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Speaker 1: All from Sophie.

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Speaker 2: Sophie, Hello, you answered I did? Is that surprising to you?

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Speaker 3: Oh?

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Speaker 4: This is amazing to me.

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Speaker 2: My night, Sophie. Listen, I have a question for you

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Speaker 5: You're on speakerphone, am I?

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Speaker 2: So I'm asking you if I am on speakerphone right now?

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Speaker 4: No?

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Speaker 2: How old are you, Sophie?

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Speaker 4: I have twenty one?

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Speaker 2: There's twenty one. I don't know about you, but I'm

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Speaker 2: feeling twenty one. What's up, Sophie? How's your what? What?

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Speaker 6: What? What? What?

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Speaker 2: What do you do all day? What are you doing

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Speaker 2: before you called in? What do you do this morning?

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Speaker 4: I just took a big fat elephant shit. So now

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Speaker 4: I'm feeling like a skinny legend.

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Speaker 2: You took a big fat elephant shit.

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Speaker 4: Oh yeah, fuck?

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Speaker 3: Great?

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Speaker 7: So nice?

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Speaker 4: No pops favorite chocolate? Sorry, okay, okay, I'll just this

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Speaker 4: is so exciting. Anyway, today I've worked. It was not fun.

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Speaker 4: It just happened. But like a bitch, need's funny right.

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Speaker 4: Other than that, I just I did nothing.

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Speaker 2: I honestly to work because because quote, a bitch needs money.

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Speaker 2: What do you need money for?

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Speaker 6: Life?

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Speaker 4: Tuition?

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Speaker 2: Tuition? What do you what are you, and what are

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Speaker 4: I'm in school to be a teacher. So I really

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Speaker 4: hope none of my students are watching this?

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Speaker 8: Why?

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Speaker 2: Why? Why do you hope none of your students are

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Speaker 2: watching this? What does that mean? Do you feel as

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Speaker 2: though you're portraying yourself in a way in which you

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Speaker 4: No, I just don't want them to know I swear.

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Speaker 2: Why don't you want them to know that you swear?

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Speaker 2: You know what, you have a beautiful opportunity here, because look,

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Speaker 2: your kids, they're going to be exposed to swearing at

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Speaker 2: some point, so they might as well do it through

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Speaker 4: Mm hmm you mean, I mean you got point? But like,

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Speaker 4: I feel like there's some laws against that from happening

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Speaker 2: Is there there is? There's no law all right, morally

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Speaker 2: morals aside whether you should or shouldn't do something, aside

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Speaker 2: strictly legally speaking, I don't think there are any laws

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Speaker 4: Well, I mean, if you're in Australia, that's just kind

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Speaker 2: We usually call Again, I'm not talking about I'm not

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Speaker 2: talking about societal social norms. I'm legally speaking. You can

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Speaker 4: Yeah, like one they could. They don't know me, but

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Speaker 4: if I'm in front of a class, no, even.

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Speaker 2: But there's no it's I'm just saying it's not illegal.

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Speaker 4: I mean, you're kind of convincing, you know.

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Speaker 2: And you'll give them a fun story. How I wish

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Speaker 2: I had a story about when I when I was

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Speaker 2: like if you if my teacher called me a cunt,

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Speaker 4: Stream my teacher called me a disappointment. Disappointment, so that's.

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Speaker 2: Not as funny as a cunt, but it's actually kind

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Speaker 4: Well, considering the fact that I'm still severely depressed, probably,

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Speaker 2: Have right, So so I don't think it has affected

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Speaker 4: I'm probably like negatives two percent, because at the end

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Speaker 4: of the day, I still don't give a fuck.

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Speaker 2: Well, I'm glad to hear that. I'm glad to hear

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Speaker 2: that you don't give a fuck. What's your name again?

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Speaker 4: My name's Sophie.

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Speaker 2: Sophia was a pleasure speaking with you.

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Speaker 4: I love you have a good name.

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Speaker 2: I love you too. I believe that one day our

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Speaker 2: Heaven and I can't'not wait until then. Good night, Sophie.

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Speaker 4: I don't believe in Jesus. I'll meet you, and.

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Speaker 2: You don't have to because he will reveal himself to

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Speaker 9: It goes on the line making your phone calls every

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Speaker 9: night ever, goes to teaching you how to.

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Speaker 1: All from Nick.

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Speaker 2: Nick.

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Speaker 8: Yes, how are you?

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Speaker 2: That's a stupid que I hate that question. I hate

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Speaker 2: that question. It's a waste of time, It's a dumb question.

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Speaker 8: I decided a few years ago that I would always

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Speaker 2: Interesting. How has that decision gone for you?

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Speaker 2: Have you how has that affected your life?

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Speaker 6: Well?

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Speaker 8: What taught me vulnerability people, and essentially it got me sober.

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Speaker 2: I like that. I'm a big fan of vulnerability with people.

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Speaker 8: Yeah, you have to connect with people, and if you're

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Speaker 8: not vulnerable and open, you lack connection. And that's when

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Speaker 8: that's when my mind goes dark. I love when I

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Speaker 2: I love that.

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Speaker 8: But hey, I need some advice. I have a meeting

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Speaker 8: I'm taking, and we just finished a semester long group

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Speaker 8: messaged us asking if he could use this project. It's

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Speaker 8: a very intense project. We wrote an algorithm that is spectacular.

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Speaker 8: It's a great project. Well, it would be great on

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Speaker 8: don't know how to tell him no without taking all

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Speaker 2: Of his points off the project. When you say taking

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Speaker 8: No, No, we would still the two of us that

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Speaker 6: All right.

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Speaker 2: Look, here's my actual advice on this. I think if

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Speaker 2: I would just be like he all he wants to

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Speaker 6: Yes, let him, let him do it.

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Speaker 2: The universe will play out, I'd say, let him do it. Look, look,

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Speaker 2: things will play out how they're going to play out.

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Speaker 2: No matter what. He'll get fucked eventually, or maybe he

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Speaker 2: you don't lose anything. You did the project. You're the

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Speaker 2: No one can take that away from you. You have

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Speaker 2: hard mathematic like real hard skills to do things. So like, look,

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Speaker 2: will it take anything away from you for this other

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Speaker 2: let him do it whatever he wants to do, right, Yeah,

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Speaker 2: because it doesn't affect you. This really doesn't affect it.

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Speaker 2: The most this is affecting you is right now as

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Speaker 2: you're like dealing with the stress of making the decision.

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Speaker 2: So just make the decision and then this will never

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Speaker 8: Yeah, you know, I'm real fifty fifty on it, and

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Speaker 2: I look might be wrong. I'm sure people disagree with me,

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Speaker 2: It's your work. You know that, and you can you

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Speaker 2: and you can use these in your own entrepreneurial pursuits.

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Speaker 2: You know your life's going to be great. No matter what.

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Speaker 8: Well, thank you very much. I think that that's some

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Speaker 8: good Beck. Were's some things up for me?

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Speaker 2: Of course? Would you say your name was? I'm Nick Nick.

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Speaker 2: I like that vulnerability thing, Nick Nick. Nick. I don't

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Speaker 2: know if you Nick? Do do who Mark Manson is?

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Speaker 8: Mark Manson?

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Speaker 6: No, I don't.

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Speaker 2: Okay, he's reading a couple of books about that that

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Speaker 2: I think are really good. You check him out. I

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Speaker 2: think you would like them, Mark Manson.

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Speaker 8: I'll write that back.

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Speaker 2: Hell yeah, you have a good rest of done it, Nick.

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Speaker 2: Andrew baby, Hey, hey, hey, yeah, I think hey yeah

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Speaker 10: Yes, I really don't know what I'm supposed to say

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Speaker 6: My bad.

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Speaker 2: No, you know what, There is no like thing that

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Speaker 6: You to value it.

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Speaker 10: It is because something I value.

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Speaker 10: And so, like, I don't know, I'm just kind of

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Speaker 2: That's tough, man. I mean, well, how important is your

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Speaker 10: Don't to better? Pushing on a here and now at

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Speaker 10: Yeah, it was a lot for a sixteen year old, you.

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Speaker 2: Know, I mean, look my own person, how old are

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Speaker 2: How old are you now? Eighteen?

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Speaker 10: Yeah, I'm almost nineteen.

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna be honest my personal belief. I mean, first

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Speaker 2: I think, I mean your values aside, I think I

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Speaker 10: Yeah, And we've been fighting over it so much.

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Speaker 10: It's having me consider like, oh no, she's like backing

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Speaker 2: Then look if that's if that's the decision you come to.

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Speaker 2: I don't think that's a terrible thing. I mean sometimes

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Speaker 2: I don't think it's necessarily tragic. It's just is what

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Speaker 10: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: And also ultimatums, Yeah, never really sit right with me

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Speaker 10: They're manipulative.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, they're a little manipulative. I mean, if your partner's

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Speaker 10: Yeah, And I've voiced that to her already. And I'm

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Speaker 8: I appreciate it.

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Speaker 10: I appreciate your insight.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, for sure, I'm not going to tell you what

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Speaker 2: I think if some people are trying to give you

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Speaker 6: All right, well, thank you, of course.

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Speaker 2: Man. You have the rest of the name.

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Speaker 10: Hey, you have a blessed day.

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Speaker 2: Thank you.

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Speaker 1: I will all from Bobby.

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Speaker 2: Bobby?

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Speaker 11: What up thereby?

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Speaker 6: Get go?

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Speaker 2: How you tell me everything? Tell me nothing? Who are you?

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Speaker 6: Uh?

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Speaker 11: Well, my name is Bobby.

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Speaker 11: I mean I feel like, yeah, I mean, what else

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Speaker 11: would you? What else is there? Really? I mean, there's

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Speaker 11: the name in there's outer space. But I don't know, man,

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Speaker 11: I just thought it'd be nice to call somebody and

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Speaker 2: M Do you talk to a lot of people in

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Speaker 11: I do. I'm a cook and a bartender at a

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Speaker 11: I'd say less stressful and more uh thought provoking. You know,

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Speaker 11: it makes you think a lot. It keeps you kind

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Speaker 2: But you know, if it's a good It is good

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Speaker 11: Yeah, man, you know, it's just like you don't remember

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Speaker 11: it's all about.

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Speaker 2: Perspective as anything. I mean, that's a lot of stress too,

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Speaker 2: because like I mean, that's the you got all you

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Speaker 11: Yeah, you know it ain't it ain't no time to

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Speaker 2: Damn could do you do you text and drive in

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Speaker 11: You know, when I'm in my civilian life, I might

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Speaker 2: You know, I think that's good.

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Speaker 11: Donte to end up in the casket as No.

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Speaker 2: No, have you ever thought about like what what if

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Speaker 11: As a person, I think I'd want to carry a conversation,

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Speaker 2: All those conversations go I mean, I'm I mean one sided.

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Speaker 11: So you get a lot of alone time with you know,

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Speaker 11: You know, honestly, like and not to be like, I

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Speaker 2: M yeah, I could. So you're telling me, so you've

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Speaker 11: Yeah, you can kind of tell somebody's lived a you know,

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Speaker 2: There any good real quick? What do you look for visually?

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Speaker 11: Well, you can kind of see. I mean, I don't

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Speaker 11: You don't know. But you can really tell, you know,

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Speaker 2: What did you say? Your name was, Bobby? Bobby? Look

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Speaker 2: before we go, I want to know, oh, you know,

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Speaker 11: Well, I'm a musician, so in my spare time, you know,

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Speaker 6: Well.

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Speaker 2: Good luck, Bobby, I hope you never die.

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Speaker 11: You know, it happens to all of us. So I

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Speaker 11: just hope my herds driver's pretty cool.

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Speaker 2: Yeah for good night, Bobby.

444
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Speaker 11: He's out, but not me.

445
00:22:45,480 --> 00:22:49,160
Speaker 2: It happens to all of us, he says, not knowing

446
00:22:49,160 --> 00:22:59,320
Speaker 2: who he's talking to, an immortal lizard. Wait, shit, I

447
00:22:59,359 --> 00:23:01,480
Speaker 2: actually think no, not dying would be worse. I think

448
00:23:01,560 --> 00:23:04,960
Speaker 2: living forever is way, in all seriousness that living forever

449
00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:07,439
Speaker 2: has just got to be way worse than dying, because

450
00:23:07,480 --> 00:23:13,000
Speaker 2: think about it, everyone ever has it died. It's a

451
00:23:13,280 --> 00:23:20,480
Speaker 2: it's a blue chip, proven way to die. I feel

452
00:23:20,520 --> 00:23:24,440
Speaker 2: like immortality is highly uncharted territory and I don't want

453
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Speaker 2: to chart that territory alone. If I were in a

454
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Speaker 2: group of like a hundred other people who were also

455
00:23:32,720 --> 00:23:35,159
Speaker 2: mortal and maybe could form a cool community there, that

456
00:23:35,160 --> 00:23:36,800
Speaker 2: would be fun. But if I was just the only

457
00:23:36,880 --> 00:23:40,159
Speaker 2: person that was a mortal, that would be really lonely.

458
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Speaker 1: All from Emily Day to accept Emily.

459
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Speaker 2: Emily, Emily, Hi, how are you? Emily?

460
00:23:58,320 --> 00:23:58,800
Speaker 4: I'm good?

461
00:23:58,880 --> 00:23:59,280
Speaker 8: Thank you?

462
00:23:59,320 --> 00:24:01,200
Speaker 13: How are you?

463
00:24:01,200 --> 00:24:01,480
Speaker 14: You know.

464
00:24:03,160 --> 00:24:10,080
Speaker 2: I'm trying, Emily? What do you? What do you do?

465
00:24:10,119 --> 00:24:11,320
Speaker 2: Have we ever spoken before?

466
00:24:12,520 --> 00:24:13,160
Speaker 4: We haven't?

467
00:24:14,640 --> 00:24:18,120
Speaker 2: This this is your first ye have you ever? How

468
00:24:18,119 --> 00:24:20,720
Speaker 2: often do you have conversations with other people, or you

469
00:24:20,760 --> 00:24:23,080
Speaker 2: k new are you when you say it's your first time,

470
00:24:23,119 --> 00:24:24,520
Speaker 2: do you make it's your first time talking to me?

471
00:24:24,640 --> 00:24:27,080
Speaker 2: Or it's like this is a fresh experience to you.

472
00:24:27,200 --> 00:24:29,840
Speaker 2: Just the idea that two people can communicate with each

473
00:24:29,880 --> 00:24:31,359
Speaker 2: other over the phone even though they're not in the

474
00:24:31,359 --> 00:24:35,320
Speaker 2: same room. Because it is very exciting technology, even though

475
00:24:35,320 --> 00:24:37,120
Speaker 2: I mean it's pretty old, but it's still exciting.

476
00:24:39,119 --> 00:24:41,439
Speaker 13: I mean a little bit of both. Because it's actually

477
00:24:41,440 --> 00:24:43,800
Speaker 13: funny because I'm watching you right now, so it's like

478
00:24:43,840 --> 00:24:46,520
Speaker 13: a weird like I can hear myself kind of things.

479
00:24:46,920 --> 00:24:49,560
Speaker 2: Weird. I agree with that you can hear yourself. Oh

480
00:24:49,640 --> 00:24:51,560
Speaker 2: that's your first problem. You gotta stop watching. You gotta

481
00:24:51,960 --> 00:24:53,560
Speaker 2: take what do you What do you got there?

482
00:24:53,600 --> 00:24:53,840
Speaker 15: You am?

483
00:24:53,840 --> 00:24:56,000
Speaker 2: I on the phone, the laptop, of the computer. Take

484
00:24:56,040 --> 00:24:57,840
Speaker 2: them all, throw them away. You're not gonna need.

485
00:24:59,640 --> 00:25:04,080
Speaker 13: Actual right on the TV. Right on the TV.

486
00:25:04,680 --> 00:25:09,480
Speaker 2: Oh my god, leave the TV room, dude, in the now.

487
00:25:10,560 --> 00:25:12,760
Speaker 2: The kitchen. Do you have a nice kitchen? Do you

488
00:25:12,760 --> 00:25:13,360
Speaker 2: have granite?

489
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Speaker 11: I don't know.

490
00:25:16,040 --> 00:25:17,919
Speaker 13: Actually I actually just rent so I don't know what

491
00:25:17,920 --> 00:25:19,359
Speaker 13: they put in, but it is very nice.

492
00:25:20,359 --> 00:25:21,080
Speaker 2: You don't know what do you mean?

493
00:25:21,080 --> 00:25:21,240
Speaker 6: You know?

494
00:25:21,240 --> 00:25:25,240
Speaker 2: How do you not know what if you have granite, Well.

495
00:25:25,200 --> 00:25:28,800
Speaker 13: It looks like a stone of some sort, but I

496
00:25:28,840 --> 00:25:36,600
Speaker 13: don't know it looks like to be honest with you.

497
00:25:33,920 --> 00:25:36,320
Speaker 2: Neither do I. What can you do? Emily?

498
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Speaker 13: Well, I don't really know. I mean, I guess today

499
00:25:41,720 --> 00:25:44,639
Speaker 13: I started making a rug, so I guess I could shot.

500
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Speaker 2: I'm making a rug. How does one make a rug?

501
00:25:47,760 --> 00:25:49,120
Speaker 2: What is the process?

502
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Speaker 13: Have you ever seen people with those like guns that

503
00:25:54,200 --> 00:25:57,440
Speaker 13: shoot out the yarn that goes into a rug?

504
00:25:58,920 --> 00:26:00,800
Speaker 2: I have no I've never seen someone shoot a yard

505
00:26:00,880 --> 00:26:01,639
Speaker 2: a yarn gun.

506
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Speaker 13: Okay, well I don't have one of those, but I

507
00:26:06,520 --> 00:26:10,199
Speaker 13: have like a hand held form so I just like

508
00:26:10,440 --> 00:26:12,919
Speaker 13: do this thing called punch needling, and then it just

509
00:26:13,080 --> 00:26:15,560
Speaker 13: goes right in and then it just stays there and

510
00:26:15,600 --> 00:26:19,560
Speaker 13: it's stuck. So you just put the yarn into the

511
00:26:20,480 --> 00:26:21,640
Speaker 13: like fabric and then.

512
00:26:21,600 --> 00:26:24,479
Speaker 2: Yeah, this yarn gun. Can this be used as some

513
00:26:24,520 --> 00:26:26,000
Speaker 2: sort of a weapon theoretically?

514
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Speaker 6: Does it?

515
00:26:27,080 --> 00:26:29,760
Speaker 2: Can it pain or or harm?

516
00:26:30,640 --> 00:26:35,400
Speaker 13: I don't think it would because it's not like it's

517
00:26:35,440 --> 00:26:39,840
Speaker 13: shooting anything really except for the yarn, So I don't think.

518
00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:41,159
Speaker 13: I don't think you can get hit from it.

519
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Speaker 2: It's here's where I'm curious, is what made you decide

520
00:26:44,680 --> 00:26:48,879
Speaker 2: to boy to make a rug when you could just

521
00:26:48,920 --> 00:26:49,440
Speaker 2: buy one.

522
00:26:51,800 --> 00:26:54,080
Speaker 13: I kind of just decided I wanted it to be

523
00:26:54,320 --> 00:26:56,119
Speaker 13: like a specific way, and I wanted to make like

524
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Speaker 13: a custom thing. And also I think rugs are really expensive.

525
00:27:01,520 --> 00:27:02,440
Speaker 13: I'm very broke.

526
00:27:03,119 --> 00:27:05,480
Speaker 2: The amount of time that you would spend making a

527
00:27:05,560 --> 00:27:10,159
Speaker 2: rug would definitely be I would trade the amount of

528
00:27:10,160 --> 00:27:12,639
Speaker 2: money to have the time of not doing that. But

529
00:27:12,680 --> 00:27:15,800
Speaker 2: that's my own personal decision. This is your own personal decision,

530
00:27:15,840 --> 00:27:18,879
Speaker 2: and I respect it. Is there, are you making a

531
00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:20,720
Speaker 2: cool design? What color is the rug?

532
00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:21,920
Speaker 4: Oh?

533
00:27:22,119 --> 00:27:25,520
Speaker 13: Well, it's pink and purple and white, and it's gonna

534
00:27:25,520 --> 00:27:29,159
Speaker 13: be kind of like, I don't know how to explain it,

535
00:27:29,280 --> 00:27:33,160
Speaker 13: kind of like wavy. It's just abstract.

536
00:27:34,720 --> 00:27:37,399
Speaker 2: I like it. I listen before we go, I mean

537
00:27:37,440 --> 00:27:42,520
Speaker 2: this rug. Do you feel as though this design is

538
00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:44,639
Speaker 2: some sort of I mean, is there a sense of

539
00:27:45,280 --> 00:27:48,600
Speaker 2: self expression in here? Do you feel as of this design?

540
00:27:48,880 --> 00:27:53,040
Speaker 2: Is there's something you're trying to say with it? Could

541
00:27:53,080 --> 00:27:56,080
Speaker 2: it be interpreted a message from it? Perhaps the colors

542
00:27:56,119 --> 00:27:58,320
Speaker 2: and the scheme of things. Is it a metaphor for anything?

543
00:28:00,040 --> 00:28:02,959
Speaker 13: I don't think it's a metaphor, but I think it's

544
00:28:03,040 --> 00:28:06,320
Speaker 13: kind of like a sort of aesthetic. Maybe I'm going

545
00:28:06,359 --> 00:28:06,600
Speaker 13: for it.

546
00:28:06,760 --> 00:28:07,240
Speaker 4: So there's that.

547
00:28:09,520 --> 00:28:12,000
Speaker 2: And it just give us real quick one or two

548
00:28:12,080 --> 00:28:13,480
Speaker 2: words describe that aesthetic.

549
00:28:15,200 --> 00:28:20,240
Speaker 13: I had to describe it, it would be like cute

550
00:28:20,520 --> 00:28:22,400
Speaker 13: Animal Crossing character.

551
00:28:24,320 --> 00:28:28,639
Speaker 2: Oh, be careful, be careful about Nintendo because they're very

552
00:28:28,680 --> 00:28:31,679
Speaker 2: strict on their copyright. They told because I actually my

553
00:28:31,800 --> 00:28:34,720
Speaker 2: character is based off of a gecko from Animal Crossing

554
00:28:34,760 --> 00:28:37,600
Speaker 2: and they keep sending me letters and pretending like I'm

555
00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:41,000
Speaker 2: not I'm not getting them. So if that happens to you,

556
00:28:41,040 --> 00:28:43,120
Speaker 2: just pretend that you're not getting them, because that's what

557
00:28:43,160 --> 00:28:43,360
Speaker 2: I do.

558
00:28:43,400 --> 00:28:43,880
Speaker 13: And they know.

559
00:28:46,320 --> 00:28:48,520
Speaker 2: I'll talk to you soon. I appreciate you, and I

560
00:28:48,520 --> 00:28:50,360
Speaker 2: hopefully your rug goes well. I hope you're able to

561
00:28:50,400 --> 00:28:51,920
Speaker 2: sell it for a million dollars.

562
00:28:52,560 --> 00:28:54,840
Speaker 7: Oh, thank you, that's so kind.

563
00:28:56,000 --> 00:28:59,320
Speaker 13: Oh and my my workrind next of Hi. He loves

564
00:28:59,320 --> 00:29:00,560
Speaker 13: watching everythey.

565
00:29:00,480 --> 00:29:02,760
Speaker 2: I'll tell your boyfriend Nick that he seems like a

566
00:29:02,800 --> 00:29:04,280
Speaker 2: really cool guy.

567
00:29:05,240 --> 00:29:06,320
Speaker 13: Oh, I will let him know.

568
00:29:07,840 --> 00:29:08,720
Speaker 2: Have a good night, Emily.

569
00:29:09,840 --> 00:29:10,560
Speaker 4: Thank you.

570
00:29:10,560 --> 00:29:16,440
Speaker 1: You two all from Alana.

571
00:29:17,920 --> 00:29:22,200
Speaker 2: Lana. Hello, what's up Alana?

572
00:29:23,320 --> 00:29:29,040
Speaker 15: Holy shit? What I don't know. I've been trying to

573
00:29:29,040 --> 00:29:32,200
Speaker 15: get on for like a couple of months.

574
00:29:32,120 --> 00:29:33,600
Speaker 2: Trying to get on what dude.

575
00:29:34,960 --> 00:29:35,440
Speaker 15: Therapy?

576
00:29:35,480 --> 00:29:41,520
Speaker 2: Get go? Look, Yes, you dialed the number into your phone, right,

577
00:29:42,320 --> 00:29:45,320
Speaker 2: mm hmm, and someone picked up the phone right.

578
00:29:46,160 --> 00:29:47,480
Speaker 15: Yes, is this Lyle?

579
00:29:48,280 --> 00:29:50,800
Speaker 2: This is this is someone. What's up, Alana? How are you?

580
00:29:50,880 --> 00:29:52,320
Speaker 2: Tell me everything? Tell me nothing?

581
00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:53,800
Speaker 15: I'm pretty good.

582
00:29:53,840 --> 00:29:54,680
Speaker 3: How are you doing?

583
00:29:55,320 --> 00:29:55,720
Speaker 2: What do you?

584
00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:56,160
Speaker 14: Uh?

585
00:29:56,680 --> 00:29:58,959
Speaker 2: What did you do this morning?

586
00:30:01,680 --> 00:30:08,160
Speaker 15: This morning I took my dad's girlfriend's dog on a walk.

587
00:30:08,880 --> 00:30:11,800
Speaker 15: Tried to get it to like pull me on a longboard.

588
00:30:11,840 --> 00:30:13,480
Speaker 15: So that was a fun time to learn.

589
00:30:14,040 --> 00:30:16,400
Speaker 2: You tried to get it to pull you on a longboard?

590
00:30:16,840 --> 00:30:19,080
Speaker 15: Yeah, with the leash you kind of like have the

591
00:30:19,160 --> 00:30:21,040
Speaker 15: dog out in front of you to the side and

592
00:30:21,080 --> 00:30:22,360
Speaker 15: then kind.

593
00:30:22,200 --> 00:30:24,040
Speaker 1: Of let it go alta.

594
00:30:24,120 --> 00:30:26,600
Speaker 2: That sounds really dangerous. I feel like you're giving the

595
00:30:26,640 --> 00:30:29,680
Speaker 2: dog a lot of control in that situation over your

596
00:30:29,760 --> 00:30:31,080
Speaker 2: direction and your speed.

597
00:30:31,840 --> 00:30:34,120
Speaker 15: Well, I've learned you kind of keep them on a

598
00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:35,000
Speaker 15: short leash.

599
00:30:35,280 --> 00:30:36,400
Speaker 1: It works a lot better.

600
00:30:36,840 --> 00:30:37,160
Speaker 3: I don't know.

601
00:30:37,200 --> 00:30:39,520
Speaker 15: I'm learning on like a big open parking lot right now,

602
00:30:39,560 --> 00:30:42,120
Speaker 15: and then we probably like work our way up to

603
00:30:42,240 --> 00:30:44,840
Speaker 15: smaller kind of narrower sidewalks.

604
00:30:45,120 --> 00:30:47,440
Speaker 2: What I'm the most afraid how big is the dog?

605
00:30:47,520 --> 00:30:48,920
Speaker 2: Is it a tiny dog or a big dog?

606
00:30:49,320 --> 00:30:50,160
Speaker 4: No, it's a big dog.

607
00:30:50,200 --> 00:30:50,840
Speaker 1: It's a husky.

608
00:30:51,720 --> 00:30:53,520
Speaker 2: Oh a husky all right, Because here's what I'd be

609
00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:57,520
Speaker 2: afraid of is let's say the dog stops suddenly then

610
00:30:57,680 --> 00:30:59,800
Speaker 2: but you still have your wheels or whatever they get

611
00:30:59,840 --> 00:31:02,840
Speaker 2: them momentum and you just see trip and fall onto

612
00:31:02,880 --> 00:31:04,080
Speaker 2: the dog and you crush it.

613
00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:06,280
Speaker 4: Oh that's how you.

614
00:31:06,200 --> 00:31:07,760
Speaker 15: Got to keep it like on to the side. We're

615
00:31:07,800 --> 00:31:11,880
Speaker 15: going slow, like, it's not like a just go and

616
00:31:11,920 --> 00:31:13,320
Speaker 15: then it just starts booking it.

617
00:31:14,600 --> 00:31:18,640
Speaker 2: You're trying to go viral on TikTok and hope it happens. Well,

618
00:31:18,800 --> 00:31:21,520
Speaker 2: I have a question for you, Alana, Yes, So what

619
00:31:21,640 --> 00:31:23,880
Speaker 2: is up? What the hell is wrong with you?

620
00:31:25,920 --> 00:31:32,200
Speaker 15: Well, currently I'm trying to kind of I don't know

621
00:31:32,200 --> 00:31:36,760
Speaker 15: how I would like It's not like cock block maybe,

622
00:31:37,080 --> 00:31:41,160
Speaker 15: but my friend group. Two people in this friend group

623
00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:45,760
Speaker 15: have started like catching feelings for each other. So me

624
00:31:46,120 --> 00:31:48,560
Speaker 15: and a couple of the other people in the friend

625
00:31:48,600 --> 00:31:53,240
Speaker 15: group have decided to kind of stop that from happening.

626
00:31:54,160 --> 00:31:57,520
Speaker 15: It's like that, uh, have you seen Lion King one

627
00:31:57,520 --> 00:32:01,000
Speaker 15: and a half? That one seemed like ontage with Timon

628
00:32:01,040 --> 00:32:03,520
Speaker 15: and poomb are like we can't let this happen. We

629
00:32:03,640 --> 00:32:05,720
Speaker 15: kind of like get in the way. That's kind of

630
00:32:05,800 --> 00:32:07,080
Speaker 15: us right now, yeah, but don't tomorrow.

631
00:32:07,120 --> 00:32:09,320
Speaker 2: How does it end? Timon and poomb But earn as

632
00:32:09,520 --> 00:32:11,600
Speaker 2: learn a lesson that that was stupid, right.

633
00:32:12,840 --> 00:32:17,960
Speaker 15: Well, yeah, but we're still stupid. So it's okay, it's okay.

634
00:32:18,280 --> 00:32:20,840
Speaker 2: Why do you what what is your vested interest in

635
00:32:20,880 --> 00:32:22,760
Speaker 2: these two people not being together?

636
00:32:23,560 --> 00:32:26,360
Speaker 15: Because it's gonna mess with the vibe of this friend group.

637
00:32:26,400 --> 00:32:29,400
Speaker 15: We've been together for so long, you've gotten like close.

638
00:32:30,080 --> 00:32:33,640
Speaker 15: And so the girl I love, her name is Ashley,

639
00:32:33,680 --> 00:32:35,240
Speaker 15: So Ashley, we just kind of.

640
00:32:35,480 --> 00:32:37,640
Speaker 2: Incorporated into Look what's your name?

641
00:32:38,480 --> 00:32:38,960
Speaker 4: Alana?

642
00:32:39,680 --> 00:32:41,000
Speaker 2: Alana? How old are you?

643
00:32:41,880 --> 00:32:42,360
Speaker 15: Eighteen?

644
00:32:43,200 --> 00:32:43,640
Speaker 2: Alana?

645
00:32:44,240 --> 00:32:44,600
Speaker 10: All right?

646
00:32:44,840 --> 00:32:48,280
Speaker 2: Yes, Look, at one point or another, I'm gonna tell

647
00:32:48,320 --> 00:32:50,200
Speaker 2: you what's gonna happen one point another all of your

648
00:32:50,200 --> 00:32:53,640
Speaker 2: friends are going to get into relationships and uh, they'll

649
00:32:53,640 --> 00:32:56,959
Speaker 2: still be your friends, but their priorities will be with

650
00:32:57,000 --> 00:33:00,120
Speaker 2: their partner instead of you. This is gonna happen. This

651
00:33:00,160 --> 00:33:06,360
Speaker 2: happens to everyone, you know, Get used to it. You know,

652
00:33:06,440 --> 00:33:11,480
Speaker 2: I think that your attempts to foil your friend's happiness

653
00:33:11,480 --> 00:33:15,920
Speaker 2: and interfere with their life is not a good strategy

654
00:33:16,000 --> 00:33:17,760
Speaker 2: for you, because you know, that's not a great way

655
00:33:17,800 --> 00:33:20,320
Speaker 2: to deal with to deal with these problems. You know,

656
00:33:20,400 --> 00:33:24,320
Speaker 2: I'd rather you adapt as opposed to trying to keep

657
00:33:24,320 --> 00:33:25,960
Speaker 2: your friends single forever.

658
00:33:26,720 --> 00:33:30,480
Speaker 15: That's true, That is true. Okay, I can respect that.

659
00:33:31,360 --> 00:33:35,080
Speaker 15: And it's like, I don't know, we're all seniors. We're

660
00:33:35,120 --> 00:33:38,160
Speaker 15: going to college soon, so it's more like we're trying

661
00:33:38,160 --> 00:33:41,560
Speaker 15: to stop something from like a summer flome and then

662
00:33:42,280 --> 00:33:44,960
Speaker 15: kind of everyone goes off. But yeah, you know what,

663
00:33:45,040 --> 00:33:45,840
Speaker 15: I can respect that.

664
00:33:47,360 --> 00:33:51,200
Speaker 2: The energy that you might spend trying to, you know,

665
00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:54,520
Speaker 2: break up this this this romance, I feel like you

666
00:33:54,520 --> 00:33:58,040
Speaker 2: could better spend the energy, you know, planning your own feature.

667
00:33:58,040 --> 00:33:59,960
Speaker 2: I mean, you're going to college, right, You're going away.

668
00:34:00,040 --> 00:34:01,800
Speaker 2: Why don't you prepare for that?

669
00:34:03,080 --> 00:34:06,960
Speaker 15: Yeah? All right, how do you suppose I should do that?

670
00:34:07,040 --> 00:34:07,240
Speaker 11: Then?

671
00:34:07,800 --> 00:34:08,839
Speaker 2: What are you going to school for?

672
00:34:10,040 --> 00:34:11,040
Speaker 15: Commercial aviation?

673
00:34:12,040 --> 00:34:15,000
Speaker 2: Commercial aviation? Watch a bunch of YouTube videos about planes?

674
00:34:16,719 --> 00:34:17,200
Speaker 3: All right?

675
00:34:19,160 --> 00:34:20,399
Speaker 10: Huh?

676
00:34:21,120 --> 00:34:22,000
Speaker 15: I think I can do that.

677
00:34:23,040 --> 00:34:25,600
Speaker 2: And then what's gonna happen. You're gonna go to college

678
00:34:25,840 --> 00:34:29,640
Speaker 2: and the first two semesters, every every class you take everything,

679
00:34:29,640 --> 00:34:31,120
Speaker 2: they say, you're gonna be in your head. You're gonna

680
00:34:31,160 --> 00:34:32,960
Speaker 2: be like already learned all this fucking show on YouTube.

681
00:34:33,280 --> 00:34:35,359
Speaker 2: Now you're gonna drop out, and you know, get your

682
00:34:35,400 --> 00:34:38,000
Speaker 2: aviation license on YouTube because they're going to have that

683
00:34:38,040 --> 00:34:40,080
Speaker 2: ship by then. It's the future.

684
00:34:42,880 --> 00:34:46,520
Speaker 15: Get a pilot's license on YouTube.

685
00:34:48,320 --> 00:34:51,560
Speaker 2: Alana, Alana, you have a good rest of the You

686
00:34:51,600 --> 00:34:53,320
Speaker 2: have a good rest of your life. I believe in you.

687
00:34:53,360 --> 00:34:55,040
Speaker 2: I think you got a good future ahead of yourself.

688
00:34:55,400 --> 00:34:58,480
Speaker 2: But just you just gotta not look at tomorrow and

689
00:34:58,480 --> 00:34:59,760
Speaker 2: Poomba is your role models.

690
00:35:00,920 --> 00:35:03,600
Speaker 15: That is true. Okay, Well, thank you for the info.

691
00:35:04,200 --> 00:35:04,840
Speaker 15: Good night.

692
00:35:07,800 --> 00:35:11,160
Speaker 1: All from Fox Fox.

693
00:35:12,560 --> 00:35:14,279
Speaker 2: Hello, how you doing?

694
00:35:15,360 --> 00:35:15,760
Speaker 6: Uh?

695
00:35:15,800 --> 00:35:19,479
Speaker 5: You know, I'm doing well despite how my week is going.

696
00:35:19,520 --> 00:35:20,080
Speaker 14: What about you?

697
00:35:20,160 --> 00:35:24,000
Speaker 2: Man? Uh, how's your week going? Fox?

698
00:35:24,560 --> 00:35:29,560
Speaker 5: Just just the troubles of employment, to my friend.

699
00:35:30,520 --> 00:35:31,920
Speaker 2: Employment are lack thereof?

700
00:35:33,200 --> 00:35:34,800
Speaker 8: Uh, lack thereof?

701
00:35:35,000 --> 00:35:36,200
Speaker 5: Yeah?

702
00:35:36,440 --> 00:35:38,760
Speaker 2: Hm, where have you been applying to like jobs and stuff?

703
00:35:39,560 --> 00:35:44,760
Speaker 5: Yeah? I uh, you know, I just I was working

704
00:35:44,800 --> 00:35:48,960
Speaker 5: a couple of places, but they kind of sucked my soul.

705
00:35:49,000 --> 00:35:52,839
Speaker 2: You know, m they sucked your soul. Tell me about

706
00:35:52,840 --> 00:35:54,120
Speaker 2: these places that sucked your soul?

707
00:35:54,760 --> 00:35:54,920
Speaker 11: Uh?

708
00:35:55,200 --> 00:36:00,560
Speaker 5: Well, gas station jobs or cool? I'm not a fan.

709
00:36:00,760 --> 00:36:04,239
Speaker 8: I got to say, I.

710
00:36:04,200 --> 00:36:06,319
Speaker 5: Don't know because I get the creatures of the night.

711
00:36:06,719 --> 00:36:11,520
Speaker 5: You know, I and my gas station sold really cheap beer,

712
00:36:11,680 --> 00:36:14,080
Speaker 5: so we really got those creatures.

713
00:36:14,120 --> 00:36:17,160
Speaker 2: I'll tell you, tell me about some of these creatures.

714
00:36:17,200 --> 00:36:18,640
Speaker 2: I mean, who were the sole suckiest?

715
00:36:19,320 --> 00:36:22,839
Speaker 5: Oh man, Well, my favorite one. His name was Frankie.

716
00:36:23,000 --> 00:36:25,040
Speaker 5: Like he always had an eight ball in his hand,

717
00:36:25,400 --> 00:36:28,840
Speaker 5: and he like, you know, honestly, he was just a crackhead.

718
00:36:28,320 --> 00:36:29,080
Speaker 10: With good advice.

719
00:36:29,200 --> 00:36:32,400
Speaker 5: But most of them would basically assault me.

720
00:36:34,200 --> 00:36:37,880
Speaker 2: You said he was a crackhead with good advice. Yeah,

721
00:36:38,440 --> 00:36:40,080
Speaker 2: he was like the advice he gave you.

722
00:36:40,600 --> 00:36:43,200
Speaker 5: Yeah, he was like my own little local therapy gecko,

723
00:36:43,239 --> 00:36:44,720
Speaker 5: except he was way less cool.

724
00:36:47,000 --> 00:36:47,319
Speaker 8: I don't know.

725
00:36:47,400 --> 00:36:51,080
Speaker 5: I would I would have relationship problems and he would

726
00:36:51,080 --> 00:36:54,239
Speaker 5: sort of he would sort of talk me through, you know,

727
00:36:54,680 --> 00:36:58,640
Speaker 5: I was my girlfriend wasn't talking to me, and he

728
00:36:58,800 --> 00:37:03,080
Speaker 5: was like, have confidence in relationships, man, gotta go, gotta split.

729
00:37:03,120 --> 00:37:04,960
Speaker 5: And I'm like, you know what that guy know what

730
00:37:05,040 --> 00:37:06,160
Speaker 5: he's talking about?

731
00:37:07,239 --> 00:37:08,920
Speaker 2: Do you think he does? Do you think I mean

732
00:37:09,000 --> 00:37:14,319
Speaker 2: his his I mean it could be possible that he

733
00:37:14,400 --> 00:37:18,080
Speaker 2: was a just well traveled, well experienced guy who you know,

734
00:37:18,120 --> 00:37:20,920
Speaker 2: knew a thing or two about about relationships.

735
00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:23,319
Speaker 5: You know, I think he might be right. But you

736
00:37:23,360 --> 00:37:27,480
Speaker 5: know something that I never got advice for was you know,

737
00:37:27,520 --> 00:37:29,360
Speaker 5: I kind of feel lost without purpose. You know what

738
00:37:29,360 --> 00:37:29,800
Speaker 5: I'm saying?

739
00:37:30,320 --> 00:37:37,400
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I feel you Sorry, you feel lost without purpose?

740
00:37:38,040 --> 00:37:41,480
Speaker 5: Yeah, man, because like you know, I do music and stuff,

741
00:37:41,560 --> 00:37:44,400
Speaker 5: and like I try to, I guess I try to

742
00:37:44,440 --> 00:37:46,879
Speaker 5: be a good person to the people in my life.

743
00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:49,320
Speaker 5: But you know, I don't know, I'm kind of searching

744
00:37:49,440 --> 00:37:50,200
Speaker 5: for like direction.

745
00:37:50,360 --> 00:37:50,640
Speaker 3: You know.

746
00:37:52,239 --> 00:37:53,759
Speaker 2: You do music. We're going music, do you do?

747
00:37:55,520 --> 00:37:59,840
Speaker 5: Definitely a metal head. I just like to be loud

748
00:38:00,080 --> 00:38:04,759
Speaker 5: on stage, and you know it's I don't know, have you.

749
00:38:04,719 --> 00:38:06,920
Speaker 2: Been performing at all? You do any live shows?

750
00:38:08,880 --> 00:38:13,200
Speaker 5: Well, not a whole lot ever since the pandemic, But

751
00:38:13,400 --> 00:38:18,560
Speaker 5: I got a few gigs that I did but before

752
00:38:18,640 --> 00:38:23,200
Speaker 5: twenty twenty and stuff like that. You know, I was

753
00:38:23,239 --> 00:38:25,080
Speaker 5: playing a good show at least once a month.

754
00:38:25,200 --> 00:38:26,720
Speaker 2: You know that's awesome?

755
00:38:27,360 --> 00:38:27,880
Speaker 6: Do you do?

756
00:38:28,640 --> 00:38:31,799
Speaker 2: You know, I'm not a music promotion expert, but what

757
00:38:31,920 --> 00:38:34,600
Speaker 2: you got to you gotta spotify, you do your.

758
00:38:34,920 --> 00:38:40,360
Speaker 5: I wish, you know, honestly, I should probably figure that

759
00:38:40,440 --> 00:38:43,439
Speaker 5: kind of stuff out, like probably get my stuff out there,

760
00:38:43,520 --> 00:38:48,960
Speaker 5: you know, yeah, because you know my I guess it's

761
00:38:48,960 --> 00:38:54,400
Speaker 5: like a band slash solo project. But it's called Wichita.

762
00:38:54,960 --> 00:39:01,200
Speaker 5: But I don't know, man, Like, yeah, I should probably

763
00:39:01,320 --> 00:39:04,200
Speaker 5: promote myself or something that would probably give me something

764
00:39:04,239 --> 00:39:04,879
Speaker 5: more to do.

765
00:39:05,000 --> 00:39:05,200
Speaker 10: You know.

766
00:39:06,200 --> 00:39:08,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean look at it as a project, you know,

767
00:39:09,719 --> 00:39:10,520
Speaker 2: do use TikTok.

768
00:39:12,160 --> 00:39:14,480
Speaker 5: Yeah, Oh dude, I love TikTok. It has like the

769
00:39:14,520 --> 00:39:15,400
Speaker 5: best ship posts.

770
00:39:16,200 --> 00:39:18,960
Speaker 2: You gotta go. You gotta promote your music on TikTok.

771
00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:21,960
Speaker 2: I know I'm getting all specific. I'm getting all specific,

772
00:39:22,000 --> 00:39:24,680
Speaker 2: but I feel like, you know, for me, in times

773
00:39:24,719 --> 00:39:28,080
Speaker 2: when I've lost purpose, it's it's getting specific that helps,

774
00:39:28,600 --> 00:39:28,839
Speaker 2: you know.

775
00:39:30,200 --> 00:39:34,440
Speaker 5: Yeah, I actually discovered you through TikTok, like I thought,

776
00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:38,279
Speaker 5: I honestly like found you on TikTok, and like I

777
00:39:38,320 --> 00:39:41,319
Speaker 5: saw you as this like borderline pagan god that I

778
00:39:41,440 --> 00:39:44,719
Speaker 5: must like, you know, tonight's actually the first night I

779
00:39:44,840 --> 00:39:46,240
Speaker 5: actually joined your stream.

780
00:39:46,880 --> 00:39:47,720
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, welcome.

781
00:39:49,200 --> 00:39:51,279
Speaker 5: Yeah, man, I'm loving it here. I'm gonna I think

782
00:39:51,280 --> 00:39:52,959
Speaker 5: I'll be here three times a week.

783
00:39:55,200 --> 00:39:56,719
Speaker 2: What did you say your name was again?

784
00:39:57,760 --> 00:39:58,120
Speaker 6: Fox?

785
00:39:58,280 --> 00:40:02,600
Speaker 5: FOXX My mom named me after the X Files.

786
00:40:03,440 --> 00:40:05,040
Speaker 2: Is your real your real names? Fox? I thought that

787
00:40:05,080 --> 00:40:07,680
Speaker 2: was like I remember now, I thought it was a

788
00:40:07,680 --> 00:40:08,799
Speaker 2: stage name of some kinds.

789
00:40:09,480 --> 00:40:11,839
Speaker 5: Oh, well, a lot of people do think that, but

790
00:40:11,920 --> 00:40:14,040
Speaker 5: that's like dead, that's my real name.

791
00:40:15,360 --> 00:40:17,319
Speaker 2: Damn that you really got to be a musician now

792
00:40:17,360 --> 00:40:19,520
Speaker 2: because Fox is a cool ass name for a metal

793
00:40:19,560 --> 00:40:20,239
Speaker 2: head guy.

794
00:40:20,840 --> 00:40:26,040
Speaker 5: Man that honestly, dude, you saying that like that, that

795
00:40:26,080 --> 00:40:29,799
Speaker 5: really means a lot, dude.

796
00:40:30,160 --> 00:40:32,839
Speaker 2: You know, I mean if you're lost, you know, if

797
00:40:32,840 --> 00:40:34,840
Speaker 2: you're having trouble with purpose. I mean, I think taking

798
00:40:34,840 --> 00:40:37,880
Speaker 2: on a project, that's I mean when I've had times

799
00:40:37,880 --> 00:40:40,040
Speaker 2: when I'm feeling that way, I mean, getting lost in

800
00:40:40,080 --> 00:40:43,000
Speaker 2: a project has been the best thing. I feel like,

801
00:40:43,040 --> 00:40:44,440
Speaker 2: you've got a project, you got to you got a

802
00:40:44,480 --> 00:40:46,600
Speaker 2: good project on your hands. You know, you make music,

803
00:40:46,600 --> 00:40:47,640
Speaker 2: you want to go out and promote it.

804
00:40:48,880 --> 00:40:50,640
Speaker 5: I just I just need to get I think I

805
00:40:50,719 --> 00:40:53,920
Speaker 5: just need to get some more musicians to like maybe

806
00:40:53,960 --> 00:40:56,560
Speaker 5: long term do stuff with me. I think that's my

807
00:40:56,640 --> 00:40:57,760
Speaker 5: main problem.

808
00:40:57,840 --> 00:40:59,960
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. I mean you said you said you have

809
00:41:00,000 --> 00:41:01,680
Speaker 2: a little bit of a solo project going on, right

810
00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:04,720
Speaker 2: when you talk about Wichita. Was that a solo project?

811
00:41:04,760 --> 00:41:05,320
Speaker 2: Is that a band?

812
00:41:05,719 --> 00:41:06,040
Speaker 6: Yeah?

813
00:41:06,080 --> 00:41:10,359
Speaker 5: I mean it's technically both. I sort of just I

814
00:41:10,520 --> 00:41:13,960
Speaker 5: like write all the stuff and I sort of find

815
00:41:14,040 --> 00:41:16,880
Speaker 5: people that vibe with it, and we just like go

816
00:41:17,280 --> 00:41:17,920
Speaker 5: buck Wild.

817
00:41:18,239 --> 00:41:24,359
Speaker 2: You know, dude, if I were you, I'd I'd start

818
00:41:24,360 --> 00:41:28,080
Speaker 2: promoting myself on on on TikTok, and not just the music,

819
00:41:28,320 --> 00:41:32,719
Speaker 2: like you as a person as a musician, not just

820
00:41:32,840 --> 00:41:34,880
Speaker 2: the set, because that's how I feel like what people

821
00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:37,880
Speaker 2: like is they they like not just the music, but

822
00:41:37,920 --> 00:41:41,040
Speaker 2: they like identifying with the person that's making it.

823
00:41:41,520 --> 00:41:44,480
Speaker 5: Yeah, sort of like a cult of personality kind of

824
00:41:44,480 --> 00:41:45,879
Speaker 5: thing a little bit.

825
00:41:45,960 --> 00:41:47,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, I mean, I mean, if I were you,

826
00:41:47,960 --> 00:41:50,879
Speaker 2: I would be like, you know, on TikTok, telling these

827
00:41:50,920 --> 00:41:55,719
Speaker 2: stories about these these creatures that you've encountered at the

828
00:41:55,760 --> 00:42:01,919
Speaker 2: gas station. Yeah, man, you know, I think I think

829
00:42:01,960 --> 00:42:04,600
Speaker 2: that that they could be at the very least, even

830
00:42:04,640 --> 00:42:07,000
Speaker 2: if I'm not even saying like, oh you should do this,

831
00:42:07,160 --> 00:42:09,440
Speaker 2: like because it'll take off and you know you'll make

832
00:42:09,480 --> 00:42:12,200
Speaker 2: a million dollars or anything, but just like you know,

833
00:42:12,280 --> 00:42:14,200
Speaker 2: it's it's it's cool as something to do.

834
00:42:15,120 --> 00:42:18,520
Speaker 5: Yeah, Hey, could I could I like write a song

835
00:42:18,600 --> 00:42:20,880
Speaker 5: about you? Like I feel like I need to.

836
00:42:22,480 --> 00:42:24,319
Speaker 2: If you write it. If you write a song about me,

837
00:42:24,920 --> 00:42:27,480
Speaker 2: I'm coming to hear you perform it live and I'll

838
00:42:27,640 --> 00:42:30,800
Speaker 2: come as the get go and fucking wolmosh did dude.

839
00:42:30,840 --> 00:42:34,839
Speaker 5: I'm honestly, if I make it big like I like,

840
00:42:35,000 --> 00:42:38,200
Speaker 5: I will straight up shout you out like every single

841
00:42:38,239 --> 00:42:41,319
Speaker 5: concert like you. Honestly you kind of you trying to

842
00:42:41,400 --> 00:42:45,640
Speaker 5: you reinvigorated my drive like to do all this?

843
00:42:46,400 --> 00:42:48,080
Speaker 2: Good man? When's when's your next show?

844
00:42:49,640 --> 00:42:49,759
Speaker 10: Uh?

845
00:42:50,200 --> 00:42:50,399
Speaker 7: Oh?

846
00:42:50,520 --> 00:42:50,759
Speaker 15: Man?

847
00:42:51,480 --> 00:42:51,600
Speaker 6: Uh?

848
00:42:53,239 --> 00:42:57,520
Speaker 5: I honestly wouldn't be able to say, because I really

849
00:42:57,560 --> 00:43:00,879
Speaker 5: need to get a drummer, But honest.

850
00:43:00,840 --> 00:43:02,840
Speaker 2: It should be who in the who in the chaz

851
00:43:02,960 --> 00:43:05,680
Speaker 2: or fucking gets a man of drummer? Dude? Who drums

852
00:43:05,719 --> 00:43:06,080
Speaker 2: in here?

853
00:43:06,600 --> 00:43:09,760
Speaker 5: Yeah? Man, I'm a Central Pa band looking for some drums?

854
00:43:09,760 --> 00:43:09,960
Speaker 10: Man?

855
00:43:11,719 --> 00:43:13,279
Speaker 2: Oh fuck, I just talked. I just talked to a

856
00:43:13,320 --> 00:43:15,920
Speaker 2: Philadelphia guy last night who was in who's in like

857
00:43:15,960 --> 00:43:16,400
Speaker 2: the punk?

858
00:43:16,960 --> 00:43:17,120
Speaker 1: See?

859
00:43:17,160 --> 00:43:20,360
Speaker 2: I don't know if he drums? But where can we

860
00:43:20,400 --> 00:43:22,399
Speaker 2: find you anywhere? I'm curre? Where where can we find

861
00:43:22,440 --> 00:43:24,160
Speaker 2: if we wanted to find your music or anything?

862
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:24,799
Speaker 6: All right?

863
00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:26,880
Speaker 2: Where if it's someone in here as a drummer and

864
00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:28,600
Speaker 2: they want to reach out, where they reach out?

865
00:43:28,880 --> 00:43:32,879
Speaker 5: So the shitty stuff that I upload on my own

866
00:43:32,960 --> 00:43:38,960
Speaker 5: time on my YouTube channel, uh, it's uh Fox the

867
00:43:39,080 --> 00:43:41,440
Speaker 5: rated X Exercist.

868
00:43:42,480 --> 00:43:46,280
Speaker 2: How many xes in the Fox two x'es fo xx

869
00:43:47,600 --> 00:43:50,760
Speaker 2: fo xx the X Rated Exorcist.

870
00:43:51,080 --> 00:43:55,200
Speaker 5: Yeah, I made that up myself while I was very

871
00:43:55,280 --> 00:43:56,239
Speaker 5: under the influence.

872
00:43:57,160 --> 00:44:00,120
Speaker 2: I like that as a stage name. That's fine on.

873
00:44:01,760 --> 00:44:03,719
Speaker 5: Yeah, because like I didn't want to go for just

874
00:44:03,920 --> 00:44:06,680
Speaker 5: Fox like on stage, I'm like, nah, I have to

875
00:44:06,719 --> 00:44:08,680
Speaker 5: be like some some type of thing.

876
00:44:09,080 --> 00:44:13,880
Speaker 2: You know, Fox the X Rated Exorcist. Everyone getting Fox

877
00:44:14,000 --> 00:44:15,680
Speaker 2: the X Rated Exorcist.

878
00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:18,800
Speaker 5: Damn it your therapy Gecko, and I'm Fox the Rated

879
00:44:18,840 --> 00:44:21,840
Speaker 5: ex Exorcist. You know, I low key stole that title

880
00:44:21,880 --> 00:44:24,719
Speaker 5: from the Edge the Rated our Superstar. But nobody needs

881
00:44:24,719 --> 00:44:25,120
Speaker 5: to know that.

882
00:44:26,200 --> 00:44:27,080
Speaker 2: I won't tell anyone.

883
00:44:29,040 --> 00:44:31,960
Speaker 5: Honestly, I couldn't thank you enough, dude.

884
00:44:31,719 --> 00:44:32,920
Speaker 2: Nah, thank you for calling in.

885
00:44:33,040 --> 00:44:33,160
Speaker 15: Man.

886
00:44:33,239 --> 00:44:34,680
Speaker 2: You hope you have a good rest of the night.

887
00:44:34,760 --> 00:44:36,320
Speaker 2: I hope. I hope if someone out there is a

888
00:44:36,400 --> 00:44:39,200
Speaker 2: drummer reach out to this man, well comment on one

889
00:44:39,239 --> 00:44:41,160
Speaker 2: of his YouTube videos. I saw you on the gott

890
00:44:41,800 --> 00:44:43,840
Speaker 2: thing and let's form a band.

891
00:44:46,040 --> 00:44:46,279
Speaker 9: Dude.

892
00:44:46,320 --> 00:44:47,239
Speaker 5: Well, I love you.

893
00:44:47,920 --> 00:44:49,319
Speaker 2: I love you too. Fox. You have a good night,

894
00:44:50,160 --> 00:44:50,839
Speaker 2: you two man.

895
00:44:53,400 --> 00:44:55,399
Speaker 1: All from Carlos.

896
00:44:56,840 --> 00:45:03,640
Speaker 5: Carlos, Oh, hey there, how are you. I'm doing good.

897
00:45:03,680 --> 00:45:06,480
Speaker 5: I just turned on your stream.

898
00:45:06,520 --> 00:45:07,080
Speaker 2: That's cool.

899
00:45:09,080 --> 00:45:11,719
Speaker 5: I'm I'm digging the whole space thing. I'm a big

900
00:45:12,680 --> 00:45:14,719
Speaker 5: Star Wars fan, so I wish there would be like

901
00:45:14,760 --> 00:45:17,600
Speaker 5: a a Star Wars movie where there's got goes in space.

902
00:45:17,920 --> 00:45:18,960
Speaker 5: I think that would be awesome.

903
00:45:19,800 --> 00:45:22,880
Speaker 2: Carlos, I have a question for you. Yeah, what the

904
00:45:22,920 --> 00:45:25,840
Speaker 2: hell is wrong with you?

905
00:45:25,840 --> 00:45:29,680
Speaker 5: You know, man, I just I don't know this whole

906
00:45:29,880 --> 00:45:33,760
Speaker 5: you know, COVID thing has just been been a crazy

907
00:45:33,800 --> 00:45:36,600
Speaker 5: time for me. And you know, my cat is vomited

908
00:45:36,640 --> 00:45:39,240
Speaker 5: all over my carpet because I gave her cat grass

909
00:45:39,320 --> 00:45:42,879
Speaker 5: and you know, it's yeah, it's it's been a tough time.

910
00:45:42,920 --> 00:45:45,360
Speaker 5: You know, my cat's getting ready to move, you know,

911
00:45:45,480 --> 00:45:47,120
Speaker 5: a lot of anxiety getting.

912
00:45:46,840 --> 00:45:49,319
Speaker 2: Ready to move, like without you like moving out.

913
00:45:49,560 --> 00:45:54,440
Speaker 5: Oh no, no, no, I'm moving to another state.

914
00:45:54,719 --> 00:45:58,640
Speaker 2: So why has COVID been so difficult for you, Carlos?

915
00:45:59,280 --> 00:46:02,799
Speaker 5: Because I do with what I deal with a lot

916
00:46:02,800 --> 00:46:05,319
Speaker 5: of traffic for my job. So as far as like

917
00:46:05,600 --> 00:46:08,040
Speaker 5: people go, I deal with.

918
00:46:08,000 --> 00:46:08,760
Speaker 2: A lot of traffic.

919
00:46:08,840 --> 00:46:11,960
Speaker 5: You said, yeah, a lot of like customer traffic.

920
00:46:13,120 --> 00:46:14,440
Speaker 2: Oh okay, Because I was gonna say, if it's a

921
00:46:14,440 --> 00:46:16,360
Speaker 2: problem with your job is traffic. I feel like COVID

922
00:46:16,360 --> 00:46:17,640
Speaker 2: would help because you know what you get to work

923
00:46:17,640 --> 00:46:19,360
Speaker 2: from home. You don't have to go out into traffic.

924
00:46:20,840 --> 00:46:23,719
Speaker 5: That's true too, you know I'm outside, I guess, but no,

925
00:46:23,840 --> 00:46:25,000
Speaker 5: I have to deal with a lot.

926
00:46:24,840 --> 00:46:27,640
Speaker 2: Of customer traffic. What what do you work as?

927
00:46:28,920 --> 00:46:31,240
Speaker 5: I work as a person at a like a grocery

928
00:46:31,239 --> 00:46:34,320
Speaker 5: store type thing, so I see a lot of people.

929
00:46:34,040 --> 00:46:36,839
Speaker 2: Going through all right, what is I really I need

930
00:46:36,880 --> 00:46:39,320
Speaker 2: to know what is the difference between a grocery store

931
00:46:39,360 --> 00:46:41,240
Speaker 2: type thing and a grocery store?

932
00:46:44,080 --> 00:46:44,360
Speaker 6: Nothing?

933
00:46:44,400 --> 00:46:46,080
Speaker 5: Really, I just didn't know what to say. Yeah, I

934
00:46:46,080 --> 00:46:47,680
Speaker 5: pretty much work at a grocery store.

935
00:46:47,840 --> 00:46:51,279
Speaker 2: You work at You work at a grocery store, correct, M.

936
00:46:51,920 --> 00:46:55,600
Speaker 2: You know what you should do. You should open a

937
00:46:55,680 --> 00:46:59,600
Speaker 2: competing grocery store, and then you'll get your first customers.

938
00:47:00,000 --> 00:47:02,680
Speaker 2: I talking shit about the you work at the current

939
00:47:02,680 --> 00:47:05,160
Speaker 2: grocery store. You talk shit about that grocery store. You

940
00:47:05,160 --> 00:47:08,520
Speaker 2: tell people, Hey, everyone, this grocery store sucks. I only

941
00:47:08,600 --> 00:47:10,880
Speaker 2: work I work here, but I'm trying to get a

942
00:47:10,920 --> 00:47:14,480
Speaker 2: job at a new grocery store. That's where I get

943
00:47:14,480 --> 00:47:16,600
Speaker 2: all my grocery store because there's a much better grocery store.

944
00:47:16,600 --> 00:47:18,200
Speaker 2: And then people will be like holy shit, really, and

945
00:47:18,239 --> 00:47:20,240
Speaker 2: then you're like, yeah, I work here. The people spinning

946
00:47:20,280 --> 00:47:27,239
Speaker 2: the food, the owners are terrible people. You know, just talk,

947
00:47:27,400 --> 00:47:29,400
Speaker 2: just talk massive amounts of shit on the current grocery

948
00:47:29,400 --> 00:47:31,560
Speaker 2: store that you work at. Drop all the traffic to

949
00:47:31,719 --> 00:47:33,759
Speaker 2: your grocery store. You keep all the profits.

950
00:47:34,560 --> 00:47:38,839
Speaker 5: Hmmm, do you think I should like how many people

951
00:47:38,920 --> 00:47:41,600
Speaker 5: do you think I should employ? Should I just work

952
00:47:41,640 --> 00:47:43,480
Speaker 5: by myself? Or do you think you know the way

953
00:47:43,520 --> 00:47:46,080
Speaker 5: I gain all those profits? Or should I you know,

954
00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:47,880
Speaker 5: get one or two people here and there.

955
00:47:48,440 --> 00:47:50,480
Speaker 2: That's kind of tough now that I'm thinking about it. Well,

956
00:47:50,520 --> 00:47:52,040
Speaker 2: you could automate it. You could get you know, the

957
00:47:52,080 --> 00:47:52,840
Speaker 2: self checkout.

958
00:47:53,200 --> 00:47:57,000
Speaker 5: You could just have it just be those Okay, So

959
00:47:57,080 --> 00:47:59,440
Speaker 5: I'll have to manage the self checkout to just make

960
00:47:59,480 --> 00:48:02,120
Speaker 5: sure people are paying for their stuff too.

961
00:48:02,840 --> 00:48:04,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know how to like code.

962
00:48:05,680 --> 00:48:06,879
Speaker 5: I'm sure I can figure it out.

963
00:48:06,920 --> 00:48:09,600
Speaker 2: You know that you should do you should You should

964
00:48:10,400 --> 00:48:12,920
Speaker 2: put some video games in the self checkout of your

965
00:48:12,960 --> 00:48:16,120
Speaker 2: grocery store. And that way you can be like, when

966
00:48:16,120 --> 00:48:18,160
Speaker 2: you're talking shit about the grocery store you work right now,

967
00:48:18,160 --> 00:48:20,160
Speaker 2: you can be like, I know this new grocery store,

968
00:48:20,360 --> 00:48:22,640
Speaker 2: it's way better. They got video games in the self

969
00:48:22,680 --> 00:48:26,400
Speaker 2: checkout thing. And video games and you'll be like, you

970
00:48:26,440 --> 00:48:27,920
Speaker 2: got to go to find out. But if someone told

971
00:48:27,920 --> 00:48:32,080
Speaker 2: me they got Sonic the Hedgehog, by the way, is

972
00:48:32,120 --> 00:48:35,120
Speaker 2: a good name for a grocery store.

973
00:48:36,280 --> 00:48:40,480
Speaker 5: Oh okay, okay. I'm a big gamer, so I enjoy

974
00:48:40,520 --> 00:48:44,520
Speaker 5: a lot of video games. I just watched a few

975
00:48:44,719 --> 00:48:49,520
Speaker 5: Let's players play that Village Resident Evil game, and I

976
00:48:49,680 --> 00:48:53,680
Speaker 5: thank you. Yeah, I'll have the video games on that

977
00:48:53,719 --> 00:48:55,520
Speaker 5: self checkout, so as you're checking out, and then.

978
00:48:55,440 --> 00:48:57,960
Speaker 2: You can, like, whoever the lets players you watched, you

979
00:48:58,000 --> 00:49:00,640
Speaker 2: get them to come and record their next episode at

980
00:49:00,640 --> 00:49:02,800
Speaker 2: your grocery store. Influencer marketing.

981
00:49:04,080 --> 00:49:06,560
Speaker 5: These are all great ideas. I need to get a

982
00:49:06,640 --> 00:49:08,240
Speaker 5: ten right now.

983
00:49:08,360 --> 00:49:10,680
Speaker 2: Listen, Carlos, So you're gonna I think you're gonna do fine.

984
00:49:10,719 --> 00:49:12,479
Speaker 2: All right. I love you very much and I hope

985
00:49:12,480 --> 00:49:15,160
Speaker 2: that you continue on this path because I believe in you.

986
00:49:15,920 --> 00:49:17,840
Speaker 5: I love you too, man. Thanks for the insight and

987
00:49:17,840 --> 00:49:18,760
Speaker 5: thanks for all the advice.

988
00:49:19,480 --> 00:49:22,280
Speaker 2: Of course, of course, Sonic the Hedgehog is the greatest

989
00:49:22,320 --> 00:49:26,240
Speaker 2: game of all time. I concur thank you, Carlos.

990
00:49:26,239 --> 00:49:27,879
Speaker 6: You have a good night, are you too?

991
00:49:28,000 --> 00:49:33,239
Speaker 1: Thanks all from dog.

992
00:49:35,120 --> 00:49:43,640
Speaker 7: What so what can you do? I think with.

993
00:49:45,120 --> 00:49:49,000
Speaker 2: Uh maw maw, I feel like, Okay, I feel like

994
00:49:49,040 --> 00:49:53,279
Speaker 2: I just interrupted you reciting like a script that you

995
00:49:53,400 --> 00:49:58,120
Speaker 2: prepared for this call. Whoa, I mean you really started

996
00:49:58,120 --> 00:49:59,480
Speaker 2: this out like a monologue.

997
00:50:00,560 --> 00:50:03,800
Speaker 7: Yeah, well, I mean You've got me fully engaged here.

998
00:50:06,600 --> 00:50:07,239
Speaker 2: Okay, So.

999
00:50:08,680 --> 00:50:10,200
Speaker 7: I'm on the peloton.

1000
00:50:10,640 --> 00:50:13,640
Speaker 2: I'm gonna hop off the peloton.

1001
00:50:14,360 --> 00:50:19,920
Speaker 7: I am. But you know I was gonna call to

1002
00:50:19,960 --> 00:50:24,080
Speaker 7: talk about what I can do. But now I feel

1003
00:50:24,120 --> 00:50:28,560
Speaker 7: like I would like to, you know, reflect upon your

1004
00:50:28,760 --> 00:50:35,560
Speaker 7: most recent phone call. If that's okay, sure, So what

1005
00:50:35,640 --> 00:50:38,000
Speaker 7: can you do? I mean, think about it. You probably

1006
00:50:38,080 --> 00:50:41,520
Speaker 7: have and I don't know everything. I'm just brainstorming here,

1007
00:50:43,000 --> 00:50:44,000
Speaker 7: no pun intended?

1008
00:50:45,880 --> 00:50:46,520
Speaker 2: How is that a pun?

1009
00:50:47,640 --> 00:50:47,879
Speaker 1: Sorry?

1010
00:50:47,880 --> 00:50:51,040
Speaker 7: Because I like your background in the clouds.

1011
00:50:52,960 --> 00:50:55,640
Speaker 2: The clouds aren't they're they're they're there. They don't really

1012
00:50:55,760 --> 00:50:58,239
Speaker 2: I don't think that these are like stormy clouds.

1013
00:50:59,280 --> 00:51:02,680
Speaker 7: Uh. Are the only person I've talked to today besides

1014
00:51:02,719 --> 00:51:06,880
Speaker 7: people on the computer. So I apologize, I got excited.

1015
00:51:07,239 --> 00:51:12,480
Speaker 2: I have bad Okay, I count as a person on

1016
00:51:12,520 --> 00:51:13,000
Speaker 2: the computer.

1017
00:51:14,840 --> 00:51:18,040
Speaker 7: Ah, I see what kid?

1018
00:51:18,480 --> 00:51:20,000
Speaker 2: Do you wish that you talked to it to more people

1019
00:51:20,040 --> 00:51:20,760
Speaker 2: not on the computer?

1020
00:51:22,400 --> 00:51:25,000
Speaker 7: M I don't care.

1021
00:51:26,520 --> 00:51:29,720
Speaker 2: I mean the majority, look, the majority of the people

1022
00:51:29,800 --> 00:51:31,440
Speaker 2: I talk to I think are probably on the I

1023
00:51:31,480 --> 00:51:34,160
Speaker 2: think the majority of a lot of people that people

1024
00:51:34,160 --> 00:51:36,640
Speaker 2: talk to her on the computer. Like if you've DMD,

1025
00:51:36,719 --> 00:51:39,480
Speaker 2: if you've talked to more people on your Instagram, dms

1026
00:51:39,520 --> 00:51:41,640
Speaker 2: and text messages than you have face to face, those

1027
00:51:41,800 --> 00:51:43,400
Speaker 2: I think count is internet people.

1028
00:51:46,400 --> 00:51:47,040
Speaker 1: Either way.

1029
00:51:47,239 --> 00:51:50,480
Speaker 7: I really it's like even online I talked to maybe

1030
00:51:50,520 --> 00:51:53,160
Speaker 7: like seven people, and then in real life we could

1031
00:51:54,080 --> 00:51:56,480
Speaker 7: slap that down to a two or three depending on

1032
00:51:56,520 --> 00:51:56,919
Speaker 7: the day.

1033
00:51:58,880 --> 00:52:00,160
Speaker 2: Do it thay is pretty good? Who are they two

1034
00:52:00,200 --> 00:52:00,720
Speaker 2: or three people?

1035
00:52:02,440 --> 00:52:16,080
Speaker 7: Uh? My best friend, my siblings, my parents call me,

1036
00:52:16,160 --> 00:52:17,719
Speaker 7: but I don't pick up or call back.

1037
00:52:18,640 --> 00:52:20,200
Speaker 2: See if your parents, If you talk to your parents

1038
00:52:20,200 --> 00:52:22,239
Speaker 2: over the phone, I think they that at that point

1039
00:52:22,760 --> 00:52:24,160
Speaker 2: in time, they count as Internet people.

1040
00:52:26,920 --> 00:52:31,279
Speaker 7: Really, yes, why would you say that.

1041
00:52:32,440 --> 00:52:36,759
Speaker 2: Because you're talking to them over the Internet. Well, I

1042
00:52:36,760 --> 00:52:40,359
Speaker 2: mean the phone. You're like, I want to discord all

1043
00:52:40,400 --> 00:52:44,239
Speaker 2: with them, But that doesn't really mean the method, the

1044
00:52:45,120 --> 00:52:47,160
Speaker 2: medium in which you choose to have the conversation is

1045
00:52:47,160 --> 00:52:47,840
Speaker 2: irrelevant to me.

1046
00:52:51,280 --> 00:52:54,400
Speaker 7: Yeah, you know, it's really like the nature of the relationship.

1047
00:52:54,920 --> 00:52:57,239
Speaker 7: Like if I only know you from the computer, your

1048
00:52:57,239 --> 00:53:00,840
Speaker 7: internet people, if you know you re first to me

1049
00:53:01,000 --> 00:53:03,120
Speaker 7: or something. Then I'm gonna go ahead and just say,

1050
00:53:03,160 --> 00:53:06,520
Speaker 7: you're like, you're person in my life.

1051
00:53:06,880 --> 00:53:08,640
Speaker 2: What did you say? Your name was Nicole?

1052
00:53:10,920 --> 00:53:12,680
Speaker 7: Now but very close.

1053
00:53:14,400 --> 00:53:15,560
Speaker 2: Now, what can you do.

1054
00:53:18,840 --> 00:53:20,720
Speaker 7: Well? I could do a lot better.

1055
00:53:21,080 --> 00:53:24,200
Speaker 2: Not gonna lie, you could do a lot better.

1056
00:53:25,920 --> 00:53:30,560
Speaker 7: I feel I feel ashamed of myself, but also I

1057
00:53:30,600 --> 00:53:33,560
Speaker 7: feel like kind of proud of myself, like haha, because

1058
00:53:33,600 --> 00:53:37,520
Speaker 7: I don't really try or like do anything, but I'm

1059
00:53:37,600 --> 00:53:41,160
Speaker 7: still like living a fairly decent lifestyle.

1060
00:53:42,440 --> 00:53:44,680
Speaker 2: M How would you how would you define a fairly

1061
00:53:44,719 --> 00:53:45,480
Speaker 2: decent lifestyle?

1062
00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:50,400
Speaker 7: I mean, I have a good job. I just started

1063
00:53:50,480 --> 00:53:56,480
Speaker 7: my own nonprofit organization. I have two to three friends.

1064
00:53:57,200 --> 00:54:03,480
Speaker 7: Well you know, siblings count friends. I think I'm not

1065
00:54:04,440 --> 00:54:06,560
Speaker 7: handy capped. I have all my limbs.

1066
00:54:08,200 --> 00:54:10,440
Speaker 2: It's good to have all your limbs. I agree.

1067
00:54:11,480 --> 00:54:14,120
Speaker 7: Sometimes I imagine, what imagine if you were just missing

1068
00:54:14,160 --> 00:54:15,120
Speaker 7: a summer or something.

1069
00:54:15,719 --> 00:54:19,520
Speaker 2: I know it would be terrible. Like actually, all the

1070
00:54:19,560 --> 00:54:23,560
Speaker 2: time I've been doing this new exercise, I actually sometimes

1071
00:54:23,600 --> 00:54:26,680
Speaker 2: I meditate upon the idea of like just not having

1072
00:54:27,360 --> 00:54:30,600
Speaker 2: arms and legs, Like I really try to imagine that

1073
00:54:30,800 --> 00:54:33,920
Speaker 2: my I've been kidnapped by someone and they've cut off

1074
00:54:33,920 --> 00:54:37,440
Speaker 2: my arms and legs. I like really ruminate on it,

1075
00:54:37,480 --> 00:54:39,960
Speaker 2: and like I really put myself there, and I like

1076
00:54:40,120 --> 00:54:41,880
Speaker 2: just think about how sad I would be if that

1077
00:54:41,960 --> 00:54:46,560
Speaker 2: happened to me, and like how all I would want

1078
00:54:47,120 --> 00:54:49,000
Speaker 2: if I were in the situation is to have All

1079
00:54:49,000 --> 00:54:51,399
Speaker 2: I would want is to have my arms and legs back.

1080
00:54:51,719 --> 00:54:53,400
Speaker 2: And then I and then I wake up and I'm like,

1081
00:54:53,400 --> 00:54:55,680
Speaker 2: oh my, it's happened. I got my arms and legs back.

1082
00:54:55,719 --> 00:54:59,080
Speaker 2: I have a new refined gratitude for my life, my legs,

1083
00:54:59,080 --> 00:55:00,879
Speaker 2: I can take coffee, and.

1084
00:55:01,360 --> 00:55:04,520
Speaker 10: I've got the.

1085
00:55:06,880 --> 00:55:08,560
Speaker 7: You're not going to, buddy.

1086
00:55:10,120 --> 00:55:11,440
Speaker 2: Tell me what I'm not going to believe.

1087
00:55:11,480 --> 00:55:14,560
Speaker 7: I really need upon the same thing as well.

1088
00:55:15,440 --> 00:55:18,600
Speaker 2: It's it's it's a helpful rumination. A lot of I've

1089
00:55:18,600 --> 00:55:20,759
Speaker 2: told some people this and they tell me something that

1090
00:55:20,800 --> 00:55:22,600
Speaker 2: I don't like. They tell me, oh, but you're a

1091
00:55:22,760 --> 00:55:27,239
Speaker 2: manifesting it. That's total bullshits. There's no way.

1092
00:55:29,280 --> 00:55:33,279
Speaker 7: I mean, wow, I don't know anything about that. But

1093
00:55:33,600 --> 00:55:34,760
Speaker 7: I don't know anything about.

1094
00:55:36,680 --> 00:55:37,400
Speaker 2: Guy on the computer.

1095
00:55:38,600 --> 00:55:42,360
Speaker 7: I'm literal nobody. I'm not even green or on the computer.

1096
00:55:42,520 --> 00:55:46,560
Speaker 7: I'm just a basic wait bitch, and you're my peloton

1097
00:55:46,840 --> 00:55:50,680
Speaker 7: drinking whiskey. Like this is so dangerous. If I died tonight,

1098
00:55:50,719 --> 00:55:53,240
Speaker 7: no one would even find my body for four days.

1099
00:55:53,440 --> 00:55:56,800
Speaker 7: But regardless, I think we at the end of the

1100
00:55:56,880 --> 00:56:00,360
Speaker 7: day our conversation could just say, you know, we gotta

1101
00:56:00,360 --> 00:56:03,040
Speaker 7: be grateful. Let's just be grateful. We have our limbs

1102
00:56:03,080 --> 00:56:04,520
Speaker 7: and that should be enough.

1103
00:56:05,480 --> 00:56:08,520
Speaker 2: I agree. Well, thank you so much for for for

1104
00:56:08,600 --> 00:56:10,520
Speaker 2: coming into my coming into my stream, Matt, do you

1105
00:56:10,560 --> 00:56:11,480
Speaker 2: everyone for us of the night.

1106
00:56:12,120 --> 00:56:13,759
Speaker 7: Thank you so much, ma'am. I love you.

1107
00:56:13,800 --> 00:56:14,040
Speaker 14: Bye?

1108
00:56:16,880 --> 00:56:20,080
Speaker 6: What pull from Brando?

1109
00:56:21,160 --> 00:56:23,400
Speaker 2: Brando like Marlin?

1110
00:56:23,680 --> 00:56:27,839
Speaker 6: Oh hello, let me quickly pause my stream. Here, how's

1111
00:56:27,880 --> 00:56:28,279
Speaker 6: it going.

1112
00:56:29,600 --> 00:56:33,319
Speaker 2: It's it's gone great. You have a wonderful, succulent voice.

1113
00:56:33,600 --> 00:56:35,239
Speaker 6: Oh, thank you.

1114
00:56:35,239 --> 00:56:35,840
Speaker 2: You're welcome.

1115
00:56:39,239 --> 00:56:42,120
Speaker 6: So I have a thing that I want to talk

1116
00:56:42,120 --> 00:56:46,440
Speaker 6: to you about that I'm experiencing right now at this

1117
00:56:46,560 --> 00:56:47,080
Speaker 6: very moment.

1118
00:56:47,800 --> 00:56:51,080
Speaker 2: Okay, I'd love to hear it.

1119
00:56:51,080 --> 00:56:56,200
Speaker 6: It is that when I am going to meet someone

1120
00:56:56,320 --> 00:56:59,799
Speaker 6: or talk to someone that has a large following, are

1121
00:56:59,840 --> 00:57:05,360
Speaker 6: you usually get a little bit anxious. I like it

1122
00:57:05,400 --> 00:57:08,040
Speaker 6: because I know that they're people and they're just trying

1123
00:57:08,040 --> 00:57:10,440
Speaker 6: to live their lives. But I feel like they interact

1124
00:57:10,480 --> 00:57:13,200
Speaker 6: with so many people that I'm bothering them.

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00:57:13,800 --> 00:57:16,640
Speaker 2: Well, I'll tell you one thing. If I were to

1126
00:57:16,680 --> 00:57:20,320
Speaker 2: start a Twitch stream in which the whole point of

1127
00:57:20,360 --> 00:57:22,720
Speaker 2: it was for people to call in, and then when

1128
00:57:22,760 --> 00:57:25,560
Speaker 2: people did I felt annoyed by them, I would be

1129
00:57:25,560 --> 00:57:30,000
Speaker 2: the biggest fucking douche in the entire planet Earth. And

1130
00:57:30,040 --> 00:57:33,600
Speaker 2: you know what, that's a possible I could be the

1131
00:57:33,640 --> 00:57:36,720
Speaker 2: biggest douche in the If that were true, and I

1132
00:57:36,760 --> 00:57:39,440
Speaker 2: am the biggest douche in the entire world, then you

1133
00:57:39,480 --> 00:57:42,400
Speaker 2: shouldn't be nervous. You shouldn't care about my approval of

1134
00:57:42,400 --> 00:57:43,360
Speaker 2: you because I'm a douche.

1135
00:57:46,520 --> 00:57:51,880
Speaker 6: That is true. I appreciate that.

1136
00:57:52,280 --> 00:57:55,320
Speaker 2: How often do you you say this is as you

1137
00:57:55,520 --> 00:57:57,320
Speaker 2: the way you're talking about it is like it's something

1138
00:57:57,320 --> 00:58:00,200
Speaker 2: that you encounter often. How often do you do you

1139
00:58:00,240 --> 00:58:01,600
Speaker 2: find yourself in this situation?

1140
00:58:04,440 --> 00:58:07,800
Speaker 6: Pretty often? I wouldn't say too often, I guess, like,

1141
00:58:08,480 --> 00:58:11,560
Speaker 6: asides from like big people, I sometimes feel it with

1142
00:58:11,680 --> 00:58:15,720
Speaker 6: just like strangers, you know. But yeah, I was.

1143
00:58:15,680 --> 00:58:17,720
Speaker 2: Gonna say, I feel like I was wondering, how much

1144
00:58:17,720 --> 00:58:19,720
Speaker 2: does this have to do with like, I mean, you know,

1145
00:58:19,920 --> 00:58:23,240
Speaker 2: the internet is stupid, but uh, how much like when

1146
00:58:23,240 --> 00:58:24,200
Speaker 2: you're just talking to people.

1147
00:58:25,760 --> 00:58:29,160
Speaker 6: When I'm talking to people, I usually am not a

1148
00:58:29,200 --> 00:58:32,760
Speaker 6: fan of when the conversation comes to a halt. But like,

1149
00:58:33,120 --> 00:58:35,800
Speaker 6: I know that dead air isn't the worst thing possible,

1150
00:58:35,960 --> 00:58:37,920
Speaker 6: And I don't know. I feel like I'm always conflicting

1151
00:58:37,920 --> 00:58:40,800
Speaker 6: with myself because I get these stresses and these feelings,

1152
00:58:40,840 --> 00:58:46,200
Speaker 6: but I'm like, nah, I'm being stupid to myself. Yeah,

1153
00:58:46,760 --> 00:58:47,600
Speaker 6: you know, you know what a.

1154
00:58:47,560 --> 00:58:52,280
Speaker 2: Big problem is is funny because I I don't know

1155
00:58:52,320 --> 00:58:54,720
Speaker 2: if it's a problem. But an interesting thing I observed

1156
00:58:54,840 --> 00:58:58,360
Speaker 2: is like, all right, you can you know, you know,

1157
00:58:58,400 --> 00:59:02,440
Speaker 2: when you get nervous or whatever, your your heart starts

1158
00:59:02,520 --> 00:59:06,360
Speaker 2: being like you feel very physical effects to it. And

1159
00:59:06,400 --> 00:59:09,280
Speaker 2: I've learned no matter how hard are you in your head,

1160
00:59:09,280 --> 00:59:11,160
Speaker 2: you're like, why the fuck am I feeling this right now?

1161
00:59:11,640 --> 00:59:14,439
Speaker 2: No matter how hard you try to outthink the way

1162
00:59:14,520 --> 00:59:17,640
Speaker 2: that being nervous makes you physically physically feel, you just

1163
00:59:17,680 --> 00:59:20,040
Speaker 2: can't do it. It's so it's weird. You can't do it.

1164
00:59:20,080 --> 00:59:27,480
Speaker 2: You can't out you can't outthink. You're like central nervous system.

1165
00:59:27,600 --> 00:59:30,080
Speaker 6: Yeah, not gonna lie. I'm feeling a little bit of

1166
00:59:30,080 --> 00:59:32,160
Speaker 6: that right now. It's calming down a little bit, though,

1167
00:59:32,560 --> 00:59:34,800
Speaker 6: I feel like there's always the initial wave, but like

1168
00:59:35,600 --> 00:59:38,240
Speaker 6: continuing the conversation with you makes it better.

1169
00:59:38,920 --> 00:59:42,240
Speaker 2: Oh, exactly exactly. You know, look if we sit on

1170
00:59:42,280 --> 00:59:45,120
Speaker 2: the phone. Look if you and I sat here and

1171
00:59:45,160 --> 00:59:49,960
Speaker 2: talked for an hour, you know, by thirty minutes, I

1172
00:59:49,960 --> 00:59:52,840
Speaker 2: feel like, you know, I feel like you still wuldn't

1173
00:59:52,840 --> 00:59:54,960
Speaker 2: feel that way. We'd just be on the phone. I

1174
00:59:54,960 --> 00:59:56,240
Speaker 2: hope that. I mean, I don't know, how do you

1175
00:59:56,240 --> 00:59:57,040
Speaker 2: feel now.

1176
00:59:58,880 --> 01:00:01,640
Speaker 6: I've chilled out a little bit? Yeah.

1177
01:00:01,800 --> 01:00:06,160
Speaker 2: You know what's funny is sometimes like I'll go and

1178
01:00:06,200 --> 01:00:11,320
Speaker 2: I'll call Uh, I want to. I want to. I

1179
01:00:11,320 --> 01:00:14,080
Speaker 2: wanted to get a sense of how it feels to

1180
01:00:14,080 --> 01:00:15,960
Speaker 2: be on the other side of the phone. I've been

1181
01:00:16,040 --> 01:00:19,200
Speaker 2: calling into people's RPAN streams when they have the phone

1182
01:00:19,600 --> 01:00:22,440
Speaker 2: line and even and the following thing. It doesn't matter

1183
01:00:22,480 --> 01:00:25,919
Speaker 2: to me, like if they have like even if there's

1184
01:00:25,920 --> 01:00:28,040
Speaker 2: like fifty people. It's like because when I do this,

1185
01:00:29,560 --> 01:00:34,400
Speaker 2: I never feel nervous. But the other night I was

1186
01:00:34,440 --> 01:00:37,640
Speaker 2: calling into someone's someone else's stream, and I felt I

1187
01:00:37,640 --> 01:00:43,560
Speaker 2: felt nervous calling into their stream, which is weird. I

1188
01:00:43,640 --> 01:00:45,040
Speaker 2: literally talked to myself, I was like, this is weird.

1189
01:00:45,040 --> 01:00:46,920
Speaker 2: Why I feel nervous right now? I talk to people

1190
01:00:47,240 --> 01:00:49,640
Speaker 2: in front of people all the time, what I feel nervous,

1191
01:00:49,640 --> 01:00:51,320
Speaker 2: But it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter because you can't

1192
01:00:51,320 --> 01:00:54,600
Speaker 2: outthink your central nervous system. It doesn't abide by logic.

1193
01:00:54,680 --> 01:00:55,760
Speaker 2: It just is what it is.

1194
01:00:57,040 --> 01:01:01,640
Speaker 6: Yeah. I guess I can't exactly escape it then, but

1195
01:01:01,800 --> 01:01:06,520
Speaker 6: like I don't want to, like, I guess make people

1196
01:01:06,640 --> 01:01:11,560
Speaker 6: feel just as anxious as I do. Like with the

1197
01:01:11,680 --> 01:01:12,880
Speaker 6: energy that I'm giving off.

1198
01:01:14,440 --> 01:01:16,720
Speaker 2: I guess, do you feel Do you feel as though

1199
01:01:16,760 --> 01:01:20,720
Speaker 2: you're making me anxious right now? Worry that you're making

1200
01:01:20,760 --> 01:01:21,720
Speaker 2: me anxious right now?

1201
01:01:23,480 --> 01:01:24,840
Speaker 6: Not really?

1202
01:01:27,120 --> 01:01:27,440
Speaker 2: Okay?

1203
01:01:28,680 --> 01:01:34,840
Speaker 6: Yeah, And I think it was mainly because you just

1204
01:01:34,920 --> 01:01:39,160
Speaker 6: mentioned that you go through the same issue another string.

1205
01:01:39,920 --> 01:01:40,360
Speaker 6: Yah yah.

1206
01:01:41,040 --> 01:01:46,919
Speaker 2: I tried to call the toad last night. Oh, he's

1207
01:01:46,960 --> 01:01:50,800
Speaker 2: pissed off of me. Oh really, do you know the toad?

1208
01:01:52,000 --> 01:01:53,880
Speaker 6: I've seen the toad, but I have not sat down

1209
01:01:53,880 --> 01:01:54,960
Speaker 6: and gave him a good watch.

1210
01:01:55,880 --> 01:01:58,040
Speaker 2: I try to watch some the other day. He's pissed.

1211
01:01:58,040 --> 01:01:59,520
Speaker 2: He hates me that he's pissed off of me.

1212
01:02:00,480 --> 01:02:03,520
Speaker 6: Oh dang, So is that one of the haters you

1213
01:02:03,560 --> 01:02:04,400
Speaker 6: wish would call in?

1214
01:02:05,760 --> 01:02:08,800
Speaker 2: I love I love sozety Yeah, yeah, that would be interesting.

1215
01:02:09,120 --> 01:02:10,720
Speaker 2: I tried to call him and I was like nervous.

1216
01:02:10,720 --> 01:02:12,520
Speaker 2: I'm like, why the fuck am I? I had to say,

1217
01:02:12,560 --> 01:02:13,720
Speaker 2: I was like, what the fuck am I nervous to

1218
01:02:13,760 --> 01:02:18,080
Speaker 2: fucking talk to the toad? And I'm like, and I

1219
01:02:18,800 --> 01:02:21,720
Speaker 2: but not even that I call I called into you know,

1220
01:02:21,760 --> 01:02:24,840
Speaker 2: I've called into other streams and I get nervous and

1221
01:02:24,920 --> 01:02:26,840
Speaker 2: it's weird. Right, it doesn't make any It shouldn't make

1222
01:02:26,840 --> 01:02:30,320
Speaker 2: It doesn't make any sense. But you can't out the

1223
01:02:30,400 --> 01:02:33,080
Speaker 2: nervous The central nervous system does not care about logic.

1224
01:02:34,640 --> 01:02:39,920
Speaker 6: Okay, I'll just try to keep that in mind in

1225
01:02:39,960 --> 01:02:42,800
Speaker 6: the list of things of me trying to override that,

1226
01:02:43,000 --> 01:02:47,880
Speaker 6: but I can't. Eventually, Well that somebody you say your

1227
01:02:47,960 --> 01:02:51,960
Speaker 6: name was my name is Brando, Brando.

1228
01:02:52,720 --> 01:02:54,480
Speaker 2: Well, thank you so much for calling in Brando.

1229
01:02:54,560 --> 01:03:03,400
Speaker 6: And yes, I will take the advice to slight heart,

1230
01:03:03,640 --> 01:03:05,520
Speaker 6: but not too much good.

1231
01:03:05,760 --> 01:03:07,760
Speaker 2: That's exactly what I'd love that. I love to hear

1232
01:03:07,800 --> 01:03:10,919
Speaker 2: that that's fantastic. Take it to take it to heart

1233
01:03:11,040 --> 01:03:13,200
Speaker 2: enough that you get the value of it. But that

1234
01:03:13,560 --> 01:03:17,560
Speaker 2: if it ends up being bad advice and you don't,

1235
01:03:17,920 --> 01:03:18,640
Speaker 2: you don't blame me.

1236
01:03:19,880 --> 01:03:22,400
Speaker 6: I won't. It was my choice to do it.

1237
01:03:22,800 --> 01:03:27,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, you're right, it was. I love you Brandon, I'll

1238
01:03:27,400 --> 01:03:28,040
Speaker 2: talk to you soon.

1239
01:03:28,800 --> 01:03:29,680
Speaker 6: Yep, I love you too.

1240
01:03:30,240 --> 01:03:36,320
Speaker 1: Wink all from Arianna.

1241
01:03:38,560 --> 01:03:40,680
Speaker 2: All right, we have Wllana and Arianna.

1242
01:03:41,840 --> 01:03:51,120
Speaker 12: All Hello, Ari, can you hear me?

1243
01:03:51,240 --> 01:03:54,840
Speaker 2: Hello? Yes, I can hear you now?

1244
01:03:55,440 --> 01:03:55,640
Speaker 7: Yeah?

1245
01:03:55,680 --> 01:04:01,520
Speaker 14: Yeah? Hello? You know what what?

1246
01:04:02,000 --> 01:04:02,160
Speaker 1: Oh?

1247
01:04:02,240 --> 01:04:02,680
Speaker 3: I'm good.

1248
01:04:02,840 --> 01:04:05,320
Speaker 14: I was gonna say, Actually, I'm proving your theory wrong.

1249
01:04:05,400 --> 01:04:08,520
Speaker 14: I was actually expecting to be here. So your whole

1250
01:04:08,560 --> 01:04:11,040
Speaker 14: theory about not wanting to not think you're gonna get

1251
01:04:11,040 --> 01:04:11,880
Speaker 14: on stream didn't work.

1252
01:04:11,960 --> 01:04:15,840
Speaker 2: So you know, uh, I love when my theories are

1253
01:04:15,880 --> 01:04:20,320
Speaker 2: proven wrong. I love when my I want my credibility

1254
01:04:20,480 --> 01:04:24,600
Speaker 2: to be as low as humanly possible, because then no

1255
01:04:24,640 --> 01:04:27,919
Speaker 2: one will ever trust me or expect anything from me ever,

1256
01:04:28,200 --> 01:04:31,880
Speaker 2: and that will equate to greater freedom for my for myself.

1257
01:04:33,280 --> 01:04:35,200
Speaker 2: You know, if you, if you, if you have a

1258
01:04:35,320 --> 01:04:38,840
Speaker 2: past of having theories and all your theories are always cracked,

1259
01:04:38,880 --> 01:04:40,520
Speaker 2: people are gonna be looking at you. They're gonna be like, so,

1260
01:04:40,560 --> 01:04:43,800
Speaker 2: what's your theory on this? And you can be like, uh, fuck,

1261
01:04:43,840 --> 01:04:46,240
Speaker 2: I don't know anything. But if you're just a dumb,

1262
01:04:46,320 --> 01:04:49,680
Speaker 2: idiot green guy walking around being dumb, you can just

1263
01:04:49,720 --> 01:04:51,880
Speaker 2: live life and no one will ever expect anything from

1264
01:04:51,920 --> 01:04:54,800
Speaker 2: you ever, so I actually really appreciate you debunking my theory.

1265
01:04:56,480 --> 01:04:59,560
Speaker 14: I mean, if you think about it, like, what is

1266
01:04:59,720 --> 01:05:02,160
Speaker 14: what makes a person qualified to have theories?

1267
01:05:02,480 --> 01:05:02,560
Speaker 6: Like?

1268
01:05:02,680 --> 01:05:11,160
Speaker 2: Really, I think makes theories past performance? Uh, having theories

1269
01:05:11,160 --> 01:05:13,520
Speaker 2: in the past that have been good and proven true.

1270
01:05:14,880 --> 01:05:19,400
Speaker 2: It's one thing I don't know. I mean watching being

1271
01:05:19,480 --> 01:05:23,080
Speaker 2: YouTube certified and theories, Ariana, What the hell is wrong

1272
01:05:23,120 --> 01:05:23,480
Speaker 2: with you?

1273
01:05:24,520 --> 01:05:24,880
Speaker 16: You know what?

1274
01:05:25,840 --> 01:05:26,280
Speaker 14: Everything?

1275
01:05:27,320 --> 01:05:28,600
Speaker 2: Everything? Pick one thing?

1276
01:05:31,080 --> 01:05:32,120
Speaker 14: I feel like my anger?

1277
01:05:33,440 --> 01:05:36,000
Speaker 2: You're anger? What are you angry at?

1278
01:05:38,880 --> 01:05:41,040
Speaker 14: I don't know. I guess everyone. I just I think

1279
01:05:41,040 --> 01:05:42,280
Speaker 14: everyone just picks me off.

1280
01:05:44,440 --> 01:05:46,840
Speaker 2: Let's pick one person. We picked one thing, and now

1281
01:05:46,880 --> 01:05:47,800
Speaker 2: let's pick one person.

1282
01:05:49,400 --> 01:05:50,400
Speaker 14: One person.

1283
01:05:51,000 --> 01:05:52,040
Speaker 2: Give me one, but you don't have to give me.

1284
01:05:52,280 --> 01:05:57,880
Speaker 2: Give me a fake name. Someone you know if be

1285
01:05:57,880 --> 01:06:00,640
Speaker 2: someone you encountered in the wild, a strange injured, someone

1286
01:06:00,960 --> 01:06:05,120
Speaker 2: cut you off in traffic, someone you saw, someone be

1287
01:06:05,200 --> 01:06:07,800
Speaker 2: mean to someone, just anyone who do you hate? Give

1288
01:06:07,800 --> 01:06:08,600
Speaker 2: me one person?

1289
01:06:10,880 --> 01:06:14,080
Speaker 14: Uh, you know what, There's just so many. But if

1290
01:06:14,160 --> 01:06:17,760
Speaker 14: I have to say someone my yeah, I guess my neighbor.

1291
01:06:17,840 --> 01:06:19,840
Speaker 14: I have like a neighbor that he's just so annoying.

1292
01:06:21,120 --> 01:06:24,600
Speaker 2: He's so annoying. You have an annoying piece of shit

1293
01:06:24,720 --> 01:06:27,400
Speaker 2: neighbor that's the most annoying fucking person in the entire

1294
01:06:27,440 --> 01:06:31,040
Speaker 2: planet and deserves to die. What's uh, what do you

1295
01:06:31,120 --> 01:06:33,440
Speaker 2: hate about them?

1296
01:06:33,600 --> 01:06:37,200
Speaker 14: So funny story. So this guy also has anger is

1297
01:06:37,200 --> 01:06:41,280
Speaker 14: shoes and who's actually a sub for my high school?

1298
01:06:42,840 --> 01:06:46,240
Speaker 14: And he you know, who's just you know those annoying

1299
01:06:46,280 --> 01:06:49,640
Speaker 14: subs that like just think that they are like great

1300
01:06:49,760 --> 01:06:50,160
Speaker 14: or whatever.

1301
01:06:50,680 --> 01:06:53,920
Speaker 2: So like subs, he said, substitute He was a substitute teacher.

1302
01:06:53,800 --> 01:06:56,600
Speaker 14: Or high school a substitute teacher, yeah, and like.

1303
01:06:58,360 --> 01:07:00,960
Speaker 3: Eighteen all right?

1304
01:07:01,240 --> 01:07:03,960
Speaker 2: What all right? So he was a substitution or high school?

1305
01:07:06,080 --> 01:07:10,640
Speaker 14: Yes, and like you know, who does shit when you

1306
01:07:10,640 --> 01:07:13,080
Speaker 14: have a fucking sub teacher? Like, no one wants to

1307
01:07:13,120 --> 01:07:15,880
Speaker 14: pay attention to school, right, So you know, I'm just

1308
01:07:15,920 --> 01:07:18,120
Speaker 14: like listening to my music in class and this man

1309
01:07:18,240 --> 01:07:22,440
Speaker 14: she's like yelling at us. So he actually got fired

1310
01:07:22,680 --> 01:07:27,320
Speaker 14: for fighting someone. And then it turns out he like

1311
01:07:27,440 --> 01:07:30,800
Speaker 14: lives next door to my house and so I'm neighbors

1312
01:07:30,840 --> 01:07:31,080
Speaker 14: with the.

1313
01:07:31,080 --> 01:07:35,680
Speaker 2: Sub all right, So he got arrested, he quit his job,

1314
01:07:36,160 --> 01:07:38,480
Speaker 2: He got fired for fighting. So who do he fight?

1315
01:07:39,200 --> 01:07:40,040
Speaker 2: He fought a student?

1316
01:07:40,880 --> 01:07:43,840
Speaker 14: Yeah, like in the hallway, what what?

1317
01:07:43,840 --> 01:07:45,240
Speaker 2: What the fuck did they fight over.

1318
01:07:46,400 --> 01:07:49,400
Speaker 14: Well you know what, I go to like the really

1319
01:07:49,480 --> 01:07:55,120
Speaker 14: Vascal and you know, it's just like gang people. They

1320
01:07:55,240 --> 01:07:56,240
Speaker 14: just fight over anything.

1321
01:07:57,320 --> 01:07:58,960
Speaker 2: So you're telling me that this sub was in a

1322
01:07:59,000 --> 01:08:01,000
Speaker 2: gang and he encountered to.

1323
01:08:01,040 --> 01:08:07,720
Speaker 14: Stone, And I thought, yeah, honestly, you could have use

1324
01:08:07,760 --> 01:08:08,720
Speaker 14: the type of do that.

1325
01:08:11,480 --> 01:08:13,160
Speaker 2: I don't see where you come into this. I don't

1326
01:08:13,160 --> 01:08:17,160
Speaker 2: see where you're involved you because you're too upset about

1327
01:08:17,160 --> 01:08:21,360
Speaker 2: this for how far I'm moved from the situation. You are,

1328
01:08:22,400 --> 01:08:25,160
Speaker 2: all right, arionic? Can I bring something? Can I Can

1329
01:08:25,200 --> 01:08:26,479
Speaker 2: I propose a theory here?

1330
01:08:27,680 --> 01:08:27,960
Speaker 11: Sure?

1331
01:08:29,400 --> 01:08:32,360
Speaker 2: Since I'm so into theories. All right, I think if

1332
01:08:32,360 --> 01:08:37,320
Speaker 2: you really can't think of anyone that you hate, I

1333
01:08:37,360 --> 01:08:41,200
Speaker 2: think you actually don't hate everyone, because I think if

1334
01:08:41,240 --> 01:08:44,360
Speaker 2: you did, you can name a lot of people that

1335
01:08:44,400 --> 01:08:45,040
Speaker 2: you hate.

1336
01:08:45,960 --> 01:08:47,799
Speaker 15: I do you know I do dislike people.

1337
01:08:48,200 --> 01:08:50,360
Speaker 2: It's just like, no, you didn't say you just like

1338
01:08:50,360 --> 01:08:51,360
Speaker 2: people said you hate them?

1339
01:08:51,960 --> 01:08:53,240
Speaker 14: Well, yeah I do.

1340
01:08:54,680 --> 01:08:56,240
Speaker 2: I don't think you do, because if you did, you'd

1341
01:08:56,240 --> 01:08:57,680
Speaker 2: be able to be able to tell me a lot

1342
01:08:57,720 --> 01:09:00,720
Speaker 2: of people that you hate. Gary, you have a lot

1343
01:09:00,720 --> 01:09:03,200
Speaker 2: of love in your heart, Ariana. Look, I think you

1344
01:09:03,200 --> 01:09:04,800
Speaker 2: have a lot of love in your heart. Actually, I

1345
01:09:04,840 --> 01:09:06,800
Speaker 2: think you just I just think you. I think that

1346
01:09:06,960 --> 01:09:09,880
Speaker 2: for you know, look, for whatever reason you want up

1347
01:09:09,880 --> 01:09:12,600
Speaker 2: here tough, Ariana. But look you're not tough. You're a

1348
01:09:12,600 --> 01:09:15,080
Speaker 2: big softy. You have a lot of love in your heart.

1349
01:09:15,120 --> 01:09:17,320
Speaker 2: I think you actually love everyone. I think you want

1350
01:09:17,320 --> 01:09:21,599
Speaker 2: everyone to uh to succeed, all right. I think you want.

1351
01:09:21,680 --> 01:09:23,920
Speaker 2: I think you actually believe in God, and you believe

1352
01:09:24,360 --> 01:09:27,080
Speaker 2: in his teachings that say to love your neighbor. And

1353
01:09:27,320 --> 01:09:29,800
Speaker 2: I commend to you in your following and practices of

1354
01:09:29,840 --> 01:09:33,160
Speaker 2: God's teachings. Arianna. I'm really proud of you.

1355
01:09:34,439 --> 01:09:34,880
Speaker 13: Thank you.

1356
01:09:35,840 --> 01:09:39,760
Speaker 2: Of course you've a Is there anything else you want

1357
01:09:39,840 --> 01:09:40,360
Speaker 2: to talk about?

1358
01:09:43,400 --> 01:09:46,519
Speaker 14: No, I guess the cats really been.

1359
01:09:47,479 --> 01:09:50,920
Speaker 2: Don't look at the chat all right, there's no chat.

1360
01:09:51,080 --> 01:09:53,120
Speaker 2: The only chat going on right now is between you

1361
01:09:53,160 --> 01:09:56,080
Speaker 2: and me. Are you have a wonderful us in the evening?

1362
01:09:56,920 --> 01:10:00,880
Speaker 14: You too?

1363
01:10:02,080 --> 01:10:03,759
Speaker 1: All from Bradley?

1364
01:10:05,160 --> 01:10:11,799
Speaker 8: Bradley, Yes it is. How's it going, Bradley?

1365
01:10:11,840 --> 01:10:12,960
Speaker 2: What the hell is wrong with you?

1366
01:10:14,840 --> 01:10:15,000
Speaker 6: Well?

1367
01:10:15,040 --> 01:10:19,120
Speaker 8: There's a lot, you know, Bradley.

1368
01:10:19,640 --> 01:10:22,080
Speaker 2: You know what, Bradley, Everyone always fucking says that, and

1369
01:10:22,120 --> 01:10:25,400
Speaker 2: then when I asked them name one thing, they can't

1370
01:10:25,439 --> 01:10:25,800
Speaker 2: do it.

1371
01:10:26,479 --> 01:10:29,200
Speaker 8: Oh no, I can tell you a lot of things.

1372
01:10:29,439 --> 01:10:35,040
Speaker 8: My mental health is garbage. Oh the garbage. Relationships are garbage,

1373
01:10:35,320 --> 01:10:37,280
Speaker 8: or well, lack of relationships.

1374
01:10:37,280 --> 01:10:40,520
Speaker 2: Your social life is garbage. Why is your social life garbage?

1375
01:10:42,200 --> 01:10:48,160
Speaker 8: Partially it's my fault simply because I'm a hermit. I

1376
01:10:48,160 --> 01:10:52,520
Speaker 8: don't myself out there. Yeah, the main issue that is relationships.

1377
01:10:53,720 --> 01:10:55,280
Speaker 2: How old you me?

1378
01:10:55,479 --> 01:10:56,240
Speaker 8: I'm twenty six.

1379
01:10:57,520 --> 01:10:59,520
Speaker 2: Your main issue is relationships.

1380
01:11:00,160 --> 01:11:00,320
Speaker 4: You know.

1381
01:11:00,320 --> 01:11:03,680
Speaker 2: What I found is that, well, okay, you're social. I

1382
01:11:03,680 --> 01:11:05,840
Speaker 2: feel like, look you, I feel like it's important to

1383
01:11:05,840 --> 01:11:10,520
Speaker 2: have friends before you have a significant other because I'm

1384
01:11:10,640 --> 01:11:15,360
Speaker 2: so like, you know, it's important to have your own

1385
01:11:15,400 --> 01:11:20,360
Speaker 2: life before you find a relationship. Because first of all,

1386
01:11:20,360 --> 01:11:22,360
Speaker 2: I was like, no, I don't think anyone. Here's the

1387
01:11:22,400 --> 01:11:25,360
Speaker 2: thing I think is that if you put yourself out

1388
01:11:25,360 --> 01:11:28,720
Speaker 2: there to try to date someone and you're like I

1389
01:11:28,800 --> 01:11:31,679
Speaker 2: need this, and you have this thing of like, look,

1390
01:11:31,720 --> 01:11:34,280
Speaker 2: I need this to work out because this is this

1391
01:11:34,360 --> 01:11:38,320
Speaker 2: is in my master plan to be the foundation upon

1392
01:11:38,400 --> 01:11:42,120
Speaker 2: which I build my entire life. This is scary proposition

1393
01:11:42,560 --> 01:11:46,639
Speaker 2: for a lot of people to accept. Does that make sense?

1394
01:11:47,360 --> 01:11:48,400
Speaker 8: Oh yeah, certainly.

1395
01:11:48,520 --> 01:11:51,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, So I would put that on the back burner

1396
01:11:51,240 --> 01:11:56,400
Speaker 2: before you, you know, and try to figure the other

1397
01:11:56,400 --> 01:11:59,000
Speaker 2: stuff out first. So so you know, I'm not an expert.

1398
01:11:59,040 --> 01:12:00,599
Speaker 2: I don't know anything. I'm a dumb green man.

1399
01:12:00,720 --> 01:12:08,360
Speaker 8: But I don't have friends. You have a very slight

1400
01:12:08,439 --> 01:12:11,080
Speaker 8: to you. I'm just very I guess picky about who

1401
01:12:11,120 --> 01:12:12,679
Speaker 8: I hang out with and associate with.

1402
01:12:13,360 --> 01:12:15,880
Speaker 2: Interesting. Tell me about this picking is who? Tell me

1403
01:12:15,880 --> 01:12:20,000
Speaker 2: about why you're picky picky and what, Well, what are

1404
01:12:20,000 --> 01:12:21,920
Speaker 2: you qualifications?

1405
01:12:22,240 --> 01:12:24,599
Speaker 8: I know it's gonna sound awful, but I guess it's

1406
01:12:24,600 --> 01:12:27,000
Speaker 8: in the sense of are they worth my time? Is

1407
01:12:27,000 --> 01:12:30,360
Speaker 8: it going to be worth in testing myself in this person?

1408
01:12:30,920 --> 01:12:32,960
Speaker 8: Am I going to get something out of it? Not

1409
01:12:33,000 --> 01:12:39,320
Speaker 8: necessarily anything wrong? I guess, more like a dependable relationship,

1410
01:12:39,360 --> 01:12:42,160
Speaker 8: whether it be in a relationship or a friendship in

1411
01:12:42,200 --> 01:12:45,200
Speaker 8: the long term. If not, what's the purpose of being

1412
01:12:45,240 --> 01:12:46,519
Speaker 8: with them?

1413
01:12:46,840 --> 01:12:48,360
Speaker 2: Look, I don't I know you said that that's going

1414
01:12:48,400 --> 01:12:50,479
Speaker 2: to sound rough, but I actually think that that's very smart.

1415
01:12:52,160 --> 01:12:55,400
Speaker 8: Well you're the first person to say that, then, No, No,

1416
01:12:55,520 --> 01:12:55,960
Speaker 8: I think.

1417
01:12:55,880 --> 01:12:57,439
Speaker 2: I think it is. No, I actually think it is

1418
01:12:57,600 --> 01:12:59,360
Speaker 2: a smart play to make because a lot of people

1419
01:12:59,400 --> 01:13:03,160
Speaker 2: have friends that they don't like. Yeah, people are friends

1420
01:13:03,160 --> 01:13:05,200
Speaker 2: that they don't like because they don't make that play

1421
01:13:05,240 --> 01:13:07,360
Speaker 2: that you just described as saying, is this person worth

1422
01:13:07,400 --> 01:13:09,439
Speaker 2: my time? So they hang out with them just because

1423
01:13:09,479 --> 01:13:12,840
Speaker 2: like they just they never people have people they hung

1424
01:13:12,880 --> 01:13:15,280
Speaker 2: out with and they don't like and they never stopped

1425
01:13:15,479 --> 01:13:17,960
Speaker 2: to be like do actually, they never stopped to do

1426
01:13:18,040 --> 01:13:21,040
Speaker 2: what you just described and literally go is this person

1427
01:13:21,080 --> 01:13:23,679
Speaker 2: worth my time? And if you like hang out with someone,

1428
01:13:23,760 --> 01:13:26,599
Speaker 2: then they are, Yes, they are worth your time. Now,

1429
01:13:26,600 --> 01:13:28,759
Speaker 2: if you said to me, is this person worth my time?

1430
01:13:28,840 --> 01:13:34,840
Speaker 2: Because you know, can they get me a you know,

1431
01:13:35,040 --> 01:13:38,080
Speaker 2: a record deal or whatever, then I'd be like, then, yeah,

1432
01:13:38,080 --> 01:13:40,120
Speaker 2: that's stupid. But that's not the only thing. That's what

1433
01:13:40,120 --> 01:13:42,639
Speaker 2: you're doing. You're literally asking yourself as this person worth

1434
01:13:42,680 --> 01:13:45,640
Speaker 2: my time. I'm the first person that told you that that.

1435
01:13:47,080 --> 01:13:48,400
Speaker 2: What have other people been telling you.

1436
01:13:50,160 --> 01:13:50,240
Speaker 6: That?

1437
01:13:50,280 --> 01:13:53,479
Speaker 8: It's very pretentious. It kind of makes me seem like

1438
01:13:54,080 --> 01:13:56,479
Speaker 8: I'm a very hateful person, even though I'm really not.

1439
01:13:57,000 --> 01:13:58,840
Speaker 8: It does take me a while to warm up.

1440
01:13:58,720 --> 01:14:01,000
Speaker 11: To a certain person, but one, but I do.

1441
01:14:01,840 --> 01:14:03,519
Speaker 8: I'm kind of like, you know, I've known you my

1442
01:14:03,680 --> 01:14:06,519
Speaker 8: entire life, potentially, I don't think that.

1443
01:14:06,560 --> 01:14:08,000
Speaker 2: I don't think that. I don't I didn't get a

1444
01:14:08,040 --> 01:14:12,160
Speaker 2: sense of you're a hateful person from that. Oh no,

1445
01:14:12,240 --> 01:14:14,559
Speaker 2: don't listen. No, you know, I don't. Please, don't don't

1446
01:14:14,560 --> 01:14:16,360
Speaker 2: listen to anyone that tells you you're a hateful person,

1447
01:14:17,439 --> 01:14:20,120
Speaker 2: because you want to evaluate who you spend your You

1448
01:14:20,160 --> 01:14:22,519
Speaker 2: want to evaluate who you spend your time with instead

1449
01:14:22,520 --> 01:14:26,720
Speaker 2: of just blindly spend your time with anyone, because that's

1450
01:14:26,720 --> 01:14:28,960
Speaker 2: how because people have people have friends that they hate

1451
01:14:29,080 --> 01:14:29,560
Speaker 2: because of it.

1452
01:14:29,920 --> 01:14:33,080
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, I mean, why waste your time. I mean,

1453
01:14:33,320 --> 01:14:35,879
Speaker 8: that's your time that you're wasting. And like the previous

1454
01:14:35,880 --> 01:14:37,560
Speaker 8: person said, it's very finite.

1455
01:14:38,720 --> 01:14:42,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, no, life's just sure to not do what you're describing. Okay,

1456
01:14:43,000 --> 01:14:47,400
Speaker 2: so you're picking, but I mean that's good. So you

1457
01:14:47,479 --> 01:14:50,080
Speaker 2: have a few friends, so I'm assuming that whoever, And

1458
01:14:50,080 --> 01:14:52,240
Speaker 2: by the way, friendship I don't think should be measured

1459
01:14:52,280 --> 01:14:56,120
Speaker 2: in quantity. You said you have a few friends, right, Yeah,

1460
01:14:56,200 --> 01:14:57,000
Speaker 2: I assume that.

1461
01:14:57,000 --> 01:15:00,280
Speaker 8: Because the ones that I actually depend on I know

1462
01:15:00,360 --> 01:15:02,960
Speaker 8: that I can turn to at a moment's crisis.

1463
01:15:03,760 --> 01:15:06,080
Speaker 2: That's wonderful. Some people don't even have that. I mean

1464
01:15:06,120 --> 01:15:10,160
Speaker 2: that's wonderful because all right, because you have such strong

1465
01:15:10,280 --> 01:15:16,680
Speaker 2: vetting systems in place, everyone that's left is someone that

1466
01:15:16,760 --> 01:15:19,240
Speaker 2: you're spending time that you truly enjoy. Spending time with

1467
01:15:19,960 --> 01:15:23,519
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I like that.

1468
01:15:23,520 --> 01:15:27,200
Speaker 8: For you, Well, thank you. It's nice to hear some

1469
01:15:27,320 --> 01:15:30,400
Speaker 8: validation on that for once instead of me making self doubt.

1470
01:15:31,840 --> 01:15:37,360
Speaker 2: Who tells you that, you know, but that's stupid.

1471
01:15:39,680 --> 01:15:43,120
Speaker 8: It's been people I'm associated with in the past, coworkers,

1472
01:15:43,120 --> 01:15:45,960
Speaker 8: which I know that you're not really supposed to take

1473
01:15:46,000 --> 01:15:50,240
Speaker 8: that to heart. I have had several family members tell

1474
01:15:50,280 --> 01:15:54,719
Speaker 8: me the same thing. For instance, my I guess my father,

1475
01:15:54,840 --> 01:15:56,800
Speaker 8: I guess it's who you want to associate or call

1476
01:15:56,880 --> 01:15:59,479
Speaker 8: that name by. He's always told me that I'll end

1477
01:15:59,520 --> 01:16:02,040
Speaker 8: up lonely just because of how ticky I am. And

1478
01:16:02,040 --> 01:16:05,360
Speaker 8: I'm like, but would it be worth spending the rest

1479
01:16:05,400 --> 01:16:07,680
Speaker 8: of your life with someone who does not make you

1480
01:16:07,720 --> 01:16:09,840
Speaker 8: happy just because you don't want to be lonely?

1481
01:16:11,320 --> 01:16:15,920
Speaker 2: Look, nah, dude, nah man, don't listen to don't listen

1482
01:16:15,960 --> 01:16:17,840
Speaker 2: to your father. If he's telling you that, ship.

1483
01:16:24,640 --> 01:16:26,200
Speaker 8: Definitely gonna be able to go to that a lot

1484
01:16:26,240 --> 01:16:26,960
Speaker 8: easier tonight.

1485
01:16:27,680 --> 01:16:31,800
Speaker 2: Okay. I'm glad. I'm glad because I can understand why

1486
01:16:31,840 --> 01:16:35,799
Speaker 2: people would think that that's pretentious. By I think it's smart.

1487
01:16:35,880 --> 01:16:38,080
Speaker 2: I think it's smart to be careful about who you

1488
01:16:38,160 --> 01:16:42,479
Speaker 2: spend time with. Yeah, listen, would you say your name

1489
01:16:42,600 --> 01:16:46,800
Speaker 2: was Bradley? Bradley? Look, good luck to you man. You

1490
01:16:46,800 --> 01:16:48,120
Speaker 2: have a wonder for us in the evening.

1491
01:16:48,680 --> 01:16:50,240
Speaker 8: Well, thank you. I will I'll tune.

1492
01:16:50,040 --> 01:16:52,960
Speaker 2: In again soon and roll Man, talk to you soon.

1493
01:16:53,600 --> 01:16:54,640
Speaker 8: You took.

1494
01:16:57,280 --> 01:17:01,840
Speaker 5: All from Diego, Diego?

1495
01:17:02,960 --> 01:17:03,559
Speaker 6: What's up?

1496
01:17:03,680 --> 01:17:04,040
Speaker 10: Get Go?

1497
01:17:05,160 --> 01:17:06,080
Speaker 2: How are you? Diego?

1498
01:17:07,240 --> 01:17:10,439
Speaker 3: I'm I'm good, dude. This is my first time seeing

1499
01:17:10,439 --> 01:17:13,160
Speaker 3: a stream. I finally committed and put it on, you know,

1500
01:17:13,479 --> 01:17:15,519
Speaker 3: wanted to see what was up in the full thing.

1501
01:17:16,160 --> 01:17:18,960
Speaker 2: And how and how did you how's it been going

1502
01:17:19,000 --> 01:17:19,320
Speaker 2: so far?

1503
01:17:19,439 --> 01:17:20,920
Speaker 3: It's been interesting, dude.

1504
01:17:21,000 --> 01:17:21,639
Speaker 17: You've got some.

1505
01:17:21,880 --> 01:17:22,960
Speaker 3: You've got some range.

1506
01:17:23,080 --> 01:17:23,720
Speaker 11: I like it.

1507
01:17:23,520 --> 01:17:29,800
Speaker 3: It's enticing, it's it's pretty nice.

1508
01:17:28,120 --> 01:17:32,760
Speaker 8: What I was life with you?

1509
01:17:34,560 --> 01:17:39,680
Speaker 2: Do you go have a question for you? Ask what

1510
01:17:39,840 --> 01:17:40,559
Speaker 2: can you do?

1511
01:17:42,680 --> 01:17:46,560
Speaker 3: I don't know, man, That's one of the many questions.

1512
01:17:46,600 --> 01:17:49,040
Speaker 3: And it comes down to what I wanted to ask

1513
01:17:49,080 --> 01:17:54,120
Speaker 3: you today because I'm I'm turning twenty seven in two days. Man,

1514
01:17:54,360 --> 01:17:58,519
Speaker 3: I I'm like doing work that I don't necessarily care about,

1515
01:17:58,560 --> 01:18:02,240
Speaker 3: but it's financially stated, and you know, the.

1516
01:18:02,240 --> 01:18:05,240
Speaker 17: Thoughts of just running away and just chasing dreams and

1517
01:18:05,280 --> 01:18:08,320
Speaker 17: all this just opens up all the questions and it's like, dude,

1518
01:18:08,360 --> 01:18:12,160
Speaker 17: how what can I do to like stop asking so

1519
01:18:12,240 --> 01:18:14,360
Speaker 17: many questions and start answering them?

1520
01:18:14,439 --> 01:18:17,960
Speaker 2: You know. Interesting, Okay, so you say, are you ask

1521
01:18:18,040 --> 01:18:20,280
Speaker 2: too many questions? Tell me? Tell me some of these

1522
01:18:20,360 --> 01:18:21,360
Speaker 2: questions you're asking.

1523
01:18:22,120 --> 01:18:24,280
Speaker 3: I don't know. Is it like should I should I

1524
01:18:24,320 --> 01:18:28,120
Speaker 3: move apartments because I've already been here long enough for something?

1525
01:18:28,320 --> 01:18:31,479
Speaker 3: Or should I drive around the country but now there's

1526
01:18:31,520 --> 01:18:34,760
Speaker 3: COVID and all this crap. Or should I change a

1527
01:18:34,880 --> 01:18:37,800
Speaker 3: job now? Or do I risk it with the blah

1528
01:18:37,840 --> 01:18:41,040
Speaker 3: blah blah. The list just starts going off, you know,

1529
01:18:41,080 --> 01:18:42,519
Speaker 3: and then it's like too much.

1530
01:18:43,280 --> 01:18:47,920
Speaker 2: M Let me ask you? So have you uh? I mean,

1531
01:18:47,920 --> 01:18:49,519
Speaker 2: what do you value? What do you want to do

1532
01:18:49,560 --> 01:18:53,680
Speaker 2: with your life? I'm sorry, ahead.

1533
01:18:53,720 --> 01:18:55,280
Speaker 3: No, no, no, go for it. You found up?

1534
01:18:55,320 --> 01:18:55,800
Speaker 6: You follow up?

1535
01:18:56,240 --> 01:18:58,040
Speaker 2: Well, I was gonna say, I found recently. I've been

1536
01:18:58,040 --> 01:19:00,599
Speaker 2: thinking about this lately. Is all these it's like very

1537
01:19:00,680 --> 01:19:04,280
Speaker 2: tangible decisions, right of should I drive across the country,

1538
01:19:04,479 --> 01:19:06,479
Speaker 2: should I do this? Should I do that? I feel

1539
01:19:06,520 --> 01:19:08,960
Speaker 2: like they get easier once you get a little bit

1540
01:19:09,040 --> 01:19:11,720
Speaker 2: less tangible in terms of thinking about what you want. Like,

1541
01:19:12,120 --> 01:19:16,080
Speaker 2: you know, I've decided I value three things, right, now

1542
01:19:16,120 --> 01:19:18,880
Speaker 2: in my own life, at least where I'm at in

1543
01:19:18,920 --> 01:19:21,600
Speaker 2: my own I mean, these values are elastic and the

1544
01:19:21,720 --> 01:19:23,519
Speaker 2: change as I, you know, get older or anything. But

1545
01:19:24,360 --> 01:19:27,040
Speaker 2: I've sort of decided like what I value what I

1546
01:19:27,080 --> 01:19:31,400
Speaker 2: want out of life right now in a very like intangible, general,

1547
01:19:31,439 --> 01:19:36,200
Speaker 2: non specific sense, and then my more specific decisions of

1548
01:19:36,479 --> 01:19:39,040
Speaker 2: should I do this, should I do that are a

1549
01:19:39,080 --> 01:19:41,840
Speaker 2: little bit easier because I make those decisions with those

1550
01:19:42,720 --> 01:19:44,800
Speaker 2: general values in mind. Does that make sense?

1551
01:19:45,760 --> 01:19:47,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, I guess, you know, make it more abstract so

1552
01:19:47,880 --> 01:19:51,720
Speaker 3: it's less you know, constricting, if you will.

1553
01:19:52,400 --> 01:19:55,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, So like this thing of I want to drive

1554
01:19:55,120 --> 01:19:57,280
Speaker 2: across the country. When you're thinking about what you want

1555
01:19:57,280 --> 01:19:59,320
Speaker 2: out of life in a general sense, if you've decided

1556
01:19:59,320 --> 01:20:01,400
Speaker 2: one of your core values is that in your life

1557
01:20:01,520 --> 01:20:04,120
Speaker 2: you would like adventure exactly.

1558
01:20:04,560 --> 01:20:07,040
Speaker 3: So yeah, I just want the experience. Yeah, I want

1559
01:20:07,040 --> 01:20:10,720
Speaker 3: an adventure. I want stories to tell later, you know.

1560
01:20:10,960 --> 01:20:13,360
Speaker 2: Of course, of course, then I think that once you've

1561
01:20:13,360 --> 01:20:15,280
Speaker 2: decided that that is something you want, I think you

1562
01:20:15,320 --> 01:20:16,880
Speaker 2: can make decisions with that in mind.

1563
01:20:17,800 --> 01:20:19,960
Speaker 14: Hm hmm.

1564
01:20:21,160 --> 01:20:22,760
Speaker 2: What kind of adventures do you want to go on?

1565
01:20:25,040 --> 01:20:28,559
Speaker 12: I want to I don't know, I want to chase music,

1566
01:20:28,680 --> 01:20:32,080
Speaker 12: you know, I want to chase the the weird scene

1567
01:20:32,080 --> 01:20:35,840
Speaker 12: of just meeting people at shows and different.

1568
01:20:35,920 --> 01:20:39,000
Speaker 3: I don't know, it's ever since I fell in level

1569
01:20:39,080 --> 01:20:42,840
Speaker 3: like the sixties seventies Gypsy Hit Bey Entourage. Feel it

1570
01:20:43,000 --> 01:20:45,320
Speaker 3: just brought me a lot of joy. And I just

1571
01:20:45,439 --> 01:20:49,320
Speaker 3: liked when people, I don't know, they just had it.

1572
01:20:49,400 --> 01:20:52,080
Speaker 3: Seems like they had less on their plate, so they

1573
01:20:52,200 --> 01:20:53,439
Speaker 3: just fucking went for it.

1574
01:20:53,520 --> 01:20:56,040
Speaker 2: You know what's on your plate right now?

1575
01:20:57,920 --> 01:21:01,000
Speaker 3: Well, I don't know, like, you know, keep the family

1576
01:21:01,080 --> 01:21:05,200
Speaker 3: in touch, the job, like trying to keep a normal

1577
01:21:05,280 --> 01:21:08,720
Speaker 3: social life, trying to have a healthy relationship, trying to

1578
01:21:10,080 --> 01:21:13,680
Speaker 3: I don't know if I'm like over you know, overreaching

1579
01:21:13,720 --> 01:21:16,880
Speaker 3: myself or like you know, spreading little too like too

1580
01:21:16,880 --> 01:21:20,280
Speaker 3: little butter over too much bread type deal. But I

1581
01:21:20,600 --> 01:21:22,759
Speaker 3: feel like I don't know if it was me thinking

1582
01:21:22,800 --> 01:21:24,800
Speaker 3: that life was simpler in a time when I didn't

1583
01:21:24,800 --> 01:21:25,600
Speaker 3: even experience.

1584
01:21:25,680 --> 01:21:27,120
Speaker 6: But I don't know.

1585
01:21:27,160 --> 01:21:31,720
Speaker 3: I I guess I envy the people that somehow have

1586
01:21:31,880 --> 01:21:34,519
Speaker 3: the courage to really do drastic change.

1587
01:21:35,840 --> 01:21:41,160
Speaker 2: Well, I mean, what do you I mean, I don't

1588
01:21:41,200 --> 01:21:42,760
Speaker 2: know if I were you man, you know, and no

1589
01:21:42,800 --> 01:21:44,719
Speaker 2: one has you know. The real answers to these questions

1590
01:21:44,760 --> 01:21:49,880
Speaker 2: I'm just sort of thinking, Harry. But you know, if

1591
01:21:49,880 --> 01:21:53,040
Speaker 2: you were to work backwards and do that thing I'll

1592
01:21:53,080 --> 01:21:56,680
Speaker 2: talk about of defining what you want out of life. Yeah,

1593
01:21:56,840 --> 01:22:00,719
Speaker 2: you know, so like if you were like, Okay, for example,

1594
01:22:00,720 --> 01:22:05,080
Speaker 2: I'll use mine, like you know, I want to have adventures,

1595
01:22:06,520 --> 01:22:12,000
Speaker 2: build community and relationships and make things and be creative.

1596
01:22:12,720 --> 01:22:15,479
Speaker 2: And yeah, I try to leave my life based off

1597
01:22:15,520 --> 01:22:18,679
Speaker 2: of those three things and make sure I'm prioritizing doing

1598
01:22:18,720 --> 01:22:21,599
Speaker 2: things to serve those three things. And you know, if

1599
01:22:21,600 --> 01:22:23,320
Speaker 2: you look at your life and you look at what

1600
01:22:23,400 --> 01:22:27,559
Speaker 2: you value, are the things that you're doing matching up

1601
01:22:27,560 --> 01:22:28,679
Speaker 2: with with those values?

1602
01:22:30,400 --> 01:22:32,920
Speaker 6: H Yeah? I can do that?

1603
01:22:34,600 --> 01:22:35,120
Speaker 8: Should do?

1604
01:22:35,120 --> 01:22:36,040
Speaker 2: I feel like they are.

1605
01:22:37,520 --> 01:22:40,639
Speaker 3: And at some extent I think I'm giving too much

1606
01:22:41,479 --> 01:22:45,240
Speaker 3: or too little time to those like I don't do it.

1607
01:22:45,800 --> 01:22:50,200
Speaker 3: Out of my entire week, per se, maybe a third

1608
01:22:50,240 --> 01:22:52,720
Speaker 3: of it is spent doing what I actually.

1609
01:22:52,479 --> 01:22:54,760
Speaker 2: Like, What do you spend the majority of your time day?

1610
01:22:56,000 --> 01:22:58,200
Speaker 3: Well, like I said, you know mine to five, you know,

1611
01:22:58,840 --> 01:23:04,120
Speaker 3: keeping the house clean, the you know, the ritual single

1612
01:23:05,120 --> 01:23:09,920
Speaker 3: no no, no, no, no, not yet. And you know

1613
01:23:10,040 --> 01:23:13,960
Speaker 3: that's another question. It's like, oh, the should I be? Now?

1614
01:23:14,040 --> 01:23:16,320
Speaker 3: You know, I'm the only kid am I supposed to

1615
01:23:16,360 --> 01:23:19,160
Speaker 3: have already had. You know, it's it's just like a

1616
01:23:19,240 --> 01:23:21,720
Speaker 3: bombardment of questions. And I know I'm not supposed to

1617
01:23:21,800 --> 01:23:26,960
Speaker 3: judge myself, but it unless I'm like truly enjoying myself,

1618
01:23:27,000 --> 01:23:30,840
Speaker 3: say meditating or something where I'm completely like in them

1619
01:23:30,920 --> 01:23:33,960
Speaker 3: now and not getting boggled down, it's hard for me

1620
01:23:34,040 --> 01:23:37,639
Speaker 3: to try to go by the day without like having

1621
01:23:37,760 --> 01:23:40,160
Speaker 3: ten thousand questions in my mind.

1622
01:23:40,200 --> 01:23:40,400
Speaker 6: You know.

1623
01:23:41,960 --> 01:23:48,200
Speaker 2: Ah, interesting, see, you know that I think a lot

1624
01:23:48,240 --> 01:23:50,519
Speaker 2: about the flow state. You know what the flow state is?

1625
01:23:50,960 --> 01:23:54,559
Speaker 3: Oh dude, I the flow At least for me, the

1626
01:23:54,600 --> 01:23:58,439
Speaker 3: flow is in the general section of a pit in

1627
01:23:58,479 --> 01:24:01,680
Speaker 3: the music when I'm completely just when you're yourself, you know,

1628
01:24:01,720 --> 01:24:04,920
Speaker 3: and everything's working and the night goes as planned.

1629
01:24:05,000 --> 01:24:07,960
Speaker 12: You know what you're doing, you know what you want.

1630
01:24:08,320 --> 01:24:11,320
Speaker 3: You know that you don't need more because whatever.

1631
01:24:11,040 --> 01:24:12,320
Speaker 11: You have there is enough.

1632
01:24:12,439 --> 01:24:16,000
Speaker 3: Like it's hard to extend that. And I guess I

1633
01:24:16,120 --> 01:24:20,000
Speaker 3: just envied people that made enough drastic change to guarantee

1634
01:24:20,160 --> 01:24:23,840
Speaker 3: that the most of their time is spent doing that,

1635
01:24:24,200 --> 01:24:27,120
Speaker 3: as opposed to it being a hobby for me or

1636
01:24:27,160 --> 01:24:29,759
Speaker 3: like a thing I have to wait for an event

1637
01:24:29,920 --> 01:24:34,920
Speaker 3: or something instead of no, this is my life m hm.

1638
01:24:37,160 --> 01:24:40,000
Speaker 3: And I think the adventure comes with that when you

1639
01:24:40,160 --> 01:24:43,720
Speaker 3: arrived to that point through the journey. But I guess

1640
01:24:43,800 --> 01:24:46,559
Speaker 3: what I'm saying is what you know, like and what

1641
01:24:46,600 --> 01:24:48,960
Speaker 3: you said was true. I guess I just need to

1642
01:24:49,000 --> 01:24:52,040
Speaker 3: take an honest, unbiased look of what I'm doing is

1643
01:24:52,080 --> 01:24:55,400
Speaker 3: actually aligning with what I want and move from there.

1644
01:24:56,040 --> 01:24:57,479
Speaker 2: You know, I'm not an expert, but can I ask

1645
01:24:57,520 --> 01:24:58,800
Speaker 2: you a cup, what do you do for a living?

1646
01:25:00,400 --> 01:25:00,519
Speaker 14: Uh?

1647
01:25:01,600 --> 01:25:06,880
Speaker 3: I provide it service for like a like trading software,

1648
01:25:07,160 --> 01:25:12,320
Speaker 3: so it's like stop in brokerage and it's like interesting.

1649
01:25:13,479 --> 01:25:14,960
Speaker 2: And if I were you, I mean I would talk

1650
01:25:15,000 --> 01:25:17,160
Speaker 2: to your your significant other about this because that's a

1651
01:25:17,160 --> 01:25:20,240
Speaker 2: whole big thing. But yeah, look, if you feel.

1652
01:25:19,960 --> 01:25:22,559
Speaker 3: Like he's like make the changes, you know, start looking

1653
01:25:22,600 --> 01:25:25,400
Speaker 3: for jobs, and then I guess what stops is like

1654
01:25:25,479 --> 01:25:27,240
Speaker 3: you know, all the doubt of well.

1655
01:25:27,120 --> 01:25:28,800
Speaker 10: Is it a good decision to do this?

1656
01:25:28,840 --> 01:25:31,559
Speaker 3: In the pandemic? Are you should you do this? If

1657
01:25:31,600 --> 01:25:33,559
Speaker 3: you're this comfortable how you were?

1658
01:25:33,720 --> 01:25:33,800
Speaker 11: Like?

1659
01:25:33,880 --> 01:25:37,439
Speaker 3: Can you afford having to be less comfortable? It's like

1660
01:25:37,920 --> 01:25:40,160
Speaker 3: questions from everywhere, dude, that I would never come up

1661
01:25:40,200 --> 01:25:41,880
Speaker 3: with until they pop in my head.

1662
01:25:42,640 --> 01:25:46,479
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean like financial financially. You know, what I

1663
01:25:46,520 --> 01:25:49,360
Speaker 2: would do is just look at everything that you spend

1664
01:25:49,360 --> 01:25:52,000
Speaker 2: money on and how much you can downgrade it. You know,

1665
01:25:52,120 --> 01:25:54,479
Speaker 2: can you live in a shittier place to save up

1666
01:25:54,520 --> 01:25:57,920
Speaker 2: more money so that you can quit your job and

1667
01:25:58,360 --> 01:26:00,599
Speaker 2: uh go travel and do what you want to do?

1668
01:26:00,760 --> 01:26:03,439
Speaker 2: And then you know, do you have the skills in

1669
01:26:03,479 --> 01:26:05,400
Speaker 2: an industry that like you can get a new one

1670
01:26:06,479 --> 01:26:09,519
Speaker 2: when you're done. And also, I still feel like you're

1671
01:26:09,520 --> 01:26:10,720
Speaker 2: pretty young. I know a lot of people say that

1672
01:26:10,760 --> 01:26:13,559
Speaker 2: twenty seven is old or whatever, but it's it's yeah, I.

1673
01:26:13,479 --> 01:26:16,400
Speaker 16: Can't tell if it's like a midlife or core crisis

1674
01:26:16,479 --> 01:26:17,840
Speaker 16: or whatever label you want to put it.

1675
01:26:18,040 --> 01:26:18,439
Speaker 6: I don't know.

1676
01:26:18,479 --> 01:26:20,840
Speaker 3: You know, it's like that's the main reason I wanted

1677
01:26:20,840 --> 01:26:22,680
Speaker 3: to call you today because I was like, well, I mean,

1678
01:26:22,680 --> 01:26:24,559
Speaker 3: I'm turning twenty seven. I might as well do this

1679
01:26:24,600 --> 01:26:26,160
Speaker 3: now before I get it the older.

1680
01:26:26,560 --> 01:26:29,080
Speaker 2: I think so too, especially since you don't have any

1681
01:26:29,080 --> 01:26:30,640
Speaker 2: fucking kids. If you like, if you were, if you were,

1682
01:26:30,720 --> 01:26:32,360
Speaker 2: if we were talking and you had kids, I were like, yeah,

1683
01:26:32,400 --> 01:26:35,679
Speaker 2: I have no idea. You're fucked, but you don't have kids.

1684
01:26:35,760 --> 01:26:39,160
Speaker 2: How amazing you don't have kids. I know you don't

1685
01:26:39,160 --> 01:26:41,160
Speaker 2: have kids, Do you have a mortgage, do you rent?

1686
01:26:41,240 --> 01:26:44,040
Speaker 2: Do you buy? Do you what I really is tying around?

1687
01:26:46,400 --> 01:26:48,559
Speaker 3: I guess myself, I guess that's what I mean. It's

1688
01:26:48,600 --> 01:26:50,360
Speaker 3: just me not making the moves.

1689
01:26:50,400 --> 01:26:50,759
Speaker 6: I guess.

1690
01:26:50,840 --> 01:26:53,880
Speaker 3: I don't know if it's just self doubt or just

1691
01:26:54,200 --> 01:26:59,680
Speaker 3: being too comfortable, or just because I think if I

1692
01:27:00,000 --> 01:27:01,920
Speaker 3: make a hard look in my life, most of the

1693
01:27:01,960 --> 01:27:05,439
Speaker 3: biggest change I was in the catalyst for I was

1694
01:27:05,520 --> 01:27:08,280
Speaker 3: just along for the ride and I had to learn how.

1695
01:27:08,200 --> 01:27:09,080
Speaker 6: To enjoy it.

1696
01:27:10,080 --> 01:27:14,320
Speaker 3: So I don't, you know, I don't know if I'm

1697
01:27:14,360 --> 01:27:16,479
Speaker 3: just too comfortable. So I guess I'm just looking for

1698
01:27:16,520 --> 01:27:19,920
Speaker 3: that drive, you know that, like I said, like the

1699
01:27:19,960 --> 01:27:22,000
Speaker 3: people back then, just fucking run for it.

1700
01:27:23,439 --> 01:27:24,760
Speaker 2: I mean, I look, I think you should do it.

1701
01:27:24,800 --> 01:27:26,200
Speaker 2: I think you should just go for it. I mean,

1702
01:27:26,240 --> 01:27:28,640
Speaker 2: because look, what's the worst second I don't have. I

1703
01:27:28,640 --> 01:27:30,759
Speaker 2: don't know sort of, I don't really know the books

1704
01:27:30,760 --> 01:27:33,760
Speaker 2: on your financial situation, but I mean I would just.

1705
01:27:33,680 --> 01:27:36,040
Speaker 16: Be like, you know, it's not I'm not saying that

1706
01:27:36,120 --> 01:27:40,040
Speaker 16: I'm you know, fucking in the rits or anything, but

1707
01:27:40,120 --> 01:27:44,639
Speaker 16: it's like, also, I've come to what.

1708
01:27:46,200 --> 01:27:50,080
Speaker 3: You just did not working out and then me trying

1709
01:27:50,120 --> 01:27:52,559
Speaker 3: something else. It's not that bad.

1710
01:27:52,800 --> 01:27:55,840
Speaker 2: You're not gonna die. You know, have kids if you

1711
01:27:55,880 --> 01:27:57,639
Speaker 2: had again, if you had if I if you had kids,

1712
01:27:57,640 --> 01:28:00,240
Speaker 2: you'd be But you don't have kids. You can, you

1713
01:28:00,280 --> 01:28:03,160
Speaker 2: can fail, you can. You know, you have room to.

1714
01:28:04,680 --> 01:28:07,960
Speaker 2: You're really only responsible for yourself right now. And look,

1715
01:28:08,000 --> 01:28:10,000
Speaker 2: if you have a long term thing and you're eventually

1716
01:28:10,000 --> 01:28:11,920
Speaker 2: gonna want kids, I feel like you're in the best

1717
01:28:11,960 --> 01:28:13,559
Speaker 2: position right now to do what you want to do.

1718
01:28:13,720 --> 01:28:16,920
Speaker 2: If I were you, I would go do it, you know.

1719
01:28:17,000 --> 01:28:18,720
Speaker 2: And you're not like a fucking you know, like I

1720
01:28:18,720 --> 01:28:20,360
Speaker 2: got friends who are like going to be in medical

1721
01:28:20,360 --> 01:28:24,400
Speaker 2: school for the rest of their fucking I know, dude, whatever,

1722
01:28:24,840 --> 01:28:27,400
Speaker 2: they can't do anything. But if you have an it job,

1723
01:28:27,439 --> 01:28:28,880
Speaker 2: you can. You can get a new one.

1724
01:28:29,280 --> 01:28:29,720
Speaker 4: Go do it.

1725
01:28:29,760 --> 01:28:31,920
Speaker 2: Do the thing. You're gonna die, man, I really think

1726
01:28:31,920 --> 01:28:32,599
Speaker 2: you go do the thing.

1727
01:28:33,880 --> 01:28:37,280
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's the thing. Man. Once existentialism comes in, it's

1728
01:28:37,320 --> 01:28:39,200
Speaker 3: like I don't know why I'm not doing it, so

1729
01:28:39,280 --> 01:28:43,479
Speaker 3: I don't do the thing. I just needed to hear diego, diego.

1730
01:28:43,520 --> 01:28:45,200
Speaker 2: I'll see you on the fucking road, my friend.

1731
01:28:45,720 --> 01:28:46,600
Speaker 11: Dude.

1732
01:28:46,240 --> 01:28:48,880
Speaker 3: I enjoyed it this very much. I hope you have

1733
01:28:48,920 --> 01:28:49,439
Speaker 3: a great night.

1734
01:28:49,479 --> 01:28:51,320
Speaker 2: I go, of course, I you on the road of

1735
01:28:51,360 --> 01:28:51,599
Speaker 2: the night.

1736
01:28:52,280 --> 01:28:52,880
Speaker 11: Peace brother.

1737
01:28:57,120 --> 01:29:01,679
Speaker 9: On the line Therapi get goes.

1738
01:29:01,479 --> 01:29:02,200
Speaker 2: Down his eye.

1739
01:29:02,240 --> 01:29:04,880
Speaker 9: Who's teaching you to how to live your life? But

1740
01:29:05,080 --> 01:29:07,879
Speaker 9: he's not really an expert.