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Speaker 1: I'm a homegirl that knows a little bit about everything

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Speaker 1: and everybody.

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Speaker 2: You know, if you don't lie about that.

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Speaker 3: Right, Hey, y'all, what's up.

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Speaker 1: It's Laura l Rosa and this is the latest with

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Speaker 1: Laura l. Rosa.

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Speaker 4: This is your DELI dig.

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Speaker 1: On all things pop culture, entertainment, news, and all of

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Speaker 1: the conversations that shake the room. Now it is time

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Speaker 1: for one of those conversations. Because I was well, I

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Speaker 1: had the privilege of joining Two Chains in conversation live

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Speaker 1: in conversation during this year's Culture Con that took place

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Speaker 1: here in New York City. And Culture Con is all

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Speaker 1: about the creatives, but I think it's a great place

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Speaker 1: for you to understand and learn about business and storytelling

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Speaker 1: and you know how to bridge the gap between the

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Speaker 1: two to make a successful career from the successful person themselves.

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Speaker 1: So that's what I talked to two Chains about. He

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Speaker 1: also has a new book, and he also has a

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Speaker 1: new book, The Voice in My Head is God, that

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Speaker 1: drops early March, and he has a film out. It's

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Speaker 1: called Red Clay. It's not out yet yet. It's actually

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Speaker 1: being seen at film festivals all over right now, but

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Speaker 1: it's very personal. He's opening up about his mother's addiction.

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Speaker 1: For the first time, he's opening up about, you know,

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Speaker 1: the internal conversations he has with himself, and we get

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Speaker 1: into why right now and all the things. Take a

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Speaker 1: listen to to chains An I at culture con.

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Speaker 3: How are you you wanna do it?

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Speaker 5: Y'all doing?

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Speaker 3: How you doing it? We are doing amazing?

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Speaker 2: Man.

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Speaker 4: I am really excited for this conversation. I want to

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Speaker 4: sorrow because you're talking about a lot of activities.

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Speaker 3: If you want out here, well, we got a new

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Speaker 3: one to add. Author. You have your book coming. The

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Speaker 3: voice is in my I'm sorry. The voice in my

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Speaker 3: head is God. That is an up a title.

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Speaker 4: Can you talk me a little bit about the title

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Speaker 4: of choosing the title, the naming of the book.

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Speaker 2: Well, when I chose the title of my book, I

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Speaker 2: was working on a book and I was doing my mask.

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Speaker 3: Not to be compared to either out the artists.

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Speaker 2: A lot of hardists like to do autobiographies that are

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Speaker 2: sometimes trauma for has deal with who who struggled the most?

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Speaker 2: And you know we've all all started to tell we

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Speaker 2: all couple, you know, different trin challenges and backgrounds. But

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Speaker 2: when I was working on this book, I had stories

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Speaker 2: and I had some ideas, and I've always had a

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Speaker 2: voice in my head.

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Speaker 3: My Mama used to tell me that asked me who

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Speaker 3: the hell I'm talking to.

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Speaker 2: And when I was doing research for the book, I

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Speaker 2: was looking at some of the male in my partlish

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Speaker 2: to write before prison. And then every Invalope people would

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Speaker 2: say God is love, God is love, God is love.

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Speaker 3: I'd rather be even just ignored it for a long time.

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Speaker 2: And then one day I took the ears out and

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Speaker 2: I'm put an equal sign, and I said, God equals love,

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Speaker 2: because if.

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Speaker 3: It ain't no love, it ain't no God. So when

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Speaker 3: I started order an idea from a book.

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Speaker 2: Behind that and start, you know, really thinking that the

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Speaker 2: reason I'm right here now, I'm move on my tripper

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Speaker 2: and with the success that I think like I have

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Speaker 2: is because I quiet down the outside laws and now

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Speaker 2: listen to the voice of my head.

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Speaker 3: And I fel like, if God is.

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Speaker 2: Supposed to be in you, that might be, that might

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Speaker 2: be where the voice is.

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Speaker 3: That's how I came up with the book.

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Speaker 4: Well, first of all, shout out to you, because I

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Speaker 4: think when you have masked so much success like you had,

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Speaker 4: there are a lot of times where you know people

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Speaker 4: don't give it on the gut. And I think to

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Speaker 4: see and hear you do that, it speaks volunce for

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Speaker 4: you know where you're on your venture.

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Speaker 3: Can you talk to me a.

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Speaker 4: Bit about what happens when the voice in your head?

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Speaker 3: Is it God? Can you hear other voices the noise?

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Speaker 3: What's that?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: So I have a chap boot comber bucket voice. I

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Speaker 3: think we already have a bucket voice. We notice something

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Speaker 3: right and you just do it, but we'll say fuck it.

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Speaker 3: But I guess the way I could tell you that

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Speaker 3: it's not God? I know you did you know what

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Speaker 3: I'm saying. That's kind of how I shine hope again.

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Speaker 3: It's that I have for my book. It's not a

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Speaker 2: It's not like I have chapters from the Bible or

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Speaker 3: I feel like being with charlottle Bit later their females, So.

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Speaker 2: I honestually think, like my mom a pap of femails

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Speaker 2: in my panel, they already had the super powl. This

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Speaker 2: is this thing about being had too hichi and having

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Speaker 3: I think we give that linker, So what I recognize that?

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Speaker 3: I mean, I just listen to this voice doing everything.

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Speaker 2: I look the way I go home listening to this voice,

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Speaker 3: By this voice in my head.

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Speaker 4: Well, you have so right down, you had you know

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Speaker 4: your book coming, and then you had your Red clayth

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Speaker 4: in them, which is also very vulnerable. Red Chris Bill's

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Speaker 4: love why right now gets so personal, like you know,

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Speaker 4: divulge so much, like what was the conversation that you're

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Speaker 4: having with that voice that need teaching?

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Speaker 1: You's want to went up about.

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Speaker 4: So many things in store.

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Speaker 2: Well, a lot of the things I think that I

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Speaker 2: went through when I was when I was younger, I'm

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Speaker 3: I'm embarrassed to h to revisit. And I look at

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Speaker 2: Now and there's a calm appeal, you know with Red

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Speaker 3: But the relationship I have my mom bowing up.

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Speaker 2: Then I that when I it's in a festival runner

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Speaker 2: right now, So that's why people can't see it. But

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Speaker 2: when I did the festival in Atlanta, and I had

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Speaker 2: I have my head now because I had friends in

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Speaker 3: And I was truly, truly, truly advassed.

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Speaker 2: And then when I did another, say one in Denver,

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Speaker 3: That didn't know me, and I didn't care what their

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Speaker 2: So a lot of stuff that you're sitting in me

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Speaker 3: You know, on my owner. I understand that that you know,

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Speaker 3: we all that was good work. You.

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Speaker 4: You've always been a person that people point to us

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Speaker 4: say they go, you are me?

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Speaker 3: Are you play for that?

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Speaker 2: Yes?

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Speaker 4: You God for that?

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Speaker 3: For short?

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Speaker 2: Right? Sure?

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Speaker 4: You always in the first time you put poets who

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Speaker 4: you say, you know what you see, it what you get.

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Speaker 4: You're very honest, You're very authentic. You're very choosy yourself.

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Speaker 4: But you said you had your heads down doing that screening,

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Speaker 4: and I can you know imagine that Boldia thinks your

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Speaker 4: right but personally behind the current.

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Speaker 3: What was it like having a conversation.

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Speaker 4: With your bomb after she saw the film and just

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Speaker 4: even in writing your book, people you talk about in

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Speaker 4: the book and experiences having those conversationss what was that

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Speaker 3: It wasn't Trauma's house reach out sensing it was very hard.

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Speaker 2: My mom came to the set the whole week of

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Speaker 2: knew I was shooting a little bit, but she didn't

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Speaker 2: or you know what it was.

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Speaker 6: She just is a support.

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Speaker 2: She's gonna sppro. But I'm a whole child, you know,

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Speaker 3: In a bun of my mom chip. So he's to

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Speaker 2: But then I got a copy of the short Field

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Speaker 2: probably about I would say about five or six weeks.

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Speaker 2: I never mentioned that I had the copy back because

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Speaker 6: I don't know if I had to, and I don't

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Speaker 3: Be the one to sell my old mom drugs. And

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Speaker 2: If iver you know what I'm saying, And it's something

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Speaker 3: I don't talk about it. I'm trying to be harder

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Speaker 2: What I mean.

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Speaker 3: It was just a struggle on I shoulder tour. She's

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Speaker 2: Side of the fountain.

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Speaker 3: It's like this tall mountain. We have me flying this

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Speaker 3: you know. So the field, much like the book, is

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Speaker 2: It's sounding like you know, I know I have assistant human.

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Speaker 2: I smiled a lot, but a lot of that was

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Speaker 3: Is is that got me through high school?

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Speaker 2: She's like, I would smile the thing that was like

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Speaker 2: my biggest smile that I behind you, But most of

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Speaker 2: it is something any of that that's how Manova through

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Speaker 3: And it's somewhat easing. Cous just ready, can y'all get

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Speaker 3: it sent right? And it's like, okay, getting loud. You know,

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Speaker 3: I'm happy your room.

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Speaker 2: It's a journey.

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Speaker 4: I'm up here, but I.

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Speaker 3: Think it's get out there. But I mean, I think

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Speaker 3: told me to come up this it's something to me

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Speaker 3: that he come up. Somebody, boys are gonna come here today,

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Speaker 3: and then something told you to come here today and

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Speaker 3: then you bring it to be.

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Speaker 4: That's what that is.

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Speaker 3: That's what I'm saying, then you that's what it is.

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Speaker 3: I wasn't Eve gonna come up in there and bread

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Speaker 3: the two show you go, you gonna be something told

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Speaker 3: me to come on he put it, give you my

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Speaker 3: way on. Now you're gonna flourish. Just just be so

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Speaker 3: plumbing it and be great and everything, y'all.

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Speaker 1: At the end of each episode, I tell you, guys,

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Speaker 1: I am always appreciative for you guys tuning and my

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Speaker 1: lowriders who've been rocking out with me, born or not.

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Speaker 3: I appreciate you guys.

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Speaker 1: Because y'all could be anywhere with anybody talking about this stuff,

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Speaker 1: hearing all the recaps, but y'all choose to be year

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Speaker 1: will me every single episode, and for that, I am

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Speaker 1: so thankful. Every single episode. I'm so thankful, So thank

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Speaker 1: you guys. Tell a friend and tell a friend that

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Speaker 1: this episode is out, it's live, share it and all

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Speaker 1: the things. I will catch you in my next episode.