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Speaker 3: I can't even come on Jon because she thought that.

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Speaker 4: Now I'm kind of money.

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Speaker 1: Yeah see that.

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Speaker 5: I don't know you wear out friends dat, I don't

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Speaker 1: Ain't Simon Scottie drinking ally like his coffee? So I

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Speaker 6: Winn't run up on your head, lay rocky, damn No,

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Speaker 6: feeling like Chris that was dancing on my rest.

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Speaker 1: This is the Jiggins and Jones Show. Do we still

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Speaker 1: do NPR?

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Speaker 7: Bro?

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Speaker 1: We gave up on it. I guess it had his run, man.

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Speaker 8: I mean I feel like it had his run.

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Speaker 1: Man. You know we don't want to drag it out

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Speaker 8: the corny white guy boy.

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Speaker 1: This is the Jiggins and Jill Hill that was right there.

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Speaker 1: I'm will Jeff throw Jenkins and this is my buddy

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Speaker 1: Dragonfly Jones here.

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Speaker 8: That's what as always. Thank you for listening.

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Speaker 4: And if you like our show, I give us, you know,

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Speaker 8: If you don't want to give us all the stars,

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Speaker 1: Fuck you leave us the funk alone.

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Speaker 1: the nigga voices. It feels kind of weird saying nigga

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Speaker 1: You feel me? You know, I ain't black enough for

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Speaker 8: I'm fucking blown away by that ship, Dude.

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Speaker 4: I did not expect that ship to be that fucking because,

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Speaker 8: Motherfucking Well.

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Speaker 4: This motherfucker pulled up the goddamn Quavos party in a

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Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, that's some dope.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, that motherfucker's He's fucking black James Bond, Bro.

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Speaker 1: But think about the thought that went into that. You

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Speaker 1: drive the race? Then I'm gonna drive a yacht home

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Speaker 1: and you drive the rape home, you know what I mean?

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Speaker 1: Pulled the switcher rude, like, come on, man, you coming there?

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Speaker 1: even hear him talking like today, he was like, if

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Speaker 1: with me move like I, oh, I gotta repent for

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Speaker 1: a lot of the ship I did. It's flat out, man,

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Speaker 1: I owe motherfuckers. That's how I feel. Man, Like for real, Bro,

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Speaker 1: the's some shit I've done, and like I didn't know

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Speaker 8: That's exactly what it is, dude.

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Speaker 4: Like, like, if you get caught out there and you

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Speaker 8: Bro.

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Speaker 1: I mean, you can't help but resist somebody to hurt you. Moms, yo,

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Speaker 1: in the living room. He was like, fucked up, Ain't it?

434
00:19:08,920 --> 00:19:11,320
Speaker 1: That's all he said. He was like fucked up? Ain't it?

435
00:19:12,600 --> 00:19:15,440
Speaker 1: Real as fuck? Though? And that's how my dad delivers

436
00:19:15,480 --> 00:19:17,960
Speaker 1: shit like you know what I mean, Like he might

437
00:19:18,000 --> 00:19:20,600
Speaker 1: not have like crushed my dreams when I was like out,

438
00:19:20,640 --> 00:19:24,360
Speaker 1: you know, evangelizing or whatever the fuck you wanna call it.

439
00:19:24,720 --> 00:19:26,720
Speaker 1: But when I came to my realization and I had

440
00:19:26,800 --> 00:19:33,480
Speaker 1: and I was talking to him, he was like, you know, yeah,

441
00:19:33,600 --> 00:19:36,960
Speaker 1: you know my mom, My mom, she she she she wants.

442
00:19:36,960 --> 00:19:39,600
Speaker 1: She's not as a hunted with me about that ship.

443
00:19:39,600 --> 00:19:41,879
Speaker 1: But yeah, I mean, but like, but in situations like that,

444
00:19:41,920 --> 00:19:45,439
Speaker 1: my mom she's she's blunt, but it's different, man, Like

445
00:19:45,480 --> 00:19:48,600
Speaker 1: it's different. Like like when I first graduated, my mom

446
00:19:48,680 --> 00:19:50,199
Speaker 1: hugged the fuck out of me, and she was like,

447
00:19:50,280 --> 00:19:52,760
Speaker 1: now we're gonna see where your hustle's at. Like this

448
00:19:52,840 --> 00:19:54,680
Speaker 1: is where the hustle began. You feel me Like, she's

449
00:19:54,680 --> 00:19:57,040
Speaker 1: so she's she's real as fucked, but she did it

450
00:19:57,080 --> 00:19:59,680
Speaker 1: while hugging me while like after congratulating me. It's just

451
00:19:59,760 --> 00:20:01,840
Speaker 1: kind of different how your mom goes about doing things.

452
00:20:01,880 --> 00:20:05,960
Speaker 1: But you always feel like, no matter y, no matter what,

453
00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:08,280
Speaker 1: I always feel love for my mom regardless of the situation.

454
00:20:08,320 --> 00:20:09,840
Speaker 1: You feel me, And that's kind of different. Like, yo,

455
00:20:09,880 --> 00:20:11,920
Speaker 1: your mom, that's how your mom delivers shit, you know

456
00:20:11,960 --> 00:20:15,200
Speaker 1: what I mean, through love, But Yeah, it's weird, man,

457
00:20:15,240 --> 00:20:18,280
Speaker 1: it's weird, Like how how close we are to our

458
00:20:18,320 --> 00:20:20,560
Speaker 1: moms who rather, you know, compared to our dads. Like

459
00:20:20,560 --> 00:20:23,200
Speaker 1: you know, our dads are cool, but it's a different thing.

460
00:20:23,359 --> 00:20:25,840
Speaker 1: And so as a kid, you know, if you hurt

461
00:20:25,840 --> 00:20:29,040
Speaker 1: my mom, I mean, it's just fucky, right, you know

462
00:20:29,040 --> 00:20:30,919
Speaker 1: what I mean. I mean, even though she ain't perfect,

463
00:20:30,880 --> 00:20:33,240
Speaker 1: she's perfectly fucked to me. You feel me so like yeah, man,

464
00:20:33,359 --> 00:20:36,640
Speaker 1: like I can see how that would. I mean, what's

465
00:20:36,680 --> 00:20:38,400
Speaker 1: he gonna say that? What's he gonna say? The blue?

466
00:20:38,880 --> 00:20:40,720
Speaker 1: I mean, what's he gonna say the blue? What do

467
00:20:40,800 --> 00:20:43,280
Speaker 1: you say? I mean? Do his whole life is documented,

468
00:20:44,320 --> 00:20:46,119
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, So his mistakes. What do

469
00:20:46,160 --> 00:20:48,280
Speaker 1: you say when when you when it's time to face

470
00:20:48,760 --> 00:20:53,080
Speaker 1: face your mistakes with your fucking daughter. Bro, can't even

471
00:20:53,080 --> 00:20:55,120
Speaker 1: imagine that shit. Then he was talking about like you know,

472
00:20:55,359 --> 00:20:57,520
Speaker 1: investing money and shit and stuff like that. I mean

473
00:20:57,520 --> 00:21:00,399
Speaker 1: that shit was important to hear, bro, you know what

474
00:21:00,400 --> 00:21:03,679
Speaker 1: I mean, Like you know, how like how to invest

475
00:21:03,760 --> 00:21:06,239
Speaker 1: money and like do what that she was talking about? OJ, Like,

476
00:21:06,280 --> 00:21:10,399
Speaker 1: you know, like the conversation we've always had. You know

477
00:21:10,440 --> 00:21:13,520
Speaker 1: what's really funny. I was talking to my lady about

478
00:21:13,520 --> 00:21:15,399
Speaker 1: this shit. You know, she she's afking or whatever. So

479
00:21:15,560 --> 00:21:19,560
Speaker 1: like you know, her family is talking about having conversations

480
00:21:19,560 --> 00:21:21,640
Speaker 1: with their kids now, like damn, we got to talk

481
00:21:21,680 --> 00:21:23,400
Speaker 1: to our kids. They never had to have this conversations

482
00:21:23,400 --> 00:21:27,240
Speaker 1: that we had, like about like don't don't forget you

483
00:21:27,280 --> 00:21:30,840
Speaker 1: black because they weren't a minority. I think that's a

484
00:21:30,920 --> 00:21:36,439
Speaker 1: specific Black American experience. Broll right, that's a Black American

485
00:21:36,480 --> 00:21:38,240
Speaker 1: experience where we had that conversation where like you know

486
00:21:38,240 --> 00:21:41,119
Speaker 1: when he was when he said I'm not I'm not

487
00:21:41,480 --> 00:21:43,640
Speaker 1: I'm not black, I'm oj and he was like okay,

488
00:21:43,880 --> 00:21:47,000
Speaker 1: like you know, still a nigga, bro, Like that's that's

489
00:21:47,040 --> 00:21:50,439
Speaker 1: that is a specific conversation. It seems like where you know,

490
00:21:50,600 --> 00:21:53,280
Speaker 1: black Americans have that conversation like yo, when you leave

491
00:21:53,320 --> 00:21:55,919
Speaker 1: this house, you can never forget you black, you know

492
00:21:55,920 --> 00:21:58,359
Speaker 1: what I mean. Like our parents have been having that

493
00:21:58,400 --> 00:22:00,320
Speaker 1: conversation forever, like you know what I mean, Like just

494
00:22:00,359 --> 00:22:02,199
Speaker 1: they were just talking about, yeah, we gotta better talk

495
00:22:02,240 --> 00:22:03,639
Speaker 1: to our kids, you know what I'm saying. But that

496
00:22:03,760 --> 00:22:06,440
Speaker 1: was crazy that I was like, damn, So I guess

497
00:22:06,440 --> 00:22:08,800
Speaker 1: black people everywhere don't have the conversation. I guess if

498
00:22:08,840 --> 00:22:11,040
Speaker 1: you are black and living in you know, a western,

499
00:22:11,280 --> 00:22:14,800
Speaker 1: westernized society. I guess, like even like I guess you're

500
00:22:14,800 --> 00:22:16,720
Speaker 1: a black in UK, you probably had a conversation too.

501
00:22:17,520 --> 00:22:19,679
Speaker 1: But it's just really interesting, like they were like they

502
00:22:19,760 --> 00:22:22,080
Speaker 1: never had to have those conversations before, like you're black

503
00:22:22,119 --> 00:22:24,840
Speaker 1: because everybody was black around them, But when you're minority

504
00:22:24,840 --> 00:22:29,160
Speaker 1: in these areas, it's like we've I've been having this conversation.

505
00:22:29,400 --> 00:22:33,960
Speaker 1: I can remember hearing, you know what I mean. Yeah,

506
00:22:34,800 --> 00:22:36,760
Speaker 1: like even as a kid, like you know, I remember

507
00:22:36,760 --> 00:22:38,800
Speaker 1: this one dude lied in said I did some shit

508
00:22:38,840 --> 00:22:41,200
Speaker 1: that I didn't. But I was the only black dude

509
00:22:42,040 --> 00:22:45,000
Speaker 1: hanging with all of them, so he probably I don't

510
00:22:45,040 --> 00:22:46,720
Speaker 1: know if he lied because I was black and blamed

511
00:22:46,720 --> 00:22:48,600
Speaker 1: it on me or not. Maybe I was an easy target,

512
00:22:48,960 --> 00:22:51,160
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, but because I was black

513
00:22:51,200 --> 00:22:53,360
Speaker 1: or whatever and I was in Tennessee country as fuck.

514
00:22:53,520 --> 00:22:56,360
Speaker 1: But my mom said, you know, you know these are friends,

515
00:22:56,400 --> 00:22:59,800
Speaker 1: but remember though you know you're supposed to be your friend.

516
00:23:00,040 --> 00:23:01,399
Speaker 1: Know you ripped running the street. I was like in

517
00:23:01,440 --> 00:23:02,600
Speaker 1: third grade, fourth grade.

518
00:23:03,280 --> 00:23:05,720
Speaker 4: Yeah, I remember the first the first time I got

519
00:23:05,720 --> 00:23:10,160
Speaker 4: to talk was when you Seth Hawkins. Was was basically

520
00:23:10,240 --> 00:23:15,200
Speaker 4: lynched if you remember him Summer eighty nine, I think, yeah,

521
00:23:15,359 --> 00:23:18,480
Speaker 4: Blackhead out on in Long Island lynched by like a

522
00:23:18,920 --> 00:23:21,400
Speaker 4: mob of Italians. And that was like the first time

523
00:23:21,440 --> 00:23:23,400
Speaker 4: I got that talk when I was like eight.

524
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Speaker 1: That's crazy though, bro, like like we've I've always had

525
00:23:28,760 --> 00:23:31,399
Speaker 1: that conversation. But yeah, like dog like no matter like

526
00:23:31,880 --> 00:23:38,399
Speaker 1: Rich Nigga, Pole Nigga, Real Nigga, Fox Nigga, like you

527
00:23:38,480 --> 00:23:40,520
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But he was saying some real

528
00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:44,320
Speaker 1: shit and it didn't seem preachy. You feel me? It

529
00:23:44,520 --> 00:23:47,800
Speaker 1: was cool man, it was. It's a good ass album.

530
00:23:47,440 --> 00:23:50,440
Speaker 8: Bro, as good as shit, man, moving as.

531
00:23:50,280 --> 00:23:52,600
Speaker 1: Fuck, man, you know what I mean. So I think

532
00:23:52,640 --> 00:23:54,520
Speaker 1: he was like he had the blueprint to life. He

533
00:23:54,640 --> 00:23:56,399
Speaker 1: kind of like, you know, you know he has an

534
00:23:56,400 --> 00:23:58,520
Speaker 1: Albu blueprint obviously, but you know, he was just kind

535
00:23:58,520 --> 00:24:01,159
Speaker 1: of talking shit. I didn't like. This was like you know,

536
00:24:02,040 --> 00:24:04,560
Speaker 1: Rich Nigga jay Z. This was more like yo, like

537
00:24:05,600 --> 00:24:08,639
Speaker 1: almost like I'm passing this game down to y'all. You

538
00:24:08,680 --> 00:24:11,000
Speaker 1: feel me, right, you know, do what you do, what

539
00:24:11,040 --> 00:24:13,199
Speaker 1: you want with it, do what you want with it.

540
00:24:13,240 --> 00:24:15,439
Speaker 1: But I felt this, this ship felt good, man. That's

541
00:24:15,480 --> 00:24:18,639
Speaker 1: time I felt like this listen to an album. Surprisingly

542
00:24:19,720 --> 00:24:25,080
Speaker 1: or interestingly enough, was fucking Salons. He even talked about

543
00:24:25,119 --> 00:24:26,600
Speaker 1: that even when he said when he said, you know,

544
00:24:26,640 --> 00:24:27,920
Speaker 1: I agked her on, you know, all I had to

545
00:24:27,960 --> 00:24:31,240
Speaker 1: do was apologize. That's all. You know what I'm saying.

546
00:24:31,720 --> 00:24:33,800
Speaker 1: I mean, that's some dude, that's something that I'm going

547
00:24:33,840 --> 00:24:35,000
Speaker 1: to own it up to your ship.

548
00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:38,000
Speaker 4: Bro, Yeah, that's that's that's growing as that And like

549
00:24:38,520 --> 00:24:41,040
Speaker 4: motherfucker's asking, like, why are you applauding a guy he's

550
00:24:41,040 --> 00:24:44,360
Speaker 4: forty seven, for no one's applauding him. It's rare as

551
00:24:44,480 --> 00:24:48,240
Speaker 4: fuck and rap to see somebody this vulnerable and own

552
00:24:48,320 --> 00:24:50,879
Speaker 4: up to their mistakes. That's not you know, Rap is

553
00:24:51,160 --> 00:24:54,200
Speaker 4: the fucking genre of motherfuckers who were too fucking cool

554
00:24:54,240 --> 00:24:58,000
Speaker 4: for every goddamn thing. Right, So here this this guy

555
00:24:58,119 --> 00:25:00,600
Speaker 4: just be this opening, this vulnerable, this flaw.

556
00:25:00,720 --> 00:25:02,960
Speaker 8: It's it's something we don't see every day.

557
00:25:03,560 --> 00:25:06,760
Speaker 1: I mean, I mean yeah, and nobody's saying that what

558
00:25:06,840 --> 00:25:10,960
Speaker 1: he did wasn't fucked up. For sure was fucked up. Yeah,

559
00:25:11,000 --> 00:25:14,199
Speaker 1: but it's it's just cool. I mean, dude, any a

560
00:25:14,280 --> 00:25:17,440
Speaker 1: man in any genre, Joe, dude, like niggas don't man

561
00:25:17,680 --> 00:25:19,760
Speaker 1: and don't be owning up to their ship. Flat the

562
00:25:19,760 --> 00:25:24,399
Speaker 1: fuck out, bro. Yeah, you know, Deny, deny, denies, what

563
00:25:24,480 --> 00:25:26,760
Speaker 1: the fuck we be on? You feel me so just?

564
00:25:26,800 --> 00:25:28,959
Speaker 1: I mean, I think that's what I mean. It's I

565
00:25:29,000 --> 00:25:31,760
Speaker 1: had some real conversations with my homies after this shit.

566
00:25:31,840 --> 00:25:34,440
Speaker 1: You know what I mean about like owning up to ship.

567
00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:36,040
Speaker 1: You know what I mean. We've talked about it obviously,

568
00:25:36,359 --> 00:25:38,520
Speaker 1: but you know, it's just interesting talking about it after

569
00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:43,200
Speaker 1: a dude like like Jay is basically owning up to

570
00:25:43,240 --> 00:25:45,840
Speaker 1: his ship in front of the world, right, you know

571
00:25:45,880 --> 00:25:49,760
Speaker 1: what I mean. It's like damn Like, you know, niggas, niggas, niggas,

572
00:25:50,240 --> 00:25:52,440
Speaker 1: niggas need to get on their ship. Man, quit bullshit.

573
00:25:52,440 --> 00:25:53,760
Speaker 1: And you feel me. I mean it's been like that

574
00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:57,600
Speaker 1: obviously grown, but it's interesting hearing somebody that influential, you know,

575
00:25:57,680 --> 00:25:59,639
Speaker 1: maybe you know a younger a younger dude that you

576
00:25:59,640 --> 00:26:03,080
Speaker 1: know it's kind of wild and ship. I mean, it's

577
00:26:03,119 --> 00:26:05,160
Speaker 1: kind of it's kind of weird about the cheating ship

578
00:26:05,280 --> 00:26:07,120
Speaker 1: or like the wild ship. I feel like I don't

579
00:26:07,119 --> 00:26:09,720
Speaker 1: feel like you should be in a relationship at a

580
00:26:09,720 --> 00:26:11,440
Speaker 1: young age period because I feel like you're just gonna

581
00:26:11,440 --> 00:26:15,520
Speaker 1: suck up. Yeah, Like, but at the same time, you

582
00:26:15,560 --> 00:26:16,800
Speaker 1: need to learn these relationships.

583
00:26:16,880 --> 00:26:19,280
Speaker 8: Yeah right, you got to learn from those futs.

584
00:26:19,320 --> 00:26:22,960
Speaker 1: Got to learn. But you like, dude, the ship that

585
00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:25,439
Speaker 1: we be doing, I mean men and women because you

586
00:26:25,440 --> 00:26:28,840
Speaker 1: see Black China, Rob. We'll get to that. They fucking

587
00:26:28,840 --> 00:26:31,160
Speaker 1: each other, you feel me. But from both sides, man,

588
00:26:31,240 --> 00:26:33,840
Speaker 1: like that ship, that ship can stick with your ass,

589
00:26:33,880 --> 00:26:34,399
Speaker 1: you feel me.

590
00:26:35,080 --> 00:26:37,360
Speaker 8: Yeah, So it's.

591
00:26:37,200 --> 00:26:38,800
Speaker 1: Just it's just weird. I guess it's just you know,

592
00:26:38,880 --> 00:26:41,000
Speaker 1: learning how to get over and ship. But yeah, man,

593
00:26:41,080 --> 00:26:45,520
Speaker 1: like having conversation with people as an adult talking about like,

594
00:26:45,600 --> 00:26:47,280
Speaker 1: you know, ship that's not done in the past, kind

595
00:26:47,320 --> 00:26:50,200
Speaker 1: of it feels kind of different, bro, Like it don't

596
00:26:50,240 --> 00:26:54,560
Speaker 1: it don't. I don't know. It's like damn, like motherfucker's

597
00:26:54,640 --> 00:26:57,800
Speaker 1: hurt like that, you know what I mean? Like, yeah,

598
00:26:57,880 --> 00:27:03,199
Speaker 1: I don't know, man. But anyway, anyway, man caught up

599
00:27:03,240 --> 00:27:05,320
Speaker 1: in a thought like damn.

600
00:27:06,760 --> 00:27:11,520
Speaker 6: Yeah.

601
00:27:11,760 --> 00:27:16,080
Speaker 11: Five from Bedford Shavis the livest One represented BK to

602
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Speaker 11: the Bullets best to dumpkin would hope be fucking chicken

603
00:27:20,800 --> 00:27:23,040
Speaker 11: heads be clucking h Back when.

604
00:27:22,960 --> 00:27:25,359
Speaker 3: Ratchet was the Ratchet in the Vixen was the Vixing,

605
00:27:25,400 --> 00:27:28,720
Speaker 3: and Gymaster J was a live I was mixing, cooking,

606
00:27:28,800 --> 00:27:31,200
Speaker 3: cooking the kitchen, back when Robin was a piston, Mike

607
00:27:31,359 --> 00:27:33,360
Speaker 3: was losing to I say, your buddy Zum will get

608
00:27:33,400 --> 00:27:35,920
Speaker 3: his six one eight birth to my verbull imagination, the

609
00:27:36,080 --> 00:27:39,240
Speaker 3: Sumer virtue if you have not better yet, here's a verse.

610
00:27:39,200 --> 00:27:39,879
Speaker 12: From hammeling Lo.

611
00:27:40,080 --> 00:27:41,919
Speaker 3: We know who we are, yet we know not what

612
00:27:42,040 --> 00:27:44,840
Speaker 3: we may be. So maybe I'm the one. No, maybe

613
00:27:44,880 --> 00:27:47,520
Speaker 3: I'm crazy. I'm from Marcy Houses where the boys not

614
00:27:47,640 --> 00:27:49,880
Speaker 3: by a thousand. Back when paying what's all Martin year,

615
00:27:49,920 --> 00:27:51,959
Speaker 3: That's where it all started, when this that was Bly

616
00:27:52,119 --> 00:27:55,960
Speaker 3: and corpet I'll pack up nine millimeter when slicker with me,

617
00:27:56,080 --> 00:27:58,920
Speaker 3: Moon and Lisa, when Lisa Monet was Beyonce. Other day

618
00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:01,199
Speaker 3: I had the was y'all big God just popped up

619
00:28:01,200 --> 00:28:04,040
Speaker 3: in this bitch like a beat us NOFE pregnant. Pause,

620
00:28:04,880 --> 00:28:06,320
Speaker 3: give you some second dog.

621
00:28:06,160 --> 00:28:07,560
Speaker 4: To swim on the bandwagon.

622
00:28:07,640 --> 00:28:17,720
Speaker 8: Don't have bought.

623
00:28:15,840 --> 00:28:17,639
Speaker 1: Streets? Is so.

624
00:28:17,680 --> 00:28:19,760
Speaker 4: One of the issues jay Z touched on in his

625
00:28:19,880 --> 00:28:22,919
Speaker 4: new album four forty four is his.

626
00:28:23,080 --> 00:28:25,240
Speaker 8: Mother coming out of the closet as a lesbian.

627
00:28:26,600 --> 00:28:31,560
Speaker 4: Segueing into this, we had a discussion with Mike Gardabascio,

628
00:28:32,280 --> 00:28:40,120
Speaker 4: who is Ale, who is a journalist out in Long Beach, California,

629
00:28:40,160 --> 00:28:42,320
Speaker 4: and he dealt with the same issue with his father.

630
00:28:42,440 --> 00:28:46,280
Speaker 4: So we present to you all right mini interview with

631
00:28:46,400 --> 00:28:47,680
Speaker 4: Mike Gardabaskio.

632
00:28:48,080 --> 00:28:51,040
Speaker 1: Guardabasco is our first interview ever on the Jings and

633
00:28:51,120 --> 00:28:53,880
Speaker 1: Junian podcast. So enjoy.

634
00:28:56,320 --> 00:29:01,200
Speaker 6: White guy voice. I'm excited, happy to have you, bow,

635
00:29:02,520 --> 00:29:04,840
Speaker 6: I'm happy to be here, buddy. Thanks for having me.

636
00:29:06,600 --> 00:29:06,840
Speaker 2: Dude.

637
00:29:06,880 --> 00:29:08,240
Speaker 1: I didn't even know if I was gonna be able

638
00:29:08,280 --> 00:29:09,800
Speaker 1: to do this, Like I was like looking through all

639
00:29:09,840 --> 00:29:12,440
Speaker 1: this ship man, like this is the first time. We're

640
00:29:12,560 --> 00:29:14,600
Speaker 1: terrible with it, like with fucking technology.

641
00:29:14,640 --> 00:29:16,880
Speaker 6: So hey, I'm gonna be completely honest with you.

642
00:29:16,920 --> 00:29:20,000
Speaker 13: I totally put Skype on my phone and created an

643
00:29:20,000 --> 00:29:20,880
Speaker 13: account for this.

644
00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:22,960
Speaker 6: So I was also like, do I have to have

645
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Speaker 6: it open when they're calling or.

646
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Speaker 1: So why did it happens? We can tell other people,

647
00:29:28,440 --> 00:29:29,600
Speaker 1: you know, because it.

648
00:29:29,720 --> 00:29:31,640
Speaker 13: Just it just came up like a like a regular

649
00:29:31,720 --> 00:29:33,840
Speaker 13: phone call on my iPhone and the.

650
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Speaker 6: Answer button and then it opened the app and like

651
00:29:36,720 --> 00:29:38,520
Speaker 6: opened up and now I'm looking at a picture of

652
00:29:38,560 --> 00:29:40,400
Speaker 6: you in a brewer's hat.

653
00:29:40,600 --> 00:29:44,720
Speaker 1: Okay, that's the best fit it ever created, by the way. Yeah,

654
00:29:45,360 --> 00:29:46,320
Speaker 1: it is all.

655
00:29:46,280 --> 00:29:50,560
Speaker 4: Right, all right, so my mother fucking skype from when

656
00:29:50,600 --> 00:29:53,200
Speaker 4: my job from like seven years ago set my ship up,

657
00:29:53,200 --> 00:29:57,240
Speaker 4: Like my ship still has like my jobs initials, and

658
00:29:57,320 --> 00:29:58,760
Speaker 4: I don't give a fuck man.

659
00:29:59,000 --> 00:30:02,520
Speaker 1: Right right picture probably from like eight years ago to so.

660
00:30:03,200 --> 00:30:06,760
Speaker 1: But dude, this is you're the first fucking interview ever

661
00:30:06,840 --> 00:30:07,720
Speaker 1: on this motherfucker.

662
00:30:07,720 --> 00:30:11,160
Speaker 13: That's that's that is crazy. I appreciate that. I appreciate

663
00:30:11,160 --> 00:30:12,720
Speaker 13: you having me on. That's what that was crazy to

664
00:30:12,760 --> 00:30:13,520
Speaker 13: me when you said that.

665
00:30:14,120 --> 00:30:16,520
Speaker 1: I mean, you've been a homie forever though, bro, Like

666
00:30:17,480 --> 00:30:19,280
Speaker 1: we've been fucking with you forever. Like, I don't know

667
00:30:19,280 --> 00:30:20,640
Speaker 1: how to say your last name, but.

668
00:30:22,560 --> 00:30:25,200
Speaker 6: I have members of my family. But believe me, my

669
00:30:25,240 --> 00:30:30,160
Speaker 6: wife's family has never even attempted to say my last right.

670
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Speaker 13: She's she's uh, part black, part Japanese, and a bunch

671
00:30:35,720 --> 00:30:36,280
Speaker 13: of other stuff.

672
00:30:36,320 --> 00:30:39,440
Speaker 8: Yet yeah, heard the American dream man her.

673
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Speaker 13: Well, in in Long Beach, you have to work pretty

674
00:30:43,800 --> 00:30:49,280
Speaker 13: hard to marry somebody of your own race. So it

675
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Speaker 13: just it just kind of like when we were seniors

676
00:30:51,800 --> 00:30:53,960
Speaker 13: in high school, our high school was the most diverse

677
00:30:54,360 --> 00:30:56,239
Speaker 13: high school in the country, and the city was the

678
00:30:56,240 --> 00:30:57,840
Speaker 13: most diverse city in the country.

679
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Speaker 6: It's just kind of like I don't know. That's just

680
00:30:59,800 --> 00:31:00,720
Speaker 6: kind of how it is here.

681
00:31:00,840 --> 00:31:05,280
Speaker 8: So was it? What's what's the the high school thing?

682
00:31:05,320 --> 00:31:08,760
Speaker 4: There's a fucking football powerhouse with fucking Antonio Yeah.

683
00:31:08,840 --> 00:31:12,040
Speaker 13: Yeah, Long Beach probably yeah, with the aps out here

684
00:31:12,080 --> 00:31:13,000
Speaker 13: coaching them right now.

685
00:31:13,880 --> 00:31:16,280
Speaker 6: I always tell people that's where Snoop Dogg came.

686
00:31:18,240 --> 00:31:20,120
Speaker 4: That's what I was about to say, Like Dog and

687
00:31:20,200 --> 00:31:22,280
Speaker 4: Cameron went to the same high school out there.

688
00:31:22,920 --> 00:31:24,720
Speaker 1: The Spectrum. That's crazy right well.

689
00:31:24,560 --> 00:31:27,880
Speaker 6: And like uh, Deshaun Jackson and Billy Jean King, so

690
00:31:28,040 --> 00:31:33,000
Speaker 6: like that's crazy, like like young black celebrity and older

691
00:31:33,200 --> 00:31:36,200
Speaker 6: white like gay rights advocate and athlete.

692
00:31:36,240 --> 00:31:39,360
Speaker 1: You know, Long Beach is just crazy, man.

693
00:31:39,800 --> 00:31:42,000
Speaker 6: It's just a different Yeah, it's a different place for sure.

694
00:31:42,560 --> 00:31:44,880
Speaker 4: Like I've told Mike dude, if I move out to Cali,

695
00:31:45,000 --> 00:31:47,320
Speaker 4: like I don't want to live in LA because I

696
00:31:47,320 --> 00:31:49,600
Speaker 4: don't give a ship about like being on the scene

697
00:31:49,600 --> 00:31:52,440
Speaker 4: and where everything's happening. I'm older, Like I'm not leaving

698
00:31:52,440 --> 00:31:54,680
Speaker 4: my I'm only leaving my house like four times a month.

699
00:31:54,520 --> 00:31:58,360
Speaker 8: Any sure, you know what I'm saying, Like somewhere like

700
00:31:58,400 --> 00:32:02,080
Speaker 8: Long Beach. If I didn't move, man.

701
00:32:01,960 --> 00:32:04,520
Speaker 13: We we like we never really leave the city particularly,

702
00:32:05,080 --> 00:32:07,040
Speaker 13: there's like a there's a night like downtown here if

703
00:32:07,040 --> 00:32:09,080
Speaker 13: you're into that. But for the most part, like if

704
00:32:09,080 --> 00:32:10,840
Speaker 13: you're just trying to have all the benefits in southern

705
00:32:10,840 --> 00:32:13,240
Speaker 13: California but have it be a little bit cheaper and

706
00:32:13,320 --> 00:32:15,720
Speaker 13: not nearly as much traffic, and it's it's for sure

707
00:32:15,760 --> 00:32:16,600
Speaker 13: way better than La.

708
00:32:18,720 --> 00:32:20,120
Speaker 1: So how do you say your last name?

709
00:32:20,160 --> 00:32:26,719
Speaker 13: Bro uh guarda Bassio. It's not that hard when you

710
00:32:26,800 --> 00:32:31,000
Speaker 13: hear it. It's just it's Italian, so Italian long.

711
00:32:31,320 --> 00:32:31,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's.

712
00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:36,240
Speaker 4: Like look man like, like if if your last name

713
00:32:36,320 --> 00:32:38,400
Speaker 4: was like an Italian restaurant the summer recommended to me,

714
00:32:38,440 --> 00:32:39,720
Speaker 4: I would know off top.

715
00:32:41,400 --> 00:32:44,520
Speaker 6: Right, because there's no way that just some random like

716
00:32:44,640 --> 00:32:47,800
Speaker 6: German dude thought of that last name. It's not it's

717
00:32:47,840 --> 00:32:49,040
Speaker 6: not right exactly.

718
00:32:48,760 --> 00:32:51,680
Speaker 1: Right right, right right, And it's pretty phonetic, I guess

719
00:32:51,720 --> 00:32:57,800
Speaker 1: when you look at it. Guard so much better when

720
00:32:57,800 --> 00:33:01,880
Speaker 1: you say with an accent, you know, right, That's.

721
00:33:01,680 --> 00:33:03,040
Speaker 6: How I used to say it when I was a kid,

722
00:33:03,040 --> 00:33:04,680
Speaker 6: and my grandfather would always tell me to knock that

723
00:33:04,720 --> 00:33:09,440
Speaker 6: ship off. Yeah, yeah, he said, he said, we don't

724
00:33:09,480 --> 00:33:10,960
Speaker 6: we don't live over there. You don't have to talk

725
00:33:11,040 --> 00:33:14,520
Speaker 6: like that, all right, man, so.

726
00:33:14,600 --> 00:33:16,160
Speaker 1: Like, what do we like, what do you want to

727
00:33:16,160 --> 00:33:19,440
Speaker 1: get into? Bro? Like we know like the main topic,

728
00:33:19,480 --> 00:33:21,440
Speaker 1: but is there anything you want to talk about?

729
00:33:21,840 --> 00:33:22,000
Speaker 2: Uh?

730
00:33:22,160 --> 00:33:24,680
Speaker 6: No, man, I'm cool. I just you said you want

731
00:33:24,720 --> 00:33:26,959
Speaker 6: to talk it out, and I'm down. It's it's kind

732
00:33:27,000 --> 00:33:28,680
Speaker 6: of funny because when I was a kid, it wasn't

733
00:33:28,760 --> 00:33:33,040
Speaker 6: like a funny topic of conversation obviously, but but I

734
00:33:33,080 --> 00:33:35,760
Speaker 6: don't know, it's like I'm so well over any weirdness

735
00:33:35,760 --> 00:33:36,800
Speaker 6: about it or whatever.

736
00:33:36,600 --> 00:33:39,320
Speaker 13: That Uh, basically anytime someone here is I always kind

737
00:33:39,320 --> 00:33:41,560
Speaker 13: of end up answering some of the same questions anyway,

738
00:33:41,640 --> 00:33:42,120
Speaker 13: So it's.

739
00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:43,520
Speaker 6: Kind of like, let's just do it.

740
00:33:43,560 --> 00:33:46,320
Speaker 1: I guess, okay, So I guess we'll just like just

741
00:33:46,440 --> 00:33:48,520
Speaker 1: tell people about the story a little bit and then

742
00:33:48,600 --> 00:33:52,360
Speaker 1: we'll just get into like the story.

743
00:33:52,720 --> 00:33:57,280
Speaker 6: All right, all right?

744
00:33:57,400 --> 00:34:01,920
Speaker 13: So, uh when so my parents, when I was twelve,

745
00:34:02,320 --> 00:34:04,360
Speaker 13: sat my brother and I down on the couch, and

746
00:34:04,400 --> 00:34:05,920
Speaker 13: my parents have been like fighting and everything.

747
00:34:05,960 --> 00:34:08,319
Speaker 6: So we weren't like surprised to hear that there was

748
00:34:08,400 --> 00:34:10,040
Speaker 6: going to be some news or whatever.

749
00:34:10,600 --> 00:34:15,920
Speaker 13: But in one conversation we found out that our dad

750
00:34:16,040 --> 00:34:16,480
Speaker 13: was gay.

751
00:34:18,160 --> 00:34:20,680
Speaker 6: Had been like basically.

752
00:34:20,200 --> 00:34:23,279
Speaker 13: Just trying to pretend that he was straight and like

753
00:34:23,360 --> 00:34:26,200
Speaker 13: lived that life for our whole lives and with my mom,

754
00:34:27,600 --> 00:34:31,560
Speaker 13: and then when they started fighting later, it sort of

755
00:34:31,600 --> 00:34:34,600
Speaker 13: also came out that he had been cheating on her,

756
00:34:35,239 --> 00:34:38,560
Speaker 13: including with a dude who lived on our street, whose

757
00:34:38,600 --> 00:34:41,759
Speaker 13: son was a friend sort of a friend of me

758
00:34:41,960 --> 00:34:43,160
Speaker 13: and our other friends.

759
00:34:43,239 --> 00:34:47,640
Speaker 6: So that, you.

760
00:34:47,600 --> 00:34:50,480
Speaker 13: Know, if I'm being completely honest with you, I don't

761
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Speaker 13: know if he knows today.

762
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Speaker 6: I never I never really ever talked to him again.

763
00:34:58,400 --> 00:35:01,520
Speaker 6: Is it because it was just or was it just yeah, yeah,

764
00:35:01,560 --> 00:35:04,040
Speaker 6: it was. It was just like I mean, it was awkward,

765
00:35:04,080 --> 00:35:05,400
Speaker 6: and then we had so much shit going on with

766
00:35:05,440 --> 00:35:08,080
Speaker 6: my family that it was kind of easy to not

767
00:35:08,640 --> 00:35:11,520
Speaker 6: like see someone, you know what I mean. But yeah, no,

768
00:35:11,600 --> 00:35:15,840
Speaker 6: we never discussed it. Other friends of the two of

769
00:35:15,880 --> 00:35:18,239
Speaker 6: us know, and I'm guessing he probably knew because I.

770
00:35:18,239 --> 00:35:20,760
Speaker 13: Mean he never like came around the house or whatever.

771
00:35:20,920 --> 00:35:23,799
Speaker 13: So yeah, I'm guessing he found out.

772
00:35:23,840 --> 00:35:26,880
Speaker 6: But as far as I know, his parents stayed together actually,

773
00:35:26,960 --> 00:35:28,800
Speaker 6: so maybe maybe he didn't.

774
00:35:28,840 --> 00:35:33,000
Speaker 1: I don't know, were y'all friends before, Like so like, okay,

775
00:35:33,000 --> 00:35:34,600
Speaker 1: you say he's your friend, y'all, So he came by

776
00:35:34,600 --> 00:35:36,120
Speaker 1: the house, y'all hung out and all that shit, prior

777
00:35:36,120 --> 00:35:36,359
Speaker 1: and then.

778
00:35:36,280 --> 00:35:40,280
Speaker 13: All of a sudden just stop, yes, like completely stop,

779
00:35:40,360 --> 00:35:42,120
Speaker 13: and yes, it's like I don't know.

780
00:35:42,160 --> 00:35:44,120
Speaker 6: I mean, I don't know what that conversation would have been,

781
00:35:44,200 --> 00:35:46,400
Speaker 6: like someone probably would have had to have fought somebody.

782
00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:51,880
Speaker 6: I don't know, but particularly particularly being twelve, do you

783
00:35:51,920 --> 00:35:54,320
Speaker 6: know what I mean? Like I think if if I

784
00:35:54,640 --> 00:35:57,399
Speaker 6: was like sixteen or seventeen, or like my brother was seven,

785
00:35:57,520 --> 00:36:00,959
Speaker 6: so he doesn't really particularly remember too much like life

786
00:36:01,000 --> 00:36:03,480
Speaker 6: before that. Yeah, it's probably a little different. But we're twelve.

787
00:36:03,480 --> 00:36:05,120
Speaker 6: You don't even know what's going on with yourself.

788
00:36:05,320 --> 00:36:08,480
Speaker 13: Yeah, So like my first response when they told us

789
00:36:08,680 --> 00:36:11,400
Speaker 13: was like, well, no, I mean that's not possible.

790
00:36:11,200 --> 00:36:15,160
Speaker 6: Because I exist. So like, you know, you're twelve, you think, okay,

791
00:36:15,200 --> 00:36:18,160
Speaker 6: gay people can only have sex with dudes, you know,

792
00:36:18,239 --> 00:36:19,799
Speaker 6: or a gay woman can only have sex with a woman,

793
00:36:19,960 --> 00:36:21,840
Speaker 6: Like it doesn't even occur to you that you could.

794
00:36:22,920 --> 00:36:27,160
Speaker 6: I don't know, likes right exactly, Like you don't even

795
00:36:27,280 --> 00:36:32,440
Speaker 6: understand your own ship to trying toize some other stuff

796
00:36:32,480 --> 00:36:35,840
Speaker 6: like that. So yeah, anyway, yeah, he he like he

797
00:36:35,920 --> 00:36:38,279
Speaker 6: fully came out to my mom and my dad stood up.

798
00:36:38,600 --> 00:36:41,040
Speaker 6: He was he was an alcoholic. He had like a

799
00:36:41,080 --> 00:36:43,440
Speaker 6: lot of other issues going on, but he fully came out,

800
00:36:44,280 --> 00:36:46,239
Speaker 6: moved into what we call the gighborhood here in Long

801
00:36:46,280 --> 00:36:52,360
Speaker 6: Beach if you're listening to Long Beach. He moved into

802
00:36:52,400 --> 00:36:55,120
Speaker 6: literally an apartment at Broadway and Cherry, which is like

803
00:36:55,239 --> 00:36:58,719
Speaker 6: right at the heart of the gighborhood. Like he went,

804
00:36:59,360 --> 00:37:01,160
Speaker 6: he went to all the gay bars here and stuff

805
00:37:01,200 --> 00:37:02,640
Speaker 6: like I'd be over this house and you'd have his

806
00:37:02,680 --> 00:37:05,239
Speaker 6: boyfriends around and stuff like that. So again, being like

807
00:37:05,280 --> 00:37:07,680
Speaker 6: thirteen fourteen, uh it was.

808
00:37:08,440 --> 00:37:11,839
Speaker 13: It was definitely interesting, and I think in the long run,

809
00:37:11,920 --> 00:37:15,760
Speaker 13: I probably have a better understanding of human beings or whatever.

810
00:37:15,800 --> 00:37:18,120
Speaker 6: But at the time, it was just like, man, what

811
00:37:18,160 --> 00:37:18,800
Speaker 6: the fuck?

812
00:37:19,080 --> 00:37:26,280
Speaker 1: Like twelve, like seriously, even know what gay was? That's right, seriously,

813
00:37:26,320 --> 00:37:29,640
Speaker 1: I even knew what like heterosexuality was. Like I didn't,

814
00:37:29,640 --> 00:37:31,400
Speaker 1: you know, I wasn't fucking and shit, you know, I

815
00:37:31,480 --> 00:37:35,600
Speaker 1: was right, So like, what was like that's sixth grade, right, right?

816
00:37:35,840 --> 00:37:38,040
Speaker 6: Yeah? Yeah, it was like yeah, six or seventh grade,

817
00:37:38,040 --> 00:37:40,440
Speaker 6: I don't remember which. I think it would be. Uh

818
00:37:40,600 --> 00:37:42,080
Speaker 6: oh yeah, probably sixth grade, I think.

819
00:37:42,280 --> 00:37:44,360
Speaker 1: And you were like you were on our age, right.

820
00:37:46,120 --> 00:37:47,680
Speaker 6: I'm thirty three, so I think I'm like a year

821
00:37:47,719 --> 00:37:48,560
Speaker 6: or two younger than guys.

822
00:37:48,600 --> 00:37:51,560
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, yeah, so like at that time, like nobody

823
00:37:51,600 --> 00:37:52,839
Speaker 1: really talked about that shit.

824
00:37:53,719 --> 00:37:56,399
Speaker 13: Yeah, I mean yeah, not really actually, to be honest

825
00:37:56,440 --> 00:37:58,759
Speaker 13: with you, the I mean the big thing immediately, so

826
00:37:58,880 --> 00:38:00,920
Speaker 13: it was it was ninety six are big.

827
00:38:01,120 --> 00:38:03,279
Speaker 6: Like my immediate worry, uh And.

828
00:38:03,440 --> 00:38:06,120
Speaker 13: It feels horrible saying this, but my immediate thought was

829
00:38:06,120 --> 00:38:08,759
Speaker 13: was that I hope he didn't have AIDS. That was

830
00:38:08,800 --> 00:38:10,480
Speaker 13: such a that that was such a big deal at

831
00:38:10,480 --> 00:38:13,400
Speaker 13: the time that it was like, I mean, even the

832
00:38:13,440 --> 00:38:15,040
Speaker 13: way some of the reporting was done on it, it

833
00:38:15,120 --> 00:38:16,759
Speaker 13: kind of made it seem like if you were gay,

834
00:38:17,080 --> 00:38:20,160
Speaker 13: this was just something that like spontaneously would happened to

835
00:38:20,200 --> 00:38:21,839
Speaker 13: you or whatever. Like I didn't really have any sense

836
00:38:21,880 --> 00:38:26,360
Speaker 13: of you know, protected versus unprotected sex or whatever. Actually,

837
00:38:26,800 --> 00:38:29,680
Speaker 13: my dad, like probably my mom and dad were both

838
00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:32,960
Speaker 13: the psychology majors, and they're both oversharers.

839
00:38:33,120 --> 00:38:37,680
Speaker 6: I guess my dad's like trying to explain to us.

840
00:38:37,719 --> 00:38:39,920
Speaker 6: He's like, you know, I'm like I've always been safe,

841
00:38:39,960 --> 00:38:41,560
Speaker 6: Like all this were like, who don't know what the

842
00:38:41,560 --> 00:38:48,160
Speaker 6: fuck you're talking about. Okay, yeah, it doesn't sound like

843
00:38:48,160 --> 00:38:50,560
Speaker 6: it's been nasty. If you've been cheating on our mom

844
00:38:50,600 --> 00:38:51,600
Speaker 6: with some dudes or whatever.

845
00:38:51,640 --> 00:38:55,560
Speaker 1: But yeah, this so so, so he always knew he

846
00:38:55,600 --> 00:38:57,920
Speaker 1: was gay. It wasn't like something like over time this

847
00:38:57,960 --> 00:38:59,319
Speaker 1: happened or he just knew he was and he was

848
00:38:59,320 --> 00:39:00,440
Speaker 1: trying to fight it in it.

849
00:39:01,600 --> 00:39:04,360
Speaker 13: I think, I mean, you know, to be honest with you,

850
00:39:05,080 --> 00:39:06,840
Speaker 13: he's he passed away when I was in college, so

851
00:39:06,880 --> 00:39:09,040
Speaker 13: I never really had the conversation about him that I

852
00:39:09,080 --> 00:39:12,440
Speaker 13: would probably try and have now about it. But what

853
00:39:12,480 --> 00:39:16,840
Speaker 13: I understand was his his parents were my my grandpa

854
00:39:16,920 --> 00:39:19,279
Speaker 13: was an Italian immigrant. His mom grew up in like

855
00:39:19,480 --> 00:39:24,160
Speaker 13: rural rural Pennsylvania, like literally in a shack, and they're

856
00:39:24,200 --> 00:39:27,799
Speaker 13: just they're super Catholic, and so I think it just.

857
00:39:27,840 --> 00:39:31,920
Speaker 6: Wasn't even on his radar that he was like that.

858
00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:33,680
Speaker 6: It was like something he could be, you know what

859
00:39:33,680 --> 00:39:36,879
Speaker 6: I mean. So I found out, like, you know, well

860
00:39:36,920 --> 00:39:38,959
Speaker 6: after the fact from my mom and stuff.

861
00:39:39,000 --> 00:39:41,440
Speaker 13: I guess he'd had some experiences with a dude like

862
00:39:41,480 --> 00:39:42,520
Speaker 13: when he was in college.

863
00:39:44,480 --> 00:39:46,319
Speaker 6: But yeah, I mean he started dating her right around

864
00:39:46,360 --> 00:39:46,719
Speaker 6: that time.

865
00:39:46,800 --> 00:39:48,960
Speaker 13: I think like they were both like towards the end

866
00:39:48,960 --> 00:39:52,719
Speaker 13: of college and then he just was like Okay, well

867
00:39:52,719 --> 00:39:53,680
Speaker 13: like now I'm gonna do this.

868
00:39:55,120 --> 00:39:59,000
Speaker 6: And and like my man, I mean, and you know,

869
00:39:59,040 --> 00:40:00,840
Speaker 6: he did the whole thing. He can't to his parents

870
00:40:00,880 --> 00:40:02,799
Speaker 6: and everything, So I mean, it.

871
00:40:02,760 --> 00:40:04,640
Speaker 1: Takes a lot of guts to do that ship though,

872
00:40:04,719 --> 00:40:07,560
Speaker 1: especially during that time here, for sure, one.

873
00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:08,799
Speaker 6: Hundred percent for sure.

874
00:40:08,800 --> 00:40:10,680
Speaker 13: And that was obviously something as a kid that I

875
00:40:10,719 --> 00:40:17,160
Speaker 13: had no understanding of or or respect for or whatever.

876
00:40:17,680 --> 00:40:19,279
Speaker 6: Now that I'm now that I'm older. We had a

877
00:40:19,800 --> 00:40:21,320
Speaker 6: we had a friend in college who.

878
00:40:21,239 --> 00:40:24,240
Speaker 13: Is gay, and he ended up marrying a dude who

879
00:40:24,280 --> 00:40:26,440
Speaker 13: when they started going out, had been married.

880
00:40:26,360 --> 00:40:29,080
Speaker 6: To a woman raising kids as a straight dude.

881
00:40:29,280 --> 00:40:30,959
Speaker 13: So I was able to kind of talk them through

882
00:40:31,000 --> 00:40:33,000
Speaker 13: some of the stuff that the kids might be thinking about,

883
00:40:34,800 --> 00:40:37,040
Speaker 13: because it's like, you know, you get, the older you get,

884
00:40:37,080 --> 00:40:39,560
Speaker 13: you see it from a different perspective. I just don't

885
00:40:39,560 --> 00:40:42,560
Speaker 13: think if you're a dude grappling with his own issues,

886
00:40:42,560 --> 00:40:44,640
Speaker 13: there's any real way to like put yourself into your

887
00:40:44,719 --> 00:40:48,160
Speaker 13: kid's head or or whatever about any of that stuff.

888
00:40:48,200 --> 00:40:52,280
Speaker 1: So how long did it take for you to like, Okay,

889
00:40:52,480 --> 00:40:53,680
Speaker 1: you know this is what it is.

890
00:40:57,360 --> 00:40:57,920
Speaker 6: I mean, I.

891
00:40:57,840 --> 00:41:04,640
Speaker 13: Don't honestly know that I'm still even like, do you

892
00:41:04,680 --> 00:41:09,040
Speaker 13: know what I mean? Like, occasionally I think you asked

893
00:41:09,040 --> 00:41:11,480
Speaker 13: me on Twitter, like how long did it take till

894
00:41:11,520 --> 00:41:13,600
Speaker 13: you were you know, just like like it was just

895
00:41:13,680 --> 00:41:15,279
Speaker 13: normal or whatever, and I said, I'll let you know

896
00:41:15,320 --> 00:41:19,480
Speaker 13: if it ever happened, because I don't know.

897
00:41:19,520 --> 00:41:21,080
Speaker 6: It's I mean, it certainly.

898
00:41:20,800 --> 00:41:23,759
Speaker 13: Doesn't bother me at all, and I'm glad that for

899
00:41:23,800 --> 00:41:26,480
Speaker 13: his sake and my mom's sake that he that, you know,

900
00:41:26,560 --> 00:41:29,080
Speaker 13: that he decided to come out and not just be

901
00:41:29,160 --> 00:41:31,000
Speaker 13: living a life for the rest of his life or whatever.

902
00:41:31,440 --> 00:41:34,480
Speaker 6: But I don't know, it was it was always super weird,

903
00:41:34,520 --> 00:41:36,480
Speaker 6: to be honest, just because of the way things were,

904
00:41:36,800 --> 00:41:38,279
Speaker 6: you know, like in the age I was, it was

905
00:41:38,320 --> 00:41:40,400
Speaker 6: weird that they were getting divorced, Like it was weird

906
00:41:40,480 --> 00:41:43,560
Speaker 6: just that they lived in two different places. And then

907
00:41:43,600 --> 00:41:45,839
Speaker 6: it was like, I guess my dad's got guys over

908
00:41:45,880 --> 00:41:46,600
Speaker 6: here like whatever.

909
00:41:47,840 --> 00:41:49,680
Speaker 13: But I don't know, but it is still weird, just

910
00:41:49,719 --> 00:41:52,960
Speaker 13: because like I don't really think about it, and then occasionally,

911
00:41:53,000 --> 00:41:55,640
Speaker 13: ill you know, it'll come up or something, and obviously

912
00:41:55,680 --> 00:41:57,720
Speaker 13: anyone that hears it for the first time is usually

913
00:41:57,800 --> 00:42:02,480
Speaker 13: pretty surprised, so that kind of just like, I don't know,

914
00:42:02,520 --> 00:42:03,040
Speaker 13: it's kind.

915
00:42:02,880 --> 00:42:05,200
Speaker 6: Of a reminder. I guess it's just not a regular

916
00:42:05,320 --> 00:42:07,759
Speaker 6: thing to happen, I will say, though it's probably not

917
00:42:07,800 --> 00:42:08,680
Speaker 6: as rare as you think.

918
00:42:09,360 --> 00:42:12,279
Speaker 13: Uh, and you always I don't know, you you'll you'll

919
00:42:12,320 --> 00:42:14,120
Speaker 13: find out in weird ways. Like I've known two other

920
00:42:14,160 --> 00:42:16,840
Speaker 13: people at this point in my life who had dads

921
00:42:16,840 --> 00:42:18,200
Speaker 13: that came out while they were kids.

922
00:42:18,320 --> 00:42:20,719
Speaker 6: Yeah, and we didn't meet it like a support group

923
00:42:20,800 --> 00:42:22,359
Speaker 6: or anything. You just we just kind of like found

924
00:42:22,400 --> 00:42:24,759
Speaker 6: out a parties or whatever. So it's I don't know,

925
00:42:24,920 --> 00:42:25,840
Speaker 6: it happens more often.

926
00:42:25,880 --> 00:42:28,520
Speaker 13: Some people are super super kind of hung up about

927
00:42:28,520 --> 00:42:31,279
Speaker 13: it still, and then I think other people like me,

928
00:42:31,360 --> 00:42:33,120
Speaker 13: I guess, just kind of moved on and it's like, Okay,

929
00:42:33,239 --> 00:42:35,040
Speaker 13: you know what, there's some weird ass thing about my

930
00:42:35,160 --> 00:42:38,600
Speaker 13: family that makes it makes it stand out a little bit.

931
00:42:38,640 --> 00:42:41,399
Speaker 1: I guess, you know my cousin that happened to her,

932
00:42:41,480 --> 00:42:43,520
Speaker 1: And I remember talking to my cousin one day. I

933
00:42:43,560 --> 00:42:45,960
Speaker 1: think I've said it on the podcast before, talking to

934
00:42:46,000 --> 00:42:48,319
Speaker 1: my cousin one day and saying like, because I was

935
00:42:48,360 --> 00:42:49,640
Speaker 1: like in college at this point, I think I was

936
00:42:49,640 --> 00:42:51,480
Speaker 1: like twenty one, twenty two, I was still a idiot obviously,

937
00:42:51,960 --> 00:42:54,279
Speaker 1: and I'm talking to her and I'm like, I don't

938
00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:56,239
Speaker 1: believe in that download shit, I don't think because it

939
00:42:56,280 --> 00:42:58,799
Speaker 1: was that was a new topic. Really like this, I

940
00:42:58,840 --> 00:43:00,520
Speaker 1: really just wrote a book about it. I don't you

941
00:43:00,520 --> 00:43:03,160
Speaker 1: know this. I've remember a book coming out of during

942
00:43:03,200 --> 00:43:05,440
Speaker 1: that time, and I didn't believe it was like real,

943
00:43:05,520 --> 00:43:06,840
Speaker 1: I'm thinking, this is people just blown us out of

944
00:43:06,880 --> 00:43:11,600
Speaker 1: proportion and right. And she says to me, like, you know, no,

945
00:43:11,960 --> 00:43:16,600
Speaker 1: like my dad was gay and we found out while

946
00:43:16,640 --> 00:43:20,279
Speaker 1: he was married, you know, and unfortunately he ended up

947
00:43:20,360 --> 00:43:23,000
Speaker 1: dying from HIV. You know, he wasn't a safe deftly

948
00:43:23,120 --> 00:43:25,960
Speaker 1: my aunt, you know, nothing happened to her, you know,

949
00:43:26,120 --> 00:43:29,279
Speaker 1: she she was, she was, she's healthy. But yeah, man,

950
00:43:29,400 --> 00:43:35,160
Speaker 1: like I guess you know, if for you know, hundreds

951
00:43:35,200 --> 00:43:37,640
Speaker 1: of years or decades or whatever ever long, like you know,

952
00:43:37,800 --> 00:43:40,120
Speaker 1: people have been suppressing their sexuality because people are telling

953
00:43:40,160 --> 00:43:42,279
Speaker 1: him is wrong and all that shit, and there's a

954
00:43:42,360 --> 00:43:44,759
Speaker 1: point where people are getting more comfortable with it. I

955
00:43:44,760 --> 00:43:46,799
Speaker 1: guess it wouldn't be as uncommon for people to have

956
00:43:46,840 --> 00:43:49,080
Speaker 1: who've been lying to themselves or you know, trying to

957
00:43:49,120 --> 00:43:51,600
Speaker 1: be something they weren't, you know, you know, to make

958
00:43:51,640 --> 00:43:54,200
Speaker 1: some decisions in life. And now it's like, yo, I'm deep,

959
00:43:54,239 --> 00:43:56,120
Speaker 1: like you know, I have a family, but this is

960
00:43:56,160 --> 00:43:57,600
Speaker 1: not who I am, you know, and I can't do

961
00:43:57,640 --> 00:43:58,200
Speaker 1: this anymore.

962
00:43:58,680 --> 00:44:01,560
Speaker 6: I guess I think you start to think about like

963
00:44:01,560 --> 00:44:03,879
Speaker 6: like how you're living in front of your kids too,

964
00:44:04,000 --> 00:44:05,759
Speaker 6: you know what I mean? Like I like, I actually I.

965
00:44:05,719 --> 00:44:09,680
Speaker 13: Think I almost understand what happened more as a father

966
00:44:10,000 --> 00:44:12,719
Speaker 13: than I did as his son, because now it's like,

967
00:44:13,239 --> 00:44:14,920
Speaker 13: if you know, if I had something like that in

968
00:44:14,960 --> 00:44:17,040
Speaker 13: my life, it would be harder for me probably every

969
00:44:17,120 --> 00:44:17,719
Speaker 13: day to just.

970
00:44:17,640 --> 00:44:19,600
Speaker 6: Like look at my son and be like, what am I?

971
00:44:20,320 --> 00:44:22,160
Speaker 6: What am I teaching you about how to live? You

972
00:44:22,200 --> 00:44:22,640
Speaker 6: know what I mean?

973
00:44:23,000 --> 00:44:26,359
Speaker 1: H Like, you know, telling them you be yourself and

974
00:44:26,400 --> 00:44:27,360
Speaker 1: all this shit, you know.

975
00:44:28,640 --> 00:44:30,520
Speaker 6: Like we're watching all the Disney movies and I'm like,

976
00:44:30,600 --> 00:44:31,520
Speaker 6: uh huh uh huh.

977
00:44:31,520 --> 00:44:32,239
Speaker 4: But not me.

978
00:44:32,360 --> 00:44:35,960
Speaker 1: Though, right right right, right, right right? It did it

979
00:44:35,960 --> 00:44:37,200
Speaker 1: respect you as a father at all?

980
00:44:38,239 --> 00:44:38,399
Speaker 9: Uh?

981
00:44:39,000 --> 00:44:41,200
Speaker 13: I think like we had we didn't really have a

982
00:44:41,320 --> 00:44:45,080
Speaker 13: particularly good relationship after I graduated like high school, more

983
00:44:45,120 --> 00:44:48,480
Speaker 13: so related to him being like dealing with alcoholism and

984
00:44:48,560 --> 00:44:50,120
Speaker 13: kind of the other problems in his life.

985
00:44:50,800 --> 00:44:53,200
Speaker 6: But so I would say that probably affected me more.

986
00:44:53,520 --> 00:44:54,759
Speaker 6: I think that it was.

987
00:44:54,840 --> 00:44:56,319
Speaker 13: It was harder for me when I was a kid

988
00:44:56,400 --> 00:44:58,719
Speaker 13: just because you know, I was like, Okay, does this

989
00:44:58,800 --> 00:44:59,720
Speaker 13: mean that I'm gay?

990
00:45:00,120 --> 00:45:01,440
Speaker 6: Like what like weird questions?

991
00:45:01,640 --> 00:45:01,800
Speaker 4: You know?

992
00:45:02,280 --> 00:45:04,040
Speaker 13: Yeah, like that stuff was kind of I don't know,

993
00:45:04,120 --> 00:45:06,000
Speaker 13: probably weird for me as a dad. It's just kind

994
00:45:06,000 --> 00:45:08,319
Speaker 13: of like I don't I mean, I'm I don't really

995
00:45:08,360 --> 00:45:11,719
Speaker 13: have any questions about my sexuality or whatever. So it's

996
00:45:11,760 --> 00:45:14,160
Speaker 13: more so just been a like I want to make

997
00:45:14,200 --> 00:45:17,440
Speaker 13: sure that my kids have a stable Like I just

998
00:45:17,440 --> 00:45:19,400
Speaker 13: don't ever want them to have that conversation on the

999
00:45:19,400 --> 00:45:21,719
Speaker 13: couch where it's like, hey, by the way that your

1000
00:45:21,719 --> 00:45:22,640
Speaker 13: life's gonna change?

1001
00:45:22,760 --> 00:45:25,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, how control over it?

1002
00:45:25,960 --> 00:45:26,200
Speaker 6: You know?

1003
00:45:27,440 --> 00:45:29,319
Speaker 1: How is it like the whole family thing? Bro? I

1004
00:45:29,360 --> 00:45:32,040
Speaker 1: love asking people this question. Just I mean, I'm I'm

1005
00:45:32,120 --> 00:45:34,320
Speaker 1: very interested in how it feels to be a father,

1006
00:45:34,840 --> 00:45:35,399
Speaker 1: you know what I mean.

1007
00:45:35,440 --> 00:45:38,320
Speaker 6: But you're like a science You're like a scientist.

1008
00:45:38,360 --> 00:45:41,880
Speaker 13: You don't want to you don't want to learn through experience,

1009
00:45:41,960 --> 00:45:43,560
Speaker 13: you just want to study it, right.

1010
00:45:44,680 --> 00:45:48,080
Speaker 1: That's exactly how I feel, dude. I feel like I'm

1011
00:45:48,480 --> 00:45:50,280
Speaker 1: like all my buddies that are like fathers, I always

1012
00:45:50,280 --> 00:45:51,839
Speaker 1: ask them about this ship like how does it feel?

1013
00:45:51,880 --> 00:45:53,319
Speaker 1: Like I asked everybody, but I'm just wondering, like how

1014
00:45:53,360 --> 00:45:55,080
Speaker 1: does it feel like to I mean, you seem like

1015
00:45:55,120 --> 00:46:00,200
Speaker 1: you and you enjoy it, you know, from like I do. Yeah,

1016
00:45:59,000 --> 00:46:00,680
Speaker 1: I love.

1017
00:46:00,560 --> 00:46:04,160
Speaker 13: It, man, and I you know, I don't. Obviously it's

1018
00:46:04,200 --> 00:46:06,080
Speaker 13: for some people. It's not for some people. I would

1019
00:46:06,080 --> 00:46:08,440
Speaker 13: never want to. One thing I don't ever understand is

1020
00:46:08,440 --> 00:46:10,400
Speaker 13: when people try and convince people why they should or

1021
00:46:10,440 --> 00:46:13,520
Speaker 13: should not have kids because it's such a personal thing.

1022
00:46:13,640 --> 00:46:16,000
Speaker 6: But for me personally, man, I don't know, I love it.

1023
00:46:16,000 --> 00:46:18,120
Speaker 6: It's like it's like.

1024
00:46:18,120 --> 00:46:20,080
Speaker 13: Having a It's like if you were in college and

1025
00:46:20,120 --> 00:46:22,040
Speaker 13: you like, I work at a student newspaper in college,

1026
00:46:22,200 --> 00:46:24,319
Speaker 13: and we like we were up till you know, two

1027
00:46:24,440 --> 00:46:26,080
Speaker 13: or three in the morning, you know, a lot of

1028
00:46:26,160 --> 00:46:28,040
Speaker 13: nights working, but you're just kind of hanging out with

1029
00:46:28,040 --> 00:46:30,000
Speaker 13: your friends. So people on the outside might see that

1030
00:46:30,040 --> 00:46:31,920
Speaker 13: and they're like, man, these guys work all.

1031
00:46:31,760 --> 00:46:34,440
Speaker 6: The time and this shit seems miserable, and we're just

1032
00:46:34,480 --> 00:46:35,320
Speaker 6: like this is great.

1033
00:46:35,560 --> 00:46:35,759
Speaker 1: Yeah.

1034
00:46:38,800 --> 00:46:40,640
Speaker 13: It's kind of like that, Like if I broke down

1035
00:46:40,719 --> 00:46:43,600
Speaker 13: what my day was like, probably most people who didn't

1036
00:46:43,640 --> 00:46:44,600
Speaker 13: have kids would be like.

1037
00:46:44,560 --> 00:46:48,320
Speaker 6: That sounds terrible. But for me personally, like it's I

1038
00:46:48,320 --> 00:46:49,360
Speaker 6: don't know, it's been the best.

1039
00:46:49,440 --> 00:46:51,880
Speaker 13: And my wife and I weren't really like, let's go

1040
00:46:51,960 --> 00:46:54,360
Speaker 13: out every night and party type of people anyway, So

1041
00:46:54,440 --> 00:46:55,520
Speaker 13: being in the house at.

1042
00:46:55,400 --> 00:46:58,520
Speaker 6: Like ten o'clock is not a problem for us, you

1043
00:46:58,560 --> 00:47:00,360
Speaker 6: know what I mean. So I don't know. I I

1044
00:47:01,000 --> 00:47:02,960
Speaker 6: love it. The problem with it is, as I think

1045
00:47:02,960 --> 00:47:04,480
Speaker 6: I've heard you say on the show a few times,

1046
00:47:04,520 --> 00:47:06,719
Speaker 6: you can't like try it on for a month and

1047
00:47:06,760 --> 00:47:09,799
Speaker 6: then right right right, you know, and then if you're

1048
00:47:09,840 --> 00:47:12,520
Speaker 6: not feeling it, like there's nowhere you can really go

1049
00:47:12,600 --> 00:47:12,920
Speaker 6: with that.

1050
00:47:15,120 --> 00:47:16,920
Speaker 1: You know, I'm tired. It is no you got it right,

1051
00:47:17,160 --> 00:47:19,239
Speaker 1: You got the rest of your life to deal with this.

1052
00:47:19,440 --> 00:47:20,840
Speaker 13: Yeah, I mean, but it's been it's been kind of

1053
00:47:20,840 --> 00:47:22,560
Speaker 13: a pleasant surprise, to be honest with you, because I

1054
00:47:22,719 --> 00:47:24,520
Speaker 13: like when I was in high school and stuff and

1055
00:47:24,840 --> 00:47:26,799
Speaker 13: in college, I was for sure like I'm never going

1056
00:47:26,840 --> 00:47:29,279
Speaker 13: to have kids. Really, I don't want the responsibility of

1057
00:47:29,320 --> 00:47:32,719
Speaker 13: like worrying about what if it turns out, you know,

1058
00:47:32,920 --> 00:47:35,640
Speaker 13: I have some kind of personal issue or a problem

1059
00:47:35,640 --> 00:47:36,680
Speaker 13: and it's going to affect stuff.

1060
00:47:36,719 --> 00:47:38,200
Speaker 6: I don't know where that hang up comes from.

1061
00:47:38,239 --> 00:47:43,000
Speaker 13: I can't even imagine, but but.

1062
00:47:42,280 --> 00:47:43,160
Speaker 6: Yeah, I don't know. I don't know.

1063
00:47:43,320 --> 00:47:44,960
Speaker 13: It's more so I think just coming out of the

1064
00:47:44,960 --> 00:47:48,520
Speaker 13: relationship with my wife that I like wanted to see

1065
00:47:48,560 --> 00:47:49,080
Speaker 13: our kids.

1066
00:47:49,080 --> 00:47:50,040
Speaker 6: I guess you know what I mean.

1067
00:47:51,120 --> 00:47:53,279
Speaker 13: And so so then we just kind of took the

1068
00:47:53,280 --> 00:47:57,239
Speaker 13: pund But we were together for like eleven years or

1069
00:47:57,280 --> 00:47:59,160
Speaker 13: something before we had kids because we started data right

1070
00:47:59,160 --> 00:47:59,840
Speaker 13: out of high school.

1071
00:48:00,000 --> 00:48:01,920
Speaker 1: Okay, cool, cool, So you married to the high schools

1072
00:48:01,920 --> 00:48:02,160
Speaker 1: we are?

1073
00:48:03,040 --> 00:48:05,600
Speaker 6: No we I know. I was trying to get with

1074
00:48:05,640 --> 00:48:07,319
Speaker 6: her in high school and she wasn't really having it.

1075
00:48:07,360 --> 00:48:10,399
Speaker 6: So it took it took Hill a couple of months

1076
00:48:10,440 --> 00:48:12,239
Speaker 6: after it took Kill a couple of months after we

1077
00:48:12,320 --> 00:48:15,000
Speaker 6: graduated for us to get together.

1078
00:48:15,280 --> 00:48:16,920
Speaker 1: But you made it happen. That's all it matters.

1079
00:48:17,400 --> 00:48:18,120
Speaker 6: I made it happen.

1080
00:48:18,200 --> 00:48:19,120
Speaker 1: And then you trapped her.

1081
00:48:22,920 --> 00:48:24,640
Speaker 6: That's that's That's what I always say to us.

1082
00:48:24,760 --> 00:48:29,920
Speaker 1: I tricked you, but you you right though, right to

1083
00:48:30,040 --> 00:48:31,680
Speaker 1: So how is that like bouncing all that out cause

1084
00:48:31,680 --> 00:48:33,360
Speaker 1: I know you like traveling and whatever, like you know,

1085
00:48:33,719 --> 00:48:35,000
Speaker 1: games at night and shit like that.

1086
00:48:35,239 --> 00:48:37,600
Speaker 6: Yeah, uh yeah, it kind of works for us. She's

1087
00:48:37,640 --> 00:48:39,799
Speaker 6: a teacher and so I'm a writer. So she works

1088
00:48:39,800 --> 00:48:41,960
Speaker 6: like eight till three and I worked like three till midnight.

1089
00:48:42,120 --> 00:48:44,080
Speaker 6: So we didn't have to have daycare for the kids

1090
00:48:44,160 --> 00:48:47,560
Speaker 6: until they went into preschool. The only downside is just

1091
00:48:47,640 --> 00:48:49,000
Speaker 6: during the school year, we don't get to see a

1092
00:48:49,000 --> 00:48:52,799
Speaker 6: lot of each other during the week. Yeah, I mean

1093
00:48:52,880 --> 00:48:53,400
Speaker 6: kind of, you know.

1094
00:48:53,400 --> 00:48:55,040
Speaker 1: What I mean.

1095
00:48:53,719 --> 00:48:56,840
Speaker 13: It's like when you live are We got our like

1096
00:48:56,880 --> 00:48:58,880
Speaker 13: fifteen year anniversary coming up, so it's like.

1097
00:48:59,080 --> 00:49:02,600
Speaker 6: We're like like we've like we've we've like we've talked

1098
00:49:02,600 --> 00:49:03,640
Speaker 6: it out, you know what I mean.

1099
00:49:05,239 --> 00:49:07,000
Speaker 13: I don't need to be like, did you see this

1100
00:49:07,080 --> 00:49:09,680
Speaker 13: piece of news about Donald Trump today? I have no

1101
00:49:09,760 --> 00:49:11,759
Speaker 13: idea what your take on this is gonna be or something,

1102
00:49:11,800 --> 00:49:14,399
Speaker 13: you know what I mean. We're definitely in a more

1103
00:49:14,760 --> 00:49:15,560
Speaker 13: relaxed place.

1104
00:49:15,760 --> 00:49:19,239
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, Yeah, that's cool. That's cool. That's cool. Well,

1105
00:49:19,640 --> 00:49:21,920
Speaker 1: any other things you want to talk about or whatever? Bro,

1106
00:49:22,120 --> 00:49:25,160
Speaker 1: Like you made it so easy, bro, Like, well, I

1107
00:49:25,280 --> 00:49:29,279
Speaker 1: was low key nervous, ibody.

1108
00:49:28,120 --> 00:49:29,399
Speaker 6: You're worried you're gonna say something.

1109
00:49:29,440 --> 00:49:30,880
Speaker 13: I was gonna fly off the handle and be like,

1110
00:49:30,920 --> 00:49:33,400
Speaker 13: how fucking dare question?

1111
00:49:34,680 --> 00:49:36,640
Speaker 1: It was just it's just new ship, you know, Like

1112
00:49:36,719 --> 00:49:38,960
Speaker 1: new ship is different. Like we've never interviewed anybody before,

1113
00:49:39,000 --> 00:49:39,719
Speaker 1: so I was just like.

1114
00:49:39,760 --> 00:49:45,040
Speaker 6: Yeah, you doing an interview, you know, you know what

1115
00:49:45,040 --> 00:49:46,920
Speaker 6: I mean? This isn't need for sure.

1116
00:49:48,320 --> 00:49:50,560
Speaker 13: No, man, I just want to say thanks for having

1117
00:49:50,600 --> 00:49:52,640
Speaker 13: me on the show, and thanks for you guys being

1118
00:49:52,640 --> 00:49:55,880
Speaker 13: yourself on on Twitter and on the podcast and everything.

1119
00:49:55,880 --> 00:49:59,520
Speaker 13: It's awesome having a couple of normal, funny, smart people

1120
00:49:59,560 --> 00:50:02,480
Speaker 13: who aren't fucking weirdos in media right now.

1121
00:50:02,560 --> 00:50:10,439
Speaker 1: So about you, you, Mikey, we go to Long Beach.

1122
00:50:10,440 --> 00:50:12,080
Speaker 1: We're gonna fuck with you. We're gonna make that shit

1123
00:50:12,120 --> 00:50:12,800
Speaker 1: happen for real.

1124
00:50:12,840 --> 00:50:14,719
Speaker 13: You guys, if you guys ever come out here, you know,

1125
00:50:14,760 --> 00:50:16,280
Speaker 13: we have our own airport and everything.

1126
00:50:16,440 --> 00:50:19,759
Speaker 6: So how far is that?

1127
00:50:19,920 --> 00:50:21,560
Speaker 1: How far away is that from l A Long Beach?

1128
00:50:22,520 --> 00:50:25,040
Speaker 6: We're about thirty miles south. But it's all, you know,

1129
00:50:25,080 --> 00:50:27,719
Speaker 6: The difference out here is just the sprawl, Like there's

1130
00:50:27,719 --> 00:50:31,000
Speaker 6: nothing between LA and Long Beach except smaller cities, you know.

1131
00:50:31,000 --> 00:50:31,359
Speaker 1: What I mean.

1132
00:50:31,600 --> 00:50:33,920
Speaker 13: And then you keep going south from Long Beach and

1133
00:50:34,000 --> 00:50:35,880
Speaker 13: you're in Orange County and keep going south from there

1134
00:50:35,880 --> 00:50:37,719
Speaker 13: and you're in San Diego. But it's pretty much all

1135
00:50:38,440 --> 00:50:41,239
Speaker 13: one big ass city with some differences between them.

1136
00:50:41,320 --> 00:50:43,000
Speaker 1: Cool, cool, cool, we'll make that to happen.

1137
00:50:43,000 --> 00:50:43,160
Speaker 9: Bro.

1138
00:50:44,080 --> 00:50:47,680
Speaker 6: All right, all right, we'll hold you that live podcast

1139
00:50:47,760 --> 00:50:48,719
Speaker 6: in Long Beach next year.

1140
00:50:48,800 --> 00:50:49,799
Speaker 1: There we go there we go.

1141
00:50:51,760 --> 00:50:56,719
Speaker 6: All right, Malma Brohan, I appreciate it, thanks for having later.

1142
00:50:56,880 --> 00:51:15,759
Speaker 7: All right, I'm a the right direction. I'm going to

1143
00:51:15,840 --> 00:51:23,600
Speaker 7: write this ocean traveling in some emotion, paddling with my question.

1144
00:51:25,040 --> 00:51:31,520
Speaker 5: Early morning with the sun, not your burning innocent but

1145
00:51:31,680 --> 00:51:36,320
Speaker 5: shout being a good song. I'self one hundred person.

1146
00:51:36,680 --> 00:51:50,880
Speaker 9: Oh, I felt in silent.

1147
00:51:52,640 --> 00:51:53,799
Speaker 12: I want to ridge that.

1148
00:51:54,120 --> 00:51:57,520
Speaker 5: It's somewhere inside it.

1149
00:51:59,120 --> 00:52:07,880
Speaker 2: I wish read sky.

1150
00:52:07,000 --> 00:52:14,080
Speaker 9: Sky. I'm bitch that sky.

1151
00:52:15,360 --> 00:52:16,600
Speaker 1: I'm wishing bitch.

1152
00:52:16,480 --> 00:52:23,719
Speaker 7: That sky Sky, bitch that sky.

1153
00:52:26,520 --> 00:52:34,200
Speaker 1: Sky rock Daddy, this ship, bro, this motherfucker out there,

1154
00:52:34,360 --> 00:52:39,759
Speaker 1: wild boy Rob Hunty, let's spill the tea. Now, what

1155
00:52:39,840 --> 00:52:42,839
Speaker 1: the fuck? What the funk happened? Like like I know,

1156
00:52:43,360 --> 00:52:47,160
Speaker 1: I know, Rob bugged out and did some fun nigga

1157
00:52:47,200 --> 00:52:51,080
Speaker 1: ship and dropped the news. She sent a video to

1158
00:52:51,280 --> 00:52:56,040
Speaker 1: him of her smashing another niggas and ship man.

1159
00:52:56,880 --> 00:52:59,799
Speaker 8: That's what he's saying and the food. That's true or not.

1160
00:53:00,320 --> 00:53:04,680
Speaker 4: We do have substantiated, documented evidence that Rob Kardashian is

1161
00:53:04,680 --> 00:53:10,600
Speaker 4: the fuck nigger in this instance. All right, but I mean, shit, man,

1162
00:53:11,360 --> 00:53:16,080
Speaker 4: that whole fucking, that whole Kardashian clan is just bizarre

1163
00:53:16,160 --> 00:53:19,400
Speaker 4: to me. It's just everything they do is just weird

1164
00:53:19,400 --> 00:53:21,920
Speaker 4: to me. And but I'm not really a good fucking

1165
00:53:22,680 --> 00:53:25,920
Speaker 4: measuring stick by what's weird because I'm a real private motherfucker,

1166
00:53:26,000 --> 00:53:28,040
Speaker 4: So everything celebts do is weird to me anyway.

1167
00:53:28,080 --> 00:53:33,839
Speaker 8: But you know, they just saw some other ship, dog, Dog, what.

1168
00:53:33,920 --> 00:53:36,919
Speaker 1: Trips be y'all? Like, I know, motherfuckers don't like talking

1169
00:53:36,960 --> 00:53:39,640
Speaker 1: about the curse, bro. Men don't make it out of

1170
00:53:39,640 --> 00:53:43,160
Speaker 1: that ship, though, Dog, You don't make it out of

1171
00:53:43,160 --> 00:53:49,600
Speaker 1: that motherfucker. Man, you feel me, like fucking rob fucked up?

1172
00:53:49,680 --> 00:53:56,560
Speaker 1: You feel me, Kanye. Look, I'm dumb depressed. Look at

1173
00:53:56,560 --> 00:54:00,520
Speaker 1: fucking lamar Oldham. Okay, Tiger ain't made it since he

1174
00:54:00,560 --> 00:54:01,280
Speaker 1: started dating.

1175
00:54:01,360 --> 00:54:06,000
Speaker 4: Oh girl, goddamn Rahan McCants ain't in the league no more.

1176
00:54:06,080 --> 00:54:10,120
Speaker 1: You feel me, Bruce, he gone? You know what I mean,

1177
00:54:11,640 --> 00:54:14,879
Speaker 1: Bruce don't even exist, No, boy, you feel me like

1178
00:54:14,880 --> 00:54:17,120
Speaker 1: like it's you know, you know, Caitlyn exists. You know

1179
00:54:17,160 --> 00:54:20,080
Speaker 1: what I mean? Out here looking like what peg Bundy,

1180
00:54:22,080 --> 00:54:28,600
Speaker 1: you saw that ship? Hell yeah, damn Okaylyn? But uh

1181
00:54:29,000 --> 00:54:32,919
Speaker 1: but uh yeah, man, like I don't it's something, man,

1182
00:54:33,080 --> 00:54:36,959
Speaker 1: it's something I ain't you know, obviously saying a curse,

1183
00:54:37,080 --> 00:54:41,200
Speaker 1: but something that motherfucker ain't healthy. Bro, something going on? Man,

1184
00:54:41,280 --> 00:54:44,160
Speaker 1: you feel me like, but I you know, like Snow

1185
00:54:44,239 --> 00:54:46,680
Speaker 1: said some ship, bro, like, come on, we all knew

1186
00:54:46,719 --> 00:54:49,640
Speaker 1: what the fuck Black China was on. You know what

1187
00:54:49,640 --> 00:54:51,480
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like, you know, you knew what she was

1188
00:54:51,520 --> 00:54:54,120
Speaker 1: before she you know, like we all like it's crazy.

1189
00:54:54,120 --> 00:54:57,880
Speaker 1: The whole world knows what's up, but you don't. You

1190
00:54:57,880 --> 00:54:59,560
Speaker 1: know what I mean? He said, He was like, you know,

1191
00:55:00,160 --> 00:55:02,640
Speaker 1: try it was that she she don't be that. She

1192
00:55:02,840 --> 00:55:04,200
Speaker 1: is what she is, you know what I mean, She's

1193
00:55:04,239 --> 00:55:06,719
Speaker 1: always been there. You feel me? And he said, she

1194
00:55:06,880 --> 00:55:12,800
Speaker 1: saw sucking, she looked it. You feel me, you know

1195
00:55:12,840 --> 00:55:16,040
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like she saw suck and she looked.

1196
00:55:16,200 --> 00:55:18,640
Speaker 1: You know, if you were sucker, don't get loocked, you

1197
00:55:18,760 --> 00:55:23,279
Speaker 1: bitch you right right right.

1198
00:55:24,239 --> 00:55:25,200
Speaker 8: That's why motherfuckers.

1199
00:55:25,320 --> 00:55:28,120
Speaker 4: I think you gotta be broke and dealing with women

1200
00:55:28,160 --> 00:55:30,520
Speaker 4: so you know what what what what real affection and

1201
00:55:30,560 --> 00:55:32,400
Speaker 4: real interest feels like? Because if you've been rich all

1202
00:55:32,440 --> 00:55:34,120
Speaker 4: your life, you probably be getting a bunch of bullshit.

1203
00:55:34,600 --> 00:55:37,239
Speaker 8: You you know what I'm saying. Women give me You

1204
00:55:37,360 --> 00:55:39,439
Speaker 8: be thinking why I be high?

1205
00:55:39,560 --> 00:55:39,759
Speaker 9: Man?

1206
00:55:41,200 --> 00:55:44,360
Speaker 1: I need to start smoking again. Like for real. But

1207
00:55:44,480 --> 00:55:46,920
Speaker 1: that's that's a great thought, dude. This motherfucker being rich

1208
00:55:47,000 --> 00:55:48,800
Speaker 1: his whole life, so people probably just been fuck with

1209
00:55:48,840 --> 00:55:51,439
Speaker 1: him because of you know whatever, you know what I mean,

1210
00:55:51,600 --> 00:55:54,680
Speaker 1: Like because you know, maybe because because he had money,

1211
00:55:55,000 --> 00:55:57,480
Speaker 1: you feel me? But like, yeah, like I know when

1212
00:55:57,480 --> 00:55:59,319
Speaker 1: the game fuck with me, you know what I mean? Like,

1213
00:55:59,680 --> 00:56:02,319
Speaker 1: actually I don't, because you have to love me to

1214
00:56:02,320 --> 00:56:06,080
Speaker 1: fuck with me, because all I got is these last

1215
00:56:06,560 --> 00:56:09,400
Speaker 1: you feel me, So you fucking with me, you fucking

1216
00:56:09,440 --> 00:56:12,120
Speaker 1: with me? You feel me? Yeah, man, I mean that's

1217
00:56:12,160 --> 00:56:14,400
Speaker 1: a great point. He probably has never like felt like,

1218
00:56:14,480 --> 00:56:17,879
Speaker 1: you know, genuine care for who you are. They probably

1219
00:56:18,200 --> 00:56:21,239
Speaker 1: with you because of like you know what you have,

1220
00:56:21,320 --> 00:56:23,759
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. That's crazy, though, man, how

1221
00:56:23,760 --> 00:56:25,440
Speaker 1: do people do this? I think most people do that.

1222
00:56:25,760 --> 00:56:28,480
Speaker 1: To be honest, though, man, I think I think most

1223
00:56:28,520 --> 00:56:31,480
Speaker 1: people are not fucking with the person who they're like,

1224
00:56:32,239 --> 00:56:36,120
Speaker 1: I can't I want to be with this motherfucker. H

1225
00:56:36,640 --> 00:56:38,640
Speaker 1: I feel that, bro. I feel like a lot of

1226
00:56:38,719 --> 00:56:42,960
Speaker 1: motherfuckers just fucking with well they have this and this

1227
00:56:43,000 --> 00:56:45,520
Speaker 1: and this is cool, you know what I mean? Or

1228
00:56:45,800 --> 00:56:48,280
Speaker 1: or like they you know, they bring this to the table,

1229
00:56:48,920 --> 00:56:51,160
Speaker 1: but they aren't. I don't think they with somebody like, dude,

1230
00:56:51,560 --> 00:56:55,360
Speaker 1: I really want to be with this person, right, you

1231
00:56:55,400 --> 00:56:59,480
Speaker 1: know what I mean? Right, I mean basically what the

1232
00:56:59,560 --> 00:57:03,320
Speaker 1: areactly exactly what they are or like maybe just settling

1233
00:57:03,440 --> 00:57:05,759
Speaker 1: or whatever. I don't know, but I just like most

1234
00:57:05,840 --> 00:57:07,440
Speaker 1: relations looking like I'm like, you don't really fuck with

1235
00:57:07,440 --> 00:57:09,560
Speaker 1: this person all the way, Like y'all, y'all might have

1236
00:57:09,680 --> 00:57:11,839
Speaker 1: love because y'all been together for a minute and there's

1237
00:57:11,880 --> 00:57:15,799
Speaker 1: a certain amount of like appreciation and comfort that, but like,

1238
00:57:15,960 --> 00:57:18,600
Speaker 1: you know, like people being relations don't even be talking, bro.

1239
00:57:20,520 --> 00:57:22,160
Speaker 1: You know what I mean, I'll be like, damn, like

1240
00:57:22,960 --> 00:57:25,320
Speaker 1: do y'all ever talk? You know what I'm saying, Like

1241
00:57:25,320 --> 00:57:27,600
Speaker 1: like they don't be talking and be communicated all, you know,

1242
00:57:27,680 --> 00:57:29,360
Speaker 1: like they don't know what the fuck going on, you know,

1243
00:57:29,680 --> 00:57:32,760
Speaker 1: other than like what bills are getting paid, Like I

1244
00:57:32,760 --> 00:57:35,240
Speaker 1: mean I should, Well, my my parents was was married,

1245
00:57:35,360 --> 00:57:39,720
Speaker 1: like my parents are married, like my stepmom, my stepdad

1246
00:57:40,160 --> 00:57:42,760
Speaker 1: and my mom. Like all I saw was arguments, bro.

1247
00:57:43,280 --> 00:57:46,160
Speaker 1: When they talk, they was basically arguing, bro. And then

1248
00:57:46,200 --> 00:57:48,640
Speaker 1: most relationships from older people, it is just that, man,

1249
00:57:48,680 --> 00:57:51,120
Speaker 1: they just don't really fuck with each other like that. Man,

1250
00:57:51,120 --> 00:57:53,000
Speaker 1: do you think that's bread? Like over time.

1251
00:57:54,120 --> 00:57:56,680
Speaker 4: I don't know that, Like you go to things given

1252
00:57:56,720 --> 00:57:58,720
Speaker 4: then and you see, like you know, the uncles and

1253
00:57:58,760 --> 00:58:00,360
Speaker 4: aunts have been married for thirty years. They come to

1254
00:58:00,400 --> 00:58:04,040
Speaker 4: that motherfucker they don't even speak like this is just

1255
00:58:04,080 --> 00:58:05,520
Speaker 4: carpool together.

1256
00:58:07,520 --> 00:58:11,080
Speaker 1: Like rooms and ship, bro, Like like you know what

1257
00:58:11,120 --> 00:58:14,840
Speaker 1: I'm saying. It's like it's crazy. It's it's wow to watch,

1258
00:58:14,960 --> 00:58:17,919
Speaker 1: like the you know, like it's wow to watch, bro.

1259
00:58:18,640 --> 00:58:21,200
Speaker 4: Yeah, you're I don't know if you have any of

1260
00:58:21,200 --> 00:58:24,000
Speaker 4: these certain senses in your family, but the strongest meriage

1261
00:58:24,000 --> 00:58:27,320
Speaker 4: in my family are when someone cheated but they want

1262
00:58:27,360 --> 00:58:30,320
Speaker 4: to make it work again, right, Like that's what the

1263
00:58:30,840 --> 00:58:33,080
Speaker 4: definite They seem to be back in love with each other.

1264
00:58:33,160 --> 00:58:35,000
Speaker 8: Dogs. Weird as that ship may seem, you.

1265
00:58:34,960 --> 00:58:39,680
Speaker 1: Know why it is though, because it's the same reason

1266
00:58:39,760 --> 00:58:44,080
Speaker 1: Carmelo's sick. Right now, you feel me like he was

1267
00:58:44,160 --> 00:58:47,000
Speaker 1: just you, just you. I guess you would with somebody around,

1268
00:58:47,000 --> 00:58:49,480
Speaker 1: somebody enough, you're gonna take it for granted, right, right,

1269
00:58:49,560 --> 00:58:52,200
Speaker 1: You're gonna take it for granted. Right then when you

1270
00:58:52,240 --> 00:58:56,480
Speaker 1: fuck up and you like they almost shake, then you realize,

1271
00:58:56,480 --> 00:59:01,080
Speaker 1: like damn, nigga, like this every thing you're really losing.

1272
00:59:02,160 --> 00:59:04,760
Speaker 1: You feel me yeah, And so yeah, that kind of

1273
00:59:04,800 --> 00:59:07,000
Speaker 1: makes sense if the person's willing to work it all,

1274
00:59:07,040 --> 00:59:09,080
Speaker 1: if you ain't really go all the way off, you know,

1275
00:59:09,160 --> 00:59:10,600
Speaker 1: jump all the way off the cliff with it.

1276
00:59:10,680 --> 00:59:14,080
Speaker 4: You feel me yeah, And I think motherfucker's be like, well,

1277
00:59:14,120 --> 00:59:16,160
Speaker 4: you know, I found someone who fell in love me.

1278
00:59:16,160 --> 00:59:18,880
Speaker 8: I'll find another one. No, bro, this world doesn't give

1279
00:59:18,920 --> 00:59:19,840
Speaker 8: a fuck about you. Bro.

1280
00:59:20,640 --> 00:59:24,360
Speaker 4: If you find someone who loves you, dog, that's a rarity, man.

1281
00:59:24,560 --> 00:59:27,840
Speaker 1: I mean. And you can find somebody that to fuck

1282
00:59:27,920 --> 00:59:29,720
Speaker 1: with you like you know what I mean. But if

1283
00:59:29,760 --> 00:59:34,960
Speaker 1: you find somebody that loves you like you, like, just

1284
00:59:35,080 --> 00:59:38,480
Speaker 1: wants to be with you, you gotta hold on that motherfucker man, yeah,

1285
00:59:38,640 --> 00:59:40,480
Speaker 1: because that's what I mean. Because this thing, the thing

1286
00:59:40,480 --> 00:59:44,040
Speaker 1: about relationships, when they get like dog, it's gonna it's

1287
00:59:44,080 --> 00:59:47,320
Speaker 1: gonna get shitty. Bro, you know what I'm saying. But

1288
00:59:47,360 --> 00:59:48,880
Speaker 1: you just got to make sure you got a soldier

1289
00:59:48,880 --> 00:59:50,640
Speaker 1: in the trenches with you that really fuck with you.

1290
00:59:50,640 --> 00:59:52,680
Speaker 1: You feel me, it's gonna work with you when it

1291
00:59:52,760 --> 00:59:54,640
Speaker 1: get when when you get in the mud, you feel

1292
00:59:54,680 --> 00:59:57,800
Speaker 1: me yeah, And I feel like you know a lot

1293
00:59:57,840 --> 00:59:59,959
Speaker 1: of I mean, I don't know, man, Like, if you

1294
01:00:00,000 --> 01:00:01,840
Speaker 1: find somebody that really love you. They gonna work through

1295
01:00:01,840 --> 01:00:03,840
Speaker 1: some shit because it's gonna get shitty. It ain't always

1296
01:00:03,840 --> 01:00:07,320
Speaker 1: gonna be like all you know, all good. You know,

1297
01:00:07,640 --> 01:00:09,680
Speaker 1: every relationships has its struggles, you know what I mean.

1298
01:00:09,720 --> 01:00:12,080
Speaker 1: But you got somebody that like, I want to go,

1299
01:00:12,200 --> 01:00:13,640
Speaker 1: I want to do do this, I want to do

1300
01:00:13,640 --> 01:00:15,600
Speaker 1: this life ship with you. You might not find another

1301
01:00:15,600 --> 01:00:19,080
Speaker 1: motherfucker like that for real, because you can find somebody

1302
01:00:19,080 --> 01:00:21,360
Speaker 1: to fuck with you like for like, you know what

1303
01:00:21,400 --> 01:00:24,640
Speaker 1: you bring to the table. But if somebody else brought

1304
01:00:24,680 --> 01:00:27,080
Speaker 1: that same ship, they will fuck it fuck with them too.

1305
01:00:27,160 --> 01:00:28,920
Speaker 1: You feel me like you just happen to be the

1306
01:00:28,960 --> 01:00:31,120
Speaker 1: first one. Maybe I don't know they brought that ship

1307
01:00:31,160 --> 01:00:33,560
Speaker 1: to the table, but like that they ran into But

1308
01:00:33,640 --> 01:00:36,520
Speaker 1: if it wasn't you, they be fine with it, you know,

1309
01:00:37,840 --> 01:00:40,920
Speaker 1: like you know, you know, or maybe you just fit

1310
01:00:40,960 --> 01:00:42,760
Speaker 1: into their plan, like you know what I mean. But

1311
01:00:42,800 --> 01:00:46,200
Speaker 1: like for somebody to like, yo, I want this motherfucker

1312
01:00:46,240 --> 01:00:48,040
Speaker 1: in my life. Man, that's hard to find you.

1313
01:00:48,880 --> 01:00:49,800
Speaker 8: Yeah, you know what I mean.

1314
01:00:51,080 --> 01:00:52,960
Speaker 1: You gotta you gotta, you gotta man, you better coup

1315
01:00:53,040 --> 01:00:58,240
Speaker 1: that motherfucker man, because I mean, I mean, especially now,

1316
01:00:58,400 --> 01:01:02,640
Speaker 1: bron I hardly even ship new friends please, Man, that

1317
01:01:02,720 --> 01:01:05,080
Speaker 1: happened every so of let alone a whole new like

1318
01:01:05,640 --> 01:01:06,959
Speaker 1: person to fall in love with.

1319
01:01:07,960 --> 01:01:10,000
Speaker 8: A whole new person, to playing the rest of them

1320
01:01:10,960 --> 01:01:12,960
Speaker 8: foreverwhere I.

1321
01:01:13,000 --> 01:01:14,440
Speaker 1: Would they even try that ship? Bro?

1322
01:01:14,680 --> 01:01:15,640
Speaker 12: This fuck out of here?

1323
01:01:15,680 --> 01:01:19,120
Speaker 1: That ships stupid stressful? Bro, you know what I mean? Like,

1324
01:01:20,440 --> 01:01:23,400
Speaker 1: like you gotta build up all the hell. No, man,

1325
01:01:23,400 --> 01:01:25,520
Speaker 1: it's hard, that'sh it hard to find and then create.

1326
01:01:26,000 --> 01:01:27,680
Speaker 1: You put all these years and the ship. What what

1327
01:01:27,720 --> 01:01:29,240
Speaker 1: you do with all that ship when it's gone?

1328
01:01:29,240 --> 01:01:29,439
Speaker 2: Man?

1329
01:01:29,520 --> 01:01:31,520
Speaker 1: Like you then you gotta like get old the ship too,

1330
01:01:31,720 --> 01:01:33,480
Speaker 1: because you can't just jump right in the song. You

1331
01:01:33,520 --> 01:01:40,360
Speaker 1: gotta yill funk all that everything everything about that man.

1332
01:01:40,520 --> 01:01:44,280
Speaker 1: So yeah, but it's it's a it's it's what the

1333
01:01:44,280 --> 01:01:45,200
Speaker 1: funks were talking about.

1334
01:01:45,240 --> 01:01:45,360
Speaker 8: Bro.

1335
01:01:45,400 --> 01:01:49,840
Speaker 4: What was about how motherfuckers do not really fuck with

1336
01:01:49,880 --> 01:01:50,360
Speaker 4: you like that?

1337
01:01:50,600 --> 01:01:50,800
Speaker 9: Yeah?

1338
01:01:50,880 --> 01:01:52,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, so hold on that ship because you're gonna

1339
01:01:52,800 --> 01:01:54,160
Speaker 1: find a whole once of the fuck with you. But yeah,

1340
01:01:54,360 --> 01:01:58,280
Speaker 1: I feel with Rob Man, like I mean, he just man,

1341
01:01:58,400 --> 01:02:00,520
Speaker 1: what the fuck dude? Do you remember when he was

1342
01:02:00,560 --> 01:02:01,560
Speaker 1: like that? Dude though?

1343
01:02:02,920 --> 01:02:04,240
Speaker 8: Yeah, when he was God damn.

1344
01:02:07,080 --> 01:02:08,680
Speaker 1: Felt. I think you know what I think that three

1345
01:02:08,800 --> 01:02:10,720
Speaker 1: L W ship. I think once that happened, Bro, he

1346
01:02:10,840 --> 01:02:15,320
Speaker 1: was through. He dude, he been, he been. He's been

1347
01:02:15,320 --> 01:02:18,080
Speaker 1: fucking up every since that girls are fucking him. He

1348
01:02:18,280 --> 01:02:22,640
Speaker 1: cheated and she just shook and he been. He's been

1349
01:02:22,680 --> 01:02:24,120
Speaker 1: down bad ever since. Bro.

1350
01:02:25,600 --> 01:02:29,000
Speaker 4: Damn man, and she out there goddamn one of them

1351
01:02:29,080 --> 01:02:32,360
Speaker 4: daytime talk shows talking about how much she loves her

1352
01:02:32,440 --> 01:02:35,920
Speaker 4: husband and her kids and his motherfucking out here putting

1353
01:02:35,960 --> 01:02:37,120
Speaker 4: titties up on I g.

1354
01:02:37,480 --> 01:02:41,600
Speaker 1: Bro, she got a whole different life that nigga might

1355
01:02:41,640 --> 01:02:45,280
Speaker 1: as well have never existed in her past for real. Bro,

1356
01:02:45,560 --> 01:02:46,400
Speaker 1: Ain't that wild?

1357
01:02:46,440 --> 01:02:46,600
Speaker 6: Though?

1358
01:02:46,640 --> 01:02:46,800
Speaker 7: Bro?

1359
01:02:47,120 --> 01:02:52,400
Speaker 14: And you you you move on from somebody and like, like, dude,

1360
01:02:52,560 --> 01:02:56,720
Speaker 14: the most important person at a specific moment in your life,

1361
01:02:57,200 --> 01:02:58,000
Speaker 14: enough time.

1362
01:02:57,840 --> 01:02:59,760
Speaker 1: Passes and ship or you know you you know, you

1363
01:02:59,760 --> 01:03:02,160
Speaker 1: get all that shit. That person might as well not

1364
01:03:02,200 --> 01:03:03,160
Speaker 1: even ever existed.

1365
01:03:03,800 --> 01:03:04,440
Speaker 8: That's wold.

1366
01:03:04,640 --> 01:03:07,480
Speaker 1: That's so wild to me, BRO, when you move on

1367
01:03:07,680 --> 01:03:11,439
Speaker 1: like and you like damn like like, damn, I don't

1368
01:03:11,480 --> 01:03:16,880
Speaker 1: even like, I don't feel nothing. That's I mean, it's

1369
01:03:16,920 --> 01:03:20,880
Speaker 1: it's beautiful when it happens though, right, Yeah, Damn, I

1370
01:03:20,920 --> 01:03:24,320
Speaker 1: really wish you the best stranger, you know what I mean?

1371
01:03:25,520 --> 01:03:29,439
Speaker 4: Stranger who was in my life the last four years, right,

1372
01:03:29,560 --> 01:03:31,840
Speaker 4: but like who I spoke to every day for the

1373
01:03:31,920 --> 01:03:34,440
Speaker 4: last twelve hundred days, right.

1374
01:03:34,720 --> 01:03:39,760
Speaker 1: That's crazy as a motherfucker. But shit, man, anyway, man,

1375
01:03:39,880 --> 01:03:42,160
Speaker 1: So what's the dumbest shit you've done?

1376
01:03:42,200 --> 01:03:42,400
Speaker 9: Man?

1377
01:03:45,040 --> 01:03:48,000
Speaker 1: You know, I was thinking, man, and I don't.

1378
01:03:48,280 --> 01:03:49,600
Speaker 8: I don't know, dude.

1379
01:03:49,440 --> 01:03:51,680
Speaker 4: Because because I'm gonna tell you like this, I've never

1380
01:03:51,760 --> 01:03:54,960
Speaker 4: had a bad breakup where we were cursing each other

1381
01:03:54,960 --> 01:03:57,000
Speaker 4: out and wishing each other ill and all that shit.

1382
01:03:57,120 --> 01:03:59,480
Speaker 4: I also never had a clean breakup where it was.

1383
01:03:59,480 --> 01:04:00,240
Speaker 1: Like it's a over.

1384
01:04:00,440 --> 01:04:03,360
Speaker 4: Like There's been times where I knew the ship was over,

1385
01:04:03,440 --> 01:04:06,440
Speaker 4: but we still were like you know, like you know,

1386
01:04:06,480 --> 01:04:08,160
Speaker 4: we break up with each other and then I'm like, Okay,

1387
01:04:08,320 --> 01:04:09,640
Speaker 4: are you coming over this weekend?

1388
01:04:09,640 --> 01:04:11,720
Speaker 8: And then she'd be like yeah, and then we fucking.

1389
01:04:14,520 --> 01:04:16,640
Speaker 1: Worst stage of breakups, bro.

1390
01:04:17,880 --> 01:04:20,240
Speaker 8: Y'all both know it's over, but you're still kind of

1391
01:04:20,280 --> 01:04:20,720
Speaker 8: like it's not.

1392
01:04:20,640 --> 01:04:23,520
Speaker 1: Even though, but you know it ain't going nowhere.

1393
01:04:23,640 --> 01:04:25,000
Speaker 8: Yeah, I don't even know if it's hanging on.

1394
01:04:25,080 --> 01:04:27,479
Speaker 4: It's more like running in place, right, Like, y'all both

1395
01:04:27,640 --> 01:04:29,760
Speaker 4: know what's over, But y'all, y'all.

1396
01:04:29,680 --> 01:04:32,960
Speaker 1: Dude, Like y'all know it's over, there's a still there's

1397
01:04:33,000 --> 01:04:35,520
Speaker 1: still love there, but there's just no happiness there.

1398
01:04:36,080 --> 01:04:36,800
Speaker 8: Yeah.

1399
01:04:36,840 --> 01:04:38,960
Speaker 1: But the thing is though with that ship, like dog,

1400
01:04:39,080 --> 01:04:41,640
Speaker 1: is it because like y'all just couldn't work or is

1401
01:04:41,640 --> 01:04:45,640
Speaker 1: it because like relationships just get tiring, bro, and it's

1402
01:04:45,720 --> 01:04:50,120
Speaker 1: a tiring phase. Are we just going to get comfortable

1403
01:04:50,160 --> 01:04:55,160
Speaker 1: with that tiring phase? Is that what you have to

1404
01:04:55,240 --> 01:04:56,480
Speaker 1: do to move on?

1405
01:04:57,840 --> 01:05:02,480
Speaker 4: That might be it like like like like all my exes,

1406
01:05:03,320 --> 01:05:05,760
Speaker 4: we kind of like hung around in each other's lives

1407
01:05:05,880 --> 01:05:08,680
Speaker 4: until like we found someone else and then it was

1408
01:05:08,760 --> 01:05:10,600
Speaker 4: kind of like, oh well, it would be disrespectful to

1409
01:05:10,640 --> 01:05:13,080
Speaker 4: who we're with now to keep this ship going. So

1410
01:05:13,560 --> 01:05:20,360
Speaker 4: the audios, right, That's usually how my breakups went really yeah, man.

1411
01:05:21,840 --> 01:05:25,000
Speaker 8: I mean it wasn't like it never changed, like we stopped.

1412
01:05:25,080 --> 01:05:26,480
Speaker 4: We went from talking to each other every day and

1413
01:05:26,600 --> 01:05:29,240
Speaker 4: maybe you know, once a week, once every other week

1414
01:05:29,360 --> 01:05:32,320
Speaker 4: like shit like that. But you know, once once motherfucker's

1415
01:05:32,360 --> 01:05:33,560
Speaker 4: moved on and now it was the end of that.

1416
01:05:34,440 --> 01:05:36,640
Speaker 1: You know, what's the wacked ship? Talking about the past too?

1417
01:05:37,000 --> 01:05:40,240
Speaker 1: I won't talk about that shit. You feel me right

1418
01:05:40,360 --> 01:05:42,440
Speaker 1: like after like you know, especially if it's been like

1419
01:05:42,440 --> 01:05:44,479
Speaker 1: a little minute, you kind of good and they still

1420
01:05:44,520 --> 01:05:49,440
Speaker 1: talking like, man, come on, man, that shit did that

1421
01:05:49,520 --> 01:05:52,280
Speaker 1: ship hella did like even talk about that, that old

1422
01:05:52,320 --> 01:05:53,440
Speaker 1: ass ship you feel me.

1423
01:05:53,440 --> 01:05:55,640
Speaker 8: Like in two thousand and seven, ship.

1424
01:05:55,480 --> 01:05:57,560
Speaker 1: A right, right, niggas ain't got nothing else to talk about.

1425
01:05:57,800 --> 01:05:59,680
Speaker 1: We shouldn't even be on the phone. Then you feel

1426
01:05:59,720 --> 01:06:01,840
Speaker 1: me like ship that's that'd be the weakest shit. But

1427
01:06:01,880 --> 01:06:05,480
Speaker 1: that that that weird ass in between stage when you like,

1428
01:06:06,640 --> 01:06:08,440
Speaker 1: you know, when you still like you know, you know,

1429
01:06:08,640 --> 01:06:10,840
Speaker 1: you know this ship is a rat, but it's like

1430
01:06:11,000 --> 01:06:16,280
Speaker 1: damn like like I still funck with this person, you

1431
01:06:16,360 --> 01:06:19,600
Speaker 1: know what I mean? Need be trying to confuse, like, man,

1432
01:06:19,640 --> 01:06:21,120
Speaker 1: what should I do? What should I do? You know

1433
01:06:21,200 --> 01:06:26,200
Speaker 1: yet the answer already, my nigga. Your fate is sealed. Bro.

1434
01:06:26,280 --> 01:06:29,120
Speaker 1: You just gotta face it, you know what I mean.

1435
01:06:30,160 --> 01:06:32,440
Speaker 1: You just gotta take steps towards your fate. Bro, you

1436
01:06:32,520 --> 01:06:35,520
Speaker 1: know what it is already. Man, Yeah, I don't. I

1437
01:06:35,520 --> 01:06:37,960
Speaker 1: don't know if I've really had a like this nigga.

1438
01:06:38,080 --> 01:06:42,840
Speaker 1: Was this nigga was fucking posting news of his last

1439
01:06:43,400 --> 01:06:45,280
Speaker 1: the mother of his kid.

1440
01:06:45,400 --> 01:06:48,160
Speaker 4: Bro, right, you know what I mean, like all fucking

1441
01:06:48,280 --> 01:06:51,440
Speaker 4: six million of his Instagram This is what you do and.

1442
01:06:51,400 --> 01:06:54,360
Speaker 1: Then when Instagram, it's like, Yo, you being a fuck nigga,

1443
01:06:54,440 --> 01:06:57,160
Speaker 1: Like you know, you know what I'm saying, Like, we

1444
01:06:57,200 --> 01:06:59,120
Speaker 1: can't fuck with you. We had to shut you down.

1445
01:06:59,360 --> 01:07:02,520
Speaker 1: He moved a wit you thirsty as a bitch, my nigga,

1446
01:07:02,560 --> 01:07:06,040
Speaker 1: take over me. You know, scorn dass on somewhere, Bro,

1447
01:07:07,440 --> 01:07:09,680
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Biscuit head ass, you dry

1448
01:07:09,680 --> 01:07:12,840
Speaker 1: as fuck going somewhere else, bro, you wild? You feel me?

1449
01:07:12,880 --> 01:07:17,000
Speaker 1: And he's taking to another social joint, like come on, man, like,

1450
01:07:17,040 --> 01:07:19,280
Speaker 1: do you already fucking up through you posting news and

1451
01:07:19,680 --> 01:07:21,240
Speaker 1: Kelly that's illegal, my nigga.

1452
01:07:21,440 --> 01:07:22,920
Speaker 8: Yeah, that's revenge porn.

1453
01:07:22,960 --> 01:07:25,160
Speaker 1: Bro, nigga, your ass gonna be locked up. That's where

1454
01:07:25,200 --> 01:07:28,000
Speaker 1: you don't want to be. Shout your rich.

1455
01:07:27,920 --> 01:07:32,120
Speaker 4: Ass fuck out of here, bro, Yo, Yo, goddamn rich

1456
01:07:32,200 --> 01:07:34,120
Speaker 4: bbw ass free.

1457
01:07:34,240 --> 01:07:36,720
Speaker 1: You looking delicious. Motherfucker. You looking like a snack of

1458
01:07:36,800 --> 01:07:37,520
Speaker 1: that motherfucker.

1459
01:07:37,640 --> 01:07:40,000
Speaker 8: I got a little wieh right right that booty houn

1460
01:07:40,080 --> 01:07:40,520
Speaker 8: that got.

1461
01:07:43,160 --> 01:07:46,840
Speaker 1: That motherfucker probably looking fighting the motherfucking the motherfuckers in there. Boy,

1462
01:07:46,920 --> 01:07:51,800
Speaker 1: you feel to be somebody? Baby? You feel me? SHP

1463
01:07:51,920 --> 01:07:53,880
Speaker 1: you better chill out, bro. You know what I'm saying,

1464
01:07:54,080 --> 01:07:58,120
Speaker 1: you shoot and you know them hands soft too hard

1465
01:07:58,120 --> 01:08:04,160
Speaker 1: work boy, you you soft and squishy. Boy, Somebody gonna

1466
01:08:04,200 --> 01:08:06,400
Speaker 1: make some good love your ass. Boy, you gonna chill

1467
01:08:06,440 --> 01:08:11,920
Speaker 1: out the shower. Bro. You you threw with it. Bro,

1468
01:08:12,080 --> 01:08:14,400
Speaker 1: cancel that nigga ship. Boy, you need to take your

1469
01:08:14,440 --> 01:08:16,280
Speaker 1: ass on somewhere. You know what I'm saying. And you

1470
01:08:16,360 --> 01:08:19,479
Speaker 1: follow the last nigga. But it's like there, like for real,

1471
01:08:19,520 --> 01:08:22,920
Speaker 1: this this what's really odd to me though. It's like

1472
01:08:23,560 --> 01:08:26,400
Speaker 1: this nigga was doing this for a long time. Bro.

1473
01:08:27,360 --> 01:08:29,519
Speaker 1: You feel me if like one of my niggas did

1474
01:08:29,520 --> 01:08:33,000
Speaker 1: that ship, I'm teleporting, Bro, I'm aa tele I'm gonna

1475
01:08:33,040 --> 01:08:36,960
Speaker 1: teleport to this nigga, Like yo, give me your motherfucking phone, ditch.

1476
01:08:37,880 --> 01:08:41,639
Speaker 1: You feel me? You have no fucking friends, Bro, that's

1477
01:08:41,640 --> 01:08:45,360
Speaker 1: what's wold. You have no friends, Bro, Nobody came over

1478
01:08:45,360 --> 01:08:46,719
Speaker 1: there and snatched your ship.

1479
01:08:47,080 --> 01:08:50,679
Speaker 4: Yeah, if nobody in Rob's life called him a bitch,

1480
01:08:50,800 --> 01:08:52,120
Speaker 4: he doesn't have any true friends.

1481
01:08:52,160 --> 01:08:54,320
Speaker 1: For this, you gotta be called all of that ship bitch.

1482
01:08:54,400 --> 01:08:59,960
Speaker 15: Fuck nigga, whole ass nigga ship like this though, for real,

1483
01:09:00,200 --> 01:09:02,960
Speaker 15: like i'ma grab his ass like, bitch, you wiling, Bro,

1484
01:09:03,760 --> 01:09:06,759
Speaker 15: You're feel especially get locked.

1485
01:09:06,600 --> 01:09:09,400
Speaker 1: Up doing this dumb shit. Nigga. You know these niggas

1486
01:09:09,439 --> 01:09:13,720
Speaker 1: don't do it to you. Ship boy, you soft boy,

1487
01:09:13,760 --> 01:09:15,639
Speaker 1: you ain't ready for that ship nigga. Shit, we ain't

1488
01:09:15,680 --> 01:09:18,080
Speaker 1: hard nigga. You better stay your ass on this side

1489
01:09:18,080 --> 01:09:21,040
Speaker 1: of the law. Boy, you wiling bro, that's crazy, man,

1490
01:09:21,080 --> 01:09:23,439
Speaker 1: this nigga tripping. Somebody should have called him a whole bitch,

1491
01:09:23,479 --> 01:09:26,479
Speaker 1: snatched his motherfucker phone and then grabbed his ass if

1492
01:09:26,479 --> 01:09:28,719
Speaker 1: he was trying him. Fuck that ship, man, that's wild

1493
01:09:28,720 --> 01:09:29,080
Speaker 1: as hell.

1494
01:09:29,439 --> 01:09:34,680
Speaker 16: He got no friends, bro, can't that's that's that's a

1495
01:09:35,520 --> 01:09:39,080
Speaker 16: that's some that's it's it's kind of sad now, but

1496
01:09:39,200 --> 01:09:39,760
Speaker 16: fuck him though.

1497
01:09:39,800 --> 01:09:41,080
Speaker 1: Still, you can't do that type of ship.

1498
01:09:41,640 --> 01:09:42,599
Speaker 8: He can't do that shit.

1499
01:09:43,040 --> 01:09:45,559
Speaker 1: Niggas can't respect that type of ship. Yeah, but damn man,

1500
01:09:45,640 --> 01:09:48,880
Speaker 1: fuck that dude. But yeah, I never I've never I

1501
01:09:48,880 --> 01:09:52,240
Speaker 1: don't think I've ever done no really dumb ass ship. Bro.

1502
01:09:52,760 --> 01:09:56,880
Speaker 1: I'm I'm I'm dumb in the fact that, like, I'll

1503
01:09:57,000 --> 01:10:02,080
Speaker 1: just eat my emotions afterwards, right and I'll be just

1504
01:10:02,120 --> 01:10:07,040
Speaker 1: struggling internally six months. You feel me, I'll get that,

1505
01:10:07,120 --> 01:10:09,400
Speaker 1: I'll get the cry off. You feel me, I get

1506
01:10:09,439 --> 01:10:11,599
Speaker 1: the cries off. But I don't ever talk about this ship,

1507
01:10:11,640 --> 01:10:12,960
Speaker 1: you know, so you get sometimes you got to talk

1508
01:10:13,080 --> 01:10:16,200
Speaker 1: to your homies, you know, communicate, get that ship about

1509
01:10:16,240 --> 01:10:19,240
Speaker 1: you feel me. No, niggas ain't gonna know.

1510
01:10:20,120 --> 01:10:21,800
Speaker 4: Nigga, you haven't tried to do like like a god

1511
01:10:21,920 --> 01:10:24,439
Speaker 4: damn post break up workout, and you you only get

1512
01:10:24,439 --> 01:10:25,400
Speaker 4: like ten minutes into that shit.

1513
01:10:25,400 --> 01:10:29,280
Speaker 8: You're like, I can't do this anymore. What happened?

1514
01:10:29,360 --> 01:10:29,640
Speaker 6: You know?

1515
01:10:29,760 --> 01:10:31,080
Speaker 1: You're in the gym and you just shake.

1516
01:10:31,560 --> 01:10:34,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, You're just like nigga, you got damn on the

1517
01:10:34,040 --> 01:10:35,920
Speaker 4: bench and then you got damn get a little shaky

1518
01:10:36,000 --> 01:10:38,800
Speaker 4: your your I stopped welling up, like I need to leave.

1519
01:10:39,560 --> 01:10:44,479
Speaker 1: Don't be crying on this motherfucking bitch Nigga doing squatch

1520
01:10:44,600 --> 01:10:49,400
Speaker 1: tear it up like a mother. Yeah, bro, I mean

1521
01:10:49,479 --> 01:10:52,599
Speaker 1: come on, of course, man, I mean it wasn't a gym,

1522
01:10:52,800 --> 01:10:55,240
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Actually, there was a time

1523
01:10:55,920 --> 01:10:58,200
Speaker 1: I did go to the gym. I was in the

1524
01:10:58,200 --> 01:11:00,240
Speaker 1: middle of a run. Bro. We also on the red

1525
01:11:00,240 --> 01:11:01,960
Speaker 1: mill trying to get like thirty minutes, and I think

1526
01:11:02,000 --> 01:11:04,920
Speaker 1: I was like halfway through. I just pressed stop and

1527
01:11:04,920 --> 01:11:09,720
Speaker 1: walked out. Hey, I did a little glide off the

1528
01:11:09,760 --> 01:11:14,320
Speaker 1: ship too when it slowed down and just glid off

1529
01:11:14,360 --> 01:11:25,000
Speaker 1: the back head between my legs and this motherfucker bro

1530
01:11:25,600 --> 01:11:29,160
Speaker 1: niggas be sick in some break coats man for real, dog,

1531
01:11:29,160 --> 01:11:31,519
Speaker 1: But yeah, I did. That ship needs to be places,

1532
01:11:31,560 --> 01:11:35,439
Speaker 1: Like what's the point anymore? Nigga. I remember one time, Nigga,

1533
01:11:35,479 --> 01:11:37,200
Speaker 1: I had this break up, Nigga, I got the gut

1534
01:11:37,200 --> 01:11:39,240
Speaker 1: out of the computer, started to write down like I

1535
01:11:39,280 --> 01:11:44,200
Speaker 1: was gonna write a book on this ship. I was like,

1536
01:11:44,240 --> 01:11:46,400
Speaker 1: how the fuck? Like just I was just like writing

1537
01:11:46,520 --> 01:11:50,439
Speaker 1: all ship in the fucking uh? What was that ship

1538
01:11:50,439 --> 01:11:54,280
Speaker 1: a Starbucks? You know what I'm saying, Like I'm outside

1539
01:11:54,320 --> 01:11:57,800
Speaker 1: of the Starbucks, eyes as wet as a motherfucker face wet.

1540
01:11:57,880 --> 01:12:01,080
Speaker 1: You feel me, probably looking crazy? Ship? Man, it was.

1541
01:12:01,080 --> 01:12:04,280
Speaker 8: Hot too, you were writing that ship at Starbucks?

1542
01:12:04,320 --> 01:12:05,200
Speaker 12: I was right, I was.

1543
01:12:05,200 --> 01:12:06,920
Speaker 1: It was like I was just getting my emotions because

1544
01:12:06,960 --> 01:12:09,040
Speaker 1: I don't talk to people, bro, Like, dude, you be

1545
01:12:09,040 --> 01:12:10,800
Speaker 1: talking folks about your ship, like your homies about your

1546
01:12:10,800 --> 01:12:12,120
Speaker 1: ship when you be hurt.

1547
01:12:13,920 --> 01:12:19,519
Speaker 8: I mean I rarely get go in depth unless we drunk.

1548
01:12:20,080 --> 01:12:24,479
Speaker 4: But you know, like I'll tell them, man, well me

1549
01:12:24,520 --> 01:12:26,400
Speaker 4: and me know me and later and on good terms

1550
01:12:26,479 --> 01:12:27,920
Speaker 4: right now, Like that'll be like the depth of that

1551
01:12:28,000 --> 01:12:29,120
Speaker 4: ship for the most part.

1552
01:12:29,200 --> 01:12:32,960
Speaker 1: Wow, Like my nigga, a woman to go to a

1553
01:12:33,040 --> 01:12:37,320
Speaker 1: homegirl should have open arms. You feel me crying to

1554
01:12:37,479 --> 01:12:40,479
Speaker 1: their arms. You feel me like you know what I mean,

1555
01:12:40,680 --> 01:12:44,679
Speaker 1: open up talking like you know, liked real conversations about

1556
01:12:44,680 --> 01:12:47,360
Speaker 1: the ship. You feel me. I don't talk about ship

1557
01:12:47,439 --> 01:12:49,840
Speaker 1: when I'm hurting. I don't even talked to my mom

1558
01:12:49,880 --> 01:12:51,479
Speaker 1: about shit when I'm hurting. You feel me like, I

1559
01:12:51,600 --> 01:12:56,000
Speaker 1: just eat that ship, bro. It's like I mean, over time,

1560
01:12:56,040 --> 01:12:58,040
Speaker 1: it'll just I just know, like it'll go away. But

1561
01:12:58,280 --> 01:13:00,760
Speaker 1: I'll be man my anxiety being on ten and ship

1562
01:13:00,800 --> 01:13:03,800
Speaker 1: because I don't be expressing myself and ship. It's just

1563
01:13:04,000 --> 01:13:08,760
Speaker 1: wild dog like how we do not express ourselves like that.

1564
01:13:08,840 --> 01:13:09,320
Speaker 1: You feel me.

1565
01:13:09,800 --> 01:13:11,799
Speaker 8: Niggas be talking. The niggas don't be talking.

1566
01:13:12,200 --> 01:13:15,000
Speaker 1: Right, We be talking about all the dumb shit, but

1567
01:13:15,040 --> 01:13:18,439
Speaker 1: we never really express our emotions and shit. Man, have

1568
01:13:18,520 --> 01:13:20,639
Speaker 1: you ever like been around your home like your homegirls

1569
01:13:20,640 --> 01:13:22,080
Speaker 1: and like they're talking to you, like damn, y'all have

1570
01:13:22,160 --> 01:13:23,160
Speaker 1: real conversations.

1571
01:13:23,439 --> 01:13:25,480
Speaker 8: Yeah, they be talking like a motherfucker.

1572
01:13:25,120 --> 01:13:29,920
Speaker 1: Like real conversational shit, real ship. They be into each

1573
01:13:30,000 --> 01:13:33,360
Speaker 1: other and shit. I be like, nigga, we be bullshit. Bro,

1574
01:13:35,680 --> 01:13:37,439
Speaker 1: you feel me like when I be hurting, When I

1575
01:13:37,479 --> 01:13:40,120
Speaker 1: be hurting, hurting, you feel me, Like I'm not telling

1576
01:13:40,120 --> 01:13:43,439
Speaker 1: nobody that ship you feel me, I'm not talking about

1577
01:13:43,439 --> 01:13:45,599
Speaker 1: I'm not talking I'm not talking about my motherfucking emotions

1578
01:13:45,600 --> 01:13:47,600
Speaker 1: like that for real, you know what I mean. Like,

1579
01:13:47,880 --> 01:13:49,600
Speaker 1: I'm a, I'm a, I'm a I'm gonna let a

1580
01:13:49,640 --> 01:13:53,599
Speaker 1: nigga know like yo, like I like you said, we

1581
01:13:53,640 --> 01:13:55,960
Speaker 1: ain't on the best terms, you know, shit, shit kind

1582
01:13:55,960 --> 01:13:58,680
Speaker 1: of fucked up right now, just so you know why

1583
01:13:58,680 --> 01:14:04,160
Speaker 1: I ain't answer this motherfucking you feel me? But like, yeah,

1584
01:14:04,360 --> 01:14:06,559
Speaker 1: like that's it, bro, That's as far as it goes

1585
01:14:06,880 --> 01:14:11,240
Speaker 1: crazy though, But yeah, man, it's Rob Kardashian ship man.

1586
01:14:11,240 --> 01:14:14,120
Speaker 1: That's it. I've never I don't have any like real

1587
01:14:15,520 --> 01:14:22,840
Speaker 1: real relationship experiences outside of just eating my emotions, like

1588
01:14:22,960 --> 01:14:23,640
Speaker 1: every middle of the.

1589
01:14:23,640 --> 01:14:29,280
Speaker 4: Day watching Netflix until the sun comes up for some ship,

1590
01:14:29,520 --> 01:14:30,000
Speaker 4: right bro?

1591
01:14:30,280 --> 01:14:30,519
Speaker 9: Right?

1592
01:14:31,680 --> 01:14:33,360
Speaker 1: Why does it be so hard to sleep when you

1593
01:14:33,479 --> 01:14:40,599
Speaker 1: be hurt? Though? All you know, I wonder what she owns.

1594
01:14:40,680 --> 01:14:43,160
Speaker 1: She ain't even she ain't hit me on something about it.

1595
01:14:43,160 --> 01:14:46,200
Speaker 4: You know what I mean, the worst part of sleeping

1596
01:14:46,200 --> 01:14:48,800
Speaker 4: when you fucked up? Is that that first moment when

1597
01:14:48,840 --> 01:14:50,000
Speaker 4: you wake up you're like, wow, my.

1598
01:14:49,920 --> 01:14:51,920
Speaker 8: Life is really fucked up right now?

1599
01:14:52,000 --> 01:14:54,720
Speaker 1: This is real, Like when you wake up and you're like,

1600
01:14:54,800 --> 01:15:01,320
Speaker 1: oh yeah, oh yeah, my life is in Ship. You

1601
01:15:01,360 --> 01:15:03,360
Speaker 1: wake up, you see the sun and it reminds you

1602
01:15:03,439 --> 01:15:08,680
Speaker 1: of how shitty your life is at the moment, like.

1603
01:15:08,680 --> 01:15:11,520
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, I forgot I was in a state of nothingness,

1604
01:15:11,520 --> 01:15:13,960
Speaker 4: but now I am conscious and I forgot how fucked

1605
01:15:14,040 --> 01:15:14,760
Speaker 4: up everything.

1606
01:15:14,439 --> 01:15:15,920
Speaker 1: And I wish I was in a state of nothing

1607
01:15:15,960 --> 01:15:19,559
Speaker 1: this again, right, dude, that's crazy for me, Like for me,

1608
01:15:19,640 --> 01:15:25,320
Speaker 1: like my thing is like I like sleeping, my sleep

1609
01:15:25,400 --> 01:15:28,360
Speaker 1: hours be fucked up. Like at night I can't sleep.

1610
01:15:28,439 --> 01:15:30,200
Speaker 1: I think the reason I can't sleep is like, dude,

1611
01:15:30,240 --> 01:15:33,600
Speaker 1: that bed be feeling fucking like like even if you

1612
01:15:33,800 --> 01:15:36,840
Speaker 1: used to sleeping by yourself, bro, Like most nights you

1613
01:15:36,880 --> 01:15:41,439
Speaker 1: feel me like that bed feels so cold and lonely. Dog,

1614
01:15:42,280 --> 01:15:45,479
Speaker 1: you feel me like like I'll just be this. This

1615
01:15:45,560 --> 01:15:47,439
Speaker 1: is what this is. We talked about this before too.

1616
01:15:48,360 --> 01:15:52,040
Speaker 1: You're never during the day I'll sleep because like I

1617
01:15:52,200 --> 01:15:54,760
Speaker 1: lay down because like the sun's out, people are out

1618
01:15:54,760 --> 01:15:57,040
Speaker 1: making noise and Ship, you know, people are out you know,

1619
01:15:57,400 --> 01:15:59,519
Speaker 1: you know, calling and texting, so I'm never all the

1620
01:15:59,520 --> 01:16:01,120
Speaker 1: way alone on my thoughts, you know what I mean.

1621
01:16:01,800 --> 01:16:05,400
Speaker 1: But at night, dude, ain't nobody outside. It's pitch fucking

1622
01:16:05,439 --> 01:16:08,719
Speaker 1: black out there. You know, nobody calling. You know, everybody

1623
01:16:08,840 --> 01:16:11,680
Speaker 1: sleep you really alone with your thoughts, bro, And so

1624
01:16:11,720 --> 01:16:14,320
Speaker 1: it's just hard to sleep when you like alone with

1625
01:16:14,360 --> 01:16:16,360
Speaker 1: them fucking thoughts and you thinking about it, you know

1626
01:16:16,400 --> 01:16:19,000
Speaker 1: what I mean. Yeah, Like for me, so I'll sleep

1627
01:16:19,080 --> 01:16:20,840
Speaker 1: during the day like when I'm really fucked up like that,

1628
01:16:20,960 --> 01:16:24,760
Speaker 1: Like I'll get like like that weak ass day's sleep

1629
01:16:24,840 --> 01:16:29,439
Speaker 1: that you really ain't rested. It's just man, that ship. Wow, man,

1630
01:16:29,760 --> 01:16:30,919
Speaker 1: all that we're talking about.

1631
01:16:30,680 --> 01:16:36,120
Speaker 4: Some goddamn rob got this goddamn going into existence.

1632
01:16:36,400 --> 01:16:38,240
Speaker 1: We ain't clown to rob. We clowning ourselves.

1633
01:16:38,280 --> 01:17:02,559
Speaker 2: Nigga up and shoot all.

1634
01:17:04,880 --> 01:17:05,479
Speaker 4: All this.

1635
01:17:07,800 --> 01:17:14,240
Speaker 2: Nothing, no nothing, the spend time in shoe all that,

1636
01:17:16,840 --> 01:17:19,280
Speaker 2: But I got that kit. Tell them hound any bay bay?

1637
01:17:19,360 --> 01:17:22,960
Speaker 8: Hey, we both flove these honeys in.

1638
01:17:26,240 --> 01:17:27,479
Speaker 12: What's I finished with my job?

1639
01:17:27,560 --> 01:17:31,680
Speaker 1: Baby girl? Out on my way. I'm gonna coll you

1640
01:17:31,760 --> 01:17:32,439
Speaker 1: got new poses.

1641
01:17:32,439 --> 01:17:35,599
Speaker 12: If I said I'm a displaying, you know, I don't

1642
01:17:35,640 --> 01:17:37,160
Speaker 12: say anything just to say anything.

1643
01:17:38,400 --> 01:17:40,439
Speaker 2: No, no no, never found never.

1644
01:17:40,680 --> 01:17:42,880
Speaker 12: I never had no love like you.

1645
01:17:43,240 --> 01:17:45,679
Speaker 2: No, no, no, this is right here. I'm gonna keeting

1646
01:17:45,720 --> 01:17:46,479
Speaker 2: to myself if.

1647
01:17:46,400 --> 01:17:48,760
Speaker 4: I don't want to lose, No no, no, not c

1648
01:17:50,200 --> 01:17:52,880
Speaker 4: You don't want to lose, you can't.

1649
01:17:53,200 --> 01:17:58,120
Speaker 1: All right, let's go on these motherfucker emails there, All right,

1650
01:17:58,200 --> 01:18:02,479
Speaker 1: let's god damn lo it. So what we do? Which one?

1651
01:18:02,520 --> 01:18:03,760
Speaker 1: You want to go first? You want to go further?

1652
01:18:04,840 --> 01:18:05,559
Speaker 8: Uh shit?

1653
01:18:05,640 --> 01:18:12,559
Speaker 4: I will do the inaugural email for this episode. All right,

1654
01:18:12,640 --> 01:18:16,400
Speaker 4: So this is from at CX coke.

1655
01:18:16,600 --> 01:18:18,720
Speaker 8: That's the homie right there. What's up, guys, big fan

1656
01:18:18,760 --> 01:18:20,200
Speaker 8: of y'all? Fuck we all all the way.

1657
01:18:20,640 --> 01:18:23,360
Speaker 4: Best slash worst thing I did after a breakup during

1658
01:18:23,400 --> 01:18:25,800
Speaker 4: my first marriage, I was cheating on my wife with

1659
01:18:25,840 --> 01:18:26,719
Speaker 4: one of her friends.

1660
01:18:27,200 --> 01:18:31,000
Speaker 8: Ended up leaving my wife for her. It didn't work out, surprise, surprise,

1661
01:18:31,080 --> 01:18:32,519
Speaker 8: and my girlfriend and I broke up.

1662
01:18:32,800 --> 01:18:34,719
Speaker 4: The night we broke up, I asked the third friend

1663
01:18:34,760 --> 01:18:37,040
Speaker 4: in their little crew for a ride home. She didn't

1664
01:18:37,080 --> 01:18:39,200
Speaker 4: know I cheated on one of her best friends with

1665
01:18:39,240 --> 01:18:41,320
Speaker 4: the other, but one thing led to another and we

1666
01:18:41,400 --> 01:18:43,640
Speaker 4: ended up smashing at like two am and hooked up

1667
01:18:43,680 --> 01:18:46,840
Speaker 4: for a few weeks After that, my ex girlfriend one

1668
01:18:46,880 --> 01:18:50,280
Speaker 4: I cheated with and I ended up getting back together

1669
01:18:50,400 --> 01:18:52,639
Speaker 4: until she found out I hooked up with the third friend.

1670
01:18:53,120 --> 01:18:56,040
Speaker 4: Shit went down after that, yelling, screaming, threatening. I'm lucky

1671
01:18:56,040 --> 01:18:58,240
Speaker 4: I made it out alive. All that and I still

1672
01:18:58,280 --> 01:19:03,920
Speaker 4: didn't learn shit. Man, anyway, keep doing what you're doing, coach.

1673
01:19:04,400 --> 01:19:06,160
Speaker 4: That's a lot of ship going on it, bro, I

1674
01:19:06,160 --> 01:19:07,600
Speaker 4: ain't never ran through a whole crew like that.

1675
01:19:07,760 --> 01:19:11,679
Speaker 1: Got ship boy, you kind of you must be interested,

1676
01:19:11,760 --> 01:19:15,479
Speaker 1: fellow man to be able to pull that off. Man,

1677
01:19:15,600 --> 01:19:17,040
Speaker 1: have a couple of drinks with you, man, I want

1678
01:19:17,080 --> 01:19:17,200
Speaker 1: to know.

1679
01:19:17,360 --> 01:19:22,760
Speaker 4: That's so goddamnes man. Like if I've had cruise where

1680
01:19:22,800 --> 01:19:25,280
Speaker 4: a girl has like said, well, I think he's kind

1681
01:19:25,280 --> 01:19:28,600
Speaker 4: of cute, and that's it for me in that whole circle. Like,

1682
01:19:28,680 --> 01:19:31,200
Speaker 4: if I can't get hurt, then I can't have nothing

1683
01:19:31,280 --> 01:19:34,240
Speaker 4: dog like. And this motherfucker out there smashed the whole crew.

1684
01:19:34,560 --> 01:19:36,200
Speaker 1: You ain't never a friend before.

1685
01:19:37,000 --> 01:19:39,800
Speaker 4: A friend of mine, No, like a friend of a

1686
01:19:39,800 --> 01:19:41,240
Speaker 4: girl who liked me or a friend of him.

1687
01:19:42,240 --> 01:19:45,320
Speaker 8: Ah, I don't think I have.

1688
01:19:45,520 --> 01:19:47,760
Speaker 1: I don't think I have either, Bro. I don't think

1689
01:19:47,800 --> 01:19:48,559
Speaker 1: you'll ever have.

1690
01:19:49,320 --> 01:19:51,519
Speaker 8: A pretty loyalty each other in that regard when it

1691
01:19:51,560 --> 01:19:52,240
Speaker 8: comes to dudes.

1692
01:19:52,280 --> 01:19:59,760
Speaker 1: And yeah, I I remember this chick was kind of

1693
01:20:00,000 --> 01:20:02,360
Speaker 1: making me, but then she started sucking with my nigga,

1694
01:20:02,479 --> 01:20:05,120
Speaker 1: you feel me, but she's still kind of fucked with

1695
01:20:05,160 --> 01:20:07,439
Speaker 1: me though, you feel me, Like she still kind of

1696
01:20:07,479 --> 01:20:10,720
Speaker 1: was digging me, and uh, I was fun. I was

1697
01:20:10,720 --> 01:20:14,360
Speaker 1: about to fuck her friend. And I remember I asked her.

1698
01:20:14,400 --> 01:20:16,240
Speaker 1: I said, Yo, she stayed across the hall. This was

1699
01:20:16,280 --> 01:20:19,040
Speaker 1: in college whatever, and I'm like, yo, you got some condums,

1700
01:20:19,040 --> 01:20:20,280
Speaker 1: like let me get you know what I'm saying, like

1701
01:20:20,320 --> 01:20:22,840
Speaker 1: because because I didn't have them at the time, and

1702
01:20:22,880 --> 01:20:24,400
Speaker 1: she was kind of like what's on? You don't want

1703
01:20:24,400 --> 01:20:27,519
Speaker 1: to fuck her? Bro, That's the closest I've ever come

1704
01:20:27,600 --> 01:20:31,439
Speaker 1: to like but like, you know, just a girl, kind

1705
01:20:31,479 --> 01:20:33,640
Speaker 1: of a friend kind of hating on another friend, Like

1706
01:20:33,720 --> 01:20:35,880
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like that's it. It was.

1707
01:20:35,960 --> 01:20:40,000
Speaker 1: I've never like actually, like I don't I've never even

1708
01:20:40,240 --> 01:20:41,720
Speaker 1: I don't know if I could pull that off. Bro,

1709
01:20:41,840 --> 01:20:43,800
Speaker 1: Like that's just that's too stressful for a nigga.

1710
01:20:43,840 --> 01:20:44,000
Speaker 7: Bro.

1711
01:20:44,360 --> 01:20:48,759
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean yeah, yeah, I've never had no situation

1712
01:20:48,880 --> 01:20:49,840
Speaker 1: like that. That's a movie ship.

1713
01:20:49,920 --> 01:20:50,080
Speaker 6: Bro.

1714
01:20:50,880 --> 01:20:55,320
Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah, you've you've you've you've out done me and yourself.

1715
01:20:55,640 --> 01:20:57,519
Speaker 1: He can't all do himself, ship, I don't even anybody can.

1716
01:20:57,560 --> 01:20:59,120
Speaker 1: I'll do him. I've never heard of anything like that.

1717
01:21:00,200 --> 01:21:01,960
Speaker 1: I've only read of stuff like that or seen in

1718
01:21:02,000 --> 01:21:10,240
Speaker 1: the movies. Anyway. Yeah, so this is uh, this is

1719
01:21:10,400 --> 01:21:13,559
Speaker 1: I'm gonna say he wants me to say later. This

1720
01:21:13,680 --> 01:21:17,320
Speaker 1: is from a person that might not have want us

1721
01:21:17,320 --> 01:21:21,000
Speaker 1: to say his name. It's titled running in the Rain.

1722
01:21:22,720 --> 01:21:25,040
Speaker 1: It says, what's good? What's good, y'all. I'm a big

1723
01:21:25,080 --> 01:21:27,479
Speaker 1: fan of the podcast. You guys have me weak. I

1724
01:21:27,520 --> 01:21:29,200
Speaker 1: have been on and off with my ex for a

1725
01:21:29,240 --> 01:21:31,240
Speaker 1: solid couple of years, and Surety knew how to push

1726
01:21:31,240 --> 01:21:33,360
Speaker 1: my buttons. One day she called me while I was running,

1727
01:21:33,680 --> 01:21:35,519
Speaker 1: and I swear it was like God himself wanted me

1728
01:21:35,560 --> 01:21:37,280
Speaker 1: to be sad, because as soon as the words it's

1729
01:21:37,360 --> 01:21:40,719
Speaker 1: over hit my ear ear drum and started raining like

1730
01:21:40,720 --> 01:21:42,840
Speaker 1: like the sad person I was, I continue running wy

1731
01:21:42,880 --> 01:21:49,519
Speaker 1: the rain based keep the podcast coming. He was the

1732
01:21:49,640 --> 01:21:51,960
Speaker 1: sonniest nigga on earth at that moment.

1733
01:21:52,040 --> 01:21:56,360
Speaker 8: Bro, that nigga's exterior and interior.

1734
01:21:57,840 --> 01:22:01,880
Speaker 1: Out. Bro. It was soggy body and soul.

1735
01:22:01,960 --> 01:22:02,120
Speaker 6: Bro.

1736
01:22:04,200 --> 01:22:08,040
Speaker 1: Bro, you was the wettest nigga on earth. Bro, your

1737
01:22:08,040 --> 01:22:13,559
Speaker 1: face wet, your inside, wet, your fucking clothes wet. That's

1738
01:22:13,560 --> 01:22:13,920
Speaker 1: a movie.

1739
01:22:14,000 --> 01:22:14,200
Speaker 6: Shit.

1740
01:22:14,240 --> 01:22:18,240
Speaker 1: He gotta walk in the crib with his with everything soaked,

1741
01:22:18,479 --> 01:22:22,240
Speaker 1: eyes watering like a I would have ran like Forrest

1742
01:22:22,240 --> 01:22:26,280
Speaker 1: Gump after that, nigga, yeah home, Bro, just noould have

1743
01:22:26,360 --> 01:22:29,040
Speaker 1: just kept running forever, Bro, Like I'm not because listen,

1744
01:22:30,080 --> 01:22:33,200
Speaker 1: if you run, like it's like like, once you get

1745
01:22:33,200 --> 01:22:35,880
Speaker 1: into that crib, Bro, you gotta straight sit on that

1746
01:22:35,920 --> 01:22:38,680
Speaker 1: ship you feel. I would, I would have ran for

1747
01:22:38,720 --> 01:22:39,479
Speaker 1: the rest of my life.

1748
01:22:39,479 --> 01:22:39,679
Speaker 2: Dog.

1749
01:22:39,720 --> 01:22:41,559
Speaker 1: I would have never wanted to face that shit because

1750
01:22:41,560 --> 01:22:44,360
Speaker 1: once you once you get to that crib, bro, and

1751
01:22:44,439 --> 01:22:46,880
Speaker 1: you like, you gotta just sit on it. Bro. You

1752
01:22:46,960 --> 01:22:53,120
Speaker 1: get young runner, you're getting that shower, bro, and you

1753
01:22:53,280 --> 01:22:56,639
Speaker 1: just sitting that motherfucker. Bro, you ever just sat down

1754
01:22:56,680 --> 01:23:02,800
Speaker 1: in the shower. You were so sickigg I just sat

1755
01:23:02,880 --> 01:23:06,840
Speaker 1: down at the shower, Bro, like crying, like Nigga, I'm

1756
01:23:07,040 --> 01:23:09,840
Speaker 1: out here dad. I was even thinking about it too,

1757
01:23:09,880 --> 01:23:12,320
Speaker 1: like Nigga, I'm really sitting down in the shower. Sat

1758
01:23:12,560 --> 01:23:13,880
Speaker 1: than the motherfucker right now.

1759
01:23:14,000 --> 01:23:14,200
Speaker 2: Bro.

1760
01:23:14,800 --> 01:23:16,920
Speaker 1: I was a young nigga wild. I was sad as

1761
01:23:16,920 --> 01:23:18,800
Speaker 1: a motherfucker. I had done some bullshit too, So I

1762
01:23:18,880 --> 01:23:21,320
Speaker 1: kind of deserved what happened. I mean, you know, it was,

1763
01:23:21,360 --> 01:23:23,920
Speaker 1: it was, It was fucking it was. It was karma.

1764
01:23:24,040 --> 01:23:27,679
Speaker 1: But yeah, I wasn't that motherfucker sitting in the goddamn shower,

1765
01:23:27,760 --> 01:23:33,519
Speaker 1: booty on the ground waiting than the motherfucker dog right

1766
01:23:33,680 --> 01:23:37,880
Speaker 1: in my hands. Nigga ship boy, ligga wild the bitch.

1767
01:23:37,880 --> 01:23:44,559
Speaker 4: Go ahead, all right, let's see, let's see shame. All right,

1768
01:23:44,600 --> 01:23:47,120
Speaker 4: so this is from Maya. All right, don't laugh at me.

1769
01:23:47,200 --> 01:23:49,960
Speaker 4: But after my ex and I broke up, he began

1770
01:23:50,040 --> 01:23:52,360
Speaker 4: stalking my ass for months trying to get back together. So,

1771
01:23:52,400 --> 01:23:54,960
Speaker 4: in hopes of avoiding all the drama, every damn day,

1772
01:23:55,320 --> 01:23:57,320
Speaker 4: I began hopping the fence at the back of my

1773
01:23:57,360 --> 01:23:59,400
Speaker 4: house whenever I went out, instead of walking out the

1774
01:23:59,439 --> 01:24:02,519
Speaker 4: front door, to the point where one night, Yeah that's

1775
01:24:02,560 --> 01:24:04,679
Speaker 4: heaviest shit, at the point where one night my neighbor's

1776
01:24:04,760 --> 01:24:06,880
Speaker 4: dog thought I was an intruder and tried to attacking me.

1777
01:24:07,000 --> 01:24:09,559
Speaker 4: Thank god he recognized me, or I would have been done.

1778
01:24:09,840 --> 01:24:12,120
Speaker 4: This went on for a couple months. If I finally

1779
01:24:12,120 --> 01:24:14,559
Speaker 4: couldn't do it anymore when it came and I wasn't

1780
01:24:14,560 --> 01:24:16,479
Speaker 4: about busting my ass on some ice. I know I

1781
01:24:16,600 --> 01:24:18,160
Speaker 4: was doing the most, but I was twenty one at

1782
01:24:18,200 --> 01:24:20,960
Speaker 4: the time and was dumb as shit. I didn't realize

1783
01:24:21,000 --> 01:24:23,479
Speaker 4: what he was doing was unhealthy and obsessive. I'm twenty

1784
01:24:23,520 --> 01:24:26,400
Speaker 4: six now and quick to pick up on possessive behavior,

1785
01:24:26,479 --> 01:24:28,639
Speaker 4: so I ain't never getting into something like that again.

1786
01:24:29,000 --> 01:24:30,960
Speaker 4: Sorry for the long email, Keep up the podcast, Love

1787
01:24:30,960 --> 01:24:33,759
Speaker 4: you guys, good for you. Maya pun from that because

1788
01:24:33,800 --> 01:24:37,799
Speaker 4: you don't want no motherfucking around like that, brou I mean.

1789
01:24:37,720 --> 01:24:40,720
Speaker 1: Like, this is the thing, bro, Why are you what

1790
01:24:40,800 --> 01:24:44,599
Speaker 1: You're gonna try to talk her into getting back with you? Dude?

1791
01:24:44,640 --> 01:24:47,599
Speaker 1: Somebody breaks up what you do? It's so rap gee yeah,

1792
01:24:47,720 --> 01:24:49,400
Speaker 1: so why would you even want to try to talk

1793
01:24:49,439 --> 01:24:52,200
Speaker 1: that motherfucker into it? And then you're going to like

1794
01:24:52,439 --> 01:24:55,799
Speaker 1: harass a person. I'm going like, that's that's the exact

1795
01:24:55,840 --> 01:24:59,360
Speaker 1: opposite thing, Like I'm gonna harass you into trying to

1796
01:24:59,400 --> 01:25:02,519
Speaker 1: be with me? What the fuck type of ship is that? Man?

1797
01:25:02,640 --> 01:25:07,559
Speaker 1: Motherfucker's mentally ill, bro, he needs help, nigga, you feel me,

1798
01:25:07,680 --> 01:25:08,879
Speaker 1: or a restraint order.

1799
01:25:10,320 --> 01:25:13,880
Speaker 8: Or some goddamn hands and feet.

1800
01:25:14,600 --> 01:25:18,240
Speaker 1: And hand feet because it was like one of my

1801
01:25:18,320 --> 01:25:21,960
Speaker 1: family members, man, I gotta ship. We had to round

1802
01:25:21,960 --> 01:25:24,040
Speaker 1: each other up and come come see a motherfucker. You

1803
01:25:24,080 --> 01:25:26,679
Speaker 1: feel me like? It's that's wild, bro, he said, hands

1804
01:25:26,680 --> 01:25:32,479
Speaker 1: and feet. Listen and feet because he needs the feet too. Bro,

1805
01:25:33,360 --> 01:25:35,400
Speaker 1: you gotta get them in there too. You need it.

1806
01:25:36,479 --> 01:25:39,519
Speaker 1: You know, you a Timberlana nigga, like dad said, you

1807
01:25:39,560 --> 01:25:41,439
Speaker 1: feel me, you got it. You gotta give him a

1808
01:25:41,520 --> 01:25:43,400
Speaker 1: couple of two or three of the motherfuckers. Let him

1809
01:25:43,439 --> 01:25:43,920
Speaker 1: know it's real.

1810
01:25:44,040 --> 01:25:44,200
Speaker 6: Bro.

1811
01:25:45,400 --> 01:25:47,880
Speaker 1: You know ship, I think the thing for real? Were

1812
01:25:47,920 --> 01:25:48,400
Speaker 1: you fighting?

1813
01:25:48,439 --> 01:25:48,599
Speaker 9: Bro?

1814
01:25:49,600 --> 01:25:51,840
Speaker 1: If you like box a nigga, oh you feel me like,

1815
01:25:51,960 --> 01:25:55,120
Speaker 1: just pack them out, okay, but if you get the

1816
01:25:55,160 --> 01:25:59,479
Speaker 1: goddamn stomping them you mean business, Bro, It wasn't enough

1817
01:25:59,520 --> 01:26:02,080
Speaker 1: to just whoop you. You know what I'm saying, Like, nigga,

1818
01:26:02,120 --> 01:26:04,280
Speaker 1: I'm trying to let you know what you're fucking with man,

1819
01:26:04,400 --> 01:26:06,439
Speaker 1: Like you stop a nigga out, bro?

1820
01:26:08,080 --> 01:26:09,880
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean, I mean, I mean, for what it's worth,

1821
01:26:09,920 --> 01:26:12,720
Speaker 4: Like getting stopped out is pretty much a near death

1822
01:26:12,760 --> 01:26:15,360
Speaker 4: experience because you're probably thinking, you know, that's like the

1823
01:26:15,640 --> 01:26:18,120
Speaker 4: easiest way to do the most damned just somebody like dog,

1824
01:26:18,160 --> 01:26:20,240
Speaker 4: this motherfucker won't stop unless he's tired.

1825
01:26:22,280 --> 01:26:24,599
Speaker 1: Because you don't want to fight. It ain't about winning

1826
01:26:24,640 --> 01:26:27,120
Speaker 1: at that point. Yeah, you ever got stomped.

1827
01:26:27,680 --> 01:26:30,439
Speaker 8: Never, Unfortunately I never have me neither.

1828
01:26:30,520 --> 01:26:30,720
Speaker 1: Bro.

1829
01:26:31,120 --> 01:26:32,679
Speaker 8: That's some I don't ever want to experience.

1830
01:26:33,000 --> 01:26:35,479
Speaker 1: Years though. Man, Like when I when I saw like

1831
01:26:35,880 --> 01:26:37,800
Speaker 1: I've had some I've had some times, I was like,

1832
01:26:37,840 --> 01:26:39,880
Speaker 1: these niggas wanna jump on the niggas, but it was

1833
01:26:39,920 --> 01:26:42,080
Speaker 1: like it was a group. It was it was a

1834
01:26:42,080 --> 01:26:44,240
Speaker 1: as a high schools particular niggas that just go then

1835
01:26:44,360 --> 01:26:47,439
Speaker 1: not fuck with us. We was just regular niggas and

1836
01:26:47,479 --> 01:26:49,960
Speaker 1: they just didn't fuck us for whatever reason. And so

1837
01:26:50,160 --> 01:26:52,400
Speaker 1: like I could since at times when they was kind

1838
01:26:52,400 --> 01:26:55,280
Speaker 1: of on some weird ship m and like they was

1839
01:26:55,320 --> 01:26:57,080
Speaker 1: like kind of like friend of me, ass ships you

1840
01:26:57,080 --> 01:27:00,240
Speaker 1: feel me? Yeah, And I was I could since said

1841
01:27:00,280 --> 01:27:02,080
Speaker 1: like and then I hear later that they was frona

1842
01:27:02,120 --> 01:27:04,240
Speaker 1: jump us later, Like I hear shit like that. It

1843
01:27:04,280 --> 01:27:06,559
Speaker 1: was real weird and high school high school was weird,

1844
01:27:06,600 --> 01:27:10,000
Speaker 1: you know period. But yeah, so like I would always

1845
01:27:10,080 --> 01:27:12,920
Speaker 1: like leaves, it's time to shake. I could kind of

1846
01:27:12,920 --> 01:27:14,960
Speaker 1: feel it was getting awkward or whatever. Niggas was high

1847
01:27:15,000 --> 01:27:17,439
Speaker 1: and drunken ship like, yeah, they fine a wild out.

1848
01:27:17,479 --> 01:27:19,080
Speaker 1: So I'm gonna just go ahead and I'm gonna see

1849
01:27:19,160 --> 01:27:21,639
Speaker 1: y'all when y'all are sober, you know what I mean,

1850
01:27:22,680 --> 01:27:25,320
Speaker 1: or just never getting hopefully you know what I mean,

1851
01:27:25,479 --> 01:27:27,840
Speaker 1: Like like I see y'all the c at the school,

1852
01:27:27,840 --> 01:27:29,840
Speaker 1: walk by y'all, nigga, and yeah, it was really weird.

1853
01:27:30,360 --> 01:27:32,400
Speaker 1: But when y'all have been in situations where I felt

1854
01:27:32,479 --> 01:27:34,840
Speaker 1: like it was getting close, and I would always just stay,

1855
01:27:35,000 --> 01:27:37,120
Speaker 1: like just like where niggas was gonna be all the

1856
01:27:37,160 --> 01:27:40,160
Speaker 1: way banging you feel me like a brawl last Ship,

1857
01:27:40,240 --> 01:27:42,799
Speaker 1: but I never really all the way got got jumped.

1858
01:27:42,800 --> 01:27:44,800
Speaker 1: And Ship, Man, that's a couple of motherfuckers that had

1859
01:27:44,800 --> 01:27:47,760
Speaker 1: said they that this one dude just particularly just not

1860
01:27:47,840 --> 01:27:49,800
Speaker 1: fuck with me, and he lied and told people. I

1861
01:27:49,920 --> 01:27:52,720
Speaker 1: was saying wow shit about him his homies and like

1862
01:27:52,840 --> 01:27:55,000
Speaker 1: they he said, at one point they almost did. And

1863
01:27:55,080 --> 01:27:57,719
Speaker 1: I'm like, Nigga, I wouldn't even even like he said,

1864
01:27:57,720 --> 01:28:00,000
Speaker 1: like he said, I was staring and looking at him

1865
01:28:00,040 --> 01:28:02,439
Speaker 1: wild and Ship and Ship, I'm like, bro, I didn't

1866
01:28:02,479 --> 01:28:05,320
Speaker 1: know you existed till yesterday, you know what I mean.

1867
01:28:05,360 --> 01:28:07,080
Speaker 1: Like when we were on the we're on the basketball team,

1868
01:28:07,080 --> 01:28:08,439
Speaker 1: I was like, I didn't even know you existed to

1869
01:28:08,640 --> 01:28:11,400
Speaker 1: we made the team together. You feel me like I

1870
01:28:11,439 --> 01:28:13,200
Speaker 1: never even knew you, you know what I mean. But

1871
01:28:13,280 --> 01:28:16,680
Speaker 1: I'm looking at you wild like I don't see you, bro,

1872
01:28:17,560 --> 01:28:20,360
Speaker 1: you know, but yeah, it's weird, but I had some

1873
01:28:20,400 --> 01:28:22,160
Speaker 1: weird suspuations like that, but thank god I never get

1874
01:28:22,240 --> 01:28:22,960
Speaker 1: jumped man ship.

1875
01:28:23,400 --> 01:28:24,720
Speaker 8: Yeah, I don't never want to go in that ship

1876
01:28:24,800 --> 01:28:25,040
Speaker 8: like that.

1877
01:28:25,080 --> 01:28:25,200
Speaker 9: Bro.

1878
01:28:25,920 --> 01:28:29,000
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, yeah, So any let's go this next joint, right,

1879
01:28:29,080 --> 01:28:38,120
Speaker 1: quick's up, guys, Bill Street Bully. He's growl Towel Tiger

1880
01:28:38,240 --> 01:28:41,439
Speaker 1: with a y on Twitter. Don't have to use this,

1881
01:28:42,200 --> 01:28:44,559
Speaker 1: we want to use it because it's groultow Tiger. You

1882
01:28:44,600 --> 01:28:49,320
Speaker 1: need to say that we didn't let thiggers know growl

1883
01:28:49,400 --> 01:28:53,160
Speaker 1: twe Tiger. Here the podcast heavy Back in those six

1884
01:28:53,240 --> 01:28:54,800
Speaker 1: when I was when I got back in college, I

1885
01:28:54,840 --> 01:28:57,040
Speaker 1: was dating a batty that was completely out of my league,

1886
01:28:57,240 --> 01:28:59,240
Speaker 1: and naturally, my insecure as couldn't handle the fact that

1887
01:28:59,320 --> 01:29:01,519
Speaker 1: someone that good look and whatever date someone like me.

1888
01:29:01,760 --> 01:29:04,320
Speaker 1: That's some real ship. Though when you're young, you can

1889
01:29:04,479 --> 01:29:08,120
Speaker 1: sometimes you can't handle a baddie, bro, when you like

1890
01:29:08,320 --> 01:29:11,160
Speaker 1: super young and she's super bad. Bro, it's like, and

1891
01:29:11,720 --> 01:29:14,880
Speaker 1: even even now, bro, there's some women that I'm like

1892
01:29:15,040 --> 01:29:18,960
Speaker 1: you too pretty. I can't fuck with you. No, seriously,

1893
01:29:19,000 --> 01:29:22,240
Speaker 1: I'm serious. I'm serious man, Like there's like like like

1894
01:29:22,280 --> 01:29:24,760
Speaker 1: I think the chicken with like she she's she's my peak. Bro,

1895
01:29:24,800 --> 01:29:27,240
Speaker 1: I can't go pretty th that for real, like because

1896
01:29:27,240 --> 01:29:31,880
Speaker 1: I'm not. I won't trust a thing about you for real, dog, Like,

1897
01:29:32,280 --> 01:29:34,000
Speaker 1: come on, man, that's some women like y'o. I know,

1898
01:29:34,040 --> 01:29:36,800
Speaker 1: I know, like you go out. Every time you go out,

1899
01:29:36,800 --> 01:29:38,320
Speaker 1: the nigga gonna be hollering at you and ship. I

1900
01:29:38,320 --> 01:29:40,920
Speaker 1: mean that's cool and all, but like, I don't know, man,

1901
01:29:40,960 --> 01:29:43,760
Speaker 1: I just feel like I gotta I gotta peak as

1902
01:29:43,760 --> 01:29:47,160
Speaker 1: far as like I don't want like you know, like

1903
01:29:47,439 --> 01:29:52,040
Speaker 1: the stupid bad chicks. Na, man, you can keep them.

1904
01:29:52,240 --> 01:29:56,719
Speaker 1: I like me just a nice pretty woman with with

1905
01:29:56,720 --> 01:29:59,360
Speaker 1: with a good personality. You know what I'm saying. It's smart.

1906
01:29:59,439 --> 01:30:01,320
Speaker 1: We can move you feel me. I don't need somebody

1907
01:30:01,400 --> 01:30:05,559
Speaker 1: like dumb gorgeous like out of you know, ridiculous that ship.

1908
01:30:05,640 --> 01:30:06,799
Speaker 1: That ship is just gonna be stressed.

1909
01:30:06,840 --> 01:30:10,000
Speaker 4: You feel me, yeah, bro, like like like super pretty women.

1910
01:30:10,520 --> 01:30:12,880
Speaker 4: I see him in public now and I'm just like, dog,

1911
01:30:12,920 --> 01:30:17,920
Speaker 4: it's probably so much ship that comes with you. I

1912
01:30:17,960 --> 01:30:21,599
Speaker 4: ain't built for it. Might have been twenty five year

1913
01:30:21,600 --> 01:30:23,519
Speaker 4: old me would have been all four. But I'm old

1914
01:30:23,600 --> 01:30:24,679
Speaker 4: and tired now though.

1915
01:30:24,720 --> 01:30:26,760
Speaker 1: Don't even interest me. That's why I like. That's why,

1916
01:30:26,840 --> 01:30:31,240
Speaker 1: like I was saying, like I don't, I don't like

1917
01:30:31,280 --> 01:30:35,280
Speaker 1: women that don't like me, like the women that I

1918
01:30:35,560 --> 01:30:37,479
Speaker 1: that I like usually always like that. I don't remember.

1919
01:30:37,479 --> 01:30:40,120
Speaker 1: I'm hardly ever interested women that aren't interested in me

1920
01:30:40,200 --> 01:30:43,240
Speaker 1: because I don't like I'm not doing like a supermodel,

1921
01:30:43,320 --> 01:30:45,599
Speaker 1: bad type hick. Like, dude, I'm not even interested in that.

1922
01:30:45,800 --> 01:30:49,679
Speaker 1: You can these super like ig model chicks. I couldn't.

1923
01:30:49,720 --> 01:30:52,880
Speaker 1: I couldn't y no ig model. Seeing niggas on the

1924
01:30:53,000 --> 01:30:56,120
Speaker 1: fucking ship talking on ship, and she's sending fucking hard

1925
01:30:56,160 --> 01:30:59,560
Speaker 1: eyes back to random motherfuckers like on some just acknowledging

1926
01:30:59,560 --> 01:31:03,519
Speaker 1: the exist. But I'm gonna be like sick, you just

1927
01:31:03,560 --> 01:31:05,200
Speaker 1: shit me them hard eyes. I had to work for

1928
01:31:05,240 --> 01:31:07,800
Speaker 1: the motherfuckers. You feel me like, I ain't got tired

1929
01:31:07,840 --> 01:31:09,640
Speaker 1: for that shit. Man, I'm not into it. Man, you

1930
01:31:09,680 --> 01:31:12,880
Speaker 1: can have all that stress you feel me. I don't

1931
01:31:12,880 --> 01:31:14,720
Speaker 1: want none of that shit. But yeah, anyway, let's get

1932
01:31:14,720 --> 01:31:17,800
Speaker 1: back to the goddamn running off. The niggas just be

1933
01:31:17,840 --> 01:31:21,000
Speaker 1: talking but anyway. Naturally, I couldn't fake it anymore, and

1934
01:31:21,000 --> 01:31:23,560
Speaker 1: the simpness came out through strong. She dumped me in

1935
01:31:23,640 --> 01:31:26,679
Speaker 1: O eight, and I subsequently tried to go to places

1936
01:31:26,680 --> 01:31:28,960
Speaker 1: on campus campus where I thought I would run into her,

1937
01:31:29,120 --> 01:31:31,360
Speaker 1: like a specific cute computer lab that she had a

1938
01:31:31,439 --> 01:31:34,720
Speaker 1: class in. I'm talking strategically trying to run into her

1939
01:31:34,760 --> 01:31:38,479
Speaker 1: with a precision that rivaled Frank Underwood. I would go

1940
01:31:38,600 --> 01:31:40,439
Speaker 1: work out when I thought she'd be at the gym.

1941
01:31:40,439 --> 01:31:42,519
Speaker 1: I'd go to the grocery store and hang in the

1942
01:31:42,560 --> 01:31:45,880
Speaker 1: produce section because she was was a nutrition major. The

1943
01:31:45,920 --> 01:31:48,120
Speaker 1: ship was nuts well. I ran into her ass all right.

1944
01:31:48,200 --> 01:31:49,880
Speaker 1: I also ran into her new boyfriend and she was

1945
01:31:49,880 --> 01:31:54,760
Speaker 1: about to put himself inside of her. Oh these motherfuckers

1946
01:31:54,800 --> 01:31:56,360
Speaker 1: was two weeks in the day and it was about

1947
01:31:56,400 --> 01:31:58,920
Speaker 1: to start knocking boots in a public computer lab. Keep

1948
01:31:58,960 --> 01:32:01,080
Speaker 1: in mind the lab with shooes was no cameras. It

1949
01:32:01,160 --> 01:32:03,320
Speaker 1: was late. When I ran into them, I shot a no.

1950
01:32:03,760 --> 01:32:06,320
Speaker 1: My voice sounded like, oh my answer, I learned it,

1951
01:32:06,520 --> 01:32:10,080
Speaker 1: and he screamed. Days shot screamed. Day after the old

1952
01:32:10,120 --> 01:32:13,479
Speaker 1: girl got shot. Damn they stopped. I ran away on

1953
01:32:13,520 --> 01:32:16,400
Speaker 1: the edge of ugly crying, sat my car for an hour.

1954
01:32:16,760 --> 01:32:20,280
Speaker 1: He sounded like Will smith Man, what was that in Hits?

1955
01:32:22,680 --> 01:32:25,080
Speaker 1: Set my car for It was a fire ass movie.

1956
01:32:25,120 --> 01:32:27,679
Speaker 1: To set my car for an hour, trying to get

1957
01:32:27,680 --> 01:32:29,760
Speaker 1: my ship straight before I went home. For the rest

1958
01:32:29,800 --> 01:32:32,000
Speaker 1: of the semester, I walked around cameras to cold play

1959
01:32:32,040 --> 01:32:35,360
Speaker 1: eight o eight on my zoom, sad as fuck. Try

1960
01:32:35,400 --> 01:32:38,080
Speaker 1: not to run into these swingers, boil the story. Don't

1961
01:32:38,120 --> 01:32:39,800
Speaker 1: go looking for as you don't want to know the

1962
01:32:39,840 --> 01:32:42,160
Speaker 1: answer to that's some realize at the end, though. I

1963
01:32:42,160 --> 01:32:43,760
Speaker 1: don't ask much as I want to answer to. I

1964
01:32:43,760 --> 01:32:46,320
Speaker 1: don't even ask him. Yeah that I don't ask question.

1965
01:32:46,320 --> 01:32:47,680
Speaker 1: I don't want to answer. I do not do that

1966
01:32:48,320 --> 01:32:49,800
Speaker 1: because if if there's a chance I'm not gonna like

1967
01:32:49,840 --> 01:32:52,559
Speaker 1: to answer, I'm not gonna answer that. Mother fucking period. Bro, period,

1968
01:32:52,560 --> 01:32:54,719
Speaker 1: I don't want that. Ship Man, don't offer me no answers.

1969
01:32:54,720 --> 01:32:59,360
Speaker 1: I don't want either. Though about my nigga, I ain't as.

1970
01:32:59,520 --> 01:33:01,840
Speaker 1: I ain't asked for the truth, motherfucker. You can keep

1971
01:33:01,880 --> 01:33:04,479
Speaker 1: that and then ship well, I want to know somebody

1972
01:33:04,520 --> 01:33:09,640
Speaker 1: last year, but I want to know something my last year.

1973
01:33:09,680 --> 01:33:11,599
Speaker 1: As don't offer me nothing, Nigga, I don't want nothing.

1974
01:33:11,640 --> 01:33:15,360
Speaker 1: I don't ask for real nigga. Yeah, that's wild though, man.

1975
01:33:15,400 --> 01:33:18,360
Speaker 1: But the thing about that too, man, they had broke up, right,

1976
01:33:18,760 --> 01:33:21,200
Speaker 1: you knew that next nigga's gonna just be fucking the ship.

1977
01:33:21,000 --> 01:33:21,280
Speaker 2: Out of here.

1978
01:33:21,320 --> 01:33:24,799
Speaker 8: Bro, the game you don't want to see that ship.

1979
01:33:27,120 --> 01:33:28,760
Speaker 1: He gonna run into her. The next nigga she with

1980
01:33:28,920 --> 01:33:29,960
Speaker 1: is gonna be just taxing.

1981
01:33:30,040 --> 01:33:30,160
Speaker 6: Bro.

1982
01:33:30,360 --> 01:33:32,920
Speaker 1: She's just getting her issue, now, you know what I mean?

1983
01:33:33,280 --> 01:33:35,040
Speaker 1: The chance is she gonna run into me like the

1984
01:33:35,600 --> 01:33:39,280
Speaker 1: and being a straight ass relationship for hell? You know, nah, man, Like,

1985
01:33:39,360 --> 01:33:43,880
Speaker 1: come on, man, you know he dropping it off flat

1986
01:33:43,920 --> 01:33:46,200
Speaker 1: out just like he should have been doing. Is like

1987
01:33:46,280 --> 01:33:49,320
Speaker 1: going to get his issue. Bro. That's so wild. When

1988
01:33:49,320 --> 01:33:51,479
Speaker 1: you be sick though, and it'd be like a nice

1989
01:33:51,479 --> 01:33:53,840
Speaker 1: one on you and ship, and you be like, man.

1990
01:33:54,360 --> 01:33:55,759
Speaker 12: She ain't soon soon.

1991
01:34:00,280 --> 01:34:02,800
Speaker 1: You be sick, bro, it be a batty.

1992
01:34:02,520 --> 01:34:06,439
Speaker 4: In front of you, be like you Like, man, my

1993
01:34:06,560 --> 01:34:08,360
Speaker 4: ex would have laughed her ass off at that joke.

1994
01:34:08,439 --> 01:34:11,360
Speaker 8: I just made him. They just gotta chuckle out of you, right,

1995
01:34:11,840 --> 01:34:12,240
Speaker 8: or they.

1996
01:34:12,120 --> 01:34:15,120
Speaker 1: Do something to remind you, like they grab your hand

1997
01:34:15,200 --> 01:34:17,439
Speaker 1: and ship, but ain't no emotion between them, you know,

1998
01:34:17,520 --> 01:34:19,439
Speaker 1: like you know, like when you touch on your lady

1999
01:34:19,439 --> 01:34:21,160
Speaker 1: and ship, it's like it's a good feeling, right, you

2000
01:34:21,200 --> 01:34:22,840
Speaker 1: know what I mean, like y'all whole hands. You'd be like,

2001
01:34:22,920 --> 01:34:25,200
Speaker 1: yeah it is my lady. Yeah you feel me. But

2002
01:34:25,320 --> 01:34:28,160
Speaker 1: this like this new random you just you know, getting

2003
01:34:28,200 --> 01:34:30,280
Speaker 1: over your lady with you know, she holds your hand.

2004
01:34:30,360 --> 01:34:34,800
Speaker 1: It's like motherfucking stale as a motherfucker shit. You feel

2005
01:34:34,840 --> 01:34:36,840
Speaker 1: me and it just reminds you of your lady. You

2006
01:34:36,880 --> 01:34:40,280
Speaker 1: feel like, damn man, someone so used to touch me like that.

2007
01:34:42,920 --> 01:34:45,479
Speaker 8: Niggas real life really be an R and B song.

2008
01:34:46,040 --> 01:34:47,400
Speaker 8: You as an R and B song.

2009
01:34:47,520 --> 01:34:50,439
Speaker 1: We like to make fun of you. So anxious ass niggas.

2010
01:34:50,439 --> 01:34:55,360
Speaker 1: Man that Nigga said that Nigga made a song so anxious, Tyler,

2011
01:34:57,160 --> 01:35:07,120
Speaker 1: so anxious, so anxious that Nigga could have controlled himself. Bro,

2012
01:35:08,560 --> 01:35:10,960
Speaker 1: he was a whole rocket in the church. Those fucking

2013
01:35:10,960 --> 01:35:13,120
Speaker 1: move around. I can't wait till the lady come, man,

2014
01:35:13,240 --> 01:35:17,320
Speaker 1: come yo, So anxious ass down man, he made a

2015
01:35:17,520 --> 01:35:23,479
Speaker 1: song dancing with motherfucking baby hairs and ship and jailed

2016
01:35:23,560 --> 01:35:25,439
Speaker 1: down sideburns.

2017
01:35:24,760 --> 01:35:26,880
Speaker 8: And quickly than their mother.

2018
01:35:28,640 --> 01:35:31,920
Speaker 1: Was drawn on, Bro with precision. You feel me and

2019
01:35:32,080 --> 01:35:38,080
Speaker 1: talking about so anxious dog, but that ship kind of

2020
01:35:38,160 --> 01:35:42,639
Speaker 1: realed up. Yeah, man, man, you be kind of anxious man,

2021
01:35:43,800 --> 01:35:47,040
Speaker 1: but yeah that ship real man, Damn man named genuine?

2022
01:35:48,120 --> 01:35:51,519
Speaker 1: Who that ship?

2023
01:35:51,720 --> 01:35:51,880
Speaker 9: Man?

2024
01:35:52,040 --> 01:35:56,920
Speaker 1: Anyway? Go ahead, man, all right? Next, all right?

2025
01:35:57,000 --> 01:35:59,400
Speaker 8: So this is from Armanti. I think the name would

2026
01:35:59,400 --> 01:36:01,880
Speaker 8: be what it do under that nigga's names Amanty. I

2027
01:36:01,920 --> 01:36:04,280
Speaker 8: don't care if you say my name already did Armanti.

2028
01:36:04,760 --> 01:36:06,360
Speaker 8: I was aay'ting this girl for about two years.

2029
01:36:06,439 --> 01:36:09,160
Speaker 4: She went to High Point University and I lived over

2030
01:36:09,280 --> 01:36:11,080
Speaker 4: there a and T, so I always made the drive

2031
01:36:11,360 --> 01:36:13,840
Speaker 4: to her place. Things were pretty good compared to all

2032
01:36:13,840 --> 01:36:16,160
Speaker 4: the other relationships I'd been and I felt the connection.

2033
01:36:16,760 --> 01:36:19,280
Speaker 4: It was butterflies and puppies and cheap beer. That feeling

2034
01:36:19,320 --> 01:36:21,080
Speaker 4: you get when something makes you happy. I saw it

2035
01:36:21,160 --> 01:36:23,360
Speaker 4: in this girl. I went over to her apartment for

2036
01:36:23,479 --> 01:36:25,679
Speaker 4: Valentine's Day and I had my flowers and some wine

2037
01:36:25,720 --> 01:36:27,439
Speaker 4: that I paid forty a bottle for.

2038
01:36:27,720 --> 01:36:29,519
Speaker 8: Thinking, I'm about to have a good night. Open up

2039
01:36:29,560 --> 01:36:29,800
Speaker 8: the door.

2040
01:36:29,880 --> 01:36:32,240
Speaker 4: See a pair of Jordan Eleven's always one of the

2041
01:36:32,280 --> 01:36:34,280
Speaker 4: pair as a kid, but couldn't afford them. I'm thinking,

2042
01:36:34,360 --> 01:36:36,400
Speaker 4: oh shit, I'm gonna marry this girl. I yell, babe,

2043
01:36:36,439 --> 01:36:38,760
Speaker 4: Oh my god, you got me some Jordan's. I'm thinking

2044
01:36:38,840 --> 01:36:40,519
Speaker 4: this is the best day ever. And all of a sudden,

2045
01:36:40,560 --> 01:36:43,400
Speaker 4: I hear, nah, my nigga, but I got her some dick.

2046
01:36:43,720 --> 01:36:45,639
Speaker 1: No wait wait what wait?

2047
01:36:45,840 --> 01:36:57,760
Speaker 4: No, no, no, no, the story should have ended right there, honestly, like,

2048
01:36:57,800 --> 01:36:59,759
Speaker 4: if I hear that, that's the end of that proNT.

2049
01:37:00,720 --> 01:37:02,200
Speaker 1: I'm going around to go home. Bro.

2050
01:37:02,840 --> 01:37:08,280
Speaker 8: Yeah, that's it, man, Ahead, he got bored Valentine's Day.

2051
01:37:08,439 --> 01:37:09,880
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you this though. I did fuck this

2052
01:37:10,000 --> 01:37:14,519
Speaker 1: nig this nigga chicken on Valentine's Day when I was

2053
01:37:14,640 --> 01:37:16,080
Speaker 1: young and wild, and I remember he sent her a

2054
01:37:16,160 --> 01:37:22,360
Speaker 1: fucking uh what's that ship? That fruit? That fruit ship rang? Yeah,

2055
01:37:22,400 --> 01:37:24,000
Speaker 1: I hate the funk out that motherfucker.

2056
01:37:24,080 --> 01:37:24,240
Speaker 7: Man.

2057
01:37:24,920 --> 01:37:29,080
Speaker 1: That ship was delicious smashed and then we ate, we

2058
01:37:29,280 --> 01:37:34,800
Speaker 1: shared the edible arrangement. After that, I did some while

2059
01:37:34,840 --> 01:37:36,880
Speaker 1: ship like that ship. Boy, Man, I didn't even funk.

2060
01:37:36,920 --> 01:37:38,080
Speaker 1: I ain't know that nigga, man, so I.

2061
01:37:38,080 --> 01:37:45,160
Speaker 8: Ain't matter, I though, go ahead, alight, So back to now,

2062
01:37:45,320 --> 01:37:46,800
Speaker 8: my nigga. But I got hur some dick.

2063
01:37:48,400 --> 01:37:51,160
Speaker 4: This big six foot five folk looking nigga comes out

2064
01:37:51,160 --> 01:37:52,719
Speaker 4: of the room and I just start crying.

2065
01:37:52,840 --> 01:37:54,799
Speaker 8: I can't believe this is happening.

2066
01:37:54,920 --> 01:37:56,599
Speaker 1: You know what you gotta do. You gotta move, walk

2067
01:37:56,640 --> 01:37:58,839
Speaker 1: out the room. You got to make light of that situation.

2068
01:38:00,760 --> 01:38:03,479
Speaker 1: You got. He's six five, My nigga just moon walk

2069
01:38:03,560 --> 01:38:07,280
Speaker 1: out the room making a movie dog, making a whole scene,

2070
01:38:08,479 --> 01:38:11,160
Speaker 1: start dancing and this is just move, walk out the room.

2071
01:38:12,120 --> 01:38:15,559
Speaker 1: You gotta do some real wild bro, make it real

2072
01:38:15,680 --> 01:38:18,599
Speaker 1: awkwa for everybody. Man, You can fall and start crying

2073
01:38:18,600 --> 01:38:20,040
Speaker 1: and you just look like a whole sucker.

2074
01:38:20,080 --> 01:38:20,200
Speaker 17: Bro.

2075
01:38:20,800 --> 01:38:22,840
Speaker 8: Go ahead, all right, so keep your mind.

2076
01:38:22,840 --> 01:38:25,639
Speaker 4: As Valentine's Day, I was so heartbroken that I sat

2077
01:38:25,720 --> 01:38:26,720
Speaker 4: on the steps outside her.

2078
01:38:26,680 --> 01:38:28,720
Speaker 8: Apartment and waited for this nigga to leave. I had

2079
01:38:28,760 --> 01:38:32,519
Speaker 8: to have sat there for two hours. Yeah, he probably

2080
01:38:32,560 --> 01:38:36,240
Speaker 8: went right back to fucking after that too. I had

2081
01:38:36,320 --> 01:38:39,040
Speaker 8: to set out there for two hours. We sit there,

2082
01:38:39,160 --> 01:38:40,960
Speaker 8: talk and I'm pleading to her that we can work

2083
01:38:41,000 --> 01:38:41,679
Speaker 8: it out and everything.

2084
01:38:41,800 --> 01:38:42,840
Speaker 1: She tells me to lead.

2085
01:38:43,360 --> 01:38:45,080
Speaker 4: I go home and she calls me to say we

2086
01:38:45,160 --> 01:38:47,320
Speaker 4: would be together if my mom drove me over to

2087
01:38:47,400 --> 01:38:50,000
Speaker 4: her place. She knew that my mom doesn't drive at night,

2088
01:38:50,120 --> 01:38:51,720
Speaker 4: and there was no way that would happen. I sat

2089
01:38:51,760 --> 01:38:54,880
Speaker 4: on my mom's floor and cried that's not coming out

2090
01:38:54,920 --> 01:38:56,960
Speaker 4: of my nose for a long time. My mom isn't

2091
01:38:56,960 --> 01:38:58,680
Speaker 4: one to crack jokes. To this day, her and my

2092
01:38:58,800 --> 01:39:02,040
Speaker 4: sister roast me about that. Love the podcast and keep

2093
01:39:02,080 --> 01:39:03,080
Speaker 4: on doing what he loved to do.

2094
01:39:05,360 --> 01:39:08,760
Speaker 1: He was in college. I don't know, man, she went

2095
01:39:08,800 --> 01:39:11,400
Speaker 1: to HPU and I lived open there. Ant I guess

2096
01:39:11,439 --> 01:39:12,559
Speaker 1: this was high school, man.

2097
01:39:13,000 --> 01:39:15,000
Speaker 8: He might have been high school in college, man.

2098
01:39:15,120 --> 01:39:18,799
Speaker 1: High school was cold, though high school was cold. College

2099
01:39:18,840 --> 01:39:21,400
Speaker 1: was cold too, though college was cold too, Man, niggas

2100
01:39:21,479 --> 01:39:25,120
Speaker 1: man chicks was getting fucked in college. Man, there was

2101
01:39:25,200 --> 01:39:30,640
Speaker 1: just one big ass six four nigga. Man. He was

2102
01:39:30,640 --> 01:39:33,320
Speaker 1: at the hoop squad. This is my sophomore year, fresh

2103
01:39:33,320 --> 01:39:39,080
Speaker 1: supper year, and he was fucking everybody's chick, bro. But

2104
01:39:39,240 --> 01:39:40,680
Speaker 1: you could do. He was one of the niggas with

2105
01:39:40,760 --> 01:39:44,080
Speaker 1: a beard and like fucking night and fucking his freshman

2106
01:39:44,120 --> 01:39:46,840
Speaker 1: year of college. He was just a grown ass dude.

2107
01:39:46,920 --> 01:39:50,720
Speaker 1: Luckily he was on the school for one year. He

2108
01:39:50,960 --> 01:39:53,240
Speaker 1: was fucking. He ain't ever smashed my chake. Luck Luckily

2109
01:39:54,040 --> 01:39:55,479
Speaker 1: he was fucking everybody chick.

2110
01:39:55,520 --> 01:39:55,680
Speaker 9: Though.

2111
01:39:55,760 --> 01:39:59,080
Speaker 1: Man, it was like, what you're gonna do, bro, what

2112
01:39:59,200 --> 01:39:59,720
Speaker 1: you're gonna do?

2113
01:39:59,840 --> 01:39:59,960
Speaker 9: Man?

2114
01:40:00,040 --> 01:40:04,120
Speaker 1: Man, college was man, that ship was. Wow, man, niggas make.

2115
01:40:04,040 --> 01:40:08,680
Speaker 4: It out of that, bro, And we were doing a

2116
01:40:08,800 --> 01:40:11,679
Speaker 4: free fall man, And we were doing all that fucking

2117
01:40:11,800 --> 01:40:14,200
Speaker 4: on bunk beds and twin beds, the.

2118
01:40:15,479 --> 01:40:18,360
Speaker 1: Tall twin size bed so your ankle, your feet ain't

2119
01:40:18,360 --> 01:40:21,160
Speaker 1: all the off there because the regular twin side ship.

2120
01:40:21,200 --> 01:40:24,599
Speaker 1: Even my like regular tall, regular height as my toes

2121
01:40:24,680 --> 01:40:26,160
Speaker 1: to be off the end of that motherfucker you feel me,

2122
01:40:26,680 --> 01:40:29,519
Speaker 1: so yeah, the regular tall twin and we getting that issue. Bro,

2123
01:40:30,200 --> 01:40:34,400
Speaker 1: Man niggas was doing all types of ship, man. I did.

2124
01:40:34,479 --> 01:40:36,320
Speaker 1: I didn't want to be shipped like on the on

2125
01:40:36,439 --> 01:40:40,880
Speaker 1: the hood, in the car in the rain, never like

2126
01:40:43,520 --> 01:40:45,880
Speaker 1: nigger man. This was doing all types of ship. It was.

2127
01:40:46,160 --> 01:40:48,280
Speaker 1: It was that was a man that was a wild

2128
01:40:48,360 --> 01:40:53,400
Speaker 1: ship man. Damn man, that's college a whole bunch of

2129
01:40:53,479 --> 01:40:55,879
Speaker 1: teams with a whole bunch of like I mean, young adults,

2130
01:40:56,000 --> 01:41:01,320
Speaker 1: teams with fucking raging hormones, and a whole bunch of

2131
01:41:01,600 --> 01:41:03,280
Speaker 1: fucking drugs and liquor.

2132
01:41:03,400 --> 01:41:03,479
Speaker 7: Bro.

2133
01:41:04,320 --> 01:41:08,360
Speaker 1: Yeah, in free time. How the fuck do we make

2134
01:41:08,400 --> 01:41:08,840
Speaker 1: it out of that?

2135
01:41:09,840 --> 01:41:13,920
Speaker 4: Wow, motherfucker's worth worth six months out of high school

2136
01:41:13,920 --> 01:41:15,639
Speaker 4: and giving all that freedom and alcohol.

2137
01:41:16,439 --> 01:41:20,200
Speaker 1: Come on, man, like I was just in my mom's

2138
01:41:20,240 --> 01:41:23,400
Speaker 1: house two weeks ago, you know what I mean. Like

2139
01:41:23,880 --> 01:41:28,880
Speaker 1: and now I'm like like chicks knocking on the door

2140
01:41:29,080 --> 01:41:33,880
Speaker 1: like one am, come on, man. I would be getting

2141
01:41:33,880 --> 01:41:37,040
Speaker 1: in the shower, bro, and like this twice is happening

2142
01:41:37,040 --> 01:41:38,719
Speaker 1: where chick walked in while I was getting the shower.

2143
01:41:38,760 --> 01:41:41,000
Speaker 1: I didn't leave my door open and they would walk

2144
01:41:41,080 --> 01:41:43,200
Speaker 1: in and like I get I get in the shot

2145
01:41:43,280 --> 01:41:45,080
Speaker 1: like I was getting shot ass nigga, right, So I

2146
01:41:45,120 --> 01:41:47,960
Speaker 1: got out the shower. It's a chick like she's still there,

2147
01:41:48,120 --> 01:41:51,599
Speaker 1: like she see me gett in the shower and she stays.

2148
01:41:53,479 --> 01:41:54,439
Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, like.

2149
01:41:55,960 --> 01:41:59,840
Speaker 8: Fall into it, bro. You said, what so that's pretty much.

2150
01:41:59,840 --> 01:42:02,720
Speaker 1: Oh, it's just you just trip and fall into like

2151
01:42:02,840 --> 01:42:06,200
Speaker 1: some dumb shit. It's wild, man, Damn, that's crazy. How

2152
01:42:06,280 --> 01:42:09,240
Speaker 1: the fuck do we man? I ain't had no kids luckily, Yeah,

2153
01:42:10,920 --> 01:42:15,639
Speaker 1: and said I didn't have any voices though I had

2154
01:42:15,680 --> 01:42:19,240
Speaker 1: to say it, Tyler. I didn't want to say it,

2155
01:42:19,360 --> 01:42:28,800
Speaker 1: but your transparency, I had to say. Man ah fuck anyway, man,

2156
01:42:30,120 --> 01:42:32,400
Speaker 1: all right, this one was I'm gonna say the nickname

2157
01:42:32,400 --> 01:42:35,920
Speaker 1: maybe don't want to say it. Andy A w k

2158
01:42:36,240 --> 01:42:38,920
Speaker 1: l E m A on to it. I'm sure you

2159
01:42:39,000 --> 01:42:41,360
Speaker 1: guys are are gonna get a lot of crazy stories,

2160
01:42:41,400 --> 01:42:44,000
Speaker 1: and rightfully so. Mine is much less complex, but that

2161
01:42:44,080 --> 01:42:47,240
Speaker 1: doesn't make it any dumber. The worst thing I ever

2162
01:42:47,360 --> 01:42:50,360
Speaker 1: did after being dumb was kept talking to it. It's

2163
01:42:50,439 --> 01:42:53,280
Speaker 1: the simplest mistake and also the worst. Take the l

2164
01:42:53,400 --> 01:42:54,960
Speaker 1: cut your ties and move on with your life. It

2165
01:42:55,080 --> 01:42:56,960
Speaker 1: hurts you let go, but it's the most important thing

2166
01:42:57,000 --> 01:42:59,360
Speaker 1: you can do to get on with your life. Keep

2167
01:42:59,439 --> 01:43:01,760
Speaker 1: up everything you guys are doing, and keep winning. Thank you.

2168
01:43:01,920 --> 01:43:02,120
Speaker 9: Man.

2169
01:43:02,640 --> 01:43:04,960
Speaker 8: That's some real ship, bro, that's real as fun.

2170
01:43:06,280 --> 01:43:09,680
Speaker 1: I stay friends with my homegirls and ship my my

2171
01:43:09,800 --> 01:43:12,559
Speaker 1: extra ship. Like I mean, I don't I'm not talking

2172
01:43:12,560 --> 01:43:14,559
Speaker 1: about like crossing lines and ship, but like, I still

2173
01:43:15,120 --> 01:43:17,479
Speaker 1: stay friends. I mean, that's that's time we take up.

2174
01:43:17,479 --> 01:43:19,160
Speaker 1: I guess it's important to take a period of not

2175
01:43:19,280 --> 01:43:23,920
Speaker 1: talking for real. But I'm I'm still cool, like cool,

2176
01:43:25,600 --> 01:43:27,639
Speaker 1: I don't know, man, Yeah.

2177
01:43:28,080 --> 01:43:34,599
Speaker 8: Whatever, what apps I mean, I'm still cool with my people.

2178
01:43:34,640 --> 01:43:37,800
Speaker 8: Like I said, I don't contact them often and ship.

2179
01:43:38,040 --> 01:43:39,600
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, yeah, I hear you. I hear you.

2180
01:43:41,120 --> 01:43:42,920
Speaker 4: When I see it, I see what I see, and

2181
01:43:43,680 --> 01:43:46,320
Speaker 4: I will genuinely be concerned with what's going on in

2182
01:43:46,400 --> 01:43:46,760
Speaker 4: your life.

2183
01:43:46,800 --> 01:43:48,559
Speaker 8: I'll give you that much more.

2184
01:43:49,080 --> 01:43:50,760
Speaker 1: That was crazy because when she was talking with you

2185
01:43:50,760 --> 01:43:55,599
Speaker 1: all together, you're gonna be giving a fuck. Oh for really,

2186
01:43:55,600 --> 01:43:57,920
Speaker 1: you're doing good. That's great. You've never been more. You

2187
01:43:58,000 --> 01:44:00,479
Speaker 1: know there in the moment, you know what I mean,

2188
01:44:01,280 --> 01:44:03,720
Speaker 1: in the present, you feel me. Don't read my name

2189
01:44:03,800 --> 01:44:06,040
Speaker 1: because some of my nonprofit funders low key listens to

2190
01:44:06,080 --> 01:44:07,600
Speaker 1: the pod. I don't need them knowing how much of

2191
01:44:07,600 --> 01:44:09,679
Speaker 1: an awful piece of shit I was in my twenties.

2192
01:44:10,240 --> 01:44:12,599
Speaker 1: First off, let me get the obligatory. I love you guys.

2193
01:44:12,680 --> 01:44:14,640
Speaker 1: Fuck with the pot YadA YadA shit out the way.

2194
01:44:14,720 --> 01:44:16,719
Speaker 1: The pot is funniest hell, and I appreciate you dudes.

2195
01:44:17,800 --> 01:44:19,760
Speaker 1: They did the same shit from like damnar the first

2196
01:44:19,840 --> 01:44:21,439
Speaker 1: day I got down in Miami for college until I

2197
01:44:21,520 --> 01:44:23,720
Speaker 1: graduation when we moved in together. Keep in mind, the

2198
01:44:23,800 --> 01:44:26,240
Speaker 1: younger me was probably one of the most top five

2199
01:44:26,439 --> 01:44:29,120
Speaker 1: trash fast boyfriends or girl could have back then. So

2200
01:44:29,200 --> 01:44:31,320
Speaker 1: the entire time, I'm a cheating as selfish piece of

2201
01:44:31,360 --> 01:44:33,519
Speaker 1: shit to this girl, and she really put up with

2202
01:44:33,600 --> 01:44:36,400
Speaker 1: more than anyone should ever have to. You're in Miami, bro,

2203
01:44:37,200 --> 01:44:39,760
Speaker 1: and young too.

2204
01:44:40,000 --> 01:44:40,120
Speaker 7: Bro.

2205
01:44:40,920 --> 01:44:45,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's gonna be fucked up for everybody in that situation.

2206
01:44:45,200 --> 01:44:48,040
Speaker 8: Nothing good is gonna come up falling in love in Miami.

2207
01:44:48,560 --> 01:44:51,240
Speaker 1: Nothing fucking good, flat out all right. So anyway, she

2208
01:44:51,360 --> 01:44:54,559
Speaker 1: finally got fed up and moved to LA to essentially

2209
01:44:54,640 --> 01:44:57,280
Speaker 1: give fresh get a fresh start. But my dumb ass,

2210
01:44:57,320 --> 01:44:59,639
Speaker 1: instead of letting her go, decided I'm gonna go get

2211
01:44:59,680 --> 01:45:01,320
Speaker 1: my girl. So I come up with a plan of

2212
01:45:01,320 --> 01:45:03,920
Speaker 1: surprise her and show up in LA the weekend after

2213
01:45:04,000 --> 01:45:06,519
Speaker 1: my birthday, profess my love and show how I'm changed.

2214
01:45:06,640 --> 01:45:08,760
Speaker 1: Only I hadn't changed at all. And then the days

2215
01:45:08,840 --> 01:45:10,840
Speaker 1: leading up to my trip was in the clubs doing dirt,

2216
01:45:13,040 --> 01:45:16,160
Speaker 1: dirt with all capital letters. I get out there, shit

2217
01:45:16,280 --> 01:45:18,720
Speaker 1: is amazing. We vibing like back at nineteen years old,

2218
01:45:18,800 --> 01:45:21,360
Speaker 1: making up, makeup, sex, game lit and I'm all, I'm

2219
01:45:21,439 --> 01:45:24,360
Speaker 1: in my head really like deciding I'm gonna be true

2220
01:45:24,400 --> 01:45:26,559
Speaker 1: to her. The whole trip is amazing until the second

2221
01:45:26,640 --> 01:45:28,800
Speaker 1: to last day, I'm gonna taking a shower and I

2222
01:45:28,920 --> 01:45:32,280
Speaker 1: come out and she is gone. All my shit is gone,

2223
01:45:32,520 --> 01:45:34,760
Speaker 1: my wallet, everything but my phone. Look at my phone

2224
01:45:34,800 --> 01:45:37,160
Speaker 1: and all my texts are deleted except for the explicit

2225
01:45:37,280 --> 01:45:40,040
Speaker 1: ass text messages from the days leading up to my trip.

2226
01:45:40,080 --> 01:45:42,680
Speaker 1: From chicks in Miami. My dumb ass was used to

2227
01:45:43,520 --> 01:45:45,839
Speaker 1: not having it to the lead them anymore. I straight forgot.

2228
01:45:46,400 --> 01:45:49,080
Speaker 1: She left the contents of my wallet around West Hollywood

2229
01:45:49,120 --> 01:45:51,400
Speaker 1: on the ground, like some fucking breadcrumbs or some shit.

2230
01:45:52,000 --> 01:45:53,880
Speaker 1: So it's for the next three hours walking block after

2231
01:45:53,880 --> 01:45:55,840
Speaker 1: the block, trying to recoup my life off the ground

2232
01:45:55,880 --> 01:45:59,599
Speaker 1: before random dudes discovered the credit cards, sneaker clothing, scavenger hunt.

2233
01:45:59,640 --> 01:46:04,800
Speaker 1: She left damn who ship, bro.

2234
01:46:06,320 --> 01:46:09,960
Speaker 4: No good man, Yeah, that's she got damn dipped and

2235
01:46:10,160 --> 01:46:13,280
Speaker 4: just was was dropping your ship off, like goddamn handling

2236
01:46:13,320 --> 01:46:14,200
Speaker 4: Greto type ship.

2237
01:46:14,840 --> 01:46:16,519
Speaker 8: Your whole motherfucking life, nigga.

2238
01:46:16,760 --> 01:46:21,600
Speaker 18: This nigga went out there to get his chick, right like,

2239
01:46:22,240 --> 01:46:24,400
Speaker 18: she was, Oh shit, he dead serious. He came all

2240
01:46:24,439 --> 01:46:27,759
Speaker 18: the way out to l A and was fucking up out.

2241
01:46:27,640 --> 01:46:30,800
Speaker 1: There too, so she and then she's like, oh he

2242
01:46:30,840 --> 01:46:33,240
Speaker 1: dead seriously, she said, oh he still sucking up, dude.

2243
01:46:33,280 --> 01:46:33,679
Speaker 6: I mean.

2244
01:46:35,320 --> 01:46:37,320
Speaker 1: She was gone flip when she found that ship, you

2245
01:46:37,360 --> 01:46:40,880
Speaker 1: know what I mean. Yeah, always had your ship locked though.

2246
01:46:42,000 --> 01:46:46,760
Speaker 8: If you fucking up, bro Shah, you gotta goddamn put

2247
01:46:46,800 --> 01:46:47,360
Speaker 8: a nice.

2248
01:46:47,160 --> 01:46:48,480
Speaker 1: Little cold on that motherfucker.

2249
01:46:49,200 --> 01:46:51,240
Speaker 8: Got the thirteenth cold on that bitch.

2250
01:46:51,479 --> 01:46:54,360
Speaker 1: So s's so good you wouldn't remember that motherfucker. You

2251
01:46:54,439 --> 01:46:57,800
Speaker 1: feel me. You can hide that motherfucker from yourself, you

2252
01:46:57,880 --> 01:47:00,719
Speaker 1: feel me anyway? All right, man, next joint?

2253
01:47:01,160 --> 01:47:04,920
Speaker 4: All right, let's see, So what up fellas the names

2254
01:47:05,000 --> 01:47:08,160
Speaker 4: Jalen named after Jalen Rose. Really appreciate the pod and

2255
01:47:08,240 --> 01:47:10,400
Speaker 4: merch y'all been dropping. I fuck with the new format?

2256
01:47:10,479 --> 01:47:11,840
Speaker 8: Too cool?

2257
01:47:11,880 --> 01:47:13,800
Speaker 4: How y'all switch it up and added more tracks through

2258
01:47:13,840 --> 01:47:17,320
Speaker 4: the show? Good idea, John Boy. Anyways, my parents had me.

2259
01:47:17,680 --> 01:47:22,240
Speaker 1: Don't do shit, Ya don't do sh Broggie.

2260
01:47:23,600 --> 01:47:25,760
Speaker 8: Anyways, my parents had me at a young age.

2261
01:47:25,760 --> 01:47:27,800
Speaker 4: So let'st believe my ass listening to some nineties R

2262
01:47:27,800 --> 01:47:30,439
Speaker 4: and B Thatt s WB boys to men high five

2263
01:47:30,600 --> 01:47:33,000
Speaker 4: Joe to see all that late hour text your ex music.

2264
01:47:33,560 --> 01:47:35,080
Speaker 8: But yeah, I dated this chick for a year and

2265
01:47:35,160 --> 01:47:37,880
Speaker 8: some change in college at Santa Clara. You shout out

2266
01:47:37,920 --> 01:47:39,760
Speaker 8: Steve Nash and man, let me tell you I was

2267
01:47:39,800 --> 01:47:40,559
Speaker 8: whack as fuck.

2268
01:47:41,240 --> 01:47:42,840
Speaker 4: I was always trying to kick with her and do

2269
01:47:42,880 --> 01:47:46,920
Speaker 4: all that young lovey w shit like celebrating monthly and anniversary.

2270
01:47:47,720 --> 01:47:50,160
Speaker 1: I used to do that in high school. Man. What

2271
01:47:50,800 --> 01:47:53,920
Speaker 1: I was at a hardies working and was like, YO, mean,

2272
01:47:54,000 --> 01:47:56,680
Speaker 1: I'm trying to get off early. It's our two month anniversary.

2273
01:47:56,800 --> 01:48:00,360
Speaker 1: What the fuck that nigga laughed at me? Man, Man,

2274
01:48:00,720 --> 01:48:03,240
Speaker 1: fuck that nigga out he got He got locked up anyway,

2275
01:48:04,320 --> 01:48:05,840
Speaker 1: and was still hard Bro.

2276
01:48:06,479 --> 01:48:09,240
Speaker 4: I swear every every teenager who worked with a fast

2277
01:48:09,280 --> 01:48:12,120
Speaker 4: food manager like that motherfucker was dirty as hell, like

2278
01:48:12,479 --> 01:48:15,240
Speaker 4: goddamn moving packs or some shit you find out years later.

2279
01:48:15,360 --> 01:48:18,240
Speaker 1: Dude, it was three the three managers back to back,

2280
01:48:18,280 --> 01:48:21,240
Speaker 1: gout in trouble for stealing out the safe bro flied out.

2281
01:48:21,479 --> 01:48:22,880
Speaker 1: It was like three back to the back.

2282
01:48:22,960 --> 01:48:23,080
Speaker 5: Bro.

2283
01:48:23,160 --> 01:48:24,960
Speaker 1: It's like, damn, you can't trust all these niggas. Man,

2284
01:48:25,400 --> 01:48:27,240
Speaker 1: they said the first nigga I'm talking about the saying

2285
01:48:27,240 --> 01:48:29,559
Speaker 1: he laughed at me. He had a little little little,

2286
01:48:29,600 --> 01:48:31,639
Speaker 1: a little one on the side. This is Hearty's rumors.

2287
01:48:31,680 --> 01:48:35,240
Speaker 1: So I don't you know, don't don't you know, don't

2288
01:48:35,320 --> 01:48:38,959
Speaker 1: quote me on this ship hard me rumors from Hardy's.

2289
01:48:39,600 --> 01:48:42,520
Speaker 1: I don't you don't know you can trust these motherfuckers.

2290
01:48:42,560 --> 01:48:45,320
Speaker 1: Man ship anyway, I mean, niggas was like fucking each

2291
01:48:45,360 --> 01:48:48,360
Speaker 1: other in like the bathroom and eleven to seven ship.

2292
01:48:48,439 --> 01:48:52,960
Speaker 1: It was pretty disgusting that motherfucker. But uh but anyway, Yeah,

2293
01:48:52,960 --> 01:48:55,519
Speaker 1: they said like he had like a chick on the side,

2294
01:48:55,560 --> 01:48:57,439
Speaker 1: and she like was trying to blackmail him for like

2295
01:48:58,160 --> 01:49:00,760
Speaker 1: fifteen K and he just stole that ship try to

2296
01:49:00,840 --> 01:49:05,080
Speaker 1: like keep his marriage. But bro like, no, you can't

2297
01:49:05,160 --> 01:49:06,840
Speaker 1: keep you I mean what that dog, I mean, you

2298
01:49:06,920 --> 01:49:08,280
Speaker 1: can't keep your freedom that way?

2299
01:49:08,439 --> 01:49:13,160
Speaker 4: Like heah, bro Like, look, man, anybody trying to blackmail

2300
01:49:13,200 --> 01:49:15,280
Speaker 4: me from fifteen K, Like even if I got it, dog,

2301
01:49:15,320 --> 01:49:16,600
Speaker 4: you're just gonna have to go ahead and blow that

2302
01:49:16,680 --> 01:49:21,640
Speaker 4: whistle for that if I ain't looking at yours and

2303
01:49:21,720 --> 01:49:23,960
Speaker 4: it's just like some some falling out that's gonna happen

2304
01:49:24,000 --> 01:49:24,360
Speaker 4: with some people.

2305
01:49:24,400 --> 01:49:26,040
Speaker 8: I know, I'm just gonout to eat that, bro right.

2306
01:49:26,640 --> 01:49:28,519
Speaker 1: I ain't got no secrets as worth fifteen K. Bro,

2307
01:49:29,240 --> 01:49:32,840
Speaker 1: Hell no, you can have all of that ship. I

2308
01:49:33,000 --> 01:49:34,679
Speaker 1: hang up on your ass you talking about.

2309
01:49:37,160 --> 01:49:44,200
Speaker 4: It, cleank, Like look, man, I'd be like, look, man,

2310
01:49:44,240 --> 01:49:44,920
Speaker 4: it's my email.

2311
01:49:45,040 --> 01:49:47,560
Speaker 8: Just make sure you see me when you blow this

2312
01:49:47,680 --> 01:49:49,840
Speaker 8: motherfucking whistle. I want to read what you're telling mother,

2313
01:49:51,920 --> 01:49:53,360
Speaker 8: right right, all right, go ahead.

2314
01:49:53,439 --> 01:49:53,599
Speaker 9: Man.

2315
01:49:54,520 --> 01:49:56,920
Speaker 4: Anyways, we broke up, and man, I was on a

2316
01:49:57,040 --> 01:49:58,960
Speaker 4: vengeance to have that rebound smashed.

2317
01:49:59,040 --> 01:50:01,360
Speaker 8: Like no other. So you, junior year was about to

2318
01:50:01,400 --> 01:50:03,160
Speaker 8: start and we had this welcome weekend party.

2319
01:50:03,240 --> 01:50:05,640
Speaker 4: I met this chick and we start cupcake cake and

2320
01:50:05,760 --> 01:50:08,120
Speaker 4: something like when my ex and her best friend walk

2321
01:50:08,240 --> 01:50:10,839
Speaker 4: right by. I'm hyped as fuck because the liquor confidence

2322
01:50:10,920 --> 01:50:12,840
Speaker 4: is kicking in. So me and this girl straight take

2323
01:50:12,920 --> 01:50:16,479
Speaker 4: off and start following my ex and her friend. Damn it,

2324
01:50:16,520 --> 01:50:18,680
Speaker 4: it felt like a wily coyote trying to catch the

2325
01:50:18,840 --> 01:50:22,240
Speaker 4: road runner. They ended up walking out the party, and

2326
01:50:22,280 --> 01:50:24,200
Speaker 4: I'm hot on pursuit, trying to make sure they saw

2327
01:50:24,320 --> 01:50:26,280
Speaker 4: me walking with this new girl back to my crib.

2328
01:50:26,720 --> 01:50:28,640
Speaker 4: So me and this girl end up catching up to

2329
01:50:28,720 --> 01:50:30,840
Speaker 4: my ex and her homegirl, and it's put steps from

2330
01:50:30,880 --> 01:50:32,920
Speaker 4: here on out. They end up crossing the street, and

2331
01:50:32,960 --> 01:50:35,200
Speaker 4: it's smooth selling from here on out. Like I'm finished

2332
01:50:35,240 --> 01:50:37,920
Speaker 4: smash and my ex so with the chick a straight

2333
01:50:38,000 --> 01:50:39,560
Speaker 4: up work at JT.

2334
01:50:39,560 --> 01:50:40,479
Speaker 8: Working kind of her.

2335
01:50:43,080 --> 01:50:45,639
Speaker 4: So I take the girl back, put all my splash

2336
01:50:45,720 --> 01:50:47,479
Speaker 4: playlist cause y'all know it's finna go.

2337
01:50:47,600 --> 01:50:50,240
Speaker 8: Damn brother sadd as fun I ever had.

2338
01:50:51,240 --> 01:50:53,280
Speaker 4: After we get done, I just turned my back to

2339
01:50:53,360 --> 01:50:56,920
Speaker 4: this chick and start tearing up, naked and sad as shit,

2340
01:50:57,240 --> 01:51:00,639
Speaker 4: straight up cotton al soft dog, I'm taking the girl

2341
01:51:00,720 --> 01:51:02,200
Speaker 4: back to her crib and hit on my ex and

2342
01:51:02,280 --> 01:51:03,559
Speaker 4: of course she didn't answer.

2343
01:51:03,960 --> 01:51:06,160
Speaker 8: But yeah, man, stupid and ship I've ever done over? Next?

2344
01:51:06,240 --> 01:51:10,360
Speaker 8: Y'all dope for ship? Keep rocking peace, bro, That that

2345
01:51:10,600 --> 01:51:13,479
Speaker 8: that I know, it's a good, good thing.

2346
01:51:13,720 --> 01:51:15,280
Speaker 1: Like a lot of people say, like, well, you know

2347
01:51:15,800 --> 01:51:18,200
Speaker 1: my people, my pop would always be like, yeah, you know,

2348
01:51:18,240 --> 01:51:19,960
Speaker 1: the way to get over one woman is get get

2349
01:51:20,000 --> 01:51:22,040
Speaker 1: another one. You know what I mean that shit.

2350
01:51:22,080 --> 01:51:26,160
Speaker 4: Don't be working over bro, don't ship nothing but time bro,

2351
01:51:26,360 --> 01:51:29,320
Speaker 4: Like like that's it, bro, Like chasing women ain't gonna

2352
01:51:29,320 --> 01:51:30,920
Speaker 4: feel that boy, because it ain't gonna be hurt.

2353
01:51:30,920 --> 01:51:32,920
Speaker 8: You're gonna be thinking about her the whole fucking time.

2354
01:51:32,960 --> 01:51:34,760
Speaker 1: Right man, you just gotta you just got Have you

2355
01:51:34,840 --> 01:51:36,880
Speaker 1: seen it? Have you seen black Mirror?

2356
01:51:37,920 --> 01:51:38,120
Speaker 8: Yeah?

2357
01:51:39,000 --> 01:51:40,240
Speaker 1: First of all, why don't you tell me about this?

2358
01:51:41,400 --> 01:51:42,160
Speaker 8: He was a nigga.

2359
01:51:42,160 --> 01:51:44,679
Speaker 4: I was tweeting about that ship for well. I watched

2360
01:51:44,720 --> 01:51:46,400
Speaker 4: that ship for like a week and like, you know,

2361
01:51:47,240 --> 01:51:49,360
Speaker 4: ten episodes. I mean, I got tired of the whole

2362
01:51:49,400 --> 01:51:52,400
Speaker 4: recurring theme of technology is turning us into monsters and

2363
01:51:52,439 --> 01:51:55,240
Speaker 4: tripping our humanity. That was the beat of every fucking episode.

2364
01:51:55,240 --> 01:51:56,639
Speaker 4: I was like, all right, man, I get it by now,

2365
01:51:56,720 --> 01:51:58,880
Speaker 4: but but yeah, I mean, it's it's some good ship.

2366
01:51:58,920 --> 01:52:00,360
Speaker 4: How deep you and that ship.

2367
01:52:00,920 --> 01:52:05,200
Speaker 1: I've watched four episodes and the one that really bugged

2368
01:52:05,240 --> 01:52:09,439
Speaker 1: me out was the one about the married couple.

2369
01:52:09,920 --> 01:52:12,720
Speaker 8: The third one, the one when when when when when?

2370
01:52:12,840 --> 01:52:14,519
Speaker 8: When they had the chips of memory and ship and

2371
01:52:14,560 --> 01:52:16,839
Speaker 8: you can see it and all that, Yes, yes.

2372
01:52:17,200 --> 01:52:21,600
Speaker 1: And that sex scene. Bro, they were like when they

2373
01:52:21,640 --> 01:52:25,360
Speaker 1: were like glossed over, fucking like they were just like

2374
01:52:25,600 --> 01:52:28,720
Speaker 1: they were they were looking at memories fucking each other,

2375
01:52:28,760 --> 01:52:30,200
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. They're not looking at it

2376
01:52:30,240 --> 01:52:34,000
Speaker 1: actually fucking like in the moment. And so I'm like, damn,

2377
01:52:34,120 --> 01:52:35,920
Speaker 1: like that's how that should be. But she be looking

2378
01:52:35,920 --> 01:52:38,400
Speaker 1: think about somebody else. And I was saying, like, dude,

2379
01:52:38,400 --> 01:52:39,760
Speaker 1: what was she thinking about that nigga when she was

2380
01:52:39,800 --> 01:52:43,759
Speaker 1: sucking that other memory?

2381
01:52:44,800 --> 01:52:46,280
Speaker 8: She might have been because I remember he wanted to her,

2382
01:52:46,560 --> 01:52:47,960
Speaker 8: he wanted to see that ship. She tried to turn

2383
01:52:48,000 --> 01:52:48,640
Speaker 8: any races and.

2384
01:52:51,400 --> 01:52:54,720
Speaker 1: That ship was heavy as fu Yeah. Man, that ship, dude,

2385
01:52:55,280 --> 01:52:57,880
Speaker 1: that showed all the complications of relationships and the truth

2386
01:52:57,920 --> 01:53:00,800
Speaker 1: the ship we be talking about, you know what I mean? Right, Like,

2387
01:53:00,960 --> 01:53:02,880
Speaker 1: you know, do you really want all the truths? You know?

2388
01:53:03,120 --> 01:53:04,200
Speaker 1: Is it really gonna help?

2389
01:53:04,400 --> 01:53:04,560
Speaker 6: You know?

2390
01:53:04,920 --> 01:53:09,880
Speaker 1: It's important to be honest though, It's just like, but

2391
01:53:10,080 --> 01:53:11,639
Speaker 1: you know, is there too much honesty?

2392
01:53:11,840 --> 01:53:12,000
Speaker 5: You know?

2393
01:53:12,840 --> 01:53:14,479
Speaker 1: Yeah? Do you want all them?

2394
01:53:14,520 --> 01:53:14,680
Speaker 17: You know?

2395
01:53:14,800 --> 01:53:17,559
Speaker 1: Like dude, like like and when you want the truth,

2396
01:53:17,640 --> 01:53:20,320
Speaker 1: do you want to like know every bit? Like every

2397
01:53:20,360 --> 01:53:22,840
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, like to where you like details?

2398
01:53:22,920 --> 01:53:25,040
Speaker 1: I mean that ship, that ship won't gonna help him out, bro,

2399
01:53:25,840 --> 01:53:28,559
Speaker 1: not a bit. That's not fucking spoiler for motherfuckers. Ain't

2400
01:53:28,560 --> 01:53:30,680
Speaker 1: seen it though, but yeah, man, that ship. Damn that

2401
01:53:30,920 --> 01:53:32,479
Speaker 1: was good. But yeah, that t me. I like thinking,

2402
01:53:32,600 --> 01:53:34,960
Speaker 1: like like when you when that that sex scene, that's

2403
01:53:35,000 --> 01:53:36,640
Speaker 1: that's how you That's how you ask me when you

2404
01:53:36,760 --> 01:53:40,519
Speaker 1: be fucking you asked me thinking about her sad as.

2405
01:53:43,800 --> 01:53:43,960
Speaker 8: Right?

2406
01:53:44,600 --> 01:53:47,519
Speaker 1: Hell said all right, man, let's read this last motherfucking man,

2407
01:53:49,360 --> 01:53:50,720
Speaker 1: this this one.

2408
01:53:50,920 --> 01:53:51,800
Speaker 12: I remember this one.

2409
01:53:53,840 --> 01:53:58,040
Speaker 1: Anyway. First off, I love the podcast and I don't

2410
01:53:58,080 --> 01:53:59,720
Speaker 1: know a better way to make time go by it

2411
01:53:59,800 --> 01:54:02,599
Speaker 1: work and listening to you guys and having the others

2412
01:54:02,640 --> 01:54:08,960
Speaker 1: wonder why I'm laughing the others too funny anyway, the

2413
01:54:09,080 --> 01:54:11,840
Speaker 1: names at Judah, I'm African dude, I probably hope I

2414
01:54:11,880 --> 01:54:15,880
Speaker 1: didn't fuck that up. As to the name is a

2415
01:54:16,200 --> 01:54:20,400
Speaker 1: at at Judah O A eighty nine. I was in

2416
01:54:20,479 --> 01:54:22,160
Speaker 1: high school. I was dating this girl. She went to

2417
01:54:22,240 --> 01:54:24,200
Speaker 1: a different school than I did. I remember before we

2418
01:54:24,280 --> 01:54:26,479
Speaker 1: broke up, she was using her dad's phone because her

2419
01:54:26,520 --> 01:54:28,840
Speaker 1: phone was getting fixed. She said it was cool and

2420
01:54:28,920 --> 01:54:31,439
Speaker 1: that her dad didn't need it. That was pre iPhone

2421
01:54:31,479 --> 01:54:34,000
Speaker 1: and post Nokia stick phone. The Razor was the King,

2422
01:54:34,080 --> 01:54:36,960
Speaker 1: and my motherfucker had and motherfucker had the T nine

2423
01:54:37,040 --> 01:54:40,240
Speaker 1: on lockdown. Anyways, I remember we broke up one day,

2424
01:54:40,280 --> 01:54:42,880
Speaker 1: and like any guy who was in his feelings, I

2425
01:54:42,920 --> 01:54:45,280
Speaker 1: thought I had I could win her over with lyrics.

2426
01:54:45,520 --> 01:54:48,000
Speaker 1: So I went on the browser, typed in the vont

2427
01:54:48,160 --> 01:54:51,120
Speaker 1: and I want to be close, copy and pasted and

2428
01:54:51,360 --> 01:54:55,520
Speaker 1: sent that shit to the phone. Brouh. Anyways, there was

2429
01:54:55,600 --> 01:54:57,640
Speaker 1: no response back. I didn't know what to think. The

2430
01:54:57,720 --> 01:55:00,000
Speaker 1: next day, I decided to text my ex's actual phone.

2431
01:55:00,520 --> 01:55:02,120
Speaker 1: I knew we had just broken up, but I needed

2432
01:55:02,160 --> 01:55:05,520
Speaker 1: to know. She replied good. I asked her if she

2433
01:55:05,640 --> 01:55:09,080
Speaker 1: got the lyrics. What lyrics? She said? She let me

2434
01:55:09,160 --> 01:55:11,160
Speaker 1: know that she had gotten her phone back after school.

2435
01:55:11,240 --> 01:55:13,680
Speaker 1: We broke up during school. In my head, I screamed,

2436
01:55:13,720 --> 01:55:16,320
Speaker 1: fuck bro. I didn't I didn't say another word to her.

2437
01:55:16,640 --> 01:55:19,880
Speaker 1: I just texted a grown man of our lyrics. Oh

2438
01:55:20,760 --> 01:55:23,120
Speaker 1: thank you, guys. I love all the content. Keep it up.

2439
01:55:23,160 --> 01:55:27,080
Speaker 1: Your friend as you there? Oh man, your friend we friends? Hell, yeah,

2440
01:55:28,600 --> 01:55:30,520
Speaker 1: it's nice as fuck your friend as you. Ain't that

2441
01:55:30,720 --> 01:55:31,200
Speaker 1: nice as hell?

2442
01:55:31,240 --> 01:55:31,360
Speaker 4: Bro?

2443
01:55:31,520 --> 01:55:32,240
Speaker 8: That's nice as hell.

2444
01:55:32,280 --> 01:55:32,360
Speaker 6: Bro.

2445
01:55:32,520 --> 01:55:35,680
Speaker 4: I'm a god damn starting into my emails like that, right,

2446
01:55:35,840 --> 01:55:36,640
Speaker 4: that means something to me.

2447
01:55:36,760 --> 01:55:41,400
Speaker 1: Man, this ship touched the Nigga man ship. But yeah, like, yeah,

2448
01:55:41,440 --> 01:55:44,120
Speaker 1: that's funny. Hell but I guess we threw ski.

2449
01:55:44,840 --> 01:55:47,160
Speaker 8: We threw ski, we put another shrimp on the body.

2450
01:55:48,960 --> 01:55:51,920
Speaker 1: Done so, man, I guess I'll see that weekend doing

2451
01:55:51,960 --> 01:55:52,880
Speaker 1: internet ship, my guy?

2452
01:55:53,400 --> 01:55:55,880
Speaker 4: All right, all right, all right, real live internet ship,

2453
01:55:56,400 --> 01:55:59,080
Speaker 4: right right, real live internet ship in the real world.

2454
01:55:59,200 --> 01:55:59,880
Speaker 8: In the real world.

2455
01:56:00,240 --> 01:56:13,760
Speaker 12: Oh yeah, m hmm, yeah, you got you.

2456
01:56:33,840 --> 01:56:35,720
Speaker 4: The way do you do it?

2457
01:56:38,600 --> 01:56:40,240
Speaker 9: There's the ways you mean.

2458
01:56:41,920 --> 01:56:47,560
Speaker 17: And if you find the dialogue, if you find the

2459
01:56:47,720 --> 01:56:53,240
Speaker 17: key used anything, it was all sending.

2460
01:56:55,280 --> 01:56:57,920
Speaker 9: Davids air. That's the worst hard of foots.

2461
01:56:58,000 --> 01:57:00,480
Speaker 1: If you are going all all.

2462
01:57:07,840 --> 01:57:12,240
Speaker 9: And you hate you, I would not be.

2463
01:57:16,280 --> 01:57:25,080
Speaker 19: Really, don't you Tessy the turning fount. Yet God, to

2464
01:57:25,240 --> 01:57:28,720
Speaker 19: get closity to the goal.

2465
01:57:33,880 --> 01:57:34,560
Speaker 9: You better.

2466
01:57:37,280 --> 01:57:37,640
Speaker 2: Hit it.

2467
01:57:40,520 --> 01:57:40,840
Speaker 9: Better.

2468
01:57:44,880 --> 01:57:49,320
Speaker 12: H bad bad.

2469
01:57:52,560 --> 01:57:52,880
Speaker 4: Hit it.

2470
01:57:55,760 --> 01:57:56,040
Speaker 9: Better.

2471
01:58:00,640 --> 01:58:09,160
Speaker 17: By Bab's like a word of GIRs for yourself.

2472
01:58:08,880 --> 01:58:11,720
Speaker 8: From be offendy wy o.

2473
01:58:13,360 --> 01:58:13,640
Speaker 2: Befo.

2474
01:58:13,760 --> 01:58:19,200
Speaker 19: I'm gonna get that acrost from dosy downs