WEBVTT - Ep190: Bible Bussy Banter

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<v Speaker 1>Hey guys, it's your girl, Mandy be from Horrible Decisions,

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<v Speaker 1>And before we start this week's episode, I did want

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<v Speaker 1>to give a trigger warning as you may come across

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<v Speaker 1>content during this episode that you may disagree with, or

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<v Speaker 1>an idea that makes you uncomfortable, or a statement that

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<v Speaker 1>causes offense. Um, we do not mean to offend anyone

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<v Speaker 1>or their religious beliefs. Please keep in mind that the

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<v Speaker 1>Bible is open for interpretation and that is what you

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<v Speaker 1>will hear in this week's episode. Now let's get on

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<v Speaker 1>with the show. Guess what decision we're about to make.

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<v Speaker 1>Horrible Decisions. Hey, guys, welcome to another episode of Horrible Decisions.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm your girl, Mandy b a k A debt bitch

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<v Speaker 1>a k A tripod Mommy, Guys, Horrible Decisions. If you've

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<v Speaker 1>never heard our show before, it's disgusting. It's really not congratulations.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not usting and I have one. It's you know,

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<v Speaker 1>quite normal. You know who may have had a boyfriend

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<v Speaker 1>someone in the Bible. Today we're going to talk about.

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<v Speaker 1>We had a lot of episodes where we cross referenced religion.

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<v Speaker 1>One of my favorites we had Pastor Corey. He came

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<v Speaker 1>in talked a little bit about Christianity with us. However,

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<v Speaker 1>we've never done an episode about celibacy and the origin

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<v Speaker 1>of it, why we choose to be celibate, why people

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<v Speaker 1>have talked about it, the difference with abstinence, but particularly

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<v Speaker 1>I thought it would be fun to talk about the

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<v Speaker 1>Bible and references with sex, because I feel like the

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<v Speaker 1>world has been grooming us for sex since BC, before

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<v Speaker 1>Christ and before cock because we knew it. So Brianda,

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<v Speaker 1>we have her in the studio today. You guys are patrons,

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<v Speaker 1>you've heard of her. But if you haven't heard of her,

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<v Speaker 1>tell us who you are. What's your podcast is? I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know, Like, am I supposed to talk while you're talking?

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<v Speaker 1>But my name is Brian stuff. That's her stick I know. Okay, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>that's cool. Wait, but I'm Brianda. I'm a podcaster, actor,

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<v Speaker 1>and I love you girls. Both of these ladies have

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<v Speaker 1>been on my programs Super Trip Talk literally the only

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<v Speaker 1>two episodes that like hit over a thousand animals. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not even kidding you. Like, seriously, you guys, your cloud

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<v Speaker 1>was amazing, but your presence was even better. Um and yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm celibate, bitch. That was that was God. He was

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<v Speaker 1>like me talking God. That was God protecting me from you.

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<v Speaker 1>Ethn So ship the celibacy is on the bulk of

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<v Speaker 1>our episode, but just a way to like talk about

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<v Speaker 1>this a little bit more with you. Like we've both

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<v Speaker 1>had our separate conversations with Brianda about celibacy, but I

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<v Speaker 1>still feel like I don't really get it all the

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<v Speaker 1>time because sometimes you present such a We talked a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit about, you know, celibacy and other episodes, and

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<v Speaker 1>we've never really talked about why why people want to

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<v Speaker 1>do it. And even with you, sometimes I get confused

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<v Speaker 1>because you give me a lot of sexual energy. Not me,

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<v Speaker 1>but like I think you're very sexy person and you're flirty,

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<v Speaker 1>and I think we think when we think celib it

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<v Speaker 1>like oh my god, church girl, like you know, a

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<v Speaker 1>little chastity belt on her posty, But tell us where

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<v Speaker 1>it came from because you've had sex before, Oh a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of it, yes, in many different ways. Like I

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<v Speaker 1>just think that when you pigeonhole any one group into

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<v Speaker 1>like one saying you'd be wrong, Like there are nuances,

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<v Speaker 1>people are different, Like I do like being provocative. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>in I'm an entertainment. I'm not wearing a bra right now,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I live freely and i live my life, but

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not pigeonholed to this. Like you know what, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>far from prudish, but you get what I'm saying. Like

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<v Speaker 1>there's just more I would love with this episode to

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<v Speaker 1>just expand people's minds to people who choose to abstain

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<v Speaker 1>from having sex and they're not this like prudish, like boring. Also,

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<v Speaker 1>I swear, which I'm trying to stop, but I swear

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<v Speaker 1>I speak provocatively. You say I flir. I mean, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think I flir, but I've been told I'm a

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<v Speaker 1>little coquette. But honestly, I think that me being celibrate

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<v Speaker 1>makes me more flirty because I know nothing would ever happen.

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<v Speaker 1>I just want to connect with people and sometimes comes

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<v Speaker 1>off a different kind of way towards me. So we

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<v Speaker 1>we interviewed fran um Darren Quarantine, and something that I

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<v Speaker 1>see that you keep going back and forth between is

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<v Speaker 1>using the word celibate and using the word abstain, which

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<v Speaker 1>is what abstinences. So I guess we spoke with fran

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<v Speaker 1>about being abstinent. What then is the difference, do you see,

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<v Speaker 1>because right now you're interchanging both of the words. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>So when I started, it was only abstinence, like I

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't even Christian when I decided I'm going to take

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<v Speaker 1>a break. So that's why I refused to you cell

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<v Speaker 1>but celibate is when you're doing it for the like

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<v Speaker 1>for religious reasons, which today I would say that that

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<v Speaker 1>is why. But it started to answer like your first question.

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to be celibate because I wanted to figure

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<v Speaker 1>out why I felt fucking shame and guilt every single

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<v Speaker 1>time I would masturbate or have sex with someone, Like

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<v Speaker 1>why did I feel these sensations of guilt? And I

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to figure it out because I didn't feel guilty,

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<v Speaker 1>but the sensations were comparable, right, And I mean like

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<v Speaker 1>you come and then you felt bad, yeah, or sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>i'd cry. No, sometimes I'd like I just feel terrible,

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<v Speaker 1>and I would be like, I don't know why I'm

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<v Speaker 1>having sex with my boyfriend, Like I don't get it.

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<v Speaker 1>But I saught therapy. I wanted to figure out. I

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to know if you went to therapy because I

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to know if maybe that stem from some sort

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<v Speaker 1>of trauma that you hid in the back of you know,

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<v Speaker 1>your mind. Maybe let me tell you something, Okay. I

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<v Speaker 1>grew up in an immigrant household about my dad and

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<v Speaker 1>my mom, yes, and my sister. So all three of

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<v Speaker 1>them were sexually abused or diddled as children, all of them.

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<v Speaker 1>I was the only one in my household that didn't.

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<v Speaker 1>So in my house we didn't only did we not

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<v Speaker 1>talk about sex, but sex was almost really like a

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<v Speaker 1>taboo thing because the older people around me were dealing

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<v Speaker 1>with their own conflicts and pains, so if anything, it

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<v Speaker 1>was avoided even as a kid. Like like I said,

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't diddled as a kid, But I hate saying

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to that's a distasteful joke. But I

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<v Speaker 1>remember I would try and make connections with my family

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<v Speaker 1>and I'd be like, please let me come and talk

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<v Speaker 1>to me, touch me, attention, And I wouldn't get that that.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's why I want to be an actor,

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<v Speaker 1>because I want attention. I'm a narcissist, I'm vain, I like, like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. I I just want attention

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<v Speaker 1>all the time. I didn't get that as a kid.

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<v Speaker 1>It's almost like I recognized love by neglect, and these

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<v Speaker 1>are things that I had to learn by isolating the

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<v Speaker 1>sex from me, just so it could make my life

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<v Speaker 1>a little easier. So now that sex is gone, right,

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<v Speaker 1>how long has it been a little over two years?

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<v Speaker 1>Now that it's gone, what would be the thing that

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<v Speaker 1>would let you have sex again? Right? Like? Would it

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<v Speaker 1>be marriage? Would it be a serious relationship someone who's worthy?

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<v Speaker 1>What is it for sure? That That's a tough question.

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<v Speaker 1>But as it stands today, because I wanted to prepare

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<v Speaker 1>for this session today, I'm gonna go ahead and say

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<v Speaker 1>it would be marriage, really? Yeah? Yeah? Or can I

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<v Speaker 1>be honest with you, I would have to know that

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<v Speaker 1>we were getting married. I'm talking about I've met your family,

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<v Speaker 1>you've met my family. Can I ask you though in

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<v Speaker 1>this I don't want to Why do you? Because I

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<v Speaker 1>want to get into this though, because you're waiting for marriage.

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<v Speaker 1>You're like, I have to make sure I met his family,

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<v Speaker 1>he met mine? But then what what does marriage mean

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<v Speaker 1>to you? What does marriage constitute to you? Because to

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of people, including myself right now, it is

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<v Speaker 1>just a business. Um, it's a transaction for financial you know, taxes. Essentially,

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<v Speaker 1>that's really it. Because I have openly talked about unfortunately

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<v Speaker 1>being someone on the receiving end of love from a

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<v Speaker 1>married man. I've I've gotten financial gain from a married

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<v Speaker 1>man without being married. Um, and also even I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a huge fan of a Housewives of Potomac, But

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<v Speaker 1>she she sat here and had these vows, got a

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<v Speaker 1>pre nup, and now she's discussing a post up with

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<v Speaker 1>her husband. So I just want to know, what, what

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<v Speaker 1>does marriage signified for you? That that's what you're waiting

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<v Speaker 1>for for sure. So I think I had the benefit

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<v Speaker 1>of having a more secular upbringing and never wanting to

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<v Speaker 1>get married, Like I've only ever wanted a career and

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<v Speaker 1>to take care of my family. That's just been it.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think that kind of sets me up in

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<v Speaker 1>a way that opens my eyes to what marriage could be.

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<v Speaker 1>I've never had this idea of like a grand wedding

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<v Speaker 1>or whatever. I don't even really want it. For me,

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<v Speaker 1>marriage is having a foundation of like love and trust

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<v Speaker 1>and devotion and also a devotion to honestly your spirit, yourself,

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<v Speaker 1>whatever that may be. Like, they don't need to necessarily

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<v Speaker 1>practice Christianity per se, but they need to have a

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<v Speaker 1>connection to their spirit and themselves I need that hands

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<v Speaker 1>down because that's what I need for my family. So

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<v Speaker 1>when you ask me what is marriage to me? I

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<v Speaker 1>would say, like, marriage really is a bond between me

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<v Speaker 1>and my partner and spirit like God, whatever that is

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<v Speaker 1>from them. And and wait, get this. The gnarliest part

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<v Speaker 1>about celibacy is that if you meet the right person,

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<v Speaker 1>you get to figure out ways to love each other

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<v Speaker 1>and show each other affection that are outside of our

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<v Speaker 1>genitalia Are you kidding me? And then the sex is

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<v Speaker 1>just a cherry on top. I'm sure you know. I

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<v Speaker 1>think I've had deeper connections with women because there's no

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<v Speaker 1>penetrative sex. That sounds weird, but like with women, I've

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<v Speaker 1>grown closer to them initially, right, I think the intimacy

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<v Speaker 1>that I've had with you know, the lover is and

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even love her, let's say boyfriends I've had,

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<v Speaker 1>the intimacy came after sex and after a lot of sex.

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<v Speaker 1>But with women, I can recall like getting closer before

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<v Speaker 1>we had sex. Because with women, I feel like you

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<v Speaker 1>never know if you're a by person, like sometimes like

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<v Speaker 1>this is my homegirl, is it not? We get closer

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<v Speaker 1>and closer and closer, and that is really the only

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<v Speaker 1>thing that sometimes makes me want to wait when having

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<v Speaker 1>sex with men. But to be honest, I think a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of the times that I don't is because the

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<v Speaker 1>more and more that I do this show I realize

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<v Speaker 1>sex can be something I can enjoy and table it

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<v Speaker 1>and leave it. So I don't mind having sex with

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<v Speaker 1>someone if I don't feel like I'm connecting with them

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<v Speaker 1>that deeply, because I can just enjoy and living that

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<v Speaker 1>and not feel guilty about it. Understood now that the

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<v Speaker 1>whole guilt thing is going to be a lifelong journey

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<v Speaker 1>of mine to you know, navigate much like a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of our internal child we all feel have felt gifty.

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<v Speaker 1>You'll have to be why I do that or what

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<v Speaker 1>we're sure? Now I have a question for you to

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<v Speaker 1>because podcast justn't funny to say, well, because I think

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<v Speaker 1>it will help the listeners really understand celibacy at its core.

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<v Speaker 1>So Mandy, first, yes, how long has it been or

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<v Speaker 1>how long have you ever been celibate or like abstained

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<v Speaker 1>from having sex? Choice? So y'all know it was there

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<v Speaker 1>like quarantine. How long was that? Uh? I would say

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<v Speaker 1>about I would say realistically about four months since I've

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<v Speaker 1>like was probably the longest that I went from why

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<v Speaker 1>did you do it? Well? First saw which I was

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<v Speaker 1>locked in my house and then and in the beginning

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna lie, a part of me was like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, Dick isn't available. I want to fly

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<v Speaker 1>some end. And immediately I went to like realizing like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>none of these things are worth my time, like let

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<v Speaker 1>me find myself during this time, and even when I

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<v Speaker 1>was speaking a friend and during that time, I was,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, not having sex. It was before I met

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<v Speaker 1>my boyfriend, and I really found ways in which I

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<v Speaker 1>did probably it's start and continue relationships that didn't have

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<v Speaker 1>value to me. Um. And I also noticed that I

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<v Speaker 1>was maybe giving a lot of people my time that

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<v Speaker 1>didn't deserve it. And I did realize that in the

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<v Speaker 1>scent of just not giving myself to anyone. So yes,

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<v Speaker 1>wait and now you wheezy, how long was yours? And

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<v Speaker 1>have you ever done it by choice? Practice absidence? So

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<v Speaker 1>I did it to heal from a breakup, and then

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<v Speaker 1>after I went a certain amount of time, then I

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<v Speaker 1>did it by choice because I feel like the circumstance

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<v Speaker 1>of the breakup is why I just started saying I

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<v Speaker 1>was cell of itate and using the word cell of

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<v Speaker 1>it as not using abstinent, but I now realized it was.

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<v Speaker 1>But it started just not doing it was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>I need to help from this breakup, and then it

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<v Speaker 1>was like, okay, no, I need to take it away

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<v Speaker 1>because then I'll know if I could do it or not.

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<v Speaker 1>So making that active choice was fun. But you use

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<v Speaker 1>the word healing and you use the word like waste

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<v Speaker 1>of time and stuff. Ladies, that is literally what I'm

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<v Speaker 1>doing it doing, but I'm taking a step further like

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<v Speaker 1>that's but it's exactly the same thing because you're not

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<v Speaker 1>even masturbating. Correct, No, I'm not. Have you gotten closed?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah? When I okay, so we don't have to

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<v Speaker 1>talk about it now. But okay, fine, I was virtually

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<v Speaker 1>dating this guy. Asshole. You want to go, like check

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<v Speaker 1>him out. It's on my podcast. It's called Quarantine Bay

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<v Speaker 1>ghosted me because he fucking did, asshole. How do you

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<v Speaker 1>get ghost in core? Jesus, don't I don't know. He

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<v Speaker 1>was a Cornell lawyer, asshole though, coming just it's important

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<v Speaker 1>what where the hell he went? Because we posted me

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<v Speaker 1>and he knew about myself as he I'm talking about.

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<v Speaker 1>We would speak for eight hours a week like during

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<v Speaker 1>I really did fall for him, and I fall in

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<v Speaker 1>love easy, right, and I like masturbated for the first

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<v Speaker 1>time in years, like with him, and it was the

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<v Speaker 1>very first time I've ever done that. And for the

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<v Speaker 1>first time it didn't I didn't feel guilt or shame.

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<v Speaker 1>So I was like, but but but he broke my

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<v Speaker 1>heart and and I still and I don't masturbate now. No,

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<v Speaker 1>he did not break my person. And this is to

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<v Speaker 1>say I don't masturbate, but I will say I still

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<v Speaker 1>get horny. Like one of my favorite things to do

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<v Speaker 1>is watch videos of men crying. It just turns me

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<v Speaker 1>on and then listen. And when I do the next morning,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm humping my pillow. And why do you type in

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<v Speaker 1>to find videos of men cry? It's a great question.

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<v Speaker 1>How do you say, the only time that I see

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<v Speaker 1>men cry is during the NBA fucking finals. That's so hot. Tears.

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<v Speaker 1>I just used the range in video. Let me tell

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<v Speaker 1>you it's tears someone died. No, but I've done it,

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<v Speaker 1>and I get that. But no, so I'll research like

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<v Speaker 1>grooms looking at their brides walking down the aisle. You

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<v Speaker 1>google cantube YouTube all of it. I've seen it all

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<v Speaker 1>not mad to listen the next morning if I see that, like,

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<v Speaker 1>my bunties will be so wet, no pants. Oh my

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<v Speaker 1>bilingual honey is lett. Yes, I listen, you're English made.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell me those three months in Mexico doesn't mean I

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<v Speaker 1>am not Mexican. I'm serious. We had to uh so,

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<v Speaker 1>like I had to re like call to get the

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<v Speaker 1>electricity turned on with the crimins saloom as we're going

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<v Speaker 1>back and the guys on the phone, He's like, well

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<v Speaker 1>let me tell you how it works. Please, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>need you to say anything. I've been there. I know

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<v Speaker 1>I've done it. I know exactly what happened, so like, please,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm from tom basically like I know, yes, yes, look

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<v Speaker 1>it up. You should have seen me when I got

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<v Speaker 1>pulled over. I was like, I know Sergio nameing people.

0:14:34.600 --> 0:14:36.840
<v Speaker 1>They're like, we don't give a you guys. Look when

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<v Speaker 1>I see you, guys, I want to speak Spanish and

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<v Speaker 1>I don't mean a light skinned but you know what's crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>I think I have trauma with that because I remember

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<v Speaker 1>in middle school Spanish. No, seriously, there's trauma. I would

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<v Speaker 1>get a substitute teacher and they'd say my name, and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I may be either asking if I was

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<v Speaker 1>a tea or something. I'd be like, no, I'm black.

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<v Speaker 1>And he's like, but your name it comes from Latin Amanda.

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<v Speaker 1>And I said, but it's Amanda. It ain't Amanda nigga

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<v Speaker 1>like and I would Amanda, Yeah, it comes, it's there's

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<v Speaker 1>an it's like, that's what he said. Looking at what's

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<v Speaker 1>what a goal? I don't know. Looking at they said

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<v Speaker 1>Amanda came from like Puerto Rico and something. Maybe he did,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, but he was trying to tell me love.

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<v Speaker 1>I knows deserving to be loved and I do deserve

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<v Speaker 1>to get right now, do you know that last? I

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<v Speaker 1>love you? So people a cole meaning of it. For

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<v Speaker 1>love is God. All of that, that's what That's what

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<v Speaker 1>God come to Bible study, I will, okay. That's where

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<v Speaker 1>I used to be a mission. I used to actually

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<v Speaker 1>have to memorize versus of the Bible and I would

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<v Speaker 1>get little really, I would get a little pet name

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<v Speaker 1>on the fash. Oh bish, I forgot that ship. Now

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<v Speaker 1>it's hard because it used to be a compet titian

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<v Speaker 1>for me to be honest. So so the fact that

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<v Speaker 1>even the way I learned the Bible because if I

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<v Speaker 1>if I learned it and I memorized it, I had

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<v Speaker 1>to say it in front of the class. It would

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<v Speaker 1>be on Wednesday's missions and I had a satchel and

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<v Speaker 1>you would literally get like girl Scout badges for every

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<v Speaker 1>book of the Bible that you learned and recited. It

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<v Speaker 1>was really it was yeah, it was kind of yeah. No,

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't do any of that ship when I was

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<v Speaker 1>a little. Yeah, I didn't have I didn't go to church,

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<v Speaker 1>and everyone, well, oh we get into it white, we

0:16:28.480 --> 0:16:30.520
<v Speaker 1>got it out larned ship. I want you guys to

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<v Speaker 1>know that I've don't move like because it knows go

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the police and Vietnam. Someone's offended. First of

0:16:39.400 --> 0:16:41.840
<v Speaker 1>all that listen to this show, they love me. There's

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<v Speaker 1>like three of them one girl. So we only got

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<v Speaker 1>three Asians twenty six white people. I don't know. Like,

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<v Speaker 1>so one girl. We have Fanny that I know about, okay, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>wrote me. She was like, my name ade Fanny and

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, okay, well you never do I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know you are, okay, so based and being no, I'm seized.

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<v Speaker 1>This is disgusting. But as a bunch of people tagged

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<v Speaker 1>us in this on Twitter, three hundred and forty five

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<v Speaker 1>thousand used condoms that were cleaned and sold as new

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<v Speaker 1>What yes So. Footage was broadcasted on their television like

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<v Speaker 1>on their newscast, with large bags containing contraceptives scattered across

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<v Speaker 1>the floor of a warehouse in Bindung, and police said

0:17:23.640 --> 0:17:27.360
<v Speaker 1>the bags weighed more than seven pounds, equivalent to three

0:17:28.920 --> 0:17:33.640
<v Speaker 1>thousand condoms. I'm sorry, I'm looking at a picture. Use me.

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<v Speaker 1>The owner of the warehouse said they received a monthly

0:17:36.280 --> 0:17:40.080
<v Speaker 1>input of news used condoms from an unknown person and

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<v Speaker 1>basically they cleaned it. A woman was detained during the

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<v Speaker 1>bust and told the police that, um, they were boiled

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<v Speaker 1>in water, then dried and reshaped on a wooden fallust

0:17:49.320 --> 0:17:54.040
<v Speaker 1>before being repackaged and resold. Here's the interesting things. Just

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<v Speaker 1>when we drink water, Yes, it's filtered. Yes, of someone

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<v Speaker 1>ship in it before. Okay, I don't know. You shouldn't

0:18:03.720 --> 0:18:06.119
<v Speaker 1>look at it like that, but it is. But it

0:18:06.280 --> 0:18:08.600
<v Speaker 1>is like in spaceships. I only know because for fact

0:18:08.600 --> 0:18:12.000
<v Speaker 1>Snake NASA episode. But in spaceships basically their p and

0:18:12.040 --> 0:18:14.080
<v Speaker 1>their ship it's all filtered through and it's clean through

0:18:14.160 --> 0:18:16.040
<v Speaker 1>system to come out as clean water and that's the

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<v Speaker 1>water that we drink as well. It's sewer water and

0:18:18.680 --> 0:18:21.320
<v Speaker 1>it's filtraded and they clean it. But they'd be getting

0:18:21.320 --> 0:18:24.240
<v Speaker 1>our water from other places to like springs like Zephyr

0:18:24.280 --> 0:18:27.160
<v Speaker 1>Hills is from a spring, and are like, just don't

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<v Speaker 1>go into springs, bro, But they reuse the water. It's

0:18:30.040 --> 0:18:35.800
<v Speaker 1>reclaimed water. Just watching you. But what I'm saying is

0:18:36.119 --> 0:18:41.679
<v Speaker 1>reclaim condoms. No, that is I am not like, you

0:18:41.680 --> 0:18:45.080
<v Speaker 1>know what's crazy, But the way we use condoms, even

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<v Speaker 1>as soon as we like say during sex, as soon

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<v Speaker 1>as you pull it off, it's not even reused, like

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<v Speaker 1>it doesn't even really go back on to secure the

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<v Speaker 1>same I guess that's why they're cleaning it. Boiled the ship.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe A shrinks back said, who ever had a Nike

0:18:58.040 --> 0:19:00.600
<v Speaker 1>and try to reuse a condom that right now? Because

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<v Speaker 1>I have, and I remember getting mad. Yeah there's no more, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and there's just there's just no more. Well, I've done

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<v Speaker 1>the mistake of taking a condom all to suck it

0:19:10.400 --> 0:19:13.560
<v Speaker 1>in between and him being like, so I don't have

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<v Speaker 1>anymore then, why did you let me take it off?

0:19:15.920 --> 0:19:20.480
<v Speaker 1>You don't suck it with the condom, you I mean,

0:19:20.560 --> 0:19:23.040
<v Speaker 1>but I end up tasting the condoms sometimes anyways, because

0:19:23.080 --> 0:19:26.480
<v Speaker 1>because whatever the inside casing is the taste on the dick,

0:19:26.520 --> 0:19:28.399
<v Speaker 1>which is why everyone's like, well, how do you know

0:19:28.440 --> 0:19:30.400
<v Speaker 1>what a magnum taste like? As soon as you pull

0:19:30.440 --> 0:19:33.199
<v Speaker 1>it off, that inside casing is what I'm tasting in

0:19:33.240 --> 0:19:38.360
<v Speaker 1>my mouth. Then gold condoms is nest which ones. I'm

0:19:38.359 --> 0:19:43.040
<v Speaker 1>just gonna tell you what. Look take one girl, right,

0:19:43.040 --> 0:19:48.119
<v Speaker 1>because do you even track your ovulation or anything or

0:19:48.119 --> 0:19:50.240
<v Speaker 1>your body actually have the I U D. And I'm

0:19:50.320 --> 0:19:52.239
<v Speaker 1>taking it out next month, and I feel like I'm

0:19:52.240 --> 0:19:54.280
<v Speaker 1>going to get more Christian months it's out. I don't know,

0:19:54.680 --> 0:19:57.240
<v Speaker 1>more Christian wants your idea that? What does that mean?

0:19:57.640 --> 0:20:01.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm yeah, it is. There's two, So there's one the

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<v Speaker 1>competing you're gonna be wanting to have sex? Well, I

0:20:07.000 --> 0:20:08.960
<v Speaker 1>guess we'll see. I don't know. The copper one is

0:20:09.000 --> 0:20:12.879
<v Speaker 1>no check my next month I will tell. But you know,

0:20:12.920 --> 0:20:14.480
<v Speaker 1>I've had it for five years. It's got to come out.

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<v Speaker 1>I also want to let my body do it's thing.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm twenty seven now and my body is doing weird

0:20:18.080 --> 0:20:20.240
<v Speaker 1>things like I'll hold my belly like I'm pregnant, or

0:20:20.280 --> 0:20:22.440
<v Speaker 1>like I'll like hold my cat like it's my little baby,

0:20:22.480 --> 0:20:25.120
<v Speaker 1>like all my titty and stuff. Do you guys know? No? Girl?

0:20:25.160 --> 0:20:26.879
<v Speaker 1>And I got I got Body, and I don't be

0:20:26.920 --> 0:20:29.959
<v Speaker 1>holding him because I mean I want to be a

0:20:29.960 --> 0:20:32.879
<v Speaker 1>mom because that mother. Oh it's so funny because my

0:20:32.880 --> 0:20:35.560
<v Speaker 1>friends are like, you sound like a black ass mama

0:20:35.600 --> 0:20:37.800
<v Speaker 1>with your because I'll be like, Body, don't get your

0:20:37.880 --> 0:20:41.760
<v Speaker 1>motherfucking off. That's not to And he knows as soon

0:20:41.800 --> 0:20:43.200
<v Speaker 1>as I get up and go like this, he just run.

0:20:43.520 --> 0:20:47.960
<v Speaker 1>Have you had your cat since it's a quarantine kitty? Ap?

0:20:48.160 --> 0:20:52.240
<v Speaker 1>Why did that sound like you? It's a quarantine kitty?

0:20:52.520 --> 0:20:55.840
<v Speaker 1>How long your cat? Three years? So the rest of

0:20:55.880 --> 0:20:58.399
<v Speaker 1>the gros that listen to this show, I am not

0:20:58.520 --> 0:21:05.080
<v Speaker 1>in that bone at all. Black don't she saved my life? Okay,

0:21:05.359 --> 0:21:08.960
<v Speaker 1>so no emotion. I think we think you you know,

0:21:09.240 --> 0:21:13.159
<v Speaker 1>emotional support is why I got Body's name is melancholy.

0:21:13.480 --> 0:21:16.160
<v Speaker 1>You said what you couldn't got an a because a dog.

0:21:16.200 --> 0:21:17.600
<v Speaker 1>I would have had said, you should have got your

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<v Speaker 1>boyfriend and gotten rid of the cat, babysitter my boyfriend

0:21:20.440 --> 0:21:22.080
<v Speaker 1>right after the cat. And I was like, damn, BODYE not,

0:21:22.080 --> 0:21:26.760
<v Speaker 1>I don't even need your ass. I got both at

0:21:26.800 --> 0:21:30.720
<v Speaker 1>the same at the same time, I put some of

0:21:30.720 --> 0:21:33.440
<v Speaker 1>the horhive men like or that if there's anyone out there,

0:21:33.560 --> 0:21:37.080
<v Speaker 1>like I'm definitely checking, but y'all got to get a ring.

0:21:37.760 --> 0:21:39.520
<v Speaker 1>I just want to make a point. I went out

0:21:39.560 --> 0:21:42.320
<v Speaker 1>Brianda a few weekends. We hang out a bar around

0:21:42.320 --> 0:21:45.639
<v Speaker 1>her crib and she left once or went to the bathroom,

0:21:45.760 --> 0:21:49.479
<v Speaker 1>and someone said to me one of the bar tenders,

0:21:49.520 --> 0:21:52.639
<v Speaker 1>He's like, why are you doing this every weekend with

0:21:52.720 --> 0:21:55.360
<v Speaker 1>her fucking going out? And she you know, she ain't

0:21:55.359 --> 0:21:57.359
<v Speaker 1>trying to get down like that. I'm like, just because

0:21:57.359 --> 0:22:02.479
<v Speaker 1>she loves Jesus, show me that cats work. Like I'm sorry,

0:22:02.560 --> 0:22:06.960
<v Speaker 1>this sh don't bother me at all, Like, wait, why

0:22:06.960 --> 0:22:09.400
<v Speaker 1>do you do this to her? Like Brihanna was like, oh,

0:22:09.440 --> 0:22:11.760
<v Speaker 1>I shouldn't have came out. She had a little bandetta.

0:22:12.680 --> 0:22:15.280
<v Speaker 1>I had just finished praying. Like, I was like, I'm

0:22:15.320 --> 0:22:17.879
<v Speaker 1>not gonna do you drink liquor? Yeah, I do drink.

0:22:18.640 --> 0:22:20.560
<v Speaker 1>I do drink. I didn't want to eat edibles. I

0:22:20.600 --> 0:22:23.400
<v Speaker 1>do mushrooms. You guys don't have a Seconday. I'm getting high,

0:22:23.520 --> 0:22:25.080
<v Speaker 1>and so I'm like, do you want him or not?

0:22:25.160 --> 0:22:28.280
<v Speaker 1>It's just like no, okay, okay, I don't care to me,

0:22:28.480 --> 0:22:30.879
<v Speaker 1>Like if I hang with someone and they know who

0:22:30.960 --> 0:22:32.240
<v Speaker 1>I am, they funk with me. It's kind of like

0:22:32.280 --> 0:22:34.240
<v Speaker 1>when you hang with a vegan, like if they're cool,

0:22:35.920 --> 0:22:38.879
<v Speaker 1>they embarrassed, like if they know I'm gonna eat me

0:22:39.040 --> 0:22:42.240
<v Speaker 1>and they find what can I tell you how Anning

0:22:42.359 --> 0:22:44.760
<v Speaker 1>my friend, one of my best friends who's coming um

0:22:44.840 --> 0:22:47.560
<v Speaker 1>to celebrate my birthday with me, were getting like ceviche

0:22:47.680 --> 0:22:50.679
<v Speaker 1>on the boat. Right, this bitch don't eat shellfish. They said, well,

0:22:50.680 --> 0:22:53.280
<v Speaker 1>we can substitute with hummus. I said, no, we cannot.

0:22:53.160 --> 0:22:55.240
<v Speaker 1>At the bit. You better bring your whole sex because

0:22:55.280 --> 0:22:58.440
<v Speaker 1>we get the c and then she doesn't eat meat.

0:22:58.800 --> 0:23:02.680
<v Speaker 1>So they offered burgers, and Sevia said, okay, I said, bitch,

0:23:02.720 --> 0:23:05.400
<v Speaker 1>for you, uh, we'll do the We'll do the little

0:23:05.440 --> 0:23:09.359
<v Speaker 1>vegan burgers, a little fake ships, but sitting burgers be okay.

0:23:09.760 --> 0:23:15.080
<v Speaker 1>Anything else they have. You know why I love you, bro.

0:23:15.600 --> 0:23:19.840
<v Speaker 1>You know he's gonna feeling No, he wasn't. Okay, Well

0:23:20.440 --> 0:23:22.719
<v Speaker 1>that point on the pork right, they had a big

0:23:22.760 --> 0:23:25.160
<v Speaker 1>old one they had done. It's come fross too much.

0:23:25.280 --> 0:23:29.879
<v Speaker 1>Oh you guys are ridiculous. Shut the up, bitch. We

0:23:30.000 --> 0:23:35.640
<v Speaker 1>off here eating chickens doing our duty generationally, our ancestors

0:23:35.680 --> 0:23:38.120
<v Speaker 1>want to need to eat chickens. You know what I'm saying.

0:23:38.160 --> 0:23:41.879
<v Speaker 1>They didn't want y'all have cats, but wait, not even chicken.

0:23:41.880 --> 0:23:43.840
<v Speaker 1>And I feel bad because my nigga don't even eat pork.

0:23:43.920 --> 0:23:45.680
<v Speaker 1>So when we went to a little Mexican spot, I said,

0:23:45.880 --> 0:23:48.320
<v Speaker 1>could I have the out pa store? He was like,

0:23:48.880 --> 0:23:54.920
<v Speaker 1>what is store? I said, what, bitch? Pork with pineapples.

0:23:56.359 --> 0:24:01.160
<v Speaker 1>It's I think I'm not start by still is it?

0:24:01.160 --> 0:24:07.120
<v Speaker 1>It's pork and pineapple stores for type of the type

0:24:07.160 --> 0:24:11.320
<v Speaker 1>of it's the way the meat, it's stories pork. Right, No,

0:24:12.160 --> 0:24:14.880
<v Speaker 1>I am too poor for this. I don't know from

0:24:14.880 --> 0:24:21.280
<v Speaker 1>a Mexican restaurant. Maybe cheat told you pays based on lamb.

0:24:22.840 --> 0:24:26.760
<v Speaker 1>Based on lamb, swarm me brought to Mexico, New Mexicans

0:24:26.760 --> 0:24:31.399
<v Speaker 1>with putting pork and at their question me about the

0:24:31.400 --> 0:24:33.040
<v Speaker 1>opp store when you feed a little bit more time

0:24:33.080 --> 0:24:38.280
<v Speaker 1>to Mexico pineapple. So anyway, all right for the horrid derve,

0:24:38.680 --> 0:24:40.760
<v Speaker 1>I want to talk about blow jobs. I think we're

0:24:40.800 --> 0:24:42.840
<v Speaker 1>gonna need to revamp and do an episode about this

0:24:42.920 --> 0:24:45.359
<v Speaker 1>because this is a very basic tip. But you guys

0:24:45.400 --> 0:24:48.760
<v Speaker 1>don't seem to know it when you're sucking dick. Men,

0:24:49.000 --> 0:24:51.239
<v Speaker 1>women whoever has a mouth that they're about to put

0:24:51.280 --> 0:24:53.720
<v Speaker 1>on something that's shaped like a dick, if it's a

0:24:53.760 --> 0:24:57.800
<v Speaker 1>real dick and not a strap. Keep in mind, Okay,

0:24:57.840 --> 0:24:59.720
<v Speaker 1>a lot of the times it's easy to stay right

0:24:59.720 --> 0:25:01.520
<v Speaker 1>at the hip and I feel like we look at

0:25:02.240 --> 0:25:04.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, tips online or people are always talking about

0:25:04.520 --> 0:25:06.200
<v Speaker 1>the friend of them and all these parts about how like,

0:25:06.560 --> 0:25:09.199
<v Speaker 1>you know, the head is very sensitive. The base of

0:25:09.280 --> 0:25:12.520
<v Speaker 1>the dick being dry is not sexy at all, and

0:25:12.560 --> 0:25:14.760
<v Speaker 1>you got to use the rest of your mouth. Also,

0:25:14.800 --> 0:25:16.960
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people are worried about their gag reflex.

0:25:17.520 --> 0:25:20.200
<v Speaker 1>Never have I ever heard of niggas say in my life,

0:25:20.280 --> 0:25:24.000
<v Speaker 1>and excuse me if I'm overstepping here, say I don't

0:25:24.000 --> 0:25:25.919
<v Speaker 1>want to hear the sound, and it bothers me so

0:25:25.960 --> 0:25:27.200
<v Speaker 1>badly that I don't want you to get to the

0:25:27.280 --> 0:25:30.879
<v Speaker 1>rest of my dick. Please stop worrying about the gag,

0:25:31.040 --> 0:25:33.240
<v Speaker 1>because you should put some effort in. You know what

0:25:33.280 --> 0:25:35.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. I think that men enjoy when it looks

0:25:35.840 --> 0:25:39.080
<v Speaker 1>like you may be trying to die on it. Put

0:25:39.119 --> 0:25:43.640
<v Speaker 1>the dick in your mouth. I've seen hilarious more fucking men,

0:25:43.840 --> 0:25:46.280
<v Speaker 1>like I mean more important lately, we're like bitches are

0:25:46.320 --> 0:25:49.639
<v Speaker 1>just staying right here and doing like a little no no,

0:25:50.119 --> 0:25:52.080
<v Speaker 1>put some effort put it in your mouth, but you

0:25:52.080 --> 0:25:58.919
<v Speaker 1>want someone to you wouldn't want to be put in

0:25:58.920 --> 0:26:01.960
<v Speaker 1>your mouth. Also, when it's in your mouth, make sure

0:26:02.000 --> 0:26:05.359
<v Speaker 1>your tongue out as well, because if you're just sucking it,

0:26:07.080 --> 0:26:08.479
<v Speaker 1>bens it could do that. That's his job to put

0:26:08.520 --> 0:26:13.360
<v Speaker 1>the vocal in your mouth, right, and this is very important.

0:26:13.480 --> 0:26:15.800
<v Speaker 1>Make sure that your tongue can be felt on it

0:26:15.800 --> 0:26:18.320
<v Speaker 1>because that's another sensation in itself, because right, your mouth

0:26:18.400 --> 0:26:21.600
<v Speaker 1>is technically a cave, and that's really what it's doing

0:26:21.640 --> 0:26:24.200
<v Speaker 1>when like it's making the shape, right, you're putting it

0:26:24.200 --> 0:26:28.000
<v Speaker 1>in a cave. But they want to know it's a

0:26:28.040 --> 0:26:30.919
<v Speaker 1>wet cave. So if you take your tongue out and

0:26:31.000 --> 0:26:33.320
<v Speaker 1>you're like have it sticking out while you suck dick,

0:26:33.560 --> 0:26:36.400
<v Speaker 1>the dick will get wetter. You'll get more saliva coming out.

0:26:36.440 --> 0:26:38.600
<v Speaker 1>But not only that, it'll be a different sensation from

0:26:38.640 --> 0:26:41.879
<v Speaker 1>just this hollowey cave mouth thing you have. Okay, taking

0:26:41.880 --> 0:26:43.919
<v Speaker 1>out your tongue and i'd imagine when it hits the

0:26:43.920 --> 0:26:45.920
<v Speaker 1>back of the throat, you salivate a little more, giving

0:26:45.920 --> 0:26:48.760
<v Speaker 1>you more juice. Question though, it's just like if you

0:26:48.840 --> 0:26:50.919
<v Speaker 1>had your mouth open right now and you're supposed to

0:26:50.920 --> 0:26:54.080
<v Speaker 1>hold it open right it's gonna start dripping. So like

0:26:54.119 --> 0:26:55.960
<v Speaker 1>the wider that you put your mouth and the more

0:26:56.000 --> 0:27:00.399
<v Speaker 1>that the tongue is out, that's really what I'm just

0:27:00.400 --> 0:27:02.800
<v Speaker 1>gonna start. I have really low self esteem. So like

0:27:02.840 --> 0:27:07.040
<v Speaker 1>when I'm with a guy, every guy who's ever guys

0:27:07.160 --> 0:27:12.840
<v Speaker 1>look at me when I'm giving them head know, they

0:27:12.880 --> 0:27:16.359
<v Speaker 1>look at me like I'm a homeless person asking for change,

0:27:16.359 --> 0:27:20.919
<v Speaker 1>like just come back up here, like they just just so,

0:27:21.119 --> 0:27:24.320
<v Speaker 1>are you nervous when you suck big? I just I

0:27:24.359 --> 0:27:28.679
<v Speaker 1>mean about my abilities? Why I just don't feel like

0:27:28.720 --> 0:27:30.960
<v Speaker 1>I know what I'm doing. So it's so funny because

0:27:30.960 --> 0:27:32.800
<v Speaker 1>my tip was going to be for the ladies who

0:27:32.840 --> 0:27:36.640
<v Speaker 1>don't like to gag, like myself. My my my boyfriend

0:27:36.640 --> 0:27:38.679
<v Speaker 1>definitely likes to get because I'll be I'll have to

0:27:38.720 --> 0:27:40.240
<v Speaker 1>hit him in his face because he likes to like

0:27:40.840 --> 0:27:42.679
<v Speaker 1>make me go down there and gag. So what I

0:27:42.720 --> 0:27:45.520
<v Speaker 1>do to avoid this is I fake gag, so I'll

0:27:45.600 --> 0:27:50.240
<v Speaker 1>like what That's actually really funny. So my tip for

0:27:50.320 --> 0:27:53.040
<v Speaker 1>the ladies who really hate gagging, but you know your

0:27:53.080 --> 0:27:55.920
<v Speaker 1>partner likes you to gag, just fake gags. So I'll

0:27:55.920 --> 0:27:58.040
<v Speaker 1>literally still be at the head and be like, and

0:27:58.160 --> 0:28:00.720
<v Speaker 1>I just make fake noises like I'm gags, but I'm

0:28:00.720 --> 0:28:04.800
<v Speaker 1>really not. And I'd be like, and I just make

0:28:04.840 --> 0:28:07.560
<v Speaker 1>all these little fake gag noises because I don't want

0:28:07.560 --> 0:28:11.080
<v Speaker 1>to die sucking dick. Do you guys switch tempo and stuff? Yeah,

0:28:11.119 --> 0:28:13.119
<v Speaker 1>I'll do that, like really what I do though? And

0:28:13.160 --> 0:28:15.840
<v Speaker 1>I noticed this because he made me give him a

0:28:15.840 --> 0:28:17.080
<v Speaker 1>hand job one time. He was like, I want to

0:28:17.119 --> 0:28:18.440
<v Speaker 1>see if you can make me come with a hand job,

0:28:18.520 --> 0:28:21.680
<v Speaker 1>like no mouth, no nothing. And I realized too, how

0:28:22.040 --> 0:28:25.280
<v Speaker 1>how much uh more firm he wanted me to grip

0:28:25.320 --> 0:28:27.359
<v Speaker 1>his dick because he was pretty much telling me what

0:28:27.520 --> 0:28:29.160
<v Speaker 1>he likes. So instead, I know a lot of us

0:28:29.200 --> 0:28:30.920
<v Speaker 1>just go up and down, but a lot of men

0:28:30.960 --> 0:28:34.360
<v Speaker 1>actually like you to kind of you know, squeezing. He did,

0:28:34.920 --> 0:28:38.880
<v Speaker 1>he did forever. I was like, nigga about it? Come

0:28:38.960 --> 0:28:40.760
<v Speaker 1>in then? So what I would do without putting my

0:28:40.760 --> 0:28:42.880
<v Speaker 1>mouth on it? I went to the top and like

0:28:43.120 --> 0:28:45.440
<v Speaker 1>would make my spitfall, but I could only do it

0:28:45.480 --> 0:28:46.600
<v Speaker 1>with my hand. He was like, I want to see

0:28:46.600 --> 0:28:48.240
<v Speaker 1>if you could do it, and it did. It took

0:28:48.240 --> 0:28:53.040
<v Speaker 1>a while, but with that, but with that, I learned

0:28:53.400 --> 0:28:56.720
<v Speaker 1>even just the pressure he liked for me to apply

0:28:56.840 --> 0:28:59.320
<v Speaker 1>on his shaft. So now I feel like that helped

0:28:59.320 --> 0:29:01.480
<v Speaker 1>me know when I'm when I am sucking his dick,

0:29:01.520 --> 0:29:03.239
<v Speaker 1>even if I am staying at the top, I know

0:29:03.320 --> 0:29:05.400
<v Speaker 1>he likes it to be squeezed a little harder than

0:29:05.440 --> 0:29:07.400
<v Speaker 1>I thought he would have liked. To keep in mind,

0:29:07.440 --> 0:29:09.640
<v Speaker 1>like when men wear cockerings and ship like that, or

0:29:09.640 --> 0:29:12.000
<v Speaker 1>they take pills, it's blood flow. So when you're squeezing

0:29:12.000 --> 0:29:14.600
<v Speaker 1>it tighter, like they're feeling the blood blood flow. And

0:29:14.640 --> 0:29:18.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm not saying squeeze the dick and make it erupt,

0:29:19.160 --> 0:29:22.480
<v Speaker 1>but I'm not. We wanted to rub old baby has

0:29:22.840 --> 0:29:24.680
<v Speaker 1>always told me, like if it's early in the morning

0:29:24.680 --> 0:29:26.640
<v Speaker 1>and he's not hard yet or whatever, like he always

0:29:26.680 --> 0:29:31.000
<v Speaker 1>told me to squeeze it and it's so squeezing. It

0:29:31.040 --> 0:29:33.760
<v Speaker 1>is definitely like a tip. The first question when I

0:29:33.800 --> 0:29:35.320
<v Speaker 1>go on on dates with guys and I like let

0:29:35.320 --> 0:29:39.480
<v Speaker 1>them know on the a that I'm sellingbate, Like the

0:29:39.520 --> 0:29:44.600
<v Speaker 1>first thing they'll ask is like like everything, so he

0:29:44.680 --> 0:29:47.560
<v Speaker 1>had jobs too, Like no, they'll ask like, like your

0:29:47.680 --> 0:29:51.240
<v Speaker 1>oral no, and I'm like, no, no, why would I

0:29:51.280 --> 0:29:54.920
<v Speaker 1>want that? I would drive myself crazy. Yeah, that hate

0:29:54.920 --> 0:29:57.040
<v Speaker 1>when people say, like when you're in your period, they'll

0:29:57.040 --> 0:30:04.480
<v Speaker 1>make like a joke about it. That doesn't work. And

0:30:04.520 --> 0:30:06.760
<v Speaker 1>it's funny because we many I were just saying, I

0:30:06.880 --> 0:30:08.760
<v Speaker 1>don't know, the last week or whatever, we've had some

0:30:08.800 --> 0:30:12.040
<v Speaker 1>guests on it don't like sucking dick, and it's I

0:30:12.120 --> 0:30:13.880
<v Speaker 1>feel like such a bit because I feel like I

0:30:13.920 --> 0:30:18.120
<v Speaker 1>don't understand. I don't understand it. Maybe that's why we

0:30:18.160 --> 0:30:21.480
<v Speaker 1>have this job, but I truly do not. You like

0:30:21.560 --> 0:30:22.960
<v Speaker 1>it because you're good at it. I don't like it

0:30:22.960 --> 0:30:26.640
<v Speaker 1>because I'm not good at that. So that's what I'm

0:30:26.680 --> 0:30:30.760
<v Speaker 1>think enough to admit that. Tell me. Y'all heard a

0:30:30.760 --> 0:30:32.840
<v Speaker 1>few episodes about I think it was right that I

0:30:33.040 --> 0:30:35.239
<v Speaker 1>was fucking nicked his dick with my teeth. But in

0:30:35.280 --> 0:30:38.240
<v Speaker 1>my defense, we actually circled back to this conversation. I

0:30:38.240 --> 0:30:39.480
<v Speaker 1>was like, look, I brother this up in an episode.

0:30:39.480 --> 0:30:40.960
<v Speaker 1>We need to talk about it again. He said he's

0:30:41.040 --> 0:30:43.760
<v Speaker 1>never ever had a girl, not never not felt teeth

0:30:44.200 --> 0:30:46.520
<v Speaker 1>on his dick. But yeah, because you said it's you

0:30:46.720 --> 0:30:50.920
<v Speaker 1>just that sucking that dick can you imagine how insecure

0:30:50.960 --> 0:30:54.960
<v Speaker 1>would feel, right, but also I'm in it for myself. Wow,

0:30:55.000 --> 0:30:58.360
<v Speaker 1>you're so brave. Thank you. You know there's there's brand

0:30:58.360 --> 0:31:02.280
<v Speaker 1>aids and I also halls talk about it not be

0:31:02.320 --> 0:31:09.280
<v Speaker 1>putting no band aid on this. So we're gonna get

0:31:09.320 --> 0:31:14.720
<v Speaker 1>into the horrible decision this week, and she got I

0:31:14.880 --> 0:31:18.480
<v Speaker 1>called it Bible bussy because there's so much gay stuff

0:31:18.480 --> 0:31:20.920
<v Speaker 1>in the Bible. But really I thought it would be

0:31:20.920 --> 0:31:22.960
<v Speaker 1>fun because we talked about Christianity and some of the

0:31:23.040 --> 0:31:26.120
<v Speaker 1>hypocrisy and how there's a lot of welcomeness in there

0:31:26.280 --> 0:31:29.120
<v Speaker 1>with Pastor Corey. But specifically, I thought it'd be cool

0:31:29.160 --> 0:31:31.760
<v Speaker 1>to talk about stories of sex in the Bible. Mandy

0:31:31.760 --> 0:31:33.920
<v Speaker 1>and I have a dope episode called ho Story on

0:31:34.000 --> 0:31:37.200
<v Speaker 1>Patreon where we talked about, um, all the sex stories

0:31:37.480 --> 0:31:38.840
<v Speaker 1>from back in the day that we found a lot

0:31:38.880 --> 0:31:41.800
<v Speaker 1>of prostitution and ship like that. But Brianna is going

0:31:41.840 --> 0:31:44.560
<v Speaker 1>to teach us today about some little skanky stories in

0:31:44.560 --> 0:31:47.400
<v Speaker 1>the Bible. Oh my god. Okay, well I didn't know

0:31:47.440 --> 0:31:49.360
<v Speaker 1>I was going to be the teacher. Mind you, guys,

0:31:49.400 --> 0:31:52.040
<v Speaker 1>I am not a minister pastor. I don't I'm not good,

0:31:52.040 --> 0:31:56.479
<v Speaker 1>all right, So I wanted to talk about the story

0:31:56.560 --> 0:32:03.200
<v Speaker 1>of Sodom and Gomorrow. Why don't we just go there? Okay, sodom, sodomy, yes,

0:32:03.320 --> 0:32:06.840
<v Speaker 1>which we all know what what is sodomy when you

0:32:06.880 --> 0:32:11.960
<v Speaker 1>put a broomstick? Sure? Why? Just like I thought it was, like,

0:32:12.000 --> 0:32:16.080
<v Speaker 1>sodomy is a bunch of things. So it's also yeah,

0:32:16.200 --> 0:32:18.720
<v Speaker 1>if you look up sodomy in the dictionary, it's a.

0:32:19.040 --> 0:32:23.120
<v Speaker 1>It's a. It's like it's considered anal sex. I thought

0:32:23.120 --> 0:32:26.080
<v Speaker 1>it was any but that's the first one. But there's

0:32:26.120 --> 0:32:29.120
<v Speaker 1>also in the dictionaries of sexual anniverse involving anal or

0:32:29.440 --> 0:32:33.040
<v Speaker 1>oral copulation. So basically, even if your mail is on

0:32:33.120 --> 0:32:36.959
<v Speaker 1>the axe and on the ass, then it's I know,

0:32:37.000 --> 0:32:41.840
<v Speaker 1>objects to it's everything exactly, not like that. I like

0:32:42.040 --> 0:32:45.600
<v Speaker 1>being about Buddha, which brings me to the story of Sodom.

0:32:45.640 --> 0:32:48.480
<v Speaker 1>So I wanted to like really go for the more

0:32:48.560 --> 0:32:51.800
<v Speaker 1>extreme story. This story and the story and judges these

0:32:51.800 --> 0:32:54.560
<v Speaker 1>are the really ones that like people even skip but

0:32:54.720 --> 0:32:56.160
<v Speaker 1>not every story in the Bible is like this. By

0:32:56.160 --> 0:32:57.800
<v Speaker 1>the way, do not let this suay you from meeting

0:32:57.800 --> 0:33:02.080
<v Speaker 1>the Bible. So I'd realized that everyone in Sodom and

0:33:02.120 --> 0:33:06.920
<v Speaker 1>Goborra was doing wicked things quote unquote wicked things, killing,

0:33:07.000 --> 0:33:10.000
<v Speaker 1>gang raping, raping their daughters, giving their children. Like, I'm

0:33:10.040 --> 0:33:13.720
<v Speaker 1>talking about a lot of really heinous, vile things. And

0:33:13.840 --> 0:33:18.000
<v Speaker 1>God went to his homie Abraham, Abraham for the Jews,

0:33:18.200 --> 0:33:21.600
<v Speaker 1>head out, the father of the Covenant, you know, the

0:33:21.640 --> 0:33:23.760
<v Speaker 1>father of all nations, the father of Israel. And he

0:33:23.800 --> 0:33:26.720
<v Speaker 1>went him and he was like, bro, I'm about to

0:33:27.640 --> 0:33:30.840
<v Speaker 1>put Sodom on lockdown and burn that ship down. And

0:33:31.000 --> 0:33:33.480
<v Speaker 1>Abraham was like, whoa, whoa, why whoa. I know you've

0:33:33.480 --> 0:33:35.680
<v Speaker 1>done it before, but like, let's talk about this. And

0:33:35.680 --> 0:33:37.960
<v Speaker 1>then God was like, okay, listen, this is what they're

0:33:37.960 --> 0:33:40.120
<v Speaker 1>doing X y Z, and then he said okay. Abraham

0:33:40.200 --> 0:33:42.360
<v Speaker 1>was like, God, wait, let's talk about this. Well, what

0:33:42.480 --> 0:33:44.600
<v Speaker 1>if there were a thousand righteous men? Are you gonna

0:33:44.640 --> 0:33:46.960
<v Speaker 1>burn them all down to? And God was like all right,

0:33:47.040 --> 0:33:49.760
<v Speaker 1>let me check. And then God was like, okay, there's

0:33:49.760 --> 0:33:51.520
<v Speaker 1>not a thousand good people down there are you talking about?

0:33:51.520 --> 0:33:53.640
<v Speaker 1>And then Abraham was like, okay, wait, check, what about five?

0:33:54.320 --> 0:33:56.200
<v Speaker 1>What if there are five hundred good people down there,

0:33:56.320 --> 0:33:58.160
<v Speaker 1>You're just gonna burn them all the way to And

0:33:58.160 --> 0:33:59.920
<v Speaker 1>then God was like all right, final, let me check check.

0:34:00.360 --> 0:34:03.760
<v Speaker 1>Still not even five hundred, and then Abraham's like ten.

0:34:04.160 --> 0:34:06.880
<v Speaker 1>He goes and goes, motherfucker, there aren't even ten righteous

0:34:06.880 --> 0:34:09.080
<v Speaker 1>people down there. It's going down. And then he said, okay, wait,

0:34:09.400 --> 0:34:13.960
<v Speaker 1>my nephew Lot is down there. Please spare him, you know, Abraham,

0:34:14.000 --> 0:34:15.800
<v Speaker 1>that's really what Abraham was trying to get at, because

0:34:15.800 --> 0:34:18.480
<v Speaker 1>Abraham's family was sacred in the Bible, especially in the

0:34:18.480 --> 0:34:24.960
<v Speaker 1>Old Testament. So God goes, all right, I will hook

0:34:25.080 --> 0:34:28.800
<v Speaker 1>your nephew and his family up. He sends down two

0:34:28.840 --> 0:34:32.600
<v Speaker 1>angels to Sodom too, angels, and they meet at the

0:34:32.600 --> 0:34:35.880
<v Speaker 1>court square. Mind you, the court square is where is

0:34:35.960 --> 0:34:40.719
<v Speaker 1>popping where everyone congregates. It's why they all do the

0:34:40.840 --> 0:34:43.080
<v Speaker 1>exactly the lower East side of New York City. Yes,

0:34:43.719 --> 0:34:46.800
<v Speaker 1>and then they see the Lot sees them, and he

0:34:46.840 --> 0:34:48.759
<v Speaker 1>sees like other people approaching them, like they're about to

0:34:48.800 --> 0:34:51.040
<v Speaker 1>bait them, because in this town that they see new people,

0:34:51.160 --> 0:34:56.560
<v Speaker 1>new men specifically, that's where we go. So then you know,

0:34:56.560 --> 0:34:59.279
<v Speaker 1>a lot goes can't come to the courts where it

0:34:59.280 --> 0:35:01.600
<v Speaker 1>coming come to my house. Please. This is a depiction

0:35:01.640 --> 0:35:04.120
<v Speaker 1>of hospitality, which people don't talk a lot about. But

0:35:04.360 --> 0:35:07.680
<v Speaker 1>he was being hospitable to these eight two angels he

0:35:07.719 --> 0:35:11.320
<v Speaker 1>brings them in, and the angels tell him all right, y'all,

0:35:11.400 --> 0:35:13.920
<v Speaker 1>y'all gotta go because God's about to burn this ship down.

0:35:14.000 --> 0:35:16.719
<v Speaker 1>Let's pack it up, let's go. Araham's like, well, hold on, what, No,

0:35:16.760 --> 0:35:19.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm not ready. I mean a lot his nephew was like,

0:35:19.200 --> 0:35:20.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm not ready. I haven't even packed my things, like

0:35:20.880 --> 0:35:23.400
<v Speaker 1>I got my daughter's here. And then all of a sudden,

0:35:23.480 --> 0:35:29.640
<v Speaker 1>in lots Home Insadom they here. The whole town is

0:35:29.760 --> 0:35:34.319
<v Speaker 1>outside of lots House, and I'm talking about people from

0:35:34.320 --> 0:35:38.200
<v Speaker 1>all ages, men, women, old, young, and they're like, hey,

0:35:38.520 --> 0:35:40.719
<v Speaker 1>bring out those two guys. We saw you all go

0:35:40.760 --> 0:35:43.120
<v Speaker 1>in there with bring him out. We want and you

0:35:43.160 --> 0:35:46.160
<v Speaker 1>want to know what they said in the let's let's go.

0:35:46.400 --> 0:35:51.080
<v Speaker 1>Let's pray for Mandy real quick. So the people in

0:35:51.120 --> 0:35:53.080
<v Speaker 1>the town go, bring him out. We want to get

0:35:53.080 --> 0:35:57.120
<v Speaker 1>to quote unquote know them carnally, which in biblical terms

0:35:57.160 --> 0:36:03.280
<v Speaker 1>means anal yes. And a Lot was like, no, you cannot,

0:36:03.239 --> 0:36:05.480
<v Speaker 1>because Lot was a lot of not partaking these things.

0:36:05.560 --> 0:36:08.960
<v Speaker 1>Lot was like, okay, wait, hold on, what if I

0:36:09.000 --> 0:36:12.160
<v Speaker 1>gave you my two daughters and said like please, I

0:36:12.239 --> 0:36:15.319
<v Speaker 1>know so many things. But that shows that he's not

0:36:15.360 --> 0:36:17.480
<v Speaker 1>really is righteous are good either, but we have to

0:36:17.520 --> 0:36:20.279
<v Speaker 1>also judge him based off of the like where the

0:36:20.320 --> 0:36:23.600
<v Speaker 1>time was that Jerry common, especially like with concubines. They

0:36:23.640 --> 0:36:26.120
<v Speaker 1>would get listen, we talked about the gays having the ship,

0:36:26.320 --> 0:36:29.520
<v Speaker 1>end of the stick, talk about women and children. Yeah,

0:36:30.000 --> 0:36:33.280
<v Speaker 1>let's talk about that. But any who, So he offers

0:36:33.320 --> 0:36:34.800
<v Speaker 1>him that and they were like no, and then the

0:36:34.840 --> 0:36:37.200
<v Speaker 1>angels like, we gotta get going now. They end up

0:36:37.280 --> 0:36:40.080
<v Speaker 1>planning their escape. It's a Lot, his wife and his

0:36:40.160 --> 0:36:42.359
<v Speaker 1>two daughters, and they plan out their escape to leave

0:36:42.360 --> 0:36:45.400
<v Speaker 1>Sodom anymore. And then the angels tell them, all right, listen,

0:36:46.520 --> 0:36:48.960
<v Speaker 1>we're going to go straight ahead, and you cannot so

0:36:49.040 --> 0:36:53.360
<v Speaker 1>much as look back at the old town. And Abraham

0:36:53.440 --> 0:36:55.359
<v Speaker 1>was kind of a a lot sorry. Lot was kind

0:36:55.360 --> 0:36:57.520
<v Speaker 1>of hurt because a Lot lived and saw him for

0:36:57.560 --> 0:37:00.000
<v Speaker 1>a really long time, and he kind of felt whole

0:37:00.040 --> 0:37:02.160
<v Speaker 1>full for those people. He almost felt like, I don't know,

0:37:02.200 --> 0:37:03.919
<v Speaker 1>maybe he could like fix them or there was hope

0:37:03.960 --> 0:37:05.440
<v Speaker 1>for them or something. And the angels were like, no,

0:37:05.520 --> 0:37:08.560
<v Speaker 1>there's not, and God has made his decision. Go. So

0:37:08.640 --> 0:37:11.400
<v Speaker 1>they end up walking. It's everyone and as they're walking,

0:37:12.120 --> 0:37:15.360
<v Speaker 1>Lot's wife turns back to look and God has already

0:37:15.400 --> 0:37:20.080
<v Speaker 1>started the second they're not God's starting pellets of sulfur flames.

0:37:20.239 --> 0:37:23.760
<v Speaker 1>It's a scary sight. And his wife sees his wife.

0:37:23.960 --> 0:37:26.400
<v Speaker 1>Lot's wife defies what the angel said, and then she

0:37:26.480 --> 0:37:30.160
<v Speaker 1>turns into a pillar of salt like assault statue. And

0:37:30.200 --> 0:37:35.640
<v Speaker 1>that's it. Abraham's like, Goddam angels are like, we weren't

0:37:35.680 --> 0:37:38.280
<v Speaker 1>kidding when we said, don't look back at your past.

0:37:38.440 --> 0:37:41.560
<v Speaker 1>You have to keep going forward. Anyways, That's how he

0:37:41.560 --> 0:37:45.719
<v Speaker 1>gets out of Sodom. The wait and that's really Brianna,

0:37:46.320 --> 0:37:50.480
<v Speaker 1>I need to produce a podcastle for I would love

0:37:50.520 --> 0:37:55.120
<v Speaker 1>to please. I am telling you I'm not fucking around

0:37:55.400 --> 0:37:58.200
<v Speaker 1>for that was they would invest my own money that

0:38:00.280 --> 0:38:05.000
<v Speaker 1>you're saying, okay us And then he just came down.

0:38:05.880 --> 0:38:08.800
<v Speaker 1>I say, it's blasphemous from using swear words. I'm not perfect,

0:38:08.840 --> 0:38:11.320
<v Speaker 1>but whatever, But I'm an entertainer, and I think that

0:38:11.480 --> 0:38:14.080
<v Speaker 1>it's all about the times, right, Like I'm an entertainer

0:38:14.120 --> 0:38:16.760
<v Speaker 1>when you are like trying to speak to a certain

0:38:16.880 --> 0:38:19.919
<v Speaker 1>group of people and a certain demographic that will take

0:38:19.960 --> 0:38:23.560
<v Speaker 1>digestice better, like our listeners are going to enjoy this more.

0:38:24.600 --> 0:38:28.200
<v Speaker 1>I love you. Didn't even hear the end of it

0:38:29.600 --> 0:38:32.480
<v Speaker 1>into wait, listen, that's the end up kind of like

0:38:32.600 --> 0:38:35.760
<v Speaker 1>and Sodom was destroyed Sodom and gon that the neighboring

0:38:35.800 --> 0:38:39.000
<v Speaker 1>some neighboring towns. But y'all, so now it's a lot

0:38:39.080 --> 0:38:42.120
<v Speaker 1>and his two daughters that are left, and they're thinking

0:38:42.160 --> 0:38:45.440
<v Speaker 1>that it's like the end of the world. Imagine imagine

0:38:45.440 --> 0:38:47.719
<v Speaker 1>knowing that they end up going to this cave in

0:38:48.040 --> 0:38:52.080
<v Speaker 1>a place called Zor, and their father is, you know,

0:38:52.600 --> 0:38:56.120
<v Speaker 1>is very old. The sisters plot and they go, all right,

0:38:56.160 --> 0:38:58.640
<v Speaker 1>we need to save our family line because their family

0:38:58.680 --> 0:39:00.920
<v Speaker 1>line is like sacred. They're like, know, we need and

0:39:01.200 --> 0:39:06.040
<v Speaker 1>they go to fund let me continue. The eldest daughter

0:39:06.080 --> 0:39:07.880
<v Speaker 1>talks to the younger daughter. It was like, sister, it

0:39:07.960 --> 0:39:10.120
<v Speaker 1>was like, we got it. We gotta fun dad. You

0:39:10.200 --> 0:39:14.959
<v Speaker 1>gotta get him. She goes, we gotta get him drunk,

0:39:14.960 --> 0:39:20.560
<v Speaker 1>and we gotta do it. The first night the eldest

0:39:20.800 --> 0:39:24.719
<v Speaker 1>got her father drunk and did the deed, and then

0:39:24.719 --> 0:39:28.520
<v Speaker 1>the next night the younger sister went in got the

0:39:28.560 --> 0:39:31.520
<v Speaker 1>father drunk again. You cannot know real quick, not that

0:39:31.600 --> 0:39:35.000
<v Speaker 1>you memorized it, but does it say art thou poured

0:39:35.040 --> 0:39:40.799
<v Speaker 1>wine upon thy glass for thy father? Like in so

0:39:40.920 --> 0:39:43.520
<v Speaker 1>many words. It um you know, they you know, the

0:39:43.560 --> 0:39:46.160
<v Speaker 1>scripture is kind of like biblical poetry, and I don't

0:39:46.200 --> 0:39:48.759
<v Speaker 1>have a memorized per se, but it's something along the

0:39:48.800 --> 0:39:53.200
<v Speaker 1>lines of I was handicapped by the wine or something

0:39:53.320 --> 0:39:56.040
<v Speaker 1>like in so many words, I was incapacitated by the wine,

0:39:56.120 --> 0:39:58.880
<v Speaker 1>which like, really, dad, really not, I don't think so

0:39:59.400 --> 0:40:02.400
<v Speaker 1>shut well, he ended up yeah, he ended his daughters.

0:40:02.560 --> 0:40:04.000
<v Speaker 1>He end up coming in both of them. They both

0:40:04.000 --> 0:40:10.120
<v Speaker 1>got pregnant. It is all up. Okay, I might want

0:40:10.120 --> 0:40:12.600
<v Speaker 1>to read about but you don't understand. But let's understand.

0:40:12.640 --> 0:40:14.440
<v Speaker 1>But you have to understand that this team, which I

0:40:14.480 --> 0:40:18.279
<v Speaker 1>don't necessarily really believe, but they say that the girl

0:40:18.320 --> 0:40:20.799
<v Speaker 1>the sisters were doing this because they thought the world

0:40:20.880 --> 0:40:23.560
<v Speaker 1>was over and they wanted to procreate girl fucking me

0:40:23.640 --> 0:40:27.319
<v Speaker 1>and my daddy gonna boy. Yeah, well, the listen the Bible. Okay,

0:40:27.360 --> 0:40:29.040
<v Speaker 1>And this is what I also want to say about

0:40:29.040 --> 0:40:32.400
<v Speaker 1>the even the let's take it, let's macro level. The

0:40:32.480 --> 0:40:36.120
<v Speaker 1>world is an imperfect, dangerous, wild place. It's also beautiful

0:40:36.239 --> 0:40:39.080
<v Speaker 1>and magnificent, and like we get to build these relationships.

0:40:39.080 --> 0:40:42.759
<v Speaker 1>You guys have this massive podcast city. It can be

0:40:42.760 --> 0:40:46.680
<v Speaker 1>beautiful and it listen the Jews did no. Um, oh

0:40:46.719 --> 0:40:50.120
<v Speaker 1>my god, I love Jewish men. But listen the ones

0:40:50.160 --> 0:40:52.560
<v Speaker 1>with the low curl. I love it all, you know what,

0:40:53.080 --> 0:40:55.040
<v Speaker 1>especially the tall ones that play basketball. I've never then

0:40:55.080 --> 0:40:59.040
<v Speaker 1>with a Jewish. What does the Jewish basketball play? I'm

0:40:59.040 --> 0:41:00.600
<v Speaker 1>sure I can find one. Oh you mean you just

0:41:00.640 --> 0:41:02.920
<v Speaker 1>see him around what you neighbor? They look Jewish. Oh

0:41:02.960 --> 0:41:07.880
<v Speaker 1>that's terrible to say. You're in So I can I

0:41:07.920 --> 0:41:11.799
<v Speaker 1>just say Bible with Brianda, We'll be coming out soon.

0:41:12.280 --> 0:41:16.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm not fucking playing. That was That was also discussing Yes,

0:41:17.080 --> 0:41:19.719
<v Speaker 1>I would love to continue discussing the more beautiful parts

0:41:19.719 --> 0:41:21.400
<v Speaker 1>of the Bible we have. We we do got to

0:41:21.760 --> 0:41:25.040
<v Speaker 1>another story? So is right? Wait? Oh, Judges is more

0:41:25.120 --> 0:41:28.920
<v Speaker 1>or less the same story? But I wanted to I

0:41:28.960 --> 0:41:30.960
<v Speaker 1>can tell you. I can tell you more the Bible.

0:41:31.040 --> 0:41:33.800
<v Speaker 1>It's in the Book of Acts and it's more or

0:41:33.880 --> 0:41:37.200
<v Speaker 1>less the same storyline. Um, do you guys really want

0:41:37.200 --> 0:41:40.080
<v Speaker 1>me to get into this? It really is sort of

0:41:40.080 --> 0:41:44.560
<v Speaker 1>the same. But it involves uh, concubine. You guys know

0:41:44.600 --> 0:41:51.200
<v Speaker 1>what that is? Okay, class, So race don't raise your

0:41:51.200 --> 0:41:54.440
<v Speaker 1>hand A lot of ones I go hold you. You

0:41:54.960 --> 0:41:57.400
<v Speaker 1>know the only thing I thought about, but I noticed

0:41:57.400 --> 0:42:02.239
<v Speaker 1>that what you're talking about, is it a concus that's

0:42:02.280 --> 0:42:05.600
<v Speaker 1>a secment. I'm thinking of a whole hands and pray

0:42:05.640 --> 0:42:11.200
<v Speaker 1>for Mandy's libato who you said. I'm thinkingna like the

0:42:11.280 --> 0:42:16.279
<v Speaker 1>demons and Charmed or something, somebody in prison. No, no, no,

0:42:16.400 --> 0:42:19.000
<v Speaker 1>it means okay. So biblically it means a like a

0:42:19.000 --> 0:42:24.560
<v Speaker 1>side woman, a side piece. Oh my god, man, he

0:42:24.680 --> 0:42:30.120
<v Speaker 1>was like, is that a port part? You know what,

0:42:30.719 --> 0:42:33.640
<v Speaker 1>Let's save Let's save that story for another podcast. I

0:42:33.640 --> 0:42:35.200
<v Speaker 1>want to. I do want to end it on one

0:42:35.239 --> 0:42:38.959
<v Speaker 1>though personally I gave you guys that story. This story

0:42:39.040 --> 0:42:41.279
<v Speaker 1>is gonna be for me. So there's a story in

0:42:41.400 --> 0:42:45.479
<v Speaker 1>the Book of John chapter five where Jesus goes out

0:42:45.600 --> 0:42:50.040
<v Speaker 1>to the pool of Bethesda. But Bethesda, which is where

0:42:50.120 --> 0:42:51.800
<v Speaker 1>it's very kind of like the courts where where a

0:42:51.840 --> 0:42:54.200
<v Speaker 1>lot of people congregating stuff. And but at this point

0:42:54.960 --> 0:42:58.200
<v Speaker 1>Christ had, you know, the gentiles and people that weren't Jewish,

0:42:58.200 --> 0:43:00.680
<v Speaker 1>like were were loved Jesus and believed that he was

0:43:00.719 --> 0:43:04.400
<v Speaker 1>the Messiah. And Jesus was there kind of like a listen.

0:43:04.480 --> 0:43:06.040
<v Speaker 1>Jesus was a rock star, if we kind of think

0:43:06.040 --> 0:43:07.840
<v Speaker 1>about it, he was out there, you know, showing the

0:43:07.880 --> 0:43:13.799
<v Speaker 1>people his embrace and like preaching, you know what I mean.

0:43:15.120 --> 0:43:18.040
<v Speaker 1>And listen, he sees someone from the crowd, and he

0:43:18.080 --> 0:43:21.200
<v Speaker 1>sees a man who was on the ground looked ill.

0:43:21.640 --> 0:43:24.359
<v Speaker 1>He sees them, and he he approaches him and he goes,

0:43:24.440 --> 0:43:26.799
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to heal you, and then goes off being

0:43:26.800 --> 0:43:29.160
<v Speaker 1>a rock star. He then comes back to check on him.

0:43:29.200 --> 0:43:31.840
<v Speaker 1>He's still on the ground. Jesus like, really, get up.

0:43:31.880 --> 0:43:33.799
<v Speaker 1>I healed you, and all of a sudden, this man

0:43:33.880 --> 0:43:37.120
<v Speaker 1>can walk again. And there's something in that chapter that

0:43:37.200 --> 0:43:40.080
<v Speaker 1>really hits with me personally. And it was and it

0:43:40.160 --> 0:43:43.520
<v Speaker 1>said that that man who he healed did not know

0:43:43.560 --> 0:43:47.520
<v Speaker 1>who he was. And I think that's really important because

0:43:47.719 --> 0:43:49.799
<v Speaker 1>it goes to show you that when it comes to

0:43:50.080 --> 0:43:53.600
<v Speaker 1>loving God and Christ for that matter, it doesn't matter

0:43:53.600 --> 0:43:55.879
<v Speaker 1>about the bells and whistles and the blessings you may have,

0:43:55.960 --> 0:43:57.759
<v Speaker 1>like I have all of this that means I must

0:43:57.800 --> 0:44:00.839
<v Speaker 1>be loved by God. No, God doesn't care about that.

0:44:01.160 --> 0:44:04.759
<v Speaker 1>God sees you, and God sees righteousness. It'd be like

0:44:04.800 --> 0:44:06.920
<v Speaker 1>almost like lying in your journal, lying to yourself in

0:44:06.960 --> 0:44:09.359
<v Speaker 1>your journal, Like you can't lie to God. God knows

0:44:09.360 --> 0:44:11.479
<v Speaker 1>and he doesn't care about you going to church seven

0:44:11.520 --> 0:44:13.040
<v Speaker 1>times a week, and like all of a sudden, he

0:44:13.120 --> 0:44:16.480
<v Speaker 1>knows your soul. And that man didn't even know about Jesus,

0:44:16.480 --> 0:44:19.280
<v Speaker 1>and Jesus healed him. Meanwhile, he was in a crowd

0:44:19.280 --> 0:44:21.080
<v Speaker 1>of people who knew and loved him and was like

0:44:21.440 --> 0:44:25.839
<v Speaker 1>sign my like and he's and he didn't care about that,

0:44:26.080 --> 0:44:28.239
<v Speaker 1>yes exactly, and he did not. He chose the one

0:44:28.280 --> 0:44:31.680
<v Speaker 1>who did. And I think it's really important. Listen, I've

0:44:31.719 --> 0:44:35.120
<v Speaker 1>read the Book of John on acid and it was transformative.

0:44:36.280 --> 0:44:39.640
<v Speaker 1>It was transformati. Let's give a little precursor. So Brianna

0:44:39.719 --> 0:44:44.560
<v Speaker 1>has a podcast like christian Ya. He's playing that a

0:44:44.640 --> 0:44:51.320
<v Speaker 1>little please, because if you're right you you did? You

0:44:51.440 --> 0:44:56.719
<v Speaker 1>get to explain, yes, explain real quick and listening to

0:44:56.719 --> 0:44:58.759
<v Speaker 1>you what's your podcast was about, so they can know

0:44:58.880 --> 0:45:01.440
<v Speaker 1>you a little bit more for sure. So if anything, uh,

0:45:01.600 --> 0:45:05.160
<v Speaker 1>psychedelics was what brought me to Christ. Like I was

0:45:05.200 --> 0:45:08.319
<v Speaker 1>an atheist, I was like an atheist activist before all

0:45:08.360 --> 0:45:10.839
<v Speaker 1>of this. So I would read the Bible, but it

0:45:10.840 --> 0:45:12.759
<v Speaker 1>was only so I could like learn about it, so

0:45:12.840 --> 0:45:14.960
<v Speaker 1>I could like and debate people about the really thing

0:45:15.560 --> 0:45:24.040
<v Speaker 1>I would bring to myself about it. Just like so anyways, so,

0:45:24.200 --> 0:45:27.719
<v Speaker 1>and I remember one of my favorite psychedelic um comics,

0:45:28.160 --> 0:45:31.600
<v Speaker 1>um uh duncan trustle. He had a podcast and he

0:45:31.640 --> 0:45:34.719
<v Speaker 1>was talking about being on mushrooms and reading the Book

0:45:34.760 --> 0:45:36.399
<v Speaker 1>of John and I said, it was my first time

0:45:36.440 --> 0:45:39.000
<v Speaker 1>doing psychedelics ever was acid. And I said, all right,

0:45:39.040 --> 0:45:42.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna do this. I'm gonna I'm gonna read the

0:45:42.080 --> 0:45:44.480
<v Speaker 1>Bible and be on asset. And I was also really

0:45:44.520 --> 0:45:46.640
<v Speaker 1>depressed at the time and like suicidal, and I was like,

0:45:46.960 --> 0:45:50.080
<v Speaker 1>I need something else, I'll go to it fine. And

0:45:50.280 --> 0:45:53.200
<v Speaker 1>it was just that line particular really hit me. And

0:45:53.239 --> 0:45:55.920
<v Speaker 1>I feel like we all have our however way you

0:45:55.960 --> 0:45:57.680
<v Speaker 1>get to Christ or whoever way you get to God

0:45:57.800 --> 0:46:00.920
<v Speaker 1>or your own spirituality, whatever it's called, we all remember

0:46:01.000 --> 0:46:04.480
<v Speaker 1>that first thing that cracked us open. And that was

0:46:04.520 --> 0:46:06.720
<v Speaker 1>it for me, That line right there, it's it proved

0:46:06.719 --> 0:46:09.279
<v Speaker 1>to me that it didn't matter that I haven't been baptized.

0:46:09.320 --> 0:46:13.279
<v Speaker 1>It didn't matter that I didn't, you know, necessarily understand

0:46:13.480 --> 0:46:18.160
<v Speaker 1>most of the Bible, because my relationship with Christ was

0:46:18.200 --> 0:46:21.160
<v Speaker 1>individual and mysterious in my own and it didn't matter

0:46:21.160 --> 0:46:23.600
<v Speaker 1>about the bells and whistles because I don't know. I

0:46:23.640 --> 0:46:26.600
<v Speaker 1>found it and I felt this. I was like overcome

0:46:26.640 --> 0:46:29.319
<v Speaker 1>by love. Where's the parts of the Bible that they

0:46:29.360 --> 0:46:32.440
<v Speaker 1>talk about celibacy? Like have you read anything? And you're like,

0:46:32.440 --> 0:46:33.839
<v Speaker 1>oh my god, this is me. This is what I'm

0:46:33.840 --> 0:46:38.919
<v Speaker 1>an emulate, like oh yeah, okay, well here and there's

0:46:38.960 --> 0:46:41.239
<v Speaker 1>so many okay, well, First Corinthians, which is I think

0:46:41.280 --> 0:46:45.120
<v Speaker 1>the most famous book that that Paul wrote where people

0:46:45.560 --> 0:46:48.719
<v Speaker 1>really got broken down like immorality, what's good and what's not?

0:46:49.239 --> 0:46:51.960
<v Speaker 1>Lust and stuff, And it was the line that really

0:46:51.960 --> 0:46:53.439
<v Speaker 1>got me and I was like, oh, I found home.

0:46:53.880 --> 0:46:57.040
<v Speaker 1>Was do not deprive each other of sexual relations unless

0:46:57.040 --> 0:47:00.800
<v Speaker 1>you both agree to refrain from sexual intimacy for limited time,

0:47:01.160 --> 0:47:04.320
<v Speaker 1>so you can give yourselves more completely to prayer. Wait,

0:47:04.600 --> 0:47:08.879
<v Speaker 1>don't wait in there? Yeah wait yeah, say it again again,

0:47:08.880 --> 0:47:15.640
<v Speaker 1>saying I'll repeat it weak. So this is in terms

0:47:15.719 --> 0:47:22.440
<v Speaker 1>of marriage and chapter seven, verse five. Okay, do not

0:47:22.600 --> 0:47:29.360
<v Speaker 1>deprive each other of sexual relationships unless you unless you

0:47:29.440 --> 0:47:33.120
<v Speaker 1>both agree to refrain from sexual intimacy. So basically, don't

0:47:33.160 --> 0:47:37.279
<v Speaker 1>hold that pussy out unless for a limited time. But

0:47:37.360 --> 0:47:42.760
<v Speaker 1>what is limited? What is time? Because it's not three days?

0:47:43.280 --> 0:47:46.000
<v Speaker 1>You know, always one of which I got a three

0:47:46.080 --> 0:47:49.040
<v Speaker 1>day period. Oh, God. But because you ain't been bleeding.

0:47:49.120 --> 0:47:52.840
<v Speaker 1>Huh you guys to me, what are we get? Okay, guys,

0:47:52.920 --> 0:47:55.000
<v Speaker 1>you have you just got by the way, congratulations on

0:47:55.560 --> 0:47:58.520
<v Speaker 1>what's the new podcast called? We're gonna have another one?

0:47:58.560 --> 0:48:05.240
<v Speaker 1>But Jesus said thing, yes, that's exactly. I like that too.

0:48:05.360 --> 0:48:07.680
<v Speaker 1>But that's what Maybe the Bible with Brianda could be

0:48:08.120 --> 0:48:11.080
<v Speaker 1>the Bible. You could say it all born, why you

0:48:11.160 --> 0:48:13.000
<v Speaker 1>never wanted to do this? No, this is great. I

0:48:13.080 --> 0:48:15.440
<v Speaker 1>well I brought it up to you, but you are

0:48:15.560 --> 0:48:19.359
<v Speaker 1>you didn't say it like gospels. Don't get me wrong.

0:48:19.440 --> 0:48:21.319
<v Speaker 1>I love hearing you talk about drugs because I can.

0:48:21.360 --> 0:48:23.799
<v Speaker 1>I be honest with you. This is a performer. So

0:48:23.800 --> 0:48:26.600
<v Speaker 1>when I'm in front of a mike, I tapped dance Love.

0:48:26.760 --> 0:48:31.320
<v Speaker 1>No I do you would say that he listen whatever,

0:48:31.400 --> 0:48:36.960
<v Speaker 1>that's what he said, all right, Wait, we do have

0:48:37.040 --> 0:48:41.319
<v Speaker 1>time for a little bit more around five minutes because

0:48:41.320 --> 0:48:43.920
<v Speaker 1>we got oh hell yeah, okay, okay, wait, if we

0:48:44.040 --> 0:48:48.080
<v Speaker 1>got time, then I'll do girl five minutes. No, no,

0:48:48.239 --> 0:48:51.759
<v Speaker 1>I can do I can then I can do judges. Okay,

0:48:52.200 --> 0:48:57.960
<v Speaker 1>so judges is just as wicked and gory as no. Okay,

0:48:58.120 --> 0:48:59.960
<v Speaker 1>well maybe actually I mean with all the rape they

0:49:00.000 --> 0:49:04.480
<v Speaker 1>were doing probably all right, So this story is about

0:49:04.680 --> 0:49:11.239
<v Speaker 1>Lovite and his concue. We don't, no, we don't. So

0:49:12.239 --> 0:49:17.680
<v Speaker 1>this mante he had a girlfriend, a concubine, and she

0:49:18.080 --> 0:49:20.359
<v Speaker 1>cheated on him actually, which, by the way, just because

0:49:20.400 --> 0:49:23.640
<v Speaker 1>they weren't considered a wife didn't mean that the men

0:49:23.719 --> 0:49:25.719
<v Speaker 1>didn't have a relationship with them, you know what I mean.

0:49:26.040 --> 0:49:28.879
<v Speaker 1>So I did feel that he felt something for her. Um,

0:49:28.960 --> 0:49:31.480
<v Speaker 1>she cheated on him, and then after she did, she

0:49:31.760 --> 0:49:35.960
<v Speaker 1>went back home. Because lovete actually stole the concubine. There's

0:49:35.960 --> 0:49:39.480
<v Speaker 1>a lot of that comin sound Dr Love You know what.

0:49:39.960 --> 0:49:43.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm having my grains all the time, doctor, and you

0:49:43.440 --> 0:49:46.400
<v Speaker 1>know it's finds water. Amanza. She gets on my damn nerves.

0:49:46.520 --> 0:49:49.080
<v Speaker 1>I think she's on a podcast. She's just got too

0:49:49.160 --> 0:49:51.239
<v Speaker 1>much going on. She always calling me all the time.

0:49:52.200 --> 0:49:53.920
<v Speaker 1>Were you an accountant? Were there a bunch of juwesday?

0:49:56.239 --> 0:50:00.840
<v Speaker 1>Maybe doing law, I mean bullshit law have it and

0:50:01.239 --> 0:50:03.279
<v Speaker 1>the one the one where you get paid for being

0:50:03.320 --> 0:50:10.120
<v Speaker 1>in a car accident. But no, there wasn't. Um, there

0:50:10.160 --> 0:50:13.200
<v Speaker 1>was only one jew on my floor. Thank you for that.

0:50:13.320 --> 0:50:15.080
<v Speaker 1>And we do that because bitch, it got to be

0:50:15.200 --> 0:50:18.319
<v Speaker 1>busy season. What is it right before the nine rum

0:50:18.840 --> 0:50:23.359
<v Speaker 1>poor whatever for me out of here. But the New

0:50:23.440 --> 0:50:31.040
<v Speaker 1>York Man You show Show Shanna, sat Show Shanna. I

0:50:31.080 --> 0:50:33.719
<v Speaker 1>knew that was cool. Whatever it was, the nigga said, well,

0:50:33.760 --> 0:50:36.440
<v Speaker 1>I can't be at work, and we was like busy thing.

0:50:37.840 --> 0:50:39.880
<v Speaker 1>We was mad. We was like we did we all jewish?

0:50:39.960 --> 0:50:42.759
<v Speaker 1>We ain't coming to work hucking boss. Now y'all know

0:50:42.800 --> 0:50:46.000
<v Speaker 1>I ain't ship. But my boss at the time, when

0:50:46.080 --> 0:50:49.879
<v Speaker 1>I was working two companies before Young corpor was coming

0:50:49.920 --> 0:50:51.480
<v Speaker 1>and Rosa Shanna right, and I was like, I want

0:50:51.480 --> 0:50:54.080
<v Speaker 1>to get this Monday off. I was like, hey, t J,

0:50:54.320 --> 0:50:56.200
<v Speaker 1>I just wanted you to know Rosha Shan is coming.

0:50:56.320 --> 0:50:58.520
<v Speaker 1>And he looks at me. He goes, what the fuck

0:50:58.600 --> 0:51:01.400
<v Speaker 1>have you ever been a jew? When the funk have

0:51:01.560 --> 0:51:04.600
<v Speaker 1>you ever a day off? I am that cheat answering

0:51:04.760 --> 0:51:07.440
<v Speaker 1>this question would you eat every morning? But I I

0:51:07.440 --> 0:51:09.400
<v Speaker 1>don't want to say anything, and I was like a

0:51:09.480 --> 0:51:12.720
<v Speaker 1>sausage rink puppet and what is in that sauftage rink puffet?

0:51:13.680 --> 0:51:18.239
<v Speaker 1>I saw it was beef yo and I'm damn sure

0:51:18.239 --> 0:51:19.600
<v Speaker 1>I didn't go to work on Monday. I said, well

0:51:20.000 --> 0:51:24.040
<v Speaker 1>human resorting to almost said my last name. It is

0:51:24.120 --> 0:51:28.839
<v Speaker 1>the most jewish last name anyone you name me when

0:51:28.880 --> 0:51:31.440
<v Speaker 1>I fucking call and type in those real estate companies

0:51:31.440 --> 0:51:35.320
<v Speaker 1>and call me back. So you're Jewish? I mean what

0:51:35.480 --> 0:51:39.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm pleasur it is and whatever I'm being discriminated against

0:51:39.360 --> 0:51:42.800
<v Speaker 1>and be like, wow, is this or this name? What

0:51:43.000 --> 0:51:45.360
<v Speaker 1>is it? Tell me my name is so Jewish and

0:51:45.440 --> 0:51:52.719
<v Speaker 1>has enough? Okay? Anyway, so how jewish was dalcr lo

0:51:52.840 --> 0:51:57.400
<v Speaker 1>by Oh my god? Not Jewish enough? Okay? Wait, so

0:51:58.239 --> 0:51:59.920
<v Speaker 1>she cheats, so she ends up leave it. So once

0:52:00.120 --> 0:52:03.240
<v Speaker 1>cheats on Lovete, she leaves. She's probably unhappy, as most

0:52:03.440 --> 0:52:07.160
<v Speaker 1>side bitches are. So he goes out, and um, she

0:52:07.320 --> 0:52:10.239
<v Speaker 1>goes to her father's house, and because that's where she

0:52:10.360 --> 0:52:12.400
<v Speaker 1>used to live, she goes there. And you know what

0:52:12.680 --> 0:52:16.239
<v Speaker 1>Lovete does. He goes after her because she was gone

0:52:16.280 --> 0:52:20.560
<v Speaker 1>for four months. Four months his side piece was done gone.

0:52:20.600 --> 0:52:25.279
<v Speaker 1>He was alone, He's lonely, was missing her. It wasn't

0:52:25.560 --> 0:52:27.800
<v Speaker 1>sucking as dick the way this concubine was sucking it.

0:52:27.920 --> 0:52:33.319
<v Speaker 1>That's not so listen. So wait, So so Lovete goes

0:52:33.480 --> 0:52:37.200
<v Speaker 1>to her father's house and he treats her with like

0:52:37.239 --> 0:52:39.279
<v Speaker 1>I said, hospitality, which is a very common theme. And

0:52:39.360 --> 0:52:41.800
<v Speaker 1>he goes, oh my god, hey, he's known as the

0:52:41.840 --> 0:52:46.719
<v Speaker 1>father in law. Actually, um so he he says her

0:52:46.760 --> 0:52:51.440
<v Speaker 1>for a number of days, and he convinces the concubine

0:52:51.480 --> 0:52:53.320
<v Speaker 1>to please come back with me. Please. I don't know.

0:52:53.360 --> 0:52:55.800
<v Speaker 1>Whatever we went through, it's kind of like a testament

0:52:55.840 --> 0:52:59.160
<v Speaker 1>of like working things out, like for couples that like experience,

0:52:59.200 --> 0:53:02.160
<v Speaker 1>you know, cheating and stuff. No relationship is perfect, okay,

0:53:02.600 --> 0:53:04.239
<v Speaker 1>And even if the relationship you think are perfect, they're

0:53:04.280 --> 0:53:06.279
<v Speaker 1>not talking about their issues as the problem. But I

0:53:06.360 --> 0:53:08.320
<v Speaker 1>think that that's a really that that part of the

0:53:08.360 --> 0:53:11.279
<v Speaker 1>book was, That's what I gathered from them. Anyways, let's

0:53:11.320 --> 0:53:14.520
<v Speaker 1>pass forward this a little bit. So he ends up

0:53:14.800 --> 0:53:17.880
<v Speaker 1>leaving with his donkey and his in a bunch of

0:53:17.920 --> 0:53:21.120
<v Speaker 1>food and wine and his concubine, and on their voyage

0:53:21.360 --> 0:53:24.840
<v Speaker 1>they ran past this town that was similar to Sodom.

0:53:25.120 --> 0:53:27.200
<v Speaker 1>The name is failing me right now, but it'll come

0:53:27.239 --> 0:53:31.000
<v Speaker 1>to me. And the concubine was like, we can't stay here.

0:53:31.280 --> 0:53:33.000
<v Speaker 1>There's a bunch of pagan ship happening here. We gotta

0:53:33.000 --> 0:53:34.640
<v Speaker 1>go somewhere else, and he was like, no, we're gonna

0:53:34.680 --> 0:53:36.759
<v Speaker 1>be fine, don't worry. Listen, pagan ship for you guys

0:53:36.960 --> 0:53:39.359
<v Speaker 1>is like kind of witchgraphy stuff things that they felt

0:53:39.360 --> 0:53:42.040
<v Speaker 1>the magic color too, exactly. So they find themselves out

0:53:42.040 --> 0:53:45.200
<v Speaker 1>another court square. It's it's um. It's Levi and his

0:53:45.280 --> 0:53:47.160
<v Speaker 1>concubine with and his donkeys in the ship, and no

0:53:47.239 --> 0:53:48.919
<v Speaker 1>one would be hospitable with him though no one would

0:53:48.960 --> 0:53:50.960
<v Speaker 1>invite him in. That's how they are there. That's what

0:53:51.080 --> 0:53:53.200
<v Speaker 1>God really talks about, like the people who don't share,

0:53:53.480 --> 0:53:56.200
<v Speaker 1>who are closed off. He doesn't funk with that, um.

0:53:56.320 --> 0:53:58.439
<v Speaker 1>But eventually an old man sees them in the court

0:53:58.480 --> 0:54:00.359
<v Speaker 1>square and it's like, you got what are you all

0:54:00.400 --> 0:54:04.239
<v Speaker 1>doing here? Keep coming up? Listen, like legit, y'all gotta

0:54:04.280 --> 0:54:06.239
<v Speaker 1>get back in here. No, seriously, is not good. This

0:54:06.400 --> 0:54:09.880
<v Speaker 1>has to been the one righteous man in that town. Seriously,

0:54:09.960 --> 0:54:12.440
<v Speaker 1>And they found him. They take him in right, and

0:54:12.480 --> 0:54:14.160
<v Speaker 1>then levit's like thank you so much, you know. The

0:54:14.200 --> 0:54:16.040
<v Speaker 1>concubine is like, all right, baby, let's go to the back,

0:54:16.160 --> 0:54:18.080
<v Speaker 1>like okay, we're fine. And then all of a sudden

0:54:19.239 --> 0:54:24.360
<v Speaker 1>again the whole town is outside the old man's house.

0:54:24.520 --> 0:54:27.359
<v Speaker 1>Again who they're saying and in the story, it's very

0:54:27.440 --> 0:54:30.160
<v Speaker 1>similar to Sodom in Gabora, Like seriously, and they go

0:54:30.480 --> 0:54:32.839
<v Speaker 1>we want to get to know your new visitors, get

0:54:32.920 --> 0:54:36.600
<v Speaker 1>to know them carnally, which again we already know means

0:54:37.040 --> 0:54:39.480
<v Speaker 1>rape you, gang, rape you, whatever. And then the old

0:54:39.560 --> 0:54:43.680
<v Speaker 1>man's like, no, please, don't take the concubine. Instead, bitches,

0:54:44.800 --> 0:54:48.480
<v Speaker 1>they give him the concubine they offered. Yeah, and guess what,

0:54:48.840 --> 0:54:51.719
<v Speaker 1>they fuck her. All of the town fox her and

0:54:52.040 --> 0:54:55.000
<v Speaker 1>for hours. She ends up going somewhere else and coming

0:54:55.040 --> 0:54:59.520
<v Speaker 1>back morning after and collapses on the ground. And then

0:54:59.760 --> 0:55:02.400
<v Speaker 1>Love fights Caesar on the ground and he goes, get up.

0:55:03.080 --> 0:55:06.279
<v Speaker 1>He sees that she's not moving. He goes, bitch, cut up.

0:55:07.320 --> 0:55:12.440
<v Speaker 1>She's dead, and he is so pissed. He cuts her

0:55:12.480 --> 0:55:16.920
<v Speaker 1>body up in twelve pieces. Oh of course, he wait,

0:55:17.080 --> 0:55:21.440
<v Speaker 1>let me tell you. He no you he no, no,

0:55:21.640 --> 0:55:24.399
<v Speaker 1>no no. He cuts the pieces everybody, limb by limb,

0:55:24.840 --> 0:55:26.839
<v Speaker 1>and he sends him to the nations, to the other

0:55:26.880 --> 0:55:30.840
<v Speaker 1>twelve nations, so that they can see how terrible and

0:55:31.040 --> 0:55:34.200
<v Speaker 1>and and discussing and horrible the town of It's a

0:55:34.280 --> 0:55:37.400
<v Speaker 1>benj Benjamin Knights, The Benjamin Knights, that's those are the

0:55:37.400 --> 0:55:41.239
<v Speaker 1>people that fuck the that concubine up and and and

0:55:41.600 --> 0:55:44.480
<v Speaker 1>it basically was a turning point for like um showing

0:55:44.520 --> 0:55:46.200
<v Speaker 1>them how vile they were, even though he did a

0:55:46.280 --> 0:55:52.560
<v Speaker 1>vile act by for sure, how long it takes the ship.

0:55:53.560 --> 0:55:56.480
<v Speaker 1>It must have been thinking that's a very good thought.

0:55:56.520 --> 0:55:59.000
<v Speaker 1>You're right, that's very good, but it's true, and he

0:55:59.040 --> 0:56:01.000
<v Speaker 1>sent it. But he did in order to show them

0:56:01.280 --> 0:56:04.319
<v Speaker 1>just how vile these people were, which if you really

0:56:04.360 --> 0:56:06.319
<v Speaker 1>think about it, love I, you know one's more vile

0:56:06.400 --> 0:56:08.359
<v Speaker 1>than you. You're the one that offered her up. You're

0:56:08.440 --> 0:56:11.319
<v Speaker 1>the one that like cut her up. One. But if

0:56:11.360 --> 0:56:14.440
<v Speaker 1>you're thinking about this this through the context of Biblical times,

0:56:14.760 --> 0:56:16.640
<v Speaker 1>he really wanted to show like, no, those people are

0:56:16.719 --> 0:56:18.680
<v Speaker 1>fucked up. Like I told you, you can have her

0:56:18.719 --> 0:56:25.560
<v Speaker 1>for a little right, y'all took it too far anyways.

0:56:25.840 --> 0:56:29.040
<v Speaker 1>The Bible is a wild thing. That's but again the

0:56:29.200 --> 0:56:32.720
<v Speaker 1>two stories that like, listen, people want to skip. Typically

0:56:33.040 --> 0:56:37.360
<v Speaker 1>the Bible is also the achole thing. Yeah, the books,

0:56:37.440 --> 0:56:39.200
<v Speaker 1>there's a yeah, those a lot of them skip it.

0:56:39.280 --> 0:56:41.160
<v Speaker 1>And that's a common thing and a lot of Abrahamic

0:56:41.320 --> 0:56:44.480
<v Speaker 1>Christian because because I just felt like I watched a

0:56:44.520 --> 0:56:47.320
<v Speaker 1>TV show. Oh man, that what a compliment coming from me.

0:56:48.160 --> 0:56:52.040
<v Speaker 1>You're welcome, because that was exciting. It was when you

0:56:52.120 --> 0:56:54.480
<v Speaker 1>said cut her up. I was like I thought I

0:56:54.680 --> 0:57:00.880
<v Speaker 1>loved how Now hey, hey, so y'all know, just like

0:57:01.040 --> 0:57:04.359
<v Speaker 1>she said, she ain't a pasta and read them books

0:57:04.360 --> 0:57:06.520
<v Speaker 1>if you want to interpreted another way, because we know

0:57:06.680 --> 0:57:09.040
<v Speaker 1>that the Bible is not really written in English. You

0:57:09.120 --> 0:57:11.120
<v Speaker 1>told him where to find Yeah? For sure? With that,

0:57:11.320 --> 0:57:15.960
<v Speaker 1>John Love, I okay, John Jacob Joon. Now on for

0:57:16.080 --> 0:57:19.600
<v Speaker 1>the whole confession. Yes, we haven't had a confession in

0:57:19.640 --> 0:57:22.240
<v Speaker 1>a while. I appreciate this. I don't know who it

0:57:22.240 --> 0:57:25.280
<v Speaker 1>comes from, but here we go. Hello, hell's I'm an

0:57:25.280 --> 0:57:28.960
<v Speaker 1>avid male listener and a white bread sex haver. Why

0:57:29.200 --> 0:57:32.720
<v Speaker 1>what does that mean? A white bread sexhor It's what's

0:57:32.760 --> 0:57:38.560
<v Speaker 1>the have her sex? Have her? Have her? No, he has?

0:57:38.920 --> 0:57:41.240
<v Speaker 1>He has sex white bread sex. So wait, he's white.

0:57:41.320 --> 0:57:44.000
<v Speaker 1>This man is white. So we got a white male listener.

0:57:44.120 --> 0:57:47.040
<v Speaker 1>This is why he had a dream about me. Had

0:57:47.080 --> 0:57:49.600
<v Speaker 1>to be. I hadn't been reluctant to share my dream

0:57:49.600 --> 0:57:51.520
<v Speaker 1>because I didn't really want to. I don't want to

0:57:51.520 --> 0:57:55.360
<v Speaker 1>read like a Sleezoh, dude, you're already weird sex. Didn't

0:57:55.360 --> 0:57:58.640
<v Speaker 1>think y'all would care me. You and Mandy, Yeah, I

0:57:58.720 --> 0:58:00.640
<v Speaker 1>dragged you into this. We really mean the club you

0:58:00.640 --> 0:58:03.120
<v Speaker 1>could have left me out. Wheezy and me started messing

0:58:03.160 --> 0:58:05.840
<v Speaker 1>around on the way to the suv parked down the street.

0:58:05.920 --> 0:58:09.240
<v Speaker 1>Mandy rolled her eyes and bounced out of disgust. Good,

0:58:09.960 --> 0:58:12.439
<v Speaker 1>I like where this is going? Anyway? He was giving

0:58:12.480 --> 0:58:14.720
<v Speaker 1>that great a oral that she brags about. Excuse me,

0:58:15.480 --> 0:58:18.440
<v Speaker 1>it would sucking the white paint. After a while, she

0:58:18.520 --> 0:58:21.240
<v Speaker 1>got frustrated that I hadn't come yet. She dropped her

0:58:21.320 --> 0:58:24.880
<v Speaker 1>hands to the side, looked up at me like, really naked. Really?

0:58:25.200 --> 0:58:28.840
<v Speaker 1>Oh wait, this is a white man and he types

0:58:28.960 --> 0:58:31.160
<v Speaker 1>the N word. What's the wait? Wait wait, wait, wait

0:58:31.200 --> 0:58:33.880
<v Speaker 1>wait wait wait white bread sex have he's white bread.

0:58:34.000 --> 0:58:36.320
<v Speaker 1>He's bread, and white likes having sex with white plain

0:58:36.440 --> 0:58:39.760
<v Speaker 1>vanilla girl. Maybe he likes a white bread. Maybe right, people,

0:58:40.280 --> 0:58:43.400
<v Speaker 1>you're trying to give us some some gluten free I

0:58:43.400 --> 0:58:45.720
<v Speaker 1>don't think a white dude wrote really nigked, but and

0:58:45.760 --> 0:58:48.560
<v Speaker 1>there's no aster he wrote. Wheezy looked up at me,

0:58:49.000 --> 0:58:50.720
<v Speaker 1>dropped her hands in out of like, really nigked, which

0:58:50.720 --> 0:58:57.560
<v Speaker 1>I would do, but not for you. What's white bread? Like?

0:58:58.080 --> 0:59:01.920
<v Speaker 1>R E D no b A d oh wait, white bread?

0:59:02.360 --> 0:59:08.840
<v Speaker 1>That's what I'm saying. That's what I mean. Okay, So

0:59:09.000 --> 0:59:14.840
<v Speaker 1>he's just suburbian. Yeah, straight and email it anyway. Look,

0:59:14.880 --> 0:59:18.360
<v Speaker 1>we thought that the air work. You can say, you

0:59:18.520 --> 0:59:21.919
<v Speaker 1>can't think you can write. Wait, white people can't. It's

0:59:21.920 --> 0:59:25.760
<v Speaker 1>not necessarily racial and meaning. It's just an indication of blandness.

0:59:26.640 --> 0:59:30.800
<v Speaker 1>Oh he's bland. Okay, okay, well, bitch, when you put

0:59:30.880 --> 0:59:33.960
<v Speaker 1>white bread in the toast, it'd be tasting good. Same man,

0:59:34.360 --> 0:59:36.640
<v Speaker 1>it ain't that bland. But okay, well, let's get past

0:59:36.680 --> 0:59:39.880
<v Speaker 1>the word. Reluctantly, she climbed into the back of the sub,

0:59:40.160 --> 0:59:42.040
<v Speaker 1>rolled in her back through her legs behind her bed

0:59:42.320 --> 0:59:44.880
<v Speaker 1>her head easily as she had on a short dress.

0:59:45.240 --> 0:59:47.880
<v Speaker 1>Her eyes were absolutely shooting daggers at me out of

0:59:47.960 --> 0:59:52.640
<v Speaker 1>disgust while I was overheard thrusting you sick. Fuck. I

0:59:52.800 --> 0:59:55.240
<v Speaker 1>woke up laughing, but not on some dumb I was

0:59:55.320 --> 0:59:57.280
<v Speaker 1>able to hold out on that head or whatever ship.

0:59:57.360 --> 0:59:59.680
<v Speaker 1>I just imagined that she totally would have killed me

0:59:59.800 --> 1:00:04.920
<v Speaker 1>than for reading best tea boat signed the Proud Masturbator. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>you're fucking weird, though I don't know he's letter to

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<v Speaker 1>this right now. Like, I'm not talking about his dream

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<v Speaker 1>being weird. I'm talking about the white bread. That's what

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<v Speaker 1>that's walk off. You can't pull white in a in

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<v Speaker 1>contact and then say Nigga three sentences like that. Damn

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<v Speaker 1>was like, and I thought you were a sex. We

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<v Speaker 1>have a question. I have a question. Can white people

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<v Speaker 1>not spell it out? Either? No? Okay, okay, I'm fine,

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<v Speaker 1>but I was just curious. Let me tell you why? Why?

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<v Speaker 1>Because we yes, Jules, that really Nike A T shirt

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<v Speaker 1>or whatever it was, and Nigga's let her happen. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>you know it's worse. Yes, Jules got increasingly worse. Like

1:00:51.440 --> 1:00:53.560
<v Speaker 1>I feel like she wasn't that bad that many years ago.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, she's a white girl, like they were

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<v Speaker 1>kind of right, and then that interview and was like

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<v Speaker 1>talking about every black woman and just oh and Karen

1:01:04.360 --> 1:01:06.480
<v Speaker 1>Simil wasn't hate you take a picture with kids too?

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<v Speaker 1>What was that in z Ways show? Maybe you guys

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<v Speaker 1>gotta watch that show. And honestly, what bothered me about

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<v Speaker 1>that most? It's like, I don't care if I don't

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<v Speaker 1>really know Karen Sabel, but if she was being phony,

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<v Speaker 1>at least her black ass did some that we are

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<v Speaker 1>saying that it's not the same problem, you know what

1:01:24.240 --> 1:01:26.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. It's like, no, it makes me was profiting

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<v Speaker 1>off of the culture and trying to be down so bad.

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<v Speaker 1>Why are you telling us about a black woman who

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<v Speaker 1>well that was the problem too. She also um was

1:01:35.360 --> 1:01:39.280
<v Speaker 1>recorded saying that black women are just jealous of her

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<v Speaker 1>because when she walks into the room, she has the

1:01:41.720 --> 1:01:43.840
<v Speaker 1>same body type as a black woman, but black men

1:01:43.920 --> 1:01:48.120
<v Speaker 1>want her more. The dude that said he felt like

1:01:48.200 --> 1:01:51.760
<v Speaker 1>she could say naked, Was it like Soldier Bloy or something? No, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>no no. It was the guy that she was interviewing

1:01:54.200 --> 1:01:56.040
<v Speaker 1>that was interviewing her, some black dude. Damn. I can't

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<v Speaker 1>remember his name right now, but y'all know who he

1:01:57.520 --> 1:02:00.520
<v Speaker 1>is because he's popular. But not so. We're walking on

1:02:00.600 --> 1:02:02.280
<v Speaker 1>the street, me and old Bay. This is back in

1:02:02.440 --> 1:02:04.600
<v Speaker 1>like November. What were we doing the night we went

1:02:04.640 --> 1:02:07.360
<v Speaker 1>to Andrew show? Walking down the street. They knew each other,

1:02:07.440 --> 1:02:10.760
<v Speaker 1>so they say what's up? And whoever recognized too? Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>It was like, oh, yeah, she does a podcast, Da

1:02:12.600 --> 1:02:14.120
<v Speaker 1>da da da, And I'm like, why do I know you?

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<v Speaker 1>And he was like, oh, I have a show as well.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, aren't you the guy who gave yes

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<v Speaker 1>dules the past to say nigga? Because no one asked

1:02:20.560 --> 1:02:23.960
<v Speaker 1>for you to do that. Old Bay was like, look me,

1:02:24.080 --> 1:02:26.520
<v Speaker 1>like this, are you serious mind? You were in front

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<v Speaker 1>of a club getting in because the dude was like,

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<v Speaker 1>let's collapse, kill us something. What was his name? I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know. Oh my god, it's gonna I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what. I want to make sure I'm

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<v Speaker 1>addressing the person correctly that told this Caucasian woman she

1:02:38.600 --> 1:02:40.600
<v Speaker 1>could say it. He's like, so you spend it? You good?

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<v Speaker 1>You could say Nigga, Absolutely not. And I'm so tired

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<v Speaker 1>of Nigga's that no black women have been hurt by somebody.

1:02:47.120 --> 1:02:50.560
<v Speaker 1>They're just like, fuck them, you go ahead, what the funk.

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<v Speaker 1>It was one of the most embarrassing things to watch

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<v Speaker 1>from her, and then it made it even worse. It's

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<v Speaker 1>like you watch people that we all know this in

1:02:57.480 --> 1:02:59.480
<v Speaker 1>the industry than they were like kind of just skipping

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<v Speaker 1>over it, and they just don't sunk with her. It's

1:03:01.640 --> 1:03:04.600
<v Speaker 1>so weird. And she still wears box braids. Oh she

1:03:04.720 --> 1:03:08.600
<v Speaker 1>does very blonde on the other day. I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like that's gonna go anywhere. I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>white people are still going to do the hair, the hairstyles.

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<v Speaker 1>I am the black fishing for good black fishing. Um. Anyways, Brianda,

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<v Speaker 1>let our listeners know once again, thank you again for

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<v Speaker 1>joining us. If you guys like, if you guys love her,

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<v Speaker 1>you guys can join our patreon. UM and there are

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<v Speaker 1>two episodes with Brianda on their right. We've done two

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<v Speaker 1>with you, did with your former co host Caucasian and

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<v Speaker 1>and then we don't have to and then and then

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<v Speaker 1>we did one with just uh you most recently more

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<v Speaker 1>recently colorism. Yeah. So someone just referenced you too about

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<v Speaker 1>how your sister and you really did in the comments. UM, well,

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<v Speaker 1>if you want to go ahead and let them know

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<v Speaker 1>where they can find you, you guys, I love you.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you so much for this opportunity. UM again, my

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<v Speaker 1>name is Brianda. You can find me on All the Things, Twitter,

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<v Speaker 1>Instagram at That's Brianda, and you can also follow my

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<v Speaker 1>podcast super trip Talk at super trip Talk on All Things.

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<v Speaker 1>If you have any more questions, you can just super

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<v Speaker 1>trip talk dot com too. She's not very active on Instagram.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not, but I'm about to be, but she needs

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<v Speaker 1>to be. That was his name. Oh okay, so uh yes,

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<v Speaker 1>check out RIONI the follow me you said kill us something,

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<v Speaker 1>but Marta same ship. Where where you going? Um? Well, guys,

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<v Speaker 1>make sure you guys check out this show again. She's

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<v Speaker 1>amazing and I guess there y'all will probably get to

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<v Speaker 1>hear and tell Bible stories before is over. Um or

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<v Speaker 1>if not the top, I guess we're speaking out Bible ship.

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<v Speaker 1>But check out us out on Patreon. We do live

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<v Speaker 1>town halls every month. It's super funnies are our most

1:04:37.600 --> 1:04:40.680
<v Speaker 1>up to date, up to dated, up to date episodes

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<v Speaker 1>that you guys can get with Mandy and I is

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<v Speaker 1>every Monday on our Patreon. Not every Monday's really every

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<v Speaker 1>three month, three mondays of month. Um. Other than that,

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<v Speaker 1>let me try to feel, let me try to do

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<v Speaker 1>this feel. You can listen to periods sist with Mandy.

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<v Speaker 1>Then tomorrow you can listen to see the Thing is

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<v Speaker 1>and you can listen to her facts. Say, okay, let's

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<v Speaker 1>go peace all right, make sure you check it out.

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<v Speaker 1>Stay two for the five minute on the slip by.

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<v Speaker 1>I know where I don't want to start. No, I'm

1:05:03.400 --> 1:05:08.400
<v Speaker 1>just kidding. UM, let's start with Let's start with Ashley

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<v Speaker 1>and Michael, because that's really where I don't want to go.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what's crazy. I actually I'm not sure if

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<v Speaker 1>the rest of y'all agree. Let me know in the chat,

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<v Speaker 1>But I actually am liking Ashley more this season then

1:05:23.160 --> 1:05:26.760
<v Speaker 1>I've liked her in previous seasons. UM. I think that

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<v Speaker 1>that baby has done her motherfucking good. I think she

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<v Speaker 1>grew up a little bit, um, but I do I

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<v Speaker 1>think that that is why she is still going through

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<v Speaker 1>ship with Mr Michael Um. She admitted this season that

1:05:42.120 --> 1:05:46.000
<v Speaker 1>they have added people to the bedroom. UM, and he

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<v Speaker 1>came out recently and was like, I don't feel like

1:05:50.280 --> 1:05:53.200
<v Speaker 1>you're married to me anymore. You show all of your

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<v Speaker 1>um attention to the baby. And she also opened up

1:05:59.120 --> 1:06:02.240
<v Speaker 1>about how she doesn't want to swing anymore, and he's like, well, Ship,

1:06:02.680 --> 1:06:05.080
<v Speaker 1>you ain't giving me attention and you don't want to

1:06:05.120 --> 1:06:08.800
<v Speaker 1>do this anymore. I'm not gonna lie to like what

1:06:08.920 --> 1:06:12.360
<v Speaker 1>he said in the in the therapy session, but he

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<v Speaker 1>pretty much just feels like he's not having the same

1:06:15.560 --> 1:06:20.320
<v Speaker 1>sexual relationship with Ashley as when they first started to

1:06:20.360 --> 1:06:24.200
<v Speaker 1>cover their relationship. What are your views on that? Assante

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<v Speaker 1>and Tammy, I see Tammy raise your hand, Raise your

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<v Speaker 1>hand so that we can talk about what y'all thoughts

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<v Speaker 1>are on Ashley and Michael Darby's relationship. But Assante will

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<v Speaker 1>start with you, yeah, why you tallly them up? Um,

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<v Speaker 1>let me just start with I don't have any favorites.

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<v Speaker 1>I hate them all equally. I mean, they all really

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<v Speaker 1>play in the mass, which is why we're here, right.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just I don't like the playing the mask where

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<v Speaker 1>we're gonna hide our hand because of respectability politics thing

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<v Speaker 1>that we're doing. I get that that's where they think

1:06:55.840 --> 1:06:58.080
<v Speaker 1>that there are they are, but they're really not. So

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<v Speaker 1>I just I just need that veil dropped now to

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<v Speaker 1>get back to Ashley and why I hate her. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>Michael wanted to hold having a baby over and you

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to hold that over her head because of the

1:07:09.720 --> 1:07:11.720
<v Speaker 1>way that her mom was That should have been a

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<v Speaker 1>huge red flag. Do you want to go half with

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<v Speaker 1>this white man who really wants to say you know,

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<v Speaker 1>who wants to emotionally abuse you? And then we're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>open up this conversation about you know, letting people into

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<v Speaker 1>the bedroom, right Michael since season one has grabbed as

1:07:30.200 --> 1:07:34.720
<v Speaker 1>on camera. Now, unless we're gonna do the red table

1:07:34.800 --> 1:07:37.440
<v Speaker 1>talk with Will and Jada, if if we'll need to

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<v Speaker 1>come to and we need everybody to be accountable. Let's

1:07:40.440 --> 1:07:42.720
<v Speaker 1>go on ahead and say, not only do we open

1:07:42.960 --> 1:07:45.360
<v Speaker 1>our bedroom, but we open it up to both sexes.

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<v Speaker 1>So everybody can stop motherfucking asking about the gate ship

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<v Speaker 1>because Michael, you didn't even talk about. You didn't talk

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<v Speaker 1>about like Michael, you didn't talk about why you told

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<v Speaker 1>this woman you had a wife and a boyfriend. We

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<v Speaker 1>didn't go back there. Actually are you waiting? Are you

1:08:02.440 --> 1:08:04.680
<v Speaker 1>waiting to go back there? Because that has not been

1:08:04.720 --> 1:08:07.760
<v Speaker 1>brought up again and I was wanting more details on that.

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<v Speaker 1>Just cleared up the fact that you know the fact

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<v Speaker 1>that there was a nigger in the room, or you

1:08:14.080 --> 1:08:16.600
<v Speaker 1>know that he did go up with said woman, but

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<v Speaker 1>did not clear up why he told said woman he

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<v Speaker 1>got a wife and a boyfriend. So but you are

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<v Speaker 1>you saying, like, okay, so who's his boyfriend? You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't care if you gotta ask, like you know,

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<v Speaker 1>have we have we slept with him before? Or like

1:08:30.280 --> 1:08:32.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, however, you need to feel comfortable normalizing it.

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<v Speaker 1>You need to do it because quit pussy footing around

1:08:36.280 --> 1:08:39.680
<v Speaker 1>and then arguing with black old ass Bill Gates who

1:08:39.760 --> 1:08:41.880
<v Speaker 1>don't love his damn wife no more. Like on the

1:08:41.960 --> 1:08:48.000
<v Speaker 1>reunions that should just be so sorry no, so I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not gonna lie um and I'm about to let me

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<v Speaker 1>a talk on this um topic as well. But I

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<v Speaker 1>think that that's my problem. Um. And we've talked about it.

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<v Speaker 1>If you guys noticed, not only with Red but Ak

1:09:00.240 --> 1:09:03.400
<v Speaker 1>who was our guests this week, we've had bisexual men

1:09:03.520 --> 1:09:05.080
<v Speaker 1>on the show. And I think it may come to

1:09:05.200 --> 1:09:08.360
<v Speaker 1>where maybe Ashley doesn't want to admit that she is

1:09:08.479 --> 1:09:12.600
<v Speaker 1>okay with Michael being bisexual. UM. So I think she

1:09:13.120 --> 1:09:16.600
<v Speaker 1>used the swinging as a way to like, let it

1:09:16.720 --> 1:09:18.800
<v Speaker 1>just be known that, yeah, we allow other people into

1:09:18.840 --> 1:09:21.360
<v Speaker 1>the bedroom. But I think, for whatever reason, they're still

1:09:21.479 --> 1:09:24.479
<v Speaker 1>shame in women admitting that they're okay with being with

1:09:24.560 --> 1:09:27.360
<v Speaker 1>a man that may like to play with men um.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's just I think where she finds not being

1:09:30.760 --> 1:09:33.400
<v Speaker 1>okay with admitting she would rather just be like y'all

1:09:33.439 --> 1:09:35.439
<v Speaker 1>were swingers and we let other people in the room.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh miya um, if you can go ahead and un

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<v Speaker 1>mute what you got to say about the Darby's syst

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<v Speaker 1>so can you hear me? Just fine? Okay? So I

1:09:47.040 --> 1:09:51.320
<v Speaker 1>it definitely in the beginning, uh didn't like either one

1:09:51.400 --> 1:09:54.920
<v Speaker 1>of them. I did feel like Ashley was always doing

1:09:55.000 --> 1:09:58.960
<v Speaker 1>the most, always and everybody's business all that. I do

1:09:59.280 --> 1:10:03.679
<v Speaker 1>feel like a Sante said, what I think about Michael

1:10:03.840 --> 1:10:06.959
<v Speaker 1>is like he just kept moving the gold post on Ashley,

1:10:07.840 --> 1:10:13.280
<v Speaker 1>like and now she has gotten to the goal post finally,

1:10:13.400 --> 1:10:17.080
<v Speaker 1>like he held the damn baby and then it was

1:10:17.640 --> 1:10:20.200
<v Speaker 1>you know, now it's you don't, You're not here for me,

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<v Speaker 1>but her baby is fresh. Alb