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Speaker 1: And before we start this week's episode, I did want

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Speaker 1: Bible is open for interpretation and that is what you

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Speaker 1: will hear in this week's episode. Now let's get on

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Speaker 1: with the show. Guess what decision we're about to make.

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Speaker 1: Horrible Decisions. Hey, guys, welcome to another episode of Horrible Decisions.

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Speaker 1: I'm your girl, Mandy b a k A debt bitch

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Speaker 1: a k A tripod Mommy, Guys, Horrible Decisions. If you've

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Speaker 1: never heard our show before, it's disgusting. It's really not congratulations.

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Speaker 1: I'm not usting and I have one. It's you know,

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Speaker 1: quite normal. You know who may have had a boyfriend

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Speaker 1: someone in the Bible. Today we're going to talk about.

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Speaker 1: We had a lot of episodes where we cross referenced religion.

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Speaker 1: One of my favorites we had Pastor Corey. He came

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Speaker 1: in talked a little bit about Christianity with us. However,

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Speaker 1: we've never done an episode about celibacy and the origin

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Speaker 1: of it, why we choose to be celibate, why people

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Speaker 1: have talked about it, the difference with abstinence, but particularly

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Speaker 1: I thought it would be fun to talk about the

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Speaker 1: Bible and references with sex, because I feel like the

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Speaker 1: world has been grooming us for sex since BC, before

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Speaker 1: Christ and before cock because we knew it. So Brianda,

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Speaker 1: we have her in the studio today. You guys are patrons,

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Speaker 1: you've heard of her. But if you haven't heard of her,

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Speaker 1: tell us who you are. What's your podcast is? I

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Speaker 1: don't know, Like, am I supposed to talk while you're talking?

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Speaker 1: But my name is Brian stuff. That's her stick I know. Okay, Okay,

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Speaker 1: that's cool. Wait, but I'm Brianda. I'm a podcaster, actor,

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Speaker 1: and I love you girls. Both of these ladies have

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Speaker 1: been on my programs Super Trip Talk literally the only

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Speaker 1: two episodes that like hit over a thousand animals. I'm

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Speaker 1: not even kidding you. Like, seriously, you guys, your cloud

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Speaker 1: was amazing, but your presence was even better. Um and yeah,

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Speaker 1: I'm celibate, bitch. That was that was God. He was

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Speaker 1: like me talking God. That was God protecting me from you.

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Speaker 1: Ethn So ship the celibacy is on the bulk of

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Speaker 1: our episode, but just a way to like talk about

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Speaker 1: this a little bit more with you. Like we've both

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Speaker 1: had our separate conversations with Brianda about celibacy, but I

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Speaker 1: time because sometimes you present such a We talked a

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Speaker 1: we've never really talked about why why people want to

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Speaker 1: because you give me a lot of sexual energy. Not me,

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Speaker 1: but like I think you're very sexy person and you're flirty,

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Speaker 1: and I think we think when we think celib it

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Speaker 1: like oh my god, church girl, like you know, a

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Speaker 1: little chastity belt on her posty, But tell us where

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Speaker 1: it came from because you've had sex before, Oh a

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Speaker 1: lot of it, yes, in many different ways. Like I

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Speaker 1: people are different, Like I do like being provocative. I'm

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Speaker 1: there's just more I would love with this episode to

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Speaker 1: we interviewed fran um Darren Quarantine, and something that I

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Speaker 1: of mine to you know, navigate much like a lot

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Speaker 1: So Mandy, first, yes, how long has it been or

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Speaker 1: she loves Jesus, show me that cats work. Like I'm sorry,

423
00:22:02,560 --> 00:22:06,960
Speaker 1: this sh don't bother me at all, Like, wait, why

424
00:22:06,960 --> 00:22:09,400
Speaker 1: do you do this to her? Like Brihanna was like, oh,

425
00:22:09,440 --> 00:22:11,760
Speaker 1: I shouldn't have came out. She had a little bandetta.

426
00:22:12,680 --> 00:22:15,280
Speaker 1: I had just finished praying. Like, I was like, I'm

427
00:22:15,320 --> 00:22:17,879
Speaker 1: not gonna do you drink liquor? Yeah, I do drink.

428
00:22:18,640 --> 00:22:20,560
Speaker 1: I do drink. I didn't want to eat edibles. I

429
00:22:20,600 --> 00:22:23,400
Speaker 1: do mushrooms. You guys don't have a Seconday. I'm getting high,

430
00:22:23,520 --> 00:22:25,080
Speaker 1: and so I'm like, do you want him or not?

431
00:22:25,160 --> 00:22:28,280
Speaker 1: It's just like no, okay, okay, I don't care to me,

432
00:22:28,480 --> 00:22:30,879
Speaker 1: Like if I hang with someone and they know who

433
00:22:30,960 --> 00:22:32,240
Speaker 1: I am, they funk with me. It's kind of like

434
00:22:32,280 --> 00:22:34,240
Speaker 1: when you hang with a vegan, like if they're cool,

435
00:22:35,920 --> 00:22:38,879
Speaker 1: they embarrassed, like if they know I'm gonna eat me

436
00:22:39,040 --> 00:22:42,240
Speaker 1: and they find what can I tell you how Anning

437
00:22:42,359 --> 00:22:44,760
Speaker 1: my friend, one of my best friends who's coming um

438
00:22:44,840 --> 00:22:47,560
Speaker 1: to celebrate my birthday with me, were getting like ceviche

439
00:22:47,680 --> 00:22:50,679
Speaker 1: on the boat. Right, this bitch don't eat shellfish. They said, well,

440
00:22:50,680 --> 00:22:53,280
Speaker 1: we can substitute with hummus. I said, no, we cannot.

441
00:22:53,160 --> 00:22:55,240
Speaker 1: At the bit. You better bring your whole sex because

442
00:22:55,280 --> 00:22:58,440
Speaker 1: we get the c and then she doesn't eat meat.

443
00:22:58,800 --> 00:23:02,680
Speaker 1: So they offered burgers, and Sevia said, okay, I said, bitch,

444
00:23:02,720 --> 00:23:05,400
Speaker 1: for you, uh, we'll do the We'll do the little

445
00:23:05,440 --> 00:23:09,359
Speaker 1: vegan burgers, a little fake ships, but sitting burgers be okay.

446
00:23:09,760 --> 00:23:15,080
Speaker 1: Anything else they have. You know why I love you, bro.

447
00:23:15,600 --> 00:23:19,840
Speaker 1: You know he's gonna feeling No, he wasn't. Okay, Well

448
00:23:20,440 --> 00:23:22,719
Speaker 1: that point on the pork right, they had a big

449
00:23:22,760 --> 00:23:25,160
Speaker 1: old one they had done. It's come fross too much.

450
00:23:25,280 --> 00:23:29,879
Speaker 1: Oh you guys are ridiculous. Shut the up, bitch. We

451
00:23:30,000 --> 00:23:35,640
Speaker 1: off here eating chickens doing our duty generationally, our ancestors

452
00:23:35,680 --> 00:23:38,120
Speaker 1: want to need to eat chickens. You know what I'm saying.

453
00:23:38,160 --> 00:23:41,879
Speaker 1: They didn't want y'all have cats, but wait, not even chicken.

454
00:23:41,880 --> 00:23:43,840
Speaker 1: And I feel bad because my nigga don't even eat pork.

455
00:23:43,920 --> 00:23:45,680
Speaker 1: So when we went to a little Mexican spot, I said,

456
00:23:45,880 --> 00:23:48,320
Speaker 1: could I have the out pa store? He was like,

457
00:23:48,880 --> 00:23:54,920
Speaker 1: what is store? I said, what, bitch? Pork with pineapples.

458
00:23:56,359 --> 00:24:01,160
Speaker 1: It's I think I'm not start by still is it?

459
00:24:01,160 --> 00:24:07,120
Speaker 1: It's pork and pineapple stores for type of the type

460
00:24:07,160 --> 00:24:11,320
Speaker 1: of it's the way the meat, it's stories pork. Right, No,

461
00:24:12,160 --> 00:24:14,880
Speaker 1: I am too poor for this. I don't know from

462
00:24:14,880 --> 00:24:21,280
Speaker 1: a Mexican restaurant. Maybe cheat told you pays based on lamb.

463
00:24:22,840 --> 00:24:26,760
Speaker 1: Based on lamb, swarm me brought to Mexico, New Mexicans

464
00:24:26,760 --> 00:24:31,399
Speaker 1: with putting pork and at their question me about the

465
00:24:31,400 --> 00:24:33,040
Speaker 1: opp store when you feed a little bit more time

466
00:24:33,080 --> 00:24:38,280
Speaker 1: to Mexico pineapple. So anyway, all right for the horrid derve,

467
00:24:38,680 --> 00:24:40,760
Speaker 1: I want to talk about blow jobs. I think we're

468
00:24:40,800 --> 00:24:42,840
Speaker 1: gonna need to revamp and do an episode about this

469
00:24:42,920 --> 00:24:45,359
Speaker 1: because this is a very basic tip. But you guys

470
00:24:45,400 --> 00:24:48,760
Speaker 1: don't seem to know it when you're sucking dick. Men,

471
00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:51,239
Speaker 1: women whoever has a mouth that they're about to put

472
00:24:51,280 --> 00:24:53,720
Speaker 1: on something that's shaped like a dick, if it's a

473
00:24:53,760 --> 00:24:57,800
Speaker 1: real dick and not a strap. Keep in mind, Okay,

474
00:24:57,840 --> 00:24:59,720
Speaker 1: a lot of the times it's easy to stay right

475
00:24:59,720 --> 00:25:01,520
Speaker 1: at the hip and I feel like we look at

476
00:25:02,240 --> 00:25:04,520
Speaker 1: you know, tips online or people are always talking about

477
00:25:04,520 --> 00:25:06,200
Speaker 1: the friend of them and all these parts about how like,

478
00:25:06,560 --> 00:25:09,199
Speaker 1: you know, the head is very sensitive. The base of

479
00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:12,520
Speaker 1: the dick being dry is not sexy at all, and

480
00:25:12,560 --> 00:25:14,760
Speaker 1: you got to use the rest of your mouth. Also,

481
00:25:14,800 --> 00:25:16,960
Speaker 1: a lot of people are worried about their gag reflex.

482
00:25:17,520 --> 00:25:20,200
Speaker 1: Never have I ever heard of niggas say in my life,

483
00:25:20,280 --> 00:25:24,000
Speaker 1: and excuse me if I'm overstepping here, say I don't

484
00:25:24,000 --> 00:25:25,919
Speaker 1: want to hear the sound, and it bothers me so

485
00:25:25,960 --> 00:25:27,200
Speaker 1: badly that I don't want you to get to the

486
00:25:27,280 --> 00:25:30,879
Speaker 1: rest of my dick. Please stop worrying about the gag,

487
00:25:31,040 --> 00:25:33,240
Speaker 1: because you should put some effort in. You know what

488
00:25:33,280 --> 00:25:35,800
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I think that men enjoy when it looks

489
00:25:35,840 --> 00:25:39,080
Speaker 1: like you may be trying to die on it. Put

490
00:25:39,119 --> 00:25:43,640
Speaker 1: the dick in your mouth. I've seen hilarious more fucking men,

491
00:25:43,840 --> 00:25:46,280
Speaker 1: like I mean more important lately, we're like bitches are

492
00:25:46,320 --> 00:25:49,639
Speaker 1: just staying right here and doing like a little no no,

493
00:25:50,119 --> 00:25:52,080
Speaker 1: put some effort put it in your mouth, but you

494
00:25:52,080 --> 00:25:58,919
Speaker 1: want someone to you wouldn't want to be put in

495
00:25:58,920 --> 00:26:01,960
Speaker 1: your mouth. Also, when it's in your mouth, make sure

496
00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:05,359
Speaker 1: your tongue out as well, because if you're just sucking it,

497
00:26:07,080 --> 00:26:08,479
Speaker 1: bens it could do that. That's his job to put

498
00:26:08,520 --> 00:26:13,360
Speaker 1: the vocal in your mouth, right, and this is very important.

499
00:26:13,480 --> 00:26:15,800
Speaker 1: Make sure that your tongue can be felt on it

500
00:26:15,800 --> 00:26:18,320
Speaker 1: because that's another sensation in itself, because right, your mouth

501
00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:21,600
Speaker 1: is technically a cave, and that's really what it's doing

502
00:26:21,640 --> 00:26:24,200
Speaker 1: when like it's making the shape, right, you're putting it

503
00:26:24,200 --> 00:26:28,000
Speaker 1: in a cave. But they want to know it's a

504
00:26:28,040 --> 00:26:30,919
Speaker 1: wet cave. So if you take your tongue out and

505
00:26:31,000 --> 00:26:33,320
Speaker 1: you're like have it sticking out while you suck dick,

506
00:26:33,560 --> 00:26:36,400
Speaker 1: the dick will get wetter. You'll get more saliva coming out.

507
00:26:36,440 --> 00:26:38,600
Speaker 1: But not only that, it'll be a different sensation from

508
00:26:38,640 --> 00:26:41,879
Speaker 1: just this hollowey cave mouth thing you have. Okay, taking

509
00:26:41,880 --> 00:26:43,919
Speaker 1: out your tongue and i'd imagine when it hits the

510
00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:45,920
Speaker 1: back of the throat, you salivate a little more, giving

511
00:26:45,920 --> 00:26:48,760
Speaker 1: you more juice. Question though, it's just like if you

512
00:26:48,840 --> 00:26:50,919
Speaker 1: had your mouth open right now and you're supposed to

513
00:26:50,920 --> 00:26:54,080
Speaker 1: hold it open right it's gonna start dripping. So like

514
00:26:54,119 --> 00:26:55,960
Speaker 1: the wider that you put your mouth and the more

515
00:26:56,000 --> 00:27:00,399
Speaker 1: that the tongue is out, that's really what I'm just

516
00:27:00,400 --> 00:27:02,800
Speaker 1: gonna start. I have really low self esteem. So like

517
00:27:02,840 --> 00:27:07,040
Speaker 1: when I'm with a guy, every guy who's ever guys

518
00:27:07,160 --> 00:27:12,840
Speaker 1: look at me when I'm giving them head know, they

519
00:27:12,880 --> 00:27:16,359
Speaker 1: look at me like I'm a homeless person asking for change,

520
00:27:16,359 --> 00:27:20,919
Speaker 1: like just come back up here, like they just just so,

521
00:27:21,119 --> 00:27:24,320
Speaker 1: are you nervous when you suck big? I just I

522
00:27:24,359 --> 00:27:28,679
Speaker 1: mean about my abilities? Why I just don't feel like

523
00:27:28,720 --> 00:27:30,960
Speaker 1: I know what I'm doing. So it's so funny because

524
00:27:30,960 --> 00:27:32,800
Speaker 1: my tip was going to be for the ladies who

525
00:27:32,840 --> 00:27:36,640
Speaker 1: don't like to gag, like myself. My my my boyfriend

526
00:27:36,640 --> 00:27:38,679
Speaker 1: definitely likes to get because I'll be I'll have to

527
00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:40,240
Speaker 1: hit him in his face because he likes to like

528
00:27:40,840 --> 00:27:42,679
Speaker 1: make me go down there and gag. So what I

529
00:27:42,720 --> 00:27:45,520
Speaker 1: do to avoid this is I fake gag, so I'll

530
00:27:45,600 --> 00:27:50,240
Speaker 1: like what That's actually really funny. So my tip for

531
00:27:50,320 --> 00:27:53,040
Speaker 1: the ladies who really hate gagging, but you know your

532
00:27:53,080 --> 00:27:55,920
Speaker 1: partner likes you to gag, just fake gags. So I'll

533
00:27:55,920 --> 00:27:58,040
Speaker 1: literally still be at the head and be like, and

534
00:27:58,160 --> 00:28:00,720
Speaker 1: I just make fake noises like I'm gags, but I'm

535
00:28:00,720 --> 00:28:04,800
Speaker 1: really not. And I'd be like, and I just make

536
00:28:04,840 --> 00:28:07,560
Speaker 1: all these little fake gag noises because I don't want

537
00:28:07,560 --> 00:28:11,080
Speaker 1: to die sucking dick. Do you guys switch tempo and stuff? Yeah,

538
00:28:11,119 --> 00:28:13,119
Speaker 1: I'll do that, like really what I do though? And

539
00:28:13,160 --> 00:28:15,840
Speaker 1: I noticed this because he made me give him a

540
00:28:15,840 --> 00:28:17,080
Speaker 1: hand job one time. He was like, I want to

541
00:28:17,119 --> 00:28:18,440
Speaker 1: see if you can make me come with a hand job,

542
00:28:18,520 --> 00:28:21,680
Speaker 1: like no mouth, no nothing. And I realized too, how

543
00:28:22,040 --> 00:28:25,280
Speaker 1: how much uh more firm he wanted me to grip

544
00:28:25,320 --> 00:28:27,359
Speaker 1: his dick because he was pretty much telling me what

545
00:28:27,520 --> 00:28:29,160
Speaker 1: he likes. So instead, I know a lot of us

546
00:28:29,200 --> 00:28:30,920
Speaker 1: just go up and down, but a lot of men

547
00:28:30,960 --> 00:28:34,360
Speaker 1: actually like you to kind of you know, squeezing. He did,

548
00:28:34,920 --> 00:28:38,880
Speaker 1: he did forever. I was like, nigga about it? Come

549
00:28:38,960 --> 00:28:40,760
Speaker 1: in then? So what I would do without putting my

550
00:28:40,760 --> 00:28:42,880
Speaker 1: mouth on it? I went to the top and like

551
00:28:43,120 --> 00:28:45,440
Speaker 1: would make my spitfall, but I could only do it

552
00:28:45,480 --> 00:28:46,600
Speaker 1: with my hand. He was like, I want to see

553
00:28:46,600 --> 00:28:48,240
Speaker 1: if you could do it, and it did. It took

554
00:28:48,240 --> 00:28:53,040
Speaker 1: a while, but with that, but with that, I learned

555
00:28:53,400 --> 00:28:56,720
Speaker 1: even just the pressure he liked for me to apply

556
00:28:56,840 --> 00:28:59,320
Speaker 1: on his shaft. So now I feel like that helped

557
00:28:59,320 --> 00:29:01,480
Speaker 1: me know when I'm when I am sucking his dick,

558
00:29:01,520 --> 00:29:03,239
Speaker 1: even if I am staying at the top, I know

559
00:29:03,320 --> 00:29:05,400
Speaker 1: he likes it to be squeezed a little harder than

560
00:29:05,440 --> 00:29:07,400
Speaker 1: I thought he would have liked. To keep in mind,

561
00:29:07,440 --> 00:29:09,640
Speaker 1: like when men wear cockerings and ship like that, or

562
00:29:09,640 --> 00:29:12,000
Speaker 1: they take pills, it's blood flow. So when you're squeezing

563
00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:14,600
Speaker 1: it tighter, like they're feeling the blood blood flow. And

564
00:29:14,640 --> 00:29:18,640
Speaker 1: I'm not saying squeeze the dick and make it erupt,

565
00:29:19,160 --> 00:29:22,480
Speaker 1: but I'm not. We wanted to rub old baby has

566
00:29:22,840 --> 00:29:24,680
Speaker 1: always told me, like if it's early in the morning

567
00:29:24,680 --> 00:29:26,640
Speaker 1: and he's not hard yet or whatever, like he always

568
00:29:26,680 --> 00:29:31,000
Speaker 1: told me to squeeze it and it's so squeezing. It

569
00:29:31,040 --> 00:29:33,760
Speaker 1: is definitely like a tip. The first question when I

570
00:29:33,800 --> 00:29:35,320
Speaker 1: go on on dates with guys and I like let

571
00:29:35,320 --> 00:29:39,480
Speaker 1: them know on the a that I'm sellingbate, Like the

572
00:29:39,520 --> 00:29:44,600
Speaker 1: first thing they'll ask is like like everything, so he

573
00:29:44,680 --> 00:29:47,560
Speaker 1: had jobs too, Like no, they'll ask like, like your

574
00:29:47,680 --> 00:29:51,240
Speaker 1: oral no, and I'm like, no, no, why would I

575
00:29:51,280 --> 00:29:54,920
Speaker 1: want that? I would drive myself crazy. Yeah, that hate

576
00:29:54,920 --> 00:29:57,040
Speaker 1: when people say, like when you're in your period, they'll

577
00:29:57,040 --> 00:30:04,480
Speaker 1: make like a joke about it. That doesn't work. And

578
00:30:04,520 --> 00:30:06,760
Speaker 1: it's funny because we many I were just saying, I

579
00:30:06,880 --> 00:30:08,760
Speaker 1: don't know, the last week or whatever, we've had some

580
00:30:08,800 --> 00:30:12,040
Speaker 1: guests on it don't like sucking dick, and it's I

581
00:30:12,120 --> 00:30:13,880
Speaker 1: feel like such a bit because I feel like I

582
00:30:13,920 --> 00:30:18,120
Speaker 1: don't understand. I don't understand it. Maybe that's why we

583
00:30:18,160 --> 00:30:21,480
Speaker 1: have this job, but I truly do not. You like

584
00:30:21,560 --> 00:30:22,960
Speaker 1: it because you're good at it. I don't like it

585
00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:26,640
Speaker 1: because I'm not good at that. So that's what I'm

586
00:30:26,680 --> 00:30:30,760
Speaker 1: think enough to admit that. Tell me. Y'all heard a

587
00:30:30,760 --> 00:30:32,840
Speaker 1: few episodes about I think it was right that I

588
00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:35,239
Speaker 1: was fucking nicked his dick with my teeth. But in

589
00:30:35,280 --> 00:30:38,240
Speaker 1: my defense, we actually circled back to this conversation. I

590
00:30:38,240 --> 00:30:39,480
Speaker 1: was like, look, I brother this up in an episode.

591
00:30:39,480 --> 00:30:40,960
Speaker 1: We need to talk about it again. He said he's

592
00:30:41,040 --> 00:30:43,760
Speaker 1: never ever had a girl, not never not felt teeth

593
00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:46,520
Speaker 1: on his dick. But yeah, because you said it's you

594
00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:50,920
Speaker 1: just that sucking that dick can you imagine how insecure

595
00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:54,960
Speaker 1: would feel, right, but also I'm in it for myself. Wow,

596
00:30:55,000 --> 00:30:58,360
Speaker 1: you're so brave. Thank you. You know there's there's brand

597
00:30:58,360 --> 00:31:02,280
Speaker 1: aids and I also halls talk about it not be

598
00:31:02,320 --> 00:31:09,280
Speaker 1: putting no band aid on this. So we're gonna get

599
00:31:09,320 --> 00:31:14,720
Speaker 1: into the horrible decision this week, and she got I

600
00:31:14,880 --> 00:31:18,480
Speaker 1: called it Bible bussy because there's so much gay stuff

601
00:31:18,480 --> 00:31:20,920
Speaker 1: in the Bible. But really I thought it would be

602
00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:22,960
Speaker 1: fun because we talked about Christianity and some of the

603
00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:26,120
Speaker 1: hypocrisy and how there's a lot of welcomeness in there

604
00:31:26,280 --> 00:31:29,120
Speaker 1: with Pastor Corey. But specifically, I thought it'd be cool

605
00:31:29,160 --> 00:31:31,760
Speaker 1: to talk about stories of sex in the Bible. Mandy

606
00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:33,920
Speaker 1: and I have a dope episode called ho Story on

607
00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:37,200
Speaker 1: Patreon where we talked about, um, all the sex stories

608
00:31:37,480 --> 00:31:38,840
Speaker 1: from back in the day that we found a lot

609
00:31:38,880 --> 00:31:41,800
Speaker 1: of prostitution and ship like that. But Brianna is going

610
00:31:41,840 --> 00:31:44,560
Speaker 1: to teach us today about some little skanky stories in

611
00:31:44,560 --> 00:31:47,400
Speaker 1: the Bible. Oh my god. Okay, well I didn't know

612
00:31:47,440 --> 00:31:49,360
Speaker 1: I was going to be the teacher. Mind you, guys,

613
00:31:49,400 --> 00:31:52,040
Speaker 1: I am not a minister pastor. I don't I'm not good,

614
00:31:52,040 --> 00:31:56,479
Speaker 1: all right, So I wanted to talk about the story

615
00:31:56,560 --> 00:32:03,200
Speaker 1: of Sodom and Gomorrow. Why don't we just go there? Okay, sodom, sodomy, yes,

616
00:32:03,320 --> 00:32:06,840
Speaker 1: which we all know what what is sodomy when you

617
00:32:06,880 --> 00:32:11,960
Speaker 1: put a broomstick? Sure? Why? Just like I thought it was, like,

618
00:32:12,000 --> 00:32:16,080
Speaker 1: sodomy is a bunch of things. So it's also yeah,

619
00:32:16,200 --> 00:32:18,720
Speaker 1: if you look up sodomy in the dictionary, it's a.

620
00:32:19,040 --> 00:32:23,120
Speaker 1: It's a. It's like it's considered anal sex. I thought

621
00:32:23,120 --> 00:32:26,080
Speaker 1: it was any but that's the first one. But there's

622
00:32:26,120 --> 00:32:29,120
Speaker 1: also in the dictionaries of sexual anniverse involving anal or

623
00:32:29,440 --> 00:32:33,040
Speaker 1: oral copulation. So basically, even if your mail is on

624
00:32:33,120 --> 00:32:36,959
Speaker 1: the axe and on the ass, then it's I know,

625
00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:41,840
Speaker 1: objects to it's everything exactly, not like that. I like

626
00:32:42,040 --> 00:32:45,600
Speaker 1: being about Buddha, which brings me to the story of Sodom.

627
00:32:45,640 --> 00:32:48,480
Speaker 1: So I wanted to like really go for the more

628
00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:51,800
Speaker 1: extreme story. This story and the story and judges these

629
00:32:51,800 --> 00:32:54,560
Speaker 1: are the really ones that like people even skip but

630
00:32:54,720 --> 00:32:56,160
Speaker 1: not every story in the Bible is like this. By

631
00:32:56,160 --> 00:32:57,800
Speaker 1: the way, do not let this suay you from meeting

632
00:32:57,800 --> 00:33:02,080
Speaker 1: the Bible. So I'd realized that everyone in Sodom and

633
00:33:02,120 --> 00:33:06,920
Speaker 1: Goborra was doing wicked things quote unquote wicked things, killing,

634
00:33:07,000 --> 00:33:10,000
Speaker 1: gang raping, raping their daughters, giving their children. Like, I'm

635
00:33:10,040 --> 00:33:13,720
Speaker 1: talking about a lot of really heinous, vile things. And

636
00:33:13,840 --> 00:33:18,000
Speaker 1: God went to his homie Abraham, Abraham for the Jews,

637
00:33:18,200 --> 00:33:21,600
Speaker 1: head out, the father of the Covenant, you know, the

638
00:33:21,640 --> 00:33:23,760
Speaker 1: father of all nations, the father of Israel. And he

639
00:33:23,800 --> 00:33:26,720
Speaker 1: went him and he was like, bro, I'm about to

640
00:33:27,640 --> 00:33:30,840
Speaker 1: put Sodom on lockdown and burn that ship down. And

641
00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:33,480
Speaker 1: Abraham was like, whoa, whoa, why whoa. I know you've

642
00:33:33,480 --> 00:33:35,680
Speaker 1: done it before, but like, let's talk about this. And

643
00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:37,960
Speaker 1: then God was like, okay, listen, this is what they're

644
00:33:37,960 --> 00:33:40,120
Speaker 1: doing X y Z, and then he said okay. Abraham

645
00:33:40,200 --> 00:33:42,360
Speaker 1: was like, God, wait, let's talk about this. Well, what

646
00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:44,600
Speaker 1: if there were a thousand righteous men? Are you gonna

647
00:33:44,640 --> 00:33:46,960
Speaker 1: burn them all down to? And God was like all right,

648
00:33:47,040 --> 00:33:49,760
Speaker 1: let me check. And then God was like, okay, there's

649
00:33:49,760 --> 00:33:51,520
Speaker 1: not a thousand good people down there are you talking about?

650
00:33:51,520 --> 00:33:53,640
Speaker 1: And then Abraham was like, okay, wait, check, what about five?

651
00:33:54,320 --> 00:33:56,200
Speaker 1: What if there are five hundred good people down there,

652
00:33:56,320 --> 00:33:58,160
Speaker 1: You're just gonna burn them all the way to And

653
00:33:58,160 --> 00:33:59,920
Speaker 1: then God was like all right, final, let me check check.

654
00:34:00,360 --> 00:34:03,760
Speaker 1: Still not even five hundred, and then Abraham's like ten.

655
00:34:04,160 --> 00:34:06,880
Speaker 1: He goes and goes, motherfucker, there aren't even ten righteous

656
00:34:06,880 --> 00:34:09,080
Speaker 1: people down there. It's going down. And then he said, okay, wait,

657
00:34:09,400 --> 00:34:13,960
Speaker 1: my nephew Lot is down there. Please spare him, you know, Abraham,

658
00:34:14,000 --> 00:34:15,800
Speaker 1: that's really what Abraham was trying to get at, because

659
00:34:15,800 --> 00:34:18,480
Speaker 1: Abraham's family was sacred in the Bible, especially in the

660
00:34:18,480 --> 00:34:24,960
Speaker 1: Old Testament. So God goes, all right, I will hook

661
00:34:25,080 --> 00:34:28,800
Speaker 1: your nephew and his family up. He sends down two

662
00:34:28,840 --> 00:34:32,600
Speaker 1: angels to Sodom too, angels, and they meet at the

663
00:34:32,600 --> 00:34:35,880
Speaker 1: court square. Mind you, the court square is where is

664
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Speaker 1: popping where everyone congregates. It's why they all do the

665
00:34:40,840 --> 00:34:43,080
Speaker 1: exactly the lower East side of New York City. Yes,

666
00:34:43,719 --> 00:34:46,800
Speaker 1: and then they see the Lot sees them, and he

667
00:34:46,840 --> 00:34:48,759
Speaker 1: sees like other people approaching them, like they're about to

668
00:34:48,800 --> 00:34:51,040
Speaker 1: bait them, because in this town that they see new people,

669
00:34:51,160 --> 00:34:56,560
Speaker 1: new men specifically, that's where we go. So then you know,

670
00:34:56,560 --> 00:34:59,279
Speaker 1: a lot goes can't come to the courts where it

671
00:34:59,280 --> 00:35:01,600
Speaker 1: coming come to my house. Please. This is a depiction

672
00:35:01,640 --> 00:35:04,120
Speaker 1: of hospitality, which people don't talk a lot about. But

673
00:35:04,360 --> 00:35:07,680
Speaker 1: he was being hospitable to these eight two angels he

674
00:35:07,719 --> 00:35:11,320
Speaker 1: brings them in, and the angels tell him all right, y'all,

675
00:35:11,400 --> 00:35:13,920
Speaker 1: y'all gotta go because God's about to burn this ship down.

676
00:35:14,000 --> 00:35:16,719
Speaker 1: Let's pack it up, let's go. Araham's like, well, hold on, what, No,

677
00:35:16,760 --> 00:35:19,200
Speaker 1: I'm not ready. I mean a lot his nephew was like,

678
00:35:19,200 --> 00:35:20,880
Speaker 1: I'm not ready. I haven't even packed my things, like

679
00:35:20,880 --> 00:35:23,400
Speaker 1: I got my daughter's here. And then all of a sudden,

680
00:35:23,480 --> 00:35:29,640
Speaker 1: in lots Home Insadom they here. The whole town is

681
00:35:29,760 --> 00:35:34,319
Speaker 1: outside of lots House, and I'm talking about people from

682
00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:38,200
Speaker 1: all ages, men, women, old, young, and they're like, hey,

683
00:35:38,520 --> 00:35:40,719
Speaker 1: bring out those two guys. We saw you all go

684
00:35:40,760 --> 00:35:43,120
Speaker 1: in there with bring him out. We want and you

685
00:35:43,160 --> 00:35:46,160
Speaker 1: want to know what they said in the let's let's go.

686
00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:51,080
Speaker 1: Let's pray for Mandy real quick. So the people in

687
00:35:51,120 --> 00:35:53,080
Speaker 1: the town go, bring him out. We want to get

688
00:35:53,080 --> 00:35:57,120
Speaker 1: to quote unquote know them carnally, which in biblical terms

689
00:35:57,160 --> 00:36:03,280
Speaker 1: means anal yes. And a Lot was like, no, you cannot,

690
00:36:03,239 --> 00:36:05,480
Speaker 1: because Lot was a lot of not partaking these things.

691
00:36:05,560 --> 00:36:08,960
Speaker 1: Lot was like, okay, wait, hold on, what if I

692
00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:12,160
Speaker 1: gave you my two daughters and said like please, I

693
00:36:12,239 --> 00:36:15,319
Speaker 1: know so many things. But that shows that he's not

694
00:36:15,360 --> 00:36:17,480
Speaker 1: really is righteous are good either, but we have to

695
00:36:17,520 --> 00:36:20,279
Speaker 1: also judge him based off of the like where the

696
00:36:20,320 --> 00:36:23,600
Speaker 1: time was that Jerry common, especially like with concubines. They

697
00:36:23,640 --> 00:36:26,120
Speaker 1: would get listen, we talked about the gays having the ship,

698
00:36:26,320 --> 00:36:29,520
Speaker 1: end of the stick, talk about women and children. Yeah,

699
00:36:30,000 --> 00:36:33,280
Speaker 1: let's talk about that. But any who, So he offers

700
00:36:33,320 --> 00:36:34,800
Speaker 1: him that and they were like no, and then the

701
00:36:34,840 --> 00:36:37,200
Speaker 1: angels like, we gotta get going now. They end up

702
00:36:37,280 --> 00:36:40,080
Speaker 1: planning their escape. It's a Lot, his wife and his

703
00:36:40,160 --> 00:36:42,359
Speaker 1: two daughters, and they plan out their escape to leave

704
00:36:42,360 --> 00:36:45,400
Speaker 1: Sodom anymore. And then the angels tell them, all right, listen,

705
00:36:46,520 --> 00:36:48,960
Speaker 1: we're going to go straight ahead, and you cannot so

706
00:36:49,040 --> 00:36:53,360
Speaker 1: much as look back at the old town. And Abraham

707
00:36:53,440 --> 00:36:55,359
Speaker 1: was kind of a a lot sorry. Lot was kind

708
00:36:55,360 --> 00:36:57,520
Speaker 1: of hurt because a Lot lived and saw him for

709
00:36:57,560 --> 00:37:00,000
Speaker 1: a really long time, and he kind of felt whole

710
00:37:00,040 --> 00:37:02,160
Speaker 1: full for those people. He almost felt like, I don't know,

711
00:37:02,200 --> 00:37:03,919
Speaker 1: maybe he could like fix them or there was hope

712
00:37:03,960 --> 00:37:05,440
Speaker 1: for them or something. And the angels were like, no,

713
00:37:05,520 --> 00:37:08,560
Speaker 1: there's not, and God has made his decision. Go. So

714
00:37:08,640 --> 00:37:11,400
Speaker 1: they end up walking. It's everyone and as they're walking,

715
00:37:12,120 --> 00:37:15,360
Speaker 1: Lot's wife turns back to look and God has already

716
00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:20,080
Speaker 1: started the second they're not God's starting pellets of sulfur flames.

717
00:37:20,239 --> 00:37:23,760
Speaker 1: It's a scary sight. And his wife sees his wife.

718
00:37:23,960 --> 00:37:26,400
Speaker 1: Lot's wife defies what the angel said, and then she

719
00:37:26,480 --> 00:37:30,160
Speaker 1: turns into a pillar of salt like assault statue. And

720
00:37:30,200 --> 00:37:35,640
Speaker 1: that's it. Abraham's like, Goddam angels are like, we weren't

721
00:37:35,680 --> 00:37:38,280
Speaker 1: kidding when we said, don't look back at your past.

722
00:37:38,440 --> 00:37:41,560
Speaker 1: You have to keep going forward. Anyways, That's how he

723
00:37:41,560 --> 00:37:45,719
Speaker 1: gets out of Sodom. The wait and that's really Brianna,

724
00:37:46,320 --> 00:37:50,480
Speaker 1: I need to produce a podcastle for I would love

725
00:37:50,520 --> 00:37:55,120
Speaker 1: to please. I am telling you I'm not fucking around

726
00:37:55,400 --> 00:37:58,200
Speaker 1: for that was they would invest my own money that

727
00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:05,000
Speaker 1: you're saying, okay us And then he just came down.

728
00:38:05,880 --> 00:38:08,800
Speaker 1: I say, it's blasphemous from using swear words. I'm not perfect,

729
00:38:08,840 --> 00:38:11,320
Speaker 1: but whatever, But I'm an entertainer, and I think that

730
00:38:11,480 --> 00:38:14,080
Speaker 1: it's all about the times, right, Like I'm an entertainer

731
00:38:14,120 --> 00:38:16,760
Speaker 1: when you are like trying to speak to a certain

732
00:38:16,880 --> 00:38:19,919
Speaker 1: group of people and a certain demographic that will take

733
00:38:19,960 --> 00:38:23,560
Speaker 1: digestice better, like our listeners are going to enjoy this more.

734
00:38:24,600 --> 00:38:28,200
Speaker 1: I love you. Didn't even hear the end of it

735
00:38:29,600 --> 00:38:32,480
Speaker 1: into wait, listen, that's the end up kind of like

736
00:38:32,600 --> 00:38:35,760
Speaker 1: and Sodom was destroyed Sodom and gon that the neighboring

737
00:38:35,800 --> 00:38:39,000
Speaker 1: some neighboring towns. But y'all, so now it's a lot

738
00:38:39,080 --> 00:38:42,120
Speaker 1: and his two daughters that are left, and they're thinking

739
00:38:42,160 --> 00:38:45,440
Speaker 1: that it's like the end of the world. Imagine imagine

740
00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:47,719
Speaker 1: knowing that they end up going to this cave in

741
00:38:48,040 --> 00:38:52,080
Speaker 1: a place called Zor, and their father is, you know,

742
00:38:52,600 --> 00:38:56,120
Speaker 1: is very old. The sisters plot and they go, all right,

743
00:38:56,160 --> 00:38:58,640
Speaker 1: we need to save our family line because their family

744
00:38:58,680 --> 00:39:00,920
Speaker 1: line is like sacred. They're like, know, we need and

745
00:39:01,200 --> 00:39:06,040
Speaker 1: they go to fund let me continue. The eldest daughter

746
00:39:06,080 --> 00:39:07,880
Speaker 1: talks to the younger daughter. It was like, sister, it

747
00:39:07,960 --> 00:39:10,120
Speaker 1: was like, we got it. We gotta fun dad. You

748
00:39:10,200 --> 00:39:14,959
Speaker 1: gotta get him. She goes, we gotta get him drunk,

749
00:39:14,960 --> 00:39:20,560
Speaker 1: and we gotta do it. The first night the eldest

750
00:39:20,800 --> 00:39:24,719
Speaker 1: got her father drunk and did the deed, and then

751
00:39:24,719 --> 00:39:28,520
Speaker 1: the next night the younger sister went in got the

752
00:39:28,560 --> 00:39:31,520
Speaker 1: father drunk again. You cannot know real quick, not that

753
00:39:31,600 --> 00:39:35,000
Speaker 1: you memorized it, but does it say art thou poured

754
00:39:35,040 --> 00:39:40,799
Speaker 1: wine upon thy glass for thy father? Like in so

755
00:39:40,920 --> 00:39:43,520
Speaker 1: many words. It um you know, they you know, the

756
00:39:43,560 --> 00:39:46,160
Speaker 1: scripture is kind of like biblical poetry, and I don't

757
00:39:46,200 --> 00:39:48,759
Speaker 1: have a memorized per se, but it's something along the

758
00:39:48,800 --> 00:39:53,200
Speaker 1: lines of I was handicapped by the wine or something

759
00:39:53,320 --> 00:39:56,040
Speaker 1: like in so many words, I was incapacitated by the wine,

760
00:39:56,120 --> 00:39:58,880
Speaker 1: which like, really, dad, really not, I don't think so

761
00:39:59,400 --> 00:40:02,400
Speaker 1: shut well, he ended up yeah, he ended his daughters.

762
00:40:02,560 --> 00:40:04,000
Speaker 1: He end up coming in both of them. They both

763
00:40:04,000 --> 00:40:10,120
Speaker 1: got pregnant. It is all up. Okay, I might want

764
00:40:10,120 --> 00:40:12,600
Speaker 1: to read about but you don't understand. But let's understand.

765
00:40:12,640 --> 00:40:14,440
Speaker 1: But you have to understand that this team, which I

766
00:40:14,480 --> 00:40:18,279
Speaker 1: don't necessarily really believe, but they say that the girl

767
00:40:18,320 --> 00:40:20,799
Speaker 1: the sisters were doing this because they thought the world

768
00:40:20,880 --> 00:40:23,560
Speaker 1: was over and they wanted to procreate girl fucking me

769
00:40:23,640 --> 00:40:27,319
Speaker 1: and my daddy gonna boy. Yeah, well, the listen the Bible. Okay,

770
00:40:27,360 --> 00:40:29,040
Speaker 1: And this is what I also want to say about

771
00:40:29,040 --> 00:40:32,400
Speaker 1: the even the let's take it, let's macro level. The

772
00:40:32,480 --> 00:40:36,120
Speaker 1: world is an imperfect, dangerous, wild place. It's also beautiful

773
00:40:36,239 --> 00:40:39,080
Speaker 1: and magnificent, and like we get to build these relationships.

774
00:40:39,080 --> 00:40:42,759
Speaker 1: You guys have this massive podcast city. It can be

775
00:40:42,760 --> 00:40:46,680
Speaker 1: beautiful and it listen the Jews did no. Um, oh

776
00:40:46,719 --> 00:40:50,120
Speaker 1: my god, I love Jewish men. But listen the ones

777
00:40:50,160 --> 00:40:52,560
Speaker 1: with the low curl. I love it all, you know what,

778
00:40:53,080 --> 00:40:55,040
Speaker 1: especially the tall ones that play basketball. I've never then

779
00:40:55,080 --> 00:40:59,040
Speaker 1: with a Jewish. What does the Jewish basketball play? I'm

780
00:40:59,040 --> 00:41:00,600
Speaker 1: sure I can find one. Oh you mean you just

781
00:41:00,640 --> 00:41:02,920
Speaker 1: see him around what you neighbor? They look Jewish. Oh

782
00:41:02,960 --> 00:41:07,880
Speaker 1: that's terrible to say. You're in So I can I

783
00:41:07,920 --> 00:41:11,799
Speaker 1: just say Bible with Brianda, We'll be coming out soon.

784
00:41:12,280 --> 00:41:16,920
Speaker 1: I'm not fucking playing. That was That was also discussing Yes,

785
00:41:17,080 --> 00:41:19,719
Speaker 1: I would love to continue discussing the more beautiful parts

786
00:41:19,719 --> 00:41:21,400
Speaker 1: of the Bible we have. We we do got to

787
00:41:21,760 --> 00:41:25,040
Speaker 1: another story? So is right? Wait? Oh, Judges is more

788
00:41:25,120 --> 00:41:28,920
Speaker 1: or less the same story? But I wanted to I

789
00:41:28,960 --> 00:41:30,960
Speaker 1: can tell you. I can tell you more the Bible.

790
00:41:31,040 --> 00:41:33,800
Speaker 1: It's in the Book of Acts and it's more or

791
00:41:33,880 --> 00:41:37,200
Speaker 1: less the same storyline. Um, do you guys really want

792
00:41:37,200 --> 00:41:40,080
Speaker 1: me to get into this? It really is sort of

793
00:41:40,080 --> 00:41:44,560
Speaker 1: the same. But it involves uh, concubine. You guys know

794
00:41:44,600 --> 00:41:51,200
Speaker 1: what that is? Okay, class, So race don't raise your

795
00:41:51,200 --> 00:41:54,440
Speaker 1: hand A lot of ones I go hold you. You

796
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:57,400
Speaker 1: know the only thing I thought about, but I noticed

797
00:41:57,400 --> 00:42:02,239
Speaker 1: that what you're talking about, is it a concus that's

798
00:42:02,280 --> 00:42:05,600
Speaker 1: a secment. I'm thinking of a whole hands and pray

799
00:42:05,640 --> 00:42:11,200
Speaker 1: for Mandy's libato who you said. I'm thinkingna like the

800
00:42:11,280 --> 00:42:16,279
Speaker 1: demons and Charmed or something, somebody in prison. No, no, no,

801
00:42:16,400 --> 00:42:19,000
Speaker 1: it means okay. So biblically it means a like a

802
00:42:19,000 --> 00:42:24,560
Speaker 1: side woman, a side piece. Oh my god, man, he

803
00:42:24,680 --> 00:42:30,120
Speaker 1: was like, is that a port part? You know what,

804
00:42:30,719 --> 00:42:33,640
Speaker 1: Let's save Let's save that story for another podcast. I

805
00:42:33,640 --> 00:42:35,200
Speaker 1: want to. I do want to end it on one

806
00:42:35,239 --> 00:42:38,959
Speaker 1: though personally I gave you guys that story. This story

807
00:42:39,040 --> 00:42:41,279
Speaker 1: is gonna be for me. So there's a story in

808
00:42:41,400 --> 00:42:45,479
Speaker 1: the Book of John chapter five where Jesus goes out

809
00:42:45,600 --> 00:42:50,040
Speaker 1: to the pool of Bethesda. But Bethesda, which is where

810
00:42:50,120 --> 00:42:51,800
Speaker 1: it's very kind of like the courts where where a

811
00:42:51,840 --> 00:42:54,200
Speaker 1: lot of people congregating stuff. And but at this point

812
00:42:54,960 --> 00:42:58,200
Speaker 1: Christ had, you know, the gentiles and people that weren't Jewish,

813
00:42:58,200 --> 00:43:00,680
Speaker 1: like were were loved Jesus and believed that he was

814
00:43:00,719 --> 00:43:04,400
Speaker 1: the Messiah. And Jesus was there kind of like a listen.

815
00:43:04,480 --> 00:43:06,040
Speaker 1: Jesus was a rock star, if we kind of think

816
00:43:06,040 --> 00:43:07,840
Speaker 1: about it, he was out there, you know, showing the

817
00:43:07,880 --> 00:43:13,799
Speaker 1: people his embrace and like preaching, you know what I mean.

818
00:43:15,120 --> 00:43:18,040
Speaker 1: And listen, he sees someone from the crowd, and he

819
00:43:18,080 --> 00:43:21,200
Speaker 1: sees a man who was on the ground looked ill.

820
00:43:21,640 --> 00:43:24,359
Speaker 1: He sees them, and he he approaches him and he goes,

821
00:43:24,440 --> 00:43:26,799
Speaker 1: I'm going to heal you, and then goes off being

822
00:43:26,800 --> 00:43:29,160
Speaker 1: a rock star. He then comes back to check on him.

823
00:43:29,200 --> 00:43:31,840
Speaker 1: He's still on the ground. Jesus like, really, get up.

824
00:43:31,880 --> 00:43:33,799
Speaker 1: I healed you, and all of a sudden, this man

825
00:43:33,880 --> 00:43:37,120
Speaker 1: can walk again. And there's something in that chapter that

826
00:43:37,200 --> 00:43:40,080
Speaker 1: really hits with me personally. And it was and it

827
00:43:40,160 --> 00:43:43,520
Speaker 1: said that that man who he healed did not know

828
00:43:43,560 --> 00:43:47,520
Speaker 1: who he was. And I think that's really important because

829
00:43:47,719 --> 00:43:49,799
Speaker 1: it goes to show you that when it comes to

830
00:43:50,080 --> 00:43:53,600
Speaker 1: loving God and Christ for that matter, it doesn't matter

831
00:43:53,600 --> 00:43:55,879
Speaker 1: about the bells and whistles and the blessings you may have,

832
00:43:55,960 --> 00:43:57,759
Speaker 1: like I have all of this that means I must

833
00:43:57,800 --> 00:44:00,839
Speaker 1: be loved by God. No, God doesn't care about that.

834
00:44:01,160 --> 00:44:04,759
Speaker 1: God sees you, and God sees righteousness. It'd be like

835
00:44:04,800 --> 00:44:06,920
Speaker 1: almost like lying in your journal, lying to yourself in

836
00:44:06,960 --> 00:44:09,359
Speaker 1: your journal, Like you can't lie to God. God knows

837
00:44:09,360 --> 00:44:11,479
Speaker 1: and he doesn't care about you going to church seven

838
00:44:11,520 --> 00:44:13,040
Speaker 1: times a week, and like all of a sudden, he

839
00:44:13,120 --> 00:44:16,480
Speaker 1: knows your soul. And that man didn't even know about Jesus,

840
00:44:16,480 --> 00:44:19,280
Speaker 1: and Jesus healed him. Meanwhile, he was in a crowd

841
00:44:19,280 --> 00:44:21,080
Speaker 1: of people who knew and loved him and was like

842
00:44:21,440 --> 00:44:25,839
Speaker 1: sign my like and he's and he didn't care about that,

843
00:44:26,080 --> 00:44:28,239
Speaker 1: yes exactly, and he did not. He chose the one

844
00:44:28,280 --> 00:44:31,680
Speaker 1: who did. And I think it's really important. Listen, I've

845
00:44:31,719 --> 00:44:35,120
Speaker 1: read the Book of John on acid and it was transformative.

846
00:44:36,280 --> 00:44:39,640
Speaker 1: It was transformati. Let's give a little precursor. So Brianna

847
00:44:39,719 --> 00:44:44,560
Speaker 1: has a podcast like christian Ya. He's playing that a

848
00:44:44,640 --> 00:44:51,320
Speaker 1: little please, because if you're right you you did? You

849
00:44:51,440 --> 00:44:56,719
Speaker 1: get to explain, yes, explain real quick and listening to

850
00:44:56,719 --> 00:44:58,759
Speaker 1: you what's your podcast was about, so they can know

851
00:44:58,880 --> 00:45:01,440
Speaker 1: you a little bit more for sure. So if anything, uh,

852
00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:05,160
Speaker 1: psychedelics was what brought me to Christ. Like I was

853
00:45:05,200 --> 00:45:08,319
Speaker 1: an atheist, I was like an atheist activist before all

854
00:45:08,360 --> 00:45:10,839
Speaker 1: of this. So I would read the Bible, but it

855
00:45:10,840 --> 00:45:12,759
Speaker 1: was only so I could like learn about it, so

856
00:45:12,840 --> 00:45:14,960
Speaker 1: I could like and debate people about the really thing

857
00:45:15,560 --> 00:45:24,040
Speaker 1: I would bring to myself about it. Just like so anyways, so,

858
00:45:24,200 --> 00:45:27,719
Speaker 1: and I remember one of my favorite psychedelic um comics,

859
00:45:28,160 --> 00:45:31,600
Speaker 1: um uh duncan trustle. He had a podcast and he

860
00:45:31,640 --> 00:45:34,719
Speaker 1: was talking about being on mushrooms and reading the Book

861
00:45:34,760 --> 00:45:36,399
Speaker 1: of John and I said, it was my first time

862
00:45:36,440 --> 00:45:39,000
Speaker 1: doing psychedelics ever was acid. And I said, all right,

863
00:45:39,040 --> 00:45:42,040
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do this. I'm gonna I'm gonna read the

864
00:45:42,080 --> 00:45:44,480
Speaker 1: Bible and be on asset. And I was also really

865
00:45:44,520 --> 00:45:46,640
Speaker 1: depressed at the time and like suicidal, and I was like,

866
00:45:46,960 --> 00:45:50,080
Speaker 1: I need something else, I'll go to it fine. And

867
00:45:50,280 --> 00:45:53,200
Speaker 1: it was just that line particular really hit me. And

868
00:45:53,239 --> 00:45:55,920
Speaker 1: I feel like we all have our however way you

869
00:45:55,960 --> 00:45:57,680
Speaker 1: get to Christ or whoever way you get to God

870
00:45:57,800 --> 00:46:00,920
Speaker 1: or your own spirituality, whatever it's called, we all remember

871
00:46:01,000 --> 00:46:04,480
Speaker 1: that first thing that cracked us open. And that was

872
00:46:04,520 --> 00:46:06,720
Speaker 1: it for me, That line right there, it's it proved

873
00:46:06,719 --> 00:46:09,279
Speaker 1: to me that it didn't matter that I haven't been baptized.

874
00:46:09,320 --> 00:46:13,279
Speaker 1: It didn't matter that I didn't, you know, necessarily understand

875
00:46:13,480 --> 00:46:18,160
Speaker 1: most of the Bible, because my relationship with Christ was

876
00:46:18,200 --> 00:46:21,160
Speaker 1: individual and mysterious in my own and it didn't matter

877
00:46:21,160 --> 00:46:23,600
Speaker 1: about the bells and whistles because I don't know. I

878
00:46:23,640 --> 00:46:26,600
Speaker 1: found it and I felt this. I was like overcome

879
00:46:26,640 --> 00:46:29,319
Speaker 1: by love. Where's the parts of the Bible that they

880
00:46:29,360 --> 00:46:32,440
Speaker 1: talk about celibacy? Like have you read anything? And you're like,

881
00:46:32,440 --> 00:46:33,839
Speaker 1: oh my god, this is me. This is what I'm

882
00:46:33,840 --> 00:46:38,919
Speaker 1: an emulate, like oh yeah, okay, well here and there's

883
00:46:38,960 --> 00:46:41,239
Speaker 1: so many okay, well, First Corinthians, which is I think

884
00:46:41,280 --> 00:46:45,120
Speaker 1: the most famous book that that Paul wrote where people

885
00:46:45,560 --> 00:46:48,719
Speaker 1: really got broken down like immorality, what's good and what's not?

886
00:46:49,239 --> 00:46:51,960
Speaker 1: Lust and stuff, And it was the line that really

887
00:46:51,960 --> 00:46:53,439
Speaker 1: got me and I was like, oh, I found home.

888
00:46:53,880 --> 00:46:57,040
Speaker 1: Was do not deprive each other of sexual relations unless

889
00:46:57,040 --> 00:47:00,800
Speaker 1: you both agree to refrain from sexual intimacy for limited time,

890
00:47:01,160 --> 00:47:04,320
Speaker 1: so you can give yourselves more completely to prayer. Wait,

891
00:47:04,600 --> 00:47:08,879
Speaker 1: don't wait in there? Yeah wait yeah, say it again again,

892
00:47:08,880 --> 00:47:15,640
Speaker 1: saying I'll repeat it weak. So this is in terms

893
00:47:15,719 --> 00:47:22,440
Speaker 1: of marriage and chapter seven, verse five. Okay, do not

894
00:47:22,600 --> 00:47:29,360
Speaker 1: deprive each other of sexual relationships unless you unless you

895
00:47:29,440 --> 00:47:33,120
Speaker 1: both agree to refrain from sexual intimacy. So basically, don't

896
00:47:33,160 --> 00:47:37,279
Speaker 1: hold that pussy out unless for a limited time. But

897
00:47:37,360 --> 00:47:42,760
Speaker 1: what is limited? What is time? Because it's not three days?

898
00:47:43,280 --> 00:47:46,000
Speaker 1: You know, always one of which I got a three

899
00:47:46,080 --> 00:47:49,040
Speaker 1: day period. Oh, God. But because you ain't been bleeding.

900
00:47:49,120 --> 00:47:52,840
Speaker 1: Huh you guys to me, what are we get? Okay, guys,

901
00:47:52,920 --> 00:47:55,000
Speaker 1: you have you just got by the way, congratulations on

902
00:47:55,560 --> 00:47:58,520
Speaker 1: what's the new podcast called? We're gonna have another one?

903
00:47:58,560 --> 00:48:05,240
Speaker 1: But Jesus said thing, yes, that's exactly. I like that too.

904
00:48:05,360 --> 00:48:07,680
Speaker 1: But that's what Maybe the Bible with Brianda could be

905
00:48:08,120 --> 00:48:11,080
Speaker 1: the Bible. You could say it all born, why you

906
00:48:11,160 --> 00:48:13,000
Speaker 1: never wanted to do this? No, this is great. I

907
00:48:13,080 --> 00:48:15,440
Speaker 1: well I brought it up to you, but you are

908
00:48:15,560 --> 00:48:19,359
Speaker 1: you didn't say it like gospels. Don't get me wrong.

909
00:48:19,440 --> 00:48:21,319
Speaker 1: I love hearing you talk about drugs because I can.

910
00:48:21,360 --> 00:48:23,799
Speaker 1: I be honest with you. This is a performer. So

911
00:48:23,800 --> 00:48:26,600
Speaker 1: when I'm in front of a mike, I tapped dance Love.

912
00:48:26,760 --> 00:48:31,320
Speaker 1: No I do you would say that he listen whatever,

913
00:48:31,400 --> 00:48:36,960
Speaker 1: that's what he said, all right, Wait, we do have

914
00:48:37,040 --> 00:48:41,319
Speaker 1: time for a little bit more around five minutes because

915
00:48:41,320 --> 00:48:43,920
Speaker 1: we got oh hell yeah, okay, okay, wait, if we

916
00:48:44,040 --> 00:48:48,080
Speaker 1: got time, then I'll do girl five minutes. No, no,

917
00:48:48,239 --> 00:48:51,759
Speaker 1: I can do I can then I can do judges. Okay,

918
00:48:52,200 --> 00:48:57,960
Speaker 1: so judges is just as wicked and gory as no. Okay,

919
00:48:58,120 --> 00:48:59,960
Speaker 1: well maybe actually I mean with all the rape they

920
00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:04,480
Speaker 1: were doing probably all right, So this story is about

921
00:49:04,680 --> 00:49:11,239
Speaker 1: Lovite and his concue. We don't, no, we don't. So

922
00:49:12,239 --> 00:49:17,680
Speaker 1: this mante he had a girlfriend, a concubine, and she

923
00:49:18,080 --> 00:49:20,359
Speaker 1: cheated on him actually, which, by the way, just because

924
00:49:20,400 --> 00:49:23,640
Speaker 1: they weren't considered a wife didn't mean that the men

925
00:49:23,719 --> 00:49:25,719
Speaker 1: didn't have a relationship with them, you know what I mean.

926
00:49:26,040 --> 00:49:28,879
Speaker 1: So I did feel that he felt something for her. Um,

927
00:49:28,960 --> 00:49:31,480
Speaker 1: she cheated on him, and then after she did, she

928
00:49:31,760 --> 00:49:35,960
Speaker 1: went back home. Because lovete actually stole the concubine. There's

929
00:49:35,960 --> 00:49:39,480
Speaker 1: a lot of that comin sound Dr Love You know what.

930
00:49:39,960 --> 00:49:43,440
Speaker 1: I'm having my grains all the time, doctor, and you

931
00:49:43,440 --> 00:49:46,400
Speaker 1: know it's finds water. Amanza. She gets on my damn nerves.

932
00:49:46,520 --> 00:49:49,080
Speaker 1: I think she's on a podcast. She's just got too

933
00:49:49,160 --> 00:49:51,239
Speaker 1: much going on. She always calling me all the time.

934
00:49:52,200 --> 00:49:53,920
Speaker 1: Were you an accountant? Were there a bunch of juwesday?

935
00:49:56,239 --> 00:50:00,840
Speaker 1: Maybe doing law, I mean bullshit law have it and

936
00:50:01,239 --> 00:50:03,279
Speaker 1: the one the one where you get paid for being

937
00:50:03,320 --> 00:50:10,120
Speaker 1: in a car accident. But no, there wasn't. Um, there

938
00:50:10,160 --> 00:50:13,200
Speaker 1: was only one jew on my floor. Thank you for that.

939
00:50:13,320 --> 00:50:15,080
Speaker 1: And we do that because bitch, it got to be

940
00:50:15,200 --> 00:50:18,319
Speaker 1: busy season. What is it right before the nine rum

941
00:50:18,840 --> 00:50:23,359
Speaker 1: poor whatever for me out of here. But the New

942
00:50:23,440 --> 00:50:31,040
Speaker 1: York Man You show Show Shanna, sat Show Shanna. I

943
00:50:31,080 --> 00:50:33,719
Speaker 1: knew that was cool. Whatever it was, the nigga said, well,

944
00:50:33,760 --> 00:50:36,440
Speaker 1: I can't be at work, and we was like busy thing.

945
00:50:37,840 --> 00:50:39,880
Speaker 1: We was mad. We was like we did we all jewish?

946
00:50:39,960 --> 00:50:42,759
Speaker 1: We ain't coming to work hucking boss. Now y'all know

947
00:50:42,800 --> 00:50:46,000
Speaker 1: I ain't ship. But my boss at the time, when

948
00:50:46,080 --> 00:50:49,879
Speaker 1: I was working two companies before Young corpor was coming

949
00:50:49,920 --> 00:50:51,480
Speaker 1: and Rosa Shanna right, and I was like, I want

950
00:50:51,480 --> 00:50:54,080
Speaker 1: to get this Monday off. I was like, hey, t J,

951
00:50:54,320 --> 00:50:56,200
Speaker 1: I just wanted you to know Rosha Shan is coming.

952
00:50:56,320 --> 00:50:58,520
Speaker 1: And he looks at me. He goes, what the fuck

953
00:50:58,600 --> 00:51:01,400
Speaker 1: have you ever been a jew? When the funk have

954
00:51:01,560 --> 00:51:04,600
Speaker 1: you ever a day off? I am that cheat answering

955
00:51:04,760 --> 00:51:07,440
Speaker 1: this question would you eat every morning? But I I

956
00:51:07,440 --> 00:51:09,400
Speaker 1: don't want to say anything, and I was like a

957
00:51:09,480 --> 00:51:12,720
Speaker 1: sausage rink puppet and what is in that sauftage rink puffet?

958
00:51:13,680 --> 00:51:18,239
Speaker 1: I saw it was beef yo and I'm damn sure

959
00:51:18,239 --> 00:51:19,600
Speaker 1: I didn't go to work on Monday. I said, well

960
00:51:20,000 --> 00:51:24,040
Speaker 1: human resorting to almost said my last name. It is

961
00:51:24,120 --> 00:51:28,839
Speaker 1: the most jewish last name anyone you name me when

962
00:51:28,880 --> 00:51:31,440
Speaker 1: I fucking call and type in those real estate companies

963
00:51:31,440 --> 00:51:35,320
Speaker 1: and call me back. So you're Jewish? I mean what

964
00:51:35,480 --> 00:51:39,320
Speaker 1: I'm pleasur it is and whatever I'm being discriminated against

965
00:51:39,360 --> 00:51:42,800
Speaker 1: and be like, wow, is this or this name? What

966
00:51:43,000 --> 00:51:45,360
Speaker 1: is it? Tell me my name is so Jewish and

967
00:51:45,440 --> 00:51:52,719
Speaker 1: has enough? Okay? Anyway, so how jewish was dalcr lo

968
00:51:52,840 --> 00:51:57,400
Speaker 1: by Oh my god? Not Jewish enough? Okay? Wait, so

969
00:51:58,239 --> 00:51:59,920
Speaker 1: she cheats, so she ends up leave it. So once

970
00:52:00,120 --> 00:52:03,240
Speaker 1: cheats on Lovete, she leaves. She's probably unhappy, as most

971
00:52:03,440 --> 00:52:07,160
Speaker 1: side bitches are. So he goes out, and um, she

972
00:52:07,320 --> 00:52:10,239
Speaker 1: goes to her father's house, and because that's where she

973
00:52:10,360 --> 00:52:12,400
Speaker 1: used to live, she goes there. And you know what

974
00:52:12,680 --> 00:52:16,239
Speaker 1: Lovete does. He goes after her because she was gone

975
00:52:16,280 --> 00:52:20,560
Speaker 1: for four months. Four months his side piece was done gone.

976
00:52:20,600 --> 00:52:25,279
Speaker 1: He was alone, He's lonely, was missing her. It wasn't

977
00:52:25,560 --> 00:52:27,800
Speaker 1: sucking as dick the way this concubine was sucking it.

978
00:52:27,920 --> 00:52:33,319
Speaker 1: That's not so listen. So wait, So so Lovete goes

979
00:52:33,480 --> 00:52:37,200
Speaker 1: to her father's house and he treats her with like

980
00:52:37,239 --> 00:52:39,279
Speaker 1: I said, hospitality, which is a very common theme. And

981
00:52:39,360 --> 00:52:41,800
Speaker 1: he goes, oh my god, hey, he's known as the

982
00:52:41,840 --> 00:52:46,719
Speaker 1: father in law. Actually, um so he he says her

983
00:52:46,760 --> 00:52:51,440
Speaker 1: for a number of days, and he convinces the concubine

984
00:52:51,480 --> 00:52:53,320
Speaker 1: to please come back with me. Please. I don't know.

985
00:52:53,360 --> 00:52:55,800
Speaker 1: Whatever we went through, it's kind of like a testament

986
00:52:55,840 --> 00:52:59,160
Speaker 1: of like working things out, like for couples that like experience,

987
00:52:59,200 --> 00:53:02,160
Speaker 1: you know, cheating and stuff. No relationship is perfect, okay,

988
00:53:02,600 --> 00:53:04,239
Speaker 1: And even if the relationship you think are perfect, they're

989
00:53:04,280 --> 00:53:06,279
Speaker 1: not talking about their issues as the problem. But I

990
00:53:06,360 --> 00:53:08,320
Speaker 1: think that that's a really that that part of the

991
00:53:08,360 --> 00:53:11,279
Speaker 1: book was, That's what I gathered from them. Anyways, let's

992
00:53:11,320 --> 00:53:14,520
Speaker 1: pass forward this a little bit. So he ends up

993
00:53:14,800 --> 00:53:17,880
Speaker 1: leaving with his donkey and his in a bunch of

994
00:53:17,920 --> 00:53:21,120
Speaker 1: food and wine and his concubine, and on their voyage

995
00:53:21,360 --> 00:53:24,840
Speaker 1: they ran past this town that was similar to Sodom.

996
00:53:25,120 --> 00:53:27,200
Speaker 1: The name is failing me right now, but it'll come

997
00:53:27,239 --> 00:53:31,000
Speaker 1: to me. And the concubine was like, we can't stay here.

998
00:53:31,280 --> 00:53:33,000
Speaker 1: There's a bunch of pagan ship happening here. We gotta

999
00:53:33,000 --> 00:53:34,640
Speaker 1: go somewhere else, and he was like, no, we're gonna

1000
00:53:34,680 --> 00:53:36,759
Speaker 1: be fine, don't worry. Listen, pagan ship for you guys

1001
00:53:36,960 --> 00:53:39,359
Speaker 1: is like kind of witchgraphy stuff things that they felt

1002
00:53:39,360 --> 00:53:42,040
Speaker 1: the magic color too, exactly. So they find themselves out

1003
00:53:42,040 --> 00:53:45,200
Speaker 1: another court square. It's it's um. It's Levi and his

1004
00:53:45,280 --> 00:53:47,160
Speaker 1: concubine with and his donkeys in the ship, and no

1005
00:53:47,239 --> 00:53:48,919
Speaker 1: one would be hospitable with him though no one would

1006
00:53:48,960 --> 00:53:50,960
Speaker 1: invite him in. That's how they are there. That's what

1007
00:53:51,080 --> 00:53:53,200
Speaker 1: God really talks about, like the people who don't share,

1008
00:53:53,480 --> 00:53:56,200
Speaker 1: who are closed off. He doesn't funk with that, um.

1009
00:53:56,320 --> 00:53:58,439
Speaker 1: But eventually an old man sees them in the court

1010
00:53:58,480 --> 00:54:00,359
Speaker 1: square and it's like, you got what are you all

1011
00:54:00,400 --> 00:54:04,239
Speaker 1: doing here? Keep coming up? Listen, like legit, y'all gotta

1012
00:54:04,280 --> 00:54:06,239
Speaker 1: get back in here. No, seriously, is not good. This

1013
00:54:06,400 --> 00:54:09,880
Speaker 1: has to been the one righteous man in that town. Seriously,

1014
00:54:09,960 --> 00:54:12,440
Speaker 1: And they found him. They take him in right, and

1015
00:54:12,480 --> 00:54:14,160
Speaker 1: then levit's like thank you so much, you know. The

1016
00:54:14,200 --> 00:54:16,040
Speaker 1: concubine is like, all right, baby, let's go to the back,

1017
00:54:16,160 --> 00:54:18,080
Speaker 1: like okay, we're fine. And then all of a sudden

1018
00:54:19,239 --> 00:54:24,360
Speaker 1: again the whole town is outside the old man's house.

1019
00:54:24,520 --> 00:54:27,359
Speaker 1: Again who they're saying and in the story, it's very

1020
00:54:27,440 --> 00:54:30,160
Speaker 1: similar to Sodom in Gabora, Like seriously, and they go

1021
00:54:30,480 --> 00:54:32,839
Speaker 1: we want to get to know your new visitors, get

1022
00:54:32,920 --> 00:54:36,600
Speaker 1: to know them carnally, which again we already know means

1023
00:54:37,040 --> 00:54:39,480
Speaker 1: rape you, gang, rape you, whatever. And then the old

1024
00:54:39,560 --> 00:54:43,680
Speaker 1: man's like, no, please, don't take the concubine. Instead, bitches,

1025
00:54:44,800 --> 00:54:48,480
Speaker 1: they give him the concubine they offered. Yeah, and guess what,

1026
00:54:48,840 --> 00:54:51,719
Speaker 1: they fuck her. All of the town fox her and

1027
00:54:52,040 --> 00:54:55,000
Speaker 1: for hours. She ends up going somewhere else and coming

1028
00:54:55,040 --> 00:54:59,520
Speaker 1: back morning after and collapses on the ground. And then

1029
00:54:59,760 --> 00:55:02,400
Speaker 1: Love fights Caesar on the ground and he goes, get up.

1030
00:55:03,080 --> 00:55:06,279
Speaker 1: He sees that she's not moving. He goes, bitch, cut up.

1031
00:55:07,320 --> 00:55:12,440
Speaker 1: She's dead, and he is so pissed. He cuts her

1032
00:55:12,480 --> 00:55:16,920
Speaker 1: body up in twelve pieces. Oh of course, he wait,

1033
00:55:17,080 --> 00:55:21,440
Speaker 1: let me tell you. He no you he no, no,

1034
00:55:21,640 --> 00:55:24,399
Speaker 1: no no. He cuts the pieces everybody, limb by limb,

1035
00:55:24,840 --> 00:55:26,839
Speaker 1: and he sends him to the nations, to the other

1036
00:55:26,880 --> 00:55:30,840
Speaker 1: twelve nations, so that they can see how terrible and

1037
00:55:31,040 --> 00:55:34,200
Speaker 1: and and discussing and horrible the town of It's a

1038
00:55:34,280 --> 00:55:37,400
Speaker 1: benj Benjamin Knights, The Benjamin Knights, that's those are the

1039
00:55:37,400 --> 00:55:41,239
Speaker 1: people that fuck the that concubine up and and and

1040
00:55:41,600 --> 00:55:44,480
Speaker 1: it basically was a turning point for like um showing

1041
00:55:44,520 --> 00:55:46,200
Speaker 1: them how vile they were, even though he did a

1042
00:55:46,280 --> 00:55:52,560
Speaker 1: vile act by for sure, how long it takes the ship.

1043
00:55:53,560 --> 00:55:56,480
Speaker 1: It must have been thinking that's a very good thought.

1044
00:55:56,520 --> 00:55:59,000
Speaker 1: You're right, that's very good, but it's true, and he

1045
00:55:59,040 --> 00:56:01,000
Speaker 1: sent it. But he did in order to show them

1046
00:56:01,280 --> 00:56:04,319
Speaker 1: just how vile these people were, which if you really

1047
00:56:04,360 --> 00:56:06,319
Speaker 1: think about it, love I, you know one's more vile

1048
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Speaker 1: than you. You're the one that offered her up. You're

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Speaker 1: the one that like cut her up. One. But if

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Speaker 1: you're thinking about this this through the context of Biblical times,

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00:56:14,760 --> 00:56:16,640
Speaker 1: he really wanted to show like, no, those people are

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00:56:16,719 --> 00:56:18,680
Speaker 1: fucked up. Like I told you, you can have her

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00:56:18,719 --> 00:56:25,560
Speaker 1: for a little right, y'all took it too far anyways.

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00:56:25,840 --> 00:56:29,040
Speaker 1: The Bible is a wild thing. That's but again the

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00:56:29,200 --> 00:56:32,720
Speaker 1: two stories that like, listen, people want to skip. Typically

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00:56:33,040 --> 00:56:37,360
Speaker 1: the Bible is also the achole thing. Yeah, the books,

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00:56:37,440 --> 00:56:39,200
Speaker 1: there's a yeah, those a lot of them skip it.

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00:56:39,280 --> 00:56:41,160
Speaker 1: And that's a common thing and a lot of Abrahamic

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00:56:41,320 --> 00:56:44,480
Speaker 1: Christian because because I just felt like I watched a

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00:56:44,520 --> 00:56:47,320
Speaker 1: TV show. Oh man, that what a compliment coming from me.

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Speaker 1: You're welcome, because that was exciting. It was when you

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00:56:52,120 --> 00:56:54,480
Speaker 1: said cut her up. I was like I thought I

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00:56:54,680 --> 00:57:00,880
Speaker 1: loved how Now hey, hey, so y'all know, just like

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00:57:01,040 --> 00:57:04,359
Speaker 1: she said, she ain't a pasta and read them books

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00:57:04,360 --> 00:57:06,520
Speaker 1: if you want to interpreted another way, because we know

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00:57:06,680 --> 00:57:09,040
Speaker 1: that the Bible is not really written in English. You

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00:57:09,120 --> 00:57:11,120
Speaker 1: told him where to find Yeah? For sure? With that,

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Speaker 1: John Love, I okay, John Jacob Joon. Now on for

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Speaker 1: the whole confession. Yes, we haven't had a confession in

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00:57:19,640 --> 00:57:22,240
Speaker 1: a while. I appreciate this. I don't know who it

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00:57:22,240 --> 00:57:25,280
Speaker 1: comes from, but here we go. Hello, hell's I'm an

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00:57:25,280 --> 00:57:28,960
Speaker 1: avid male listener and a white bread sex haver. Why

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00:57:29,200 --> 00:57:32,720
Speaker 1: what does that mean? A white bread sexhor It's what's

1074
00:57:32,760 --> 00:57:38,560
Speaker 1: the have her sex? Have her? Have her? No, he has?

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00:57:38,920 --> 00:57:41,240
Speaker 1: He has sex white bread sex. So wait, he's white.

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00:57:41,320 --> 00:57:44,000
Speaker 1: This man is white. So we got a white male listener.

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00:57:44,120 --> 00:57:47,040
Speaker 1: This is why he had a dream about me. Had

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00:57:47,080 --> 00:57:49,600
Speaker 1: to be. I hadn't been reluctant to share my dream

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00:57:49,600 --> 00:57:51,520
Speaker 1: because I didn't really want to. I don't want to

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00:57:51,520 --> 00:57:55,360
Speaker 1: read like a Sleezoh, dude, you're already weird sex. Didn't

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00:57:55,360 --> 00:57:58,640
Speaker 1: think y'all would care me. You and Mandy, Yeah, I

1082
00:57:58,720 --> 00:58:00,640
Speaker 1: dragged you into this. We really mean the club you

1083
00:58:00,640 --> 00:58:03,120
Speaker 1: could have left me out. Wheezy and me started messing

1084
00:58:03,160 --> 00:58:05,840
Speaker 1: around on the way to the suv parked down the street.

1085
00:58:05,920 --> 00:58:09,240
Speaker 1: Mandy rolled her eyes and bounced out of disgust. Good,

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00:58:09,960 --> 00:58:12,439
Speaker 1: I like where this is going? Anyway? He was giving

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00:58:12,480 --> 00:58:14,720
Speaker 1: that great a oral that she brags about. Excuse me,

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00:58:15,480 --> 00:58:18,440
Speaker 1: it would sucking the white paint. After a while, she

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00:58:18,520 --> 00:58:21,240
Speaker 1: got frustrated that I hadn't come yet. She dropped her

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00:58:21,320 --> 00:58:24,880
Speaker 1: hands to the side, looked up at me like, really naked. Really?

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00:58:25,200 --> 00:58:28,840
Speaker 1: Oh wait, this is a white man and he types

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00:58:28,960 --> 00:58:31,160
Speaker 1: the N word. What's the wait? Wait wait, wait, wait

1093
00:58:31,200 --> 00:58:33,880
Speaker 1: wait wait wait white bread sex have he's white bread.

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00:58:34,000 --> 00:58:36,320
Speaker 1: He's bread, and white likes having sex with white plain

1095
00:58:36,440 --> 00:58:39,760
Speaker 1: vanilla girl. Maybe he likes a white bread. Maybe right, people,

1096
00:58:40,280 --> 00:58:43,400
Speaker 1: you're trying to give us some some gluten free I

1097
00:58:43,400 --> 00:58:45,720
Speaker 1: don't think a white dude wrote really nigked, but and

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00:58:45,760 --> 00:58:48,560
Speaker 1: there's no aster he wrote. Wheezy looked up at me,

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00:58:49,000 --> 00:58:50,720
Speaker 1: dropped her hands in out of like, really nigked, which

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00:58:50,720 --> 00:58:57,560
Speaker 1: I would do, but not for you. What's white bread? Like?

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00:58:58,080 --> 00:59:01,920
Speaker 1: R E D no b A d oh wait, white bread?

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00:59:02,360 --> 00:59:08,840
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. That's what I mean. Okay, So

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00:59:09,000 --> 00:59:14,840
Speaker 1: he's just suburbian. Yeah, straight and email it anyway. Look,

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00:59:14,880 --> 00:59:18,360
Speaker 1: we thought that the air work. You can say, you

1105
00:59:18,520 --> 00:59:21,919
Speaker 1: can't think you can write. Wait, white people can't. It's

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00:59:21,920 --> 00:59:25,760
Speaker 1: not necessarily racial and meaning. It's just an indication of blandness.

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00:59:26,640 --> 00:59:30,800
Speaker 1: Oh he's bland. Okay, okay, well, bitch, when you put

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00:59:30,880 --> 00:59:33,960
Speaker 1: white bread in the toast, it'd be tasting good. Same man,

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00:59:34,360 --> 00:59:36,640
Speaker 1: it ain't that bland. But okay, well, let's get past

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00:59:36,680 --> 00:59:39,880
Speaker 1: the word. Reluctantly, she climbed into the back of the sub,

1111
00:59:40,160 --> 00:59:42,040
Speaker 1: rolled in her back through her legs behind her bed

1112
00:59:42,320 --> 00:59:44,880
Speaker 1: her head easily as she had on a short dress.

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00:59:45,240 --> 00:59:47,880
Speaker 1: Her eyes were absolutely shooting daggers at me out of

1114
00:59:47,960 --> 00:59:52,640
Speaker 1: disgust while I was overheard thrusting you sick. Fuck. I

1115
00:59:52,800 --> 00:59:55,240
Speaker 1: woke up laughing, but not on some dumb I was

1116
00:59:55,320 --> 00:59:57,280
Speaker 1: able to hold out on that head or whatever ship.

1117
00:59:57,360 --> 00:59:59,680
Speaker 1: I just imagined that she totally would have killed me

1118
00:59:59,800 --> 01:00:04,920
Speaker 1: than for reading best tea boat signed the Proud Masturbator. Okay,

1119
01:00:05,560 --> 01:00:09,720
Speaker 1: you're fucking weird, though I don't know he's letter to

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Speaker 1: this right now. Like, I'm not talking about his dream

1121
01:00:11,600 --> 01:00:14,720
Speaker 1: being weird. I'm talking about the white bread. That's what

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01:00:15,160 --> 01:00:17,600
Speaker 1: that's walk off. You can't pull white in a in

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Speaker 1: contact and then say Nigga three sentences like that. Damn

1124
01:00:21,520 --> 01:00:24,080
Speaker 1: was like, and I thought you were a sex. We

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Speaker 1: have a question. I have a question. Can white people

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01:00:26,440 --> 01:00:31,600
Speaker 1: not spell it out? Either? No? Okay, okay, I'm fine,

1127
01:00:31,640 --> 01:00:34,760
Speaker 1: but I was just curious. Let me tell you why? Why?

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Speaker 1: Because we yes, Jules, that really Nike A T shirt

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Speaker 1: or whatever it was, and Nigga's let her happen. Yes,

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01:00:47,600 --> 01:00:51,240
Speaker 1: you know it's worse. Yes, Jules got increasingly worse. Like

1131
01:00:51,440 --> 01:00:53,560
Speaker 1: I feel like she wasn't that bad that many years ago.

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01:00:53,560 --> 01:00:58,280
Speaker 1: I was like, she's a white girl, like they were

1133
01:00:58,320 --> 01:01:00,800
Speaker 1: kind of right, and then that interview and was like

1134
01:01:01,320 --> 01:01:04,320
Speaker 1: talking about every black woman and just oh and Karen

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01:01:04,360 --> 01:01:06,480
Speaker 1: Simil wasn't hate you take a picture with kids too?

1136
01:01:07,160 --> 01:01:11,000
Speaker 1: What was that in z Ways show? Maybe you guys

1137
01:01:11,040 --> 01:01:13,360
Speaker 1: gotta watch that show. And honestly, what bothered me about

1138
01:01:13,400 --> 01:01:16,840
Speaker 1: that most? It's like, I don't care if I don't

1139
01:01:16,880 --> 01:01:19,000
Speaker 1: really know Karen Sabel, but if she was being phony,

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01:01:19,320 --> 01:01:21,640
Speaker 1: at least her black ass did some that we are

1141
01:01:21,680 --> 01:01:24,200
Speaker 1: saying that it's not the same problem, you know what

1142
01:01:24,240 --> 01:01:26,040
Speaker 1: I'm saying. It's like, no, it makes me was profiting

1143
01:01:26,560 --> 01:01:29,240
Speaker 1: off of the culture and trying to be down so bad.

1144
01:01:29,480 --> 01:01:31,440
Speaker 1: Why are you telling us about a black woman who

1145
01:01:31,480 --> 01:01:34,840
Speaker 1: well that was the problem too. She also um was

1146
01:01:35,360 --> 01:01:39,280
Speaker 1: recorded saying that black women are just jealous of her

1147
01:01:39,400 --> 01:01:41,680
Speaker 1: because when she walks into the room, she has the

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01:01:41,720 --> 01:01:43,840
Speaker 1: same body type as a black woman, but black men

1149
01:01:43,920 --> 01:01:48,120
Speaker 1: want her more. The dude that said he felt like

1150
01:01:48,200 --> 01:01:51,760
Speaker 1: she could say naked, Was it like Soldier Bloy or something? No, no, no,

1151
01:01:51,880 --> 01:01:53,640
Speaker 1: no no. It was the guy that she was interviewing

1152
01:01:54,200 --> 01:01:56,040
Speaker 1: that was interviewing her, some black dude. Damn. I can't

1153
01:01:56,040 --> 01:01:57,440
Speaker 1: remember his name right now, but y'all know who he

1154
01:01:57,520 --> 01:02:00,520
Speaker 1: is because he's popular. But not so. We're walking on

1155
01:02:00,600 --> 01:02:02,280
Speaker 1: the street, me and old Bay. This is back in

1156
01:02:02,440 --> 01:02:04,600
Speaker 1: like November. What were we doing the night we went

1157
01:02:04,640 --> 01:02:07,360
Speaker 1: to Andrew show? Walking down the street. They knew each other,

1158
01:02:07,440 --> 01:02:10,760
Speaker 1: so they say what's up? And whoever recognized too? Oh?

1159
01:02:10,880 --> 01:02:12,560
Speaker 1: It was like, oh, yeah, she does a podcast, Da

1160
01:02:12,600 --> 01:02:14,120
Speaker 1: da da da, And I'm like, why do I know you?

1161
01:02:14,720 --> 01:02:16,200
Speaker 1: And he was like, oh, I have a show as well.

1162
01:02:16,280 --> 01:02:18,200
Speaker 1: I was like, aren't you the guy who gave yes

1163
01:02:18,320 --> 01:02:20,520
Speaker 1: dules the past to say nigga? Because no one asked

1164
01:02:20,560 --> 01:02:23,960
Speaker 1: for you to do that. Old Bay was like, look me,

1165
01:02:24,080 --> 01:02:26,520
Speaker 1: like this, are you serious mind? You were in front

1166
01:02:26,560 --> 01:02:28,080
Speaker 1: of a club getting in because the dude was like,

1167
01:02:28,160 --> 01:02:32,920
Speaker 1: let's collapse, kill us something. What was his name? I

1168
01:02:33,000 --> 01:02:34,800
Speaker 1: don't know. Oh my god, it's gonna I don't know,

1169
01:02:34,880 --> 01:02:35,960
Speaker 1: I don't know what. I want to make sure I'm

1170
01:02:35,960 --> 01:02:38,520
Speaker 1: addressing the person correctly that told this Caucasian woman she

1171
01:02:38,600 --> 01:02:40,600
Speaker 1: could say it. He's like, so you spend it? You good?

1172
01:02:40,640 --> 01:02:43,479
Speaker 1: You could say Nigga, Absolutely not. And I'm so tired

1173
01:02:43,520 --> 01:02:46,760
Speaker 1: of Nigga's that no black women have been hurt by somebody.

1174
01:02:47,120 --> 01:02:50,560
Speaker 1: They're just like, fuck them, you go ahead, what the funk.

1175
01:02:51,280 --> 01:02:53,200
Speaker 1: It was one of the most embarrassing things to watch

1176
01:02:53,240 --> 01:02:55,360
Speaker 1: from her, and then it made it even worse. It's

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01:02:55,400 --> 01:02:57,440
Speaker 1: like you watch people that we all know this in

1178
01:02:57,480 --> 01:02:59,480
Speaker 1: the industry than they were like kind of just skipping

1179
01:02:59,520 --> 01:03:01,600
Speaker 1: over it, and they just don't sunk with her. It's

1180
01:03:01,640 --> 01:03:04,600
Speaker 1: so weird. And she still wears box braids. Oh she

1181
01:03:04,720 --> 01:03:08,600
Speaker 1: does very blonde on the other day. I don't know,

1182
01:03:08,920 --> 01:03:10,560
Speaker 1: I feel like that's gonna go anywhere. I feel like

1183
01:03:10,840 --> 01:03:12,920
Speaker 1: white people are still going to do the hair, the hairstyles.

1184
01:03:13,160 --> 01:03:17,480
Speaker 1: I am the black fishing for good black fishing. Um. Anyways, Brianda,

1185
01:03:17,640 --> 01:03:19,680
Speaker 1: let our listeners know once again, thank you again for

1186
01:03:19,800 --> 01:03:22,840
Speaker 1: joining us. If you guys like, if you guys love her,

1187
01:03:22,960 --> 01:03:25,960
Speaker 1: you guys can join our patreon. UM and there are

1188
01:03:26,040 --> 01:03:28,480
Speaker 1: two episodes with Brianda on their right. We've done two

1189
01:03:28,560 --> 01:03:31,560
Speaker 1: with you, did with your former co host Caucasian and

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01:03:33,080 --> 01:03:35,520
Speaker 1: and then we don't have to and then and then

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01:03:35,560 --> 01:03:38,600
Speaker 1: we did one with just uh you most recently more

1192
01:03:38,680 --> 01:03:42,160
Speaker 1: recently colorism. Yeah. So someone just referenced you too about

1193
01:03:42,200 --> 01:03:45,600
Speaker 1: how your sister and you really did in the comments. UM, well,

1194
01:03:45,600 --> 01:03:46,720
Speaker 1: if you want to go ahead and let them know

1195
01:03:46,760 --> 01:03:48,520
Speaker 1: where they can find you, you guys, I love you.

1196
01:03:48,600 --> 01:03:50,880
Speaker 1: Thank you so much for this opportunity. UM again, my

1197
01:03:50,960 --> 01:03:53,200
Speaker 1: name is Brianda. You can find me on All the Things, Twitter,

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01:03:53,240 --> 01:03:56,080
Speaker 1: Instagram at That's Brianda, and you can also follow my

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Speaker 1: podcast super trip Talk at super trip Talk on All Things.

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01:03:58,320 --> 01:04:00,320
Speaker 1: If you have any more questions, you can just super

1201
01:04:00,360 --> 01:04:02,920
Speaker 1: trip talk dot com too. She's not very active on Instagram.

1202
01:04:02,960 --> 01:04:04,720
Speaker 1: I'm not, but I'm about to be, but she needs

1203
01:04:04,760 --> 01:04:09,400
Speaker 1: to be. That was his name. Oh okay, so uh yes,

1204
01:04:09,720 --> 01:04:12,720
Speaker 1: check out RIONI the follow me you said kill us something,

1205
01:04:12,840 --> 01:04:18,600
Speaker 1: but Marta same ship. Where where you going? Um? Well, guys,

1206
01:04:18,640 --> 01:04:23,320
Speaker 1: make sure you guys check out this show again. She's

1207
01:04:23,320 --> 01:04:25,760
Speaker 1: amazing and I guess there y'all will probably get to

1208
01:04:25,800 --> 01:04:29,000
Speaker 1: hear and tell Bible stories before is over. Um or

1209
01:04:29,080 --> 01:04:32,640
Speaker 1: if not the top, I guess we're speaking out Bible ship.

1210
01:04:32,760 --> 01:04:34,840
Speaker 1: But check out us out on Patreon. We do live

1211
01:04:34,920 --> 01:04:37,080
Speaker 1: town halls every month. It's super funnies are our most

1212
01:04:37,600 --> 01:04:40,680
Speaker 1: up to date, up to dated, up to date episodes

1213
01:04:40,720 --> 01:04:42,360
Speaker 1: that you guys can get with Mandy and I is

1214
01:04:42,440 --> 01:04:44,960
Speaker 1: every Monday on our Patreon. Not every Monday's really every

1215
01:04:45,000 --> 01:04:47,480
Speaker 1: three month, three mondays of month. Um. Other than that,

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01:04:47,640 --> 01:04:48,720
Speaker 1: let me try to feel, let me try to do

1217
01:04:48,760 --> 01:04:51,400
Speaker 1: this feel. You can listen to periods sist with Mandy.

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01:04:51,680 --> 01:04:53,440
Speaker 1: Then tomorrow you can listen to see the Thing is

1219
01:04:53,520 --> 01:04:55,320
Speaker 1: and you can listen to her facts. Say, okay, let's

1220
01:04:55,360 --> 01:04:57,560
Speaker 1: go peace all right, make sure you check it out.

1221
01:04:57,600 --> 01:04:59,240
Speaker 1: Stay two for the five minute on the slip by.

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01:05:01,520 --> 01:05:03,360
Speaker 1: I know where I don't want to start. No, I'm

1223
01:05:03,400 --> 01:05:08,400
Speaker 1: just kidding. UM, let's start with Let's start with Ashley

1224
01:05:08,480 --> 01:05:10,960
Speaker 1: and Michael, because that's really where I don't want to go.

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01:05:11,760 --> 01:05:15,240
Speaker 1: You know what's crazy. I actually I'm not sure if

1226
01:05:15,280 --> 01:05:17,640
Speaker 1: the rest of y'all agree. Let me know in the chat,

1227
01:05:18,000 --> 01:05:23,080
Speaker 1: But I actually am liking Ashley more this season then

1228
01:05:23,160 --> 01:05:26,760
Speaker 1: I've liked her in previous seasons. UM. I think that

1229
01:05:26,920 --> 01:05:30,160
Speaker 1: that baby has done her motherfucking good. I think she

1230
01:05:30,280 --> 01:05:35,360
Speaker 1: grew up a little bit, um, but I do I

1231
01:05:35,520 --> 01:05:38,360
Speaker 1: think that that is why she is still going through

1232
01:05:38,400 --> 01:05:42,000
Speaker 1: ship with Mr Michael Um. She admitted this season that

1233
01:05:42,120 --> 01:05:46,000
Speaker 1: they have added people to the bedroom. UM, and he

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01:05:46,240 --> 01:05:49,640
Speaker 1: came out recently and was like, I don't feel like

1235
01:05:50,280 --> 01:05:53,200
Speaker 1: you're married to me anymore. You show all of your

1236
01:05:53,960 --> 01:05:59,120
Speaker 1: um attention to the baby. And she also opened up

1237
01:05:59,120 --> 01:06:02,240
Speaker 1: about how she doesn't want to swing anymore, and he's like, well, Ship,

1238
01:06:02,680 --> 01:06:05,080
Speaker 1: you ain't giving me attention and you don't want to

1239
01:06:05,120 --> 01:06:08,800
Speaker 1: do this anymore. I'm not gonna lie to like what

1240
01:06:08,920 --> 01:06:12,360
Speaker 1: he said in the in the therapy session, but he

1241
01:06:12,520 --> 01:06:15,480
Speaker 1: pretty much just feels like he's not having the same

1242
01:06:15,560 --> 01:06:20,320
Speaker 1: sexual relationship with Ashley as when they first started to

1243
01:06:20,360 --> 01:06:24,200
Speaker 1: cover their relationship. What are your views on that? Assante

1244
01:06:24,640 --> 01:06:27,160
Speaker 1: and Tammy, I see Tammy raise your hand, Raise your

1245
01:06:27,240 --> 01:06:30,200
Speaker 1: hand so that we can talk about what y'all thoughts

1246
01:06:30,240 --> 01:06:34,000
Speaker 1: are on Ashley and Michael Darby's relationship. But Assante will

1247
01:06:34,000 --> 01:06:36,320
Speaker 1: start with you, yeah, why you tallly them up? Um,

1248
01:06:36,680 --> 01:06:40,840
Speaker 1: let me just start with I don't have any favorites.

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01:06:41,320 --> 01:06:45,800
Speaker 1: I hate them all equally. I mean, they all really

1250
01:06:45,840 --> 01:06:47,880
Speaker 1: play in the mass, which is why we're here, right.

1251
01:06:48,240 --> 01:06:50,640
Speaker 1: It's just I don't like the playing the mask where

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Speaker 1: we're gonna hide our hand because of respectability politics thing

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Speaker 1: that we're doing. I get that that's where they think

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Speaker 1: that there are they are, but they're really not. So

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Speaker 1: I just I just need that veil dropped now to

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Speaker 1: get back to Ashley and why I hate her. Um,

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Speaker 1: Michael wanted to hold having a baby over and you

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Speaker 1: wanted to hold that over her head because of the

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Speaker 1: way that her mom was That should have been a

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Speaker 1: huge red flag. Do you want to go half with

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Speaker 1: this white man who really wants to say you know,

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Speaker 1: who wants to emotionally abuse you? And then we're gonna

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Speaker 1: open up this conversation about you know, letting people into

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Speaker 1: the bedroom, right Michael since season one has grabbed as

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Speaker 1: on camera. Now, unless we're gonna do the red table

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Speaker 1: talk with Will and Jada, if if we'll need to

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Speaker 1: come to and we need everybody to be accountable. Let's

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Speaker 1: go on ahead and say, not only do we open

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Speaker 1: our bedroom, but we open it up to both sexes.

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Speaker 1: So everybody can stop motherfucking asking about the gate ship

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Speaker 1: because Michael, you didn't even talk about. You didn't talk

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Speaker 1: about like Michael, you didn't talk about why you told

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Speaker 1: this woman you had a wife and a boyfriend. We

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Speaker 1: didn't go back there. Actually are you waiting? Are you

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Speaker 1: waiting to go back there? Because that has not been

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Speaker 1: brought up again and I was wanting more details on that.

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Speaker 1: Just cleared up the fact that you know the fact

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Speaker 1: that there was a nigger in the room, or you

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Speaker 1: know that he did go up with said woman, but

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Speaker 1: did not clear up why he told said woman he

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Speaker 1: got a wife and a boyfriend. So but you are

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Speaker 1: you saying, like, okay, so who's his boyfriend? You know,

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Speaker 1: I don't care if you gotta ask, like you know,

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Speaker 1: have we have we slept with him before? Or like

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Speaker 1: you know, however, you need to feel comfortable normalizing it.

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Speaker 1: You need to do it because quit pussy footing around

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Speaker 1: and then arguing with black old ass Bill Gates who

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Speaker 1: don't love his damn wife no more. Like on the

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Speaker 1: reunions that should just be so sorry no, so I'm

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Speaker 1: not gonna lie um and I'm about to let me

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Speaker 1: a talk on this um topic as well. But I

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Speaker 1: think that that's my problem. Um. And we've talked about it.

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Speaker 1: If you guys noticed, not only with Red but Ak

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Speaker 1: who was our guests this week, we've had bisexual men

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Speaker 1: on the show. And I think it may come to

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Speaker 1: where maybe Ashley doesn't want to admit that she is

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Speaker 1: okay with Michael being bisexual. UM. So I think she

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Speaker 1: used the swinging as a way to like, let it

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Speaker 1: just be known that, yeah, we allow other people into

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Speaker 1: the bedroom. But I think, for whatever reason, they're still

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Speaker 1: shame in women admitting that they're okay with being with

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Speaker 1: a man that may like to play with men um.

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Speaker 1: And that's just I think where she finds not being

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Speaker 1: okay with admitting she would rather just be like y'all

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Speaker 1: were swingers and we let other people in the room.

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Speaker 1: Uh miya um, if you can go ahead and un

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Speaker 1: mute what you got to say about the Darby's syst

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Speaker 1: so can you hear me? Just fine? Okay? So I

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Speaker 1: it definitely in the beginning, uh didn't like either one

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Speaker 1: of them. I did feel like Ashley was always doing

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Speaker 1: the most, always and everybody's business all that. I do

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Speaker 1: feel like a Sante said, what I think about Michael

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Speaker 1: is like he just kept moving the gold post on Ashley,

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Speaker 1: like and now she has gotten to the goal post finally,

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Speaker 1: like he held the damn baby and then it was

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Speaker 1: you know, now it's you don't, You're not here for me,

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Speaker 1: but her baby is fresh. Alb