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Speaker 1: Welcome to Decisions Decisions.

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Speaker 2: I don't think you should say decision decisions.

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Speaker 3: It sounded like you was talking to it cursing.

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Speaker 1: You definitely say to welcome.

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Speaker 2: Welcome to the new podcast.

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Speaker 4: Oh wait, you want to say together Decisions Decisions, Welcome

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Speaker 4: everybody to.

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Speaker 2: Another episode of This is the y'alls.

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Speaker 1: This is the y'all.

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Speaker 2: It's your girl, Mandy.

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Speaker 1: Bet, it's your girl.

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Speaker 4: Wheezy tees out, get out, broke out, It's summertime, beach,

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Speaker 4: it's NYC. I want to tell y'all. I got up

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Speaker 4: at six am today for a workout. I walked outside

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Speaker 4: O on a long distance walk, as Brionda calls them,

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Speaker 4: ldw's the bitches is outside eld And if you just

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Speaker 4: thought anybody in the world could dress like these New

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Speaker 4: York gos, they don't.

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Speaker 1: I was literally in sweatpants, like, oh you bitches.

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Speaker 4: They were waiting for seventy five degrees too, yeah, looking gorgeous.

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Speaker 1: Everybody just looks so fucking sun kissed. Even the men

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Speaker 1: look better.

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Speaker 4: I was just, oh, I don't know if the sun

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Speaker 4: makes me feel sexy, but I wanted to everybody makes sexual.

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Speaker 5: I don't know now, I don't know if Sun makes

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Speaker 5: the sexual You are the same one who masturbated a Starbucks.

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Speaker 1: It was in the car well, and.

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Speaker 4: Don't bring up Starbucks now. But here we go because

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Speaker 4: I will not. I'm drinking Culture Espresso. Hopefully they're not

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Speaker 4: culture vultures.

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Speaker 1: I don't know who these people.

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Speaker 3: Are, but really look at that that.

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Speaker 4: I mean, I ain't gonna hold you having an ice

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Speaker 4: shaking espress shaking espresso with coconut milk this morning, but

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Speaker 4: I ain't gonna drink it.

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Speaker 1: But was looking good.

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Speaker 4: But I'm yeah, I want to remove one more company

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Speaker 4: from my life. I really want to just like support

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Speaker 4: ship that's good. So maybe Starbucks will flip.

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Speaker 2: Starbucks is good.

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Speaker 4: Not for ivy health people neither. Oh I am been

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Speaker 4: a target and maybe that wasn't even a hard one. Actually,

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Speaker 4: oh I don't.

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Speaker 5: I mean, even though I'm in Atlanta now, all of

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Speaker 5: my grocery come to my door, even though I got

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Speaker 5: beatful Amazon right now and luckily I let them so much. Bitch,

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Speaker 5: my fucking never happened a day in my life since

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Speaker 5: I've been having my groceries be dropped the fuck off.

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Speaker 5: My delivery person stole all my groceries. Delivery person because

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Speaker 5: they picked up all of my groceries.

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Speaker 2: It's all been picked up.

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Speaker 5: The only thing that wasn't in uh that they were

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Speaker 5: able to find was my butter chicken stag.

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Speaker 1: I was like, you know, it wasn't someone stealing from

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Speaker 1: the front door.

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Speaker 5: It never got delivered, but just said your thing is delayed,

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Speaker 5: and bitch, I kept seeing that her pen was still

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Speaker 5: in spun of Sandy Springs. She never made it to

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Speaker 5: my house. I got the alert that your groceries have

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Speaker 5: been picked up. Then I got the alert that your

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Speaker 5: groceries are running a little bit delayed. Okay, bitch, she

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Speaker 5: was parked at her house. And then Amazon, how they

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Speaker 5: haven't set up you can go in and put from

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Speaker 5: your order which items you didn't receive. There was no

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Speaker 5: way for me to sit here and tell Amazon I

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Speaker 5: never got my groceries and all I'm still dealing with

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Speaker 5: it five days later, and I'm pissed because it was

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Speaker 5: one hundred and twelve dollars worth of Girl.

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Speaker 4: You try to figure out why you're not going to

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Speaker 4: publics because you got publics in Atlanta.

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Speaker 5: First off, because publics does not deliver I know everything

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Speaker 5: from Amazon. I don't like grocery shopping. I don't know

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Speaker 5: if I've told you guys here, I tried it. I

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Speaker 5: went to Whole Foods, I went to Kroger, I went

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Speaker 5: to public. I don't know how y'all go into grocery stores.

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Speaker 5: It is the most anxiety ridden task that I have

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Speaker 5: ever experienced as an adult.

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Speaker 2: And I was like, oh my god. First off, you.

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Speaker 5: Don't even know what the total is going to be

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Speaker 5: until you get to the register.

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Speaker 3: Yeah. Man, these called shopping hate it.

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Speaker 5: I know what my cart total is as I'm dropping

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Speaker 5: things in, and so I went hold on, literally, I

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Speaker 5: went I The anxiety of grocery shopping has to me like,

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Speaker 5: I don't know how you goes in a car. No, No,

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Speaker 5: it's not only the car. Let's be also very than well. No,

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Speaker 5: let's be very clear too. Yes, I have to uber

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Speaker 5: to and from the grocery store. So before I even

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Speaker 5: uber there and back. But I'm like, I go in

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Speaker 5: my heart starts raising, my hands start getting sweaty. I

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Speaker 5: have to go down twenty thousand miles. And then here's

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Speaker 5: the other thing. I go in there and I have

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Speaker 5: my main things that I always get. I get my coffee,

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Speaker 5: I get my green onions. I get all of my

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Speaker 5: Asian ingredients.

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Speaker 6: Because I'm half Asian and they're half Asian.

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Speaker 1: Uh huh.

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Speaker 5: And then when I go to the grocery store, hear

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Speaker 5: me out, bitch, I just start seeing other cool shit.

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Speaker 2: That I just start throwing in the car.

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Speaker 3: That's a point. Hate it.

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Speaker 5: I picked up thirteen dollars truffle chili crunch.

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Speaker 1: Was it good?

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Speaker 3: It was?

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Speaker 2: It wasn't It wasn't better than the honeymoon.

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Speaker 4: I've beaure so see, I actually think since I've been

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Speaker 4: shopping at grocery store is more because now that is

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Speaker 4: not winter. I'm not going crazy with ordering, but I

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Speaker 4: realize I'm getting better produce, getting better fruit. I'm getting

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Speaker 4: better meat, like literally when the ship was coming to

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Speaker 4: my door, because they're giving you anything.

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Speaker 5: Amazon Fresh be Fresh, and Whole Foods does deliver through Amazon.

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Speaker 2: I don't know if y'all know why.

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Speaker 5: So, like I mean to me, anytime I get produced,

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Speaker 5: I'm only buying produce if I'm eating it that day.

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Speaker 2: Or the next day, or I be real, ghetto and

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Speaker 5: Ahead and get the ones that's already chopped up and

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Speaker 5: the ship, which I know is bad quality anyways, or whatever.

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Speaker 5: But no, I the anxiety that I've had, I said, Ghetto,

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Speaker 5: it's why we lost Forever twenty one.

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Speaker 2: It's why we've lost all these stores, everything, everything.

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Speaker 5: No, no, no, What I'm saying is, though, if everything is

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Speaker 5: made so much more convenient online.

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Speaker 6: You know, you mentioned this the other day and I

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Speaker 6: thought it was the funniest shit is the fact that

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Speaker 6: she don't care about the whole egg shit.

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Speaker 2: Of course she don't. She's fucking allergic.

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Speaker 6: That's hilarious.

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Speaker 2: This is a real thing.

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Speaker 1: And I said, but I know what's happening. I feel that.

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Speaker 1: I know.

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Speaker 6: I've never heard you stress out about it, which makes sense.

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Speaker 6: Now went a whole food.

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Speaker 2: Now I know it's happening.

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Speaker 4: Okay, Can I be honest with you. This is gonna

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Speaker 4: sound very bougie, but it's the truth.

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Speaker 6: She just said she doesn't want to go grocery shop.

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Speaker 2: Oh that was That was me talking about my mental

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Speaker 2: health and anxiety.

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Speaker 4: I used to find myself complaining about gas prices a

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Speaker 4: lot when I was driving, but then I realized.

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Speaker 1: Like, you gotta buy it anyway. For food, That's the

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Speaker 1: one thing where I'm like, fuck.

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Speaker 4: It if avocados is three dollars, But that's really a

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Speaker 4: healthy choice I'm gonna make, and I want to eat that.

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Speaker 1: I'm not gonna think about it.

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Speaker 4: I treat food like spoiling myself, even in the grocery store.

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Speaker 4: I love to get myself nice things in the grocery store, Like,

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Speaker 4: but the grocery store is one of my favorite things.

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Speaker 2: Oh, I didn't even gonna hold you.

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Speaker 4: On.

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Speaker 5: I be on Amazon Fresh. I see the Amazon brand

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Speaker 5: and another brand two dollars. This is given Amazon I

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Speaker 5: And maybe this is because this is how my mama

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Speaker 5: shop growing up. It's the same ingredient, it's the same

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Speaker 4: Like literally for like God to menton ship. Yeah, I

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Speaker 6: Bitch for for the for the veget Q tips, like

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Speaker 6: if you just get the off brands, No.

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Speaker 2: That's not food though, because like let's be fair.

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Speaker 5: So I get the I get the generic pharmaceuticals like

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Speaker 5: medicines and but for food and do the same. But yeah,

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Speaker 5: that's uh, that's been my experience with being in the

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Speaker 5: South is that. Yeah, I'm gonna keep my my orders

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Speaker 5: coming to my door. And I hate that my groceries

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Speaker 4: I went to the publics when we were before we

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Speaker 4: was so excited to shop Georgia prices for food. It's

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Speaker 1: Food.

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Speaker 4: So my mom just got in by the way, I

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Speaker 4: see where I get my looney tuney. She called me

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Speaker 4: on the phone after her flight and she's like, did

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Speaker 4: you tell me now? I'm coming? And I'm thinking to myself.

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Speaker 4: For those of you who've never heard this show before,

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Speaker 4: I don't know who Nina is.

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Speaker 1: She's my dog. I said, what do you mean you know?

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Speaker 1: Did you say grandma's coming? So she knows? Did you

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Speaker 4: I tell my dog when you guys are coming, I say,

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Speaker 4: mom's not. Then Nina's losing her mind. When my mom

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Speaker 1: I knew you didn't tell her?

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Speaker 3: Did you think I did?

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Speaker 5: He had a conversation with his Motherfuckers, how would she

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Speaker 4: But I will say this Nina does no Grandma, she does,

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Speaker 4: She'll her ears will perk up.

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Speaker 1: But anyway, yeah, my cat.

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Speaker 5: The only thing she say, Daddy, she'd be like, only

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Speaker 5: thing my body knows is want to eat. He will

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Speaker 5: beat my ass down the stairs. He will run like, yeah, bitch,

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Speaker 5: feed me, hope. Want to eat is the only.

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Speaker 2: Thing he knows. He will run all the way down,

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Speaker 2: stand at the door like he's like the dog's.

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Speaker 4: Good though when like dogs and like her animals, period

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Speaker 4: is know like like English. So yeah, speaking of food,

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Speaker 4: Juala is going to be coming with me to meet

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Speaker 4: her African American side of the family, so my or

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Speaker 4: not African, my bad.

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Speaker 1: African side of the African American family.

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Speaker 4: So basically, my boyfriend's dad's birthdays coming and him and

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Speaker 4: his brothers bought him a new car. Okay, so they're

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Speaker 4: gonna do a little house thing and he was like, yeah,

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Speaker 4: it's a great time for our friends to me.

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Speaker 1: So my mom is.

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Speaker 4: She's trying to act like she's not nervous, but she

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Speaker 4: is a nervous girl. She's like, and what do I

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Speaker 4: call them their name?

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Speaker 1: Girl?

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Speaker 4: They just like they're gonna call you what will we

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Speaker 4: be eating? Should I get ready to eat? What kind

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Speaker 4: of food are we going to have? And I'm just like, yo,

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Speaker 4: But but I'm just going to prep her on like

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Speaker 2: Like just letting her know like it's gonna be.

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Speaker 5: You could yeah, like this is what you eat with

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Speaker 3: This soup the first time.

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Speaker 2: I love Okra soup. Oh my god, that's my favorite.

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Speaker 4: His mom is a pepper souper girl. She do be

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Speaker 4: Mind you, I just recently learned some of them has

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Speaker 1: Of the dope.

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Speaker 4: Oh, so you know, it's just very embarrassing to say

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Speaker 2: They're like, the fuck up girl, Like, let's just talk

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Speaker 1: Of the dumplings that has egg in it.

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Speaker 3: Damn that sucks.

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Speaker 4: It's to me when I go somewhere else and the

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Speaker 5: I bey like egg is something that I mean, right now,

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Speaker 5: And when I went to Nigeria with my best friends,

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Speaker 3: Oh sh she couldn't.

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Speaker 2: God damn do you like African food? I love African food.

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Speaker 1: I like certain types Africa.

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Speaker 5: I like the Ochra soup, the goosey Joela frice. I

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Speaker 5: don't care it. Gana had better food than Nigeria.

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Speaker 6: To me, yours trying to start problem, I.

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Speaker 4: I really I don't like fishy, fishy, fishy stuff. And

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Speaker 2: Yeah, culture, well sometimes you didn't say it was also.

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Speaker 5: Like they put different meats in the in the soups,

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Speaker 2: But they do do a lot of fish in the

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and that could be it. Everything's been.

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Speaker 2: I don't think they use fish sauce like Asia.

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Speaker 5: Maybe I would walk into some ort sauce, want some

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Speaker 4: You know what I also learned too about just like

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Speaker 4: bring any seasons. But I'm like, your mama got it

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Speaker 4: just African house. He was like, I don't think you

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Speaker 4: what type of fucking spicy ass gumbo you're trying to make?

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Speaker 5: Oh, not only that, the way they make their the

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Speaker 1: It's like they make like the wat do that to

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Speaker 5: That you have, Like I love the orange, the orange powder,

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Speaker 3: It's like it's killing us.

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Speaker 5: Oh, I ain't gonna hold you. My homegirl cooked for Easter.

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Speaker 5: My arm I turned into big.

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Speaker 2: I ate them greens. I said, you need to dilute

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Speaker 5: She has some Puerto Rican uh adubo with adubo because

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Speaker 5: Crystal doesn't eat meat. So she's like, it's cool, I'll

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Speaker 5: whole cabinet, I said, a girl, I like it. They go,

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Speaker 5: I can't touch these greens, baby, yeah, I love you.

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Speaker 5: Taylor was not touching them grease. I was like blood pressure.

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Speaker 6: I feel like you want to mentioned this before, But

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Speaker 6: did you develop this aeology or you already had it

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Speaker 1: No, I had it as a kid.

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Speaker 4: I think they found out at a Ponderosa for one

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Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I found out to the touch.

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Speaker 2: Oh no, no, no, no, nigga. I took her to

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Speaker 2: a soul food restaurant forgot.

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Speaker 5: They put eggs and baked mac and cheese, all of them,

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Speaker 5: but this whole almost most of them.

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Speaker 3: This hole, it holds it. It holds it in the baby.

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Speaker 4: If it ain't got eggstles.

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Speaker 5: No, no, no, I said, baked mac and cheese wold

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Speaker 5: food style rostapasta don't count as baked mac and cheese.

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Speaker 2: Both baked mac and cheeses have the egg.

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Speaker 4: This is a debate that the community can have if

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Speaker 1: Your motherfucking mac and cheese? Thanksgiving coming around? Egg? Yes

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Speaker 1: or no?

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Speaker 2: Big and juice And if they don't. They're probably Jamaican.

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Speaker 2: And then it's.

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Speaker 3: Macaroni pie that's insane.

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Speaker 5: Try and then my old people so I could come

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Speaker 5: and talk talk about it.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, we barely had curse word. Let's talk about sex.

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Speaker 4: Well, guys, we've been playing a new game where it

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Speaker 4: actually happened on accident. So Mandy and I when we're

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Speaker 4: doing our outlines lately up into a pre order time

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Speaker 4: game where we're picking numbers and reading from the page.

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Speaker 1: Pick a number up to six uh.

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Speaker 5: Two eighty six, fift deep bo doo.

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Speaker 1: Forty five, forty zilk. Oh.

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Speaker 4: It's actually my chapter about the Kinsley scale, and it's

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Speaker 4: the diagram of it. Because I was talking about how

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Speaker 4: I was unsure about my sexuality when I was younger,

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Speaker 4: and here's a few sentences. Apparently none of us are

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Speaker 4: super straight or super gay, but for me, my gayness

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Speaker 4: is on how hot you were at home. My porn

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Speaker 4: searches got increasingly warm around she as I grew in age.

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Speaker 4: Girl on girl videos were always top of the list.

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Speaker 4: During my teenage years with strap ons pussy licking, fingering, tripping, scissoring,

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Speaker 4: and sometimes even breastfeeding.

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Speaker 3: Adam, let's do one and twenty three.

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Speaker 4: Miles, you gotta get number two? Okay, hold on? Ooh

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Speaker 4: not wheezy again? Oh oh god, go on?

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Speaker 1: This is the domb chapter.

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Speaker 3: Oh yeah, it is no had it shut up?

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Speaker 4: Nate stood in front of me. I could smell him

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Speaker 4: as he came up to me with my blindfold on.

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Speaker 4: I heard his belt brockle unlatched the zip as he

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Speaker 4: is supposed to do that? If I can't find his

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Speaker 4: dick to grabby.

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Speaker 1: Miles, you're dead?

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Speaker 4: Hope, O god, I please chapter oo okay, when shooting

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Speaker 4: your shot, these are the things I remember, so I

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Speaker 4: can be very Do you know your number one?

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Speaker 1: Uh?

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Speaker 2: Except no.

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Speaker 4: The worst they could say is no, yup. Everyone is

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Speaker 4: not for everyone. This is a cute one. It's fine

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Speaker 4: to be corny. Sometimes an embarrassment typically doesn't last very long.

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Speaker 1: Yep, that's a good one.

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Speaker 3: That's a.

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Speaker 1: I think that is a lot of sex in this book.

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Speaker 5: I think that's my thing with like shooting the shot.

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Speaker 5: I think for me, it's the two things, rejection and embarrassment.

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Speaker 1: As soon as you are.

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Speaker 5: Mature enough to handle rejection and to know that embarrassment

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Speaker 5: that from living in New York so long. Everybody just

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Speaker 5: be minding their own motherfucking business. Like bitch, if you fall,

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Speaker 5: no one's laughing, They're not gonna help you up, they

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Speaker 5: And it's literally just like a As soon as you

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Speaker 6: So boy, will that replay in my brain ten years

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Speaker 6: from now that happened to me?

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Speaker 3: Does that not happen all? Oh?

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Speaker 1: He said, if he's the one who felt, if.

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Speaker 6: I'm the one that that some embarrassing should happen to me?

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Speaker 5: Oh wait, So I'm saying that embarrassment is something that

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Speaker 5: you get over quickly. You're saying that if something embarrassing happened.

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Speaker 3: To you, you get over it at that moment.

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Speaker 2: Wait, but you're saying that you relive it in the future.

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Speaker 6: Hell yeah, that shit comes back to me what I

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Speaker 6: think about it, Like, I'll be It'll be like three

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Speaker 4: Was like, oh, do you know what I like about it? Recently,

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Speaker 1: I don't remember what it was. And I literally was.

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Speaker 4: At the door like I don't understand, what is the problem.

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Speaker 4: My friends are in there, and I was like, oh

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Speaker 4: I was like, oh, just sitting.

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Speaker 3: In the bed, it's just that, how fucking stupid I was.

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Speaker 3: No just her approach.

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Speaker 4: I guess it was something about how I went up

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Speaker 4: But then I didn't show my idea and I was like, huh,

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Speaker 4: I don't know what it was. I was so wasted, bitch.

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Speaker 4: But I was really outside of that damn door with

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Speaker 3: Like let me in, Yeah, let me in.

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Speaker 1: My boyfriend's like, I'm going to get the car, and

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Speaker 1: I was like, we can sell me.

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Speaker 3: Hey man, thought that plays at three am.

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Speaker 2: That's crazy.

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Speaker 1: What if someone knew me what a heard so hypothetical question,

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Speaker 1: would you rather be.

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Speaker 4: Very personally fulfilled or very professionally fulfilled? And when you answer,

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Speaker 5: shit with my friends and it was just a recent conversation.

443
00:20:14,080 --> 00:20:18,520
Speaker 5: I am fulfilled professionally. I think it's one of the

444
00:20:18,560 --> 00:20:24,960
Speaker 5: things that I am most proud of. And so it

445
00:20:25,000 --> 00:20:28,920
Speaker 5: is something that if you want to attack me, attack

446
00:20:29,480 --> 00:20:33,119
Speaker 5: how I operate or run a business, or how I

447
00:20:33,160 --> 00:20:35,840
Speaker 5: show up with work, or how I show up amongst

448
00:20:35,920 --> 00:20:39,840
Speaker 5: like you know, in a work setting. Personally, there's so

449
00:20:39,960 --> 00:20:43,840
Speaker 5: much I think things I'm working through, and I'm grateful

450
00:20:43,880 --> 00:20:48,360
Speaker 5: that I'm working through as an adult. But life and

451
00:20:48,440 --> 00:20:51,280
Speaker 5: my growth and the change and all of that things

452
00:20:51,400 --> 00:20:52,200
Speaker 5: comes in waves.

453
00:20:52,680 --> 00:20:52,960
Speaker 2: For me.

454
00:20:53,520 --> 00:20:58,080
Speaker 5: I professionally fulfilled because I guess that means also my

455
00:20:58,119 --> 00:21:02,760
Speaker 5: bank account is filled and so that is fulfilling for me,

456
00:21:03,160 --> 00:21:05,040
Speaker 5: like to be able to pay all my bills, to

457
00:21:05,119 --> 00:21:07,840
Speaker 5: be able to make sure my mom's life is easy

458
00:21:07,840 --> 00:21:09,440
Speaker 5: and any way I can make it easy for her,

459
00:21:10,000 --> 00:21:12,600
Speaker 5: and just to be able to live and exist and

460
00:21:12,640 --> 00:21:14,760
Speaker 5: do the things I want to do. So maybe my

461
00:21:14,800 --> 00:21:17,760
Speaker 5: professional falls into my personal because I'm able to naturally

462
00:21:17,880 --> 00:21:19,679
Speaker 5: travel and take breaks and do the things I like.

463
00:21:19,760 --> 00:21:22,320
Speaker 2: But I'd rather be professionally fulfilled.

464
00:21:22,760 --> 00:21:25,760
Speaker 6: I too, would rather be professionally fulfilled, because it's like

465
00:21:25,880 --> 00:21:28,320
Speaker 6: personally fulfilled I've been. There's been situations in my life

466
00:21:28,320 --> 00:21:30,120
Speaker 6: where I've been just personally fulfilled and then I feel

467
00:21:30,119 --> 00:21:32,520
Speaker 6: like it's momentary and then I get over it, and

468
00:21:32,560 --> 00:21:34,480
Speaker 6: then I want the next thing. But the way to

469
00:21:34,480 --> 00:21:36,840
Speaker 6: get the next thing is to be professionally fulfilled. Yea,

470
00:21:37,040 --> 00:21:40,080
Speaker 6: getting shit done and getting again financially supported.

471
00:21:40,440 --> 00:21:45,280
Speaker 5: Like that's something that I actually used to that I

472
00:21:45,320 --> 00:21:50,720
Speaker 5: had to work on in moments of solidarity or silence

473
00:21:50,840 --> 00:21:54,280
Speaker 5: or just taking some time away. I would wake up

474
00:21:54,280 --> 00:21:56,760
Speaker 5: and be miserable if by the end of the day

475
00:21:56,800 --> 00:22:01,600
Speaker 5: I didn't feel productive. So like there's there's days where Okay,

476
00:22:01,880 --> 00:22:05,720
Speaker 5: whole day, I'm not leaving the house, but I'm gonna

477
00:22:05,720 --> 00:22:08,120
Speaker 5: send some emails out. I'm gonna work on my schedule.

478
00:22:08,640 --> 00:22:11,160
Speaker 5: Might I may even if I have nothing really to do. Say,

479
00:22:11,200 --> 00:22:13,440
Speaker 5: it's a fucking Saturday, so I know no one's gonna

480
00:22:13,440 --> 00:22:15,399
Speaker 5: email me on Sunday. They're not gonna get to me

481
00:22:15,560 --> 00:22:19,680
Speaker 5: till Monday. I'll literally wake up and start putting things

482
00:22:19,680 --> 00:22:21,919
Speaker 5: into my calendar for the next week, so I know

483
00:22:21,960 --> 00:22:24,440
Speaker 5: what I'm doing, which I think sets me up professionally,

484
00:22:24,680 --> 00:22:27,520
Speaker 5: Like that's that fulfills me to just be professionally ready

485
00:22:28,000 --> 00:22:29,320
Speaker 5: and settled.

486
00:22:29,680 --> 00:22:31,480
Speaker 2: What about you, I'm.

487
00:22:31,320 --> 00:22:34,480
Speaker 4: Thinking about just yeah, like personally fulfilled. Like I don't

488
00:22:34,480 --> 00:22:36,560
Speaker 4: know what I'm thinking personal because when you mentioned vacation,

489
00:22:36,600 --> 00:22:38,760
Speaker 4: I'm like, well, that's true. Like I love being able

490
00:22:38,800 --> 00:22:42,679
Speaker 4: to do what I want. But the thing that's detaching

491
00:22:42,680 --> 00:22:46,600
Speaker 4: me from professional is I got a lot of rich,

492
00:22:46,800 --> 00:22:50,919
Speaker 4: miserable people I know, and I measure professionally fulfilled as

493
00:22:50,920 --> 00:22:55,159
Speaker 4: to money, I do unless you're creating art literally I

494
00:22:55,160 --> 00:22:58,720
Speaker 4: think paint brush to paper, like, I mean, it's no

495
00:22:58,760 --> 00:23:00,960
Speaker 4: secret I love Boski. I have tattooed all over my

496
00:23:01,040 --> 00:23:04,000
Speaker 4: left side on my fucking body, like I've read so

497
00:23:04,160 --> 00:23:08,119
Speaker 4: much about the money and the recognition from his paintings

498
00:23:08,160 --> 00:23:10,920
Speaker 4: and where his brain was kind of like he wanted more.

499
00:23:11,240 --> 00:23:11,679
Speaker 1: I need my.

500
00:23:11,680 --> 00:23:13,919
Speaker 4: Shit in museum so people enjoy this every day than

501
00:23:14,400 --> 00:23:16,720
Speaker 4: now all these millionaires come into my loft on Jones

502
00:23:16,720 --> 00:23:19,240
Speaker 4: Street and they're just like, you know, betting on each

503
00:23:19,240 --> 00:23:20,760
Speaker 4: other how much it's gonna be worth. And that's when

504
00:23:20,760 --> 00:23:22,840
Speaker 4: he started throwing paint on shit, or when you see

505
00:23:22,880 --> 00:23:25,359
Speaker 4: faces of bosk yacht crossing things out. He just wanted

506
00:23:25,400 --> 00:23:27,520
Speaker 4: to devalue things because he knew he was so popular.

507
00:23:28,240 --> 00:23:35,359
Speaker 4: I bring that up because professional is money, but personal, like,

508
00:23:35,560 --> 00:23:37,679
Speaker 4: I don't know. I feel like sometimes in the heights

509
00:23:37,720 --> 00:23:40,600
Speaker 4: of my life with success, I've been I've hated myself

510
00:23:40,640 --> 00:23:44,800
Speaker 4: a little bit. For me professionally personally fulfilled is like

511
00:23:45,560 --> 00:23:49,840
Speaker 4: really waking up happy, loving everything about myself, loving everyone

512
00:23:49,840 --> 00:23:53,760
Speaker 4: around me, which I feel right now, but also feeling

513
00:23:53,840 --> 00:23:56,439
Speaker 4: like the productivity is my life, Like did I have

514
00:23:56,480 --> 00:23:56,920
Speaker 4: a good day?

515
00:23:56,960 --> 00:23:58,159
Speaker 1: Was I healthy? Was I doing this?

516
00:23:58,359 --> 00:24:01,320
Speaker 4: Was I making strides for my I kind of lose

517
00:24:01,400 --> 00:24:04,720
Speaker 4: that the busier and the more shit ramps up for work.

518
00:24:04,800 --> 00:24:08,040
Speaker 4: I think health wind dwindles, my beauty even dwindles. I

519
00:24:08,080 --> 00:24:10,760
Speaker 4: start to get on enough sleep and I realize, like

520
00:24:11,160 --> 00:24:13,920
Speaker 4: I'm feeding the wrong beast because I'm so obsessed with

521
00:24:14,400 --> 00:24:17,160
Speaker 4: hitting these professional marks that i stopped taking care of myself.

522
00:24:17,320 --> 00:24:19,480
Speaker 5: And see, that's where I feel like what you said

523
00:24:19,520 --> 00:24:24,159
Speaker 5: bringing up Basquiat solidified what I said. What what I

524
00:24:24,240 --> 00:24:28,159
Speaker 5: do professionally is art. Yeah, there's the management side of it,

525
00:24:28,520 --> 00:24:32,639
Speaker 5: but having selective ignorance and figuring out what episodes and

526
00:24:32,680 --> 00:24:35,560
Speaker 5: guests and that is creating art for me. I'm also

527
00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:38,679
Speaker 5: working on scripts right now, which is so fulfilling. I'm

528
00:24:38,720 --> 00:24:42,600
Speaker 5: working on a fucking feature film script, and it's like

529
00:24:43,040 --> 00:24:44,760
Speaker 5: I'm creating life.

530
00:24:44,760 --> 00:24:46,399
Speaker 2: Literally, I'm creating.

531
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Speaker 4: Millions of people listen to your show because this would

532
00:24:50,200 --> 00:24:53,359
Speaker 4: dictate it. Right, Let's just say you had the volume

533
00:24:53,400 --> 00:24:55,639
Speaker 4: of Call Her Daddy listeners, but there's maybe like a

534
00:24:55,760 --> 00:24:59,800
Speaker 4: red X on Mandy Bee because you did something wrong.

535
00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:01,480
Speaker 3: Says a red X on me every week on.

536
00:25:01,920 --> 00:25:03,960
Speaker 4: You can't make money from advertisers won't work with you.

537
00:25:04,040 --> 00:25:07,080
Speaker 4: Let's just say that, right. People are consuming this and

538
00:25:07,119 --> 00:25:11,200
Speaker 4: they love what you're talking about, but you're not seeing money.

539
00:25:11,359 --> 00:25:14,120
Speaker 5: I'm not seeing money from selective ignorance right now. I'm

540
00:25:14,119 --> 00:25:17,000
Speaker 5: talking about Curious. This is a passion project that I

541
00:25:17,119 --> 00:25:20,159
Speaker 5: feel like literally saved my best friend's life.

542
00:25:20,520 --> 00:25:22,400
Speaker 2: I've created Official Box.

543
00:25:22,200 --> 00:25:25,879
Speaker 5: Owner made me great money during the pandemic. But I've

544
00:25:25,920 --> 00:25:31,000
Speaker 5: had projects that I haven't seen money from, and so that's.

545
00:25:30,840 --> 00:25:33,359
Speaker 1: Where But is it professional fulfillment?

546
00:25:33,600 --> 00:25:35,919
Speaker 5: No, so it is because it's what I do for

547
00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:40,240
Speaker 5: a living. I do believe maybe eventually I can see

548
00:25:40,280 --> 00:25:42,720
Speaker 5: money from all of it. Definitely selective ignorance coming soon.

549
00:25:42,800 --> 00:25:46,760
Speaker 5: Got an announcement, but I don't do it with like,

550
00:25:47,080 --> 00:25:49,040
Speaker 5: I'm not gonna do it unless I make money. I

551
00:25:49,080 --> 00:25:51,680
Speaker 5: have over one hundred episodes of period this. I feel

552
00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:55,760
Speaker 5: like it was transformative, I've said professionally right now, I'm

553
00:25:55,840 --> 00:25:59,880
Speaker 5: living in my legacy professionally, like this podcast, what we've done,

554
00:26:00,040 --> 00:26:02,960
Speaker 5: how we've changed lives. With even all my other platforms

555
00:26:03,000 --> 00:26:06,119
Speaker 5: and things that I've created, my professional life has given

556
00:26:06,119 --> 00:26:12,199
Speaker 5: me purpose. So because of that, like, I'm fulfilled by

557
00:26:12,240 --> 00:26:14,600
Speaker 5: it and I'm grateful because if you asked me this

558
00:26:15,040 --> 00:26:17,719
Speaker 5: five years ago, when I was working seventy hours at

559
00:26:17,720 --> 00:26:21,520
Speaker 5: fucking Ernst and Young fucking doing k ones for tax season,

560
00:26:22,119 --> 00:26:25,240
Speaker 5: absolutely not that wasn't fulfilling. And I say all the time,

561
00:26:25,320 --> 00:26:27,760
Speaker 5: like I remember when I left Ey and I got

562
00:26:27,800 --> 00:26:31,159
Speaker 5: to talk to my partners because bitch I quit in

563
00:26:31,200 --> 00:26:33,040
Speaker 5: the middle of K one season and they was like,

564
00:26:33,080 --> 00:26:34,840
Speaker 5: can you give me two more weeks? And I'm a

565
00:26:34,880 --> 00:26:36,760
Speaker 5: good person. I didn't have to, but I did. I

566
00:26:36,760 --> 00:26:39,639
Speaker 5: gave them two more weeks after my two week notice

567
00:26:40,520 --> 00:26:43,320
Speaker 5: because they really needed to get through the season. And

568
00:26:43,400 --> 00:26:46,000
Speaker 5: so I literally was going on lunch with the partners

569
00:26:46,040 --> 00:26:50,840
Speaker 5: and the senior the seniors managers, and they were all

570
00:26:50,880 --> 00:26:52,959
Speaker 5: telling me, like, I used to be in theater with

571
00:26:52,960 --> 00:26:53,399
Speaker 5: my friends.

572
00:26:53,440 --> 00:26:54,760
Speaker 2: I used to do this on the weekends.

573
00:26:55,040 --> 00:26:57,960
Speaker 5: I missed going to softball, and literally I was expressing

574
00:26:57,960 --> 00:27:00,879
Speaker 5: to them that we were literally we sold out Carolines

575
00:27:01,280 --> 00:27:04,400
Speaker 5: and they were like, Wow, you're getting to create something

576
00:27:04,640 --> 00:27:07,359
Speaker 5: that gives you money to where you're quitting a career

577
00:27:07,440 --> 00:27:08,080
Speaker 5: to go do that.

578
00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:10,520
Speaker 2: They were all so jealous because.

579
00:27:10,240 --> 00:27:12,880
Speaker 5: Though they make all the money in this wonderful career,

580
00:27:13,720 --> 00:27:16,080
Speaker 5: all the things that made them happy isn't what they

581
00:27:16,080 --> 00:27:19,840
Speaker 5: were making money and surviving from. So professionally, I'm able

582
00:27:19,880 --> 00:27:21,880
Speaker 5: to live the life I want to do, literally doing

583
00:27:21,920 --> 00:27:25,400
Speaker 5: what I like. My teachers are probably gagging that I'm

584
00:27:25,440 --> 00:27:27,840
Speaker 5: literally making money from talking because bitch I wouldn't shut up.

585
00:27:28,080 --> 00:27:29,200
Speaker 3: Bitch, you don't know how to read.

586
00:27:29,480 --> 00:27:31,359
Speaker 2: I don't read the script for you. And now I'm

587
00:27:31,400 --> 00:27:32,600
Speaker 2: motherfucking writing a book.

588
00:27:32,680 --> 00:27:36,600
Speaker 5: So everything professionally that I've been doing over the last five, six, seven,

589
00:27:36,720 --> 00:27:41,520
Speaker 5: eight years has been fulfilling. And when I've gotten to

590
00:27:41,600 --> 00:27:44,760
Speaker 5: a point where it wasn't fun for me anymore, I

591
00:27:44,840 --> 00:27:48,280
Speaker 5: made pivots or like, even with the rebrand of this show,

592
00:27:48,560 --> 00:27:52,159
Speaker 5: like it was impacting my personal life so much that

593
00:27:52,240 --> 00:27:56,480
Speaker 5: I was like, we fucking grew something so amazing, How

594
00:27:56,520 --> 00:27:57,240
Speaker 5: can we pivot to.

595
00:27:57,200 --> 00:27:58,720
Speaker 2: Where I love what I'm doing again?

596
00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:02,040
Speaker 5: Because a part of it, like kind of was, was

597
00:28:02,160 --> 00:28:05,960
Speaker 5: debilitating me. And so even with the rebrand, with that

598
00:28:06,200 --> 00:28:06,720
Speaker 5: writing the.

599
00:28:06,640 --> 00:28:11,560
Speaker 4: Book, actually I feel the opposite about the rebrand. I've

600
00:28:11,560 --> 00:28:16,680
Speaker 4: felt that I feel really grateful that we can reach

601
00:28:16,720 --> 00:28:24,080
Speaker 4: more people, but I also feel like so much of

602
00:28:24,119 --> 00:28:27,639
Speaker 4: the conversation I have in the book, if I do

603
00:28:27,680 --> 00:28:31,400
Speaker 4: an interview, things I preach to people about authenticity, there's

604
00:28:31,440 --> 00:28:33,200
Speaker 4: this small part of me, even though I know it's

605
00:28:33,240 --> 00:28:37,640
Speaker 4: not true, it feels like I removed.

606
00:28:37,200 --> 00:28:37,760
Speaker 1: It a little bit.

607
00:28:38,400 --> 00:28:40,920
Speaker 4: I know that the reality of keeping a brand alive,

608
00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:47,280
Speaker 4: keeping people paid, has to come with changing, but it's

609
00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:52,040
Speaker 4: not one that felt natural to me. There's not really

610
00:28:52,040 --> 00:28:54,800
Speaker 4: another project I've made in my life that felt as

611
00:28:54,960 --> 00:28:58,360
Speaker 4: unnatural and it.

612
00:28:58,360 --> 00:28:59,160
Speaker 1: Was very difficult.

613
00:28:59,160 --> 00:29:03,760
Speaker 4: I mean obviously, like the whole discourse from people was tough, but.

614
00:29:02,880 --> 00:29:06,920
Speaker 1: More so just like I think that.

615
00:29:08,760 --> 00:29:13,000
Speaker 4: As we're growing and aging, it's obvious, but I don't

616
00:29:13,000 --> 00:29:13,360
Speaker 4: know if.

617
00:29:13,280 --> 00:29:14,960
Speaker 1: It connected to me as much.

618
00:29:15,160 --> 00:29:18,200
Speaker 4: Maybe being with you, our dynamic has been horrible for

619
00:29:18,240 --> 00:29:21,880
Speaker 4: so long that this new part is weird. Now it

620
00:29:21,880 --> 00:29:25,000
Speaker 4: feels more normal, But I definitely was just like, what

621
00:29:25,200 --> 00:29:25,800
Speaker 4: is going on?

622
00:29:26,720 --> 00:29:28,760
Speaker 1: It's it's also this weird thing of.

623
00:29:30,400 --> 00:29:33,440
Speaker 4: That is professional growth is you know, changing a brand,

624
00:29:33,960 --> 00:29:37,360
Speaker 4: turning it around into something else. Everyone does rebrands, everyone

625
00:29:37,480 --> 00:29:40,000
Speaker 4: changes things. Why am I so attached to this thing?

626
00:29:40,600 --> 00:29:43,600
Speaker 4: And I'm not sure why? Maybe because Horrible Decisions doesn't

627
00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:45,880
Speaker 4: feel like a company to me. It feels like something

628
00:29:45,880 --> 00:29:49,320
Speaker 4: I'm making or a conversation. So when it shifted, it

629
00:29:49,360 --> 00:29:50,320
Speaker 4: fucked me up a little.

630
00:29:50,600 --> 00:29:52,680
Speaker 5: But even though we didn't get rid of it, Like,

631
00:29:52,720 --> 00:29:56,320
Speaker 5: do you feel more excitement with our Patreon content? Like

632
00:29:56,600 --> 00:30:00,000
Speaker 5: because we're still talking sex and raunching peek over there,

633
00:30:00,120 --> 00:30:02,560
Speaker 5: just had on sex with Ashley and we have on

634
00:30:02,640 --> 00:30:05,320
Speaker 5: people from the sex clubs, and you are you excited

635
00:30:05,360 --> 00:30:07,120
Speaker 5: more with the Patreon concept that we're doing.

636
00:30:07,200 --> 00:30:09,720
Speaker 4: Then it's not even the excitement level more than I know.

637
00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:12,120
Speaker 4: Some people still don't know where Horrible Decisions is. Some

638
00:30:12,160 --> 00:30:14,920
Speaker 4: people sorry that they don't know how to read or listen.

639
00:30:15,200 --> 00:30:17,040
Speaker 5: They say it every week, or they're not frequently petreon

640
00:30:17,120 --> 00:30:19,320
Speaker 5: dot com backslash Horrible Decisions.

641
00:30:19,480 --> 00:30:24,440
Speaker 4: I think also the amount of people that listen on

642
00:30:24,480 --> 00:30:27,760
Speaker 4: a regular feed versus Patreon is obviously different. There is

643
00:30:27,800 --> 00:30:30,560
Speaker 4: a weird part of me that wouldn't have done it

644
00:30:30,560 --> 00:30:33,400
Speaker 4: either way, because making this book, if that was the

645
00:30:33,440 --> 00:30:36,080
Speaker 4: way that it had to be done, duh. There's so

646
00:30:36,120 --> 00:30:38,840
Speaker 4: many moments where I forget we made a book until

647
00:30:38,840 --> 00:30:39,920
Speaker 4: it's in my hands.

648
00:30:39,600 --> 00:30:41,760
Speaker 2: Because it ain't really at yet it's June twenty fourth.

649
00:30:41,600 --> 00:30:43,840
Speaker 4: Until someone reads, like one of my friends reads it

650
00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:46,320
Speaker 4: or just has a callback to me about the book.

651
00:30:46,640 --> 00:30:48,880
Speaker 4: My friend Gabby, I just gave her copee and she's like,

652
00:30:49,320 --> 00:30:52,240
Speaker 4: it's so weird reading about I think she tagged you

653
00:30:52,280 --> 00:30:55,520
Speaker 4: in it, reading you and Mandy on pages, like, it's

654
00:30:55,560 --> 00:30:57,760
Speaker 4: just weird. She's like, I've known you since the beginning

655
00:30:57,760 --> 00:31:00,200
Speaker 4: of the show, but just seeing your name even at

656
00:31:00,200 --> 00:31:03,880
Speaker 4: the top, it's so fucking mind fucking I'm like, I know,

657
00:31:04,520 --> 00:31:06,040
Speaker 4: I feel like I'm gonna have a real moment in

658
00:31:06,040 --> 00:31:09,000
Speaker 4: a bookstore. But yeah, that type of stuff has, you know,

659
00:31:09,040 --> 00:31:11,760
Speaker 4: made me feel sticky. And as far as professional fulfillment,

660
00:31:11,800 --> 00:31:13,800
Speaker 4: it's interesting. I think the biggest thing I feel fulfilled

661
00:31:13,800 --> 00:31:16,960
Speaker 4: from isn't even myself. It's really just like other people.

662
00:31:17,440 --> 00:31:20,120
Speaker 4: There's so many people like been behind on rent, people

663
00:31:20,120 --> 00:31:21,680
Speaker 4: that have worked for us. One of our employees used

664
00:31:21,680 --> 00:31:23,080
Speaker 4: to be homeless. I remember when I found that out.

665
00:31:23,120 --> 00:31:26,240
Speaker 4: I was like, what, Like, it's shit like that that

666
00:31:26,360 --> 00:31:28,760
Speaker 4: makes me feel like damn to be able to create something,

667
00:31:28,800 --> 00:31:30,640
Speaker 4: but also do all this for other people.

668
00:31:30,800 --> 00:31:31,400
Speaker 1: That feels good.

669
00:31:31,440 --> 00:31:33,320
Speaker 4: Look what the fuck Ryan Coogler just did y'all know,

670
00:31:33,320 --> 00:31:35,640
Speaker 4: Sinners my personality till the end of the year, like

671
00:31:36,080 --> 00:31:38,840
Speaker 4: all Miles Kitten who played Sammy and there, like all

672
00:31:38,840 --> 00:31:40,600
Speaker 4: these people that are gonna have a new life because

673
00:31:40,640 --> 00:31:43,200
Speaker 4: you had an idea in your head that.

674
00:31:43,200 --> 00:31:47,320
Speaker 1: Feels really really good. So but still I feel like

675
00:31:47,360 --> 00:31:51,400
Speaker 1: that's personal stuff because I mean, I'm a little.

676
00:31:50,680 --> 00:31:52,360
Speaker 3: Fulfills the personal thought.

677
00:31:53,200 --> 00:32:00,920
Speaker 4: Okay, let's get into a reactionary clip. So I I

678
00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:04,120
Speaker 4: want to know if you instantly agree or instantly disagree,

679
00:32:05,960 --> 00:32:07,920
Speaker 4: you know, white women in new hoteps with these little

680
00:32:07,960 --> 00:32:08,920
Speaker 4: click baity things.

681
00:32:11,840 --> 00:32:17,560
Speaker 7: Women need someone better than them, smaller than them, fitter

682
00:32:17,640 --> 00:32:21,440
Speaker 7: than them, bigger than them, more inspiring than them, more

683
00:32:21,440 --> 00:32:26,680
Speaker 7: successful than them. Otherwise, where's the attraction? I'm no, I'm asking.

684
00:32:26,720 --> 00:32:29,360
Speaker 7: Maybe some women don't mind, but I mind. I need

685
00:32:29,400 --> 00:32:33,040
Speaker 7: to be inspired by the guy. Otherwise I'll eat them

686
00:32:33,040 --> 00:32:35,800
Speaker 7: for breakfast. I'll finish them off in twenty four hours.

687
00:32:35,880 --> 00:32:36,880
Speaker 2: I just you know.

688
00:32:36,960 --> 00:32:39,920
Speaker 7: I also need someone to handle me, and only an

689
00:32:39,960 --> 00:32:41,720
Speaker 7: alpha or a double alpha can do that.

690
00:32:43,080 --> 00:32:44,200
Speaker 1: Do you need someone better than you?

691
00:32:45,200 --> 00:32:50,000
Speaker 2: Bitch? That clip so goddamn stupid, She so god down stupid.

692
00:32:50,200 --> 00:32:50,840
Speaker 1: Do you need some?

693
00:32:51,600 --> 00:32:56,160
Speaker 5: First off, most men will be stronger than you. I

694
00:32:56,160 --> 00:32:58,640
Speaker 5: don't need a man to be richer than me, or

695
00:32:58,680 --> 00:33:01,480
Speaker 5: more successful than me, and all of those things. I

696
00:33:01,520 --> 00:33:05,960
Speaker 5: think I needed those when I knew I lacked. I

697
00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:09,280
Speaker 5: don't think I need to be with a person who

698
00:33:09,360 --> 00:33:11,720
Speaker 5: inspires me to be a better person, because that's work

699
00:33:11,760 --> 00:33:13,400
Speaker 5: that I feel like I should be doing on my own.

700
00:33:13,600 --> 00:33:16,520
Speaker 2: Really, I don't, I absolutely don't.

701
00:33:16,760 --> 00:33:17,040
Speaker 1: Wait.

702
00:33:17,240 --> 00:33:19,240
Speaker 4: That really surprised me because I feel like that's such

703
00:33:19,280 --> 00:33:23,080
Speaker 4: an thing we hear, even like you think of wedding.

704
00:33:22,920 --> 00:33:24,760
Speaker 1: Vow like, you inspire me to be better, you make

705
00:33:24,800 --> 00:33:25,240
Speaker 1: me better?

706
00:33:25,280 --> 00:33:28,320
Speaker 5: Like yeah, like I I mean that could be, that

707
00:33:28,360 --> 00:33:31,120
Speaker 5: could be true, But I don't seek that in a partner.

708
00:33:31,160 --> 00:33:32,760
Speaker 5: I don't need the outfit. I don't need a man

709
00:33:32,800 --> 00:33:34,280
Speaker 5: to handle me. She even says I need him to

710
00:33:34,320 --> 00:33:34,680
Speaker 5: handle me.

711
00:33:34,960 --> 00:33:35,280
Speaker 3: Bitch?

712
00:33:35,280 --> 00:33:37,360
Speaker 2: Are you a child? You need a handler? Are you

713
00:33:37,400 --> 00:33:37,840
Speaker 2: at the zoo?

714
00:33:38,320 --> 00:33:38,720
Speaker 1: Young girl?

715
00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:41,640
Speaker 4: I mean to me, I think she sounds ridiculous. But

716
00:33:41,680 --> 00:33:45,080
Speaker 4: then when I sat with myself, I was like, Okay, yeah.

717
00:33:45,200 --> 00:33:49,360
Speaker 2: No, I have friendships spanning ten fifteen years.

718
00:33:50,680 --> 00:33:51,600
Speaker 3: They don't inspire me.

719
00:33:51,640 --> 00:33:52,360
Speaker 2: I enjoy them.

720
00:33:52,360 --> 00:33:55,920
Speaker 5: They're their own people, and we have fun together. We

721
00:33:56,680 --> 00:33:59,680
Speaker 5: journey through and adventure through life together. But we both

722
00:33:59,680 --> 00:34:00,680
Speaker 5: have our ow Like.

723
00:34:00,720 --> 00:34:03,440
Speaker 4: Your friends don't push you forward, encourage you. They have

724
00:34:03,480 --> 00:34:04,480
Speaker 4: to inspire you in some way.

725
00:34:04,520 --> 00:34:06,760
Speaker 2: That's that's supporting me. That's not inspiring.

726
00:34:06,960 --> 00:34:07,240
Speaker 3: I think.

727
00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:09,319
Speaker 6: I think there's a difference of the two, right, Even

728
00:34:09,360 --> 00:34:10,879
Speaker 6: with I like the friend conversation as well.

729
00:34:11,520 --> 00:34:12,520
Speaker 1: I was thinking about friends too.

730
00:34:12,640 --> 00:34:16,040
Speaker 6: Yeah, for what she's saying, I think it's lurking for

731
00:34:16,280 --> 00:34:20,160
Speaker 6: or looking for someone for those things comparatively to when

732
00:34:20,200 --> 00:34:23,040
Speaker 6: you get them naturally. Right. So, like my friends, when

733
00:34:23,040 --> 00:34:25,520
Speaker 6: I found my friends. I was like, I need someone

734
00:34:25,680 --> 00:34:30,080
Speaker 6: who's supportive and et cetera and holds me down but

735
00:34:30,200 --> 00:34:33,920
Speaker 6: gracefully through our synergy, Like it worked out and they

736
00:34:33,960 --> 00:34:37,319
Speaker 6: are supportive. They do inspire me because they naturally came

737
00:34:37,360 --> 00:34:40,040
Speaker 6: to that with my relationship, not that I go even

738
00:34:40,040 --> 00:34:41,799
Speaker 6: for me looking for a partner with a woman. Right

739
00:34:42,600 --> 00:34:45,759
Speaker 6: to answer your initial thing, I would say no, I

740
00:34:45,800 --> 00:34:48,800
Speaker 6: don't think a woman needs to have someone who's more powerful,

741
00:34:48,880 --> 00:34:49,760
Speaker 6: especially in twenty.

742
00:34:49,560 --> 00:34:51,279
Speaker 3: Twenty five, even more successful.

743
00:34:51,360 --> 00:34:54,520
Speaker 5: Like yeah, to me, success is subjective, like how we

744
00:34:54,680 --> 00:34:56,200
Speaker 5: viewed success is differently like.

745
00:34:56,160 --> 00:34:58,239
Speaker 4: Oh, it could be a money I do agree though,

746
00:34:58,400 --> 00:35:02,360
Speaker 4: because I agree the success could be subjective. I think

747
00:35:02,960 --> 00:35:06,400
Speaker 4: in my relationships almost all of them were better at

748
00:35:06,400 --> 00:35:08,319
Speaker 4: me and something that I wanted and I needed them

749
00:35:08,360 --> 00:35:14,000
Speaker 4: to be. So, for example, all of my partners better physique,

750
00:35:14,040 --> 00:35:18,719
Speaker 4: better eating habits, better fitness, help, all around knowledgeability, every

751
00:35:18,760 --> 00:35:21,000
Speaker 4: single one not been with one lazy nigga. All of

752
00:35:21,040 --> 00:35:24,000
Speaker 4: them are bitter than me at their like and I

753
00:35:24,200 --> 00:35:26,239
Speaker 4: wanted my fitness intact for a long time. Shit, it's

754
00:35:26,239 --> 00:35:28,799
Speaker 4: why I Loki built a gym by my crewit. But

755
00:35:29,880 --> 00:35:32,040
Speaker 4: I think that those are things are attractive to me.

756
00:35:32,080 --> 00:35:34,759
Speaker 4: Because they do inspire me. Like when my man is

757
00:35:35,120 --> 00:35:38,480
Speaker 4: in the middle of a hotel room doing calisthenics and

758
00:35:38,520 --> 00:35:40,520
Speaker 4: fucking grabbing a band and finding a way to work out,

759
00:35:40,520 --> 00:35:42,080
Speaker 4: but I'm in the bed, I'm like, oh yeah.

760
00:35:41,960 --> 00:35:42,279
Speaker 1: I'm up.

761
00:35:43,200 --> 00:35:45,960
Speaker 4: For example, one kid, you measure the gym, I'm like,

762
00:35:46,080 --> 00:35:49,360
Speaker 4: nap time, I can't even measure. One could argue that

763
00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:52,120
Speaker 4: Vinnie or I could be more successful than Vinnie because

764
00:35:52,120 --> 00:35:53,919
Speaker 4: I've done maybe more things professionally.

765
00:35:54,560 --> 00:35:57,359
Speaker 1: However, Vinnie inspires me a lot.

766
00:35:57,160 --> 00:36:00,480
Speaker 4: When it comes to how to show up and move

767
00:36:00,480 --> 00:36:03,360
Speaker 4: forward for people, especially those in my face. And he

768
00:36:03,520 --> 00:36:07,040
Speaker 4: really takes me to a place when I'm around him

769
00:36:07,080 --> 00:36:10,400
Speaker 4: where I'm like, damn, am I that great of a friend?

770
00:36:10,840 --> 00:36:15,360
Speaker 4: Like Vinnie will stop by someone's anything, even if he's exhausted.

771
00:36:15,360 --> 00:36:17,480
Speaker 4: He just really puts himself out there. He'll give a

772
00:36:17,480 --> 00:36:20,040
Speaker 4: lot of himself. Every single one of them inspire me.

773
00:36:20,280 --> 00:36:24,040
Speaker 4: My friends that have more or less, I think as

774
00:36:24,080 --> 00:36:26,719
Speaker 4: far as a partner, if you had nothing that was

775
00:36:26,760 --> 00:36:29,080
Speaker 4: inspiring to me, I don't think it would work. I

776
00:36:29,080 --> 00:36:31,160
Speaker 4: also think in terms of alpha, I think the language

777
00:36:31,200 --> 00:36:35,680
Speaker 4: is very like red pill. But oh yeah, like I'll

778
00:36:35,719 --> 00:36:37,240
Speaker 4: act like a fucking baby bro.

779
00:36:37,239 --> 00:36:38,000
Speaker 1: If I can't.

780
00:36:38,320 --> 00:36:40,440
Speaker 4: If I'm having a tough time with work, I need

781
00:36:40,480 --> 00:36:43,200
Speaker 4: to know my nigga can pick this shit up. For example,

782
00:36:43,680 --> 00:36:46,880
Speaker 4: fucking terrible week with book signing or not book signing

783
00:36:46,880 --> 00:36:48,920
Speaker 4: when we had like mad pages to do or whatever

784
00:36:49,200 --> 00:36:51,279
Speaker 4: he had to get my life inchecked, baby, what's on

785
00:36:51,280 --> 00:36:53,919
Speaker 4: the list? Show me your calendar, and he's fucking coming

786
00:36:54,000 --> 00:36:54,440
Speaker 4: through for me.

787
00:36:54,840 --> 00:36:57,640
Speaker 5: I just love the support and community that I have.

788
00:36:58,200 --> 00:37:00,600
Speaker 5: I don't look for people to be in my life,

789
00:37:00,600 --> 00:37:04,120
Speaker 5: which is why this video was specific to partners. I

790
00:37:04,200 --> 00:37:07,759
Speaker 5: personally can be with a partner that's less successful than me,

791
00:37:07,880 --> 00:37:10,120
Speaker 5: that has less money than me, that isn't better than me,

792
00:37:10,560 --> 00:37:15,120
Speaker 5: and we just form I don't know, a fucking unit

793
00:37:15,160 --> 00:37:19,200
Speaker 5: together and make each other better. Like my ex was retired,

794
00:37:19,480 --> 00:37:23,160
Speaker 5: so his life was completely like he felt like he

795
00:37:23,200 --> 00:37:25,120
Speaker 5: did all the things and ticked all the boxes and

796
00:37:25,160 --> 00:37:28,080
Speaker 5: did all the accomplishments he had to. Was he inspiring, No,

797
00:37:28,480 --> 00:37:32,440
Speaker 5: But we fucked with each other for fucking three years.

798
00:37:32,600 --> 00:37:34,799
Speaker 5: So like to me, I love that we could sit

799
00:37:34,880 --> 00:37:36,960
Speaker 5: here and I guess agree to disagree. You need someone

800
00:37:36,960 --> 00:37:38,680
Speaker 5: that you're inspired by or that is better than you.

801
00:37:38,960 --> 00:37:41,120
Speaker 5: For me, I'm saying I heard that clip, I was

802
00:37:41,160 --> 00:37:43,840
Speaker 5: disgusted by it. I'm fine with more of a submissive

803
00:37:43,880 --> 00:37:47,160
Speaker 5: man as well, though I believe that submissive men or

804
00:37:47,440 --> 00:37:50,560
Speaker 5: men who show up with acts of service or you know,

805
00:37:51,239 --> 00:37:56,000
Speaker 5: aren't the making everyone in the room know that they're there.

806
00:37:56,520 --> 00:37:59,759
Speaker 5: I like more submissive guys, but it doesn't take away

807
00:37:59,800 --> 00:38:03,080
Speaker 5: from their ability to be a man, which again might

808
00:38:03,160 --> 00:38:06,880
Speaker 5: be my problem with this alpha term, because to me,

809
00:38:07,120 --> 00:38:11,319
Speaker 5: someone who shows up with emotional intelligence, who shows up

810
00:38:11,320 --> 00:38:13,520
Speaker 5: with acts of service to make my life better and

811
00:38:13,600 --> 00:38:15,680
Speaker 5: doesn't lead like the alpha in which I know it

812
00:38:15,719 --> 00:38:18,560
Speaker 5: to be based on the patriarchy works for me.

813
00:38:18,880 --> 00:38:20,719
Speaker 1: I think this healthy masculinity too.

814
00:38:21,160 --> 00:38:26,359
Speaker 4: We see like I have alpha energy, right, but I'm

815
00:38:26,360 --> 00:38:27,000
Speaker 4: not like.

816
00:38:28,640 --> 00:38:29,440
Speaker 1: Super toxic.

817
00:38:29,640 --> 00:38:32,200
Speaker 4: I think that's another reason it's been difficult for me

818
00:38:32,239 --> 00:38:36,040
Speaker 4: to date men that are a little too submissive because

819
00:38:36,840 --> 00:38:39,239
Speaker 4: it tends to make me feel more.

820
00:38:41,360 --> 00:38:44,799
Speaker 1: I guess mainly like, for example, there was.

821
00:38:44,800 --> 00:38:47,120
Speaker 4: A conversation we had once with like pulling out the

822
00:38:47,160 --> 00:38:49,399
Speaker 4: card to the check and things like that. I'm so

823
00:38:49,560 --> 00:38:52,880
Speaker 4: extroverted and to have like that dominant leader energy already,

824
00:38:53,160 --> 00:38:56,480
Speaker 4: I don't really like that dynamic sometimes in love because

825
00:38:56,520 --> 00:39:00,720
Speaker 4: I tend to not enjoy or respect the relationship that much.

826
00:39:01,160 --> 00:39:04,720
Speaker 4: I like to see those qualities, Like in my everyday life,

827
00:39:05,600 --> 00:39:09,560
Speaker 4: have employees, I'm handling business, my parents are my kids.

828
00:39:10,000 --> 00:39:13,040
Speaker 4: I can't also be the leader sometimes in love there

829
00:39:13,080 --> 00:39:14,640
Speaker 4: has to be one place where I think I take

830
00:39:14,640 --> 00:39:17,520
Speaker 4: a step back. I think I feel a little too

831
00:39:17,640 --> 00:39:21,080
Speaker 4: dominant in every situation. So for me, I feel a

832
00:39:21,120 --> 00:39:24,120
Speaker 4: lot of my love from being able to be super

833
00:39:24,120 --> 00:39:26,759
Speaker 4: film like. I kind of enjoy almost taking like a

834
00:39:26,800 --> 00:39:29,040
Speaker 4: step back a little. It's the way that I can

835
00:39:29,080 --> 00:39:32,080
Speaker 4: feel almost like princess treatment type shit.

836
00:39:32,239 --> 00:39:34,680
Speaker 2: I guess we're tripping over words a bit.

837
00:39:34,800 --> 00:39:37,719
Speaker 5: I don't take the masculinity away from any man i'm

838
00:39:37,719 --> 00:39:40,759
Speaker 5: with if they're showing up with me in ways in

839
00:39:40,760 --> 00:39:43,759
Speaker 5: which we don't normally associate to masculinity, which is why

840
00:39:43,800 --> 00:39:46,560
Speaker 5: I brought up acts of service being more of a

841
00:39:46,600 --> 00:39:52,560
Speaker 5: domestic thing. Yeah, I just based on that video, though

842
00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:55,000
Speaker 5: I would say I disagree and I hate everything she said.

843
00:39:55,400 --> 00:39:58,560
Speaker 2: You agreed. You guys can write in the comments, how

844
00:39:58,600 --> 00:40:01,160
Speaker 2: do you feel? Do you you need your partner to

845
00:40:01,200 --> 00:40:03,640
Speaker 2: be stronger, more powerful?

846
00:40:03,760 --> 00:40:05,520
Speaker 1: We all want that. Let's keep it on.

847
00:40:06,120 --> 00:40:09,080
Speaker 5: Do you need your partner to be that way with

848
00:40:09,200 --> 00:40:12,920
Speaker 5: you or something else. Do you agree or disagree? Let

849
00:40:12,960 --> 00:40:13,399
Speaker 5: us know in the.

850
00:40:13,320 --> 00:40:22,480
Speaker 4: Common So we had a YGD a few weeks ago

851
00:40:22,560 --> 00:40:26,240
Speaker 4: where this guy said he was reverse stelthing his girlfriend

852
00:40:26,640 --> 00:40:28,600
Speaker 4: because she was saying, come in me, get me pregnant,

853
00:40:28,719 --> 00:40:30,919
Speaker 4: and he was putting spermicide on his dick.

854
00:40:31,320 --> 00:40:32,000
Speaker 1: In the middle of it.

855
00:40:32,000 --> 00:40:34,359
Speaker 4: I think we started looking up spermicide or how it works,

856
00:40:34,400 --> 00:40:36,000
Speaker 4: and I was like, oh my god, we should talk

857
00:40:36,000 --> 00:40:36,800
Speaker 4: about contraception.

858
00:40:37,480 --> 00:40:38,680
Speaker 1: So contraception as.

859
00:40:38,600 --> 00:40:41,759
Speaker 4: We know it birth control, but it's any kind of

860
00:40:41,800 --> 00:40:43,640
Speaker 4: method or device to prevent pregnancy.

861
00:40:44,160 --> 00:40:45,719
Speaker 1: So I feel like.

862
00:40:45,719 --> 00:40:48,279
Speaker 2: Doing the whole history of contraception.

863
00:40:47,840 --> 00:40:49,560
Speaker 4: Uh huh, and a little bit of birthing practice, because

864
00:40:49,560 --> 00:40:51,800
Speaker 4: we got some time not birthing practice.

865
00:40:51,360 --> 00:40:51,520
Speaker 2: So.

866
00:40:53,239 --> 00:40:54,160
Speaker 1: Family planning.

867
00:40:55,160 --> 00:40:57,759
Speaker 4: In some cultures, even abortion is you know, abortion is

868
00:40:57,800 --> 00:40:58,760
Speaker 4: a form of birth control.

869
00:40:58,920 --> 00:40:59,080
Speaker 2: Yep.

870
00:40:59,680 --> 00:41:01,640
Speaker 4: We have a lot of language around it. I want

871
00:41:01,640 --> 00:41:05,080
Speaker 4: to ask the guys, can you tell me how many

872
00:41:05,120 --> 00:41:07,200
Speaker 4: forms of birth control? You know, list off as many

873
00:41:07,239 --> 00:41:08,320
Speaker 4: as you can, and then miles.

874
00:41:08,560 --> 00:41:12,040
Speaker 6: Out different forms of birth control. Like I could say, okay,

875
00:41:12,040 --> 00:41:15,239
Speaker 6: all right, sure, the so what is it? I was

876
00:41:15,239 --> 00:41:17,680
Speaker 6: gonna say, you d am I wrong with her? I

877
00:41:17,920 --> 00:41:22,759
Speaker 6: d the pill? All right? I have, bro, how you

878
00:41:22,800 --> 00:41:26,840
Speaker 6: do the pill condoms? Okay, female condoms? Can you do

879
00:41:26,840 --> 00:41:34,120
Speaker 6: male fields? Female spermicide? I'd say, is one does a

880
00:41:34,160 --> 00:41:35,880
Speaker 6: new ring counting counts?

881
00:41:35,880 --> 00:41:36,359
Speaker 1: It's on here.

882
00:41:37,440 --> 00:41:39,440
Speaker 6: There's different types of the I d right, there's like

883
00:41:39,440 --> 00:41:40,719
Speaker 6: a hopper one and there's another one.

884
00:41:41,360 --> 00:41:46,920
Speaker 2: You how do you bro parents?

885
00:41:47,280 --> 00:41:47,440
Speaker 1: No?

886
00:41:47,600 --> 00:41:49,480
Speaker 3: I just know I got to protect myself.

887
00:41:49,960 --> 00:41:52,480
Speaker 2: He's like, bitch, I've been working with y'all about seven years.

888
00:41:52,480 --> 00:41:56,000
Speaker 6: But I take care of some ship. Yeah yeah? And

889
00:41:56,040 --> 00:41:59,960
Speaker 6: then what else the past?

890
00:42:00,320 --> 00:42:02,840
Speaker 1: Whoa you? There's like literally.

891
00:42:05,520 --> 00:42:08,359
Speaker 3: But there's an insert though right arm? Yeah? Is that

892
00:42:08,360 --> 00:42:08,839
Speaker 3: the same thing?

893
00:42:09,800 --> 00:42:12,080
Speaker 5: And then the shot the depa Vera was the actually

894
00:42:12,120 --> 00:42:13,440
Speaker 5: think recently.

895
00:42:13,719 --> 00:42:14,960
Speaker 2: Which I'm so glad I.

896
00:42:14,920 --> 00:42:15,560
Speaker 1: Was going to get it.

897
00:42:16,000 --> 00:42:18,000
Speaker 3: Do not get bitch.

898
00:42:18,000 --> 00:42:21,480
Speaker 5: If you worried about weight, now it's weight, it's mood, swings,

899
00:42:21,520 --> 00:42:25,120
Speaker 5: it's skin. Why the depot is one of I think

900
00:42:25,160 --> 00:42:28,719
Speaker 5: they just actually ended it because of some like lawsuit. Bro,

901
00:42:29,440 --> 00:42:30,880
Speaker 5: let me look it up. Hold on, I do actually

902
00:42:30,880 --> 00:42:34,279
Speaker 5: want to bro the depot do not. I'm telling you

903
00:42:34,400 --> 00:42:37,279
Speaker 5: right now. I was off of my period for a

904
00:42:37,280 --> 00:42:40,239
Speaker 5: whole year, bitch. When my period got back on mine,

905
00:42:40,239 --> 00:42:42,359
Speaker 5: you only took two shots, which is six months because

906
00:42:42,360 --> 00:42:43,920
Speaker 5: you take it every three months. This is when I

907
00:42:44,000 --> 00:42:47,160
Speaker 5: was eighteen years old. I didn't have another last I

908
00:42:47,200 --> 00:42:49,719
Speaker 5: didn't have a period for a year. When I got

909
00:42:49,719 --> 00:42:51,560
Speaker 5: back on it, mind you, I thought I was pregnant.

910
00:42:51,600 --> 00:42:53,360
Speaker 5: I was like, what the fuck is happening?

911
00:42:53,840 --> 00:42:54,160
Speaker 1: Bitch?

912
00:42:54,440 --> 00:42:55,720
Speaker 2: I bled for two months straight.

913
00:42:56,600 --> 00:43:00,200
Speaker 5: But during it, my skin it was in the same

914
00:43:00,360 --> 00:43:01,720
Speaker 5: spaces it was from the shot.

915
00:43:02,120 --> 00:43:03,320
Speaker 2: And I mean at the time.

916
00:43:03,440 --> 00:43:05,480
Speaker 5: I mean, y'all know, I've always dealt with my weight

917
00:43:05,920 --> 00:43:09,480
Speaker 5: easily fifteen pounds. And to this day, my friend blames

918
00:43:09,480 --> 00:43:12,560
Speaker 5: the shot into her outbursts. Is the reason why her

919
00:43:12,719 --> 00:43:16,759
Speaker 5: and her relationship ended, like it made her so like.

920
00:43:17,280 --> 00:43:19,280
Speaker 1: Oh well, I don't know what could make me worse.

921
00:43:19,360 --> 00:43:20,320
Speaker 1: I'm a bitch.

922
00:43:20,800 --> 00:43:22,479
Speaker 4: That nigga looked at me the other day and said,

923
00:43:23,080 --> 00:43:24,800
Speaker 4: I'm gonna go walk the dog, and I'm.

924
00:43:24,800 --> 00:43:29,160
Speaker 3: Like, you have some time, That's the thing. It's like, so,

925
00:43:29,280 --> 00:43:30,520
Speaker 3: I don't know if I'm sure you guys have seen

926
00:43:30,560 --> 00:43:30,960
Speaker 3: it before, But.

927
00:43:31,160 --> 00:43:32,240
Speaker 2: Bitch's class action?

928
00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:33,319
Speaker 6: What does that mean?

929
00:43:33,400 --> 00:43:34,040
Speaker 1: Let me get some.

930
00:43:33,920 --> 00:43:39,879
Speaker 5: Goddamn money via lost years. I was on it, yeah,

931
00:43:39,880 --> 00:43:42,560
Speaker 5: two thousand and nine as well. There's a lawsuit right now.

932
00:43:42,600 --> 00:43:46,520
Speaker 5: The time is running out to file acclaim. Oh but

933
00:43:46,600 --> 00:43:48,799
Speaker 5: in order for you to be a part of this

934
00:43:49,360 --> 00:43:52,359
Speaker 5: damn and this is a twenty twenty five lawsuit. It

935
00:43:52,440 --> 00:43:56,840
Speaker 5: is if you suffer from meningioma or a brain tumor.

936
00:43:57,120 --> 00:43:59,680
Speaker 2: Oh damn, yeah, bitch, don't get on that shit. I'm

937
00:43:59,680 --> 00:44:02,880
Speaker 2: talking weight gain and bed skin. I don't even know

938
00:44:02,920 --> 00:44:06,320
Speaker 2: what men and g and noma is men men in geoma.

939
00:44:06,440 --> 00:44:07,680
Speaker 2: Let me see what men in geomas.

940
00:44:07,800 --> 00:44:09,880
Speaker 6: Netflix had a whole thing about birth control and I

941
00:44:09,960 --> 00:44:16,919
Speaker 6: just watched it was like the whole history of it.

942
00:44:14,360 --> 00:44:15,880
Speaker 2: Is another is another tumor?

943
00:44:16,440 --> 00:44:16,879
Speaker 1: That one?

944
00:44:17,160 --> 00:44:20,640
Speaker 5: That one is found in your spinal cord. Oh, tumors

945
00:44:20,640 --> 00:44:21,680
Speaker 5: and brain and spinal cord.

946
00:44:21,760 --> 00:44:23,920
Speaker 1: Okay, So anyway, let's get to another.

947
00:44:24,040 --> 00:44:26,080
Speaker 5: Don't do to defot y'all. And if you have a

948
00:44:26,080 --> 00:44:29,440
Speaker 5: brain zoomer. Now there is a class action lawsuit happening.

949
00:44:32,360 --> 00:44:36,200
Speaker 2: What bitch, I'm trying to help to get.

950
00:44:36,080 --> 00:44:40,319
Speaker 1: Some money because I got Okay, So oral hills.

951
00:44:41,760 --> 00:44:46,799
Speaker 4: Now, contraceptive patches, rings, the implants in the arm, the injections,

952
00:44:47,160 --> 00:44:52,919
Speaker 4: male condoms, female commerce, diaphragms, fermicide, permonal i D copper IUDs.

953
00:44:53,320 --> 00:44:57,400
Speaker 4: Here are permanent contraceptions, sterilization, which is very difficult for

954
00:44:57,440 --> 00:44:58,759
Speaker 4: women to get. They want you to have like three

955
00:44:58,800 --> 00:45:01,240
Speaker 4: kids in ship before they even do it. Yeah, vasectomes,

956
00:45:01,880 --> 00:45:10,920
Speaker 4: other methods, emergencyts, fertility awareness based tracking methods, ovulation with temperature,

957
00:45:10,960 --> 00:45:12,000
Speaker 4: which I'm considering doing.

958
00:45:12,080 --> 00:45:13,200
Speaker 1: I'm just freaking out about it.

959
00:45:14,040 --> 00:45:19,200
Speaker 4: And breastfeeding is a contraceptive can provide temporary protection against pregnancy.

960
00:45:19,400 --> 00:45:22,920
Speaker 4: This is also breastfeeding breast feeding. This is also something

961
00:45:22,960 --> 00:45:24,840
Speaker 4: that goes into things they used to do back in

962
00:45:24,840 --> 00:45:30,520
Speaker 4: the day. So the reason I am on birth control.

963
00:45:30,200 --> 00:45:35,360
Speaker 5: Wait, wait, note there's.

964
00:45:33,719 --> 00:45:34,440
Speaker 1: A history of it.

965
00:45:34,920 --> 00:45:37,640
Speaker 4: So the reason I wanted to have birth control conversations

966
00:45:38,400 --> 00:45:39,640
Speaker 4: obviously the permicide thing.

967
00:45:39,719 --> 00:45:41,040
Speaker 1: I'm also on birth control.

968
00:45:41,239 --> 00:45:42,759
Speaker 4: You guys have heard me talk about my story how

969
00:45:42,800 --> 00:45:44,839
Speaker 4: I'm in a crazy journey to lose weight. I gained

970
00:45:44,840 --> 00:45:47,799
Speaker 4: twenty pounds on birth control. I don't think i've ever weighed.

971
00:45:47,960 --> 00:45:49,160
Speaker 4: Look at the little stomach canew.

972
00:45:49,719 --> 00:45:52,319
Speaker 2: I don't think I ever weigh one hundred and fifty

973
00:45:52,320 --> 00:45:53,319
Speaker 2: five pounds of my life.

974
00:45:53,760 --> 00:45:56,719
Speaker 1: But I'm here. It is what it is.

975
00:45:57,160 --> 00:46:00,640
Speaker 4: Thank god, it just went to my butt and a

976
00:46:00,640 --> 00:46:02,480
Speaker 4: little bit of my stomach. But I feel like I'm

977
00:46:02,520 --> 00:46:04,439
Speaker 4: starting to see it everywhere. I'm getting this weird body

978
00:46:04,520 --> 00:46:07,560
Speaker 4: dysmorphia and then the hormones are going crazy. So yeah,

979
00:46:07,640 --> 00:46:09,360
Speaker 4: if I can't lose, no way, I'm getting off of

980
00:46:09,360 --> 00:46:13,640
Speaker 4: it and doing the temperature thing. So breastfeeding was the

981
00:46:13,760 --> 00:46:19,200
Speaker 4: first form of contraceptive evidence, dating back to thousand of

982
00:46:19,440 --> 00:46:24,719
Speaker 4: years in ancient civilizations ancient Mesopotamia, Babylon. In Egypt, wet

983
00:46:24,800 --> 00:46:29,160
Speaker 4: nursing women would hire wet nurses, which basically mean those

984
00:46:29,160 --> 00:46:29,880
Speaker 4: women would.

985
00:46:29,640 --> 00:46:31,480
Speaker 1: Breastfeed those particular women.

986
00:46:31,520 --> 00:46:35,680
Speaker 4: They were seeing statistics of women that weren't breastfeeding getting

987
00:46:35,760 --> 00:46:41,560
Speaker 4: pregnant quicker. So in early medical texts, breastfeeding, although linked

988
00:46:41,560 --> 00:46:46,360
Speaker 4: to religious beliefs, was a way that women were keeping

989
00:46:46,400 --> 00:46:49,400
Speaker 4: from getting pregnant. The rates have increased in the United

990
00:46:49,440 --> 00:46:53,560
Speaker 4: States with extended periods.

991
00:46:53,000 --> 00:46:53,880
Speaker 1: More than they used to be.

992
00:46:53,960 --> 00:46:55,440
Speaker 4: Used to only be eight months, now it's going up

993
00:46:55,440 --> 00:46:57,319
Speaker 4: to a year and a half, and those who are

994
00:46:57,320 --> 00:47:01,040
Speaker 4: breastfeeding are staying not pregnant longer.

995
00:47:01,239 --> 00:47:03,799
Speaker 5: All I know is my mama flu her a little

996
00:47:03,840 --> 00:47:09,560
Speaker 5: titty in my mouth, and my sister came right after

997
00:47:09,600 --> 00:47:12,800
Speaker 5: me three months she was pregnant three months after having me.

998
00:47:11,800 --> 00:47:15,200
Speaker 5: Me and my sister are a year and twenty days apart.

999
00:47:15,200 --> 00:47:18,040
Speaker 4: Now here's the craziest part. Breastfeeding is a form of

1000
00:47:18,040 --> 00:47:22,800
Speaker 4: first controlled It's called lamb lactation. I'm a Minonora method.

1001
00:47:23,600 --> 00:47:26,840
Speaker 4: When a woman is exclusively breastfeeding her infant for the

1002
00:47:26,880 --> 00:47:30,440
Speaker 4: first six months postpartum and is not having a period

1003
00:47:31,320 --> 00:47:33,759
Speaker 4: ninety eight percent effective. Well, does she ain't have an

1004
00:47:33,760 --> 00:47:37,360
Speaker 4: a period? Shehan't opulate it? Well, the breastfeeding apparently is

1005
00:47:37,360 --> 00:47:39,440
Speaker 4: delaying it. So that's what they're saying, Like, you can

1006
00:47:39,480 --> 00:47:40,880
Speaker 4: delay it by breastfeeding longer?

1007
00:47:41,080 --> 00:47:43,600
Speaker 2: Was this back before they had? This is right now

1008
00:47:43,760 --> 00:47:46,000
Speaker 2: and they believe this right now. This isn't like from.

1009
00:47:45,880 --> 00:47:50,440
Speaker 1: The people lamb right now isn't They're crazy. It wouldn't

1010
00:47:50,440 --> 00:47:51,000
Speaker 1: be enough for me.

1011
00:47:51,280 --> 00:47:53,160
Speaker 4: But y'all will figure out why I'm on birth control.

1012
00:47:53,239 --> 00:47:55,680
Speaker 4: In normlevard it is a wild nose.

1013
00:47:55,719 --> 00:47:57,960
Speaker 5: So many people to get pregnant right after they have

1014
00:47:58,000 --> 00:47:59,719
Speaker 5: a baby and they breastfeeding the one they got.

1015
00:48:00,040 --> 00:48:02,760
Speaker 4: Honestly, I think it has to do something probably with temperature,

1016
00:48:02,840 --> 00:48:04,280
Speaker 4: like it's probably way more detailed.

1017
00:48:04,600 --> 00:48:07,439
Speaker 1: But that was the first form. So after that.

1018
00:48:09,160 --> 00:48:12,520
Speaker 4: In the BC's and shit, they also use honey and

1019
00:48:12,600 --> 00:48:16,120
Speaker 4: leaves and lint to be placed into the vagina. So

1020
00:48:16,200 --> 00:48:19,400
Speaker 4: basically they'd make a little mixture and stick it up

1021
00:48:19,400 --> 00:48:22,520
Speaker 4: there to blocks firm like like laundry met lint. I

1022
00:48:22,520 --> 00:48:25,440
Speaker 4: mean they didn't have that in the before christ chimes.

1023
00:48:25,520 --> 00:48:26,319
Speaker 2: So then what is lent?

1024
00:48:26,600 --> 00:48:27,160
Speaker 3: What is lin?

1025
00:48:27,320 --> 00:48:30,520
Speaker 1: Could be coming lin anywhere? This could be lent like

1026
00:48:30,640 --> 00:48:34,360
Speaker 1: just okay, okay.

1027
00:48:34,400 --> 00:48:38,200
Speaker 4: Other birth control methods gummy substances to cover the mouth

1028
00:48:38,280 --> 00:48:38,840
Speaker 4: of the womb.

1029
00:48:39,000 --> 00:48:40,600
Speaker 1: The mouth of the womb was the service.

1030
00:48:41,000 --> 00:48:44,880
Speaker 4: This is in medical text honey sodium carbonate applied to

1031
00:48:44,920 --> 00:48:48,440
Speaker 4: the inside the vagina and a sticking agent ready for

1032
00:48:48,480 --> 00:48:50,920
Speaker 4: this made from crocodile shit.

1033
00:48:53,320 --> 00:48:56,400
Speaker 5: And it was putting it in a kuchi. We already

1034
00:48:56,440 --> 00:48:59,120
Speaker 5: know we can't put human feces. We can't go from

1035
00:48:59,120 --> 00:48:59,760
Speaker 5: as tocucci.

1036
00:49:00,239 --> 00:49:00,360
Speaker 6: Know that.

1037
00:49:00,440 --> 00:49:01,920
Speaker 4: Like they just say, we don't want no baby. I

1038
00:49:01,920 --> 00:49:04,120
Speaker 4: don't care the spot. No, they don't even have showers

1039
00:49:04,200 --> 00:49:07,920
Speaker 4: up in here. Crocodile cool as long as they no baby.

1040
00:49:07,640 --> 00:49:11,160
Speaker 2: Any No, I'm not putting no.

1041
00:49:11,760 --> 00:49:13,000
Speaker 1: So that is a lot of the thing.

1042
00:49:13,040 --> 00:49:15,560
Speaker 2: Though a lot of them had to have kidney affections

1043
00:49:15,600 --> 00:49:15,879
Speaker 2: and die.

1044
00:49:15,920 --> 00:49:19,359
Speaker 4: You have to think, ye, the lifespan wasn't that long, right,

1045
00:49:19,360 --> 00:49:22,439
Speaker 4: But because everything we do right now we just think

1046
00:49:22,520 --> 00:49:24,760
Speaker 4: is normal. Don't we use some kind of like pig

1047
00:49:24,800 --> 00:49:28,440
Speaker 4: ship in like makeup. Like there's so much animal products

1048
00:49:28,440 --> 00:49:32,080
Speaker 4: like jelly jones. Yeah, like there's literally all of that

1049
00:49:32,120 --> 00:49:34,280
Speaker 4: stuff now. So if it was crocodile shit going yokushi,

1050
00:49:34,280 --> 00:49:36,160
Speaker 4: you probably wouldn't even think it was your mama doing.

1051
00:49:36,200 --> 00:49:37,040
Speaker 1: Everybody was doing it.

1052
00:49:37,160 --> 00:49:38,960
Speaker 5: Well, no, I mean, I'm bagging the South niggas are

1053
00:49:38,960 --> 00:49:41,120
Speaker 5: still eating it in lists so oh my God, I

1054
00:49:41,160 --> 00:49:45,280
Speaker 5: mean the Book of Genesis also, the pull out method

1055
00:49:45,360 --> 00:49:46,040
Speaker 5: was something.

1056
00:49:45,760 --> 00:49:46,560
Speaker 1: That God wanted.

1057
00:49:47,520 --> 00:49:49,279
Speaker 2: No, it is not, it is.

1058
00:49:50,239 --> 00:49:54,000
Speaker 4: This is the Book of Jennifer line All God referencing

1059
00:49:54,040 --> 00:49:57,720
Speaker 4: with darl as a method of contraception when Onnan spills

1060
00:49:57,719 --> 00:50:00,840
Speaker 4: his speed ejaculating onto the ground as so not to

1061
00:50:00,960 --> 00:50:04,400
Speaker 4: father a child with his deceased brother's wife Tamar, not

1062
00:50:04,520 --> 00:50:09,120
Speaker 4: the braxton. In China and India in the seventh century VC,

1063
00:50:09,800 --> 00:50:15,400
Speaker 4: there was a Chinese physician that was documenting semen retention.

1064
00:50:16,040 --> 00:50:18,600
Speaker 4: So in India and China this is probably another confistuture

1065
00:50:18,640 --> 00:50:24,280
Speaker 4: thing too, maybe, but just period pretension as to preserve

1066
00:50:24,440 --> 00:50:26,560
Speaker 4: the man's yang and from.

1067
00:50:26,360 --> 00:50:28,680
Speaker 1: The yin and yang. So yin and yang can be.

1068
00:50:28,640 --> 00:50:33,839
Speaker 4: Thought of the opposite forces contracting with each other. Your

1069
00:50:33,880 --> 00:50:37,319
Speaker 4: peace and your aggression type shit. So basically they would say, hey,

1070
00:50:37,320 --> 00:50:39,520
Speaker 4: when you have sex, keep it because you're boosting up

1071
00:50:39,560 --> 00:50:41,600
Speaker 4: the yang.

1072
00:50:42,360 --> 00:50:42,560
Speaker 1: Right.

1073
00:50:43,880 --> 00:50:48,359
Speaker 4: Also in the Tang dynasty, there are documents that there

1074
00:50:48,360 --> 00:50:54,560
Speaker 4: are there is a thousand gold contraceptive women, and these

1075
00:50:54,680 --> 00:50:57,759
Speaker 4: are women they would seek out to who didn't want

1076
00:50:57,760 --> 00:51:03,120
Speaker 4: to bear children anymore, and basically they would induce sterility,

1077
00:51:03,520 --> 00:51:06,080
Speaker 4: basically making them no longer able to get pregnant. And

1078
00:51:06,160 --> 00:51:09,359
Speaker 4: so they put oil and heat together for one day,

1079
00:51:09,960 --> 00:51:12,120
Speaker 4: mix up a mixture, take it oily, and they couldn't

1080
00:51:12,120 --> 00:51:12,880
Speaker 4: get pregnant anymore.

1081
00:51:12,960 --> 00:51:14,799
Speaker 5: Ruin their I'm not gonna lie needs to know what

1082
00:51:14,800 --> 00:51:18,279
Speaker 5: that is, girl, what I take that?

1083
00:51:18,280 --> 00:51:19,520
Speaker 2: That's just a little inguesstable.

1084
00:51:19,600 --> 00:51:21,359
Speaker 4: Now, this one don't sound that good to me because

1085
00:51:21,360 --> 00:51:22,080
Speaker 4: they don't just feel it.

1086
00:51:22,120 --> 00:51:23,160
Speaker 1: Don't feel like it's enough.

1087
00:51:23,640 --> 00:51:27,920
Speaker 4: Cinnamon has been used in ancient traditional Mexican medicine a

1088
00:51:28,080 --> 00:51:32,160
Speaker 4: riba and was very efficient as a contraceptive. Nahua women

1089
00:51:32,560 --> 00:51:36,160
Speaker 4: use parts of the plants with plants in Mexico at

1090
00:51:36,200 --> 00:51:39,879
Speaker 4: the time, with cinnamon, eat it and then with fuck.

1091
00:51:40,080 --> 00:51:42,960
Speaker 2: So see it's some Mexican plants and cinnamon, not just cinnamon.

1092
00:51:43,080 --> 00:51:44,239
Speaker 1: I was like, it's a ayahuasca.

1093
00:51:44,840 --> 00:51:48,000
Speaker 2: It's something, but the cinnamon probably just give it some taste.

1094
00:51:48,440 --> 00:51:50,239
Speaker 5: That's probably like, du'nt get it some cinnamon. You don't

1095
00:51:50,280 --> 00:51:51,880
Speaker 5: have some crocodile shit. Put a little cinnamon. O.

1096
00:51:52,040 --> 00:51:53,840
Speaker 2: No, no, no, no no. That was going in the kuchi.

1097
00:51:53,880 --> 00:51:54,560
Speaker 2: They wasn't eating it.

1098
00:51:54,840 --> 00:51:57,040
Speaker 4: What do you think is so a birth control that

1099
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Speaker 4: I've been recommended because I'm gaining weight because it's hormonal,

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Speaker 4: is the IUD. But then I've been hearing horror stories

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Speaker 4: for the IUD. People say it hurts more than childbird. Also,

1102
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Speaker 4: not to mention the little the way people feel it.

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Speaker 4: I just don't want it to knock out a place

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00:52:11,400 --> 00:52:13,359
Speaker 4: like I'm just I'm gonna just take this pill.

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Speaker 2: I mean, there's a non hormonal one. I think that's

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00:52:15,680 --> 00:52:20,799
Speaker 2: the copper one that Edan referenced for me. It's condoms.

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Speaker 2: That's what I use.

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Speaker 5: I choose and I've gotten comfortable doing, especially because I'm

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00:52:27,840 --> 00:52:31,319
Speaker 5: finally in a place where my skin is the best

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Speaker 5: it's ever been. I'm finally at my goal weight. I

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00:52:34,800 --> 00:52:38,400
Speaker 5: feel great. I ain't have no home ones fuck me up.

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Speaker 5: I'll just get condom. Dick and I enjoy condem Dick

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Speaker 5: and it's fine. There is one thing I wanted to mention.

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Speaker 5: The only thing birth control is doing that is crazy.

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00:52:49,200 --> 00:52:54,080
Speaker 5: I have no more period pain. It is completely gone. Well, yeah,

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Speaker 5: that's why a lot of times they suggest the pills

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00:52:57,600 --> 00:53:01,360
Speaker 5: for women with endometriosystem fib because it could be so

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00:53:01,719 --> 00:53:05,960
Speaker 5: painful because they exist, those often make the symptoms.

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Speaker 2: The crazy thing, the cramping.

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Speaker 4: Estrogen grows the fibrid, right, and I have a fibrid

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Speaker 4: about seven inches and it's been shrinking.

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Speaker 1: It went down to six. My partner was like, that's.

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Speaker 4: So fucking weird because when we went to the doctor

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Speaker 4: the last year it was bigger and you weren't on

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00:53:20,719 --> 00:53:24,080
Speaker 4: birth control. Now it's smaller with the estrogen feeding it.

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Speaker 4: I think it all has to do with the fact

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00:53:26,719 --> 00:53:32,759
Speaker 4: that just the hormones are balanced, Like I never have

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Speaker 4: been on birth control in my adulthood, just teenageer, like

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Speaker 4: you know that nineteen year old age condoms for me.

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Speaker 1: I'm having sex.

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Speaker 4: Almost every day, so I feel like it's just not

1132
00:53:43,360 --> 00:53:45,919
Speaker 4: as shower sex, Like I just want something that makes

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Speaker 4: me feel safer. And especially when you guys get into

1134
00:53:48,239 --> 00:53:51,840
Speaker 4: the book, you'll be like, oh, so I just I

1135
00:53:51,880 --> 00:53:54,160
Speaker 4: don't know the pill. I'm gonna have to make it work.

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00:53:54,360 --> 00:53:58,759
Speaker 4: I'm on the treadmill hunt. I'm going crazy carbs goodbye.

1137
00:53:59,000 --> 00:54:01,120
Speaker 4: I literally walk it do different directions that I don't

1138
00:54:01,120 --> 00:54:04,680
Speaker 4: go to my favorite pizza place. That's how difficult it is.

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Speaker 4: The craziest thing, too, is basically what's happened to me?

1140
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Speaker 4: Unburst control with food I want to eat and it's

1141
00:54:12,239 --> 00:54:15,200
Speaker 4: very loud. I find myself sneaking meals in my own home.

1142
00:54:16,040 --> 00:54:18,399
Speaker 4: I'll like repackage something like I ain't need it because

1143
00:54:18,440 --> 00:54:21,280
Speaker 4: I feel that much guilt. Oh damn, Like I'm hongry,

1144
00:54:21,360 --> 00:54:27,960
Speaker 4: bitch long great and it sucks because it's like you

1145
00:54:27,960 --> 00:54:30,440
Speaker 4: have to pick the lesser of two evils. So I

1146
00:54:30,440 --> 00:54:32,239
Speaker 4: don't know either I'm gonna keep these wide hips y'all

1147
00:54:32,239 --> 00:54:34,240
Speaker 4: gonna see them on tour, or I'm gonna get skinny

1148
00:54:34,280 --> 00:54:38,640
Speaker 4: mini and you're gonna be like, did she doosn't bag? Which,

1149
00:54:38,680 --> 00:54:42,880
Speaker 4: by the way, can't do that because you'll get pregnant.

1150
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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, we did talk about that, all right.

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1152
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1156
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Speaker 4: They are signed copies, so it'll be nice because even

1158
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Speaker 4: if you pre ordered, you could show up to the

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1164
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1165
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1167
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Speaker 2: I also want to add because.

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Speaker 5: Y'all been complaining on the YouTube but and I know

1173
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Speaker 5: there's a lot of ads in the audio feed.

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Speaker 2: Thank you Eden for this week's up upload.

1175
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1176
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Speaker 5: you guys for tuning in to another episode of this is,

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