Speaker 1: These major shifts in our lives were to invite in
Speaker 1: better things every single time.
Speaker 2: It's never to invite anything.
Speaker 1: Worse when you start choosing yourself and also just like
Speaker 1: choosing what feels the best spiritually aligned with you in
Speaker 1: this iteration of your lifetime.
Speaker 2: You know, like maybe the.
Speaker 1: Next lifetime me and you can like be aligned, but
Speaker 1: this lifetime, this is where I'm at, you know, not
Speaker 1: forcing shit.
Speaker 3: And sometimes you doing that is what that other person
Speaker 3: needs to level up in their soul. You know, like
Speaker 3: sometimes you have to be the cutoff because maybe that's
Speaker 3: going to be what catapults them to like meet you
Speaker 3: in the next realm or in the realm after that.
Speaker 1: Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm Erica and
Speaker 1: I'm Mela. Happy Wednesday, Happy Humpday, y'all. Happy first week
Speaker 1: of October. You know it's our favorite month of the year, truly.
Speaker 2: Is because a bad bitch was born this month. I
Speaker 2: wonder who that is? Could I just I just can't.
Speaker 2: I just can't remember who. I just it's happening.
Speaker 3: Even this silence. Welcome to make your own magic October.
Speaker 1: I love this month because this is where we get
Speaker 1: to really get a little dark, little sexy. I mean,
Speaker 1: I think we're a little dark and sexy all the time.
Speaker 2: Balls to the walls, you know where we're like, we're witches,
Speaker 2: but we don't censor our witchness. We're like, it's October,
Speaker 2: so that's our month. We don't have to keep saying
Speaker 2: we mean the good Kui.
Speaker 1: So yeah, it's welcome to October. I am feeling good.
Speaker 1: I feeled magical.
Speaker 2: Feel magical. Me too.
Speaker 3: I feel magical as well, very magical. I'm feeling magnetic, magical,
Speaker 3: and magnificent. I love all those ms me too. Those
Speaker 3: are the m's I love, including Mila.
Speaker 2: I love me, Samila and me.
Speaker 3: And to me, I love me, Somila, Athemy, to me
Speaker 3: and Mela Sandwich. Have you ever thought about if you
Speaker 3: can a threesome yourself, would you do it?
Speaker 2: Fuck? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I like started my entry into lesbianism with yourself by
Speaker 1: funness with bitches that I look like me.
Speaker 2: I was. I was into bitches that look like me.
Speaker 2: I still kind of am, But I've never heard anyone
Speaker 2: say this out loud.
Speaker 1: I that was the safe, like it felt safe to me.
Speaker 1: I didn't realize that's what I was doing, But I
Speaker 1: think that.
Speaker 2: That's what it was.
Speaker 1: It was like, Oh, if she kind of looks like me,
Speaker 1: it feels familiar. So I went for light skin, curly
Speaker 1: haired girls.
Speaker 2: I don't know if that's been my go to.
Speaker 3: I haven't really looked for girls like me because I
Speaker 3: don't really think there are a lot of girls that
Speaker 3: look like me.
Speaker 2: But if there was a girl that looked like me,
Speaker 2: I'm you're not you're shading me. Sorry.
Speaker 1: I know there's a lot of basic, light skin bitches
Speaker 1: with curly hair.
Speaker 2: That's not a shade at all. Dark skinned girls with
Speaker 2: short hair, no, never heard of them. I have not.
Speaker 2: I didn't. That wasn't a job. But I don't know
Speaker 2: why you took it that way.
Speaker 3: I'm just saying generally speaking, I just haven't come across
Speaker 3: any but if I did, there would be a potential
Speaker 3: for that to happen. And I think I generally go
Speaker 3: for women that don't look like me because then it
Speaker 3: makes it easier, Like there's not like I'm not trying
Speaker 3: to because no one. I'm not gonna think anyone looks
Speaker 3: as good as me. It's just a role of thumb.
Speaker 3: It's just not going to happen. So I might as well,
Speaker 3: go totally different.
Speaker 2: So you like to have sex with the girls that
Speaker 2: look are a little uglier? Is that what you're saying?
Speaker 2: Like what, I wasn't expecting you to say that. Yeah, okay,
Speaker 2: I got it, got it?
Speaker 3: So I won't be too caught off guard by their
Speaker 3: alarming beauty.
Speaker 2: Oh god, you know, I gotta be.
Speaker 3: Like I'm eleven. You can be a ten and a half,
Speaker 3: especially in the threesome. You can't be like finer than me.
Speaker 1: Really, I don't mind that, I like, I want to
Speaker 1: I want to fuck a bad bitch.
Speaker 2: No, I want to fuck a bad bitch. But I
Speaker 2: will be offended.
Speaker 3: Is if my boyfriend recommends and like under my like
Speaker 3: under my standard of beauty, then I get it, boyfriend.
Speaker 2: Okay, let's be clear. Boyfriends can't recommend shit. Shut the
Speaker 2: fuck up. That's true. You don't recommend nothing. No, it's nothing.
Speaker 2: You just suck up. Maybe you sl maybe if you're sly.
Speaker 2: You plan't see.
Speaker 1: There's rarely time until then she comes to the genuine
Speaker 1: realization that, oh my god, wow, she's so fine.
Speaker 2: I want to fuck her. But you don't bring bitches
Speaker 2: to this, to the stable or the table. Okay, yeah,
Speaker 2: that's a fact. Yeah, that's a fact.
Speaker 3: Anybody we were talking about being magical Welcoming October. I
Speaker 3: feel like I feel like we finally have come into
Speaker 3: a comfortable place in our.
Speaker 2: Witchness, in our in our occult, that.
Speaker 3: We've come to the conclusion that you either get it
Speaker 3: or you don't get it, and we've kind of stopped
Speaker 3: censoring ourselves saying not that kind of witch, the good
Speaker 3: witch four hundred times an episode, because it's just like,
Speaker 3: if you're here, you're here, get with the program.
Speaker 2: That's true.
Speaker 3: You should know we're good witches by now. And if
Speaker 3: you don't, I'm putting a cars on you.
Speaker 2: But don't cross me, bitch.
Speaker 1: I know people and eyeplaces, and now I know more
Speaker 1: people because we have some amazing guests this month. Some
Speaker 1: of them are voodoo priestesses. And I got the tea
Speaker 1: and I will put you under a fucking spell.
Speaker 2: If you play with me, I will call her and
Speaker 2: she will call her friends. Now I will call her.
Speaker 2: You'll call her friends.
Speaker 3: You know those friends are spirits and ship you don't
Speaker 3: want to play with them, guys an ancestor and.
Speaker 1: There's some voodoo other priestesses in Africa that will come.
Speaker 2: So I'm just saying watch yourself anyway.
Speaker 1: The good witches though, that's what we're talking about here.
Speaker 1: I was thinking about I was thinking about some of
Speaker 1: our past Halloweens and some of our previous guests we've
Speaker 1: had in Halloween, and we've had some good ones, like
Speaker 1: we've had Jake, and we've had Jake is uh he's
Speaker 1: a voodoo priests you do priest Emila talks about, you know,
Speaker 1: her experience with Jake.
Speaker 3: We had on on an episode called You Sacrificed to
Speaker 3: What in year one? That's a pretty good one.
Speaker 2: We had uh, oh god, what was his name? What's
Speaker 2: his name? Oh? Chris, Chris, Yeah, Chris M. Chris M. Yeah.
Speaker 2: He came on and gave us a real.
Speaker 3: He's a medium. We might need to call him again.
Speaker 3: Remember we ran into him with Canineta. Chris was a
Speaker 3: Medina Medina. Who else have we had?
Speaker 1: We had on We have the founders of House of
Speaker 1: Intuition on in October, So that was cool. But I
Speaker 1: think like this this month and this year, we've really.
Speaker 2: Stepped it up. We have we went all the way.
Speaker 2: I'm excited too for everyone.
Speaker 3: To get to get to know our guests. This month,
Speaker 3: we've deep dove into the dark side and into the
Speaker 3: dark feminine, and I'm super.
Speaker 2: Excited about it.
Speaker 3: In fact, I found out through one of our guests.
Speaker 3: Should we tell them or should we just like, is
Speaker 3: a secret?
Speaker 2: Are we not saying it? No? What I was gonna say?
Speaker 2: She told me something. Should we say the people's names? Okay?
Speaker 2: Say it? I guess I don't know.
Speaker 3: One of our guests this month is the trap Witch
Speaker 3: and she connected with her in Atlanta and she told
Speaker 3: me that my that Lilith is in my first house
Speaker 3: and I've been doing like deep research on it and
Speaker 3: it makes a lot of sense, Like the dark feminine
Speaker 3: is very present in my astrology chart. So now I've
Speaker 3: been leaning into my dark feminine and I've been putting
Speaker 3: a lot of connecting a lot of dots from when
Speaker 3: I was younger, so I now we talk a lot
Speaker 3: about like being witches as kids but not knowing where
Speaker 3: to place it or just like you don't really talk
Speaker 3: about it when you get older because you're like that
Speaker 3: was my figment of my imagination, but no, if you
Speaker 3: were a child that was into the craft or what's
Speaker 3: that one movie with Sandra Bullock when her and her sister,
Speaker 3: which is that's a really good one too.
Speaker 2: I gotta watch that one. This is this something with
Speaker 2: magic called something magic? Yeah, my unpredictable magic. Yeah, peculiar magic,
Speaker 2: something like that. Okay, yeah, all of the all.
Speaker 3: If you did the Ougi fucking board, Oh my god,
Speaker 3: we need to do a Patreon where we play the
Speaker 3: Wuigi board on camera.
Speaker 2: I'm scared because I've done that before as a kid.
Speaker 2: She was like, some energies came through, oh for sure,
Speaker 2: and I like goofy and like, okay, it was goofy.
Speaker 2: But I was like, you quit after that? Yeah, I
Speaker 2: got scared. Yeah, you ordered that book online and you
Speaker 2: ordered the Oiji board. That was she came there, my
Speaker 2: very important book. I don't know, but can we order
Speaker 2: a Wiji board? I just needed in my house. I
Speaker 2: just need, like it's just I need, like a good one,
Speaker 2: just for the sake of wichness. I had a.
Speaker 1: Oiji board and then I think I threw it away
Speaker 1: because you got scared, Like I think I had one
Speaker 1: as an adult.
Speaker 2: I did. I think I need one as an adult.
Speaker 2: Thank you.
Speaker 1: Speaking of his speaking of childhood stories and things, So
Speaker 1: the other day, actually someone from our retreat shout out
Speaker 1: to Shatara. She posted something on Instagram that reminded me.
Speaker 1: It was like, I had this extreme clear vision of
Speaker 1: me reading this book as a kid, because she posted
Speaker 1: a picture of one of the stories, and I was like,
Speaker 1: Oh my god, what the fuck was the name of
Speaker 1: that book? And why did my mom buy this for me?
Speaker 1: Why did I have this? And why did every kid
Speaker 1: have this? Because it's kind of creepy.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, they did change the illustration.
Speaker 1: It's not the same because it was too scary. But
Speaker 1: the book was called in a Dark Dark Room and
Speaker 1: other scary stories. I don't know if anybody remembers this
Speaker 1: childhood classic slash or beginning of children's Nightmares, but there
Speaker 1: was a there was a story called the Green Ribbon.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, that's the one. I remember, The Green.
Speaker 1: Ribbon, And I was like, I wanted to read it
Speaker 1: to you guys because it's short, and it just took
Speaker 1: me back and it was creepy as fuck, and it's
Speaker 1: still creepy. So should I read it now? Should I
Speaker 1: go into it?
Speaker 2: Now?
Speaker 1: Okay, cozy up, you guys, gather around the fireplace. Mama
Speaker 1: witch e, it's not Mama witchy.
Speaker 2: I'm a witch.
Speaker 1: E it's going to read you a bedtime story. The
Speaker 1: green Ribbon. Once there was a girl named Jenny. She
Speaker 1: was like all the other girls. Ooh, I like this lighting, Orlando,
Speaker 1: thank you. If you're watching on YouTube, you can see
Speaker 1: our lighting is getting spooky seky. Once there was a
Speaker 1: girl named Jenny. She was like all the other girls
Speaker 1: except for one thing. She always wore a green ribbon
Speaker 1: around her neck. There was a boy named Alfred in
Speaker 1: her class. Alfred liked Jenny, and Jenny liked Alfred. One
Speaker 1: day he asked her, why do you wear that ribbon
Speaker 1: all the time? I cannot tell you, said Jenny, but
Speaker 1: Alfred kept asking. Of course he did.
Speaker 2: Shut the fuck up, Alfred, why do you wear it?
Speaker 4: And Jenny would say it is not important. Mind your business.
Speaker 2: Jenny and Alfred grew up and fell in love. One day,
Speaker 2: they got married. After their wedding, Alfred said, now that
Speaker 2: we are married, you must tell me about the green ribbon.
Speaker 2: You still must wait, said Jenny, like a bad bitch
Speaker 2: that she is.
Speaker 4: I will tell you when the right time comes. Years pasted,
Speaker 4: Alfred and Jenny grew old. One day, Jenny became very sick.
Speaker 4: The doctor told her she was dying. Jenny called Alfred
Speaker 4: to her side. Alfred, she said, now I.
Speaker 2: Can tell you about the green ribbon untied, and you
Speaker 2: will see why I could not tell you before. Slowly
Speaker 2: and carefully Alfred untied the ribbon and Jenny's head fell
Speaker 2: off the end. That scared the shit out of me.
Speaker 2: That was scared of the shot of me too.
Speaker 1: You know what scared the shot on me more was
Speaker 1: the fucking illustrations in the original, because now they've like
Speaker 1: made it just a little too modern, whereas before it
Speaker 1: was giving like colonial horror story.
Speaker 3: Very order of the original illustrations and the original Ouiji born.
Speaker 1: Yeah, this is giving not what I needed, which was
Speaker 1: like really scary white people ship, which I think is
Speaker 1: why as a black child reading this, I got even
Speaker 1: more scared.
Speaker 2: I was like, oh my god, that makes sense. Where
Speaker 2: does this happen? Poland scary story.
Speaker 3: There is something about like rural outside of the country,
Speaker 3: very European white places, like where's.
Speaker 2: The vampires are from?
Speaker 3: I don't know, Transylvania, the Ofakia or even like have
Speaker 3: you seen one of those? Have you seen this that
Speaker 3: scary movie Midsummer's Night, Midsummer's Day, it's kind of recent
Speaker 3: and like a bunch of like college white kids go
Speaker 3: to like the Spring Equina and there's like some fucking freaky, freaky,
Speaker 3: weird shit going on there, And yeah, I never want
Speaker 3: to be in a white, rural European country.
Speaker 2: White horror is some other shit they invented it.
Speaker 1: Like when I see black horror films, I'm like, Okay, yeah,
Speaker 1: this is it's scary.
Speaker 2: But when I when white people are involved in the horror,
Speaker 2: it's another level of horror.
Speaker 3: But as some of your top scary movies, like from childhood,
Speaker 3: I mean obviously from childhood, because the ones they make
Speaker 3: this day is like in modern day, are not that great.
Speaker 1: There was one that I'll never forget that my dad,
Speaker 1: because watching horror films was me and my dad's thing.
Speaker 1: We would like my dad would put on the horror
Speaker 1: film and he would always fucking fall asleep, so then
Speaker 1: I'd be left alone.
Speaker 2: I hate that. There was one called The Red Death.
Speaker 2: I'll never forget that fucking movie.
Speaker 1: It was like I don't remember exactly everything that happened,
Speaker 1: but I do know at some point everyone got leprosy.
Speaker 2: And it fucked me up. Not leopards. Yeah, leprosy. That
Speaker 2: one was scary.
Speaker 1: Oh what was the one with a Oh my god,
Speaker 1: it was that little kid.
Speaker 2: I don't remember.
Speaker 1: There was that Okay, that one I can't remember right now.
Speaker 1: House on Haunted Hill. That one freaked me out. The
Speaker 1: haunting freaked me out. Oh one with Liv Tyler. That
Speaker 1: was not When I was a kid, it was called
Speaker 1: like the Strangers. I think it was called that was creepy.
Speaker 1: But as a kid. Oh, there was the one in
Speaker 1: the grave.
Speaker 3: There was one in like a cemetery, oh, pet cemetery.
Speaker 3: Maybe that cemetery was scary. I remember that one. I
Speaker 3: like the classics. I like Psycho. I like, what's the
Speaker 3: one with Jack Nicholson.
Speaker 2: That's the one I'm talking about.
Speaker 3: Oh, oh, that wasn't Liv Tyler, that was Olivia.
Speaker 1: Oh there was one with lived Tyler called the Strangers.
Speaker 1: But this one with the one with Jack Nicholson.
Speaker 3: Oh, red rum, red rum, Oh my god, what the
Speaker 3: fuck is it?
Speaker 2: The shining, the shining, the shining. Oh my, that's a great.
Speaker 1: Wait, that's not the one I'm was talking about though,
Speaker 1: But yes, there's that one. But there's an another one
Speaker 1: that is Jack Nicholson in it. Fuck, it's that kid,
Speaker 1: He's like, he's obviously an adult.
Speaker 2: Now the sixth.
Speaker 1: Sense, the sixth sense, that's the Bruce willis that Bruce willis.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that was the beginning of m Night Shamanad who
Speaker 3: I really don't love.
Speaker 2: He doesn't do good shit anymore. You know what? You
Speaker 2: know what I just saw recently? That Old Oh what
Speaker 2: did you see that one? Old? Is that what's called old? Right?
Speaker 3: I after I listen in high school or some shit,
Speaker 3: I saw the Village and I was done with it
Speaker 3: at his ass done. It's the worst fucking movie and
Speaker 3: it's like from a book. It's literally so dumb. It
Speaker 3: was a waste of my time in my life. And
Speaker 3: it was twenty years ago.
Speaker 2: I think you need to give him another chance. Wow,
Speaker 2: he really hurts you. I mean I did.
Speaker 3: I like he had another movie more recently when he
Speaker 3: like with a therapist. You know, they're all like low
Speaker 3: key sequels. They're related but not related. But there is
Speaker 3: a recent one that's kind of good. But that fucking
Speaker 3: stupid ass village was dumb.
Speaker 2: You gotta see the one called Old.
Speaker 1: Okay, it was it wasn't like it wasn't that good,
Speaker 1: but it was.
Speaker 2: It was entertaining, it keeps you on. He doesn't. I
Speaker 2: guess it's horror, but it's a lot of like more
Speaker 2: like suspense. Yeah, I'm more attracted to suspense. I don't
Speaker 2: like really gore.
Speaker 3: What really scares me now is things that could actually happen,
Speaker 3: like kidnappings and shit like that. But also as I
Speaker 3: get older, and I don't know if it's like just me,
Speaker 3: like does anxiety increase as you get older? But like
Speaker 3: as you have real stress like bills and and keeping
Speaker 3: a human alive, I have less time to engage in
Speaker 3: stressful things for leisure.
Speaker 2: I'm like, adulthood's dark enough.
Speaker 3: Give me some comedy, bitch, just because, like I don't
Speaker 3: need to be on edge, but in October I'll go
Speaker 3: hard and I like to like.
Speaker 2: There was also a really good animated.
Speaker 3: Movie that we watched recently that was like The Clay
Speaker 3: but it's like it's it's very modern, it's for kids,
Speaker 3: but it was pretty spooky. It's a key, Oh yeah,
Speaker 3: is it just key? Or is a key and peel?
Speaker 3: It's a key and peel scary kind of like kids movie.
Speaker 2: It was very modern.
Speaker 3: They had like a little girl who was in school
Speaker 3: who was now a little boy like yeah with trans yeah,
Speaker 3: trans animated kid character they had like some black people.
Speaker 2: It's really it's good. I liked saw. Wait, what's that now? Saw?
Speaker 2: Is that the Dominique Fisher? No? What's the new swarm? Sauce?
Speaker 2: I hate sauce. I hate all saws. Actually, oh, it's
Speaker 2: called Wendell and I Wendell.
Speaker 3: Saying what is Wendell and Wild? While and Wendell Wendell
Speaker 3: and Wild. Yeah, it's about select the cemetery and spirits.
Speaker 3: It's a good like if you have like a kind
Speaker 3: of big kid like eight seven eight and up, and
Speaker 3: for adults, it was good.
Speaker 2: My daughter is scared about all the things. I know
Speaker 2: what I like record? Can people start sending record? I'm
Speaker 2: sorry to cut you off.
Speaker 3: Can people start sending recommendations for movies that are kid
Speaker 3: friendly but also adult entertainment? Because I fucking hate kid
Speaker 3: shit like it has to be. It has to be
Speaker 3: good for both of us, because if it's too kitty,
Speaker 3: I am Gordon Crinn.
Speaker 1: I try to get I ready to watch The Whiz
Speaker 1: the other day, like I felt like kept falling asleep.
Speaker 2: I love the Wiz. I kept falling asleep. I couldn't.
Speaker 2: I don't. I just musicals. Oh yeah, you hate them.
Speaker 2: I just couldn't.
Speaker 1: I was like, I know Diana Ross was in here,
Speaker 1: I know Michael Jackson's here. I know all the fucking
Speaker 1: people I'm supposed to love and I do are in here.
Speaker 2: I don't. I'm going to bed.
Speaker 3: My family is theatrical because we're singing, dancing and watching
Speaker 3: fucking Hamilton and all of the fucking musical shit. Yeah,
Speaker 3: thank you, I like it, but I understand, like I can,
Speaker 3: it's like a little cheesy for your taste type of thing.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: I just like when you just start breaking out into
Speaker 1: song in the middle of like a sentence, it just throws.
Speaker 2: Me off a little bit. That's how they have to be.
Speaker 1: There's certain ones that I that I've said, Okay, I
Speaker 1: like that, but I'm not gonna like, go out of
Speaker 1: my way.
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna go see a musical in the theaters. No,
Speaker 2: I'll wait totally. Not in theaters.
Speaker 1: Oh, I mean, at this point you don't have to
Speaker 1: wait for anything. But I wasn't gonna do that.
Speaker 2: Live would probably be good, but my daughter's into the
Speaker 2: musical theaters. So I was like, let's watch the wiz,
Speaker 2: you'll like that you did it? And I was like,
Speaker 2: so will I?
Speaker 1: And then I was like, m oh, don't come for me,
Speaker 1: not so much.
Speaker 2: So what's been up? Well, I'm smoking right now, that's
Speaker 2: how how is it? It's good this?
Speaker 1: I got this strain from Gorilla r X, which is
Speaker 1: one of the I think the first black, old woman
Speaker 1: owned dispensary in Los Angeles.
Speaker 2: Just make sure you check them out. It's called, uh
Speaker 2: the pink label. M hm, you like pink? Yeah, it
Speaker 2: was like Moroccan something I can't remember. I ripped off
Speaker 2: the label. It's pretty nice. I'm high.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I was just debating if I hit that a
Speaker 3: little too early in the episode.
Speaker 2: We got straight to it, we did, you know? I
Speaker 2: because I had taken a cocktail of vitamins this morning.
Speaker 2: That a cocktail, it is how many different ones you
Speaker 2: have to take? I think it's like three or four
Speaker 2: in a packet.
Speaker 3: Anyway, A company sent me some vitamins and basically all
Speaker 3: the advertisements say it's better than adderall for it's a
Speaker 3: better thing, Like it's basically natural medicine for ADHD. And
Speaker 3: I you know, I've I've self diagnosed myself and so
Speaker 3: I just went straight forward. I was like energy boom.
Speaker 3: And then I telled Eric. I was like, yeah, I
Speaker 3: was feeling a little weird on my hike. She's like,
Speaker 3: so you just took like just took some pills that
Speaker 3: a random company sent you in the mail. And I
Speaker 3: was like, yeah, yeah, I did. They have they have
Speaker 3: a lot of Instagram followers. They're not gonna kill me,
Speaker 3: so you know, if anything.
Speaker 2: Happens, we won't probably won't.
Speaker 4: Just new ways to dose out to the doses dose out.
Speaker 2: Oh right, They're like, I know how to get the
Speaker 2: natural bitches.
Speaker 1: You know, they already did it with the Ocempics. They
Speaker 1: got they got all the They got us for our
Speaker 1: vanity putting weird shit in our bodies to be skinny.
Speaker 2: Not gonna get another gonna the healer community, but natural.
Speaker 2: The Olympics are going crazy, They're going crazy.
Speaker 1: I thought about it. I was like, should I get
Speaker 1: a zempic? And then I thought, A, I've dodged.
Speaker 2: I can't.
Speaker 1: I'm not I'm not you know, I'm not a vaccine
Speaker 1: type of bitch myself, and I'm just not a I
Speaker 1: don't even take medicine when I'm sick. I try not
Speaker 1: to unless I have to, you know, so I don't know.
Speaker 1: I was just like, yeah, we don't know what this does,
Speaker 1: but I want to be skinny.
Speaker 2: They almost got me. They still could, I know.
Speaker 3: I think it's like there's something about like becoming more
Speaker 3: vain as you get older.
Speaker 2: I feel it. I feel it.
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, it becomes when you're young. It's easy
Speaker 1: to say I would never do that. There was a
Speaker 1: lot of I never would do's that I've done, including these. Okay,
Speaker 1: you said you would never do that, Yeah, huh. I
Speaker 1: was like, I would never get plastic surgery.
Speaker 2: I would never get anything. Was like, sign me up.
Speaker 3: I thought I was gonna it boobs really early because
Speaker 3: I just I don't know. It's just that for gal here,
Speaker 3: I am no boobs yet end up being more natural
Speaker 3: than I planned.
Speaker 2: It's like we're the opposite.
Speaker 3: I know what the fuck I mean, but it's not
Speaker 3: off the table. I don't know what's gonna happen. You know,
Speaker 3: in the next fucking ten to fifteen years, I'll be
Speaker 3: a bitch, fuck around.
Speaker 2: And get are we gonna like have a debut party? Yeah,
Speaker 2: I'll have a boot party. I'll probably I probably fuck
Speaker 2: around and get boobs and I'm like.
Speaker 3: Fifty five just say, you know, you're like, fuck it
Speaker 3: laden life boob laden like boob jobs.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I know.
Speaker 3: I was just talking to my other homegirl about like
Speaker 3: getting you know, She's like, I only get my fillers
Speaker 3: done like once a year. You know these girls they've
Speaker 3: been getting on like every three months, and I'm like, girl,
Speaker 3: you need to chill.
Speaker 2: We're still young. And I'm like, do you need to
Speaker 2: get some like am I behind?
Speaker 3: I'm just afraid of my face is gonna look different
Speaker 3: and I don't have time for that.
Speaker 2: They might look different, but I think that's cool. It
Speaker 2: made a little lip. You do not need no fucking.
Speaker 2: That's like the most fun thing to get. Well, you
Speaker 2: have lips, that's kind of I know.
Speaker 3: But you know that girl from Friday's beautiful lips.
Speaker 2: Let's just I wish we could.
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna do it cut into these lips. Look
Speaker 3: at these gorgeous, luscious lips.
Speaker 2: But you know the girl from next Friday, which one?
Speaker 2: The girl, the girl, the model girl? Yeah, you know
Speaker 2: those lips she has? Are they real? I don't know what,
Speaker 2: like very like plucked?
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, like like Angela and Joe they look not
Speaker 3: that's my lip idol, remember Friday after next, she's my
Speaker 3: lip idol.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's true. Oh my godiam ho.
Speaker 3: And I've always aspired to be like the Houcci. I've
Speaker 3: always had a deep liking for the dark feminine, like
Speaker 3: the sensual, the sexual. I think we talked about this too,
Speaker 3: but just someone's showing a little disk and the girl
Speaker 3: wearing no bra.
Speaker 2: I'm like, I was intrigued by that. That attracted me,
Speaker 2: and I was like, I like that.
Speaker 3: I'm like that, so embracelet I'll embrace it without getting
Speaker 3: the yeah, yeah.
Speaker 1: Don't do that though. I mean my titties started. I
Speaker 1: started somewhere else and then I ended up with titties.
Speaker 1: I wasn't even going in for titties. I was going
Speaker 1: in for liposuction and left with no light bow and tits.
Speaker 2: So it worked out in your favor. They got me,
Speaker 2: but I don't have. Yeah.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I paid a lot more, but I'm happy. I
Speaker 1: love my titties, my best one of my best ass.
Speaker 1: That's my best ass.
Speaker 2: That is my ass. Then my tips great combo.
Speaker 3: Every year Erica promisings to me, we're gonna make enough money,
Speaker 3: You're gonna we're gonna buy you tips.
Speaker 2: We're buying you tits and a diamond chain and a roly.
Speaker 2: I just want to roly roly roly with the time
Speaker 2: of it. That's our manifestation. Once we get those three things.
Speaker 1: Once we both have tits, okay, both have rollies and
Speaker 1: diamond chain.
Speaker 2: I know I want one more thing. I want a Bronco. Okay, okay, okay,
Speaker 2: we can make that happy. I always think about that.
Speaker 3: I'm like, if I get a or like a jeep
Speaker 3: Wrangler or Bronco, then I'll be happy it's done. But
Speaker 3: just always want to put what's going to make them.
Speaker 2: Happy in the future. I'll be happy as soon as
Speaker 2: I get for then I'll be so happy. I'll be
Speaker 2: so happy. If I woke up to this every morning,
Speaker 2: I'd be so happy. You know, I begating where I
Speaker 2: need to go now. But if I get real.
Speaker 3: High up in a geep ooh, I'd be so happy.
Speaker 2: And if I did it with new tits.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's why it's it's it's so funny because I mean,
Speaker 1: we have to try to That's why living in the
Speaker 1: present is so important. But it's the hardest thing, especially
Speaker 1: in the age of social media and like seeing what
Speaker 1: everybody has, So there has to be a protection. There
Speaker 1: has to be like things in place, because you can't
Speaker 1: consume everything, you will come out fucked up. There's no
Speaker 1: way you consume everything and you're a normal person. You
Speaker 1: don't get to be on TikTok, Instagram, Twitter, x whatever
Speaker 1: the fuck threads hinge here, and you don't get like
Speaker 1: I feel like there's a level of like this connection
Speaker 1: you have to have from like everyone else's opinions because
Speaker 1: everyone's opinions weren't always so easily accessible, right, you know,
Speaker 1: And so I think it causes confusion.
Speaker 2: And yeah, I think it causes confusion, period. For sure,
Speaker 2: it causes confusion.
Speaker 3: We're consuming a lot of information on a regular basis
Speaker 3: that is like laced with a lot of dumb ass opinions,
Speaker 3: and like, if you don't know yourself, you'll start believing everything.
Speaker 3: And like, you know, this is going to not be
Speaker 3: a popular opinion, but I'm just going to assume that
Speaker 3: because you're listening here, that you're not part of this
Speaker 3: people and you're going to agree with me that, like
Speaker 3: I would say a strong ninety percent of the population
Speaker 3: is dumb.
Speaker 2: Think about it. I mean like that is dumb, is relative.
Speaker 3: I will lacks common sense, and that in the sense
Speaker 3: that a lot of people can be on TikTok, be
Speaker 3: on Instagram, beyond blah blah blah, and people's opinions all
Speaker 3: of those, all of those channels will curve and curate
Speaker 3: how they feel about themselves and how they perceive their
Speaker 3: outside world. That's what I mean by like not dumb,
Speaker 3: but like easily influence, influence cattle, easily guided guy, like yeah, blindly, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 3: So watch what you consume, watch what you consume. I mean,
Speaker 3: like even you have to create I think into thinking
Speaker 3: about the theme of magic and why that's why it's
Speaker 3: so important to have rituals, practices, whatever they are, like
Speaker 3: something to hold on to, whatever the essence of who
Speaker 3: you really truly are, how you relate to nature, how
Speaker 3: you relate to your inter your relationships, without the influence
Speaker 3: of so many opinions, you know, like there has to
Speaker 3: be a groundedness and technology and just I think the
Speaker 3: exposure to so much and so much information kind of
Speaker 3: takes you away from the core essence of what this
Speaker 3: experience is supposed to be. While we're here, absolutely absolutely,
Speaker 3: and it's not. It's really not about it's just not
Speaker 3: about labels. It's not about like Christian or spiritual or
Speaker 3: da da da da, or I don't believe in this,
Speaker 3: or Republican or Democrat or you know what I mean.
Speaker 3: It's literally like a lot of this shit, we just
Speaker 3: don't really fucking know a lot of shit, mostly shit
Speaker 3: you don't know for sure or fair.
Speaker 2: You just don't have all the information.
Speaker 3: It never will, and so it's fair to say, let
Speaker 3: me go inside and think what does my gut think,
Speaker 3: what feels good to me?
Speaker 2: And fuck what everybody else thinks, you know, Like.
Speaker 3: That's the trick of life, is like being able to say,
Speaker 3: fuck what everybody else thinks, what do I think? How
Speaker 3: does that feel? And then like find the people that
Speaker 3: you can so who can support you in that. If
Speaker 3: I'm like I'm a magical fucking night fairy and all
Speaker 3: my friends say, yes you are, that's all that matters.
Speaker 3: I'm in my own bubble because like words are so limited,
Speaker 3: right like today, like I was telling Orlando I was nauseous,
Speaker 3: and He's like, what do you mean nauseous?
Speaker 2: And I was like, what the fuck do you mean?
Speaker 2: Don't you know what nauseous means.
Speaker 3: But then it dawned on me only I think this deeply,
Speaker 3: maybe because I took that multibodymin that I have no
Speaker 3: idea what I consume. It dawned on me where in
Speaker 3: humanity and how did we find a way.
Speaker 2: To describe feelings?
Speaker 3: Because how I experience or what I think nausea is
Speaker 3: could be totally different from somebody else, But we've all
Speaker 3: collectively agreed that, like, these feelings equal this. But I
Speaker 3: can't be in your body, so I don't know how
Speaker 3: you're experiencing that. I know, you know what I mean,
Speaker 3: Like feelings in general, I keeld like I'm happy.
Speaker 1: Well, all you can do is just like listen to
Speaker 1: the symptoms and then say, oh, sounds close enough.
Speaker 2: This is the best word I can find, you know.
Speaker 3: So it's just like everything really is based on feeling
Speaker 3: and then being able to, you know, just relatively express
Speaker 3: that feeling because it is it is just like you
Speaker 3: in your body, in your heart, you know what I mean,
Speaker 3: Like you're in your own universe, and then you try
Speaker 3: to connect with people that like you can relate to,
Speaker 3: but we will never be in each other's universe.
Speaker 2: That's true. Sorry, I'm high. I it just got real high. Deep.
Speaker 3: Oh, you know, you can't feel my feelings and I
Speaker 3: can't feel yours.
Speaker 1: We are our own separate universes. You are universe over
Speaker 1: there and I am one here. No, it's true though
Speaker 1: we are. And then that's why, like we already have
Speaker 1: everything is already designed how it's going to be, you know,
Speaker 1: and we have are these like soul journeys that we're
Speaker 1: on as individuals to experience or to overcome things from
Speaker 1: that that we've acquired lifetimes ago that we've yet to
Speaker 1: learn that lesson. And so even when I'm thinking about
Speaker 1: like making hard decisions that I feel like are uh
Speaker 1: like not my own, Like sometimes I'm like, why do
Speaker 1: I feel so weak in this? Like I like this
Speaker 1: feels like deeper than this is connected to something else
Speaker 1: behind me. You can feel it, you know, And you
Speaker 1: know that like this lifetime or this situation that you're
Speaker 1: in right now is the that that that turning point,
Speaker 1: that decision where it's like, Okay, I'm going to now
Speaker 1: break this and do better.
Speaker 2: And change this.
Speaker 1: And that's often the hardest shit because like it's into
Speaker 1: the hardest shit because it's so deep and it's so ancient.
Speaker 3: It's so ancient, and you have to be in a
Speaker 3: certain awareness to a acknowledge it, hear it, acknowledge it,
Speaker 3: but then follow it, you know.
Speaker 2: Because we are pulled most we're all pooled.
Speaker 3: In certain directions and that's generally your guide or your
Speaker 3: intuition telling you something, and a lot of times we
Speaker 3: ignore it. But like I think, because we've just been
Speaker 3: having so much conversation and just I think the age
Speaker 3: we're at, having kids, the ages that they're at, it
Speaker 3: seeing our parents as people, you know, starting to see
Speaker 3: ourselves as people, as souls with missions and with like
Speaker 3: inherited feelings about things and like karma and dharma and
Speaker 3: all these things. I think that it's becoming more and
Speaker 3: more clear how important certain things are in our lives
Speaker 3: and not just for ourselves but for our kids and
Speaker 3: for them and for them. But it's like, I don't know,
Speaker 3: like I do, I do feel that deeply, like the
Speaker 3: level of respect, responsibility, that it's not like this life
Speaker 3: is not just ours, it is deeper than that, and
Speaker 3: like our purpose is not just ours, it is bigger
Speaker 3: than that. And I think like even on this journey
Speaker 3: and like you know, manifesting things with our words, visioning
Speaker 3: and envisioning things and then seeing them come to light
Speaker 3: and like even you know, making building a community and
Speaker 3: a tribe. It's like, oh shit, like I might even
Speaker 3: like that, Like I love this but it may be difficult,
Speaker 3: but and I can't put it down because it's so
Speaker 3: much bigger than me. Like you, like it makes you
Speaker 3: even more like on fire for the for the journey
Speaker 3: because it feels like something's pulling you.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, it's uh, it's the I feel like you
Speaker 1: as you awaken more, as I've awakened more, these are
Speaker 1: like things that I'm like.
Speaker 2: Oh shit, I start to see them.
Speaker 1: I think also with just age, and I can't imagine
Speaker 1: what where my mind will be when I'm like fifty.
Speaker 1: You know, I I think that I obviously like everything
Speaker 1: happens right on time, but I do think that like
Speaker 1: the general like the generation behind us, actually is super open.
Speaker 1: I feel like there's like this flexibility that still exists
Speaker 1: with that within our are like the humans that are
Speaker 1: alive right now. But I do think that we're like
Speaker 1: almost at a choosing point, or maybe I'm wrong, because
Speaker 1: then I think like this is this has been happening
Speaker 1: every single for so many slowly, slowly, slowly, slowly. Well,
Speaker 1: I think like people were afraid of technology when it
Speaker 1: first started coming out, and then like you know, they
Speaker 1: probably have the same fears that we're having right now
Speaker 1: about like what does the future hold?
Speaker 2: What does all this mean? Robots take over?
Speaker 1: You know, which is I can't imagine like being like
Speaker 1: my grandmother's age and seeing like people walking around with
Speaker 1: just like all this technology at the end of like
Speaker 1: at their fingertips right FaceTime, like that did not exist
Speaker 1: and how scary. But also I don't know, it is different,
Speaker 1: but I think that, oh my god, I've just lost
Speaker 1: my train of thought.
Speaker 2: What was I going with that? Anyway, knowledge is power.
Speaker 2: Power to the knowledge. Don't smoke weed, guys, or do
Speaker 2: or do it will come back to you. But knowledge
Speaker 2: is power.
Speaker 3: But knowledge of self is really the power and knowledge
Speaker 3: of the unknown, whatever that may be, like leaning into
Speaker 3: it and not being afraid of it, because often on
Speaker 3: the other side of the veil there are the messages
Speaker 3: and like that's in the shower, that's hiking. That's just
Speaker 3: like that little voice inside of you, you know what
Speaker 3: I mean, And it's like listen to that. It's not
Speaker 3: it's like we're here to remind you that it's not
Speaker 3: just a voice in your thought, a passing thought. If
Speaker 3: it sticks if it sticks out, it's something, it's something.
Speaker 2: Else, you know. Carmic agreements, car make agreement. That's what
Speaker 2: I was thinking.
Speaker 1: That's what I was That's what we're talking about of
Speaker 1: like our like choice, like some of our experiences in
Speaker 1: this lifetime are linked to like things that have happened
Speaker 1: karmically in our past, these agreements, these contracts that we've
Speaker 1: made in the past that we're trying to.
Speaker 3: Break or edit, you know, but reconnect or yeah, that's true.
Speaker 3: So anyway, just like you were, my my husband and
Speaker 3: in Africa on our honor, what do we have like
Speaker 3: a uh land.
Speaker 2: We had some land, a prairie.
Speaker 3: I don't know why I said, I'm feeling it's a prairie.
Speaker 2: I could see it.
Speaker 1: You see our prairie. See cooking, cleaning and me lounging.
Speaker 1: You're making me dinner.
Speaker 2: Okay, yeah, I can see that.
Speaker 3: I was talking to Orlanda recently and I was like, well,
Speaker 3: I was like, you know, we've had like a couple
Speaker 3: of interviews recently, or people are like specifically asking us
Speaker 3: about our our like our platonic love, like our wife
Speaker 3: ship that we call each other wives, and like we've
Speaker 3: co parented and raised our kids together. And I was
Speaker 3: like talking to Orlando and I'm like, everyone's definitely going
Speaker 3: to think we're lesbians, and I'm like, this is not
Speaker 3: No one will ever understand this. And then I was like,
Speaker 3: but why don't we just call each other best friends?
Speaker 3: That would probably eliminate a lot of confusion. And then
Speaker 3: I was like, because it's deeper than that. That fuck
Speaker 3: that if they don't get it. And I was like,
Speaker 3: you know, like I was like, that's crazy having all
Speaker 3: these interviews.
Speaker 2: People really care about our friendship.
Speaker 3: I'm like, well, maybe if we would stop calling marriage
Speaker 3: it would be less confusing. But it is because we
Speaker 3: have a karmic contract, yeah, and a sol agreement, and
Speaker 3: we'll meet in this lifetime, in many lifetimes, and you know,
Speaker 3: probably in different roles, but ultimately we're we've continuously met
Speaker 3: to unlock certain things in each other and you know,
Speaker 3: and other people.
Speaker 2: And that's what you feel when you meet someone, You're like.
Speaker 1: I've met you before, you have you've met their soul
Speaker 1: before in different bodies. When you feel that genuine deep
Speaker 1: connection you know what I'm talking about, Like that.
Speaker 2: Soul shit, that soul shit, you know.
Speaker 1: Like it's it transcends like rationality in ways. And that
Speaker 1: is because you guys have met in a past life
Speaker 1: and that is that sole agreement. And and sometimes those
Speaker 1: those meetings are not sweet.
Speaker 2: No, sometimes it's fair.
Speaker 1: It's very toxic because something here has needs to be
Speaker 1: like either resolved, broken, renegotiated, you know, like.
Speaker 2: Or just ended or ended and this and this in lifetime.
Speaker 3: Yeah, And like I think the more conscious you are
Speaker 3: about those things, I feel like as you get older,
Speaker 3: you have like no, it's it's kind of like undeniable
Speaker 3: to be more conscious of it. But I thought about
Speaker 3: it again recently because I was hanging out with a
Speaker 3: friend of mine that I've known for like a few
Speaker 3: a couple of years now, but we met in House
Speaker 3: of Intuition randomlye and I was like really like something
Speaker 3: in me was like hey, hi, you know, like and
Speaker 3: I was like, hey, give me your number, and I
Speaker 3: was like being.
Speaker 2: A little like weird about it.
Speaker 3: But I was like why I was being a little
Speaker 3: like I don't know if I was being extra friendly
Speaker 3: that day, but something was telling me to ask this
Speaker 3: girl for her number.
Speaker 2: It was me. That's basically what happened to me, exactly situation.
Speaker 3: And I've told and I've seld this story before, but
Speaker 3: it was actually it was like we had just gotten
Speaker 3: our book deal and I went to dinner that night
Speaker 3: over the hill far from my house and I was
Speaker 3: like waiting to go inside the dinner, like on the block,
Speaker 3: and she walks by me and I was like, hey,
Speaker 3: didn't I get I was like, do we meet today?
Speaker 3: I was like, we're supposed We're supposed to know each other.
Speaker 3: And we were in the witch store, so I knew
Speaker 3: we were witches. But a part of me saying that
Speaker 3: is just like, I mean, we're great friends, we hang
Speaker 3: out like not all the time, but I still know
Speaker 3: that there's some and conjuring, you know.
Speaker 2: And but I have no like no shadow.
Speaker 3: Of doubt around it because I'm just that like I've
Speaker 3: sharpened my tools that much that I trust my intuition
Speaker 3: so much that it's not even a question. So I
Speaker 3: nurture the relationship even though I'm a busy bitch and
Speaker 3: I'm a mom, and I have a lot of great friends,
Speaker 3: and I think people close themselves off to meetings because
Speaker 3: they have no time and they're busy and they have
Speaker 3: jobs and stuff and all that's true, but I think
Speaker 3: because of that we become even more sharpen our tools.
Speaker 3: Because if I'm so busy and still I'm feeling pooled
Speaker 3: to have this like nurture this relationship with you, it's
Speaker 3: probably for a reason. And you know, people like like
Speaker 3: people fuck around and spend their time and places that
Speaker 3: end up not feeling like productive or good for their
Speaker 3: soul or that something is like dragging them and they
Speaker 3: don't spend their time nurturing new relationships or like you know,
Speaker 3: like if you keep seeing the same person in the
Speaker 3: same neighborhood and not speaking or whatever it is, it's
Speaker 3: like those those pools.
Speaker 2: For a reason. Yeah, and like don't ignore them. Don't
Speaker 2: ignore them.
Speaker 3: And like it may be on some spiritual shit, like
Speaker 3: a lesson for you, or it may be on some
Speaker 3: like birthing shit where you can have the ability to
Speaker 3: co create and partner in a way. But like everybody
Speaker 3: significant in my life, you know, I've had to you know,
Speaker 3: I've noticed that it's obviously for a reason. You know,
Speaker 3: even with me in Orlando, it's like, what the fuck
Speaker 3: are the chances that we would meet podcasting the two
Speaker 3: craziest people on earth, you know, like and then this,
Speaker 3: all these.
Speaker 2: Things happened right after.
Speaker 3: You know, it was just like at the perfect time
Speaker 3: that I met this person, I had just been like
Speaker 3: playing myself being with somebody that I was not really
Speaker 3: in alignment with, inviting him to Mexico. Letting that like
Speaker 3: just had just happened to do like that crazy acid
Speaker 3: trip right before then where I had shifted. Everything had
Speaker 3: shifted for me, and like that's at the point where
Speaker 3: I met this person, and like it just blossomed from there.
Speaker 3: And same with you and I these epic moments in
Speaker 3: our lives, we were literally trans like either you know,
Speaker 3: in this transformative spot of birthing a human or raising
Speaker 3: those early stages and then big major breakups. What else
Speaker 3: would have like cultivated and like perpetuated this type of
Speaker 3: friendship had it not been for those major shifts, you know,
Speaker 3: opened us up in that way. And so it's like
Speaker 3: you can ignore that gut feeling and like you can
Speaker 3: ignore it and not like refine it, but you'll play
Speaker 3: yourself every time. But I think it's even more so too,
Speaker 3: is it's a reminder that you have to be you
Speaker 3: have to allow the shifts to happen, to happen in
Speaker 3: order to get the initiation into your next evolution, your
Speaker 3: next elevation, because a lot of times we prolong the
Speaker 3: initiation because there it's uncomfortable, because like, you know, I
Speaker 3: could have stayed in my situation and I probably.
Speaker 1: Wouldn't have a podcast with you. I could have prolonged
Speaker 1: the initiation. Eventually, I was not going to be in
Speaker 1: that relationship. But had I waited any longer, all everything
Speaker 1: could have been different. Had I stayed in that relationship
Speaker 1: one month later, this still might not have happened because
Speaker 1: my karma and whatever it shifted.
Speaker 3: And same had I not had you to like hold
Speaker 3: me accountable in ways, you know, because you shifted, but
Speaker 3: then you stood your ground and I was like shifting,
Speaker 3: but I was like in between, and like I needed
Speaker 3: your support and vice versa to know that there was
Speaker 3: something else, you know, and like, yeah, I think you're right.
Speaker 3: I think sometimes we drag our feet because something is
Speaker 3: so deeply uncomfortable even with that's.
Speaker 1: Because that's you know, it's something unresolved, because it should
Speaker 1: be in a place if you really resolved in things,
Speaker 1: then you can move through things with more, with ease
Speaker 1: and grace. But if it feels like the if it
Speaker 1: feels like I don't know, just stat challenging to a
Speaker 1: point where it's hurting you, then you know this is
Speaker 1: some past life shit, Like I haven't real all of
Speaker 1: this because nothing should be able to shift me just
Speaker 1: like this. Nothing that I'm resolved with will allow me
Speaker 1: to shift like this. So what is it here? What
Speaker 1: is this pain? What is the thing that we didn't
Speaker 1: get through last lifetime that we're going to figure the
Speaker 1: fuck out this lifetime and it will not bring it
Speaker 1: and it will feel gut wrenching.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it will feel like what the fuck is this?
Speaker 2: It's not fun even if.
Speaker 3: You've done a lot of work and you've done a
Speaker 3: lot of healing. That's especially when you're probably more clear
Speaker 3: to recognize it, like, whoa, what the fuck is this?
Speaker 2: You know, I thought it was in a.
Speaker 3: Good place, but like that, those things are the things
Speaker 3: that like if you if you go let it go
Speaker 3: to the next level, then you have the you know,
Speaker 3: the opportunity.
Speaker 1: That's what you know, the good There's something on the
Speaker 1: other side, is what I'm trying to say. Too, is
Speaker 1: like all these shifts, were, these major shifts in our lives,
Speaker 1: were to invite in better.
Speaker 2: Things every single time.
Speaker 1: It's never to invite anything worse when you start choosing
Speaker 1: yourself and also just like choosing what feels the best
Speaker 1: spiritually aligned with you in this iteration.
Speaker 2: Of your lifetime.
Speaker 1: You know, like maybe the next lifetime me and you
Speaker 1: can like be aligned, but this lifetime, this is where
Speaker 1: I'm at, you know, not forcing shit.
Speaker 3: And sometimes you you doing that is what that other
Speaker 3: person needs to level up in their soul. You know,
Speaker 3: like sometimes you have to be the cutoff because maybe
Speaker 3: that's going to be what catapults them to to like
Speaker 3: meet you in the next line, in the next realm
Speaker 3: or in the realm after that. But sometimes we hold
Speaker 3: onto shit so much because we can't we can't logically
Speaker 3: understand it. And sometimes there just is no logic. It's
Speaker 3: just blatant feelings and that's it. There's no logic. You
Speaker 3: just have to honor it.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's beyond logic because it's literally soul contracts, soul journeys,
Speaker 1: just things written in the stars that are beyond what
Speaker 1: you can what it's supposed to be, you know, and
Speaker 1: That's how you know that energy is real and that
Speaker 1: there are like vibrational matches and matches that are not
Speaker 1: vibrational at all, and you have to be able to
Speaker 1: honor that. And you know it and you feel it.
Speaker 1: You feel it in work, you feel it in friendships,
Speaker 1: you feel it, and like spaces places like I'm not
Speaker 1: even just talking.
Speaker 2: About people like you know when you feel off.
Speaker 3: Yeah, so, and I think once you start to embrace
Speaker 3: them and allow those feelings to guide you, you will
Speaker 3: end up in more places that you're supposed to be
Speaker 3: than not, you know. And so when you get to
Speaker 3: those places, you can kind of give it to God.
Speaker 3: You can kind of like give it up for fait.
Speaker 3: Like sometimes like I've been in the like I've been
Speaker 3: in tough spaces, and then I come to more places
Speaker 3: and I'm like, this is tough, but I have this
Speaker 3: level of knowing that it's not, it's not, it's not forever.
Speaker 2: I have a level like, even when I'm stressed.
Speaker 3: And I don't know exactly what's going to happen, I
Speaker 3: have a level of understanding that because I've did the
Speaker 3: first because I chose the first move and the domino,
Speaker 3: that everything else is also like in alignment because I
Speaker 3: know I've chosen this, and then this has chosen this,
Speaker 3: and this has chosen this, and I've because I've chosen
Speaker 3: my guy, I know it's never it's not gonna fail me. Now,
Speaker 3: it's not gonna be like, oh right, oh shit, you
Speaker 3: fucked that.
Speaker 1: I might take you a little adventure, a little side
Speaker 1: street real quick, right, but let's gonna look, but you're
Speaker 1: gonna come back.
Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah.
Speaker 3: So I do find that I stress less, you know,
Speaker 3: I'm like finding more of a regulated nervous system and
Speaker 3: just knowing that I'm in my purpose. And because I'm
Speaker 3: in my purpose, everything that comes to me is gonna
Speaker 3: come to me is supposed to be what it's supposed
Speaker 3: to be, whether it be a lesson or just the
Speaker 3: passage to the next place.
Speaker 2: Yeah, hallelujah, hallelujah to the Halloween Guy.
Speaker 4: Welcome to the Good Mom's Church Halloween Edition.
Speaker 2: We're not a cult. We're just a church to the
Speaker 2: Church of Saint Mila and Saint Erica. Oh my god.
Speaker 1: We didn't pull a card because we wanted to do
Speaker 1: it live for the people, because we always pulled up before.
Speaker 1: And I'm like, I wonder if they think that we'd
Speaker 1: be like pre pulling cards because the cards always be.
Speaker 2: So on point.
Speaker 1: They just they're always doing what they need to do
Speaker 1: and say what they need to say.
Speaker 2: So is it tarot time?
Speaker 5: It's Tarot time? Queen of swords, three of Queen of swords.
Speaker 2: Wasn't three of the swords? Quein of swords? Three of swords?
Speaker 2: What are the swords again? I want to say of
Speaker 2: logic logic, I like this.
Speaker 3: The Queen of Swords is an independent, unbiased judge, unbiased judgment,
Speaker 3: clear boundaries, direct communication. The Queener's Swords combines the mental
Speaker 3: clarity and intellectual power of the suit of swords with
Speaker 3: the maturity and receptiveness of the Queen. You have the
Speaker 3: gift of being able to use your intellect and unbiased
Speaker 3: judgment while also remaining flexible and open to receive input
Speaker 3: from other sources aka your intuition. As you lead from
Speaker 3: the head and not the heart, you are better able
Speaker 3: to discern situations without the influence of emotion or sentimentality.
Speaker 3: When you respect your intuition, um you may believe that
Speaker 3: empathy or compassion towards others will distract you from the
Speaker 3: task at hand. Instead, you prefer to know the why, where, when,
Speaker 3: and who of everything to help you make sense of
Speaker 3: the environment and better understand others. It is not that
Speaker 3: you do not care about others, but you connect with
Speaker 3: other people through an intellectual understanding rather than an emotional
Speaker 3: one energetic intellect.
Speaker 2: I just said that it's not other.
Speaker 3: The Queen of Swords notes that you are a truth seeker.
Speaker 3: You're open to hearing the thoughts and opinions of others,
Speaker 3: but ultimately you filter that information to decipher what is
Speaker 3: true and what is not.
Speaker 2: I told you the voodoo people will come after you.
Speaker 3: How when interacting with others, you will not tolerate mistruths
Speaker 3: or excessive fluff. You prefer to get to the heart
Speaker 3: of the matter without engaging in too much chit chat
Speaker 3: or gossip.
Speaker 2: Nate, and you have a nate.
Speaker 3: Ability to tell it like it is, quick, thinker, hilly, perceptive,
Speaker 3: piercing through the noise and confusion to get straight to
Speaker 3: the point. There is no beating around the bush or
Speaker 3: softening of your comments, opinions and thoughts. You are upfront
Speaker 3: and honest in your views, and you expect the same
Speaker 3: from others.
Speaker 2: Okay, I like that. Like that Okay, now we're going
Speaker 2: to go three of sore. Well, that was the queen.
Speaker 2: That was the queen.
Speaker 3: Now the three of swords is w's fell out right heartbreak,
Speaker 3: emotional pain, sorrow, grief, hurt. When the three of swords
Speaker 3: turns up in a tarot reading, it signals that you
Speaker 3: are feeling deeply hurt and disappointed. Your heart has been
Speaker 3: pierced by the sharp blades of others hurtful words, actions,
Speaker 3: and intentions, and they have inflected intense emotions of pain, sadness, grief,
Speaker 3: and heartbreak. These events are often unexpected and come out
Speaker 3: of the blue, making them even more painful. The Three
Speaker 3: of Swords is also about an emotional release when you
Speaker 3: have suffered a major setback or loss, and now is
Speaker 3: an excellent time to have a good cry. Expressing your
Speaker 3: sadness is part of the cleansing.
Speaker 2: Where the fuck did it go? Okay?
Speaker 3: Expressing your sadness is a part of the cleansing process,
Speaker 3: and letting it all out will help you move on
Speaker 3: to better times. Allow yourself the opportunity to experience these
Speaker 3: emotions no matter how painful. Cry, shout, or scream at
Speaker 3: the top of your lungs. Do whatever it takes to
Speaker 3: express your anger or pain, as this will help the emotions.
Speaker 2: Flow through and out of you.
Speaker 3: However, also it is also essential that you continue to
Speaker 3: focus on the path ahead. You may run the risk
Speaker 3: of becoming so absorbed in the emotions scrolling around you
Speaker 3: that you lose sight of the need to just let
Speaker 3: go and move on. Your focus stays locked on the
Speaker 3: damage when it should be on when it should be
Speaker 3: on the recovery. Now is the time to accept what
Speaker 3: happened and move forward with your life. The Three or
Speaker 3: Swords comes as a reminder that pain, sorrow, and grief
Speaker 3: are a necessary part of life. Without pain, you would
Speaker 3: never experience the time challenges you need to grow and
Speaker 3: develop as a person. Every hardship creates discomfort, which inevitably
Speaker 3: turns into an opportunity to become stronger, learn from your mistakes,
Speaker 3: and change the course of your life for the better.
Speaker 3: While the pain may cloud your vision for a time,
Speaker 3: it will eventually bring clarity enable you to put the
Speaker 3: past behind you. Can you see this experience as a
Speaker 3: learning opportunity initiation? The good news is that this painful
Speaker 3: season will pass. While the Three your Swords brings hurt
Speaker 3: and sadness. It is only temporary. You will bounce back,
Speaker 3: the clouds will dissipate, and soon you will have a
Speaker 3: better perspective of what you can learn from the experience.
Speaker 3: You can conquer any pain that comes your way. All
Speaker 3: it takes is faith, self love, forgiveness, end time time
Speaker 3: time time.
Speaker 2: Time, time is the greatest mutualizer.
Speaker 3: The three of swords arise when you are taking others
Speaker 3: words to heart. More prone to internet trolls, workplace bullies,
Speaker 3: or spiteful strangers, or it may be closer to home
Speaker 3: with those you love saying hurtful words to you. Just
Speaker 3: remember that you do not have to accept their words
Speaker 3: as truth. They are merely another person's opinion or a
Speaker 3: production of their own interfears and anxieties. Shift the energy
Speaker 3: by looking at these people with a compassionate heart. What
Speaker 3: struggles are they going through that they feel the need
Speaker 3: to throw their insecurities at you a lot? Be mindful too,
Speaker 3: Why are their words triggering you? Is there a more profound,
Speaker 3: profound truth in what they've said one you might not
Speaker 3: be willing to see just yet. Use these pain points
Speaker 3: to expand your perspective and see the bigger picture of
Speaker 3: what is happening here, look.
Speaker 2: Back at your karmic take a second. Take a second,
Speaker 2: so the cards never lie. I mean, goddamn, there you go, baby,
Speaker 2: this is your sign. Yeah yeah, Well.
Speaker 1: Before we go, I have some horror stories. We need an affirmation,
Speaker 1: We need an affirmation. The affirmation today is without the dark,
Speaker 1: there is no light.
Speaker 2: Without the dark, there is no light. That's just the truth.
Speaker 1: So I was thinking about horror stories for Halloween, and
Speaker 1: I know we always ask you for your hose stories,
Speaker 1: but I was looking up some actual horror dating stories
Speaker 1: on Reddit. And sometimes I go on Reddit and I'm like,
Speaker 1: this is a scary place, you guys, it's stupid, it's
Speaker 1: a little scary, and it's part of the problem that
Speaker 1: I was talking about.
Speaker 2: But here we go anyway, for.
Speaker 1: Entertainment purposes, reminding how crazy the world is. And all
Speaker 1: week will I mean all month, we'll be taking your
Speaker 1: horror story. So please, you guys, send in your hotels,
Speaker 1: send in your horror stories. Also, if they just had
Speaker 1: some scary shit happen, send those into because it's October
Speaker 1: and we want to hear all about it.
Speaker 2: I want to be scared, scarey, scarey. Okay, here we go.
Speaker 4: Goes a little something like this Orlando.
Speaker 1: Cue the spooky music, Cue the lights, cue the spooky music.
Speaker 1: Match with a woman online who had a kid this
Speaker 1: particular weekend was going to be this particular weekend, the
Speaker 1: kid was going to be with the dad. She asked
Speaker 1: me to come over and hang out. She mentioned she
Speaker 1: wanted to smoke, so I brought a jay. Came over
Speaker 1: to her house and it was decent. She had a
Speaker 1: big secon couch and she sat right next to me.
Speaker 1: I fired up the jay, passed it to her and
Speaker 1: she hits it a few times and gives it back.
Speaker 1: I hit it as well and then offered to her
Speaker 1: again and she says, no, thanks, okay, no biggie, I'll
Speaker 1: put it out. She gets up after a minute and
Speaker 1: goes into the other room. When she comes back. When
Speaker 1: she comes back, she's sitting on the other side of
Speaker 1: the couch and not talking at all. It was then
Speaker 1: that I noticed that she had something in her hand
Speaker 1: and she has a death grip on it. I'm talking
Speaker 1: white knuckles. I asked her if she's okay, and she says.
Speaker 4: The voyces a my ud are dellly made a stab you.
Speaker 2: And at this point.
Speaker 1: I noticed what she's holding is a pencil. I made
Speaker 1: some kind of awkward laugh, then asked to use her
Speaker 1: bathroom and got up and saw the garage door was open.
Speaker 1: Didn't even hesitate right out the garage.
Speaker 2: Bitch period. Okay, this reminds me. Listen, you never do it.
Speaker 4: Says Deally, made to stab you.
Speaker 3: You can't do any drugs with people for the first time,
Speaker 3: because they can they they they could go back. Yeah,
Speaker 3: they can interact.
Speaker 2: With people's bodies negatively. And I've been I've seen it happen,
Speaker 2: and weed all types. That's how everyone hangs out.
Speaker 3: No, a bitch left me at a com I knew
Speaker 3: she didn't smoke. She left me at a concert. We're
Speaker 3: great friends, but she literally left me. She and call
Speaker 3: me she and say ship. She just left me there.
Speaker 3: And to this day she's like, you shouldn't have gave
Speaker 3: me weed. Like it can.
Speaker 2: It can alter people's personalities.
Speaker 1: But this is a little extreme. You're trembling in the
Speaker 1: corner with your fucking pencil.
Speaker 3: If you like something, yeah, maybe it's like it activated crazy.
Speaker 3: Some drugs activate crazy, including weed, And you gotta be careful.
Speaker 3: You can't just be going to bitch's houses from Hinge
Speaker 3: and Ship and have to be careful.
Speaker 2: I've done it, but don't you would it recommend. We've
Speaker 2: all done it, we've all been to We're all lucky
Speaker 2: to be alive.
Speaker 1: We all truly you are. If you're listening right now
Speaker 1: and you've done this, you.
Speaker 2: Are meant to be here.
Speaker 1: Bitch, don't p don't play with God.
Speaker 2: Don't play with psychopaths.
Speaker 3: If you went to someone's house off the fucking dating
Speaker 3: app before and you made it out safely, praise God because.
Speaker 2: It just could. It's it's it can't go wrong. You
Speaker 2: go left. You have any more scary stories of me,
Speaker 2: I do. Sorry. I was just thinking about the terrible
Speaker 2: things all the time.
Speaker 3: She was like, choices I made, I know, just flashes
Speaker 3: through your fucking flashes.
Speaker 2: I've had really scary situations.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Like one day I just was driving around and
Speaker 1: I talked met this girl and Hinge and granted she
Speaker 1: was fine, thank god, But I just wanted to have
Speaker 1: I just wanted to hook up with someone and I.
Speaker 2: Was just driving. I just happened to be driving.
Speaker 1: It was during COVID, so like I was just out
Speaker 1: driving trying to get out of that fucking house and
Speaker 1: then she hit me. I was like, come over, and
Speaker 1: I had like I went to her house. I did
Speaker 1: not know her at all. We hooked up and then
Speaker 1: I left and I was like, is this what it's
Speaker 1: like to be on Grinder?
Speaker 2: Yeah? This is grinder.
Speaker 1: I was like, whoa, I'm like grinder now, but I'm
Speaker 1: a look, I'm thank god she was in a psychopath
Speaker 1: or like not a man twenty.
Speaker 3: This was a particular time. It's not your fault. You
Speaker 3: need a human connection. Thank god she wasn't a psychopath.
Speaker 3: She was cool, but I couldn't went path.
Speaker 2: Usually I would should never do that. I was kind
Speaker 2: of nervous.
Speaker 1: I was like, making me send me a picture of
Speaker 1: yourself before, like we didn't did.
Speaker 2: We even FaceTime? I don't even know if we FaceTime, bitch.
Speaker 2: I just went over there. It was raining. Yeah, yeah, bitch,
Speaker 2: you're dumb.
Speaker 3: I've flown to many cities alone to meet people I've
Speaker 3: I did not know.
Speaker 2: I think about what I would do when I was
Speaker 2: a teen neighbor. Oh no, yeah. Places I would be yeah,
Speaker 2: not where you said you were, yeah, but.
Speaker 1: Like adult places that a grown adult, like an adult
Speaker 1: like me, would be the like This is not where
Speaker 1: you need to be right now.
Speaker 2: You need to get the fuck out of here asap. Yeah.
Speaker 2: I was there high rolling the blunts for people and shit. Yeah,
Speaker 2: all little and looking young and vulnerable. Oh my god,
Speaker 2: I know it's scared. Okay, So here's another horror story.
Speaker 1: I went on a date with the guy once and
Speaker 1: he said he had to stop off at home for
Speaker 1: his wallet. He lived down the street from me. I
Speaker 1: went inside with him and he ended up pulling me
Speaker 1: down onto his love sack as a joke and try
Speaker 1: and trying to hook up with me. I got I
Speaker 1: got up and left and walked home. Fast forward a year,
Speaker 1: I read the local news that he was arrested for
Speaker 1: kidnapping and raping a woman that he had been on
Speaker 1: a date with. He held her captive in his apartment
Speaker 1: apartment and beat her and assaulted her. He could have
Speaker 1: faced life in prison, but only spent about six years
Speaker 1: in before he was released on parole.
Speaker 2: That's what I'm talking about. That that's what could have happened.
Speaker 2: Should I put trigger warning? Trigger warning? No? But like,
Speaker 2: can you imagine the nigga you got away from him? Yeah?
Speaker 2: I said, that's a real horse story.
Speaker 3: That's like, because that intuition be telling you like, get
Speaker 3: the fuck out.
Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah. I've definitely been around some energy.
Speaker 3: Where I'm like no, yeah, me too, me too, like
Speaker 3: murder or energy like you'll kill yeah if you don't
Speaker 3: get what you want.
Speaker 2: Yeah. I mean I've even dated people and I was like,
Speaker 2: you might kill me.
Speaker 3: I could see that happening, which is even questioning my
Speaker 3: personal choices deeply. Yeah, but don't underestimate people's ability to
Speaker 3: get weird yeah, or dark just turn out of nowhere.
Speaker 3: Do you believe people get possessed by spirits?
Speaker 2: Yes? I do too. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I believe it's like people that are more susceptible to
Speaker 1: that kind of energy to be like attached to them.
Speaker 2: Yeah. Is that? What's a syncubus? Is aubus occubists? Oh
Speaker 2: my god?
Speaker 1: Someone wrote was talking about that in one of these
Speaker 1: stories that someone said they had a succubis inside of
Speaker 1: them and it turned them on.
Speaker 2: What is a succubist? I forgutys like something that sex energy.
Speaker 2: I think so sounds like it. Should we look at it? Yeah?
Speaker 2: Look at it? Yeah? Or you know what? I heard
Speaker 2: that a lot of times, like.
Speaker 1: A succubus is a demon or supernatural entity in folklore
Speaker 1: in a female in female form that pours and that
Speaker 1: appears in dreams to seduce men.
Speaker 2: I like her. I have a secubists inside of me too.
Speaker 1: She's like Lilith Wait wait wait, seduce men, usually through
Speaker 1: sexual activity. According to religious tradition, a succubist needs seamen
Speaker 1: to survive. Repeated sexual activity with a sucubists will result
Speaker 1: in a bond being formed between the succubists and the man.
Speaker 1: The saccubists cannot drain or harm the man with whom
Speaker 1: she is having intercourse. In modern representations, a psycubist is
Speaker 1: often depicted as a beautiful seductress or enchantress rather than
Speaker 1: as a demonic or rather than demonic or frightening. The
Speaker 1: male counterpart to the pycubists is the incubist.
Speaker 2: Oh, incubist. Wait, so she doesn't harm them, She.
Speaker 4: Just I love that band. Sorry, so the white girl.
Speaker 3: In me, she doesn't harm them. She just makes them
Speaker 3: like attached to her forever.
Speaker 1: It sounds like she seduces men and like pleases them
Speaker 1: and they stay.
Speaker 2: You can because she needs their semen.
Speaker 3: Oh what I was saying is I heard that a
Speaker 3: lot of like stray souls like linger over places like
Speaker 3: the bar, because like, once you get intoxicated, yeah, your
Speaker 3: reguard is down, like your soul like if you make
Speaker 3: your if you drink so much or do anything so
Speaker 3: much that your physical body is intoxicated, your soul can't
Speaker 3: really live in it, so it will like tether away
Speaker 3: from you while you're like in a toxic state. And
Speaker 3: when it's tethered, that's when you're more susceptible. And so
Speaker 3: like when spirits are hovering over places like that, they
Speaker 3: know who's like easily they can get in. And that's
Speaker 3: why like people like get high or drunk and they
Speaker 3: like you can look at them and they're like a
Speaker 3: different person, or they start taking on personality traits that
Speaker 3: are not theirs, or they start looking different. It's because
Speaker 3: they're like been infiltrated and like, yeah, I've been infiltrated
Speaker 3: like demonic or whatever, not their own soul entity. Wow
Speaker 3: that makes sense right, Like yeah, intoxicated sense to me? Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 3: it makes sense to me as why I remembered it. Okay,
Speaker 3: enough of our darkness. Well, happy October you guys. I
Speaker 3: hope you're gonna join us in la on October twenty First,
Speaker 3: we have our live show at the Terogram Ballroom.
Speaker 2: It's a bitchous birthday. Are you gonna wear costumes? I
Speaker 2: think that we should.
Speaker 3: I think that if you want to wear a costume,
Speaker 3: let's do it because I want to wear a costume.
Speaker 2: What's the theme? Where we going? What's the theme? I
Speaker 2: don't know? Is it's just like costume a costume party.
Speaker 2: They just need a good direction, silver, gold, Egyptian. What
Speaker 2: are we doing, Beyonce, everybody wears silver and mute.
Speaker 4: Well, if you dressed like a call girl, who is
Speaker 4: your version of a call girl?
Speaker 2: Okay? I could be a call girl or like, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: whatever you want.
Speaker 4: I want something kinky, divine, feminine.
Speaker 2: Difine, feminine, something kinky and dominatrix whatever I mean, Just
Speaker 2: get sexy and dress up. Yeah, it's all bitches want
Speaker 2: to actually hear. Just wear body suit and some fish nets. Perfect,
Speaker 2: it'll be fine. Oh my god, I'm high as hell.
Speaker 2: So we're gonna go now. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Welcome to make your own magic October. You know where
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