WEBVTT - It's Not You It's Karma.

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<v Speaker 1>These major shifts in our lives were to invite in

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<v Speaker 1>better things every single time.

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<v Speaker 2>It's never to invite anything.

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<v Speaker 1>Worse when you start choosing yourself and also just like

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<v Speaker 1>choosing what feels the best spiritually aligned with you in

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<v Speaker 1>this iteration of your lifetime.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, like maybe the.

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<v Speaker 1>Next lifetime me and you can like be aligned, but

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<v Speaker 1>this lifetime, this is where I'm at, you know, not

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<v Speaker 1>forcing shit.

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<v Speaker 3>And sometimes you doing that is what that other person

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<v Speaker 3>needs to level up in their soul. You know, like

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<v Speaker 3>sometimes you have to be the cutoff because maybe that's

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<v Speaker 3>going to be what catapults them to like meet you

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<v Speaker 3>in the next realm or in the realm after that.

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm Erica and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm Mela. Happy Wednesday, Happy Humpday, y'all. Happy first week

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<v Speaker 1>of October. You know it's our favorite month of the year, truly.

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<v Speaker 2>Is because a bad bitch was born this month. I

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<v Speaker 2>wonder who that is? Could I just I just can't.

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<v Speaker 2>I just can't remember who. I just it's happening.

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<v Speaker 3>Even this silence. Welcome to make your own magic October.

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<v Speaker 1>I love this month because this is where we get

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<v Speaker 1>to really get a little dark, little sexy. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I think we're a little dark and sexy all the time.

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<v Speaker 2>Balls to the walls, you know where we're like, we're witches,

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<v Speaker 2>but we don't censor our witchness. We're like, it's October,

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<v Speaker 2>so that's our month. We don't have to keep saying

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<v Speaker 2>we mean the good Kui.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, it's welcome to October. I am feeling good.

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<v Speaker 1>I feeled magical.

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<v Speaker 2>Feel magical. Me too.

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<v Speaker 3>I feel magical as well, very magical. I'm feeling magnetic, magical,

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<v Speaker 3>and magnificent. I love all those ms me too. Those

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<v Speaker 3>are the m's I love, including Mila.

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<v Speaker 2>I love me, Samila and me.

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<v Speaker 3>And to me, I love me, Somila, Athemy, to me

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<v Speaker 3>and Mela Sandwich. Have you ever thought about if you

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<v Speaker 3>can a threesome yourself, would you do it?

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<v Speaker 2>Fuck? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>I like started my entry into lesbianism with yourself by

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<v Speaker 1>funness with bitches that I look like me.

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<v Speaker 2>I was. I was into bitches that look like me.

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<v Speaker 2>I still kind of am, But I've never heard anyone

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<v Speaker 2>say this out loud.

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<v Speaker 1>I that was the safe, like it felt safe to me.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't realize that's what I was doing, But I

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<v Speaker 1>think that.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what it was.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like, Oh, if she kind of looks like me,

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<v Speaker 1>it feels familiar. So I went for light skin, curly

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<v Speaker 1>haired girls.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know if that's been my go to.

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<v Speaker 3>I haven't really looked for girls like me because I

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<v Speaker 3>don't really think there are a lot of girls that

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<v Speaker 3>look like me.

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<v Speaker 2>But if there was a girl that looked like me,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm you're not you're shading me. Sorry.

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<v Speaker 1>I know there's a lot of basic, light skin bitches

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<v Speaker 1>with curly hair.

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<v Speaker 2>That's not a shade at all. Dark skinned girls with

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<v Speaker 2>short hair, no, never heard of them. I have not.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't. That wasn't a job. But I don't know

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<v Speaker 2>why you took it that way.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm just saying generally speaking, I just haven't come across

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<v Speaker 3>any but if I did, there would be a potential

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<v Speaker 3>for that to happen. And I think I generally go

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<v Speaker 3>for women that don't look like me because then it

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<v Speaker 3>makes it easier, Like there's not like I'm not trying

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<v Speaker 3>to because no one. I'm not gonna think anyone looks

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<v Speaker 3>as good as me. It's just a role of thumb.

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<v Speaker 3>It's just not going to happen. So I might as well,

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<v Speaker 3>go totally different.

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<v Speaker 2>So you like to have sex with the girls that

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<v Speaker 2>look are a little uglier? Is that what you're saying?

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<v Speaker 2>Like what, I wasn't expecting you to say that. Yeah, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>I got it, got it?

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<v Speaker 3>So I won't be too caught off guard by their

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<v Speaker 3>alarming beauty.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh god, you know, I gotta be.

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<v Speaker 3>Like I'm eleven. You can be a ten and a half,

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<v Speaker 3>especially in the threesome. You can't be like finer than me.

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<v Speaker 1>Really, I don't mind that, I like, I want to

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<v Speaker 1>I want to fuck a bad bitch.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I want to fuck a bad bitch. But I

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<v Speaker 2>will be offended.

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<v Speaker 3>Is if my boyfriend recommends and like under my like

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<v Speaker 3>under my standard of beauty, then I get it, boyfriend.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, let's be clear. Boyfriends can't recommend shit. Shut the

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<v Speaker 2>fuck up. That's true. You don't recommend nothing. No, it's nothing.

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<v Speaker 2>You just suck up. Maybe you sl maybe if you're sly.

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<v Speaker 2>You plan't see.

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<v Speaker 1>There's rarely time until then she comes to the genuine

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<v Speaker 1>realization that, oh my god, wow, she's so fine.

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<v Speaker 2>I want to fuck her. But you don't bring bitches

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<v Speaker 2>to this, to the stable or the table. Okay, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>that's a fact. Yeah, that's a fact.

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<v Speaker 3>Anybody we were talking about being magical Welcoming October. I

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<v Speaker 3>feel like I feel like we finally have come into

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<v Speaker 3>a comfortable place in our.

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<v Speaker 2>Witchness, in our in our occult, that.

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<v Speaker 3>We've come to the conclusion that you either get it

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<v Speaker 3>or you don't get it, and we've kind of stopped

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<v Speaker 3>censoring ourselves saying not that kind of witch, the good

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<v Speaker 3>witch four hundred times an episode, because it's just like,

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<v Speaker 3>if you're here, you're here, get with the program.

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<v Speaker 2>That's true.

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<v Speaker 3>You should know we're good witches by now. And if

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<v Speaker 3>you don't, I'm putting a cars on you.

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<v Speaker 2>But don't cross me, bitch.

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<v Speaker 1>I know people and eyeplaces, and now I know more

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<v Speaker 1>people because we have some amazing guests this month. Some

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<v Speaker 1>of them are voodoo priestesses. And I got the tea

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<v Speaker 1>and I will put you under a fucking spell.

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<v Speaker 2>If you play with me, I will call her and

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<v Speaker 2>she will call her friends. Now I will call her.

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<v Speaker 2>You'll call her friends.

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<v Speaker 3>You know those friends are spirits and ship you don't

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<v Speaker 3>want to play with them, guys an ancestor and.

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<v Speaker 1>There's some voodoo other priestesses in Africa that will come.

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<v Speaker 2>So I'm just saying watch yourself anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>The good witches though, that's what we're talking about here.

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<v Speaker 1>I was thinking about I was thinking about some of

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<v Speaker 1>our past Halloweens and some of our previous guests we've

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<v Speaker 1>had in Halloween, and we've had some good ones, like

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<v Speaker 1>we've had Jake, and we've had Jake is uh he's

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<v Speaker 1>a voodoo priests you do priest Emila talks about, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>her experience with Jake.

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<v Speaker 3>We had on on an episode called You Sacrificed to

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<v Speaker 3>What in year one? That's a pretty good one.

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<v Speaker 2>We had uh, oh god, what was his name? What's

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<v Speaker 2>his name? Oh? Chris, Chris, Yeah, Chris M. Chris M. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>He came on and gave us a real.

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<v Speaker 3>He's a medium. We might need to call him again.

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<v Speaker 3>Remember we ran into him with Canineta. Chris was a

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<v Speaker 3>Medina Medina. Who else have we had?

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<v Speaker 1>We had on We have the founders of House of

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<v Speaker 1>Intuition on in October, So that was cool. But I

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<v Speaker 1>think like this this month and this year, we've really.

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<v Speaker 2>Stepped it up. We have we went all the way.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm excited too for everyone.

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<v Speaker 3>To get to get to know our guests. This month,

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<v Speaker 3>we've deep dove into the dark side and into the

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<v Speaker 3>dark feminine, and I'm super.

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<v Speaker 2>Excited about it.

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<v Speaker 3>In fact, I found out through one of our guests.

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<v Speaker 3>Should we tell them or should we just like, is

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<v Speaker 3>a secret?

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<v Speaker 2>Are we not saying it? No? What I was gonna say?

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<v Speaker 2>She told me something. Should we say the people's names? Okay?

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<v Speaker 2>Say it? I guess I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>One of our guests this month is the trap Witch

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<v Speaker 3>and she connected with her in Atlanta and she told

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<v Speaker 3>me that my that Lilith is in my first house

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<v Speaker 3>and I've been doing like deep research on it and

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<v Speaker 3>it makes a lot of sense, Like the dark feminine

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<v Speaker 3>is very present in my astrology chart. So now I've

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<v Speaker 3>been leaning into my dark feminine and I've been putting

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of connecting a lot of dots from when

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<v Speaker 3>I was younger, so I now we talk a lot

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<v Speaker 3>about like being witches as kids but not knowing where

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<v Speaker 3>to place it or just like you don't really talk

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<v Speaker 3>about it when you get older because you're like that

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<v Speaker 3>was my figment of my imagination, but no, if you

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<v Speaker 3>were a child that was into the craft or what's

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<v Speaker 3>that one movie with Sandra Bullock when her and her sister,

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<v Speaker 3>which is that's a really good one too.

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<v Speaker 2>I gotta watch that one. This is this something with

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<v Speaker 2>magic called something magic? Yeah, my unpredictable magic. Yeah, peculiar magic,

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<v Speaker 2>something like that. Okay, yeah, all of the all.

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<v Speaker 3>If you did the Ougi fucking board, Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 3>we need to do a Patreon where we play the

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<v Speaker 3>Wuigi board on camera.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm scared because I've done that before as a kid.

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<v Speaker 2>She was like, some energies came through, oh for sure,

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<v Speaker 2>and I like goofy and like, okay, it was goofy.

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<v Speaker 2>But I was like, you quit after that? Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 2>got scared. Yeah, you ordered that book online and you

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<v Speaker 2>ordered the Oiji board. That was she came there, my

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<v Speaker 2>very important book. I don't know, but can we order

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<v Speaker 2>a Wiji board? I just needed in my house. I

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<v Speaker 2>just need, like it's just I need, like a good one,

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<v Speaker 2>just for the sake of wichness. I had a.

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<v Speaker 1>Oiji board and then I think I threw it away

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<v Speaker 1>because you got scared, Like I think I had one

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<v Speaker 1>as an adult.

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<v Speaker 2>I did. I think I need one as an adult.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 1>Speaking of his speaking of childhood stories and things, So

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<v Speaker 1>the other day, actually someone from our retreat shout out

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<v Speaker 1>to Shatara. She posted something on Instagram that reminded me.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like, I had this extreme clear vision of

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<v Speaker 1>me reading this book as a kid, because she posted

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<v Speaker 1>a picture of one of the stories, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, what the fuck was the name of

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<v Speaker 1>that book? And why did my mom buy this for me?

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<v Speaker 1>Why did I have this? And why did every kid

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<v Speaker 1>have this? Because it's kind of creepy.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, they did change the illustration.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not the same because it was too scary. But

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<v Speaker 1>the book was called in a Dark Dark Room and

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<v Speaker 1>other scary stories. I don't know if anybody remembers this

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<v Speaker 1>childhood classic slash or beginning of children's Nightmares, but there

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<v Speaker 1>was a there was a story called the Green Ribbon.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, that's the one. I remember, The Green.

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<v Speaker 1>Ribbon, And I was like, I wanted to read it

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<v Speaker 1>to you guys because it's short, and it just took

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<v Speaker 1>me back and it was creepy as fuck, and it's

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<v Speaker 1>still creepy. So should I read it now? Should I

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<v Speaker 1>go into it?

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<v Speaker 2>Now?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, cozy up, you guys, gather around the fireplace. Mama

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<v Speaker 1>witch e, it's not Mama witchy.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a witch.

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<v Speaker 1>E it's going to read you a bedtime story. The

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<v Speaker 1>green Ribbon. Once there was a girl named Jenny. She

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<v Speaker 1>was like all the other girls. Ooh, I like this lighting, Orlando,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you. If you're watching on YouTube, you can see

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<v Speaker 1>our lighting is getting spooky seky. Once there was a

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<v Speaker 1>girl named Jenny. She was like all the other girls

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<v Speaker 1>except for one thing. She always wore a green ribbon

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<v Speaker 1>around her neck. There was a boy named Alfred in

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<v Speaker 1>her class. Alfred liked Jenny, and Jenny liked Alfred. One

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<v Speaker 1>day he asked her, why do you wear that ribbon

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<v Speaker 1>all the time? I cannot tell you, said Jenny, but

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<v Speaker 1>Alfred kept asking. Of course he did.

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<v Speaker 2>Shut the fuck up, Alfred, why do you wear it?

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<v Speaker 4>And Jenny would say it is not important. Mind your business.

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<v Speaker 2>Jenny and Alfred grew up and fell in love. One day,

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<v Speaker 2>they got married. After their wedding, Alfred said, now that

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<v Speaker 2>we are married, you must tell me about the green ribbon.

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<v Speaker 2>You still must wait, said Jenny, like a bad bitch

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<v Speaker 2>that she is.

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<v Speaker 4>I will tell you when the right time comes. Years pasted,

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<v Speaker 4>Alfred and Jenny grew old. One day, Jenny became very sick.

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<v Speaker 4>The doctor told her she was dying. Jenny called Alfred

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<v Speaker 4>to her side. Alfred, she said, now I.

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<v Speaker 2>Can tell you about the green ribbon untied, and you

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<v Speaker 2>will see why I could not tell you before. Slowly

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<v Speaker 2>and carefully Alfred untied the ribbon and Jenny's head fell

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<v Speaker 2>off the end. That scared the shit out of me.

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<v Speaker 2>That was scared of the shot of me too.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what scared the shot on me more was

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<v Speaker 1>the fucking illustrations in the original, because now they've like

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<v Speaker 1>made it just a little too modern, whereas before it

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<v Speaker 1>was giving like colonial horror story.

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<v Speaker 3>Very order of the original illustrations and the original Ouiji born.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, this is giving not what I needed, which was

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<v Speaker 1>like really scary white people ship, which I think is

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<v Speaker 1>why as a black child reading this, I got even

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<v Speaker 1>more scared.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, oh my god, that makes sense. Where

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<v Speaker 2>does this happen? Poland scary story.

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<v Speaker 3>There is something about like rural outside of the country,

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<v Speaker 3>very European white places, like where's.

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<v Speaker 2>The vampires are from?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know, Transylvania, the Ofakia or even like have

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<v Speaker 3>you seen one of those? Have you seen this that

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<v Speaker 3>scary movie Midsummer's Night, Midsummer's Day, it's kind of recent

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<v Speaker 3>and like a bunch of like college white kids go

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<v Speaker 3>to like the Spring Equina and there's like some fucking freaky, freaky,

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<v Speaker 3>weird shit going on there, And yeah, I never want

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<v Speaker 3>to be in a white, rural European country.

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<v Speaker 2>White horror is some other shit they invented it.

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<v Speaker 1>Like when I see black horror films, I'm like, Okay, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>this is it's scary.

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<v Speaker 2>But when I when white people are involved in the horror,

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<v Speaker 2>it's another level of horror.

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<v Speaker 3>But as some of your top scary movies, like from childhood,

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<v Speaker 3>I mean obviously from childhood, because the ones they make

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<v Speaker 3>this day is like in modern day, are not that great.

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<v Speaker 1>There was one that I'll never forget that my dad,

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<v Speaker 1>because watching horror films was me and my dad's thing.

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<v Speaker 1>We would like my dad would put on the horror

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<v Speaker 1>film and he would always fucking fall asleep, so then

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<v Speaker 1>I'd be left alone.

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<v Speaker 2>I hate that. There was one called The Red Death.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll never forget that fucking movie.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like I don't remember exactly everything that happened,

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<v Speaker 1>but I do know at some point everyone got leprosy.

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<v Speaker 2>And it fucked me up. Not leopards. Yeah, leprosy. That

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<v Speaker 2>one was scary.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh what was the one with a Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>it was that little kid.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't remember.

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<v Speaker 1>There was that Okay, that one I can't remember right now.

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<v Speaker 1>House on Haunted Hill. That one freaked me out. The

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<v Speaker 1>haunting freaked me out. Oh one with Liv Tyler. That

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<v Speaker 1>was not When I was a kid, it was called

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<v Speaker 1>like the Strangers. I think it was called that was creepy.

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<v Speaker 1>But as a kid. Oh, there was the one in

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<v Speaker 1>the grave.

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<v Speaker 3>There was one in like a cemetery, oh, pet cemetery.

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<v Speaker 3>Maybe that cemetery was scary. I remember that one. I

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<v Speaker 3>like the classics. I like Psycho. I like, what's the

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<v Speaker 3>one with Jack Nicholson.

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<v Speaker 2>That's the one I'm talking about.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, oh, that wasn't Liv Tyler, that was Olivia.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh there was one with lived Tyler called the Strangers.

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<v Speaker 1>But this one with the one with Jack Nicholson.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, red rum, red rum, Oh my god, what the

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<v Speaker 3>fuck is it?

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<v Speaker 2>The shining, the shining, the shining. Oh my, that's a great.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait, that's not the one I'm was talking about though,

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<v Speaker 1>But yes, there's that one. But there's an another one

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<v Speaker 1>that is Jack Nicholson in it. Fuck, it's that kid,

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<v Speaker 1>He's like, he's obviously an adult.

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<v Speaker 2>Now the sixth.

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<v Speaker 1>Sense, the sixth sense, that's the Bruce willis that Bruce willis.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that was the beginning of m Night Shamanad who

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<v Speaker 3>I really don't love.

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<v Speaker 2>He doesn't do good shit anymore. You know what? You

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<v Speaker 2>know what I just saw recently? That Old Oh what

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<v Speaker 2>did you see that one? Old? Is that what's called old? Right?

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<v Speaker 3>I after I listen in high school or some shit,

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<v Speaker 3>I saw the Village and I was done with it

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<v Speaker 3>at his ass done. It's the worst fucking movie and

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<v Speaker 3>it's like from a book. It's literally so dumb. It

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<v Speaker 3>was a waste of my time in my life. And

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<v Speaker 3>it was twenty years ago.

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<v Speaker 2>I think you need to give him another chance. Wow,

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<v Speaker 2>he really hurts you. I mean I did.

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<v Speaker 3>I like he had another movie more recently when he

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<v Speaker 3>like with a therapist. You know, they're all like low

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<v Speaker 3>key sequels. They're related but not related. But there is

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<v Speaker 3>a recent one that's kind of good. But that fucking

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<v Speaker 3>stupid ass village was dumb.

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<v Speaker 2>You gotta see the one called Old.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, it was it wasn't like it wasn't that good,

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<v Speaker 1>but it was.

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<v Speaker 2>It was entertaining, it keeps you on. He doesn't. I

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<v Speaker 2>guess it's horror, but it's a lot of like more

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<v Speaker 2>like suspense. Yeah, I'm more attracted to suspense. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>like really gore.

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<v Speaker 3>What really scares me now is things that could actually happen,

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<v Speaker 3>like kidnappings and shit like that. But also as I

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<v Speaker 3>get older, and I don't know if it's like just me,

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<v Speaker 3>like does anxiety increase as you get older? But like

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<v Speaker 3>as you have real stress like bills and and keeping

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<v Speaker 3>a human alive, I have less time to engage in

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<v Speaker 3>stressful things for leisure.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, adulthood's dark enough.

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<v Speaker 3>Give me some comedy, bitch, just because, like I don't

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<v Speaker 3>need to be on edge, but in October I'll go

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<v Speaker 3>hard and I like to like.

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<v Speaker 2>There was also a really good animated.

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<v Speaker 3>Movie that we watched recently that was like The Clay

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<v Speaker 3>but it's like it's it's very modern, it's for kids,

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<v Speaker 3>but it was pretty spooky. It's a key, Oh yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>is it just key? Or is a key and peel?

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<v Speaker 3>It's a key and peel scary kind of like kids movie.

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<v Speaker 2>It was very modern.

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<v Speaker 3>They had like a little girl who was in school

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<v Speaker 3>who was now a little boy like yeah with trans yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>trans animated kid character they had like some black people.

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<v Speaker 2>It's really it's good. I liked saw. Wait, what's that now? Saw?

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<v Speaker 2>Is that the Dominique Fisher? No? What's the new swarm? Sauce?

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<v Speaker 2>I hate sauce. I hate all saws. Actually, oh, it's

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<v Speaker 2>called Wendell and I Wendell.

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<v Speaker 3>Saying what is Wendell and Wild? While and Wendell Wendell

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<v Speaker 3>and Wild. Yeah, it's about select the cemetery and spirits.

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<v Speaker 3>It's a good like if you have like a kind

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<v Speaker 3>of big kid like eight seven eight and up, and

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<v Speaker 3>for adults, it was good.

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<v Speaker 2>My daughter is scared about all the things. I know

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<v Speaker 2>what I like record? Can people start sending record? I'm

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<v Speaker 2>sorry to cut you off.

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<v Speaker 3>Can people start sending recommendations for movies that are kid

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<v Speaker 3>friendly but also adult entertainment? Because I fucking hate kid

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<v Speaker 3>shit like it has to be. It has to be

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<v Speaker 3>good for both of us, because if it's too kitty,

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<v Speaker 3>I am Gordon Crinn.

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<v Speaker 1>I try to get I ready to watch The Whiz

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<v Speaker 1>the other day, like I felt like kept falling asleep.

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<v Speaker 2>I love the Wiz. I kept falling asleep. I couldn't.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't. I just musicals. Oh yeah, you hate them.

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<v Speaker 2>I just couldn't.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, I know Diana Ross was in here,

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<v Speaker 1>I know Michael Jackson's here. I know all the fucking

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<v Speaker 1>people I'm supposed to love and I do are in here.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't. I'm going to bed.

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<v Speaker 3>My family is theatrical because we're singing, dancing and watching

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<v Speaker 3>fucking Hamilton and all of the fucking musical shit. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>thank you, I like it, but I understand, like I can,

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<v Speaker 3>it's like a little cheesy for your taste type of thing.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I just like when you just start breaking out into

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<v Speaker 1>song in the middle of like a sentence, it just throws.

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<v Speaker 2>Me off a little bit. That's how they have to be.

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<v Speaker 1>There's certain ones that I that I've said, Okay, I

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<v Speaker 1>like that, but I'm not gonna like, go out of

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<v Speaker 1>my way.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not gonna go see a musical in the theaters. No,

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<v Speaker 2>I'll wait totally. Not in theaters.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, I mean, at this point you don't have to

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<v Speaker 1>wait for anything. But I wasn't gonna do that.

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<v Speaker 2>Live would probably be good, but my daughter's into the

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<v Speaker 2>musical theaters. So I was like, let's watch the wiz,

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<v Speaker 2>you'll like that you did it? And I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>so will I?

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<v Speaker 1>And then I was like, m oh, don't come for me,

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<v Speaker 1>not so much.

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<v Speaker 2>So what's been up? Well, I'm smoking right now, that's

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<v Speaker 2>how how is it? It's good this?

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<v Speaker 1>I got this strain from Gorilla r X, which is

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<v Speaker 1>one of the I think the first black, old woman

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<v Speaker 1>owned dispensary in Los Angeles.

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<v Speaker 2>Just make sure you check them out. It's called, uh

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<v Speaker 2>the pink label. M hm, you like pink? Yeah, it

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<v Speaker 2>was like Moroccan something I can't remember. I ripped off

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<v Speaker 2>the label. It's pretty nice. I'm high.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I was just debating if I hit that a

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<v Speaker 3>little too early in the episode.

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<v Speaker 2>We got straight to it, we did, you know? I

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<v Speaker 2>because I had taken a cocktail of vitamins this morning.

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<v Speaker 2>That a cocktail, it is how many different ones you

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<v Speaker 2>have to take? I think it's like three or four

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<v Speaker 2>in a packet.

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<v Speaker 3>Anyway, A company sent me some vitamins and basically all

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<v Speaker 3>the advertisements say it's better than adderall for it's a

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<v Speaker 3>better thing, Like it's basically natural medicine for ADHD. And

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<v Speaker 3>I you know, I've I've self diagnosed myself and so

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<v Speaker 3>I just went straight forward. I was like energy boom.

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<v Speaker 3>And then I telled Eric. I was like, yeah, I

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<v Speaker 3>was feeling a little weird on my hike. She's like,

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<v Speaker 3>so you just took like just took some pills that

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<v Speaker 3>a random company sent you in the mail. And I

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<v Speaker 3>was like, yeah, yeah, I did. They have they have

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of Instagram followers. They're not gonna kill me,

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<v Speaker 3>so you know, if anything.

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<v Speaker 2>Happens, we won't probably won't.

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<v Speaker 4>Just new ways to dose out to the doses dose out.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh right, They're like, I know how to get the

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<v Speaker 2>natural bitches.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, they already did it with the Ocempics. They

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<v Speaker 1>got they got all the They got us for our

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<v Speaker 1>vanity putting weird shit in our bodies to be skinny.

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<v Speaker 2>Not gonna get another gonna the healer community, but natural.

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<v Speaker 2>The Olympics are going crazy, They're going crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought about it. I was like, should I get

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<v Speaker 1>a zempic? And then I thought, A, I've dodged.

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<v Speaker 2>I can't.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not I'm not you know, I'm not a vaccine

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<v Speaker 1>type of bitch myself, and I'm just not a I

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<v Speaker 1>don't even take medicine when I'm sick. I try not

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<v Speaker 1>to unless I have to, you know, so I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I was just like, yeah, we don't know what this does,

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<v Speaker 1>but I want to be skinny.

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<v Speaker 2>They almost got me. They still could, I know.

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<v Speaker 3>I think it's like there's something about like becoming more

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<v Speaker 3>vain as you get older.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel it. I feel it.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, oh, it becomes when you're young. It's easy

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<v Speaker 1>to say I would never do that. There was a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of I never would do's that I've done, including these. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>you said you would never do that, Yeah, huh. I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, I would never get plastic surgery.

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<v Speaker 2>I would never get anything. Was like, sign me up.

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<v Speaker 3>I thought I was gonna it boobs really early because

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<v Speaker 3>I just I don't know. It's just that for gal here,

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<v Speaker 3>I am no boobs yet end up being more natural

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<v Speaker 3>than I planned.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like we're the opposite.

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<v Speaker 3>I know what the fuck I mean, but it's not

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<v Speaker 3>off the table. I don't know what's gonna happen. You know,

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<v Speaker 3>in the next fucking ten to fifteen years, I'll be

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<v Speaker 3>a bitch, fuck around.

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<v Speaker 2>And get are we gonna like have a debut party? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I'll have a boot party. I'll probably I probably fuck

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<v Speaker 2>around and get boobs and I'm like.

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<v Speaker 3>Fifty five just say, you know, you're like, fuck it

0:23:26.480 --> 0:23:31.119
<v Speaker 3>laden life boob laden like boob jobs.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I know.

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<v Speaker 3>I was just talking to my other homegirl about like

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<v Speaker 3>getting you know, She's like, I only get my fillers

0:23:37.480 --> 0:23:39.160
<v Speaker 3>done like once a year. You know these girls they've

0:23:39.160 --> 0:23:41.359
<v Speaker 3>been getting on like every three months, and I'm like, girl,

0:23:41.400 --> 0:23:42.040
<v Speaker 3>you need to chill.

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<v Speaker 2>We're still young. And I'm like, do you need to

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<v Speaker 2>get some like am I behind?

0:23:47.320 --> 0:23:49.280
<v Speaker 3>I'm just afraid of my face is gonna look different

0:23:49.280 --> 0:23:50.440
<v Speaker 3>and I don't have time for that.

0:23:50.760 --> 0:23:52.919
<v Speaker 2>They might look different, but I think that's cool. It

0:23:52.920 --> 0:23:56.160
<v Speaker 2>made a little lip. You do not need no fucking.

0:23:56.400 --> 0:23:58.359
<v Speaker 2>That's like the most fun thing to get. Well, you

0:23:58.480 --> 0:24:00.600
<v Speaker 2>have lips, that's kind of I know.

0:24:00.800 --> 0:24:03.879
<v Speaker 3>But you know that girl from Friday's beautiful lips.

0:24:03.960 --> 0:24:05.040
<v Speaker 2>Let's just I wish we could.

0:24:05.119 --> 0:24:08.200
<v Speaker 3>I'm not gonna do it cut into these lips. Look

0:24:08.240 --> 0:24:11.080
<v Speaker 3>at these gorgeous, luscious lips.

0:24:13.920 --> 0:24:17.680
<v Speaker 2>But you know the girl from next Friday, which one?

0:24:18.359 --> 0:24:21.280
<v Speaker 2>The girl, the girl, the model girl? Yeah, you know

0:24:21.320 --> 0:24:24.200
<v Speaker 2>those lips she has? Are they real? I don't know what,

0:24:24.440 --> 0:24:25.920
<v Speaker 2>like very like plucked?

0:24:26.400 --> 0:24:33.280
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, like like Angela and Joe they look not

0:24:33.400 --> 0:24:37.960
<v Speaker 3>that's my lip idol, remember Friday after next, she's my

0:24:38.000 --> 0:24:38.520
<v Speaker 3>lip idol.

0:24:39.119 --> 0:24:44.720
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's true. Oh my godiam ho.

0:24:45.000 --> 0:24:51.000
<v Speaker 3>And I've always aspired to be like the Houcci. I've

0:24:51.080 --> 0:24:54.800
<v Speaker 3>always had a deep liking for the dark feminine, like

0:24:54.880 --> 0:24:57.320
<v Speaker 3>the sensual, the sexual. I think we talked about this too,

0:24:57.359 --> 0:25:00.840
<v Speaker 3>but just someone's showing a little disk and the girl

0:25:00.840 --> 0:25:01.679
<v Speaker 3>wearing no bra.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, I was intrigued by that. That attracted me,

0:25:04.400 --> 0:25:05.680
<v Speaker 2>and I was like, I like that.

0:25:05.880 --> 0:25:12.560
<v Speaker 3>I'm like that, so embracelet I'll embrace it without getting

0:25:12.560 --> 0:25:15.040
<v Speaker 3>the yeah, yeah.

0:25:14.960 --> 0:25:17.879
<v Speaker 1>Don't do that though. I mean my titties started. I

0:25:17.880 --> 0:25:19.679
<v Speaker 1>started somewhere else and then I ended up with titties.

0:25:19.680 --> 0:25:21.360
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't even going in for titties. I was going

0:25:21.400 --> 0:25:25.080
<v Speaker 1>in for liposuction and left with no light bow and tits.

0:25:25.200 --> 0:25:27.840
<v Speaker 2>So it worked out in your favor. They got me,

0:25:28.000 --> 0:25:29.760
<v Speaker 2>but I don't have. Yeah.

0:25:29.840 --> 0:25:34.159
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I paid a lot more, but I'm happy. I

0:25:34.280 --> 0:25:37.280
<v Speaker 1>love my titties, my best one of my best ass.

0:25:37.320 --> 0:25:38.000
<v Speaker 1>That's my best ass.

0:25:38.040 --> 0:25:41.000
<v Speaker 2>That is my ass. Then my tips great combo.

0:25:41.160 --> 0:25:43.600
<v Speaker 3>Every year Erica promisings to me, we're gonna make enough money,

0:25:43.640 --> 0:25:44.800
<v Speaker 3>You're gonna we're gonna buy you tips.

0:25:44.800 --> 0:25:48.480
<v Speaker 2>We're buying you tits and a diamond chain and a roly.

0:25:48.960 --> 0:25:51.600
<v Speaker 2>I just want to roly roly roly with the time

0:25:51.640 --> 0:25:57.280
<v Speaker 2>of it. That's our manifestation. Once we get those three things.

0:25:57.560 --> 0:26:02.040
<v Speaker 1>Once we both have tits, okay, both have rollies and

0:26:02.160 --> 0:26:02.960
<v Speaker 1>diamond chain.

0:26:04.200 --> 0:26:09.440
<v Speaker 2>I know I want one more thing. I want a Bronco. Okay, okay, okay,

0:26:09.520 --> 0:26:11.000
<v Speaker 2>we can make that happy. I always think about that.

0:26:11.000 --> 0:26:12.840
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, if I get a or like a jeep

0:26:12.840 --> 0:26:16.399
<v Speaker 3>Wrangler or Bronco, then I'll be happy it's done. But

0:26:16.600 --> 0:26:18.560
<v Speaker 3>just always want to put what's going to make them.

0:26:18.480 --> 0:26:20.600
<v Speaker 2>Happy in the future. I'll be happy as soon as

0:26:20.600 --> 0:26:23.760
<v Speaker 2>I get for then I'll be so happy. I'll be

0:26:23.800 --> 0:26:28.359
<v Speaker 2>so happy. If I woke up to this every morning,

0:26:28.400 --> 0:26:30.399
<v Speaker 2>I'd be so happy. You know, I begating where I

0:26:30.440 --> 0:26:32.439
<v Speaker 2>need to go now. But if I get real.

0:26:32.359 --> 0:26:35.880
<v Speaker 3>High up in a geep ooh, I'd be so happy.

0:26:37.080 --> 0:26:40.040
<v Speaker 2>And if I did it with new tits.

0:26:43.480 --> 0:26:46.600
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's why it's it's it's so funny because I mean,

0:26:47.359 --> 0:26:50.040
<v Speaker 1>we have to try to That's why living in the

0:26:50.080 --> 0:26:53.080
<v Speaker 1>present is so important. But it's the hardest thing, especially

0:26:53.119 --> 0:26:57.080
<v Speaker 1>in the age of social media and like seeing what

0:26:57.160 --> 0:26:59.680
<v Speaker 1>everybody has, So there has to be a protection. There

0:26:59.680 --> 0:27:03.320
<v Speaker 1>has to be like things in place, because you can't

0:27:03.320 --> 0:27:06.840
<v Speaker 1>consume everything, you will come out fucked up. There's no

0:27:06.960 --> 0:27:10.080
<v Speaker 1>way you consume everything and you're a normal person. You

0:27:10.119 --> 0:27:14.359
<v Speaker 1>don't get to be on TikTok, Instagram, Twitter, x whatever

0:27:14.359 --> 0:27:20.720
<v Speaker 1>the fuck threads hinge here, and you don't get like

0:27:20.760 --> 0:27:24.159
<v Speaker 1>I feel like there's a level of like this connection

0:27:24.280 --> 0:27:27.879
<v Speaker 1>you have to have from like everyone else's opinions because

0:27:27.920 --> 0:27:32.119
<v Speaker 1>everyone's opinions weren't always so easily accessible, right, you know,

0:27:32.320 --> 0:27:34.600
<v Speaker 1>And so I think it causes confusion.

0:27:34.920 --> 0:27:41.320
<v Speaker 2>And yeah, I think it causes confusion, period. For sure,

0:27:41.359 --> 0:27:42.400
<v Speaker 2>it causes confusion.

0:27:42.480 --> 0:27:45.440
<v Speaker 3>We're consuming a lot of information on a regular basis

0:27:45.560 --> 0:27:49.159
<v Speaker 3>that is like laced with a lot of dumb ass opinions,

0:27:49.560 --> 0:27:52.440
<v Speaker 3>and like, if you don't know yourself, you'll start believing everything.

0:27:53.040 --> 0:27:54.920
<v Speaker 3>And like, you know, this is going to not be

0:27:54.960 --> 0:27:57.600
<v Speaker 3>a popular opinion, but I'm just going to assume that

0:27:57.720 --> 0:28:00.399
<v Speaker 3>because you're listening here, that you're not part of this

0:28:00.600 --> 0:28:02.520
<v Speaker 3>people and you're going to agree with me that, like

0:28:03.720 --> 0:28:05.960
<v Speaker 3>I would say a strong ninety percent of the population

0:28:06.160 --> 0:28:07.080
<v Speaker 3>is dumb.

0:28:11.280 --> 0:28:16.520
<v Speaker 2>Think about it. I mean like that is dumb, is relative.

0:28:16.800 --> 0:28:20.680
<v Speaker 3>I will lacks common sense, and that in the sense

0:28:20.720 --> 0:28:24.480
<v Speaker 3>that a lot of people can be on TikTok, be

0:28:24.560 --> 0:28:28.480
<v Speaker 3>on Instagram, beyond blah blah blah, and people's opinions all

0:28:28.520 --> 0:28:32.400
<v Speaker 3>of those, all of those channels will curve and curate

0:28:32.480 --> 0:28:36.280
<v Speaker 3>how they feel about themselves and how they perceive their

0:28:36.320 --> 0:28:40.240
<v Speaker 3>outside world. That's what I mean by like not dumb,

0:28:40.240 --> 0:28:51.960
<v Speaker 3>but like easily influence, influence cattle, easily guided guy, like yeah, blindly, yeah, yeah,

0:28:52.960 --> 0:28:57.120
<v Speaker 3>So watch what you consume, watch what you consume. I mean,

0:28:57.360 --> 0:29:00.560
<v Speaker 3>like even you have to create I think into thinking

0:29:00.640 --> 0:29:03.479
<v Speaker 3>about the theme of magic and why that's why it's

0:29:03.520 --> 0:29:08.920
<v Speaker 3>so important to have rituals, practices, whatever they are, like

0:29:09.040 --> 0:29:12.560
<v Speaker 3>something to hold on to, whatever the essence of who

0:29:12.640 --> 0:29:15.480
<v Speaker 3>you really truly are, how you relate to nature, how

0:29:15.520 --> 0:29:19.600
<v Speaker 3>you relate to your inter your relationships, without the influence

0:29:19.640 --> 0:29:23.600
<v Speaker 3>of so many opinions, you know, like there has to

0:29:23.640 --> 0:29:27.479
<v Speaker 3>be a groundedness and technology and just I think the

0:29:27.520 --> 0:29:30.960
<v Speaker 3>exposure to so much and so much information kind of

0:29:31.040 --> 0:29:35.360
<v Speaker 3>takes you away from the core essence of what this

0:29:35.440 --> 0:29:39.040
<v Speaker 3>experience is supposed to be. While we're here, absolutely absolutely,

0:29:39.080 --> 0:29:42.920
<v Speaker 3>and it's not. It's really not about it's just not

0:29:43.040 --> 0:29:47.400
<v Speaker 3>about labels. It's not about like Christian or spiritual or

0:29:47.680 --> 0:29:49.280
<v Speaker 3>da da da da, or I don't believe in this,

0:29:49.400 --> 0:29:51.960
<v Speaker 3>or Republican or Democrat or you know what I mean.

0:29:52.040 --> 0:29:53.920
<v Speaker 3>It's literally like a lot of this shit, we just

0:29:53.920 --> 0:29:56.640
<v Speaker 3>don't really fucking know a lot of shit, mostly shit

0:29:56.680 --> 0:29:58.760
<v Speaker 3>you don't know for sure or fair.

0:29:58.520 --> 0:29:59.960
<v Speaker 2>You just don't have all the information.

0:30:00.160 --> 0:30:02.640
<v Speaker 3>It never will, and so it's fair to say, let

0:30:02.720 --> 0:30:04.800
<v Speaker 3>me go inside and think what does my gut think,

0:30:05.200 --> 0:30:06.200
<v Speaker 3>what feels good to me?

0:30:06.720 --> 0:30:08.800
<v Speaker 2>And fuck what everybody else thinks, you know, Like.

0:30:10.440 --> 0:30:14.280
<v Speaker 3>That's the trick of life, is like being able to say,

0:30:14.280 --> 0:30:16.960
<v Speaker 3>fuck what everybody else thinks, what do I think? How

0:30:16.960 --> 0:30:19.520
<v Speaker 3>does that feel? And then like find the people that

0:30:19.560 --> 0:30:22.640
<v Speaker 3>you can so who can support you in that. If

0:30:22.680 --> 0:30:26.040
<v Speaker 3>I'm like I'm a magical fucking night fairy and all

0:30:26.040 --> 0:30:28.640
<v Speaker 3>my friends say, yes you are, that's all that matters.

0:30:29.520 --> 0:30:32.080
<v Speaker 3>I'm in my own bubble because like words are so limited,

0:30:32.200 --> 0:30:37.560
<v Speaker 3>right like today, like I was telling Orlando I was nauseous,

0:30:37.600 --> 0:30:38.840
<v Speaker 3>and He's like, what do you mean nauseous?

0:30:38.840 --> 0:30:39.920
<v Speaker 2>And I was like, what the fuck do you mean?

0:30:39.960 --> 0:30:41.040
<v Speaker 2>Don't you know what nauseous means.

0:30:41.200 --> 0:30:44.440
<v Speaker 3>But then it dawned on me only I think this deeply,

0:30:44.440 --> 0:30:46.320
<v Speaker 3>maybe because I took that multibodymin that I have no

0:30:46.360 --> 0:30:51.760
<v Speaker 3>idea what I consume. It dawned on me where in

0:30:51.880 --> 0:30:55.600
<v Speaker 3>humanity and how did we find a way.

0:30:55.360 --> 0:30:56.440
<v Speaker 2>To describe feelings?

0:30:57.160 --> 0:31:00.320
<v Speaker 3>Because how I experience or what I think nausea is

0:31:00.480 --> 0:31:02.800
<v Speaker 3>could be totally different from somebody else, But we've all

0:31:02.800 --> 0:31:06.440
<v Speaker 3>collectively agreed that, like, these feelings equal this. But I

0:31:06.480 --> 0:31:08.120
<v Speaker 3>can't be in your body, so I don't know how

0:31:08.160 --> 0:31:10.960
<v Speaker 3>you're experiencing that. I know, you know what I mean,

0:31:11.080 --> 0:31:12.840
<v Speaker 3>Like feelings in general, I keeld like I'm happy.

0:31:13.080 --> 0:31:14.920
<v Speaker 1>Well, all you can do is just like listen to

0:31:15.000 --> 0:31:18.520
<v Speaker 1>the symptoms and then say, oh, sounds close enough.

0:31:18.760 --> 0:31:21.120
<v Speaker 2>This is the best word I can find, you know.

0:31:21.320 --> 0:31:23.960
<v Speaker 3>So it's just like everything really is based on feeling

0:31:24.640 --> 0:31:28.640
<v Speaker 3>and then being able to, you know, just relatively express

0:31:28.680 --> 0:31:32.600
<v Speaker 3>that feeling because it is it is just like you

0:31:32.800 --> 0:31:35.360
<v Speaker 3>in your body, in your heart, you know what I mean,

0:31:35.400 --> 0:31:37.480
<v Speaker 3>Like you're in your own universe, and then you try

0:31:37.480 --> 0:31:39.640
<v Speaker 3>to connect with people that like you can relate to,

0:31:40.160 --> 0:31:42.960
<v Speaker 3>but we will never be in each other's universe.

0:31:44.520 --> 0:31:49.040
<v Speaker 2>That's true. Sorry, I'm high. I it just got real high. Deep.

0:31:50.080 --> 0:31:51.840
<v Speaker 3>Oh, you know, you can't feel my feelings and I

0:31:51.840 --> 0:31:52.760
<v Speaker 3>can't feel yours.

0:31:52.880 --> 0:31:58.080
<v Speaker 1>We are our own separate universes. You are universe over

0:31:58.080 --> 0:32:00.440
<v Speaker 1>there and I am one here. No, it's true though

0:32:00.640 --> 0:32:05.400
<v Speaker 1>we are. And then that's why, like we already have

0:32:05.520 --> 0:32:08.120
<v Speaker 1>everything is already designed how it's going to be, you know,

0:32:08.320 --> 0:32:11.760
<v Speaker 1>and we have are these like soul journeys that we're

0:32:11.800 --> 0:32:15.880
<v Speaker 1>on as individuals to experience or to overcome things from

0:32:16.160 --> 0:32:19.640
<v Speaker 1>that that we've acquired lifetimes ago that we've yet to

0:32:19.720 --> 0:32:22.960
<v Speaker 1>learn that lesson. And so even when I'm thinking about

0:32:22.960 --> 0:32:28.600
<v Speaker 1>like making hard decisions that I feel like are uh

0:32:30.000 --> 0:32:33.080
<v Speaker 1>like not my own, Like sometimes I'm like, why do

0:32:33.120 --> 0:32:35.160
<v Speaker 1>I feel so weak in this? Like I like this

0:32:35.280 --> 0:32:39.160
<v Speaker 1>feels like deeper than this is connected to something else

0:32:39.240 --> 0:32:44.760
<v Speaker 1>behind me. You can feel it, you know, And you

0:32:44.920 --> 0:32:49.320
<v Speaker 1>know that like this lifetime or this situation that you're

0:32:49.360 --> 0:32:53.880
<v Speaker 1>in right now is the that that that turning point,

0:32:53.880 --> 0:32:56.440
<v Speaker 1>that decision where it's like, Okay, I'm going to now

0:32:56.480 --> 0:32:58.640
<v Speaker 1>break this and do better.

0:32:58.440 --> 0:32:59.120
<v Speaker 2>And change this.

0:32:59.680 --> 0:33:02.480
<v Speaker 1>And that's often the hardest shit because like it's into

0:33:02.480 --> 0:33:06.080
<v Speaker 1>the hardest shit because it's so deep and it's so ancient.

0:33:06.400 --> 0:33:08.200
<v Speaker 3>It's so ancient, and you have to be in a

0:33:08.200 --> 0:33:11.760
<v Speaker 3>certain awareness to a acknowledge it, hear it, acknowledge it,

0:33:11.800 --> 0:33:14.400
<v Speaker 3>but then follow it, you know.

0:33:14.360 --> 0:33:17.800
<v Speaker 2>Because we are pulled most we're all pooled.

0:33:17.760 --> 0:33:21.200
<v Speaker 3>In certain directions and that's generally your guide or your

0:33:21.200 --> 0:33:23.040
<v Speaker 3>intuition telling you something, and a lot of times we

0:33:23.120 --> 0:33:25.440
<v Speaker 3>ignore it. But like I think, because we've just been

0:33:25.520 --> 0:33:28.240
<v Speaker 3>having so much conversation and just I think the age

0:33:28.280 --> 0:33:30.719
<v Speaker 3>we're at, having kids, the ages that they're at, it

0:33:30.840 --> 0:33:34.080
<v Speaker 3>seeing our parents as people, you know, starting to see

0:33:34.120 --> 0:33:38.360
<v Speaker 3>ourselves as people, as souls with missions and with like

0:33:38.600 --> 0:33:43.560
<v Speaker 3>inherited feelings about things and like karma and dharma and

0:33:43.600 --> 0:33:46.200
<v Speaker 3>all these things. I think that it's becoming more and

0:33:46.240 --> 0:33:48.720
<v Speaker 3>more clear how important certain things are in our lives

0:33:48.720 --> 0:33:51.320
<v Speaker 3>and not just for ourselves but for our kids and

0:33:51.400 --> 0:33:55.440
<v Speaker 3>for them and for them. But it's like, I don't know,

0:33:55.560 --> 0:33:58.480
<v Speaker 3>like I do, I do feel that deeply, like the

0:33:58.640 --> 0:34:02.280
<v Speaker 3>level of respect, responsibility, that it's not like this life

0:34:02.320 --> 0:34:05.000
<v Speaker 3>is not just ours, it is deeper than that, and

0:34:05.040 --> 0:34:07.479
<v Speaker 3>like our purpose is not just ours, it is bigger

0:34:07.520 --> 0:34:09.880
<v Speaker 3>than that. And I think like even on this journey

0:34:10.360 --> 0:34:14.720
<v Speaker 3>and like you know, manifesting things with our words, visioning

0:34:14.760 --> 0:34:17.439
<v Speaker 3>and envisioning things and then seeing them come to light

0:34:17.920 --> 0:34:20.960
<v Speaker 3>and like even you know, making building a community and

0:34:21.000 --> 0:34:24.040
<v Speaker 3>a tribe. It's like, oh shit, like I might even

0:34:24.160 --> 0:34:26.880
<v Speaker 3>like that, Like I love this but it may be difficult,

0:34:26.920 --> 0:34:29.520
<v Speaker 3>but and I can't put it down because it's so

0:34:29.640 --> 0:34:32.360
<v Speaker 3>much bigger than me. Like you, like it makes you

0:34:32.920 --> 0:34:38.760
<v Speaker 3>even more like on fire for the for the journey

0:34:38.800 --> 0:34:40.360
<v Speaker 3>because it feels like something's pulling you.

0:34:41.280 --> 0:34:47.000
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, it's uh, it's the I feel like you

0:34:47.280 --> 0:34:49.879
<v Speaker 1>as you awaken more, as I've awakened more, these are

0:34:49.920 --> 0:34:50.879
<v Speaker 1>like things that I'm like.

0:34:50.880 --> 0:34:52.520
<v Speaker 2>Oh shit, I start to see them.

0:34:52.520 --> 0:34:55.399
<v Speaker 1>I think also with just age, and I can't imagine

0:34:55.800 --> 0:34:58.720
<v Speaker 1>what where my mind will be when I'm like fifty.

0:34:59.440 --> 0:35:03.800
<v Speaker 1>You know, I I think that I obviously like everything

0:35:03.800 --> 0:35:05.640
<v Speaker 1>happens right on time, but I do think that like

0:35:05.719 --> 0:35:10.680
<v Speaker 1>the general like the generation behind us, actually is super open.

0:35:11.280 --> 0:35:14.320
<v Speaker 1>I feel like there's like this flexibility that still exists

0:35:14.440 --> 0:35:20.920
<v Speaker 1>with that within our are like the humans that are

0:35:20.760 --> 0:35:23.600
<v Speaker 1>alive right now. But I do think that we're like

0:35:23.640 --> 0:35:26.839
<v Speaker 1>almost at a choosing point, or maybe I'm wrong, because

0:35:26.920 --> 0:35:29.440
<v Speaker 1>then I think like this is this has been happening

0:35:29.560 --> 0:35:33.319
<v Speaker 1>every single for so many slowly, slowly, slowly, slowly. Well,

0:35:33.320 --> 0:35:35.759
<v Speaker 1>I think like people were afraid of technology when it

0:35:35.800 --> 0:35:39.080
<v Speaker 1>first started coming out, and then like you know, they

0:35:39.120 --> 0:35:41.160
<v Speaker 1>probably have the same fears that we're having right now

0:35:41.200 --> 0:35:42.920
<v Speaker 1>about like what does the future hold?

0:35:43.000 --> 0:35:46.600
<v Speaker 2>What does all this mean? Robots take over?

0:35:46.880 --> 0:35:50.920
<v Speaker 1>You know, which is I can't imagine like being like

0:35:51.880 --> 0:35:55.520
<v Speaker 1>my grandmother's age and seeing like people walking around with

0:35:55.800 --> 0:35:58.719
<v Speaker 1>just like all this technology at the end of like

0:35:58.719 --> 0:36:03.120
<v Speaker 1>at their fingertips right FaceTime, like that did not exist

0:36:03.480 --> 0:36:07.320
<v Speaker 1>and how scary. But also I don't know, it is different,

0:36:07.360 --> 0:36:11.359
<v Speaker 1>but I think that, oh my god, I've just lost

0:36:11.400 --> 0:36:12.040
<v Speaker 1>my train of thought.

0:36:12.080 --> 0:36:22.320
<v Speaker 2>What was I going with that? Anyway, knowledge is power.

0:36:24.080 --> 0:36:31.440
<v Speaker 2>Power to the knowledge. Don't smoke weed, guys, or do

0:36:31.880 --> 0:36:34.680
<v Speaker 2>or do it will come back to you. But knowledge

0:36:34.760 --> 0:36:35.120
<v Speaker 2>is power.

0:36:35.120 --> 0:36:39.400
<v Speaker 3>But knowledge of self is really the power and knowledge

0:36:39.440 --> 0:36:42.399
<v Speaker 3>of the unknown, whatever that may be, like leaning into

0:36:42.440 --> 0:36:44.319
<v Speaker 3>it and not being afraid of it, because often on

0:36:44.360 --> 0:36:47.960
<v Speaker 3>the other side of the veil there are the messages

0:36:48.040 --> 0:36:50.680
<v Speaker 3>and like that's in the shower, that's hiking. That's just

0:36:50.719 --> 0:36:53.040
<v Speaker 3>like that little voice inside of you, you know what

0:36:53.120 --> 0:36:56.520
<v Speaker 3>I mean, And it's like listen to that. It's not

0:36:56.680 --> 0:36:58.719
<v Speaker 3>it's like we're here to remind you that it's not

0:36:59.160 --> 0:37:01.600
<v Speaker 3>just a voice in your thought, a passing thought. If

0:37:01.600 --> 0:37:04.520
<v Speaker 3>it sticks if it sticks out, it's something, it's something.

0:37:04.239 --> 0:37:09.440
<v Speaker 2>Else, you know. Carmic agreements, car make agreement. That's what

0:37:09.480 --> 0:37:09.960
<v Speaker 2>I was thinking.

0:37:10.000 --> 0:37:11.879
<v Speaker 1>That's what I was That's what we're talking about of

0:37:11.920 --> 0:37:16.600
<v Speaker 1>like our like choice, like some of our experiences in

0:37:16.600 --> 0:37:19.200
<v Speaker 1>this lifetime are linked to like things that have happened

0:37:19.239 --> 0:37:22.600
<v Speaker 1>karmically in our past, these agreements, these contracts that we've

0:37:22.640 --> 0:37:24.720
<v Speaker 1>made in the past that we're trying to.

0:37:24.640 --> 0:37:29.880
<v Speaker 3>Break or edit, you know, but reconnect or yeah, that's true.

0:37:30.160 --> 0:37:34.399
<v Speaker 3>So anyway, just like you were, my my husband and

0:37:34.440 --> 0:37:39.160
<v Speaker 3>in Africa on our honor, what do we have like

0:37:39.239 --> 0:37:42.200
<v Speaker 3>a uh land.

0:37:42.280 --> 0:37:44.120
<v Speaker 2>We had some land, a prairie.

0:37:44.640 --> 0:37:48.480
<v Speaker 3>I don't know why I said, I'm feeling it's a prairie.

0:37:49.520 --> 0:37:50.120
<v Speaker 2>I could see it.

0:37:50.280 --> 0:37:54.600
<v Speaker 1>You see our prairie. See cooking, cleaning and me lounging.

0:37:55.040 --> 0:37:55.840
<v Speaker 1>You're making me dinner.

0:37:56.800 --> 0:37:58.480
<v Speaker 2>Okay, yeah, I can see that.

0:37:58.960 --> 0:38:03.799
<v Speaker 3>I was talking to Orlanda recently and I was like, well,

0:38:04.000 --> 0:38:06.400
<v Speaker 3>I was like, you know, we've had like a couple

0:38:06.400 --> 0:38:09.520
<v Speaker 3>of interviews recently, or people are like specifically asking us

0:38:09.560 --> 0:38:15.840
<v Speaker 3>about our our like our platonic love, like our wife

0:38:15.840 --> 0:38:18.120
<v Speaker 3>ship that we call each other wives, and like we've

0:38:18.280 --> 0:38:20.719
<v Speaker 3>co parented and raised our kids together. And I was

0:38:20.719 --> 0:38:22.759
<v Speaker 3>like talking to Orlando and I'm like, everyone's definitely going

0:38:22.840 --> 0:38:24.920
<v Speaker 3>to think we're lesbians, and I'm like, this is not

0:38:25.000 --> 0:38:26.759
<v Speaker 3>No one will ever understand this. And then I was like,

0:38:27.280 --> 0:38:29.839
<v Speaker 3>but why don't we just call each other best friends?

0:38:30.440 --> 0:38:33.000
<v Speaker 3>That would probably eliminate a lot of confusion. And then

0:38:33.040 --> 0:38:36.600
<v Speaker 3>I was like, because it's deeper than that. That fuck

0:38:36.640 --> 0:38:38.560
<v Speaker 3>that if they don't get it. And I was like,

0:38:38.920 --> 0:38:40.840
<v Speaker 3>you know, like I was like, that's crazy having all

0:38:40.880 --> 0:38:41.560
<v Speaker 3>these interviews.

0:38:41.560 --> 0:38:43.080
<v Speaker 2>People really care about our friendship.

0:38:43.160 --> 0:38:45.840
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, well, maybe if we would stop calling marriage

0:38:46.800 --> 0:38:50.160
<v Speaker 3>it would be less confusing. But it is because we

0:38:50.239 --> 0:38:54.920
<v Speaker 3>have a karmic contract, yeah, and a sol agreement, and

0:38:54.960 --> 0:38:58.400
<v Speaker 3>we'll meet in this lifetime, in many lifetimes, and you know,

0:38:58.400 --> 0:39:02.759
<v Speaker 3>probably in different roles, but ultimately we're we've continuously met

0:39:02.800 --> 0:39:06.400
<v Speaker 3>to unlock certain things in each other and you know,

0:39:06.800 --> 0:39:07.600
<v Speaker 3>and other people.

0:39:08.160 --> 0:39:10.400
<v Speaker 2>And that's what you feel when you meet someone, You're like.

0:39:10.440 --> 0:39:13.000
<v Speaker 1>I've met you before, you have you've met their soul

0:39:13.120 --> 0:39:16.480
<v Speaker 1>before in different bodies. When you feel that genuine deep

0:39:16.560 --> 0:39:19.600
<v Speaker 1>connection you know what I'm talking about, Like that.

0:39:19.920 --> 0:39:23.160
<v Speaker 2>Soul shit, that soul shit, you know.

0:39:23.320 --> 0:39:28.919
<v Speaker 1>Like it's it transcends like rationality in ways. And that

0:39:29.080 --> 0:39:31.840
<v Speaker 1>is because you guys have met in a past life

0:39:32.239 --> 0:39:35.200
<v Speaker 1>and that is that sole agreement. And and sometimes those

0:39:35.360 --> 0:39:37.160
<v Speaker 1>those meetings are not sweet.

0:39:37.480 --> 0:39:38.359
<v Speaker 2>No, sometimes it's fair.

0:39:38.480 --> 0:39:41.759
<v Speaker 1>It's very toxic because something here has needs to be

0:39:41.880 --> 0:39:45.879
<v Speaker 1>like either resolved, broken, renegotiated, you know, like.

0:39:46.000 --> 0:39:48.719
<v Speaker 2>Or just ended or ended and this and this in lifetime.

0:39:48.800 --> 0:39:51.719
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, And like I think the more conscious you are

0:39:51.840 --> 0:39:54.280
<v Speaker 3>about those things, I feel like as you get older,

0:39:54.360 --> 0:39:58.120
<v Speaker 3>you have like no, it's it's kind of like undeniable

0:39:58.160 --> 0:40:00.279
<v Speaker 3>to be more conscious of it. But I thought about

0:40:00.320 --> 0:40:02.799
<v Speaker 3>it again recently because I was hanging out with a

0:40:02.800 --> 0:40:04.799
<v Speaker 3>friend of mine that I've known for like a few

0:40:04.800 --> 0:40:06.560
<v Speaker 3>a couple of years now, but we met in House

0:40:06.600 --> 0:40:09.880
<v Speaker 3>of Intuition randomlye and I was like really like something

0:40:09.880 --> 0:40:12.560
<v Speaker 3>in me was like hey, hi, you know, like and

0:40:12.600 --> 0:40:14.000
<v Speaker 3>I was like, hey, give me your number, and I

0:40:14.040 --> 0:40:14.560
<v Speaker 3>was like being.

0:40:14.400 --> 0:40:15.719
<v Speaker 2>A little like weird about it.

0:40:15.760 --> 0:40:18.319
<v Speaker 3>But I was like why I was being a little

0:40:18.360 --> 0:40:20.120
<v Speaker 3>like I don't know if I was being extra friendly

0:40:20.120 --> 0:40:23.440
<v Speaker 3>that day, but something was telling me to ask this

0:40:23.480 --> 0:40:24.520
<v Speaker 3>girl for her number.

0:40:24.840 --> 0:40:29.720
<v Speaker 2>It was me. That's basically what happened to me, exactly situation.

0:40:29.840 --> 0:40:31.680
<v Speaker 3>And I've told and I've seld this story before, but

0:40:31.840 --> 0:40:33.440
<v Speaker 3>it was actually it was like we had just gotten

0:40:33.480 --> 0:40:36.120
<v Speaker 3>our book deal and I went to dinner that night

0:40:36.360 --> 0:40:38.799
<v Speaker 3>over the hill far from my house and I was

0:40:38.840 --> 0:40:41.280
<v Speaker 3>like waiting to go inside the dinner, like on the block,

0:40:41.760 --> 0:40:45.200
<v Speaker 3>and she walks by me and I was like, hey,

0:40:45.480 --> 0:40:47.040
<v Speaker 3>didn't I get I was like, do we meet today?

0:40:47.080 --> 0:40:48.799
<v Speaker 3>I was like, we're supposed We're supposed to know each other.

0:40:49.320 --> 0:40:50.920
<v Speaker 3>And we were in the witch store, so I knew

0:40:51.239 --> 0:40:54.279
<v Speaker 3>we were witches. But a part of me saying that

0:40:54.440 --> 0:40:57.359
<v Speaker 3>is just like, I mean, we're great friends, we hang

0:40:57.400 --> 0:40:59.480
<v Speaker 3>out like not all the time, but I still know

0:40:59.520 --> 0:41:00.960
<v Speaker 3>that there's some and conjuring, you know.

0:41:01.600 --> 0:41:04.759
<v Speaker 2>And but I have no like no shadow.

0:41:04.480 --> 0:41:07.359
<v Speaker 3>Of doubt around it because I'm just that like I've

0:41:07.400 --> 0:41:11.520
<v Speaker 3>sharpened my tools that much that I trust my intuition

0:41:11.680 --> 0:41:13.600
<v Speaker 3>so much that it's not even a question. So I

0:41:13.680 --> 0:41:16.719
<v Speaker 3>nurture the relationship even though I'm a busy bitch and

0:41:16.760 --> 0:41:18.400
<v Speaker 3>I'm a mom, and I have a lot of great friends,

0:41:18.440 --> 0:41:22.120
<v Speaker 3>and I think people close themselves off to meetings because

0:41:22.880 --> 0:41:24.719
<v Speaker 3>they have no time and they're busy and they have

0:41:24.840 --> 0:41:27.160
<v Speaker 3>jobs and stuff and all that's true, but I think

0:41:27.200 --> 0:41:30.920
<v Speaker 3>because of that we become even more sharpen our tools.

0:41:31.080 --> 0:41:34.640
<v Speaker 3>Because if I'm so busy and still I'm feeling pooled

0:41:34.800 --> 0:41:38.120
<v Speaker 3>to have this like nurture this relationship with you, it's

0:41:38.120 --> 0:41:40.680
<v Speaker 3>probably for a reason. And you know, people like like

0:41:41.400 --> 0:41:44.120
<v Speaker 3>people fuck around and spend their time and places that

0:41:44.200 --> 0:41:47.000
<v Speaker 3>end up not feeling like productive or good for their

0:41:47.040 --> 0:41:49.680
<v Speaker 3>soul or that something is like dragging them and they

0:41:49.719 --> 0:41:52.880
<v Speaker 3>don't spend their time nurturing new relationships or like you know,

0:41:52.960 --> 0:41:54.840
<v Speaker 3>like if you keep seeing the same person in the

0:41:54.880 --> 0:41:57.439
<v Speaker 3>same neighborhood and not speaking or whatever it is, it's

0:41:57.480 --> 0:42:00.240
<v Speaker 3>like those those pools.

0:42:00.200 --> 0:42:02.640
<v Speaker 2>For a reason. Yeah, and like don't ignore them. Don't

0:42:02.680 --> 0:42:03.160
<v Speaker 2>ignore them.

0:42:03.200 --> 0:42:06.120
<v Speaker 3>And like it may be on some spiritual shit, like

0:42:06.160 --> 0:42:08.319
<v Speaker 3>a lesson for you, or it may be on some

0:42:08.400 --> 0:42:11.160
<v Speaker 3>like birthing shit where you can have the ability to

0:42:11.239 --> 0:42:14.759
<v Speaker 3>co create and partner in a way. But like everybody

0:42:14.880 --> 0:42:18.520
<v Speaker 3>significant in my life, you know, I've had to you know,

0:42:18.640 --> 0:42:21.840
<v Speaker 3>I've noticed that it's obviously for a reason. You know,

0:42:21.920 --> 0:42:24.279
<v Speaker 3>even with me in Orlando, it's like, what the fuck

0:42:24.280 --> 0:42:28.040
<v Speaker 3>are the chances that we would meet podcasting the two

0:42:28.080 --> 0:42:30.920
<v Speaker 3>craziest people on earth, you know, like and then this,

0:42:31.160 --> 0:42:31.880
<v Speaker 3>all these.

0:42:31.640 --> 0:42:33.360
<v Speaker 2>Things happened right after.

0:42:33.640 --> 0:42:35.399
<v Speaker 3>You know, it was just like at the perfect time

0:42:35.400 --> 0:42:37.680
<v Speaker 3>that I met this person, I had just been like

0:42:39.160 --> 0:42:41.399
<v Speaker 3>playing myself being with somebody that I was not really

0:42:41.400 --> 0:42:45.520
<v Speaker 3>in alignment with, inviting him to Mexico. Letting that like

0:42:45.840 --> 0:42:48.360
<v Speaker 3>just had just happened to do like that crazy acid

0:42:48.400 --> 0:42:51.200
<v Speaker 3>trip right before then where I had shifted. Everything had

0:42:51.200 --> 0:42:53.839
<v Speaker 3>shifted for me, and like that's at the point where

0:42:53.840 --> 0:42:56.560
<v Speaker 3>I met this person, and like it just blossomed from there.

0:42:56.600 --> 0:42:58.640
<v Speaker 3>And same with you and I these epic moments in

0:42:58.680 --> 0:43:02.080
<v Speaker 3>our lives, we were literally trans like either you know,

0:43:02.239 --> 0:43:06.480
<v Speaker 3>in this transformative spot of birthing a human or raising

0:43:06.480 --> 0:43:10.839
<v Speaker 3>those early stages and then big major breakups. What else

0:43:10.880 --> 0:43:14.600
<v Speaker 3>would have like cultivated and like perpetuated this type of

0:43:14.600 --> 0:43:18.400
<v Speaker 3>friendship had it not been for those major shifts, you know,

0:43:18.480 --> 0:43:20.520
<v Speaker 3>opened us up in that way. And so it's like

0:43:20.600 --> 0:43:23.480
<v Speaker 3>you can ignore that gut feeling and like you can

0:43:23.520 --> 0:43:26.359
<v Speaker 3>ignore it and not like refine it, but you'll play

0:43:26.400 --> 0:43:29.479
<v Speaker 3>yourself every time. But I think it's even more so too,

0:43:29.600 --> 0:43:33.480
<v Speaker 3>is it's a reminder that you have to be you

0:43:33.560 --> 0:43:35.960
<v Speaker 3>have to allow the shifts to happen, to happen in

0:43:36.080 --> 0:43:40.520
<v Speaker 3>order to get the initiation into your next evolution, your

0:43:40.560 --> 0:43:44.279
<v Speaker 3>next elevation, because a lot of times we prolong the

0:43:44.280 --> 0:43:50.120
<v Speaker 3>initiation because there it's uncomfortable, because like, you know, I

0:43:50.160 --> 0:43:52.560
<v Speaker 3>could have stayed in my situation and I probably.

0:43:52.239 --> 0:43:54.920
<v Speaker 1>Wouldn't have a podcast with you. I could have prolonged

0:43:55.080 --> 0:43:59.040
<v Speaker 1>the initiation. Eventually, I was not going to be in

0:43:59.040 --> 0:44:01.720
<v Speaker 1>that relationship. But had I waited any longer, all everything

0:44:01.760 --> 0:44:04.000
<v Speaker 1>could have been different. Had I stayed in that relationship

0:44:04.000 --> 0:44:07.000
<v Speaker 1>one month later, this still might not have happened because

0:44:07.040 --> 0:44:09.880
<v Speaker 1>my karma and whatever it shifted.

0:44:10.000 --> 0:44:12.759
<v Speaker 3>And same had I not had you to like hold

0:44:12.760 --> 0:44:16.200
<v Speaker 3>me accountable in ways, you know, because you shifted, but

0:44:16.200 --> 0:44:18.600
<v Speaker 3>then you stood your ground and I was like shifting,

0:44:18.719 --> 0:44:20.960
<v Speaker 3>but I was like in between, and like I needed

0:44:21.000 --> 0:44:23.759
<v Speaker 3>your support and vice versa to know that there was

0:44:23.800 --> 0:44:26.799
<v Speaker 3>something else, you know, and like, yeah, I think you're right.

0:44:26.840 --> 0:44:30.840
<v Speaker 3>I think sometimes we drag our feet because something is

0:44:30.840 --> 0:44:32.760
<v Speaker 3>so deeply uncomfortable even with that's.

0:44:32.640 --> 0:44:37.040
<v Speaker 1>Because that's you know, it's something unresolved, because it should

0:44:37.080 --> 0:44:40.439
<v Speaker 1>be in a place if you really resolved in things,

0:44:40.520 --> 0:44:42.799
<v Speaker 1>then you can move through things with more, with ease

0:44:42.880 --> 0:44:45.920
<v Speaker 1>and grace. But if it feels like the if it

0:44:45.960 --> 0:44:53.440
<v Speaker 1>feels like I don't know, just stat challenging to a

0:44:53.480 --> 0:44:57.840
<v Speaker 1>point where it's hurting you, then you know this is

0:44:57.840 --> 0:45:00.200
<v Speaker 1>some past life shit, Like I haven't real all of

0:45:00.400 --> 0:45:03.520
<v Speaker 1>this because nothing should be able to shift me just

0:45:03.719 --> 0:45:06.960
<v Speaker 1>like this. Nothing that I'm resolved with will allow me

0:45:07.320 --> 0:45:09.920
<v Speaker 1>to shift like this. So what is it here? What

0:45:10.000 --> 0:45:13.239
<v Speaker 1>is this pain? What is the thing that we didn't

0:45:13.280 --> 0:45:15.319
<v Speaker 1>get through last lifetime that we're going to figure the

0:45:15.320 --> 0:45:18.200
<v Speaker 1>fuck out this lifetime and it will not bring it

0:45:18.239 --> 0:45:19.720
<v Speaker 1>and it will feel gut wrenching.

0:45:19.920 --> 0:45:21.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it will feel like what the fuck is this?

0:45:21.960 --> 0:45:24.120
<v Speaker 2>It's not fun even if.

0:45:24.040 --> 0:45:25.279
<v Speaker 3>You've done a lot of work and you've done a

0:45:25.320 --> 0:45:27.560
<v Speaker 3>lot of healing. That's especially when you're probably more clear

0:45:27.600 --> 0:45:29.560
<v Speaker 3>to recognize it, like, whoa, what the fuck is this?

0:45:29.680 --> 0:45:30.560
<v Speaker 2>You know, I thought it was in a.

0:45:30.480 --> 0:45:33.760
<v Speaker 3>Good place, but like that, those things are the things

0:45:33.800 --> 0:45:35.520
<v Speaker 3>that like if you if you go let it go

0:45:35.560 --> 0:45:38.200
<v Speaker 3>to the next level, then you have the you know,

0:45:38.360 --> 0:45:40.480
<v Speaker 3>the opportunity.

0:45:40.040 --> 0:45:41.640
<v Speaker 1>That's what you know, the good There's something on the

0:45:41.640 --> 0:45:44.520
<v Speaker 1>other side, is what I'm trying to say. Too, is

0:45:44.560 --> 0:45:48.720
<v Speaker 1>like all these shifts, were, these major shifts in our lives,

0:45:48.800 --> 0:45:52.000
<v Speaker 1>were to invite in better.

0:45:51.800 --> 0:45:53.000
<v Speaker 2>Things every single time.

0:45:53.280 --> 0:45:57.720
<v Speaker 1>It's never to invite anything worse when you start choosing

0:45:57.719 --> 0:46:00.799
<v Speaker 1>yourself and also just like choosing what feels the best

0:46:00.800 --> 0:46:03.240
<v Speaker 1>spiritually aligned with you in this iteration.

0:46:02.880 --> 0:46:03.920
<v Speaker 2>Of your lifetime.

0:46:04.520 --> 0:46:07.040
<v Speaker 1>You know, like maybe the next lifetime me and you

0:46:07.080 --> 0:46:09.879
<v Speaker 1>can like be aligned, but this lifetime, this is where

0:46:09.880 --> 0:46:12.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm at, you know, not forcing shit.

0:46:12.800 --> 0:46:15.960
<v Speaker 3>And sometimes you you doing that is what that other

0:46:16.000 --> 0:46:18.839
<v Speaker 3>person needs to level up in their soul. You know,

0:46:19.360 --> 0:46:22.040
<v Speaker 3>like sometimes you have to be the cutoff because maybe

0:46:22.080 --> 0:46:24.920
<v Speaker 3>that's going to be what catapults them to to like

0:46:25.360 --> 0:46:27.280
<v Speaker 3>meet you in the next line, in the next realm

0:46:27.680 --> 0:46:30.879
<v Speaker 3>or in the realm after that. But sometimes we hold

0:46:30.880 --> 0:46:33.560
<v Speaker 3>onto shit so much because we can't we can't logically

0:46:33.680 --> 0:46:37.680
<v Speaker 3>understand it. And sometimes there just is no logic. It's

0:46:37.760 --> 0:46:44.440
<v Speaker 3>just blatant feelings and that's it. There's no logic. You

0:46:44.520 --> 0:46:45.399
<v Speaker 3>just have to honor it.

0:46:45.680 --> 0:46:52.799
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's beyond logic because it's literally soul contracts, soul journeys,

0:46:53.680 --> 0:46:56.960
<v Speaker 1>just things written in the stars that are beyond what

0:46:57.040 --> 0:47:00.279
<v Speaker 1>you can what it's supposed to be, you know, and

0:47:00.280 --> 0:47:02.560
<v Speaker 1>That's how you know that energy is real and that

0:47:02.560 --> 0:47:07.239
<v Speaker 1>there are like vibrational matches and matches that are not

0:47:07.760 --> 0:47:09.840
<v Speaker 1>vibrational at all, and you have to be able to

0:47:09.880 --> 0:47:12.040
<v Speaker 1>honor that. And you know it and you feel it.

0:47:12.400 --> 0:47:14.200
<v Speaker 1>You feel it in work, you feel it in friendships,

0:47:14.200 --> 0:47:16.920
<v Speaker 1>you feel it, and like spaces places like I'm not

0:47:16.960 --> 0:47:17.880
<v Speaker 1>even just talking.

0:47:17.600 --> 0:47:20.680
<v Speaker 2>About people like you know when you feel off.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so, and I think once you start to embrace

0:47:25.440 --> 0:47:28.960
<v Speaker 3>them and allow those feelings to guide you, you will

0:47:29.040 --> 0:47:30.960
<v Speaker 3>end up in more places that you're supposed to be

0:47:31.080 --> 0:47:33.600
<v Speaker 3>than not, you know. And so when you get to

0:47:33.640 --> 0:47:36.040
<v Speaker 3>those places, you can kind of give it to God.

0:47:36.400 --> 0:47:37.839
<v Speaker 3>You can kind of like give it up for fait.

0:47:37.920 --> 0:47:40.160
<v Speaker 3>Like sometimes like I've been in the like I've been

0:47:40.160 --> 0:47:42.600
<v Speaker 3>in tough spaces, and then I come to more places

0:47:42.600 --> 0:47:45.279
<v Speaker 3>and I'm like, this is tough, but I have this

0:47:45.520 --> 0:47:49.480
<v Speaker 3>level of knowing that it's not, it's not, it's not forever.

0:47:49.560 --> 0:47:52.440
<v Speaker 2>I have a level like, even when I'm stressed.

0:47:52.000 --> 0:47:54.279
<v Speaker 3>And I don't know exactly what's going to happen, I

0:47:54.320 --> 0:47:57.520
<v Speaker 3>have a level of understanding that because I've did the

0:47:57.560 --> 0:48:00.400
<v Speaker 3>first because I chose the first move and the domino,

0:48:01.120 --> 0:48:04.640
<v Speaker 3>that everything else is also like in alignment because I

0:48:04.719 --> 0:48:06.960
<v Speaker 3>know I've chosen this, and then this has chosen this,

0:48:07.040 --> 0:48:09.240
<v Speaker 3>and this has chosen this, and I've because I've chosen

0:48:09.239 --> 0:48:11.520
<v Speaker 3>my guy, I know it's never it's not gonna fail me. Now,

0:48:12.000 --> 0:48:14.239
<v Speaker 3>it's not gonna be like, oh right, oh shit, you

0:48:14.280 --> 0:48:14.640
<v Speaker 3>fucked that.

0:48:14.760 --> 0:48:16.479
<v Speaker 1>I might take you a little adventure, a little side

0:48:16.480 --> 0:48:18.560
<v Speaker 1>street real quick, right, but let's gonna look, but you're

0:48:18.600 --> 0:48:19.200
<v Speaker 1>gonna come back.

0:48:19.440 --> 0:48:21.439
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Yeah.

0:48:21.480 --> 0:48:25.440
<v Speaker 3>So I do find that I stress less, you know,

0:48:25.680 --> 0:48:29.440
<v Speaker 3>I'm like finding more of a regulated nervous system and

0:48:29.680 --> 0:48:32.080
<v Speaker 3>just knowing that I'm in my purpose. And because I'm

0:48:32.080 --> 0:48:35.080
<v Speaker 3>in my purpose, everything that comes to me is gonna

0:48:35.080 --> 0:48:36.720
<v Speaker 3>come to me is supposed to be what it's supposed

0:48:36.760 --> 0:48:39.160
<v Speaker 3>to be, whether it be a lesson or just the

0:48:39.200 --> 0:48:40.360
<v Speaker 3>passage to the next place.

0:48:41.920 --> 0:48:46.359
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, hallelujah, hallelujah to the Halloween Guy.

0:48:46.440 --> 0:48:50.799
<v Speaker 4>Welcome to the Good Mom's Church Halloween Edition.

0:48:52.640 --> 0:48:54.880
<v Speaker 2>We're not a cult. We're just a church to the

0:48:54.960 --> 0:49:00.680
<v Speaker 2>Church of Saint Mila and Saint Erica. Oh my god.

0:49:02.239 --> 0:49:04.480
<v Speaker 1>We didn't pull a card because we wanted to do

0:49:04.520 --> 0:49:07.200
<v Speaker 1>it live for the people, because we always pulled up before.

0:49:07.200 --> 0:49:09.160
<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, I wonder if they think that we'd

0:49:09.160 --> 0:49:12.000
<v Speaker 1>be like pre pulling cards because the cards always be.

0:49:11.960 --> 0:49:12.600
<v Speaker 2>So on point.

0:49:12.680 --> 0:49:15.799
<v Speaker 1>They just they're always doing what they need to do

0:49:15.920 --> 0:49:18.000
<v Speaker 1>and say what they need to say.

0:49:18.080 --> 0:49:19.319
<v Speaker 2>So is it tarot time?

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<v Speaker 5>It's Tarot time? Queen of swords, three of Queen of swords.

0:49:30.440 --> 0:49:33.160
<v Speaker 2>Wasn't three of the swords? Quein of swords? Three of swords?

0:49:33.480 --> 0:49:40.400
<v Speaker 2>What are the swords again? I want to say of

0:49:40.480 --> 0:49:46.399
<v Speaker 2>logic logic, I like this.

0:49:50.760 --> 0:49:56.600
<v Speaker 3>The Queen of Swords is an independent, unbiased judge, unbiased judgment,

0:49:56.800 --> 0:50:03.120
<v Speaker 3>clear boundaries, direct communication. The Queener's Swords combines the mental

0:50:03.160 --> 0:50:07.480
<v Speaker 3>clarity and intellectual power of the suit of swords with

0:50:07.560 --> 0:50:10.719
<v Speaker 3>the maturity and receptiveness of the Queen. You have the

0:50:10.719 --> 0:50:13.440
<v Speaker 3>gift of being able to use your intellect and unbiased

0:50:13.520 --> 0:50:17.480
<v Speaker 3>judgment while also remaining flexible and open to receive input

0:50:17.520 --> 0:50:22.520
<v Speaker 3>from other sources aka your intuition. As you lead from

0:50:22.520 --> 0:50:24.760
<v Speaker 3>the head and not the heart, you are better able

0:50:24.800 --> 0:50:29.000
<v Speaker 3>to discern situations without the influence of emotion or sentimentality.

0:50:29.920 --> 0:50:36.719
<v Speaker 3>When you respect your intuition, um you may believe that

0:50:36.800 --> 0:50:40.080
<v Speaker 3>empathy or compassion towards others will distract you from the

0:50:40.160 --> 0:50:44.879
<v Speaker 3>task at hand. Instead, you prefer to know the why, where, when,

0:50:44.960 --> 0:50:47.360
<v Speaker 3>and who of everything to help you make sense of

0:50:47.400 --> 0:50:50.640
<v Speaker 3>the environment and better understand others. It is not that

0:50:50.680 --> 0:50:52.719
<v Speaker 3>you do not care about others, but you connect with

0:50:52.760 --> 0:50:56.280
<v Speaker 3>other people through an intellectual understanding rather than an emotional

0:50:56.320 --> 0:51:01.280
<v Speaker 3>one energetic intellect.

0:51:02.200 --> 0:51:03.440
<v Speaker 2>I just said that it's not other.

0:51:04.080 --> 0:51:06.840
<v Speaker 3>The Queen of Swords notes that you are a truth seeker.

0:51:07.560 --> 0:51:09.840
<v Speaker 3>You're open to hearing the thoughts and opinions of others,

0:51:09.880 --> 0:51:12.960
<v Speaker 3>but ultimately you filter that information to decipher what is

0:51:13.000 --> 0:51:13.960
<v Speaker 3>true and what is not.

0:51:15.120 --> 0:51:17.600
<v Speaker 2>I told you the voodoo people will come after you.

0:51:17.640 --> 0:51:22.480
<v Speaker 3>How when interacting with others, you will not tolerate mistruths

0:51:23.440 --> 0:51:28.200
<v Speaker 3>or excessive fluff. You prefer to get to the heart

0:51:28.239 --> 0:51:31.080
<v Speaker 3>of the matter without engaging in too much chit chat

0:51:31.200 --> 0:51:31.680
<v Speaker 3>or gossip.

0:51:34.480 --> 0:51:35.880
<v Speaker 2>Nate, and you have a nate.

0:51:35.719 --> 0:51:40.680
<v Speaker 3>Ability to tell it like it is, quick, thinker, hilly, perceptive,

0:51:40.840 --> 0:51:43.239
<v Speaker 3>piercing through the noise and confusion to get straight to

0:51:43.280 --> 0:51:45.279
<v Speaker 3>the point. There is no beating around the bush or

0:51:45.320 --> 0:51:48.720
<v Speaker 3>softening of your comments, opinions and thoughts. You are upfront

0:51:48.760 --> 0:51:50.799
<v Speaker 3>and honest in your views, and you expect the same

0:51:50.840 --> 0:51:51.400
<v Speaker 3>from others.

0:51:53.400 --> 0:51:58.680
<v Speaker 2>Okay, I like that. Like that Okay, now we're going

0:51:58.719 --> 0:52:01.640
<v Speaker 2>to go three of sore. Well, that was the queen.

0:52:01.800 --> 0:52:02.480
<v Speaker 2>That was the queen.

0:52:03.960 --> 0:52:11.719
<v Speaker 3>Now the three of swords is w's fell out right heartbreak,

0:52:12.400 --> 0:52:23.880
<v Speaker 3>emotional pain, sorrow, grief, hurt. When the three of swords

0:52:23.880 --> 0:52:25.600
<v Speaker 3>turns up in a tarot reading, it signals that you

0:52:25.640 --> 0:52:28.279
<v Speaker 3>are feeling deeply hurt and disappointed. Your heart has been

0:52:28.320 --> 0:52:31.360
<v Speaker 3>pierced by the sharp blades of others hurtful words, actions,

0:52:31.360 --> 0:52:35.560
<v Speaker 3>and intentions, and they have inflected intense emotions of pain, sadness, grief,

0:52:35.560 --> 0:52:39.719
<v Speaker 3>and heartbreak. These events are often unexpected and come out

0:52:39.760 --> 0:52:42.600
<v Speaker 3>of the blue, making them even more painful. The Three

0:52:42.600 --> 0:52:45.840
<v Speaker 3>of Swords is also about an emotional release when you

0:52:45.880 --> 0:52:48.120
<v Speaker 3>have suffered a major setback or loss, and now is

0:52:48.120 --> 0:52:51.160
<v Speaker 3>an excellent time to have a good cry. Expressing your

0:52:51.160 --> 0:52:53.120
<v Speaker 3>sadness is part of the cleansing.

0:53:03.600 --> 0:53:08.760
<v Speaker 2>Where the fuck did it go? Okay?

0:53:09.320 --> 0:53:12.080
<v Speaker 3>Expressing your sadness is a part of the cleansing process,

0:53:12.120 --> 0:53:14.080
<v Speaker 3>and letting it all out will help you move on

0:53:14.280 --> 0:53:18.239
<v Speaker 3>to better times. Allow yourself the opportunity to experience these

0:53:18.239 --> 0:53:23.200
<v Speaker 3>emotions no matter how painful. Cry, shout, or scream at

0:53:23.239 --> 0:53:25.880
<v Speaker 3>the top of your lungs. Do whatever it takes to

0:53:25.920 --> 0:53:29.560
<v Speaker 3>express your anger or pain, as this will help the emotions.

0:53:29.000 --> 0:53:30.640
<v Speaker 2>Flow through and out of you.

0:53:31.400 --> 0:53:34.840
<v Speaker 3>However, also it is also essential that you continue to

0:53:34.840 --> 0:53:37.480
<v Speaker 3>focus on the path ahead. You may run the risk

0:53:37.520 --> 0:53:40.360
<v Speaker 3>of becoming so absorbed in the emotions scrolling around you

0:53:40.400 --> 0:53:42.319
<v Speaker 3>that you lose sight of the need to just let

0:53:42.360 --> 0:53:45.560
<v Speaker 3>go and move on. Your focus stays locked on the

0:53:45.640 --> 0:53:48.000
<v Speaker 3>damage when it should be on when it should be

0:53:48.080 --> 0:53:50.600
<v Speaker 3>on the recovery. Now is the time to accept what

0:53:50.680 --> 0:53:53.440
<v Speaker 3>happened and move forward with your life. The Three or

0:53:53.480 --> 0:53:55.879
<v Speaker 3>Swords comes as a reminder that pain, sorrow, and grief

0:53:55.880 --> 0:53:58.960
<v Speaker 3>are a necessary part of life. Without pain, you would

0:53:58.960 --> 0:54:01.360
<v Speaker 3>never experience the time challenges you need to grow and

0:54:01.400 --> 0:54:06.000
<v Speaker 3>develop as a person. Every hardship creates discomfort, which inevitably

0:54:06.040 --> 0:54:10.040
<v Speaker 3>turns into an opportunity to become stronger, learn from your mistakes,

0:54:10.120 --> 0:54:12.080
<v Speaker 3>and change the course of your life for the better.

0:54:14.680 --> 0:54:16.880
<v Speaker 3>While the pain may cloud your vision for a time,

0:54:17.040 --> 0:54:19.480
<v Speaker 3>it will eventually bring clarity enable you to put the

0:54:19.520 --> 0:54:22.560
<v Speaker 3>past behind you. Can you see this experience as a

0:54:22.600 --> 0:54:27.600
<v Speaker 3>learning opportunity initiation? The good news is that this painful

0:54:27.600 --> 0:54:30.799
<v Speaker 3>season will pass. While the Three your Swords brings hurt

0:54:30.800 --> 0:54:34.680
<v Speaker 3>and sadness. It is only temporary. You will bounce back,

0:54:35.480 --> 0:54:38.680
<v Speaker 3>the clouds will dissipate, and soon you will have a

0:54:38.680 --> 0:54:41.359
<v Speaker 3>better perspective of what you can learn from the experience.

0:54:42.120 --> 0:54:44.760
<v Speaker 3>You can conquer any pain that comes your way. All

0:54:44.840 --> 0:54:51.680
<v Speaker 3>it takes is faith, self love, forgiveness, end time time

0:54:51.800 --> 0:54:52.600
<v Speaker 3>time time.

0:54:52.640 --> 0:54:55.720
<v Speaker 2>Time, time is the greatest mutualizer.

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<v Speaker 3>The three of swords arise when you are taking others

0:54:58.320 --> 0:55:02.840
<v Speaker 3>words to heart. More prone to internet trolls, workplace bullies,

0:55:06.719 --> 0:55:10.879
<v Speaker 3>or spiteful strangers, or it may be closer to home

0:55:10.920 --> 0:55:14.880
<v Speaker 3>with those you love saying hurtful words to you. Just

0:55:14.960 --> 0:55:17.080
<v Speaker 3>remember that you do not have to accept their words

0:55:17.080 --> 0:55:22.440
<v Speaker 3>as truth. They are merely another person's opinion or a

0:55:22.480 --> 0:55:27.480
<v Speaker 3>production of their own interfears and anxieties. Shift the energy

0:55:27.520 --> 0:55:31.160
<v Speaker 3>by looking at these people with a compassionate heart. What

0:55:31.239 --> 0:55:33.319
<v Speaker 3>struggles are they going through that they feel the need

0:55:33.560 --> 0:55:38.640
<v Speaker 3>to throw their insecurities at you a lot? Be mindful too,

0:55:39.120 --> 0:55:42.200
<v Speaker 3>Why are their words triggering you? Is there a more profound,

0:55:42.440 --> 0:55:45.560
<v Speaker 3>profound truth in what they've said one you might not

0:55:45.640 --> 0:55:49.120
<v Speaker 3>be willing to see just yet. Use these pain points

0:55:49.560 --> 0:55:52.560
<v Speaker 3>to expand your perspective and see the bigger picture of

0:55:52.600 --> 0:55:54.719
<v Speaker 3>what is happening here, look.

0:55:54.520 --> 0:55:59.360
<v Speaker 2>Back at your karmic take a second. Take a second,

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<v Speaker 2>so the cards never lie. I mean, goddamn, there you go, baby,

0:56:09.280 --> 0:56:17.840
<v Speaker 2>this is your sign. Yeah yeah, Well.

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<v Speaker 1>Before we go, I have some horror stories. We need an affirmation,

0:56:21.600 --> 0:56:28.480
<v Speaker 1>We need an affirmation. The affirmation today is without the dark,

0:56:28.560 --> 0:56:29.439
<v Speaker 1>there is no light.

0:56:30.280 --> 0:56:35.400
<v Speaker 2>Without the dark, there is no light. That's just the truth.

0:56:37.719 --> 0:56:41.560
<v Speaker 1>So I was thinking about horror stories for Halloween, and

0:56:41.600 --> 0:56:44.320
<v Speaker 1>I know we always ask you for your hose stories,

0:56:46.160 --> 0:56:49.120
<v Speaker 1>but I was looking up some actual horror dating stories

0:56:49.160 --> 0:56:51.759
<v Speaker 1>on Reddit. And sometimes I go on Reddit and I'm like,

0:56:51.800 --> 0:56:56.160
<v Speaker 1>this is a scary place, you guys, it's stupid, it's

0:56:56.200 --> 0:57:00.520
<v Speaker 1>a little scary, and it's part of the problem that

0:57:00.560 --> 0:57:01.360
<v Speaker 1>I was talking about.

0:57:01.400 --> 0:57:03.480
<v Speaker 2>But here we go anyway, for.

0:57:03.600 --> 0:57:07.839
<v Speaker 1>Entertainment purposes, reminding how crazy the world is. And all

0:57:07.840 --> 0:57:09.879
<v Speaker 1>week will I mean all month, we'll be taking your

0:57:09.880 --> 0:57:13.239
<v Speaker 1>horror story. So please, you guys, send in your hotels,

0:57:13.400 --> 0:57:15.319
<v Speaker 1>send in your horror stories. Also, if they just had

0:57:15.320 --> 0:57:20.240
<v Speaker 1>some scary shit happen, send those into because it's October

0:57:20.320 --> 0:57:23.040
<v Speaker 1>and we want to hear all about it.

0:57:23.160 --> 0:57:38.360
<v Speaker 2>I want to be scared, scarey, scarey. Okay, here we go.

0:57:34.760 --> 0:57:36.760
<v Speaker 4>Goes a little something like this Orlando.

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<v Speaker 1>Cue the spooky music, Cue the lights, cue the spooky music.

0:57:44.680 --> 0:57:47.000
<v Speaker 1>Match with a woman online who had a kid this

0:57:47.040 --> 0:57:50.040
<v Speaker 1>particular weekend was going to be this particular weekend, the

0:57:50.120 --> 0:57:52.000
<v Speaker 1>kid was going to be with the dad. She asked

0:57:52.000 --> 0:57:54.200
<v Speaker 1>me to come over and hang out. She mentioned she

0:57:54.240 --> 0:57:56.880
<v Speaker 1>wanted to smoke, so I brought a jay. Came over

0:57:57.240 --> 0:57:59.520
<v Speaker 1>to her house and it was decent. She had a

0:57:59.520 --> 0:58:02.000
<v Speaker 1>big secon couch and she sat right next to me.

0:58:02.640 --> 0:58:04.680
<v Speaker 1>I fired up the jay, passed it to her and

0:58:04.720 --> 0:58:06.479
<v Speaker 1>she hits it a few times and gives it back.

0:58:06.920 --> 0:58:09.320
<v Speaker 1>I hit it as well and then offered to her

0:58:09.400 --> 0:58:13.840
<v Speaker 1>again and she says, no, thanks, okay, no biggie, I'll

0:58:13.840 --> 0:58:16.240
<v Speaker 1>put it out. She gets up after a minute and

0:58:16.280 --> 0:58:19.200
<v Speaker 1>goes into the other room. When she comes back. When

0:58:19.200 --> 0:58:21.320
<v Speaker 1>she comes back, she's sitting on the other side of

0:58:21.320 --> 0:58:24.000
<v Speaker 1>the couch and not talking at all. It was then

0:58:24.200 --> 0:58:26.880
<v Speaker 1>that I noticed that she had something in her hand

0:58:27.760 --> 0:58:30.320
<v Speaker 1>and she has a death grip on it. I'm talking

0:58:30.440 --> 0:58:34.880
<v Speaker 1>white knuckles. I asked her if she's okay, and she says.

0:58:35.560 --> 0:58:38.160
<v Speaker 4>The voyces a my ud are dellly made a stab you.

0:58:39.080 --> 0:58:39.840
<v Speaker 2>And at this point.

0:58:39.880 --> 0:58:42.919
<v Speaker 1>I noticed what she's holding is a pencil. I made

0:58:42.960 --> 0:58:45.480
<v Speaker 1>some kind of awkward laugh, then asked to use her

0:58:45.520 --> 0:58:48.000
<v Speaker 1>bathroom and got up and saw the garage door was open.

0:58:48.120 --> 0:58:50.160
<v Speaker 1>Didn't even hesitate right out the garage.

0:58:51.400 --> 0:58:58.040
<v Speaker 2>Bitch period. Okay, this reminds me. Listen, you never do it.

0:58:58.080 --> 0:59:00.080
<v Speaker 4>Says Deally, made to stab you.

0:59:00.080 --> 0:59:03.640
<v Speaker 3>You can't do any drugs with people for the first time,

0:59:04.200 --> 0:59:06.919
<v Speaker 3>because they can they they they could go back. Yeah,

0:59:06.920 --> 0:59:07.919
<v Speaker 3>they can interact.

0:59:07.560 --> 0:59:11.200
<v Speaker 2>With people's bodies negatively. And I've been I've seen it happen,

0:59:11.280 --> 0:59:14.840
<v Speaker 2>and weed all types. That's how everyone hangs out.

0:59:14.960 --> 0:59:16.520
<v Speaker 3>No, a bitch left me at a com I knew

0:59:16.520 --> 0:59:18.240
<v Speaker 3>she didn't smoke. She left me at a concert. We're

0:59:18.280 --> 0:59:20.080
<v Speaker 3>great friends, but she literally left me. She and call

0:59:20.160 --> 0:59:21.880
<v Speaker 3>me she and say ship. She just left me there.

0:59:22.520 --> 0:59:24.360
<v Speaker 3>And to this day she's like, you shouldn't have gave

0:59:24.400 --> 0:59:25.640
<v Speaker 3>me weed. Like it can.

0:59:25.840 --> 0:59:27.440
<v Speaker 2>It can alter people's personalities.

0:59:27.680 --> 0:59:30.680
<v Speaker 1>But this is a little extreme. You're trembling in the

0:59:30.760 --> 0:59:32.520
<v Speaker 1>corner with your fucking pencil.

0:59:33.440 --> 0:59:38.000
<v Speaker 3>If you like something, yeah, maybe it's like it activated crazy.

0:59:38.120 --> 0:59:40.920
<v Speaker 3>Some drugs activate crazy, including weed, And you gotta be careful.

0:59:40.960 --> 0:59:42.840
<v Speaker 3>You can't just be going to bitch's houses from Hinge

0:59:42.880 --> 0:59:44.400
<v Speaker 3>and Ship and have to be careful.

0:59:44.480 --> 0:59:48.439
<v Speaker 2>I've done it, but don't you would it recommend. We've

0:59:48.440 --> 0:59:51.280
<v Speaker 2>all done it, we've all been to We're all lucky

0:59:51.320 --> 0:59:51.880
<v Speaker 2>to be alive.

0:59:52.040 --> 0:59:54.560
<v Speaker 1>We all truly you are. If you're listening right now

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<v Speaker 1>and you've done this, you.

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<v Speaker 2>Are meant to be here.

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<v Speaker 1>Bitch, don't p don't play with God.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't play with psychopaths.

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<v Speaker 3>If you went to someone's house off the fucking dating

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<v Speaker 3>app before and you made it out safely, praise God because.

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<v Speaker 2>It just could. It's it's it can't go wrong. You

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<v Speaker 2>go left. You have any more scary stories of me,

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<v Speaker 2>I do. Sorry. I was just thinking about the terrible

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<v Speaker 2>things all the time.

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<v Speaker 3>She was like, choices I made, I know, just flashes

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<v Speaker 3>through your fucking flashes.

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<v Speaker 2>I've had really scary situations.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Like one day I just was driving around and

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<v Speaker 1>I talked met this girl and Hinge and granted she

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<v Speaker 1>was fine, thank god, But I just wanted to have

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<v Speaker 1>I just wanted to hook up with someone and I.

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<v Speaker 2>Was just driving. I just happened to be driving.

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<v Speaker 1>It was during COVID, so like I was just out

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<v Speaker 1>driving trying to get out of that fucking house and

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<v Speaker 1>then she hit me. I was like, come over, and

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<v Speaker 1>I had like I went to her house. I did

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<v Speaker 1>not know her at all. We hooked up and then

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<v Speaker 1>I left and I was like, is this what it's

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<v Speaker 1>like to be on Grinder?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? This is grinder.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, whoa, I'm like grinder now, but I'm

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<v Speaker 1>a look, I'm thank god she was in a psychopath

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<v Speaker 1>or like not a man twenty.

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<v Speaker 3>This was a particular time. It's not your fault. You

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<v Speaker 3>need a human connection. Thank god she wasn't a psychopath.

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<v Speaker 3>She was cool, but I couldn't went path.

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<v Speaker 2>Usually I would should never do that. I was kind

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<v Speaker 2>of nervous.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, making me send me a picture of

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<v Speaker 1>yourself before, like we didn't did.

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<v Speaker 2>We even FaceTime? I don't even know if we FaceTime, bitch.

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<v Speaker 2>I just went over there. It was raining. Yeah, yeah, bitch,

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<v Speaker 2>you're dumb.

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<v Speaker 3>I've flown to many cities alone to meet people I've

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<v Speaker 3>I did not know.

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<v Speaker 2>I think about what I would do when I was

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<v Speaker 2>a teen neighbor. Oh no, yeah. Places I would be yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>not where you said you were, yeah, but.

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<v Speaker 1>Like adult places that a grown adult, like an adult

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<v Speaker 1>like me, would be the like This is not where

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<v Speaker 1>you need to be right now.

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<v Speaker 2>You need to get the fuck out of here asap. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I was there high rolling the blunts for people and shit. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>all little and looking young and vulnerable. Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 2>I know it's scared. Okay, So here's another horror story.

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<v Speaker 1>I went on a date with the guy once and

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<v Speaker 1>he said he had to stop off at home for

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<v Speaker 1>his wallet. He lived down the street from me. I

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<v Speaker 1>went inside with him and he ended up pulling me

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<v Speaker 1>down onto his love sack as a joke and try

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<v Speaker 1>and trying to hook up with me. I got I

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<v Speaker 1>got up and left and walked home. Fast forward a year,

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<v Speaker 1>I read the local news that he was arrested for

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<v Speaker 1>kidnapping and raping a woman that he had been on

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<v Speaker 1>a date with. He held her captive in his apartment

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<v Speaker 1>apartment and beat her and assaulted her. He could have

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<v Speaker 1>faced life in prison, but only spent about six years

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<v Speaker 1>in before he was released on parole.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what I'm talking about. That that's what could have happened.

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<v Speaker 2>Should I put trigger warning? Trigger warning? No? But like,

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<v Speaker 2>can you imagine the nigga you got away from him? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>I said, that's a real horse story.

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<v Speaker 3>That's like, because that intuition be telling you like, get

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<v Speaker 3>the fuck out.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Yeah. I've definitely been around some energy.

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<v Speaker 3>Where I'm like no, yeah, me too, me too, like

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<v Speaker 3>murder or energy like you'll kill yeah if you don't

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<v Speaker 3>get what you want.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. I mean I've even dated people and I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>you might kill me.

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<v Speaker 3>I could see that happening, which is even questioning my

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<v Speaker 3>personal choices deeply. Yeah, but don't underestimate people's ability to

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<v Speaker 3>get weird yeah, or dark just turn out of nowhere.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you believe people get possessed by spirits?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes? I do too. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I believe it's like people that are more susceptible to

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<v Speaker 1>that kind of energy to be like attached to them.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Is that? What's a syncubus? Is aubus occubists? Oh

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<v Speaker 2>my god?

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<v Speaker 1>Someone wrote was talking about that in one of these

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<v Speaker 1>stories that someone said they had a succubis inside of

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<v Speaker 1>them and it turned them on.

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<v Speaker 2>What is a succubist? I forgutys like something that sex energy.

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<v Speaker 2>I think so sounds like it. Should we look at it? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Look at it? Yeah? Or you know what? I heard

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<v Speaker 2>that a lot of times, like.

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<v Speaker 1>A succubus is a demon or supernatural entity in folklore

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<v Speaker 1>in a female in female form that pours and that

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<v Speaker 1>appears in dreams to seduce men.

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<v Speaker 2>I like her. I have a secubists inside of me too.

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<v Speaker 1>She's like Lilith Wait wait wait, seduce men, usually through

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<v Speaker 1>sexual activity. According to religious tradition, a succubist needs seamen

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<v Speaker 1>to survive. Repeated sexual activity with a sucubists will result

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<v Speaker 1>in a bond being formed between the succubists and the man.

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<v Speaker 1>The saccubists cannot drain or harm the man with whom

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<v Speaker 1>she is having intercourse. In modern representations, a psycubist is

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<v Speaker 1>often depicted as a beautiful seductress or enchantress rather than

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<v Speaker 1>as a demonic or rather than demonic or frightening. The

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<v Speaker 1>male counterpart to the pycubists is the incubist.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, incubist. Wait, so she doesn't harm them, She.

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<v Speaker 4>Just I love that band. Sorry, so the white girl.

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<v Speaker 3>In me, she doesn't harm them. She just makes them

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<v Speaker 3>like attached to her forever.

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<v Speaker 1>It sounds like she seduces men and like pleases them

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<v Speaker 1>and they stay.

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<v Speaker 2>You can because she needs their semen.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh what I was saying is I heard that a

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<v Speaker 3>lot of like stray souls like linger over places like

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<v Speaker 3>the bar, because like, once you get intoxicated, yeah, your

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<v Speaker 3>reguard is down, like your soul like if you make

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<v Speaker 3>your if you drink so much or do anything so

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<v Speaker 3>much that your physical body is intoxicated, your soul can't

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<v Speaker 3>really live in it, so it will like tether away

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<v Speaker 3>from you while you're like in a toxic state. And

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<v Speaker 3>when it's tethered, that's when you're more susceptible. And so

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<v Speaker 3>like when spirits are hovering over places like that, they

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<v Speaker 3>know who's like easily they can get in. And that's

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<v Speaker 3>why like people like get high or drunk and they

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<v Speaker 3>like you can look at them and they're like a

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<v Speaker 3>different person, or they start taking on personality traits that

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<v Speaker 3>are not theirs, or they start looking different. It's because

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<v Speaker 3>they're like been infiltrated and like, yeah, I've been infiltrated

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<v Speaker 3>like demonic or whatever, not their own soul entity. Wow

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<v Speaker 3>that makes sense right, Like yeah, intoxicated sense to me? Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>it makes sense to me as why I remembered it. Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>enough of our darkness. Well, happy October you guys. I

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<v Speaker 3>hope you're gonna join us in la on October twenty First,

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<v Speaker 3>we have our live show at the Terogram Ballroom.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a bitchous birthday. Are you gonna wear costumes? I

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<v Speaker 2>think that we should.

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<v Speaker 3>I think that if you want to wear a costume,

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<v Speaker 3>let's do it because I want to wear a costume.

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<v Speaker 2>What's the theme? Where we going? What's the theme? I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know? Is it's just like costume a costume party.

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<v Speaker 2>They just need a good direction, silver, gold, Egyptian. What

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<v Speaker 2>are we doing, Beyonce, everybody wears silver and mute.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, if you dressed like a call girl, who is

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<v Speaker 4>your version of a call girl?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay? I could be a call girl or like, yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>whatever you want.

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<v Speaker 4>I want something kinky, divine, feminine.

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<v Speaker 2>Difine, feminine, something kinky and dominatrix whatever I mean, Just

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<v Speaker 2>get sexy and dress up. Yeah, it's all bitches want

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<v Speaker 2>to actually hear. Just wear body suit and some fish nets. Perfect,

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<v Speaker 2>it'll be fine. Oh my god, I'm high as hell.

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<v Speaker 2>So we're gonna go now. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Welcome to make your own magic October. You know where

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<v Speaker 3>you a nighttime story with pictures.

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<v Speaker 2>We have roses.

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