WEBVTT - Dorer the Explorer

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<v Speaker 1>It's me daughter. It's still giving Mario. That's because Mario

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<v Speaker 1>always says, let's go. Oh that sounds a much bita

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<v Speaker 1>what kind of name is amer? Oh? My god, the

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<v Speaker 1>ice pack resting on my neck right now is dripping

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<v Speaker 1>into my cleavance. I can see that we are coming

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<v Speaker 1>to you the night after having seen Doctor Strange in

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<v Speaker 1>the Multiverse of Madness, and it was so good that

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<v Speaker 1>Fran twisted her neck reacting to it in the theater. No,

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<v Speaker 1>that's not what it's not. I love when you just

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<v Speaker 1>say lies for the sake of it. Well, I love

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<v Speaker 1>you love to lie. You'm an antihero, much like Luna Maxima,

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<v Speaker 1>and yet you insist on everyone believing women. What kind

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<v Speaker 1>of a liar would I be if I didn't want

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<v Speaker 1>people to believe the lies? I wasn't convincing anyway, just

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<v Speaker 1>like Wanda in the beginning of the movie when she

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<v Speaker 1>was giving folklore and then all of a sudden she

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<v Speaker 1>was giving evermore. And we're going to talk about it

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<v Speaker 1>today because this is like a virgin the show where

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<v Speaker 1>we give yesterday's pop culture, literally yesterday, because that's when

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<v Speaker 1>we saw the movie. Today's takes I'm rose, Damn you

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm Fran Toronto one Division One Want Division, Do

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<v Speaker 1>Do Do Do Do, once again, the song stress of

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<v Speaker 1>this podcast. I honestly wish that my voice had the

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<v Speaker 1>power of the guy with the tuning for us, so

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<v Speaker 1>that every time I sang you exploded died heroes, how

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<v Speaker 1>are you? Oh God, I'm so sick of being asked

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<v Speaker 1>that question, how dare you know? The vibes are, the

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<v Speaker 1>vibes are not quite vibing, the vibes are, vibes are significant,

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<v Speaker 1>the vibes are significantly off. But you know what, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>really looking forward to, um being in New York this weekend.

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<v Speaker 1>By the time this episode comes out, I will be

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<v Speaker 1>uh in transit to New York City. UM, because I'm

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<v Speaker 1>finally going to be taking advantage of my Christmas gift

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<v Speaker 1>from Mixed Frien Toronto got me tickets to see Into

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<v Speaker 1>the Woods at New York City Center, which I'm very

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<v Speaker 1>excited about. I've been hearing such good things about the production,

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<v Speaker 1>starring A One Sarah morellus Bearing starring Sarah Borellis, Neil

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<v Speaker 1>Patrick Harris, Heather Headley as the Witch. My God Sarah Barrellis.

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<v Speaker 1>When she wrote love Song, she came on this bitch

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<v Speaker 1>Matt as hell like she really did you know tweet

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<v Speaker 1>again recently because you it's definitely become part of your

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<v Speaker 1>um lexicon more as of late. I honestly I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know why. I mean, I think it's one of the

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<v Speaker 1>funniest tweets in instance, it's it's a Christina. If you

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<v Speaker 1>haven't just google, you know Christina bit Matt. Actually think

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<v Speaker 1>people don't know what we're talking about. I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>them listening to this podcast if you don't know. If

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<v Speaker 1>you don't know, you're excommunicated. UM. But yeah, no, I've

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<v Speaker 1>been thinking about it that a lot. And I mean

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<v Speaker 1>Sarah Brillas. Do you know why she wrote that song? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>because she was in love. No, it was because her

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<v Speaker 1>label at the time, I really wanted she was like

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<v Speaker 1>writing about a lot of things that weren't love, and

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<v Speaker 1>her label was like, well, no one's going to really

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<v Speaker 1>care about her music until you write about love if

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<v Speaker 1>you write a love song. So she wrote she wrote

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<v Speaker 1>a song that I'm not going to write you ask

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<v Speaker 1>for it, which is her mind. And it is a

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<v Speaker 1>very iconic song and it's also very it's very Joni

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<v Speaker 1>Mitchell too because Joanie wrote music that was critically acclaimed

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<v Speaker 1>but not commercially viable, and her the people in her

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<v Speaker 1>camp really wanted her to succeed more commercially and they

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<v Speaker 1>were like, you need a song for the radio, Joni,

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<v Speaker 1>you need a song for the radio, the radio, the radio.

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<v Speaker 1>If it's not in the radio, you don't matter. And

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<v Speaker 1>so she wrote you turned me on I'm a Radio

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<v Speaker 1>because of that and to basically making fun of capitalism

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<v Speaker 1>and like and the radio. We love art that was

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<v Speaker 1>created through trolling. UM. So yeah, very excited for Into

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<v Speaker 1>the Woods. UM. I was actually gonna tell you if

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<v Speaker 1>you want to see a Strange Loop on Broadway, they've

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<v Speaker 1>reached out to us. UM recently. Zach Stafford, who produces

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<v Speaker 1>that show, said they would love to have us so

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<v Speaker 1>I would go see that Friday night. So if y'all

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<v Speaker 1>have not heard a Strange Loop, is this amazing, amazing,

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<v Speaker 1>very black, very queer show that just raked in the

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<v Speaker 1>most Tony's this year as of today of this recording,

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<v Speaker 1>UM eleven nominations. As is the case with every Tony season,

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<v Speaker 1>there's always like one play that just kind of sweeps

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<v Speaker 1>because you know, Broadway is dead. UM, not to of

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<v Speaker 1>course devalue the wind in any way. But the Tony's

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<v Speaker 1>made history though to nominate the first trans person to

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<v Speaker 1>get nominated for an acting nom uh l Morgan. I think,

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<v Speaker 1>what's her name? Let me yeah? What else am I

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<v Speaker 1>going to do in New York? Well? I have an

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<v Speaker 1>Airbnb and bed sty, so hopefully I will turn it

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<v Speaker 1>into a sex dungeon um within hours of arriving. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I will be eating a lot of pizza um and

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<v Speaker 1>bagels so lots of bread. Generally I'm gonna be there.

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<v Speaker 1>Saturday is Charlene's birthday. Charlene and Karnate, who has an

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<v Speaker 1>iconic episode of this podcast about Jack a Little Pill.

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<v Speaker 1>If you haven't listened to it, you definitely should. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>it's Char's birthday, so I need to find out what

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<v Speaker 1>she's doing. Um. Hopefully she has some kind of show.

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<v Speaker 1>I would love it if she was doing her brunch

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<v Speaker 1>with Tyler Ashley baby Tea. Which is if you live

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<v Speaker 1>in New York City or ever traveling there, if you

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<v Speaker 1>are looking for a daytime drag show where it's literally

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<v Speaker 1>like two queens giving shows NonStop for like three or

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<v Speaker 1>four hours, broad daylight, daylight, like stomping on the tables

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<v Speaker 1>like that is that is the drag show, and you

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<v Speaker 1>everyone in the world needs to go at least once.

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<v Speaker 1>And it has come a long way since it started

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<v Speaker 1>at fucking Bizarre Bushwick. Do you remember Bizarre? Yeah? I do,

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<v Speaker 1>I do. This was a mess. I hated it. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know that. I don't know what the venue is now,

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<v Speaker 1>but yeah, Baby t is I think like legally one

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<v Speaker 1>of the eighth Wonders of the worst. It's a um

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<v Speaker 1>someplace in Dumbo. It's a restaurant that's owned by some

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<v Speaker 1>very nice lesbians and it literally, like Charlene just kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like jumps from table to table, you know, doing

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<v Speaker 1>like Macavity from Cats. It should not be missed. And

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<v Speaker 1>it's like always kind of announced like a little last minute.

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<v Speaker 1>So definitely, you know, if you live in New York,

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<v Speaker 1>don't miss Baby te Brunch if you have the chance

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<v Speaker 1>to see it. And if that's not happening this weekend,

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<v Speaker 1>which I think it probably would have already been announced,

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<v Speaker 1>I will find some way to see the dolls in

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<v Speaker 1>addition to seeing um. Sarah Brellis fran you sent me

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<v Speaker 1>a very dangerous text today that I was really with

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<v Speaker 1>you about, which is and then I went to check

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<v Speaker 1>my email and saw that I had gotten the same

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<v Speaker 1>message from you, which is that the Essence private sale

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<v Speaker 1>is happening. And I screamed, cried, threw up, took a

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<v Speaker 1>ship um, and then through my phone because I'm really

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<v Speaker 1>trying to do a no by month. Um. Oh oh,

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<v Speaker 1>good luck with that. I've been I've been somewhat successful

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<v Speaker 1>so far. I'm just just in that in that single sentence,

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<v Speaker 1>I know that you have not been. Um, you're right,

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<v Speaker 1>but how much was that person you brought to the

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<v Speaker 1>or this? I'm returning it so it doesn't matter. So

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<v Speaker 1>are you returning? Returning literally packed in a box? The

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<v Speaker 1>private SI looks so good though, like Heaven by Mark

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<v Speaker 1>Jacobs is on sale, and like there's some Ghani stuff

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<v Speaker 1>that's stop saying it. But I made the chatlow, which

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<v Speaker 1>is never ever ever I made. I made. What I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to do is I'm adding things to my wish list.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like being intentional about what I actually need versus

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<v Speaker 1>what I just want. Because I did this the last

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<v Speaker 1>time Essence had to sail, like two weeks ago, where

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<v Speaker 1>I only wanted one thing, and then because the sale

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<v Speaker 1>was happening, I bought a ton of other things and

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<v Speaker 1>then ended up returning, not liking and returning everything except

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<v Speaker 1>the original thing that I bought. They're going to come

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<v Speaker 1>for us with the guillotine. No, but we're not rich,

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<v Speaker 1>We're just stupid. Um that's so true. Yeah, like we're

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<v Speaker 1>we're living outside our means the same way that everyone is. Um. So,

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<v Speaker 1>I I'm asked for to do something for me somewhat recently,

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<v Speaker 1>which was um, you know, Fran is kind of my

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<v Speaker 1>go to person for if I'm like waffling about whether

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<v Speaker 1>or not I want to buy something, I will send

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<v Speaker 1>a link to them and ask their opinion. The problem

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<v Speaker 1>is that I've started just not sending you things because

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<v Speaker 1>I know you're going to say no, and I doesn't

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<v Speaker 1>buy them anyway. Um. So to find a friend who

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<v Speaker 1>can hold you accountable and actually make them hold you accountable.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm going to start doing that. Um I will.

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<v Speaker 1>But I've been pretty good and then I have been

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<v Speaker 1>not really buying things. I've been returning a lot. And

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<v Speaker 1>I also I like made a rule for myself about

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<v Speaker 1>getting take out and like eating out, and last week

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<v Speaker 1>I cooked or made every meal at home Monday to Thursday.

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<v Speaker 1>That's like my new rule. Oh that's joke. I love that.

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<v Speaker 1>But I'm going to New York this weekend, so obviously

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of this is going out the window. But

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<v Speaker 1>it's travel. It's travel. It's vaka, it's gonna have so much.

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<v Speaker 1>You're gonna have so much fun. And and really for me,

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<v Speaker 1>it's more like the not spending is more about saving money.

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<v Speaker 1>So as long as I'm like saving the amount that

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<v Speaker 1>I want to save every paycheck or every month, like,

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<v Speaker 1>then it's all good. And I'm just trying to curb

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<v Speaker 1>the shopping impulses so that like I can save more

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<v Speaker 1>on top of that. And you know, as long as

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<v Speaker 1>you have a plan and a budget and it works

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<v Speaker 1>for you, then you're good. You know, Queer people, we

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<v Speaker 1>as a community have money trauma, and that money trauma

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<v Speaker 1>manifests in an absolutely against all odds, like completely irrational

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<v Speaker 1>inability to ever look at our bank accounts, not once.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know that I cannot look at my bank

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<v Speaker 1>account like to save my life. I look at it

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<v Speaker 1>maybe like one s aquarter, and every time it's true.

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<v Speaker 1>So I have I have a separate savings account. I

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<v Speaker 1>use this app called um digit and what it does

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<v Speaker 1>is it not sponsored? Um, but I would love for

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<v Speaker 1>it to be. UM. It's an app that tracks your

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<v Speaker 1>income and you're spending and automatically takes money out of

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<v Speaker 1>your account to add to a separate savings account at

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<v Speaker 1>like five days a week, which is great because it's

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<v Speaker 1>just like savings that I don't have to think about,

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<v Speaker 1>and like that's kind of like my like vacation slush

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<v Speaker 1>fund and just like whatever. Like if I ever have

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<v Speaker 1>like a like a big purchase that I need to

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<v Speaker 1>pull money from something like that's where I'll take it from,

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<v Speaker 1>UM and then everything else just get saved. UM. But

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<v Speaker 1>every time I open it to like if I want

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<v Speaker 1>to pull money out, like notice comes up where it

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<v Speaker 1>has like all of the other times I've done that,

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<v Speaker 1>and what my bank account balance is and what I

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<v Speaker 1>do is I like when I pull it up on

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<v Speaker 1>my phone, I like cover the top half of my

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<v Speaker 1>phone that I am so I don't have to see

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<v Speaker 1>it because like see no evil, speak no evil, and

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<v Speaker 1>like honestly like back to the shopping thing, truly, when

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<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to reconfigures that I shop when I'm bored.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't shop because I need things. I shop when

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like sitting on the couch and I'm like, what

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<v Speaker 1>am I going to do? So I pull up the

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<v Speaker 1>Essence app or like go on Nordstrom it and like,

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<v Speaker 1>I end up not liking or caring about or actually

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<v Speaker 1>using the things that I buy. So I'm just trying

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<v Speaker 1>to like break those habits because truly the worst thing

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<v Speaker 1>that ever happened to me was that I attained a

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<v Speaker 1>level of economic stability where I had more disposable income,

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<v Speaker 1>and instead of saving it, I started spending it. So

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<v Speaker 1>now I'm trying to tip it in the other direction. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I love that. I really wish I had had that

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<v Speaker 1>app because I think if I had been maybe monitoring

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<v Speaker 1>my bank a little more or been more mindful about it,

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't have been in New York this weekend with

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<v Speaker 1>a bouncing credit card. I I my credit card got

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<v Speaker 1>declined multiple time and unfortunately, very humiliated. Unfortunate for me.

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<v Speaker 1>I got an email from American Express this weekend telling

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<v Speaker 1>me my credit limit had been increased. Oh no, but

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<v Speaker 1>you know what that But you know what that just means?

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<v Speaker 1>Like that is good for me. I'm building credit, um

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<v Speaker 1>I now have. I'm not like putting anything else on

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<v Speaker 1>my credit cards and now just like I have more, um,

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<v Speaker 1>I have a lower usage now because of that higher limit.

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<v Speaker 1>So I think, I like a lot of this is

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<v Speaker 1>really ugly what we're talking about, all the shopping stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>But I do think that a lot of people, I know, millennials,

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<v Speaker 1>queer people, marginalized folks like we are not taught the

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<v Speaker 1>realities of our finances, um in any meaningful way. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't learn this in school, you don't learn this

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<v Speaker 1>in college. Were thrust out into the into a world

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<v Speaker 1>usually with tons of debt um and and I've never

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<v Speaker 1>taught how to manage it. So if we can kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like like talk about this together and figure these

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<v Speaker 1>things out for ourselves, then I think that's a good thing.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's why we have That's why none of us

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<v Speaker 1>have four O one case, none of us have you know,

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<v Speaker 1>savings accounts, none of us have like credit, none of

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<v Speaker 1>us pay our taxes like we were taught to do

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<v Speaker 1>any of this ship um, and we are are the

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<v Speaker 1>queer commune basements that we live in. Sure as hell

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<v Speaker 1>aren't teaching us either, not that either of us live

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<v Speaker 1>in a queer commune basement. But maybe we should start,

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<v Speaker 1>but maybe we should start one if you would like

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<v Speaker 1>to be part of the like a Virgin Queer commune basement, Um,

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<v Speaker 1>slide into our d M s at like Virgin four.

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<v Speaker 1>That's right. Yeah, Actually, while we're at it, can I

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<v Speaker 1>on it, we would love to do that. Um, if

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<v Speaker 1>and you want to include us on it. But truly,

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<v Speaker 1>just like keep listening, keep vibing, and we will have

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<v Speaker 1>some surprises for y'all very series. No one would be

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<v Speaker 1>talking about Doctor Strange two Rwanda because I didn't I

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<v Speaker 1>never even saw Doctor Strange one, I was like, Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>this is the this is one of the marvel things

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<v Speaker 1>that I just have no interest in and we'll never see.

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<v Speaker 1>And I only even watch Doctor Strange recently because I

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<v Speaker 1>knew that this movie was coming out, and I can't

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<v Speaker 1>remember how you felt about it, but I really liked it.

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<v Speaker 1>I loved it. And I have to say now, in

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<v Speaker 1>terms of like the m c U at large, like

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<v Speaker 1>Doctor Strange is very high in the ranking of my

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<v Speaker 1>favorite superheroes. And also just like imagistically, I think the

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<v Speaker 1>visuals of like Doctor Strange's like powers and like the

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<v Speaker 1>illusions that and optical illusions that happened, it's very like,

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<v Speaker 1>um I spy level, like optic illusions that we're seeing

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<v Speaker 1>are really gorgeous. I think the dissonance for me is

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<v Speaker 1>that I like Doctor Strange is part of the m

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<v Speaker 1>c U. I like the magical part of the m

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<v Speaker 1>c U. I don't necessarily love Doctor Strange himself, and

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<v Speaker 1>even in this movie, I found him kind of boring

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<v Speaker 1>and just like very reactive to everything that was going on,

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<v Speaker 1>and like this movie was about Wanda for me, But

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<v Speaker 1>I like that he is our entry point into the

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<v Speaker 1>more magical side of the Marvel Cinematic universe. I will

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<v Speaker 1>also say the jokes for the first Doctor Strange movie,

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<v Speaker 1>we're much better for him. I also agree, like I

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<v Speaker 1>liked him a lot better in his first movie, and

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<v Speaker 1>here he kind of I mean didn't fade necessarily, but

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<v Speaker 1>like it was about Wanda. It was it was about Wanda,

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<v Speaker 1>and I think some of the So let's I think

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<v Speaker 1>before we get into everything, let's give like a kind

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<v Speaker 1>of t l d R of just what we thought

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<v Speaker 1>of the movie generally. Um, and maybe a loose premise

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<v Speaker 1>as well. Um, sure if you can even like you

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<v Speaker 1>are the one to do that. Yeah, okay, So loose

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<v Speaker 1>premise of the movie is in the chronology of Marvel,

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<v Speaker 1>Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness is like basically

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<v Speaker 1>kind of a sequel to wand Division the show, um,

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<v Speaker 1>and also obviously a sequel to the first Doctor Strange

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<v Speaker 1>movie in it Doctor Strange is now you know, uh, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I guess actually Okay, So the two things that I

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<v Speaker 1>think set this movie up the most are wand Division

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<v Speaker 1>and Spider Man No Way Home. Because Doctor Strange in

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<v Speaker 1>No Home has had his first run in with the

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<v Speaker 1>Multiverse um and did not go well and did not

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<v Speaker 1>go well. And so in this movie, Doctor Strange Um

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<v Speaker 1>encounters America Chavez, who is a girl with the power

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<v Speaker 1>to travel between multiverses, and she is being chased by

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<v Speaker 1>what we ultimately find out is Wanda maxim Off the

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<v Speaker 1>Scarlet which who wants America's powers so that she can

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<v Speaker 1>get to a universe where the children that she created

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<v Speaker 1>and lost in wand division um exist. Yeah, and she's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be reunited, yes, these fake children essentially, And so

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<v Speaker 1>that drives the whole plot of the movie is Wanda

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<v Speaker 1>chasing Doctor Strange in America through various universes, causing all

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<v Speaker 1>kinds of mayhem, killing people left and right, truly killing

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<v Speaker 1>like brutally people like it's cuckoo um. And yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean in terms of like my overall impressions, I thought, um,

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<v Speaker 1>we went into it. You know, I had read a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of sentiment that was not very nice. Like I

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<v Speaker 1>think a lot of Marvel stands were feeling a type

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<v Speaker 1>of way about the movie and feeling like it didn't

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<v Speaker 1>live up to the hype. And this movie is also

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<v Speaker 1>I think a year delayed. It was supposed to come

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<v Speaker 1>out last summer, and so you know, there's a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of reasons for people to feel like they have been

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<v Speaker 1>on the edge of their seats for something that promised

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<v Speaker 1>a lot and didn't get what they wanted. However, I

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<v Speaker 1>had a ball and I thought, I really liked you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the movie. Um I think that, Um, not to start

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<v Speaker 1>off sour, because I really did like the movie, but

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<v Speaker 1>I think I came away from it feeling kind of like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, fine, in the way that I feel about

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of movies, a lot of Marvel movies. Um like, um,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, like I think. I sometimes when Marvel

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<v Speaker 1>movies get super formulaic, I tend to forget a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of the details and I don't get that invested in

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<v Speaker 1>the characters. And this one was kind of that. But

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<v Speaker 1>also just like Wandas, like all care about is Wanda,

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<v Speaker 1>and every time she was on screen, which was most

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<v Speaker 1>of the movie, like I was invested. Yeah, it does.

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<v Speaker 1>It is a movie that really I think maybe some

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<v Speaker 1>of the criticism is that it is not a movie

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<v Speaker 1>you can watch as a standalone film, but like, is

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<v Speaker 1>any Marvel thing something you can watch standalone? At this point, Like,

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<v Speaker 1>you can only understand this film if you have the

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<v Speaker 1>context of watching wand Division, like some of the things

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<v Speaker 1>I've I've seen people saying or that you know, Wanda

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<v Speaker 1>is um you know, just like a flat villain and

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<v Speaker 1>like you don't understand from the movie, like her motivation,

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<v Speaker 1>but like the whole point of Wan Division the TV

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<v Speaker 1>show was to set up this arc within the m

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<v Speaker 1>c U. Like her motivation is division Division, And honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>the emotional stakes are not there if you haven't watched.

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<v Speaker 1>And literally all you need is that moment, the first

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<v Speaker 1>moment Wanda's in the movie when the wand Division theme

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<v Speaker 1>song like amazing Needles, Oh my god, it was so

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<v Speaker 1>incredible and so evocative, and immediately I it brought me

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<v Speaker 1>back to the show and I understood exactly where she

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<v Speaker 1>is um and you get it, like you get the

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<v Speaker 1>that show was all about grief and her letting go

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<v Speaker 1>of her grief for vision, but like I think it

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<v Speaker 1>did transform literally into these children that she created and

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<v Speaker 1>when she lost them, like and now that she has

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<v Speaker 1>all this power at her disposal, She's going to do

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<v Speaker 1>whatever she has to do to get them back. I

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<v Speaker 1>would also argue that like most Marvel characters are flat, sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>like and I think that the performances of the prestige

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<v Speaker 1>stars that they bring into these ship shows and movies

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<v Speaker 1>are the things that ground the characters and an emotional

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<v Speaker 1>reality totally well well, Um, Elizabeth Olsen ate this movie

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<v Speaker 1>absolutely like no question, Like she to me was just

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<v Speaker 1>as like fierce and complex as she was is in

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<v Speaker 1>the TV show. I think it was kind of unnerving

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<v Speaker 1>to see the level of her villainy as like, what

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<v Speaker 1>is being set up to make her the big bad

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<v Speaker 1>of like future movies? I think UM. And I also UM,

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<v Speaker 1>I felt like, uh, I don't know if we necessary.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like we saw something new from Wanda too.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's something I appreciate. It is like there

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<v Speaker 1>was there was like a level of violence, um, and

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<v Speaker 1>a level of mania from Wanda that you know was

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<v Speaker 1>unsettling and it felt earned because we've seen glimmers of

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<v Speaker 1>it before, like in End Game when she you know,

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<v Speaker 1>goes after Thanos and he says like he has no

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<v Speaker 1>idea who she is and she says, you will um,

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<v Speaker 1>and we saw moments of it. I rewatched the first

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<v Speaker 1>couple episodes of WandaVision last night, and the moment where

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<v Speaker 1>she realizes that Monica Rambo has like invaded her world

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<v Speaker 1>and like turns and like throws her out, like this

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<v Speaker 1>has all been seated. And I do think that Wanda's

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<v Speaker 1>level of villainy in this movie is earned by everything

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<v Speaker 1>we've seen before. Um and it's actually just really fun

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<v Speaker 1>to see the creation of a villain because I think

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<v Speaker 1>one of the things Marvel does well sometimes and not

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<v Speaker 1>well others is makes the villains really engaging and fun.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought that that's true, and also tries to give

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<v Speaker 1>them a little bit of depth, like I do think

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<v Speaker 1>in Infinity War and End Game, Like Infinity War especially,

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<v Speaker 1>Fanis is kind of the protagonist of it. Like it

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<v Speaker 1>really does the work to make you understand why he's

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<v Speaker 1>trying to kill half the people in the universe. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>And so WandaVision is Wanda's villain origin story and now

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<v Speaker 1>she's the villain. Yeah, and you know, she's a tragic villain.

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<v Speaker 1>She's an anti hero in a way, but she is

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<v Speaker 1>the bad guy and we route for her, like she's

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<v Speaker 1>fully like decapitating people and like blowing their heads off,

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<v Speaker 1>and we're like yes, works, like queen, you know, like

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<v Speaker 1>it really is that. Um Okay, So we've talked, we

0:24:14.400 --> 0:24:18.359
<v Speaker 1>we've overviewed the movie. Have you given you really loved it?

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<v Speaker 1>You liked the movie? Yeah, I liked it a lot.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought the pacing was pretty good. It's very short

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<v Speaker 1>form Marvel movie, which also it's like around two hours,

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<v Speaker 1>and um, I think that's probably good because I wanted

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<v Speaker 1>more Wanda, which means that I enjoyed every moment she

0:24:36.000 --> 0:24:38.200
<v Speaker 1>was on screen and never felt like there was too

0:24:38.280 --> 0:24:41.040
<v Speaker 1>much of her, and and we wanted so much that

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<v Speaker 1>we did. Yes, in fact, wait in the theater for

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<v Speaker 1>the post credit scene for both for both post credit

0:24:48.040 --> 0:24:51.119
<v Speaker 1>scenes like Boo Boo with the fool sitting there humid

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<v Speaker 1>the humiliating experience of sitting through minutes of rolling credits

0:24:56.920 --> 0:25:00.399
<v Speaker 1>holding in my piss so that I can watch a

0:25:00.920 --> 0:25:04.439
<v Speaker 1>less than thirty second clip that basically spits in my face.

0:25:04.560 --> 0:25:07.359
<v Speaker 1>Maybe there's another universe where you don't have to piss,

0:25:07.560 --> 0:25:10.120
<v Speaker 1>Okay whatever. The post credit scene you know, I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>There's the second post second one is a trolling. It's

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<v Speaker 1>a direct troll. It was not a slap in the face.

0:25:17.359 --> 0:25:19.399
<v Speaker 1>It was not as bad as when they just rolled

0:25:19.480 --> 0:25:22.920
<v Speaker 1>the Doctor Strange trailer um the Multiverse of Madness trailer

0:25:23.119 --> 0:25:27.600
<v Speaker 1>from from Spider Man. Um, but it was still insulting. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>And so you know to that, I say, how dare you?

0:25:30.280 --> 0:25:31.639
<v Speaker 1>And I don't know if I will ever wait for

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<v Speaker 1>another post credit scene again. There are some things that

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<v Speaker 1>not not like fully didn't work from me, but that

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<v Speaker 1>I think could have been better. Like, as I said,

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<v Speaker 1>I found Doctor Strange like a little boring at times.

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<v Speaker 1>I just anytime we were spending a lot of time

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<v Speaker 1>with him, I just kind of wanted to get back

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<v Speaker 1>to Wanda. I also thought America Chavez was good, um,

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<v Speaker 1>but I think I think she should have just been

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<v Speaker 1>an adult. I think they should have just aged her up.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't understand why she needed to be a teenager.

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<v Speaker 1>I was telling you, bros, I really hate most things

0:26:05.320 --> 0:26:07.800
<v Speaker 1>that are like here's the story of an adult and

0:26:07.920 --> 0:26:09.879
<v Speaker 1>a kid, like you know what I mean, Like, I

0:26:10.000 --> 0:26:12.720
<v Speaker 1>just it's never entertainment. Felt like she had to be

0:26:12.800 --> 0:26:15.040
<v Speaker 1>a kid, so that Dr Strange felt like he had

0:26:15.119 --> 0:26:18.040
<v Speaker 1>to protect her. Yes, I mean that said, I think

0:26:18.080 --> 0:26:22.400
<v Speaker 1>it's really amazing that they're putting America Chavez in the multiverse,

0:26:22.480 --> 0:26:27.199
<v Speaker 1>into the cinematic multiverse. Um. And I have to say, like,

0:26:27.320 --> 0:26:29.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, America Chavez is like a really dope character

0:26:29.960 --> 0:26:34.320
<v Speaker 1>of recent conception that was the first Latin LGBTQ character

0:26:34.520 --> 0:26:37.920
<v Speaker 1>to lead a series. The serious was unfortunately you can't

0:26:37.960 --> 0:26:40.720
<v Speaker 1>sold after one year. But it's written by this phenomenal,

0:26:40.800 --> 0:26:44.879
<v Speaker 1>amazing writer Gaby Rivera. Um and like, I just felt

0:26:44.920 --> 0:26:48.639
<v Speaker 1>like a comic series. Yes, a comic series. Sorry, sorry

0:26:48.880 --> 0:26:52.959
<v Speaker 1>paper comics imagine that. Um, But yeah, I felt like

0:26:53.480 --> 0:26:56.560
<v Speaker 1>it was not something that I was expecting. However, it

0:26:56.640 --> 0:27:00.240
<v Speaker 1>must be said that America Chavez as a name for

0:27:00.280 --> 0:27:04.480
<v Speaker 1>a character is cho ch hang levels of offensive. Like

0:27:04.760 --> 0:27:07.480
<v Speaker 1>it's just not a good name for a character, and

0:27:07.520 --> 0:27:10.600
<v Speaker 1>it was written by two white guys, So like, I

0:27:11.160 --> 0:27:13.640
<v Speaker 1>just we needed another name for her. But I do

0:27:13.760 --> 0:27:16.840
<v Speaker 1>love that she has um lesbian moms yes, who were

0:27:16.880 --> 0:27:19.960
<v Speaker 1>featured in the movie, although she had immediately killed that

0:27:22.280 --> 0:27:25.720
<v Speaker 1>talk about barrier games and the m C is like,

0:27:25.960 --> 0:27:29.360
<v Speaker 1>oh my god, look representation and then let's have their

0:27:29.400 --> 0:27:33.400
<v Speaker 1>own child to murder them because she got stung by

0:27:33.440 --> 0:27:36.680
<v Speaker 1>a bee. Well, the other thing is was giving Britain.

0:27:37.080 --> 0:27:40.639
<v Speaker 1>It really was, but what they also didn't really address

0:27:40.680 --> 0:27:43.720
<v Speaker 1>America shop as his own queerness, even though she was

0:27:43.800 --> 0:27:47.320
<v Speaker 1>wearing a rainbow pin on her dentmitis because she has

0:27:47.400 --> 0:27:50.840
<v Speaker 1>lesbian moms or is she queer herself. She is queer herself, Yeah,

0:27:51.080 --> 0:27:53.560
<v Speaker 1>she's but they didn't I mean, or maybe she doesn't

0:27:53.560 --> 0:27:55.960
<v Speaker 1>know that yet in this universe. I don't know. It

0:27:56.040 --> 0:27:59.880
<v Speaker 1>was just literally never addressed. Um. But I I all

0:28:00.040 --> 0:28:03.280
<v Speaker 1>so want to say, unfortunately that I don't feel like so.

0:28:03.480 --> 0:28:07.960
<v Speaker 1>Chill Gomez, who plays America Shavi Is was amazing, like

0:28:08.359 --> 0:28:11.840
<v Speaker 1>and maybe it's because it was a movie, Like I

0:28:11.880 --> 0:28:14.199
<v Speaker 1>do think they're setting her up. I was watching a

0:28:14.240 --> 0:28:16.840
<v Speaker 1>TikTok last night that was saying that they're setting up

0:28:16.840 --> 0:28:21.119
<v Speaker 1>a Young Avengers eventual thing that America Javes is like

0:28:21.160 --> 0:28:27.480
<v Speaker 1>canonically part of as Our Wanda's Children. And I think

0:28:27.720 --> 0:28:32.520
<v Speaker 1>that's also probably why what um Kate Bishop, who is

0:28:32.600 --> 0:28:35.280
<v Speaker 1>the new Hawkeye from The Hawkeye Show, is part of

0:28:36.119 --> 0:28:39.520
<v Speaker 1>so um. I think these are like this is how

0:28:39.560 --> 0:28:42.760
<v Speaker 1>Marvel works, you know, like something is seated in a

0:28:42.840 --> 0:28:46.320
<v Speaker 1>movie that eventually becomes its own thing like four years later.

0:28:46.760 --> 0:28:49.720
<v Speaker 1>I was kind of wishing that they had cast um

0:28:49.880 --> 0:28:53.480
<v Speaker 1>Isabel Myer said instead, who played Dora the Explorer and

0:28:53.720 --> 0:28:57.080
<v Speaker 1>the the live action Remacha We I mean, wouldn't it

0:28:57.080 --> 0:28:59.280
<v Speaker 1>be great if Dora the Explorer just was in the

0:28:59.320 --> 0:29:03.520
<v Speaker 1>Marvel stud out of the Universe. They're literally like tentacle

0:29:03.720 --> 0:29:06.560
<v Speaker 1>demons like coming out of the multiverse. And then all

0:29:06.560 --> 0:29:10.120
<v Speaker 1>of a sudden, it's me Donna like and like her

0:29:10.160 --> 0:29:13.880
<v Speaker 1>powers the backpack or something backpack that I just take

0:29:13.880 --> 0:29:15.960
<v Speaker 1>a quick as side. Yeah, maybe she sings things in

0:29:15.960 --> 0:29:20.160
<v Speaker 1>it like hypnotizes people. Yes, okay, okay, I'm I'm writing this, um,

0:29:20.200 --> 0:29:22.720
<v Speaker 1>but I have to say also, um, just as quick

0:29:22.720 --> 0:29:24.840
<v Speaker 1>as I The Door the Explore movie, the live action

0:29:24.880 --> 0:29:31.880
<v Speaker 1>remake was amazing, like really underrated Doors performances phenomenal. I

0:29:32.120 --> 0:29:35.640
<v Speaker 1>lulled on my own in this theater all the way

0:29:35.680 --> 0:29:39.880
<v Speaker 1>through it. But I don't think it was. I think

0:29:39.880 --> 0:29:42.600
<v Speaker 1>it was. No, I don't think it was. It was

0:29:42.760 --> 0:29:47.240
<v Speaker 1>it is, Yeah, okay. I was like, um, have you

0:29:47.240 --> 0:29:49.720
<v Speaker 1>ever thought about like the slant rhyme of Dora the

0:29:49.800 --> 0:29:54.080
<v Speaker 1>Explorer or It's like you either need to say Dora

0:29:54.200 --> 0:29:58.960
<v Speaker 1>or the Explorer er, which most people I think say

0:29:59.000 --> 0:30:02.040
<v Speaker 1>the Ladder. But it's like, I mean, proud of you

0:30:02.120 --> 0:30:04.160
<v Speaker 1>for that slant rhyme, but it just doesn't sell it.

0:30:20.200 --> 0:30:25.680
<v Speaker 1>My favorite moment was when she goes to attack the

0:30:25.720 --> 0:30:27.480
<v Speaker 1>place where all the sorcerers are I don't know what

0:30:27.520 --> 0:30:29.640
<v Speaker 1>the name of it is. And then she's like trying

0:30:29.640 --> 0:30:32.040
<v Speaker 1>to get past their shields and there's a crack in it,

0:30:32.120 --> 0:30:35.080
<v Speaker 1>and then she like goes and like invades the mind

0:30:35.200 --> 0:30:37.920
<v Speaker 1>of one of the sorcerers and she just kind of

0:30:37.960 --> 0:30:40.840
<v Speaker 1>like appears behind him and like comes out to the

0:30:40.880 --> 0:30:45.880
<v Speaker 1>side and she goes runs. It's so good. It's so

0:30:46.040 --> 0:30:49.800
<v Speaker 1>and like moments like that to me pulled off a

0:30:49.920 --> 0:30:52.800
<v Speaker 1>villain that isn't flat, you know what I mean, A

0:30:53.000 --> 0:30:56.200
<v Speaker 1>villain that is like dynamic, that is like engaging and

0:30:56.320 --> 0:30:59.720
<v Speaker 1>fund Yeah, and like even though you know, I feel

0:30:59.760 --> 0:31:03.280
<v Speaker 1>like some of the kind of plot devices in this

0:31:03.320 --> 0:31:06.239
<v Speaker 1>movie are like kind of like you know, they're just

0:31:06.280 --> 0:31:09.440
<v Speaker 1>like fine, Like it doesn't it didn't really matter to

0:31:09.520 --> 0:31:12.240
<v Speaker 1>me because she was selling it and she was witchy,

0:31:12.400 --> 0:31:15.720
<v Speaker 1>which I loved, like I and they I think they

0:31:15.800 --> 0:31:18.440
<v Speaker 1>made a lot of they put a lot of emphasis

0:31:18.600 --> 0:31:21.600
<v Speaker 1>on her being a witch and like that being different

0:31:21.640 --> 0:31:25.840
<v Speaker 1>than the Sorcerer's It's just you know, because like the

0:31:25.840 --> 0:31:28.120
<v Speaker 1>the idea of a witch has all this like loaded

0:31:28.160 --> 0:31:32.000
<v Speaker 1>cultural context um and Wanda is very much by the

0:31:32.120 --> 0:31:35.920
<v Speaker 1>end of this movie, when she finds the temple to

0:31:36.040 --> 0:31:39.640
<v Speaker 1>her and like the demons and stuff. She is the

0:31:39.760 --> 0:31:43.240
<v Speaker 1>Scarlet Witch, and even I think more so than she

0:31:43.480 --> 0:31:45.440
<v Speaker 1>was at the end of one division when she's like

0:31:45.760 --> 0:31:49.120
<v Speaker 1>floating in the air and like transforms into her new outfit.

0:31:49.200 --> 0:31:53.000
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, that was just the beginning, and truly early MCU,

0:31:53.440 --> 0:31:56.840
<v Speaker 1>they very much doubled down on the idea that anything

0:31:57.720 --> 0:32:02.480
<v Speaker 1>magic was just a science that we didn't understand yet,

0:32:02.520 --> 0:32:04.400
<v Speaker 1>Like that's always kind of what they said about th

0:32:05.520 --> 0:32:08.320
<v Speaker 1>Um and all this other stuff, but now it's it's like,

0:32:08.400 --> 0:32:11.360
<v Speaker 1>it's literally magic because magic is a huge part of

0:32:11.400 --> 0:32:15.200
<v Speaker 1>the comic books, and Wanda is one of the most

0:32:15.200 --> 0:32:22.200
<v Speaker 1>powerful magic users specifically in the Marvel Universe comic books

0:32:22.240 --> 0:32:25.040
<v Speaker 1>and movies, if not the most powerful, which is like,

0:32:25.080 --> 0:32:27.920
<v Speaker 1>I guess the question that we're is running through a

0:32:27.960 --> 0:32:29.760
<v Speaker 1>lot of the minds of people that are now going

0:32:29.760 --> 0:32:34.400
<v Speaker 1>to be affected by Wanda's like insurmountable power. Yes, because

0:32:34.440 --> 0:32:39.400
<v Speaker 1>we saw it in this movie, because she cleared everyone.

0:32:39.600 --> 0:32:43.440
<v Speaker 1>Every single person who came up against her was not

0:32:43.520 --> 0:32:47.840
<v Speaker 1>a match for her. The only and again obviously spoilers,

0:32:47.840 --> 0:32:51.800
<v Speaker 1>Wanda is the villain and the hero of this movie

0:32:51.840 --> 0:32:54.200
<v Speaker 1>because she was the only one who could defeat herself.

0:32:54.280 --> 0:32:57.240
<v Speaker 1>It must be said also that while Wanda is enacting

0:32:57.360 --> 0:32:59.960
<v Speaker 1>this horror and using the powers of the Dark Whole

0:33:00.120 --> 0:33:04.160
<v Speaker 1>to kill the superheroes of the Illuminati and destroy buildings

0:33:04.200 --> 0:33:08.000
<v Speaker 1>and like chase America Chavez, she is wearing old navy

0:33:08.080 --> 0:33:13.560
<v Speaker 1>jeans like jeans, babe, like like fully because like she's

0:33:13.600 --> 0:33:16.239
<v Speaker 1>in mom gear and yeah, like and we are like

0:33:17.000 --> 0:33:20.040
<v Speaker 1>a thin hoodie like it was. Yeah, And I love

0:33:20.080 --> 0:33:22.080
<v Speaker 1>when she's chasing them. You can see if she's all

0:33:22.160 --> 0:33:27.040
<v Speaker 1>injured and like and like, um, it's only like because

0:33:27.040 --> 0:33:29.480
<v Speaker 1>she's in her mom form, yes, and it's only through

0:33:29.520 --> 0:33:32.400
<v Speaker 1>sheer force of will that she is able and even

0:33:32.520 --> 0:33:36.640
<v Speaker 1>still like Christina was like her lowest fat nascune broke.

0:33:36.880 --> 0:33:39.360
<v Speaker 1>She came on this bitch mad as hell. That is

0:33:39.520 --> 0:33:43.480
<v Speaker 1>very much wan energy exactly want. Yeah, I loved Also,

0:33:43.560 --> 0:33:46.480
<v Speaker 1>I love her like black fingers from using the dark hold.

0:33:46.720 --> 0:33:48.760
<v Speaker 1>Is that what it is? That what it is because

0:33:49.840 --> 0:33:52.240
<v Speaker 1>those in one division. Do you think if I go

0:33:52.280 --> 0:33:55.080
<v Speaker 1>to pampered hands and like, can you make my fingertips black? Literally?

0:33:55.120 --> 0:33:57.080
<v Speaker 1>I mean that is kind of a beauty trend slash,

0:33:57.160 --> 0:34:01.320
<v Speaker 1>Isn't it also like a spiritual thing? Like people, it's

0:34:01.400 --> 0:34:04.080
<v Speaker 1>probably appropriate we don't need to get into it. Yeah,

0:34:04.160 --> 0:34:05.960
<v Speaker 1>but in the movie, it's supposed to be a sign

0:34:06.080 --> 0:34:09.440
<v Speaker 1>that that the Dark Hold is corrupting Wanda. It also

0:34:09.920 --> 0:34:13.200
<v Speaker 1>kind of we also find out it's corrupted Doctor Strange

0:34:13.239 --> 0:34:17.160
<v Speaker 1>and different universes, but he uses it to kind of

0:34:17.239 --> 0:34:19.799
<v Speaker 1>help save the day. And it also leads to him

0:34:19.840 --> 0:34:22.040
<v Speaker 1>getting a third eye at the end of the movie. Yeah,

0:34:22.040 --> 0:34:24.920
<v Speaker 1>which is like the big kind of cliffhanger, I guess.

0:34:25.400 --> 0:34:28.880
<v Speaker 1>And then in the post credit scene, we got we

0:34:29.000 --> 0:34:32.480
<v Speaker 1>got her, We got Charlie's Throne. Charlie's Throne is in

0:34:32.480 --> 0:34:35.239
<v Speaker 1>the Marvel universe. I did a little digging on what

0:34:35.320 --> 0:34:40.520
<v Speaker 1>character she is, so Charlie's is playing clear who is

0:34:41.040 --> 0:34:46.239
<v Speaker 1>a um apprentice of In the comic book, she's one

0:34:46.239 --> 0:34:51.080
<v Speaker 1>of Doctor Strange's apprentices and later his wife. So Charlie's

0:34:51.120 --> 0:34:53.440
<v Speaker 1>is not coming in as like a cameo like she I.

0:34:54.000 --> 0:34:56.359
<v Speaker 1>She I think is going to be a big part

0:34:56.400 --> 0:34:59.840
<v Speaker 1>of the next phase of Marvel. It's astounding that she

0:35:00.080 --> 0:35:01.879
<v Speaker 1>is not already in the MC I know. I kind

0:35:01.880 --> 0:35:04.120
<v Speaker 1>of thought, like, has she been in one of these movies?

0:35:04.280 --> 0:35:07.000
<v Speaker 1>I thought for sure she was in a DC franchise

0:35:07.120 --> 0:35:11.359
<v Speaker 1>or something that I guess she doesn't. That's crazy to me. Um,

0:35:11.400 --> 0:35:14.200
<v Speaker 1>but she, I mean she. I'm ready for her. I'm

0:35:14.200 --> 0:35:16.279
<v Speaker 1>ready for her. I'm ready for Harry Styles. I would

0:35:16.320 --> 0:35:18.120
<v Speaker 1>like to say to get her a better wig. I

0:35:18.120 --> 0:35:20.680
<v Speaker 1>would like for the eventual movie. I thought she looked

0:35:20.719 --> 0:35:26.120
<v Speaker 1>actually really really looked good. I loved her purple cut crease.

0:35:27.080 --> 0:35:29.799
<v Speaker 1>I'm ready. I hope they bring back John Krasinski. Do

0:35:29.840 --> 0:35:31.120
<v Speaker 1>you think they're gonna do or do you think they

0:35:31.200 --> 0:35:33.719
<v Speaker 1>killed him permanently? Kind of feel like it was just

0:35:33.840 --> 0:35:36.799
<v Speaker 1>a gag. I think it was just for this movie. Well,

0:35:36.800 --> 0:35:39.520
<v Speaker 1>I was telling you as well, like the kind of

0:35:39.560 --> 0:35:44.200
<v Speaker 1>four members of the Illuminati Sons dr X are kind

0:35:44.200 --> 0:35:47.120
<v Speaker 1>of like marginal I forgot one. One of one of

0:35:47.160 --> 0:35:51.160
<v Speaker 1>the other members is Peggy Carter, who is in in

0:35:51.440 --> 0:35:56.000
<v Speaker 1>a couple of different universes. Became Captain America. Well she

0:35:56.080 --> 0:35:59.480
<v Speaker 1>became Captain Carter instead of Steve Rogers. And when they

0:35:59.520 --> 0:36:01.960
<v Speaker 1>all die, i'd um, I was just like I was

0:36:02.000 --> 0:36:07.960
<v Speaker 1>like Captain Uk Tuning Fork Guy Fantastic four member, like

0:36:08.040 --> 0:36:11.439
<v Speaker 1>these are all Marvel reject superheroes. The way they wanted

0:36:11.480 --> 0:36:16.520
<v Speaker 1>to kill them was in her old Navy. I don't

0:36:16.520 --> 0:36:19.440
<v Speaker 1>believe I don't believe in the glorification of murder, but

0:36:19.560 --> 0:36:22.960
<v Speaker 1>I do. What is the Gaga quote, Um, I I

0:36:23.000 --> 0:36:26.720
<v Speaker 1>believe in the glorification of old navy jeans of Fourth

0:36:26.760 --> 0:36:31.759
<v Speaker 1>of July discount T shirts and um um she said,

0:36:31.960 --> 0:36:34.120
<v Speaker 1>she said, I don't believe in the glorification of murder.

0:36:34.160 --> 0:36:36.480
<v Speaker 1>I do believe in the empowerment of women. That is

0:36:36.520 --> 0:36:41.040
<v Speaker 1>exactly how I felt watching Wanda kill person after person,

0:36:41.640 --> 0:36:43.759
<v Speaker 1>Like I think one of the early scenes when she

0:36:43.800 --> 0:36:48.560
<v Speaker 1>attacks the sorcerers, she like turned someone to dust. Yeah,

0:36:49.080 --> 0:36:52.040
<v Speaker 1>and it's great. And I think, obviously, and I think maybe,

0:36:52.200 --> 0:36:55.920
<v Speaker 1>um if she's like she obviously thinks that this is

0:36:55.960 --> 0:36:58.720
<v Speaker 1>all justified in the grand scheme of things. I also

0:36:58.800 --> 0:37:02.040
<v Speaker 1>think maybe if you are thinking about the multiverse and

0:37:02.160 --> 0:37:05.279
<v Speaker 1>like all these infinite universes, like these lives are kind

0:37:05.320 --> 0:37:10.400
<v Speaker 1>of meaningless because there's trillions of zillions of millions of

0:37:10.600 --> 0:37:13.160
<v Speaker 1>the bavilions of people. I would love to get into

0:37:13.160 --> 0:37:15.680
<v Speaker 1>the multiverse of it all. Because this movie was hot.

0:37:15.680 --> 0:37:18.280
<v Speaker 1>On the release of everything everywhere all at once, Jamie

0:37:18.320 --> 0:37:21.040
<v Speaker 1>Lee Curtis reminded us, yes, you weren't telling me that

0:37:22.640 --> 0:37:26.719
<v Speaker 1>I need to pull up the basic tl DR. Jamie

0:37:26.800 --> 0:37:31.560
<v Speaker 1>Lee Curtis is dragging UM the Multiverse of madness, saying

0:37:31.600 --> 0:37:33.719
<v Speaker 1>that it's a flop and that everyone should go see

0:37:33.760 --> 0:37:36.480
<v Speaker 1>Everything Everywhere, All at Once instead, which is like these

0:37:36.520 --> 0:37:39.280
<v Speaker 1>movies have nothing really to do with each other outside

0:37:39.280 --> 0:37:43.720
<v Speaker 1>of being multiverse movies. All these sidelines are saying, Jamie

0:37:43.800 --> 0:37:48.960
<v Speaker 1>Lee Curtis starts feud with with Doctor Strange. Not so

0:37:49.000 --> 0:37:52.040
<v Speaker 1>she so, she said, Is it just me? Does it

0:37:52.120 --> 0:37:56.600
<v Speaker 1>seem strange that our tiny movie that could and did

0:37:56.680 --> 0:37:59.440
<v Speaker 1>and continues to do number one movie in America and

0:37:59.600 --> 0:38:04.759
<v Speaker 1>is true truly marvelous out marvels any Marvel movie they

0:38:04.800 --> 0:38:09.640
<v Speaker 1>put out there. And then she tagged, um, everything Everywhere,

0:38:09.640 --> 0:38:15.359
<v Speaker 1>all at once. Um, that's barely everything everywhere all at once.

0:38:15.880 --> 0:38:18.480
<v Speaker 1>UM has a deep beating heart and brilliant visual treats

0:38:18.480 --> 0:38:22.680
<v Speaker 1>as well as extraordinary performances and fantastic beastly fight scenes.

0:38:23.040 --> 0:38:26.080
<v Speaker 1>And it costs less than the entire Craft service budget

0:38:26.120 --> 0:38:29.759
<v Speaker 1>on Doctor Strange and or any other Marvel, which I'm

0:38:29.840 --> 0:38:32.680
<v Speaker 1>sure is true. There's no reason to put them against

0:38:32.680 --> 0:38:34.960
<v Speaker 1>each other tv H, but it is obvious. I mean,

0:38:35.239 --> 0:38:37.719
<v Speaker 1>no one's gonna say that Everything Everywhere, All at Once

0:38:37.840 --> 0:38:41.000
<v Speaker 1>is like not as good as like the Doctor Strange movie.

0:38:41.080 --> 0:38:43.560
<v Speaker 1>You know, I would say, like it's a better movie.

0:38:43.680 --> 0:38:46.719
<v Speaker 1>Yes it's a it's a fundamentally better movie. But there

0:38:46.719 --> 0:38:49.160
<v Speaker 1>it's it's apples and oranges. Apples and oranges, but any

0:38:49.160 --> 0:38:52.520
<v Speaker 1>different universes. But anyways, the reason I invoke everything everywhere

0:38:52.560 --> 0:38:55.120
<v Speaker 1>at once is because I kind of want to examine,

0:38:55.160 --> 0:38:57.799
<v Speaker 1>like the function of a multiverse when it like is

0:38:57.880 --> 0:39:01.920
<v Speaker 1>in these like cultural objects. Because they also just watched, um,

0:39:02.000 --> 0:39:04.399
<v Speaker 1>the first season of Russian Doll for the first time.

0:39:04.480 --> 0:39:07.319
<v Speaker 1>I had never watched it. I tried watching the multiple times.

0:39:07.360 --> 0:39:10.319
<v Speaker 1>Did you ever watch it? I don't remember anything about it,

0:39:10.360 --> 0:39:14.000
<v Speaker 1>but basically that I remember the premise. But Russian Doll

0:39:14.200 --> 0:39:17.480
<v Speaker 1>is like, um, it's like um groundhog Day, but kind

0:39:17.520 --> 0:39:20.719
<v Speaker 1>of girl bossy, you know, like it's like I wake up,

0:39:21.160 --> 0:39:23.680
<v Speaker 1>I kind of live the same day over and over

0:39:23.719 --> 0:39:26.680
<v Speaker 1>again and die in in conspicuous ways. And she finds

0:39:26.680 --> 0:39:29.319
<v Speaker 1>her kind of a match es. Basically, she finds someone

0:39:29.320 --> 0:39:30.920
<v Speaker 1>who is going through the same thing, and they try

0:39:30.920 --> 0:39:33.680
<v Speaker 1>to figure out together why they're stuck in this kind

0:39:33.680 --> 0:39:37.399
<v Speaker 1>of groundhog Day scenario. But they do encounter a kind

0:39:37.400 --> 0:39:40.840
<v Speaker 1>of multiverse where in many different cells are going throughout

0:39:40.840 --> 0:39:43.600
<v Speaker 1>their days and dying in different ways, and they're trying

0:39:43.640 --> 0:39:47.000
<v Speaker 1>to together figure out why this is happening and what

0:39:47.080 --> 0:39:50.600
<v Speaker 1>the consequences of their actions are in each universe that

0:39:50.680 --> 0:39:53.719
<v Speaker 1>they kind of decided to do stuff in UM we're in.

0:39:53.880 --> 0:39:56.279
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I think that when I like pull

0:39:56.360 --> 0:40:01.920
<v Speaker 1>these all together, it's like the multiverse in something like

0:40:02.200 --> 0:40:05.160
<v Speaker 1>I think the the thematic question of the multiverse in

0:40:05.480 --> 0:40:10.520
<v Speaker 1>Russian doll is kind of like how do you um

0:40:10.760 --> 0:40:15.200
<v Speaker 1>reconcile trauma? I guess trauma to to talk in a

0:40:15.280 --> 0:40:19.879
<v Speaker 1>Jamie the Curtis way um through like living through past

0:40:19.920 --> 0:40:22.840
<v Speaker 1>selves or trying to think about you know, future selves

0:40:22.960 --> 0:40:26.200
<v Speaker 1>or like other universes or whatever. It's kind of a yeah,

0:40:26.200 --> 0:40:29.680
<v Speaker 1>it's about like the reconciliation of trauma. And then with

0:40:29.880 --> 0:40:34.640
<v Speaker 1>maybe everything everywhere all at once, it's more about like happiness,

0:40:34.640 --> 0:40:39.000
<v Speaker 1>like fundamental happy. I think everywhere, everything everywhere, all at

0:40:39.040 --> 0:40:42.759
<v Speaker 1>once is about choices and how the choices we make

0:40:43.280 --> 0:40:47.200
<v Speaker 1>have all of these different implications on our life um

0:40:47.239 --> 0:40:49.520
<v Speaker 1>and can lead us down all these different paths, and

0:40:49.560 --> 0:40:52.120
<v Speaker 1>like it's very human to think, what if I had

0:40:52.239 --> 0:40:55.640
<v Speaker 1>made this choice, where would I be? UM? And I

0:40:55.640 --> 0:40:59.040
<v Speaker 1>guess I would say in Doctor Strange, like the multiverse,

0:40:59.760 --> 0:41:03.239
<v Speaker 1>I'd no, there's not. I think we can be generous

0:41:03.280 --> 0:41:06.279
<v Speaker 1>and find like a deeper thematic meaning, but like it's

0:41:06.320 --> 0:41:08.600
<v Speaker 1>not really there. It's a plot device. It was very

0:41:08.640 --> 0:41:11.839
<v Speaker 1>similar to everything everywhere all at once. Thematically, It's like if,

0:41:11.960 --> 0:41:14.759
<v Speaker 1>how if you could be happy in another universe, would you?

0:41:15.239 --> 0:41:18.640
<v Speaker 1>But I think with with Doctors, with the Multiverse of Madness,

0:41:18.840 --> 0:41:22.319
<v Speaker 1>it was kind of more about grief because he was

0:41:22.440 --> 0:41:25.600
<v Speaker 1>mourning the loss of his lover and Wanda's mourning the

0:41:25.600 --> 0:41:28.319
<v Speaker 1>loss of her children, and they're trying to figure out

0:41:28.360 --> 0:41:33.560
<v Speaker 1>if this bizarre universal like plot twist that they can

0:41:33.719 --> 0:41:36.680
<v Speaker 1>manipulate is something that can you know, heal that. Yeah,

0:41:36.719 --> 0:41:39.880
<v Speaker 1>they they're really just looking at the multiverse as a tool.

0:41:39.960 --> 0:41:43.439
<v Speaker 1>They're looking to escape their own lives into something else,

0:41:43.480 --> 0:41:45.880
<v Speaker 1>and they don't care about about the repercussions of that.

0:41:45.960 --> 0:41:50.120
<v Speaker 1>Because even early on in the movie, someone I forget who,

0:41:50.160 --> 0:41:54.080
<v Speaker 1>Maybe it's Doctor Strange, maybe it's America. Shavas asked Wanda, well,

0:41:54.120 --> 0:41:56.080
<v Speaker 1>when you get to that other universe, what are you

0:41:56.160 --> 0:41:58.279
<v Speaker 1>going to do to the other Wanda, And she never

0:41:58.320 --> 0:42:01.000
<v Speaker 1>answers it, and like we do find out, like she

0:42:01.280 --> 0:42:05.719
<v Speaker 1>abandons that other Wanda in the weird like middle dimension,

0:42:05.800 --> 0:42:09.160
<v Speaker 1>the purple middle dimension. Um, she doesn't really care about

0:42:09.200 --> 0:42:12.600
<v Speaker 1>her other selves. And it's because really, I think, as

0:42:12.640 --> 0:42:15.160
<v Speaker 1>we learn at the end of the movie, like Wanda

0:42:15.239 --> 0:42:18.720
<v Speaker 1>like kind of hates herself and she thinks that having

0:42:18.760 --> 0:42:21.960
<v Speaker 1>all these external things, having her children will heal her

0:42:22.000 --> 0:42:25.320
<v Speaker 1>in some way. And then that's why like another version

0:42:25.320 --> 0:42:29.239
<v Speaker 1>of herself giving her that grace and that reassurance is

0:42:29.280 --> 0:42:32.960
<v Speaker 1>I think what ultimately like lets her let go of

0:42:33.000 --> 0:42:35.920
<v Speaker 1>all this pain and and see the pain that she

0:42:36.000 --> 0:42:38.480
<v Speaker 1>has caused and be like no more. And I think

0:42:38.480 --> 0:42:40.960
<v Speaker 1>that pain and the emotional stakes of the movie, I

0:42:41.000 --> 0:42:43.600
<v Speaker 1>think I kind of I am seeing now more and

0:42:43.640 --> 0:42:47.840
<v Speaker 1>more why people didn't like this movie, because if you haven't,

0:42:48.000 --> 0:42:51.920
<v Speaker 1>like one division to me is about grief like period,

0:42:52.080 --> 0:42:54.520
<v Speaker 1>Like the whole the whole arc of the show is

0:42:54.560 --> 0:42:58.359
<v Speaker 1>about her dealing with and coping with and learning how

0:42:58.440 --> 0:43:03.399
<v Speaker 1>to I guess Navigator circumnavigate like what grief feels like

0:43:03.560 --> 0:43:07.560
<v Speaker 1>and how the denial that comes with that. And this

0:43:07.680 --> 0:43:11.680
<v Speaker 1>is like being the final stage of that overcoming grief

0:43:11.719 --> 0:43:14.480
<v Speaker 1>feels a little flat because it's only one stage as

0:43:14.480 --> 0:43:18.360
<v Speaker 1>opposed to the entire um. The entire like trials and

0:43:18.400 --> 0:43:21.560
<v Speaker 1>tribulations she had throughout Westview. Yeah, well you just can't

0:43:21.560 --> 0:43:24.960
<v Speaker 1>fit that all in a movie. And like the movie really,

0:43:25.400 --> 0:43:28.360
<v Speaker 1>you know, the movie is Doctor Strange and the Multiverse

0:43:28.440 --> 0:43:31.640
<v Speaker 1>of Madness. Wanda is not the star of it, even

0:43:31.640 --> 0:43:33.799
<v Speaker 1>though she is the star of it. And you know,

0:43:33.880 --> 0:43:37.840
<v Speaker 1>maybe Wanda will get her own movie eventually. Maybe in

0:43:37.920 --> 0:43:41.680
<v Speaker 1>the next version of whatever The Avengers is, Juanna will

0:43:41.719 --> 0:43:44.920
<v Speaker 1>be the fanos. I don't really know. It's interesting because

0:43:44.960 --> 0:43:47.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, against spoiler alert, the movie ends with Wanda

0:43:47.760 --> 0:43:52.080
<v Speaker 1>seemingly dying. She destroys this temple and like it collapses.

0:43:52.880 --> 0:43:57.720
<v Speaker 1>Obviously didn't she didn't die. She's coming back in some way. Um.

0:43:58.239 --> 0:44:02.080
<v Speaker 1>I do still hold out hope that she will be

0:44:02.160 --> 0:44:05.120
<v Speaker 1>the link to Mutants because we know that that X

0:44:05.160 --> 0:44:08.880
<v Speaker 1>Men is coming into the m c U and Wanda

0:44:09.960 --> 0:44:13.879
<v Speaker 1>obviously is a huge part of X Men and like

0:44:14.320 --> 0:44:19.040
<v Speaker 1>mutant she is, Yeah, Wanda, because she's Wanda originated an

0:44:19.160 --> 0:44:23.080
<v Speaker 1>X Men. She's the daughter Wanda. Wanda is the daughter

0:44:23.160 --> 0:44:27.520
<v Speaker 1>of Magneto. She and she's the daughter of Magneta. Yeah.

0:44:27.600 --> 0:44:30.520
<v Speaker 1>She and Pietro, her twin brother, are both mutants and

0:44:30.560 --> 0:44:33.959
<v Speaker 1>there have been lots of theories about like because there's

0:44:33.960 --> 0:44:36.759
<v Speaker 1>a really iconic comic book series called House of m

0:44:36.840 --> 0:44:40.959
<v Speaker 1>in which Wanda alters reality by saying no more mutants. Um,

0:44:41.040 --> 0:44:44.319
<v Speaker 1>And so people like we're theorizing that maybe in Wan

0:44:44.440 --> 0:44:47.799
<v Speaker 1>Division she was going to create mutants or you know,

0:44:47.880 --> 0:44:51.640
<v Speaker 1>but obviously, like we're seeing in Wan Division that somewhere

0:44:52.000 --> 0:44:55.759
<v Speaker 1>in the Marvel multiverse mutants exist because because we have

0:44:55.840 --> 0:45:12.400
<v Speaker 1>professor X. Did you ever read Cheryl straight like advice columnist?

0:45:12.880 --> 0:45:18.200
<v Speaker 1>She wrote Dear Sugar. She also wrote, um sure that

0:45:18.440 --> 0:45:21.840
<v Speaker 1>movie that Reaese Witherspoon was in, Yes, while thank you Phoebe.

0:45:22.360 --> 0:45:24.440
<v Speaker 1>Um okay, So she used to be like one of

0:45:24.480 --> 0:45:26.680
<v Speaker 1>my favorite writers. And she has this essay where she

0:45:26.719 --> 0:45:30.399
<v Speaker 1>talks about a ghost ship life, which is essentially like,

0:45:30.760 --> 0:45:33.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, as you go down the path of your life,

0:45:33.040 --> 0:45:36.080
<v Speaker 1>or rather the sea of your life, it splits ways

0:45:36.120 --> 0:45:38.280
<v Speaker 1>when you make a choice, and one of those ships

0:45:38.400 --> 0:45:41.480
<v Speaker 1>is a ghost ship that you maybe think about like

0:45:41.640 --> 0:45:43.400
<v Speaker 1>if I had gone to this college, if I had

0:45:43.480 --> 0:45:46.520
<v Speaker 1>had a baby, if I had decided to marry this

0:45:46.600 --> 0:45:49.600
<v Speaker 1>person or whatever. And um, I feel like that is

0:45:49.640 --> 0:45:52.880
<v Speaker 1>something that we all thematically deal with, um, Rose, what

0:45:53.040 --> 0:45:56.000
<v Speaker 1>is like your primordial ghost ship. Well, I hate to

0:45:56.040 --> 0:45:59.160
<v Speaker 1>be really obvious, but what if I had a transition?

0:45:59.480 --> 0:46:02.880
<v Speaker 1>Really that I think about it all the time. And

0:46:03.480 --> 0:46:06.520
<v Speaker 1>I don't mean to get like deep and emotional on

0:46:06.600 --> 0:46:09.319
<v Speaker 1>this podcast where we're talking about a Marvel movie, but

0:46:10.000 --> 0:46:14.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, um, transitioning for me, and I think for

0:46:14.120 --> 0:46:16.479
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people is a choice that you make.

0:46:17.000 --> 0:46:20.240
<v Speaker 1>I absolutely could have lived the rest of my life

0:46:21.000 --> 0:46:24.759
<v Speaker 1>not as a woman without medically transitioning. Email. Yeah, And

0:46:24.800 --> 0:46:27.520
<v Speaker 1>it is the most active thing I have ever done

0:46:27.520 --> 0:46:29.440
<v Speaker 1>in my life. It was the most active choice I've

0:46:29.480 --> 0:46:33.400
<v Speaker 1>ever made. It's something that once I admitted to myself

0:46:33.520 --> 0:46:37.160
<v Speaker 1>that I was a woman. Um, because I think a

0:46:37.200 --> 0:46:40.400
<v Speaker 1>lot of different people have different experiences of transnis and gender,

0:46:40.480 --> 0:46:43.359
<v Speaker 1>and some people really do feel like they're like we're

0:46:43.360 --> 0:46:45.520
<v Speaker 1>born in the wrong body, blah blah blah all these

0:46:45.560 --> 0:46:47.800
<v Speaker 1>other things, and like, you know, I don't want to

0:46:47.840 --> 0:46:51.480
<v Speaker 1>go like too deep into my experience of gender, but

0:46:51.880 --> 0:46:54.720
<v Speaker 1>there was a moment in my life where I had

0:46:54.719 --> 0:46:57.839
<v Speaker 1>had this realization about myself and I knew that there

0:46:57.840 --> 0:46:59.440
<v Speaker 1>were two pasts in front of me, and one of

0:46:59.480 --> 0:47:05.399
<v Speaker 1>them is um, you know, following through on this and transitioning,

0:47:05.440 --> 0:47:09.000
<v Speaker 1>and one of them was not. And I do think

0:47:09.040 --> 0:47:10.880
<v Speaker 1>a lot about what my life would be life if

0:47:10.880 --> 0:47:13.640
<v Speaker 1>I hadn't made that choice, and I think, I that's

0:47:13.719 --> 0:47:17.480
<v Speaker 1>kind of dangerous um and and it's honestly a choice

0:47:17.520 --> 0:47:19.839
<v Speaker 1>that I don't I truly don't think I ever could

0:47:19.880 --> 0:47:22.480
<v Speaker 1>have made, because I know myself enough to know that

0:47:22.520 --> 0:47:26.320
<v Speaker 1>once I had um admitted that to myself, I never

0:47:26.640 --> 0:47:30.120
<v Speaker 1>could have been happy in any other life. But it

0:47:30.239 --> 0:47:33.480
<v Speaker 1>is a fucking trip to think about, you know. I mean,

0:47:33.560 --> 0:47:36.960
<v Speaker 1>like it's I know, Wanda and the multiverse of gender

0:47:37.040 --> 0:47:40.680
<v Speaker 1>like would watch um, But I yeah, I feel like

0:47:40.760 --> 0:47:43.680
<v Speaker 1>there is definitely especially when it comes to gender stuff,

0:47:43.680 --> 0:47:48.760
<v Speaker 1>and especially when it comes to like how culturally we've

0:47:48.800 --> 0:47:52.960
<v Speaker 1>conflated like medical transition with like the experience of transnis,

0:47:53.160 --> 0:47:56.560
<v Speaker 1>which like are not like you know, intrinsically linked because

0:47:56.600 --> 0:47:59.279
<v Speaker 1>it's it's a it's kind of a given that if

0:47:59.320 --> 0:48:03.120
<v Speaker 1>you were trans, you will transition um. And that's not

0:48:03.239 --> 0:48:06.279
<v Speaker 1>everyone's experience. Not everyone has the privilege to be able

0:48:06.320 --> 0:48:09.239
<v Speaker 1>to transition um. And I don't think you need to

0:48:09.320 --> 0:48:13.160
<v Speaker 1>medically transition to be trans. It was a choice that

0:48:13.280 --> 0:48:16.680
<v Speaker 1>I had to make, and it's like not always helpful

0:48:16.840 --> 0:48:19.880
<v Speaker 1>or like productive for me. To think about, like the

0:48:19.960 --> 0:48:22.839
<v Speaker 1>what if of if I hadn't and like I don't

0:48:22.880 --> 0:48:26.040
<v Speaker 1>want to live in that universe, but I don't know

0:48:26.080 --> 0:48:28.560
<v Speaker 1>if I was given the chance, would I at least

0:48:28.600 --> 0:48:30.520
<v Speaker 1>want to like peek at it and see what it

0:48:30.520 --> 0:48:35.880
<v Speaker 1>would be. That sounds really dangerous because like obviously life

0:48:35.920 --> 0:48:39.799
<v Speaker 1>is so much easier as a SIS person and not

0:48:40.000 --> 0:48:44.320
<v Speaker 1>that like in this like whatever if I have these superpowers,

0:48:44.440 --> 0:48:47.680
<v Speaker 1>if I like found that out, Like what if I

0:48:47.719 --> 0:48:49.680
<v Speaker 1>had the power to change it? I don't, I don't.

0:48:49.719 --> 0:48:51.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't even want to know if that's something I

0:48:51.520 --> 0:48:54.960
<v Speaker 1>would even consider, Yeah, because it's like it's like torturous,

0:48:55.320 --> 0:48:57.719
<v Speaker 1>it's so dangerous. And that's why I like, even as

0:48:57.719 --> 0:49:02.440
<v Speaker 1>a thought exercise, this feels it feels really weird. Um,

0:49:02.840 --> 0:49:05.600
<v Speaker 1>But I do think it's it's like important for me

0:49:06.000 --> 0:49:08.759
<v Speaker 1>for me to say because I like, I know that

0:49:08.800 --> 0:49:10.719
<v Speaker 1>a lot of queer and trans people listen to this

0:49:10.760 --> 0:49:17.040
<v Speaker 1>podcast that like it is activating your identity like living

0:49:17.040 --> 0:49:20.520
<v Speaker 1>your truth blah blah blah, being on your journey whatever. Um.

0:49:20.600 --> 0:49:23.359
<v Speaker 1>You know, forming yourself out of clay in the way

0:49:23.400 --> 0:49:27.440
<v Speaker 1>that queer and trans people do is a choice you make, um,

0:49:27.480 --> 0:49:29.560
<v Speaker 1>and something that you have a lot of agency in

0:49:30.320 --> 0:49:35.680
<v Speaker 1>and if you are able to do that, like, that's

0:49:35.719 --> 0:49:38.880
<v Speaker 1>so fucking cool, um that we get to make ourselves.

0:49:39.239 --> 0:49:41.200
<v Speaker 1>And of course you're always going to think about the

0:49:41.239 --> 0:49:45.640
<v Speaker 1>what if, what if lots of things, um, and just

0:49:45.719 --> 0:49:48.720
<v Speaker 1>know that you're not alone in that. Yeah, I feel

0:49:48.719 --> 0:49:50.640
<v Speaker 1>like a lot of like what you're talking about is

0:49:50.680 --> 0:49:53.880
<v Speaker 1>like a big reason why it's like so difficult, whether

0:49:54.000 --> 0:49:56.759
<v Speaker 1>later in life or when you're not necessarily on a

0:49:56.840 --> 0:50:00.279
<v Speaker 1>kind of binary spectrum of transnus, like on the needle

0:50:00.360 --> 0:50:03.320
<v Speaker 1>of transnis between like boy and girl. Like we usually

0:50:03.320 --> 0:50:05.520
<v Speaker 1>think it's like either all boy or all girl, or

0:50:05.560 --> 0:50:09.600
<v Speaker 1>like directly in the middle, and like some people are like, actually,

0:50:09.680 --> 0:50:12.239
<v Speaker 1>you know, in between those kind of two spots. And

0:50:12.320 --> 0:50:15.640
<v Speaker 1>like for me, when I think about like my transniss

0:50:15.719 --> 0:50:17.720
<v Speaker 1>or like where I am on the spectrum, I feel

0:50:17.760 --> 0:50:20.759
<v Speaker 1>like my ghost ship is like if I had had

0:50:20.840 --> 0:50:24.439
<v Speaker 1>access to trans stories at all in any form when

0:50:24.440 --> 0:50:28.400
<v Speaker 1>I was young, would that have changed who I am now?

0:50:28.480 --> 0:50:32.000
<v Speaker 1>Because now I'm at a place where, like medically, transitioning

0:50:32.000 --> 0:50:36.360
<v Speaker 1>in any way sounds relate taxing and heartbreaking. And now

0:50:36.520 --> 0:50:39.280
<v Speaker 1>that we are lucky enough to have models of transnis

0:50:39.400 --> 0:50:43.640
<v Speaker 1>that don't necessitate medical transition. I feel like there's a

0:50:43.760 --> 0:50:47.000
<v Speaker 1>version of me that I can be. But like you know,

0:50:47.200 --> 0:50:49.600
<v Speaker 1>I was like in first grade, like writing in my

0:50:49.680 --> 0:50:51.879
<v Speaker 1>journal that like I'm a girl or whatever, and like

0:50:51.960 --> 0:50:55.759
<v Speaker 1>you know, I didn't have Yeah, exactly knows where we

0:50:55.760 --> 0:50:59.120
<v Speaker 1>would be because the thing is, I transition at the

0:50:59.120 --> 0:51:02.239
<v Speaker 1>point in my life. I did it because it was

0:51:02.320 --> 0:51:06.320
<v Speaker 1>the advent of transvisibility, and all of a sudden it was, Oh,

0:51:06.360 --> 0:51:10.160
<v Speaker 1>this is something I could actually do. There are mechanics

0:51:10.239 --> 0:51:12.879
<v Speaker 1>for it, and I am the same in that when

0:51:12.920 --> 0:51:16.000
<v Speaker 1>I was like one of the most validating parts of

0:51:16.080 --> 0:51:19.200
<v Speaker 1>my transition, and like coming out to my family was

0:51:20.200 --> 0:51:22.080
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people in my family saying, oh, you

0:51:22.120 --> 0:51:24.640
<v Speaker 1>always told us that when you were a kid that

0:51:24.719 --> 0:51:27.160
<v Speaker 1>you were a girl. And it was like great to

0:51:27.280 --> 0:51:30.839
<v Speaker 1>feel like I wasn't like gaslighting myself in my own

0:51:30.840 --> 0:51:33.239
<v Speaker 1>mind so that I had had that experience, because of

0:51:33.239 --> 0:51:35.440
<v Speaker 1>course I have a lot of memories of that, but

0:51:35.600 --> 0:51:39.440
<v Speaker 1>to have the outside validation of it, um was really

0:51:39.560 --> 0:51:45.360
<v Speaker 1>important to my transition. And who knows if when I

0:51:45.400 --> 0:51:47.720
<v Speaker 1>was a kid and I had told them I'm a girl,

0:51:48.040 --> 0:51:50.520
<v Speaker 1>if they had understood what that means the way that

0:51:50.600 --> 0:51:54.319
<v Speaker 1>parents today do who knows who I would be, you know,

0:51:55.200 --> 0:51:59.680
<v Speaker 1>I mean. And meanwhile, my my first grade bully, Charlie Crupp,

0:51:59.680 --> 0:52:01.959
<v Speaker 1>which is a very good bully name, by the way,

0:52:02.160 --> 0:52:04.000
<v Speaker 1>I found my journal that said I am a girl

0:52:04.040 --> 0:52:06.200
<v Speaker 1>and like read it to my entire music class in

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<v Speaker 1>first grade. And then I think my my parents eventually

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<v Speaker 1>found the journal too, and we're like, what the funk is?

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<v Speaker 1>Like they may I just was, at a very early

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<v Speaker 1>age made to believe that like what I was thinking

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<v Speaker 1>about my gender, which like you know, was probably just

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<v Speaker 1>a latent understanding of like my gender fluidity, and like

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<v Speaker 1>who I am now was totally like pushed and pushed

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<v Speaker 1>and pushed under like all of this shame. And it's

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<v Speaker 1>like if that had never happened, you know, who would

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<v Speaker 1>I be now? I don't know, but I do think

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<v Speaker 1>just as you're saying, like to all the little virgins

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<v Speaker 1>out there who are thinking about this like it, don't

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<v Speaker 1>flatten your ideas of transness, and don't like overthink the

0:52:49.200 --> 0:52:53.400
<v Speaker 1>medicalization of transnis and don't like pressure yourself, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>to fit into a certain box or two mirror exactly

0:52:57.880 --> 0:53:00.760
<v Speaker 1>what you see on screen, like your journey is your own,

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<v Speaker 1>and like all you can do is you know, talk

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<v Speaker 1>to loved ones about it and keep journaling about it

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, but don't live a life of regret.

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<v Speaker 1>And like, as I said, once I the the night

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<v Speaker 1>and I can pinpointed to a specific night, like the

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<v Speaker 1>night that I admitted to myself that I was a woman. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>and like knew that there was no going back from that,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I could have gone back from that, and I

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<v Speaker 1>think I would have lived a life of regret. And

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<v Speaker 1>I I think, like in the what if of the

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<v Speaker 1>multiverse of it all, like I don't think that's a

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<v Speaker 1>path that anyone wants to be on of like having

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<v Speaker 1>lived a life looking back and saying what if I

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<v Speaker 1>hadn't like lied to myself or like whatever, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I I don't think, like it doesn't have to look

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<v Speaker 1>the same for anyone. But um, if you're thinking about

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<v Speaker 1>it enough, it's worth pursuing. Like I've been thinking about

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<v Speaker 1>my like be being trans like every single day for

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<v Speaker 1>the last two years. And like if you feel like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, you could push a button and like you know,

0:54:07.120 --> 0:54:09.319
<v Speaker 1>feminize your face or like you know whatever, like do

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<v Speaker 1>all the things that you need to do, right, Like

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<v Speaker 1>if I was Wanda and I could and I could

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<v Speaker 1>go to it, and I could go to a different

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<v Speaker 1>universe where like I started HRT when I was like

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<v Speaker 1>four years old. How do you that that other person

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<v Speaker 1>is like, you know, we are we are burying you,

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<v Speaker 1>We are burying you under that bunker with Professor X

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<v Speaker 1>and snapping your neck my hairline, snatched my eyes. Yeah. Wow,

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<v Speaker 1>how did this discussion about like the popcorn movie of

0:54:41.480 --> 0:54:46.600
<v Speaker 1>the summer turn into like a very like let me

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<v Speaker 1>tell you it was of mysid, It was of my design, babe.

0:54:50.080 --> 0:54:53.880
<v Speaker 1>I knew exactly what I was doing. Anyways. My ghost

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<v Speaker 1>ship was not chasing my ex boyfriend to a shitty

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<v Speaker 1>state school, UM, which I wish. I'm glad to wish. No,

0:55:00.400 --> 0:55:04.759
<v Speaker 1>I did do it, and I wisht that is my

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