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Speaker 1: Hey, folks, it's Lyle here. Just wanted to let you

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Speaker 1: one cohesive live Therapy Gecko podcast experience. For the first

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Speaker 1: very much for doing that. And let's get into it.

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Speaker 2: Nathan, Hello, Hello, Nathan. How are you hi, crowd?

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Speaker 3: I'm doing good. How are you doing a lot?

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Speaker 4: I'm doing great.

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Speaker 5: Man.

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Speaker 4: Are you in a car right now? You sound like

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Speaker 4: you're in a car.

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Speaker 3: I am. I am in the car.

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Speaker 4: Is it is it a stationary car or is it

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Speaker 4: going somewhere.

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Speaker 3: I am going to my house right now.

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Speaker 4: Okay, where are you coming from?

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Speaker 3: Smoking weed?

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Speaker 4: Is there a particular reason why you had to move

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Speaker 4: locations to smoke weeds?

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Speaker 3: H My parents do not like that I smoke weed.

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Speaker 4: Okay. Do you do you have like a location that

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Speaker 4: you go to, like a smoke spot.

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Speaker 3: I kind of just drive around, you know, it's kind

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Speaker 4: Okay, so you do like like a hot boxing thing.

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Speaker 3: I rolled my window down, light it up, and I

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Speaker 3: kind of like, I kind of go in a circle

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Speaker 4: You just drive around it. Do you ever like pass

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Speaker 4: by the same person twice on your laps?

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Speaker 3: Usually not. If I see someone, I'll go a different

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Speaker 4: Okay, well, uh, Nathan, it says here that you called

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Speaker 4: in because you're addicted to weeds.

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Speaker 3: I would say, I would say I clickbaited that. I

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Speaker 4: Okay.

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Speaker 3: I treated kind of like a glass of wine at

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Speaker 3: the end of the night, Like I smoke like late,

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Speaker 3: like after my and I chill out. But I kind

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Speaker 3: of want to stop that because I feel like I'm

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Speaker 4: Okay, And so what to you is the line between

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Speaker 3: Well, see, I am trying to like stop, so some

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Speaker 3: days I can like not do it. And I would say,

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Speaker 4: So you said that you're having yourself like you're the

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Speaker 4: is smoking weed? Is that correct?

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Speaker 3: It's like yes, yes, because whenever I think about it,

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Speaker 3: I get to smoke weed because I have to. I

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Speaker 4: Why don't you just do your regular tasks while you're high?

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Speaker 3: Well, I don't like smoking the day because I don't

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Speaker 3: like when people knowing I'm high. I get social anxiety

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Speaker 4: Okay, So you never you never go out in public high?

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Speaker 4: Okay hmm. So what are your typical like day to

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Speaker 3: So I go to work and then I'll come home,

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Speaker 4: It sounds like you have a great life.

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Speaker 3: It's pretty good. I have nothing to complain about others

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Speaker 3: than I want to quit smoking weeds, but I feel

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Speaker 4: Okay, So when during those two weeks do you ever

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Speaker 3: I feel like I jumped topic to topic or absurd

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Speaker 3: like something that keeps me in reality. So that's why

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Speaker 3: I always go back to you. I think, I don't know,

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Speaker 4: So you feel like you're more in reality when you're

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Speaker 3: Well, I feel like I'm more with myself right because

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Speaker 3: I think a lot more when I'm high, and so

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Speaker 4: M Okay, So when you're high and you're you're with

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Speaker 4: yourself and all the distractions kind of fade away. What

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Speaker 4: are you like? What are you like talking to yourself

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Speaker 3: No? I no, no, I'm not in the drive through

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Speaker 3: line right now I am going home. I'm making a left.

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Speaker 4: When you're alone and.

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Speaker 3: I just passed the police officer. No, he's good, he

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Speaker 4: Do you want do you want to call back when

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Speaker 3: No, that's okay, I'm almost home.

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Speaker 4: Good. So, Nathan, when you're alone and you're getting high

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Speaker 4: and you're as you say, you're you're with yourself, what

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Speaker 3: I guess it's the same thoughts, just like I don't

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Speaker 4: So you're not So you're not thinking a lot when

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm kind of just like spaced out.

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Speaker 4: Do you have times during the day where you are

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Speaker 3: I tried to preoccupied my mind a lot, but sometimes

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Speaker 3: in the morning, I'll like, so I have a Twitter

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Speaker 3: of write on there sometimes to like, uh, express my mind.

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Speaker 4: Okay, all right, so so do you give your Well,

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Speaker 4: you're driving, but you're already high. We let's just do

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Speaker 4: two things. Can you put your phone?

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Speaker 3: I am on my phone?

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Speaker 4: Uh, well can you put me? Can you like do

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Speaker 4: the thing where you put me on speaker and you

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Speaker 4: use your phone while you're talking on the phone.

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Speaker 3: Okay, why is that?

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Speaker 4: Okay? Can you go go open your Twitter? I want

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Speaker 4: to hear what you've tweeted.

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Speaker 3: You want to hear like one of my threads that

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Speaker 3: I wrote?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, well I would love to hear. What How how

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Speaker 4: long is the thread? How many? How many tweets?

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Speaker 3: It's like seven to nine.

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Speaker 4: Let's read too, and then I'll ask the audience if

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Speaker 4: they want to hear more. How does that sound?

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Speaker 3: Okay? That sounds good. To give me a second to

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Speaker 3: open Twitter.

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Speaker 4: Okay, this guy's I'm gonna get him into a car.

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Speaker 7: Axi it is.

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Speaker 3: No, I'm not going to die of promise.

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Speaker 4: Famous last words, Nathan Are we Are we on Twitter?

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Speaker 3: Yeah? We're on Twitter. I'm going to my media and

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Speaker 3: now I'm going to a thread that I wrote.

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Speaker 4: Okay, let's read us the thread.

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Speaker 3: Okay, So the first thread, it says achieving emotions ultimate

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Speaker 3: emotional independence. And I have the picture of the joker

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Speaker 4: I love where this is going.

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Speaker 3: Already have no regrets. Who cares what you did six

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Speaker 3: months ago, It already happened. It's time to live your life.

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Speaker 3: It's time to live your current life. The past is

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Speaker 4: The jokers all about have power.

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Speaker 3: Your thoughts have power. If you believe in something, you

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Speaker 4: Okay, so these are all that you need. Okay, So

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Speaker 4: these are all like your sort of like lessons to yourself.

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Speaker 3: Yes, it's like a letter to my future self that

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Speaker 3: I read all the time.

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Speaker 4: Okay. No, so that's something like do you do you

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Speaker 4: like follow your own advice?

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Speaker 3: I try to as best as I can. I feel

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Speaker 3: like I'm kind of a little narcissistic in a way,

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Speaker 3: but I don't let it affect other people. Like I

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Speaker 3: kind of like only worry about myself. Don't Like it's

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Speaker 3: like I don't really care about other people?

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Speaker 4: What makes what makes you say you don't care about

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Speaker 3: Like if someone from work would tell me that their

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Speaker 3: like I don't really care.

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Speaker 4: Nathan, I have incredible news for you. Everyone doesn't really

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Speaker 4: care when their coworker's grandfather dies. That totally doesn't make

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Speaker 4: you a har.

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Speaker 3: I'm just it could be one of my friends and

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Speaker 3: their mom passed away. I could be like, Oh, that sucked,

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Speaker 3: but like it really doesn't affect me, so you know

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Speaker 3: you don't.

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Speaker 4: Look, here's the thing. Do you know you can only

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Speaker 4: you have like a finite amount of like true empathy.

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Speaker 4: You know what I mean? You can only like really

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Speaker 4: care about so many people. Like Okay, let me ask

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Speaker 4: you something, Nathan, what would bother you more a bust

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Speaker 4: full of school children and Yemen getting lit on fire

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Speaker 4: or your mom dying?

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Speaker 3: Obviously my mom?

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Speaker 4: I love, Obviously your mom. Does that Does that mean

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Speaker 4: that we don't care about the Yemen children? No, we do,

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Speaker 4: but we we have like a finite amount of like

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Speaker 4: that makes you with narcissist at all.

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Speaker 3: Okay, well, I appreciate that, but I still want to

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Speaker 4: That, my friend, is an inquiry for your real therapist.

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Speaker 3: I appreciate that therapy. Get go Lyle. I have one

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Speaker 3: question before I go, uh, do you have any conspiracy

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Speaker 4: Hold on, this is definitely one of those questions that

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Speaker 3: No? No, no, no, no, no, Loud, I'm genuinely interested

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Speaker 4: I have a creeping suspicion that birds aren't real. Okay, hey, Nathan,

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Speaker 4: is there anything that you want? Are you still driving?

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Speaker 4: I'm about to be all so you've been like on Twitter,

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Speaker 3: I told you I was a good driver.

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Speaker 2: Thank you for calling, Nathan, Thank you, Loud.

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Speaker 4: I when I was going on that spiel about how

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Speaker 8: Hello, Holy shit, Hello.

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Speaker 4: Hello eighty what's going on?

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Speaker 2: Hi?

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Speaker 6: How are you guys?

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Speaker 4: We're doing excellence? My god?

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Speaker 6: That is so crazy.

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Speaker 4: Eighty eighty. You don't have to you don't have to

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Speaker 4: tell me what your real name is, But is eighty

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Speaker 8: In English?

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Speaker 9: It is.

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Speaker 8: It's much harder to pronounce your in Spanish for some people.

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Speaker 4: Do you want to try it?

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Speaker 8: Or you are there?

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Speaker 4: Say it again?

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Speaker 10: Are you.

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Speaker 4: That I do it right?

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Speaker 4: Perfect? How is your evening though? Is there is there

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Speaker 8: Low key? I wanted to just like air out some

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Speaker 4: Okay, what what is this drama concerning.

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Speaker 8: My grandparents? My grandparents? I don't even call them my

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Speaker 4: Okay, so you've since disowned them as your grandparents.

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Speaker 8: Basically I've kind of mourned a living a living family member.

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Speaker 4: Okay, so your grandparents were like mean to you, and

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Speaker 8: Yeah, but more more so, like my grandpa started saying

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Speaker 8: I'm actually the one that initiated like a family get together,

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Speaker 4: Okay, So you so you made the efforts. You made

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Speaker 8: If they ever said anything, I just bent my tongue

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Speaker 4: It sounds like what was fuck him?

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Speaker 8: They've been in your life for a while, So get this.

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Speaker 8: Get this. I'm like, hey, I call my uncle and

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Speaker 8: And you know, my baby started learning how to crawl

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Speaker 4: Literally, so so okay, so this all happened. This was

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Speaker 8: You know what? It still eats me up because not

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Speaker 4: Sure, I mean, I mean it's nice of your mom

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Speaker 8: Now, yeah, that's my circle now, But like, are you

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Speaker 9: Well.

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Speaker 4: Eighty eighty listen, man, I get it. Your grandparents' house

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Speaker 4: and now you have the opportunity to, if you want,

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Speaker 8: Wow, you're you're so right.

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Speaker 6: Hell yeah, literally, you're so right awesome.

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Speaker 4: I'm excited for that. Eighty is is there anything that

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Speaker 8: No, thanks for listening to me. Dish my shit out,

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Speaker 8: you know, and I'm currently breastfeeding.

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Speaker 10: So like right now, just yeah.

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Speaker 8: Right now. So this was a good pasttime.

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Speaker 4: Cool, couldn't even tell. It's a very quiet baby awesome.

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Speaker 6: Thank you.

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Speaker 12: You know.

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Speaker 8: Yeah, he's knocked out. It was that classical music while

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Speaker 4: He's passed out while he's sucking on your breast.

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Speaker 8: Oh yeah, as I'm talking, as I'm saying, fuck my grandparents.

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Speaker 8: You know, it's a very liberating moment.

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Speaker 4: Beautiful eightie, thank you so much for calling. Thank you.

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Speaker 8: I hope you guys have a good night.

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Speaker 4: Love y'all, beautiful, give it up for eighty. Hey, everybody, awesome,

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Speaker 4: this is going great. We have a little bit of

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Speaker 4: whole setup this? You guys are being awesome. Hell yeah,

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Speaker 4: let's take a couple more. Hello, is this Sears?

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Speaker 6: Yes?

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Speaker 13: How are you today?

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Speaker 4: I'm doing okay? How are you?

448
00:25:27,720 --> 00:25:32,440
Speaker 13: I'm doing well tonight? Thank you for asking. So I

449
00:25:32,480 --> 00:25:36,320
Speaker 13: called onto the stream to tell you a little bit

450
00:25:36,320 --> 00:25:37,080
Speaker 13: of a story.

451
00:25:37,240 --> 00:25:39,040
Speaker 3: I'm not sure why.

452
00:25:38,960 --> 00:25:42,280
Speaker 13: This up popped up in my mind, but I thought

453
00:25:42,320 --> 00:25:44,359
Speaker 13: about it and thought it would be fun to share.

454
00:25:46,640 --> 00:25:52,080
Speaker 13: So whenever I was in kindergarten, I was in I

455
00:25:52,200 --> 00:25:56,320
Speaker 13: was at the computer station that we had there. And

456
00:25:56,880 --> 00:25:59,240
Speaker 13: whenever I was growing up, I lived in a house

457
00:25:59,280 --> 00:26:02,879
Speaker 13: that wasn't that I don't know if it was just

458
00:26:02,960 --> 00:26:06,040
Speaker 13: like an environment where I was just scared to tell

459
00:26:06,080 --> 00:26:09,119
Speaker 13: people what kind of things that I wanted because I

460
00:26:09,160 --> 00:26:12,080
Speaker 13: was also bullied as well, so I just didn't speak

461
00:26:12,160 --> 00:26:18,359
Speaker 13: up whenever I needed to do something. And while I'm

462
00:26:18,480 --> 00:26:22,800
Speaker 13: at the computer, I realized, oh man, I'm about to

463
00:26:22,840 --> 00:26:28,159
Speaker 13: ship myself. So I'm like, well, I don't want to

464
00:26:28,200 --> 00:26:32,520
Speaker 13: go through like asking the teacher about it, because I

465
00:26:32,560 --> 00:26:34,159
Speaker 13: was like, They're going to say no and be like,

466
00:26:34,200 --> 00:26:35,840
Speaker 13: how dare you do this or whatever?

467
00:26:36,240 --> 00:26:39,159
Speaker 4: So did you have times in the past where, like you,

468
00:26:39,240 --> 00:26:41,240
Speaker 4: we had to go to the bathroom and your teachers

469
00:26:41,359 --> 00:26:43,639
Speaker 4: said no and they like made you feel bad for

470
00:26:43,680 --> 00:26:46,399
Speaker 4: even asking, and so you just kind of learned not to.

471
00:26:49,520 --> 00:26:52,040
Speaker 13: I think that might have played a role in it.

472
00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:56,960
Speaker 13: And so I ended up just shitting myself. But then

473
00:26:58,119 --> 00:27:02,280
Speaker 13: so obviously shit in the pants that that part's already done.

474
00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:05,119
Speaker 13: So so now I've got the dilemma of what am

475
00:27:05,160 --> 00:27:08,240
Speaker 13: I going to do from here? But because of that shame,

476
00:27:08,359 --> 00:27:10,720
Speaker 13: I don't want to be the kid that ships themselves

477
00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:14,800
Speaker 13: at the computer lab. So I just didn't fucking acknowledge

478
00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:20,040
Speaker 13: it and just got on the fucking school bus with

479
00:27:20,280 --> 00:27:24,040
Speaker 13: its still in there and just rode home. And mind you,

480
00:27:24,160 --> 00:27:28,520
Speaker 13: like we like I lived out in the in the boondocks,

481
00:27:28,560 --> 00:27:30,840
Speaker 13: way out in the country, so this is like a

482
00:27:30,920 --> 00:27:33,320
Speaker 13: forty five minutes to an hour long bus ride where

483
00:27:33,320 --> 00:27:36,480
Speaker 13: I was just sitting on my own shit.

484
00:27:37,240 --> 00:27:41,200
Speaker 4: And did anyone at any point like give you a

485
00:27:41,200 --> 00:27:44,320
Speaker 4: look or make it.

486
00:27:44,280 --> 00:27:48,600
Speaker 13: Any It was just like, yeah, I remember vividly, like

487
00:27:49,560 --> 00:27:51,320
Speaker 13: I think there was a bus driver and a kid

488
00:27:51,440 --> 00:27:53,719
Speaker 13: was like, dude, you just shit your pants and I

489
00:27:53,760 --> 00:27:58,359
Speaker 13: was like no, and I was, you know, like a liar.

490
00:27:59,040 --> 00:28:02,080
Speaker 13: And then I just got home and I just like

491
00:28:02,280 --> 00:28:04,919
Speaker 13: grabbed a lot of toilet paper and just dunk the

492
00:28:05,000 --> 00:28:08,120
Speaker 13: PCs out of my out of my pants and just

493
00:28:08,280 --> 00:28:11,040
Speaker 13: threw it into the toilet. And I was like, Oh,

494
00:28:11,359 --> 00:28:14,200
Speaker 13: this is a conversation I'm gonna have this morning.

495
00:28:15,520 --> 00:28:18,520
Speaker 4: So the bus driver was so of all the people

496
00:28:18,560 --> 00:28:21,240
Speaker 4: that you encountered from the moment that you shot your

497
00:28:21,280 --> 00:28:23,640
Speaker 4: pants at the computer to the moment you got home,

498
00:28:23,680 --> 00:28:25,439
Speaker 4: the bus driver was the only one to look at

499
00:28:25,440 --> 00:28:29,760
Speaker 4: you and say something, No, I'm.

500
00:28:29,600 --> 00:28:32,440
Speaker 13: Sure I believe that there were other people that had

501
00:28:32,920 --> 00:28:34,080
Speaker 13: asked about it.

502
00:28:33,920 --> 00:28:35,160
Speaker 3: But I just was like.

503
00:28:36,560 --> 00:28:39,600
Speaker 13: The shame of like shitting my pants.

504
00:28:39,120 --> 00:28:41,240
Speaker 4: Like categorically denied it, Like.

505
00:28:43,120 --> 00:28:46,880
Speaker 13: Yeah, exactly, like an across the board, Like if the

506
00:28:46,960 --> 00:28:49,600
Speaker 13: CIA had drug me into a room and did in

507
00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:52,600
Speaker 13: cant interrogation, I would not have admitted I shited my

508
00:28:52,680 --> 00:28:53,720
Speaker 13: pants at that moment.

509
00:28:54,880 --> 00:28:58,720
Speaker 4: So to this day, are you still good at keeping

510
00:28:58,800 --> 00:29:05,000
Speaker 4: secrets when you have them?

511
00:29:05,200 --> 00:29:09,360
Speaker 13: Well, I guess it depends on the context. I mean,

512
00:29:09,520 --> 00:29:13,360
Speaker 13: when it comes to within myself, I suppose so. But like,

513
00:29:13,480 --> 00:29:17,440
Speaker 13: if it's something that is going to actively like harm

514
00:29:17,520 --> 00:29:22,160
Speaker 13: another person, then that's something I will speak up about.

515
00:29:22,280 --> 00:29:26,040
Speaker 13: And that's certainly been an issue in the past. But

516
00:29:26,920 --> 00:29:30,520
Speaker 13: I have done work on that and I'm starting to

517
00:29:30,560 --> 00:29:36,960
Speaker 13: get a little get better about that and definitely better

518
00:29:37,040 --> 00:29:39,000
Speaker 13: than the days where I shit my pants and didn't

519
00:29:39,000 --> 00:29:40,560
Speaker 13: tell anybody. That's for damn sure.

520
00:29:41,920 --> 00:29:48,560
Speaker 4: Great character developments, so exactly, so so serious, serious, serious,

521
00:29:49,000 --> 00:29:52,720
Speaker 4: this podcast it's like pretty anonymous. Nobody knows that Serious

522
00:29:52,840 --> 00:29:55,920
Speaker 4: is your real name. It could be anyone's name. Are

523
00:29:55,920 --> 00:30:00,240
Speaker 4: there any secrets that you have that you I would

524
00:30:00,280 --> 00:30:01,880
Speaker 4: want to air to us tonight.

525
00:30:06,440 --> 00:30:08,600
Speaker 13: I'm trying to think when you.

526
00:30:08,600 --> 00:30:11,320
Speaker 4: Tell it on a podcast anonymously, it doesn't count as

527
00:30:11,320 --> 00:30:13,760
Speaker 4: breaking the secret.

528
00:30:14,600 --> 00:30:23,080
Speaker 13: Fair enough. So this isn't necessarily a secret, but it's

529
00:30:23,280 --> 00:30:27,840
Speaker 13: something that I haven't really ever told anybody as well.

530
00:30:28,120 --> 00:30:32,880
Speaker 13: So and another anonymous story time. I suppose I had

531
00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:36,920
Speaker 13: moved up to Chicago in January of twenty twenty two

532
00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:41,760
Speaker 13: months before the plate descended upon its right, and I'm

533
00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:44,640
Speaker 13: a habitual smoker, so I would still get out on

534
00:30:44,680 --> 00:30:46,880
Speaker 13: the streets. But this was still when I was in

535
00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:51,880
Speaker 13: my active alcoholism where I was still drinking very heavily,

536
00:30:52,640 --> 00:31:00,960
Speaker 13: and I was I was out smoking, and some homeless

537
00:31:00,960 --> 00:31:04,760
Speaker 13: folks were just kind of vibing on the corner, and

538
00:31:05,040 --> 00:31:07,520
Speaker 13: you know, I'm a I'm a friendly person, you know,

539
00:31:07,640 --> 00:31:11,280
Speaker 13: So I'm just like, I don't like turn away. I'm

540
00:31:11,320 --> 00:31:16,120
Speaker 13: just striking a conversation and we're just like, I am

541
00:31:16,480 --> 00:31:21,040
Speaker 13: like I am sloshed out the wazoo at this point. Yeah, So,

542
00:31:22,520 --> 00:31:25,960
Speaker 13: to make a long story short, I think one of

543
00:31:26,080 --> 00:31:30,120
Speaker 13: the female homeless people were just like, I don't know

544
00:31:30,160 --> 00:31:32,120
Speaker 13: how the conversation came out, but it was like, oh,

545
00:31:32,160 --> 00:31:36,160
Speaker 13: it's it's not about sticks or whatever. And long story short,

546
00:31:36,280 --> 00:31:39,960
Speaker 13: I just pulled my cock out on a street and

547
00:31:40,200 --> 00:31:42,400
Speaker 13: in Chicago, just to wave it around and then put

548
00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:45,200
Speaker 13: it back in so go team question mark.

549
00:31:46,920 --> 00:31:49,320
Speaker 4: Uh serious, I think I think it was a good

550
00:31:49,320 --> 00:31:51,520
Speaker 4: decision to keep that as a secret.

551
00:31:54,040 --> 00:31:57,320
Speaker 13: You know, you might be right on that one. But

552
00:31:59,040 --> 00:32:02,479
Speaker 13: here here we are the ships out of the sphincter

553
00:32:02,640 --> 00:32:03,440
Speaker 13: as it might be.

554
00:32:05,240 --> 00:32:11,800
Speaker 4: Well serious, Yes, is there anything you wanted to tell

555
00:32:11,800 --> 00:32:13,440
Speaker 4: the people of the computer before we go?

556
00:32:17,920 --> 00:32:18,120
Speaker 14: Uh?

557
00:32:18,240 --> 00:32:22,760
Speaker 13: Yeah, make sure you brush your teeth and take care

558
00:32:22,760 --> 00:32:28,400
Speaker 13: of yourself, drink plenty of water. You and everybody that

559
00:32:28,560 --> 00:32:32,920
Speaker 13: cost to your show to seek out kind of advice

560
00:32:33,040 --> 00:32:37,400
Speaker 13: and solidarity. Just a message that you all are more

561
00:32:37,480 --> 00:32:39,280
Speaker 13: than the things that have happened to you.

562
00:32:40,040 --> 00:32:40,200
Speaker 9: Uh.

563
00:32:40,320 --> 00:32:44,160
Speaker 13: There is so much life ahead of everybody that is

564
00:32:44,200 --> 00:32:48,160
Speaker 13: on stream and in the audience, So just take the

565
00:32:48,200 --> 00:32:50,160
Speaker 13: moments with stride and trust the things.

566
00:32:50,200 --> 00:32:50,840
Speaker 3: We'll get better.

567
00:32:51,040 --> 00:32:53,320
Speaker 13: There are many times where I didn't think.

568
00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:54,680
Speaker 4: That there's going to be the case.

569
00:32:55,960 --> 00:32:58,680
Speaker 15: Yeah, yes, is your cock.

570
00:32:58,520 --> 00:32:59,320
Speaker 4: Out right now?

571
00:33:06,160 --> 00:33:09,080
Speaker 13: As my right through the at themendment of the Constitution.

572
00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:22,240
Speaker 4: I'll talk to you soon. We're learning things about people

573
00:33:22,520 --> 00:33:25,600
Speaker 4: that they do in life. It's a fun podcast. It's

574
00:33:25,640 --> 00:33:38,600
Speaker 4: fun to be here. Thank you guys. Awesome. Hello, Hello, Hey,

575
00:33:39,320 --> 00:33:57,080
Speaker 4: how's life, Autumn, Autumn? You're there?

576
00:33:58,160 --> 00:34:00,760
Speaker 6: Oh, so I guess I'm here. I'm sorry you were.

577
00:34:00,720 --> 00:34:08,120
Speaker 4: Muted, but no problem Autumn has what was the purpose?

578
00:34:11,560 --> 00:34:12,080
Speaker 6: Mystery?

579
00:34:13,080 --> 00:34:13,680
Speaker 7: I respect that.

580
00:34:14,080 --> 00:34:21,640
Speaker 6: Maybe yeah, I was like I was trying to watch

581
00:34:21,640 --> 00:34:22,319
Speaker 6: the stream that it was.

582
00:34:22,400 --> 00:34:24,919
Speaker 4: Oh, Autumn, Autumn, do me a favor. Can you mute?

583
00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:27,960
Speaker 4: Mute your stream? Throw your computer in out the window,

584
00:34:28,480 --> 00:34:32,160
Speaker 4: off just you, me and the phone and two hundred

585
00:34:32,160 --> 00:34:42,080
Speaker 4: people in Los Angeles. That's so, Autumn. Tell us what's

586
00:34:42,120 --> 00:34:45,040
Speaker 4: going on tonight? What did you want to talk to

587
00:34:45,080 --> 00:34:46,000
Speaker 4: the people the computer?

588
00:34:48,480 --> 00:34:51,560
Speaker 6: I have a situation. I don't know if it's the problem,

589
00:34:51,560 --> 00:34:55,360
Speaker 6: but something I think about. I have a lifelong dream

590
00:34:56,280 --> 00:35:02,160
Speaker 6: of being on a reality show, Survivor. I've wanted to

591
00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:06,200
Speaker 6: be on that show since I was seven. So I've

592
00:35:06,200 --> 00:35:08,880
Speaker 6: applied a couple of times, gotten through a few times.

593
00:35:09,040 --> 00:35:12,120
Speaker 6: But here's the issue. The thing I'm worried about. Since

594
00:35:12,160 --> 00:35:16,520
Speaker 6: the last time I've applied, I've done some camming. I

595
00:35:16,560 --> 00:35:19,960
Speaker 6: did it for a little bit, then I stopped. I've

596
00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:24,239
Speaker 6: been Billy Dallion back into it again. I'm considering it

597
00:35:24,280 --> 00:35:28,600
Speaker 6: because it's really good money, but I'm really also concerned

598
00:35:28,600 --> 00:35:30,839
Speaker 6: it might get me. I don't know. I'm not sure

599
00:35:30,880 --> 00:35:33,200
Speaker 6: if that's gonna be something that I'm not gonna like

600
00:35:33,320 --> 00:35:36,360
Speaker 6: lead with it. But if a producer like somehow found

601
00:35:36,360 --> 00:35:39,360
Speaker 6: out or whatever, they're like, oh no, that's not what

602
00:35:39,520 --> 00:35:41,120
Speaker 6: our values or something.

603
00:35:41,400 --> 00:35:43,680
Speaker 4: So you're afraid that your pass as a cam girl

604
00:35:43,840 --> 00:35:51,239
Speaker 4: will prevent you from getting cast on Survivor? Yes, Uh,

605
00:35:52,560 --> 00:35:54,840
Speaker 4: what kind of I have never watched the show? What

606
00:35:54,960 --> 00:35:57,520
Speaker 4: kind of people get cast on Survivor? Is it all

607
00:35:57,600 --> 00:36:01,720
Speaker 4: like why? Why would why would be a cam girl?

608
00:36:02,239 --> 00:36:02,800
Speaker 4: Get to call on?

609
00:36:02,840 --> 00:36:03,160
Speaker 7: Some of you?

610
00:36:03,200 --> 00:36:12,040
Speaker 6: From that, I guess I've never seen like a sex worker.

611
00:36:13,440 --> 00:36:13,879
Speaker 16: On there.

612
00:36:14,040 --> 00:36:15,600
Speaker 6: But that's I guess not to say that none of

613
00:36:15,680 --> 00:36:16,719
Speaker 6: nobody has done on there.

614
00:36:17,080 --> 00:36:18,759
Speaker 4: You could be You could be the first one. I

615
00:36:18,760 --> 00:36:21,800
Speaker 4: feel like, aren't they They're always looking for new types

616
00:36:21,840 --> 00:36:24,160
Speaker 4: of people to join the show. I feel like you're

617
00:36:24,239 --> 00:36:26,719
Speaker 4: you're looking see you're looking at this as something that

618
00:36:26,800 --> 00:36:28,600
Speaker 4: could work against you. I'm looking at this is something

619
00:36:28,600 --> 00:36:29,560
Speaker 4: to work in your favor.

620
00:36:32,640 --> 00:36:32,920
Speaker 9: You know.

621
00:36:35,000 --> 00:36:38,720
Speaker 6: Okay, that's what makes me nervous. But that's a good point.

622
00:36:39,040 --> 00:36:40,880
Speaker 4: You said that makes you nervous.

623
00:36:42,600 --> 00:36:45,320
Speaker 6: Yeah, I just feel like I got so much well,

624
00:36:46,200 --> 00:36:49,759
Speaker 6: I got so much flack. The last time I did it,

625
00:36:50,280 --> 00:36:52,680
Speaker 6: and so it's that's kind of the reason I started

626
00:36:52,719 --> 00:36:55,680
Speaker 6: doubt did a little doing it again recently. Is I

627
00:36:55,719 --> 00:36:58,800
Speaker 6: wanted to like take back to ownership and not feel

628
00:36:59,160 --> 00:37:03,160
Speaker 6: bad for doing it. But I guess I still feel

629
00:37:03,200 --> 00:37:05,600
Speaker 6: like it's some part of me feels like it's a

630
00:37:05,640 --> 00:37:06,360
Speaker 6: bad thing to do.

631
00:37:06,920 --> 00:37:10,960
Speaker 4: I don't know. Tell me what when you're thinking about

632
00:37:11,000 --> 00:37:13,320
Speaker 4: it as a bad thing to do? Why why? And

633
00:37:13,680 --> 00:37:15,400
Speaker 4: not what anyone else tells you? But why do you

634
00:37:15,640 --> 00:37:17,680
Speaker 4: personally think it's a bad thing to do?

635
00:37:21,640 --> 00:37:28,960
Speaker 6: I just worry that. I don't know, because when I'm

636
00:37:29,000 --> 00:37:33,400
Speaker 6: doing it, I have I actually have fun, Like it's

637
00:37:36,520 --> 00:37:41,759
Speaker 6: I just feel like maybe it paints me in a

638
00:37:41,880 --> 00:37:43,839
Speaker 6: bad life. I guess I'm really just worried about what

639
00:37:43,920 --> 00:37:45,719
Speaker 6: other people think about me doing it.

640
00:37:45,800 --> 00:37:49,960
Speaker 4: Okay, So so outside of like any outside influence, your

641
00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:54,000
Speaker 4: own personal view on this is that it's something you

642
00:37:54,040 --> 00:38:00,279
Speaker 4: have fun doing. Yeah, great, So why should it matter

643
00:38:00,360 --> 00:38:02,280
Speaker 4: what anyone else thinks about it?

644
00:38:05,640 --> 00:38:06,120
Speaker 6: I don't know.

645
00:38:06,239 --> 00:38:08,440
Speaker 4: I guess it really shouldn't beautiful.

646
00:38:09,000 --> 00:38:11,560
Speaker 6: I guess they're just worried about there being real life consequences,

647
00:38:11,560 --> 00:38:12,239
Speaker 6: But I guess there's not.

648
00:38:12,320 --> 00:38:14,880
Speaker 4: Really I feel like more people would make fun of

649
00:38:14,920 --> 00:38:17,399
Speaker 4: you for going on Survivor than for being a cam girl.

650
00:38:23,239 --> 00:38:23,719
Speaker 10: That's fair.

651
00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:28,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, what what is there like a is there like

652
00:38:28,640 --> 00:38:30,560
Speaker 4: a I've never seen the shot of No Day? Is

653
00:38:30,560 --> 00:38:33,320
Speaker 4: there like a challenge that you see on the show

654
00:38:33,320 --> 00:38:36,359
Speaker 4: that you're like, You're like, oh, this is the one

655
00:38:36,400 --> 00:38:38,440
Speaker 4: that like I would totally kill if they put me

656
00:38:38,480 --> 00:38:38,839
Speaker 4: in there.

657
00:38:41,160 --> 00:38:46,400
Speaker 6: Oh, yes, the ones that are optable courses with like

658
00:38:46,560 --> 00:38:50,200
Speaker 6: rope courses. I'm really good at that kind of stuff. Okay,

659
00:38:50,440 --> 00:38:52,640
Speaker 6: and so you'll have to climb up a rope thing,

660
00:38:52,719 --> 00:38:57,280
Speaker 6: go down the trees, ball or whatever and go back.

661
00:38:57,800 --> 00:39:00,920
Speaker 4: Let me ask you this, is there any thing? Is

662
00:39:00,960 --> 00:39:06,239
Speaker 4: there anything that you've learned or done? I don't know,

663
00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:08,440
Speaker 4: like what I know. There's all different types of like

664
00:39:08,719 --> 00:39:13,480
Speaker 4: camming and shit. Is there anything that you've learned from

665
00:39:13,520 --> 00:39:16,360
Speaker 4: being a cam girl that you think you could actually

666
00:39:16,480 --> 00:39:20,000
Speaker 4: use as a skill in one of the challenges?

667
00:39:23,280 --> 00:39:28,600
Speaker 6: I think socially outside of the challenges. It's like on

668
00:39:28,640 --> 00:39:34,360
Speaker 6: the Island, I've learned that less is more, and I

669
00:39:34,360 --> 00:39:37,960
Speaker 6: would apply that in my gameplay as far as the

670
00:39:38,120 --> 00:39:41,360
Speaker 6: strategic maneuvers with other players.

671
00:39:41,960 --> 00:39:43,920
Speaker 4: You've learned that lesson How did you learn that lesson

672
00:39:44,200 --> 00:39:45,480
Speaker 4: is more. What do you mean by that?

673
00:39:47,840 --> 00:39:54,640
Speaker 6: Well, I used to kind of just like really go

674
00:39:54,760 --> 00:39:57,920
Speaker 6: for it and put myself out there. And somebody messaged

675
00:39:58,000 --> 00:40:01,040
Speaker 6: me after my first couples and they're like, listen, like,

676
00:40:01,080 --> 00:40:02,759
Speaker 6: you don't got to do that. If you want to

677
00:40:02,800 --> 00:40:04,719
Speaker 6: do that, that's great. But if you want to make

678
00:40:04,760 --> 00:40:07,440
Speaker 6: a lot of money, keep your clothes on and then

679
00:40:07,560 --> 00:40:09,920
Speaker 6: just like tease them and then they'll pay you a

680
00:40:09,920 --> 00:40:13,279
Speaker 6: lot of money. Clothes off for just a second, and

681
00:40:13,360 --> 00:40:19,000
Speaker 6: they're totally right. So just like turn that into emotional

682
00:40:19,480 --> 00:40:22,000
Speaker 6: manipulation and that's how I want to play survivor.

683
00:40:24,040 --> 00:40:26,840
Speaker 4: So it's given you great emotional manipulation skills.

684
00:40:28,960 --> 00:40:31,440
Speaker 6: Yeah, you know, in a sense, it's.

685
00:40:31,320 --> 00:40:35,680
Speaker 4: A great skill to have for a million dollars. Would

686
00:40:35,719 --> 00:40:38,600
Speaker 4: you would you consider yourself good and emotionally manipulating people.

687
00:40:42,480 --> 00:40:47,640
Speaker 6: I'm a self person, so yes, okay, I would stand.

688
00:40:47,400 --> 00:40:51,879
Speaker 4: Very good about what what's your like strategy? What's what's

689
00:40:51,920 --> 00:40:54,359
Speaker 4: your strategy, what's your what's your breakdown? If you want

690
00:40:54,400 --> 00:40:55,160
Speaker 4: to really.

691
00:40:55,280 --> 00:41:00,000
Speaker 6: Like fuck some on up, you want to get their

692
00:41:00,080 --> 00:41:02,600
Speaker 6: mind off what you're selling connects with them on a

693
00:41:02,640 --> 00:41:04,920
Speaker 6: personal level in a way that makes you feel like

694
00:41:04,960 --> 00:41:09,160
Speaker 6: they've known you a long time and then make it

695
00:41:09,160 --> 00:41:11,920
Speaker 6: seem like a favor that they're buying whatever it is

696
00:41:11,920 --> 00:41:14,080
Speaker 6: from you. And that's how you sell anything.

697
00:41:14,520 --> 00:41:17,239
Speaker 4: This should be your Survivor audition tape, by the way,

698
00:41:18,960 --> 00:41:23,040
Speaker 4: is you give the whole spiel about connecting with people,

699
00:41:23,080 --> 00:41:25,880
Speaker 4: making them think you like them, and then ripping them.

700
00:41:26,040 --> 00:41:29,080
Speaker 4: That's great reality TV. That's what this is. Reality TV

701
00:41:29,160 --> 00:41:30,600
Speaker 4: is all about. It is people fighting with each other

702
00:41:30,600 --> 00:41:33,399
Speaker 4: and fucking with each other. I think, like I said,

703
00:41:33,400 --> 00:41:35,200
Speaker 4: I feel like all these skills that you've learned from

704
00:41:35,200 --> 00:41:37,120
Speaker 4: me a cam girl, I feel like they will translate

705
00:41:37,160 --> 00:41:40,960
Speaker 4: well into uh being on Survivor, even though I've never

706
00:41:41,000 --> 00:41:41,399
Speaker 4: seen it.

707
00:41:43,680 --> 00:41:44,040
Speaker 10: Thank you.

708
00:41:44,600 --> 00:41:48,359
Speaker 6: Wow, I really I've been so scared to apply again.

709
00:41:49,520 --> 00:41:52,680
Speaker 4: How do you apply? Because this thing has is there

710
00:41:52,680 --> 00:41:53,480
Speaker 4: like a website or.

711
00:41:53,440 --> 00:41:58,120
Speaker 6: Something, a two minute video rolling it's rolling auditions, baby. Yeah,

712
00:41:58,120 --> 00:42:01,760
Speaker 6: you just go to CBS dot com Survivor Auditions. Send

713
00:42:01,760 --> 00:42:04,160
Speaker 6: me your two minute tapes. I got through like five

714
00:42:04,280 --> 00:42:06,279
Speaker 6: or six rounds, but I wasn't I didn't fit in

715
00:42:06,360 --> 00:42:09,319
Speaker 6: with the with the the they were doing that year.

716
00:42:09,480 --> 00:42:11,719
Speaker 4: You gotta you gotta work, you gotta do your to

717
00:42:11,960 --> 00:42:14,960
Speaker 4: your two minute audition tape. Just a tutorial and how

718
00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:18,839
Speaker 4: to emotion and manipulate someone. They're gonna love that.

719
00:42:18,840 --> 00:42:19,479
Speaker 9: That is.

720
00:42:21,239 --> 00:42:21,880
Speaker 10: I'm gonna do that.

721
00:42:21,920 --> 00:42:23,640
Speaker 6: I'm gonna record that this weekend.

722
00:42:26,200 --> 00:42:26,600
Speaker 4: Perfect.

723
00:42:26,640 --> 00:42:27,200
Speaker 11: I mean, why not?

724
00:42:27,360 --> 00:42:32,000
Speaker 4: Right, Autumn, Autumn, is there anything you want to say

725
00:42:32,000 --> 00:42:33,359
Speaker 4: to the people of the computer before we.

726
00:42:33,320 --> 00:42:39,840
Speaker 6: Go outwit out play out last?

727
00:42:41,120 --> 00:42:41,520
Speaker 9: I like it.

728
00:42:42,520 --> 00:42:50,400
Speaker 4: Thank you for calling Autumn. Thanks bye, that was fun.

729
00:42:51,400 --> 00:42:54,880
Speaker 4: Theon Seene Survivor you have? Do you think she'd be

730
00:42:54,880 --> 00:43:15,040
Speaker 4: good for it? Okay, we got your vote? Really? Oh

731
00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:16,759
Speaker 4: this is why I don't watch the show. I have

732
00:43:16,800 --> 00:43:29,360
Speaker 4: no idea what he just said. Cliff, Come on, Cliff, Hello,

733
00:43:29,760 --> 00:43:31,040
Speaker 4: what's up man? How's it going?

734
00:43:33,239 --> 00:43:41,239
Speaker 10: What is up los Angeles? You're all a beautiful set

735
00:43:41,239 --> 00:43:44,840
Speaker 10: of angels.

736
00:43:45,520 --> 00:43:48,600
Speaker 4: It's calling good. Los Angeles is stoked to hear from you. Cliff.

737
00:43:49,400 --> 00:43:50,480
Speaker 4: What's going on with you tonight?

738
00:43:52,520 --> 00:43:55,280
Speaker 10: Well, I'm stoked to be in front of them. Uh,

739
00:43:56,360 --> 00:44:02,200
Speaker 10: nothing much. You know. I had this issue on the

740
00:44:02,360 --> 00:44:04,120
Speaker 10: Facebook marketplace earlier.

741
00:44:04,840 --> 00:44:06,920
Speaker 4: Yeah, it says here you tried to buy an alien

742
00:44:07,080 --> 00:44:12,399
Speaker 4: fetus lamp? Yes, what is that?

743
00:44:14,600 --> 00:44:23,480
Speaker 10: Okay, So the Lava, the Lava light brand company, like

744
00:44:24,280 --> 00:44:26,960
Speaker 10: two thousand and one, I think they had like this

745
00:44:27,960 --> 00:44:31,520
Speaker 10: type of lava lamp, a variation of it. It's sort

746
00:44:31,560 --> 00:44:37,600
Speaker 10: of like a jar and it's pretty much an alien fetus.

747
00:44:38,080 --> 00:44:42,480
Speaker 4: Yeah what now, Now, what is it about having an

748
00:44:42,520 --> 00:44:45,960
Speaker 4: alien fetus and a jar that appealed to you?

749
00:44:48,760 --> 00:44:51,600
Speaker 10: Well, I'm a real dork about aliens, not in like

750
00:44:52,120 --> 00:44:56,399
Speaker 10: the creepy conspiracy set well more or less, but like

751
00:44:57,000 --> 00:45:01,359
Speaker 10: the kitchy you know, the little green aesthetic.

752
00:45:01,440 --> 00:45:04,640
Speaker 4: I guess I'm familiar with him being a little green dude.

753
00:45:07,120 --> 00:45:08,040
Speaker 15: Oh, I bet you are.

754
00:45:09,760 --> 00:45:11,360
Speaker 4: So do you do you believe Do you believe that

755
00:45:11,440 --> 00:45:13,319
Speaker 4: aliens exist and that they're out there? Do you have

756
00:45:13,400 --> 00:45:14,160
Speaker 4: theories about that?

757
00:45:16,480 --> 00:45:16,640
Speaker 9: Oh?

758
00:45:16,719 --> 00:45:23,960
Speaker 10: For sure, I do believe that something interesting. I don't

759
00:45:24,000 --> 00:45:29,120
Speaker 10: necessarily believe in the events of the Bible, but I

760
00:45:29,160 --> 00:45:32,799
Speaker 10: do believe that had they actually occurred, it was not

761
00:45:32,960 --> 00:45:34,720
Speaker 10: divine rather extraterrestrial.

762
00:45:35,960 --> 00:45:39,319
Speaker 4: So you're saying that all like Isaac and Abraham, all

763
00:45:39,360 --> 00:45:43,799
Speaker 4: those guys were fucking aliens.

764
00:45:44,840 --> 00:45:49,840
Speaker 10: Well, I'm not too familiar with biblical lore. So unless

765
00:45:49,840 --> 00:45:55,440
Speaker 10: those dudes are directly from heaven than uh then no,

766
00:45:56,440 --> 00:45:59,880
Speaker 10: But more in the sense of, like, you know, it's

767
00:46:00,920 --> 00:46:04,879
Speaker 10: whatever ad and like these dudes are seeing light.

768
00:46:05,040 --> 00:46:07,680
Speaker 4: Cliff, do you think God is an alien.

769
00:46:09,760 --> 00:46:10,440
Speaker 10: Potentially.

770
00:46:11,920 --> 00:46:14,320
Speaker 4: What happened with this lamp? How did you get scammed?

771
00:46:17,040 --> 00:46:21,480
Speaker 10: So? So this lamp is dope and I wanted it,

772
00:46:21,840 --> 00:46:25,080
Speaker 10: and these things usually go for like three hundred because

773
00:46:25,080 --> 00:46:27,680
Speaker 10: they're kind of rare lava lamps too.

774
00:46:28,360 --> 00:46:33,279
Speaker 4: Okay, what three hundred dollars for an alien fetus lava lamp?

775
00:46:35,320 --> 00:46:39,279
Speaker 10: I did not. I found this dude on Facebook. He

776
00:46:39,400 --> 00:46:41,480
Speaker 10: was selling it on the marketplace for like a hundred

777
00:46:42,160 --> 00:46:46,200
Speaker 10: and then uh, I was like, hey, can I uh

778
00:46:46,440 --> 00:46:53,120
Speaker 10: you know we uh sorry, I'm a little shaky. Uh fuck, I.

779
00:46:53,080 --> 00:46:56,000
Speaker 4: Asked, don't worry about that's the alien vibrations going through

780
00:46:56,000 --> 00:46:57,560
Speaker 4: your body is totally normal.

781
00:46:59,640 --> 00:47:00,759
Speaker 10: Oh yeah, yeah, as you heal it.

782
00:47:00,800 --> 00:47:05,040
Speaker 4: Man, So how did this guy scam?

783
00:47:05,440 --> 00:47:05,520
Speaker 7: So?

784
00:47:05,560 --> 00:47:06,920
Speaker 4: How did this guy scam me? What do you do?

785
00:47:09,560 --> 00:47:09,719
Speaker 9: Well?

786
00:47:09,719 --> 00:47:13,200
Speaker 10: You know, I paid him the money. I h we

787
00:47:13,239 --> 00:47:17,640
Speaker 10: worked out fifty bucks for the actual product and twenty

788
00:47:17,640 --> 00:47:21,640
Speaker 10: for shipping. So I'd say that's a pretty mean deal.

789
00:47:21,840 --> 00:47:24,640
Speaker 4: You know, he got down from three to seven.

790
00:47:27,080 --> 00:47:31,640
Speaker 10: Yeah, and you know, I guess in a way I

791
00:47:31,680 --> 00:47:32,760
Speaker 10: should have known better.

792
00:47:33,080 --> 00:47:35,240
Speaker 3: But I mean this Facebook.

793
00:47:34,800 --> 00:47:37,480
Speaker 10: Marketplace and this dude's posting this thing with like a

794
00:47:37,560 --> 00:47:40,600
Speaker 10: bold with no bulb and shit, maybe this guy doesn't

795
00:47:40,600 --> 00:47:44,520
Speaker 10: know he has. So, you know, I'm messaging him and

796
00:47:44,560 --> 00:47:46,960
Speaker 10: we're talking and he's like, all right, cool, good, you know,

797
00:47:47,760 --> 00:47:51,680
Speaker 10: pay the money, give him the address. And then I

798
00:47:51,760 --> 00:47:56,360
Speaker 10: noticed our chat disappears, and I'm like, uh, so I

799
00:47:56,440 --> 00:48:00,920
Speaker 10: hit him up on his personal account and tell him like,

800
00:48:00,960 --> 00:48:04,520
Speaker 10: hey man, chat disappeared. I like giving people the benefit

801
00:48:04,560 --> 00:48:07,319
Speaker 10: of the doubt, and I guess you could say that

802
00:48:07,320 --> 00:48:12,600
Speaker 10: that's part of my downfall. But so I want to

803
00:48:12,600 --> 00:48:15,239
Speaker 10: message him and he doesn't see it for a couple

804
00:48:15,280 --> 00:48:19,120
Speaker 10: of days, you know. So I message him on Friday, like, amen,

805
00:48:19,840 --> 00:48:25,399
Speaker 10: doesn't see it, so you know, it's Saturday. Now, it's

806
00:48:25,400 --> 00:48:27,360
Speaker 10: not like he can ship it tomorrow.

807
00:48:27,000 --> 00:48:28,160
Speaker 2: Because it's come day.

808
00:48:28,280 --> 00:48:29,240
Speaker 4: He completely.

809
00:48:31,800 --> 00:48:34,120
Speaker 10: Yeah to dude, just ghosts me. So I messaged him like,

810
00:48:34,160 --> 00:48:37,479
Speaker 10: hey man, what's up. I checked today, Like I get

811
00:48:37,480 --> 00:48:39,520
Speaker 10: off of work. I'm a little hyped. You know, maybe

812
00:48:39,560 --> 00:48:42,640
Speaker 10: I get to talk to this guy, and the dude

813
00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:43,200
Speaker 10: blocked me.

814
00:48:45,120 --> 00:48:47,720
Speaker 4: You know, here's here's the thing that I find interesting

815
00:48:47,719 --> 00:48:49,919
Speaker 4: about this is that if you're gonna scam people from

816
00:48:49,920 --> 00:48:55,120
Speaker 4: the internet, you I would not choose alien conspiracy theorists

817
00:48:55,520 --> 00:49:01,760
Speaker 4: because those motherfuckers do research. They know how to find connections.

818
00:49:01,880 --> 00:49:03,399
Speaker 4: I feel like if you're the kind of guy where

819
00:49:03,400 --> 00:49:06,319
Speaker 4: if you tried really hard enough, you could track this

820
00:49:06,360 --> 00:49:10,240
Speaker 4: guy down and be like, where's my fucking lava lamp

821
00:49:10,239 --> 00:49:13,839
Speaker 4: fetus lamp dude? You would have like all the newspaper

822
00:49:13,960 --> 00:49:16,960
Speaker 4: articles about him and all that shit. Have you did

823
00:49:17,000 --> 00:49:17,680
Speaker 4: you try to do that?

824
00:49:18,280 --> 00:49:18,640
Speaker 3: Well?

825
00:49:19,920 --> 00:49:24,680
Speaker 10: Wait, so, so I'm telling my friends now I'm pissed.

826
00:49:24,960 --> 00:49:26,560
Speaker 4: Yeah, this fucking guy ripped me off.

827
00:49:26,840 --> 00:49:34,600
Speaker 10: I want my fucking alien fetus. So so, so, first

828
00:49:35,239 --> 00:49:39,600
Speaker 10: my girlfriend messages them, right, and you know, they're all

829
00:49:39,680 --> 00:49:43,400
Speaker 10: nice and shit like, hey, well are you just ripping

830
00:49:43,440 --> 00:49:43,920
Speaker 10: people up?

831
00:49:44,080 --> 00:49:44,840
Speaker 17: Like what gives?

832
00:49:45,680 --> 00:49:49,719
Speaker 10: Instantly blocked? My other friend.

833
00:49:50,640 --> 00:49:57,160
Speaker 5: Uh adds him or something, immediately blocked, no conversation. So

834
00:49:57,200 --> 00:50:00,920
Speaker 5: she sets up a second account messages. I tell her,

835
00:50:00,960 --> 00:50:03,759
Speaker 5: I say, hey, I don't want you to uh you know,

836
00:50:03,880 --> 00:50:08,120
Speaker 5: scare this guy, because she could, uh you go off,

837
00:50:08,120 --> 00:50:09,200
Speaker 5: but not too hard.

838
00:50:09,200 --> 00:50:14,279
Speaker 4: Right, right, She's gonna emotionally manipulate him, start to get

839
00:50:14,360 --> 00:50:17,520
Speaker 4: him to think that she likes him, and then pull

840
00:50:17,600 --> 00:50:18,640
Speaker 4: the rug from underneath.

841
00:50:21,080 --> 00:50:28,480
Speaker 5: Well, it was more that I'd like to manipulate and uh.

842
00:50:27,600 --> 00:50:29,520
Speaker 15: Guilt trip me on.

843
00:50:30,120 --> 00:50:34,839
Speaker 4: Okay, Well, let's hear it Cliff, let's well, let's skip

844
00:50:34,920 --> 00:50:38,000
Speaker 4: to the end here. Did you eventually get any retribution

845
00:50:38,160 --> 00:50:39,319
Speaker 4: or did this ultimately go.

846
00:50:40,920 --> 00:50:41,760
Speaker 18: Unsolved?

847
00:50:44,200 --> 00:50:49,479
Speaker 10: It went unsolved when you know people after people tried

848
00:50:49,480 --> 00:50:50,080
Speaker 10: messaging them.

849
00:50:50,400 --> 00:50:51,240
Speaker 3: Everyone's pissed.

850
00:50:51,280 --> 00:50:51,520
Speaker 10: Man.

851
00:50:51,920 --> 00:50:55,520
Speaker 4: But yeah, so, well, is there like a whole like

852
00:50:55,600 --> 00:50:58,279
Speaker 4: you're in like some reddit community of people who like

853
00:50:58,360 --> 00:51:01,799
Speaker 4: have all been scammed by this guy? When you say

854
00:51:01,800 --> 00:51:03,080
Speaker 4: like people are pissed.

855
00:51:02,840 --> 00:51:04,800
Speaker 10: No, no, it's just just my homies.

856
00:51:05,120 --> 00:51:06,000
Speaker 3: It's just my homies.

857
00:51:06,000 --> 00:51:08,160
Speaker 10: I'm venting. They're all just like yellow.

858
00:51:09,480 --> 00:51:09,719
Speaker 4: Yeah.

859
00:51:09,840 --> 00:51:11,720
Speaker 10: No, no, I'm not like Psycho.

860
00:51:12,239 --> 00:51:13,520
Speaker 15: I hope.

861
00:51:14,320 --> 00:51:20,439
Speaker 4: No. You sound perfectly perfectly saying so, Cliff, listen, before

862
00:51:20,480 --> 00:51:22,479
Speaker 4: we go, what do you feel like you learned from

863
00:51:22,480 --> 00:51:25,600
Speaker 4: this experience? If anything, are there any at least because

864
00:51:25,600 --> 00:51:28,560
Speaker 4: that's what happens. You know, you got scammed, you lost

865
00:51:28,600 --> 00:51:30,400
Speaker 4: some money, but you don't have to go home in

866
00:51:30,520 --> 00:51:32,520
Speaker 4: the handed. Maybe maybe you got a lesson out of this.

867
00:51:32,880 --> 00:51:36,399
Speaker 4: Do you feel like you did? Oh?

868
00:51:36,480 --> 00:51:36,920
Speaker 15: Yeah, you know.

869
00:51:37,280 --> 00:51:41,160
Speaker 10: Uh, make sure you get the tracking number before anything.

870
00:51:42,840 --> 00:51:46,520
Speaker 4: There's a great Cliff, Is there anything you want to

871
00:51:46,520 --> 00:51:51,520
Speaker 4: say that you have a message, yes, a message for

872
00:51:51,640 --> 00:51:53,839
Speaker 4: the guy who ripped you off that you want to

873
00:51:53,960 --> 00:51:55,279
Speaker 4: say right here for.

874
00:51:57,080 --> 00:52:00,600
Speaker 10: Well, for anybody. But if he sees this fuck.

875
00:52:00,440 --> 00:52:06,600
Speaker 4: You, we'll let him know. What's your message, Cliff, Yeah.

876
00:52:06,920 --> 00:52:13,880
Speaker 10: Pretty much, pretty much. There is a whole world of

877
00:52:14,040 --> 00:52:18,440
Speaker 10: opportunity out there to make money that doesn't hurt other people,

878
00:52:19,760 --> 00:52:25,000
Speaker 10: you know, Like, I'm down seventy.

879
00:52:24,640 --> 00:52:30,120
Speaker 4: Bucks, you know, you know what I feel like, I

880
00:52:31,080 --> 00:52:33,960
Speaker 4: see a career coming for you. Of buying and reselling

881
00:52:34,080 --> 00:52:39,960
Speaker 4: niche alien themed lamps is sort of a retribution for

882
00:52:40,440 --> 00:52:43,600
Speaker 4: you know, making up for the scam.

883
00:52:43,760 --> 00:52:45,000
Speaker 10: You know what I should do that.

884
00:52:46,640 --> 00:52:49,480
Speaker 4: We left with not only a lesson, but a new

885
00:52:49,520 --> 00:52:52,040
Speaker 4: career path. Give it up for Cliff.

886
00:52:55,360 --> 00:52:58,440
Speaker 10: Thank you, Thank you everybody. Thank you for having me

887
00:52:58,480 --> 00:52:58,919
Speaker 10: on the line.

888
00:52:59,000 --> 00:53:07,759
Speaker 4: Hey, thanks for calling Cliff. Hello, Alison, Yeah, what do

889
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Speaker 4: you what do you? What do you?

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Speaker 9: What?

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Speaker 4: Are you ruffling through.

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Speaker 9: Me?

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Speaker 4: Yes? Yes you Alison? Are you there? Yes, I'm here, Alison.

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Speaker 4: How are you doing today?

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Speaker 11: I'm doing good. I'm doing great.

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Speaker 10: Is this really you?

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Speaker 4: This is really me? This is me and a whole

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Speaker 4: crowd of people. I know, it's intense, it's an intense experience.

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Speaker 4: It's intense for me too, it's surreal for me too.

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Speaker 4: But I'm feeling in the moments and uh, Allison, we

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Speaker 4: all want to know what's on your mind tonight. What

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Speaker 4: uh what what are you calling in for this evening?

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Speaker 11: Well, so, me and my boyfriend just moved from Orlando,

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Speaker 11: Florida to uh Nashville, Tennessee.

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Speaker 10: So like that's pretty cool.

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Speaker 11: And I we had made chili and everything was going great,

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Speaker 11: like he met my parents and I went up to

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Speaker 11: take a shower and like, you know how people pee

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Speaker 11: in the shower whatever, you know, I was peeing in

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Speaker 11: the shower, showering, and you know, I started and then

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Speaker 11: you know it, it felt liquidity, but you know, the

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Speaker 11: water was running down me, so I didn't know. And

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Speaker 11: then I so I rinsed, and then I saw that

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Speaker 11: there was poop liquid all in the shower.

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Speaker 4: There's always one of these, yes, Okay.

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Speaker 11: I felt like I needed to I needed to share

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Speaker 11: that with you, okay.

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Speaker 4: And and now that you've shared that, do you feel better?

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Speaker 11: I feel stupid?

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Speaker 10: Why am I telling you?

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Speaker 4: It says here that you should already Racily, it's a

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Speaker 4: here that you told the call Sprader. You're not sure

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Speaker 4: what to do about it? Allison? So like, is there

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Speaker 4: still ship in your pants? Did you clean it up?

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Speaker 4: Where where are we in the process.

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Speaker 10: I I did clean it up.

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Speaker 11: It's just I was so baffled because it doesn't really

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Speaker 11: happen to me. So it was it was a lot.

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Speaker 11: And then I was like what if? What if my

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Speaker 11: boyfriend were to come in and then he sees me,

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Speaker 11: like what am I doing?

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Speaker 4: And then listen, Alison, I know you said that you

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Speaker 4: felt like you're stupid for sharing, but I'm gonna show

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Speaker 4: you something real quick. Who here has charded their pants before?

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Speaker 4: You're not alone, Allison? You're not alone? Totally not alone. Okay,

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Speaker 4: So you moved, Uh, you moved to Nashville with your boyfriend.

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Speaker 4: How did you meet him?

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Speaker 11: We met He worked at Corona Cigar Lounge in downtown

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Speaker 11: Orlando and we had mutual friends and we went there

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Speaker 11: and he was working there, and I don't know, I

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Speaker 11: just I saw him and I just had this like

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Speaker 11: gut instinct like I need to know this person. So

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Speaker 11: like over the over the few years, like we kind

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Speaker 11: of became friends and hung out and stuff. And then yeah,

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Speaker 11: so are you.

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Speaker 4: The kind of person where if you see someone interesting

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Speaker 4: that you want to talk to, you have just no

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Speaker 4: problem going up and talking to them.

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Speaker 11: No, I have really bad social anxiety, so like getting

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Speaker 11: getting to know him was really hard because like he

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Speaker 11: also has social anxiety.

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Speaker 4: So it was so so who made the first Who

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Speaker 4: made the first move?

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Speaker 10: Who made the first move? Was it you or me?

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Speaker 4: Oh? He's let me? Can you put him on the phone.

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Speaker 4: He put him on the phone. We'd love to talk

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Speaker 4: to him. Hello, Hello, Hi, Lyle hey Man. What's her name?

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Speaker 4: Geon Jeon John? First of all, uh, did your girlfriend

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Speaker 4: come to you for comfort when she shot her pants?

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Speaker 15: I actually only found out when she was talking to

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Speaker 15: the screener about it, Like she was like, oh, I'm

962
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Speaker 15: going to tell him something that I haven't told you yet.

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Speaker 15: So I was like, oh, okay, And then she's like, yeah,

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Speaker 15: if I shouted in the shower or while we were

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Speaker 15: eating dinner, because that had made chill you that night.

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Speaker 15: And this is like maybe the third or fourth day

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Speaker 15: being at her parents house like.

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Speaker 4: This, So okay, So you're meeting her parents now I

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Speaker 4: get it. Yeah, and this is your first time meeting

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Speaker 4: her parents.

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Speaker 15: Yeah. Also, this is like a big change for all

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Speaker 15: of us since I'm just now meeting them. But we

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Speaker 15: moved into their house like a week ago, so it's been.

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Speaker 3: It's been a lot of fun.

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Speaker 15: But it's been kind of like, you know, I have

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Speaker 15: social anxiety and I feel dumb a lot of the time.

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Speaker 4: Okay, so you the that's kind of intimidating the first

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Speaker 4: time that you meet them, You're like, hey, I.

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Speaker 15: Live here now, correct?

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Speaker 4: What was that first meeting like with them? Did that?

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Speaker 4: Do you feel like chemistry between her and your parents?

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Speaker 4: Between you and her.

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Speaker 15: Parents, I mean, they they didn't like me at first.

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Speaker 15: They they didn't like me at first for a good while.

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Speaker 4: Why did you do you know why they didn't like you?

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Speaker 4: Did they tell you why they didn't like you?

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Speaker 15: Yeah, I mean, I guess there's a lot of like

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Speaker 15: fundamental differences between the way that my girlfriend was raised

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Speaker 15: in the way that I grew up.

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Speaker 4: Interesting, how would you describe those differences.

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Speaker 15: I grew up in I'm basically feral, you know, like

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Speaker 15: like I grew up on the streets a lot, like

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Speaker 15: just doing stuff for my own, like on my own.

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Speaker 15: So that gets like I'm the exterior. I'm like, you know,

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Speaker 15: just this hood brown dude dating their daughter. And that's

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Speaker 15: the only conception of me that they for a very

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Speaker 15: long time. So they like, you know, I worked on

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Speaker 15: a weed farm and all that.

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Speaker 4: So they were like, so you felt like, because you

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Speaker 4: said that you grew up pharul, you felt like they

1001
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Speaker 4: were like looking down upon you because of the way

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Speaker 4: that you grew up.

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Speaker 15: To an extent, Like you know, I could tell the

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Speaker 15: first time I met her her mother, like a few

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Speaker 15: years ago, and she was asking me questions about, like,

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Speaker 15: you know, my life and who I was as a person.

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Speaker 15: Like she was kind of like visibly shocked a little

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Speaker 15: bit from the stuff that I was telling her. You know,

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Speaker 15: she kept looking at her daughter and then back at me,

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Speaker 15: and I'm like, so, yeah, you know.

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Speaker 4: Okay, And so have they have they since lightened up

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Speaker 4: a little bit at all? Or do you still kind

1013
01:00:51,440 --> 01:00:56,920
Speaker 4: of get an antagonistic sense from them.

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Speaker 15: They opened up to me, like it helpful that I'm

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Speaker 15: really into, you know, like gardening and stuff. They just

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Speaker 15: got a they got a puppy and we're we've been

1017
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Speaker 15: kind of all bonding together around the puppies. That's been

1018
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Speaker 15: pretty fleet.

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Speaker 4: It's nice. It's nice. Can I come talk to Alison

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Speaker 4: again real quick?

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Speaker 15: Absolutely?

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Speaker 8: Hello?

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Speaker 4: Hello, Alison. It's good to hear you. So. So your

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01:01:23,160 --> 01:01:25,680
Speaker 4: boyfriend too. So your boyfriend was telling me that your

1025
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Speaker 4: parents don't like him very much.

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Speaker 11: They didn't they do now, I I don't. My mom

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Speaker 11: said she had to come to Jesus moment. I don't

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Speaker 11: know what that entails, but I don't know.

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Speaker 4: Okay, have they been acting like sort of kinder to

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Speaker 4: him in the past couple of days?

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Speaker 11: Oh yeah, Like normally my stepdad is very quiet and

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Speaker 11: like he doesn't really say much, but like he's been

1033
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Speaker 11: having like full blown conversations with him, and like I

1034
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Speaker 11: I think they're starting to realize that, like my judgment

1035
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Speaker 11: isn't bad. Like I sought out a good person, you know.

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Speaker 11: They just saw the outer shell and was like, oh no.

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Speaker 11: But then once they started to actually like get to

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Speaker 11: know him, they're like, Oh, he's like a cool ass dude.

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Speaker 4: You know, that's nice. I'm super glad to hear that.

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Speaker 4: Do you feel like there is a hope for the

1041
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Speaker 4: I mean, they're also your roommates now, so I feel

1042
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Speaker 4: like you all kind of have to get along. Do

1043
01:02:30,560 --> 01:02:33,040
Speaker 4: you feel like there's hope for the entire group dynamic

1044
01:02:33,120 --> 01:02:33,800
Speaker 4: moving forward?

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Speaker 10: I think so.

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Speaker 11: Like things we've been here a week and things have

1047
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Speaker 11: been going pretty well. Like, I don't know, I'm hopeful.

1048
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Speaker 4: That's awesome. Is anyone in the crowd of any questions

1049
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Speaker 4: for Alison or her boyfriends do?

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Speaker 7: Right?

1051
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Speaker 4: There? Is your family super religious, Alison?

1052
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Speaker 11: No, I mean they do believe in God and they

1053
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Speaker 11: are considered Christian.

1054
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Speaker 10: But like they don't go to church or anything like that.

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Speaker 11: It's just they're they're conservatives.

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Speaker 16: Is that you know?

1057
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Speaker 4: Okay, we all we can all kind of tell a

1058
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Speaker 4: little bit. There's a little bit of illusions to that

1059
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Speaker 4: come into Jesus moment, especially Ah, do you feel like

1060
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Speaker 4: your boyfriend looks at you differently since the incident in

1061
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Speaker 4: the shower?

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Speaker 11: No, I well, I don't. Here, I'm going to give

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Speaker 11: it back to him because it looks like, yes.

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Speaker 4: Let's hear it, let's hear from the man himself.

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Speaker 15: I mean, I've I'm not gonna judge because you.

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Speaker 4: Sound like you need some time to process.

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Speaker 15: And yeah, I mean my best friend for like the

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Speaker 15: last ten or twelve years has a habit of shitting

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Speaker 15: his pants during the most inopportune time. So, like, you

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Speaker 15: know her, her poop in the shower isn't a deal

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Speaker 15: breaker for me.

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Speaker 4: You're you're used to this very niche.

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Speaker 15: Yeah, there's been poop all over the place in my life.

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Speaker 15: You know, Alison, I'm really glad that she didn't shart

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Speaker 15: at dinner.

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Speaker 4: Is there anything you guys want to say to the

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Speaker 4: people of the computer before we go?

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Speaker 15: It's okay to shart in the shower.

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Speaker 4: Yes, as long as you don't want about it. Your

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01:04:46,880 --> 01:04:52,280
Speaker 4: goddamn right. It is you goddamn right, it is Alison.

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Speaker 4: Thank you so much for calling and sharing with us.

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Speaker 11: What's I wanted to say? I love you and I

1083
01:04:58,480 --> 01:05:00,800
Speaker 11: am so happy I've probably got the privileged to talk

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Speaker 11: to you.

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Speaker 4: I'm happy I got the privilege to talk to you, Alison.

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Speaker 4: Thank you for calling. You have a the rest of

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Speaker 4: the night.

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Speaker 11: Yes, you do, you too, Bye, folks.

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Speaker 4: Let's talk to some people from the audience. How do

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Speaker 4: we feel about that? Can we get the chair? I

1091
01:05:18,360 --> 01:05:21,000
Speaker 4: got a chair? Who here would like to talk to

1092
01:05:21,040 --> 01:05:25,600
Speaker 4: a get go you and the pokes? Yes, you come

1093
01:05:25,640 --> 01:05:36,320
Speaker 4: on up. Give it up for this girl. How are

1094
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Speaker 4: you guys doing?

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Speaker 3: So?

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Speaker 4: I didn't plan things to say while people were coming

1097
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Speaker 4: on the stage, But how are you guys doing? What

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Speaker 4: are you What are you trying to say?

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Speaker 9: Oh?

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Speaker 4: Heart, sure we can do a little heart thing. Is

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Speaker 4: it lining up properly. That's okay, great, Hi, how Ario

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Speaker 4: is your microphone on a oh Larry? Oh perfectly cool?

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Speaker 4: What are you drinking? Corona?

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Speaker 7: Okay?

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Speaker 9: Yeah, I wanted to say thank you. I messaged you

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Speaker 9: on Instagram yesterday because I had an incident here.

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Speaker 4: Oh are you okay? Okay? Are you? Are you comfortable

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01:06:17,560 --> 01:06:18,080
Speaker 4: talking about this?

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01:06:18,200 --> 01:06:18,400
Speaker 16: Yeah?

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01:06:18,480 --> 01:06:20,120
Speaker 4: Yeah, okay. Do you want do you want me to

1111
01:06:20,200 --> 01:06:21,760
Speaker 4: bring it up or do you want to tell it?

1112
01:06:21,880 --> 01:06:24,000
Speaker 4: I can talk about it, Okay, go ahead.

1113
01:06:24,080 --> 01:06:26,160
Speaker 9: So I was actually sitting on the third row where

1114
01:06:26,160 --> 01:06:31,600
Speaker 9: I am right now, and I was having a drink

1115
01:06:31,600 --> 01:06:34,040
Speaker 9: with my boyfriend. He's right there in the frontcat.

1116
01:06:35,040 --> 01:06:37,560
Speaker 4: And this was and this was, this was last night.

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01:06:37,920 --> 01:06:38,840
Speaker 16: This was okay.

1118
01:06:38,880 --> 01:06:40,680
Speaker 9: So we got to the venue at seven forty five.

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01:06:40,840 --> 01:06:43,080
Speaker 9: We came inside, I got a drink, sat down, we

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01:06:43,080 --> 01:06:46,240
Speaker 9: were talking. He actually said that if you made contact

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01:06:46,240 --> 01:06:48,360
Speaker 9: with him, he was gonna suck his straw.

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01:06:48,400 --> 01:06:51,640
Speaker 4: Weird, okay, So, hey, the night is young.

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01:06:52,040 --> 01:06:56,960
Speaker 9: It It was this whole thing. So I felt like

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01:06:56,960 --> 01:06:58,960
Speaker 9: I had to go to the restroom, and so I

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01:06:59,000 --> 01:07:01,120
Speaker 9: told my bodfriend like, hey, my drink, I'll be right back.

1126
01:07:02,200 --> 01:07:04,960
Speaker 9: As I'm walking to the restroom, I feel something weird.

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01:07:05,560 --> 01:07:07,360
Speaker 16: So I'm just like, oh my god, no.

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01:07:07,960 --> 01:07:10,800
Speaker 9: So I go to the restroom and I got my

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01:07:10,920 --> 01:07:17,640
Speaker 9: period and I was wearing white pants. Yeah, so I

1130
01:07:17,760 --> 01:07:20,919
Speaker 9: was super like, oh dude. I felt so bad because,

1131
01:07:21,000 --> 01:07:23,720
Speaker 9: like I told my boyfriend, like, we have to come.

1132
01:07:25,000 --> 01:07:29,560
Speaker 9: So I was walking back like so weird, like just

1133
01:07:29,600 --> 01:07:30,480
Speaker 9: following the wall.

1134
01:07:30,720 --> 01:07:35,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, that sounds like a very sounds like a very stressful.

1135
01:07:35,680 --> 01:07:36,280
Speaker 16: Yeah.

1136
01:07:36,320 --> 01:07:38,800
Speaker 9: And so we get to the seat, so I'm just like, hey,

1137
01:07:38,880 --> 01:07:42,160
Speaker 9: we have to go, like, please come on. I was

1138
01:07:42,200 --> 01:07:44,840
Speaker 9: so sad because work is stressful. Things are stressful, you know,

1139
01:07:44,920 --> 01:07:47,440
Speaker 9: COVID and everything. So I get in my car.

1140
01:07:47,320 --> 01:07:49,880
Speaker 16: And I'm just like trying not to cry outside. Finally

1141
01:07:49,880 --> 01:07:50,720
Speaker 16: get to my car.

1142
01:07:50,640 --> 01:07:54,160
Speaker 9: And I'm just like, tell me why I decided to

1143
01:07:54,160 --> 01:07:57,840
Speaker 9: message him. Something in me was like just message like

1144
01:07:57,920 --> 01:07:59,720
Speaker 9: ill like, I'm sure he'll understand.

1145
01:08:03,320 --> 01:08:08,560
Speaker 4: Yeah, you message me and I read and I was like, well,

1146
01:08:08,600 --> 01:08:12,520
Speaker 4: I read your story and I was like, yeah, we'll

1147
01:08:12,520 --> 01:08:15,720
Speaker 4: put you on the list for tomorrow. If you can't

1148
01:08:15,760 --> 01:08:18,439
Speaker 4: come back, that's all good. But was there was there

1149
01:08:18,479 --> 01:08:20,599
Speaker 4: any part of you that was like fuck it, I'll

1150
01:08:20,680 --> 01:08:23,479
Speaker 4: just sit in my period blood to turn this show,

1151
01:08:24,640 --> 01:08:27,320
Speaker 4: you know, for the first the first show. Yeah, I

1152
01:08:27,400 --> 01:08:31,519
Speaker 4: actually diarrhea a little bit before, and I was they

1153
01:08:31,560 --> 01:08:33,680
Speaker 4: don't know this, but I had a little bit of

1154
01:08:34,000 --> 01:08:36,479
Speaker 4: in my pants the first show. So if you had

1155
01:08:36,520 --> 01:08:45,200
Speaker 4: the diarrhea, the period of blood, like, yeah, yeah, this

1156
01:08:45,400 --> 01:08:49,960
Speaker 4: probably there for all purposes. There could be somebody in

1157
01:08:50,040 --> 01:08:53,000
Speaker 4: the crowd right now with a little bit of Hooper

1158
01:08:53,040 --> 01:08:54,200
Speaker 4: period blood in their pasts.

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01:08:55,360 --> 01:08:56,280
Speaker 7: Understands you.

1160
01:08:57,120 --> 01:08:59,920
Speaker 4: It's totally cool. Okay, Okay, what's your What's your?

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01:09:00,200 --> 01:09:04,120
Speaker 9: By the one Susannah But Susie, Susie.

1162
01:09:03,920 --> 01:09:06,280
Speaker 16: So we've talked before on the home once.

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01:09:06,400 --> 01:09:07,479
Speaker 4: Yeah, what do we talk about?

1164
01:09:08,680 --> 01:09:11,479
Speaker 9: My friend basically told me that unless I got my

1165
01:09:11,479 --> 01:09:13,519
Speaker 9: life together, she didn't want to talk to me anymore.

1166
01:09:14,160 --> 01:09:16,320
Speaker 4: Really, yes, I remember that.

1167
01:09:16,600 --> 01:09:20,280
Speaker 9: Yeah in January actually, and I like called two hundred

1168
01:09:20,320 --> 01:09:22,000
Speaker 9: times and then I finally got on.

1169
01:09:22,360 --> 01:09:24,400
Speaker 4: Okay, okay, start remember this. So you called in and

1170
01:09:24,439 --> 01:09:26,720
Speaker 4: you said that your friend was telling you that you

1171
01:09:26,760 --> 01:09:28,280
Speaker 4: need to get your life together.

1172
01:09:28,360 --> 01:09:30,599
Speaker 9: Basically or else just never to talk to.

1173
01:09:31,000 --> 01:09:33,679
Speaker 4: Okay, So did she to talk to her? Okay?

1174
01:09:33,680 --> 01:09:37,800
Speaker 9: Great, sounds like my life is together kind of so yeah,

1175
01:09:37,960 --> 01:09:38,360
Speaker 9: proud of it.

1176
01:09:38,560 --> 01:09:41,120
Speaker 4: I mean, give it up for Susie. Yeah, I'm here,

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01:09:41,640 --> 01:09:45,080
Speaker 4: so so what uh tell us? What what about your

1178
01:09:45,120 --> 01:09:48,880
Speaker 4: life was not together? And what has since? Dream?

1179
01:09:50,200 --> 01:09:53,080
Speaker 9: I have a like a better job, I got an

1180
01:09:53,120 --> 01:09:57,920
Speaker 9: apartment together, and yeah I don't live with my parents anymore.

1181
01:09:58,040 --> 01:09:59,040
Speaker 4: So wonderful.

1182
01:10:01,240 --> 01:10:02,519
Speaker 9: So I mean I'm happy.

1183
01:10:02,600 --> 01:10:05,439
Speaker 4: I'm happier, you know, yeah, of course.

1184
01:10:05,479 --> 01:10:07,799
Speaker 9: And I also feel like I drank a little too trauma.

1185
01:10:08,320 --> 01:10:11,759
Speaker 4: Okay, Right, so you moved out of your parents' place

1186
01:10:11,840 --> 01:10:14,320
Speaker 4: and you have your own place, and what else is

1187
01:10:14,320 --> 01:10:15,840
Speaker 4: going great about your life?

1188
01:10:16,800 --> 01:10:19,400
Speaker 9: I'm here, I mean I do that. I love this.

1189
01:10:19,680 --> 01:10:24,440
Speaker 9: I'm coming back tonight for the other shows, more stuff.

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01:10:24,200 --> 01:10:24,840
Speaker 7: More great?

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01:10:24,920 --> 01:10:28,160
Speaker 4: Great have you? Is this? Is this the is the

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01:10:28,200 --> 01:10:30,200
Speaker 4: period thing ever happened to you before? Is this the

1193
01:10:30,240 --> 01:10:34,960
Speaker 4: first time it happened to you? Is there a time?

1194
01:10:35,080 --> 01:10:36,519
Speaker 4: Is there a time that it's happened to you that

1195
01:10:36,640 --> 01:10:43,320
Speaker 4: was like even worse than even than this? Yeah, m oh,

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01:10:43,600 --> 01:10:43,960
Speaker 4: I don't know.

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01:10:43,960 --> 01:10:45,200
Speaker 17: I just I'm going to share it.

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01:10:45,200 --> 01:10:45,639
Speaker 16: I don't care.

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01:10:45,920 --> 01:10:49,519
Speaker 4: I don't know that. This is the crowd. We're all

1200
01:10:49,920 --> 01:10:53,240
Speaker 4: we're all on your side, Susie. We're everyone here has

1201
01:10:53,280 --> 01:10:56,439
Speaker 4: had a moment like that before. We're not throwing some.

1202
01:10:57,920 --> 01:11:00,000
Speaker 16: Kind of gross I don't know, Okay.

1203
01:10:59,760 --> 01:10:59,920
Speaker 9: What.

1204
01:11:01,960 --> 01:11:03,200
Speaker 4: We called it got your bag.

1205
01:11:03,280 --> 01:11:05,439
Speaker 9: Man, Well there's another girl who talked about shitting in

1206
01:11:05,479 --> 01:11:06,200
Speaker 9: the restroom.

1207
01:11:06,240 --> 01:11:07,360
Speaker 4: So I don't care exactly.

1208
01:11:09,080 --> 01:11:12,200
Speaker 9: I had gone up for drinks with a friend and

1209
01:11:12,240 --> 01:11:15,040
Speaker 9: I really had a pee, and I was in my

1210
01:11:15,120 --> 01:11:18,760
Speaker 9: car and I couldn't find a restroom, and then I

1211
01:11:18,840 --> 01:11:19,920
Speaker 9: ended up thinking it.

1212
01:11:19,880 --> 01:11:26,840
Speaker 19: Was so who is someone in the crowd is probably

1213
01:11:26,840 --> 01:11:31,120
Speaker 19: paid themselves. Here's what, Susie.

1214
01:11:31,120 --> 01:11:34,639
Speaker 4: We're all riding our cars going to our jobs, putting

1215
01:11:34,680 --> 01:11:37,599
Speaker 4: a pretending like we're not just vessels kiss and ship

1216
01:11:37,880 --> 01:11:42,560
Speaker 4: and blood and come and snot and sweat. We're disgustingly

1217
01:11:42,880 --> 01:11:47,680
Speaker 4: or inherently disgusting. No shame about it a little bit.

1218
01:11:47,720 --> 01:11:50,040
Speaker 9: But it ended up not being pe. It was my

1219
01:11:50,040 --> 01:11:52,160
Speaker 9: period letting my parents car.

1220
01:11:52,240 --> 01:11:54,840
Speaker 16: It was my parents car, and.

1221
01:11:54,840 --> 01:11:57,800
Speaker 9: I didn't tell them. So what I do when I

1222
01:11:57,880 --> 01:12:00,000
Speaker 9: went home is I grabbed a bunch of windows.

1223
01:12:00,080 --> 01:12:00,519
Speaker 16: I don't know.

1224
01:12:01,760 --> 01:12:06,080
Speaker 9: I started cleaning through seat like just crying like, oh

1225
01:12:06,160 --> 01:12:08,400
Speaker 9: my god, I'm so sorry, Susie.

1226
01:12:08,439 --> 01:12:11,040
Speaker 4: Listen, Susie. Next, here's the thing. Next. Yeah, next time,

1227
01:12:11,040 --> 01:12:13,080
Speaker 4: this next thing, this happens to you. I want you

1228
01:12:13,200 --> 01:12:16,640
Speaker 4: to change the way you react. You've been crying. Next time,

1229
01:12:17,680 --> 01:12:21,799
Speaker 4: yea be proud of it, Embrace it, fuck it. I'm alive.

1230
01:12:21,960 --> 01:12:25,719
Speaker 4: I'm honored to be alive on the earth at this moment.

1231
01:12:25,840 --> 01:12:28,920
Speaker 4: I'm honored to piss my fucking pants. I'm honored to

1232
01:12:28,960 --> 01:12:30,120
Speaker 4: have my period.

1233
01:12:29,760 --> 01:12:30,479
Speaker 17: In my drawers.

1234
01:12:30,560 --> 01:12:33,000
Speaker 4: I'm honored to take a ship in my parents car.

1235
01:12:34,040 --> 01:12:37,439
Speaker 4: Feel it. You're alive, Susie. Okay, is there anything you

1236
01:12:37,439 --> 01:12:38,960
Speaker 4: want to say to the people before we go?

1237
01:12:39,560 --> 01:12:41,000
Speaker 9: Don't tell anyone, but you.

1238
01:12:42,000 --> 01:12:46,280
Speaker 4: Give it up for Susie. Everybody, Thank you very much.

1239
01:12:47,360 --> 01:12:50,160
Speaker 4: Uh give it to give it to her. Thank you, Susie.

1240
01:12:50,160 --> 01:12:54,760
Speaker 4: Everybody give her a round of applause. Who else would

1241
01:12:54,840 --> 01:12:56,640
Speaker 4: like to talk to it? Here's the thing, here's the

1242
01:12:56,680 --> 01:12:59,760
Speaker 4: thing before before we can see if when I bring

1243
01:12:59,800 --> 01:13:01,920
Speaker 4: you up here, I'm gonna review you apart with questions.

1244
01:13:01,960 --> 01:13:05,560
Speaker 4: I'm gonna ask you personal things about your life and

1245
01:13:05,960 --> 01:13:08,600
Speaker 4: if you're gonna come up and just be prepared to

1246
01:13:08,840 --> 01:13:16,160
Speaker 4: open up a little bit. Yo with the long hair,

1247
01:13:16,240 --> 01:13:19,000
Speaker 4: get up here. Give it up for long haired man.

1248
01:13:23,600 --> 01:13:27,200
Speaker 4: Don't trip. We don't have insurance. I said that last night.

1249
01:13:27,200 --> 01:13:29,280
Speaker 4: I forgot. We live streamed that too, so I can't

1250
01:13:29,439 --> 01:13:33,680
Speaker 4: use jokes again. What's up?

1251
01:13:33,720 --> 01:13:33,920
Speaker 18: Good?

1252
01:13:34,200 --> 01:13:36,599
Speaker 4: So man? What's your name to meet you, and it's

1253
01:13:36,640 --> 01:13:37,320
Speaker 4: nice to meet you too.

1254
01:13:37,360 --> 01:13:40,559
Speaker 18: You look cool. Thank you. I appreciate it.

1255
01:13:40,680 --> 01:13:41,479
Speaker 4: What's your life, Mike?

1256
01:13:42,920 --> 01:13:45,479
Speaker 18: That's pretty good right now. I kind of wanted to

1257
01:13:45,479 --> 01:13:48,959
Speaker 18: come up here. My mom just like left to Florida,

1258
01:13:49,240 --> 01:13:51,679
Speaker 18: and so like that's been like really weird recently.

1259
01:13:51,960 --> 01:13:54,960
Speaker 4: Okay, your mom just left to Florida. What did she

1260
01:13:55,040 --> 01:13:55,479
Speaker 4: leave to do?

1261
01:13:56,120 --> 01:13:59,200
Speaker 18: Uh? Live in Florida, I guess.

1262
01:14:00,800 --> 01:14:04,559
Speaker 4: Okay, And did you previously lived with your mom?

1263
01:14:05,000 --> 01:14:05,479
Speaker 17: Uh?

1264
01:14:05,560 --> 01:14:08,439
Speaker 18: Yeah for a hot minute, and then I like moved

1265
01:14:08,439 --> 01:14:11,000
Speaker 18: in with my dad over the pandemic. So then okay,

1266
01:14:11,280 --> 01:14:13,439
Speaker 18: but it was just like weird because like it was

1267
01:14:13,479 --> 01:14:16,040
Speaker 18: like my childhood home. Man, So it was like, yeah,

1268
01:14:16,080 --> 01:14:18,120
Speaker 18: it was weird. It's just weird that like it like

1269
01:14:18,200 --> 01:14:21,080
Speaker 18: somebody else like lives in like my bedroom. Yeah, you

1270
01:14:21,120 --> 01:14:23,280
Speaker 18: know that's like really, I don't know, it's weird.

1271
01:14:23,520 --> 01:14:26,720
Speaker 4: Yeah. When so did you did? She like was it

1272
01:14:26,800 --> 01:14:27,519
Speaker 4: like a sudden thing.

1273
01:14:28,280 --> 01:14:32,839
Speaker 18: It was literally like it was January and then she's

1274
01:14:32,880 --> 01:14:34,760
Speaker 18: like she's like, hey, so.

1275
01:14:34,720 --> 01:14:36,640
Speaker 16: We we're gonna.

1276
01:14:36,479 --> 01:14:37,320
Speaker 18: Move to Florida.

1277
01:14:37,560 --> 01:14:39,719
Speaker 4: And I'm like it's a great impression of your mom.

1278
01:14:40,760 --> 01:14:43,160
Speaker 18: It kind of like gets the whole point across, right,

1279
01:14:45,840 --> 01:14:49,040
Speaker 18: But yeah. So she's like hell a conservative and so

1280
01:14:49,160 --> 01:14:51,439
Speaker 18: like she just wanted to be around like other Trump people.

1281
01:14:51,479 --> 01:14:55,679
Speaker 4: I think, okay, yeah, I'm like I'm like I'm almost

1282
01:14:55,960 --> 01:14:58,439
Speaker 4: like happy for her. She found like her.

1283
01:14:59,320 --> 01:15:02,800
Speaker 18: Right, and like a part of me is like like, yeah,

1284
01:15:02,800 --> 01:15:05,519
Speaker 18: this is really dope. But also like I don't know,

1285
01:15:05,560 --> 01:15:08,280
Speaker 18: I miss I miss my mom. Man, It's it's a bummer.

1286
01:15:08,360 --> 01:15:10,400
Speaker 4: Do do you have a close relationship with your mom?

1287
01:15:11,080 --> 01:15:14,120
Speaker 18: Yeah, Like she would like drive me to auditions like

1288
01:15:14,160 --> 01:15:16,240
Speaker 18: as a little kid. So like yeah, we have like

1289
01:15:16,320 --> 01:15:17,599
Speaker 18: the whole like stage mom.

1290
01:15:17,800 --> 01:15:19,920
Speaker 4: She's like really like your mom. She's also like kind

1291
01:15:19,920 --> 01:15:20,960
Speaker 4: of your manager, isn't she?

1292
01:15:21,160 --> 01:15:21,360
Speaker 9: Oh?

1293
01:15:21,520 --> 01:15:23,760
Speaker 18: Big time yeah, big time, big time, big time.

1294
01:15:23,800 --> 01:15:24,559
Speaker 4: What do you What do you do?

1295
01:15:24,920 --> 01:15:27,800
Speaker 18: I was an actor for a minute a long time

1296
01:15:28,120 --> 01:15:29,519
Speaker 18: when you were a child. Yeah, yeah, I did the

1297
01:15:29,520 --> 01:15:30,040
Speaker 18: whole time or.

1298
01:15:30,040 --> 01:15:32,519
Speaker 4: Anything that we've seen. Did you have like a Yeah

1299
01:15:32,960 --> 01:15:34,680
Speaker 4: and Drake and Josh where they pied you in the

1300
01:15:34,720 --> 01:15:35,400
Speaker 4: face or something?

1301
01:15:35,600 --> 01:15:36,840
Speaker 18: No, no, nothing like that.

1302
01:15:36,920 --> 01:15:37,240
Speaker 7: I was.

1303
01:15:37,320 --> 01:15:39,120
Speaker 18: I was a voice actor. I was like I was.

1304
01:15:39,600 --> 01:15:44,760
Speaker 18: Did anybody watch like Little Einstein's You were in Little Einstein's?

1305
01:15:45,040 --> 01:15:45,280
Speaker 6: Yeah?

1306
01:15:45,320 --> 01:15:45,600
Speaker 17: Were you?

1307
01:15:45,720 --> 01:15:49,040
Speaker 4: Wait? Were you one of the of the you were

1308
01:15:49,080 --> 01:15:57,200
Speaker 4: one of the eron Steines, What dude, which which which? Which?

1309
01:15:57,240 --> 01:15:57,800
Speaker 16: Ironstone?

1310
01:15:59,320 --> 01:16:04,639
Speaker 4: What the one with the red I wish we could

1311
01:16:04,680 --> 01:16:08,400
Speaker 4: pull up pictures the conduct Can we pull up pictures?

1312
01:16:08,439 --> 01:16:12,160
Speaker 18: Is that all right? So like wait wait wait, but

1313
01:16:12,160 --> 01:16:14,519
Speaker 18: before like everybody gets really excited. I never was like

1314
01:16:14,600 --> 01:16:18,719
Speaker 18: actually in an episode. Yeah no, so this is really weird.

1315
01:16:18,720 --> 01:16:21,320
Speaker 18: So basically like how voice acting works, right, like yeah,

1316
01:16:21,320 --> 01:16:25,200
Speaker 18: they replace you and they do the whole thing. So

1317
01:16:25,560 --> 01:16:28,000
Speaker 18: right as like the show was ending, I basically was

1318
01:16:28,040 --> 01:16:32,000
Speaker 18: in like one toy and then like IMDb threw up

1319
01:16:32,080 --> 01:16:34,320
Speaker 18: like like that I was in like seventeen episodes and

1320
01:16:34,360 --> 01:16:34,600
Speaker 18: I was.

1321
01:16:34,600 --> 01:16:37,439
Speaker 4: Like that's wrong, what what do you mean you were

1322
01:16:37,439 --> 01:16:40,040
Speaker 4: in a toy? Like oh yeah yeah. So like so

1323
01:16:40,080 --> 01:16:42,599
Speaker 4: like when there's like a like a doll of the

1324
01:16:42,720 --> 01:16:44,639
Speaker 4: kid and they press a button and he goes, I'm

1325
01:16:44,680 --> 01:16:45,080
Speaker 4: the guy.

1326
01:16:45,200 --> 01:16:48,200
Speaker 18: Yeah yeah that was yeah, yeah, exactly, that's.

1327
01:16:48,080 --> 01:16:54,240
Speaker 4: A weird job. Weird Okay, were you like the like

1328
01:16:54,240 --> 01:16:55,080
Speaker 4: the guy with the glasses?

1329
01:16:55,200 --> 01:16:58,479
Speaker 18: Yeah, that was that's crazy. That and then the other

1330
01:16:58,600 --> 01:17:00,600
Speaker 18: one I was, I was Charlie Brown And also for

1331
01:17:00,720 --> 01:17:02,160
Speaker 18: like a hot minute also.

1332
01:17:02,160 --> 01:17:05,439
Speaker 4: Really yeah yeah, were you also voicing a toy?

1333
01:17:05,720 --> 01:17:05,840
Speaker 10: No?

1334
01:17:05,960 --> 01:17:08,479
Speaker 18: That one actually like that one I was enough thing.

1335
01:17:08,800 --> 01:17:11,080
Speaker 18: That one I wasn't a thing. But other than that,

1336
01:17:11,160 --> 01:17:13,920
Speaker 18: it was like yeah, I was kind of just like

1337
01:17:13,960 --> 01:17:16,040
Speaker 18: doing the whole background ship for forever.

1338
01:17:16,280 --> 01:17:18,040
Speaker 4: Now, let me ask you, how how do you prep

1339
01:17:18,120 --> 01:17:21,559
Speaker 4: for your role as Charlie Brown? Do you like mope

1340
01:17:21,640 --> 01:17:24,400
Speaker 4: around outside of your neighborhood for a little bit and

1341
01:17:24,479 --> 01:17:25,160
Speaker 4: like really a.

1342
01:17:25,200 --> 01:17:30,400
Speaker 18: Lot of like like yeah, just like like falling over

1343
01:17:30,920 --> 01:17:34,519
Speaker 18: I guess like a lot of like just getting in

1344
01:17:34,640 --> 01:17:37,160
Speaker 18: that sort of headspace of like, you know, this is

1345
01:17:38,000 --> 01:17:40,280
Speaker 18: life is life is sort of gray man.

1346
01:17:40,840 --> 01:17:44,880
Speaker 4: Yeah, you really like tried to embody the spirit of

1347
01:17:45,000 --> 01:17:47,960
Speaker 4: Charlie Brown. I like that. How long How long ago

1348
01:17:48,000 --> 01:17:48,760
Speaker 4: did you have this role?

1349
01:17:49,479 --> 01:17:51,120
Speaker 18: I was eleven probably.

1350
01:17:51,160 --> 01:17:53,800
Speaker 4: How old are you now? I'm twenty one, Finn, Yeah

1351
01:17:53,960 --> 01:17:55,720
Speaker 4: there any way you do you feel like you could

1352
01:17:55,720 --> 01:17:59,000
Speaker 4: still do the voice? Hold it hah you don't pull

1353
01:17:59,080 --> 01:18:01,719
Speaker 4: that foot following so I can land flat on my back,

1354
01:18:01,800 --> 01:18:11,320
Speaker 4: can kill mysel? I feel like that wasn't one of

1355
01:18:11,360 --> 01:18:11,840
Speaker 4: the lines.

1356
01:18:11,960 --> 01:18:15,559
Speaker 18: No, actually no, it totally was. That was like that

1357
01:18:15,840 --> 01:18:16,679
Speaker 18: like when when.

1358
01:18:16,880 --> 01:18:21,320
Speaker 4: Mom Charlie Brown was that that was the that was

1359
01:18:21,360 --> 01:18:23,719
Speaker 4: the Thanksgiving special I remember.

1360
01:18:23,800 --> 01:18:26,360
Speaker 18: Yeah, No, like a bunch of like pta moms like

1361
01:18:26,360 --> 01:18:28,200
Speaker 18: when I was like eight years old, would like always

1362
01:18:28,200 --> 01:18:29,800
Speaker 18: ask me to like do the voice in front of

1363
01:18:29,880 --> 01:18:30,680
Speaker 18: like other little kids.

1364
01:18:30,720 --> 01:18:32,280
Speaker 4: It was like the weirdest They would ask you to

1365
01:18:32,280 --> 01:18:33,479
Speaker 4: do the voice in front of the little kids, and

1366
01:18:33,479 --> 01:18:39,360
Speaker 4: then you would do the line where he talked to No,

1367
01:18:39,479 --> 01:18:43,560
Speaker 4: it's an artistic risk. I respect it. Okay, So so

1368
01:18:44,200 --> 01:18:46,280
Speaker 4: all right, so raight, but let's get back to your

1369
01:18:46,280 --> 01:18:49,440
Speaker 4: mom real quick. What what uh? What is your relationship

1370
01:18:49,439 --> 01:18:49,720
Speaker 4: like with.

1371
01:18:49,680 --> 01:18:56,120
Speaker 18: It's like awkward sometimes, Like I think it's weird because

1372
01:18:56,120 --> 01:18:58,479
Speaker 18: like I think we both kind of like see each

1373
01:18:58,520 --> 01:19:02,640
Speaker 18: other as like like boss and and I don't know,

1374
01:19:02,800 --> 01:19:04,760
Speaker 18: maybe this is just like my take. I don't I've

1375
01:19:04,760 --> 01:19:06,560
Speaker 18: never really like actually talked to her about this on

1376
01:19:06,720 --> 01:19:09,600
Speaker 18: it really, but yeah, I'm like how I kind of

1377
01:19:09,640 --> 01:19:12,240
Speaker 18: have viewed as just sort of like like boss more

1378
01:19:12,280 --> 01:19:15,400
Speaker 18: than mom but then a little bit. Yeah, but like

1379
01:19:15,600 --> 01:19:17,439
Speaker 18: you know, my dad's really cool, so like I have

1380
01:19:17,479 --> 01:19:19,360
Speaker 18: a really really solid relationship with my dad, but it

1381
01:19:19,439 --> 01:19:21,800
Speaker 18: just like gets testy with my mom. But like at

1382
01:19:21,800 --> 01:19:23,160
Speaker 18: the end of the day, like you know, she's my

1383
01:19:23,200 --> 01:19:25,000
Speaker 18: mom and I love this shit out of her, So.

1384
01:19:25,320 --> 01:19:28,240
Speaker 4: Does it get hard if she because I are you

1385
01:19:28,400 --> 01:19:30,479
Speaker 4: do you align with her politically? Is that like a

1386
01:19:30,479 --> 01:19:31,320
Speaker 4: big oh man?

1387
01:19:31,400 --> 01:19:33,840
Speaker 18: Well, that was like yeah, I mean that was like

1388
01:19:33,880 --> 01:19:36,559
Speaker 18: a lot of why I kind of had to dip

1389
01:19:36,680 --> 01:19:39,559
Speaker 18: because her and my stepdad just were like Fox News

1390
01:19:39,760 --> 01:19:42,120
Speaker 18: all the time, and I was just like, no, like,

1391
01:19:42,520 --> 01:19:47,880
Speaker 18: I cannot, dude, Tucker Carlson sucks bro Oh my god,

1392
01:19:48,840 --> 01:19:53,639
Speaker 18: dude Tucker Carlson every single day. Dude, it gets old,

1393
01:19:53,920 --> 01:19:58,880
Speaker 18: It gets so old. He has the punishable, most punishable

1394
01:19:58,960 --> 01:20:00,280
Speaker 18: ask face ever.

1395
01:20:00,840 --> 01:20:04,200
Speaker 4: And does does your mom like, oh, like she has

1396
01:20:04,800 --> 01:20:06,920
Speaker 4: her closets full of t shirts of his face.

1397
01:20:07,240 --> 01:20:11,320
Speaker 18: It's more like it's more like she'll will be like

1398
01:20:11,479 --> 01:20:14,080
Speaker 18: in the kitchen, just like talking, and then she'll be like.

1399
01:20:15,040 --> 01:20:16,000
Speaker 16: You know what I heard?

1400
01:20:16,240 --> 01:20:18,080
Speaker 18: Like it's like one of those kinds of things.

1401
01:20:18,160 --> 01:20:25,560
Speaker 4: I'm realizing how similar your mom sounds to Charlie Brown.

1402
01:20:25,720 --> 01:20:27,000
Speaker 18: Yeah, okay, So.

1403
01:20:29,000 --> 01:20:31,280
Speaker 4: Did do you like still like text with her talk?

1404
01:20:31,400 --> 01:20:33,559
Speaker 18: I actually just called her today and she didn't even

1405
01:20:34,439 --> 01:20:36,160
Speaker 18: hang on. I want to actually, I want to see

1406
01:20:36,160 --> 01:20:36,479
Speaker 18: if she.

1407
01:20:36,439 --> 01:20:39,280
Speaker 4: Actually did she call you back. I wouldn't call her

1408
01:20:39,280 --> 01:20:43,120
Speaker 4: now because she'll probably something crazy and taken off of twitch.

1409
01:20:43,360 --> 01:20:43,719
Speaker 18: I can't.

1410
01:20:43,800 --> 01:20:44,360
Speaker 7: Yeah, I don't.

1411
01:20:44,400 --> 01:20:46,439
Speaker 18: I don't think she's called me back though, No, not

1412
01:20:46,439 --> 01:20:47,840
Speaker 18: not not today at least.

1413
01:20:47,760 --> 01:20:50,439
Speaker 4: Listen you see like you should, like A, I respect you.

1414
01:20:50,720 --> 01:20:53,680
Speaker 4: It's really hard when people have like like strong differences

1415
01:20:53,720 --> 01:20:56,400
Speaker 4: with their parents, but they're still like, you know, making

1416
01:20:56,439 --> 01:20:59,840
Speaker 4: an effort, you know, so I appreciate you doing that. Man.

1417
01:20:59,880 --> 01:21:02,720
Speaker 4: I thanks, that's like that's cool to you. The the

1418
01:21:03,439 --> 01:21:05,800
Speaker 4: you know, overcome the differences you have with.

1419
01:21:06,080 --> 01:21:09,240
Speaker 18: Man, it took. It took like a lot of like space.

1420
01:21:09,360 --> 01:21:11,559
Speaker 18: I think like it I needed to definitely like kind

1421
01:21:11,600 --> 01:21:16,720
Speaker 18: of like separate like her opinions versus like her as

1422
01:21:16,800 --> 01:21:18,960
Speaker 18: like a person person, you know what I mean, Because

1423
01:21:18,960 --> 01:21:20,960
Speaker 18: there's like the ship that you hear and then it's

1424
01:21:21,000 --> 01:21:23,479
Speaker 18: like like you kind of get like brainwashed a little bit.

1425
01:21:23,479 --> 01:21:25,559
Speaker 18: And I kind of do understand that in a way.

1426
01:21:25,600 --> 01:21:28,920
Speaker 18: But at the same time, like I'm never ever ever

1427
01:21:29,000 --> 01:21:32,760
Speaker 18: going to tell her like about what I've sort of

1428
01:21:33,000 --> 01:21:37,080
Speaker 18: done in the like it's yea, you're.

1429
01:21:37,000 --> 01:21:39,880
Speaker 4: Just some secrets that you just want to stay. You

1430
01:21:39,880 --> 01:21:42,320
Speaker 4: want them to stay secrets a little bit. Okay, well

1431
01:21:42,320 --> 01:21:44,320
Speaker 4: I want to terrogate you anymore. What's your name again?

1432
01:21:45,280 --> 01:21:48,800
Speaker 4: Giving up a training everybody? You were awesome, man, Thank

1433
01:21:48,880 --> 01:21:51,920
Speaker 4: you so much. I appreciate so much. Charlie Brown in

1434
01:21:51,960 --> 01:21:55,600
Speaker 4: the house. Oh this is fun. I like talking to

1435
01:21:55,640 --> 01:21:59,600
Speaker 4: you guys. Who else is? Who else is hanging out?

1436
01:22:03,640 --> 01:22:09,599
Speaker 4: You with the glasses? You get on up here? Give

1437
01:22:09,640 --> 01:22:11,400
Speaker 4: it up for this girl with the glasses.

1438
01:22:14,000 --> 01:22:17,160
Speaker 5: Mm hmmmmmmm.

1439
01:22:20,000 --> 01:22:22,040
Speaker 4: I gotta think it's stuff to say while people are

1440
01:22:22,200 --> 01:22:35,920
Speaker 4: coming up here? And can you cartman stand Carol forget

1441
01:22:35,960 --> 01:22:36,439
Speaker 4: a tried?

1442
01:22:36,520 --> 01:22:36,800
Speaker 7: All right?

1443
01:22:36,840 --> 01:22:37,360
Speaker 4: What's your name?

1444
01:22:37,479 --> 01:22:37,639
Speaker 2: Man?

1445
01:22:38,160 --> 01:22:41,479
Speaker 4: Kate? Hey? I love your ears? O Kate, what you

1446
01:22:41,840 --> 01:22:42,599
Speaker 4: said the same thing?

1447
01:22:42,680 --> 01:22:44,120
Speaker 16: Okay? Oh thank you.

1448
01:22:44,439 --> 01:22:50,280
Speaker 4: We both get a do over when we say that. Kate, Katie, Katie?

1449
01:22:51,200 --> 01:22:51,800
Speaker 4: What's your life?

1450
01:22:51,880 --> 01:22:53,679
Speaker 16: Like all over the place?

1451
01:22:53,680 --> 01:22:56,400
Speaker 4: But good, all over the place? Where is it right now?

1452
01:22:57,800 --> 01:23:01,599
Speaker 14: I was an anxiety attack before I came in. Me too, Yeah, well,

1453
01:23:01,600 --> 01:23:03,160
Speaker 14: I mean you're up on stage.

1454
01:23:03,080 --> 01:23:04,360
Speaker 4: So you know, are you?

1455
01:23:05,439 --> 01:23:05,639
Speaker 6: Yeah?

1456
01:23:06,160 --> 01:23:08,439
Speaker 16: I was literally like thinking about what to talk about,

1457
01:23:08,479 --> 01:23:09,920
Speaker 16: and I was like, I'm not gonna take it's not

1458
01:23:09,920 --> 01:23:10,439
Speaker 16: going to take me.

1459
01:23:10,479 --> 01:23:14,720
Speaker 4: And I was like, oh, here we are. Yeah, what

1460
01:23:14,760 --> 01:23:16,719
Speaker 4: were you? What were you having an anxiety to talk about?

1461
01:23:19,320 --> 01:23:19,719
Speaker 7: Actually?

1462
01:23:20,280 --> 01:23:23,240
Speaker 14: Health slash mom stuff which someone just came up and

1463
01:23:23,280 --> 01:23:24,200
Speaker 14: talked about their mom.

1464
01:23:24,280 --> 01:23:26,000
Speaker 4: Okay, we could we could have that be the theme

1465
01:23:26,040 --> 01:23:27,760
Speaker 4: of the evening if you want to talk about that.

1466
01:23:27,960 --> 01:23:30,000
Speaker 16: Yeah, why not, It'll make a good story.

1467
01:23:30,080 --> 01:23:32,040
Speaker 4: Okay, what's what's going on with your mom? But look,

1468
01:23:32,040 --> 01:23:33,559
Speaker 4: can you keep the microphone? Like right?

1469
01:23:34,200 --> 01:23:34,360
Speaker 9: Wait?

1470
01:23:34,439 --> 01:23:35,400
Speaker 4: What just right here?

1471
01:23:35,800 --> 01:23:36,439
Speaker 16: Right right here?

1472
01:23:36,479 --> 01:23:36,679
Speaker 5: Yeah?

1473
01:23:36,680 --> 01:23:38,080
Speaker 4: Perfect? Okay, your natural?

1474
01:23:38,120 --> 01:23:39,960
Speaker 16: Okay, what's going with your mom?

1475
01:23:40,000 --> 01:23:40,080
Speaker 10: So?

1476
01:23:40,120 --> 01:23:41,799
Speaker 16: I haven't talked to her in over a year.

1477
01:23:41,680 --> 01:23:48,240
Speaker 14: Now, really, yeah, I'm no contact okay, best and most

1478
01:23:48,240 --> 01:23:50,320
Speaker 14: straight for a reason I can give to you guys,

1479
01:23:50,920 --> 01:23:53,160
Speaker 14: and you get she tried to kill me.

1480
01:23:54,479 --> 01:23:56,559
Speaker 16: So I don't talk to the bitch anymore.

1481
01:24:04,080 --> 01:24:07,640
Speaker 4: But uh, reason not to talk to somebody.

1482
01:24:07,600 --> 01:24:10,080
Speaker 16: Yeah, I think, I think so, Yeah, I'm doing that again.

1483
01:24:10,160 --> 01:24:15,479
Speaker 4: Huh, why did your mom try to kill you?

1484
01:24:18,280 --> 01:24:23,320
Speaker 14: I didn't agree that she spent money on a ring.

1485
01:24:23,240 --> 01:24:24,000
Speaker 16: Very expensive ring.

1486
01:24:24,040 --> 01:24:26,200
Speaker 14: It was like it must have been over three hundred

1487
01:24:26,200 --> 01:24:28,800
Speaker 14: dollars and we didn't have money for food. We had

1488
01:24:28,800 --> 01:24:31,439
Speaker 14: two hundred dollars for rent food. It was she has

1489
01:24:31,520 --> 01:24:33,920
Speaker 14: like a spending problem. And I found out about it,

1490
01:24:33,960 --> 01:24:36,000
Speaker 14: and we argued about it. And this was like the

1491
01:24:36,040 --> 01:24:37,519
Speaker 14: fourth time we argued about it, and I was a

1492
01:24:37,560 --> 01:24:39,360
Speaker 14: little frustrated. So I as I went over to the

1493
01:24:39,400 --> 01:24:42,160
Speaker 14: fridge get myself like a regular drink like soda.

1494
01:24:42,240 --> 01:24:43,280
Speaker 16: I closed it a little hard.

1495
01:24:46,360 --> 01:24:50,080
Speaker 14: She came running at me and later on said, you

1496
01:24:50,160 --> 01:24:51,479
Speaker 14: tried to hit me with the fridge.

1497
01:24:53,120 --> 01:24:56,439
Speaker 4: She thought you were trying to hit okays, you closed

1498
01:24:56,479 --> 01:24:59,000
Speaker 4: the fridge door too hard. She thought you were like

1499
01:24:59,160 --> 01:25:00,000
Speaker 4: using it as wet.

1500
01:25:00,800 --> 01:25:03,760
Speaker 14: She didn't like that. It's the most bullshittiest excuse of

1501
01:25:03,840 --> 01:25:06,320
Speaker 14: I could ever think of. But she I was like, Okay,

1502
01:25:06,360 --> 01:25:07,519
Speaker 14: see how far away you.

1503
01:25:07,439 --> 01:25:07,920
Speaker 16: And me are.

1504
01:25:08,439 --> 01:25:10,800
Speaker 14: She was like, where the little furthermore that table is?

1505
01:25:10,840 --> 01:25:12,720
Speaker 14: So there's no way I'm hitting her with the door

1506
01:25:12,760 --> 01:25:15,519
Speaker 14: of the fridge. She was just looking for an excuse.

1507
01:25:15,640 --> 01:25:19,719
Speaker 14: But anyway, it was essentially over a diamond ring, which

1508
01:25:20,320 --> 01:25:22,040
Speaker 14: oh yeah, she corrected me last year.

1509
01:25:22,160 --> 01:25:23,880
Speaker 16: Not a diamond ring, a sapphire.

1510
01:25:25,040 --> 01:25:27,760
Speaker 4: She tried to kill you over over a sapphire ring. Okay,

1511
01:25:27,800 --> 01:25:29,680
Speaker 4: what did she actually like? Did like, did she like

1512
01:25:29,800 --> 01:25:32,120
Speaker 4: have a weapon of something?

1513
01:25:32,160 --> 01:25:37,559
Speaker 14: She tried to strangle me twice twice. Yeah, so we

1514
01:25:37,760 --> 01:25:40,040
Speaker 14: tussled into the kitchen. I was like, shit, this is

1515
01:25:40,040 --> 01:25:41,080
Speaker 14: actually finally happening.

1516
01:25:41,600 --> 01:25:45,440
Speaker 4: When you say okay, you said this is actually finally

1517
01:25:45,800 --> 01:25:53,280
Speaker 4: happening to I assume imply that like you're like laying

1518
01:25:53,280 --> 01:25:56,880
Speaker 4: awake from your bed, Like one of these days, I

1519
01:25:57,080 --> 01:25:59,920
Speaker 4: just get the sentence that my mom is going to

1520
01:26:00,080 --> 01:26:01,080
Speaker 4: try to kill.

1521
01:26:00,760 --> 01:26:04,840
Speaker 14: She would tell me, like she'd be like, I brought

1522
01:26:04,880 --> 01:26:07,200
Speaker 14: you in, I have the right to take you out, which.

1523
01:26:07,120 --> 01:26:13,000
Speaker 4: No, how many times how many times before she tried

1524
01:26:13,160 --> 01:26:15,840
Speaker 4: she tried? Did she like warn you that she was

1525
01:26:15,880 --> 01:26:16,679
Speaker 4: gonna try.

1526
01:26:16,479 --> 01:26:20,000
Speaker 14: To kill Okay for being really technical here, that technically

1527
01:26:20,040 --> 01:26:22,680
Speaker 14: wasn't the first time, because there was a bunch of

1528
01:26:22,720 --> 01:26:25,000
Speaker 14: other times, but that was the most direct, most direct.

1529
01:26:26,160 --> 01:26:28,639
Speaker 14: But previous to that, let's see, she tried to burn

1530
01:26:28,720 --> 01:26:31,360
Speaker 14: the house down with me in it. She kicked me

1531
01:26:31,400 --> 01:26:34,120
Speaker 14: out when I was like four, yeah, and that like

1532
01:26:34,120 --> 01:26:36,120
Speaker 14: that that that's death for a four year old.

1533
01:26:36,200 --> 01:26:39,800
Speaker 18: So you know she kicked Yeah, what did you do?

1534
01:26:39,880 --> 01:26:40,479
Speaker 7: Where did you go?

1535
01:26:40,880 --> 01:26:42,600
Speaker 14: I waited in the backyard for a minute and then

1536
01:26:42,640 --> 01:26:44,519
Speaker 14: I heard her like dead bolt the door. So I

1537
01:26:44,560 --> 01:26:47,160
Speaker 14: was like, this bitch doesn't want me. I'm going Grandma's ship.

1538
01:26:47,400 --> 01:26:49,519
Speaker 14: It's like lots of grandma's.

1539
01:26:48,960 --> 01:26:50,639
Speaker 16: And she was like, what the fuck are you doing here?

1540
01:26:51,240 --> 01:26:52,439
Speaker 16: And I was like, can I live with you?

1541
01:26:53,600 --> 01:26:56,600
Speaker 4: Man? You seem like for somebody whose mom has like

1542
01:26:56,680 --> 01:26:59,759
Speaker 4: tried to kill them, you seem so cheery and nice.

1543
01:26:59,600 --> 01:27:02,639
Speaker 16: Right now, right now? Catch me a year ago?

1544
01:27:03,439 --> 01:27:05,840
Speaker 4: No, okay, okay, So a year ago, a year ago,

1545
01:27:05,880 --> 01:27:07,519
Speaker 4: you were like really in the depths of all this

1546
01:27:07,640 --> 01:27:10,360
Speaker 4: horrible ship. Yeah, And now that a year has passed,

1547
01:27:10,400 --> 01:27:11,559
Speaker 4: you haven't talked to your mom. How do you How

1548
01:27:11,560 --> 01:27:11,960
Speaker 4: do you feel?

1549
01:27:12,000 --> 01:27:12,160
Speaker 9: Oh?

1550
01:27:12,200 --> 01:27:13,800
Speaker 16: My god, it's so much better. Like I used to

1551
01:27:13,800 --> 01:27:16,640
Speaker 16: have chronic pain. It's so manageable.

1552
01:27:16,160 --> 01:27:17,880
Speaker 4: Now for her.

1553
01:27:18,040 --> 01:27:20,400
Speaker 14: Yeah, like my anxiety is let me. I'm taking on

1554
01:27:20,479 --> 01:27:23,200
Speaker 14: depressants too. They helped us, like the nightmares, the anxiety,

1555
01:27:23,240 --> 01:27:25,280
Speaker 14: all that fun, fun stuff.

1556
01:27:25,479 --> 01:27:27,320
Speaker 16: But yeah, I don't think about it nearly as much

1557
01:27:27,320 --> 01:27:28,120
Speaker 16: anymore now too.

1558
01:27:28,160 --> 01:27:30,479
Speaker 14: And it just apparently the family knows she's full of

1559
01:27:30,479 --> 01:27:32,519
Speaker 14: shit now to so they're like, no one talked to her.

1560
01:27:32,560 --> 01:27:33,240
Speaker 16: I don't talk to her.

1561
01:27:33,280 --> 01:27:37,439
Speaker 14: Everyone's happy, okay, So so she's out of the picture.

1562
01:27:37,520 --> 01:27:40,320
Speaker 4: So do you have like family that you're close with

1563
01:27:40,520 --> 01:27:42,760
Speaker 4: now that aren't trying to kill you.

1564
01:27:44,400 --> 01:27:48,160
Speaker 14: I don't really actually trust any of my biological family, No,

1565
01:27:48,320 --> 01:27:50,800
Speaker 14: just because they saw it happening for way too long

1566
01:27:50,840 --> 01:27:53,400
Speaker 14: and the thing. So I'll talk to him everything, and

1567
01:27:53,439 --> 01:27:55,639
Speaker 14: I missed him, but it's like my chosen family.

1568
01:27:55,640 --> 01:27:57,840
Speaker 16: So my boyfriend that's here with me tonight, like we're

1569
01:27:57,880 --> 01:27:58,280
Speaker 16: a family.

1570
01:27:59,520 --> 01:28:02,719
Speaker 14: Yeah, he was with me when I picked up my stuff,

1571
01:28:03,640 --> 01:28:05,360
Speaker 14: when I picked up my stuff in the whole it

1572
01:28:05,400 --> 01:28:06,599
Speaker 14: wasn't as oh I didn't.

1573
01:28:06,400 --> 01:28:07,880
Speaker 4: Actually was he with you? Was he with you a

1574
01:28:07,960 --> 01:28:08,320
Speaker 4: year ago?

1575
01:28:08,320 --> 01:28:11,479
Speaker 14: When you Yes, it was me and our our friend

1576
01:28:11,520 --> 01:28:16,280
Speaker 14: and her boyfriend. And she wanted my address and she's

1577
01:28:16,320 --> 01:28:18,680
Speaker 14: asked in my address many times. I don't even live

1578
01:28:18,720 --> 01:28:20,400
Speaker 14: like in the same county as her anymoks and like

1579
01:28:20,439 --> 01:28:21,320
Speaker 14: she can't get in the busy.

1580
01:28:21,320 --> 01:28:23,479
Speaker 4: Can you have like a like a legal restranding order

1581
01:28:23,479 --> 01:28:23,960
Speaker 4: against her?

1582
01:28:24,120 --> 01:28:26,439
Speaker 14: No, not not yet if she's if she starts up again,

1583
01:28:26,560 --> 01:28:29,640
Speaker 14: definitely though, Like I have everything in a folder and

1584
01:28:29,680 --> 01:28:30,000
Speaker 14: I'm like.

1585
01:28:29,960 --> 01:28:34,640
Speaker 4: I'm ready, but you're ready to send after Yeah, was

1586
01:28:34,680 --> 01:28:37,759
Speaker 4: your boyfriend very supportive? When oh, yeah, that's awesome.

1587
01:28:38,000 --> 01:28:40,320
Speaker 14: It's it's crazy that we both come from very both

1588
01:28:40,360 --> 01:28:42,200
Speaker 14: of us come from very dysfunctional families, which she went

1589
01:28:42,200 --> 01:28:43,000
Speaker 14: through a lot last year.

1590
01:28:43,040 --> 01:28:47,200
Speaker 16: Just his mom died last year. I don't know if

1591
01:28:47,200 --> 01:28:48,439
Speaker 16: that's okay for me to talk about that.

1592
01:28:49,760 --> 01:28:53,960
Speaker 14: I did so so the week or week or so after,

1593
01:28:54,200 --> 01:28:56,320
Speaker 14: I went no count of my contact with my mom

1594
01:28:56,320 --> 01:28:56,880
Speaker 14: and got all my.

1595
01:28:56,800 --> 01:28:57,479
Speaker 16: Shirt out of there.

1596
01:28:57,800 --> 01:29:00,000
Speaker 14: Maybe it was like three years week she died, because

1597
01:29:00,200 --> 01:29:02,280
Speaker 14: that whole year, like the first year of COVID, she

1598
01:29:02,320 --> 01:29:03,920
Speaker 14: was actually drinking herself to death.

1599
01:29:04,240 --> 01:29:06,360
Speaker 4: Your mom, No, his mom mom.

1600
01:29:06,600 --> 01:29:10,200
Speaker 16: I'd be happy with my mom. I don't give a shit.

1601
01:29:12,360 --> 01:29:15,000
Speaker 14: But yeah, so, like it was like double whammy. So

1602
01:29:15,240 --> 01:29:18,000
Speaker 14: I'm grieving the loss of my mom, who's still alive.

1603
01:29:18,680 --> 01:29:22,280
Speaker 14: His mom passed away, Which I think it's hard to

1604
01:29:22,280 --> 01:29:24,880
Speaker 14: say who was the worst person, But I mean with

1605
01:29:24,920 --> 01:29:27,280
Speaker 14: my mom, there's like there's no line where.

1606
01:29:27,080 --> 01:29:28,439
Speaker 16: It's like, yeah, she's a good No, she was a

1607
01:29:28,479 --> 01:29:29,320
Speaker 16: terrible person all around.

1608
01:29:29,320 --> 01:29:30,400
Speaker 4: Okay, there's no redeeming.

1609
01:29:30,400 --> 01:29:32,800
Speaker 14: You can't think his mom was like the better person

1610
01:29:32,840 --> 01:29:34,240
Speaker 14: of her two moms. And we're always like, hey, at

1611
01:29:34,280 --> 01:29:37,240
Speaker 14: least we still have one mom, and so.

1612
01:29:37,400 --> 01:29:40,080
Speaker 4: Okay, So so it's been a year of no context.

1613
01:29:40,120 --> 01:29:42,280
Speaker 4: You're feeling a little bit better. But before we go,

1614
01:29:42,479 --> 01:29:45,679
Speaker 4: like what, what things in your life are like making

1615
01:29:45,720 --> 01:29:47,160
Speaker 4: you happy and chill?

1616
01:29:47,439 --> 01:29:49,640
Speaker 14: Oh my god, So we cann't get engaged now and

1617
01:29:49,680 --> 01:29:51,360
Speaker 14: not worry about anybody being like, oh.

1618
01:29:51,320 --> 01:29:55,320
Speaker 4: You guys get engaged. Yeah, we're we're not engaged yet.

1619
01:29:55,360 --> 01:29:57,960
Speaker 14: Okay, yeah, but but the fact that we can actually

1620
01:29:57,960 --> 01:30:00,479
Speaker 14: be like, hey, and everyone we tell about is happiness

1621
01:30:00,520 --> 01:30:02,760
Speaker 14: and just like fuck that guy you know.

1622
01:30:02,960 --> 01:30:05,280
Speaker 4: Oh they didn't like him. Yeah, well I like him

1623
01:30:05,320 --> 01:30:07,000
Speaker 4: a lot. I haven't met him, but he's nice.

1624
01:30:07,000 --> 01:30:07,800
Speaker 16: He's a really cool guy.

1625
01:30:07,880 --> 01:30:08,519
Speaker 4: Okay, cool.

1626
01:30:08,640 --> 01:30:08,840
Speaker 3: Yeah.

1627
01:30:08,880 --> 01:30:13,280
Speaker 14: Yeah, I'm finally considering going back to school for tattooing,

1628
01:30:13,320 --> 01:30:15,840
Speaker 14: and I finally can because my mental health is better.

1629
01:30:16,920 --> 01:30:20,120
Speaker 14: I finally learned how to drive. I'm twenty eight and

1630
01:30:20,160 --> 01:30:22,280
Speaker 14: I finally learned how to drive. I couldn't because of

1631
01:30:22,479 --> 01:30:25,240
Speaker 14: the craziness that there's another time you tried to kill me.

1632
01:30:25,400 --> 01:30:28,439
Speaker 14: So you guys in your car, Yeah, dude, constant car

1633
01:30:28,560 --> 01:30:31,040
Speaker 14: shit Like I didn't realize until actually finally started learning

1634
01:30:31,040 --> 01:30:31,360
Speaker 14: to drive.

1635
01:30:31,439 --> 01:30:32,679
Speaker 4: Are you Are you good at driving?

1636
01:30:32,800 --> 01:30:33,960
Speaker 16: I'm actually really good at driving.

1637
01:30:34,000 --> 01:30:34,760
Speaker 4: Can you drive here?

1638
01:30:35,320 --> 01:30:37,160
Speaker 16: No? No, not not like traffic yet.

1639
01:30:37,360 --> 01:30:38,880
Speaker 14: I actually I grew up out here, but I live

1640
01:30:38,960 --> 01:30:41,360
Speaker 14: like further now, so it's like calmer where I'm at,

1641
01:30:41,439 --> 01:30:43,320
Speaker 14: where it's not like, you know, good luck traffic all

1642
01:30:43,320 --> 01:30:43,639
Speaker 14: the time.

1643
01:30:43,680 --> 01:30:46,599
Speaker 4: But well, listen, good luck with the tattooing. That's awesome.

1644
01:30:46,640 --> 01:30:47,639
Speaker 4: Is there anything you want to say?

1645
01:30:47,680 --> 01:30:47,800
Speaker 12: Does?

1646
01:30:47,800 --> 01:30:55,360
Speaker 4: I don't have any questions for they awesome? What's your name? Again, Kate,

1647
01:30:55,640 --> 01:30:58,320
Speaker 4: you've ever cared everybody. Thank you for sharing that with us.

1648
01:30:58,439 --> 01:31:01,240
Speaker 4: That was you. Thank you for sharing that with us.

1649
01:31:01,280 --> 01:31:03,880
Speaker 4: That's very brave of you. I'm glad to see you.

1650
01:31:03,880 --> 01:31:09,120
Speaker 4: You're doing better. That's awesome. It's been a bricade again, awesome.

1651
01:31:09,200 --> 01:31:19,920
Speaker 4: Who else wants to talk? I haven't stood up who

1652
01:31:19,920 --> 01:31:25,200
Speaker 4: he's over the age of thirty? You come on up

1653
01:31:25,200 --> 01:31:28,560
Speaker 4: here in the in the hat. Give it up for

1654
01:31:28,600 --> 01:31:29,519
Speaker 4: this guy in the hat.

1655
01:31:31,240 --> 01:31:31,760
Speaker 7: Ah.

1656
01:31:31,800 --> 01:31:34,080
Speaker 4: Oh, he's all the You can just jump on up.

1657
01:31:34,360 --> 01:31:41,760
Speaker 4: Oh wait, oh, jump on up. Give it up for

1658
01:31:41,800 --> 01:31:45,520
Speaker 4: this guy.

1659
01:31:46,000 --> 01:31:46,439
Speaker 17: Hello.

1660
01:31:46,640 --> 01:31:49,559
Speaker 4: Hey, Hello, Hey, Hi Lyle, what's up? Man?

1661
01:31:49,840 --> 01:31:51,679
Speaker 17: It's very very nice to meet He's very.

1662
01:31:51,640 --> 01:31:53,439
Speaker 4: Very nice to meet you too. I'm having a lot

1663
01:31:53,439 --> 01:31:56,320
Speaker 4: of fun talking to people. Yeah, I know.

1664
01:31:56,479 --> 01:31:58,519
Speaker 17: There's a lot more people here, and then it looks

1665
01:31:58,560 --> 01:31:59,519
Speaker 17: like down in my seat.

1666
01:32:00,479 --> 01:32:03,240
Speaker 4: Yeah, because it's weird because normally, like I see like

1667
01:32:03,320 --> 01:32:06,719
Speaker 4: just numbers and ship like on the twitch stream and stuff.

1668
01:32:07,080 --> 01:32:09,640
Speaker 4: Every number represents an actual human being with like a

1669
01:32:09,720 --> 01:32:11,439
Speaker 4: beating heart and eyes and ship.

1670
01:32:11,760 --> 01:32:12,800
Speaker 17: That's a lot to think about.

1671
01:32:12,840 --> 01:32:14,400
Speaker 4: It's a lot to That's why I don't think about it.

1672
01:32:14,439 --> 01:32:15,360
Speaker 17: A little too high for that.

1673
01:32:15,479 --> 01:32:17,040
Speaker 4: You're little too, how high are you right now?

1674
01:32:17,439 --> 01:32:18,040
Speaker 17: Like A three?

1675
01:32:18,640 --> 01:32:21,840
Speaker 4: A three? Yeah, that sounds like a great amount of

1676
01:32:21,920 --> 01:32:23,320
Speaker 4: high to be in this very situation.

1677
01:32:23,520 --> 01:32:24,200
Speaker 17: It's changing.

1678
01:32:28,120 --> 01:32:31,479
Speaker 4: I took animals, okay, okay, so all right, so we're

1679
01:32:31,560 --> 01:32:33,720
Speaker 4: starting at a okay, so keep it. We started at

1680
01:32:33,720 --> 01:32:36,360
Speaker 4: a three, and then at the end of the conversation,

1681
01:32:36,520 --> 01:32:38,120
Speaker 4: we'll we'll uh do you do you feel? Are you

1682
01:32:38,120 --> 01:32:38,840
Speaker 4: the peaking now?

1683
01:32:39,160 --> 01:32:39,519
Speaker 16: No?

1684
01:32:39,520 --> 01:32:41,599
Speaker 17: No, Well, my fiance is gonna hate then I talked

1685
01:32:41,640 --> 01:32:41,960
Speaker 17: about this.

1686
01:32:43,400 --> 01:32:45,559
Speaker 4: Why does she Why? Why is she gonna hate that

1687
01:32:45,600 --> 01:32:48,000
Speaker 4: you talked about this, because.

1688
01:32:47,760 --> 01:32:50,080
Speaker 17: Like, we don't talk about it with our family, that

1689
01:32:50,160 --> 01:32:52,960
Speaker 17: you get high. We're getting married soon. Yeah, oh, do.

1690
01:32:52,920 --> 01:32:54,800
Speaker 4: We have another family thing going on? Do you have

1691
01:32:54,840 --> 01:32:57,200
Speaker 4: like some tension with your no, folks?

1692
01:32:57,880 --> 01:33:03,200
Speaker 17: No, I mean I'm here with my coworkers too.

1693
01:33:03,360 --> 01:33:08,360
Speaker 4: That's okay. Listen, your coworkers they know they do actually

1694
01:33:08,760 --> 01:33:10,400
Speaker 4: are they They're probably high too, aren't they.

1695
01:33:10,680 --> 01:33:15,640
Speaker 17: No. I tried. You decided to put you guys on

1696
01:33:15,680 --> 01:33:16,439
Speaker 17: the spot right now.

1697
01:33:16,680 --> 01:33:19,280
Speaker 4: I can't believe it. I who would who would not

1698
01:33:19,479 --> 01:33:22,440
Speaker 4: take weed from this guy?

1699
01:33:23,439 --> 01:33:26,519
Speaker 17: I mean, I kind of look like Jesus, I guess

1700
01:33:26,560 --> 01:33:26,880
Speaker 17: you do.

1701
01:33:28,320 --> 01:33:30,920
Speaker 4: You're exactly who I want to see when I'm like

1702
01:33:31,000 --> 01:33:32,920
Speaker 4: going on a drug trip or something like that.

1703
01:33:33,280 --> 01:33:35,120
Speaker 17: I don't know. Well, I'm really tall too, and that

1704
01:33:35,400 --> 01:33:36,320
Speaker 17: gets a lot of attention.

1705
01:33:36,760 --> 01:33:38,720
Speaker 4: Okay, So tell us what is your life like?

1706
01:33:39,120 --> 01:33:43,000
Speaker 17: Uh well, I work a lot of weird jobs. I

1707
01:33:43,080 --> 01:33:47,840
Speaker 17: work at Trader Joe's, a lot of Trader Joe's fans

1708
01:33:48,600 --> 01:33:53,479
Speaker 17: even weirder. I do flowers. I run the flower department. Okay,

1709
01:33:55,360 --> 01:33:58,280
Speaker 17: y'all need to buy your mom's flowers on Sunday?

1710
01:33:59,200 --> 01:34:01,559
Speaker 4: Oh it is, by the is that I forgot about that.

1711
01:34:02,560 --> 01:34:04,479
Speaker 17: And like a lot of people forget about that.

1712
01:34:04,720 --> 01:34:07,120
Speaker 4: Yeah, no, it's a good reminder. Do you do you

1713
01:34:07,120 --> 01:34:08,800
Speaker 4: have a good relationship with your mom?

1714
01:34:08,960 --> 01:34:09,120
Speaker 6: Yeah?

1715
01:34:09,120 --> 01:34:10,160
Speaker 17: I have a great relationship with.

1716
01:34:11,640 --> 01:34:11,840
Speaker 7: Yeah.

1717
01:34:11,920 --> 01:34:14,200
Speaker 4: Okay, So you work a lot of weird job. What's

1718
01:34:14,200 --> 01:34:16,559
Speaker 4: the weirdest job you've worked over the course of your life?

1719
01:34:17,000 --> 01:34:17,160
Speaker 3: Uh?

1720
01:34:18,280 --> 01:34:20,880
Speaker 17: Well, now, I also my coworkers. We work in a

1721
01:34:21,000 --> 01:34:26,240
Speaker 17: sign business, So we make like signs for like buildings

1722
01:34:26,320 --> 01:34:29,080
Speaker 17: and malls and stuff. Okay, and we also make like,

1723
01:34:29,720 --> 01:34:34,560
Speaker 17: you know, signs on doors, warning signs, anything.

1724
01:34:34,680 --> 01:34:37,760
Speaker 4: Warning signs. What's like the weirdest thing, Like if you

1725
01:34:38,160 --> 01:34:40,400
Speaker 4: had a what's the weirdest thing you've had to warn

1726
01:34:40,520 --> 01:34:41,800
Speaker 4: people about? On a sign.

1727
01:34:42,600 --> 01:34:45,960
Speaker 17: Well, I don't know. I just started. You just started, yeah, okay,

1728
01:34:46,080 --> 01:34:47,320
Speaker 17: I started in January.

1729
01:34:47,840 --> 01:34:49,320
Speaker 4: What what were you doing before the Signs?

1730
01:34:49,960 --> 01:34:52,760
Speaker 17: Just Trader Joe's and then I worked at Advance too.

1731
01:34:52,960 --> 01:34:53,760
Speaker 4: Oh you worked at Vans?

1732
01:34:53,960 --> 01:34:54,280
Speaker 7: Okay?

1733
01:34:54,560 --> 01:34:57,600
Speaker 4: So what why? What's caused you to like bounce to

1734
01:34:57,640 --> 01:35:00,000
Speaker 4: all the different gigs? Like do you not find one

1735
01:35:00,040 --> 01:35:01,160
Speaker 4: place that you just stay there?

1736
01:35:01,439 --> 01:35:03,599
Speaker 17: Like you said earlier with the film school thing?

1737
01:35:03,840 --> 01:35:04,839
Speaker 7: Like school?

1738
01:35:04,960 --> 01:35:06,840
Speaker 17: So I'm kind of just like finding my way in

1739
01:35:06,960 --> 01:35:09,920
Speaker 17: life and trying a bunch of different things. I've been

1740
01:35:09,920 --> 01:35:13,599
Speaker 17: a manager at a movie theater. I've done like random

1741
01:35:13,680 --> 01:35:18,639
Speaker 17: janitorial jobs pretty much anything. I've worked in the weed.

1742
01:35:18,439 --> 01:35:21,120
Speaker 4: Industry okay, the tracks.

1743
01:35:21,320 --> 01:35:24,000
Speaker 17: Yeah, I don't sell drugs or anything.

1744
01:35:25,160 --> 01:35:28,280
Speaker 4: So so tell us you see Okay, So you seem

1745
01:35:28,400 --> 01:35:31,000
Speaker 4: like you're just kind of like like what do you

1746
01:35:31,000 --> 01:35:33,280
Speaker 4: do outside of work? Do you have like hobbies?

1747
01:35:33,320 --> 01:35:36,280
Speaker 17: And yeah? But like I've been working so much. I

1748
01:35:36,320 --> 01:35:39,040
Speaker 17: was actually working at Flans, the sign Company, and Trader

1749
01:35:39,120 --> 01:35:40,479
Speaker 17: Joe's all the same time.

1750
01:35:40,520 --> 01:35:42,439
Speaker 4: How do you like schedule.

1751
01:35:42,000 --> 01:35:45,320
Speaker 17: All of that? So I said it earlier. I'm planning

1752
01:35:45,360 --> 01:35:47,720
Speaker 17: my wedding. We're getting married in October.

1753
01:35:49,400 --> 01:35:53,439
Speaker 4: Thank you, what how did you meet your fiance?

1754
01:35:54,000 --> 01:35:56,599
Speaker 17: I met her work?

1755
01:35:56,720 --> 01:35:58,360
Speaker 4: Which which which? Which one?

1756
01:35:58,600 --> 01:36:00,080
Speaker 17: Which one is?

1757
01:36:00,120 --> 01:36:00,200
Speaker 9: She?

1758
01:36:00,320 --> 01:36:02,400
Speaker 4: The Vans the Trader.

1759
01:36:03,160 --> 01:36:06,240
Speaker 17: We've been together almost seven and a half, almost eight years.

1760
01:36:06,360 --> 01:36:10,040
Speaker 17: And we met at a coffee shop. She's a baker.

1761
01:36:10,640 --> 01:36:10,920
Speaker 2: Nice.

1762
01:36:11,080 --> 01:36:13,880
Speaker 17: She was in the back. I was in the front. Uh,

1763
01:36:14,120 --> 01:36:19,000
Speaker 17: just a barista. Yeah, like super natural. It was really cool. Uh.

1764
01:36:19,120 --> 01:36:22,439
Speaker 17: We met at the dish pit talking about comic Con.

1765
01:36:23,120 --> 01:36:23,920
Speaker 4: At comic Con.

1766
01:36:24,000 --> 01:36:26,599
Speaker 17: Yeah, she was really jealous that I went I've gone

1767
01:36:26,680 --> 01:36:28,640
Speaker 17: a bunch and she was like what the fuck like?

1768
01:36:29,200 --> 01:36:33,040
Speaker 17: And she had tattoos. I have tattoos. She's really tall too.

1769
01:36:33,080 --> 01:36:35,599
Speaker 17: I don't know. Yeah, I keep referencing it, so is she?

1770
01:36:36,000 --> 01:36:37,439
Speaker 4: So you guys have been together for seven years?

1771
01:36:37,560 --> 01:36:37,840
Speaker 7: Yeah?

1772
01:36:37,880 --> 01:36:39,479
Speaker 4: What what do you think has been the key? Seven

1773
01:36:39,560 --> 01:36:41,519
Speaker 4: years a long time? What do you think is like

1774
01:36:41,560 --> 01:36:44,880
Speaker 4: the key to maintaining a relationship with that much longevity?

1775
01:36:46,479 --> 01:36:56,000
Speaker 17: Man left Field, we're really good friends. Like how we met.

1776
01:36:56,040 --> 01:36:59,559
Speaker 17: We're really naturally like I don't know if I tell

1777
01:36:59,560 --> 01:37:02,760
Speaker 17: that to a people, like you know, the classic thing

1778
01:37:02,760 --> 01:37:05,760
Speaker 17: there's like always one person for you or something like that,

1779
01:37:05,920 --> 01:37:08,040
Speaker 17: Like I actually don't believe.

1780
01:37:07,720 --> 01:37:09,640
Speaker 4: That you don't believe in like like like like the

1781
01:37:09,680 --> 01:37:10,800
Speaker 4: idea of like soul made.

1782
01:37:11,040 --> 01:37:14,519
Speaker 17: And I know this sounds so bad, but what's whatever

1783
01:37:14,640 --> 01:37:19,719
Speaker 17: to my fiance? I love you so much, Maddie, And

1784
01:37:20,200 --> 01:37:23,759
Speaker 17: like what I mean is there's so many like humans,

1785
01:37:23,840 --> 01:37:27,799
Speaker 17: Like yeah, of course we're all just beings on this planet.

1786
01:37:28,000 --> 01:37:30,599
Speaker 17: Like there's not one person.

1787
01:37:30,760 --> 01:37:31,439
Speaker 16: What do you?

1788
01:37:31,479 --> 01:37:33,719
Speaker 17: What do you links you to another person?

1789
01:37:33,840 --> 01:37:36,880
Speaker 4: Wait, so this is your explanation as to why you've

1790
01:37:36,880 --> 01:37:39,400
Speaker 4: been with So I'm gonna let you. I'm gonna let

1791
01:37:39,439 --> 01:37:42,200
Speaker 4: you get multiple layers to what you're saying. I'm gonna

1792
01:37:42,240 --> 01:37:44,320
Speaker 4: let you. I'm gonna let you finish.

1793
01:37:44,520 --> 01:37:47,960
Speaker 17: But yeah, just to make it fast, Like we met

1794
01:37:48,000 --> 01:37:49,559
Speaker 17: each other at a point in our lives that we

1795
01:37:49,560 --> 01:37:52,920
Speaker 17: were both open to finding someone that could fill that role.

1796
01:37:53,560 --> 01:37:57,080
Speaker 17: And then leading up to it, we both had like

1797
01:37:57,320 --> 01:37:59,479
Speaker 17: just ship that happened in our life that we were

1798
01:37:59,479 --> 01:38:03,080
Speaker 17: both in there for each other and we grew together.

1799
01:38:03,760 --> 01:38:04,360
Speaker 13: I like that.

1800
01:38:04,600 --> 01:38:07,840
Speaker 17: Yeah, like we had rough times, we had thank you,

1801
01:38:08,040 --> 01:38:13,320
Speaker 17: thank you. But yeah, she's not here right now. She's

1802
01:38:13,320 --> 01:38:16,280
Speaker 17: actually a sleep but she works tomorrow. She works really

1803
01:38:16,320 --> 01:38:17,200
Speaker 17: crazy hours.

1804
01:38:17,439 --> 01:38:19,400
Speaker 4: Would you are you? Have you ever talked to her

1805
01:38:19,439 --> 01:38:22,720
Speaker 4: about like you seem like you're into like polyamory. Is

1806
01:38:22,800 --> 01:38:25,599
Speaker 4: that No, No, really, because you were just going on.

1807
01:38:25,680 --> 01:38:28,280
Speaker 17: Like the kind of what I mean is like I'm

1808
01:38:28,280 --> 01:38:30,240
Speaker 17: not looking for one person. Like I have a lot

1809
01:38:30,280 --> 01:38:34,920
Speaker 17: of friends and stuff that are habitually single, and I

1810
01:38:34,960 --> 01:38:37,200
Speaker 17: haven't been because I've been putting myself out there. I've

1811
01:38:37,200 --> 01:38:40,160
Speaker 17: been putting myself in relationships. I was the kid that

1812
01:38:40,320 --> 01:38:43,200
Speaker 17: was not like early on, but I was one of

1813
01:38:43,280 --> 01:38:45,960
Speaker 17: the first of like a lot of my friends had girlfriend.

1814
01:38:46,280 --> 01:38:51,000
Speaker 4: Yeah, no offense, but real quick, real quick quick, what

1815
01:38:51,040 --> 01:38:53,519
Speaker 4: are you? How much higher are you than would?

1816
01:38:53,800 --> 01:38:53,960
Speaker 9: Yeah?

1817
01:38:54,000 --> 01:38:56,800
Speaker 4: It's going up? Okay, I could tell. I can tell

1818
01:38:56,800 --> 01:38:57,240
Speaker 4: what's going up?

1819
01:38:57,240 --> 01:39:00,280
Speaker 17: All that's like the main thing is I triple my

1820
01:39:00,360 --> 01:39:03,640
Speaker 17: words like crazy Charlie when you get high, trip of

1821
01:39:03,680 --> 01:39:03,960
Speaker 17: your words.

1822
01:39:04,360 --> 01:39:06,680
Speaker 4: Yeah, okay, you were at a three where you're like,

1823
01:39:06,840 --> 01:39:08,439
Speaker 4: take a second to think about it, to get your

1824
01:39:08,439 --> 01:39:10,719
Speaker 4: body where you're at now like a five? You're five?

1825
01:39:11,400 --> 01:39:13,280
Speaker 17: Okay, I'm sorry, guys, I'm driving.

1826
01:39:16,479 --> 01:39:18,960
Speaker 4: What what's your license plate numbers so we can all

1827
01:39:18,960 --> 01:39:19,439
Speaker 4: avoid you?

1828
01:39:19,680 --> 01:39:21,720
Speaker 17: No, don't worry, Okay, I won't release that.

1829
01:39:22,000 --> 01:39:23,639
Speaker 4: Is there anything you want to say to the people

1830
01:39:23,680 --> 01:39:26,719
Speaker 4: of the computer and this audience before we get before

1831
01:39:26,720 --> 01:39:30,680
Speaker 4: you get to six seven, eight, nine, ten. Uh.

1832
01:39:31,120 --> 01:39:33,479
Speaker 17: Apologies to anyone in my life that I may have

1833
01:39:33,560 --> 01:39:36,280
Speaker 17: embarrassed with this, but I just want to say I'm

1834
01:39:36,280 --> 01:39:37,599
Speaker 17: a huge fan of you, geg.

1835
01:39:37,640 --> 01:39:38,920
Speaker 4: I'm a huge fan of you man.

1836
01:39:40,120 --> 01:39:44,599
Speaker 17: That that honestly means so much to me. Like, I'm

1837
01:39:44,640 --> 01:39:46,360
Speaker 17: just a huge fan of the show and I found

1838
01:39:46,360 --> 01:39:50,120
Speaker 17: it very very recently. It's just something that's brought like

1839
01:39:50,680 --> 01:39:53,799
Speaker 17: light to my very busy life. Yeah, and it's something

1840
01:39:53,800 --> 01:39:56,719
Speaker 17: that I put on while I'm working and yeah.

1841
01:39:56,640 --> 01:40:00,320
Speaker 4: Just work working, Which which which job? Do you listen about?

1842
01:40:00,360 --> 01:40:01,120
Speaker 17: All of them?

1843
01:40:01,840 --> 01:40:02,040
Speaker 4: Well?

1844
01:40:02,080 --> 01:40:04,240
Speaker 17: Not why I should quit Vans last week.

1845
01:40:04,560 --> 01:40:07,599
Speaker 4: I'm honored to have my voice echoing through the halls

1846
01:40:07,640 --> 01:40:08,240
Speaker 4: of Trader Joe.

1847
01:40:08,400 --> 01:40:11,080
Speaker 17: Yeah, well no, it's just my years again.

1848
01:40:11,760 --> 01:40:13,600
Speaker 4: Give it up for Morgan, everybody.

1849
01:40:15,000 --> 01:40:16,120
Speaker 17: Should I take this sta.

1850
01:40:17,280 --> 01:40:23,160
Speaker 4: Give it over to her Morgan one more time? You

1851
01:40:23,240 --> 01:40:27,880
Speaker 4: with the glasses, Yes, you come on up here. I

1852
01:40:27,880 --> 01:40:31,400
Speaker 4: have a thing for glasses people today. Give it up

1853
01:40:31,439 --> 01:40:38,519
Speaker 4: for this glasses guy. Awesome. How are we all feeling?

1854
01:40:38,600 --> 01:40:42,960
Speaker 4: How has the evening been going? It's is fun, man,

1855
01:40:43,680 --> 01:40:46,160
Speaker 4: It's cool. It's weird because, like I said, like most

1856
01:40:46,280 --> 01:40:49,160
Speaker 4: of the time people are like, I'm like sitting alone

1857
01:40:49,200 --> 01:40:50,960
Speaker 4: at home and every one of you guys is like

1858
01:40:50,960 --> 01:40:54,120
Speaker 4: a number and now you're all like breathing onto each

1859
01:40:54,120 --> 01:40:58,439
Speaker 4: other and it's it's nice as he don't trip on

1860
01:40:58,479 --> 01:41:02,040
Speaker 4: the we had the insurance thing. That would have been

1861
01:41:02,040 --> 01:41:03,800
Speaker 4: a time to make like a guy cood joke, But

1862
01:41:03,880 --> 01:41:07,200
Speaker 4: I you won't catch Did I get sued?

1863
01:41:08,439 --> 01:41:08,639
Speaker 7: No?

1864
01:41:08,920 --> 01:41:12,479
Speaker 4: They maybe, but they don't. They don't own the character

1865
01:41:12,560 --> 01:41:15,000
Speaker 4: of the gecko. Do you think the guy co would

1866
01:41:15,080 --> 01:41:16,519
Speaker 4: sue me? No?

1867
01:41:16,600 --> 01:41:19,960
Speaker 7: I don't think. So you have a different like ip

1868
01:41:20,160 --> 01:41:26,479
Speaker 7: almost from like the Guyico gecko. I like you, Yeah,

1869
01:41:26,680 --> 01:41:28,160
Speaker 7: you're you're totally different brands.

1870
01:41:28,880 --> 01:41:29,599
Speaker 4: What's your brand?

1871
01:41:30,080 --> 01:41:30,559
Speaker 6: Uh?

1872
01:41:30,640 --> 01:41:31,080
Speaker 7: I don't know.

1873
01:41:31,240 --> 01:41:31,439
Speaker 4: Uh.

1874
01:41:32,240 --> 01:41:35,280
Speaker 7: I'm I play pinball semi professionally.

1875
01:41:39,040 --> 01:41:43,200
Speaker 4: Hell, yes, I love that semi semi okay? Is it?

1876
01:41:43,520 --> 01:41:43,600
Speaker 9: So?

1877
01:41:43,720 --> 01:41:46,040
Speaker 4: How much how much money have you made from playing noble?

1878
01:41:46,160 --> 01:41:46,439
Speaker 7: Okay?

1879
01:41:46,479 --> 01:41:49,080
Speaker 4: No, you come on money involved?

1880
01:41:49,120 --> 01:41:49,200
Speaker 9: Oh?

1881
01:41:49,280 --> 01:41:53,000
Speaker 4: No money involved? So like that's I feel like that's

1882
01:41:53,040 --> 01:41:55,759
Speaker 4: the professionally it means you make a little bit of money.

1883
01:41:55,920 --> 01:41:58,120
Speaker 4: So that's why how many points have you had?

1884
01:41:58,240 --> 01:41:58,519
Speaker 6: God?

1885
01:41:58,640 --> 01:42:00,840
Speaker 7: That's like semi that's the point of seven.

1886
01:42:01,280 --> 01:42:02,800
Speaker 4: All right, So tell us what is what is?

1887
01:42:02,920 --> 01:42:03,080
Speaker 10: Uh?

1888
01:42:03,360 --> 01:42:05,080
Speaker 4: Tell us about your semi professional pillow?

1889
01:42:05,520 --> 01:42:07,360
Speaker 7: So I used to play on a team actually with

1890
01:42:07,400 --> 01:42:12,360
Speaker 7: my girlfriends. A team. Yeah, a team. So I usually

1891
01:42:12,400 --> 01:42:14,400
Speaker 7: wear the shirt to like concerts and stuff, but they

1892
01:42:14,400 --> 01:42:18,200
Speaker 7: did in this time. Okay, but where are tilty as

1893
01:42:18,200 --> 01:42:19,639
Speaker 7: fuck or tilty is charged?

1894
01:42:20,439 --> 01:42:24,440
Speaker 4: Tilty as charged? That's the name of your pinball team?

1895
01:42:24,560 --> 01:42:24,760
Speaker 4: Is it?

1896
01:42:24,880 --> 01:42:24,960
Speaker 9: Like?

1897
01:42:25,000 --> 01:42:28,120
Speaker 4: Because of because you're like tilting the machines and you're

1898
01:42:28,120 --> 01:42:30,559
Speaker 4: not supposed to do that. It's part of the so

1899
01:42:30,640 --> 01:42:33,240
Speaker 4: you that would make you guilty, So you're tilty as charged.

1900
01:42:33,280 --> 01:42:33,920
Speaker 4: That's genius.

1901
01:42:34,360 --> 01:42:34,559
Speaker 17: Yeah.

1902
01:42:34,680 --> 01:42:37,479
Speaker 7: So we used to be like the team that had fun.

1903
01:42:37,600 --> 01:42:40,320
Speaker 7: We used to get really drunk before matches and stuff

1904
01:42:40,360 --> 01:42:40,599
Speaker 7: like that.

1905
01:42:40,800 --> 01:42:43,640
Speaker 4: Now tell me to getting drunk make you better sometimes?

1906
01:42:43,720 --> 01:42:45,880
Speaker 7: Yeah, you yeah, because it gets the nerves out. You

1907
01:42:45,880 --> 01:42:47,400
Speaker 7: don't you don't think about things as much.

1908
01:42:48,040 --> 01:42:51,640
Speaker 4: Can I be honest with you? I feel pinball seems

1909
01:42:51,400 --> 01:42:53,880
Speaker 4: like when you just like break it down, it should

1910
01:42:53,960 --> 01:42:59,040
Speaker 4: be like super easy. Yeah, it's the only two buttons

1911
01:42:59,040 --> 01:43:01,120
Speaker 4: that you can press. Yeah, and you're not really doing

1912
01:43:01,160 --> 01:43:03,160
Speaker 4: anything most of the time.

1913
01:43:03,200 --> 01:43:05,960
Speaker 7: Well, most people think like it's very like luck based

1914
01:43:06,080 --> 01:43:08,600
Speaker 7: or like just you kind of just sit there and

1915
01:43:08,640 --> 01:43:10,840
Speaker 7: like do it. Yeah, it tell us the skill, but yeah,

1916
01:43:11,080 --> 01:43:12,960
Speaker 7: you have to throw the machine. It's almost like, you know,

1917
01:43:13,080 --> 01:43:15,200
Speaker 7: like making love. You gotta kind of, you know, be

1918
01:43:15,320 --> 01:43:19,160
Speaker 7: rough with it a bit. So you gotta learn to, like,

1919
01:43:19,240 --> 01:43:21,160
Speaker 7: you know, it's okay to like rough up the machine

1920
01:43:21,200 --> 01:43:21,400
Speaker 7: a bit.

1921
01:43:21,680 --> 01:43:25,320
Speaker 4: Do you and your girlfriend like take sort of things

1922
01:43:25,320 --> 01:43:27,440
Speaker 4: you've learned from pinball into the bedroom?

1923
01:43:27,800 --> 01:43:31,559
Speaker 7: Maybe we also, you know, make bets sometimes.

1924
01:43:31,680 --> 01:43:34,080
Speaker 4: Is pinball secretly an aphrodisiac?

1925
01:43:34,720 --> 01:43:37,000
Speaker 7: Yeah, you know, because sometimes we make bets. We make

1926
01:43:37,080 --> 01:43:39,439
Speaker 7: bets and like, okay, what's gonna happen today, Like.

1927
01:43:40,960 --> 01:43:43,680
Speaker 4: You and your girlfriend make bets? Hold on, you gotta

1928
01:43:43,800 --> 01:43:44,720
Speaker 4: get into this. Yeah.

1929
01:43:44,800 --> 01:43:47,040
Speaker 7: Yeah, So like you know, we'll pick a machine like, okay,

1930
01:43:47,280 --> 01:43:50,599
Speaker 7: beatles pinball for instance, that's our favorite machine. By the way. Okay,

1931
01:43:50,800 --> 01:43:54,840
Speaker 7: so shout out to Stacky. Is that your girlfriend's name

1932
01:43:55,000 --> 01:43:58,480
Speaker 7: or her name is Stacey with an ie. So anytime

1933
01:43:58,560 --> 01:44:01,400
Speaker 7: like a robot thing will like you know, uber, you're

1934
01:44:01,400 --> 01:44:02,919
Speaker 7: now dropping off Stacky.

1935
01:44:03,360 --> 01:44:06,639
Speaker 4: Uh Like the cereal will pronounce the name sack.

1936
01:44:06,840 --> 01:44:09,599
Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah that's cue. So actually on a twitch stream, yeah,

1937
01:44:09,680 --> 01:44:11,080
Speaker 7: a big pinball aer named dead flip.

1938
01:44:12,080 --> 01:44:12,200
Speaker 4: Uh.

1939
01:44:13,000 --> 01:44:16,800
Speaker 7: I actually yelled out Stacky like really fucking loud, and

1940
01:44:16,960 --> 01:44:19,880
Speaker 7: everyone in the pinball community in Chicago calls her stacky.

1941
01:44:19,880 --> 01:44:22,320
Speaker 4: Now, can you tell us more about the pinball community?

1942
01:44:22,479 --> 01:44:23,719
Speaker 7: Sure? Yeah, yeah, of course.

1943
01:44:24,080 --> 01:44:29,200
Speaker 4: What is describe the average person in the pinball So.

1944
01:44:29,720 --> 01:44:33,599
Speaker 7: They are pretty you know, like just standard dorky people,

1945
01:44:34,080 --> 01:44:36,200
Speaker 7: I feel like, but they're really really cool. They have

1946
01:44:36,240 --> 01:44:40,400
Speaker 7: like interesting lives. I know quite a few people who

1947
01:44:40,439 --> 01:44:44,200
Speaker 7: make pinball machines now at Stern Pinball, which is still alive,

1948
01:44:44,240 --> 01:44:46,839
Speaker 7: and well Rush Pinball just got made in January.

1949
01:44:47,040 --> 01:44:49,559
Speaker 4: Do you okay, do you know people who make the machines.

1950
01:44:50,000 --> 01:44:54,120
Speaker 4: Has there ever been a time where people have corroborated

1951
01:44:54,560 --> 01:44:56,960
Speaker 4: with someone who makes the machines to like rig it

1952
01:44:57,280 --> 01:44:58,800
Speaker 4: that they would win. Has there ever been like a

1953
01:44:58,920 --> 01:44:59,840
Speaker 4: controversy like that.

1954
01:45:00,360 --> 01:45:02,800
Speaker 7: No, I don't, at least I don't know to my

1955
01:45:02,880 --> 01:45:06,000
Speaker 7: knowledge about that. But I know there's like, you know,

1956
01:45:06,479 --> 01:45:08,280
Speaker 7: people who work on the machines, you know those like

1957
01:45:08,560 --> 01:45:11,920
Speaker 7: high scores that are displayed before you, like you make one.

1958
01:45:12,040 --> 01:45:14,760
Speaker 7: Yeah right, those are typically like people's names that worked

1959
01:45:14,760 --> 01:45:17,240
Speaker 7: on it, like on Star Trek. One of my best

1960
01:45:17,280 --> 01:45:22,240
Speaker 7: friends Watson w just w yeah, he's on the pinball

1961
01:45:22,280 --> 01:45:23,559
Speaker 7: She for Star Trek because he helped make it.

1962
01:45:23,640 --> 01:45:26,360
Speaker 4: He'll tell Yeah, did you and your girlfriend meet in

1963
01:45:26,400 --> 01:45:27,439
Speaker 4: the pinball community.

1964
01:45:27,880 --> 01:45:28,800
Speaker 7: So there's a fun story.

1965
01:45:29,080 --> 01:45:31,519
Speaker 4: The pinball community a great place to go to meet

1966
01:45:31,960 --> 01:45:33,280
Speaker 4: lots of well.

1967
01:45:33,120 --> 01:45:35,839
Speaker 7: Maybe there's a couple like single people I know pinball,

1968
01:45:35,920 --> 01:45:39,160
Speaker 7: But no, we met in college. Actually she hated my

1969
01:45:39,160 --> 01:45:40,360
Speaker 7: guts when she first met me.

1970
01:45:40,520 --> 01:45:42,280
Speaker 4: Really yeah, why does she hate you?

1971
01:45:42,520 --> 01:45:43,880
Speaker 7: So that was a fun story. It used to be

1972
01:45:44,080 --> 01:45:45,439
Speaker 7: like more of a fuck boy.

1973
01:45:45,680 --> 01:45:49,479
Speaker 4: I guess you used to be a fuck what you

1974
01:45:49,479 --> 01:45:51,559
Speaker 4: would call well, well more well she.

1975
01:45:51,520 --> 01:45:54,960
Speaker 7: Would call like a fuck boy basically. Uh, Like she

1976
01:45:55,080 --> 01:45:57,800
Speaker 7: met me when I was like nineteen, like just entering

1977
01:45:57,800 --> 01:46:02,400
Speaker 7: college and just you know, just I guess horny and

1978
01:46:02,479 --> 01:46:05,200
Speaker 7: like when it's like, you know, meet women and stuff

1979
01:46:05,280 --> 01:46:07,320
Speaker 7: is like, oh, it's the college experience and me like sure,

1980
01:46:07,840 --> 01:46:11,759
Speaker 7: try stuff. But two years past she went to Germany.

1981
01:46:11,920 --> 01:46:15,799
Speaker 7: I grew up a bit. I calmed down, like learned like, okay, that's.

1982
01:46:15,760 --> 01:46:22,040
Speaker 4: You discovered pinball. That turned you into a mature person.

1983
01:46:22,400 --> 01:46:25,840
Speaker 7: Let's go with that. That sounds better. But you know,

1984
01:46:26,160 --> 01:46:28,080
Speaker 7: one thing let or another. We were, you know, looking

1985
01:46:28,120 --> 01:46:30,519
Speaker 7: for the we found the same thing. We were looking for,

1986
01:46:30,600 --> 01:46:32,640
Speaker 7: like a person to like fill that hole. And now

1987
01:46:32,640 --> 01:46:34,000
Speaker 7: we've been dating for six years.

1988
01:46:34,280 --> 01:46:36,559
Speaker 4: Oh wow, that's awesome.

1989
01:46:36,640 --> 01:46:38,160
Speaker 7: Yeah, we're moving arout here in July.

1990
01:46:38,520 --> 01:46:40,479
Speaker 4: Oh you remember where you are from Chicago?

1991
01:46:40,640 --> 01:46:40,800
Speaker 5: Yes?

1992
01:46:40,840 --> 01:46:43,479
Speaker 4: Oh right, yeah, you got too grossed out of the

1993
01:46:43,479 --> 01:46:49,439
Speaker 4: pinball stuff. Uh. So do you guys discover pinball together? Uh?

1994
01:46:49,520 --> 01:46:54,479
Speaker 7: She definitely discovered it first. We were like actually looking

1995
01:46:54,520 --> 01:46:58,479
Speaker 7: for her to get a job in Chicago. We weren't

1996
01:46:58,680 --> 01:47:00,519
Speaker 7: sure like how things were gonna, like how it ends

1997
01:47:00,520 --> 01:47:02,800
Speaker 7: we're gonna meet. But I was like, oh, yeah, I

1998
01:47:02,800 --> 01:47:03,880
Speaker 7: found this job on.

1999
01:47:04,160 --> 01:47:07,680
Speaker 4: You're like, don't worry, honey, my semi professional pinball No, no, no,

2000
01:47:08,160 --> 01:47:09,280
Speaker 4: career is taken off.

2001
01:47:09,320 --> 01:47:11,920
Speaker 7: She found it first. She found it first. She's just

2002
01:47:11,920 --> 01:47:14,080
Speaker 7: like I found this job at a barcade. I'm gonna

2003
01:47:14,080 --> 01:47:17,439
Speaker 7: I'm gonna apply, just like, oh, there's a pinball team here,

2004
01:47:17,520 --> 01:47:20,040
Speaker 7: let's join. It's like, yeah, sure you go do that.

2005
01:47:21,160 --> 01:47:23,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, so she went. So she went on her own

2006
01:47:23,080 --> 01:47:23,400
Speaker 4: and then.

2007
01:47:23,320 --> 01:47:26,280
Speaker 7: Yeah, join and then I joined like a season later.

2008
01:47:27,040 --> 01:47:30,960
Speaker 4: Okay, one, just one like quick thing, like you're the

2009
01:47:32,000 --> 01:47:41,000
Speaker 4: how much of the foundation of your relationship is pinball now?

2010
01:47:42,720 --> 01:47:44,439
Speaker 4: Kind of keeping you together like a little bit.

2011
01:47:44,560 --> 01:47:46,840
Speaker 7: No, no, I feel like we have like a good

2012
01:47:47,200 --> 01:47:51,000
Speaker 7: communication mentality, like always try working to be like better

2013
01:47:51,400 --> 01:47:54,360
Speaker 7: and then that's that's the core. But it's always like,

2014
01:47:54,400 --> 01:47:55,720
Speaker 7: you know, let's go have fun, let's go to like

2015
01:47:55,720 --> 01:47:58,120
Speaker 7: a barcade, Let's go have like, let's go to pinball.

2016
01:47:58,200 --> 01:47:59,559
Speaker 7: Let's you know, bet on some pinball.

2017
01:47:59,600 --> 01:48:02,920
Speaker 4: You know you open and openness, honesty and communication are

2018
01:48:02,920 --> 01:48:07,080
Speaker 4: the core tenants of pinball. Yeah, exactly, does a don't

2019
01:48:07,120 --> 01:48:09,880
Speaker 4: have any questions for mister pinball man before we get

2020
01:48:09,880 --> 01:48:12,880
Speaker 4: out of here? And then the whole thing. Are you

2021
01:48:12,960 --> 01:48:14,400
Speaker 4: high a little.

2022
01:48:14,120 --> 01:48:16,559
Speaker 7: Bit because somebody tried a hot box a metro car

2023
01:48:16,760 --> 01:48:19,679
Speaker 7: before I got here, So yes, a little bit of.

2024
01:48:19,240 --> 01:48:22,040
Speaker 4: A too anyone else.

2025
01:48:25,000 --> 01:48:27,080
Speaker 7: In his pinball season? Oh yeah, So it's just like

2026
01:48:27,120 --> 01:48:32,200
Speaker 7: a like a random round robin where you know, Chicago

2027
01:48:32,240 --> 01:48:35,799
Speaker 7: has like about ten eleven teams right now and actually

2028
01:48:35,840 --> 01:48:39,280
Speaker 7: we're undefeated the season, which is super awesome.

2029
01:48:39,400 --> 01:48:41,759
Speaker 4: Chicago has ten pinball teams.

2030
01:48:42,520 --> 01:48:44,360
Speaker 7: It's the pinball capital of the world.

2031
01:48:44,120 --> 01:48:47,000
Speaker 4: Baby man. Chicago has more pinball teams than they do

2032
01:48:47,120 --> 01:48:50,080
Speaker 4: like football teams. Yeah, it's a good thing to leave

2033
01:48:50,080 --> 01:48:50,360
Speaker 4: this with.

2034
01:48:50,560 --> 01:49:04,240
Speaker 12: Yeah, yeah, where is that illegal in the.

2035
01:49:09,680 --> 01:49:12,880
Speaker 7: Uh so? Yeah, there's actually some secret moves you can

2036
01:49:13,000 --> 01:49:17,040
Speaker 7: do that are illegal in pinball tournaments. There's things called

2037
01:49:17,080 --> 01:49:19,840
Speaker 7: death saves where they don't tilt the machine, but you

2038
01:49:19,920 --> 01:49:22,360
Speaker 7: save the ball from getting you know, in the in

2039
01:49:22,400 --> 01:49:29,240
Speaker 7: the hole and getting killed. Those are illegal moves. So uh,

2040
01:49:29,720 --> 01:49:35,479
Speaker 7: I like to pretend sometimes that you know there. It's not.

2041
01:49:35,720 --> 01:49:38,200
Speaker 7: There's not refs, but you almost like you know ref

2042
01:49:38,240 --> 01:49:41,360
Speaker 7: your own game. You know you have like two three four.

2043
01:49:41,439 --> 01:49:43,080
Speaker 4: What are the chances that your friend can make a

2044
01:49:43,080 --> 01:49:44,599
Speaker 4: therapy geto pinball machine?

2045
01:49:45,160 --> 01:49:50,320
Speaker 16: Uh?

2046
01:49:50,920 --> 01:49:53,759
Speaker 7: I could definitely talk to Stern about it and see.

2047
01:49:53,760 --> 01:49:54,200
Speaker 15: But I.

2048
01:49:56,240 --> 01:49:56,800
Speaker 7: See what's up?

2049
01:49:58,840 --> 01:50:02,200
Speaker 4: Anything you want to say to this, wrap us up up?

2050
01:50:03,280 --> 01:50:04,880
Speaker 4: I don't have anything you gotta need you to wrap

2051
01:50:04,920 --> 01:50:05,280
Speaker 4: us up.

2052
01:50:05,600 --> 01:50:07,680
Speaker 7: Thank you so much for having a great night with us.

2053
01:50:07,800 --> 01:50:12,080
Speaker 7: It has been a treat Midiego Orleans. Hope you all

2054
01:50:12,080 --> 01:50:12,479
Speaker 7: are well.

2055
01:50:13,920 --> 01:50:14,400
Speaker 9: I like that.

2056
01:50:15,040 --> 01:50:17,880
Speaker 4: Give it up for pinball man, give it up for

2057
01:50:17,920 --> 01:50:20,719
Speaker 4: everyone here have us there if you got go live.

2058
01:50:21,360 --> 01:50:23,040
Speaker 4: Thank you all very much for coming.

2059
01:50:24,640 --> 01:50:28,280
Speaker 18: Aye, Thank you all.

2060
01:50:29,680 --> 01:50:33,080
Speaker 4: I'll be back there talking to people selling merch, doing

2061
01:50:33,080 --> 01:50:36,080
Speaker 4: the whole nine yards. Thank you all for coming. See

2062
01:50:36,080 --> 01:50:37,400
Speaker 4: you on the internet.

2063
01:50:45,400 --> 01:50:49,160
Speaker 17: VI goes on the line thinking your song calls every night.

2064
01:50:49,520 --> 01:50:51,400
Speaker 2: The Revi goes doing his eye.

2065
01:50:51,479 --> 01:50:53,679
Speaker 4: I was teaching you cloud in the mid of your life.

2066
01:50:54,320 --> 01:50:56,240
Speaker 16: He's not really an expert.