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Speaker 1: He confession I can't take back all arms.

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Speaker 2: Mouse Speak, Texan seventy five nine two says I've been

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Speaker 2: playing in a soccer league with the same group of

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Speaker 2: dads for the last four years.

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Speaker 3: Wow, I only know three of their.

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Speaker 2: Names and it's too late to ask.

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Speaker 3: The rest now.

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Speaker 4: Hopefully they have numbers on their jerseys.

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Speaker 2: You know, we completely understand, and that's why on this

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Speaker 2: segment we don't ask for your real name, because we

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Speaker 2: know Brook's probably gonna forget it halfway through the segment anyway. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: we just let you stay completely anonymous for everyone's sake

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Speaker 2: while you share your secrets. And today one of our

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Speaker 2: listeners wants to go by the fake name Levi. So Levi,

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Speaker 2: welcome to the show.

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Speaker 1: Hello, thank you.

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Speaker 4: All right, le, so you won't be insulted if I

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Speaker 4: get your fake name wrong? Right, Okay, cool, all.

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Speaker 2: Right, Well, the voice changer is on. You are the

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Speaker 2: mass speaker. Whenever you're ready, let's hear your confession.

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Speaker 1: Okay. So, a couple of years ago, back in college,

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Speaker 1: my girlfriend was studying abroad and she went to Italy

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Speaker 1: for three months.

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Speaker 4: Fun, Please don't tell me your girlfriend is Amanda Knox

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Speaker 4: no Italy confessions.

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Speaker 2: I mean, okay, it's not the case, right, No, but

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Speaker 2: she was super excited.

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Speaker 1: I was really excited for her. And before she left,

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Speaker 1: we watched the movie The Notebook together. Oh okay, So

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Speaker 1: while she was away, I got this idea and I

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Speaker 1: bought a journal and every day, on one page, I

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Speaker 1: wrote down different things I loved about her, you know,

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Speaker 1: whatever I was thinking on memories, any any happy things.

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Speaker 4: Did she know you were doing this or you were

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Speaker 4: going to surprise her with it later?

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Speaker 1: Yes? The plan was a surpriser with it. Every day

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Speaker 1: I would write something, even though my friends gave me

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Speaker 1: a hard time. They're like, you writing in your love journalist.

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Speaker 2: Alexis you do this with your like foreign boyfriends, right

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Speaker 2: to keep little love journals about them at.

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Speaker 3: All different languages.

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Speaker 2: Yes, I'm writing all their great personalities.

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Speaker 3: But it is kind of a sweet thing. Even though

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Speaker 3: we're joking about it right now.

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Speaker 2: You've put all this thought and effort into a really

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Speaker 2: nice gift for your girlfriend, to show your thinking of

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Speaker 2: her while she's overseas.

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Speaker 3: I think that's great.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, it helped me feel like I was close to her,

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Speaker 1: and you know, like we're still talking and texting, but

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Speaker 1: you know when we're not, it's like she's there, you know,

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Speaker 1: and it's a little side project I was doing the

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Speaker 1: whole time.

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Speaker 4: Okay, and when did you plan on giving it to her?

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Speaker 1: So right when she was supposed to be back. It

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Speaker 1: was going to be her birthday, so it was like

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Speaker 1: a one two punch. I was going to give it

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Speaker 1: to her as a gift.

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Speaker 2: Okay, nice, this sounds great to be let down.

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Speaker 4: I feel like this is going to end really.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, why I think it's going to be a happy ending.

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Speaker 3: This does not add up Jeffrey by what happened LEVI.

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Speaker 1: Well, what would be a fun memory or a momento

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Speaker 1: to get her kind of got ruined because a week

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Speaker 1: before she's supposed to come back, I got a call

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Speaker 1: from her and she said, hey, I'm going to be

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Speaker 1: staying in Italy because she met a guy. O.

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Speaker 3: My god, Yeah, she.

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Speaker 2: Lexus, your boyfriend is doing.

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Speaker 3: Dude, I'm sorry, that's terrible.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean I was wrecked. It was with some

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Speaker 1: Italian dude named Camasso or something, so sometime it's passed.

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Speaker 1: And the whole time she was with him, I was

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Speaker 1: watching Instagram stories and your torturing riding on their vests.

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Speaker 4: After you stayed following her.

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Speaker 1: You're saying, yeah, I mean she didn't follow me and

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Speaker 1: I didn't unfollow her.

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Speaker 2: Cloth Yeah, I mean it is nice to have pictures

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Speaker 4: Yeah, you're just saving it and it is travelfol Yeah.

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Speaker 3: I'm sure. Yeah, that's hard.

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Speaker 1: So anyway, one of the times I popped in to

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Speaker 1: check on her Instagram recently, it turns out she's single. Okay,

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Speaker 1: So the thing is, I still have that journal, and

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Speaker 1: now I'm like, I don't know if i'd lost my

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Speaker 1: feelings for her, and you know, this was something special

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Speaker 1: that maybe if she knew about, would have changed how

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Speaker 1: things ended with us. So I'm like, do I mail

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Speaker 3: A few right?

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Speaker 2: I mean that would be like just like the movie

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Speaker 2: The Notebook, because Rachel McAdams married somebody else while he's

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Speaker 2: writing letters to some people get.

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Speaker 3: Back together later.

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Speaker 4: Listen, I know you love that movie. I can't stand it.

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Speaker 4: I think it's terrible. I picked that it is not

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Speaker 4: a good reality check for anyone when it comes to love.

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Speaker 1: That's true.

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Speaker 4: It is going to come across creepy and desperate.

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Speaker 3: You just can't get over it. You're the one that

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Speaker 3: likes reading in this room.

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Speaker 4: Bro, I've had x's leave like love letters and stop

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Speaker 4: post and it.

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Speaker 3: Is it's a big Well.

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Speaker 2: Okay, so you're you're actually considering mailing this love journal

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Speaker 2: over to your ex girlfriend in Italy so that she

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Speaker 2: could see it.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel like I want to, oh my gosh.

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Speaker 4: Better than you just unexpectedly showing up in Italy.

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Speaker 3: I'll give you that, you know, yea, And.

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Speaker 1: I wouldn't have to look at it anymore. But I

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Speaker 1: am worried about the outcome if I do send this.

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Speaker 3: Hey what if you did send it but you wrote

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Speaker 3: a note like, look, this was a long time. I

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Speaker 3: don't feel this way, but this is just for me

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Speaker 3: to get this off my jet.

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Speaker 4: So that would be a lie. It may be cathartic

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Speaker 4: for you to just ship it off, and I think

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Speaker 4: you don't. I'm just worried it's going.

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Speaker 3: To end up in the trash either, at least it's

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Speaker 3: not yours.

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Speaker 4: I feel bad, I mean I do feel for you.

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Speaker 4: That is hard.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Man, So you're you're still deciding whether or not to

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Speaker 2: send it.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm unsure, but I feel like if I send it,

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Speaker 1: the worst thing that happens is she says, Yeah, I

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Speaker 1: left you because I left you. I left you fit

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Speaker 1: the situation that happens is she says, Oh, wow, I

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Speaker 1: didn't know you were that crazy about me if I

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Speaker 1: had known to fly to Italy. Now, let's pick up

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Speaker 1: where we left off.

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Speaker 4: I mean, you have that's a thought. I know she

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Speaker 4: did stay in another country for a reason.

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Speaker 3: Stop giving up on love.

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Speaker 4: Sorry, I tried to be hopeful for you.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, good luck, Levi. Yeah, buddy, truly broken. Heart's hurt yourself.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, she's building her house by a lake right now.

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Speaker 2: Text in seven eight five nights Yeah, text in seven

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Speaker 2: eight five nights too. If you have a confession you've

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Speaker 2: been holding on to, we'll hide your identity, mask your voice,

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Speaker 2: and make you the next mass speaker.

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Speaker 3: Your phone TAP's coming up next.

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Speaker 4: Brooke and Jeffrey in the morning.