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Speaker 1: Hello, folks, This is Lyle here. I just wanted to

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Speaker 1: drop in at the beginning of the podcast because so,

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Speaker 1: as you guys know, this podcast is basically audio highlights

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Speaker 1: from a twitch stream that I do every Monday, Wednesday

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Speaker 1: and Friday at nine pm Eastern Standard time on twitch

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Speaker 1: dot tv slash Lyle forever. And this podcast has calls

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Speaker 1: sort of Frankenstein's together from three different streams, but two

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Speaker 1: I know it's complicated. All I wanted to do was

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Speaker 1: come on here at the beginning of this podcast. I'll

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Speaker 1: let you guys know that throughout this post podcast. If

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Speaker 1: you ever hear me say mention anything about like, oh

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Speaker 1: at some point later, stuff that's just making no sense.

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Speaker 1: This is just me right here letting you know, just

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Speaker 1: ignore it. But regardless, ignoring that, this is still a

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Speaker 1: great episode of lots of good calls. It was interesting

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Speaker 1: to record some of these calls with no live chat

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Speaker 1: feel more intimate, you know. I mean, at the end

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Speaker 1: of the day, this is a podcast and it's recorded anyway,

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Speaker 1: It's not like the live stream. So yeah, does anyone

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Speaker 1: Should we just get into it? This is a good one.

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Speaker 1: Take a listen. Thanks for listening to the pod. I

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Speaker 1: appreciate you guys very much. By the way, if you

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Speaker 1: have any thoughts about the podcast, any comments, any questions,

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Speaker 1: can sort of get that live feedback from people. So please,

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Speaker 1: listeners of the Therapy Gecko podcast. If you have any comments, questions, concerns, feedback,

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Speaker 1: whatever it is, please send me an email an email

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Speaker 1: at Lyle forever and Ever at gmail dot com. That's

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Speaker 1: Lyle forever and Ever at gmail dot com. L Y

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Speaker 1: L E f O R e v e r A

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Speaker 1: N D e v e r at gmail dot com.

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Speaker 1: I would love to hear from you anyway, enough of this,

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Speaker 1: enough of me. Sorry, If you know none of this

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Speaker 1: makes any fucking sense. Let's get into the thing.

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Speaker 2: Weekend goes on the line, taking your phone calls every

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Speaker 2: nine everything. Kid goes to teaching you.

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Speaker 3: All from Norah.

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Speaker 1: Wait, Nora, we just spoke before, didn't we?

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Speaker 4: Oh my god? Hi, No, we've never spoken. I've been

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Speaker 4: calling for hours, like the whole time.

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Speaker 1: Interesting, we've ever spoke. I feel like I talked to

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Speaker 1: a Nora recently. Don't know. Maybe Norah is becoming a

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Speaker 1: more popular name. Do you know a lot of other Noras?

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Speaker 1: I do not, So it's up Norah tell me everything.

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Speaker 1: Why is this insane?

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Speaker 5: I'm a huge fan, and I'm very nervous right now.

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Speaker 1: I appreciate that I don't be nervous. Look, it's just

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Speaker 5: Does it weird to be in the gek costume but

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Speaker 6: So well, that's good.

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Speaker 5: I appreciate having your attention.

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Speaker 1: That is meaningful, of course, of course, So what can

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Speaker 5: Oh god, I I don't know. I really didn't think

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Speaker 5: this was like my I've called like two hundred times.

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Speaker 5: So is there like a question tonight that you're asking everybody?

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Speaker 1: And so was this I was working at a rehab facility.

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Speaker 1: Something you always wanted to do? Was that your goal?

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Speaker 5: Kind of I've always had I've always had a desire

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Speaker 5: The first thing you said? Definitely, I I didn't think

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Speaker 5: It doesn't work out for everybody.

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Speaker 5: And I thought that that would affect me too much

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Speaker 1: But you know, do you consider yourself optimistic?

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Speaker 5: Definitely not for myself maybe for other people, like I

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Speaker 1: Why do you think that is?

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Speaker 1: The reason I'm asking is because you know, this thing

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Speaker 1: Well you said, well, you said you are. You said

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Speaker 5: It definitely does. I mean it changes kind of the

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Speaker 5: you know, I majored in social work and so you see,

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Speaker 5: really this past year, I feel like I have seen

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Speaker 5: But in some of my classes, I'm just learning about

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Speaker 5: these systems that it feels like they were never meant

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Speaker 5: And I've i've you know, had these thoughts for quite

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Speaker 1: But you know, but when you say the system, do

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Speaker 1: you mean the system of the of the rehab.

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Speaker 5: I like my job, and you know, it is a company,

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Speaker 5: I do think that I'm sorry, there's a siren going around.

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Speaker 1: Does that because because you could look at you because

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Speaker 1: You could look at that two different ways. Yeah, you

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Speaker 1: could look at that. You could be like, the systems

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Speaker 1: Or you could feel sort of, you know, inspired, systems

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Speaker 1: You know, my, my, you know, I know we have

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Speaker 1: of individualistic, and I believe that you, as an individual,

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Speaker 1: are presented every day with opportunities to help out. I mean, no,

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Speaker 1: you're not gonna no, you're not going to solve poverty

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Speaker 1: whatever you can do to help out in your own

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Speaker 10: And I do believe that.

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Speaker 5: I do believe that, you know, making a difference however

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Speaker 9: That people face.

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Speaker 1: You know what, I always got to think about this

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Speaker 11: No, she just does crazy things that probably wouldn't be

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Speaker 1: Do you? I'm not a do you. I'm not a

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Speaker 11: That's true, Toche.

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Speaker 1: Fact, actually being insane might help her be a gecko.

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Speaker 1: Well, just to just to sort of wrap that thing

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Speaker 1: she chooses. That that I think is a better use

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Speaker 1: a coal in the fire, but don't don't be steering

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Speaker 1: the boat. Okay, Well, listen, man, thank you so much

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Speaker 11: Appreciate you.

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Speaker 1: GETO you two men. I know Chat's gonna meme on

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Speaker 1: that guy, Tom. Tom. Yeah, how are you Tom?

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Speaker 6: I'm doing well?

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Speaker 1: Tom? Are you like, are you British or something?

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Speaker 6: I'm Australian.

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Speaker 1: Are you calling from Australia or did you move from

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Speaker 1: Australia to beautiful where in America.

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Speaker 6: The home of the Brave.

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Speaker 1: Let me ask you something, do you do you really

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Speaker 6: I would say so. I wouldn't say that the guns

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Speaker 1: You are you a brave person? Do you feel like

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Speaker 6: I feel like I'm more brave since I've been in America.

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Speaker 1: Really, And how do you think that even happens? Why

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Speaker 6: I know, I think it's a culture thing. I think

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Speaker 6: I think we have no guns?

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Speaker 1: Is that is that it? You just want a gun?

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Speaker 6: I don't think that's it?

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Speaker 1: Are you and beyond? Do you just like not? Are

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Speaker 6: Not really, because I haven't thought of it like that.

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Speaker 6: You're asking me questions that I have to think about

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Speaker 6: I feel like it's a it's a brain stimulator. It's

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Speaker 6: Moved to America four years ago to go to school,

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Speaker 6: to go to university.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and what do you currently study at university?

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Speaker 1: Studying? Teaching? Do you I like asking these questions now

442
00:26:16,080 --> 00:26:18,400
Speaker 1: to teachers? Do you feel like you know things?

443
00:26:19,880 --> 00:26:26,080
Speaker 6: No? I feel like teachers no more than students. But

444
00:26:26,840 --> 00:26:30,959
Speaker 6: it gets to a point where where the student becomes

445
00:26:31,000 --> 00:26:31,520
Speaker 6: a teacher.

446
00:26:34,359 --> 00:26:37,000
Speaker 1: Now, how do you what are you supposed to teach?

447
00:26:37,040 --> 00:26:37,959
Speaker 1: If you don't know anything?

448
00:26:39,440 --> 00:26:42,879
Speaker 6: Well, I wouldn't say you don't know anything, but you

449
00:26:42,960 --> 00:26:45,199
Speaker 6: might know a little more than someone else on a

450
00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:48,720
Speaker 6: certain subject where you definitely definitely don't know at all.

451
00:26:49,920 --> 00:26:51,960
Speaker 1: Do you have any subjects in which you feel like

452
00:26:52,000 --> 00:26:53,439
Speaker 1: you know more than the average person?

453
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Speaker 6: Oh, I mean I would say so, like what I

454
00:27:05,880 --> 00:27:09,120
Speaker 6: would say, classes that I took, things I learned about

455
00:27:09,160 --> 00:27:11,399
Speaker 6: like talking to people. Communications.

456
00:27:12,840 --> 00:27:15,119
Speaker 1: Okay, so you feel like you know more about communication

457
00:27:15,280 --> 00:27:16,439
Speaker 1: than the average person.

458
00:27:17,640 --> 00:27:21,320
Speaker 6: I think I might know more than those people aren't teaching,

459
00:27:21,359 --> 00:27:23,080
Speaker 6: because that's my goal is to teach them.

460
00:27:24,640 --> 00:27:27,520
Speaker 1: Do you don't do I teach?

461
00:27:28,359 --> 00:27:30,360
Speaker 6: Yeah, do you teach? Do you teach lessons?

462
00:27:31,040 --> 00:27:37,000
Speaker 1: No? I'm stupid, gabble by, But what did you say?

463
00:27:37,080 --> 00:27:39,760
Speaker 1: You know, it's interesting you said that like all you

464
00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:41,520
Speaker 1: have to know, all you have to do is no

465
00:27:41,840 --> 00:27:46,960
Speaker 1: more than the person you're teaching, which in theory is true,

466
00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:53,399
Speaker 1: Like theoretically a fourth grader would be a fantastic third

467
00:27:53,400 --> 00:27:56,359
Speaker 1: grade teacher, but it doesn't work like that.

468
00:27:58,160 --> 00:27:58,600
Speaker 6: Why not.

469
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Speaker 1: I don't know, Well, I guess because you have to

470
00:28:04,560 --> 00:28:08,359
Speaker 1: know how to teach. But I always feel like, like,

471
00:28:08,440 --> 00:28:12,119
Speaker 1: if you're trying to learn something, you want to be

472
00:28:12,200 --> 00:28:15,760
Speaker 1: taught it not by like the master, because the master

473
00:28:17,800 --> 00:28:20,920
Speaker 1: thinks about the thing in two complex of a way

474
00:28:22,040 --> 00:28:25,880
Speaker 1: two that for you to understand. But if you take

475
00:28:25,920 --> 00:28:31,399
Speaker 1: advice or or lessons from someone who's like one step

476
00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:34,679
Speaker 1: ahead of you, like they they they can pull you

477
00:28:34,760 --> 00:28:35,200
Speaker 1: up to that.

478
00:28:35,160 --> 00:28:38,160
Speaker 6: One step right right, But if they're trying to pull

479
00:28:38,200 --> 00:28:41,640
Speaker 6: you up ten steps, it's a little bit of a bridge,

480
00:28:41,640 --> 00:28:42,640
Speaker 6: a little bit of a gap.

481
00:28:43,120 --> 00:28:46,360
Speaker 1: The arms aren't that long, right, right.

482
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Speaker 6: I see, we get that. So I think that a

483
00:28:49,720 --> 00:28:52,160
Speaker 6: fourth grade teacher would be a perfect grade teacher.

484
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Speaker 1: M Let me add, so are you so you. You

485
00:28:57,600 --> 00:28:59,360
Speaker 1: know you're in university, you're going to be a teacher.

486
00:28:59,600 --> 00:29:02,200
Speaker 1: Do you feel like kids are gonna like rip on

487
00:29:02,280 --> 00:29:03,680
Speaker 1: you for your Australian accent?

488
00:29:04,720 --> 00:29:06,040
Speaker 6: Oh, it's happened many a time.

489
00:29:08,480 --> 00:29:10,880
Speaker 1: I think I think people are gonna like think you're

490
00:29:10,960 --> 00:29:11,920
Speaker 1: very cool because of it.

491
00:29:13,280 --> 00:29:17,160
Speaker 6: They do, but they always ask, you know, sometimes they

492
00:29:17,160 --> 00:29:21,880
Speaker 6: don't understand what I'm saying. Let kind of cuss a

493
00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:22,720
Speaker 6: little bit too much.

494
00:29:23,880 --> 00:29:24,720
Speaker 1: You cuss too much?

495
00:29:25,440 --> 00:29:29,480
Speaker 6: Yeah, in Australia. Good see the sea word is a

496
00:29:29,480 --> 00:29:30,720
Speaker 6: compliment in Australia.

497
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Speaker 1: Really.

498
00:29:32,680 --> 00:29:32,920
Speaker 13: Yeah.

499
00:29:33,200 --> 00:29:36,600
Speaker 6: It's like if I was to call someone a count,

500
00:29:37,120 --> 00:29:39,000
Speaker 6: it's like they're my friend. But if I was to,

501
00:29:39,960 --> 00:29:42,480
Speaker 6: you know, call them mate, it's kind of like I'm

502
00:29:43,040 --> 00:29:44,720
Speaker 6: being a little aggressive towards them.

503
00:29:45,600 --> 00:29:47,000
Speaker 1: Would you consider me your cunt?

504
00:29:48,360 --> 00:29:50,200
Speaker 6: Yeah, i'd say you're a pretty good cunt.

505
00:29:51,120 --> 00:29:52,240
Speaker 1: I think you're a good cunt too.

506
00:29:53,240 --> 00:29:56,840
Speaker 6: That's that's perfect, that's perfect.

507
00:29:57,240 --> 00:29:58,160
Speaker 1: What did you say? Your name was?

508
00:29:59,120 --> 00:29:59,440
Speaker 6: Tom?

509
00:30:00,120 --> 00:30:01,640
Speaker 1: There's a pleasure talking to you, Tom. You have good

510
00:30:01,640 --> 00:30:01,880
Speaker 1: rest of.

511
00:30:01,840 --> 00:30:03,560
Speaker 6: The night, you too, Brother.

512
00:30:05,040 --> 00:30:10,320
Speaker 4: Paul from Emma Emma call into the show, call into

513
00:30:10,360 --> 00:30:10,720
Speaker 4: the show.

514
00:30:11,640 --> 00:30:12,920
Speaker 3: No way, that's crazy.

515
00:30:13,560 --> 00:30:15,480
Speaker 1: Sorry, why are you sorry?

516
00:30:15,560 --> 00:30:15,720
Speaker 3: Hi?

517
00:30:16,800 --> 00:30:18,200
Speaker 4: No, my dad was just walking in.

518
00:30:18,280 --> 00:30:19,880
Speaker 10: At the same time, I was answering the call.

519
00:30:19,880 --> 00:30:20,880
Speaker 4: I was talking to him.

520
00:30:21,040 --> 00:30:23,040
Speaker 1: Can't talk to him?

521
00:30:23,400 --> 00:30:30,920
Speaker 4: You want to talk to my dad? Yeah, this guy,

522
00:30:30,920 --> 00:30:31,760
Speaker 4: I'm on the phone list.

523
00:30:31,880 --> 00:30:33,160
Speaker 10: I'm talking to your dad.

524
00:30:35,520 --> 00:30:36,520
Speaker 4: He didn't want to talk to you.

525
00:30:36,680 --> 00:30:37,600
Speaker 5: I'm sorry.

526
00:30:38,400 --> 00:30:40,680
Speaker 10: The therapy ghet go, I'm sorry to drag you into this.

527
00:30:41,440 --> 00:30:45,080
Speaker 1: Well, you' sorry'd be sorry.

528
00:30:44,400 --> 00:30:45,760
Speaker 10: Because he's confused.

529
00:30:45,760 --> 00:30:47,120
Speaker 4: He has no idea what's going on here.

530
00:30:47,160 --> 00:30:49,520
Speaker 1: But confusion is not necessarily always a bad thing. It's

531
00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:51,000
Speaker 1: not something that, you know, I think you would need

532
00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:54,400
Speaker 1: to apologize for, unless if he actively doesn't like confusion,

533
00:30:54,720 --> 00:30:56,680
Speaker 1: and he's made that clear, and you're bringing him into

534
00:30:56,680 --> 00:30:58,240
Speaker 1: something that you know he actively doesn't like.

535
00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:00,840
Speaker 14: Ohm that true?

536
00:31:01,840 --> 00:31:10,160
Speaker 1: Let me talk to your dad. Heillo, Hey, how's it going? Man?

537
00:31:11,120 --> 00:31:11,680
Speaker 13: Okay?

538
00:31:12,400 --> 00:31:14,440
Speaker 1: Okay? I like you know what okay is. You know

539
00:31:14,480 --> 00:31:17,000
Speaker 1: what I like about you saying okay when I said hello,

540
00:31:17,360 --> 00:31:21,000
Speaker 1: is that it's an acceptance. It's a cautious acceptance, and

541
00:31:21,040 --> 00:31:23,200
Speaker 1: it's keying me into how you feel about being in

542
00:31:23,240 --> 00:31:27,400
Speaker 1: this situation. More than you just saying hello. You said okay.

543
00:31:28,160 --> 00:31:30,080
Speaker 1: You let me into how you're feeling. And I feel

544
00:31:30,080 --> 00:31:32,160
Speaker 1: like I'm a little bit closer to you, after you've

545
00:31:32,160 --> 00:31:34,920
Speaker 1: displayed that level of vulnerability with me. I like that.

546
00:31:35,120 --> 00:31:37,080
Speaker 1: I feel like we're in a good place now. We've

547
00:31:37,160 --> 00:31:39,720
Speaker 1: laid ourselves out a good foundation to have a conversation.

548
00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:43,480
Speaker 13: Why am I talking to you?

549
00:31:44,480 --> 00:31:46,720
Speaker 1: What do you mean by why are you talking to me?

550
00:31:47,720 --> 00:31:48,400
Speaker 8: I don't know.

551
00:31:49,800 --> 00:31:54,520
Speaker 11: The guy from.

552
00:31:54,240 --> 00:31:55,840
Speaker 1: I know, but that's such an interesting I know, but

553
00:31:55,920 --> 00:31:59,000
Speaker 1: that's such an interesting question that you just posed. Why

554
00:31:59,040 --> 00:32:00,080
Speaker 1: are you talking to me?

555
00:32:03,640 --> 00:32:06,920
Speaker 13: Well, yeah, that's the question. Why why am I talking

556
00:32:06,960 --> 00:32:11,680
Speaker 13: to you? I don't know why my talks talk to your.

557
00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:12,960
Speaker 1: Right, But like I mean, couldn't you I mean, theoretically

558
00:32:13,040 --> 00:32:14,720
Speaker 1: you could kind of say that about like you know,

559
00:32:14,760 --> 00:32:17,800
Speaker 1: a lot of you know, you could ask why endlessly?

560
00:32:18,600 --> 00:32:20,680
Speaker 1: Like you know, I mean, who who's let me ask

561
00:32:20,720 --> 00:32:21,560
Speaker 1: you some what's your name?

562
00:32:23,880 --> 00:32:24,200
Speaker 6: Mike?

563
00:32:25,280 --> 00:32:27,840
Speaker 1: Mike? Mike? You just got home? Right?

564
00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:29,440
Speaker 13: Yes?

565
00:32:29,800 --> 00:32:30,320
Speaker 1: From where?

566
00:32:32,720 --> 00:32:33,400
Speaker 13: From Missouri?

567
00:32:33,840 --> 00:32:38,400
Speaker 1: From Missouri? Did you talk to anyone in Missouri today? Yeah?

568
00:32:40,760 --> 00:32:43,720
Speaker 13: Uh yeah, I've talked to several people in Missouri today.

569
00:32:43,880 --> 00:32:46,600
Speaker 1: So every single let me, okay, Mike, listen, every single

570
00:32:46,640 --> 00:32:49,680
Speaker 1: person you talk to in Missouri. You might not remember

571
00:32:49,800 --> 00:32:52,960
Speaker 1: every single person you talked to, but do you think

572
00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:56,760
Speaker 1: that you could give a reason as to, like a

573
00:32:56,840 --> 00:33:00,680
Speaker 1: definitive reason as to why you talk talked to every

574
00:33:00,720 --> 00:33:01,840
Speaker 1: single one of those people.

575
00:33:05,240 --> 00:33:10,560
Speaker 13: Uh yeah, well I was buying some insecticide at the

576
00:33:10,680 --> 00:33:19,640
Speaker 13: hardware start and you know, six ninety five, and I said,

577
00:33:19,640 --> 00:33:20,120
Speaker 13: thank you.

578
00:33:21,680 --> 00:33:23,880
Speaker 1: Okay, So you talked to them because you needed something

579
00:33:23,920 --> 00:33:27,400
Speaker 1: from them.

580
00:33:27,640 --> 00:33:29,560
Speaker 13: Yeah, I suppose I didn't really even need to speak

581
00:33:29,600 --> 00:33:32,000
Speaker 13: to him. I just you know, thanks.

582
00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:34,640
Speaker 1: Do you remember the last person that you talked to

583
00:33:35,520 --> 00:33:38,719
Speaker 1: for a reason other than you you they worked at

584
00:33:38,720 --> 00:33:43,120
Speaker 1: a store and you needed something from them?

585
00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:44,040
Speaker 13: Uh?

586
00:33:44,120 --> 00:33:45,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, who was that?

587
00:33:47,680 --> 00:33:49,760
Speaker 13: I talked to my son because I wanted to talk

588
00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:50,160
Speaker 13: to him.

589
00:33:51,200 --> 00:33:53,040
Speaker 1: Okay, So you talked to something because you wanted to

590
00:33:53,040 --> 00:33:54,440
Speaker 1: talk to him.

591
00:33:55,240 --> 00:33:56,200
Speaker 13: Yeah.

592
00:33:56,240 --> 00:33:58,200
Speaker 1: Why why did you want to talk to your son.

593
00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:01,280
Speaker 13: Because I like talking to him?

594
00:34:01,920 --> 00:34:07,640
Speaker 1: Okay, because to talk to your son?

595
00:34:08,440 --> 00:34:10,720
Speaker 13: Yeah?

596
00:34:10,800 --> 00:34:12,080
Speaker 1: Do you do you have friends?

597
00:34:14,320 --> 00:34:14,560
Speaker 13: Yes?

598
00:34:14,719 --> 00:34:17,640
Speaker 1: I have friends, okay, and you talk to them because

599
00:34:17,680 --> 00:34:19,480
Speaker 1: they bring you joy to talk to.

600
00:34:21,800 --> 00:34:22,200
Speaker 13: Normally.

601
00:34:22,360 --> 00:34:25,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, all right, So you have like co workers

602
00:34:25,680 --> 00:34:28,520
Speaker 1: and bosses and stuff, and I assume you talk to

603
00:34:28,560 --> 00:34:31,800
Speaker 1: them because you need to to perform your job to

604
00:34:31,880 --> 00:34:35,239
Speaker 1: make money.

605
00:34:35,640 --> 00:34:37,080
Speaker 13: Well, yeah, so.

606
00:34:37,120 --> 00:34:39,200
Speaker 1: This is I feel like we're I mean this Mike,

607
00:34:39,239 --> 00:34:44,360
Speaker 1: I feel like we're in a very interesting situation right now, where,

608
00:34:45,360 --> 00:34:46,960
Speaker 1: like you know, you have all these people in your

609
00:34:46,960 --> 00:34:49,239
Speaker 1: life that you have a reason as to why you're

610
00:34:49,239 --> 00:34:53,000
Speaker 1: talking to them, But here you are with me and

611
00:34:53,080 --> 00:34:56,759
Speaker 1: you don't know why you're talking to me. Isn't that

612
00:34:56,840 --> 00:34:58,960
Speaker 1: kind of an interesting territory to be in. I'm the

613
00:34:59,000 --> 00:35:02,279
Speaker 1: only person. I might be the only person in the

614
00:35:03,160 --> 00:35:03,920
Speaker 1: life at all.

615
00:35:04,000 --> 00:35:06,520
Speaker 13: I was handed at the phone. This guy wants doctor.

616
00:35:06,560 --> 00:35:09,359
Speaker 1: No I might. I know it's extrame why I know,

617
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:11,560
Speaker 1: But that's the I might be the only person in

618
00:35:11,600 --> 00:35:13,759
Speaker 1: your entire life that you are talking to that you

619
00:35:13,800 --> 00:35:16,160
Speaker 1: don't have a reason to talk to. Isn't that kind

620
00:35:16,160 --> 00:35:16,800
Speaker 1: of interesting?

621
00:35:19,760 --> 00:35:21,759
Speaker 13: Your daughter a reason to talk to you?

622
00:35:21,840 --> 00:35:27,800
Speaker 3: Hold on, Mike, Hi, Nope, it's Emma the daughter.

623
00:35:35,160 --> 00:35:48,120
Speaker 14: Hello, Hello, I'm here.

624
00:35:47,920 --> 00:35:52,080
Speaker 3: Can I hear you now?

625
00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:52,839
Speaker 1: I'm here.

626
00:35:52,920 --> 00:36:01,960
Speaker 3: I'm here, Okay, Hi, Jesus, I'm here. I just wanted

627
00:36:01,960 --> 00:36:03,880
Speaker 3: to tell you about my little music boxes.

628
00:36:04,280 --> 00:36:05,160
Speaker 10: That's all I wanted.

629
00:36:05,440 --> 00:36:08,680
Speaker 1: I'm so disappointed, Mike. We could have, you know, I

630
00:36:08,680 --> 00:36:10,480
Speaker 1: don't you know. I don't need Mike to have had

631
00:36:10,520 --> 00:36:13,680
Speaker 1: a beautiful moment with him. I don't need his I

632
00:36:13,680 --> 00:36:16,680
Speaker 1: don't need him to have had that moment. I had

633
00:36:16,680 --> 00:36:20,439
Speaker 1: that moment alone, you know, and Mike, Mike missed out

634
00:36:20,480 --> 00:36:23,040
Speaker 1: on an opportunity to have that beautiful moment with me,

635
00:36:24,560 --> 00:36:26,960
Speaker 1: And you know that's his loss. That's his loss.

636
00:36:28,719 --> 00:36:28,920
Speaker 13: You know.

637
00:36:32,040 --> 00:36:35,600
Speaker 1: I'm sure he has his reasons, and for the benefit

638
00:36:35,640 --> 00:36:37,560
Speaker 1: of Mike, I think he should open his heart a

639
00:36:37,600 --> 00:36:41,319
Speaker 1: little bit more to you know. I mean, we had

640
00:36:41,360 --> 00:36:42,719
Speaker 1: no reason to talk to each other.

641
00:36:44,040 --> 00:36:46,000
Speaker 4: No, none, none at all.

642
00:36:49,080 --> 00:36:53,560
Speaker 1: Why would you not? Why would you not want in

643
00:36:53,600 --> 00:36:57,080
Speaker 1: your life? When you ever when you talk to is like, what, guys,

644
00:36:57,080 --> 00:36:59,480
Speaker 1: I'm talking to you because I'm doing a Twitch show?

645
00:37:00,320 --> 00:37:04,320
Speaker 1: Did I do? Is my life? Work stuff? So I

646
00:37:04,400 --> 00:37:06,200
Speaker 1: have a reason to talk to you. And I guess

647
00:37:06,239 --> 00:37:07,919
Speaker 1: I had a reason to talk to Mike as well,

648
00:37:08,400 --> 00:37:11,000
Speaker 1: because I thought it would be interesting for the stream

649
00:37:11,040 --> 00:37:13,919
Speaker 1: that I'm doing. But Mike had no reason at all

650
00:37:14,000 --> 00:37:16,640
Speaker 1: to talk to me, and I thought that that was interesting.

651
00:37:19,400 --> 00:37:21,680
Speaker 3: Maybe maybe the opposite.

652
00:37:21,719 --> 00:37:25,680
Speaker 1: But you yeah, but no, nobody, no, Ema, No one understands.

653
00:37:25,960 --> 00:37:28,360
Speaker 1: I'm looking at the chat. Everyone's like, no, it's not interesting.

654
00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:31,080
Speaker 1: I'm alone here. But I don't care. I don't care

655
00:37:31,120 --> 00:37:33,040
Speaker 1: if no one agrees with me. Emma. I think it's

656
00:37:33,080 --> 00:37:35,919
Speaker 1: a little interesting that Mike has no reason to talk

657
00:37:35,960 --> 00:37:36,160
Speaker 1: to me.

658
00:37:39,880 --> 00:37:42,880
Speaker 3: Okay, sure I agree with you now, definitely.

659
00:37:42,600 --> 00:37:45,000
Speaker 1: No, you don't. I actually agree with I would rather

660
00:37:45,040 --> 00:37:47,120
Speaker 1: you disagree with me than fake agree with me.

661
00:37:48,040 --> 00:37:52,680
Speaker 3: I'm sorry, I really I don't know. This wasn't the

662
00:37:52,680 --> 00:37:54,400
Speaker 3: point of the call, and now I'm nervous.

663
00:37:54,440 --> 00:37:59,600
Speaker 1: What do you mean? What do you Everyone SUPs? Everyone

664
00:37:59,680 --> 00:38:03,400
Speaker 1: saw sessed with points. Everyone's so obsessed with reasons, Emma,

665
00:38:03,840 --> 00:38:06,759
Speaker 1: just when you're on the phone with a gecko, all

666
00:38:06,840 --> 00:38:11,120
Speaker 1: reason and points have been thrown in the garbage. Am

667
00:38:11,120 --> 00:38:13,960
Speaker 1: I the only sane person left on the earth?

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Speaker 8: Oh?

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Speaker 14: Maybe?

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Speaker 1: Oh my god? Thank you for letting me talk to

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Speaker 1: your father, Emma.

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Speaker 4: Thanks you welcome.

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Speaker 14: I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I don't know either, But that's I like that. I

675
00:38:45,640 --> 00:38:47,600
Speaker 1: don't that now that you don't have to know everything.

676
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Speaker 9: Okay, yeah, it's fine.

677
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Speaker 4: You don't need to know my music boxes.

678
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Speaker 14: It's fine, Emma.

679
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Speaker 1: Dear Emma, thank you so much for calling. I'll talk

680
00:39:03,360 --> 00:39:04,120
Speaker 1: to you again soon.

681
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Speaker 3: All right, Thank you.

682
00:39:07,040 --> 00:39:09,840
Speaker 1: Emma. Had such a good opportunity. Yes, and me, Emma

683
00:39:09,840 --> 00:39:13,960
Speaker 1: could have gone. You know, look, points, I hate points.

684
00:39:17,440 --> 00:39:24,560
Speaker 1: Drop all your points, drop all your expectations. Drop all

685
00:39:24,560 --> 00:39:28,440
Speaker 1: your preconceived notions, go along with what's happening in the moment.

686
00:39:28,520 --> 00:39:34,200
Speaker 1: Emma all from Hello.

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Speaker 9: Hi, oh one second, Hi, how are you?

688
00:39:39,280 --> 00:39:44,200
Speaker 1: What's your name? Laura? Dlaura? Okay, Dallaura. Nobody could hear

689
00:39:44,239 --> 00:39:46,920
Speaker 1: this part except for me because I had you playing

690
00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:50,640
Speaker 1: through the wrong output. But there was a completely different

691
00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:53,600
Speaker 1: person who called in on your behalf.

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Speaker 9: Yeah, sorry, that was my partner. This is my second

693
00:39:58,160 --> 00:40:02,480
Speaker 9: time trying to like, this is my second time listening

694
00:40:02,520 --> 00:40:06,560
Speaker 9: to Gecko, and he had gone on last week, so

695
00:40:07,239 --> 00:40:08,680
Speaker 9: he helped me get on this week.

696
00:40:10,520 --> 00:40:13,040
Speaker 1: Because he knew because he had successfully gotten on the

697
00:40:13,040 --> 00:40:17,680
Speaker 1: line the previous week, he knew that the secret tools

698
00:40:17,719 --> 00:40:19,759
Speaker 1: and tricks of the of the trade to help you

699
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Speaker 1: achieve in his footsteps.

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Speaker 9: I think we just got lucky.

701
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Speaker 1: Interesting. But his name it was the Damascus.

702
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Speaker 9: My name, Oh no, Dalaura, but Damascus Damascus would be cool,

703
00:40:41,120 --> 00:40:41,680
Speaker 9: would be cool.

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Speaker 1: I've always liked the name Dante.

705
00:40:44,640 --> 00:40:47,880
Speaker 9: Yeah, me too, not in the name Dante is kind

706
00:40:47,920 --> 00:40:53,520
Speaker 9: of cool. I think I think Virgil is a good

707
00:40:53,600 --> 00:40:54,080
Speaker 9: name too.

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Speaker 1: How did you and your partner meet?

709
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Speaker 9: We met through a Dungeons and Dragons game mutual part

710
00:41:06,800 --> 00:41:10,040
Speaker 9: A little bit of both. I guess we met through

711
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Speaker 9: a mutual friend and it was long distance for a while,

712
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Speaker 9: and then we just moved in together last.

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Speaker 1: Year to a to a good place, to a dungeon

714
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Speaker 1: with a dragon. Uh.

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Speaker 9: Well, he played dungeons and dragons all the time. I

716
00:41:29,239 --> 00:41:32,560
Speaker 9: don't play it so much anymore, but like I mean,

717
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Speaker 9: East Coast, there's always dungeons around here.

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Speaker 1: How much did your house cost?

719
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Speaker 9: Well, we're living in an apartment right now, so it

720
00:41:41,800 --> 00:41:46,600
Speaker 9: costs about like thirteen hundred a month for a two bedroom,

721
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Speaker 9: two baths.

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Speaker 1: Thirteen hundred a month. That's pretty good between you know,

723
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Speaker 1: two people.

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Speaker 9: Yeah, yeah, it Sully is. Yeah, we're both fully employed school. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: What's the strangest thing you own.

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Speaker 9: Currently? There are a few things that we own. Well,

727
00:42:08,960 --> 00:42:12,560
Speaker 9: I own like a little jar of teeth I got

728
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Speaker 9: from an oddity shop, like human molars.

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00:42:21,200 --> 00:42:23,719
Speaker 1: Okay, a little thing of teeth that you got from

730
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Speaker 1: an oddity shop. And what was it when you saw

731
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Speaker 1: these teeth? What about them? Spoke to you?

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Speaker 9: Honestly? I had just I took the vial and like

733
00:42:36,600 --> 00:42:39,040
Speaker 9: clinked it together, and I don't know, I just like

734
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Speaker 9: a sound that And I used to be like I

735
00:42:42,719 --> 00:42:45,040
Speaker 9: used to study for registered dental assisting.

736
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Speaker 1: Do you now how would you feel if and how

737
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Speaker 1: old are the teeth that you that you purchased.

738
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Speaker 9: I'm not sure they look like they could be of

739
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Speaker 9: this century.

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Speaker 1: Do you believe that the person whose teeth they are

741
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Speaker 1: consented to having their teeth owned by a lady one

742
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Speaker 1: day in her house and her two better apartments.

743
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Speaker 9: I don't know about that because as the because I

744
00:43:18,440 --> 00:43:23,759
Speaker 9: do know this from from being an intern at a

745
00:43:23,800 --> 00:43:28,920
Speaker 9: general practice, Like I've done extractions before, like I've assisted

746
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Speaker 9: on them. After the extraction is done, the patient has

747
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Speaker 9: the opportunity to take the tooth with them if they

748
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Speaker 9: want to. But like sometimes, like the office that I

749
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Speaker 9: worked at, specifically collected teeth in order to give them

750
00:43:50,200 --> 00:43:56,920
Speaker 9: back to like surrounding universities and stuff so that students

751
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Speaker 9: could work on them.

752
00:43:58,480 --> 00:44:02,640
Speaker 1: Or you could get your teeth pulled out and then

753
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Speaker 1: take your tooth and sell it to like a weird

754
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Speaker 1: person who likes to collect strange teeth things for a

755
00:44:12,480 --> 00:44:15,040
Speaker 1: lot of money. You could set up your own army,

756
00:44:15,560 --> 00:44:17,040
Speaker 1: or you could sell it to one another. How did

757
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Speaker 1: it get into the to the to the possession of

758
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Speaker 1: the oddity.

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Speaker 9: Shop that's a good question. That audity shop is out

760
00:44:24,480 --> 00:44:27,279
Speaker 9: in Pennsylvania. They had a lot of other stuff like

761
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Speaker 9: actual like human skulls and taxidermy and stuff like that.

762
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Speaker 1: Listen before we go, Dante, how would you feel? This

763
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Speaker 1: is what I've been dying to ask you this entire conversation,

764
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Speaker 1: but I keep getting in distracted. How would you feel

765
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Speaker 1: if one day your teeth were in the possession of

766
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Speaker 1: a stranger who was like centuries older than you.

767
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Speaker 9: If there were, okay a century older than me, in

768
00:45:01,200 --> 00:45:04,200
Speaker 9: what way are they a vampire? Or it's just been said?

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Speaker 1: And imagine the teeth that you possess being possessed by

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Speaker 1: a lady who just looks exactly like you. After you're dead, Well.

771
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Speaker 9: Well I hope that they take care of them at least,

772
00:45:20,239 --> 00:45:22,520
Speaker 9: so I mean, if I'm dead, I guess it doesn't

773
00:45:22,520 --> 00:45:27,960
Speaker 9: really matter, like by centuries by now, like my brain

774
00:45:28,040 --> 00:45:31,000
Speaker 9: is turned into mush and then I've completely slept off

775
00:45:31,000 --> 00:45:34,560
Speaker 9: in this mortal coil, so they can keep my teeth.

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Speaker 1: If I'm dead, then it doesn't really matter. Very wise

777
00:45:39,719 --> 00:45:41,560
Speaker 1: worse to leave us with. Thank you very much, Daisy,

778
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Speaker 1: you have a good rest of the night.

779
00:45:43,800 --> 00:45:44,279
Speaker 11: Thank you.

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00:45:48,080 --> 00:45:51,560
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Speaker 1: the calls.

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Speaker 6: Kyle, Kyle, Hello.

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Speaker 12: Hey, hey, Hey, how's it going?

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Speaker 1: How's it going? I mean, what does that even mean?

795
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Speaker 13: You know?

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Speaker 12: Well, I mean I did previously hear you answer, and

797
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Speaker 12: I forgot about it. So that's that's the reason I asked.

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Speaker 1: No, I'm not asking the reason for you asking the question.

799
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Speaker 1: I'm asking what you believe the question means, how is

800
00:47:14,040 --> 00:47:17,200
Speaker 1: it going? No, I feel like I know the reason

801
00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:19,080
Speaker 1: for your asking of the question. I feel like you

802
00:47:19,120 --> 00:47:23,600
Speaker 1: asked the question and a good faith effort to you know,

803
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Speaker 1: sort of get the ball rolling on a conversation, which

804
00:47:26,680 --> 00:47:30,920
Speaker 1: I appreciate. But I'm merely asking what you believe. The

805
00:47:31,400 --> 00:47:36,240
Speaker 1: question itself means.

806
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Speaker 12: I'm not that intellectual, so I necessary I can't really

807
00:47:40,200 --> 00:47:41,600
Speaker 12: stay why.

808
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Speaker 1: I don't think you have. It's just you don't have

809
00:47:45,560 --> 00:47:50,240
Speaker 1: to be an intellectual. I'm asking your own personal opinion.

810
00:47:50,239 --> 00:47:52,560
Speaker 1: You don't have to be an intellectual to tell me

811
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Speaker 1: what you think. You know?

812
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Speaker 12: This is extremely hard for me. What I'm never in

813
00:48:02,400 --> 00:48:04,520
Speaker 12: this nowhere I'm being asked.

814
00:48:05,920 --> 00:48:10,560
Speaker 1: What? Yeah, I don't know, You're not you never can you?

815
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Speaker 1: Can you finish that sentence? You're never in a situation

816
00:48:12,520 --> 00:48:14,960
Speaker 1: where you're being asked where.

817
00:48:14,719 --> 00:48:19,239
Speaker 12: I'm being asked, what do you think? How do you how?

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Speaker 12: How are you means?

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Speaker 1: M hm?

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Speaker 14: Yep?

821
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Speaker 1: Do people not often ask you for your thoughts?

822
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Speaker 11: Well?

823
00:48:27,680 --> 00:48:29,080
Speaker 13: No, that's that's not true.

824
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Speaker 1: You've just never been in a situation in which someone

825
00:48:33,120 --> 00:48:35,960
Speaker 1: has asked you what you think? The question how are

826
00:48:36,000 --> 00:48:36,839
Speaker 1: you means.

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Speaker 11: Yes or no?

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Speaker 1: How's it going? I like that, you like what the

829
00:48:46,800 --> 00:48:48,279
Speaker 1: question of how it's going? How's it going?

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Speaker 14: Yep?

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Speaker 12: Yep, that's way better.

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Speaker 1: What do you think it means?

833
00:48:53,239 --> 00:48:53,359
Speaker 7: Uh?

834
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Speaker 12: Because I mean it's it's truly good or bad?

835
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Speaker 1: Would you feel more comfortable if you were in a

836
00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:02,239
Speaker 1: position in which you were asking questions that you have

837
00:49:02,920 --> 00:49:06,720
Speaker 1: previously been asked before? Because you say that you're feeling

838
00:49:06,800 --> 00:49:11,000
Speaker 1: uncomfortable because I'm asking you a question that you've never

839
00:49:11,080 --> 00:49:13,120
Speaker 1: been asked before, or you've never been in a situation

840
00:49:13,160 --> 00:49:16,319
Speaker 1: which you've been asked that question. But then what good

841
00:49:16,360 --> 00:49:18,160
Speaker 1: is this conversation going to be if I only ask

842
00:49:18,280 --> 00:49:21,280
Speaker 1: you questions that you're that you've been asked before.

843
00:49:26,480 --> 00:49:27,919
Speaker 12: Well, let's let's get it going.

844
00:49:28,400 --> 00:49:29,560
Speaker 13: Give me one that I've never heard.

845
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Speaker 1: What do you think? How's it going mean?

846
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Speaker 12: Okay, well, it means how is it going? Is it

847
00:49:39,080 --> 00:49:42,080
Speaker 12: going well? Or is it going bad?

848
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Speaker 1: What does it referred to.

849
00:49:45,760 --> 00:49:46,080
Speaker 5: Life?

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Speaker 12: In my situation?

851
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Speaker 1: Okay, all right, so that's that was your answer? Is

852
00:49:51,840 --> 00:49:54,479
Speaker 1: it means how is your life going?

853
00:49:56,680 --> 00:49:56,759
Speaker 7: It?

854
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Speaker 12: I mean it could be it could be how's your

855
00:49:59,800 --> 00:50:01,680
Speaker 12: day going? I guess I could have phrased it better.

856
00:50:03,200 --> 00:50:05,680
Speaker 1: Okay, Well, no, it's no, No, it's there's you didn't

857
00:50:05,719 --> 00:50:09,759
Speaker 1: do anything wrong. You're interpreting. Don't interpret me asking you

858
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Speaker 1: what you think this question means? As I am unsatisfied

859
00:50:14,760 --> 00:50:17,120
Speaker 1: with the question, it's not. I'm not judging the question

860
00:50:17,320 --> 00:50:22,520
Speaker 1: as bad or good. I'm merely asking you what you

861
00:50:22,840 --> 00:50:25,920
Speaker 1: think the question means. I'm not saying that you did anything.

862
00:50:26,000 --> 00:50:29,839
Speaker 1: You know, don't I would. I hate that you're being like, oh,

863
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Speaker 1: I could have done something better, so you didn't do

864
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Speaker 1: anything wrong. I'm just asking you what you thought the

865
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Speaker 1: question meant.

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Speaker 12: Yeah, I really don't know.

867
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Speaker 1: You don't know, but I think you do. You know,

868
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Speaker 1: were you were there just now, you were saying like

869
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Speaker 1: it could be what your now your day is going.

870
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Speaker 1: You were articulating your thoughts on it, so you do know.

871
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Speaker 12: Yep, yeah, I guess I do understand.

872
00:50:58,960 --> 00:51:04,640
Speaker 1: Okay, So what you think it means?

873
00:51:04,680 --> 00:51:06,760
Speaker 12: Just how it is? Just how's it going today?

874
00:51:08,320 --> 00:51:09,560
Speaker 1: What's the strangest thing? You know?

875
00:51:10,800 --> 00:51:12,759
Speaker 12: The strangest thing I own? I was thinking about this,

876
00:51:12,840 --> 00:51:15,160
Speaker 12: and I mean honestly, the strangest thing I own is

877
00:51:15,200 --> 00:51:18,840
Speaker 12: a an all black rubikscube. I really can't think of much.

878
00:51:20,200 --> 00:51:21,680
Speaker 1: In all black rubic scube.

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00:51:22,360 --> 00:51:24,880
Speaker 12: Yeah, it's very easy to solve, also very hard to solve.

880
00:51:25,520 --> 00:51:27,800
Speaker 1: Very easy to solve, also very hard. Is it different

881
00:51:27,840 --> 00:51:28,840
Speaker 1: shades of black?

882
00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:33,920
Speaker 12: Nope, it's just black.

883
00:51:35,480 --> 00:51:37,279
Speaker 1: See you say you're not an intellectual. But this is

884
00:51:37,400 --> 00:51:42,920
Speaker 1: an interesting philosophical question here. I feel like is an

885
00:51:43,000 --> 00:51:46,719
Speaker 1: all blacks rub an is a Rubic's cube that is

886
00:51:46,840 --> 00:51:51,000
Speaker 1: all one color, easy to solve or hard to solve.

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00:51:51,960 --> 00:51:52,440
Speaker 13: It's both.

888
00:51:52,680 --> 00:51:54,719
Speaker 12: As what I'm saying, it could take you hours to solve.

889
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Speaker 12: It could take you sixteen seconds.

890
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Speaker 1: I don't even think it would take you sixteen seconds. See,

891
00:52:00,960 --> 00:52:02,880
Speaker 1: you're you, see you think I'm mind fucking you, but

892
00:52:02,880 --> 00:52:11,160
Speaker 1: you're mind sucking me right now with this, with this query, I'm.

893
00:52:10,960 --> 00:52:15,480
Speaker 12: Telling you it has legitimately taken me five minutes to

894
00:52:15,719 --> 00:52:22,200
Speaker 12: solve it one time. And I've and I've done it before,

895
00:52:22,239 --> 00:52:24,920
Speaker 12: That's what I'm saying. Like you haven't. You haven't done

896
00:52:24,920 --> 00:52:26,239
Speaker 12: it before. It could take you two and a half

897
00:52:26,320 --> 00:52:26,759
Speaker 12: hours to do.

898
00:52:27,000 --> 00:52:31,439
Speaker 1: Okay, So how do you do? You understand what you're

899
00:52:31,640 --> 00:52:32,759
Speaker 1: posing to me right now?

900
00:52:34,760 --> 00:52:37,160
Speaker 12: I do. That's why I brought it up.

901
00:52:38,280 --> 00:52:38,640
Speaker 1: Okay.

902
00:52:38,920 --> 00:52:41,120
Speaker 12: That is the strangest thing I'd ever heard of.

903
00:52:42,239 --> 00:52:43,520
Speaker 1: It's an all black Rubies cube.

904
00:52:44,719 --> 00:52:47,399
Speaker 13: Pitch black, pitch black, yep.

905
00:52:48,400 --> 00:52:50,520
Speaker 1: And how are you?

906
00:52:50,719 --> 00:52:51,040
Speaker 8: How do you?

907
00:52:51,080 --> 00:52:54,560
Speaker 1: How do you solve it?

908
00:52:54,560 --> 00:52:56,960
Speaker 12: It's taken me a long time. I've owned it for

909
00:52:57,000 --> 00:53:02,560
Speaker 12: three years. I've had other people mix it up. I've

910
00:53:02,560 --> 00:53:05,920
Speaker 12: mixed it up. I have seen other people solve it.

911
00:53:05,960 --> 00:53:10,560
Speaker 12: I've also solved it. It's just uh, I mean, at

912
00:53:10,560 --> 00:53:11,760
Speaker 12: this point it's a muscle memory.

913
00:53:11,880 --> 00:53:17,840
Speaker 1: But this has taken such a turn. This has taken

914
00:53:17,920 --> 00:53:24,560
Speaker 1: such a turn because you just started off you thinking

915
00:53:24,560 --> 00:53:26,480
Speaker 1: that I'm mind fucking you by asking you what you

916
00:53:26,520 --> 00:53:28,640
Speaker 1: think how's it going is? And now you're mind fucking

917
00:53:28,680 --> 00:53:33,120
Speaker 1: me supremely with this Rubik's cube. But I don't know

918
00:53:33,160 --> 00:53:35,440
Speaker 1: if you are intentionally trying to mind fuck me or

919
00:53:35,440 --> 00:53:41,080
Speaker 1: if you have just mind fucked me naturally.

920
00:53:42,040 --> 00:53:44,080
Speaker 12: I mean, you're you're almost mind sucking me again.

921
00:53:44,680 --> 00:53:45,640
Speaker 1: How am I mind fucking you?

922
00:53:46,160 --> 00:53:47,520
Speaker 12: You really just put me in a loop here?

923
00:53:52,120 --> 00:53:54,239
Speaker 1: Chat? Can anyone explain what's going on here?

924
00:53:56,400 --> 00:53:58,840
Speaker 12: This guy says I'm doing a bit. That's no I'm.

925
00:53:58,640 --> 00:53:59,319
Speaker 13: Telling you, I don't know.

926
00:53:59,360 --> 00:54:01,160
Speaker 1: I don't think you're a bit. I don't think you're

927
00:54:01,160 --> 00:54:09,160
Speaker 1: doing a bit, all right? You know part of me here,

928
00:54:09,160 --> 00:54:11,160
Speaker 1: I'm gonna I'm gonna give you some honest truth here.

929
00:54:11,480 --> 00:54:13,640
Speaker 1: As I believe what's your.

930
00:54:13,640 --> 00:54:17,600
Speaker 12: Name again, my name is Kyle.

931
00:54:16,920 --> 00:54:21,120
Speaker 1: I believe that I could dive deeper into this pitch

932
00:54:21,160 --> 00:54:26,200
Speaker 1: black Rubb's cube and find something that gives some sort

933
00:54:26,200 --> 00:54:29,640
Speaker 1: of an explanation for it. But I've been reluctant to

934
00:54:29,680 --> 00:54:33,279
Speaker 1: do that because I think it's funnier to not have

935
00:54:33,320 --> 00:54:36,239
Speaker 1: any information about it. But I'm at a point where

936
00:54:36,239 --> 00:54:39,400
Speaker 1: I think the only way forward in this conversation is

937
00:54:39,600 --> 00:54:43,000
Speaker 1: to pry deeper into this black ruby scube.

938
00:54:45,239 --> 00:54:47,799
Speaker 6: Yeah, how so how do you.

939
00:54:47,880 --> 00:54:50,520
Speaker 1: Solve a Rubik's cube that's all one color?

940
00:54:54,719 --> 00:54:59,800
Speaker 12: It's not much different than a standard rubikscube. Out of

941
00:55:00,560 --> 00:55:04,879
Speaker 12: it is completely solved. Yes, So you do a couple,

942
00:55:05,000 --> 00:55:07,200
Speaker 12: you know, you a bunch of rotations. You get it

943
00:55:07,200 --> 00:55:11,520
Speaker 12: going left, right, up down one side, you move it,

944
00:55:11,560 --> 00:55:13,720
Speaker 12: the other side, you move it, and then it's completely

945
00:55:13,840 --> 00:55:19,840
Speaker 12: you know, mixed up. From there, there is a sequence

946
00:55:19,880 --> 00:55:22,040
Speaker 12: of what you can do to once again put it

947
00:55:22,120 --> 00:55:23,560
Speaker 12: back into the state it came in.

948
00:55:25,440 --> 00:55:32,000
Speaker 1: And I think, Okay, So the solved state of the

949
00:55:32,080 --> 00:55:34,920
Speaker 1: Rubics cube, the state of the rublescube that is defined

950
00:55:34,960 --> 00:55:39,719
Speaker 1: as it being solved, is whatever state it was in

951
00:55:39,960 --> 00:55:41,400
Speaker 1: when it came in the box.

952
00:55:42,600 --> 00:55:42,799
Speaker 13: Yep.

953
00:55:45,960 --> 00:55:51,120
Speaker 1: And so do you have record of what the state

954
00:55:51,160 --> 00:55:53,000
Speaker 1: of the Rubics cube was when it was in the box.

955
00:55:53,800 --> 00:55:54,960
Speaker 12: No, it's all my feel.

956
00:55:56,320 --> 00:55:58,360
Speaker 1: I just know so you could you just know you

957
00:55:58,440 --> 00:55:59,080
Speaker 1: just feel.

958
00:56:02,000 --> 00:56:02,200
Speaker 11: Yeah.

959
00:56:05,160 --> 00:56:08,640
Speaker 1: Interesting, that sounds extremely hard.

960
00:56:10,120 --> 00:56:13,200
Speaker 12: You're telling me, man, it's it's one color.

961
00:56:14,400 --> 00:56:15,520
Speaker 1: I know it's one color.

962
00:56:15,600 --> 00:56:17,200
Speaker 12: I don't think you get it. It's black.

963
00:56:17,600 --> 00:56:20,080
Speaker 1: No, I get it, all black, yes.

964
00:56:19,960 --> 00:56:21,360
Speaker 12: Every side, every square?

965
00:56:28,560 --> 00:56:28,799
Speaker 14: Mind?

966
00:56:28,840 --> 00:56:32,840
Speaker 1: Fuck? What did you say? Name was Kyle?

967
00:56:33,239 --> 00:56:33,560
Speaker 14: My name?

968
00:56:33,719 --> 00:56:34,560
Speaker 12: My name is Kyl Yas.

969
00:56:35,320 --> 00:56:38,480
Speaker 1: Thank you for calling Kyle, Thank you for having me.

970
00:56:38,560 --> 00:56:46,520
Speaker 3: Last, of course, Paul from Nichole Nichel.

971
00:56:48,920 --> 00:56:52,680
Speaker 1: Hello, what's that Nichole? Hi?

972
00:56:52,840 --> 00:56:53,520
Speaker 15: How's that going?

973
00:56:58,120 --> 00:57:02,920
Speaker 1: How's it going? It's going good. I'm feeling I'm feeling

974
00:57:02,960 --> 00:57:06,399
Speaker 1: a better. I'm feeling a little bit more energetic right now.

975
00:57:06,440 --> 00:57:08,040
Speaker 1: I feel like I caught a little bit of a

976
00:57:08,040 --> 00:57:14,239
Speaker 1: second wind. I'm looking around. It's uh, you know, it's

977
00:57:14,239 --> 00:57:18,320
Speaker 1: a classic Monday night at the stage in in my

978
00:57:18,440 --> 00:57:23,000
Speaker 1: life in which I am a gecko on the computer.

979
00:57:23,280 --> 00:57:27,480
Speaker 15: And hey, that's good stuff. You got people watching.

980
00:57:27,600 --> 00:57:32,240
Speaker 1: So there are people watching and listening and calling in

981
00:57:32,320 --> 00:57:36,439
Speaker 1: and you are one of them, Nicole, And what's up?

982
00:57:36,560 --> 00:57:36,880
Speaker 14: Tell me?

983
00:57:37,080 --> 00:57:39,880
Speaker 15: I've been watching you past like hour and a half.

984
00:57:39,960 --> 00:57:41,680
Speaker 15: So it's good to finally talk to you.

985
00:57:42,080 --> 00:57:43,880
Speaker 1: Good to fine talk to Is this the first time

986
00:57:43,920 --> 00:57:44,680
Speaker 1: watching the stream?

987
00:57:47,040 --> 00:57:49,400
Speaker 15: No, I've actually watched a couple of times, but this

988
00:57:49,560 --> 00:57:51,240
Speaker 15: is my first time trying to call in.

989
00:57:51,440 --> 00:57:56,800
Speaker 1: So, mhm, is there anything like in particular, Nicole, that

990
00:57:58,080 --> 00:57:59,360
Speaker 1: you wanted to talk about here?

991
00:58:01,640 --> 00:58:02,080
Speaker 3: I don't know.

992
00:58:02,240 --> 00:58:04,960
Speaker 15: I guess nothing in particular. I just thought it'd be

993
00:58:05,000 --> 00:58:08,880
Speaker 15: pretty cool to kind of talk to you and I

994
00:58:08,880 --> 00:58:11,320
Speaker 15: don't know, just kind of see what's racking your brain?

995
00:58:11,400 --> 00:58:12,200
Speaker 15: What's racking mind?

996
00:58:13,800 --> 00:58:15,360
Speaker 1: Well, what do you think is racking your brain?

997
00:58:17,640 --> 00:58:18,440
Speaker 12: Oh?

998
00:58:18,600 --> 00:58:18,920
Speaker 8: You know what?

999
00:58:19,040 --> 00:58:21,440
Speaker 15: I have so many people listening to me right now?

1000
00:58:23,760 --> 00:58:28,880
Speaker 1: Are you referring to are you referring to the people

1001
00:58:28,920 --> 00:58:31,360
Speaker 1: watching the stream? Yeah?

1002
00:58:31,600 --> 00:58:38,000
Speaker 15: You know, it's it's definitely interesting to I don't know,

1003
00:58:38,080 --> 00:58:41,320
Speaker 15: I guess just say something and know that people are listening.

1004
00:58:42,280 --> 00:58:47,040
Speaker 1: I've i've actually ever since. I've actually pretty quickly into

1005
00:58:47,080 --> 00:58:50,360
Speaker 1: doing this. I got used to, uh forgetting that everyone

1006
00:58:50,480 --> 00:58:55,000
Speaker 1: was there. I never think about the fact that everyone,

1007
00:58:55,160 --> 00:58:57,000
Speaker 1: like what, I don't think about the fact that my

1008
00:58:57,080 --> 00:59:01,040
Speaker 1: words are being broadcasted to other people. Right now, I

1009
00:59:01,080 --> 00:59:03,360
Speaker 1: feel sort of alone, because if I thought too heavily

1010
00:59:03,400 --> 00:59:06,760
Speaker 1: about that, I think I would have to second guess

1011
00:59:06,800 --> 00:59:08,880
Speaker 1: every single thing that I said, and that would be

1012
00:59:08,920 --> 00:59:09,280
Speaker 1: no fun.

1013
00:59:09,360 --> 00:59:14,280
Speaker 15: Oh definitely, Hey, that definitely makes sense.

1014
00:59:14,680 --> 00:59:16,560
Speaker 1: What's the strangest thing you own?

1015
00:59:18,560 --> 00:59:18,760
Speaker 12: Oh?

1016
00:59:19,240 --> 00:59:28,040
Speaker 15: So I actually collect animal bones. M I say that

1017
00:59:28,040 --> 00:59:29,720
Speaker 15: that's pretty strange to some people.

1018
00:59:30,600 --> 00:59:34,200
Speaker 1: Is there an animal bone in particular that is the

1019
00:59:34,240 --> 00:59:35,840
Speaker 1: crowning jewel of your collection?

1020
00:59:38,760 --> 00:59:41,440
Speaker 15: Yeah? Actually I have the red cage of a hawk.

1021
00:59:41,560 --> 00:59:44,720
Speaker 15: I also have the skull too, So that's pretty cool.

1022
00:59:45,440 --> 00:59:47,600
Speaker 1: You have the ripe cage of a hawk.

1023
00:59:48,360 --> 00:59:48,760
Speaker 4: I do.

1024
00:59:50,240 --> 00:59:53,160
Speaker 1: I feel like the page of a hawk is like

1025
00:59:53,400 --> 00:59:58,680
Speaker 1: an ingredient to make a potion of some kind, you know,

1026
00:59:58,920 --> 01:00:03,920
Speaker 1: like feather of a extinct bird, the reap cage of

1027
01:00:03,960 --> 01:00:08,880
Speaker 1: a hawk, the tear of a Child's something like that.

1028
01:00:10,200 --> 01:00:12,280
Speaker 15: I would, I would say so, But for me, I

1029
01:00:12,360 --> 01:00:14,040
Speaker 15: just kind of have it up in my room and

1030
01:00:14,040 --> 01:00:17,320
Speaker 15: I look at it every day and I'm like, that's

1031
01:00:17,320 --> 01:00:18,880
Speaker 15: that's pretty neat. And that's there.

1032
01:00:22,080 --> 01:00:24,080
Speaker 1: What got you into collecting animal bones?

1033
01:00:25,640 --> 01:00:34,200
Speaker 15: That'll probably my grandma. So I live in Arizona, and

1034
01:00:34,760 --> 01:00:36,919
Speaker 15: so we've got a lot of desert around here. It's

1035
01:00:36,960 --> 01:00:41,120
Speaker 15: not much to do in Arizona but go on hikes.

1036
01:00:41,160 --> 01:00:53,600
Speaker 1: So have you personally killed any of the animals whose

1037
01:00:53,640 --> 01:00:54,360
Speaker 1: bones you own?

1038
01:00:55,480 --> 01:00:55,800
Speaker 14: Oh?

1039
01:00:55,840 --> 01:00:59,800
Speaker 15: My god, No, no, no, I just find them and

1040
01:01:01,720 --> 01:01:04,600
Speaker 15: I don't know my grandma kind of taught me like,

1041
01:01:04,640 --> 01:01:07,919
Speaker 15: it's kind of just a way of respecting them after death.

1042
01:01:10,360 --> 01:01:12,040
Speaker 15: I mean, I guess leaving them there would also be

1043
01:01:12,360 --> 01:01:13,160
Speaker 15: respecting them.

1044
01:01:13,640 --> 01:01:18,040
Speaker 1: But interesting, how Yes, Because as I was, I'm curious,

1045
01:01:18,120 --> 01:01:21,840
Speaker 1: how is collecting them supposed to be respectful?

1046
01:01:25,240 --> 01:01:28,120
Speaker 15: I guess the way that she was trying to get

1047
01:01:28,120 --> 01:01:30,400
Speaker 15: at it, and the way that I try to explain

1048
01:01:30,480 --> 01:01:35,600
Speaker 15: myself so that I don't sound super weird, is it's

1049
01:01:35,600 --> 01:01:37,880
Speaker 15: just kind of a way of honoring something that used

1050
01:01:37,880 --> 01:01:41,880
Speaker 15: to be alive, you know, just having it up, walking

1051
01:01:41,920 --> 01:01:44,479
Speaker 15: past it like, hey, that's you know, you're still cool,

1052
01:01:44,560 --> 01:01:45,400
Speaker 15: You're still loved.

1053
01:01:48,760 --> 01:01:50,800
Speaker 1: See this is interesting. This harkens me back to the

1054
01:01:51,000 --> 01:01:52,720
Speaker 1: all I think it was the very first call of

1055
01:01:52,760 --> 01:01:56,800
Speaker 1: the evening, but the woman who owned a set of

1056
01:01:56,880 --> 01:01:59,760
Speaker 1: teeths in a jar. I don't know if you were

1057
01:01:59,760 --> 01:02:00,600
Speaker 1: around for that.

1058
01:02:01,520 --> 01:02:03,720
Speaker 15: But I think I caught like the ending of that.

1059
01:02:04,520 --> 01:02:06,400
Speaker 1: See, I'm wondering, is that a sign you do? You

1060
01:02:06,440 --> 01:02:08,320
Speaker 1: do you think that's a sign of respect? Like if

1061
01:02:08,360 --> 01:02:10,000
Speaker 1: someone Okay, so I'll ask you a similar question that I

1062
01:02:10,000 --> 01:02:18,600
Speaker 1: asked her. If someone found your bones, yes, and decided

1063
01:02:19,560 --> 01:02:24,120
Speaker 1: to hang them up on their mantle, would you be

1064
01:02:24,240 --> 01:02:26,720
Speaker 1: honored by uh.

1065
01:02:26,200 --> 01:02:32,479
Speaker 15: I would love it, Okay, I would think that's really cool.

1066
01:02:32,720 --> 01:02:33,560
Speaker 8: But that's just me.

1067
01:02:36,160 --> 01:02:38,120
Speaker 15: I don't know. I think it'd be a lot cooler

1068
01:02:38,160 --> 01:02:40,240
Speaker 15: than just being forgotten.

1069
01:02:41,800 --> 01:02:45,200
Speaker 1: You know, that's probably a thing you could probably uh

1070
01:02:46,000 --> 01:02:49,040
Speaker 1: like in your will, specify that you'd like a couple

1071
01:02:49,080 --> 01:02:51,959
Speaker 1: of your bones given to people. You could probably give.

1072
01:02:52,400 --> 01:02:54,439
Speaker 1: I wonder if anyone's ever done this. You could make

1073
01:02:54,520 --> 01:03:00,160
Speaker 1: like some sort of anatomical will that like, oh, you

1074
01:03:00,200 --> 01:03:04,600
Speaker 1: give how many bones are there in the human body?

1075
01:03:05,480 --> 01:03:09,040
Speaker 1: A lot? I feel like you would know the exact number.

1076
01:03:10,800 --> 01:03:14,200
Speaker 15: I think it's around Honestly, I don't know. I should

1077
01:03:14,240 --> 01:03:16,720
Speaker 15: know that two hundred probably like around how many.

1078
01:03:16,600 --> 01:03:22,360
Speaker 1: Bones are in the human body? Two hundred and eight

1079
01:03:23,160 --> 01:03:24,080
Speaker 1: I'm seeing, I'm seeing all.

1080
01:03:24,320 --> 01:03:25,000
Speaker 15: Okay, there you go.

1081
01:03:25,600 --> 01:03:27,440
Speaker 1: Okay, so two o eight? Do you have two hundred

1082
01:03:27,440 --> 01:03:29,160
Speaker 1: and eight friends? Because you could keep each of your

1083
01:03:29,160 --> 01:03:29,880
Speaker 1: friends a bone.

1084
01:03:30,960 --> 01:03:34,320
Speaker 15: Unfortunately I don't have that many friends, but I think

1085
01:03:34,640 --> 01:03:37,040
Speaker 15: I think I could divide it equally.

1086
01:03:36,960 --> 01:03:39,800
Speaker 1: Upon all of them and have one of your bones.

1087
01:03:41,280 --> 01:03:43,640
Speaker 15: Oh totally, yeah, already, will.

1088
01:03:43,640 --> 01:03:46,000
Speaker 1: Which which which bone could I have? Could I have

1089
01:03:46,040 --> 01:03:50,840
Speaker 1: a like a I could I have a collar bone?

1090
01:03:52,280 --> 01:03:53,880
Speaker 15: You could have a collar bone. I'm probably one of

1091
01:03:53,920 --> 01:03:54,520
Speaker 15: my knees.

1092
01:03:55,400 --> 01:03:56,640
Speaker 1: No, I don't need a whole knee. You can give

1093
01:03:56,640 --> 01:03:58,560
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't know one bone. The the other bones

1094
01:03:58,560 --> 01:04:00,440
Speaker 1: you can give to someone else. But I'll take a

1095
01:04:00,480 --> 01:04:00,919
Speaker 1: collar bone.

1096
01:04:00,960 --> 01:04:03,160
Speaker 15: Oh you just okay, just like a collarbone or something.

1097
01:04:03,880 --> 01:04:05,720
Speaker 1: Do you have a Okay, So if you're gonna give

1098
01:04:05,760 --> 01:04:09,120
Speaker 1: me your collarbone, is there a place in particular that

1099
01:04:09,320 --> 01:04:10,360
Speaker 1: you would like me to put it.

1100
01:04:12,960 --> 01:04:16,840
Speaker 15: I've always pictured my bones above like a fireplace or

1101
01:04:16,880 --> 01:04:18,920
Speaker 15: something right in the center. But it have to it

1102
01:04:18,960 --> 01:04:23,200
Speaker 15: has to be one of like those old red brick fireplaces.

1103
01:04:23,600 --> 01:04:26,600
Speaker 1: Okay, what if I am not in possession of a

1104
01:04:26,640 --> 01:04:27,560
Speaker 1: red brick fireplace.

1105
01:04:29,360 --> 01:04:31,480
Speaker 15: Yeah, that's you know what. That's fine. That's just kind

1106
01:04:31,520 --> 01:04:33,680
Speaker 15: of like my my dream. I don't want to be

1107
01:04:33,760 --> 01:04:36,440
Speaker 15: asking too much. And if you have a night stand,

1108
01:04:36,840 --> 01:04:38,800
Speaker 15: I mean I have some bones on my night stand.

1109
01:04:39,080 --> 01:04:39,840
Speaker 1: Okay, I could put it.

1110
01:04:40,360 --> 01:04:41,520
Speaker 15: I think it's a pretty good spot.

1111
01:04:43,520 --> 01:04:51,919
Speaker 1: Okay, great, well i'll how old are you? I'm twenty twenty,

1112
01:04:51,920 --> 01:04:55,040
Speaker 1: all right, I see it a while until you're dead. Probably.

1113
01:04:55,160 --> 01:04:56,280
Speaker 15: Oh you don't know that.

1114
01:04:56,480 --> 01:04:58,840
Speaker 1: We don't know, it's true. We don't know, do you

1115
01:04:58,840 --> 01:05:00,480
Speaker 1: feel like this has giving you a lot of respective

1116
01:05:00,520 --> 01:05:00,920
Speaker 1: on death.

1117
01:05:02,880 --> 01:05:04,120
Speaker 15: I think about death a lot.

1118
01:05:04,360 --> 01:05:09,400
Speaker 10: So you could outlive me.

1119
01:05:10,600 --> 01:05:16,640
Speaker 1: I could outlive you. This is true. Do you think

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01:05:16,680 --> 01:05:18,080
Speaker 1: how would you would you be upset if I sold

1121
01:05:18,120 --> 01:05:20,840
Speaker 1: your collar bone? Like if you became famous. Let's say,

1122
01:05:21,040 --> 01:05:26,120
Speaker 1: let's say, how would you feel if you okay, if

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01:05:26,200 --> 01:05:30,200
Speaker 1: you became famous, right, and then you died And when

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01:05:30,200 --> 01:05:34,240
Speaker 1: you died, I like went to your estate and I

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01:05:34,320 --> 01:05:37,000
Speaker 1: showed them this uh footage, and I was like, I

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01:05:37,120 --> 01:05:39,440
Speaker 1: have legal I don't know if this would hold up

1127
01:05:39,440 --> 01:05:41,760
Speaker 1: in court, but let's say it did. And I was like,

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01:05:41,840 --> 01:05:50,520
Speaker 1: I have legal what's your name again, Angel, Nicole? Nicole?

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01:05:51,160 --> 01:05:54,280
Speaker 1: If I had legal and I and I said, I

1130
01:05:54,320 --> 01:06:00,880
Speaker 1: have legal claim to Nicole, to the famous singer songwriter

1131
01:06:01,040 --> 01:06:05,960
Speaker 1: Nicole her to her collarbone. And then I took your

1132
01:06:05,960 --> 01:06:09,080
Speaker 1: collar bone and I sold it on eBay for profit.

1133
01:06:09,120 --> 01:06:10,680
Speaker 1: How would you feel it? Would that upset you if I

1134
01:06:10,720 --> 01:06:12,800
Speaker 1: sold your collarbone?

1135
01:06:13,360 --> 01:06:15,080
Speaker 15: I think I would be a little bit hurt, But

1136
01:06:15,160 --> 01:06:17,960
Speaker 15: at the same time I would have to respect it.

1137
01:06:19,440 --> 01:06:21,840
Speaker 15: I mean, you're you're making a profit off of it,

1138
01:06:21,920 --> 01:06:27,439
Speaker 15: and you know, I think I think possessions are They're

1139
01:06:27,480 --> 01:06:28,920
Speaker 15: just what you make out of them. I guess it

1140
01:06:28,960 --> 01:06:32,400
Speaker 15: really depends on how much you, as a person have

1141
01:06:32,480 --> 01:06:35,840
Speaker 15: that importance held to that certain object.

1142
01:06:37,760 --> 01:06:40,760
Speaker 1: Well, Nicole, thank you so much for this great offer.

1143
01:06:40,800 --> 01:06:42,520
Speaker 1: If if you know I have I do happen to

1144
01:06:42,520 --> 01:06:44,480
Speaker 1: come into possession of her collar bone. I promised to

1145
01:06:45,120 --> 01:06:48,560
Speaker 1: take good care of it and you know, preserve it

1146
01:06:48,600 --> 01:06:50,320
Speaker 1: for many years and hopefully pass it on to my

1147
01:06:50,400 --> 01:06:51,120
Speaker 1: children as well.

1148
01:06:52,240 --> 01:06:52,760
Speaker 10: Yeah, I can.

1149
01:06:52,880 --> 01:06:54,960
Speaker 15: I can see if someone can mail it out to

1150
01:06:55,000 --> 01:06:57,960
Speaker 15: you or something. Just kind of find some way to

1151
01:06:58,000 --> 01:07:03,520
Speaker 15: get that collarbone out to you. I happen to die, awesome.

1152
01:07:03,520 --> 01:07:05,120
Speaker 1: Well, look, I hope it doesn't happen for a very

1153
01:07:05,120 --> 01:07:10,600
Speaker 1: long time. We'll see, we'll see. Have a good night, Nicole,

1154
01:07:11,800 --> 01:07:12,360
Speaker 1: Hey you too.

1155
01:07:12,440 --> 01:07:17,040
Speaker 4: Thanks Paul from Chuck.

1156
01:07:19,080 --> 01:07:24,240
Speaker 1: Chuck. Hi, holy shit, I got in you did. What's up?

1157
01:07:24,320 --> 01:07:25,680
Speaker 1: Tell me everything? Tell me nothing?

1158
01:07:27,800 --> 01:07:28,880
Speaker 9: So what's going on tonight?

1159
01:07:28,920 --> 01:07:29,400
Speaker 7: Anything?

1160
01:07:31,160 --> 01:07:34,360
Speaker 1: No, tonight's pretty chill tonight. Uh well, I mean, as

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01:07:34,360 --> 01:07:36,520
Speaker 1: you know, this is a pre recorded stream, so I'm

1162
01:07:36,560 --> 01:07:39,080
Speaker 1: not live right now, but I will be live in

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01:07:39,120 --> 01:07:44,080
Speaker 1: a few weeks. Chuck, is that your real name?

1164
01:07:45,360 --> 01:07:47,120
Speaker 7: No, it's a name I used on social media.

1165
01:07:47,160 --> 01:07:48,439
Speaker 11: I don't really like my real name.

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01:07:49,440 --> 01:07:50,840
Speaker 1: Why do you pick Chuck.

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01:07:53,000 --> 01:07:56,280
Speaker 7: There's a character on an old MTV show called Daria,

1168
01:07:57,120 --> 01:07:59,400
Speaker 7: and he was kind of like the gross nerd character

1169
01:07:59,440 --> 01:08:01,760
Speaker 7: that thought he was hot shit, and I really related

1170
01:08:01,800 --> 01:08:02,000
Speaker 7: to that.

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01:08:02,800 --> 01:08:05,040
Speaker 1: Do you consider yourself a gross nerd that thinks that

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01:08:05,040 --> 01:08:05,680
Speaker 1: they're hot shit?

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01:08:06,640 --> 01:08:07,160
Speaker 11: Absolutely?

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01:08:07,240 --> 01:08:07,439
Speaker 14: Yes.

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01:08:09,200 --> 01:08:12,960
Speaker 1: You know, it's so interesting to self identify as a

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01:08:13,080 --> 01:08:16,599
Speaker 1: person who is gross that thinks that they're hot, because

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01:08:16,640 --> 01:08:20,280
Speaker 1: there's a contradiction there, because if you truly did think

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01:08:20,320 --> 01:08:24,040
Speaker 1: that you were hot, you would not self identify first

1179
01:08:24,080 --> 01:08:26,320
Speaker 1: as a gross person that thinks they're hot. You would

1180
01:08:26,360 --> 01:08:28,920
Speaker 1: just cut straight to self identifying as a hot person.

1181
01:08:29,400 --> 01:08:31,360
Speaker 1: So there is a bit of a fallacy there.

1182
01:08:31,960 --> 01:08:34,160
Speaker 7: I have a very fake it till you make it

1183
01:08:34,240 --> 01:08:36,160
Speaker 7: kind of mindset.

1184
01:08:36,920 --> 01:08:41,240
Speaker 1: I highly endorse the fake it till you make it mindset.

1185
01:08:42,320 --> 01:08:44,880
Speaker 1: Do you believe that you will at some point make it?

1186
01:08:46,080 --> 01:08:47,560
Speaker 7: I do eventually.

1187
01:08:48,280 --> 01:08:49,559
Speaker 1: What is making it look like to you?

1188
01:08:52,960 --> 01:08:55,840
Speaker 7: I think being okay with everything that I am is

1189
01:08:55,880 --> 01:08:56,600
Speaker 7: making it to me.

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01:08:58,640 --> 01:09:00,880
Speaker 1: I think that's a good goal. I liked that. Cool.

1191
01:09:02,400 --> 01:09:04,960
Speaker 1: Uh okay, Well what are you.

1192
01:09:10,320 --> 01:09:11,840
Speaker 7: I think right now? I'm sad?

1193
01:09:13,240 --> 01:09:14,760
Speaker 1: What are you said about?

1194
01:09:15,800 --> 01:09:17,800
Speaker 7: I had a guy break up with me seven months

1195
01:09:17,800 --> 01:09:20,240
Speaker 7: ago and then he decided he wanted to hang around

1196
01:09:20,320 --> 01:09:23,160
Speaker 7: for a long time, and every time I told him

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01:09:23,160 --> 01:09:25,120
Speaker 7: to leave me alone, he wouldn't do it. And today

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01:09:25,160 --> 01:09:26,960
Speaker 7: he sent me a text saying, Oh, I just can't

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01:09:27,040 --> 01:09:29,600
Speaker 7: do this anymore. So, you know, had to end on

1200
01:09:29,680 --> 01:09:30,759
Speaker 7: his term. It's not mine.

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01:09:31,720 --> 01:09:33,479
Speaker 1: Wait a minute, but have you he broke up a wait?

1202
01:09:33,720 --> 01:09:35,360
Speaker 1: Hold on, this is making sense to me. He broke

1203
01:09:35,439 --> 01:09:36,679
Speaker 1: up with you seven months ago.

1204
01:09:37,040 --> 01:09:37,599
Speaker 14: Uh huh.

1205
01:09:38,400 --> 01:09:40,760
Speaker 1: And then when you say he hung around, like, do

1206
01:09:40,760 --> 01:09:42,479
Speaker 1: you guys fucking live together? What do you mean he

1207
01:09:42,520 --> 01:09:43,800
Speaker 1: hung around?

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01:09:43,360 --> 01:09:46,160
Speaker 7: We lived together? So he was in the apartment for

1209
01:09:46,200 --> 01:09:49,320
Speaker 7: about a month and then he left. Oh shit, and

1210
01:09:49,360 --> 01:09:51,680
Speaker 7: then he just I Every time I'd be like, you

1211
01:09:51,760 --> 01:09:53,559
Speaker 7: need to stop texting me, you need to leave me alone,

1212
01:09:53,560 --> 01:09:55,320
Speaker 7: you need to get your stuff and go get everything

1213
01:09:55,320 --> 01:09:58,800
Speaker 7: out of the apartment, he just wouldn't do it. And

1214
01:09:58,840 --> 01:10:01,360
Speaker 7: I'm I'm kind of a a welcome Matt, So I

1215
01:10:01,400 --> 01:10:03,320
Speaker 7: never really made him. I guess.

1216
01:10:04,360 --> 01:10:07,920
Speaker 1: That's crazy. Do you guys? Was it a one bedroom? What?

1217
01:10:07,439 --> 01:10:11,759
Speaker 1: What was the was it one best? Was we sleeping together?

1218
01:10:12,280 --> 01:10:12,360
Speaker 3: No?

1219
01:10:12,520 --> 01:10:15,280
Speaker 1: I was on the couch, You were on the couch.

1220
01:10:15,760 --> 01:10:16,679
Speaker 10: I was on the couch.

1221
01:10:18,200 --> 01:10:23,439
Speaker 1: Now, okay, was that Damn how did that go down? How?

1222
01:10:23,600 --> 01:10:25,960
Speaker 1: How was that decided? Who gets the couch and who

1223
01:10:25,960 --> 01:10:26,519
Speaker 1: gets the bed?

1224
01:10:27,800 --> 01:10:28,560
Speaker 14: Uh?

1225
01:10:28,800 --> 01:10:30,559
Speaker 7: It was kind of a thing where like it was

1226
01:10:30,600 --> 01:10:32,880
Speaker 7: his bed to begin with, Like he brought it from

1227
01:10:32,880 --> 01:10:33,720
Speaker 7: his house.

1228
01:10:33,439 --> 01:10:34,320
Speaker 11: To the apartment.

1229
01:10:35,320 --> 01:10:37,240
Speaker 7: I don't want to I don't want to sleep on that.

1230
01:10:37,320 --> 01:10:40,200
Speaker 1: You know. So you were just sort of co living

1231
01:10:40,280 --> 01:10:43,040
Speaker 1: with this guy that you broke up with for seven months.

1232
01:10:43,560 --> 01:10:46,360
Speaker 7: No, only a couple of months. He left after about two.

1233
01:10:46,160 --> 01:10:49,080
Speaker 1: Months, okay, but for a couple of months. I mean,

1234
01:10:49,120 --> 01:10:51,360
Speaker 1: how what did that feel like? Was that? I assume

1235
01:10:51,439 --> 01:10:52,080
Speaker 1: pretty awkward?

1236
01:10:53,000 --> 01:10:53,680
Speaker 11: Uh?

1237
01:10:53,880 --> 01:10:57,160
Speaker 7: Honestly, No, it was fine, Like we were, we were

1238
01:10:57,320 --> 01:11:01,120
Speaker 7: best friends. He just has a lot of hang ups

1239
01:11:01,120 --> 01:11:02,599
Speaker 7: and it kind of ruins its.

1240
01:11:03,920 --> 01:11:05,880
Speaker 1: Okay, so when you say your best do you do

1241
01:11:05,880 --> 01:11:07,520
Speaker 1: you still consider yourself best friends?

1242
01:11:08,160 --> 01:11:08,280
Speaker 15: Uh?

1243
01:11:08,520 --> 01:11:11,320
Speaker 7: Up until today? Yeah, Like I could have told him anything.

1244
01:11:11,360 --> 01:11:15,120
Speaker 1: Ever, what was it about today? Because that's you know,

1245
01:11:15,200 --> 01:11:19,800
Speaker 1: a single day is a lot to chop down that tree.

1246
01:11:19,880 --> 01:11:23,479
Speaker 7: You know, there was there were times where he would

1247
01:11:23,479 --> 01:11:25,560
Speaker 7: openly admit, like, I know I shouldn't be talking to

1248
01:11:25,560 --> 01:11:27,519
Speaker 7: you like we're over. I don't I don't desire a

1249
01:11:27,600 --> 01:11:29,360
Speaker 7: relationship with you anymore. I know, I need to get

1250
01:11:29,400 --> 01:11:33,559
Speaker 7: over you. But today the text was just different. Plus

1251
01:11:33,560 --> 01:11:36,160
Speaker 7: it was over text. He's never he's not like a

1252
01:11:36,240 --> 01:11:38,960
Speaker 7: he's a very in person kind of person. And so

1253
01:11:39,080 --> 01:11:40,720
Speaker 7: knowing that he didn't even want to come see me

1254
01:11:40,800 --> 01:11:44,280
Speaker 7: to say, it was like, damn you really you're not

1255
01:11:44,360 --> 01:11:45,639
Speaker 7: going to come around anymore.

1256
01:11:46,680 --> 01:11:53,559
Speaker 1: M From his perspective, why do you think he couldn't

1257
01:11:53,600 --> 01:11:56,240
Speaker 1: see you anymore? What was his like reason for breaking

1258
01:11:56,280 --> 01:11:56,600
Speaker 1: up with you?

1259
01:11:56,680 --> 01:12:01,320
Speaker 7: I'm curious he has a girlfriend though, Yeah, he has

1260
01:12:01,320 --> 01:12:03,759
Speaker 7: a girlfriend, and she left for boot camp or something,

1261
01:12:05,080 --> 01:12:07,240
Speaker 7: and I kept telling him, you need to stop coming around,

1262
01:12:07,280 --> 01:12:09,000
Speaker 7: you need to get your stuff and leave because it's

1263
01:12:09,000 --> 01:12:12,360
Speaker 7: going to ruin your relationship. He didn't believe me. And

1264
01:12:12,400 --> 01:12:15,200
Speaker 7: now she has kicked him out of their apartment. So

1265
01:12:15,280 --> 01:12:17,360
Speaker 7: now he's finally being like, yeah, I'm gonna get my

1266
01:12:17,400 --> 01:12:18,519
Speaker 7: stuff and stop talking to you.

1267
01:12:21,520 --> 01:12:25,759
Speaker 1: Well, you know, it sounds like you're doing your best

1268
01:12:25,760 --> 01:12:28,080
Speaker 1: as you should to be setting boundaries with this guy.

1269
01:12:28,880 --> 01:12:31,439
Speaker 7: I am, and like I've blocked him on everything. He's

1270
01:12:31,439 --> 01:12:33,840
Speaker 7: been blocked for a long time. He just shows up

1271
01:12:33,880 --> 01:12:34,519
Speaker 7: to the apartment.

1272
01:12:36,120 --> 01:12:40,680
Speaker 1: Are you dating anyone? Are you to have a new squeeze?

1273
01:12:41,360 --> 01:12:42,400
Speaker 9: Ah?

1274
01:12:42,600 --> 01:12:44,920
Speaker 7: Funny enough, when of his friends started talking to me

1275
01:12:44,960 --> 01:12:49,400
Speaker 7: because they weren't really friends anymore. And then it's still

1276
01:12:49,520 --> 01:12:52,040
Speaker 7: kind of happening. But he got real pissy about that.

1277
01:12:52,880 --> 01:12:59,760
Speaker 1: What of his friends? Mm hmm. So did he like

1278
01:13:00,200 --> 01:13:03,280
Speaker 1: as you is? He like? What? How did he? Okay? So,

1279
01:13:03,320 --> 01:13:06,080
Speaker 1: how did his friend break up with him? As like friends?

1280
01:13:07,320 --> 01:13:10,160
Speaker 7: So they were friends like in high school and we've

1281
01:13:10,160 --> 01:13:13,040
Speaker 7: been at high school for about three years now, and

1282
01:13:13,120 --> 01:13:15,400
Speaker 7: they just like like they stopped talking. They both got

1283
01:13:15,400 --> 01:13:17,840
Speaker 7: busy with stuff and stopped talking to each other. But

1284
01:13:17,960 --> 01:13:19,720
Speaker 7: they both did that thing where they're like, I don't

1285
01:13:19,720 --> 01:13:20,880
Speaker 7: know why he's not talking to me.

1286
01:13:20,920 --> 01:13:21,519
Speaker 11: He just hates me.

1287
01:13:21,560 --> 01:13:25,280
Speaker 7: Now, I guess like they didn't. They just didn't want

1288
01:13:25,320 --> 01:13:28,400
Speaker 7: to talk about it so that they never never tried

1289
01:13:28,479 --> 01:13:30,120
Speaker 7: and then they just stopped being friends because they thought

1290
01:13:30,160 --> 01:13:31,400
Speaker 7: the other one hated them.

1291
01:13:32,040 --> 01:13:35,759
Speaker 9: M m hmmm.

1292
01:13:37,479 --> 01:13:43,880
Speaker 1: A very small town, so I can assume. Uh, so, oh, okay,

1293
01:13:43,880 --> 01:13:45,639
Speaker 1: when you when your boyfriend got so your boy got

1294
01:13:45,640 --> 01:13:47,800
Speaker 1: pussy about this you were dating his old friends. M

1295
01:13:47,960 --> 01:13:49,439
Speaker 1: h What did he say?

1296
01:13:51,240 --> 01:13:53,280
Speaker 7: He said something like, when we broke up, you told

1297
01:13:53,280 --> 01:13:55,720
Speaker 7: me you were going to talk to my friends. I

1298
01:13:55,760 --> 01:13:57,840
Speaker 7: was like, yeah, I also still loved you. When we

1299
01:13:57,880 --> 01:14:00,080
Speaker 7: broke up, so like, of course I was gonna say

1300
01:14:00,120 --> 01:14:02,000
Speaker 7: anything to make you still want to be around me.

1301
01:14:03,760 --> 01:14:06,240
Speaker 7: But also, well, that's kind of that's such a childish

1302
01:14:06,280 --> 01:14:07,680
Speaker 7: thing to say, like, oh, you're not going to talk

1303
01:14:07,720 --> 01:14:10,120
Speaker 7: to my friends. Your friends aren't off limits simply because

1304
01:14:10,120 --> 01:14:13,320
Speaker 7: they were your friends, you know.

1305
01:14:13,520 --> 01:14:17,120
Speaker 1: I I I think I agree with that. I've never

1306
01:14:17,240 --> 01:14:19,840
Speaker 1: liked this idea of people like having trying to have

1307
01:14:19,920 --> 01:14:26,040
Speaker 1: like ownership over people. I mean not, I mean, you know,

1308
01:14:26,240 --> 01:14:27,880
Speaker 1: you never have ownership with people, even if you're in

1309
01:14:27,880 --> 01:14:31,439
Speaker 1: a relationship with them, but you know, especially like after

1310
01:14:32,160 --> 01:14:34,639
Speaker 1: you break up with them, like these sort of last

1311
01:14:34,640 --> 01:14:37,559
Speaker 1: stitch efforts of like, oh you can't date my friends,

1312
01:14:37,560 --> 01:14:38,960
Speaker 1: you can't do this, you can't do that. It's like,

1313
01:14:39,000 --> 01:14:41,360
Speaker 1: don't tell me what I fucking can and can't do.

1314
01:14:41,840 --> 01:14:43,960
Speaker 1: You don't know a person I could talk to whever.

1315
01:14:43,800 --> 01:14:46,240
Speaker 7: I want to talk to, right, And let's be fair here,

1316
01:14:46,400 --> 01:14:49,200
Speaker 7: just when started talking to me, I didn't initiate the contact.

1317
01:14:50,320 --> 01:14:52,840
Speaker 7: So I think if if that any beef, it should

1318
01:14:52,840 --> 01:14:53,920
Speaker 7: be with your friend and not me.

1319
01:14:55,000 --> 01:14:57,519
Speaker 1: Well that's some would you say you name was Kayla?

1320
01:14:57,800 --> 01:14:59,479
Speaker 7: Well, well that's my real name.

1321
01:14:59,520 --> 01:15:00,320
Speaker 11: I thought it was Chuck.

1322
01:15:00,360 --> 01:15:01,160
Speaker 7: What my name is, Kayla?

1323
01:15:01,800 --> 01:15:06,240
Speaker 1: Beautiful Kayla. Thank you so much for calling and appreciate you. Sharon.

1324
01:15:06,680 --> 01:15:08,160
Speaker 7: All right, thank you, thank you for listening.

1325
01:15:08,600 --> 01:15:14,240
Speaker 1: Of course, have a good night you too. Hello. Hello,

1326
01:15:15,000 --> 01:15:15,599
Speaker 1: how are you?

1327
01:15:16,200 --> 01:15:17,200
Speaker 8: Oh my god?

1328
01:15:17,520 --> 01:15:17,680
Speaker 9: Hi?

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Speaker 10: I wasn't expecting you to call back.

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Speaker 1: I well, you know what, you just had such a

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01:15:24,560 --> 01:15:28,760
Speaker 1: lovely looking phone number. Something about the I mean really

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01:15:28,840 --> 01:15:34,120
Speaker 1: just something was very aesthetically pleasing about the way that

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01:15:34,600 --> 01:15:37,439
Speaker 1: those particular numbers aligned that I was like, I got

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Speaker 1: to call this person back.

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Speaker 10: Oh my god, that's great. How are you doing?

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01:15:44,280 --> 01:15:47,400
Speaker 1: You know, I'm feeling pretty good. This is not going

1337
01:15:47,439 --> 01:15:51,160
Speaker 1: to make any sense because today what day? What day

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Speaker 1: is today? Call her?

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01:15:52,640 --> 01:15:53,519
Speaker 10: Uh, Friday?

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01:15:54,400 --> 01:15:58,800
Speaker 1: No, But on the calendar, Oh oh.

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01:15:58,600 --> 01:16:01,280
Speaker 10: I don't know. I'm stay at home mom. I don't

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01:16:01,479 --> 01:16:04,200
Speaker 10: no one to know what day it is.

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Speaker 1: You don't know what day of you don't know. Do

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01:16:08,120 --> 01:16:09,040
Speaker 1: you know what month it is?

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Speaker 3: July?

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Speaker 1: Okay, that's good. Do you know what day of July

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Speaker 1: it is?

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01:16:16,320 --> 01:16:18,479
Speaker 8: Oh, I'm gonna see it and look at my phone.

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01:16:18,520 --> 01:16:20,320
Speaker 10: The eighteenth, Sunday. Okay, there we go.

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Speaker 1: Okay, all right, so today's July eighteen. This is I'm

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01:16:24,400 --> 01:16:26,880
Speaker 1: pre recording a stream right now, So this people aren't

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01:16:26,880 --> 01:16:29,040
Speaker 1: gonna actually hear your voice until August fourth.

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01:16:30,040 --> 01:16:33,320
Speaker 10: Okay, honestly, I've tried call when you've been live, and

1354
01:16:33,400 --> 01:16:35,240
Speaker 10: I just get so nervous at chicken out.

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01:16:36,800 --> 01:16:39,280
Speaker 1: Well, this is kind of cool because you know, it's

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01:16:39,280 --> 01:16:41,040
Speaker 1: funny you say that because a lot of the problems

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01:16:41,080 --> 01:16:42,400
Speaker 1: that people a lot of the reason why people get

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01:16:42,439 --> 01:16:45,400
Speaker 1: nervous is because when you call them live, like, people

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01:16:45,439 --> 01:16:47,880
Speaker 1: are sort of afraid of what Chat is going to say.

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01:16:48,240 --> 01:16:50,000
Speaker 1: But now there's no chat to look at. It's just

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01:16:50,040 --> 01:16:52,519
Speaker 1: you and men. I mean there is. You can't see

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01:16:52,520 --> 01:16:55,120
Speaker 1: it right now, beautiful. Why were you nervous to call in?

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01:16:55,160 --> 01:16:56,160
Speaker 1: What were you nervous about?

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01:16:58,439 --> 01:17:02,520
Speaker 10: Everything? I mean, I do, Oh, it's a generalized anxiety disorders.

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01:17:02,560 --> 01:17:04,720
Speaker 10: So I'm just a nervous wreck. But I try to

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Speaker 10: overcome some of my anxiety by like pushing myself.

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Speaker 1: Do you I do you feel like maybe this is

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01:17:13,640 --> 01:17:16,480
Speaker 1: completely wrong? Do you feel like you would have less anxiety?

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01:17:16,560 --> 01:17:23,639
Speaker 1: Your life would feel more stable if you consistently knew

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01:17:23,800 --> 01:17:24,760
Speaker 1: what day it was?

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Speaker 10: Probably? Honestly, when my kids are in school and I

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01:17:31,520 --> 01:17:34,320
Speaker 10: have more structure, my anxiety is a lot lower.

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Speaker 1: So you're you're a stay at home mom. Yeah, and

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01:17:41,360 --> 01:17:42,240
Speaker 1: is Zelda your dog?

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01:17:43,040 --> 01:17:43,400
Speaker 10: Yes?

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01:17:43,880 --> 01:17:45,760
Speaker 1: I can hear I can hear Zeldaer what kind of

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01:17:45,760 --> 01:17:46,519
Speaker 1: dog are they?

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01:17:47,400 --> 01:17:51,960
Speaker 10: Belgium Molinois and a German shepherd.

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01:17:50,680 --> 01:17:51,720
Speaker 3: Say, like the fight?

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01:17:52,400 --> 01:17:55,080
Speaker 1: What is I've never heard of a Belgium not a one.

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01:17:54,880 --> 01:17:55,679
Speaker 1: Non In a.

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01:17:55,560 --> 01:17:59,400
Speaker 10: While, A Belgian Malinois is like a cousin to a

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01:17:59,439 --> 01:18:04,040
Speaker 10: German chef. They look like them. They're pretty big police

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01:18:04,080 --> 01:18:06,320
Speaker 10: dogs too, so you might have confused in them.

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Speaker 1: For I know what Belgium is. But you totally made

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Speaker 1: up that second word.

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Speaker 10: No, I think I'm saying it ray. I didn't know

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01:18:14,080 --> 01:18:15,880
Speaker 10: that the dog existed until.

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Speaker 1: Belgium, I will believe is a real place. But you

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Speaker 1: made up Belgium not.

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01:18:21,880 --> 01:18:24,480
Speaker 10: Not a why Belgium Illinois?

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01:18:25,080 --> 01:18:29,280
Speaker 1: Perfect Belgium Illinois? Where? Okay, so you're stay at home mom.

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01:18:29,320 --> 01:18:30,200
Speaker 1: How many is you got too?

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01:18:31,000 --> 01:18:31,240
Speaker 10: Too?

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01:18:32,000 --> 01:18:36,400
Speaker 1: Do you like them? Oh? Them, that's not that's different.

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01:18:36,439 --> 01:18:39,040
Speaker 1: I know you love them, but do you like them?

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Speaker 10: They're tolerable human beings?

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01:18:41,760 --> 01:18:46,599
Speaker 1: Okay that's so far. So the answer is no. No,

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01:18:47,160 --> 01:18:51,840
Speaker 1: Like they're tolerable human beings is not typically what you

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01:18:51,840 --> 01:18:53,800
Speaker 1: would say about people you like.

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01:18:54,880 --> 01:19:00,639
Speaker 10: Okay, try my husband works so much. I love him

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01:19:00,720 --> 01:19:03,679
Speaker 10: and he's the best, and I'm usually just the one

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01:19:03,760 --> 01:19:07,200
Speaker 10: left raising him, and I have no family at all

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01:19:07,400 --> 01:19:14,360
Speaker 10: because they're all toxic and narcissic and opioid addicts and alcoholics,

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01:19:14,400 --> 01:19:18,559
Speaker 10: so fuck all of them. Sure, so I pretty much

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01:19:18,560 --> 01:19:21,840
Speaker 10: had been raising two little children on my own with

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01:19:21,920 --> 01:19:24,160
Speaker 10: a little bit of help from my husband. So you

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01:19:24,200 --> 01:19:26,680
Speaker 10: can only guess how exhausting it can get. And you

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01:19:26,800 --> 01:19:27,639
Speaker 10: just want some key.

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01:19:28,520 --> 01:19:32,439
Speaker 1: I'm sure that it's fucking really tough. I'm sure it's

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01:19:32,479 --> 01:19:35,160
Speaker 1: extremely tough. What is the toughest part about it?

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01:19:37,400 --> 01:19:41,320
Speaker 10: Starting them to be a decent human being with all

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01:19:41,320 --> 01:19:42,599
Speaker 10: the negativity in the world.

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01:19:43,840 --> 01:19:49,559
Speaker 1: M Okay tell me now, as you this is an

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01:19:49,600 --> 01:19:53,400
Speaker 1: interesting thing as a parent because you know your child's

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01:19:53,479 --> 01:19:56,280
Speaker 1: like a blank slate and you it's like your one

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01:19:56,360 --> 01:19:58,479
Speaker 1: little corner of the universe where you're like, I can

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01:19:59,120 --> 01:20:02,360
Speaker 1: I can guide this child, you know, I can guide

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01:20:02,360 --> 01:20:05,160
Speaker 1: this child into a decent human being amidst all the

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01:20:05,280 --> 01:20:10,240
Speaker 1: as you say, negativity in the world. What is your.

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01:20:11,880 --> 01:20:11,960
Speaker 5: Like?

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01:20:12,680 --> 01:20:15,519
Speaker 1: How would you define a decent human being? What is

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01:20:15,560 --> 01:20:19,000
Speaker 1: your guideline? What is your checklist? Because you have to

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01:20:19,040 --> 01:20:21,120
Speaker 1: have a gold in mind to direct them to it.

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01:20:22,240 --> 01:20:24,320
Speaker 10: I want them to be kind to others, but not

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01:20:24,439 --> 01:20:29,479
Speaker 10: tolerate bullshit and put effort into the things that they do.

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01:20:30,680 --> 01:20:32,720
Speaker 1: Do you feel like you by the way, I think

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01:20:32,720 --> 01:20:34,599
Speaker 1: that's a great criteria. Do you feel as though you

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01:20:34,640 --> 01:20:36,719
Speaker 1: have spent a lot of time tolerating bullshit?

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01:20:38,080 --> 01:20:38,320
Speaker 6: Yes?

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01:20:38,840 --> 01:20:39,000
Speaker 13: Oh?

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01:20:39,080 --> 01:20:40,880
Speaker 4: Yes, twenty nine years of it?

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01:20:41,960 --> 01:20:42,879
Speaker 1: Can I hear an example?

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01:20:44,600 --> 01:20:48,480
Speaker 10: Oh? Do you want the craziest or mildest?

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01:20:49,120 --> 01:20:51,280
Speaker 1: Of course I want the craziest.

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01:20:51,439 --> 01:20:54,760
Speaker 10: When I was seven, I had grown up with my grandparents.

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01:20:54,800 --> 01:21:00,920
Speaker 10: My grandfather had PTSD and he was extremely drunk episode

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01:21:01,120 --> 01:21:04,120
Speaker 10: and destroyed her house and through furniture and punched holes

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01:21:04,120 --> 01:21:06,000
Speaker 10: in the walls, and so I was hiding under the

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01:21:06,000 --> 01:21:11,400
Speaker 10: bed with my dog. Really, yeah, I've had a pretty

1441
01:21:11,439 --> 01:21:11,800
Speaker 10: suck up.

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01:21:13,320 --> 01:21:14,400
Speaker 1: And you were seven years old?

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01:21:15,200 --> 01:21:16,120
Speaker 10: Yeah?

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01:21:16,160 --> 01:21:17,240
Speaker 1: And he destroyed the house?

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01:21:18,080 --> 01:21:19,439
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, not everywhere?

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01:21:19,600 --> 01:21:21,680
Speaker 10: Broken glass, broken furniture.

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01:21:23,200 --> 01:21:24,920
Speaker 1: Were you two the only people in the house, or

1448
01:21:25,040 --> 01:21:25,920
Speaker 1: was like your mom there?

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01:21:26,000 --> 01:21:30,439
Speaker 10: Or was my grandmother? But she's an ophioid addict, So

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01:21:31,080 --> 01:21:33,040
Speaker 10: it was get out of there and let me be

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01:21:33,400 --> 01:21:36,560
Speaker 10: terrible to you. If emotional and mental.

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01:21:36,280 --> 01:21:42,479
Speaker 1: Abuse, that's heavy, that's heavy. I mean that's nice that

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01:21:42,520 --> 01:21:43,479
Speaker 1: you had the dog though.

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01:21:44,840 --> 01:21:48,479
Speaker 10: Oh yeah, she was my baby. She was a like

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01:21:48,520 --> 01:21:51,559
Speaker 10: a beagle labiblon next, so she looks like an oversizinger dog.

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Speaker 1: Interesting. Well, this is I don't know if I'll say

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01:21:58,920 --> 01:22:00,559
Speaker 1: this is cool, but I mean, I do think this

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Speaker 1: is cool that, you know, I know it's tough to

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01:22:02,960 --> 01:22:05,280
Speaker 1: be a parent, but it's cool. I think that if

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Speaker 1: you come from a you know, you might have had

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01:22:08,640 --> 01:22:13,080
Speaker 1: a not ideal childhood, now you have the opportunity to

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01:22:13,640 --> 01:22:17,559
Speaker 1: give your kid a good one exactly. And I like

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01:22:17,600 --> 01:22:20,360
Speaker 1: this because a lot of people, when they've been wronged,

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01:22:21,600 --> 01:22:26,559
Speaker 1: they when you've been wronged, people can take one of

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01:22:26,600 --> 01:22:28,880
Speaker 1: two routes. They either take the route of I have

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01:22:29,000 --> 01:22:32,519
Speaker 1: been wronged, and I now will make it my duty

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01:22:32,680 --> 01:22:36,080
Speaker 1: to wrong others as they have wronged me. And you

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01:22:36,120 --> 01:22:38,160
Speaker 1: could do that so you could be like my parents.

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01:22:38,200 --> 01:22:40,120
Speaker 1: Fucking parents were shitty to me, I would be shitty

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01:22:40,120 --> 01:22:41,960
Speaker 1: to my kid. Fuck these people, and that happens a

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Speaker 1: lot of the times. But I like that you're taking

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01:22:43,760 --> 01:22:45,400
Speaker 1: the other route, the other route that you can take,

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01:22:45,439 --> 01:22:47,920
Speaker 1: which is I have been wronged. I know how it

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01:22:47,960 --> 01:22:49,960
Speaker 1: feels to be wrong and I will never wrong another

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01:22:50,000 --> 01:22:51,840
Speaker 1: person as I have been wronged. I will make it

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01:22:51,880 --> 01:22:55,840
Speaker 1: my duty to right instead of wrong.

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01:22:56,000 --> 01:22:58,479
Speaker 10: I like, well, what that reason? I won't tolerate other

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01:22:58,479 --> 01:23:00,960
Speaker 10: people wronging me? Still mm hmmm.

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01:23:01,800 --> 01:23:04,599
Speaker 1: No, but you're you're taking the negative energy that you've

1480
01:23:04,960 --> 01:23:09,000
Speaker 1: you know, taken in and you're you know, exerting positiveness,

1481
01:23:09,439 --> 01:23:15,080
Speaker 1: making a holistic Yes, you're breaking the cycle. You're creating

1482
01:23:15,120 --> 01:23:19,120
Speaker 1: a cheesy holistic balance of goop.

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01:23:20,200 --> 01:23:22,400
Speaker 10: Yes, exactly. I love it.

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01:23:22,520 --> 01:23:26,880
Speaker 1: Beautiful. Would you say your name was Amber? Amber? Keep

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01:23:26,920 --> 01:23:35,320
Speaker 1: it going? Talk to you soon, all right? By Ah?

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01:23:35,360 --> 01:23:39,800
Speaker 1: What is this? I wish you I wish this was live. No, actually,

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01:23:39,840 --> 01:23:42,200
Speaker 1: I like this being pre recorded. This is easy for me.

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01:23:42,360 --> 01:23:43,800
Speaker 1: We have another call, let's keep going.

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01:23:44,640 --> 01:23:46,360
Speaker 3: Call from q.

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01:23:48,560 --> 01:23:57,640
Speaker 1: H Q. Hello, Hello, oh my god.

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01:23:57,520 --> 01:23:59,960
Speaker 8: Q like like the letter.

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01:24:00,360 --> 01:24:07,000
Speaker 1: Like q Annon, and am I on speakerphone right now?

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01:24:08,080 --> 01:24:10,360
Speaker 8: No, you're not you're in my AirPod.

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01:24:11,479 --> 01:24:16,200
Speaker 1: Oh your AirPods are terrible. How old are they hold?

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01:24:16,800 --> 01:24:19,320
Speaker 8: I don't know, but I'm a I work on the beach,

1496
01:24:19,479 --> 01:24:23,680
Speaker 8: so like they probably get like, I don't know.

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01:24:23,880 --> 01:24:24,799
Speaker 1: Sand in them.

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01:24:25,400 --> 01:24:25,839
Speaker 8: Yeah.

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01:24:25,960 --> 01:24:28,680
Speaker 1: No, I can definitely hear a lot of sand in

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01:24:28,800 --> 01:24:30,599
Speaker 1: between you and me right now.

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01:24:31,520 --> 01:24:31,840
Speaker 8: Really?

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01:24:32,640 --> 01:24:34,599
Speaker 1: Yeah, is there any way that you could take your

1503
01:24:34,640 --> 01:24:37,920
Speaker 1: sandy AirPods off and but do you does your phone

1504
01:24:37,960 --> 01:24:40,160
Speaker 1: have a lot of sand in it? Actually? I think

1505
01:24:40,240 --> 01:24:42,240
Speaker 1: I think at their core computer do you know those?

1506
01:24:42,280 --> 01:24:46,559
Speaker 1: I think at their core computers are actually made of sand, Like.

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01:24:46,479 --> 01:24:49,360
Speaker 8: That's your computers are made of sand?

1508
01:24:50,080 --> 01:24:52,479
Speaker 1: Like all right? You never you didn't like at the

1509
01:24:52,840 --> 01:24:55,120
Speaker 1: in the natural world. You can't just go iPhone. You

1510
01:24:55,160 --> 01:24:56,680
Speaker 1: have to start with what's there? And I think that

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01:24:57,000 --> 01:24:59,639
Speaker 1: the germ of the idea of the computer with sand?

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01:25:02,479 --> 01:25:07,839
Speaker 1: Can you can you really? Can you take your AirPods

1513
01:25:07,840 --> 01:25:20,719
Speaker 1: out and try talking to me on your phone? Because I, oh, wait, hello, okay,

1514
01:25:20,720 --> 01:25:21,400
Speaker 1: that's much better.

1515
01:25:23,720 --> 01:25:25,519
Speaker 8: Well do you know what? Just call me?

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01:25:26,800 --> 01:25:28,720
Speaker 1: Q is perfect. I don't know what you're trying. I

1517
01:25:28,720 --> 01:25:30,280
Speaker 1: don't know what you're about to try to shorten that to.

1518
01:25:30,400 --> 01:25:32,519
Speaker 8: But Q is yeah.

1519
01:25:32,680 --> 01:25:36,800
Speaker 10: Que is it?

1520
01:25:36,920 --> 01:25:37,000
Speaker 5: Like?

1521
01:25:37,160 --> 01:25:39,080
Speaker 1: Is it like c U E or just the letter Q?

1522
01:25:40,320 --> 01:25:44,240
Speaker 8: Like the letter Q like, uh, well, my it's the

1523
01:25:44,240 --> 01:25:51,360
Speaker 8: initial my last name like queen. Well that's not my

1524
01:25:51,479 --> 01:25:51,960
Speaker 8: last name.

1525
01:25:52,040 --> 01:25:56,920
Speaker 1: But what is your life like?

1526
01:25:57,000 --> 01:25:59,080
Speaker 10: Que my life?

1527
01:25:59,720 --> 01:26:07,800
Speaker 8: Yeah, dude, Honestly, these past two years have been like ridiculous.

1528
01:26:08,000 --> 01:26:13,600
Speaker 8: I I don't know, all of a sudden, no, I

1529
01:26:14,160 --> 01:26:20,920
Speaker 8: left home, I lived in three different states. I came

1530
01:26:21,000 --> 01:26:23,559
Speaker 8: back and now I'm a lifeguard on a beach.

1531
01:26:25,439 --> 01:26:25,880
Speaker 10: I think that.

1532
01:26:27,400 --> 01:26:28,200
Speaker 1: Is pretty cool.

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01:26:31,960 --> 01:26:34,479
Speaker 8: Oh excuse my language, I'm sorry, say.

1534
01:26:34,360 --> 01:26:36,080
Speaker 1: You can say kunt on here. We had a guy

1535
01:26:36,240 --> 01:26:38,640
Speaker 1: just now who said he called me a cunt and

1536
01:26:38,680 --> 01:26:42,880
Speaker 1: I called him a cunt and it was really nice. No, no, no, no, no,

1537
01:26:42,880 --> 01:26:44,679
Speaker 1: you had to be there, trust me, it was nice.

1538
01:26:44,720 --> 01:26:45,000
Speaker 6: It was.

1539
01:26:45,040 --> 01:26:48,200
Speaker 1: It was actually a pretty good moment, you trust me.

1540
01:26:48,240 --> 01:26:52,160
Speaker 8: I don't like that word. That's like the meanest, the coldest,

1541
01:26:52,439 --> 01:26:55,559
Speaker 8: you know. Yeah, like I don't want to say that

1542
01:26:55,680 --> 01:26:58,280
Speaker 8: to someone, almost like they really like pissed me off.

1543
01:26:59,000 --> 01:27:01,400
Speaker 1: No, but okay, so he was Australian and he told

1544
01:27:01,439 --> 01:27:01,720
Speaker 1: me that.

1545
01:27:02,600 --> 01:27:04,599
Speaker 8: Oh I bet that was funny, hear.

1546
01:27:05,400 --> 01:27:07,960
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, so he was Australian, and apparently in Australia,

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Speaker 1: when you call someone a cunt, it's a nice thing,

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01:27:10,520 --> 01:27:11,839
Speaker 1: like it's like you're my friends.

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Speaker 8: Okay. I remember like traveling a few years ago and

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Speaker 8: I knew someone who was Australian who said that, and

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01:27:23,520 --> 01:27:27,680
Speaker 8: I believe them because I was gullible. But now I

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01:27:27,720 --> 01:27:31,160
Speaker 8: have another like verification that this is true.

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Speaker 1: Well, I mean I don't know that guy could have

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01:27:33,040 --> 01:27:35,040
Speaker 1: been fucking with me too, and maybe that's just the

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01:27:35,080 --> 01:27:36,719
Speaker 1: thing that Australians do to fuck with people.

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Speaker 8: I mean they're Australian. I like, I feel like if

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01:27:42,720 --> 01:27:45,000
Speaker 8: you're Australian, you can kind of do whatever you want.

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Speaker 1: So your lifeguard on a beach, which sounds difficult to

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01:27:48,960 --> 01:27:51,800
Speaker 1: me because being a lifeguard on a pool you have

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01:27:52,160 --> 01:27:54,960
Speaker 1: a very limited vicinity to look over. But the beach,

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Speaker 1: I mean you're really just trying to watch the entire ocean.

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Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, pretty much. You have to look out for

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01:28:02,040 --> 01:28:05,720
Speaker 8: a fish and the way the ocean behaves and how

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Speaker 8: people are reacting to it, who's in your water, and

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Speaker 8: how they're swimming in front of you, which can show

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Speaker 8: them like whether or not they might drown and whether

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Speaker 8: or not you should take them out or pull them

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Speaker 8: in or whatever.

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Speaker 1: Have you ever had to save someone?

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Speaker 8: I was back so this is my first year because

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01:28:29,040 --> 01:28:32,280
Speaker 8: I used to be in the military. As of a

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Speaker 8: few months ago, I'm not, but this is my first

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Speaker 8: year and I was back up to a rescue at

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Speaker 8: a stand neighboring mine. But when we got out there,

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Speaker 8: the swimmers decided that they didn't want to touch our equipment,

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Speaker 8: so we just kind of like swim in with them.

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Speaker 8: But we had a lot of lifeguards in the water.

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Speaker 8: We had two on powder words and I had my can.

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Speaker 1: Interesting.

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Speaker 10: Interesting, interesting?

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Speaker 1: Yes, So why are you no longer in the military?

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Speaker 1: Was it like you're I have no idea how the

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01:29:07,400 --> 01:29:10,479
Speaker 1: military works with like your contract up or whatever the.

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Speaker 8: Hell Sure should happen, you know, sure.

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Speaker 1: I feel like sure that were you dishonorably discharged or something.

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Speaker 8: No, for what it's worth, whoever, I don't even know

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01:29:26,320 --> 01:29:28,320
Speaker 8: if anyone will hear this, But if anyone hears this,

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01:29:28,640 --> 01:29:31,160
Speaker 8: in order to get a dishonorable discharge, you have to

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01:29:31,280 --> 01:29:34,920
Speaker 8: like kill someone or like sexually assault someone. You have

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01:29:35,000 --> 01:29:36,639
Speaker 8: to do something bad, like really bad.

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Speaker 1: What O is there such thing as an honorable discharge?

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Speaker 4: Yeah?

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01:29:42,240 --> 01:29:44,000
Speaker 8: Like I don't want to get one if you just

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01:29:44,040 --> 01:29:46,360
Speaker 8: like get out regular, you know, okay.

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Speaker 1: Because that's something where like I feel like, you know,

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Speaker 1: in like the Civil War, like there's those war heroes

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Speaker 1: who like they disobeyed their commanding officer for like some

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Speaker 1: moral reason, and like so like maybe you could get

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01:29:59,760 --> 01:30:02,920
Speaker 1: to charged with honor because you disobeyed somebody because you

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Speaker 1: knew it was the right thing to do.

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Speaker 8: Oh my god, I was on uh, I was on Reddit,

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Speaker 8: and this guy he like dropped his phone number to

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01:30:11,439 --> 01:30:13,920
Speaker 8: talk about his discharge with other people because a lot

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01:30:13,920 --> 01:30:16,960
Speaker 8: of like, there's a lot of military reddits. Anyway, he

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Speaker 8: got uh, other than honorable discharge for telling his captain

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01:30:23,680 --> 01:30:26,960
Speaker 8: that he wanted to kill him.

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Speaker 1: I don't know when he's got honorable discharge for telling

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01:30:29,400 --> 01:30:30,760
Speaker 1: his captain who wanted to kill him?

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Speaker 8: No other than honorable? Oh th h that's like, so

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01:30:35,760 --> 01:30:39,960
Speaker 8: there's how many I.

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Speaker 1: Didn't know there were several types of honor. I didn't

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01:30:42,320 --> 01:30:45,280
Speaker 1: know there were several. There was, there's there's a dishonor

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Speaker 1: as a type of honor, honor as a type of honor,

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Speaker 1: but I did not know there was an other What

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Speaker 1: is this again other than honorable?

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Speaker 8: Yes, yes, so there's honorable general other than honorable and dishonorable.

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Speaker 1: What is other than honorable? Man, because it's not necessarily dishonorable.

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Speaker 8: Other than honorable means that you might have gotten into

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01:31:11,400 --> 01:31:17,360
Speaker 8: some legal trouble that led to your discharge, So.

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Speaker 10: You get that.

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Speaker 8: I mean it kind of just depends on what surrounded

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Speaker 8: your discharge. If you got other than honorable, it basically

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Speaker 8: more more likely than not you got kicked out of

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Speaker 8: your branch.

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Speaker 1: Sounds very dishonorable. Maybe what did you say your anamals

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Speaker 1: que Que before we go? I'm kind of curious, like

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Speaker 1: where did you see the phone number? Like on Instagram?

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Speaker 8: So I saw you on TikTok way back when, and

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01:31:58,160 --> 01:32:02,760
Speaker 8: then I recently started watching you on Twitch and I

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Speaker 8: listened to you while I'm sitting on the stand on

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01:32:05,479 --> 01:32:09,840
Speaker 8: the beach and my lunch break and when you're live.

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01:32:10,000 --> 01:32:13,280
Speaker 8: You know, I enjoy watching your your content.

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01:32:13,920 --> 01:32:17,840
Speaker 1: Hell yeah, I I'm in. I wonder if I hope

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01:32:17,880 --> 01:32:20,280
Speaker 1: I'm not like you know, some kid rownds, because you

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01:32:20,280 --> 01:32:22,840
Speaker 1: were like really into some like conversation I was having

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01:32:22,880 --> 01:32:28,960
Speaker 1: on here. No, no, but how did you know about Okay?

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01:32:29,040 --> 01:32:30,599
Speaker 1: How did you know that I was taking calls right now?

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01:32:30,640 --> 01:32:30,680
Speaker 5: Like?

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01:32:30,720 --> 01:32:32,639
Speaker 1: Where did you see the phone number? Oh?

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01:32:32,720 --> 01:32:36,599
Speaker 8: Discord? I love Discord. I had to be on your discord?

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01:32:37,120 --> 01:32:39,439
Speaker 1: Beautiful, beautiful? Is there anything else you want to talk

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01:32:39,439 --> 01:32:40,439
Speaker 1: about before we go? Que?

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01:32:43,040 --> 01:32:43,280
Speaker 10: What?

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01:32:43,560 --> 01:32:46,679
Speaker 8: What do you what do you tell yourself when you're

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01:32:46,680 --> 01:32:51,320
Speaker 8: feeling like you're at rock bottom and like nothing nothing

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01:32:51,479 --> 01:32:55,599
Speaker 8: can get any worse like this. It's ridiculous. Everything is

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01:32:55,680 --> 01:33:02,560
Speaker 8: just sh shit is hitting the bananas, you know, fucking bananas.

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Speaker 1: I'm trying to think if I have a good answer

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01:33:05,240 --> 01:33:08,920
Speaker 1: to that. One of the cool things about rock Bottom

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01:33:08,960 --> 01:33:11,519
Speaker 1: is that there's no expectations, so you can do whatever

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01:33:11,560 --> 01:33:12,320
Speaker 1: you want.

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01:33:12,800 --> 01:33:14,720
Speaker 8: Oh hell yeah.

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Speaker 1: My my mantra lately has been, uh that the only

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01:33:20,520 --> 01:33:24,559
Speaker 1: way out is through, so you know, I mean, who

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01:33:24,640 --> 01:33:28,719
Speaker 1: the fuck said some president, some probably Civil war douche

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01:33:28,960 --> 01:33:32,320
Speaker 1: said like, if you're going through hell, keep going. I

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01:33:32,439 --> 01:33:35,360
Speaker 1: like that. I'll co sign on that if I'm allowed

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01:33:35,360 --> 01:33:44,280
Speaker 1: to just answer your question by stealing someone else's things. Fun, Yeah, beautiful.

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01:33:44,320 --> 01:33:45,640
Speaker 1: It's a pleasure talking to you. Q. You have a

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Speaker 1: good rest of the night.

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Speaker 8: Thank you, You too.

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Speaker 2: Goes on the line every night. Everything goes to teaching

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Speaker 2: your line. Many an expert