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Speaker 1: Love it or leave it? Who is the best celebrity

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Speaker 1: you ever dated it? Oh? Okay, we're gonna have to

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Speaker 1: leave that one. Okay, who was the worst celebrity you

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Speaker 1: have a date? Answer that you still? Was that on

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Speaker 1: the mother List? Are you made that up? On the list?

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Speaker 1: It is on air?

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Speaker 2: Worst?

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Speaker 1: What's up? Y'all's your girl? Les p?

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Speaker 3: And?

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Speaker 1: Is your girl drinking? The call? And you are tuned in?

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Speaker 1: So I episode of Poor Mine where speaks sober thought?

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Speaker 1: We got a guest today? We got a guest today.

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Speaker 4: Well, first off, let me say I am super excited

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Speaker 4: to have this person on the couch with us today

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Speaker 4: because I love somebody who just always stays relevant and

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Speaker 4: the queen of reinvention, child and pivoty. We have the

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Speaker 4: original influencer, the original social media personality, model, reality TV star,

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Speaker 4: and as of recently, your new favorite streamer.

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Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, love and about it.

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Speaker 2: That's a nice love it.

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Speaker 1: Thank you for joining us. I'm here. Yes, I'm excited

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Speaker 1: to have you. I'm so excited. Thank you. All Right,

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Speaker 1: So your resume is extensive, very very I.

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Speaker 2: Feel like I've done a lot too. I feel like

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Speaker 2: I've live like ten lives.

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Speaker 1: Could you act too. Yes, I act to all of it.

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Speaker 1: Thank you.

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Speaker 4: And I think it's so crazy because like you have,

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Speaker 4: like you said, lived so many lives, but we you

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Speaker 4: started really young.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, like when you were on Tumblr.

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Speaker 4: Let's I said, I want to start from the beginning,

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Speaker 4: Like how did the tumblr thing come about?

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Speaker 2: So for me, Tumblr came about because I have an

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Speaker 2: older sister. Her name is Crystal. Shout out to my

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Speaker 2: sister Crystal. We're two years apart, and she was the

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Speaker 2: one that loved taking pictures. That was her thing. I

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Speaker 2: was really into skateboarding, like always had like a tomboy

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Speaker 2: era and I was just was like, man, but I'm

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Speaker 2: watching my older sister all the time, and I'm like

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Speaker 2: I could probably do that.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: So she taking pictures of me, I'm taking pictures of her.

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Speaker 2: I had MySpace and my Space went to Tumblr, so

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Speaker 2: I'm like, okay, well, I'm uploading my pictures organic just

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Speaker 2: in the grocery store bag of chips, swagged out outfit

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Speaker 2: at the time, whatever, and They're just going up like

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Speaker 2: it was organic to the point where like I didn't

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Speaker 2: even know what I was doing. I just wanted to

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Speaker 2: like kind of following my sister's footsteps like she was

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Speaker 2: the tumbler. I want to be a tumbler girl. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: and then that turned into like, oh shit, But everything

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Speaker 2: in my life has been like not necessarily in my plans,

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Speaker 2: it's just something that I'm just organically doing. I'm taking

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Speaker 2: a liking into taking pictures. I'm taking a liking into

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Speaker 2: photography and shit like that, and I'm just doing it

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Speaker 2: and people are gravitating towards me and it. So it's

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Speaker 2: been a blessing that I just get to live and

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Speaker 2: try to like new things and it's like works out

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Speaker 2: for me.

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Speaker 4: Yes, because I mean, you have to have an it factor,

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Speaker 4: like you can just be a pretty face. So I

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Speaker 4: always say that, like to be relevant for so long. Yeah,

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Speaker 4: and it's more than you know, obviously you're beautiful, but

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Speaker 4: it's more than the looks, Like it's a lot of

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Speaker 4: pretty women, like what else.

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Speaker 2: Absolutely, I say that all the time, like it's so

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Speaker 2: many beautiful women. But that's why I go out of

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Speaker 2: my way to try not to box myself, Like I'm

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Speaker 2: not just gonna be an actress or a streamer, Like

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna try to get my hand in every bag

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Speaker 2: while I can, while I'm relevant, while I have people

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Speaker 2: who actually give a fucking care to like, look at me.

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna try to do every right, like and see

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Speaker 2: what I'm good at, see what's six and if I'm not,

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna try something.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean, I in going back kind of to

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Speaker 5: people talk about like the OG influencers on social media,

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Speaker 5: You're always the first person that comes to my mind,

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Speaker 5: Like I feel like you're the OG influencer before it

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Speaker 1: I feel like you were people's mood board.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, it was like they were trying to dress like

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Speaker 1: And I'm not gonna lie quiet as it's kept.

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Speaker 4: My favorite era of yours is like when you randomly

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Speaker 4: popped out and started doing music. Oh yes, because it

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Speaker 4: wasn't like she, I mean she worked with Will I

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Speaker 4: and it's like who gets to just wake up and

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Speaker 4: be like, I'm gonna go to the studio where I

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Speaker 4: am right, you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 2: Shout out to where I am Exacinitely his big one

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Speaker 2: for me. I started off being his brand ambassador. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: Apple head Phones. So I was on the box. I'm

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Speaker 2: going on tour with him to tell Apple stories about

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Speaker 2: the box. He reached out to me on Instagram type

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Speaker 2: And then like he one night was just like, you know,

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Speaker 2: I see more in you. You've probably seen yourself, Like

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Speaker 2: would you care to try to do music?

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Speaker 1: And I'm like why not? Why not?

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Speaker 2: I love music. I never see myself being a rapper,

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Speaker 2: being a singer or nothing, but like I have an

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Speaker 2: immaculate music taste.

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Speaker 1: I'm very much like Broad.

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Speaker 2: I'm a human juke box, Like I know music, So

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Speaker 2: why not try it? Shiit Like you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 2: I don't like put limitations on anything I do.

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Speaker 4: I love that because I feel like you try stuff,

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Speaker 4: you never know what's gonna pop.

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Speaker 1: Off for you, you know what I mean?

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Speaker 5: Working out, Yeah, we was talking about you, me saying

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Speaker 5: we gonna make a song.

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Speaker 1: We could be like, yeah, I want him. Wonder why

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Speaker 2: Okay because your voice everybody gonna go sing along because

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Speaker 2: you got that melodic type voice.

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Speaker 1: That the street, She got that ear.

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Speaker 4: Okay, so talk about I want to kind of fast

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Speaker 4: forward to now because I feel like, you know, obviously

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Speaker 4: I'm older than you, so but I'm always not got

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Speaker 4: you on like the stream well I won't say watching.

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Speaker 1: I see the clips. Auntie a little too old for twitch.

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Speaker 4: I love the fact that you have just started this

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Speaker 4: I don't know Indied was streaming, you know, And I

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Speaker 4: like when you did reality TV it was like a

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Speaker 4: but now I'm like, okay, this girl is funny.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, all reality TV stuff is always edited.

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Speaker 2: It's always a little script razzle dazzled to like reality

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Speaker 2: with YouTube, you have to I want to sit with

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Speaker 2: the editor I can't just hire an editor and blah

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Speaker 2: I'm saying, cut it out, Like I'm very hands on

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Speaker 2: I was a viewer at first, like I wasn't watching people,

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Speaker 1: Then I started. I have nephews and nieces.

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Speaker 2: And they're super into it at first, so I'm like, okay,

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Speaker 2: let me just see what it's aunty, unty, you want

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Speaker 2: to you know what I'm saying. And as I started

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Speaker 2: All I need is just to press go live and

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Speaker 2: do what you want to do with the clips, do

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Speaker 2: need raw uncut like I can't. It takes too much

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Speaker 2: that's how you build a strong community of people because

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Speaker 2: like you can't fake Twitch, you can't fake being on

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Speaker 2: and shit like that. But it's like when they see

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Speaker 2: of like you sitting there knowing me.

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Speaker 1: From a fall on the wall perspective.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, which is cool to me because that's literally what

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Speaker 2: I needed, because it's like I can't force y'all to

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Speaker 2: I can't force it. I can't no matter how many

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Speaker 2: So it's like if I got twitched and you could

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Speaker 1: Right. Does that make you nervous?

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Speaker 5: So, like just with it being live and the fact

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Speaker 5: I'm just not afraid to put it on front street,

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Speaker 2: Been that Like I've been judging my whole life.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, why stop now? Who cares?

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Speaker 4: So, because I saw something like because y'all did, like

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Speaker 1: It was so quickly. Yeah, shout out to Brooklyn.

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Speaker 4: It was so funny y'all was going out like hitting

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Speaker 4: you have ideas and stuff like that, it's funny. I

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Speaker 4: she copied my idea. Yeah, so when things like that happen, like,

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Speaker 4: how do you handle it? Because that's a different world.

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Speaker 2: That is a different world, But it's best to not

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Speaker 2: handle it at all. Just don't say nothing, especially when

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Speaker 2: seen her DM, I never seen that girl, like none

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Speaker 2: of that. So it's like you making up and carrying

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Speaker 2: a whole story off my name because you want me

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Speaker 2: to respond and you want the people to like, oh,

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Speaker 2: I'm not gonna give.

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Speaker 1: It to you.

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Speaker 2: It's not the truth, and it's gonna and then the

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Speaker 2: people from your community on life, they're gonna start pulling

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Speaker 2: up old clips and DM they gonna do the work

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Speaker 2: for you and be like, hey, you know what she

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Speaker 1: That shit?

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Speaker 2: Actually she said like put it together. Yeah, you got

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Speaker 1: It's really the truth. Them clippers be making money. They do.

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Speaker 2: That's Sally the ones with the wrong captions saying oh

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Speaker 1: Yes.

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Speaker 2: That's another thing that you have to be strong enough

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Speaker 1: This is not true. It's not me.

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Speaker 2: Age as one thousand percent came with maturity and age.

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Speaker 1: But I was still continuing to push.

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Speaker 2: But like if it wasn't for God, my mom and

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Speaker 2: It's like I don't want to think the wrong thoughts

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Speaker 1: But I also think Twitch is different too, because that's.

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Speaker 1: Like that's my ship I'm like, damn yeah, and brothers.

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Speaker 2: It's not all kids. It depends on like who you

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Speaker 4: Okay, sure, that's how I always looked at I'm like,

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Speaker 4: I don't want to talk to them kids.

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Speaker 5: I mean, but I feel like it's we need a thing,

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Speaker 1: The live streaming. That's like the thing right now.

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Speaker 5: I think everybody is always trying to like catch on

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Speaker 2: Yeah, and you're saying, like I don't entertain them kids,

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Speaker 2: Like it's not that it's like how you sit on

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Speaker 2: you to do childishit. You don't gotta do childis shit

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Speaker 2: for clips. That's where you become and get clowned out.

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Speaker 2: You want to get clouned out for the clips, but

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Speaker 2: you could be organically you and then they'll clip it

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Speaker 1: That, right, Not all about that?

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Speaker 4: Well, I guess like the clips I be seeing, like

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Speaker 2: Be yoh my diabolical for sure. But you got to

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Speaker 2: you got to know that people have their own opinion.

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Speaker 2: It's gonna run with it regardless. You can make nobody

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Speaker 2: can do is conjunct yourself. How you know you want

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Speaker 2: to let them do whatever?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, not about that.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, And then we got to talk about the stream Awards. Shit,

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Speaker 4: oh my god, because they said you had your Kanye

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Speaker 4: West moment and they was like, what is going on?

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Speaker 4: So was that plan or was that really like you

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Speaker 4: was feeling it in the moment.

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Speaker 2: I was feeling it in the moment. It was a drinks.

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Speaker 2: That's why I'm straight fast right now. It's just too

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Speaker 2: many pat on the wrist, India, You're doing too much.

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Speaker 2: And as a grown lady like you gotta know like, okay,

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Speaker 2: it's too many times, you're doing too much ship and

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Speaker 2: I understand that. But now that I'm in a twitch

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Speaker 2: it's like, no, you said you were gonna stop thinking,

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Speaker 2: so stop drinking. Everybody conducts, you know, everybody's different. You know,

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Speaker 2: because I'm talking to God with this. You're a part

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Speaker 2: of it. You see it. But like you and God

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Speaker 2: But I definitely know for a fact like that was

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Speaker 2: because I was too intoxicated off the drinks. And what

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Speaker 2: happened was literally like verbet, what is it?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, let's.

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Speaker 5: B E R B A T I amb I thought

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Speaker 2: R correct chat, I'm cucking out.

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Speaker 1: That's a strong point.

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Speaker 2: Everything else is the So long story short. I'm at

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Speaker 2: the awards. I'm going table to table to table because

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Speaker 2: it's like, it's not much going on, so I'm just hey,

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Speaker 2: you always up mingling, mingling Mangland. Got there a little

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Speaker 2: late because I had a dress dressed mountain function. My

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Speaker 2: shit split right down the ass.

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Speaker 1: Get another dress.

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Speaker 2: It was a lot going on, but I still push

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Speaker 2: because I really wanted to go. I wanted to be apart.

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Speaker 2: Got their leg moving around, drinking, having a good time.

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Speaker 1: What kind of drinks is? Then it was nice, what's

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Speaker 1: that y'all?

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Speaker 2: Let me take y'all pictures having a good time?

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Speaker 4: You know.

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Speaker 2: Get to the point where I'm on the side the

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Speaker 2: awards is like maybe twenty thirty minutes to be over.

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Speaker 2: I don't fucking know because I got kicked out anywhere.

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Speaker 2: I only kicked you out for real, real, But let

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Speaker 2: me get to it.

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Speaker 5: Okay, Yes, I thought all of it was just like.

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Speaker 2: No, no no, no, no no no, let's not safe.

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Speaker 1: I don't like.

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Speaker 7: No.

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Speaker 2: It was a lot, but you know, I was out

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Speaker 2: break time. I'm like, Rikay, his demeanor, his head, his head,

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Speaker 2: mind you I got nephews and nieces. I got like

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Speaker 2: When the child's like confidence is broken. He had a

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Speaker 2: Like Rakai was like the biggest thing of twenty twenty five.

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Speaker 1: In my eye.

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Speaker 2: And I didn't like seeing him like that. I'm like

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Speaker 2: blah blah blah. He like yeah, like you know, it

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Speaker 2: not just not shaking. I'm just not shaking my spirit.

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Speaker 2: I sat down in my chair. Boom, black Boy Max

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Speaker 2: his homies right there say like facing me, I'm like,

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Speaker 2: I don't like how Rikai like, I don't like how

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Speaker 1: I should say something? Yeah?

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Speaker 2: They like, yeah, what you mean like getting all inside.

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Speaker 1: You egging it all? You have me on?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm not scared of shit. Yeah, but a motherfucking word,

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Speaker 2: especially off the drink. So I'm over there, like should I?

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Speaker 2: They like, what you mean is twitch like you know,

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Speaker 2: it's for the clips go marble. So once I hear that,

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Speaker 2: I'm like, drink. Nigga said, oh your drink right there?

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Speaker 1: What did I do that? Sound like me like you

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Speaker 2: I went down there, boom boo, boom boom boom talking

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Speaker 1: They saying, I'm like, you look so good girl.

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Speaker 2: The ladies up there okay, and coming up next she

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Speaker 1: Hi?

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Speaker 2: Everybody blah blah blah blah, everybody.

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Speaker 1: Out of me. Huh.

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Speaker 2: So as I got up there, it's when I said

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Speaker 2: my place, wasn't my time, And that's why I apologize.

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Speaker 2: So many people were so mad at me for apologizing,

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Speaker 2: and I'm like, yeah, I'm not gonna lie. If somebody

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Speaker 2: would not feel like that was a cool thing to do.

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Speaker 2: I don't care who you're taking up for. It was

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Speaker 1: I don't run that program. That was out of bocket.

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Speaker 1: So I apologized, but.

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Speaker 2: In the moment I had that like recurage, I was

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Speaker 2: you ain't said the words.

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Speaker 1: You did it for the people. I'm sorry, ahead, go ahead,

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Speaker 1: go ahead, Well, I was you can go ahead.

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Speaker 3: Well.

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Speaker 1: I was just asking how to Rikay feel. Rakay called me.

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Speaker 2: He called me probably like that night or the next

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Speaker 2: like you know what I did. I did step out

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Speaker 2: of balance and like that wasn't cool with me to

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Speaker 2: how we all felt, like the people like what you did,

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Speaker 2: like and when you're a kid, so it's like you

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Speaker 2: How dare I felt in the moment, how did those

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Speaker 2: like yeah, above and beyond what it took to win that.

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Speaker 2: And that's how I felt in the moment. And I'm like, nah,

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Speaker 2: everybody gonna hear this ship right now.

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Speaker 1: That's how I.

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Speaker 2: Feel, And that's what it is. He did appreciate it,

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00:19:16,320 --> 00:19:17,440
Speaker 2: and I respected him for that.

440
00:19:17,520 --> 00:19:21,359
Speaker 4: So it seems like you regret doing it, but you

441
00:19:21,480 --> 00:19:22,800
Speaker 4: said what you say, No, I.

442
00:19:22,800 --> 00:19:25,240
Speaker 2: Don't regret doing that at all. But I was out

443
00:19:25,240 --> 00:19:27,800
Speaker 2: of pocket from what I did, but I don't regret

444
00:19:27,840 --> 00:19:28,200
Speaker 2: doing it.

445
00:19:28,480 --> 00:19:30,120
Speaker 1: I know. That's so good thought.

446
00:19:29,920 --> 00:19:32,959
Speaker 5: That you have that level of self awareness, even like

447
00:19:33,119 --> 00:19:35,119
Speaker 5: kind of circling back to what you were saying earlier

448
00:19:35,119 --> 00:19:37,560
Speaker 5: about you not drinking, like like, Okay, I know I

449
00:19:37,600 --> 00:19:39,960
Speaker 5: had too much to drink, so now I'm taking a break.

450
00:19:40,160 --> 00:19:43,000
Speaker 1: No too many times? Yeah, do you think that you're

451
00:19:43,080 --> 00:19:44,480
Speaker 1: done for good drinking?

452
00:19:44,560 --> 00:19:44,600
Speaker 3: Know?

453
00:19:44,680 --> 00:19:46,000
Speaker 1: You just taking a little.

454
00:19:45,760 --> 00:19:48,480
Speaker 2: I'm definitely taking a long break. Like I'm not gonna

455
00:19:48,480 --> 00:19:50,399
Speaker 2: put no numbers on it because everybody's gonna hold you.

456
00:19:51,640 --> 00:19:54,159
Speaker 2: But I'm definitely taking a long break, and I have

457
00:19:54,320 --> 00:19:57,399
Speaker 2: to prove it to myself first. That like I'm not

458
00:19:57,720 --> 00:20:00,400
Speaker 2: all what people say I am, because like it's all

459
00:20:00,440 --> 00:20:02,199
Speaker 2: in the mind thing and it's all for me.

460
00:20:02,480 --> 00:20:03,400
Speaker 1: I use alcohol.

461
00:20:03,400 --> 00:20:05,880
Speaker 2: It's like I'm a person where like I don't speak

462
00:20:05,960 --> 00:20:08,800
Speaker 2: unless spoken to. So when I gotta get on live

463
00:20:08,880 --> 00:20:10,600
Speaker 2: and get on Twitch and do events and get in

464
00:20:10,600 --> 00:20:12,680
Speaker 2: front of people, let me just warm up and gas

465
00:20:12,840 --> 00:20:15,479
Speaker 2: up real quick and get in because drinking makes me happy,

466
00:20:15,560 --> 00:20:18,919
Speaker 2: like get moved. I'm like, you know, that's how we

467
00:20:18,960 --> 00:20:23,800
Speaker 2: all are. Hide yourself up. I don't have that self

468
00:20:23,800 --> 00:20:26,639
Speaker 2: confidence to the maximum to where I don't feel like,

469
00:20:26,760 --> 00:20:28,439
Speaker 2: you know, I don't need it. Sometimes I want that

470
00:20:28,520 --> 00:20:31,439
Speaker 2: little extra liquid and then they keep going and they

471
00:20:31,480 --> 00:20:33,399
Speaker 2: keep going because it's like, oh I don't feel it,

472
00:20:33,440 --> 00:20:35,760
Speaker 2: and then smacked my dumb shit.

473
00:20:37,720 --> 00:20:38,960
Speaker 1: Man. And then it's like.

474
00:20:39,000 --> 00:20:44,320
Speaker 2: God, but I gotta like prove it to myself, prove

475
00:20:44,320 --> 00:20:46,119
Speaker 2: it to God. And that's all I really want to

476
00:20:46,119 --> 00:20:48,480
Speaker 2: prove it to. I mean, you know, people out there

477
00:20:48,520 --> 00:20:50,840
Speaker 2: really just like, oh my god. But it's like come

478
00:20:50,880 --> 00:20:53,840
Speaker 2: on now, y'all know, like everybody is doing the same

479
00:20:53,880 --> 00:20:55,720
Speaker 2: ship just because I'm out here doing it in front

480
00:20:55,720 --> 00:20:56,040
Speaker 2: of y'all.

481
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Speaker 1: And that's what it is. You have a camera in

482
00:20:59,040 --> 00:21:00,520
Speaker 1: front of your facts exactly.

483
00:21:00,840 --> 00:21:03,879
Speaker 5: People definitely judge you under a harsher light when you

484
00:21:03,920 --> 00:21:04,640
Speaker 5: have the spotlight.

485
00:21:05,400 --> 00:21:06,800
Speaker 1: We all make the same mistakes.

486
00:21:06,840 --> 00:21:08,720
Speaker 5: Like you said, it's just the fact that we're kind

487
00:21:08,720 --> 00:21:10,600
Speaker 5: of living our lives in front of people. So I

488
00:21:10,640 --> 00:21:14,280
Speaker 5: feel like it's always so much scrutiny and people be.

489
00:21:14,240 --> 00:21:18,480
Speaker 1: Acting like they don't go through the same sit It's crazy.

490
00:21:18,680 --> 00:21:21,040
Speaker 4: Now I'm asking you one more question about the streaming work,

491
00:21:21,040 --> 00:21:24,000
Speaker 4: because IM nosy yet all the clips I saw the host,

492
00:21:24,080 --> 00:21:25,560
Speaker 4: what was the whost name when she made the diddy

493
00:21:25,640 --> 00:21:27,800
Speaker 4: joke about Kyle, I can't remember her name.

494
00:21:28,080 --> 00:21:29,399
Speaker 1: Cinderella name.

495
00:21:29,520 --> 00:21:32,520
Speaker 4: Yeah, So I'm not gonna lie. I'm not familiar with

496
00:21:32,680 --> 00:21:35,400
Speaker 4: this this lady y'all know, y'all like the clip ship.

497
00:21:35,520 --> 00:21:37,640
Speaker 4: I'm not attacking her like, but I ain't gonna lie.

498
00:21:37,920 --> 00:21:39,280
Speaker 4: A lot of the clips that I did see, it

499
00:21:39,320 --> 00:21:41,600
Speaker 4: seemed like a lot of her jokes weren't landing.

500
00:21:41,800 --> 00:21:44,560
Speaker 1: Was it like that or was it there in that half?

501
00:21:44,640 --> 00:21:47,320
Speaker 2: I was late to where I walked in when they

502
00:21:47,359 --> 00:21:49,480
Speaker 2: were on a break, and I didn't hear most of

503
00:21:49,800 --> 00:21:52,560
Speaker 2: all of those jokes. Okay, because and thank god I

504
00:21:52,720 --> 00:21:53,720
Speaker 2: did it because on the.

505
00:21:53,720 --> 00:21:54,679
Speaker 1: Tipe to be like what.

506
00:21:58,840 --> 00:22:02,520
Speaker 2: Because Kyle like Kayle, you gonna disrespect Kayle like he

507
00:22:03,119 --> 00:22:05,440
Speaker 2: like you known't come on along, gotta say too much.

508
00:22:05,480 --> 00:22:07,600
Speaker 2: He speaks for himself of what he does and what

509
00:22:07,720 --> 00:22:11,840
Speaker 2: type of person he is outside of Twitch, not even regarding.

510
00:22:11,440 --> 00:22:13,240
Speaker 1: Twitch like how he does for his people.

511
00:22:13,280 --> 00:22:15,879
Speaker 2: It's like, how dare you sit in people's face that

512
00:22:16,160 --> 00:22:20,159
Speaker 2: really brought attention to this platform and like trying to

513
00:22:20,280 --> 00:22:22,320
Speaker 2: like shit on him in a sense in my eyes,

514
00:22:22,400 --> 00:22:25,080
Speaker 2: But I for sure was not there to hear those

515
00:22:25,160 --> 00:22:26,680
Speaker 2: jokest out of my own ears.

516
00:22:27,160 --> 00:22:28,600
Speaker 1: I've seen the later and was like.

517
00:22:29,320 --> 00:22:35,679
Speaker 2: Well, ship, it wasn't that bad how I felt deliver

518
00:22:35,840 --> 00:22:39,280
Speaker 2: it properly. She was just kind of like I didn't

519
00:22:39,359 --> 00:22:41,320
Speaker 2: know too much about her either, Like I was just

520
00:22:41,440 --> 00:22:42,760
Speaker 2: you know, I was on her to be there a

521
00:22:42,800 --> 00:22:43,440
Speaker 2: part of her thing.

522
00:22:43,520 --> 00:22:45,120
Speaker 1: That's why I'm like, damn I did.

523
00:22:45,200 --> 00:22:47,399
Speaker 2: I did apologize. I reached out to her personally, d

524
00:22:47,520 --> 00:22:50,359
Speaker 2: m her. I reached out to adapt personally. Adapt hit

525
00:22:50,440 --> 00:22:52,000
Speaker 2: me right away, and it was like it's no problem,

526
00:22:52,000 --> 00:22:54,280
Speaker 2: I'm not tripping. I'm like I appreciate that, like you know,

527
00:22:54,440 --> 00:22:56,920
Speaker 2: like certain times it's just like, you know whatever. But

528
00:22:57,040 --> 00:22:59,600
Speaker 2: it was a lot of streamers and I'm not dropping

529
00:22:59,680 --> 00:23:01,720
Speaker 2: on names. You know, there's a lot of streamers that

530
00:23:01,840 --> 00:23:04,240
Speaker 2: threw me off after that shit, like really, especially the

531
00:23:04,320 --> 00:23:06,920
Speaker 2: ones that just had a lot to say about it.

532
00:23:07,040 --> 00:23:09,560
Speaker 2: And I get like, but streaming, a lot of people

533
00:23:09,640 --> 00:23:11,920
Speaker 2: give the excuse of like, oh, my chat asks me

534
00:23:11,960 --> 00:23:14,520
Speaker 2: about it, you know, so I'm gonna speak up on it.

535
00:23:14,640 --> 00:23:16,800
Speaker 2: But it's like if you a real nigga and you

536
00:23:16,880 --> 00:23:18,920
Speaker 2: a nigga and you're gonna speak on a female when

537
00:23:19,080 --> 00:23:21,560
Speaker 2: a female is making mistakes, and that's some goofy, like

538
00:23:21,680 --> 00:23:24,320
Speaker 2: clown shit to me. So it's like, it's certain, Its

539
00:23:24,400 --> 00:23:26,320
Speaker 2: just that I don't respect in the streaming world. But

540
00:23:26,400 --> 00:23:28,560
Speaker 2: at the end of the day, I'm here for my journey,

541
00:23:28,680 --> 00:23:31,520
Speaker 2: my platform. I can't you know, can I can't help

542
00:23:31,560 --> 00:23:32,160
Speaker 2: with nobody else?

543
00:23:32,240 --> 00:23:34,359
Speaker 5: Do I agree with you on it, But you know,

544
00:23:34,480 --> 00:23:37,320
Speaker 5: people are corny, and so you obviously to have a

545
00:23:37,440 --> 00:23:39,760
Speaker 5: name that people know if they're talking about it, it's

546
00:23:39,800 --> 00:23:43,919
Speaker 5: gonna get more clear, of course.

547
00:23:44,160 --> 00:23:46,560
Speaker 4: Yeah, But what does dating look like for you now

548
00:23:46,640 --> 00:23:48,560
Speaker 4: now that you're like, you know, turning over a new leave,

549
00:23:48,800 --> 00:23:51,040
Speaker 4: but you know you still want to, you know, because

550
00:23:51,040 --> 00:23:53,000
Speaker 4: you want to get married one day, right, absolutely, So

551
00:23:53,119 --> 00:23:54,920
Speaker 4: it's like, what does dating look like for you?

552
00:23:55,080 --> 00:23:59,360
Speaker 1: Now? I turned thirty February third.

553
00:24:00,840 --> 00:24:04,480
Speaker 4: You're so young, girl, you are welcome to the thirty

554
00:24:05,800 --> 00:24:08,760
Speaker 4: twitch the like mind you, this is a twenty nine

555
00:24:08,840 --> 00:24:09,359
Speaker 4: year old lad.

556
00:24:09,440 --> 00:24:10,720
Speaker 1: I'm like, y'all don't want to come up.

557
00:24:10,640 --> 00:24:13,240
Speaker 5: With a boy twenty nine is still young. But I

558
00:24:13,680 --> 00:24:16,240
Speaker 5: fel like I'm still young now young you.

559
00:24:16,280 --> 00:24:18,640
Speaker 2: Know what now when people be like that's young, that's

560
00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:21,600
Speaker 2: old like Nigga is now, it's no radar.

561
00:24:21,720 --> 00:24:22,280
Speaker 1: It's never too.

562
00:24:22,520 --> 00:24:24,320
Speaker 2: It's not like an old and young to me, it's

563
00:24:24,400 --> 00:24:26,600
Speaker 2: like I'm growing in life, like I'm living life, like

564
00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:28,320
Speaker 2: I cannot you too young?

565
00:24:28,400 --> 00:24:28,639
Speaker 1: You too?

566
00:24:28,800 --> 00:24:31,480
Speaker 2: It's a lot of little young young girls. Yeah, like

567
00:24:31,600 --> 00:24:33,159
Speaker 2: on this like, oh you're too old for that, Like

568
00:24:33,240 --> 00:24:34,520
Speaker 2: it's no such thing as none of that.

569
00:24:34,720 --> 00:24:36,200
Speaker 1: Right, I agree? I don't know.

570
00:24:36,359 --> 00:24:39,879
Speaker 5: And I just feel like no other generation prior to

571
00:24:39,960 --> 00:24:42,600
Speaker 5: the generation right now, which is gen Z that mainly

572
00:24:42,760 --> 00:24:43,159
Speaker 5: be like on.

573
00:24:43,280 --> 00:24:43,960
Speaker 1: Tweech and stuff.

574
00:24:44,400 --> 00:24:47,480
Speaker 5: I feel like us we did not make people that

575
00:24:47,560 --> 00:24:50,040
Speaker 5: were a little bit older than us feel so old.

576
00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:51,920
Speaker 1: It's like we love that.

577
00:24:52,520 --> 00:24:56,880
Speaker 7: Yeah over Yeah, I want to say, girl and boy,

578
00:24:56,960 --> 00:25:02,280
Speaker 7: I'm like you big it's a car yeah, like it

579
00:25:02,440 --> 00:25:04,159
Speaker 7: was given that now even like.

580
00:25:04,359 --> 00:25:07,600
Speaker 1: You, they'd be like, oh, you're twenty three, even twenty three.

581
00:25:07,720 --> 00:25:11,080
Speaker 5: I saw a clip recently they were asking high school

582
00:25:11,160 --> 00:25:13,760
Speaker 5: students and like college students, like, what's old to you?

583
00:25:13,880 --> 00:25:19,119
Speaker 5: They was like, anybody that's born before two thousand, it's old.

584
00:25:19,680 --> 00:25:21,680
Speaker 1: And I'm like, that's crazy. That is crazy.

585
00:25:21,720 --> 00:25:23,639
Speaker 2: You know what's crazy to me? When I was younger,

586
00:25:23,760 --> 00:25:26,160
Speaker 2: I don't know what type of age, maybe like seventeen

587
00:25:26,280 --> 00:25:28,639
Speaker 2: eighteen or maybe a little before that, I used to

588
00:25:28,680 --> 00:25:30,280
Speaker 2: feel like, oh, thirty is Oh.

589
00:25:31,680 --> 00:25:33,000
Speaker 1: My sisters used to laugh at me.

590
00:25:33,160 --> 00:25:35,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, it could be like no, y'all is old, Like

591
00:25:35,400 --> 00:25:38,600
Speaker 2: y'all up the thirty I'm like, girl, you know how

592
00:25:38,760 --> 00:25:40,960
Speaker 2: wise and how like yeah, what I am for the

593
00:25:41,080 --> 00:25:42,879
Speaker 2: rest of my life to go on? Like this is

594
00:25:43,000 --> 00:25:45,560
Speaker 2: like the best pivotal point to me ever. And a

595
00:25:45,640 --> 00:25:50,159
Speaker 2: lot of millionaires and billionaires start life thirty five forty.

596
00:25:50,560 --> 00:25:53,639
Speaker 2: That's when they become hell is successful. It's like mid thirties,

597
00:25:53,680 --> 00:25:56,280
Speaker 2: early forties. So I'm ready to like because now we

598
00:25:56,400 --> 00:25:57,520
Speaker 2: equip we've done.

599
00:25:57,440 --> 00:25:58,960
Speaker 1: A lot of like life.

600
00:25:59,200 --> 00:26:03,360
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, my thirties, I've been having so much fun

601
00:26:03,400 --> 00:26:08,000
Speaker 4: in my pers I love you. The financial freedom that

602
00:26:08,119 --> 00:26:11,080
Speaker 4: I have, I can do whatever I want, like and

603
00:26:11,160 --> 00:26:14,400
Speaker 4: then honestly, like, I feel like I have way more

604
00:26:14,520 --> 00:26:16,840
Speaker 4: confidence now, Like I love the way I look, I

605
00:26:16,880 --> 00:26:21,720
Speaker 4: love the way I feel, Like, Yes, I'm just loving it.

606
00:26:22,119 --> 00:26:27,199
Speaker 4: Like my twenties was a lot of struggle, like working,

607
00:26:27,400 --> 00:26:29,040
Speaker 4: trying to figure out what kind of guys I like,

608
00:26:29,119 --> 00:26:31,080
Speaker 4: trying to figure out who I was as a person,

609
00:26:31,560 --> 00:26:33,080
Speaker 4: finding my personal style.

610
00:26:33,560 --> 00:26:35,440
Speaker 1: It's just so much discovering and it's fun.

611
00:26:35,560 --> 00:26:38,120
Speaker 4: But now that I'm here and I know who I am,

612
00:26:38,359 --> 00:26:43,040
Speaker 4: I can really enjoy my life because I understand myself now, yeah,

613
00:26:43,280 --> 00:26:49,000
Speaker 4: saying it's definitely for me, the mental clarity, like when

614
00:26:49,040 --> 00:26:51,840
Speaker 4: you turn thirty, it's a switch that goes off, and

615
00:26:51,880 --> 00:26:53,680
Speaker 4: it's a lot of things that you care about in

616
00:26:53,760 --> 00:26:55,600
Speaker 4: your twenties that I think when you turn thirty you

617
00:26:55,720 --> 00:26:57,840
Speaker 4: just don't give a fuck more, Like you realize how

618
00:26:57,960 --> 00:26:59,760
Speaker 4: pointly cities the streets over.

619
00:27:00,640 --> 00:27:02,639
Speaker 1: Yeah, And I think for me that's something that had

620
00:27:02,720 --> 00:27:03,840
Speaker 1: changed when I turned.

621
00:27:03,840 --> 00:27:06,159
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think I got that pre feeling right now,

622
00:27:06,440 --> 00:27:08,439
Speaker 2: Like I'm two month toy, I'm like, yeah, a lot

623
00:27:08,520 --> 00:27:11,200
Speaker 2: of the guys that I was even yeah, wasting my

624
00:27:11,320 --> 00:27:13,960
Speaker 2: time talking to just for entertainment, or just because like

625
00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:16,320
Speaker 2: I want to be on the phone that shit over it.

626
00:27:16,880 --> 00:27:18,919
Speaker 2: It's like I'm working, I got shit to do. If

627
00:27:18,960 --> 00:27:20,960
Speaker 2: I'm not doing nothing, I gotta get on stream. Like

628
00:27:21,040 --> 00:27:23,159
Speaker 2: people really begged me to get on that bitch, and

629
00:27:23,200 --> 00:27:25,800
Speaker 2: it's like, I don't do nothing for myself no more.

630
00:27:25,800 --> 00:27:28,440
Speaker 2: It's because like it's bigger than me, Like it's way

631
00:27:28,520 --> 00:27:30,639
Speaker 2: bigger than me. It's people that's watching that like me

632
00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:33,760
Speaker 2: to hear certain things through me and it'll register way

633
00:27:33,840 --> 00:27:35,679
Speaker 2: better than they mama could or whatever, because they were

634
00:27:35,760 --> 00:27:38,600
Speaker 2: like the person. So I got to like say, it's

635
00:27:38,680 --> 00:27:41,280
Speaker 2: not about me, about a lot of things in my life,

636
00:27:41,400 --> 00:27:43,080
Speaker 2: like yeah, push it just keep going.

637
00:27:43,600 --> 00:27:46,120
Speaker 5: And I don't know what it is too, But when

638
00:27:46,200 --> 00:27:49,800
Speaker 5: you turn thirty, you your sex drive increase so much.

639
00:27:50,200 --> 00:27:53,080
Speaker 1: Really, yeah, scared of that. Yeah it's you should be

640
00:27:54,240 --> 00:27:54,520
Speaker 1: tall that.

641
00:27:54,840 --> 00:27:57,000
Speaker 5: But one of my best friends she actually just turned

642
00:27:57,040 --> 00:27:59,760
Speaker 5: thirty last year. She turned thirty one this year, and

643
00:28:00,040 --> 00:28:01,720
Speaker 5: she told me. She was like, birl, you told me

644
00:28:01,800 --> 00:28:04,159
Speaker 5: that when I turned thirty, like my six drive was

645
00:28:04,240 --> 00:28:06,720
Speaker 5: just gonna increase and go into overdrive. She was like,

646
00:28:06,720 --> 00:28:08,560
Speaker 5: and I don't know what the fuck be going on,

647
00:28:08,760 --> 00:28:11,800
Speaker 5: but I'm always horny she was like, it's just like

648
00:28:11,880 --> 00:28:13,200
Speaker 5: bad news bears for me.

649
00:28:13,760 --> 00:28:16,399
Speaker 2: Really, I've been I've been on a fact. Remember you

650
00:28:16,520 --> 00:28:19,080
Speaker 2: asked me, like, what's dating? Yeah for me, it's no

651
00:28:19,280 --> 00:28:23,800
Speaker 2: dating for me right now. Like I've been watching these

652
00:28:23,880 --> 00:28:26,560
Speaker 2: TikTok lives. Right her name is Maya Worships. Shout out

653
00:28:26,600 --> 00:28:29,080
Speaker 2: to Maya Worships. He goes on TikTok live at in

654
00:28:29,320 --> 00:28:30,840
Speaker 2: La time and be like two in the morning.

655
00:28:31,080 --> 00:28:31,320
Speaker 1: Okay.

656
00:28:31,440 --> 00:28:33,120
Speaker 2: So I've been watching her shit for months or whatever.

657
00:28:33,359 --> 00:28:35,640
Speaker 2: And then like she didn't know I was watching when

658
00:28:35,640 --> 00:28:36,840
Speaker 2: she reached out to me one day and was like,

659
00:28:36,920 --> 00:28:39,680
Speaker 2: God has a message for me from you know, from

660
00:28:39,960 --> 00:28:40,360
Speaker 2: through her.

661
00:28:40,760 --> 00:28:41,080
Speaker 1: Okay.

662
00:28:41,520 --> 00:28:44,120
Speaker 2: So I'm like, okay, well I love your stuff first

663
00:28:44,120 --> 00:28:47,240
Speaker 2: of all. How like anytime somebody say that, I'm gonna

664
00:28:47,280 --> 00:28:48,960
Speaker 2: I'm gonna get eager to hear. You know, you can't

665
00:28:49,120 --> 00:28:51,680
Speaker 2: listen to everybody at my like you know, everybody's gonna

666
00:28:51,680 --> 00:28:53,959
Speaker 2: try to say stuff like that. But this is somebody

667
00:28:54,000 --> 00:28:56,480
Speaker 2: that I've been really like every time she speaks about

668
00:28:56,520 --> 00:28:58,960
Speaker 2: the word, it registers so well with me, Like it's

669
00:28:59,040 --> 00:29:01,120
Speaker 2: just something I want to go back to every time, like,

670
00:29:01,240 --> 00:29:03,160
Speaker 2: oh I love I can't I put my notes out

671
00:29:03,280 --> 00:29:05,440
Speaker 2: like love when she gets on only for an hour.

672
00:29:05,840 --> 00:29:07,360
Speaker 2: So she reached out to me and said, God had

673
00:29:07,360 --> 00:29:08,600
Speaker 2: a message for me. When I told you it was

674
00:29:08,680 --> 00:29:11,800
Speaker 2: so on point, like I broke down crime, so on

675
00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:13,960
Speaker 2: point like. And she was just like I was afraid

676
00:29:14,000 --> 00:29:16,160
Speaker 2: to reach out to you because I'm like, God, how

677
00:29:16,280 --> 00:29:18,200
Speaker 2: is she gonna see it? Like, you know, like she's

678
00:29:18,320 --> 00:29:20,880
Speaker 2: somebody big in the world, Like what what do you

679
00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:22,640
Speaker 2: mean reach out to her? And she said, I had

680
00:29:22,720 --> 00:29:24,840
Speaker 2: no idea you was watching my lives this whole time.

681
00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:27,920
Speaker 2: That's crazy, so aligned that way. And then from then

682
00:29:28,240 --> 00:29:29,960
Speaker 2: what God told me is just like I need you

683
00:29:30,040 --> 00:29:32,480
Speaker 2: all to myself in this season, I need you to

684
00:29:32,520 --> 00:29:34,800
Speaker 2: trust me and like me, I like to go be

685
00:29:35,000 --> 00:29:37,120
Speaker 2: under niggas and when I get used to like fucking

686
00:29:37,200 --> 00:29:39,280
Speaker 2: with somebody, like gets you used to fucking with them,

687
00:29:39,320 --> 00:29:42,800
Speaker 2: and then it becomes a toxic, repetitive cycle that like

688
00:29:42,960 --> 00:29:45,240
Speaker 2: God straight up told me, like I need you to

689
00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:47,240
Speaker 2: break that because like I got some I got some

690
00:29:47,360 --> 00:29:49,960
Speaker 2: shit for you behind this, you know, wall just get passive.

691
00:29:50,480 --> 00:29:52,720
Speaker 1: So I'm on that journey right now. I ain't even

692
00:29:52,760 --> 00:29:54,800
Speaker 1: having enough. I ain't been dated like that.

693
00:29:55,200 --> 00:29:57,360
Speaker 2: I got my friends and people that like I fuck with,

694
00:29:57,480 --> 00:29:59,360
Speaker 2: but at the same time, like I let them know,

695
00:29:59,800 --> 00:30:01,440
Speaker 2: this is what's going on in my life. I'm on

696
00:30:01,560 --> 00:30:03,160
Speaker 2: this past, I'm on this journey. I need you to

697
00:30:03,240 --> 00:30:05,440
Speaker 2: respect it. If not, I'm gonna keep going my way.

698
00:30:05,560 --> 00:30:08,080
Speaker 2: Like and it's not necessarily comfortable for.

699
00:30:08,160 --> 00:30:13,080
Speaker 1: Me at all, right, something like I want to turn out,

700
00:30:16,520 --> 00:30:17,200
Speaker 1: No I can't.

701
00:30:17,240 --> 00:30:19,080
Speaker 2: Even God is like, wait, I'm gonna let you turn

702
00:30:19,200 --> 00:30:20,600
Speaker 2: up on your own. I'm gonna do it for you

703
00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:23,160
Speaker 2: over how many times niggas could ever do it for you?

704
00:30:23,320 --> 00:30:26,440
Speaker 1: Like, just trust me, Just trust me.

705
00:30:26,560 --> 00:30:29,360
Speaker 5: So I'm all right, God, I got you because I

706
00:30:29,360 --> 00:30:32,040
Speaker 5: feel like when you find the man that's for you,

707
00:30:32,200 --> 00:30:35,240
Speaker 5: he's gonna respect it. Anybody that's trying to push you

708
00:30:35,480 --> 00:30:37,880
Speaker 5: and telling him like I'm on this journey, this is

709
00:30:37,920 --> 00:30:40,120
Speaker 5: what I'm trying to work on. It's about me and

710
00:30:40,280 --> 00:30:42,360
Speaker 5: God and what we got going on. A man that's

711
00:30:42,400 --> 00:30:43,680
Speaker 5: for you is gonna understand it.

712
00:30:44,800 --> 00:30:46,600
Speaker 4: And I think when you're in a season of like

713
00:30:46,880 --> 00:30:50,160
Speaker 4: being uncomfortable, like you said, what's behind that curtain, when

714
00:30:50,240 --> 00:30:52,320
Speaker 4: you finally reach it, it's gonna be like he gonna

715
00:30:53,760 --> 00:30:55,880
Speaker 4: it's gonna sure.

716
00:30:56,080 --> 00:30:57,200
Speaker 1: I love that for you.

717
00:30:58,000 --> 00:31:01,240
Speaker 5: I love that so much because certain level of disciplines

718
00:31:01,240 --> 00:31:02,840
Speaker 5: and they able to do that most people can.

719
00:31:03,120 --> 00:31:05,280
Speaker 2: I really that's what I want to work on going

720
00:31:05,320 --> 00:31:09,280
Speaker 2: into my thirties. I want to be the most disciplined lady.

721
00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:13,160
Speaker 2: I just want to be lady discipline. I really want

722
00:31:13,200 --> 00:31:14,720
Speaker 2: to be one of them girls, like I always say,

723
00:31:14,800 --> 00:31:17,880
Speaker 2: like have an athlete mindset. Athletes they wake up like

724
00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:19,800
Speaker 2: six seven in the morning, they gonna work out. They

725
00:31:19,840 --> 00:31:22,160
Speaker 2: got a program, they are an agenda. They don't got

726
00:31:22,280 --> 00:31:24,120
Speaker 2: time to do nothing else but what they need to do,

727
00:31:24,200 --> 00:31:26,000
Speaker 2: and it's better in their body, is better than they

728
00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:28,520
Speaker 2: better in their craft. Like I want to be on

729
00:31:28,640 --> 00:31:30,239
Speaker 2: that type of time where it's like I don't got

730
00:31:30,280 --> 00:31:32,280
Speaker 2: time for nothing else but what I could do to

731
00:31:32,360 --> 00:31:34,239
Speaker 2: better myself and what I got going on right now.

732
00:31:34,760 --> 00:31:36,640
Speaker 4: And one thing that helped me too when I was

733
00:31:36,680 --> 00:31:38,840
Speaker 4: like going through my journey of like changing it was

734
00:31:39,600 --> 00:31:43,280
Speaker 4: I wanted to be the woman that the what people

735
00:31:43,360 --> 00:31:45,440
Speaker 4: perceived me as like. I didn't want to be the

736
00:31:45,520 --> 00:31:47,479
Speaker 4: person where you look on my Instagram they're like, oh

737
00:31:47,520 --> 00:31:49,560
Speaker 4: my gosh, she looks like she has her shit together.

738
00:31:49,760 --> 00:31:52,400
Speaker 1: I wanted to actually have my shit together, and.

739
00:31:52,480 --> 00:31:54,600
Speaker 4: That's what I feel like. I'm not fronting on social media.

740
00:31:54,640 --> 00:31:57,200
Speaker 4: I really do got my shit together, and it feels

741
00:31:57,480 --> 00:32:00,400
Speaker 4: so amazing, like ain't nothing out of order over here,

742
00:32:00,640 --> 00:32:03,400
Speaker 4: Like everything is a line. So I think that feels good,

743
00:32:03,480 --> 00:32:06,320
Speaker 4: like really living the life that you present online.

744
00:32:06,400 --> 00:32:08,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, sure, you know, And I've never been afraid of

745
00:32:08,960 --> 00:32:11,680
Speaker 2: showing that shit. If it's good and I'm good, and

746
00:32:11,760 --> 00:32:14,000
Speaker 2: if it's not, then shit, maybe you might not hear

747
00:32:14,040 --> 00:32:15,720
Speaker 2: from me for a little time. But when I pop

748
00:32:15,840 --> 00:32:18,040
Speaker 2: back up, I'm gonna go up and do my shit,

749
00:32:18,120 --> 00:32:20,160
Speaker 2: you know, Like sometimes people judge too hard and do

750
00:32:20,240 --> 00:32:23,560
Speaker 2: too much. You gotta really like see what you want

751
00:32:23,600 --> 00:32:25,600
Speaker 2: to put out there to the world, Like, yeah, it's

752
00:32:25,680 --> 00:32:28,640
Speaker 2: great to be vulnerable, but like just know like whatever

753
00:32:28,680 --> 00:32:30,720
Speaker 2: you put out there is whatever, they're gonna scrap and

754
00:32:30,800 --> 00:32:32,360
Speaker 2: do whatever the fuck they want to do this, So

755
00:32:32,480 --> 00:32:35,080
Speaker 2: it's like still have your level of privacy. Which is

756
00:32:35,160 --> 00:32:37,920
Speaker 2: what I'm learning is it's like not everything not for

757
00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:40,800
Speaker 2: twitsch twenty five A okay, everybody join my one hundred

758
00:32:40,840 --> 00:32:43,120
Speaker 2: hour stream, Like nah, sometimes I need to get the

759
00:32:43,240 --> 00:32:45,000
Speaker 2: moments I need to talk to God. I need God

760
00:32:45,080 --> 00:32:48,480
Speaker 2: to hear me privately. I can't have everything for everybody.

761
00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:49,360
Speaker 1: It's not it's not.

762
00:32:49,760 --> 00:32:51,640
Speaker 5: Yeah, that's a good point though, because I think you

763
00:32:51,760 --> 00:32:54,560
Speaker 5: definitely just have to find that balance between having a

764
00:32:54,640 --> 00:32:57,920
Speaker 5: certain level of vulnerability because your listeners, your followers, they

765
00:32:58,000 --> 00:33:00,720
Speaker 5: love that, yeah, but then also still keep things that

766
00:33:00,800 --> 00:33:03,120
Speaker 5: are important to you close to yourself and having their

767
00:33:03,160 --> 00:33:03,840
Speaker 5: privacy too.

768
00:33:04,240 --> 00:33:04,440
Speaker 1: Yeah.

769
00:33:04,760 --> 00:33:07,120
Speaker 2: A lot of people don't care about the little happy

770
00:33:07,240 --> 00:33:09,680
Speaker 2: medium because it's that money. Yeah, it's like fuck it,

771
00:33:09,720 --> 00:33:11,800
Speaker 2: I'm gonna exploit it because they're gonna give me up,

772
00:33:11,840 --> 00:33:13,720
Speaker 2: they gonna click me up, whatever the case may be.

773
00:33:13,880 --> 00:33:16,800
Speaker 1: But like now, you gotta really have an agenda.

774
00:33:16,960 --> 00:33:19,840
Speaker 2: Like I love streamers that really like have a purpose

775
00:33:19,960 --> 00:33:22,480
Speaker 2: and like what they're trying to do and like highlighting

776
00:33:22,520 --> 00:33:24,840
Speaker 2: the good things and not just doing anything. We're not

777
00:33:24,960 --> 00:33:26,920
Speaker 2: just going to have a mug bang on camera and shit,

778
00:33:27,160 --> 00:33:29,040
Speaker 2: we want to get to know people and see different

779
00:33:29,080 --> 00:33:31,600
Speaker 2: parts of life, like you know, it's all about making

780
00:33:31,640 --> 00:33:34,640
Speaker 2: shit happen, like in stream in the streaming world. To

781
00:33:34,760 --> 00:33:36,920
Speaker 2: me and like my love, I got a whole community

782
00:33:37,040 --> 00:33:39,520
Speaker 2: on my Twitch. They caught the love bucks to the

783
00:33:39,560 --> 00:33:45,240
Speaker 2: love but they give me like categories like streams. We

784
00:33:45,320 --> 00:33:47,880
Speaker 2: want India to do things, we want India to talk about,

785
00:33:47,960 --> 00:33:49,600
Speaker 2: like they don't play by I mean, it's like ten

786
00:33:49,640 --> 00:33:51,560
Speaker 2: thousand people in that bitch and they giving me ideas.

787
00:33:52,360 --> 00:33:54,480
Speaker 1: Right. So it's like, oh, I got people who really

788
00:33:54,720 --> 00:33:57,080
Speaker 1: pushing it forward for me. I got approve like I

789
00:33:57,200 --> 00:33:58,560
Speaker 1: want to do it for them, you know, in a

790
00:33:58,640 --> 00:34:01,200
Speaker 1: real community. I got a real comunity. And it comes

791
00:34:01,240 --> 00:34:02,280
Speaker 1: from Twitch though, you know.

792
00:34:02,640 --> 00:34:04,400
Speaker 2: So it's like when you got a real community of

793
00:34:04,440 --> 00:34:07,320
Speaker 2: people who riding for you regardless anything you do in life,

794
00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:09,520
Speaker 2: anything you sell like, they're gonna be like, no, I'm

795
00:34:09,640 --> 00:34:11,840
Speaker 2: gonna ride like whatever she's doing, I'm gonna support it.

796
00:34:12,280 --> 00:34:14,560
Speaker 2: That's what I'm grateful for about Twitch is being able

797
00:34:14,640 --> 00:34:17,839
Speaker 2: to build that community of people who like literally want

798
00:34:17,880 --> 00:34:19,799
Speaker 2: to ride for you and be like your family member

799
00:34:19,880 --> 00:34:21,600
Speaker 2: and it's gonna take up for you. In the comments

800
00:34:21,680 --> 00:34:24,080
Speaker 2: on TikTok that my love bugs go in on people,

801
00:34:24,120 --> 00:34:26,279
Speaker 2: they don't play about them. I don't play about them,

802
00:34:26,360 --> 00:34:28,520
Speaker 2: so I really really appreciate them. We be getting on

803
00:34:28,640 --> 00:34:33,840
Speaker 2: live to prayers we don't like it's it's a blessing

804
00:34:33,920 --> 00:34:34,400
Speaker 2: for George.

805
00:34:34,480 --> 00:34:38,640
Speaker 1: I shout out to the love So we want to

806
00:34:38,640 --> 00:34:40,719
Speaker 1: play a little game with you. We're going to play

807
00:34:40,719 --> 00:34:41,080
Speaker 1: a game.

808
00:34:41,239 --> 00:34:44,759
Speaker 5: It's called love It or Levy So basically, for each scenario,

809
00:34:45,480 --> 00:34:48,399
Speaker 5: you choose either you love it, answer honestly, or leave

810
00:34:48,440 --> 00:34:49,200
Speaker 5: it please the feed.

811
00:34:49,600 --> 00:34:53,200
Speaker 1: Okay, so we have a good one. These are some

812
00:34:53,480 --> 00:34:56,400
Speaker 1: my god, these are some good ones. Okay. So for

813
00:34:56,480 --> 00:35:00,720
Speaker 1: the first one, you made two million dollars from fans,

814
00:35:02,000 --> 00:35:04,879
Speaker 1: love it or leaving wit? What is the role?

815
00:35:05,400 --> 00:35:08,680
Speaker 5: So basically like you either talk about it like love it,

816
00:35:08,840 --> 00:35:11,960
Speaker 5: answer honestly how you feel about it the situation I.

817
00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:13,600
Speaker 2: Leave it you don't want to talk about Okay, let's

818
00:35:13,600 --> 00:35:13,960
Speaker 2: do it again.

819
00:35:14,080 --> 00:35:14,360
Speaker 1: Okay.

820
00:35:14,840 --> 00:35:17,399
Speaker 5: So first scenario, you made two million dollars from only

821
00:35:17,480 --> 00:35:18,719
Speaker 5: fans love it?

822
00:35:19,040 --> 00:35:19,359
Speaker 1: All right?

823
00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:24,480
Speaker 2: That was something that I was intrigued by, Okay, and

824
00:35:24,640 --> 00:35:27,000
Speaker 2: once you are. Once i'm intrigued by something, I'm not

825
00:35:27,080 --> 00:35:28,080
Speaker 2: gonna stop thinking about it.

826
00:35:28,120 --> 00:35:29,240
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna leave it alone.

827
00:35:29,800 --> 00:35:35,640
Speaker 2: I posted very racy RANTI pictures on my Instagram before,

828
00:35:35,920 --> 00:35:38,120
Speaker 2: like in my twenties and like early teens and shit

829
00:35:38,200 --> 00:35:39,680
Speaker 2: like I was just popping it now you know what

830
00:35:39,719 --> 00:35:40,120
Speaker 2: I'm saying.

831
00:35:40,680 --> 00:35:42,800
Speaker 1: But then as time went.

832
00:35:42,680 --> 00:35:45,840
Speaker 2: By, I also was like exposed and exploited by somebody,

833
00:35:46,000 --> 00:35:48,120
Speaker 2: and my news was already out there on the internet.

834
00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:51,719
Speaker 2: So my mindset was starting. My only fans at the time,

835
00:35:51,800 --> 00:35:53,520
Speaker 2: and this was very immature of me. It was like, shit,

836
00:35:53,520 --> 00:35:56,359
Speaker 2: they already seen it already, so shit, why not why

837
00:35:56,480 --> 00:35:59,120
Speaker 2: not give them like, Okay, now I don't post bikini

838
00:35:59,239 --> 00:36:02,480
Speaker 2: pictures and I don't post pictures like that on my Instagram.

839
00:36:02,600 --> 00:36:04,919
Speaker 2: Go to my only fans and then my only fans.

840
00:36:04,960 --> 00:36:07,680
Speaker 2: I've never opened my like, I've never had no crazy

841
00:36:07,760 --> 00:36:10,160
Speaker 2: ass shit. It was very much pictures. You see my

842
00:36:10,239 --> 00:36:11,800
Speaker 2: nipple a couple of times, you see my ass a

843
00:36:11,840 --> 00:36:14,759
Speaker 2: couple of times. But it was very much like I

844
00:36:15,280 --> 00:36:17,360
Speaker 2: regulated it the way I wanted to, because I know

845
00:36:17,480 --> 00:36:19,920
Speaker 2: people go crazy with whatever you put out there on

846
00:36:19,960 --> 00:36:20,400
Speaker 2: the Internet.

847
00:36:20,760 --> 00:36:23,399
Speaker 1: But at the time, it was just so much good money.

848
00:36:23,440 --> 00:36:25,920
Speaker 1: I'm like, this is boom on this, I'm loving it.

849
00:36:26,560 --> 00:36:29,320
Speaker 2: Bikini pictures like it wasn't even shit that was like

850
00:36:29,560 --> 00:36:31,680
Speaker 2: had to be like all that whatever, and they was

851
00:36:31,800 --> 00:36:33,879
Speaker 2: going up paying for like tipping all that shit.

852
00:36:34,200 --> 00:36:36,480
Speaker 1: I was getting so much money monthly. I was like

853
00:36:36,719 --> 00:36:39,839
Speaker 1: really just so happy. Was on a high. And then

854
00:36:39,880 --> 00:36:41,560
Speaker 1: one day my mom caused me crying.

855
00:36:41,920 --> 00:36:45,120
Speaker 2: It's just like my little brother got into a fight

856
00:36:45,200 --> 00:36:48,440
Speaker 2: at school and don't tell him I told you. But like,

857
00:36:48,600 --> 00:36:50,640
Speaker 2: guys are like the kids are teasing him about like

858
00:36:50,760 --> 00:36:54,080
Speaker 2: having your only fans pictures and show that broke me.

859
00:36:54,600 --> 00:36:55,680
Speaker 1: I don't even want to cry.

860
00:36:55,880 --> 00:36:58,640
Speaker 2: That broke me because like that's my baby, like I

861
00:36:58,880 --> 00:37:01,480
Speaker 2: raised him, and like the last thing I want him

862
00:37:01,560 --> 00:37:04,320
Speaker 2: to feel like it's like embarrassed of me, ashamed of

863
00:37:04,400 --> 00:37:07,239
Speaker 2: what I'm doing anything. Really like that's to the cord me.

864
00:37:07,440 --> 00:37:08,279
Speaker 1: I can't have that.

865
00:37:08,880 --> 00:37:11,840
Speaker 2: So when that was my pivotal moment of like, Okay,

866
00:37:12,400 --> 00:37:15,560
Speaker 2: let's go to God. God, if I know you hear me,

867
00:37:16,440 --> 00:37:18,680
Speaker 2: I make so much money on here. I just need

868
00:37:18,920 --> 00:37:21,719
Speaker 2: another way. Lord, just give me another way to make

869
00:37:21,760 --> 00:37:24,640
Speaker 2: the money I'm making on this platform. I don't want

870
00:37:24,680 --> 00:37:26,279
Speaker 2: to do this no more. I feel like, you know,

871
00:37:26,360 --> 00:37:28,880
Speaker 2: they send it to my a dmon pictures to my mama,

872
00:37:29,400 --> 00:37:31,360
Speaker 2: like people was going on in their way to like

873
00:37:31,600 --> 00:37:34,400
Speaker 2: over they exploit me, you know, and I should expect

874
00:37:34,440 --> 00:37:36,560
Speaker 2: that because you know, I'm putting out there people buying

875
00:37:36,600 --> 00:37:37,040
Speaker 2: the content.

876
00:37:37,080 --> 00:37:39,360
Speaker 1: But you could do whatever with it after that. But

877
00:37:39,480 --> 00:37:40,800
Speaker 1: I didn't think it would hit me.

878
00:37:40,880 --> 00:37:44,879
Speaker 2: But you know, God allowed it to happen on purpose, Yeah, said,

879
00:37:45,080 --> 00:37:47,040
Speaker 2: I got down set a prayer. I'm like, please allow

880
00:37:47,160 --> 00:37:49,160
Speaker 2: something else like that could take the place of how

881
00:37:49,239 --> 00:37:51,520
Speaker 2: much money I was making on there, and I could

882
00:37:51,560 --> 00:37:55,520
Speaker 2: do that. Not even like five six, seven months later,

883
00:37:55,600 --> 00:38:00,160
Speaker 2: I'm on twitch making good money too, making money. Let

884
00:38:00,200 --> 00:38:02,200
Speaker 2: me tell you how my twitch journey started. Its real

885
00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:06,160
Speaker 2: quick though. Really I was in Miami just partying with

886
00:38:06,239 --> 00:38:08,880
Speaker 2: my brother and all them or whatever. I see DDG

887
00:38:09,200 --> 00:38:11,160
Speaker 2: and like his whole crew of capital college boys. I

888
00:38:11,200 --> 00:38:13,440
Speaker 2: didn't know DG like that at the time, Like I

889
00:38:13,760 --> 00:38:15,719
Speaker 2: ran into him, like knew of him type thing. But

890
00:38:15,800 --> 00:38:18,840
Speaker 2: we wasn't friends or nothing like that before. So it

891
00:38:18,960 --> 00:38:25,640
Speaker 2: was just like in Miami, I think March April, like

892
00:38:25,800 --> 00:38:30,360
Speaker 2: April maybe like aprilish, and we're in Miami. He comes in,

893
00:38:30,440 --> 00:38:32,480
Speaker 2: blah blah blah. We see each other there. I get

894
00:38:32,520 --> 00:38:34,600
Speaker 2: back to La. He hit me like, hey, would you

895
00:38:34,640 --> 00:38:36,320
Speaker 2: ever would you come on my stream for a Taco

896
00:38:36,400 --> 00:38:38,759
Speaker 2: Tuesday one day. I'm like, that's crazy because I just

897
00:38:38,840 --> 00:38:41,680
Speaker 2: made a twitch. I want to start streaming, but I,

898
00:38:41,920 --> 00:38:42,520
Speaker 2: you know, don't know.

899
00:38:42,520 --> 00:38:43,000
Speaker 1: The first step.

900
00:38:43,040 --> 00:38:44,960
Speaker 2: He like, I got you, like just I'm gonna teach

901
00:38:44,960 --> 00:38:46,520
Speaker 2: you everything, like, but would you come on? As I

902
00:38:46,560 --> 00:38:50,440
Speaker 2: guess it was literally like he like come tomorrow. I'm like, okay,

903
00:38:50,760 --> 00:38:52,600
Speaker 2: fuck it, Like I've been saying, I want to do it,

904
00:38:52,719 --> 00:38:55,400
Speaker 2: so let's do it. Bloom I did his Taco Tuesday.

905
00:38:55,440 --> 00:38:57,960
Speaker 2: I went from zero followers to like five six, seven

906
00:38:58,120 --> 00:38:59,040
Speaker 2: thousand followers.

907
00:38:59,120 --> 00:38:59,359
Speaker 1: People.

908
00:38:59,440 --> 00:39:02,839
Speaker 2: Really it was a big splash and that off rip

909
00:39:02,920 --> 00:39:04,880
Speaker 2: it was just great chemistry. It was just like it

910
00:39:05,040 --> 00:39:07,440
Speaker 2: was just a spark that people fucked with grew my

911
00:39:07,520 --> 00:39:10,759
Speaker 2: community so quick. I had hell of followers not even

912
00:39:10,880 --> 00:39:13,960
Speaker 2: a couple of weeks later, maybe a month. Kai caused

913
00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:17,759
Speaker 2: me on the phone. He like, hey, I'm doing this

914
00:39:17,800 --> 00:39:18,719
Speaker 2: stream university thing.

915
00:39:18,800 --> 00:39:19,040
Speaker 8: Mind you.

916
00:39:19,160 --> 00:39:21,120
Speaker 2: I was supposed to be on his mafia than too

917
00:39:21,239 --> 00:39:24,000
Speaker 2: when he did it, and like time didn't sort out

918
00:39:24,040 --> 00:39:26,480
Speaker 2: and shit like that, so it didn't happen. So like,

919
00:39:26,600 --> 00:39:28,680
Speaker 2: but like he's always been cool people to like he

920
00:39:28,760 --> 00:39:30,920
Speaker 2: reached out or whatever. He reached out and called me

921
00:39:30,960 --> 00:39:34,760
Speaker 2: and was like, I'm doing you know, stream university, streamer university.

922
00:39:34,800 --> 00:39:36,640
Speaker 1: And like I want you to be on it.

923
00:39:36,719 --> 00:39:38,800
Speaker 2: I don't know what type of role you are you

924
00:39:38,880 --> 00:39:40,960
Speaker 2: are willing to play, but I want you to be

925
00:39:41,040 --> 00:39:42,880
Speaker 2: a part of it. Like type shit, mind you. I

926
00:39:42,960 --> 00:39:46,000
Speaker 2: only did one stream before that. I was not a streamer.

927
00:39:46,080 --> 00:39:46,480
Speaker 2: I was nothing.

928
00:39:46,520 --> 00:39:48,480
Speaker 1: I was just India love on Instagram at that point.

929
00:39:49,280 --> 00:39:50,600
Speaker 1: I'm like, sign me up.

930
00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:52,239
Speaker 2: What do you mean, I'm gonna give you a whole

931
00:39:52,320 --> 00:39:54,359
Speaker 2: rundown on anything I could do. What is it, okay,

932
00:39:54,400 --> 00:39:57,200
Speaker 2: stream university so I could be teaching a class. He like,

933
00:39:57,280 --> 00:39:58,880
Speaker 2: whatever you whatever ideas you have.

934
00:39:59,040 --> 00:40:00,120
Speaker 1: Send it. I send him.

935
00:40:04,640 --> 00:40:08,120
Speaker 2: University. I mean when I tell you, that was nobody

936
00:40:08,239 --> 00:40:10,440
Speaker 2: but God. And it was just so it happened so

937
00:40:10,640 --> 00:40:13,600
Speaker 2: quick right after each other. That was the biggest splash.

938
00:40:13,719 --> 00:40:15,160
Speaker 1: It was just like I got.

939
00:40:15,120 --> 00:40:17,640
Speaker 2: Thrown into the sharks with all the real like stream

940
00:40:17,680 --> 00:40:19,960
Speaker 2: It was like a lot of streaming going on and

941
00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:21,759
Speaker 2: I didn't know what I was doing, but like I

942
00:40:21,840 --> 00:40:23,000
Speaker 2: had a lot of help. I had a lot of

943
00:40:23,040 --> 00:40:25,600
Speaker 2: people that was like helping me along the way. DDG

944
00:40:25,800 --> 00:40:27,399
Speaker 2: was a hell of a help. Like the whole time,

945
00:40:27,440 --> 00:40:29,880
Speaker 2: it's just like not knowing anybody really well, and I

946
00:40:29,920 --> 00:40:31,440
Speaker 2: didn't know him really well, but he went out of

947
00:40:31,480 --> 00:40:33,040
Speaker 2: his way to like make sure like I knew what

948
00:40:33,120 --> 00:40:33,560
Speaker 2: I was doing.

949
00:40:33,640 --> 00:40:35,480
Speaker 1: So like from there it was just history.

950
00:40:36,480 --> 00:40:40,440
Speaker 2: Yes, So shout out to Big k C three the biggest,

951
00:40:40,480 --> 00:40:42,520
Speaker 2: and shout out to DG because I like y'all really

952
00:40:42,560 --> 00:40:45,320
Speaker 2: really helped my streaming career. And I'm always giving shout.

953
00:40:45,120 --> 00:40:48,080
Speaker 1: Out to y'all. Okay, so let's do another one. Okay,

954
00:40:48,400 --> 00:40:51,600
Speaker 1: love it or leave it? Who was the best celebrity

955
00:40:51,840 --> 00:40:58,920
Speaker 1: you ever dated it? Oh? Okay, leave that one? Okay?

956
00:41:02,520 --> 00:41:09,160
Speaker 1: Who was the worst de Liberty? I want to answer

957
00:41:09,239 --> 00:41:15,800
Speaker 1: that you was that on the Mother List or you

958
00:41:15,880 --> 00:41:24,799
Speaker 1: made that up? It is their worst. I'm gonna lead

959
00:41:24,840 --> 00:41:31,560
Speaker 1: at because I don't really like to. Yeah, okay, what

960
00:41:32,160 --> 00:41:35,880
Speaker 1: is the friendship between you and Duke Dennis today? I

961
00:41:36,040 --> 00:41:39,000
Speaker 1: love it? He's super cool. I checked on him. When

962
00:41:39,160 --> 00:41:40,480
Speaker 1: you know ship on the internet.

963
00:41:40,560 --> 00:41:43,600
Speaker 2: I have empathy for anybody who like has some ship

964
00:41:43,680 --> 00:41:45,120
Speaker 2: going on where like the internet try to.

965
00:41:45,239 --> 00:41:46,560
Speaker 1: Go big and go big on you.

966
00:41:46,760 --> 00:41:48,120
Speaker 2: Like I don't like that type of stuff because I

967
00:41:48,200 --> 00:41:50,640
Speaker 2: know what people go through when it comes to that. So,

968
00:41:50,800 --> 00:41:52,880
Speaker 2: like you know, I check on him the last incident

969
00:41:53,000 --> 00:41:54,880
Speaker 2: he had, but like we don't. I don't have no

970
00:41:55,160 --> 00:41:58,480
Speaker 2: like relationship or friendship or I don't talk to him often,

971
00:41:58,560 --> 00:42:00,000
Speaker 2: but like you know, we have an open line.

972
00:42:00,320 --> 00:42:03,000
Speaker 1: Hit me, I hit him and it all right?

973
00:42:04,120 --> 00:42:06,200
Speaker 5: Okay, this is the last one. Is there a brand

974
00:42:06,320 --> 00:42:08,640
Speaker 5: offer you regret almost saying yes too?

975
00:42:10,200 --> 00:42:14,080
Speaker 1: No, I don't, okay, not that I can think of.

976
00:42:14,239 --> 00:42:22,920
Speaker 9: Okay, yeah, okay, you play well, okay, it's time to

977
00:42:23,160 --> 00:42:30,120
Speaker 9: get into the bow about about.

978
00:42:30,680 --> 00:42:34,160
Speaker 4: Okay, So the bad segment is always brought to you

979
00:42:34,320 --> 00:42:37,000
Speaker 4: by salt Eggs. So are you like a I know

980
00:42:37,160 --> 00:42:40,359
Speaker 4: you're like a skincare girl, because you know what's crazy, Dre.

981
00:42:40,640 --> 00:42:44,719
Speaker 4: Remember the Kalise skincare stuff I got there yea, and

982
00:42:44,840 --> 00:42:46,160
Speaker 4: I ordered it to and I love it.

983
00:42:46,440 --> 00:42:54,279
Speaker 2: Yes, plie, I think what is it called beauty? What

984
00:42:54,480 --> 00:42:58,840
Speaker 2: it is out? But yeah, shout out to Kalise and

985
00:42:58,960 --> 00:43:00,600
Speaker 2: her brand. We don't want to act. I'm not going

986
00:43:00,640 --> 00:43:01,160
Speaker 2: to blow it up.

987
00:43:01,320 --> 00:43:06,239
Speaker 1: You can go look for page Okay, ready to reap. Yeah,

988
00:43:08,400 --> 00:43:12,480
Speaker 1: it's so good. Anything from her line is so good.

989
00:43:12,560 --> 00:43:13,720
Speaker 1: She lives in Africa.

990
00:43:13,800 --> 00:43:17,840
Speaker 2: She makes all that herself, so like it's so like immaculate.

991
00:43:18,080 --> 00:43:19,680
Speaker 1: Yes, so I know you were skin care girling.

992
00:43:19,760 --> 00:43:21,600
Speaker 4: So we have well it's not skincare, but it's like

993
00:43:22,160 --> 00:43:24,240
Speaker 4: women's willness, women will.

994
00:43:25,680 --> 00:43:27,359
Speaker 1: So we're gonna send you home with sometshole.

995
00:43:28,040 --> 00:43:31,000
Speaker 4: It's like imaginal wash. And I always say it makes

996
00:43:31,040 --> 00:43:32,560
Speaker 4: your coat you feel like it just took a mint.

997
00:43:33,360 --> 00:43:36,360
Speaker 1: Yeah, and it's all natural, it's all natural ingredient.

998
00:43:36,640 --> 00:43:38,640
Speaker 5: I love it. It smells so good. And then she

999
00:43:38,800 --> 00:43:42,839
Speaker 5: has different ones, so like she has one, she has

1000
00:43:42,920 --> 00:43:45,480
Speaker 5: like one for like sensitive vagina, she has a regular one,

1001
00:43:45,560 --> 00:43:47,160
Speaker 5: and then she has this one that kind of has

1002
00:43:47,239 --> 00:43:47,880
Speaker 5: like the sea.

1003
00:43:48,800 --> 00:43:50,239
Speaker 1: And you know what you would like to She has

1004
00:43:50,280 --> 00:43:55,080
Speaker 1: a rejuvenation of the oil is so good. It's like

1005
00:43:55,640 --> 00:43:59,120
Speaker 1: what is it called black women own?

1006
00:43:59,440 --> 00:43:59,640
Speaker 3: Yes?

1007
00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:05,879
Speaker 1: Okay, you want me to know it? Yes, Okay.

1008
00:44:06,840 --> 00:44:09,920
Speaker 5: We gonna talk about why do men chase women if

1009
00:44:09,960 --> 00:44:13,640
Speaker 5: they can't fuck? Why do y'all feel like men are

1010
00:44:13,719 --> 00:44:16,720
Speaker 5: always trying to go after women and deal with women

1011
00:44:16,800 --> 00:44:18,279
Speaker 5: that they know that they can't get.

1012
00:44:18,920 --> 00:44:21,440
Speaker 1: I don't think they know that they can't get it, really.

1013
00:44:21,840 --> 00:44:25,759
Speaker 2: I think certain niggas have a delusional mindset of like

1014
00:44:26,880 --> 00:44:30,040
Speaker 2: if I if I apply too much enough pressure, if

1015
00:44:30,040 --> 00:44:32,759
Speaker 2: I apply enough pressure, if I got enough money, Like

1016
00:44:33,040 --> 00:44:36,200
Speaker 2: niggas have a certain mindset of like nine that stually

1017
00:44:36,200 --> 00:44:37,160
Speaker 2: ain't impossible, like.

1018
00:44:37,840 --> 00:44:40,560
Speaker 8: Or or go thinking like, oh, she fucked with that nigga,

1019
00:44:43,680 --> 00:44:49,279
Speaker 8: so corneous comparing other niggas, But like no, and I'm

1020
00:44:49,320 --> 00:44:51,520
Speaker 8: not gonna lie when I curve a guy and they're

1021
00:44:51,640 --> 00:44:53,719
Speaker 8: just so persistent and they feel like they want me

1022
00:44:53,800 --> 00:44:55,600
Speaker 8: so bad, especially when you really don't know me.

1023
00:44:56,280 --> 00:44:59,520
Speaker 1: I know it's like full of lust and egos. You

1024
00:44:59,560 --> 00:45:00,719
Speaker 1: don't even really won't me.

1025
00:45:00,840 --> 00:45:03,359
Speaker 4: You just want to say you conquered me because it's

1026
00:45:03,440 --> 00:45:05,759
Speaker 4: something that's hurting you that I'm just not impressed by you,

1027
00:45:06,000 --> 00:45:07,319
Speaker 4: especially men with money.

1028
00:45:07,480 --> 00:45:08,360
Speaker 1: Yes, exactly.

1029
00:45:08,360 --> 00:45:12,160
Speaker 2: And that comes with time and experience though, because when

1030
00:45:12,200 --> 00:45:15,239
Speaker 2: you younger and they like applying so much pressure, it's like, oh,

1031
00:45:15,320 --> 00:45:16,920
Speaker 2: he owed me, Let me see what that's about.

1032
00:45:17,239 --> 00:45:17,560
Speaker 3: I don't know.

1033
00:45:17,960 --> 00:45:19,120
Speaker 2: Oh he wanted to spend it quick.

1034
00:45:19,360 --> 00:45:19,919
Speaker 1: Hell yeah.

1035
00:45:20,040 --> 00:45:22,560
Speaker 2: Like the mindset and it's like, ooh, girl, if you

1036
00:45:22,600 --> 00:45:24,759
Speaker 2: don't even understand what you're about to get yourself into.

1037
00:45:25,280 --> 00:45:27,720
Speaker 2: The demon you attracting once you funk with the nigga

1038
00:45:27,840 --> 00:45:30,080
Speaker 2: likes so much shit that you got.

1039
00:45:30,280 --> 00:45:32,560
Speaker 1: I learned over time, for sure, but it's like, ooh,

1040
00:45:32,719 --> 00:45:34,000
Speaker 1: we know, count me out.

1041
00:45:34,080 --> 00:45:36,120
Speaker 2: It's too much. It's deeper than the surface.

1042
00:45:36,320 --> 00:45:39,839
Speaker 1: Yeah, promise you right, because are a real thing. Oh

1043
00:45:39,880 --> 00:45:44,640
Speaker 1: my gosh. Yes, you have to be very careful because

1044
00:45:44,680 --> 00:45:46,480
Speaker 1: that energy be transferred.

1045
00:45:47,200 --> 00:45:49,719
Speaker 2: Energy demons all types of shit that they find you

1046
00:45:49,920 --> 00:45:52,080
Speaker 2: putting it right to yourself. I make my mom pray

1047
00:45:52,160 --> 00:45:54,600
Speaker 2: over me with holy oil, all types of shit. I'm

1048
00:45:54,640 --> 00:45:56,200
Speaker 2: about to go to the church and ask them to

1049
00:45:56,280 --> 00:45:58,080
Speaker 2: deliver me, like I asked my mom to do it.

1050
00:45:58,520 --> 00:46:00,760
Speaker 2: But it's not like a baptism, but it's like delivering

1051
00:46:00,760 --> 00:46:02,880
Speaker 2: me from any demons that like you know, niggas that

1052
00:46:02,880 --> 00:46:05,200
Speaker 2: I fucked with it, Like it's a real thing. You

1053
00:46:05,400 --> 00:46:08,360
Speaker 2: have to pray that office a specific prayers, a specific.

1054
00:46:08,040 --> 00:46:08,520
Speaker 1: Way to do it.

1055
00:46:08,840 --> 00:46:10,600
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go to the church and do that because

1056
00:46:10,640 --> 00:46:13,080
Speaker 2: like I want to be solely, purely, like the way

1057
00:46:13,080 --> 00:46:15,080
Speaker 2: I'm supposed to be in my walk of God.

1058
00:46:15,360 --> 00:46:16,319
Speaker 1: Yeah for sure.

1059
00:46:16,600 --> 00:46:19,799
Speaker 4: Yeah beautiful, because it's always too It's like and then

1060
00:46:20,440 --> 00:46:22,280
Speaker 4: nine times out of ten, when this man is putting

1061
00:46:22,280 --> 00:46:23,920
Speaker 4: pressure on you because he won't you so bad that

1062
00:46:24,040 --> 00:46:27,920
Speaker 4: he gets you, everything changes after that they get comforted like,

1063
00:46:27,960 --> 00:46:29,800
Speaker 4: oh I already got her, So chase.

1064
00:46:29,680 --> 00:46:30,759
Speaker 1: But that's what I was gonna say.

1065
00:46:30,760 --> 00:46:33,440
Speaker 5: Do y'all feel like the chase is like driven by

1066
00:46:33,800 --> 00:46:37,120
Speaker 5: real desire or the need for control, like me and

1067
00:46:37,200 --> 00:46:39,440
Speaker 5: wanting to control the narrative in the situation.

1068
00:46:40,040 --> 00:46:43,759
Speaker 2: I think they start off with desiring and like admiring

1069
00:46:44,000 --> 00:46:46,840
Speaker 2: and being intrigued and wanting to see what that's about.

1070
00:46:47,320 --> 00:46:49,239
Speaker 2: And then once they see what that's about, if it

1071
00:46:49,280 --> 00:46:51,319
Speaker 2: ain't on shit, and it's like okay bye.

1072
00:46:51,760 --> 00:46:53,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, if it is, it's like, okay, I'm.

1073
00:46:53,280 --> 00:46:56,080
Speaker 2: Like, can manipulate this little bit fuck around and keep

1074
00:46:56,160 --> 00:46:57,320
Speaker 2: doing this dumb shit with me?

1075
00:46:57,400 --> 00:46:59,440
Speaker 1: Come on my mind. That's how it be.

1076
00:46:59,640 --> 00:47:02,239
Speaker 2: So it's like that's just how niggas is is like

1077
00:47:02,320 --> 00:47:04,960
Speaker 2: for real, and it's not a lot of real men.

1078
00:47:05,040 --> 00:47:06,840
Speaker 2: I don't even want to say real niggas. It's not

1079
00:47:06,920 --> 00:47:08,680
Speaker 2: a lot of real men at all. So it's like

1080
00:47:09,360 --> 00:47:11,840
Speaker 2: if it's if no one, you know, keep them in

1081
00:47:11,880 --> 00:47:15,000
Speaker 2: your corner close, tell them to work, and.

1082
00:47:15,080 --> 00:47:17,080
Speaker 4: Then what you were saying kind of piggybacking off of

1083
00:47:17,160 --> 00:47:19,960
Speaker 4: what you said. It's even scarier now because a man

1084
00:47:20,040 --> 00:47:23,120
Speaker 4: won't even like you, but it'll be like he know

1085
00:47:23,320 --> 00:47:25,640
Speaker 4: that you used to fuck with somebody. He know you

1086
00:47:25,680 --> 00:47:27,239
Speaker 4: used to fuck with this nigga. He be like, yeah,

1087
00:47:27,239 --> 00:47:28,719
Speaker 4: I just want to I just wanted just to get

1088
00:47:28,760 --> 00:47:31,120
Speaker 4: back at him, or if this was his woman, I

1089
00:47:31,239 --> 00:47:33,840
Speaker 4: wanted to be mine. It has nothing to do with

1090
00:47:33,960 --> 00:47:35,600
Speaker 4: you and everything to do with another man.

1091
00:47:35,920 --> 00:47:38,399
Speaker 2: Sure, you got to ask the right questions and peep

1092
00:47:38,480 --> 00:47:41,080
Speaker 2: the scene a little hard. You gotta see that real quick,

1093
00:47:41,080 --> 00:47:43,000
Speaker 2: because it's like they'll show you real quick if you

1094
00:47:43,160 --> 00:47:44,280
Speaker 2: if you study a nigga.

1095
00:47:44,440 --> 00:47:48,320
Speaker 1: Yeah, they're gonna show your eyes exactly what for sure?

1096
00:47:48,480 --> 00:47:50,640
Speaker 5: For sure, you just gotta be careful because all the

1097
00:47:50,760 --> 00:47:53,719
Speaker 5: tension ain't good assension. And I think sometimes women you

1098
00:47:53,920 --> 00:47:55,440
Speaker 5: just be like, oh my god, he really want to

1099
00:47:55,480 --> 00:47:57,960
Speaker 5: talk to me, not even knowing what he's a real motives,

1100
00:47:58,440 --> 00:47:59,040
Speaker 5: just excited.

1101
00:47:59,120 --> 00:48:01,319
Speaker 1: He said, it's a nigga that you probably already got

1102
00:48:01,360 --> 00:48:02,400
Speaker 1: a little Christi or something on.

1103
00:48:02,600 --> 00:48:05,080
Speaker 2: So, yeah, I started a nigga group chats. I ain't

1104
00:48:05,120 --> 00:48:07,960
Speaker 2: never seen him before. I heard about him and how

1105
00:48:08,000 --> 00:48:10,680
Speaker 2: they just be ripping girls apart and just talking ship

1106
00:48:10,840 --> 00:48:13,360
Speaker 2: and ship like that. Like this is so like I

1107
00:48:13,400 --> 00:48:15,560
Speaker 2: don't want to even be a part of being in

1108
00:48:15,680 --> 00:48:18,240
Speaker 2: this circus of like, oh that you know, they're all.

1109
00:48:19,920 --> 00:48:24,239
Speaker 1: Ship, can't have too much and we know me got

1110
00:48:24,320 --> 00:48:26,799
Speaker 1: some more than with me. It's like, you know, they talking.

1111
00:48:28,560 --> 00:48:32,879
Speaker 2: Sadly, pillow talker, Jesus Christ, the worst ones for real.

1112
00:48:33,040 --> 00:48:35,040
Speaker 1: All Right, we're ready to get into the bop. Now

1113
00:48:35,640 --> 00:48:39,440
Speaker 1: you're ready by something. Now it's time to get into

1114
00:48:40,040 --> 00:48:45,879
Speaker 1: a bow bow Bow bow bow.

1115
00:48:46,360 --> 00:48:48,720
Speaker 4: So the bop of the week is and I'm excited

1116
00:48:48,719 --> 00:48:50,520
Speaker 4: to hear yours because it's like whatever music you've been

1117
00:48:50,640 --> 00:48:53,360
Speaker 4: jamming this week, oh new. It don't have to be

1118
00:48:53,480 --> 00:48:56,160
Speaker 4: anything like extremely new. It could be some old school whatever.

1119
00:48:56,160 --> 00:48:58,839
Speaker 4: You've been jamming this week now, yeah, you can.

1120
00:48:58,760 --> 00:48:59,960
Speaker 1: Pull something up. I'm gonna go first.

1121
00:49:00,560 --> 00:49:03,719
Speaker 4: My bop of the week is actually gonna surprise everybody

1122
00:49:03,880 --> 00:49:06,000
Speaker 4: because usually I'm like an R and B girly.

1123
00:49:06,120 --> 00:49:07,120
Speaker 1: I'm very like INDI.

1124
00:49:07,440 --> 00:49:09,840
Speaker 4: But I'm gonna go mainstream this week because I have

1125
00:49:09,960 --> 00:49:14,000
Speaker 4: been jamming this song twenty one Savage Drop the project,

1126
00:49:14,400 --> 00:49:17,279
Speaker 4: him and Drake have a song together, mister Recoop. It

1127
00:49:17,440 --> 00:49:25,560
Speaker 4: is a bop because yes hard wow, okay, mister Recoop, mister.

1128
00:49:27,040 --> 00:49:27,320
Speaker 1: Album.

1129
00:49:28,760 --> 00:49:31,440
Speaker 4: Yes it's so hard. And like I said, I'm not

1130
00:49:31,560 --> 00:49:34,239
Speaker 4: really like a rap girly. I don't listen to a

1131
00:49:34,320 --> 00:49:37,239
Speaker 4: lot of rap music. But there is this one bar

1132
00:49:38,040 --> 00:49:41,239
Speaker 4: that twenty one said. He said, I converse with CEOs,

1133
00:49:41,520 --> 00:49:44,200
Speaker 4: you talk on a pillow because period.

1134
00:49:45,000 --> 00:49:49,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, because that's what you need to do, you know

1135
00:49:49,239 --> 00:49:50,759
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So I was like, let me say that,

1136
00:49:50,840 --> 00:49:51,880
Speaker 1: let need that for a caption.

1137
00:49:52,160 --> 00:49:52,560
Speaker 7: I like it.

1138
00:49:52,840 --> 00:49:54,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, so shout out to Drake in twenty one. It's

1139
00:49:54,760 --> 00:50:00,640
Speaker 1: a bop for me. Yeah, you want to go, you

1140
00:50:00,719 --> 00:50:02,000
Speaker 1: can go and hate it. And I got it. I

1141
00:50:02,080 --> 00:50:02,680
Speaker 1: got another wing.

1142
00:50:02,840 --> 00:50:05,560
Speaker 2: Okay wait, I was thinking, I want to match your

1143
00:50:05,719 --> 00:50:09,120
Speaker 2: energy with which you just did with the new ship

1144
00:50:09,200 --> 00:50:12,800
Speaker 2: that just came out, and like it just the bars

1145
00:50:12,880 --> 00:50:15,200
Speaker 2: when I tell you, they hit home so hard. After

1146
00:50:15,280 --> 00:50:18,960
Speaker 2: the Streamer Awards. After the Streamer Awards, this ship turned

1147
00:50:19,000 --> 00:50:21,080
Speaker 2: my confidence all the way up because of what he

1148
00:50:21,280 --> 00:50:24,040
Speaker 2: just said, like speaking on me for streams like I thought,

1149
00:50:24,160 --> 00:50:25,920
Speaker 2: you know, it was just some ship in there. So

1150
00:50:26,040 --> 00:50:28,480
Speaker 2: shout out to a little baby, but little baby album

1151
00:50:28,520 --> 00:50:32,840
Speaker 2: that just came out. It's called Other Boy, Other Boy. Na,

1152
00:50:33,000 --> 00:50:35,080
Speaker 2: this is not about that one boy. I'm talking about

1153
00:50:35,080 --> 00:50:36,839
Speaker 2: that other boy, not other Boy, and not the other boy,

1154
00:50:36,960 --> 00:50:37,759
Speaker 2: not other Boy too.

1155
00:50:41,320 --> 00:50:43,880
Speaker 1: To this ship turned me up a whole nother not

1156
00:50:44,239 --> 00:50:51,040
Speaker 1: after the Streamer. I like it real good. I love

1157
00:50:51,080 --> 00:50:54,320
Speaker 1: it because my about the other week was Missus string Sitter.

1158
00:50:55,000 --> 00:50:59,680
Speaker 1: That's one of his songs. I loved it that period

1159
00:51:03,800 --> 00:51:06,080
Speaker 1: right here, you know everything.

1160
00:51:09,120 --> 00:51:11,759
Speaker 5: Okay, So because we had the same bop, I was like,

1161
00:51:11,760 --> 00:51:13,800
Speaker 5: I got to think of another one. So you and

1162
00:51:13,920 --> 00:51:16,560
Speaker 5: shite actually put me on this song recently, tender.

1163
00:51:19,280 --> 00:51:19,480
Speaker 3: It is.

1164
00:51:19,880 --> 00:51:22,040
Speaker 1: I think I think it's in my playlist. Let me

1165
00:51:22,080 --> 00:51:23,439
Speaker 1: say it's so good.

1166
00:51:23,680 --> 00:51:26,360
Speaker 5: Girl. It's such a hype song, Like I feel like

1167
00:51:26,400 --> 00:51:28,320
Speaker 5: it's one of the songs that just gets you turn.

1168
00:51:28,800 --> 00:51:33,040
Speaker 1: About to go out too hard, you know. It's really a.

1169
00:51:33,120 --> 00:51:35,520
Speaker 2: Real bop bop though, And it's not on Apple Music

1170
00:51:35,600 --> 00:51:38,480
Speaker 2: right now, but it's on YouTube and SoundCloud. It's a

1171
00:51:38,600 --> 00:51:41,040
Speaker 2: new rapper. His name is Baby Chief do it him.

1172
00:51:41,400 --> 00:51:43,480
Speaker 2: He got a new song out. It's on Let me

1173
00:51:43,520 --> 00:51:46,000
Speaker 2: see what it's called. Oh, it's the beat. Everything is

1174
00:51:46,040 --> 00:51:48,479
Speaker 2: so nostalgic, like I love it. It's like some ship

1175
00:51:48,520 --> 00:51:49,920
Speaker 2: that you put on and put you in a good

1176
00:51:49,960 --> 00:51:54,600
Speaker 2: mood and like you could dance to it. Bad guys called.

1177
00:51:55,960 --> 00:51:59,000
Speaker 1: Put that in. Yes, we love the little tune to

1178
00:51:59,200 --> 00:52:05,320
Speaker 1: turn up to everybody, not least Yes, y'all gonna love that. Okay, okay,

1179
00:52:05,480 --> 00:52:08,879
Speaker 1: per Now do you give a good advice? I feel

1180
00:52:08,920 --> 00:52:11,279
Speaker 1: like I did. Okay, So the Poor Heart is a

1181
00:52:11,280 --> 00:52:12,960
Speaker 1: little audio, So go ahead and play.

1182
00:52:12,760 --> 00:52:15,960
Speaker 3: It for I'm twenty one. I'm talking to this twenty

1183
00:52:16,040 --> 00:52:19,040
Speaker 3: six year old. We've been together since I was seventeen,

1184
00:52:19,840 --> 00:52:22,400
Speaker 3: and he went to jail, but we was on a

1185
00:52:22,440 --> 00:52:25,040
Speaker 3: real bad patch before he went to jail. Now he's

1186
00:52:25,120 --> 00:52:28,719
Speaker 3: gonna be in jail for a year now. And I

1187
00:52:28,880 --> 00:52:30,680
Speaker 3: love him so much, but I don't know what to do.

1188
00:52:31,719 --> 00:52:33,359
Speaker 3: I don't know what to do if I should stay

1189
00:52:33,480 --> 00:52:36,359
Speaker 3: or I for just stick through him through the time.

1190
00:52:36,480 --> 00:52:42,040
Speaker 3: But he was he was good, but he wasn't like

1191
00:52:42,160 --> 00:52:44,840
Speaker 3: we had her ups and downs on and off before

1192
00:52:44,920 --> 00:52:48,320
Speaker 3: he left. And I don't know what to do. I

1193
00:52:48,320 --> 00:52:51,480
Speaker 3: don't know if I should stay or I should just

1194
00:52:51,760 --> 00:52:54,920
Speaker 3: go live my young life. But I love him, and

1195
00:52:56,560 --> 00:52:56,960
Speaker 3: I don't know.

1196
00:52:57,560 --> 00:52:57,960
Speaker 5: I want to.

1197
00:52:58,080 --> 00:52:59,680
Speaker 3: I be willing to leave him, but I don't know

1198
00:52:59,719 --> 00:53:00,920
Speaker 3: what's okay.

1199
00:53:01,760 --> 00:53:03,640
Speaker 5: Well, I feel like it should be easier to leave him,

1200
00:53:04,000 --> 00:53:07,440
Speaker 5: and girl, yeah.

1201
00:53:07,760 --> 00:53:08,719
Speaker 1: What are we doing here?

1202
00:53:09,080 --> 00:53:11,839
Speaker 4: One, you're way too young. Any woman at any age

1203
00:53:11,840 --> 00:53:12,720
Speaker 4: should not be dating.

1204
00:53:12,520 --> 00:53:16,120
Speaker 5: To jail joburry, Yes, But then what was disturbing for

1205
00:53:16,200 --> 00:53:19,560
Speaker 5: me the she said she was seventeen when she started dating.

1206
00:53:19,320 --> 00:53:22,319
Speaker 1: Him, right, and when she said he twenty six? Yeah,

1207
00:53:23,040 --> 00:53:26,840
Speaker 1: twenty one? Yeah? Yayes Well, there's so many woes and

1208
00:53:28,480 --> 00:53:29,800
Speaker 1: and it's not like she's whispering.

1209
00:53:29,880 --> 00:53:30,080
Speaker 7: Are you.

1210
00:53:32,080 --> 00:53:33,080
Speaker 1: Is everything okay?

1211
00:53:33,280 --> 00:53:33,560
Speaker 2: Esus?

1212
00:53:34,440 --> 00:53:39,560
Speaker 1: Right? If you need he? Yes, I think that's that's

1213
00:53:39,600 --> 00:53:40,240
Speaker 1: a no brainer.

1214
00:53:40,760 --> 00:53:43,520
Speaker 2: I think I want to tell her too, it's okay

1215
00:53:43,640 --> 00:53:45,399
Speaker 2: to love somebody and not beat them.

1216
00:53:45,480 --> 00:53:47,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, kaya loves nobody.

1217
00:53:47,200 --> 00:53:49,960
Speaker 2: And really, you if you really love somebody, you pray

1218
00:53:50,080 --> 00:53:52,319
Speaker 2: for him, you wish for the best. You know, all

1219
00:53:52,400 --> 00:53:54,880
Speaker 2: you could do is pray. You can't make nobody do anything.

1220
00:53:55,280 --> 00:53:57,120
Speaker 2: You can't make him do anything, So you just pray

1221
00:53:57,200 --> 00:53:58,560
Speaker 2: from and you know, I'm a holler at you when

1222
00:53:58,560 --> 00:53:59,840
Speaker 2: you get out here. You know, if you want to

1223
00:53:59,840 --> 00:54:03,640
Speaker 2: sugarcoat it sugarcoated, but you know, make him understand that

1224
00:54:03,800 --> 00:54:06,600
Speaker 2: you're still gonna love him, and you know, and it

1225
00:54:06,719 --> 00:54:09,359
Speaker 2: shouldn't be a selfish thing. It should just be that's

1226
00:54:09,400 --> 00:54:12,400
Speaker 2: the right thing to do, right you young straight up?

1227
00:54:12,840 --> 00:54:14,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, you are a girl.

1228
00:54:14,160 --> 00:54:16,399
Speaker 5: You gotta live your life like you know how much

1229
00:54:16,440 --> 00:54:18,160
Speaker 5: life to live. I would not be putting my life

1230
00:54:18,239 --> 00:54:21,440
Speaker 5: on hold for now twenty six year old who is

1231
00:54:21,560 --> 00:54:23,160
Speaker 5: in jail or about to go to that I can't

1232
00:54:23,160 --> 00:54:23,879
Speaker 5: remember what she said.

1233
00:54:23,880 --> 00:54:26,080
Speaker 1: He in jailed, say he got out and he going

1234
00:54:26,160 --> 00:54:27,920
Speaker 1: for a year, he about to go about to go.

1235
00:54:28,080 --> 00:54:29,600
Speaker 5: I would not be putting my life on hold for

1236
00:54:29,680 --> 00:54:32,280
Speaker 5: a year for somebody that he's going to prison.

1237
00:54:32,320 --> 00:54:35,960
Speaker 1: It obviously keeps making bad seasons. He going back again.

1238
00:54:36,320 --> 00:54:39,399
Speaker 2: Yeah, and once you tie yourself to somebody that's doing

1239
00:54:39,520 --> 00:54:41,120
Speaker 2: bad shit, it's gonna come on.

1240
00:54:41,560 --> 00:54:44,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's definitely coming back. Yeah, you're gonna get involved

1241
00:54:44,040 --> 00:54:44,719
Speaker 1: with something.

1242
00:54:44,600 --> 00:54:46,480
Speaker 2: If you're okay with that and you know, you just

1243
00:54:46,640 --> 00:54:48,920
Speaker 2: know what's coming, Like you're gonna keep even if he's

1244
00:54:49,000 --> 00:54:51,719
Speaker 2: in jail, like just that energy and you have him

1245
00:54:51,760 --> 00:54:53,560
Speaker 2: feeling like he's gonna have to regulate what you got

1246
00:54:53,640 --> 00:54:56,480
Speaker 2: going on the outside world. It's gonna be bad to

1247
00:54:57,920 --> 00:55:00,640
Speaker 2: brace yourself for that if you do decide to around like.

1248
00:55:01,000 --> 00:55:03,279
Speaker 1: It's not gonna be pretty for you to. But we

1249
00:55:03,400 --> 00:55:07,120
Speaker 1: advise you not speaking. Yeah, you all three of us

1250
00:55:08,920 --> 00:55:12,520
Speaker 1: right now now you're singing. You know it's for the

1251
00:55:12,640 --> 00:55:16,799
Speaker 1: karaokee song. You know what's song you want to say?

1252
00:55:17,080 --> 00:55:19,000
Speaker 1: I will look at my karaoke playlist.

1253
00:55:19,080 --> 00:55:21,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, you want to carry off you blackly, I got

1254
00:55:21,080 --> 00:55:24,320
Speaker 2: a couple to carry out my child. Shout out to

1255
00:55:24,360 --> 00:55:26,440
Speaker 2: my love bugs and my Twitch community because they know

1256
00:55:26,640 --> 00:55:28,400
Speaker 2: my playlist is just it's too.

1257
00:55:30,000 --> 00:55:33,279
Speaker 1: I got a couple of them karaoke. It's a long list.

1258
00:55:33,440 --> 00:55:36,239
Speaker 1: It's a bunch of them already know I love this.

1259
00:55:36,520 --> 00:55:39,520
Speaker 5: It's so many love anybody that love karaoke as much

1260
00:55:39,520 --> 00:55:44,720
Speaker 5: as we do. Yes, we should kaoke, We should.

1261
00:55:45,120 --> 00:55:46,799
Speaker 1: That would be fun. That would be perfect for us

1262
00:55:46,800 --> 00:55:49,480
Speaker 1: because that's all we do. That's all we do. I

1263
00:55:49,840 --> 00:55:52,400
Speaker 1: love that mm hmm. And I feel like I'm a

1264
00:55:52,480 --> 00:55:57,000
Speaker 1: human juke box too, like every damn song created. Let's go,

1265
00:55:57,280 --> 00:55:58,520
Speaker 1: we got love.

1266
00:55:58,560 --> 00:56:00,560
Speaker 2: I thought you had my back by he should go

1267
00:56:01,640 --> 00:56:07,600
Speaker 2: and I by Sierra and it's good. Okay, it's a

1268
00:56:07,760 --> 00:56:12,719
Speaker 2: rap Mariah Carey, time machine, neun me long, I forgot

1269
00:56:13,880 --> 00:56:14,799
Speaker 2: I wish I had a.

1270
00:56:18,840 --> 00:56:19,080
Speaker 3: Song.

1271
00:56:19,960 --> 00:56:23,640
Speaker 1: We got last time trade songs. We got.

1272
00:56:24,880 --> 00:56:29,239
Speaker 2: Mine again, Mariah Carey, Home is where you Belong, Bobby Volentino.

1273
00:56:29,560 --> 00:56:34,640
Speaker 1: We got unfaithful, Rihanna. Unfaithful is a good one.

1274
00:56:35,480 --> 00:56:37,719
Speaker 4: We have never done un faithful because I'm like so

1275
00:56:37,800 --> 00:56:38,960
Speaker 4: many before.

1276
00:56:40,600 --> 00:56:43,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's a good song for Look, okay, you already

1277
00:56:44,000 --> 00:56:47,000
Speaker 1: I got the lyrics. I'll be pulled. I pulled them up.

1278
00:56:47,520 --> 00:56:51,080
Speaker 1: I'm without him all right. I haven't heard this song

1279
00:56:51,080 --> 00:56:53,239
Speaker 1: again so long. I don't feel like I know. It's

1280
00:56:53,360 --> 00:56:59,319
Speaker 1: like such a karaoke so no, we're gonna do an

1281
00:56:59,320 --> 00:57:02,040
Speaker 1: a cappella. Okay, we're like after it all your mothers.

1282
00:57:04,239 --> 00:57:09,520
Speaker 5: Me me, Me'll read him chords ready, story of my

1283
00:57:09,719 --> 00:57:13,800
Speaker 5: life searching for the right buddy keeps avoiding me.

1284
00:57:15,560 --> 00:57:16,680
Speaker 2: Sorrowing myself.

1285
00:57:17,200 --> 00:57:19,720
Speaker 1: Cousin seems that Wrong really loves.

1286
00:57:19,600 --> 00:57:20,640
Speaker 2: My comp beneath.

1287
00:57:22,200 --> 00:57:24,959
Speaker 1: He's more than a man, and this is more in love.

1288
00:57:25,360 --> 00:57:29,080
Speaker 1: The reason that the sky is blue and the clouds

1289
00:57:29,120 --> 00:57:32,040
Speaker 1: are rolling in because I'm going again, and you.

1290
00:57:32,120 --> 00:57:33,760
Speaker 2: Know, I'm how this can be true.

1291
00:57:34,440 --> 00:57:38,000
Speaker 4: And I know that he knows the mon things falling

1292
00:57:38,200 --> 00:57:40,360
Speaker 4: in kids him inside.

1293
00:57:40,640 --> 00:57:45,040
Speaker 2: Some know that I am happy with some the guys

1294
00:57:46,680 --> 00:57:47,800
Speaker 2: I can see him dying.

1295
00:57:48,680 --> 00:57:50,720
Speaker 1: I don't want to do this anymore.

1296
00:57:51,840 --> 00:57:55,520
Speaker 7: I don't want to be the reason why every time

1297
00:57:55,600 --> 00:57:57,000
Speaker 7: I walk i'm a dog.

1298
00:57:57,800 --> 00:58:00,560
Speaker 2: I see him by a little morning inside.

1299
00:58:01,240 --> 00:58:05,000
Speaker 1: I don't want to hurt of anyone. I don't want

1300
00:58:05,080 --> 00:58:18,680
Speaker 1: to take away here. I don't wanna be that was

1301
00:58:18,800 --> 00:58:24,840
Speaker 1: really good. I love you. Yeah, let me tell you something.

1302
00:58:25,400 --> 00:58:27,480
Speaker 1: I wish it could have been a longer. I always couldn't.

1303
00:58:27,560 --> 00:58:29,200
Speaker 4: But you know what, we're coming back to La, So

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Speaker 4: we're gonna go apart two, but we're gonna stream with

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Speaker 4: you when need to do a.

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Speaker 2: Stream for sure, I'm gonna do an actual agenda for us,

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Speaker 2: this segment for us.

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Speaker 1: I like when we talk though like this, I want

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Speaker 1: we definitely have to because when we come back to

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Speaker 1: we're gonna hit you. Girl. We're gonna talk. We don't

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Speaker 1: talk like a little part too, yes, part two coming real,

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Speaker 1: so go to it.

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Speaker 4: I always just want to give your flowers. Thank you

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Speaker 4: so much for being the inspiration with the girls, thank

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Speaker 4: you for pulling.

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Speaker 8: Up on us.

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Speaker 1: And I'm not gonna I don't ever expect anything, but yeah,

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Speaker 1: I would you take that? Would you like ian you?

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Speaker 1: We like you? I like you.

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Speaker 2: And when I got to Atlanta to im gonna oh

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Speaker 2: yeah for sure, Yes I'm coming.

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Speaker 1: Rest okay, all right, and we'll see y'all next week.

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Speaker 1: Back to.

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Speaker 4: Back.

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Speaker 7: H