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Speaker 1: heart radio podcast. Hello everybody, we are scrubbing in And

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Speaker 1: that intro was a reminder that we are going to

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Speaker 1: change our intro song or opening. Yes, I have been

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Speaker 1: thinking about it a lot. I got a lot of

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Speaker 1: d m s from scrubber, So thank you so much

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Speaker 1: for all your recommendations. I really appreciate it. And actually

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Speaker 1: a lot of scrubbers thought that. So I guess Caitlin

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Speaker 1: Bristow did this with her podcast and she had one

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Speaker 1: of her listeners make it and it was like bomb.

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Speaker 1: So I think we should throw it to our scrubbers

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Speaker 1: to make the contests. Yeah, Magasonic logo. I think that's great. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: so that's kind of where I'm leaning because and I

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Speaker 1: and it just I know, it's not my skill set.

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Speaker 1: So many you have so many talents and skills. Let's

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Speaker 1: let some other people just the ones that thrive and

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Speaker 1: are talented. And then I'm with it with it. I

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Speaker 1: thought it was a really good idea. So it's already Colly,

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Speaker 1: Caitlin Burstow. We have a contest for our scrubbers to

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Speaker 1: create our sonic logo, our sonic logo. Let me explain

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Speaker 1: the concept of a sonic logo because I don't I

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Speaker 1: don't know what that is. It's um, it's basically like

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Speaker 1: the intro of our podcast where it says scrubbing in

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Speaker 1: with Becca Tilly and Tanya at and I heart radio podcast.

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Speaker 1: Don't don't don't. That's the sonic logo, the near and

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Speaker 1: ear and ear and in there that's the Ihart Radio sonic. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: And you know what, that is a generic podcast logo

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Speaker 1: and we are not a generic podcast. We have heartbeats,

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Speaker 1: we have blood pumping through our veins, and we have

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Speaker 1: a community here and it's time that our sonic logo

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Speaker 1: represents that. And another example is the Netflix sound. Did

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Speaker 1: you hear at the beginning of an effort? It just

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Speaker 1: makes you excited because you know excellent things are coming

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Speaker 1: your way when you hear that. And that's the goal.

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Speaker 1: My only goal to the Scrubbers are listening that are

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Speaker 1: inclined to partake in this homework assignment. My only UH

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Speaker 1: but I looked into it and we can't win one.

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Speaker 1: So yeah, I was asking. I was going to ask

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Speaker 1: no go for now, for now, for now. But you know,

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Speaker 1: at one point pop podcast wasn't in the people's choice

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Speaker 1: of wars exactly change exactly. Um. So you had a

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Speaker 1: trip this weekend, a big milestone, big milestone this weekend,

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Speaker 1: two years since I met Red Star? And we did. Um.

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Speaker 1: We went to dinner. He got me this beautiful It

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Speaker 1: you're going to connect, who do you eat lunch with? Well, now,

425
00:23:52,280 --> 00:23:54,800
Speaker 1: because of because of COVID, we kind of we have

426
00:23:54,840 --> 00:23:57,880
Speaker 1: to eat in our our trailers. We can't we can't

427
00:23:57,960 --> 00:24:01,240
Speaker 1: kind of congregate the same way because you can't eat

428
00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:03,560
Speaker 1: indoors and that sort of stuff. We all have to

429
00:24:03,560 --> 00:24:06,080
Speaker 1: go to our traders. Who would who who would you

430
00:24:06,119 --> 00:24:11,679
Speaker 1: eat with? Pre pandemic I can't. Geez, I can't even remember.

431
00:24:11,880 --> 00:24:15,399
Speaker 1: We used to always eat around the table, reads and stuff,

432
00:24:15,440 --> 00:24:18,760
Speaker 1: so everybody was around, But god, where did we eat

433
00:24:18,760 --> 00:24:23,240
Speaker 1: before lunch? I can't even remember, to be honest, it

434
00:24:23,440 --> 00:24:27,040
Speaker 1: was like ages ago when we got to congregate pre

435
00:24:27,320 --> 00:24:30,959
Speaker 1: pre COVID. What was happening? I know, we we don't know.

436
00:24:31,160 --> 00:24:33,200
Speaker 1: No one can remember. I know. I was actually gonna say,

437
00:24:33,240 --> 00:24:35,240
Speaker 1: is it when you are out in public, just like

438
00:24:35,280 --> 00:24:37,400
Speaker 1: out in the wild, do people stop you? Or has

439
00:24:37,440 --> 00:24:42,639
Speaker 1: that like stopped because of the pandemic. Yeah, it's funny,

440
00:24:42,680 --> 00:24:45,800
Speaker 1: you know, even with a mask on people people kind

441
00:24:45,800 --> 00:24:49,639
Speaker 1: of do something often double take. Yeah, it happens. It

442
00:24:49,640 --> 00:24:52,480
Speaker 1: happens quite a bit now, actually more than more than

443
00:24:52,480 --> 00:24:55,560
Speaker 1: it has before, and more than I you know, more

444
00:24:55,600 --> 00:24:58,000
Speaker 1: than you ever get used to. But yeah, like I

445
00:24:58,040 --> 00:25:00,840
Speaker 1: was in the supermarket yesterday and the girl at the

446
00:25:00,880 --> 00:25:07,800
Speaker 1: cashier was like, are you deep? You know? Yeah, it

447
00:25:07,840 --> 00:25:10,679
Speaker 1: happens quite a lot actually here now and when I'm

448
00:25:10,680 --> 00:25:12,440
Speaker 1: back in Italy it happens a lot there as well.

449
00:25:12,480 --> 00:25:15,960
Speaker 1: But that's small. Yeah, what's your what's the best approach?

450
00:25:16,160 --> 00:25:18,399
Speaker 1: Because I actually saw him person say it was that

451
00:25:18,440 --> 00:25:21,639
Speaker 1: Tanya at the supermarket because she's done this with Kim Raber.

452
00:25:21,720 --> 00:25:25,879
Speaker 1: Kim Raber, Yeah, she shops at my grocery store. And

453
00:25:25,920 --> 00:25:27,840
Speaker 1: I was like, because I am a hand a fan,

454
00:25:27,880 --> 00:25:30,200
Speaker 1: out of respect for her, I just didn't say anything

455
00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:32,520
Speaker 1: because I was just being respectful. But then I had

456
00:25:32,560 --> 00:25:34,679
Speaker 1: we had her on the podcast and she was like

457
00:25:34,720 --> 00:25:36,760
Speaker 1: really cool about it, and I was like, Okay, next time,

458
00:25:36,800 --> 00:25:40,480
Speaker 1: I'm gonna say, Hi, Okay, you you weren't respect you lingered.

459
00:25:40,600 --> 00:25:46,320
Speaker 1: You definitely were creepy. We know you were creepy about it,

460
00:25:46,640 --> 00:25:50,200
Speaker 1: just around the fruit. I've met her in that grocery

461
00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:53,240
Speaker 1: store and I used to live her in there, and

462
00:25:53,280 --> 00:25:58,359
Speaker 1: I met her. She's like the best. But because you

463
00:25:58,400 --> 00:26:00,159
Speaker 1: don't really know, you know what I mean, Like, I

464
00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:02,160
Speaker 1: feel like, out of respect, I like to respect people

465
00:26:02,200 --> 00:26:04,639
Speaker 1: whoervously you just let them live their lives. But I

466
00:26:04,640 --> 00:26:07,320
Speaker 1: think also to like, you probably enjoyed because the fans

467
00:26:07,320 --> 00:26:09,560
Speaker 1: of the show are so passionate, and that's you know

468
00:26:09,560 --> 00:26:11,080
Speaker 1: what I mean, Like, I think it's a good thing.

469
00:26:11,080 --> 00:26:13,680
Speaker 1: It's just a matter of the approach. Yeah, people have

470
00:26:13,720 --> 00:26:17,359
Speaker 1: always been very very nice with me, and you know, complimentary,

471
00:26:17,400 --> 00:26:19,840
Speaker 1: and they just they're just saying they enjoy the show

472
00:26:19,920 --> 00:26:22,600
Speaker 1: or whatever. So it's it's always nice. It's never a problem.

473
00:26:22,680 --> 00:26:24,639
Speaker 1: You know, it's come and say a lout. Do you

474
00:26:24,640 --> 00:26:27,280
Speaker 1: ever have any say in like, have you had any

475
00:26:27,280 --> 00:26:29,119
Speaker 1: say and what happens to your character? Or do you

476
00:26:29,160 --> 00:26:30,680
Speaker 1: just get the script and you're like, Okay, this is

477
00:26:30,720 --> 00:26:33,919
Speaker 1: what I had to do? You know, you have you

478
00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:36,200
Speaker 1: have a bit. I mean, you've all the freedom to

479
00:26:36,400 --> 00:26:38,959
Speaker 1: ask questions and talk to the writers. But I know

480
00:26:39,000 --> 00:26:41,320
Speaker 1: that they do a lot of work before, you know,

481
00:26:41,359 --> 00:26:43,679
Speaker 1: before we see any scripts and before the season starts

482
00:26:43,720 --> 00:26:47,720
Speaker 1: in sort of preparing it a story for each character

483
00:26:47,760 --> 00:26:50,879
Speaker 1: and a journey. So you just kind of you kind

484
00:26:50,880 --> 00:26:53,600
Speaker 1: of get on get on board with that. I did

485
00:26:53,640 --> 00:26:56,520
Speaker 1: speak to Chris at the start most seasons. I think,

486
00:26:56,760 --> 00:26:59,040
Speaker 1: like when I first came onto the show, I met

487
00:26:59,080 --> 00:27:01,719
Speaker 1: with her and she was kind of outlining what they

488
00:27:01,760 --> 00:27:04,480
Speaker 1: were thinking in terms of this character and in terms

489
00:27:04,480 --> 00:27:08,000
Speaker 1: of that first season. But yeah, and then it kind

490
00:27:08,000 --> 00:27:09,280
Speaker 1: of has a life of its own. You know, you

491
00:27:09,400 --> 00:27:11,720
Speaker 1: just get on board with it, and you're just getting

492
00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:14,320
Speaker 1: scripts and reading it and you're always excited to get

493
00:27:14,320 --> 00:27:18,120
Speaker 1: the script because you're so, what's the vision for your

494
00:27:18,200 --> 00:27:21,720
Speaker 1: character this season? I have a prediction before he gives

495
00:27:21,760 --> 00:27:25,600
Speaker 1: us he won't give us any insight because they give

496
00:27:25,680 --> 00:27:30,280
Speaker 1: us anything, never give us anything. They're under like the

497
00:27:30,359 --> 00:27:37,679
Speaker 1: strictest India ever. Right, Yeah, it's pretty I don't know

498
00:27:37,720 --> 00:27:41,680
Speaker 1: what I can what I can say, Oh my god, listen,

499
00:27:41,720 --> 00:27:45,080
Speaker 1: just say everything and they won't cut it out because

500
00:27:45,560 --> 00:27:48,639
Speaker 1: because you've already filmed, I'm sure multiple episodes past what

501
00:27:48,640 --> 00:27:53,440
Speaker 1: we've seen. Correct, what have you seen? Well, we've only

502
00:27:53,480 --> 00:27:56,240
Speaker 1: seen two episodes this season. No, we've seen three. Anything

503
00:27:58,480 --> 00:28:02,320
Speaker 1: well I know is that I know that we had

504
00:28:03,160 --> 00:28:05,399
Speaker 1: you and Meredith going in a direction and then she

505
00:28:05,640 --> 00:28:10,600
Speaker 1: curved around, pivoted, pivoted and Scott Swaden seems to be

506
00:28:11,440 --> 00:28:14,560
Speaker 1: the lead right now. But there's some chemistry right now

507
00:28:15,280 --> 00:28:23,800
Speaker 1: with you and Owen's sister who has returned. And I yeah, yeah,

508
00:28:24,280 --> 00:28:29,119
Speaker 1: he felt that too watching. I don't know. I'm a

509
00:28:29,160 --> 00:28:30,800
Speaker 1: bit I'm a bit handsome in terms of what I

510
00:28:30,960 --> 00:28:34,400
Speaker 1: what I can say. I think I don't know what

511
00:28:34,400 --> 00:28:37,160
Speaker 1: what you guys have seen, So I'm afraid to say

512
00:28:37,200 --> 00:28:41,240
Speaker 1: anything because there's an episode coming up on Thursday. I think, Yeah,

513
00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:43,720
Speaker 1: we've had two weeks off, which is that we don't

514
00:28:43,720 --> 00:28:45,920
Speaker 1: ask that why do you? Why does that happen? You know?

515
00:28:46,040 --> 00:28:48,320
Speaker 1: We just started a new season. I'm all excited for

516
00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:50,640
Speaker 1: my Thursday nights and then you guys take it away again.

517
00:28:52,080 --> 00:28:54,680
Speaker 1: I don't know. I think that's that's further higher up

518
00:28:54,920 --> 00:28:58,160
Speaker 1: the food. But he just does what he does and

519
00:28:58,160 --> 00:29:02,120
Speaker 1: then he's like, I'm going home. So whatever happens, he

520
00:29:02,200 --> 00:29:05,440
Speaker 1: doesn't have control over what when airs don yet I

521
00:29:05,600 --> 00:29:09,640
Speaker 1: just curious. Yeah, I'm not sure it's something that was scheduling.

522
00:29:09,640 --> 00:29:12,040
Speaker 1: I don't know, it's not well all right, I just

523
00:29:12,080 --> 00:29:14,320
Speaker 1: felt like there was there was a scene where you

524
00:29:15,000 --> 00:29:18,680
Speaker 1: y'all were connecting over having children and you're helping her

525
00:29:18,800 --> 00:29:22,719
Speaker 1: navigate some issues with her child, and so I was thinking,

526
00:29:23,080 --> 00:29:25,560
Speaker 1: all right, we have seen Meredith kind of moving a

527
00:29:25,560 --> 00:29:29,400
Speaker 1: different direction, and I need a stronger I need you

528
00:29:29,440 --> 00:29:32,800
Speaker 1: to come in with this strong storyline because I want

529
00:29:32,800 --> 00:29:39,640
Speaker 1: to see you like fall in love. Yeah. Yeah, I

530
00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:42,520
Speaker 1: don't know what I can say, right, Yeah, No, I

531
00:29:42,560 --> 00:29:49,640
Speaker 1: think you've seen uh with Abigail or with Megan. Um. Yeah,

532
00:29:49,680 --> 00:29:51,800
Speaker 1: she she brought her son in for me to kind

533
00:29:51,840 --> 00:29:54,640
Speaker 1: of have a look at, to check out. And then

534
00:29:55,520 --> 00:29:59,440
Speaker 1: that's the last episode. That's the last and then what

535
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:03,080
Speaker 1: have you seen any kind of diagnosis there? Did they

536
00:30:03,080 --> 00:30:06,560
Speaker 1: make diagnosis about her sauna or anything I felt they

537
00:30:06,600 --> 00:30:14,800
Speaker 1: did is everything Okaytor Neighbors, you know, no way a

538
00:30:14,840 --> 00:30:19,920
Speaker 1: great time. Um, what I mean is that the direction

539
00:30:19,960 --> 00:30:22,360
Speaker 1: you want to see for your character? Dr Hayes, Like

540
00:30:22,360 --> 00:30:25,440
Speaker 1: are you wanting that romantic? Because they were really teasing

541
00:30:25,520 --> 00:30:28,520
Speaker 1: us with the Meredith storyline. So I felt like it

542
00:30:28,640 --> 00:30:31,040
Speaker 1: was like Andrew DeLuca and then and then it was

543
00:30:31,120 --> 00:30:35,760
Speaker 1: Dr Hayes and then Andrew DeLuca sadly and devastatingly passed away.

544
00:30:36,080 --> 00:30:38,800
Speaker 1: We were starting to see a direction, and unfortunately, when

545
00:30:38,920 --> 00:30:42,080
Speaker 1: DeLuca died, it was like, Okay, this is Meredith and

546
00:30:42,080 --> 00:30:46,960
Speaker 1: Hayes and then he went off. Yeah, yeah, I don't

547
00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:51,360
Speaker 1: really know. I kind of you know, like I get

548
00:30:51,440 --> 00:30:54,720
Speaker 1: the scripts that I get outlined the head the series

549
00:30:54,800 --> 00:30:57,680
Speaker 1: is gonna go or I have this season is they're

550
00:30:57,720 --> 00:31:02,120
Speaker 1: thinking of it going. But um, you know, I'm surprised,

551
00:31:02,120 --> 00:31:04,000
Speaker 1: as you guys sometimes when I get the scripts that

552
00:31:04,000 --> 00:31:07,920
Speaker 1: don't only know what's happening necessarily, but you know, the

553
00:31:08,080 --> 00:31:11,560
Speaker 1: relationships are are built, and they're built in a way

554
00:31:11,560 --> 00:31:16,560
Speaker 1: as supposed to be then broken maybe or you know,

555
00:31:16,640 --> 00:31:20,080
Speaker 1: these are adult relationships, so there there there are speed bumps.

556
00:31:20,080 --> 00:31:23,479
Speaker 1: So all the time and timing is has always been

557
00:31:23,480 --> 00:31:27,400
Speaker 1: an issue for for these two characters. And they're complicated.

558
00:31:27,440 --> 00:31:30,440
Speaker 1: You know, they've got very complicated traumatic backstories. It's not

559
00:31:30,520 --> 00:31:34,800
Speaker 1: easy for them just to you know, have a fairy

560
00:31:34,800 --> 00:31:41,320
Speaker 1: tale so um so, I guess that's you know, that's

561
00:31:41,360 --> 00:31:42,920
Speaker 1: that's kind of Greyts anatomy, you know what I mean.

562
00:31:42,960 --> 00:31:45,280
Speaker 1: It's never as easy as it seems. I do feel

563
00:31:45,280 --> 00:31:48,080
Speaker 1: like they're laying the land this season, like they're setting

564
00:31:48,120 --> 00:31:49,720
Speaker 1: things up to where there's going to be a lot

565
00:31:49,760 --> 00:31:52,680
Speaker 1: of action this season. I think a lot of on

566
00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:57,480
Speaker 1: call room sexual activities are going to happen. Yeah, yeah,

567
00:31:57,560 --> 00:32:00,440
Speaker 1: I mean we're we're in the middle of an episode now, yeah,

568
00:32:00,480 --> 00:32:05,360
Speaker 1: which is steamy. Well, it's it's not. It's action packed.

569
00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:08,000
Speaker 1: There is some steam I suppose, but it is quite

570
00:32:08,040 --> 00:32:10,920
Speaker 1: action packed. Yeah yeah. Yeah. One thing Grey's natomie has

571
00:32:10,920 --> 00:32:14,960
Speaker 1: always been able to do is show, like in parallel

572
00:32:15,040 --> 00:32:19,080
Speaker 1: lines tragedy and like these sexy scenes like while the

573
00:32:19,120 --> 00:32:22,680
Speaker 1: tragedy is happening. Yeah, yeah, they kind of it's a

574
00:32:22,720 --> 00:32:25,800
Speaker 1: good formula like that, you know, it's it's the juxtaposition

575
00:32:25,800 --> 00:32:31,840
Speaker 1: of those two things is kind of keeps everybody. Yeah,

576
00:32:31,920 --> 00:32:34,600
Speaker 1: you never know what's going to happen? Yeah, um, did

577
00:32:34,600 --> 00:32:39,360
Speaker 1: your wife watch the show? She has watched some of it.

578
00:32:39,360 --> 00:32:43,440
Speaker 1: It's it's actually it's really popular in Italy. She's she's Italian,

579
00:32:43,480 --> 00:32:45,120
Speaker 1: and you know, we live kind of half the time

580
00:32:45,120 --> 00:32:48,840
Speaker 1: in Italy when when we're not here. Um, so it

581
00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:50,360
Speaker 1: has a big following there. I don't know how much

582
00:32:50,360 --> 00:32:53,240
Speaker 1: of it she's seen. She's seen some of the stuff

583
00:32:53,280 --> 00:32:55,920
Speaker 1: that that I've done. But but we're not very we're

584
00:32:55,920 --> 00:32:59,760
Speaker 1: not very good TV watchers, you know, we're sort of

585
00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:02,800
Speaker 1: I don't know. Anytime you sit down to watch something,

586
00:33:02,840 --> 00:33:05,440
Speaker 1: it takes a long time to decide what to even watch,

587
00:33:05,520 --> 00:33:06,960
Speaker 1: and then we're like, oh, it's kind of late now,

588
00:33:07,000 --> 00:33:10,640
Speaker 1: you know. Yeah, Yeah, we're not We're not the best.

589
00:33:10,720 --> 00:33:14,000
Speaker 1: Like I haven't seen. I don't tend to watch much

590
00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:17,720
Speaker 1: of what I do. I find it kind of really uncomfortable.

591
00:33:17,880 --> 00:33:21,120
Speaker 1: It doesn't really help me. So sometimes she'll be watching

592
00:33:21,160 --> 00:33:24,880
Speaker 1: it and I'll be avoiding it in the background. Yeah,

593
00:33:24,880 --> 00:33:27,120
Speaker 1: I wouldn't be I wouldn't like watching my significant other

594
00:33:27,200 --> 00:33:30,240
Speaker 1: like kiss on screen. No, he said she watched it.

595
00:33:30,320 --> 00:33:32,600
Speaker 1: He doesn't know. I know, I'm saying I I that

596
00:33:32,600 --> 00:33:36,200
Speaker 1: would be weird. That would be hard for me. Yeah,

597
00:33:36,280 --> 00:33:42,440
Speaker 1: that's it's not it's not kind of fun, right. Also

598
00:33:42,560 --> 00:33:46,480
Speaker 1: because she's an actress, obviously she understands that. But yeah,

599
00:33:46,520 --> 00:33:49,120
Speaker 1: I haven't that it's you know, it's kind of they're

600
00:33:49,240 --> 00:33:56,320
Speaker 1: the most uncomfortable whatever scenes to actually do that well. Yeah,

601
00:33:56,320 --> 00:33:58,560
Speaker 1: because they're not like sex or anything. It's like getting

602
00:33:58,560 --> 00:34:01,000
Speaker 1: the right angle, lighting it right. There's a bunch of

603
00:34:01,000 --> 00:34:02,720
Speaker 1: people in there. It's not like you're like having this

604
00:34:02,800 --> 00:34:08,080
Speaker 1: intimate moment with someone. No, it's no, it's weird part

605
00:34:08,080 --> 00:34:10,200
Speaker 1: of the job. But but in context of the story,

606
00:34:10,840 --> 00:34:12,719
Speaker 1: it's if it's right, it's right, you know what I mean,

607
00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:15,000
Speaker 1: there's no problem. Yeah, I think it works. I think

608
00:34:15,040 --> 00:34:17,839
Speaker 1: it's definitely easier when you're both doing like you both

609
00:34:17,840 --> 00:34:21,520
Speaker 1: have the same occupation and no, you know what it

610
00:34:21,880 --> 00:34:24,520
Speaker 1: what it takes to get to that scene. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

611
00:34:25,239 --> 00:34:30,439
Speaker 1: Do you have like a cast bestie cast bestie? Like

612
00:34:31,800 --> 00:34:35,319
Speaker 1: we're here with the hard hitting questions because I tell

613
00:34:35,360 --> 00:34:37,560
Speaker 1: you what's tricky is because all the time you're you're

614
00:34:37,640 --> 00:34:39,960
Speaker 1: often working with different people on different days, and your

615
00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:43,680
Speaker 1: days are spread out, so you're you know, and everybody

616
00:34:43,800 --> 00:34:45,719
Speaker 1: like most people kind of have families and all that

617
00:34:45,719 --> 00:34:48,200
Speaker 1: sort of stuff. So the thing about working in l

618
00:34:48,200 --> 00:34:51,160
Speaker 1: A that that I like, but I also I mean

619
00:34:51,360 --> 00:34:53,000
Speaker 1: used to working in Europe as well, where you go

620
00:34:53,080 --> 00:34:55,879
Speaker 1: to some strange city like Prage or whatever, and you're

621
00:34:55,920 --> 00:34:57,560
Speaker 1: all away from your families, and you kind of you

622
00:34:57,640 --> 00:35:02,040
Speaker 1: bond very tightly because you're all staying and a house

623
00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:04,240
Speaker 1: or a hotel or whatever, and you're having dinner together

624
00:35:04,719 --> 00:35:07,360
Speaker 1: when you're because you only know each other in that

625
00:35:07,480 --> 00:35:10,000
Speaker 1: strange environment. Here people have their whole lives and their

626
00:35:10,040 --> 00:35:13,960
Speaker 1: families and everything. Since you finished, everybody kind of yeah,

627
00:35:14,000 --> 00:35:16,799
Speaker 1: you only really see each other much onset. I mean

628
00:35:16,960 --> 00:35:20,319
Speaker 1: I have seen seen a bunch of them socially you

629
00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:24,120
Speaker 1: know as well, but but we don't hang out as

630
00:35:24,200 --> 00:35:26,800
Speaker 1: much offset as as you would if you're not in

631
00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:31,120
Speaker 1: I just somewhere else. You know. This is my I

632
00:35:31,160 --> 00:35:33,360
Speaker 1: asked this to every Grace cast member that we have

633
00:35:33,440 --> 00:35:36,440
Speaker 1: on the show. And you know, Grace is known for

634
00:35:36,520 --> 00:35:41,560
Speaker 1: the most tragic deaths or exits for their for the characters.

635
00:35:41,640 --> 00:35:44,080
Speaker 1: And I always ask if you got to go to

636
00:35:44,120 --> 00:35:47,280
Speaker 1: the writers and they were like, hey, uh, you're leaving

637
00:35:47,320 --> 00:35:50,640
Speaker 1: the show. You get to choose your exit slash death

638
00:35:50,680 --> 00:35:53,760
Speaker 1: if you want to go out heroically whatever, what would

639
00:35:53,840 --> 00:35:57,880
Speaker 1: your choice be? Now, Well, I'm pushing for the for

640
00:35:58,000 --> 00:36:03,520
Speaker 1: the spinoff, the Hey Anatomy spin off, which is which

641
00:36:03,560 --> 00:36:08,680
Speaker 1: I think we should all be likeas moves to some

642
00:36:08,800 --> 00:36:13,160
Speaker 1: small town in Tuscany in Italy and works in a

643
00:36:13,239 --> 00:36:15,880
Speaker 1: hospital there and just has a really good time, you know,

644
00:36:16,640 --> 00:36:22,799
Speaker 1: does the best he can with everybody found to come

645
00:36:22,840 --> 00:36:25,440
Speaker 1: and go. They visit, and he's just like a like

646
00:36:25,480 --> 00:36:28,719
Speaker 1: a small town doctor. Maybe he'll self crime on the

647
00:36:28,760 --> 00:36:32,399
Speaker 1: side or something. Well, that's that might be the best

648
00:36:32,440 --> 00:36:36,680
Speaker 1: answer we've gotten from this question respect to spin off.

649
00:36:36,960 --> 00:36:40,680
Speaker 1: Put it out there, yea, And what a dream you

650
00:36:40,800 --> 00:36:46,120
Speaker 1: just film in Italy? Yeah, and fight crime while saving lives? Yeah,

651
00:36:47,520 --> 00:36:52,000
Speaker 1: maybe fight crime on the site. Well, we'll try to

652
00:36:52,040 --> 00:36:53,799
Speaker 1: be extras on that because we've been trying to be

653
00:36:53,840 --> 00:36:57,160
Speaker 1: actors on Grey's Anatomy and hasn't gone in that direction

654
00:36:57,200 --> 00:36:59,680
Speaker 1: for us. So Hayes Anatomy feels like something we can

655
00:36:59,719 --> 00:37:07,840
Speaker 1: make out that you can perfect steadily. Yeah, thank you

656
00:37:07,920 --> 00:37:11,160
Speaker 1: so much for taking the time to really appreciate it.

657
00:37:11,880 --> 00:37:15,520
Speaker 1: I'm really rooting for Dr Hayes storyline coming up. That's

658
00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:18,480
Speaker 1: gonna just suck us in And I feel like, you know,

659
00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:21,040
Speaker 1: that that's happening, good stuff coming up, with this good

660
00:37:21,040 --> 00:37:25,279
Speaker 1: stuff coming up. Thanks for giving us a little bit.

661
00:37:26,480 --> 00:37:32,080
Speaker 1: Thanks for good nothing. It was so great meeting Thanks again.

662
00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:54,040
Speaker 1: So I was totally for Merit and Scott's, which I

663
00:37:54,040 --> 00:37:57,120
Speaker 1: still am, But I have different feelings about Hayes now

664
00:37:57,200 --> 00:37:58,600
Speaker 1: and I want to I want to see a love

665
00:37:58,640 --> 00:38:01,680
Speaker 1: story for him more been I did before that interview.

666
00:38:01,840 --> 00:38:04,160
Speaker 1: I don't know, but I was tongue tied, like I

667
00:38:06,880 --> 00:38:11,960
Speaker 1: was not expecting. I was like, wow, I was taken

668
00:38:12,280 --> 00:38:15,640
Speaker 1: back about by how handsome he was in the accident.

669
00:38:15,640 --> 00:38:19,080
Speaker 1: I was streewear that like denim button up with the

670
00:38:19,160 --> 00:38:24,160
Speaker 1: cool necklace. I to feel the same way. I was like,

671
00:38:24,239 --> 00:38:27,759
Speaker 1: not prepared for that, ill prepared. And he would be

672
00:38:27,800 --> 00:38:29,960
Speaker 1: talking kind of grinning, and I found like I was,

673
00:38:30,200 --> 00:38:32,759
Speaker 1: I saw myself in the zoom also grinning, and I

674
00:38:32,800 --> 00:38:34,640
Speaker 1: was like, no, I have no idea what he said,

675
00:38:34,680 --> 00:38:37,800
Speaker 1: Like did he get anything from him? I blacked out. Honestly,

676
00:38:38,040 --> 00:38:39,279
Speaker 1: I feel like that was kind of like a root

677
00:38:39,320 --> 00:38:42,919
Speaker 1: canal for him because he can't say anything and he well,

678
00:38:42,920 --> 00:38:47,040
Speaker 1: he didn't know what. Yeah, he was very he just struggled.

679
00:38:47,040 --> 00:38:49,600
Speaker 1: I think he struggled through a lot of that interview, Well, well,

680
00:38:49,719 --> 00:38:52,040
Speaker 1: did we make him feel comfortable in at home? Because

681
00:38:52,160 --> 00:38:54,880
Speaker 1: I don't know. I think he was delighted by you.

682
00:38:54,960 --> 00:38:56,920
Speaker 1: I think he was. It was just a frustrating conversation

683
00:38:56,920 --> 00:38:59,000
Speaker 1: because he couldn't go in any direction that he kind

684
00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:00,520
Speaker 1: of wanted to, or that you were kind of leading it.

685
00:39:00,640 --> 00:39:02,239
Speaker 1: I think I got all I needed to know, which

686
00:39:02,440 --> 00:39:05,279
Speaker 1: was that he and Megan Owen sister are going to

687
00:39:05,360 --> 00:39:08,719
Speaker 1: have a thing, because he was like, oh yeah, Like

688
00:39:08,800 --> 00:39:11,279
Speaker 1: I definitely feel like he gave me a little something there.

689
00:39:11,960 --> 00:39:15,040
Speaker 1: How come he gets to keep his natural accent and

690
00:39:15,080 --> 00:39:17,480
Speaker 1: everyone else on that show has to pretend to I

691
00:39:17,520 --> 00:39:20,239
Speaker 1: don't want Mark texted me that during the interview, but

692
00:39:20,280 --> 00:39:23,160
Speaker 1: then I saw it after Becca was like, oh you

693
00:39:23,239 --> 00:39:26,600
Speaker 1: and Kevin same British or And then I was like,

694
00:39:26,640 --> 00:39:29,560
Speaker 1: oh no, but I was wrong. I want to go

695
00:39:29,600 --> 00:39:31,120
Speaker 1: down that path again because I feel like it was

696
00:39:31,160 --> 00:39:35,000
Speaker 1: like insulting. I'm fine, you don't have to ask my

697
00:39:35,120 --> 00:39:38,200
Speaker 1: questions this your interview. I'm just wondering something I'm legitimately

698
00:39:38,200 --> 00:39:46,719
Speaker 1: wondering because um, what's her name? Joe? Of them British, Kevin,

699
00:39:46,920 --> 00:39:49,879
Speaker 1: who else? I don't know. I feel like they all

700
00:39:49,920 --> 00:39:54,600
Speaker 1: have accents. No if they don't know, and I think

701
00:39:54,640 --> 00:39:58,080
Speaker 1: that's it. That's it. We know, yeah that we've interviewed,

702
00:39:58,960 --> 00:40:04,840
Speaker 1: but um I just what did he say? That was like, jeez, Irish.

703
00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:09,840
Speaker 1: Kevin McKidd is Scottish and there was something Kevin McKidd

704
00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:12,200
Speaker 1: either played in a movie or I mixed up, which

705
00:40:12,239 --> 00:40:14,320
Speaker 1: we know. I'm not great with the geography in general,

706
00:40:14,360 --> 00:40:17,560
Speaker 1: but um I thought he played maybe someone who was there.

707
00:40:17,640 --> 00:40:21,640
Speaker 1: I don't know, but maybe it's because Christina sent him

708
00:40:21,640 --> 00:40:27,080
Speaker 1: from Europe and so it felt like natural. Look at

709
00:40:27,080 --> 00:40:30,279
Speaker 1: back at the investigated true crime. That's where your true

710
00:40:30,280 --> 00:40:36,880
Speaker 1: crime podcasting listening skills come to, uh, beneficient fishing. Oh

711
00:40:36,880 --> 00:40:41,840
Speaker 1: my god, I'll come to beneficial well we Tanya started

712
00:40:41,880 --> 00:40:44,080
Speaker 1: out so tongue tied at the beginning and couldn't give

713
00:40:44,120 --> 00:40:47,120
Speaker 1: an analogy of like having a grace cast member is

714
00:40:47,160 --> 00:40:49,880
Speaker 1: like like the Royal family having a baby was a

715
00:40:49,960 --> 00:40:52,319
Speaker 1: great You ended up in a great place. It took

716
00:40:52,320 --> 00:40:54,960
Speaker 1: you a second, but that was a great because it's

717
00:40:55,000 --> 00:40:57,719
Speaker 1: only most like logical things. You like, what have I

718
00:40:57,719 --> 00:41:03,960
Speaker 1: ever failed to give a quick analogy? An irishman? That giggle,

719
00:41:04,040 --> 00:41:05,759
Speaker 1: that's what set me off. I was like, oh, I

720
00:41:05,840 --> 00:41:11,000
Speaker 1: am unwell, I am up, yeah, and he is. We

721
00:41:11,320 --> 00:41:13,080
Speaker 1: and I have no makeup on today, Like I look

722
00:41:13,120 --> 00:41:15,759
Speaker 1: like a rug rat. No, I'm not. I do have

723
00:41:15,880 --> 00:41:18,560
Speaker 1: makeup one, but I'm still not looking. I would have

724
00:41:18,600 --> 00:41:20,600
Speaker 1: done a little bit more had I known. I know.

725
00:41:20,600 --> 00:41:22,200
Speaker 1: I actually I was gonna ask you if we should

726
00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:26,000
Speaker 1: put our scrubs on today. I'm glad we didn't. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

727
00:41:26,080 --> 00:41:32,440
Speaker 1: we needed to really play cool. Yeah he was really nice.

728
00:41:32,480 --> 00:41:36,239
Speaker 1: I really really enjoyed him. Think I'm gonna need a

729
00:41:36,239 --> 00:41:42,880
Speaker 1: minute after that. Um. I am curious though, so because

730
00:41:43,120 --> 00:41:45,560
Speaker 1: I remember, I know that Gray's Anatomy has always done

731
00:41:45,560 --> 00:41:47,880
Speaker 1: the thing where they take breaks in this season, but

732
00:41:48,080 --> 00:41:50,120
Speaker 1: never this soon. I feel like, yeah, I feel like

733
00:41:50,200 --> 00:41:54,440
Speaker 1: we well yeah, two weeks though. I normally they'll do

734
00:41:54,480 --> 00:41:56,200
Speaker 1: one week and then they'll come back. But two weeks

735
00:41:56,200 --> 00:41:58,120
Speaker 1: in a row. Yeah, that's kind of a drag, but

736
00:41:58,160 --> 00:42:02,360
Speaker 1: you know, it's all about getting twenty four episodes, thinking

737
00:42:02,560 --> 00:42:05,120
Speaker 1: may But I do like it when they do it

738
00:42:05,120 --> 00:42:06,640
Speaker 1: in chunks. They give me nine in a row and

739
00:42:06,640 --> 00:42:08,480
Speaker 1: then give me a thirteen in a row, and I

740
00:42:08,480 --> 00:42:12,080
Speaker 1: would rather them like stay steady until and just give

741
00:42:12,160 --> 00:42:14,080
Speaker 1: us some winter break time off, like give us just

742
00:42:14,080 --> 00:42:16,960
Speaker 1: a big chunk around the world, though I know they

743
00:42:17,320 --> 00:42:19,680
Speaker 1: tack on extra time on each on the end of that,

744
00:42:21,719 --> 00:42:24,440
Speaker 1: you know, these these interviews are really good for us.

745
00:42:24,520 --> 00:42:26,760
Speaker 1: They give us like a new perspective going into watching

746
00:42:26,800 --> 00:42:28,440
Speaker 1: the show. Yeah, but you know what, I also was

747
00:42:28,440 --> 00:42:30,160
Speaker 1: a little bit concerned because I feel like, you've never

748
00:42:30,200 --> 00:42:31,880
Speaker 1: heard of our podcast before us. I feel like the

749
00:42:32,280 --> 00:42:34,879
Speaker 1: cast really doesn't talk about us on set. Oh yeah,

750
00:42:35,000 --> 00:42:40,000
Speaker 1: you thought they did. Yeah, I bet it's come up before.

751
00:42:40,080 --> 00:42:42,960
Speaker 1: I'm guessing it's a regular. We had so many of

752
00:42:42,960 --> 00:42:46,600
Speaker 1: them all and we do like for press days, and

753
00:42:46,680 --> 00:42:49,080
Speaker 1: you think they're like, hey, did you do this scrubbing

754
00:42:49,120 --> 00:42:52,799
Speaker 1: in podcasts? I think maybe like after Leavi I was

755
00:42:52,880 --> 00:42:55,200
Speaker 1: here and we talked about somebody else being here, he

756
00:42:55,239 --> 00:42:56,600
Speaker 1: probably went up to them and said, hey, I did

757
00:42:56,600 --> 00:43:01,960
Speaker 1: that podcast that you did that was on our live show. Yeah,

758
00:43:02,160 --> 00:43:06,359
Speaker 1: these people are doing session. Yeah, they liked the show,

759
00:43:06,360 --> 00:43:07,960
Speaker 1: and they probably brought it up from time to time.

760
00:43:08,040 --> 00:43:10,040
Speaker 1: And I bet early on they're like, you, guys, there's

761
00:43:10,040 --> 00:43:12,840
Speaker 1: some podcast that's about our show, and they're like winning awards.

762
00:43:12,840 --> 00:43:16,160
Speaker 1: I bet that's happened at some point for sure. Alright, Alright,

763
00:43:16,480 --> 00:43:20,040
Speaker 1: we didn't get Kevin mckid back on asking me about that.

764
00:43:20,760 --> 00:43:23,960
Speaker 1: They never come back. They never come back. No, Camilla

765
00:43:24,040 --> 00:43:30,479
Speaker 1: came back, ye, Jake Barelli came back. Anthony came back.

766
00:43:31,200 --> 00:43:34,480
Speaker 1: Anthony came back. Oh yeah, okay, all right, fair enough

767
00:43:34,560 --> 00:43:40,920
Speaker 1: point taken bye with the negativity. But if we kept

768
00:43:40,960 --> 00:43:42,799
Speaker 1: my kid back, that would be pretty epic because we

769
00:43:42,920 --> 00:43:48,160
Speaker 1: kind of really bonded with him. I'm not sure. I

770
00:43:48,280 --> 00:43:52,080
Speaker 1: probably thought we were funny. I thought you were funny

771
00:43:52,080 --> 00:43:56,919
Speaker 1: at least to say, um, okay, well, let's get into

772
00:43:56,960 --> 00:44:00,000
Speaker 1: an email, shall we. Yeah, it's from Christina. How perfect

773
00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:03,279
Speaker 1: to great Gray's name on a Great Gray's Day. My

774
00:44:03,360 --> 00:44:05,680
Speaker 1: boyfriend and I have an on and off situation. He's

775
00:44:05,719 --> 00:44:08,560
Speaker 1: forty five, I'm thirty eight, so we are too old

776
00:44:08,640 --> 00:44:11,360
Speaker 1: for games and drama. Two weeks ago we had a

777
00:44:11,440 --> 00:44:14,160
Speaker 1: Vegas trip plan with his friend and his friend's wife.

778
00:44:14,800 --> 00:44:19,000
Speaker 1: His TikTok has zero followers and he's following zero people.

779
00:44:19,160 --> 00:44:21,279
Speaker 1: But the Sunday, a week prior to the Vegas trip,

780
00:44:21,320 --> 00:44:23,919
Speaker 1: I saw him follow one girl on TikTok with big

781
00:44:23,920 --> 00:44:27,960
Speaker 1: fake boobs, that type of account. He's not following anyone else,

782
00:44:28,080 --> 00:44:31,080
Speaker 1: just literally one girl. I asked him, and he said

783
00:44:31,080 --> 00:44:34,040
Speaker 1: it was an accident and he got agitated. This has

784
00:44:34,040 --> 00:44:37,000
Speaker 1: happened on Instagram and Twitter as well. He'd follow one

785
00:44:37,080 --> 00:44:41,880
Speaker 1: specific fake boob's porn page, so it's a trigger. I

786
00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:43,839
Speaker 1: went home Sunday night because we got in a fight

787
00:44:44,080 --> 00:44:45,719
Speaker 1: and we didn't talk much until he texted me that

788
00:44:45,760 --> 00:44:48,200
Speaker 1: he was unhappy and it's probably best for us to

789
00:44:48,280 --> 00:44:51,759
Speaker 1: not work out. I didn't even bother responding. He went

790
00:44:51,800 --> 00:44:55,200
Speaker 1: to Vegas alone. Then Sunday morning, he's trying to blow

791
00:44:55,280 --> 00:44:56,640
Speaker 1: my phone up, trying to get a hold of me

792
00:44:56,840 --> 00:44:58,920
Speaker 1: that he missed me. Am I being too much with

793
00:44:58,960 --> 00:45:01,480
Speaker 1: the trust issues? Or is it normal for me to

794
00:45:01,520 --> 00:45:04,040
Speaker 1: get mad? He ended up going to Vegas alone and

795
00:45:04,080 --> 00:45:06,719
Speaker 1: doing who knows what. I felt like he picked a

796
00:45:06,840 --> 00:45:09,319
Speaker 1: fight a week before so we could be alone for

797
00:45:09,320 --> 00:45:13,279
Speaker 1: the weekend on purpose and brought someone else. Am I crazy?

798
00:45:15,920 --> 00:45:18,960
Speaker 1: I mean, this just feels like this needs to be

799
00:45:19,760 --> 00:45:24,719
Speaker 1: an off relationship, as in not a relationship at all

800
00:45:25,280 --> 00:45:28,200
Speaker 1: with this guy. I feel like Tony has a different opinion.

801
00:45:28,239 --> 00:45:31,560
Speaker 1: I know, Oh my god, this is a hard past.

802
00:45:31,800 --> 00:45:35,960
Speaker 1: I feel like I have definitely, especially on TikTok, liked

803
00:45:36,239 --> 00:45:39,640
Speaker 1: someone or sorry, Tony won't give me water, so I'm

804
00:45:39,680 --> 00:45:46,960
Speaker 1: like struggling because the studio beca so I'm suffering. Um.

805
00:45:47,040 --> 00:45:50,719
Speaker 1: But anyways, I was saying, I've accidentally followed people on

806
00:45:50,760 --> 00:45:55,720
Speaker 1: TikTok because of how the like how the buttons are pressed.

807
00:45:56,120 --> 00:46:01,279
Speaker 1: I've noticed I follow people. However, I've think it's interesting

808
00:46:01,320 --> 00:46:05,960
Speaker 1: that he's done this on Instagram before, so it's not

809
00:46:06,000 --> 00:46:10,320
Speaker 1: just TikTok. You've seen this happen. And I think that

810
00:46:10,400 --> 00:46:16,960
Speaker 1: if he was willing to go to good of it.

811
00:46:17,480 --> 00:46:20,000
Speaker 1: I said I needed water, let her have a drink

812
00:46:20,000 --> 00:46:23,479
Speaker 1: of water. It's okay. Anyways, I'm just trying to say

813
00:46:23,520 --> 00:46:26,000
Speaker 1: that I think this is a very unhealthy relationship the

814
00:46:26,000 --> 00:46:28,560
Speaker 1: fact that's on and off, and he's old enough that

815
00:46:28,680 --> 00:46:33,120
Speaker 1: like these games and actions, he should be mature enough

816
00:46:33,160 --> 00:46:37,640
Speaker 1: to handle this. But I also think, like, if if

817
00:46:37,840 --> 00:46:40,920
Speaker 1: it's it's it seems like it's unhealthy on both sides.

818
00:46:40,960 --> 00:46:43,480
Speaker 1: And I think that if he's triggering your trust issues,

819
00:46:43,880 --> 00:46:45,799
Speaker 1: it's not even worth it. If it's not even a

820
00:46:45,920 --> 00:46:48,640
Speaker 1: you're not even in an established relationship, so of course

821
00:46:48,840 --> 00:46:50,960
Speaker 1: you're never gonna feel safe because you don't even have

822
00:46:51,000 --> 00:46:56,000
Speaker 1: the safety of commitment from him. This is a hard

823
00:46:56,480 --> 00:47:00,840
Speaker 1: pass for me. A the fact that he's like following

824
00:47:00,880 --> 00:47:03,040
Speaker 1: I understand that you say sometimes it can happen by mistake,

825
00:47:03,200 --> 00:47:05,480
Speaker 1: but the fact that's happened before just feel so fishy,

826
00:47:05,719 --> 00:47:09,040
Speaker 1: Like I don't know, and forty five on TikTok liking

827
00:47:09,040 --> 00:47:11,120
Speaker 1: these big boom people. Like it's just not like like

828
00:47:11,160 --> 00:47:13,520
Speaker 1: my boyfriends in his forties and if he was, he's

829
00:47:13,560 --> 00:47:15,240
Speaker 1: on on TikTok, But if he wasn't he was following

830
00:47:15,239 --> 00:47:18,000
Speaker 1: people big boobs, it would just be no for me.

831
00:47:19,280 --> 00:47:21,920
Speaker 1: I don't know, I don't I just think that if

832
00:47:21,920 --> 00:47:25,399
Speaker 1: you're questioning this and you're saying, am I crazy? That

833
00:47:25,560 --> 00:47:29,000
Speaker 1: is a red flag in itself. I feel like you're

834
00:47:29,040 --> 00:47:32,360
Speaker 1: definitely not crazy. I do understand you're probably tied to

835
00:47:32,400 --> 00:47:34,080
Speaker 1: this man and you love him a lot. But I

836
00:47:34,120 --> 00:47:37,000
Speaker 1: think that the inner turmoil and like the conflict that

837
00:47:37,000 --> 00:47:38,359
Speaker 1: you're having in your head is just going to keep

838
00:47:38,400 --> 00:47:40,480
Speaker 1: happening over and over and over again. It's gonna be

839
00:47:40,480 --> 00:47:43,879
Speaker 1: a pattern. Yeah, it's all bad, you know. I often

840
00:47:43,920 --> 00:47:45,560
Speaker 1: will give a little bit of benefit of the doubt

841
00:47:45,600 --> 00:47:47,799
Speaker 1: to guys in their twenties because they're still coming off

842
00:47:47,800 --> 00:47:49,480
Speaker 1: a childhood where they were told they were the greatest

843
00:47:49,480 --> 00:47:50,919
Speaker 1: thing in the world their whole life, and now they're

844
00:47:50,920 --> 00:47:52,719
Speaker 1: realizing they're not God's gifts and kind of having to

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00:47:52,760 --> 00:47:55,439
Speaker 1: mature and figure things out and actually respect, treat people

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00:47:55,480 --> 00:47:59,480
Speaker 1: with respect. But at forty five, you should have figured

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00:47:59,480 --> 00:48:02,560
Speaker 1: that out by now. And he lied to you. The

848
00:48:02,840 --> 00:48:05,800
Speaker 1: thing about accidentally following the big boob girl on TikTok.

849
00:48:05,840 --> 00:48:07,880
Speaker 1: I know that can happen accidentally, but if you already

850
00:48:07,920 --> 00:48:10,719
Speaker 1: DoD on Instagram, ended it on Twitter, he's lying to

851
00:48:10,760 --> 00:48:15,240
Speaker 1: you and that's bad. And also, uh, if you feel crazy,

852
00:48:15,560 --> 00:48:18,680
Speaker 1: that's a major problem in any relationship. Whether he's making

853
00:48:18,680 --> 00:48:20,919
Speaker 1: you feel crazy or you just feel crazy, it doesn't

854
00:48:20,960 --> 00:48:23,600
Speaker 1: really matter. If you feel crazy in your relationship, that's

855
00:48:23,640 --> 00:48:28,240
Speaker 1: a huge problem. It is time for Christina to step

856
00:48:28,239 --> 00:48:31,359
Speaker 1: back and be her own woman, spend a little time

857
00:48:31,360 --> 00:48:33,960
Speaker 1: with herself, figuring out what she wants in a relationship.

858
00:48:34,000 --> 00:48:35,839
Speaker 1: And the whole world's going to open up for you

859
00:48:36,000 --> 00:48:38,640
Speaker 1: once you close that door. But you gotta close that

860
00:48:38,680 --> 00:48:40,120
Speaker 1: door because if that door is cracked, you're not going

861
00:48:40,160 --> 00:48:43,000
Speaker 1: to see the rest of the world. You got a default.

862
00:48:44,000 --> 00:48:46,520
Speaker 1: I just don't think. I mean, I think being in

863
00:48:47,200 --> 00:48:50,520
Speaker 1: when you have to start something by saying we're in

864
00:48:50,560 --> 00:48:56,120
Speaker 1: an on an off relationship. Anything that he does, anything

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00:48:56,160 --> 00:49:00,440
Speaker 1: that he does is going to make you feel secure

866
00:49:00,520 --> 00:49:02,520
Speaker 1: or crazy or whatever you wanna call it, And that's

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00:49:02,560 --> 00:49:05,280
Speaker 1: just it's not fair to you to even have to

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00:49:05,400 --> 00:49:09,799
Speaker 1: navigate those emotions or question yourself for feeling hurt or

869
00:49:09,880 --> 00:49:13,160
Speaker 1: triggered by his actions when he does things that are

870
00:49:13,280 --> 00:49:16,000
Speaker 1: disrespectful to you. But then he give me at the loophole.

871
00:49:16,920 --> 00:49:18,640
Speaker 1: The loophole he's figured out here, That's what I'm saying,

872
00:49:18,680 --> 00:49:21,880
Speaker 1: because then he's like, well, we're not even in a relationship,

873
00:49:22,000 --> 00:49:23,680
Speaker 1: so I can do whatever I want and I can

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00:49:23,719 --> 00:49:25,839
Speaker 1: go to Vegas by myself if I want, because you're

875
00:49:25,960 --> 00:49:29,120
Speaker 1: being crazy, And then you're like, am I being crazy? No,

876
00:49:29,280 --> 00:49:33,279
Speaker 1: you're not. I kind of want to be alone in

877
00:49:33,360 --> 00:49:35,600
Speaker 1: Vegas this weekend. I'll start a fight with her this week.

878
00:49:35,960 --> 00:49:38,120
Speaker 1: Then we'll be off. Then I'm not cheating on her,

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00:49:38,160 --> 00:49:40,120
Speaker 1: no matter what I do in Vegas. Then I'll be

880
00:49:40,160 --> 00:49:42,040
Speaker 1: lonely and I'll come back and we'll get back together.

881
00:49:42,160 --> 00:49:44,839
Speaker 1: It's the perfect relationship for a guy who doesn't want

882
00:49:44,840 --> 00:49:49,320
Speaker 1: to be in a relationship. You deserve more, you deserve

883
00:49:50,080 --> 00:49:55,600
Speaker 1: you deserve better. Um yeah, so shut that door, lock

884
00:49:55,680 --> 00:50:01,759
Speaker 1: it up tight, and throw away the key. Yeah, we

885
00:50:01,800 --> 00:50:10,360
Speaker 1: should probably wrap so Becca can get I'm concerned. Um.

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00:50:10,400 --> 00:50:16,680
Speaker 1: On that note, Tanya, Rebecca, UM, that's the end of

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Speaker 1: the podcast. I have to get water because to go

888
00:50:21,280 --> 00:50:26,600
Speaker 1: down to the kitchen drink my water down there, liquids

889
00:50:26,600 --> 00:50:30,040
Speaker 1: in here? Correct when you show that you are responsible,

890
00:50:32,120 --> 00:50:34,319
Speaker 1: because right now it would just happen. You're in time out.

891
00:50:34,360 --> 00:50:36,480
Speaker 1: You are not allowed because you had the privilege of

892
00:50:36,520 --> 00:50:38,480
Speaker 1: having liquid in here and you spilled it all over

893
00:50:38,520 --> 00:50:40,960
Speaker 1: the cords, and so you have a little bit of

894
00:50:41,000 --> 00:50:44,759
Speaker 1: time where you need to have some repercussions. So I

895
00:50:44,760 --> 00:50:47,359
Speaker 1: don't even Maybe in the new year, I will let

896
00:50:47,360 --> 00:50:49,680
Speaker 1: you have a liquid up here, and we're doing the

897
00:50:49,719 --> 00:50:53,160
Speaker 1: podcast from my home with my tiny mic from now on.

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Speaker 1: I think water would be okay. Yeah, water on the ground,

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Speaker 1: on the ground, yeah, ground ound fine, all fine, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: no more celsius. I understand, no sodas get it, but

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00:51:06,239 --> 00:51:08,520
Speaker 1: water is okay. I even had my Celsius in the

902
00:51:08,560 --> 00:51:09,719
Speaker 1: car and I was like, I'm not going to bring

903
00:51:09,760 --> 00:51:11,879
Speaker 1: it in. She's not gonna let me have it up there.

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Speaker 1: But I did think I would get some water with

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Speaker 1: a lid on, So that's think again, unexpected. Um, so

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Speaker 1: before I have a cough attack again. UM, thank you

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00:51:22,760 --> 00:51:26,440
Speaker 1: all for listening. Shout out to UM Richard Fled for

908
00:51:26,560 --> 00:51:29,880
Speaker 1: being just the coolest, the coolest. We don't know what

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00:51:30,000 --> 00:51:34,200
Speaker 1: we talked about because we're most witten and I hope

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Speaker 1: you all have a wonderful week. Bye bye