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Speaker 1: Welcome back to good mom's bad choices. I'm Erica and

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Speaker 1: I'm Mila.

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Speaker 2: Happy New Year tribe, Happy fucking new Year. It is

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Speaker 2: twenty twenty three.

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Speaker 1: Welcome to a new year, a new you. And maybe

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Speaker 1: not because you know, I really do look at New

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Speaker 1: Year's as just another day. I feel like it's just

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Speaker 1: a reminder to kind of take note, reflect and adjust

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Speaker 1: if adjustments need to be made.

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Speaker 2: I do. I think people put so much emphasis into

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Speaker 2: like new Year, New me. I've never been good at discipline.

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Speaker 2: That is not my strong Pointreka knows because I've been

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Speaker 2: going on to detox for five years. So I hate that.

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Speaker 2: And I also just hate like the expectation that we're

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Speaker 2: like supposed to make a huge change all in one day,

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Speaker 2: like don't do anything, don't eat me, don't drink, wake

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Speaker 2: up early. I mean, essentially, I do think that's probably

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Speaker 2: if I ever do do that.

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Speaker 1: Detalk okay for me, though I do enjoy those type

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Speaker 1: of things, That's what I mean. Like for me, it's

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Speaker 1: like a reset in in ways. But I think people

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Speaker 1: like put these really high expectations, like this year, I'm

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Speaker 1: going to make six figures, and it's like, yeah, you

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Speaker 1: should you should set that goal, but like, don't stress

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Speaker 1: yourself out, don't like this, don't let the sadness come

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Speaker 1: sit in already, like too early, because you know, maybe

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Speaker 1: January starts off a little bit slow, like I want

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Speaker 1: to ease into the new year January I is.

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Speaker 2: Supposed to feel.

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Speaker 1: In my mind, what I've told myself is I'm entering

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Speaker 1: January with ease, and so maybe that's today's affirmation.

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Speaker 2: Todays I'm entering the new year with these I am

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Speaker 2: entering the new year with ease. Yes, I'm saying that

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Speaker 2: voice though, I am entering the new year with ease.

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Speaker 1: Yes, be kind to yourself, be gentle to yourself. Just

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Speaker 1: glad on in this bitch speaking of, you know, trying

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Speaker 1: to reset. It's day four of the Open Challenge. You

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Speaker 1: guys have heard us talk about that. We're doing a

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Speaker 1: thirty one day challenge with Open, which is an app

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Speaker 1: and also an in person studio in Venice here in

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Speaker 1: LA and it's been amazing so far. I started before

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Speaker 1: the New Year, but it's been really nice to have

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Speaker 1: something to look forward to. Every morning. Five minute meditation,

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Speaker 1: sometimes I do a ten minute breath work and it's

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Speaker 1: just really helping me float in with ease in January.

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Speaker 2: I don't know if anybodyody else's into numerology, but if

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Speaker 2: you know us, we are, and also everybody in our discord,

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Speaker 2: because if you're in our discord, you know that the

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Speaker 2: angel numbers are angel numbers, and no matter what time

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Speaker 2: zone you're in, bitch, you're about to get these angel numbers, okay,

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Speaker 2: because all day I'll be like I'm just saying five

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Speaker 2: to five.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, oh my god, it's five.

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Speaker 2: I'm like, no, it's two forty five. But I'd be

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Speaker 2: taking those opportunities of to manifest on the East coast, bache.

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Speaker 2: I'll be manifested in all time zones, okay. I know

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Speaker 2: even in our even in our team, our team, uh

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Speaker 2: discord discord. I saw somebody put the meme like you know,

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Speaker 2: one of your friends, there's always like five five, five

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Speaker 2: I'm like, that's me, okay, because I'm going to take

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Speaker 2: every fucking opportunity to think of some shit that I want.

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Speaker 1: M M.

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Speaker 2: But numbers are like the universal language, and I think

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Speaker 2: people forget that. So when people are thinking about like

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Speaker 2: you know, the time and location that you're born. The

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Speaker 2: coordinates like those things make a difference because no matter

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Speaker 2: sure the aliens speak numbers. So I don't know a

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Speaker 2: lot of people have explored numerology, but even our names

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Speaker 2: and our birth dates, if you add up your birth date,

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Speaker 2: there's no double digits. So if you get a ten,

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Speaker 2: it's a one. But you add everything up and then

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Speaker 2: it gives you like your life number, and so a

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Speaker 2: lot of times, depending on what life number you came

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Speaker 2: as this time you're here for different purposes. So anyway,

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Speaker 2: twenty twenty three is the year. Is the number seven,

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Speaker 2: and you know number seven is lucky. So I just

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Speaker 2: real quick. The number seven. People will have a lucky

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Speaker 2: year in twenty twenty three. Overall the year will be good.

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Speaker 2: But numerology twenty twenty three for number seven suggests that

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Speaker 2: you spend as much time as possible with your family.

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Speaker 2: That's in bold, and you should set goals for yourself

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Speaker 2: do every year. But it also says seven emphasizes introspection,

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Speaker 2: emotion analysis, intuition, reflection, seclusion, research, and faith. This is

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Speaker 2: meant to be acquired inner year in which you can

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Speaker 2: learn the answers to your most burning and often avoided questions.

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Speaker 2: So I don't know, I'm excited to see what your

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Speaker 2: numerology year number seven brings us. I feel all those things.

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Speaker 1: I feel called to spend more time with my family, actually,

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Speaker 1: like in a different way than just oh it's the holidays,

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Speaker 1: like carrying that with me through the new year. I

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Speaker 1: feel like there's like some healing and healing wounds that

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Speaker 1: are being healed right now in my family. And I

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Speaker 2: I just feel like.

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Speaker 1: I feel for sure than in twenty twenty three, there's

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Speaker 1: going to be a shift for me in my relationships

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Speaker 1: in my family. And I've been feeling that lately strongly,

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Speaker 1: and so it's funny that you said that.

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Speaker 2: I agree with that. I feel that, And I feel

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Speaker 2: like I've been thinking a lot about like mortality and

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Speaker 2: just that we all die, and that you know we age,

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Speaker 2: I'm just like, damn, Like you know, like none of

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Speaker 2: this is permanent. This time is borrowed. And I think

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Speaker 2: it's even if you're on a healing journey, sometimes it's

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Speaker 2: easy to isolate that experience and maybe even take it

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Speaker 2: to like your inner circles. But when it comes to

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Speaker 2: adults and we're living our own lives and da da

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Speaker 2: da dad and da da da. But like oftentimes the

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Speaker 2: most pressing wounds that need to be healed and the

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Speaker 2: most triggering are the ones closest to us, and often

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Speaker 2: the ones that like causes the wounds, And I think

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Speaker 2: it takes a lot of work, a even different type

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Speaker 2: own family and oftentime with elders who are not a

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Speaker 2: you know, fucking therapy and healing and wellness. Didn't like

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Speaker 2: trauma wasn't a trigger word before, But I do feel that,

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Speaker 1: Feel also like when you were saying that, like angel

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Speaker 1: numbers don two like are like you can ask for

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Speaker 1: what you want in any time zone. I think there

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Speaker 1: also is just a reminder of like doing the work,

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Speaker 1: because that's also what it's about, is like having whether

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Speaker 1: it's angel numbers or you having affirmations written on a

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Speaker 1: about it real quick. Like that's what it really is,

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Speaker 1: is like, and that's the power existency, and that's the

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Speaker 1: power of the law of attraction, and that's the power

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Speaker 1: of manifesting and all those things. And that leads us

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Speaker 1: to like January too, Like I know, in January we

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Speaker 1: wanted to focus on the law of attraction and asking

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Speaker 1: for what you want, and we're going to be exploring

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Speaker 1: that all month and just sharing how we've asked for

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Speaker 1: what we want and how we've gotten it, sharing other

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Speaker 1: people's perspectives and just like just really I think exploring

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Speaker 1: this idea that you can actually make your wildest dreams

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Speaker 2: You know, they show up differently, but.

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Speaker 1: I think we as human underestimate our powers in that

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Speaker 1: space absolutely, And I feel like if we all could

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Speaker 1: just like believe in our fucking self like magic, It's yeah,

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Speaker 1: So I'm really excited. I'm really excited because, you know,

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Speaker 1: setting myself up to have like the most epic year ever,

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Speaker 1: the luckiest number seven fucking year ever.

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Speaker 2: And this other site says, now that we have grown

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Speaker 2: in tandem with others, we need to sit back and

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Speaker 2: see how we ourselves have changed in response to the growth.

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Speaker 2: Twenty twenty two asked of us, where are we different?

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Speaker 2: How has our outlook changed? It's safe to say that

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Speaker 2: many of us have experienced internal shifts as the world

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Speaker 2: to get clearer regarding those changes. As much as you

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Speaker 2: think you know yourself, perhaps you have altered in ways

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Speaker 2: you didn't even realize. Sometimes in order to process change,

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Speaker 2: we must be confronted with it directly. And that's what

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Speaker 2: this year is all about. We have collective opportunity to

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Speaker 2: come to terms with ourselves and develop a better understanding

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Speaker 2: of the ways we've evolved while we were just living

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Speaker 2: sense of awareness. This process won't occur overnight, but that's okay.

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Speaker 2: The seven Energy is not one to be rush. Move slowly,

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Speaker 2: dipping your toe in the tests, the waters which with

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Speaker 2: each step until you fully immersed yourself. And that's what

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Speaker 2: I feel called to enter this year with ease.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, if I really feel that way, and I feel

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Speaker 1: really ready to explore the deeper parts of me and

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Speaker 1: like really, I just I don't know, I feel like

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Speaker 1: but like in our like in the readings I've been

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Speaker 1: seeing online, it's a lot about like really removing like

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Speaker 1: And that's kind of how I feel and like, just

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Speaker 1: feel but I'm I already feel like there's a shift,

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Speaker 1: I don't know, I feel like there's just this like

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Speaker 1: feeling of like really inviting more joy into my life

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Speaker 1: because I have so much to be grateful for and

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Speaker 1: I know that, but like it.

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Speaker 2: Just feels different. It feels really different.

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Speaker 1: So this year I have really high hopes for I'm

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Speaker 1: open to anything happening, all the good and the bad,

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Speaker 1: because the good doesn't feel good without some bad, bad choices.

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Speaker 2: You got to do both, Lauren knows. I mean, honestly,

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Speaker 2: if you're just like that bit is if you have been,

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Speaker 2: you know, following the journey of good Mom's bad choices

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Speaker 2: in just the last few years, it's been a hell

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Speaker 2: So many bad choices you don't even fucking know, and

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Speaker 2: Started, I'm saying, if you start there, yeah, yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 2: It almost wasn't me. I did look at it a violation.

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Speaker 1: I think I told my therapist that and she was like, Erica, no,

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Speaker 1: do that, and it's hard to it's challenging to meet

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Speaker 1: people as transparent as I like, really crave in my relationship,

434
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Speaker 1: which I realized sometimes I'm like, maybe I just do

435
00:22:58,080 --> 00:22:58,600
Speaker 1: share too much.

436
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Speaker 2: Maybe I even to shut the fuck up. Just wish

437
00:23:00,760 --> 00:23:03,960
Speaker 2: for on all the angel numbers and you'll get it. Okay. Literally,

438
00:23:04,040 --> 00:23:07,399
Speaker 2: that's what happened to me. Please God and find me

439
00:23:07,480 --> 00:23:09,560
Speaker 2: a husband that I could be myself and I don't

440
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Speaker 2: feel any worry and then God is like, here you go, bitch.

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Speaker 2: I mean, yeah, it's that easy, asking with ease and

442
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Speaker 2: expecting with ease and not worrying how it's going to come,

443
00:23:19,480 --> 00:23:20,320
Speaker 2: because it will come.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: I mean, look at like, bitch, you already know the story,

446
00:23:24,200 --> 00:23:29,719
Speaker 2: like how we got this book. Deal crazy, it's really crazy,

447
00:23:29,920 --> 00:23:35,560
Speaker 2: just like it's a really crazy with EA's story. Yeah,

448
00:23:35,880 --> 00:23:37,639
Speaker 2: and I mean not the part where we wrote it,

449
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Speaker 2: but no, that's not that was not with ease. That

450
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Speaker 2: was challenging.

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Speaker 1: Wow, shout out to all the writers of the world

452
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Speaker 1: because wow, well.

453
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Speaker 2: You guys speaking of the writers of the world. Honestly, bitch,

454
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Speaker 2: it's like I've been waiting to really use that. I

455
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Speaker 2: don't even know if I put it in my bio,

456
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Speaker 2: But like, author, you're you're an author, You're a published author,

457
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Speaker 2: and I can't wait to go somewhere and I'm like, oh me,

458
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Speaker 2: I'm an author. Oh yeah, what do you do?

459
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Speaker 1: I'm an author.

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Speaker 2: I'm an author. My book is available on Amazon for

461
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Speaker 2: pre sale and Barnes and Noble and like, what bit

462
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Speaker 2: that's crazy, It's crazy. Wow.

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Speaker 1: I hope you guys like it. There's a lot of well,

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Speaker 1: you know, I think I was. You were saying, like,

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Speaker 1: you guys don't know everything that we don't share. I

466
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Speaker 1: feel like the book is it's like it goes deeper,

467
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Speaker 1: deeper elements that I mean that I didn't that I

468
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Speaker 1: thought i'd already shared. I think writing for me exposes

469
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Speaker 1: a different part of who I am and allows me

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Speaker 1: to really like get it out in the way that

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Speaker 1: I want. And also like this book really explored me

472
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Speaker 1: to really push me to explore things that I had

473
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Speaker 1: forgotten and I had pushed down and that I didn't

474
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Speaker 1: even really process all the way you know that I like,

475
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Speaker 1: I know happened, but I never I didn't dissect it. No,

476
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Speaker 1: So going back from from like the lens of someone

477
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Speaker 1: like looking back on that, like that's that that's of me,

478
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Speaker 1: but it's also the past and and seeing where I

479
00:25:12,240 --> 00:25:14,919
Speaker 1: am now it makes me just really excited. And I

480
00:25:14,960 --> 00:25:16,320
Speaker 1: was even thinking about the books too, and I was like,

481
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Speaker 1: oh my god, when we read this book when we're

482
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Speaker 1: like even in our forties, we might read it and

483
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Speaker 1: be like, like we're different from even then, because I

484
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Speaker 1: feel like I'm constantly evolving and we're definitely gonna be different,

485
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Speaker 1: but it would be nice to have them.

486
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Speaker 2: No, it's like like a frame.

487
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Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like a snaps, a snapshot, a snapshot.

488
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Speaker 2: I'm sorry, I'm getting high, but you know, Oh, I

489
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Speaker 2: don't know if anybody has joined me. I'm sure a

490
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Speaker 2: lot of you have because I've been I watched The

491
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Speaker 2: Best Man the New Final Chapter on Peacock, and you know,

492
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Speaker 2: like the whole promise of the movie is that Harper

493
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Speaker 2: wrote this book about his friend's circle then exposed everybody.

494
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Speaker 2: So I've been like watching that and like seeing him

495
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Speaker 2: like rise to the This is like this fictional story,

496
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Speaker 2: but it's really good and it's about like love and friendships,

497
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Speaker 2: and it's just been giving me. I'm like, oh my god.

498
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Speaker 2: When this book strops, is like all the exposure are

499
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Speaker 2: going to be like I'm gonna be getting phone calls

500
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Speaker 2: from people, Oh you're like Harper. I mean there's some tea.

501
00:26:22,000 --> 00:26:23,720
Speaker 2: There's some tea, and I'm sure it's not going to

502
00:26:23,800 --> 00:26:25,840
Speaker 2: take a lot for people to like put two into together.

503
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Speaker 2: I mean, not that Wendy Williams. I read the tea

504
00:26:30,119 --> 00:26:33,560
Speaker 2: of our book talking shit, but for real, I'm like,

505
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Speaker 2: I'm nervous, and I'm excited and I'm definitely I'm definitely

506
00:26:37,800 --> 00:26:42,760
Speaker 2: excited for our people to get to meet us in

507
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Speaker 2: a different art.

508
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Speaker 1: Yeah, it's our testimony and it's our perspective, and it's

509
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Speaker 1: you know, how people are going to have opinions because

510
00:26:49,240 --> 00:26:50,920
Speaker 1: they're allowed to and they're entitled to them.

511
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Speaker 2: And this is mine.

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Speaker 1: This is how I've digested my life so far. This

513
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Speaker 1: is my life so far. And yeah, I'm really I'm really,

514
00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:03,080
Speaker 1: really excited. So make sure you check that out. Officially

515
00:27:03,119 --> 00:27:04,960
Speaker 1: releases on Mother's Day, but you can pre order it

516
00:27:04,960 --> 00:27:06,879
Speaker 1: now and put the link in this episode description so

517
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Speaker 1: you can click it and pre ordery and support your girls.

518
00:27:11,480 --> 00:27:18,119
Speaker 2: Support two single moms. Well, oh, you know what I

519
00:27:18,160 --> 00:27:22,040
Speaker 2: was thinking what we're about to say. Sorry I cut

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Speaker 2: you off. No, I was thinking about doing things with ease,

521
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Speaker 2: and I was thinking that. First of all, I'm a

522
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Speaker 2: bitch of ease, Like I like leisure activities, but that's

523
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Speaker 2: part of the reason I really like this challenge that

524
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Speaker 2: we are doing together as a tribe. If you haven't heard,

525
00:27:42,840 --> 00:27:46,159
Speaker 2: we are doing a challenge With Open, it's an app

526
00:27:46,440 --> 00:27:54,640
Speaker 2: that it facilitates different practices meditation, yoga, breathwork, and they

527
00:27:54,640 --> 00:27:56,520
Speaker 2: have all different types of classes in there. They have

528
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Speaker 2: a studio out here in Venice that we're gonna go.

529
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Speaker 2: We going to get our tribe to get there to

530
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Speaker 2: go check out, and we're doing a thirty one day

531
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Speaker 2: challenge and so it's really just taking ten minutes at

532
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Speaker 2: most out of your day to just sit still and participate.

533
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Speaker 2: It's either doing breath work or meditation or yoga, and

534
00:28:17,520 --> 00:28:21,359
Speaker 2: it's just with easy. Just do it honestly like ease,

535
00:28:21,400 --> 00:28:23,160
Speaker 2: because it's only ten minutes exactly.

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Speaker 1: I don't like anyone that says I don't think, so

537
00:28:26,119 --> 00:28:27,080
Speaker 1: why why?

538
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Speaker 2: Girl? Just do it? Like commit to something.

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Speaker 1: This is the first step if you're like wondering, like

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Speaker 1: I don't know, like I don't I don't like you

541
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Speaker 1: don't know how to start your year off, or you're

542
00:28:36,119 --> 00:28:38,640
Speaker 1: not feeling like you're even in a good space and place,

543
00:28:38,680 --> 00:28:41,960
Speaker 1: and you know, not everyone is where everyone else is at.

544
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Speaker 1: This is a great place to start just making intentional

545
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Speaker 1: time for yourself to tap into yourself and to try

546
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Speaker 1: different practices. So definitely check out Open. We're doing it.

547
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Speaker 1: I've been doing it, and I feel better.

548
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Speaker 2: I do. I feel a lot better.

549
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Speaker 1: You don't, like I forget to breathe. Like literally, I've

550
00:29:04,920 --> 00:29:06,880
Speaker 1: talked about this on the show before. It's like, I

551
00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:09,560
Speaker 1: hold my breath so much. It's so habitual that I

552
00:29:09,600 --> 00:29:12,480
Speaker 1: really don't even notice it half the time.

553
00:29:12,880 --> 00:29:13,840
Speaker 2: But then sometimes I will.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, I'll be like, oh my God, Like I've

555
00:29:18,120 --> 00:29:21,120
Speaker 1: really been holding my breath and I'm feeling anxious. And

556
00:29:21,280 --> 00:29:23,840
Speaker 1: the only reason I'm feeling anxious is because I'm holding

557
00:29:23,880 --> 00:29:27,760
Speaker 1: my breath. Nothing else is wrong. So breath work has

558
00:29:27,800 --> 00:29:33,880
Speaker 1: been such this amazing reminder of just to breathe consistently

559
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Speaker 1: throughout the day. But anyway, we pulled a card at

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Speaker 1: the top of the show. Oh it's late too. It's

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Speaker 1: it's late on the on the fourth of December, December,

562
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Speaker 1: I mean January.

563
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Speaker 2: Oh wow, Jesus Christ. I did smoke gris.

564
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Speaker 1: Because I'm floating and floating in with ease.

565
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Speaker 2: And how do you do that? You smoke my of course,

566
00:30:02,520 --> 00:30:06,440
Speaker 2: I agree, marijuana makes you for us.

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Speaker 1: So I pulled the star card. I feel like I

568
00:30:27,120 --> 00:30:30,840
Speaker 1: pulled this. I've pulled this card before. The star card

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Speaker 1: is upright, represents hope, faith, purpose, renewal, and spirituality. The

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Speaker 1: star card shows a naked woman kneeling at the edge

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Speaker 1: of a small pool. She holds two containers of water,

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Speaker 1: one on her left hand, the subconscious, and one in

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Speaker 1: her right hand, the conscious. She pours the water out

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Speaker 1: to nourish the earth to continue the cycle of fertility,

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Speaker 1: represented by the lush greenery around her. The other container

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Speaker 1: pours the water onto dry land in five rivulettes representing

577
00:31:00,720 --> 00:31:05,280
Speaker 1: the five senses. As a star follows the tower card

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00:31:05,320 --> 00:31:07,720
Speaker 1: in Taro, it comes as a welcome reprieve after a

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Speaker 1: period of destruction and turmoil. You have endured many challenges

580
00:31:11,080 --> 00:31:14,720
Speaker 1: and stripped yourself bare of any limiting beliefs that have

581
00:31:14,800 --> 00:31:17,760
Speaker 1: previously held you back. This I resonate with the ship.

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Speaker 1: You are realizing your core essence, who you are beneath

583
00:31:21,080 --> 00:31:23,400
Speaker 1: all the layers. No matter what life throws your way,

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Speaker 1: you know that you are always connected to the divine

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00:31:26,120 --> 00:31:29,920
Speaker 1: and pure loving energy. You hold a new sense of self,

586
00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:33,840
Speaker 1: a new appreciation for the core of your being. You

587
00:31:33,880 --> 00:31:37,160
Speaker 1: may also want to find or rediscover a sense of meaning, inspiration,

588
00:31:37,320 --> 00:31:39,720
Speaker 1: or purpose in your life. You are making some significant

589
00:31:39,800 --> 00:31:42,720
Speaker 1: changes in your life transforming yourself from the old to

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00:31:42,760 --> 00:31:45,640
Speaker 1: the new, from the old to the new you, and

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00:31:45,720 --> 00:31:48,120
Speaker 1: in doing so, you are bringing out a fresh perspective,

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00:31:48,720 --> 00:31:50,200
Speaker 1: out with the old and with the new.

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Speaker 2: Amen. This is a pround.

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Speaker 1: This is a profound spiritual journey that will bring greater

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00:31:55,760 --> 00:31:58,160
Speaker 1: meaning and purpose into your life and will renew your

596
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Speaker 1: inner energy. Strip back the limiting beliefs, facades, or deceptions

597
00:32:02,880 --> 00:32:06,560
Speaker 1: and live in your authentic nature. Be open to new ideas, growth,

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00:32:07,280 --> 00:32:09,840
Speaker 1: and listen to the still voice within.

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Speaker 2: Man.

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Speaker 1: I really resonate with that because I I don't know,

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Speaker 1: like lately, I've just been feeling really connected to this

602
00:32:17,400 --> 00:32:21,960
Speaker 1: like voice, like open to like these clear messages that

603
00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:23,240
Speaker 1: have been coming to me. Like I told you the

604
00:32:23,280 --> 00:32:24,840
Speaker 1: other day, I have like this download and yoga.

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00:32:24,880 --> 00:32:28,040
Speaker 2: It was crazy, like it was just like this is

606
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Speaker 2: when this is what you must do. Sometimes it be

607
00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:34,200
Speaker 2: that guy and I was like fuck damn. And then

608
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Speaker 2: there was one eleven.

609
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Speaker 1: Bit and then it was one eleven because I was

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Speaker 1: like stressed, like what do I do? I had I

611
00:32:38,960 --> 00:32:41,000
Speaker 1: need to honor myself. How do I honor myself? How

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00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:44,600
Speaker 1: do I like like respect me myself? How do I

613
00:32:44,640 --> 00:32:47,320
Speaker 1: not feel how I'm feeling right now anymore?

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Speaker 2: How do I like get to where? Get to the

615
00:32:50,560 --> 00:32:53,360
Speaker 2: finish line faster? Essentially in this space because I can't

616
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Speaker 2: control it. I can't control this. It's done, it's done,

617
00:32:57,000 --> 00:32:57,960
Speaker 2: what it's done, you know.

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Speaker 1: So I feel like I have been really listening to

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Speaker 1: this voice and she's talking louder and louder, and I'm

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Speaker 1: just really excited for what she has to say in

621
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Speaker 1: this year, and I feel like some shit is going

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Speaker 1: to be said and change inside of me because of that.

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Speaker 2: Well, when you listen, my love, she will get louder.

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Speaker 2: I know.

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Speaker 1: I've always feel like I've been feel like I've been

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00:33:21,760 --> 00:33:24,400
Speaker 1: searching for the voice, and then suddenly I just stopped searching,

627
00:33:24,400 --> 00:33:24,840
Speaker 1: and she was.

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Speaker 2: Like, hey, hey, bitch, hey bitch, tap tap tap do

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Speaker 2: is you're welcome anyway? What car did you pull? I

630
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Speaker 2: pulled the Eight of Wands. The Eight of Wands says

631
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Speaker 2: that the struggles of the seven awans have now all

632
00:33:44,640 --> 00:33:47,240
Speaker 2: been but cleared, and you have the freedom and space

633
00:33:47,280 --> 00:33:50,320
Speaker 2: to move forward with your plans once again. This eight

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00:33:50,400 --> 00:33:53,040
Speaker 2: is a dynamic card containing a high level of energy

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Speaker 2: that propels you forward to reach your goals at a

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00:33:55,280 --> 00:33:58,640
Speaker 2: much faster pace than ever before. You can expect to

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00:33:58,640 --> 00:34:01,320
Speaker 2: be very busy, but this is one of those good

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00:34:01,360 --> 00:34:04,720
Speaker 2: busy periods during which you are enthusiastic about the progress

639
00:34:04,760 --> 00:34:07,480
Speaker 2: you are making. The aid of wants encourages you to

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00:34:07,480 --> 00:34:10,360
Speaker 2: go with the flow, don't resist it. Everything is moving

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Speaker 2: fast right now, So make the most of this forward

642
00:34:12,719 --> 00:34:16,360
Speaker 2: momentum to manifest your goals and dreams. All the energy

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00:34:16,360 --> 00:34:18,680
Speaker 2: of the universe to flow through you and propel you

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00:34:18,760 --> 00:34:21,719
Speaker 2: closer to your goal. Trying to slow things down because

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00:34:21,760 --> 00:34:24,640
Speaker 2: you're not ready or you're fearful about the unknown will

646
00:34:24,719 --> 00:34:28,600
Speaker 2: just waste this opportunity. Use the energy instead to fuel

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00:34:28,800 --> 00:34:35,680
Speaker 2: positive change and produce significant results. M H, be laser

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00:34:35,960 --> 00:34:38,840
Speaker 2: focus with your intentions and actions. I feel this. I

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Speaker 2: feel that, like in my comfort zone, I could like

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Speaker 2: back up and be scared and be fearful and like

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Speaker 2: question everything, and I've been hearing clearly like and go bitch,

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Speaker 2: and just like to walk in the purpose and to

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Speaker 2: walk with my head high because I've earned it, you know,

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Speaker 2: and to like just be open to all the things

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Speaker 2: that are coming out because I know shit is about

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Speaker 2: to get really busy, and really all these things. I

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Speaker 2: feel that the one word that I love in that

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Speaker 2: on that card is the flow though, Like even though

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Speaker 2: it's busy, it feels easeful and purposeful.

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Speaker 1: So it's not like you've prepared for this moment.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, I feel that, and I just feel like,

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Speaker 2: you know, it's just the download to just walk into

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Speaker 2: it with confidence and don't question it because everything is

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Speaker 2: as it should be.

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Speaker 1: Awesome. I'll say, well, you guys, I hope you guys

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Speaker 1: are feeling good and that this week brings you that

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Speaker 1: ease that we're talking about. I hope that you'll join

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Speaker 1: us on the challenge to keep propelling you into this

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Speaker 1: year on a positive and easeful note.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, open skiving thirty one days free if you join

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Speaker 2: the challenge to our listeners. So it's kind of expensive.

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Speaker 2: I would take this opportunity to sign up for here.

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Speaker 1: I love free shiite, okay, free shit, and I get better.

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Speaker 1: Thank you please, Well, I love you.

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Speaker 2: I love Happy New Year, Happy New Year, and I'm

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Speaker 2: ignited and I'm ready for to accept all that is

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Speaker 2: coming to us at the universe that Yessica is bringing

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Speaker 2: to bring in the good shit, Yessica, bring her in.

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Speaker 2: We finally name our entity. Yes, Yesica, Yessica.

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Speaker 1: Yep, she's Latina, kind of like our intro music, fisty, spicy, get.

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Speaker 2: To what she wants. Yesica, she's after Latina like me. Okay,

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Speaker 2: well all right, well, happy fucking New Year. You got it,

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Speaker 2: you got this. Come on the retreat, get ignited, welcome transformations,

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Speaker 2: Go get what the fuck is yours own that shit.

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Speaker 2: Be your fucking self. Listen to your downloads. Get still

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Speaker 2: and quiet so you can hear the downloads. When you

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Speaker 2: hear them, don't ignore them. There are no coincidences. This

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Speaker 2: message is for you, so stop fucking playing and get

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Speaker 2: with the program. Honor yourself and do your fucking best

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Speaker 2: because you deserve it. You're worthy, and it's right there

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Speaker 2: everything she said. You know where to find us, guys

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Speaker 2: on Good Mom's Underscore Bad Choices on Instagram. You can

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Speaker 2: find me Mela with an h map Wait what is it?

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Speaker 2: Mela underscore map on Instagram and follow our retreat at.

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Speaker 1: The Good Vibe Retreat and yeah, everything else is in

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Speaker 1: the link. Because I'm high and I'm tired, so tired,

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Speaker 1: because I'm easing in, So I'm gonna go take nat

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Speaker 2: Byep New Years