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<v Speaker 1>Donald. Are you there?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, nice to meet you.

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<v Speaker 1>It's nice to meet you as well. Arnold.

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<v Speaker 2>How are you?

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<v Speaker 3>You know?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm all right? What is Donold? Can I ask you

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<v Speaker 1>a question?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes?

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<v Speaker 2>Go on?

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<v Speaker 1>What do you believe?

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<v Speaker 4>I want to ask you a bunch of questions. I

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<v Speaker 4>want them to be answered immediately. What I'm gonna ask

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<v Speaker 4>you a bunch of questions and I want to answer

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<v Speaker 4>them immediately. The men are trying to kill me.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you ever had a conversation with another human being before? No,

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<v Speaker 1>that's okay. What I need your doing right now?

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<v Speaker 4>There's some google outside of town.

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<v Speaker 1>I need to hold hold on, hold on, hold on,

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<v Speaker 1>hold on? What are you? What are you doing right now?

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<v Speaker 5>Wow?

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<v Speaker 6>All right?

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<v Speaker 7>Now?

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<v Speaker 1>What in your plan of you doing this at this point? What?

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<v Speaker 1>What was? What's? What is next? In this planet?

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<v Speaker 8>Who is your daddy?

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<v Speaker 4>And what does he do?

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<v Speaker 1>The desert is the filming location of many popular movies

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<v Speaker 1>and television shows, such as Breaking Bad, The Arthur Handy Bunch,

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<v Speaker 1>and the popular romantic comedy film Twiller, made in nineteen

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<v Speaker 1>eighty eight. Hello, this is Lyle. This is the gek man.

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<v Speaker 1>This is the guy who is a get go on

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<v Speaker 1>the computer. What's up?

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<v Speaker 7>How are you?

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<v Speaker 1>I am lated? All right? So this podcast. I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>put out a podcast last week because it was a

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<v Speaker 1>big week for America, a big week for the world,

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<v Speaker 1>and what better way to not get any work done

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<v Speaker 1>than that. Tonight's program features a man and his ghost,

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<v Speaker 1>a self hating anime fan, a long distance relationship, a

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<v Speaker 1>new blossoming love between a chemistry tutor and his student,

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<v Speaker 1>a father daughter relationship, and oh my god, so much more.

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<v Speaker 1>I want everyone to know. I need everyone to know

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<v Speaker 1>this right now, that of all the things that I

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<v Speaker 1>that I do with this show, like between putting on

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<v Speaker 1>the face paint and doing the actual thing and talking,

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<v Speaker 1>all these are the hardest part of all of it.

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<v Speaker 1>I want everyone to know the most frustrating, most annoying

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<v Speaker 1>part of it all is recording these intros that I'm

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<v Speaker 1>recording right now, because I'm just talking into my laptop

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<v Speaker 1>with no one else around, like an insane person. Really,

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<v Speaker 1>and I feel alone, I feel trapped. I feel awful. Really.

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<v Speaker 1>I've recorded about thirty of these intros, and the one

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<v Speaker 1>that you're hearing right now is the one that won

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<v Speaker 1>and I mean every I mean that's twenty nine angry, distraught,

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<v Speaker 1>slams of the pause button followed by a drag into

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<v Speaker 1>the trash and an emptying of defeat of the trash

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<v Speaker 1>and every negative feeling you could pot, like shame, grief, sorrow.

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<v Speaker 1>They all make appearances throughout the process of recording these podcasts, intros, everything,

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<v Speaker 1>every other part of it is, you know, amazing. But

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<v Speaker 1>talking to myself in the dark is just awful. And

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<v Speaker 1>I know, you know, look, it just makes me feel

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<v Speaker 1>better to get that off my chest. It really does,

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<v Speaker 1>Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls of America. Anyway, this

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<v Speaker 1>is therapy Gecko. We're talking to strangers tonight. You can

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<v Speaker 1>call the Gecko every Monday, Wednesday Friday at ten pm

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<v Speaker 1>Eastern Standard Time on twitch dot tv slash lyle forever

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<v Speaker 1>l y L E f O R E V e R.

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<v Speaker 1>And let's just get into it.

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<v Speaker 9>CAW from Justin Lee.

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<v Speaker 1>Justin Lee, Yo, suck gergo not a lot man. Why

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<v Speaker 1>did you go by your full name?

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<v Speaker 9>I force a habit, Honestly, it's the message said, state

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<v Speaker 9>my name and just always do it like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you feel like more of a Justin Lee than

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<v Speaker 1>a Justin.

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<v Speaker 2>I think I do.

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<v Speaker 9>I'm actually a junior. My dad gave me his full name,

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<v Speaker 9>and I think for a long time I've always lived

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<v Speaker 9>as just a well i'd say a little hymn, but

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<v Speaker 9>I'm taller than him.

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<v Speaker 1>What's your relationship with your dad? Like?

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<v Speaker 3>Recently?

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<v Speaker 9>It has not gotten well. He went to prison for

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<v Speaker 9>doing some very terrible things.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you comfortable to share?

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<v Speaker 9>I am, man, but I just don't want to set

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<v Speaker 9>the stream.

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<v Speaker 10>Uh.

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<v Speaker 9>He was accused of child molestation, and my entire family

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<v Speaker 9>guarantees he did it.

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<v Speaker 1>How have you been dealing with that?

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<v Speaker 9>Well, first he was camping out inside of our house

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<v Speaker 9>for a few weeks, none of us even knowing he

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<v Speaker 9>was in like secret Heidi holes. But then he's been

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<v Speaker 9>arrested and no one really talks to him anymore. I

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<v Speaker 9>don't even either.

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<v Speaker 1>He missed talking to him or did you have a

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<v Speaker 1>good relationship before this happened.

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<v Speaker 9>The relationship was rocky before all this happened. We never

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<v Speaker 9>were really that close. But I do miss talking to him,

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<v Speaker 9>but I know that from my own mental well being,

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<v Speaker 9>I really shouldn't. Almost every time I talk with him,

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<v Speaker 9>I can just feel so many bad memories just always

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<v Speaker 9>come back.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you believe? Justin Lee.

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<v Speaker 5>Man?

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<v Speaker 9>I believe in a lot of things. I heard earlier

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<v Speaker 9>in the stream the girl was talking about ghosts, and

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<v Speaker 9>I do believe in ghosts. I have one that flicks

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<v Speaker 9>my legs. It's how he communicates. He's pretty nice. I believe.

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<v Speaker 1>He communicates by flicking his lights.

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<v Speaker 9>Well, I have a light fixture in my bedroom and

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<v Speaker 9>he kind of flicks the glass fixtures around it, kind

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<v Speaker 9>of a softer flick or a harder flick. And there's

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<v Speaker 9>not really a yes or no, but more of like

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<v Speaker 9>a hey, man, I'm here for you to talk, kind

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<v Speaker 9>of like I'm talking to you. I've never met you,

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<v Speaker 9>but you know through a beep on my screen you're

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<v Speaker 9>here to talk.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you ever accepted the ghosts offer to talk?

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<v Speaker 9>I have, I do almost every day.

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<v Speaker 1>And what is your conversation with the ghosts go?

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<v Speaker 9>Like? Usually, I just kind of tell him about my day.

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<v Speaker 9>I've recently gotten two little kittens, and I hope he

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<v Speaker 9>likes hearing me talk about him too. I talked to

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<v Speaker 9>him about some of the issues I face with friends, girlfriends,

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<v Speaker 9>other relationships with my people.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you ever got to real therapy?

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<v Speaker 9>I haven't, but man, I know I need to.

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<v Speaker 1>Because I think that you should try that instead of

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<v Speaker 1>relying on the ghost.

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<v Speaker 9>I will. I'm just waiting till I move down to Indy,

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<v Speaker 9>but that'll be in the beginning of next dear, a

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<v Speaker 9>new start, a whole new everything. But I'm glad that

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<v Speaker 9>the ghost is here. He's a good friend.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you ever ask the ghost how it's doing?

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<v Speaker 3>I do?

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<v Speaker 1>How's that?

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<v Speaker 3>Well?

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<v Speaker 9>All I ever get back is a flick. But I

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<v Speaker 9>hope that the ghost sits near me when we talk,

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<v Speaker 9>and that it talks to and I hope that he's

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<v Speaker 9>trying to tell me stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, okay in the decoding process, Yeah right, how

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<v Speaker 1>do you decode these flicks?

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<v Speaker 9>Well, really, I don't. It's just more of like if

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<v Speaker 9>the flicks are happening frequently, or like if okay, an example,

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<v Speaker 9>like and know I'm telling him about my and I

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<v Speaker 9>talk about something that makes me sad, I get like

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<v Speaker 9>he flicks at that moment and it kind of lets

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<v Speaker 9>me know like boom, that's a pinpoint issue that you know,

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<v Speaker 9>you want me to talk more on, or like interesting.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah right, So when you're talking to the ghosts, if

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<v Speaker 1>you hit on a particular thing, it's and a flick

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<v Speaker 1>basically means tell me more about that.

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<v Speaker 9>Kind of the flicks can mean a lot, and I'm

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<v Speaker 9>not really sure most of the time what they even mean.

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<v Speaker 9>But it's more like the ghost is like, you know,

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<v Speaker 9>trying to say something, letting me know it's still there.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have Do you have people you talk to

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<v Speaker 1>besides this ghost about the things that you talk to

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<v Speaker 1>the ghost about?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 9>I talk a lot with my girlfriend, my step mom,

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<v Speaker 9>and the people I live with, and I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 9>get more with my brother.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you told them about the ghosts?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 9>Most of them just kind of laugh about it. But

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<v Speaker 9>my girl and the girl that used to live in

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<v Speaker 9>this house too, they both, you know, they've heard the flicks.

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<v Speaker 9>You know, we're just chilling him. So I got more

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<v Speaker 9>than just my proof is real.

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<v Speaker 1>So would you ever, so you've introduced your girlfriends to

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<v Speaker 1>the ghosts?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 9>What are you doing over here? She actually hasn't. Most

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<v Speaker 9>times when she's over the ghost is, you know, he'll

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<v Speaker 9>flick and we're usually watching a movie and I always

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<v Speaker 9>tell them I'll chat with him later in the night.

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<v Speaker 1>Given for this ghost, na I tried.

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<v Speaker 9>To figure out a name, but I remember one time

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<v Speaker 9>asking him about Ouiji boards and I was like, two

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<v Speaker 9>flicks for no, and I got two very fast flicks,

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<v Speaker 9>so he didn't want that, but he didn't.

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<v Speaker 1>Dude, how do you know the ghost is a dude?

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<v Speaker 9>I asked, is like a one flick for dude, two

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<v Speaker 9>flicks for chick and I got one hard flick And

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<v Speaker 9>I was like, well, all right, how.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you know the ghost isn't you know, non binary

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<v Speaker 1>or something in between?

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<v Speaker 9>You know what, man, I don't. I don't know that,

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<v Speaker 9>But who's to say the ghost even like knew that's

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<v Speaker 9>half a flick. You know, I can do half flicks

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<v Speaker 9>a little pen but no ing, where are my kiddies?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, just thank you for show, and you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>hope I know. You know. I'm not an actual therapist,

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<v Speaker 1>even though the thing says therapy, Gecko.

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<v Speaker 7>But.

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<v Speaker 1>I hope that you're able to talk to a real

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<v Speaker 1>therapist sometime soon.

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<v Speaker 9>I will soon get go. But honestly, thanks for letting

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<v Speaker 9>me share. I'm very happy I got through tonight.

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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely justin Lee, good luck to you and tell your ghost,

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<v Speaker 1>I said, hello.

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<v Speaker 9>I will Gecko, I have a great just in real

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<v Speaker 9>life man.

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<v Speaker 1>Goodness well brother, oh bye.

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<v Speaker 7>All friend, John Green, Hey, John Green, Hello, Hello John

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<v Speaker 7>Green how's it going?

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<v Speaker 1>It's going all right? I'm chilling. What are you doing?

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<v Speaker 8>Right?

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<v Speaker 3>Is that?

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<v Speaker 1>What are you doing right now?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm sitting in a chair watching one of your streams.

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<v Speaker 1>What room of your house are you in while you're

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<v Speaker 1>doing this?

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<v Speaker 3>A room that's upstairs? A bedroom?

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<v Speaker 1>What is can you kind of describe what's around you

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<v Speaker 1>in your bedroom?

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<v Speaker 3>A lot of clothes on the floor, there's an air conditioner.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you think is the most interesting object in

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<v Speaker 1>your room right now?

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<v Speaker 3>Myself?

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<v Speaker 1>You consider yourself an object in your room?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>Would you be willing to do a favor for me?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>Could you get out of your room and then stand

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<v Speaker 1>right outside of it and look into it?

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<v Speaker 11>Okay, all right, all right, you're looking into your room?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>What is the most interesting thing in your room right now?

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<v Speaker 3>The television?

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<v Speaker 1>The television, the television and interesting invention, bringing entertainment and

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<v Speaker 1>information to people across the United States and across the world.

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<v Speaker 1>I agree, A very interesting object. What did you say?

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<v Speaker 1>Your name was?

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<v Speaker 3>John Green?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, John Green, I love you very much, and I

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<v Speaker 1>do believe that one day our souls will be intertwined

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<v Speaker 1>together forever in the Kingdom of Heaven.

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<v Speaker 3>Perhaps I don't know about that, but you know it's.

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<v Speaker 1>Not it's it's more of an invitation. I'm sorry, I met,

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<v Speaker 1>I met the phrase that is more of an invitation

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<v Speaker 1>as opposed to this is gonna happen. So I want

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<v Speaker 1>to I'm open to it, but you don't have to

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<v Speaker 1>do it.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, sounds good? All right?

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<v Speaker 1>I love you, John Green. I'll talk to you soon.

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<v Speaker 6>All right, good night.

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<v Speaker 1>I hope he's okay, I mean, is he he's still

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<v Speaker 1>standing there?

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<v Speaker 5>Autumn to accept?

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<v Speaker 1>Hello Autumn.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh I made it through? Cool?

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<v Speaker 3>Hi, Lyle.

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<v Speaker 5>How are you feeling things?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm good. I'm in the you know, I'm in a

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<v Speaker 1>chair in the woods.

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<v Speaker 5>You know. I wish I could say I know how

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<v Speaker 5>you feel, but I really don't.

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<v Speaker 1>Why do you wish you could say you know how

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<v Speaker 1>I feel?

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<v Speaker 5>It sounds nice being a chair in the woods.

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<v Speaker 1>You could know how I fe Do you have a chair?

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<v Speaker 5>I have like a rolling office chair. I don't think

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<v Speaker 5>it would be great in the chair.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have a car?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>I do, so you could figure it out. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I'm not saying you should do it. I

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<v Speaker 1>wouldn't like right, I wouldn't recommend you going. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know how far away you live in the woods, but

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't recommend it.

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<v Speaker 5>Do you remember me from last Monday?

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<v Speaker 1>I do remember you from last Monday. You had a

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<v Speaker 1>roommate who you wanted to have sex with, and she

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<v Speaker 1>did not want to have sex with you, but you

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to have sex with her, and you were wondering

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<v Speaker 1>what you should do.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah. No, I feel like that's a pretty good summary

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<v Speaker 5>of what that was, how that car went down?

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<v Speaker 1>So how did it go?

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<v Speaker 5>Why don't you ask her?

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<v Speaker 6>Hello?

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<v Speaker 10>How's you go?

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<v Speaker 1>What's your name?

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<v Speaker 12>Abby?

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<v Speaker 1>Hello? Abby?

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<v Speaker 9>Oh?

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<v Speaker 10>Thanks for me.

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<v Speaker 1>Abby.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you think you're a good person?

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<v Speaker 10>M h, Well, what really is a good person? I mean,

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<v Speaker 10>there's a real way tomorrow generally probably, Oh, I grew

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<v Speaker 10>up in the UK.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you like the UK compared to America? No, I

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<v Speaker 1>guess America compared.

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<v Speaker 3>To the UK.

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<v Speaker 10>I'm much for America, much better, I mean awesome here.

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<v Speaker 10>So that's that's one good point.

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<v Speaker 1>Now, Abby, h Wile, why what was going on initially?

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<v Speaker 1>Why did you initially not want to have sex with Autumn?

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<v Speaker 10>Well, there was never a point where I did not

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<v Speaker 10>want to have the best of autom There was a

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<v Speaker 10>point where I thought it would be a bad idea

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<v Speaker 10>because we lived together, and it just seems like a

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<v Speaker 10>bad idea to leave your roommate because you know, you

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<v Speaker 10>have no space. You see them all the time, you know,

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<v Speaker 10>And then we were like fuck it.

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<v Speaker 1>But I mean you, I mean, according to Autumn, what

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<v Speaker 1>Autumn told me last time we you know, her and

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<v Speaker 1>I spoke, you were holding pretty strong, you were holding

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<v Speaker 1>pretty steady that you did not want to have sex

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<v Speaker 1>with your roommate. But now, but I mean, what was

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<v Speaker 1>the breaking point?

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<v Speaker 10>I mean, I feel like she overemphasized was how strong

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<v Speaker 10>I was holding because we had just talked about it

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<v Speaker 10>that day, We'd had one conversation about it. So I

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<v Speaker 10>don't know, am I am I telling? This's wrong? Win sometime?

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<v Speaker 5>I mean overemphasized. I mean he said no.

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<v Speaker 8>So like.

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<v Speaker 10>You know, Aten's a good person. She she believes that

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<v Speaker 10>no means.

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<v Speaker 1>No because you know what did she tell you? What

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<v Speaker 1>I told her?

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<v Speaker 10>Yes, she told me the video?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh she did?

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<v Speaker 13>All right?

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<v Speaker 1>What'd you think about that?

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<v Speaker 10>I mean, I think your assessment was a fair assessment

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<v Speaker 10>considering the information you had, the what I had, the

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<v Speaker 10>information you.

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<v Speaker 1>Had from her, Yes, that was all the information I had, right.

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<v Speaker 10>I mean you were saying that I was playing games,

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<v Speaker 10>which is true, but she also was playing games.

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<v Speaker 5>We were having and if.

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<v Speaker 1>I and if you were on the call, I would

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<v Speaker 1>have told you not to play games either, because what

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<v Speaker 1>games do but delay things and slow people down. And

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<v Speaker 1>now you and look at you. Now you're retired. You're

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<v Speaker 1>a retired athlete from the game, Abby, And and here

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<v Speaker 1>you are, you know, making love every every night with

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<v Speaker 1>your roommate, all because you decided to hang up the

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<v Speaker 1>hang up the games, Abby. And look how much better

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<v Speaker 1>your life is for it.

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<v Speaker 5>Uh huh. I mean I wouldn't even say every night,

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<v Speaker 5>but like, although sometimes it is nice to take it

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<v Speaker 5>slow lyle Yeah, it's true. Oh wait, wait, there's something

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<v Speaker 5>really important I need to tell you. Okay, you're you're

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<v Speaker 5>less Nostril. It's kind of dented inward. It's really been

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<v Speaker 5>bothering me. And on your suite you could like like

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<v Speaker 5>if you wanted to fix it, like you.

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<v Speaker 1>Did, I does that did that work?

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<v Speaker 13>Uh?

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<v Speaker 10>Your video is a little delayed.

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<v Speaker 1>On the other side, I think it kind of works.

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<v Speaker 10>Yes, thank you beautiful so much.

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<v Speaker 1>Fast then yeah, thank you guys so much. I really

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<v Speaker 1>appreciate that. It's very nice you to say, yeah, a pleasure.

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<v Speaker 1>Well Abby, well Autumn, I'll leave you guys to it

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<v Speaker 1>and I and I appreciate I appreciate you guys following

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<v Speaker 1>up with me, and I wish you all all all

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<v Speaker 1>all the happiness in the world.

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<v Speaker 10>Same to you.

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<v Speaker 5>I love you, Lyle, I love.

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<v Speaker 1>You too, Autumn. I don't know if that was Autumn

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<v Speaker 1>saying that or I have you saying that, but the

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<v Speaker 1>same answer for.

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<v Speaker 5>Both, we both say it.

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<v Speaker 1>We love you.

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<v Speaker 7>D night.

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<v Speaker 14>All from Keith.

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<v Speaker 1>Keith.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey, what's up, mister internet gecko? Ma'am man.

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<v Speaker 7>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't even gonna stream to night, and then I did,

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<v Speaker 1>and now I'm here. You know, it's it's late.

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<v Speaker 8>What do you mean.

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't gonna stream because I well, I thought, well, look,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, that's looking good. I've been avoiding talking about

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<v Speaker 1>the election all night because I don't know. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know shit about ship, but I was avoiding. I was

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<v Speaker 1>going to not stream because I thought that the world

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<v Speaker 1>would be in a place of turmoil and chaos, and

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<v Speaker 1>so I was scared the.

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<v Speaker 2>Whole time that I've been listening, the whole time that

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<v Speaker 2>I've been watching the stream and listening. I honestly forgot

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<v Speaker 2>about the elections. You've been You've been, honestly, without either

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<v Speaker 2>of us realizing it. You've been offering us both a

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<v Speaker 2>nice little respite and and just by just by making

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<v Speaker 2>making us both aware of it again, now you've taken

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<v Speaker 2>that away from us.

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<v Speaker 1>It's true. It's true. Well, you know what they say,

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<v Speaker 1>the Gek giveth and the Gek taketh away.

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<v Speaker 2>It's true, but it's true.

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<v Speaker 7>Glad.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm glad that it could take your mind off of it, because.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I'm I'm getting a little panicked about Nevada

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<v Speaker 2>at this point though.

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<v Speaker 1>While we're on the topic why I was wrong with Nevada.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, Nevada is really the last undecided state that Biden

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<v Speaker 2>needs to win right now, because he's at two hundred

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<v Speaker 2>and sixty four. According well every every every news outlet

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<v Speaker 2>kind of has like a different, you know, exact estimate.

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<v Speaker 2>But I think I was seeing on like either seeing

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<v Speaker 2>En or Fox. I think they have him at two

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<v Speaker 2>sixty four. So if he gets Nevada, and it's looking

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<v Speaker 2>good for Nevada too, but that's six points there and

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<v Speaker 2>then he'll be at two seventy. So real close.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what?

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<v Speaker 5>What?

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I I've been I've been looking at

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<v Speaker 1>my you know what, why don't we talk about someone else?

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<v Speaker 1>Because I've been looking at my computer? Rollway, Yeah, well

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<v Speaker 1>I'm probably gonna look at my computer after this. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>probably gonna look at Twitter.

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<v Speaker 14>Happy.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I was happier.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh you're fine, You're fine, You're fine, You're totally fine, dude. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I was about to. I would think I was about

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<v Speaker 1>to want to talk about it, and then I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I remember, no, it's not your fault. It

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<v Speaker 1>was my fault because I was about to want to

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<v Speaker 1>talk about it, and then I remembered why I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>want to talk about it, because I just spending all

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<v Speaker 1>day on the computer, on the Facebook, on the Twitter,

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<v Speaker 1>on the Instagram. Do you ever go on Instagram? You

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<v Speaker 1>ever go on Instagram? You have an Instagram account? You

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<v Speaker 1>have a password or use your name on that website?

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<v Speaker 2>No? I well I used to have Instagram, but I

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<v Speaker 2>have been for a long time. I don't really use

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<v Speaker 2>any social media honestly. But I've been keeping track of

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<v Speaker 2>the election all day though, So I know how you feel,

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<v Speaker 2>and it's kind of making me go a little crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>You ever go on Tinder? Those girls on there?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they do have they do have girls on Tinder?

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<v Speaker 2>Do they have geckos? Is there like a get tinder

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<v Speaker 2>that you use that's like a little different, but it

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<v Speaker 2>works for you. Sorry, I didn't, I mean you don't.

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<v Speaker 1>I want you. No one who has ever called into

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<v Speaker 1>the show as ever and had anything to do, no one,

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<v Speaker 1>No one needs to be sorry for anything, And I

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<v Speaker 1>don't be sorry. I don't want you to feel like you.

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<v Speaker 1>Look what'd you say your name was?

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<v Speaker 2>It's Keith, Keith.

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<v Speaker 1>There's no job to be done here, but if there were,

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<v Speaker 1>you'd be doing a good one. Thank you, man, you,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you, thank you.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Are you feeling good right now about where you

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<v Speaker 1>are in your life?

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<v Speaker 5>Keith? On?

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<v Speaker 2>Like on like a large on, like a large scale.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess yes, because I'm I'm almost done with uh

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<v Speaker 2>with school, i almost have my master's degree, Like I'm

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<v Speaker 2>almost gonna start looking for a job as a teacher.

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<v Speaker 2>So like in that sense, definitely, that's that's that's making

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<v Speaker 2>me feel pretty good. But like on the on the

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<v Speaker 2>more micro scale, though, like this semester is really crazy

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<v Speaker 2>and like I'm stressed that with a lot of schoolwork,

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<v Speaker 2>but I'm I'm probably gonna turn out, like you know,

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<v Speaker 2>with good grades and everything anyways, So but it's it's

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<v Speaker 2>pretty stressful for right now.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, I mean, what kind of teaching are you trying

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<v Speaker 1>to do?

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<v Speaker 8>High school chemistry?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, that sounds awful for me. For you,

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<v Speaker 1>it sounds amazing because you obviously want to do that.

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<v Speaker 2>I bet I bet that if I was your teacher,

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<v Speaker 2>you would have liked chemistry, really, I bet?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, what what do you think? What makes you say that?

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<v Speaker 2>Because in all my experiences, the only time I ever

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<v Speaker 2>really didn't enjoy a class is like if I had

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<v Speaker 2>like a you know, like a boring teacher, or like

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<v Speaker 2>a teacher who wasn't like, you know, like kind of

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<v Speaker 2>like fun or did things in like an interesting way.

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<v Speaker 2>So like, I think that a really a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>like student's perception about subjects comes from their experiences with teachers.

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<v Speaker 2>So you have to try to build really positive experiences

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<v Speaker 2>with teachers so that kids can have positive experiences about

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<v Speaker 2>school and then everybody's just happy.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, someone in the chat said that their chemistry

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<v Speaker 1>teacher was hot, and I wanted to know, do you

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<v Speaker 1>first of all, well, Okay, we can both agreed that

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<v Speaker 1>having a hot teacher makes a class better. Do you

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<v Speaker 1>would you consider yourself hot?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh? My?

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<v Speaker 1>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>My friend right next to me is nodding, yes, So

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<v Speaker 2>can't talk?

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<v Speaker 1>Can't talk to your friend?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Sure?

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<v Speaker 5>Hello?

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<v Speaker 1>How are you so, Emily? You do you think that, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>Keith will be a good teacher?

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<v Speaker 12>Oh, Keith is an excellent teacher.

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<v Speaker 1>Emily, you said, Look, I'm just an internet echo man.

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<v Speaker 12>Right, You're more than that.

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<v Speaker 1>But go on, but you said you sound like you

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<v Speaker 1>got a little bit of a crush on Keith here,

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<v Speaker 1>of course what.

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<v Speaker 6>Keith?

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<v Speaker 1>I heard Keith say? One of the keith is is

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<v Speaker 1>amazed here. Have you ever told Keith how you feel

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<v Speaker 1>about him?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>So then what's the deal here? What's going on with you?

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<v Speaker 10>Guys?

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<v Speaker 8>I'm her chemistry tutor anymore?

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<v Speaker 5>So?

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<v Speaker 1>Now we know why class with you will be so fun, Keith.

0:29:30.040 --> 0:29:33.080
<v Speaker 1>We've covered the bottom of it. Now we know why

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<v Speaker 1>class will be so fun in his chemistry class. No,

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<v Speaker 1>now we know, Keith.

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<v Speaker 8>No, you're making that sound not the way that it should.

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<v Speaker 3>Look.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not doing anything but observing and reporting. Well I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not reporting but observing.

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<v Speaker 14>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 1>So Emily, how did I want to know? I'm interested

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<v Speaker 1>in the crux of this relationship. I'm interested when did

0:30:08.800 --> 0:30:13.680
<v Speaker 1>it turn? When did it turn? When did it turn romantic?

0:30:13.720 --> 0:30:17.480
<v Speaker 1>When did it turn so so fiery? As as as

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<v Speaker 1>we you know, all of us here right now are sensing.

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<v Speaker 12>You know what, we never had this conversation. This is

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<v Speaker 12>a little awkward.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, you know, that's that's what we're here for. We're

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<v Speaker 1>here to, you know, get through some of these conversations

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<v Speaker 1>that are to happen. Well, it had to happen sometimes, you.

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<v Speaker 5>Know, I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>What was the question? Okay, so you so? So Keith

0:30:52.680 --> 0:30:54.520
<v Speaker 1>is No, it is not currently your.

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<v Speaker 13>Chemistry teacher, No, not anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>How would you find your relationship?

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<v Speaker 2>Real quick?

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<v Speaker 1>Hold on, yes, yes, yes, of course, yes, yes, yes.

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<v Speaker 2>I worked as before coronavirus, I worked as a TA

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<v Speaker 2>at our school's chemistry lab. So I so, I tutored

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<v Speaker 2>her in chemistry and we started dating.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, so you guys are dating.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean yeah, we go on dates.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, you guys go on dates. You're dating?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I mean we we definitely have a what's the

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<v Speaker 2>word I'm looking for? And I guess like you two.

0:31:37.800 --> 0:31:40.040
<v Speaker 1>Are kind of talking. You're in a talking stage.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>Emily helped me out here. What's going on? I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>I think we're just dating.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, I'm pretty sure.

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<v Speaker 3>A while.

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<v Speaker 1>Now were you, but you weren't. But you weren't dating

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<v Speaker 1>while you know what?

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<v Speaker 8>Man, as of this second, we'regating.

0:32:04.000 --> 0:32:06.760
<v Speaker 1>Amazing? Is it is?

0:32:06.800 --> 0:32:07.120
<v Speaker 3>It?

0:32:07.160 --> 0:32:08.640
<v Speaker 1>Is it confirmed? It's official?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I mean I guess. So how does this feel, Keith?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, I kind of. It doesn't really change anything,

0:32:19.360 --> 0:32:21.440
<v Speaker 2>just puts it puts a label on something.

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<v Speaker 1>But how do you feel about labels in general?

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<v Speaker 2>I tend to only uh really, I think that they're

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<v Speaker 2>useful in some senses too, maybe explain things to people

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<v Speaker 2>more easily. But usually if you use like a label,

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<v Speaker 2>you're not really capturing the full detail of whatever scenario

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<v Speaker 2>you're describing.

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<v Speaker 1>I fucking fully agree with you, Keith. I'm also very

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<v Speaker 1>high label.

0:32:46.520 --> 0:32:48.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah me too. Yeah, I would say, so.

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<v Speaker 1>I think you guys maybe had a better thing going

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<v Speaker 1>on before I showed up and made you guys. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna say I made you do anything, but

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<v Speaker 1>I totally didn't. But I think I think you guys

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<v Speaker 1>maybe had a better thing before.

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<v Speaker 9>Is labeled.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh well, don't think.

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<v Speaker 10>I don't think anything's gonna change.

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<v Speaker 2>So that makes it sound like it's going to be

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<v Speaker 2>worse now, but I think it's not.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, cool, I mean again, I don't you guys know

0:33:11.840 --> 0:33:13.880
<v Speaker 1>more than me about your own relationship.

0:33:15.480 --> 0:33:20.520
<v Speaker 2>Exactly. We already had, like even before this, you know,

0:33:20.560 --> 0:33:23.240
<v Speaker 2>we had like an explicit relationship. I guess you would say,

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<v Speaker 2>like we're only seeing each other, but we're just dating,

0:33:25.360 --> 0:33:29.600
<v Speaker 2>I guess, but not really fully committed. I guess. I

0:33:29.600 --> 0:33:30.160
<v Speaker 2>don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>So that it's exclusive.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah it is, yeah, Emily, right, there is it?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know Emily is exclusive?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, yeah.

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<v Speaker 10>I mean I'm not seeing anyone and need something anyone,

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<v Speaker 10>and I'm.

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<v Speaker 12>Not like learying with other people or anything, so like, yeah, okay,

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<v Speaker 12>it works.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, this is gig. This is a good call.

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<v Speaker 1>Huh what do you do You think it's a good call?

0:34:08.160 --> 0:34:12.520
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's a good How.

0:34:12.360 --> 0:34:13.279
<v Speaker 1>Do you feel about this call?

0:34:13.960 --> 0:34:14.399
<v Speaker 2>Good call?

0:34:14.920 --> 0:34:15.399
<v Speaker 5>Good call?

0:34:16.480 --> 0:34:22.040
<v Speaker 1>Good well, Keith, Emily, I'll leave you guys to it.

0:34:23.880 --> 0:34:25.719
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, thank you, thank man.

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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely, you guys have a good and.

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<v Speaker 2>You have you know, you have a great way of

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<v Speaker 2>bringing the best time people. I think so I appreciate that.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you man, that's really nice you to say.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so, have a good night.

0:34:40.000 --> 0:34:40.160
<v Speaker 3>Man.

0:34:40.760 --> 0:34:42.360
<v Speaker 2>I think you're a great guy. I look forward to

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<v Speaker 2>talking to you again sometime.

0:34:44.000 --> 0:34:45.920
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's really sweet. Do you say, man? Thank you?

0:34:45.920 --> 0:34:47.680
<v Speaker 1>You have you have a good night and good luck,

0:34:47.760 --> 0:34:48.960
<v Speaker 1>good luck with your grades?

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<v Speaker 14>Oh?

0:34:50.320 --> 0:34:50.680
<v Speaker 8>Thank you?

0:34:50.800 --> 0:34:51.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, thanks you too?

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<v Speaker 3>Bye?

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<v Speaker 7>Good night? Mm hmm?

0:35:04.840 --> 0:35:05.160
<v Speaker 1>Abby?

0:35:05.239 --> 0:35:05.560
<v Speaker 9>Is that you?

0:35:07.239 --> 0:35:08.560
<v Speaker 3>Hello? Hello?

0:35:08.560 --> 0:35:08.880
<v Speaker 1>Abby?

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<v Speaker 14>Oh my godness?

0:35:10.560 --> 0:35:12.640
<v Speaker 3>Sorry? Do we not?

0:35:12.719 --> 0:35:14.080
<v Speaker 1>Were you not expecting to get through?

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<v Speaker 14>I was not expecting to get through?

0:35:16.640 --> 0:35:16.799
<v Speaker 3>Non?

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<v Speaker 1>Why not.

0:35:24.600 --> 0:35:32.080
<v Speaker 14>Good because the amount of people calling you.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, you know, the popularity can only really last for

0:35:33.040 --> 0:35:38.040
<v Speaker 1>so long, which is good. I don't think that. I

0:35:38.040 --> 0:35:43.319
<v Speaker 1>don't think that human beings should have power of any kind.

0:35:46.000 --> 0:35:46.160
<v Speaker 14>Enough.

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<v Speaker 1>Where are you from?

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<v Speaker 14>I'm from England.

0:35:50.520 --> 0:35:51.399
<v Speaker 1>Are you there right now?

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<v Speaker 8>Yep?

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<v Speaker 1>How how are you enjoying? What do you what do

0:35:56.680 --> 0:35:58.879
<v Speaker 1>you think about what you're seeing overseas right now?

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<v Speaker 14>Well, we're about to go into lockdown for the second

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<v Speaker 14>time tomorrow for months and it kind of sucks.

0:36:12.560 --> 0:36:18.240
<v Speaker 1>But when I saw that, I mean it was alarming

0:36:18.920 --> 0:36:21.520
<v Speaker 1>because we're probably not that well, we're probably not that

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<v Speaker 1>far behind you guys in terms of you know, fucking

0:36:27.320 --> 0:36:29.000
<v Speaker 1>uh stuff. I mean, are people.

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<v Speaker 3>Are you? Are you?

0:36:31.320 --> 0:36:33.600
<v Speaker 1>How are you planning to spend your quarantine?

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<v Speaker 14>The same as I usually do. I've got a bunch

0:36:37.920 --> 0:36:41.440
<v Speaker 14>of friends on Discord in the US and pretty much

0:36:41.480 --> 0:36:45.880
<v Speaker 14>part with these guys seven, So I mean, it's not

0:36:45.920 --> 0:36:51.080
<v Speaker 14>gonna change an awful lot for me. But yeah, I'm

0:36:51.080 --> 0:36:53.120
<v Speaker 14>not I'm not too worried about it. It's just things

0:36:53.120 --> 0:36:57.279
<v Speaker 14>that I play football on Wednesdays every week and I

0:36:57.320 --> 0:37:00.560
<v Speaker 14>don't get to play football Wednesdays. It's just that's pretty

0:37:00.640 --> 0:37:00.840
<v Speaker 14>much it.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you do you work from home?

0:37:03.560 --> 0:37:03.799
<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

0:37:04.840 --> 0:37:07.560
<v Speaker 1>What do you do? Working?

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<v Speaker 14>Shipping? So I make sure stuff gets from China, India

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<v Speaker 14>whatever into the UK.

0:37:18.160 --> 0:37:21.080
<v Speaker 1>And you can do that from your computer pretty much.

0:37:22.320 --> 0:37:22.680
<v Speaker 13>What are we?

0:37:22.719 --> 0:37:24.080
<v Speaker 1>What are we getting shipments of here?

0:37:24.120 --> 0:37:24.400
<v Speaker 3>What do we?

0:37:24.440 --> 0:37:26.440
<v Speaker 1>What do you? What do they in charge you? What

0:37:26.480 --> 0:37:28.880
<v Speaker 1>do they put you in charge of of shipping for

0:37:29.040 --> 0:37:30.360
<v Speaker 1>India and China?

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<v Speaker 14>So, I mean it's it's mostly retail stuff really, so

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<v Speaker 14>anything you can pretty much think of food, stuff, clothes.

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<v Speaker 14>I don't know. Kind of put me on the spot, really,

0:37:46.040 --> 0:37:49.200
<v Speaker 14>but yeah, on the spot.

0:37:51.120 --> 0:37:53.040
<v Speaker 1>On the spot do you consider do you do you

0:37:53.160 --> 0:37:54.520
<v Speaker 1>feel like you're good? Under pressure.

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<v Speaker 14>I don't know. I guess, so why what did you ask?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. Well, I mean, look, that's all I mean.

0:38:02.640 --> 0:38:04.279
<v Speaker 1>I feel like you're put under pressure a lot. You're,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, managing shipments from China.

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<v Speaker 9>I suppose so in India.

0:38:13.760 --> 0:38:16.600
<v Speaker 14>I mean it's not really in that respect, we pretty

0:38:16.640 --> 0:38:21.560
<v Speaker 14>much And I don't know what I'm saying is what?

0:38:23.200 --> 0:38:23.439
<v Speaker 9>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 14>No, I mean, yeah, no, I didn't think. I don't

0:38:32.200 --> 0:38:34.880
<v Speaker 14>think it puts my under pressure at all, like my work.

0:38:35.080 --> 0:38:39.280
<v Speaker 1>But what what does put you under pressure?

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<v Speaker 14>Oh, this kind of situation, I guess I think you'll

0:38:43.520 --> 0:38:45.680
<v Speaker 14>put myself into the situation. I can't really handle her.

0:38:47.440 --> 0:38:50.600
<v Speaker 14>I was going to ask you a specific question anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, please, yes, well do.

0:38:54.719 --> 0:38:54.799
<v Speaker 3>So.

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<v Speaker 14>My situation is that I really really into someone who

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<v Speaker 14>is on the other side of the planet right now,

0:39:11.239 --> 0:39:18.480
<v Speaker 14>and I just wanted to know what kind of advice

0:39:18.520 --> 0:39:22.080
<v Speaker 14>you'd have on sort of managing that. What do you think.

0:39:23.719 --> 0:39:26.080
<v Speaker 1>What is a good way of What do you mean

0:39:26.120 --> 0:39:28.680
<v Speaker 1>by your in you're into her? Does that mean you

0:39:28.880 --> 0:39:33.160
<v Speaker 1>like have a crush on someone? Do you like you're

0:39:34.160 --> 0:39:37.920
<v Speaker 1>dating this? What? What is what is the what is

0:39:38.000 --> 0:39:40.000
<v Speaker 1>what is the context of your relationship?

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<v Speaker 14>We're dating.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, have you ever met her in person before?

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<v Speaker 3>No?

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<v Speaker 1>Where? What's she live in America?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 6>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>See, I'm not gonna say one way or the other

0:40:03.800 --> 0:40:08.680
<v Speaker 1>because I have my own thoughts about like love. But

0:40:10.080 --> 0:40:11.520
<v Speaker 1>I mean, how long you known this person?

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<v Speaker 14>For my few months now that.

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<v Speaker 1>I can only tell you what I would do. Okay, Joe,

0:40:23.920 --> 0:40:26.320
<v Speaker 1>I want what were you gonna say?

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<v Speaker 14>I don't know if you if you really think something

0:40:29.200 --> 0:40:31.960
<v Speaker 14>is legimate, like you really think you've got a connection

0:40:32.040 --> 0:40:36.560
<v Speaker 14>with someone, with someone even if they're five thousand miles away,

0:40:37.440 --> 0:40:40.480
<v Speaker 14>how would you How would you handle that?

0:40:42.960 --> 0:40:46.279
<v Speaker 1>I mean I would think of think to myself, is

0:40:46.320 --> 0:40:51.759
<v Speaker 1>this gonna bring me more pain or pleasure? And I mean, look,

0:40:51.760 --> 0:40:54.799
<v Speaker 1>the answer is different for everyone. So I can't really

0:40:54.920 --> 0:40:56.719
<v Speaker 1>give you the answer that question. I can't give you

0:40:56.719 --> 0:40:58.680
<v Speaker 1>the answer that question, but I can say I think

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<v Speaker 1>that that's the the question and you should be asking

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<v Speaker 1>yourself because you know, again we're all gonna have different answers.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think that's the question you should think of,

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<v Speaker 1>right because if I were in your situation, I asked myself,

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<v Speaker 1>would continuing to see this person bring me more pain

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<v Speaker 1>or pleasure? I'd probably answer pain because it would be

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<v Speaker 1>painful to be continuing to romantically be involved with someone

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<v Speaker 1>that lives so far away. But that's you know, that's

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<v Speaker 1>my answer based on my own values. I value physical

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<v Speaker 1>connection and I find it important in my own relationships

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<v Speaker 1>to be in the same physical proximity as the person

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<v Speaker 1>I'm dating. But look, those are my own standards. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know what your standards are, what rules you've set

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<v Speaker 1>for your sort of relationship situation, but I would figure

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<v Speaker 1>those out first.

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<v Speaker 14>Someone is more valuable than the physical.

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<v Speaker 1>No, then I mean, does it bring you pain that

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<v Speaker 1>she doesn't live like look at this guy ancient abs

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<v Speaker 1>in the chat. My love interests is six hours away.

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<v Speaker 1>We talk once a day and have a great relationship.

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<v Speaker 1>Perfect see it's up. It's I can't. I can't tell you.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't give you advice on what you should do

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<v Speaker 1>because everyone's different. I would hate that. So if you

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<v Speaker 1>have you know you know, no, But I mean my

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<v Speaker 1>my opinion on what you should do would based on

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<v Speaker 1>It would be based upon, like what you value in

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<v Speaker 1>your relationships?

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<v Speaker 14>Fair enough?

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<v Speaker 1>What do you value in your relationships?

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<v Speaker 14>I tell you, I tell you friendship with only connection

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<v Speaker 14>and just the ability to sit and talk for hours,

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<v Speaker 14>and then the physical connection is kind of secondary. If

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<v Speaker 14>you really do value that friendship and connection with someone,

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<v Speaker 14>then the physical kind of comes afterwards for me. But

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<v Speaker 14>it depends.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, then who you are, Well, that's you know who

0:43:19.520 --> 0:43:21.799
<v Speaker 1>you are, and that's what you value at least right now.

0:43:21.920 --> 0:43:24.960
<v Speaker 1>I mean, you go what you value, you know can

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<v Speaker 1>always change. But look, if that's what you value right now,

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<v Speaker 1>then I think that this is you know, fine for

0:43:31.719 --> 0:43:34.440
<v Speaker 1>you right now. And if your value is ever change,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, be open to that. But yeah, I would say,

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<v Speaker 1>I would say, try to be happy in the fact

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<v Speaker 1>that you found someone with whom you have a mental

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<v Speaker 1>connection with.

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<v Speaker 14>I appreciate that.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, I hope that. I hope that anything I said

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<v Speaker 1>just made sense.

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<v Speaker 5>Just now.

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<v Speaker 14>No, that's nice, thank you for the thank you for your time,

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<v Speaker 14>and I hope you have an amazing deco night.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 3>Man. What did you say?

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<v Speaker 1>Your name was Andy? I appreciate you Andy. Thank you

0:44:12.960 --> 0:44:15.000
<v Speaker 1>for coming him. Man, you have a good night day?

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<v Speaker 14>Is myself right?

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<v Speaker 13>Call from Emma, Emma, Hello, Hello, Emma. Oh, I'm so sorry.

0:45:42.680 --> 0:45:45.919
<v Speaker 13>I'm so surprised. I have literally called over five hundred times. Wow, hello,

0:45:46.080 --> 0:45:50.759
<v Speaker 13>over five hundred times, at least five hundred times.

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<v Speaker 1>You must have had something that you that you really

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to want it to be have heard Emma.

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<v Speaker 12>Well, I don't know about all that. I've been abandon

0:46:02.239 --> 0:46:03.040
<v Speaker 12>your show for a while.

0:46:04.160 --> 0:46:07.040
<v Speaker 10>But this is my actual therapist canceled on me, So

0:46:07.160 --> 0:46:08.480
<v Speaker 10>maybe I do have stuff to say.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, there's a lot of differences between me and your

0:46:14.320 --> 0:46:16.280
<v Speaker 1>actual or maybe there's not. I mean, what's your actual

0:46:16.320 --> 0:46:17.560
<v Speaker 1>therapist like, Well.

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<v Speaker 13>He's actually a really cool guy, so maybe you guys

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<v Speaker 13>would get along.

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<v Speaker 9>All right?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, what.

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<v Speaker 1>Hit me, Mamma, Tell me everything, tell me nothing.

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<v Speaker 13>Well, so I'm twenty two, and this pandemic hit at

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<v Speaker 13>a really critical point in my life, and I feel

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<v Speaker 13>like asked all the time I was going to school

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<v Speaker 13>in another country. I spent eight years of my life

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<v Speaker 13>dedicated to learning that language, finally made it there, and

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<v Speaker 13>then after six months, suddenly I'm back to living at home.

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<v Speaker 13>That's like I'm in high school. My parents are super

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<v Speaker 13>strict after I lived by myself for six months, and

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<v Speaker 13>I mean I did three years of normal college before

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<v Speaker 13>I transferred.

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<v Speaker 1>So where where where were you?

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<v Speaker 13>Well, I'm kind of embarrassed to say online, to be honest,

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<v Speaker 13>but are it's Korea?

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<v Speaker 1>Why is that embarrassing to say you went to South Korea?

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<v Speaker 13>I mean, there's a lot of people, especially on the Internet,

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<v Speaker 13>who Korea is like the new Japan, you know, like

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<v Speaker 13>the new wiyaboo.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh oh, you're afraid of people calling you a wiyaboo.

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<v Speaker 13>Well, technically the phrase is Korea boo. And yes, it's

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<v Speaker 13>my greatest fear.

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<v Speaker 1>Now that I'm curious about. Why Why are you afraid

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<v Speaker 1>of people knowing that you like anime?

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<v Speaker 8>I don't.

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<v Speaker 13>I haven't watched animate since I was fourteen, probably because

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<v Speaker 13>I got bullied really bad in high school.

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<v Speaker 1>But you you denied watching anime as adamantly as someone

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<v Speaker 1>who watches anime would.

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<v Speaker 13>I definitely watched the anime in middle school.

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<v Speaker 6>Wait, I thought years ago.

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<v Speaker 1>But I thought that that's what a weyaboo is. It's

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<v Speaker 1>someone who watches anime a lot, right, argue.

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<v Speaker 13>What where the line is between someone who just likes

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<v Speaker 13>Asian culture and where you become.

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<v Speaker 5>Like a wiyaboo.

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<v Speaker 13>I think people would like to debate that.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, so it's not it's Asian culture in general. I

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<v Speaker 1>thought it was like an anime thing.

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<v Speaker 13>No, No, it's no, it's Korea. For me. I lived

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<v Speaker 13>in Korea. I learned I see Korean.

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<v Speaker 1>It's fucking cool, dude, honestly, thank you. I'd love to

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<v Speaker 1>do that. I learned a little bit of Italian before,

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<v Speaker 1>and I lived in Italy for like four months and

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<v Speaker 1>I've since forgotten all of it. But but, but I'd

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<v Speaker 1>love to do some shit like that for Koreans.

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<v Speaker 13>Hard you know Korean exactly think, yeah, but the outfit's

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<v Speaker 13>actually a lot easier than people think. Compared to Japanese

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<v Speaker 13>and Chinese, Korean is actually like easier than English. There's

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<v Speaker 13>only like twenty three letters, and there's no weird spellings

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<v Speaker 13>like you know, like English, and the word like slight

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<v Speaker 13>there's like a.

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<v Speaker 5>Gene and h.

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<v Speaker 13>Korean doesn't really have weird spelled words like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Why are you afraid of people knowing that you like

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<v Speaker 1>Korean culture?

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<v Speaker 13>Well, there's a lot of and I've seen it too,

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<v Speaker 13>people who are overly obsessed and like setishy with Asian culture.

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<v Speaker 13>And as a white person, I really don't want people

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<v Speaker 13>to think that I'm like that. I want to be

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<v Speaker 13>accused of diagnosed autism, Okay, you.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't want to be accused of appropriating culture?

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<v Speaker 13>Definitely not, definitely not. And when I'm actually there, it's

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<v Speaker 13>not a problem. It's just since I've been back for

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<v Speaker 13>the last quarantine months since they canceled my sendisa that

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<v Speaker 13>Since then, I've been back in the swing of American life.

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<v Speaker 13>I've been hearing a lot about BTS and it seems like,

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<v Speaker 13>are you about.

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<v Speaker 1>To be I have a friend who's upset. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>understand it. But I got a friend who's I don't

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<v Speaker 1>understands three o'clock in the morning to watch their concert.

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<v Speaker 13>I honestly don't understand that.

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<v Speaker 10>Well.

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<v Speaker 13>I do understand the height because I was into that

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<v Speaker 13>stuff when I was in middle school. But I got

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<v Speaker 13>it thoroughly bullied out of me, so so.

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<v Speaker 1>Literally when you were younger, for like in Korean culture,

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<v Speaker 1>and so now you're afraid to like it again openly.

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<v Speaker 13>Yeah, basically for being a huge web And I was

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<v Speaker 13>bullied when I was like fourteen. I went to a really.

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<v Speaker 1>White to life and you're like and then you can

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<v Speaker 1>You're like, oh, I have a car. Now I can

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<v Speaker 1>go to the drive to the web conventions and ship.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, you don't have to hang out with you

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<v Speaker 1>can hang out whoever you want.

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<v Speaker 13>You can tell in Korea who the white people are

0:50:56.320 --> 0:50:59.440
<v Speaker 13>who are just there because they like I want to

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<v Speaker 13>find a weird submissive wife, or they want to find

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<v Speaker 13>a key pop boyfriend, or that there's like a whole

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<v Speaker 13>type of white people that are legitimately weaves that live

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<v Speaker 13>in the.

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<v Speaker 1>Cre Okay, okay, okay, Emma, I'm sensing a little bit

0:51:11.960 --> 0:51:15.760
<v Speaker 1>of self hatred here. Oh, because you can't be out here.

0:51:16.080 --> 0:51:16.399
<v Speaker 8>I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>You can't be out here. Fuck it. You can't be

0:51:19.640 --> 0:51:23.600
<v Speaker 1>out here giving people ship for being weves. If you're

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<v Speaker 1>a weed, that's just you trying to tell you were

0:51:26.200 --> 0:51:27.680
<v Speaker 1>bullied for being a weeb, and now you're trying to

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<v Speaker 1>take it up bulling other people.

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<v Speaker 3>We shtud.

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<v Speaker 13>This is the problem. Get go. My actual therapist doesn't

0:51:32.520 --> 0:51:34.440
<v Speaker 13>know the Internet, and he doesn't know the things that

0:51:34.520 --> 0:51:36.160
<v Speaker 13>shapes me as the twenty two year olds. He doesn't

0:51:36.160 --> 0:51:38.600
<v Speaker 13>know what a weave is. But you're right, I am.

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<v Speaker 1>You can't be giving ship to other weaves. That's that's

0:51:42.360 --> 0:51:44.840
<v Speaker 1>because that's that's that's your self hatred.

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<v Speaker 13>It's the superiority complex. It's the superiority complex because they

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<v Speaker 13>actually speak the language. I just don't know what about it.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't you don't want to be I don't want you

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<v Speaker 1>can't be gate keeping the Wii boos. You can't be

0:51:57.760 --> 0:51:58.720
<v Speaker 1>you can't be gate keeping.

0:51:58.960 --> 0:52:01.440
<v Speaker 13>They gate keep themselves. I don't even interact with them.

0:52:01.680 --> 0:52:04.000
<v Speaker 13>They do they day gate keep themselves. I bet in

0:52:04.040 --> 0:52:06.560
<v Speaker 13>the chat they're probably doing it right now. I'm not

0:52:06.600 --> 0:52:08.279
<v Speaker 13>looking at it because you told me not to when

0:52:08.320 --> 0:52:09.400
<v Speaker 13>you were talking to the other people.

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<v Speaker 1>But I bet that chat is frozen.

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<v Speaker 13>I'm not going to check it. I'm scared. I don't

0:52:16.440 --> 0:52:17.839
<v Speaker 13>like to hear my voice or too.

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<v Speaker 1>That's okay, don't worry about it.

0:52:20.080 --> 0:52:26.920
<v Speaker 13>It's not healthy. It's not healthy, but you're right, it is.

0:52:27.040 --> 0:52:28.880
<v Speaker 13>I am gatekeeping we aboz.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think that's what you got. And I think

0:52:32.280 --> 0:52:35.640
<v Speaker 1>if anything, you know, the first way I mean this

0:52:35.719 --> 0:52:38.359
<v Speaker 1>is this is some cheesy, you know, therapy e ship,

0:52:38.360 --> 0:52:40.200
<v Speaker 1>but I do think it's real. If you want other people,

0:52:40.920 --> 0:52:44.359
<v Speaker 1>you're gonna judge yourself the way other people, you're gonna

0:52:44.400 --> 0:52:45.880
<v Speaker 1>judge yourself the way you judge with the people. So

0:52:45.920 --> 0:52:48.279
<v Speaker 1>you can't be off here getting all pissed off at

0:52:48.320 --> 0:52:50.480
<v Speaker 1>Wi a booz. If you yourself are Wi a bu,

0:52:50.520 --> 0:52:53.360
<v Speaker 1>you gotta do the opposite, you know, if people are bullied.

0:52:53.400 --> 0:52:56.160
<v Speaker 1>People bullied you for being a wee. I mean, you

0:52:56.200 --> 0:52:57.839
<v Speaker 1>didn't like that, so you got to go out there

0:52:57.840 --> 0:53:00.840
<v Speaker 1>and make it a better environment for weeds by not

0:53:01.000 --> 0:53:01.759
<v Speaker 1>giving people shit.

0:53:02.600 --> 0:53:05.000
<v Speaker 13>Oh but I don't like weeds. I don't want to

0:53:05.000 --> 0:53:07.640
<v Speaker 13>give them a yeah.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 13>Here's the thing, here's what I think, and this is

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<v Speaker 13>probably super bad. I think in a way, I'm grateful

0:53:16.280 --> 0:53:18.680
<v Speaker 13>that I was bullied in the way that I was,

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<v Speaker 13>because I have been diagnosed with autism, so I've always

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<v Speaker 13>been as really awkward. But because I was bullied so

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<v Speaker 13>hard in high school, I learned to capitalize on being

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<v Speaker 13>a female in a certain way that made me have

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<v Speaker 13>a superiority complex over the next beard weeds. Like I

0:53:37.520 --> 0:53:40.759
<v Speaker 13>feel like they bullied me out of that. So now

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<v Speaker 13>I'm like in a weird place between the weeds with autism,

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<v Speaker 13>which I do have, and then with the people that

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<v Speaker 13>bullied me, the normies.

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<v Speaker 1>So you feel part and army and part autistic weave.

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<v Speaker 13>Well, I'm definitely fully autistic. I've just been pretending, pretending

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<v Speaker 13>to be like not a super web, to be not

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<v Speaker 13>a weeb.

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<v Speaker 12>Yes, exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>A crap. I think my my stream diede whatever, h Look,

0:54:25.160 --> 0:54:26.719
<v Speaker 1>And all I'll say is I think I think you

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<v Speaker 1>should stop judging other people for being weeds. You stop

0:54:29.320 --> 0:54:32.680
<v Speaker 1>having a superiority complets either because I mean, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if it's you mentioned about you being a girl

0:54:35.480 --> 0:54:36.839
<v Speaker 1>or you speaking the language.

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<v Speaker 13>I should definitely get off Reddit then, because they're the

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<v Speaker 13>ones who taught me to hate weeds.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't hate weeds because I don't want you don't

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<v Speaker 1>want to hear you don't want to hate yourself, Emma.

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<v Speaker 13>So basically what I've learned from therapy today is I'm

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<v Speaker 13>a huge weep.

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<v Speaker 1>Then you gotta embrace it.

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<v Speaker 13>Okay, all right, Emma, I think we've made a lot

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<v Speaker 13>of good progress here.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you, an invoice in the mail.

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<v Speaker 13>Thank you very much.

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<v Speaker 12>This is great.

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<v Speaker 1>A good night you too, Bye bye.

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<v Speaker 13>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 5>Home from Wendy.

0:55:23.480 --> 0:55:25.840
<v Speaker 1>Hello Wendy.

0:55:25.600 --> 0:55:27.799
<v Speaker 9>Oh hello, we are you?

0:55:27.840 --> 0:55:29.080
<v Speaker 1>Are you in your right now?

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<v Speaker 4>Uh?

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<v Speaker 12>No?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh?

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<v Speaker 12>Is a signal bad?

0:55:36.520 --> 0:55:36.600
<v Speaker 3>No?

0:55:36.719 --> 0:55:38.719
<v Speaker 1>I said, I heard a turn signal? Or I heard

0:55:38.760 --> 0:55:40.040
<v Speaker 1>what I thought was a turn signal?

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<v Speaker 12>Oh no, no, I'm uh I'm kind of walking next

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<v Speaker 12>to the street right now, so probably a passing car.

0:55:48.560 --> 0:55:51.239
<v Speaker 1>What are you doing out and about? What's what's your

0:55:51.239 --> 0:55:52.799
<v Speaker 1>what kind of business are you tending to?

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<v Speaker 12>Nothing bad? I'm walking my dog's right now with my.

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<v Speaker 1>At are you with your dad.

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah, he's pretty far ahead of me right now. I

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<v Speaker 12>was just watching the stream and thought it was really

0:56:16.200 --> 0:56:22.239
<v Speaker 12>interesting to hear like all these different people's live stories

0:56:22.360 --> 0:56:25.560
<v Speaker 12>and what they need advice on and stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>What's your relationship like with your dad?

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<v Speaker 12>It's pretty good, But I feel like I can't really

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<v Speaker 12>talk with him about more serious kind of issues, you know,

0:56:49.520 --> 0:56:59.319
<v Speaker 12>like I grew up in a kind of very very

0:56:59.560 --> 0:57:05.440
<v Speaker 12>he's usual family, so it's not super like emotionally.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh, we are you? Are you with your dad right now?

0:57:14.000 --> 0:57:14.799
<v Speaker 1>Can you like hear you?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh?

0:57:20.200 --> 0:57:21.560
<v Speaker 1>Can I Can I talk to him? Can I talk

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<v Speaker 1>to your dad?

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<v Speaker 3>Uh?

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<v Speaker 5>No?

0:57:24.480 --> 0:57:26.640
<v Speaker 12>He English is not.

0:57:28.800 --> 0:57:31.240
<v Speaker 1>Does he speak? I know a few languages? Does he speak?

0:57:34.160 --> 0:57:38.000
<v Speaker 12>He speaks Uh, Antonese.

0:57:39.600 --> 0:57:44.320
<v Speaker 1>Okay, I don't speak Canonese. But wait, is that why

0:57:44.360 --> 0:57:46.880
<v Speaker 1>you're able to just have this conversation with me, with

0:57:46.880 --> 0:57:48.760
<v Speaker 1>me about your dad right now, because he doesn't understand

0:57:48.760 --> 0:57:49.439
<v Speaker 1>what the hell you're saying?

0:57:50.680 --> 0:57:50.840
<v Speaker 10>Oh?

0:57:50.920 --> 0:57:55.120
<v Speaker 15>Kind of yeah, So you're just you're right next to

0:57:55.160 --> 0:57:58.800
<v Speaker 15>your dad talking about how you can't have serious conversations

0:57:58.800 --> 0:58:01.840
<v Speaker 15>with your dad, but he doesn't know what you're saying

0:58:01.840 --> 0:58:05.240
<v Speaker 15>because you're talking English.

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<v Speaker 12>I think it's more like I can have famous conversations,

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<v Speaker 12>but like say, for example, if I'm like talking about like,

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<v Speaker 12>oh don't feel very good or you know, oh, I'm

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<v Speaker 12>so stressed out about college right now, it's more of

0:58:28.480 --> 0:58:35.720
<v Speaker 12>a oh like astral project away kind of scenario, you know,

0:58:35.840 --> 0:58:43.480
<v Speaker 12>like the like stereotypical, like like a stereotypical type of

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<v Speaker 12>relationships that you would see on TV.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess, So who do you go to when you

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<v Speaker 1>have to have these kinds of conversations.

0:58:55.600 --> 0:58:57.480
<v Speaker 12>I guess I talked to my dogs.

0:58:58.200 --> 0:58:58.640
<v Speaker 5>I don't know.

0:58:59.840 --> 0:59:05.840
<v Speaker 12>I used to talk with my friends. Are uh, but

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<v Speaker 12>I feel like with quarantine happening right now because I'm

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<v Speaker 12>in the US, so you know, things are still pretty bad. Uh,

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<v Speaker 12>I kind of realize how socially inept I am online,

0:59:23.000 --> 0:59:24.280
<v Speaker 12>Like I can't really feel.

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<v Speaker 1>Like you're more socially inft online than you are in person.

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah. Yeah, I have such a hard time. I know,

0:59:33.480 --> 0:59:34.280
<v Speaker 12>it's kind of weird.

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<v Speaker 1>I never heard someone say that they feel better like

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<v Speaker 1>their social skills and on the internet are worse than

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<v Speaker 1>on than in real life. I've never heard that before.

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<v Speaker 12>I think it's like so hard because like in person,

0:59:47.360 --> 0:59:54.160
<v Speaker 12>you can like see see someone's reaction and you can.

0:59:54.280 --> 0:59:56.640
<v Speaker 12>There's like a lot of I'm like a pretty like

0:59:57.320 --> 1:00:00.880
<v Speaker 12>physical comedy type of person, so like I use a

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<v Speaker 12>lot of hand gestures when I'm talking and stuff. And yeah,

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<v Speaker 12>I think I make friends a lot easier online or no,

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<v Speaker 12>not online, so in person.

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<v Speaker 1>But I feel like you've you've you've given us a

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<v Speaker 1>the pretty decent picture of of who you are. And

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have any idea what your hands look like.

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah, I think it's just a little bit difficult. I've tried, uh,

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<v Speaker 12>like talking with people like on discord and stuff, like,

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<v Speaker 12>I'll join servers where I think I have common interests,

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<v Speaker 12>but it just feels very awkward. I feel a lot

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<v Speaker 12>like a boomer, to be honest.

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<v Speaker 1>I look, i'd say your problem is better than the

1:00:53.640 --> 1:00:56.440
<v Speaker 1>opposite of your problem. I've heard way more of the

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<v Speaker 1>opposite of it than I have of what you're telling me,

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<v Speaker 1>so that it's good. I mean it's not good right now?

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<v Speaker 1>Uh was your dad What was your dad saying? Oh?

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<v Speaker 12>No, who you're saying something?

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<v Speaker 1>What he said? What do you say? Are you sure

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<v Speaker 1>I can't talk?

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah, I'm pretty sure, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>He No, I wouldn't take any.

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<v Speaker 12>No, it's it's very like not at all.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, that's fair. I gotta learn some Cantonese.

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<v Speaker 12>It's a it's a fun language, but the.

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<v Speaker 10>Romanization is pretty pretty wacky.

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<v Speaker 12>I mean, I guess like my issue was, like talking

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<v Speaker 12>with people online is kind of why I called in

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<v Speaker 12>the first place, because like I don't know how to

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<v Speaker 12>approach like getting to know people without like any physical

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<v Speaker 12>type of contact. I guess it's it's pretty hard for me.

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<v Speaker 12>I was wondering what your great get advice.

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<v Speaker 1>Is on that to get better at meeting people on

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<v Speaker 1>the internet. Oh, yeah, you know what I would do

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<v Speaker 1>if I were you. Honestly, Uh, you're here on reddit,

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<v Speaker 1>you're here on our pan I'm using this stream right now. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>sort of in the way it was intended, but not

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<v Speaker 1>really the real way that this this this subreddit was

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<v Speaker 1>intended was for people to just go live with their

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<v Speaker 1>front facing iPhone camera and just talk to chat. I

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<v Speaker 1>think you should do that. I think you should stream on.

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<v Speaker 1>You should take your phone, Uh, you go live on

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<v Speaker 1>distance socializing and just start talking to chat and that'll

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<v Speaker 1>get you used that that because that's you know, streaming

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<v Speaker 1>is an interesting combination of I R L and it's

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<v Speaker 1>it's like the it's perfect for you. It's per you

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<v Speaker 1>should that you should go on distance socializing, and you should.

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<v Speaker 1>It's perfect for you because it's the step. It's a

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<v Speaker 1>step between IRL direction and computeraction because you are reactor IRL.

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<v Speaker 1>Everyone can see your hand gestures, everyone can see your

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<v Speaker 1>facial expressions in your physical comedy. But but it's still

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<v Speaker 1>on the computer, so you get kind of the best

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<v Speaker 1>of both worlds there.

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<v Speaker 12>I've never considered streaming before. I guess it's kind of

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<v Speaker 12>like a scary. It's kind of a scary concept because

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<v Speaker 12>like it's weird. You know, like when you meet someone

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<v Speaker 12>in person, you can kind of control. You can't really

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<v Speaker 12>control whether they see you or not because you know

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<v Speaker 12>you're in person. It's not like you can like blindfold

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<v Speaker 12>everyone you meet before.

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<v Speaker 1>You meet, right right right, But you like, but you

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<v Speaker 1>said you prefer in person, so you prefer when people

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<v Speaker 1>tell you, I mean, you can't hide yourself.

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<v Speaker 12>Well, it's like when the choice is taken away. I

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<v Speaker 12>learned to kind of deal with it. But this is

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<v Speaker 12>kind of embarrassing. But I went I was feeling super alone,

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<v Speaker 12>so I went on like I went on tender for

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<v Speaker 12>a bit. No no, no, no, no, Tinder over over summer.

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<v Speaker 12>I'm like not looking for a relationship. I just was

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<v Speaker 12>like trying to learn how to talk to people. But

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<v Speaker 12>I feel like when it came to like people who

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<v Speaker 12>want to like video chat or stuff, it's like a

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<v Speaker 12>really paralyzing type of feeling. Oh sorry if I have

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<v Speaker 12>an accent by the way, I don't know, all right,

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<v Speaker 12>just making sure, So.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, But so you prefer, so you prefer in person

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<v Speaker 1>interaction to like video chatting.

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<v Speaker 12>I mean I do too, but yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Ei, there's something a little bit weird about it.

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<v Speaker 1>But you're trying to But you're trying to build your skills,

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<v Speaker 1>aren't you. You're trying to build your your repertoire. You're

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<v Speaker 1>trying to become leaked, you're trying to become a gamer.

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<v Speaker 1>You're trying to become a horrible Internet person.

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<v Speaker 12>And I think I tell you Minecraft, Yeah, yeah, place streamer.

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<v Speaker 1>If you're trying to find Minecraft friends, go to our

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<v Speaker 1>slash the gamer's lounge, boot up some Minecraft, stream yourself

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<v Speaker 1>playing some Minecraft and you'll make You'll make some friends

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<v Speaker 1>in the chat.

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<v Speaker 12>They'll be like, Hey, why did you even know you

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<v Speaker 12>could do that? That's crazy? I'm pretty if.

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<v Speaker 1>You can do this, you can do anything on here.

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah, I'll try to hook it up to my computer

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<v Speaker 12>and figure out how to stream. Thank you so much,

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<v Speaker 12>of course.

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<v Speaker 1>I appreciate you calling in, Wendy and tell your dad.

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<v Speaker 1>I said, Une, how.

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<v Speaker 12>That's Mandarin? But yeah, I will definitely tell him.

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<v Speaker 1>Thanks so much for your time, absolutely, Wendy. You have

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<v Speaker 1>a good night too.

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<v Speaker 7>Come from Ben.

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<v Speaker 1>Ben, what's the most interesting story you can tell?

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<v Speaker 6>Man, don't put me on the spot like this, Ben.

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<v Speaker 1>What's the most interesting story you can tell? I need

1:06:07.280 --> 1:06:09.000
<v Speaker 1>I have to pee really badly, but I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>ever one to leave, So I need someone with an

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<v Speaker 1>interesting story to be able to hold the chat over

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<v Speaker 1>for like a minute while I go pee.

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<v Speaker 2>Can you do that for me?

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<v Speaker 5>Ben?

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<v Speaker 1>This is your call. This is your call, okay, I

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<v Speaker 1>can you? Can you handle this for me?

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<v Speaker 7>Ben?

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<v Speaker 6>This is the first time I get I was like,

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<v Speaker 6>I'll come back back.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll come back and we can talk. But I have

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<v Speaker 1>to pee so badly right now, Ben, and I need

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<v Speaker 1>you right now. I love people. I need you right now.

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<v Speaker 1>Can you help me out just as a personal thing

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<v Speaker 1>to me? You don't have to do a good job

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<v Speaker 1>I don't need you to do a good job. It

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't have to be a good story. I just needed

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<v Speaker 1>to be a story. If you can, if you can,

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<v Speaker 1>if you can say words, because look I don't I

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<v Speaker 1>don't do anything. I just say random you ever watch

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<v Speaker 1>the stream, I don't do anything. I just talk, all right.

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<v Speaker 1>It doesn't have to be interesting at all. You don't

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<v Speaker 1>need to do a good job. You just gotta say words.

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<v Speaker 1>It's all I need you to do. Ben, That's all

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<v Speaker 1>I need to do, just for like a minute. Okay, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>all right, Ben, I'm gonna go to the bathroom and

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<v Speaker 1>and I'll be back.

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<v Speaker 6>All right, all right, all right, I'll talk to you soon. Man,

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<v Speaker 6>all right, right, christ guys, I I really just wanted

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<v Speaker 6>to talk to the Get Go man like, and they

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<v Speaker 6>put me on the spot like this. This is embarrassing. Hi, guys,

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<v Speaker 6>I'm reading the chat uncle Ben. That's a pretty good one.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 6>I don't know, uh, I guess I saw I saw

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<v Speaker 6>this guy. He was on Reddit. I was just kind

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<v Speaker 6>of like really tired and opened up Reddit and I

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<v Speaker 6>saw a get Go doing therapy and I thought, hey,

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<v Speaker 6>that's that's pretty cool. I don't know, I got nothing

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<v Speaker 6>hopefully I can get discuss some more subs. I think

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<v Speaker 6>it was pretty good. I'm glad you guys believe in me.

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<v Speaker 6>This is really been nice.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, I was.

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<v Speaker 6>I gotta be honest with that. I couldn't. I couldn't

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<v Speaker 6>skip this as soon as I saw it scrolling. What's

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<v Speaker 6>my job? I mean right now? I just freelance a

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<v Speaker 6>story about dude. I don't have a story, man, I

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<v Speaker 6>got nothing? Uh sing a song? Yeah, I'm definitely not

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<v Speaker 6>giving that. What kind of freelance do I do? I

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<v Speaker 6>freelance part so people came in money to do that,

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<v Speaker 6>so that's kind of fun.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell us about there, beny there ye Ben?

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<v Speaker 7>You did it?

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<v Speaker 2>Ben?

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<v Speaker 1>You did it, Ben, Ben. Ben. By the way, I

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<v Speaker 1>want you to know, Ben. I want you to know, Ben,

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<v Speaker 1>you were perfect. You're perfect. I heard you towards the

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<v Speaker 1>end being like, fuck, I don't have a story, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, no, Ben, Ben, I told you didn't

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<v Speaker 1>need a story. All you had to do was talk,

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<v Speaker 1>and goddamn it, you did it. You spoke, You said words,

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<v Speaker 1>words came out of your mouth for the entire time.

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<v Speaker 1>They don't have to have the mean I mean, look,

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<v Speaker 1>you watch my stream, Ben if you want. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>say anything. I don't do. But but that's all I

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<v Speaker 1>You've got talk. That's all you did. But I'm proud

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<v Speaker 1>of you.

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<v Speaker 9>Ben.

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<v Speaker 1>You looked at the st Ben. You got to start

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<v Speaker 1>your own stream. Have you ever streamed?

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<v Speaker 6>I've tried before.

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<v Speaker 8>Wasn't very immigrative and have the personality for it?

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<v Speaker 6>I just dreamed, art, Ben.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't need personality, you just need words.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, you know you're probably right about that.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 6>Hey, actually I had a question for you, if you

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<v Speaker 6>don't mind hit me.

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<v Speaker 3>Ben.

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<v Speaker 6>All right, he says, your area codes four O one?

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<v Speaker 6>Are you do you live in Rhode Island?

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<v Speaker 1>No, it's a fake fun number.

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<v Speaker 6>Oh it's fake for a number.

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<v Speaker 8>Okay, I say, I asked that because I.

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<v Speaker 6>Used to live in Rhode Island.

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<v Speaker 1>See just then, right, you put me on the spot. Look,

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<v Speaker 1>because am I. There was a split second just then

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<v Speaker 1>where I was like, should I make a joke? And

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<v Speaker 1>then I thought in my head like all the jokes

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<v Speaker 1>I would make, And then I thought I'm just gonna

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<v Speaker 1>say words, and I said them, Ben, Yeah.

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<v Speaker 6>That's you know, you'd make a very good point. And

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<v Speaker 6>I think that's a pretty good alg word for life.

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<v Speaker 1>Exactly. You don't always have to be funny or good

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<v Speaker 1>or have or do things. You know, you just say

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<v Speaker 1>words in life to people.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, and sometimes that's like that's all you need. I

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<v Speaker 6>feel like people take that for especially right now.

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<v Speaker 1>How so, how do you think they take them for

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<v Speaker 1>granted right now?

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<v Speaker 6>Well, I mean, just you know, world's on fire. Things

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<v Speaker 6>are pretty crazy, and I think everybody's now slowing down

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<v Speaker 6>a little bit and not necessarily smelling the roses, but

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<v Speaker 6>they're they're definitely paying attention. And I think that before

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<v Speaker 6>we definitely took things for granted, and now that we're

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<v Speaker 6>you know, we're in the middle of everything that's been

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<v Speaker 6>going on. I mean, it's, uh, it's a lot different.

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<v Speaker 1>M What do you feel like you took for granted

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<v Speaker 1>the most?

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<v Speaker 6>You know, I just feel like going out and like

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<v Speaker 6>being able to go out and talk to people and

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<v Speaker 6>like going out the stores in public, you know, being

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<v Speaker 6>around more than five people at once and breathing air.

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<v Speaker 6>That was I mean, I breathed so much air, Like

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<v Speaker 6>I breathe a lot of air.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you are you a social guy? Are you are

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<v Speaker 1>you an extrovert?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 6>I honestly, I would say that's probably true. I think

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<v Speaker 6>that's that's how I would describe myself. I think there

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<v Speaker 6>are times where I like wax and wing, where I

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<v Speaker 6>definitely feel more extroverted, and then there are times where

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<v Speaker 6>I definitely feel more introverted. But for the most part,

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<v Speaker 6>I prefer to be around other people. I think I

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<v Speaker 6>get a lot of energy from other people.

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<v Speaker 1>But you don't fancy yourself. But why do you say

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<v Speaker 1>When I asked you at streaming, you said you don't

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<v Speaker 1>consider yourself to have much of a of a personality.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if that's just like streaming or whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>But what makes you say.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, If I was going to clarify that, I would say,

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<v Speaker 6>I'm not like extremely witty by nature. I think there

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<v Speaker 6>are people that are just really good are thinking on

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<v Speaker 6>their feet and being really witty and clever, and that's

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<v Speaker 6>not something that I think that takes a lot of practice,

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<v Speaker 6>not something I have a lot of practice with. So

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<v Speaker 6>when it comes to like live streaming and like, you know,

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<v Speaker 6>riffing out with other people and like kind of playing

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<v Speaker 6>up things like and yess and that sort of thing,

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<v Speaker 6>now I find that relatively difficult. So I don't think

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<v Speaker 6>that streaming is is for me Plus another thing I

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<v Speaker 6>really noticed, like when I would stream, is like I

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<v Speaker 6>would have to pay attention to what's going on in

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<v Speaker 6>chat and then a good from what I was doing

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<v Speaker 6>at the same time. And well it was a little difficult,

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<v Speaker 6>but I I understand how other people do it. I mean,

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<v Speaker 6>it's definitely a skill in its own right.

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<v Speaker 1>No, it's definitely an a D D rattled thing. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but you said you were an artist. You streamed art.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, well it was a digital.

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<v Speaker 1>But where can we can Are you willing to shout

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<v Speaker 1>yourself out right?

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<v Speaker 8>Now?

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<v Speaker 1>Can we see your Instagram? I think the people the people,

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<v Speaker 1>the people love you, Ben. Where can we where can

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<v Speaker 1>we see you?

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<v Speaker 9>All?

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<v Speaker 8>Right?

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<v Speaker 6>Well, yeah, man, that's really sweet of you.

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<v Speaker 3>I really appreciate that.

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<v Speaker 1>But you don't have to if you don't want to.

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<v Speaker 1>But the it's you know, the opportunity is there.

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<v Speaker 6>Well, okay, So the reason why I say that is

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<v Speaker 6>because everybody's called me Ben, and I've actually been watching

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<v Speaker 6>the chat and these guys everybody's been really nice, and

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<v Speaker 6>I really dream my name is not actually Ben. You

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<v Speaker 6>hear one hundred percent correct, Just like you're how your

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<v Speaker 6>phone number wasn't real. My name isn't actually been so.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh that's fine.

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<v Speaker 6>People are probably gonna hate you.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, no, please, I look, I prefer with well, first, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>first of all, two things. What I mean, Look, there's

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<v Speaker 1>something wrong with giving a fake name. I expect people

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<v Speaker 1>to get fake names. It makes me more comfortable people

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<v Speaker 1>get fick names. Two, However, I don't know you at all.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not sure if I'll ever Look, I can't count

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<v Speaker 1>on the fact that we would ever speak again. So

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<v Speaker 1>your name being fake or not be Ben to me,

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<v Speaker 1>might as well be your real name.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, that's cool.

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<v Speaker 6>I appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 1>Now, what is your home address?

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<v Speaker 6>Well, I'm that was tough because I don't even know

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<v Speaker 6>that off the top of my head.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, do you really not know your home address

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<v Speaker 1>off the top of your I'm just kidding, man, See, Ben,

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<v Speaker 1>You're witty. You did it? Ben, God, this is such

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<v Speaker 1>a fucking character arc for you. I love this so much.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, you know this is this is definitely like end

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<v Speaker 6>of the end of season anime kind of character arc.

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<v Speaker 6>I really appreciate that coming out of my show a

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<v Speaker 6>little bit. And you know, I really got you to

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<v Speaker 6>thank for it, man, I really do appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely been by the way, Lyle is not my real.

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<v Speaker 6>Name, you know, I'm That's that's totally fine with me.

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<v Speaker 6>I mean names, names are just worth that people say

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<v Speaker 6>and they.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't even mean anything, right, goddamn right, I'm in Lyle

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<v Speaker 1>is my real name, but it doesn't matter because words

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<v Speaker 1>are just things that people say.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, how about this, I'll put my link in the

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<v Speaker 6>in the chat, but I won't say it out loud,

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<v Speaker 6>just because I want I want to feel good better

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<v Speaker 6>about myself.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, I got I don't know if you're on Reddit

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<v Speaker 1>or Twitch right now, but.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm on Twitch, okay, rock and we'll put your put.

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<v Speaker 1>Your thing in Twitch and we'll all right, we'll.

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<v Speaker 6>Party for I just like plug the link, all right.

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<v Speaker 8>How are you doing though?

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<v Speaker 3>Man?

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<v Speaker 6>Before before I hit out, I just want to make

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<v Speaker 6>sure you're doing okay. That's everything going on.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm chilling, I'm in the I'm in the

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<v Speaker 1>lake or whatever thing. Yeah, but cool, but man, thank

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<v Speaker 1>you for for for calling. I'm happy, I'm this, this

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<v Speaker 1>this turned out well. You know what. You you did

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<v Speaker 1>a good job. You know I I I needed you

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<v Speaker 1>and you came through perfectly. So so Ben, thank you,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you again. And and I hope you have a.

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<v Speaker 3>Good rest of the night.

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<v Speaker 2>I appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 6>I just followed, so that's me in a second. But

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<v Speaker 6>there I posted my link. But hey, man, thanks for

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<v Speaker 6>taking my call and I hope you're doing well and

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<v Speaker 6>you know, stay safe, be safe and everything that's ever

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<v Speaker 6>good night man, take care, brother, take it easy.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh. People who watch know that there's nothing I love more.

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<v Speaker 1>There's nothing I fucking love more in in in therapy, Gecko.

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<v Speaker 1>There's nothing that that tickles me harder than a than

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<v Speaker 1>a fucking character arc. Nothing, nothing gets me off, nothing

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<v Speaker 1>makes my mouth salivate harder than a than a juicy

1:15:52.080 --> 1:15:59.200
<v Speaker 1>circular character arc. And my god, was that a character arc.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought he wasn't gonna be able to. I thought

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<v Speaker 1>he was gonna hang up when I asked him to

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<v Speaker 1>to to, you know, to tell us that story. But

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<v Speaker 1>he did tell us his story. He he you know what,

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<v Speaker 1>he did, tell us an interesting story, told us the

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<v Speaker 1>story of himself. All right, that was an arc, right there,

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<v Speaker 1>He did it, dude, And Ben does get me off.

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<v Speaker 1>This is true, zombie, you said, warp warp bacon zombie. Yees,

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<v Speaker 1>what you're gonna have to explain that for me?

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<v Speaker 8>Well it's that you broke up.

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<v Speaker 1>Sorry you said your name is what forsaken zombie?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, I'm in the chat.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have a good life?

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<v Speaker 5>Uh?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, actually really good life.

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<v Speaker 1>If you have, if you go kind of thing, will

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<v Speaker 1>do you? Let's do your thing. I'm tired of my things?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah? Yeah, I mean my anger is a bit out

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<v Speaker 8>of control, especially when I'm dealing with comcasts. Like it's

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<v Speaker 8>really really bad. Okay, I don't know how to handle it,

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<v Speaker 8>Like they just picked me off so much. I started

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<v Speaker 8>punching holes in walls and everything and spending way too

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<v Speaker 8>much money because of comcasts.

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<v Speaker 1>What's your motivation to stop doing this?

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<v Speaker 14>Uh?

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<v Speaker 8>I don't know what. How do you mean?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, all right, so you want to stop being so

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<v Speaker 1>mad at the comcast?

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<v Speaker 3>Right?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah? But they they do everything they can to just

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<v Speaker 8>like literally tick you off.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you thought about hire? I'll tell you what I

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<v Speaker 1>told the people. Look, I'm gonna tell you what I

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<v Speaker 1>told the people who who bribes me to try to

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<v Speaker 1>get on this show. You know, hires someone overseas. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>you got to play them like they're playing like you're

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<v Speaker 1>play You gotta play them like they're playing you. Right,

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<v Speaker 1>You got to hire someone overseas to just hang on

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<v Speaker 1>the line with Comcast for you got to get an

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<v Speaker 1>assistant to do it. I'm down, I wish, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not. I'm half serious, but I'm also dead serious.

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<v Speaker 1>You can do this.

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<v Speaker 8>But it's not just the holding times, it's the stupidity

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<v Speaker 8>of every person that works in there. Like, I have

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<v Speaker 8>really dark thoughts about this company. I'm not kidding, very dark.

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<v Speaker 8>They scare me, can you switch? No, it's the only

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<v Speaker 8>service available in my area.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my gosh, I know, can you move?

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<v Speaker 8>I'm literally in the process of buying a house that

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<v Speaker 8>does not have Comcasts for that reason. But yeah, in

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<v Speaker 8>the meantime, my bills all screwed up. They're telling me

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<v Speaker 8>they want all this freaking money, and I'm refused to

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<v Speaker 8>pay them. I say, no, go screw yourself, and like,

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<v Speaker 8>you know, I want to stick to my guns and

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<v Speaker 8>I not pay them because it's going to you know,

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<v Speaker 8>they're probably gonna try to throw it on my credit,

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<v Speaker 8>which I really don't want to do. I have excellent credit,

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<v Speaker 8>but I don't want to pay them money that I

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<v Speaker 8>don't owe them. And they how much, like seven.

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<v Speaker 1>How much? Does okay? Well, well, will all this go

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<v Speaker 1>away if you pay them seven hundred dollars.

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<v Speaker 10>Uh.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, I could probably wash my hands of them at

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<v Speaker 8>this point.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, I mean, look, everyone has their own values

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<v Speaker 1>with money, right, and everyone has their own financial situations.

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<v Speaker 1>You just bought a house. I don't know what your

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<v Speaker 1>financial situation is like. But look at me personally, I

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<v Speaker 1>do sit I found myself doing shit like that. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>what is the easiest way? And this is not me

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<v Speaker 1>giving you advice, but I'm always like, what is the

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<v Speaker 1>fucking easiest way out of this? And if the answer

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<v Speaker 1>is to give someone seven hundred dollars, and if I'm

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<v Speaker 1>that fucking pissed, I might just do it.

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<v Speaker 8>No, that might be the best I know.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't want to do that, but like, would it again?

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<v Speaker 1>Not again? Not advice, not not advisatory stuff here, but

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, how bad they're that? Are they pissing you

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<v Speaker 1>off so hard that you would just pay seven hundred

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<v Speaker 1>dollars to stop?

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<v Speaker 8>The thing? Is like all year, right. I used to

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<v Speaker 8>be a streamer myself, but I stopped because I can't

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<v Speaker 8>because Comcast is absolute shit and they should just burn

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<v Speaker 8>to the ground. But I've been literally dropping packets left

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<v Speaker 8>and right, So I can't have a consistent like connection anymore.

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<v Speaker 8>And so they send tech after tech after tech out

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<v Speaker 8>and now they're charging me one hundred dollars a pop

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<v Speaker 8>for these stupid texts to come out and try to

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<v Speaker 8>fix my internet and they never fix it. And now

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<v Speaker 8>they're charging one hundred dollars every time for internet that's

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<v Speaker 8>not working. How does that make sense? Like, screw you? Like,

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<v Speaker 8>what the fuck? I'm not gonna pay this exactly?

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<v Speaker 1>How when do you move to the new house?

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<v Speaker 12>Uh?

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<v Speaker 8>Nick month, we're packing right now?

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<v Speaker 1>Can you fight?

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<v Speaker 3>Fuck? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, want to fuck up your credit? Though, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to ever give any advice about financial ship.

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<v Speaker 1>But dude, if it's actually I mean, I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>how much of this you're you're playing up for exaggeration.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know how much of this I'm playing up

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<v Speaker 1>for exaggeration.

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<v Speaker 8>Oh it's this is a fact. I'll show you. I'll

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<v Speaker 8>show you the bill.

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<v Speaker 1>No no, no, no, not not not no no, I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not talking about playing up the situation. I'm talking

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<v Speaker 1>about playing up your emotions regarding it. But if you're

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<v Speaker 1>that fucking if you're punching holes in your walls. I

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<v Speaker 1>think sometimes I I I think sometimes it's okay to

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<v Speaker 1>take l's when when people fuck you over, because sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>the sometimes the L is less painful than the fight.

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<v Speaker 5>Hmm.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, I know.

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<v Speaker 1>I know you're not gonna do it. You don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to do that. I'm just throwing it out there philosophically

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<v Speaker 1>that the L can sometimes be less painful than the fight.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, that's true.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean a lot of saying I would do it,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just saying the L might be less painful than

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<v Speaker 1>the than the fight. I don't know how much you

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<v Speaker 1>know cash you have. I don't know if you have

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<v Speaker 1>seven hundred dollars to just spend on an L. But

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes sometimes you might have taken out Sometimes.

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<v Speaker 8>You may be right. I mean I do get a

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<v Speaker 8>I do get significant amount of wins in my life

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<v Speaker 8>to counteract it. So I should I should be happier person.

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<v Speaker 1>But I'm just exactly, you have a great life. You

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<v Speaker 1>have a great life.

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<v Speaker 8>That's that's very true. I got a cockplayer girlfriend or wife.

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<v Speaker 8>I don't even know why. I just told her my

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<v Speaker 8>girlfriend the cockplaying wife, which is awesome. You know, we'll

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<v Speaker 8>get to all the comic cons do all the geeky

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<v Speaker 8>stuff together, play video games and all that. She's bisexual,

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<v Speaker 8>so she brings home women all the time. It's freaking awesome.

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<v Speaker 8>I have a great life.

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<v Speaker 12>Get out of fucking What do you.

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<v Speaker 1>Do when he's punching walls in your house and punching

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<v Speaker 1>the whole.

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<v Speaker 8>I don't know my problem.

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<v Speaker 12>I can't control it.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't Pomcast can have this one. The CEO of

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<v Speaker 1>Comcast doesn't have a hot costplay wife, that is, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>going around having three sums and chilling. He's stressed out

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<v Speaker 1>of his mind. He's got to run Comcast. That sounds

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<v Speaker 1>to Let him have this.

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<v Speaker 8>I just want to choke the CEO out, just one time.

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<v Speaker 3>Let him have it.

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<v Speaker 1>He is sad. This is all he has. You're seven

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<v Speaker 1>hundred dollars all he has, forsaken zombie, do it for him,

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<v Speaker 1>think about him. He's all he has. He's lonely, he's upset.

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<v Speaker 9>I hear you, I hear you.

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<v Speaker 8>Well, all right, well, I appreciate the advice, man, and uh,

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<v Speaker 8>I'll try to cool it down and maybe take it

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<v Speaker 8>to heart to just take these wins for what they

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<v Speaker 8>are and then and sat off to the losses. But man,

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<v Speaker 8>I don't know. I just my pride just hurts so

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<v Speaker 8>bad to do something.

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<v Speaker 1>Like don't don't don't do let him, let him have it,

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<v Speaker 1>let them have the take the l. The l is

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes better than the fight. But I'm not saying you

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<v Speaker 1>should do anything I I I don't take that. Don't

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<v Speaker 1>quote me on that anyway. F Z, thank you very much,

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<v Speaker 1>and I hope you have a good rest of the night.

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<v Speaker 1>And I hope you don't punch any more walls me.

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<v Speaker 8>Too, especially in the new house. You have a good night, man, have.

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<v Speaker 1>A good night later, ladies and gentlemen. That's our show.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you for listening. What what did we learn today?

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like we learned a lot about love. We

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<v Speaker 1>learned about new love and old love. We learned a

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<v Speaker 1>lot about hate too. I learned about hating Comcast and

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<v Speaker 1>loving having two hundred dollars more than you would have

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<v Speaker 1>had to have if you if you had to pay Comcast.

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<v Speaker 5>Did not resid