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Speaker 1: Donald. Are you there?

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Speaker 2: Yes, nice to meet you.

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Speaker 1: It's nice to meet you as well. Arnold.

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Speaker 2: How are you?

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Speaker 3: You know?

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Speaker 1: I'm all right? What is Donold? Can I ask you

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Speaker 1: a question?

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Speaker 3: Yes?

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Speaker 2: Go on?

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Speaker 1: What do you believe?

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Speaker 4: I want to ask you a bunch of questions. I

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Speaker 4: want them to be answered immediately. What I'm gonna ask

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Speaker 4: them immediately. The men are trying to kill me.

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Speaker 1: Have you ever had a conversation with another human being before? No,

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Speaker 1: that's okay. What I need your doing right now?

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Speaker 4: There's some google outside of town.

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Speaker 1: I need to hold hold on, hold on, hold on,

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Speaker 1: hold on? What are you? What are you doing right now?

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Speaker 5: Wow?

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Speaker 6: All right?

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Speaker 7: Now?

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Speaker 1: What in your plan of you doing this at this point? What?

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Speaker 1: What was? What's? What is next? In this planet?

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Speaker 8: Who is your daddy?

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Speaker 4: And what does he do?

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Speaker 1: The desert is the filming location of many popular movies

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Speaker 1: and television shows, such as Breaking Bad, The Arthur Handy Bunch,

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Speaker 1: and the popular romantic comedy film Twiller, made in nineteen

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Speaker 1: eighty eight. Hello, this is Lyle. This is the gek man.

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Speaker 1: This is the guy who is a get go on

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Speaker 1: the computer. What's up?

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Speaker 7: How are you?

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Speaker 1: I am lated? All right? So this podcast. I didn't

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Speaker 1: put out a podcast last week because it was a

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Speaker 1: big week for America, a big week for the world,

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Speaker 1: and what better way to not get any work done

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Speaker 1: than that. Tonight's program features a man and his ghost,

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Speaker 1: a self hating anime fan, a long distance relationship, a

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Speaker 1: new blossoming love between a chemistry tutor and his student,

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Speaker 1: a father daughter relationship, and oh my god, so much more.

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Speaker 1: I want everyone to know. I need everyone to know

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Speaker 1: this right now, that of all the things that I

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Speaker 1: that I do with this show, like between putting on

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Speaker 1: the face paint and doing the actual thing and talking,

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Speaker 1: all these are the hardest part of all of it.

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Speaker 1: I want everyone to know the most frustrating, most annoying

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Speaker 1: part of it all is recording these intros that I'm

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Speaker 1: recording right now, because I'm just talking into my laptop

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Speaker 1: with no one else around, like an insane person. Really,

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Speaker 1: and I feel alone, I feel trapped. I feel awful. Really.

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Speaker 1: I've recorded about thirty of these intros, and the one

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Speaker 1: and I mean every I mean that's twenty nine angry, distraught,

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Speaker 1: slams of the pause button followed by a drag into

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Speaker 1: the trash and an emptying of defeat of the trash

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Speaker 1: and every negative feeling you could pot, like shame, grief, sorrow.

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Speaker 1: They all make appearances throughout the process of recording these podcasts, intros, everything,

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Speaker 1: every other part of it is, you know, amazing. But

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Speaker 1: talking to myself in the dark is just awful. And

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Speaker 1: I know, you know, look, it just makes me feel

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Speaker 1: better to get that off my chest. It really does,

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Speaker 1: Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls of America. Anyway, this

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Speaker 1: is therapy Gecko. We're talking to strangers tonight. You can

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Speaker 1: call the Gecko every Monday, Wednesday Friday at ten pm

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Speaker 1: l y L E f O R E V e R.

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Speaker 1: And let's just get into it.

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Speaker 9: CAW from Justin Lee.

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Speaker 1: Justin Lee, Yo, suck gergo not a lot man. Why

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Speaker 1: did you go by your full name?

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Speaker 9: I force a habit, Honestly, it's the message said, state

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Speaker 1: Do you feel like more of a Justin Lee than

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Speaker 1: a Justin.

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Speaker 2: I think I do.

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Speaker 9: I'm actually a junior. My dad gave me his full name,

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Speaker 9: and I think for a long time I've always lived

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Speaker 1: What's your relationship with your dad? Like?

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Speaker 3: Recently?

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Speaker 9: It has not gotten well. He went to prison for

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Speaker 9: doing some very terrible things.

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Speaker 1: Are you comfortable to share?

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Speaker 9: I am, man, but I just don't want to set

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Speaker 9: the stream.

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Speaker 10: Uh.

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Speaker 9: He was accused of child molestation, and my entire family

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Speaker 1: How have you been dealing with that?

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Speaker 9: Well, first he was camping out inside of our house

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Speaker 9: for a few weeks, none of us even knowing he

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Speaker 1: He missed talking to him or did you have a

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Speaker 9: The relationship was rocky before all this happened. We never

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Speaker 9: but I know that from my own mental well being,

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Speaker 9: I can just feel so many bad memories just always

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Speaker 1: What do you believe? Justin Lee.

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Speaker 5: Man?

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Speaker 9: I believe in a lot of things. I heard earlier

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Speaker 9: I do believe in ghosts. I have one that flicks

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Speaker 1: He communicates by flicking his lights.

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Speaker 9: Well, I have a light fixture in my bedroom and

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Speaker 9: he kind of flicks the glass fixtures around it, kind

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Speaker 9: a hey, man, I'm here for you to talk, kind

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Speaker 1: Have you ever accepted the ghosts offer to talk?

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Speaker 9: I have, I do almost every day.

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Speaker 1: And what is your conversation with the ghosts go?

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Speaker 9: Like? Usually, I just kind of tell him about my day.

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Speaker 9: I've recently gotten two little kittens, and I hope he

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Speaker 9: likes hearing me talk about him too. I talked to

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Speaker 1: Have you ever got to real therapy?

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Speaker 9: I haven't, but man, I know I need to.

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Speaker 1: Because I think that you should try that instead of

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Speaker 9: I will. I'm just waiting till I move down to Indy,

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Speaker 1: Do you ever ask the ghost how it's doing?

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Speaker 1: How's that?

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Speaker 3: Well?

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Speaker 9: All I ever get back is a flick. But I

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Speaker 9: You know, we're just chilling him. So I got more

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Speaker 1: So would you ever, so you've introduced your girlfriends to

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Speaker 9: What are you doing over here? She actually hasn't. Most

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Speaker 1: Given for this ghost, na I tried.

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Speaker 9: I asked, is like a one flick for dude, two

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Speaker 9: You know what, man, I don't. I don't know that,

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Speaker 9: But who's to say the ghost even like knew that's

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Speaker 1: Well, just thank you for show, and you know, I

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Speaker 1: even though the thing says therapy, Gecko.

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Speaker 1: I hope that you're able to talk to a real

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Speaker 9: I will soon get go. But honestly, thanks for letting

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Speaker 9: me share. I'm very happy I got through tonight.

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Speaker 1: Absolutely justin Lee, good luck to you and tell your ghost,

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Speaker 1: I said, hello.

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Speaker 9: I will Gecko, I have a great just in real

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Speaker 9: life man.

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Speaker 1: Goodness well brother, oh bye.

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Speaker 7: All friend, John Green, Hey, John Green, Hello, Hello John

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Speaker 7: Green how's it going?

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Speaker 1: It's going all right? I'm chilling. What are you doing?

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Speaker 8: Right?

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Speaker 3: Is that?

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Speaker 1: What are you doing right now?

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Speaker 3: I'm sitting in a chair watching one of your streams.

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Speaker 1: What room of your house are you in while you're

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Speaker 3: A room that's upstairs? A bedroom?

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Speaker 1: What is can you kind of describe what's around you

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Speaker 3: A lot of clothes on the floor, there's an air conditioner.

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Speaker 1: What do you think is the most interesting object in

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Speaker 3: Myself?

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Speaker 1: You consider yourself an object in your room?

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Speaker 3: Yes?

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Speaker 1: Would you be willing to do a favor for me?

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Speaker 1: The television, the television and interesting invention, bringing entertainment and

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Speaker 1: I agree, A very interesting object. What did you say?

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Speaker 1: Your name was?

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Speaker 3: John Green?

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Speaker 1: Well, John Green, I love you very much, and I

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Speaker 3: Perhaps I don't know about that, but you know it's.

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Speaker 1: Not it's it's more of an invitation. I'm sorry, I met,

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Speaker 1: I met the phrase that is more of an invitation

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Speaker 3: Okay, sounds good? All right?

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Speaker 1: I love you, John Green. I'll talk to you soon.

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Speaker 6: All right, good night.

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Speaker 1: I hope he's okay, I mean, is he he's still

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Speaker 5: Autumn to accept?

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Speaker 1: Hello Autumn.

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Speaker 5: Oh I made it through? Cool?

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Speaker 3: Hi, Lyle.

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Speaker 5: How are you feeling things?

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Speaker 1: I'm good. I'm in the you know, I'm in a

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Speaker 5: You know. I wish I could say I know how

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Speaker 1: Why do you wish you could say you know how

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Speaker 5: It sounds nice being a chair in the woods.

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Speaker 1: You could know how I fe Do you have a chair?

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Speaker 5: I have like a rolling office chair. I don't think

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Speaker 1: Do you have a car?

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Speaker 5: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: I do, so you could figure it out. I mean,

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Speaker 5: Do you remember me from last Monday?

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Speaker 1: I do remember you from last Monday. You had a

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Speaker 5: Yeah. No, I feel like that's a pretty good summary

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Speaker 1: So how did it go?

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Speaker 5: Why don't you ask her?

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Speaker 6: Hello?

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Speaker 10: How's you go?

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Speaker 1: What's your name?

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Speaker 12: Abby?

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Speaker 1: Hello? Abby?

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Speaker 9: Oh?

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Speaker 10: Thanks for me.

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Speaker 1: Abby.

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Speaker 3: Do you.

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Speaker 1: Do you think you're a good person?

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Speaker 10: M h, Well, what really is a good person? I mean,

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Speaker 10: there's a real way tomorrow generally probably, Oh, I grew

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Speaker 3: To the UK.

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Speaker 10: I'm much for America, much better, I mean awesome here.

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Speaker 10: So that's that's one good point.

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Speaker 1: Now, Abby, h Wile, why what was going on initially?

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Speaker 1: Why did you initially not want to have sex with Autumn?

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Speaker 10: Well, there was never a point where I did not

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Speaker 10: bad idea to leave your roommate because you know, you

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Speaker 10: And then we were like fuck it.

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Speaker 1: But I mean you, I mean, according to Autumn, what

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Speaker 1: Autumn told me last time we you know, her and

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Speaker 1: I spoke, you were holding pretty strong, you were holding

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Speaker 10: I mean, I feel like she overemphasized was how strong

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Speaker 10: don't know, am I am I telling? This's wrong? Win sometime?

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Speaker 5: I mean overemphasized. I mean he said no.

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Speaker 8: So like.

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Speaker 10: You know, Aten's a good person. She she believes that

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Speaker 1: No because you know what did she tell you? What

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Speaker 10: Yes, she told me the video?

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Speaker 1: Oh she did?

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Speaker 13: All right?

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Speaker 1: What'd you think about that?

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Speaker 10: I mean, I think your assessment was a fair assessment

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Speaker 1: Had from her, Yes, that was all the information I had, right.

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Speaker 10: I mean you were saying that I was playing games,

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Speaker 10: which is true, but she also was playing games.

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Speaker 5: We were having and if.

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Speaker 1: I and if you were on the call, I would

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Speaker 1: have told you not to play games either, because what

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Speaker 1: games do but delay things and slow people down. And

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Speaker 1: now you and look at you. Now you're retired. You're

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Speaker 1: a retired athlete from the game, Abby, And and here

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Speaker 1: you are, you know, making love every every night with

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Speaker 1: hang up the games, Abby. And look how much better

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Speaker 1: your life is for it.

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Speaker 5: Uh huh. I mean I wouldn't even say every night,

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Speaker 5: but like, although sometimes it is nice to take it

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Speaker 5: slow lyle Yeah, it's true. Oh wait, wait, there's something

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Speaker 5: really important I need to tell you. Okay, you're you're

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Speaker 5: less Nostril. It's kind of dented inward. It's really been

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Speaker 5: bothering me. And on your suite you could like like

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Speaker 5: if you wanted to fix it, like you.

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Speaker 1: Did, I does that did that work?

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Speaker 13: Uh?

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Speaker 10: Your video is a little delayed.

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Speaker 1: On the other side, I think it kind of works.

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Speaker 10: Yes, thank you beautiful so much.

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Speaker 1: Fast then yeah, thank you guys so much. I really

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Speaker 1: appreciate that. It's very nice you to say, yeah, a pleasure.

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Speaker 1: Well Abby, well Autumn, I'll leave you guys to it

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Speaker 1: and I and I appreciate I appreciate you guys following

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Speaker 10: Same to you.

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Speaker 5: I love you, Lyle, I love.

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Speaker 1: You too, Autumn. I don't know if that was Autumn

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Speaker 5: Both, we both say it.

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Speaker 1: We love you.

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Speaker 7: D night.

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Speaker 14: All from Keith.

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Speaker 1: Keith.

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Speaker 2: Hey, what's up, mister internet gecko? Ma'am man.

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Speaker 7: I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I wasn't even gonna stream to night, and then I did,

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Speaker 1: and now I'm here. You know, it's it's late.

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Speaker 8: What do you mean.

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Speaker 1: I wasn't gonna stream because I well, I thought, well, look,

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Speaker 1: I mean, that's looking good. I've been avoiding talking about

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Speaker 2: Whole time that I've been listening, the whole time that

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Speaker 1: It's true. It's true. Well, you know what they say,

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Speaker 1: the Gek giveth and the Gek taketh away.

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Speaker 2: It's true, but it's true.

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Speaker 7: Glad.

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Speaker 1: I'm glad that it could take your mind off of it, because.

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Speaker 1: While we're on the topic why I was wrong with Nevada.

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Speaker 2: Well, Nevada is really the last undecided state that Biden

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Speaker 1: You know what?

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Speaker 5: What?

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Speaker 1: You know what I I've been I've been looking at

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Speaker 1: my you know what, why don't we talk about someone else?

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Speaker 1: Because I've been looking at my computer? Rollway, Yeah, well

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Speaker 1: I'm probably gonna look at my computer after this. I'm

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Speaker 14: Happy.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I was happier.

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Speaker 1: Oh you're fine, You're fine, You're fine, You're totally fine, dude. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I was about to. I would think I was about

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Speaker 1: on the Instagram. Do you ever go on Instagram? You

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Speaker 1: ever go on Instagram? You have an Instagram account? You

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Speaker 2: No? I well I used to have Instagram, but I

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Speaker 2: and it's kind of making me go a little crazy.

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Speaker 1: You ever go on Tinder? Those girls on there?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, they do have they do have girls on Tinder?

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Speaker 2: Do they have geckos? Is there like a get tinder

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Speaker 2: works for you. Sorry, I didn't, I mean you don't.

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Speaker 1: I want you. No one who has ever called into

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Speaker 1: the show as ever and had anything to do, no one,

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Speaker 1: No one needs to be sorry for anything, And I

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Speaker 1: don't be sorry. I don't want you to feel like you.

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Speaker 1: Look what'd you say your name was?

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Speaker 2: It's Keith, Keith.

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Speaker 1: There's no job to be done here, but if there were,

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Speaker 1: thank you, thank you.

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, Are you feeling good right now about where you

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Speaker 1: are in your life?

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Speaker 5: Keith? On?

456
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Speaker 2: Like on like a large on, like a large scale.

457
00:26:36,640 --> 00:26:40,760
Speaker 2: I guess yes, because I'm I'm almost done with uh

458
00:26:41,080 --> 00:26:43,640
Speaker 2: with school, i almost have my master's degree, Like I'm

459
00:26:43,640 --> 00:26:45,639
Speaker 2: almost gonna start looking for a job as a teacher.

460
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Speaker 2: So like in that sense, definitely, that's that's that's making

461
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Speaker 2: me feel pretty good. But like on the on the

462
00:26:51,680 --> 00:26:56,600
Speaker 2: more micro scale, though, like this semester is really crazy

463
00:26:56,600 --> 00:26:58,520
Speaker 2: and like I'm stressed that with a lot of schoolwork,

464
00:26:58,640 --> 00:27:02,679
Speaker 2: but I'm I'm probably gonna turn out, like you know,

465
00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:05,120
Speaker 2: with good grades and everything anyways, So but it's it's

466
00:27:05,119 --> 00:27:06,360
Speaker 2: pretty stressful for right now.

467
00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:09,000
Speaker 1: Oh, I mean, what kind of teaching are you trying

468
00:27:09,040 --> 00:27:09,320
Speaker 1: to do?

469
00:27:10,560 --> 00:27:12,520
Speaker 8: High school chemistry?

470
00:27:12,800 --> 00:27:19,320
Speaker 1: Oh my god, that sounds awful for me. For you,

471
00:27:19,400 --> 00:27:21,959
Speaker 1: it sounds amazing because you obviously want to do that.

472
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Speaker 2: I bet I bet that if I was your teacher,

473
00:27:25,119 --> 00:27:29,320
Speaker 2: you would have liked chemistry, really, I bet?

474
00:27:29,520 --> 00:27:34,440
Speaker 1: Yeah, what what do you think? What makes you say that?

475
00:27:36,480 --> 00:27:39,240
Speaker 2: Because in all my experiences, the only time I ever

476
00:27:39,280 --> 00:27:41,760
Speaker 2: really didn't enjoy a class is like if I had

477
00:27:41,800 --> 00:27:44,480
Speaker 2: like a you know, like a boring teacher, or like

478
00:27:44,520 --> 00:27:47,119
Speaker 2: a teacher who wasn't like, you know, like kind of

479
00:27:47,160 --> 00:27:49,920
Speaker 2: like fun or did things in like an interesting way.

480
00:27:50,040 --> 00:27:52,000
Speaker 2: So like, I think that a really a lot of

481
00:27:52,320 --> 00:27:57,640
Speaker 2: like student's perception about subjects comes from their experiences with teachers.

482
00:27:57,800 --> 00:28:00,400
Speaker 2: So you have to try to build really positive experiences

483
00:28:00,440 --> 00:28:03,879
Speaker 2: with teachers so that kids can have positive experiences about

484
00:28:03,880 --> 00:28:05,560
Speaker 2: school and then everybody's just happy.

485
00:28:05,640 --> 00:28:09,320
Speaker 1: You know, someone in the chat said that their chemistry

486
00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:11,119
Speaker 1: teacher was hot, and I wanted to know, do you

487
00:28:11,480 --> 00:28:14,520
Speaker 1: first of all, well, Okay, we can both agreed that

488
00:28:14,600 --> 00:28:18,760
Speaker 1: having a hot teacher makes a class better. Do you

489
00:28:18,800 --> 00:28:23,120
Speaker 1: would you consider yourself hot?

490
00:28:23,480 --> 00:28:24,080
Speaker 2: Uh? My?

491
00:28:24,680 --> 00:28:25,120
Speaker 1: Uh?

492
00:28:25,160 --> 00:28:27,920
Speaker 2: My friend right next to me is nodding, yes, So

493
00:28:28,160 --> 00:28:28,520
Speaker 2: can't talk?

494
00:28:28,520 --> 00:28:29,720
Speaker 1: Can't talk to your friend?

495
00:28:30,440 --> 00:28:30,960
Speaker 2: Yeah? Sure?

496
00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:35,359
Speaker 5: Hello?

497
00:28:36,480 --> 00:28:42,840
Speaker 1: How are you so, Emily? You do you think that, uh,

498
00:28:43,480 --> 00:28:44,640
Speaker 1: Keith will be a good teacher?

499
00:28:45,880 --> 00:28:48,040
Speaker 12: Oh, Keith is an excellent teacher.

500
00:28:49,280 --> 00:28:52,680
Speaker 1: Emily, you said, Look, I'm just an internet echo man.

501
00:28:53,480 --> 00:28:55,040
Speaker 12: Right, You're more than that.

502
00:28:55,080 --> 00:28:56,880
Speaker 1: But go on, but you said you sound like you

503
00:28:56,880 --> 00:28:58,400
Speaker 1: got a little bit of a crush on Keith here,

504
00:28:59,520 --> 00:29:00,320
Speaker 1: of course what.

505
00:29:03,960 --> 00:29:04,200
Speaker 6: Keith?

506
00:29:04,400 --> 00:29:06,720
Speaker 1: I heard Keith say? One of the keith is is

507
00:29:07,520 --> 00:29:11,920
Speaker 1: amazed here. Have you ever told Keith how you feel

508
00:29:11,920 --> 00:29:16,320
Speaker 1: about him?

509
00:29:16,440 --> 00:29:17,520
Speaker 2: Yes?

510
00:29:17,800 --> 00:29:19,720
Speaker 1: So then what's the deal here? What's going on with you?

511
00:29:19,760 --> 00:29:20,280
Speaker 10: Guys?

512
00:29:20,720 --> 00:29:22,920
Speaker 8: I'm her chemistry tutor anymore?

513
00:29:26,040 --> 00:29:26,120
Speaker 5: So?

514
00:29:26,200 --> 00:29:29,240
Speaker 1: Now we know why class with you will be so fun, Keith.

515
00:29:30,040 --> 00:29:33,080
Speaker 1: We've covered the bottom of it. Now we know why

516
00:29:33,160 --> 00:29:37,560
Speaker 1: class will be so fun in his chemistry class. No,

517
00:29:37,560 --> 00:29:38,880
Speaker 1: now we know, Keith.

518
00:29:39,480 --> 00:29:48,200
Speaker 8: No, you're making that sound not the way that it should.

519
00:29:50,120 --> 00:29:50,320
Speaker 3: Look.

520
00:29:50,360 --> 00:29:53,960
Speaker 1: I'm not doing anything but observing and reporting. Well I'm

521
00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:56,400
Speaker 1: not reporting but observing.

522
00:29:57,640 --> 00:29:58,040
Speaker 14: Mm hmm.

523
00:29:58,240 --> 00:30:04,560
Speaker 1: So Emily, how did I want to know? I'm interested

524
00:30:04,560 --> 00:30:08,760
Speaker 1: in the crux of this relationship. I'm interested when did

525
00:30:08,800 --> 00:30:13,680
Speaker 1: it turn? When did it turn? When did it turn romantic?

526
00:30:13,720 --> 00:30:17,480
Speaker 1: When did it turn so so fiery? As as as

527
00:30:17,520 --> 00:30:20,160
Speaker 1: we you know, all of us here right now are sensing.

528
00:30:20,680 --> 00:30:24,720
Speaker 12: You know what, we never had this conversation. This is

529
00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:25,480
Speaker 12: a little awkward.

530
00:30:27,120 --> 00:30:28,760
Speaker 1: Well, you know, that's that's what we're here for. We're

531
00:30:28,760 --> 00:30:32,480
Speaker 1: here to, you know, get through some of these conversations

532
00:30:32,520 --> 00:30:39,160
Speaker 1: that are to happen. Well, it had to happen sometimes, you.

533
00:30:39,120 --> 00:30:41,240
Speaker 5: Know, I don't.

534
00:30:45,840 --> 00:30:52,520
Speaker 1: What was the question? Okay, so you so? So Keith

535
00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:54,520
Speaker 1: is No, it is not currently your.

536
00:30:54,440 --> 00:30:56,760
Speaker 13: Chemistry teacher, No, not anymore.

537
00:30:59,600 --> 00:31:00,880
Speaker 1: How would you find your relationship?

538
00:31:01,080 --> 00:31:01,480
Speaker 2: Real quick?

539
00:31:01,560 --> 00:31:04,280
Speaker 1: Hold on, yes, yes, yes, of course, yes, yes, yes.

540
00:31:04,840 --> 00:31:09,040
Speaker 2: I worked as before coronavirus, I worked as a TA

541
00:31:09,120 --> 00:31:13,920
Speaker 2: at our school's chemistry lab. So I so, I tutored

542
00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:18,120
Speaker 2: her in chemistry and we started dating.

543
00:31:19,400 --> 00:31:20,480
Speaker 1: Okay, so you guys are dating.

544
00:31:22,680 --> 00:31:24,520
Speaker 2: I mean yeah, we go on dates.

545
00:31:24,480 --> 00:31:26,400
Speaker 1: All right, you guys go on dates. You're dating?

546
00:31:27,080 --> 00:31:34,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean we we definitely have a what's the

547
00:31:34,680 --> 00:31:37,920
Speaker 2: word I'm looking for? And I guess like you two.

548
00:31:37,800 --> 00:31:40,040
Speaker 1: Are kind of talking. You're in a talking stage.

549
00:31:40,640 --> 00:31:41,640
Speaker 2: Well, I don't know.

550
00:31:43,440 --> 00:31:46,400
Speaker 1: Emily helped me out here. What's going on? I don't know.

551
00:31:46,800 --> 00:31:47,880
Speaker 2: I think we're just dating.

552
00:31:48,560 --> 00:31:50,440
Speaker 1: Okay, I'm pretty sure.

553
00:31:51,840 --> 00:31:52,480
Speaker 3: A while.

554
00:31:54,360 --> 00:31:58,880
Speaker 1: Now were you, but you weren't. But you weren't dating

555
00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:00,760
Speaker 1: while you know what?

556
00:32:00,800 --> 00:32:02,720
Speaker 8: Man, as of this second, we'regating.

557
00:32:04,000 --> 00:32:06,760
Speaker 1: Amazing? Is it is?

558
00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:07,120
Speaker 3: It?

559
00:32:07,160 --> 00:32:08,640
Speaker 1: Is it confirmed? It's official?

560
00:32:09,760 --> 00:32:10,120
Speaker 2: Okay?

561
00:32:10,200 --> 00:32:14,720
Speaker 1: Well, I mean I guess. So how does this feel, Keith?

562
00:32:16,560 --> 00:32:19,120
Speaker 2: I mean, I kind of. It doesn't really change anything,

563
00:32:19,360 --> 00:32:21,440
Speaker 2: just puts it puts a label on something.

564
00:32:22,240 --> 00:32:23,880
Speaker 1: But how do you feel about labels in general?

565
00:32:26,080 --> 00:32:30,200
Speaker 2: I tend to only uh really, I think that they're

566
00:32:30,280 --> 00:32:34,120
Speaker 2: useful in some senses too, maybe explain things to people

567
00:32:34,160 --> 00:32:36,760
Speaker 2: more easily. But usually if you use like a label,

568
00:32:36,840 --> 00:32:40,240
Speaker 2: you're not really capturing the full detail of whatever scenario

569
00:32:40,360 --> 00:32:41,080
Speaker 2: you're describing.

570
00:32:41,480 --> 00:32:44,600
Speaker 1: I fucking fully agree with you, Keith. I'm also very

571
00:32:44,840 --> 00:32:45,320
Speaker 1: high label.

572
00:32:46,520 --> 00:32:48,880
Speaker 2: Yeah me too. Yeah, I would say, so.

573
00:32:49,440 --> 00:32:51,200
Speaker 1: I think you guys maybe had a better thing going

574
00:32:51,240 --> 00:32:53,000
Speaker 1: on before I showed up and made you guys. You know,

575
00:32:53,040 --> 00:32:55,440
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna say I made you do anything, but

576
00:32:56,240 --> 00:32:58,800
Speaker 1: I totally didn't. But I think I think you guys

577
00:32:58,840 --> 00:33:00,160
Speaker 1: maybe had a better thing before.

578
00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:00,920
Speaker 9: Is labeled.

579
00:33:02,320 --> 00:33:03,840
Speaker 2: Oh well, don't think.

580
00:33:03,960 --> 00:33:05,440
Speaker 10: I don't think anything's gonna change.

581
00:33:05,440 --> 00:33:06,920
Speaker 2: So that makes it sound like it's going to be

582
00:33:06,960 --> 00:33:08,160
Speaker 2: worse now, but I think it's not.

583
00:33:09,080 --> 00:33:11,800
Speaker 1: Okay, cool, I mean again, I don't you guys know

584
00:33:11,840 --> 00:33:13,880
Speaker 1: more than me about your own relationship.

585
00:33:15,480 --> 00:33:20,520
Speaker 2: Exactly. We already had, like even before this, you know,

586
00:33:20,560 --> 00:33:23,240
Speaker 2: we had like an explicit relationship. I guess you would say,

587
00:33:23,240 --> 00:33:25,280
Speaker 2: like we're only seeing each other, but we're just dating,

588
00:33:25,360 --> 00:33:29,600
Speaker 2: I guess, but not really fully committed. I guess. I

589
00:33:29,600 --> 00:33:30,160
Speaker 2: don't know.

590
00:33:31,760 --> 00:33:33,640
Speaker 1: So that it's exclusive.

591
00:33:34,760 --> 00:33:39,920
Speaker 7: Yeah it is, yeah, Emily, right, there is it?

592
00:33:39,960 --> 00:33:41,320
Speaker 1: I don't know Emily is exclusive?

593
00:33:42,160 --> 00:33:42,840
Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah.

594
00:33:42,920 --> 00:33:45,360
Speaker 10: I mean I'm not seeing anyone and need something anyone,

595
00:33:45,360 --> 00:33:45,720
Speaker 10: and I'm.

596
00:33:45,640 --> 00:33:49,600
Speaker 12: Not like learying with other people or anything, so like, yeah, okay,

597
00:33:50,880 --> 00:33:52,200
Speaker 12: it works.

598
00:33:53,160 --> 00:34:01,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, this is gig. This is a good call.

599
00:34:01,920 --> 00:34:05,240
Speaker 1: Huh what do you do You think it's a good call?

600
00:34:08,160 --> 00:34:12,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's a good How.

601
00:34:12,360 --> 00:34:13,279
Speaker 1: Do you feel about this call?

602
00:34:13,960 --> 00:34:14,399
Speaker 2: Good call?

603
00:34:14,920 --> 00:34:15,399
Speaker 5: Good call?

604
00:34:16,480 --> 00:34:22,040
Speaker 1: Good well, Keith, Emily, I'll leave you guys to it.

605
00:34:23,880 --> 00:34:25,719
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, thank you, thank man.

606
00:34:26,239 --> 00:34:28,600
Speaker 1: Absolutely, you guys have a good and.

607
00:34:29,480 --> 00:34:33,640
Speaker 2: You have you know, you have a great way of

608
00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:36,239
Speaker 2: bringing the best time people. I think so I appreciate that.

609
00:34:36,840 --> 00:34:38,319
Speaker 1: Thank you man, that's really nice you to say.

610
00:34:38,880 --> 00:34:39,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, so, have a good night.

611
00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:40,160
Speaker 3: Man.

612
00:34:40,760 --> 00:34:42,360
Speaker 2: I think you're a great guy. I look forward to

613
00:34:42,400 --> 00:34:43,520
Speaker 2: talking to you again sometime.

614
00:34:44,000 --> 00:34:45,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's really sweet. Do you say, man? Thank you?

615
00:34:45,920 --> 00:34:47,680
Speaker 1: You have you have a good night and good luck,

616
00:34:47,760 --> 00:34:48,960
Speaker 1: good luck with your grades?

617
00:34:50,120 --> 00:34:50,279
Speaker 14: Oh?

618
00:34:50,320 --> 00:34:50,680
Speaker 8: Thank you?

619
00:34:50,800 --> 00:34:51,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, thanks you too?

620
00:34:52,040 --> 00:34:52,360
Speaker 3: Bye?

621
00:34:52,880 --> 00:35:00,439
Speaker 7: Good night? Mm hmm?

622
00:35:04,840 --> 00:35:05,160
Speaker 1: Abby?

623
00:35:05,239 --> 00:35:05,560
Speaker 9: Is that you?

624
00:35:07,239 --> 00:35:08,560
Speaker 3: Hello? Hello?

625
00:35:08,560 --> 00:35:08,880
Speaker 1: Abby?

626
00:35:09,719 --> 00:35:10,560
Speaker 14: Oh my godness?

627
00:35:10,560 --> 00:35:12,640
Speaker 3: Sorry? Do we not?

628
00:35:12,719 --> 00:35:14,080
Speaker 1: Were you not expecting to get through?

629
00:35:15,160 --> 00:35:16,520
Speaker 14: I was not expecting to get through?

630
00:35:16,640 --> 00:35:16,799
Speaker 3: Non?

631
00:35:19,880 --> 00:35:20,279
Speaker 1: Why not.

632
00:35:24,600 --> 00:35:32,080
Speaker 14: Good because the amount of people calling you.

633
00:35:29,200 --> 00:35:33,000
Speaker 1: Well, you know, the popularity can only really last for

634
00:35:33,040 --> 00:35:38,040
Speaker 1: so long, which is good. I don't think that. I

635
00:35:38,040 --> 00:35:43,319
Speaker 1: don't think that human beings should have power of any kind.

636
00:35:46,000 --> 00:35:46,160
Speaker 14: Enough.

637
00:35:47,080 --> 00:35:47,920
Speaker 1: Where are you from?

638
00:35:48,920 --> 00:35:49,680
Speaker 14: I'm from England.

639
00:35:50,520 --> 00:35:51,399
Speaker 1: Are you there right now?

640
00:35:52,320 --> 00:35:52,560
Speaker 8: Yep?

641
00:35:53,480 --> 00:35:56,640
Speaker 1: How how are you enjoying? What do you what do

642
00:35:56,680 --> 00:35:58,879
Speaker 1: you think about what you're seeing overseas right now?

643
00:36:00,280 --> 00:36:03,520
Speaker 14: Well, we're about to go into lockdown for the second

644
00:36:03,600 --> 00:36:11,200
Speaker 14: time tomorrow for months and it kind of sucks.

645
00:36:12,560 --> 00:36:18,240
Speaker 1: But when I saw that, I mean it was alarming

646
00:36:18,920 --> 00:36:21,520
Speaker 1: because we're probably not that well, we're probably not that

647
00:36:21,640 --> 00:36:26,440
Speaker 1: far behind you guys in terms of you know, fucking

648
00:36:27,320 --> 00:36:29,000
Speaker 1: uh stuff. I mean, are people.

649
00:36:30,440 --> 00:36:31,080
Speaker 3: Are you? Are you?

650
00:36:31,320 --> 00:36:33,600
Speaker 1: How are you planning to spend your quarantine?

651
00:36:35,320 --> 00:36:37,880
Speaker 14: The same as I usually do. I've got a bunch

652
00:36:37,920 --> 00:36:41,440
Speaker 14: of friends on Discord in the US and pretty much

653
00:36:41,480 --> 00:36:45,880
Speaker 14: part with these guys seven, So I mean, it's not

654
00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:51,080
Speaker 14: gonna change an awful lot for me. But yeah, I'm

655
00:36:51,080 --> 00:36:53,120
Speaker 14: not I'm not too worried about it. It's just things

656
00:36:53,120 --> 00:36:57,279
Speaker 14: that I play football on Wednesdays every week and I

657
00:36:57,320 --> 00:37:00,560
Speaker 14: don't get to play football Wednesdays. It's just that's pretty

658
00:37:00,640 --> 00:37:00,840
Speaker 14: much it.

659
00:37:01,480 --> 00:37:02,560
Speaker 1: Do you do you work from home?

660
00:37:03,560 --> 00:37:03,799
Speaker 3: Yeah?

661
00:37:04,840 --> 00:37:07,560
Speaker 1: What do you do? Working?

662
00:37:07,640 --> 00:37:14,800
Speaker 14: Shipping? So I make sure stuff gets from China, India

663
00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:16,520
Speaker 14: whatever into the UK.

664
00:37:18,160 --> 00:37:21,080
Speaker 1: And you can do that from your computer pretty much.

665
00:37:22,320 --> 00:37:22,680
Speaker 13: What are we?

666
00:37:22,719 --> 00:37:24,080
Speaker 1: What are we getting shipments of here?

667
00:37:24,120 --> 00:37:24,400
Speaker 3: What do we?

668
00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:26,440
Speaker 1: What do you? What do they in charge you? What

669
00:37:26,480 --> 00:37:28,880
Speaker 1: do they put you in charge of of shipping for

670
00:37:29,040 --> 00:37:30,360
Speaker 1: India and China?

671
00:37:32,040 --> 00:37:35,279
Speaker 14: So, I mean it's it's mostly retail stuff really, so

672
00:37:36,840 --> 00:37:41,239
Speaker 14: anything you can pretty much think of food, stuff, clothes.

673
00:37:43,920 --> 00:37:45,799
Speaker 14: I don't know. Kind of put me on the spot, really,

674
00:37:46,040 --> 00:37:49,200
Speaker 14: but yeah, on the spot.

675
00:37:51,120 --> 00:37:53,040
Speaker 1: On the spot do you consider do you do you

676
00:37:53,160 --> 00:37:54,520
Speaker 1: feel like you're good? Under pressure.

677
00:37:56,280 --> 00:38:00,080
Speaker 14: I don't know. I guess, so why what did you ask?

678
00:38:00,800 --> 00:38:02,520
Speaker 1: I don't know. Well, I mean, look, that's all I mean.

679
00:38:02,640 --> 00:38:04,279
Speaker 1: I feel like you're put under pressure a lot. You're,

680
00:38:04,360 --> 00:38:08,720
Speaker 1: you know, managing shipments from China.

681
00:38:08,840 --> 00:38:11,000
Speaker 9: I suppose so in India.

682
00:38:13,760 --> 00:38:16,600
Speaker 14: I mean it's not really in that respect, we pretty

683
00:38:16,640 --> 00:38:21,560
Speaker 14: much And I don't know what I'm saying is what?

684
00:38:23,200 --> 00:38:23,439
Speaker 9: Yeah?

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Speaker 14: No, I mean, yeah, no, I didn't think. I don't

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Speaker 14: think it puts my under pressure at all, like my work.

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Speaker 1: But what what does put you under pressure?

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Speaker 14: Oh, this kind of situation, I guess I think you'll

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Speaker 14: put myself into the situation. I can't really handle her.

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Speaker 14: I was going to ask you a specific question anyway.

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Speaker 1: Yes, please, yes, well do.

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Speaker 3: So.

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Speaker 14: My situation is that I really really into someone who

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Speaker 14: is on the other side of the planet right now,

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Speaker 14: and I just wanted to know what kind of advice

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Speaker 14: you'd have on sort of managing that. What do you think.

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Speaker 1: What is a good way of What do you mean

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Speaker 1: by your in you're into her? Does that mean you

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Speaker 1: like have a crush on someone? Do you like you're

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Speaker 1: dating this? What? What is what is the what is

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Speaker 1: what is the context of your relationship?

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Speaker 14: We're dating.

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Speaker 1: Okay, have you ever met her in person before?

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Speaker 3: No?

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Speaker 1: Where? What's she live in America?

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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Speaker 6: Mm hmm.

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Speaker 3: I mean.

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Speaker 1: See, I'm not gonna say one way or the other

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Speaker 1: because I have my own thoughts about like love. But

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Speaker 1: I mean, how long you known this person?

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Speaker 14: For my few months now that.

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Speaker 1: I can only tell you what I would do. Okay, Joe,

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Speaker 1: I want what were you gonna say?

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Speaker 14: I don't know if you if you really think something

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Speaker 14: is legimate, like you really think you've got a connection

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Speaker 14: with someone, with someone even if they're five thousand miles away,

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Speaker 14: how would you How would you handle that?

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Speaker 1: I mean I would think of think to myself, is

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Speaker 1: this gonna bring me more pain or pleasure? And I mean, look,

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Speaker 1: the answer is different for everyone. So I can't really

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Speaker 1: give you the answer that question. I can't give you

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Speaker 1: the answer that question, but I can say I think

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Speaker 1: that that's the the question and you should be asking

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Speaker 1: yourself because you know, again we're all gonna have different answers.

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Speaker 1: But I think that's the question you should think of,

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Speaker 1: right because if I were in your situation, I asked myself,

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Speaker 1: would continuing to see this person bring me more pain

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Speaker 1: or pleasure? I'd probably answer pain because it would be

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Speaker 1: painful to be continuing to romantically be involved with someone

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Speaker 1: that lives so far away. But that's you know, that's

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Speaker 1: my answer based on my own values. I value physical

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Speaker 1: connection and I find it important in my own relationships

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Speaker 1: to be in the same physical proximity as the person

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Speaker 1: I'm dating. But look, those are my own standards. I

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Speaker 1: don't know what your standards are, what rules you've set

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Speaker 1: for your sort of relationship situation, but I would figure

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Speaker 1: those out first.

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Speaker 14: Someone is more valuable than the physical.

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Speaker 1: No, then I mean, does it bring you pain that

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Speaker 1: she doesn't live like look at this guy ancient abs

742
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Speaker 1: in the chat. My love interests is six hours away.

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Speaker 1: We talk once a day and have a great relationship.

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Speaker 1: Perfect see it's up. It's I can't. I can't tell you.

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Speaker 1: I can't give you advice on what you should do

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Speaker 1: because everyone's different. I would hate that. So if you

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Speaker 1: have you know you know, no, But I mean my

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Speaker 1: my opinion on what you should do would based on

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Speaker 1: It would be based upon, like what you value in

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Speaker 1: your relationships?

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Speaker 14: Fair enough?

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Speaker 1: What do you value in your relationships?

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Speaker 14: I tell you, I tell you friendship with only connection

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Speaker 14: and just the ability to sit and talk for hours,

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Speaker 14: and then the physical connection is kind of secondary. If

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Speaker 14: you really do value that friendship and connection with someone,

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Speaker 14: then the physical kind of comes afterwards for me. But

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Speaker 14: it depends.

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Speaker 1: Well, then who you are, Well, that's you know who

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Speaker 1: you are, and that's what you value at least right now.

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Speaker 1: I mean, you go what you value, you know can

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Speaker 1: always change. But look, if that's what you value right now,

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Speaker 1: then I think that this is you know, fine for

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Speaker 1: you right now. And if your value is ever change,

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Speaker 1: you know, be open to that. But yeah, I would say,

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Speaker 1: I would say, try to be happy in the fact

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Speaker 1: that you found someone with whom you have a mental

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Speaker 1: connection with.

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Speaker 14: I appreciate that.

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Speaker 1: Sure, I hope that. I hope that anything I said

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Speaker 1: just made sense.

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Speaker 5: Just now.

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Speaker 14: No, that's nice, thank you for the thank you for your time,

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Speaker 14: and I hope you have an amazing deco night.

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Speaker 1: Thank you.

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Speaker 3: Man. What did you say?

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Speaker 1: Your name was Andy? I appreciate you Andy. Thank you

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Speaker 1: for coming him. Man, you have a good night day?

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Speaker 14: Is myself right?

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Speaker 1: Just hello? Everyone? What's up? This is Lyle again. This

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Speaker 13: Call from Emma, Emma, Hello, Hello, Emma. Oh, I'm so sorry.

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Speaker 13: I'm so surprised. I have literally called over five hundred times. Wow, hello,

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00:45:46,080 --> 00:45:50,759
Speaker 13: over five hundred times, at least five hundred times.

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Speaker 1: You must have had something that you that you really

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Speaker 1: wanted to want it to be have heard Emma.

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Speaker 12: Well, I don't know about all that. I've been abandon

805
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Speaker 12: your show for a while.

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Speaker 10: But this is my actual therapist canceled on me, So

807
00:46:07,160 --> 00:46:08,480
Speaker 10: maybe I do have stuff to say.

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00:46:11,440 --> 00:46:14,279
Speaker 1: Well, there's a lot of differences between me and your

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00:46:14,320 --> 00:46:16,280
Speaker 1: actual or maybe there's not. I mean, what's your actual

810
00:46:16,320 --> 00:46:17,560
Speaker 1: therapist like, Well.

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Speaker 13: He's actually a really cool guy, so maybe you guys

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Speaker 13: would get along.

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Speaker 9: All right?

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Speaker 3: Well, what.

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Speaker 1: Hit me, Mamma, Tell me everything, tell me nothing.

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Speaker 13: Well, so I'm twenty two, and this pandemic hit at

817
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Speaker 13: a really critical point in my life, and I feel

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Speaker 13: like asked all the time I was going to school

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Speaker 13: in another country. I spent eight years of my life

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Speaker 13: dedicated to learning that language, finally made it there, and

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Speaker 13: then after six months, suddenly I'm back to living at home.

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Speaker 13: That's like I'm in high school. My parents are super

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Speaker 13: strict after I lived by myself for six months, and

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Speaker 13: I mean I did three years of normal college before

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Speaker 13: I transferred.

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Speaker 1: So where where where were you?

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Speaker 13: Well, I'm kind of embarrassed to say online, to be honest,

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Speaker 13: but are it's Korea?

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Speaker 1: Why is that embarrassing to say you went to South Korea?

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Speaker 13: I mean, there's a lot of people, especially on the Internet,

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Speaker 13: who Korea is like the new Japan, you know, like

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Speaker 13: the new wiyaboo.

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Speaker 1: Oh oh, you're afraid of people calling you a wiyaboo.

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Speaker 13: Well, technically the phrase is Korea boo. And yes, it's

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Speaker 13: my greatest fear.

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Speaker 1: Now that I'm curious about. Why Why are you afraid

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Speaker 1: of people knowing that you like anime?

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Speaker 8: I don't.

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Speaker 13: I haven't watched animate since I was fourteen, probably because

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Speaker 13: I got bullied really bad in high school.

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Speaker 1: But you you denied watching anime as adamantly as someone

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Speaker 1: who watches anime would.

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Speaker 13: I definitely watched the anime in middle school.

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Speaker 6: Wait, I thought years ago.

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Speaker 1: But I thought that that's what a weyaboo is. It's

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Speaker 1: someone who watches anime a lot, right, argue.

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Speaker 13: What where the line is between someone who just likes

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Speaker 13: Asian culture and where you become.

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Speaker 5: Like a wiyaboo.

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Speaker 13: I think people would like to debate that.

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Speaker 1: Okay, so it's not it's Asian culture in general. I

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Speaker 1: thought it was like an anime thing.

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Speaker 13: No, No, it's no, it's Korea. For me. I lived

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Speaker 13: in Korea. I learned I see Korean.

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Speaker 1: It's fucking cool, dude, honestly, thank you. I'd love to

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Speaker 1: do that. I learned a little bit of Italian before,

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Speaker 1: and I lived in Italy for like four months and

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Speaker 1: I've since forgotten all of it. But but, but I'd

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Speaker 1: love to do some shit like that for Koreans.

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Speaker 13: Hard you know Korean exactly think, yeah, but the outfit's

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Speaker 13: actually a lot easier than people think. Compared to Japanese

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Speaker 13: and Chinese, Korean is actually like easier than English. There's

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Speaker 13: only like twenty three letters, and there's no weird spellings

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Speaker 13: like you know, like English, and the word like slight

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Speaker 13: there's like a.

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Speaker 5: Gene and h.

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Speaker 13: Korean doesn't really have weird spelled words like that.

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Speaker 1: Why are you afraid of people knowing that you like

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Speaker 1: Korean culture?

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Speaker 13: Well, there's a lot of and I've seen it too,

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Speaker 13: people who are overly obsessed and like setishy with Asian culture.

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Speaker 13: And as a white person, I really don't want people

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Speaker 13: to think that I'm like that. I want to be

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Speaker 13: accused of diagnosed autism, Okay, you.

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Speaker 1: Don't want to be accused of appropriating culture?

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Speaker 13: Definitely not, definitely not. And when I'm actually there, it's

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Speaker 13: not a problem. It's just since I've been back for

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Speaker 13: the last quarantine months since they canceled my sendisa that

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Speaker 13: Since then, I've been back in the swing of American life.

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Speaker 13: I've been hearing a lot about BTS and it seems like,

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Speaker 13: are you about.

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Speaker 1: To be I have a friend who's upset. I don't

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Speaker 1: understand it. But I got a friend who's I don't

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Speaker 1: understands three o'clock in the morning to watch their concert.

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Speaker 13: I honestly don't understand that.

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Speaker 10: Well.

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Speaker 13: I do understand the height because I was into that

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Speaker 13: stuff when I was in middle school. But I got

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Speaker 13: it thoroughly bullied out of me, so so.

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Speaker 1: Literally when you were younger, for like in Korean culture,

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Speaker 1: and so now you're afraid to like it again openly.

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Speaker 13: Yeah, basically for being a huge web And I was

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Speaker 13: bullied when I was like fourteen. I went to a really.

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Speaker 1: White to life and you're like and then you can

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Speaker 1: You're like, oh, I have a car. Now I can

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Speaker 1: go to the drive to the web conventions and ship.

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Speaker 1: You know, you don't have to hang out with you

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Speaker 1: can hang out whoever you want.

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Speaker 13: You can tell in Korea who the white people are

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Speaker 13: who are just there because they like I want to

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Speaker 13: find a weird submissive wife, or they want to find

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Speaker 13: a key pop boyfriend, or that there's like a whole

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Speaker 13: type of white people that are legitimately weaves that live

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Speaker 13: in the.

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Speaker 1: Cre Okay, okay, okay, Emma, I'm sensing a little bit

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00:51:11,960 --> 00:51:15,760
Speaker 1: of self hatred here. Oh, because you can't be out here.

907
00:51:16,080 --> 00:51:16,399
Speaker 8: I don't.

908
00:51:16,440 --> 00:51:19,600
Speaker 1: You can't be out here. Fuck it. You can't be

909
00:51:19,640 --> 00:51:23,600
Speaker 1: out here giving people ship for being weves. If you're

910
00:51:23,600 --> 00:51:26,200
Speaker 1: a weed, that's just you trying to tell you were

911
00:51:26,200 --> 00:51:27,680
Speaker 1: bullied for being a weeb, and now you're trying to

912
00:51:27,680 --> 00:51:28,680
Speaker 1: take it up bulling other people.

913
00:51:28,840 --> 00:51:29,200
Speaker 3: We shtud.

914
00:51:29,440 --> 00:51:32,480
Speaker 13: This is the problem. Get go. My actual therapist doesn't

915
00:51:32,520 --> 00:51:34,440
Speaker 13: know the Internet, and he doesn't know the things that

916
00:51:34,520 --> 00:51:36,160
Speaker 13: shapes me as the twenty two year olds. He doesn't

917
00:51:36,160 --> 00:51:38,600
Speaker 13: know what a weave is. But you're right, I am.

918
00:51:39,080 --> 00:51:41,759
Speaker 1: You can't be giving ship to other weaves. That's that's

919
00:51:42,360 --> 00:51:44,840
Speaker 1: because that's that's that's your self hatred.

920
00:51:45,040 --> 00:51:48,920
Speaker 13: It's the superiority complex. It's the superiority complex because they

921
00:51:48,920 --> 00:51:53,200
Speaker 13: actually speak the language. I just don't know what about it.

922
00:51:53,680 --> 00:51:55,200
Speaker 1: Don't you don't want to be I don't want you

923
00:51:55,200 --> 00:51:57,640
Speaker 1: can't be gate keeping the Wii boos. You can't be

924
00:51:57,760 --> 00:51:58,720
Speaker 1: you can't be gate keeping.

925
00:51:58,960 --> 00:52:01,440
Speaker 13: They gate keep themselves. I don't even interact with them.

926
00:52:01,680 --> 00:52:04,000
Speaker 13: They do they day gate keep themselves. I bet in

927
00:52:04,040 --> 00:52:06,560
Speaker 13: the chat they're probably doing it right now. I'm not

928
00:52:06,600 --> 00:52:08,279
Speaker 13: looking at it because you told me not to when

929
00:52:08,320 --> 00:52:09,400
Speaker 13: you were talking to the other people.

930
00:52:09,400 --> 00:52:10,920
Speaker 1: But I bet that chat is frozen.

931
00:52:14,480 --> 00:52:16,439
Speaker 13: I'm not going to check it. I'm scared. I don't

932
00:52:16,440 --> 00:52:17,839
Speaker 13: like to hear my voice or too.

933
00:52:18,080 --> 00:52:20,080
Speaker 1: That's okay, don't worry about it.

934
00:52:20,080 --> 00:52:26,920
Speaker 13: It's not healthy. It's not healthy, but you're right, it is.

935
00:52:27,040 --> 00:52:28,880
Speaker 13: I am gatekeeping we aboz.

936
00:52:29,760 --> 00:52:32,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think that's what you got. And I think

937
00:52:32,280 --> 00:52:35,640
Speaker 1: if anything, you know, the first way I mean this

938
00:52:35,719 --> 00:52:38,359
Speaker 1: is this is some cheesy, you know, therapy e ship,

939
00:52:38,360 --> 00:52:40,200
Speaker 1: but I do think it's real. If you want other people,

940
00:52:40,920 --> 00:52:44,359
Speaker 1: you're gonna judge yourself the way other people, you're gonna

941
00:52:44,400 --> 00:52:45,880
Speaker 1: judge yourself the way you judge with the people. So

942
00:52:45,920 --> 00:52:48,279
Speaker 1: you can't be off here getting all pissed off at

943
00:52:48,320 --> 00:52:50,480
Speaker 1: Wi a booz. If you yourself are Wi a bu,

944
00:52:50,520 --> 00:52:53,360
Speaker 1: you gotta do the opposite, you know, if people are bullied.

945
00:52:53,400 --> 00:52:56,160
Speaker 1: People bullied you for being a wee. I mean, you

946
00:52:56,200 --> 00:52:57,839
Speaker 1: didn't like that, so you got to go out there

947
00:52:57,840 --> 00:53:00,840
Speaker 1: and make it a better environment for weeds by not

948
00:53:01,000 --> 00:53:01,759
Speaker 1: giving people shit.

949
00:53:02,600 --> 00:53:05,000
Speaker 13: Oh but I don't like weeds. I don't want to

950
00:53:05,000 --> 00:53:07,640
Speaker 13: give them a yeah.

951
00:53:09,520 --> 00:53:10,680
Speaker 6: Yeah.

952
00:53:10,760 --> 00:53:12,759
Speaker 13: Here's the thing, here's what I think, and this is

953
00:53:12,760 --> 00:53:16,240
Speaker 13: probably super bad. I think in a way, I'm grateful

954
00:53:16,280 --> 00:53:18,680
Speaker 13: that I was bullied in the way that I was,

955
00:53:19,600 --> 00:53:22,600
Speaker 13: because I have been diagnosed with autism, so I've always

956
00:53:22,600 --> 00:53:24,880
Speaker 13: been as really awkward. But because I was bullied so

957
00:53:24,960 --> 00:53:28,560
Speaker 13: hard in high school, I learned to capitalize on being

958
00:53:29,080 --> 00:53:33,400
Speaker 13: a female in a certain way that made me have

959
00:53:33,480 --> 00:53:37,520
Speaker 13: a superiority complex over the next beard weeds. Like I

960
00:53:37,520 --> 00:53:40,759
Speaker 13: feel like they bullied me out of that. So now

961
00:53:40,760 --> 00:53:43,960
Speaker 13: I'm like in a weird place between the weeds with autism,

962
00:53:44,080 --> 00:53:47,400
Speaker 13: which I do have, and then with the people that

963
00:53:47,440 --> 00:53:48,560
Speaker 13: bullied me, the normies.

964
00:53:50,239 --> 00:53:53,400
Speaker 1: So you feel part and army and part autistic weave.

965
00:53:54,640 --> 00:54:03,440
Speaker 13: Well, I'm definitely fully autistic. I've just been pretending, pretending

966
00:54:04,800 --> 00:54:07,360
Speaker 13: to be like not a super web, to be not

967
00:54:07,400 --> 00:54:07,759
Speaker 13: a weeb.

968
00:54:07,880 --> 00:54:09,040
Speaker 12: Yes, exactly.

969
00:54:13,719 --> 00:54:24,560
Speaker 1: A crap. I think my my stream diede whatever, h Look,

970
00:54:25,160 --> 00:54:26,719
Speaker 1: And all I'll say is I think I think you

971
00:54:27,000 --> 00:54:29,279
Speaker 1: should stop judging other people for being weeds. You stop

972
00:54:29,320 --> 00:54:32,680
Speaker 1: having a superiority complets either because I mean, I don't

973
00:54:32,719 --> 00:54:35,359
Speaker 1: know if it's you mentioned about you being a girl

974
00:54:35,480 --> 00:54:36,839
Speaker 1: or you speaking the language.

975
00:54:37,840 --> 00:54:40,840
Speaker 13: I should definitely get off Reddit then, because they're the

976
00:54:40,880 --> 00:54:42,880
Speaker 13: ones who taught me to hate weeds.

977
00:54:43,239 --> 00:54:46,000
Speaker 1: I don't hate weeds because I don't want you don't

978
00:54:46,000 --> 00:54:48,879
Speaker 1: want to hear you don't want to hate yourself, Emma.

979
00:54:49,920 --> 00:54:52,120
Speaker 13: So basically what I've learned from therapy today is I'm

980
00:54:52,120 --> 00:54:52,680
Speaker 13: a huge weep.

981
00:54:54,480 --> 00:54:55,560
Speaker 1: Then you gotta embrace it.

982
00:54:56,520 --> 00:55:00,880
Speaker 13: Okay, all right, Emma, I think we've made a lot

983
00:55:00,880 --> 00:55:01,680
Speaker 13: of good progress here.

984
00:55:02,280 --> 00:55:03,879
Speaker 1: Thank you, an invoice in the mail.

985
00:55:04,920 --> 00:55:05,759
Speaker 13: Thank you very much.

986
00:55:06,200 --> 00:55:06,680
Speaker 12: This is great.

987
00:55:06,800 --> 00:55:10,600
Speaker 1: A good night you too, Bye bye.

988
00:55:12,040 --> 00:55:12,600
Speaker 13: Thank you.

989
00:55:19,320 --> 00:55:21,240
Speaker 5: Home from Wendy.

990
00:55:23,480 --> 00:55:25,840
Speaker 1: Hello Wendy.

991
00:55:25,600 --> 00:55:27,799
Speaker 9: Oh hello, we are you?

992
00:55:27,840 --> 00:55:29,080
Speaker 1: Are you in your right now?

993
00:55:30,560 --> 00:55:30,840
Speaker 4: Uh?

994
00:55:31,200 --> 00:55:31,399
Speaker 12: No?

995
00:55:34,480 --> 00:55:34,640
Speaker 3: Oh?

996
00:55:34,760 --> 00:55:35,640
Speaker 12: Is a signal bad?

997
00:55:36,520 --> 00:55:36,600
Speaker 3: No?

998
00:55:36,719 --> 00:55:38,719
Speaker 1: I said, I heard a turn signal? Or I heard

999
00:55:38,760 --> 00:55:40,040
Speaker 1: what I thought was a turn signal?

1000
00:55:41,040 --> 00:55:43,919
Speaker 12: Oh no, no, I'm uh I'm kind of walking next

1001
00:55:43,920 --> 00:55:47,880
Speaker 12: to the street right now, so probably a passing car.

1002
00:55:48,560 --> 00:55:51,239
Speaker 1: What are you doing out and about? What's what's your

1003
00:55:51,239 --> 00:55:52,799
Speaker 1: what kind of business are you tending to?

1004
00:55:54,440 --> 00:55:59,759
Speaker 12: Nothing bad? I'm walking my dog's right now with my.

1005
00:56:00,080 --> 00:56:02,919
Speaker 1: At are you with your dad.

1006
00:56:04,160 --> 00:56:11,239
Speaker 12: Yeah, he's pretty far ahead of me right now. I

1007
00:56:11,640 --> 00:56:16,160
Speaker 12: was just watching the stream and thought it was really

1008
00:56:16,200 --> 00:56:22,239
Speaker 12: interesting to hear like all these different people's live stories

1009
00:56:22,360 --> 00:56:25,560
Speaker 12: and what they need advice on and stuff.

1010
00:56:29,760 --> 00:56:31,560
Speaker 1: What's your relationship like with your dad?

1011
00:56:34,600 --> 00:56:38,840
Speaker 12: It's pretty good, But I feel like I can't really

1012
00:56:39,800 --> 00:56:49,160
Speaker 12: talk with him about more serious kind of issues, you know,

1013
00:56:49,520 --> 00:56:59,319
Speaker 12: like I grew up in a kind of very very

1014
00:56:59,560 --> 00:57:05,440
Speaker 12: he's usual family, so it's not super like emotionally.

1015
00:57:07,280 --> 00:57:13,960
Speaker 1: Uh, we are you? Are you with your dad right now?

1016
00:57:14,000 --> 00:57:14,799
Speaker 1: Can you like hear you?

1017
00:57:18,800 --> 00:57:18,960
Speaker 3: Oh?

1018
00:57:20,200 --> 00:57:21,560
Speaker 1: Can I Can I talk to him? Can I talk

1019
00:57:21,560 --> 00:57:22,360
Speaker 1: to your dad?

1020
00:57:23,280 --> 00:57:23,400
Speaker 3: Uh?

1021
00:57:24,000 --> 00:57:24,080
Speaker 5: No?

1022
00:57:24,480 --> 00:57:26,640
Speaker 12: He English is not.

1023
00:57:28,800 --> 00:57:31,240
Speaker 1: Does he speak? I know a few languages? Does he speak?

1024
00:57:34,160 --> 00:57:38,000
Speaker 12: He speaks Uh, Antonese.

1025
00:57:39,600 --> 00:57:44,320
Speaker 1: Okay, I don't speak Canonese. But wait, is that why

1026
00:57:44,360 --> 00:57:46,880
Speaker 1: you're able to just have this conversation with me, with

1027
00:57:46,880 --> 00:57:48,760
Speaker 1: me about your dad right now, because he doesn't understand

1028
00:57:48,760 --> 00:57:49,439
Speaker 1: what the hell you're saying?

1029
00:57:50,680 --> 00:57:50,840
Speaker 10: Oh?

1030
00:57:50,920 --> 00:57:55,120
Speaker 15: Kind of yeah, So you're just you're right next to

1031
00:57:55,160 --> 00:57:58,800
Speaker 15: your dad talking about how you can't have serious conversations

1032
00:57:58,800 --> 00:58:01,840
Speaker 15: with your dad, but he doesn't know what you're saying

1033
00:58:01,840 --> 00:58:05,240
Speaker 15: because you're talking English.

1034
00:58:06,520 --> 00:58:11,720
Speaker 12: I think it's more like I can have famous conversations,

1035
00:58:11,880 --> 00:58:18,200
Speaker 12: but like say, for example, if I'm like talking about like,

1036
00:58:18,440 --> 00:58:24,560
Speaker 12: oh don't feel very good or you know, oh, I'm

1037
00:58:24,600 --> 00:58:28,440
Speaker 12: so stressed out about college right now, it's more of

1038
00:58:28,480 --> 00:58:35,720
Speaker 12: a oh like astral project away kind of scenario, you know,

1039
00:58:35,840 --> 00:58:43,480
Speaker 12: like the like stereotypical, like like a stereotypical type of

1040
00:58:43,840 --> 00:58:46,200
Speaker 12: relationships that you would see on TV.

1041
00:58:46,360 --> 00:58:49,040
Speaker 1: I guess, So who do you go to when you

1042
00:58:49,120 --> 00:58:54,800
Speaker 1: have to have these kinds of conversations.

1043
00:58:55,600 --> 00:58:57,480
Speaker 12: I guess I talked to my dogs.

1044
00:58:58,200 --> 00:58:58,640
Speaker 5: I don't know.

1045
00:58:59,840 --> 00:59:05,840
Speaker 12: I used to talk with my friends. Are uh, but

1046
00:59:06,880 --> 00:59:11,120
Speaker 12: I feel like with quarantine happening right now because I'm

1047
00:59:11,160 --> 00:59:17,040
Speaker 12: in the US, so you know, things are still pretty bad. Uh,

1048
00:59:17,640 --> 00:59:21,880
Speaker 12: I kind of realize how socially inept I am online,

1049
00:59:23,000 --> 00:59:24,280
Speaker 12: Like I can't really feel.

1050
00:59:24,120 --> 00:59:27,560
Speaker 1: Like you're more socially inft online than you are in person.

1051
00:59:28,760 --> 00:59:33,440
Speaker 12: Yeah. Yeah, I have such a hard time. I know,

1052
00:59:33,480 --> 00:59:34,280
Speaker 12: it's kind of weird.

1053
00:59:34,520 --> 00:59:37,160
Speaker 1: I never heard someone say that they feel better like

1054
00:59:37,200 --> 00:59:41,000
Speaker 1: their social skills and on the internet are worse than

1055
00:59:41,080 --> 00:59:43,400
Speaker 1: on than in real life. I've never heard that before.

1056
00:59:44,080 --> 00:59:47,240
Speaker 12: I think it's like so hard because like in person,

1057
00:59:47,360 --> 00:59:54,160
Speaker 12: you can like see see someone's reaction and you can.

1058
00:59:54,280 --> 00:59:56,640
Speaker 12: There's like a lot of I'm like a pretty like

1059
00:59:57,320 --> 01:00:00,880
Speaker 12: physical comedy type of person, so like I use a

1060
01:00:00,880 --> 01:00:05,800
Speaker 12: lot of hand gestures when I'm talking and stuff. And yeah,

1061
01:00:05,840 --> 01:00:09,520
Speaker 12: I think I make friends a lot easier online or no,

1062
01:00:09,560 --> 01:00:11,080
Speaker 12: not online, so in person.

1063
01:00:12,040 --> 01:00:17,720
Speaker 1: But I feel like you've you've you've given us a

1064
01:00:19,160 --> 01:00:22,680
Speaker 1: the pretty decent picture of of who you are. And

1065
01:00:22,720 --> 01:00:25,120
Speaker 1: I don't have any idea what your hands look like.

1066
01:00:27,560 --> 01:00:35,280
Speaker 12: Yeah, I think it's just a little bit difficult. I've tried, uh,

1067
01:00:35,320 --> 01:00:39,000
Speaker 12: like talking with people like on discord and stuff, like,

1068
01:00:39,040 --> 01:00:44,800
Speaker 12: I'll join servers where I think I have common interests,

1069
01:00:44,840 --> 01:00:47,840
Speaker 12: but it just feels very awkward. I feel a lot

1070
01:00:47,880 --> 01:00:50,040
Speaker 12: like a boomer, to be honest.

1071
01:00:51,200 --> 01:00:53,640
Speaker 1: I look, i'd say your problem is better than the

1072
01:00:53,640 --> 01:00:56,440
Speaker 1: opposite of your problem. I've heard way more of the

1073
01:00:56,480 --> 01:00:58,720
Speaker 1: opposite of it than I have of what you're telling me,

1074
01:00:59,640 --> 01:01:01,880
Speaker 1: so that it's good. I mean it's not good right now?

1075
01:01:02,840 --> 01:01:07,480
Speaker 1: Uh was your dad What was your dad saying? Oh?

1076
01:01:07,560 --> 01:01:09,720
Speaker 12: No, who you're saying something?

1077
01:01:11,240 --> 01:01:13,720
Speaker 1: What he said? What do you say? Are you sure

1078
01:01:13,720 --> 01:01:14,200
Speaker 1: I can't talk?

1079
01:01:15,800 --> 01:01:16,800
Speaker 12: Yeah, I'm pretty sure, you know.

1080
01:01:16,920 --> 01:01:19,920
Speaker 1: He No, I wouldn't take any.

1081
01:01:21,600 --> 01:01:24,960
Speaker 12: No, it's it's very like not at all.

1082
01:01:25,800 --> 01:01:30,560
Speaker 1: Okay, that's fair. I gotta learn some Cantonese.

1083
01:01:32,320 --> 01:01:35,440
Speaker 12: It's a it's a fun language, but the.

1084
01:01:35,200 --> 01:01:38,440
Speaker 10: Romanization is pretty pretty wacky.

1085
01:01:39,640 --> 01:01:42,880
Speaker 12: I mean, I guess like my issue was, like talking

1086
01:01:42,920 --> 01:01:45,040
Speaker 12: with people online is kind of why I called in

1087
01:01:45,120 --> 01:01:48,360
Speaker 12: the first place, because like I don't know how to

1088
01:01:48,440 --> 01:01:55,520
Speaker 12: approach like getting to know people without like any physical

1089
01:01:56,920 --> 01:02:01,160
Speaker 12: type of contact. I guess it's it's pretty hard for me.

1090
01:02:01,880 --> 01:02:04,680
Speaker 12: I was wondering what your great get advice.

1091
01:02:04,440 --> 01:02:07,360
Speaker 1: Is on that to get better at meeting people on

1092
01:02:07,400 --> 01:02:11,400
Speaker 1: the internet. Oh, yeah, you know what I would do

1093
01:02:11,440 --> 01:02:14,600
Speaker 1: if I were you. Honestly, Uh, you're here on reddit,

1094
01:02:14,840 --> 01:02:21,400
Speaker 1: you're here on our pan I'm using this stream right now. Uh,

1095
01:02:22,120 --> 01:02:23,960
Speaker 1: sort of in the way it was intended, but not

1096
01:02:24,000 --> 01:02:26,680
Speaker 1: really the real way that this this this subreddit was

1097
01:02:26,680 --> 01:02:29,360
Speaker 1: intended was for people to just go live with their

1098
01:02:29,360 --> 01:02:32,080
Speaker 1: front facing iPhone camera and just talk to chat. I

1099
01:02:32,080 --> 01:02:34,160
Speaker 1: think you should do that. I think you should stream on.

1100
01:02:34,240 --> 01:02:36,720
Speaker 1: You should take your phone, Uh, you go live on

1101
01:02:36,800 --> 01:02:41,160
Speaker 1: distance socializing and just start talking to chat and that'll

1102
01:02:41,160 --> 01:02:43,960
Speaker 1: get you used that that because that's you know, streaming

1103
01:02:45,120 --> 01:02:50,720
Speaker 1: is an interesting combination of I R L and it's

1104
01:02:50,880 --> 01:02:53,120
Speaker 1: it's like the it's perfect for you. It's per you

1105
01:02:53,120 --> 01:02:55,919
Speaker 1: should that you should go on distance socializing, and you should.

1106
01:02:56,160 --> 01:02:58,240
Speaker 1: It's perfect for you because it's the step. It's a

1107
01:02:58,280 --> 01:03:04,160
Speaker 1: step between IRL direction and computeraction because you are reactor IRL.

1108
01:03:04,160 --> 01:03:06,920
Speaker 1: Everyone can see your hand gestures, everyone can see your

1109
01:03:06,960 --> 01:03:10,160
Speaker 1: facial expressions in your physical comedy. But but it's still

1110
01:03:10,280 --> 01:03:13,280
Speaker 1: on the computer, so you get kind of the best

1111
01:03:13,320 --> 01:03:14,400
Speaker 1: of both worlds there.

1112
01:03:15,880 --> 01:03:20,280
Speaker 12: I've never considered streaming before. I guess it's kind of

1113
01:03:20,320 --> 01:03:23,640
Speaker 12: like a scary. It's kind of a scary concept because

1114
01:03:23,720 --> 01:03:27,440
Speaker 12: like it's weird. You know, like when you meet someone

1115
01:03:27,520 --> 01:03:31,560
Speaker 12: in person, you can kind of control. You can't really

1116
01:03:31,600 --> 01:03:35,280
Speaker 12: control whether they see you or not because you know

1117
01:03:35,440 --> 01:03:38,000
Speaker 12: you're in person. It's not like you can like blindfold

1118
01:03:38,000 --> 01:03:39,360
Speaker 12: everyone you meet before.

1119
01:03:39,120 --> 01:03:41,520
Speaker 1: You meet, right right right, But you like, but you

1120
01:03:41,600 --> 01:03:44,040
Speaker 1: said you prefer in person, so you prefer when people

1121
01:03:44,080 --> 01:03:46,320
Speaker 1: tell you, I mean, you can't hide yourself.

1122
01:03:47,200 --> 01:03:49,880
Speaker 12: Well, it's like when the choice is taken away. I

1123
01:03:50,000 --> 01:03:53,920
Speaker 12: learned to kind of deal with it. But this is

1124
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Speaker 12: kind of embarrassing. But I went I was feeling super alone,

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Speaker 12: so I went on like I went on tender for

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Speaker 12: a bit. No no, no, no, no, Tinder over over summer.

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01:04:11,000 --> 01:04:13,960
Speaker 12: I'm like not looking for a relationship. I just was

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Speaker 12: like trying to learn how to talk to people. But

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Speaker 12: I feel like when it came to like people who

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01:04:23,360 --> 01:04:28,120
Speaker 12: want to like video chat or stuff, it's like a

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01:04:28,200 --> 01:04:31,600
Speaker 12: really paralyzing type of feeling. Oh sorry if I have

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01:04:31,640 --> 01:04:35,760
Speaker 12: an accent by the way, I don't know, all right,

1133
01:04:36,680 --> 01:04:38,280
Speaker 12: just making sure, So.

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Speaker 1: Okay, But so you prefer, so you prefer in person

1135
01:04:40,760 --> 01:04:42,360
Speaker 1: interaction to like video chatting.

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01:04:42,440 --> 01:04:45,640
Speaker 12: I mean I do too, but yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure.

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01:04:46,360 --> 01:04:49,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, Ei, there's something a little bit weird about it.

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01:04:49,280 --> 01:04:51,600
Speaker 1: But you're trying to But you're trying to build your skills,

1139
01:04:51,800 --> 01:04:55,280
Speaker 1: aren't you. You're trying to build your your repertoire. You're

1140
01:04:55,280 --> 01:04:58,080
Speaker 1: trying to become leaked, you're trying to become a gamer.

1141
01:04:58,160 --> 01:05:00,480
Speaker 1: You're trying to become a horrible Internet person.

1142
01:05:00,960 --> 01:05:07,480
Speaker 12: And I think I tell you Minecraft, Yeah, yeah, place streamer.

1143
01:05:07,520 --> 01:05:09,320
Speaker 1: If you're trying to find Minecraft friends, go to our

1144
01:05:09,400 --> 01:05:13,160
Speaker 1: slash the gamer's lounge, boot up some Minecraft, stream yourself

1145
01:05:13,200 --> 01:05:16,160
Speaker 1: playing some Minecraft and you'll make You'll make some friends

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01:05:16,160 --> 01:05:16,680
Speaker 1: in the chat.

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01:05:17,040 --> 01:05:19,040
Speaker 12: They'll be like, Hey, why did you even know you

1148
01:05:19,080 --> 01:05:22,520
Speaker 12: could do that? That's crazy? I'm pretty if.

1149
01:05:22,440 --> 01:05:25,200
Speaker 1: You can do this, you can do anything on here.

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01:05:26,280 --> 01:05:29,320
Speaker 12: Yeah, I'll try to hook it up to my computer

1151
01:05:29,480 --> 01:05:32,920
Speaker 12: and figure out how to stream. Thank you so much,

1152
01:05:33,600 --> 01:05:34,040
Speaker 12: of course.

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01:05:34,400 --> 01:05:36,760
Speaker 1: I appreciate you calling in, Wendy and tell your dad.

1154
01:05:36,800 --> 01:05:38,760
Speaker 1: I said, Une, how.

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01:05:40,520 --> 01:05:43,280
Speaker 12: That's Mandarin? But yeah, I will definitely tell him.

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01:05:43,280 --> 01:05:46,040
Speaker 1: Thanks so much for your time, absolutely, Wendy. You have

1157
01:05:46,080 --> 01:05:48,480
Speaker 1: a good night too.

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01:05:55,200 --> 01:05:56,800
Speaker 7: Come from Ben.

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01:05:58,280 --> 01:06:00,360
Speaker 1: Ben, what's the most interesting story you can tell?

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01:06:03,280 --> 01:06:05,720
Speaker 6: Man, don't put me on the spot like this, Ben.

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01:06:05,560 --> 01:06:07,240
Speaker 1: What's the most interesting story you can tell? I need

1162
01:06:07,280 --> 01:06:09,000
Speaker 1: I have to pee really badly, but I don't want

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01:06:09,000 --> 01:06:10,720
Speaker 1: ever one to leave, So I need someone with an

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01:06:10,720 --> 01:06:13,480
Speaker 1: interesting story to be able to hold the chat over

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01:06:13,560 --> 01:06:14,959
Speaker 1: for like a minute while I go pee.

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01:06:15,200 --> 01:06:16,000
Speaker 2: Can you do that for me?

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01:06:16,080 --> 01:06:16,240
Speaker 5: Ben?

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01:06:16,520 --> 01:06:18,440
Speaker 1: This is your call. This is your call, okay, I

1169
01:06:18,640 --> 01:06:19,920
Speaker 1: can you? Can you handle this for me?

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01:06:20,000 --> 01:06:20,280
Speaker 7: Ben?

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01:06:20,960 --> 01:06:22,800
Speaker 6: This is the first time I get I was like,

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01:06:23,920 --> 01:06:24,760
Speaker 6: I'll come back back.

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01:06:24,880 --> 01:06:26,160
Speaker 1: I'll come back and we can talk. But I have

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01:06:26,160 --> 01:06:28,320
Speaker 1: to pee so badly right now, Ben, and I need

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01:06:28,360 --> 01:06:31,360
Speaker 1: you right now. I love people. I need you right now.

1176
01:06:31,360 --> 01:06:33,120
Speaker 1: Can you help me out just as a personal thing

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01:06:33,240 --> 01:06:34,960
Speaker 1: to me? You don't have to do a good job

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01:06:35,080 --> 01:06:36,400
Speaker 1: I don't need you to do a good job. It

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01:06:36,400 --> 01:06:38,320
Speaker 1: doesn't have to be a good story. I just needed

1180
01:06:38,360 --> 01:06:40,760
Speaker 1: to be a story. If you can, if you can,

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01:06:41,280 --> 01:06:44,040
Speaker 1: if you can say words, because look I don't I

1182
01:06:44,040 --> 01:06:47,040
Speaker 1: don't do anything. I just say random you ever watch

1183
01:06:47,120 --> 01:06:49,880
Speaker 1: the stream, I don't do anything. I just talk, all right.

1184
01:06:49,920 --> 01:06:52,120
Speaker 1: It doesn't have to be interesting at all. You don't

1185
01:06:52,120 --> 01:06:54,320
Speaker 1: need to do a good job. You just gotta say words.

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01:06:54,320 --> 01:06:55,480
Speaker 1: It's all I need you to do. Ben, That's all

1187
01:06:55,480 --> 01:06:58,560
Speaker 1: I need to do, just for like a minute. Okay, okay,

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01:06:58,560 --> 01:07:00,120
Speaker 1: all right, Ben, I'm gonna go to the bathroom and

1189
01:07:00,120 --> 01:07:00,960
Speaker 1: and I'll be back.

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01:07:00,960 --> 01:07:02,680
Speaker 6: All right, all right, all right, I'll talk to you soon. Man,

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01:07:02,960 --> 01:07:09,720
Speaker 6: all right, right, christ guys, I I really just wanted

1192
01:07:09,720 --> 01:07:13,520
Speaker 6: to talk to the Get Go man like, and they

1193
01:07:13,520 --> 01:07:17,160
Speaker 6: put me on the spot like this. This is embarrassing. Hi, guys,

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01:07:17,200 --> 01:07:19,560
Speaker 6: I'm reading the chat uncle Ben. That's a pretty good one.

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01:07:23,280 --> 01:07:23,520
Speaker 2: Yeah.

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01:07:23,600 --> 01:07:28,040
Speaker 6: I don't know, uh, I guess I saw I saw

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01:07:28,080 --> 01:07:29,800
Speaker 6: this guy. He was on Reddit. I was just kind

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01:07:29,800 --> 01:07:33,120
Speaker 6: of like really tired and opened up Reddit and I

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01:07:33,160 --> 01:07:36,800
Speaker 6: saw a get Go doing therapy and I thought, hey,

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01:07:36,840 --> 01:07:42,200
Speaker 6: that's that's pretty cool. I don't know, I got nothing

1201
01:07:42,240 --> 01:07:46,200
Speaker 6: hopefully I can get discuss some more subs. I think

1202
01:07:46,200 --> 01:07:48,520
Speaker 6: it was pretty good. I'm glad you guys believe in me.

1203
01:07:48,560 --> 01:07:50,240
Speaker 6: This is really been nice.

1204
01:07:52,880 --> 01:07:53,640
Speaker 2: But yeah, I was.

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01:07:53,720 --> 01:07:55,160
Speaker 6: I gotta be honest with that. I couldn't. I couldn't

1206
01:07:55,160 --> 01:07:58,080
Speaker 6: skip this as soon as I saw it scrolling. What's

1207
01:07:58,120 --> 01:08:03,680
Speaker 6: my job? I mean right now? I just freelance a

1208
01:08:03,720 --> 01:08:07,800
Speaker 6: story about dude. I don't have a story, man, I

1209
01:08:07,840 --> 01:08:13,920
Speaker 6: got nothing? Uh sing a song? Yeah, I'm definitely not

1210
01:08:13,920 --> 01:08:17,680
Speaker 6: giving that. What kind of freelance do I do? I

1211
01:08:17,760 --> 01:08:20,680
Speaker 6: freelance part so people came in money to do that,

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01:08:20,840 --> 01:08:21,679
Speaker 6: so that's kind of fun.

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01:08:23,400 --> 01:08:26,880
Speaker 1: Tell us about there, beny there ye Ben?

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01:08:26,920 --> 01:08:27,320
Speaker 7: You did it?

1215
01:08:27,360 --> 01:08:27,519
Speaker 2: Ben?

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01:08:27,600 --> 01:08:29,200
Speaker 1: You did it, Ben, Ben. Ben. By the way, I

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01:08:29,280 --> 01:08:30,840
Speaker 1: want you to know, Ben. I want you to know, Ben,

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01:08:31,000 --> 01:08:33,479
Speaker 1: you were perfect. You're perfect. I heard you towards the

1219
01:08:33,600 --> 01:08:35,000
Speaker 1: end being like, fuck, I don't have a story, and

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01:08:35,040 --> 01:08:37,200
Speaker 1: I was like, no, Ben, Ben, I told you didn't

1221
01:08:37,200 --> 01:08:38,960
Speaker 1: need a story. All you had to do was talk,

1222
01:08:39,200 --> 01:08:42,200
Speaker 1: and goddamn it, you did it. You spoke, You said words,

1223
01:08:42,880 --> 01:08:45,920
Speaker 1: words came out of your mouth for the entire time.

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01:08:46,360 --> 01:08:48,360
Speaker 1: They don't have to have the mean I mean, look,

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01:08:48,360 --> 01:08:50,800
Speaker 1: you watch my stream, Ben if you want. I don't

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01:08:50,800 --> 01:08:52,920
Speaker 1: say anything. I don't do. But but that's all I

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01:08:53,240 --> 01:08:55,519
Speaker 1: You've got talk. That's all you did. But I'm proud

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01:08:55,520 --> 01:08:55,720
Speaker 1: of you.

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Speaker 9: Ben.

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01:08:56,120 --> 01:08:58,000
Speaker 1: You looked at the st Ben. You got to start

1231
01:08:58,040 --> 01:08:59,559
Speaker 1: your own stream. Have you ever streamed?

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01:09:00,560 --> 01:09:01,400
Speaker 6: I've tried before.

1233
01:09:01,680 --> 01:09:04,800
Speaker 8: Wasn't very immigrative and have the personality for it?

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01:09:05,200 --> 01:09:08,080
Speaker 6: I just dreamed, art, Ben.

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01:09:07,960 --> 01:09:10,960
Speaker 1: You don't need personality, you just need words.

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01:09:11,640 --> 01:09:13,280
Speaker 6: Yeah, you know you're probably right about that.

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01:09:13,680 --> 01:09:14,160
Speaker 3: Yeah.

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01:09:14,720 --> 01:09:16,120
Speaker 6: Hey, actually I had a question for you, if you

1239
01:09:16,160 --> 01:09:17,360
Speaker 6: don't mind hit me.

1240
01:09:17,400 --> 01:09:17,599
Speaker 3: Ben.

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01:09:18,439 --> 01:09:20,280
Speaker 6: All right, he says, your area codes four O one?

1242
01:09:20,360 --> 01:09:21,639
Speaker 6: Are you do you live in Rhode Island?

1243
01:09:22,240 --> 01:09:23,320
Speaker 1: No, it's a fake fun number.

1244
01:09:24,080 --> 01:09:25,160
Speaker 6: Oh it's fake for a number.

1245
01:09:25,200 --> 01:09:26,760
Speaker 8: Okay, I say, I asked that because I.

1246
01:09:26,800 --> 01:09:27,679
Speaker 6: Used to live in Rhode Island.

1247
01:09:29,160 --> 01:09:31,120
Speaker 1: See just then, right, you put me on the spot. Look,

1248
01:09:31,160 --> 01:09:32,840
Speaker 1: because am I. There was a split second just then

1249
01:09:32,880 --> 01:09:35,000
Speaker 1: where I was like, should I make a joke? And

1250
01:09:35,000 --> 01:09:36,719
Speaker 1: then I thought in my head like all the jokes

1251
01:09:36,760 --> 01:09:38,639
Speaker 1: I would make, And then I thought I'm just gonna

1252
01:09:38,640 --> 01:09:42,160
Speaker 1: say words, and I said them, Ben, Yeah.

1253
01:09:41,920 --> 01:09:43,320
Speaker 6: That's you know, you'd make a very good point. And

1254
01:09:43,320 --> 01:09:45,000
Speaker 6: I think that's a pretty good alg word for life.

1255
01:09:45,880 --> 01:09:48,559
Speaker 1: Exactly. You don't always have to be funny or good

1256
01:09:48,840 --> 01:09:52,439
Speaker 1: or have or do things. You know, you just say

1257
01:09:52,479 --> 01:09:53,880
Speaker 1: words in life to people.

1258
01:09:55,120 --> 01:09:58,559
Speaker 6: Yeah, and sometimes that's like that's all you need. I

1259
01:09:58,560 --> 01:10:03,040
Speaker 6: feel like people take that for especially right now.

1260
01:10:02,880 --> 01:10:04,360
Speaker 1: How so, how do you think they take them for

1261
01:10:04,360 --> 01:10:05,120
Speaker 1: granted right now?

1262
01:10:05,760 --> 01:10:08,080
Speaker 6: Well, I mean, just you know, world's on fire. Things

1263
01:10:08,080 --> 01:10:11,160
Speaker 6: are pretty crazy, and I think everybody's now slowing down

1264
01:10:11,160 --> 01:10:13,640
Speaker 6: a little bit and not necessarily smelling the roses, but

1265
01:10:13,640 --> 01:10:17,920
Speaker 6: they're they're definitely paying attention. And I think that before

1266
01:10:17,960 --> 01:10:19,760
Speaker 6: we definitely took things for granted, and now that we're

1267
01:10:19,800 --> 01:10:21,120
Speaker 6: you know, we're in the middle of everything that's been

1268
01:10:21,120 --> 01:10:24,839
Speaker 6: going on. I mean, it's, uh, it's a lot different.

1269
01:10:26,160 --> 01:10:29,400
Speaker 1: M What do you feel like you took for granted

1270
01:10:29,400 --> 01:10:30,320
Speaker 1: the most?

1271
01:10:31,840 --> 01:10:34,400
Speaker 6: You know, I just feel like going out and like

1272
01:10:34,520 --> 01:10:37,240
Speaker 6: being able to go out and talk to people and

1273
01:10:37,360 --> 01:10:42,240
Speaker 6: like going out the stores in public, you know, being

1274
01:10:42,240 --> 01:10:45,280
Speaker 6: around more than five people at once and breathing air.

1275
01:10:45,439 --> 01:10:49,080
Speaker 6: That was I mean, I breathed so much air, Like

1276
01:10:50,479 --> 01:10:51,639
Speaker 6: I breathe a lot of air.

1277
01:10:52,240 --> 01:10:55,160
Speaker 1: Are you are you a social guy? Are you are

1278
01:10:55,200 --> 01:10:56,080
Speaker 1: you an extrovert?

1279
01:10:57,120 --> 01:10:57,360
Speaker 3: Yeah?

1280
01:10:57,439 --> 01:10:59,880
Speaker 6: I honestly, I would say that's probably true. I think

1281
01:11:00,200 --> 01:11:02,920
Speaker 6: that's that's how I would describe myself. I think there

1282
01:11:02,920 --> 01:11:05,360
Speaker 6: are times where I like wax and wing, where I

1283
01:11:05,400 --> 01:11:07,800
Speaker 6: definitely feel more extroverted, and then there are times where

1284
01:11:07,800 --> 01:11:10,559
Speaker 6: I definitely feel more introverted. But for the most part,

1285
01:11:10,560 --> 01:11:12,320
Speaker 6: I prefer to be around other people. I think I

1286
01:11:12,320 --> 01:11:13,840
Speaker 6: get a lot of energy from other people.

1287
01:11:15,880 --> 01:11:18,479
Speaker 1: But you don't fancy yourself. But why do you say

1288
01:11:18,479 --> 01:11:19,960
Speaker 1: When I asked you at streaming, you said you don't

1289
01:11:19,960 --> 01:11:23,120
Speaker 1: consider yourself to have much of a of a personality.

1290
01:11:23,640 --> 01:11:27,080
Speaker 1: I don't know if that's just like streaming or whatever,

1291
01:11:27,160 --> 01:11:28,599
Speaker 1: But what makes you say.

1292
01:11:28,479 --> 01:11:30,720
Speaker 6: Yeah, If I was going to clarify that, I would say,

1293
01:11:30,720 --> 01:11:33,600
Speaker 6: I'm not like extremely witty by nature. I think there

1294
01:11:33,640 --> 01:11:35,800
Speaker 6: are people that are just really good are thinking on

1295
01:11:35,840 --> 01:11:38,720
Speaker 6: their feet and being really witty and clever, and that's

1296
01:11:38,720 --> 01:11:40,479
Speaker 6: not something that I think that takes a lot of practice,

1297
01:11:40,560 --> 01:11:42,519
Speaker 6: not something I have a lot of practice with. So

1298
01:11:42,640 --> 01:11:45,080
Speaker 6: when it comes to like live streaming and like, you know,

1299
01:11:45,160 --> 01:11:46,960
Speaker 6: riffing out with other people and like kind of playing

1300
01:11:47,040 --> 01:11:48,800
Speaker 6: up things like and yess and that sort of thing,

1301
01:11:49,240 --> 01:11:51,800
Speaker 6: now I find that relatively difficult. So I don't think

1302
01:11:51,840 --> 01:11:54,760
Speaker 6: that streaming is is for me Plus another thing I

1303
01:11:54,800 --> 01:11:57,200
Speaker 6: really noticed, like when I would stream, is like I

1304
01:11:57,240 --> 01:11:59,120
Speaker 6: would have to pay attention to what's going on in

1305
01:11:59,200 --> 01:12:00,599
Speaker 6: chat and then a good from what I was doing

1306
01:12:00,640 --> 01:12:03,880
Speaker 6: at the same time. And well it was a little difficult,

1307
01:12:03,960 --> 01:12:06,040
Speaker 6: but I I understand how other people do it. I mean,

1308
01:12:06,040 --> 01:12:07,559
Speaker 6: it's definitely a skill in its own right.

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01:12:08,200 --> 01:12:13,559
Speaker 1: No, it's definitely an a D D rattled thing. Yeah,

1310
01:12:15,400 --> 01:12:17,599
Speaker 1: but you said you were an artist. You streamed art.

1311
01:12:18,600 --> 01:12:22,920
Speaker 6: Yeah, well it was a digital.

1312
01:12:25,920 --> 01:12:28,200
Speaker 1: But where can we can Are you willing to shout

1313
01:12:28,240 --> 01:12:29,120
Speaker 1: yourself out right?

1314
01:12:29,120 --> 01:12:29,280
Speaker 8: Now?

1315
01:12:29,320 --> 01:12:31,400
Speaker 1: Can we see your Instagram? I think the people the people,

1316
01:12:31,439 --> 01:12:33,559
Speaker 1: the people love you, Ben. Where can we where can

1317
01:12:33,600 --> 01:12:34,000
Speaker 1: we see you?

1318
01:12:34,680 --> 01:12:34,800
Speaker 9: All?

1319
01:12:34,880 --> 01:12:35,040
Speaker 8: Right?

1320
01:12:35,120 --> 01:12:39,880
Speaker 6: Well, yeah, man, that's really sweet of you.

1321
01:12:39,920 --> 01:12:40,800
Speaker 3: I really appreciate that.

1322
01:12:40,880 --> 01:12:42,720
Speaker 1: But you don't have to if you don't want to.

1323
01:12:43,120 --> 01:12:45,920
Speaker 1: But the it's you know, the opportunity is there.

1324
01:12:46,920 --> 01:12:48,760
Speaker 6: Well, okay, So the reason why I say that is

1325
01:12:48,800 --> 01:12:51,280
Speaker 6: because everybody's called me Ben, and I've actually been watching

1326
01:12:51,280 --> 01:12:53,400
Speaker 6: the chat and these guys everybody's been really nice, and

1327
01:12:53,400 --> 01:12:56,360
Speaker 6: I really dream my name is not actually Ben. You

1328
01:12:56,360 --> 01:12:57,880
Speaker 6: hear one hundred percent correct, Just like you're how your

1329
01:12:57,920 --> 01:13:00,160
Speaker 6: phone number wasn't real. My name isn't actually been so.

1330
01:13:00,400 --> 01:13:01,160
Speaker 1: Oh that's fine.

1331
01:13:01,640 --> 01:13:03,560
Speaker 6: People are probably gonna hate you.

1332
01:13:03,640 --> 01:13:07,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, no, please, I look, I prefer with well, first, okay,

1333
01:13:07,080 --> 01:13:09,599
Speaker 1: first of all, two things. What I mean, Look, there's

1334
01:13:09,640 --> 01:13:11,639
Speaker 1: something wrong with giving a fake name. I expect people

1335
01:13:11,640 --> 01:13:13,720
Speaker 1: to get fake names. It makes me more comfortable people

1336
01:13:13,800 --> 01:13:17,360
Speaker 1: get fick names. Two, However, I don't know you at all.

1337
01:13:17,520 --> 01:13:19,800
Speaker 1: I'm not sure if I'll ever Look, I can't count

1338
01:13:19,880 --> 01:13:21,800
Speaker 1: on the fact that we would ever speak again. So

1339
01:13:22,160 --> 01:13:27,040
Speaker 1: your name being fake or not be Ben to me,

1340
01:13:27,160 --> 01:13:28,479
Speaker 1: might as well be your real name.

1341
01:13:29,360 --> 01:13:30,280
Speaker 8: Yeah, that's cool.

1342
01:13:30,520 --> 01:13:31,280
Speaker 6: I appreciate it.

1343
01:13:32,120 --> 01:13:33,920
Speaker 1: Now, what is your home address?

1344
01:13:35,520 --> 01:13:38,640
Speaker 6: Well, I'm that was tough because I don't even know

1345
01:13:38,680 --> 01:13:40,080
Speaker 6: that off the top of my head.

1346
01:13:40,560 --> 01:13:42,080
Speaker 1: You know, do you really not know your home address

1347
01:13:42,120 --> 01:13:45,679
Speaker 1: off the top of your I'm just kidding, man, See, Ben,

1348
01:13:45,720 --> 01:13:49,320
Speaker 1: You're witty. You did it? Ben, God, this is such

1349
01:13:49,320 --> 01:13:51,599
Speaker 1: a fucking character arc for you. I love this so much.

1350
01:13:51,920 --> 01:13:54,320
Speaker 6: Yeah, you know this is this is definitely like end

1351
01:13:54,360 --> 01:13:56,479
Speaker 6: of the end of season anime kind of character arc.

1352
01:13:56,520 --> 01:13:58,960
Speaker 6: I really appreciate that coming out of my show a

1353
01:13:59,000 --> 01:14:00,920
Speaker 6: little bit. And you know, I really got you to

1354
01:14:00,920 --> 01:14:02,479
Speaker 6: thank for it, man, I really do appreciate it.

1355
01:14:03,479 --> 01:14:06,040
Speaker 1: Absolutely been by the way, Lyle is not my real.

1356
01:14:05,960 --> 01:14:09,120
Speaker 6: Name, you know, I'm That's that's totally fine with me.

1357
01:14:09,160 --> 01:14:11,400
Speaker 6: I mean names, names are just worth that people say

1358
01:14:11,400 --> 01:14:11,760
Speaker 6: and they.

1359
01:14:11,720 --> 01:14:14,040
Speaker 1: Don't even mean anything, right, goddamn right, I'm in Lyle

1360
01:14:14,160 --> 01:14:16,200
Speaker 1: is my real name, but it doesn't matter because words

1361
01:14:16,200 --> 01:14:17,280
Speaker 1: are just things that people say.

1362
01:14:17,920 --> 01:14:20,639
Speaker 6: Yeah, how about this, I'll put my link in the

1363
01:14:20,760 --> 01:14:22,360
Speaker 6: in the chat, but I won't say it out loud,

1364
01:14:22,400 --> 01:14:24,080
Speaker 6: just because I want I want to feel good better

1365
01:14:24,080 --> 01:14:24,759
Speaker 6: about myself.

1366
01:14:24,880 --> 01:14:26,559
Speaker 1: Sure, I got I don't know if you're on Reddit

1367
01:14:26,680 --> 01:14:27,720
Speaker 1: or Twitch right now, but.

1368
01:14:28,080 --> 01:14:30,799
Speaker 6: I'm on Twitch, okay, rock and we'll put your put.

1369
01:14:30,640 --> 01:14:33,200
Speaker 1: Your thing in Twitch and we'll all right, we'll.

1370
01:14:32,960 --> 01:14:38,320
Speaker 6: Party for I just like plug the link, all right.

1371
01:14:38,400 --> 01:14:39,200
Speaker 8: How are you doing though?

1372
01:14:39,240 --> 01:14:39,400
Speaker 3: Man?

1373
01:14:39,439 --> 01:14:41,200
Speaker 6: Before before I hit out, I just want to make

1374
01:14:41,200 --> 01:14:42,720
Speaker 6: sure you're doing okay. That's everything going on.

1375
01:14:43,800 --> 01:14:46,720
Speaker 1: You know, I'm chilling, I'm in the I'm in the

1376
01:14:46,800 --> 01:14:52,599
Speaker 1: lake or whatever thing. Yeah, but cool, but man, thank

1377
01:14:52,640 --> 01:14:55,880
Speaker 1: you for for for calling. I'm happy, I'm this, this

1378
01:14:56,000 --> 01:14:57,680
Speaker 1: this turned out well. You know what. You you did

1379
01:14:57,720 --> 01:15:01,600
Speaker 1: a good job. You know I I I needed you

1380
01:15:01,680 --> 01:15:04,360
Speaker 1: and you came through perfectly. So so Ben, thank you,

1381
01:15:04,520 --> 01:15:06,760
Speaker 1: thank you again. And and I hope you have a.

1382
01:15:06,680 --> 01:15:07,400
Speaker 3: Good rest of the night.

1383
01:15:08,280 --> 01:15:08,840
Speaker 2: I appreciate it.

1384
01:15:08,920 --> 01:15:11,120
Speaker 6: I just followed, so that's me in a second. But

1385
01:15:11,280 --> 01:15:13,360
Speaker 6: there I posted my link. But hey, man, thanks for

1386
01:15:13,400 --> 01:15:15,160
Speaker 6: taking my call and I hope you're doing well and

1387
01:15:15,439 --> 01:15:18,240
Speaker 6: you know, stay safe, be safe and everything that's ever

1388
01:15:18,280 --> 01:15:21,160
Speaker 6: good night man, take care, brother, take it easy.

1389
01:15:25,439 --> 01:15:29,040
Speaker 1: Uh. People who watch know that there's nothing I love more.

1390
01:15:29,200 --> 01:15:33,599
Speaker 1: There's nothing I fucking love more in in in therapy, Gecko.

1391
01:15:33,800 --> 01:15:37,800
Speaker 1: There's nothing that that tickles me harder than a than

1392
01:15:37,840 --> 01:15:44,000
Speaker 1: a fucking character arc. Nothing, nothing gets me off, nothing

1393
01:15:45,200 --> 01:15:49,599
Speaker 1: makes my mouth salivate harder than a than a juicy

1394
01:15:52,080 --> 01:15:59,200
Speaker 1: circular character arc. And my god, was that a character arc.

1395
01:16:00,120 --> 01:16:01,599
Speaker 1: I thought he wasn't gonna be able to. I thought

1396
01:16:01,600 --> 01:16:04,800
Speaker 1: he was gonna hang up when I asked him to

1397
01:16:05,000 --> 01:16:10,960
Speaker 1: to to, you know, to tell us that story. But

1398
01:16:11,080 --> 01:16:12,640
Speaker 1: he did tell us his story. He he you know what,

1399
01:16:12,640 --> 01:16:14,320
Speaker 1: he did, tell us an interesting story, told us the

1400
01:16:14,360 --> 01:16:17,599
Speaker 1: story of himself. All right, that was an arc, right there,

1401
01:16:19,040 --> 01:16:21,880
Speaker 1: He did it, dude, And Ben does get me off.

1402
01:16:21,880 --> 01:16:38,280
Speaker 1: This is true, zombie, you said, warp warp bacon zombie. Yees,

1403
01:16:39,560 --> 01:16:41,439
Speaker 1: what you're gonna have to explain that for me?

1404
01:16:42,920 --> 01:16:43,880
Speaker 8: Well it's that you broke up.

1405
01:16:43,920 --> 01:16:47,360
Speaker 1: Sorry you said your name is what forsaken zombie?

1406
01:16:48,200 --> 01:16:49,520
Speaker 8: Yeah, I'm in the chat.

1407
01:16:50,640 --> 01:16:51,599
Speaker 1: Do you have a good life?

1408
01:16:53,120 --> 01:16:53,240
Speaker 5: Uh?

1409
01:16:53,520 --> 01:16:58,400
Speaker 8: Yeah, actually really good life.

1410
01:16:55,760 --> 01:17:00,599
Speaker 1: If you have, if you go kind of thing, will

1411
01:17:00,600 --> 01:17:02,559
Speaker 1: do you? Let's do your thing. I'm tired of my things?

1412
01:17:03,439 --> 01:17:06,640
Speaker 8: Yeah? Yeah, I mean my anger is a bit out

1413
01:17:06,680 --> 01:17:10,479
Speaker 8: of control, especially when I'm dealing with comcasts. Like it's

1414
01:17:10,800 --> 01:17:16,320
Speaker 8: really really bad. Okay, I don't know how to handle it,

1415
01:17:16,400 --> 01:17:18,200
Speaker 8: Like they just picked me off so much. I started

1416
01:17:18,320 --> 01:17:21,280
Speaker 8: punching holes in walls and everything and spending way too

1417
01:17:21,360 --> 01:17:24,880
Speaker 8: much money because of comcasts.

1418
01:17:28,200 --> 01:17:30,160
Speaker 1: What's your motivation to stop doing this?

1419
01:17:32,920 --> 01:17:34,640
Speaker 14: Uh?

1420
01:17:35,120 --> 01:17:36,720
Speaker 8: I don't know what. How do you mean?

1421
01:17:37,600 --> 01:17:39,280
Speaker 1: Well, all right, so you want to stop being so

1422
01:17:39,320 --> 01:17:40,320
Speaker 1: mad at the comcast?

1423
01:17:40,439 --> 01:17:40,599
Speaker 3: Right?

1424
01:17:41,960 --> 01:17:45,639
Speaker 8: Yeah? But they they do everything they can to just

1425
01:17:45,720 --> 01:17:47,160
Speaker 8: like literally tick you off.

1426
01:17:48,360 --> 01:17:51,400
Speaker 1: Have you thought about hire? I'll tell you what I

1427
01:17:51,439 --> 01:17:53,880
Speaker 1: told the people. Look, I'm gonna tell you what I

1428
01:17:53,880 --> 01:17:55,920
Speaker 1: told the people who who bribes me to try to

1429
01:17:55,960 --> 01:18:01,519
Speaker 1: get on this show. You know, hires someone overseas. You know,

1430
01:18:01,520 --> 01:18:03,120
Speaker 1: you got to play them like they're playing like you're

1431
01:18:03,120 --> 01:18:05,400
Speaker 1: play You gotta play them like they're playing you. Right,

1432
01:18:05,520 --> 01:18:08,160
Speaker 1: You got to hire someone overseas to just hang on

1433
01:18:08,200 --> 01:18:11,000
Speaker 1: the line with Comcast for you got to get an

1434
01:18:11,000 --> 01:18:14,800
Speaker 1: assistant to do it. I'm down, I wish, I mean,

1435
01:18:14,880 --> 01:18:17,320
Speaker 1: I'm not. I'm half serious, but I'm also dead serious.

1436
01:18:17,320 --> 01:18:17,800
Speaker 1: You can do this.

1437
01:18:18,479 --> 01:18:21,400
Speaker 8: But it's not just the holding times, it's the stupidity

1438
01:18:21,520 --> 01:18:23,600
Speaker 8: of every person that works in there. Like, I have

1439
01:18:23,920 --> 01:18:27,559
Speaker 8: really dark thoughts about this company. I'm not kidding, very dark.

1440
01:18:27,880 --> 01:18:32,000
Speaker 8: They scare me, can you switch? No, it's the only

1441
01:18:32,040 --> 01:18:33,320
Speaker 8: service available in my area.

1442
01:18:34,439 --> 01:18:38,679
Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, I know, can you move?

1443
01:18:39,920 --> 01:18:42,519
Speaker 8: I'm literally in the process of buying a house that

1444
01:18:42,760 --> 01:18:46,760
Speaker 8: does not have Comcasts for that reason. But yeah, in

1445
01:18:46,800 --> 01:18:50,000
Speaker 8: the meantime, my bills all screwed up. They're telling me

1446
01:18:50,040 --> 01:18:52,240
Speaker 8: they want all this freaking money, and I'm refused to

1447
01:18:52,280 --> 01:18:54,439
Speaker 8: pay them. I say, no, go screw yourself, and like,

1448
01:18:54,640 --> 01:18:56,400
Speaker 8: you know, I want to stick to my guns and

1449
01:18:56,479 --> 01:18:59,800
Speaker 8: I not pay them because it's going to you know,

1450
01:19:00,000 --> 01:19:01,599
Speaker 8: they're probably gonna try to throw it on my credit,

1451
01:19:01,640 --> 01:19:03,439
Speaker 8: which I really don't want to do. I have excellent credit,

1452
01:19:03,479 --> 01:19:05,640
Speaker 8: but I don't want to pay them money that I

1453
01:19:05,640 --> 01:19:09,920
Speaker 8: don't owe them. And they how much, like seven.

1454
01:19:12,080 --> 01:19:17,840
Speaker 1: How much? Does okay? Well, well, will all this go

1455
01:19:17,920 --> 01:19:19,559
Speaker 1: away if you pay them seven hundred dollars.

1456
01:19:20,960 --> 01:19:21,080
Speaker 10: Uh.

1457
01:19:21,760 --> 01:19:23,400
Speaker 8: Yeah, I could probably wash my hands of them at

1458
01:19:23,400 --> 01:19:24,000
Speaker 8: this point.

1459
01:19:24,240 --> 01:19:30,799
Speaker 1: All right, I mean, look, everyone has their own values

1460
01:19:30,800 --> 01:19:34,360
Speaker 1: with money, right, and everyone has their own financial situations.

1461
01:19:34,400 --> 01:19:35,599
Speaker 1: You just bought a house. I don't know what your

1462
01:19:35,600 --> 01:19:39,280
Speaker 1: financial situation is like. But look at me personally, I

1463
01:19:39,400 --> 01:19:43,360
Speaker 1: do sit I found myself doing shit like that. I'm like,

1464
01:19:43,439 --> 01:19:46,040
Speaker 1: what is the easiest way? And this is not me

1465
01:19:46,120 --> 01:19:49,599
Speaker 1: giving you advice, but I'm always like, what is the

1466
01:19:49,640 --> 01:19:53,519
Speaker 1: fucking easiest way out of this? And if the answer

1467
01:19:53,560 --> 01:19:57,080
Speaker 1: is to give someone seven hundred dollars, and if I'm

1468
01:19:57,120 --> 01:19:59,360
Speaker 1: that fucking pissed, I might just do it.

1469
01:20:01,479 --> 01:20:03,120
Speaker 8: No, that might be the best I know.

1470
01:20:03,080 --> 01:20:05,840
Speaker 1: You don't want to do that, but like, would it again?

1471
01:20:06,080 --> 01:20:12,000
Speaker 1: Not again? Not advice, not not advisatory stuff here, but

1472
01:20:12,640 --> 01:20:14,400
Speaker 1: I mean, how bad they're that? Are they pissing you

1473
01:20:14,479 --> 01:20:16,960
Speaker 1: off so hard that you would just pay seven hundred

1474
01:20:17,000 --> 01:20:19,759
Speaker 1: dollars to stop?

1475
01:20:20,720 --> 01:20:23,160
Speaker 8: The thing? Is like all year, right. I used to

1476
01:20:23,240 --> 01:20:25,719
Speaker 8: be a streamer myself, but I stopped because I can't

1477
01:20:25,720 --> 01:20:29,320
Speaker 8: because Comcast is absolute shit and they should just burn

1478
01:20:29,400 --> 01:20:33,720
Speaker 8: to the ground. But I've been literally dropping packets left

1479
01:20:33,760 --> 01:20:37,599
Speaker 8: and right, So I can't have a consistent like connection anymore.

1480
01:20:37,720 --> 01:20:40,519
Speaker 8: And so they send tech after tech after tech out

1481
01:20:40,760 --> 01:20:43,000
Speaker 8: and now they're charging me one hundred dollars a pop

1482
01:20:43,080 --> 01:20:46,080
Speaker 8: for these stupid texts to come out and try to

1483
01:20:46,120 --> 01:20:48,800
Speaker 8: fix my internet and they never fix it. And now

1484
01:20:48,840 --> 01:20:51,000
Speaker 8: they're charging one hundred dollars every time for internet that's

1485
01:20:51,040 --> 01:20:53,680
Speaker 8: not working. How does that make sense? Like, screw you? Like,

1486
01:20:53,720 --> 01:20:57,520
Speaker 8: what the fuck? I'm not gonna pay this exactly?

1487
01:20:58,920 --> 01:21:00,479
Speaker 1: How when do you move to the new house?

1488
01:21:01,840 --> 01:21:02,000
Speaker 12: Uh?

1489
01:21:02,120 --> 01:21:05,320
Speaker 8: Nick month, we're packing right now?

1490
01:21:06,240 --> 01:21:06,880
Speaker 1: Can you fight?

1491
01:21:07,160 --> 01:21:08,800
Speaker 3: Fuck? Yeah?

1492
01:21:08,800 --> 01:21:10,240
Speaker 1: You know, want to fuck up your credit? Though, I

1493
01:21:10,240 --> 01:21:14,839
Speaker 1: don't want to ever give any advice about financial ship.

1494
01:21:15,120 --> 01:21:18,400
Speaker 1: But dude, if it's actually I mean, I don't know

1495
01:21:18,400 --> 01:21:21,040
Speaker 1: how much of this you're you're playing up for exaggeration.

1496
01:21:21,160 --> 01:21:22,439
Speaker 1: I don't know how much of this I'm playing up

1497
01:21:22,439 --> 01:21:23,120
Speaker 1: for exaggeration.

1498
01:21:23,920 --> 01:21:27,880
Speaker 8: Oh it's this is a fact. I'll show you. I'll

1499
01:21:27,880 --> 01:21:28,599
Speaker 8: show you the bill.

1500
01:21:30,120 --> 01:21:32,120
Speaker 1: No no, no, no, not not not no no, I'm not

1501
01:21:32,120 --> 01:21:34,120
Speaker 1: I'm not talking about playing up the situation. I'm talking

1502
01:21:34,120 --> 01:21:38,760
Speaker 1: about playing up your emotions regarding it. But if you're

1503
01:21:38,800 --> 01:21:43,720
Speaker 1: that fucking if you're punching holes in your walls. I

1504
01:21:43,720 --> 01:21:46,600
Speaker 1: think sometimes I I I think sometimes it's okay to

1505
01:21:46,640 --> 01:21:50,799
Speaker 1: take l's when when people fuck you over, because sometimes

1506
01:21:50,880 --> 01:21:53,360
Speaker 1: the sometimes the L is less painful than the fight.

1507
01:21:55,000 --> 01:21:55,320
Speaker 5: Hmm.

1508
01:21:55,800 --> 01:21:57,200
Speaker 8: Yeah, I know.

1509
01:21:57,400 --> 01:21:58,800
Speaker 1: I know you're not gonna do it. You don't want

1510
01:21:58,800 --> 01:22:01,760
Speaker 1: to do that. I'm just throwing it out there philosophically

1511
01:22:02,160 --> 01:22:04,800
Speaker 1: that the L can sometimes be less painful than the fight.

1512
01:22:06,600 --> 01:22:07,760
Speaker 8: Yeah, that's true.

1513
01:22:07,800 --> 01:22:09,880
Speaker 1: I mean a lot of saying I would do it,

1514
01:22:10,000 --> 01:22:12,960
Speaker 1: I'm just saying the L might be less painful than

1515
01:22:13,000 --> 01:22:15,160
Speaker 1: the than the fight. I don't know how much you

1516
01:22:15,200 --> 01:22:16,840
Speaker 1: know cash you have. I don't know if you have

1517
01:22:16,920 --> 01:22:20,519
Speaker 1: seven hundred dollars to just spend on an L. But

1518
01:22:22,800 --> 01:22:28,519
Speaker 1: sometimes sometimes you might have taken out Sometimes.

1519
01:22:27,479 --> 01:22:28,960
Speaker 8: You may be right. I mean I do get a

1520
01:22:29,080 --> 01:22:32,040
Speaker 8: I do get significant amount of wins in my life

1521
01:22:32,160 --> 01:22:35,719
Speaker 8: to counteract it. So I should I should be happier person.

1522
01:22:35,800 --> 01:22:38,320
Speaker 1: But I'm just exactly, you have a great life. You

1523
01:22:38,400 --> 01:22:40,280
Speaker 1: have a great life.

1524
01:22:42,160 --> 01:22:47,160
Speaker 8: That's that's very true. I got a cockplayer girlfriend or wife.

1525
01:22:47,320 --> 01:22:48,439
Speaker 8: I don't even know why. I just told her my

1526
01:22:48,479 --> 01:22:50,519
Speaker 8: girlfriend the cockplaying wife, which is awesome. You know, we'll

1527
01:22:50,520 --> 01:22:52,000
Speaker 8: get to all the comic cons do all the geeky

1528
01:22:52,000 --> 01:22:54,760
Speaker 8: stuff together, play video games and all that. She's bisexual,

1529
01:22:54,800 --> 01:22:57,040
Speaker 8: so she brings home women all the time. It's freaking awesome.

1530
01:22:57,080 --> 01:22:57,720
Speaker 8: I have a great life.

1531
01:22:57,960 --> 01:23:01,680
Speaker 12: Get out of fucking What do you.

1532
01:23:01,720 --> 01:23:03,960
Speaker 1: Do when he's punching walls in your house and punching

1533
01:23:04,000 --> 01:23:04,280
Speaker 1: the whole.

1534
01:23:04,280 --> 01:23:05,679
Speaker 8: I don't know my problem.

1535
01:23:05,680 --> 01:23:06,680
Speaker 12: I can't control it.

1536
01:23:06,720 --> 01:23:09,720
Speaker 1: I can't Pomcast can have this one. The CEO of

1537
01:23:09,840 --> 01:23:12,880
Speaker 1: Comcast doesn't have a hot costplay wife, that is, you know,

1538
01:23:13,080 --> 01:23:16,320
Speaker 1: going around having three sums and chilling. He's stressed out

1539
01:23:16,320 --> 01:23:18,240
Speaker 1: of his mind. He's got to run Comcast. That sounds

1540
01:23:18,240 --> 01:23:19,200
Speaker 1: to Let him have this.

1541
01:23:20,200 --> 01:23:22,640
Speaker 8: I just want to choke the CEO out, just one time.

1542
01:23:22,720 --> 01:23:23,320
Speaker 3: Let him have it.

1543
01:23:23,400 --> 01:23:25,920
Speaker 1: He is sad. This is all he has. You're seven

1544
01:23:26,000 --> 01:23:33,040
Speaker 1: hundred dollars all he has, forsaken zombie, do it for him,

1545
01:23:33,160 --> 01:23:37,800
Speaker 1: think about him. He's all he has. He's lonely, he's upset.

1546
01:23:40,280 --> 01:23:41,120
Speaker 9: I hear you, I hear you.

1547
01:23:42,840 --> 01:23:46,680
Speaker 8: Well, all right, well, I appreciate the advice, man, and uh,

1548
01:23:47,080 --> 01:23:48,760
Speaker 8: I'll try to cool it down and maybe take it

1549
01:23:48,800 --> 01:23:50,960
Speaker 8: to heart to just take these wins for what they

1550
01:23:51,000 --> 01:23:54,760
Speaker 8: are and then and sat off to the losses. But man,

1551
01:23:54,840 --> 01:23:56,800
Speaker 8: I don't know. I just my pride just hurts so

1552
01:23:56,920 --> 01:23:58,200
Speaker 8: bad to do something.

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Speaker 1: Like don't don't don't do let him, let him have it,

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Speaker 1: let them have the take the l. The l is

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Speaker 1: sometimes better than the fight. But I'm not saying you

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Speaker 1: should do anything I I I don't take that. Don't

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Speaker 1: quote me on that anyway. F Z, thank you very much,

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Speaker 1: and I hope you have a good rest of the night.

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Speaker 1: And I hope you don't punch any more walls me.

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Speaker 8: Too, especially in the new house. You have a good night, man, have.

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Speaker 1: A good night later, ladies and gentlemen. That's our show.

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Speaker 1: Thank you for listening. What what did we learn today?

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Speaker 1: I feel like we learned a lot about love. We

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Speaker 1: learned about new love and old love. We learned a

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Speaker 1: lot about hate too. I learned about hating Comcast and

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Speaker 1: loving having two hundred dollars more than you would have

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Speaker 1: had to have if you if you had to pay Comcast.

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Speaker 1: So that would be our lesson for this evening. You

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Speaker 1: can call The Get Go every Monday, Wednesday and Friday

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Speaker 1: the Number four Ever and Hallelujah, Happy Hanukkah to those

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Speaker 1: who are celebrating, and I love you all, and Hail Satan,

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Speaker 1: and have a lovely rest of the day. I'm in

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01:25:51,000 --> 01:25:52,799
Speaker 1: love with all of you. We're all in love together.

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Speaker 1: We're all gonna form a commune, and I'm excited. You're excited.

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Speaker 1: All right, I'll see you later.

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Speaker 5: Did not resid