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Speaker 1: I welcome to episode one sixty six with Emily Wise Band.

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Speaker 1: We've never met before, which is weird because we know

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Speaker 1: all the same people I know, we have we have

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Speaker 1: literally really close friends that, um, we've never met. I

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Speaker 1: asked Mike. I said, I've never met Emily before, and

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Speaker 1: he said, I think I saw her once. So it's

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Speaker 1: like you're a like a unicorn running around town. Take it. Welcome,

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Speaker 1: Welcome to the house, to the ship. Look your faces

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Speaker 1: up on a big wall. Oh my god, that's crazy.

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Speaker 1: I have. I was going through some notes about you,

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Speaker 1: because again, I only know because I know you and

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Speaker 1: Lauren you are, we're good friends. Lena and she would

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Speaker 1: she when she would come over, and Laura and I've

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Speaker 1: been on the road a lot. She's like, yeah, he's

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Speaker 1: one of my best friends. And so that's really how

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Speaker 1: I knew you. And then Nicole Galleon, so yeah, I

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Speaker 1: think that's that's that's who it is, like you should

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Speaker 1: know Emily. So I never did it. So I was like, Mike,

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Speaker 1: book Emily, and as I was looking at all your songs,

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Speaker 1: here's I don't know you were irritated by this, but

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Speaker 1: I was irritated for you, and I don't know the

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Speaker 1: story behind it, so you should tell me how you

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Speaker 1: feel about this this Bryan saw that you that you

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Speaker 1: sing in you're not on the track, no, like I

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Speaker 1: didn't write it. No, you're not on it, No I didn't.

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Speaker 1: But but you sing on it. You're not a background vocal,

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Speaker 1: but you're not on like Luke Bryan featuring Emily Wise mantlin.

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Speaker 1: I'm not listen how prominent you are here in cause

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Speaker 1: you haven't ever heard this. Start the clip over a

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Speaker 1: little bit too. I mean this this too, and listen.

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Speaker 1: I love Luke. He's one of my dear friends. We

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Speaker 1: do American I altogether we spent and probably wasn't his call.

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Speaker 1: But back in the day, flow Rider had right round

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Speaker 1: and Kesha was on it and they didn't credit Kesh

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Speaker 1: at all, and I felt you got a little kesh

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Speaker 1: it in this one. How did you feel about that?

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Speaker 1: I didn't feel anything about it. I don't think thankful

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Speaker 1: to be a part of it. No, I really mean it.

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Speaker 1: I'm not like a I don't know. I just like

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Speaker 1: but if you just sting that much and not beyond it,

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Speaker 1: not even as you're you irritated, it's odd that you

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Speaker 1: would sing that much and not be featured on the track. Well,

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Speaker 1: it wasn't in the plan for me to sing on it,

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Speaker 1: because what happened was, um, so Jason Sellers, you know Jason, So,

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Speaker 1: like I want to say, it was four or five

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Speaker 1: years ago. I just signed my publishing deal and he

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Speaker 1: was like, hey, will you come sing a demo for me?

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Speaker 1: And I was like, yeah, sure, why not? So I went,

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Speaker 1: I sang the demo, and then the engineer on the

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Speaker 1: session at the demo, I ended up engineering a lot

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Speaker 1: of stuff for Luke Bryan with Jody and Jeff Stevens.

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Speaker 1: And so when Luke put out crap what was the

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Speaker 1: EP called? It was like farm, Yeah, I think so,

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Speaker 1: and it was the You Look Like Rain song. So

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Speaker 1: they called the engineer like they were looking for like

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Speaker 1: a female presence on that song, and they called me

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Speaker 1: because the engineer was like, oh, this girl did this

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Speaker 1: demo for Jesus Sellers an like to voice and so

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Speaker 1: well that's how I talked when I'm impersonating other people.

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Speaker 1: So he was like, um, they called me. I went

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Speaker 1: in and just saying something like background vocals on You

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Speaker 1: Look Like Rain. And then when it came time for

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Speaker 1: them to cut hungover in a hotel room. They called

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Speaker 1: me again and said, Hey, I think we're going to

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Speaker 1: get like a pop feature or something on this song,

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Speaker 1: but we would love if you came in and sang

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Speaker 1: in the girl parts so that whoever ends up singing

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Speaker 1: it can hear how it goes. So I was like, okay, yeah,

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Speaker 1: sure whatever. So I went in and I just laid

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Speaker 1: it down. It wasn't like a big deal, and I

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Speaker 1: was like fully expecting for them to just like somebody

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Speaker 1: else was going to re sing it. And then they

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Speaker 1: called me one day and said, Yo, we're just gonna

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Speaker 1: keep you on it. Are you cool with it? And

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Speaker 1: I was like, oh, yeah, sure, why not? It's my

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Speaker 1: only point was and you know my point, and you

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Speaker 1: know I would have expected that's a lot, right. Well,

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Speaker 1: it's like fun. I love little things where like nobody

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Speaker 1: knows it's cool that I don't care. Well, I don't

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Speaker 1: even know you as an artist, Like I don't do

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Speaker 1: have music. Do you put out yourself? No, I just

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Speaker 1: signed a record deal like six months ago. Really we'll

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Speaker 1: get to that because I know you was a songwriter,

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Speaker 1: but that was as I was going through stuff. That

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Speaker 1: all all right, I can say I'm on a song

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Speaker 1: with Luke Brian and like it's not I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I think it's cool. Let us you wrote sway with

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Speaker 1: Daniel You're right with daniellet I thought this song kind

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Speaker 1: of got screwed over a little bit. I thought I

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Speaker 1: got cut a bit early. Yeah, I thought it was

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Speaker 1: a jam. Thank you. You and Daniel are friends, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: really good friends. She's like a little sister to me.

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Speaker 1: Turn it up a little bit, like she's one of them.

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Speaker 1: Whenever people ask me a lot of times they'll say, hey,

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Speaker 1: who are the best singers? She's incredible and she's her.

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Speaker 1: And you can probably add to this too, because you're

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Speaker 1: around a lot of these artists and everybody comes mostly

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Speaker 1: everybody comes by my room, by my studio and sings

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Speaker 1: and performs. Shay, if I were to make a top

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Speaker 1: Shay from Dan and Shay. Lauren would be up there,

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Speaker 1: Danielle would be up there and like, someone, let me

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Speaker 1: make Stapleton can really sing, but his is so distinct

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Speaker 1: and that makes him one of But I would guys

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Speaker 1: pure vocalists like who who do you? Who am I missing?

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Speaker 1: I would put Danielle, Shay and Lauren up there. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I mean, I think the cool thing about country music

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Speaker 1: Like you can tell just about best vocalists vocalist pure

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Speaker 1: not even real? Well, yeah, she's so amazing. But I

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Speaker 1: to pick cool voices. I just said best pure vocalist.

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Speaker 1: Best pure vocalists I think are cool. I mean she

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Speaker 1: I loved writing with Lauren so much because if you

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Speaker 1: So it was like you wrote next Boyfriend with Lauren R.

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Speaker 1: Why do you laugh at that. No, it's just like

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Speaker 1: It was like when I first signed my publishing deal.

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Speaker 1: Lauren was like the first I'm so grateful for Lauren.

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Speaker 1: She was like the first artist. She really let me

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Speaker 1: And I'll always be super grateful for that because I

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Speaker 1: learned a lot from writing with her about being a writer.

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Speaker 1: So what's it like? Um? And I wrote a kids

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Speaker 1: about it. But Lauren would sing and she would write,

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Speaker 1: and she would see she did. I was like, Lauren,

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Speaker 1: Um yeah, Lauren so good? Um? What was my point?

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Speaker 1: Where was I going with this? Remember? I feel like

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Speaker 1: I had something good to say? Always pretty good? Camelbao,

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Speaker 1: you wrote consequences? I did? Yeah? I mean, youna get

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Speaker 1: so paid for this one? Right? Um? It's a pop hit.

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Speaker 1: I mean it'd be really cool. But yeah, I'm amazed.

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Speaker 1: I've already even made it to the radio, so I'm

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Speaker 1: It's on the start now. I think it peaked at

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Speaker 1: like in the early I don't know, like twelve paid

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Speaker 1: for that? We would you write? That's a bonus with

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Speaker 1: a bonus, it's like your work. Yeah, But like, I

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Speaker 1: just love what I do so much. I'm really not

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Speaker 1: shooting you, like, I really just like and me too.

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Speaker 1: I love what I do, right, I love but I

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Speaker 1: buy and you do and it's great. But you're gonna

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Speaker 1: get so paid for that song. I mean I wrote

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Speaker 1: it with Nicole yal And and and Amy Watch Whom? How

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Speaker 1: do I? Amy Watch what else? Amy wrote? Thinking out

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Speaker 1: loud by Edge Hearon. She's like this dope lady. She's

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Speaker 1: got like covered in tats, like short, cool hair, a

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Speaker 1: Reminds me of like Laura Belts. Yeah, she definitely has

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Speaker 1: love writing Nicole. She's one of my faves. And so, um,

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Speaker 1: But yeah, I got set up sorry with Nicole and Amy,

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Speaker 1: and I almost didn't go that day honestly because, UM,

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Speaker 1: I'm like, tell all, queen, I'll tell anybody anything. You

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Speaker 1: stuff had gone down the day before we wrote that.

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Speaker 1: I just have you ever been in a blind rage? No? Well,

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Speaker 1: and neither in Nicole, and we go in and um,

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Speaker 1: they started talking to each other like Hi, nice to

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Speaker 1: and I'm just sitting there. I remember staring at these

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Speaker 1: I'm like about to text my sister to tell her,

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Speaker 1: And um, I just started praying. I'm like, God, get

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Speaker 1: is so good. I found somebody one time, Like my

424
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Speaker 1: dad would be like, hey, like this is the guy. Like,

425
00:21:20,160 --> 00:21:23,639
Speaker 1: and I remember one time we found like I was

426
00:21:23,680 --> 00:21:26,159
Speaker 1: somewhere and I saw their license plate and it was

427
00:21:26,240 --> 00:21:29,320
Speaker 1: like totally the dude, And so I told my dad

428
00:21:29,320 --> 00:21:31,400
Speaker 1: and we followed him, and it was the whole thing.

429
00:21:31,600 --> 00:21:33,520
Speaker 1: So you knew the license plate, so you're on the lookout.

430
00:21:34,080 --> 00:21:35,760
Speaker 1: Well not the lice plate, but I know what the

431
00:21:35,800 --> 00:21:37,879
Speaker 1: person looks like. So i'd be around town. I'd be like,

432
00:21:37,920 --> 00:21:40,000
Speaker 1: I think that's all. And there was one in particular

433
00:21:40,040 --> 00:21:42,640
Speaker 1: time where like I feel like we followed them down

434
00:21:42,680 --> 00:21:44,840
Speaker 1: to like and it was like, Dad, we got him.

435
00:21:44,920 --> 00:21:48,359
Speaker 1: Did you get the rewards? Like the reward was my

436
00:21:48,440 --> 00:21:50,679
Speaker 1: dad not having to fork it up. And that's what happens,

437
00:21:50,720 --> 00:21:53,440
Speaker 1: right if they go away, Yeah, they've never seen again.

438
00:21:53,440 --> 00:21:55,440
Speaker 1: Your dad then has to pay the full bail. Yeah,

439
00:21:55,440 --> 00:21:57,399
Speaker 1: basically did you ever have to do that? Um A

440
00:21:57,440 --> 00:22:02,960
Speaker 1: couple of times? Yeah, p ab those paths would you say?

441
00:22:03,040 --> 00:22:06,600
Speaker 1: I would probably say a paby. I feel bad for

442
00:22:06,680 --> 00:22:08,520
Speaker 1: seeing three bad words in a row. I do love Jesus,

443
00:22:08,560 --> 00:22:10,960
Speaker 1: but I also will totally say that whatever. But also

444
00:22:11,000 --> 00:22:14,160
Speaker 1: here's my thing on words. Right. Words are just sounds,

445
00:22:14,359 --> 00:22:16,920
Speaker 1: and if you take I agree who made them bad? Right?

446
00:22:17,000 --> 00:22:21,600
Speaker 1: And not only made them bad, but your location dictates

447
00:22:21,680 --> 00:22:24,159
Speaker 1: what is bad. Because if you get on your airplane

448
00:22:24,440 --> 00:22:26,640
Speaker 1: and let's say you fly east, do you fly over

449
00:22:27,000 --> 00:22:30,680
Speaker 1: over the Atlantic and you land in Italy? Right? Are bad?

450
00:22:30,720 --> 00:22:33,000
Speaker 1: Words are the same as they're bad? Not like this

451
00:22:33,119 --> 00:22:36,240
Speaker 1: means f off in London. What you're doing two fingers

452
00:22:36,280 --> 00:22:40,000
Speaker 1: for those that can't see, because literally nobody and I

453
00:22:40,000 --> 00:22:42,240
Speaker 1: I'm not used to radio life yet. Bobby, you're doing

454
00:22:42,240 --> 00:22:44,959
Speaker 1: the peace sign basically, yeah, basically, but when you do

455
00:22:45,000 --> 00:22:47,399
Speaker 1: it with the fingers like facing you, like the nails

456
00:22:47,440 --> 00:22:50,159
Speaker 1: facing the other person. Because somebody said, I was in

457
00:22:50,200 --> 00:22:53,120
Speaker 1: London with my family for Christmas. It's like our new

458
00:22:53,600 --> 00:22:56,719
Speaker 1: tradition to go somewhere instead of like buying each other

459
00:22:56,720 --> 00:22:59,359
Speaker 1: a bunch of stuff that will break or lose by February.

460
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Speaker 1: So um, somebody asked me if I wanted something. I

461
00:23:02,600 --> 00:23:04,480
Speaker 1: forget what it was, and I said, yeah, I'll take two.

462
00:23:04,880 --> 00:23:07,239
Speaker 1: He said no, don't do that. Don't do that. So

463
00:23:07,280 --> 00:23:10,119
Speaker 1: I learned the hard way, and which is my point.

464
00:23:10,240 --> 00:23:12,240
Speaker 1: Even hand signs where if you flip the middle finger

465
00:23:12,280 --> 00:23:14,520
Speaker 1: here and you go to let's say you go west

466
00:23:14,560 --> 00:23:16,679
Speaker 1: to Japan and a lot of our English, a lot

467
00:23:16,720 --> 00:23:21,080
Speaker 1: of our Western culture has been adopted by them. But

468
00:23:21,240 --> 00:23:24,200
Speaker 1: still that is it's not bad, they're they have different.

469
00:23:25,000 --> 00:23:27,639
Speaker 1: So my holding with Carsewards is who cares? It just

470
00:23:27,640 --> 00:23:33,240
Speaker 1: sounds we have an it's our fault. They're bad. So

471
00:23:34,200 --> 00:23:36,439
Speaker 1: my grandma can't listen to this now, So yeah, you

472
00:23:36,480 --> 00:23:38,720
Speaker 1: still call your grandma. I love my grandma. Text three

473
00:23:38,760 --> 00:23:42,399
Speaker 1: yesterday some of the cutest text and your grandma listens

474
00:23:42,520 --> 00:23:44,280
Speaker 1: to all the things that you do. Does she follow

475
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Speaker 1: you Instagram? She follows me on Instagram. Facebook, you wanted

476
00:23:48,680 --> 00:23:52,320
Speaker 1: to less close? I'm not even kidding you. Yes, I'm

477
00:23:52,320 --> 00:23:54,439
Speaker 1: not kidding you. I've had full on Facebook Ward, like

478
00:23:54,480 --> 00:23:56,520
Speaker 1: my family has had full on Facebook words about my

479
00:23:56,560 --> 00:24:01,000
Speaker 1: outfit sometimes because because she says that I'll never get

480
00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:04,200
Speaker 1: a grandma, I love you so much and like, yes,

481
00:24:04,280 --> 00:24:08,399
Speaker 1: you're right, but like you know what she'll say, like

482
00:24:08,440 --> 00:24:10,840
Speaker 1: I'll never get a Christian husband if I like am

483
00:24:10,880 --> 00:24:13,879
Speaker 1: wearing that which she's you know, she's my grandma. I

484
00:24:13,880 --> 00:24:21,440
Speaker 1: love my grandma. Is she right? I mean like, Um,

485
00:24:21,480 --> 00:24:23,600
Speaker 1: I mean no, I don't think so. I think I'm

486
00:24:23,640 --> 00:24:25,480
Speaker 1: gonna end up with whoever I'm supposed to end up with.

487
00:24:25,800 --> 00:24:28,119
Speaker 1: Do you believe that everything is set out and you

488
00:24:28,240 --> 00:24:32,400
Speaker 1: must you'll regardless You're gonna fall into the path. Um.

489
00:24:32,800 --> 00:24:37,440
Speaker 1: I believe that God has a thing for my life,

490
00:24:37,480 --> 00:24:41,960
Speaker 1: and I'm excited to see what it is. I'm not like, uh,

491
00:24:42,119 --> 00:24:45,440
Speaker 1: I'm not like a soulmates person necessarily. I'm not like

492
00:24:45,960 --> 00:24:47,199
Speaker 1: I think there's a lot of people who can make

493
00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:49,840
Speaker 1: you happy, agree, And I have trouble with thinking that

494
00:24:50,080 --> 00:24:51,960
Speaker 1: already what's going to happen to me has already decided

495
00:24:51,960 --> 00:24:58,040
Speaker 1: because why so hard? And watch the Madeleine mccainns. Like,

496
00:24:58,320 --> 00:25:00,800
Speaker 1: I believe that we create a own path and hopefully

497
00:25:00,800 --> 00:25:03,080
Speaker 1: we do the best with them. But I just am

498
00:25:03,119 --> 00:25:06,080
Speaker 1: not someone that believes it's all figured out already. Yeah.

499
00:25:06,119 --> 00:25:07,760
Speaker 1: I think that's like kind of the beauty of God

500
00:25:07,880 --> 00:25:11,840
Speaker 1: is like we get to choose like what we want

501
00:25:11,840 --> 00:25:14,120
Speaker 1: to do, who we want to hang out with. Like,

502
00:25:14,720 --> 00:25:16,639
Speaker 1: I'm a big believer. I don't like doing things when

503
00:25:16,640 --> 00:25:18,639
Speaker 1: I feel like I have to do them. I just

504
00:25:18,680 --> 00:25:20,600
Speaker 1: can't put my whole heart into something if I feel

505
00:25:20,600 --> 00:25:23,119
Speaker 1: like I have to do it, Like I want to

506
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Speaker 1: be in a situation where I want to, and when

507
00:25:25,280 --> 00:25:27,240
Speaker 1: I do want to, I'm all in and I'm like

508
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Speaker 1: a percent let's go. Um. But I think that's so

509
00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:34,080
Speaker 1: that's why the people that I do love, I love

510
00:25:34,119 --> 00:25:35,920
Speaker 1: them because I want to love them. And I think

511
00:25:36,760 --> 00:25:38,880
Speaker 1: that's like a cool way to love. You know, I'm

512
00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:43,880
Speaker 1: not you know the things I devote my time too.

513
00:25:44,359 --> 00:25:46,080
Speaker 1: I devote my time too because I want to or

514
00:25:46,119 --> 00:25:48,080
Speaker 1: not because I feel like I have to. And so

515
00:25:48,680 --> 00:25:53,359
Speaker 1: I think God's that way too, even like he doesn't

516
00:25:53,400 --> 00:25:55,000
Speaker 1: want us to do things because we feel like we

517
00:25:55,040 --> 00:25:56,679
Speaker 1: have to. I think that takes the beauty out of

518
00:25:56,680 --> 00:25:58,600
Speaker 1: loving God. I think that takes the beauty out of

519
00:25:59,440 --> 00:26:02,440
Speaker 1: um just being on a journey that's full of joy

520
00:26:02,520 --> 00:26:06,040
Speaker 1: and peace and like, I don't know, I think making

521
00:26:06,080 --> 00:26:08,960
Speaker 1: decisions is like such a cool part of being a

522
00:26:09,040 --> 00:26:13,040
Speaker 1: human being. So you don't believe in soulmates? Um? No,

523
00:26:13,280 --> 00:26:15,800
Speaker 1: because what if you're done in India? Yeah, I don't

524
00:26:15,800 --> 00:26:18,520
Speaker 1: believe in So I think that there's like probably several

525
00:26:18,520 --> 00:26:20,320
Speaker 1: people in the world that I could have an incredible

526
00:26:20,359 --> 00:26:23,800
Speaker 1: life with do. I think like my emotions and my

527
00:26:25,240 --> 00:26:28,520
Speaker 1: do I think like everything is kind of gonna going

528
00:26:28,560 --> 00:26:31,240
Speaker 1: to kind of collide when it's supposed to, and I'm

529
00:26:31,240 --> 00:26:34,120
Speaker 1: going to know. Yeah, I do think I'll know when

530
00:26:34,160 --> 00:26:36,080
Speaker 1: it's like the person I want to be with. But like,

531
00:26:37,280 --> 00:26:41,560
Speaker 1: I don't necessarily think that there's like one person out

532
00:26:41,560 --> 00:26:43,960
Speaker 1: there for me. I gotta go find him. I'm kind

533
00:26:43,960 --> 00:26:46,080
Speaker 1: of like doing my thing. It's like your dad searching

534
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535
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536
00:26:54,160 --> 00:26:55,760
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537
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Speaker 1: or I want to be more productive. It could just

538
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539
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540
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Speaker 1: over to the song. Let's do thy will. What's you're

578
00:28:55,840 --> 00:28:58,760
Speaker 1: with Hillary? You wrote for Hillary on this one? Or no? Yeah?

579
00:28:59,320 --> 00:29:10,880
Speaker 1: With her? All right? Remember when Hilary was that you know,

580
00:29:10,960 --> 00:29:13,040
Speaker 1: lady and Bellam I taking a break and she came

581
00:29:13,080 --> 00:29:15,080
Speaker 1: in and she was on my show. We're talking about

582
00:29:15,120 --> 00:29:17,480
Speaker 1: this record, which, by the way, you want to grammy? Right, Yeah,

583
00:29:17,520 --> 00:29:19,960
Speaker 1: do you have a Grammy? Oh? That's cool? Huh where

584
00:29:19,960 --> 00:29:24,120
Speaker 1: is it? It's in my living room, prominently featured. Yeah,

585
00:29:24,200 --> 00:29:27,040
Speaker 1: we take shots out of it sometimes. Really. Yeah, it's

586
00:29:27,040 --> 00:29:29,720
Speaker 1: a Christian Grammy too. That's way. It's so funny. My

587
00:29:29,800 --> 00:29:32,040
Speaker 1: grandma took us shot out of it one time. My

588
00:29:32,120 --> 00:29:34,400
Speaker 1: cool grandma, you know what. And good for her, I know,

589
00:29:34,560 --> 00:29:36,680
Speaker 1: my grandma who doesn't always love my outfits, but I

590
00:29:36,720 --> 00:29:38,880
Speaker 1: love that we can have an open, honest relationship about it.

591
00:29:38,960 --> 00:29:41,240
Speaker 1: And good for you keeping it in the living room. Yeah,

592
00:29:41,280 --> 00:29:44,200
Speaker 1: I do. I keep my mirrable. I know, I saw it.

593
00:29:44,360 --> 00:29:46,920
Speaker 1: I walked in. I'm gonna take a very trendy house,

594
00:29:46,920 --> 00:29:49,840
Speaker 1: by the way. Trendy. Yeah, it's trendy design like it's

595
00:29:49,880 --> 00:29:52,600
Speaker 1: designed very trendy. I change it every three months. You

596
00:29:52,640 --> 00:29:54,640
Speaker 1: do knock it down and build another one. Wait, are

597
00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:56,680
Speaker 1: you serious? Do you think you would knock down the

598
00:29:56,720 --> 00:29:58,320
Speaker 1: house every three months? Well no, I mean, but I

599
00:29:58,400 --> 00:30:02,040
Speaker 1: do like switch out stuff like every three months, like somewheah,

600
00:30:02,160 --> 00:30:05,800
Speaker 1: not like not down a house. Well yeah, whatever. So

601
00:30:06,200 --> 00:30:07,600
Speaker 1: did you go to the Grammys when you want this?

602
00:30:07,760 --> 00:30:10,800
Speaker 1: I did? Yeah. My speech was awful. Wait, so you

603
00:30:10,880 --> 00:30:13,560
Speaker 1: got up and spoke? Was it? It wasn't on television, right, Um?

604
00:30:13,560 --> 00:30:15,920
Speaker 1: It was. It was like the pre telecast. Okay, So

605
00:30:15,920 --> 00:30:17,320
Speaker 1: so everybody's still there and you get up on the

606
00:30:17,360 --> 00:30:19,480
Speaker 1: stage and what do you hear? And went in the

607
00:30:19,520 --> 00:30:24,400
Speaker 1: Grammy for uh, I will Christian song is, Oh my god, dude,

608
00:30:24,440 --> 00:30:27,760
Speaker 1: I literally have it. Yeah, I'll show you real fast.

609
00:30:27,800 --> 00:30:33,760
Speaker 1: It's very accessible. No, this is it? Oh you have it? Okay,

610
00:30:33,760 --> 00:30:42,480
Speaker 1: this is the audio. This is I'm called so bad,

611
00:30:43,440 --> 00:30:46,560
Speaker 1: so bad. Yeah I did. And I had a cold

612
00:30:46,600 --> 00:30:48,880
Speaker 1: and I was super awkward and like cold and have

613
00:30:48,960 --> 00:30:50,880
Speaker 1: to piece so bad? Yeah, And I was holding my

614
00:30:50,920 --> 00:30:52,720
Speaker 1: phone on the stage. I don't. I looked down and

615
00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:56,400
Speaker 1: I was like what am I doing? And so I

616
00:30:56,480 --> 00:30:59,720
Speaker 1: just kind of like I think, I think Jesus after that?

617
00:30:59,760 --> 00:31:03,760
Speaker 1: And then did Bernie take it? So you had nothing prepared?

618
00:31:04,560 --> 00:31:07,400
Speaker 1: I had not, even Anne, because I also don't prepare

619
00:31:07,400 --> 00:31:09,000
Speaker 1: for those award type things. I have to say something

620
00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:11,000
Speaker 1: because I don't want to. I don't even believe in

621
00:31:11,000 --> 00:31:12,680
Speaker 1: the jinks, but I don't want to take myself don't.

622
00:31:14,000 --> 00:31:16,640
Speaker 1: So I don't. But have a skeleton. You have a

623
00:31:16,640 --> 00:31:18,920
Speaker 1: skeleton of what you're gonna say, no, because I find

624
00:31:19,000 --> 00:31:21,000
Speaker 1: that when I plan what I'm going to say about

625
00:31:21,040 --> 00:31:23,160
Speaker 1: things before I say them, I come off very fake,

626
00:31:24,320 --> 00:31:26,479
Speaker 1: like I'm rehearsed, and I just never want to be.

627
00:31:27,320 --> 00:31:29,280
Speaker 1: I don't know. I would just rather like go and

628
00:31:29,280 --> 00:31:30,880
Speaker 1: wing it and be myself in the moment, and you

629
00:31:30,920 --> 00:31:35,720
Speaker 1: were absolutely yourself. I was had and Bernie take it away? Yeah,

630
00:31:36,680 --> 00:31:38,880
Speaker 1: thank you Jesus, Bernie take it away. I think it's

631
00:31:38,920 --> 00:31:41,600
Speaker 1: what it was. What about when you came over here

632
00:31:41,640 --> 00:31:43,800
Speaker 1: anything rehearsed and you want You're like, oh, if I

633
00:31:43,840 --> 00:31:46,920
Speaker 1: get into this, it's gonna be good. All right, it's

634
00:31:46,960 --> 00:31:50,280
Speaker 1: all like off the cuff, Dan and Shay make or break.

635
00:31:50,360 --> 00:31:55,960
Speaker 1: I'll hear this, well record was this this last one?

636
00:31:56,400 --> 00:31:59,040
Speaker 1: Are you like holding on that? It could be the

637
00:31:59,120 --> 00:32:02,600
Speaker 1: next single. Things are going to happen as they come.

638
00:32:03,440 --> 00:32:06,360
Speaker 1: I try not to get married to like ideas or

639
00:32:08,400 --> 00:32:11,120
Speaker 1: things like that. It wouldn't be cool. They're killing it.

640
00:32:11,120 --> 00:32:12,880
Speaker 1: Would be cool. They are killing it. They've played it,

641
00:32:12,920 --> 00:32:14,880
Speaker 1: they play it live. I've been to their show and

642
00:32:15,120 --> 00:32:19,000
Speaker 1: it goes over great and they sound amazing. I'm super

643
00:32:19,040 --> 00:32:21,480
Speaker 1: super proud of them. I mean, they just work their

644
00:32:21,600 --> 00:32:25,560
Speaker 1: butts off. So I'm just everything they have come into

645
00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:27,680
Speaker 1: them they deserve it. And I'm really really really stuck.

646
00:32:27,760 --> 00:32:29,120
Speaker 1: Do you hop on the road and right with people?

647
00:32:30,320 --> 00:32:33,520
Speaker 1: I have? Yeah, I haven't as much lately. Um, I've

648
00:32:33,520 --> 00:32:38,120
Speaker 1: been shifting my focus to tad Um. Not completely but

649
00:32:38,640 --> 00:32:41,440
Speaker 1: up to this point. But I have and I really

650
00:32:41,480 --> 00:32:44,440
Speaker 1: love it. I really love it. That's where don't get

651
00:32:44,480 --> 00:32:46,239
Speaker 1: a bush? Have you? Have you been on the road

652
00:32:46,360 --> 00:32:48,520
Speaker 1: right with God? I think my first time ever on

653
00:32:48,520 --> 00:32:50,600
Speaker 1: the road was Jane Kramer. I'm pretty sure that was

654
00:32:50,640 --> 00:32:53,440
Speaker 1: my first time. But I would go with Danielle out

655
00:32:53,480 --> 00:32:58,560
Speaker 1: with Thomas Rhet, a bunch Um and somebody else. I

656
00:32:58,560 --> 00:33:04,360
Speaker 1: don't remember. Garth, Yeah, totally. The crazy thing about a road,

657
00:33:04,600 --> 00:33:06,120
Speaker 1: like hopping on the road and riding with people is

658
00:33:06,160 --> 00:33:09,239
Speaker 1: that let's let's use t r for example. You go

659
00:33:09,320 --> 00:33:12,520
Speaker 1: with Tom Shrett and you're riding and you're right all

660
00:33:12,640 --> 00:33:14,840
Speaker 1: day and then even though he's been writing, he still

661
00:33:14,880 --> 00:33:16,680
Speaker 1: has to go on stage into a full show. Yeah,

662
00:33:17,240 --> 00:33:19,560
Speaker 1: and he's written one, maybe two songs, because you don't

663
00:33:19,560 --> 00:33:22,160
Speaker 1: bring writers out not to write. Yeah, So you'll ride

664
00:33:22,160 --> 00:33:23,280
Speaker 1: and you have the rigs that up in the bus

665
00:33:23,280 --> 00:33:26,560
Speaker 1: and you're riding and you know he's probably not singing fully,

666
00:33:26,560 --> 00:33:29,000
Speaker 1: but he's singing enough inside the right and then he

667
00:33:29,040 --> 00:33:30,920
Speaker 1: has to go into a full show. Yeah, it goes

668
00:33:30,920 --> 00:33:32,880
Speaker 1: that's a full show. And then they'll get off the

669
00:33:32,880 --> 00:33:34,640
Speaker 1: bus and usually do like the vocal for the song

670
00:33:34,680 --> 00:33:36,880
Speaker 1: we wrote that day or something like that. Never have

671
00:33:36,920 --> 00:33:39,720
Speaker 1: any bus rides that kind of turned into cuts? Um yeah,

672
00:33:39,960 --> 00:33:45,520
Speaker 1: actually yeah I have. Um So, there's a song on

673
00:33:45,520 --> 00:33:48,280
Speaker 1: the Daniel Bradberry record. I went on those. It was

674
00:33:48,360 --> 00:33:51,240
Speaker 1: the Suits and Boots tour when it was TR, Brett

675
00:33:51,240 --> 00:33:56,520
Speaker 1: Eldridge and Danielle and um there's a song that Tr

676
00:33:56,600 --> 00:33:59,800
Speaker 1: wrote with me and Daniel on that trip that ended

677
00:33:59,880 --> 00:34:02,400
Speaker 1: up on her record. It's called what Are We Doing?

678
00:34:03,080 --> 00:34:06,760
Speaker 1: And then um, I went out with Tr another time

679
00:34:06,840 --> 00:34:10,680
Speaker 1: and we wrote a song. It's a duet and he

680
00:34:11,960 --> 00:34:14,600
Speaker 1: cut it and with his duet partner and it just

681
00:34:14,760 --> 00:34:17,759
Speaker 1: it hasn't come out yet, so we'll see if it ever.

682
00:34:17,840 --> 00:34:21,200
Speaker 1: Does you say you've you've shifted your focus to what

683
00:34:21,320 --> 00:34:27,439
Speaker 1: singing like cutting a record? Yeah? Yeah. I never thought

684
00:34:27,440 --> 00:34:29,320
Speaker 1: i'd do it. I never wanted to do I refused

685
00:34:29,360 --> 00:34:31,560
Speaker 1: to do it, and now I'm doing it. So I'm like,

686
00:34:32,520 --> 00:34:34,640
Speaker 1: you didn't want to. You don't do things that you

687
00:34:34,640 --> 00:34:37,759
Speaker 1: don't want to do. Yeah, So that's why. Um So,

688
00:34:37,880 --> 00:34:40,319
Speaker 1: I just signed a deal with Warner Brothers and out

689
00:34:40,320 --> 00:34:42,560
Speaker 1: of l A. So it's a pop record, it's not

690
00:34:42,640 --> 00:34:46,680
Speaker 1: a country record. And I what basically happened was back

691
00:34:46,719 --> 00:34:50,520
Speaker 1: in two thousand fifteen. This guy Michael Zondo, Do you

692
00:34:50,520 --> 00:34:52,400
Speaker 1: know him? I don't know him. I know who he is.

693
00:34:52,560 --> 00:34:55,960
Speaker 1: So Mike called me, just cold called me out of

694
00:34:55,960 --> 00:35:01,200
Speaker 1: the blue. And it was November of two thousand and fifteen.

695
00:35:01,640 --> 00:35:04,839
Speaker 1: And I when I saw my publishing deal, I had

696
00:35:04,840 --> 00:35:07,400
Speaker 1: taken it out of like all that language is like

697
00:35:07,440 --> 00:35:11,880
Speaker 1: if she ever becomes an artist, it'll be divided like

698
00:35:11,880 --> 00:35:16,040
Speaker 1: blah blah blah. Um. I it took a little longer

699
00:35:16,080 --> 00:35:17,640
Speaker 1: to get my deal done because we took all of

700
00:35:17,640 --> 00:35:20,480
Speaker 1: that language out. So we actually had to redo my

701
00:35:20,520 --> 00:35:22,920
Speaker 1: publishing deal when I started talking to Warner Brothers about

702
00:35:23,600 --> 00:35:26,840
Speaker 1: signing a record deal. And um, because I just I

703
00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:29,600
Speaker 1: wanted to be a badass writer. I just did. Like

704
00:35:29,680 --> 00:35:33,200
Speaker 1: I writing with other artists, I got to kind of

705
00:35:33,239 --> 00:35:37,840
Speaker 1: see their life, and um, you just have to like

706
00:35:38,120 --> 00:35:41,720
Speaker 1: really love what you do to do it, and because

707
00:35:41,760 --> 00:35:43,680
Speaker 1: you hear know a lot. And I just I like

708
00:35:43,800 --> 00:35:45,480
Speaker 1: to be purposeful and what I like to feel like

709
00:35:45,480 --> 00:35:47,480
Speaker 1: I have purpose and whatever I'm doing. So I just

710
00:35:47,480 --> 00:35:51,640
Speaker 1: didn't feel purpose singing songs. There's so much noise out there,

711
00:35:51,840 --> 00:35:54,840
Speaker 1: and like especially a pop record, I just I just

712
00:35:54,840 --> 00:35:56,879
Speaker 1: didn't want to add to the noise. Like if I

713
00:35:56,880 --> 00:35:58,360
Speaker 1: was going to make a record, I wanted to have

714
00:35:58,400 --> 00:36:01,080
Speaker 1: a point of view, I something to say, and I

715
00:36:01,120 --> 00:36:02,719
Speaker 1: just didn't feel like I had that. I felt like

716
00:36:02,760 --> 00:36:06,640
Speaker 1: my purpose was helping other people figure out what that

717
00:36:06,760 --> 00:36:10,120
Speaker 1: was for them. So, um, I just committed to it.

718
00:36:10,160 --> 00:36:11,520
Speaker 1: And I was like, all right, let's go. I'm gonna

719
00:36:11,560 --> 00:36:14,760
Speaker 1: be the best songwriter ever, let's do it. And um

720
00:36:14,880 --> 00:36:17,239
Speaker 1: two thousand fifteen, Mike called me and said, hey, my

721
00:36:17,320 --> 00:36:19,440
Speaker 1: name is Mike. I'm not a creepers this Emily. I'm

722
00:36:19,480 --> 00:36:23,560
Speaker 1: like yeah, and he said, yeah, totally, it's good. It's

723
00:36:23,560 --> 00:36:28,239
Speaker 1: a good first line. And um, I I said, uh, hey,

724
00:36:28,280 --> 00:36:30,040
Speaker 1: what's up? Because I heard your voice on a demo

725
00:36:30,080 --> 00:36:31,560
Speaker 1: and I want to make a record with you, Like

726
00:36:31,600 --> 00:36:34,000
Speaker 1: are you down? Like I'll I'm an A and R Warner.

727
00:36:34,040 --> 00:36:37,000
Speaker 1: I'll fly you out. We'll like start just right and

728
00:36:37,040 --> 00:36:38,480
Speaker 1: see if there's anything in there. And I was like,

729
00:36:38,880 --> 00:36:41,440
Speaker 1: it's really nice, but like, I'm not sure that's my vibe.

730
00:36:41,480 --> 00:36:45,920
Speaker 1: I appreciate it though, And um, I don't know everybody

731
00:36:45,960 --> 00:36:49,160
Speaker 1: in my life who before had been like yeah, artist's

732
00:36:49,160 --> 00:36:51,640
Speaker 1: life not for you, like making a record not for you.

733
00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:55,600
Speaker 1: Let's focus on writing. Um, they kind of just started

734
00:36:56,160 --> 00:36:58,799
Speaker 1: changing their mind a little bit. It was all it

735
00:36:58,880 --> 00:37:01,520
Speaker 1: was weird, like it felt very divine, like how everything

736
00:37:01,560 --> 00:37:04,280
Speaker 1: kind of lined up. All the voices I had trusted

737
00:37:04,320 --> 00:37:06,920
Speaker 1: for so long started saying, hey, like maybe you should

738
00:37:06,920 --> 00:37:11,680
Speaker 1: go and just see if there's anything in there. And honestly,

739
00:37:11,719 --> 00:37:14,560
Speaker 1: it took a year. I went two weeks later. Basically

740
00:37:14,560 --> 00:37:18,279
Speaker 1: I was standing on my story going, I have no

741
00:37:18,360 --> 00:37:20,000
Speaker 1: idea what I'm about to meet or what I'm about

742
00:37:20,040 --> 00:37:25,040
Speaker 1: to walk into. Um was he a creep? Now he

743
00:37:25,080 --> 00:37:28,080
Speaker 1: turned out to be the nicest dude ever. He's we're

744
00:37:28,120 --> 00:37:31,399
Speaker 1: basically family now. Three years later, and um, it took

745
00:37:31,400 --> 00:37:33,560
Speaker 1: me like a year. It was just like at night

746
00:37:33,640 --> 00:37:36,319
Speaker 1: on weekends, I'd go to l a like for a

747
00:37:36,360 --> 00:37:39,400
Speaker 1: week or two every six weeks and just try to

748
00:37:39,400 --> 00:37:43,640
Speaker 1: write songs for me, and it just I would leave thinking, man,

749
00:37:43,719 --> 00:37:46,440
Speaker 1: any girl could sing that and it'd be like cute,

750
00:37:46,480 --> 00:37:49,040
Speaker 1: it'd be cool. But I I hadn't written anything. And

751
00:37:49,080 --> 00:37:52,480
Speaker 1: then I had this really slutty night one night, and um,

752
00:37:53,320 --> 00:37:55,200
Speaker 1: just super not me. I was just in like this

753
00:37:55,280 --> 00:37:57,399
Speaker 1: time of life where I was being a hell bag

754
00:37:57,600 --> 00:38:02,080
Speaker 1: and so I remember member waking up one morning and

755
00:38:02,120 --> 00:38:04,600
Speaker 1: I had like this was like a year after Mike

756
00:38:04,640 --> 00:38:06,879
Speaker 1: had called me. And I woke up and I had

757
00:38:06,880 --> 00:38:09,680
Speaker 1: like four texts on my phone from numbers I didn't recognize,

758
00:38:09,680 --> 00:38:11,520
Speaker 1: being like, Yo, where'd you go? I thought we were

759
00:38:11,520 --> 00:38:16,120
Speaker 1: going to And then um, my sister was pissed at me.

760
00:38:16,239 --> 00:38:18,160
Speaker 1: She's in the other room because I'm sure she had

761
00:38:18,200 --> 00:38:20,480
Speaker 1: to pull me out of some stupid uber the night before,

762
00:38:20,640 --> 00:38:24,160
Speaker 1: like her fun night turned into babysitting me, and so

763
00:38:24,200 --> 00:38:26,520
Speaker 1: she's mad. This is like the third fourth weekend in

764
00:38:26,520 --> 00:38:29,120
Speaker 1: a row I've done this, And I just woke up

765
00:38:29,120 --> 00:38:34,719
Speaker 1: feeling disgusting, like so not myself, like look, and I'd

766
00:38:34,800 --> 00:38:37,719
Speaker 1: kind of given up on writing anything for me because

767
00:38:37,719 --> 00:38:40,879
Speaker 1: it's been I'd tried and it hadn't really happened, so

768
00:38:41,719 --> 00:38:44,000
Speaker 1: kind of put out of my head and I crawled

769
00:38:44,040 --> 00:38:45,560
Speaker 1: her my sister's bed. The next morning, I had my

770
00:38:45,560 --> 00:38:48,120
Speaker 1: tail between my legs and she said, I love you,

771
00:38:48,120 --> 00:38:50,080
Speaker 1: but you got to figure this out. She's like, you're

772
00:38:50,160 --> 00:38:52,839
Speaker 1: ruining our relationship. You need to figure it out. And

773
00:38:52,880 --> 00:38:57,760
Speaker 1: I said okay, and I went home and I called, um, Hannah, Ellis,

774
00:38:57,960 --> 00:39:01,880
Speaker 1: do you know Hannah? I know her. I've played her music. Yeah,

775
00:39:02,000 --> 00:39:04,799
Speaker 1: I called her. She was like my first co write

776
00:39:04,800 --> 00:39:08,319
Speaker 1: when I moved to Nashville ever, and so I don't know.

777
00:39:08,360 --> 00:39:10,960
Speaker 1: I called her for some reason and I said, Hey, like,

778
00:39:11,600 --> 00:39:13,640
Speaker 1: I just need to vocalize something. Could you meet me?

779
00:39:13,719 --> 00:39:16,000
Speaker 1: It was a Saturday. Mama don't work on Saturdays. Mama

780
00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:18,600
Speaker 1: works money through Friday. So I was she was. I

781
00:39:18,640 --> 00:39:20,439
Speaker 1: was like, can you meet me? And she said sure,

782
00:39:20,520 --> 00:39:23,880
Speaker 1: And she met me at like seven pm on a

783
00:39:23,960 --> 00:39:27,440
Speaker 1: Saturday night and we wrote this song and uh, the

784
00:39:27,440 --> 00:39:30,000
Speaker 1: next day we took it to Josh Herr and he

785
00:39:30,040 --> 00:39:33,560
Speaker 1: finished it with us and I didn't even turn it in. Honestly,

786
00:39:33,560 --> 00:39:35,840
Speaker 1: I stuck into my email because my first thought was

787
00:39:35,920 --> 00:39:39,280
Speaker 1: a lady Antebel, I will never cut this like nobody

788
00:39:39,320 --> 00:39:44,000
Speaker 1: in country. Yeah, totally. This Emily Wants means the first

789
00:39:44,040 --> 00:39:49,440
Speaker 1: hit no. Um. It was called things I'm Over and UM.

790
00:39:49,560 --> 00:39:51,120
Speaker 1: I just stuck in my email and I like left

791
00:39:51,120 --> 00:39:53,080
Speaker 1: it there because I figured nobody else would do it.

792
00:39:53,200 --> 00:39:55,040
Speaker 1: And my sister called me a few days later and said,

793
00:39:55,080 --> 00:39:57,480
Speaker 1: what the hell is this song in your email? She

794
00:39:57,600 --> 00:40:01,279
Speaker 1: was like, my sister, yeah, and she knows I don't

795
00:40:01,320 --> 00:40:04,120
Speaker 1: like I'm not great at texting or calling or emailing,

796
00:40:04,160 --> 00:40:07,879
Speaker 1: so she has access to all my stuff. And she said,

797
00:40:07,920 --> 00:40:11,239
Speaker 1: what is this song? And I said, um oh, I

798
00:40:11,280 --> 00:40:14,000
Speaker 1: just needed to like say it, but I nobody will

799
00:40:14,080 --> 00:40:16,000
Speaker 1: ever cut it, so I just I didn't even turn

800
00:40:16,040 --> 00:40:18,040
Speaker 1: it in and she said, yeah, nobody's going to cut

801
00:40:18,080 --> 00:40:20,759
Speaker 1: it because it's yours. And it was the first moment

802
00:40:20,760 --> 00:40:25,520
Speaker 1: where I went, oh, that makes sense. She said at me,

803
00:40:25,520 --> 00:40:28,120
Speaker 1: you gotta try again. So I did, and I I

804
00:40:28,440 --> 00:40:30,719
Speaker 1: just tried to remember where that place was in me

805
00:40:30,960 --> 00:40:33,640
Speaker 1: and going back there, and before I knew it, another

806
00:40:33,719 --> 00:40:35,360
Speaker 1: year went by and I just was sitting on a

807
00:40:35,400 --> 00:40:37,719
Speaker 1: stack of songs that felt like my songs and my

808
00:40:37,840 --> 00:40:40,920
Speaker 1: point of view and something that I had to say.

809
00:40:41,320 --> 00:40:43,799
Speaker 1: And um, I ended up signing with Warner Brothers like

810
00:40:43,840 --> 00:40:46,920
Speaker 1: six months ago. So what does that mean for timeline

811
00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:50,919
Speaker 1: of you putting music out? So, um, I actually fight

812
00:40:50,960 --> 00:40:54,040
Speaker 1: out a tomorrow morning, so like meet have my first

813
00:40:54,040 --> 00:40:57,040
Speaker 1: meetings with branding and promo and stuff like that. I

814
00:40:57,080 --> 00:41:00,520
Speaker 1: honestly was in a really incredible position where I didn't

815
00:41:00,560 --> 00:41:02,680
Speaker 1: have a label looking over my shoulder the whole time

816
00:41:02,719 --> 00:41:07,160
Speaker 1: I was making my first record. Because um, I've seen

817
00:41:07,400 --> 00:41:09,600
Speaker 1: that happened to so many people where they signed deals

818
00:41:09,640 --> 00:41:12,000
Speaker 1: and then to me, I had This is honestly the

819
00:41:12,040 --> 00:41:16,000
Speaker 1: first public place I've admitted having a record deal, Like

820
00:41:16,040 --> 00:41:19,799
Speaker 1: I've never posted about it or like really told people

821
00:41:19,840 --> 00:41:23,720
Speaker 1: about it, because I think some people see record deals

822
00:41:23,719 --> 00:41:25,120
Speaker 1: like the end, and I kind of see it as

823
00:41:25,160 --> 00:41:27,800
Speaker 1: the means to the end. Why do people see it

824
00:41:27,880 --> 00:41:29,680
Speaker 1: is the end? Well, I don't know. I think it's

825
00:41:29,719 --> 00:41:31,880
Speaker 1: like a goal for and I think it's an incredible

826
00:41:31,880 --> 00:41:34,000
Speaker 1: goal for a lot of people, like we got a

827
00:41:34,000 --> 00:41:36,160
Speaker 1: record deal, Yeah, we made it. And I think that

828
00:41:36,320 --> 00:41:39,320
Speaker 1: sometimes the record deal is the beginning of the work, um,

829
00:41:39,440 --> 00:41:45,200
Speaker 1: rather than the X on the map. So um, I

830
00:41:45,200 --> 00:41:47,120
Speaker 1: don't know. For me, it was kind of like cool,

831
00:41:47,160 --> 00:41:48,759
Speaker 1: we I signed my deal. It was just me and

832
00:41:48,800 --> 00:41:51,000
Speaker 1: Mike alone, like in his studio. I had my dad

833
00:41:51,040 --> 00:41:53,400
Speaker 1: on face time, like my sister wasn't even there for it.

834
00:41:53,400 --> 00:41:56,240
Speaker 1: It was the most low key moment in my life.

835
00:41:56,480 --> 00:41:59,640
Speaker 1: And um, we started cutting music that day like cool,

836
00:41:59,680 --> 00:42:01,359
Speaker 1: paper stun, let's do it, you know what I mean.

837
00:42:01,400 --> 00:42:06,319
Speaker 1: And that's when we started cutting songs. So um, for me,

838
00:42:06,400 --> 00:42:09,080
Speaker 1: I just got I really got a couple of years too,

839
00:42:09,120 --> 00:42:11,440
Speaker 1: and it's that curse of like my second record, I'm

840
00:42:11,440 --> 00:42:12,840
Speaker 1: not going to have three years to write it, you

841
00:42:12,840 --> 00:42:15,239
Speaker 1: know what I mean. So it's like that classic thing

842
00:42:15,320 --> 00:42:17,400
Speaker 1: of you're already worried about the second record and the

843
00:42:17,400 --> 00:42:21,880
Speaker 1: first one is not out yet. Yeah, of course, Um,

844
00:42:21,920 --> 00:42:24,560
Speaker 1: but no, I just know I had I'm really My

845
00:42:24,600 --> 00:42:26,560
Speaker 1: point is that I'm very blessed to have had a

846
00:42:26,600 --> 00:42:29,640
Speaker 1: lot of time to really figure out who I am

847
00:42:29,719 --> 00:42:33,440
Speaker 1: and um, what my music sounds like and what it says.

848
00:42:33,680 --> 00:42:36,680
Speaker 1: And I'm super proud of it. I love it. I

849
00:42:36,719 --> 00:42:39,600
Speaker 1: would buy it if it wasn't mine. I listened to

850
00:42:39,640 --> 00:42:43,000
Speaker 1: it sometimes, and not as my music. I listened to

851
00:42:43,080 --> 00:42:44,879
Speaker 1: it because like I need to hear it, And that's

852
00:42:44,880 --> 00:42:46,200
Speaker 1: how I know a song is mine is when I

853
00:42:46,239 --> 00:42:47,640
Speaker 1: hear it and I got thinks that I needed that.

854
00:42:48,440 --> 00:42:51,279
Speaker 1: Like that's when I know, like that's it, Because you know,

855
00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:53,719
Speaker 1: I'll write these honest songs and turn them in and

856
00:42:53,760 --> 00:42:55,600
Speaker 1: I'll be like, I think this is from my background

857
00:42:55,680 --> 00:42:57,359
Speaker 1: and says, no, it's not for your record, and I'm

858
00:42:57,400 --> 00:42:59,719
Speaker 1: like why but it's so honest and wrong, and she's like, yeah,

859
00:42:59,760 --> 00:43:02,480
Speaker 1: but it's selfishly honest. She's like, it doesn't do anything

860
00:43:02,520 --> 00:43:04,160
Speaker 1: for me. I'm just watching you in your own world,

861
00:43:04,200 --> 00:43:07,120
Speaker 1: like being honest with yourself cool, just like how does that? Like,

862
00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:09,839
Speaker 1: how do I connect with that? And I'm like, oh yeah,

863
00:43:10,080 --> 00:43:12,080
Speaker 1: so it's kind of funny. My A and R team

864
00:43:12,120 --> 00:43:14,960
Speaker 1: is basically my three sisters, and they tell me when

865
00:43:15,000 --> 00:43:17,800
Speaker 1: something sucks and it's kind of funny. Did you always

866
00:43:17,800 --> 00:43:22,160
Speaker 1: want to do this right? Music? YEA forever? Yeah, like

867
00:43:22,200 --> 00:43:24,960
Speaker 1: I has a career. Um, I didn't really know that

868
00:43:25,040 --> 00:43:27,480
Speaker 1: you could. I mean, I'm super tight with my My

869
00:43:27,560 --> 00:43:31,919
Speaker 1: family were disgustingly close. It's disgusting, and um my dad,

870
00:43:31,960 --> 00:43:33,839
Speaker 1: you know those people you have a personality bond with.

871
00:43:34,080 --> 00:43:36,520
Speaker 1: Do you have anybody like that? You're just like the

872
00:43:36,560 --> 00:43:43,319
Speaker 1: same person quietly? Oh yeah, I love it stward, But yeah,

873
00:43:43,719 --> 00:43:46,359
Speaker 1: my sister and my dad have a personality bond, like

874
00:43:46,520 --> 00:43:47,960
Speaker 1: they're the same person. They could look at each other

875
00:43:48,000 --> 00:43:50,040
Speaker 1: and know what they're thinking. And I never had that

876
00:43:50,080 --> 00:43:52,640
Speaker 1: with my dad. Um So I was like, well, my

877
00:43:52,680 --> 00:43:54,600
Speaker 1: dad loves music, so I'm gonna write a song. And

878
00:43:55,160 --> 00:43:57,080
Speaker 1: I did and he cried and it was this big thing.

879
00:43:57,120 --> 00:44:00,200
Speaker 1: It was like it was literally like shooting heroin ors thing.

880
00:44:00,200 --> 00:44:01,600
Speaker 1: I was like, Dad, love my song, I gotta do

881
00:44:01,640 --> 00:44:05,359
Speaker 1: it again, and so, um yeah, I'd come home every

882
00:44:05,400 --> 00:44:07,440
Speaker 1: day after school. I was like eleven when I started,

883
00:44:07,600 --> 00:44:09,640
Speaker 1: and I would just right for like an hour or two.

884
00:44:10,080 --> 00:44:11,880
Speaker 1: It was like before I did my homework and I

885
00:44:11,920 --> 00:44:15,040
Speaker 1: would show him and be like, oh honey, that's so

886
00:44:15,080 --> 00:44:18,080
Speaker 1: good or oh honey, that could be better. I don't

887
00:44:18,080 --> 00:44:19,640
Speaker 1: really like how blah blah blah, and you gotta think

888
00:44:19,640 --> 00:44:21,759
Speaker 1: about da da da, And he never gave me an

889
00:44:21,760 --> 00:44:23,640
Speaker 1: a when I deserved to see. It was like that

890
00:44:23,760 --> 00:44:27,480
Speaker 1: kind of thing and so um yeah. Just growing up,

891
00:44:27,560 --> 00:44:29,640
Speaker 1: I was just my hobby and my thing that I

892
00:44:29,680 --> 00:44:31,920
Speaker 1: bought it with my dad about. And then when it

893
00:44:31,960 --> 00:44:34,440
Speaker 1: was time to go to college, everybody was like, you

894
00:44:34,480 --> 00:44:37,480
Speaker 1: gotta go to medical school. My dad would say, you

895
00:44:37,480 --> 00:44:39,200
Speaker 1: can be a doctor writes songs, but he can't be

896
00:44:39,239 --> 00:44:43,279
Speaker 1: a songwriter his doctor. And I was like, okay, yeah, cool,

897
00:44:43,400 --> 00:44:46,359
Speaker 1: yeah dad. Sure. I'm totally a daddy pleaser, like I

898
00:44:46,440 --> 00:44:49,239
Speaker 1: love my dad. And being the oldest, it's like everybody's

899
00:44:49,280 --> 00:44:51,520
Speaker 1: watching you and you want to like do well and

900
00:44:51,680 --> 00:44:54,879
Speaker 1: succeed and not fail because you're setting the time. It's

901
00:44:54,920 --> 00:44:59,480
Speaker 1: like the first um I think growing up I did

902
00:44:59,520 --> 00:45:02,759
Speaker 1: without even realizing it. But we also are all so

903
00:45:02,880 --> 00:45:06,040
Speaker 1: close in age that I definitely was the pioneer woman

904
00:45:06,080 --> 00:45:08,400
Speaker 1: in the sense of like, my first boyfriend was my

905
00:45:08,400 --> 00:45:11,120
Speaker 1: whole family's first boyfriend. You know, my first breakup was

906
00:45:11,160 --> 00:45:14,040
Speaker 1: my whole family's first breakup. Do you do the thing

907
00:45:14,080 --> 00:45:16,239
Speaker 1: where you break up and you write about it, but

908
00:45:16,480 --> 00:45:23,680
Speaker 1: so um specific that it can be tracked back? Um?

909
00:45:24,040 --> 00:45:26,480
Speaker 1: I have been guilty of doing that before. Probably, But

910
00:45:26,719 --> 00:45:31,160
Speaker 1: I also I have got no point where I think

911
00:45:33,080 --> 00:45:36,480
Speaker 1: I don't do it as much now. I still do it.

912
00:45:36,520 --> 00:45:38,480
Speaker 1: I mean, it's who I am. But do people hear

913
00:45:38,520 --> 00:45:42,600
Speaker 1: those ones? Probably not. I'm worried about that a little

914
00:45:42,640 --> 00:45:46,920
Speaker 1: bit on Lindsay's next record, because she was like, do

915
00:45:46,920 --> 00:45:48,560
Speaker 1: you want to hear these songs? Like, nope, put it out,

916
00:45:48,600 --> 00:45:51,200
Speaker 1: don't let me hear it. I don't think it's fair because,

917
00:45:51,239 --> 00:45:54,960
Speaker 1: as someone who loves art more than myself, even I

918
00:45:55,000 --> 00:45:57,040
Speaker 1: would say I don't want you because you would say

919
00:45:57,040 --> 00:45:58,760
Speaker 1: you want to hear it. I was like, I don't

920
00:45:58,920 --> 00:46:00,759
Speaker 1: because if I hear it, I'll oh, note, don't put

921
00:46:00,800 --> 00:46:03,600
Speaker 1: that out. So I don't want to hear it. Yeah,

922
00:46:03,640 --> 00:46:05,960
Speaker 1: I think it's just the consequence of dating a writer.

923
00:46:06,080 --> 00:46:08,600
Speaker 1: I've dated writers were there are songs that are specifically

924
00:46:08,640 --> 00:46:11,320
Speaker 1: about me, and I'm like, but there's been consequence of

925
00:46:11,440 --> 00:46:13,439
Speaker 1: dating me, to be fair, because I talk about things

926
00:46:13,440 --> 00:46:15,520
Speaker 1: to millions of people that she probably was like, are

927
00:46:15,560 --> 00:46:18,520
Speaker 1: all my any girlfriends or anybody that I dated? But

928
00:46:19,000 --> 00:46:20,520
Speaker 1: I'd like to pat myself on the back here one

929
00:46:20,520 --> 00:46:24,520
Speaker 1: more time that I said, do not send me this song. Hey,

930
00:46:24,520 --> 00:46:27,320
Speaker 1: it's the world. Everybody take note, because I will veto

931
00:46:27,480 --> 00:46:30,600
Speaker 1: this and so her next record. I know she's just

932
00:46:31,040 --> 00:46:32,640
Speaker 1: but we had a we had a really good relationship.

933
00:46:32,640 --> 00:46:34,000
Speaker 1: There was no cheating, there's nothing we broke up. But

934
00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:36,880
Speaker 1: I know there's gonna be some stuff about me. I know.

935
00:46:36,920 --> 00:46:38,279
Speaker 1: One was the title one of the titles to Get

936
00:46:38,280 --> 00:46:43,279
Speaker 1: Over Yourself. So I'm just sitting here and going, oh

937
00:46:43,320 --> 00:46:45,879
Speaker 1: my God. And her and I are still cool, We're

938
00:46:45,880 --> 00:46:49,279
Speaker 1: still closer many times. But I'm just like, God, but

939
00:46:49,320 --> 00:46:53,399
Speaker 1: what you dated a song? And I know Josh, your

940
00:46:53,400 --> 00:46:56,360
Speaker 1: ex boyfriend, has he written about you and songs and

941
00:46:56,440 --> 00:47:00,120
Speaker 1: other artists have sang um. I don't know if the

942
00:47:00,120 --> 00:47:02,600
Speaker 1: world's heard any of them. I've heard I've heard things.

943
00:47:04,000 --> 00:47:09,880
Speaker 1: It makes you feel blank, it makes me feel huh.

944
00:47:09,920 --> 00:47:12,919
Speaker 1: I think I'm never like I don't always feel one

945
00:47:12,960 --> 00:47:16,000
Speaker 1: thing about everything. I feel like probably four different things

946
00:47:16,040 --> 00:47:20,520
Speaker 1: about it. One, I'm pumped for him. Then he got cut. Like, honestly,

947
00:47:20,560 --> 00:47:23,720
Speaker 1: I know, that's like really cool, especially when something's super

948
00:47:23,719 --> 00:47:26,759
Speaker 1: personal to you and then another artist relates to enough

949
00:47:26,800 --> 00:47:28,439
Speaker 1: to want to cut it. I think it's really cool.

950
00:47:28,560 --> 00:47:36,520
Speaker 1: So pumps for them, but also like that's awkward where

951
00:47:36,960 --> 00:47:39,440
Speaker 1: it's their perspective, it's not even my Yeah, like it's

952
00:47:39,520 --> 00:47:42,040
Speaker 1: your side of the story. Isn't necessarily there. But then

953
00:47:42,080 --> 00:47:45,600
Speaker 1: I have to go, well, okay, I'm like, how many

954
00:47:45,600 --> 00:47:47,200
Speaker 1: times have you done that to somebody? So I can't

955
00:47:47,280 --> 00:47:49,719
Speaker 1: really complain about it. And at the end of the day,

956
00:47:49,800 --> 00:47:54,600
Speaker 1: it's like, damn whatever. The people need to know no,

957
00:47:55,440 --> 00:48:00,359
Speaker 1: and like nobody cares. Yeah, honestly, nobody cares. It's see

958
00:48:00,360 --> 00:48:04,120
Speaker 1: me thinking about it. Like the general population that consensus

959
00:48:04,160 --> 00:48:06,520
Speaker 1: doesn't care about anything anymore. It's such a niche striman

960
00:48:06,600 --> 00:48:10,640
Speaker 1: society that we're in now, and so at times, even

961
00:48:10,640 --> 00:48:13,919
Speaker 1: with people that get in trouble for like controversial things,

962
00:48:14,719 --> 00:48:19,320
Speaker 1: it just goes by. It's quick and unless you're Michael Jackson,

963
00:48:19,880 --> 00:48:21,799
Speaker 1: you know or something. Did watch Did you watch that?

964
00:48:21,920 --> 00:48:24,879
Speaker 1: I watched it literally yesterday. This is fresh for me.

965
00:48:25,080 --> 00:48:28,080
Speaker 1: It was dark. It was so hard to watch because

966
00:48:28,080 --> 00:48:31,000
Speaker 1: it was so graphics, so graphic, and it was I

967
00:48:31,120 --> 00:48:32,960
Speaker 1: was shocked at how graphic it was, but like I

968
00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:35,880
Speaker 1: appreciated it, but I was definitely shocked. To me, it

969
00:48:35,920 --> 00:48:37,719
Speaker 1: was easier to watch the Ted Bundy tapes where the

970
00:48:37,760 --> 00:48:41,720
Speaker 1: dude chops up adults than it was so much easier

971
00:48:41,760 --> 00:48:48,200
Speaker 1: here about Michael Jackson molesting young boys. It was it's

972
00:48:48,239 --> 00:48:49,920
Speaker 1: like it just it's one of those things makes you

973
00:48:50,000 --> 00:48:53,760
Speaker 1: a man. Evil's real. It was, you know, I wish

974
00:48:54,239 --> 00:48:57,320
Speaker 1: here's the thing that was because I believe the guys,

975
00:48:57,680 --> 00:49:00,680
Speaker 1: but I wish he were alive to defend himself. And

976
00:49:00,840 --> 00:49:03,760
Speaker 1: also he went to court twice and was quoted twice.

977
00:49:03,880 --> 00:49:06,440
Speaker 1: There's just a lot of things that since he's dead,

978
00:49:07,600 --> 00:49:09,960
Speaker 1: you just wish he could say something back because again

979
00:49:10,000 --> 00:49:13,480
Speaker 1: talking about one side and I believe them, but I

980
00:49:13,560 --> 00:49:16,600
Speaker 1: just wish for for the fairness part of it, that

981
00:49:16,760 --> 00:49:19,239
Speaker 1: he was able to come and go whatever. However, what

982
00:49:19,239 --> 00:49:21,879
Speaker 1: everybody's gonna say, But yes, it's hard to watch. It's

983
00:49:21,880 --> 00:49:23,919
Speaker 1: really hard to watch. But I will to your point.

984
00:49:23,960 --> 00:49:26,920
Speaker 1: I will say, my sister and I like whenever we

985
00:49:26,920 --> 00:49:29,719
Speaker 1: get on something, we get on it, like when we

986
00:49:29,719 --> 00:49:32,920
Speaker 1: watched Boheman Rhapsody. I mean, there was nothing but Freddie

987
00:49:32,920 --> 00:49:35,560
Speaker 1: Mercury streaming, like interviews streaming through my house for like

988
00:49:35,600 --> 00:49:38,120
Speaker 1: two weeks. So we watched a bunch of interviews after

989
00:49:38,200 --> 00:49:40,920
Speaker 1: and I think the director of the movie said that

990
00:49:41,040 --> 00:49:45,480
Speaker 1: this particular like film was about these two guys stories.

991
00:49:46,000 --> 00:49:47,799
Speaker 1: So like, because I know a lot of people have

992
00:49:47,840 --> 00:49:49,719
Speaker 1: been saying like what you were just saying about like

993
00:49:50,680 --> 00:49:53,000
Speaker 1: always not here to define himself and blah blah blah,

994
00:49:53,000 --> 00:49:56,040
Speaker 1: and it's definitely like a one sided situation. But when

995
00:49:56,120 --> 00:49:57,920
Speaker 1: you do look at like, it is what it is.

996
00:49:57,960 --> 00:50:01,319
Speaker 1: It's a movie about these two guys. And so I

997
00:50:01,360 --> 00:50:04,040
Speaker 1: don't I don't know I which two guys, Freddie and

998
00:50:04,080 --> 00:50:08,799
Speaker 1: Brian May No, um, I'm talking about leaving Michael Jack

999
00:50:09,719 --> 00:50:11,920
Speaker 1: Wade and these two guys. The two yeah, yeah, the

1000
00:50:11,960 --> 00:50:15,520
Speaker 1: two boys. I just always have to mention Freddie and

1001
00:50:15,520 --> 00:50:21,239
Speaker 1: Mercury somewhere. I loved it. It's the only movie ever made.

1002
00:50:21,239 --> 00:50:24,080
Speaker 1: In my opinion, I thought it was pretty good. It's

1003
00:50:24,160 --> 00:50:27,479
Speaker 1: so good. I'm such a I'm one of the guys

1004
00:50:27,520 --> 00:50:30,600
Speaker 1: that hold wait, hold on, let me state my opinion. Okay,

1005
00:50:30,640 --> 00:50:33,000
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I get really pumps about it. I thought

1006
00:50:33,040 --> 00:50:35,200
Speaker 1: it was good. I'm a huge Queen fan that I

1007
00:50:35,239 --> 00:50:38,319
Speaker 1: think there are only a couple of artists that if

1008
00:50:38,480 --> 00:50:42,080
Speaker 1: created today, would still come out in kind of pierce

1009
00:50:42,520 --> 00:50:45,520
Speaker 1: our consciousness of oh this is cool. Like if Queen

1010
00:50:45,560 --> 00:50:47,640
Speaker 1: existed today for the first time, we would go, oh,

1011
00:50:47,640 --> 00:50:50,319
Speaker 1: there sounded so different. We like them today, not because

1012
00:50:50,320 --> 00:50:51,719
Speaker 1: they were Queen, not because they have a history. We

1013
00:50:51,840 --> 00:50:54,200
Speaker 1: just go, oh, they're distinct and they're different like today.

1014
00:50:54,239 --> 00:50:57,839
Speaker 1: That the other the only other one is Biggie because

1015
00:50:57,840 --> 00:51:00,680
Speaker 1: I think his Oh did you watch that? I really

1016
00:51:00,719 --> 00:51:04,239
Speaker 1: like that? Which one there's like nine I want about

1017
00:51:04,280 --> 00:51:07,680
Speaker 1: him in Tupac on Netflix is yeah, I think it's unsolved.

1018
00:51:07,719 --> 00:51:09,279
Speaker 1: I see that up in the feet. No, let me finish.

1019
00:51:11,320 --> 00:51:15,759
Speaker 1: The thing about Human Raapsody that didn't like was it's

1020
00:51:15,760 --> 00:51:18,200
Speaker 1: a movie, and in a Hollywood movie, they've got to

1021
00:51:18,280 --> 00:51:22,080
Speaker 1: just gloss and jump right. So it's like, Freddie, you're

1022
00:51:22,080 --> 00:51:24,480
Speaker 1: sawn a record deal. No, no, even let's go before that,

1023
00:51:24,719 --> 00:51:27,240
Speaker 1: there's a band playing on stage and it's like, you, guys,

1024
00:51:27,239 --> 00:51:30,080
Speaker 1: I'd like to to sing for your band. Next thing

1025
00:51:30,080 --> 00:51:32,240
Speaker 1: you know, they're on the BBC plane like three minutes

1026
00:51:32,320 --> 00:51:36,000
Speaker 1: later and it's just now and I understood why, but

1027
00:51:36,040 --> 00:51:38,759
Speaker 1: as someone who just is such a music geek, I

1028
00:51:38,800 --> 00:51:41,720
Speaker 1: wanted there to be a little more of that struggle. Um,

1029
00:51:41,760 --> 00:51:46,080
Speaker 1: but I did enjoy the movie. But then it goes,

1030
00:51:46,840 --> 00:51:49,920
Speaker 1: we're playing on first BBC show. You just signed a

1031
00:51:49,960 --> 00:51:53,640
Speaker 1: deal eighteen seconds ago before that, you just met, Like,

1032
00:51:53,760 --> 00:51:56,120
Speaker 1: did you have these problems with unity? Yeah? I think

1033
00:51:56,200 --> 00:52:00,600
Speaker 1: some of it wasn't even like, but don't. I'm okay

1034
00:52:00,600 --> 00:52:02,120
Speaker 1: with that. Okay, that's the stunme that kind of got

1035
00:52:02,200 --> 00:52:04,359
Speaker 1: me from it. I'm okay with that because it's a

1036
00:52:04,360 --> 00:52:06,320
Speaker 1: movie and I go into it. If a documentary, I

1037
00:52:06,320 --> 00:52:09,640
Speaker 1: would be upset, And a documentary if it's true, I'm

1038
00:52:09,680 --> 00:52:11,879
Speaker 1: like this bull crap. I just Wikipedia, and I believe

1039
00:52:11,880 --> 00:52:14,600
Speaker 1: everything Wikipedia says, so you're wrong. It was very quick

1040
00:52:14,600 --> 00:52:16,600
Speaker 1: in the beginning, and it kind of slowed down and

1041
00:52:16,640 --> 00:52:18,920
Speaker 1: it was like, I'm Freddie, I have big teeth. It's

1042
00:52:18,960 --> 00:52:24,080
Speaker 1: now time little fair or whatever. Very fair, very fair

1043
00:52:24,160 --> 00:52:27,000
Speaker 1: commentary on the movie. That being said, I did like

1044
00:52:27,120 --> 00:52:28,400
Speaker 1: the movie, and I thought it was cool that a

1045
00:52:28,400 --> 00:52:30,920
Speaker 1: bunch of people like yourself were exposed to Queen. Oh,

1046
00:52:31,000 --> 00:52:36,440
Speaker 1: I know, I know. Um. I was a Queen fan

1047
00:52:36,480 --> 00:52:38,080
Speaker 1: in the sense of like I knew some of their

1048
00:52:38,080 --> 00:52:41,680
Speaker 1: songs and I I really liked them. I knew the

1049
00:52:41,719 --> 00:52:47,239
Speaker 1: words and whatever. But I think that, especially at the

1050
00:52:47,320 --> 00:52:50,240
Speaker 1: place I'm in, of like having just signed a record

1051
00:52:50,239 --> 00:52:53,080
Speaker 1: deal and well then you immediately should be hosting a

1052
00:52:53,080 --> 00:52:58,799
Speaker 1: big festival in like seven minutes BBC at But um No,

1053
00:52:59,000 --> 00:53:02,480
Speaker 1: I think it was more of like just be yourself

1054
00:53:02,960 --> 00:53:06,279
Speaker 1: and like who cares if people like it or don't

1055
00:53:06,320 --> 00:53:11,560
Speaker 1: like it. I think it was like that whole concept

1056
00:53:12,239 --> 00:53:14,160
Speaker 1: or theme I guess through the movie that just really

1057
00:53:14,200 --> 00:53:19,200
Speaker 1: inspired me to just, you know, when somebody doesn't like something. Okay,

1058
00:53:19,440 --> 00:53:21,480
Speaker 1: here's my shortcut to people, because I tell them we

1059
00:53:21,520 --> 00:53:24,120
Speaker 1: spend all of our young days trying to fit in.

1060
00:53:24,360 --> 00:53:27,000
Speaker 1: Younger days twenties, thirties, we do. We spent all of

1061
00:53:27,000 --> 00:53:28,239
Speaker 1: our time going, I just want to fit in. I

1062
00:53:28,280 --> 00:53:29,719
Speaker 1: just I want to be cool and fit in. And

1063
00:53:29,719 --> 00:53:32,040
Speaker 1: then once we figure out, oh this is the thing,

1064
00:53:32,040 --> 00:53:33,840
Speaker 1: we spend the rest of our life trying to be different.

1065
00:53:34,440 --> 00:53:35,560
Speaker 1: So you can kind of get a had start on

1066
00:53:35,600 --> 00:53:37,200
Speaker 1: that by going, you know what, I just want to

1067
00:53:37,200 --> 00:53:38,880
Speaker 1: be different, but it's cool to be different. I'm just

1068
00:53:38,880 --> 00:53:40,279
Speaker 1: gonna be me even if it's different. And we spent

1069
00:53:40,320 --> 00:53:42,320
Speaker 1: all of our youth going I want to fit in.

1070
00:53:42,360 --> 00:53:43,440
Speaker 1: I want to fit in and I want to fit in.

1071
00:53:43,840 --> 00:53:45,800
Speaker 1: And there's a point where you do make that pivot

1072
00:53:45,800 --> 00:53:48,000
Speaker 1: where you go, oh, I want to be different. So

1073
00:53:48,040 --> 00:53:49,560
Speaker 1: as long as you know that it's coming, you can

1074
00:53:49,600 --> 00:53:51,640
Speaker 1: kind of prepare yourself for it. I mean, I've always

1075
00:53:51,640 --> 00:53:54,120
Speaker 1: just been weird. I've tried to fit in. I'm still

1076
00:53:54,120 --> 00:53:57,200
Speaker 1: trying right now, not really much longer. On what's your

1077
00:53:57,200 --> 00:54:01,440
Speaker 1: biggest insecurity? I have the chest of an I loving

1078
00:54:01,480 --> 00:54:03,640
Speaker 1: year old boy. Are you serious? Yeah, that's really what

1079
00:54:03,680 --> 00:54:07,359
Speaker 1: it is. It's one of them. Sure, um, physically, sure, okay, wow,

1080
00:54:07,360 --> 00:54:09,680
Speaker 1: I like this. Let's play it physically and then emotionally

1081
00:54:10,920 --> 00:54:15,120
Speaker 1: or like mentally, I think emotionally. You know, I grew up.

1082
00:54:15,480 --> 00:54:18,120
Speaker 1: I grew up. We had a pretty hard you know,

1083
00:54:18,480 --> 00:54:20,759
Speaker 1: grow It's tough. I had a tough background, so I

1084
00:54:21,320 --> 00:54:24,239
Speaker 1: and I was never really loved as a kid. My

1085
00:54:24,280 --> 00:54:25,839
Speaker 1: mom was an addict. My dad and I never knew

1086
00:54:25,840 --> 00:54:29,439
Speaker 1: my dad. Mom died. So now it's like, and I ever,

1087
00:54:29,880 --> 00:54:33,439
Speaker 1: like I'm really insecure about like do people really like me?

1088
00:54:33,880 --> 00:54:36,360
Speaker 1: Especially now as I become get bigger and you go

1089
00:54:36,440 --> 00:54:38,760
Speaker 1: from radio to like a national already show to television

1090
00:54:39,000 --> 00:54:40,279
Speaker 1: like do people even like me or they just like

1091
00:54:40,320 --> 00:54:41,920
Speaker 1: what I do want to hang around me. So I'm

1092
00:54:41,920 --> 00:54:45,319
Speaker 1: really insecure about that new people. That's like super fair

1093
00:54:45,360 --> 00:54:48,359
Speaker 1: though really I don't like new people until I love

1094
00:54:48,400 --> 00:54:50,600
Speaker 1: new people. And it's hard to get in that. It's

1095
00:54:50,600 --> 00:54:52,520
Speaker 1: hard to get in like my little circle, not because

1096
00:54:52,560 --> 00:54:55,320
Speaker 1: I'm cool, because I don't trust very well. I'm super

1097
00:54:55,360 --> 00:54:57,400
Speaker 1: insecure that that people don't like me. Do you ever

1098
00:54:57,440 --> 00:55:00,120
Speaker 1: have imposter syndrome? Though not ever have it? I'm I

1099
00:55:00,160 --> 00:55:03,319
Speaker 1: live it every day. Like you don't feel like you're

1100
00:55:03,320 --> 00:55:05,239
Speaker 1: as cool as everybody thinks you are, and it's like

1101
00:55:05,680 --> 00:55:08,880
Speaker 1: or as talented, yeah, a hundred percent, Like like you

1102
00:55:09,000 --> 00:55:11,239
Speaker 1: don't feel like you deserve to be there even though

1103
00:55:11,239 --> 00:55:13,680
Speaker 1: everybody else does constantly, And so then you just kind

1104
00:55:13,680 --> 00:55:16,400
Speaker 1: of like and I feel guilty to two things. So

1105
00:55:16,520 --> 00:55:19,280
Speaker 1: I do. Um. The last year and a half, I've

1106
00:55:19,280 --> 00:55:21,640
Speaker 1: spent doing theater stand up, and I've been and these

1107
00:55:21,640 --> 00:55:25,160
Speaker 1: shows would sell out two thousand people there. I'd be like,

1108
00:55:25,200 --> 00:55:26,640
Speaker 1: oh my god, I'm not even that funny. The people

1109
00:55:26,760 --> 00:55:28,200
Speaker 1: pay fifty bucks a ticket to come watch would be

1110
00:55:28,239 --> 00:55:29,719
Speaker 1: not that funny. And then I'll go out and like

1111
00:55:29,719 --> 00:55:31,440
Speaker 1: the show us great. I was like it wasn't really,

1112
00:55:31,640 --> 00:55:34,839
Speaker 1: and I always feel guilty. The my my band have

1113
00:55:34,840 --> 00:55:37,960
Speaker 1: a comedy band, and we played in Boston Saturday night,

1114
00:55:38,400 --> 00:55:40,680
Speaker 1: Sunday night. Yeah St Patrick's date Chef. We played the

1115
00:55:40,640 --> 00:55:44,440
Speaker 1: theater in Boston. And I have friends that are really

1116
00:55:44,480 --> 00:55:48,120
Speaker 1: great artists. They can't sell near the tickets that we sell,

1117
00:55:48,239 --> 00:55:50,480
Speaker 1: and I feel so guilty because of it. I stopped

1118
00:55:50,480 --> 00:55:52,200
Speaker 1: playing festivals for a long time because we could play

1119
00:55:52,200 --> 00:55:54,719
Speaker 1: like faster horses and we would be it would be

1120
00:55:54,760 --> 00:55:58,359
Speaker 1: like Luke Old Dominion and Us and then yeah, we'd

1121
00:55:58,400 --> 00:56:01,239
Speaker 1: be we'd be playing at night and I would be

1122
00:56:01,280 --> 00:56:02,880
Speaker 1: like this is and I would apologize. I would go

1123
00:56:02,920 --> 00:56:05,279
Speaker 1: to people They're like, guys, I'm so sorry. I know

1124
00:56:05,360 --> 00:56:07,280
Speaker 1: we're not that good with my friends that are in bands.

1125
00:56:07,719 --> 00:56:10,759
Speaker 1: So yes, I feel like my analogy as always that

1126
00:56:10,920 --> 00:56:14,440
Speaker 1: I'm I'm like robbing banks and eventually the cops are

1127
00:56:14,440 --> 00:56:16,319
Speaker 1: gonna catch me. Like how long can I literally rob

1128
00:56:16,400 --> 00:56:18,520
Speaker 1: these banks until the cops catch up with me? That's

1129
00:56:18,520 --> 00:56:21,440
Speaker 1: the impostor that I feel like I have books read

1130
00:56:21,480 --> 00:56:23,440
Speaker 1: a couple of books even that good. They say that crazy,

1131
00:56:23,480 --> 00:56:25,759
Speaker 1: I'm like, I can't. I never want people to read them.

1132
00:56:25,880 --> 00:56:27,239
Speaker 1: I'm like Oh, I don't know if you should read it,

1133
00:56:27,239 --> 00:56:29,879
Speaker 1: because you're gonna spend you know, four or five days,

1134
00:56:29,920 --> 00:56:32,560
Speaker 1: two weeks, depending how fast you read and trying not.

1135
00:56:33,040 --> 00:56:35,080
Speaker 1: So the answer is yes, and you're just like living

1136
00:56:35,080 --> 00:56:36,400
Speaker 1: your life for that one more where they're going to

1137
00:56:36,560 --> 00:56:39,520
Speaker 1: realize you're just not And I won't even be surprised.

1138
00:56:39,520 --> 00:56:42,120
Speaker 1: I think I might be relieved when they're finally like, yeah, dude,

1139
00:56:42,120 --> 00:56:45,680
Speaker 1: you do suck. I'm like, thank you, Holy crap, do

1140
00:56:45,680 --> 00:56:49,640
Speaker 1: you have it? You feel imposter Yeah, especially with the

1141
00:56:49,640 --> 00:56:53,520
Speaker 1: Grammy sitting in my living room. For sure. It's funny

1142
00:56:53,560 --> 00:56:56,120
Speaker 1: that because I don't see you as an impostor, because

1143
00:56:56,160 --> 00:56:58,279
Speaker 1: I also not only do I am I sitting with

1144
00:56:58,280 --> 00:57:00,799
Speaker 1: you now hearing you talk, but like I know really

1145
00:57:00,800 --> 00:57:03,960
Speaker 1: talented people that say wonderful things about you. Well that's

1146
00:57:04,040 --> 00:57:06,719
Speaker 1: very nice. Like that makes my day. Yeah, Like the

1147
00:57:06,760 --> 00:57:10,960
Speaker 1: general consensus is that you're super quick and you're a

1148
00:57:11,000 --> 00:57:13,480
Speaker 1: great writer, and so for you to go I think

1149
00:57:13,520 --> 00:57:16,680
Speaker 1: I have a post syndrome to me seems nuts. Well

1150
00:57:17,800 --> 00:57:19,920
Speaker 1: me looking at it seems nuts. I guess it's just

1151
00:57:20,000 --> 00:57:23,040
Speaker 1: something that it's that moment where you're like, oh, maybe

1152
00:57:23,080 --> 00:57:27,760
Speaker 1: we're not all that different. I definitely deal with imposter

1153
00:57:27,880 --> 00:57:31,880
Speaker 1: syndrome in what ways. Um let's do Let's do um

1154
00:57:31,920 --> 00:57:35,000
Speaker 1: emotionally first, Okay, go ahead, I just ran through this,

1155
00:57:35,040 --> 00:57:36,640
Speaker 1: so you see your turn. No, I know, I know

1156
00:57:36,680 --> 00:57:40,720
Speaker 1: it's only fair. Um. Emotionally, I think my biggest insecurity

1157
00:57:40,960 --> 00:57:43,840
Speaker 1: is I'm so afraid of being an almost girl, an

1158
00:57:43,840 --> 00:57:47,720
Speaker 1: almost girl, mean almost girl, like ah, and like your

1159
00:57:47,760 --> 00:57:50,520
Speaker 1: song almost went number one, but it like it was

1160
00:57:50,600 --> 00:57:53,200
Speaker 1: really good, but it wasn't good enough to actually like

1161
00:57:53,280 --> 00:57:56,960
Speaker 1: go all the way. They're like, oh yeah, and that

1162
00:57:57,000 --> 00:58:00,640
Speaker 1: guy almost picked you, but like if this and this

1163
00:58:00,760 --> 00:58:05,880
Speaker 1: was different, he would have really like no, just in

1164
00:58:05,880 --> 00:58:08,560
Speaker 1: a sense of like pick you to do what though

1165
00:58:08,600 --> 00:58:12,120
Speaker 1: like in your head them or whatever, like relationship like

1166
00:58:12,200 --> 00:58:14,960
Speaker 1: that kind of thing, like just being almost good and

1167
00:58:15,160 --> 00:58:17,600
Speaker 1: like really good being Really I think I'm really good

1168
00:58:17,680 --> 00:58:20,520
Speaker 1: at what I do. I think I'm I like myself

1169
00:58:20,560 --> 00:58:23,000
Speaker 1: a lot. I really do. It's like I'm somebody use

1170
00:58:23,000 --> 00:58:24,800
Speaker 1: a lot of things, Like I'm super confident, but I'm

1171
00:58:24,840 --> 00:58:28,720
Speaker 1: also like insecure for sure. I'm I totally know who

1172
00:58:28,760 --> 00:58:30,240
Speaker 1: I am. I also have no clue who I am.

1173
00:58:30,280 --> 00:58:32,480
Speaker 1: I'm like a different girl every day, but that's I

1174
00:58:32,480 --> 00:58:36,880
Speaker 1: think that's normal. But totally. I can like thrive in

1175
00:58:36,960 --> 00:58:39,720
Speaker 1: that condition because I think I've spent a lot of

1176
00:58:39,720 --> 00:58:42,600
Speaker 1: my life trying to like I'm this girl and I'm

1177
00:58:42,600 --> 00:58:44,200
Speaker 1: that girl, or because you want to make sense of

1178
00:58:44,200 --> 00:58:45,680
Speaker 1: yourself and you want to fit in and you want

1179
00:58:45,680 --> 00:58:47,120
Speaker 1: to belong, and then you get to a point where

1180
00:58:47,120 --> 00:58:49,360
Speaker 1: you're like, um, that and I'm that, and I'm that

1181
00:58:49,400 --> 00:58:51,960
Speaker 1: and I'm that and that's okay and that's yeah exactly,

1182
00:58:51,960 --> 00:58:54,040
Speaker 1: And I'm totally cool with being all of those things

1183
00:58:54,560 --> 00:58:56,240
Speaker 1: for whoever I need to be those things for. And

1184
00:58:56,280 --> 00:58:59,200
Speaker 1: it doesn't make me an authentic, but I think generally

1185
00:58:59,760 --> 00:59:03,880
Speaker 1: more for me, it's like being really good but not

1186
00:59:03,920 --> 00:59:08,080
Speaker 1: good enough, like almost And what will change it for you?

1187
00:59:08,160 --> 00:59:10,000
Speaker 1: Because I found all the accolades in the world has

1188
00:59:10,000 --> 00:59:14,800
Speaker 1: a change crap for me? No, definitely therapy, I mean

1189
00:59:14,840 --> 00:59:18,680
Speaker 1: that that helps. Therapist won't see me anymore. Well, like

1190
00:59:18,880 --> 00:59:21,000
Speaker 1: she she said, I had got I'd reach like a

1191
00:59:21,040 --> 00:59:24,680
Speaker 1: really healthy place. She said that, she said, you're fixed.

1192
00:59:24,760 --> 00:59:27,520
Speaker 1: I was like, I don't think you can ever fix

1193
00:59:27,920 --> 00:59:31,440
Speaker 1: I know. I literally went home and I was like, an,

1194
00:59:31,680 --> 00:59:34,520
Speaker 1: I have to have problems. It's like what makes me thrive?

1195
00:59:34,600 --> 00:59:37,400
Speaker 1: So um, it was a really sad day, but she said,

1196
00:59:37,480 --> 00:59:38,960
Speaker 1: somebody you will have a new set of problems and

1197
00:59:39,000 --> 00:59:40,600
Speaker 1: we'll have to work through those, but take a break.

1198
00:59:40,800 --> 00:59:43,360
Speaker 1: So okay, because I feel like I got therapy. I

1199
00:59:43,360 --> 00:59:45,280
Speaker 1: was starting to make up stuff to talk to her

1200
00:59:45,280 --> 00:59:47,920
Speaker 1: about and she goes, why do you like talking to me?

1201
00:59:47,960 --> 00:59:50,560
Speaker 1: I said, because you get me. You just get me.

1202
00:59:50,960 --> 00:59:53,160
Speaker 1: Nobody gets me. So I just was at this point

1203
00:59:53,160 --> 00:59:56,960
Speaker 1: paying somebody to get me. Sometimes they would cancel. That's weird.

1204
00:59:57,120 --> 00:59:59,120
Speaker 1: I know she's super nice though, and low key. I

1205
00:59:59,160 --> 01:00:00,800
Speaker 1: want to be your friend to go get a drink

1206
01:00:00,840 --> 01:00:03,240
Speaker 1: with her, and she says she's this two year policy.

1207
01:00:03,280 --> 01:00:05,360
Speaker 1: So I'm kind of low key, like down to not

1208
01:00:05,520 --> 01:00:08,640
Speaker 1: see her anymore and just like wait two years and

1209
01:00:08,640 --> 01:00:10,120
Speaker 1: then just say, yo, you want to go get a beer?

1210
01:00:10,520 --> 01:00:13,360
Speaker 1: I think you'd be fun. Okay. So that's that is

1211
01:00:13,400 --> 01:00:18,240
Speaker 1: your insecurity. Yeah, and mostly almost being an almost girl. Um. Yeah.

1212
01:00:18,440 --> 01:00:20,680
Speaker 1: And to answer your other question, like, I don't think

1213
01:00:20,800 --> 01:00:23,880
Speaker 1: anything is going to fix it. I think it's something

1214
01:00:23,920 --> 01:00:28,920
Speaker 1: I'll always struggle with, but I do. I'm I'm a

1215
01:00:28,920 --> 01:00:32,440
Speaker 1: big believer in like of the rule. I'm a Jesus girl.

1216
01:00:32,480 --> 01:00:36,000
Speaker 1: I love Jesus and like he I'm a psychopath, like

1217
01:00:37,240 --> 01:00:39,800
Speaker 1: I'm a psycho, so he kind of just keeps me

1218
01:00:39,840 --> 01:00:42,080
Speaker 1: in check. Like that personal relationship I have there, it

1219
01:00:42,160 --> 01:00:45,120
Speaker 1: just kind of keeps me like at Bay. So yeah,

1220
01:00:45,160 --> 01:00:48,760
Speaker 1: I am an almost girl, but like my relationship with

1221
01:00:48,800 --> 01:00:51,280
Speaker 1: there and makes up for it in terms of my

1222
01:00:51,360 --> 01:00:53,520
Speaker 1: peace and my confidence with it and that whole thing.

1223
01:00:53,720 --> 01:00:57,360
Speaker 1: I don't believe that it's a fix. I joke about that,

1224
01:00:57,360 --> 01:01:01,560
Speaker 1: like I don't. I just think the being able to

1225
01:01:01,600 --> 01:01:04,640
Speaker 1: know yourself is the fix. I think being able to

1226
01:01:04,720 --> 01:01:08,120
Speaker 1: know that. And I'll give you a story. I wrote

1227
01:01:09,000 --> 01:01:11,760
Speaker 1: some really personal stuff in my first book about my

1228
01:01:11,800 --> 01:01:13,800
Speaker 1: mom dying and be an addict and some crazy stuff

1229
01:01:13,800 --> 01:01:15,440
Speaker 1: that we went through, and I thought to myself, I

1230
01:01:15,480 --> 01:01:18,160
Speaker 1: don't want people to feel sorry for me. I don't

1231
01:01:18,160 --> 01:01:23,840
Speaker 1: want um. But what I realized was that a lot

1232
01:01:23,880 --> 01:01:26,880
Speaker 1: of people related to what I was saying, and I

1233
01:01:26,920 --> 01:01:29,160
Speaker 1: didn't need to be fixed because then I realized everybody's

1234
01:01:29,280 --> 01:01:31,480
Speaker 1: broken in some way, and if we're all broken, are

1235
01:01:31,520 --> 01:01:34,320
Speaker 1: we even broken? We're not broken? No, I think we

1236
01:01:34,320 --> 01:01:37,640
Speaker 1: were made to be that way. That's really you know

1237
01:01:37,640 --> 01:01:39,400
Speaker 1: what what hit me when I started really and I

1238
01:01:39,440 --> 01:01:41,680
Speaker 1: share on the radio things at times where people like, oh,

1239
01:01:41,920 --> 01:01:44,120
Speaker 1: that's a lot. But I wrote some stuff I wrote

1240
01:01:44,160 --> 01:01:46,320
Speaker 1: my book. I was like, oh, I don't know. But

1241
01:01:46,400 --> 01:01:51,120
Speaker 1: then what it really hit me was, oh, normal is abnormal.

1242
01:01:51,920 --> 01:01:54,200
Speaker 1: You know, we always feel like we're different and things

1243
01:01:54,200 --> 01:01:56,640
Speaker 1: are working out for us, but that's normal. That's everyone.

1244
01:01:56,640 --> 01:01:58,400
Speaker 1: They're just not sharing it, so you don't know and

1245
01:01:58,440 --> 01:02:00,920
Speaker 1: you feel so alone. And I've felt like I at

1246
01:02:01,000 --> 01:02:03,000
Speaker 1: least for a bit, for a little blip for maybe

1247
01:02:03,040 --> 01:02:05,040
Speaker 1: a few people was they were able to read it

1248
01:02:05,040 --> 01:02:06,720
Speaker 1: and go, oh, I don't feel so alone if Bobby's

1249
01:02:06,720 --> 01:02:08,919
Speaker 1: having this this struggle and that's why I like doing

1250
01:02:08,960 --> 01:02:10,840
Speaker 1: what I do, or at least part of it. So

1251
01:02:11,040 --> 01:02:12,560
Speaker 1: and it's cool that you're willing to because I know

1252
01:02:12,560 --> 01:02:15,960
Speaker 1: a lot of people aren't. And um, I think that's

1253
01:02:15,960 --> 01:02:18,600
Speaker 1: the beauty of having jobs like ours, you know, yeah,

1254
01:02:18,720 --> 01:02:21,120
Speaker 1: the beauty and the struggle. Yeah. Oh, it's a total

1255
01:02:21,320 --> 01:02:23,200
Speaker 1: I feel like we're all living in this constant gray

1256
01:02:23,240 --> 01:02:27,320
Speaker 1: area as like, you know, trying to figure out to

1257
01:02:27,320 --> 01:02:29,480
Speaker 1: be that for other people but also be healthy versions

1258
01:02:29,520 --> 01:02:32,880
Speaker 1: of ourselves and so it's a total balanced thing. But

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Speaker 1: I agree with you. I think we're all just kind

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Speaker 1: of made to fall short. And for me, that's I'm

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Speaker 1: cool with it, you know what I mean, especially when

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Speaker 1: I my faith kind of makes up for that for

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Speaker 1: me in the sense of, yeah, whatever, I'll embrace it.

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Speaker 1: I was made to not being I've I've was. I

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Speaker 1: was made to be an almost girl. But I can

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Speaker 1: have peace and joy with that. Did you write today? Um? No,

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Speaker 1: I had a day off. It's two day. You had

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Speaker 1: a day off, mom, and I work on Tuesday. Moment

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Speaker 1: will work on tuesdays before least on Wednesday morning at

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Speaker 1: six thirty five. Decided about that out tomorrow. Yeah, I'm excited.

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Speaker 1: I'm excited. No, my whole record is Nashville written. Um,

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Speaker 1: Nashville is authentic to me. It's my family, it's my

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Speaker 1: my friends. I it would be really unauthentic at this

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Speaker 1: point in my life to go to decide to make

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Speaker 1: a pop record and then go to l A and

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Speaker 1: right with a bunch of people who have never met

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Speaker 1: me and just have their like finger on the pulse

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Speaker 1: of the current trends and um, I don't know. I

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Speaker 1: just I wanted my record to be true, and I

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Speaker 1: wanted it to um be authentic to me. Whatever that

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01:03:47,280 --> 01:03:51,000
Speaker 1: it's an extension of me and music, So I needed

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Speaker 1: to do that with people who knew me and that

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Speaker 1: I knew you could deliver that truth in a way

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Speaker 1: that I know and trust and love and admire respect.

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Speaker 1: So it's like a pop record, but it's like chok

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Speaker 1: full of great Nashville songwriting and songwriters and to be

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Speaker 1: able to share that with Nashville is really really really cool.

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Speaker 1: And so yeah, I'll stay here. I'll probably get old

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Speaker 1: and saggy and have a bunch of babies here someday.

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Speaker 1: So I got a bunch of kids, um yeah, I

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Speaker 1: mean I grew out on one of six, so like

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Speaker 1: I don't see myself having one kid. But honestly, this

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Speaker 1: has really been like I'm a heart lately. I think

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Speaker 1: I want to adopt my Amy, my best friend, my

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Speaker 1: cost adopted two kids from Haiti. Really, I just think

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Speaker 1: it's such a beautiful thing. And for me, I think

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Speaker 1: that I would love to adopt kids out of um

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Speaker 1: like older kids. I just for some reason, um yeah,

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Speaker 1: I like got caught up watching some videos the other

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Speaker 1: night of these like eight and nine ten year old

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Speaker 1: kids being told they're going to be adopted, and it

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Speaker 1: was like, oh, it made me bawl my eyes out.

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Speaker 1: It was like the most incredible thing, like these kids

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Speaker 1: who think nobody wants them because they all they all

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Speaker 1: want these babies, which is beautiful. I'm not knocking it, um,

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01:05:14,520 --> 01:05:16,720
Speaker 1: but I don't know what kind of really like touched me.

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Speaker 1: And what I really connected with was seeing all these

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Speaker 1: kids who are just maybe older. And she got a

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Speaker 1: year ago and Amy's son is seven. Beautiful, that's amazing.

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Speaker 1: Look at you. We've been this hour, an hour into this.

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Speaker 1: Anything anything you'd like to to put out there before

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Speaker 1: we wrap it up, um, go ahead? Stage is mine.

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Speaker 1: Um No, I just I love what I do, and

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Speaker 1: thank you for having me and Mike. Your hair is

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01:05:49,320 --> 01:05:52,720
Speaker 1: dope than I love Mike's hair. Changes it. It was

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Speaker 1: orange and it was red and I'm so colorblind. It's

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Speaker 1: all the same to me. No, and also I really

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Speaker 1: appreciate how much do you support songwriters and new artists too.

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Speaker 1: I just think it's really really really cool for those

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Speaker 1: people that have somebody like you in their corner. So thanks,

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Speaker 1: thank you for that. And you're a great interviewer, great questions.

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Speaker 1: We didn't record any of this, This was just us talking.

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Speaker 1: We're going to actually started now cool, I'm down, now,

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Speaker 1: I'm warmed. Up Good episode one sixty six Emily Wise Band.

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Speaker 1: You can follow on Instagram at Emily Wise Band w

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Speaker 1: E I S B A N d UM And there

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Speaker 1: are some pictures there that our grandma doesn't approve of.

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Speaker 1: I love my grandma. My grandma is one of my

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Speaker 1: favorite people. I just had to say it. Let me

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Speaker 1: say this about about your Instagram. I don't follow you.

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01:06:36,680 --> 01:06:39,720
Speaker 1: I should follow you, but I don't follow you. I

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Speaker 1: have trouble taking like some of the pick we do

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01:06:44,400 --> 01:06:47,040
Speaker 1: know what you mean here we go like, it's hard

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Speaker 1: for me to sit because it looks like you're taking

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Speaker 1: some of these pictures, like you just set the phone

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Speaker 1: up and then you just like do something hot and

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Speaker 1: just sit there, and then you write, I have trouble

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Speaker 1: taking those kind of pictures. And I'm not hot but too,

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Speaker 1: it's just a lot of me. I just let me.

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Speaker 1: I'll teach you. It's actually super easy. Let me let

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Speaker 1: me pull up your profile here. I was reading one

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Speaker 1: of your because Emily and I will message occasionally. We've

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Speaker 1: never met, but we message occasionally. There was one of

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01:07:20,840 --> 01:07:25,880
Speaker 1: them recently where you were like, hey guy, and what's

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Speaker 1: the orange theory? Orange theory? I was gross and sweaty earlier.

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Speaker 1: But this is how hot I really and I laughed.

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Speaker 1: I thought it was funny. But I just I wouldn't

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Speaker 1: have that. I wouldn't have that in me. I mean yeah,

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Speaker 1: so I don't know. I'm just whatever whatever. I ever

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Speaker 1: hit you up. No, No, that's probably why. If I

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Speaker 1: actually thought he would, I wouldn't have posted it really embarrassing.

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Speaker 1: Would No, I'm just kidding, I probably would have. I honestly,

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Speaker 1: my Instagram is like, I'm a very open person. Every

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Speaker 1: one of my siblings has my Instagram on their phone.

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Speaker 1: None of my sisters have social media. They're all logged

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Speaker 1: into mine, so they like keep track of my graham

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Speaker 1: all the time, Like why do you pose that you

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Speaker 1: look like an idiot? Blah blah blah. So yeah, I mean,

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Speaker 1: I I don't know. I'm just kind of like I've

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Speaker 1: had fun with instim. I thinks I'm super fun. You know.

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Speaker 1: I wish I had the confidence to like get in

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Speaker 1: my panties because I wear panties too, Like you know,

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Speaker 1: today I was looking at the moon. I do try

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Speaker 1: to like just be like you also do funny ones.

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Speaker 1: I do do my face a lot. Some people love it.

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Speaker 1: Some people hate it, but whatever, Like, for example, hey,

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Speaker 1: we're on the radio, Bobby. Nobody can see this, I know,

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Speaker 1: but they can go to your page and see it. Okay,

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01:08:48,360 --> 01:08:51,120
Speaker 1: like this is the one hey orange theory. Boy, here's

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Speaker 1: me not red and blotchy and hiding from you. And

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Speaker 1: you have on a denim jacket and you don't even

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Speaker 1: have a shirt underneath it. It It looks basically, it looks

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01:08:57,760 --> 01:08:59,280
Speaker 1: basically like you have a piece of toilet paper wrapped

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Speaker 1: around your waist. You're getting a lot of fa but

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Speaker 1: I could you know what what's up? I liked the pictures.

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Speaker 1: I think you know what I Nothing I've said has

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Speaker 1: been I know you've been very supportive of it. I

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Speaker 1: admire the fact it's funny. I want to know, how

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Speaker 1: to do you see this picture you're in like a

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Speaker 1: panty short with a bow in your hair. Yeah. And

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01:09:20,960 --> 01:09:24,840
Speaker 1: I was on St. Patty's Day and I said nope, no,

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Speaker 1: no pinches for me. And my dad commented on it

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Speaker 1: superstar and I called my dad. I was like, Dad,

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Speaker 1: thank you for being supportive of my sketchy Instagram And

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Speaker 1: he's like, well, honey, when you look that good, I

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Speaker 1: mean whatever, I have to be. I love you. I

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Speaker 1: love you. Thanks Dad. Say Jojo? Is you know Jojo?

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Speaker 1: She commented on your Instagram. Yeah, we met right now,

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Speaker 1: it's the end. I love her. She's one of my

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Speaker 1: favorite people in the world. She's looking she's like a

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Speaker 1: wise old owl. You'd expect her to be this like punky,

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01:09:58,120 --> 01:10:01,600
Speaker 1: like get out right now, like she was when she

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01:10:01,680 --> 01:10:05,040
Speaker 1: was nine. Let's leave, I know, and but she's so

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01:10:05,120 --> 01:10:10,479
Speaker 1: like well spoken and beautiful and just wise and I

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01:10:10,560 --> 01:10:12,320
Speaker 1: love being around her. We met it um the as

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Speaker 1: cap Castle as cap does this writing trip to France

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Speaker 1: every year. Um for this as cap Castle France. I'm

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Speaker 1: gonna follow you right now, goes follow me. I'll follow

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Speaker 1: you back. I'm gonna publicly follow you. All right. I'm

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Speaker 1: so honored right now, Um, Emily Wise man might de

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01:10:30,880 --> 01:10:34,040
Speaker 1: anything you'd like to say. We're good. See this started

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01:10:34,120 --> 01:10:36,679
Speaker 1: pretty like professional and straightforward, and then I like where

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01:10:36,680 --> 01:10:39,720
Speaker 1: it went, like the second half like this part yeah,

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01:10:39,720 --> 01:10:42,200
Speaker 1: the part two of this. You know a little bit

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Speaker 1: of everything. But we've never met, so all right, Emily

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Speaker 1: Wise met episode one sixty six, thanks to our sponsor,

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Speaker 1: and we'll see you next time here on the Bobby Cast.

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Speaker 1: Thank you.