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Speaker 1: Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm America and

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Speaker 1: I'm Mela. Happy Hemp Day, Happy hump day.

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Speaker 2: People.

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Speaker 3: How are you doing? I'm joining great.

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Speaker 1: How are you?

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Speaker 3: I'm doing fine. Just I'm feeling good. I'm excited about

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Speaker 3: getting out of here next week. And you know, a

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Speaker 3: lot of pressure, a lot of shit to do, but

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Speaker 3: it's feeling good. Yeah, you guys are going on tour.

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Speaker 3: If you guys haven't gotten tickets, it might be too late,

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Speaker 3: I don't know. Maybe not hit the link in this

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Speaker 3: episode description and come to see your girls on tour.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm good anything new girl, I just got back

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Speaker 1: from yours.

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Speaker 3: I want to see my boyfriend. You're what friend? Do

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Speaker 3: you go to see? Who? My boyfriend? Oh?

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Speaker 2: Looking here, Erica has a boyfriend. I guess it's finally

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Speaker 2: six episodes later. Okay, Then now that's it.

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Speaker 3: We consecrated our relationship. Okay.

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Speaker 1: So I thought you were ready for approvals and paperwork

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Speaker 1: to go through a couple of emails to get you know,

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Speaker 1: go through the chains. I mean, I still am, but

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Speaker 1: I'm practicing saying it out loud because you know, I

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Speaker 1: feel worried about that.

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Speaker 3: I don't I don't even like the word boyfriend, partner,

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Speaker 2: I don't really like the bird boyfriend either, to work childish.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I want agree time. We had a good time.

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Speaker 1: We uh went to New York Fashion Weeks. It was

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Speaker 1: for my girl Ashley. We went to a sex party.

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, you're telling me about that or even friends.

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Speaker 3: At the fun I haven't talked to you. It was great.

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Speaker 3: I did a scene which apparently is a I don't know.

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Speaker 1: It's like when someone like when you participate in like

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Speaker 1: a demo demo.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, so I did that. That was great. It was good.

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Speaker 3: It was like, I think that's what consecrated our life

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Speaker 3: with the ways up with a guy that was a girl.

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Speaker 3: Okay laugh.

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Speaker 1: I'll tell if you guys were on Patreon, if you

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Speaker 1: joined Patreon, explained the scene in deeper, in deeper detail.

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Speaker 3: So damn, I guess I'll wait till Patreon too joined Patreon. Sorry, bitch, okay,

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Speaker 3: but I was good. I went to a strip club.

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Speaker 1: Shout out to all the bitches at rivieras as a

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Speaker 1: finees fuck love. Strip clubs never disappoints every time we're here. Okay,

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Speaker 1: and Queen's and that's it.

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Speaker 3: Beautiful how are you. I'm good. I've just been like

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Speaker 3: I did, I did miss you. I've been chilling.

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Speaker 4: I did much.

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Speaker 3: I stayed home pretty much all weekend.

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Speaker 2: I went I went to a birthday party. I felt like, listen,

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Speaker 2: like I love being a mom. I did not sign

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Speaker 2: up to like be the mom friend, even though I

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Speaker 2: did it, Thank God.

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Speaker 3: I'd like take Orlando with me and he like, you know, like.

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Speaker 2: Small talk with like a bunch of pta parents is

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Speaker 3: I'm like to know, its weed here.

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Speaker 2: They have these beers, which is cool, but I'm just like, it's.

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Speaker 3: At four o'clock at did you cut the cake? I

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Speaker 3: hope this mom never hears this episode. She's a sweet lady.

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Speaker 3: Everyone was fine. I'm just not the like birthday party type.

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Speaker 3: Got it? My kids? Like, are we on time?

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Speaker 2: I'm like through an hour late, Like I only got

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Speaker 2: two hours for these few people. Okay, get your swim on,

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Speaker 2: say happy birthday and let's get the fuck out of here.

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Speaker 3: Let's go girl. But yeah, I did that. I felt

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Speaker 2: The fucking year, me and a Landa made a floor

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Speaker 3: He's never seen fucking baps, so we have to do

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Speaker 3: chilling the fuck up. Cool.

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Speaker 1: Cool, Well, you guys, I'm really excited because we have

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Speaker 1: a special guest here today and it's someone that I

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Speaker 1: love dearly, that you know, I've just I've known for

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Speaker 1: actually like the ultimate good mom's bad choices. She is

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Speaker 1: an icon, she is Grammy nominated actress.

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Speaker 3: She's also another beautiful beauty.

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Speaker 1: We have the most amazing woman on the planet, Miss

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Speaker 1: Macy Gray.

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Speaker 3: Welcome to the show. Macy, thank you, thank you for coming.

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Speaker 3: Thank you awesome. Listen. You don't know what we talked

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Speaker 3: about you a lot. We've mentioned you a lot.

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Speaker 2: We've manifested Eric's back when I used to work for Macy.

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Speaker 3: I'll get Macey in here.

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Speaker 1: For those of you who don't know, Macy changed my

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Speaker 3: Are you doing?

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Speaker 1: And I was like, I don't know, and she's like,

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Speaker 1: Macy's going on tour and she needs a makeup artists,

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Speaker 1: the car. It was like, listen, just watch everything I do.

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Speaker 3: I was like, okay, So I watched my mom do

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Speaker 1: And I was like, okay, the concealer here, how are there?

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Speaker 1: And she was like and my men. Macy was like, okay,

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Speaker 1: it's fine, you're hired. And then I was hired, and

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Speaker 1: I think like the first thing I did was go

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Speaker 3: I don't think I traveled a bit but not really,

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Speaker 1: Of just like, I don't know, swooped away in this

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Speaker 3: Did you how old were nineteen? No?

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Speaker 1: I think I told her I was twenty one, and

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Speaker 2: I remember that.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, they were like Tom, Tom, shout out to Tom

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Speaker 1: I'm still are you talking? No way, no way, no

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Speaker 3: You really, yeah, everybody did? He really doesn't up? Yeah right,

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Speaker 1: I started assisting Macy and I was doing her hair,

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Speaker 3: And anything else that she asked my little ninety year

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Speaker 1: I don't ever think I think you really like you

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Speaker 3: And at a very high level. So I'm a bougie

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Speaker 3: bitch because of you. That's what happened. Thank you. I

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Speaker 2: Somebody was talking the other day and there I was like, yeah,

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Speaker 2: oh I was stuck in the same area about Bernie Man.

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Speaker 3: I was like, I want to get there. It's like

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Speaker 1: I was like, oh, maybe for get like a rich chant.

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Speaker 3: She's like she's boogie, was like she's was like much. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: burning mans now for thee have you done for Man? Once?

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Speaker 3: And I hated it. I can't imagine you're doing burning

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Speaker 1: I walked around a little bit and I was like, oh,

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Speaker 3: What an anxiety attack?

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Speaker 1: No, it's we're just taking a lot of drugs and

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Speaker 1: acted like we're still a burning.

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Speaker 3: Is Burning Man a white people sport? Yeah? Absolutely?

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Speaker 1: Deeply what it's a deeply white Yeah? Yeah, Like I

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Speaker 2: At remember, I'll be looking at the figure trying to

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Speaker 1: I'll never forget because I was like, what the fuck

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Speaker 1: Diddy and Cassie are burning? I'm pretty surely like helicoptered

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Speaker 3: I'm not interested though. No, And she's an expert festivaler.

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Speaker 3: She's performed at durants and hundreds of festivals.

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Speaker 2: Performing at a festival and being a festival goer are

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I would never go be a goer. No, No,

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Speaker 3: It's too hot and then if you have to you

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Speaker 1: Now you're not going to sit at their Indian style

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Speaker 5: I'm like, I'll get down a lot slower. It's not quick,

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Speaker 5: like just PLoP down. Nope, you're good, Well, thank you,

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Speaker 5: but yeah, nope, I need a you know, I need

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Speaker 1: Nier and the honey and the tea, I was gonna

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Speaker 3: There we go. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: I was just thinking, and I was like, I made

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Speaker 1: sure I got my little cute bottle of Grandma. I

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Speaker 1: didn't even know if that's so cute, and.

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Speaker 3: This is so cute. I didn't have the cutest clipper bottle.

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Speaker 3: It's a little one.

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Speaker 1: What's your favorite liquor bottle? The patrol One's not bad,

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Speaker 1: you know, I use that for flowers. It's good for flowers.

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Speaker 3: I like that shape.

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Speaker 1: It's like, yeah, I like coos nice.

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Speaker 3: But so I'm gonna just I'm gonna see if I

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Speaker 5: You'll get away, and he goes, hey, so you want

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Speaker 5: We had three kids, got married, got divorce in five years.

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Speaker 3: So you got married to the chapel. Yeah, we went

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Speaker 1: And getting married again? Yeah, I would get married. I've

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Speaker 3: I was married before oh years old? No, I was

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Speaker 2: Do you think that made you like rebellious and ways

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Speaker 3: So then and then why you're bad girl. No.

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Speaker 3: like when did you get music?

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Speaker 3: Well, when I was. I had tiger mom. You guys

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Speaker 5: It's like those strict moms and their kid knows how

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Speaker 3: It's funnying a lot. It's heavy.

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Speaker 3: So well something had something worked. A lot of it

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Speaker 1: Well, the world ends any day now. According to Kurt

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Speaker 1: Well he SUPs to me this year, said the mine's

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Speaker 1: Plan X is coming to fuck us all, and that

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Speaker 1: I need to google Planet X.

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Speaker 3: Have I google Planet XS.

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Speaker 1: It's called no because I have anxiety and I don't

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Speaker 1: What's Planet X where it's like it's like a it's

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Speaker 3: I don't know. I have googled it, so I don't know.

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Speaker 2: So it's like an invisible ish planet that's close by.

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Speaker 3: It's getting closer, and it's kind of fuck our whole

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Speaker 1: That's which is why the weathers are acting nuts and

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Speaker 3: Its basically every sci fi movie is that ever existed.

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Speaker 1: But you know, Hollywood predicts it's like always kind of

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Speaker 3: You know, I'm a conspiracy theorists. I believe it all.

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Speaker 3: I don't know. I don't have it looked at planet

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Speaker 3: as I told you exciety too. It's an anxiety written

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Speaker 3: I'm gonna die like Planet X here, I am bitch.

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00:21:10,960 --> 00:21:12,840
Speaker 3: I'm I'm happy until that happens.

441
00:21:13,400 --> 00:21:17,359
Speaker 2: Drinking Grandmay and so yeah.

442
00:21:17,359 --> 00:21:19,280
Speaker 5: Be nice to know then you could get everything in,

443
00:21:19,359 --> 00:21:21,160
Speaker 5: you know, be nice, Like if you need a day

444
00:21:21,240 --> 00:21:21,720
Speaker 5: and you can.

445
00:21:22,600 --> 00:21:24,480
Speaker 3: I think you just gotta live like Planet X is coming.

446
00:21:24,520 --> 00:21:26,280
Speaker 3: That's how I feel. I'm like, that's how you should

447
00:21:26,320 --> 00:21:28,560
Speaker 3: live mostly every day, you know. But here you think,

448
00:21:28,640 --> 00:21:29,640
Speaker 3: what did you say? What day?

449
00:21:30,040 --> 00:21:31,960
Speaker 1: It wasn't that Because he was telling me that he's

450
00:21:32,200 --> 00:21:35,240
Speaker 1: building a survivor camp, and he kept talking about it

451
00:21:35,280 --> 00:21:37,040
Speaker 1: casually because I was talking about this, but I was

452
00:21:37,040 --> 00:21:38,960
Speaker 1: talking about some other ship and he's like, yeah, my

453
00:21:38,960 --> 00:21:41,000
Speaker 1: survivor camp, my survivor camp. And I was like, wait,

454
00:21:41,040 --> 00:21:42,760
Speaker 1: what the fuck is the survivor camp. He's like, well,

455
00:21:42,760 --> 00:21:45,160
Speaker 1: you know the world you want to ship, so survivor camp.

456
00:21:45,200 --> 00:21:48,200
Speaker 3: And I was like, what was it? You can't tell

457
00:21:48,240 --> 00:21:51,040
Speaker 3: people the survival camp. So Coast RINCA is a big place,

458
00:21:52,359 --> 00:21:55,960
Speaker 3: Costa Rica. Yeah, you guys have been. I've never been. Really,

459
00:21:56,160 --> 00:21:58,920
Speaker 3: You've can never remeber the whole motherfucking world, clo. How

460
00:21:59,000 --> 00:22:02,080
Speaker 3: is it? It's amazing most people haven't been. Really, you

461
00:22:02,119 --> 00:22:05,360
Speaker 3: think who's supposed to be? I found you're popular over

462
00:22:05,400 --> 00:22:07,560
Speaker 3: twenty twenty, just like any other destiny, That's true.

463
00:22:07,600 --> 00:22:09,439
Speaker 1: I have like people kept trying to get me to

464
00:22:09,480 --> 00:22:11,080
Speaker 1: go there, and it was I was like, oh, get

465
00:22:11,080 --> 00:22:11,880
Speaker 1: there when I get there.

466
00:22:12,160 --> 00:22:13,320
Speaker 3: And then I got there and I was like, why

467
00:22:13,359 --> 00:22:14,280
Speaker 3: the fuck did I wait so long?

468
00:22:17,400 --> 00:22:20,280
Speaker 2: If the planet X is correct and the world was

469
00:22:20,320 --> 00:22:22,520
Speaker 2: gonna end this year, and what are three things that you.

470
00:22:22,440 --> 00:22:25,119
Speaker 3: Would have to do and get off the bike? And

471
00:22:25,160 --> 00:22:26,960
Speaker 3: someone who's I'm sure there a lot of ship. What

472
00:22:27,000 --> 00:22:27,640
Speaker 3: are some things you.

473
00:22:27,600 --> 00:22:30,840
Speaker 2: Haven't done that you just absolutely planex is on its way?

474
00:22:31,400 --> 00:22:34,560
Speaker 5: Well, it's actually liberating because if you know you're gonna

475
00:22:34,920 --> 00:22:38,800
Speaker 5: the world's gonna you don't have to do anything, do whatever, nothing.

476
00:22:38,880 --> 00:22:42,000
Speaker 3: You don't have to first stop me, and you don't

477
00:22:42,000 --> 00:22:42,359
Speaker 3: have to do that.

478
00:22:42,480 --> 00:22:46,600
Speaker 1: I think it's not fuck bill, stop paying you, stop

479
00:22:46,600 --> 00:22:48,000
Speaker 1: paying stopping for everything.

480
00:22:49,440 --> 00:22:54,160
Speaker 3: It's like, you know, grab a ship, slapping people. Yeah, sure,

481
00:22:54,560 --> 00:22:57,359
Speaker 3: just take a ship's for the fun of it. To

482
00:22:57,520 --> 00:22:59,960
Speaker 3: the balance Signia, how do you say it? But let's see.

483
00:23:00,359 --> 00:23:05,320
Speaker 3: But let's give me a little bit there. Just you know,

484
00:23:05,760 --> 00:23:08,000
Speaker 3: that's what I don't be. Planet likes to do that.

485
00:23:08,040 --> 00:23:09,959
Speaker 3: I want to do that off too. I know me too.

486
00:23:10,040 --> 00:23:14,160
Speaker 3: That is what I'm saying. Crime crime, Yeah, your rob

487
00:23:14,200 --> 00:23:17,040
Speaker 3: a bank, just to know what that's like. Don't get

488
00:23:17,040 --> 00:23:17,480
Speaker 3: away with it.

489
00:23:18,760 --> 00:23:23,000
Speaker 1: Maybe you might die before Planet, Yeah, get shot, but.

490
00:23:23,680 --> 00:23:25,800
Speaker 3: It would be a better story to go out like that.

491
00:23:25,960 --> 00:23:26,760
Speaker 3: I'm blazing like.

492
00:23:29,560 --> 00:23:32,600
Speaker 2: Planet, yeah story, that's how everybody they're woozy and just

493
00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:33,040
Speaker 2: go with.

494
00:23:34,840 --> 00:23:37,080
Speaker 3: That. Yeah, and all the people you don't like, you like,

495
00:23:37,119 --> 00:23:41,320
Speaker 3: what's up? He was talking ship or I don't know

496
00:23:41,600 --> 00:23:46,639
Speaker 3: you was alive trucking ship saying no to my little

497
00:23:46,680 --> 00:23:52,960
Speaker 3: friend exactly. I know everybody is an eggster in mine

498
00:23:53,040 --> 00:23:56,399
Speaker 3: until it's real fucking life. Yeah, and then you're like, oh,

499
00:23:56,400 --> 00:24:00,879
Speaker 3: that's true. It's true. They are gangsters like e I know,

500
00:24:00,880 --> 00:24:01,639
Speaker 3: how do you deal with that?

501
00:24:01,720 --> 00:24:04,359
Speaker 1: Because people trying to people try to come for you.

502
00:24:04,359 --> 00:24:07,159
Speaker 1: People be trying to come for you. People have just

503
00:24:07,359 --> 00:24:09,840
Speaker 1: all types of comments and all types of things.

504
00:24:10,920 --> 00:24:12,600
Speaker 3: That's the one they're on social media.

505
00:24:12,640 --> 00:24:19,160
Speaker 1: I didn't know people were so divided too, Like I go, oh,

506
00:24:19,440 --> 00:24:20,600
Speaker 1: I didn't know about.

507
00:24:20,359 --> 00:24:23,679
Speaker 5: The right, the right wing and all that before. I

508
00:24:23,720 --> 00:24:25,560
Speaker 5: mean I know that that was out there. I just

509
00:24:25,600 --> 00:24:27,440
Speaker 5: said't knowe was so such a big deal.

510
00:24:28,440 --> 00:24:32,280
Speaker 1: But the right room Republicans and the deep right wing, Yeah,

511
00:24:32,359 --> 00:24:35,720
Speaker 1: like those ones are still want to you know, killed Niggers,

512
00:24:35,720 --> 00:24:38,160
Speaker 1: And I didn't, like, I know, like there's a few,

513
00:24:38,240 --> 00:24:40,200
Speaker 1: but I didn't know it was a whole a few

514
00:24:41,280 --> 00:24:41,840
Speaker 1: sprinkle of.

515
00:24:44,119 --> 00:24:47,080
Speaker 3: I didn't know. I just didn't get the I mean,

516
00:24:47,280 --> 00:24:49,600
Speaker 3: you know, because we all saw it be really real.

517
00:24:49,880 --> 00:24:52,080
Speaker 3: Well you know what it is because we live here. Yeah,

518
00:24:52,359 --> 00:24:52,640
Speaker 3: And I.

519
00:24:52,560 --> 00:24:56,520
Speaker 5: Didn't know people were so violent because Instagram is just

520
00:24:57,200 --> 00:24:59,479
Speaker 5: like every other thing is some form of violent.

521
00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:03,639
Speaker 3: Now everything is violence. I feel like I think there

522
00:25:03,680 --> 00:25:04,200
Speaker 3: are a lot.

523
00:25:04,080 --> 00:25:06,520
Speaker 2: Of violent people, but now like if you don't agree

524
00:25:06,520 --> 00:25:07,719
Speaker 2: with something, then you're violent.

525
00:25:07,760 --> 00:25:08,760
Speaker 3: And it's like that's not true.

526
00:25:08,760 --> 00:25:10,920
Speaker 2: It's like some people have a fucking opinion and everyone's

527
00:25:10,960 --> 00:25:12,560
Speaker 2: not gonna have the same opea opinion.

528
00:25:12,640 --> 00:25:14,359
Speaker 3: Yeah, now you have a you're not you're not allowed

529
00:25:14,359 --> 00:25:14,879
Speaker 3: to have an opinion.

530
00:25:14,880 --> 00:25:16,960
Speaker 2: Everything equal is like violence, and it's like, no, bitch,

531
00:25:17,000 --> 00:25:18,159
Speaker 2: this is just how I feel I didn't say I

532
00:25:18,200 --> 00:25:19,880
Speaker 2: want to kill everybody. I just oh, I did say

533
00:25:19,880 --> 00:25:23,280
Speaker 2: that five minutes ago. But I recant that statement.

534
00:25:24,520 --> 00:25:28,000
Speaker 3: Everything is done here is for entertainment purposes, own and disclaiming.

535
00:25:29,480 --> 00:25:32,080
Speaker 2: I know, yeah, I don't know.

536
00:25:32,480 --> 00:25:34,960
Speaker 5: Social media just showed me a but I don't know

537
00:25:34,960 --> 00:25:37,359
Speaker 5: if that's just social media, you know, is it? You

538
00:25:37,359 --> 00:25:39,439
Speaker 5: don't know if that's such just a little small piece

539
00:25:39,880 --> 00:25:42,120
Speaker 5: and the people we follow, like the real world could

540
00:25:42,119 --> 00:25:42,840
Speaker 5: be very different.

541
00:25:42,880 --> 00:25:46,280
Speaker 3: I don't even know. It's just a bunch of bullies, weird,

542
00:25:46,480 --> 00:25:49,800
Speaker 3: weird bullies. It's a microcosm of the real world. There's

543
00:25:49,840 --> 00:25:50,480
Speaker 3: a bunch of.

544
00:25:51,080 --> 00:25:56,520
Speaker 2: Bored, angry, hateful, yes so mad, angry people who really

545
00:25:56,560 --> 00:25:57,720
Speaker 2: just hate people for no reason.

546
00:25:57,720 --> 00:25:59,480
Speaker 3: And you know, it's easy to target black people. It's

547
00:25:59,520 --> 00:26:03,400
Speaker 3: like they may have can win fucked those sniggers, yeah,

548
00:26:03,800 --> 00:26:07,280
Speaker 3: like for centuries, you know. So it's just like just

549
00:26:07,320 --> 00:26:09,000
Speaker 3: in a very sensitive time everybody.

550
00:26:09,200 --> 00:26:11,879
Speaker 2: You know, it's just I know, me and Orlando were

551
00:26:11,880 --> 00:26:13,600
Speaker 2: watching fucking step Brothers the other.

552
00:26:13,520 --> 00:26:20,320
Speaker 3: Night, And how old is he? Who? Orlando's my boyfriend.

553
00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:24,760
Speaker 3: He's a baby too that he's I knew, a new

554
00:26:24,800 --> 00:26:25,320
Speaker 3: thirty one.

555
00:26:25,359 --> 00:26:27,760
Speaker 2: He's been seeing many movies I had to introduce him

556
00:26:27,760 --> 00:26:28,439
Speaker 2: the many things.

557
00:26:29,080 --> 00:26:33,240
Speaker 3: But we were watching now so what you said, because

558
00:26:33,240 --> 00:26:34,960
Speaker 3: you said a new thirty one of those.

559
00:26:35,160 --> 00:26:36,800
Speaker 2: No, no, no, he's I was just calling a baby

560
00:26:36,840 --> 00:26:37,720
Speaker 2: because I'm a bitch.

561
00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:38,760
Speaker 3: I'm like three years older than this.

562
00:26:39,440 --> 00:26:42,639
Speaker 2: But we were watching step Brothers and they were they

563
00:26:42,680 --> 00:26:45,760
Speaker 2: were saying shit like sissified and like making jokes that

564
00:26:45,800 --> 00:26:49,240
Speaker 2: were like racially like like against the Jews, like the

565
00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:52,080
Speaker 2: whole movie, because that's how jokes used to be, even

566
00:26:52,160 --> 00:26:54,159
Speaker 2: like fucking teletic Knights and they're like making my the

567
00:26:54,200 --> 00:26:58,480
Speaker 2: gays and like you know, Sasha's he's like a gay

568
00:26:58,600 --> 00:27:01,199
Speaker 2: French driver and ship and you're cracking up, and I'm like,

569
00:27:02,440 --> 00:27:04,480
Speaker 2: we can't even make these fucking jokes. This movie is

570
00:27:04,480 --> 00:27:06,239
Speaker 2: not even like it's like ten years old. And now

571
00:27:06,280 --> 00:27:08,040
Speaker 2: it's like I'm I can't really think they got away

572
00:27:08,080 --> 00:27:11,359
Speaker 2: with writing this. I'm like, it's fucking well faroh fuck.

573
00:27:12,000 --> 00:27:14,480
Speaker 2: I Like it's such a crazy time now. Literally, like

574
00:27:14,520 --> 00:27:16,080
Speaker 2: even when I comment on things, I'm like, maybe I

575
00:27:16,080 --> 00:27:18,680
Speaker 2: should just chill just because I'm afraid people are gonna

576
00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:20,919
Speaker 2: be like people are gonna know I have an opinion,

577
00:27:20,960 --> 00:27:22,920
Speaker 2: and I'm like I can't believe that, like the world

578
00:27:22,920 --> 00:27:27,040
Speaker 2: has changed because of Instagram, that you literally can't be like,

579
00:27:27,119 --> 00:27:29,280
Speaker 2: nah fuck that, Yeah I.

580
00:27:29,240 --> 00:27:34,600
Speaker 1: Hate no, but that's the dangel You're in the conversation then,

581
00:27:34,880 --> 00:27:36,600
Speaker 1: because it's like how do we come here?

582
00:27:36,760 --> 00:27:40,320
Speaker 3: Like how do you say, okay, I hate green people?

583
00:27:41,119 --> 00:27:43,920
Speaker 5: And then and then unless you talk to somebody green,

584
00:27:44,800 --> 00:27:46,960
Speaker 5: then you never you never get to meet you just

585
00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:47,760
Speaker 5: a halfway, you know.

586
00:27:47,720 --> 00:27:48,080
Speaker 3: What I mean?

587
00:27:48,200 --> 00:27:50,280
Speaker 1: Right, if you're here to say the thing, yeah, well

588
00:27:50,320 --> 00:27:52,720
Speaker 1: the green people coming, you're like, fuck you, you you

589
00:27:52,760 --> 00:27:53,679
Speaker 1: don't want to shoot up?

590
00:27:54,359 --> 00:27:56,399
Speaker 5: And then and then you stop talking that, and then

591
00:27:56,440 --> 00:27:58,479
Speaker 5: you never know. You never get to learn what you're

592
00:27:58,520 --> 00:28:00,960
Speaker 5: supposed to know. You can get past that, you know

593
00:28:01,000 --> 00:28:01,360
Speaker 5: what I mean.

594
00:28:01,520 --> 00:28:04,399
Speaker 2: Honestly, the sensitivity is what's gonna fuck us, because you're right,

595
00:28:04,400 --> 00:28:06,280
Speaker 2: if you don't have a conversation, people will just not

596
00:28:06,359 --> 00:28:09,639
Speaker 2: say shit, and then whatever the agenda is is just

597
00:28:09,640 --> 00:28:12,200
Speaker 2: gonna go because everyone's afraid to say, hey, I'm not

598
00:28:12,280 --> 00:28:14,920
Speaker 2: with that agenda. And instead of just saying that because

599
00:28:14,920 --> 00:28:16,480
Speaker 2: you're afraid to talk about it because you're afraid all

600
00:28:16,480 --> 00:28:19,000
Speaker 2: the green people are gonna come for you, then it's

601
00:28:19,040 --> 00:28:21,200
Speaker 2: just like you get nowhere and it's true, Like I

602
00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:23,800
Speaker 2: I people should have to be allowed to have an opinion,

603
00:28:24,080 --> 00:28:26,000
Speaker 2: and even if it's some hateful I hate nigger shit,

604
00:28:26,080 --> 00:28:27,120
Speaker 2: Like at least I didn't.

605
00:28:27,119 --> 00:28:29,120
Speaker 3: I can identify who don't like me, Like, all right,

606
00:28:29,160 --> 00:28:29,920
Speaker 3: well you're.

607
00:28:29,760 --> 00:28:32,159
Speaker 2: Gone, you know what I mean, I'd much rather do

608
00:28:32,200 --> 00:28:34,879
Speaker 2: a racist bitch cool say that about the way, but like,

609
00:28:35,119 --> 00:28:36,880
Speaker 2: don't pretend let me know.

610
00:28:36,960 --> 00:28:42,600
Speaker 1: You know, yeah, it's almost like revolutionary to be racists

611
00:28:43,120 --> 00:28:44,520
Speaker 1: like those people.

612
00:28:49,400 --> 00:28:51,600
Speaker 3: If you're this is not a popular comment.

613
00:28:51,720 --> 00:28:54,600
Speaker 1: If you're a lasting racist, you are strong by the

614
00:28:54,720 --> 00:28:55,800
Speaker 1: fucking you are.

615
00:28:56,760 --> 00:29:00,960
Speaker 3: You don't you like doing something new? Listen, don't come

616
00:29:00,960 --> 00:29:01,200
Speaker 3: for me.

617
00:29:01,280 --> 00:29:04,560
Speaker 1: I'm just saying, if you're what you said, Okay, you

618
00:29:04,600 --> 00:29:06,160
Speaker 1: said what you said, you stood behind it, and you

619
00:29:06,200 --> 00:29:09,280
Speaker 1: have the facts behind whatever you said to support whatever

620
00:29:09,280 --> 00:29:09,640
Speaker 1: you said.

621
00:29:09,960 --> 00:29:13,960
Speaker 2: You heard it a lot of people saying racist.

622
00:29:13,880 --> 00:29:17,240
Speaker 3: Or but that's the thing.

623
00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:19,560
Speaker 5: So so like somebody should say, okay, well let's talk

624
00:29:19,560 --> 00:29:21,000
Speaker 5: about it. What do you mean by that? And then

625
00:29:21,040 --> 00:29:22,479
Speaker 5: you have conversations, you know what I mean?

626
00:29:22,680 --> 00:29:25,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, and then you agree and you might disagree, and

627
00:29:25,200 --> 00:29:27,760
Speaker 1: you probably will and hopefully it doesn't end violence, you know,

628
00:29:27,960 --> 00:29:30,760
Speaker 1: but I'd rather you be upfront about what you feel

629
00:29:30,760 --> 00:29:31,800
Speaker 1: and have tell me why.

630
00:29:31,840 --> 00:29:33,520
Speaker 3: I'd be like, okay, cool, peace.

631
00:29:33,880 --> 00:29:35,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, and then I can determine like you're just a hateful,

632
00:29:35,880 --> 00:29:38,400
Speaker 2: angry mofuck or that actually makes some sense.

633
00:29:38,440 --> 00:29:40,520
Speaker 3: Exactly, do you know? I actually to listen to you.

634
00:29:40,480 --> 00:29:42,240
Speaker 2: You're right, like I kind of get where you're coming

635
00:29:42,240 --> 00:29:44,160
Speaker 2: from there, because that's the only way to get to

636
00:29:44,200 --> 00:29:47,200
Speaker 2: the like a central place if you actually have the discussion.

637
00:29:47,240 --> 00:29:49,560
Speaker 2: But if you're afraid to have the discussion, ask the

638
00:29:49,600 --> 00:29:52,520
Speaker 2: fucking question. Speak how you said, like, speak how you feel,

639
00:29:52,640 --> 00:29:55,000
Speaker 2: then there will never be a new idea and a

640
00:29:55,040 --> 00:29:58,040
Speaker 2: new point and a new perspective because we're all too

641
00:29:58,040 --> 00:29:59,960
Speaker 2: busy following the same the same method.

642
00:30:00,720 --> 00:30:04,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, ten years from now, we're still talking about you know, racism,

643
00:30:05,200 --> 00:30:06,720
Speaker 1: you know, which is getting.

644
00:30:06,400 --> 00:30:10,120
Speaker 3: So bored, so boring, so tired. M m.

645
00:30:11,080 --> 00:30:13,640
Speaker 1: We speaking of triggers and being people being triggered. A

646
00:30:13,680 --> 00:30:17,160
Speaker 1: little game on our show called Sugar Macy. We ask

647
00:30:17,240 --> 00:30:21,080
Speaker 1: our guests where we.

648
00:30:21,000 --> 00:30:22,240
Speaker 3: Ask our guests.

649
00:30:23,080 --> 00:30:24,720
Speaker 1: We say one word and then you say the first

650
00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:27,040
Speaker 1: thing that comes to your mind. So don't overthink it

651
00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:28,920
Speaker 1: all right here we.

652
00:30:28,920 --> 00:30:41,440
Speaker 3: Go love, love, marriage, marriage, Fuck you up? You can't no, no,

653
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Speaker 3: I think you don't get the game right now. If

654
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Speaker 3: you think.

655
00:30:44,960 --> 00:30:49,040
Speaker 2: We're having a best understanding, pause, time out, you're not

656
00:30:49,080 --> 00:30:52,560
Speaker 2: reheating the question. You're you're giving your own response. Okay,

657
00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:54,280
Speaker 2: what do you think about these things? When first that

658
00:30:54,360 --> 00:30:54,920
Speaker 2: comes to mind?

659
00:30:55,280 --> 00:31:12,680
Speaker 1: Okay, love, marriage, bad habits, spirituality, relicious, most toxic trait. Yeah,

660
00:31:12,880 --> 00:31:24,480
Speaker 1: we Elizabeth, don't understand what we're doing.

661
00:31:25,640 --> 00:31:29,280
Speaker 3: Okay, we go to the instructions one more time. We're

662
00:31:29,280 --> 00:31:31,800
Speaker 3: gonna run it back. Okay, Ready, she's gonna say a word.

663
00:31:32,600 --> 00:31:36,040
Speaker 2: You're gonna say a variety of words that come to

664
00:31:36,120 --> 00:31:45,720
Speaker 2: mind first, different words, different words go, monogamy, bullshit, favorite drug, mushrooms.

665
00:31:45,720 --> 00:31:48,680
Speaker 3: At the moment, that's the word mushrooms.

666
00:31:48,720 --> 00:31:54,320
Speaker 1: Harry, pussy, harry pussy. Shape, period ahead, what period?

667
00:31:54,360 --> 00:31:59,680
Speaker 3: Head period? Giving your getting period? Head head on your

668
00:31:59,720 --> 00:32:04,240
Speaker 3: period it? Oh yeah here in sex.

669
00:32:04,800 --> 00:32:10,880
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm, uh, let's see bloody wine or tequila blood

670
00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:11,920
Speaker 1: all over the dick.

671
00:32:13,840 --> 00:32:28,560
Speaker 3: That's what I remember. Favorite exposition on top pure acting

672
00:32:28,640 --> 00:32:33,200
Speaker 3: or music music, pep heave.

673
00:32:35,360 --> 00:32:43,560
Speaker 1: Questions, my pep fever is uh, oh, my my nails

674
00:32:43,720 --> 00:32:45,160
Speaker 1: like I want to get my nails once about you

675
00:32:45,200 --> 00:32:45,880
Speaker 1: know when they get like this?

676
00:32:47,560 --> 00:32:50,360
Speaker 3: The four year olds and I can do this sound

677
00:32:50,400 --> 00:32:56,480
Speaker 3: thing about that's only every woman's pepe. You guys, I

678
00:32:56,480 --> 00:32:59,960
Speaker 3: feel celebrity girl crash.

679
00:33:02,920 --> 00:33:06,440
Speaker 5: Actually, okay, do a lipa I started doing in Brazil.

680
00:33:07,120 --> 00:33:08,240
Speaker 5: I have a whole now.

681
00:33:08,160 --> 00:33:14,719
Speaker 3: Respect for her, like her like performing wise, Yeah, she's like, well,

682
00:33:14,760 --> 00:33:19,120
Speaker 3: it's very like jan Jackson, like it's really timed Janet Jackson.

683
00:33:19,160 --> 00:33:19,720
Speaker 3: Is she dancing?

684
00:33:20,400 --> 00:33:23,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, she's a whole like it's pretty awesome. I mean

685
00:33:23,920 --> 00:33:25,680
Speaker 1: I like her songs, but I never really paid her

686
00:33:25,760 --> 00:33:30,080
Speaker 1: much attention til till the she went on after making ast.

687
00:33:29,600 --> 00:33:31,600
Speaker 3: Her dances made more attracted to her.

688
00:33:32,400 --> 00:33:34,280
Speaker 5: I don't know if I'm attracted to her. That said

689
00:33:34,400 --> 00:33:40,240
Speaker 5: girl crush, Okay, girl crush, girl girl girl crush probably

690
00:33:40,240 --> 00:33:40,880
Speaker 5: be Nicki.

691
00:33:40,720 --> 00:33:43,680
Speaker 3: Minaj interesting like I'm bounding.

692
00:33:45,960 --> 00:33:52,360
Speaker 1: Yeah, celebrity guy crush, celebrity god crush.

693
00:33:52,480 --> 00:34:00,160
Speaker 3: Let's see. Oh, homeboy Jason, who's Jason too? Everything? He's

694
00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:00,920
Speaker 3: just beautiful.

695
00:34:00,960 --> 00:34:03,840
Speaker 2: If anyone knows him telling me and they see your color,

696
00:34:04,600 --> 00:34:07,040
Speaker 2: you see, well no, no, I mean they got back together.

697
00:34:07,680 --> 00:34:10,920
Speaker 2: They're gonna be open though they can be open to

698
00:34:11,000 --> 00:34:13,560
Speaker 2: like letting some joiners like listen, I'll bring I'll bring

699
00:34:13,560 --> 00:34:15,320
Speaker 2: in my back. We're just gonna go down the street.

700
00:34:16,520 --> 00:34:17,920
Speaker 2: I feel like she's like, okay, I'm.

701
00:34:17,760 --> 00:34:18,319
Speaker 3: Just in here, like.

702
00:34:20,920 --> 00:34:24,080
Speaker 1: I know we're gonna go up to tag it and

703
00:34:24,120 --> 00:34:24,400
Speaker 1: get that.

704
00:34:26,360 --> 00:34:28,759
Speaker 3: I don't know they used to be they do right.

705
00:34:28,800 --> 00:34:30,600
Speaker 3: That's why I said he does have a mountain.

706
00:34:31,760 --> 00:34:33,319
Speaker 2: Oh he cuts his hair off though I didn't see

707
00:34:33,320 --> 00:34:36,319
Speaker 2: the update. Yeah, he shas it doesn't look good good.

708
00:34:36,360 --> 00:34:39,719
Speaker 2: I thought like he had like a regular he like

709
00:34:39,840 --> 00:34:40,839
Speaker 2: cut off his whole head.

710
00:34:40,880 --> 00:34:41,440
Speaker 3: He's still be.

711
00:34:43,280 --> 00:34:44,200
Speaker 4: Yeah, he was in.

712
00:34:44,200 --> 00:34:47,359
Speaker 1: Give throat uncle man.

713
00:34:48,920 --> 00:34:51,759
Speaker 3: He's also in the seat.

714
00:34:51,760 --> 00:34:53,960
Speaker 2: I can see it in anything. Honestly, I'll give because

715
00:34:53,960 --> 00:34:57,279
Speaker 2: ancle Man was terrible. There's nothing about it. So I'm

716
00:34:57,320 --> 00:34:59,560
Speaker 2: like eighty seconds. I never want I like, this is horrible,

717
00:34:59,560 --> 00:35:01,640
Speaker 2: but just watch it for him.

718
00:35:01,680 --> 00:35:03,080
Speaker 3: You can put it on. I can watch it on mute.

719
00:35:04,120 --> 00:35:06,120
Speaker 3: I've done that before. I watched movies because the rock

720
00:35:06,239 --> 00:35:08,680
Speaker 3: was in them. Come on, speaking of movie, what's your

721
00:35:08,719 --> 00:35:09,239
Speaker 3: favorite movie?

722
00:35:09,320 --> 00:35:15,160
Speaker 5: Just to look Okay, my favorite movie probably is probably

723
00:35:15,160 --> 00:35:15,800
Speaker 5: Set it Off.

724
00:35:16,080 --> 00:35:18,680
Speaker 3: I'm sitting Set it Off one paziion. But I have

725
00:35:18,719 --> 00:35:20,839
Speaker 3: a lot of favorite movies. You know, my mom didn't

726
00:35:20,840 --> 00:35:23,200
Speaker 3: make up for that. She did. Your mom's awesome.

727
00:35:23,200 --> 00:35:26,000
Speaker 1: You don't know, but Macie. You you graduated from film school,

728
00:35:26,480 --> 00:35:29,880
Speaker 1: right uld school, you're like the filmmaker.

729
00:35:31,200 --> 00:35:31,520
Speaker 3: You know what?

730
00:35:31,960 --> 00:35:32,840
Speaker 1: It didn't work out.

731
00:35:34,200 --> 00:35:40,040
Speaker 3: All that for nothing? I know maybe one day masturbation?

732
00:35:40,920 --> 00:35:44,680
Speaker 3: What about it? What about it? So there's a site

733
00:35:44,800 --> 00:35:47,279
Speaker 3: I go on and I turn. I have to.

734
00:35:47,320 --> 00:35:49,040
Speaker 1: I have to. I have to have stimulation. I can't

735
00:35:49,080 --> 00:35:54,400
Speaker 1: just be in my room. What's it's called X videos?

736
00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:58,440
Speaker 1: What's yours?

737
00:35:58,440 --> 00:36:00,719
Speaker 3: Give me the thumbs up? You know he does? Wait,

738
00:36:00,760 --> 00:36:04,600
Speaker 3: I was I sent I sent my guy one of

739
00:36:04,600 --> 00:36:05,520
Speaker 3: my videos that I.

740
00:36:05,520 --> 00:36:08,240
Speaker 1: Like from Tasty Blacks. I just signed for Tasty Blacks.

741
00:36:08,360 --> 00:36:11,680
Speaker 1: If you're in a Tasty Blacks nas. Tasty Blacks is a.

742
00:36:11,640 --> 00:36:14,240
Speaker 3: Site that funnels all the black porn from the internet.

743
00:36:14,440 --> 00:36:15,960
Speaker 3: It's not great. I don't know why you keep you.

744
00:36:16,239 --> 00:36:17,200
Speaker 3: He got really mad because.

745
00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:18,319
Speaker 1: He's like, what the fun I'm gonna get a virus

746
00:36:18,360 --> 00:36:20,640
Speaker 1: on my phone? Pop ups like I can't even enjoy

747
00:36:20,640 --> 00:36:22,680
Speaker 1: the ship. I was like, you just make it through.

748
00:36:23,200 --> 00:36:24,920
Speaker 3: And then I sent him another one and he was like,

749
00:36:25,000 --> 00:36:27,520
Speaker 3: you still go on you porn dot com? I do too.

750
00:36:27,640 --> 00:36:29,200
Speaker 3: I was like, I was like, this classic. What do

751
00:36:29,280 --> 00:36:31,319
Speaker 3: you mean he's too It's too advertising.

752
00:36:31,680 --> 00:36:34,680
Speaker 2: They're all advertising it's like the biggest advertising pub of

753
00:36:34,719 --> 00:36:35,200
Speaker 2: all time.

754
00:36:35,280 --> 00:36:38,960
Speaker 3: Have you ever had anyone on ex Hamster? No, because

755
00:36:39,040 --> 00:36:40,239
Speaker 3: the hamster throws me off.

756
00:36:40,280 --> 00:36:43,040
Speaker 1: I don't like why am I looking for sex through hamsters?

757
00:36:43,600 --> 00:36:47,440
Speaker 3: Have good videos there. What's your favorite porn category? Black

758
00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:51,279
Speaker 3: man masturbates. Oh my god, that's on of mine too. Yeah,

759
00:36:51,640 --> 00:36:55,360
Speaker 3: solo black male masturbation. They just did that. Yeah I do.

760
00:36:55,480 --> 00:36:59,640
Speaker 3: Oh I've never watched that. I have. I feel like,

761
00:36:59,680 --> 00:37:02,440
Speaker 3: I wow, you have to search. Some of them are

762
00:37:02,480 --> 00:37:04,640
Speaker 3: not like the guys that do it with the dirty nails.

763
00:37:04,840 --> 00:37:08,640
Speaker 1: No, like the guys and I don't let them like

764
00:37:08,640 --> 00:37:09,800
Speaker 1: I don't want to see their face.

765
00:37:09,840 --> 00:37:11,959
Speaker 2: I do want to see, you know, if they're sexy enough.

766
00:37:12,080 --> 00:37:13,880
Speaker 2: That's where I really enjoyed all of our face time s.

767
00:37:14,080 --> 00:37:15,480
Speaker 2: I was like, I'm just like a live porn. I

768
00:37:15,520 --> 00:37:19,759
Speaker 2: was like, say my name Twitter. The Twitter is also porn.

769
00:37:19,800 --> 00:37:20,920
Speaker 2: Right now, I'll go on Twitter for porn.

770
00:37:21,239 --> 00:37:23,439
Speaker 3: Twitter is like that's like new age, that's for the young.

771
00:37:23,719 --> 00:37:25,880
Speaker 2: I can't find it when I look on Orlando's Twitter

772
00:37:26,360 --> 00:37:27,239
Speaker 2: or Twitter porn.

773
00:37:27,600 --> 00:37:29,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, there's a lot of porn stories on Twitter that

774
00:37:29,760 --> 00:37:31,560
Speaker 3: just make content like anything. Oh yeah, I know this

775
00:37:34,280 --> 00:37:39,400
Speaker 3: therapy crazy therapy. What about it? Do you like it?

776
00:37:39,440 --> 00:37:41,120
Speaker 3: Do you subscribe? Oh?

777
00:37:41,400 --> 00:37:46,240
Speaker 1: Just general, Yeah, I've and you know a few times.

778
00:37:46,800 --> 00:37:53,319
Speaker 3: And the last question, biggest regret, biggest regret. Oh, well,

779
00:37:53,360 --> 00:37:55,720
Speaker 3: you know when you have kids, your middle name is regret.

780
00:37:55,800 --> 00:38:00,200
Speaker 1: You know, that's just the love list of the will

781
00:38:00,239 --> 00:38:02,480
Speaker 1: be like, we'll be doing this show and for two weeks,

782
00:38:05,320 --> 00:38:07,160
Speaker 1: is it? Because it's like a lot of pressure, right,

783
00:38:07,239 --> 00:38:08,960
Speaker 1: there's a lot of pressure. All you're bound to fuck

784
00:38:09,040 --> 00:38:11,920
Speaker 1: something up you go into I just want to make sure.

785
00:38:12,160 --> 00:38:15,319
Speaker 1: I was like I all your parents baggage is on

786
00:38:15,360 --> 00:38:19,400
Speaker 1: you and then you pass it over.

787
00:38:19,840 --> 00:38:24,000
Speaker 3: We're all just screwed from gig. Have no shock, I know.

788
00:38:24,080 --> 00:38:26,520
Speaker 1: I mean, and if you're a rock star parent or

789
00:38:26,560 --> 00:38:28,160
Speaker 1: you're on tour lot and you were doing your thing,

790
00:38:28,200 --> 00:38:29,640
Speaker 1: but you were also I mean I was there. You

791
00:38:29,719 --> 00:38:33,319
Speaker 1: brought your children everywhere with you on tours with you

792
00:38:34,040 --> 00:38:37,799
Speaker 1: long extended tours, saw the world, and like, you know,

793
00:38:37,880 --> 00:38:39,680
Speaker 1: you do the best you can. I mean, even me

794
00:38:39,680 --> 00:38:41,279
Speaker 1: and Miila, Like this has been like a plight of

795
00:38:41,280 --> 00:38:41,680
Speaker 1: my life.

796
00:38:41,719 --> 00:38:42,120
Speaker 3: Recently.

797
00:38:42,160 --> 00:38:44,120
Speaker 1: I've literally cried in the parking lot today in the

798
00:38:44,200 --> 00:38:45,880
Speaker 1: arms of a white woman at my daughter's school.

799
00:38:47,760 --> 00:38:48,879
Speaker 3: I don't think that was the best.

800
00:38:49,280 --> 00:38:53,920
Speaker 6: I was like, oh, why so, I'm not kidding because

801
00:38:54,040 --> 00:38:56,359
Speaker 6: so I just got back from New York and before

802
00:38:56,400 --> 00:38:58,960
Speaker 6: I left, I like was talking my daughter in I

803
00:38:59,000 --> 00:38:59,759
Speaker 6: was like, hey, I'm leaving.

804
00:39:00,360 --> 00:39:01,000
Speaker 3: I won't be here.

805
00:39:00,920 --> 00:39:02,640
Speaker 1: When you when you wake up, but I'll come and

806
00:39:02,640 --> 00:39:04,520
Speaker 1: give you a kiss. And when she started, she broke

807
00:39:04,600 --> 00:39:05,120
Speaker 1: down and she.

808
00:39:05,160 --> 00:39:09,160
Speaker 3: Was crying and was like, you love Jamala more than

809
00:39:09,160 --> 00:39:11,279
Speaker 3: you love No, No, how did I get it?

810
00:39:11,400 --> 00:39:13,600
Speaker 7: Just when you just text me that. I was like, Jesus, like,

811
00:39:13,680 --> 00:39:16,680
Speaker 7: Jamia's not even coming with me. She was like it,

812
00:39:16,719 --> 00:39:18,440
Speaker 7: and she was like, you hang out with her more

813
00:39:18,440 --> 00:39:20,640
Speaker 7: than you hang out with me. Your work is more

814
00:39:20,680 --> 00:39:24,960
Speaker 7: important than me. You're always leaving. Oh she knows you.

815
00:39:25,080 --> 00:39:29,200
Speaker 1: That's just man, Jesus, man, I told you, girl, one

816
00:39:29,200 --> 00:39:30,359
Speaker 1: of the traumas of your kids.

817
00:39:30,360 --> 00:39:31,080
Speaker 3: I mean, I was just like.

818
00:39:33,560 --> 00:39:33,880
Speaker 4: Trauma.

819
00:39:34,840 --> 00:39:35,000
Speaker 3: You know.

820
00:39:35,160 --> 00:39:37,319
Speaker 1: I'm just curious because she's she was gone a lot too,

821
00:39:37,400 --> 00:39:38,600
Speaker 1: and I'm just like, you know, she's.

822
00:39:38,440 --> 00:39:39,359
Speaker 3: A latins little woman.

823
00:39:39,480 --> 00:39:41,719
Speaker 1: She knows the guilt, She's like, and so she's like

824
00:39:41,880 --> 00:39:44,319
Speaker 1: crying and then I start crying, and then I'm just

825
00:39:44,320 --> 00:39:46,279
Speaker 1: like I'm like I hear you, I understand, but like

826
00:39:46,360 --> 00:39:47,040
Speaker 1: I have to work.

827
00:39:47,080 --> 00:39:48,480
Speaker 3: I have to do these things. I also have to

828
00:39:48,480 --> 00:39:49,040
Speaker 3: have with life.

829
00:39:49,160 --> 00:39:51,000
Speaker 1: I'm also trying to fight you with stepdaddy, So like,

830
00:39:51,040 --> 00:39:52,560
Speaker 1: you know, I gotta go see this nigga real quick,

831
00:39:52,840 --> 00:39:55,399
Speaker 1: like consecrate the relationship.

832
00:39:55,480 --> 00:39:59,759
Speaker 3: Hello, And I was just she say, and then I

833
00:39:59,760 --> 00:40:03,200
Speaker 3: don't no, I say that, but I started crying and

834
00:40:03,239 --> 00:40:05,400
Speaker 3: then she was like hugged me. I was like, don't cry.

835
00:40:05,480 --> 00:40:08,440
Speaker 3: We're both crying, and I you know, I had this.

836
00:40:08,560 --> 00:40:10,120
Speaker 3: I just told her. I was like, listen, like I'm

837
00:40:10,120 --> 00:40:10,919
Speaker 3: the primary parent.

838
00:40:11,000 --> 00:40:12,960
Speaker 1: Your dad has gone a lot, Like it's all on me,

839
00:40:13,239 --> 00:40:15,239
Speaker 1: Like I have to do everything. I have to like

840
00:40:15,320 --> 00:40:19,200
Speaker 1: be both basically, and it's hard, Like I can't.

841
00:40:19,200 --> 00:40:21,600
Speaker 3: I'm not perfect. I'm not always going to be here.

842
00:40:21,680 --> 00:40:22,160
Speaker 3: I can't.

843
00:40:22,719 --> 00:40:25,600
Speaker 1: And I'm working so that we can have the life

844
00:40:25,640 --> 00:40:28,600
Speaker 1: that I want us to have and also the life

845
00:40:28,600 --> 00:40:31,480
Speaker 1: that I want. And I want to make my dreams

846
00:40:31,520 --> 00:40:33,560
Speaker 1: come true so that you know your dreams can come true.

847
00:40:33,880 --> 00:40:35,640
Speaker 1: But like you tell that to a seven year old

848
00:40:35,640 --> 00:40:37,839
Speaker 1: at like, you know, my thirtieth night, She's like, where

849
00:40:37,840 --> 00:40:39,239
Speaker 1: should I just want hang out home?

850
00:40:39,600 --> 00:40:42,440
Speaker 3: Yeah? I go see her not like what the fuck? Yeah?

851
00:40:42,480 --> 00:40:44,080
Speaker 1: So then I go in the living room and then

852
00:40:44,320 --> 00:40:47,240
Speaker 1: my brother comes over and like, I'm just like crying,

853
00:40:47,440 --> 00:40:49,960
Speaker 1: like I keep bursting out, like what is wrong with me? Anyway,

854
00:40:50,080 --> 00:40:52,040
Speaker 1: I went on the trip. It was fine. She was

855
00:40:52,080 --> 00:40:52,840
Speaker 1: fucking fine.

856
00:40:53,320 --> 00:40:56,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, they always are. And then I get back.

857
00:40:56,800 --> 00:40:59,000
Speaker 1: But I also feel though, too, like when I'm here,

858
00:40:59,280 --> 00:41:00,840
Speaker 1: even when i'm here with her, it's hard for me

859
00:41:00,920 --> 00:41:03,080
Speaker 1: to be present because I'm like on my phone, working,

860
00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:03,840
Speaker 1: doing things.

861
00:41:03,880 --> 00:41:06,279
Speaker 3: So yeah, I know. And so.

862
00:41:07,920 --> 00:41:09,600
Speaker 1: Fast forward to me crying in the arms of white

863
00:41:09,600 --> 00:41:13,799
Speaker 1: woman in the parking lot of my daughter's private school.

864
00:41:15,600 --> 00:41:16,160
Speaker 3: She was taught.

865
00:41:16,200 --> 00:41:18,279
Speaker 1: She's like, so, how's it going. And I was like, yeah,

866
00:41:18,400 --> 00:41:20,399
Speaker 1: like I told her about this thing and happened. She's like, yeah,

867
00:41:20,400 --> 00:41:22,480
Speaker 1: well you do travel a lot. You haven't gone a lot,

868
00:41:22,520 --> 00:41:24,520
Speaker 1: Like it's got to be hard your daughter like bouncing

869
00:41:24,560 --> 00:41:25,799
Speaker 1: from household to household.

870
00:41:26,360 --> 00:41:27,960
Speaker 3: And I was like, household a household.

871
00:41:27,960 --> 00:41:29,960
Speaker 1: I'm like, she's like going to two households mine with

872
00:41:30,040 --> 00:41:32,680
Speaker 1: my Mom's like yeah, like you have to really figure

873
00:41:32,719 --> 00:41:33,520
Speaker 1: out your schedule.

874
00:41:33,880 --> 00:41:38,080
Speaker 3: And I was just like you're married.

875
00:41:39,719 --> 00:41:39,919
Speaker 1: Yeah.

876
00:41:40,400 --> 00:41:42,360
Speaker 3: I was like you're married. She's like you're right. I

877
00:41:42,400 --> 00:41:43,239
Speaker 3: was like, bitch.

878
00:41:43,280 --> 00:41:46,640
Speaker 2: In the words of our very good friend Elizabeth, we're

879
00:41:46,640 --> 00:41:47,680
Speaker 2: not regular people.

880
00:41:48,160 --> 00:41:49,640
Speaker 3: You don't have a regular life.

881
00:41:49,960 --> 00:41:54,040
Speaker 2: But that very kind white woman that I love too

882
00:41:54,520 --> 00:41:56,440
Speaker 2: doesn't have the life that you have. And like I

883
00:41:56,480 --> 00:41:57,799
Speaker 2: told you, this is in the bathroom, and I'm just

884
00:41:57,800 --> 00:42:02,640
Speaker 2: gonna reiterate it, and not in a shady right. Sometimes

885
00:42:02,680 --> 00:42:06,000
Speaker 2: when the mom who's doing the regular life, the nine

886
00:42:06,000 --> 00:42:08,799
Speaker 2: to five and even if it's like the groovy nine

887
00:42:08,840 --> 00:42:11,799
Speaker 2: to five and the married dad and the pta and

888
00:42:11,840 --> 00:42:15,359
Speaker 2: the fucking homecomings, she's looking at your stories and she's like, damn,

889
00:42:15,360 --> 00:42:16,600
Speaker 2: that bitch is having fun.

890
00:42:16,960 --> 00:42:19,680
Speaker 3: That bitch is getting rubbed down in oil Costa Rica. Oh,

891
00:42:19,719 --> 00:42:22,400
Speaker 3: she's living the life. She's in Costa Rica for four weeks.

892
00:42:23,280 --> 00:42:27,400
Speaker 2: Our jobs don't translate to everyday jobs, bitch.

893
00:42:27,480 --> 00:42:31,640
Speaker 3: And so deeply, slightly integratedly people.

894
00:42:31,480 --> 00:42:34,239
Speaker 2: Are projecting how because that's not the life that they

895
00:42:34,760 --> 00:42:36,640
Speaker 2: didn't realize they could live a life like this and

896
00:42:36,680 --> 00:42:39,040
Speaker 2: be a mom and be successful. And so when you're

897
00:42:39,080 --> 00:42:41,840
Speaker 2: a fucking rock star mom, it looks a little bit different.

898
00:42:41,880 --> 00:42:44,920
Speaker 2: So you can't get advice from non rock star moms.

899
00:42:44,920 --> 00:42:47,279
Speaker 2: So what is your advice rockstar mom on what?

900
00:42:47,800 --> 00:42:48,000
Speaker 3: On?

901
00:42:48,239 --> 00:42:50,880
Speaker 1: How do you how? And if did you ever find balance?

902
00:42:50,960 --> 00:42:53,279
Speaker 1: Like do your kids and the things. Was you being

903
00:42:53,280 --> 00:42:55,680
Speaker 1: away a thing for them or the other?

904
00:42:55,719 --> 00:42:58,680
Speaker 3: Shit? Yeah, By the way, the guilt trip's never gonna stop.

905
00:42:59,320 --> 00:43:03,200
Speaker 1: I'm very so it's like you feel bad, so I'm

906
00:43:03,200 --> 00:43:04,080
Speaker 1: sure driving.

907
00:43:05,440 --> 00:43:09,400
Speaker 3: You bought me this seam. I hate you.

908
00:43:09,400 --> 00:43:14,600
Speaker 1: You did nothing exactly, No, I honestly, all you can

909
00:43:14,640 --> 00:43:16,720
Speaker 1: do is do your best. And I know that sounds corny,

910
00:43:16,760 --> 00:43:19,800
Speaker 1: but you can't really tell other moms how they should

911
00:43:19,840 --> 00:43:22,440
Speaker 1: operate because they don't know and they don't have to

912
00:43:22,520 --> 00:43:23,200
Speaker 1: do it, and.

913
00:43:23,160 --> 00:43:25,919
Speaker 3: They don't they don't have they don't have your kid.

914
00:43:25,960 --> 00:43:27,319
Speaker 3: That's another thing. You know, you have.

915
00:43:28,560 --> 00:43:30,880
Speaker 1: It's it's it's you know, it is about you, but

916
00:43:31,440 --> 00:43:33,600
Speaker 1: you know, you just you know, you just brunt, this

917
00:43:33,719 --> 00:43:35,480
Speaker 1: total individual, you know what I mean.

918
00:43:35,520 --> 00:43:37,839
Speaker 3: And they're they're like you, they're giants. You know, they

919
00:43:37,880 --> 00:43:40,120
Speaker 3: have all this going on and and you're.

920
00:43:40,120 --> 00:43:43,160
Speaker 1: Expected to, you know, send them the right way and

921
00:43:43,239 --> 00:43:44,960
Speaker 1: be there for them whatever they need.

922
00:43:45,120 --> 00:43:50,319
Speaker 3: And it's just not ever gonna happen. So all you

923
00:43:50,360 --> 00:43:52,640
Speaker 3: can do is, I would I say, you get you know,

924
00:43:52,719 --> 00:43:53,439
Speaker 3: your kid's best.

925
00:43:53,480 --> 00:43:56,799
Speaker 1: You can like whenever you do have time, spend that

926
00:43:56,880 --> 00:44:00,319
Speaker 1: time because that they remember that and they might not

927
00:44:00,440 --> 00:44:04,600
Speaker 1: tell you, but they're grateful, you know, but as far

928
00:44:04,640 --> 00:44:08,560
Speaker 1: as you know try to, you know, give her everything

929
00:44:08,600 --> 00:44:12,239
Speaker 1: she wants, this is just never gonna happen. And I

930
00:44:12,239 --> 00:44:14,520
Speaker 1: think once you settle into that, then then you cannot

931
00:44:14,680 --> 00:44:17,080
Speaker 1: right then you can be a better mom for her

932
00:44:17,120 --> 00:44:20,960
Speaker 1: because you you know, because you've got real about what

933
00:44:21,200 --> 00:44:23,720
Speaker 1: you can actually do, you know what I mean, Because

934
00:44:23,719 --> 00:44:25,520
Speaker 1: you're just a mom. You're not you know, you're not

935
00:44:25,640 --> 00:44:27,640
Speaker 1: Jesus Christ. You just you know, you're just a girl.

936
00:44:27,719 --> 00:44:32,800
Speaker 5: Still know you're still really young, and you know you

937
00:44:32,880 --> 00:44:34,800
Speaker 5: still got the dreams of your own, you know.

938
00:44:35,760 --> 00:44:37,279
Speaker 1: I know, I just and I and I try to

939
00:44:37,320 --> 00:44:39,520
Speaker 1: bring her around and bring her as much as I can,

940
00:44:39,560 --> 00:44:41,680
Speaker 1: And honestly, I do think about I think about you.

941
00:44:41,760 --> 00:44:45,400
Speaker 1: I think about how you showed your kids so much

942
00:44:45,480 --> 00:44:48,520
Speaker 1: and you know, and granted that they probably saw a

943
00:44:48,520 --> 00:44:50,640
Speaker 1: lot too, they probably saw shit, but like was like

944
00:44:50,680 --> 00:44:53,440
Speaker 1: whoa like most you know, kids did not see because

945
00:44:53,440 --> 00:44:55,399
Speaker 1: they're adult, adult spaces.

946
00:44:55,920 --> 00:44:58,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, because you want to bring them around, you want

947
00:44:58,600 --> 00:44:59,480
Speaker 3: to have them near you.

948
00:45:00,080 --> 00:45:01,880
Speaker 1: But I think also like because of that, like you

949
00:45:01,960 --> 00:45:04,160
Speaker 1: kind of prepare them for the world in ways too,

950
00:45:04,280 --> 00:45:08,239
Speaker 1: like and think that the realities of like shit is

951
00:45:08,239 --> 00:45:09,880
Speaker 1: not kiddy for you're the rest of your life, like

952
00:45:09,920 --> 00:45:14,719
Speaker 1: these are real things, they are real people, and yeah.

953
00:45:14,280 --> 00:45:16,520
Speaker 5: Yeah, no, you just know that you're your kids do

954
00:45:16,640 --> 00:45:19,160
Speaker 5: like you. They're extraordinary, you know, and they can they

955
00:45:19,160 --> 00:45:22,160
Speaker 5: can do a lot, and you gotta you know, you

956
00:45:22,200 --> 00:45:24,319
Speaker 5: gotta let them live their life, you know, because if

957
00:45:24,360 --> 00:45:26,719
Speaker 5: you try to be there and suck up to them

958
00:45:26,760 --> 00:45:29,080
Speaker 5: all day. Oh I want pizza, and then you buy

959
00:45:29,120 --> 00:45:31,560
Speaker 5: them pizza and I want for tries and you drive McDonald's,

960
00:45:31,560 --> 00:45:33,960
Speaker 5: You're just gonna be really sad because in the.

961
00:45:33,880 --> 00:45:36,120
Speaker 3: Moment you don't get the pizza and don't get the McDonald's.

962
00:45:36,120 --> 00:45:38,680
Speaker 3: Thin you're trash. I know.

963
00:45:39,080 --> 00:45:41,279
Speaker 2: I always say that it's so difficult, like I want

964
00:45:41,320 --> 00:45:43,759
Speaker 2: to teach my kid like you do deserve everything you want,

965
00:45:43,800 --> 00:45:45,400
Speaker 2: because as an adult, I have a part time thing,

966
00:45:45,480 --> 00:45:46,040
Speaker 2: like I want that.

967
00:45:46,080 --> 00:45:46,680
Speaker 3: I deserve it.

968
00:45:46,719 --> 00:45:48,200
Speaker 2: That's it, you know what I mean, Like, you know,

969
00:45:48,239 --> 00:45:50,600
Speaker 2: like I do want It's been hard, like difficult to

970
00:45:50,640 --> 00:45:52,600
Speaker 2: kind of get in the mindset of everything I want

971
00:45:52,640 --> 00:45:54,719
Speaker 2: I can have and like calling shots and then like

972
00:45:54,760 --> 00:45:56,560
Speaker 2: as a child, I see my fussy and child do

973
00:45:56,640 --> 00:45:58,760
Speaker 2: that and I'm like, whoa, oh.

974
00:45:58,719 --> 00:46:02,040
Speaker 3: You can say, come muto. Yeah, it's like I want this.

975
00:46:02,040 --> 00:46:04,920
Speaker 2: It's not that like fucking Orlando made a Luna, like

976
00:46:04,960 --> 00:46:07,759
Speaker 2: a fucking major beautiful four in her room, you like

977
00:46:07,960 --> 00:46:10,080
Speaker 2: using a leash. She was like putting my leash to

978
00:46:10,200 --> 00:46:11,320
Speaker 2: her fan.

979
00:46:11,440 --> 00:46:14,600
Speaker 3: I was like, is that a sex toy? Exact? Hell?

980
00:46:14,680 --> 00:46:17,799
Speaker 3: Is sex toys? Like helping her? Like and then she's like,

981
00:46:17,840 --> 00:46:19,600
Speaker 3: I want this for dinner and I want this and

982
00:46:19,640 --> 00:46:23,399
Speaker 3: I have that. I'm like, you've got a sort, You've

983
00:46:23,400 --> 00:46:27,399
Speaker 3: got dinner, you got too. I'm like, you need to

984
00:46:27,560 --> 00:46:30,360
Speaker 3: chill the fuck out. But it's like and then I

985
00:46:30,440 --> 00:46:32,040
Speaker 3: have to check her, like can you be grateful?

986
00:46:32,160 --> 00:46:34,040
Speaker 2: But you know, it's like this thin line of giving

987
00:46:34,200 --> 00:46:36,400
Speaker 2: kids what they want, spoiling the shit out of them,

988
00:46:36,480 --> 00:46:40,120
Speaker 2: and then they're expecting and not being grateful. And the

989
00:46:40,200 --> 00:46:42,920
Speaker 2: moms that don't live this lifestyle and maybe are not

990
00:46:43,040 --> 00:46:47,120
Speaker 2: on Instagram trying to market their business or traveling for work,

991
00:46:47,320 --> 00:46:48,640
Speaker 2: and maybe they do have a nine to five, but

992
00:46:48,680 --> 00:46:51,839
Speaker 2: those every all these every mom is tired. It doesn't

993
00:46:51,880 --> 00:46:53,960
Speaker 2: matter what the fuck you do. You hired your drain.

994
00:46:54,200 --> 00:46:57,200
Speaker 2: It's America's fault. It's not us, okay, it's the system.

995
00:46:57,239 --> 00:47:00,440
Speaker 2: We have to pay bills and a lot of daddies

996
00:47:00,520 --> 00:47:03,200
Speaker 2: get away with not doing what there's more single moms

997
00:47:03,280 --> 00:47:04,480
Speaker 2: get doing their fucking part.

998
00:47:04,560 --> 00:47:06,480
Speaker 3: It falls on us. These niggas are who have wherever

999
00:47:06,680 --> 00:47:07,280
Speaker 3: not having.

1000
00:47:07,040 --> 00:47:08,640
Speaker 2: The guilt because they don't have to have the guilt

1001
00:47:08,640 --> 00:47:11,200
Speaker 2: because we're carrying the load. So it doesn't matter if

1002
00:47:11,200 --> 00:47:14,200
Speaker 2: you're doing if you're doing something that you're passionate about

1003
00:47:14,200 --> 00:47:16,560
Speaker 2: and you feel like you're making change and like influencing

1004
00:47:16,560 --> 00:47:18,759
Speaker 2: people for the better, or if you're fucking clocking into

1005
00:47:18,760 --> 00:47:21,200
Speaker 2: a job you really don't like that much. The guilt

1006
00:47:21,280 --> 00:47:23,920
Speaker 2: exists anyway, and the trauma is going to happen anyway,

1007
00:47:23,960 --> 00:47:24,560
Speaker 2: So you just choose.

1008
00:47:24,600 --> 00:47:26,080
Speaker 3: Would you rather be like, how are you doing it?

1009
00:47:26,160 --> 00:47:31,319
Speaker 3: Or not? Yeah? Yeah, I be happy that's what I

1010
00:47:31,320 --> 00:47:31,680
Speaker 3: do now.

1011
00:47:31,760 --> 00:47:33,919
Speaker 5: I do know one thing I would say I tell

1012
00:47:33,920 --> 00:47:36,560
Speaker 5: people like, make sure your kid is really good at something,

1013
00:47:37,520 --> 00:47:40,080
Speaker 5: because then they get they turn teenagers and they have

1014
00:47:40,239 --> 00:47:43,600
Speaker 5: something on their own. It's not they feel confident in something. Yeah,

1015
00:47:43,600 --> 00:47:46,440
Speaker 5: they're confident. They're excited about something that, you know, they

1016
00:47:46,520 --> 00:47:50,200
Speaker 5: learn about passion, they learn about work, you know, and

1017
00:47:50,239 --> 00:47:53,480
Speaker 5: then it's not all and they have stuff to look

1018
00:47:53,520 --> 00:47:54,319
Speaker 5: forward to, you know.

1019
00:47:54,840 --> 00:47:56,879
Speaker 3: I think that's one What are the things that each

1020
00:47:56,920 --> 00:48:01,240
Speaker 3: of your children are get at so has been taking

1021
00:48:01,280 --> 00:48:02,200
Speaker 3: VID since she was eight.

1022
00:48:02,320 --> 00:48:05,120
Speaker 1: She goes to new school, she has a magazine, and

1023
00:48:05,200 --> 00:48:08,319
Speaker 1: she does a lot of freelance stuff and she's all

1024
00:48:08,360 --> 00:48:08,560
Speaker 1: over it.

1025
00:48:08,680 --> 00:48:11,759
Speaker 3: That's all she thinks about stuff. And then my.

1026
00:48:11,880 --> 00:48:14,560
Speaker 5: Son, he's good at a lot of stuff, but he's

1027
00:48:14,840 --> 00:48:17,560
Speaker 5: he's he has a lot going on it.

1028
00:48:17,800 --> 00:48:19,480
Speaker 3: We have to figure him out. I don't know.

1029
00:48:19,840 --> 00:48:21,520
Speaker 5: He's good at a lot of things. Where he will,

1030
00:48:21,560 --> 00:48:24,319
Speaker 5: you know, I think he's still trying to figure out

1031
00:48:24,360 --> 00:48:26,800
Speaker 5: what he wants to do. And then my daughter is

1032
00:48:26,840 --> 00:48:27,040
Speaker 5: the same.

1033
00:48:27,120 --> 00:48:29,680
Speaker 3: She's an artist. She does a lot of graphic card websites.

1034
00:48:30,120 --> 00:48:33,279
Speaker 5: But they're good at it, like they've mastered they love it,

1035
00:48:33,320 --> 00:48:36,200
Speaker 5: you know. So I would just say, I think that's

1036
00:48:36,239 --> 00:48:39,280
Speaker 5: the most you can do, because as far as trying

1037
00:48:39,280 --> 00:48:41,480
Speaker 5: to be there every separate way.

1038
00:48:41,400 --> 00:48:44,600
Speaker 1: And be right about everything for them and not make

1039
00:48:44,640 --> 00:48:47,520
Speaker 1: any mistakes with your kids, it's just I.

1040
00:48:47,520 --> 00:48:49,319
Speaker 3: Know, I'm just trying to avoid therapy. I don't want

1041
00:48:49,320 --> 00:48:51,400
Speaker 3: to pay for it. I don't want to pay for

1042
00:48:51,480 --> 00:48:56,440
Speaker 3: it for her. That's found out. That's good. When negive teenagers,

1043
00:48:56,440 --> 00:48:57,719
Speaker 3: you should get just so.

1044
00:48:57,840 --> 00:49:00,120
Speaker 5: By the time they're twenty five they're not all Then

1045
00:49:00,160 --> 00:49:02,400
Speaker 5: I'll have to start figuring it out in their twenties.

1046
00:49:02,440 --> 00:49:04,560
Speaker 2: I agree, somebody gotta be a fucking therapist. When I

1047
00:49:04,560 --> 00:49:05,520
Speaker 2: turned sixteen and all.

1048
00:49:05,640 --> 00:49:09,319
Speaker 3: Yeah, exactly. So you think therapy, like all children should

1049
00:49:09,360 --> 00:49:09,800
Speaker 3: be in therapy.

1050
00:49:11,000 --> 00:49:13,600
Speaker 5: I just think they need somebody to talk to. And

1051
00:49:13,840 --> 00:49:16,200
Speaker 5: like when I was in therapy, she she didn't really.

1052
00:49:16,120 --> 00:49:17,760
Speaker 3: Like fix my brain.

1053
00:49:17,960 --> 00:49:21,400
Speaker 5: And I'm not even less crazy. She just helped me

1054
00:49:21,480 --> 00:49:23,920
Speaker 5: sort some things out, Like she helped me see things.

1055
00:49:24,000 --> 00:49:25,840
Speaker 5: Like I used to fight with Happy about the dishes.

1056
00:49:27,160 --> 00:49:29,640
Speaker 5: She literally said, no, I'm not doing you know. We

1057
00:49:29,640 --> 00:49:31,920
Speaker 5: would fight and then and then master ever says, is it.

1058
00:49:32,000 --> 00:49:34,560
Speaker 1: Really worth you know, you're not talking to your daughter

1059
00:49:34,600 --> 00:49:37,239
Speaker 1: for a week and calling each other horrible names? It

1060
00:49:37,280 --> 00:49:39,640
Speaker 1: is really worth, you know the dishes? I was like, yeah,

1061
00:49:39,680 --> 00:49:42,480
Speaker 1: but it's like she has a dish name. She doesn't

1062
00:49:42,719 --> 00:49:45,319
Speaker 1: just do it, and you just need the way, you know.

1063
00:49:45,960 --> 00:49:48,680
Speaker 1: And I started doing that and it got a lot easier.

1064
00:49:48,760 --> 00:49:50,759
Speaker 1: You know, I started fighting with that a lot less

1065
00:49:51,200 --> 00:49:54,680
Speaker 1: because you're just weigh what's more if it's worth.

1066
00:49:54,480 --> 00:49:56,520
Speaker 3: It to picking your battles.

1067
00:49:56,760 --> 00:49:59,439
Speaker 5: Yeah, I'll be fighting with you know people and then

1068
00:49:59,640 --> 00:50:01,440
Speaker 5: and then you end up with you know.

1069
00:50:01,480 --> 00:50:02,960
Speaker 3: So she would have did the dishes one night.

1070
00:50:03,040 --> 00:50:07,640
Speaker 1: You know, so I started driving and I started paying,

1071
00:50:08,239 --> 00:50:10,239
Speaker 1: so fucking I just started and now what.

1072
00:50:11,800 --> 00:50:14,279
Speaker 3: I know? So that works, and you know, you just

1073
00:50:14,360 --> 00:50:15,360
Speaker 3: get you just learned to.

1074
00:50:16,640 --> 00:50:19,160
Speaker 5: Like I said, you're a lot of people think oh,

1075
00:50:19,200 --> 00:50:21,600
Speaker 5: that's my kid and that's my daughter, when really they're

1076
00:50:21,640 --> 00:50:25,560
Speaker 5: this whole other being and they have this whole respective

1077
00:50:25,600 --> 00:50:29,799
Speaker 5: and way of thinking and and and you know, it's

1078
00:50:29,800 --> 00:50:31,880
Speaker 5: just important to get to know that person instead of

1079
00:50:31,880 --> 00:50:34,680
Speaker 5: what you want to be or what you want to

1080
00:50:34,760 --> 00:50:37,239
Speaker 5: be for that because they will pimp you.

1081
00:50:37,239 --> 00:50:40,960
Speaker 3: You know, they are the ultimate pepper. They will like

1082
00:50:41,160 --> 00:50:45,359
Speaker 3: you work for your kids that moment. Yeah, yeah, I've

1083
00:50:45,400 --> 00:50:50,160
Speaker 3: been crying about it for days. I know, in the

1084
00:50:50,239 --> 00:50:54,560
Speaker 3: parking lot. Fuck what you believe this? Shing walked away

1085
00:50:54,600 --> 00:50:56,640
Speaker 3: and immediately forgot anything. She said, She's like.

1086
00:50:56,680 --> 00:51:03,040
Speaker 5: That work, She's come home now. She ain't go hang

1087
00:51:03,080 --> 00:51:04,160
Speaker 5: out with you mean that tonight?

1088
00:51:06,840 --> 00:51:07,160
Speaker 3: My god.

1089
00:51:07,280 --> 00:51:09,600
Speaker 2: Erica texting yesterday like I'm gonna visit this spitch test.

1090
00:51:09,840 --> 00:51:12,680
Speaker 2: I'm gonna leave Atlanta. We're going to Atlanta and then

1091
00:51:12,719 --> 00:51:15,120
Speaker 2: go do a DC show. There's literally like three days

1092
00:51:15,200 --> 00:51:17,879
Speaker 2: in between. She got to leave Atlanta, fly to La

1093
00:51:18,160 --> 00:51:22,560
Speaker 2: go see her home home coming recital and then fly

1094
00:51:22,719 --> 00:51:23,320
Speaker 2: back to d C.

1095
00:51:23,560 --> 00:51:24,520
Speaker 3: I said, I were saying that.

1096
00:51:24,560 --> 00:51:28,920
Speaker 1: I like, Okay, okay, girl, listen, these are the sacrifices

1097
00:51:28,960 --> 00:51:32,080
Speaker 1: of a rockstar parent. I've seen Macy do things like

1098
00:51:32,120 --> 00:51:34,600
Speaker 1: this too. Yeah, you did show up where you have

1099
00:51:34,680 --> 00:51:36,480
Speaker 1: to show up, where you fly in for a day,

1100
00:51:36,600 --> 00:51:38,840
Speaker 1: you fly the funk out on your private jet. Granted

1101
00:51:38,880 --> 00:51:41,759
Speaker 1: I haven't gotten to the private jet yet. I don't

1102
00:51:41,760 --> 00:51:44,640
Speaker 1: say lie coach delta. Yeah, but.

1103
00:51:46,320 --> 00:51:47,759
Speaker 3: And I'm gonna do it. I'm still gonna do it.

1104
00:51:47,800 --> 00:51:49,279
Speaker 1: She did pet me, but I do want to be

1105
00:51:49,320 --> 00:51:51,080
Speaker 1: there for her because her dad isn't going to be there,

1106
00:51:51,120 --> 00:51:53,200
Speaker 1: my mom isn't gonna be there, like no one's gonna

1107
00:51:53,200 --> 00:51:56,200
Speaker 1: be there, and she's so excited for this moment. And

1108
00:51:56,239 --> 00:51:59,120
Speaker 1: if I can, and it's for some reason in our schedule,

1109
00:51:59,200 --> 00:52:01,200
Speaker 1: there's a time in which I can do it, I'm

1110
00:52:01,200 --> 00:52:01,719
Speaker 1: gonna do it.

1111
00:52:02,600 --> 00:52:07,400
Speaker 3: But also because she been me, Yeah, that's okay. I

1112
00:52:07,440 --> 00:52:09,279
Speaker 3: mean you could know I didn't still do it. The

1113
00:52:09,280 --> 00:52:11,120
Speaker 3: other day, I was riding by I don't know why

1114
00:52:11,120 --> 00:52:12,440
Speaker 3: I had this thought. She made me think of it.

1115
00:52:12,480 --> 00:52:14,960
Speaker 2: I was writing by this this elementary school I went to.

1116
00:52:15,040 --> 00:52:16,879
Speaker 2: I probably went to the fucking school for like two weeks.

1117
00:52:16,920 --> 00:52:17,279
Speaker 3: I don't know.

1118
00:52:17,480 --> 00:52:20,359
Speaker 2: I moved quickly, but it was like kindergarten and we

1119
00:52:20,520 --> 00:52:24,280
Speaker 2: fucking sang this little line in mind and my fucking

1120
00:52:24,320 --> 00:52:26,160
Speaker 2: parents did not come, and my parents were coming, like

1121
00:52:26,200 --> 00:52:27,279
Speaker 2: my dad just lied like.

1122
00:52:27,239 --> 00:52:28,719
Speaker 3: I was there. I wasn't there. I was there. I

1123
00:52:28,719 --> 00:52:31,439
Speaker 3: was like song we sing and he was like, jingle back.

1124
00:52:33,840 --> 00:52:35,800
Speaker 2: Literally the other day we drove by that school and

1125
00:52:35,840 --> 00:52:39,279
Speaker 2: I was like that, not that fucker. I'm thirty four

1126
00:52:39,360 --> 00:52:41,640
Speaker 2: years old.

1127
00:52:41,840 --> 00:52:43,600
Speaker 3: I've been back this song. I remember.

1128
00:52:43,880 --> 00:52:46,400
Speaker 2: My parents were like, maybe that's why I'm heartless when

1129
00:52:46,400 --> 00:52:47,839
Speaker 2: it comes to shit like this is. My parents were

1130
00:52:47,920 --> 00:52:52,160
Speaker 2: notorious for missing shit like and then just lateantly lied.

1131
00:52:52,480 --> 00:52:56,239
Speaker 2: One time I had a dance reside at Universal Universal Studios,

1132
00:52:56,880 --> 00:53:00,160
Speaker 2: and my dad was trying to like bullshit and like

1133
00:53:00,640 --> 00:53:04,439
Speaker 2: not pay to get in, but still come, like get

1134
00:53:04,480 --> 00:53:06,040
Speaker 2: one ticket and get it for the whole family, and

1135
00:53:06,080 --> 00:53:09,600
Speaker 2: but push the stamp on everybody's I think they were

1136
00:53:09,680 --> 00:53:16,560
Speaker 2: late or something. I can't stand for your I came

1137
00:53:16,600 --> 00:53:19,279
Speaker 2: out fine and maybe not have like an overly independent child.

1138
00:53:19,360 --> 00:53:22,680
Speaker 2: That's like all right, mom, these have it, because I'm like,

1139
00:53:22,680 --> 00:53:25,960
Speaker 2: you'll be fine. You're fine, okay, Yeah, but yeah, I

1140
00:53:26,000 --> 00:53:27,799
Speaker 2: guess like the moral of the story is we're all

1141
00:53:27,840 --> 00:53:29,160
Speaker 2: fucked up a little bit no matter what.

1142
00:53:30,719 --> 00:53:34,359
Speaker 3: It's bad. It's easiest to blame your parents. Yeah, I mean,

1143
00:53:34,400 --> 00:53:35,799
Speaker 3: I can think about this. Should I blame my mom?

1144
00:53:35,960 --> 00:53:38,640
Speaker 3: I blame my mom for and she always says, like,

1145
00:53:38,960 --> 00:53:40,560
Speaker 3: you didn't care that I was working all the time.

1146
00:53:40,600 --> 00:53:42,400
Speaker 3: I'm like, I don't even know. I didn't even this

1147
00:53:42,600 --> 00:53:46,160
Speaker 3: was even I'm not atually for some other ship. Yeah.

1148
00:53:47,440 --> 00:53:50,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, like no, it's not even about you actually, like

1149
00:53:50,719 --> 00:53:53,080
Speaker 1: you working all the time put work ethic in me.

1150
00:53:53,200 --> 00:53:56,520
Speaker 3: And that's why I can't sit the funck down even

1151
00:53:56,560 --> 00:54:02,440
Speaker 3: none by the stuff you say, especially their feelings they don't. Yeah,

1152
00:54:02,560 --> 00:54:08,759
Speaker 3: yeah that's true. Wow you even like this blunt? Oh

1153
00:54:08,840 --> 00:54:12,719
Speaker 3: yeah wow. I mean it's it's a Backwood o'clock. It's

1154
00:54:12,760 --> 00:54:16,360
Speaker 3: Backwood clock, my love, It's Backwood clock.

1155
00:54:17,680 --> 00:54:23,880
Speaker 2: Today we're smoking the exclusive banana Backwood and Skunkberry.

1156
00:54:24,440 --> 00:54:26,040
Speaker 3: Skunk Beerry, skunk Berry.

1157
00:54:26,160 --> 00:54:28,640
Speaker 2: It's a sativa hybrid, which I like has a bitch

1158
00:54:28,680 --> 00:54:30,680
Speaker 2: shaped sleepy you know what.

1159
00:54:30,800 --> 00:54:32,160
Speaker 3: I get so sleepy.

1160
00:54:32,320 --> 00:54:36,960
Speaker 2: I'm like, I was like, deep thought, I wonder if

1161
00:54:36,960 --> 00:54:40,399
Speaker 2: any medicine I can't like focus at all, like fall

1162
00:54:40,400 --> 00:54:42,799
Speaker 2: asleep when things get overwhelmed me and all of a sudden,

1163
00:54:42,800 --> 00:54:46,759
Speaker 2: I can't focus. So the Satifa hybrid is what kind

1164
00:54:46,800 --> 00:54:51,440
Speaker 2: of this? Yeah, my substitute. So I don't get put

1165
00:54:51,480 --> 00:54:52,360
Speaker 2: in anything prescription.

1166
00:54:55,320 --> 00:54:57,600
Speaker 3: I don't know works, guys, I don't know.

1167
00:54:57,719 --> 00:55:03,000
Speaker 2: To me, it's just like, yeah, what it's for.

1168
00:55:03,920 --> 00:55:04,759
Speaker 3: It's for losing weight.

1169
00:55:05,600 --> 00:55:08,560
Speaker 2: That's why people all is like permanent fucking cocaine and

1170
00:55:08,719 --> 00:55:09,239
Speaker 2: you can't stop.

1171
00:55:09,280 --> 00:55:11,080
Speaker 3: I don't. I use animals from us.

1172
00:55:11,480 --> 00:55:13,640
Speaker 1: And I helped write our book and it helped me

1173
00:55:13,680 --> 00:55:15,880
Speaker 1: in it for me. You were out of town, you

1174
00:55:15,920 --> 00:55:16,440
Speaker 1: were in Mexico.

1175
00:55:16,520 --> 00:55:17,279
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm gonna need that.

1176
00:55:18,560 --> 00:55:21,600
Speaker 1: And I'm believe who gave me my adderall I think

1177
00:55:21,840 --> 00:55:27,120
Speaker 1: I can remember. I shouldn't say one the microphone. Yeah,

1178
00:55:27,320 --> 00:55:28,520
Speaker 1: but I got you, girl, I got you.

1179
00:55:28,560 --> 00:55:32,680
Speaker 3: If you need some problems with slangs, MA to you.

1180
00:55:32,920 --> 00:55:36,960
Speaker 3: The slags all over there too. I'm so damn.

1181
00:55:38,920 --> 00:55:44,160
Speaker 2: This is smooth, no honey today, that's oh g.

1182
00:55:44,239 --> 00:55:45,160
Speaker 3: I had to get right to it.

1183
00:55:45,840 --> 00:55:50,799
Speaker 2: It brings this backward and I rolled it.

1184
00:55:50,000 --> 00:55:53,880
Speaker 3: M delicious. I didn't been smoking. I have had smoked.

1185
00:55:53,960 --> 00:55:56,640
Speaker 1: I've smoked like maybe once in the past. Week, so

1186
00:55:56,760 --> 00:55:59,960
Speaker 1: I know when I hit this back when I'm going

1187
00:56:00,040 --> 00:56:01,759
Speaker 1: and then feel much much better.

1188
00:56:01,800 --> 00:56:05,480
Speaker 3: That's probably why I'm emotional. Maybe I'm having withdrawals. Probably

1189
00:56:05,760 --> 00:56:09,000
Speaker 3: I need to not not smoke. Yeah, I need to

1190
00:56:09,000 --> 00:56:12,239
Speaker 3: not smoke. I needs to not not drink tequila. Well,

1191
00:56:12,840 --> 00:56:13,279
Speaker 3: so we told it.

1192
00:56:13,320 --> 00:56:15,080
Speaker 2: We said it on the other episode. It's like some

1193
00:56:15,200 --> 00:56:17,880
Speaker 2: people like j Loo don't drink her smoke. Oh, actually

1194
00:56:17,880 --> 00:56:19,400
Speaker 2: it was Mazie who told me about Sierra.

1195
00:56:19,560 --> 00:56:22,480
Speaker 3: Oh that Sierra. I remember one time you went to

1196
00:56:22,480 --> 00:56:23,800
Speaker 3: hang out with Sierra and you came.

1197
00:56:23,600 --> 00:56:25,200
Speaker 1: Back and told me and you were like, oh my god,

1198
00:56:25,239 --> 00:56:26,200
Speaker 1: I'm I'm.

1199
00:56:26,040 --> 00:56:31,560
Speaker 3: I with Sierra beautiful. Like her skin, everything is crazy perfect.

1200
00:56:31,920 --> 00:56:35,640
Speaker 3: She doesn't drink, she doesn't drink any alcohol ever, Like

1201
00:56:35,719 --> 00:56:38,120
Speaker 3: her diet is crazy. And you were like, is that

1202
00:56:38,160 --> 00:56:39,440
Speaker 3: what I'm supposed to do? And I was like, I

1203
00:56:39,480 --> 00:56:40,799
Speaker 3: don't know, is that what I'm supposed to do?

1204
00:56:41,440 --> 00:56:44,360
Speaker 1: And it's true, like Sierra still looks fucking like she

1205
00:56:44,400 --> 00:56:46,000
Speaker 1: did when she was nineteen years old and not.

1206
00:56:46,080 --> 00:56:48,279
Speaker 3: Those type of women, ladies. That's all we're supposed to do.

1207
00:56:48,480 --> 00:56:49,880
Speaker 3: We're only time with people serious.

1208
00:56:49,880 --> 00:56:51,920
Speaker 1: Oh wait, I had a dream about Jalo last night

1209
00:56:52,080 --> 00:56:54,080
Speaker 1: because I think I was watching that clip of us

1210
00:56:54,120 --> 00:56:56,480
Speaker 1: talking about j Loo and she was old as fuck.

1211
00:56:56,800 --> 00:56:59,200
Speaker 1: She's in the studio, and I looked over it. I dreamed,

1212
00:56:59,200 --> 00:57:01,760
Speaker 1: and I dreamed Jail was old. She aged really poorly,

1213
00:57:01,920 --> 00:57:04,279
Speaker 1: just started drinking. I don't know, but after her fourth

1214
00:57:04,360 --> 00:57:06,799
Speaker 1: husband she started starting. It was just all a lie.

1215
00:57:07,000 --> 00:57:09,880
Speaker 3: It was all that. I remember specifically, her neck like creeping.

1216
00:57:10,440 --> 00:57:12,560
Speaker 3: I was like, what is Jamo like? This is not

1217
00:57:12,560 --> 00:57:13,200
Speaker 3: what she looks like.

1218
00:57:13,400 --> 00:57:17,120
Speaker 1: I'm like, is it Instagram filters? I remember being in

1219
00:57:17,160 --> 00:57:19,560
Speaker 1: the studio with Jilo last night. She was old.

1220
00:57:20,000 --> 00:57:23,560
Speaker 3: What do you think that means? She's afraid to just

1221
00:57:23,560 --> 00:57:26,480
Speaker 3: do it all? Don't not drink.

1222
00:57:26,320 --> 00:57:31,440
Speaker 1: Because he's away. Either way, you're gonna get old, bitch.

1223
00:57:33,240 --> 00:57:34,400
Speaker 1: There's a lot of things.

1224
00:57:34,640 --> 00:57:36,280
Speaker 5: I think one time you guys come up, there'll be

1225
00:57:36,360 --> 00:57:37,960
Speaker 5: some kind of magic pill.

1226
00:57:38,480 --> 00:57:41,960
Speaker 3: Take it. It'll make it look whatever came her as

1227
00:57:42,040 --> 00:57:44,680
Speaker 3: she was doing.

1228
00:57:44,800 --> 00:57:47,040
Speaker 1: It's make up and it's a lot of like fillings

1229
00:57:47,120 --> 00:57:51,120
Speaker 1: and it's pulling and pitting. What do you think she's

1230
00:57:51,160 --> 00:57:54,840
Speaker 1: gonna look like when she's like really actually old her mother?

1231
00:57:55,960 --> 00:57:57,960
Speaker 3: Yeah, you think like all of.

1232
00:57:57,920 --> 00:58:01,880
Speaker 2: It you're not supposed to, you know, like you're supposed

1233
00:58:01,880 --> 00:58:03,160
Speaker 2: to like she'll disappear.

1234
00:58:03,200 --> 00:58:05,880
Speaker 1: It's supposed to be like I'm done and scene, no

1235
00:58:05,880 --> 00:58:07,080
Speaker 1: one can see me anymore.

1236
00:58:07,320 --> 00:58:09,400
Speaker 2: Well, probably when you live your whole life in the

1237
00:58:09,400 --> 00:58:11,480
Speaker 2: spotlight and then you start to age, it's probably difficult

1238
00:58:11,520 --> 00:58:12,000
Speaker 2: to age.

1239
00:58:12,160 --> 00:58:14,320
Speaker 3: That's why everybody's getting fucking nipped in text.

1240
00:58:14,120 --> 00:58:17,120
Speaker 2: And blowing into whatever they do because we've not we've

1241
00:58:17,120 --> 00:58:18,600
Speaker 2: made it uncool to age.

1242
00:58:18,640 --> 00:58:21,600
Speaker 3: But guess what it is. Yeah, you're still old. We're

1243
00:58:21,600 --> 00:58:22,920
Speaker 3: all gonna get old and die.

1244
00:58:23,320 --> 00:58:25,160
Speaker 5: Oh you see those ladies and they have the face

1245
00:58:25,200 --> 00:58:27,560
Speaker 5: but they can hardly move because they're so old, like.

1246
00:58:27,680 --> 00:58:29,840
Speaker 2: Or their face looks like they have really perfect but

1247
00:58:29,880 --> 00:58:30,880
Speaker 2: their necks and their hands.

1248
00:58:31,040 --> 00:58:33,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's like the neck. The hands are always the teller,

1249
00:58:33,920 --> 00:58:39,919
Speaker 3: the neck and the hands. Neck and hands and and

1250
00:58:40,360 --> 00:58:42,720
Speaker 3: the spot. I mean like like a felon in on

1251
00:58:42,760 --> 00:58:43,280
Speaker 3: our side.

1252
00:58:43,560 --> 00:58:48,320
Speaker 1: Honestly, in plastics, fix spots. Yeah, everything you know, anything,

1253
00:58:48,360 --> 00:58:49,000
Speaker 1: it's cut out.

1254
00:58:49,200 --> 00:58:51,680
Speaker 3: Just cut it off. What you fixt everything? You cut

1255
00:58:51,680 --> 00:58:59,400
Speaker 3: it off? You bleach what happened? I don't know back?

1256
00:58:59,400 --> 00:59:02,720
Speaker 3: What's too hard to nurse? Oh my god, take it,

1257
00:59:02,800 --> 00:59:03,040
Speaker 3: take it.

1258
00:59:03,080 --> 00:59:06,920
Speaker 2: The job done done, don't worry, it's perfect, just not

1259
00:59:06,920 --> 00:59:07,840
Speaker 2: off a plane from Brazil.

1260
00:59:07,920 --> 00:59:09,760
Speaker 3: So she's just gonna we're talking you in.

1261
00:59:10,520 --> 00:59:17,480
Speaker 5: We're just talking you in smooth bedimet.

1262
00:59:15,280 --> 00:59:16,480
Speaker 3: Move after that bed.

1263
00:59:16,880 --> 00:59:18,120
Speaker 1: Well, before you go to bed, do you have an

1264
00:59:18,160 --> 00:59:21,520
Speaker 1: affirmation for our audience's or tribe?

1265
00:59:22,320 --> 00:59:22,760
Speaker 3: So I do.

1266
00:59:23,000 --> 00:59:25,120
Speaker 1: When I wake up, I say, I hope this is

1267
00:59:25,240 --> 00:59:29,040
Speaker 1: I actually pray you through the wake up. Please your God,

1268
00:59:29,120 --> 00:59:31,160
Speaker 1: make thank you for everything, and make this the best

1269
00:59:31,200 --> 00:59:33,760
Speaker 1: day of the dear God.

1270
00:59:33,680 --> 00:59:36,960
Speaker 3: Thank you for everything, and make this the best day ever.

1271
00:59:37,440 --> 00:59:39,680
Speaker 3: Sometimes it works, you know what. I love that. Yeah,

1272
00:59:39,760 --> 00:59:40,480
Speaker 3: it's very simple.

1273
00:59:40,520 --> 00:59:45,800
Speaker 1: It's very just like, please God, yesterday, we're gonna do

1274
00:59:45,800 --> 00:59:46,160
Speaker 1: this again.

1275
00:59:47,680 --> 00:59:48,440
Speaker 3: It's true.

1276
00:59:48,480 --> 00:59:52,560
Speaker 1: You do have to like like manage your feelings immediately

1277
00:59:52,680 --> 00:59:54,080
Speaker 1: or she can funk around and get in the wrong

1278
00:59:54,440 --> 00:59:55,640
Speaker 1: get the immediately.

1279
00:59:55,640 --> 00:59:57,800
Speaker 2: All day we all said it. This morning someone messaged

1280
00:59:57,800 --> 00:59:59,920
Speaker 2: me so shit kissed me off. I was angry and

1281
01:00:00,000 --> 01:00:05,840
Speaker 2: and I went hiking and asad releasing endorphins and we'll help.

1282
01:00:05,920 --> 01:00:07,880
Speaker 2: I have not yet released a doorphins, so that anger

1283
01:00:08,440 --> 01:00:09,800
Speaker 2: was still with me. When we go what I saw

1284
01:00:09,960 --> 01:00:11,240
Speaker 2: and I was like, what did the bitch say?

1285
01:00:11,240 --> 01:00:11,479
Speaker 1: Again?

1286
01:00:13,000 --> 01:00:16,760
Speaker 3: Are recalling her? She's like, I've already released it. I'm like,

1287
01:00:16,800 --> 01:00:19,600
Speaker 3: what we're not. We're having I've.

1288
01:00:19,440 --> 01:00:22,440
Speaker 2: Been really working on my energy because my ex sensitive

1289
01:00:22,520 --> 01:00:25,600
Speaker 2: fucking ass is like I can really be like in

1290
01:00:25,680 --> 01:00:26,640
Speaker 2: some energy.

1291
01:00:26,440 --> 01:00:28,040
Speaker 3: Like worried or this or that.

1292
01:00:28,160 --> 01:00:30,160
Speaker 2: I'm like worry about what someone else is thinking, Like, bitch,

1293
01:00:30,240 --> 01:00:31,920
Speaker 2: to pit up, none of your business.

1294
01:00:31,960 --> 01:00:32,440
Speaker 3: I can't help it.

1295
01:00:32,440 --> 01:00:34,520
Speaker 2: I don't know what to tell you, like I gotta

1296
01:00:34,680 --> 01:00:37,280
Speaker 2: lecture go or else I'll be really like why did

1297
01:00:37,320 --> 01:00:39,880
Speaker 2: she say that about us? We were best friends in

1298
01:00:39,960 --> 01:00:44,480
Speaker 2: two hours, Like now she's talking shit about it. Also,

1299
01:00:44,520 --> 01:00:47,120
Speaker 2: me and Erka are like real gangsters. We're not Internet

1300
01:00:47,120 --> 01:00:49,840
Speaker 2: bitches like for y'all who think this is for fun. Yeah,

1301
01:00:50,040 --> 01:00:52,560
Speaker 2: we'll come pull up. And sometimes I think we just

1302
01:00:52,560 --> 01:00:54,320
Speaker 2: want to let people know that and we don't need

1303
01:00:54,360 --> 01:00:54,720
Speaker 2: to do that.

1304
01:00:54,840 --> 01:00:57,680
Speaker 3: We know we're gangster. We don't need to like show

1305
01:00:57,680 --> 01:00:59,200
Speaker 3: our teeth our fangs every.

1306
01:00:59,080 --> 01:01:01,720
Speaker 1: Time, the world, the world will do what it needs

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01:01:01,720 --> 01:01:03,680
Speaker 1: to do to people like that. I told that's how

1308
01:01:03,720 --> 01:01:07,640
Speaker 1: I agree. That's why I believe in karma. Every time karma.

1309
01:01:07,440 --> 01:01:10,800
Speaker 3: People that fuck with me, watch, I wondn't have to

1310
01:01:10,800 --> 01:01:14,800
Speaker 3: do much it will happen so well, people are gonna

1311
01:01:14,840 --> 01:01:17,439
Speaker 3: fuck with you. Yeah, I'm not going to jump anything.

1312
01:01:18,160 --> 01:01:18,600
Speaker 3: Every time.

1313
01:01:18,600 --> 01:01:21,640
Speaker 1: I'm not going to remember you told me that you

1314
01:01:21,680 --> 01:01:23,760
Speaker 1: have a member, said, hey, do you have anybody who

1315
01:01:23,800 --> 01:01:26,200
Speaker 1: can we all love and throw eggs at people's houses.

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01:01:26,240 --> 01:01:28,440
Speaker 4: And she's like, oh, yeah, I know somebody like n

1317
01:01:30,680 --> 01:01:32,400
Speaker 4: I do, I can have a care you have a crew. Well,

1318
01:01:32,840 --> 01:01:35,640
Speaker 4: why I learned something new every day. I thought I

1319
01:01:35,720 --> 01:01:38,760
Speaker 4: was the curl before you were here. I'm happy I

1320
01:01:38,800 --> 01:01:40,960
Speaker 4: was hoping you she asked us back in the day,

1321
01:01:41,080 --> 01:01:43,760
Speaker 4: like she didn't even hesitate. She goes, oh, yeah, I

1322
01:01:44,080 --> 01:01:45,040
Speaker 4: was your personal assistant.

1323
01:01:45,080 --> 01:01:46,520
Speaker 1: Of course I had all the eggs for everything. That

1324
01:01:46,640 --> 01:01:48,920
Speaker 1: was also something my mom told me to. She's like,

1325
01:01:48,960 --> 01:01:54,000
Speaker 1: whatever she asked for, just do it like Macy calling

1326
01:01:54,040 --> 01:01:54,880
Speaker 1: it two am.

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01:01:55,080 --> 01:01:58,880
Speaker 3: Hey name, can you gonna get me some tampon? I'm

1328
01:01:58,880 --> 01:02:03,280
Speaker 3: not larby, I'm fucking asleep.

1329
01:02:03,320 --> 01:02:07,680
Speaker 1: I'm like ship, okay, yes I can.

1330
01:02:09,280 --> 01:02:11,040
Speaker 3: I did. I did. I would never do that now,

1331
01:02:11,120 --> 01:02:13,720
Speaker 3: but then I would. Yes, absolutely. Yeah.

1332
01:02:13,720 --> 01:02:16,120
Speaker 1: When you're nineteen, that's those are the best that you're

1333
01:02:16,120 --> 01:02:17,040
Speaker 1: always can assist them.

1334
01:02:17,080 --> 01:02:20,440
Speaker 3: Nineteen mazing? What tell you learn? Well, they'll do anything.

1335
01:02:21,000 --> 01:02:24,960
Speaker 3: That's the whole need you might need more. Yeah, we're

1336
01:02:25,000 --> 01:02:28,560
Speaker 3: doing We're always no the kids, there's a change.

1337
01:02:28,560 --> 01:02:31,320
Speaker 8: There's the future. The kids have chang. We've missed a gap.

1338
01:02:31,400 --> 01:02:33,960
Speaker 8: Are the kids that we were. I would get stuff too.

1339
01:02:34,000 --> 01:02:37,520
Speaker 8: I know, I work, I got the assignment. These motherfucker

1340
01:02:37,600 --> 01:02:39,400
Speaker 8: kids don't have the assignment.

1341
01:02:39,440 --> 01:02:41,480
Speaker 2: They're entitled. They have Instagram. I think they have I

1342
01:02:41,520 --> 01:02:42,919
Speaker 2: can't followers, they don't have to do ship.

1343
01:02:43,000 --> 01:02:44,880
Speaker 3: They can post. They do a post and get paid.

1344
01:02:44,880 --> 01:02:47,480
Speaker 3: They're like, I don't need your parents. We did. We

1345
01:02:47,560 --> 01:02:50,400
Speaker 3: try to hire exist and she said she just set design. Yeah.

1346
01:02:50,480 --> 01:02:51,960
Speaker 3: She was like, I don't know why I think that

1347
01:02:52,000 --> 01:02:54,840
Speaker 3: you should ask me for this, like I do set design.

1348
01:02:54,880 --> 01:02:59,120
Speaker 1: I'm like, when where no resume, no resume? But this

1349
01:02:59,240 --> 01:03:01,240
Speaker 1: is I was like, okay, but I'm like, damn, Like

1350
01:03:01,320 --> 01:03:03,320
Speaker 1: she's asking for what she wants. I can't be mad.

1351
01:03:03,320 --> 01:03:05,280
Speaker 1: But also, what the fuck you have to do the

1352
01:03:05,320 --> 01:03:08,280
Speaker 1: other ship you do? You have to get in your

1353
01:03:08,280 --> 01:03:11,120
Speaker 1: work and I put in the work. Thank you for

1354
01:03:11,160 --> 01:03:13,120
Speaker 1: the trading, Macie. You really set me up for life.

1355
01:03:13,240 --> 01:03:16,480
Speaker 1: You are like been one of the mothers in my life.

1356
01:03:16,520 --> 01:03:16,840
Speaker 3: For sure.

1357
01:03:17,160 --> 01:03:21,480
Speaker 1: I learned a lot in my time on the road.

1358
01:03:20,280 --> 01:03:23,640
Speaker 2: OJI did Mom's bad cho Yeah?

1359
01:03:24,440 --> 01:03:24,720
Speaker 1: Super?

1360
01:03:24,720 --> 01:03:29,960
Speaker 3: Sure you have your shirt like rock star mom. Yeah,

1361
01:03:30,120 --> 01:03:32,080
Speaker 3: you like that O G MO, O G mom or

1362
01:03:32,080 --> 01:03:38,320
Speaker 3: a rock star were always coming up with the merch ideas.

1363
01:03:39,240 --> 01:03:41,760
Speaker 3: I had an idea less last. I had some messaging

1364
01:03:41,840 --> 01:03:43,440
Speaker 3: about it, like I hope you really do this. I

1365
01:03:43,480 --> 01:03:47,640
Speaker 3: was like, thanks girl, thanks, thanks girl. I'm gonna do it.

1366
01:03:48,560 --> 01:03:50,080
Speaker 3: I know you just do it for her.

1367
01:03:50,320 --> 01:03:54,080
Speaker 1: I think, is that what you started the cloud for

1368
01:03:54,200 --> 01:03:55,400
Speaker 1: merch the other day?

1369
01:03:55,640 --> 01:03:57,720
Speaker 3: Did I? You know, I have my weird late night

1370
01:03:58,440 --> 01:04:01,480
Speaker 3: creative thoughts. So what is the what is the card?

1371
01:04:02,640 --> 01:04:09,880
Speaker 3: It was a five of Swords? Yes, I made her

1372
01:04:09,880 --> 01:04:11,800
Speaker 3: pull it and she said, what is this? What did

1373
01:04:11,800 --> 01:04:19,520
Speaker 3: you do? Step into the Witch is dead Macy? Yes, ah,

1374
01:04:19,600 --> 01:04:20,800
Speaker 3: you didn't know. I was a witch when I was

1375
01:04:20,880 --> 01:04:26,760
Speaker 3: nineteen and I am now. The Five of Swords.

1376
01:04:27,000 --> 01:04:29,800
Speaker 2: A sly looking man picks three swords from the ground.

1377
01:04:29,840 --> 01:04:32,000
Speaker 2: He glances over his shoulder at two men who are

1378
01:04:32,000 --> 01:04:35,360
Speaker 2: walking away with their shoulders slouched, conveying a sense of

1379
01:04:35,360 --> 01:04:39,160
Speaker 2: sadness and loss. Two horse swords are stern across the grass,

1380
01:04:39,160 --> 01:04:42,680
Speaker 2: suggesting a battle has been fought and lost. The sky

1381
01:04:42,800 --> 01:04:46,840
Speaker 2: is cloudy and tumultuous, and a sign that not all

1382
01:04:46,960 --> 01:04:49,960
Speaker 2: is well even though the fighting has stopped. It can

1383
01:04:50,000 --> 01:04:55,120
Speaker 2: be in conflict disagreements, competition, defeat, winning at all costs.

1384
01:04:56,440 --> 01:04:58,160
Speaker 2: The five of swords turns out when you have a

1385
01:04:58,200 --> 01:05:00,840
Speaker 2: falling out, disagreement or conflict and you're walking away with

1386
01:05:00,840 --> 01:05:03,280
Speaker 2: a sense of sadness and loss. You may be upset

1387
01:05:03,320 --> 01:05:05,400
Speaker 2: and resentful over the heated words you said and now

1388
01:05:05,440 --> 01:05:07,880
Speaker 2: wish you could take them back. Bad blood, and a

1389
01:05:08,000 --> 01:05:11,920
Speaker 2: general ichiness hang over you as your relations have turned sour.

1390
01:05:13,000 --> 01:05:15,439
Speaker 3: Is that because of this shit that just happened today? Oh?

1391
01:05:15,520 --> 01:05:18,560
Speaker 2: No, Even if you won the argument or came out

1392
01:05:18,560 --> 01:05:20,600
Speaker 2: on the apparent victory, you realize that you have lost

1393
01:05:20,600 --> 01:05:23,400
Speaker 2: as much as or more than your opponent. This battle

1394
01:05:23,400 --> 01:05:26,760
Speaker 2: has cost you trust, respect, or dignity and isolated you.

1395
01:05:27,120 --> 01:05:28,640
Speaker 2: As you try to pick up the pieces and set

1396
01:05:28,640 --> 01:05:31,240
Speaker 2: the conflict behind you, you find it's more difficult than

1397
01:05:31,280 --> 01:05:33,880
Speaker 2: you thought. Others have lost faith in you and are

1398
01:05:34,000 --> 01:05:36,800
Speaker 2: keeping their distance. You need to decide whether your point

1399
01:05:36,800 --> 01:05:39,520
Speaker 2: of view is important. Is as important to you that

1400
01:05:39,600 --> 01:05:42,200
Speaker 2: you're willing to put your relationship and jeopardy, or you

1401
01:05:42,240 --> 01:05:44,280
Speaker 2: can compromise and see eye to eye.

1402
01:05:46,240 --> 01:05:53,000
Speaker 1: Compromise compromised. Like Macie said her daughter, choose your battles.

1403
01:05:53,040 --> 01:05:54,560
Speaker 1: Pick your battles, choose your battles.

1404
01:05:55,120 --> 01:05:59,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, none of that was relevant in maybe it's coming over.

1405
01:06:00,160 --> 01:06:01,600
Speaker 3: It's just not like, like I'm.

1406
01:06:01,440 --> 01:06:03,720
Speaker 2: Not a tarot, like a real taro girl, So maybe

1407
01:06:03,760 --> 01:06:05,520
Speaker 2: I'm just some deeper shit I'm not like looking into.

1408
01:06:06,320 --> 01:06:07,640
Speaker 1: But I mean, I think it relates to what we

1409
01:06:08,080 --> 01:06:13,120
Speaker 1: would be encountered today with someone yeah yeah, and deciding

1410
01:06:13,120 --> 01:06:15,400
Speaker 1: if we're going to react or we're going to just

1411
01:06:15,720 --> 01:06:17,000
Speaker 1: be the bigger person.

1412
01:06:18,200 --> 01:06:22,440
Speaker 3: What do you think? I want both?

1413
01:06:24,200 --> 01:06:26,640
Speaker 1: I want some I feel like I always want someone

1414
01:06:26,680 --> 01:06:29,000
Speaker 1: to know how I feel, but also know I'm compassionate,

1415
01:06:29,680 --> 01:06:33,919
Speaker 1: like I will fuck you up, but not today, Yeah

1416
01:06:34,320 --> 01:06:36,240
Speaker 1: you know what I do. It's there's a sense of

1417
01:06:36,360 --> 01:06:38,320
Speaker 1: I don't want it. I don't want you to be

1418
01:06:38,320 --> 01:06:40,280
Speaker 1: able to move me in this way. It's more so

1419
01:06:40,360 --> 01:06:42,080
Speaker 1: that like I don't want anyone to have so much

1420
01:06:42,080 --> 01:06:45,600
Speaker 1: control over me and my emotions based on their behavior

1421
01:06:45,640 --> 01:06:46,480
Speaker 1: has nothing to do with me.

1422
01:06:47,240 --> 01:06:49,600
Speaker 3: That I would react in a way that is outside

1423
01:06:49,600 --> 01:06:50,480
Speaker 3: of my character.

1424
01:06:51,400 --> 01:06:53,680
Speaker 2: There are always going to be people that are going

1425
01:06:53,680 --> 01:06:56,240
Speaker 2: to exactly I think it's a test for us too,

1426
01:06:56,280 --> 01:06:58,560
Speaker 2: because we're always in like this happy bubble like everyone's

1427
01:06:58,600 --> 01:07:03,280
Speaker 2: our best friends or besties. Honestly, like we're such really.

1428
01:07:03,360 --> 01:07:05,720
Speaker 2: I know it's cheesy, but we do. We like really love.

1429
01:07:06,520 --> 01:07:09,120
Speaker 2: We're really just we're really in love space and we

1430
01:07:09,200 --> 01:07:12,000
Speaker 2: really always are making friends in this space and just

1431
01:07:12,040 --> 01:07:12,560
Speaker 2: in general.

1432
01:07:12,680 --> 01:07:15,240
Speaker 3: So like when it's not that, it's like what the fuck.

1433
01:07:15,280 --> 01:07:17,880
Speaker 2: Or if someone suggests it's like other, it's not love,

1434
01:07:17,960 --> 01:07:21,040
Speaker 2: it's just very you know, it's disturbing a little bit.

1435
01:07:21,320 --> 01:07:24,040
Speaker 2: But people have their own ship that they're dealing with

1436
01:07:24,200 --> 01:07:29,000
Speaker 2: and there's projections and you know it's gonna always continuously happen,

1437
01:07:29,120 --> 01:07:30,840
Speaker 2: so we should just be prepared to let it go

1438
01:07:31,400 --> 01:07:32,040
Speaker 2: in advance.

1439
01:07:35,640 --> 01:07:39,040
Speaker 3: For me, do we have a horry? Oh?

1440
01:07:39,120 --> 01:07:39,400
Speaker 4: Yeah?

1441
01:07:39,640 --> 01:07:43,600
Speaker 3: Do you any horri hotels? Oh? Good? Hotel about Hotel

1442
01:07:43,720 --> 01:07:47,160
Speaker 3: mac any good? Any good stories that we're like wild

1443
01:07:47,200 --> 01:07:49,040
Speaker 3: groupy stories, just any.

1444
01:07:49,040 --> 01:07:50,680
Speaker 2: Wild story.

1445
01:07:53,560 --> 01:07:59,080
Speaker 3: Who stories. I'm just going through, you know how you

1446
01:07:59,120 --> 01:08:01,520
Speaker 3: go through all this story? Like what if? What?

1447
01:08:03,400 --> 01:08:04,280
Speaker 1: What can I say?

1448
01:08:05,320 --> 01:08:11,080
Speaker 5: Okay, let's think, okay, okay, Oh I know, so first

1449
01:08:11,080 --> 01:08:14,560
Speaker 5: time I did not what do you call him now?

1450
01:08:15,000 --> 01:08:18,720
Speaker 3: Blow job? What do you call him? Job? So?

1451
01:08:19,360 --> 01:08:22,680
Speaker 1: Uh, it's just you do is so fine. I just

1452
01:08:22,680 --> 01:08:24,080
Speaker 1: wanted him at all costs.

1453
01:08:24,400 --> 01:08:26,320
Speaker 5: So he so we like you can tell you I

1454
01:08:26,360 --> 01:08:27,960
Speaker 5: don't think he was crazy about me because here I

1455
01:08:28,000 --> 01:08:30,599
Speaker 5: think he just you know, you know, I would do whatever.

1456
01:08:31,680 --> 01:08:34,280
Speaker 5: So he goes, this is when I was in college,

1457
01:08:34,520 --> 01:08:36,200
Speaker 5: and he goes, so, do you know how to suck deep?

1458
01:08:37,640 --> 01:08:42,800
Speaker 1: And I was like, yeah, of course I had never never,

1459
01:08:45,120 --> 01:08:48,759
Speaker 1: So so he's getting a football bans and I always

1460
01:08:48,760 --> 01:08:50,639
Speaker 1: would meet him like, yeah, I was such a groupie,

1461
01:08:50,680 --> 01:08:51,320
Speaker 1: do it nobody.

1462
01:08:51,320 --> 01:08:53,679
Speaker 3: This is like some little random college football person.

1463
01:08:53,760 --> 01:08:58,120
Speaker 1: So anyway, yes, when we met, and then we would

1464
01:08:58,120 --> 01:09:00,880
Speaker 1: have to go through this building have classes, and he

1465
01:09:01,000 --> 01:09:04,400
Speaker 1: will so you're ready and I was yeah.

1466
01:09:05,240 --> 01:09:10,360
Speaker 3: And then so we went into this classroom.

1467
01:09:09,720 --> 01:09:12,880
Speaker 5: And he pulled candalus and I was like, you know,

1468
01:09:13,840 --> 01:09:15,799
Speaker 5: because I had you can only do by.

1469
01:09:15,640 --> 01:09:19,240
Speaker 3: What you see in the movies, you know or something. Yeah,

1470
01:09:19,360 --> 01:09:22,400
Speaker 3: So I started doing I bit it. I admit it

1471
01:09:22,439 --> 01:09:24,840
Speaker 3: like I did it.

1472
01:09:24,840 --> 01:09:26,400
Speaker 9: The next day he was like, you bit my dick.

1473
01:09:26,720 --> 01:09:30,800
Speaker 9: I got oh, there's a little scattering my dick. He's like,

1474
01:09:30,840 --> 01:09:35,479
Speaker 9: you needed you need a practice. So if beginning again

1475
01:09:35,520 --> 01:09:36,479
Speaker 9: and I bit it again.

1476
01:09:36,439 --> 01:09:36,759
Speaker 3: Oh.

1477
01:09:39,400 --> 01:09:42,240
Speaker 1: My god, Well I was never gonna forget you. It's

1478
01:09:42,240 --> 01:09:44,760
Speaker 1: never gonna forget you. I pray that you've been in

1479
01:09:44,840 --> 01:09:46,920
Speaker 1: lass sticks in your lifetime. If I'm going to send

1480
01:09:47,000 --> 01:09:50,879
Speaker 1: you some eyes workshop. My friend does dick second classes

1481
01:09:50,880 --> 01:09:54,519
Speaker 1: for anyone that wants them everything. Yeah, yeah, it's it's

1482
01:09:54,520 --> 01:09:56,160
Speaker 1: an art.

1483
01:09:56,200 --> 01:09:58,240
Speaker 3: It's hard to not get your teeth in there. Sometimes.

1484
01:09:58,240 --> 01:10:00,800
Speaker 1: I definitely scraped it many a debt, yeah, especially with

1485
01:10:00,880 --> 01:10:02,320
Speaker 1: the thicker one, and.

1486
01:10:02,240 --> 01:10:04,559
Speaker 3: Then I'd be like shit, but they don't.

1487
01:10:04,600 --> 01:10:06,240
Speaker 1: They like I feel like they try not to react,

1488
01:10:06,280 --> 01:10:09,720
Speaker 1: and I'm like, maybe you know, I should hurt. That's

1489
01:10:09,720 --> 01:10:16,360
Speaker 1: the sound you're in my mouth because there's teeth right,

1490
01:10:16,960 --> 01:10:18,080
Speaker 1: they're not going anyway.

1491
01:10:18,600 --> 01:10:24,200
Speaker 3: The teeth are like here permanently so forever. Yeah, it's difficult.

1492
01:10:24,640 --> 01:10:28,920
Speaker 3: Oh my god, do you so? You takee lessons? And

1493
01:10:28,960 --> 01:10:30,360
Speaker 3: then do you so? So?

1494
01:10:30,439 --> 01:10:33,599
Speaker 1: My friend my friends a Maya, she does these classes

1495
01:10:33,640 --> 01:10:36,559
Speaker 1: where she actually they're on zoom because she has like

1496
01:10:36,880 --> 01:10:39,400
Speaker 1: over two hundred people sometimes in these classes that want

1497
01:10:39,400 --> 01:10:40,520
Speaker 1: to learn sex skills.

1498
01:10:40,960 --> 01:10:42,760
Speaker 3: And for her dick sucking class that was the one

1499
01:10:42,760 --> 01:10:43,160
Speaker 3: I took.

1500
01:10:43,760 --> 01:10:47,640
Speaker 1: She literally had these basically like the of those the

1501
01:10:47,640 --> 01:10:50,400
Speaker 1: dicks that look stick on the walls. Oh that's what

1502
01:10:50,439 --> 01:10:52,320
Speaker 1: I was wondering, what are Yeah? Because I didn't know.

1503
01:10:52,400 --> 01:10:53,960
Speaker 1: I was like, I had no idea what I was

1504
01:10:53,960 --> 01:10:54,439
Speaker 1: getting into it.

1505
01:10:54,600 --> 01:10:57,040
Speaker 2: She sent it to us prior she said, like, are

1506
01:10:57,040 --> 01:10:58,800
Speaker 2: people are going to be dicks in here?

1507
01:10:59,240 --> 01:11:02,000
Speaker 5: Like then, how do you know if you're doing good?

1508
01:11:02,000 --> 01:11:03,639
Speaker 5: If it's up? What was a latex?

1509
01:11:04,560 --> 01:11:04,880
Speaker 3: Latex?

1510
01:11:04,960 --> 01:11:08,280
Speaker 1: Well, well, it's the technique. She's teaching different techniques at

1511
01:11:08,280 --> 01:11:13,360
Speaker 1: a deep throw, how to just like certain certain things,

1512
01:11:14,000 --> 01:11:15,080
Speaker 1: like certain techniques.

1513
01:11:15,120 --> 01:11:17,360
Speaker 2: And there's like a room full of zoom bitches on

1514
01:11:17,439 --> 01:11:20,120
Speaker 2: zoom just like then she turns on music. You're like,

1515
01:11:20,200 --> 01:11:24,320
Speaker 2: col dad, like dick to this whole song.

1516
01:11:24,880 --> 01:11:28,720
Speaker 3: I think it was. Yeah, do you enjoy it?

1517
01:11:28,960 --> 01:11:30,439
Speaker 1: I didn't have a dick ready because I didn't know

1518
01:11:30,439 --> 01:11:33,200
Speaker 1: what I was getting into more suspect cucumbers. Oh yeah,

1519
01:11:33,560 --> 01:11:35,360
Speaker 1: I think I was didn't come of the Malie. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I had to come with the mail she covered as.

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Speaker 3: The work is good, but I got.

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01:11:40,120 --> 01:11:45,320
Speaker 1: Some serious fucking skills from her from that class.

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01:11:44,840 --> 01:11:48,040
Speaker 3: Like that they have gotten reviewed and their five star

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01:11:48,120 --> 01:11:53,439
Speaker 3: reviews also do the like, yes, married to brush up

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01:11:53,479 --> 01:11:56,840
Speaker 3: on that class action. Are you going to tell your

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01:11:56,880 --> 01:11:59,040
Speaker 3: story about your sex party?

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01:12:00,320 --> 01:12:00,519
Speaker 2: Yeah?

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01:12:00,640 --> 01:12:03,040
Speaker 3: Right, because I went to a sex I'm just honest,

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Speaker 3: I don't know.

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01:12:03,640 --> 01:12:07,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's like twenty four hours.

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01:12:07,200 --> 01:12:08,000
Speaker 3: I mean, I guess we can.

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01:12:07,960 --> 01:12:10,400
Speaker 2: Keep it on Patreon So if you're listening and you

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01:12:10,479 --> 01:12:13,519
Speaker 2: don't even get the exclusive Erica sex party void.

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Speaker 3: Yeah you should say, well, thank you so much for

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Speaker 3: coming on. You guys have fun. Thank you so much.

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Speaker 3: Can you tell the people where they can find you?

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01:12:24,080 --> 01:12:28,320
Speaker 1: Oh on my socials? Yeah, oh they're so Macy Gray,

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01:12:28,520 --> 01:12:34,360
Speaker 1: thanks chocker. And then on Instagram and on Twitter. It's

1539
01:12:34,439 --> 01:12:37,120
Speaker 1: at Mazie Gray's life.

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Speaker 3: You are your Twitter. I should be. I should I

1541
01:12:41,120 --> 01:12:42,800
Speaker 3: feel like you'd be great at Twitter. I should be.

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01:12:42,800 --> 01:12:47,639
Speaker 3: You have a lot of good ones. Yeah, I enjoyed

1543
01:12:47,640 --> 01:12:52,120
Speaker 3: the clubs. What what else is there? This your outtalk

1544
01:12:52,800 --> 01:12:54,120
Speaker 3: TikTok is Mazie Gray.

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01:12:54,080 --> 01:12:57,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, then those Macy Gray, When are you dropping

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01:12:57,400 --> 01:12:57,799
Speaker 1: your album?

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01:12:57,920 --> 01:12:58,200
Speaker 3: Okay?

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01:12:58,920 --> 01:13:03,000
Speaker 5: Valentine today to twenty Valentine.

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Speaker 3: You believe it's almost twenty twenty. We'll be in Costa

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01:13:05,640 --> 01:13:08,479
Speaker 3: Rica to retreat on Valentine's Day. I'll be damning.

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Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, well we'll be jamming to your album in

1552
01:13:11,880 --> 01:13:12,760
Speaker 1: the jungles.

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Speaker 3: Okay you next time, come come it's amazing. Well, well,

1554
01:13:18,640 --> 01:13:21,679
Speaker 3: y'all know where to find us. I can underscore Bad Choices.

1555
01:13:22,680 --> 01:13:26,160
Speaker 1: If we're having a show in DC on October, first

1556
01:13:26,640 --> 01:13:28,960
Speaker 1: come out, come support your girls.

1557
01:13:29,000 --> 01:13:32,439
Speaker 3: If you're in the DMV, come out to our live show.

1558
01:13:32,720 --> 01:13:35,800
Speaker 3: We have a special guest and it's gonna be lit.

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01:13:36,520 --> 01:13:39,280
Speaker 2: Also, if you guys haven't heard, we dropped another round

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01:13:39,360 --> 01:13:42,040
Speaker 2: of Good Vibe Retreat dates, so there will be two

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01:13:42,040 --> 01:13:43,760
Speaker 2: more dates in February.

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Speaker 3: So if you want to join us in the.

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01:13:45,479 --> 01:13:48,639
Speaker 2: Jungle and come here and have fun and meet new girls,

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01:13:49,320 --> 01:13:49,920
Speaker 2: make sure.

1565
01:13:49,760 --> 01:13:53,920
Speaker 3: To check the link in this description and book your space.

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01:13:54,040 --> 01:13:56,040
Speaker 3: This shit's gonna fill up quickly and you don't want

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01:13:56,040 --> 01:13:58,240
Speaker 3: to miss it. And that's it.

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Speaker 1: Hi, Bye Tess, and I'm not.

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Speaker 8: To be bout

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Speaker 3: So allogic solo record