1 00:00:01,040 --> 00:00:06,360 Speaker 1: Conversations on life, style, beauty, and relationships. It's The Velvet's 2 00:00:06,440 --> 00:00:09,479 Speaker 1: Edge Podcast with Kelly Henderson. First of all, I'm here 3 00:00:09,480 --> 00:00:13,200 Speaker 1: with Marvin Wilkerson, our master astrologer who I speak to 4 00:00:13,320 --> 00:00:17,079 Speaker 1: every month about our new moon. The new moon updates 5 00:00:17,320 --> 00:00:21,560 Speaker 1: what we can look forward to within the next month, 6 00:00:22,120 --> 00:00:25,200 Speaker 1: and I want you to kind of dive into what 7 00:00:25,239 --> 00:00:27,440 Speaker 1: you were just saying. This is a Gemini new moon. 8 00:00:27,520 --> 00:00:30,520 Speaker 1: But you also were mentioning to me that we're in 9 00:00:30,560 --> 00:00:34,640 Speaker 1: a mercury retrograde right now and we're about to have 10 00:00:34,720 --> 00:00:37,280 Speaker 1: an eclipse. So we have a lot going on which 11 00:00:37,320 --> 00:00:42,640 Speaker 1: I personally have been feeling very intensely like miscommunications, like 12 00:00:42,680 --> 00:00:47,519 Speaker 1: you just said, uh, technology issues like weird you know, 13 00:00:47,640 --> 00:00:52,920 Speaker 1: just stupid stuff that will happen, or like timeline issues. Um, 14 00:00:52,960 --> 00:00:55,680 Speaker 1: I know I've read a lot of places that you 15 00:00:55,680 --> 00:00:59,400 Speaker 1: should be very um conscious of contracts right now or 16 00:00:59,440 --> 00:01:04,160 Speaker 1: like find angel mishaps and things like that. But so 17 00:01:04,200 --> 00:01:07,160 Speaker 1: that's what's all going on with mercury retrogay. But tomorrow 18 00:01:07,319 --> 00:01:09,600 Speaker 1: or today when the podcast comes out, what what actual 19 00:01:09,680 --> 00:01:13,679 Speaker 1: day is the new moon? Tomorrow? It is tomorrow, Okay, 20 00:01:13,720 --> 00:01:16,679 Speaker 1: So when June nine, which is the day this podcast 21 00:01:16,720 --> 00:01:18,960 Speaker 1: will come out. It is the new moon. So can 22 00:01:19,080 --> 00:01:23,959 Speaker 1: you talk us through what in the world is happening 23 00:01:24,280 --> 00:01:31,400 Speaker 1: right now? So intense the last year and a half, 24 00:01:31,480 --> 00:01:36,479 Speaker 1: and it's like, when are we going to get a break? Well, 25 00:01:36,880 --> 00:01:39,000 Speaker 1: I think that it is going to give you a break, 26 00:01:39,040 --> 00:01:43,720 Speaker 1: because Jim and I is about communications, okay, And this 27 00:01:43,800 --> 00:01:48,360 Speaker 1: is how we all communicate with ourselves, within ourselves, how 28 00:01:48,440 --> 00:01:56,040 Speaker 1: we convince ourselves of external realities, external relationships, external phenomena, 29 00:01:57,360 --> 00:02:00,640 Speaker 1: and what and what language are we using the language 30 00:02:00,640 --> 00:02:06,360 Speaker 1: of conditioning? This is this is the the sign where 31 00:02:06,400 --> 00:02:10,760 Speaker 1: I get all of my work. In other words, this 32 00:02:10,880 --> 00:02:15,000 Speaker 1: is our belief systems, this is the ego, this is 33 00:02:15,040 --> 00:02:20,520 Speaker 1: what we learn. Gemini is about learning intellect and it's 34 00:02:20,560 --> 00:02:26,080 Speaker 1: about duality. So Geminis are very much the side of 35 00:02:26,120 --> 00:02:30,560 Speaker 1: the twins. It's dual. And so most Gemini's have one 36 00:02:30,600 --> 00:02:35,600 Speaker 1: persona and then uh, tomorrow they'll have another persona. And 37 00:02:35,680 --> 00:02:39,800 Speaker 1: as they allow so much of their shadow issues and 38 00:02:39,840 --> 00:02:46,400 Speaker 1: their conditioning, their ego, conditioning and communications to become the 39 00:02:46,480 --> 00:02:52,160 Speaker 1: interpreter in their life, then they get multiple personalities. And 40 00:02:52,639 --> 00:02:55,919 Speaker 1: so that's the uh, that's the hard thing about Jim 41 00:02:56,000 --> 00:03:01,200 Speaker 1: and I. You see, Geminis are very intel agent, highly 42 00:03:01,240 --> 00:03:05,560 Speaker 1: intelligent book learning people. Uh Jim and I is where 43 00:03:05,600 --> 00:03:10,200 Speaker 1: we go to grade school, early education, and this is 44 00:03:10,240 --> 00:03:14,120 Speaker 1: where we learn from our teachers and our neighborhood kids 45 00:03:14,160 --> 00:03:17,160 Speaker 1: and all of that. I mean, think about this. When 46 00:03:17,200 --> 00:03:19,960 Speaker 1: we very first talk, the very first session we had, 47 00:03:20,240 --> 00:03:24,240 Speaker 1: I wanted to know about your your your relationship with 48 00:03:24,320 --> 00:03:29,120 Speaker 1: your sisters and your brothers, because that's the very first 49 00:03:29,240 --> 00:03:34,640 Speaker 1: relationship patterning that we have. So I typically find out 50 00:03:35,760 --> 00:03:40,520 Speaker 1: very early on when people are having relationships struggles that 51 00:03:40,600 --> 00:03:44,839 Speaker 1: they had relationships struggles with their siblings and they can 52 00:03:44,880 --> 00:03:48,440 Speaker 1: have them now. Isn't that aren't your parents actually your 53 00:03:48,440 --> 00:03:53,760 Speaker 1: first relationship, Well, your parents is who you're getting patterned 54 00:03:53,800 --> 00:03:58,040 Speaker 1: by what, Yeah, their values, what they believe in, how 55 00:03:58,160 --> 00:04:02,760 Speaker 1: they they But you see, parents are authority. So the 56 00:04:02,880 --> 00:04:09,600 Speaker 1: parents pass on to us through association and mimicry, their beliefs, 57 00:04:09,640 --> 00:04:14,000 Speaker 1: their values in their patterns that they installed in us, 58 00:04:14,040 --> 00:04:18,280 Speaker 1: their emotional securities and our ability to go out in 59 00:04:18,320 --> 00:04:23,800 Speaker 1: the world so on. But our our communication comes from 60 00:04:24,160 --> 00:04:28,120 Speaker 1: brothers and sisters and neighborhood kids. We learn more from 61 00:04:28,160 --> 00:04:34,960 Speaker 1: them than we do from the authority or parents. As 62 00:04:35,000 --> 00:04:38,400 Speaker 1: far as the UH as far as our intellect goes 63 00:04:39,200 --> 00:04:46,719 Speaker 1: and so um, you know, there's there's tremendous um. There's 64 00:04:46,760 --> 00:04:50,000 Speaker 1: a great conscious, curious, restless mind. And Jim and I 65 00:04:50,240 --> 00:04:55,839 Speaker 1: never stops. So you're thinking mind, your conscious mind never stops. 66 00:04:56,920 --> 00:04:59,359 Speaker 1: And so one of the things that I have to 67 00:04:59,400 --> 00:05:03,839 Speaker 1: do in my therapy has helped people to understand the 68 00:05:03,920 --> 00:05:09,920 Speaker 1: division between your conscious ego mind, your judgmental, critical mind, 69 00:05:10,640 --> 00:05:16,240 Speaker 1: and your subconscious mind, which is your uh is your 70 00:05:16,360 --> 00:05:26,120 Speaker 1: higher self in your intuition, and um, it's the it's 71 00:05:26,160 --> 00:05:31,280 Speaker 1: where you it's remembers every detail of your past. So 72 00:05:31,320 --> 00:05:35,719 Speaker 1: that's what it uses to keep you protected. That's what 73 00:05:35,800 --> 00:05:40,120 Speaker 1: your higher self uses or that's what that's what the 74 00:05:40,440 --> 00:05:45,320 Speaker 1: subconscious mind uses it. So the subconscious mind has all 75 00:05:45,400 --> 00:05:50,120 Speaker 1: the details of all this life and every life, every experience. 76 00:05:51,080 --> 00:05:58,080 Speaker 1: And the subconscious mind also contains the higher mind, which 77 00:05:58,200 --> 00:06:01,560 Speaker 1: is the only way we can find truth, which comes 78 00:06:01,600 --> 00:06:06,520 Speaker 1: to us through feelings. And so Jim and I is 79 00:06:06,640 --> 00:06:12,240 Speaker 1: all mental with very little feeling. They don't put trust 80 00:06:12,279 --> 00:06:17,839 Speaker 1: and feelings. They put trust in intellect, and so they're 81 00:06:18,000 --> 00:06:22,479 Speaker 1: very they're very good communicators and talkers, but they can 82 00:06:22,520 --> 00:06:25,839 Speaker 1: have a you know, a lot of conflict between their ego, 83 00:06:25,960 --> 00:06:28,920 Speaker 1: self and their shadows selves. Let's talk a little bit 84 00:06:28,920 --> 00:06:33,520 Speaker 1: about that, because I was reading an outline that you said, uh, Jim, 85 00:06:33,560 --> 00:06:36,920 Speaker 1: and I often represents the conflicts between the ego and 86 00:06:37,000 --> 00:06:40,080 Speaker 1: the shadow in the personality. And when I even read that, 87 00:06:40,160 --> 00:06:42,359 Speaker 1: and I think that's what you just described, right, between 88 00:06:42,400 --> 00:06:46,279 Speaker 1: the subconscious mind and the ego. But you know, shadow 89 00:06:46,480 --> 00:06:49,160 Speaker 1: is a new word for me. I think it's something 90 00:06:49,200 --> 00:06:50,920 Speaker 1: that's been coming up the last year, and so I 91 00:06:51,160 --> 00:06:55,520 Speaker 1: want to understand more about maybe the internal conflict that 92 00:06:55,560 --> 00:06:58,120 Speaker 1: people might be feeling right now, because I do think 93 00:06:58,120 --> 00:07:01,760 Speaker 1: that's actually what I'm personally bumping up against, but I 94 00:07:01,839 --> 00:07:04,680 Speaker 1: don't fully understand it. So be could you help us 95 00:07:05,480 --> 00:07:07,320 Speaker 1: walk through that a little bit. Let's look at a 96 00:07:07,400 --> 00:07:13,280 Speaker 1: shadow as two different qualities. It's to suppressed sense of 97 00:07:13,320 --> 00:07:17,600 Speaker 1: who we are, and it's a repressed sense of who 98 00:07:17,680 --> 00:07:22,200 Speaker 1: we are as we're growing up. What we can't do 99 00:07:22,280 --> 00:07:28,240 Speaker 1: business with is shoved down, it's repressed, it's hidden. What 100 00:07:28,280 --> 00:07:33,880 Speaker 1: we don't want others to see about us becomes suppression 101 00:07:34,120 --> 00:07:39,680 Speaker 1: because we hide it. So it's how we're interpreting life, 102 00:07:41,160 --> 00:07:47,320 Speaker 1: it's how we're organizing reality, and life is through that suppression. 103 00:07:47,400 --> 00:07:53,800 Speaker 1: Repression shadow side that then can only be discovered with 104 00:07:53,920 --> 00:08:00,400 Speaker 1: external relationships. That makes sense. That's what I always about. 105 00:08:00,520 --> 00:08:03,920 Speaker 1: Like when I'm not in a relationship, I can be thriving. 106 00:08:04,120 --> 00:08:06,720 Speaker 1: I'm like, oh I got this figured out. I'm not 107 00:08:06,840 --> 00:08:10,240 Speaker 1: bumping up against any of my ships. I'm just like 108 00:08:10,520 --> 00:08:13,400 Speaker 1: grinding going through life great. And then I'll get in 109 00:08:13,400 --> 00:08:16,880 Speaker 1: a relationship and it's like, whoa, I forgot about that 110 00:08:16,920 --> 00:08:19,760 Speaker 1: trigger or oh it's like new stuff comes up that 111 00:08:19,800 --> 00:08:23,200 Speaker 1: I didn't even know would hit me in a certain way, 112 00:08:23,440 --> 00:08:26,320 Speaker 1: and my reaction surprises me or something. You know, it's 113 00:08:26,320 --> 00:08:29,440 Speaker 1: like these big reactions to stuff or whatever. It is, like, 114 00:08:29,480 --> 00:08:32,400 Speaker 1: it could be multiple different things, but I do believe 115 00:08:32,480 --> 00:08:36,160 Speaker 1: that relationships are we bring in the relationships to our 116 00:08:36,240 --> 00:08:41,240 Speaker 1: lives to really help us either heal old wounds, um 117 00:08:41,320 --> 00:08:46,120 Speaker 1: hell old trauma, discover our true selves all of those things. 118 00:08:46,679 --> 00:08:49,440 Speaker 1: Is so that is our shadow self? Is it just 119 00:08:49,480 --> 00:08:52,800 Speaker 1: trying to come out all the time, Well, it has 120 00:08:52,880 --> 00:08:56,080 Speaker 1: to come out. What do you mean because Well, in 121 00:08:56,120 --> 00:08:59,400 Speaker 1: other words, the only way we can get to a 122 00:08:59,559 --> 00:09:05,800 Speaker 1: represt memory is for it to be objectified by somebody else. 123 00:09:05,840 --> 00:09:10,800 Speaker 1: So we have internal energy that manifest and creates the 124 00:09:10,920 --> 00:09:17,800 Speaker 1: reality from our internal self. And if the internal self 125 00:09:18,360 --> 00:09:23,439 Speaker 1: is full of opinion, which is not true, it's just opinion, 126 00:09:24,600 --> 00:09:29,280 Speaker 1: Well then you're going to attract the relationship that's going 127 00:09:29,320 --> 00:09:33,080 Speaker 1: to bring out the repressed material so that you can 128 00:09:33,080 --> 00:09:37,600 Speaker 1: objectify it or see it externally and learn from it, 129 00:09:38,880 --> 00:09:41,360 Speaker 1: so that a way you get rid of your fears, 130 00:09:42,000 --> 00:09:46,960 Speaker 1: your imbalances, your your disharmonies in your life, and your 131 00:09:47,040 --> 00:09:53,320 Speaker 1: suppression will become more when you no longer are trying 132 00:09:53,360 --> 00:09:57,240 Speaker 1: to hide who you really are, so you know what 133 00:09:57,320 --> 00:10:03,080 Speaker 1: you're hiding? Can you not know? Like? I mean you can? 134 00:10:03,200 --> 00:10:06,000 Speaker 1: I believe I see what you're saying that, like our 135 00:10:06,120 --> 00:10:09,520 Speaker 1: higher self knows, right, But I feel like a lot 136 00:10:09,600 --> 00:10:12,480 Speaker 1: of us go through life and this has been my 137 00:10:12,840 --> 00:10:17,679 Speaker 1: situation um to where I will not genuinely will not 138 00:10:17,800 --> 00:10:21,000 Speaker 1: know something sometimes about myself until I really bump up 139 00:10:21,040 --> 00:10:24,120 Speaker 1: against it. Like is that denial or is it? Like? 140 00:10:24,679 --> 00:10:26,680 Speaker 1: You know? What is that that we can just not 141 00:10:26,880 --> 00:10:32,080 Speaker 1: having aware of that? That is you know that comes 142 00:10:32,120 --> 00:10:36,840 Speaker 1: from those preconceived notions and ideas. You see, there is 143 00:10:36,880 --> 00:10:42,720 Speaker 1: so much misperception and miscreation in our lives that's coming 144 00:10:42,760 --> 00:10:45,720 Speaker 1: out of what we've learned and how we've been conditioned. 145 00:10:46,160 --> 00:10:49,840 Speaker 1: It's called the patterns that we've been conditioned by the 146 00:10:49,920 --> 00:10:54,360 Speaker 1: scripts that we use, the verbiage. Think about this. I 147 00:10:54,360 --> 00:10:57,680 Speaker 1: mean you know less than ten percent of two human 148 00:10:57,760 --> 00:11:04,160 Speaker 1: beings and our actions is language? Mm hmm, we don't. 149 00:11:04,200 --> 00:11:10,000 Speaker 1: We use so many other things about people then language. 150 00:11:11,240 --> 00:11:16,079 Speaker 1: I mean you've failed people. I mean your feelings are 151 00:11:16,200 --> 00:11:22,760 Speaker 1: much more involved in defining how you're feeling and experiencing 152 00:11:22,760 --> 00:11:28,000 Speaker 1: other people and see emotions. Think about this. Feelings and 153 00:11:28,080 --> 00:11:30,400 Speaker 1: I know I've told you this before. Feelings are the 154 00:11:30,440 --> 00:11:37,000 Speaker 1: only truth in your life. Emotions are from conditioned responses 155 00:11:37,040 --> 00:11:41,800 Speaker 1: of the past that you have a misperception about that 156 00:11:41,880 --> 00:11:50,520 Speaker 1: creates fears. Remember I've said if you had a hundred 157 00:11:50,520 --> 00:11:56,359 Speaker 1: and one fears, you would have a hundred one conditioned situation. 158 00:11:56,480 --> 00:11:59,600 Speaker 1: And things that have no existence except in your mind, 159 00:12:01,000 --> 00:12:03,800 Speaker 1: you make them up. Okay, break that down for people, 160 00:12:03,920 --> 00:12:05,679 Speaker 1: because when you just read it, you lost me a 161 00:12:05,679 --> 00:12:08,760 Speaker 1: little bit. But I understand what you're saying, but I 162 00:12:08,800 --> 00:12:14,080 Speaker 1: need I need a breakdown. Well. In other words, it's 163 00:12:14,160 --> 00:12:19,600 Speaker 1: all the perceptions we have of all of our past experiences, 164 00:12:20,520 --> 00:12:25,760 Speaker 1: ones that are threatening, some that we couldn't do business 165 00:12:25,960 --> 00:12:30,480 Speaker 1: with or deal with. They were so scary. And so 166 00:12:30,960 --> 00:12:34,240 Speaker 1: when you're a six year old, just imagine something that's 167 00:12:34,280 --> 00:12:36,840 Speaker 1: really scary and you can't do business with it, so 168 00:12:36,960 --> 00:12:41,480 Speaker 1: you just push it down so you don't have to deal. Well, 169 00:12:41,720 --> 00:12:50,640 Speaker 1: that becomes a fear, so that fear is not true. Okay, 170 00:12:52,160 --> 00:12:55,720 Speaker 1: I mean, you know you're you're you're thirty years old. 171 00:12:56,120 --> 00:13:01,040 Speaker 1: Why would you respond to life as a six year old? Right? Well, 172 00:13:01,080 --> 00:13:10,160 Speaker 1: this happens all the time. It's repressed those experiences, things 173 00:13:10,200 --> 00:13:18,480 Speaker 1: that we have uh labeled as threats or conditions that 174 00:13:18,600 --> 00:13:21,320 Speaker 1: we didn't want to do business with or couldn't do 175 00:13:21,400 --> 00:13:26,760 Speaker 1: business with. So in this new moon, we have all 176 00:13:26,800 --> 00:13:31,240 Speaker 1: of that going on, maybe the suppression that our oppression 177 00:13:31,440 --> 00:13:34,680 Speaker 1: maybe coming up into the surface a little bit. But 178 00:13:34,800 --> 00:13:36,800 Speaker 1: what is the ego doing about all of that? Because 179 00:13:36,800 --> 00:13:38,880 Speaker 1: you said this is a battle between the ego and 180 00:13:38,920 --> 00:13:45,760 Speaker 1: our shadows sell so well, because the ego is formulating opinions. Okay, 181 00:13:46,400 --> 00:13:51,920 Speaker 1: opinions are not truth. There are only opinions, and those 182 00:13:51,920 --> 00:14:01,160 Speaker 1: opinions are percept your perceptions, and those perceptions have an effect. 183 00:14:03,320 --> 00:14:07,600 Speaker 1: And so when we form a when we have a 184 00:14:07,640 --> 00:14:11,880 Speaker 1: perception about something, we form an opinion, which then becomes 185 00:14:11,880 --> 00:14:19,600 Speaker 1: a misconception, which becomes a consequence. We form an opinion, 186 00:14:20,160 --> 00:14:26,040 Speaker 1: it becomes a conception, which then becomes a misconception because 187 00:14:26,040 --> 00:14:28,840 Speaker 1: that's not really what's happening. It's what our ego is 188 00:14:28,880 --> 00:14:32,600 Speaker 1: telling us. The reality is right because the ego will 189 00:14:32,640 --> 00:14:36,720 Speaker 1: not let you be wrong. The ego, the ego is 190 00:14:36,800 --> 00:14:44,280 Speaker 1: protecting you and by using its opinion, So it's not 191 00:14:44,440 --> 00:14:50,120 Speaker 1: it becomes a personal truth versus a natural truth. So 192 00:14:50,160 --> 00:14:57,360 Speaker 1: how do we learn natural truth? Well, nature and feelings 193 00:14:58,640 --> 00:15:04,960 Speaker 1: are the only truth. So this is why I've told 194 00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:09,440 Speaker 1: you what an opportunity you have to come in so sensitive, 195 00:15:10,040 --> 00:15:16,920 Speaker 1: so emotional with those feelings to be able to use 196 00:15:17,000 --> 00:15:23,840 Speaker 1: that sensitivity to really master truth and listen to your intuition, 197 00:15:24,840 --> 00:15:33,360 Speaker 1: your psychic ability. And um, that that's natural law, cosmic law. 198 00:15:33,720 --> 00:15:36,480 Speaker 1: And so the way I like to look at it 199 00:15:36,520 --> 00:15:42,600 Speaker 1: is like this, Let's say shamanism and um, Native Americans 200 00:15:43,720 --> 00:15:50,080 Speaker 1: followed nature. Well, Roman Catholic is all man made law, 201 00:15:50,200 --> 00:15:55,000 Speaker 1: isn't it. Mm hmm Okay, Well that's a big difference. 202 00:15:56,640 --> 00:16:00,080 Speaker 1: So we all have a different way of interpreting and 203 00:16:00,560 --> 00:16:05,200 Speaker 1: using perceptive perspectives about how we think life should be, 204 00:16:05,360 --> 00:16:10,720 Speaker 1: could be, maybe might be right? Right, I mean that 205 00:16:10,880 --> 00:16:12,960 Speaker 1: is going to piss off a bunch of people. That 206 00:16:14,240 --> 00:16:18,320 Speaker 1: because because and I actually I'm with you, so we're 207 00:16:18,360 --> 00:16:20,960 Speaker 1: both jointly pissed a bunch of people off. But that's 208 00:16:21,000 --> 00:16:24,000 Speaker 1: been my big battle with religion as I've gotten order, 209 00:16:24,160 --> 00:16:26,600 Speaker 1: is that feels very man made, and it feels very 210 00:16:26,600 --> 00:16:30,240 Speaker 1: ego based because it is an interpretation of one person, 211 00:16:30,280 --> 00:16:32,640 Speaker 1: like you said in opinion. And so that's interesting to 212 00:16:32,680 --> 00:16:36,560 Speaker 1: think about a shaman going into nature and as you say, 213 00:16:36,600 --> 00:16:39,920 Speaker 1: that is one of the only truths, why would you 214 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:42,960 Speaker 1: How could you describe that as the truth though nature? 215 00:16:43,160 --> 00:16:49,600 Speaker 1: Because nature, Nature operates under universal law. Man hasn't got 216 00:16:49,680 --> 00:16:59,880 Speaker 1: involved in and it can't um it can't mess with nature. Nate, 217 00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:03,040 Speaker 1: Your is truth. That's why when I go stand by 218 00:17:03,080 --> 00:17:06,880 Speaker 1: the ocean, it is one of the most in touch 219 00:17:07,080 --> 00:17:10,760 Speaker 1: with myself with the universe, with a higher power that 220 00:17:10,880 --> 00:17:13,520 Speaker 1: I ever feel. Or a mountain. Let's look at it 221 00:17:13,600 --> 00:17:17,520 Speaker 1: like this. Most people understand there's a left brain and 222 00:17:17,560 --> 00:17:25,200 Speaker 1: a right brain. Correct the Gemini and mercury is left brain. 223 00:17:25,920 --> 00:17:32,120 Speaker 1: This is linear. Time is man made. There's no such 224 00:17:32,200 --> 00:17:36,320 Speaker 1: thing as time. We made it up. Yeah, okay, how 225 00:17:36,320 --> 00:17:39,679 Speaker 1: many times? Uh you know, if I had you go 226 00:17:39,840 --> 00:17:44,600 Speaker 1: into a hypnotic situation and then you come out and 227 00:17:44,680 --> 00:17:47,879 Speaker 1: it's thirty minutes later, and you go, wow, it felt 228 00:17:47,920 --> 00:17:52,240 Speaker 1: like ten minutes. It does. It's bizarre, Yeah, because there's 229 00:17:52,280 --> 00:17:57,800 Speaker 1: no time in the right brain that's the higher bond. 230 00:17:58,359 --> 00:18:03,920 Speaker 1: That's where truth comes from. Okay, and so it's non linear. Okay, 231 00:18:04,119 --> 00:18:10,200 Speaker 1: that's the same thing as how we interpret life. Look, 232 00:18:11,040 --> 00:18:14,600 Speaker 1: I don't bash religion at all, because religion is a system. 233 00:18:14,640 --> 00:18:18,360 Speaker 1: And when you live in a system and follow that system, 234 00:18:18,440 --> 00:18:23,679 Speaker 1: well then you know, you unfold all your conflicts in life, 235 00:18:24,359 --> 00:18:30,520 Speaker 1: you find harmony, you find peace. Okay. So it's just 236 00:18:30,600 --> 00:18:36,520 Speaker 1: a system, right, And so I don't have a problem 237 00:18:36,560 --> 00:18:43,800 Speaker 1: with UM, Catholicism or UM any kind of religion. I 238 00:18:43,920 --> 00:18:46,320 Speaker 1: like working with all of them because they all have 239 00:18:46,400 --> 00:18:48,960 Speaker 1: a system. Yeah, that's actually a really good point. I 240 00:18:48,960 --> 00:18:53,159 Speaker 1: should have said. It doesn't resonate for me anymore, Like 241 00:18:53,240 --> 00:18:55,119 Speaker 1: I I grew up that way and it's not a 242 00:18:55,160 --> 00:18:58,320 Speaker 1: system that resonates for me or whatever. However, I do 243 00:18:58,480 --> 00:19:04,359 Speaker 1: believe that however, people get their connection, their clarity, whatever 244 00:19:04,400 --> 00:19:06,560 Speaker 1: their system is that works for them, that is the 245 00:19:06,640 --> 00:19:10,080 Speaker 1: right system for them, Like it shouldn't be. I get 246 00:19:10,119 --> 00:19:16,000 Speaker 1: to say what everyone does, perfect perfect, no words. If 247 00:19:16,040 --> 00:19:20,520 Speaker 1: you if you formulate no opinions and no no judgments 248 00:19:21,280 --> 00:19:27,440 Speaker 1: about anything, you live in your right brain. Truth. You 249 00:19:27,520 --> 00:19:31,080 Speaker 1: live in your You live in your intuition. You live 250 00:19:31,119 --> 00:19:34,680 Speaker 1: in the guidance of the higher mind. And when you're 251 00:19:34,720 --> 00:19:38,360 Speaker 1: trying to say, brings in balance, right, And when you're 252 00:19:38,400 --> 00:19:41,280 Speaker 1: trying to say, well, this is how it is, this 253 00:19:41,359 --> 00:19:47,560 Speaker 1: is what's right. That's your ego talking. That's right, okay, 254 00:19:48,240 --> 00:19:54,359 Speaker 1: And you have to understand beliefs and opinions produce reality. Okay. 255 00:19:55,080 --> 00:20:03,200 Speaker 1: Healing comes from balance. You say, that's right, So list list. 256 00:20:04,080 --> 00:20:07,840 Speaker 1: I think this is really pointed out by the Angel 257 00:20:07,920 --> 00:20:13,439 Speaker 1: of illusion and reality. Tell us more. Um, this is 258 00:20:13,480 --> 00:20:16,639 Speaker 1: the angel that when we are totally free from the 259 00:20:16,720 --> 00:20:22,040 Speaker 1: ego influence, then we're listening to the soul self, we're 260 00:20:22,080 --> 00:20:26,760 Speaker 1: listening to our higher selves, the higher mind. Yeah, and 261 00:20:26,800 --> 00:20:31,720 Speaker 1: then we can then be become one pointed, and then 262 00:20:31,760 --> 00:20:42,160 Speaker 1: we can focus on truth. Um. And the thing about 263 00:20:42,200 --> 00:20:46,520 Speaker 1: it is is you know intuition. I try to use 264 00:20:46,560 --> 00:20:52,320 Speaker 1: the analogy of intuition being about two watts to what 265 00:20:53,720 --> 00:20:59,200 Speaker 1: two watts w A T T S and him yeah, 266 00:20:59,680 --> 00:21:05,480 Speaker 1: like and and and emotions and the ego mind thinking 267 00:21:05,600 --> 00:21:12,040 Speaker 1: mind are about fifteen watts. So you can't hear your 268 00:21:12,160 --> 00:21:17,440 Speaker 1: higher self when you're when you're emotional, it's all blocked. 269 00:21:18,320 --> 00:21:20,040 Speaker 1: I mean, you know, I have a lot of people 270 00:21:20,080 --> 00:21:22,240 Speaker 1: that come to me that they're all in their head, 271 00:21:23,320 --> 00:21:27,200 Speaker 1: they're thinkers. How do you know? I said, So, how 272 00:21:27,200 --> 00:21:32,400 Speaker 1: do you find love in your head? You can't, That's right, 273 00:21:32,960 --> 00:21:37,199 Speaker 1: I can't think love. You have to feel love. And 274 00:21:37,359 --> 00:21:42,959 Speaker 1: so yeah, it's what we're all battling through is learning 275 00:21:43,000 --> 00:21:49,080 Speaker 1: how to channel our higher self, our higher perspectives. And 276 00:21:49,200 --> 00:21:53,439 Speaker 1: this ultimately the intention of this angel is to bring 277 00:21:53,440 --> 00:21:58,080 Speaker 1: in one pointed focus on truth. How does this feel? 278 00:21:58,800 --> 00:22:04,000 Speaker 1: Mm hmm? If you're always focusing on how something makes 279 00:22:04,040 --> 00:22:07,640 Speaker 1: you feel, you're gonna come up with the truth as 280 00:22:07,640 --> 00:22:12,680 Speaker 1: long as you're not blocking it out with overthinking and miscreations, 281 00:22:12,720 --> 00:22:17,159 Speaker 1: opinions and judgments. See, I mean, how many times have 282 00:22:17,280 --> 00:22:19,800 Speaker 1: you already say there is no Woody should could is 283 00:22:20,240 --> 00:22:22,600 Speaker 1: in life? How you say that all the time? And 284 00:22:22,600 --> 00:22:26,200 Speaker 1: I'm like, but that doesn't many sense, And well I 285 00:22:26,200 --> 00:22:29,159 Speaker 1: don't want to believe that because my ego wants to 286 00:22:29,200 --> 00:22:31,680 Speaker 1: tell me that I'm driving the bus way more than that. 287 00:22:31,880 --> 00:22:35,400 Speaker 1: So if I don't have. Yeah, Like, if I don't 288 00:22:35,440 --> 00:22:38,919 Speaker 1: have the responsibility of the wood a could have shoulda, 289 00:22:39,359 --> 00:22:42,040 Speaker 1: then my ego is like wa wh whoa. That means 290 00:22:42,080 --> 00:22:44,919 Speaker 1: we're not in control here, and that can send me 291 00:22:44,960 --> 00:22:51,040 Speaker 1: into a panic. You see, the ego projection is the 292 00:22:51,480 --> 00:22:59,840 Speaker 1: unconquered personality defects. It's a master manipulator. It's working close 293 00:23:00,119 --> 00:23:07,240 Speaker 1: lead to deceive, mislead and defraud you, becoming an adversary 294 00:23:07,280 --> 00:23:11,479 Speaker 1: to your spiritual consciousness. Now think about that for a second. 295 00:23:12,480 --> 00:23:17,440 Speaker 1: All you're thinking mind, which is critical, analytical, and judging, 296 00:23:18,440 --> 00:23:28,159 Speaker 1: is deceiving you. M hmm, because it's conditioned. Okay, And 297 00:23:28,400 --> 00:23:33,400 Speaker 1: so the this angel is trying to bring you into 298 00:23:33,440 --> 00:23:39,439 Speaker 1: the illuminating principle of releasing the ego mind so you 299 00:23:39,480 --> 00:23:43,200 Speaker 1: can become aware of your own divine plan, your own 300 00:23:43,280 --> 00:23:51,520 Speaker 1: divine self, your higher consciousness, and that's accessible through feelings. Okay, 301 00:23:52,240 --> 00:23:58,800 Speaker 1: you're not going to think you're intuition. Think about it. 302 00:23:58,840 --> 00:24:05,560 Speaker 1: When you get a feeling, how often is that wrong? Probably? Never? 303 00:24:07,200 --> 00:24:11,440 Speaker 1: And how often is your is your conscious ego mind wrong? 304 00:24:13,080 --> 00:24:17,320 Speaker 1: I mean yeah, I mean I'm certain it's more than that, probably, 305 00:24:17,520 --> 00:24:21,760 Speaker 1: But I think my biggest thing is learning, Um, I 306 00:24:21,800 --> 00:24:23,520 Speaker 1: have a I have a hard time and this is 307 00:24:23,520 --> 00:24:25,920 Speaker 1: probably part of my conditioning to be quite honest and 308 00:24:26,760 --> 00:24:30,479 Speaker 1: um trusting myself and so as much of a feeler 309 00:24:30,560 --> 00:24:34,720 Speaker 1: as I am, maybe I have a gut instinct or 310 00:24:34,800 --> 00:24:38,080 Speaker 1: I'm trying to get to the gut the feeling and 311 00:24:38,200 --> 00:24:40,800 Speaker 1: all that stuff, and I will talk myself out of it, 312 00:24:40,960 --> 00:24:44,679 Speaker 1: or I will go can I trust that? Is that 313 00:24:44,800 --> 00:24:46,720 Speaker 1: the right thing? Is? That? You know, like, I'll just 314 00:24:46,760 --> 00:24:49,159 Speaker 1: battle back and forth and maybe that's my ego and 315 00:24:49,320 --> 00:24:53,119 Speaker 1: my well and what what what would help you is 316 00:24:53,160 --> 00:24:58,160 Speaker 1: if you turn that around? How so you always frust feeling? 317 00:24:58,800 --> 00:25:01,560 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, but I'm such a feeler that it's like 318 00:25:01,760 --> 00:25:04,479 Speaker 1: I can feel one thing one minute and another thing 319 00:25:04,520 --> 00:25:07,399 Speaker 1: another minute. Like it's it's no, no, no, that's going 320 00:25:07,440 --> 00:25:12,080 Speaker 1: to be your head feelings, feelings or moment a moment. 321 00:25:14,240 --> 00:25:18,960 Speaker 1: You just have to be honest about your feelings. Okay. 322 00:25:19,080 --> 00:25:23,119 Speaker 1: See when you run a feeling, the correct communication is 323 00:25:23,600 --> 00:25:27,240 Speaker 1: if you get something in the head, if you think something, 324 00:25:27,760 --> 00:25:32,920 Speaker 1: you run it down to your lower yeah solar plexus 325 00:25:32,960 --> 00:25:37,400 Speaker 1: brain and you say, how does this feel? And if 326 00:25:37,440 --> 00:25:42,119 Speaker 1: it feels good, well then you can accept it. But 327 00:25:42,240 --> 00:25:45,240 Speaker 1: if you get a feeling and you run it up 328 00:25:45,280 --> 00:25:51,320 Speaker 1: to the this the conscious mind ego mind. Well, if 329 00:25:51,320 --> 00:25:55,119 Speaker 1: it doesn't line up, you go with the feeling. Okay. 330 00:25:55,160 --> 00:26:00,720 Speaker 1: So between the two, the harmony and the balance is 331 00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:11,960 Speaker 1: ultimately decided by feelings. Okay. And so that's what Mercury, 332 00:26:12,680 --> 00:26:18,160 Speaker 1: the ruler of Jim and I, is all about. And 333 00:26:18,240 --> 00:26:23,399 Speaker 1: so we're trying to and this is what I have 334 00:26:23,560 --> 00:26:29,159 Speaker 1: to do with all conflict and a therapy session is 335 00:26:29,200 --> 00:26:34,600 Speaker 1: get get to the feelings, because what you feel cannot 336 00:26:34,640 --> 00:26:39,119 Speaker 1: be wrong. See. But here's this is my question based 337 00:26:39,160 --> 00:26:42,560 Speaker 1: off of therapy. And I'm glad you mentioned that, Um, 338 00:26:42,640 --> 00:26:45,159 Speaker 1: in the therapy sessions I've done things that have been 339 00:26:45,200 --> 00:26:48,560 Speaker 1: said to me. Are feelings are not facts? Feelings past 340 00:26:48,680 --> 00:26:54,320 Speaker 1: in twenty minutes, Um, And so I don't know. Emotions 341 00:26:54,320 --> 00:26:57,399 Speaker 1: are not facts. Okay. So what's the difference between a 342 00:26:57,520 --> 00:27:03,000 Speaker 1: feeling and an emotion? And emotion takes on a whole 343 00:27:03,040 --> 00:27:09,720 Speaker 1: lot of energy. A feeling, it's just something you feel 344 00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:14,199 Speaker 1: one moment to the next moment. An emotion you have 345 00:27:14,320 --> 00:27:20,040 Speaker 1: to bring in external factors and then it expands the 346 00:27:20,080 --> 00:27:28,360 Speaker 1: feeling into an emotional experience and it usually sticks with 347 00:27:28,440 --> 00:27:33,920 Speaker 1: you for a while, whereas a feeling just moves from 348 00:27:33,960 --> 00:27:38,399 Speaker 1: one moment to the next moment. Mm hmmm. See, an 349 00:27:38,440 --> 00:27:42,320 Speaker 1: emotion has a mental concept to it, a mental conditioning, 350 00:27:43,440 --> 00:27:51,960 Speaker 1: a mental should, a judge, a driver, a stopper. See, 351 00:27:52,000 --> 00:28:00,040 Speaker 1: emotions have all this conditioning patterns, whereas feelings there's no conditioning. You. 352 00:28:00,359 --> 00:28:03,480 Speaker 1: You have you feel, I mean one moment gone, the 353 00:28:03,520 --> 00:28:10,800 Speaker 1: next moment. Yeah, and even if it's changing, you trust 354 00:28:10,960 --> 00:28:14,120 Speaker 1: their feelings don't change. Is that what you're saying? Well, 355 00:28:14,119 --> 00:28:17,840 Speaker 1: I feel yeah, Well, I mean they In other words, 356 00:28:17,880 --> 00:28:22,640 Speaker 1: if you're trying to establish a concrete feeling about something, 357 00:28:24,440 --> 00:28:29,119 Speaker 1: you see, well that's not you. I mean, when you 358 00:28:29,600 --> 00:28:37,600 Speaker 1: love someone, why would that change? Uh yeah, I don't 359 00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:41,640 Speaker 1: know why that would change. Was because I was about 360 00:28:41,640 --> 00:28:43,600 Speaker 1: to say, well, what if they cheated on you or something? 361 00:28:43,920 --> 00:28:47,600 Speaker 1: But that means well, now there's now there's a whole 362 00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:52,680 Speaker 1: emotion involved, am it. Oh okay, I see, there's a 363 00:28:52,760 --> 00:28:57,840 Speaker 1: rejection involved, there's a betrayal involved. These are all emotions. 364 00:28:58,240 --> 00:29:01,400 Speaker 1: But in all actuality, you're really being honest with yourself. 365 00:29:01,440 --> 00:29:03,800 Speaker 1: It's not like your feeling of love for them just 366 00:29:03,840 --> 00:29:08,640 Speaker 1: turns off. Well yeah you can. Look, you can love 367 00:29:08,680 --> 00:29:13,240 Speaker 1: a million thousand people because we're we're all, we're all 368 00:29:13,320 --> 00:29:16,959 Speaker 1: God's how can you not love someone? You don't have 369 00:29:17,040 --> 00:29:19,840 Speaker 1: to form an opinion on them and you and they 370 00:29:19,840 --> 00:29:25,160 Speaker 1: can be um, um, you can make whatever they are 371 00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:30,480 Speaker 1: and accept them, but you don't have to participate with them. Right, 372 00:29:30,520 --> 00:29:34,560 Speaker 1: So you're saying right, you're so, you're saying you could 373 00:29:34,600 --> 00:29:37,160 Speaker 1: have these feelings of love. It doesn't necessarily mean this 374 00:29:37,240 --> 00:29:39,800 Speaker 1: is the relationship for you or anything like that. Like 375 00:29:39,880 --> 00:29:42,200 Speaker 1: that's all when we're getting into our ego, in our 376 00:29:42,240 --> 00:29:47,120 Speaker 1: mind and all of those things. Okay, So the great 377 00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:55,000 Speaker 1: thing about relationships and the foundation is that when we um, 378 00:29:55,000 --> 00:30:01,120 Speaker 1: when we truly love ourselves, then we can love others 379 00:30:01,440 --> 00:30:05,360 Speaker 1: as we love ourselves, and then we that's true love. 380 00:30:06,080 --> 00:30:09,440 Speaker 1: So you're not anchoring into them, you're not looking for 381 00:30:09,520 --> 00:30:14,760 Speaker 1: something from them, as we talked about last month in Taurus. 382 00:30:15,480 --> 00:30:19,760 Speaker 1: You're I mean, you know what who is? Who's who hurt? 383 00:30:20,240 --> 00:30:25,600 Speaker 1: When when somebody betrays a relationship, who's it hurt the most? 384 00:30:26,080 --> 00:30:28,440 Speaker 1: I mean, I'm assuming the answer you're going to make 385 00:30:28,480 --> 00:30:32,520 Speaker 1: me say is them, But that's not how I would 386 00:30:32,800 --> 00:30:38,920 Speaker 1: have naturally answered. Well it look, it hurts because you 387 00:30:38,920 --> 00:30:43,400 Speaker 1: you put trust and faith in someone. But but the 388 00:30:43,560 --> 00:30:52,640 Speaker 1: but the betrayer now has a karma. Oh oh, Now 389 00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:59,840 Speaker 1: they put betraying themselves energy into motion. Okay, And you 390 00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:04,600 Speaker 1: you've learned that you cannot put your total trust and 391 00:31:04,800 --> 00:31:08,280 Speaker 1: faith in a human being because they are prone to 392 00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:14,280 Speaker 1: be human, they will make mistakes. Look, the thing about 393 00:31:14,320 --> 00:31:17,480 Speaker 1: it is, if you put your trust and anchor and 394 00:31:17,640 --> 00:31:22,200 Speaker 1: faith in a human being and they didn't betray you, 395 00:31:22,840 --> 00:31:26,600 Speaker 1: why would you ever go to God? M hm? Why 396 00:31:26,600 --> 00:31:30,720 Speaker 1: would you ever look to your source, your maker to 397 00:31:30,840 --> 00:31:35,840 Speaker 1: anchor you. That's that's the question. So human beings are 398 00:31:35,880 --> 00:31:39,320 Speaker 1: just human beings. They're going to make mistakes. Now, if 399 00:31:39,320 --> 00:31:43,280 Speaker 1: they betray you have to look at this mistake and say, 400 00:31:44,280 --> 00:31:47,520 Speaker 1: you know, how do we work that out? Is it 401 00:31:47,600 --> 00:31:51,400 Speaker 1: worth working out? Do I want to participate in working 402 00:31:51,440 --> 00:31:57,000 Speaker 1: that out or not? Or what was lacking in the 403 00:31:57,080 --> 00:32:02,000 Speaker 1: relationship that caused the betrayal? What part of me I 404 00:32:02,240 --> 00:32:07,080 Speaker 1: knew that betrayal was there but was in denial? What 405 00:32:07,280 --> 00:32:11,560 Speaker 1: part of me is not loving me by defining the 406 00:32:11,720 --> 00:32:20,920 Speaker 1: correct boundaries. See, all these questions can be answered through relationships, 407 00:32:22,480 --> 00:32:25,720 Speaker 1: But you can never stop loving yourself. I mean, what 408 00:32:25,760 --> 00:32:29,640 Speaker 1: did Jesus say? Love yourself with everything You've got your heart, 409 00:32:29,680 --> 00:32:33,680 Speaker 1: your soul, your mind, your strength, you adore treasure and 410 00:32:33,800 --> 00:32:38,440 Speaker 1: cherish the magnificent master you are, and then you loved 411 00:32:38,440 --> 00:32:48,800 Speaker 1: your neighbor as thyself. It's that thing that people say 412 00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:51,880 Speaker 1: like you, you know, it's that cliche statement you can't 413 00:32:51,920 --> 00:32:55,880 Speaker 1: love someone else until you truly love yourself, which I 414 00:32:55,960 --> 00:32:58,680 Speaker 1: think I've said on this podcast before is super annoying 415 00:32:58,760 --> 00:33:04,680 Speaker 1: to me. I think that that is reality, and I 416 00:33:04,720 --> 00:33:07,040 Speaker 1: think that it also ties into what you just said 417 00:33:07,040 --> 00:33:10,760 Speaker 1: about your relationship with your higher power. Because as much 418 00:33:10,800 --> 00:33:13,520 Speaker 1: as we want to live in this fairy tale, and 419 00:33:13,560 --> 00:33:16,880 Speaker 1: I'm saying this to myself as well, this fairy tale 420 00:33:16,920 --> 00:33:20,840 Speaker 1: about what love, what relationships, what society has presented to 421 00:33:20,960 --> 00:33:26,040 Speaker 1: us as the romantic connection or friendship connection or work relationships, 422 00:33:26,080 --> 00:33:29,840 Speaker 1: all those things. Human beings are human beings and they're messy, 423 00:33:30,040 --> 00:33:32,840 Speaker 1: you know, Like relationships are just messy. And if you 424 00:33:33,480 --> 00:33:38,840 Speaker 1: are putting your faith, your all of your meaning in 425 00:33:39,040 --> 00:33:46,760 Speaker 1: another person, it's never going to satisfy us exactly. Okay. 426 00:33:46,960 --> 00:33:50,360 Speaker 1: I think one of one of my favorite uh quotes 427 00:33:50,400 --> 00:33:57,280 Speaker 1: here from John Jocelyn is love and wisdom cannot be separated. 428 00:33:57,800 --> 00:34:03,520 Speaker 1: Mm hmm. And it's is this polarity that manifests the 429 00:34:03,720 --> 00:34:09,319 Speaker 1: archetype of the light of Christ. So you see, relationships 430 00:34:09,719 --> 00:34:15,480 Speaker 1: are just helping us move towards God. I actually, I 431 00:34:15,520 --> 00:34:18,319 Speaker 1: really do believe that, as painful as it can be 432 00:34:18,400 --> 00:34:21,600 Speaker 1: sometimes for me to accept, I think that that is 433 00:34:21,760 --> 00:34:26,800 Speaker 1: wholeheartedly the truth. Yeah, and so let's talk a little 434 00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:32,280 Speaker 1: bit about this solar eclipse. The more that I investigated 435 00:34:32,320 --> 00:34:37,480 Speaker 1: this um, we have got to come into a greater 436 00:34:38,160 --> 00:34:45,640 Speaker 1: um understanding alignment with our intuition to get to really 437 00:34:45,719 --> 00:34:50,320 Speaker 1: get a greater understanding of what we're all going through. Uh. 438 00:34:50,360 --> 00:34:54,880 Speaker 1: So you know, uh, this eclipse is going to ask 439 00:34:55,000 --> 00:34:59,880 Speaker 1: us how we're avoiding the honesty about our relationships. Okay, 440 00:35:00,680 --> 00:35:05,040 Speaker 1: are we listening to our dismission uh intuition? Are we 441 00:35:05,200 --> 00:35:08,440 Speaker 1: dismissing it because we don't want to face the truth. 442 00:35:09,320 --> 00:35:11,640 Speaker 1: This is going to come up time and again in 443 00:35:11,640 --> 00:35:16,840 Speaker 1: the next six months. Are we trusting our sudden hunches 444 00:35:16,880 --> 00:35:22,920 Speaker 1: and insights, visions and our dreams? Um? Are we getting 445 00:35:22,920 --> 00:35:28,760 Speaker 1: a different perspective and receiving new information from our right brain, 446 00:35:29,480 --> 00:35:35,640 Speaker 1: our higher mind, our intuitive self? And so it's going 447 00:35:35,680 --> 00:35:40,560 Speaker 1: to be very very important that we start listening to 448 00:35:40,719 --> 00:35:44,360 Speaker 1: that higher sense of ourselves and getting more in touch 449 00:35:44,480 --> 00:35:48,799 Speaker 1: over the next six months, especially when things are going 450 00:35:48,840 --> 00:35:54,719 Speaker 1: to fail us on a pretty consistent basis, because it's conditioned, 451 00:35:55,840 --> 00:36:02,439 Speaker 1: it's going to fail, you see, And so we've we've 452 00:36:02,520 --> 00:36:06,480 Speaker 1: got to start trusting our own selves and our truth 453 00:36:06,560 --> 00:36:10,920 Speaker 1: and being honest with ourselves. Remember, communication is just not 454 00:36:11,080 --> 00:36:16,239 Speaker 1: about communicating to other people. It's how we communicate with ourselves. 455 00:36:18,080 --> 00:36:25,160 Speaker 1: That's even the most important communication. I mean, you know 456 00:36:25,200 --> 00:36:28,120 Speaker 1: how many times we just lie to ourselves. How are 457 00:36:28,160 --> 00:36:32,719 Speaker 1: we lying to ourselves when we are all energetically connected. 458 00:36:34,920 --> 00:36:39,200 Speaker 1: I've never I've never seen a relationship that broke apart 459 00:36:40,280 --> 00:36:44,120 Speaker 1: and one person is in total shock and surprise. What 460 00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:48,840 Speaker 1: do you mean they knew it the problem was, but 461 00:36:48,960 --> 00:36:51,800 Speaker 1: we didn't want to accept it. So I think we 462 00:36:51,920 --> 00:36:54,640 Speaker 1: all got to we're all gonna be asked to come 463 00:36:54,680 --> 00:37:00,840 Speaker 1: to our truth. Is our relationships? When? When is it 464 00:37:00,880 --> 00:37:07,520 Speaker 1: a team effort? I think we've got to, uh, really 465 00:37:07,560 --> 00:37:11,040 Speaker 1: work hard to understand that relationships need to be a 466 00:37:11,080 --> 00:37:16,799 Speaker 1: win win. There's no fifty fifty twenty fifty fifty. There's 467 00:37:16,800 --> 00:37:20,320 Speaker 1: no such thing as being in a relationship as fifty fifty. 468 00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:26,439 Speaker 1: Have you ever given up anything and liked it, No, 469 00:37:28,239 --> 00:37:31,960 Speaker 1: I think I'll probably give up more. Unfortunately sometimes well 470 00:37:32,640 --> 00:37:36,200 Speaker 1: you didn't like it. And so you know, we got 471 00:37:36,200 --> 00:37:38,840 Speaker 1: to ask ourselves if we are we living a lie 472 00:37:39,760 --> 00:37:44,880 Speaker 1: in our relationships? Are we lying to ourselves? And I 473 00:37:44,960 --> 00:37:52,120 Speaker 1: find that quite often in relationships that were lying. Yeah, 474 00:37:52,200 --> 00:37:57,240 Speaker 1: I mean, so we're Our challenge with this mercury retrograde 475 00:37:57,920 --> 00:38:02,440 Speaker 1: is to listen to the intuition and challenge the social, 476 00:38:02,680 --> 00:38:08,200 Speaker 1: the family, social beliefs, opinions and perspectives. You see, mercury 477 00:38:08,239 --> 00:38:15,399 Speaker 1: retrograde esoterically is about becoming brain balanced, using the right 478 00:38:15,520 --> 00:38:19,680 Speaker 1: brain and the left brain. And that's what retrograde is. 479 00:38:20,480 --> 00:38:26,000 Speaker 1: So when you are just making your logical, analytical, critical, 480 00:38:26,160 --> 00:38:31,080 Speaker 1: judgmental mind to make decisions in your life, these are 481 00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:35,879 Speaker 1: all conditioning patterns, These are all ego. But when you 482 00:38:36,040 --> 00:38:40,640 Speaker 1: always do a check of feelings and something feels right 483 00:38:40,760 --> 00:38:46,080 Speaker 1: or don't feel right, now, you're using your whole brain thinking, 484 00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:53,600 Speaker 1: you're using your intuition. Okay, that makes sense, something's not right. 485 00:38:54,120 --> 00:38:57,600 Speaker 1: And that's what mercury retrograde is about. And I'm gonna 486 00:38:57,640 --> 00:39:00,600 Speaker 1: tell you when I looked at the chart with this 487 00:39:00,960 --> 00:39:06,040 Speaker 1: uh retrogrades and the clips, we have got to become 488 00:39:06,360 --> 00:39:12,400 Speaker 1: discriminating amongst what's real and unreal because we're we are 489 00:39:12,480 --> 00:39:18,080 Speaker 1: prone to have fraud in deception, confused thinking and communications 490 00:39:18,120 --> 00:39:25,239 Speaker 1: over the next six months like we've never seen before. Yep, 491 00:39:27,239 --> 00:39:32,000 Speaker 1: and now let's go for the kicker. Oh, God give 492 00:39:32,040 --> 00:39:40,360 Speaker 1: it to us. What is it? Venus and Mars. Venas 493 00:39:40,440 --> 00:39:47,319 Speaker 1: and Mars is the relationship planets, right. Mars is what 494 00:39:47,360 --> 00:39:52,040 Speaker 1: we want in aries. Our Mars is our drive to 495 00:39:52,160 --> 00:39:54,600 Speaker 1: get what we want in the world. Venus is our 496 00:39:54,640 --> 00:40:00,000 Speaker 1: attraction principle and relationship principle. They are in a psychle 497 00:40:00,120 --> 00:40:03,560 Speaker 1: together and they cycle every two to two and a 498 00:40:03,680 --> 00:40:08,319 Speaker 1: half years. And so when they go through the phases 499 00:40:09,520 --> 00:40:14,480 Speaker 1: in that cycle. Uh, the last phase is called balsamic. 500 00:40:15,000 --> 00:40:19,680 Speaker 1: Balsamic is when is dream time is turning everything back 501 00:40:19,760 --> 00:40:25,760 Speaker 1: over to God. Okay, so we are in a balsamic 502 00:40:26,320 --> 00:40:32,560 Speaker 1: balsamic Venus Mars relationship until July. I think it's July 503 00:40:34,480 --> 00:40:38,200 Speaker 1: when we moved into a new phase of our Venus 504 00:40:38,239 --> 00:40:44,879 Speaker 1: Mars principle, our relationship principle. That means right now we 505 00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:52,440 Speaker 1: need to address our relationship conflicts and disharmonies and we 506 00:40:52,520 --> 00:40:56,439 Speaker 1: need to come to terms with them and understand our 507 00:40:56,520 --> 00:41:03,920 Speaker 1: truth our values, because if we don't come next cycle 508 00:41:04,239 --> 00:41:09,880 Speaker 1: on July, we carry all those same conflicts and disharmonies 509 00:41:10,239 --> 00:41:16,560 Speaker 1: into the NIXT cycle for the next two years. Mm hmmm. 510 00:41:18,120 --> 00:41:21,560 Speaker 1: So I would suggest that you come to your relationship 511 00:41:21,800 --> 00:41:29,560 Speaker 1: truth within yourself and with others and get into much 512 00:41:29,600 --> 00:41:34,680 Speaker 1: more of authentic alignment because you don't want to bring 513 00:41:34,719 --> 00:41:37,280 Speaker 1: the same problems you've you've had the last two years 514 00:41:37,400 --> 00:41:40,680 Speaker 1: into the NIXT to do you Hell no, not me, 515 00:41:45,680 --> 00:41:53,520 Speaker 1: tell us how you really feel years. But yes, that's 516 00:41:53,560 --> 00:41:56,520 Speaker 1: actually makes total sense because so this was a two 517 00:41:56,600 --> 00:42:01,000 Speaker 1: year cycle, this Venus and Mars thing or okay, because 518 00:42:01,280 --> 00:42:04,560 Speaker 1: I've bumped up against the same type of dynamic in 519 00:42:04,640 --> 00:42:10,239 Speaker 1: relationships across the board, work, friendships, love relationships, um, and 520 00:42:10,280 --> 00:42:13,359 Speaker 1: so it makes sense that it would be the thing 521 00:42:13,400 --> 00:42:17,239 Speaker 1: to let go of, right, So why are you so 522 00:42:17,360 --> 00:42:20,399 Speaker 1: you're looking at why am I attracting this same thing 523 00:42:20,600 --> 00:42:23,680 Speaker 1: over and over and over? Why do people get divorced 524 00:42:23,719 --> 00:42:27,319 Speaker 1: and then marry the same person three times? Patterns? We 525 00:42:27,360 --> 00:42:31,920 Speaker 1: all and three different people, But it's the same same problem, 526 00:42:32,080 --> 00:42:35,720 Speaker 1: same conflicts, you see. So what you're coming to terms 527 00:42:35,760 --> 00:42:41,880 Speaker 1: with are the conflicts and the disharmony that relationships have 528 00:42:42,000 --> 00:42:45,880 Speaker 1: been showing you and you come to an understanding where 529 00:42:45,920 --> 00:42:50,439 Speaker 1: you got that pattern, where you have that opinion, where 530 00:42:50,520 --> 00:42:57,320 Speaker 1: you have that perspective. I mean, love is pure, love 531 00:42:57,400 --> 00:43:03,200 Speaker 1: is happiness, Love is joy. That's who we are. And 532 00:43:03,320 --> 00:43:06,680 Speaker 1: so if I'm going to be with a person, that 533 00:43:06,760 --> 00:43:13,759 Speaker 1: person is going to augment that by having by doubling 534 00:43:13,800 --> 00:43:16,840 Speaker 1: the joys and pleasures of life and dividing the pain. 535 00:43:17,239 --> 00:43:20,719 Speaker 1: And if there's a conflict, well then that conflict either 536 00:43:20,800 --> 00:43:26,760 Speaker 1: needs to be worked out by people taking responsibility for themselves. 537 00:43:28,719 --> 00:43:31,759 Speaker 1: So when you attract a relationship in, you've got to 538 00:43:31,840 --> 00:43:36,279 Speaker 1: ask yourself, why did I track this in? What is 539 00:43:36,320 --> 00:43:41,840 Speaker 1: it showing me about who I am? That's taken responsibility. 540 00:43:42,960 --> 00:43:52,480 Speaker 1: Now you're discovering what's my motivation? What's my intention? Okay? 541 00:43:52,960 --> 00:43:55,560 Speaker 1: I mean you're looking at me and people can't see this. 542 00:43:55,960 --> 00:44:00,760 Speaker 1: We know Marv knows about my stuff, so he's looking 543 00:44:00,760 --> 00:44:03,680 Speaker 1: all right at me right now? Okay, So is there 544 00:44:03,680 --> 00:44:06,279 Speaker 1: anything else with this new moon specifically that we need 545 00:44:06,320 --> 00:44:09,880 Speaker 1: to address before we break down the individual signs? Because 546 00:44:10,960 --> 00:44:14,600 Speaker 1: time here we have a first quarter phase of the 547 00:44:14,719 --> 00:44:21,680 Speaker 1: year um and again learning to use the higher mind 548 00:44:22,239 --> 00:44:28,040 Speaker 1: to organize and manage a new life with the ideas 549 00:44:28,600 --> 00:44:33,840 Speaker 1: that must be transmuted from those programmed out of the past, 550 00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:40,920 Speaker 1: from our ego and security needs. How powerful is that? 551 00:44:42,080 --> 00:44:47,160 Speaker 1: So you got forty five days to birth in and 552 00:44:47,480 --> 00:44:54,319 Speaker 1: manage the crisis of bringing in a whole new reality. Okay, 553 00:44:54,920 --> 00:45:05,560 Speaker 1: and that's coming in as of June sixteen. Mm hmm okay. 554 00:45:08,239 --> 00:45:12,400 Speaker 1: So do you kind of get the grasp now of 555 00:45:13,719 --> 00:45:19,280 Speaker 1: what this whole gem and I Totar eclipse retrograde period 556 00:45:19,360 --> 00:45:23,239 Speaker 1: is all about. We've all got to start listening to 557 00:45:23,280 --> 00:45:32,360 Speaker 1: ourselves to discern truth and reality, not from a ego, judgmental, 558 00:45:32,400 --> 00:45:42,440 Speaker 1: opinionated perspective. And that's a pretty big undertaking, right. So again, 559 00:45:42,680 --> 00:45:47,920 Speaker 1: Jim and I's about communication first and foremost to yourself. 560 00:45:48,760 --> 00:45:53,359 Speaker 1: How are you communicating with yourself? And you clear up 561 00:45:53,400 --> 00:45:58,640 Speaker 1: that communications and then you can communicate honestly with relationships 562 00:46:00,719 --> 00:46:05,120 Speaker 1: and learn from them and grow from them. So when 563 00:46:05,120 --> 00:46:08,279 Speaker 1: we're looking at Jim and I, we know that this 564 00:46:08,400 --> 00:46:11,840 Speaker 1: is the time and the month and new moon for 565 00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:15,879 Speaker 1: Jim and I to start a whole brand new presentation 566 00:46:16,000 --> 00:46:18,640 Speaker 1: of who they are. So I always tell them, go out, 567 00:46:18,719 --> 00:46:21,840 Speaker 1: buy new shoes, get your hair cut, put on a 568 00:46:21,880 --> 00:46:25,920 Speaker 1: new wardrobe and go out on the town. Present the 569 00:46:25,960 --> 00:46:28,719 Speaker 1: whole new you and Jim and I is just a 570 00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:36,239 Speaker 1: social butterfly there wants to talk and Edna nauseatingly someone 571 00:46:37,160 --> 00:46:41,239 Speaker 1: would someone heard you say wants to talk and they 572 00:46:41,280 --> 00:46:46,520 Speaker 1: called you, oh that well, Gemini's can talk your head off. 573 00:46:47,080 --> 00:46:51,920 Speaker 1: They under they we know him a scatterbraing. They're there, insistent, 574 00:46:52,560 --> 00:46:56,920 Speaker 1: consciously thinking all the time. They come to me sometimes, 575 00:46:57,200 --> 00:47:01,400 Speaker 1: can you shut my mind off? Marvin, No, I can't. 576 00:47:02,440 --> 00:47:05,480 Speaker 1: It thanks on its own. And if you're a Gemini, 577 00:47:05,680 --> 00:47:08,480 Speaker 1: it thanks and thanks and thanks and thanks. The more 578 00:47:09,920 --> 00:47:14,120 Speaker 1: so when we're looking at um tauruss, this is a 579 00:47:14,160 --> 00:47:17,560 Speaker 1: man yours in your place of values and finances and 580 00:47:17,600 --> 00:47:22,160 Speaker 1: your ability to bring in uh, your abilities and talents 581 00:47:22,200 --> 00:47:26,759 Speaker 1: to now attract the things that you want in your life. Okay, 582 00:47:26,760 --> 00:47:31,839 Speaker 1: and aries, this is about your thinking relationships with your 583 00:47:31,880 --> 00:47:38,040 Speaker 1: brothers and sisters. Short journeys are going to be on tap. Okay, 584 00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:42,120 Speaker 1: what do you mean short duties? Well, just you know, 585 00:47:42,280 --> 00:47:45,560 Speaker 1: from traveling from one city to the next city. Nothing real, 586 00:47:46,360 --> 00:47:50,160 Speaker 1: you know. Long journeys is sagittarius, so that goes from 587 00:47:50,200 --> 00:47:54,000 Speaker 1: country to country or state or state to state or 588 00:47:54,000 --> 00:47:58,560 Speaker 1: something like that. Short journeys are just across town. Okay, okay. 589 00:47:59,760 --> 00:48:06,120 Speaker 1: And so for um Pisces, Uh expect things around the 590 00:48:06,160 --> 00:48:11,520 Speaker 1: home to change. Uh, domestic issues, real estate could be 591 00:48:12,080 --> 00:48:16,720 Speaker 1: changes around the house. Uh, could be some remodeling, anything 592 00:48:16,800 --> 00:48:23,600 Speaker 1: like that. For Aquarius, Uh, this is about romance. Great, 593 00:48:24,000 --> 00:48:29,239 Speaker 1: great six months and months for romance. Uh, different self expression, 594 00:48:29,760 --> 00:48:33,600 Speaker 1: taking a risk, chances children are going to be on 595 00:48:33,680 --> 00:48:41,000 Speaker 1: tap um. For Capricorn, work, habit, routines, and health. How 596 00:48:41,160 --> 00:48:46,239 Speaker 1: is your your work your you know your habits. Examining 597 00:48:46,239 --> 00:48:50,520 Speaker 1: the habits, examine the routines. Where are you being honest 598 00:48:50,560 --> 00:48:55,799 Speaker 1: with about yourself? About your weight? Why you're overweight? Why 599 00:48:55,800 --> 00:48:59,840 Speaker 1: are you having health problems? On Sagittarius, this is a 600 00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:08,440 Speaker 1: out relationships, listening to your partners, being honest and Uh, 601 00:49:08,800 --> 00:49:18,840 Speaker 1: so it's about um listening very interesting okay. And for Scorpio, 602 00:49:19,200 --> 00:49:21,759 Speaker 1: this is going to be about how you share energies 603 00:49:21,760 --> 00:49:26,520 Speaker 1: with others. We share our finances, we share our our 604 00:49:26,760 --> 00:49:32,840 Speaker 1: energetic cells, we participate with others. Um. We bring something 605 00:49:32,880 --> 00:49:35,399 Speaker 1: to the table, they bring something to the table. This 606 00:49:35,480 --> 00:49:40,920 Speaker 1: is intimacy issues. So intimacy issues around that, uh Scorpio, 607 00:49:41,560 --> 00:49:46,400 Speaker 1: as well as finances shared finances and so forth. Uh 608 00:49:46,400 --> 00:49:52,080 Speaker 1: in Libra. Uh, this is very important higher mindedness, learning 609 00:49:52,120 --> 00:49:56,920 Speaker 1: different perspectives and situations. Uh. This is long journeys. This 610 00:49:57,000 --> 00:49:59,680 Speaker 1: is higher education. So you could be going back to 611 00:49:59,719 --> 00:50:05,319 Speaker 1: school wanting to lake on new new learning abilities, take 612 00:50:05,400 --> 00:50:11,560 Speaker 1: on new talents and virgos. This is about your career profession, 613 00:50:12,480 --> 00:50:17,399 Speaker 1: it's your social status. Uh could be uh Uh you'd 614 00:50:17,400 --> 00:50:19,960 Speaker 1: be put in more of a position. That's you're going 615 00:50:20,000 --> 00:50:26,120 Speaker 1: to communicate more, relate more to people. UM, different positions 616 00:50:26,120 --> 00:50:32,480 Speaker 1: and you and within your uh, your your career and Leo, 617 00:50:32,719 --> 00:50:37,799 Speaker 1: it's going to be about friends, goals, hope and how 618 00:50:37,840 --> 00:50:42,400 Speaker 1: you're achieving your hopes, dreams and wishes. Leo is very creative, 619 00:50:42,960 --> 00:50:45,600 Speaker 1: so how are you utilizing the friends you attract in 620 00:50:45,760 --> 00:50:49,480 Speaker 1: to help you accomplish You know, friends are like minded people. 621 00:50:50,160 --> 00:50:54,080 Speaker 1: So goals and dreams are going to be very important 622 00:50:54,960 --> 00:51:00,239 Speaker 1: um for Leo. Uh. As far as cancer, you going 623 00:51:00,360 --> 00:51:04,480 Speaker 1: to have to examine your attitude, your motives, and your 624 00:51:04,520 --> 00:51:09,040 Speaker 1: services to others. And this is a time of karma, 625 00:51:09,640 --> 00:51:15,560 Speaker 1: so you're going you're going to be facing issues of 626 00:51:15,719 --> 00:51:20,799 Speaker 1: sabotage and patterns and conditions that haven't worked out very 627 00:51:20,840 --> 00:51:27,359 Speaker 1: well in your life ding ding ding ding ding. So 628 00:51:27,480 --> 00:51:31,840 Speaker 1: that that self talk is going to be really important, Kelly, 629 00:51:32,800 --> 00:51:39,839 Speaker 1: being honest with yourself. M hm. So there you go. 630 00:51:40,360 --> 00:51:44,640 Speaker 1: Did you say, Jim and I, Yes, that's the one 631 00:51:44,680 --> 00:51:46,959 Speaker 1: that's going to go out and buy new shoes, new 632 00:51:46,960 --> 00:51:52,800 Speaker 1: ward room down, people to talk to. Jim and I 633 00:51:52,880 --> 00:51:55,440 Speaker 1: was gonna have fun if mine sounds like, oh yeah, 634 00:51:55,520 --> 00:51:59,080 Speaker 1: well that's that's that's the one side of Gemini that's 635 00:51:59,080 --> 00:52:02,239 Speaker 1: always so good. They always love to talk and have fun. 636 00:52:02,320 --> 00:52:10,520 Speaker 1: They're always very curious, very intellectual Gemini. So I've experienced 637 00:52:10,560 --> 00:52:13,960 Speaker 1: gem and I and my whole life. Well, there you go, 638 00:52:14,280 --> 00:52:17,480 Speaker 1: there you go. If you want some wisdom, just call 639 00:52:17,560 --> 00:52:23,240 Speaker 1: the old man. Yeah, he's got it. I'm sure he's 640 00:52:23,239 --> 00:52:29,000 Speaker 1: got an opinion. I guarantee you that. Mark's all the 641 00:52:29,040 --> 00:52:30,799 Speaker 1: people where they can find you. I know I did 642 00:52:30,880 --> 00:52:32,640 Speaker 1: see at the bottom of this outline you have a 643 00:52:32,680 --> 00:52:36,080 Speaker 1: meditation um or you have some information about both the 644 00:52:36,120 --> 00:52:39,360 Speaker 1: Angel of Loving Relationships, which is Gemini, and the Age 645 00:52:39,680 --> 00:52:43,080 Speaker 1: Angel of illusion reality. So where could people find that 646 00:52:43,200 --> 00:52:46,440 Speaker 1: if they want more information, Well, they can always go 647 00:52:46,520 --> 00:52:49,960 Speaker 1: to my website at Marvin at Astro. They can go 648 00:52:50,000 --> 00:52:54,879 Speaker 1: to the website at Astro marv dot com and they 649 00:52:54,880 --> 00:52:58,320 Speaker 1: can go to my blog the GEM and I outline 650 00:52:58,360 --> 00:53:01,919 Speaker 1: will be there. I highly incur age everybody to get 651 00:53:01,920 --> 00:53:08,080 Speaker 1: the outline because I mean it's much more explanatoror a 652 00:53:08,160 --> 00:53:12,160 Speaker 1: lot more information. Even the animals of the medicine wheel 653 00:53:12,160 --> 00:53:14,960 Speaker 1: are in there and so forth. You can always go 654 00:53:15,040 --> 00:53:20,560 Speaker 1: to my hypnosis site b L hypnosis dot com for 655 00:53:21,000 --> 00:53:25,560 Speaker 1: uh a lot of information on the kind of therapy 656 00:53:25,600 --> 00:53:28,480 Speaker 1: and the work that I do. And you can always 657 00:53:28,520 --> 00:53:32,520 Speaker 1: email me at Marvin at astro marv dot com for 658 00:53:32,680 --> 00:53:39,520 Speaker 1: a astrology understanding or reading and UH interpretation. So well, 659 00:53:39,520 --> 00:53:42,720 Speaker 1: we appreciate it. Um. If you guys have any questions, 660 00:53:42,760 --> 00:53:45,759 Speaker 1: reach out to Marv. He is very helpful and can 661 00:53:45,760 --> 00:53:48,760 Speaker 1: give you way more detail if you are looking into 662 00:53:48,800 --> 00:53:50,719 Speaker 1: more of this new moon stuff or any of I mean, 663 00:53:50,760 --> 00:53:53,560 Speaker 1: there's the mercury red Strow grade, there's the eclipse. There's 664 00:53:53,600 --> 00:53:56,040 Speaker 1: a lot going on, so people may need more information, 665 00:53:56,120 --> 00:53:59,879 Speaker 1: so reach out to Marv at Marvin at astro marv 666 00:54:00,200 --> 00:54:02,520 Speaker 1: dot com. Thank you mar for being here again and 667 00:54:02,520 --> 00:54:06,239 Speaker 1: we'll talk to you next month, all right, I look 668 00:54:06,280 --> 00:54:09,320 Speaker 1: forward to Thanks for listening to the Velvet's Edge podcast 669 00:54:09,360 --> 00:54:12,319 Speaker 1: with Kelly Henderson, where we believe everyone has a little 670 00:54:12,400 --> 00:54:16,520 Speaker 1: velvet and a little edge. 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