Speaker 1: Howllo from we've been trying to reach you about your.
Speaker 2: Hey hello, oh hello there Hey.
Speaker 1: So we've been trying to reach you about your car's
Speaker 1: extended warranty, which like me to forge you to the
Speaker 1: I've never actually gotten past that part.
Speaker 2: That is exactly what I was going to say. Exactly
Speaker 2: what I was going to say is it's so I
Speaker 2: was immediately going to say, you're going to find that
Speaker 2: you you're going to realize that you didn't you don't
Speaker 2: have anything past that? Yeah, how do you? How does that? See?
Speaker 3: You know?
Speaker 1: I I I did the bit and it made you
Speaker 1: know here I am so, so there must be something else, right.
Speaker 2: Not no, not necessarily. I don't think that there.
Speaker 1: Must be no, but I hope there is.
Speaker 2: Okay, that's different from there must be.
Speaker 1: True.
Speaker 2: Okay, so you hope there's something. Well, so then let
Speaker 2: me ask you when you in your head, did you
Speaker 2: do you form some sort of mental scheme of how
Speaker 2: this would go down before you did it? Or do
Speaker 2: you have the idea immediately do it? Do you for
Speaker 2: you at all?
Speaker 1: I pretty much just it was. It was pretty much
Speaker 1: just Tandemouth immediately went straight to the to the phone
Speaker 1: with that one Okay.
Speaker 2: You know what. By the way, that's fine because I
Speaker 2: would rather you try it, then overthink all the different
Speaker 2: ways it could go and not and then just decide
Speaker 2: after all to not try it, you know, Yeah, because
Speaker 2: what because you learn nothing if you don't try right.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, overthinking can really lead to just not
Speaker 1: doing it right, So just do the thing.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 2: So I'm glad you did it. And and you know, look,
Speaker 2: what was your whole thing. You were gonna do it
Speaker 2: and see what happens. And ultimately what happened is that
Speaker 2: we got to have this nice little interaction that I
Speaker 2: feel like had a good takeaway message to it. So
Speaker 2: at the end of the day it worked. If it
Speaker 2: working means that it led to something at least mildly productive.
Speaker 1: Yeah. So I guess. I guess we answered the question
Speaker 1: of whether it would work or not.
Speaker 2: Sure? Sure? What did you say your name was?
Speaker 1: I didn't.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, Well there's a pleasure talking to you, man.
Speaker 2: I hope you have a good rest of the night.
Speaker 1: Likewise, lyle good luck with across America, and thanks for
Speaker 1: doing your thing.
Speaker 2: Thank you man, Take care bye.
Speaker 3: Goes on the line taking your phone calls every night.
Speaker 3: Goes I was teaching you.
Speaker 5: Call from Tierra.
Speaker 2: Kia, Kiera. Hello is this hello? What's your name?
Speaker 6: Kiera?
Speaker 2: Hi? How are you? Kiera?
Speaker 4: Oh?
Speaker 7: My goodness, Grace, Hello, I'm good.
Speaker 2: How are you?
Speaker 5: You?
Speaker 8: Say?
Speaker 2: Oh my? What is can I in that?
Speaker 8: Oh?
Speaker 2: My goodness, gracious? I said so many different emotions.
Speaker 7: I know, I'm so excited.
Speaker 6: I'm sorry.
Speaker 2: No, you don't have to apologize for anything. Where are
Speaker 2: these emotions coming from? Let's dive into them.
Speaker 5: Well.
Speaker 7: I called today because the kid that I know has
Speaker 7: been kind of starting with me, and then all of
Speaker 7: a sudden, I was like, hey, guess what. I have
Speaker 7: this big crush on a girl and I need your help, okay,
Speaker 7: And I was like, I don't know what to do
Speaker 7: about it because he kind of told me and he's like,
Speaker 7: I need your help, and I'm like, all right, but
Speaker 7: didn't you just asked me out like.
Speaker 6: Two days ago.
Speaker 2: How old are you, Kiara?
Speaker 7: I'm nineteen, all right?
Speaker 2: So he had wait, so wait, he asked you out
Speaker 2: two days ago?
Speaker 7: He asked me out two days prior, and then was like, Hey,
Speaker 7: I have a big crush on this girl. I need
Speaker 7: your help.
Speaker 2: Why would he do That's Stu? Why would he ask
Speaker 2: you out and then tell you that he was talking
Speaker 2: to another girl.
Speaker 7: I have, yeah, I have no idea. He was starting
Speaker 7: with me the own knights and stuff, and then all
Speaker 7: of a sudden, he's like, I'm at this party with
Speaker 7: a girl and I need your hope. I really don't
Speaker 7: know what to do. I've been loving her and we've
Speaker 7: been walking home every day from high school, and I'm like, oh, dude,
Speaker 7: you're like twenty five, now get over it.
Speaker 2: So hold on, you said, he asked you out? Did
Speaker 2: you go on? Like he said to you? He said, milady,
Speaker 2: I'd like to take you on an evening on the town,
Speaker 2: something to that effect, I assume. And then did you
Speaker 2: go then on that evening on the town?
Speaker 7: So he asked me out, and then he was like,
Speaker 7: my brother has corona maybe possibly, so I can't go out.
Speaker 7: I said, yeah, that's fine, that's cool, understandable. And then
Speaker 7: my mom ended up getting corona and I got tested
Speaker 7: and I was negative. But he said things got a
Speaker 7: little too not like he said, but I guess things
Speaker 7: got a little too busy for his liking. And he
Speaker 7: moved past it and then asked me help about this girl.
Speaker 2: It sounds like you shouldn't be at the party. Then
Speaker 2: it sounds like you should warn everyone at the party
Speaker 2: that they have coronavirus.
Speaker 7: Oh him, Yeah, yeah, definitely right. I don't know any
Speaker 7: of his friends though, I don't know him.
Speaker 2: What's your name, Kiera Caer. I don't like, I something
Speaker 2: something doesn't sit right with me about uh, this guy,
Speaker 2: this kid.
Speaker 7: Yeah, me too, that's what my mom says. I've been
Speaker 7: crushing on him for like five years now, which probably
Speaker 7: sucks kind of a simple move.
Speaker 2: But I've heard this what I've heard a lot of
Speaker 2: girls referred to guys as like the kids, like even
Speaker 2: if they're like significantly older than them. Like I have
Speaker 2: a friend who does that too, Like she says, like,
Speaker 2: I've been talking to this kid. That's the thing I've
Speaker 2: been noticing lately.
Speaker 7: Yeah, I don't Yeah, I don't know. I've been saying
Speaker 7: kid for the longest time, you know, I don't know.
Speaker 7: I don't know where it came from ever ever since,
Speaker 7: I feel like boy got a little weird.
Speaker 2: It's like this boy, guy seems a pro. Guy seems
Speaker 2: like the most appropriate.
Speaker 7: I mean, yeah, guy, I guess guy or like dude,
Speaker 7: this dude, I've been talking to, I guess, kid does
Speaker 7: seem a little weird. This kid I've been talking to.
Speaker 2: So you've had a crush on this this this for
Speaker 2: life form person thing for uh five years?
Speaker 7: You say, yeah, and before that too, when we first
Speaker 7: because we were in like this uh hangout group together.
Speaker 7: I was a little too young for him at the time,
Speaker 7: and I fully, I don't understand that, right, but he
Speaker 7: we went out to the mall with my friends and stuff,
Speaker 7: and he was like, yeah, I don't like you. And
Speaker 7: then my friends were like, oh, just hold her he
Speaker 7: and just hold her hen and I was like, dude.
Speaker 6: Stop talking about this because he's weird.
Speaker 7: And he's like, yeah, I just don't like you at all.
Speaker 7: And then he dropped me for a year and then
Speaker 7: he came out of nowhere like slurting and all this stuff.
Speaker 6: And I was like, okay, I guess.
Speaker 2: So, uh yeah, that sounds a little strange that we
Speaker 2: was hanging out with you when you were fourteen.
Speaker 7: Oh yeah, it was it was a I mean, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 7: it's true.
Speaker 8: We were. It was weird.
Speaker 4: It was like this like.
Speaker 7: Teenage adolescent hangout group that we were kind of part of.
Speaker 7: She became friends through that.
Speaker 2: Uh well, Kiera, let's say, for for for for multiple
Speaker 2: multiple reasons that you have described this evening. Uh, not
Speaker 2: knowing much about this guy, I think that it would
Speaker 2: be best for you to pursue uh uh, you know,
Speaker 2: alternative relationship options. You know, you've You've presented no information
Speaker 2: that so far that makes me believe that this guy
Speaker 2: is will provide much value to your life.
Speaker 6: Right, like a cool dude.
Speaker 7: That's what my mom said too. I know, I really do.
Speaker 7: At first, you seem so cool and we're kind of
Speaker 7: clicking on all these same things, and we're like, we
Speaker 7: all we like the same things, and we like the
Speaker 7: same video games. I don't know, it was a weird thing.
Speaker 2: You'll find other people who like the same things in
Speaker 2: the same video games as you. Kiera, I do believe,
Speaker 2: but you know what, you're nineteen, you don't. I don't.
Speaker 2: I don't even worry about this stuff. If I were you,
Speaker 2: What do you do with your life? What? What about
Speaker 2: outside of your dating world?
Speaker 7: Well, I got I got laid off McDonald's, so that
Speaker 7: sucks a while ago, but nothing really. Honestly, me and
Speaker 7: my family just go out on the river. I try
Speaker 7: to help around the house as much as I could.
Speaker 7: That's not in I'm looking for a new job though,
Speaker 7: mm hmmm.
Speaker 2: Are you gonna go to school? Do you?
Speaker 4: Do?
Speaker 2: You have like a thing that you want to do
Speaker 2: with your existence?
Speaker 7: So, like I graduated high school and I really wanted
Speaker 7: to become a special text makeup artist because I'm I've
Speaker 7: been working on that for years. Yeah, right, that's very cool.
Speaker 2: I think that's cool. Look, uh, here's here's what I
Speaker 2: here's let me get let me give you my vision
Speaker 2: for you, Kiara. Is you you have this sort of
Speaker 2: thing where you want a cool guy, right, But Kiera,
Speaker 2: instead of focusing on trying to find a cool guy,
Speaker 2: I think you should focus on becoming the cool girl.
Speaker 2: You know, be the cool makeup effects artist girl, you know,
Speaker 2: really lean into into that more than trying to find
Speaker 2: someone else to bring coolness into your life. Care I
Speaker 2: believe that you have all the necessary tools at hand
Speaker 2: to be the cool person on your own. You don't
Speaker 2: need another person to fill your life with cool experiences
Speaker 2: and you know all all that. So so yeah, I
Speaker 2: would focus on that, Kiara.
Speaker 7: All right, yeah, thank you.
Speaker 2: Of course. Of course, what were you gonna say? Just now?
Speaker 2: I interrupted you.
Speaker 7: I was about to say, my family goes on a
Speaker 7: whole bunch of adventures that they take along everybody, So honestly,
Speaker 7: I just don't need somebody. Yeah, you could just go
Speaker 7: do that, beautiful.
Speaker 2: I like that for you, Kara. I hope, I hope
Speaker 2: you keep that the heart that you've got. You've got
Speaker 2: what you need already.
Speaker 7: Thank you so much.
Speaker 2: Of course, you have a good rest to the nights.
Speaker 9: You too, have a good night.
Speaker 6: Hello.
Speaker 9: Hi, Hi, what's that?
Speaker 2: I'm a gecko?
Speaker 9: Yes you are.
Speaker 2: What's your name?
Speaker 4: My name is.
Speaker 2: Sandra, Sandra like Cassandra, No, just.
Speaker 9: Sandra like Sandra D.
Speaker 2: Sandra D.
Speaker 9: Yeah.
Speaker 2: What are you doing right now? Sandradios? I kind of
Speaker 2: have no idea what you just said.
Speaker 9: I said I was watching a new boss Baby movie.
Speaker 2: I have a new boss Baby movie. Yeah, how is it?
Speaker 2: Is it any good?
Speaker 9: Honestly I stopped watching because you started streaming and interesting. Yeah,
Speaker 9: I mean it didn't hold my attention, but it definitely
Speaker 9: helped my three year old attention.
Speaker 2: I'm gonna be honest, I'm truly truly honored to uh
Speaker 2: be hold your attention more than the Boss Baby movie.
Speaker 2: Because I'm just a dumb guy. I don't have anything
Speaker 2: and they have got like a whole movie studio over there.
Speaker 2: So you know, I really feel like you switching on
Speaker 2: this instead. The boss baby is a is a victory
Speaker 2: for the little geck.
Speaker 9: Yeah, I suppose. So you have a toddler you say, yes,
Speaker 9: and a seventeen year old and an eleven year old.
Speaker 9: I'm kind of a old lady.
Speaker 2: Interesting every So you have a seventeen year old and
Speaker 2: eleven year old and a toddler?
Speaker 10: Yes?
Speaker 2: How did it end up that they were so far apart?
Speaker 2: They all from? Can? I I know how willing to
Speaker 2: answer personal questions you are, but at any given time
Speaker 2: you don't. You can, you cannot. But I'm curious. Are
Speaker 2: they all from the same guy?
Speaker 9: No? No, no, no. The two older ones are from
Speaker 9: my first marriage, and so this little guy, he's from
Speaker 9: my new one. That's all.
Speaker 2: That's cool. Are you do you still keep in contact
Speaker 2: with your your sons, the parents, your son's father.
Speaker 9: Well, no, my little guy, I'm with his dad. It's
Speaker 9: the girls, my daughters that I mean I have. I
Speaker 9: have to talk to him every once in a while.
Speaker 9: But it's I don't know, it's whatever.
Speaker 4: I guess.
Speaker 9: It's not like anything crazy. I don't have any drama,
Speaker 9: which is nice.
Speaker 2: That's good though. It's good to have a drama free
Speaker 2: relationship with your children's father.
Speaker 9: Yeah, it is, because I see some pretty fucked up
Speaker 9: ship on the internet. I'm part of this like stepmom
Speaker 9: group and there's a lot of fucking crazy ass people. Yes,
Speaker 9: they're crazy.
Speaker 2: Is it like a Reddit group or a message board
Speaker 2: or something like that. A Facebook thing.
Speaker 9: It's a Facebook thing. It's called a am I allowed
Speaker 9: to say the group name?
Speaker 2: Sure? Yeah, you know.
Speaker 9: It's called Unapologetic step Mom Group. And so I joined
Speaker 9: it because I do have a step son with my
Speaker 9: new with my new guy, and you know, just for
Speaker 9: support because I've never I've never you know, obviously I've
Speaker 9: never had like step kid before.
Speaker 4: Go on some like.
Speaker 9: Tips and stuff that really all I do is go
Speaker 9: in there and complain about about like the birth mom
Speaker 9: of their step kids and really how yeah, And so
Speaker 9: I mean to be honest, I mean I should I
Speaker 9: shouldn't really be in it, but I do. I do love.
Speaker 9: I love other people's drama. So I guess that is
Speaker 9: something thing tonight that excites me is is other people's
Speaker 9: drama as long as it's not mine.
Speaker 2: Interesting so when you say you shouldn't be there, do
Speaker 2: you mean to say this group is not giving you
Speaker 2: any actual value in terms of how to be a
Speaker 2: better step mom. But you just look at it because
Speaker 2: you you you like being a third party observer of
Speaker 2: the drama.
Speaker 9: Correct, Yes, So I don't have any drama to contribute,
Speaker 9: I guess to the group. So I'm just an observer,
Speaker 9: a lurker.
Speaker 2: Really, you know, there is I hate to say it,
Speaker 2: because in a perfect world, we would all just be grateful,
Speaker 2: you know, we would all just kind of block everything
Speaker 2: out and stay on our lanes. But there is a
Speaker 2: lot of, uh, there is some value to be gained in,
Speaker 2: uh you know, looking at other step moms and going,
Speaker 2: you know, what I got going on not that bad
Speaker 2: compared to uh, what I'm saying on this crazy Facebook group.
Speaker 6: Yeah.
Speaker 9: Yeah, Just give me some hope that you know, I'm
Speaker 9: doing the right thing, that we're in a good in
Speaker 9: a good place with everything versus those other crazy people.
Speaker 2: Can I ask, what is at least you don't have
Speaker 2: to give me the number one, but maybe something among
Speaker 2: the craziest things you have seen in the stepmom Facebook group.
Speaker 9: Oh my gosh, I Honestly, I don't even know where
Speaker 9: to start. It's just a lot of it's just a
Speaker 9: lot of craziness, especially when it comes to people's like
Speaker 9: court dates and them asking for like advice about what
Speaker 9: they should do, like in terms of you know, like
Speaker 9: keeping track of like the text messaging and like screenshots
Speaker 9: and stuff like that of what the the BM is
Speaker 9: what they call the birth mom. But anyways, it's just
Speaker 9: like a a bunch of stuff like that. I can't
Speaker 9: really I can't really pinpoint like one crazy thing. It's
Speaker 9: just it's just a lot. It's there's a lot to
Speaker 9: choose from.
Speaker 2: It's it's the vibe of the stress of them having
Speaker 2: to keep such perfect track of all these text messages
Speaker 2: where you're like, I'm glad I don't have to do that.
Speaker 9: Yeah, yeah, it gets pretty great. A lot of petty people,
Speaker 9: that's for sure.
Speaker 2: You have a good relationship with your son's birth mother
Speaker 2: or or.
Speaker 9: Your daughter's birth mother, No, we actually do. She is
Speaker 9: super cool. She's actually on my on my son's emergency
Speaker 9: contact list for his little preschool, So I mean she
Speaker 9: is somebody that we I mean that I have to see.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So I'm sure it sounds like you're the only
Speaker 2: one in that Facebook group that has their their son
Speaker 2: has has the birth mom has the BM in in
Speaker 2: their emergency contexts.
Speaker 9: Yeah, I think so. To be honest, I don't really.
Speaker 9: I mean obviously though the people. I don't know if
Speaker 9: there's other lurkers like me who just like to read
Speaker 9: all the craziness of it. But maybe there is some
Speaker 9: other normal people on there. I haven't seen any seen it,
Speaker 9: but who knows. Maybe, but maybe you're.
Speaker 2: So this chat. Maybe there's other people who are like
Speaker 2: someone else has found this crazy stepmom group and for
Speaker 2: them I hit you up so you guys can talk
Speaker 2: about it. Okay, Well, thank you so much for calling.
Speaker 2: What did you say your name was?
Speaker 4: Uh?
Speaker 9: I'm sorry, what was it?
Speaker 2: I said, thank you so much for calling. What did
Speaker 2: you say your name was?
Speaker 6: Oh?
Speaker 2: My name is Sandra, Sandra. It was a pleasure speaking
Speaker 2: with you. You have a good rest of the night.
Speaker 9: Thanks you too.
Speaker 11: Get Paul from Bananas.
Speaker 2: Bananas? What you're on the thing?
Speaker 5: Mom?
Speaker 4: Did?
Speaker 10: What was going on?
Speaker 5: Uh?
Speaker 2: When everyone you're dead? You said? Can you turn off
Speaker 2: your stream?
Speaker 8: Yes?
Speaker 2: I'm wondering how, but I wonder if I'm gonna be
Speaker 2: still saying that a year from now, if I'll have
Speaker 2: fixed that a year from now, or if I'll still
Speaker 2: be could someone hold me accountable to fix to fix
Speaker 2: my phone line system at some point?
Speaker 10: Do you have someone in your personal life that could
Speaker 10: do that?
Speaker 2: No, everyone in my personal life is busy. Everyone in
Speaker 2: my personal life has elected to do realer things with
Speaker 2: their life, which I am okay with. I understand that.
Speaker 10: I mean, you're comparing again that right, You're what you're
Speaker 10: doing is pretty vital. I wanted to say d MT doodles,
Speaker 10: but saying bananas over and over again, it's like much easier.
Speaker 11: So what I've wanted to say d MT doodles, but
Speaker 11: saying doodles that that's that's my Instagram.
Speaker 10: Yeah. I asked you if you had tried DMT and
Speaker 10: you said no, So I guess that's my main.
Speaker 2: Okay, so you had. By the way, are you on
Speaker 2: d MT right now? You You don't sound definitely not okay.
Speaker 2: Have you been on d MT in the last like
Speaker 2: twenty four hours.
Speaker 10: No, No, it's been a few weeks since.
Speaker 2: I that's the dimension, since you left the dimension. Yeah,
Speaker 2: you sound I I want to put my finger on it,
Speaker 2: but I know I'm not going to hire. There's I
Speaker 2: don't know. But I mean, here's the thing is, I
Speaker 2: don't know you, so to say that you sound weird
Speaker 2: right now, I have no.
Speaker 10: Heart I don't have my heart rates like ninety or
Speaker 10: like one hundred right now.
Speaker 2: Oh, you're nervous, fair enough. Yes, that's interesting to be
Speaker 2: because you know, you look to leave the dimension mentally. Yeah,
Speaker 2: it sounds to me like it would be a very
Speaker 2: nerve racking experience.
Speaker 10: Would you not have most the most Yes, definitely.
Speaker 2: Calling an internet echo man seems like it's a few
Speaker 2: tears below that in terms of uh distress it might induce.
Speaker 2: So I'm surprised that you're nervous right now?
Speaker 10: Okay, Well, can I explain that real quick?
Speaker 2: I would love for you to explain that, for like.
Speaker 10: The past seventy two hours, I've had nothing to do,
Speaker 10: so I've been rewatching your old streams or not rewatching.
Speaker 10: I had never seen them. I've never seen them, so
Speaker 10: like I'm watching them for the first time and so
Speaker 10: like you, you have been my life for the past
Speaker 10: three days, dude, And so I'm still nervous.
Speaker 2: Yeah, And is it weird that you've been because I'm interested.
Speaker 2: So it's it weird that you've been listening to me
Speaker 2: for the past seventy two hours and now we're like
Speaker 2: talking on the phone.
Speaker 10: I mean, I was like, I'm going to talk to
Speaker 10: him one day, and I've called like I don't know,
Speaker 10: twenty five times tonight and I was like, Yeah, I'm
Speaker 10: gonna go, I'm going to talk to this this awesome
Speaker 10: human who does it weird service to our community?
Speaker 5: Uh?
Speaker 2: You know, I always say, because here's the thing. When
Speaker 2: I listen to shows like Desire, if I were listening
Speaker 2: to my stream or like some like call in thing
Speaker 2: or whatever, even a game show, I feel like if
Speaker 2: you listen to her or watch it that much, at
Speaker 2: some point, you're going to go You're going to think
Speaker 2: in your head about what you would say or what
Speaker 2: you would be like if you were on the thing
Speaker 2: you had to I did that happen? Did you ever think, like,
Speaker 2: did you ever like come up with a fictional scenario
Speaker 2: like what would you say if you were on the phone? Yes,
Speaker 2: And I'm now curious, how is the reality of your
Speaker 2: call matching up with that schema that you set.
Speaker 10: Well, I didn't anticipate the physiological reaction I would have
Speaker 10: to talking to another human of course, so I guess
Speaker 10: my delivery has been a bit delayed by five minutes.
Speaker 10: And yeah, that's my question.
Speaker 2: It sneaks up on you, dude. I hate it's so annoying.
Speaker 2: It's the most of not it's it's an obnoxious thing
Speaker 2: where you have a You're like, I'm gonna go do
Speaker 2: this thing, and you picture in your mind you doing
Speaker 2: it the way that you talk, the way that you
Speaker 2: come off, and then you get there in reality, and
Speaker 2: then all of a sudden, you're the body starts your
Speaker 2: heart exactly what's going on, Your heart rate starts going,
Speaker 2: You speak slower because you're nervous, and you're like, fuck,
Speaker 2: I didn't back to this into the best part of
Speaker 2: the plan. And then it's three.
Speaker 10: You all off and you live forwards and learn backwards.
Speaker 10: Mister kick. You said you said something the other day,
Speaker 10: and when I was listening to your stream that it's
Speaker 10: important to feel nervous, like my life is exciting enough
Speaker 10: to feel nervous, and I was like, that's so facts fair.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I got to take my own advice on that, dude,
Speaker 2: I really do.
Speaker 10: It's hard, it's it's practice. I think it's not. It's
Speaker 10: not something you could just realize that and put into action.
Speaker 10: It's like, maybe it takes a while, but yeah, infinite
Speaker 10: patience is not virtuous.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 10: Also, also, everyone twenty one plus should try d MT.
Speaker 10: I have to say that while I'm here.
Speaker 2: What is it like? Can you not be eighteen? Oh
Speaker 2: thought I thought DMT was wholly illegal.
Speaker 10: It's been decriminalized in California and Oregon. So if you're
Speaker 10: twenty one, you can possess it, share it, smoke it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but you can't like set up a like dm
Speaker 2: you know, DMTD DNT Emporium.
Speaker 10: Yes, I can. I plan on it one day. Yes,
Speaker 10: to experience molecule, extract the molecule, Yeah, definitely.
Speaker 2: My house just started flickering and I'm afraid that my
Speaker 2: WiFi is going to cut out. So I wanted to
Speaker 2: make that clear, but I want to I'm sorry. What
Speaker 2: were you going to say?
Speaker 10: Thank you for the clarity? First off? Yeah, I just
Speaker 10: planned to spread the molecule as much as possible before
Speaker 10: I die.
Speaker 2: We never got to this point. I forgot what I
Speaker 2: was going to ask you. You said you left the
Speaker 2: universe and you were going to explain that, and then
Speaker 2: you got into how you were listening to podcast. But
Speaker 2: I want to hear your explanation of you leaving the universe.
Speaker 10: Well, you take a very small amount of this substance,
Speaker 10: like tiny, like on top of your finger. Now I'm out,
Speaker 10: and you vaporize it and you take three big hits
Speaker 10: and then you're asleep for ten minutes, and your third eye,
Speaker 10: which is I feel like it's you where your energy
Speaker 10: is then directed at like a forty five degree angle
Speaker 10: out of your head into another realm. If you get there,
Speaker 10: if you take the full three hits, and then you
Speaker 10: burst into another realm, and there's beans there. They're showing
Speaker 10: you weird shit and talking to you, and they're kind
Speaker 10: of annoyed sometimes that they have to stop what they're
Speaker 10: doing to deal with your energy. And they're always like, here,
Speaker 10: we're here to show you stuff. Here's all the knowledge,
Speaker 10: and then you forget it all like a dream, kind
Speaker 10: of ten minutes later in your back sober Dober. We
Speaker 10: make it all the time, and our lungs and our brain.
Speaker 10: And doctor Rick Strassman out of New Mexico did studies
Speaker 10: in the nineties dea sanctions, so there's plenty of research
Speaker 10: on it and it's file available. It comes from within.
Speaker 2: So it sounds like it sounds like like it's the
Speaker 2: way that it is experienced is very similar to just
Speaker 2: a really intense dream.
Speaker 10: Yeah, like instant dream. But like dream is all of
Speaker 10: this reality. You don't experience nothing of this reality over there.
Speaker 10: It's all foreign and it's perfect, and it's machine. It's
Speaker 10: there's no yeah, there's no faults. There's no faults here
Speaker 10: in this reality. Yeah.
Speaker 2: I want to try psychedelic drugs very badly, but I
Speaker 2: just am not. I've never done like acid or shrooms
Speaker 2: or any of that stuff because I'm not. I'm not
Speaker 2: at the point where I want to yet, but I
Speaker 2: eventually would like to because I because here's the thing,
Speaker 2: I have no idea what you're talking about, but I
Speaker 2: believe you you know what I mean, So I want
Speaker 2: to see it for myself.
Speaker 10: Yeah, it's it's your birth right.
Speaker 2: What's it's my birth right?
Speaker 4: Is?
Speaker 2: Do you do you believe that it's everyone's birthright.
Speaker 10: To see this genuinely? Because it comes from the ground.
Speaker 10: I mean, it comes from it comes from the the
Speaker 10: rock we're floating on. It's in thousands of living plants
Speaker 10: and animals. All you have to do is extract it.
Speaker 10: And it's in you right now in very small quantities.
Speaker 2: So are you saying I'm hoigh right now?
Speaker 10: No, And I appreciate your sentiment saying you want to
Speaker 10: try psychedelics. Yeah, that's very cool. I was hoping that
Speaker 10: was your thing. I was hoping that I try it.
Speaker 2: But you know, here's the thing is, you know, I'm
Speaker 2: you know, can at times. You know, I mean the
Speaker 2: same as everyone, you know, be a little anxi, just
Speaker 2: be a little overthinking, be a little too deep into
Speaker 2: my head, and that happens. You know. I like to
Speaker 2: smoke weed to relax, but when I smoke too much,
Speaker 2: I go deep into my own head and I don't
Speaker 2: like that that much unless if I'm in the right
Speaker 2: sort of mode for it. And I feel like these drugs, psychedelts,
Speaker 2: they're just like, hey, you know, when you go into
Speaker 2: your head when you smoke marijuana, let's drill into the
Speaker 2: center of the head.
Speaker 10: Pour buckets and buckets of it. Yes, it's definitely weed
Speaker 10: times of me, but it's only ten minutes onlike mushrooms
Speaker 10: or acid, which are like hours, twelve hours, eight hours.
Speaker 2: That's another thing, is like it's only ten minutes. I
Speaker 2: could do ten minutes. I got ten minutes, dude.
Speaker 10: Yeah, it's very It's like, you know, the most intense,
Speaker 10: the scariest ten minutes of your life. Yeah, beautiful as well, of.
Speaker 11: Course, definitely.
Speaker 2: Well, I'll say one thing, you're a good advertisement for this.
Speaker 2: You should They should pay you. Whoever makes money off
Speaker 2: of the empt you should be like, are something I do?
Speaker 8: I do?
Speaker 10: Yeah, there are people who I study it constantly in
Speaker 10: Canada and San Diego and Michigan.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you're a good salesman. I hope that you're earnings
Speaker 2: off of all the DMT that you're getting people to smoke.
Speaker 10: Yes, I don't care about that. I want the collective
Speaker 10: energy to like be awakened, so obnoxious watching all the
Speaker 10: people not Yeah, anyways, beautiful.
Speaker 2: What did you say? Your name was?
Speaker 11: DMT doodles, DMT doodles, mister kick.
Speaker 2: Well, you're gonna thank you so much for calling in man.
Speaker 10: Yeah, I appreciate you.
Speaker 8: All. From Quinn.
Speaker 2: Quinn, Yes, Quinn, we've talked before, haven't we.
Speaker 12: I'm sorry, could you say that again?
Speaker 2: We've talked before, haven't we?
Speaker 12: Uh No, I'm just Quinn.
Speaker 2: That wasn't really an answer to my question, but I
Speaker 2: also kind of think it.
Speaker 12: Was it was hard to understand. Sorry, Yeah, I don't know.
Speaker 2: Phones, man, what about them?
Speaker 12: I feel like they could be better. I feel like
Speaker 12: there's more we could do, make the connection a little
Speaker 12: bit better person to person. You know, I always, ever
Speaker 12: since I was little, I've always had an issue with
Speaker 12: just not being able to really understand what is being
Speaker 12: said through the speaker.
Speaker 2: You know, ever since you were little, you haven't you've
Speaker 2: had an issue understanding phones, No.
Speaker 12: Understanding like the person's voice coming out of the speaker,
Speaker 12: Like I have a hard time understanding what's being said.
Speaker 2: Are you having a hard time understanding what I'm saying
Speaker 2: right now?
Speaker 12: No, right now, it's good. But what you were saying
Speaker 12: originally whenever I first got online, that's I had a
Speaker 12: hard time with that.
Speaker 2: Mmmm. Okay, So so this only applies to the beginning
Speaker 2: of phone conversations, but it slowly fades away as you
Speaker 2: get deeper into the phone conversation, I believe.
Speaker 12: So, you know, I've never really thought about it really hard,
Speaker 12: but I think I think there is something to it.
Speaker 2: What thrills you?
Speaker 12: Honestly, those roller coasters on in the background. I haven't
Speaker 12: been to six Flags in a long time, and seeing
Speaker 12: these videos has really taking me back.
Speaker 2: M what is it taking you back to?
Speaker 4: So?
Speaker 12: Six Flags used to have a branch out in Houston,
Speaker 12: Texas called Astro World, and I think they closed that
Speaker 12: down and I was like seven or eight, and several
Speaker 12: of the roller coasters on there are actually reminding me
Speaker 12: of a lot of the rides that were out there.
Speaker 12: So you know, it's just bringing back a lot of
Speaker 12: memory of a summer out with the family in the
Speaker 12: real hot Houston heat and just you know, going around
Speaker 12: on rides and having the time of my life, you know,
Speaker 12: as much of a time as a five year old
Speaker 12: kid can have.
Speaker 2: Let me ask you, Zilling, have you had fun like that?
Speaker 2: Since I don't think so. No, How does that make
Speaker 2: you feel?
Speaker 12: It feels like, you know, I need to get out
Speaker 12: there and do something. I need to look for that thrill.
Speaker 2: What do you think you might find it?
Speaker 12: I don't know. I recently moved out to North Carolina
Speaker 12: and I'm kind of looking for things to do. There's
Speaker 12: a place over here called the Whitewater Center where they
Speaker 12: do Olympic trials. They've got a zip line out there
Speaker 12: that I'm thinking of getting up on.
Speaker 2: Ooh is a zip line and camp be an Olympic sport.
Speaker 8: Is it?
Speaker 12: No, it's a meant for like whitewater rafting kind of stuff.
Speaker 12: That's the main attraction there. But they've got some like
Speaker 12: you can do some kayaking, They've got ziplines, They've got
Speaker 12: all sorts of things out there.
Speaker 2: Okay, a zip lining sounds like it would be fun,
Speaker 2: but it's a very short experience. You know, it's not
Speaker 2: going to solve all your problems getting on a zip line.
Speaker 2: I know that from experience. You get on the zip line,
Speaker 2: you go across the ocean or whatever, you go across
Speaker 2: the lake, and then you know you still got to
Speaker 2: go to work tomorrow.
Speaker 12: Yeah, but you know in that moment, in that moment,
Speaker 12: everything melts away.
Speaker 2: Hmm. Okay, so you're going to go to this Olympic
Speaker 2: Trials zip line thing and what else? What else would
Speaker 2: you like to do to bring more thrills into your Life's.
Speaker 12: That's a very good question, And honestly, I think I
Speaker 12: have to think on that a little bit because you know,
Speaker 12: right now, it's like I'm just trying to make ends
Speaker 12: meet work, you know, take care of my relationship, got
Speaker 12: a fiance hopefully going to marry in the next year
Speaker 12: or so, because you know, pandemic and everything. Got to
Speaker 12: make sure that the whole family can come out and
Speaker 12: have fun. So yeah, I've I just got to reflect
Speaker 12: on that a little bit.
Speaker 2: Mister Dick, How did you meet your fiance?
Speaker 12: So we met at a coffee shop. I was working
Speaker 12: there and then she came in and she was dressed
Speaker 12: in a way that made me think she was into
Speaker 12: girls and not into guys. So I just kind of
Speaker 12: was like, you know, I'll never have a chance with her.
Speaker 12: But then one of my coworkers ended up befriending her
Speaker 12: and she was like, Hey, that guy thinks you're cute.
Speaker 12: And then my coworker was like, hey, she thinks you're cute,
Speaker 12: and then we started talking, so it went from there.
Speaker 2: That's nice. That's cool. I love stories like that, you know.
Speaker 2: I feel like today most people they meet through the
Speaker 2: apps or something like that. It's cool to, you know,
Speaker 2: meet people in parson like that.
Speaker 12: Yeah, I agree.
Speaker 2: And well, what was her reaction when you told her
Speaker 2: that you at first thought that she was into girls?
Speaker 12: She said, yeah, I kind of get that a lot.
Speaker 12: She it was just at the time she had a
Speaker 12: shorter hair and was dressing in some like plaid and stuff.
Speaker 12: She likes to call it a grunge fashion. So it's
Speaker 12: just kind of a little bit less feminine. I don't
Speaker 12: want to say masculine, but just a little less feminine.
Speaker 2: Feminine is would you consider now let me ask you,
Speaker 2: would you consider yourself to be grungy in any way,
Speaker 2: shape or form? No, they are, you know, ripped jeans.
Speaker 2: It's funny because you don't sound like it at all.
Speaker 2: You kind of sound like you wear glasses.
Speaker 12: Oh, I actually wear shirt and I am wearing a
Speaker 12: button down shirt right now. Got it from the Van Storre,
Speaker 12: so you know, it's a little more stylish.
Speaker 2: You don't sound like you have any like tattoos or
Speaker 2: piercings or anything like that.
Speaker 12: Nope, not yet. Hopefully I'll get a tattoo one.
Speaker 10: Of these days.
Speaker 2: What are you gonna get a tattoo of?
Speaker 12: That's still up in the air. I'm still looking at
Speaker 12: my options.
Speaker 2: What are the options you're looking at?
Speaker 12: I was thinking maybe something a little more you know, traditional,
Speaker 12: some you know, a traditional kind of tattoo. Definitely not
Speaker 12: going to do anything tribal, since I'm still working in coffee,
Speaker 12: kind of stereotypical thing is to get a tattoo of
Speaker 12: a coffee plant, so like the cherries on the stem
Speaker 12: with some leaves, and you know, I could get something
Speaker 12: like that.
Speaker 2: I'd find it funny that because you work at a
Speaker 2: coffee shop you want to get a coffee plant. That
Speaker 2: seems like like if an Amazon worker wanted to get
Speaker 2: like a box.
Speaker 12: You know, if an Amazon worker wanted to get a box, that's,
Speaker 12: you know, go for it.
Speaker 4: Man.
Speaker 12: Maybe Jeff Bezos got has a box. You never know,
Speaker 12: he's got the smile on there for sure.
Speaker 2: Do you think you think he has a box tattooed
Speaker 2: on his ass?
Speaker 12: Yeah? Yeah, absolutely, and his new girlfriend is probably loving
Speaker 12: it beautiful.
Speaker 2: Would you say your name was Quinn? Quinn? Good luck
Speaker 2: with the engage. How are you gonna propose everything? Do
Speaker 2: you have a thing you're gonna do?
Speaker 4: No?
Speaker 12: I actually already did propose. So she was really into uh,
Speaker 12: she said yes, of.
Speaker 2: Course, she said she's really into frogs.
Speaker 12: Yeah, so I asked her, will you share my lily
Speaker 12: pad with me?
Speaker 8: Oh?
Speaker 2: That's cute, that's very cute. Well, I wish you a
Speaker 2: lily pad full of uh love and coffee and uh
Speaker 2: punk rock my friend.
Speaker 12: Thank you?
Speaker 4: You have the trick call from will Oh?
Speaker 2: Is it Can I call you Willow? Or is it
Speaker 2: will oh Oh?
Speaker 4: It's will oh oh for the last name.
Speaker 2: Okay, how are you doing, will good?
Speaker 1: How are you.
Speaker 2: Uh not too bad? Will? How old are you?
Speaker 9: Dude?
Speaker 4: I'm like twenty I kind of stopped counting after twenty one.
Speaker 2: Really you stopped counting?
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know, still have birthdays, but the number age
Speaker 4: doesn't really matter, right.
Speaker 2: This is such an interesting philosophy. I've never heard from
Speaker 2: someone who does not count their age, or at least
Speaker 2: keep track.
Speaker 5: Yeah.
Speaker 4: I forget all the time. Actually, I always think I'm
Speaker 4: like twenty four or twenty three.
Speaker 2: Still, you know, I like this because you're not defining
Speaker 2: yourself by your age. You're just living life at your
Speaker 2: own pace. That's smart.
Speaker 4: Yeah, AG is more of a mindset.
Speaker 2: Really, Okay, what age do you feel as though you are?
Speaker 2: Having not kept track?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I guess I still feel like twenty three.
Speaker 2: You feel like you're twenty three. There's really and nothing
Speaker 2: is Look, you said you stopped counting when you were
Speaker 2: twenty one, and you think you might be like twenty five.
Speaker 4: Definitely four or five.
Speaker 2: There's really not that big of a fucking difference between
Speaker 2: any of the ages in your early twenties, like three,
Speaker 2: It doesn't matter, you know what. You're kind of selling
Speaker 2: me on. I might try to forget my age. That'd
Speaker 2: be difficult. This is the thing is, it's this is
Speaker 2: a difficult thing to do retroactively because I'd like to
Speaker 2: forget my age, but I don't think I can.
Speaker 4: It was just, you know, stop counting from there and
Speaker 4: then in a few years you won't even know anymore.
Speaker 2: Interesting. That's a good idea. I'm gonna take that. Will
Speaker 2: I have a question for you?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 2: What thrills you?
Speaker 12: What thrills me?
Speaker 4: Oh? Yeah, I just did skydiving. That was thrilling.
Speaker 2: You went skydiving, Yeah.
Speaker 4: Out of a real plane and everything.
Speaker 2: I'm glad. I'm glad you went out of a real
Speaker 2: plane and not out of a was I don't even
Speaker 2: know what's the alternative. I guess you like a magical
Speaker 2: pixie comes down to Earth and grants you the power
Speaker 2: of flight, and then you fly up into the air
Speaker 2: and then the pixie turns it off.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I uh, that was the alternative, but it was
Speaker 4: too expensive, so we just went with the you know,
Speaker 4: the plane does sound expensive?
Speaker 2: Does sound very expensive? Okay, so you went skydiving? What
Speaker 2: what what I mean sky diving? For the record, I
Speaker 2: would never ever do that. Props to you for doing it.
Speaker 2: I would never do that. I'm curious what compelled you
Speaker 2: to want to go skydiving?
Speaker 4: You know, I've always wanted to. It was kind of
Speaker 4: on the list. It was, uh, my sister's graduate from
Speaker 4: high school, so it was on her list too. And yeah,
Speaker 4: you know, when someone I never thought I would say this,
Speaker 4: but when someone says, do you want to jump out
Speaker 4: of a plane? My answer was yet.
Speaker 2: So it was it was primarily your sister's idea, and
Speaker 2: then you hopped on.
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, but I tried to do it prior to
Speaker 4: COVID with another friend and then you know.
Speaker 2: That happened, right, You said you always wanted to do it?
Speaker 2: Can I can? I like know why you wanted to
Speaker 2: do it?
Speaker 11: Like?
Speaker 2: What about it sounded appealing to you?
Speaker 4: It's thrilling.
Speaker 2: Do you consider yourself a thrill seeker?
Speaker 4: Yeah? I mean who doesn't like to be thrilled?
Speaker 2: Right? Some you know, some people don't like to be
Speaker 2: thrilled a lot of people like to sit at home
Speaker 2: and read books. A lot of people are kind of nerds.
Speaker 8: It's not.
Speaker 2: I guess I suppose. So everyone has their own definition
Speaker 2: of thrills.
Speaker 4: And the second reason is is because if I'm ever
Speaker 4: in a plane and need to jump out in an emergency,
Speaker 4: now now I know what to expect.
Speaker 2: Well, you know what to expect if you have to
Speaker 2: jump out of a plane with a parachutes.
Speaker 4: Right, so I uh oh yeah, and some rushing guys
Speaker 4: strapped to my back.
Speaker 2: Right, you got to do it next time without the guy.
Speaker 2: Don't do it without the guy. That would be terrifying.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I don't know if I need that much practice.
Speaker 2: Well, I'm glad to hear that you didn't die.
Speaker 4: Glad I didn't die too Well, before we.
Speaker 2: Go, tell me what's your now now that you've skydive,
Speaker 2: Because here's the thing about thrills, Will, is that you know, uh,
Speaker 2: the effect can only last so long, right until you
Speaker 2: have to get the next hit, you know. So I'm
Speaker 2: wondering where where do you think that that next hit
Speaker 2: of thrill is going to come? Will?
Speaker 4: That's a really good question. But I actually have a
Speaker 4: question for you I want to ask before we go here,
Speaker 4: Why Why is your faith not painted red? It should
Speaker 4: be red? Right for a tongue, because you're inside the mouth.
Speaker 2: Thank you so much for calling. Will I hope you
Speaker 2: have a good rest of the night.
Speaker 4: You too, Thanks guys.
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Speaker 2: back to the calls from Nick.
Speaker 4: Tick Nick.
Speaker 2: Hello, Hey, Hello, Nick?
Speaker 8: There you are.
Speaker 2: How are you?
Speaker 1: How's it going?
Speaker 9: Nick?
Speaker 2: Can you turn your stream off?
Speaker 4: It's off or smuted?
Speaker 2: What are you doing right now? Nick?
Speaker 8: I'm watching you.
Speaker 2: Before you were watching me?
Speaker 8: Uh smoking weed? Hanging out.
Speaker 2: How high are you right now?
Speaker 8: Not very.
Speaker 4: Really?
Speaker 2: Why are you not very high? Did you not smoke
Speaker 2: enough weeds?
Speaker 8: No, it's just very consistent, So it's not like a
Speaker 8: big deal, you.
Speaker 4: Know what I mean?
Speaker 2: Interesting? All right, So you gotten to that point in
Speaker 2: your weed smoking career where being high has become sort
Speaker 2: of like a default state for.
Speaker 8: You, right exactly. It's like twenty four to seven, So
Speaker 8: it's kind of it's not like it's not for fun anymore.
Speaker 11: It's kind of interest.
Speaker 2: Interesting. How do you feel about that?
Speaker 8: Oh, it's miserable and it's expensive, but uh, it helps
Speaker 8: with other things, so I need it kind.
Speaker 2: Of Is it like a medically prescribed thing?
Speaker 8: No, but it's essentially it's essentially what I'm using it as.
Speaker 2: Have you talked to like a therapist or a real
Speaker 2: person about this?
Speaker 8: Yeah? I have a therapist. Actually.
Speaker 2: Interesting, I'm what do they when you talk to them
Speaker 2: about this, this dependency? I'm curious what do they say
Speaker 2: to you?
Speaker 8: Well, she was actually not too against it, which I
Speaker 8: was very surprised at to begin with. Yeah, I was.
Speaker 8: I was pretty shocked, Like she doesn't encourage it or anything,
Speaker 8: but it was very uh, you know, it was very like, well,
Speaker 8: maybe if you just tried to slow down, or maybe
Speaker 8: if you just tried this before you tried smoking and
Speaker 8: things like that.
Speaker 2: So so you said she wasn't like, I mean, she
Speaker 2: obviously didn't endorse it, but she wasn't as appalled by
Speaker 2: it as maybe you thought you would be, yeah, like at.
Speaker 8: All, Like I would even be like, I'm like, I
Speaker 8: have some otandi now in the session, and she's like, yeah,
Speaker 8: I understand, you know what I mean?
Speaker 9: Mm hmm.
Speaker 2: Well I almost feel like that is part of her
Speaker 2: job is to uh not. I feel like if you
Speaker 2: if you shut up to a therapist and you tell
Speaker 2: them something and they went, wow, that's pretty fucked up.
Speaker 8: Yeah, exactly, they're supposed to feel normal. I guess sure
Speaker 8: she did.
Speaker 2: A good dog. So she was saying, maybe you should
Speaker 2: do this instead of this or or something like that.
Speaker 2: What was she what was she trying to say you
Speaker 2: should do instead of smoking weed?
Speaker 8: Just like healthier habits when you uh make me, you
Speaker 8: know that like help with my like mental health issues,
Speaker 8: so like you know, maybe calling like my mom up
Speaker 8: or spending time with my pets and things like that.
Speaker 8: Or there's some of her suggestions that I remember, m hm,
Speaker 8: do you.
Speaker 2: Ever get really high and ped a dog?
Speaker 4: Though?
Speaker 2: It's pretty cool, it is pretty.
Speaker 8: Cool, But I don't have a dog and a cat.
Speaker 2: Unfortunately, unfortunately. Do you not like your cat?
Speaker 8: I do, but I wouldn't. Who wouldn't love a dog?
Speaker 13: Right?
Speaker 2: Right? Right?
Speaker 5: Hm hmm.
Speaker 2: Okay, So she tells you to call your parents, play
Speaker 2: with your call your mom.
Speaker 8: But I also feed a lot of strings in my neighborhood,
Speaker 8: so she'll say, play with your your pets or your
Speaker 8: cats in general.
Speaker 2: That's cool, that's cool, alright, all right, suicide from smoking weed.
Speaker 2: I mean, what do you do? What do you what
Speaker 2: else do you do? Nick?
Speaker 8: I kind of do whatever I can. I kind of
Speaker 8: have an interesting income or ways of making money and
Speaker 8: things like that. I don't. I don't tend to conventionally
Speaker 8: stick to like nine to five.
Speaker 2: Okay, do you do you do you mind sharing? I'm
Speaker 2: curious to hear what.
Speaker 8: It's more just like anything. So I live a very
Speaker 8: low income lifestyle. I live in like a studio apartment
Speaker 8: in a very bad neighborhood. And I don't drive a car.
Speaker 8: I don't, I don't have I don't need much, so
Speaker 8: I don't need to earn much, so I just do
Speaker 8: like little things. My main source of income is I
Speaker 8: started like a clothing resale business from like this stores
Speaker 8: and stuff like that, so I do that a bit.
Speaker 8: Or I'll pick up like shitty jobs for maybe a
Speaker 8: month or two, Like I just picked up one at
Speaker 8: a dollar store. I just started there. So I'll probably
Speaker 8: do that for like maybe a month or two and
Speaker 8: get a couple of tay checks, and then I'll probably
Speaker 8: quit and go back to doing this. I just needed,
Speaker 8: you know, some extra money.
Speaker 2: I like that. I think it's actually I'm actually way
Speaker 2: more impressed whenever I hear people who are like, yeah,
Speaker 2: I live in a less nice place in a less
Speaker 2: nice part of town, but I but I live by
Speaker 2: my own schedule. I'm always way more impressed by that
Speaker 2: than someone who's like I got a whatever million dollar
Speaker 2: mansion or some shit.
Speaker 8: My goal is to work like as little as possible,
Speaker 8: and I have like really bad depression or anxiety and
Speaker 8: like some other mental health issues and like a sleep disorder,
Speaker 8: so it's really hard for me to work. So I
Speaker 8: really try not to hold a like a regular It's
Speaker 8: hard for me to be somewhere at a certain time
Speaker 8: and like, you know, just like work for somebody else,
Speaker 8: because it's like committing eight hours to something can be
Speaker 8: really tough for me. So I just like I'll do
Speaker 8: bullshit jobs, like I said, like a dollar store, where
Speaker 8: like someone's not really expecting too much of me, and
Speaker 8: I can kind of bullshit throughout the day and sit
Speaker 8: on my phone and like I even walk home on
Speaker 8: my break and smoke weat and walk back and don't
Speaker 8: even notice this. And then like I even do other
Speaker 8: things too, Like my girlfriend, uh has like a porn
Speaker 8: type thing, so she'll sometimes pay me to do that,
Speaker 8: and I'll get money from doing that too.
Speaker 2: She has a porn type thing. She has an only
Speaker 2: fans or something.
Speaker 8: I said, yeah, yeah, but it's it's essentially bigger than that.
Speaker 8: But yeah, it's like that's the biggest the easiest way
Speaker 8: to describe it. It's very like mainstream now. But she's
Speaker 8: been doing this for a couple of years.
Speaker 2: Can I can I hear more about this?
Speaker 8: Yeah, of course, I'm very open about it.
Speaker 2: So your girl, this is your girlfriend pays you to
Speaker 2: be in porn.
Speaker 8: With her essentially be like, so, I don't know how
Speaker 8: much you know about only fans or it's like I said,
Speaker 8: it's pretty mainstream now, so it's like pretty like everyone
Speaker 8: knows what it is, right, But I guess there's different
Speaker 8: ways to make money on the platform, which that's fun.
Speaker 8: But uh so sometimes she'll just need a mail because
Speaker 8: most of her stuff is solo anyway, so sometimes she'll
Speaker 8: just need a male counterpart for maybe a video idea
Speaker 8: or something that we might come up with together, and
Speaker 8: she'll literally just pay me a percentage of the sales,
Speaker 8: or she might just say, hey, I'll give you this much,
Speaker 8: or like she just might help me with my rent
Speaker 8: that month and say, hey, will you help me make
Speaker 8: videos this month and I'll cover the two hundred dollars
Speaker 8: you need, And I'm like, hell, yeah, of course. She's
Speaker 8: actually cool, so it works out.
Speaker 2: Well, that's cool as shit, getting paid money to have
Speaker 2: sex with your girlfriends.
Speaker 8: Yeah, it's kind of that's kind of the best part. Unfortunately,
Speaker 8: I guess there's some issue with onlyfrans right now, with
Speaker 8: having multiple people on it. So now I have to
Speaker 8: register with the site and like go paperwork. So we
Speaker 8: had to take down all the videos of us together
Speaker 8: and it's all solo right now, and then I have
Speaker 8: to get all this paperwork figured out and do it
Speaker 8: all again. But you know, it should be back to normal,
Speaker 8: but it kind of cut my income down a little bit.
Speaker 2: Well, I'm right, they have to make sure that you're
Speaker 2: over the age of eighteen pretty much.
Speaker 8: Well that's the idea. Yeah, yeah, but I don't know,
Speaker 8: there's no problem before and we've been doing it for
Speaker 8: you know, a while, and now all of a sudden,
Speaker 8: it's problems. We need to take down on the videos
Speaker 8: and it's going to take months to get like like
Speaker 8: I feel a passport.
Speaker 5: And all that for you.
Speaker 2: So I'm curious. You said that this isn't just only fans.
Speaker 2: When I said it was only fans, you said, it's
Speaker 2: a little bit more than that. What how I know
Speaker 2: that she's I know you you expressed the fact that
Speaker 2: she's been like doing this a long time, But yeah,
Speaker 2: what is it about her operation that makes you say
Speaker 2: it's like big, bigger than like just you know, running
Speaker 2: and only fans.
Speaker 8: I guess just because she was doing it like before
Speaker 8: only fans doing a thing, she was making a living
Speaker 8: out of it somehow, and like selling content online and
Speaker 8: so like this only made it easier for her. But
Speaker 8: it's more than you know, it's it's more been just
Speaker 8: like uploading pictures and videos to only something given paid
Speaker 8: for it. It's what interaction to and like uh, like
Speaker 8: constant conversation with people and like people buying you know,
Speaker 8: gifts or whatever and wanting something right some sort of
Speaker 8: interaction back from it.
Speaker 2: I've always wondered with like the huge Only Fans creators
Speaker 2: because I know that the part of the Only Fans
Speaker 2: I've always was a part of the Only Fans is like,
Speaker 2: you know, it's the pictures in the videos, but then
Speaker 2: there's a whole other part of the like you know,
Speaker 2: i'll chat with you thing. And I was wonderful the
Speaker 2: for like the huge ones where it's like it is,
Speaker 2: there's no way, like there's so many people who it
Speaker 2: can't possibly be.
Speaker 8: Then well that's that's what always blows my mind, is
Speaker 8: how many people are willing to do it and like
Speaker 8: willing to spend money on it and things like that
Speaker 8: and the But I've been you know, I've learned a
Speaker 8: lot in the process. I know, in her a couple
Speaker 8: of years now and I've i've like she's taught me
Speaker 8: a lot about it, and it kind of it opens
Speaker 8: your eyes to how like just horny men are in general,
Speaker 8: and like how many horny men there are in the world,
Speaker 8: and that they're willing to pay a lot of money
Speaker 8: for like things they're kind of ashamed of, so you
Speaker 8: can exploit that for a decent paycheck.
Speaker 2: You know, you should ask her if if she would
Speaker 2: pay you to respond back to some of those messages
Speaker 2: as her.
Speaker 8: Yeah, I've tried, even though it's exhausted, Like that's got
Speaker 8: to be the hardest part of the job.
Speaker 4: Sure, it's just like you know, just like.
Speaker 8: Hundred thousands of men like messaging you every day and
Speaker 8: like just wanting all different things and asking all different questions,
Speaker 8: and you can only imagine, Yeah, it gets pretty nuts.
Speaker 2: But that's the thing, Like if it's thousands and hundreds
Speaker 2: and it's like how how can it doesn't even seem
Speaker 2: like it's possible for it for to be her personally
Speaker 2: answering it's pretty good you have. You'd have to like
Speaker 2: start it, you'd have to.
Speaker 8: Like she's I guess that's what I think. Like the
Speaker 8: most popular ones, the most popular accounts that you know,
Speaker 8: like she shows me in relation to her and things
Speaker 8: like that, is like they're they're very engaging when they
Speaker 8: try to engage with those fans as much as like
Speaker 8: the highest accounts talk with their fans as much as possible,
Speaker 8: and they they they have like meetups and all different
Speaker 8: things and maybe maybe custom videos. And yeah, it's a huge,
Speaker 8: huge underground market with all different kinds of stuff going
Speaker 8: on and different levels and fetishes and things like that,
Speaker 8: so it goes all different places.
Speaker 2: Damn. Well, it's cool that she is cool that you're
Speaker 2: getting involved.
Speaker 8: Oh yeah, it's definitely something I've always been interested into.
Speaker 8: So uh, it's it was a it was an easy
Speaker 8: stepping stone for me to get into it, and I've
Speaker 8: always really enjoyed it, so it works out.
Speaker 2: Well, do you enjoy like the performance on camera aspect
Speaker 2: of it?
Speaker 8: Yeah, there's not too much on my end, to be honest.
Speaker 8: Usually I'm I'm more of a prop than anything. So
Speaker 8: it's really it's easy. It's more just like easy. Yeah,
Speaker 8: stand here and and yeah it's that's not too bad.
Speaker 8: I wish I could do it full time and not
Speaker 8: after work ever. Again, that would be a dream.
Speaker 2: Well would you say your name was Nick?
Speaker 8: Nick? Yeah?
Speaker 2: Well Nick Man, Look, it was a pleasure talking to you.
Speaker 2: I I wish you the best of luck. I hope that, uh,
Speaker 2: you know, I hope, I I it sounds like you're
Speaker 2: doing good. I wanted to tell you one thing I
Speaker 2: appreciate by the way. I know that you're having a
Speaker 2: hard time. I know that you're you've been dependent upon we,
Speaker 2: but I appreciate that you're doing something about it. You know, I'm.
Speaker 8: Probably it's been you know, it's been a rough I'm
Speaker 8: I'm really I'm working at it, and it's it's been.
Speaker 8: You know, every day is a struggle growing up.
Speaker 2: I'm happy to hear that you're at least struggling as
Speaker 2: opposed to giving up.
Speaker 8: Yeah. Well, I've been there too, and you know, I'm glad.
Speaker 8: I'm glad I'm not there either. So but uh, this
Speaker 8: is my first time actually watching and calling into so thanksfully,
Speaker 8: you know, picking up and talking to me. It is
Speaker 8: really interesting, of.
Speaker 2: Course, man, thank you so much. You have a good
Speaker 2: rest of the night.
Speaker 8: Nick, Yeah, you too, brother, Thanks a lot.
Speaker 2: Here's the thing I would know, I don't. I don't
Speaker 2: judge people for I try to do this, people for
Speaker 2: any of this, any of this ship, and I don't.
Speaker 2: But but like if you're a guy messaging one of
Speaker 2: the huge ones like you, how can you like one
Speaker 2: of the like pages that has like a lot of
Speaker 2: people uh uh messaging the girl. It's like, how do
Speaker 2: you not? Like I'm wondering do they know that it's
Speaker 2: not the girl? Because if if you're like, I don't know,
Speaker 2: like one of like the huge porn stars and you
Speaker 2: got like an OnlyFans where like you message people back,
Speaker 2: there's no way that they personally answer like the ten
Speaker 2: thousand messages that they get. I wonder if those guys
Speaker 2: know or maybe they do know, but they just like
Speaker 2: in their head they think they pretend that it's that
Speaker 2: it is the person.
Speaker 11: From Jackson.
Speaker 2: Jackson, Lyle Jackson. Haven't we spoken before?
Speaker 10: No, not even once?
Speaker 2: Not even once.
Speaker 11: Nope.
Speaker 2: Well, goddamn, what's up with you?
Speaker 13: I'm watching Big Hero six?
Speaker 2: You've been watching Big Hero six?
Speaker 13: Yeah, it's one of my favorites. It's a good one.
Speaker 2: Oh, so you've seen it before?
Speaker 11: What's that?
Speaker 2: So you've seen it before?
Speaker 12: Yeah?
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Do you watch a lot of movies that you have
Speaker 2: seen already?
Speaker 13: Yeah, I'm I don't know. I don't really go out
Speaker 13: and watch new I don't know. It has to look
Speaker 13: really good. There's not really many race new movies that
Speaker 13: come out.
Speaker 2: I don't think you know. I'm with you, man, I
Speaker 2: don't even know. I genuinely, I mean, this is gonna
Speaker 2: sound funny, but I truly do believe it. Why the
Speaker 2: fuck do they still make movies? There are already so
Speaker 2: many movies. How could anyone, I mean these movie executive
Speaker 2: business people, How could anyone scroll through Netflix and HBO
Speaker 2: and Disney and how could anyone scroll through these massive
Speaker 2: libraries of movies and go, we need more movies. It's
Speaker 2: impossible to me.
Speaker 4: What's your favorite? Gone?
Speaker 2: I don't. I don't watch movies, man, I I I
Speaker 2: actually don't. I really I watch fucking South Park reruns
Speaker 2: and uhs.
Speaker 11: What about TV shows?
Speaker 12: TV show Watcher?
Speaker 2: Yeah, dude, I'll watch like, you know, adult Animation Ship occasionally,
Speaker 2: like while I'm eating the sandwich, but I don't really
Speaker 2: like sit down and like watch the new whatever Game
Speaker 2: of Thrones, eric Andre. I do like the Eric Andre show.
Speaker 2: Eric Andre show is pretty good, but A big fan
Speaker 2: of Aquatine Hunger for Us I watched, I like. I like.
Speaker 2: One of the fun things about this is that by
Speaker 2: the time I'm done with this, it's like one a
Speaker 2: M and one a M is when the actually good
Speaker 2: shows are on adults. You know, it's just Family Guy
Speaker 2: reruns until then. But fucking Awkuarity and Hunger, Forest Rocks,
Speaker 2: all sorts of stuff, all sorts of stuff.
Speaker 13: What was the question seeking? I'm sorry, I totally forgot.
Speaker 2: Jackson.
Speaker 4: Listen, don't get thrails you.
Speaker 2: Nothing really, nothing thrills you.
Speaker 13: Nothing throws me.
Speaker 2: Do you wish something thrilled you? Or are you okay
Speaker 2: with being unthrilled?
Speaker 13: I wish something did, But at the moment in life,
Speaker 13: nothing does.
Speaker 2: What do you do all day?
Speaker 11: I work?
Speaker 13: Graduate work?
Speaker 5: What's that?
Speaker 2: What do you work? As?
Speaker 10: Wok at you?
Speaker 12: Ps?
Speaker 2: That's a little thrilling. If if you if like a
Speaker 2: dog were chasing you because you're like the mailman and
Speaker 2: you were doing like I'm a mailman, you're a dog.
Speaker 2: Were you chasing me kind of thing?
Speaker 13: Would that would that would be thrilling?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 13: That would pretty fun.
Speaker 2: If a giant, twelve story tall dog opened the crushed
Speaker 2: open the roof of the took off the roof of
Speaker 2: the warehouse and then started chasing you and like picking
Speaker 2: your guys up and eating you, would that be thrilling?
Speaker 11: Yeah?
Speaker 13: That'd be pretty cool.
Speaker 2: It'd be cool.
Speaker 13: Yeah, would you think that would be cool? Oh?
Speaker 8: If you want.
Speaker 13: Picked off by a twelve story dog?
Speaker 10: What kind of dog is it?
Speaker 13: Is it like one of those ugly, white.
Speaker 10: Crusty dogs.
Speaker 2: Y god, I hate those dogs. I hate I hate
Speaker 2: the tiny dogs. That'd be terrifying if a tiny dog
Speaker 2: became huge and started, uh picking me up and pick
Speaker 2: picked me up and ate me. Yeah, I would not
Speaker 2: be thrilled by that. I mean, I'd be thrilled by that,
Speaker 2: But thrilling does not necessarily equal pleased. Yeah, all right,
Speaker 2: So your life is not thrilling. You work at ups?
Speaker 2: You wish it were thrilling?
Speaker 8: What do you do?
Speaker 2: You wish you had my life?
Speaker 4: What is.
Speaker 2: What do geckos eat?
Speaker 13: I think it's some like cocky ages I ate.
Speaker 2: I eat a lot of stuff. I hate that junt
Speaker 2: gully worm thing I eat that.
Speaker 13: Okay, does Rhode islant any fun? Let's come out there.
Speaker 2: I've explained this a lot before, and I can explain
Speaker 2: it again. But I do not live in Rhode Island.
Speaker 2: Then this is not my personal phone number.
Speaker 13: Well i've ever been.
Speaker 2: I have not. If these live shows go well, though,
Speaker 2: I'd like to do something in Rhode Island. I might
Speaker 2: not do I was looking today. Boston is pretty close
Speaker 2: to Rhode Island, so maybe lose something there, but pass
Speaker 2: through Rhode Island. We'll see.
Speaker 13: I got you, Well, what you going to? Another color?
Speaker 13: More interesting?
Speaker 2: Well left trying to be thrilling man. Yeah, you have
Speaker 2: a good rest of the.
Speaker 13: Night, you too, Love you.
Speaker 2: Too, baby.
Speaker 8: Pull from Cameron, Cameron, Paul from Carter.
Speaker 3: Okay, hell.
Speaker 5: The phone line, hold up, what.
Speaker 1: Hey, you're talking to me?
Speaker 4: Oh my god, I heard Cardonal on my stream.
Speaker 1: Fuck me like a cartoon.
Speaker 2: Fuck you like a cartoon, like a.
Speaker 1: Fucking Looney tune.
Speaker 5: My man, Oh my, I've been watching the stream for
Speaker 5: a month, and this is the first night I tried
Speaker 5: to call in. I've been I've been the fucking weird
Speaker 5: ass and kylash.
Speaker 4: On the track.
Speaker 5: I got some get business for you, man.
Speaker 2: You've got some Gecko business. Okay. I saw someone in
Speaker 2: the chat mentioned that they had some Gecko business.
Speaker 4: Man.
Speaker 12: All right.
Speaker 5: I don't want to disrespect you. I respect what you
Speaker 5: do so much.
Speaker 4: Man.
Speaker 5: I love your stream. I love your podcast man. I
Speaker 5: so I've been listening to your podcasts for months. Like
Speaker 5: I said, I heard the thing about the Brazilian girl
Speaker 5: who she was like, I really want to do a
Speaker 5: podcast or something like that, and you were like, do it, man,
Speaker 5: you can talk to people in the Spanish country. I
Speaker 5: was listening to the one dude about how he was
Speaker 5: he didn't have any memory, he had short term memory loss,
Speaker 5: and he just did you were talking to him about,
Speaker 5: you know, living the moment and shit. And I've been
Speaker 5: really lost the past year, man, I've just been like
Speaker 5: really depressed, really not even getting into it, you know,
Speaker 5: I've just been really in a bad state, and I've
Speaker 5: been trying to think of a podcast. I've been trying
Speaker 5: to think of something, talk to other people and stuff.
Speaker 5: And like I said, I respect what you do so much, man,
Speaker 5: and it's so like you just talking to people. You
Speaker 5: just get into no random people, not even really giving advice.
Speaker 4: Man.
Speaker 5: I have a formal, a formal, like, you know, a
Speaker 5: request to you to maybe extend the Gecko family. I
Speaker 5: don't want to disrespect you. I don't want to try
Speaker 5: to rip off a thing or anything. But like I said,
Speaker 5: I've been trying to come up with a podcast or
Speaker 5: something like that, and I really would like to not
Speaker 5: not give people advice, but converse with people and try
Speaker 5: to get out there more and just try to meet people,
Speaker 5: but not really through a first person way. And I
Speaker 5: was just saying, if you had any advice for me, man,
Speaker 5: and like I like I said, this is the first
Speaker 5: time I streamed in, and I was telling myself, if
Speaker 5: you pick up, this is divine intervention. So man, I
Speaker 5: just I really appreciate that you picked up, and this
Speaker 5: is this is it?
Speaker 2: Of course. Man, Well, I want to say something for
Speaker 2: you real quick, expanding the Gecko family. Here's the thing.
Speaker 2: First of all, I don't know, I don't know what
Speaker 2: specifically you're asking, but I will say this. I've had
Speaker 2: a lot of people message me and say, hey, can
Speaker 2: I have your permission to do a call in show?
Speaker 2: I don't want to be ripping you off. And I
Speaker 2: exact all them, well I say all of them. I'm like, I,
Speaker 2: in no way, shape or form even kind of even
Speaker 2: slightly at all whatsoever, am even close to the first
Speaker 2: person to do a call and show. I do not
Speaker 2: own in any way, shape or form the calling formats.
Speaker 5: I agree with that completely. But here's my things. Like
Speaker 5: I said, I don't you're the question right now? Is
Speaker 5: what thrills you, right sure, And what thrills me is
Speaker 5: being able to being able to connect to people, being
Speaker 5: able to relate to people, being able to meet random
Speaker 5: people and hearing.
Speaker 10: Their thoughts and stuff like that.
Speaker 5: And that's what I feel like you do. And the
Speaker 5: only thing I like, I said, I felt like, this
Speaker 5: is the first time I'm actually calling a stream I've
Speaker 5: been watching for months, and I felt like, if you
Speaker 5: picked up, it's divine and revenge. And that's like I said,
Speaker 5: I don't want to disrespect anything you do or anything,
Speaker 5: because I don't want to try to come up with
Speaker 5: a character and come up with a talk show or
Speaker 5: whatever and rip you off and stuff. And that's why.
Speaker 5: But that's the thing. Here's something you wanted to come out.
Speaker 5: Here's said, Like I said, you doing what you do
Speaker 5: inspire so many fucking people. Man, so many people right
Speaker 5: now are looking at you and they're wanting to do
Speaker 5: what you do. So we're just looking for a little
Speaker 5: advice and not any disrespect.
Speaker 2: That's trying to say, I appreciate that. Here's what I'll
Speaker 2: say is that this idea that like you coming up
Speaker 2: with a character and doing a show is like you
Speaker 2: can't copy me. And I'm not saying that is in
Speaker 2: like you do not have my permission. I'm saying that
Speaker 2: is in like you cannot in the same way that
Speaker 2: you so humble.
Speaker 5: Man, you're a fucking novelty right now.
Speaker 2: No, but here's let me hear for a second. You
Speaker 2: you there's all this is gonna sound cheesy, and people
Speaker 2: have been telling us this since we were in kindergarten,
Speaker 2: but it actually has a lot of truth to it,
Speaker 2: which is that you No, again, it's gonna it's cheesy.
Speaker 2: They told us to it in kindergarten. You actually are special,
Speaker 2: regardless of like. That's the That's what I've learned is
Speaker 2: you go through the like in kindergarten, you think you're special,
Speaker 2: and then you get into what the real world as
Speaker 2: they call it, everyone tells you're not special, and then
Speaker 2: I and then we I have emerged only and I'm like, oh,
Speaker 2: actually everyone is special. So you can only do what
Speaker 2: you do. So you actually can't copy me because I
Speaker 2: can only do what I do. And you know other
Speaker 2: people have calling shows they can only be themselves, right,
Speaker 2: so for you to you have to do whatever your
Speaker 2: thing is. Like you you, I'm not saying you can't
Speaker 2: do my thing is in like, you don't have permission to.
Speaker 2: If you want to, if you wanted to go put
Speaker 2: on a gecko costume and talk to people, you can
Speaker 2: do it. But it's it's it's not you, like who
Speaker 2: are you? You know, I'm what I'm saying here, you
Speaker 2: have to find out what your thing is. And it's
Speaker 2: cool that you're like, I think it's great that you're
Speaker 2: inspired by you know this, and I'm i'm i'm, I'm,
Speaker 2: I'm very happy to hear that. But you got to
Speaker 2: find out what your version is, your way to interact
Speaker 2: with people people, And some advice I could give is like,
Speaker 2: you know, everyone's gonna menum on me, but I don't
Speaker 2: give a shit. Is you know, making TikTok content, you know,
Speaker 2: putting yourself out there on the internets, because that's to
Speaker 2: me the best way to communicate with other people. But
Speaker 2: I don't know, I would just try try stuff, you know.
Speaker 5: Like, yeah, you're right, and now you have any idea.
Speaker 5: That's what I was kind of getting at that I
Speaker 5: don't want to come at your thing or anything, but
Speaker 5: that's what I'm saying. I had this idea, like in
Speaker 5: fucking December, and I was like, I was gonna have
Speaker 5: this podcast. I live in Atlanta, and I was gonna
Speaker 5: walk around Atlanta and I was just gonna talk to
Speaker 5: random people and be like, how are you doing today?
Speaker 5: And I was gonna have this podcast how are you
Speaker 5: really doing? And what do you really feel? And I
Speaker 5: picked up on your thing you started in like June
Speaker 5: you said and stuff, and I just felt like for
Speaker 5: a couple of months, like, oh damn, it kind of
Speaker 5: beat me to the punch.
Speaker 2: No, hold on, I'm gonna drop you. Hold on, Okay,
Speaker 2: what you did? First of all, you should absolutely I
Speaker 2: did not beat you at any Okay, here's this is
Speaker 2: what I'm saying. Though I didn't beat you to anything.
Speaker 2: I can name, I can literally name. I can probably
Speaker 2: name ten fucking people who fucking go out onto the
Speaker 2: street and talk fucking Kyle Mooney, August, Jimmy Kimmel, fucking.
Speaker 4: God.
Speaker 8: But what you feel?
Speaker 9: So many people.
Speaker 2: There's a kid on TikTok he goes up to people
Speaker 2: in there. Everyone's fucking talks. You have to listen. You
Speaker 2: have to listen to me. No, no, but you have
Speaker 2: to listen to me. There's a thousand people who do
Speaker 2: the thing of going to talk to strangers, whether it's
Speaker 2: over the phone, in person, or with guests. But you
Speaker 2: know why there's somebody because it doesn't fucking matter because
Speaker 2: you are the only one that can do it in
Speaker 2: your way. And it sounds cheesy, but it is actually
Speaker 2: the truth. Who were the only ones that can talk
Speaker 2: to strangers in your own way? So no, so I
Speaker 2: didn't beat you to jack shit. You know you should
Speaker 2: go and do your I think it's an awesome idea.
Speaker 2: I think you should totally do your thing because you
Speaker 2: have you I can know. I can tell you haven't
Speaker 2: your way, like like you have this fucking way that
Speaker 2: you come off this persona, this thing whatever, Like lean
Speaker 2: into that and see who's attracted to it. So I
Speaker 2: think you should absolutely do this podcast you know that
Speaker 2: that you want to do where you go off to
Speaker 2: random people. Do it. The I didn't beat you to anything.
Speaker 2: The idea of talking to strangers, either on the phone
Speaker 2: or in person has been done eight thousand times, but
Speaker 2: only you can do it the way that you do it,
Speaker 2: So you should do it. I didn't You're not ripping
Speaker 2: off anything. Go do your thing where you talk to
Speaker 2: strangers in person. I like that idea. I think you
Speaker 2: should go do it.
Speaker 5: Shit, I mean, I really don't know what to say
Speaker 5: to that, because like that's what I was expecting. You know,
Speaker 5: you're always wanted to expect what you like kind of
Speaker 5: want to hear. But it's just like like you said,
Speaker 5: I have my you say, I have my own thing,
Speaker 5: and a lot of people are trying to figure that out.
Speaker 5: And like I said, I'm coming from a point in
Speaker 5: my life where I'm just really really like it goes
Speaker 5: beyond explanations, where I'm just really lost. And that's where
Speaker 5: I feel like I'm so delved into what do you think?
Speaker 5: To where I don't want to rip somebody off, but
Speaker 5: I wonder, somebody, what are you doing?
Speaker 2: What are you doing tomorrow?
Speaker 5: Go make make make hours, make hate and I'm just
Speaker 5: make just.
Speaker 2: What's your name?
Speaker 5: Cameron?
Speaker 2: Cameron? Cameron, dude, I'm telling you right, I'm telling you
Speaker 2: right now, go make the video. Don't think about it,
Speaker 2: you go make the video. That's that. That's that's your
Speaker 2: hardest part is because here's the thing. Going up to
Speaker 2: strangers and asking them how they're doing is very hard.
Speaker 2: It's actually way harder than what I'm doing. I'm actually
Speaker 2: what I'm doing is actually made way easier by the
Speaker 2: fact that people are calling me, so I don't have
Speaker 2: that whole thing of, like, you know, having to put
Speaker 2: myself out there and go off to people. That's a
Speaker 2: that's a that's a challenge. But that's the thing is
Speaker 2: I almost feel like you can't be afraid of that challenge,
Speaker 2: and this is what you want to do. You have
Speaker 2: to accept that and you have to go just do it.
Speaker 2: So just go do it, Cameron a video belt.
Speaker 5: I felt kind of nervous about it, and I felt
Speaker 5: kind of reluctant about it because, like I said, I
Speaker 5: felt like I was going to try to Like like
Speaker 5: I said, I've kind of felt like a lot of
Speaker 5: people beat me to the punch, and I feel like
Speaker 5: I was just going to kind of try to figure
Speaker 5: things out, rip off a bunch of other things until
Speaker 5: I figured my thing out. But I guess that's probably.
Speaker 2: Cameron worst case scenario. Worst case scenario. Maybe worst case scenario.
Speaker 2: Maybe you fucking do it, and then the first few
Speaker 2: times you do it, you're like, oh, I sound a
Speaker 2: lot like this other guy, doesn't. You will eventually come
Speaker 2: into your own voice you just have to do it.
Speaker 2: That's your problem is you just have to do the
Speaker 2: thing and then figure it out later. Don't think about
Speaker 2: the thing if you had the idea, and to Sadber,
Speaker 2: don't get into your head about oh I ripped this
Speaker 2: guy off or I sound too much. I just keep
Speaker 2: doing it. You have repetition. You just got to keep
Speaker 2: keep doing it. And by the way, if you keep
Speaker 2: posting it on TikTok, eventually something.
Speaker 10: Will yeah the algorithm.
Speaker 2: So keep doing That's all. That's all I tell you,
Speaker 2: camera is keep or just do it and then don't
Speaker 2: stop doing it. That that's the only way to do it.
Speaker 5: Yeah, that's I guess that's pretty much it. Yeah, well shit,
Speaker 5: I just want to say before we cut this off.
Speaker 5: I feel like everybody cut this off, but I just
Speaker 5: want to say, Man, don't ever say again that you're
Speaker 5: not a real therapist. Don't ever say that you don't
Speaker 5: know what you man, what you tell people like I said,
Speaker 5: you are such a humbling and I know you said
Speaker 5: it before. You don't like to be a a like
Speaker 5: modest appearance or whatever. Man, but I guarantee you, man.
Speaker 5: I just listen to your stuff to night and I
Speaker 5: know for a fact, because I hear the stuff that
Speaker 5: you tell people is what I would want to here
Speaker 5: if I was in that situation. Man, And you really
Speaker 5: help people. You are a therapist just because you don't
Speaker 5: have an agree you know what you're fucking talking about, man,
Speaker 5: and just you listening, just you being there, it helps
Speaker 5: a lot of us.
Speaker 3: Man.
Speaker 5: And like I said tonight, you picking up right now
Speaker 5: means so much to me that I just took the
Speaker 5: chance tonight. And Man, this answers my blessing. Are you
Speaker 5: gonna the video I'm gonna make. I'm gonna I will
Speaker 5: send it to you if I will DM.
Speaker 2: You tomorrow, DM DM me the video. I'll watch it.
Speaker 2: I'm curious.
Speaker 5: It might be terrible. I'm gonna just I don't have
Speaker 5: any equipment or anything, but i'm.
Speaker 2: Gonna you know what you do have the equipment you
Speaker 2: have the cell phone you're calling me on right now.
Speaker 5: That's what I'm saying. Yeah, I'm gonnake the murder downtown
Speaker 5: tomorrow and I'm gonna try to keep you on my
Speaker 5: blessings man, because I really appreciate this.
Speaker 2: Of course, thank you so much. Camera, I appreciate it.
Speaker 2: Send me the video.
Speaker 5: Put everybody out there. Man, I love you so much.
Speaker 4: Mister g.
Speaker 2: Night, you better make the video pull.
Speaker 9: From Leah Leah, Hello, how are you?
Speaker 8: Oh?
Speaker 6: My god? I actually god, holy shit, I'm awesome.
Speaker 2: You're awesome.
Speaker 7: Heck yeah, I am really?
Speaker 2: Why Why are you awesome?
Speaker 6: Because I'm talking to you?
Speaker 2: This is what I'm talking about. It's easy to talk
Speaker 2: to you because you already know who I am. If
Speaker 2: you were a stranger and a man in a gecko
Speaker 2: costume just came up to you, and you would, you
Speaker 2: would not. You would be confused. That's why it's way now.
Speaker 2: You would. You'd be confused. The thing I think you would.
Speaker 2: I think you would because you seem like you've got
Speaker 2: a good energy. You seem like you're receptive to things
Speaker 2: like that. But I wouldn't know that before I approached you.
Speaker 2: I cold, you know, right right.
Speaker 6: That's true. That's true.
Speaker 2: Going tonight, you know, it's gone good. I'm having a
Speaker 2: chill time.
Speaker 5: Leah.
Speaker 2: You said you work at an animal thing. You said
Speaker 2: you you said that you are an animal. You're a giraffe.
Speaker 2: What kind of giraffe are you?
Speaker 6: I am not a giraffe?
Speaker 4: I said.
Speaker 8: I go to anime.
Speaker 6: Conventions no, no, but I do foster dogs with a
Speaker 6: local rescue.
Speaker 2: Interesting. Interesting, I want to start with the anime conventions.
Speaker 2: You go to anime conventions. How what's the last anime
Speaker 2: event you went to? I assume that they all got canceled.
Speaker 6: Yeah, God, it's been a while. It's been like at
Speaker 6: least a year.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm since since?
Speaker 6: What since the last convention I've gone to? Is that
Speaker 6: like a water park. It's called Kalahari. I don't know
Speaker 6: if you.
Speaker 2: Know what that is? At a water park? Yeah, that
Speaker 2: sounds rad.
Speaker 6: It is and they have good, like mixed drinks, so
Speaker 6: it's pretty chill.
Speaker 2: It sounds like you're just getting drunk at a water park.
Speaker 2: And there's not a whole lot of anime involved.
Speaker 6: There's there's actually a lot of anime. I mean, it's
Speaker 6: like a big convention.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. Do you have a favorite anime?
Speaker 6: Oh God, that's so tough. I really like my Hero,
Speaker 6: but like, I feel like that one's kind of mainstream.
Speaker 6: But I like code Gios too.
Speaker 9: That's another one.
Speaker 2: Coke, coke, cocoa puffs.
Speaker 6: No code Gios, what is that? An have like weird names?
Speaker 6: So code Gios is, like I don't know how to
Speaker 6: describe it. It's so hard to like describe anime person
Speaker 6: because like you have to like actually watch it.
Speaker 2: Do you consider yourself a wi.
Speaker 6: A boo eh, not like a total weave?
Speaker 4: What?
Speaker 2: Okay? So here's what I'll ask. What percent do you
Speaker 2: have a life outside of your fan you're you're being
Speaker 2: in an otaku?
Speaker 6: Yeah, I mean outside of like anime. I like I said,
Speaker 6: I fought their dogs and I'm a domestic violence advocate, so.
Speaker 2: Advocating against right, yep. Good.
Speaker 6: I hope victims of domestic violence get out of situation.
Speaker 6: So that's like super cool and a lot of fun.
Speaker 2: Is that would you do like as a career.
Speaker 6: Oh yeah, yeah, that is my career.
Speaker 2: Nice? Nice? Nice? Is that something that you've wanted to
Speaker 2: do for a while?
Speaker 6: Oh yeah, it's like my dream job.
Speaker 2: Beautiful. You sound like you got a good life. You
Speaker 2: sound like you're chilling honestly, Lea, thank you, Leah. What
Speaker 2: thrills you?
Speaker 6: What thrills me? I guess like going out and like
Speaker 6: getting clients from like their domestic violent situations and then
Speaker 6: like bringing them to our shelter.
Speaker 2: Oh you know, I thought, you know when you told
Speaker 2: me about this job. I assumed it was more of
Speaker 2: a of a phone thing. I didn't realize you were
Speaker 2: like going into these situations.
Speaker 12: Yeah, I do.
Speaker 6: Well, we do take like hotline calls too as well
Speaker 6: as well. Under my grant, I can go and get
Speaker 6: victims from their situations and transport them to shelter.
Speaker 2: Interesting, that sounds like a like a good you know
Speaker 2: when people are talking about the police alternatives type of thing.
Speaker 6: Yeah, I mean I have. I've had like the SHAREFF
Speaker 6: come with me once to like one situation. But is
Speaker 6: what it is?
Speaker 2: Right? I mean that sounds like, you know, I'm very
Speaker 2: curious about this because these sound like very dangerous situations
Speaker 2: to go into.
Speaker 6: Yeah, it's usually pretty high lethality.
Speaker 2: So just like concern you.
Speaker 6: Sometimes all depends on the situation. Really, do you like
Speaker 6: like we safety plan, we safety plan like before we
Speaker 6: go in to the situation. So like, if I know
Speaker 6: the abuser staying at that house, I'll have an officer
Speaker 6: come with me.
Speaker 2: Right, So do you I was gonna ask it, do
Speaker 2: you have like team of people? Like do you go
Speaker 2: with multiple people? I mean I can't assume that you
Speaker 2: just go by yourself into one of these situations.
Speaker 6: No, it's usually just me, unless if, like I feel
Speaker 6: like it could be a dangerous situation. I mean they're
Speaker 6: all like dangerous.
Speaker 2: But right, that's crazy, right, you just go completely by yourself.
Speaker 2: I mean, have you ever had to, like, you know,
Speaker 2: I assume that a lot of these situations don't end
Speaker 2: without you know, someone putting up some sort of a fight.
Speaker 6: No, I've never had anybody like put up a fight
Speaker 6: because most of the times, whenever, like I go and
Speaker 6: get the victim, it's usually like the abusers at work.
Speaker 6: Oh okay, And then the one time, like an abuser
Speaker 6: was actually there, he was like disabled, so wasn't too
Speaker 6: big of a deal.
Speaker 2: Nice. Well, I mean, look good on you for embracing
Speaker 2: those those tough situations. That sounds very scary, but also
Speaker 2: sounds very rewarding to be able to help people, you know,
Speaker 2: very hands on like that.
Speaker 6: Yeah, it definitely is. It's an exciting job.
Speaker 2: Now, So what how how long have you wanted to
Speaker 2: do this? How can I ask? How old you are?
Speaker 6: Yeah, I'm twenty three, okay.
Speaker 2: So you're still pretty young. Yeah, damn, that's that's that's
Speaker 2: a pretty wild thing to be doing as a twenty
Speaker 2: three year old. I'm not gonna lie, it's pretty pretty intense.
Speaker 6: Yeah, but it's totally worth it.
Speaker 2: How long have you wanted to do this?
Speaker 6: I've wanted to do this for a long time. It's
Speaker 6: like a really long time, like since I was in college.
Speaker 2: Does it ever get difficult for you?
Speaker 6: Yeah? I mean there's always clients where it's just like
Speaker 6: really hard to hear about their situations or sometimes like
Speaker 6: you'll get one that just hangs up. Sometimes they call back,
Speaker 6: but sometimes they don't, depending on like how long the
Speaker 6: abuse as hanging around.
Speaker 2: Mm hmmmm.
Speaker 6: I had one client be like, oh no, I don't
Speaker 6: want my cars extended warranty.
Speaker 2: Right because because the guy probably heard her on the phone.
Speaker 6: Yeah, so she just like pretended like I was one
Speaker 6: of those weird salesmen, so right right, it worked out.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm, man, is that like, uh, it's I'm so
Speaker 2: focused on like the fact that like, you know, you
Speaker 2: as like a young you know, I mean it sounds
Speaker 2: like you're probably probably recently out of college that like
Speaker 2: they send you into these like sort of dangerous situations. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I'll be good on you for good on you for
Speaker 2: for handling it. That's cool. It must be nice too,
Speaker 2: because a lot of a lot of jobs. You you
Speaker 2: do things, but you don't really feel like you're like
Speaker 2: doing things you know right. This is one where every
Speaker 2: day where every time you do something, you you actually
Speaker 2: did something right.
Speaker 6: Like I couldn't imagine doing anything else.
Speaker 2: Hell yeah, Helliah, you sound like you have a very
Speaker 2: well rounded life. You got the anime, you got a
Speaker 2: good job.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 6: I mean, don't get me wrong, Like I've been through
Speaker 6: my own ship, but you know who hasn't.
Speaker 2: What's next for you? What's what's the next big lofty
Speaker 2: goal of what's your name again? Leah of Leah?
Speaker 6: Yeah? Next school is to get married to my fiance
Speaker 6: and I don't know, live my best life.
Speaker 2: How long have you been with your fiance?
Speaker 6: Oh? God, like three years?
Speaker 2: Hell yeah? How'd you guys meet?
Speaker 6: We actually met at work, not like my current job,
Speaker 6: but whenever I was back home, like g to my degree.
Speaker 6: I was working at CBS as a farm tech and
Speaker 6: I met him there.
Speaker 2: Is he also into the anime stuff or does he
Speaker 2: go like have fun at the conventions. I'm gonna stay
Speaker 2: home from that.
Speaker 6: No, he's he's the big nerd. He's a bigger nerd
Speaker 6: than me, So that's good.
Speaker 2: That's Leah. The more details you gave me about your life,
Speaker 2: you know, the better, the better it sounds.
Speaker 6: Yeah, we like hockey too, so you know, well it was.
Speaker 2: It was a pleasure talking to you, Leah. I hope
Speaker 2: you have a good rest of the night. And congratulations
Speaker 2: on living a meaningful life.
Speaker 6: Thank you. I hope you have a good rush of
Speaker 6: your night.
Speaker 2: Thank you so much of course, have a good night, Leah.
Speaker 6: Thank you.
Speaker 4: Bye.
Speaker 3: What a person them repeat cat goes on the line
Speaker 3: taking your phone calls every night. The repeat can goes
Speaker 3: doing his eye who's teaching you to housing your life?
Speaker 3: But he's not really an expert.