1 00:00:00,160 --> 00:00:03,520 Speaker 1: Howllo from we've been trying to reach you about your. 2 00:00:04,559 --> 00:00:13,920 Speaker 2: Hey hello, oh hello there Hey. 3 00:00:11,840 --> 00:00:13,560 Speaker 1: So we've been trying to reach you about your car's 4 00:00:13,600 --> 00:00:16,720 Speaker 1: extended warranty, which like me to forge you to the 5 00:00:18,720 --> 00:00:20,439 Speaker 1: I've never actually gotten past that part. 6 00:00:21,040 --> 00:00:23,880 Speaker 2: That is exactly what I was going to say. Exactly 7 00:00:23,920 --> 00:00:26,760 Speaker 2: what I was going to say is it's so I 8 00:00:26,800 --> 00:00:30,000 Speaker 2: was immediately going to say, you're going to find that 9 00:00:30,080 --> 00:00:32,400 Speaker 2: you you're going to realize that you didn't you don't 10 00:00:32,440 --> 00:00:39,840 Speaker 2: have anything past that? Yeah, how do you? How does that? See? 11 00:00:41,440 --> 00:00:41,640 Speaker 3: You know? 12 00:00:41,800 --> 00:00:47,559 Speaker 1: I I I did the bit and it made you 13 00:00:47,600 --> 00:00:52,040 Speaker 1: know here I am so, so there must be something else, right. 14 00:00:52,880 --> 00:00:55,440 Speaker 2: Not no, not necessarily. I don't think that there. 15 00:00:55,400 --> 00:00:59,480 Speaker 1: Must be no, but I hope there is. 16 00:01:00,800 --> 00:01:02,360 Speaker 2: Okay, that's different from there must be. 17 00:01:04,400 --> 00:01:05,280 Speaker 1: True. 18 00:01:07,120 --> 00:01:09,000 Speaker 2: Okay, so you hope there's something. Well, so then let 19 00:01:09,000 --> 00:01:12,360 Speaker 2: me ask you when you in your head, did you 20 00:01:12,480 --> 00:01:15,319 Speaker 2: do you form some sort of mental scheme of how 21 00:01:15,319 --> 00:01:16,920 Speaker 2: this would go down before you did it? Or do 22 00:01:17,040 --> 00:01:20,160 Speaker 2: you have the idea immediately do it? Do you for 23 00:01:20,480 --> 00:01:21,200 Speaker 2: you at all? 24 00:01:21,520 --> 00:01:23,480 Speaker 1: I pretty much just it was. It was pretty much 25 00:01:23,480 --> 00:01:27,880 Speaker 1: just Tandemouth immediately went straight to the to the phone 26 00:01:27,880 --> 00:01:32,920 Speaker 1: with that one Okay. 27 00:01:33,760 --> 00:01:37,200 Speaker 2: You know what. By the way, that's fine because I 28 00:01:37,200 --> 00:01:43,080 Speaker 2: would rather you try it, then overthink all the different 29 00:01:43,080 --> 00:01:45,640 Speaker 2: ways it could go and not and then just decide 30 00:01:45,680 --> 00:01:51,520 Speaker 2: after all to not try it, you know, Yeah, because 31 00:01:51,560 --> 00:01:55,800 Speaker 2: what because you learn nothing if you don't try right. 32 00:01:56,440 --> 00:02:00,120 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, overthinking can really lead to just not 33 00:02:00,200 --> 00:02:03,080 Speaker 1: doing it right, So just do the thing. 34 00:02:04,000 --> 00:02:04,240 Speaker 4: Yeah. 35 00:02:04,320 --> 00:02:08,840 Speaker 2: So I'm glad you did it. And and you know, look, 36 00:02:08,960 --> 00:02:10,640 Speaker 2: what was your whole thing. You were gonna do it 37 00:02:10,680 --> 00:02:13,840 Speaker 2: and see what happens. And ultimately what happened is that 38 00:02:13,880 --> 00:02:17,560 Speaker 2: we got to have this nice little interaction that I 39 00:02:17,560 --> 00:02:24,639 Speaker 2: feel like had a good takeaway message to it. So 40 00:02:24,800 --> 00:02:28,640 Speaker 2: at the end of the day it worked. If it 41 00:02:28,800 --> 00:02:34,760 Speaker 2: working means that it led to something at least mildly productive. 42 00:02:36,160 --> 00:02:39,799 Speaker 1: Yeah. So I guess. I guess we answered the question 43 00:02:39,840 --> 00:02:41,720 Speaker 1: of whether it would work or not. 44 00:02:42,400 --> 00:02:47,120 Speaker 2: Sure? Sure? What did you say your name was? 45 00:02:48,880 --> 00:02:49,359 Speaker 1: I didn't. 46 00:02:50,720 --> 00:02:58,640 Speaker 2: Oh yeah, Well there's a pleasure talking to you, man. 47 00:02:58,680 --> 00:02:59,720 Speaker 2: I hope you have a good rest of the night. 48 00:03:00,720 --> 00:03:03,520 Speaker 1: Likewise, lyle good luck with across America, and thanks for 49 00:03:03,560 --> 00:03:04,119 Speaker 1: doing your thing. 50 00:03:04,720 --> 00:03:07,160 Speaker 2: Thank you man, Take care bye. 51 00:03:11,600 --> 00:03:14,760 Speaker 3: Goes on the line taking your phone calls every night. 52 00:03:16,040 --> 00:03:23,240 Speaker 3: Goes I was teaching you. 53 00:03:26,560 --> 00:03:29,000 Speaker 5: Call from Tierra. 54 00:03:30,520 --> 00:03:36,080 Speaker 2: Kia, Kiera. Hello is this hello? What's your name? 55 00:03:37,360 --> 00:03:37,800 Speaker 6: Kiera? 56 00:03:38,160 --> 00:03:40,280 Speaker 2: Hi? How are you? Kiera? 57 00:03:41,000 --> 00:03:41,240 Speaker 4: Oh? 58 00:03:41,280 --> 00:03:43,000 Speaker 7: My goodness, Grace, Hello, I'm good. 59 00:03:43,000 --> 00:03:44,720 Speaker 2: How are you? 60 00:03:44,480 --> 00:03:44,520 Speaker 5: You? 61 00:03:44,880 --> 00:03:45,080 Speaker 8: Say? 62 00:03:45,080 --> 00:03:46,880 Speaker 2: Oh my? What is can I in that? 63 00:03:47,000 --> 00:03:47,160 Speaker 8: Oh? 64 00:03:47,160 --> 00:03:50,200 Speaker 2: My goodness, gracious? I said so many different emotions. 65 00:03:51,120 --> 00:03:52,200 Speaker 7: I know, I'm so excited. 66 00:03:52,240 --> 00:03:53,160 Speaker 6: I'm sorry. 67 00:03:53,520 --> 00:03:56,560 Speaker 2: No, you don't have to apologize for anything. Where are 68 00:03:56,560 --> 00:04:00,200 Speaker 2: these emotions coming from? Let's dive into them. 69 00:04:00,400 --> 00:04:00,600 Speaker 5: Well. 70 00:04:00,680 --> 00:04:04,119 Speaker 7: I called today because the kid that I know has 71 00:04:04,120 --> 00:04:05,800 Speaker 7: been kind of starting with me, and then all of 72 00:04:05,840 --> 00:04:08,920 Speaker 7: a sudden, I was like, hey, guess what. I have 73 00:04:09,040 --> 00:04:14,680 Speaker 7: this big crush on a girl and I need your help, okay, 74 00:04:14,760 --> 00:04:15,880 Speaker 7: And I was like, I don't know what to do 75 00:04:16,000 --> 00:04:18,480 Speaker 7: about it because he kind of told me and he's like, 76 00:04:18,520 --> 00:04:20,560 Speaker 7: I need your help, and I'm like, all right, but 77 00:04:20,600 --> 00:04:22,080 Speaker 7: didn't you just asked me out like. 78 00:04:22,000 --> 00:04:22,720 Speaker 6: Two days ago. 79 00:04:24,160 --> 00:04:25,120 Speaker 2: How old are you, Kiara? 80 00:04:26,279 --> 00:04:28,360 Speaker 7: I'm nineteen, all right? 81 00:04:28,440 --> 00:04:30,479 Speaker 2: So he had wait, so wait, he asked you out 82 00:04:30,520 --> 00:04:31,240 Speaker 2: two days ago? 83 00:04:32,360 --> 00:04:36,200 Speaker 7: He asked me out two days prior, and then was like, Hey, 84 00:04:36,200 --> 00:04:37,600 Speaker 7: I have a big crush on this girl. I need 85 00:04:37,640 --> 00:04:38,039 Speaker 7: your help. 86 00:04:39,360 --> 00:04:41,960 Speaker 2: Why would he do That's Stu? Why would he ask 87 00:04:42,000 --> 00:04:44,360 Speaker 2: you out and then tell you that he was talking 88 00:04:44,360 --> 00:04:45,080 Speaker 2: to another girl. 89 00:04:46,160 --> 00:04:48,320 Speaker 7: I have, yeah, I have no idea. He was starting 90 00:04:48,320 --> 00:04:50,600 Speaker 7: with me the own knights and stuff, and then all 91 00:04:50,600 --> 00:04:52,560 Speaker 7: of a sudden, he's like, I'm at this party with 92 00:04:52,600 --> 00:04:55,000 Speaker 7: a girl and I need your hope. I really don't 93 00:04:55,000 --> 00:04:57,040 Speaker 7: know what to do. I've been loving her and we've 94 00:04:57,080 --> 00:05:00,400 Speaker 7: been walking home every day from high school, and I'm like, oh, dude, 95 00:05:00,400 --> 00:05:02,480 Speaker 7: you're like twenty five, now get over it. 96 00:05:05,279 --> 00:05:09,280 Speaker 2: So hold on, you said, he asked you out? Did 97 00:05:09,279 --> 00:05:12,960 Speaker 2: you go on? Like he said to you? He said, milady, 98 00:05:13,000 --> 00:05:15,880 Speaker 2: I'd like to take you on an evening on the town, 99 00:05:16,000 --> 00:05:18,919 Speaker 2: something to that effect, I assume. And then did you 100 00:05:19,000 --> 00:05:20,640 Speaker 2: go then on that evening on the town? 101 00:05:21,880 --> 00:05:24,760 Speaker 7: So he asked me out, and then he was like, 102 00:05:25,480 --> 00:05:29,400 Speaker 7: my brother has corona maybe possibly, so I can't go out. 103 00:05:29,640 --> 00:05:32,640 Speaker 7: I said, yeah, that's fine, that's cool, understandable. And then 104 00:05:33,560 --> 00:05:36,680 Speaker 7: my mom ended up getting corona and I got tested 105 00:05:36,720 --> 00:05:39,240 Speaker 7: and I was negative. But he said things got a 106 00:05:39,240 --> 00:05:41,760 Speaker 7: little too not like he said, but I guess things 107 00:05:41,800 --> 00:05:46,760 Speaker 7: got a little too busy for his liking. And he 108 00:05:46,800 --> 00:05:49,679 Speaker 7: moved past it and then asked me help about this girl. 109 00:05:50,920 --> 00:05:52,840 Speaker 2: It sounds like you shouldn't be at the party. Then 110 00:05:54,360 --> 00:05:56,599 Speaker 2: it sounds like you should warn everyone at the party 111 00:05:56,600 --> 00:05:58,800 Speaker 2: that they have coronavirus. 112 00:05:59,279 --> 00:06:04,360 Speaker 7: Oh him, Yeah, yeah, definitely right. I don't know any 113 00:06:04,360 --> 00:06:05,960 Speaker 7: of his friends though, I don't know him. 114 00:06:06,480 --> 00:06:09,680 Speaker 2: What's your name, Kiera Caer. I don't like, I something 115 00:06:09,760 --> 00:06:12,680 Speaker 2: something doesn't sit right with me about uh, this guy, 116 00:06:13,760 --> 00:06:14,240 Speaker 2: this kid. 117 00:06:14,400 --> 00:06:16,400 Speaker 7: Yeah, me too, that's what my mom says. I've been 118 00:06:16,440 --> 00:06:19,640 Speaker 7: crushing on him for like five years now, which probably 119 00:06:19,680 --> 00:06:20,880 Speaker 7: sucks kind of a simple move. 120 00:06:21,000 --> 00:06:23,839 Speaker 2: But I've heard this what I've heard a lot of 121 00:06:23,839 --> 00:06:26,960 Speaker 2: girls referred to guys as like the kids, like even 122 00:06:26,960 --> 00:06:29,000 Speaker 2: if they're like significantly older than them. Like I have 123 00:06:29,040 --> 00:06:30,680 Speaker 2: a friend who does that too, Like she says, like, 124 00:06:30,680 --> 00:06:32,200 Speaker 2: I've been talking to this kid. That's the thing I've 125 00:06:32,240 --> 00:06:33,120 Speaker 2: been noticing lately. 126 00:06:34,400 --> 00:06:36,000 Speaker 7: Yeah, I don't Yeah, I don't know. I've been saying 127 00:06:36,080 --> 00:06:37,800 Speaker 7: kid for the longest time, you know, I don't know. 128 00:06:37,800 --> 00:06:40,520 Speaker 7: I don't know where it came from ever ever since, 129 00:06:40,920 --> 00:06:42,400 Speaker 7: I feel like boy got a little weird. 130 00:06:42,480 --> 00:06:46,640 Speaker 2: It's like this boy, guy seems a pro. Guy seems 131 00:06:46,680 --> 00:06:47,640 Speaker 2: like the most appropriate. 132 00:06:48,800 --> 00:06:50,840 Speaker 7: I mean, yeah, guy, I guess guy or like dude, 133 00:06:50,920 --> 00:06:53,080 Speaker 7: this dude, I've been talking to, I guess, kid does 134 00:06:53,120 --> 00:06:55,320 Speaker 7: seem a little weird. This kid I've been talking to. 135 00:06:55,480 --> 00:06:59,360 Speaker 2: So you've had a crush on this this this for 136 00:06:59,680 --> 00:07:05,720 Speaker 2: life form person thing for uh five years? 137 00:07:05,800 --> 00:07:09,960 Speaker 7: You say, yeah, and before that too, when we first 138 00:07:10,200 --> 00:07:14,400 Speaker 7: because we were in like this uh hangout group together. 139 00:07:15,680 --> 00:07:17,440 Speaker 7: I was a little too young for him at the time, 140 00:07:18,400 --> 00:07:21,880 Speaker 7: and I fully, I don't understand that, right, but he 141 00:07:22,120 --> 00:07:24,160 Speaker 7: we went out to the mall with my friends and stuff, 142 00:07:24,160 --> 00:07:26,040 Speaker 7: and he was like, yeah, I don't like you. And 143 00:07:26,040 --> 00:07:27,520 Speaker 7: then my friends were like, oh, just hold her he 144 00:07:27,520 --> 00:07:29,400 Speaker 7: and just hold her hen and I was like, dude. 145 00:07:29,240 --> 00:07:31,080 Speaker 6: Stop talking about this because he's weird. 146 00:07:31,400 --> 00:07:33,000 Speaker 7: And he's like, yeah, I just don't like you at all. 147 00:07:33,360 --> 00:07:35,480 Speaker 7: And then he dropped me for a year and then 148 00:07:35,560 --> 00:07:37,640 Speaker 7: he came out of nowhere like slurting and all this stuff. 149 00:07:37,640 --> 00:07:39,560 Speaker 6: And I was like, okay, I guess. 150 00:07:39,320 --> 00:07:44,800 Speaker 2: So, uh yeah, that sounds a little strange that we 151 00:07:44,960 --> 00:07:46,760 Speaker 2: was hanging out with you when you were fourteen. 152 00:07:48,480 --> 00:07:51,680 Speaker 7: Oh yeah, it was it was a I mean, yeah, yeah, 153 00:07:51,680 --> 00:07:52,040 Speaker 7: it's true. 154 00:07:52,080 --> 00:07:52,960 Speaker 8: We were. It was weird. 155 00:07:52,960 --> 00:07:53,760 Speaker 4: It was like this like. 156 00:07:54,200 --> 00:07:57,960 Speaker 7: Teenage adolescent hangout group that we were kind of part of. 157 00:07:58,960 --> 00:08:00,160 Speaker 7: She became friends through that. 158 00:08:03,080 --> 00:08:08,280 Speaker 2: Uh well, Kiera, let's say, for for for for multiple 159 00:08:08,640 --> 00:08:13,280 Speaker 2: multiple reasons that you have described this evening. Uh, not 160 00:08:13,520 --> 00:08:17,480 Speaker 2: knowing much about this guy, I think that it would 161 00:08:17,480 --> 00:08:21,600 Speaker 2: be best for you to pursue uh uh, you know, 162 00:08:21,880 --> 00:08:29,840 Speaker 2: alternative relationship options. You know, you've You've presented no information 163 00:08:30,080 --> 00:08:34,720 Speaker 2: that so far that makes me believe that this guy 164 00:08:34,840 --> 00:08:38,000 Speaker 2: is will provide much value to your life. 165 00:08:38,080 --> 00:08:39,319 Speaker 6: Right, like a cool dude. 166 00:08:39,320 --> 00:08:42,839 Speaker 7: That's what my mom said too. I know, I really do. 167 00:08:42,920 --> 00:08:45,240 Speaker 7: At first, you seem so cool and we're kind of 168 00:08:45,240 --> 00:08:47,280 Speaker 7: clicking on all these same things, and we're like, we 169 00:08:47,480 --> 00:08:49,040 Speaker 7: all we like the same things, and we like the 170 00:08:49,040 --> 00:08:51,600 Speaker 7: same video games. I don't know, it was a weird thing. 171 00:08:52,760 --> 00:08:56,720 Speaker 2: You'll find other people who like the same things in 172 00:08:56,800 --> 00:08:59,760 Speaker 2: the same video games as you. Kiera, I do believe, 173 00:09:03,160 --> 00:09:05,560 Speaker 2: but you know what, you're nineteen, you don't. I don't. 174 00:09:05,640 --> 00:09:07,600 Speaker 2: I don't even worry about this stuff. If I were you, 175 00:09:08,120 --> 00:09:10,360 Speaker 2: What do you do with your life? What? What about 176 00:09:10,360 --> 00:09:11,880 Speaker 2: outside of your dating world? 177 00:09:13,920 --> 00:09:16,520 Speaker 7: Well, I got I got laid off McDonald's, so that 178 00:09:16,600 --> 00:09:21,680 Speaker 7: sucks a while ago, but nothing really. Honestly, me and 179 00:09:21,720 --> 00:09:25,360 Speaker 7: my family just go out on the river. I try 180 00:09:25,400 --> 00:09:27,000 Speaker 7: to help around the house as much as I could. 181 00:09:27,640 --> 00:09:29,480 Speaker 7: That's not in I'm looking for a new job though, 182 00:09:31,000 --> 00:09:31,480 Speaker 7: mm hmmm. 183 00:09:34,080 --> 00:09:35,640 Speaker 2: Are you gonna go to school? Do you? 184 00:09:35,480 --> 00:09:35,520 Speaker 4: Do? 185 00:09:35,640 --> 00:09:37,160 Speaker 2: You have like a thing that you want to do 186 00:09:37,280 --> 00:09:38,640 Speaker 2: with your existence? 187 00:09:39,640 --> 00:09:43,080 Speaker 7: So, like I graduated high school and I really wanted 188 00:09:43,120 --> 00:09:46,760 Speaker 7: to become a special text makeup artist because I'm I've 189 00:09:46,760 --> 00:09:49,560 Speaker 7: been working on that for years. Yeah, right, that's very cool. 190 00:09:50,520 --> 00:09:54,080 Speaker 2: I think that's cool. Look, uh, here's here's what I 191 00:09:54,240 --> 00:09:56,120 Speaker 2: here's let me get let me give you my vision 192 00:09:56,160 --> 00:10:01,320 Speaker 2: for you, Kiara. Is you you have this sort of 193 00:10:03,040 --> 00:10:07,960 Speaker 2: thing where you want a cool guy, right, But Kiera, 194 00:10:08,080 --> 00:10:11,120 Speaker 2: instead of focusing on trying to find a cool guy, 195 00:10:11,600 --> 00:10:15,680 Speaker 2: I think you should focus on becoming the cool girl. 196 00:10:16,280 --> 00:10:21,120 Speaker 2: You know, be the cool makeup effects artist girl, you know, 197 00:10:22,400 --> 00:10:26,679 Speaker 2: really lean into into that more than trying to find 198 00:10:26,720 --> 00:10:29,280 Speaker 2: someone else to bring coolness into your life. Care I 199 00:10:29,320 --> 00:10:33,280 Speaker 2: believe that you have all the necessary tools at hand 200 00:10:34,320 --> 00:10:39,080 Speaker 2: to be the cool person on your own. You don't 201 00:10:39,080 --> 00:10:44,440 Speaker 2: need another person to fill your life with cool experiences 202 00:10:44,480 --> 00:10:54,959 Speaker 2: and you know all all that. So so yeah, I 203 00:10:55,000 --> 00:10:56,440 Speaker 2: would focus on that, Kiara. 204 00:10:57,720 --> 00:10:58,720 Speaker 7: All right, yeah, thank you. 205 00:10:59,600 --> 00:11:03,200 Speaker 2: Of course. Of course, what were you gonna say? Just now? 206 00:11:03,240 --> 00:11:03,960 Speaker 2: I interrupted you. 207 00:11:04,800 --> 00:11:07,000 Speaker 7: I was about to say, my family goes on a 208 00:11:07,040 --> 00:11:12,480 Speaker 7: whole bunch of adventures that they take along everybody, So honestly, 209 00:11:12,520 --> 00:11:15,040 Speaker 7: I just don't need somebody. Yeah, you could just go 210 00:11:15,160 --> 00:11:16,760 Speaker 7: do that, beautiful. 211 00:11:16,880 --> 00:11:21,440 Speaker 2: I like that for you, Kara. I hope, I hope 212 00:11:21,440 --> 00:11:24,840 Speaker 2: you keep that the heart that you've got. You've got 213 00:11:24,840 --> 00:11:27,480 Speaker 2: what you need already. 214 00:11:28,640 --> 00:11:29,400 Speaker 7: Thank you so much. 215 00:11:30,040 --> 00:11:31,679 Speaker 2: Of course, you have a good rest to the nights. 216 00:11:32,200 --> 00:11:33,280 Speaker 9: You too, have a good night. 217 00:11:34,960 --> 00:11:35,320 Speaker 6: Hello. 218 00:11:36,400 --> 00:11:41,559 Speaker 9: Hi, Hi, what's that? 219 00:11:42,400 --> 00:11:43,120 Speaker 2: I'm a gecko? 220 00:11:44,200 --> 00:11:44,839 Speaker 9: Yes you are. 221 00:11:46,280 --> 00:11:46,960 Speaker 2: What's your name? 222 00:11:47,640 --> 00:11:48,120 Speaker 4: My name is. 223 00:11:48,120 --> 00:11:52,400 Speaker 2: Sandra, Sandra like Cassandra, No, just. 224 00:11:52,400 --> 00:11:54,199 Speaker 9: Sandra like Sandra D. 225 00:11:56,440 --> 00:11:57,520 Speaker 2: Sandra D. 226 00:11:58,600 --> 00:12:00,320 Speaker 9: Yeah. 227 00:12:00,840 --> 00:12:09,200 Speaker 2: What are you doing right now? Sandradios? I kind of 228 00:12:09,200 --> 00:12:10,280 Speaker 2: have no idea what you just said. 229 00:12:11,080 --> 00:12:13,440 Speaker 9: I said I was watching a new boss Baby movie. 230 00:12:13,880 --> 00:12:18,280 Speaker 2: I have a new boss Baby movie. Yeah, how is it? 231 00:12:18,320 --> 00:12:19,280 Speaker 2: Is it any good? 232 00:12:20,520 --> 00:12:26,880 Speaker 9: Honestly I stopped watching because you started streaming and interesting. Yeah, 233 00:12:27,360 --> 00:12:29,840 Speaker 9: I mean it didn't hold my attention, but it definitely 234 00:12:29,920 --> 00:12:32,160 Speaker 9: helped my three year old attention. 235 00:12:33,440 --> 00:12:39,240 Speaker 2: I'm gonna be honest, I'm truly truly honored to uh 236 00:12:39,920 --> 00:12:44,160 Speaker 2: be hold your attention more than the Boss Baby movie. 237 00:12:44,840 --> 00:12:48,720 Speaker 2: Because I'm just a dumb guy. I don't have anything 238 00:12:48,720 --> 00:12:50,880 Speaker 2: and they have got like a whole movie studio over there. 239 00:12:51,400 --> 00:12:54,720 Speaker 2: So you know, I really feel like you switching on 240 00:12:54,800 --> 00:12:58,559 Speaker 2: this instead. The boss baby is a is a victory 241 00:12:58,600 --> 00:12:59,320 Speaker 2: for the little geck. 242 00:13:00,600 --> 00:13:08,000 Speaker 9: Yeah, I suppose. So you have a toddler you say, yes, 243 00:13:08,600 --> 00:13:13,240 Speaker 9: and a seventeen year old and an eleven year old. 244 00:13:13,760 --> 00:13:15,160 Speaker 9: I'm kind of a old lady. 245 00:13:16,040 --> 00:13:20,400 Speaker 2: Interesting every So you have a seventeen year old and 246 00:13:20,520 --> 00:13:22,600 Speaker 2: eleven year old and a toddler? 247 00:13:23,559 --> 00:13:23,959 Speaker 10: Yes? 248 00:13:25,160 --> 00:13:28,679 Speaker 2: How did it end up that they were so far apart? 249 00:13:28,760 --> 00:13:31,680 Speaker 2: They all from? Can? I I know how willing to 250 00:13:31,760 --> 00:13:34,880 Speaker 2: answer personal questions you are, but at any given time 251 00:13:35,559 --> 00:13:39,840 Speaker 2: you don't. You can, you cannot. But I'm curious. Are 252 00:13:39,840 --> 00:13:41,960 Speaker 2: they all from the same guy? 253 00:13:43,040 --> 00:13:47,640 Speaker 9: No? No, no, no. The two older ones are from 254 00:13:47,679 --> 00:13:50,760 Speaker 9: my first marriage, and so this little guy, he's from 255 00:13:50,760 --> 00:13:56,559 Speaker 9: my new one. That's all. 256 00:13:56,600 --> 00:13:58,559 Speaker 2: That's cool. Are you do you still keep in contact 257 00:13:58,600 --> 00:14:01,880 Speaker 2: with your your sons, the parents, your son's father. 258 00:14:03,240 --> 00:14:06,120 Speaker 9: Well, no, my little guy, I'm with his dad. It's 259 00:14:06,160 --> 00:14:09,880 Speaker 9: the girls, my daughters that I mean I have. I 260 00:14:09,920 --> 00:14:11,720 Speaker 9: have to talk to him every once in a while. 261 00:14:13,679 --> 00:14:17,360 Speaker 9: But it's I don't know, it's whatever. 262 00:14:17,480 --> 00:14:17,880 Speaker 4: I guess. 263 00:14:17,920 --> 00:14:20,920 Speaker 9: It's not like anything crazy. I don't have any drama, 264 00:14:21,040 --> 00:14:21,800 Speaker 9: which is nice. 265 00:14:22,760 --> 00:14:25,800 Speaker 2: That's good though. It's good to have a drama free 266 00:14:25,880 --> 00:14:28,240 Speaker 2: relationship with your children's father. 267 00:14:29,120 --> 00:14:31,880 Speaker 9: Yeah, it is, because I see some pretty fucked up 268 00:14:31,880 --> 00:14:35,080 Speaker 9: ship on the internet. I'm part of this like stepmom 269 00:14:35,880 --> 00:14:43,720 Speaker 9: group and there's a lot of fucking crazy ass people. Yes, 270 00:14:43,880 --> 00:14:44,760 Speaker 9: they're crazy. 271 00:14:46,480 --> 00:14:48,840 Speaker 2: Is it like a Reddit group or a message board 272 00:14:48,920 --> 00:14:50,560 Speaker 2: or something like that. A Facebook thing. 273 00:14:51,120 --> 00:14:53,920 Speaker 9: It's a Facebook thing. It's called a am I allowed 274 00:14:53,960 --> 00:14:55,040 Speaker 9: to say the group name? 275 00:14:55,560 --> 00:14:57,200 Speaker 2: Sure? Yeah, you know. 276 00:14:57,880 --> 00:15:04,760 Speaker 9: It's called Unapologetic step Mom Group. And so I joined 277 00:15:04,760 --> 00:15:06,840 Speaker 9: it because I do have a step son with my 278 00:15:06,920 --> 00:15:10,360 Speaker 9: new with my new guy, and you know, just for 279 00:15:10,360 --> 00:15:13,160 Speaker 9: support because I've never I've never you know, obviously I've 280 00:15:13,240 --> 00:15:14,560 Speaker 9: never had like step kid before. 281 00:15:15,000 --> 00:15:15,920 Speaker 4: Go on some like. 282 00:15:16,320 --> 00:15:18,880 Speaker 9: Tips and stuff that really all I do is go 283 00:15:18,920 --> 00:15:22,440 Speaker 9: in there and complain about about like the birth mom 284 00:15:22,920 --> 00:15:27,200 Speaker 9: of their step kids and really how yeah, And so 285 00:15:27,880 --> 00:15:31,040 Speaker 9: I mean to be honest, I mean I should I 286 00:15:31,040 --> 00:15:33,960 Speaker 9: shouldn't really be in it, but I do. I do love. 287 00:15:34,480 --> 00:15:38,040 Speaker 9: I love other people's drama. So I guess that is 288 00:15:38,040 --> 00:15:41,920 Speaker 9: something thing tonight that excites me is is other people's 289 00:15:42,000 --> 00:15:43,800 Speaker 9: drama as long as it's not mine. 290 00:15:44,640 --> 00:15:47,640 Speaker 2: Interesting so when you say you shouldn't be there, do 291 00:15:47,680 --> 00:15:50,560 Speaker 2: you mean to say this group is not giving you 292 00:15:50,640 --> 00:15:55,120 Speaker 2: any actual value in terms of how to be a 293 00:15:55,160 --> 00:15:57,920 Speaker 2: better step mom. But you just look at it because 294 00:15:57,920 --> 00:16:03,520 Speaker 2: you you you like being a third party observer of 295 00:16:03,560 --> 00:16:04,120 Speaker 2: the drama. 296 00:16:05,080 --> 00:16:09,440 Speaker 9: Correct, Yes, So I don't have any drama to contribute, 297 00:16:11,160 --> 00:16:13,200 Speaker 9: I guess to the group. So I'm just an observer, 298 00:16:14,000 --> 00:16:14,640 Speaker 9: a lurker. 299 00:16:16,320 --> 00:16:20,160 Speaker 2: Really, you know, there is I hate to say it, 300 00:16:20,560 --> 00:16:26,160 Speaker 2: because in a perfect world, we would all just be grateful, 301 00:16:26,480 --> 00:16:29,800 Speaker 2: you know, we would all just kind of block everything 302 00:16:29,840 --> 00:16:31,600 Speaker 2: out and stay on our lanes. But there is a 303 00:16:31,600 --> 00:16:33,920 Speaker 2: lot of, uh, there is some value to be gained in, 304 00:16:34,040 --> 00:16:36,600 Speaker 2: uh you know, looking at other step moms and going, 305 00:16:36,920 --> 00:16:39,440 Speaker 2: you know, what I got going on not that bad 306 00:16:40,080 --> 00:16:43,800 Speaker 2: compared to uh, what I'm saying on this crazy Facebook group. 307 00:16:44,920 --> 00:16:45,920 Speaker 6: Yeah. 308 00:16:46,000 --> 00:16:49,320 Speaker 9: Yeah, Just give me some hope that you know, I'm 309 00:16:50,040 --> 00:16:53,280 Speaker 9: doing the right thing, that we're in a good in 310 00:16:53,320 --> 00:16:56,480 Speaker 9: a good place with everything versus those other crazy people. 311 00:16:57,640 --> 00:17:01,080 Speaker 2: Can I ask, what is at least you don't have 312 00:17:01,120 --> 00:17:03,280 Speaker 2: to give me the number one, but maybe something among 313 00:17:03,920 --> 00:17:07,000 Speaker 2: the craziest things you have seen in the stepmom Facebook group. 314 00:17:08,520 --> 00:17:11,640 Speaker 9: Oh my gosh, I Honestly, I don't even know where 315 00:17:11,680 --> 00:17:19,480 Speaker 9: to start. It's just a lot of it's just a 316 00:17:19,520 --> 00:17:22,879 Speaker 9: lot of craziness, especially when it comes to people's like 317 00:17:22,960 --> 00:17:29,040 Speaker 9: court dates and them asking for like advice about what 318 00:17:29,080 --> 00:17:33,840 Speaker 9: they should do, like in terms of you know, like 319 00:17:33,960 --> 00:17:38,920 Speaker 9: keeping track of like the text messaging and like screenshots 320 00:17:38,920 --> 00:17:41,760 Speaker 9: and stuff like that of what the the BM is 321 00:17:41,800 --> 00:17:46,240 Speaker 9: what they call the birth mom. But anyways, it's just 322 00:17:46,280 --> 00:17:48,399 Speaker 9: like a a bunch of stuff like that. I can't 323 00:17:48,480 --> 00:17:52,800 Speaker 9: really I can't really pinpoint like one crazy thing. It's 324 00:17:52,840 --> 00:17:54,840 Speaker 9: just it's just a lot. It's there's a lot to 325 00:17:54,920 --> 00:17:55,360 Speaker 9: choose from. 326 00:17:55,600 --> 00:17:59,200 Speaker 2: It's it's the vibe of the stress of them having 327 00:17:59,240 --> 00:18:02,800 Speaker 2: to keep such perfect track of all these text messages 328 00:18:02,840 --> 00:18:04,640 Speaker 2: where you're like, I'm glad I don't have to do that. 329 00:18:05,520 --> 00:18:08,359 Speaker 9: Yeah, yeah, it gets pretty great. A lot of petty people, 330 00:18:08,960 --> 00:18:09,719 Speaker 9: that's for sure. 331 00:18:11,160 --> 00:18:15,320 Speaker 2: You have a good relationship with your son's birth mother 332 00:18:16,040 --> 00:18:16,520 Speaker 2: or or. 333 00:18:16,520 --> 00:18:21,879 Speaker 9: Your daughter's birth mother, No, we actually do. She is 334 00:18:21,920 --> 00:18:28,600 Speaker 9: super cool. She's actually on my on my son's emergency 335 00:18:28,640 --> 00:18:33,320 Speaker 9: contact list for his little preschool, So I mean she 336 00:18:33,440 --> 00:18:36,400 Speaker 9: is somebody that we I mean that I have to see. 337 00:18:37,160 --> 00:18:40,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, So I'm sure it sounds like you're the only 338 00:18:40,600 --> 00:18:45,680 Speaker 2: one in that Facebook group that has their their son 339 00:18:47,119 --> 00:18:51,919 Speaker 2: has has the birth mom has the BM in in 340 00:18:52,680 --> 00:18:54,400 Speaker 2: their emergency contexts. 341 00:18:55,600 --> 00:18:58,840 Speaker 9: Yeah, I think so. To be honest, I don't really. 342 00:18:58,880 --> 00:19:00,919 Speaker 9: I mean obviously though the people. I don't know if 343 00:19:00,920 --> 00:19:03,960 Speaker 9: there's other lurkers like me who just like to read 344 00:19:04,280 --> 00:19:07,880 Speaker 9: all the craziness of it. But maybe there is some 345 00:19:07,920 --> 00:19:12,679 Speaker 9: other normal people on there. I haven't seen any seen it, 346 00:19:12,760 --> 00:19:16,040 Speaker 9: but who knows. Maybe, but maybe you're. 347 00:19:15,920 --> 00:19:18,879 Speaker 2: So this chat. Maybe there's other people who are like 348 00:19:19,080 --> 00:19:22,840 Speaker 2: someone else has found this crazy stepmom group and for 349 00:19:22,880 --> 00:19:24,480 Speaker 2: them I hit you up so you guys can talk 350 00:19:24,480 --> 00:19:30,480 Speaker 2: about it. Okay, Well, thank you so much for calling. 351 00:19:30,480 --> 00:19:31,399 Speaker 2: What did you say your name was? 352 00:19:32,840 --> 00:19:33,280 Speaker 4: Uh? 353 00:19:33,320 --> 00:19:34,280 Speaker 9: I'm sorry, what was it? 354 00:19:34,840 --> 00:19:36,239 Speaker 2: I said, thank you so much for calling. What did 355 00:19:36,240 --> 00:19:37,000 Speaker 2: you say your name was? 356 00:19:37,800 --> 00:19:37,960 Speaker 6: Oh? 357 00:19:38,000 --> 00:19:41,160 Speaker 2: My name is Sandra, Sandra. It was a pleasure speaking 358 00:19:41,200 --> 00:19:42,320 Speaker 2: with you. You have a good rest of the night. 359 00:19:42,880 --> 00:19:43,480 Speaker 9: Thanks you too. 360 00:19:43,520 --> 00:19:48,600 Speaker 11: Get Paul from Bananas. 361 00:19:49,600 --> 00:19:57,000 Speaker 2: Bananas? What you're on the thing? 362 00:19:57,760 --> 00:19:58,000 Speaker 5: Mom? 363 00:19:58,040 --> 00:19:58,280 Speaker 4: Did? 364 00:19:58,480 --> 00:19:59,240 Speaker 10: What was going on? 365 00:20:00,240 --> 00:20:00,400 Speaker 5: Uh? 366 00:20:01,600 --> 00:20:11,399 Speaker 2: When everyone you're dead? You said? Can you turn off 367 00:20:11,440 --> 00:20:12,200 Speaker 2: your stream? 368 00:20:12,760 --> 00:20:13,080 Speaker 8: Yes? 369 00:20:19,520 --> 00:20:23,080 Speaker 2: I'm wondering how, but I wonder if I'm gonna be 370 00:20:23,119 --> 00:20:24,720 Speaker 2: still saying that a year from now, if I'll have 371 00:20:24,800 --> 00:20:27,400 Speaker 2: fixed that a year from now, or if I'll still 372 00:20:27,440 --> 00:20:30,560 Speaker 2: be could someone hold me accountable to fix to fix 373 00:20:30,600 --> 00:20:32,040 Speaker 2: my phone line system at some point? 374 00:20:32,960 --> 00:20:34,720 Speaker 10: Do you have someone in your personal life that could 375 00:20:34,720 --> 00:20:34,919 Speaker 10: do that? 376 00:20:36,040 --> 00:20:38,800 Speaker 2: No, everyone in my personal life is busy. Everyone in 377 00:20:38,800 --> 00:20:43,800 Speaker 2: my personal life has elected to do realer things with 378 00:20:43,880 --> 00:20:51,199 Speaker 2: their life, which I am okay with. I understand that. 379 00:20:53,280 --> 00:20:58,720 Speaker 10: I mean, you're comparing again that right, You're what you're 380 00:20:58,760 --> 00:21:03,080 Speaker 10: doing is pretty vital. I wanted to say d MT doodles, 381 00:21:03,080 --> 00:21:06,520 Speaker 10: but saying bananas over and over again, it's like much easier. 382 00:21:06,720 --> 00:21:14,879 Speaker 11: So what I've wanted to say d MT doodles, but 383 00:21:15,400 --> 00:21:19,760 Speaker 11: saying doodles that that's that's my Instagram. 384 00:21:19,840 --> 00:21:23,919 Speaker 10: Yeah. I asked you if you had tried DMT and 385 00:21:23,960 --> 00:21:27,280 Speaker 10: you said no, So I guess that's my main. 386 00:21:27,600 --> 00:21:29,679 Speaker 2: Okay, so you had. By the way, are you on 387 00:21:29,880 --> 00:21:34,520 Speaker 2: d MT right now? You You don't sound definitely not okay. 388 00:21:36,160 --> 00:21:37,960 Speaker 2: Have you been on d MT in the last like 389 00:21:38,000 --> 00:21:39,200 Speaker 2: twenty four hours. 390 00:21:39,840 --> 00:21:42,800 Speaker 10: No, No, it's been a few weeks since. 391 00:21:42,840 --> 00:21:50,520 Speaker 2: I that's the dimension, since you left the dimension. Yeah, 392 00:21:50,640 --> 00:21:53,320 Speaker 2: you sound I I want to put my finger on it, 393 00:21:53,359 --> 00:21:59,240 Speaker 2: but I know I'm not going to hire. There's I 394 00:21:59,240 --> 00:22:00,720 Speaker 2: don't know. But I mean, here's the thing is, I 395 00:22:00,720 --> 00:22:02,800 Speaker 2: don't know you, so to say that you sound weird 396 00:22:02,920 --> 00:22:05,320 Speaker 2: right now, I have no. 397 00:22:05,520 --> 00:22:08,919 Speaker 10: Heart I don't have my heart rates like ninety or 398 00:22:09,000 --> 00:22:09,880 Speaker 10: like one hundred right now. 399 00:22:10,160 --> 00:22:14,199 Speaker 2: Oh, you're nervous, fair enough. Yes, that's interesting to be 400 00:22:14,200 --> 00:22:23,440 Speaker 2: because you know, you look to leave the dimension mentally. Yeah, 401 00:22:23,680 --> 00:22:29,320 Speaker 2: it sounds to me like it would be a very 402 00:22:29,840 --> 00:22:31,560 Speaker 2: nerve racking experience. 403 00:22:32,160 --> 00:22:35,800 Speaker 10: Would you not have most the most Yes, definitely. 404 00:22:36,920 --> 00:22:41,240 Speaker 2: Calling an internet echo man seems like it's a few 405 00:22:41,359 --> 00:22:46,960 Speaker 2: tears below that in terms of uh distress it might induce. 406 00:22:47,400 --> 00:22:51,359 Speaker 2: So I'm surprised that you're nervous right now? 407 00:22:51,800 --> 00:22:54,120 Speaker 10: Okay, Well, can I explain that real quick? 408 00:22:54,400 --> 00:22:56,480 Speaker 2: I would love for you to explain that, for like. 409 00:22:56,440 --> 00:22:58,959 Speaker 10: The past seventy two hours, I've had nothing to do, 410 00:23:00,440 --> 00:23:04,240 Speaker 10: so I've been rewatching your old streams or not rewatching. 411 00:23:04,280 --> 00:23:06,119 Speaker 10: I had never seen them. I've never seen them, so 412 00:23:06,320 --> 00:23:09,640 Speaker 10: like I'm watching them for the first time and so 413 00:23:09,760 --> 00:23:11,680 Speaker 10: like you, you have been my life for the past 414 00:23:11,680 --> 00:23:14,680 Speaker 10: three days, dude, And so I'm still nervous. 415 00:23:14,840 --> 00:23:19,760 Speaker 2: Yeah, And is it weird that you've been because I'm interested. 416 00:23:19,800 --> 00:23:21,480 Speaker 2: So it's it weird that you've been listening to me 417 00:23:21,520 --> 00:23:23,760 Speaker 2: for the past seventy two hours and now we're like 418 00:23:23,840 --> 00:23:24,720 Speaker 2: talking on the phone. 419 00:23:25,880 --> 00:23:27,520 Speaker 10: I mean, I was like, I'm going to talk to 420 00:23:27,600 --> 00:23:30,159 Speaker 10: him one day, and I've called like I don't know, 421 00:23:30,240 --> 00:23:33,639 Speaker 10: twenty five times tonight and I was like, Yeah, I'm 422 00:23:33,640 --> 00:23:36,000 Speaker 10: gonna go, I'm going to talk to this this awesome 423 00:23:36,119 --> 00:23:39,320 Speaker 10: human who does it weird service to our community? 424 00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:41,040 Speaker 5: Uh? 425 00:23:41,400 --> 00:23:44,440 Speaker 2: You know, I always say, because here's the thing. When 426 00:23:44,480 --> 00:23:47,040 Speaker 2: I listen to shows like Desire, if I were listening 427 00:23:47,040 --> 00:23:51,680 Speaker 2: to my stream or like some like call in thing 428 00:23:51,960 --> 00:23:54,200 Speaker 2: or whatever, even a game show, I feel like if 429 00:23:54,200 --> 00:23:56,160 Speaker 2: you listen to her or watch it that much, at 430 00:23:56,200 --> 00:23:58,560 Speaker 2: some point, you're going to go You're going to think 431 00:23:58,680 --> 00:24:02,080 Speaker 2: in your head about what you would say or what 432 00:24:02,160 --> 00:24:06,000 Speaker 2: you would be like if you were on the thing 433 00:24:06,359 --> 00:24:08,960 Speaker 2: you had to I did that happen? Did you ever think, like, 434 00:24:09,359 --> 00:24:11,200 Speaker 2: did you ever like come up with a fictional scenario 435 00:24:11,200 --> 00:24:14,440 Speaker 2: like what would you say if you were on the phone? Yes, 436 00:24:15,480 --> 00:24:21,600 Speaker 2: And I'm now curious, how is the reality of your 437 00:24:21,640 --> 00:24:25,000 Speaker 2: call matching up with that schema that you set. 438 00:24:26,640 --> 00:24:30,800 Speaker 10: Well, I didn't anticipate the physiological reaction I would have 439 00:24:30,960 --> 00:24:34,320 Speaker 10: to talking to another human of course, so I guess 440 00:24:34,320 --> 00:24:37,840 Speaker 10: my delivery has been a bit delayed by five minutes. 441 00:24:38,600 --> 00:24:42,760 Speaker 10: And yeah, that's my question. 442 00:24:43,320 --> 00:24:46,399 Speaker 2: It sneaks up on you, dude. I hate it's so annoying. 443 00:24:46,480 --> 00:24:49,360 Speaker 2: It's the most of not it's it's an obnoxious thing 444 00:24:49,680 --> 00:24:52,040 Speaker 2: where you have a You're like, I'm gonna go do 445 00:24:52,119 --> 00:24:54,480 Speaker 2: this thing, and you picture in your mind you doing 446 00:24:54,520 --> 00:24:56,320 Speaker 2: it the way that you talk, the way that you 447 00:24:56,440 --> 00:24:59,119 Speaker 2: come off, and then you get there in reality, and 448 00:24:59,119 --> 00:25:01,400 Speaker 2: then all of a sudden, you're the body starts your 449 00:25:01,440 --> 00:25:03,760 Speaker 2: heart exactly what's going on, Your heart rate starts going, 450 00:25:03,840 --> 00:25:07,240 Speaker 2: You speak slower because you're nervous, and you're like, fuck, 451 00:25:07,280 --> 00:25:10,159 Speaker 2: I didn't back to this into the best part of 452 00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:11,720 Speaker 2: the plan. And then it's three. 453 00:25:11,840 --> 00:25:14,800 Speaker 10: You all off and you live forwards and learn backwards. 454 00:25:14,840 --> 00:25:18,600 Speaker 10: Mister kick. You said you said something the other day, 455 00:25:18,640 --> 00:25:21,360 Speaker 10: and when I was listening to your stream that it's 456 00:25:21,400 --> 00:25:24,240 Speaker 10: important to feel nervous, like my life is exciting enough 457 00:25:24,280 --> 00:25:28,680 Speaker 10: to feel nervous, and I was like, that's so facts fair. 458 00:25:28,800 --> 00:25:31,760 Speaker 2: Yeah, I got to take my own advice on that, dude, 459 00:25:31,920 --> 00:25:32,359 Speaker 2: I really do. 460 00:25:32,680 --> 00:25:35,840 Speaker 10: It's hard, it's it's practice. I think it's not. It's 461 00:25:35,840 --> 00:25:38,240 Speaker 10: not something you could just realize that and put into action. 462 00:25:38,359 --> 00:25:44,000 Speaker 10: It's like, maybe it takes a while, but yeah, infinite 463 00:25:44,080 --> 00:25:45,400 Speaker 10: patience is not virtuous. 464 00:25:46,280 --> 00:25:46,520 Speaker 8: Yeah. 465 00:25:46,680 --> 00:25:50,320 Speaker 10: Also, also, everyone twenty one plus should try d MT. 466 00:25:50,880 --> 00:25:52,400 Speaker 10: I have to say that while I'm here. 467 00:25:52,920 --> 00:25:57,720 Speaker 2: What is it like? Can you not be eighteen? Oh 468 00:25:57,840 --> 00:25:59,680 Speaker 2: thought I thought DMT was wholly illegal. 469 00:26:00,560 --> 00:26:04,879 Speaker 10: It's been decriminalized in California and Oregon. So if you're 470 00:26:04,920 --> 00:26:07,480 Speaker 10: twenty one, you can possess it, share it, smoke it. 471 00:26:08,720 --> 00:26:11,919 Speaker 2: Yeah, but you can't like set up a like dm 472 00:26:12,280 --> 00:26:14,880 Speaker 2: you know, DMTD DNT Emporium. 473 00:26:15,480 --> 00:26:18,040 Speaker 10: Yes, I can. I plan on it one day. Yes, 474 00:26:18,119 --> 00:26:22,000 Speaker 10: to experience molecule, extract the molecule, Yeah, definitely. 475 00:26:24,160 --> 00:26:26,320 Speaker 2: My house just started flickering and I'm afraid that my 476 00:26:26,359 --> 00:26:28,040 Speaker 2: WiFi is going to cut out. So I wanted to 477 00:26:28,040 --> 00:26:29,720 Speaker 2: make that clear, but I want to I'm sorry. What 478 00:26:29,720 --> 00:26:30,440 Speaker 2: were you going to say? 479 00:26:31,840 --> 00:26:34,000 Speaker 10: Thank you for the clarity? First off? Yeah, I just 480 00:26:34,040 --> 00:26:37,080 Speaker 10: planned to spread the molecule as much as possible before 481 00:26:37,080 --> 00:26:39,040 Speaker 10: I die. 482 00:26:40,400 --> 00:26:42,760 Speaker 2: We never got to this point. I forgot what I 483 00:26:42,800 --> 00:26:44,919 Speaker 2: was going to ask you. You said you left the 484 00:26:45,040 --> 00:26:47,320 Speaker 2: universe and you were going to explain that, and then 485 00:26:47,359 --> 00:26:49,159 Speaker 2: you got into how you were listening to podcast. But 486 00:26:49,160 --> 00:26:51,680 Speaker 2: I want to hear your explanation of you leaving the universe. 487 00:26:53,600 --> 00:26:56,320 Speaker 10: Well, you take a very small amount of this substance, 488 00:26:56,400 --> 00:26:59,480 Speaker 10: like tiny, like on top of your finger. Now I'm out, 489 00:27:00,400 --> 00:27:03,520 Speaker 10: and you vaporize it and you take three big hits 490 00:27:03,720 --> 00:27:07,680 Speaker 10: and then you're asleep for ten minutes, and your third eye, 491 00:27:07,920 --> 00:27:10,600 Speaker 10: which is I feel like it's you where your energy 492 00:27:11,160 --> 00:27:13,560 Speaker 10: is then directed at like a forty five degree angle 493 00:27:13,600 --> 00:27:17,160 Speaker 10: out of your head into another realm. If you get there, 494 00:27:17,240 --> 00:27:19,439 Speaker 10: if you take the full three hits, and then you 495 00:27:19,520 --> 00:27:22,960 Speaker 10: burst into another realm, and there's beans there. They're showing 496 00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:24,800 Speaker 10: you weird shit and talking to you, and they're kind 497 00:27:24,800 --> 00:27:26,880 Speaker 10: of annoyed sometimes that they have to stop what they're 498 00:27:26,880 --> 00:27:31,920 Speaker 10: doing to deal with your energy. And they're always like, here, 499 00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:34,960 Speaker 10: we're here to show you stuff. Here's all the knowledge, 500 00:27:35,359 --> 00:27:37,520 Speaker 10: and then you forget it all like a dream, kind 501 00:27:37,520 --> 00:27:42,560 Speaker 10: of ten minutes later in your back sober Dober. We 502 00:27:42,720 --> 00:27:44,600 Speaker 10: make it all the time, and our lungs and our brain. 503 00:27:44,640 --> 00:27:49,240 Speaker 10: And doctor Rick Strassman out of New Mexico did studies 504 00:27:49,280 --> 00:27:53,000 Speaker 10: in the nineties dea sanctions, so there's plenty of research 505 00:27:53,040 --> 00:27:56,840 Speaker 10: on it and it's file available. It comes from within. 506 00:27:58,080 --> 00:28:00,720 Speaker 2: So it sounds like it sounds like like it's the 507 00:28:00,760 --> 00:28:03,240 Speaker 2: way that it is experienced is very similar to just 508 00:28:03,280 --> 00:28:05,920 Speaker 2: a really intense dream. 509 00:28:06,760 --> 00:28:09,959 Speaker 10: Yeah, like instant dream. But like dream is all of 510 00:28:09,960 --> 00:28:13,160 Speaker 10: this reality. You don't experience nothing of this reality over there. 511 00:28:13,160 --> 00:28:17,840 Speaker 10: It's all foreign and it's perfect, and it's machine. It's 512 00:28:18,280 --> 00:28:21,959 Speaker 10: there's no yeah, there's no faults. There's no faults here 513 00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:24,119 Speaker 10: in this reality. Yeah. 514 00:28:24,200 --> 00:28:26,760 Speaker 2: I want to try psychedelic drugs very badly, but I 515 00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:30,120 Speaker 2: just am not. I've never done like acid or shrooms 516 00:28:30,200 --> 00:28:34,080 Speaker 2: or any of that stuff because I'm not. I'm not 517 00:28:34,119 --> 00:28:36,919 Speaker 2: at the point where I want to yet, but I 518 00:28:37,000 --> 00:28:39,720 Speaker 2: eventually would like to because I because here's the thing, 519 00:28:39,920 --> 00:28:41,960 Speaker 2: I have no idea what you're talking about, but I 520 00:28:42,000 --> 00:28:45,920 Speaker 2: believe you you know what I mean, So I want 521 00:28:45,920 --> 00:28:47,160 Speaker 2: to see it for myself. 522 00:28:48,720 --> 00:28:50,280 Speaker 10: Yeah, it's it's your birth right. 523 00:28:50,960 --> 00:28:52,160 Speaker 2: What's it's my birth right? 524 00:28:52,480 --> 00:28:52,520 Speaker 4: Is? 525 00:28:52,840 --> 00:28:55,200 Speaker 2: Do you do you believe that it's everyone's birthright. 526 00:28:54,840 --> 00:28:58,360 Speaker 10: To see this genuinely? Because it comes from the ground. 527 00:28:58,520 --> 00:29:00,200 Speaker 10: I mean, it comes from it comes from the the 528 00:29:00,280 --> 00:29:05,080 Speaker 10: rock we're floating on. It's in thousands of living plants 529 00:29:05,080 --> 00:29:07,200 Speaker 10: and animals. All you have to do is extract it. 530 00:29:07,440 --> 00:29:10,160 Speaker 10: And it's in you right now in very small quantities. 531 00:29:10,880 --> 00:29:13,960 Speaker 2: So are you saying I'm hoigh right now? 532 00:29:14,400 --> 00:29:17,240 Speaker 10: No, And I appreciate your sentiment saying you want to 533 00:29:17,280 --> 00:29:19,840 Speaker 10: try psychedelics. Yeah, that's very cool. I was hoping that 534 00:29:19,960 --> 00:29:22,520 Speaker 10: was your thing. I was hoping that I try it. 535 00:29:22,680 --> 00:29:25,240 Speaker 2: But you know, here's the thing is, you know, I'm 536 00:29:26,000 --> 00:29:29,320 Speaker 2: you know, can at times. You know, I mean the 537 00:29:29,320 --> 00:29:31,880 Speaker 2: same as everyone, you know, be a little anxi, just 538 00:29:32,000 --> 00:29:34,160 Speaker 2: be a little overthinking, be a little too deep into 539 00:29:34,160 --> 00:29:36,200 Speaker 2: my head, and that happens. You know. I like to 540 00:29:36,240 --> 00:29:38,520 Speaker 2: smoke weed to relax, but when I smoke too much, 541 00:29:38,560 --> 00:29:40,680 Speaker 2: I go deep into my own head and I don't 542 00:29:40,760 --> 00:29:43,479 Speaker 2: like that that much unless if I'm in the right 543 00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:47,000 Speaker 2: sort of mode for it. And I feel like these drugs, psychedelts, 544 00:29:47,000 --> 00:29:49,160 Speaker 2: they're just like, hey, you know, when you go into 545 00:29:49,200 --> 00:29:53,040 Speaker 2: your head when you smoke marijuana, let's drill into the 546 00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:54,160 Speaker 2: center of the head. 547 00:29:55,800 --> 00:29:59,280 Speaker 10: Pour buckets and buckets of it. Yes, it's definitely weed 548 00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:02,760 Speaker 10: times of me, but it's only ten minutes onlike mushrooms 549 00:30:02,840 --> 00:30:05,840 Speaker 10: or acid, which are like hours, twelve hours, eight hours. 550 00:30:06,080 --> 00:30:09,480 Speaker 2: That's another thing, is like it's only ten minutes. I 551 00:30:09,520 --> 00:30:11,280 Speaker 2: could do ten minutes. I got ten minutes, dude. 552 00:30:11,560 --> 00:30:13,640 Speaker 10: Yeah, it's very It's like, you know, the most intense, 553 00:30:13,680 --> 00:30:17,480 Speaker 10: the scariest ten minutes of your life. Yeah, beautiful as well, of. 554 00:30:17,360 --> 00:30:18,520 Speaker 11: Course, definitely. 555 00:30:19,480 --> 00:30:22,000 Speaker 2: Well, I'll say one thing, you're a good advertisement for this. 556 00:30:22,120 --> 00:30:24,640 Speaker 2: You should They should pay you. Whoever makes money off 557 00:30:24,640 --> 00:30:27,560 Speaker 2: of the empt you should be like, are something I do? 558 00:30:27,680 --> 00:30:28,000 Speaker 8: I do? 559 00:30:28,440 --> 00:30:31,479 Speaker 10: Yeah, there are people who I study it constantly in 560 00:30:31,520 --> 00:30:34,600 Speaker 10: Canada and San Diego and Michigan. 561 00:30:35,200 --> 00:30:38,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, you're a good salesman. I hope that you're earnings 562 00:30:38,840 --> 00:30:41,800 Speaker 2: off of all the DMT that you're getting people to smoke. 563 00:30:42,600 --> 00:30:46,000 Speaker 10: Yes, I don't care about that. I want the collective 564 00:30:46,280 --> 00:30:49,680 Speaker 10: energy to like be awakened, so obnoxious watching all the 565 00:30:49,760 --> 00:30:53,160 Speaker 10: people not Yeah, anyways, beautiful. 566 00:30:53,160 --> 00:30:53,920 Speaker 2: What did you say? Your name was? 567 00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:56,960 Speaker 11: DMT doodles, DMT doodles, mister kick. 568 00:30:57,920 --> 00:31:00,280 Speaker 2: Well, you're gonna thank you so much for calling in man. 569 00:31:00,480 --> 00:31:01,920 Speaker 10: Yeah, I appreciate you. 570 00:31:08,320 --> 00:31:10,680 Speaker 8: All. From Quinn. 571 00:31:12,080 --> 00:31:16,720 Speaker 2: Quinn, Yes, Quinn, we've talked before, haven't we. 572 00:31:18,320 --> 00:31:19,640 Speaker 12: I'm sorry, could you say that again? 573 00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:21,600 Speaker 2: We've talked before, haven't we? 574 00:31:23,560 --> 00:31:25,280 Speaker 12: Uh No, I'm just Quinn. 575 00:31:27,560 --> 00:31:29,560 Speaker 2: That wasn't really an answer to my question, but I 576 00:31:29,560 --> 00:31:30,640 Speaker 2: also kind of think it. 577 00:31:30,560 --> 00:31:37,120 Speaker 12: Was it was hard to understand. Sorry, Yeah, I don't know. 578 00:31:37,200 --> 00:31:39,480 Speaker 2: Phones, man, what about them? 579 00:31:41,520 --> 00:31:43,640 Speaker 12: I feel like they could be better. I feel like 580 00:31:44,880 --> 00:31:48,320 Speaker 12: there's more we could do, make the connection a little 581 00:31:48,320 --> 00:31:52,000 Speaker 12: bit better person to person. You know, I always, ever 582 00:31:52,040 --> 00:31:54,200 Speaker 12: since I was little, I've always had an issue with 583 00:31:54,440 --> 00:31:57,680 Speaker 12: just not being able to really understand what is being 584 00:31:57,720 --> 00:31:58,760 Speaker 12: said through the speaker. 585 00:31:58,840 --> 00:32:02,960 Speaker 2: You know, ever since you were little, you haven't you've 586 00:32:02,960 --> 00:32:06,520 Speaker 2: had an issue understanding phones, No. 587 00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:09,760 Speaker 12: Understanding like the person's voice coming out of the speaker, 588 00:32:10,040 --> 00:32:12,320 Speaker 12: Like I have a hard time understanding what's being said. 589 00:32:14,080 --> 00:32:16,040 Speaker 2: Are you having a hard time understanding what I'm saying 590 00:32:16,120 --> 00:32:16,480 Speaker 2: right now? 591 00:32:17,240 --> 00:32:19,360 Speaker 12: No, right now, it's good. But what you were saying 592 00:32:19,360 --> 00:32:22,520 Speaker 12: originally whenever I first got online, that's I had a 593 00:32:22,520 --> 00:32:23,200 Speaker 12: hard time with that. 594 00:32:25,040 --> 00:32:31,200 Speaker 2: Mmmm. Okay, So so this only applies to the beginning 595 00:32:31,200 --> 00:32:33,760 Speaker 2: of phone conversations, but it slowly fades away as you 596 00:32:33,760 --> 00:32:36,480 Speaker 2: get deeper into the phone conversation, I believe. 597 00:32:36,560 --> 00:32:39,400 Speaker 12: So, you know, I've never really thought about it really hard, 598 00:32:39,440 --> 00:32:41,760 Speaker 12: but I think I think there is something to it. 599 00:32:43,560 --> 00:32:46,680 Speaker 2: What thrills you? 600 00:32:46,800 --> 00:32:51,320 Speaker 12: Honestly, those roller coasters on in the background. I haven't 601 00:32:51,320 --> 00:32:54,000 Speaker 12: been to six Flags in a long time, and seeing 602 00:32:54,000 --> 00:32:56,040 Speaker 12: these videos has really taking me back. 603 00:32:58,280 --> 00:32:59,920 Speaker 2: M what is it taking you back to? 604 00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:01,560 Speaker 4: So? 605 00:33:02,280 --> 00:33:06,600 Speaker 12: Six Flags used to have a branch out in Houston, 606 00:33:06,680 --> 00:33:11,800 Speaker 12: Texas called Astro World, and I think they closed that 607 00:33:11,880 --> 00:33:14,360 Speaker 12: down and I was like seven or eight, and several 608 00:33:14,360 --> 00:33:16,920 Speaker 12: of the roller coasters on there are actually reminding me 609 00:33:16,960 --> 00:33:18,760 Speaker 12: of a lot of the rides that were out there. 610 00:33:19,360 --> 00:33:21,600 Speaker 12: So you know, it's just bringing back a lot of 611 00:33:21,680 --> 00:33:24,840 Speaker 12: memory of a summer out with the family in the 612 00:33:25,080 --> 00:33:29,840 Speaker 12: real hot Houston heat and just you know, going around 613 00:33:29,920 --> 00:33:32,520 Speaker 12: on rides and having the time of my life, you know, 614 00:33:32,800 --> 00:33:35,040 Speaker 12: as much of a time as a five year old 615 00:33:35,080 --> 00:33:35,560 Speaker 12: kid can have. 616 00:33:37,760 --> 00:33:41,760 Speaker 2: Let me ask you, Zilling, have you had fun like that? 617 00:33:41,920 --> 00:33:48,720 Speaker 2: Since I don't think so. No, How does that make 618 00:33:48,720 --> 00:33:49,120 Speaker 2: you feel? 619 00:33:50,840 --> 00:33:53,400 Speaker 12: It feels like, you know, I need to get out 620 00:33:53,400 --> 00:33:56,280 Speaker 12: there and do something. I need to look for that thrill. 621 00:33:59,120 --> 00:34:01,400 Speaker 2: What do you think you might find it? 622 00:34:04,880 --> 00:34:07,880 Speaker 12: I don't know. I recently moved out to North Carolina 623 00:34:08,080 --> 00:34:11,640 Speaker 12: and I'm kind of looking for things to do. There's 624 00:34:11,680 --> 00:34:14,879 Speaker 12: a place over here called the Whitewater Center where they 625 00:34:14,880 --> 00:34:18,080 Speaker 12: do Olympic trials. They've got a zip line out there 626 00:34:18,120 --> 00:34:19,399 Speaker 12: that I'm thinking of getting up on. 627 00:34:20,960 --> 00:34:24,799 Speaker 2: Ooh is a zip line and camp be an Olympic sport. 628 00:34:24,560 --> 00:34:24,799 Speaker 8: Is it? 629 00:34:26,920 --> 00:34:30,120 Speaker 12: No, it's a meant for like whitewater rafting kind of stuff. 630 00:34:31,080 --> 00:34:33,920 Speaker 12: That's the main attraction there. But they've got some like 631 00:34:34,080 --> 00:34:37,319 Speaker 12: you can do some kayaking, They've got ziplines, They've got 632 00:34:37,360 --> 00:34:38,600 Speaker 12: all sorts of things out there. 633 00:34:39,640 --> 00:34:43,240 Speaker 2: Okay, a zip lining sounds like it would be fun, 634 00:34:44,760 --> 00:34:48,080 Speaker 2: but it's a very short experience. You know, it's not 635 00:34:48,120 --> 00:34:50,279 Speaker 2: going to solve all your problems getting on a zip line. 636 00:34:50,360 --> 00:34:52,359 Speaker 2: I know that from experience. You get on the zip line, 637 00:34:52,400 --> 00:34:54,600 Speaker 2: you go across the ocean or whatever, you go across 638 00:34:54,640 --> 00:34:56,800 Speaker 2: the lake, and then you know you still got to 639 00:34:56,840 --> 00:34:57,640 Speaker 2: go to work tomorrow. 640 00:34:59,040 --> 00:35:02,800 Speaker 12: Yeah, but you know in that moment, in that moment, 641 00:35:02,840 --> 00:35:03,840 Speaker 12: everything melts away. 642 00:35:06,400 --> 00:35:11,400 Speaker 2: Hmm. Okay, so you're going to go to this Olympic 643 00:35:11,920 --> 00:35:18,359 Speaker 2: Trials zip line thing and what else? What else would 644 00:35:18,400 --> 00:35:26,200 Speaker 2: you like to do to bring more thrills into your Life's. 645 00:35:23,600 --> 00:35:26,080 Speaker 12: That's a very good question, And honestly, I think I 646 00:35:26,120 --> 00:35:29,600 Speaker 12: have to think on that a little bit because you know, 647 00:35:29,680 --> 00:35:31,600 Speaker 12: right now, it's like I'm just trying to make ends 648 00:35:31,640 --> 00:35:34,959 Speaker 12: meet work, you know, take care of my relationship, got 649 00:35:34,960 --> 00:35:37,640 Speaker 12: a fiance hopefully going to marry in the next year 650 00:35:37,760 --> 00:35:40,600 Speaker 12: or so, because you know, pandemic and everything. Got to 651 00:35:40,640 --> 00:35:43,840 Speaker 12: make sure that the whole family can come out and 652 00:35:43,960 --> 00:35:49,120 Speaker 12: have fun. So yeah, I've I just got to reflect 653 00:35:49,160 --> 00:35:49,920 Speaker 12: on that a little bit. 654 00:35:50,239 --> 00:35:53,040 Speaker 2: Mister Dick, How did you meet your fiance? 655 00:35:54,760 --> 00:35:57,080 Speaker 12: So we met at a coffee shop. I was working 656 00:35:57,120 --> 00:36:00,560 Speaker 12: there and then she came in and she was dressed 657 00:36:00,600 --> 00:36:03,320 Speaker 12: in a way that made me think she was into 658 00:36:03,360 --> 00:36:06,759 Speaker 12: girls and not into guys. So I just kind of 659 00:36:06,880 --> 00:36:09,399 Speaker 12: was like, you know, I'll never have a chance with her. 660 00:36:09,800 --> 00:36:13,120 Speaker 12: But then one of my coworkers ended up befriending her 661 00:36:13,160 --> 00:36:15,400 Speaker 12: and she was like, Hey, that guy thinks you're cute. 662 00:36:15,960 --> 00:36:19,120 Speaker 12: And then my coworker was like, hey, she thinks you're cute, 663 00:36:19,320 --> 00:36:22,640 Speaker 12: and then we started talking, so it went from there. 664 00:36:24,360 --> 00:36:29,920 Speaker 2: That's nice. That's cool. I love stories like that, you know. 665 00:36:30,080 --> 00:36:32,759 Speaker 2: I feel like today most people they meet through the 666 00:36:32,840 --> 00:36:36,600 Speaker 2: apps or something like that. It's cool to, you know, 667 00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:37,960 Speaker 2: meet people in parson like that. 668 00:36:39,080 --> 00:36:40,760 Speaker 12: Yeah, I agree. 669 00:36:41,800 --> 00:36:45,439 Speaker 2: And well, what was her reaction when you told her 670 00:36:46,080 --> 00:36:49,000 Speaker 2: that you at first thought that she was into girls? 671 00:36:50,320 --> 00:36:54,279 Speaker 12: She said, yeah, I kind of get that a lot. 672 00:36:54,600 --> 00:36:57,560 Speaker 12: She it was just at the time she had a 673 00:36:57,640 --> 00:37:01,480 Speaker 12: shorter hair and was dressing in some like plaid and stuff. 674 00:37:02,640 --> 00:37:05,680 Speaker 12: She likes to call it a grunge fashion. So it's 675 00:37:05,719 --> 00:37:08,719 Speaker 12: just kind of a little bit less feminine. I don't 676 00:37:08,719 --> 00:37:11,560 Speaker 12: want to say masculine, but just a little less feminine. 677 00:37:11,600 --> 00:37:16,000 Speaker 2: Feminine is would you consider now let me ask you, 678 00:37:16,400 --> 00:37:21,160 Speaker 2: would you consider yourself to be grungy in any way, 679 00:37:21,200 --> 00:37:25,239 Speaker 2: shape or form? No, they are, you know, ripped jeans. 680 00:37:25,520 --> 00:37:27,120 Speaker 2: It's funny because you don't sound like it at all. 681 00:37:27,160 --> 00:37:30,000 Speaker 2: You kind of sound like you wear glasses. 682 00:37:31,120 --> 00:37:35,040 Speaker 12: Oh, I actually wear shirt and I am wearing a 683 00:37:35,040 --> 00:37:37,520 Speaker 12: button down shirt right now. Got it from the Van Storre, 684 00:37:37,640 --> 00:37:40,880 Speaker 12: so you know, it's a little more stylish. 685 00:37:41,280 --> 00:37:43,640 Speaker 2: You don't sound like you have any like tattoos or 686 00:37:44,560 --> 00:37:46,200 Speaker 2: piercings or anything like that. 687 00:37:47,280 --> 00:37:49,919 Speaker 12: Nope, not yet. Hopefully I'll get a tattoo one. 688 00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:50,400 Speaker 10: Of these days. 689 00:37:50,719 --> 00:37:51,799 Speaker 2: What are you gonna get a tattoo of? 690 00:37:52,840 --> 00:37:56,319 Speaker 12: That's still up in the air. I'm still looking at 691 00:37:56,320 --> 00:37:56,960 Speaker 12: my options. 692 00:37:57,400 --> 00:37:58,719 Speaker 2: What are the options you're looking at? 693 00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:03,200 Speaker 12: I was thinking maybe something a little more you know, traditional, 694 00:38:03,880 --> 00:38:06,400 Speaker 12: some you know, a traditional kind of tattoo. Definitely not 695 00:38:06,440 --> 00:38:10,440 Speaker 12: going to do anything tribal, since I'm still working in coffee, 696 00:38:10,960 --> 00:38:14,000 Speaker 12: kind of stereotypical thing is to get a tattoo of 697 00:38:14,040 --> 00:38:17,000 Speaker 12: a coffee plant, so like the cherries on the stem 698 00:38:17,080 --> 00:38:20,680 Speaker 12: with some leaves, and you know, I could get something 699 00:38:20,719 --> 00:38:21,040 Speaker 12: like that. 700 00:38:23,160 --> 00:38:25,120 Speaker 2: I'd find it funny that because you work at a 701 00:38:25,120 --> 00:38:29,920 Speaker 2: coffee shop you want to get a coffee plant. That 702 00:38:30,000 --> 00:38:32,680 Speaker 2: seems like like if an Amazon worker wanted to get 703 00:38:32,680 --> 00:38:33,240 Speaker 2: like a box. 704 00:38:34,920 --> 00:38:37,439 Speaker 12: You know, if an Amazon worker wanted to get a box, that's, 705 00:38:37,760 --> 00:38:38,640 Speaker 12: you know, go for it. 706 00:38:38,680 --> 00:38:38,879 Speaker 4: Man. 707 00:38:39,719 --> 00:38:43,040 Speaker 12: Maybe Jeff Bezos got has a box. You never know, 708 00:38:43,320 --> 00:38:45,520 Speaker 12: he's got the smile on there for sure. 709 00:38:45,560 --> 00:38:47,440 Speaker 2: Do you think you think he has a box tattooed 710 00:38:47,480 --> 00:38:48,440 Speaker 2: on his ass? 711 00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:53,640 Speaker 12: Yeah? Yeah, absolutely, and his new girlfriend is probably loving 712 00:38:53,719 --> 00:38:55,400 Speaker 12: it beautiful. 713 00:38:55,480 --> 00:38:59,440 Speaker 2: Would you say your name was Quinn? Quinn? Good luck 714 00:38:59,440 --> 00:39:02,000 Speaker 2: with the engage. How are you gonna propose everything? Do 715 00:39:02,040 --> 00:39:02,960 Speaker 2: you have a thing you're gonna do? 716 00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:03,200 Speaker 4: No? 717 00:39:03,320 --> 00:39:08,320 Speaker 12: I actually already did propose. So she was really into uh, 718 00:39:08,680 --> 00:39:10,160 Speaker 12: she said yes, of. 719 00:39:10,080 --> 00:39:13,160 Speaker 2: Course, she said she's really into frogs. 720 00:39:13,680 --> 00:39:15,600 Speaker 12: Yeah, so I asked her, will you share my lily 721 00:39:15,640 --> 00:39:16,239 Speaker 12: pad with me? 722 00:39:17,560 --> 00:39:17,759 Speaker 8: Oh? 723 00:39:17,760 --> 00:39:21,560 Speaker 2: That's cute, that's very cute. Well, I wish you a 724 00:39:21,840 --> 00:39:27,400 Speaker 2: lily pad full of uh love and coffee and uh 725 00:39:27,480 --> 00:39:29,120 Speaker 2: punk rock my friend. 726 00:39:29,920 --> 00:39:31,080 Speaker 12: Thank you? 727 00:39:31,000 --> 00:39:41,440 Speaker 4: You have the trick call from will Oh? 728 00:39:41,560 --> 00:39:43,560 Speaker 2: Is it Can I call you Willow? Or is it 729 00:39:43,680 --> 00:39:46,280 Speaker 2: will oh Oh? 730 00:39:46,320 --> 00:39:48,480 Speaker 4: It's will oh oh for the last name. 731 00:39:49,239 --> 00:39:53,120 Speaker 2: Okay, how are you doing, will good? 732 00:39:53,160 --> 00:39:53,719 Speaker 1: How are you. 733 00:39:55,280 --> 00:39:57,480 Speaker 2: Uh not too bad? Will? How old are you? 734 00:39:57,600 --> 00:39:57,799 Speaker 9: Dude? 735 00:39:59,239 --> 00:40:02,719 Speaker 4: I'm like twenty I kind of stopped counting after twenty one. 736 00:40:03,560 --> 00:40:05,200 Speaker 2: Really you stopped counting? 737 00:40:06,960 --> 00:40:09,439 Speaker 4: Yeah, you know, still have birthdays, but the number age 738 00:40:09,480 --> 00:40:10,399 Speaker 4: doesn't really matter, right. 739 00:40:12,480 --> 00:40:14,960 Speaker 2: This is such an interesting philosophy. I've never heard from 740 00:40:14,960 --> 00:40:18,839 Speaker 2: someone who does not count their age, or at least 741 00:40:18,920 --> 00:40:19,359 Speaker 2: keep track. 742 00:40:21,600 --> 00:40:21,799 Speaker 5: Yeah. 743 00:40:21,840 --> 00:40:25,680 Speaker 4: I forget all the time. Actually, I always think I'm 744 00:40:25,719 --> 00:40:27,080 Speaker 4: like twenty four or twenty three. 745 00:40:27,160 --> 00:40:32,080 Speaker 2: Still, you know, I like this because you're not defining 746 00:40:32,120 --> 00:40:34,600 Speaker 2: yourself by your age. You're just living life at your 747 00:40:34,640 --> 00:40:36,759 Speaker 2: own pace. That's smart. 748 00:40:36,960 --> 00:40:39,400 Speaker 4: Yeah, AG is more of a mindset. 749 00:40:39,480 --> 00:40:43,200 Speaker 2: Really, Okay, what age do you feel as though you are? 750 00:40:43,200 --> 00:40:44,480 Speaker 2: Having not kept track? 751 00:40:45,320 --> 00:40:47,200 Speaker 4: Yeah, I guess I still feel like twenty three. 752 00:40:48,400 --> 00:40:52,000 Speaker 2: You feel like you're twenty three. There's really and nothing 753 00:40:52,160 --> 00:40:55,879 Speaker 2: is Look, you said you stopped counting when you were 754 00:40:55,880 --> 00:40:58,600 Speaker 2: twenty one, and you think you might be like twenty five. 755 00:41:00,280 --> 00:41:01,560 Speaker 4: Definitely four or five. 756 00:41:02,480 --> 00:41:07,960 Speaker 2: There's really not that big of a fucking difference between 757 00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:12,439 Speaker 2: any of the ages in your early twenties, like three, 758 00:41:14,080 --> 00:41:16,200 Speaker 2: It doesn't matter, you know what. You're kind of selling 759 00:41:16,239 --> 00:41:18,239 Speaker 2: me on. I might try to forget my age. That'd 760 00:41:18,320 --> 00:41:20,799 Speaker 2: be difficult. This is the thing is, it's this is 761 00:41:20,840 --> 00:41:24,279 Speaker 2: a difficult thing to do retroactively because I'd like to 762 00:41:24,320 --> 00:41:25,960 Speaker 2: forget my age, but I don't think I can. 763 00:41:27,719 --> 00:41:29,960 Speaker 4: It was just, you know, stop counting from there and 764 00:41:30,000 --> 00:41:32,160 Speaker 4: then in a few years you won't even know anymore. 765 00:41:33,640 --> 00:41:40,399 Speaker 2: Interesting. That's a good idea. I'm gonna take that. Will 766 00:41:40,440 --> 00:41:41,360 Speaker 2: I have a question for you? 767 00:41:42,560 --> 00:41:43,600 Speaker 4: Yeah? 768 00:41:43,640 --> 00:41:44,560 Speaker 2: What thrills you? 769 00:41:46,160 --> 00:41:47,239 Speaker 12: What thrills me? 770 00:41:51,280 --> 00:41:55,280 Speaker 4: Oh? Yeah, I just did skydiving. That was thrilling. 771 00:41:56,040 --> 00:41:59,440 Speaker 2: You went skydiving, Yeah. 772 00:41:59,320 --> 00:42:00,760 Speaker 4: Out of a real plane and everything. 773 00:42:02,320 --> 00:42:03,879 Speaker 2: I'm glad. I'm glad you went out of a real 774 00:42:03,880 --> 00:42:07,160 Speaker 2: plane and not out of a was I don't even 775 00:42:07,160 --> 00:42:10,560 Speaker 2: know what's the alternative. I guess you like a magical 776 00:42:10,600 --> 00:42:13,440 Speaker 2: pixie comes down to Earth and grants you the power 777 00:42:13,440 --> 00:42:16,520 Speaker 2: of flight, and then you fly up into the air 778 00:42:16,560 --> 00:42:17,959 Speaker 2: and then the pixie turns it off. 779 00:42:19,080 --> 00:42:22,640 Speaker 4: Yeah, I uh, that was the alternative, but it was 780 00:42:22,960 --> 00:42:25,040 Speaker 4: too expensive, so we just went with the you know, 781 00:42:25,080 --> 00:42:27,480 Speaker 4: the plane does sound expensive? 782 00:42:27,640 --> 00:42:33,040 Speaker 2: Does sound very expensive? Okay, so you went skydiving? What 783 00:42:33,040 --> 00:42:39,440 Speaker 2: what what I mean sky diving? For the record, I 784 00:42:39,440 --> 00:42:44,160 Speaker 2: would never ever do that. Props to you for doing it. 785 00:42:44,160 --> 00:42:47,239 Speaker 2: I would never do that. I'm curious what compelled you 786 00:42:47,280 --> 00:42:48,480 Speaker 2: to want to go skydiving? 787 00:42:52,200 --> 00:42:55,080 Speaker 4: You know, I've always wanted to. It was kind of 788 00:42:55,080 --> 00:43:00,600 Speaker 4: on the list. It was, uh, my sister's graduate from 789 00:43:00,680 --> 00:43:04,520 Speaker 4: high school, so it was on her list too. And yeah, 790 00:43:04,640 --> 00:43:07,880 Speaker 4: you know, when someone I never thought I would say this, 791 00:43:08,000 --> 00:43:10,000 Speaker 4: but when someone says, do you want to jump out 792 00:43:10,040 --> 00:43:11,279 Speaker 4: of a plane? My answer was yet. 793 00:43:13,400 --> 00:43:16,520 Speaker 2: So it was it was primarily your sister's idea, and 794 00:43:16,560 --> 00:43:17,160 Speaker 2: then you hopped on. 795 00:43:18,880 --> 00:43:23,799 Speaker 4: Oh yeah, but I tried to do it prior to 796 00:43:23,840 --> 00:43:26,879 Speaker 4: COVID with another friend and then you know. 797 00:43:27,000 --> 00:43:30,719 Speaker 2: That happened, right, You said you always wanted to do it? 798 00:43:30,760 --> 00:43:33,799 Speaker 2: Can I can? I like know why you wanted to 799 00:43:33,840 --> 00:43:34,160 Speaker 2: do it? 800 00:43:34,239 --> 00:43:34,319 Speaker 11: Like? 801 00:43:34,520 --> 00:43:36,279 Speaker 2: What about it sounded appealing to you? 802 00:43:38,440 --> 00:43:39,040 Speaker 4: It's thrilling. 803 00:43:41,840 --> 00:43:43,960 Speaker 2: Do you consider yourself a thrill seeker? 804 00:43:47,200 --> 00:43:48,720 Speaker 4: Yeah? I mean who doesn't like to be thrilled? 805 00:43:48,800 --> 00:43:51,680 Speaker 2: Right? Some you know, some people don't like to be 806 00:43:51,719 --> 00:43:53,520 Speaker 2: thrilled a lot of people like to sit at home 807 00:43:53,560 --> 00:43:56,240 Speaker 2: and read books. A lot of people are kind of nerds. 808 00:43:56,960 --> 00:43:57,279 Speaker 8: It's not. 809 00:43:58,800 --> 00:44:02,560 Speaker 2: I guess I suppose. So everyone has their own definition 810 00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:04,160 Speaker 2: of thrills. 811 00:44:04,200 --> 00:44:07,200 Speaker 4: And the second reason is is because if I'm ever 812 00:44:07,280 --> 00:44:10,040 Speaker 4: in a plane and need to jump out in an emergency, 813 00:44:10,680 --> 00:44:12,280 Speaker 4: now now I know what to expect. 814 00:44:14,280 --> 00:44:16,120 Speaker 2: Well, you know what to expect if you have to 815 00:44:16,200 --> 00:44:18,200 Speaker 2: jump out of a plane with a parachutes. 816 00:44:19,080 --> 00:44:24,600 Speaker 4: Right, so I uh oh yeah, and some rushing guys 817 00:44:24,600 --> 00:44:25,359 Speaker 4: strapped to my back. 818 00:44:27,640 --> 00:44:29,600 Speaker 2: Right, you got to do it next time without the guy. 819 00:44:30,719 --> 00:44:33,000 Speaker 2: Don't do it without the guy. That would be terrifying. 820 00:44:33,120 --> 00:44:36,279 Speaker 4: Yeah, I don't know if I need that much practice. 821 00:44:37,280 --> 00:44:40,680 Speaker 2: Well, I'm glad to hear that you didn't die. 822 00:44:42,520 --> 00:44:45,120 Speaker 4: Glad I didn't die too Well, before we. 823 00:44:45,200 --> 00:44:47,360 Speaker 2: Go, tell me what's your now now that you've skydive, 824 00:44:47,400 --> 00:44:53,360 Speaker 2: Because here's the thing about thrills, Will, is that you know, uh, 825 00:44:53,680 --> 00:44:59,480 Speaker 2: the effect can only last so long, right until you 826 00:44:59,480 --> 00:45:02,200 Speaker 2: have to get the next hit, you know. So I'm 827 00:45:02,520 --> 00:45:04,719 Speaker 2: wondering where where do you think that that next hit 828 00:45:04,760 --> 00:45:06,560 Speaker 2: of thrill is going to come? Will? 829 00:45:07,719 --> 00:45:09,960 Speaker 4: That's a really good question. But I actually have a 830 00:45:10,040 --> 00:45:12,719 Speaker 4: question for you I want to ask before we go here, 831 00:45:15,800 --> 00:45:20,400 Speaker 4: Why Why is your faith not painted red? It should 832 00:45:20,400 --> 00:45:23,480 Speaker 4: be red? Right for a tongue, because you're inside the mouth. 833 00:45:29,080 --> 00:45:30,759 Speaker 2: Thank you so much for calling. Will I hope you 834 00:45:30,760 --> 00:45:31,640 Speaker 2: have a good rest of the night. 835 00:45:33,320 --> 00:45:34,840 Speaker 4: You too, Thanks guys. 836 00:45:36,520 --> 00:45:39,320 Speaker 2: Hey, folks, this is Lyle here with a very quick message, 837 00:45:39,520 --> 00:45:42,600 Speaker 2: just letting you know that this podcast does not have 838 00:45:42,640 --> 00:45:46,000 Speaker 2: any advertising in it as of this very moment, but 839 00:45:46,120 --> 00:45:48,880 Speaker 2: if you would like to support and make it easier 840 00:45:48,880 --> 00:45:52,280 Speaker 2: for me to do more therapy Gecko in the future, 841 00:45:52,480 --> 00:45:55,160 Speaker 2: you can head on over to Patreon dot com slash 842 00:45:55,280 --> 00:45:58,600 Speaker 2: lyle forever and for only five dollars you can make 843 00:45:58,640 --> 00:46:01,120 Speaker 2: it a heck of a lot easier for me to 844 00:46:01,360 --> 00:46:05,280 Speaker 2: put this whole shebang together. That is Patreon dot com 845 00:46:05,320 --> 00:46:08,960 Speaker 2: slash Lyle forever. You also get access to exclusive streams 846 00:46:09,239 --> 00:46:12,680 Speaker 2: exclusive GAK content. You also get access to the exclusive 847 00:46:12,840 --> 00:46:18,160 Speaker 2: Gek Legends discord Patreon dot com slash Lyle forever. All right, 848 00:46:18,239 --> 00:46:21,719 Speaker 2: back to the calls from Nick. 849 00:46:22,840 --> 00:46:25,400 Speaker 4: Tick Nick. 850 00:46:30,200 --> 00:46:36,399 Speaker 2: Hello, Hey, Hello, Nick? 851 00:46:37,200 --> 00:46:37,880 Speaker 8: There you are. 852 00:46:39,080 --> 00:46:39,440 Speaker 2: How are you? 853 00:46:39,560 --> 00:46:40,120 Speaker 1: How's it going? 854 00:46:41,480 --> 00:46:41,680 Speaker 9: Nick? 855 00:46:41,719 --> 00:46:42,960 Speaker 2: Can you turn your stream off? 856 00:46:44,120 --> 00:46:45,600 Speaker 4: It's off or smuted? 857 00:46:48,880 --> 00:46:50,040 Speaker 2: What are you doing right now? Nick? 858 00:46:51,360 --> 00:46:52,600 Speaker 8: I'm watching you. 859 00:46:54,640 --> 00:46:55,719 Speaker 2: Before you were watching me? 860 00:46:57,520 --> 00:47:01,920 Speaker 8: Uh smoking weed? Hanging out. 861 00:47:03,320 --> 00:47:04,279 Speaker 2: How high are you right now? 862 00:47:05,239 --> 00:47:05,960 Speaker 8: Not very. 863 00:47:07,320 --> 00:47:07,520 Speaker 4: Really? 864 00:47:07,560 --> 00:47:09,279 Speaker 2: Why are you not very high? Did you not smoke 865 00:47:09,400 --> 00:47:09,880 Speaker 2: enough weeds? 866 00:47:10,800 --> 00:47:13,719 Speaker 8: No, it's just very consistent, So it's not like a 867 00:47:13,760 --> 00:47:14,879 Speaker 8: big deal, you. 868 00:47:14,840 --> 00:47:15,279 Speaker 4: Know what I mean? 869 00:47:15,920 --> 00:47:18,360 Speaker 2: Interesting? All right, So you gotten to that point in 870 00:47:18,440 --> 00:47:23,239 Speaker 2: your weed smoking career where being high has become sort 871 00:47:23,280 --> 00:47:25,080 Speaker 2: of like a default state for. 872 00:47:25,120 --> 00:47:27,920 Speaker 8: You, right exactly. It's like twenty four to seven, So 873 00:47:27,960 --> 00:47:32,040 Speaker 8: it's kind of it's not like it's not for fun anymore. 874 00:47:32,040 --> 00:47:33,240 Speaker 11: It's kind of interest. 875 00:47:34,600 --> 00:47:36,239 Speaker 2: Interesting. How do you feel about that? 876 00:47:37,719 --> 00:47:48,720 Speaker 8: Oh, it's miserable and it's expensive, but uh, it helps 877 00:47:49,640 --> 00:47:52,320 Speaker 8: with other things, so I need it kind. 878 00:47:52,120 --> 00:47:56,160 Speaker 2: Of Is it like a medically prescribed thing? 879 00:47:57,480 --> 00:48:00,919 Speaker 8: No, but it's essentially it's essentially what I'm using it as. 880 00:48:04,000 --> 00:48:07,799 Speaker 2: Have you talked to like a therapist or a real 881 00:48:07,880 --> 00:48:08,719 Speaker 2: person about this? 882 00:48:09,440 --> 00:48:11,000 Speaker 8: Yeah? I have a therapist. Actually. 883 00:48:12,000 --> 00:48:14,480 Speaker 2: Interesting, I'm what do they when you talk to them 884 00:48:14,520 --> 00:48:17,439 Speaker 2: about this, this dependency? I'm curious what do they say 885 00:48:17,480 --> 00:48:17,640 Speaker 2: to you? 886 00:48:19,080 --> 00:48:24,520 Speaker 8: Well, she was actually not too against it, which I 887 00:48:24,560 --> 00:48:28,040 Speaker 8: was very surprised at to begin with. Yeah, I was. 888 00:48:28,120 --> 00:48:32,120 Speaker 8: I was pretty shocked, Like she doesn't encourage it or anything, 889 00:48:33,040 --> 00:48:36,720 Speaker 8: but it was very uh, you know, it was very like, well, 890 00:48:36,719 --> 00:48:39,359 Speaker 8: maybe if you just tried to slow down, or maybe 891 00:48:39,360 --> 00:48:41,840 Speaker 8: if you just tried this before you tried smoking and 892 00:48:41,960 --> 00:48:42,600 Speaker 8: things like that. 893 00:48:45,760 --> 00:48:47,279 Speaker 2: So so you said she wasn't like, I mean, she 894 00:48:47,320 --> 00:48:50,080 Speaker 2: obviously didn't endorse it, but she wasn't as appalled by 895 00:48:50,120 --> 00:48:52,719 Speaker 2: it as maybe you thought you would be, yeah, like at. 896 00:48:52,600 --> 00:48:55,120 Speaker 8: All, Like I would even be like, I'm like, I 897 00:48:55,200 --> 00:48:57,600 Speaker 8: have some otandi now in the session, and she's like, yeah, 898 00:48:57,600 --> 00:48:59,520 Speaker 8: I understand, you know what I mean? 899 00:49:00,080 --> 00:49:00,480 Speaker 9: Mm hmm. 900 00:49:01,320 --> 00:49:03,120 Speaker 2: Well I almost feel like that is part of her 901 00:49:03,239 --> 00:49:06,880 Speaker 2: job is to uh not. I feel like if you 902 00:49:07,040 --> 00:49:08,719 Speaker 2: if you shut up to a therapist and you tell 903 00:49:08,760 --> 00:49:11,440 Speaker 2: them something and they went, wow, that's pretty fucked up. 904 00:49:12,080 --> 00:49:16,279 Speaker 8: Yeah, exactly, they're supposed to feel normal. I guess sure 905 00:49:17,120 --> 00:49:17,560 Speaker 8: she did. 906 00:49:17,440 --> 00:49:20,160 Speaker 2: A good dog. So she was saying, maybe you should 907 00:49:20,160 --> 00:49:23,480 Speaker 2: do this instead of this or or something like that. 908 00:49:23,480 --> 00:49:25,480 Speaker 2: What was she what was she trying to say you 909 00:49:25,480 --> 00:49:27,000 Speaker 2: should do instead of smoking weed? 910 00:49:28,120 --> 00:49:32,040 Speaker 8: Just like healthier habits when you uh make me, you 911 00:49:32,080 --> 00:49:35,520 Speaker 8: know that like help with my like mental health issues, 912 00:49:35,640 --> 00:49:39,160 Speaker 8: so like you know, maybe calling like my mom up 913 00:49:39,200 --> 00:49:41,839 Speaker 8: or spending time with my pets and things like that. 914 00:49:42,440 --> 00:49:45,880 Speaker 8: Or there's some of her suggestions that I remember, m hm, 915 00:49:48,280 --> 00:49:48,520 Speaker 8: do you. 916 00:49:48,440 --> 00:49:50,480 Speaker 2: Ever get really high and ped a dog? 917 00:49:50,560 --> 00:49:50,719 Speaker 4: Though? 918 00:49:50,760 --> 00:49:53,120 Speaker 2: It's pretty cool, it is pretty. 919 00:49:52,800 --> 00:49:55,320 Speaker 8: Cool, But I don't have a dog and a cat. 920 00:49:55,239 --> 00:49:59,359 Speaker 2: Unfortunately, unfortunately. Do you not like your cat? 921 00:50:00,120 --> 00:50:02,719 Speaker 8: I do, but I wouldn't. Who wouldn't love a dog? 922 00:50:02,840 --> 00:50:03,040 Speaker 13: Right? 923 00:50:03,960 --> 00:50:05,279 Speaker 2: Right? Right? 924 00:50:06,280 --> 00:50:06,640 Speaker 5: Hm hmm. 925 00:50:06,880 --> 00:50:11,520 Speaker 2: Okay, So she tells you to call your parents, play 926 00:50:11,560 --> 00:50:14,120 Speaker 2: with your call your mom. 927 00:50:14,280 --> 00:50:16,960 Speaker 8: But I also feed a lot of strings in my neighborhood, 928 00:50:17,000 --> 00:50:20,560 Speaker 8: so she'll say, play with your your pets or your 929 00:50:20,600 --> 00:50:21,720 Speaker 8: cats in general. 930 00:50:23,160 --> 00:50:28,000 Speaker 2: That's cool, that's cool, alright, all right, suicide from smoking weed. 931 00:50:28,040 --> 00:50:29,160 Speaker 2: I mean, what do you do? What do you what 932 00:50:29,160 --> 00:50:30,479 Speaker 2: else do you do? Nick? 933 00:50:32,400 --> 00:50:35,799 Speaker 8: I kind of do whatever I can. I kind of 934 00:50:35,840 --> 00:50:41,120 Speaker 8: have an interesting income or ways of making money and 935 00:50:41,160 --> 00:50:46,120 Speaker 8: things like that. I don't. I don't tend to conventionally 936 00:50:46,160 --> 00:50:47,919 Speaker 8: stick to like nine to five. 937 00:50:49,400 --> 00:50:54,879 Speaker 2: Okay, do you do you do you mind sharing? I'm 938 00:50:54,920 --> 00:50:55,959 Speaker 2: curious to hear what. 939 00:50:57,560 --> 00:51:00,719 Speaker 8: It's more just like anything. So I live a very 940 00:51:02,760 --> 00:51:06,960 Speaker 8: low income lifestyle. I live in like a studio apartment 941 00:51:06,960 --> 00:51:12,240 Speaker 8: in a very bad neighborhood. And I don't drive a car. 942 00:51:12,400 --> 00:51:16,960 Speaker 8: I don't, I don't have I don't need much, so 943 00:51:17,040 --> 00:51:20,879 Speaker 8: I don't need to earn much, so I just do 944 00:51:20,960 --> 00:51:23,480 Speaker 8: like little things. My main source of income is I 945 00:51:23,600 --> 00:51:28,160 Speaker 8: started like a clothing resale business from like this stores 946 00:51:28,200 --> 00:51:31,960 Speaker 8: and stuff like that, so I do that a bit. 947 00:51:34,080 --> 00:51:36,480 Speaker 8: Or I'll pick up like shitty jobs for maybe a 948 00:51:36,520 --> 00:51:38,440 Speaker 8: month or two, Like I just picked up one at 949 00:51:38,480 --> 00:51:41,560 Speaker 8: a dollar store. I just started there. So I'll probably 950 00:51:41,600 --> 00:51:43,480 Speaker 8: do that for like maybe a month or two and 951 00:51:44,200 --> 00:51:46,160 Speaker 8: get a couple of tay checks, and then I'll probably 952 00:51:46,239 --> 00:51:50,080 Speaker 8: quit and go back to doing this. I just needed, 953 00:51:50,080 --> 00:51:52,320 Speaker 8: you know, some extra money. 954 00:51:53,600 --> 00:51:56,120 Speaker 2: I like that. I think it's actually I'm actually way 955 00:51:56,160 --> 00:51:59,680 Speaker 2: more impressed whenever I hear people who are like, yeah, 956 00:51:59,760 --> 00:52:02,960 Speaker 2: I live in a less nice place in a less 957 00:52:03,040 --> 00:52:05,560 Speaker 2: nice part of town, but I but I live by 958 00:52:05,560 --> 00:52:08,120 Speaker 2: my own schedule. I'm always way more impressed by that 959 00:52:08,200 --> 00:52:11,400 Speaker 2: than someone who's like I got a whatever million dollar 960 00:52:11,640 --> 00:52:12,719 Speaker 2: mansion or some shit. 961 00:52:13,520 --> 00:52:16,239 Speaker 8: My goal is to work like as little as possible, 962 00:52:16,440 --> 00:52:20,600 Speaker 8: and I have like really bad depression or anxiety and 963 00:52:20,680 --> 00:52:24,480 Speaker 8: like some other mental health issues and like a sleep disorder, 964 00:52:24,560 --> 00:52:27,440 Speaker 8: so it's really hard for me to work. So I 965 00:52:27,520 --> 00:52:31,120 Speaker 8: really try not to hold a like a regular It's 966 00:52:31,120 --> 00:52:33,160 Speaker 8: hard for me to be somewhere at a certain time 967 00:52:34,000 --> 00:52:37,600 Speaker 8: and like, you know, just like work for somebody else, 968 00:52:37,680 --> 00:52:40,719 Speaker 8: because it's like committing eight hours to something can be 969 00:52:40,880 --> 00:52:46,160 Speaker 8: really tough for me. So I just like I'll do 970 00:52:46,239 --> 00:52:48,560 Speaker 8: bullshit jobs, like I said, like a dollar store, where 971 00:52:48,560 --> 00:52:50,840 Speaker 8: like someone's not really expecting too much of me, and 972 00:52:50,880 --> 00:52:53,600 Speaker 8: I can kind of bullshit throughout the day and sit 973 00:52:53,680 --> 00:52:55,319 Speaker 8: on my phone and like I even walk home on 974 00:52:55,360 --> 00:52:57,319 Speaker 8: my break and smoke weat and walk back and don't 975 00:52:57,360 --> 00:53:01,040 Speaker 8: even notice this. And then like I even do other 976 00:53:01,080 --> 00:53:05,840 Speaker 8: things too, Like my girlfriend, uh has like a porn 977 00:53:06,040 --> 00:53:09,120 Speaker 8: type thing, so she'll sometimes pay me to do that, 978 00:53:09,640 --> 00:53:12,120 Speaker 8: and I'll get money from doing that too. 979 00:53:12,360 --> 00:53:14,000 Speaker 2: She has a porn type thing. She has an only 980 00:53:14,080 --> 00:53:14,919 Speaker 2: fans or something. 981 00:53:15,000 --> 00:53:17,640 Speaker 8: I said, yeah, yeah, but it's it's essentially bigger than that. 982 00:53:18,960 --> 00:53:22,399 Speaker 8: But yeah, it's like that's the biggest the easiest way 983 00:53:22,440 --> 00:53:25,399 Speaker 8: to describe it. It's very like mainstream now. But she's 984 00:53:25,440 --> 00:53:27,080 Speaker 8: been doing this for a couple of years. 985 00:53:28,320 --> 00:53:30,239 Speaker 2: Can I can I hear more about this? 986 00:53:30,920 --> 00:53:32,759 Speaker 8: Yeah, of course, I'm very open about it. 987 00:53:33,640 --> 00:53:37,400 Speaker 2: So your girl, this is your girlfriend pays you to 988 00:53:37,480 --> 00:53:38,799 Speaker 2: be in porn. 989 00:53:38,520 --> 00:53:41,319 Speaker 8: With her essentially be like, so, I don't know how 990 00:53:41,440 --> 00:53:44,960 Speaker 8: much you know about only fans or it's like I said, 991 00:53:44,960 --> 00:53:47,440 Speaker 8: it's pretty mainstream now, so it's like pretty like everyone 992 00:53:47,480 --> 00:53:51,040 Speaker 8: knows what it is, right, But I guess there's different 993 00:53:51,080 --> 00:53:55,680 Speaker 8: ways to make money on the platform, which that's fun. 994 00:53:57,080 --> 00:54:01,400 Speaker 8: But uh so sometimes she'll just need a mail because 995 00:54:01,400 --> 00:54:05,439 Speaker 8: most of her stuff is solo anyway, so sometimes she'll 996 00:54:05,480 --> 00:54:08,400 Speaker 8: just need a male counterpart for maybe a video idea 997 00:54:09,080 --> 00:54:11,640 Speaker 8: or something that we might come up with together, and 998 00:54:11,680 --> 00:54:15,560 Speaker 8: she'll literally just pay me a percentage of the sales, 999 00:54:15,760 --> 00:54:18,120 Speaker 8: or she might just say, hey, I'll give you this much, 1000 00:54:18,880 --> 00:54:20,480 Speaker 8: or like she just might help me with my rent 1001 00:54:20,560 --> 00:54:22,839 Speaker 8: that month and say, hey, will you help me make 1002 00:54:22,920 --> 00:54:25,880 Speaker 8: videos this month and I'll cover the two hundred dollars 1003 00:54:25,880 --> 00:54:28,640 Speaker 8: you need, And I'm like, hell, yeah, of course. She's 1004 00:54:28,680 --> 00:54:31,200 Speaker 8: actually cool, so it works out. 1005 00:54:31,239 --> 00:54:34,200 Speaker 2: Well, that's cool as shit, getting paid money to have 1006 00:54:34,239 --> 00:54:35,360 Speaker 2: sex with your girlfriends. 1007 00:54:35,600 --> 00:54:39,080 Speaker 8: Yeah, it's kind of that's kind of the best part. Unfortunately, 1008 00:54:39,320 --> 00:54:42,440 Speaker 8: I guess there's some issue with onlyfrans right now, with 1009 00:54:43,480 --> 00:54:46,560 Speaker 8: having multiple people on it. So now I have to 1010 00:54:46,800 --> 00:54:51,320 Speaker 8: register with the site and like go paperwork. So we 1011 00:54:52,239 --> 00:54:54,360 Speaker 8: had to take down all the videos of us together 1012 00:54:54,440 --> 00:54:57,200 Speaker 8: and it's all solo right now, and then I have 1013 00:54:57,239 --> 00:54:59,239 Speaker 8: to get all this paperwork figured out and do it 1014 00:54:59,280 --> 00:55:01,840 Speaker 8: all again. But you know, it should be back to normal, 1015 00:55:01,880 --> 00:55:03,839 Speaker 8: but it kind of cut my income down a little bit. 1016 00:55:04,920 --> 00:55:06,680 Speaker 2: Well, I'm right, they have to make sure that you're 1017 00:55:06,719 --> 00:55:08,520 Speaker 2: over the age of eighteen pretty much. 1018 00:55:08,520 --> 00:55:12,120 Speaker 8: Well that's the idea. Yeah, yeah, but I don't know, 1019 00:55:12,120 --> 00:55:14,319 Speaker 8: there's no problem before and we've been doing it for 1020 00:55:14,520 --> 00:55:16,640 Speaker 8: you know, a while, and now all of a sudden, 1021 00:55:16,840 --> 00:55:18,760 Speaker 8: it's problems. We need to take down on the videos 1022 00:55:18,800 --> 00:55:21,000 Speaker 8: and it's going to take months to get like like 1023 00:55:21,080 --> 00:55:22,719 Speaker 8: I feel a passport. 1024 00:55:22,239 --> 00:55:23,120 Speaker 5: And all that for you. 1025 00:55:23,960 --> 00:55:27,600 Speaker 2: So I'm curious. You said that this isn't just only fans. 1026 00:55:27,600 --> 00:55:28,960 Speaker 2: When I said it was only fans, you said, it's 1027 00:55:29,000 --> 00:55:31,359 Speaker 2: a little bit more than that. What how I know 1028 00:55:31,360 --> 00:55:33,319 Speaker 2: that she's I know you you expressed the fact that 1029 00:55:33,360 --> 00:55:36,720 Speaker 2: she's been like doing this a long time, But yeah, 1030 00:55:36,480 --> 00:55:40,960 Speaker 2: what is it about her operation that makes you say 1031 00:55:41,000 --> 00:55:43,480 Speaker 2: it's like big, bigger than like just you know, running 1032 00:55:43,640 --> 00:55:44,400 Speaker 2: and only fans. 1033 00:55:44,640 --> 00:55:46,760 Speaker 8: I guess just because she was doing it like before 1034 00:55:46,840 --> 00:55:50,200 Speaker 8: only fans doing a thing, she was making a living 1035 00:55:50,239 --> 00:55:53,120 Speaker 8: out of it somehow, and like selling content online and 1036 00:55:53,480 --> 00:55:58,120 Speaker 8: so like this only made it easier for her. But 1037 00:55:58,160 --> 00:56:00,480 Speaker 8: it's more than you know, it's it's more been just 1038 00:56:00,680 --> 00:56:05,040 Speaker 8: like uploading pictures and videos to only something given paid 1039 00:56:05,040 --> 00:56:08,440 Speaker 8: for it. It's what interaction to and like uh, like 1040 00:56:08,600 --> 00:56:13,359 Speaker 8: constant conversation with people and like people buying you know, 1041 00:56:13,480 --> 00:56:17,200 Speaker 8: gifts or whatever and wanting something right some sort of 1042 00:56:17,239 --> 00:56:18,640 Speaker 8: interaction back from it. 1043 00:56:20,160 --> 00:56:24,600 Speaker 2: I've always wondered with like the huge Only Fans creators 1044 00:56:24,640 --> 00:56:27,160 Speaker 2: because I know that the part of the Only Fans 1045 00:56:27,480 --> 00:56:29,640 Speaker 2: I've always was a part of the Only Fans is like, 1046 00:56:29,680 --> 00:56:31,239 Speaker 2: you know, it's the pictures in the videos, but then 1047 00:56:31,280 --> 00:56:33,400 Speaker 2: there's a whole other part of the like you know, 1048 00:56:33,480 --> 00:56:36,800 Speaker 2: i'll chat with you thing. And I was wonderful the 1049 00:56:36,960 --> 00:56:39,080 Speaker 2: for like the huge ones where it's like it is, 1050 00:56:39,600 --> 00:56:44,960 Speaker 2: there's no way, like there's so many people who it 1051 00:56:44,960 --> 00:56:46,200 Speaker 2: can't possibly be. 1052 00:56:47,040 --> 00:56:49,799 Speaker 8: Then well that's that's what always blows my mind, is 1053 00:56:50,000 --> 00:56:53,400 Speaker 8: how many people are willing to do it and like 1054 00:56:53,480 --> 00:56:56,160 Speaker 8: willing to spend money on it and things like that 1055 00:56:56,360 --> 00:56:58,480 Speaker 8: and the But I've been you know, I've learned a 1056 00:56:58,520 --> 00:57:00,600 Speaker 8: lot in the process. I know, in her a couple 1057 00:57:00,640 --> 00:57:03,920 Speaker 8: of years now and I've i've like she's taught me 1058 00:57:03,960 --> 00:57:06,880 Speaker 8: a lot about it, and it kind of it opens 1059 00:57:06,920 --> 00:57:11,040 Speaker 8: your eyes to how like just horny men are in general, 1060 00:57:11,120 --> 00:57:13,640 Speaker 8: and like how many horny men there are in the world, 1061 00:57:14,040 --> 00:57:15,880 Speaker 8: and that they're willing to pay a lot of money 1062 00:57:16,000 --> 00:57:19,240 Speaker 8: for like things they're kind of ashamed of, so you 1063 00:57:19,240 --> 00:57:22,880 Speaker 8: can exploit that for a decent paycheck. 1064 00:57:25,480 --> 00:57:28,959 Speaker 2: You know, you should ask her if if she would 1065 00:57:29,040 --> 00:57:32,040 Speaker 2: pay you to respond back to some of those messages 1066 00:57:32,080 --> 00:57:32,480 Speaker 2: as her. 1067 00:57:33,320 --> 00:57:38,560 Speaker 8: Yeah, I've tried, even though it's exhausted, Like that's got 1068 00:57:38,600 --> 00:57:39,919 Speaker 8: to be the hardest part of the job. 1069 00:57:40,680 --> 00:57:43,880 Speaker 4: Sure, it's just like you know, just like. 1070 00:57:45,480 --> 00:57:49,480 Speaker 8: Hundred thousands of men like messaging you every day and 1071 00:57:49,560 --> 00:57:55,040 Speaker 8: like just wanting all different things and asking all different questions, 1072 00:57:55,240 --> 00:57:59,040 Speaker 8: and you can only imagine, Yeah, it gets pretty nuts. 1073 00:57:59,320 --> 00:58:02,360 Speaker 2: But that's the thing, Like if it's thousands and hundreds 1074 00:58:02,400 --> 00:58:07,080 Speaker 2: and it's like how how can it doesn't even seem 1075 00:58:07,120 --> 00:58:10,480 Speaker 2: like it's possible for it for to be her personally 1076 00:58:10,520 --> 00:58:13,400 Speaker 2: answering it's pretty good you have. You'd have to like 1077 00:58:13,440 --> 00:58:14,280 Speaker 2: start it, you'd have to. 1078 00:58:14,240 --> 00:58:18,480 Speaker 8: Like she's I guess that's what I think. Like the 1079 00:58:18,520 --> 00:58:23,080 Speaker 8: most popular ones, the most popular accounts that you know, 1080 00:58:23,160 --> 00:58:25,760 Speaker 8: like she shows me in relation to her and things 1081 00:58:25,800 --> 00:58:29,720 Speaker 8: like that, is like they're they're very engaging when they 1082 00:58:29,760 --> 00:58:32,080 Speaker 8: try to engage with those fans as much as like 1083 00:58:32,160 --> 00:58:35,720 Speaker 8: the highest accounts talk with their fans as much as possible, 1084 00:58:36,360 --> 00:58:39,800 Speaker 8: and they they they have like meetups and all different 1085 00:58:39,800 --> 00:58:43,600 Speaker 8: things and maybe maybe custom videos. And yeah, it's a huge, 1086 00:58:43,840 --> 00:58:48,880 Speaker 8: huge underground market with all different kinds of stuff going 1087 00:58:48,920 --> 00:58:52,720 Speaker 8: on and different levels and fetishes and things like that, 1088 00:58:52,800 --> 00:58:55,360 Speaker 8: so it goes all different places. 1089 00:58:56,600 --> 00:58:58,840 Speaker 2: Damn. Well, it's cool that she is cool that you're 1090 00:58:58,840 --> 00:58:59,640 Speaker 2: getting involved. 1091 00:59:00,320 --> 00:59:03,120 Speaker 8: Oh yeah, it's definitely something I've always been interested into. 1092 00:59:03,840 --> 00:59:06,439 Speaker 8: So uh, it's it was a it was an easy 1093 00:59:06,480 --> 00:59:08,680 Speaker 8: stepping stone for me to get into it, and I've 1094 00:59:08,680 --> 00:59:10,560 Speaker 8: always really enjoyed it, so it works out. 1095 00:59:10,560 --> 00:59:15,600 Speaker 2: Well, do you enjoy like the performance on camera aspect 1096 00:59:15,680 --> 00:59:15,880 Speaker 2: of it? 1097 00:59:17,200 --> 00:59:19,520 Speaker 8: Yeah, there's not too much on my end, to be honest. 1098 00:59:19,680 --> 00:59:24,200 Speaker 8: Usually I'm I'm more of a prop than anything. So 1099 00:59:24,720 --> 00:59:28,240 Speaker 8: it's really it's easy. It's more just like easy. Yeah, 1100 00:59:29,040 --> 00:59:32,560 Speaker 8: stand here and and yeah it's that's not too bad. 1101 00:59:32,560 --> 00:59:35,200 Speaker 8: I wish I could do it full time and not 1102 00:59:35,360 --> 00:59:37,520 Speaker 8: after work ever. Again, that would be a dream. 1103 00:59:38,960 --> 00:59:40,959 Speaker 2: Well would you say your name was Nick? 1104 00:59:41,640 --> 00:59:42,280 Speaker 8: Nick? Yeah? 1105 00:59:42,560 --> 00:59:44,560 Speaker 2: Well Nick Man, Look, it was a pleasure talking to you. 1106 00:59:44,640 --> 00:59:49,720 Speaker 2: I I wish you the best of luck. I hope that, uh, 1107 00:59:49,800 --> 00:59:52,400 Speaker 2: you know, I hope, I I it sounds like you're 1108 00:59:52,400 --> 00:59:54,560 Speaker 2: doing good. I wanted to tell you one thing I 1109 00:59:54,600 --> 00:59:57,120 Speaker 2: appreciate by the way. I know that you're having a 1110 00:59:57,160 --> 00:59:59,960 Speaker 2: hard time. I know that you're you've been dependent upon we, 1111 01:00:00,200 --> 01:00:03,640 Speaker 2: but I appreciate that you're doing something about it. You know, I'm. 1112 01:00:03,480 --> 01:00:07,000 Speaker 8: Probably it's been you know, it's been a rough I'm 1113 01:00:07,040 --> 01:00:09,919 Speaker 8: I'm really I'm working at it, and it's it's been. 1114 01:00:10,240 --> 01:00:12,440 Speaker 8: You know, every day is a struggle growing up. 1115 01:00:13,160 --> 01:00:16,160 Speaker 2: I'm happy to hear that you're at least struggling as 1116 01:00:16,160 --> 01:00:17,320 Speaker 2: opposed to giving up. 1117 01:00:17,920 --> 01:00:20,680 Speaker 8: Yeah. Well, I've been there too, and you know, I'm glad. 1118 01:00:20,760 --> 01:00:23,280 Speaker 8: I'm glad I'm not there either. So but uh, this 1119 01:00:23,320 --> 01:00:26,480 Speaker 8: is my first time actually watching and calling into so thanksfully, 1120 01:00:26,520 --> 01:00:28,120 Speaker 8: you know, picking up and talking to me. It is 1121 01:00:28,160 --> 01:00:29,560 Speaker 8: really interesting, of. 1122 01:00:29,520 --> 01:00:31,240 Speaker 2: Course, man, thank you so much. You have a good 1123 01:00:31,280 --> 01:00:31,720 Speaker 2: rest of the night. 1124 01:00:31,840 --> 01:00:34,240 Speaker 8: Nick, Yeah, you too, brother, Thanks a lot. 1125 01:00:36,840 --> 01:00:38,640 Speaker 2: Here's the thing I would know, I don't. I don't 1126 01:00:38,680 --> 01:00:40,640 Speaker 2: judge people for I try to do this, people for 1127 01:00:40,680 --> 01:00:42,000 Speaker 2: any of this, any of this ship, and I don't. 1128 01:00:43,360 --> 01:00:46,920 Speaker 2: But but like if you're a guy messaging one of 1129 01:00:46,960 --> 01:00:49,520 Speaker 2: the huge ones like you, how can you like one 1130 01:00:49,600 --> 01:00:53,160 Speaker 2: of the like pages that has like a lot of 1131 01:00:53,240 --> 01:00:58,880 Speaker 2: people uh uh messaging the girl. It's like, how do 1132 01:00:58,960 --> 01:01:02,880 Speaker 2: you not? Like I'm wondering do they know that it's 1133 01:01:03,120 --> 01:01:05,200 Speaker 2: not the girl? Because if if you're like, I don't know, 1134 01:01:05,280 --> 01:01:07,840 Speaker 2: like one of like the huge porn stars and you 1135 01:01:07,960 --> 01:01:10,240 Speaker 2: got like an OnlyFans where like you message people back, 1136 01:01:10,320 --> 01:01:14,800 Speaker 2: there's no way that they personally answer like the ten 1137 01:01:14,880 --> 01:01:17,320 Speaker 2: thousand messages that they get. I wonder if those guys 1138 01:01:18,160 --> 01:01:20,840 Speaker 2: know or maybe they do know, but they just like 1139 01:01:20,880 --> 01:01:24,160 Speaker 2: in their head they think they pretend that it's that 1140 01:01:24,200 --> 01:01:25,400 Speaker 2: it is the person. 1141 01:01:25,760 --> 01:01:27,760 Speaker 11: From Jackson. 1142 01:01:29,640 --> 01:01:35,000 Speaker 2: Jackson, Lyle Jackson. Haven't we spoken before? 1143 01:01:36,080 --> 01:01:41,640 Speaker 10: No, not even once? 1144 01:01:42,880 --> 01:01:43,560 Speaker 2: Not even once. 1145 01:01:46,000 --> 01:01:46,360 Speaker 11: Nope. 1146 01:01:49,080 --> 01:01:50,760 Speaker 2: Well, goddamn, what's up with you? 1147 01:01:52,800 --> 01:01:54,360 Speaker 13: I'm watching Big Hero six? 1148 01:01:55,240 --> 01:01:56,920 Speaker 2: You've been watching Big Hero six? 1149 01:01:58,520 --> 01:02:04,160 Speaker 13: Yeah, it's one of my favorites. It's a good one. 1150 01:02:04,880 --> 01:02:05,840 Speaker 2: Oh, so you've seen it before? 1151 01:02:07,080 --> 01:02:07,440 Speaker 11: What's that? 1152 01:02:08,160 --> 01:02:09,160 Speaker 2: So you've seen it before? 1153 01:02:09,960 --> 01:02:10,160 Speaker 12: Yeah? 1154 01:02:10,200 --> 01:02:10,400 Speaker 8: Yeah. 1155 01:02:11,640 --> 01:02:13,400 Speaker 2: Do you watch a lot of movies that you have 1156 01:02:13,760 --> 01:02:14,560 Speaker 2: seen already? 1157 01:02:15,720 --> 01:02:18,680 Speaker 13: Yeah, I'm I don't know. I don't really go out 1158 01:02:18,720 --> 01:02:22,560 Speaker 13: and watch new I don't know. It has to look 1159 01:02:22,680 --> 01:02:26,000 Speaker 13: really good. There's not really many race new movies that 1160 01:02:26,040 --> 01:02:26,400 Speaker 13: come out. 1161 01:02:26,440 --> 01:02:29,720 Speaker 2: I don't think you know. I'm with you, man, I 1162 01:02:29,720 --> 01:02:34,000 Speaker 2: don't even know. I genuinely, I mean, this is gonna 1163 01:02:34,040 --> 01:02:37,760 Speaker 2: sound funny, but I truly do believe it. Why the 1164 01:02:37,840 --> 01:02:44,800 Speaker 2: fuck do they still make movies? There are already so 1165 01:02:45,000 --> 01:02:48,720 Speaker 2: many movies. How could anyone, I mean these movie executive 1166 01:02:48,760 --> 01:02:53,480 Speaker 2: business people, How could anyone scroll through Netflix and HBO 1167 01:02:53,760 --> 01:02:57,320 Speaker 2: and Disney and how could anyone scroll through these massive 1168 01:02:58,560 --> 01:03:04,120 Speaker 2: libraries of movies and go, we need more movies. It's 1169 01:03:04,160 --> 01:03:04,880 Speaker 2: impossible to me. 1170 01:03:06,560 --> 01:03:07,439 Speaker 4: What's your favorite? Gone? 1171 01:03:09,160 --> 01:03:11,240 Speaker 2: I don't. I don't watch movies, man, I I I 1172 01:03:11,400 --> 01:03:16,440 Speaker 2: actually don't. I really I watch fucking South Park reruns 1173 01:03:17,480 --> 01:03:19,120 Speaker 2: and uhs. 1174 01:03:19,120 --> 01:03:20,320 Speaker 11: What about TV shows? 1175 01:03:21,040 --> 01:03:22,000 Speaker 12: TV show Watcher? 1176 01:03:24,640 --> 01:03:31,240 Speaker 2: Yeah, dude, I'll watch like, you know, adult Animation Ship occasionally, 1177 01:03:31,320 --> 01:03:32,920 Speaker 2: like while I'm eating the sandwich, but I don't really 1178 01:03:32,960 --> 01:03:36,560 Speaker 2: like sit down and like watch the new whatever Game 1179 01:03:36,600 --> 01:03:43,600 Speaker 2: of Thrones, eric Andre. I do like the Eric Andre show. 1180 01:03:43,840 --> 01:03:47,760 Speaker 2: Eric Andre show is pretty good, but A big fan 1181 01:03:47,840 --> 01:03:51,360 Speaker 2: of Aquatine Hunger for Us I watched, I like. I like. 1182 01:03:51,640 --> 01:03:54,160 Speaker 2: One of the fun things about this is that by 1183 01:03:54,200 --> 01:03:55,840 Speaker 2: the time I'm done with this, it's like one a 1184 01:03:56,000 --> 01:03:58,640 Speaker 2: M and one a M is when the actually good 1185 01:03:58,680 --> 01:04:04,000 Speaker 2: shows are on adults. You know, it's just Family Guy 1186 01:04:04,000 --> 01:04:08,720 Speaker 2: reruns until then. But fucking Awkuarity and Hunger, Forest Rocks, 1187 01:04:11,240 --> 01:04:12,960 Speaker 2: all sorts of stuff, all sorts of stuff. 1188 01:04:13,880 --> 01:04:16,920 Speaker 13: What was the question seeking? I'm sorry, I totally forgot. 1189 01:04:19,440 --> 01:04:19,880 Speaker 2: Jackson. 1190 01:04:21,600 --> 01:04:23,200 Speaker 4: Listen, don't get thrails you. 1191 01:04:31,120 --> 01:04:33,520 Speaker 2: Nothing really, nothing thrills you. 1192 01:04:36,800 --> 01:04:37,640 Speaker 13: Nothing throws me. 1193 01:04:40,000 --> 01:04:42,880 Speaker 2: Do you wish something thrilled you? Or are you okay 1194 01:04:42,920 --> 01:04:44,040 Speaker 2: with being unthrilled? 1195 01:04:46,480 --> 01:04:50,480 Speaker 13: I wish something did, But at the moment in life, 1196 01:04:51,360 --> 01:04:52,080 Speaker 13: nothing does. 1197 01:04:57,240 --> 01:04:59,880 Speaker 2: What do you do all day? 1198 01:05:00,240 --> 01:05:00,600 Speaker 11: I work? 1199 01:05:03,080 --> 01:05:05,000 Speaker 13: Graduate work? 1200 01:05:05,040 --> 01:05:05,320 Speaker 5: What's that? 1201 01:05:06,080 --> 01:05:06,920 Speaker 2: What do you work? As? 1202 01:05:08,360 --> 01:05:08,760 Speaker 10: Wok at you? 1203 01:05:08,840 --> 01:05:09,520 Speaker 12: Ps? 1204 01:05:11,160 --> 01:05:14,040 Speaker 2: That's a little thrilling. If if you if like a 1205 01:05:14,080 --> 01:05:18,320 Speaker 2: dog were chasing you because you're like the mailman and 1206 01:05:18,360 --> 01:05:20,439 Speaker 2: you were doing like I'm a mailman, you're a dog. 1207 01:05:20,560 --> 01:05:22,200 Speaker 2: Were you chasing me kind of thing? 1208 01:05:22,200 --> 01:05:26,800 Speaker 13: Would that would that would be thrilling? 1209 01:05:26,840 --> 01:05:27,000 Speaker 4: Yeah? 1210 01:05:27,040 --> 01:05:27,880 Speaker 13: That would pretty fun. 1211 01:05:28,400 --> 01:05:37,560 Speaker 2: If a giant, twelve story tall dog opened the crushed 1212 01:05:37,720 --> 01:05:42,000 Speaker 2: open the roof of the took off the roof of 1213 01:05:42,040 --> 01:05:45,760 Speaker 2: the warehouse and then started chasing you and like picking 1214 01:05:45,760 --> 01:05:47,440 Speaker 2: your guys up and eating you, would that be thrilling? 1215 01:05:48,520 --> 01:05:48,720 Speaker 11: Yeah? 1216 01:05:48,760 --> 01:05:49,600 Speaker 13: That'd be pretty cool. 1217 01:05:51,240 --> 01:05:51,840 Speaker 2: It'd be cool. 1218 01:05:54,600 --> 01:06:00,600 Speaker 13: Yeah, would you think that would be cool? Oh? 1219 01:06:01,120 --> 01:06:01,640 Speaker 8: If you want. 1220 01:06:03,440 --> 01:06:05,360 Speaker 13: Picked off by a twelve story dog? 1221 01:06:05,400 --> 01:06:06,800 Speaker 10: What kind of dog is it? 1222 01:06:06,840 --> 01:06:08,400 Speaker 13: Is it like one of those ugly, white. 1223 01:06:08,200 --> 01:06:08,840 Speaker 10: Crusty dogs. 1224 01:06:09,160 --> 01:06:15,560 Speaker 2: Y god, I hate those dogs. I hate I hate 1225 01:06:15,560 --> 01:06:18,959 Speaker 2: the tiny dogs. That'd be terrifying if a tiny dog 1226 01:06:19,040 --> 01:06:22,480 Speaker 2: became huge and started, uh picking me up and pick 1227 01:06:22,560 --> 01:06:25,000 Speaker 2: picked me up and ate me. Yeah, I would not 1228 01:06:25,040 --> 01:06:26,680 Speaker 2: be thrilled by that. I mean, I'd be thrilled by that, 1229 01:06:26,760 --> 01:06:36,080 Speaker 2: But thrilling does not necessarily equal pleased. Yeah, all right, 1230 01:06:36,080 --> 01:06:38,440 Speaker 2: So your life is not thrilling. You work at ups? 1231 01:06:38,920 --> 01:06:40,160 Speaker 2: You wish it were thrilling? 1232 01:06:45,640 --> 01:06:47,960 Speaker 8: What do you do? 1233 01:06:48,000 --> 01:06:49,040 Speaker 2: You wish you had my life? 1234 01:06:53,280 --> 01:06:53,600 Speaker 4: What is. 1235 01:07:02,120 --> 01:07:03,160 Speaker 2: What do geckos eat? 1236 01:07:06,040 --> 01:07:08,800 Speaker 13: I think it's some like cocky ages I ate. 1237 01:07:11,280 --> 01:07:18,840 Speaker 2: I eat a lot of stuff. I hate that junt 1238 01:07:18,840 --> 01:07:20,400 Speaker 2: gully worm thing I eat that. 1239 01:07:21,960 --> 01:07:30,680 Speaker 13: Okay, does Rhode islant any fun? Let's come out there. 1240 01:07:31,360 --> 01:07:34,000 Speaker 2: I've explained this a lot before, and I can explain 1241 01:07:34,040 --> 01:07:35,960 Speaker 2: it again. But I do not live in Rhode Island. 1242 01:07:35,960 --> 01:07:38,200 Speaker 2: Then this is not my personal phone number. 1243 01:07:40,120 --> 01:07:41,080 Speaker 13: Well i've ever been. 1244 01:07:42,240 --> 01:07:46,080 Speaker 2: I have not. If these live shows go well, though, 1245 01:07:46,200 --> 01:07:50,440 Speaker 2: I'd like to do something in Rhode Island. I might 1246 01:07:50,480 --> 01:07:53,040 Speaker 2: not do I was looking today. Boston is pretty close 1247 01:07:53,080 --> 01:07:55,120 Speaker 2: to Rhode Island, so maybe lose something there, but pass 1248 01:07:55,200 --> 01:07:58,000 Speaker 2: through Rhode Island. We'll see. 1249 01:07:58,200 --> 01:08:01,080 Speaker 13: I got you, Well, what you going to? Another color? 1250 01:08:02,320 --> 01:08:03,120 Speaker 13: More interesting? 1251 01:08:04,320 --> 01:08:09,800 Speaker 2: Well left trying to be thrilling man. Yeah, you have 1252 01:08:09,840 --> 01:08:10,440 Speaker 2: a good rest of the. 1253 01:08:10,480 --> 01:08:14,520 Speaker 13: Night, you too, Love you. 1254 01:08:14,560 --> 01:08:16,040 Speaker 2: Too, baby. 1255 01:08:18,479 --> 01:08:25,080 Speaker 8: Pull from Cameron, Cameron, Paul from Carter. 1256 01:08:26,080 --> 01:08:27,440 Speaker 3: Okay, hell. 1257 01:08:29,720 --> 01:08:31,839 Speaker 5: The phone line, hold up, what. 1258 01:08:34,240 --> 01:08:36,200 Speaker 1: Hey, you're talking to me? 1259 01:08:36,280 --> 01:08:38,560 Speaker 4: Oh my god, I heard Cardonal on my stream. 1260 01:08:39,040 --> 01:08:40,640 Speaker 1: Fuck me like a cartoon. 1261 01:08:42,040 --> 01:08:44,200 Speaker 2: Fuck you like a cartoon, like a. 1262 01:08:44,240 --> 01:08:45,479 Speaker 1: Fucking Looney tune. 1263 01:08:45,560 --> 01:08:47,880 Speaker 5: My man, Oh my, I've been watching the stream for 1264 01:08:47,920 --> 01:08:49,559 Speaker 5: a month, and this is the first night I tried 1265 01:08:49,560 --> 01:08:51,960 Speaker 5: to call in. I've been I've been the fucking weird 1266 01:08:51,960 --> 01:08:53,600 Speaker 5: ass and kylash. 1267 01:08:53,160 --> 01:08:53,559 Speaker 4: On the track. 1268 01:08:53,880 --> 01:08:56,000 Speaker 5: I got some get business for you, man. 1269 01:08:56,560 --> 01:08:59,040 Speaker 2: You've got some Gecko business. Okay. I saw someone in 1270 01:08:59,080 --> 01:09:01,240 Speaker 2: the chat mentioned that they had some Gecko business. 1271 01:09:01,920 --> 01:09:02,080 Speaker 4: Man. 1272 01:09:03,640 --> 01:09:04,000 Speaker 12: All right. 1273 01:09:04,439 --> 01:09:06,760 Speaker 5: I don't want to disrespect you. I respect what you 1274 01:09:06,800 --> 01:09:07,439 Speaker 5: do so much. 1275 01:09:07,479 --> 01:09:07,639 Speaker 4: Man. 1276 01:09:07,720 --> 01:09:10,960 Speaker 5: I love your stream. I love your podcast man. I 1277 01:09:11,040 --> 01:09:13,000 Speaker 5: so I've been listening to your podcasts for months. Like 1278 01:09:13,040 --> 01:09:15,320 Speaker 5: I said, I heard the thing about the Brazilian girl 1279 01:09:15,360 --> 01:09:16,720 Speaker 5: who she was like, I really want to do a 1280 01:09:16,760 --> 01:09:19,360 Speaker 5: podcast or something like that, and you were like, do it, man, 1281 01:09:19,400 --> 01:09:21,479 Speaker 5: you can talk to people in the Spanish country. I 1282 01:09:21,640 --> 01:09:24,320 Speaker 5: was listening to the one dude about how he was 1283 01:09:25,240 --> 01:09:27,719 Speaker 5: he didn't have any memory, he had short term memory loss, 1284 01:09:27,720 --> 01:09:29,719 Speaker 5: and he just did you were talking to him about, 1285 01:09:29,800 --> 01:09:32,800 Speaker 5: you know, living the moment and shit. And I've been 1286 01:09:32,840 --> 01:09:35,360 Speaker 5: really lost the past year, man, I've just been like 1287 01:09:35,520 --> 01:09:39,120 Speaker 5: really depressed, really not even getting into it, you know, 1288 01:09:39,120 --> 01:09:40,639 Speaker 5: I've just been really in a bad state, and I've 1289 01:09:40,640 --> 01:09:42,439 Speaker 5: been trying to think of a podcast. I've been trying 1290 01:09:42,479 --> 01:09:44,559 Speaker 5: to think of something, talk to other people and stuff. 1291 01:09:45,120 --> 01:09:47,800 Speaker 5: And like I said, I respect what you do so much, man, 1292 01:09:47,880 --> 01:09:50,840 Speaker 5: and it's so like you just talking to people. You 1293 01:09:50,880 --> 01:09:53,920 Speaker 5: just get into no random people, not even really giving advice. 1294 01:09:54,000 --> 01:09:54,240 Speaker 4: Man. 1295 01:09:55,560 --> 01:10:01,559 Speaker 5: I have a formal, a formal, like, you know, a 1296 01:10:01,680 --> 01:10:07,840 Speaker 5: request to you to maybe extend the Gecko family. I 1297 01:10:07,840 --> 01:10:09,760 Speaker 5: don't want to disrespect you. I don't want to try 1298 01:10:09,760 --> 01:10:11,559 Speaker 5: to rip off a thing or anything. But like I said, 1299 01:10:11,560 --> 01:10:13,360 Speaker 5: I've been trying to come up with a podcast or 1300 01:10:13,360 --> 01:10:16,400 Speaker 5: something like that, and I really would like to not 1301 01:10:16,400 --> 01:10:20,080 Speaker 5: not give people advice, but converse with people and try 1302 01:10:20,120 --> 01:10:22,160 Speaker 5: to get out there more and just try to meet people, 1303 01:10:22,200 --> 01:10:25,800 Speaker 5: but not really through a first person way. And I 1304 01:10:25,840 --> 01:10:27,960 Speaker 5: was just saying, if you had any advice for me, man, 1305 01:10:29,080 --> 01:10:30,840 Speaker 5: and like I like I said, this is the first 1306 01:10:30,880 --> 01:10:33,640 Speaker 5: time I streamed in, and I was telling myself, if 1307 01:10:33,720 --> 01:10:37,160 Speaker 5: you pick up, this is divine intervention. So man, I 1308 01:10:37,280 --> 01:10:40,280 Speaker 5: just I really appreciate that you picked up, and this 1309 01:10:40,360 --> 01:10:41,040 Speaker 5: is this is it? 1310 01:10:42,120 --> 01:10:44,400 Speaker 2: Of course. Man, Well, I want to say something for 1311 01:10:44,439 --> 01:10:47,320 Speaker 2: you real quick, expanding the Gecko family. Here's the thing. 1312 01:10:47,880 --> 01:10:50,000 Speaker 2: First of all, I don't know, I don't know what 1313 01:10:50,080 --> 01:10:52,960 Speaker 2: specifically you're asking, but I will say this. I've had 1314 01:10:52,960 --> 01:10:56,120 Speaker 2: a lot of people message me and say, hey, can 1315 01:10:56,160 --> 01:10:59,960 Speaker 2: I have your permission to do a call in show? 1316 01:11:00,120 --> 01:11:02,120 Speaker 2: I don't want to be ripping you off. And I 1317 01:11:02,200 --> 01:11:06,120 Speaker 2: exact all them, well I say all of them. I'm like, I, 1318 01:11:06,240 --> 01:11:10,559 Speaker 2: in no way, shape or form even kind of even 1319 01:11:10,640 --> 01:11:19,960 Speaker 2: slightly at all whatsoever, am even close to the first 1320 01:11:20,040 --> 01:11:22,240 Speaker 2: person to do a call and show. I do not 1321 01:11:22,400 --> 01:11:28,760 Speaker 2: own in any way, shape or form the calling formats. 1322 01:11:29,720 --> 01:11:32,960 Speaker 5: I agree with that completely. But here's my things. Like 1323 01:11:33,000 --> 01:11:36,320 Speaker 5: I said, I don't you're the question right now? Is 1324 01:11:36,360 --> 01:11:40,599 Speaker 5: what thrills you, right sure, And what thrills me is 1325 01:11:41,200 --> 01:11:44,200 Speaker 5: being able to being able to connect to people, being 1326 01:11:44,240 --> 01:11:47,280 Speaker 5: able to relate to people, being able to meet random 1327 01:11:47,320 --> 01:11:48,280 Speaker 5: people and hearing. 1328 01:11:48,040 --> 01:11:49,160 Speaker 10: Their thoughts and stuff like that. 1329 01:11:49,200 --> 01:11:52,200 Speaker 5: And that's what I feel like you do. And the 1330 01:11:52,240 --> 01:11:54,800 Speaker 5: only thing I like, I said, I felt like, this 1331 01:11:54,880 --> 01:11:56,680 Speaker 5: is the first time I'm actually calling a stream I've 1332 01:11:56,680 --> 01:11:58,680 Speaker 5: been watching for months, and I felt like, if you 1333 01:11:58,720 --> 01:12:01,599 Speaker 5: picked up, it's divine and revenge. And that's like I said, 1334 01:12:01,600 --> 01:12:03,759 Speaker 5: I don't want to disrespect anything you do or anything, 1335 01:12:03,800 --> 01:12:05,320 Speaker 5: because I don't want to try to come up with 1336 01:12:05,360 --> 01:12:07,560 Speaker 5: a character and come up with a talk show or 1337 01:12:07,600 --> 01:12:09,439 Speaker 5: whatever and rip you off and stuff. And that's why. 1338 01:12:09,479 --> 01:12:11,679 Speaker 5: But that's the thing. Here's something you wanted to come out. 1339 01:12:12,439 --> 01:12:14,679 Speaker 5: Here's said, Like I said, you doing what you do 1340 01:12:15,120 --> 01:12:19,040 Speaker 5: inspire so many fucking people. Man, so many people right 1341 01:12:19,040 --> 01:12:21,120 Speaker 5: now are looking at you and they're wanting to do 1342 01:12:21,160 --> 01:12:23,000 Speaker 5: what you do. So we're just looking for a little 1343 01:12:23,080 --> 01:12:24,760 Speaker 5: advice and not any disrespect. 1344 01:12:25,040 --> 01:12:27,920 Speaker 2: That's trying to say, I appreciate that. Here's what I'll 1345 01:12:27,960 --> 01:12:30,840 Speaker 2: say is that this idea that like you coming up 1346 01:12:30,840 --> 01:12:33,840 Speaker 2: with a character and doing a show is like you 1347 01:12:33,920 --> 01:12:37,000 Speaker 2: can't copy me. And I'm not saying that is in 1348 01:12:37,080 --> 01:12:38,960 Speaker 2: like you do not have my permission. I'm saying that 1349 01:12:39,080 --> 01:12:42,200 Speaker 2: is in like you cannot in the same way that 1350 01:12:42,680 --> 01:12:44,000 Speaker 2: you so humble. 1351 01:12:44,080 --> 01:12:46,000 Speaker 5: Man, you're a fucking novelty right now. 1352 01:12:46,080 --> 01:12:49,120 Speaker 2: No, but here's let me hear for a second. You 1353 01:12:49,439 --> 01:12:53,880 Speaker 2: you there's all this is gonna sound cheesy, and people 1354 01:12:53,960 --> 01:12:56,280 Speaker 2: have been telling us this since we were in kindergarten, 1355 01:12:56,479 --> 01:12:58,559 Speaker 2: but it actually has a lot of truth to it, 1356 01:12:58,720 --> 01:13:03,080 Speaker 2: which is that you No, again, it's gonna it's cheesy. 1357 01:13:03,200 --> 01:13:07,640 Speaker 2: They told us to it in kindergarten. You actually are special, 1358 01:13:08,160 --> 01:13:10,360 Speaker 2: regardless of like. That's the That's what I've learned is 1359 01:13:10,360 --> 01:13:12,719 Speaker 2: you go through the like in kindergarten, you think you're special, 1360 01:13:13,000 --> 01:13:14,880 Speaker 2: and then you get into what the real world as 1361 01:13:14,920 --> 01:13:16,640 Speaker 2: they call it, everyone tells you're not special, and then 1362 01:13:16,640 --> 01:13:19,240 Speaker 2: I and then we I have emerged only and I'm like, oh, 1363 01:13:19,400 --> 01:13:24,320 Speaker 2: actually everyone is special. So you can only do what 1364 01:13:24,479 --> 01:13:28,120 Speaker 2: you do. So you actually can't copy me because I 1365 01:13:28,160 --> 01:13:30,800 Speaker 2: can only do what I do. And you know other 1366 01:13:30,840 --> 01:13:33,960 Speaker 2: people have calling shows they can only be themselves, right, 1367 01:13:34,280 --> 01:13:37,639 Speaker 2: so for you to you have to do whatever your 1368 01:13:37,680 --> 01:13:40,280 Speaker 2: thing is. Like you you, I'm not saying you can't 1369 01:13:40,280 --> 01:13:42,120 Speaker 2: do my thing is in like, you don't have permission to. 1370 01:13:42,360 --> 01:13:44,200 Speaker 2: If you want to, if you wanted to go put 1371 01:13:44,200 --> 01:13:46,240 Speaker 2: on a gecko costume and talk to people, you can 1372 01:13:46,320 --> 01:13:50,880 Speaker 2: do it. But it's it's it's not you, like who 1373 01:13:50,920 --> 01:13:53,320 Speaker 2: are you? You know, I'm what I'm saying here, you 1374 01:13:53,360 --> 01:13:56,360 Speaker 2: have to find out what your thing is. And it's 1375 01:13:56,360 --> 01:13:58,960 Speaker 2: cool that you're like, I think it's great that you're 1376 01:13:59,080 --> 01:14:02,880 Speaker 2: inspired by you know this, and I'm i'm i'm, I'm, 1377 01:14:02,920 --> 01:14:04,840 Speaker 2: I'm very happy to hear that. But you got to 1378 01:14:04,880 --> 01:14:09,120 Speaker 2: find out what your version is, your way to interact 1379 01:14:09,120 --> 01:14:12,439 Speaker 2: with people people, And some advice I could give is like, 1380 01:14:12,560 --> 01:14:15,360 Speaker 2: you know, everyone's gonna menum on me, but I don't 1381 01:14:15,400 --> 01:14:18,200 Speaker 2: give a shit. Is you know, making TikTok content, you know, 1382 01:14:18,320 --> 01:14:22,400 Speaker 2: putting yourself out there on the internets, because that's to 1383 01:14:22,439 --> 01:14:25,600 Speaker 2: me the best way to communicate with other people. But 1384 01:14:25,680 --> 01:14:28,760 Speaker 2: I don't know, I would just try try stuff, you know. 1385 01:14:29,040 --> 01:14:32,400 Speaker 5: Like, yeah, you're right, and now you have any idea. 1386 01:14:33,280 --> 01:14:35,000 Speaker 5: That's what I was kind of getting at that I 1387 01:14:35,000 --> 01:14:37,320 Speaker 5: don't want to come at your thing or anything, but 1388 01:14:37,960 --> 01:14:39,920 Speaker 5: that's what I'm saying. I had this idea, like in 1389 01:14:40,000 --> 01:14:41,800 Speaker 5: fucking December, and I was like, I was gonna have 1390 01:14:41,840 --> 01:14:44,040 Speaker 5: this podcast. I live in Atlanta, and I was gonna 1391 01:14:44,040 --> 01:14:45,560 Speaker 5: walk around Atlanta and I was just gonna talk to 1392 01:14:45,640 --> 01:14:47,679 Speaker 5: random people and be like, how are you doing today? 1393 01:14:47,800 --> 01:14:49,800 Speaker 5: And I was gonna have this podcast how are you 1394 01:14:49,880 --> 01:14:53,600 Speaker 5: really doing? And what do you really feel? And I 1395 01:14:53,640 --> 01:14:55,599 Speaker 5: picked up on your thing you started in like June 1396 01:14:55,680 --> 01:14:57,800 Speaker 5: you said and stuff, and I just felt like for 1397 01:14:57,840 --> 01:14:59,479 Speaker 5: a couple of months, like, oh damn, it kind of 1398 01:14:59,479 --> 01:15:00,360 Speaker 5: beat me to the punch. 1399 01:15:00,680 --> 01:15:03,759 Speaker 2: No, hold on, I'm gonna drop you. Hold on, Okay, 1400 01:15:03,960 --> 01:15:06,280 Speaker 2: what you did? First of all, you should absolutely I 1401 01:15:06,320 --> 01:15:08,640 Speaker 2: did not beat you at any Okay, here's this is 1402 01:15:08,640 --> 01:15:11,280 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. Though I didn't beat you to anything. 1403 01:15:11,920 --> 01:15:14,160 Speaker 2: I can name, I can literally name. I can probably 1404 01:15:14,240 --> 01:15:18,280 Speaker 2: name ten fucking people who fucking go out onto the 1405 01:15:18,280 --> 01:15:23,520 Speaker 2: street and talk fucking Kyle Mooney, August, Jimmy Kimmel, fucking. 1406 01:15:25,840 --> 01:15:26,120 Speaker 4: God. 1407 01:15:26,240 --> 01:15:27,040 Speaker 8: But what you feel? 1408 01:15:27,200 --> 01:15:28,240 Speaker 9: So many people. 1409 01:15:28,600 --> 01:15:30,800 Speaker 2: There's a kid on TikTok he goes up to people 1410 01:15:30,800 --> 01:15:37,000 Speaker 2: in there. Everyone's fucking talks. You have to listen. You 1411 01:15:37,040 --> 01:15:38,920 Speaker 2: have to listen to me. No, no, but you have 1412 01:15:38,920 --> 01:15:42,280 Speaker 2: to listen to me. There's a thousand people who do 1413 01:15:42,400 --> 01:15:45,439 Speaker 2: the thing of going to talk to strangers, whether it's 1414 01:15:45,439 --> 01:15:48,559 Speaker 2: over the phone, in person, or with guests. But you 1415 01:15:48,600 --> 01:15:51,679 Speaker 2: know why there's somebody because it doesn't fucking matter because 1416 01:15:52,720 --> 01:15:55,639 Speaker 2: you are the only one that can do it in 1417 01:15:55,760 --> 01:15:59,200 Speaker 2: your way. And it sounds cheesy, but it is actually 1418 01:15:59,280 --> 01:16:01,800 Speaker 2: the truth. Who were the only ones that can talk 1419 01:16:01,840 --> 01:16:04,280 Speaker 2: to strangers in your own way? So no, so I 1420 01:16:04,320 --> 01:16:07,840 Speaker 2: didn't beat you to jack shit. You know you should 1421 01:16:07,840 --> 01:16:10,719 Speaker 2: go and do your I think it's an awesome idea. 1422 01:16:10,960 --> 01:16:13,280 Speaker 2: I think you should totally do your thing because you 1423 01:16:13,680 --> 01:16:15,280 Speaker 2: have you I can know. I can tell you haven't 1424 01:16:15,280 --> 01:16:19,400 Speaker 2: your way, like like you have this fucking way that 1425 01:16:19,439 --> 01:16:22,439 Speaker 2: you come off this persona, this thing whatever, Like lean 1426 01:16:22,520 --> 01:16:24,840 Speaker 2: into that and see who's attracted to it. So I 1427 01:16:24,920 --> 01:16:27,800 Speaker 2: think you should absolutely do this podcast you know that 1428 01:16:27,800 --> 01:16:29,160 Speaker 2: that you want to do where you go off to 1429 01:16:29,240 --> 01:16:32,000 Speaker 2: random people. Do it. The I didn't beat you to anything. 1430 01:16:32,040 --> 01:16:35,840 Speaker 2: The idea of talking to strangers, either on the phone 1431 01:16:35,920 --> 01:16:38,320 Speaker 2: or in person has been done eight thousand times, but 1432 01:16:38,560 --> 01:16:41,439 Speaker 2: only you can do it the way that you do it, 1433 01:16:42,000 --> 01:16:44,880 Speaker 2: So you should do it. I didn't You're not ripping 1434 01:16:44,960 --> 01:16:47,479 Speaker 2: off anything. Go do your thing where you talk to 1435 01:16:47,520 --> 01:16:51,479 Speaker 2: strangers in person. I like that idea. I think you 1436 01:16:51,479 --> 01:16:52,240 Speaker 2: should go do it. 1437 01:16:53,800 --> 01:16:56,120 Speaker 5: Shit, I mean, I really don't know what to say 1438 01:16:56,120 --> 01:16:59,280 Speaker 5: to that, because like that's what I was expecting. You know, 1439 01:16:59,320 --> 01:17:01,760 Speaker 5: you're always wanted to expect what you like kind of 1440 01:17:01,920 --> 01:17:04,960 Speaker 5: want to hear. But it's just like like you said, 1441 01:17:05,160 --> 01:17:07,439 Speaker 5: I have my you say, I have my own thing, 1442 01:17:07,520 --> 01:17:09,519 Speaker 5: and a lot of people are trying to figure that out. 1443 01:17:09,800 --> 01:17:11,320 Speaker 5: And like I said, I'm coming from a point in 1444 01:17:11,360 --> 01:17:14,519 Speaker 5: my life where I'm just really really like it goes 1445 01:17:14,560 --> 01:17:18,000 Speaker 5: beyond explanations, where I'm just really lost. And that's where 1446 01:17:18,040 --> 01:17:22,080 Speaker 5: I feel like I'm so delved into what do you think? 1447 01:17:22,080 --> 01:17:23,760 Speaker 5: To where I don't want to rip somebody off, but 1448 01:17:23,800 --> 01:17:26,360 Speaker 5: I wonder, somebody, what are you doing? 1449 01:17:26,400 --> 01:17:27,200 Speaker 2: What are you doing tomorrow? 1450 01:17:27,840 --> 01:17:33,280 Speaker 5: Go make make make hours, make hate and I'm just 1451 01:17:33,600 --> 01:17:34,280 Speaker 5: make just. 1452 01:17:35,200 --> 01:17:35,880 Speaker 2: What's your name? 1453 01:17:36,720 --> 01:17:37,120 Speaker 5: Cameron? 1454 01:17:37,680 --> 01:17:41,160 Speaker 2: Cameron? Cameron, dude, I'm telling you right, I'm telling you 1455 01:17:41,240 --> 01:17:44,599 Speaker 2: right now, go make the video. Don't think about it, 1456 01:17:44,360 --> 01:17:47,519 Speaker 2: you go make the video. That's that. That's that's your 1457 01:17:47,560 --> 01:17:50,080 Speaker 2: hardest part is because here's the thing. Going up to 1458 01:17:50,120 --> 01:17:53,200 Speaker 2: strangers and asking them how they're doing is very hard. 1459 01:17:53,200 --> 01:17:55,639 Speaker 2: It's actually way harder than what I'm doing. I'm actually 1460 01:17:55,920 --> 01:17:58,000 Speaker 2: what I'm doing is actually made way easier by the 1461 01:17:58,000 --> 01:18:00,519 Speaker 2: fact that people are calling me, so I don't have 1462 01:18:00,560 --> 01:18:03,280 Speaker 2: that whole thing of, like, you know, having to put 1463 01:18:03,280 --> 01:18:04,920 Speaker 2: myself out there and go off to people. That's a 1464 01:18:04,960 --> 01:18:08,360 Speaker 2: that's a that's a challenge. But that's the thing is 1465 01:18:08,400 --> 01:18:11,160 Speaker 2: I almost feel like you can't be afraid of that challenge, 1466 01:18:11,200 --> 01:18:12,400 Speaker 2: and this is what you want to do. You have 1467 01:18:12,479 --> 01:18:15,599 Speaker 2: to accept that and you have to go just do it. 1468 01:18:15,640 --> 01:18:19,640 Speaker 2: So just go do it, Cameron a video belt. 1469 01:18:20,080 --> 01:18:22,240 Speaker 5: I felt kind of nervous about it, and I felt 1470 01:18:22,280 --> 01:18:23,880 Speaker 5: kind of reluctant about it because, like I said, I 1471 01:18:23,880 --> 01:18:25,760 Speaker 5: felt like I was going to try to Like like 1472 01:18:25,800 --> 01:18:27,160 Speaker 5: I said, I've kind of felt like a lot of 1473 01:18:27,160 --> 01:18:28,600 Speaker 5: people beat me to the punch, and I feel like 1474 01:18:28,600 --> 01:18:30,719 Speaker 5: I was just going to kind of try to figure 1475 01:18:30,760 --> 01:18:32,760 Speaker 5: things out, rip off a bunch of other things until 1476 01:18:32,760 --> 01:18:34,720 Speaker 5: I figured my thing out. But I guess that's probably. 1477 01:18:34,960 --> 01:18:39,080 Speaker 2: Cameron worst case scenario. Worst case scenario. Maybe worst case scenario. 1478 01:18:39,400 --> 01:18:42,519 Speaker 2: Maybe you fucking do it, and then the first few 1479 01:18:42,520 --> 01:18:44,559 Speaker 2: times you do it, you're like, oh, I sound a 1480 01:18:44,600 --> 01:18:51,920 Speaker 2: lot like this other guy, doesn't. You will eventually come 1481 01:18:51,960 --> 01:18:53,559 Speaker 2: into your own voice you just have to do it. 1482 01:18:53,560 --> 01:18:56,120 Speaker 2: That's your problem is you just have to do the 1483 01:18:56,160 --> 01:18:58,760 Speaker 2: thing and then figure it out later. Don't think about 1484 01:18:58,760 --> 01:19:00,200 Speaker 2: the thing if you had the idea, and to Sadber, 1485 01:19:01,479 --> 01:19:03,840 Speaker 2: don't get into your head about oh I ripped this 1486 01:19:03,880 --> 01:19:05,479 Speaker 2: guy off or I sound too much. I just keep 1487 01:19:05,520 --> 01:19:07,840 Speaker 2: doing it. You have repetition. You just got to keep 1488 01:19:08,320 --> 01:19:10,559 Speaker 2: keep doing it. And by the way, if you keep 1489 01:19:10,600 --> 01:19:14,200 Speaker 2: posting it on TikTok, eventually something. 1490 01:19:13,880 --> 01:19:15,400 Speaker 10: Will yeah the algorithm. 1491 01:19:15,880 --> 01:19:18,080 Speaker 2: So keep doing That's all. That's all I tell you, 1492 01:19:18,120 --> 01:19:20,880 Speaker 2: camera is keep or just do it and then don't 1493 01:19:20,920 --> 01:19:24,360 Speaker 2: stop doing it. That that's the only way to do it. 1494 01:19:24,880 --> 01:19:30,360 Speaker 5: Yeah, that's I guess that's pretty much it. Yeah, well shit, 1495 01:19:30,479 --> 01:19:32,040 Speaker 5: I just want to say before we cut this off. 1496 01:19:32,360 --> 01:19:33,800 Speaker 5: I feel like everybody cut this off, but I just 1497 01:19:33,800 --> 01:19:36,519 Speaker 5: want to say, Man, don't ever say again that you're 1498 01:19:36,560 --> 01:19:38,599 Speaker 5: not a real therapist. Don't ever say that you don't 1499 01:19:38,640 --> 01:19:45,240 Speaker 5: know what you man, what you tell people like I said, 1500 01:19:45,320 --> 01:19:48,280 Speaker 5: you are such a humbling and I know you said 1501 01:19:48,280 --> 01:19:51,320 Speaker 5: it before. You don't like to be a a like 1502 01:19:51,439 --> 01:19:54,200 Speaker 5: modest appearance or whatever. Man, but I guarantee you, man. 1503 01:19:54,240 --> 01:19:56,200 Speaker 5: I just listen to your stuff to night and I 1504 01:19:56,280 --> 01:19:58,439 Speaker 5: know for a fact, because I hear the stuff that 1505 01:19:58,520 --> 01:20:00,160 Speaker 5: you tell people is what I would want to here 1506 01:20:00,160 --> 01:20:02,080 Speaker 5: if I was in that situation. Man, And you really 1507 01:20:02,200 --> 01:20:05,280 Speaker 5: help people. You are a therapist just because you don't 1508 01:20:05,280 --> 01:20:08,000 Speaker 5: have an agree you know what you're fucking talking about, man, 1509 01:20:08,040 --> 01:20:11,040 Speaker 5: and just you listening, just you being there, it helps 1510 01:20:11,040 --> 01:20:11,720 Speaker 5: a lot of us. 1511 01:20:11,720 --> 01:20:11,880 Speaker 3: Man. 1512 01:20:11,920 --> 01:20:14,479 Speaker 5: And like I said tonight, you picking up right now 1513 01:20:14,720 --> 01:20:18,120 Speaker 5: means so much to me that I just took the 1514 01:20:18,200 --> 01:20:21,080 Speaker 5: chance tonight. And Man, this answers my blessing. Are you 1515 01:20:21,120 --> 01:20:24,160 Speaker 5: gonna the video I'm gonna make. I'm gonna I will 1516 01:20:24,160 --> 01:20:25,639 Speaker 5: send it to you if I will DM. 1517 01:20:25,400 --> 01:20:28,439 Speaker 2: You tomorrow, DM DM me the video. I'll watch it. 1518 01:20:28,479 --> 01:20:30,760 Speaker 2: I'm curious. 1519 01:20:29,439 --> 01:20:33,240 Speaker 5: It might be terrible. I'm gonna just I don't have 1520 01:20:33,280 --> 01:20:34,599 Speaker 5: any equipment or anything, but i'm. 1521 01:20:34,520 --> 01:20:37,840 Speaker 2: Gonna you know what you do have the equipment you 1522 01:20:37,840 --> 01:20:39,479 Speaker 2: have the cell phone you're calling me on right now. 1523 01:20:39,840 --> 01:20:41,679 Speaker 5: That's what I'm saying. Yeah, I'm gonnake the murder downtown 1524 01:20:41,680 --> 01:20:43,519 Speaker 5: tomorrow and I'm gonna try to keep you on my 1525 01:20:43,520 --> 01:20:45,519 Speaker 5: blessings man, because I really appreciate this. 1526 01:20:46,000 --> 01:20:48,360 Speaker 2: Of course, thank you so much. Camera, I appreciate it. 1527 01:20:48,479 --> 01:20:49,120 Speaker 2: Send me the video. 1528 01:20:50,080 --> 01:20:52,200 Speaker 5: Put everybody out there. Man, I love you so much. 1529 01:20:52,240 --> 01:20:52,559 Speaker 4: Mister g. 1530 01:20:55,200 --> 01:21:00,759 Speaker 2: Night, you better make the video pull. 1531 01:21:00,680 --> 01:21:08,160 Speaker 9: From Leah Leah, Hello, how are you? 1532 01:21:08,280 --> 01:21:08,479 Speaker 8: Oh? 1533 01:21:08,520 --> 01:21:13,679 Speaker 6: My god? I actually god, holy shit, I'm awesome. 1534 01:21:15,400 --> 01:21:16,120 Speaker 2: You're awesome. 1535 01:21:17,280 --> 01:21:19,719 Speaker 7: Heck yeah, I am really? 1536 01:21:19,760 --> 01:21:21,160 Speaker 2: Why Why are you awesome? 1537 01:21:22,760 --> 01:21:23,920 Speaker 6: Because I'm talking to you? 1538 01:21:24,880 --> 01:21:27,719 Speaker 2: This is what I'm talking about. It's easy to talk 1539 01:21:27,760 --> 01:21:29,720 Speaker 2: to you because you already know who I am. If 1540 01:21:29,760 --> 01:21:32,519 Speaker 2: you were a stranger and a man in a gecko 1541 01:21:32,640 --> 01:21:35,040 Speaker 2: costume just came up to you, and you would, you 1542 01:21:35,040 --> 01:21:40,280 Speaker 2: would not. You would be confused. That's why it's way now. 1543 01:21:40,360 --> 01:21:45,559 Speaker 2: You would. You'd be confused. The thing I think you would. 1544 01:21:45,680 --> 01:21:47,800 Speaker 2: I think you would because you seem like you've got 1545 01:21:47,800 --> 01:21:51,320 Speaker 2: a good energy. You seem like you're receptive to things 1546 01:21:51,400 --> 01:21:54,360 Speaker 2: like that. But I wouldn't know that before I approached you. 1547 01:21:54,520 --> 01:21:57,160 Speaker 2: I cold, you know, right right. 1548 01:21:57,080 --> 01:21:58,120 Speaker 6: That's true. That's true. 1549 01:22:00,160 --> 01:22:04,519 Speaker 2: Going tonight, you know, it's gone good. I'm having a 1550 01:22:04,640 --> 01:22:06,880 Speaker 2: chill time. 1551 01:22:08,120 --> 01:22:08,400 Speaker 5: Leah. 1552 01:22:08,400 --> 01:22:10,200 Speaker 2: You said you work at an animal thing. You said 1553 01:22:10,200 --> 01:22:12,839 Speaker 2: you you said that you are an animal. You're a giraffe. 1554 01:22:12,840 --> 01:22:13,840 Speaker 2: What kind of giraffe are you? 1555 01:22:14,400 --> 01:22:15,840 Speaker 6: I am not a giraffe? 1556 01:22:17,400 --> 01:22:17,720 Speaker 4: I said. 1557 01:22:17,760 --> 01:22:18,840 Speaker 8: I go to anime. 1558 01:22:18,640 --> 01:22:27,160 Speaker 6: Conventions no, no, but I do foster dogs with a 1559 01:22:27,320 --> 01:22:28,160 Speaker 6: local rescue. 1560 01:22:29,760 --> 01:22:33,240 Speaker 2: Interesting. Interesting, I want to start with the anime conventions. 1561 01:22:33,240 --> 01:22:36,080 Speaker 2: You go to anime conventions. How what's the last anime 1562 01:22:36,200 --> 01:22:39,160 Speaker 2: event you went to? I assume that they all got canceled. 1563 01:22:40,320 --> 01:22:43,120 Speaker 6: Yeah, God, it's been a while. It's been like at 1564 01:22:43,240 --> 01:22:44,240 Speaker 6: least a year. 1565 01:22:46,240 --> 01:22:48,160 Speaker 2: Mm hmm since since? 1566 01:22:48,200 --> 01:22:54,120 Speaker 6: What since the last convention I've gone to? Is that 1567 01:22:54,320 --> 01:22:56,559 Speaker 6: like a water park. It's called Kalahari. I don't know 1568 01:22:56,560 --> 01:22:56,880 Speaker 6: if you. 1569 01:22:56,840 --> 01:23:00,400 Speaker 2: Know what that is? At a water park? Yeah, that 1570 01:23:00,439 --> 01:23:01,560 Speaker 2: sounds rad. 1571 01:23:02,439 --> 01:23:05,439 Speaker 6: It is and they have good, like mixed drinks, so 1572 01:23:05,560 --> 01:23:06,479 Speaker 6: it's pretty chill. 1573 01:23:07,360 --> 01:23:09,360 Speaker 2: It sounds like you're just getting drunk at a water park. 1574 01:23:09,400 --> 01:23:11,000 Speaker 2: And there's not a whole lot of anime involved. 1575 01:23:12,240 --> 01:23:14,679 Speaker 6: There's there's actually a lot of anime. I mean, it's 1576 01:23:14,760 --> 01:23:16,760 Speaker 6: like a big convention. 1577 01:23:19,240 --> 01:23:22,839 Speaker 2: Mm hmm. Do you have a favorite anime? 1578 01:23:24,840 --> 01:23:28,639 Speaker 6: Oh God, that's so tough. I really like my Hero, 1579 01:23:29,600 --> 01:23:31,400 Speaker 6: but like, I feel like that one's kind of mainstream. 1580 01:23:31,600 --> 01:23:34,559 Speaker 6: But I like code Gios too. 1581 01:23:34,680 --> 01:23:35,439 Speaker 9: That's another one. 1582 01:23:36,160 --> 01:23:38,360 Speaker 2: Coke, coke, cocoa puffs. 1583 01:23:39,320 --> 01:23:45,640 Speaker 6: No code Gios, what is that? An have like weird names? 1584 01:23:46,320 --> 01:23:50,640 Speaker 6: So code Gios is, like I don't know how to 1585 01:23:50,640 --> 01:23:54,360 Speaker 6: describe it. It's so hard to like describe anime person 1586 01:23:54,880 --> 01:23:56,840 Speaker 6: because like you have to like actually watch it. 1587 01:23:57,439 --> 01:23:58,680 Speaker 2: Do you consider yourself a wi. 1588 01:23:58,720 --> 01:24:03,439 Speaker 6: A boo eh, not like a total weave? 1589 01:24:04,400 --> 01:24:04,479 Speaker 4: What? 1590 01:24:05,080 --> 01:24:07,120 Speaker 2: Okay? So here's what I'll ask. What percent do you 1591 01:24:07,120 --> 01:24:12,479 Speaker 2: have a life outside of your fan you're you're being 1592 01:24:12,520 --> 01:24:15,760 Speaker 2: in an otaku? 1593 01:24:16,680 --> 01:24:20,280 Speaker 6: Yeah, I mean outside of like anime. I like I said, 1594 01:24:20,320 --> 01:24:24,519 Speaker 6: I fought their dogs and I'm a domestic violence advocate, so. 1595 01:24:26,280 --> 01:24:30,240 Speaker 2: Advocating against right, yep. Good. 1596 01:24:30,320 --> 01:24:34,640 Speaker 6: I hope victims of domestic violence get out of situation. 1597 01:24:34,920 --> 01:24:37,479 Speaker 6: So that's like super cool and a lot of fun. 1598 01:24:39,040 --> 01:24:40,519 Speaker 2: Is that would you do like as a career. 1599 01:24:41,800 --> 01:24:43,800 Speaker 6: Oh yeah, yeah, that is my career. 1600 01:24:45,280 --> 01:24:48,160 Speaker 2: Nice? Nice? Nice? Is that something that you've wanted to 1601 01:24:48,160 --> 01:24:48,759 Speaker 2: do for a while? 1602 01:24:49,680 --> 01:24:52,800 Speaker 6: Oh yeah, it's like my dream job. 1603 01:24:54,520 --> 01:24:56,640 Speaker 2: Beautiful. You sound like you got a good life. You 1604 01:24:56,640 --> 01:25:01,640 Speaker 2: sound like you're chilling honestly, Lea, thank you, Leah. What 1605 01:25:01,800 --> 01:25:03,759 Speaker 2: thrills you? 1606 01:25:03,840 --> 01:25:11,080 Speaker 6: What thrills me? I guess like going out and like 1607 01:25:12,080 --> 01:25:15,360 Speaker 6: getting clients from like their domestic violent situations and then 1608 01:25:15,439 --> 01:25:17,240 Speaker 6: like bringing them to our shelter. 1609 01:25:18,080 --> 01:25:20,760 Speaker 2: Oh you know, I thought, you know when you told 1610 01:25:20,760 --> 01:25:22,960 Speaker 2: me about this job. I assumed it was more of 1611 01:25:22,720 --> 01:25:24,920 Speaker 2: a of a phone thing. I didn't realize you were 1612 01:25:24,960 --> 01:25:27,520 Speaker 2: like going into these situations. 1613 01:25:27,800 --> 01:25:28,240 Speaker 12: Yeah, I do. 1614 01:25:28,520 --> 01:25:32,240 Speaker 6: Well, we do take like hotline calls too as well 1615 01:25:32,320 --> 01:25:36,559 Speaker 6: as well. Under my grant, I can go and get 1616 01:25:36,640 --> 01:25:39,679 Speaker 6: victims from their situations and transport them to shelter. 1617 01:25:41,920 --> 01:25:44,439 Speaker 2: Interesting, that sounds like a like a good you know 1618 01:25:44,439 --> 01:25:47,479 Speaker 2: when people are talking about the police alternatives type of thing. 1619 01:25:48,600 --> 01:25:51,679 Speaker 6: Yeah, I mean I have. I've had like the SHAREFF 1620 01:25:51,960 --> 01:25:56,160 Speaker 6: come with me once to like one situation. But is 1621 01:25:56,160 --> 01:25:56,680 Speaker 6: what it is? 1622 01:25:57,840 --> 01:26:01,000 Speaker 2: Right? I mean that sounds like, you know, I'm very 1623 01:26:01,040 --> 01:26:04,320 Speaker 2: curious about this because these sound like very dangerous situations 1624 01:26:04,360 --> 01:26:04,920 Speaker 2: to go into. 1625 01:26:06,160 --> 01:26:08,520 Speaker 6: Yeah, it's usually pretty high lethality. 1626 01:26:11,280 --> 01:26:12,800 Speaker 2: So just like concern you. 1627 01:26:14,880 --> 01:26:21,000 Speaker 6: Sometimes all depends on the situation. Really, do you like 1628 01:26:23,160 --> 01:26:26,639 Speaker 6: like we safety plan, we safety plan like before we 1629 01:26:26,680 --> 01:26:31,200 Speaker 6: go in to the situation. So like, if I know 1630 01:26:31,320 --> 01:26:35,160 Speaker 6: the abuser staying at that house, I'll have an officer 1631 01:26:35,240 --> 01:26:35,760 Speaker 6: come with me. 1632 01:26:36,800 --> 01:26:40,439 Speaker 2: Right, So do you I was gonna ask it, do 1633 01:26:40,479 --> 01:26:43,040 Speaker 2: you have like team of people? Like do you go 1634 01:26:43,080 --> 01:26:45,880 Speaker 2: with multiple people? I mean I can't assume that you 1635 01:26:46,040 --> 01:26:49,320 Speaker 2: just go by yourself into one of these situations. 1636 01:26:49,960 --> 01:26:54,479 Speaker 6: No, it's usually just me, unless if, like I feel 1637 01:26:54,479 --> 01:26:57,360 Speaker 6: like it could be a dangerous situation. I mean they're 1638 01:26:57,360 --> 01:26:58,280 Speaker 6: all like dangerous. 1639 01:26:58,320 --> 01:27:05,880 Speaker 2: But right, that's crazy, right, you just go completely by yourself. 1640 01:27:05,880 --> 01:27:08,439 Speaker 2: I mean, have you ever had to, like, you know, 1641 01:27:09,120 --> 01:27:14,400 Speaker 2: I assume that a lot of these situations don't end 1642 01:27:14,400 --> 01:27:16,280 Speaker 2: without you know, someone putting up some sort of a fight. 1643 01:27:18,520 --> 01:27:21,240 Speaker 6: No, I've never had anybody like put up a fight 1644 01:27:21,439 --> 01:27:26,640 Speaker 6: because most of the times, whenever, like I go and 1645 01:27:26,680 --> 01:27:29,719 Speaker 6: get the victim, it's usually like the abusers at work. 1646 01:27:30,479 --> 01:27:33,879 Speaker 6: Oh okay, And then the one time, like an abuser 1647 01:27:33,960 --> 01:27:39,479 Speaker 6: was actually there, he was like disabled, so wasn't too 1648 01:27:39,479 --> 01:27:40,080 Speaker 6: big of a deal. 1649 01:27:43,040 --> 01:27:45,120 Speaker 2: Nice. Well, I mean, look good on you for embracing 1650 01:27:45,240 --> 01:27:50,000 Speaker 2: those those tough situations. That sounds very scary, but also 1651 01:27:50,200 --> 01:27:52,720 Speaker 2: sounds very rewarding to be able to help people, you know, 1652 01:27:52,880 --> 01:27:54,040 Speaker 2: very hands on like that. 1653 01:27:55,439 --> 01:27:58,759 Speaker 6: Yeah, it definitely is. It's an exciting job. 1654 01:27:59,680 --> 01:28:02,360 Speaker 2: Now, So what how how long have you wanted to 1655 01:28:02,400 --> 01:28:04,320 Speaker 2: do this? How can I ask? How old you are? 1656 01:28:05,640 --> 01:28:08,960 Speaker 6: Yeah, I'm twenty three, okay. 1657 01:28:08,720 --> 01:28:14,360 Speaker 2: So you're still pretty young. Yeah, damn, that's that's that's 1658 01:28:14,400 --> 01:28:16,479 Speaker 2: a pretty wild thing to be doing as a twenty 1659 01:28:16,520 --> 01:28:19,599 Speaker 2: three year old. I'm not gonna lie, it's pretty pretty intense. 1660 01:28:20,880 --> 01:28:23,280 Speaker 6: Yeah, but it's totally worth it. 1661 01:28:24,080 --> 01:28:25,559 Speaker 2: How long have you wanted to do this? 1662 01:28:27,640 --> 01:28:31,400 Speaker 6: I've wanted to do this for a long time. It's 1663 01:28:31,439 --> 01:28:34,919 Speaker 6: like a really long time, like since I was in college. 1664 01:28:40,240 --> 01:28:41,760 Speaker 2: Does it ever get difficult for you? 1665 01:28:43,800 --> 01:28:46,519 Speaker 6: Yeah? I mean there's always clients where it's just like 1666 01:28:48,040 --> 01:28:50,920 Speaker 6: really hard to hear about their situations or sometimes like 1667 01:28:51,960 --> 01:28:55,439 Speaker 6: you'll get one that just hangs up. Sometimes they call back, 1668 01:28:55,479 --> 01:28:58,160 Speaker 6: but sometimes they don't, depending on like how long the 1669 01:28:58,240 --> 01:28:59,439 Speaker 6: abuse as hanging around. 1670 01:29:00,080 --> 01:29:00,920 Speaker 2: Mm hmmmm. 1671 01:29:02,600 --> 01:29:06,720 Speaker 6: I had one client be like, oh no, I don't 1672 01:29:06,800 --> 01:29:09,960 Speaker 6: want my cars extended warranty. 1673 01:29:11,000 --> 01:29:15,920 Speaker 2: Right because because the guy probably heard her on the phone. 1674 01:29:16,160 --> 01:29:18,400 Speaker 6: Yeah, so she just like pretended like I was one 1675 01:29:18,439 --> 01:29:21,880 Speaker 6: of those weird salesmen, so right right, it worked out. 1676 01:29:22,640 --> 01:29:30,200 Speaker 2: Mm hmm, man, is that like, uh, it's I'm so 1677 01:29:30,320 --> 01:29:32,760 Speaker 2: focused on like the fact that like, you know, you 1678 01:29:32,920 --> 01:29:35,360 Speaker 2: as like a young you know, I mean it sounds 1679 01:29:35,360 --> 01:29:37,720 Speaker 2: like you're probably probably recently out of college that like 1680 01:29:38,280 --> 01:29:46,560 Speaker 2: they send you into these like sort of dangerous situations. Yeah, 1681 01:29:47,600 --> 01:29:49,400 Speaker 2: I'll be good on you for good on you for 1682 01:29:49,400 --> 01:29:54,439 Speaker 2: for handling it. That's cool. It must be nice too, 1683 01:29:54,479 --> 01:29:58,160 Speaker 2: because a lot of a lot of jobs. You you 1684 01:29:58,400 --> 01:30:00,160 Speaker 2: do things, but you don't really feel like you're like 1685 01:30:00,240 --> 01:30:03,840 Speaker 2: doing things you know right. This is one where every 1686 01:30:03,920 --> 01:30:06,200 Speaker 2: day where every time you do something, you you actually 1687 01:30:06,240 --> 01:30:08,360 Speaker 2: did something right. 1688 01:30:08,240 --> 01:30:10,920 Speaker 6: Like I couldn't imagine doing anything else. 1689 01:30:14,720 --> 01:30:18,479 Speaker 2: Hell yeah, Helliah, you sound like you have a very 1690 01:30:18,479 --> 01:30:22,400 Speaker 2: well rounded life. You got the anime, you got a 1691 01:30:22,400 --> 01:30:23,000 Speaker 2: good job. 1692 01:30:25,320 --> 01:30:25,479 Speaker 8: Yeah. 1693 01:30:25,520 --> 01:30:27,400 Speaker 6: I mean, don't get me wrong, Like I've been through 1694 01:30:27,400 --> 01:30:33,160 Speaker 6: my own ship, but you know who hasn't. 1695 01:30:33,760 --> 01:30:36,679 Speaker 2: What's next for you? What's what's the next big lofty 1696 01:30:36,760 --> 01:30:43,400 Speaker 2: goal of what's your name again? Leah of Leah? 1697 01:30:43,479 --> 01:30:48,919 Speaker 6: Yeah? Next school is to get married to my fiance 1698 01:30:49,200 --> 01:30:52,160 Speaker 6: and I don't know, live my best life. 1699 01:30:53,080 --> 01:30:54,599 Speaker 2: How long have you been with your fiance? 1700 01:30:56,479 --> 01:30:59,479 Speaker 6: Oh? God, like three years? 1701 01:31:00,320 --> 01:31:01,960 Speaker 2: Hell yeah? How'd you guys meet? 1702 01:31:03,520 --> 01:31:07,559 Speaker 6: We actually met at work, not like my current job, 1703 01:31:07,600 --> 01:31:11,240 Speaker 6: but whenever I was back home, like g to my degree. 1704 01:31:11,240 --> 01:31:14,559 Speaker 6: I was working at CBS as a farm tech and 1705 01:31:14,600 --> 01:31:15,320 Speaker 6: I met him there. 1706 01:31:16,320 --> 01:31:18,640 Speaker 2: Is he also into the anime stuff or does he 1707 01:31:18,720 --> 01:31:20,800 Speaker 2: go like have fun at the conventions. I'm gonna stay 1708 01:31:20,800 --> 01:31:21,240 Speaker 2: home from that. 1709 01:31:22,520 --> 01:31:25,880 Speaker 6: No, he's he's the big nerd. He's a bigger nerd 1710 01:31:25,960 --> 01:31:27,519 Speaker 6: than me, So that's good. 1711 01:31:27,760 --> 01:31:31,960 Speaker 2: That's Leah. The more details you gave me about your life, 1712 01:31:32,000 --> 01:31:36,000 Speaker 2: you know, the better, the better it sounds. 1713 01:31:37,280 --> 01:31:42,720 Speaker 6: Yeah, we like hockey too, so you know, well it was. 1714 01:31:42,960 --> 01:31:44,920 Speaker 2: It was a pleasure talking to you, Leah. I hope 1715 01:31:44,920 --> 01:31:48,040 Speaker 2: you have a good rest of the night. And congratulations 1716 01:31:48,120 --> 01:31:51,759 Speaker 2: on living a meaningful life. 1717 01:31:52,040 --> 01:31:53,680 Speaker 6: Thank you. I hope you have a good rush of 1718 01:31:53,680 --> 01:31:54,000 Speaker 6: your night. 1719 01:31:54,080 --> 01:31:57,160 Speaker 2: Thank you so much of course, have a good night, Leah. 1720 01:31:57,200 --> 01:31:57,559 Speaker 6: Thank you. 1721 01:31:58,120 --> 01:31:58,439 Speaker 4: Bye. 1722 01:32:00,400 --> 01:32:04,160 Speaker 3: What a person them repeat cat goes on the line 1723 01:32:04,400 --> 01:32:07,760 Speaker 3: taking your phone calls every night. The repeat can goes 1724 01:32:07,800 --> 01:32:10,759 Speaker 3: doing his eye who's teaching you to housing your life? 1725 01:32:11,120 --> 01:32:13,760 Speaker 3: But he's not really an expert.