Speaker 1: Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices America.
Speaker 2: And I'm Mela.
Speaker 3: And it's Wednesday.
Speaker 2: Oh that was necessary.
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know, let's try to work on my high
Speaker 4: notes falsetto beautiful.
Speaker 2: You're working on it for Beyonce?
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, bitch, already No, and already we're gonna.
Speaker 1: Need all the singing and dancing we can get this
Speaker 1: month because the cosmos we're not lining up.
Speaker 2: And here, Susan Miller says the same. October is due
Speaker 2: to be a unique month that will not be easy
Speaker 2: for any of us.
Speaker 4: By the way, Susan Miller, if you guys don't know
Speaker 4: who she is, I've talked about her before. She is
Speaker 4: an astrologer that I've been following since I was a kid.
Speaker 4: My mom was obsessed with her, and she'd be on
Speaker 4: motherfucking point astrologyzone dot com.
Speaker 3: So continue telling us how fucked up October it's.
Speaker 1: Going to be. Not only you're still twenty, we still
Speaker 1: have more than half the month. The planets will be
Speaker 1: in a frenzy the likes of which I have rarely seen.
Speaker 1: If you feel you've if you've seen enough surprises this year,
Speaker 1: I am sorry to report that there'll be a slew
Speaker 1: of them.
Speaker 2: In October Fuck you Susan Warrior.
Speaker 1: Mars is one of the prime instigators, but Surprise and
Speaker 1: minute Uranus will play a leading part too. Saturn, Pluto,
Speaker 1: and Mercury will stir the pot as well and add
Speaker 1: to the turmoil. When the planets get this way, it
Speaker 1: is because they want to shake up the status quote
Speaker 1: and force us to confront languishing situations that many of
Speaker 1: us would prefer not to address. As you see, there
Speaker 1: is method in the planet's madness.
Speaker 2: One thing you can rely.
Speaker 1: On is that when planets are in a harsh angle
Speaker 1: to each other, the universe brings in enormous energy so
Speaker 1: that you can deal with what happens. The squares and
Speaker 1: oppositions are the hard aspects, but they sure.
Speaker 2: Do bring high energy.
Speaker 1: The universe will always give you the tools you need
Speaker 1: when it brings you a challenge.
Speaker 3: Well, I hope. So I've been doing a lot of
Speaker 3: heavy breathing.
Speaker 1: I've been doing a lot of crying, a lot of
Speaker 1: heavy breathing, and I've been a really on edge parent
Speaker 1: and I've been really trying to lean on my baby
Speaker 1: daddy like express that I need support, I need I'm
Speaker 1: getting things in line and you know, for the usual
Speaker 1: that falls on deaf ears. Meanwhile, every time he gets
Speaker 1: his baby, he could drop her off at his mama's
Speaker 1: house for zoom school, for Friday night, for Monday night.
Speaker 2: Don't let me. I'm just like, why don't you just
Speaker 2: help me?
Speaker 1: You're just gonna drop her off anyway, right, but the
Speaker 1: fuck anyway.
Speaker 4: Sorry, I've been doing a lot of breathing too. I've
Speaker 4: been I've been okay. I guess I've just been overwhelmed
Speaker 4: with all the things that we are doing.
Speaker 3: I'm doing in my other work. This apsed and then relationship.
Speaker 3: I don't know.
Speaker 5: If I realized the responsibility I was taking on being
Speaker 5: a partner.
Speaker 4: I mean, I get it, Yeah, Like, I don't know
Speaker 4: if I realized the responsibility.
Speaker 3: I don't know if I'm prepared. I'm not.
Speaker 4: Some days are easy, some days are really challenging.
Speaker 3: Currently it's been really challenging. And is it easier to
Speaker 3: just be alone?
Speaker 4: Like I think back like six months ago, when I
Speaker 4: was alone and I was so like lonely, and I
Speaker 4: wanted partnership, and like I wanted this person to come
Speaker 4: and walk into my life.
Speaker 3: Now he's here.
Speaker 1: I think we want partnership as human beings a support system,
Speaker 1: but then we rarely take an account for having to
Speaker 1: be accountable for someone else's feelings. I didn't take an
Speaker 1: account for if this doesn't work out, how is that
Speaker 1: going to leave me feeling?
Speaker 2: Just all the emotions that it requires.
Speaker 3: Period.
Speaker 1: It's just so much energy, you know, like even because
Speaker 1: I have so much going on in my personal life
Speaker 1: and then I like am breaking it broke up with
Speaker 1: somebody or I got broken up with and that took
Speaker 1: up so much of my energy. Like I was like,
Speaker 1: I can't go on, I can't do anything. Nothing's working
Speaker 1: out in my life, not love, nothing, and.
Speaker 2: So it's just like so heavy. It's so heavy.
Speaker 1: And I think the lesson in this is that we
Speaker 1: really have to be sustainable on our own before I mean, I.
Speaker 4: Just before we introducing other energies into the mix. No, no,
Speaker 4: I totally yeah, I agree with that. I think that like,
Speaker 4: relationships can be a wonderful distraction and they can also
Speaker 4: be supportive. They can also feel like they're propelling you forward,
Speaker 4: you know, but they can also feel like okay when
Speaker 4: it ends any confusion, if you're not in a secure place,
Speaker 4: it can totally disrupt, you.
Speaker 3: Know what I mean.
Speaker 4: No, I agree, I do think that, Like I feel
Speaker 4: like I was ready in some ways for like a relationship,
Speaker 4: Like I have stability in my life in some ways,
Speaker 4: although like you know, it's it's all relative, Like yes,
Speaker 4: I can pay my rent every month barely, but it happens,
Speaker 4: and I have support and I have help, you know.
Speaker 4: But there's also things, like I think emotionally that are
Speaker 4: not all the way stable that I'm realizing, you know,
Speaker 4: like me and my dude, Like we're texting yesterday, it
Speaker 4: takes a lot to like make me curse you the
Speaker 4: fuck out. I went back and read my text and
Speaker 4: I wasn't that nice.
Speaker 3: It wasn't that nice.
Speaker 2: I need to see these texts.
Speaker 3: I wasn't that nice, but I was.
Speaker 4: It was more so like a cry to like leave
Speaker 4: me the fuck alone right now. This is me, This
Speaker 4: is this is me needing space, and you're you're we
Speaker 4: keep going. And so therefore now I'm like, now I've
Speaker 4: lost it. Not lost it. I wouldn't say I lost it,
Speaker 4: but like now I'm like out of in some way,
Speaker 4: out of like my character the character that I think
Speaker 4: I should be when I'm upset, like I know, like
Speaker 4: back in the day, like I used to have these
Speaker 4: epic ass arguments with my ex, like I didn't even know,
Speaker 4: Like I look back on those days, I don't even
Speaker 4: know where the fuck I.
Speaker 3: Was screaming, throwing shit, beating each other up.
Speaker 2: It was that the kind of person he was.
Speaker 1: You have to keep in mind too, that who you
Speaker 1: are can change energetically by who you partner up with.
Speaker 1: You will you will someone can bring out the worst
Speaker 1: shit in you that you didn't even know existed. You
Speaker 1: have to really be aware of someone, Like you could
Speaker 1: love someone and they just not bring out the best
Speaker 1: part of you either.
Speaker 3: Oh no, I definitely see that.
Speaker 4: I think about like even with Happy Bay, Like I
Speaker 4: felt like I feel different in every relationship and then
Speaker 4: I'm like, but I know, I'm like the root of
Speaker 4: who I am is the same. But most I mean
Speaker 4: some people, that's that's not possible. Like they are there,
Speaker 4: They're always different in every relationship.
Speaker 3: But I don't know. I just feel like.
Speaker 4: I my patience has been, it's been, and I'm so
Speaker 4: focused on like I think I was telling you, was
Speaker 4: I telling you this?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I was telling you this.
Speaker 4: Like the other day we were sitting out there that
Speaker 4: like I hear you that I recently, Like I was
Speaker 4: looking at Ira the other day and she was just
Speaker 4: like I don't know, Like I think she was looking
Speaker 4: at the fridge for like orange juice. And I have
Speaker 4: this moment where like, of course I know as a
Speaker 4: parent that it's my responsibility to be.
Speaker 3: Able to take care of my child and that like.
Speaker 4: I'm working for her essentially she's my boss, but also
Speaker 4: like I want her to have this a great life.
Speaker 4: But like there's like this, there's like this transition from
Speaker 4: being like a non parent to a parent that like
Speaker 4: the selfishness part, it takes a while to like undo,
Speaker 4: like all the thing like when I go, like when
Speaker 4: I make money, I want to go shopping for myself
Speaker 4: and I have to remember, wait, I have to buy
Speaker 4: things for my.
Speaker 3: Kid, you know.
Speaker 4: And I'm not I'm past that those things, but those
Speaker 4: were things I had to learn, like to be mindful
Speaker 4: that you like you don't just automatically wake up one
Speaker 4: day and then like suddenly you're pouring every ounce of
Speaker 4: your being into your kid or sometimes that does happen
Speaker 4: and that's.
Speaker 1: Cool, but sometimes with that you have to learn to
Speaker 1: bag back too. There it goes both ways. Becoming a
Speaker 1: parent is in such a training that doesn't come with training.
Speaker 4: But then, so I was looking at her and I
Speaker 4: had this thought of, like, if I died right now today,
Speaker 4: at this very moment, what do I have to leave her?
Speaker 4: Would she be okay? If it was just on me,
Speaker 4: wasn't on anyone else except me?
Speaker 3: Would she be okay? No, she would not be okay.
Speaker 4: And I like, I was like, oh my god, I
Speaker 4: have to work ten times harder. I'm not making enough money.
Speaker 4: Like I suddenly got like so overwhelmed and like sad,
Speaker 4: and I was like, oh my god, I'm thirty two
Speaker 4: and I don't have enough money to like eat, Like
Speaker 4: I don't even know. I don't enough money to move
Speaker 4: out of my place right now, let alone buy a property.
Speaker 3: Like you know, I'm like, I'm a fan. You're at
Speaker 3: thirty two, I'm supposed to, you know.
Speaker 4: But I also know that I'm working incredibly hard and
Speaker 4: seeing results towards that and doing what I love, you know,
Speaker 4: So I try to be I'm just like okay, could
Speaker 4: be chill the fuck out, relax, smoke a joint.
Speaker 3: You're okay, We're okay.
Speaker 4: But it just made me think like I don't have time.
Speaker 3: To be worried about dumb shit.
Speaker 4: It's true, like and I don't want and I don't
Speaker 4: want to say dumb shit like other people's feelings don't matter,
Speaker 4: but like if it's not working, then maybe like we
Speaker 4: just shouldn't. And then I'm like, am I am? Is
Speaker 4: this fear talking? Or like do I really feel this way?
Speaker 4: Because I'm so hyper focused on providing a legacy for
Speaker 4: me and my children? Like I also, but I also
Speaker 4: want to do that with someone you know.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I agree, girl, I get it one hundred percent.
Speaker 1: And it is an overwhelming thought that somebody is solely
Speaker 1: responsible on you responsible. You're they're respond we're responsible to them,
Speaker 1: and I guess it never feels like you're I mean,
Speaker 1: I know we're working towards something, but it just feels like, fuck,
Speaker 1: am I I'm not where I'm supposed to be.
Speaker 2: I don't know why who.
Speaker 1: Wrote that thirty two was like sixty five, but you know,
Speaker 1: like we're so adults and.
Speaker 4: Now I'm turning thirty three this month. But if someone
Speaker 4: was like that, you're Jesus here, I was like, I
Speaker 4: don't feel like Jesus was right, which I'm like, well, Jesus,
Speaker 4: come down.
Speaker 2: Hell.
Speaker 3: I'm like, you know what, Jesus didn't need shit.
Speaker 4: Maybe it is my Jesus here and I should get
Speaker 4: the fuck out of here and go live like Jesus
Speaker 4: barefoot somewhere not here.
Speaker 1: I think in our twenties, we just think like thirties,
Speaker 1: that's adulthood. That's when you've reached your adultness. And here
Speaker 1: we are in our thirties and we haven't. Bitch, I
Speaker 1: don't have a savings account. I attempted to ask my
Speaker 1: grandmother to co sign for an apartment. She agreed, and
Speaker 1: then at the last minute when they called her decided
Speaker 1: that she no longer wanted to do it.
Speaker 2: And I'm just like I was having a moment like
Speaker 2: I'm I have no support, I have no one. What
Speaker 2: am I gonna do?
Speaker 1: I have no options, and someone is relying on me.
Speaker 1: I can't rely on anyone, and I'm barely fucking figuring
Speaker 1: it out. And then someone is relying on me and
Speaker 1: she didn't even ask to be here, and that shit
Speaker 1: is overwhelming, you know, just just the little things like
Speaker 1: literally I can't.
Speaker 2: Even like.
Speaker 1: I get so easily distracted, and like I felt the
Speaker 1: same way they wrote a letter that she was behind
Speaker 1: on some of her letters, and I was like having
Speaker 1: a bad day because obviously I'm still like mourning from
Speaker 1: this breakup. But I was like something came out of
Speaker 1: me and like wanted to slap the shit out of me, like, bitch.
Speaker 6: You don't really have time to be thinking about if
Speaker 6: somebody doesn't want you, she doesn't know five of her alphabet,
Speaker 6: you know, like literally someone like myself told myself.
Speaker 4: Like girl, myself told myself, Yeah, I've had so many.
Speaker 1: Of those limn girl, come on, and I I had
Speaker 1: to like step out of it, like and then I
Speaker 1: had to want I'm wondering myself because adventure Bay asked
Speaker 1: me because of course we're still hanging out on the
Speaker 1: week and.
Speaker 2: No, but I'm cutting it off for real this week.
Speaker 1: But basically, if I wasn't going through as much things
Speaker 1: as I was going through, would I still like want
Speaker 1: the relationship this bad or something?
Speaker 2: And I had to think about that, like.
Speaker 1: Am I finding like peace in this because it feels
Speaker 1: like somewhat some stability and like then also I was like, well,
Speaker 1: that's really sick and strange.
Speaker 4: It's not sick that is usually the case. That is
Speaker 4: not unnormal at all. That's and I perfectly normal. It's
Speaker 4: not obviously you need to not try try not to
Speaker 4: do that, but yeah, I mean if you feel that way,
Speaker 4: I don't know what the conclusion is, but that is
Speaker 4: for sure valid for sure.
Speaker 1: I mean it's so and if I love this person
Speaker 1: and I enjoy time together, and like at this point,
Speaker 1: we've like I do, I do feel like he make
Speaker 1: he makes me a better place in the relationship, pushes me,
Speaker 1: you know, just little things that there are qualities in
Speaker 1: him that I see and of course that I think
Speaker 1: are stable, and I think we're women like we we
Speaker 1: we long.
Speaker 2: For that relationships. Of course, of course it is attractive.
Speaker 1: But I also was like, you know, with or without this,
Speaker 1: my life is going to go on like it did
Speaker 1: six months before I met you, you know, so it's both.
Speaker 1: And I did find like a part of me with
Speaker 1: even like on top of everything else going on then
Speaker 1: that you know, it just was like a just like
Speaker 1: you know, a kill Bill's slow death. But I don't know.
Speaker 1: I think the good part about all of this is
Speaker 1: that I think we're becoming stronger women. We're becoming stronger.
Speaker 2: Women, and we're with every transition.
Speaker 1: With every obstacle, there is a lesson to be learned,
Speaker 1: and at least we're consciously focused on.
Speaker 2: We're getting there, We're going to get there. We're getting there,
Speaker 2: We're going there.
Speaker 4: Right.
Speaker 2: So I think.
Speaker 4: There's like this, it's funny you say a stronger woman,
Speaker 4: because I feel like there's this like conversation that women
Speaker 4: are having or have about like why do we have
Speaker 4: to be so strong? You know all the time that too,
Speaker 4: but also like I do, but and I feel like
Speaker 4: that's been like the conversation. But I do also want
Speaker 4: to say that, like we should be empowered by our
Speaker 4: strength though too, like I do want to be I am.
Speaker 4: I know that I'm a strong woman. I know I've
Speaker 4: been raised by a bunch of strong women. I can't
Speaker 4: help it, It's in my DNA. But also I know that,
Speaker 4: like and because of that, like I feel like sometimes
Speaker 4: it's hard for me too, not hard, but like I
Speaker 4: realize that I I think I do. Like it's funny
Speaker 4: that we have this conversation with our guests last week,
Speaker 4: Deny of Black Love Marriage Marriage Black Love Marriage Movement,
Speaker 4: and you were telling her that you know, you feel
Speaker 4: like you have a lot of masculine energy, but like really,
Speaker 4: like you feel like you're more feminine actually, and I
Speaker 4: feel like I people think outwards, people think I have
Speaker 4: a lot of feminine energy, but actually I realize I
Speaker 4: have a lot masculine energy, and like I've realized that
Speaker 4: in my relationship because he identifies as more feminine, Like
Speaker 4: he admittedly says that he is the more feminine energy
Speaker 4: and that I'm the more masculine And I feel that
Speaker 4: way in ways that I never really acknowledged. I guess
Speaker 4: because I was with someone who was so nonchalant that
Speaker 4: I never had to assert it. And so now that
Speaker 4: I'm here with a more feminine energy, I'm like feeling
Speaker 4: like I'm asserting it a lot.
Speaker 3: And some of it is like good and some of
Speaker 3: it is like is this healthy?
Speaker 2: Right?
Speaker 3: Like I don't know. It's interesting.
Speaker 4: It's interesting to see because he is so much more
Speaker 4: emotional than I am. So I don't know, guys, I
Speaker 4: don't know.
Speaker 3: But yes, what were we talking about? I'm high.
Speaker 2: Energy, becoming becoming stronger women, give.
Speaker 4: Me stronger women, yes, and kids and struggle then depending
Speaker 4: on us, and oh and also this life is hard.
Speaker 2: Do we need a boyfriend?
Speaker 1: That is what we were talking about life is hard.
Speaker 1: Do you really need that relationship?
Speaker 3: Do you need a relationship or not?
Speaker 4: I know, it's like you, it's it's and everyone everyone
Speaker 4: I talked to about it.
Speaker 3: It's like you asked for it and then it's here,
Speaker 3: and then.
Speaker 4: You're like a lot, a lot of responsibilities.
Speaker 1: Yeah, can you reach orange juice and poor orange juice?
Speaker 2: No drinks and water where it's accessible.
Speaker 3: I don't know what her little ear rings right now?
Speaker 2: Take them out. I think it's adding to her sat.
Speaker 3: She looks so grown. I can't take it. She's already.
Speaker 3: Did I just do that?
Speaker 4: Did I just do the thing that we say we're
Speaker 4: here to do? Do it?
Speaker 1: Fuck?
Speaker 2: She looks like.
Speaker 4: A teenager, looks older. We'll be more specific.
Speaker 1: You get to see her teenage face coming through with
Speaker 1: those earrings.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but she looks like you, I know, because you
Speaker 3: look young anyway, you guys.
Speaker 4: Oh side note, just to switch because I am excited
Speaker 4: about this. We are having a meetup in two weeks,
Speaker 4: so we can have two weeks. Oh my god, it's
Speaker 4: coming up on October twenty fifth. We are doing a
Speaker 4: drive in movie event with Outside Cinemas in downtown LA
Speaker 4: and we are watching Hokey Pokeys, which is.
Speaker 3: One of my favorite.
Speaker 2: Movies mine too. Wait, is Coco already.
Speaker 3: Coco sold out?
Speaker 4: You've already lost your chance. They know more Cocos.
Speaker 2: But bring your kids or don't bring your kids.
Speaker 4: I think I'm not gonna bring Iri to Hocus Pocus
Speaker 4: because two nights at the drive in with kids for
Speaker 4: me is a lot. I'm just gonna bring her to
Speaker 4: Cocoa and me too get witchy at Hocus.
Speaker 2: Yes, I'm gonna get witchy at Hoka. Everybody else if
Speaker 2: you want to be your kids, it's fine though.
Speaker 4: No, it's totally fine, but we just won't have ours.
Speaker 4: But go check out there's a link in our bio
Speaker 4: on Instagram. Or you can go to outside cinemas dot com.
Speaker 2: Yeah, outside cinemas dot com.
Speaker 3: Okay, outside cinemas dot com.
Speaker 4: Fucking because I saw that Shopify thing and then I
Speaker 4: wasn't sure if it was net Calm.
Speaker 3: I don't know what the fuck anyway.
Speaker 4: Also vote, also vote, Also vote, you guys.
Speaker 3: Vote.
Speaker 1: I've heard the LA District Attorney is like in California
Speaker 1: can change this year if we really put our minds
Speaker 1: to it, And apparently that's really important.
Speaker 2: Feel more strongly about government at a local level.
Speaker 4: No, I mean that's true, absolutely, Like, actually, that's where
Speaker 4: it actually matters, because that's where the changes you see
Speaker 4: its immediately in front of you around your city, in
Speaker 4: your neighborhoods. Because this president shit is important. Where we
Speaker 4: have even more impact right now is at the ground level. Anyway,
Speaker 4: there's a lot of resources where you can look up
Speaker 4: things and figure out what what are like the best
Speaker 4: voting options based.
Speaker 3: On your morals, your goals.
Speaker 4: The things that are important to you, and that you
Speaker 4: can find out how to vote because, let's be honest, like,
Speaker 4: voting can be super fucking overwhelming. You open like I
Speaker 4: got the voting mailer guide and the shit is like long,
Speaker 4: I'd be high. I'm like, does this make sense? The
Speaker 4: words are all political and shit, and it's hard to
Speaker 4: you know, interpret exactly what you're voting.
Speaker 2: For Gaskin for District attorney.
Speaker 3: Oh Gaskin.
Speaker 4: If you want to change how your city operates, functions, protects, serves,
Speaker 4: you have to know who you're voting for, who the
Speaker 4: best options are in your city. Do you know who's
Speaker 4: running for the district attorney and Yaser city?
Speaker 3: Like these are things you should know. You should know
Speaker 3: what their views are.
Speaker 4: Don't wait till you get to the poll to make
Speaker 4: it do a guessing game. I swear like that's essentially
Speaker 4: what people do when they vote. They literally just like
Speaker 4: fill out, like I like that name. Ooh she sounds nice.
Speaker 4: Oh Democrat, yep, Democrat Democrat, no question about it. And
Speaker 4: I just want to empower you guys to be empowered
Speaker 4: to do your research because there are guides.
Speaker 3: Just there's people in your city, like leaders.
Speaker 4: Of the community that have guides on their Instagram that
Speaker 4: tell you, you know who they would recommend, positions of
Speaker 4: power props, all those things to help you out. So shit,
Speaker 4: if I if I only I have like a master
Speaker 4: link I wish I did to put in the details
Speaker 4: of this episode.
Speaker 3: I have the link for California.
Speaker 4: So if you live in California and you California or
Speaker 4: LA also, some of these things differ based on like
Speaker 4: what part of LA living or where you live in California,
Speaker 4: you know. But there are some like general ones that
Speaker 4: you guys should know about. So I will share that
Speaker 4: in the bio or the details of this episode, So
Speaker 4: check that out.
Speaker 3: Shout out to my.
Speaker 4: Cousin DaVita Williams. Follow her on Instagram. She's really cool.
Speaker 4: She's an inspiration. She was also on Lizzie Maguire.
Speaker 1: It wasn't Luxiper her DaVita, she would yeah, hilarious and.
Speaker 3: She's done tons of other stuff. She's like a real
Speaker 3: actress and shit, oh oh my god.
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Speaker 4: So she was she was like, I listened to the
Speaker 4: podcast and I'm like, oh shit, and I was like,
Speaker 4: oh my god, you have to listen to I was like,
Speaker 4: I have this horry and then I was like, I'm
Speaker 4: going to read it to you.
Speaker 3: I read her horri live.
Speaker 4: I felt like I felt like I was reading like
Speaker 4: a bookook as she's like melting my fat.
Speaker 3: I'm like, this horror story.
Speaker 2: Is provided so silly? Wait was it this one?
Speaker 3: Yes?
Speaker 1: So after politics and stuff, here's a horry.
Speaker 3: Politics and sex. Who stories? You gonna read it? Okay?
Speaker 3: All right.
Speaker 4: The title of this horry is called Happy Squirrel Day.
Speaker 4: So I recently cut my baby daddy off and started
Speaker 4: fucking my best friend, who I call bestie Bae. I
Speaker 4: must have manifested the ship because he's everything I wanted
Speaker 4: my beauty to be and more. Bestie Bay is all
Speaker 4: about pleasing me, and he ain't scared of a little
Speaker 4: period blood like beauty, he won't get the job done
Speaker 4: by any means wet emoji.
Speaker 3: So yesterday was a holiday for me. It was the
Speaker 3: first time I squirted.
Speaker 4: Hey, here's what happened. I got off work early and
Speaker 4: went over to his house. When I walked in the door,
Speaker 4: he greeted me with a kiss and handed me a
Speaker 4: blunt and a mixed tequila drink.
Speaker 3: Thank you. Yes.
Speaker 4: I relaxed on the couch while he rubbed my feet
Speaker 4: and listened to me talk about my day. He then
Speaker 4: smacked my ass and told me it was time for
Speaker 4: us to lay in bed. I said, okay, damn near
Speaker 4: skip to the bedroom. I got naked, and he immediately
Speaker 4: went to town, eating my pussy like he was starving.
Speaker 4: All while he was eating my pussy, I noticed that
Speaker 4: I was not one hundred percent relaxed, so I started.
Speaker 3: Taking deep, long breaths. The deep breaths.
Speaker 4: The deep breaths were turning me on even more, and
Speaker 4: now I was in tune with my body and the
Speaker 4: pleasures I was receiving these children in the background. Wait, see,
Speaker 4: you guys are definitely in the other room. I definitely
Speaker 4: felt that shit. It was weird because I felt like
Speaker 4: I was having an out of body the experience, and
Speaker 4: I was now about to coach myself.
Speaker 3: To this orgasm.
Speaker 4: With the deep, long breathing, I became more and more relaxed.
Speaker 4: He was still eating my pussy magically, and suddenly I
Speaker 4: felt the urge to release. In that moment, I legit
Speaker 4: said to myself, let go, and my pussy started running
Speaker 4: like a faucet. I mean, that shit was non stop.
Speaker 4: I screamed so loud I left. I felt like I
Speaker 4: was peeing and I had no control, and that man
Speaker 4: kept on going. I felt like I was on a
Speaker 4: I felt like I was on a cloud. Like he
Speaker 4: was drinking my juices with a smoothie straw smooth Yes,
Speaker 4: I don't know about that reference. I got a weird
Speaker 4: I got a weird visual. Okay, what I got a
Speaker 4: visual of.
Speaker 3: Like a straw on top, like with the next to
Speaker 3: my pussy. Okay, I get what you mean.
Speaker 4: Carltho'm sorry, I mean to interrupt your flow. He got up,
Speaker 4: smacked my ass and said let's take a shot. We
Speaker 4: took a shot, and that man took me back to
Speaker 4: the room and murdered my pussy.
Speaker 3: Okay.
Speaker 4: I love it here and I'm never going back. Thanks
Speaker 4: to episode one, those tips really helped.
Speaker 3: Xoxo Squirtle.
Speaker 2: That was beautiful. Yeah, shout out to click talk.
Speaker 4: Yeah episode. What was the name of the episode? I
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Speaker 2: I got pregnant at a sex party.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I got.
Speaker 2: That's a great title. Yeah. I I had a story,
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Speaker 4: Oh okay, okay, we'll share it. Yeah, we'll say that thing.
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