WEBVTT - Risky Business • EP 801 0:00:00.080 --> 0:00:03.440 First of all, you don't know me. We all about 0:00:03.440 --> 0:00:06.439 that high school drama, Girl Drama Girl, all about. 0:00:06.160 --> 0:00:09.399 Them high school queens. We'll take you for a ride. 0:00:09.440 --> 0:00:13.520 And our comic girl Cheering for the Righteen Drama Queens. 0:00:13.240 --> 0:00:16.440 Jaylie's Girl Off Girl Fashion, which your tough. 0:00:16.239 --> 0:00:18.880 Girl, You could sit with us Girl Drama, Queens Drama, 0:00:18.920 --> 0:00:23.319 Queens Drama, Queens Drama, Drama, Queens Drama Queens. 0:00:24.239 --> 0:00:24.439 Hi. 0:00:24.480 --> 0:00:27.280 Everyone, We're back with a. 0:00:27.160 --> 0:00:30.080 Brand new season AO. 0:00:31.400 --> 0:00:35.640 Episode eight oh one, Read it Off, Joy Okay. 0:00:35.760 --> 0:00:41.400 Season eight, Episode one, Asleep at Heavensgate air date September fourteenth, 0:00:41.720 --> 0:00:46.360 twenty ten. As the gang returns from Utah, Brook and 0:00:46.479 --> 0:00:51.280 Julian are in an engaged bubble until the police knock 0:00:51.320 --> 0:00:54.000 on Brooks door and that is not sting. The actual 0:00:54.120 --> 0:00:57.840 police show up at brookstore, Hayley learns that she is pregnant, 0:00:57.960 --> 0:01:01.639 Nathan is preparing to leave for training camp, and Katie 0:01:02.240 --> 0:01:05.199 shoots her shot with Clay and Gwyn. 0:01:06.160 --> 0:01:13.520 Oh boy, guys, well, the theme songs back. 0:01:13.959 --> 0:01:17.160 The theme song is back. Also, it made me feel 0:01:17.200 --> 0:01:21.920 a lot of nostalgia to see the opening credits cutting 0:01:22.160 --> 0:01:25.480 from you know the year one high school to now 0:01:25.760 --> 0:01:31.920 was very cute too. I have a question and I 0:01:31.959 --> 0:01:34.000 wrote this in the thing, and I couldn't figure it 0:01:34.040 --> 0:01:36.920 out because when the episode opens and you are doing 0:01:36.959 --> 0:01:40.000 the cool like collage letter with the pictures to Lucas 0:01:41.280 --> 0:01:44.720 and your cute little hat and your hoops, I was like, oh, 0:01:45.280 --> 0:01:48.120 months have gone by. Her hair color is different. And 0:01:48.160 --> 0:01:50.520 then I was like, wait, but months can't have gone 0:01:50.560 --> 0:01:55.000 by because we're in a cliffhanger. And then I was like, 0:01:55.040 --> 0:01:59.280 but wait, because we do the flashback when Haley tells 0:01:59.360 --> 0:02:03.360 Nathan she'st but then the next day her hair is different. 0:02:03.400 --> 0:02:07.880 So my question is did was was the plan? Like 0:02:07.920 --> 0:02:10.040 I'm back, I'm out of my depression. I need a 0:02:10.120 --> 0:02:12.800 new do, and like maybe that morning, you know she 0:02:12.880 --> 0:02:14.680 went and got her hair died and then like popped 0:02:14.720 --> 0:02:16.240 by the river court on the way home, was like 0:02:16.240 --> 0:02:22.320 feeling fancy fresh because it is the next day, right, 0:02:22.440 --> 0:02:24.680 It's not like it has to be it has to 0:02:24.680 --> 0:02:27.600 be the next day. Like two days couldn't have gone by. 0:02:27.639 --> 0:02:29.480 You guys would be dead by that, right? 0:02:29.480 --> 0:02:31.840 How many days can claim Quinn realistically? 0:02:32.320 --> 0:02:36.280 For yeah, just lay there. Yeah, here's here's what I 0:02:36.280 --> 0:02:37.760 think it was. I think it was a lot more 0:02:37.880 --> 0:02:41.880 of Joy needs to not be in a depression like 0:02:41.919 --> 0:02:45.400 I had dyed my hair darker in the middle, you know, 0:02:45.400 --> 0:02:49.520 a few seasons prior, because it was a preference of 0:02:49.560 --> 0:02:55.239 my h partner at the time, and did that. Stuck 0:02:55.280 --> 0:02:57.440 with that for a while and was kind of in 0:02:57.480 --> 0:03:03.000 the in the phase of coming out of my personal haze, 0:03:03.639 --> 0:03:09.360 and I really wanted to feel like myself again, and 0:03:08.520 --> 0:03:12.720 I was like, I look like my husband's mother. I'm 0:03:12.760 --> 0:03:17.200 not happy, and I don't I want to feel like me, 0:03:17.400 --> 0:03:20.320 and so I started just making small changes, one of 0:03:20.360 --> 0:03:23.320 which included, hey, I really would like to just go 0:03:23.400 --> 0:03:27.520 back to my semi natural hair color, which is always 0:03:27.520 --> 0:03:30.359 difficult getting that much red out. But we did it, 0:03:30.560 --> 0:03:32.320 and we did I think I just showed up on 0:03:32.360 --> 0:03:34.080 set and I was like, nope, I'm not changing it. 0:03:34.120 --> 0:03:36.320 This is what it is. And I don't know, eight 0:03:36.360 --> 0:03:38.800 seasons in they were like whatever, Joy. 0:03:38.560 --> 0:03:41.600 Good for you, truly, I know the River Court is 0:03:41.640 --> 0:03:44.640 the most beautiful shot and it's very iconic for our show. 0:03:44.680 --> 0:03:47.560 I sort of wish we had seen you writing the 0:03:47.640 --> 0:03:50.800 letter to Lucas like under the you know, the round 0:03:50.800 --> 0:03:53.960 hair dryer at the salon, to be like, oh, like 0:03:54.000 --> 0:03:56.240 it would have actually been so cool to see the 0:03:56.280 --> 0:03:59.760 reveal of the new due the next day, like I'm back. 0:04:00.480 --> 0:04:03.600 But yes, I know our writers, well, our head writer 0:04:03.760 --> 0:04:05.560 was very spiteful and would never have given you that 0:04:05.640 --> 0:04:08.280 much grace. But I like it, and I like it 0:04:08.320 --> 0:04:10.440 for you, and I actually really like it for Haley too. 0:04:10.520 --> 0:04:11.720 So there, thank you. 0:04:11.680 --> 0:04:13.800 Thank you very much. I did too. I was happy 0:04:13.840 --> 0:04:18.680 to see myself a version of myself back. Felt good. Yeah, 0:04:18.720 --> 0:04:20.880 so sorry for all of you out there who were confused. 0:04:21.200 --> 0:04:25.400 This is a moment when personal life crossover into acting 0:04:25.440 --> 0:04:27.320 life and it's a TV show. 0:04:27.720 --> 0:04:30.640 You deal with it, you mean almost like after eight 0:04:30.720 --> 0:04:33.080 years we were finally beginning to realize we could be 0:04:33.080 --> 0:04:33.800 our own people. 0:04:34.480 --> 0:04:39.280 Joy shock it. But you lightened your hair too. It 0:04:39.279 --> 0:04:43.600 wasn't as as mine, but you also were lighter and fresher. 0:04:44.279 --> 0:04:47.360 Yeah, it was nice. Also, there really is something when 0:04:47.360 --> 0:04:50.520 you leave set in April and then you have, you know, 0:04:50.560 --> 0:04:54.880 your summer hiatus. I don't know, you live a life 0:04:54.880 --> 0:04:56.800 for two and a half months, you do things, you 0:04:56.880 --> 0:05:01.640 change and then yeah, I mean similarly, I was like this, 0:05:01.839 --> 0:05:05.560 like uh ombre whatever you call it, that was very 0:05:05.600 --> 0:05:08.040 trendy at the time. I was like this was very expensive. 0:05:08.120 --> 0:05:11.760 I'm not I'm not like box dying it for you guys. 0:05:11.760 --> 0:05:13.440 Buy Yeah. 0:05:13.680 --> 0:05:14.280 Yeah. 0:05:14.400 --> 0:05:19.120 As a male outsider to your experience on the show, idea. 0:05:18.880 --> 0:05:20.040 You feel like you're on a safari. 0:05:20.520 --> 0:05:20.680 No. 0:05:21.279 --> 0:05:23.760 I recall at the time, truly was you all had 0:05:24.680 --> 0:05:28.360 so little recourse, like there was your hands were so 0:05:28.400 --> 0:05:32.640 tired that I do remember hair color being like the 0:05:32.720 --> 0:05:37.400 one battle ground that you all had. So I just 0:05:37.480 --> 0:05:41.880 remember it like it was a carousel of hair colors yep, 0:05:42.240 --> 0:05:43.160 changing because it was like. 0:05:43.200 --> 0:05:44.760 Kind of stiles and cuts. 0:05:44.800 --> 0:05:46.679 It was like the one thing that you all could 0:05:46.720 --> 0:05:49.000 control and kind of force a hand on, and so 0:05:49.040 --> 0:05:50.960 it was like the one thing that you would exercise 0:05:51.080 --> 0:05:54.679 because you're like, well, you're shut me down everywhere else, 0:05:54.800 --> 0:05:56.320 I'm gonna mess with my hair. 0:05:57.080 --> 0:05:59.880 Yeah, you're absolutely right. I think we did a lot 0:05:59.880 --> 0:06:00.320 of that. 0:06:00.520 --> 0:06:01.520 You did a ton of it. 0:06:01.760 --> 0:06:03.320 Isn't that funny? 0:06:04.200 --> 0:06:06.880 I love it for us because when you think about it, 0:06:07.040 --> 0:06:09.120 not to get like too highbrow, but you know, this 0:06:09.160 --> 0:06:11.680 is where my little like brain that read the article 0:06:11.920 --> 0:06:13.920 in like the American Medical Journal kicks in. 0:06:15.120 --> 0:06:16.799 This is one of my favorite parts of your brain. 0:06:17.120 --> 0:06:19.200 Joy will text me sometimes and be like, I know 0:06:19.240 --> 0:06:21.279 you have a fact on this, and I'm like, in fact, 0:06:21.360 --> 0:06:22.920 I do, give me four minutes and I'll find it 0:06:23.000 --> 0:06:23.960 for you and I'll be right back. 0:06:24.160 --> 0:06:24.360 Yeah. 0:06:24.360 --> 0:06:27.600 But like they talk a lot about how, you know, 0:06:27.960 --> 0:06:32.080 as they've studied certain things that really affect women, particularly 0:06:32.120 --> 0:06:34.799 eating disorders, which we only really talk about with women, 0:06:34.839 --> 0:06:36.160 but also do affect young men. 0:06:36.360 --> 0:06:37.040 I want to be. 0:06:37.080 --> 0:06:42.520 Clear us more so that what they are is they 0:06:42.560 --> 0:06:47.240 are mechanisms of control, and for people who are incredibly 0:06:47.680 --> 0:06:51.279 regimented by outside forces, be it authority, parents, you know, 0:06:51.560 --> 0:06:56.440 an abusive household, whatever. So many women those experiences, coupled 0:06:56.480 --> 0:07:00.280 with the way society pressures us to be good, look 0:07:00.320 --> 0:07:03.240 a certain way and you know, be in servitude all 0:07:03.240 --> 0:07:07.080 the time or whatever. It's why so many young women 0:07:07.160 --> 0:07:11.000 in particular develop eating disorders, because it's the one thing 0:07:11.000 --> 0:07:15.240 in your life you can control. And I think it's 0:07:15.280 --> 0:07:19.280 actually really interesting to see how in a way, hair 0:07:19.400 --> 0:07:22.480 became our rebellion because we also had a boss who, 0:07:23.040 --> 0:07:25.120 in the midst of everything that was creepy about him, 0:07:25.520 --> 0:07:27.760 would make, as we've said a lot on this show, 0:07:27.840 --> 0:07:30.360 a lot of comments about our weight and our bodies, 0:07:31.000 --> 0:07:33.880 and I think for us it was sort of like 0:07:34.640 --> 0:07:37.880 We're not changing a goddamn thing about our bodies for you, sir. 0:07:38.520 --> 0:07:42.120 And I almost wonder if the way that you know, 0:07:42.160 --> 0:07:44.400 whether we were all kind of talking about who was 0:07:44.440 --> 0:07:46.880 going to go what color, or you know, you went 0:07:47.160 --> 0:07:49.640 like I did after season two and went rogue and 0:07:49.640 --> 0:07:51.760 cut bangs and didn't get approval and then almost got 0:07:51.800 --> 0:07:57.760 fired over it. Like I'm actually sort of so proud 0:07:57.800 --> 0:08:00.640 of us that we figured out some version of physical 0:08:00.680 --> 0:08:03.960 rebellion in this mechanism of control, because I think if 0:08:03.960 --> 0:08:06.120 we hadn't, we would have probably been at risk for 0:08:06.240 --> 0:08:08.480 like more of that really sort of sad stuff that 0:08:08.560 --> 0:08:12.400 happens to so many of our peers. And I don't know, 0:08:12.640 --> 0:08:15.000 I remember sometimes like standing on set when the pizza 0:08:15.080 --> 0:08:18.240 would come and just eat, holding my hands like this 0:08:18.320 --> 0:08:19.960 with a piece of pizza and looking at our boss 0:08:19.960 --> 0:08:22.320 and just slowly eating, being like, I dare you to 0:08:22.360 --> 0:08:26.120 say something to me about this? I don't know, we 0:08:26.680 --> 0:08:28.200 really we rebelled. 0:08:28.920 --> 0:08:32.000 It is such an interesting psychological rabbit hole. I would 0:08:32.000 --> 0:08:34.000 like to spend more time going down at some point 0:08:34.080 --> 0:08:38.320 because I know in my life and you guys may 0:08:38.320 --> 0:08:41.080 have felt this way too. But when you feel like 0:08:41.160 --> 0:08:44.400 you're out of control, like you have no ability to 0:08:44.440 --> 0:08:48.400 control the very basic fundamental things in your life. And 0:08:48.440 --> 0:08:51.520 whether that's it's because other people are controlling you or 0:08:51.559 --> 0:08:54.360 because you feel like you can't trust yourself to make 0:08:54.400 --> 0:08:58.920 decisions or whatever, and however that manifests in people's lives, 0:08:58.600 --> 0:09:04.679 the feeling of trying to control then other people and 0:09:04.720 --> 0:09:08.200 trying to control your environment. And then I would find 0:09:08.200 --> 0:09:12.360 myself actually being really really hard on other people, even 0:09:12.400 --> 0:09:15.320 just strangers or customer service or whatever other you know, 0:09:15.480 --> 0:09:17.000 I'd show up on said and if an actor didn't 0:09:17.040 --> 0:09:19.320 know their lines, I would just be so upset. And 0:09:19.360 --> 0:09:22.320 it's not like it's like okay, it's a thing, it's annoying, 0:09:22.400 --> 0:09:26.880 but things that were really easily dismissable or just let 0:09:26.920 --> 0:09:29.280 it roll off your back, I would hold on to 0:09:29.480 --> 0:09:31.640 as the sense of injustice and like it's not okay. 0:09:31.760 --> 0:09:34.400 And I would be so hard on people because I 0:09:34.480 --> 0:09:37.880 was so hard on myself because I was allowing myself 0:09:37.920 --> 0:09:41.960 to be controlled and I didn't have this normal outlet 0:09:42.080 --> 0:09:45.000 of free will and control. Does that make sense? 0:09:45.280 --> 0:09:48.600 Yes? Wait, and you actually just I just had a 0:09:48.600 --> 0:09:51.440 thought because I wonder if it's almost I've had that 0:09:51.480 --> 0:09:53.800 in my own way like when when the environment is 0:09:53.840 --> 0:09:58.840 such a nightmare, any additional pressure feels like popping the balloon, 0:09:59.280 --> 0:10:02.679 you know, Like I went through a thing that you 0:10:02.920 --> 0:10:05.600 know a lot about, and it put me in a 0:10:05.600 --> 0:10:07.720 position where I couldn't stand to be touched by people 0:10:07.760 --> 0:10:11.840 I didn't know, which is a very hard psychological place. 0:10:12.040 --> 0:10:14.360 You love being touched, yes. 0:10:14.880 --> 0:10:17.520 And like literally if someone would grab my arm the 0:10:17.559 --> 0:10:20.800 way I would leap and freak out, like I felt 0:10:20.800 --> 0:10:23.480 like razor wire at the time. And now I look 0:10:23.520 --> 0:10:25.360 back and I go, God, that was so weird and 0:10:25.440 --> 0:10:29.520 so not myself. And I bring it up only because 0:10:29.520 --> 0:10:35.800 you're making me realize. I almost wonder if the mechanism 0:10:35.880 --> 0:10:40.600 of it is I am so taught. It's like you're 0:10:41.000 --> 0:10:44.240 being kind of the image I get is like, you know, 0:10:44.360 --> 0:10:47.760 brave heart on the stretcher, like you're about to split, 0:10:48.400 --> 0:10:51.439 And so any additional pressure is so hard to handle. 0:10:51.480 --> 0:10:54.800 And I almost wonder if maybe the reason that those 0:10:54.840 --> 0:10:57.480 things at that time were so reactive for you was 0:10:57.520 --> 0:10:59.720 because you were like, well, how dare you not follow 0:10:59.720 --> 0:11:00.160 the rule? 0:11:00.760 --> 0:11:01.000 Yeah? 0:11:01.000 --> 0:11:01.480 What do you mean? 0:11:01.520 --> 0:11:03.920 You can't learn your lines? Like this is the basic 0:11:04.080 --> 0:11:06.079 We all have a lot of expectations put on us. 0:11:06.080 --> 0:11:09.760 But it's like you were probably triggered by expectations because 0:11:10.320 --> 0:11:13.120 that the amount of expectations on you were unsustainable. 0:11:13.520 --> 0:11:15.000 Yeah, that's exactly right. 0:11:15.600 --> 0:11:19.360 Wow, two episodes in a row of therapy, guys, I 0:11:19.440 --> 0:11:19.840 missed you. 0:11:22.240 --> 0:11:25.599 Welcome back to the drama Queen's Therapy Corner sponsored by Betterhelp. 0:11:26.960 --> 0:11:28.880 Oh my god, if they're a sponsor this week, we've 0:11:28.920 --> 0:11:29.800 truly nailed it. 0:11:30.240 --> 0:11:30.960 I do remember. 0:11:31.000 --> 0:11:32.680 Okay, this will be the last thing I say about it, 0:11:32.679 --> 0:11:33.400 because we're not I. 0:11:33.360 --> 0:11:34.960 Haven't even looked at my notes yet because. 0:11:34.880 --> 0:11:37.400 I haven't either, we don't stoop. But I will say, 0:11:37.840 --> 0:11:40.320 you know, in the world of the internet being assess 0:11:40.400 --> 0:11:43.160 pool like now, I'm starting to see people be like 0:11:43.200 --> 0:11:46.080 if one more if they talk about therapy one more time, 0:11:46.200 --> 0:11:48.120 and I'm like, if you have anybody in your life 0:11:48.120 --> 0:11:53.560 who's not talking about therapy regularly, run so anyway, be 0:11:53.679 --> 0:11:54.959 nice to people, people. 0:11:55.920 --> 0:11:57.080 Great, nice to people. 0:11:57.120 --> 0:11:57.400 People. 0:11:57.440 --> 0:11:57.720 I like. 0:11:57.760 --> 0:12:01.880 Who's not nice to people is Katie. 0:12:02.000 --> 0:12:04.840 But it was just a dream, Sophia. It was just 0:12:04.880 --> 0:12:05.280 a dream. 0:12:05.320 --> 0:12:07.680 Oh that's right. It was just a dream. 0:12:07.920 --> 0:12:11.679 That's what I want to jump in on because the 0:12:11.800 --> 0:12:14.760 relief I felt, even though I knew it was obviously 0:12:14.800 --> 0:12:16.680 a lie. Like I knew it was a ruse in 0:12:16.720 --> 0:12:21.240 the writing, I did not. You didn't know what I forgot. 0:12:21.320 --> 0:12:25.760 My god, the moment, the sort of moment where she 0:12:25.920 --> 0:12:29.440 comes out and is so present with you, because it 0:12:29.559 --> 0:12:32.520 almost seems as though Clay's been having a nightmare. You're 0:12:32.559 --> 0:12:34.960 so shaken up, and Quinn is right there with you, 0:12:35.679 --> 0:12:42.719 and it it felt so tender and almost maternal. And 0:12:42.760 --> 0:12:44.320 I don't mean that in a creepy way, you know, 0:12:44.360 --> 0:12:46.480 but like when a kid wakes up their mom or 0:12:46.559 --> 0:12:50.560 dad is just so present and it was this sweet, 0:12:50.559 --> 0:12:53.600 sweet moment. And my thought, and I wrote this down, 0:12:53.640 --> 0:12:55.240 I said, oh, no, they're really going to take us 0:12:55.240 --> 0:12:58.000 through it, aren't they. Because I didn't remember that you 0:12:58.080 --> 0:13:01.160 were going to be in this sort of and coma 0:13:01.240 --> 0:13:06.199 world together for the whole episode. But that scene at 0:13:06.320 --> 0:13:08.320 night of her running back into the living room with 0:13:08.360 --> 0:13:11.640 you too, really it set me up to know I 0:13:11.679 --> 0:13:15.000 was going to get hurt by this episode. And I thought, Wow, 0:13:15.160 --> 0:13:20.800 you guys did such a beautiful job making something that obviously, 0:13:20.800 --> 0:13:25.600 as actors you knew was a dream sequence feels so real. 0:13:26.000 --> 0:13:29.000 And the more that you sell that first scene, the 0:13:29.040 --> 0:13:33.280 better it sets up the emotional sucker punch when you 0:13:33.320 --> 0:13:35.160 find out because you're like, look at look at how 0:13:35.200 --> 0:13:38.600 great these two are together. Isn't this a beautiful special thing? 0:13:38.880 --> 0:13:42.400 And then the episode is like, gotcha, it may not last. 0:13:42.600 --> 0:13:43.080 Yeah. 0:13:43.240 --> 0:13:47.319 I thought all of that stuff played so well, all 0:13:47.360 --> 0:13:49.520 of the sort of coma dream sequence stuff. 0:13:50.280 --> 0:13:51.280 Yeah. I loved it. 0:13:51.440 --> 0:13:53.080 When we're walking on the beach and Clay has a 0:13:53.080 --> 0:13:55.280 moment of going, wait, there's no one else out here. 0:13:55.800 --> 0:13:58.040 I thought, oh, is this where he starts to piece 0:13:58.120 --> 0:13:58.800 together and then. 0:13:58.880 --> 0:14:02.320 Nope, nope, not yet, not yet, although you sure looked 0:14:02.480 --> 0:14:05.840 real like a real snack rob in that that cream 0:14:05.920 --> 0:14:08.560 colored button up shirt and those jeans, just walking on 0:14:08.600 --> 0:14:08.920 the beach. 0:14:12.280 --> 0:14:13.840 Thank you, but you did. 0:14:13.840 --> 0:14:18.240 But that was I love that moment of there's nobody 0:14:18.240 --> 0:14:19.520 else on the beach, do you know what this means? 0:14:19.520 --> 0:14:23.440 And then we still get to keep playing. I completely 0:14:23.440 --> 0:14:25.880 forgot that this was part of the storyline. I was reminded. 0:14:26.160 --> 0:14:27.440 This was one of the things that my friend I 0:14:27.480 --> 0:14:29.800 was watching this show with was like, oh, but it's 0:14:29.840 --> 0:14:32.000 all a dream sequence, it's not real. I was like, oh, yeah, 0:14:32.000 --> 0:14:35.520 she said that really early on, so it was along 0:14:35.600 --> 0:14:36.920 for the ride. It's a right I mean, I probably 0:14:36.920 --> 0:14:38.080 would have figured it out eventually. 0:14:38.240 --> 0:14:42.640 Was this Heather who did this Danielle? Danielle in my book? Yes, 0:14:42.920 --> 0:14:45.960 classic Danielle spoiler alert. 0:14:47.040 --> 0:14:50.320 But I'm glad. I'm glad because it was fun watching 0:14:50.360 --> 0:14:53.360 you too finally get all of your romantic moments before 0:14:53.600 --> 0:14:56.680 shit hits the fan. Yeah, it's gonna get real weird. 0:14:56.920 --> 0:14:59.840 In the turn where she spots the blood on her shirt. 0:15:00.080 --> 0:15:01.720 Oh that was good. 0:15:02.800 --> 0:15:03.920 It was really good. 0:15:04.400 --> 0:15:17.080 Yeah. 0:15:17.520 --> 0:15:19.360 Was it cold? It looked like a cold damn. 0:15:19.520 --> 0:15:22.400 Yes, well it was, yes. I mean listen, there was 0:15:22.440 --> 0:15:25.160 never really like a good warm time in that water. 0:15:25.200 --> 0:15:27.840 It was just sort of bearying shades of cold. And 0:15:27.920 --> 0:15:30.360 I do remember that being quite cold. 0:15:31.120 --> 0:15:31.400 Yeah. 0:15:31.480 --> 0:15:35.160 Yeah, you guys looked like troopers. There was one point 0:15:35.200 --> 0:15:36.920 where it was supposed to be obviously you two in 0:15:36.960 --> 0:15:38.960 the ocean and it's so romantic and you're holding each 0:15:39.000 --> 0:15:42.320 other and you just get hit by such a big wave, 0:15:42.920 --> 0:15:46.720 and I watched you as the gentleman that you are, 0:15:46.760 --> 0:15:50.160 like make sure to hold on to her because obviously 0:15:50.280 --> 0:15:53.280 she's topless and you're trying to protect her body from 0:15:53.320 --> 0:15:57.480 an entire camera crew, and I just so like, she 0:15:57.600 --> 0:16:00.160 buries her face in your neck clearly because she's just 0:16:00.200 --> 0:16:02.600 gotten hit in the face by water and you guys 0:16:02.600 --> 0:16:05.760 are trying so hard to do the romance. And I 0:16:05.840 --> 0:16:07.480 was like, that's when you know you've got a great 0:16:07.480 --> 0:16:10.320 scene partner, because you're like, maybe we're gonna drown, but 0:16:10.360 --> 0:16:12.680 we're going to do it together. And I've got you. 0:16:12.920 --> 0:16:15.280 I won't let you go. I won't let this, you know, 0:16:15.840 --> 0:16:19.000 terribly potentially violating thing happened to you. We're going to 0:16:19.040 --> 0:16:19.440 be okay. 0:16:19.960 --> 0:16:20.040 Now. 0:16:20.200 --> 0:16:23.320 Makes our chemistry so great too, just the two of 0:16:23.360 --> 0:16:25.120 you on camera as Quinn and Clay. The fact that 0:16:25.160 --> 0:16:27.120 your friendship was strong and you were really looking out 0:16:27.160 --> 0:16:29.160 for each other and there was this sense of camaraderie 0:16:29.240 --> 0:16:31.600 behind the scenes. You could really feel it in the scenes, 0:16:31.640 --> 0:16:34.160 and it made Clay and Quinn even more endearing. 0:16:34.880 --> 0:16:35.560 Yeah. 0:16:35.640 --> 0:16:39.120 Yeah, yeah, we were good teammates going through all that stuff, man, 0:16:39.160 --> 0:16:42.280 and I do remember yet just being cold and there 0:16:42.320 --> 0:16:45.640 are there are certain things that are like deceptively hard 0:16:45.640 --> 0:16:48.600 in acting. For example, playing dead. I think a non 0:16:48.600 --> 0:16:50.680 actor would think that's going to be the easiest thing, right, 0:16:50.880 --> 0:16:53.280 it's not. It's very hard because all of a sudden, 0:16:53.280 --> 0:16:55.080 as soon as you're supposed to be dead, you need 0:16:55.120 --> 0:16:57.480 to swallow, and your eye wants to twitch, and now 0:16:57.480 --> 0:16:59.200 how do I shallow? But it's like all of these 0:16:59.200 --> 0:17:01.400 things right, And the other one that's very challenging is 0:17:02.160 --> 0:17:08.040 being romantic around crashing water, whether it's a waterfall or 0:17:08.119 --> 0:17:11.160 like like brilliant having to kiss on the sand while 0:17:11.160 --> 0:17:14.480 the water's kind of splashing you because you're trying to 0:17:14.520 --> 0:17:19.160 like create this wonderfully picturesque, beautiful moment, but you are 0:17:19.200 --> 0:17:21.440 also trying to spit out the salt water from your 0:17:21.480 --> 0:17:24.760 mouth and your right eye got sand in it, and 0:17:24.760 --> 0:17:29.439 it's just it's in your underwear. Yeah. Man, So I 0:17:29.440 --> 0:17:31.560 remember us just like doing our best and kind of 0:17:31.560 --> 0:17:33.760 being like did you get it? Did you get it? 0:17:33.760 --> 0:17:35.000 Can we come in now? Ye? 0:17:35.960 --> 0:17:37.440 Can we please be done? 0:17:37.640 --> 0:17:38.480 Be done? 0:17:38.880 --> 0:17:41.560 Yeah? Cut the stock footage of like a dolphin just 0:17:41.680 --> 0:17:44.120 you know, gleefully jumping out of the water, and let's 0:17:44.160 --> 0:17:46.159 move to the next scene already exactly. 0:17:46.480 --> 0:17:48.560 You know what I liked about it is that, in 0:17:48.600 --> 0:17:52.720 an interesting way, it despite it being a dream sequence, 0:17:53.320 --> 0:17:57.320 it allows for this little love bubble that everyone's in 0:17:57.720 --> 0:18:01.600 to keep going. You know, Haley and Nathan talking about 0:18:01.640 --> 0:18:04.800 their pregnancy, this sweet chat the two of you have 0:18:04.920 --> 0:18:08.840 about how he wants a daughter just like you, you know, 0:18:08.960 --> 0:18:13.159 Brooke and Julian in this kind of reflection on the 0:18:13.200 --> 0:18:16.400 step they're about to take and talking about, you know, 0:18:16.880 --> 0:18:20.440 the cadence they've found and their intimacy and what they're building, 0:18:20.560 --> 0:18:25.160 and even her reflecting on this Utah trip and saying, 0:18:25.160 --> 0:18:27.879 you know, watching Jamie and his snow fork, Peyton and 0:18:27.920 --> 0:18:32.280 I used to build those, and it makes her think 0:18:32.280 --> 0:18:34.359 about how lucky they all are to be at this 0:18:34.480 --> 0:18:39.160 place in their life. The reflection everyone's getting to do 0:18:39.680 --> 0:18:43.879 is something that I really love for a kickoff episode 0:18:43.920 --> 0:18:46.679 because all of it feels so personal to each of 0:18:46.720 --> 0:18:49.920 the characters, and in a way, it takes the audience 0:18:50.000 --> 0:18:52.200 back too, and it reminds you of how far all 0:18:52.200 --> 0:18:56.960 these people have come. And then everyone's worlds obviously start 0:18:57.000 --> 0:18:59.920 to go a bit to shit. You guys have been shot, broken, 0:19:00.040 --> 0:19:03.240 it's arrested. It's like just kidding you guys got nine 0:19:03.320 --> 0:19:06.800 minutes of excitement and now we're back at it. 0:19:07.119 --> 0:19:11.560 I had zero recollection of this whole storyline for Brooks, 0:19:11.600 --> 0:19:13.440 so when the police came to the door, I kept 0:19:13.520 --> 0:19:16.880 being like, wait, is this a joke? Wait, she's actually 0:19:16.920 --> 0:19:20.440 getting booked. Wait what is happening? That whole storyline came 0:19:20.440 --> 0:19:22.639 out of left field in a big way for me. 0:19:23.359 --> 0:19:26.560 Yeah, that was so confusing, and you really don't see 0:19:26.560 --> 0:19:29.080 it coming off the off the grease lightning morning. 0:19:30.000 --> 0:19:33.040 Can I tell you that your makeup in that scene 0:19:33.640 --> 0:19:35.200 looked incredible? 0:19:35.520 --> 0:19:39.120 Oh yeah, thanks, so good, so good. I liked that. 0:19:39.200 --> 0:19:42.480 I loved that sentence. But I like even the beginning, 0:19:42.480 --> 0:19:44.800 when you guys are laying in bed. I was watching. 0:19:44.840 --> 0:19:47.119 I was watching, and then I was like, I don't 0:19:47.200 --> 0:19:50.600 I'm embarrassed, like you the intimacy, but like you guys 0:19:50.680 --> 0:19:54.040 were so good, so convincing, so close. I kind of 0:19:54.040 --> 0:19:56.200 looked away, like I don't this is my friend. I 0:19:56.200 --> 0:19:58.399 don't want to watch her, like I feel like a voyeur. 0:19:58.520 --> 0:20:01.320 This is I'm so cotable by the. 0:20:01.320 --> 0:20:07.119 Way, even I I thought to myself watching it, I 0:20:07.160 --> 0:20:10.760 was like, oh, I'm I'm finally starting to feel comfortable 0:20:11.920 --> 0:20:15.520 in my self as a woman, like at this time 0:20:15.640 --> 0:20:21.360 in my life in a new way. Like so much 0:20:21.400 --> 0:20:24.040 of it, especially because Brooke as a young woman was 0:20:24.080 --> 0:20:28.760 like this super over sexualized character. Everything was so performative 0:20:28.760 --> 0:20:31.760 for so long. And I was watching that scene and 0:20:31.800 --> 0:20:35.560 I was like oh this is like, this is more 0:20:35.640 --> 0:20:37.919 like a scene on an HBO show. 0:20:38.160 --> 0:20:40.760