1 00:00:01,120 --> 00:00:09,760 Speaker 1: Real celebrity join the morning. Everybody is DJ Envy Angela, Ye, 2 00:00:09,960 --> 00:00:12,399 Speaker 1: Charlomagne the guy we are the Breakfast Club got a 3 00:00:12,440 --> 00:00:14,680 Speaker 1: special guest author in the building with us this morning. 4 00:00:14,800 --> 00:00:18,079 Speaker 1: That's right, my man, M k Asante. M k Asante. 5 00:00:18,079 --> 00:00:20,279 Speaker 1: Now I read this guy's book about two three weeks. 6 00:00:20,320 --> 00:00:21,920 Speaker 1: Going to funny because I had the book sitting up 7 00:00:21,920 --> 00:00:24,480 Speaker 1: here for the longest a long time. It's called Buck, 8 00:00:24,840 --> 00:00:26,560 Speaker 1: But I don't know what made me decide to read 9 00:00:26,600 --> 00:00:29,160 Speaker 1: it a couple of weeks ago, and I really enjoyed it. 10 00:00:29,200 --> 00:00:30,680 Speaker 1: So I'm like, yeo, we gotta have this guy up 11 00:00:30,720 --> 00:00:34,159 Speaker 1: here to talk about his book. Buck. Well, explain to 12 00:00:34,240 --> 00:00:35,720 Speaker 1: us what Bucks. I didn't get a chance to read it. 13 00:00:35,880 --> 00:00:37,840 Speaker 1: I don't I don't really have much time to read. 14 00:00:38,720 --> 00:00:42,960 Speaker 1: You know, I got four kids, right, he talks, He's 15 00:00:42,960 --> 00:00:45,879 Speaker 1: talking about me over there. Tell us about Buck. All right, Well, 16 00:00:45,920 --> 00:00:48,120 Speaker 1: first of all, it's really an honor to be here. 17 00:00:48,200 --> 00:00:49,920 Speaker 1: I watch you guys all the time, so you know 18 00:00:49,960 --> 00:00:54,000 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Much love, um d riding broke whatever 19 00:00:57,440 --> 00:01:02,760 Speaker 1: ding his book? Well, yeah, you read the book and 20 00:01:02,800 --> 00:01:04,240 Speaker 1: you you were thirsty, so you know what I mean. 21 00:01:04,280 --> 00:01:06,080 Speaker 1: I had to come Yeah, exactly you know when you 22 00:01:06,120 --> 00:01:09,040 Speaker 1: show interests that means thirsty these days. But you know, um, 23 00:01:09,319 --> 00:01:10,880 Speaker 1: I'm just happy to be here. But you know, Buck 24 00:01:10,959 --> 00:01:14,240 Speaker 1: is about the graceful survival against impossible circumstances. You know, 25 00:01:14,280 --> 00:01:16,040 Speaker 1: It's like what I'm from Philly, you know what I mean, 26 00:01:16,120 --> 00:01:19,880 Speaker 1: young buck, buck, wild, Buck, shots bucktown, slave buck, black Buck, 27 00:01:19,959 --> 00:01:23,319 Speaker 1: make buck buck now buck encompasses all of those things. 28 00:01:23,360 --> 00:01:26,000 Speaker 1: I chose the title because it really my life. It's 29 00:01:26,040 --> 00:01:28,039 Speaker 1: a coming of age memoir. It's my story. It's my 30 00:01:28,120 --> 00:01:31,800 Speaker 1: journey growing up through Philly, navigating my education, my very 31 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:36,880 Speaker 1: informal education, miseducation, re education, self education, street education, the 32 00:01:36,959 --> 00:01:39,800 Speaker 1: difference in the distance between school and education. That was 33 00:01:39,840 --> 00:01:42,120 Speaker 1: all me. And so it's it's about that journey. It's 34 00:01:42,120 --> 00:01:44,560 Speaker 1: about my family, it's about my community. It's about how 35 00:01:44,640 --> 00:01:46,840 Speaker 1: I became. You know, I was someone who got kicked 36 00:01:46,840 --> 00:01:49,080 Speaker 1: out of every school I went to, Wow and then 37 00:01:51,000 --> 00:01:53,760 Speaker 1: and then ended up being the youngest tenure professor in 38 00:01:53,800 --> 00:01:57,000 Speaker 1: the country, you know what I mean. I'm thirty two now, 39 00:01:57,200 --> 00:02:00,560 Speaker 1: but it looked nineteen. But when I became professor, I 40 00:02:00,600 --> 00:02:02,560 Speaker 1: was twenty. I was twenty three, and I got tenue 41 00:02:02,560 --> 00:02:04,040 Speaker 1: when I was twenty six, you know what I mean. 42 00:02:04,080 --> 00:02:05,920 Speaker 1: So I've been at academia for a while, and um, 43 00:02:06,120 --> 00:02:07,880 Speaker 1: so it's about my journey. I tell us about this 44 00:02:07,960 --> 00:02:10,840 Speaker 1: journey a little bit. So you're from Philadelphia, you uh, 45 00:02:11,360 --> 00:02:13,280 Speaker 1: Charlemagne would say you got kicked out of every school. 46 00:02:13,320 --> 00:02:15,119 Speaker 1: So you were young thug, you know what I mean. 47 00:02:16,800 --> 00:02:19,400 Speaker 1: Shout out. Shout out to all the kids that you 48 00:02:19,400 --> 00:02:21,960 Speaker 1: know are being overlooked right now, Shout out to all 49 00:02:22,000 --> 00:02:24,679 Speaker 1: the kids that are are labeled bad because there really 50 00:02:24,800 --> 00:02:28,360 Speaker 1: were no I was. I wasn't selling dope, okay, but 51 00:02:28,560 --> 00:02:31,040 Speaker 1: but there are, there are. There is some some drugs 52 00:02:31,080 --> 00:02:34,760 Speaker 1: selling that goes on in the book. As a child, Um, 53 00:02:34,880 --> 00:02:36,760 Speaker 1: in my life, you know, I think I was just 54 00:02:36,840 --> 00:02:39,400 Speaker 1: rebell I was rebellious. I was rebelling against everything, you 55 00:02:39,400 --> 00:02:41,079 Speaker 1: know what I mean. Um, I think first of all, 56 00:02:41,200 --> 00:02:44,200 Speaker 1: the school system, right, it's it's it's redundant, it's boring, 57 00:02:44,480 --> 00:02:47,639 Speaker 1: you know, wrote memorization, regurgitation. I wasn't actually learning anything 58 00:02:47,639 --> 00:02:50,239 Speaker 1: in school. Plus my family situation was kind of crazy. 59 00:02:50,320 --> 00:02:52,639 Speaker 1: My brother he was locked up, my mom. I read 60 00:02:52,680 --> 00:02:56,359 Speaker 1: about mental health issues. My mom was institutionalized. She had 61 00:02:56,400 --> 00:02:59,120 Speaker 1: severe depressions, suicidal. So my mom was in and out 62 00:02:59,120 --> 00:03:03,320 Speaker 1: the institutions, you know what I'm saying, and so split Yeah, exactly, 63 00:03:03,360 --> 00:03:05,200 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So all these things kind 64 00:03:05,240 --> 00:03:07,640 Speaker 1: of created a perfect storm. Plus we had the corner 65 00:03:07,639 --> 00:03:09,160 Speaker 1: boys on my block, you know what I'm saying. They 66 00:03:09,200 --> 00:03:11,600 Speaker 1: were always out there and they introduced me to everything, 67 00:03:11,639 --> 00:03:12,640 Speaker 1: you know what i mean. So by the time I 68 00:03:12,680 --> 00:03:15,079 Speaker 1: was fourteen, it was on you know what i mean, 69 00:03:15,160 --> 00:03:17,519 Speaker 1: like everything you could imagine everything you don't want your 70 00:03:17,600 --> 00:03:20,040 Speaker 1: child to, your four kids, everything you don't want them 71 00:03:20,080 --> 00:03:23,119 Speaker 1: to do. I was doing, you know what I'm saying. So, Um, 72 00:03:23,720 --> 00:03:25,600 Speaker 1: I know your brother, your brother is locked up. It's 73 00:03:25,600 --> 00:03:27,160 Speaker 1: two questions. I don't want to ask you about them. Yeah, 74 00:03:27,280 --> 00:03:29,560 Speaker 1: it is your brother out now Yeah, my brother is 75 00:03:29,560 --> 00:03:32,880 Speaker 1: is definitely out. What's up? Ouzi out? Big Ouzi too? 76 00:03:32,960 --> 00:03:34,600 Speaker 1: That's that's my heroes. Well, he has to change his 77 00:03:34,680 --> 00:03:38,480 Speaker 1: name from how many names? How many years did he do? 78 00:03:38,600 --> 00:03:41,080 Speaker 1: Like he? I mean, he was you know, he was 79 00:03:41,680 --> 00:03:43,720 Speaker 1: in and out, in and out, you know what I'm saying. Um, 80 00:03:43,760 --> 00:03:45,800 Speaker 1: But when he was in Arizona, which is for most 81 00:03:45,800 --> 00:03:48,040 Speaker 1: of the book, he was. The book takes place between 82 00:03:48,080 --> 00:03:50,320 Speaker 1: the ages of thirteen and eighteen, UM, and so he 83 00:03:50,400 --> 00:03:52,120 Speaker 1: was like locked up for most of that time when 84 00:03:52,120 --> 00:03:54,720 Speaker 1: I was when I was coming, he shot somebody. No, 85 00:03:54,720 --> 00:03:56,400 Speaker 1: no hit in the book. He definitely was in jail 86 00:03:56,440 --> 00:04:00,520 Speaker 1: point zone. No, no, I remember the book. Ye. Now, 87 00:04:00,560 --> 00:04:03,920 Speaker 1: he didn't shoot anybody, you know what I'm saying something. No, 88 00:04:04,080 --> 00:04:06,160 Speaker 1: he didn't beat anybody else, but he did beat other 89 00:04:06,160 --> 00:04:09,000 Speaker 1: people locked that he didn't get locked. What was he 90 00:04:09,040 --> 00:04:12,600 Speaker 1: locked up for? Arizona? In Arizona, it was a situation 91 00:04:13,160 --> 00:04:17,360 Speaker 1: with a young girl. And he was young himself. What 92 00:04:17,400 --> 00:04:20,360 Speaker 1: I'm saying, um, but he was young himself. He was seventeen, 93 00:04:20,400 --> 00:04:22,720 Speaker 1: the girl was like fourteen. He didn't know she was white. 94 00:04:23,000 --> 00:04:26,480 Speaker 1: He's black obviously, and her she was a runaway. Her 95 00:04:26,480 --> 00:04:28,800 Speaker 1: parents found out, and it was just you know, he 96 00:04:28,839 --> 00:04:30,600 Speaker 1: got he got put in the system. So what what 97 00:04:30,640 --> 00:04:32,919 Speaker 1: got you straight? You know from being on the corner 98 00:04:32,960 --> 00:04:35,480 Speaker 1: with the d boys and being so rebellious. What got 99 00:04:35,520 --> 00:04:37,400 Speaker 1: you to fix up? I mean there was a couple 100 00:04:37,400 --> 00:04:39,000 Speaker 1: of factors. Man. I saw it first of all. I 101 00:04:39,000 --> 00:04:41,160 Speaker 1: saw what that life where that life takes you, you you 102 00:04:41,200 --> 00:04:42,680 Speaker 1: know what I mean, whether it was my brother, whether 103 00:04:42,720 --> 00:04:44,479 Speaker 1: it was my one of my best friends. I'm here 104 00:04:44,520 --> 00:04:46,599 Speaker 1: who got murdered while I was there? You know, a 105 00:04:46,600 --> 00:04:48,520 Speaker 1: lot of things kind of shaped me. But also the 106 00:04:48,560 --> 00:04:50,720 Speaker 1: blank page. Man, that's what this book really is about. 107 00:04:50,720 --> 00:04:53,840 Speaker 1: It's about finding your purpose. That blank page saved me. 108 00:04:54,040 --> 00:04:57,320 Speaker 1: America enraged me. Then that trick paid me new slaves, 109 00:04:57,320 --> 00:05:00,640 Speaker 1: old slavery. Grandma told me streets far from holy. Now 110 00:05:00,680 --> 00:05:04,839 Speaker 1: I'm lonely my homies bodies is holy. So basically, the 111 00:05:04,920 --> 00:05:07,039 Speaker 1: blank page saved me. That blank piece of paper in 112 00:05:07,040 --> 00:05:08,520 Speaker 1: front of me the first time I gotta create a 113 00:05:08,560 --> 00:05:10,560 Speaker 1: write in assignment, the first time I was able to 114 00:05:10,800 --> 00:05:14,440 Speaker 1: express myself. Things started flowing and I gripped a pen 115 00:05:14,480 --> 00:05:17,320 Speaker 1: and something shot down my spine and set me straight up. 116 00:05:17,440 --> 00:05:19,479 Speaker 1: You know, the pen was heavy, like it was made 117 00:05:19,480 --> 00:05:22,680 Speaker 1: of stone, and that first class man, that first time 118 00:05:22,760 --> 00:05:24,880 Speaker 1: I was able to express myself. It changed my life 119 00:05:24,880 --> 00:05:27,120 Speaker 1: because then I from writing, I started reading. I wanted 120 00:05:27,120 --> 00:05:28,120 Speaker 1: to be a good writer, so I had to be 121 00:05:28,160 --> 00:05:30,160 Speaker 1: a good reader. And when I started reading, I had 122 00:05:30,160 --> 00:05:33,640 Speaker 1: an epiphany, like, oh, now I realized why reading was 123 00:05:33,680 --> 00:05:36,479 Speaker 1: illegal for slaves back in the day. Because I realized 124 00:05:36,520 --> 00:05:38,839 Speaker 1: that we think in words we sub vocalize, so the 125 00:05:38,920 --> 00:05:41,239 Speaker 1: more words we know, the more things we can think about. 126 00:05:41,560 --> 00:05:44,440 Speaker 1: And so for me, reading became connected to my liberation 127 00:05:44,520 --> 00:05:46,760 Speaker 1: and helps you. It helps you transcend your circumstances because 128 00:05:46,760 --> 00:05:48,120 Speaker 1: they always seeing andy thing you want to hire from 129 00:05:48,120 --> 00:05:49,880 Speaker 1: a black person, put it in a book, you know 130 00:05:49,920 --> 00:05:52,320 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Yeah, then we just gotta, we just gotta, 131 00:05:52,320 --> 00:05:54,520 Speaker 1: we just gotta give ourselves access to it. Now, you 132 00:05:54,520 --> 00:05:57,600 Speaker 1: said something earlier about the curriculum of most schools, you know, 133 00:05:57,640 --> 00:05:59,839 Speaker 1: and you said it it's boring and and kids don't 134 00:05:59,839 --> 00:06:01,599 Speaker 1: get it. And I agree with that. And I'm a 135 00:06:01,640 --> 00:06:04,320 Speaker 1: big definitely with my kids where I want to show 136 00:06:04,360 --> 00:06:06,080 Speaker 1: them life like I like to take them out. I 137 00:06:06,160 --> 00:06:08,200 Speaker 1: like them to teach it, to teach them what a 138 00:06:08,320 --> 00:06:11,120 Speaker 1: mortgage is and how to invest money because I think 139 00:06:11,120 --> 00:06:13,200 Speaker 1: with that they learned more and it's more interesting in 140 00:06:13,279 --> 00:06:15,960 Speaker 1: real life. And I hated school. I didn't get it, 141 00:06:16,040 --> 00:06:19,800 Speaker 1: I didn't understand it. I wasn't into it. So you know, 142 00:06:20,040 --> 00:06:22,680 Speaker 1: during school, I always dreamed of what I wanted to do, 143 00:06:22,720 --> 00:06:24,920 Speaker 1: whether it was music, whether it was play ball or 144 00:06:24,960 --> 00:06:27,840 Speaker 1: whatever it was. Now you also said you're a professor. Yes, 145 00:06:27,960 --> 00:06:30,160 Speaker 1: Now explain to us how you teach. What makes you 146 00:06:30,240 --> 00:06:32,880 Speaker 1: different than all of the things you said you disliked. Okay, 147 00:06:32,920 --> 00:06:35,480 Speaker 1: that's what's up. Well, I'm a professor at Morgan State University, 148 00:06:35,480 --> 00:06:37,800 Speaker 1: which is in Baltimore. Manling you one thing about Morgan stay, 149 00:06:37,800 --> 00:06:40,400 Speaker 1: I'm gonnay. Why didn't go okay? When I went for them? 150 00:06:40,560 --> 00:06:42,120 Speaker 1: When I went to Morgan State to check it out, 151 00:06:42,760 --> 00:06:46,120 Speaker 1: to go on a tour, they're playing dice. It was 152 00:06:46,160 --> 00:06:50,440 Speaker 1: too no. They were playing dice on the actual dorm steps. 153 00:06:50,880 --> 00:06:52,440 Speaker 1: And my dad was like, you're not gonna go ahead. 154 00:06:52,440 --> 00:06:54,360 Speaker 1: It's black queens. And I wound up going to Hampton. 155 00:06:54,360 --> 00:06:56,400 Speaker 1: It was between Morgan and Hampton, and I wound him 156 00:06:56,400 --> 00:06:58,440 Speaker 1: going ahead. He would push your tea with selling bricks 157 00:06:58,440 --> 00:07:03,400 Speaker 1: to coke, closed the guide, playing put the telling wait 158 00:07:03,440 --> 00:07:12,600 Speaker 1: out to school. You didn't want to go there? Well, 159 00:07:12,600 --> 00:07:14,040 Speaker 1: you know what Morgan is is it's right in the 160 00:07:14,040 --> 00:07:15,440 Speaker 1: heart of Baltimore, you know what I mean. That's one 161 00:07:15,480 --> 00:07:16,680 Speaker 1: of the reasons why I love it and one of 162 00:07:16,680 --> 00:07:18,160 Speaker 1: the reasons why I teach their you know what I mean, 163 00:07:18,200 --> 00:07:20,640 Speaker 1: because of it's right in the community. You know. But 164 00:07:20,880 --> 00:07:23,440 Speaker 1: as a professor, Man, you know, I bring that experiential 165 00:07:23,520 --> 00:07:25,440 Speaker 1: learning that you were talking about, you know, we bring 166 00:07:25,480 --> 00:07:27,400 Speaker 1: real things in the class. So I teach creative writing, 167 00:07:27,480 --> 00:07:29,520 Speaker 1: I teach film, and my whole thing is, you know, 168 00:07:29,560 --> 00:07:31,960 Speaker 1: I found my voice, I found my purpose. And I'm right. 169 00:07:31,960 --> 00:07:33,600 Speaker 1: This is my fourth book actually, you know what I mean. 170 00:07:33,720 --> 00:07:36,000 Speaker 1: So yeah, this is my fourth so you know what 171 00:07:36,000 --> 00:07:37,600 Speaker 1: what and this is the it's the only one that's 172 00:07:37,640 --> 00:07:38,920 Speaker 1: on the best seller list, you know what I mean. 173 00:07:38,960 --> 00:07:41,280 Speaker 1: So this is kind of my most recognized booth. But 174 00:07:41,680 --> 00:07:43,440 Speaker 1: you know, I've been writing for a while. So my 175 00:07:43,480 --> 00:07:45,680 Speaker 1: whole thing is helping other people find their voice, you 176 00:07:45,680 --> 00:07:47,160 Speaker 1: know what I mean. So I work with students all 177 00:07:47,200 --> 00:07:49,840 Speaker 1: the time to help them cultivate their own voices so 178 00:07:49,880 --> 00:07:52,000 Speaker 1: that they can express themselves, you know, in the way 179 00:07:52,040 --> 00:07:53,960 Speaker 1: that it different me because this stuff saved my life 180 00:07:54,000 --> 00:07:58,160 Speaker 1: man reading writing, Um, yeah, you know what I mean. 181 00:07:58,200 --> 00:08:00,200 Speaker 1: And what we and you know what we did was 182 00:08:00,240 --> 00:08:02,360 Speaker 1: so crazy about this project is I didn't want to 183 00:08:02,400 --> 00:08:04,080 Speaker 1: stop it just the book. You know, I got the 184 00:08:04,160 --> 00:08:06,840 Speaker 1: Sundance Film Fellowship to write the movie, so I'm working 185 00:08:06,880 --> 00:08:08,960 Speaker 1: on the movie. But then what we did was we 186 00:08:09,040 --> 00:08:11,720 Speaker 1: decided to do something completely different, which was to create 187 00:08:11,760 --> 00:08:14,600 Speaker 1: a soundtrack for the book. So we created an original 188 00:08:14,640 --> 00:08:17,240 Speaker 1: soundtrack with original music. That's why he keeps busting out 189 00:08:17,240 --> 00:08:20,400 Speaker 1: in the rhymes. Yeah yeah, but how do we get 190 00:08:20,480 --> 00:08:23,880 Speaker 1: more of us to be professors because nowaday being a professor, 191 00:08:23,960 --> 00:08:25,440 Speaker 1: being a teacher's not cool. You know what I mean. 192 00:08:25,480 --> 00:08:28,880 Speaker 1: It's a rapper, it's a it's a DJ, it's a 193 00:08:28,880 --> 00:08:32,079 Speaker 1: basketball player. We don't really I don't really see young 194 00:08:32,600 --> 00:08:37,120 Speaker 1: African American professors, and if I do, they're usually teaching jim. Yeah, Jim. Yeah, 195 00:08:37,120 --> 00:08:39,640 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I mean that's you're right. 196 00:08:39,840 --> 00:08:42,080 Speaker 1: I mean, you're right, you're right. You me. I went 197 00:08:42,120 --> 00:08:44,520 Speaker 1: to a couple of high schools to speak, and a 198 00:08:44,559 --> 00:08:48,520 Speaker 1: lot of the African American teachers were doing jim or 199 00:08:48,559 --> 00:08:50,599 Speaker 1: what they're called physical education. Yeah, a lot of the 200 00:08:50,640 --> 00:08:52,559 Speaker 1: Spanish teacher, I'm scaring it's a lot of Spanish teachers 201 00:08:52,559 --> 00:08:54,559 Speaker 1: were doing guess what well I mean or what I mean. 202 00:08:54,640 --> 00:09:00,920 Speaker 1: Rappers and DJs have a have a dope market cool 203 00:09:01,120 --> 00:09:02,760 Speaker 1: you know, but this whatever, what do you speak? What 204 00:09:02,800 --> 00:09:08,160 Speaker 1: do you teach Spanish? You know? Yeah? But you know, 205 00:09:08,320 --> 00:09:11,120 Speaker 1: like the thing is, um, I think rappers and DJs 206 00:09:11,120 --> 00:09:13,319 Speaker 1: have dope marketing plans, and I think in a lot 207 00:09:13,360 --> 00:09:16,160 Speaker 1: of ways for academia, for professors, I am part of 208 00:09:16,200 --> 00:09:18,079 Speaker 1: the new marketing plan. I am the new model. I 209 00:09:18,120 --> 00:09:20,160 Speaker 1: think that a lot of times. And that's why I travel. 210 00:09:20,200 --> 00:09:23,199 Speaker 1: I've been over forty countries. I travel all around this country, 211 00:09:23,280 --> 00:09:25,800 Speaker 1: and I want young people to see me. That's why 212 00:09:25,840 --> 00:09:28,600 Speaker 1: I wrote a memoir, not a novel, not something made up, 213 00:09:28,640 --> 00:09:31,240 Speaker 1: a memoir. I want them to see me. Well, I 214 00:09:31,280 --> 00:09:34,760 Speaker 1: got a soundtrack to you know what I'm saying. Oh yeah, 215 00:09:34,800 --> 00:09:36,680 Speaker 1: the only professor passing out the mix tape for the 216 00:09:36,720 --> 00:09:38,640 Speaker 1: last that class. That's actually one of my class. I 217 00:09:38,679 --> 00:09:40,400 Speaker 1: teach a hip hop class where we look at the 218 00:09:40,440 --> 00:09:42,720 Speaker 1: social political issues that affect hip hop, that hip hop 219 00:09:42,720 --> 00:09:44,360 Speaker 1: was birth from. We look at the evolution of it, 220 00:09:44,360 --> 00:09:46,040 Speaker 1: we look at the culture of it. We really study it, 221 00:09:46,280 --> 00:09:48,760 Speaker 1: you know, analytically. But you know, one of the things 222 00:09:48,800 --> 00:09:50,640 Speaker 1: I try to do, man is to let them see me. 223 00:09:50,720 --> 00:09:52,640 Speaker 1: So if they could see what a professor could look like, 224 00:09:53,080 --> 00:09:54,480 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. It doesn't have to be 225 00:09:54,559 --> 00:09:58,160 Speaker 1: some you know, um, some archaic thing that they have 226 00:09:58,240 --> 00:09:59,920 Speaker 1: in their mind. It could be something new, It could 227 00:09:59,920 --> 00:10:02,440 Speaker 1: be something fresh. Your professor could be a rapper, you 228 00:10:02,440 --> 00:10:04,120 Speaker 1: know what I mean. Your professor could be a rapper 229 00:10:04,360 --> 00:10:06,359 Speaker 1: and could be a writer, and could be a filmmaker, 230 00:10:06,360 --> 00:10:08,480 Speaker 1: and could you know, we I think we live in 231 00:10:08,480 --> 00:10:12,240 Speaker 1: a world now where we're out. We're out of these boxes, man, Like, 232 00:10:12,480 --> 00:10:15,360 Speaker 1: you have to be multidimensional in this in this currency, 233 00:10:15,360 --> 00:10:17,600 Speaker 1: in this environment. And so I think part of it, 234 00:10:17,640 --> 00:10:20,320 Speaker 1: how do we get more you guys having me on? 235 00:10:20,520 --> 00:10:22,440 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. That's that's part of it, 236 00:10:22,520 --> 00:10:24,440 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, because they see like wow, 237 00:10:24,520 --> 00:10:26,720 Speaker 1: Like there's so many people, young people that I've come 238 00:10:26,720 --> 00:10:30,079 Speaker 1: in contact with, who I've changed their whole model, the 239 00:10:30,160 --> 00:10:32,679 Speaker 1: whole blueprint because they're like, oh, wow, you could do that, 240 00:10:32,720 --> 00:10:34,079 Speaker 1: and you could do I didn't even know I could 241 00:10:34,120 --> 00:10:36,640 Speaker 1: do that and have access to these things and have 242 00:10:36,720 --> 00:10:38,640 Speaker 1: the resources and take care of my family and be 243 00:10:38,679 --> 00:10:40,680 Speaker 1: able to do all these you know. So it's really 244 00:10:40,720 --> 00:10:42,840 Speaker 1: like showing them. That's the thing. I think our whole 245 00:10:42,880 --> 00:10:46,320 Speaker 1: generation is about visuals, right Instagram, So we have to 246 00:10:46,360 --> 00:10:50,440 Speaker 1: show right when you show, it makes it resonates. And 247 00:10:50,480 --> 00:10:52,360 Speaker 1: I think right now, you know, people will probably say, well, 248 00:10:52,360 --> 00:10:53,800 Speaker 1: he don't look like a professor, with a question you 249 00:10:53,840 --> 00:10:56,040 Speaker 1: should be asking is what does a professor look like? Exactly? 250 00:10:56,040 --> 00:10:57,800 Speaker 1: But you know what, but that's what most people think 251 00:10:57,840 --> 00:10:59,240 Speaker 1: that I was thinking to myself when he was said 252 00:10:59,280 --> 00:11:00,880 Speaker 1: he was a professor. I was like, damn, does he 253 00:11:00,920 --> 00:11:03,480 Speaker 1: wear that T shirt and hat in class? Yeah? I 254 00:11:03,480 --> 00:11:05,360 Speaker 1: think it would be dope, but definitely, But it was 255 00:11:05,400 --> 00:11:07,400 Speaker 1: exactly how I dressed in class. You could ask all 256 00:11:07,400 --> 00:11:12,200 Speaker 1: my students. I come in fitted, snapbacks, tims, whatever, because 257 00:11:12,240 --> 00:11:13,960 Speaker 1: that's that's who I am, you know what I'm saying. 258 00:11:14,000 --> 00:11:16,720 Speaker 1: And just you know, when you become whatever profession you are, 259 00:11:16,760 --> 00:11:18,520 Speaker 1: it doesn't mean you take away who you are and 260 00:11:18,640 --> 00:11:20,880 Speaker 1: your core essence. Because at the end of the day, 261 00:11:21,000 --> 00:11:25,280 Speaker 1: that rebellious thirteen fourteen fifteen, sixteen year old that stole me, right, 262 00:11:25,360 --> 00:11:27,319 Speaker 1: you know what I mean? And so what I've done 263 00:11:27,360 --> 00:11:29,520 Speaker 1: in a lot of ways is and that's what Buck 264 00:11:29,600 --> 00:11:32,240 Speaker 1: really is about, that whole notion of Buck. Now I 265 00:11:32,400 --> 00:11:34,640 Speaker 1: become a lot smarter. You know. I used to be, 266 00:11:34,679 --> 00:11:36,360 Speaker 1: I think, a rebel without a cause, and now I'm 267 00:11:36,400 --> 00:11:38,160 Speaker 1: a rebel with a purpose and a cause, you know 268 00:11:38,200 --> 00:11:40,640 Speaker 1: what I mean. So the rebellion is still there. You know, 269 00:11:40,640 --> 00:11:42,679 Speaker 1: I was in Baltimore. I was out there with him, 270 00:11:42,720 --> 00:11:46,400 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like, that's part of my Yeah, 271 00:11:46,440 --> 00:11:48,040 Speaker 1: I live in Baltimore and I live in Chapel Hill 272 00:11:48,040 --> 00:11:49,800 Speaker 1: in North Carolina. What did you see out there as 273 00:11:49,800 --> 00:11:52,080 Speaker 1: you were down there for the Baltimore rides because you brown, 274 00:11:52,320 --> 00:11:55,040 Speaker 1: you blew up from cause. The reason I say that is, 275 00:11:55,080 --> 00:11:59,080 Speaker 1: you know me and Charlemagne. Charlemagne believe he doesn't agree 276 00:11:59,240 --> 00:12:03,040 Speaker 1: what he said. He stands with what I believe. You 277 00:12:03,040 --> 00:12:05,560 Speaker 1: can't keep pushing somebody expect somebody not to push back. 278 00:12:06,080 --> 00:12:07,840 Speaker 1: I may not agree with the riots, but understand why 279 00:12:07,840 --> 00:12:09,400 Speaker 1: that happened. And I feel like a lot of times 280 00:12:09,400 --> 00:12:11,520 Speaker 1: when we when we get those riots, we hurt ourselves. 281 00:12:11,720 --> 00:12:13,880 Speaker 1: In the loan room, we heard our own community. We 282 00:12:13,960 --> 00:12:16,439 Speaker 1: heard the stores and the places that we shot at 283 00:12:16,520 --> 00:12:19,960 Speaker 1: that we you know, own or purchase or have to 284 00:12:20,000 --> 00:12:22,120 Speaker 1: do with it. I think we kind of hurt ourselves 285 00:12:22,200 --> 00:12:23,800 Speaker 1: at the end of the day, you know, you know, 286 00:12:23,800 --> 00:12:25,520 Speaker 1: at the end of the day, I hate to see 287 00:12:26,120 --> 00:12:28,280 Speaker 1: us get arrested and get felonies on our record. And 288 00:12:28,320 --> 00:12:29,720 Speaker 1: then when we try to get a job, we can't 289 00:12:29,760 --> 00:12:33,400 Speaker 1: because of a mistake or something that we did, foolishness 290 00:12:33,559 --> 00:12:35,719 Speaker 1: or that we shouldn't have done. But the problem is 291 00:12:35,760 --> 00:12:38,920 Speaker 1: they can't get jobs right now anywhere regardless of that seat. 292 00:12:39,040 --> 00:12:42,040 Speaker 1: What we saw in Baltimore was like we saw the 293 00:12:42,120 --> 00:12:46,640 Speaker 1: crazy what happens when you underfund the school system. Right, 294 00:12:46,800 --> 00:12:50,880 Speaker 1: when you invest in the prison industrial complex, right, when 295 00:12:51,040 --> 00:12:53,760 Speaker 1: your schools are criminal, when you don't invest in the neighborhoods. 296 00:12:53,760 --> 00:12:56,000 Speaker 1: We saw all these things coming out, and so we 297 00:12:56,080 --> 00:12:59,920 Speaker 1: got destitute poverty in Baltimore, right, we got under development, 298 00:13:00,040 --> 00:13:02,720 Speaker 1: We got, like I said, an educational system that takes 299 00:13:02,760 --> 00:13:05,640 Speaker 1: money million, hundreds of millions out the school system every 300 00:13:05,720 --> 00:13:08,800 Speaker 1: year and they put that money into prison industrial complex. Right. 301 00:13:08,960 --> 00:13:12,040 Speaker 1: And so we see now the illustration of what happens 302 00:13:12,040 --> 00:13:13,959 Speaker 1: when you do that to a community, when the community 303 00:13:14,040 --> 00:13:17,040 Speaker 1: is constantly beat and beat and beat and oppressed and 304 00:13:17,080 --> 00:13:20,079 Speaker 1: oppressed and oppressed. We see what happens. And so I'm 305 00:13:20,080 --> 00:13:22,240 Speaker 1: actually surprised that it doesn't happen more often, you know, 306 00:13:22,280 --> 00:13:24,600 Speaker 1: but every city in America has the potential to do that. 307 00:13:25,880 --> 00:13:29,400 Speaker 1: We tore up our communities, but it's not communities we 308 00:13:29,440 --> 00:13:33,040 Speaker 1: don't really, we don't own that we shot. It's where 309 00:13:33,080 --> 00:13:35,600 Speaker 1: we we do the next time over, you know what 310 00:13:35,600 --> 00:13:37,199 Speaker 1: we're not gonna be welcome to the next time over. 311 00:13:37,240 --> 00:13:39,480 Speaker 1: And a lot of people can't drive it. But it 312 00:13:39,520 --> 00:13:41,840 Speaker 1: seems like the things that they care about was they 313 00:13:41,880 --> 00:13:44,360 Speaker 1: cared about them Baltimore orials. In that game, they made 314 00:13:44,360 --> 00:13:46,440 Speaker 1: sure that stadium would say, oh yeah, and you really 315 00:13:46,480 --> 00:13:48,920 Speaker 1: got a chance to see the classism in Baltimore and 316 00:13:48,960 --> 00:13:51,960 Speaker 1: in America with with the I don't even car riots, 317 00:13:51,960 --> 00:13:54,840 Speaker 1: I carm rebellions. And I feel like these peaceful protest 318 00:13:54,880 --> 00:13:57,680 Speaker 1: I feel like these rebellions have been happening since sixteen nineteen, 319 00:13:57,800 --> 00:14:00,280 Speaker 1: since black folks basically got here in America. Has been 320 00:14:00,320 --> 00:14:03,080 Speaker 1: If you look at the history, it's cyclical. Every ten 321 00:14:03,280 --> 00:14:06,319 Speaker 1: fifteen years, you see these huge what they call riots, 322 00:14:06,320 --> 00:14:08,840 Speaker 1: what I call rebellions in the urban cities in America, 323 00:14:08,920 --> 00:14:11,360 Speaker 1: and they always are related to race. And this is historically. 324 00:14:11,400 --> 00:14:13,480 Speaker 1: You can go back to the eighteenth century, nineteenth century. 325 00:14:13,559 --> 00:14:16,360 Speaker 1: You see these same things happening. Whether it's Miami or 326 00:14:16,400 --> 00:14:19,640 Speaker 1: Philly or Cleveland or Detroit or la or Watts or 327 00:14:20,240 --> 00:14:23,160 Speaker 1: you know, Baltimore, it's always the same thing Newark, right 328 00:14:23,400 --> 00:14:26,240 Speaker 1: and so um. You know, for me, it's it's a 329 00:14:26,320 --> 00:14:28,720 Speaker 1: continuation of that, you know what I mean. And you 330 00:14:28,720 --> 00:14:31,200 Speaker 1: saw the classism because if you went to the harbor, 331 00:14:31,480 --> 00:14:34,440 Speaker 1: you saw a whole different story like they had. That's 332 00:14:34,480 --> 00:14:36,640 Speaker 1: when you saw the big guns, you know what I'm saying, 333 00:14:36,680 --> 00:14:39,680 Speaker 1: the tanks and all of that. And you know, you 334 00:14:39,480 --> 00:14:42,920 Speaker 1: you you know, whole foods. Nah, none of that happened 335 00:14:42,920 --> 00:14:45,400 Speaker 1: in the whole They were protecting all of that, you 336 00:14:45,400 --> 00:14:47,400 Speaker 1: know what I mean. So you know, they value we 337 00:14:47,720 --> 00:14:50,960 Speaker 1: realize in the society that property is more valued valued 338 00:14:51,000 --> 00:14:55,360 Speaker 1: than people life. Because they're talking about violence in Baltimore 339 00:14:55,400 --> 00:14:58,920 Speaker 1: with the protesters, but actually the only violence really that 340 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:03,400 Speaker 1: we saw violence against Freddy Gray's. The media can make 341 00:15:03,440 --> 00:15:06,680 Speaker 1: it seem like it's so bad to write. How about 342 00:15:06,720 --> 00:15:08,360 Speaker 1: make it make it seem like it's so bad for 343 00:15:08,440 --> 00:15:10,960 Speaker 1: police to kill to kill and all black men, I'll 344 00:15:10,960 --> 00:15:13,520 Speaker 1: just kill people period all the time. And we just 345 00:15:13,560 --> 00:15:18,000 Speaker 1: saw in Wisconsin he just you know, no charges, right Robinson? 346 00:15:18,160 --> 00:15:24,240 Speaker 1: Ye ye Robinson. Now just a quick little segment um 347 00:15:24,320 --> 00:15:26,600 Speaker 1: the girl needed in the book. Yeah, are you still 348 00:15:26,600 --> 00:15:29,200 Speaker 1: smashing that? You just you just kind of let that 349 00:15:29,240 --> 00:15:32,600 Speaker 1: go in the book. I just want to know. I'm like, 350 00:15:32,880 --> 00:15:35,400 Speaker 1: what happened to get married? You know? I mean, I 351 00:15:35,440 --> 00:15:38,120 Speaker 1: gotta say, you know, like any any brother out there 352 00:15:38,120 --> 00:15:40,600 Speaker 1: that's doing this thing, shout out to the queen that's 353 00:15:40,600 --> 00:15:42,720 Speaker 1: holding him down or you know, because that that's so 354 00:15:42,800 --> 00:15:45,400 Speaker 1: important for me when I was young. This is bookaus 355 00:15:45,400 --> 00:15:46,920 Speaker 1: a coming of age. So this is between the age 356 00:15:46,920 --> 00:15:48,800 Speaker 1: of thirteen eighteen. When I was young, there was a 357 00:15:48,800 --> 00:15:51,520 Speaker 1: girl named nia Um and she really helped me down. 358 00:15:51,560 --> 00:15:54,920 Speaker 1: She actually helped deter me away from some of the negativity. 359 00:15:55,160 --> 00:15:57,800 Speaker 1: She asked questions, She questioned me, you know what I mean, 360 00:15:57,840 --> 00:15:59,640 Speaker 1: in ways that I hadn't really been questioned, you know, 361 00:15:59,680 --> 00:16:02,280 Speaker 1: what are you doing? Like she really she showed me 362 00:16:02,320 --> 00:16:05,520 Speaker 1: a different side, and I always appreciate that about her. 363 00:16:06,080 --> 00:16:08,360 Speaker 1: We're not together, you know what I'm saying. That was 364 00:16:08,360 --> 00:16:10,080 Speaker 1: a long time, but you got your life together and 365 00:16:10,160 --> 00:16:12,960 Speaker 1: didn't go back to get her. I found I found 366 00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:16,760 Speaker 1: somebody else later on, and like she found somebody else too. 367 00:16:16,800 --> 00:16:18,280 Speaker 1: She's good. We're both good, you know what I mean. 368 00:16:18,320 --> 00:16:22,000 Speaker 1: We're still I still my friend. She's a psychologist and 369 00:16:22,080 --> 00:16:24,640 Speaker 1: she's for the Navy, and she's doing her thing. How'd 370 00:16:24,640 --> 00:16:26,320 Speaker 1: your mom doing, Because you know the book you talk 371 00:16:26,360 --> 00:16:28,440 Speaker 1: about your mom's mental health issues. Yeah. What I do 372 00:16:28,440 --> 00:16:30,440 Speaker 1: in the book is I interspersed my mom's journal. I 373 00:16:30,520 --> 00:16:32,400 Speaker 1: used to read my mom's diary back in the day. 374 00:16:32,640 --> 00:16:34,480 Speaker 1: We didn't talk a lot. She's still alive. Yeah, my 375 00:16:34,520 --> 00:16:36,600 Speaker 1: mom's still alive, and so I used to read her journal. 376 00:16:36,920 --> 00:16:39,120 Speaker 1: And in the book, I actually put her actual journal 377 00:16:39,200 --> 00:16:42,680 Speaker 1: entries in the book. So yeah, yeah, yeah. In fact, 378 00:16:42,720 --> 00:16:45,160 Speaker 1: my mom it was her idea because she struggled so 379 00:16:45,200 --> 00:16:48,920 Speaker 1: bad with severe mental health issues. She felt like the 380 00:16:48,960 --> 00:16:51,400 Speaker 1: black community, we don't talk about depression and stuff enough, 381 00:16:51,680 --> 00:16:53,640 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So she said, because she 382 00:16:53,680 --> 00:16:56,680 Speaker 1: talks about depression, suicide, all this stuff in her journal entries, 383 00:16:56,800 --> 00:16:58,200 Speaker 1: and she said, you know, when I was writing my book, 384 00:16:58,240 --> 00:17:00,600 Speaker 1: she was like, you should use it because even though 385 00:17:00,600 --> 00:17:02,680 Speaker 1: it's personal and I don't want like I don't want 386 00:17:02,680 --> 00:17:04,919 Speaker 1: the world to know all my problems. He said, it 387 00:17:05,000 --> 00:17:07,320 Speaker 1: might be helpful in starting a dialogue and creating a 388 00:17:07,320 --> 00:17:09,080 Speaker 1: conversation because a lot of times were just like, oh, 389 00:17:09,080 --> 00:17:10,840 Speaker 1: it's all good, it's all good, but it's really not 390 00:17:10,920 --> 00:17:13,119 Speaker 1: all good, and we self medicate, but we don't really 391 00:17:13,440 --> 00:17:16,120 Speaker 1: Like when I first started understanding about what mental health 392 00:17:16,160 --> 00:17:19,080 Speaker 1: issues are, like all the different I realized that every 393 00:17:19,119 --> 00:17:22,480 Speaker 1: single person I grew up with has a mental health issue. 394 00:17:22,520 --> 00:17:26,600 Speaker 1: Absolutely everybody on the block. Yes, when you just pull 395 00:17:26,640 --> 00:17:28,760 Speaker 1: out a gun and start shooting something that is clearly wrong, 396 00:17:28,840 --> 00:17:30,639 Speaker 1: that it's clear and you know, we might be like 397 00:17:30,760 --> 00:17:35,800 Speaker 1: yo school crazy man, Yo, Scoopy Wilding, but school really yeah, 398 00:17:35,800 --> 00:17:39,760 Speaker 1: like he really start using the clinical terms stoops, really, bipolar, 399 00:17:40,680 --> 00:17:46,080 Speaker 1: really psychopathic, really a sociopath you start doing. Yeah, so 400 00:17:46,160 --> 00:17:48,880 Speaker 1: my mom is doing a lot better now. I realized 401 00:17:48,920 --> 00:17:50,480 Speaker 1: that a lot of the things that me and my 402 00:17:50,520 --> 00:17:52,560 Speaker 1: brother were doing just you know, we were wilding out. 403 00:17:52,680 --> 00:17:55,640 Speaker 1: It kind of affected her. You know, depression is chemical 404 00:17:55,640 --> 00:17:58,120 Speaker 1: and balanced, so it's not just what somebody does. But 405 00:17:58,480 --> 00:18:00,800 Speaker 1: we were exacerbating the problem by some of the things 406 00:18:00,800 --> 00:18:02,760 Speaker 1: we were doing, you know what I mean. So my 407 00:18:02,800 --> 00:18:05,240 Speaker 1: mom's doing a lot better now. You know, you think 408 00:18:05,240 --> 00:18:07,320 Speaker 1: your father left her because of the mental health issues 409 00:18:07,400 --> 00:18:10,719 Speaker 1: or did they really just grow apart? Um Man, I 410 00:18:10,760 --> 00:18:13,760 Speaker 1: think like he doesn't really understand mental health. You know, 411 00:18:13,800 --> 00:18:15,840 Speaker 1: I think some people in our community we still don't 412 00:18:15,840 --> 00:18:17,720 Speaker 1: really we like just snap out of it, you know 413 00:18:17,720 --> 00:18:20,359 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, But we don't really Yeah, yeah, it's'm 414 00:18:20,359 --> 00:18:22,600 Speaker 1: acting crazy, but we don't really understand. So I don't 415 00:18:22,640 --> 00:18:25,199 Speaker 1: think he understands like the gravity of the situation, you 416 00:18:25,200 --> 00:18:29,320 Speaker 1: know what I mean. Um, you know, it's it's always 417 00:18:29,359 --> 00:18:31,879 Speaker 1: been turbulent my whole life, so right now, you know 418 00:18:31,920 --> 00:18:34,440 Speaker 1: what I mean, It's it's pretty much we don't really 419 00:18:34,480 --> 00:18:37,280 Speaker 1: have it's not really popping you gotta be proud of 420 00:18:37,280 --> 00:18:38,480 Speaker 1: you know, because I mean in a lot of ways. 421 00:18:38,480 --> 00:18:40,679 Speaker 1: When I see you now and read about how he 422 00:18:40,760 --> 00:18:43,920 Speaker 1: was in the book, you are him. Yeah to me, yeah, 423 00:18:43,960 --> 00:18:46,680 Speaker 1: well no, I mean pro black, very conscious, you know 424 00:18:46,720 --> 00:18:48,360 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Well, yeah, and that's that's a lot 425 00:18:48,400 --> 00:18:50,280 Speaker 1: to do with my mom too. Like my mom, I mean, 426 00:18:50,320 --> 00:18:52,480 Speaker 1: both of my parents. They I was born in Zimbabwe, 427 00:18:52,800 --> 00:18:54,399 Speaker 1: like my parents. You know how at the end of 428 00:18:54,560 --> 00:18:56,840 Speaker 1: Belly nas is like, yo, we should move to Africa. 429 00:18:57,600 --> 00:19:00,840 Speaker 1: My parents actually did that. My parents are from America. 430 00:19:01,080 --> 00:19:04,359 Speaker 1: They way before Belly decided to move to Africa. They 431 00:19:04,440 --> 00:19:07,000 Speaker 1: change their names. So I was born in Zimbabwe and 432 00:19:07,040 --> 00:19:10,399 Speaker 1: Hori Zimbabwe, you know what I mean, during the revolution, 433 00:19:10,480 --> 00:19:12,200 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And so then they eventually 434 00:19:12,200 --> 00:19:14,040 Speaker 1: moved back, and then I grew up in Philly. You 435 00:19:14,080 --> 00:19:17,200 Speaker 1: know Philly is like from age three on, I was 436 00:19:17,240 --> 00:19:21,320 Speaker 1: in Philly. But so they they both instilled that in me. 437 00:19:21,400 --> 00:19:22,880 Speaker 1: So I always had that, you know what I mean. 438 00:19:23,920 --> 00:19:26,040 Speaker 1: But yeah, you know, I think with me and him, 439 00:19:26,080 --> 00:19:28,480 Speaker 1: I think the thing about life is you never can 440 00:19:28,560 --> 00:19:30,720 Speaker 1: really judge a man until he's in the grave. You 441 00:19:30,760 --> 00:19:32,600 Speaker 1: really don't know how things are gonna happen. I didn't 442 00:19:32,600 --> 00:19:34,119 Speaker 1: know I was gonna be here, and I used to 443 00:19:34,160 --> 00:19:36,320 Speaker 1: see my book right in the back over here. You 444 00:19:36,320 --> 00:19:38,040 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Yeah, I gotta go on there 445 00:19:38,119 --> 00:19:40,359 Speaker 1: one day, man, But you never really know what's gonna 446 00:19:40,359 --> 00:19:42,920 Speaker 1: happen in life. So with that situation, I just try 447 00:19:42,960 --> 00:19:44,520 Speaker 1: to do it day by day, you know what I mean. 448 00:19:44,680 --> 00:19:46,840 Speaker 1: And you know, I think we both with all of 449 00:19:46,840 --> 00:19:49,160 Speaker 1: our parents, we try to be better than they were, 450 00:19:49,200 --> 00:19:51,040 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, And you see their weaknesses, 451 00:19:51,080 --> 00:19:52,760 Speaker 1: you see their strengths, and you try to be better. 452 00:19:52,800 --> 00:19:55,520 Speaker 1: And so that's what I'm trying to do, really doing 453 00:19:55,520 --> 00:19:58,760 Speaker 1: with this soundtrack to Live Quality is doing everything. Man. 454 00:19:58,840 --> 00:20:01,280 Speaker 1: This dude, he's a big part the book, just in 455 00:20:01,320 --> 00:20:03,880 Speaker 1: the sense of when my transformation started to happen as 456 00:20:03,880 --> 00:20:06,400 Speaker 1: a writer, as a thinker, as a person. I started 457 00:20:06,440 --> 00:20:08,680 Speaker 1: that was around the time where Black Star was coming 458 00:20:08,680 --> 00:20:11,320 Speaker 1: out and Raucus, and you know, I was hearing lines 459 00:20:11,359 --> 00:20:13,680 Speaker 1: like at exactly which point do you start to realize 460 00:20:13,720 --> 00:20:16,840 Speaker 1: that life without knowledge is death in disguise or lines 461 00:20:16,880 --> 00:20:19,320 Speaker 1: like these cash drink champagne and toast death in pain, 462 00:20:19,400 --> 00:20:21,080 Speaker 1: like slaves on the ship talking about who got the 463 00:20:21,080 --> 00:20:25,000 Speaker 1: flyers chain? And that like I never heard someone rap 464 00:20:25,080 --> 00:20:26,280 Speaker 1: like that, you know what I mean. I was always 465 00:20:26,280 --> 00:20:29,119 Speaker 1: in the pocket and nas, but he took it to 466 00:20:29,119 --> 00:20:32,159 Speaker 1: another level for me. And so the first song I 467 00:20:32,200 --> 00:20:33,960 Speaker 1: ever did as a as a rap artist, as a 468 00:20:34,040 --> 00:20:36,280 Speaker 1: hip hop artist, was called Gods in the Hood. Raz 469 00:20:36,359 --> 00:20:38,840 Speaker 1: Cass reached out to me to live. Qualley was on 470 00:20:38,840 --> 00:20:41,760 Speaker 1: the track, and that was my first song and we 471 00:20:42,240 --> 00:20:43,679 Speaker 1: killed that John, you know what I'm saying. And so 472 00:20:43,800 --> 00:20:47,439 Speaker 1: from there, me and Qualley developed a relationship. And when 473 00:20:47,480 --> 00:20:48,919 Speaker 1: I told him, I wanted to do the soundtrack and 474 00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:50,480 Speaker 1: send them some of the music I've been working on 475 00:20:50,480 --> 00:20:53,280 Speaker 1: because I've been working on music because really, to me, 476 00:20:53,760 --> 00:20:55,840 Speaker 1: like I want to I want to use all mediums, 477 00:20:55,840 --> 00:20:57,280 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So to me, all of 478 00:20:57,280 --> 00:21:00,000 Speaker 1: these things are languages. Like writing a book that's a language, 479 00:21:00,240 --> 00:21:02,840 Speaker 1: making a movie that's a language, A poem is a language, 480 00:21:02,840 --> 00:21:05,440 Speaker 1: all these different things. Music music is probably the most 481 00:21:05,520 --> 00:21:07,760 Speaker 1: universal language. So when I told him, I sent him 482 00:21:07,760 --> 00:21:11,160 Speaker 1: to music. Um. Actually he was selling the book this 483 00:21:11,200 --> 00:21:13,800 Speaker 1: book on his website quality club dot com. He called 484 00:21:13,800 --> 00:21:15,000 Speaker 1: me one day, was like, Yo, how much is the 485 00:21:15,040 --> 00:21:16,680 Speaker 1: book that I we try to talking about the book. 486 00:21:16,680 --> 00:21:18,600 Speaker 1: I'm like, actually, I got music. I sent him to 487 00:21:18,720 --> 00:21:21,560 Speaker 1: music and he was like, Yo, like I gotta get on. 488 00:21:21,600 --> 00:21:24,160 Speaker 1: It's like whatever. So his company, Javoti Media, is actually 489 00:21:24,200 --> 00:21:28,080 Speaker 1: officially presenting the soundtrack. Um, he's been involved, like I 490 00:21:28,119 --> 00:21:31,520 Speaker 1: mean every day, just you know, building strategic We were 491 00:21:31,560 --> 00:21:33,159 Speaker 1: just in Baltimore. We went to a whole bunch of 492 00:21:33,160 --> 00:21:36,679 Speaker 1: places in Baltimore. He was in the Community Reflection, Eternal barbershop, 493 00:21:36,720 --> 00:21:38,439 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So he's just been a 494 00:21:38,480 --> 00:21:42,240 Speaker 1: big part of like helping me, like shepherding me into 495 00:21:42,480 --> 00:21:44,760 Speaker 1: hip hop, to the musical side of it. I wrote 496 00:21:44,760 --> 00:21:47,200 Speaker 1: a book called It's Bigger Than hip Hop, which is, um, 497 00:21:47,240 --> 00:21:50,600 Speaker 1: you know, used in hundreds of colleges and universities about 498 00:21:50,720 --> 00:21:52,880 Speaker 1: about hip hop and you know, kind of like examining 499 00:21:52,920 --> 00:21:55,359 Speaker 1: the social political aspects of it. But yeah, he's just 500 00:21:55,400 --> 00:21:57,240 Speaker 1: been like he's been a big brother really in this 501 00:21:57,280 --> 00:22:00,320 Speaker 1: whole situation. Bro. We appreciate you joining us, man, Yo, 502 00:22:00,400 --> 00:22:03,240 Speaker 1: I appreciate y'all. Man, this is this is amazing. Man. 503 00:22:03,480 --> 00:22:05,440 Speaker 1: Is it hard enough to smash any of the chicks 504 00:22:05,440 --> 00:22:08,760 Speaker 1: that you're teaching? You know, It's it's not hard, man, 505 00:22:08,800 --> 00:22:12,400 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. This discipline, man, discipline, man, 506 00:22:13,000 --> 00:22:17,800 Speaker 1: you even get Man, they can get buck at mcare 507 00:22:17,880 --> 00:22:21,639 Speaker 1: sci dot com, at Quality club dot Com, Amazon, Barnes 508 00:22:21,680 --> 00:22:23,919 Speaker 1: and Nobles. It's a it's a best been on the 509 00:22:23,960 --> 00:22:27,639 Speaker 1: best seller list for two years now. Um, it's available 510 00:22:27,680 --> 00:22:30,000 Speaker 1: everywhere anywhere books are sold. Man, you know they can 511 00:22:30,000 --> 00:22:33,480 Speaker 1: get the soundtrack Quality club dot Com, mcare Sciente dot 512 00:22:33,480 --> 00:22:38,320 Speaker 1: Com is streaming on dj booth. Um, it's that okay, players, 513 00:22:38,560 --> 00:22:41,560 Speaker 1: This is everywhere, man, but and it's free. And it's 514 00:22:41,560 --> 00:22:46,359 Speaker 1: free and shout out to dupre Miller. Jam Man, you 515 00:22:46,400 --> 00:22:50,800 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying My people too. That's MKA and 516 00:22:50,880 --> 00:22:52,560 Speaker 1: Sign is the Breakfast Club. Goodbody