1 00:00:09,440 --> 00:00:11,400 Speaker 1: Hello, and welcome to this episode of Keith It Paza 2 00:00:11,400 --> 00:00:14,080 Speaker 1: is sweetie. I'm Christophine and Hazlet and if you cannot tell, 3 00:00:14,200 --> 00:00:16,840 Speaker 1: I'm not at home. I'm in Los Angeles catching up 4 00:00:16,880 --> 00:00:19,239 Speaker 1: with some of my favorite people right here in La 5 00:00:19,680 --> 00:00:22,119 Speaker 1: We are at thirteen Loon in Los Angeles. It is 6 00:00:22,160 --> 00:00:26,279 Speaker 1: a black founded store by Nikayo Grayco. And ninety percent 7 00:00:26,320 --> 00:00:28,880 Speaker 1: of the products sold here are bipop founded. Thank you 8 00:00:28,920 --> 00:00:32,800 Speaker 1: so much thirteen Loon. Today I have with me none 9 00:00:32,840 --> 00:00:36,640 Speaker 1: other than Major, also known as a Whole Dealer. My brother. 10 00:00:36,880 --> 00:00:38,960 Speaker 1: I'm so excited to have you on the couch today. 11 00:00:39,360 --> 00:00:42,639 Speaker 2: I'm super honored to finally be on the cap. 12 00:00:42,720 --> 00:00:45,000 Speaker 1: We've been working this out because the way I shoot, 13 00:00:45,080 --> 00:00:48,080 Speaker 1: it's very unorthodox. A lot of people just shoot whenever 14 00:00:48,560 --> 00:00:51,120 Speaker 1: I shoot line in blocks. So I'm glad were. 15 00:00:51,479 --> 00:00:54,280 Speaker 2: It's called organization. Yes, yeah, yeah, you got you got 16 00:00:54,360 --> 00:00:59,400 Speaker 2: intention to it all and I'm honored. First things first, 17 00:00:59,440 --> 00:01:05,000 Speaker 2: I want you to know that I'm extremely proud of you. 18 00:01:05,000 --> 00:01:10,800 Speaker 2: You're impacting in more ways than one. And as I 19 00:01:11,280 --> 00:01:15,160 Speaker 2: shared right before we started shooting, I was saying that 20 00:01:15,400 --> 00:01:21,280 Speaker 2: it's a an effortless relatability that you represent. You give 21 00:01:21,360 --> 00:01:26,440 Speaker 2: people permission to just show up, show up fully, dream big, 22 00:01:27,280 --> 00:01:30,840 Speaker 2: and keep it positive. Period. It is. 23 00:01:31,440 --> 00:01:34,360 Speaker 1: So congrats, Thank you so much for those of you 24 00:01:34,440 --> 00:01:37,480 Speaker 1: who may have been under a rock. Major is also 25 00:01:37,560 --> 00:01:39,440 Speaker 1: known as the Hope Healer, but he is. 26 00:01:39,400 --> 00:01:42,600 Speaker 2: Also a platinum hope dealer. I said healer, but I'll 27 00:01:42,600 --> 00:01:46,080 Speaker 2: go with hope healer. A few folks have said that before, 28 00:01:46,120 --> 00:01:48,880 Speaker 2: because I do believe a whope mindset does heal. But 29 00:01:48,920 --> 00:01:50,800 Speaker 2: we'll get into that. Keep going, keep. 30 00:01:50,680 --> 00:01:56,720 Speaker 1: Going, Come on, he is a hope dealer. He's a 31 00:01:56,720 --> 00:02:01,080 Speaker 1: platinum American soul singer and an actor. So just in 32 00:02:01,160 --> 00:02:03,600 Speaker 1: case you don't know that two is Major. You and 33 00:02:03,680 --> 00:02:07,240 Speaker 1: I first met, I feel it was through Instagram, Yeah yeah, 34 00:02:08,520 --> 00:02:11,840 Speaker 1: and then we ran into each other at the NAACPO 35 00:02:11,880 --> 00:02:12,520 Speaker 1: Wars dinner and. 36 00:02:12,560 --> 00:02:14,600 Speaker 2: I was like wait. I was like, I get to 37 00:02:14,600 --> 00:02:15,320 Speaker 2: actually meet you. 38 00:02:16,000 --> 00:02:18,960 Speaker 1: And You've always been such a beautiful light and spirit 39 00:02:19,080 --> 00:02:21,280 Speaker 1: and just amazing a lot of people know you from 40 00:02:21,520 --> 00:02:23,440 Speaker 1: your songs and your music and the joy that you 41 00:02:23,480 --> 00:02:26,640 Speaker 1: bring into our homes, but meeting you, I was like, 42 00:02:26,720 --> 00:02:28,480 Speaker 1: I see it translates through. 43 00:02:29,200 --> 00:02:32,399 Speaker 2: You realize it's real. Yeah, Because I want to make 44 00:02:32,440 --> 00:02:36,040 Speaker 2: sure that people know that this ain't some front, like 45 00:02:36,200 --> 00:02:40,840 Speaker 2: I really choose joy. I hope. It's literally my fuel. 46 00:02:41,040 --> 00:02:45,280 Speaker 2: And it doesn't mean everything's perfect, but it is. It 47 00:02:45,400 --> 00:02:47,680 Speaker 2: is very much who I've who I am, and who 48 00:02:47,680 --> 00:02:50,119 Speaker 2: I've always been. Yeah, I love it. 49 00:02:50,280 --> 00:02:51,800 Speaker 1: So for the people who don't know, just tell us 50 00:02:51,800 --> 00:02:52,840 Speaker 1: a little bit about yourself. 51 00:02:53,240 --> 00:02:59,000 Speaker 2: So I'm originally from Houston, Texas. Yeah, h time. I 52 00:02:59,440 --> 00:03:03,040 Speaker 2: went to the former arts schools all my life. I'm 53 00:03:03,200 --> 00:03:05,120 Speaker 2: one of thirteen siblings. 54 00:03:05,320 --> 00:03:05,600 Speaker 3: Wow. 55 00:03:05,760 --> 00:03:09,920 Speaker 2: Grew up in a household a family of it was 56 00:03:09,960 --> 00:03:15,519 Speaker 2: ten of us, a blended family, ten siblings. And yeah, 57 00:03:15,520 --> 00:03:18,200 Speaker 2: I was very very close to family, have always been. 58 00:03:18,760 --> 00:03:22,320 Speaker 2: The church is where it all started for me. The 59 00:03:22,440 --> 00:03:26,600 Speaker 2: churches where it ends for me. You know, it's the 60 00:03:26,720 --> 00:03:31,079 Speaker 2: kingdom assignment. That is something that I've I've embraced early on. 61 00:03:32,360 --> 00:03:37,440 Speaker 2: I went on to UH do some some work in 62 00:03:37,640 --> 00:03:42,320 Speaker 2: music and did an intensive at Julliard before going to UH. 63 00:03:42,320 --> 00:03:46,320 Speaker 2: The Berkeley College of Music in Boston, where I graduated. 64 00:03:47,720 --> 00:03:52,200 Speaker 2: Was very active at Berkeley student the president because I 65 00:03:52,200 --> 00:03:55,440 Speaker 2: believe our voices should be heard. You know. That was 66 00:03:55,520 --> 00:03:59,960 Speaker 2: my slowe let your voice be heard. No. But I've 67 00:04:00,080 --> 00:04:05,800 Speaker 2: then fast forwarded moved to Los Angeles, UH to pursue 68 00:04:05,840 --> 00:04:12,600 Speaker 2: this dream of singing and acting and voiceover work. Uh. 69 00:04:12,640 --> 00:04:20,000 Speaker 2: It's been a disrespectful yet rewarding adventure, a lot of 70 00:04:20,080 --> 00:04:24,800 Speaker 2: lessons along the way. I'm married now, three and a 71 00:04:24,839 --> 00:04:29,960 Speaker 2: half years married. I call her doctor wife, you know. 72 00:04:30,200 --> 00:04:34,960 Speaker 2: And uh, yeah, so we're here. I was a worship 73 00:04:35,080 --> 00:04:39,839 Speaker 2: leader for a very long time with one church, you know, 74 00:04:39,920 --> 00:04:45,480 Speaker 2: it for Torrey Roberts and Sarah Jax Roberts. And I'm still, 75 00:04:46,480 --> 00:04:50,520 Speaker 2: you know, just a church boy living out a soul singer. 76 00:04:51,279 --> 00:04:53,960 Speaker 2: You know. Yeah, I love it. 77 00:04:54,320 --> 00:04:58,440 Speaker 1: Let's talk about some of the disrespect and rewards along 78 00:04:58,480 --> 00:05:00,400 Speaker 1: your journey, because a lot of people see you feel like, 79 00:05:00,440 --> 00:05:03,120 Speaker 1: oh man, he's made it. Like I'm trying to get there, 80 00:05:03,400 --> 00:05:05,680 Speaker 1: you know. But as artists, we feel like we have 81 00:05:05,800 --> 00:05:06,520 Speaker 1: so far to go. 82 00:05:06,640 --> 00:05:07,320 Speaker 3: Let's speak to that. 83 00:05:08,680 --> 00:05:11,840 Speaker 2: Well, you said it. As artists, we feel like we 84 00:05:11,920 --> 00:05:14,159 Speaker 2: have so far to go. And I think really the 85 00:05:14,200 --> 00:05:17,640 Speaker 2: word is as humans, because I think once we step 86 00:05:17,680 --> 00:05:21,000 Speaker 2: into some of these seats of opportunity, people forget that 87 00:05:21,040 --> 00:05:24,400 Speaker 2: we're human first. Oh yeah, And so I try to 88 00:05:24,440 --> 00:05:27,080 Speaker 2: live in a way to bring people back to I'm human. 89 00:05:27,120 --> 00:05:27,599 Speaker 3: I'm human. 90 00:05:27,960 --> 00:05:34,600 Speaker 2: I'm human first, And rejection probably was my greatest disrespector 91 00:05:35,560 --> 00:05:41,120 Speaker 2: but my greatest teacher. I have a new relationship with 92 00:05:41,200 --> 00:05:46,000 Speaker 2: a rejection. But rejection is very much a part of 93 00:05:46,040 --> 00:05:52,040 Speaker 2: this journey that I've lived pursuing entertainment as a career 94 00:05:54,080 --> 00:05:57,200 Speaker 2: because people don't know that we get way more knows 95 00:05:57,320 --> 00:06:03,240 Speaker 2: than we get, yes, a whole lot more. We just 96 00:06:03,640 --> 00:06:07,719 Speaker 2: present well in the midst of the turbulence and all 97 00:06:07,760 --> 00:06:10,320 Speaker 2: of that good stuff. And I think of it very 98 00:06:10,360 --> 00:06:15,760 Speaker 2: similarly to you know, uh, a plane ride. You know, 99 00:06:15,880 --> 00:06:20,080 Speaker 2: when we're in flight, when there's turbulence, if we see 100 00:06:20,120 --> 00:06:23,040 Speaker 2: the pilot or the steward is you know, or they 101 00:06:23,080 --> 00:06:26,119 Speaker 2: say flight attendant, don't say steward is. No more flight 102 00:06:26,160 --> 00:06:30,800 Speaker 2: attendant tripping during turbulence. We're gonna act up, We're gonna 103 00:06:30,800 --> 00:06:35,000 Speaker 2: we're gonna be like so they know how to keep 104 00:06:35,279 --> 00:06:38,600 Speaker 2: their composure in the midst of the turbulence, because turbulence 105 00:06:38,640 --> 00:06:42,479 Speaker 2: isn't new, It's a part of the journeys. And so 106 00:06:44,360 --> 00:06:51,200 Speaker 2: rejection and it's great side of disrespect has definitely challenged 107 00:06:51,279 --> 00:07:01,039 Speaker 2: me to to question if what I'm longing for, I'm 108 00:07:01,160 --> 00:07:06,839 Speaker 2: chasing after seeking, is worth my chase or my seeking. 109 00:07:09,080 --> 00:07:13,400 Speaker 2: And it doesn't always feel good, especially when rejection is 110 00:07:13,440 --> 00:07:17,400 Speaker 2: not necessarily an indicator of you're not qualified. So that's 111 00:07:17,480 --> 00:07:21,120 Speaker 2: the teacher in it, because I realized that it's not 112 00:07:21,400 --> 00:07:26,120 Speaker 2: always about not being qualified. That doesn't mean that that 113 00:07:26,760 --> 00:07:29,200 Speaker 2: is the reason why a thing isn't a thing for you. 114 00:07:29,280 --> 00:07:34,840 Speaker 2: Yet it's not your time or this one, this ain't what, 115 00:07:35,040 --> 00:07:39,600 Speaker 2: this ain't a part of the plan, or you know, 116 00:07:40,080 --> 00:07:44,040 Speaker 2: just a redirection. You know, we say rejection is God's 117 00:07:44,440 --> 00:07:50,240 Speaker 2: you know, protection and a redirection. And now for me, 118 00:07:51,760 --> 00:07:56,480 Speaker 2: my reclaiming and my renaming of rejection, the word no 119 00:07:57,040 --> 00:08:01,680 Speaker 2: is now turned into n oh and oh, and that 120 00:08:01,680 --> 00:08:05,400 Speaker 2: that acronym is next one, because Crystal, if it ain't 121 00:08:05,440 --> 00:08:08,080 Speaker 2: this one, we don't get the next and if it 122 00:08:08,120 --> 00:08:11,000 Speaker 2: ain't that one, we're gonna get the next one. My 123 00:08:11,120 --> 00:08:14,160 Speaker 2: only thing is to show up well every time so 124 00:08:14,200 --> 00:08:15,280 Speaker 2: that I don't have a regret. 125 00:08:15,480 --> 00:08:18,680 Speaker 1: Exactly have you always had that you no? 126 00:08:19,080 --> 00:08:26,440 Speaker 2: I told you journey. I imagine imagine being the talented 127 00:08:26,560 --> 00:08:31,600 Speaker 2: big fish in your ponds or rivers or oceans wherever 128 00:08:31,640 --> 00:08:35,480 Speaker 2: you come from, and then being dumped in La where 129 00:08:35,520 --> 00:08:38,360 Speaker 2: it's a whole bunch of talented big fish, you know, 130 00:08:38,679 --> 00:08:45,439 Speaker 2: and and you have to figure out where your place 131 00:08:45,559 --> 00:08:49,080 Speaker 2: is amongst all of these talented folks, and so you 132 00:08:49,120 --> 00:08:51,440 Speaker 2: start to question, am I as talented? As a thought? 133 00:08:52,360 --> 00:08:55,439 Speaker 2: You're still talented, but there's a whole lot of others, 134 00:08:55,480 --> 00:08:58,800 Speaker 2: and so it's just about where you belong and where 135 00:08:58,840 --> 00:09:02,079 Speaker 2: God needs you ultimately in the season that you're in. 136 00:09:02,120 --> 00:09:06,680 Speaker 2: And so it took some time and some growing and conversations. 137 00:09:06,720 --> 00:09:13,080 Speaker 2: Like my uncle play him and his wife Lodonna dal 138 00:09:13,200 --> 00:09:17,160 Speaker 2: hugely had a conversation with me about rejection and he 139 00:09:17,320 --> 00:09:20,079 Speaker 2: was like, man, I've been rejected way more than I've 140 00:09:20,120 --> 00:09:25,280 Speaker 2: been accepted, he says, But when I was accepted, I 141 00:09:25,360 --> 00:09:29,160 Speaker 2: leaned into that thing with everything I had. And so 142 00:09:29,200 --> 00:09:31,120 Speaker 2: when people see that that's what they were doing. 143 00:09:31,400 --> 00:09:35,640 Speaker 1: Yes, absolutely, I know for artists, I don't know how 144 00:09:35,640 --> 00:09:38,040 Speaker 1: it is for musicians, but I know as an actor, 145 00:09:38,600 --> 00:09:41,160 Speaker 1: we longed for the awards and the award season. We 146 00:09:41,160 --> 00:09:43,760 Speaker 1: feel like that is a stamp of our worthiness. 147 00:09:43,960 --> 00:09:45,880 Speaker 2: It's do you feel like that? 148 00:09:46,720 --> 00:09:47,920 Speaker 1: So how do you deal with I know a lot 149 00:09:47,960 --> 00:09:50,360 Speaker 1: of times an award season comes around, it's just like dang, 150 00:09:50,480 --> 00:09:52,720 Speaker 1: like there they go. You know what I'm saying and 151 00:09:52,760 --> 00:09:55,280 Speaker 1: I'm not there. You know, how does that feel? 152 00:09:55,280 --> 00:09:58,360 Speaker 2: And how do you deal with that. It's the count 153 00:09:58,360 --> 00:10:04,040 Speaker 2: at all joy of it all. I'm speaking from a 154 00:10:04,080 --> 00:10:09,640 Speaker 2: place of learned behavior now because it wasn't always like 155 00:10:09,720 --> 00:10:15,080 Speaker 2: that for me. But it does frustrate when what we 156 00:10:15,160 --> 00:10:19,600 Speaker 2: do is public. We want to be acknowledged by the public. 157 00:10:20,920 --> 00:10:23,400 Speaker 2: You know, at the end of the day, people get 158 00:10:23,440 --> 00:10:26,120 Speaker 2: super churchy and they're like, you know, it's for God, 159 00:10:26,360 --> 00:10:30,680 Speaker 2: you know God, you know, you know, Heaven is the reward. Yes, 160 00:10:32,000 --> 00:10:36,360 Speaker 2: while I'm on earth, I would love to enjoy some benefits. 161 00:10:36,720 --> 00:10:38,960 Speaker 2: Who doesn't want to smell the flowers? Look at that 162 00:10:39,000 --> 00:10:41,680 Speaker 2: bouquet right there, you know what I mean? Like, who 163 00:10:41,720 --> 00:10:47,240 Speaker 2: doesn't want to enjoy treasures? It's I just have to 164 00:10:47,320 --> 00:10:51,840 Speaker 2: make sure that the reward, the award, the accolade, is 165 00:10:51,880 --> 00:10:56,600 Speaker 2: not my idol, because that lies the problem. And that's 166 00:10:56,720 --> 00:10:58,920 Speaker 2: what I think many of us get caught up in 167 00:11:00,040 --> 00:11:06,600 Speaker 2: case the thing, as if that's the thing. But that's 168 00:11:06,880 --> 00:11:09,720 Speaker 2: just an indicator that you're doing what you're doing and 169 00:11:09,760 --> 00:11:12,720 Speaker 2: you're doing it well. And along the way, for me, 170 00:11:13,480 --> 00:11:16,800 Speaker 2: I counted our joy by just counting up the moment, 171 00:11:17,600 --> 00:11:23,280 Speaker 2: like you literally are pulling in some influential people. So 172 00:11:23,440 --> 00:11:27,079 Speaker 2: if you don't realize that that's your perpetual reward and 173 00:11:27,320 --> 00:11:30,959 Speaker 2: accolade for the impact that you're making. Because people don't 174 00:11:31,000 --> 00:11:34,480 Speaker 2: just say yes to things they don't believe in. They 175 00:11:34,520 --> 00:11:37,679 Speaker 2: believe you. That's why people are showing up, and that's 176 00:11:37,720 --> 00:11:40,640 Speaker 2: why you have to have waiting lists for certain people, 177 00:11:40,679 --> 00:11:44,000 Speaker 2: you know what I mean. So whether it be the 178 00:11:44,080 --> 00:11:50,760 Speaker 2: trophy or the success of your podcast, we win it. Yeah. 179 00:11:50,880 --> 00:11:56,440 Speaker 1: I love that some people don't know that your real 180 00:11:56,520 --> 00:12:00,600 Speaker 1: name is Major. My mama name me that that's right exactly. 181 00:12:00,679 --> 00:12:02,959 Speaker 1: And when your mom was pregnant with you, her prayer 182 00:12:03,080 --> 00:12:05,960 Speaker 1: was that you made a major impact in the world. 183 00:12:06,080 --> 00:12:07,880 Speaker 1: And I guess it's safe to say that her prayer 184 00:12:07,960 --> 00:12:08,560 Speaker 1: was answered. 185 00:12:08,960 --> 00:12:15,959 Speaker 2: Yeah, Yeah, it has been. It's been an interesting journey 186 00:12:16,000 --> 00:12:21,520 Speaker 2: into the fullness of understanding what impact is because oftentimes 187 00:12:21,640 --> 00:12:26,040 Speaker 2: we define impact with certain accolades. Yes we do, which 188 00:12:26,080 --> 00:12:29,520 Speaker 2: is what we just talked about. But when you get 189 00:12:29,640 --> 00:12:34,440 Speaker 2: a message in your DMS of a person hearing this 190 00:12:34,520 --> 00:12:37,160 Speaker 2: is why I love you, and you know that's my 191 00:12:37,280 --> 00:12:41,760 Speaker 2: love letter to God, you know, And I'm not realizing 192 00:12:41,800 --> 00:12:45,320 Speaker 2: that it's impacting people in a way that they decide 193 00:12:45,400 --> 00:12:49,280 Speaker 2: not to commit suicide because they realize that they're worthy 194 00:12:49,280 --> 00:12:53,800 Speaker 2: of the love that they see. And so I'm like, oh, 195 00:12:53,840 --> 00:12:57,280 Speaker 2: so this is the impact. It's not just about I'm 196 00:12:57,640 --> 00:13:02,200 Speaker 2: you know, getting I'm selling the most, you know, I'm 197 00:13:02,360 --> 00:13:05,560 Speaker 2: on this TV show or I'm on this radio station. 198 00:13:06,080 --> 00:13:10,920 Speaker 2: It's about how you are speaking to the cry of 199 00:13:11,000 --> 00:13:16,240 Speaker 2: the earth. And that's what I'm most moved by. And 200 00:13:16,240 --> 00:13:22,480 Speaker 2: and every day I have to reset my perspective and 201 00:13:22,600 --> 00:13:25,840 Speaker 2: intention to make sure that that's first. The other stuff 202 00:13:25,880 --> 00:13:29,120 Speaker 2: can come. But when you touch your heart, when you 203 00:13:29,200 --> 00:13:37,200 Speaker 2: respond to a hurt, to a need to, to somebody's 204 00:13:39,679 --> 00:13:45,360 Speaker 2: yearning to be reminded that they're worthy. Yeah, so my 205 00:13:45,400 --> 00:13:49,480 Speaker 2: mama knew. My mama prays, and I love her for it. 206 00:13:49,880 --> 00:13:52,480 Speaker 1: Shout out to mom. I love that. So speaking of 207 00:13:52,480 --> 00:13:54,959 Speaker 1: your childhood, what was it like growing up in Houston? 208 00:13:55,880 --> 00:13:57,480 Speaker 1: You said you were in the church with Like how 209 00:13:57,679 --> 00:13:59,320 Speaker 1: was that and then how did you end up going 210 00:13:59,400 --> 00:14:02,640 Speaker 1: to Juilliard And what was that journey like from a child? 211 00:14:03,080 --> 00:14:09,160 Speaker 2: Oh, I've always been extra So my Mama named me 212 00:14:09,240 --> 00:14:16,840 Speaker 2: right for that major has always been in I've always 213 00:14:16,920 --> 00:14:21,760 Speaker 2: been bold and courageous, not always confident. And we can 214 00:14:21,840 --> 00:14:24,320 Speaker 2: talk about that later, because that's that's the thing that 215 00:14:24,400 --> 00:14:27,880 Speaker 2: I think a lot of people confuse with extroverted people. 216 00:14:27,880 --> 00:14:31,720 Speaker 2: They just think they're they're confident, But it's not always that, ye, 217 00:14:32,320 --> 00:14:36,160 Speaker 2: because I've wrestled with the imposter syndrome big time. But 218 00:14:37,360 --> 00:14:41,680 Speaker 2: growing up, I've always just had audacity and I would 219 00:14:41,680 --> 00:14:47,160 Speaker 2: just step into spaces fully. And I think that that 220 00:14:47,680 --> 00:14:51,760 Speaker 2: is what has attracted the support of my village because 221 00:14:51,800 --> 00:14:55,600 Speaker 2: coming from a big family, you know, of course, finances 222 00:14:55,640 --> 00:15:00,520 Speaker 2: were challenged because we didn't you guys, spread out all 223 00:15:00,560 --> 00:15:06,360 Speaker 2: of the resources with all of us. And so I 224 00:15:06,400 --> 00:15:12,320 Speaker 2: think my community and my village did a great work 225 00:15:12,400 --> 00:15:19,640 Speaker 2: in supporting the dream. My mom's whole philosophy was if 226 00:15:19,680 --> 00:15:24,600 Speaker 2: you want to do something, do it well. Don't waste 227 00:15:24,600 --> 00:15:26,960 Speaker 2: time doing it if you're not going to do it well. 228 00:15:27,440 --> 00:15:30,840 Speaker 2: And so I always just showed up that way, and 229 00:15:30,880 --> 00:15:33,920 Speaker 2: I think to a degree it kind of made the 230 00:15:34,040 --> 00:15:38,160 Speaker 2: extra perfectionist in me kind of come up. But I 231 00:15:38,160 --> 00:15:42,120 Speaker 2: got tame that beast because perfection will never be accomplished. 232 00:15:44,520 --> 00:15:50,000 Speaker 2: Excellence will. So that's what I've realized, That's what she meant. Yeah, 233 00:15:50,400 --> 00:15:54,560 Speaker 2: showing up well is a spirit of excellence, not perfection. 234 00:15:55,040 --> 00:15:59,720 Speaker 2: But yeah, I went to performing our schools, the High 235 00:15:59,720 --> 00:16:02,880 Speaker 2: School for the Performing Visual Arts was a very popular 236 00:16:03,000 --> 00:16:09,200 Speaker 2: performing arts school. Robert Glasper, Brian Michael Cox, Uh, LaToya 237 00:16:09,280 --> 00:16:13,960 Speaker 2: Luckett and the real Humble you know lady by the name, 238 00:16:14,080 --> 00:16:22,320 Speaker 2: it's you know, a few people may know Beyon. Uh. Yeah, 239 00:16:22,400 --> 00:16:26,480 Speaker 2: a lot of great talented folks came from hspv A. 240 00:16:26,800 --> 00:16:31,040 Speaker 2: And when I was at pv A, I did an 241 00:16:31,120 --> 00:16:34,960 Speaker 2: intensive with the Houston Grand Optor, a high school voice studio, 242 00:16:35,200 --> 00:16:40,080 Speaker 2: and also did and intensive with Juilliard called the Juilliard 243 00:16:40,240 --> 00:16:45,760 Speaker 2: Experience where they select you know, certain students throughout the 244 00:16:45,800 --> 00:16:53,320 Speaker 2: country and and then you know, transitioned to Berkeley. And 245 00:16:53,440 --> 00:17:01,280 Speaker 2: Berkeley was an experience that opened me up to the more. Uh. 246 00:17:01,560 --> 00:17:04,080 Speaker 2: It was just so much. It was just so much. 247 00:17:04,119 --> 00:17:08,040 Speaker 2: But I'm I'm grateful for my upbringing. Church has literally 248 00:17:08,400 --> 00:17:12,320 Speaker 2: guided and steered my way. Uh. I was choir boy, 249 00:17:12,800 --> 00:17:14,399 Speaker 2: and we used to call me choir boy. I was 250 00:17:14,440 --> 00:17:19,040 Speaker 2: the one singing in a choir and and obviously the 251 00:17:19,040 --> 00:17:22,720 Speaker 2: one I was supposed to have the solo because all right, 252 00:17:22,800 --> 00:17:26,240 Speaker 2: blend major, blend a little bit more. Allright, just just 253 00:17:26,280 --> 00:17:28,000 Speaker 2: give him the song, just let him, let him say 254 00:17:28,040 --> 00:17:35,600 Speaker 2: the shot. But yeah, it's it's been an Uh, it's 255 00:17:35,640 --> 00:17:39,760 Speaker 2: been a really cool journey. But I always did. I 256 00:17:39,800 --> 00:17:42,399 Speaker 2: did as much as I showed up well and as 257 00:17:42,480 --> 00:17:45,439 Speaker 2: much as it brought me opportunities. I was always just 258 00:17:45,440 --> 00:17:50,040 Speaker 2: an odd kid too, and I didn't always like it 259 00:17:50,040 --> 00:17:51,760 Speaker 2: because I was like, why can't I just be a 260 00:17:51,800 --> 00:17:53,800 Speaker 2: little bit more normal, you know? 261 00:17:54,040 --> 00:17:56,120 Speaker 1: And some people don't realize there's. 262 00:17:56,040 --> 00:18:01,040 Speaker 2: A little at first. For for the longest, I did, 263 00:18:01,080 --> 00:18:02,919 Speaker 2: and I was just like, yeah, I catch up everybody, like, 264 00:18:02,960 --> 00:18:05,000 Speaker 2: you know, this is what we alsantsed to do. And 265 00:18:05,000 --> 00:18:07,200 Speaker 2: then I was like, wait a minute, no one else 266 00:18:07,320 --> 00:18:11,679 Speaker 2: is doing it like this, and so just realizing that 267 00:18:11,800 --> 00:18:15,720 Speaker 2: different what was a stamp on me? Yeah? I love it. 268 00:18:16,200 --> 00:18:18,600 Speaker 1: So you come from a really big family thirteen siblings. 269 00:18:19,240 --> 00:18:21,040 Speaker 1: Are you the only one that has made it to 270 00:18:21,080 --> 00:18:23,080 Speaker 1: this level of fame and like success? 271 00:18:24,640 --> 00:18:28,159 Speaker 2: I would say I'm the only clearly I'm the only 272 00:18:28,240 --> 00:18:31,600 Speaker 2: one of my my siblings that has made to this 273 00:18:31,800 --> 00:18:39,919 Speaker 2: level of popularity and and uh celebrity. But my siblings 274 00:18:39,960 --> 00:18:44,639 Speaker 2: are impressive, like I have, like like they're they're moving. 275 00:18:44,760 --> 00:18:50,000 Speaker 2: My brother Scotty is down in Dallas. He's a real 276 00:18:50,119 --> 00:18:56,080 Speaker 2: estate developer and broker. Like he's developing South Dallas and doing. 277 00:18:55,920 --> 00:18:58,360 Speaker 1: He's it's a lot of things going down. 278 00:18:58,440 --> 00:19:05,080 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, dallasis yes, for sure. My other 279 00:19:05,240 --> 00:19:13,040 Speaker 2: brother is getting his doctorate in psychology, family, uh, child psychology. 280 00:19:13,720 --> 00:19:16,679 Speaker 2: You know, I have another brother that has a program 281 00:19:16,880 --> 00:19:22,520 Speaker 2: for special needs, a sister that's a teacher, and like 282 00:19:22,600 --> 00:19:27,080 Speaker 2: I a brother that owns a trucking company. They're doing it. 283 00:19:27,160 --> 00:19:30,040 Speaker 1: You know, a lot of times when we are the 284 00:19:30,080 --> 00:19:32,919 Speaker 1: one that made it, we deal what is called survivors remorse. 285 00:19:32,960 --> 00:19:34,920 Speaker 1: We feel like we got to bring everybody with us. 286 00:19:35,000 --> 00:19:36,480 Speaker 1: But it seems like you haven't really had to deal 287 00:19:36,520 --> 00:19:43,480 Speaker 1: with that, or have you, Because I've. 288 00:19:43,000 --> 00:19:54,119 Speaker 2: Had an interesting guilt of the attention that is on me, 289 00:19:55,000 --> 00:20:01,600 Speaker 2: where I'm like, I'm not trying to to put the 290 00:20:01,640 --> 00:20:06,920 Speaker 2: spotlight just on me. You know, I think people misinterpret 291 00:20:06,680 --> 00:20:12,119 Speaker 2: the intention of an extrovert, like our nature is we 292 00:20:12,359 --> 00:20:17,800 Speaker 2: show up like we we just show up. It's not hey, 293 00:20:18,040 --> 00:20:21,200 Speaker 2: only look at me. And I actually have a heart 294 00:20:21,400 --> 00:20:25,120 Speaker 2: to share the space. And I think, and I'm an impath, 295 00:20:25,720 --> 00:20:29,520 Speaker 2: so i feel people's burden and i feel their plight, 296 00:20:29,840 --> 00:20:33,600 Speaker 2: so I'm always thinking my first duty is to respond 297 00:20:33,920 --> 00:20:37,480 Speaker 2: and figure out how I can resolve people's issue. And 298 00:20:38,520 --> 00:20:42,000 Speaker 2: I'm sorry. I'm in a season now where I'm exhausted 299 00:20:42,640 --> 00:20:47,600 Speaker 2: of like doing that for so many people. And my 300 00:20:47,760 --> 00:20:50,560 Speaker 2: mom tries to tell me, you're not responsible for everybody, 301 00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:55,119 Speaker 2: but feels like I am. And they call me and 302 00:20:55,200 --> 00:20:59,600 Speaker 2: I when I've always kind of moved like a patriarch 303 00:21:00,280 --> 00:21:03,640 Speaker 2: in my space is not No. Not to my older brother, 304 00:21:04,080 --> 00:21:06,840 Speaker 2: you know, which I care deeply for. But I've just 305 00:21:07,080 --> 00:21:10,639 Speaker 2: been that one, you know that is stepped in that seat. 306 00:21:10,720 --> 00:21:14,120 Speaker 2: But you know, I have to ride that fine line 307 00:21:14,160 --> 00:21:17,680 Speaker 2: to realize I'm not savior. Yes, major, you're not savior. 308 00:21:18,320 --> 00:21:23,120 Speaker 2: There's one. Yeah, you may be vessel, but you ain't. Yeah, 309 00:21:23,280 --> 00:21:32,000 Speaker 2: and so yeah, hear that you're not savior. Vessel but 310 00:21:32,160 --> 00:21:35,280 Speaker 2: not savior. That's good. It can pass through you. The 311 00:21:35,359 --> 00:21:42,920 Speaker 2: answer can pass through you an instrument, but you're not savior. 312 00:21:43,560 --> 00:21:47,760 Speaker 2: Relieve yourself or that. I'm saying that just in case 313 00:21:47,800 --> 00:21:51,159 Speaker 2: I encourage them. And when I watch you back, relieve 314 00:21:51,200 --> 00:21:56,880 Speaker 2: yourself thinking you have to be everyone's answer because that's 315 00:21:57,000 --> 00:21:57,800 Speaker 2: not the case. 316 00:21:58,520 --> 00:21:59,840 Speaker 3: That's so good. Thank you for that. 317 00:22:00,160 --> 00:22:03,359 Speaker 2: I need I know I was. It's crazy because I 318 00:22:03,400 --> 00:22:05,800 Speaker 2: did that, and then when I looked at you, I'm like, oh, 319 00:22:05,880 --> 00:22:10,800 Speaker 2: you needed that. Yeah, yeah, remember the standard in which 320 00:22:10,840 --> 00:22:13,600 Speaker 2: we love when it says love your neighbor as you 321 00:22:13,760 --> 00:22:18,160 Speaker 2: love yourself, you set the bar on how you love yourself. 322 00:22:18,840 --> 00:22:22,040 Speaker 2: The as you love yourself is the operative. It's not 323 00:22:22,520 --> 00:22:25,160 Speaker 2: just give all the love away and whatever is left, 324 00:22:25,160 --> 00:22:28,879 Speaker 2: I'm gonna use it for me, remember you, so that 325 00:22:29,000 --> 00:22:33,000 Speaker 2: you can properly measure and give to whomever else. 326 00:22:33,280 --> 00:22:33,520 Speaker 1: Wow. 327 00:22:34,080 --> 00:22:37,800 Speaker 2: God will never, I have learned. God never wants us 328 00:22:37,880 --> 00:22:43,200 Speaker 2: to exist in a space where there's no give back. 329 00:22:43,280 --> 00:22:47,320 Speaker 2: There's no return on the investment the soul reap. 330 00:22:48,280 --> 00:22:50,400 Speaker 4: Yeah, that's real. 331 00:22:50,800 --> 00:22:51,119 Speaker 2: That's it. 332 00:22:51,400 --> 00:22:51,720 Speaker 3: That's it. 333 00:22:51,920 --> 00:22:52,359 Speaker 2: That is it. 334 00:22:53,000 --> 00:22:55,920 Speaker 1: You talked about people see that you're so extroverted and 335 00:22:56,000 --> 00:22:57,879 Speaker 1: feel like you're confident. Let's speak to them because I 336 00:22:57,920 --> 00:22:59,960 Speaker 1: know a lot of people I wouldn't think that you're 337 00:23:00,160 --> 00:23:02,840 Speaker 1: not confident, and I know there's moments where I don't 338 00:23:02,880 --> 00:23:05,440 Speaker 1: feel as confident as people would think I should feel. 339 00:23:05,880 --> 00:23:06,639 Speaker 1: Let's talk about that. 340 00:23:10,520 --> 00:23:17,400 Speaker 2: I am courageous, I am bold, and I am ambitious 341 00:23:17,880 --> 00:23:23,520 Speaker 2: and I am audacious. Audacious. For those that are like, 342 00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:26,639 Speaker 2: why did he say that word, it means I have 343 00:23:26,840 --> 00:23:32,840 Speaker 2: the audacity. I choose to just go for it because 344 00:23:32,880 --> 00:23:35,280 Speaker 2: at the end of the day, I have seen lack 345 00:23:37,119 --> 00:23:39,800 Speaker 2: and if I don't want lack, I got a leap 346 00:23:39,920 --> 00:23:45,879 Speaker 2: for more. If you don't want lack, you have to 347 00:23:46,160 --> 00:23:50,440 Speaker 2: leap for the more. So my audacity is if I 348 00:23:50,560 --> 00:23:53,760 Speaker 2: want more than what I don't have, more than what 349 00:23:53,920 --> 00:23:57,520 Speaker 2: I want, more of what I want, I've got to 350 00:23:57,640 --> 00:24:00,960 Speaker 2: take the leap. And so a lot of time I'm moving. 351 00:24:01,080 --> 00:24:06,639 Speaker 2: That that's faith. Really, I move in faith and it 352 00:24:06,760 --> 00:24:11,280 Speaker 2: has always rewarded me. So it pushes me to do 353 00:24:11,400 --> 00:24:14,040 Speaker 2: it more often because I know that the reward is 354 00:24:14,400 --> 00:24:19,800 Speaker 2: often better than not having taken this at all. So 355 00:24:20,600 --> 00:24:23,760 Speaker 2: but I will say sometimes I show up in spaces 356 00:24:24,200 --> 00:24:28,359 Speaker 2: nervous as heck, questioning do I belong here? Did I 357 00:24:28,520 --> 00:24:32,240 Speaker 2: manipulate my way into this space? And it's I know 358 00:24:32,359 --> 00:24:34,800 Speaker 2: there's nothing but the devil's work, because the devil only 359 00:24:34,880 --> 00:24:38,520 Speaker 2: gets to the mind. Yes, that which you speak is 360 00:24:38,760 --> 00:24:47,080 Speaker 2: his invitation to what you're thinking. Mm hmm Yo. There's 361 00:24:47,119 --> 00:24:51,480 Speaker 2: so many downloads happening right now. But I will say 362 00:24:51,720 --> 00:24:54,640 Speaker 2: that I wrestle with it, and I'm in a am 363 00:24:54,680 --> 00:25:00,240 Speaker 2: in an interesting season right now where I don't have 364 00:25:01,440 --> 00:25:03,960 Speaker 2: a number one song at radio, have a song that's 365 00:25:04,000 --> 00:25:06,960 Speaker 2: doing that. Why I love you that it's still paying me. Well, 366 00:25:07,400 --> 00:25:10,840 Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. Yes, folks are still getting married. 367 00:25:12,200 --> 00:25:14,200 Speaker 2: The folks are still getting married, so mate, you're still 368 00:25:14,280 --> 00:25:16,760 Speaker 2: able to get all the chicken nuggets he wants. But 369 00:25:18,119 --> 00:25:21,159 Speaker 2: I don't have a number one at radio right now. 370 00:25:21,280 --> 00:25:24,639 Speaker 2: I have music on the radio, but I don't have uh, 371 00:25:25,200 --> 00:25:30,160 Speaker 2: you know, a crazy engagement right now on on Instagram 372 00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:34,400 Speaker 2: which throws me off. Whoever invented Instagram and this algorithm? 373 00:25:34,840 --> 00:25:39,560 Speaker 2: Stop it, Alga, stop Alga, chill out, because you're playing 374 00:25:39,600 --> 00:25:42,439 Speaker 2: with my mind and my emotions. Let me start thinking 375 00:25:42,680 --> 00:25:47,280 Speaker 2: I'm doing well one minute and then the next that 376 00:25:47,480 --> 00:25:54,560 Speaker 2: that it's crazy and you start doubting everything. But that's 377 00:25:54,600 --> 00:25:57,600 Speaker 2: why you got to remind yourself human bring yourself back 378 00:25:57,640 --> 00:26:02,440 Speaker 2: to you. This ain't real, It's ain't real. But yeah, 379 00:26:02,520 --> 00:26:08,200 Speaker 2: I wrestle with the confidence in this season because I'm I. 380 00:26:09,000 --> 00:26:13,080 Speaker 2: I think I'm called I believe, and I think as 381 00:26:13,119 --> 00:26:16,320 Speaker 2: we continue to evolve, we get more clarity on our why. 382 00:26:17,920 --> 00:26:20,919 Speaker 2: But I think I'm called to speak to the intersection 383 00:26:21,920 --> 00:26:26,440 Speaker 2: of faith and culture because I know how to break 384 00:26:26,560 --> 00:26:30,639 Speaker 2: down complex things simply. I know how to say it simply, 385 00:26:31,520 --> 00:26:35,640 Speaker 2: and I've always had that gift. But it's frustrating when 386 00:26:36,520 --> 00:26:40,640 Speaker 2: it's not either or because most of the time as 387 00:26:40,640 --> 00:26:43,960 Speaker 2: an artist or either a gospel singer or you're not 388 00:26:44,080 --> 00:26:47,040 Speaker 2: a gospel singer. And I'm right in the middle because 389 00:26:47,160 --> 00:26:50,560 Speaker 2: my faith is what drives me, but my audience a 390 00:26:50,680 --> 00:26:54,439 Speaker 2: lot of times is mainstream, and so I'm doing something 391 00:26:54,600 --> 00:26:58,520 Speaker 2: that mainstream is not asking for but in need of, 392 00:26:59,200 --> 00:27:01,639 Speaker 2: and gospel is like, well, do more of just do 393 00:27:01,760 --> 00:27:04,040 Speaker 2: it over here, because that's what we do. But God 394 00:27:04,119 --> 00:27:06,479 Speaker 2: didn't call us to be club church. He called us 395 00:27:06,560 --> 00:27:09,040 Speaker 2: to go out into the world to spread the church, 396 00:27:09,200 --> 00:27:10,320 Speaker 2: to expand the church. 397 00:27:10,400 --> 00:27:10,639 Speaker 1: And so. 398 00:27:12,520 --> 00:27:16,600 Speaker 2: It feels very lonely in this space, and so my 399 00:27:16,760 --> 00:27:23,159 Speaker 2: confidence isn't that strong every day, but moments like this 400 00:27:23,640 --> 00:27:28,840 Speaker 2: and people reaching out to me and encouraging me and saying, yo, 401 00:27:29,600 --> 00:27:31,680 Speaker 2: what you said, or I was listening to the song 402 00:27:31,760 --> 00:27:34,480 Speaker 2: the other day, or I watched an interview or I 403 00:27:34,560 --> 00:27:39,320 Speaker 2: saw you on this and I'm like, okay, okay, I belong. 404 00:27:39,080 --> 00:27:43,159 Speaker 1: Here, Yeah, I belong here. Wow. And that's important to 405 00:27:43,240 --> 00:27:45,680 Speaker 1: feel that as an artist because a lot of what 406 00:27:45,800 --> 00:27:48,520 Speaker 1: we do is off the reaction of other people. So 407 00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:50,960 Speaker 1: when you're not getting that love or the reaction or 408 00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:53,119 Speaker 1: the feedback that you need, it's like what am I 409 00:27:53,160 --> 00:27:53,520 Speaker 1: doing wrong? 410 00:27:53,600 --> 00:27:54,600 Speaker 2: Or do I need to reevaluate? 411 00:27:54,680 --> 00:27:57,479 Speaker 1: Do I need to do something different to move the needles? 412 00:27:57,560 --> 00:27:58,919 Speaker 1: So I totally understand where you are. 413 00:27:59,680 --> 00:28:11,639 Speaker 2: Yeah, I also think that we have to position ourselves 414 00:28:12,960 --> 00:28:23,320 Speaker 2: in environments that speak life, because as fame becomes our reality, 415 00:28:24,400 --> 00:28:30,640 Speaker 2: you're forced to be in environments that they don't. That's 416 00:28:30,720 --> 00:28:33,400 Speaker 2: not their duty. Their duty is not speaking life. Their 417 00:28:33,440 --> 00:28:35,640 Speaker 2: duty is just to speak on what they see. 418 00:28:35,880 --> 00:28:36,439 Speaker 1: Yeah, and. 419 00:28:37,920 --> 00:28:41,400 Speaker 2: Sometimes you just you just have to. It's just that reset, 420 00:28:42,160 --> 00:28:45,480 Speaker 2: that artistic, that creative reset. And this isn't just for 421 00:28:46,160 --> 00:28:48,680 Speaker 2: the creatives. It's for the people that are in business, 422 00:28:48,880 --> 00:28:53,680 Speaker 2: that are venturing as entrepreneurs, bring yourself back center and 423 00:28:53,800 --> 00:29:00,360 Speaker 2: make sure you have a village of support and that 424 00:29:00,480 --> 00:29:03,160 Speaker 2: you're just not drawing. But you're also given. Because if 425 00:29:03,200 --> 00:29:06,040 Speaker 2: you're the only one giving and receiving nothing in return, 426 00:29:06,560 --> 00:29:09,800 Speaker 2: that ain't the way. If you're the only one receiving 427 00:29:09,920 --> 00:29:12,120 Speaker 2: and giving nothing in return, that ain't the way. But 428 00:29:12,200 --> 00:29:15,120 Speaker 2: if we're both pouring, if we're both giving that right, 429 00:29:15,200 --> 00:29:17,920 Speaker 2: there is the way, and that is love and that 430 00:29:18,120 --> 00:29:21,840 Speaker 2: is God and that is life. Yes, I love it. 431 00:29:22,200 --> 00:29:25,320 Speaker 1: I love that you are known as the hope. 432 00:29:25,880 --> 00:29:26,520 Speaker 2: He dealer. 433 00:29:26,560 --> 00:29:27,680 Speaker 1: I want to call you the whole heal I don't 434 00:29:27,680 --> 00:29:29,040 Speaker 1: know why he's coming out the whole healers. 435 00:29:29,120 --> 00:29:31,360 Speaker 2: All right, I'm gonna go with the flow of what 436 00:29:31,520 --> 00:29:32,680 Speaker 2: this profitences seen. 437 00:29:34,440 --> 00:29:36,360 Speaker 1: But Billy Johnson is the one that gave you the 438 00:29:36,480 --> 00:29:39,160 Speaker 1: name the hope Dealer. Can you just give us the 439 00:29:39,200 --> 00:29:39,880 Speaker 1: story behind that? 440 00:29:40,720 --> 00:29:47,280 Speaker 2: So, Billy Johnson is a journalist, a music journalist. He 441 00:29:47,440 --> 00:29:50,480 Speaker 2: used to work with Yahoo Music when Yahoo Music was 442 00:29:50,520 --> 00:29:52,680 Speaker 2: a big thing, and he did an interview and he 443 00:29:52,800 --> 00:29:57,200 Speaker 2: brought attention to this term that had been floating around 444 00:29:57,600 --> 00:30:00,760 Speaker 2: about me. He's a hope dealer. He's a hope dealer. 445 00:30:00,800 --> 00:30:02,520 Speaker 2: And my team was like, yeah, we the hope dealer. 446 00:30:02,520 --> 00:30:08,680 Speaker 2: You're the hope dealer. And because and he said in 447 00:30:08,800 --> 00:30:15,280 Speaker 2: this article that major is feeling the void of hope 448 00:30:15,440 --> 00:30:20,120 Speaker 2: and inspiration that is missing in mainstream music. And I 449 00:30:20,280 --> 00:30:25,040 Speaker 2: was like, oh yeah, I like that. That's an assignment 450 00:30:26,040 --> 00:30:31,200 Speaker 2: I rock with that. Hope has always been my theme. 451 00:30:32,960 --> 00:30:38,560 Speaker 2: I define hope is this Hope is not the denial 452 00:30:38,680 --> 00:30:44,000 Speaker 2: of reality. It's the commitment to believe greater is on 453 00:30:44,120 --> 00:30:49,000 Speaker 2: the other side of it. I break it down even 454 00:30:49,120 --> 00:30:53,480 Speaker 2: more that hope is not the pretending that circumstance and 455 00:30:53,600 --> 00:31:00,480 Speaker 2: hardship and difficulty ain't real. Yeah, because it is because 456 00:31:00,560 --> 00:31:05,000 Speaker 2: life is gonna life. Yes, hope or no hope, But 457 00:31:05,160 --> 00:31:09,240 Speaker 2: hope is a commitment to anchor yourself to the promise 458 00:31:09,960 --> 00:31:13,120 Speaker 2: and the promise keeper. And if he did it before, 459 00:31:13,200 --> 00:31:16,040 Speaker 2: he can do it again. Yes, yes, And that the 460 00:31:16,200 --> 00:31:19,520 Speaker 2: fact of the matter is every storm runs out of rain, 461 00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:24,880 Speaker 2: every single one. So all I have to do is 462 00:31:24,920 --> 00:31:30,240 Speaker 2: hold to this hope that is attached to this phenomenon 463 00:31:30,480 --> 00:31:35,040 Speaker 2: called faith, that it's shown and proving to always work 464 00:31:37,160 --> 00:31:40,280 Speaker 2: as long as you hold to it and you put 465 00:31:40,400 --> 00:31:43,320 Speaker 2: in the work, because you can't talk faith unless you 466 00:31:43,400 --> 00:31:47,280 Speaker 2: talk hope, because faith is a substance of things hope for. 467 00:31:48,320 --> 00:31:51,760 Speaker 2: But hope has changed my life is it has been 468 00:31:52,320 --> 00:31:55,880 Speaker 2: the fuel to what I do. It has given me 469 00:31:56,440 --> 00:32:01,680 Speaker 2: perspective to shift in moments, a pivot in moments to 470 00:32:01,800 --> 00:32:08,360 Speaker 2: say and is next one? Yeah? You know. I even 471 00:32:08,400 --> 00:32:10,640 Speaker 2: had it tatted on my arm. I have a foundation 472 00:32:10,840 --> 00:32:17,560 Speaker 2: called major Hope, Major Hope. I put this. I tatted 473 00:32:17,720 --> 00:32:20,800 Speaker 2: hope on my arm right after while I Love you 474 00:32:21,760 --> 00:32:24,920 Speaker 2: blew up the first time, and then I'm like, what 475 00:32:25,080 --> 00:32:28,400 Speaker 2: do I have next? I felt this pressure of needing 476 00:32:28,520 --> 00:32:33,240 Speaker 2: to outdo this, you know the success of that, and 477 00:32:33,400 --> 00:32:36,040 Speaker 2: thinking that people were putting pressure on me, assuming pressure 478 00:32:36,080 --> 00:32:41,480 Speaker 2: that wasn't even real. And I realized I had to Major. 479 00:32:43,080 --> 00:32:46,360 Speaker 2: You gotta start living the hope you're giving. And so 480 00:32:46,520 --> 00:32:49,480 Speaker 2: I tatted on my arm as a reminder. Never thought 481 00:32:49,480 --> 00:32:52,360 Speaker 2: i'd ever get a tattoo, but I tatted on my 482 00:32:52,560 --> 00:32:55,720 Speaker 2: arm as a reminder that the hope you live is 483 00:32:55,760 --> 00:32:59,240 Speaker 2: a hope you give. The hope you give is a 484 00:32:59,320 --> 00:33:00,360 Speaker 2: hope you must live. 485 00:33:00,640 --> 00:33:00,920 Speaker 3: Wow. 486 00:33:01,160 --> 00:33:06,680 Speaker 2: And it has been the current that has kept me. 487 00:33:07,440 --> 00:33:11,640 Speaker 2: And I'm telling you it delivers well. Lock into hope. 488 00:33:12,520 --> 00:33:15,280 Speaker 2: You get your joy there, you get your peace there, 489 00:33:16,240 --> 00:33:20,360 Speaker 2: you get your abundance there. Yeah, Lock into hope. 490 00:33:21,880 --> 00:33:25,480 Speaker 1: That's amazing. You speak about your foundation, tells how we 491 00:33:25,560 --> 00:33:26,200 Speaker 1: can support it. 492 00:33:26,280 --> 00:33:30,880 Speaker 2: What it's about, The Major Hope Foundation Major all caps 493 00:33:30,920 --> 00:33:33,800 Speaker 2: with a period. That's that's the clever part. By my 494 00:33:33,920 --> 00:33:36,600 Speaker 2: real name is Major. I capitalize every letter and put 495 00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:40,560 Speaker 2: a period after that because I mean that name. Major 496 00:33:41,280 --> 00:33:46,200 Speaker 2: dot Hope All Caps Foundation is a social action initiative 497 00:33:46,600 --> 00:33:50,560 Speaker 2: committed to the amplification of hope and communities and people 498 00:33:50,720 --> 00:33:55,200 Speaker 2: near and far. My intention is just to help redefine 499 00:33:55,400 --> 00:33:58,160 Speaker 2: our understanding of hope to not just see it as 500 00:33:58,240 --> 00:34:04,200 Speaker 2: some fluffy cliche that's just said when circumstance circumstance, but 501 00:34:04,480 --> 00:34:11,080 Speaker 2: really a real tangible answer and remedy to the tough 502 00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:17,759 Speaker 2: times of life. Major Hope Foundation Major Hope Foundation dot org. 503 00:34:18,560 --> 00:34:21,080 Speaker 2: You can go on there. We have three programs. The 504 00:34:21,200 --> 00:34:25,840 Speaker 2: Major Hope Experience, which is like a concert experience. We 505 00:34:25,960 --> 00:34:28,759 Speaker 2: do it acoustic or with the full band, where it's 506 00:34:29,239 --> 00:34:34,360 Speaker 2: music meets motivation, where motivation and music Collie think MTV 507 00:34:34,520 --> 00:34:39,640 Speaker 2: on Plug meets of the Soul Sunday, it's special. That's 508 00:34:39,719 --> 00:34:45,080 Speaker 2: one program. The other program is Random Drops of Hope 509 00:34:45,760 --> 00:34:49,719 Speaker 2: likened to random Acts of Kindness, where it's pop up 510 00:34:49,800 --> 00:34:53,520 Speaker 2: charitable activations where we just respond to needs and it's 511 00:34:53,600 --> 00:34:56,920 Speaker 2: super dope. And the last one, which I really love, 512 00:34:57,560 --> 00:35:03,359 Speaker 2: is Confidence Coaching. Do this intensive that helps young people 513 00:35:03,480 --> 00:35:08,640 Speaker 2: and also adults on building esteem and value systems, because 514 00:35:08,680 --> 00:35:11,200 Speaker 2: I think we live different when we feel that we're 515 00:35:11,280 --> 00:35:15,960 Speaker 2: worth something. Absolutely, we we really live different. We move 516 00:35:16,080 --> 00:35:19,760 Speaker 2: different when you feel that there's value, yeah, in your living. 517 00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:24,560 Speaker 2: And and so we work on effective communications, ways to 518 00:35:26,719 --> 00:35:31,600 Speaker 2: communicate more effectively, understanding that you might talk a certain way, 519 00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:35,520 Speaker 2: but there's other environments that require a different way of communicating, 520 00:35:35,840 --> 00:35:38,520 Speaker 2: and it's not denying who you are. The colde switch 521 00:35:38,719 --> 00:35:43,960 Speaker 2: is necessary for everybody. Oftentimes it's a very necessary thing. 522 00:35:44,400 --> 00:35:48,800 Speaker 2: But making sure that there's authenticity and whatever switches absolutely. 523 00:35:48,920 --> 00:35:53,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I love it amazing, So make we make 524 00:35:53,040 --> 00:35:54,279 Speaker 1: sure we support that for sure. 525 00:35:54,520 --> 00:35:54,759 Speaker 2: Yeah. 526 00:35:54,960 --> 00:35:58,320 Speaker 1: Yeah, So I want to talk music, Okay, let's I 527 00:35:58,360 --> 00:36:00,440 Speaker 1: want to know what you have coming up? People know 528 00:36:00,520 --> 00:36:02,439 Speaker 1: because I know we've been writing on some music. 529 00:36:02,520 --> 00:36:04,320 Speaker 2: So what do you have next? Well, I have a 530 00:36:05,040 --> 00:36:08,880 Speaker 2: new EP called The Hope of My Soul. We just 531 00:36:09,040 --> 00:36:13,760 Speaker 2: released The Hope of My Soul Deluxe that's available everywhere. 532 00:36:13,960 --> 00:36:17,920 Speaker 2: I'm a soul singer you are, and I sing from 533 00:36:18,000 --> 00:36:22,760 Speaker 2: the heart of my experiences a church boy. The sound 534 00:36:22,880 --> 00:36:28,160 Speaker 2: and the sonics of this particular project is soul meets Americana. 535 00:36:28,520 --> 00:36:29,480 Speaker 2: It takes her to church. 536 00:36:29,960 --> 00:36:30,200 Speaker 1: Wow. 537 00:36:30,440 --> 00:36:33,000 Speaker 2: So it's real, it's real good. You can feel my 538 00:36:33,560 --> 00:36:38,759 Speaker 2: my Southern roots coming out. Think Bill Withers meets Ray 539 00:36:38,960 --> 00:36:41,760 Speaker 2: Charles and Ran and to Month and and his sons. 540 00:36:41,840 --> 00:36:46,160 Speaker 2: It's anthemic, it's good. It's message music. 541 00:36:49,280 --> 00:36:50,640 Speaker 1: Is that where you were when you walk in? 542 00:36:50,880 --> 00:36:56,520 Speaker 2: Yeah? For the Wind was one of the songs the lyric. 543 00:36:57,480 --> 00:37:02,600 Speaker 2: There's a process to it all, so many lessons great 544 00:37:02,640 --> 00:37:07,720 Speaker 2: and small. Should you go under struck by the thunder? 545 00:37:08,760 --> 00:37:14,920 Speaker 2: Embrace the rain? There's a testing in the fall. How 546 00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:20,040 Speaker 2: will you rise up to it all? Do you surrender, 547 00:37:21,160 --> 00:37:24,560 Speaker 2: return to cinder, or do you face the pain? 548 00:37:26,400 --> 00:37:34,759 Speaker 4: It's all working together for the wind. Yea, it's all 549 00:37:34,880 --> 00:37:37,040 Speaker 4: working together. 550 00:37:37,680 --> 00:37:42,719 Speaker 2: For the wind. So all you gotta do is let 551 00:37:42,800 --> 00:37:50,640 Speaker 2: it flow, Let it flow, let it flow. Shit, God, 552 00:37:50,800 --> 00:37:54,919 Speaker 2: encourage myself because life is gone. Life. But the fact 553 00:37:54,960 --> 00:37:57,480 Speaker 2: of the matter is, it ain't over till it's good. 554 00:37:58,440 --> 00:38:02,600 Speaker 2: It ain't over until it Yeah. God doesn't have us 555 00:38:02,719 --> 00:38:05,560 Speaker 2: just out here, just out here. Yes, there's intention and 556 00:38:05,640 --> 00:38:08,920 Speaker 2: there's a reason. Yeah, and we will meet that reason 557 00:38:09,800 --> 00:38:12,800 Speaker 2: sure as we show up and show up. Well, it 558 00:38:12,920 --> 00:38:15,439 Speaker 2: gets tough. I got a song on there called joy 559 00:38:15,480 --> 00:38:19,840 Speaker 2: in the Battle, And there's a verse that I that 560 00:38:20,080 --> 00:38:23,520 Speaker 2: says the second verse says, you shouldn't let yourself get 561 00:38:23,600 --> 00:38:27,040 Speaker 2: tangled up and worry, cause that kind of live and 562 00:38:27,160 --> 00:38:32,239 Speaker 2: takes its told, m you better take that pencil back, 563 00:38:32,760 --> 00:38:37,200 Speaker 2: rewrite your story and write the best one ever told. Yeah, 564 00:38:37,320 --> 00:38:39,799 Speaker 2: all over me. You won't my piece, but you won't 565 00:38:39,840 --> 00:38:42,120 Speaker 2: get it but it says joy in the battle, joy 566 00:38:42,160 --> 00:38:45,600 Speaker 2: in my victory. I keep my eyes to the heaven, 567 00:38:45,680 --> 00:38:48,840 Speaker 2: so my joy never slips from me. M This is 568 00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:52,000 Speaker 2: real life. We don't need the permission of our storm, 569 00:38:52,360 --> 00:38:56,120 Speaker 2: our circumstance, or hardship to choose joy. You choose it anyway, 570 00:38:56,719 --> 00:38:59,760 Speaker 2: and your circumstances no other choice but to fall in line. 571 00:39:00,320 --> 00:39:04,520 Speaker 2: So good were keeping it positively, We keep it sweet. Yeah, yeah, 572 00:39:04,560 --> 00:39:05,480 Speaker 2: the hope of my soul. 573 00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:07,160 Speaker 1: My goodness. Okay, we definitely got it. 574 00:39:07,239 --> 00:39:10,200 Speaker 2: I love that. Yeah, my goodness. I really think it's 575 00:39:10,239 --> 00:39:13,880 Speaker 2: gonna I really think it's gonna be soundtrack to the 576 00:39:13,960 --> 00:39:17,480 Speaker 2: get back, to get back to winning, to the reset. 577 00:39:18,120 --> 00:39:20,720 Speaker 2: Be it in the morning, but in the evening. Shout 578 00:39:20,760 --> 00:39:24,520 Speaker 2: out to everybody that just yes decides to show up. 579 00:39:24,600 --> 00:39:25,480 Speaker 1: Well, I love it. 580 00:39:25,840 --> 00:39:28,279 Speaker 2: I love it. Major, Thank you so much, thank you 581 00:39:28,360 --> 00:39:28,880 Speaker 2: for having me this. 582 00:39:29,120 --> 00:39:34,680 Speaker 1: No, I appreciate you. Before we close out, if you 583 00:39:34,800 --> 00:39:36,239 Speaker 1: like to hang out just for a bit, we do 584 00:39:36,320 --> 00:39:38,920 Speaker 1: what it's called positive outcome. Okay, that's our listeners right 585 00:39:38,960 --> 00:39:41,160 Speaker 1: in and we give them advice. Yeah yeah, all right, 586 00:39:41,320 --> 00:39:43,880 Speaker 1: So this one says high Crystal. I just watched your 587 00:39:43,920 --> 00:39:46,960 Speaker 1: episode with Eva Marcel. You talked about multiple things, but 588 00:39:47,040 --> 00:39:49,719 Speaker 1: what stuck out is that when you asked why she 589 00:39:49,840 --> 00:39:51,840 Speaker 1: wanted to get back into the word, she said, it 590 00:39:51,960 --> 00:39:55,440 Speaker 1: was you your light. When she said that and followed 591 00:39:55,520 --> 00:39:58,320 Speaker 1: up by saying, because I've been feeling empty, I felt 592 00:39:58,400 --> 00:40:01,919 Speaker 1: that I immediately shed some tears. These past six months 593 00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:05,520 Speaker 1: of my life have been indescribably painful. I have always 594 00:40:05,560 --> 00:40:08,120 Speaker 1: been extremely close to my grandma. She raised me, and 595 00:40:08,160 --> 00:40:11,000 Speaker 1: I've always taken care of her. She became sick in 596 00:40:11,040 --> 00:40:13,839 Speaker 1: November twenty twenty three, and I was in and out 597 00:40:13,840 --> 00:40:16,840 Speaker 1: of the hospital until January twenty twenty four. Both my 598 00:40:16,960 --> 00:40:19,800 Speaker 1: mom and I are only children. My mom and I 599 00:40:20,280 --> 00:40:23,520 Speaker 1: were working around the clock, were working like clockwork to 600 00:40:23,600 --> 00:40:26,320 Speaker 1: make sure that my grandmother was safe and healthy. My 601 00:40:26,400 --> 00:40:28,440 Speaker 1: grandma was getting better, and then one day my mom 602 00:40:28,520 --> 00:40:31,359 Speaker 1: called and said she was gone. I have never dealt 603 00:40:31,400 --> 00:40:33,880 Speaker 1: with this type of loss, and I have been devastated 604 00:40:33,960 --> 00:40:37,640 Speaker 1: ever since. So many first without my grandmother had flown by. 605 00:40:38,080 --> 00:40:40,319 Speaker 1: When Eva said that she was feeling empty, it really 606 00:40:40,400 --> 00:40:43,440 Speaker 1: struck a chord. I have been feeling empty and down. 607 00:40:43,960 --> 00:40:46,440 Speaker 1: I feel like I'm losing my light that God gave me. 608 00:40:46,800 --> 00:40:49,520 Speaker 1: I want my light back, I want my energy back. 609 00:40:50,000 --> 00:40:52,719 Speaker 1: I want to feel whole again. What do I do 610 00:40:52,920 --> 00:40:55,360 Speaker 1: now that my purpose is gone? And how do I 611 00:40:55,520 --> 00:40:56,920 Speaker 1: grow my dimn delight? 612 00:41:00,440 --> 00:41:04,719 Speaker 2: So what we just did naturally after reading it, we 613 00:41:04,840 --> 00:41:07,520 Speaker 2: took a deep breath in and we let it out. 614 00:41:08,560 --> 00:41:14,400 Speaker 2: So to my sister that wrote that, I would encourage 615 00:41:14,440 --> 00:41:17,920 Speaker 2: you to catch your breath first. So we're gonna do that. 616 00:41:19,600 --> 00:41:27,680 Speaker 3: Take a deep breath in, let it out, Take a 617 00:41:27,760 --> 00:41:30,719 Speaker 3: deep breath in, let it out. 618 00:41:35,760 --> 00:41:43,000 Speaker 2: That's surrender. Life does not need our permission to life. 619 00:41:43,719 --> 00:41:52,200 Speaker 2: It won't ask for permission to life. Grief, which often 620 00:41:52,360 --> 00:41:57,960 Speaker 2: comes not just at the loss of loved ones, but 621 00:41:58,120 --> 00:42:02,600 Speaker 2: it comes as a result of the unfamiliar of the 622 00:42:02,680 --> 00:42:07,160 Speaker 2: familiar changing. Grief does not just come at the loss 623 00:42:07,200 --> 00:42:14,360 Speaker 2: of loved ones. It comes when the familiar changes. And 624 00:42:14,520 --> 00:42:20,719 Speaker 2: you said something that really hit me. You said you 625 00:42:20,880 --> 00:42:28,000 Speaker 2: no longer have purpose MM. Your purpose will never only 626 00:42:28,160 --> 00:42:34,160 Speaker 2: be in one individual or assigned to one individual. I 627 00:42:34,360 --> 00:42:40,120 Speaker 2: guarantee you that there is purpose that was connected MM 628 00:42:40,480 --> 00:42:44,320 Speaker 2: to the one you loved. And if you catch your breath, 629 00:42:45,360 --> 00:42:49,239 Speaker 2: get back to your maker. Yes, you will discover and 630 00:42:49,600 --> 00:42:56,400 Speaker 2: uncover that there are lessons that were learned while your 631 00:42:56,480 --> 00:43:02,399 Speaker 2: grandmama lived That you learned along the way, and now 632 00:43:02,600 --> 00:43:05,440 Speaker 2: is the time for you to walk in the fullness 633 00:43:06,080 --> 00:43:10,879 Speaker 2: of what that was. That is where purpose is going 634 00:43:10,960 --> 00:43:20,320 Speaker 2: to be. And remember this purpose reciprocates. It helps others, 635 00:43:21,239 --> 00:43:25,560 Speaker 2: but it also helps you. So please don't ever think 636 00:43:26,400 --> 00:43:30,840 Speaker 2: that you're missing in the equation of assignment and intention 637 00:43:31,560 --> 00:43:35,040 Speaker 2: and what God has destined for you. There is so 638 00:43:35,239 --> 00:43:38,640 Speaker 2: much more life to live, and we on a legacy 639 00:43:39,239 --> 00:43:43,239 Speaker 2: when we choose to continue to live when the familiar 640 00:43:43,840 --> 00:43:50,840 Speaker 2: has changed. Grief is simply love finding a new rhythm. 641 00:43:53,080 --> 00:43:56,279 Speaker 2: Were going to be all right, Sis, I've been there. 642 00:43:57,440 --> 00:43:58,880 Speaker 2: Welcome to life. 643 00:44:02,200 --> 00:44:02,839 Speaker 3: That's so good. 644 00:44:02,960 --> 00:44:05,960 Speaker 1: Major, thank you, Thank you that helped me, and I 645 00:44:06,040 --> 00:44:07,719 Speaker 1: know I know that's going to help her. 646 00:44:08,239 --> 00:44:12,239 Speaker 3: Yeah, so good. 647 00:44:12,520 --> 00:44:15,160 Speaker 1: So what we like to ask our guests is what 648 00:44:15,280 --> 00:44:17,719 Speaker 1: I'm going through and what I'm growing through? Is there 649 00:44:17,800 --> 00:44:20,440 Speaker 1: anything in this particular season in your life that you 650 00:44:20,560 --> 00:44:22,680 Speaker 1: are going through and growing through? 651 00:44:25,160 --> 00:44:39,960 Speaker 2: In this season, I am going through the unknown. I 652 00:44:40,040 --> 00:44:46,640 Speaker 2: don't know what is fully next. I'm convinced that it 653 00:44:46,800 --> 00:44:57,080 Speaker 2: is good, but I'm just trusting God. I'm trusting God 654 00:44:57,160 --> 00:45:02,840 Speaker 2: in deeper ways than ever before. It feels crazy because 655 00:45:02,880 --> 00:45:06,000 Speaker 2: I'm often the one that helped so many people get 656 00:45:06,080 --> 00:45:12,160 Speaker 2: through stuff. Yeah, and it's I'm just in this season 657 00:45:12,200 --> 00:45:15,960 Speaker 2: where I'm just trying to figure out how am I 658 00:45:16,440 --> 00:45:24,640 Speaker 2: to be used next. And I'm grateful. I'm grateful, but 659 00:45:24,719 --> 00:45:28,840 Speaker 2: I'm also hopeful that there is more. I'm grateful for 660 00:45:29,000 --> 00:45:32,640 Speaker 2: what has already happened. I don't want that to be missed, 661 00:45:34,000 --> 00:45:38,960 Speaker 2: but I'm hoping for so much more and the peace 662 00:45:39,719 --> 00:45:40,719 Speaker 2: as I journey there. 663 00:45:41,040 --> 00:45:41,239 Speaker 1: Yeah. 664 00:45:43,560 --> 00:45:46,440 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's crazy, Yeah. 665 00:45:52,320 --> 00:45:52,880 Speaker 3: Cause I know that. 666 00:45:55,280 --> 00:45:57,920 Speaker 2: Yeah it is. It's like so much good is happening. 667 00:45:57,960 --> 00:46:00,400 Speaker 2: But I'm also like God with it. You do it. 668 00:46:00,480 --> 00:46:03,560 Speaker 2: It's like my feet aren't on the ground and I 669 00:46:03,800 --> 00:46:07,520 Speaker 2: but that's faith. Yeah, when your feet don't touch the 670 00:46:07,600 --> 00:46:14,600 Speaker 2: ground to still believe, that's faith. Yeah. Man, Okay, I'm crying. 671 00:46:14,719 --> 00:46:20,759 Speaker 2: They got me crying. Ah man, I love Jesus Christ 672 00:46:20,840 --> 00:46:23,000 Speaker 2: so much. Yes, it's my best friend. 673 00:46:24,120 --> 00:46:27,719 Speaker 1: Mm hmm, yes, I love that. 674 00:46:28,560 --> 00:46:28,799 Speaker 2: Cool. 675 00:46:31,920 --> 00:46:33,960 Speaker 1: Alright, to close out, We're gonna and I leave. I 676 00:46:34,000 --> 00:46:35,839 Speaker 1: know this is you having a moment right now. Yeah, 677 00:46:36,680 --> 00:46:39,080 Speaker 1: we keep we close off. But keep it blank, sweetie. 678 00:46:39,280 --> 00:46:41,680 Speaker 1: If you could leave a word for the people, how 679 00:46:41,719 --> 00:46:43,760 Speaker 1: would you tell him to keep it blank? 680 00:46:43,840 --> 00:46:53,560 Speaker 2: Sweety? What would your feeling be for that I'm just 681 00:46:53,640 --> 00:46:55,400 Speaker 2: gonna go with what's on my hat. There, you go, 682 00:46:56,239 --> 00:47:00,720 Speaker 2: keep it joy, Yes, sweetie, I love that choose anyway. 683 00:47:01,000 --> 00:47:03,440 Speaker 1: Yes, and I'm gonna say keep it hopeful, sweetie. 684 00:47:03,719 --> 00:47:09,120 Speaker 2: A appreciate it. 685 00:47:09,360 --> 00:47:11,680 Speaker 1: Yes, Oh my gosh, thank you so much. 686 00:47:12,520 --> 00:47:13,200 Speaker 2: I appreciate it. 687 00:47:13,560 --> 00:47:15,080 Speaker 1: Thank you guys so much for tuning in to this 688 00:47:15,160 --> 00:47:16,400 Speaker 1: episode of Keep It Positive. 689 00:47:16,400 --> 00:47:16,800 Speaker 3: Sweetie. 690 00:47:17,000 --> 00:47:19,399 Speaker 1: If you want to write into our open listener letter, 691 00:47:19,480 --> 00:47:22,200 Speaker 1: you can write into keep It Positive sweety at gmail 692 00:47:22,239 --> 00:47:24,399 Speaker 1: dot com. That's Sweetye with an Ie. You can follow 693 00:47:24,440 --> 00:47:27,239 Speaker 1: me on all platforms that love Christoine and that's l 694 00:47:27,480 --> 00:47:29,279 Speaker 1: u V Major. Tell the people they. 695 00:47:29,239 --> 00:47:33,920 Speaker 2: Can follow you now that's Major dot com or now 696 00:47:34,040 --> 00:47:38,200 Speaker 2: that's Major on everything. And if you're googling me, Major 697 00:47:38,320 --> 00:47:41,439 Speaker 2: is all capital letters with a period, because, like I said, 698 00:47:41,480 --> 00:47:43,160 Speaker 2: I make that period. 699 00:47:44,800 --> 00:47:45,080 Speaker 3: All right. 700 00:47:45,120 --> 00:47:47,000 Speaker 1: Guys, thank you so much for tuning in in the 701 00:47:47,080 --> 00:47:49,879 Speaker 1: meantime in between time you know what to do. Keep 702 00:47:49,920 --> 00:47:50,760 Speaker 1: it positive, sweetie. 703 00:48:02,280 --> 00:48:05,239 Speaker 2: Father, we love you with our whole heart. We thank 704 00:48:05,320 --> 00:48:08,560 Speaker 2: you for having us on your mind. It is so 705 00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:13,200 Speaker 2: clear that as breath moves in and through us, that 706 00:48:13,320 --> 00:48:18,719 Speaker 2: there is more. So, Lord God, we say, yes, we surrender, 707 00:48:19,600 --> 00:48:24,719 Speaker 2: We make ourselves available for your great flow and intention. Yes, God, 708 00:48:25,040 --> 00:48:29,800 Speaker 2: Thank you for the heart of Crystal and her incredible tea. Yes, Jesus, 709 00:48:30,440 --> 00:48:34,160 Speaker 2: they clearly seek to move and purpose and purpose alone. Yes, 710 00:48:34,640 --> 00:48:37,160 Speaker 2: Father God, I pray that you continue to show favor 711 00:48:37,239 --> 00:48:42,000 Speaker 2: and grace on it. I pray that this session be refreshing, 712 00:48:42,200 --> 00:48:46,200 Speaker 2: be something new, take us to a new dimension, even 713 00:48:46,320 --> 00:48:50,440 Speaker 2: higher or deeper, wider. Whatever you have intended for today, 714 00:48:50,880 --> 00:48:54,239 Speaker 2: may it fully be Thank you. Thank you, Thank you 715 00:48:54,920 --> 00:49:00,440 Speaker 2: for today and now and for whatever tomorrow bring from 716 00:49:00,520 --> 00:49:03,719 Speaker 2: this Lord God, thank you for every heart that's connected. 717 00:49:03,760 --> 00:49:08,400 Speaker 2: If there's any individual circumstances that the people are dealing 718 00:49:08,480 --> 00:49:12,120 Speaker 2: with that they haven't shared God, in this moment, as 719 00:49:12,200 --> 00:49:15,359 Speaker 2: we take a deep breath in and we let it out, 720 00:49:17,239 --> 00:49:21,759 Speaker 2: may they be assured that it too as well. In Jesus' name, 721 00:49:21,840 --> 00:49:24,200 Speaker 2: we gray, Amen. Amen,