WEBVTT - Linda Perry

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome, Welcome, Welcome to the Bob left That's Podcast. My

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<v Speaker 1>guest today is Linda Perry. I saw her speak recently

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<v Speaker 1>at Canadian Music Week and she was speaking the truth

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<v Speaker 1>when everybody else blokes smoke up wannabe's asses. Linda, good

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<v Speaker 1>to be here, Hi, Bob Okay. One of the things

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<v Speaker 1>you said it really impressed me in in Toronto was

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<v Speaker 1>you're looking for rock stars and you didn't see any

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<v Speaker 1>rock stars in the room. Defined from my audience what

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<v Speaker 1>a rock star is for me personally, everybody has their

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<v Speaker 1>own version of a rock star, but for me, Patti

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<v Speaker 1>Smith was a rock star, Keith Richards, Mick Jagger, Bowie

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<v Speaker 1>kiss Um, Chrissie Hines, Janice Joplin. To me, a rock

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<v Speaker 1>star is somebody who you just know they're something. They

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<v Speaker 1>walk a different beat, there's something different about the way

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<v Speaker 1>they talk. Um Jesus was a rock star, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and Um. But you get, you know, attracted to this

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<v Speaker 1>person and want to know more about them because on

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<v Speaker 1>stage or off stage, they're kind of the same. They

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<v Speaker 1>have you know, I know, like for Freddie Mercury, when

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<v Speaker 1>he's on stage, he's more flamboyant and more you know,

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<v Speaker 1>big personality, right, and from what I've heard that when

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<v Speaker 1>he's not on stage, he's still he has a smaller personality.

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<v Speaker 1>But no matter what, he's a star. So I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like we have a lot of celebrities, we have a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of kids that are influencers, but as far as

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<v Speaker 1>rock stars, I'm I find it very hard and very

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<v Speaker 1>rare to find. Okay, So why do you think there

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<v Speaker 1>are a fewer rock stars today than there were before?

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<v Speaker 1>Because the generation sans Um after the nineties was the

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<v Speaker 1>last rock star. In fact, what's funny about the nineties

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<v Speaker 1>is it was about the biggest rock stars, but it

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<v Speaker 1>was an anti rock star. Well we're talking about Kurt

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<v Speaker 1>Cobain after here here be in music Settle exactly. But

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<v Speaker 1>those Kurt Cobain was a full on rocks you know, Cornell,

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<v Speaker 1>full on Pearl Jam everybody. And we had Um, Courtney Love,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, so many incredible bands and they were full

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<v Speaker 1>on rock stars even though they anti rock stars. Well

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<v Speaker 1>I just remember this that story. Nirvana was in South

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<v Speaker 1>America and uh they were there, Courtney Love was there

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<v Speaker 1>and Courtney says, listen, we're gonna take the limo. No

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<v Speaker 1>it's not punk, No, one's gonna say says, no, I

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<v Speaker 1>can't take the limo. You know, but I think that

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<v Speaker 1>what happened there is it introduced unfortunately. Um, hey, hey, Bob,

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<v Speaker 1>Steven Larry, you can get on stage and being a

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<v Speaker 1>band now because you can wear your board shorts. Uh.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, you could basically wake up in the morning

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<v Speaker 1>and go on stage and that's the way you can look.

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<v Speaker 1>And you don't have to be a flashy dresser. You

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<v Speaker 1>don't have to have pizzas, you know, you don't have

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<v Speaker 1>to have any of that. Because Nirvana and the grun

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<v Speaker 1>scene basically said the you know, Joe Schmo is okay

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<v Speaker 1>to be on the stage because that's what they are promoting,

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<v Speaker 1>like the anti rock star. And but what's funny about

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<v Speaker 1>those those guys were the most rock star guys because

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<v Speaker 1>they had so much you know, there's a lot of attitude.

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<v Speaker 1>There was like this fixation to not be rock stars,

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<v Speaker 1>which made them rock stars. Okay, how do you compare

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<v Speaker 1>that to the punk era of the late seventies. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>the you know, as far as my I mean, let's

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<v Speaker 1>see and this late seventies and I mean I'm eleven,

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<v Speaker 1>twelve years old, and then everybody picks up. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>that was sort of a different thing because Seattle, these

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<v Speaker 1>were accomplished musicians. Yeah, I don't, I don't. There's you

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<v Speaker 1>can whatever you want with this conversation and this one statement,

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<v Speaker 1>there's nothing punk about the Seattle scene, So I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know where that. Okay, it was a similar thing there,

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<v Speaker 1>but we won't go no, no, no no. It was

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<v Speaker 1>not a similar thing musically at all, and vibe wise,

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<v Speaker 1>it was not punk rock. I remember punk. I was

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<v Speaker 1>a punk rocker. I was ten when, you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>listened to the Ramones, but I grew up, you know

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<v Speaker 1>with that whole scene. I mean I was at the

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<v Speaker 1>mosh pits. I broke my ankles maching, you know, with

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<v Speaker 1>no shoes on. I mean I had razor blades and

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<v Speaker 1>I cut my arm. I mean, not full on. But

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm just trying to say. The music compared to

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<v Speaker 1>that completely different, as you know. But the attitude to

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<v Speaker 1>me was very different because punk rock didn't give a

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<v Speaker 1>shit about anything, and it seemed like the whole grunge

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<v Speaker 1>scene they did give a ship about being seen as

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<v Speaker 1>rock stars and this other whole thing. They wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>really perceive that we are not rock stars. We are normal,

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<v Speaker 1>but they're but they're not. They weren't at all, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>at least punk rockers. They were down in the dungeons, playing,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, in these crappy fucking venues with a bunch

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<v Speaker 1>of spit all over them, sweaty kids and jamming out.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, they didn't fucking care at all, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's to me that's not the same thing. Okay.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh would we say being a rock star is the

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<v Speaker 1>same as being charismatic? Absolutely? Um, I think there's a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of charisma obviously and rock stars. That's part of

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<v Speaker 1>the problem is I feel like we are not dealing

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<v Speaker 1>with that hype of swagger. You know, it's sexy, It's

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<v Speaker 1>sexy in a whole other way. It's like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>Jamie Chaplin was sexy, but there was nothing sexy about her,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. And um, you know Patti Smith, Stevie Nicks,

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<v Speaker 1>like Blondie. I mean, they were so cool and like

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<v Speaker 1>there's a whole other sexiness going on because they're powerful women,

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<v Speaker 1>or at least portraying them. And what I'm having an

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<v Speaker 1>issue with is a lot of um, you know, Beyonce

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<v Speaker 1>is a rock star, of course, Pink is you know,

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<v Speaker 1>there's there's rock stars. I'm not sure I would. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>she's a different type of rock star. She's like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>she's got Pink's very very thoughtful about what she's doing

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<v Speaker 1>in her life. I guess, you know, I guess for me.

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<v Speaker 1>And this is a small item, the way she does

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<v Speaker 1>the acrobatic act at every show to the point where

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<v Speaker 1>it's a feature of the show. If you go back

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<v Speaker 1>to you know, Alice Cooper, every show was different, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but it was. But everybody does that. I mean that

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<v Speaker 1>the the whole thing is Again, that would be a

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<v Speaker 1>perfect example of when you're great, you can I mean

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<v Speaker 1>I toured with Neil Young for two months and every

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<v Speaker 1>single show was incredibly different. And he had booker team,

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<v Speaker 1>the mg S at the time, and I was sitting

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<v Speaker 1>there at that you know, at the stage just every

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<v Speaker 1>show watching him. I was just like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>Neil Young, right, and every solo was different. And then

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<v Speaker 1>and then they would just watch him and then you

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<v Speaker 1>could tell he's, oh, he's gonna he's not gonna do

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<v Speaker 1>the normal and then he had flipped and they would

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<v Speaker 1>be right there with him. And for me, what that was,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like great, incredibly gifted, you know, sense sensitive musicians

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<v Speaker 1>that are paying attention to the artist and the singer

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<v Speaker 1>and the song and they know by just a feeling

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<v Speaker 1>an instinct what's going to happen. And the fact that

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<v Speaker 1>Neil Young felt compelled to drive himself every single night

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<v Speaker 1>to be a better you know, make a better solo

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<v Speaker 1>or you know what, I'm gonna take the solo on

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<v Speaker 1>piano instead. I mean, it was so incredible watching him.

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<v Speaker 1>We are not dealing with that level of artist anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's go drill down right there though. Um Bob Dylan

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<v Speaker 1>is very much a rock star, but he's on tour now,

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<v Speaker 1>it has been for essentially thirty years rearranging the songs.

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<v Speaker 1>How do you feel about that? Well, I feel if

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<v Speaker 1>you're going to rearrange the songs to bring more honesty

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<v Speaker 1>back into your voice and into the song, because after what,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, thirty years, singing the same song can get

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<v Speaker 1>quite you know, So if you have to do that

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<v Speaker 1>and to put more life back in to reignite the

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<v Speaker 1>flame of how you sung that song and the energy,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm all for it. But if you're doing it to

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<v Speaker 1>be relevant or follow anything that's going on in today's time,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm very disappointed in that he's definitely doing making interesting

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<v Speaker 1>for himself, which I applaud, But to what degree do

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<v Speaker 1>you owe a debt to your audience? Well, and what

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<v Speaker 1>do degree does the audience owe the person that they're idolizing,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the space to create? Well, I guess the

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<v Speaker 1>fascinating story and this goes back to when you were

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<v Speaker 1>very young. Neil Young had a huge hit with Heart

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<v Speaker 1>of Gold. Okay, after that was a hit in the

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<v Speaker 1>spring of seventy two, he went on on arena tour.

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<v Speaker 1>The ultimate album was called Time Fades Away, but he

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<v Speaker 1>stood up with an electric band and didn't play any

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<v Speaker 1>of the sawt stuff from Harvest. Uh. Now, it's very interesting.

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<v Speaker 1>He has a long history of going his own way.

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<v Speaker 1>He can really still sell tickets. Were Crosby, Seals and

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<v Speaker 1>Nash who are disparate at this particular point in time.

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<v Speaker 1>They can't sell anywhere near that number of tickets, right,

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<v Speaker 1>And I think that's because people see Neil Young as

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<v Speaker 1>a real rock star doing whatever he wants. But you know,

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<v Speaker 1>especially with a lot of older people touring, would they

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<v Speaker 1>have some level of expectation if they're paying they want Okay, well,

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<v Speaker 1>you didn't tell me about that part. If it's like

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<v Speaker 1>you know, legacy artists going back on on tour, I say,

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<v Speaker 1>don't try to play as a bunch of new songs

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<v Speaker 1>that aren't even equivalent to the level of the older

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<v Speaker 1>songs that people know, because it's not like, honestly, honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not like anybody's gonna go, oh yeah, I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>go buy that new Crosby Steals and Nash album. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not gonna happen. They're gonna want the older songs.

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<v Speaker 1>And unfortunately, that to me is where yes, it would

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<v Speaker 1>probably very you know, upsetting to those artists. Like if

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<v Speaker 1>I had to go if I were an artist still

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<v Speaker 1>and I had to go out and perform for an

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<v Speaker 1>oblongs you know, songs till I was seventy eight years

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<v Speaker 1>old and nobody wanted to hear anything new, I had

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<v Speaker 1>to say, I'd be bummed out. But the truth is,

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<v Speaker 1>if no one wants to hear anything knew that you have,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, have to say, that means you haven't had

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<v Speaker 1>anything to say in quite a while. And the only

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<v Speaker 1>songs that stood out are the ones that you pushed yourself,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, to make money. To go on a tour

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<v Speaker 1>and do all these things. But what happens is that

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<v Speaker 1>you can never get rid of the artist. Bob, We're

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<v Speaker 1>always going to be an artist, and so Crosby Seals

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<v Speaker 1>and ash just you know, it's still gonna want to go. Hey, guys,

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<v Speaker 1>come on, let's do it. Let's write a great song.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's try to beat you know, our old you know, oldies,

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<v Speaker 1>and they're gonna try to go out there and they

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<v Speaker 1>might fool themselves into believing that they are and you

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<v Speaker 1>know what, and they possibly could, but no one's going

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<v Speaker 1>to hear it because it's for the first time and

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<v Speaker 1>we spent a decade in twenty or two decades listening

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<v Speaker 1>to these incredible songs that have been a soundtrack to

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<v Speaker 1>our lives. You know. But let's let's go deeper on

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<v Speaker 1>one of those points. Let's assume you've had a period

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<v Speaker 1>of hits, six or seven well known slumps. Do you

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<v Speaker 1>think the people ten or twenty years later are capable

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<v Speaker 1>of writing another hit? Absolutely, I absolutely do. I feel

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<v Speaker 1>that the problem happens when people want to be relevant,

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<v Speaker 1>when they start thinking that they need to write a

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<v Speaker 1>song that sounds like today, And the truth is Nobody

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<v Speaker 1>wants a song from Neil Young that sounds like today.

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<v Speaker 1>They want Neil Young, Um, Carly Simon, they want Carly,

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<v Speaker 1>they want Dolly. I mean when I worked with Dolly,

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<v Speaker 1>for example, I just took her songs and recreated them

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<v Speaker 1>in a very organic way that I thought, what would

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<v Speaker 1>Dolly do right now if she had total control of this?

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<v Speaker 1>And I just simplified everything. And then the songs we

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<v Speaker 1>wrote were awesome. We wrote six songs in two days

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<v Speaker 1>because we weren't trying to chase anything. We just it

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<v Speaker 1>was just Dolly and Linda and and that's those were

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<v Speaker 1>the songs that Lynda and Dolly wrote. And Dolly was like,

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<v Speaker 1>these are to me equally as powerful as my songs

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<v Speaker 1>and and you know, my my other material. And I said,

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<v Speaker 1>I agree, and I told her, I said, but the

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<v Speaker 1>thing is, we've had years to live with Joline and

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<v Speaker 1>all these other songs. These songs are not going to

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<v Speaker 1>be accepted as well, but we don't care because they're

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<v Speaker 1>not going to have the level of you know, intimacy

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<v Speaker 1>with these songs as they have with your other stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's what it comes down to. But when people

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<v Speaker 1>want to be relevant and start being modern. It's to me,

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<v Speaker 1>that's a buzz kill. I agree with you, but today's

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<v Speaker 1>marketplace if we can talk about radio, which is decreasing

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<v Speaker 1>and importance, lets you just stay with pop laeve country

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<v Speaker 1>in its own world for now it is unless you're

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<v Speaker 1>hip hop or who are you? Where did you come from?

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<v Speaker 1>I just want to get okay, asked me specific questions

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<v Speaker 1>and all the answer how did you start here doing

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<v Speaker 1>the podcast? And I was on I was on the

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<v Speaker 1>Recode podcast. This goes back a few years ago, um

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<v Speaker 1>and with Peter Kafka, and then all of a sudden,

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<v Speaker 1>all these people were tracking that be down to do

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<v Speaker 1>a podcast. Okay, So ultimately I went with this company

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<v Speaker 1>tune In. Tune In is well known there there the

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<v Speaker 1>if you get the app or you go online, you

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<v Speaker 1>can listen to any radio station all over the world.

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<v Speaker 1>So I was with tune in for a year and

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<v Speaker 1>now I'm with my Heart And uh, that's a general

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<v Speaker 1>story of how that podcast. Any more questions I'll answer, Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I'm just curious because it's like, honestly, when

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<v Speaker 1>um my assistant, he was like, uh, Bob just sent

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<v Speaker 1>you an email and I knew of you, but I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not that verse in what you're a rock star, like

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<v Speaker 1>your personality is a total rock star. But I was like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>well let me let me you know. You know, I

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<v Speaker 1>grew up in Connecticut and I was born in nineteen

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<v Speaker 1>fifty three. I was fifty miles from New York City.

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<v Speaker 1>As a result, in New York media, New York TV,

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<v Speaker 1>New York Radio, etcetera. And my mother would buy us

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<v Speaker 1>like Big Girls, Don't Cry, by the Four Seasons, etcetera.

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<v Speaker 1>And I became a huge Jan and Dean fan. And

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<v Speaker 1>then the Beatles hit music drove the culture. If you

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<v Speaker 1>want to know which way the wind blew, you listen

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<v Speaker 1>to music. And of course the first UH underground station

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<v Speaker 1>was case Sand. They might say in Pasadena, but let's

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<v Speaker 1>just say in in UH San Francisco. And then they

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<v Speaker 1>had them starting in nineteen in New York City, so

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<v Speaker 1>you immediately flipped there. And it was free form radio

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<v Speaker 1>and there were all these great acts, so you bought

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<v Speaker 1>these records. My parents. There was always money if it

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<v Speaker 1>was cultural. If you said, hey, I wanted a car,

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<v Speaker 1>forget it, I want money to go to a concert,

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<v Speaker 1>no problem. But everybody was into music, which one of

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<v Speaker 1>the reasons why all the baby boomeracks can do such

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<v Speaker 1>great live business at this day. So um two, I

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<v Speaker 1>went to college. You know, I went to college because

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<v Speaker 1>you're supposed to go to college, not because I thought

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<v Speaker 1>I want to learn anything. I'm gonna study anything. Whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>So I went to this college, Middlebury College in Vermont,

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<v Speaker 1>because very beautiful, and it's has some stature, and they

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<v Speaker 1>had their own ski area. I was very into skiing.

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<v Speaker 1>Little did I know that of the people were prep

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<v Speaker 1>school kids. Okay, they have a completely different background like

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<v Speaker 1>they had Kavanaugh whatever. I know those people they've been

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<v Speaker 1>living apart from their parents for years. That's where I learned.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't have to hand in anything on time, profess No,

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<v Speaker 1>just as for an extension public school, you couldn't do that.

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<v Speaker 1>But the first semester you got to a small school

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<v Speaker 1>like that, we you had to take an English class.

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<v Speaker 1>And I called the professor on a Sunday and so

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<v Speaker 1>can I do something creative? And he said yes. I

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<v Speaker 1>never called a professor after that, but that was the

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<v Speaker 1>one time I did. You know, if you where I

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<v Speaker 1>went to college, You've got three B minuses in a D.

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<v Speaker 1>That was Dean's list. I mean it was really you know,

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<v Speaker 1>an A was a real thing. So I got an

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<v Speaker 1>A on this paper I wrote, and oh, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>first of all, I told the prep school kids what

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<v Speaker 1>it was about, said, oh, you're gonna funk. I got

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<v Speaker 1>an A. And this was before phones in dorms, and

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<v Speaker 1>I went to the pay phone and I told my

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<v Speaker 1>mother to be a writer, and she laughed. Okay, So

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<v Speaker 1>the next year I went to uh take the creative

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<v Speaker 1>writing course from the one guy who taught it at

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<v Speaker 1>Middlebury who was a failed c writer. Okay. When I

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<v Speaker 1>would read, it would be like springtime for Hitler. People

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<v Speaker 1>just jaws would drop. The producers. To be very specific,

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<v Speaker 1>I went to see Alice Cooper on the Killer tour

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<v Speaker 1>in Boston and I wrote about that, and the guy

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<v Speaker 1>finally said, hey, that was good, but it needed a twist.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, flip it out a twist. You ever

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<v Speaker 1>heard of the new journalism, which is already over. There's

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<v Speaker 1>no twist. I never wrote another thing, Okay. I always

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<v Speaker 1>want to be in the music business. Lived a couple

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<v Speaker 1>of years years in Utah, being a failed freestyle skier.

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<v Speaker 1>My father always wanted me to go to law school.

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<v Speaker 1>I went to law school because at the time a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of the labels were run by lawyers. Okay, and

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<v Speaker 1>my father is a real estate appraiser before they owned

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<v Speaker 1>a liquor store. Nobody we know is in the music business.

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<v Speaker 1>And it was terrible. But I fell with someone that

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<v Speaker 1>I lived with that carried me through law school and

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<v Speaker 1>certainly if I went to law SCHOOLMA pass the bar,

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<v Speaker 1>which I do, and I passed the first time. I

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<v Speaker 1>practiced for like ten minutes. And I don't know how

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<v Speaker 1>much detail I have to give, but ultimately I worked

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<v Speaker 1>for Sanctuary Music and with Iron Maiden and Loss. This

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<v Speaker 1>is in the eighties, and we had enough clout and

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<v Speaker 1>money that we would hire independent PR people. This is

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<v Speaker 1>when the labels were king, and these were very rich

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<v Speaker 1>deals to begin with. And you would get the bios

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<v Speaker 1>from the PR people and they say, this is just terrible.

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't send this out and I started to rewrite it,

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<v Speaker 1>so then I got I lost my job, Okay, over

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<v Speaker 1>a creative issue. This is kind of interesting. I told

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<v Speaker 1>him banned. The mix was terrible, and I got the

0:19:16.200 --> 0:19:19.440
<v Speaker 1>guy Dwayne Baron who just done Quiet Riot to remix

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<v Speaker 1>it and it was listenable. But I was giving the

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<v Speaker 1>level of input and said, you gotta go. So that's

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<v Speaker 1>the kind of job you make a lot of money

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<v Speaker 1>because you can't spend it. You're working around the clock.

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<v Speaker 1>And eventually I worked on a couple of movies because

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<v Speaker 1>I've been in the movie business as a lawyer, and

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<v Speaker 1>after that, and then I ran out of money. Okay,

0:19:37.359 --> 0:19:41.040
<v Speaker 1>So then my psychiatrist sent me to a job counselor.

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<v Speaker 1>There's a famous book called What Color Is Your Parachute?

0:19:45.080 --> 0:19:47.960
<v Speaker 1>It's about seeking jobs. But I didn't know there was

0:19:48.000 --> 0:19:51.600
<v Speaker 1>a workbook. He gives me. The workbook says, right, sick,

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<v Speaker 1>you have to write success as brag about yourself. And

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<v Speaker 1>I wrote the success and I said, yeah, this is

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<v Speaker 1>what I wanted to be ten years before. So I

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<v Speaker 1>get out my writer from college electric type right, and

0:20:01.560 --> 0:20:03.560
<v Speaker 1>I type up some stuff and I sent it to

0:20:03.640 --> 0:20:06.440
<v Speaker 1>magazines and you get some nice note back. Those back

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<v Speaker 1>you Holy sh it. This is just like the music business.

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<v Speaker 1>You have to know somebody. So I was eating a

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<v Speaker 1>hamburger at a place called Flaky Jake's. Now it's like

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<v Speaker 1>a jewelry store at Pico and Sepulvida, and I'm reading Billboard,

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<v Speaker 1>which has been up and down it's down again. After

0:20:22.600 --> 0:20:25.480
<v Speaker 1>it was down period, Timothy White made a little better

0:20:25.520 --> 0:20:27.600
<v Speaker 1>for a minute in the early nineties. I said this

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<v Speaker 1>is terrible. I could do a better job than this,

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<v Speaker 1>And all of a sudden, I said, you know you

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<v Speaker 1>can buy computers. You get me, maybe you can do this.

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<v Speaker 1>So I had a credit card, five thousand dollars credit,

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<v Speaker 1>I bought a Mac Plus and I started this newsletter.

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<v Speaker 1>Only if the newsletter come out every two weeks, and

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<v Speaker 1>it came out religiously every two weeks. Not gonna be

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<v Speaker 1>a flake on the same fucking day, Okay. So every

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<v Speaker 1>article was a tip in the music business. Tip really

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<v Speaker 1>means radio what what they're playing. This would be insight

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<v Speaker 1>in how to run your business. And I had a

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<v Speaker 1>threshold that I said, this number of people has to

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<v Speaker 1>have to subscribe Rose, I'm gonna stop. I sent three

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<v Speaker 1>free issues. What astounded me was only the most successful

0:21:09.600 --> 0:21:13.160
<v Speaker 1>people subscribed because the people further down the food chain,

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<v Speaker 1>they couldn't hear anything contrary. They were going. So the

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<v Speaker 1>heads of every labeler calling me, they want to hang.

0:21:19.280 --> 0:21:22.760
<v Speaker 1>The only person who ever canceled their subscription was Clive Davis.

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<v Speaker 1>He's a story unto himself and then you know, I think, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll do some consulting. Bah bah bahm. Then my ex

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<v Speaker 1>wife moves out and I brought out on money. It's

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<v Speaker 1>really terrible. The nineties were kind of a lost decade.

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<v Speaker 1>But I had a free subscription to a O L

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<v Speaker 1>still writing the newsletter when you had a paid by

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<v Speaker 1>the minute, so I knew everything about tech. I'm also

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<v Speaker 1>a lawyer. All of a sudden, Napster hits. To be

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<v Speaker 1>very specific, this guy, David Krebs calls me when it

0:21:50.440 --> 0:21:53.520
<v Speaker 1>was irving on the West coast, irving as office the manager.

0:21:53.800 --> 0:21:56.119
<v Speaker 1>Krebs was on the East coast. He had a C

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<v Speaker 1>d C. He had new Ginny at Aeros Smith. He

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<v Speaker 1>calls me and he goes, we are all the acts

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<v Speaker 1>on Napster, okay, And I say, this is a good point,

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<v Speaker 1>and I write it in one of my newsletters. And

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<v Speaker 1>I get a call from Cliff Bernstein, who I knew

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<v Speaker 1>was one half of the Q Prime operation, and as

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<v Speaker 1>a result they sued Metallica. That's how it all went.

0:22:16.520 --> 0:22:21.080
<v Speaker 1>Metallica's Napster. But I became the expert on the intersection

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<v Speaker 1>of music in the Internet, and I didn't now just

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<v Speaker 1>to be that a little flavor. I was earlier than

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<v Speaker 1>everybody just because I was there. Like I would go

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<v Speaker 1>to the you know, the shrink and talk about Internet hate.

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<v Speaker 1>They have no idea what you're talking about. I mean

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<v Speaker 1>now Jimmy Kimmel does it on TV. Okay, so other

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<v Speaker 1>opportunities become. First five years, you had to email me.

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<v Speaker 1>I let subscriptions run out, but you have to email

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<v Speaker 1>me to get on the list. That was just to

0:22:49.800 --> 0:22:52.600
<v Speaker 1>go one step further. It used to be you had

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<v Speaker 1>to send to physical addresses. I go to this conference

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<v Speaker 1>every year and Aspen in December, and in for the

0:23:00.720 --> 0:23:04.200
<v Speaker 1>first time, they gave email addresses. I had friends working

0:23:04.200 --> 0:23:07.440
<v Speaker 1>in the publishing book business. There was a book about

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<v Speaker 1>UH David Geffen called The Operator, which I recommend people

0:23:11.080 --> 0:23:14.520
<v Speaker 1>listened to. And I had it a weekend before anybody,

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<v Speaker 1>and I wrote about it and send it to the

0:23:16.200 --> 0:23:20.080
<v Speaker 1>ask for people. Incredible. Then I started hearing from people

0:23:20.800 --> 0:23:23.159
<v Speaker 1>like Jefferson Hold he was the original manager of R. E.

0:23:23.400 --> 0:23:27.480
<v Speaker 1>M okay and UH okay, it's great, you're into me,

0:23:27.720 --> 0:23:30.200
<v Speaker 1>but how did you get it? You know? And he says, well,

0:23:30.240 --> 0:23:32.280
<v Speaker 1>you know, I got it from what Williams The UH

0:23:32.600 --> 0:23:34.480
<v Speaker 1>the a and R Guy, so he's not on the

0:23:34.520 --> 0:23:39.400
<v Speaker 1>list either. So I experienced virality, but there's a lot

0:23:39.440 --> 0:23:41.800
<v Speaker 1>of blowback. This is like being a rock star now

0:23:41.840 --> 0:23:45.119
<v Speaker 1>more than ever because people because once you rise above

0:23:45.160 --> 0:23:47.679
<v Speaker 1>it's not quite like Cannon in England, but they're trying

0:23:47.720 --> 0:23:50.560
<v Speaker 1>to bring you back down. So I didn't automate the

0:23:50.560 --> 0:23:52.920
<v Speaker 1>mailing list till two thousand five, and by that time

0:23:52.960 --> 0:23:55.880
<v Speaker 1>I could kind of handle the feedback. I also had

0:23:55.920 --> 0:23:58.280
<v Speaker 1>a mission because I was aware of what I was

0:23:58.359 --> 0:24:02.200
<v Speaker 1>under the illusion that the record companies would suite Napster,

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<v Speaker 1>which I knew was copyright infringement. I was a lawyer,

0:24:04.600 --> 0:24:07.040
<v Speaker 1>even though I friends with the guys at Napster at

0:24:07.040 --> 0:24:12.400
<v Speaker 1>this point um and I assumed when they won the case,

0:24:12.560 --> 0:24:14.960
<v Speaker 1>then they would license Napster one of these other things,

0:24:15.200 --> 0:24:19.280
<v Speaker 1>which they didn't. So I said, I want to get

0:24:19.320 --> 0:24:22.479
<v Speaker 1>to the point when Spotify ended up being, which was

0:24:23.240 --> 0:24:26.400
<v Speaker 1>pay a load price, you can get all the music. Okay.

0:24:26.600 --> 0:24:30.840
<v Speaker 1>I figured that's what the public wants. So I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I was the number one person on all these issues

0:24:33.840 --> 0:24:36.159
<v Speaker 1>they gave free subscription to. I have no investment in

0:24:36.200 --> 0:24:38.879
<v Speaker 1>any of these things, otherwise it couldn't comment. And you know,

0:24:39.240 --> 0:24:43.480
<v Speaker 1>I generated more more free subscribers when they launched in

0:24:43.520 --> 0:24:46.719
<v Speaker 1>two thousand eleven than anybody else. They gave you know

0:24:46.840 --> 0:24:50.760
<v Speaker 1>stuff too. But what happened was in the music business

0:24:50.960 --> 0:24:53.760
<v Speaker 1>sixties and seventies, music drove the culture. If you wanted

0:24:53.720 --> 0:24:55.959
<v Speaker 1>to know what was going on, you bought a record. Okay.

0:24:56.160 --> 0:24:57.760
<v Speaker 1>Then it kind of died at the end of the

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<v Speaker 1>seventies with core rock disco. Then it blew up so

0:25:03.440 --> 0:25:06.560
<v Speaker 1>and CBS Columbia Records laid awful lot of people. Then

0:25:06.680 --> 0:25:10.000
<v Speaker 1>MTV came along and there was a resurgen. First it

0:25:10.040 --> 0:25:12.320
<v Speaker 1>was the old acts. Then as a result of Culture

0:25:12.400 --> 0:25:15.640
<v Speaker 1>Club and Duran Duran, you had new acts. But as

0:25:15.720 --> 0:25:18.480
<v Speaker 1>you hit the late eighties, it started to become more

0:25:18.520 --> 0:25:21.919
<v Speaker 1>about the video and how people looked as opposed to

0:25:22.000 --> 0:25:25.760
<v Speaker 1>their underlying abilities and the song. But that played out

0:25:25.760 --> 0:25:28.520
<v Speaker 1>through the nineties and then the year two thousand came,

0:25:28.600 --> 0:25:33.400
<v Speaker 1>everything blew apart. But once it was I believe maybe

0:25:33.640 --> 0:25:36.360
<v Speaker 1>when every it was it was so weird experience. Everybody

0:25:36.359 --> 0:25:39.159
<v Speaker 1>got a subscription to a O L and they started

0:25:39.200 --> 0:25:44.240
<v Speaker 1>to play. So for twenty years, Internet drove the culture. Okay,

0:25:44.359 --> 0:25:48.440
<v Speaker 1>From five, you're buying a new gadget, you where everybody's

0:25:48.440 --> 0:25:52.159
<v Speaker 1>talking about a new app that's solidified right now, Politics,

0:25:52.240 --> 0:25:56.000
<v Speaker 1>especially in America, is driving the culture. So just to

0:25:56.160 --> 0:25:58.640
<v Speaker 1>go some of these issues that we have. When I

0:25:58.720 --> 0:26:03.159
<v Speaker 1>grew up wrong, middle class, Okay, there were beautiful people,

0:26:03.800 --> 0:26:06.000
<v Speaker 1>but they might be in the art class. They were not.

0:26:06.119 --> 0:26:08.480
<v Speaker 1>You know, you'd say, oh, they're beautiful whatever, they're living

0:26:08.520 --> 0:26:12.359
<v Speaker 1>in another planet. They became the artists, okay. And then

0:26:12.760 --> 0:26:15.239
<v Speaker 1>you had people like the Jefferson airplane, you know, up

0:26:15.280 --> 0:26:17.800
<v Speaker 1>against the wall. Motherfucker. These are middle class people. They

0:26:17.840 --> 0:26:21.159
<v Speaker 1>can speak their truth when life became so hard. And

0:26:21.200 --> 0:26:24.720
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna piss people off at Reagan legitimized greed. Today,

0:26:24.880 --> 0:26:27.760
<v Speaker 1>today's kids are very sophisticated. It's a very hard life

0:26:27.800 --> 0:26:30.080
<v Speaker 1>out there. You can't make it on minimum wage. And

0:26:30.119 --> 0:26:33.600
<v Speaker 1>I believe the lower classes, as opposed to the middle classes,

0:26:33.800 --> 0:26:36.960
<v Speaker 1>are going into music and they'll do what people tell

0:26:37.000 --> 0:26:39.760
<v Speaker 1>them to do, where the middle class they won't. So

0:26:39.800 --> 0:26:42.800
<v Speaker 1>I think you have to mix that in. In addition,

0:26:42.880 --> 0:26:45.560
<v Speaker 1>you have to go to the point where the business

0:26:45.680 --> 0:26:48.919
<v Speaker 1>is not aligned with reality. If you'll get pull started

0:26:48.960 --> 0:26:52.359
<v Speaker 1>the touring bible and you look what's selling tickets, it's

0:26:52.440 --> 0:26:55.879
<v Speaker 1>far wider than the Spotify Top fifty. So we have

0:26:55.880 --> 0:26:58.480
<v Speaker 1>an industry that still thinks there's a top ten, and

0:26:58.520 --> 0:27:00.440
<v Speaker 1>maybe you can boil it down to a top ten.

0:27:00.680 --> 0:27:04.560
<v Speaker 1>But there's a million other things happening, and these things

0:27:04.760 --> 0:27:07.840
<v Speaker 1>like I want to see the Tansky Trucks band last week.

0:27:08.000 --> 0:27:10.200
<v Speaker 1>I mean I've met you know. People think I found

0:27:10.280 --> 0:27:12.840
<v Speaker 1>him yesterday. I met you know, Derek Trucks when he

0:27:12.840 --> 0:27:15.479
<v Speaker 1>was playing with the Allman Brothers fifteen years ago. Okay,

0:27:15.720 --> 0:27:18.360
<v Speaker 1>they've my frenzy agent. They've been playing for years. If

0:27:18.400 --> 0:27:21.920
<v Speaker 1>you go there, the audience, this is like their favorite band.

0:27:22.160 --> 0:27:24.560
<v Speaker 1>But if you talk to someone under the age, they've

0:27:24.600 --> 0:27:27.560
<v Speaker 1>never even heard of them. So it's a disconnect where

0:27:27.560 --> 0:27:29.280
<v Speaker 1>it used to be. If you could sell that many tickets,

0:27:29.600 --> 0:27:38.320
<v Speaker 1>everybody would know you. I'll stop my real map. No,

0:27:38.640 --> 0:27:42.680
<v Speaker 1>that's amazing. Um, you jumped to so many different places.

0:27:42.680 --> 0:27:44.119
<v Speaker 1>But I just want to go back to the eighties

0:27:44.160 --> 0:27:47.560
<v Speaker 1>for a second. The eighties may have had bad videos

0:27:47.680 --> 0:27:51.000
<v Speaker 1>and some crazy hair due but he takes all those

0:27:51.040 --> 0:27:54.679
<v Speaker 1>productions away. There are really good songs in the eighties.

0:27:55.880 --> 0:27:59.280
<v Speaker 1>Songs were written in there, but the productions and videos

0:27:59.280 --> 0:28:02.960
<v Speaker 1>were for crazy. But eighties is some of my favorite music,

0:28:03.760 --> 0:28:07.960
<v Speaker 1>getting a few tracks, a few tracks any soft sell

0:28:08.359 --> 0:28:13.720
<v Speaker 1>um Banshees M. There was this band called Everything but

0:28:13.760 --> 0:28:18.240
<v Speaker 1>the Girl that I Love Duran Duran, I mean, of course,

0:28:18.640 --> 0:28:22.679
<v Speaker 1>how about Culture Club some I was a huge I

0:28:22.720 --> 0:28:25.639
<v Speaker 1>went to see them, Yeah, like two years ago. I

0:28:25.680 --> 0:28:27.800
<v Speaker 1>was stunned out good it was yeah, you know, my friends.

0:28:28.000 --> 0:28:31.520
<v Speaker 1>For some reason, I dug the first you know, the

0:28:31.840 --> 0:28:33.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, do you really want to hurt me? But

0:28:33.880 --> 0:28:36.399
<v Speaker 1>everything else kind of got a little too much for me.

0:28:36.680 --> 0:28:39.120
<v Speaker 1>I guess I wasn't a huge fan the Church of

0:28:39.160 --> 0:28:42.600
<v Speaker 1>the Poison Mind, which was on the second really using

0:28:42.640 --> 0:28:47.160
<v Speaker 1>the Banshees by far number one now a member. I

0:28:47.160 --> 0:28:50.080
<v Speaker 1>was remember the slits who wrote this book. Wasn't Susie

0:28:50.080 --> 0:28:53.400
<v Speaker 1>and the Banchees. Okay, that's the eighties. Yeah, but I

0:28:53.440 --> 0:28:55.480
<v Speaker 1>got a very quick question. You can ask me a

0:28:55.560 --> 0:28:58.040
<v Speaker 1>question any time. How did you get to go on

0:28:58.040 --> 0:29:02.720
<v Speaker 1>that Neil Young tour? Well? Um, I was in my

0:29:02.760 --> 0:29:06.240
<v Speaker 1>band for an Arbombs and then I left the band,

0:29:06.480 --> 0:29:10.760
<v Speaker 1>was it? Yeah? I left the band and um, so

0:29:10.800 --> 0:29:13.120
<v Speaker 1>we were in the middle of our second record and

0:29:13.160 --> 0:29:15.400
<v Speaker 1>I just couldn't I just couldn't do it. I was like,

0:29:15.560 --> 0:29:21.000
<v Speaker 1>I can't do this. Again, Um it wasn't. Um, the

0:29:21.000 --> 0:29:26.520
<v Speaker 1>band wasn't for me. And wonderful success, thank you you

0:29:26.560 --> 0:29:29.280
<v Speaker 1>know for that. I believe the energy of that was

0:29:29.320 --> 0:29:33.240
<v Speaker 1>amazing and it really did, you know, help, but um,

0:29:33.240 --> 0:29:37.080
<v Speaker 1>it just wasn't fulfilling me soulfully. And so I got

0:29:37.120 --> 0:29:41.120
<v Speaker 1>out of the band, and UM, I think I just

0:29:41.160 --> 0:29:43.280
<v Speaker 1>said I wanted to go out on tour with Neil Young,

0:29:43.400 --> 0:29:46.000
<v Speaker 1>and I did this record, um, and this record is

0:29:46.200 --> 0:29:50.320
<v Speaker 1>in Flight, and I felt that would be perfect for

0:29:50.400 --> 0:29:53.040
<v Speaker 1>Neil Young. And then I just got the tour was

0:29:53.080 --> 0:29:55.240
<v Speaker 1>a little bit slower. You were the opening up. I

0:29:55.320 --> 0:29:59.000
<v Speaker 1>was the opening xt okay, so your agent so my

0:29:59.040 --> 0:30:05.000
<v Speaker 1>agent at the time as Danny um Winery Peninsula and um,

0:30:05.800 --> 0:30:09.040
<v Speaker 1>and so we got that gig. So some shows was

0:30:09.120 --> 0:30:12.840
<v Speaker 1>me opening up and then some shows were the big festivals.

0:30:12.840 --> 0:30:14.920
<v Speaker 1>So would be like there was one show we did

0:30:15.000 --> 0:30:21.840
<v Speaker 1>in uh Glasgow where it was um Me Pearl Jam,

0:30:22.040 --> 0:30:25.560
<v Speaker 1>Neil Young Van Morrison. I mean it was like, you know,

0:30:25.640 --> 0:30:28.480
<v Speaker 1>all of a sudden got into these really really cool

0:30:28.520 --> 0:30:31.040
<v Speaker 1>things that you know for Blonde's couldn't I mean I

0:30:31.040 --> 0:30:33.760
<v Speaker 1>opened up for the who you know, I mean it

0:30:33.840 --> 0:30:37.120
<v Speaker 1>was pretty amazing. So um, but that's how that happened.

0:30:37.120 --> 0:30:38.960
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, and I would. I told him it's like,

0:30:39.080 --> 0:30:41.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, every time you play, I just want to

0:30:41.000 --> 0:30:43.200
<v Speaker 1>go out and pick up a truck and I feel

0:30:43.200 --> 0:30:46.239
<v Speaker 1>like I can throw it, you know. And there was

0:30:46.680 --> 0:30:48.880
<v Speaker 1>I went to see this movie Echo in the Key Union.

0:30:49.040 --> 0:30:52.560
<v Speaker 1>I mean they sent me a screener. Okay, So in

0:30:52.600 --> 0:30:57.600
<v Speaker 1>the movie they're talking about the competition between acts, how

0:30:57.640 --> 0:30:59.680
<v Speaker 1>Brian Wilson is doing something. A lot of this is

0:30:59.720 --> 0:31:02.400
<v Speaker 1>well okay, and then the Bill said, holy funk, it's

0:31:02.400 --> 0:31:05.080
<v Speaker 1>pet sounds. We have to do better. And I know

0:31:05.160 --> 0:31:07.760
<v Speaker 1>exactly what you're talking about. When you when you're kind

0:31:07.760 --> 0:31:10.600
<v Speaker 1>of in the game, Holy fuck, it inspires you. As

0:31:10.600 --> 0:31:12.840
<v Speaker 1>opposed to today, a lot of times we feel like

0:31:12.840 --> 0:31:16.280
<v Speaker 1>we're living in a silo. Yeah, well, you know, again,

0:31:16.840 --> 0:31:19.960
<v Speaker 1>going back to a long time question ago, I feel

0:31:20.040 --> 0:31:22.840
<v Speaker 1>that digression is a spice of you know, what we're

0:31:22.840 --> 0:31:25.760
<v Speaker 1>dealing with is a very you know, I'll just call

0:31:25.840 --> 0:31:30.240
<v Speaker 1>it the me generation where it's just me, me, me um.

0:31:30.280 --> 0:31:33.360
<v Speaker 1>And I don't think music can come from that place

0:31:33.440 --> 0:31:37.920
<v Speaker 1>or or be presented that way because the whole reason,

0:31:38.480 --> 0:31:41.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, yes, we want to do music for ourselves,

0:31:42.400 --> 0:31:46.360
<v Speaker 1>but it's for ourselves to empower others as well, to

0:31:46.440 --> 0:31:50.520
<v Speaker 1>send a message for ourselves having an you know, an

0:31:50.560 --> 0:31:54.200
<v Speaker 1>ego or whatever it is, or a political statement or

0:31:54.800 --> 0:31:57.400
<v Speaker 1>you know, whatever statement that we have. And I think

0:31:57.440 --> 0:31:59.960
<v Speaker 1>that's what the problem is. No one's making a statement

0:32:00.000 --> 0:32:04.280
<v Speaker 1>about anything, and the music is just so I don't

0:32:04.320 --> 0:32:07.120
<v Speaker 1>even know who is who, you know, but right now,

0:32:07.160 --> 0:32:09.760
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I am excited because there's a lot of

0:32:09.760 --> 0:32:13.680
<v Speaker 1>great stuff, you know, I feel. I can't tell you what,

0:32:13.880 --> 0:32:16.400
<v Speaker 1>but I can feel the energy is shifting right now

0:32:16.960 --> 0:32:19.560
<v Speaker 1>and there's a lot of um based on I mean,

0:32:19.600 --> 0:32:21.600
<v Speaker 1>I do a lot of panels like what you saw

0:32:21.680 --> 0:32:23.520
<v Speaker 1>I do that. I've been doing that like for the

0:32:23.520 --> 0:32:27.640
<v Speaker 1>past year and a half straight. And the reason, you know,

0:32:27.880 --> 0:32:31.040
<v Speaker 1>I needed to correct your comment, you know that I was,

0:32:31.200 --> 0:32:33.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, hurting people. I was like, but that to me,

0:32:34.400 --> 0:32:37.040
<v Speaker 1>anytime you tell someone the truth, it's going to hurt

0:32:37.080 --> 0:32:39.640
<v Speaker 1>them in some way. Because the point what I was

0:32:39.680 --> 0:32:43.640
<v Speaker 1>trying to make is if your mom and your sister

0:32:43.760 --> 0:32:47.320
<v Speaker 1>and your family said, oh, Darling, that's so what a

0:32:47.360 --> 0:32:51.960
<v Speaker 1>great you know song there, they don't have the right information.

0:32:52.400 --> 0:32:55.520
<v Speaker 1>They're lying to you basically because of anybody who told

0:32:55.560 --> 0:32:58.000
<v Speaker 1>you that was good is lying to you. And that's

0:32:58.040 --> 0:33:01.120
<v Speaker 1>that actually I know that, you know, I say the

0:33:01.160 --> 0:33:04.479
<v Speaker 1>exact same thing. Put it up on YouTube or sound cloud,

0:33:04.920 --> 0:33:07.440
<v Speaker 1>and forget your friends if they if they are the

0:33:07.480 --> 0:33:11.400
<v Speaker 1>planes going up. I'm trying to get kids to go

0:33:11.480 --> 0:33:15.400
<v Speaker 1>actually perform, you know, and get off of the socials

0:33:15.440 --> 0:33:18.040
<v Speaker 1>because right now, that's to me is what is happening.

0:33:18.040 --> 0:33:21.480
<v Speaker 1>That there's a The art of recording is dying, The

0:33:21.680 --> 0:33:25.520
<v Speaker 1>art of performing live is dying. The art of you know,

0:33:26.000 --> 0:33:31.880
<v Speaker 1>writing a song, it's like that craft, that art of recording, songwriting, performing,

0:33:32.440 --> 0:33:36.600
<v Speaker 1>it's not being um. The kids don't know. They don't

0:33:36.640 --> 0:33:39.560
<v Speaker 1>know what a rehearsal room is. They don't know that

0:33:39.640 --> 0:33:42.920
<v Speaker 1>you can actually get a band together, meet, connect because

0:33:42.960 --> 0:33:46.160
<v Speaker 1>they don't understand that part the reasons the reason the

0:33:46.160 --> 0:33:48.600
<v Speaker 1>Beatles were so great, it's because there was a connection

0:33:48.880 --> 0:33:52.120
<v Speaker 1>with all the members of the band Rolling Stones, just

0:33:52.240 --> 0:33:56.480
<v Speaker 1>an airplane, Fleetwood Mac. These are all great connections. Whether

0:33:56.640 --> 0:33:59.720
<v Speaker 1>they all get along or not doesn't matter. A connection

0:34:00.040 --> 0:34:04.040
<v Speaker 1>is made by all these artists that formed in this band,

0:34:04.160 --> 0:34:09.400
<v Speaker 1>that created this huge persona and this incredible music. And

0:34:09.840 --> 0:34:13.120
<v Speaker 1>when you listen to you know, these kids getting together

0:34:13.520 --> 0:34:15.759
<v Speaker 1>there I don't even know how they're meeting each other.

0:34:15.840 --> 0:34:18.640
<v Speaker 1>But what they're not doing is going in a rehearsal room,

0:34:18.680 --> 0:34:21.680
<v Speaker 1>figuring out who they are and then getting out there

0:34:21.760 --> 0:34:25.839
<v Speaker 1>into the real world. Whether it's your your sister, um

0:34:26.440 --> 0:34:30.400
<v Speaker 1>uh's boyfriend Bobby who's having a party down in the

0:34:30.400 --> 0:34:33.160
<v Speaker 1>basement when their parents are gone and they want your

0:34:33.200 --> 0:34:37.640
<v Speaker 1>band to perform, you get instant reaction right there, like

0:34:37.760 --> 0:34:40.439
<v Speaker 1>you can all of a sudden realize, Okay, that song

0:34:40.520 --> 0:34:43.799
<v Speaker 1>is not working. People really didn't like that we bombed.

0:34:44.040 --> 0:34:47.080
<v Speaker 1>But right now kids are taking I have kids coming

0:34:47.160 --> 0:34:49.239
<v Speaker 1>to me and tell me it. Well, you know, I

0:34:49.320 --> 0:34:52.279
<v Speaker 1>spent you know, fifteen thousand dollars making this demo and

0:34:52.320 --> 0:34:54.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't know how to get it out there, and

0:34:54.880 --> 0:34:56.880
<v Speaker 1>you know, um it just seems like nobody wants to

0:34:56.920 --> 0:34:58.680
<v Speaker 1>hear it. And then I hear it and I'm like,

0:34:58.719 --> 0:35:01.560
<v Speaker 1>did you listen to this? And they're like, yeah, I go,

0:35:02.000 --> 0:35:04.680
<v Speaker 1>you should. Who told you to spend fifteen dollars on this?

0:35:04.920 --> 0:35:07.920
<v Speaker 1>You don't have one song on here? Who the hell

0:35:08.840 --> 0:35:12.040
<v Speaker 1>told you? You know that you that was the best

0:35:12.080 --> 0:35:15.240
<v Speaker 1>thing to do. Well, you know, my friend or my parents,

0:35:15.280 --> 0:35:17.080
<v Speaker 1>they gave me the money go do this. And then

0:35:17.080 --> 0:35:19.719
<v Speaker 1>this guy took the money. Of course, the guy took

0:35:19.760 --> 0:35:23.560
<v Speaker 1>the money. You know, he's in it for money. He's

0:35:23.600 --> 0:35:25.600
<v Speaker 1>got a studio that he's not making any money. Some

0:35:25.880 --> 0:35:28.399
<v Speaker 1>you know, silly kids gonna come in here some five

0:35:28.400 --> 0:35:31.880
<v Speaker 1>bad songs. He's gonna take your money, you know. So anyways,

0:35:31.920 --> 0:35:33.720
<v Speaker 1>that's what I'm trying to get kids to do, to

0:35:33.960 --> 0:35:36.359
<v Speaker 1>kind of get off of the That's why I said

0:35:36.360 --> 0:35:38.320
<v Speaker 1>fuck you to those people who get up on stage

0:35:38.360 --> 0:35:41.080
<v Speaker 1>and teach these kids about how to make their socials

0:35:41.080 --> 0:35:45.719
<v Speaker 1>even bigger, because why what why don't we try to

0:35:45.760 --> 0:35:51.760
<v Speaker 1>make them stronger as individuals, stronger as artist, songwriters, performers. First,

0:35:52.160 --> 0:35:54.759
<v Speaker 1>why don't we use all your know how and knowledge

0:35:55.040 --> 0:35:57.480
<v Speaker 1>to why don't you give them some money and start

0:35:57.560 --> 0:36:00.560
<v Speaker 1>some kind of band camp or some kind of thing

0:36:00.920 --> 0:36:02.680
<v Speaker 1>to get these kids in there, and then you can

0:36:02.760 --> 0:36:05.440
<v Speaker 1>document that and put it on your social media and

0:36:05.880 --> 0:36:09.239
<v Speaker 1>you know, explore the possibilities of teaching kids how to

0:36:09.320 --> 0:36:13.600
<v Speaker 1>actually be. But the question becomes today's generations are they

0:36:13.680 --> 0:36:19.920
<v Speaker 1>more interested in becoming famous or making music? Exactly celebrity.

0:36:20.040 --> 0:36:23.040
<v Speaker 1>That's why I said that we are being driven by celebrities.

0:36:23.120 --> 0:36:26.600
<v Speaker 1>And you know, someone was saying, well, you know, I

0:36:27.200 --> 0:36:29.040
<v Speaker 1>just record the songs and I put them out there.

0:36:29.520 --> 0:36:32.880
<v Speaker 1>And I said, you know, people are more precious to

0:36:32.920 --> 0:36:36.200
<v Speaker 1>put out a photo on Instagram. They sit there and

0:36:36.239 --> 0:36:39.200
<v Speaker 1>they doctor it. They I see kids take pictures like

0:36:39.360 --> 0:36:42.359
<v Speaker 1>over and over until they get the right one. Then

0:36:42.440 --> 0:36:44.520
<v Speaker 1>they go put it through its filters and do all

0:36:44.560 --> 0:36:47.799
<v Speaker 1>this stuff, make sure it looks great, okay great, and

0:36:47.880 --> 0:36:50.560
<v Speaker 1>then they put it out there because they know that

0:36:50.560 --> 0:36:53.320
<v Speaker 1>that once that is out there, they're not getting it back.

0:36:53.960 --> 0:36:57.680
<v Speaker 1>I don't see anybody really doing that with music. I

0:36:57.719 --> 0:37:02.200
<v Speaker 1>see music just coming out. Oh I has wrote this today.

0:37:02.200 --> 0:37:04.839
<v Speaker 1>Oh it's a great song because my my sister said

0:37:04.920 --> 0:37:06.839
<v Speaker 1>it was and my girlfriend loved it. So I'm gonna

0:37:06.880 --> 0:37:09.600
<v Speaker 1>put it on my Instagram now and watch the buzz

0:37:09.640 --> 0:37:11.600
<v Speaker 1>happen on YouTube and I'm gonna be picked up like

0:37:11.640 --> 0:37:15.440
<v Speaker 1>Justin Bieber, you know, and it's like, you know that

0:37:15.440 --> 0:37:18.640
<v Speaker 1>that's gone. Now, that's out there in the world, that

0:37:18.719 --> 0:37:20.400
<v Speaker 1>piece of ship that you just put out there. Not

0:37:20.480 --> 0:37:22.520
<v Speaker 1>only is it bad and it's out in the world,

0:37:22.880 --> 0:37:26.040
<v Speaker 1>but it's it's going to clutter get in the way

0:37:26.080 --> 0:37:28.840
<v Speaker 1>of something good. Well need the barrier to entry is

0:37:28.840 --> 0:37:32.239
<v Speaker 1>non existent. Everybody's got garage being on their computer. They

0:37:32.239 --> 0:37:34.680
<v Speaker 1>can make us long. They can get it on certainly YouTube.

0:37:34.719 --> 0:37:37.640
<v Speaker 1>And my thing is, I know you can, but it

0:37:37.680 --> 0:37:41.520
<v Speaker 1>doesn't mean you should. Okay, But the question question becomes,

0:37:42.080 --> 0:37:45.920
<v Speaker 1>this person who spent fifteen thou dollars. You spoke the

0:37:45.920 --> 0:37:49.000
<v Speaker 1>truth to that person. How did they handle it? Oh?

0:37:49.040 --> 0:37:52.120
<v Speaker 1>They're bummed out, man, bummed out because they're like, well,

0:37:52.160 --> 0:37:55.279
<v Speaker 1>I wish I would have known you, you know, a

0:37:55.360 --> 0:37:58.080
<v Speaker 1>year ago. They's just like, but I said, listen, you

0:37:58.200 --> 0:38:00.680
<v Speaker 1>have to be smart, and that's why. And actually it's

0:38:00.719 --> 0:38:03.160
<v Speaker 1>those kind of conversations what started me to start going

0:38:03.200 --> 0:38:05.600
<v Speaker 1>on these panels. And and I mean I've been all

0:38:05.640 --> 0:38:07.239
<v Speaker 1>over the place trying to talk to kids and I

0:38:07.239 --> 0:38:10.719
<v Speaker 1>don't listen. I don't think I know jack Ship. All

0:38:10.760 --> 0:38:13.439
<v Speaker 1>I know is my truth and what works for me

0:38:13.880 --> 0:38:16.960
<v Speaker 1>and my experience. And I know that I don't operate

0:38:17.000 --> 0:38:21.359
<v Speaker 1>from me. I operate from I'm in this business that

0:38:21.480 --> 0:38:26.240
<v Speaker 1>I love, I respected so much. I love making music.

0:38:26.719 --> 0:38:29.880
<v Speaker 1>It is just it's who I am. I will always

0:38:29.920 --> 0:38:34.600
<v Speaker 1>be this person no matter what. And because this is

0:38:34.880 --> 0:38:39.200
<v Speaker 1>my world, my job, I owe it to myself and

0:38:39.239 --> 0:38:42.360
<v Speaker 1>the people that are in it to invest emotionally in

0:38:42.400 --> 0:38:47.480
<v Speaker 1>it as well. So I'm trying to protect this to

0:38:47.680 --> 0:38:51.759
<v Speaker 1>me very I mean talk about you know, what is

0:38:51.800 --> 0:38:55.200
<v Speaker 1>a crisis going on. There is a crisis, you know,

0:38:55.520 --> 0:38:59.800
<v Speaker 1>when music is being treated like the most. It's the most.

0:39:00.800 --> 0:39:03.239
<v Speaker 1>I mean it's the biggest thing out there, but it's

0:39:03.280 --> 0:39:07.200
<v Speaker 1>treated like ship. You know, from songwriters to performers, to

0:39:07.840 --> 0:39:11.439
<v Speaker 1>credits to all that. It's like it's everywhere, but it's

0:39:11.520 --> 0:39:14.560
<v Speaker 1>like the songwriter or whatever. It's like literally on the

0:39:15.120 --> 0:39:18.400
<v Speaker 1>it's like might as well be a piece of dog poop.

0:39:18.960 --> 0:39:24.400
<v Speaker 1>You know that people are just stepping believe songwriter royalties

0:39:24.400 --> 0:39:27.120
<v Speaker 1>should go up. They got screwed when they went to

0:39:27.160 --> 0:39:31.839
<v Speaker 1>these digital things, specially streaming. But do you feel like

0:39:31.880 --> 0:39:35.040
<v Speaker 1>you're putting your finger in the dyke? I mean, because

0:39:35.680 --> 0:39:38.320
<v Speaker 1>I was doing did you didn't say, am I putting

0:39:38.360 --> 0:39:42.440
<v Speaker 1>my finger in the dyke? I was. I was in

0:39:42.520 --> 0:39:46.759
<v Speaker 1>the Netherlands with a little boy that you're looking at

0:39:46.800 --> 0:39:49.319
<v Speaker 1>it that way? What I mean by do you know

0:39:49.440 --> 0:39:53.040
<v Speaker 1>that calling as dyke is also another word for a lesbian.

0:39:53.160 --> 0:39:55.479
<v Speaker 1>Of course I know that, but it wasn't in my brain.

0:39:55.960 --> 0:39:58.600
<v Speaker 1>I was like to say that, Bob, you said put

0:39:58.640 --> 0:40:01.719
<v Speaker 1>your finger in the dike? Right? Isn't that what they say,

0:40:02.000 --> 0:40:04.320
<v Speaker 1>wasn't there you went to school? Wasn't a little boy?

0:40:04.600 --> 0:40:06.239
<v Speaker 1>And the story we had his finger in the dike

0:40:06.280 --> 0:40:08.440
<v Speaker 1>and he took the finger. And then as I know

0:40:08.480 --> 0:40:16.160
<v Speaker 1>what the story you're saying, it's just funny. I've been

0:40:16.440 --> 0:40:21.200
<v Speaker 1>doing that. I've been doing this a long time. And

0:40:21.239 --> 0:40:25.160
<v Speaker 1>I used to tell people the truth. Okay, I refused

0:40:25.160 --> 0:40:28.239
<v Speaker 1>to blow smoke up their ass. I had a lot

0:40:28.280 --> 0:40:33.399
<v Speaker 1>of bad experiences because these people become vindictive. Okay, let

0:40:33.400 --> 0:40:35.600
<v Speaker 1>me go one step further. Last fall, I went on

0:40:35.680 --> 0:40:39.680
<v Speaker 1>tour with Jason flam Is that a lot of hits

0:40:40.200 --> 0:40:42.880
<v Speaker 1>And we went to USC they have like a recording

0:40:42.880 --> 0:40:45.160
<v Speaker 1>program and he's blowing smoke up the ass. Oh, you

0:40:45.200 --> 0:40:46.719
<v Speaker 1>can make it. You can do that. And I'm like

0:40:46.760 --> 0:40:49.520
<v Speaker 1>the only persdae the You have to need to be

0:40:49.560 --> 0:40:52.480
<v Speaker 1>in this business. You know, staying in is the hardest part.

0:40:52.520 --> 0:40:54.440
<v Speaker 1>This is the business side. But I want to know,

0:40:54.560 --> 0:40:58.040
<v Speaker 1>if I look at some big bands touring today, if

0:40:58.080 --> 0:41:00.160
<v Speaker 1>you look at cold Play, if you look of the

0:41:00.239 --> 0:41:04.440
<v Speaker 1>Dave Matthews band, they broke in the era when there

0:41:04.520 --> 0:41:09.120
<v Speaker 1>was still v H one airplay. Okay, it's very different today.

0:41:09.200 --> 0:41:11.680
<v Speaker 1>So my question to you is, yes, since it's all

0:41:11.760 --> 0:41:15.560
<v Speaker 1>blue blew apart, and certainly within nine years, let's call

0:41:15.560 --> 0:41:18.160
<v Speaker 1>it two thousand and ten. Is anybody out there that

0:41:18.360 --> 0:41:22.879
<v Speaker 1>started at that time that you think is a rock star? Yeah,

0:41:23.080 --> 0:41:28.160
<v Speaker 1>someone who wasn't built on MTV VH one. Brandy Carlyle,

0:41:28.440 --> 0:41:29.880
<v Speaker 1>I agree with you there, But she's been doing it

0:41:29.880 --> 0:41:34.839
<v Speaker 1>a long time. Brandy Carlisle. I think she's amazing to me.

0:41:34.960 --> 0:41:40.520
<v Speaker 1>Like I just recently, you know, UM met her, you know,

0:41:40.600 --> 0:41:43.279
<v Speaker 1>during the whole Grammy time and I was like, oh

0:41:43.280 --> 0:41:45.360
<v Speaker 1>my god, I can't believe I haven't met you before.

0:41:45.880 --> 0:41:48.880
<v Speaker 1>What an incredibly talented person. Well, the other thing she

0:41:49.000 --> 0:41:51.720
<v Speaker 1>emails me and she, you know, it's totally down to earth,

0:41:52.120 --> 0:41:55.920
<v Speaker 1>talks about fishing in this there there isn't that scrim

0:41:56.200 --> 0:41:58.919
<v Speaker 1>between her when you see her and on. I mean,

0:41:59.200 --> 0:42:02.759
<v Speaker 1>that's what I'm talking about. Like, you know, when when

0:42:02.840 --> 0:42:05.000
<v Speaker 1>going back to what a rock star is, rock star

0:42:05.080 --> 0:42:07.879
<v Speaker 1>is just it's just there's a confidence, there's just a thing.

0:42:07.920 --> 0:42:13.480
<v Speaker 1>There's an insecurity, there's a very transparent insecurity. Um and

0:42:13.520 --> 0:42:16.799
<v Speaker 1>then there's just a you know, a person that can

0:42:16.840 --> 0:42:19.799
<v Speaker 1>be in tennis shoes, sitting on a boat fishing like

0:42:19.880 --> 0:42:23.720
<v Speaker 1>Brandy Carlile and be very down to earth and humble.

0:42:24.120 --> 0:42:27.520
<v Speaker 1>But again, you just know there's something different about her.

0:42:28.000 --> 0:42:31.800
<v Speaker 1>There's just something different about Brandy. Jumping off on your point.

0:42:32.239 --> 0:42:33.960
<v Speaker 1>This is one of my theories going back to an

0:42:33.960 --> 0:42:37.080
<v Speaker 1>earlier thing talking about the male musicians of the sixties

0:42:37.080 --> 0:42:40.759
<v Speaker 1>and seventies, a lot of them were very shy. They

0:42:40.840 --> 0:42:45.280
<v Speaker 1>did it to meet girls, and once they became famous,

0:42:45.680 --> 0:42:48.520
<v Speaker 1>met girls and made all this money, and it didn't

0:42:48.520 --> 0:42:51.279
<v Speaker 1>solve their problems. I think that's why they can't write

0:42:51.320 --> 0:42:53.200
<v Speaker 1>the hit it anymore, because it was like that curate

0:42:53.239 --> 0:42:55.799
<v Speaker 1>in front will get there and I'll be happy. Well,

0:42:55.800 --> 0:42:58.280
<v Speaker 1>I think too. A lot of people ask me about,

0:42:58.520 --> 0:43:01.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, do you do a song when you get

0:43:01.640 --> 0:43:04.080
<v Speaker 1>writer's blocked? And I said, I don't get writer's blocked,

0:43:04.080 --> 0:43:06.439
<v Speaker 1>And they're like, why I go Because writer block comes

0:43:06.480 --> 0:43:10.960
<v Speaker 1>from someone who's thinking. I'm not I'm never thinking when

0:43:10.960 --> 0:43:15.720
<v Speaker 1>I'm writing. I mean, I just I'm right now, Thank

0:43:15.760 --> 0:43:18.440
<v Speaker 1>you the universe. Something's going on in my life right

0:43:18.480 --> 0:43:21.799
<v Speaker 1>now where everybody you know, I I said about you know,

0:43:21.840 --> 0:43:25.359
<v Speaker 1>there's been like a seven year span or maybe five

0:43:25.480 --> 0:43:30.200
<v Speaker 1>or something like that, but um, everybody wanted really cut

0:43:30.200 --> 0:43:33.880
<v Speaker 1>and paste top winy kind of music and it's just

0:43:33.920 --> 0:43:36.120
<v Speaker 1>not my thing, Bob. I don't do that, you know.

0:43:36.360 --> 0:43:39.440
<v Speaker 1>And so my wife was like, well, and I was

0:43:39.520 --> 0:43:41.799
<v Speaker 1>kind of showing telling her my frustration, and she's like, well,

0:43:41.840 --> 0:43:44.440
<v Speaker 1>what are you gonna do. I'm like, well, I'm a songwriter.

0:43:45.440 --> 0:43:47.799
<v Speaker 1>People are gonna want songs again, and when they do,

0:43:48.400 --> 0:43:51.279
<v Speaker 1>I'll be here and my phone will start ringing. And

0:43:51.400 --> 0:43:54.920
<v Speaker 1>lately my phone has been ringing. You know, that's a

0:43:54.960 --> 0:43:58.120
<v Speaker 1>great sign for me, because I don't ever follow the trend.

0:43:58.120 --> 0:43:59.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't even know what a fucking trend is. I

0:44:00.000 --> 0:44:02.440
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't know how to be hit if you showed it

0:44:02.480 --> 0:44:05.240
<v Speaker 1>to me and taught me and spent millions of dollars

0:44:05.239 --> 0:44:07.279
<v Speaker 1>helping me get there. I don't know what that is.

0:44:07.840 --> 0:44:10.359
<v Speaker 1>But I do know how to write a song, and

0:44:10.400 --> 0:44:15.880
<v Speaker 1>I know how to connect to people, and um, you know,

0:44:16.120 --> 0:44:19.279
<v Speaker 1>so to me, you can tell them I can go,

0:44:19.440 --> 0:44:22.080
<v Speaker 1>I can leave you, go into that room, go into

0:44:22.120 --> 0:44:23.759
<v Speaker 1>that room, and go into that room, and go into

0:44:23.800 --> 0:44:27.200
<v Speaker 1>that room with seven different people, and I can walk

0:44:27.239 --> 0:44:29.400
<v Speaker 1>out of every room and I can walk out with

0:44:29.440 --> 0:44:33.560
<v Speaker 1>a song. How do you feel about collaboration. I love collaborations.

0:44:33.600 --> 0:44:37.080
<v Speaker 1>I I think that you know, for me, um. The

0:44:37.160 --> 0:44:40.920
<v Speaker 1>collaboration is a very interesting one because there's different different

0:44:41.000 --> 0:44:46.279
<v Speaker 1>levels of what collaboration is. So one would be the

0:44:46.840 --> 0:44:50.600
<v Speaker 1>more you know, normal one where you and I get together,

0:44:51.120 --> 0:44:53.319
<v Speaker 1>we want to write a song, and we sit here,

0:44:53.600 --> 0:44:55.720
<v Speaker 1>you have your guitar, got mine, and we just bounce

0:44:55.800 --> 0:44:59.480
<v Speaker 1>ideas off of we write a song. Great. The other

0:44:59.520 --> 0:45:04.400
<v Speaker 1>collaborate ration is you're over there on your computer typing

0:45:04.440 --> 0:45:09.080
<v Speaker 1>away on doing I don't know what, you know, or instagramming, twittering,

0:45:09.440 --> 0:45:13.600
<v Speaker 1>and I'm out there coming up with the song, and

0:45:14.000 --> 0:45:16.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, I come in and like, okay, here what

0:45:16.239 --> 0:45:18.719
<v Speaker 1>you got, you know, and we talk. But to me,

0:45:19.440 --> 0:45:22.480
<v Speaker 1>I still feel like that's a collaboration because no matter

0:45:22.520 --> 0:45:25.000
<v Speaker 1>what whatever I did out there, I never would have

0:45:25.080 --> 0:45:27.759
<v Speaker 1>done if it wasn't for the energy, you know, of

0:45:27.800 --> 0:45:31.200
<v Speaker 1>the person sitting there. You know, like I really feed

0:45:31.200 --> 0:45:35.279
<v Speaker 1>off the energy of somebody. And then there's the collaborations

0:45:35.320 --> 0:45:37.799
<v Speaker 1>which I don't get involved in, and that's the one

0:45:38.040 --> 0:45:41.280
<v Speaker 1>where everybody and your mother is inside a room trying

0:45:41.280 --> 0:45:44.719
<v Speaker 1>to write a song that really, you know, didn't really

0:45:44.719 --> 0:45:48.920
<v Speaker 1>take seven people to write. Those those collaborations confuse me.

0:45:49.000 --> 0:45:51.680
<v Speaker 1>I don't understand how bad song it takes seven people

0:45:51.719 --> 0:45:56.200
<v Speaker 1>to write a bad song. How about writing yourself? I

0:45:56.280 --> 0:45:59.440
<v Speaker 1>love writing by myself. It's my best work. And I

0:45:59.480 --> 0:46:02.160
<v Speaker 1>think what happen for me is like I went off

0:46:02.200 --> 0:46:04.040
<v Speaker 1>on a tangent of wanting to write with a bunch

0:46:04.080 --> 0:46:06.719
<v Speaker 1>of people, and although I love the songs, that's not

0:46:06.800 --> 0:46:11.440
<v Speaker 1>the point. The thing is, there's something different about when

0:46:11.640 --> 0:46:15.000
<v Speaker 1>you're just by yourself and having your own thought because

0:46:15.360 --> 0:46:20.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm very different in my my My perspective is completely

0:46:20.320 --> 0:46:24.520
<v Speaker 1>different than any of these kids, you know, And I

0:46:24.560 --> 0:46:28.360
<v Speaker 1>don't chase anything. So what happens in some collaborations, I

0:46:28.400 --> 0:46:33.839
<v Speaker 1>find myself having to help someone with a vision that

0:46:33.920 --> 0:46:38.160
<v Speaker 1>may not be that original, and they want to chase

0:46:38.400 --> 0:46:41.360
<v Speaker 1>something that might be already out there in the world,

0:46:41.520 --> 0:46:45.359
<v Speaker 1>and my job is to help take them, you know,

0:46:45.480 --> 0:46:48.200
<v Speaker 1>away from that and distract them and bring them back

0:46:48.239 --> 0:46:51.279
<v Speaker 1>into why don't we just be you? You know? And

0:46:51.400 --> 0:46:55.799
<v Speaker 1>sometimes what happens with that there's a friction because I

0:46:55.960 --> 0:46:58.800
<v Speaker 1>just want to do something original and cool and left

0:46:58.840 --> 0:47:03.880
<v Speaker 1>field and are very fix fixated on tempo subject matter

0:47:04.440 --> 0:47:08.440
<v Speaker 1>and you know, a melodic structure that doesn't make any sense.

0:47:08.760 --> 0:47:13.279
<v Speaker 1>But we talk about earlier inspiration and being driven to

0:47:13.360 --> 0:47:15.920
<v Speaker 1>top something can you do that because I have a

0:47:15.920 --> 0:47:18.760
<v Speaker 1>friend who's a publisher, big guy in Kenna and Michael McCarty,

0:47:18.800 --> 0:47:20.640
<v Speaker 1>and I argue with them all the time. He thinks

0:47:20.680 --> 0:47:24.000
<v Speaker 1>the best songs are done in collaboration, and I don't

0:47:24.040 --> 0:47:27.279
<v Speaker 1>like to collaborate at all. I don't think that that

0:47:27.440 --> 0:47:30.319
<v Speaker 1>is true. I do believe that when you have the

0:47:30.600 --> 0:47:36.799
<v Speaker 1>energy with somebody like um, Alicia more Pink, I collaborated

0:47:36.880 --> 0:47:40.040
<v Speaker 1>really well with her, like we got along great and

0:47:40.080 --> 0:47:44.160
<v Speaker 1>we just instantly did. Alicia Keys and I are great together,

0:47:44.719 --> 0:47:48.160
<v Speaker 1>you know. But my best songs and my biggest songs

0:47:48.160 --> 0:47:49.839
<v Speaker 1>were the ones I wrote by myself. Okay, the next

0:47:49.920 --> 0:47:53.319
<v Speaker 1>question is, obviously you're very experienced. You're never gonna write

0:47:53.320 --> 0:47:57.080
<v Speaker 1>something terrible, But do you know when you're writing something exceptional?

0:47:57.800 --> 0:48:00.279
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I just wrote an exceptional song the

0:48:00.280 --> 0:48:08.920
<v Speaker 1>other day, and um, I and then what happens with

0:48:09.000 --> 0:48:14.799
<v Speaker 1>that is like I cannot be distracted with disappointment if

0:48:14.800 --> 0:48:18.880
<v Speaker 1>somebody doesn't feel that way, because I could say I

0:48:19.000 --> 0:48:23.120
<v Speaker 1>have like probably three albums of songs that didn't make

0:48:23.160 --> 0:48:26.359
<v Speaker 1>it on someone's album, and I'm like, going, are you

0:48:26.600 --> 0:48:29.120
<v Speaker 1>fucking high? You didn't put this? You put that piece

0:48:29.120 --> 0:48:30.839
<v Speaker 1>of sh it on your fucking record and you didn't

0:48:30.840 --> 0:48:32.920
<v Speaker 1>put this. You know. I can go that way, but

0:48:32.960 --> 0:48:36.879
<v Speaker 1>I don't. But it's more like, okay, you know, Um,

0:48:36.920 --> 0:48:40.840
<v Speaker 1>I have like songs that one day I may release

0:48:40.920 --> 0:48:43.319
<v Speaker 1>and go the songs that never made it, you know,

0:48:43.920 --> 0:48:47.319
<v Speaker 1>and do that kind of album and because they're so good.

0:48:47.360 --> 0:48:50.439
<v Speaker 1>But I think they're so good, I just know. I mean,

0:48:50.600 --> 0:48:53.360
<v Speaker 1>I'm writing every day. I'm not going to write a five,

0:48:53.960 --> 0:48:56.160
<v Speaker 1>but I know when I'm writing an eleven, and you

0:48:56.239 --> 0:48:58.440
<v Speaker 1>can't do it every day. And the funny thing is,

0:48:58.600 --> 0:49:00.959
<v Speaker 1>if all of a sudden you really actually doing something great,

0:49:01.080 --> 0:49:03.640
<v Speaker 1>usually you lose it. Yeah, it's like something that comes

0:49:03.640 --> 0:49:07.520
<v Speaker 1>out of the sky. And the greatness, too, comes from

0:49:07.680 --> 0:49:11.279
<v Speaker 1>when you're not chasing. Lately, I've been really in this

0:49:11.400 --> 0:49:15.600
<v Speaker 1>mode of like, I'm I'm tired. I'm super tired. I

0:49:15.920 --> 0:49:18.600
<v Speaker 1>run a business. I have, I'm my mom. You know,

0:49:19.280 --> 0:49:22.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm writing, I have my studio, I have, I manage

0:49:22.520 --> 0:49:25.920
<v Speaker 1>artists and me and my partner Carrie Brown, Um, you

0:49:25.960 --> 0:49:29.160
<v Speaker 1>know we want run this company. We are here and um,

0:49:29.200 --> 0:49:31.440
<v Speaker 1>we're tired. We haven't slept in two and a half years,

0:49:31.480 --> 0:49:33.680
<v Speaker 1>and I feel like I haven't slept in fifteen. But

0:49:34.200 --> 0:49:38.160
<v Speaker 1>the thing is, when I get tired, I don't know

0:49:38.239 --> 0:49:43.880
<v Speaker 1>what happens, but I'm like, you know, magic, like you know,

0:49:44.000 --> 0:49:46.560
<v Speaker 1>in the middle of the night to three in the morning,

0:49:46.600 --> 0:49:50.520
<v Speaker 1>I'll just pop up. And last night, um, I was

0:49:50.560 --> 0:49:53.560
<v Speaker 1>asked to write a song for Bocelli, and I was like, well,

0:49:54.000 --> 0:49:58.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to write a normal song him, you

0:49:59.000 --> 0:50:02.120
<v Speaker 1>know whatever. So I just popped out a bed, you know,

0:50:02.280 --> 0:50:05.480
<v Speaker 1>and I just got something, a sensation, and you know,

0:50:05.560 --> 0:50:06.880
<v Speaker 1>and mind you, I wasn't in bed, I was just

0:50:06.920 --> 0:50:08.960
<v Speaker 1>sitting there and I just it's like two o'clock in

0:50:08.960 --> 0:50:11.560
<v Speaker 1>the morning. I grabbed a guitar, went in the art

0:50:11.640 --> 0:50:13.239
<v Speaker 1>room and sat there and I came up with this

0:50:13.320 --> 0:50:16.160
<v Speaker 1>song that kind of sounded like maybe Roy Orbison would

0:50:16.200 --> 0:50:19.840
<v Speaker 1>sing it. And I was like, awesome, that is great.

0:50:19.920 --> 0:50:22.120
<v Speaker 1>That would have never came to me with the same mind.

0:50:22.280 --> 0:50:24.120
<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean, I totally agree. It's like

0:50:24.160 --> 0:50:26.600
<v Speaker 1>in the shower you get good inspiration. It's like when

0:50:26.640 --> 0:50:28.600
<v Speaker 1>you really have to do something, then you go to

0:50:28.680 --> 0:50:30.759
<v Speaker 1>lunch whatever, all of a sudden, at one point, all

0:50:30.760 --> 0:50:33.160
<v Speaker 1>of a sudden inspired you. So you when you when

0:50:33.200 --> 0:50:35.879
<v Speaker 1>you are inspired, the song is written pretty quickly. Oh yeah,

0:50:35.920 --> 0:50:39.399
<v Speaker 1>super super quick. And I've been really um in this

0:50:39.440 --> 0:50:42.040
<v Speaker 1>computer right behind me. I have like close to a

0:50:42.080 --> 0:50:45.360
<v Speaker 1>thousand songs that are not finished that I because the

0:50:45.400 --> 0:50:49.160
<v Speaker 1>way I write, I just sit at the piano or

0:50:49.239 --> 0:50:51.200
<v Speaker 1>guitar and I'll just I could do it now, if

0:50:51.200 --> 0:50:52.799
<v Speaker 1>I had a guitar, I could just start writing a

0:50:52.840 --> 0:50:56.040
<v Speaker 1>song and it'll just you'll you'll think I've written this. Alright,

0:50:56.040 --> 0:50:58.360
<v Speaker 1>I'm playing you a song that I wrote, and really

0:50:58.440 --> 0:51:01.640
<v Speaker 1>it's just something that I'm just making up right now

0:51:01.680 --> 0:51:05.520
<v Speaker 1>on the spot. And then I'll get like distracted and

0:51:05.560 --> 0:51:07.640
<v Speaker 1>then like okay, um, let's make a mix of that

0:51:07.680 --> 0:51:09.920
<v Speaker 1>and put it in there. And so a lot of

0:51:09.960 --> 0:51:13.080
<v Speaker 1>them their full formed songs, but I have to go

0:51:13.120 --> 0:51:17.920
<v Speaker 1>back and fix lyrics, you know. So I'm just constantly, constantly,

0:51:17.920 --> 0:51:21.399
<v Speaker 1>They're just constantly coming I I don't I It's like

0:51:21.920 --> 0:51:26.200
<v Speaker 1>it flows, you know, It's always coming out, and it

0:51:26.280 --> 0:51:29.640
<v Speaker 1>gets overwhelming because I get so far behind. So I

0:51:29.719 --> 0:51:31.759
<v Speaker 1>have to tell myself, you gotta write it right now,

0:51:31.880 --> 0:51:34.480
<v Speaker 1>just write it right now. And so now I'm on

0:51:34.560 --> 0:51:37.080
<v Speaker 1>that mode right now where if it comes, I'm just

0:51:37.120 --> 0:51:39.360
<v Speaker 1>writing it right now because I I don't want to.

0:51:39.840 --> 0:51:42.359
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I've been going through those songs. I'm just going, Oh,

0:51:42.560 --> 0:51:44.120
<v Speaker 1>how am I going to get back to that emotion?

0:51:44.640 --> 0:51:47.440
<v Speaker 1>You know, because you know, you know, it's like I

0:51:47.480 --> 0:51:50.680
<v Speaker 1>have a I have great starting point, but it's like

0:51:50.800 --> 0:51:55.320
<v Speaker 1>where was I at emotionally? Read re read everything twice

0:51:55.400 --> 0:51:57.400
<v Speaker 1>before I send it, and I used to wait a

0:51:57.520 --> 0:52:00.160
<v Speaker 1>day or day or two to reread it, and I

0:52:00.160 --> 0:52:02.440
<v Speaker 1>always funked it up because my head wasn't in the

0:52:02.480 --> 0:52:10.440
<v Speaker 1>same place when I wrote it. Let's go back to

0:52:10.480 --> 0:52:16.360
<v Speaker 1>the beginning. You're originally from Massachusetts. I was born in Springfield, Massages.

0:52:16.600 --> 0:52:19.799
<v Speaker 1>Certainly in Springfield, the home of Friendly ice Cream. Yeah,

0:52:19.840 --> 0:52:22.120
<v Speaker 1>I was there one day one year. I was one

0:52:22.239 --> 0:52:24.440
<v Speaker 1>years old, and we moved to San Diego. And so

0:52:24.520 --> 0:52:27.440
<v Speaker 1>how many kids in your family? There's five. I have

0:52:27.520 --> 0:52:30.399
<v Speaker 1>five brothers and one sister. But to my brother's I

0:52:30.440 --> 0:52:35.520
<v Speaker 1>wasn't really raised with okay, because different parents or because

0:52:36.480 --> 0:52:38.880
<v Speaker 1>a lot of different things. And my mother's from Brazil

0:52:38.960 --> 0:52:42.080
<v Speaker 1>and my father's from Portugal, and my mother and father

0:52:42.320 --> 0:52:46.920
<v Speaker 1>met in Brazil. My mom left, she had like probably

0:52:46.920 --> 0:52:51.520
<v Speaker 1>a four different you know, situations happened. Um, there's four

0:52:51.560 --> 0:52:55.399
<v Speaker 1>different fathers, I think with all all seven kids, Um,

0:52:55.400 --> 0:52:59.880
<v Speaker 1>it's very mysterious. You know, the kids were the different fathers.

0:53:00.200 --> 0:53:02.480
<v Speaker 1>Are they in Brazil? No? No, no, so they So

0:53:02.719 --> 0:53:07.000
<v Speaker 1>two of them were left in Brazil and the rest

0:53:07.040 --> 0:53:10.759
<v Speaker 1>of us came. Well, my sister, my brother, and two

0:53:11.080 --> 0:53:15.359
<v Speaker 1>My sister and two brothers came to America. Two were

0:53:15.440 --> 0:53:18.239
<v Speaker 1>left out there, and then me and my brother Jay

0:53:18.600 --> 0:53:23.080
<v Speaker 1>were born in America. So I'm the I am the youngest.

0:53:23.880 --> 0:53:27.359
<v Speaker 1>I'm the baby of seven. Okay, So how did your

0:53:27.400 --> 0:53:31.120
<v Speaker 1>mother meet your father? Um? Well, Bob, that's a very

0:53:31.200 --> 0:53:34.200
<v Speaker 1>questionable um thing that we're trying to figure out. But

0:53:34.280 --> 0:53:37.560
<v Speaker 1>are you My father is not. He passed away about

0:53:37.600 --> 0:53:41.520
<v Speaker 1>ten years ago. My mother has a very questionable um

0:53:41.800 --> 0:53:44.759
<v Speaker 1>past that we can't like. It's I'm telling you, it's

0:53:44.840 --> 0:53:47.440
<v Speaker 1>skeletons in the closet left and right. I I. We

0:53:47.560 --> 0:53:50.319
<v Speaker 1>can't really get a straight answer from that. She's an

0:53:50.360 --> 0:53:57.080
<v Speaker 1>unreliable nere. She's a very unreliable So okay, But they

0:53:57.239 --> 0:54:00.880
<v Speaker 1>then they met in Brazil. My father was in the army,

0:54:00.960 --> 0:54:05.600
<v Speaker 1>and my father designed missiles and radios and computer chips

0:54:05.640 --> 0:54:08.839
<v Speaker 1>and did all that kind of stuff. Um, my father

0:54:08.960 --> 0:54:12.080
<v Speaker 1>was the guy that manned the radios or whatever in

0:54:12.080 --> 0:54:15.759
<v Speaker 1>the submarine and UM. Then he went on to be

0:54:16.400 --> 0:54:20.560
<v Speaker 1>UM does a start designing you know, uh, computers and

0:54:20.640 --> 0:54:24.080
<v Speaker 1>chips and missiles. And so they met there. My mom

0:54:24.239 --> 0:54:28.919
<v Speaker 1>was a model or something to that effect, and they

0:54:28.960 --> 0:54:33.240
<v Speaker 1>met in a very suspicious kind of situation. And UM,

0:54:33.280 --> 0:54:40.000
<v Speaker 1>but my sister and Solomon, Mark and Marcel were already

0:54:40.040 --> 0:54:43.319
<v Speaker 1>with you know, from different fathers, but they were with her,

0:54:43.760 --> 0:54:47.000
<v Speaker 1>with her with her, and then my father met my mom.

0:54:47.200 --> 0:54:49.680
<v Speaker 1>They got pregnant. My mom got pregnant and had my

0:54:49.719 --> 0:54:52.279
<v Speaker 1>brother John. So there are three of us are from

0:54:52.280 --> 0:54:55.040
<v Speaker 1>my dad, so me, my brother John that he manages

0:54:55.080 --> 0:54:56.719
<v Speaker 1>the studio and works with me all the time, and

0:54:56.760 --> 0:55:01.439
<v Speaker 1>my brother Jane myself. So he moved to So yeah, okay,

0:55:01.520 --> 0:55:04.720
<v Speaker 1>just to be clear. So they left two behind in Brazil,

0:55:04.960 --> 0:55:08.759
<v Speaker 1>two behind that were raised to believe that my mom

0:55:09.200 --> 0:55:14.359
<v Speaker 1>was there. Aunt, I understand, do you have have you

0:55:14.400 --> 0:55:17.279
<v Speaker 1>met them? You have any contests? Yes? Then they showed up.

0:55:18.680 --> 0:55:22.520
<v Speaker 1>One showed up when I was five. He was sixteen,

0:55:23.800 --> 0:55:27.759
<v Speaker 1>and my father got him as a president president for

0:55:27.880 --> 0:55:32.239
<v Speaker 1>my mom and surprised her with him and UM, and

0:55:32.280 --> 0:55:38.080
<v Speaker 1>then one was left in Brazil until I was I

0:55:38.200 --> 0:55:41.360
<v Speaker 1>got my first money from foreign on bonds. I paid

0:55:41.400 --> 0:55:44.560
<v Speaker 1>for him to come out here, and then I met

0:55:44.640 --> 0:55:49.440
<v Speaker 1>him when I was like, are they now living in America? Yes,

0:55:49.440 --> 0:55:52.359
<v Speaker 1>now they're Ina. So everybody's in America now, Okay, so

0:55:52.480 --> 0:55:55.640
<v Speaker 1>you're you moved to San Diego. How many brothers and

0:55:55.719 --> 0:55:59.920
<v Speaker 1>sisters are living under the same roof? Um, my immediate fan,

0:56:00.000 --> 0:56:02.879
<v Speaker 1>Emily is my three brothers and my sister, so five

0:56:02.960 --> 0:56:06.120
<v Speaker 1>of us and I'm the youngest. And then my brother

0:56:06.239 --> 0:56:08.239
<v Speaker 1>Mark showed up, and then he was there for a

0:56:08.239 --> 0:56:13.200
<v Speaker 1>little bit, but then left early because he was sixteen already. Okay,

0:56:13.360 --> 0:56:16.440
<v Speaker 1>your father worked for the army, but he's very sophisticated work.

0:56:17.000 --> 0:56:19.520
<v Speaker 1>I assume he left the army. What did he do

0:56:19.560 --> 0:56:22.719
<v Speaker 1>for a little He started working for General Dynamics, and

0:56:22.760 --> 0:56:26.279
<v Speaker 1>then he worked for the government, and like we we

0:56:27.160 --> 0:56:29.960
<v Speaker 1>had to live in China Lake for a while and

0:56:30.120 --> 0:56:33.240
<v Speaker 1>San Diego, as you know, is a very big military town,

0:56:33.440 --> 0:56:37.320
<v Speaker 1>and so it was General Dynamics. And um, my father

0:56:37.760 --> 0:56:41.400
<v Speaker 1>was interesting about him is he didn't teach us anything

0:56:41.400 --> 0:56:45.279
<v Speaker 1>about music, but he was very musically. Um, he was

0:56:45.440 --> 0:56:50.280
<v Speaker 1>very musical man. He loved jazz and he loved um

0:56:51.040 --> 0:56:55.360
<v Speaker 1>Frank Sinatra and just really fancy. He's playing music in

0:56:55.400 --> 0:56:59.560
<v Speaker 1>the house kind of. But he I never really knew

0:56:59.560 --> 0:57:02.640
<v Speaker 1>he played piano unless we went out somewhere he'd see

0:57:02.640 --> 0:57:06.560
<v Speaker 1>a piano and then he'd start playing jazz. And we

0:57:06.800 --> 0:57:09.600
<v Speaker 1>know he never taught us anything. My father he wanted

0:57:09.640 --> 0:57:13.080
<v Speaker 1>to be. He wanted to be where I am probably now,

0:57:13.680 --> 0:57:17.680
<v Speaker 1>and he didn't have the He didn't feel was worth it.

0:57:17.680 --> 0:57:22.440
<v Speaker 1>It was too unreliable, this business, and so he started

0:57:22.480 --> 0:57:25.760
<v Speaker 1>doing all this stuff with the government. And here's the

0:57:25.760 --> 0:57:28.240
<v Speaker 1>funny thing. My life could have been so much different.

0:57:28.240 --> 0:57:31.200
<v Speaker 1>In are all of our lives. But my father he

0:57:31.360 --> 0:57:36.600
<v Speaker 1>was very hip on everything about computers going on, Microsoft,

0:57:37.560 --> 0:57:41.600
<v Speaker 1>mac all of it. He knew um uh mac and

0:57:41.840 --> 0:57:45.680
<v Speaker 1>sorry Macintosh. He knew everything about what was happening they

0:57:45.680 --> 0:57:48.640
<v Speaker 1>were building. He was part of a team that we're

0:57:48.720 --> 0:57:52.600
<v Speaker 1>building computers in the seventies. I mean, he would show

0:57:52.680 --> 0:57:55.520
<v Speaker 1>us these prototypes of the phone where you pick up

0:57:55.560 --> 0:57:57.800
<v Speaker 1>the phone and you could see someone inside the TV

0:57:58.280 --> 0:58:00.480
<v Speaker 1>and then the other person would be like know down

0:58:00.560 --> 0:58:04.600
<v Speaker 1>the street, like that was made. And so my father

0:58:04.680 --> 0:58:10.920
<v Speaker 1>had an opportunity to invest in all that and he

0:58:10.960 --> 0:58:15.080
<v Speaker 1>did not. And it's like one of those things like

0:58:15.360 --> 0:58:17.720
<v Speaker 1>you know, and I love my life, I wouldn't change

0:58:17.720 --> 0:58:20.480
<v Speaker 1>it for anything, But I feel bad for him. Like,

0:58:20.560 --> 0:58:23.880
<v Speaker 1>my dad could invested five dollars and he would probably

0:58:23.920 --> 0:58:27.600
<v Speaker 1>be a billionaire right now. He knew everything. He was

0:58:27.720 --> 0:58:32.160
<v Speaker 1>in the company that was turning into you know what

0:58:32.320 --> 0:58:35.680
<v Speaker 1>is one of the biggest companies. You know, so, uh,

0:58:35.920 --> 0:58:39.120
<v Speaker 1>you're growing up in the house, it sounds like money

0:58:39.200 --> 0:58:41.440
<v Speaker 1>was not the number one issue or no, we didn't

0:58:41.440 --> 0:58:43.280
<v Speaker 1>have any money. That's the bummer part. Like, you know,

0:58:43.400 --> 0:58:46.320
<v Speaker 1>we were on welfare. You know, my father bragged about

0:58:46.360 --> 0:58:48.320
<v Speaker 1>money all the time, but he was spending it at

0:58:48.320 --> 0:58:51.120
<v Speaker 1>the bar with his buddies. And you know, because he

0:58:51.360 --> 0:58:53.479
<v Speaker 1>my dad wanted to be in a brat brat pack,

0:58:53.680 --> 0:58:56.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, like this fantasy was he was. He had

0:58:56.040 --> 0:58:58.680
<v Speaker 1>a very mafia thing. I think he actually had something

0:58:58.680 --> 0:59:02.160
<v Speaker 1>going on, you know, where he was kind of like

0:59:02.560 --> 0:59:08.520
<v Speaker 1>one of those guys. And and so when he was

0:59:08.560 --> 0:59:12.440
<v Speaker 1>at the bar, like everybody knew my dad, he was

0:59:12.560 --> 0:59:17.600
<v Speaker 1>very flamboyant. But we would be home with powdered milk

0:59:17.760 --> 0:59:21.400
<v Speaker 1>and eating tuna, you know, a bazillion different ways, and

0:59:21.440 --> 0:59:25.240
<v Speaker 1>spam and all this stuff, and it was very very

0:59:25.680 --> 0:59:28.160
<v Speaker 1>my mother was very upset all the time, you know,

0:59:28.280 --> 0:59:30.680
<v Speaker 1>because it's like what are you doing your kids don't

0:59:31.120 --> 0:59:34.480
<v Speaker 1>have clothes? I mean we learned how to steal, you know.

0:59:34.760 --> 0:59:37.080
<v Speaker 1>I mean it was like very you know my upbringing

0:59:37.200 --> 0:59:41.360
<v Speaker 1>is it's funny now, um, but it was funny then too,

0:59:41.480 --> 0:59:44.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, being woken up and to go steal plants,

0:59:44.280 --> 0:59:47.200
<v Speaker 1>you know, from the nursery, so we could resell them

0:59:47.240 --> 0:59:50.000
<v Speaker 1>to make money, you know, to eat or get clothes.

0:59:50.160 --> 0:59:54.600
<v Speaker 1>Like we are very very crafty. Um. So my father

0:59:54.920 --> 0:59:58.400
<v Speaker 1>he you know, I got it. I understood what he

0:59:58.480 --> 1:00:00.560
<v Speaker 1>was trying to do. He was not a happy man

1:00:00.720 --> 1:00:03.520
<v Speaker 1>and the only thing that made him happy was being

1:00:03.560 --> 1:00:07.400
<v Speaker 1>able to act like he was a hot shot. So okay,

1:00:07.400 --> 1:00:10.840
<v Speaker 1>did your parents remain married? No, they got divorced when

1:00:10.880 --> 1:00:13.000
<v Speaker 1>I was ten, and I was so excited about it

1:00:13.040 --> 1:00:16.920
<v Speaker 1>because all they did was fight, and so they got divorced.

1:00:16.920 --> 1:00:19.720
<v Speaker 1>But they always remained like literally a mile away from

1:00:19.720 --> 1:00:22.760
<v Speaker 1>each other, very codependent, until the day my father passed away.

1:00:22.800 --> 1:00:25.600
<v Speaker 1>Did they ever get remarried or another have a boyfriend

1:00:25.640 --> 1:00:28.520
<v Speaker 1>or girlfriend? My mom did not my father. Okay, once

1:00:28.560 --> 1:00:34.720
<v Speaker 1>you separated, refinances better or worse? Um, well worse because

1:00:34.840 --> 1:00:38.560
<v Speaker 1>then we had nothing. Um, and my mom almost got

1:00:38.600 --> 1:00:42.640
<v Speaker 1>taken away by the you know, government or because she

1:00:42.800 --> 1:00:46.560
<v Speaker 1>was being you know, she had to use a different

1:00:46.640 --> 1:00:50.520
<v Speaker 1>name to collect more welfare. So she was getting welfare

1:00:50.600 --> 1:00:53.400
<v Speaker 1>from two different names, and they got on to her

1:00:53.440 --> 1:00:56.280
<v Speaker 1>and I remember these you know men coming to our

1:00:56.320 --> 1:00:59.840
<v Speaker 1>house and basically wanting to rest my mom right there

1:01:00.080 --> 1:01:04.280
<v Speaker 1>and um for fraud in So she got out of it,

1:01:04.480 --> 1:01:07.439
<v Speaker 1>and UM figured I don't know, actually I still don't

1:01:07.480 --> 1:01:10.760
<v Speaker 1>know what happened, to be honest, um, but I remember

1:01:10.760 --> 1:01:12.680
<v Speaker 1>her returning and she never had to go to jail,

1:01:12.840 --> 1:01:17.640
<v Speaker 1>So um there was. My mom was very very She's

1:01:17.680 --> 1:01:22.880
<v Speaker 1>a survivor, incredibly powerful, strong woman, and you know, came

1:01:22.920 --> 1:01:27.240
<v Speaker 1>to this country not knowing once, not one word of English.

1:01:27.280 --> 1:01:29.760
<v Speaker 1>My father never taught it to her, and we weren't

1:01:29.760 --> 1:01:33.520
<v Speaker 1>allowed to speak Brazilian so Portuguese, so my mother had

1:01:33.520 --> 1:01:37.600
<v Speaker 1>to learn how to English, you know, through us kind

1:01:37.600 --> 1:01:41.720
<v Speaker 1>of talking and on TV. And then it made it

1:01:41.800 --> 1:01:45.320
<v Speaker 1>very difficult because sometimes I'll be talking and um, you know,

1:01:45.360 --> 1:01:47.920
<v Speaker 1>people will make fun of like certain words I'll say,

1:01:48.200 --> 1:01:50.439
<v Speaker 1>and I'll say the word and I'm like, well that's

1:01:50.480 --> 1:01:52.680
<v Speaker 1>the way I learned it because my mom, you know,

1:01:52.720 --> 1:01:57.000
<v Speaker 1>I was raised well I always say motorcycle, you know,

1:01:57.280 --> 1:01:59.840
<v Speaker 1>like I say mortar and you know, my mom, and

1:02:00.240 --> 1:02:03.800
<v Speaker 1>refrigerator was really really hard. It was he freezer door,

1:02:04.040 --> 1:02:06.440
<v Speaker 1>you know. You know, so it's like, you know, so

1:02:06.520 --> 1:02:09.880
<v Speaker 1>it's like and we were raised to believe that toilet

1:02:09.880 --> 1:02:13.400
<v Speaker 1>paper was called Holy Papelle and like a lot of

1:02:13.440 --> 1:02:15.480
<v Speaker 1>like you know, the pun of Punta LEAs, you know,

1:02:15.600 --> 1:02:18.320
<v Speaker 1>like all these weird little things. And I was like, no, okay,

1:02:18.360 --> 1:02:21.640
<v Speaker 1>that's not it. Alright, no problem. But um anyways, but

1:02:21.920 --> 1:02:26.960
<v Speaker 1>very very um, you know, she was very unique, is

1:02:27.080 --> 1:02:29.800
<v Speaker 1>very unique, very um what kind of relationship do you

1:02:29.840 --> 1:02:31.080
<v Speaker 1>have with her? I have a great I have a

1:02:31.080 --> 1:02:33.680
<v Speaker 1>good relationship with her. Now, Like you know, I'm such

1:02:33.680 --> 1:02:36.240
<v Speaker 1>an aries, like I just want to know everything. I

1:02:36.240 --> 1:02:40.120
<v Speaker 1>don't like I don't I don't like not knowing the

1:02:40.200 --> 1:02:43.880
<v Speaker 1>answers to certain things. And there's so many unanswered questions

1:02:43.880 --> 1:02:49.720
<v Speaker 1>and in our childhood and and and so I probably

1:02:49.800 --> 1:02:54.600
<v Speaker 1>developed a bad relationship with her because she just wouldn't

1:02:54.600 --> 1:02:57.480
<v Speaker 1>give me the information and I can't stand it, you know.

1:02:57.680 --> 1:02:59.560
<v Speaker 1>And so then I just let it go. And I'm like,

1:02:59.600 --> 1:03:04.320
<v Speaker 1>you know what, you you you figure out your life, mom,

1:03:04.400 --> 1:03:08.240
<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm gonna I'm good. Okay. So with lack

1:03:08.320 --> 1:03:11.760
<v Speaker 1>of money, and that many kids. To what degree were

1:03:11.760 --> 1:03:14.800
<v Speaker 1>you on your own as opposed to you know, parents

1:03:14.840 --> 1:03:17.960
<v Speaker 1>watching over you or well none of us graduated school.

1:03:18.360 --> 1:03:20.959
<v Speaker 1>You know, I was out on eighth grade. I think

1:03:21.000 --> 1:03:23.560
<v Speaker 1>I ditched out and I couldn't take it anymore because

1:03:23.560 --> 1:03:27.200
<v Speaker 1>I just I wasn't developing my brain in that way.

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<v Speaker 1>Like it's very hard for me to learn. Um, I

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<v Speaker 1>get very mixed up in my head. I have to

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<v Speaker 1>do everything myself, um in order to understand what I'm doing.

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<v Speaker 1>Um So, I had a lot of problems in school

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<v Speaker 1>for not being able to uh do homework or answer

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<v Speaker 1>questions properly. But for some reason, tests I would always pass,

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<v Speaker 1>and I did test based on instinct, you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>was just like, Okay, I'm going to answer this, and

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<v Speaker 1>I always seem to be really good at that. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>But um so I left in then. Well, but usually

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<v Speaker 1>in America, you have to go to school to your

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<v Speaker 1>sixteen Yeah no, no, the truant officer never came looking

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<v Speaker 1>for you. If your parents don't complain back then, we

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<v Speaker 1>never Okay, so you drop out of school primarily because

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<v Speaker 1>it doesn't align with what are you gonna do for money? Well,

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<v Speaker 1>just go get a job like age fourteen, got a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of jobs, Like what kind of jobs you do?

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<v Speaker 1>I did boat work and I used to sit on

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<v Speaker 1>a dock and you clean boats. Do you have any

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<v Speaker 1>regrets that you didn't go to school? Not at all. No,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't. And how about your children? Do you think

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<v Speaker 1>they should go to school? Of course, you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't mean, but I wasn't. I said, my children have

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<v Speaker 1>a completely different life, you know. Um, I was very

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't have things, you know, so you when you

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<v Speaker 1>are not living. I mean, it's very very different, you

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<v Speaker 1>know back then. And um, I mean life was very

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<v Speaker 1>very different back then. You know, the way you're brought up,

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<v Speaker 1>the way you know, punishment, parenting, all of it was.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, und today's an abused child. Oh yeah, my

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<v Speaker 1>mom would be in prison, you know. And um, so

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<v Speaker 1>you know you have to I grew up very fast.

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<v Speaker 1>I look at my son, he's four years old. One

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<v Speaker 1>more year, he's gonna be five years old. And what

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<v Speaker 1>I was down the street hanging out all day long

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<v Speaker 1>at five years old. I would never ever let my

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<v Speaker 1>son go down the street and hang out and to

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<v Speaker 1>show come back, you know, like it would just never happen.

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<v Speaker 1>If I laugh about it. Now I'm just like going,

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<v Speaker 1>Holy Cow, you know, and um, but yes, of course

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<v Speaker 1>they should go to school because it's like it is

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<v Speaker 1>important and for many things I I try. I kept

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<v Speaker 1>trying to go back to school just to meet friends

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<v Speaker 1>because I was lonely. I mean, I didn't have any friends.

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<v Speaker 1>So I would go back to school and I would

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<v Speaker 1>you know, just hang out and then they would let

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<v Speaker 1>me back in, you know, of course they're gonna let

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<v Speaker 1>me back in there. And then the president, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>the what's his name that the principles I don't even

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<v Speaker 1>know principle would come in asked me to come in.

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<v Speaker 1>He's like, why are you here? And I'm like to

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<v Speaker 1>meet people and he's like, you know, school is not

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<v Speaker 1>for to sit here and meet people and you're wasting

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<v Speaker 1>our time. And I'm like, but I'm not even in

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<v Speaker 1>the classes, so how am I wasting anybody's time? You know?

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<v Speaker 1>But I couldn't just look then I was considered loitering,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, at school on campus. So anyway, so it

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<v Speaker 1>was fun, But honestly, I knew at a very very

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<v Speaker 1>early age this kind of stuff is not going to

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<v Speaker 1>be useful for me. I don't I don't need to

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<v Speaker 1>bother myself. Okay, so when you start paying music, so

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<v Speaker 1>then you know, I've always played music, so my whole life,

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<v Speaker 1>I've always dabbled in it in some way. No, never

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<v Speaker 1>I we can afford that. I remember wanting to have

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<v Speaker 1>piano lessons. It was very attracted to piano, and we

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<v Speaker 1>we just couldn't, you know, because you have to get

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<v Speaker 1>a piano and just that just wouldn't happened. Then I

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to play violin, very expensive instrument, and um, my

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<v Speaker 1>mom thought it was masculine. I think she was just

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<v Speaker 1>trying to get me out of not wanting anything that

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<v Speaker 1>has going to cost money. So you know, I just

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<v Speaker 1>kind of, um we my mom bought me a little

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<v Speaker 1>baby guitar from Tijuana, UM, for Christmas, and I just

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<v Speaker 1>started playing that. My brother John is extremely gifted in

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<v Speaker 1>that area, and he got a guitar and he joined

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<v Speaker 1>a band and he was awesome. He had the hair,

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<v Speaker 1>the chicks, all of it. And I'm like, I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>be like my brother. And so I just started, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>learning by ear and um. Then all of a sudden,

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<v Speaker 1>I just was writing songs at like fifteen sixteen, and um,

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<v Speaker 1>but I didn't think that was my thing because it

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<v Speaker 1>was so easy. Of course, that's not what you do.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just this is part of me, like brushing my

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<v Speaker 1>teeth whatever. Um, it wasn't until I'm to San Francisco

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<v Speaker 1>did I go, oh, I'm gonna be a rock star.

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<v Speaker 1>How old were you when you moved to San Francisco

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<v Speaker 1>with all these other family You're very successful, both in

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<v Speaker 1>terms of celebrity and finance whatever. Anybody else in the

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<v Speaker 1>family successful? And to what degree is to people in

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<v Speaker 1>your family hit you up for money? Um, I take

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<v Speaker 1>care of my mom. I always have. She doesn't hit

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<v Speaker 1>me up. It's it is my joy to take care

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<v Speaker 1>of my mother. Um, I have a you know, a

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<v Speaker 1>couple siblings in there that may take advantage of the situation,

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<v Speaker 1>but I throw boundaries down. Now. My brother John is

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<v Speaker 1>way more successful than I am because he is so

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<v Speaker 1>he has such a I mean, I have a now

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<v Speaker 1>that I have my family, But he I just watched him.

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<v Speaker 1>He has a whole life, you know, he does all

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<v Speaker 1>these things. I mean, I just kind of his life

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<v Speaker 1>seems so simple, and I find it to be so

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<v Speaker 1>successful because I don't even know what success is anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't I don't understand when all this is going

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<v Speaker 1>to be enough? When when can I take my hat

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<v Speaker 1>off and just relax and take a break. So you've

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<v Speaker 1>had a lot of success, especially compared to people outside

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<v Speaker 1>the business, never mind inside the business. Are you saying

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<v Speaker 1>it doesn't fill a hole in you? It is incredibly

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<v Speaker 1>humbling for me, always my every day I wake up,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm very humbled. Um, I'm very humble. I'm very um.

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<v Speaker 1>I have a lot of gratitude and I um, I

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<v Speaker 1>just don't think I'm at the level that I would

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<v Speaker 1>like to be at. And I guess some people would

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<v Speaker 1>say I'm successful you talk about business or emotionally just

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<v Speaker 1>with my my my career. Um, so let's just stay there.

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<v Speaker 1>What is the dream? Because we're blue sky and it Well,

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<v Speaker 1>that's the problem that every time I reached the dream,

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<v Speaker 1>a new dreams shows up. So would have been some

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<v Speaker 1>of the past dreams? Oh to being a successful rock

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<v Speaker 1>and roll band and you know, sell millions of records

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<v Speaker 1>and tour and travel around the world. Okay, that was

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<v Speaker 1>that was very successful. You were all over MTV. How

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<v Speaker 1>hard was it to leave for non blondes? Oh, it

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't easy at all. I mean I mean suscratch that

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<v Speaker 1>sorry backwards flip it. It was very easy and you

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<v Speaker 1>felt that you would just go on to more success. No, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't think that. I felt that I needed to

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<v Speaker 1>leave the band because it was a detour I wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>supposed to. That was not my destiny. I felt my

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<v Speaker 1>my whole thing is. I felt that I was going

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<v Speaker 1>to be a rock star, no Matt with I was

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be famous with or without for an on Blondes.

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<v Speaker 1>Sometimes I feel like, oh, if I didn't hop on

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<v Speaker 1>that boat, I wonder what would have happened. But I

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<v Speaker 1>don't live and wondering what ifs. So for me, leaving

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<v Speaker 1>the band was extremely important because I needed to get

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<v Speaker 1>back on my path. My path was never to share

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<v Speaker 1>the stage with three other people. When I won my award,

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<v Speaker 1>I was bringing my mom on and when everybody else

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<v Speaker 1>started saying, Oh, I'm gonna bring my mom onto, it

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<v Speaker 1>was like, wait, what, No, that's my dream. I A'm

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<v Speaker 1>bringing my mom on stage. You know, you guys, my

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<v Speaker 1>dream doesn't have you guys on stage with your mom's too,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, so literally, you know, I came back from

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<v Speaker 1>somewhere and I said I want to play Carnegie Hall.

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<v Speaker 1>I wanna. I want to look out on the audience

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<v Speaker 1>and see dresses and and tuxedos, and I want this

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<v Speaker 1>incredible orchestra up behind me and this incredible band, and

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<v Speaker 1>I just want to be, you know, seeing in Carnegie Hall,

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<v Speaker 1>to just in this incredible people who are listening to

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. Literally two weeks later, Roger Dalstree calls

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<v Speaker 1>me up and asked me to participate in this fiftieth

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<v Speaker 1>Birthday at Carnegie Hall with Michael Caman conducting. You know

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<v Speaker 1>this anything about Michael After doing Mr Holland's Opus film,

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<v Speaker 1>he started a foundation to give instruments to underprivileged people.

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<v Speaker 1>And my girlfriend runs that interesting how it comes to okay,

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<v Speaker 1>but okay. One dream was to be a rock star.

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<v Speaker 1>One dream was to be on Carnegie Hole. Well its

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<v Speaker 1>been some of the recent dreams. Um. Well, right now

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<v Speaker 1>I'm really working hard to My dream is that when

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<v Speaker 1>my son, which is, like I said, four years old,

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<v Speaker 1>that is showing interest in music right now, he's he's

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<v Speaker 1>writing songs like him and I lay in bed and

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<v Speaker 1>we make up songs and he's singing all day long.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I can cry right now thinking about it.

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<v Speaker 1>Like he I know, he's desk. I mean, I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>have this child. My wife is not musical at all,

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<v Speaker 1>and she had him. There's not a musical bone in

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<v Speaker 1>that woman's body, you know. But this this kid is

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<v Speaker 1>my child, you know, and he My dream is that

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<v Speaker 1>when he decides to be in this business, that there

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<v Speaker 1>is a business for him to come to. There's a

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<v Speaker 1>uh talking about the business the studio or music in general,

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<v Speaker 1>music in general, that there is a lucrative business for

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<v Speaker 1>him to or or you know, to have a career

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<v Speaker 1>or two or an audience that's gonna listen. That that

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<v Speaker 1>that you know, um uh, holograms aren't taking over the

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<v Speaker 1>you know, who fucking knows? Man, who fucking knows that

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<v Speaker 1>fucking fifteen years from now, instead of wasting our time

1:14:00.200 --> 1:14:02.519
<v Speaker 1>with artists, Oh there's such trouble and it costs so

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<v Speaker 1>much money. I'm just going to buy your likeness and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just going to you know, pod you down onto

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<v Speaker 1>a fucking stage. And that's what's gonna be. The new

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<v Speaker 1>normal is seeing anybody that you want, anywhere you want,

1:14:18.840 --> 1:14:22.280
<v Speaker 1>because there what is that fucking your three D hologram

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<v Speaker 1>of whatever artists that you want? That's going to be

1:14:25.280 --> 1:14:28.360
<v Speaker 1>the new thing. I'm I actually feel it's actually in

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<v Speaker 1>the process of being made right now. It has to

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<v Speaker 1>be the only the only interesting thing is Generation Z

1:14:35.200 --> 1:14:38.639
<v Speaker 1>and the Millennials are really into experiences, and I find

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<v Speaker 1>what resonates most is authentic stuff. People with credibility playing

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<v Speaker 1>real instruments on the same time, and I totally understand E.

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<v Speaker 1>D C. Meaning the Electric Daisy Carnival. With that, there's

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of experimentation, but in between, there's a lot

1:14:53.640 --> 1:14:58.679
<v Speaker 1>of crap, you know. There again, I'm I love all music,

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<v Speaker 1>Don't get me wrong. I love it all, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>all of it. And I appreciate anybody who can write

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<v Speaker 1>a song and and that a good song, a decent song. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>But my dream is to be able to do the

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<v Speaker 1>groundwork right now. I I gotta I gotta start working

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<v Speaker 1>right now. You know, there's a lot of a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of miles to cover to make sure you know that

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<v Speaker 1>there is uh, you know, a business sort of say

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<v Speaker 1>for him to jump on stage and go and do this.

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<v Speaker 1>And mind you, I believe an artist as an artist

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<v Speaker 1>and you can perform in your garage or anywhere you want.

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<v Speaker 1>Money should not be the driving force of any artists.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's what I teach my kids, and that's what

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<v Speaker 1>I always tell them. Don't go into this business if

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<v Speaker 1>you think you're gonna go make millions of dollars, because then,

1:15:48.800 --> 1:15:51.800
<v Speaker 1>right now then your intention is wrong. You're going in

1:15:51.840 --> 1:15:55.040
<v Speaker 1>with the wrong intention. Go into it because your heart

1:15:56.160 --> 1:15:59.679
<v Speaker 1>can't be anywhere else. Go into this because your heart,

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<v Speaker 1>it would break if you weren't singing or performing or

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<v Speaker 1>playing music or writing or playing piano for somebody. If

1:16:08.240 --> 1:16:11.519
<v Speaker 1>your heart is breaking because you're not there, then that

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<v Speaker 1>is the right time. That's when you're you mentioned earlier.

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<v Speaker 1>You know you're working very hard. You're burning the candle

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<v Speaker 1>on both ends. You'd like to take off your hat

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<v Speaker 1>and relax. The You're always wearing a hat. What's up

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<v Speaker 1>with that? Well, Bob, I've always loved hats. I hate

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<v Speaker 1>my hair. I do have hair, but I can't stand it.

1:16:35.800 --> 1:16:39.479
<v Speaker 1>I've had dreads, I've had mohawks, I've had mullets, I've

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<v Speaker 1>had them all, and hats just make me feel good.

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<v Speaker 1>And I do also think I'm extremely sensitive, so I

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<v Speaker 1>think I psychically feel like my hat covers my my

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<v Speaker 1>spiritual like you know, vessel or channel or whatever you

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<v Speaker 1>want to call it um, And so it's kind of

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<v Speaker 1>a protection. And I take off my hat when I

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<v Speaker 1>go home, and my son always knows. Is like, if

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<v Speaker 1>I take off my hat, he knows I'm home. But

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<v Speaker 1>if I leave my hat on, he knows I'm going somewhere. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>So essentially, when you leave the house, there's never a

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<v Speaker 1>time you leave without the hat. What if you go

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<v Speaker 1>on vacation with your kids, I have my head on.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't do First of all, Bob, I don't do vacation.

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<v Speaker 1>I haven't had a vacation in in years. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>you feel like you're missing something, but when you come back,

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<v Speaker 1>you have an incredible burst of inspiration. Yeah no, I

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<v Speaker 1>know that, and um, but I honestly, I love my family.

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<v Speaker 1>I love being home, and I love I love what

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<v Speaker 1>I do. I like I don't feel like i'm working.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like I'm one of those people that are, like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, at Disneyland fucking seven. And it's like I'm

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<v Speaker 1>waiting to get kicked out. And until I'm kicked out,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to stay in here and take as much

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<v Speaker 1>advantage of all these rides as I possibly can. And

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna know all of them inside it out. And

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like a measure of success for me is

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<v Speaker 1>when I, you know, die. Basically, you have hit blonde,

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<v Speaker 1>you leave for blondes, and at some point you transition

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<v Speaker 1>to not being a performer and being a songwriter. Tell

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<v Speaker 1>me about that. That was super easy because I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>like performing. I don't I don't, Bob, I don't like

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<v Speaker 1>being told what to do. Let's just be clear with

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<v Speaker 1>that as an artist. As an artist, I was being

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<v Speaker 1>told what to do, where to go, and I was

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<v Speaker 1>I was fucking cattled and proud all the time. And

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<v Speaker 1>that did not sit well with me. And when I perform,

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to be a special you know time where

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<v Speaker 1>I'm feeling it and then you know, you there's those

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<v Speaker 1>times you just have to perform because you're obligated to

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<v Speaker 1>do that and you made the commitment. I get it.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm doing that fine. And it just didn't I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>My ego didn't need it. My ego felt like, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what, I'm good? Do you miss it? Now? Okay?

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<v Speaker 1>So how do you uh become a writer with other

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<v Speaker 1>or four other people? I just started writing songs and

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<v Speaker 1>then I played a song to Pink and then all

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<v Speaker 1>of a sudden, Bam, I'm the biggest songwriter, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the person to call because I had a very successful

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<v Speaker 1>you know she you know, the thing is is like

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<v Speaker 1>Alicia had, you know, her biggest was like I think

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<v Speaker 1>she sold maybe one point eight million records as the

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<v Speaker 1>R and b bling bling ching ching, and when I

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<v Speaker 1>showed up, I changed everything about you know, and she

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<v Speaker 1>sold I think twelve million records right off the bat.

1:19:45.280 --> 1:19:48.080
<v Speaker 1>So that's pretty successful. And I think that of course

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<v Speaker 1>people are gonna call me. And then Christina I had

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<v Speaker 1>a big hit with her, and then Gwen and then

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<v Speaker 1>Alicia Keys and you know, everything's just kind of started.

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<v Speaker 1>But my biggest hits were those you know, the phone

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<v Speaker 1>ring as much or the email coming in as much

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<v Speaker 1>as it has at other previous times when you've had hits.

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<v Speaker 1>Now yeah, so people are looking for you. So how

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<v Speaker 1>do you decide what to work on? Well, I'm very

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<v Speaker 1>particular right now. I'm so focused on my artists. In

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<v Speaker 1>our label. We have Natasha Benningfield. I just wrote a

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<v Speaker 1>really great and produced a really great record with her.

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<v Speaker 1>We we jelled so well in the studio and I

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<v Speaker 1>mean it's a great album. So we're very excited about that.

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<v Speaker 1>She signed who we are here? And um, we have

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<v Speaker 1>an artist named Jesse Joe Stark and she's a new

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<v Speaker 1>artist but very very cool, really great vibe, and all

1:20:40.320 --> 1:20:43.519
<v Speaker 1>of our artists don't need Linda, and that's what we

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<v Speaker 1>look for. I have an artist that I found her

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<v Speaker 1>when she was twelve. Her name is will m I.

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<v Speaker 1>She's fifteen now. She just played Ellen, just played the

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<v Speaker 1>Today Show. I didn't write a thing. I just helped her,

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<v Speaker 1>so me and my partner Kerry, and then we have

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<v Speaker 1>about eleven people that work with us. So you're not

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<v Speaker 1>aligned with any of the majors. No, only in Europe.

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<v Speaker 1>We had to And now you're talking about making albums

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<v Speaker 1>in today's internet. We own a record pressing plant, by

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<v Speaker 1>the way, so we print vinyl. Okay, without getting into vinyl.

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<v Speaker 1>How do you feel about albums relative to singles? I

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<v Speaker 1>could really give a ship about a single. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>even understand what a single means nowadays anyways, it's like

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<v Speaker 1>every label wants to put out a single every other week,

1:21:33.040 --> 1:21:38.600
<v Speaker 1>it seems, or every week. Um, nobody is again preserving

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<v Speaker 1>the art of you know, an album and the reason

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<v Speaker 1>why everybody's running in fear right now is because nobody's

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<v Speaker 1>making albums. They don't understand how to those those I

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<v Speaker 1>think people forget that the single is the main character. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>let's put it in a movie mode, right, the single

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<v Speaker 1>is the main care that's your big actor. That's your

1:22:03.400 --> 1:22:07.519
<v Speaker 1>Hollywood actor right there. And then the co actor, what

1:22:07.600 --> 1:22:11.240
<v Speaker 1>do you call him? Is you know your other big star?

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<v Speaker 1>So that's your second single, is right? But then in

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<v Speaker 1>order to make a great movie you have to have

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<v Speaker 1>a great cast. Well, I'll get a great support the album.

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<v Speaker 1>And without that cast and that story, well, I would

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<v Speaker 1>say with streaming, it's about the body of work. If

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<v Speaker 1>someone listens to a song they like, they'll go deeper

1:22:34.800 --> 1:22:38.479
<v Speaker 1>and deeper. Yes, so I'm not sure I understand. Once

1:22:38.520 --> 1:22:40.479
<v Speaker 1>you get in the groove, you're making an album. But

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<v Speaker 1>the problem is we live in an attention based economy,

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<v Speaker 1>and if you put out an album and you don't

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<v Speaker 1>do something for a year or two, then you don't

1:22:50.960 --> 1:22:53.800
<v Speaker 1>have the same top of mine. That's not true. That's

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<v Speaker 1>not true. That's what we're told, but that's not true.

1:22:57.320 --> 1:23:00.200
<v Speaker 1>I mean, let's just take Adell for instance, A l

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<v Speaker 1>disappeared for three years. I think it took for her

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<v Speaker 1>to from from nineteen to one. But I would I

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<v Speaker 1>mean that was a big and then that album broke

1:23:14.240 --> 1:23:17.799
<v Speaker 1>all major records out there. I would agree with your point,

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<v Speaker 1>but I would shift it to another point. There's only

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<v Speaker 1>one Adele. Why is that? She is a good singer.

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<v Speaker 1>Most of the songs have melody. No one else is

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<v Speaker 1>doing that exactly. No one else, how come is doing it?

1:23:31.760 --> 1:23:35.479
<v Speaker 1>So how come no one else follows? Because Adele is

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<v Speaker 1>a rare situation because she doesn't care. She doesn't care

1:23:41.240 --> 1:23:45.040
<v Speaker 1>for label saying I need an album out now, she says,

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<v Speaker 1>fuck you. I'll give you an album when I'm ready. Now.

1:23:48.880 --> 1:23:54.240
<v Speaker 1>Most people are afraid. They're operating from fear. So when

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<v Speaker 1>so and so tells their artists, I need an album

1:23:57.920 --> 1:24:01.479
<v Speaker 1>next week through she okay, I don't want to get

1:24:01.560 --> 1:24:04.759
<v Speaker 1>dropped out of blah blah blah blah. They run operate everything.

1:24:04.880 --> 1:24:07.840
<v Speaker 1>Everything is operated and fucking fear. Right now, it's a

1:24:07.920 --> 1:24:11.040
<v Speaker 1>fear based business. That's why it's it's it's in the

1:24:11.080 --> 1:24:14.200
<v Speaker 1>condition that it's in. Now. You've got this new breed

1:24:14.640 --> 1:24:17.479
<v Speaker 1>of kids that are coming in that are going back

1:24:17.600 --> 1:24:21.200
<v Speaker 1>that like bands like Greta Van Fleet because they love Zeppelin,

1:24:21.680 --> 1:24:25.320
<v Speaker 1>you know. Now, I don't know Greta Van Fleet, I

1:24:25.400 --> 1:24:30.559
<v Speaker 1>know Zeppelin, but I'm pretty impressed that those guys came

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<v Speaker 1>into the picture during a time when rock and roll

1:24:33.439 --> 1:24:36.720
<v Speaker 1>was very, very dead and no guitars, and they're like

1:24:37.160 --> 1:24:40.599
<v Speaker 1>blew up and you know, and so what they did

1:24:40.760 --> 1:24:44.679
<v Speaker 1>is reintroduced guitars, and so now there's guitars coming back.

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<v Speaker 1>Albums are gonna come back, Bob. I'm telling you, they're

1:24:48.640 --> 1:24:53.559
<v Speaker 1>coming back. Artists, rock stars are coming. Vinyl is here

1:24:53.880 --> 1:24:57.639
<v Speaker 1>and very alive, and there's a lot of things going

1:24:57.680 --> 1:25:00.759
<v Speaker 1>on there that a lot of people are are don't

1:25:00.800 --> 1:25:04.680
<v Speaker 1>know about with vinyl. You know, labels are looking at

1:25:04.800 --> 1:25:08.360
<v Speaker 1>vinyl right now as the ticket out of giving their

1:25:08.479 --> 1:25:12.320
<v Speaker 1>artists something an edge. You know, it's like a fucking edge.

1:25:12.320 --> 1:25:16.479
<v Speaker 1>It's a fucking album, dick head. You know that's what

1:25:16.600 --> 1:25:19.960
<v Speaker 1>an album is. The album they're calling an album now

1:25:20.040 --> 1:25:24.520
<v Speaker 1>the okay, would you consider yourself to be an optimistic

1:25:24.560 --> 1:25:27.800
<v Speaker 1>person or a pessimistic person? I am fucking both, man,

1:25:27.880 --> 1:25:31.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm like the most I am. I am both because

1:25:31.640 --> 1:25:34.920
<v Speaker 1>I love music and I have to believe that it's

1:25:35.040 --> 1:25:38.639
<v Speaker 1>it's gonna be okay. And mind you, this is again,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just my opinion. I mean, people could be listening

1:25:41.720 --> 1:25:44.120
<v Speaker 1>right now, going what's she talking about? Sucking music is

1:25:44.160 --> 1:25:46.160
<v Speaker 1>thriving in the best and there's so many great bands,

1:25:46.200 --> 1:25:49.599
<v Speaker 1>and you're probably right, But in my world, I'm seeing

1:25:49.600 --> 1:25:52.200
<v Speaker 1>it different. You and I are not looking at this

1:25:52.280 --> 1:25:55.640
<v Speaker 1>room the same at all. There's no there's it's impossible

1:25:55.720 --> 1:25:58.400
<v Speaker 1>for you and I to see this room exactly in

1:25:58.439 --> 1:26:01.799
<v Speaker 1>the same perspective, same point of you. We are looking

1:26:01.840 --> 1:26:05.040
<v Speaker 1>and walking in life on a daily basis, seeing the

1:26:05.040 --> 1:26:09.600
<v Speaker 1>exact same things very different. This is my perspective. My

1:26:09.760 --> 1:26:14.080
<v Speaker 1>perspective is I see a very we're walking a very

1:26:14.120 --> 1:26:16.720
<v Speaker 1>fine line right now of where we can go and

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<v Speaker 1>if we don't raise the bar, and if we don't

1:26:19.280 --> 1:26:21.880
<v Speaker 1>start telling these kids to raise the bar, because I'm

1:26:21.880 --> 1:26:24.719
<v Speaker 1>going to be that person. I'm gonna be the person

1:26:24.760 --> 1:26:27.120
<v Speaker 1>that's telling people to raise the bar, that we need

1:26:27.160 --> 1:26:29.880
<v Speaker 1>to be better. And you can laugh at me, or

1:26:29.960 --> 1:26:31.840
<v Speaker 1>you can tell me that the bar is being raised,

1:26:31.840 --> 1:26:34.479
<v Speaker 1>and that's great. You be that person to tell everybody

1:26:34.560 --> 1:26:37.960
<v Speaker 1>everything's okay. But I'm gonna be telling everybody everything will

1:26:38.000 --> 1:26:40.680
<v Speaker 1>be okay if we start raising the bar, if we

1:26:40.760 --> 1:26:43.760
<v Speaker 1>start the Beatles are the Beatles, because no one's ever

1:26:43.920 --> 1:26:47.200
<v Speaker 1>beaten the Beatles. We've only gone down and down and

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<v Speaker 1>down and down and down. You know, Oasis is the

1:26:50.720 --> 1:26:53.360
<v Speaker 1>first band I ever saw that try to actually say

1:26:53.400 --> 1:26:56.000
<v Speaker 1>they were better than the Beatles, and I fucking love

1:26:56.080 --> 1:26:59.240
<v Speaker 1>them for that. I love those guys for that. What

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<v Speaker 1>fucking alls? Okay, I think we've come to the end

1:27:03.640 --> 1:27:06.400
<v Speaker 1>of the feeling we've known. We could literally go on forever.

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<v Speaker 1>Thanks so much for talking to me until next time.

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<v Speaker 1>That's Linda Perry on the Bob Left Sets podcast. Thank you.