Speaker 1: Guess what decision We're about to make horrible decisions. Hey, guys,
Speaker 1: welcome to another episode. So bitches of horrible decisions. This
Speaker 1: is also while we're not monetized on YouTube because I
Speaker 1: can't help. Let's say bitches in the first five second,
Speaker 1: motherfucker like shit, you're BITCHO cuss all the time. You'll
Speaker 1: hear it. Come get um, guys welcome. I'm your girl,
Speaker 1: Mandy b a K pitt sign a k A full
Speaker 1: court pumps a K A debt bitch, and I'm wheezy.
Speaker 1: We're joining with a guest today. I've been saying a
Speaker 1: Lexi p because every time I read it, that's crazy,
Speaker 1: said I want to say, but we also know Alex plex.
Speaker 1: I just want to say lex Every time I read
Speaker 1: your last name, I say Panorama, Panera bread. People always
Speaker 1: what is it? Pan Tara, pan Tara, pandemic. So alexis good,
Speaker 1: Lexie p okay, Lexi pi is easier for me. Also,
Speaker 1: it's giving cornish. Virgin Lex is my nickname. It's a
Speaker 1: rebirth of me when I was like rapping, you were
Speaker 1: wrapping started wrappings. I name myself Virgin Lex, not like
Speaker 1: a Chanelle. West Coast rap, stop it because I know.
Speaker 1: Oh she's a better than a rapper, right, Ye, she's
Speaker 1: a better person that sits on the couch and laughs
Speaker 1: at videos and she's she's a good guy. She didn't
Speaker 1: say nigger, right, Who was that up? I don't know
Speaker 1: who that is. It's a really free not your Black
Speaker 1: History Month talking about white people saying and we're we're nothing.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna drink. We are not. Lexi P and I
Speaker 1: just ran into each other. No, we got introduced by friend,
Speaker 1: but d it was and really good party. It was, um,
Speaker 1: we're in the party. We start like talking and now
Speaker 1: you have a podcast click on And I was like, yeah,
Speaker 1: you should come on click on her um instagram tatting
Speaker 1: you each twenty to do this. But I wasn't in
Speaker 1: New York, so it didn't happen when I was here.
Speaker 1: What I'm hearing back and forth, I'm thinking she was
Speaker 1: trying to suck you. You You look like someone that would
Speaker 1: be her type. Actually, I mean what you do? What
Speaker 1: so you did? I didn't care about you crazy wheezy?
Speaker 1: Which one was she wanted me to come on? Yeah?
Speaker 1: It was like it was both. You d have said
Speaker 1: something like that. Actually, when we met what that big
Speaker 1: though very slightly, very slightly. You always say you want
Speaker 1: to eat it, like we were saying a lot of
Speaker 1: things at night. It was. It was interesting crazy night
Speaker 1: was so fucked up. She was, I was doing dry January.
Speaker 1: Oh so you were sucked up on the party? Was
Speaker 1: on the twenty one or something I goes toward the
Speaker 1: end of the month. It was. I really made it
Speaker 1: pretty far and so by the time it was like late,
Speaker 1: I don't know, but anyway, I threw up in the morning.
Speaker 1: So she was word bout me at the mouth as well,
Speaker 1: like throw before the night ends, so that in the
Speaker 1: morning you feel bad. That's my thing. That's a good
Speaker 1: pro trap. It's a good what do you mean you
Speaker 1: throw up? You don't feel like the next day, I
Speaker 1: make myself go up. If I drink. I don't drink
Speaker 1: that often, but if I do, I make myself go up,
Speaker 1: and the next morning I am so good. Interesting. Yeah, okay,
Speaker 1: no no, no, no, no no no, don't take that any
Speaker 1: other type of only trick. That's actually hilarious. You have
Speaker 1: to drink water in the middle. Yeah, don't drink oh,
Speaker 1: drink water on that. That's what I do that or
Speaker 1: pickle juice they do have. It's apparently for each shot
Speaker 1: it's like one glass of water or something like that. No,
Speaker 1: that's what you're gonna get drunk anyways, Then you keep
Speaker 1: peeing all night. That's broom line. Then I end up
Speaker 1: spending money to try to skip the bathroom line, and
Speaker 1: the bitches in the line be mad at me. It sucks.
Speaker 1: But the real about room together the reason why it
Speaker 1: works though too. I just went out not too long ago,
Speaker 1: and I got to this guy that I've been wanting
Speaker 1: to funk forever, like literally is so happy I got
Speaker 1: to suck him. I called my mom and said, bitch,
Speaker 1: you ain't gon leave. Oh my god, girl, because he
Speaker 1: used to be on my wall growing up. Yeah, no, no, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: you don't know about this one. I need to say. So,
Speaker 1: don't don't be a bout the ship. There we are
Speaker 1: on camera, guess Oh anyways, Uh you were talking about
Speaker 1: so you got that manifested? How did you do that?
Speaker 1: Let me tell you how, But let me tell you
Speaker 1: if we. I drank so much that night, like literally
Speaker 1: went from a birthday dinner to another fucking dinner for
Speaker 1: other friends, then went to a hookah Spot. Then went
Speaker 1: to the club and between all that drinking, I did
Speaker 1: not drink water in between and bitch, when I tell
Speaker 1: you I was, I was having a yell at my pussy.
Speaker 1: My pussy was dry, and I was like, when the
Speaker 1: mouth is drying, you're trying to do that. You're like said,
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna tell you that. So many guys you know,
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lie. I literally drink water the next morning,
Speaker 1: and when he dropped you off in my house, I said,
Speaker 1: come back up stairs, now, how had been drinking water
Speaker 1: on morning? Like water away? You told you that was
Speaker 1: your childhood dream? To know I did not tell him
Speaker 1: that's so free? Oh yeah. I literally had to call
Speaker 1: my mom. Was like, bitch, you ain't even gonna believe
Speaker 1: good thing. Tell him. I would not tell him, you know,
Speaker 1: like like like I pulled, I pulled to you. You've
Speaker 1: been going up to day acting like you don't know
Speaker 1: their music and you be whole fans. Bitch, don't you
Speaker 1: don't don't don't lie? You did you say you did
Speaker 1: that kind of way? Well, you were talking about a
Speaker 1: lot here I don't want to and I interview, but
Speaker 1: you still acted like you ain't really, that's not true.
Speaker 1: In the middle of the interview, I said, there are
Speaker 1: so many videos of me having sex your music. I
Speaker 1: love you, bro. The other day we were hanging you
Speaker 1: said you look and I started telling him about a
Speaker 1: song in life. He was like, Bro, you love the
Speaker 1: deep cuts all. I was like, we always love the
Speaker 1: older stuff we do. Well, that's when you're not you're
Speaker 1: a fan fan. I'm just the way if you ran
Speaker 1: into someone that you have a crush on, scar and
Speaker 1: you have a chance to like just like hang with him,
Speaker 1: and then he like go to offer his dick, You're
Speaker 1: gonna be like, by the way, I've been dreaming about
Speaker 1: getting his dick, You're gonna tell him. No. I'm exactly
Speaker 1: unless I wasn't gonna tell that, nigga, because if it
Speaker 1: was no, I've had my share of wonderful but I
Speaker 1: can't share them. But I'm just gonnav. How did you
Speaker 1: like to yours? I didn't. How did you do? They
Speaker 1: slid him? My? I d M, you got lucky? Would
Speaker 1: you do you liked a few picks? I don't know
Speaker 1: what I did. They did. Sometimes I like t work online,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, and then like random things
Speaker 1: will pop up on a fore youth page and they're like,
Speaker 1: I found you on a Twork video. Obviously I'm like
Speaker 1: you did, and then they just slide in m That's
Speaker 1: how you get him, you know, he asked, Yes, I
Speaker 1: do very well. I love him. That's how you get
Speaker 1: it just a little and know it for a long time.
Speaker 1: I think of Twork video. He always had some dumb
Speaker 1: ship and I'm like, shut up a van, shut up man.
Speaker 1: That's so being on the show, and he told us
Speaker 1: that's his king. He is. So Ann was like, yeah, wait, okay,
Speaker 1: that's why you guys are late people. So Lexie you are.
Speaker 1: You haven't only fans, but you also do music. Which
Speaker 1: one is your favorite? Music has always been my passion.
Speaker 1: Music only fans is where the money is at. So
Speaker 1: because there ain't no money in music appeared, I mean
Speaker 1: even the popular. Yeah, unless you're going on tour selling Marge,
Speaker 1: you're not making money off off streams. Like, how do
Speaker 1: you like? How long we've been doing music and my
Speaker 1: whole life forever, I've done trans to pop, to R
Speaker 1: and B to wrap. Oh I love all music, so
Speaker 1: I tapped up everything trans music like dance music. House
Speaker 1: said trance, yeahs music man sting mother, We're still gonna
Speaker 1: fight for him. Yeah, I was like what, I was like,
Speaker 1: what's trans music? A little bit of this, a little
Speaker 1: bit of that. But yeah, no, I'm eclectic in all music,
Speaker 1: so yeah, but I love R and B personally myself. Okay, Well,
Speaker 1: we're not really ask you much more about your music
Speaker 1: because this is a sex podcast. I love that because
Speaker 1: I just have to like it or not. Now we'll
Speaker 1: play a song. Yeah, that's how I listening work well, Icebreakers.
Speaker 1: Uh and and we wrote a few years. So we're
Speaker 1: gonna start with three and then we're gonna see what
Speaker 1: terms do you know? Since you are on only pants? Um,
Speaker 1: what's up? Have you ever had a threesome? I've had
Speaker 1: one threesome. Did it go well? It went absolutely beautiful.
Speaker 1: One makes a beautiful threesome? I know, Um beautiful. A
Speaker 1: lot of things. Um, the vibe, the mood, the people
Speaker 1: were great. Um, the cleanliness of it. Um, it was
Speaker 1: just very It was in New York. That means beau cleanliness.
Speaker 1: I don't know. The girl clean, she was clean that
Speaker 1: the vagina looked fine. I'm a little afraid of vaginas.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna like like, I'm not the one to
Speaker 1: really go down and like so like, but she was
Speaker 1: very welcome together, you know what I'm saying. And I
Speaker 1: was I was fine, did you guys can put together
Speaker 1: by the guy? He brought her over into this situation ship? Yes,
Speaker 1: you were in a situation ship with him, and yeah,
Speaker 1: I think so. They happen. I don't know how recent
Speaker 1: it was, but like he's known her for a minute,
Speaker 1: so yeah, they were messing around for a minute. Did
Speaker 1: at any point when it started happening you were like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, this I'm a little insecure rather than no,
Speaker 1: I know what I am. So he was like, she's great.
Speaker 1: Me and her are very cool. Now me and him
Speaker 1: are on He's not talking to me right now, he's
Speaker 1: not talking to me. He's like he's blocked and ignoring. No, okay,
Speaker 1: I didn't jump. A lot of people would actually say,
Speaker 1: that's not necessarily the way to go for threesomes. What
Speaker 1: a guy bringing the girl and you don't know, that's
Speaker 1: how it used to be for me. I know you
Speaker 1: were saying that, but a lot of people know it
Speaker 1: was not okay in the beginning because I was having
Speaker 1: anxiety that day We both actually were having anxiety that
Speaker 1: day and I had a performance at one Oak here.
Speaker 1: It was a big day for me. He didn't show up,
Speaker 1: which I was very upset about. This is how I'll
Speaker 1: be talking about bitches. Just they didn't even show up
Speaker 1: to your performance and you gave him a three. It
Speaker 1: was really good. Are you rewarded? Bad man? I'll tell
Speaker 1: you that. Lucky man. Wow. So never again, never again
Speaker 1: spilled the tea. So the performance happened to Like what
Speaker 1: the funk? He texted me like, oh my girl, this
Speaker 1: girl is gonna like come over. But I was like,
Speaker 1: you're gonna pull this ship on me tonight. That's crazy.
Speaker 1: Oh I was panicked before, so I'm happy and thank
Speaker 1: god that I said that. Okay, it was really good
Speaker 1: evening that it turned out to be, And she said
Speaker 1: beautiful because it was, And thank god because if it wasn't,
Speaker 1: I would have been wrecked, racked like it would have been.
Speaker 1: You guys cuddle after we were in a bed together. Yes,
Speaker 1: oh no, we gecked him out actually because it was
Speaker 1: He did some ship after and I got mad and
Speaker 1: I was I'm not feeling you need She's like, I
Speaker 1: think you should just sleep in the other room, and
Speaker 1: I was like, yeah, he does need to go another ya,
Speaker 1: So he slept in the other room that night, so
Speaker 1: that me and her beautiful. It was very beautiful and
Speaker 1: it wasn't at that's that's the relationship Okay that I
Speaker 1: will always remember. Okay, well that the next one is wild.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna say no, of course, I wouldn't know if
Speaker 1: you had been in the game. Game, but just like
Speaker 1: what's the game? I don't even know what n Yeah,
Speaker 1: you know, if I put my little my two favorite
Speaker 1: men together in my dreams, maybe she got hurt in
Speaker 1: my it's real life. Oh you mean like in the guys. Yeah,
Speaker 1: Like if I thought like, oh, I want this guy
Speaker 1: that I've been within, this guy that I've been with,
Speaker 1: there's definitely two guys I masturbated to that all the time.
Speaker 1: I never thought about I've masturbated to hospital tick and
Speaker 1: one other guy to who's like you would want those
Speaker 1: hospital tick. It was the guy I used to find
Speaker 1: sucking me, and then like someone else in the room
Speaker 1: that I used to find. I ain't gonna lie. At
Speaker 1: one point my ex was willing to like allow me
Speaker 1: to get sucked by him and another guy and the
Speaker 1: guy that I wanted to bring in he want with it.
Speaker 1: I was mad, I wanted to bring in green up.
Speaker 1: You're like, damn. I was just trying to find all
Speaker 1: types of way. Thought like, so have you ever seen
Speaker 1: this type of porn? I was like. He was like,
Speaker 1: I ain't with no other being in the room type.
Speaker 1: I was like, God, damn it. Why I tried to
Speaker 1: do it from my boyfriend? I can't get you know.
Speaker 1: I tried to be talked about it. He talked about
Speaker 1: we talked about the three times before it happened, and
Speaker 1: I kept trying to bring in girls, but they didn't
Speaker 1: want him and they wanted me. That wasn't weird. I
Speaker 1: was like, this is weird, Like I don't know how
Speaker 1: to do this in general, Like I don't know how.
Speaker 1: He's like, you're just not doing it. I was. I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: they just don't want you, Like I don't know what
Speaker 1: to tell you what. He was good, but he just
Speaker 1: wasn't cute. No, he's he's a I don't know why
Speaker 1: they didn't want they just do it. You will kick
Speaker 1: him out the bed. You know what? Though, here's the thing.
Speaker 1: A lot of girls be on some girl power ship
Speaker 1: and if they start feeling something's off, my cousin's wondering,
Speaker 1: who the hell is she talking about? Oh you okay,
Speaker 1: she said, I know, damn. But do you know the
Speaker 1: thing is, it's like, I'm telling you girls feel the
Speaker 1: fucking vibe because I had a girl apologized to me
Speaker 1: after a threesome I had in Puerto Rico with my
Speaker 1: next like she just started to notice something in the
Speaker 1: middle of it, and she's like, I'm so sorry. I
Speaker 1: shouldn't came back here. I'm like, oh, I know, anything
Speaker 1: could go wrong. It's dangerous. It's a dangerous situation. Honestly,
Speaker 1: we shouldn't put it on the other girl to like
Speaker 1: peep it. I had such successful threesomes. I don't know how.
Speaker 1: I'm proud of you. You will. I love my threesomes,
Speaker 1: all right, So let's leeve you know these terms, because
Speaker 1: clearly you didn't know gang banks, so I have zero
Speaker 1: faith in you. These are pretty hard. Do you know
Speaker 1: what snowballing is? Now? If you have to take a guess,
Speaker 1: what what do you think snowballing like cocaine off your
Speaker 1: ass or something that was such Hella, no ball, damn
Speaker 1: balls falls your color, snow Okay, what else is white
Speaker 1: drink sex? Com Yeah? So snowballing is when you put
Speaker 1: go from putting come in your mouth and dripping it
Speaker 1: in the other person's mouth, back and forth, building ball
Speaker 1: of You may find it as come swapping on many
Speaker 1: of the tubes that I would have known snowballing. Okay,
Speaker 1: next one is d V and no, this is not
Speaker 1: domestic violence. God damnit. Many That sounds like a bacteria
Speaker 1: faction dogs decent dog be as in violence. Should I
Speaker 1: did it again? I don't know. I have no idea
Speaker 1: what that is? Double what double vagina to Dixie? Your please,
Speaker 1: They're not that is? The next one DP is double penetration.
Speaker 1: She knew that one. And then the last one. Do
Speaker 1: you know what a rainbow kisses? It sounds real gross?
Speaker 1: Is that like I'm gonna think that it is a
Speaker 1: I'm I don't know why. It just comes to my head,
Speaker 1: kissing the ass and the vagina and then kissing your mouth.
Speaker 1: It's blood. I'm glad to explain it if you like.
Speaker 1: I don't like blood. I don't like I have sex
Speaker 1: with my beauty. Now. I love the taste, taste the blood, fish,
Speaker 1: normal blood, Oh, just that blood I'm not. This is
Speaker 1: getting very making Fox. Wait, blood your figure. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: hold you. That blood probably tastes better than the whole
Speaker 1: blood coming out of it. I don't like blooding, but Johnna,
Speaker 1: blood is like it's just kissing and then kissing somebody.
Speaker 1: It's like, basically you go down on someone during their period.
Speaker 1: Shout out to christ in her net. She either put
Speaker 1: that in her book or talked about it. She talked
Speaker 1: about it, but she would like, go, don't know, people
Speaker 1: in their period and you basically have a mess on
Speaker 1: your face and you make out with that person. Disgusting.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, Hey, you know what it's giving dumber,
Speaker 1: it's giving could never cannibalism. If somebody wanted to go
Speaker 1: down on me, that's fine. I would saying, somebody want
Speaker 1: to go down to me on my period, that's fine.
Speaker 1: Would you kiss the match so you gonna let them
Speaker 1: kiss your lips down there and they can't kiss your
Speaker 1: lips uptime when you're bleeding? You would, girl, I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't see wow, you know the whole is plugged
Speaker 1: up a white for me. Finding on your period, I
Speaker 1: get a little hard. I do, and I have self
Speaker 1: control because I'm God's chosen and only have a three
Speaker 1: day period, so I can wait. I'm almost say I could.
Speaker 1: That's how much I want. But the seriod, like for me,
Speaker 1: as much as we joke about like me loving blood,
Speaker 1: I don't want to funk on my period. It's just
Speaker 1: my periods long. It's seven days. Damn. Yeah, that's the
Speaker 1: only thing that's called by period down who the blood
Speaker 1: moon child? But you know what godfair said, que with
Speaker 1: big teeth. You know what I'm saying, good pussy, but
Speaker 1: then boom, you can only get it twenty one days
Speaker 1: a month. She's like, teeth your mouth very thank you.
Speaker 1: I don't know, I knows, you know. I was at
Speaker 1: a little nose reconstruction. I was very care about the
Speaker 1: nose situation. Thank you. Were you walking around with the bandage? No? Oh?
Speaker 1: Like after the nose shot in l A like, No, no,
Speaker 1: not as much. Oh, I did a whole photo shoot
Speaker 1: your that's fired. The song is called a New Body.
Speaker 1: It was it's a fire cover. I like, I kind
Speaker 1: of like three days after celebrated, I was excited, Like
Speaker 1: the first time you had a facial with your new nose,
Speaker 1: didn't feel different. I felt very good. Very good. Still
Speaker 1: self conscious a little with like selfies, what kind of
Speaker 1: things don't change, Like some things don't change, like you
Speaker 1: still work your little angles here and there. But I
Speaker 1: definitely feel way way better in person. I celebrate plastic
Speaker 1: surgeries for people all the time. I think, like great
Speaker 1: because in my Braine I got my boob boobs done
Speaker 1: ten years ago, which someone told me I need to
Speaker 1: change the ship out. Yeah, I was fifteen years I
Speaker 1: thought it was a new rules should ask I don't know, Yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: you gotta. You gotta have to wait until I had
Speaker 1: a kid. You gotta be careful that too. I always
Speaker 1: I kind of wanted to boot job. I have really
Speaker 1: small boobs. But then I was like, yeah, I'm like
Speaker 1: close to almost having kids. Like what do you do
Speaker 1: like before? No after? Yeah, maybe you're turning to raisins
Speaker 1: put them back. They're drooping a little. But I say
Speaker 1: all that to say anybody that gets plastic surgery, I
Speaker 1: think it's super dope too document it, share it. I
Speaker 1: think it was a lot of women are shamed for it.
Speaker 1: I remember seeing something about Hayley Baber saying she hasn't
Speaker 1: had work done, and I was like, stop when you
Speaker 1: try to hide it, and it's kind hasn't. But like
Speaker 1: you know, I do feel bad that people can't just
Speaker 1: be like, hey, I didn't feel pretty like this, So
Speaker 1: I did this right, you know what I'm saying. I
Speaker 1: don't think there's anything wrong, you know, I think it's
Speaker 1: totally I can just make sure the thighs match. Bitch. Sorry,
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, there's yeah, all right, ellis ship for the week.
Speaker 1: You guys that might have seen. It's a black dude
Speaker 1: and a white lady from work and they were married
Speaker 1: and they started sucking on ABC. Do you remember this?
Speaker 1: Amy Roebeck and TJ he on TV? On TV they
Speaker 1: just misses them from Good Morning America. Oh I think
Speaker 1: I heard about. They are colleagues that started sucking and
Speaker 1: then they got fired for for fucking now. The fourth
Speaker 1: woman has come out basically said he ghosted her and
Speaker 1: he wasn't treating her right and d So allegedly he
Speaker 1: had three other workplace romances, two of which were junior staffers.
Speaker 1: UM and a bunch of anonymous people are coming out
Speaker 1: saying they'd suck in his office. They believed he was
Speaker 1: in a position of power over them, and apparently one
Speaker 1: of them said and fine, I didn't even think about
Speaker 1: the dynam makes at the times Mary. He was at
Speaker 1: the nightly program on which they both worked. They found
Speaker 1: that it was a scandalous place. There were a lot
Speaker 1: of women that had been promoted after having an affair.
Speaker 1: She said she was heartbroken, felt like a throwaway object
Speaker 1: because he expressed a crazy amount of interest Initially, Oh,
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, We've never heard that before, that it was
Speaker 1: a pattern. She thought she was special. Hell, I don't
Speaker 1: feel bad for you anyway. So a lot of people
Speaker 1: have been giving him ship for this, And I'm gonna
Speaker 1: be totally honest. You just said it the word, and
Speaker 1: I agree. He was telling if I'm a place of
Speaker 1: work where I'm hired to do a show, and if
Speaker 1: i want to throw my pissie to everybody, what the
Speaker 1: fund does senior have to do with it? Doesn't I'm
Speaker 1: the face of the billboard, So what He's fine. I
Speaker 1: honestly kind of don't think this is I blame and
Speaker 1: I'm I hear what I'm saying, and I'm letting you'll
Speaker 1: know right now, I understand this is a very feminist podcast.
Speaker 1: I get it. I do not think he's in the wrong.
Speaker 1: I think the women accountable. Junior stafford hold only finishes
Speaker 1: because I'm for real on this one, junior stafford over
Speaker 1: the talent. If you're not my subordinate in terms of
Speaker 1: the position I'm in, do I need you to report
Speaker 1: to me? Am I in a managerial role? If the
Speaker 1: answers no, then technically all of y'all are my fucking
Speaker 1: junior staffers. I work for fuse on my TV show.
Speaker 1: Everybody else on that crew. You're telling me if I
Speaker 1: suck them, they're underneath me. Like, no, I'm the talent.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I'm not cutting their checks.
Speaker 1: I'm talent. I don't fucking work at ABC. And like,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, like writing and signing my
Speaker 1: name is and what why do I have to adhere
Speaker 1: to a fucking rule because I wanted to workplace romance,
Speaker 1: To be honest with you, talent is normally by a contract,
Speaker 1: not even a salary. You're getting paid per episode, we're
Speaker 1: getting paid per season, Like fuck you. Well he was married,
Speaker 1: so anyone, Well that's one note. Romance is cool, But like,
Speaker 1: I don't know, you're sucking all of them. The ladies
Speaker 1: knew that he was married. He was yeah, yeah, right, okay,
Speaker 1: if he if he had to get fired, just say,
Speaker 1: everybody's seeming to agree that, Like, I don't know if
Speaker 1: you should have gotten fired, Like I don't think he
Speaker 1: should have got the girls. Maybe there was a distraction.
Speaker 1: The synergy are the synergy could have been probably better
Speaker 1: on the show. Probably be rude with you, maybe see
Speaker 1: kind of dumb because I get it there was a distraction.
Speaker 1: But just imagine watching them on camera. After all this,
Speaker 1: it started going viral, like after I see TNZ, y'all
Speaker 1: are married, I'm no one's watching now they got Kiki
Speaker 1: no more. I'm I'm just here for it. He was
Speaker 1: fine email Yudoku. Of course he was sucking staff members
Speaker 1: in the cel long yep. And she only left because
Speaker 1: she was humiliated. She would have stayed. I think he
Speaker 1: cheated before he was fine fun because she y'all. I
Speaker 1: don't know what y'all. What y'all surprised about if they
Speaker 1: find and especially if they got money they in the
Speaker 1: cheat understand, I just say, ugly the ugly one broke
Speaker 1: was me cheating to all of them? The broke was
Speaker 1: she what? Because they got the best day, all of them. Yeah,
Speaker 1: So here's the thing. I think being embarrassed. Embarrass is
Speaker 1: a little different when it sound in public. Are like
Speaker 1: fucking somebody at work when you have a girlfriend or
Speaker 1: a wife, Like, don't embarrass me, Like they both can't
Speaker 1: trust you? Not defined as the thing. Both of them
Speaker 1: were married and we're sleeping with I think she got upset.
Speaker 1: I think she got upset that he was giving the
Speaker 1: dick to everybody else. That that's what happened. She got jealous.
Speaker 1: How are you gonna get it? They still together? Thin?
Speaker 1: But how did that come out? If they're both married? Like,
Speaker 1: how did that even come That's the probably the easiest
Speaker 1: way to cheat with the jowers. I don't have wiser husbands. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but like that, I don't know how that happened. I
Speaker 1: got I got a couple of married friends. Now literally
Speaker 1: be looking for bitches with girlfriends or husbands because he's like,
Speaker 1: well both I swear the guy he just told me
Speaker 1: that wait wait, wait kay, deal with a single bisi.
Speaker 1: He said they ain't got loof No I heard that.
Speaker 1: That's truly if you want to mess with a man,
Speaker 1: you don't never mind. I'm not just don't go no, no, stop,
Speaker 1: not because they do you have you have power over them,
Speaker 1: because I will tell your fucking I will tell your wife.
Speaker 1: And this is why they will get me that breaking back,
Speaker 1: because I will tell your wife because of this. I've
Speaker 1: never done it, but I you know, I've never gone close.
Speaker 1: Maybe a little close, yeah, but no, I wouldn't cross
Speaker 1: the line. I won't cross that line. I don't just close.
Speaker 1: What made what did he do? Him? Flirt in all
Speaker 1: the all the the whole thing you feel you know,
Speaker 1: the feelings start feeling. I'm like, get away from me,
Speaker 1: tell the wife. But I will probably get close if
Speaker 1: like he destroyed me. Like I have a friend that
Speaker 1: dated a married guy who was like, hey, like, when
Speaker 1: my kids graduate high school, I'm done. They'd be line.
Speaker 1: That's the number one line. Carry you many, hey man,
Speaker 1: left it. I'm just here for the kids. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: leave when they when they're done with high school. We
Speaker 1: just comparing and shut the funk up. No you're not.
Speaker 1: Here's the thing you're gonna deal with. Married men, go
Speaker 1: into it with an arrangement. Get your bills paid, get
Speaker 1: something agreement signed. Agreement yea sign your life away. Hold on. Interesting.
Speaker 1: You said that I'd like this this this and this
Speaker 1: hold on home girl did that and got it. Not
Speaker 1: know if a relationship, I need these things no no
Speaker 1: no no no no no no no, and sign your
Speaker 1: So here's what ended up going. And if you cheat
Speaker 1: on me, I get this much money and a and
Speaker 1: a girlfriend boyfriend. She once it got close to graduation,
Speaker 1: she felt like he wasn't gonna leave right, She's like,
Speaker 1: he wasn't taking those steps. I still had to walk
Speaker 1: out the room for for calls and ship and so
Speaker 1: she said, I decided on the agreement. He is in
Speaker 1: a high position of fame and power and basically she
Speaker 1: said they had a gentleman instagreement. She was like, because
Speaker 1: I had to boss up on him and I said,
Speaker 1: he if you don't want you to look like shit,
Speaker 1: if you don't leave your wife, I want half a
Speaker 1: million dollars to my life. I want my rent paid
Speaker 1: x y Z. And I don't know if she had
Speaker 1: him signed something, but she said she put something in
Speaker 1: a thread where basically he had to agree to it,
Speaker 1: and she made it very clear, like you've wasted this
Speaker 1: many years of my life. I'm young, I'm like a
Speaker 1: little too old to have kids now, Like this is
Speaker 1: what I want carll me a fucking river, You delusional bitch.
Speaker 1: I'd be so fed up. Like why like to go
Speaker 1: into a situation and wait for him to leave? Like
Speaker 1: when you because girls they're leaving mane cheating, you said
Speaker 1: what you're leaving your Manazese cheating automatically no cheating the
Speaker 1: gay so to that point, Like, but to me, I
Speaker 1: don't go into it if you know how to handle it.
Speaker 1: I think for me, I've had I've had sex with
Speaker 1: people without emotions attached. So to me, the fucking off
Speaker 1: on a bitch not really a problem for me. The
Speaker 1: going on a date, the how you handle it, how
Speaker 1: you handle it is important to how you handle it,
Speaker 1: Like and I told you this all time you take
Speaker 1: bitches out to eat, No, you can know every go
Speaker 1: by by by Yeah, I mean that's just because I
Speaker 1: need a little more. Guys want all of this and
Speaker 1: they can't handle it. That's the thing is you don't
Speaker 1: know how to treat the relationship properly to have all
Speaker 1: you want. But also I think that the women just
Speaker 1: except whatever out the gate because they just think they want.
Speaker 1: But also a lot of women feel like if they
Speaker 1: come into something asking for too much at the gate.
Speaker 1: He's gonna be turned off, digger, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: So I'm trying to get better communication. I don't even
Speaker 1: want to ask that. Can we talk more? I don't
Speaker 1: even know how to tell him can we talk? What
Speaker 1: do you want? Bitch called me? They signed me every
Speaker 1: fucking day for sure. Okay, that's it. That's not happening
Speaker 1: right now, and I'm upset about it. Why do you
Speaker 1: think it's not happening. You gotta get a book that
Speaker 1: huh nink? He's got jobs. I don't care. I don't
Speaker 1: give it. I don't give it. Disagreed, I don't like
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you what I'm gonna tell you. Something's
Speaker 1: happening to me. I want to FaceTime while you're sleeping, age,
Speaker 1: I want to while the naps happening. This is gonna
Speaker 1: sound mean, and I know we're just coming off Valentine's Day,
Speaker 1: but I fucking figured it out. This is a very
Speaker 1: simple answer. Now. I want to hurt your feelings, but
Speaker 1: to be honest with you, Like, I'm dating someone right now.
Speaker 1: There's busy and I've dated people at a time on
Speaker 1: their hands busy before this man is calling me between meetings.
Speaker 1: Maybe I just gotta be honest with you. The only
Speaker 1: fucking difference that's happening to me now versus before is
Speaker 1: he's doing it on his own. I realized the other day, Damn,
Speaker 1: I'm not calling this man. How don't I talk to
Speaker 1: him every morning? How am I talking to him every night?
Speaker 1: I'm not calling him? See, I'm not doing this no more.
Speaker 1: But but here's the thing. We're asked. We started asking
Speaker 1: for ship, and for some reason feels like a chore.
Speaker 1: And it's almost how you started, because in every how
Speaker 1: you started, it's how you started. Because in every other
Speaker 1: relationship I've had, I didn't necessarily start on the phone
Speaker 1: too much, and then I started asking for ship later
Speaker 1: that they weren't used to doing with me. So that's
Speaker 1: not that's a bad thing, right, don't do that. But
Speaker 1: I'm sitting you need to from that start. You should
Speaker 1: be like, if you want to be bad, you should
Speaker 1: have started the relationship showing him that this is how
Speaker 1: you like to come. In the beginning, I would sometimes
Speaker 1: he would text that asked me he was free to talk,
Speaker 1: and then we talked for an hour or so. But
Speaker 1: now he's used to talking. I don't know how long
Speaker 1: a month? Put that long. I'm a bit then I'm busiest.
Speaker 1: I have you ever said once that you want to
Speaker 1: talk to me on the phone board? No, you do
Speaker 1: it in person, not on the phone. The next time
Speaker 1: you're a person, you gotta say it like on some
Speaker 1: like cute little ship about how something in the middle
Speaker 1: of you having a good time. Don't let it be
Speaker 1: a dry moment, be like you see you need to
Speaker 1: be caledy more. Then I got another guy that's doing that,
Speaker 1: and I'm not you know, it's not what I necessarily
Speaker 1: for sure want. And I'm like, da because you don't
Speaker 1: like I like him, but I'm not in like like
Speaker 1: with him. And I'm like, why is he showing me
Speaker 1: more attention than other guys so we can never get
Speaker 1: what we want? I don't want his back. Sorry, but
Speaker 1: y'all all, y'all, y'all cheaters. Anyways, that's true. I'm just mad,
Speaker 1: but it is. You have to start it. If you
Speaker 1: don't start, communication is key. It's difficult. I got you
Speaker 1: never eat my pussy, and suddenly six months down a
Speaker 1: lot of like I need this every time, telling you
Speaker 1: you gotta start the ship teaching. Okay, we're giving all
Speaker 1: this advice and we're bout as this hope for a
Speaker 1: SEXI I know I got you. What's up? I need
Speaker 1: sexive segment? Yes, sex, any dating too, I don't know
Speaker 1: what's after sex. That's a really good one because things
Speaker 1: can happen. What about don't funk on a beach because
Speaker 1: things can also happen. This isn't you're gonna go what
Speaker 1: I thought we were going to go more like low post.
Speaker 1: Oh but a two hands for sure? Well, if you
Speaker 1: can't hands, then some guys don't like hands. I don't
Speaker 1: think I've ever been with a guy that doesn't like hands.
Speaker 1: I've been like, yeah, like not they just want mount
Speaker 1: they don't want I will say this, though pressure I've
Speaker 1: noticed across them. It's definitely changes you want to be
Speaker 1: like too much. But I think he's sucking a lot.
Speaker 1: I think he's a whore. I think that's why do
Speaker 1: you think he's a whore? I think I think I
Speaker 1: think he's taking a lot of and he's just trying
Speaker 1: to give dick when he can, and so when he
Speaker 1: does too sensitive because he probably came a well he's
Speaker 1: probably not gonna work. Don't make me in my head.
Speaker 1: I'm not did you come? That's not want next think
Speaker 1: about something you like done on you? Then that's been
Speaker 1: really good that a person, if a guy can't this
Speaker 1: is interesting and only one person has done this, um
Speaker 1: like vibrating while fucking. And I don't know how he
Speaker 1: did that or he was shaking his he no if
Speaker 1: I was from the other view maybe but just like
Speaker 1: he knows how to like vibrate you sure it wasn't
Speaker 1: a season? What do you think? She said? Only one
Speaker 1: nigga did it? What is that? And ate? Because I'm
Speaker 1: taking the same thing. Was he just vibrates his body?
Speaker 1: Maybe he really tenses up where it just shakes a
Speaker 1: little bit, vibrates, but it's it was It's crazy. He
Speaker 1: lost his belt, honest, I would like to see. I
Speaker 1: know it's good and I'm like, but you don't know
Speaker 1: how you were shaking? No no, no, no, no, no no
Speaker 1: quicker than that. No for real. It's almost like having
Speaker 1: a seizure for sure. Yeah, no, for it's crazy And
Speaker 1: so I'm never a local. Why did you do this?
Speaker 1: Like Ricky Morton like vibrate with his clue like and
Speaker 1: talking talking on the vagina. I don't care what you're
Speaker 1: saying it's wrap. You know what that is though, it's
Speaker 1: the humming. So they tell you to do that on
Speaker 1: Dick too, like the causes a vibration, said, Nicky, you
Speaker 1: just got a moan. That's the talking. Don't like I'm
Speaker 1: gonna cry. I'm gonna cry, not talking, Yeah, exactly. Okay,
Speaker 1: let's get it to the holy So I want to
Speaker 1: talk about only fans without clothes because we have so
Speaker 1: many women and with clothes with close. Sorry, we have
Speaker 1: so many men and women that right in to ask
Speaker 1: how to make some extra money on only fans and
Speaker 1: they don't want to do too much, but they want
Speaker 1: to make one. So tell us a little bit about
Speaker 1: your only fans journey because from what I know, you
Speaker 1: don't do porn, right, So, yeah, how'd you get into
Speaker 1: only fans? Uh? So, basically I need some extra money
Speaker 1: right before quarantine because brand deals were like and so
Speaker 1: I was like, you know, only fans is a really
Speaker 1: great platform. I'm gonna use my music over there. I
Speaker 1: kind of was thinking music first, music videos. I was
Speaker 1: the first artist to put a music video on only fans.
Speaker 1: A ship hit likes way more than any other platform
Speaker 1: I've ever put any music videos. Because here's the real question.
Speaker 1: Is it because people think you're gonna be naked or
Speaker 1: is it because that's the only way they can access
Speaker 1: who knows? That was the only way honestly to access
Speaker 1: me for a minute, because I wasn't doing any work
Speaker 1: videos on YouTube for like a couple of years. So
Speaker 1: they've been waiting and wanting, like where are your videos
Speaker 1: that you did a lot of working? Um, it was
Speaker 1: a no, no, no, Actually I wasn't working a lot.
Speaker 1: Oh there was a little tworking and a little jacuzzi
Speaker 1: for sure, in a bikini at the end. Like it
Speaker 1: was very homemade, homemade quarantine video actually that I did myself.
Speaker 1: So you only had one video on there and you
Speaker 1: were able to get up to thirty thousand for that
Speaker 1: one video dollars. Yes, Now once you see that happen
Speaker 1: to this month, what are you like? Be like, shit,
Speaker 1: what do I do next? How do you keep? Oh?
Speaker 1: I was automatically doing to work videos because that's just
Speaker 1: what I do. So I was doing to work videos
Speaker 1: and my my little ranch up in the attic, a
Speaker 1: little tripod. I didn't know what the hell I was
Speaker 1: doing because I didn't know anyone who really did it
Speaker 1: or anything. I was just winging it. You did this
Speaker 1: before quarantine, yeah, right before quarantine. That's interesting because only
Speaker 1: fans shot up by like and something sent after yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: oh I got on the job. I told every single
Speaker 1: bitch to join. No one wanted to listen to me.
Speaker 1: And then after like yeah, but like it's too late,
Speaker 1: bish because I got all the money. Now have you
Speaker 1: ever considered getting like at what point where you like,
Speaker 1: should I get naked? Should I not? Like I have
Speaker 1: been doing this for like three something years and I
Speaker 1: have not shown vagina, not once, not vagina, but like
Speaker 1: no chips or or I went on there, it's not nude,
Speaker 1: but you do like insinuated like well, one of your
Speaker 1: pictures you have pennies on, clearly crop shot. But then
Speaker 1: you do you do your feet, so you're yeah, oh yeah,
Speaker 1: for sure, feet to work videos, laundre thaw. I'll call
Speaker 1: you daddy maybe if I want to, if the money
Speaker 1: is good. The weird like the funny weirdest request is
Speaker 1: when people want to be um. They like to be demasculated, humiliated,
Speaker 1: the humiliated. They're this big they them themselves like as
Speaker 1: a human not there, dick, but like they want me
Speaker 1: to pretend like they can fit in my purse in
Speaker 1: my pocket and like let me like fix your little
Speaker 1: class baby, and like it's the weirdest thing. And I'm
Speaker 1: like it just turns them on. I guess how much
Speaker 1: whatever you can get hundreds, thousands, whatever. I mean, it
Speaker 1: just depends on the Persian. Yes, pollypocket is a weird
Speaker 1: little polly pocket. I saw this years ago and it
Speaker 1: was like a woman that was like giant, giant, trusted
Speaker 1: giant ye and they made the guy look super scarre.
Speaker 1: He was like, tell me that you want me to
Speaker 1: rearrange your purse. I was like, what the fuck is
Speaker 1: this gonna do for your dick? That's crazy? But it is. Yeah,
Speaker 1: So how do you talk to them? I'm just like, oh,
Speaker 1: like I want to put you on my purse. Do
Speaker 1: you like that? Can you put my lipstick back in
Speaker 1: my like stomp ship? Wow? Like it works? MENO, what's
Speaker 1: the most common dick ratings? Which we've heard that? We've
Speaker 1: heard that before. Should we do that? We've literally heard
Speaker 1: that we should they send you a picture, you don't
Speaker 1: open it until they pay you, Like, okay, I'll look
Speaker 1: at it. We should do a horrible decisions, only fans
Speaker 1: and fans and just dick, yes, I'll, I'll managed. I'm
Speaker 1: not even the platform already, I know what to do.
Speaker 1: This is the thing though, like I okay, so this
Speaker 1: is what else I wanted to know. So you don't
Speaker 1: show any nudity. However, you have an only fans. Does
Speaker 1: having an only fans do you feel like it's blocked
Speaker 1: you from anything as an artist because they're like, no,
Speaker 1: not for me, I don't think no. I definitely have
Speaker 1: heard a lot of that. But then it's like when
Speaker 1: I paid the platform for like the way for like
Speaker 1: artists that are in the like not porn star, but
Speaker 1: an artist to go in the middle and fucking make it.
Speaker 1: You know. Yeah, now you got egging on their party,
Speaker 1: be on there. Everyone's been on there now, they're all Honestly,
Speaker 1: when I see that celebrities have only fans now, I
Speaker 1: don't even think they're getting naked. No, most of them
Speaker 1: aren't getting naked at this. I went to a Grammy party.
Speaker 1: I saw a little fizz. I just say that, I'm
Speaker 1: just gonna say this. I would wait really cute in person,
Speaker 1: and I literally after I got attracted to him for
Speaker 1: like thirty seconds raising in the sun. That's all I
Speaker 1: thought about. I thought about it. But in that little
Speaker 1: thing that was wait what he made? When? When was it?
Speaker 1: What was it? It leaked onto definitely leaked on to Twitter,
Speaker 1: Twinter want kept me that I don't want. Thank God,
Speaker 1: I don't even have Wait what he would he? I
Speaker 1: was sending this to people, I was like, you're looking
Speaker 1: at his boodhall. I like it. I like it. He
Speaker 1: like it a little. But ladies, no, you can do
Speaker 1: this without having to go. I'm the most subscribed person
Speaker 1: on Only Fans by the way. Really, yes, I promise.
Speaker 1: I can't tell you how much I make you ages.
Speaker 1: I have two pages, once a subscription and one's a
Speaker 1: free page. My page is the most subscribed page. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but mostly everyone's Mostly people are gonna say when you
Speaker 1: first start, the girls like Iggy or something, they come
Speaker 1: on and they'll rack you up because they're like, oh,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna charge you, you know. But most girls are
Speaker 1: girls that are free and then they'll post something and
Speaker 1: then I have to get the pay to get in.
Speaker 1: But there's two different ways you can get paid to subscription.
Speaker 1: You've been on the platform so long that they're like
Speaker 1: probably I don't know. No, they don't promote anymore. They
Speaker 1: used to promote um, which I don't know. I just
Speaker 1: I got the fans ship. How do you not a
Speaker 1: lot of people were tworking and doing what I was
Speaker 1: doing on there? What do you what would you suggest?
Speaker 1: There some tips for like getting your page going. It's
Speaker 1: a tough one, um, you know. Honestly. A big one
Speaker 1: is TikTok. Yep. A lot of people come from TikTok.
Speaker 1: You don't have to do anything crazy on TikTok. They
Speaker 1: just see hot girls or whoever whatever they like on there.
Speaker 1: They're clicking, They're finding you're finding you. That's the biggest
Speaker 1: one they know. On Instagram, you can't necessarily do that. Yeah, no,
Speaker 1: you gotta put it in your secret link and biotype.
Speaker 1: Yeah you can't. But it doesn't even matter. It doesn't
Speaker 1: even matter if you don't even have to have a
Speaker 1: link on it. They will find you. They will find you,
Speaker 1: they'll find ways to you know, do it so TikTok
Speaker 1: Virgin likes on there also gets people like that. I've
Speaker 1: gotten deleted like four times on TikTok. This ship sucks?
Speaker 1: Why dumb ship? I actually posted my toes, which is great.
Speaker 1: I didn't think I was going to get it. That's
Speaker 1: so weird community violation for posting my toes. I add
Speaker 1: spacers on, you know, toaspacers you sleep in toastpacers, and
Speaker 1: I was just like it was literally, but it's just
Speaker 1: toaspacers know, so that your toes aren't are you spread
Speaker 1: your toes apart so they don't smush together all the time,
Speaker 1: like when you're sleeping, you know, when you're in fee
Speaker 1: here in like shoes, it's just yea like toaspacers from
Speaker 1: the nail. No, No, it's just for no, it was
Speaker 1: for me just to fix my feet more, just so
Speaker 1: I don't you know your feet when you go like this,
Speaker 1: your feet curve to your curve, are you really make
Speaker 1: money or your feet? Because this was just a random ship.
Speaker 1: I wasn't even thinking kinky at all. And I was like,
Speaker 1: wait what And I was just like, oh, look at
Speaker 1: my toaspacers and they fucking put a violation on me.
Speaker 1: I'm like that sucks, Like this wasn't even a thing,
Speaker 1: but so it's hard they know it's a kink now.
Speaker 1: I didn't even Yeah, obviously I didn't realize that, but
Speaker 1: it's like like my feet though, that's that's my inappropriate
Speaker 1: like can you let those kitchers fly? But TikTok to
Speaker 1: big one, I was suggested to go hard on TikTok.
Speaker 1: Another question I've had so your Persian and when it
Speaker 1: comes to dating and things like that, I'd like to
Speaker 1: know because we've had Middle Eastern girls on here, but
Speaker 1: like I don't know if Yeah, I'm one block and
Speaker 1: it's really all right? We checks it off now, No, Lenna,
Speaker 1: we've had to bro she said we had. I don't
Speaker 1: think we had. I'm your cherry popper. This is middle Easter.
Speaker 1: I mean there's a dune bunch of hold on thinking
Speaker 1: the girls that were white somebody had it in them? Ask,
Speaker 1: that's crazy, all right, Well was our virgin lex. So
Speaker 1: I'm curious to know some of the fetishes that you've
Speaker 1: experienced as somebody who's Persian being medals, Like have you
Speaker 1: experienced that with dating? No fetishish? No, well you're lucky.
Speaker 1: That's interesting. Yeah, no, I don't know. Now what about
Speaker 1: on the opposite end, like have you found it to
Speaker 1: be weird dating? Like what you date white guys? I
Speaker 1: mean I saw you had a black party. So I
Speaker 1: feel like I know which way you go. I had
Speaker 1: a black party. What do you mean? We were at
Speaker 1: an R and B party? Like, I had a black party,
Speaker 1: my favorite type of party. Um Me, I date all
Speaker 1: races for sure. I love all race and I've tried
Speaker 1: the rainbow. What's been your face? I have a type
Speaker 1: of Arab was one of my loves in my life.
Speaker 1: He went to do buy and gotten arranged marriage. Broke
Speaker 1: my fucking heart. I was really intense. I wasn't from
Speaker 1: his his what did you call it? I mean, I
Speaker 1: don't know. Is that a thing with Persians though? Like
Speaker 1: do they like you to stay? Yeah? They do want
Speaker 1: you to stick here. Yeah, my dad would have back
Speaker 1: in the day. He's changed his mind. He's older now,
Speaker 1: you know. My first boyfriend was Haitian, Like sorry, I
Speaker 1: had to go out the window, like I said, as
Speaker 1: I started dating, you know, and I grew up yeah,
Speaker 1: him saying like, you know, you want to date in
Speaker 1: your race. And my my stepdad was black, so I
Speaker 1: was like I grew up with that around me, Like
Speaker 1: I'm not I'm gonna day, Who the funk I want?
Speaker 1: My mom did like, you know, yeah, like it's it's
Speaker 1: different for me. But you know what they're like when
Speaker 1: you have like Ronian people, it's like they date back,
Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying that they do. My friend,
Speaker 1: my best friend in middle school was her father was
Speaker 1: her mother's cousin, and she's like, there was no choice
Speaker 1: for this. My dad's not that she's very Americanized and whatnot. Um.
Speaker 1: But I've had my struggles dating black men. Me being
Speaker 1: Persian and white. That's been tough with men that are popular,
Speaker 1: really see, because you know, we never get it on
Speaker 1: the other day. It's hard. It's crazy just the way
Speaker 1: I do up. But I'm like, damn this is and
Speaker 1: it slipped on me. It flipped, you know what I'm saying. So,
Speaker 1: so I dated a popular black man in the art
Speaker 1: space or whatever, actor and an artists to this happened
Speaker 1: to this happened three times to me, the Arab black
Speaker 1: kind of black guy, Arab guy not from the same
Speaker 1: culture or whatever. Black guys they support black women in
Speaker 1: public and that whole thing. But then they dated me,
Speaker 1: which I'm a Persian white girl, Persian Irish girl, and
Speaker 1: they would say things like, oh, you know, say your
Speaker 1: Persian if like basically, don't mention your white or like
Speaker 1: just try to hide hide me because I'm not. I've
Speaker 1: met somebody black, I'm not glad. Tell me their girlfriend
Speaker 1: is like he chips or this or that one like
Speaker 1: and I was just like, damn, like that fucking hurts.
Speaker 1: That's crazy, Like okay, like the funk, like maybe we
Speaker 1: shouldn't be together. And so because I didn't grow up
Speaker 1: like that. Have you ever had a guy that wouldn't
Speaker 1: maybe introduced to his family. The last one I dated
Speaker 1: who was like this, uh, he introduced me on the
Speaker 1: FaceTime with his dad, and I think he was kind
Speaker 1: of a part of like panther Black panthers, Black panthers.
Speaker 1: But he he introduced me like as a friend. I
Speaker 1: was sitting on his lap. So it was a little
Speaker 1: it was more. It was more than that, Yeah, I
Speaker 1: thought you you have a latina look a little bit
Speaker 1: to me. Actually yeah, people think I mean regardless, I
Speaker 1: don't know what I'm saying, which is why I feel
Speaker 1: like black guys could feel safer because you know, you've
Speaker 1: got white girl, white girl, and then you've got someone
Speaker 1: that's like, oh, this is a spicy white you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And I feel like guys and so
Speaker 1: because of that, they probably feel better bringing you out.
Speaker 1: But it's like, no, that it was. It was, and
Speaker 1: it was tough. Really, Yeah, I hurt me for sure.
Speaker 1: I never heard and I don't hear it often either,
Speaker 1: you know, And that's me too, And I'm like, damn,
Speaker 1: Like who else is going through this? Like, oh, she
Speaker 1: got another white friend that I got into it a
Speaker 1: little bit with when I wasn't living in Mexico. She
Speaker 1: was dating this guy and she was like crying about
Speaker 1: their breakup and I was like, what happened. She's like,
Speaker 1: you know, he just told me he's not going to
Speaker 1: end up with a white girl, and um, I felt
Speaker 1: bad for her and with her, and then she started
Speaker 1: just kind of like getting a little too on her
Speaker 1: high horse about it. And it's difficult, right because so
Speaker 1: my ex only cheated on me with white girls. So
Speaker 1: now in my brain, I was like, white women are
Speaker 1: the target. We just talked about this. It's good he
Speaker 1: had to go opposite. You're like, at least, but then
Speaker 1: I've talked about that ship and man, he was like, well, damn, bitch,
Speaker 1: what about my mom. My mom's black, Mandy's mom's white.
Speaker 1: We're both based oppice side. So it's like it's hard
Speaker 1: sometimes because with the white girlfriends that I have, should
Speaker 1: I have one right now that a guy just kind
Speaker 1: of like seems like he doesn't want commitment but seems
Speaker 1: in love with her. And I'm like, yeah, that's what
Speaker 1: I almost say, because now that it's not like a hater,
Speaker 1: but it's a real thing. And honestly it's because of ship.
Speaker 1: I'm one of them, you know what I'm saying. That
Speaker 1: might be online that's just like, here goes another one.
Speaker 1: But at the same time, I never really think on
Speaker 1: the other end, how shitty it must be for somebody
Speaker 1: to date someone. That's like, because in the public, when
Speaker 1: you're when you're supporting black women, you know, and you
Speaker 1: come out with a white girl, you got, you get
Speaker 1: some sort of hate for me and they know and
Speaker 1: they know and they know that, and then then will
Speaker 1: be like, I don't want to do that. I don't
Speaker 1: want to risk my fucking career because I'm in love
Speaker 1: with a white bitch, Like good, you know, a black woman,
Speaker 1: shout out to you king, That's what I'm saying. But
Speaker 1: here's j Ellis. At least he take his white woman around.
Speaker 1: They're at Jordan Peel. There are a lot of black
Speaker 1: men that day white women that I won't give a fuck,
Speaker 1: And I think like being confident in who you love
Speaker 1: period is what you should be doing. I don't think
Speaker 1: any other ship is right. I think it's also the
Speaker 1: thing of like how raw rod, like you can't be
Speaker 1: too in my face and then you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: I would rather you just kind of chill than tell
Speaker 1: me how much Who was it recently? Was It's not
Speaker 1: Michael B. Jordan. It was someone else recently that talked
Speaker 1: about how much they love black women and how they
Speaker 1: was the Trevor Noah and I love Trevor. It's in
Speaker 1: like some pandor you. I remember like there was a
Speaker 1: few clips I saw about people saying and drink oh wait,
Speaker 1: I was like, but I remember thinking, like, you know,
Speaker 1: it's difficult because I am one of those people too
Speaker 1: that will watch it and see you ride for black
Speaker 1: women and be like, let me see what the experts.
Speaker 1: Michael is one of them. I mean, if you're just
Speaker 1: really and to me, it doesn't make sense why you
Speaker 1: want to mix up the world. Wait saying I would
Speaker 1: like to me, if you're gonna be that front forward.
Speaker 1: I don't see how you are super pro blacket not
Speaker 1: pro black love, because once I start dating a white guy, y'all.
Speaker 1: That's what I'm telling um, telling you all right now
Speaker 1: it's Black History Month. I'm gonna post some old picks.
Speaker 1: IM will be at that point, it's just running. It's
Speaker 1: just your fake and you're you're fake in a fucking
Speaker 1: fake life in public, and then you have a whole
Speaker 1: new fucking life that like what the fund is that?
Speaker 1: That's crazy to me, I honestly think, and it's hurtful
Speaker 1: to people like j One that stands in it that
Speaker 1: I think can think of. But he wasn't pro black.
Speaker 1: He was just on a black ass show. That's not true. Though.
Speaker 1: He was kind of like fucking this. I mean this
Speaker 1: person told me I uplift black women. I like, he
Speaker 1: was very clear with me as to why he would
Speaker 1: say these things to me, and he'd stay it in
Speaker 1: front of like a business partner at at lunch, Like
Speaker 1: he mentioned something and then he's like, oh, I say
Speaker 1: your Persian or something. I'm like, what you're saying. That's
Speaker 1: a fun of people to now like this is don't
Speaker 1: get in with me like that. That that to me
Speaker 1: is like annoying ship. It was disrespectful. I had a
Speaker 1: guy tell me once that he felt like I was
Speaker 1: too light skinned. I said, well, damn, we're three months
Speaker 1: in boo. I'm gonna sitting this one out because I
Speaker 1: never dated anybody but a black man. So you don't
Speaker 1: know what about the biggest dick? You want to hear
Speaker 1: who it was? What? Not who? But what? What? Ethnicity?
Speaker 1: The biggest Greek? Really, assuming you've had your fair share, Yes,
Speaker 1: I'm just saying I do like cucumbers the Greek. I
Speaker 1: was like, get away from me, Sorry, get away, That's
Speaker 1: what I was thinking of. All right, let me dive
Speaker 1: into the homemail. Hilarious. Okay, there's a lot of conversation.
Speaker 1: This isn't up. I'm over here so wet ended my turtle. Well,
Speaker 1: this this one, uh is a letter from love listeners.
Speaker 1: If you guys want to send in a homemail, this
Speaker 1: is an update. Please please let you send it too.
Speaker 1: Horrible Decisions at gmail dot com. Hey Mandy, Hey Wheezy.
Speaker 1: I emailed you guys a few years back about a
Speaker 1: situation I had with my stepsister and my ex fiance.
Speaker 1: You read my email on Patreon and I loved it.
Speaker 1: I mean listening to you guys from day one. I
Speaker 1: took my stepsister to your show in Detroit, told her
Speaker 1: about the show how I wrote into you guys. She
Speaker 1: took it well, but told me she didn't like my
Speaker 1: ex like that. She never moved in after she had
Speaker 1: the baby. Oh huh, read this girl, and I ended
Speaker 1: my long relationship and now I'm single and so is she.
Speaker 1: Fast forward to now. I'll attach the old email for you, guys,
Speaker 1: but I'm hoping you remember me. Her and I are
Speaker 1: kind of a duo, not together but best friends slash stepsisters.
Speaker 1: But now people love us and everything we do together.
Speaker 1: We match our clothes, we get waxed together, fly out together, eyebrows, nails,
Speaker 1: share our kids and all of that. We officially had
Speaker 1: a threesome and it wasn't with my ex fiance, Thank god.
Speaker 1: It was a lot of fun. Only happened once. It
Speaker 1: was kind of kinky to be with my stepsister and
Speaker 1: finally have a threesome. Homeboys, one lucky guy. Since only
Speaker 1: happen once, I'm hoping for another round with her. I
Speaker 1: just wanted to take you guys soon, so you know
Speaker 1: that your advice and stories and just being opened on.
Speaker 1: It's helped me realize I didn't ever want to be
Speaker 1: married or tie down. Oh no, y'all did this now?
Speaker 1: Wet I can do with my sister? Who here are her?
Speaker 1: And I'm and attached some photos for you. So but
Speaker 1: but lasting them? No, no, no, we're gonna look at them.
Speaker 1: But they were cute. I remember I think they were.
Speaker 1: Where's the old man is getting the blame? Oh? Here's this?
Speaker 1: This is what I wanted to ask you. Have you
Speaker 1: ever dated family members, brothers or anything like that? Who me? Yes,
Speaker 1: you guess? Girls and who not doing this? But about
Speaker 1: eight years they know I'm never even closed. I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna lie. I'm not saying I want to brothers. But
Speaker 1: she discard family but brother me you like, I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: why did I do that? My brother? Oh like brother,
Speaker 1: but my family black people exte No, I'm just playing.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I'm leaving the show. Um um, brothers
Speaker 1: like that? Yeah, I didn't do it. I wouldn't mind peasant. No,
Speaker 1: I don't think i've ever. I don't think i've ever.
Speaker 1: I wish it ain't nobody that hot so and then hot,
Speaker 1: hot and hot last year. This is for the girls.
Speaker 1: Before we get out of here, I slept with friends
Speaker 1: and I didn't realize they were as close as they
Speaker 1: were until this last Grammy weekend when days thought that
Speaker 1: they were brothers on an Instagram story like blood brothers,
Speaker 1: no brother But then they started going back by the
Speaker 1: pictures where everybody was real small. Now maybe they were neighbors.
Speaker 1: I knew they followed each other, did not know that
Speaker 1: they were this close, but um, there's a funny when
Speaker 1: you see the two together. Maybe hopped and that was
Speaker 1: the first for me. Maybe maybe I have two friends
Speaker 1: in the past, but I don't have to say. I
Speaker 1: might be able to, uh that's happened. I might be
Speaker 1: able to tell you about yourself. I feel like, no,
Speaker 1: I probably have, you know. I mean maybe it's been
Speaker 1: the first time in a while. But anyway, that was
Speaker 1: a fun time for me. Um, I don't like it's
Speaker 1: it's awkward when online you see the two people together
Speaker 1: twice for me and I'm like, oh, y'all know each other.
Speaker 1: So basically I didn't know they were friends at first
Speaker 1: because one of them followed nobody for a while. He
Speaker 1: just got back into following and I said, ship, this
Speaker 1: is only like fifty people. He followed me. He phoned,
Speaker 1: do you help them? Fun? Like when I met? I
Speaker 1: met them together? Well, when I met and I'm sucking
Speaker 1: the same bay like we was. Remember that story. But
Speaker 1: like today you're out on a date with a guy
Speaker 1: you know you sucked his friend. Do you bring it up?
Speaker 1: Because I don't think I'm no if I if I
Speaker 1: realized that I'm gonna start liking him i first date. No,
Speaker 1: I'm not bringing it up. But if we're starting, we
Speaker 1: start kicking and hanging with each other, and we both
Speaker 1: realized we like each other. I'm telling for sure, you're
Speaker 1: not afraid like this is not if it don't work, Nix,
Speaker 1: there's enough Nicks out here. I like the way you
Speaker 1: think I'm gonna call you. I didn't say there was
Speaker 1: quality now. I just said that they're outside the quality. Yeah,
Speaker 1: they there are more. But I'm dating a decent person
Speaker 1: right now, and sometimes I should be looking at him like,
Speaker 1: what is we gonna come out with you? What is
Speaker 1: it gonna happen? I'll be looking just waiting, speaky. You
Speaker 1: don't have to go in to bathroom with it. He's
Speaker 1: a nice guy. When I have a little story, right now,
Speaker 1: so like I've been messing with this guy for a minute,
Speaker 1: like years, like we've been friends but like fun. But
Speaker 1: he's off and on and he's like calling me more,
Speaker 1: texting me more like, and I'm like, what's going on?
Speaker 1: And I'm interested in it. I don't know what it is,
Speaker 1: but it's gonna be all excited story. Yes it is, No,
Speaker 1: it is, okay, well it is the story because I'm like,
Speaker 1: why is he interested now after how many years? Like
Speaker 1: what's going on? The last person that he dated is off?
Speaker 1: And he like. They go back and they start to
Speaker 1: think that's very true because he did say six months
Speaker 1: ago or something he had a girlfriend. I was like,
Speaker 1: you had a girlfriend for That's what happens. They go
Speaker 1: through the clicks and they basically sit they were wind back,
Speaker 1: and they think, who is decent enough? Because I don't
Speaker 1: want to start sucking new people. I want to the
Speaker 1: same people. But talking more way more like this is like,
Speaker 1: did you guys have good sex recently? We have? We
Speaker 1: have great sex. We've always had great sex. It's always
Speaker 1: been that way. That's why I'm like, what's changing. You're
Speaker 1: just in the lineup for decent people? What is that?
Speaker 1: What do you so like in my phone right, I
Speaker 1: mean it's my time. I have to start thinking of
Speaker 1: someone to date. I'd be like, huh, there's like two
Speaker 1: line starts to them more and liked you've been up
Speaker 1: to That's all this is. I'm cutting him off. He
Speaker 1: had done for tell people where to find you and
Speaker 1: where to subscribe your only fans and how they can
Speaker 1: support you more. So go download my music is what
Speaker 1: I would love. Ultimately you'll find my only fans. Let
Speaker 1: fantera mogle me. You'll find every platform, everywhere, every video.
Speaker 1: You'll see some good stuff. Okay, I guarantee. Well, we
Speaker 1: don't have our cheek cheeks to be able once we
Speaker 1: start the decorating or we're doing it. I mean no,
Speaker 1: I will give you some advice for texting. I'm staying
Speaker 1: to work the platform whatever you know how to respond? Yeah,
Speaker 1: because I want to milk them. I'm like, I'm a
Speaker 1: subscribe on only Fans. I know the platform now, Like
Speaker 1: I'm subscribed, so I'm subscribed to people too. Yeah I paid, Okay, okay, okay,
Speaker 1: we'll coming come now. You subscribing to me free for
Speaker 1: the free skis? Are you looking at me like other
Speaker 1: people do? Happen. I love that you went on. She's like,
Speaker 1: let me do my now. I looked up on your
Speaker 1: um not your only fans, just Instagram, but for only
Speaker 1: fans right now whom I subscribe to. Damn, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: be honest with you, Adam. It might have got a
Speaker 1: run for my money. You know what you forget? That's
Speaker 1: so funny. I'm not subscribed to anybody, but I'm subscribed
Speaker 1: to some people. What actually subscribe? Trans women? That's a
Speaker 1: good place. Bugott, Brittane Bugatti, um t s paris um.
Speaker 1: Why are you subscribed? Mostly? What is it? What's your really? Fine?
Speaker 1: So like you're they don't post as much on Twitter
Speaker 1: as the gates. The Gates give you everything, so you're
Speaker 1: doing it to be horny, not to just like see
Speaker 1: what's going on? Yeah, like it's it's sexy. Oh some
Speaker 1: of the niggas from uh Bobby lights Ship, Oh god,
Speaker 1: truly right here. I just saw some one a little fly. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's good O. This one she's so bombed Ivanna Marine.
Speaker 1: That's another Wait they look like a booty hole. It is.
Speaker 1: She's fine, so fun This is so funny. I support
Speaker 1: I support trans sex workers, so I do subscribe to
Speaker 1: it to support trying to get her flowers, but that
Speaker 1: many loves to come to that point. I come to
Speaker 1: it too, but I also support I pad. Oh and
Speaker 1: this one's a good one to Malik Joseph. He good.
Speaker 1: He's hot too, so yeah, oh and I pay for
Speaker 1: those yeah crazy, how much do you think? Oh, I
Speaker 1: ain't gonna hold you know, I do the like when
Speaker 1: they have the three months uh sell free special thing.
Speaker 1: I buy it for the special, so I pay like
Speaker 1: forty all this year and I get three months. Then
Speaker 1: I pay like nine. There, I don't do the monthly
Speaker 1: keep going. I I stop it on and then when
Speaker 1: I realized, like the one girl says you're no longer subscribe,
Speaker 1: I'm like, but I gotta go U. I do like
Speaker 1: I do new video. Yeah, I do packages at a time,
Speaker 1: like you're so cute forgetting my subscription video. You are
Speaker 1: gonna get to see one pussy And maybe it was
Speaker 1: Selina Powell. Even I was like, she has sex on
Speaker 1: the guy. Have to see this. I thought Adam and
Speaker 1: Leno were sucking and like gang banging with the guy.
Speaker 1: And I ain't shipped, so I really wanted to see
Speaker 1: everybody has sex. So I paid for it, and I
Speaker 1: was like, I could have saw this whole game bang down.
Speaker 1: Some of them, they do have a good show. I'm
Speaker 1: disappointed with so some of the Only Fans people they'll
Speaker 1: put up like fifteen seconds. What is that doing for me?
Speaker 1: So I really only say subscribe to the people who
Speaker 1: have at least videos that are over seven minutes, like
Speaker 1: Danna's a long time it is I need, I need
Speaker 1: to get it. Oh fucking I would say three, two more,
Speaker 1: it's probably the better. How long can you talk? I mean, yeah,
Speaker 1: you worked it work, how long you want me to talk?
Speaker 1: I love going on live stream, like live streaming on
Speaker 1: Only Fans a good one, really, but what are you
Speaker 1: doing on there? Do anything? Everything? When I have like
Speaker 1: stories and everything on Only Fans whatever, it looks like
Speaker 1: Twitter mixed with Instagram, hang out with me sometimes I've
Speaker 1: been doing my dishes at crazy are they like show
Speaker 1: your pussy whatever? They love me, they're they're good fans
Speaker 1: of mine. I have some good people on mine. They
Speaker 1: support me. And then the people that are sucking assholes.
Speaker 1: I just blocked down. I'm like, shot, Really, I don't
Speaker 1: give a day on I would think you just kind
Speaker 1: of leave it on for the ten bucks of books.
Speaker 1: Now they can suck it. I don't want hating assholes
Speaker 1: on my ship. Bit you do the same thing, you'd
Speaker 1: be cutting out people on Patreon. I love people, you
Speaker 1: do you do? I thought she meant just someone that's
Speaker 1: being vulgar. I don't know. Just show out your pussy,
Speaker 1: show out your pussy, show out here. But I'm like,
Speaker 1: shut the funk up. They've be coming on you love
Speaker 1: be new here. Oh yeah, block only fans should have
Speaker 1: a category of wore hoorn and right in the middle horse,
Speaker 1: not the hierarchy of Hey, these are the pussy poplars.
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Speaker 1: This has been yet another episode of horrible decisions,