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Speaker 2: And welcome back to Coast to Coast George Nori with you.
Speaker 2: Master psychic author speaker Barbara Jean Lindsay experienced an NDE
Speaker 2: in nineteen eighty nine that awakened her psychic ability. She
Speaker 2: teaches people on how to access their own innate psychic
Speaker 2: ability in order to help navigate the earthplane and make
Speaker 2: correct decisions. A couple of her books include Dying for
Speaker 2: the Light, Ambassador for the Light, and her website is
Speaker 2: linked up at Coast tocoastam dot com. Barbara, Welcome to
Speaker 2: the program.
Speaker 3: Oh, thank you, thank you, thank you for having me. George.
Speaker 2: We're looking forward to this. We're going to have fun
Speaker 2: for the next couple hours and you're going to do
Speaker 2: some readings next hour.
Speaker 3: I hear right, Yeah, I'm excited about doing that. Super
Speaker 3: my favorite thing to do.
Speaker 2: Excellent, excellent. Tell us a little bit about you before
Speaker 2: the near death experience, which I want to get into
Speaker 2: in a big way.
Speaker 3: Okay, Well, I was like your normal average Merrick girl
Speaker 3: homecoming queen, had the two point five kids and lived
Speaker 3: in Sacramento, California. I had an art gallery and real
Speaker 3: active in the local community and looking for something though
Speaker 3: a little bit more. It wasn't enough. I had everything,
Speaker 3: had all the stuff, had all the vacations, the cars,
Speaker 3: the house. But I just was looking for something more.
Speaker 3: There had to be something more than that, and I
Speaker 3: just started exploring psychic phenomena. I met a girl who
Speaker 3: had disability, and she gave me a free psychic reading,
Speaker 3: and it just changed my life, and I started to
Speaker 3: learn about it. So I was going to school and
Speaker 3: learning about it. When I had the ND, I wanted
Speaker 3: to know everything about spiritual everything by five o'clock through
Speaker 3: and so I kind of got that when I had
Speaker 3: the MD and when to Acoma and had a whole
Speaker 3: different experience there.
Speaker 2: Yeah, what happened nineteen eighty nine? Tell us about it?
Speaker 3: Okay, Well, it was kind of a wild day. When
Speaker 3: I got up, got the kids ready for school, I
Speaker 3: was feeling a little bit weird. I went to the
Speaker 3: psychic school. They said my energy was way off the
Speaker 3: scale and they kicked me out of the school.
Speaker 2: And they kicked you out.
Speaker 3: Yeah, they didn't help me. And I thought if anyone
Speaker 3: could help me, they could, because I figured they had
Speaker 3: seen everything at that point, but they at a school,
Speaker 3: you want to keep it neutral energy, and my energy
Speaker 3: was out of control and it was playing with the
Speaker 3: energies at the school, so they asked me to leave,
Speaker 3: and so that kind of scared me even more because
Speaker 3: I felt like there was something going on. I was
Speaker 3: a little bit out of time, out of sync, and
Speaker 3: I wasn't sure what it was. And so that night
Speaker 3: I went to a women's healing center to see if
Speaker 3: they could do some hands on healing to help me,
Speaker 3: because I just knew that I just needed some extra
Speaker 3: kind of help because I had never been in the
Speaker 3: state before, And so I walked into the women's healing
Speaker 3: center in the middle of winter in December fourth and
Speaker 3: as I started to walk into the building, a lady
Speaker 3: came in said, hey, she was told that someone would
Speaker 3: need an inhaler and she thought it was me, and
Speaker 3: so she handed it to me. And I walked into
Speaker 3: the building and I couldn't breathe, and I felt like
Speaker 3: ten thousand knives going into my chest and the pain
Speaker 3: was so excuciating that I popped out of my body.
Speaker 3: And when I popped out of my body, my body
Speaker 3: slumped to the floor and I don't have memory of it,
Speaker 3: but they put me back up in the chair and
Speaker 3: I pull body channeled the being from Egypt in a
Speaker 3: male voice that said, I'm here to kill Barbara because
Speaker 3: she has information that can't be given at this time.
Speaker 3: And it scared everybody, and then it ended up being
Speaker 3: actually clapped my lungs and I flatlined and was taken
Speaker 3: to the emergency care there. Just happened to be a
Speaker 3: cardio specialist there that evening who saw me come in
Speaker 3: and helped save my life. Yeah, I was pretty pretty wild,
Speaker 3: and my oxygen levels were just at the brink up death,
Speaker 3: and I had was given last rites and my family
Speaker 3: were told that if I did come back, I would
Speaker 3: never be the same, and I didn't know how bad
Speaker 3: it would be, and to prepare for the worst. And
Speaker 3: so while my body's going to for all these changes
Speaker 3: and fighting for its life with Western medicine and prayer
Speaker 3: from from the people that were in the school at
Speaker 3: the time, I popped out of the body and went
Speaker 3: to a beautiful, beautiful place where there was absolutely no
Speaker 3: pain at all, and I had no recollection of my
Speaker 3: body at all, and I was fully present in this undulating,
Speaker 3: warm vastness of water and love. And in this loving, beautiful,
Speaker 3: immaculate waters and all this love there, I had never
Speaker 3: experienced love that much in my whole life. And I'm
Speaker 3: kind of a loving and nurturing, happy kind of person anyway,
Speaker 3: But in this love, I it was beyond my idea
Speaker 3: of what love was. And I was a mom with
Speaker 3: three kids, you know, and really loved people, love life,
Speaker 3: positive person, but this was beyond the love that I've
Speaker 3: never had experience before ever. And as I'm in this undulating, love,
Speaker 3: beautiful space, I look down and I noticed I don't
Speaker 3: have a body. And when I and so I didn't
Speaker 3: have a body, but yet I still existed. It just
Speaker 3: blew my mind and my consciousness expanded.
Speaker 2: So it's been thirty four years since that near death experience.
Speaker 2: Have you had any medical issues since then like that?
Speaker 3: I haven't had any other ntes at all. I still
Speaker 3: have asthma, and I thought that wasn't fair, because you
Speaker 3: go through something like that and you come back and
Speaker 3: I still have asthma, but I'm still controlled. But I
Speaker 3: haven't had any kind of no lasting, permanent damage at all.
Speaker 3: A total miracle, according to my hospital records.
Speaker 2: Were you puzzled by the experience. When you came back,
Speaker 2: were you curious? What did you do? I?
Speaker 3: Well, what happened is when I came back, I was different.
Speaker 3: I was different in a lot of ways, mainly that
Speaker 3: I could all my psychic abilities turned on like one
Speaker 3: hundred percent. So someone would come into the hospital room
Speaker 3: right and I could read them. I could see their
Speaker 3: pain or their suffering, or where they were happy or
Speaker 3: where their joy was. And that was new to me,
Speaker 3: and it was out of control. I didn't know how
Speaker 3: to control it at all. It was just this new
Speaker 3: part of me, this new expanded aspect of myself that
Speaker 3: I never knew was there before. And I'm mde had
Speaker 3: turned that on for me.
Speaker 2: Did you have any assistance from the other side, any helpers?
Speaker 3: I did, and I did learn that I was never
Speaker 3: alone when I went through to the other side, I
Speaker 3: was never alone. I met a guardian there and he
Speaker 3: telepathsed to me, and all this was new to me. George, Okay,
Speaker 3: I didn't know any of this. I was just minding
Speaker 3: my own business, having a pretty good life, and this
Speaker 3: just totally came in from nowhere and changed everything. And
Speaker 3: so when I was on the other side, there was
Speaker 3: a large being with about eight quot tall, with square shoulders,
Speaker 3: a big white hood, a beautiful sense of presence, a
Speaker 3: male presence. I never saw his face, but he said
Speaker 3: I could call him the Guardian, and so I did.
Speaker 3: And so his job, he said, was for me to
Speaker 3: communicate with some people that I would be introduced to.
Speaker 3: And so during my time, I was in a coma
Speaker 3: for about three days. And during that time I have
Speaker 3: full memory of it like it was yesterday. And they
Speaker 3: took me to different places and I had different experiences.
Speaker 3: And then when it was time for me to come back,
Speaker 3: I didn't want to come back. I was having such
Speaker 3: an amazing time and I was so fully present there.
Speaker 3: It's not like a dream. It's not like a movie,
Speaker 3: it's not like as I was one hundred percent present
Speaker 3: having that experience, and it was really beautiful. And when
Speaker 3: it was time for me to go, I just didn't
Speaker 3: want to. I didn't want to invent.
Speaker 2: And stuff like that.
Speaker 3: Though that's what they said, that's what brought me back.
Speaker 3: They said, what, Barbara, you have three kids, And I said, oh,
Speaker 3: my gosh, that's but I do. And I go, yes,
Speaker 3: I want to go back right now. And so then
Speaker 3: the next thing, I saw my body laying down in
Speaker 3: a bed in the hospital with my friend next to it,
Speaker 3: and I said, who is that? I didn't even recognize
Speaker 3: my body, But when I looked at it and I
Speaker 3: did finally recognize it, I just went, oh, my gosh,
Speaker 3: that's me down there. And I said, oh, do a
Speaker 3: little bit putty, but not too bad. I did, And
Speaker 3: so then I was ready to go back in the body,
Speaker 3: and that's when the guardian said, before you do, we
Speaker 3: would like to give you a gift. And so they
Speaker 3: gave me the gift of white light, and I was
Speaker 3: kind of upset about it. I threw a little sit
Speaker 3: like a ten year old, and I said, well, after
Speaker 3: going through everything I went through, that's all you're going
Speaker 3: to give me its white light. Everybody knows about white light.
Speaker 3: And they thought that was really funny. And so then
Speaker 3: they I started to go back down into the body
Speaker 3: and they go, wait just a moment, and then they
Speaker 3: kind of pulled me back up again, and the guardian
Speaker 3: said to me, we would like to make you ambassador,
Speaker 3: an ambassador, and I said, okay, I'll be an ambassador.
Speaker 3: Is that At the time, I owned an art gallery
Speaker 3: so I said, well, maybe I'm an ambassador of art.
Speaker 3: And then I'm thinking, as I'm going down into my body,
Speaker 3: well maybe I'm an ambassador of love. Maybe I'm an
Speaker 3: ambassador of beauty, you know, And I'm thinking that, And
Speaker 3: as I go down into my body, I really go
Speaker 3: into every aspect of my body with the white light,
Speaker 3: every little morsel of me into one totally filled up.
Speaker 3: And then the next thing, I remember sitting up in
Speaker 3: the hospital room with all the stuff in my mouth
Speaker 3: and I pull it out and I said, I'm starving.
Speaker 3: I want nachos.
Speaker 2: You want nachos.
Speaker 3: Yeah, That's what I said, and and I was, And
Speaker 3: it was like I had felt like I had just
Speaker 3: gotten up from a nap instead of in a command
Speaker 3: fighting for my life.
Speaker 2: Now, the psychic abilities, when did they really start kicking in?
Speaker 3: Right right from that moment you could tell?
Speaker 2: And how did you know you had them? What did
Speaker 2: you what did you start doing?
Speaker 3: Well? I just when people would come in, like my friend,
Speaker 3: you know, Cindy, when she came and talked to me,
Speaker 3: I knew something was going on with her and she
Speaker 3: wasn't hiding it. And I said, there's something going on,
Speaker 3: and she said you're right. I didn't want to bother
Speaker 3: you because you're going through so much. And then the
Speaker 3: nurse would come in and and she was flup up
Speaker 3: my pillow and she would tell me everything's going to
Speaker 3: be okay. But I could tell, you know, something's going
Speaker 3: on with her. And and so then within about a
Speaker 3: couple of days, I'd say about three days, my hospital
Speaker 3: room became the place where everybody came. It became kind
Speaker 3: of a social hang out. All the interns would come,
Speaker 3: and even the doctors would come, and they would hang
Speaker 3: out in my room and I would give them readings,
Speaker 3: I would talk to them and help them. And I
Speaker 3: think at that point I was still more coming from
Speaker 3: the other side than here, do you know what I mean?
Speaker 3: Because when you go to the other side, it's very
Speaker 3: high vibration and all the love and the beauty that's fair,
Speaker 3: and then when you bring that back, it's pretty dense here.
Speaker 3: And I know that going into my body, my body
Speaker 3: felt really dense because as a being, I felt a
Speaker 3: very light, a lightness of being.
Speaker 2: Would you recommend that everybody get a near death experience
Speaker 2: or would you shy away from that?
Speaker 3: Again, I think I would shy away from it in
Speaker 3: a way. I'm hoping that all of us, there's been
Speaker 3: so many that I've had them, so that we can
Speaker 3: tell our story so you don't have to go through it.
Speaker 3: The physical part of it was so excruciating, and I
Speaker 3: had three children, right, three natural children, sure being born
Speaker 3: and so but to go through what I went through
Speaker 3: with the collapsing of my lungs, I wouldn't wish that
Speaker 3: on anybody ever, you know. But I think for us
Speaker 3: that have had this experience, I think we have to
Speaker 3: tell our story as part of our own healing and
Speaker 3: our own journey, but hopefully it helps other people as
Speaker 3: well so they can learn from it.
Speaker 2: Your kids are in their late thirties forties right now.
Speaker 2: What do they think of this experience?
Speaker 3: They're glad it's done. At the time, they just wanted
Speaker 3: they were teenagers, you know, and so I'm like, my
Speaker 3: son's stippy something now, but at the time they just
Speaker 3: kind of wanted a normal mom. And I tried to
Speaker 3: be normal, I really did, but I didn't quite fit
Speaker 3: in because we would go to like this that time,
Speaker 3: we would go to seventy eleven and get a slurpie
Speaker 3: and my son would have a skateboard and the guy
Speaker 3: at the counter would would look at me and he
Speaker 3: goes and he would start to cry. And so and
Speaker 3: that happened a lot. Why the first year, I think
Speaker 3: just just seeing me, they would just cry. They would
Speaker 3: feel it and it was out of control. No, not
Speaker 3: at all, not at all. It just those And if
Speaker 3: it happens with other inty ears too, I don't think
Speaker 3: I'm the only one. But it's where people feel you,
Speaker 3: you know, they feel your heart, they feel your presence,
Speaker 3: and and they just start telling you stuff and so
Speaker 3: then you just you know, you listen. Sometimes people just
Speaker 3: need to be listened to, right, and that helps them
Speaker 3: a lot and so so so my kids would want
Speaker 3: a normal mom. But now that they're older and they've
Speaker 3: been through this whole process with me, they're they're okay
Speaker 3: with it, and they they get who I am and
Speaker 3: they're actually proud of who I am. And so, but
Speaker 3: I think I had to learn to be proud of
Speaker 3: myself first. Right, you go through a traumatic experience, and
Speaker 3: at the first I just wanted it to go away,
Speaker 3: and then I wanted to turn it down, and then
Speaker 3: I wanted to try and blend, and so I tried
Speaker 3: all these ways of trying to not have it.
Speaker 2: Describe describe Brabara, what the other side is like.
Speaker 3: Okay, well, when you're there on this other side, the
Speaker 3: colors are beautiful, it's like technic color. And there's different plants.
Speaker 3: I saw different plants, different uh, different places I had
Speaker 3: never seen there. They're like, uh, they're very crystal clear,
Speaker 3: uh and very very uh there. But when you walk
Speaker 3: walk through it and into it, it's almost like it's
Speaker 3: being created for you in that moment. I don't know
Speaker 3: if that makes sense, but that's kind of what it
Speaker 3: felt like. And I met different guardians and I met
Speaker 3: a council. I was taken across these forced for miles
Speaker 3: of just forced, seeing the force without building heaven. I
Speaker 3: felt like I was in heaven. I really did. And
Speaker 3: I was raised a sudden Baptist on my mom's side
Speaker 3: Jehovah witness on my dad's side, really Lutheran, and then
Speaker 3: married to a Catholic at the time, I had been
Speaker 3: a Catholic for thirteen years. But I was also curious
Speaker 3: and my mind was open two different things too. I
Speaker 3: was exploring, you know, seeking, But when I was on
Speaker 3: the other side, I can tell you it is so
Speaker 3: extraordinary and beautiful. And for me, I had the most loving,
Speaker 3: kind gentle beings that I met, and they taught me lessons.
Speaker 3: The first lesson I was taught was they showed me
Speaker 3: in a portal, like a portal, an image of a
Speaker 3: hologram of our mother Earth. And at the time, I
Speaker 3: was an organic gardener, and I thought I had a
Speaker 3: relationship with the earth, but I had no idea. And
Speaker 3: so they brought in the earth and I could see
Speaker 3: that the earth actually had a heartbeat. And later I
Speaker 3: worked with a Native American First Nation chief, and so
Speaker 3: at that time it was like the beat of the
Speaker 3: Native truma, and it was this beat where with the
Speaker 3: earth and with my heart became one.
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