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Speaker 1: Hello, Hi, Hello, I'm Alexandra. It's just Alexandra without the Yeah.

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Speaker 2: How can I get you today?

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Speaker 1: Oh? I don't know. I just got back from the

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Speaker 1: gym and was hanging out and I turned on your

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Speaker 1: stream and I thought i'd text you.

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Speaker 2: That's not what you wanted to talk about. You wanted

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Speaker 2: to talk about how you collect human skulls. That's what

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Speaker 2: you texted me.

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Speaker 1: That's correct.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, let's get to the skulls.

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Speaker 1: Well, I didn't know if you really wanted to talk

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Speaker 1: about the skulls. It's kind of a I'm a cob thing.

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Speaker 1: But I guess you called me so you want to

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Speaker 1: talk about it.

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Speaker 2: What kind of skull these human? These are human skulls.

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Speaker 1: These are human skulls, real human skulls, medical specimens. I

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Speaker 1: have a few collector friends. There's like a I guess

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Speaker 1: there's a little network of online skull collectors and kind

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Speaker 1: of became a part of the community, and well, I

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Speaker 1: don't know, I like got my hands on one, and

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Speaker 1: then I became a part of the community. And now

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Speaker 1: it's like they're all over the place if you look.

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Speaker 2: That's a much more wholesome answer. I thought you were

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Speaker 2: going to say Craigslist or Tinder.

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Speaker 1: No, I don't think that's allowed.

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Speaker 2: How long have you been doing this for?

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Speaker 1: Oh gosh, I guess it's been. That's like twenty sixteen,

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Speaker 1: maybe twenty sixteen or twenty seventeen. I had always collected skulls, like,

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Speaker 1: I always loved animal skulls. I have deer skulls and

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Speaker 1: big cool elk antlers and like an African eland and

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Speaker 1: just big animal skulls. But then I guess I graduated

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Speaker 1: to human skulls.

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Speaker 2: Do you ever think about the human that is behind

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Speaker 2: the skull, like the human that the skull once belonged to?

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Speaker 1: I do, Actually, I think about it a lot. But

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Speaker 1: it's very interesting to consider this now specimen and who

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Speaker 1: they used to be. Can't get too caught up in it, though?

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Speaker 2: Well do you mean you can't? What do you mean

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Speaker 2: you can't get too caught up in it? What happens

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Speaker 2: if you get too caught up in it?

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Speaker 1: Well, you you just always leave yourself wondering. I'll never

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Speaker 1: know who these people were. They usually don't come with

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Speaker 1: a story or anything. They're just they're just specimens now.

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Speaker 1: And do you try to always respect the person that

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Speaker 1: they used to be? But I'll never really know who

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Speaker 1: they were, so I can't drive myself nuts trying to

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Speaker 1: figure it out.

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Speaker 3: Do you.

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Speaker 2: Think how would you feel if one day your skull

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Speaker 2: ended up in the hands of a skull collector.

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Speaker 1: I think that would be really cool. Actually, most of

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Speaker 1: the skull collectors I know anyway are super respectful and like,

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Speaker 1: I don't know, like keepers of artifacts. So I think

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Speaker 1: it would be cool to be a part of a collection,

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Speaker 1: provide a court skull collector general respectable person. But I

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Speaker 1: find they usually are like a lot of people that

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Speaker 1: the deal with death and our way into death, there's

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Speaker 1: just this air of respect. I mean, there has to

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Speaker 2: Do you ever are when you say, have you ever

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Speaker 2: met anyone who like just keeps their skulls on the

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Speaker 3: No.

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Speaker 1: I saw one guy who had like a crate. It

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Speaker 1: was like a photo online and he just had like

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Speaker 1: I didn't really like that very much, but I don't know,

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Speaker 2: Somebody in the chat asked if people ever practiced kissing

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Speaker 1: I would hope not. I feel like there is much

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Speaker 1: better things to practice on, mainly living people.

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Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

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Speaker 1: But it doesn't really have, you know, like lips, so

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Speaker 1: it would it doesn't translate well to the living.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I guess that's true. That's true.

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Speaker 3: Mm hmm.

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Speaker 2: Do you ever.

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Speaker 3: What?

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Speaker 2: How how old are these people whose skulls you have?

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Speaker 1: It's hard to say adults. I have one that is

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Speaker 1: a Tibetan capola, a skull cap used in Buddhist ritual stuff,

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Speaker 2: You have a Tibetan child's skull.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, it's really cool. It's carved as a Maha College

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Speaker 1: I'm so happy to have this specimen. I got a

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Speaker 1: really good price on an auction in Switzerland online.

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Speaker 2: That's crazy that you can buy a child's skull in Switzerland.

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Speaker 2: That doesn't seem very Swiss to me.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you're right, Well, I don't know. It might have

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Speaker 1: my skull collector friends. But I don't know. I went

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Speaker 1: kind of weird, like child porn was legal still I

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Speaker 1: don't know if it still is. But they had like

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Speaker 2: You know, honestly, with them selling the child's skulls, I'm

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Speaker 1: Well, it was like from an old collection of somebody

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Speaker 1: who collectives a lot of this Buddhist spiritual stuff. So

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Speaker 1: I don't know if it's necessarily a Swiss thing and

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Speaker 2: Just every is it? What if there was just like

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Speaker 2: a child's skull in every home in Switzerland.

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Speaker 1: That would be a lot of dead children. The child

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Speaker 1: skulls are really cool actually because they have their baby teeth.

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Speaker 1: If you get if you find a young enough specimen

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Speaker 1: there's like two sets of teeth that looks really neat.

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Speaker 2: Do you feel like you would do you feel like

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Speaker 2: you would have a really good conversation about skulls with

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Speaker 2: Jeffrey Dahmer? Uh?

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Speaker 1: I don't know he had a few, but I think

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Speaker 1: we collect for different reasons. I don't I don't know

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Speaker 1: if he was really that good of a conversationalist. Anyway.

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Speaker 2: There was Ted Bundy, I think was the one who

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I've heard that, Yeah, and I guess in his

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Speaker 2: How much How much did you pay for the child skull?

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Speaker 2: How much was it?

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Speaker 1: Well, that particular one came in a lot. It was

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Speaker 1: two Tibetan capolas. One was very normal, not carved and

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Speaker 1: were it was like mislabeled or something, or maybe it

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Speaker 1: was just the fact that people don't really search for

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Speaker 1: skull in Swiss. But I will put all the different

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Speaker 1: I think it was about a grand or more, just

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Speaker 2: Wow, you could that's like, that's I'm trying to think.

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Speaker 2: How much is it to have it? It costs like

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Speaker 2: two hundred thousand dollars or something, right to raise a

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Speaker 2: child from a baby to an adult, right, something like that.

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Speaker 1: Oh is that right? That sounds like a lot.

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Speaker 2: So that's like, I mean, that's like a ninety seven

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Speaker 2: percent discount if you just buy the dead one.

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Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah, definitely a lot cheaper. And they don't need

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Speaker 1: noise and stuff. They don't need college. They're good listeners.

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Speaker 2: What do you tell the skulls?

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Speaker 1: I sometimes like to come home and just tell them

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Speaker 2: Do you like, do you ever have a moment where

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Speaker 2: you realize that you're talking to a skull of a kid?

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Speaker 1: Yeah? I mean I try. I make an effort to

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Speaker 1: It's like good forum or something if you talk to

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Speaker 1: them right, right, right. But I don't have like full

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Speaker 1: that's got like four lined up, so I have this

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Speaker 2: What's the last thing you said to your audience of skulls?

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Speaker 1: Oh, darn it, I don't remember. It's actually been a

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Speaker 1: I said something to my cannibal skull when I was

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Speaker 2: What's a cannibal skull?

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Speaker 1: I have a couple different tribal skulls. They're from into

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Speaker 1: cannibalistic tribes from Papua New Guinea called the Asthmat. They

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Speaker 1: used to practice cannibalism. They kind of don't anymore, you know,

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Speaker 1: Kill each other for heads and stuff, so they stopped.

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Speaker 2: You know, people talk, people talk a lot of shit

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Speaker 2: if the Christian colonization did do one thing, it stopped

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I think so. I think. You know, they were

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Speaker 1: eat and use each other's skulls all the time? And

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Speaker 1: maybe they maybe they don't have to started using different

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Speaker 1: things in place of the skulls and their rituals. So

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Speaker 1: everything was still kosher with the religions and stuff, but

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Speaker 1: just didn't have to kill anybody. But when the ancestors die,

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Speaker 1: they'll decorate the skulls and stuff, so they still have

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Speaker 2: How do you feel out rib cages?

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Speaker 3: Oh?

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Speaker 1: I don't have any rib cages. I've looked at them before.

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Speaker 1: It'd be cool to have one of they're a bit expensive,

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Speaker 1: especially with this plane attached.

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Speaker 2: What's your name again, Alexander? Andrew? Alexandra? Alexandra? Is anything

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Speaker 2: else you want to say to the people of the

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Speaker 2: computer before we go?

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Speaker 1: Happy Halloween, have a good night, you see, Thanks, get

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Speaker 1: go bye bye.

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Speaker 2: Hello, Hey, what's up?

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Speaker 3: Hey? Is this Lyle?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? Where are you at?

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Speaker 3: Man?

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Speaker 2: You're like in a you're at the supermarket right now?

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Speaker 2: Where are you a.

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Speaker 3: Little bit more quiet? Hi? Sorry?

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Speaker 2: Where were you?

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Speaker 3: Where was I? Oh? I'm a I'm at a bar

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Speaker 3: that I work at.

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Speaker 2: Oh you're at a bar that you work at? Are

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Speaker 2: you allowed to just stop manning the bar and go

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Speaker 2: talk to Well?

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Speaker 4: Actually, I'm here on my day off. Actually we're we're

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Speaker 4: a retro video game bar. So I'm playing a green

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Speaker 3: But no, it's actually really fun. I mean you don't

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Speaker 3: That's that actually is a good point I. So I started.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, dude, people are gonna get fucked up and delete

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Speaker 2: your saves. But well, Jamal, what's up man? What's what's Uh?

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Speaker 4: I'll tell you something funny. So you called me earlier

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Speaker 3: We'll call it. We'll call it. We'll call it a

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Speaker 4: I've fallen in this pothole and I was like stopping

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Speaker 3: I googled it. Most testosterone is actually vegan. It's made

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Speaker 2: But I well, then, well, then shove it in your ass, then.

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Speaker 3: Please exactly, David, go for it.

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Speaker 4: So my health insurances are we relapsing? I think might

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Speaker 4: I'm really open with doctors, so I'll tell them like

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Speaker 4: Yes, one hundred percent, as soon as I can see

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Speaker 4: know you. You open up my cabinet in my kitchen

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Speaker 3: It's kind of funny.

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Speaker 2: Okay, has this been making you feel better at all?

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Speaker 3: Oh? So that's that's actually so?

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Speaker 4: The thing is so so I'm on I'm on week

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Speaker 4: There we go, there we go. But uh so he's

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Speaker 4: It was kind of saddening because when I stopped going

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Speaker 2: Well, I'm going to tell you something, if it makes

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Speaker 3: I appreciate that, wele. I actually really do appreciate that.

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Speaker 3: I didn't like to tell me that they were too

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Speaker 6: I told them, can I swear?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? Yeah, yeah, okay. And if it makes should I haven't,

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Speaker 2: I need to whatever. It's not about me, but.

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Speaker 3: It says about you. This is about us. We're talking.

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Speaker 2: This is a cool thing to say.

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Speaker 3: I like that.

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Speaker 2: Thank you for saying that.

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Speaker 2: M M. Look man, uh, why don't you, uh just

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Speaker 3: I think maybe I am.

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Speaker 7: I'm going, uh so to our Thanksgiving. I'm going on

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Speaker 4: First half is uphill, second half is downhill. And then

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Speaker 4: I'm gonna go home, cook something, go to sleep. Friday,

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Speaker 3: You're right, it's okay, just dwell on it.

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Speaker 2: Right, I mean you are by the way, uh, I

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Speaker 3: It's gonna be the first.

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Speaker 5: It's gonna be the first, thank saving that I spent

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Speaker 4: I thought, you, so we going a hike with my brother,

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Speaker 5: And then after that, I spent the entire day by myself.

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Speaker 2: What the hell's your brother?

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Speaker 8: He?

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Speaker 3: Uh? My brother has.

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Speaker 5: Been going through like a I don't know.

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Speaker 3: He's he said that.

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Speaker 7: I asked him if he wanted to spend dinner together

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Speaker 3: So I chose to respect that.

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Speaker 2: So are his folks not your folks as well?

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Speaker 3: Uh? So, our.

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Speaker 5: Our dad lives in Scotland, so we don't have any family.

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Speaker 3: And then my mother passed away a long time ago,

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Speaker 4: I don't really remember her, but my brother or my

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Speaker 5: But yeah, we don't really have any family except each other.

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Speaker 2: So then who are his folks?

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Speaker 3: Sorry, it's folks.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, he said he wants to spend time with his folks.

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Speaker 3: With his books.

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Speaker 3: Oh no, no, I said the books.

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Speaker 4: He said he's he's happy to spend his time alone

446
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Speaker 4: with his books.

447
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Speaker 2: Oh crap. Everyone in the chat is telling me that

448
00:23:48,400 --> 00:23:53,879
Speaker 2: they heard books. Ah man, uh man. What's your name again?

449
00:23:54,960 --> 00:23:56,200
Speaker 3: Uh it's it's.

450
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Speaker 5: Not actually, but my my fake name is Jamal Jamal Jamal.

451
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Speaker 2: Oh god, I I Jamal. You're a cool guy man,

452
00:24:05,200 --> 00:24:07,040
Speaker 2: for real. I mean that. I'm not just saying I'm

453
00:24:07,200 --> 00:24:11,480
Speaker 2: just blowing smoke up your ass. I'm I'm impressed by you.

454
00:24:11,480 --> 00:24:12,440
Speaker 2: I'm inspired by you.

455
00:24:13,520 --> 00:24:14,720
Speaker 3: What makes you inspired by me?

456
00:24:15,280 --> 00:24:18,399
Speaker 2: You're going on a hike at six in the morning

457
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Speaker 2: on Thanksgiving? How about that? I mean, do you have

458
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Speaker 2: any friends? Do you have any do you have any

459
00:24:23,000 --> 00:24:25,320
Speaker 2: like anyone else you can spend the day with. You

460
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Speaker 2: have you have any people in your life?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, so I have. I have. I have a lot

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Speaker 3: of friends.

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Speaker 4: Actually, I'm a I'm a bartender, and I'm a relatively

464
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Speaker 4: well known bartender.

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Speaker 3: At one point in time, I was.

466
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Speaker 5: I was listed pretty highly in my bartender communities.

467
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Speaker 4: I got listed by Yago's Top one hundred Bartenders in

468
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Speaker 4: America at one point.

469
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Speaker 3: Slight flex there.

470
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Speaker 2: Literally literally and you're literally figuratively flexing.

471
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Speaker 3: Uh, thank you. That's something I struggled with, is complimenting myself.

472
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Speaker 5: So thank you.

473
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Speaker 3: But I do have a lot of friends. Usually what

474
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Speaker 3: happens is is because I never have any family.

475
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Speaker 4: Well I don't really have any family in the area, sorry,

476
00:25:09,440 --> 00:25:11,840
Speaker 4: except for my brother usually travels for work.

477
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Speaker 5: It's rare that he's actually in town for holidays, So

478
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Speaker 5: I usually work holidays.

479
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Speaker 3: Or what I do is I throw like big friends Givings.

480
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Speaker 4: And this is the first year where so like my roommate,

481
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Speaker 4: he's got a new girlfriend, so he's spending Thanksgiving with

482
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Speaker 4: her and her family.

483
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Speaker 3: And then my brother wants to be alone with his books.

484
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Speaker 9: He recently just got dumped, So that's why he's in

485
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Speaker 9: like a weird headspace and he just wants to be alone,

486
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Speaker 9: which is understandable.

487
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Speaker 5: We're all very with the exception of him. We are

488
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Speaker 5: all very.

489
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Speaker 3: Happy that he got dumped.

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Speaker 10: She was they sorry they were not a very good

491
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Speaker 10: person for him. But usually I'm the one who's like, hey,

492
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Speaker 10: because I cook a lot, Like, I cook a lot

493
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Speaker 10: of food.

494
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Speaker 5: I cook a lot of French food, Japanese, Italian.

495
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Speaker 4: So usually I just want to cook food and make

496
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Speaker 4: cocktails that invite people over and feed them.

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Speaker 5: But this is the first year that all my friends

498
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Speaker 5: are like, yeah, we're.

499
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Speaker 3: Hanging out family or we have this going on.

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Speaker 5: I did just I did just make mistakes, so I don't.

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Speaker 3: I don't.

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Speaker 6: So this is the first year where I'm like, hey,

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Speaker 6: I don't have anywhere to go.

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Speaker 9: I did just So I walked into the bar that

505
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Speaker 9: I work at and the bars that I'm working with, uh,

506
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Speaker 9: they asked me what I was doing for Thanksgiving and

507
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Speaker 9: sort of saying that.

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Speaker 6: I don't have any plans. I was like, oh, I'm

509
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Speaker 6: cooking a bunch of food and they're like, oh, well,

510
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Speaker 6: we have a friends giving going on. Because I said, well,

511
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Speaker 6: what are you doing?

512
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Speaker 5: And they were like, well, we have a friends giving

513
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Speaker 5: that's going on.

514
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Speaker 9: It's kind of like an open invitation that anybody can come,

515
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Speaker 9: which just happened. Maybe I should, Maybe I should go

516
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Speaker 9: to the I don't think I should spend Thanksgiving alone?

517
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Speaker 6: Should I? I?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? Why why would you not go to that?

519
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Speaker 6: It's a good point. Why would I not go to that? Good?

520
00:26:49,840 --> 00:26:53,240
Speaker 2: Uh, say, say say yes to life, my friend? Why

521
00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:55,280
Speaker 2: not just go to hang out with your homies?

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Speaker 6: That's it's good. It's yeah, it's a good idea. You know,

523
00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:01,320
Speaker 6: when you.

524
00:27:01,320 --> 00:27:05,280
Speaker 4: Have problems in your head or like yep, or like

525
00:27:05,320 --> 00:27:07,720
Speaker 4: you're trying to like figure through something yep.

526
00:27:08,119 --> 00:27:09,440
Speaker 3: Sometimes just saying.

527
00:27:09,200 --> 00:27:12,600
Speaker 9: It out loud yep, you either realize how stupid one

528
00:27:12,640 --> 00:27:16,119
Speaker 9: thing was or you just realize how obvious something else was.

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Speaker 2: Right, if you hear it from a you hear it

530
00:27:18,600 --> 00:27:24,840
Speaker 2: from a perspective that's not muddled in subjective thoughts and thought, yeah.

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Speaker 9: Yeah, So I can literally just walk back in and

532
00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:30,360
Speaker 9: just be like, hey, I gotta hike with my brother

533
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Speaker 9: tomorrow and then I don't really have any plans that

534
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Speaker 9: on the day.

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Speaker 6: Do you mind if I come to your friends giving?

536
00:27:34,520 --> 00:27:35,600
Speaker 6: I'll bringing mac and cheese.

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00:27:36,440 --> 00:27:37,360
Speaker 2: That sounds wonderful.

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Speaker 8: Man.

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00:27:37,680 --> 00:27:40,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, of course, of course you're gonna have a good time.

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Speaker 6: Okay, I think I canna do that good.

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Speaker 2: That sounds way better than playing Opera of Time.

542
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Speaker 9: Well, but but as far as tomorrow goes, because tomorrow

543
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Speaker 9: I was just gonna stay at home and watch anime.

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Speaker 2: Jamal, is there anything else you want to say to

545
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Speaker 2: the people of the computer before we go?

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Speaker 3: Can I ask you one question, Loyle? Do you watch

547
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Speaker 3: anime at all? You know?

548
00:28:08,240 --> 00:28:10,840
Speaker 2: I watched two animes ever in my life, and they

549
00:28:10,840 --> 00:28:12,640
Speaker 2: were both when I was in middle school, and one

550
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:15,960
Speaker 2: of them was called Sergeant Frog, the main character of that.

551
00:28:16,200 --> 00:28:18,719
Speaker 2: You can actually look that up. He looks exactly like me,

552
00:28:19,840 --> 00:28:23,400
Speaker 2: that sergeant I think, I think in I think in

553
00:28:23,400 --> 00:28:30,280
Speaker 2: in Japan it's called Caroro goonso but uh. And then

554
00:28:30,600 --> 00:28:33,520
Speaker 2: the other one is called Baka Test. I watched that

555
00:28:33,560 --> 00:28:35,320
Speaker 2: when I was in middle school too, But other than that,

556
00:28:35,359 --> 00:28:37,720
Speaker 2: I have not watched any anime. No, it's really just

557
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Speaker 2: those two.

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Speaker 9: I was going to say, the new episode of Attack

559
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Speaker 9: on Titan, the final episode of Attack on Titan came out.

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Speaker 2: Actually, you know what I am? I actually, uh watched

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Speaker 2: a little bit of Attack on Titan. Oh it's a

562
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Speaker 2: little bit, but I haven't kept up.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, as a manly man that I am who takes

564
00:28:57,000 --> 00:29:01,000
Speaker 4: testosterone and complains about his his pr of the gym, I.

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Speaker 9: Cried during that episode of I think I cried like

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Speaker 9: twice during the TECHNA take the last episode.

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Speaker 2: Hey, man, I think you know what I think is

568
00:29:06,600 --> 00:29:12,800
Speaker 2: manly as hell? What's up being confident enough to be

569
00:29:12,960 --> 00:29:14,400
Speaker 2: vulnerable in your emotions?

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Speaker 3: Thanks?

571
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Speaker 2: So, of course you take care of Jama.

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Speaker 6: I really appreciate you.

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Speaker 2: Love of course, man, have a have a fun friends giving. Man,

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Speaker 2: It's gonna be awesome.

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00:29:24,640 --> 00:29:25,040
Speaker 3: That will do.

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00:29:25,200 --> 00:29:25,480
Speaker 6: Thank you?

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00:29:26,120 --> 00:29:26,600
Speaker 2: Bye bye.

578
00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:33,760
Speaker 3: What's up? Man?

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Speaker 2: Hey, what's up dude? What's going on?

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Speaker 11: We're just hanging hanging at home. I was watching your

581
00:29:39,400 --> 00:29:42,600
Speaker 11: stream doing some last minute cleaning before a trip.

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Speaker 2: Where are you going?

583
00:29:44,520 --> 00:29:45,000
Speaker 3: I'm going.

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Speaker 11: I'm gonna. I'm actually gonna be doing a little California

585
00:29:48,400 --> 00:29:49,280
Speaker 11: tour with the band.

586
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Speaker 2: Oh cool man. It says here you wanted to talk

587
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Speaker 2: about eating mushrooms and fighting your demon in space?

588
00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:01,320
Speaker 11: Right, Yeah, we can talk about that.

589
00:30:01,880 --> 00:30:03,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, sure tell me more.

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Speaker 3: So.

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Speaker 11: This is my first time taking mushrooms, and I had

592
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Speaker 11: private experience with a lot of acid and so I

593
00:30:11,480 --> 00:30:13,200
Speaker 11: was like, hey, you know, I asked a friend, like,

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Speaker 11: you know, what's it like, and they're like, oh, it's

595
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Speaker 11: a walk in the park. I had to eat a

596
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Speaker 11: bunch to feel anything, and they're like a bigger person,

597
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Speaker 11: which I didn't take into account, and so whatever the

598
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Speaker 11: day times, get some mushrooms, I eat them, and yeah,

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Speaker 11: I just started setting in, really started settling in really good,

600
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Speaker 11: like everything was like moving, squirming around. And then it

601
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Speaker 11: wasn't until I felt the wall starting to closing and

602
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Speaker 11: I had to step outside, and all of a sudden,

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Speaker 11: it feels like all the plants, all the trees around

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Speaker 11: me are like hovering over my head and they're like

605
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Speaker 11: kind of talking to me. They're trying to say something

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Speaker 11: that was so freaky.

607
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Speaker 2: And then what were they trying to tell you?

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Speaker 11: I don't know. I mean, so I started to get

609
00:31:04,880 --> 00:31:07,760
Speaker 11: this weird, like interconnected type feeling, right, and I almost

610
00:31:07,760 --> 00:31:12,280
Speaker 11: started to go manic, and I started to say like, yeah,

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Speaker 11: I kind of felt like they were telling me this

612
00:31:13,760 --> 00:31:17,400
Speaker 11: weird like oh, we're all connected kind of message and shit.

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Speaker 11: And at the same time that this is going on,

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Speaker 11: I started to feel like it feels like my head

615
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Speaker 11: is like a big funnel. Like it feels like my

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Speaker 11: head is like at the end of a funnel, and

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Speaker 11: this funnel is like extending all the way out into

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Speaker 11: like space, and I could feel like fucking planets moving

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Speaker 11: and the cosmos or whatever the fuck. And yeah, I

620
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Speaker 11: was super strange because then again I started to go manic,

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Speaker 11: and I started to think I had like these weird

622
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Speaker 11: fucking like superpower things, and I thought that I could

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Speaker 11: like channel Neil the grass Tyson's phone number and just

624
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Speaker 11: talk about like some crazy metaphysical fucking like.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it was.

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Speaker 11: It was bizarre anyway, the start coming out when I

627
00:32:01,280 --> 00:32:08,160
Speaker 11: fucking start to like, uh, I grew up kind of religious,

628
00:32:08,440 --> 00:32:13,480
Speaker 11: so I started to associate these like weird likabilities with like,

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Speaker 11: you know, the devil and all this shit. And then

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00:32:17,600 --> 00:32:19,920
Speaker 11: that's when like it was such a weird feeling. It

631
00:32:20,080 --> 00:32:23,400
Speaker 11: was like this demon thing that kind of like down

632
00:32:23,520 --> 00:32:25,520
Speaker 11: It felt like it downloaded itself into my head, and

633
00:32:25,520 --> 00:32:27,960
Speaker 11: it felt like ancient, and it felt like it's been

634
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Speaker 11: through like all these weird civilizations and it's like cursed

635
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Speaker 11: so many people.

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Speaker 3: It was.

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00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:33,880
Speaker 11: It was a freaky feeling.

638
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Speaker 2: What did you say to the demon?

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Speaker 11: I don't know it just kind of I wasn't able

640
00:32:40,320 --> 00:32:41,720
Speaker 11: to say anything and kind of just came in and

641
00:32:41,720 --> 00:32:45,800
Speaker 11: told me like, like you know you're you're gonna die,

642
00:32:45,840 --> 00:32:48,240
Speaker 11: like your soul's mind like you've you've like lifted the

643
00:32:48,360 --> 00:32:50,720
Speaker 11: veal on like everything on how it works. So now

644
00:32:50,920 --> 00:32:52,680
Speaker 11: like you got to die because you already know how

645
00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:53,840
Speaker 11: everything works.

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Speaker 2: How did you feel when the demon told you you

647
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Speaker 2: were going to die?

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00:32:57,440 --> 00:33:00,840
Speaker 11: Oh dude, I felt fucking like not but dread. It

649
00:33:00,880 --> 00:33:06,720
Speaker 11: was insane, Like I everything in my vision started to

650
00:33:06,720 --> 00:33:10,000
Speaker 11: turn into like a rotting yellow and everything just started

651
00:33:10,040 --> 00:33:14,840
Speaker 11: to rot. It was so disgusting. And then like, uh

652
00:33:15,280 --> 00:33:17,520
Speaker 11: so whatever, I like walk home and everything's just like

653
00:33:17,600 --> 00:33:22,680
Speaker 11: super depressing and scary, and I get in my bed

654
00:33:24,080 --> 00:33:26,640
Speaker 11: and like my room is just like the super ugly

655
00:33:26,800 --> 00:33:32,160
Speaker 11: like like energy kaleidoscope thing. But then and then when

656
00:33:32,160 --> 00:33:35,360
Speaker 11: I lay down, it feels like it demon like like

657
00:33:35,440 --> 00:33:38,840
Speaker 11: shove the hook up my chin, dude, like gnarhally as fuck.

658
00:33:38,920 --> 00:33:43,280
Speaker 11: Like I literally felt it pierced my chin and it

659
00:33:43,440 --> 00:33:45,520
Speaker 11: told me like and I was trying to barter with it.

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Speaker 11: I was like, yo, dude, like I don't mean to

661
00:33:46,840 --> 00:33:49,520
Speaker 11: fuck with you like that, like like I won't I

662
00:33:49,520 --> 00:33:51,560
Speaker 11: won't do this shit again if you just like let.

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Speaker 2: Me go and now let me ask you this. How

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Speaker 2: long ago is this? This was years ago and a

665
00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:06,160
Speaker 2: couple of weirds after the experience was over. Did you

666
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Speaker 2: learn anything from all the dread that you felt?

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Speaker 11: Yeah, So it was actually kind of funny because like

668
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Speaker 11: in the middle of the trip, it like pulls me

669
00:34:17,400 --> 00:34:19,799
Speaker 11: out of my body and like we have this fight

670
00:34:19,880 --> 00:34:24,680
Speaker 11: in space and it's like whatever, we're like evenly matched.

671
00:34:24,680 --> 00:34:27,120
Speaker 11: But then after that it was still kind of like

672
00:34:27,160 --> 00:34:29,719
Speaker 11: haunting me with all these like insecurities I had, and

673
00:34:29,800 --> 00:34:32,200
Speaker 11: it was just really weird, like shit that I would like,

674
00:34:33,360 --> 00:34:34,799
Speaker 11: I noticed that all the shit that it was telling

675
00:34:34,880 --> 00:34:37,480
Speaker 11: me was like shit that I would like like put

676
00:34:37,520 --> 00:34:39,920
Speaker 11: out on other people or other things, like I remember there,

677
00:34:39,920 --> 00:34:42,880
Speaker 11: I can't remember exactly, but there's this weird, really weird

678
00:34:42,920 --> 00:34:46,080
Speaker 11: moment where the demon kind of said like I'm lame,

679
00:34:46,320 --> 00:34:49,000
Speaker 11: like Jake Paul or something like that along those lines,

680
00:34:49,000 --> 00:34:52,400
Speaker 11: and I was like, fuck, like wait a minute. And

681
00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:54,880
Speaker 11: then so yeah, towards the end of the trip, what

682
00:34:54,920 --> 00:34:58,680
Speaker 11: I learned was like that demon was kind of just

683
00:34:58,719 --> 00:35:00,359
Speaker 11: me and all the negativity that was like like in

684
00:35:00,480 --> 00:35:04,560
Speaker 11: my head and in myself, you know, and I feel

685
00:35:04,600 --> 00:35:06,920
Speaker 11: like I kind of got like a wrath of my

686
00:35:07,000 --> 00:35:10,360
Speaker 11: own negativity. So after that, I learned, just don't be

687
00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:10,719
Speaker 11: a dick.

688
00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:16,799
Speaker 2: Now, after you encountered this demon that was a representation

689
00:35:16,880 --> 00:35:19,680
Speaker 2: of all of your negativity, did it cause you to

690
00:35:21,320 --> 00:35:24,280
Speaker 2: take control of that and become less negative?

691
00:35:25,239 --> 00:35:25,520
Speaker 3: Yeah?

692
00:35:25,560 --> 00:35:28,839
Speaker 11: For sure, for sure. I mean, dude, it was like, yeah,

693
00:35:28,880 --> 00:35:31,680
Speaker 11: it was scary as fuck. So I kind of I

694
00:35:31,719 --> 00:35:34,120
Speaker 11: think I did kind of whip my own ass with that.

695
00:35:35,120 --> 00:35:36,719
Speaker 11: And yeah, I'm not I'm not that big of a

696
00:35:36,719 --> 00:35:39,520
Speaker 11: dick anymore, I think. So I still talk shit, I

697
00:35:39,520 --> 00:35:43,320
Speaker 11: still I'm still very opinion opinion Native opinion.

698
00:35:44,680 --> 00:35:47,239
Speaker 2: Has the demon reappeared at all in the years since

699
00:35:47,239 --> 00:35:51,160
Speaker 2: you took the mushrooms?

700
00:35:51,880 --> 00:35:55,520
Speaker 11: Not yet, but I think it will because it's really

701
00:35:56,120 --> 00:35:58,399
Speaker 11: you know, it's funny. Towards at the end of the trip,

702
00:35:58,440 --> 00:36:01,000
Speaker 11: when it finally left my head, it did this really

703
00:36:01,000 --> 00:36:05,080
Speaker 11: weird thing where like I was eating a bag of

704
00:36:05,160 --> 00:36:07,960
Speaker 11: chips right like it had already left my body, and

705
00:36:08,000 --> 00:36:09,959
Speaker 11: it started talking to me through like a family guy

706
00:36:10,200 --> 00:36:11,200
Speaker 11: fucking episode.

707
00:36:11,600 --> 00:36:14,439
Speaker 2: And then it finally, wait, hold on, this demon, you said,

708
00:36:14,440 --> 00:36:17,719
Speaker 2: this demon started talking to you through a family guy episode?

709
00:36:18,200 --> 00:36:21,520
Speaker 11: Yeah, dude, like it was. Honestly, it sounds like it was.

710
00:36:21,640 --> 00:36:24,160
Speaker 11: It might have been like a schizo episode or something.

711
00:36:24,200 --> 00:36:26,880
Speaker 11: It was insane. Anyway, what is that?

712
00:36:27,000 --> 00:36:27,640
Speaker 2: What does that mean?

713
00:36:29,280 --> 00:36:32,400
Speaker 11: Like a schizophrenic episode? It might have been a schizophrenic episode.

714
00:36:33,880 --> 00:36:36,040
Speaker 2: No, but like when you saw a demon talking to

715
00:36:36,080 --> 00:36:38,840
Speaker 2: you through a Family Guy like you were watching Oh.

716
00:36:38,719 --> 00:36:44,600
Speaker 11: Yeah, yeah, So I was watching Family Guy and I

717
00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:48,880
Speaker 11: just started thinking of like I was like, dude, like,

718
00:36:48,920 --> 00:36:52,680
Speaker 11: where the hell is this even going? You know, you know,

719
00:36:52,760 --> 00:36:55,040
Speaker 11: it's like talking the demon in my head. And then

720
00:36:55,160 --> 00:36:57,040
Speaker 11: as soon as I thought that, it kind of like

721
00:36:58,480 --> 00:37:01,719
Speaker 11: Stewie just like burst into this like this wall in

722
00:37:01,880 --> 00:37:05,000
Speaker 11: flames and he was like on fire and it was

723
00:37:05,040 --> 00:37:08,160
Speaker 11: like this super like hellish depiction. It was so strange.

724
00:37:08,760 --> 00:37:10,480
Speaker 11: And then at the same time, like all the characters

725
00:37:10,480 --> 00:37:12,960
Speaker 11: started laughing, and it felt like they were like mocking me.

726
00:37:13,120 --> 00:37:15,160
Speaker 11: You know, it felt like the demon was like kind

727
00:37:15,160 --> 00:37:18,280
Speaker 11: of communicating all that shit to me through the freaking TV.

728
00:37:18,520 --> 00:37:19,080
Speaker 11: Is strange?

729
00:37:19,800 --> 00:37:21,400
Speaker 2: Have you watched Family Guy at all? Since?

730
00:37:22,280 --> 00:37:24,200
Speaker 11: No, it was kind of freaky. It still kind of

731
00:37:24,200 --> 00:37:25,120
Speaker 11: does freak me out.

732
00:37:27,920 --> 00:37:32,960
Speaker 2: But how are you doing nowadays? Like this was all

733
00:37:32,960 --> 00:37:36,200
Speaker 2: four years ago? Do you feel like, how's your development

734
00:37:36,239 --> 00:37:38,279
Speaker 2: sort of been with this in the past three years?

735
00:37:38,960 --> 00:37:41,719
Speaker 11: I feel like my head's a lot like I'm like

736
00:37:41,760 --> 00:37:45,880
Speaker 11: in a more how do I say? I feel like

737
00:37:45,920 --> 00:37:50,480
Speaker 11: I have my head screwed on pretty damn good from

738
00:37:50,520 --> 00:37:54,160
Speaker 11: since then. Yeah, for sure, Like I have this weird

739
00:37:54,480 --> 00:37:58,200
Speaker 11: like thing where I think, especially with psychedelics, And obviously

740
00:37:58,239 --> 00:38:01,279
Speaker 11: this doesn't apply to anybody, like it's not anything to

741
00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:04,759
Speaker 11: mess around with. But I think the more insane you go,

742
00:38:06,440 --> 00:38:09,000
Speaker 11: the more like level headed you come back, you know,

743
00:38:09,200 --> 00:38:11,040
Speaker 11: or and that goes just for life in general. You

744
00:38:11,040 --> 00:38:13,120
Speaker 11: got to go through some really crazy shit to really

745
00:38:13,160 --> 00:38:15,239
Speaker 11: like screw your head on, right, you.

746
00:38:15,200 --> 00:38:19,279
Speaker 2: Know, I, I know I appreciate that. Right, you have

747
00:38:19,360 --> 00:38:21,640
Speaker 2: to go a little bit insane. You got to go

748
00:38:21,719 --> 00:38:25,360
Speaker 2: on that hero's journey of insanity where you kind of

749
00:38:25,360 --> 00:38:30,000
Speaker 2: actually go into the into the deep basement of your

750
00:38:30,000 --> 00:38:33,320
Speaker 2: brain in order for your back and be a regular

751
00:38:33,400 --> 00:38:36,839
Speaker 2: person that you know, stops at stop signs and goes

752
00:38:36,880 --> 00:38:39,239
Speaker 2: to the grocery stats and says hello to people. You

753
00:38:39,280 --> 00:38:42,600
Speaker 2: gotta I don't trust anyone who hasn't gone at least

754
00:38:42,640 --> 00:38:45,480
Speaker 2: a little bit insane at some point in their lives.

755
00:38:45,920 --> 00:38:47,400
Speaker 2: You know, you got to do that in order to

756
00:38:47,440 --> 00:38:50,880
Speaker 2: return to some form of normalcy.

757
00:38:51,800 --> 00:38:54,680
Speaker 11: Yeah, like fucking break down your tower of whatever the

758
00:38:54,680 --> 00:38:55,279
Speaker 11: hell you're built.

759
00:38:57,239 --> 00:38:58,080
Speaker 2: What's your name again?

760
00:38:59,560 --> 00:39:00,520
Speaker 11: My name John?

761
00:39:01,320 --> 00:39:04,000
Speaker 2: John? John? Thanks for talking to me about all this stuff.

762
00:39:04,040 --> 00:39:05,600
Speaker 2: Is there anything else you want to say to the

763
00:39:05,640 --> 00:39:11,280
Speaker 2: people of the computer before we go? Take it easy, dude,

764
00:39:11,480 --> 00:39:14,200
Speaker 2: but take it thanks, John.

765
00:39:16,200 --> 00:39:17,080
Speaker 11: Have a good one.

766
00:39:21,960 --> 00:39:24,160
Speaker 12: All from Lucy.

767
00:39:25,640 --> 00:39:30,600
Speaker 2: Hello, Hello, what's up?

768
00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:33,000
Speaker 4: Nah?

769
00:39:33,320 --> 00:39:33,799
Speaker 11: No way?

770
00:39:34,760 --> 00:39:35,480
Speaker 2: Is this Lucy?

771
00:39:36,600 --> 00:39:37,520
Speaker 8: It is Lucy?

772
00:39:38,239 --> 00:39:40,520
Speaker 2: Lucy? How you doing? Can you? Can you take me

773
00:39:40,600 --> 00:39:44,080
Speaker 2: off of the speaker phone and the all the do

774
00:39:44,120 --> 00:39:47,120
Speaker 2: all the stuff for us to be on the phone together.

775
00:39:48,320 --> 00:39:49,600
Speaker 8: There we go? Is that better?

776
00:39:50,480 --> 00:39:53,040
Speaker 2: Sure? Is Lucy? What's going on?

777
00:39:55,000 --> 00:39:58,000
Speaker 8: I'm just doing some late night cleaning, I guess, even

778
00:39:58,040 --> 00:39:59,120
Speaker 8: though it's not really late.

779
00:39:59,200 --> 00:40:06,560
Speaker 2: Where I'm at, where you're at in the universe, I don't.

780
00:40:06,600 --> 00:40:07,840
Speaker 8: I don't really know, honestly.

781
00:40:08,520 --> 00:40:12,080
Speaker 2: But you don't have to. You don't have to tell me.

782
00:40:12,239 --> 00:40:13,560
Speaker 2: But you I mean you.

783
00:40:13,480 --> 00:40:17,400
Speaker 8: Know, Oh, I mean, I mean I'm in Iaho. So

784
00:40:17,520 --> 00:40:19,240
Speaker 8: that's it's good.

785
00:40:19,360 --> 00:40:19,840
Speaker 11: It's fun.

786
00:40:20,160 --> 00:40:21,680
Speaker 2: It's a big potato place.

787
00:40:23,040 --> 00:40:23,239
Speaker 8: You know.

788
00:40:23,880 --> 00:40:26,480
Speaker 12: Where I'm around. It's a lot of wheat.

789
00:40:26,600 --> 00:40:31,160
Speaker 8: I have never seen a potato farm, so I'm sure

790
00:40:31,200 --> 00:40:32,800
Speaker 8: it is. So, I'm sure there's lots of potato.

791
00:40:34,560 --> 00:40:35,520
Speaker 12: I do see a lot of wheat.

792
00:40:35,760 --> 00:40:39,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, what's going on with you? Lucy? How how how

793
00:40:40,120 --> 00:40:44,000
Speaker 2: can I? How can I get you this evening?

794
00:40:44,840 --> 00:40:51,080
Speaker 8: Oh my gosh, Well, I don't know. My everything in

795
00:40:51,120 --> 00:40:54,760
Speaker 8: my apartment is pretty much like broken, So that's nice.

796
00:40:55,440 --> 00:40:59,880
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm. But I'm sure that you what sense broken?

797
00:41:01,760 --> 00:41:05,080
Speaker 8: Well, you know, my bathroom synk doesn't work when turning on,

798
00:41:05,239 --> 00:41:08,440
Speaker 8: it leaks and then there's like a puddle in my bathroom,

799
00:41:08,440 --> 00:41:10,120
Speaker 8: like one of my cabinets fell off the ceiling.

800
00:41:11,560 --> 00:41:14,239
Speaker 12: So it's it's a work in progress.

801
00:41:16,280 --> 00:41:18,640
Speaker 2: Do you feel worthy of nice things?

802
00:41:19,880 --> 00:41:23,040
Speaker 8: I do, honestly, Yeah, especially for how much they charge

803
00:41:23,040 --> 00:41:23,399
Speaker 8: for rent.

804
00:41:24,080 --> 00:41:31,120
Speaker 2: That's good. That's good. Sometimes my toilet clogs, and I'm like,

805
00:41:31,480 --> 00:41:37,440
Speaker 2: I really, in my gut know that I deserve it.

806
00:41:37,560 --> 00:41:39,400
Speaker 12: Oh, you feel like you deserve your toilet?

807
00:41:41,160 --> 00:41:44,840
Speaker 2: Every time? Every time I go to flush and the

808
00:41:44,880 --> 00:41:49,279
Speaker 2: water fills back up and it's diarrhea water. I'm always Oh,

809
00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:51,799
Speaker 2: I always look at it and go, That's what I

810
00:41:51,920 --> 00:41:52,920
Speaker 2: fucking get.

811
00:41:55,000 --> 00:41:57,879
Speaker 8: Why Why do you feel like you deserve That's that's

812
00:41:57,880 --> 00:41:58,360
Speaker 8: what's saying.

813
00:41:58,920 --> 00:42:01,240
Speaker 2: I don't know. I feel like it happened if I didn't.

814
00:42:01,480 --> 00:42:05,640
Speaker 2: I feel like getting your toilet clogged with diarrhea water

815
00:42:05,800 --> 00:42:08,319
Speaker 2: is something that only happens to people who deserve it.

816
00:42:09,800 --> 00:42:11,880
Speaker 8: Maybe next time you'll just have to like learn to

817
00:42:12,200 --> 00:42:14,120
Speaker 8: midway flush.

818
00:42:14,200 --> 00:42:16,600
Speaker 2: What's the mid Oh you know what? That's the way? Yeah,

819
00:42:16,640 --> 00:42:19,279
Speaker 2: I'm dumb, is like, I. Yeah, you got a midway flush.

820
00:42:19,320 --> 00:42:20,680
Speaker 2: You got to do two flushes. You gotta do one

821
00:42:20,760 --> 00:42:22,640
Speaker 2: to get the diarrhea down and then another one to

822
00:42:22,680 --> 00:42:25,280
Speaker 2: get the well I start. I got to a point

823
00:42:25,320 --> 00:42:28,840
Speaker 2: where I was using paper towels instead of toilet paper.

824
00:42:29,880 --> 00:42:32,960
Speaker 2: And that's a recipe for right. I deserve it. I

825
00:42:33,000 --> 00:42:38,399
Speaker 2: deserve it. The more information they give you, yeah, I do.

826
00:42:38,520 --> 00:42:43,919
Speaker 2: And that's okay. When you when you and that's better.

827
00:42:43,960 --> 00:42:46,760
Speaker 2: I don't fight it. I don't go when my diarrhea

828
00:42:46,760 --> 00:42:49,040
Speaker 2: toilet clogs up, I don't go. Oh my goodness, woe

829
00:42:49,200 --> 00:42:51,360
Speaker 2: is me? Why is this happening to me of all people?

830
00:42:52,080 --> 00:42:55,080
Speaker 2: I go, yeah, that makes sense, Yeah that happens.

831
00:42:57,160 --> 00:42:57,359
Speaker 1: Yeah.

832
00:42:57,960 --> 00:42:59,880
Speaker 2: Sometimes I look in the mirror and I'm.

833
00:43:00,120 --> 00:43:01,960
Speaker 8: I look to forgive yourself.

834
00:43:02,840 --> 00:43:07,440
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, yeah. Sometimes I look in the mirror and

835
00:43:07,520 --> 00:43:11,360
Speaker 2: I look horrible, and I'm like I'm like, I deserve

836
00:43:11,440 --> 00:43:13,960
Speaker 2: that too. I eat a lot of meat Lover's pizza today.

837
00:43:15,920 --> 00:43:18,400
Speaker 2: These aren't things, these aren't massive. I actually think these

838
00:43:18,680 --> 00:43:20,960
Speaker 2: are not problems. This is these are all good things.

839
00:43:21,000 --> 00:43:26,440
Speaker 2: These are all like I'm at. It's peaceful. There's a

840
00:43:26,520 --> 00:43:31,520
Speaker 2: real peace in looking at the diarrhea toilet and understanding

841
00:43:31,560 --> 00:43:37,239
Speaker 2: that you deserve it. There's tension when you look at

842
00:43:37,280 --> 00:43:39,600
Speaker 2: the diarrhea toilet and you go, oh my god, why

843
00:43:39,640 --> 00:43:41,400
Speaker 2: is this happening? This is disgusting, this is I know,

844
00:43:42,520 --> 00:43:44,360
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, like when you fight it

845
00:43:46,880 --> 00:43:50,240
Speaker 2: and it's much better to just accept it and then go, Okay,

846
00:43:50,239 --> 00:43:51,960
Speaker 2: I need to now deal with this. This is an

847
00:43:52,000 --> 00:43:54,239
Speaker 2: event happening in my life that I have brought upon

848
00:43:54,360 --> 00:43:59,640
Speaker 2: myself through negligence, and I am going to assess the situation.

849
00:43:59,719 --> 00:44:03,920
Speaker 2: And that's how when adult deals with a clogged diarrhea toilet.

850
00:44:05,280 --> 00:44:07,360
Speaker 8: You are right, I know that exactly. It's like you

851
00:44:07,560 --> 00:44:10,920
Speaker 8: accept the pure chaos your life is at that moment

852
00:44:10,960 --> 00:44:13,080
Speaker 8: and you're just it's just what it is.

853
00:44:15,360 --> 00:44:22,520
Speaker 2: Hm. Hmm is there anything? Is there anything that I

854
00:44:22,560 --> 00:44:25,080
Speaker 2: can help you with at this at this moment or

855
00:44:25,320 --> 00:44:25,759
Speaker 2: try to.

856
00:44:27,640 --> 00:44:32,400
Speaker 8: Hmmm, Well, I don't know sometimes you have like a

857
00:44:32,440 --> 00:44:34,960
Speaker 8: prompt I feel like I need an intriguing question.

858
00:44:35,040 --> 00:44:36,400
Speaker 2: No, I don't have prompts anymore.

859
00:44:37,719 --> 00:44:38,880
Speaker 12: You don't have anymore?

860
00:44:39,800 --> 00:44:40,879
Speaker 2: Yeah, should I bring him back?

861
00:44:41,880 --> 00:44:44,839
Speaker 8: You should? Because I just started listening from like the

862
00:44:44,840 --> 00:44:48,400
Speaker 8: beginning of your episodes. Yeah, you still three or so

863
00:44:48,560 --> 00:44:49,800
Speaker 8: weeks ago or something.

864
00:44:51,360 --> 00:44:55,160
Speaker 2: I just don't like. I got bored of them after

865
00:44:55,160 --> 00:44:57,480
Speaker 2: a while, Like, well, what are some good prompts?

866
00:44:58,239 --> 00:44:58,640
Speaker 11: Hm hmm.

867
00:45:01,440 --> 00:45:02,799
Speaker 12: I don't you know.

868
00:45:03,520 --> 00:45:06,279
Speaker 8: That's a great question exactly that could that could be.

869
00:45:06,400 --> 00:45:11,399
Speaker 2: Prompt prompts are limiting. Prompts are like, all right, we're

870
00:45:11,400 --> 00:45:14,840
Speaker 2: gonna go deep into something. In when I was in

871
00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:18,880
Speaker 2: high school, I learned about this might all be a

872
00:45:19,360 --> 00:45:23,040
Speaker 2: fucking lie. In high school, I learned about why certain

873
00:45:23,080 --> 00:45:27,000
Speaker 2: people in the US government when it was being founded,

874
00:45:27,560 --> 00:45:33,560
Speaker 2: why they opposed the Bill of Rights. And I've learned

875
00:45:33,600 --> 00:45:36,200
Speaker 2: that some people had issues with the Bill of Rights

876
00:45:36,200 --> 00:45:40,640
Speaker 2: because they thought that if the Bill of if, if

877
00:45:40,680 --> 00:45:48,240
Speaker 2: our rights were defined narrowly, it would leave other rights

878
00:45:49,239 --> 00:45:51,279
Speaker 2: off the table. You know what I'm saying, Like, if

879
00:45:51,320 --> 00:45:54,680
Speaker 2: we had like the the the more elastic the document,

880
00:45:55,239 --> 00:45:57,960
Speaker 2: the broader our rights as people would be. And if

881
00:45:58,000 --> 00:46:01,160
Speaker 2: and if our rights were you know, build out one

882
00:46:01,239 --> 00:46:05,200
Speaker 2: through ten, then they would be these specific rights and

883
00:46:05,239 --> 00:46:07,040
Speaker 2: then all of a sudden it would be like, well,

884
00:46:07,040 --> 00:46:08,560
Speaker 2: that's not on the Bill of Rights, so you don't

885
00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:09,760
Speaker 2: have the right to it, you know what I'm saying.

886
00:46:10,880 --> 00:46:11,560
Speaker 6: I do so.

887
00:46:15,000 --> 00:46:18,279
Speaker 2: Yeah, well so for it's like the prompt, it's like

888
00:46:18,320 --> 00:46:20,200
Speaker 2: what it's like the problem that people have at the

889
00:46:20,200 --> 00:46:22,359
Speaker 2: Bill of Rights. It's like, well, what if somebody wants

890
00:46:22,400 --> 00:46:27,040
Speaker 2: to tell a story that's not you know, wins the

891
00:46:27,080 --> 00:46:31,960
Speaker 2: time that you felt. I don't know, I can't even

892
00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:33,880
Speaker 2: think of a fake prompt to do it. But like

893
00:46:33,920 --> 00:46:38,040
Speaker 2: if the prompts, they exclude all things that are not

894
00:46:38,760 --> 00:46:41,040
Speaker 2: within the prompt, and that's why I always took a

895
00:46:41,080 --> 00:46:42,400
Speaker 2: shue with them.

896
00:46:43,160 --> 00:46:45,480
Speaker 8: I mean, that's valid. You could have a prompt and

897
00:46:45,480 --> 00:46:49,000
Speaker 8: be and say or open ended what you'd like to

898
00:46:49,000 --> 00:46:52,279
Speaker 8: talk about, right, But I guess that's a lot more

899
00:46:52,320 --> 00:46:55,680
Speaker 8: words and that's lot more energy, So that's hard.

900
00:46:56,520 --> 00:46:56,719
Speaker 3: You know.

901
00:46:56,800 --> 00:46:58,880
Speaker 2: Look, sometimes I do this stream and I'm like, I

902
00:46:58,920 --> 00:47:02,640
Speaker 2: don't know if this is this went well, But then

903
00:47:02,680 --> 00:47:05,960
Speaker 2: other times I'm like, this was really interesting. I'm looking

904
00:47:06,000 --> 00:47:10,640
Speaker 2: forward to having, you know, people listen to this, and

905
00:47:10,719 --> 00:47:11,320
Speaker 2: that's okay.

906
00:47:12,719 --> 00:47:13,080
Speaker 3: It is.

907
00:47:13,200 --> 00:47:13,799
Speaker 12: It really is.

908
00:47:13,840 --> 00:47:16,600
Speaker 8: Sometimes you can't have every moment, can't be extremely exciting,

909
00:47:16,640 --> 00:47:19,759
Speaker 8: because then there are no exciting moments.

910
00:47:20,239 --> 00:47:21,839
Speaker 2: I like the way you think, Lucy.

911
00:47:22,640 --> 00:47:25,240
Speaker 8: Thank you. I feel like we're on the same page.

912
00:47:25,640 --> 00:47:27,600
Speaker 2: I do too. I actually feel listens.

913
00:47:27,280 --> 00:47:31,400
Speaker 8: To Wow, thank you, that's a great compliment.

914
00:47:36,440 --> 00:47:40,560
Speaker 2: Well, glad your house is clean. That's awesome.

915
00:47:42,640 --> 00:47:45,279
Speaker 8: Yeah, it's still a work in progress. But like even

916
00:47:45,320 --> 00:47:47,640
Speaker 8: if your cabinet falls off the ceiling, you can still

917
00:47:47,640 --> 00:47:49,560
Speaker 8: make it a good day. It's a better day now.

918
00:47:50,840 --> 00:47:52,200
Speaker 2: No, it sounds like a shit day.

919
00:47:53,239 --> 00:47:54,920
Speaker 8: It kind of is a shit day. But most of

920
00:47:54,960 --> 00:47:57,600
Speaker 8: my days we're kind of shitty, So.

921
00:47:59,000 --> 00:48:00,120
Speaker 6: It's okay.

922
00:48:01,200 --> 00:48:02,600
Speaker 2: Lucy. Is there anything else you want to say to

923
00:48:02,600 --> 00:48:03,920
Speaker 2: the people of the computer before we go?

924
00:48:06,320 --> 00:48:12,120
Speaker 8: Hmmm, I don't I don't know. I think I'm going

925
00:48:12,200 --> 00:48:13,640
Speaker 8: to tell them that they need to brush their teeth

926
00:48:13,640 --> 00:48:18,920
Speaker 8: before they go to bed. Who everyone, you brush your

927
00:48:18,920 --> 00:48:19,960
Speaker 8: teeth before you go to bed.

928
00:48:20,400 --> 00:48:21,279
Speaker 2: No, you don't have to do that.

929
00:48:21,360 --> 00:48:23,520
Speaker 3: Ship your teeth.

930
00:48:23,560 --> 00:48:28,360
Speaker 8: You're gonna get cavities then, yeah, well already I have four.

931
00:48:28,200 --> 00:48:29,680
Speaker 2: So you have four cavities.

932
00:48:31,719 --> 00:48:33,680
Speaker 8: My teeth are in a lot of pain at the times.

933
00:48:33,880 --> 00:48:38,440
Speaker 2: Like you're a bit of a hypocrite, Lucy.

934
00:48:37,440 --> 00:48:40,319
Speaker 8: I might be projecting my problems onto the people at

935
00:48:40,320 --> 00:48:42,840
Speaker 8: the stream, and I apologize all the time.

936
00:48:46,120 --> 00:48:48,239
Speaker 2: Maybe that'll be my next question. Maybe that'll be my

937
00:48:48,280 --> 00:48:50,720
Speaker 2: next prompt, is that do you brush your teeth?

938
00:48:52,320 --> 00:48:52,560
Speaker 3: Well?

939
00:48:52,680 --> 00:48:58,480
Speaker 8: Oh okay, I would be interested to see how that

940
00:48:58,520 --> 00:48:58,960
Speaker 8: worked out.

941
00:48:59,719 --> 00:49:02,399
Speaker 3: Have a the rest of the night, Lucy, you too,

942
00:49:03,280 --> 00:49:04,640
Speaker 3: I will I'll see you later.

943
00:49:04,719 --> 00:49:12,879
Speaker 2: Get by, dude, Hey, what's up?

944
00:49:14,280 --> 00:49:16,879
Speaker 12: Not much. I am in the middle of a Legal

945
00:49:16,960 --> 00:49:18,920
Speaker 12: Legends game. But it's okay.

946
00:49:21,040 --> 00:49:22,920
Speaker 2: You're in the middle of a League of Legends game,

947
00:49:23,920 --> 00:49:26,080
Speaker 2: I am, Is it ranked?

948
00:49:26,880 --> 00:49:27,399
Speaker 1: It is?

949
00:49:28,680 --> 00:49:32,120
Speaker 2: Well, you're gonna have to take a couple of points

950
00:49:32,920 --> 00:49:34,480
Speaker 2: of a hit, are you?

951
00:49:34,520 --> 00:49:34,759
Speaker 3: Are you?

952
00:49:34,920 --> 00:49:36,640
Speaker 2: Are you good? Are you good?

953
00:49:37,239 --> 00:49:37,439
Speaker 3: Oh?

954
00:49:37,520 --> 00:49:38,440
Speaker 12: Yeah, I'm good?

955
00:49:38,719 --> 00:49:41,960
Speaker 2: All right? How do you? I don't get you know?

956
00:49:42,000 --> 00:49:45,640
Speaker 2: What is okay? This is unrelated to any anything, but

957
00:49:45,760 --> 00:49:48,680
Speaker 2: well I actually know it is. But okay, So League

958
00:49:48,680 --> 00:49:51,120
Speaker 2: of Legends and DODA and like these what do you

959
00:49:51,160 --> 00:49:55,800
Speaker 2: call them MOBA's games? Yeah, they're like the most popular

960
00:49:56,200 --> 00:50:01,320
Speaker 2: esport in the world, right, Like there's BA in Korea

961
00:50:01,360 --> 00:50:04,799
Speaker 2: that are where it's like more popular than football and

962
00:50:04,800 --> 00:50:07,000
Speaker 2: it's like on the TV and stuff. But I don't

963
00:50:07,080 --> 00:50:13,560
Speaker 2: understand that, because I would think that the most popular

964
00:50:13,719 --> 00:50:19,200
Speaker 2: spectator esport would be something that anybody could look at

965
00:50:19,200 --> 00:50:21,920
Speaker 2: the TV and know what the fuck's going on, like

966
00:50:21,960 --> 00:50:24,640
Speaker 2: Street Like. You could have no idea what video games

967
00:50:24,640 --> 00:50:27,160
Speaker 2: are and look at Street Fighter and go, okay if

968
00:50:27,200 --> 00:50:29,799
Speaker 2: the other if one of the guys dies, that guy

969
00:50:29,840 --> 00:50:33,560
Speaker 2: probably loses. But when I look at Mobile, I have

970
00:50:33,760 --> 00:50:37,120
Speaker 2: no idea what is going on at all. So it's

971
00:50:37,200 --> 00:50:40,920
Speaker 2: very surprising to me that it's so ferociously popular as

972
00:50:40,960 --> 00:50:43,160
Speaker 2: a spectator sport.

973
00:50:44,320 --> 00:50:47,239
Speaker 12: Honestly, I think it's legal legend. Players also don't know

974
00:50:47,239 --> 00:50:49,839
Speaker 12: what's going on, so I think it helps because we're

975
00:50:49,880 --> 00:50:53,719
Speaker 12: also just really lost and we're just pinging everywhere. But

976
00:50:53,880 --> 00:50:56,640
Speaker 12: I think it's like the skill cap is so high.

977
00:50:56,719 --> 00:50:58,680
Speaker 12: People are like, wow, I could never do that, but

978
00:50:58,719 --> 00:51:00,960
Speaker 12: it's like, you really just got log in and lose.

979
00:51:00,960 --> 00:51:01,759
Speaker 12: That's all I do.

980
00:51:02,160 --> 00:51:06,120
Speaker 2: I'm realizing now I could say the same thing about baseball.

981
00:51:06,680 --> 00:51:09,760
Speaker 2: So anyway, what's your name again?

982
00:51:11,040 --> 00:51:11,800
Speaker 12: It's Ashley.

983
00:51:12,320 --> 00:51:15,160
Speaker 2: Ashley. You sent me a text and you just say

984
00:51:15,600 --> 00:51:19,839
Speaker 2: all you said was is my coworker cringe? Or am

985
00:51:19,920 --> 00:51:20,799
Speaker 2: I a hater?

986
00:51:22,200 --> 00:51:25,319
Speaker 12: I didn't know how much to put like I didn't

987
00:51:25,360 --> 00:51:27,359
Speaker 12: know if I could like just like put a wall

988
00:51:27,400 --> 00:51:28,560
Speaker 12: of text, but I didn't like.

989
00:51:28,520 --> 00:51:32,319
Speaker 2: What what you wall of text me with your words?

990
00:51:33,480 --> 00:51:37,920
Speaker 12: Okay, okay cool. So I have a coworker and I

991
00:51:38,400 --> 00:51:41,480
Speaker 12: just don't know if I like have like a distaste

992
00:51:41,520 --> 00:51:46,200
Speaker 12: towards her because she just kind of does really just annoying,

993
00:51:46,719 --> 00:51:51,560
Speaker 12: not herful, just like cringe things, just like seven does things.

994
00:51:51,760 --> 00:51:54,520
Speaker 12: I'm just like, I can't believe you're saying that, like

995
00:51:54,600 --> 00:51:58,120
Speaker 12: to people you don't really really know. We have a

996
00:51:58,120 --> 00:52:03,000
Speaker 12: pretty cushy, cozy dob. So we work. We work in

997
00:52:03,080 --> 00:52:05,120
Speaker 12: a really cozy job, like our boss is great. It's

998
00:52:05,120 --> 00:52:08,719
Speaker 12: an office jobs, very very easy, very cozy, you know,

999
00:52:08,760 --> 00:52:13,600
Speaker 12: it's it's nothing crazy. And uh, I think somebody was

1000
00:52:13,640 --> 00:52:17,080
Speaker 12: like heaven, like just like a a day or something

1001
00:52:17,160 --> 00:52:19,160
Speaker 12: like that. It's like it wasn't a bad day. They

1002
00:52:19,160 --> 00:52:21,800
Speaker 12: were just like, oh, it's like so it's like tiring,

1003
00:52:21,840 --> 00:52:24,840
Speaker 12: it's like dragging on and they were like, oh, you

1004
00:52:24,880 --> 00:52:27,839
Speaker 12: should take a half day. You're mentals more important than

1005
00:52:27,880 --> 00:52:32,399
Speaker 12: this job. Just like what, oh girl, come on, it's

1006
00:52:32,440 --> 00:52:36,920
Speaker 12: like it's it's I came apartment, come down or to

1007
00:52:37,080 --> 00:52:40,520
Speaker 12: like randomly like I'll like talk to one of my

1008
00:52:40,560 --> 00:52:43,000
Speaker 12: coworkers that they asked me for help and I'm like, oh,

1009
00:52:43,080 --> 00:52:45,399
Speaker 12: this is how you do X y Z. And they'll

1010
00:52:45,440 --> 00:52:48,440
Speaker 12: be like they'll go to that coworker that, like, you know,

1011
00:52:48,520 --> 00:52:51,680
Speaker 12: asked a question and they're like, you're here for a reason.

1012
00:52:52,120 --> 00:52:55,440
Speaker 12: I'm so proud of you. I'm like, please, like, don't

1013
00:52:55,520 --> 00:52:58,920
Speaker 12: talk to me like we're children. That's so cringe. It's like,

1014
00:52:59,040 --> 00:53:01,360
Speaker 12: and I get there just to be like really nice

1015
00:53:01,400 --> 00:53:05,239
Speaker 12: and hopeful. It's just like it's a bit patronizing, I

1016
00:53:05,280 --> 00:53:07,799
Speaker 12: feel like. And it's also just like we're not in

1017
00:53:07,840 --> 00:53:11,319
Speaker 12: the trenches, we're not in the coal mine, like we're

1018
00:53:11,360 --> 00:53:12,560
Speaker 12: just getting at her death.

1019
00:53:12,480 --> 00:53:15,440
Speaker 2: Answer you now, you should put it. You should put

1020
00:53:15,480 --> 00:53:20,040
Speaker 2: laxative in her coffee. That's my it's my official declaration.

1021
00:53:20,280 --> 00:53:25,359
Speaker 2: That's my official answer to this inquiry. No I am

1022
00:53:27,239 --> 00:53:29,520
Speaker 2: I'm gonna be I'm gonna be so honest with you, Ashley.

1023
00:53:30,320 --> 00:53:32,520
Speaker 2: You seem like a nice person. I have no idea

1024
00:53:32,560 --> 00:53:36,319
Speaker 2: what you just said at all. Oh I really have no. No, No,

1025
00:53:36,440 --> 00:53:38,400
Speaker 2: it's not it's not your fault. It's probably mine, But

1026
00:53:38,560 --> 00:53:41,320
Speaker 2: I am no, I have no idea what you just said.

1027
00:53:41,440 --> 00:53:46,960
Speaker 2: And I think that this person and you are both

1028
00:53:47,120 --> 00:53:47,680
Speaker 2: How old are you?

1029
00:53:49,080 --> 00:53:50,440
Speaker 12: I'm twenty six.

1030
00:53:50,680 --> 00:53:53,040
Speaker 2: All right, So you don't you don't you have how

1031
00:53:53,160 --> 00:53:57,480
Speaker 2: much long do you have left to live? Fifty? You

1032
00:53:57,520 --> 00:53:59,799
Speaker 2: at least fifty years left to live, and so does she.

1033
00:54:00,120 --> 00:54:01,200
Speaker 8: One day?

1034
00:54:01,719 --> 00:54:03,600
Speaker 2: But what one day? Both of you guys are going

1035
00:54:03,680 --> 00:54:06,920
Speaker 2: to be fucking dead, and nothing that you ever said

1036
00:54:07,040 --> 00:54:11,440
Speaker 2: or did will matter, including any of the cringey or

1037
00:54:11,600 --> 00:54:14,359
Speaker 2: profound things that either of you said. And so if

1038
00:54:14,360 --> 00:54:17,360
Speaker 2: this woman wants to tell people to quit their jobs

1039
00:54:17,440 --> 00:54:23,080
Speaker 2: because they're sad, or wants to talk to everyone like

1040
00:54:23,120 --> 00:54:26,759
Speaker 2: a kindergartener, let her do her things she's got she's like.

1041
00:54:26,960 --> 00:54:29,839
Speaker 2: Treat her, Treat her like she's a dying old man,

1042
00:54:29,920 --> 00:54:32,920
Speaker 2: because she's just a young version of that. And if

1043
00:54:32,960 --> 00:54:36,480
Speaker 2: a dying old man was saying a bunch of crazy stuff,

1044
00:54:36,520 --> 00:54:38,880
Speaker 2: you just you would just let him. He's fuck it,

1045
00:54:38,880 --> 00:54:41,400
Speaker 2: he's gonna die. So look at her like she's a

1046
00:54:41,480 --> 00:54:45,560
Speaker 2: dying old man and that everything she does is sacred

1047
00:54:45,560 --> 00:54:50,440
Speaker 2: and amazing, and you know, go to work and then

1048
00:54:50,480 --> 00:54:53,000
Speaker 2: go home and play League of Legends. This is a

1049
00:54:53,040 --> 00:54:56,360
Speaker 2: great So this call make is making me happy for

1050
00:54:56,400 --> 00:54:58,719
Speaker 2: you because you have such a great life that you

1051
00:54:58,760 --> 00:55:02,839
Speaker 2: can do that so does any of what I said.

1052
00:55:02,880 --> 00:55:04,960
Speaker 2: Just I really feel like I just made a lot

1053
00:55:05,000 --> 00:55:05,759
Speaker 2: of sense just now.

1054
00:55:06,640 --> 00:55:08,280
Speaker 12: Yeah, No, I think it's been eye opening.

1055
00:55:08,920 --> 00:55:14,239
Speaker 2: Good are you It sounds like you're still playing. I

1056
00:55:14,239 --> 00:55:15,640
Speaker 2: heard some keyboard clicks.

1057
00:55:16,760 --> 00:55:18,239
Speaker 12: Yeah, we're crushing it.

1058
00:55:18,760 --> 00:55:20,600
Speaker 2: Okay, Well, I'm gonna let you get back the league.

1059
00:55:20,640 --> 00:55:21,759
Speaker 2: Is there anything else you want to say to the

1060
00:55:21,760 --> 00:55:23,120
Speaker 2: people in the computer before we go.

1061
00:55:23,080 --> 00:55:27,680
Speaker 12: Ashley, No, I think I think we have an understanding.

1062
00:55:28,040 --> 00:55:30,040
Speaker 2: Okay, good, Well, have a good rest of the night.

1063
00:55:30,800 --> 00:55:34,759
Speaker 12: Well, thank you so much, have a great day.

1064
00:55:35,120 --> 00:55:37,160
Speaker 2: That made so much sense what I just said.

1065
00:55:37,800 --> 00:55:41,879
Speaker 3: Neverbacon goes on the line making calls every night.

1066
00:55:42,320 --> 00:55:45,399
Speaker 2: Every Beacon goes to just teaching yours loud

1067
00:55:45,440 --> 00:55:51,359
Speaker 3: In the mean of your life.