1 00:00:10,520 --> 00:00:14,760 Speaker 1: Welcome to Unexplained Extra with me Richard McClain Smith, where 2 00:00:14,760 --> 00:00:17,079 Speaker 1: for the weeks in between episodes, we look at stories 3 00:00:17,120 --> 00:00:19,600 Speaker 1: and ideas that, for one reason or other, didn't make 4 00:00:19,640 --> 00:00:24,400 Speaker 1: it into the previous show. In the last episode, End Game, 5 00:00:24,920 --> 00:00:28,000 Speaker 1: we followed the bizarre and tragic tale of Cindy James 6 00:00:28,160 --> 00:00:30,400 Speaker 1: and her six and a half year ordeal at the 7 00:00:30,440 --> 00:00:34,440 Speaker 1: hands of an apparent stalker. Though Cindy maintained till the 8 00:00:34,600 --> 00:00:37,720 Speaker 1: end that she was being harassed by a mysterious assailant, 9 00:00:38,400 --> 00:00:41,440 Speaker 1: many who worked on her various cases were convinced that 10 00:00:41,520 --> 00:00:46,080 Speaker 1: she had in fact been orchestrating the incidences herself. Psychiatric 11 00:00:46,159 --> 00:00:50,360 Speaker 1: health professionals who assessed Cindy's mental health were also convinced 12 00:00:50,360 --> 00:00:54,160 Speaker 1: that she was effectively acting as her own stalker. However, 13 00:00:54,680 --> 00:00:57,600 Speaker 1: few were able to provide a concrete diagnosis as to 14 00:00:57,640 --> 00:01:01,520 Speaker 1: why this might be happening. I have to admit I 15 00:01:01,600 --> 00:01:03,960 Speaker 1: was a little unsure about giving an account of this 16 00:01:04,040 --> 00:01:08,360 Speaker 1: story due to its complicated ambiguity. On the one hand, 17 00:01:08,760 --> 00:01:11,600 Speaker 1: it's hard not to see similarities with the many other 18 00:01:11,680 --> 00:01:15,640 Speaker 1: stories of botched police investigations that were clouded by sexist 19 00:01:15,640 --> 00:01:19,160 Speaker 1: attitudes or ignorant ideas about the ways in which a 20 00:01:19,240 --> 00:01:23,320 Speaker 1: victim of crime is supposed to behave. On the other hand, 21 00:01:23,880 --> 00:01:27,320 Speaker 1: if Cindy had in fact orchestrated, if not all the events, 22 00:01:27,360 --> 00:01:30,280 Speaker 1: then at least the majority of them, including her death, 23 00:01:30,480 --> 00:01:33,160 Speaker 1: as many came to believe, there is a risk that 24 00:01:33,360 --> 00:01:36,360 Speaker 1: this story could be used to undermine similar stories in 25 00:01:36,400 --> 00:01:39,120 Speaker 1: which victims of crime have been let down by poor 26 00:01:39,160 --> 00:01:44,000 Speaker 1: police practice. With that in mind, I don't want this 27 00:01:44,040 --> 00:01:46,400 Speaker 1: week's extra to be taken as a reflection of what 28 00:01:46,480 --> 00:01:49,559 Speaker 1: I believe happened, but rather as simply a closer look 29 00:01:49,560 --> 00:01:53,680 Speaker 1: at one proposed explanation that I found quite startling, namely 30 00:01:53,720 --> 00:01:56,880 Speaker 1: the possibility that Cindy had suffered from a form of 31 00:01:56,880 --> 00:02:02,640 Speaker 1: dissociative identity disorder. The apparent condition, formally known as multiple 32 00:02:02,680 --> 00:02:06,400 Speaker 1: personality disorder, remains as contentious today as it has ever 33 00:02:06,480 --> 00:02:09,720 Speaker 1: been since it was first tentatively diagnosed back in the 34 00:02:09,800 --> 00:02:13,640 Speaker 1: nineteenth century. Though many in the medical profession believe it 35 00:02:13,680 --> 00:02:17,000 Speaker 1: may affect anywhere from naught point nor one percent to 36 00:02:17,080 --> 00:02:20,760 Speaker 1: fifteen percent of all people, there are others who don't 37 00:02:20,800 --> 00:02:33,400 Speaker 1: believe the condition exists at all. Dissociative identity disorder ORDID 38 00:02:33,960 --> 00:02:36,480 Speaker 1: is defined in the fifth edition of the Diagnostic and 39 00:02:36,560 --> 00:02:41,760 Speaker 1: Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders as an identity disruption indicated 40 00:02:41,800 --> 00:02:45,680 Speaker 1: by the presence of two or more distinct personality states, 41 00:02:45,720 --> 00:02:50,080 Speaker 1: experienced as possession in some cultures, with discontinuity and sense 42 00:02:50,120 --> 00:02:53,880 Speaker 1: of self and agency, which is to say, unlike the 43 00:02:53,960 --> 00:02:57,840 Speaker 1: much looser notion of having multiple personalities, which we all 44 00:02:57,880 --> 00:03:00,880 Speaker 1: do to a certain extent, whether the person we are 45 00:03:00,960 --> 00:03:03,799 Speaker 1: to our friends versus who we are to our boss 46 00:03:04,040 --> 00:03:09,000 Speaker 1: or our families, say, desociative identity disorder specifies a condition 47 00:03:09,240 --> 00:03:13,120 Speaker 1: whereby an individual's self is fragmented, but with no center 48 00:03:13,280 --> 00:03:17,600 Speaker 1: of narrative gravity. In this state, some believe it's possible 49 00:03:17,720 --> 00:03:21,240 Speaker 1: for the split personalities to function on their own without 50 00:03:21,280 --> 00:03:25,040 Speaker 1: any awareness of each other. It is thought that one 51 00:03:25,080 --> 00:03:28,600 Speaker 1: of the first clinical diagnoses for the condition was made 52 00:03:28,680 --> 00:03:33,320 Speaker 1: by doctor Desire Bourneville in the late nineteenth century. Bourneville 53 00:03:33,480 --> 00:03:37,000 Speaker 1: had been looking into sixteenth century accounts of supposed possession 54 00:03:37,280 --> 00:03:40,280 Speaker 1: when he came across the extraordinary tale of twenty five 55 00:03:40,360 --> 00:03:45,120 Speaker 1: year old Dominican nune Chan Fray from fifteen eighty four 56 00:03:45,360 --> 00:03:49,640 Speaker 1: to fifteen eighty six in Mons, France, Fray was subjected 57 00:03:49,680 --> 00:03:52,560 Speaker 1: to a series of exorcisms on account of her appearing 58 00:03:52,600 --> 00:03:55,520 Speaker 1: to be possessed by a host of demons as well 59 00:03:55,560 --> 00:04:00,040 Speaker 1: as the spirit of Mary Magdalene. Fray's exorcists compiled a 60 00:04:00,120 --> 00:04:04,360 Speaker 1: report of over a hundred pages detailing her affliction and treatment, 61 00:04:04,840 --> 00:04:07,840 Speaker 1: which Bourneville went on to publish in eighteen eighty six. 62 00:04:08,560 --> 00:04:12,520 Speaker 1: In April fifteen eighty four, Frey, who had been blind 63 00:04:12,560 --> 00:04:15,360 Speaker 1: in her right eye for ten years, was brought to 64 00:04:15,400 --> 00:04:19,479 Speaker 1: the attention of the local archbishop. The young woman was 65 00:04:19,520 --> 00:04:22,080 Speaker 1: found to be covered in a series of self inflicted 66 00:04:22,120 --> 00:04:25,279 Speaker 1: wounds that she had no recollection of doing to herself, 67 00:04:26,240 --> 00:04:29,080 Speaker 1: leading some to believe that demons had been taking over 68 00:04:29,120 --> 00:04:34,160 Speaker 1: her mind and using her body against her. In one incident, 69 00:04:34,760 --> 00:04:37,520 Speaker 1: a version of Fray was reported that appeared to have 70 00:04:37,600 --> 00:04:41,480 Speaker 1: completely forgotten all the theological knowledge she'd learned as a nun. 71 00:04:43,120 --> 00:04:45,840 Speaker 1: Another time, when she was given a form that she 72 00:04:45,960 --> 00:04:50,279 Speaker 1: had to sign, the form went missing. It was said 73 00:04:50,279 --> 00:04:53,640 Speaker 1: that she'd hidden it while possessed by a demon named Nammon, 74 00:04:54,360 --> 00:04:57,520 Speaker 1: so when Frey reverted back to her usual self, she 75 00:04:57,640 --> 00:05:00,360 Speaker 1: had no recollection of where the form had been hidden. 76 00:05:01,839 --> 00:05:05,680 Speaker 1: After undergoing an exorcism in the summer, Fray continued to 77 00:05:05,720 --> 00:05:09,440 Speaker 1: self harm and at one point even tried to hang herself, 78 00:05:09,880 --> 00:05:14,880 Speaker 1: but later had no memory of the events. 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After 130 00:08:15,840 --> 00:08:20,840 Speaker 1: undergoing further exorcism, Phrase's condition seemed to lessen until finally 131 00:08:21,160 --> 00:08:23,920 Speaker 1: she was determined to be free of demons and invited 132 00:08:23,960 --> 00:08:29,040 Speaker 1: to return to her convent. Writing with his nineteenth century perspective, 133 00:08:29,600 --> 00:08:34,320 Speaker 1: doctor Bourneville diagnosed Phrase's condition as a form of hysterical psychosis, 134 00:08:35,120 --> 00:08:38,320 Speaker 1: speculating that this had come about due to severe abuse 135 00:08:38,360 --> 00:08:42,960 Speaker 1: she'd suffered as a child. This had effectively resulted in Fray, 136 00:08:43,160 --> 00:08:46,960 Speaker 1: adopting two altered states that were in conflict with each other, 137 00:08:48,160 --> 00:08:52,160 Speaker 1: Mary Magdalene being the good and the demons being evil. 138 00:08:54,240 --> 00:08:57,360 Speaker 1: According to Hono van der Hart, writing in his paper 139 00:08:57,800 --> 00:09:03,360 Speaker 1: Shan Fray, a sixteenth century of D, personality of these 140 00:09:03,360 --> 00:09:06,599 Speaker 1: altars as they are known, had likely been based on 141 00:09:06,640 --> 00:09:10,000 Speaker 1: the perpetrators of her childhood abuse, and then shaped by 142 00:09:10,040 --> 00:09:13,280 Speaker 1: phrase understanding of what good and evil was and the 143 00:09:13,320 --> 00:09:18,760 Speaker 1: religious prism with which she comprehended the world. In seventeen 144 00:09:18,840 --> 00:09:23,680 Speaker 1: ninety one, German doctor Aberhardt Gamelin wrote an account of 145 00:09:23,720 --> 00:09:26,200 Speaker 1: a twenty year old woman who was suffering from what 146 00:09:26,320 --> 00:09:31,160 Speaker 1: he caught exchanged personality. His account is thought to be 147 00:09:31,200 --> 00:09:34,160 Speaker 1: the first case of DD to be written about in 148 00:09:34,200 --> 00:09:38,280 Speaker 1: great detail. The woman, who was German and lived in 149 00:09:38,280 --> 00:09:41,600 Speaker 1: Stuttgart at the time, had adopted the personality of a 150 00:09:41,640 --> 00:09:46,760 Speaker 1: French aristocrat, with Gummellin suggesting that the recent French Revolution 151 00:09:47,080 --> 00:09:51,760 Speaker 1: may have been the trigger. Whenever the aristocrat alter emerged, 152 00:09:52,200 --> 00:09:55,800 Speaker 1: she would speak German but with a French accent. When 153 00:09:55,840 --> 00:09:59,120 Speaker 1: her usual self returned, she claimed to have no memory 154 00:09:59,120 --> 00:10:04,600 Speaker 1: of what happened while the aristocrat was present. Remarkably, whenever 155 00:10:04,679 --> 00:10:08,240 Speaker 1: the aristocrat returned, they had the complete memory of only 156 00:10:08,280 --> 00:10:14,000 Speaker 1: that specific state. In twenty fifteen, a paper published in 157 00:10:14,080 --> 00:10:17,960 Speaker 1: psycho Journal discussed the extraordinary case of a patient who 158 00:10:18,040 --> 00:10:23,040 Speaker 1: was diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder who was also completely blind, 159 00:10:24,280 --> 00:10:27,280 Speaker 1: the result of a severe head injury she'd suffered thirteen 160 00:10:27,360 --> 00:10:32,280 Speaker 1: years previously. After being assigned a course of psychotherapy with 161 00:10:32,360 --> 00:10:36,319 Speaker 1: one of the paper's authors, Bruno vold Vogel, the patient 162 00:10:36,920 --> 00:10:40,120 Speaker 1: who attended the sessions with her guide doc, was soon 163 00:10:40,160 --> 00:10:44,840 Speaker 1: exhibiting all criteria required by the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual 164 00:10:44,840 --> 00:10:51,720 Speaker 1: of Mental Disorders for diagnosing dissociative identity disorder. Over the 165 00:10:51,760 --> 00:10:55,000 Speaker 1: course of the next few years, the patient would present 166 00:10:55,120 --> 00:10:59,559 Speaker 1: ten altars in total, ranging in ages, genders, and personality. 167 00:11:00,559 --> 00:11:03,960 Speaker 1: Often the different altars wouldn't even speak the same language, 168 00:11:04,200 --> 00:11:07,480 Speaker 1: with some only communicating in German and others in English. 169 00:11:08,559 --> 00:11:13,480 Speaker 1: And then, after four years of therapy, something extraordinary occurred. 170 00:11:14,280 --> 00:11:16,800 Speaker 1: It was while her later session was coming to an end, 171 00:11:17,360 --> 00:11:21,120 Speaker 1: with the patient in their adolescent male identity state, that 172 00:11:21,240 --> 00:11:23,840 Speaker 1: they were suddenly able to make out the words on 173 00:11:23,880 --> 00:11:28,600 Speaker 1: the front page of a coffee table magazine. Gradually, after 174 00:11:28,640 --> 00:11:32,360 Speaker 1: a few more sessions, while her other states remained blind. 175 00:11:32,720 --> 00:11:36,720 Speaker 1: The adolescent male altar slowly began to see more and more, 176 00:11:37,400 --> 00:11:41,840 Speaker 1: until finally their sight was completely restored with the help 177 00:11:41,840 --> 00:11:46,120 Speaker 1: of some hypnotherapeutic techniques. This sudden ability to see or 178 00:11:46,160 --> 00:11:49,840 Speaker 1: seemingly transferred to a number of the other altar states, 179 00:11:49,920 --> 00:11:52,160 Speaker 1: to the point where the patient would even drift in 180 00:11:52,160 --> 00:11:55,640 Speaker 1: and out from states that were completely blind to states 181 00:11:55,640 --> 00:12:00,599 Speaker 1: that could see, often within the space of seconds. Incredibly, 182 00:12:00,920 --> 00:12:04,000 Speaker 1: when the patient was given a visual evoked potential test, 183 00:12:04,559 --> 00:12:07,720 Speaker 1: a test that examines the functionality of the optic nerve, 184 00:12:08,440 --> 00:12:11,120 Speaker 1: it was found to function only when one of the 185 00:12:11,120 --> 00:12:21,600 Speaker 1: patients alters that claimed it could see was present. These, 186 00:12:21,640 --> 00:12:26,439 Speaker 1: of course, are extreme conditions. However, the idea of questioning 187 00:12:26,480 --> 00:12:30,040 Speaker 1: just how many personalities we might have within us is 188 00:12:30,080 --> 00:12:34,480 Speaker 1: not unusual. Many people agonize over the notion of just 189 00:12:34,600 --> 00:12:38,120 Speaker 1: who they really are, or what is their one true self. 190 00:12:39,360 --> 00:12:42,400 Speaker 1: We talk of being real, or accuse people of being 191 00:12:42,440 --> 00:12:45,560 Speaker 1: two faced when we don't think they're being true to themselves, 192 00:12:46,080 --> 00:12:48,640 Speaker 1: or rather true to our idea of who we think 193 00:12:48,720 --> 00:12:52,200 Speaker 1: they should be. I've always found this a strange and 194 00:12:52,360 --> 00:12:56,240 Speaker 1: unfair accusation. Might it simply be true that we are 195 00:12:56,280 --> 00:13:01,000 Speaker 1: many different people. As Gregor Riec wrote on Psychology Today 196 00:13:01,200 --> 00:13:06,720 Speaker 1: in twenty fourteen. Neuropsychologist Antonio Domascio, for example, divides the 197 00:13:06,760 --> 00:13:10,760 Speaker 1: notion of self into three parts. Firstly, we have the 198 00:13:10,840 --> 00:13:14,679 Speaker 1: experiential sense of self, that which we feel is unique 199 00:13:14,720 --> 00:13:18,920 Speaker 1: to us, which boils down essentially to our individual personal 200 00:13:18,960 --> 00:13:23,840 Speaker 1: memories of the experiences we've had throughout our lives. Then 201 00:13:24,000 --> 00:13:27,199 Speaker 1: there is the autobiographical self. We might think of this 202 00:13:27,240 --> 00:13:30,800 Speaker 1: as our inner sense of self, all the beliefs, knowledge, 203 00:13:30,800 --> 00:13:33,720 Speaker 1: and prejudices we might have that inform the way we 204 00:13:33,760 --> 00:13:37,680 Speaker 1: interpret the world around us. And finally, there is the 205 00:13:37,720 --> 00:13:41,160 Speaker 1: public self, the many and varied ways in which we 206 00:13:41,240 --> 00:13:45,600 Speaker 1: present ourselves to others in the world. As gregon Rite notes, 207 00:13:46,240 --> 00:13:48,480 Speaker 1: if there is any sense of unity to these varied 208 00:13:48,480 --> 00:13:52,280 Speaker 1: expressions of self at all, it would most likely be illusory. 209 00:13:53,160 --> 00:13:55,760 Speaker 1: Rare would be the individual for which these notions of 210 00:13:55,800 --> 00:14:01,720 Speaker 1: self remained unchanging throughout their lifetime. Our sense of self, therefore, 211 00:14:02,280 --> 00:14:05,000 Speaker 1: is more likely to be comprised of many different parts, 212 00:14:05,600 --> 00:14:09,480 Speaker 1: some often even competing with each other, that, when taken together, 213 00:14:10,080 --> 00:14:13,000 Speaker 1: gives us a vague sense of one singular notion of 214 00:14:13,080 --> 00:14:18,040 Speaker 1: who we think we are. Philosopher Daniel Dennet describes this 215 00:14:18,160 --> 00:14:21,080 Speaker 1: notion as the self being akin to a center of 216 00:14:21,200 --> 00:14:25,320 Speaker 1: narrative gravity as I mentioned earlier, rather than one singularly 217 00:14:25,320 --> 00:14:29,920 Speaker 1: defined thing, something that can feel cohesive yet has no 218 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:34,160 Speaker 1: solid property at all. Perhaps, instead of feeling the need 219 00:14:34,360 --> 00:14:38,120 Speaker 1: to strive to become one consistent, settled being, we can 220 00:14:38,200 --> 00:14:41,240 Speaker 1: learn to become comfortable with the fact that instead we 221 00:14:41,320 --> 00:14:45,720 Speaker 1: are many and our capacity is infinite. Or, as Walt 222 00:14:45,720 --> 00:14:50,160 Speaker 1: Whitman famously put it, do I contradict myself very well? 223 00:14:50,520 --> 00:14:55,320 Speaker 1: Then I contradict myself. I am large, I contain multitudes. 224 00:14:58,040 --> 00:15:00,880 Speaker 1: I'll leave you with this rather wild I, which was 225 00:15:00,920 --> 00:15:03,400 Speaker 1: discussed by a group of left field thinkers in a 226 00:15:03,440 --> 00:15:07,440 Speaker 1: Scientific American blog post back in twenty eighteen. In it, 227 00:15:07,560 --> 00:15:10,600 Speaker 1: the authors posed an eye catching solution to what many 228 00:15:10,720 --> 00:15:15,040 Speaker 1: consider the central problem of cosmo psychism, the idea that 229 00:15:15,160 --> 00:15:20,040 Speaker 1: all consciousness is part of a single universal consciousness. As 230 00:15:20,080 --> 00:15:23,360 Speaker 1: critics of the idea say, how could we all be 231 00:15:23,440 --> 00:15:26,240 Speaker 1: part of the same consciousness if we each have such 232 00:15:26,280 --> 00:15:30,520 Speaker 1: a strong, separate sense of our own individual experience of life. 233 00:15:31,760 --> 00:15:35,840 Speaker 1: The solution was simple, suggested the authors. If there really 234 00:15:36,000 --> 00:15:39,960 Speaker 1: was such a thing as a single universal consciousness. Perhaps 235 00:15:39,960 --> 00:15:44,120 Speaker 1: it too suffers from some kind of dissociative identity disorder, 236 00:15:45,080 --> 00:15:48,080 Speaker 1: and if so, might it be that we aren't single, 237 00:15:48,400 --> 00:15:52,800 Speaker 1: separate conscious entities at all, but merely the individually fragmented 238 00:15:52,840 --> 00:16:01,080 Speaker 1: older states of a universal consciousness. 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