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Speaker 1: Pushkin hey Slight Changers. This week, I wanted to share

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Speaker 1: with you an episode of Ted Talks Daily, which features

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Speaker 1: my Ted talk about how we can make change less

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Speaker 1: scary and some strategies we can use to embrace it.

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Speaker 1: wherever you get your podcasts. Okay, now onto my talk.

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Speaker 1: When I was a kid, the violin was the center

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Speaker 1: But then one morning, when I was fifteen, I was

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Speaker 2: I share this.

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Speaker 1: Story because unexpected change happens to all of us, an

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Speaker 1: I'm not a violinist, but I'm a cognitive scientist, and

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Speaker 1: I'm interested in how we respond to exactly this kind

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Speaker 1: of change. I've spent the past two decades studying the

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Speaker 1: science of human behavior, and today I host a podcast

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Speaker 1: called A Slight Change of Plans Glad you guys like it,

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Speaker 1: where I interview people from all over the world about

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Speaker 1: their life altering experiences. I started this podcast because change,

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Speaker 1: which is scary for a lot of us, am I right?

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Speaker 1: For one, it is filled with uncertainty, and we hate uncertainty.

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Speaker 1: Research shows that we're more stressed when we're told we

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Speaker 1: it involves loss of some kind. By definition, we're departing

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Speaker 1: And when we experience a change that we wouldn't have

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Speaker 1: important fact that when an unexpected change happens to us,

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Speaker 1: it can also inspire lasting change within us. We become

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Speaker 1: different people on the other side of change. What we're

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Speaker 1: All right, let's start with question number one. This is

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Speaker 1: This exploration has allowed me to loosen my grip on

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Speaker 1: and I'm hoping you can too. Thank you so much