Speaker 1: Welcome to Carefully Reckless, the production of our Heart Radio
Speaker 1: and the Black Effect. Back there, Nice Little asked back there,
Speaker 1: Stele asked back there, nice And just like that, we're
Speaker 1: back on the air. I want to know, last week,
Speaker 1: did you miss me? I know you did. But look,
Speaker 1: this week ain't gonna be no bunch of jumping around
Speaker 1: and a whole bunch of cussing and loudness and out
Speaker 1: of pocket and all the high energy because the bitch
Speaker 1: don't feel good. So y'all grab your tea because I
Speaker 1: got mine and I'm sipping it as well. Get ready
Speaker 1: for story time. Now, Look, this topic is a never
Speaker 1: ending topic. It's never ending. It's always gonna be people
Speaker 1: arguing with it. It's always gonna be people debating around it. Okay,
Speaker 1: here it is now. When COVID first hit, we were
Speaker 1: forced to shut ourselves in the house. All I could
Speaker 1: do was think about filming, finding ways to be innovative,
Speaker 1: to keep y'all into my content, to keep y'all wanting more,
Speaker 1: to keep y'all wanting Jess Fine, creating new ways to
Speaker 1: be funny. So I did a lot of filming. So
Speaker 1: one day, after wrapping up an episode, we all in
Speaker 1: the parking lot at the restaurant. Capitol Lounge is a
Speaker 1: black owned restaurant in one of the hoods of Baltimore City.
Speaker 1: We're all standing around having a conversation, laughing, kicking ship,
Speaker 1: cutting the ball, cracking on each other, whatever. So the
Speaker 1: videographer says, man, like, I told him, they can't stopped
Speaker 1: playing with me. Not only was he loud as ship
Speaker 1: when he said it, he blurted it out. What nobody
Speaker 1: even talking to him? This is the thing. He's white.
Speaker 1: He's white. So that eventually turned my stomach sour. I
Speaker 1: didn't like it, but I ain't say ship. I looked
Speaker 1: at everybody else faces to see their reaction. Ain't nobody
Speaker 1: do shiit? Say? Ship looks stunned or nothing. That's okay, cool,
Speaker 1: So we continue with the comf station. Damn if he
Speaker 1: can't say it again. My man said, nyo, because niggas
Speaker 1: be wilding, And I said, nah yo, hold up, hold up,
Speaker 1: it's not really happen. So I stopped the conversation and
Speaker 1: I pulled Joe to the side. Everybody else was relieve.
Speaker 1: I said, all right, y'all, see y'all later. Whatever. Whatever.
Speaker 1: I don't like embarrassing people. Now, I've been friends with
Speaker 1: this guy for like eight years, never heard him utter
Speaker 1: the word from his lips. But the fact that he
Speaker 1: was so comfortable, and the fact that he didn't even
Speaker 1: know why the hell I was pulling him to the
Speaker 1: side until I told him. Lets me know, you say
Speaker 1: this ship every day. He's not somebody that I hung
Speaker 1: with every day. You know. I would just see him
Speaker 1: at the open mics and you know, at at the
Speaker 1: events that we would have, you know, surrounding comedy. But
Speaker 1: he's never said this ship to me or around me.
Speaker 1: So I'm shocked. I'm shocked the doodles, do you understand
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So everybody else getting the call, they leave,
Speaker 1: I say, yo, let me I'll let you real quick.
Speaker 1: He said, what's that? What's up? I said, um, you
Speaker 1: said nigga twice and conversation we was having, I only said, Josh,
Speaker 1: let me stop you. Look I was raised in the hood,
Speaker 1: like I said, or let me stop you. I don't
Speaker 1: give a fuck about it. Look at your skin. You're
Speaker 1: not black. I don't give a funk. If you was
Speaker 1: even raised in a black family, they should have taught
Speaker 1: you not to say the ship. I don't give a funk.
Speaker 1: I don't I don't care about none of that. The
Speaker 1: urban environment and once you grew up does not justify,
Speaker 1: does not solidify. It does not give you a pass
Speaker 1: to say nigga. And I don't ever want to hear
Speaker 1: you say it again, just period. It offends me. And
Speaker 1: so you know you have a black friend, and you
Speaker 1: know for a fact that it offends your black friend
Speaker 1: to hear you say nigga. You should feel bad that
Speaker 1: ship should make you cringe, even coming up about your throat,
Speaker 1: to come through your mouth, to slip through your teeth.
Speaker 1: You should feel some type of way, because I do,
Speaker 1: and I'm telling you I do. He said, cool, Cool,
Speaker 1: that was it. So before we walked away, I said, listen,
Speaker 1: you know I understand it. It's a habit for you
Speaker 1: and it's gonna be hard for you to stop saying it,
Speaker 1: but I want to help you stop saying it. Do
Speaker 1: you want to stop saying it? He said yes, yes, yes,
Speaker 1: because I see how it offends you. And I said, yeah,
Speaker 1: you don't know how many other people that it offends
Speaker 1: as well. But because people love you, they will beat
Speaker 1: around a bush or they will let you say it
Speaker 1: because they know you don't mean it in a derogatory sense.
Speaker 1: They know that you're not calling us niggas. They know that,
Speaker 1: but it still makes them feel some type of way
Speaker 1: trusting me. I know I'm not the only black friend
Speaker 1: that you have that is offended by this ship. I'm
Speaker 1: quite frankly insulted, to say the fucking least. So every
Speaker 1: time you said you need to come up on five dollars,
Speaker 1: he said five. I was, I said five dollars? Do
Speaker 1: you wanted to be tend the fuck? He said no, No, No,
Speaker 1: I got you, I got you, all right. Cool. By
Speaker 1: the time it was all said and done, this guy
Speaker 1: owed me three hundred and sixty five. That's ironically how
Speaker 1: many days are in a year. But he didn't say
Speaker 1: nigga once a day for a year. He crammed three
Speaker 1: hundred and sixty five niggas in like three weeks. So
Speaker 1: that's how much he owed me. Now, he only paid
Speaker 1: me like a hundred and sixty dollars. Now, he didn't
Speaker 1: have three sixty five to give me family. All right, cool,
Speaker 1: I get that. But at the while, this ship started
Speaker 1: to be like a game to him, and I didn't
Speaker 1: like it. It was like, man, if I said, all
Speaker 1: I gotta do is give a five dollars and then
Speaker 1: should be all right. Nah, Nah, it's supposed to be
Speaker 1: a fucking goal. What the funk I'm gonna do with
Speaker 1: three sixty five dollars anyway? Ain't nothing to me, I understand,
Speaker 1: It's a lot of money to other people. It's even
Speaker 1: a lot of money to you, my nigga, because you
Speaker 1: still owe me the other half of it, so stop
Speaker 1: playing with me. But either way, I'm like, all right, cool,
Speaker 1: it's not about you giving me the money. It's about
Speaker 1: you learning what the word means two black people. When
Speaker 1: you say it and you're not black, your damn self,
Speaker 1: and even to some black people want other black people
Speaker 1: say it, it's cringe worthy. You understand me, So listen,
Speaker 1: this was the last straw. I'm telling you. This is
Speaker 1: what did it for me. Hit face time me. One
Speaker 1: day we was going over some content. I wanted him
Speaker 1: to shoot something for me because I stopped letting them
Speaker 1: shoot from me and everything. You know, I really was like, no,
Speaker 1: I can't. I can't funk with you, y'all. I can't
Speaker 1: funk with you. I used to until you get it
Speaker 1: through your thick, greasy head that I don't want to
Speaker 1: hear you say nigga. I don't want to hear it.
Speaker 1: We're on FaceTime, so I'm taking out my trash. He
Speaker 1: was like, Yo, you need a man. You're doing a
Speaker 1: man's job. I said, listen, I've been taking out my
Speaker 1: own trash for a while. I've been single for about
Speaker 1: three years. I'm good. I do everything on my own.
Speaker 1: He said, that's not what I was saying, negro. Hold up,
Speaker 1: hold up. I don't think he understood how bad my
Speaker 1: blood was boiling. Do you understand you went from nigga
Speaker 1: to negro? What the funk makes you think that that
Speaker 1: was better to say? What the fuck? And what the fuck?
Speaker 1: If I was in your face, I was spitting it.
Speaker 1: Do you not know That's how I feel when I
Speaker 1: hear you say nigga to me? Do you not know
Speaker 1: that's how I felt hearing you called me a negro.
Speaker 1: I will spit in your face now, I'm gonna do
Speaker 1: you want better? I would chew up something too bad
Speaker 1: gol Son and I don't even do that, and then
Speaker 1: spit it in your face. That's how offended and insulted
Speaker 1: I was by that. I said, let me tell you something,
Speaker 1: if I ever see you again in my life. And
Speaker 1: I got a guy with me, and oh no, I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: And I got a nigger with me. He gonna knock
Speaker 1: your bitch ass out. Believe that hung up on him,
Speaker 1: blocked him. Oh my god, he was so apologetic. He
Speaker 1: been hitting me ever since. This was like beginning of quarantine.
Speaker 1: This guy has been hitting me ever since. He didn't
Speaker 1: understand the detriment, the pain, the severity behind that word.
Speaker 1: And we'll be right back after this. So that story time,
Speaker 1: and that brings me to carefully reckless discussion. Should we
Speaker 1: be the only ones allowed to say it? I'm kind
Speaker 1: of torn about that. I'm kind of torn about it
Speaker 1: because it should never be said. That goes back to
Speaker 1: how the world was created. It was created by white people. Nigger,
Speaker 1: you know, nigger. It starts from nigger. They didn't only
Speaker 1: say nigger, though, they said nigga as well. If you
Speaker 1: go back and you watch some of these movies, if
Speaker 1: you if you go go talk to your great great grandmother,
Speaker 1: if you know, if they're still living a hope the
Speaker 1: hopefully they are, they can tell you they didn't always
Speaker 1: put the E R on it, they put they put
Speaker 1: an a on it. Because white people had slang back
Speaker 1: then as well. They would say nigger, they would say nigga,
Speaker 1: they would say monkey, they would say a bunch of ship.
Speaker 1: That don't nobody want to hear a white person say today,
Speaker 1: whether you're cool with that motherfucker or not, whether you're
Speaker 1: just talking to me, whether he was raised in the
Speaker 1: hood or not, that does not solidify that ship. That
Speaker 1: does not justify the ship. You cannot talk to me
Speaker 1: like that. It's disrespectful, It's painful at the end of
Speaker 1: the day. Now listen, I'm conflicted on whether black people
Speaker 1: should be the only ones allowed to say anyway, because
Speaker 1: that means we've adopted a word that was created by
Speaker 1: white people to heard us. Now, I say the word
Speaker 1: all the time. I say it. It's a habit. It
Speaker 1: wasn't taught in my household. My mother never uses nigga.
Speaker 1: My father can't stand the word. But as I was
Speaker 1: growing up I went to school, I would hear people
Speaker 1: say it. Friends on the block was saying. My brother
Speaker 1: was said to his friends. It's a cultural word. Now
Speaker 1: we use it as cultural slang. It means yo, it
Speaker 1: means my homeboy. It means, you know, playfully, but we
Speaker 1: ain't playing when we heard come from another race. Now
Speaker 1: that and its own right, is hypocritical, but it eases
Speaker 1: the blow because we're black. I think that's wrong. However,
Speaker 1: it's habitual, you know, it's a habit. It's something that
Speaker 1: we've we've commonly adopted generationally. Honestly, I do believe that
Speaker 1: we can stop. I do believe that we can create
Speaker 1: a movement to actually stop us from saying the word.
Speaker 1: That's only for people that want to stop saying the word.
Speaker 1: You know. I feel like a lot of white people
Speaker 1: feel like this, How the hell can y'all say it?
Speaker 1: But we can't say we made this? Shut up? And
Speaker 1: if we're not being rude to you guys, how to
Speaker 1: fuck can't y'all like, why can' I'll say that we
Speaker 1: can't say it. It's just the unspoken rule, don't fucking
Speaker 1: say it, you know why, motherfucker? Because y'all wasn't using
Speaker 1: it like we use it. Y'all were using it to
Speaker 1: degrade a race of people. That's why dumbass it hurts
Speaker 1: coming from you guys, because y'all were trying to hurt us.
Speaker 1: This is what we're trying to get through to y'all.
Speaker 1: That's why it hurts, because it was created to hurt
Speaker 1: black people. I do believe we could put a movement
Speaker 1: in place to kind of stop even our race from
Speaker 1: saying it. It starts with the younger generation. It starts
Speaker 1: with the children. Yes, I say it around Ashton, but
Speaker 1: I teach ash to do as I say and not
Speaker 1: as I do. I think it starts there. Ashton does
Speaker 1: not use the word nigger. In fact, my mother taught him,
Speaker 1: don't answer to it, don't say it to others. I
Speaker 1: love that. Now, if everyone did that with their kids,
Speaker 1: it could actually stop for generations to come. That's called
Speaker 1: flushing it out. We could flush the word out teaching
Speaker 1: our children don't call it out to others and do
Speaker 1: not answer to it, because kids are the future of
Speaker 1: the world. They are and what they see they absorbed
Speaker 1: and if you squeeze the sponge at all comes back out.
Speaker 1: So if they never absorbed nigga, because it's taught not
Speaker 1: to be said, they won't ever have to regurgitate it.
Speaker 1: You understand what I'm saying, And that's real ship. Now,
Speaker 1: how much power does the word actually have? I believe
Speaker 1: It has no power until it comes from another race,
Speaker 1: until it comes from white people. That's what gives the
Speaker 1: word power, because the word had power behind it back
Speaker 1: in slavery and even past slavery when things were still segregated.
Speaker 1: Even now, it's some black people that can't even just
Speaker 1: walk away after being called a nigga, or they're gonna
Speaker 1: be in jail because they're gonna knock the motherfucker out
Speaker 1: now within reason, rightfully, so do that. That's how I
Speaker 1: would react if a white person called me a nigga.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I think when it's said
Speaker 1: between mean too black people, it doesn't hold power. It
Speaker 1: actually has like a camaraderie about it. That's my nigga
Speaker 1: right there. Uh man, nigga, You geeting nigga. Let me
Speaker 1: tell you what happened. Oh they my niggas. You feel me?
Speaker 1: That's playful slang. If you're my nigga, you might right
Speaker 1: to die. You you loyal? You know what I mean.
Speaker 1: We've changed, we've altered the definition of what it is,
Speaker 1: and we made it our own word. You know. However,
Speaker 1: it wasn't birthed that way. The word nigga wasn't born
Speaker 1: to stand for that. Do you understand what I'm saying?
Speaker 1: So when I asked how much power does it actually hold?
Speaker 1: I believe when it comes from a race outside of
Speaker 1: our own, it holds power. And we don't like it.
Speaker 1: It makes us feel uncomfortable, it makes us cringe. But
Speaker 1: for me, it's especially white people especially. Absolutely, no white
Speaker 1: person is supposed to be able to say nigga. I
Speaker 1: don't give a fun nigger, nigga whatever, it don't matter, no, none, none,
Speaker 1: And like I said, your environment of your upbringing still
Speaker 1: does not permit you to say it. I don't care. Now, Listen,
Speaker 1: rappers blast nigga in their music all the time. Now,
Speaker 1: I remember a couple of years back, Kodak Black was
Speaker 1: on stage and he bought one of his fans on stage.
Speaker 1: A little boy was white. Now, he was rapping a song,
Speaker 1: rapping a song, and he did say nigga because there
Speaker 1: was a part in the song where Kodak said nigga.
Speaker 1: Kodak wasn't offended. You know what I'm saying that was
Speaker 1: that was a white kid. He wasn't a white man.
Speaker 1: He was a white kid. But listen, the reason why
Speaker 1: I feel like Kodak didn't get upset because they blasted
Speaker 1: this all over the blogs and all over the socials.
Speaker 1: The reason why I don't think that Kodak got mad
Speaker 1: and put the little boy off stage is because the
Speaker 1: kid looked like he was about eleven. I don't think
Speaker 1: that that was taught to him in his household. You
Speaker 1: are not to say nigga, do not say it. And
Speaker 1: and obviously he likes black people. He probably has black
Speaker 1: friends because Kodak is one of his favorite rappers. The
Speaker 1: little boy went on to say, but I don't think
Speaker 1: it was taught to him not to say it, which
Speaker 1: is a problem in his household, not in him, because
Speaker 1: if he was taught that ship, he would have bleeped
Speaker 1: over it. That's just what it is. He would have
Speaker 1: skipped right over the word and kept wrapping it. Now,
Speaker 1: a lot of people got mad at Kodak for not
Speaker 1: putting a little boy off the stage. I get it.
Speaker 1: He could have took him to the side and said, look,
Speaker 1: you don't say that. I don't. I don't know if
Speaker 1: you're being what you're being told at home, but nigga
Speaker 1: is a word that was created by your ancestors to
Speaker 1: degrade my ancestors. I don't think you should use the word.
Speaker 1: But then that little boy could have been like, then
Speaker 1: why do you say it in your music? So this,
Speaker 1: this nigga ship is a very never ending topic. It's
Speaker 1: always gonna be debatable all the time because here you
Speaker 1: have a race of people that cannot stop saying it.
Speaker 1: That's us. Then you have a race of people who
Speaker 1: was confused and why they can't say it. But I
Speaker 1: don't understand how you can be so fucking clueless as
Speaker 1: to why you can't say the ship. You just can't.
Speaker 1: Don't worry about us saying it. You can't say it.
Speaker 1: That's it. And then now we're gonna get into different
Speaker 1: races that take advantage of saying the word, like people
Speaker 1: got a problem with Cardi b saying it, and uh,
Speaker 1: you know, um six nine, Eric Amena send Santana people
Speaker 1: who are not black, people who are not African American.
Speaker 1: This is my thing. When people say no, Cardy black, Okay,
Speaker 1: Cardy black and something else. You understand what I'm saying. Recommenda, No,
Speaker 1: she she grew up a recommenda is not fully black.
Speaker 1: Six nine ain't black at fucking order. Daniel is not black,
Speaker 1: sind Santana, I don't know what the funk she is.
Speaker 1: I know she like Hispanic, though I don't know what
Speaker 1: else she is if she's black at all. So what
Speaker 1: do we do. We're gonna police everybody that say it.
Speaker 1: We're gonna police all the Hispanics that come forth and
Speaker 1: be like, no, but but I'm but I am black.
Speaker 1: I'm black. Let's and I don't agree with you using
Speaker 1: the black card. I'd rather you just say listen, I
Speaker 1: was born in the Bronx. All my friends were black,
Speaker 1: we were in the hood. Everything was predominantly black my
Speaker 1: whole life. Like I just I say it because that's
Speaker 1: I just grew up around everybody else who was saying it,
Speaker 1: So I so I'm saying it too. That's just it,
Speaker 1: point blank, Like, don't go on ancestry dot com and
Speaker 1: try to tell me your percentage of black and and
Speaker 1: justify why you can say the word h. That's not
Speaker 1: It's not gonna work. But on another hand, that ship
Speaker 1: don't offend me when the women say that ship, when
Speaker 1: six nine say that ship, when when by racial motherfucker said, like,
Speaker 1: you know, when Hispanics not, that ship don't phase me
Speaker 1: like it phases me when a white motherfucker say it.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. It doesn't. So we're gonna
Speaker 1: police all all the Hispanics and we're gonna police Cardi
Speaker 1: every time she said, we're going, We're going uh police
Speaker 1: six nine and all that. We we're gonna police them
Speaker 1: every time. We're gonna cancel them every time. The motherfucker's
Speaker 1: gonna be canceled for life. It's in a vocabulary, no
Speaker 1: police the right. Motherfucker's. It's white people that still use
Speaker 1: it to this day and mean it and mean it
Speaker 1: not Oh no, that's that's my nigga. Man. Nigga's be tripping. Nah,
Speaker 1: They use it and they mean it. We've seen instances
Speaker 1: where white people will get mad at a black person
Speaker 1: and say nigga just to hurt the black person because
Speaker 1: they can't beat us, because they can't fight, because they
Speaker 1: want to hit below the belt. They want to feel
Speaker 1: like they did something. So they're all white people that
Speaker 1: have used the word and then got that clown asses
Speaker 1: knocked the funk out and they would rather risk that
Speaker 1: to hurt us. They don't care get knocked out. That's
Speaker 1: the lawsuit. Most of them do that just so we
Speaker 1: can get sent to jail. I think it should be
Speaker 1: a fucking charge you catch for calling a black person
Speaker 1: a nigga. That's what I think when it's used by
Speaker 1: a Caucasian. And then we got words we can say
Speaker 1: back in return, like cracker honky, hill Billy, the ship
Speaker 1: don't make them no motherfucking never mind. They don't care
Speaker 1: about that ship. They don't trust me, they don't care
Speaker 1: about cracker honky or did they don't care about it.
Speaker 1: It hurts them more when we say when y'all get wet,
Speaker 1: y'all smell like dogs. That hurts them worse than us
Speaker 1: calling them crackers. And then what the fund is a honky? Like?
Speaker 1: Who the funk even invented that? That ship? I wouldn't
Speaker 1: I wouldn't be offended if they called me a honky.
Speaker 1: The fund is a honky? Hold up? Hold up, I
Speaker 1: know the ship getting good, but listen to just a
Speaker 1: couple of seconds of a commercial. If you love me,
Speaker 1: you'll listen. Then that brings me to just fix my mass.
Speaker 1: So of course I went online and I asked my
Speaker 1: fans and followers how they felt about it, and I'm
Speaker 1: gonna read just a few of them off I said,
Speaker 1: how do you guys feel about the word nigga. Tell
Speaker 1: me about an experience you've encountered that ended badly. Go
Speaker 1: Davis Diva said, when an ex friend tested me, she
Speaker 1: was Asian, her BF was black, and their friend was white.
Speaker 1: We all were chilling in my car, so basically all
Speaker 1: were smoking. I get it. They told the white dude
Speaker 1: to say nigga around me to see how I would react.
Speaker 1: I corrected his ass a sad. I said, you can
Speaker 1: say it anywhere else that's on you, but not in
Speaker 1: my car. Period. They didn't expect for me to care,
Speaker 1: so you did the right thing. But honestly, I would
Speaker 1: have slapped the ship out of my Asian friend and
Speaker 1: I would have slapped the ship out of her black boyfriend.
Speaker 1: I don't give a funk, and I would have slapped
Speaker 1: shot out the white boy to get the funk out
Speaker 1: my car, because y'all tried me. And if you were
Speaker 1: my friend friend who dared the white boy to say it,
Speaker 1: you had to already have in your mind that that
Speaker 1: would have hurt my feelings because I'm black and I
Speaker 1: don't play that ship. So now all y'all get the
Speaker 1: funk out. But I see in the beginning you said
Speaker 1: when an ex friend tested me, And that's exactly what
Speaker 1: the funk. She need to stay an ex friend because
Speaker 1: that ship would have hurt me daily. But I'm telling me,
Speaker 1: I would have smacked shot out of all three of them.
Speaker 1: They just would have had to jump me the funk
Speaker 1: out my car, walked and give me my goddamn blunt back.
Speaker 1: Thank you. Deeply rooted goddess says old head caught me
Speaker 1: a nigga in front of my kids, and I hit
Speaker 1: him with my car off his bike, and I know
Speaker 1: that's the funk, right. I would have done the same thing.
Speaker 1: But I hope you didn't go to jail for that ship.
Speaker 1: I hope you didn't. I would have sped off so
Speaker 1: fast that I was a getaway car but hit. His
Speaker 1: answer is what you should have did. I don't give
Speaker 1: a funk, don't have a disrespect me in front of
Speaker 1: my child. Don't disrespect me period, but not in front
Speaker 1: of my children. That's not what we're gonna do. Trepedo
Speaker 1: Allen says, don't bother me, shrug emoji. Okay, Well that's good.
Speaker 1: That's very big of you. I totally understand. I know
Speaker 1: a lot of people, a lot of black people who
Speaker 1: the word don't bother. That's good. I'm still trying to
Speaker 1: learn how to be as unbothered as you, guys. That
Speaker 1: takes a lot of patients. It takes a lot of
Speaker 1: endurance and tenacity to be able to not react to
Speaker 1: a white person call you a nigga, to let that
Speaker 1: ship roll off your back. You understand what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Daja Kliss says, just recently told a guy that he
Speaker 1: had to wear mask at my job. He proceeded to
Speaker 1: tell me that he has a medical condition, which clearly
Speaker 1: he was just being an asshole. So I told him
Speaker 1: we will refuse his service if he does not put
Speaker 1: on a mask. So he called me a fucking nigger
Speaker 1: as he walked out of the door. I just laughed
Speaker 1: because white people think that that is the worst insult
Speaker 1: to a person of color when I don't even look
Speaker 1: at it like that. He was the ignorant one, and
Speaker 1: you won't get a reaction out of me by calling
Speaker 1: me that, because that's exactly what they want. Sorry, bum
Speaker 1: I have too much to lose. Definitely been called worse.
Speaker 1: Oh and he got more mad when I started laughing shrugs.
Speaker 1: I know that's right. I'm going to commend her on
Speaker 1: that level of maturity because honestly, she made him mad
Speaker 1: because she didn't get mad. I love that, make them
Speaker 1: just as mad as they try to make us. On
Speaker 1: the contrary, I would have jumped over that motherfucking counter
Speaker 1: so fast before he even parted weighs out the doors.
Speaker 1: His head would have been through that glass door. I
Speaker 1: don't even know if the door was glass, but I
Speaker 1: would have broke it whatever it was, with his fucking forehead. Now, Nigga, what,
Speaker 1: nigga what? And more than likely I would have been
Speaker 1: fired and locked up and all that other ship. But
Speaker 1: it's just something about it. It's cringe e. It's cringe E.
Speaker 1: How can you ever say it? If you're not a
Speaker 1: real racist and you white? How the fund do you
Speaker 1: even feel right saying the ship out your mouth? Bro?
Speaker 1: That's not what you do. Kimmy Underscore Brown says, I
Speaker 1: hate it. It's associated with the level of ignorance that
Speaker 1: we should evolve from. Now. That's exactly what I was
Speaker 1: saying earlier. That's what I was saying earlier, Kimmy, and
Speaker 1: I do understand, and I agree with you we should.
Speaker 1: That's what makes me so conflicted about using it but
Speaker 1: telling others that they can't use it. You understand, it's
Speaker 1: always gonna be ongoing, never ending, never ending, underscore, underscore
Speaker 1: anything it's possible, says. I was in eighth grade and
Speaker 1: bumped into a white girl and she called me a nigga,
Speaker 1: and I beat her ask in first period. To my knowledge,
Speaker 1: I was the last nigga or black person period that
Speaker 1: she said that too, as you fucking should have, because
Speaker 1: I would have beat her ass in first period, second period,
Speaker 1: third period, and even after school on a goddamn school
Speaker 1: playground so everybody could see. I don't think it was
Speaker 1: I don't think it's playgrounds in middle school, but ship
Speaker 1: fuck it, I don't know. I would have been her
Speaker 1: ass in the cafeteria at lunch. I would have beat
Speaker 1: her ass and pe and Jim so everybody can see
Speaker 1: how to beat her ass in music class with the clarinets.
Speaker 1: Don't you ever, in your dirty wet dog as life
Speaker 1: called me no nigga, bitch, And that's just that. That's
Speaker 1: how I feel about it. And there you have it.
Speaker 1: The most ongoing, never ending, debatable topic in life is
Speaker 1: always gonna be nigga that brings me to Carret news.
Speaker 1: There isn't gonna be any current news because the most
Speaker 1: current news today is the word nigga because it's currently
Speaker 1: used by too many goddamn races. It's currently used by
Speaker 1: too many fucking people, including our own. Now I want
Speaker 1: to have a moment of silence. But the one and only, brilliant,
Speaker 1: brilliant rider, die rough Rider, d M Max. We lost
Speaker 1: him to what they say is a heart attack. So
Speaker 1: many rumors were circulating this guy's death. You know, first
Speaker 1: they said it was O D. They said he O D.
Speaker 1: But I'm telling you, you know, this guy was just
Speaker 1: on drink champs a couple of weeks ago. He did
Speaker 1: not look like he was on drugs. He looked healthy.
Speaker 1: He the way he spoke, the way everything, I don't know. Man,
Speaker 1: We've known DM Max long enough to know, you know,
Speaker 1: when he high, you know what I'm saying, when he's
Speaker 1: on drugs, And I'm telling you, just didn't look like
Speaker 1: he was. But when when they said that, oh e
Speaker 1: O DD, at first it was like okay, And then
Speaker 1: they said he had just got the vaccination, But then
Speaker 1: they said that he caught COVID. Then they said it
Speaker 1: was a heart attack. I just choose to believe the
Speaker 1: heart attack. I do not believe that the guy was
Speaker 1: on drugs. I don't even believe he had COVID. But
Speaker 1: that's just me. I love you all, just like y'all
Speaker 1: love me. On that note, we've done. Next week, I
Speaker 1: be up and at it again with another episode of
Speaker 1: Carefully Reckless, and my energy will be high. I'm sorry, y'all,
Speaker 1: I don't feel well and no, I do not have COVID.
Speaker 1: I've tested negative seven times and I do not have it. Um,
Speaker 1: just keep me in your prayers and I will keep
Speaker 1: you all in minds. I love y'all. And then my
Speaker 1: best Pam voice, I'm still doing just you got your ass, nigger,
Speaker 1: Shut the fuck up. I've been out hit on my cash,
Speaker 1: sold you bout my hustle. I've been stop. I don't
Speaker 1: do no getting. Carefully Reckless is a production of I
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