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Speaker 1: Welcome to Carefully Reckless, the production of our Heart Radio

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Speaker 1: and the Black Effect. Back there, Nice Little asked back there,

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Speaker 1: Stele asked back there, nice And just like that, we're

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Speaker 1: back on the air. I want to know, last week,

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Speaker 1: did you miss me? I know you did. But look,

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Speaker 1: this week ain't gonna be no bunch of jumping around

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Speaker 1: and a whole bunch of cussing and loudness and out

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Speaker 1: of pocket and all the high energy because the bitch

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Speaker 1: don't feel good. So y'all grab your tea because I

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Speaker 1: got mine and I'm sipping it as well. Get ready

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Speaker 1: for story time. Now, Look, this topic is a never

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Speaker 1: ending topic. It's never ending. It's always gonna be people

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Speaker 1: arguing with it. It's always gonna be people debating around it. Okay,

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Speaker 1: here it is now. When COVID first hit, we were

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Speaker 1: forced to shut ourselves in the house. All I could

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Speaker 1: do was think about filming, finding ways to be innovative,

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Speaker 1: to keep y'all into my content, to keep y'all wanting more,

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Speaker 1: to keep y'all wanting Jess Fine, creating new ways to

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Speaker 1: be funny. So I did a lot of filming. So

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Speaker 1: one day, after wrapping up an episode, we all in

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Speaker 1: the parking lot at the restaurant. Capitol Lounge is a

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Speaker 1: black owned restaurant in one of the hoods of Baltimore City.

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Speaker 1: We're all standing around having a conversation, laughing, kicking ship,

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Speaker 1: cutting the ball, cracking on each other, whatever. So the

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Speaker 1: videographer says, man, like, I told him, they can't stopped

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Speaker 1: playing with me. Not only was he loud as ship

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Speaker 1: when he said it, he blurted it out. What nobody

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Speaker 1: even talking to him? This is the thing. He's white.

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Speaker 1: He's white. So that eventually turned my stomach sour. I

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Speaker 1: didn't like it, but I ain't say ship. I looked

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Speaker 1: at everybody else faces to see their reaction. Ain't nobody

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Speaker 1: do shiit? Say? Ship looks stunned or nothing. That's okay, cool,

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Speaker 1: So we continue with the comf station. Damn if he

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Speaker 1: can't say it again. My man said, nyo, because niggas

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Speaker 1: be wilding, And I said, nah yo, hold up, hold up,

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Speaker 1: it's not really happen. So I stopped the conversation and

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Speaker 1: I pulled Joe to the side. Everybody else was relieve.

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Speaker 1: I said, all right, y'all, see y'all later. Whatever. Whatever.

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Speaker 1: I don't like embarrassing people. Now, I've been friends with

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Speaker 1: this guy for like eight years, never heard him utter

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Speaker 1: the word from his lips. But the fact that he

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Speaker 1: was so comfortable, and the fact that he didn't even

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Speaker 1: know why the hell I was pulling him to the

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Speaker 1: side until I told him. Lets me know, you say

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Speaker 1: this ship every day. He's not somebody that I hung

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Speaker 1: with every day. You know. I would just see him

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Speaker 1: at the open mics and you know, at at the

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Speaker 1: events that we would have, you know, surrounding comedy. But

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Speaker 1: he's never said this ship to me or around me.

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Speaker 1: So I'm shocked. I'm shocked the doodles, do you understand

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So everybody else getting the call, they leave,

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Speaker 1: I say, yo, let me I'll let you real quick.

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Speaker 1: He said, what's that? What's up? I said, um, you

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Speaker 1: said nigga twice and conversation we was having, I only said, Josh,

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Speaker 1: let me stop you. Look I was raised in the hood,

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Speaker 1: like I said, or let me stop you. I don't

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Speaker 1: give a fuck about it. Look at your skin. You're

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Speaker 1: not black. I don't give a funk. If you was

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Speaker 1: even raised in a black family, they should have taught

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Speaker 1: you not to say the ship. I don't give a funk.

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Speaker 1: I don't I don't care about none of that. The

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Speaker 1: urban environment and once you grew up does not justify,

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Speaker 1: does not solidify. It does not give you a pass

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Speaker 1: to say nigga. And I don't ever want to hear

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Speaker 1: you say it again, just period. It offends me. And

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Speaker 1: so you know you have a black friend, and you

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Speaker 1: know for a fact that it offends your black friend

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Speaker 1: to hear you say nigga. You should feel bad that

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Speaker 1: ship should make you cringe, even coming up about your throat,

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Speaker 1: to come through your mouth, to slip through your teeth.

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Speaker 1: You should feel some type of way, because I do,

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Speaker 1: and I'm telling you I do. He said, cool, Cool,

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Speaker 1: that was it. So before we walked away, I said, listen,

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Speaker 1: you know I understand it. It's a habit for you

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Speaker 1: and it's gonna be hard for you to stop saying it,

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Speaker 1: but I want to help you stop saying it. Do

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Speaker 1: you want to stop saying it? He said yes, yes, yes,

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Speaker 1: because I see how it offends you. And I said, yeah,

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Speaker 1: you don't know how many other people that it offends

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Speaker 1: as well. But because people love you, they will beat

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Speaker 1: because they know you don't mean it in a derogatory sense.

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Speaker 1: They know that you're not calling us niggas. They know that,

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Speaker 1: but it still makes them feel some type of way

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Speaker 1: trusting me. I know I'm not the only black friend

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Speaker 1: that you have that is offended by this ship. I'm

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Speaker 1: quite frankly insulted, to say the fucking least. So every

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Speaker 1: time you said you need to come up on five dollars,

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Speaker 1: he said five. I was, I said five dollars? Do

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Speaker 1: you wanted to be tend the fuck? He said no, No, No,

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Speaker 1: I got you, I got you, all right. Cool. By

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Speaker 1: the time it was all said and done, this guy

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Speaker 1: owed me three hundred and sixty five. That's ironically how

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Speaker 1: many days are in a year. But he didn't say

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Speaker 1: nigga once a day for a year. He crammed three

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Speaker 1: hundred and sixty five niggas in like three weeks. So

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Speaker 1: that's how much he owed me. Now, he only paid

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Speaker 1: me like a hundred and sixty dollars. Now, he didn't

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Speaker 1: have three sixty five to give me family. All right, cool,

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Speaker 1: I get that. But at the while, this ship started

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Speaker 1: to be like a game to him, and I didn't

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Speaker 1: like it. It was like, man, if I said, all

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Speaker 1: I gotta do is give a five dollars and then

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Speaker 1: should be all right. Nah, Nah, it's supposed to be

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Speaker 1: a fucking goal. What the funk I'm gonna do with

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Speaker 1: three sixty five dollars anyway? Ain't nothing to me, I understand,

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Speaker 1: It's a lot of money to other people. It's even

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Speaker 1: a lot of money to you, my nigga, because you

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Speaker 1: still owe me the other half of it, so stop

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Speaker 1: playing with me. But either way, I'm like, all right, cool,

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Speaker 1: it's not about you giving me the money. It's about

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Speaker 1: you learning what the word means two black people. When

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Speaker 1: you say it and you're not black, your damn self,

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Speaker 1: and even to some black people want other black people

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Speaker 1: say it, it's cringe worthy. You understand me, So listen,

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Speaker 1: this was the last straw. I'm telling you. This is

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Speaker 1: what did it for me. Hit face time me. One

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Speaker 1: day we was going over some content. I wanted him

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Speaker 1: to shoot something for me because I stopped letting them

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Speaker 1: shoot from me and everything. You know, I really was like, no,

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Speaker 1: I can't. I can't funk with you, y'all. I can't

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Speaker 1: funk with you. I used to until you get it

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Speaker 1: through your thick, greasy head that I don't want to

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Speaker 1: hear you say nigga. I don't want to hear it.

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Speaker 1: We're on FaceTime, so I'm taking out my trash. He

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Speaker 1: was like, Yo, you need a man. You're doing a

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Speaker 1: man's job. I said, listen, I've been taking out my

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Speaker 1: three years. I'm good. I do everything on my own.

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Speaker 1: He said, that's not what I was saying, negro. Hold up,

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Speaker 1: hold up. I don't think he understood how bad my

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Speaker 1: blood was boiling. Do you understand you went from nigga

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Speaker 1: to negro? What the funk makes you think that that

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Speaker 1: was better to say? What the fuck? And what the fuck?

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Speaker 1: If I was in your face, I was spitting it.

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Speaker 1: Do you not know That's how I feel when I

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Speaker 1: hear you say nigga to me? Do you not know

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Speaker 1: that's how I felt hearing you called me a negro.

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Speaker 1: I will spit in your face now, I'm gonna do

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Speaker 1: you want better? I would chew up something too bad

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Speaker 1: I was by that. I said, let me tell you something,

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Speaker 1: if I ever see you again in my life. And

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Speaker 1: I got a guy with me, and oh no, I'm sorry,

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Speaker 1: And I got a nigger with me. He gonna knock

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Speaker 1: your bitch ass out. Believe that hung up on him,

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Speaker 1: blocked him. Oh my god, he was so apologetic. He

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Speaker 1: been hitting me ever since. This was like beginning of quarantine.

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Speaker 1: This guy has been hitting me ever since. He didn't

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Speaker 1: And we'll be right back after this. So that story time,

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Speaker 1: and that brings me to carefully reckless discussion. Should we

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Speaker 1: because it should never be said. That goes back to

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Speaker 1: how the world was created. It was created by white people. Nigger,

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Speaker 1: you know, nigger. It starts from nigger. They didn't only

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Speaker 1: say nigger, though, they said nigga as well. If you

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Speaker 1: put the E R on it, they put they put

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Speaker 1: an a on it. Because white people had slang back

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Speaker 1: then as well. They would say nigger, they would say nigga,

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Speaker 1: they would say monkey, they would say a bunch of ship.

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Speaker 1: That don't nobody want to hear a white person say today,

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Speaker 1: whether you're cool with that motherfucker or not, whether you're

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Speaker 1: like that. It's disrespectful, It's painful at the end of

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Speaker 1: white people to heard us. Now, I say the word

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Speaker 1: wasn't taught in my household. My mother never uses nigga.

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Speaker 1: My father can't stand the word. But as I was

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Speaker 1: was said to his friends. It's a cultural word. Now

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Speaker 1: we use it as cultural slang. It means yo, it

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Speaker 1: means my homeboy. It means, you know, playfully, but we

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Speaker 1: ain't playing when we heard come from another race. Now

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Speaker 1: that and its own right, is hypocritical, but it eases

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Speaker 1: the blow because we're black. I think that's wrong. However,

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Speaker 1: it's habitual, you know, it's a habit. It's something that

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Speaker 1: we've we've commonly adopted generationally. Honestly, I do believe that

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Speaker 1: we can stop. I do believe that we can create

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Speaker 1: a movement to actually stop us from saying the word.

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Speaker 1: That's only for people that want to stop saying the word.

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Speaker 1: You know. I feel like a lot of white people

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Speaker 1: feel like this, How the hell can y'all say it?

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Speaker 1: But we can't say we made this? Shut up? And

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Speaker 1: if we're not being rude to you guys, how to

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Speaker 1: fuck can't y'all like, why can' I'll say that we

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Speaker 1: can't say it. It's just the unspoken rule, don't fucking

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Speaker 1: say it, you know why, motherfucker? Because y'all wasn't using

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Speaker 1: it like we use it. Y'all were using it to

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Speaker 1: coming from you guys, because y'all were trying to hurt us.

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Speaker 1: This is what we're trying to get through to y'all.

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Speaker 1: That's why it hurts, because it was created to hurt

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Speaker 1: black people. I do believe we could put a movement

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Speaker 1: saying it. It starts with the younger generation. It starts

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Speaker 1: It's not gonna work. But on another hand, that ship

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Speaker 1: Thank you. Deeply rooted goddess says old head caught me

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Speaker 1: That's very big of you. I totally understand. I know

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Speaker 1: at it like that. He was the ignorant one, and

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Speaker 1: me that, because that's exactly what they want. Sorry, bum

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Speaker 1: I have too much to lose. Definitely been called worse.

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Speaker 1: Oh and he got more mad when I started laughing shrugs.

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Speaker 1: I know that's right. I'm going to commend her on

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Speaker 1: that level of maturity because honestly, she made him mad

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Speaker 1: because she didn't get mad. I love that, make them

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Speaker 1: just as mad as they try to make us. On

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Speaker 1: the contrary, I would have jumped over that motherfucking counter

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Speaker 1: so fast before he even parted weighs out the doors.

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Speaker 1: His head would have been through that glass door. I

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Speaker 1: don't even know if the door was glass, but I

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Speaker 1: would have broke it whatever it was, with his fucking forehead. Now, Nigga, what,

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Speaker 1: nigga what? And more than likely I would have been

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Speaker 1: fired and locked up and all that other ship. But

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Speaker 1: it's just something about it. It's cringe e. It's cringe E.

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Speaker 1: How can you ever say it? If you're not a

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Speaker 1: real racist and you white? How the fund do you

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Speaker 1: even feel right saying the ship out your mouth? Bro?

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Speaker 1: That's not what you do. Kimmy Underscore Brown says, I

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Speaker 1: hate it. It's associated with the level of ignorance that

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Speaker 1: we should evolve from. Now. That's exactly what I was

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Speaker 1: saying earlier. That's what I was saying earlier, Kimmy, and

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Speaker 1: I do understand, and I agree with you we should.

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Speaker 1: That's what makes me so conflicted about using it but

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Speaker 1: telling others that they can't use it. You understand, it's

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Speaker 1: always gonna be ongoing, never ending, never ending, underscore, underscore

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Speaker 1: anything it's possible, says. I was in eighth grade and

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Speaker 1: bumped into a white girl and she called me a nigga,

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Speaker 1: and I beat her ask in first period. To my knowledge,

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Speaker 1: I was the last nigga or black person period that

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Speaker 1: she said that too, as you fucking should have, because

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Speaker 1: I would have beat her ass in first period, second period,

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Speaker 1: third period, and even after school on a goddamn school

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Speaker 1: playground so everybody could see. I don't think it was

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Speaker 1: I don't think it's playgrounds in middle school, but ship

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Speaker 1: fuck it, I don't know. I would have been her

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Speaker 1: ass in the cafeteria at lunch. I would have beat

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Speaker 1: her ass and pe and Jim so everybody can see

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Speaker 1: how to beat her ass in music class with the clarinets.

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Speaker 1: Don't you ever, in your dirty wet dog as life

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Speaker 1: called me no nigga, bitch, And that's just that. That's

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Speaker 1: how I feel about it. And there you have it.

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Speaker 1: The most ongoing, never ending, debatable topic in life is

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Speaker 1: always gonna be nigga that brings me to Carret news.

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Speaker 1: There isn't gonna be any current news because the most

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Speaker 1: current news today is the word nigga because it's currently

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Speaker 1: used by too many goddamn races. It's currently used by

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Speaker 1: too many fucking people, including our own. Now I want

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Speaker 1: to have a moment of silence. But the one and only, brilliant,

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Speaker 1: brilliant rider, die rough Rider, d M Max. We lost

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Speaker 1: him to what they say is a heart attack. So

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Speaker 1: many rumors were circulating this guy's death. You know, first

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Speaker 1: they said it was O D. They said he O D.

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Speaker 1: But I'm telling you, you know, this guy was just

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Speaker 1: on drink champs a couple of weeks ago. He did

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Speaker 1: not look like he was on drugs. He looked healthy.

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Speaker 1: He the way he spoke, the way everything, I don't know. Man,

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Speaker 1: We've known DM Max long enough to know, you know,

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Speaker 1: when he high, you know what I'm saying, when he's

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Speaker 1: on drugs, And I'm telling you, just didn't look like

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Speaker 1: he was. But when when they said that, oh e

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Speaker 1: O DD, at first it was like okay, And then

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Speaker 1: they said he had just got the vaccination, But then

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Speaker 1: they said that he caught COVID. Then they said it

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Speaker 1: was a heart attack. I just choose to believe the

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Speaker 1: heart attack. I do not believe that the guy was

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Speaker 1: on drugs. I don't even believe he had COVID. But

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Speaker 1: that's just me. I love you all, just like y'all

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Speaker 1: love me. On that note, we've done. Next week, I

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Speaker 1: be up and at it again with another episode of

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Speaker 1: Carefully Reckless, and my energy will be high. I'm sorry, y'all,

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Speaker 1: I don't feel well and no, I do not have COVID.

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Speaker 1: I've tested negative seven times and I do not have it. Um,

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Speaker 1: just keep me in your prayers and I will keep

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Speaker 1: you all in minds. I love y'all. And then my

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Speaker 1: best Pam voice, I'm still doing just you got your ass, nigger,

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Speaker 1: Shut the fuck up. I've been out hit on my cash,

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Speaker 1: sold you bout my hustle. I've been stop. I don't

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Speaker 1: do no getting. Carefully Reckless is a production of I

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Speaker 1: Heart Radio and The Black Effect. For more podcasts from

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Speaker 1: My Heart Radio, visit the I Heart Radio app, Apple podcast,

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Speaker 1: or wherever you listen to your favorite shows.