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Speaker 1: Wind Down with Janet Kramer and I'm Heeart Radio podcast.

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Speaker 2: Okay, ladies, are you ready to just gab gab because

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Speaker 2: apparently well listen. I love any criticism, whether good, bad,

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Speaker 2: in between, positive, like all of it. Okay, right, no, boy,

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Speaker 2: I don't like it. Won't tease up that way?

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Speaker 1: What happened?

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Speaker 2: People want us to talk more. They're the shorter episodes. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: so they missed like the long format. I've gotten so many,

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Speaker 2: so you.

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Speaker 3: Know what, I might actually be the girl for this

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Speaker 3: kind of criticism, but once in my.

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Speaker 2: Life it's like, all right, friend, I hear you, totally agree.

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Speaker 2: Let's gab longer on the wind Down ones. Oh yeahn

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Speaker 2: so we can go all day long.

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Speaker 3: We pers like, oh shit, we always when it pops

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Speaker 3: up in the chat on our screen, we know we've

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Speaker 3: gone too long.

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Speaker 2: Yep. But you know what we're gonna we we hear

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Speaker 2: you and we're gonna extend a bit. So I'm going

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Speaker 2: to start with a long winded story. I am yes,

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Speaker 2: I love these Are you guys ready to hear some

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Speaker 2: news like breaking?

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Speaker 1: Dun? Dun? Do either of us already know?

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Speaker 2: No? Catherine and I the way we look at each

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Speaker 2: other when you say saying like this.

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Speaker 1: I kind of love that we both don't know though.

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Speaker 3: No, don't know at all. Be sure positive, k already,

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Speaker 3: I don't Okay, I am go. Okay, stay tuned.

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Speaker 2: What here we go? Oh and this leads into like

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Speaker 2: a bigger conversation. Okay, I'm just ready to share this news.

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Speaker 1: Okay, I'm sure, I'm racking my brain trying to think

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Speaker 1: where we're going.

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Speaker 2: Well, let's take some guesses to extend this.

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Speaker 1: Okay, versation longer.

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Speaker 2: No, we're not having a baby.

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Speaker 3: No, no, No, you're saying it like you don't want

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Speaker 3: to baby, not like we're not.

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Speaker 2: We're not We're not having a baby.

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Speaker 3: It's not that we get so many requests for this

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Speaker 3: to be the whole video to be live somewhere because.

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Speaker 1: Our freak out face. It's not that there's a reason

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Speaker 1: that can't happen. It's not that what do you think

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Speaker 2: I don't know. I'm afraid to say. You're afraid to say. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: I'm afraid you moving. I'm not going to say what

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Speaker 2: I'm say it. No, I'm not going to say it. No,

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Speaker 2: say I'm not saying it. Go are you getting a

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Speaker 2: new manager? Because we definitely need a cut tape for

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Speaker 2: a second. Well, what do you think area around it?

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Speaker 2: It is work? Okay, what do you think it is?

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Speaker 2: I can't say it. You can say it. I can't

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Speaker 2: say it because we can edi.

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Speaker 1: Because I can't say it because Catherine.

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Speaker 2: Now you have to because that's the rule of how

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Speaker 2: we work like this. Go ahead, you got a show. Okay,

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Speaker 2: so but just because of it.

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Speaker 1: If she didn't, that's okay.

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Speaker 2: Well, if she didn't have a whole baby, that would

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Speaker 2: also be sad. Oh yeah, that would be said too,

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Speaker 2: maybe kind of Okay, go ahead. I mean, wow, I

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Speaker 2: need my coffee. Okay, Okay, let me set the scene

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Speaker 2: because I'm really excited to share this. Probably a TV show,

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Speaker 2: I am, because if it was a baby, I'd be crying.

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Speaker 2: I think we would just be a little uneasy. I

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Speaker 2: am already tearing up. Oh I'm ready to cry to

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Speaker 2: Day's this. I'm really I messed. Okay, you guys, this

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Speaker 2: is going to be the biggest Yeah, I almost.

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Speaker 1: That's why I wasn't gonna say it.

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Speaker 2: Okay, So sorry, we really extended. Okay, they're like this,

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Speaker 2: there is not the extension. This is not the extension

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Speaker 2: in wish we were requesting. Okay, So Tuesday last week

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Speaker 2: I get an audition that I'm so excited about because

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Speaker 2: it I'm not gonna say which show it is, but

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Speaker 2: it's a Taylor Sheridan show. Always good. Yeah, so I'm

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Speaker 2: always like and I know the cast in director. He's

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Speaker 2: known me since I was nineteen years old, always been

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Speaker 2: So Wednesday, before we leave for the lake, I go

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Speaker 2: put it on tape and then I get a text

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Speaker 2: and so does she say that often? Not often? No, Okay,

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Speaker 2: a couple times, and I've gotten really close. I like

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Speaker 2: the next day I get the notification that they've availed

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Speaker 2: check to me and that he like thought my tape

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Speaker 3: I remember talking to you you were on your way

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Speaker 3: down to it. Yes, okay, was not like the best headspace.

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Speaker 3: You were not in a spunky headspace. I didn't want

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Speaker 3: to put you on blast, but a little bit of opposite.

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Speaker 3: Day rolling into that audition and I was like, well,

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Speaker 2: Yeah, but I like did great and felt good about it. Okay, soever,

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Speaker 2: all the producers are watching the tape and I get

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Speaker 2: a veiled check again like she's one hundred percent. Okay,

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Speaker 2: So I do this whole like everyone talks about in

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Speaker 2: which I want to lead into the next conversation of

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Speaker 2: like manifestation. Right. So I was like, okay, everyone talks

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Speaker 2: about like visual manifestation, right, So I Am not going

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Speaker 2: to say what show it is, but like I am

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Speaker 2: at this location shooting the show. I am shaking Taylor

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Speaker 2: Sheridan's hands like I'm visualizing like all of this I'm

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Speaker 2: writing out because apparently there's like a Lions portal. I

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Speaker 2: am like, I have this role like and I like

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Speaker 2: feel it within my bones, like that's how it has

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Speaker 2: to be. Yeah, and can you guys believe it? I

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Speaker 2: got a call today?

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Speaker 1: You actually got it? No you didn't, Okay, I didn't think.

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Speaker 2: So, No, manifestation is shaking, like we're going somewhere that

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Speaker 2: I don't like anyone. I'm saying positive about it, yeah,

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Speaker 2: because I thought it'd be fun for like the whole

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Speaker 2: setup of it. But my I know, but I'm like

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Speaker 2: the manifestation of things, I'm like, it's shite, it's shipe,

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Speaker 2: it's a shit for Alan's words, because I'm like, I

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Speaker 2: did what they said to do. I was there, I

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Speaker 4: I was in the like being like thanks for hiring me,

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Speaker 4: and like getting my makeup done, and like in the

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Speaker 4: trailer and like I genuinely believed it, felt it, And

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Speaker 4: I said all the affirmations the last week.

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Speaker 2: I said, every single one of them. You seem so

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Speaker 2: much lighter. I thought, for sure you got it.

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Speaker 3: And I was playing the part and we were talking

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Speaker 3: certainly we snugged some sort of deal.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, and then yeah, so no, but that brings up

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Speaker 2: my manifestation thing because I've really looked into it with

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Speaker 2: this whole like Lions portal stuff that's like happening. It's

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Speaker 2: Leo season eight eight. So the lions Portal is opening,

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Speaker 2: and you're supposed to call into the things like I mean,

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Speaker 2: I was like, I am this role.

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Speaker 1: I am like you were booking this role based on

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Speaker 1: this scorpion stuff.

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Speaker 2: No, I like, I was manifesting so hard that like

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Speaker 2: like in a piece of me. It was like if

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Speaker 2: anybody heard you right now on your walk around the

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Speaker 2: neighbor because I was like, I got it, get top

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Speaker 2: of your like, hey, Taylor, great hanging with you. Yeah. No,

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Speaker 2: And I like believed it. And then I'm like, this

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Speaker 1: I mean, well I couldn't told you. I don't know

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Speaker 1: what lions Portal is.

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Speaker 2: Here's the thing though, when I was talking to Alan

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Speaker 2: I'm like I struggle with manifestation because you're not supposed

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Speaker 2: to be like and I'm still learning so much because

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Speaker 2: I've been really like looking at Gabby stuff and then

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Speaker 2: looking at this is my channel the things but like

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Speaker 2: and the visual manifestation in And this is where Alan

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Speaker 2: was like good with it. He's like, it's our kind

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Speaker 2: of line of work, whether his goal scorers and his

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Speaker 2: soccer players, Like, He's like, I can't tell my players

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Speaker 2: to manifest scoring three goals because the reality of you

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Speaker 2: scoring three goals, you're just going to be let down. Yeah, exactly,

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Speaker 2: So like me manifesting, like, yes, I can manifesting, I

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Speaker 2: guess being on us set, which eventually I'll get on

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Speaker 2: us set. Yeah, but like that's where I'm just like

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Speaker 2: keep people to have hope. I do believe so, but

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Speaker 2: I don't know if I get now this whole visual

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Speaker 3: But I don't think it doesn't not help. So I

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Speaker 3: read The Secret when I was twenty. Have you ever

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Speaker 3: Like okay back then, yes, yeah, So I re listened

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Speaker 2: My default is kind of bracing for impact, you know, yeah,

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Speaker 2: we're bottomed to fall out. Yeah, kind of like I was. Usually,

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Speaker 2: I'm like I'm waiting on the email to say they

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Speaker 2: the opposite direction. That's how I usually live, right, But

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Speaker 2: this time I chose myself like, no, I got it

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Speaker 3: I think that energy and that vibration is really good

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Speaker 3: for you no matter what, and it could just not

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Speaker 3: be this one, but you changing the way your energy

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Speaker 3: is working is going to help for the next one

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Speaker 3: because you visualized something.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, but that's where I think manifestation and all of

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Speaker 2: that is just of course something's gonna happen if you

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Speaker 2: talking to my girlfriend Taman about this or we podcast.

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Speaker 2: I'm like, eventually you will get something because it's what

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Speaker 2: you do and what's what you're striving for. And the

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Speaker 2: people that don't are the ones that quit or that

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Speaker 3: Like I mean, I still think you're going to get

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Speaker 3: kind of want to be right about that. I think

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Speaker 3: I will eventually be. There's You're very Taylor Sheraton, like

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Speaker 3: there's something about it because it keeps coming up personally.

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Speaker 2: No, no, no, I just mean like he was from

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Speaker 2: Sons of Anarchy, and I love that.

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Speaker 3: I actually nobody looks like, but I feel like you're

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Speaker 3: within a degree of separation of him kind of often.

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Speaker 1: So there's something to it, well, and I think it

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Speaker 1: will help. I think it obviously helped your positivity around this.

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Speaker 1: I mean, even talking to you the other day, you

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Speaker 1: were way more upbeat about the fact that if you

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Speaker 1: didn't get it, you were going to be okay. So

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Speaker 1: maybe there's something to that that helped. I'm not a

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Speaker 1: big manifestation person. I don't I kind of agree with you.

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Speaker 1: I'm more of a things happen the way they're supposed

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Speaker 1: to happen kind of person, right, you know, And I

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Speaker 1: do think there's something to it, because you want to

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Speaker 1: stay positive. You want to, you know, if you're always negative,

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Speaker 3: I just want to really say that, like it is

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00:20:52,880 --> 00:20:55,480
Speaker 3: wild I would have never guessed we didn't get a show.

435
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Speaker 2: Well, the funniest thing was is yesterday? What was yesterday?

436
00:21:00,720 --> 00:21:02,560
Speaker 2: Yesterday was the twenty ninth. Apparently it was supposed to

437
00:21:02,600 --> 00:21:04,920
Speaker 2: be the luckiest day of the year. So in my mind,

438
00:21:05,119 --> 00:21:07,960
Speaker 2: I'm like, this is the day I'm getting the call.

439
00:21:08,920 --> 00:21:11,800
Speaker 2: I like when you go to dude voice, and that

440
00:21:11,960 --> 00:21:13,360
Speaker 2: was the day I got the call.

441
00:21:13,600 --> 00:21:16,000
Speaker 1: You got that call, girl, and I.

442
00:21:15,960 --> 00:21:18,359
Speaker 2: Was like, damn it, like but it was like it

443
00:21:18,440 --> 00:21:20,680
Speaker 2: almost made me laugh because I was like, of course,

444
00:21:21,200 --> 00:21:23,320
Speaker 2: like I've been waiting for four or five days for

445
00:21:23,359 --> 00:21:27,080
Speaker 2: an answer and you put it on the day day,

446
00:21:28,600 --> 00:21:32,399
Speaker 2: like rude. But also, Okay, if the whole thing is

447
00:21:33,480 --> 00:21:35,520
Speaker 2: then there's something else that's meant for me and I

448
00:21:35,560 --> 00:21:37,480
Speaker 2: don't have to hang on to that. Yes, And I

449
00:21:37,480 --> 00:21:40,719
Speaker 2: feel like that's it for everybody agreed, because it's like

450
00:21:41,359 --> 00:21:43,439
Speaker 2: if not, what am I going to do sit in

451
00:21:43,440 --> 00:21:46,880
Speaker 2: my room and cry or like be depressed. Okay, I

452
00:21:46,920 --> 00:21:50,800
Speaker 2: have to like actually feel that this just wasn't meant

453
00:21:50,800 --> 00:21:54,000
Speaker 2: for me and something will eventually come. In my timing,

454
00:21:54,200 --> 00:21:58,760
Speaker 2: fuck no, but in his timing. Absolutely the timing, Yes, yeah,

455
00:21:58,760 --> 00:21:59,800
Speaker 2: and you're just being seen.

456
00:22:00,119 --> 00:22:02,280
Speaker 3: That's that's what I was trying to say, you you've

457
00:22:02,280 --> 00:22:05,439
Speaker 3: been seen so many times by these people, they aren't

458
00:22:05,520 --> 00:22:07,800
Speaker 3: knowing You're a hard worker. Like all of those things,

459
00:22:07,840 --> 00:22:10,520
Speaker 3: all of this does go into the recipe you know

460
00:22:10,680 --> 00:22:12,560
Speaker 3: at some point, and that you want it.

461
00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:15,720
Speaker 2: Yeah, and that you just keep on showing up. But

462
00:22:16,080 --> 00:22:19,560
Speaker 2: that's something came up in therapy yesterday too, which guys,

463
00:22:19,600 --> 00:22:29,199
Speaker 2: I was a little annoyed our favorite because there was

464
00:22:29,760 --> 00:22:34,840
Speaker 2: something that was said that I was like, no, can

465
00:22:34,880 --> 00:22:37,560
Speaker 2: we know it? Oh? I wish I could know. We're

466
00:22:37,560 --> 00:22:40,600
Speaker 2: gonna know. I feel like she could say it don't

467
00:22:40,680 --> 00:22:43,200
Speaker 2: And I understand it was said out of like love

468
00:22:43,359 --> 00:22:51,000
Speaker 2: and care, of course, but yeah, I was expressing something

469
00:22:51,040 --> 00:22:54,800
Speaker 2: that has been like ruminating in my brain and I'm

470
00:22:54,840 --> 00:22:57,560
Speaker 2: having a hard time with and she mentioned She's like,

471
00:22:58,080 --> 00:23:02,280
Speaker 2: that's generalized anxiety disorder and I'm like, nah, Like I

472
00:23:02,280 --> 00:23:05,600
Speaker 2: don't have anxiety attacks. She goes, right, that's there's panic disorder.

473
00:23:05,600 --> 00:23:07,119
Speaker 2: There's this, And I actually didn't know that there was

474
00:23:07,160 --> 00:23:09,520
Speaker 2: actually from all the years that I've had therapy, I

475
00:23:09,560 --> 00:23:11,440
Speaker 2: mean all the years I've had anxiety in the past,

476
00:23:11,440 --> 00:23:12,800
Speaker 2: I didn't know that there was such a thing as

477
00:23:12,800 --> 00:23:15,320
Speaker 2: like generalized anxiety disorder. So if you're thinking of this

478
00:23:15,440 --> 00:23:17,600
Speaker 2: one thing over and over and over and over and

479
00:23:17,600 --> 00:23:20,600
Speaker 2: over again, it's called generalized anxiety disorder. And she's like,

480
00:23:20,640 --> 00:23:23,600
Speaker 2: maybe you should get on something to like ease that,

481
00:23:24,280 --> 00:23:27,280
Speaker 2: and I'm like, no, I don't want to get back

482
00:23:27,320 --> 00:23:29,879
Speaker 2: on medicine. I worked so hard to get off of medicine.

483
00:23:29,920 --> 00:23:31,560
Speaker 2: But I was like, I'm here to talk it out

484
00:23:31,600 --> 00:23:33,880
Speaker 2: because I'm like, I'm just having a bad day. Well, also,

485
00:23:34,240 --> 00:23:37,560
Speaker 2: we live in a very there's a we live in that.

486
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Speaker 1: She said, that's a fair that's a fair response in

487
00:23:39,440 --> 00:23:41,280
Speaker 1: which one to say no, I don't want to get

488
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Speaker 1: on something. Yeah, I mean that might be true. I

489
00:23:43,920 --> 00:23:46,919
Speaker 1: mean that's obviously probably true. She's a therapist, but I

490
00:23:46,920 --> 00:23:48,720
Speaker 1: think it's a very fair response to just say no,

491
00:23:48,800 --> 00:23:50,160
Speaker 1: I don't want to get back on medicine.

492
00:23:50,200 --> 00:23:50,480
Speaker 2: Okay.

493
00:23:50,480 --> 00:23:52,760
Speaker 3: So I have a question for us too inside of this,

494
00:23:53,640 --> 00:23:58,360
Speaker 3: are we over diagnosing as a as a society, Because

495
00:23:58,359 --> 00:24:02,120
Speaker 3: I'm starting to feel like, okay, eggs are eleven dollars.

496
00:24:02,200 --> 00:24:05,760
Speaker 3: Things aren't always looking up economy wise, right, Like work

497
00:24:05,840 --> 00:24:09,680
Speaker 3: is hard, things cost money. To me, what you're describing

498
00:24:09,760 --> 00:24:11,399
Speaker 3: is just a normal day in the life of any

499
00:24:12,320 --> 00:24:15,879
Speaker 3: mom or person like worrying about something doesn't give you

500
00:24:15,920 --> 00:24:17,960
Speaker 3: a general anxiety disorder.

501
00:24:17,640 --> 00:24:19,080
Speaker 2: Right, Well, but here's a thing too, And what I

502
00:24:19,119 --> 00:24:22,480
Speaker 2: told her I was like, am I excessively worrying about

503
00:24:22,480 --> 00:24:25,760
Speaker 2: this thing? Yes? And like sometimes it does affect my

504
00:24:25,840 --> 00:24:28,639
Speaker 2: daily life, which is why people would. But at the

505
00:24:28,640 --> 00:24:31,800
Speaker 2: same time, I'm like, I know, or I feel at

506
00:24:31,880 --> 00:24:35,120
Speaker 2: least that I'm strong enough to say I can combat

507
00:24:35,200 --> 00:24:38,439
Speaker 2: that thought with a positive thought if I do it

508
00:24:38,480 --> 00:24:42,119
Speaker 2: consistently for an extending amount of time. That's where I

509
00:24:42,119 --> 00:24:45,280
Speaker 2: believe that positive affirmations, I agree can work. Now. It's

510
00:24:45,280 --> 00:24:47,359
Speaker 2: not knocking anybody that has to because listen, I was

511
00:24:47,400 --> 00:24:52,440
Speaker 2: on medication for what eighteen something years? Yeah, like yeah, forever,

512
00:24:52,560 --> 00:24:54,119
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, and I've worked hard to

513
00:24:54,880 --> 00:24:57,160
Speaker 2: not but I think there's also like periods of times

514
00:24:57,200 --> 00:25:00,919
Speaker 2: when you can be low and then also like I

515
00:25:00,960 --> 00:25:04,399
Speaker 2: do believe in like affirming out of that and just

516
00:25:04,440 --> 00:25:07,080
Speaker 2: being like, no, I'm choosing to be positive and I'm

517
00:25:07,200 --> 00:25:10,199
Speaker 2: okay and I'm safe, and like having those affirmations to

518
00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:13,199
Speaker 2: not let me feel what I was feeling or like

519
00:25:13,280 --> 00:25:14,200
Speaker 2: ruminating on Well.

520
00:25:14,200 --> 00:25:17,760
Speaker 1: It's interesting coming from a person who I guess technically

521
00:25:17,800 --> 00:25:20,520
Speaker 1: does not have anxiety. Do I feel anxious about certain

522
00:25:20,560 --> 00:25:21,520
Speaker 1: things at times?

523
00:25:21,520 --> 00:25:21,840
Speaker 2: Sure?

524
00:25:22,160 --> 00:25:25,640
Speaker 1: I don't know if I don't really know. But it's

525
00:25:25,680 --> 00:25:28,200
Speaker 1: so interesting you say that, because coming from someone who

526
00:25:28,440 --> 00:25:32,200
Speaker 1: doesn't have anxiety, I hate to admit this because this

527
00:25:32,320 --> 00:25:35,159
Speaker 1: sounds bad, but that's how we can feel when people

528
00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:38,080
Speaker 1: are anxious about things, like, hey, can you not just

529
00:25:38,119 --> 00:25:40,679
Speaker 1: like have a positive thought and like pop out whatever?

530
00:25:40,720 --> 00:25:42,800
Speaker 1: So where I'm going with that is is I think

531
00:25:42,880 --> 00:25:47,280
Speaker 1: sometimes you can learn those coping mechanisms and be able

532
00:25:47,320 --> 00:25:50,639
Speaker 1: to get out of that. But if you're prone to

533
00:25:51,480 --> 00:25:54,320
Speaker 1: overthinking and having anxious thoughts or whatever, you have to

534
00:25:54,440 --> 00:25:57,200
Speaker 1: learn those, right, I mean, you have to learn how

535
00:25:57,240 --> 00:26:01,000
Speaker 1: to get out of that, right. But Dad, don't think

536
00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:04,119
Speaker 1: that that means you necessarily always need medicine. If you've

537
00:26:04,200 --> 00:26:06,920
Speaker 1: learned the tools to work with that, I would think, Again,

538
00:26:06,960 --> 00:26:10,320
Speaker 1: I don't have anxiety, but and if that works for you,

539
00:26:10,359 --> 00:26:12,560
Speaker 1: and if you're able to go positive and get yourself

540
00:26:12,600 --> 00:26:16,240
Speaker 1: out of that, then I don't see why there.

541
00:26:16,200 --> 00:26:18,480
Speaker 2: Would be a need for me, do you okay?

542
00:26:18,640 --> 00:26:21,479
Speaker 3: Is that is there a way to know kind of

543
00:26:21,480 --> 00:26:24,159
Speaker 3: the general of what you're worrying about. Well, so the

544
00:26:24,200 --> 00:26:27,760
Speaker 3: whole thing is, like I don't want waiting to find therapy,

545
00:26:27,800 --> 00:26:30,080
Speaker 3: but you're inn thirty thousand feet up right.

546
00:26:30,119 --> 00:26:34,199
Speaker 2: It's like the like I think the whole thing is

547
00:26:34,240 --> 00:26:36,840
Speaker 2: like feeling unsafe and like the bottom falling out right,

548
00:26:36,920 --> 00:26:38,640
Speaker 2: So it's like kind of living in that. So then

549
00:26:38,680 --> 00:26:41,919
Speaker 2: it go to like a a health anxiety or so

550
00:26:41,960 --> 00:26:46,840
Speaker 2: I like ruminate on like things and I can't. I

551
00:26:46,840 --> 00:26:49,520
Speaker 2: have a hard time sometimes getting out of it, you know,

552
00:26:49,560 --> 00:26:51,360
Speaker 2: And I just keep thinking that thought over and over

553
00:26:51,400 --> 00:26:53,560
Speaker 2: and over again. I don't have anxiety, like I'm not

554
00:26:53,920 --> 00:26:55,840
Speaker 2: having a panic attack over it, right, but like I

555
00:26:55,880 --> 00:26:59,639
Speaker 2: get anxiety or anxious thoughts around like a specific thing

556
00:26:59,680 --> 00:27:00,720
Speaker 2: that can like coming up.

557
00:27:00,760 --> 00:27:03,560
Speaker 1: I just feel like everyone does great. And again I

558
00:27:03,640 --> 00:27:07,320
Speaker 1: would still classify myself as not getting anxiety, and I

559
00:27:07,400 --> 00:27:10,320
Speaker 1: will find or not being anxious necessarily, but I will

560
00:27:10,359 --> 00:27:14,119
Speaker 1: find myself at least i'd say every couple of weeks

561
00:27:14,600 --> 00:27:17,080
Speaker 1: asking myself, I'll go, what am I anxious about? Yeah,

562
00:27:17,119 --> 00:27:19,840
Speaker 1: because I'll feel that anxious feeling like I do get that.

563
00:27:20,160 --> 00:27:22,919
Speaker 1: I understand that feeling now I didn't used to. And

564
00:27:22,960 --> 00:27:24,920
Speaker 1: I'll be like, what am I anxious about? And I'll

565
00:27:24,960 --> 00:27:27,639
Speaker 1: like if I can pinpoint it, I'm like, Okay, and

566
00:27:27,680 --> 00:27:29,639
Speaker 1: then I'll address it and then I'll be like okay,

567
00:27:29,680 --> 00:27:31,639
Speaker 1: and I'll move on, or I don't know what it is,

568
00:27:31,680 --> 00:27:32,639
Speaker 1: and I just have to say I don't know what

569
00:27:32,680 --> 00:27:35,760
Speaker 1: I'm anxious about and move on. So I again, I think,

570
00:27:36,880 --> 00:27:39,719
Speaker 1: you know, I think we all have an element of that, right,

571
00:27:39,880 --> 00:27:42,040
Speaker 1: doesn't everyone have a little bit of anxiety?

572
00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:44,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, Like, I think that is what I'm trying to

573
00:27:44,640 --> 00:27:47,520
Speaker 3: say too, Like I do have a fear. I'm on

574
00:27:47,520 --> 00:27:49,679
Speaker 3: the highway a ton, right, And if you know my

575
00:27:49,720 --> 00:27:52,320
Speaker 3: grief past, then of course death is kind of like

576
00:27:52,400 --> 00:27:55,240
Speaker 3: always in my brain, kind of probably more than like

577
00:27:55,280 --> 00:27:58,399
Speaker 3: a normal healthy person should be. So Amy and I

578
00:27:58,400 --> 00:28:01,639
Speaker 3: have talked through that, like I don't want to manifest

579
00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:03,240
Speaker 3: it to your point, like I don't want to think

580
00:28:03,240 --> 00:28:05,240
Speaker 3: about it so much that I attract it to myself,

581
00:28:05,400 --> 00:28:06,920
Speaker 3: not saying that that would happen, but.

582
00:28:07,080 --> 00:28:10,119
Speaker 2: Which, by the way, interesting. Yeah, I just want to

583
00:28:10,160 --> 00:28:12,120
Speaker 2: say that piece too, because I asked her a question.

584
00:28:12,200 --> 00:28:14,280
Speaker 2: I said, Okay, she's like one of the things I said,

585
00:28:14,400 --> 00:28:17,520
Speaker 2: I think because everything is good right now, like me

586
00:28:17,520 --> 00:28:19,719
Speaker 2: and my husband are happy and we are good, Like

587
00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:23,080
Speaker 2: everything's good, My kids are healthy and happy. So I

588
00:28:23,119 --> 00:28:24,879
Speaker 2: start to figure like I'm going to die, I'm going

589
00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:27,639
Speaker 2: to get cancer or whatever. And so then I said, also,

590
00:28:27,920 --> 00:28:31,480
Speaker 2: people always say what you think becomes so I've been

591
00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:34,040
Speaker 2: fearing myself like, oh, I've been giving it so much

592
00:28:34,080 --> 00:28:35,760
Speaker 2: power that I'm like, oh my god, I'm going to

593
00:28:35,800 --> 00:28:39,200
Speaker 2: give myself cancer. But but yes, I think that you

594
00:28:39,240 --> 00:28:42,160
Speaker 2: can your body like when you stress. Yes, I do

595
00:28:42,280 --> 00:28:48,200
Speaker 2: think your body can create aches or pains or got

596
00:28:48,640 --> 00:28:50,840
Speaker 2: I do believe in that when you stress so much.

597
00:28:51,120 --> 00:28:52,800
Speaker 2: But is it going to give me cancer because I'm

598
00:28:52,840 --> 00:28:53,600
Speaker 2: having these thoughts?

599
00:28:54,280 --> 00:28:56,720
Speaker 1: No, No, Yeah, that's the other part of the manifestation

600
00:28:56,840 --> 00:28:57,400
Speaker 1: that I'm.

601
00:28:57,280 --> 00:28:59,480
Speaker 2: Like, that's That's also the piece I was like, once

602
00:28:59,480 --> 00:29:00,320
Speaker 2: I heard that, I was.

603
00:29:00,280 --> 00:29:03,440
Speaker 1: Like, Okay, you know what I mean, Like, I mean, yes, stress,

604
00:29:03,520 --> 00:29:05,440
Speaker 1: you can stress here out. So you mean stress is

605
00:29:05,440 --> 00:29:08,520
Speaker 1: a big, you know, cause of ailments. But just seeing

606
00:29:08,560 --> 00:29:10,959
Speaker 1: it again, I just can't believe that.

607
00:29:11,600 --> 00:29:12,120
Speaker 2: Yeah. No.

608
00:29:12,280 --> 00:29:14,160
Speaker 3: But also I think when you're on the roads that

609
00:29:14,200 --> 00:29:16,000
Speaker 3: we're on and it's so trafficky all the time, Like,

610
00:29:16,200 --> 00:29:18,600
Speaker 3: for sure, that's in my brain because I'm looking at

611
00:29:18,680 --> 00:29:20,960
Speaker 3: I'm just tending to trying to get us where we're going.

612
00:29:21,040 --> 00:29:23,640
Speaker 3: And I've seen a lot on those highways with my travels.

613
00:29:23,760 --> 00:29:28,760
Speaker 3: So yeah, I mean I'm anxious about I default anxious.

614
00:29:28,960 --> 00:29:31,160
Speaker 3: I default to the bottom, falling out when things do

615
00:29:31,280 --> 00:29:35,680
Speaker 3: feel good. I'm extra anxious because I am preparing for

616
00:29:36,120 --> 00:29:36,720
Speaker 3: whatever it.

617
00:29:36,680 --> 00:29:39,520
Speaker 2: Is well and so and if that was stopping you

618
00:29:39,600 --> 00:29:42,840
Speaker 2: from living and taking up most of your day, that

619
00:29:42,880 --> 00:29:46,400
Speaker 2: would be generalized anxiety disorder because you're thinking about it

620
00:29:46,400 --> 00:29:48,880
Speaker 2: all the time. So I don't think you think about

621
00:29:48,920 --> 00:29:52,400
Speaker 2: things that much? Do you? Like, are you it comes

622
00:29:52,400 --> 00:29:54,760
Speaker 2: in like it comes? Does it come in cycles? Maybe

623
00:29:54,880 --> 00:29:56,240
Speaker 2: because you know what I mean, and my anxiety is

624
00:29:56,280 --> 00:29:57,240
Speaker 2: definitely worse.

625
00:29:57,600 --> 00:30:01,480
Speaker 1: And are you not able to to really function that?

626
00:30:01,560 --> 00:30:03,120
Speaker 2: Ida am? I just have to shut it up. But

627
00:30:03,400 --> 00:30:05,600
Speaker 2: the thing that has helped so much, And I wish

628
00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:07,040
Speaker 2: I had my phone because I wrote it in the

629
00:30:07,080 --> 00:30:09,040
Speaker 2: notes and it was so good. But it was like

630
00:30:10,240 --> 00:30:12,000
Speaker 2: when you shut up the voice in your head, it

631
00:30:12,000 --> 00:30:14,800
Speaker 2: actually makes it worse, it makes it louder. So instead

632
00:30:15,080 --> 00:30:17,680
Speaker 2: you say, like I feel like I'm gonna die, be

633
00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:20,959
Speaker 2: like what is the reality to that? I'm eating healthy,

634
00:30:21,040 --> 00:30:23,320
Speaker 2: I take care of myself. Like, thank you anxiety for

635
00:30:23,360 --> 00:30:25,640
Speaker 2: trying to protect me right now, but like I'm good,

636
00:30:25,880 --> 00:30:28,440
Speaker 2: I'm safe. I don't need you I don't need you, like,

637
00:30:28,480 --> 00:30:30,680
Speaker 2: and I think, like that's where even just like what

638
00:30:30,680 --> 00:30:33,040
Speaker 2: we're talking about, like losing jobs and it's like, Okay,

639
00:30:33,520 --> 00:30:37,480
Speaker 2: I feel disappointment, but like I know that one day

640
00:30:37,600 --> 00:30:39,560
Speaker 2: I will get something, Like I can believe that and

641
00:30:39,640 --> 00:30:41,880
Speaker 2: know that. And it's like and when it comes into

642
00:30:41,920 --> 00:30:45,560
Speaker 2: like the anxiety of things, it's like, right now, I

643
00:30:45,560 --> 00:30:49,600
Speaker 2: don't have to worry about discovering something or finding something,

644
00:30:49,680 --> 00:30:52,280
Speaker 2: Like I have a man that is showing up and

645
00:30:52,320 --> 00:30:54,320
Speaker 2: he's doing his work and I'm doing my work, and

646
00:30:54,440 --> 00:30:58,120
Speaker 2: we are you are happy and like and like to

647
00:30:58,200 --> 00:31:00,160
Speaker 2: feel that, you know, because like we can't predict and

648
00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:03,760
Speaker 2: that's all about the future. That's what the fears of

649
00:31:03,800 --> 00:31:07,120
Speaker 2: anxiety what it is. But like if you tell yourself that,

650
00:31:07,160 --> 00:31:08,720
Speaker 2: then you just keep quieting that. I'm like, can we

651
00:31:08,760 --> 00:31:10,360
Speaker 2: just try that for a minute before trying to get

652
00:31:10,400 --> 00:31:11,040
Speaker 2: a pill? Right?

653
00:31:11,240 --> 00:31:11,360
Speaker 3: Right?

654
00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:12,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, I do.

655
00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:15,800
Speaker 1: And again I don't want to sound insensitive to now,

656
00:31:15,840 --> 00:31:17,880
Speaker 1: so I'm trying to be very careful. I just I

657
00:31:17,960 --> 00:31:21,640
Speaker 1: also have to believe to an extent, we have to

658
00:31:21,640 --> 00:31:24,320
Speaker 1: be able to learn how to cope with these things, Sam,

659
00:31:24,560 --> 00:31:26,719
Speaker 1: and we have to have faith out of them, and

660
00:31:26,720 --> 00:31:28,560
Speaker 1: we have to be able to get ourselves out of them.

661
00:31:28,600 --> 00:31:31,400
Speaker 1: I don't want to believe. And I know there's a

662
00:31:31,440 --> 00:31:33,400
Speaker 1: lot of things that go wrong in brains, and there's

663
00:31:33,440 --> 00:31:35,120
Speaker 1: a lot of medicine that has to be had in

664
00:31:35,240 --> 00:31:37,480
Speaker 1: all of those things. But I do think that when.

665
00:31:37,360 --> 00:31:40,440
Speaker 2: My serotonin needed the lexapro right for me to function

666
00:31:40,520 --> 00:31:42,560
Speaker 2: and live a normal life, I could not leave my

667
00:31:42,720 --> 00:31:47,160
Speaker 2: house without having a panic attack, right, like right, absolute medicine. Absolutely, Yeah, I.

668
00:31:47,280 --> 00:31:50,040
Speaker 1: Just think we've gotten to a point where maybe we

669
00:31:50,320 --> 00:31:53,840
Speaker 1: are over prescribing. For sure, I have no doubt it's

670
00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:57,680
Speaker 1: about overprescribing. But also, you know, maybe let's let's go

671
00:31:58,040 --> 00:32:00,360
Speaker 1: first to how do we how do we help cope

672
00:32:00,440 --> 00:32:02,160
Speaker 1: with this, and then if we can't, if we get

673
00:32:02,200 --> 00:32:04,400
Speaker 1: to a point where we just can't and we're not functioning,

674
00:32:04,800 --> 00:32:07,480
Speaker 1: then maybe we need to to do something about it.

675
00:32:07,640 --> 00:32:09,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, And like and to her point, like she was

676
00:32:09,240 --> 00:32:12,840
Speaker 2: just like, it can just be until you start to

677
00:32:12,920 --> 00:32:16,640
Speaker 2: settle out and really feel you're safe and all those things.

678
00:32:16,680 --> 00:32:18,440
Speaker 2: And I'm like, but I think that's a practice within

679
00:32:18,560 --> 00:32:22,240
Speaker 2: me that I have to like do, that's my work

680
00:32:22,800 --> 00:32:27,160
Speaker 2: to go I am safe. I'm just like trying to

681
00:32:27,200 --> 00:32:31,200
Speaker 2: pull up stuff because I that's what I know, right, right.

682
00:32:31,200 --> 00:32:34,040
Speaker 1: Right, right, So things are good. You're pulling out that. Yeah,

683
00:32:34,200 --> 00:32:35,960
Speaker 1: So I'm like that's also yeah, a.

684
00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:40,880
Speaker 3: Little yeah, but like knowing where you are at a

685
00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:44,760
Speaker 3: personal level with I think you're doing great. I just

686
00:32:45,280 --> 00:32:47,360
Speaker 3: and I'm not blaming on hormones. I'm really not, but

687
00:32:47,400 --> 00:32:50,840
Speaker 3: there is, like there is scientific proof our levels change

688
00:32:50,960 --> 00:32:54,440
Speaker 3: and those certain levels, certain hormones help us stay safe, right,

689
00:32:54,640 --> 00:32:58,240
Speaker 3: Like it's animalistic, it's like a real biological thing. Certain

690
00:32:58,320 --> 00:33:01,080
Speaker 3: hormones heighten our awareness and our hypervigilance. But that was

691
00:33:01,160 --> 00:33:02,840
Speaker 3: to keep us safe when we needed to, you know.

692
00:33:03,040 --> 00:33:06,200
Speaker 3: So it does go in a cycle a bit too.

693
00:33:06,360 --> 00:33:10,080
Speaker 3: So those times like I already know the next couple

694
00:33:10,120 --> 00:33:13,200
Speaker 3: of days. I I'm not projecting it on myself, but

695
00:33:13,280 --> 00:33:15,080
Speaker 3: I am a little more anxious. But I also know

696
00:33:15,200 --> 00:33:18,080
Speaker 3: a level back out in about five days, you know,

697
00:33:18,960 --> 00:33:21,800
Speaker 3: I just don't. I just don't think you're in a

698
00:33:22,280 --> 00:33:25,240
Speaker 3: medicine place. That's just my two cents, my non degree

699
00:33:25,320 --> 00:33:25,840
Speaker 3: toting two.

700
00:33:25,920 --> 00:33:28,560
Speaker 1: So you see very confident that you were able to

701
00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:31,200
Speaker 1: talk yourself out of that, like to try it. Yeah,

702
00:33:31,360 --> 00:33:35,040
Speaker 1: So I think that, yeah, I think that. Yeah, it

703
00:33:35,080 --> 00:33:36,880
Speaker 1: feels like a healthy practice let's try.

704
00:33:51,000 --> 00:33:54,120
Speaker 2: Sorry, I took both of those post chats went very

705
00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:56,320
Speaker 2: long in that does anybody have a whine about it?

706
00:33:57,840 --> 00:34:00,560
Speaker 1: Oh my, oh my update?

707
00:34:00,560 --> 00:34:02,640
Speaker 2: But well it's not really a whine about it. I mean,

708
00:34:02,800 --> 00:34:04,240
Speaker 2: we can certainly turn it into one cat.

709
00:34:04,320 --> 00:34:07,800
Speaker 1: I am, well, I am just dead, and like senior year,

710
00:34:08,640 --> 00:34:12,480
Speaker 1: like the to do list for senior year is just wild,

711
00:34:12,800 --> 00:34:16,320
Speaker 1: and then new high school and then I know this

712
00:34:16,480 --> 00:34:18,000
Speaker 1: is not a whine about it. But I know we've

713
00:34:18,040 --> 00:34:21,400
Speaker 1: talked about this before, but like, at what age do

714
00:34:21,480 --> 00:34:22,680
Speaker 1: you let like your girls shave?

715
00:34:23,000 --> 00:34:27,560
Speaker 2: You know, like that, oh we've had that, you've shaved. Okay, Well,

716
00:34:29,040 --> 00:34:32,759
Speaker 2: so what happened was we were talking about Ramsey. Huh Okay, yeah,

717
00:34:32,760 --> 00:34:35,440
Speaker 2: I love is also asking. Okay, so fourth grade, she

718
00:34:35,560 --> 00:34:37,839
Speaker 2: came to me and said we were in the shower.

719
00:34:37,920 --> 00:34:40,840
Speaker 2: We took a shower together, and she's just like, Mommy, like,

720
00:34:41,000 --> 00:34:43,239
Speaker 2: can I shave my legs? Not to like cut you off,

721
00:34:43,280 --> 00:34:46,239
Speaker 2: by the way, but just like yeah. And I called

722
00:34:46,320 --> 00:34:48,960
Speaker 2: Mike and was like this is what she said, and

723
00:34:49,000 --> 00:34:50,480
Speaker 2: he goes, I feel like it's too young, and I

724
00:34:50,560 --> 00:34:54,480
Speaker 2: was like, I agree with you. He's like, let's revisit

725
00:34:54,560 --> 00:34:58,000
Speaker 2: in fifth grade. Okay, so I think we talked about it.

726
00:34:58,120 --> 00:34:59,160
Speaker 1: That's what we did. I think we talked.

727
00:34:59,200 --> 00:34:59,920
Speaker 2: We talked a little bit.

728
00:35:00,200 --> 00:35:00,399
Speaker 3: Yeah.

729
00:35:00,680 --> 00:35:03,920
Speaker 2: So then at the lake this summer, you know, we

730
00:35:04,000 --> 00:35:07,279
Speaker 2: were in the shower and she's like, Mommy, look how

731
00:35:07,480 --> 00:35:09,719
Speaker 2: dark my hair is? She has dark hair. She's like,

732
00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:13,080
Speaker 2: can I please shave? And I said in that moment

733
00:35:13,160 --> 00:35:15,839
Speaker 2: and I ended up, I'll say so in that moment,

734
00:35:15,920 --> 00:35:18,520
Speaker 2: I was like, make does it make you feel a

735
00:35:18,600 --> 00:35:20,320
Speaker 2: certain way? She's like yeah, she's like. I was like,

736
00:35:20,920 --> 00:35:22,879
Speaker 2: she's like on the dock. She I was like trying

737
00:35:22,880 --> 00:35:25,279
Speaker 2: to like hide it, and I'm like, okay, so it's

738
00:35:25,320 --> 00:35:27,320
Speaker 2: not just now it's starting to make her feel uncomfortable.

739
00:35:27,640 --> 00:35:30,160
Speaker 2: So I said, sure, I can show you how to

740
00:35:30,239 --> 00:35:32,040
Speaker 2: do it. So, you know, I showed her, you know,

741
00:35:32,080 --> 00:35:33,480
Speaker 2: just like how my mom showed me how to do

742
00:35:33,600 --> 00:35:38,920
Speaker 2: it when I was in sixth grade, and you know,

743
00:35:39,160 --> 00:35:40,759
Speaker 2: she she loved it, right, And then I was like,

744
00:35:40,840 --> 00:35:42,399
Speaker 2: I gotta call your daddy, you know what I mean.

745
00:35:42,480 --> 00:35:43,920
Speaker 2: But it was just that moment where I was like

746
00:35:44,239 --> 00:35:45,680
Speaker 2: I don't want it to get out of the shower call.

747
00:35:45,719 --> 00:35:47,439
Speaker 2: I was like, this is this is a mom moment

748
00:35:47,480 --> 00:35:49,560
Speaker 2: where I was like I want I'm going to make

749
00:35:49,600 --> 00:35:52,359
Speaker 2: the call. Yeah, So I called them after. I was like, hey,

750
00:35:52,640 --> 00:35:56,279
Speaker 2: please just hear me out on this one. And he's like,

751
00:35:56,400 --> 00:35:57,880
Speaker 2: I'm not mad at all. He's like, you did what

752
00:35:57,960 --> 00:35:59,080
Speaker 2: you thought you got to do in that moment. And

753
00:35:59,120 --> 00:36:01,360
Speaker 2: he's like totally fine. And I said, and listen, at

754
00:36:01,360 --> 00:36:03,320
Speaker 2: the end of the day, she's not gonna want to

755
00:36:03,400 --> 00:36:04,960
Speaker 2: do this every couple of days because she's going to

756
00:36:05,000 --> 00:36:07,719
Speaker 2: see that it's work to keep your life shaved, right. Yeah,

757
00:36:08,040 --> 00:36:10,320
Speaker 2: And she's only done it once since then. You know,

758
00:36:10,440 --> 00:36:12,279
Speaker 2: she asked for a razor in her shower. I haven't

759
00:36:12,280 --> 00:36:15,200
Speaker 2: gotten her one yet, but because it's gotten like long again,

760
00:36:15,360 --> 00:36:17,640
Speaker 2: you know, and she's like, mom, you know, school's coming

761
00:36:17,719 --> 00:36:19,200
Speaker 2: up or whatever, she's going to have it in my shower.

762
00:36:19,280 --> 00:36:20,560
Speaker 2: But I am going to let her do it, like

763
00:36:20,680 --> 00:36:24,400
Speaker 2: it's something that like, if it's making her feel uncomfortable,

764
00:36:24,480 --> 00:36:27,279
Speaker 2: I think she'll realize it's a chore and it's not fun.

765
00:36:27,560 --> 00:36:29,080
Speaker 2: But if she wants to do it, I'm now. I'm like,

766
00:36:29,200 --> 00:36:31,960
Speaker 2: she's in fifth grade and you know I did it

767
00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:34,720
Speaker 2: in six and it's something that has made her feel

768
00:36:34,760 --> 00:36:38,000
Speaker 2: self conscious, and so I've said, okay, yeah, oh we

769
00:36:38,080 --> 00:36:41,560
Speaker 2: shaved Jamesey's like yesterday. Okay, well that's where I was going.

770
00:36:42,920 --> 00:36:44,719
Speaker 1: But my whole point is is why does it matter

771
00:36:45,080 --> 00:36:47,399
Speaker 1: how old they are? I'll turn that into a little bit.

772
00:36:47,360 --> 00:36:47,719
Speaker 3: Of a whine.

773
00:36:47,800 --> 00:36:49,920
Speaker 2: I will say this. I feel like.

774
00:36:52,200 --> 00:36:54,680
Speaker 1: Like it's not hurting anyone else. It actually affects no one.

775
00:36:55,200 --> 00:36:57,360
Speaker 2: No. When that Ax and I were talking about it,

776
00:36:57,480 --> 00:36:59,200
Speaker 2: it just feels so old and like.

777
00:36:59,280 --> 00:37:02,440
Speaker 1: It it's like a oh, I don't think it's a

778
00:37:02,480 --> 00:37:05,839
Speaker 1: sexualized thing at all. But having said that, Ramsey's hair

779
00:37:06,120 --> 00:37:10,960
Speaker 1: was awful. Yeah, I mean she has my dark long

780
00:37:11,400 --> 00:37:13,759
Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, God bless her. Like it's bad.

781
00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:18,880
Speaker 2: I think that's what's time because it's blonde.

782
00:37:19,400 --> 00:37:21,600
Speaker 1: But it does well, that's where I was also kind

783
00:37:21,640 --> 00:37:24,440
Speaker 1: of going with it. It does feel old. My youngest

784
00:37:24,560 --> 00:37:26,320
Speaker 1: just shaved your legs, so it's like I have a senior,

785
00:37:26,680 --> 00:37:28,560
Speaker 1: I have a girl going into high school and have

786
00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:33,680
Speaker 1: a girl now shaving her legs. But the confidence when

787
00:37:33,719 --> 00:37:36,360
Speaker 1: she got out of that bath, I don't care. I

788
00:37:36,440 --> 00:37:38,719
Speaker 1: don't care if everyone in this town has something to

789
00:37:38,760 --> 00:37:40,239
Speaker 1: say about that girl shaving her legs.

790
00:37:40,320 --> 00:37:41,120
Speaker 2: Does it affect them?

791
00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:45,880
Speaker 1: Absolutely not if someone's looking at them sexualizing them because

792
00:37:45,920 --> 00:37:48,680
Speaker 1: their legs are smooth and not hairy, then that's on them.

793
00:37:48,760 --> 00:37:49,680
Speaker 1: That's not on my kid.

794
00:37:49,880 --> 00:37:52,040
Speaker 2: You know, I agree with you. I'm just like I

795
00:37:52,120 --> 00:37:55,839
Speaker 2: think that's where, like fourth grade, for some reason, shave

796
00:37:55,960 --> 00:37:57,879
Speaker 2: legs just felt too young.

797
00:37:57,960 --> 00:37:59,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, well, I remember we had talked about it before.

798
00:38:00,239 --> 00:38:02,719
Speaker 1: So then when you know, I had looked back at

799
00:38:02,760 --> 00:38:04,120
Speaker 1: Ramsey the other day and she was sitting there and

800
00:38:04,160 --> 00:38:06,239
Speaker 1: I was like, literally in my head thinking.

801
00:38:06,640 --> 00:38:07,600
Speaker 2: Her legs are going.

802
00:38:08,120 --> 00:38:09,880
Speaker 1: You got to be a good friend to know. And

803
00:38:09,960 --> 00:38:11,759
Speaker 1: then she find she said something about it. She's like, oh,

804
00:38:11,800 --> 00:38:14,960
Speaker 1: my leg hares have gotten worse, like a lot hairrier.

805
00:38:15,040 --> 00:38:17,399
Speaker 2: And I was like, let's shave them.

806
00:38:18,280 --> 00:38:20,520
Speaker 1: I mean why not? Yeah, you know, and like it

807
00:38:20,760 --> 00:38:23,239
Speaker 1: just again, they won't do it that often. Emmy did

808
00:38:23,280 --> 00:38:25,279
Speaker 1: it this same time, just because she wanted to, and

809
00:38:25,320 --> 00:38:26,480
Speaker 1: I was like, if you want to, I don't care.

810
00:38:26,600 --> 00:38:30,160
Speaker 1: Like I that I don't care when something like that, Like,

811
00:38:30,280 --> 00:38:32,239
Speaker 1: I'm just like, you're not gonna want to do it.

812
00:38:32,360 --> 00:38:33,560
Speaker 1: I still look at her. I mean, she goes to

813
00:38:33,640 --> 00:38:35,399
Speaker 1: cheering shorts every day and I'm like, are we going

814
00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:37,160
Speaker 1: with hair? Yeah, nobody cares. And she's a flyer and

815
00:38:37,160 --> 00:38:38,719
Speaker 1: they're all touch and they're like they don't care. She

816
00:38:38,800 --> 00:38:41,480
Speaker 1: doesn't care, but hers are like blonde. I can only

817
00:38:41,560 --> 00:38:45,960
Speaker 1: tell what I'm like. The sun is like on them. Yeah,

818
00:38:46,040 --> 00:38:50,000
Speaker 1: if they feel uncomfortable, uncomfortable about it, it's not affecting

819
00:38:50,000 --> 00:38:52,080
Speaker 1: anyone else in my opinion, So I'm like, you know,

820
00:38:52,120 --> 00:38:54,279
Speaker 1: if it makes them feel good. But it was that

821
00:38:54,440 --> 00:38:57,440
Speaker 1: moment of my youngest just shaved her legs.

822
00:38:57,640 --> 00:39:02,600
Speaker 2: I can't imagine, like like I am actually really.

823
00:39:02,520 --> 00:39:04,720
Speaker 1: Ready for him to go to college in this sense

824
00:39:05,280 --> 00:39:07,839
Speaker 1: that I know he's ready for college and like he's

825
00:39:07,920 --> 00:39:11,120
Speaker 1: mature and stuff like that. Like I again, I don't

826
00:39:11,200 --> 00:39:14,160
Speaker 1: ruminate on things very long, so I don't think much

827
00:39:14,280 --> 00:39:16,560
Speaker 1: about like when he's gone. I just try not to

828
00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:18,400
Speaker 1: think about that. I just think of like the positive

829
00:39:18,480 --> 00:39:22,280
Speaker 1: parts of it. Like he's applying on Saturday, like August

830
00:39:22,320 --> 00:39:26,520
Speaker 1: first applications open up. I know, it's it's looking far away,

831
00:39:27,239 --> 00:39:30,360
Speaker 1: not anymore really right now, he's looking at two Alabama schools,

832
00:39:30,440 --> 00:39:33,120
Speaker 1: BAMA and then a smaller one we haven't visited yet,

833
00:39:34,239 --> 00:39:37,160
Speaker 1: North Alabama, which is a smaller option. He doesn't really

834
00:39:37,280 --> 00:39:39,439
Speaker 1: have a huge preference on where he goes, and it's

835
00:39:39,680 --> 00:39:41,319
Speaker 1: kind of started to stress him out a little bit.

836
00:39:41,600 --> 00:39:44,040
Speaker 1: Like he's like, I don't have like the school. I'm

837
00:39:44,120 --> 00:39:45,520
Speaker 1: just like I got to go to or what I

838
00:39:45,560 --> 00:39:47,000
Speaker 1: got to do. I don't know what I want to do.

839
00:39:47,400 --> 00:39:49,680
Speaker 1: Then I'm like pick a big option and a small

840
00:39:49,760 --> 00:39:52,359
Speaker 1: option and then you know, take the time and pick whenever.

841
00:39:52,560 --> 00:39:54,000
Speaker 2: But yeah, so my.

842
00:39:54,480 --> 00:39:57,800
Speaker 1: Youngest is shaving her legs. I know it's the first

843
00:39:57,920 --> 00:39:59,799
Speaker 1: for you though, So that's like a whole different. It's

844
00:39:59,800 --> 00:40:02,279
Speaker 1: like first and the last are just like a whole.

845
00:40:03,120 --> 00:40:05,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, I can't even imagine. I'm saving all my fifth

846
00:40:05,600 --> 00:40:08,840
Speaker 2: grade chat for when school starts, but yeah, it's gonna be.

847
00:40:09,800 --> 00:40:12,680
Speaker 2: I've got a couple of things pinned. So it was

848
00:40:12,760 --> 00:40:15,839
Speaker 2: kind of a whine, kind of not what's the line?

849
00:40:16,280 --> 00:40:18,759
Speaker 2: There wasn't really a whine. That's all I had. My

850
00:40:18,880 --> 00:40:19,800
Speaker 2: son's going to college.

851
00:40:19,800 --> 00:40:20,160
Speaker 3: I can.

852
00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:23,640
Speaker 2: You can whine about the bill of that, and you

853
00:40:23,719 --> 00:40:26,600
Speaker 2: can whine about the subparation. Got uh I do.

854
00:40:26,680 --> 00:40:28,600
Speaker 3: It's actually kind of along these lines, so all unpinned

855
00:40:28,640 --> 00:40:30,920
Speaker 3: because I've had this in my little where are we

856
00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:33,600
Speaker 3: with makeup and these children kind of goes along the

857
00:40:33,640 --> 00:40:36,640
Speaker 3: same lines, like and I know, Kat, you forged the

858
00:40:36,719 --> 00:40:41,640
Speaker 3: territory before us, but I struggle because love is so stunning.

859
00:40:41,800 --> 00:40:45,600
Speaker 3: I'm like, you are your eyebrowsier lash, Like she're just

860
00:40:45,760 --> 00:40:49,240
Speaker 3: a special little human, you know, like you need nothing.

861
00:40:49,440 --> 00:40:51,440
Speaker 3: None of our girls need anything. No ten year old

862
00:40:51,520 --> 00:40:55,640
Speaker 3: needs makeup. But I also know it's like I So

863
00:40:55,800 --> 00:40:58,160
Speaker 3: she went to a performing arts camp last week, and

864
00:40:59,719 --> 00:41:02,160
Speaker 3: she the second to last day, she was like, can

865
00:41:02,200 --> 00:41:04,320
Speaker 3: I wear a masskara? And I said, ah, not today,

866
00:41:04,560 --> 00:41:06,480
Speaker 3: you know, like I just was okay. But then the

867
00:41:06,560 --> 00:41:08,480
Speaker 3: last day they had their performance, so she's like, can

868
00:41:08,480 --> 00:41:11,040
Speaker 3: I wear a masscarat is? Of course, like you know,

869
00:41:11,120 --> 00:41:14,360
Speaker 3: we do that for cheer, yeap whatever. And then I

870
00:41:14,440 --> 00:41:17,400
Speaker 3: get to the school where they're hosting this little camp

871
00:41:17,480 --> 00:41:22,479
Speaker 3: and every little girl is like in semi semi full glam,

872
00:41:22,840 --> 00:41:26,080
Speaker 3: like we are eyeshadow, We've got some and listen, all

873
00:41:26,160 --> 00:41:29,040
Speaker 3: well tastefully done, but like still they're just all such

874
00:41:29,120 --> 00:41:31,520
Speaker 3: little girls and like what are we doing? And then

875
00:41:31,560 --> 00:41:34,600
Speaker 3: I ran into a friend yesterday and they're little girls

876
00:41:34,680 --> 00:41:37,880
Speaker 3: and again, so she has all girls and their youngest

877
00:41:38,239 --> 00:41:40,520
Speaker 3: is but her youngest is with the other two big

878
00:41:40,600 --> 00:41:44,399
Speaker 3: girls also wearing makeup, and I'm like, what is am

879
00:41:44,440 --> 00:41:45,719
Speaker 3: I I'm gonna be the.

880
00:41:47,239 --> 00:41:49,840
Speaker 2: Person that's and I'm not against it. I want to

881
00:41:49,880 --> 00:41:52,759
Speaker 2: say that, hey, but I just am strugg young, but

882
00:41:53,080 --> 00:41:56,759
Speaker 2: I'm I'm not. We don't have girls in dance or cheer,

883
00:41:57,000 --> 00:41:59,439
Speaker 2: so like, yeah, I'm not putting. I think the last

884
00:41:59,480 --> 00:42:02,320
Speaker 2: time Jolie had makeup on was when we did a

885
00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:05,200
Speaker 2: fun little mommy day out and we went for nott

886
00:42:05,239 --> 00:42:07,840
Speaker 2: Cracker tea for Christmas and we did like a like

887
00:42:08,080 --> 00:42:10,320
Speaker 2: we had a I had someone do our makeup for

888
00:42:10,480 --> 00:42:13,480
Speaker 2: this one thing and it was that was in Christmas.

889
00:42:13,560 --> 00:42:15,960
Speaker 2: But like, I don't ask if she wants it on.

890
00:42:16,360 --> 00:42:19,120
Speaker 2: She doesn't ask to put it on, and I'm just like,

891
00:42:19,239 --> 00:42:21,640
Speaker 2: if she did, I'd be like, throw some lip gloss on,

892
00:42:21,719 --> 00:42:23,759
Speaker 2: but that's it, Like I'm not fitting you. Like I

893
00:42:23,920 --> 00:42:27,400
Speaker 2: just think that's way too young personally for me. But

894
00:42:27,480 --> 00:42:30,080
Speaker 2: then I watched Lion already grabbing a blushbrush because she

895
00:42:31,320 --> 00:42:33,719
Speaker 2: the younger sister, So I'm like, is this gonna be

896
00:42:33,920 --> 00:42:36,800
Speaker 2: like are we like? I just I don't know. I

897
00:42:36,960 --> 00:42:39,000
Speaker 2: just think it's if she If Jolie was gonna do

898
00:42:39,080 --> 00:42:41,239
Speaker 2: like a makeup routine fifth grade, I just think it's

899
00:42:41,280 --> 00:42:41,960
Speaker 2: too young. I really do.

900
00:42:42,160 --> 00:42:42,520
Speaker 1: I do too.

901
00:42:42,680 --> 00:42:45,680
Speaker 2: That's where I'm struggling because I so reformed again you

902
00:42:45,719 --> 00:42:48,439
Speaker 2: have a get a younger that probably started and again,

903
00:42:48,480 --> 00:42:49,480
Speaker 2: you guys have been cheer.

904
00:42:49,480 --> 00:42:53,239
Speaker 1: And so well honestly cheer. Like Emmy doesn't wear a

905
00:42:53,280 --> 00:42:55,359
Speaker 1: lot of makeup, Like even in cheer I'm like, hey,

906
00:42:55,400 --> 00:42:56,960
Speaker 1: I think you need to do more, and she's like no,

907
00:42:57,160 --> 00:42:58,320
Speaker 1: Like she will not wear eyeshadow.

908
00:42:58,480 --> 00:43:00,640
Speaker 2: That's like put this red will be well they have

909
00:43:00,800 --> 00:43:03,160
Speaker 2: to do that because you have to be like I.

910
00:43:03,200 --> 00:43:05,239
Speaker 1: Want her to have eyeshadow on so it stands out more.

911
00:43:05,239 --> 00:43:08,360
Speaker 2: And she she had to do in the eventy like

912
00:43:08,400 --> 00:43:09,840
Speaker 2: I had to put the whole things on.

913
00:43:10,120 --> 00:43:12,920
Speaker 1: But I think that that's kind of maybe helped in

914
00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:16,040
Speaker 1: a way. Like she just likes very minimal makeup. I mean,

915
00:43:16,160 --> 00:43:18,960
Speaker 1: like she's got beautiful eyelashes. She will always put mascara

916
00:43:19,040 --> 00:43:23,000
Speaker 1: on and she will curl them, you know. Sometimes she

917
00:43:23,200 --> 00:43:25,759
Speaker 1: she doesn't ever do like face like full face stuff ever,

918
00:43:25,960 --> 00:43:28,920
Speaker 1: so she doesn't do a whole lot. Ramsey sees the

919
00:43:29,000 --> 00:43:31,399
Speaker 1: older girls plays around with it at home.

920
00:43:31,719 --> 00:43:33,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, like Jolie's got makeup and a big thing, but

921
00:43:34,040 --> 00:43:35,800
Speaker 2: like she doesn't. The only thing she'll put on is

922
00:43:35,960 --> 00:43:38,080
Speaker 2: like some yeah, some lip gloss, and like I think

923
00:43:38,120 --> 00:43:39,600
Speaker 2: she put like a little glowstick on one.

924
00:43:40,120 --> 00:43:42,240
Speaker 1: I mean, Ramsey can do the whole thing. She actually

925
00:43:42,280 --> 00:43:44,200
Speaker 1: came down. She goes after she shaved, she goes, I

926
00:43:44,239 --> 00:43:45,719
Speaker 1: feel like putting on makeup. It's like, oh, you go,

927
00:43:45,840 --> 00:43:47,080
Speaker 1: but we're not going anywhere. You can go put on

928
00:43:47,160 --> 00:43:49,120
Speaker 1: some makeup. She came down. I was like, heang, girl,

929
00:43:49,239 --> 00:43:51,839
Speaker 1: actually pretty good because like I suck at makeup. That's

930
00:43:51,920 --> 00:43:53,640
Speaker 1: the other funny part, Like I have to ask immy.

931
00:43:53,640 --> 00:43:55,719
Speaker 1: I'm like, how do I even do this? Yeah, And

932
00:43:55,840 --> 00:43:57,520
Speaker 1: I've been trying to teach you for it's.

933
00:43:57,320 --> 00:43:58,080
Speaker 2: Just awful at it.

934
00:43:58,239 --> 00:44:00,799
Speaker 1: But we are spoiled because you just do it for us.

935
00:44:01,080 --> 00:44:03,080
Speaker 1: Like I don't even like to wear makeup. And maybe

936
00:44:03,120 --> 00:44:06,200
Speaker 1: that's helped too because I don't really hardly even wear makeup,

937
00:44:06,360 --> 00:44:07,279
Speaker 1: so maybe you know, so.

938
00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:09,520
Speaker 2: I think that I'm not like, yeah, I don't wear

939
00:44:09,560 --> 00:44:12,040
Speaker 2: a lot of mating and I know people who wear

940
00:44:12,040 --> 00:44:14,000
Speaker 2: a lot that then, right, And I think who you're

941
00:44:14,040 --> 00:44:18,319
Speaker 2: referring to, like where's always has a face on? Yes? Yes, yes,

942
00:44:19,920 --> 00:44:25,040
Speaker 2: that is a definitely lens than the child to be,

943
00:44:25,280 --> 00:44:26,239
Speaker 2: you know, want to be like mom.

944
00:44:26,680 --> 00:44:29,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, and I think that too, Like I'm a tinted

945
00:44:29,120 --> 00:44:33,000
Speaker 3: SPF and rule girls you know. But I also was like,

946
00:44:33,520 --> 00:44:34,800
Speaker 3: I want I don't want to make.

947
00:44:34,680 --> 00:44:36,759
Speaker 2: It like I think Jolie told me I didn't look

948
00:44:36,800 --> 00:44:38,400
Speaker 2: pretty the other day when I had a full face on.

949
00:44:38,800 --> 00:44:39,759
Speaker 2: She's like, whoa mom?

950
00:44:40,280 --> 00:44:44,040
Speaker 3: And I was like and She's like no, she was

951
00:44:44,239 --> 00:44:48,040
Speaker 3: so honest, right, Yeah, I just I feel like, and

952
00:44:48,160 --> 00:44:50,040
Speaker 3: this will lead me to the pinned. We will definitely

953
00:44:50,040 --> 00:44:51,239
Speaker 3: pin my other one because I have to.

954
00:44:51,440 --> 00:44:51,800
Speaker 1: I have to.

955
00:44:51,880 --> 00:44:53,640
Speaker 3: Really, I'm going to pray a little bout how I

956
00:44:53,719 --> 00:44:56,399
Speaker 3: phrase it, but I think it's probably relatable. But there's

957
00:44:56,520 --> 00:45:00,120
Speaker 3: just this like there is certain pockets of friends that

958
00:45:00,239 --> 00:45:02,759
Speaker 3: when we plug into, just have this very grown up

959
00:45:03,080 --> 00:45:07,080
Speaker 3: like air about them. And I we just are very

960
00:45:07,160 --> 00:45:08,840
Speaker 3: ten years old still in our house, like I've just

961
00:45:08,960 --> 00:45:12,960
Speaker 3: done my best to keep them little, you know, And

962
00:45:13,160 --> 00:45:15,680
Speaker 3: so we plug into this other group of friends where

963
00:45:16,000 --> 00:45:18,640
Speaker 3: it's all about the crushes.

964
00:45:18,200 --> 00:45:19,920
Speaker 2: And the marriage and like some of that I get

965
00:45:20,000 --> 00:45:22,279
Speaker 2: it's totally age appropriate. So I don't neednyone coming at me.

966
00:45:22,360 --> 00:45:24,000
Speaker 2: Because I played mash and I had.

967
00:45:24,040 --> 00:45:26,000
Speaker 3: I thought I was gonna be I thought I married

968
00:45:26,080 --> 00:45:28,120
Speaker 3: Joey from because on the Block because we both had asthma.

969
00:45:28,160 --> 00:45:33,480
Speaker 3: We were both capricorns, like I was positive. Yeah, yeah,

970
00:45:33,520 --> 00:45:34,080
Speaker 3: how many kids?

971
00:45:34,120 --> 00:45:36,680
Speaker 2: I always got the shack five kids with Danny.

972
00:45:37,800 --> 00:45:39,960
Speaker 3: Yeah. So, but I just am I'm just being a

973
00:45:40,040 --> 00:45:42,440
Speaker 3: little bit more because I think they are at that age.

974
00:45:42,560 --> 00:45:45,839
Speaker 3: Like the difference between ten and eleven is between fourth

975
00:45:45,880 --> 00:45:46,439
Speaker 3: and fifth grade.

976
00:45:46,520 --> 00:45:48,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's big. It's a big it's big. It's when

977
00:45:48,760 --> 00:45:51,000
Speaker 1: it all starts, fifth grade, it all starts. And the

978
00:45:51,120 --> 00:45:53,680
Speaker 1: reality is is depending on who they're around. Emmy was

979
00:45:53,680 --> 00:45:55,560
Speaker 1: always more grown up and it wasn't in a makeup

980
00:45:55,640 --> 00:45:58,160
Speaker 1: way that she was around older cheerleaders, you know, so

981
00:45:58,520 --> 00:46:01,719
Speaker 1: it's she just is, you know. And then Ramsey not

982
00:46:01,760 --> 00:46:04,680
Speaker 1: as much. Ramsey seems a lot younger at ten than

983
00:46:04,800 --> 00:46:07,280
Speaker 1: Emmy did, you know. So I just think it depends

984
00:46:07,320 --> 00:46:10,239
Speaker 1: on the kids. They're all very different. And you know,

985
00:46:10,400 --> 00:46:12,000
Speaker 1: even Emmy and I were having this conversation the other

986
00:46:12,080 --> 00:46:14,200
Speaker 1: day because her kind of new group of friends at

987
00:46:14,239 --> 00:46:18,520
Speaker 1: the new school, they're very different, very different, which I

988
00:46:18,640 --> 00:46:20,600
Speaker 1: will well, I want to talk about that all.

989
00:46:20,520 --> 00:46:22,719
Speaker 2: List as perfect as it's going to go perfectly with

990
00:46:22,880 --> 00:46:24,120
Speaker 2: my pen for next week.

991
00:46:24,239 --> 00:46:27,000
Speaker 1: But just explaining to her how even at your age,

992
00:46:27,200 --> 00:46:30,200
Speaker 1: like everybody's very different, and how you know there are

993
00:46:30,239 --> 00:46:32,640
Speaker 1: already girls at that age they're not going out not

994
00:46:32,800 --> 00:46:38,560
Speaker 1: looking like Prestine put together, you know, activewear, but like

995
00:46:38,719 --> 00:46:39,400
Speaker 1: put together.

996
00:46:39,719 --> 00:46:39,880
Speaker 3: You know.

997
00:46:41,080 --> 00:46:43,600
Speaker 1: Well, it's going into high school, oh yeah, which is normal.

998
00:46:43,640 --> 00:46:46,359
Speaker 1: But at the same time, there's a lot of they're like, uh,

999
00:46:46,440 --> 00:46:48,080
Speaker 1: I'm a hot mess. Let's be a hot mess together.

1000
00:46:48,120 --> 00:46:50,560
Speaker 1: We're going to the Starbucks, you know, right. So there's

1001
00:46:50,640 --> 00:46:53,760
Speaker 1: just varying a lot of different in the different areas

1002
00:46:53,840 --> 00:46:56,560
Speaker 1: and different It's just it's been very interesting.

1003
00:46:56,800 --> 00:46:58,560
Speaker 2: All of that, all very different. Well, I can't wait

1004
00:46:58,600 --> 00:47:03,080
Speaker 2: to chat school and all the different ages of school

1005
00:47:03,120 --> 00:47:06,520
Speaker 2: that we're going into. I've got some major changes happening

1006
00:47:06,560 --> 00:47:09,319
Speaker 2: that Kat knows about on the young side of things.

1007
00:47:09,560 --> 00:47:13,799
Speaker 2: I can't know. Stay tuned to your listeners. But let's

1008
00:47:13,840 --> 00:47:15,920
Speaker 2: just go out and just be positive because we're still

1009
00:47:15,960 --> 00:47:17,640
Speaker 2: in the Lions portal, guys, I'll go back to it

1010
00:47:17,719 --> 00:47:19,160
Speaker 2: all right, Let's just be positive.

1011
00:47:19,480 --> 00:47:21,160
Speaker 3: All I know for sure is that we will not

1012
00:47:21,360 --> 00:47:27,960
Speaker 3: have this much as we as we age on. All

1013
00:47:28,000 --> 00:47:29,480
Speaker 3: I know for sure is I can't talk and get

1014
00:47:29,480 --> 00:47:32,239
Speaker 3: baby neither, guys. All I know for sure is this

1015
00:47:32,560 --> 00:47:35,239
Speaker 3: is the youngest we will be yes moving forward, do

1016
00:47:35,239 --> 00:47:36,719
Speaker 3: you know what I mean? So, like we should just

1017
00:47:36,840 --> 00:47:39,440
Speaker 3: I'm trying to just move into a different headspace altogether.

1018
00:47:39,640 --> 00:47:41,279
Speaker 3: And ten years from now, I'm gonna wish I was

1019
00:47:41,320 --> 00:47:44,560
Speaker 3: wearing and doing and living and appreciating all the season exactly.

1020
00:47:44,719 --> 00:47:49,279
Speaker 2: And remember, for those my little anxiety fear people, what

1021
00:47:49,480 --> 00:47:51,280
Speaker 2: is today? What do we know to be true? Today?

1022
00:47:52,120 --> 00:47:57,160
Speaker 2: We are good. I am safe for the moment I've

1023
00:47:57,160 --> 00:47:58,520
Speaker 2: been now it's a big question mark. And if you

1024
00:47:58,520 --> 00:48:01,040
Speaker 2: see you're walking around the neighborhood, I am safe. It's

1025
00:48:01,280 --> 00:48:05,560
Speaker 2: nice to meet you. To save her. I love you, Taylor.

1026
00:48:06,760 --> 00:48:12,240
Speaker 2: Don't call the cop. She's fine. She's just manifesting. It's shite, okay,

1027
00:48:13,440 --> 00:48:15,280
Speaker 2: shape Bye guys, byee