Speaker 1: Welcome to Can'tfuley Reckless, the production of iHeart Radio and
Speaker 1: The Black Effect. What Up, y'all? Welcome back to you
Speaker 1: get another Canfully Reckless episode with your girl Jess Ilarius.
Speaker 1: I will be fixed and mess like I do all
Speaker 1: the time each and every week, each and every Wednesday,
Speaker 1: you catch me on the Black Effect podcast. So we
Speaker 1: got voice memos that we're gonna jump straight in. Let's
Speaker 1: get it.
Speaker 2: Here's my mess, Jess, and I hope you can fix it.
Speaker 1: I am.
Speaker 3: I am twenty three years old and fixing and get
Speaker 3: a divorce. Let me tell you why.
Speaker 2: And like really, I just need to.
Speaker 3: Know if I'm wrong, because I kind of feel like
Speaker 3: I am, but I might not be, you know, so
Speaker 3: I want to give myself the benefit of the doubt.
Speaker 2: So here's what happened.
Speaker 3: Been in the same relationship with the same girl six
Speaker 3: going on seven years.
Speaker 2: I mean we've been on and off, you know what
Speaker 2: I'm saying, Like we didn't consistently stay together, but like we've.
Speaker 3: Been together like for the past six for seven years.
Speaker 3: Everybody around me know that's for me and I am
Speaker 3: for her, Like it was no question about it even
Speaker 3: when we wasn't together. Like, fuck with who you wanna
Speaker 3: fuck with. You know where home is at. You know
Speaker 3: what I'm saying. But it just got to the point
Speaker 3: just where it was like too toxic. So this last
Speaker 3: November that just passed, I lost my grandmother.
Speaker 2: She meant everything in the fucking world to me. Though.
Speaker 2: This woman raised me, This woman took care of me.
Speaker 2: She is like the epitome of strong Black women. And
Speaker 2: I learned.
Speaker 3: Everything that I know about being a strong Black woman
Speaker 3: from her. I lost my grandmother on the ninth of November.
Speaker 3: My wife left me on the seventeenth. Now here's where
Speaker 3: shit starts to get juicy. Right whole time my wife
Speaker 3: left me, I'm telling her, like, baby, listen, I'm gonna
Speaker 3: do everything I can to make this right.
Speaker 2: Like I'm gonna figure out how to be a good
Speaker 2: wife for you.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna figure out how to be a good mom.
Speaker 2: Oh because mind you, she like cheated on me and
Speaker 2: had a baby.
Speaker 3: But I love my baby. That is my child, bro,
Speaker 3: Like I was. I was in the room when he
Speaker 3: was born, like watched him come into this world. There's
Speaker 3: nobody on this earth that could tell me that's not
Speaker 3: my child.
Speaker 2: Nobody.
Speaker 3: I don't care there is nobody on this earth that
Speaker 3: could tell me that's not my son.
Speaker 1: Man.
Speaker 3: So I'm telling her, like, you know, I'm gonna be
Speaker 3: a better wife, Like I'm gonna be a better partner
Speaker 3: to you, like all this other stuff. While she's gone, Like, bro,
Speaker 3: she left me, and I'm telling her all this, right,
Speaker 3: So I kind of told her like, yo, let's.
Speaker 2: Try and fix this.
Speaker 3: Let's let's put some effort in. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 3: Like I'm putting in an effort, like help me a little bit, please.
Speaker 3: So she kind of entertained me for about a month
Speaker 3: and a half, two months. I'm not gonna say she
Speaker 3: put in the same amount of effort.
Speaker 1: I did, perfect word, she.
Speaker 3: Did entertain the idea, so like I can appreciate that,
Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: But it just got to a point just where I
Speaker 2: was like, bro, like.
Speaker 3: You not even giving me ten percent of what I'm
Speaker 3: giving you.
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. And I understand marriage is hard.
Speaker 2: That's why everybody keep telling me.
Speaker 3: Bro, And that's why I feel so wrong about this,
Speaker 3: because everybody keeps saying, well, marriage is hard, y'all need
Speaker 3: to work it out, y'all need.
Speaker 2: To work on it. God, been fucking trying to work
Speaker 2: on this shit. Bro. I can't work whenever. All I'm
Speaker 2: working with is a damn brick wall, you know what
Speaker 2: I mean. I'm over here working by my damn self. Bro.
Speaker 3: So, like I finally just told her, like, listen, I'm
Speaker 3: not gonna do all this confusion. I'm not gonna go
Speaker 3: back and forth, like if you want to be with me,
Speaker 3: tell me you want to be with me, and we'll
Speaker 3: fucking work. I will put in work every minute of
Speaker 3: every day. So side note, her and my sister are
Speaker 3: best friends. I have not asked them to cut that
Speaker 3: friendship because I understand that they are both emotionally.
Speaker 2: Supportive to each other and they need each other. My
Speaker 2: sister's going through a lot, obviously, my wife's going through
Speaker 2: a lot. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: I'm not asking either one of them to go through
Speaker 3: that alone, for real, I'm not whatever. I'm helping my
Speaker 3: sister move into her new apartment, and my ex was there,
Speaker 3: but like they had this dude there that was helping
Speaker 3: my sister too.
Speaker 2: Like helping me lift the counsel and stuff.
Speaker 3: Because I couldn't listen by myself and dudes start flirt
Speaker 3: with my wife right in front of me, and my
Speaker 3: wife started flirting back right in front of me.
Speaker 2: So I fucking left, I did. I put the couch down.
Speaker 2: I got in the fuck apartment, I put it down.
Speaker 2: I left. I said, y'all figure this shit the fuck out. Now.
Speaker 2: My sister understood while I left.
Speaker 3: My ex on the other hand, started calling me childish
Speaker 3: and y'all list and that the third calling me disrespectful.
Speaker 2: I said, Bro, you're talking about disrespect but you flirted
Speaker 2: right in front of my face. Okay, whatever.
Speaker 3: So I basically told her, like, listen, if it's not
Speaker 3: about our child, if it's not about pickups and drop
Speaker 3: offs and you know, school and all of that, we
Speaker 3: don't need to talk no more. For real, we don't.
Speaker 3: And now that I have said that, just it's like
Speaker 3: every time I turn around, she want to offer something else.
Speaker 2: She wanted to talk about something.
Speaker 3: Now we got conversations out to ask. We got to like,
Speaker 3: where the fuck was these conversations whenever.
Speaker 2: I was sitting here begging you for him, bro? Yeah,
Speaker 2: Like I don't get it. Bro.
Speaker 1: Now I'm not chasing or ask no more. It's like, oh,
Speaker 1: why you're not chasing something ain't right now you want
Speaker 1: to come back and everything is you know, now you
Speaker 1: want to start paying attention and shit, And like.
Speaker 3: I'm a real spiritual person, so like on the backside.
Speaker 2: Of this, I'm sitting here praying God.
Speaker 3: I'm begging God, like, bro, tell me what I tell me,
Speaker 3: what it is I'm supposed to be doing, show me
Speaker 3: the ways, like show me the past that you have
Speaker 3: laid out for me.
Speaker 2: Please don't like tell me you know. And I finally
Speaker 2: heard God tell me one night. He said, Bro, just
Speaker 2: give up, just stop. Just stop. That's not that's not
Speaker 2: feeding you, that's not working for you.
Speaker 1: To stop.
Speaker 3: And then right after God told me to stop, I
Speaker 3: start to seeing all these things, and I feel like,
Speaker 3: like it's so confusing because it's good things. It looks
Speaker 3: like it's good things or things that I want. But
Speaker 3: at the same time, the Bible says that the devil.
Speaker 2: Can come in me.
Speaker 1: Yeah, there you go.
Speaker 2: I'm so caught, Like, there you go. Why why did
Speaker 2: it take.
Speaker 3: You so long to do the things that I'm begging
Speaker 3: you to do? And then why as soon as God
Speaker 3: told me to stop begging, why did I start getting.
Speaker 1: Those things from you?
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, but that.
Speaker 3: Feels kind of manipulative, bro, Like I feel devil trying
Speaker 3: to work his way in and I'm not really having that.
Speaker 1: Just no, well don't that's what you gotta do. You
Speaker 1: can't let him have it.
Speaker 2: Girl, I know this is like seven minutes of bullshit.
Speaker 3: It's not all of that to say, Am I wrong
Speaker 3: for leaving a relationship? No, I know you're probably gonna
Speaker 3: need some a little bit more contact, if you know.
Speaker 3: If you do, just fucking let me know and I'll
Speaker 3: get back to you, just like you always say you're
Speaker 3: gonna have to get back to me.
Speaker 2: I'll get back to you. But like, no, I really
Speaker 2: cut it. I cut all of it. I told like, no,
Speaker 2: you can't come spend night at the house.
Speaker 3: No more like he could still come, our son can
Speaker 3: still come, but you can't.
Speaker 2: Like no, I can't. I can't send you no money
Speaker 2: for gas.
Speaker 3: I can put gas in your car so you can
Speaker 3: give my son to school, but I'm not gonna send
Speaker 3: you no one hundred dollars or nothing like that, Like no,
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna pay this and that, Like all I'm
Speaker 3: focused on is my child now, and part of me
Speaker 3: feels bad about that for real, I really do, because
Speaker 3: I've never in all the years we've been together.
Speaker 2: I've never done that. But the other part of me
Speaker 2: like this what I need to heal.
Speaker 1: Yeah, absolutely, you're right, but just the sick girl like
Speaker 1: I'm sorry for rambling.
Speaker 2: If you could help me, please do. If you can't,
Speaker 2: at least talking to shit. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: Make me laugh about.
Speaker 3: This sua oh girl, so I can get it up
Speaker 3: out of my head.
Speaker 1: Man, Yeah, I just.
Speaker 2: Yeah, just just help me out, please.
Speaker 1: I got it. Please please please, I got you, baby girl.
Speaker 1: Hold up, Hold up, I know the ship getting good,
Speaker 1: but listen to just a couple seconds of a commercial.
Speaker 1: If you love me, you'll listen, Okay. So look, this
Speaker 1: is what it sounds like to me. I know you've
Speaker 1: been on off, you know, on again, off again. I
Speaker 1: think you said on and off again or a six
Speaker 1: seven year relationship. All right, but you know y'all got
Speaker 1: you said, y'all, got your toxic wage, y'all. You know
Speaker 1: y'all going through shit. No relationship is perfect. At the
Speaker 1: end of the day, she stepped out and she cheated
Speaker 1: on you and came back with a baby, not only
Speaker 1: was that just her cheating, but to come back with
Speaker 1: a baby, you know, you laid down with somebody unprotected
Speaker 1: and you actually allowed yourself to bring a life into
Speaker 1: this world that we didn't give each other permission to
Speaker 1: go do. I mean, you guys both are women, and
Speaker 1: it's certain becauss you have to take when two women
Speaker 1: are trying to have a baby. You know, and I
Speaker 1: want to know, is this something that you two ever
Speaker 1: talked about having kids to get being married and starting
Speaker 1: a family, because if so, how she did it was
Speaker 1: fucked up from the jump. The way she went about
Speaker 1: it was was super affed up. To me. That was
Speaker 1: flag one portrayal. You know, you went and you went
Speaker 1: and go lay down with a nigga. I don't know
Speaker 1: if she's bisexual. I don't know if you guys are
Speaker 1: just you know, lesbian or you know, you just going
Speaker 1: one way. I'm not sure, but something tells me that
Speaker 1: that was not the case. I'm not sure. You got
Speaker 1: to let me know, give me that thing. I don't
Speaker 1: really need too much contact. You told me everything that
Speaker 1: was great enough for me to advise you afterwards. But
Speaker 1: I just want to know if she when you met
Speaker 1: her were you under the imperson that she was just gay,
Speaker 1: or she went both ways, polyamorous, you know, bisexual, whatever
Speaker 1: she identifies as. Did y'all clarify that. That's first, Like
Speaker 1: I said, that's a red flag. She stepped out, brought
Speaker 1: her baby back, and now you're raising the baby. So
Speaker 1: not only does she step out with a nigga, she
Speaker 1: stepped out with an aint shit nigga. Because that baby
Speaker 1: has two moms and no father. You know, well biologically
Speaker 1: a father, but has no dad. You know what I mean.
Speaker 1: That's your baby. Can't nobody tell you nothing else? That
Speaker 1: is your child. And I love how you are so
Speaker 1: open to say that. You know, I stepped up to
Speaker 1: take care of this child. You know, my wife stepped
Speaker 1: out on me. But boom, we made it work. As
Speaker 1: far as people saying, oh, marriage is hard, marriage is hard,
Speaker 1: marriage is hard, I honestly feel like you don't talk
Speaker 1: to married people about marriage. You do marriage your own way.
Speaker 1: You know, everybody's marriage is different. We got some fucked
Speaker 1: up marriages, we got some hard marriages, we got some
Speaker 1: easy marriages. We got people who don't look at their
Speaker 1: marriage as work. When you look at it as work,
Speaker 1: you get tired. Of because niggas get tired of going
Speaker 1: to work. You understand what I'm saying. You can't compare
Speaker 1: your marriage to a job. Although there is work that
Speaker 1: has to be done, there is foundation that has to
Speaker 1: be built, there are personalities that has to be learned,
Speaker 1: there are compromising situations that need to be addressed, and
Speaker 1: all that type of just's all types of work that
Speaker 1: goes into it. But if you do it with the
Speaker 1: right person, it doesn't really seem like work. It seems
Speaker 1: like just something that you're working to make perfect. You
Speaker 1: understand what I'm saying. It doesn't seem like work. It
Speaker 1: just seems like something that you're working to make beautiful
Speaker 1: or working to keep beautiful and sacred and precious and private.
Speaker 1: That's also the problem with marriage is today a lot
Speaker 1: of marriages are so fucking loud everybody hears it. So
Speaker 1: everybody now is in your business and shit, and you
Speaker 1: let people in your business, and you let how other
Speaker 1: people feel about your business fuck with you. You know, a
Speaker 1: marriage is supposed to be between two people, and with
Speaker 1: that being said, everything is inclusive. There's a husband, a wife,
Speaker 1: a wife, a wife, a husband, husband, whatever it is
Speaker 1: you both put in the equal amount of work. Like
Speaker 1: you said, you felt like you was doing it with
Speaker 1: a brick wall. You said, she entertained you when she
Speaker 1: came back. She entertained it for a few months. The
Speaker 1: y'all got back together and all that shit. She entertained.
Speaker 1: That was the perfect word, because you were being tolerated.
Speaker 1: That's what it was. She was just entertaining the idea,
Speaker 1: just to say she did give it a try. Her
Speaker 1: heart was never there now I'm not saying before. Her
Speaker 1: heart never got back once she cheated, and once she
Speaker 1: got you know, started treating you that way, and you
Speaker 1: chasing her, and y'all weren't even together when you was
Speaker 1: telling her that you would be the best you that
Speaker 1: you could beat. For y'all, family, for that baby, for
Speaker 1: your son, everything you know, all inclusive, like a family
Speaker 1: and a marriage should be. She wasn't stunning it. She
Speaker 1: didn't give a fuck. She was already out still doing her,
Speaker 1: I bet, but still falling back on you because you
Speaker 1: take care of her. You've always taken care of her physically, financially,
Speaker 1: You've always taken care of even when y'all fell up
Speaker 1: on hard times. If so, you know, you've always understood
Speaker 1: what a healthy relationship was all about. And she didn't.
Speaker 1: Y'all in two different spaces in your life. Y'all been
Speaker 1: into different places in your life. You just couldn't see
Speaker 1: it yet. I love how you're very aware. You're spiritual.
Speaker 1: So God makes his children aware of the dangers around them.
Speaker 1: He makes us, He opens our eyes to things that
Speaker 1: we couldn't see before. See. This is why I don't
Speaker 1: like to get the devil credit, because sometimes God will
Speaker 1: even allow the same thing to keep hurting you until
Speaker 1: you stop it, until you walk away from it. Because
Speaker 1: sometimes we put what we want over what we need,
Speaker 1: over what feeds us. And you said, God spoke to
Speaker 1: you and said, this is not feeding you. Give up.
Speaker 1: It's not making you. It's breaking you. Okay, it's not
Speaker 1: filling you up, it's draining you. Okay. Another thing you're
Speaker 1: not gonna like that. I'm gonna say you might have
Speaker 1: to break time with that baby as well, because that's
Speaker 1: her seed, that's her seed from another man. You watch
Speaker 1: that baby be born, you help raise that baby, You
Speaker 1: are taking care currently of that baby. But you may
Speaker 1: have to break those ties because she's always going to
Speaker 1: use the baby for manipulation. I bet you. I don't
Speaker 1: need to know how old she is. I don't need
Speaker 1: to know it. I don't need to know nothing else.
Speaker 1: She's going to use the fact that you are that
Speaker 1: baby's mother and you've been there since the birth. And
Speaker 1: the daddy probably ain't shit. He ain't worth for half
Speaker 1: a fucking penny, probably so, But she wants her child
Speaker 1: to know what a family is. Even if she got
Speaker 1: to force you to stay in her life by staying
Speaker 1: in the child's life, she'll do that. That's not good.
Speaker 1: That's not good because she's still taking advantage of you.
Speaker 1: She's still using you, and that's not what somebody who
Speaker 1: loves a person does not at all. If you love me,
Speaker 1: you'll listen to this commercial and then we'll be right back.
Speaker 1: I want to tell you this. I was in a
Speaker 1: relationship before with somebody who did the same exact thing
Speaker 1: that she did. I had to break up with this
Speaker 1: guy and stop chasing him and stop begging him to
Speaker 1: be with me, stop begging him to love me like
Speaker 1: I loved him. I had to stop doing all of that.
Speaker 1: Fell back. I didn't move on with another person quickly.
Speaker 1: You know. It took me a while because I was
Speaker 1: still on him, but I let my dignity go a
Speaker 1: little bit doing that, begging a man to you listen,
Speaker 1: I know, you know what it's like, because you just
Speaker 1: begged a woman to be with you. I begged a
Speaker 1: man to be with me who knew he wanted to
Speaker 1: be with me, but he was just so fucking prideful
Speaker 1: with a big ass ego. He didn't even fucking realize
Speaker 1: that I was the one until I left. I fell
Speaker 1: the fuck back and I moved the fuck on, and
Speaker 1: now you on my ass. Now you're in my ass.
Speaker 1: Now it's like, oh, damn, she ain't chasing me. As
Speaker 1: long as a person can look back and see you
Speaker 1: chasing them, they comfortable. They gonna take their time any
Speaker 1: event he looked back and you ain't there no more.
Speaker 1: It's like, oh, hold up now by myself, hold up,
Speaker 1: hod up? Why the fuck she not chasing me? What
Speaker 1: was this? Is new schedule programming? What the fuck is
Speaker 1: going on?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 1: What is this? It puts them in a panic because
Speaker 1: they always expect for you to fucking be there when
Speaker 1: they want to fall back on you, when they want
Speaker 1: to be caught for the time being, and then they
Speaker 1: want to run off again and now you got to
Speaker 1: start the race of chasing them again. That's not what
Speaker 1: we're doing. That's not what you're doing either. You're going
Speaker 1: to take your own advice, because I bet you don't
Speaker 1: even realize you gave your self advice talking to me,
Speaker 1: telling me your story. You talk to God about it.
Speaker 1: God came back and told you. You know, but then,
Speaker 1: like you said, you felt like the devil came and
Speaker 1: now I think that was still God. I think that
Speaker 1: was still God, And in my opinion, that was still God.
Speaker 1: We're not gonna give the devil no credit. Now we
Speaker 1: know he exists, and we know that he played He
Speaker 1: don't play fair either. But we also know that God
Speaker 1: loves to teach us lessons, and when he felt like
Speaker 1: we not learning, maybe he'll switch up how we learn.
Speaker 1: He'll switch up the work sheet on us. Well, we'll
Speaker 1: switch You know, it's a thousand ways of skin of cat, right,
Speaker 1: maybe the first way ain't work. So, man, he gonna
Speaker 1: hit you this way. Now, he's gonna want He wants
Speaker 1: you to do it this way. God said, look, let
Speaker 1: it go. Then she started acting great again. Oh my God,
Speaker 1: you know blah blah blah blah blah, doing everything you wanted.
Speaker 1: But God already told you to let it go. Right,
Speaker 1: she came back, started acting crazy again. God told you
Speaker 1: let it go. God said, oh, oh, you ain't gonna
Speaker 1: believe me. You ain't gonna take the advice I gave you.
Speaker 1: You still want her to keep treating you bad, to
Speaker 1: keep showing you that she ain't shit. All right, cool,
Speaker 1: let her keep showing you that you ain't shit. I
Speaker 1: ain't gonna tell you again let it go. I'm just
Speaker 1: gonna have to make her show you that she should
Speaker 1: be let go because God was trying to protect you
Speaker 1: from further hurt telling you to give up. All we
Speaker 1: gotta do is listen. I know you heard him because
Speaker 1: you repeated to me what he said to you. You know,
Speaker 1: but you weren't listening because you didn't. You didn't do
Speaker 1: you didn't act on it. It wasn't an action. I
Speaker 1: want you to really, really, really sit with yourself and
Speaker 1: think about what you deserve, think about what you want,
Speaker 1: think about moving forward, which you will tolerating what you
Speaker 1: will not tolerate because you're not going back there. It
Speaker 1: might be hard to wing yourself off that baby, but
Speaker 1: that's what you're gonna have to do. You gotta break
Speaker 1: tithes with Shorty because she she I'm not saying she
Speaker 1: don't give a fuck about you. She don't care like
Speaker 1: you care. She don't really have a genuine heart for
Speaker 1: you. You know, I think she appreciates you loving her child,
Speaker 1: but I don't think there's anything there with her. And
Speaker 1: so I think you did great by even opening up
Speaker 1: to me about this. You know, I give kudos to
Speaker 1: all the men and women who open up themselves, you know,
Speaker 1: to me and even trusting me. You know, y'all know
Speaker 1: who I am. You know I'm just with the mess.
Speaker 1: My news is real.
Speaker 2: You know.
Speaker 1: I'm also known as clapback Queen. I'm also known to
Speaker 1: talk shit about any and everybody, whatever, whatever. But what
Speaker 1: I do want everybody to take from carefully reckless and
Speaker 1: just fix my mess, is that I do genuinely care
Speaker 1: about people. I really do. I care about people, and
Speaker 1: I care what hurts people too. I'm a glutton for
Speaker 1: helping people and giving them my personal experience because I
Speaker 1: learned from all experiences. What makes me wise is other
Speaker 1: people's experiences and seeing how they handled it, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, going through certain situations and because y'all.
Speaker 1: Some of y'all. Y'all might call up with y'all mess
Speaker 1: on Breakfast Club, whether I fix your mess on Breakfast Club,
Speaker 1: whether I fixed your mess last weekend at the Beatt Awards,
Speaker 1: you know, or whether I fix it on my podcast.
Speaker 1: So what I got friends that just called me like, Yo,
Speaker 1: you fix a nigga's mess. You know, strangers mask away,
Speaker 1: fix mine. You're talking to a bunch of strangers every
Speaker 1: week fixing that mess. Yo. My grandfather called me and
Speaker 1: asked me about some mess he needed me to fix.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like, even if I've never
Speaker 1: been through the situation that you guys are privying me to,
Speaker 1: I guarantee you I can still pull something out of
Speaker 1: my head to relate to you. I give some of
Speaker 1: the best advice. I'm just gonna say that I give
Speaker 1: some of the best advice. So check back in with me.
Speaker 1: I know you are an avid, carefully reckless listener. I
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Speaker 1: I really do. I want you to stand on your strength, babe,
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