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Speaker 1: Call from Austin.

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Speaker 2: Austin, Hey man, what can you make Austin?

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Speaker 1: Not much? I'm pretty terrible with my hands.

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Speaker 2: Actually, you can make things without your hands. You can

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Speaker 2: make things with your mind. You can make ideas true.

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Speaker 1: Oh, I've just been terrible with making things all my life. Like,

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Speaker 1: I don't know, it's I've been more of a person

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Speaker 1: that just watches people make stuff.

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Speaker 2: Do you have a desire to make things? Or are

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Speaker 2: you okay sitting by passively observing other people make things?

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Speaker 1: I don't care. What's sitting back and watching other people. Uh,

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Speaker 1: it's more of that. I'm just scared to like mess up.

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Speaker 2: What's something that you would make if you were not

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Speaker 2: scared to mess it up, if you knew that it

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Speaker 2: would come out perfectly.

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Speaker 1: I would build a bridge between Mars and like Earth, Okay,

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Speaker 1: and then I'd put like a slide on it. Okay.

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Speaker 2: Would you charge people money to go down the slide?

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Speaker 1: Yes?

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Speaker 2: But money? Would you charge them to go down the slide?

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Speaker 1: I'd charge them like twenty five cents, okay, twenty five cents,

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Speaker 1: About twenty five cents.

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Speaker 2: I feel as though the cost of maintenance of a

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Speaker 2: slide between Mars and the earth would be very expensive,

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Speaker 2: and I don't think that you could fund it by

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Speaker 2: only charging twenty five cents to go down the slide.

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Speaker 1: See, yeah, I told you I'm not really good at

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Speaker 1: like exact things.

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Speaker 2: I think that's okay.

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Speaker 1: What would you do if you weren't a gecko.

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Speaker 2: But a rat? What did you say?

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Speaker 1: Her name was Austin?

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Speaker 2: Thank you for calling Austin.

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Speaker 1: Bye.

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Speaker 2: Never goes on the line. Thank you? Your phone calls

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Speaker 2: every night. Everything goes to any side. I was teaching

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Speaker 2: you a loud Your line is not really an.

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Speaker 3: Expert all from Malak.

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Speaker 2: Malik? Yeah, how can I help him?

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Speaker 4: Alak uh?

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Speaker 5: I don't know.

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Speaker 2: Wand speaker phe no, but just near the chat okay,

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Speaker 2: you ould uh go ahead? Do my favorite? Don't look

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Speaker 2: at the chat the only chat going on with you

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Speaker 2: and I.

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Speaker 5: I'm on.

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Speaker 4: I left, I left the room.

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Speaker 2: Entirely, Malik. So you don't know.

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Speaker 4: How you can help me?

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Speaker 2: No, I don't know how I can help you.

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Speaker 6: Do you need help?

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Speaker 7: No?

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Speaker 2: No, even if you did need help, pretend first you

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Speaker 2: needed help. Pretend that you help. Okay, could I even

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Speaker 2: help you? Oh?

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Speaker 5: Definitely?

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Speaker 4: Yeah?

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Speaker 8: Really, yeah for sure?

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Speaker 4: How can I help you? Honestly? Yes, I think I

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Speaker 4: just need somebody to talk to you right now?

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Speaker 2: You need someone to talk to about it.

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Speaker 4: I'll like you pick this is yours.

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Speaker 2: You need someone to talk to? Why do you need

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Speaker 2: someone to talk to? Are you alone?

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Speaker 4: No? No, I'm not.

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Speaker 2: Why do you need someone to talk to?

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Speaker 4: I don't know. I feel like I feel like that's

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Speaker 4: the thing I said to answer your question?

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Speaker 2: Interesting? Do you why do you feel pressure to answer

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Speaker 2: that question with a concrete answer as opposed to continuing

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Speaker 2: to admit that you don't know.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I don't know.

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Speaker 4: That's oh don't Yeah, I don't have an answer for that.

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Speaker 4: It's a good it's a good question, though.

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Speaker 2: That's okay. Do you describe for me if you will.

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Speaker 2: Do you remember the moment, like, do you remember how

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Speaker 2: you felt when you gave me that answer that you

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Speaker 2: needed someone to talk to? Do you remember, like, could

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Speaker 2: you kind of describe it sounded those though you felt

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Speaker 2: some sort of pressure or some sort of stress to

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Speaker 2: provide an answer. Would you would you be willing to

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Speaker 2: go into detail about that pressure of stress that you

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Speaker 2: may have felt.

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Speaker 4: Sure, Yeah, I think it was not wanting I think

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Speaker 4: it was looking for a way out.

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Speaker 6: I guess of not.

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Speaker 4: Having a reason or an answer to your question. It's

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Speaker 4: kind of almost think.

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Speaker 2: Gave the the I asked you a question, and the

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Speaker 2: ball was in your court because I'd ask you a question,

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Speaker 2: and that created some tension, right, and that tension made

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Speaker 2: you uncomfortable, and to avoid feeling uncomfortable and believe that tension,

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Speaker 2: you answered with something that wasn't entirely true.

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Speaker 4: Absolutely, I think it was the unexpected on top of

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Speaker 4: that as well as the as far as the pressure, yeah, definitely.

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Speaker 2: And how do you feel right now?

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Speaker 4: Relieved?

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Speaker 8: For some reason?

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Speaker 4: I feel like just being able to talk about that

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Speaker 4: is like the sense of relief.

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Speaker 9: Definitely.

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Speaker 2: Okay, So would you say that this helped?

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Speaker 6: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah I did.

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Speaker 2: I'm glad to hear that.

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Speaker 5: Thanks do, thank you.

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Speaker 2: You have Aggress of the night.

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Speaker 3: All from Emma.

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Speaker 5: Emma, Oh my god?

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Speaker 3: Yeah? Ye?

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Speaker 2: What's up dude?

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Speaker 3: Nothing, okay, I got you have a speaker phone?

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Speaker 8: Now?

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Speaker 2: Have we ever spoken before? Emma?

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Speaker 3: No?

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Speaker 7: Sorry?

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Speaker 3: Hold on? Are you talking now or is.

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Speaker 2: It just me I'm talking? It's we're both talking, I

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Speaker 2: presume to each other. I'm talking to you. I don't

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Speaker 2: know if you're talking to me, but.

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Speaker 3: True, I'm not. I wasn't talking the whole time.

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Speaker 2: Do you are you just now?

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Speaker 3: Yeah? That is true anyway, Sure, I wasn't prepared. What

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Speaker 3: can I make? Almost nothing?

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Speaker 1: I don't know.

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Speaker 3: What can you make? Like a yeah, what can you make?

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Speaker 3: So I don't know. Okay, the only thing that I

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Speaker 3: can make, and it's not that interesting at all. But uh,

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Speaker 3: those little like when you put your straw, like the

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Speaker 3: little paper things I you like, take the little top

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Speaker 3: off your boat, rip it off all nicely and I

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Speaker 3: can fold it up into a little star.

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Speaker 2: Ah right, nice.

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Speaker 3: Very cute. I impress everybody at the table every time.

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Speaker 2: How often do you do? You do that every time

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Speaker 2: that you are presented with the opportunity to every single time?

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: And does it impress the people around you?

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Speaker 1: Oh?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, so I got I feel good when the people

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Speaker 2: around you are impressed with you.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, because it's like creative and I can use my hands.

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Speaker 3: But you also don't have to talk.

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Speaker 2: Are you adverse to talking in general?

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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Speaker 8: Hm?

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Speaker 2: Did you call in this now? Now? You called in

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Speaker 2: this evening to my little Gecko talk show while with

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Speaker 2: the knowledge that you are adverse to talking? Did you

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Speaker 2: do so in the hopes of overcoming that aversion by

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Speaker 2: forcing yourself into a situation in which you knew you

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Speaker 2: would have to talk.

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Speaker 3: Actually a little bit. Yes, you nailed it.

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Speaker 2: I respect that. I respect that. And what sparked this

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Speaker 2: desire to overcome this aversion?

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Speaker 3: I don't know. My therapist told me to.

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Speaker 2: Your therapist told you to Yeah? What did your therapists

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Speaker 2: tell you? Exactly?

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Speaker 3: I mean, just talk to people, be nice, make friends.

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Speaker 2: Told you to talk to people, be nice and make friends?

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Speaker 2: And when did they tell you this?

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Speaker 3: Every time?

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Speaker 2: Do you find yourself often making efforts to talk to people,

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Speaker 2: be nice, and make friends.

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Speaker 3: No. I usually let people talk to me first, okay,

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Speaker 3: and then I can do the nice stuff.

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Speaker 2: Okay. Do you consider yourself not a nice person?

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Speaker 7: No?

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Speaker 3: I mean, I don't know. I feel like that's really loaded,

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Speaker 3: because anybody can consider themselves.

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Speaker 5: But I think so.

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Speaker 3: I think I'm nice.

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Speaker 2: What about you do you think makes you nice?

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Speaker 3: People tell me I'm nice, and I try to be

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Speaker 3: nice whenever I can.

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Speaker 2: Who's the last person that told you that you were nice?

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Speaker 3: I don't know. I lit no idea. Somebody, I'm sure.

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Speaker 2: Who in your life do you think has the most

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Speaker 2: positive image of you?

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Speaker 6: My dog your dog.

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Speaker 2: And why do you think your dog has such a

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Speaker 2: positive image of you?

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Speaker 3: Well, because I'm so nice to her.

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Speaker 2: What do you do for him?

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Speaker 3: Everything? I take her own walks, I brush her even

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Speaker 3: tho while she doesn't like the brushing, of course, but

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Speaker 3: it's got a brush her to you feeder, and I mean,

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Speaker 3: people are mean to their dogs. I'm never mean to her.

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Speaker 2: People are mean to their dogs. It's so good that

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Speaker 2: you're not mean.

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Speaker 3: Can I ask you a question?

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Speaker 2: Sure?

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Speaker 3: Are you passionate about anything like even this?

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Speaker 2: I think so. I think I'm passionate about things. Are

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Speaker 2: you passionate about anything? No?

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Speaker 3: That's why I'm asking.

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Speaker 2: Ah, do you want to be passionate about anything?

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Speaker 3: I think so because people seem to, like, I don't know,

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Speaker 3: have something to do when they're passionate about something, You

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Speaker 3: know what I mean, do something to do?

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Speaker 2: Well, you seem passionate about your doll lug and making

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Speaker 2: sure that it does not die and that you are

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Speaker 2: nice to it. Yeah, that's a passion for sure. Well,

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Speaker 2: there we go. You're passionate about.

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Speaker 3: Some so that's what I'll do every single day.

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Speaker 2: Do you mean sort of in a career sense of passion.

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Speaker 3: Kind of yeah, because you kind of have a career

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Speaker 3: too with being a get go.

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Speaker 2: I do Are you in high school college?

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Speaker 3: Oh? No, I'm twenty one, never went to college.

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Speaker 2: Cool. Well, do you do anything to make money?

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Speaker 1: Right?

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Speaker 3: I am a door dasher, an instacart person, shopper.

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Speaker 2: Nice. Do you have any desires to do anything that

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Speaker 2: is not that? Not? Really?

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Speaker 3: It's weird.

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Speaker 2: I mean, look, you know, I know that there's all

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Speaker 2: this like, uh, what is it? I know, I'm not

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Speaker 2: gonna say propaganda, that's too hard of a word, but whatever,

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Speaker 2: there's all this maybe pressure to have have a passion,

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Speaker 2: you know, to be this great painter or or or

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Speaker 2: or athlete or or whatever, to be this great passionate person.

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Speaker 2: But listen, you know, if you're chilling like having you know,

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Speaker 2: do you have any friends?

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Speaker 3: No? Not really I have my well, like one friend

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Speaker 3: from high school still, but that's it.

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Speaker 2: Are you okay with not having any friends?

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Speaker 3: Yeah? I don't.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Actually, look, if you're chilling hanging out with your dog

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Speaker 2: and door dashing every day, and you like aren't upset

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Speaker 3: Right, Yeah, yeah, because people who end up in like

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Speaker 2: Right, but do you hate your life?

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Speaker 2: Why is your Why do you think your therapist tells

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Speaker 2: You know, well, what kind of efforts have you put

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Speaker 3: I talked to my baristas friends with them at Starbucks.

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Speaker 2: That's cool, it's a start. Do you ever do clubs?

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Speaker 3: No? No, my vibe?

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Speaker 2: Well, you know, well, you went to a therapist for

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Speaker 2: Okay, so there's something there, there's some sort of desire

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Speaker 3: I guess just be happy, change my life or something.

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Speaker 2: Well, I'll say this, Emma. It sounds as though every

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Speaker 5: Right you too, of course, have.

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Speaker 2: A good rest of the days.

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Speaker 3: Thanks. Call from Wells.

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Speaker 2: Hello, what'd you say? Your name was?

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Speaker 5: Mom?

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Speaker 5: Max?

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Speaker 2: Max?

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Speaker 5: Mm hmm?

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Speaker 2: What do you were?

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Speaker 8: You?

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Speaker 2: Born? Max?

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Speaker 6: Nineteen ninety four.

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Speaker 2: Nineteen ninety four.

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Speaker 6: Indeed, indeed.

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Speaker 2: My name is Indeed, I'm sorry. I don't know. I

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Speaker 5: Just now, No worries.

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Speaker 2: You didn't deserve that.

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Speaker 6: So I'm conflicted, mister ghak.

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Speaker 2: Why are you conflicted? Why you conflicted?

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Speaker 5: Max?

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Speaker 6: I don't regret emotionally, I suppose, Oh, trust me, I

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Speaker 2: But in Max, I'm sure cool. He's ginn so thick.

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Speaker 2: I'm suku. You can't say anything that can hurt me.

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Speaker 6: Well, I wouldn't say that.

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Speaker 2: Why you conflicted, Max.

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Speaker 6: Well, I'm conflicted. I'm conflicted on enough family matter. I

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Speaker 6: suppose you could say, but my grandmother is dying rapidly

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Speaker 6: And I suppose her desire to die really when it

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Speaker 5: It's tough.

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Speaker 2: You know, that is tough. That's very tough.

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Speaker 6: But I don't know, I don't know where to land

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Speaker 2: But interesting, what is your is your mother or is

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Speaker 6: She is, she is, and she's been supporting her for

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Speaker 6: But you know, about a month ago, no, no, my grandmother.

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Speaker 6: My mom's fully capable, if not, you know, mentally a

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Speaker 2: And what does your so I assume when you say

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Speaker 6: That she's not on life support currently at all, but

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Speaker 6: But sure, I don't know how to feel about that,

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Speaker 5: Or should I?

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Speaker 6: You know, should I? I? Just I don't know, you know,

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Speaker 6: Well, that's a good question. My mom has been doing

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Speaker 5: You know, I think.

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Speaker 6: And then obviously there's an underlying concern of her own life.

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Speaker 6: You know, she's dedicated years of it to taking care

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Speaker 2: So how old is how old is your grandmother? You know?

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Speaker 6: Absolutely, and I totally agree. But like when it comes

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Speaker 6: There's no no like when we when we finally you know,

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Speaker 5: You know, and we're like, are you in pain?

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Speaker 6: Sure, sure, sure, yeah, you know, I guess it's just

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Speaker 5: So it's hard.

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Speaker 6: You're right, You're totally right, And I guess it's just

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Speaker 2: Well look, man, here's what I you know, here's what

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Speaker 2: you do to show her love, but but simultaneously let

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Speaker 2: go of any any sort of need or desire to to, uh,

453
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Speaker 2: you know, make her to control her and her decisions, you.

454
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Speaker 6: Know, even if that's trying to use her suffering. Yeah,

455
00:28:22,800 --> 00:28:25,760
Speaker 6: you know that's gonna be hard, but I think you

456
00:28:25,800 --> 00:28:26,960
Speaker 6: know you might bred about that.

457
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Speaker 2: Well. Listen, man, I wish you. I wish you the

458
00:28:30,680 --> 00:28:35,440
Speaker 2: best of luck. The chat is giving you their their

459
00:28:35,480 --> 00:28:39,440
Speaker 2: thoughts and their prayers as well. I don't know.

460
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Speaker 6: I appreciate that I walked away from the from the

461
00:28:43,080 --> 00:28:45,920
Speaker 6: stream so I wasn't so distracted on our conversation. So

462
00:28:46,040 --> 00:28:47,800
Speaker 6: I appreciate that people in the chat.

463
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Speaker 2: Of course, Man, thank you so much for sharing.

464
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Speaker 6: Of course, you have a good night deck you as well.

465
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Speaker 2: I'm sorry I'm made funny. Your voice.

466
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Speaker 5: All from Dante.

467
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Speaker 2: Dante.

468
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Speaker 5: Hello, mister Greg?

469
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Speaker 2: What does what does that even mean? Hello?

470
00:29:12,800 --> 00:29:13,960
Speaker 5: That's a that's a deep question.

471
00:29:16,480 --> 00:29:17,040
Speaker 2: It's just something.

472
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Speaker 5: I don't know what you think.

473
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Speaker 2: Who cares what I think? I do you really? Do

474
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Speaker 2: you really care?

475
00:29:23,840 --> 00:29:27,960
Speaker 5: I do care? Do you assume that I don't?

476
00:29:30,240 --> 00:29:31,040
Speaker 2: Do you care about me?

477
00:29:32,160 --> 00:29:33,040
Speaker 5: I'd like to think so.

478
00:29:36,480 --> 00:29:37,200
Speaker 2: That's so sweet?

479
00:29:38,680 --> 00:29:39,120
Speaker 5: I try.

480
00:29:40,800 --> 00:29:42,720
Speaker 2: You know, you're really sweet guy.

481
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Speaker 5: I've been told that. I don't know, that feels kind

482
00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:47,920
Speaker 5: of calm. That feels kind of weird to say out loud,

483
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Speaker 5: But you know people have told me that I'm kind.

484
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Speaker 2: I never said you were kind, I said you were sweet?

485
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Speaker 5: Well fair enough, m hm m hmm.

486
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Speaker 2: Who's told you that you're sweet?

487
00:30:05,880 --> 00:30:11,600
Speaker 5: Boy? My girlfriends told me I'm sweet. They did, yeah,

488
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Speaker 5: and possibly one point there, and they may not have

489
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Speaker 5: used the maybe verbatim phrase, but I feel like the

490
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Speaker 5: intention was there.

491
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Speaker 2: Really what what?

492
00:30:24,200 --> 00:30:24,400
Speaker 5: What?

493
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Speaker 2: What? What do they do to signal to you that

494
00:30:26,400 --> 00:30:27,440
Speaker 2: they thought that you were sweet?

495
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Speaker 5: I don't know, maybe a little maybe a little sweet

496
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Speaker 5: kissy from every now and then. Maybe you like a

497
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Speaker 5: nice Yeah, everybody likes a kiss. Do you like kisses?

498
00:30:41,360 --> 00:30:45,720
Speaker 5: Are you a fan of kiss being kissed? Yeah? I

499
00:30:45,760 --> 00:30:47,040
Speaker 5: feel like we all like being kissed.

500
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Speaker 2: I don't think everyone likes being kissed. I think some people,

501
00:30:50,760 --> 00:30:52,440
Speaker 2: I would there are I mean, of all the billions

502
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Speaker 2: of people out there, I assume that some of them

503
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Speaker 2: do not like being kissed.

504
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Speaker 5: Yeah, that's sure. Maybe maybe some.

505
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Speaker 2: Last person who's the last person that kissed you?

506
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Speaker 5: Well, I feel like, uh, my girlfriend is the right answer.

507
00:31:08,240 --> 00:31:10,160
Speaker 5: There may have been there may have been a There

508
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Speaker 5: may have been a mysterious stranger that swooped by in

509
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Speaker 5: the night and kissed me while I was unaware. But

510
00:31:14,520 --> 00:31:16,560
Speaker 5: other than that, I completely no idea.

511
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Speaker 2: Do you genuinely believe that or are you just saying

512
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Speaker 2: that to be funny.

513
00:31:20,160 --> 00:31:22,800
Speaker 5: Well, a little bit of both. You know, I don't

514
00:31:22,800 --> 00:31:27,360
Speaker 5: want to leave. I feel like it's the probability is

515
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Speaker 5: never zero.

516
00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:31,000
Speaker 2: Do you genuinely believe that there is a chance that

517
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Speaker 2: a stranger came into your house and kissed you?

518
00:31:33,400 --> 00:31:36,160
Speaker 5: I feel like the possibility of some strange mass kissing

519
00:31:36,200 --> 00:31:39,640
Speaker 5: bandit is not completely not of the roma possibility.

520
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Speaker 2: Are you being serious?

521
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Speaker 5: I don't know. Do I sound serious?

522
00:31:45,800 --> 00:31:45,840
Speaker 2: No?

523
00:31:46,920 --> 00:31:50,440
Speaker 5: Ah? Well you got me. You caught me bright handed,

524
00:31:50,520 --> 00:31:51,000
Speaker 5: mister ghek.

525
00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:56,800
Speaker 2: How'd you meet your girlfriend in school?

526
00:31:56,840 --> 00:31:57,200
Speaker 5: Actually?

527
00:31:58,640 --> 00:31:59,120
Speaker 2: Cool? Well?

528
00:31:59,160 --> 00:32:02,680
Speaker 5: Class in film class?

529
00:32:03,720 --> 00:32:04,560
Speaker 2: Oh? Your film student?

530
00:32:05,640 --> 00:32:09,520
Speaker 5: Yes? Oh okay, not currently, but I'm.

531
00:32:09,360 --> 00:32:13,400
Speaker 2: Trying, not currently, but you're trying. What does that mean?

532
00:32:14,080 --> 00:32:16,840
Speaker 5: I'm just trying to get in to the film school.

533
00:32:17,960 --> 00:32:20,240
Speaker 2: Uh with with with college.

534
00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:23,320
Speaker 5: A little a little college in the Atlanta area.

535
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Speaker 2: I don't want to spec I went to film school.

536
00:32:27,880 --> 00:32:34,240
Speaker 5: Oh that's cool. How was it? How was it for you?

537
00:32:34,240 --> 00:32:38,480
Speaker 2: You know? It is fine, It's fine. I probably I

538
00:32:38,520 --> 00:32:44,120
Speaker 2: don't know. I mean, what do you what do you wanna?

539
00:32:44,160 --> 00:32:46,200
Speaker 2: What do you do? You want to make films?

540
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Speaker 5: Well, technically I'm going for film technology. But I mean,

541
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Speaker 5: you know, I feel like eventually I could end up

542
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Speaker 5: making films.

543
00:32:56,080 --> 00:32:57,040
Speaker 2: Are you a good kisser?

544
00:32:58,640 --> 00:33:01,200
Speaker 5: You know what? I don't know? Girlfriend? Do you think

545
00:33:01,200 --> 00:33:02,000
Speaker 5: I'm a good kisser?

546
00:33:03,440 --> 00:33:05,080
Speaker 7: I feel like the writing answer is yes.

547
00:33:05,840 --> 00:33:10,280
Speaker 5: All right, well, yes, yes it's the answer.

548
00:33:12,440 --> 00:33:13,800
Speaker 2: Can I talk to your girlfriend real quick?

549
00:33:14,160 --> 00:33:14,920
Speaker 5: Oh? Absolutely?

550
00:33:16,400 --> 00:33:17,000
Speaker 1: Hello? Gak?

551
00:33:18,080 --> 00:33:18,640
Speaker 2: What's your name?

552
00:33:19,800 --> 00:33:20,160
Speaker 1: Summer?

553
00:33:22,760 --> 00:33:29,680
Speaker 2: Summer? What was the first thing that your boyfriend said

554
00:33:29,720 --> 00:33:30,600
Speaker 2: to you? Do you remember?

555
00:33:32,400 --> 00:33:32,880
Speaker 11: Oh?

556
00:33:34,240 --> 00:33:37,040
Speaker 12: Let's see, do you remember?

557
00:33:37,200 --> 00:33:37,920
Speaker 5: Absolutely not?

558
00:33:38,600 --> 00:33:41,280
Speaker 12: I have no clue. There's probably something dumb.

559
00:33:43,440 --> 00:33:44,840
Speaker 2: And you consider him a good kisser?

560
00:33:45,960 --> 00:33:46,280
Speaker 1: I do?

561
00:33:46,360 --> 00:33:46,560
Speaker 8: Yes?

562
00:33:47,160 --> 00:33:49,120
Speaker 2: Does does he have a particular method in which he

563
00:33:49,200 --> 00:33:50,360
Speaker 2: kisses like a A?

564
00:33:51,520 --> 00:33:53,080
Speaker 5: Do you think I'm like tongue heavy or something?

565
00:33:53,600 --> 00:33:53,760
Speaker 1: Oh?

566
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Speaker 12: I think it's all tongue.

567
00:33:54,840 --> 00:34:01,520
Speaker 5: Oh really okay, Wow that's deep, really out in your here?

568
00:34:06,360 --> 00:34:07,320
Speaker 2: Do you think he's sweet?

569
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Speaker 12: I do think he is a sweet boy.

570
00:34:14,560 --> 00:34:18,160
Speaker 2: Do you think that? How many people do you think

571
00:34:18,239 --> 00:34:20,680
Speaker 2: have to say something about someone for it to be true?

572
00:34:23,800 --> 00:34:26,880
Speaker 12: I want to stay at least two, because I mean,

573
00:34:26,880 --> 00:34:29,080
Speaker 12: if one person thinks it's then's just that one person.

574
00:34:29,120 --> 00:34:30,200
Speaker 12: But if two people think.

575
00:34:30,080 --> 00:34:31,040
Speaker 7: It it's pretty valid.

576
00:34:32,080 --> 00:34:32,560
Speaker 2: Only two?

577
00:34:33,960 --> 00:34:34,160
Speaker 11: Yeah?

578
00:34:34,239 --> 00:34:34,640
Speaker 12: Only two?

579
00:34:35,600 --> 00:34:35,880
Speaker 9: Three?

580
00:34:36,000 --> 00:34:36,600
Speaker 3: Is three?

581
00:34:36,640 --> 00:34:41,560
Speaker 12: Is a general consensus.

582
00:34:42,719 --> 00:34:43,439
Speaker 2: Thank you guys for.

583
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Speaker 7: Calling, of course, thank you so much.

584
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Speaker 12: Have a good night, me too, goodbye.

585
00:34:52,040 --> 00:34:55,120
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596
00:35:34,080 --> 00:35:42,759
Speaker 2: back to the calls. Oah, hello, Lyle, what's up dude?

597
00:35:43,360 --> 00:35:44,080
Speaker 7: How are you?

598
00:35:47,640 --> 00:35:54,640
Speaker 2: I am here? How are you?

599
00:35:54,640 --> 00:35:58,080
Speaker 7: You know? I'm not too bad, I'm over here. It's nice.

600
00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:00,279
Speaker 2: What is your name?

601
00:36:01,200 --> 00:36:01,520
Speaker 6: Cat?

602
00:36:02,800 --> 00:36:04,440
Speaker 2: Cat have spoken.

603
00:36:04,160 --> 00:36:06,480
Speaker 7: Before, we have spoken before a while.

604
00:36:08,960 --> 00:36:12,160
Speaker 2: Mh, Well, it's nice to hear your It's nice to

605
00:36:12,200 --> 00:36:13,120
Speaker 2: hear it from you again.

606
00:36:13,640 --> 00:36:17,840
Speaker 7: Yeah, I've missed you. It's been like a year. Almost.

607
00:36:18,520 --> 00:36:20,320
Speaker 2: Wait, really, when was the last time we talked?

608
00:36:22,280 --> 00:36:27,040
Speaker 7: It was like, I want to say, winter of last year?

609
00:36:28,320 --> 00:36:32,319
Speaker 7: No ship, Yeah, it's been a long time. And you

610
00:36:32,400 --> 00:36:33,759
Speaker 7: know winter of last year.

611
00:36:34,239 --> 00:36:38,359
Speaker 2: She winter of last year. This was you're a you're

612
00:36:38,400 --> 00:36:42,759
Speaker 2: a long time gek gek. Well do you remember what

613
00:36:42,800 --> 00:36:43,399
Speaker 2: we talked about?

614
00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:51,160
Speaker 7: Kay? I, I don't remember what we talked about.

615
00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:52,359
Speaker 5: Mm hmm.

616
00:36:53,320 --> 00:36:56,840
Speaker 7: That's okay. That was so long ago that that was

617
00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:01,560
Speaker 7: I remember we talked about I was I remember we

618
00:37:01,600 --> 00:37:02,920
Speaker 7: talked a little bit about that.

619
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Speaker 2: You were waitressing. Are you still waitressing?

620
00:37:08,160 --> 00:37:09,480
Speaker 7: I am still waitressing?

621
00:37:10,560 --> 00:37:14,319
Speaker 2: And are you enjoying your waitressing?

622
00:37:15,719 --> 00:37:16,000
Speaker 11: Yeah?

623
00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:20,719
Speaker 7: I mean, we've got a tyrant in the business right now.

624
00:37:20,760 --> 00:37:24,399
Speaker 7: He's got a new manager. But we will go on,

625
00:37:24,640 --> 00:37:26,560
Speaker 7: you know what I mean, The show will go on.

626
00:37:27,080 --> 00:37:28,440
Speaker 2: And why are they a tyrant?

627
00:37:32,160 --> 00:37:34,799
Speaker 7: She just doesn't have people skills, you know what I mean?

628
00:37:34,840 --> 00:37:36,960
Speaker 7: Some people just don't know how to talk to people.

629
00:37:39,040 --> 00:37:41,880
Speaker 2: How would you suggest that these people who don't know

630
00:37:41,880 --> 00:37:44,120
Speaker 2: how to talk to people get better at talking to people?

631
00:37:45,000 --> 00:37:50,360
Speaker 7: Maybe like watch some like just general comedy, you know

632
00:37:50,440 --> 00:37:53,359
Speaker 7: what I mean, watch like I don't know the basics

633
00:37:53,400 --> 00:37:56,799
Speaker 7: of like sitcom comedy to like be able to pick

634
00:37:56,880 --> 00:38:01,240
Speaker 7: up social cues. Maybe I don't know all that seems

635
00:38:01,239 --> 00:38:02,560
Speaker 7: like an interesting way.

636
00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:02,840
Speaker 1: To learn it.

637
00:38:03,520 --> 00:38:07,960
Speaker 2: You believe that sitcoms are I have the power to

638
00:38:08,000 --> 00:38:09,160
Speaker 2: teach people social cues?

639
00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:11,359
Speaker 7: Yeah, for sure, man.

640
00:38:14,480 --> 00:38:17,880
Speaker 2: Is there a sitcom in particular that you think is

641
00:38:18,200 --> 00:38:20,920
Speaker 2: a is a particularly good model of social cues?

642
00:38:21,440 --> 00:38:23,680
Speaker 7: You know what I was thinking when I was saying

643
00:38:23,719 --> 00:38:26,279
Speaker 7: this the first time, I was thinking about Seinfeld.

644
00:38:26,440 --> 00:38:27,400
Speaker 11: But I don't even know.

645
00:38:27,520 --> 00:38:30,080
Speaker 7: Like I didn't like Seinfeld growing up, but I'm more

646
00:38:30,080 --> 00:38:33,120
Speaker 7: of a dry comedy gown now in my older days,

647
00:38:33,200 --> 00:38:37,600
Speaker 7: you know what I mean. But yeah, I think Seinfeld

648
00:38:37,600 --> 00:38:39,319
Speaker 7: would be a good one, you know what I mean,

649
00:38:39,440 --> 00:38:42,279
Speaker 7: just to pick up just because they laugh when it's

650
00:38:42,280 --> 00:38:45,160
Speaker 7: supposed to be like when you're supposed to feel something.

651
00:38:45,239 --> 00:38:46,520
Speaker 7: So I'm like trigger something.

652
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Speaker 2: I don't know, do you feel where? So? I assume

653
00:38:51,719 --> 00:38:54,239
Speaker 2: that you consider yourself to have good people skills, good

654
00:38:54,239 --> 00:38:56,480
Speaker 2: social good, good understanding of social cues.

655
00:38:57,120 --> 00:38:59,360
Speaker 7: I like to think that I make I make a

656
00:38:59,400 --> 00:39:02,680
Speaker 7: good environ meant for people to be in wherever I go.

657
00:39:03,520 --> 00:39:06,200
Speaker 2: Where do you believe that you learn the skill from?

658
00:39:07,080 --> 00:39:12,359
Speaker 7: You know where I was a daycare kid, Man, I

659
00:39:12,400 --> 00:39:15,640
Speaker 7: feel like it was because I had a forced environment

660
00:39:15,920 --> 00:39:19,040
Speaker 7: of multiple children I didn't know around me all the

661
00:39:19,120 --> 00:39:21,200
Speaker 7: time growing up, you know what I mean. It was

662
00:39:21,360 --> 00:39:25,799
Speaker 7: birthed to twelve while single mom life, new kids in

663
00:39:25,880 --> 00:39:28,719
Speaker 7: their daycare every every week, you know what I mean.

664
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Speaker 2: Just kidding, I don't know everything when you were a child.

665
00:39:32,480 --> 00:39:38,440
Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, when I was a child, Yeah, daycare definitely.

666
00:39:38,520 --> 00:39:40,640
Speaker 7: And I moved around a lot as a kid, you

667
00:39:40,680 --> 00:39:43,200
Speaker 7: know what I mean. I went to I think it

668
00:39:43,320 --> 00:39:46,920
Speaker 7: was four different schools before I graduated high school. Now,

669
00:39:46,960 --> 00:39:48,799
Speaker 7: that may not seem like a lot, but like some

670
00:39:48,840 --> 00:39:52,759
Speaker 7: people go through their whole bottom the top and one administration.

671
00:39:52,960 --> 00:39:55,360
Speaker 7: Not me. How to make new friends, you know what

672
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Speaker 7: I mean? Everywhere you go, you gotta be able to

673
00:39:59,640 --> 00:40:03,600
Speaker 7: make it, break it, make your break it out here.

674
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Speaker 8: Yeah.

675
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Speaker 7: I like to think my people's skills are all right.

676
00:40:07,600 --> 00:40:10,799
Speaker 7: I think your people's skills are pretty good. Having this

677
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Speaker 7: little stand up stick you got going on there, thank.

678
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Speaker 2: You, thank you?

679
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Speaker 7: Yeah, of course I appreciate, of course, yeah, of course.

680
00:40:17,560 --> 00:40:17,759
Speaker 6: Love.

681
00:40:18,320 --> 00:40:20,560
Speaker 2: So I mean, listen, Katuh, you know we haven't talked

682
00:40:20,600 --> 00:40:27,560
Speaker 2: in in in apparently h quite a while. Has anything happened? Uh?

683
00:40:28,239 --> 00:40:32,359
Speaker 2: You know this year that that's you care to share

684
00:40:32,360 --> 00:40:33,360
Speaker 2: any sort of updates.

685
00:40:33,800 --> 00:40:38,600
Speaker 7: Hmmm, updates on my life. Well, you know, I saved

686
00:40:38,640 --> 00:40:40,960
Speaker 7: a lot of money this year. I was so scared

687
00:40:41,040 --> 00:40:43,319
Speaker 7: that I was going to lose my job waitressing from

688
00:40:43,360 --> 00:40:47,200
Speaker 7: the pandemic, that I like hoarded money and I was

689
00:40:47,239 --> 00:40:48,680
Speaker 7: so scared to spend it anywhere.

690
00:40:48,880 --> 00:40:49,799
Speaker 8: And I think.

691
00:40:49,719 --> 00:40:50,920
Speaker 7: I'm going to get a new car with it. I

692
00:40:50,960 --> 00:40:52,520
Speaker 7: think I'm gonna be able to buy a whole car

693
00:40:53,400 --> 00:40:54,279
Speaker 7: with all the money.

694
00:40:54,280 --> 00:40:56,239
Speaker 2: I said, how much money did you save?

695
00:40:57,480 --> 00:41:00,440
Speaker 7: I saved? Maybe, Like, what is it? I got a

696
00:41:00,560 --> 00:41:03,279
Speaker 7: nine grand in the bank and then four grand in

697
00:41:03,320 --> 00:41:07,040
Speaker 7: cash in my safe. So no, I probably have like

698
00:41:07,080 --> 00:41:09,439
Speaker 7: five grand in cash. So it's like, that's not so bad.

699
00:41:09,520 --> 00:41:15,320
Speaker 7: Fourteen grand not for a waitress while in the middle pandemic.

700
00:41:16,520 --> 00:41:21,080
Speaker 2: Absolutely, yeah, interesting what happened?

701
00:41:22,000 --> 00:41:24,480
Speaker 7: What kind of car? I think I'm gonna buy a

702
00:41:24,600 --> 00:41:30,440
Speaker 7: Jeep Cherokee s J from the eighties and like souping

703
00:41:30,560 --> 00:41:31,240
Speaker 7: up a little bit.

704
00:41:33,080 --> 00:41:34,759
Speaker 2: A jeep Cherokee.

705
00:41:35,480 --> 00:41:38,000
Speaker 7: Yeah, an old one from the eighties.

706
00:41:40,040 --> 00:41:41,680
Speaker 2: Should take You know what you should do? You should you?

707
00:41:41,680 --> 00:41:43,480
Speaker 2: You know what you should do? Kat, I think this

708
00:41:43,520 --> 00:41:45,200
Speaker 2: would be a good side hustle for you. You know

709
00:41:45,239 --> 00:41:49,200
Speaker 2: what you should teach people's social skills. You know you should.

710
00:41:49,239 --> 00:41:54,120
Speaker 2: You should do some sort of like have some set

711
00:41:54,120 --> 00:41:56,840
Speaker 2: of program where you drive people around in your jeep

712
00:41:57,000 --> 00:41:58,799
Speaker 2: and you introduce them to all the friends that you

713
00:41:58,840 --> 00:42:01,600
Speaker 2: have around town and you the how to be sociable.

714
00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:06,080
Speaker 7: Well, you know what's funny is that I I agree

715
00:42:06,320 --> 00:42:10,320
Speaker 7: like meeting people like if it's if it's a fourth scenario,

716
00:42:10,520 --> 00:42:13,160
Speaker 7: like if we have to be around each other, there's

717
00:42:13,320 --> 00:42:16,919
Speaker 7: no question I'm gonna like talk to you and get

718
00:42:16,960 --> 00:42:20,840
Speaker 7: to know you. But if it's like me at like

719
00:42:20,920 --> 00:42:23,560
Speaker 7: a social gap, well no, like a social gathering makes sense.

720
00:42:23,560 --> 00:42:25,520
Speaker 7: But if it's like me in a public scenario like

721
00:42:25,600 --> 00:42:29,920
Speaker 7: I'm at a bar or I'm a well, no, like

722
00:42:29,960 --> 00:42:32,239
Speaker 7: at a party, it's easier. But really I don't know why.

723
00:42:32,280 --> 00:42:35,120
Speaker 7: It's just like being in a bar environment puts me off.

724
00:42:35,160 --> 00:42:36,879
Speaker 7: I don't feel like I can put myself out there

725
00:42:36,880 --> 00:42:39,880
Speaker 7: as much, you know what I mean? Just make me nervous.

726
00:42:39,920 --> 00:42:41,560
Speaker 7: So I don't know how many you know what me

727
00:42:41,719 --> 00:42:44,640
Speaker 7: behind the wheel of a deep cruising around teaching people's

728
00:42:44,640 --> 00:42:47,800
Speaker 7: social skills. So I think I could make that work, though, buddy,

729
00:42:49,239 --> 00:42:49,560
Speaker 7: I should.

730
00:42:49,600 --> 00:42:50,319
Speaker 2: I think you should do that.

731
00:42:50,400 --> 00:42:52,600
Speaker 11: Offer a that's pretty funny though.

732
00:42:52,600 --> 00:42:57,279
Speaker 7: Paid experience, Oh offer a paid experience.

733
00:42:57,440 --> 00:43:00,080
Speaker 8: Social skills too, welcome.

734
00:43:00,280 --> 00:43:04,960
Speaker 7: Skills with CAT you also, namely with your learners permit.

735
00:43:05,040 --> 00:43:05,560
Speaker 11: I don't know.

736
00:43:11,560 --> 00:43:14,160
Speaker 7: I can pull up a sign. I could literally be

737
00:43:14,320 --> 00:43:17,240
Speaker 7: Jerry Seinfeldt behind the wheel of a car driving people around.

738
00:43:17,239 --> 00:43:19,360
Speaker 7: Tie cat.

739
00:43:21,520 --> 00:43:27,160
Speaker 2: Before we go. What can you make?

740
00:43:28,400 --> 00:43:31,799
Speaker 7: Yeah? What can I make? You know? I'm pretty good

741
00:43:31,800 --> 00:43:36,520
Speaker 7: at like freehanding, like craft goods, like working with like

742
00:43:36,560 --> 00:43:40,840
Speaker 7: fifty to fifty a POxy resin, like POxy and hardnom

743
00:43:41,560 --> 00:43:44,000
Speaker 7: like making little key chains and stuff like that. I

744
00:43:44,120 --> 00:43:46,000
Speaker 7: make them for my friends a lot, just like I

745
00:43:46,000 --> 00:43:47,640
Speaker 7: don't make them to sell them, right, but I just

746
00:43:47,680 --> 00:43:50,440
Speaker 7: make them for me. I like to think I'm pretty

747
00:43:50,440 --> 00:43:55,120
Speaker 7: good at making nose little POxy resin key chains for

748
00:43:55,280 --> 00:43:55,920
Speaker 7: my Bessie.

749
00:43:57,480 --> 00:44:00,400
Speaker 2: Do you sell them? Do you go on? That'sy and no?

750
00:44:00,800 --> 00:44:03,600
Speaker 2: Like ways to make you get that A lot nice car.

751
00:44:04,280 --> 00:44:06,440
Speaker 7: A lot of people are like, oh, you said something,

752
00:44:06,840 --> 00:44:09,640
Speaker 7: but it's just like, oh, that's so much fucking Oh,

753
00:44:09,640 --> 00:44:11,360
Speaker 7: I'm sorry, it's so much work.

754
00:44:11,480 --> 00:44:16,480
Speaker 2: You know, CAT, you've been watching CAT. You've you've been

755
00:44:17,360 --> 00:44:19,640
Speaker 2: watching the stream for a year. I don't know if

756
00:44:19,640 --> 00:44:22,480
Speaker 2: you've been actively watching, but you can say whatever you

757
00:44:22,520 --> 00:44:23,400
Speaker 2: want on it, well within.

758
00:44:23,280 --> 00:44:27,160
Speaker 7: Reason, Yeah, but that you know how much work that

759
00:44:27,440 --> 00:44:29,800
Speaker 7: is so to like, I don't care about the investment

760
00:44:29,880 --> 00:44:32,680
Speaker 7: of like money or time, right, I don't care about that.

761
00:44:33,000 --> 00:44:34,960
Speaker 7: But it's the fact that, like I've got to have

762
00:44:35,000 --> 00:44:39,600
Speaker 7: a blowtorch and a heat gun in my hand. That's

763
00:44:39,640 --> 00:44:41,919
Speaker 7: the part that's the hard part about it. So much

764
00:44:42,080 --> 00:44:43,879
Speaker 7: that is a lot of work because if you don't

765
00:44:43,880 --> 00:44:45,560
Speaker 7: get those their bubbles out, you're screwed.

766
00:44:45,640 --> 00:44:48,880
Speaker 5: While I would rather just do it for fun.

767
00:44:49,719 --> 00:44:51,600
Speaker 2: Let me get your opinion on something, because I do

768
00:44:51,680 --> 00:44:53,680
Speaker 2: this a lot. Like if I'm talking to someone new,

769
00:44:53,880 --> 00:44:56,319
Speaker 2: I'll like, I'll call them by their name a lot,

770
00:44:56,440 --> 00:44:58,719
Speaker 2: Like you've been doing that to me, and I like that,

771
00:44:58,960 --> 00:45:01,080
Speaker 2: you know, I like being a I think it's uh,

772
00:45:01,840 --> 00:45:04,160
Speaker 2: Like it's fine because I do the same thing. I'll

773
00:45:04,200 --> 00:45:07,600
Speaker 2: be like, I'll call you Kat. It's like, oh my god, Cat,

774
00:45:07,719 --> 00:45:10,160
Speaker 2: let me tell you like that shit. But I've heard

775
00:45:10,239 --> 00:45:14,560
Speaker 2: some people say, Chad, what's your opinion. I've heard some

776
00:45:14,560 --> 00:45:18,359
Speaker 2: people say that they don't like that. They like, like, like,

777
00:45:18,560 --> 00:45:20,400
Speaker 2: if you're like on a date with someone, like you

778
00:45:20,400 --> 00:45:23,799
Speaker 2: shouldn't like call it like they feel condescended when you

779
00:45:23,880 --> 00:45:26,839
Speaker 2: call them by their name. But I like that. I

780
00:45:27,000 --> 00:45:29,520
Speaker 2: use that a lot. Do people like that?

781
00:45:30,840 --> 00:45:31,040
Speaker 5: Oh?

782
00:45:31,080 --> 00:45:31,680
Speaker 11: I like it?

783
00:45:31,920 --> 00:45:34,279
Speaker 7: What's ya think? I think it's good. I think it

784
00:45:34,360 --> 00:45:37,319
Speaker 7: shows that you're, like truly thinking about that person, you

785
00:45:37,360 --> 00:45:39,800
Speaker 7: know what I mean. You're directing it and you're channeling

786
00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:42,120
Speaker 7: it at them, and you want them to know you

787
00:45:42,120 --> 00:45:44,880
Speaker 7: have your focus. Chad hates it. Bro they hate it.

788
00:45:44,960 --> 00:45:47,759
Speaker 2: No, Chad's actually pretty kind of fifty to fifty on it.

789
00:45:50,480 --> 00:45:54,680
Speaker 7: I like it. I do make me feel like I'm there,

790
00:45:54,880 --> 00:45:56,719
Speaker 7: Like you're there with me, you know what I mean?

791
00:45:57,880 --> 00:46:01,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, I feel like it shays that shows that you're listening.

792
00:46:02,000 --> 00:46:08,520
Speaker 2: But I understand why people think it's condescending, but I

793
00:46:08,520 --> 00:46:11,000
Speaker 2: I personally don't. I think some pople said it's not

794
00:46:11,040 --> 00:46:13,840
Speaker 2: it's gonna be over, but Chad is actually pretty happening.

795
00:46:14,560 --> 00:46:16,239
Speaker 2: Jail p. Let's do it. Let's do a let's do

796
00:46:16,320 --> 00:46:18,440
Speaker 2: a poll. Let's do a poll.

797
00:46:21,840 --> 00:46:22,919
Speaker 7: Yeah, what do the people think?

798
00:46:23,320 --> 00:46:23,759
Speaker 1: I don't know.

799
00:46:23,920 --> 00:46:25,719
Speaker 7: For me, I like that. I like it.

800
00:46:25,840 --> 00:46:29,560
Speaker 2: I like it too. I feel like I've been acknowledged.

801
00:46:29,560 --> 00:46:31,080
Speaker 2: But I get a lot of people don't like it.

802
00:46:35,880 --> 00:46:41,680
Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, well I know, uh, I know our time

803
00:46:41,680 --> 00:46:43,800
Speaker 7: here is going to wrap up soon. I just thought

804
00:46:43,880 --> 00:46:46,839
Speaker 7: I have to say I missed the last get date

805
00:46:46,920 --> 00:46:51,640
Speaker 7: because I was hard at work running a restaurant.

806
00:46:51,760 --> 00:46:53,200
Speaker 2: Do you want to be on the next get date?

807
00:46:53,400 --> 00:46:53,600
Speaker 1: Yeah?

808
00:46:53,600 --> 00:46:55,080
Speaker 7: I want to be on the next get date.

809
00:46:56,080 --> 00:46:58,360
Speaker 2: Okay, beautiful. Do you follow if you I don't know

810
00:46:58,360 --> 00:47:01,480
Speaker 2: if you follow me on Instagram, But that's where I'll

811
00:47:01,480 --> 00:47:05,560
Speaker 2: be like posting about the Oh look, we have the

812
00:47:05,560 --> 00:47:08,160
Speaker 2: poll going in. Let's see what the polls. Let's see

813
00:47:08,160 --> 00:47:12,000
Speaker 2: what the poll says. Well, multiple people.

814
00:47:11,760 --> 00:47:14,440
Speaker 7: Say, uh, do you like being referred to?

815
00:47:14,760 --> 00:47:15,000
Speaker 11: I do?

816
00:47:15,400 --> 00:47:15,600
Speaker 2: Yes?

817
00:47:15,760 --> 00:47:21,479
Speaker 7: Is in the way, I don't even a sharp lead?

818
00:47:24,239 --> 00:47:28,320
Speaker 2: If you want to be on on GEK date? Uh,

819
00:47:29,280 --> 00:47:31,080
Speaker 2: you know, be on the lookout for when I put

820
00:47:31,160 --> 00:47:36,359
Speaker 2: up that the application and then make a video send

821
00:47:36,360 --> 00:47:36,680
Speaker 2: it in.

822
00:47:37,480 --> 00:47:39,479
Speaker 7: I'm going to send that to dealing. I didn't send

823
00:47:39,480 --> 00:47:41,200
Speaker 7: one in last time because I knew what time you

824
00:47:41,200 --> 00:47:42,920
Speaker 7: were going to do it, and I was like, oh, blood,

825
00:47:42,920 --> 00:47:43,279
Speaker 7: I work.

826
00:47:43,440 --> 00:47:44,080
Speaker 5: That's no good.

827
00:47:45,040 --> 00:47:47,840
Speaker 2: The next GEK date will likely be the last Friday

828
00:47:47,880 --> 00:47:48,960
Speaker 2: of September.

829
00:47:49,840 --> 00:47:52,080
Speaker 7: Last Friday of September. Let's see what I got going

830
00:47:52,120 --> 00:47:58,919
Speaker 7: on here. I'm excited. Last Friday September. It's the twenty fourth. Oh, deck.

831
00:47:58,960 --> 00:48:00,640
Speaker 7: You're killing me. I got a back for our party.

832
00:48:00,640 --> 00:48:05,440
Speaker 7: How funny would that be? Me and the gals get date?

833
00:48:06,760 --> 00:48:11,279
Speaker 2: Maybe maybe maybe someone will have a bachelor party. I

834
00:48:11,280 --> 00:48:13,040
Speaker 2: can hope you I can hook you all up.

835
00:48:13,560 --> 00:48:15,600
Speaker 7: Group date, group get date.

836
00:48:17,640 --> 00:48:21,200
Speaker 2: Cat. A pleasure hearing from you. Glad to see you're

837
00:48:21,480 --> 00:48:24,839
Speaker 2: you're still you're still uh here after after all these

838
00:48:24,840 --> 00:48:27,560
Speaker 2: many months, and it's been an honor.

839
00:48:27,520 --> 00:48:29,160
Speaker 7: Hopefully thank you for having me.

840
00:48:30,120 --> 00:48:30,520
Speaker 2: It has.

841
00:48:30,560 --> 00:48:33,239
Speaker 7: It has been like wives and honor every time both

842
00:48:33,280 --> 00:48:35,680
Speaker 7: times I've been on, it's just been a rowdy time.

843
00:48:35,880 --> 00:48:38,000
Speaker 7: You keep doing you guys.

844
00:48:39,960 --> 00:48:40,640
Speaker 1: Bye gay.

845
00:48:43,239 --> 00:48:49,920
Speaker 2: All from Oscar, Oscar, Hello Oscar.

846
00:48:50,960 --> 00:48:54,960
Speaker 5: Yeah, I don't know.

847
00:48:55,960 --> 00:48:58,160
Speaker 8: I don't I don't know, man, I don't know either.

848
00:48:59,680 --> 00:49:01,880
Speaker 2: Well that's what we are. We're two guys that don't know.

849
00:49:02,200 --> 00:49:02,840
Speaker 2: How does that make it?

850
00:49:05,400 --> 00:49:05,759
Speaker 8: Not seeing?

851
00:49:05,840 --> 00:49:11,239
Speaker 2: How good? M What can you make?

852
00:49:13,480 --> 00:49:18,480
Speaker 8: I can make? I can make a soundch you know,

853
00:49:18,640 --> 00:49:21,760
Speaker 8: to make a sandwich? Yeah, a good soundch Okay?

854
00:49:21,840 --> 00:49:23,480
Speaker 2: What kind of what kind of sandwich? We're talking abouts?

855
00:49:23,480 --> 00:49:24,040
Speaker 2: On the sandwich?

856
00:49:25,320 --> 00:49:30,360
Speaker 8: Like so dolphie cheese, both ham and and Mayo.

857
00:49:33,040 --> 00:49:35,480
Speaker 2: Why are people saying that they're hearing a smoke detector

858
00:49:35,560 --> 00:49:43,920
Speaker 2: going on? I can't hear that at all. Oh, now

859
00:49:43,960 --> 00:49:57,160
Speaker 2: I hear it, Oscar. Yeah, change the batteries in your

860
00:49:57,160 --> 00:49:57,760
Speaker 2: smoke detector.

861
00:49:58,840 --> 00:49:59,360
Speaker 5: That's not me.

862
00:50:01,239 --> 00:50:01,759
Speaker 2: It's not me.

863
00:50:02,880 --> 00:50:03,680
Speaker 10: That's not me too.

864
00:50:05,040 --> 00:50:06,000
Speaker 2: What the fuck's going on?

865
00:50:06,080 --> 00:50:06,400
Speaker 5: Oscar?

866
00:50:07,440 --> 00:50:10,400
Speaker 8: I don't know. People's confused right now? Hear anything?

867
00:50:11,200 --> 00:50:13,440
Speaker 5: You are you?

868
00:50:13,440 --> 00:50:15,320
Speaker 8: You got a fire in your room?

869
00:50:15,480 --> 00:50:15,560
Speaker 3: No?

870
00:50:15,640 --> 00:50:17,000
Speaker 2: I don't have a fire in my Why do you

871
00:50:17,000 --> 00:50:18,440
Speaker 2: think I have a fire in my room right now?

872
00:50:18,480 --> 00:50:19,880
Speaker 2: Why would I Why would I still be here if

873
00:50:19,880 --> 00:50:22,160
Speaker 2: I had a fire in my room?

874
00:50:22,160 --> 00:50:26,640
Speaker 8: Cooking marshmallows, you know, singing boy like marshmallow started firing.

875
00:50:29,960 --> 00:50:35,399
Speaker 2: I'm pissed why. I don't know. I don't like having

876
00:50:35,440 --> 00:50:38,480
Speaker 2: to mess with the audio. I have too many things.

877
00:50:38,480 --> 00:50:41,239
Speaker 2: There's too many things going on. There's so many stimulus,

878
00:50:41,239 --> 00:50:43,560
Speaker 2: so much stimulus being thrown at me right now, Oscar.

879
00:50:45,719 --> 00:50:48,000
Speaker 10: This is then?

880
00:50:49,960 --> 00:51:00,640
Speaker 8: The audio is pretty okay, Oscar, Yeah, okay?

881
00:51:08,480 --> 00:51:09,920
Speaker 2: What do you What do you put on the sandwich?

882
00:51:12,960 --> 00:51:15,920
Speaker 8: Like the cheese you ever had, like the Dolpha cheese?

883
00:51:16,480 --> 00:51:18,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, the cheese whiz? All right? That I heard it again?

884
00:51:19,920 --> 00:51:22,800
Speaker 8: Mm hmm. I got another sandwich, like a bacon sandwich,

885
00:51:23,600 --> 00:51:26,480
Speaker 8: but with pork, like like a slice of pork on

886
00:51:26,560 --> 00:51:28,440
Speaker 8: it with bacon, and that's it.

887
00:51:29,800 --> 00:51:32,240
Speaker 2: I call it, like, is there perhaps a basketball player.

888
00:51:33,600 --> 00:51:37,480
Speaker 2: I'm a basketball player in your house who's practicing on

889
00:51:37,520 --> 00:51:38,239
Speaker 2: an indoor court.

890
00:51:40,560 --> 00:51:45,960
Speaker 8: Oh no, man, why you hear something?

891
00:51:49,480 --> 00:51:50,680
Speaker 2: What else do you put on the sandwich?

892
00:51:53,920 --> 00:52:00,080
Speaker 8: Bacon, pork, cheese, tomatoes, lettuce, or like a spin and

893
00:52:00,320 --> 00:52:03,920
Speaker 8: maybe put random things on a sandwich. I don't know.

894
00:52:04,560 --> 00:52:06,400
Speaker 8: I want to get bored. When you ever get bored,

895
00:52:06,400 --> 00:52:08,640
Speaker 8: you just put random things in the sandwich or make

896
00:52:08,719 --> 00:52:10,160
Speaker 8: like random at food.

897
00:52:10,760 --> 00:52:13,759
Speaker 2: Yeah. I used to get bored and melt cheese onto

898
00:52:14,800 --> 00:52:18,759
Speaker 2: fruit snacks. So I've taken Mozella cheese and sprinkled it

899
00:52:18,800 --> 00:52:22,040
Speaker 2: on a plate of Scooby diffruit snacks and put that

900
00:52:22,080 --> 00:52:22,760
Speaker 2: in the microwave.

901
00:52:24,239 --> 00:52:24,600
Speaker 5: Mm hmm.

902
00:52:27,640 --> 00:52:36,359
Speaker 10: Ever they're like, hm hmm, sounds cheese of Scooby Doos

903
00:52:36,520 --> 00:52:38,160
Speaker 10: fruit snacks.

904
00:52:38,360 --> 00:52:40,680
Speaker 2: Yes, that's what I said. I've also done it on

905
00:52:40,760 --> 00:52:45,120
Speaker 2: a pop tart before peg put them on a pop tart.

906
00:52:46,320 --> 00:52:46,840
Speaker 8: Mm hmmm.

907
00:52:48,840 --> 00:52:50,480
Speaker 5: I like spicy food.

908
00:52:52,560 --> 00:52:54,160
Speaker 8: Let me try like spicy food.

909
00:52:54,520 --> 00:52:58,440
Speaker 2: But go fix your smoke detectors.

910
00:53:00,040 --> 00:53:03,080
Speaker 8: Not my selking sector man, m as far as like

911
00:53:03,120 --> 00:53:05,800
Speaker 8: my lazy chair, I'm moving my I'm moving on my

912
00:53:05,880 --> 00:53:06,839
Speaker 8: lazy chair right now.

913
00:53:14,560 --> 00:53:15,200
Speaker 2: You're in a chair.

914
00:53:16,160 --> 00:53:20,359
Speaker 8: Yeah, a lazy chair, like one of the Yeah, lazy chair.

915
00:53:21,520 --> 00:53:22,439
Speaker 2: What's a lazy chair.

916
00:53:23,640 --> 00:53:27,279
Speaker 8: It's like a chair. There's a lazy boy, but we

917
00:53:27,480 --> 00:53:33,120
Speaker 8: call it here lazy chair. It's not my smoke detector, man,

918
00:53:33,480 --> 00:53:34,560
Speaker 8: what is it?

919
00:53:34,560 --> 00:53:35,480
Speaker 5: It's my lazy chair.

920
00:53:35,480 --> 00:53:36,920
Speaker 8: It's kind of sneaky, like you or here.

921
00:53:37,680 --> 00:53:39,480
Speaker 2: Oh, okay, so it's you.

922
00:53:40,400 --> 00:53:40,840
Speaker 5: Yeah, it's me.

923
00:53:41,200 --> 00:53:43,680
Speaker 2: I am so you're hold on So so you're in

924
00:53:43,680 --> 00:53:44,600
Speaker 2: control of this noise?

925
00:53:45,400 --> 00:53:45,600
Speaker 5: Yeah?

926
00:53:46,480 --> 00:53:48,680
Speaker 2: Can you do it five times repeatedly?

927
00:53:50,080 --> 00:53:55,719
Speaker 4: Mm hmm mm hmmm, mm hmmm mm hmmm mm hmmm.

928
00:53:57,640 --> 00:53:58,479
Speaker 2: That's a different sound.

929
00:54:00,160 --> 00:54:01,640
Speaker 8: That's not me, that's something else.

930
00:54:02,800 --> 00:54:03,360
Speaker 5: Sure's not you.

931
00:54:05,360 --> 00:54:10,920
Speaker 8: No, they might be hearing things. Then.

932
00:54:13,520 --> 00:54:14,320
Speaker 2: I love you, Oscar.

933
00:54:16,200 --> 00:54:17,120
Speaker 8: I don't know how to take that.

934
00:54:18,520 --> 00:54:19,319
Speaker 2: Have a good rest of the night.

935
00:54:20,040 --> 00:54:27,919
Speaker 8: Thanks you too, Paul.

936
00:54:28,040 --> 00:54:30,200
Speaker 6: From Paul.

937
00:54:32,000 --> 00:54:39,120
Speaker 4: Paul, Hello, gat O.

938
00:54:40,320 --> 00:54:42,759
Speaker 5: Yes, what is going on? Man?

939
00:54:44,120 --> 00:54:49,600
Speaker 2: You know I I'm in a room, I'm sitting in

940
00:54:49,680 --> 00:54:53,960
Speaker 2: a chair. I'm broadcasting myself on the internet, which is

941
00:54:54,000 --> 00:54:57,880
Speaker 2: a fairly new idea in the span of human history.

942
00:54:58,840 --> 00:55:01,520
Speaker 2: Broadcasting I mean, actually, I mean, I mean, I guess

943
00:55:02,040 --> 00:55:06,120
Speaker 2: broadcasting is also a fairly new idea depending on you

944
00:55:06,200 --> 00:55:08,320
Speaker 2: know what, what what timeline you're comparing it to.

945
00:55:08,760 --> 00:55:10,840
Speaker 9: Yeah, relatively speaking.

946
00:55:11,680 --> 00:55:17,000
Speaker 2: I suppose, like right, I suppose writing and publishing has

947
00:55:17,040 --> 00:55:19,440
Speaker 2: been around for a while, and that was sort of

948
00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:22,160
Speaker 2: how people broadcasting themselves. But the idea of like real

949
00:55:22,280 --> 00:55:24,200
Speaker 2: time broadcasting.

950
00:55:25,160 --> 00:55:28,760
Speaker 9: Probably like forty years or so, yeah, something.

951
00:55:29,640 --> 00:55:32,080
Speaker 2: I mean, I don't know when did radio? When when

952
00:55:32,200 --> 00:55:33,120
Speaker 2: was radio invented?

953
00:55:33,160 --> 00:55:36,520
Speaker 9: That was probably like radio, Yeah that's what I mean,

954
00:55:37,320 --> 00:55:40,800
Speaker 9: like the twenties. Okay, I'm not sure. I don't have

955
00:55:40,880 --> 00:55:43,279
Speaker 9: Google on me, all right, so this is I.

956
00:55:43,320 --> 00:55:46,920
Speaker 2: Mean, I'm engaging in the medium that is still fairly new.

957
00:55:47,040 --> 00:55:51,080
Speaker 2: It's it's like one hundred or so years old, so

958
00:55:51,200 --> 00:55:53,200
Speaker 2: I'm still we're still working out the kinks.

959
00:55:52,960 --> 00:55:57,120
Speaker 9: Of it, right, right, You having difficulties tonight.

960
00:55:59,760 --> 00:56:03,160
Speaker 2: You know, I think I think it's going okay, I

961
00:56:03,239 --> 00:56:13,240
Speaker 2: think you know, it's interesting because to broadcast nowadays, all

962
00:56:13,280 --> 00:56:17,360
Speaker 2: you need is a computer and or a phone, whereas

963
00:56:17,440 --> 00:56:19,239
Speaker 2: you know, one hundred years ago you needed a whole

964
00:56:20,680 --> 00:56:26,160
Speaker 2: you satellites and a whole like radio studio. It was

965
00:56:26,320 --> 00:56:29,120
Speaker 2: it was much less accessible than it is today.

966
00:56:29,960 --> 00:56:32,480
Speaker 9: Right, But even then, like even if you had the

967
00:56:32,520 --> 00:56:34,879
Speaker 9: satellites or whatnot. You had to have like a big

968
00:56:35,040 --> 00:56:41,040
Speaker 9: name to gain some ground or some attention, where with

969
00:56:41,200 --> 00:56:44,400
Speaker 9: the Internet you can paint your face green, dressed up

970
00:56:44,440 --> 00:56:49,240
Speaker 9: like a get go and reach people from all around

971
00:56:49,280 --> 00:56:49,640
Speaker 9: the world.

972
00:56:50,320 --> 00:56:53,560
Speaker 2: It's true. It's true. We're broadcasting in fifty different countries

973
00:56:53,600 --> 00:56:54,000
Speaker 2: this evening.

974
00:56:54,800 --> 00:56:58,799
Speaker 5: That's that's that's insane, dude, that's pretty cool.

975
00:56:59,239 --> 00:57:03,120
Speaker 2: I don't know, I don't know how many countries. I

976
00:57:03,160 --> 00:57:05,799
Speaker 2: mean every country. I mean theoretically every country that has

977
00:57:05,880 --> 00:57:12,080
Speaker 2: access to right you know, as I am broadcasting too currently.

978
00:57:12,920 --> 00:57:13,640
Speaker 9: That's pretty cool.

979
00:57:13,920 --> 00:57:14,200
Speaker 8: Does it.

980
00:57:14,520 --> 00:57:16,520
Speaker 9: Do you have a way to, like see how many

981
00:57:16,600 --> 00:57:20,440
Speaker 9: people you got at any given point that you're broadcasting.

982
00:57:22,480 --> 00:57:26,200
Speaker 5: Does it tell you like you got? I'm sorry, what

983
00:57:26,320 --> 00:57:26,800
Speaker 5: can you make?

984
00:57:26,920 --> 00:57:31,720
Speaker 9: Paul, Oh, I recently started making pancakes.

985
00:57:33,120 --> 00:57:34,640
Speaker 2: Recently started making pancakes.

986
00:57:34,840 --> 00:57:38,720
Speaker 5: Paul, tell me, mm hmm.

987
00:57:38,840 --> 00:57:43,120
Speaker 2: What inspired you to start making pancakes?

988
00:57:45,760 --> 00:57:49,160
Speaker 9: You know, I like breakfast food, but I never like

989
00:57:49,320 --> 00:57:51,560
Speaker 9: wake up early enough to have breakfast in the morning.

990
00:57:52,720 --> 00:57:55,600
Speaker 9: So I went to grocery shopping. I was like, this weekend,

991
00:57:56,440 --> 00:57:59,080
Speaker 9: h I'm just I'm gonna I'm gonna treat myself. I

992
00:57:59,160 --> 00:58:01,760
Speaker 9: don't care what I'm gonna eat. Breakfast, but I'm just

993
00:58:01,840 --> 00:58:04,640
Speaker 9: I'm gonna eat breakfast, you know. And so I got

994
00:58:04,680 --> 00:58:07,080
Speaker 9: some eggs and some bacon, and then uh, I went

995
00:58:07,120 --> 00:58:11,640
Speaker 9: ahead and just got the pancakes too, and put some

996
00:58:11,800 --> 00:58:15,480
Speaker 9: strawberries on top. It was pretty pretty damn good.

997
00:58:16,680 --> 00:58:22,600
Speaker 2: M hm. Okay, you started making pancakes. Did you share

998
00:58:22,640 --> 00:58:24,840
Speaker 2: the pancakes with anyone? Did you eat them all yourself?

999
00:58:26,040 --> 00:58:26,080
Speaker 8: No?

1000
00:58:26,280 --> 00:58:27,400
Speaker 10: I ate them all by myself.

1001
00:58:27,440 --> 00:58:30,160
Speaker 9: I haven't haven't gotten to uh to share my cooking

1002
00:58:30,240 --> 00:58:35,240
Speaker 9: with anybody here here recently. I need to share them

1003
00:58:35,280 --> 00:58:37,800
Speaker 9: because I mean, sharing is like sharing scaring.

1004
00:58:40,440 --> 00:58:42,520
Speaker 2: Are you looking perhaps for a lover to share the

1005
00:58:42,560 --> 00:58:43,080
Speaker 2: pancakes with?

1006
00:58:44,200 --> 00:58:44,320
Speaker 5: Oh?

1007
00:58:44,400 --> 00:58:47,440
Speaker 9: Well, I wouldn't be opposed to it, but uh, I

1008
00:58:47,520 --> 00:58:51,440
Speaker 9: mean my last relationship kind of ended pretty rough, so

1009
00:58:51,560 --> 00:58:57,600
Speaker 9: I'm not in any Why is that well that that

1010
00:58:57,920 --> 00:59:01,520
Speaker 9: there's multiple layers? I would have to say that neither

1011
00:59:01,640 --> 00:59:05,120
Speaker 9: one of us were necessarily ready for the relationship, but

1012
00:59:05,280 --> 00:59:09,880
Speaker 9: we were forcing it to work, and I just, you know,

1013
00:59:10,840 --> 00:59:13,360
Speaker 9: we just started clashing too much. She moved in pretty

1014
00:59:13,600 --> 00:59:17,600
Speaker 9: pretty early, and then just it just wasn't the right time.

1015
00:59:20,080 --> 00:59:22,160
Speaker 2: Paul, Why weren't you ready for a relationship?

1016
00:59:24,640 --> 00:59:26,920
Speaker 5: Damn dude, Uh, you know, like.

1017
00:59:28,560 --> 00:59:31,200
Speaker 9: Maybe I don't know how to, uh to give my

1018
00:59:32,040 --> 00:59:36,000
Speaker 9: myself away. You know, I'm I'm pretty stubborn, and uh

1019
00:59:36,280 --> 00:59:39,480
Speaker 9: it's it's hard for me. It's not necessarily hard for

1020
00:59:39,600 --> 00:59:45,440
Speaker 9: me to give, but I guess receive. You know, I'm

1021
00:59:45,480 --> 00:59:50,160
Speaker 9: afraid that somebody is just going to like drop me

1022
00:59:50,720 --> 00:59:52,960
Speaker 9: at like the next turn, you.

1023
00:59:53,000 --> 00:59:56,800
Speaker 2: Know, m afraid of opening up your heart.

1024
00:59:58,120 --> 01:00:00,920
Speaker 9: Yeah, I'm just I'm just afraid of getting hurt.

1025
01:00:03,640 --> 01:00:05,479
Speaker 2: It's a reasonable fear. Have you been hurt before?

1026
01:00:06,640 --> 01:00:11,520
Speaker 10: I would say so once or twice, But I mean

1027
01:00:11,680 --> 01:00:12,400
Speaker 10: that's just life.

1028
01:00:12,480 --> 01:00:15,160
Speaker 5: You know, you roll with the punches.

1029
01:00:17,480 --> 01:00:21,080
Speaker 2: Have you found in the previous two times that you

1030
01:00:21,200 --> 01:00:25,920
Speaker 2: have gotten hurt that the overall experience of the passion,

1031
01:00:26,080 --> 01:00:30,960
Speaker 2: the romance, the love, the lust, was it worth it

1032
01:00:31,640 --> 01:00:32,160
Speaker 2: the pain.

1033
01:00:32,520 --> 01:00:32,920
Speaker 7: In the end.

1034
01:00:34,560 --> 01:00:37,440
Speaker 9: Well, I mean like yes, but I could broaden that

1035
01:00:37,600 --> 01:00:40,400
Speaker 9: up to not just relationships. But I mean, like, I

1036
01:00:40,560 --> 01:00:44,720
Speaker 9: try not to live with regrets because at the end

1037
01:00:44,720 --> 01:00:48,400
Speaker 9: of the day, I am pretty proud of who I

1038
01:00:48,480 --> 01:00:53,240
Speaker 9: have become, no matter what kind of circumstance that I've

1039
01:00:53,840 --> 01:00:57,520
Speaker 9: put myself through or experience. So I mean, you got

1040
01:00:57,640 --> 01:01:01,120
Speaker 9: to take all the bad to make some good. I mean,

1041
01:01:01,240 --> 01:01:02,840
Speaker 9: like without the bad, like.

1042
01:01:02,920 --> 01:01:03,560
Speaker 5: What is good?

1043
01:01:06,160 --> 01:01:10,920
Speaker 2: Well said? Thank you for Shampaul, Thank you Gego have

1044
01:01:11,000 --> 01:01:12,840
Speaker 2: a good night you as well.

1045
01:01:15,920 --> 01:01:21,280
Speaker 5: All from Stay Till the Credits podcast? Okay till the

1046
01:01:21,320 --> 01:01:22,200
Speaker 5: Credits podcast?

1047
01:01:22,640 --> 01:01:22,680
Speaker 2: What?

1048
01:01:22,920 --> 01:01:22,960
Speaker 8: What?

1049
01:01:23,200 --> 01:01:24,600
Speaker 2: What podcasts are my own doing?

1050
01:01:25,840 --> 01:01:26,000
Speaker 5: Oh?

1051
01:01:28,760 --> 01:01:31,800
Speaker 11: I didn't think I was gonna make it on the call.

1052
01:01:33,480 --> 01:01:33,760
Speaker 2: Right now?

1053
01:01:34,560 --> 01:01:37,080
Speaker 11: Oh well, you're not on the podcast now, but I'm

1054
01:01:37,160 --> 01:01:39,960
Speaker 11: part of a podcast called Stay Till the Credits. We

1055
01:01:40,120 --> 01:01:43,400
Speaker 11: just talked about movies. I'm not here to promote myself,

1056
01:01:43,480 --> 01:01:47,040
Speaker 11: but like I just I'm representing the podcast.

1057
01:01:47,680 --> 01:01:51,560
Speaker 2: You are a little bit here to promote yourself. That's fine.

1058
01:01:52,920 --> 01:01:54,720
Speaker 11: Yeah, sorry, No, I didn't mean to do it. I

1059
01:01:54,760 --> 01:01:57,160
Speaker 11: didn't think I I tried to call me with my name,

1060
01:01:58,240 --> 01:02:02,600
Speaker 11: but but I just kept I have to keep calling.

1061
01:02:03,040 --> 01:02:04,840
Speaker 11: So sorry, more a little nervous.

1062
01:02:05,280 --> 01:02:07,560
Speaker 2: You know, here's the thing. Here's the thing is the

1063
01:02:07,760 --> 01:02:11,840
Speaker 2: way that you're explaining that, Like the actual words that

1064
01:02:11,960 --> 01:02:16,720
Speaker 2: you're using to explain this don't make sense. But the

1065
01:02:17,280 --> 01:02:19,760
Speaker 2: but hold on, hold on. But the energy that I'm

1066
01:02:19,840 --> 01:02:23,560
Speaker 2: sensing from you, the vibe that you've out make it

1067
01:02:24,080 --> 01:02:26,280
Speaker 2: what you are explaining makes perfect sense.

1068
01:02:27,680 --> 01:02:27,919
Speaker 5: Yeah.

1069
01:02:28,040 --> 01:02:29,480
Speaker 11: Sorry, I was just a little nervous.

1070
01:02:29,680 --> 01:02:30,880
Speaker 2: I don't think I was going to get on the

1071
01:02:30,960 --> 01:02:33,600
Speaker 2: call again. I don't understand the words. But the energy,

1072
01:02:34,520 --> 01:02:39,560
Speaker 2: the apologetic energy, uh, that you're presenting makes sense, but

1073
01:02:39,640 --> 01:02:42,000
Speaker 2: the words do not. That does that make sense?

1074
01:02:43,000 --> 01:02:44,240
Speaker 5: Yeah? I guess.

1075
01:02:47,960 --> 01:02:51,520
Speaker 11: So, I mean, do I have to answer the question

1076
01:02:51,680 --> 01:02:54,000
Speaker 11: of what can you make or not?

1077
01:02:54,600 --> 01:02:57,680
Speaker 2: I don't have to do anything? What do you mean

1078
01:02:57,800 --> 01:02:59,040
Speaker 2: have to do you mean have to?

1079
01:02:59,400 --> 01:02:59,440
Speaker 3: Like?

1080
01:03:00,280 --> 01:03:02,560
Speaker 2: Well, do you really mean when they say have to,

1081
01:03:02,840 --> 01:03:07,240
Speaker 2: Because if you explore that deeply enough, you don't have

1082
01:03:07,560 --> 01:03:12,960
Speaker 2: You genuinely don't ever have to do anything. The only

1083
01:03:13,080 --> 01:03:15,120
Speaker 2: reason you would ever have to do something is if

1084
01:03:15,120 --> 01:03:17,120
Speaker 2: you are trying to achieve some sort of end.

1085
01:03:19,360 --> 01:03:21,120
Speaker 11: Wow, that's super deep.

1086
01:03:23,320 --> 01:03:25,920
Speaker 2: I guess I mean, like, like, all right, like I

1087
01:03:26,040 --> 01:03:28,480
Speaker 2: have to eat food? Why to continue to live? What

1088
01:03:28,560 --> 01:03:30,640
Speaker 2: if I don't want to continue living? I could just

1089
01:03:30,680 --> 01:03:34,240
Speaker 2: stop eating food. I'm achieving an end here, So like,

1090
01:03:34,360 --> 01:03:36,760
Speaker 2: do you have to answer the question? I assume you

1091
01:03:36,920 --> 01:03:42,080
Speaker 2: mean like for the end of like properly participating in

1092
01:03:42,160 --> 01:03:44,919
Speaker 2: the stream whatever that means. But I don't think that's true.

1093
01:03:44,960 --> 01:03:46,680
Speaker 2: I think that we can just exist on the phone.

1094
01:03:47,320 --> 01:03:49,320
Speaker 2: Neither of us even have to be talking. I don't

1095
01:03:49,360 --> 01:03:53,520
Speaker 2: think I would be perfectly comfortable sitting in silence with

1096
01:03:53,640 --> 01:03:55,960
Speaker 2: you for as long as you would.

1097
01:03:55,840 --> 01:03:57,480
Speaker 4: Like me too.

1098
01:03:57,760 --> 01:04:01,480
Speaker 11: I'm watching you like talk to me, but obviously I

1099
01:04:01,560 --> 01:04:02,960
Speaker 11: put you on mute on the stream so I can

1100
01:04:03,040 --> 01:04:05,360
Speaker 11: listen to you on the phone. But yes, like I

1101
01:04:05,520 --> 01:04:09,320
Speaker 11: totally agree with you. I just I asked you if

1102
01:04:09,400 --> 01:04:12,160
Speaker 11: I had to answer because that's like the topic of

1103
01:04:12,280 --> 01:04:14,560
Speaker 11: the date, or that's what you said. It is actually

1104
01:04:14,640 --> 01:04:15,880
Speaker 11: my first time watching your stream.

1105
01:04:16,840 --> 01:04:18,120
Speaker 2: Oh wonderful. How did you find it?

1106
01:04:19,680 --> 01:04:22,960
Speaker 11: I've seen you a lot of times on TikTok and

1107
01:04:23,320 --> 01:04:25,000
Speaker 11: I always thought it would be interesting to give you

1108
01:04:25,080 --> 01:04:29,520
Speaker 11: a call, and so you since it's like a therapy

1109
01:04:29,560 --> 01:04:30,600
Speaker 11: get goal, I wanted to try.

1110
01:04:31,440 --> 01:04:31,760
Speaker 6: Why not?

1111
01:04:33,920 --> 01:04:34,640
Speaker 5: So you have.

1112
01:04:36,600 --> 01:04:40,240
Speaker 2: Played before in your mind maybe formed a schema.

1113
01:04:40,200 --> 01:04:40,560
Speaker 7: Or like.

1114
01:04:42,400 --> 01:04:45,920
Speaker 2: You've thought you've imagined yourself calling into the stream before,

1115
01:04:46,160 --> 01:04:48,400
Speaker 2: you have had a thought of what it might be like.

1116
01:04:48,960 --> 01:04:49,760
Speaker 2: Is that correct? Yeah?

1117
01:04:50,880 --> 01:04:52,520
Speaker 11: Yeah, it's been a couple of times.

1118
01:04:52,600 --> 01:04:56,120
Speaker 5: Yeah, I followed you on TikTok beautiful.

1119
01:04:55,920 --> 01:05:00,280
Speaker 2: And when you imagined calling into the stream, how did

1120
01:05:00,320 --> 01:05:03,720
Speaker 2: you imagine that might look?

1121
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Speaker 11: Well, I mean I just thought you could give me

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Speaker 11: like a little advice. Sure, well it's a well, it's

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Speaker 11: like a kind of a little like a little confession,

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Speaker 11: so I wanted to see what your advice would be.

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Speaker 11: But uh, it's about basically, I'm in I'm a senior

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Speaker 11: in college right now, and I'm studying civil engineering, and

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Speaker 11: a little confession is.

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Speaker 13: That I kind of haven't learned a lot or probably nothing, sure,

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Speaker 13: and I'm about to graduate, so I'm like terrified of

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Speaker 13: how life is going to be after regulation.

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Speaker 11: I graduated this December, so I really.

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Speaker 5: Don't know what to do.

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Speaker 2: Well, first of all, don't freak out. You are far

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01:05:58,160 --> 01:06:02,920
Speaker 2: from the very first person to graduate college not knowing anything.

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01:06:03,760 --> 01:06:06,040
Speaker 2: People have done it before and and gone on to

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Speaker 2: live happy and successful lives. So so so don't don't

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01:06:10,280 --> 01:06:14,560
Speaker 2: freak outs. Don't freak outs. Okay, so you didn't learn anything.

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Speaker 2: Why do you think you didn't learn anything?

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Speaker 11: Well, one reason is that I have terrible memory, sure,

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01:06:23,400 --> 01:06:28,240
Speaker 11: And then another reason was probably that I'm just genuinely

1141
01:06:28,480 --> 01:06:33,280
Speaker 11: really bad at studying and it's just it just school

1142
01:06:33,480 --> 01:06:36,160
Speaker 11: is like always been like difficult for me, and like

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Speaker 11: probably civil engineering was not the easiest or the best

1144
01:06:40,280 --> 01:06:45,400
Speaker 11: choice for me to get. But my my, one of

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01:06:45,440 --> 01:06:48,120
Speaker 11: my teachers in high school once told me that engineering

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01:06:48,240 --> 01:06:50,120
Speaker 11: is always going to be around them and everything. He

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01:06:50,280 --> 01:06:54,320
Speaker 11: kind of inspired me to go that way. But right

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01:06:54,400 --> 01:06:58,120
Speaker 11: now it's just I'm like a little scared, like what's

1149
01:06:58,200 --> 01:07:00,200
Speaker 11: going to happen? She is you know, like I said, said,

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01:07:01,440 --> 01:07:03,840
Speaker 11: I haven't learned much, and.

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01:07:05,800 --> 01:07:07,360
Speaker 5: Yeah, sure, are you good?

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01:07:07,400 --> 01:07:09,440
Speaker 2: Well are you? You said that you're not good at studying,

1153
01:07:10,920 --> 01:07:13,880
Speaker 2: which is okay. Are you? Are you good at anything?

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01:07:14,200 --> 01:07:14,720
Speaker 5: Do you do?

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01:07:14,760 --> 01:07:16,560
Speaker 2: You do you? Is there anything that you consider yourself

1156
01:07:16,600 --> 01:07:19,800
Speaker 2: good at anything? It could be playing Fortnite, but anything

1157
01:07:20,400 --> 01:07:20,760
Speaker 2: good at it?

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01:07:23,400 --> 01:07:27,840
Speaker 11: I'd say I'm I mean not it's not a skill,

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01:07:28,040 --> 01:07:30,640
Speaker 11: but I'd say I'm really good at caring for the

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01:07:30,760 --> 01:07:36,440
Speaker 11: people that are important in my life. I mean this

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01:07:36,560 --> 01:07:39,400
Speaker 11: is a little more personal. But a couple of days ago,

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01:07:39,480 --> 01:07:41,560
Speaker 11: I had like a really serious talk with my parents

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01:07:41,560 --> 01:07:44,880
Speaker 11: because they were in a fight and like I kind

1164
01:07:44,920 --> 01:07:47,880
Speaker 11: of got them together and like to like kind of

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01:07:48,000 --> 01:07:52,280
Speaker 11: like apologize to each other. Yeah, and also with like

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01:07:52,320 --> 01:07:54,640
Speaker 11: all my friends, like I always like to help them

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01:07:54,640 --> 01:07:58,560
Speaker 11: out with anything they want or anything they need. That's

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01:07:59,160 --> 01:07:59,720
Speaker 11: pretty much it.

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Speaker 2: Okay, Okay, it's no. So you're a good mediator, You're

1170
01:08:03,840 --> 01:08:08,440
Speaker 2: you're good with people. Yeah, I try agree, And it's

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Speaker 2: I mean, I don't know much about civil engineering, but

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Speaker 2: it sounds like you'll be working more with UH, with

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01:08:14,040 --> 01:08:15,320
Speaker 2: machines than with people.

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Speaker 7: Uh.

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Speaker 11: I like to describe civil engineering like UH an advance

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01:08:21,800 --> 01:08:26,240
Speaker 11: and more advanced form of architecture, like that you design

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01:08:26,320 --> 01:08:30,120
Speaker 11: something and then you're like the architecture. The architecture can

1178
01:08:30,240 --> 01:08:34,320
Speaker 11: design anything they want, but the civil engineer will be

1179
01:08:34,400 --> 01:08:36,080
Speaker 11: the one that actually makes it work.

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Speaker 5: Do you get me?

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01:08:37,560 --> 01:08:37,760
Speaker 2: Yeah?

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01:08:38,400 --> 01:08:38,599
Speaker 5: Yeah?

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01:08:38,720 --> 01:08:41,080
Speaker 2: Do you do you have a a okay, so, so,

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01:08:41,800 --> 01:08:44,880
Speaker 2: judging off the way that you just described that, I'm

1185
01:08:44,960 --> 01:08:47,120
Speaker 2: kind of curious. Do you have a genuine interest in

1186
01:08:47,200 --> 01:08:47,559
Speaker 2: this thing?

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01:08:49,240 --> 01:08:54,080
Speaker 11: Hm hmm, Well yes, because uh, well, like I like

1188
01:08:54,120 --> 01:08:56,240
Speaker 11: I told you about my teacher, my high school teacher

1189
01:08:56,320 --> 01:09:01,479
Speaker 11: before engineering, Like it's always been interesting to me. But

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01:09:01,640 --> 01:09:04,000
Speaker 11: I don't know, maybe I just chose the wrong engineering field.

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01:09:04,200 --> 01:09:07,360
Speaker 11: I'm not sure, because like there's a lot of different

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01:09:07,400 --> 01:09:10,120
Speaker 11: types of them, but yeah, I don't know.

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01:09:10,280 --> 01:09:12,640
Speaker 2: There are a type of and again, you know, I

1194
01:09:12,720 --> 01:09:15,840
Speaker 2: don't know a whole lot about engineering and the different fields,

1195
01:09:15,920 --> 01:09:19,679
Speaker 2: But is there a type of engineering that you think

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01:09:19,800 --> 01:09:25,479
Speaker 2: you might be better at, especially considering that you have

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01:09:25,600 --> 01:09:29,679
Speaker 2: a strong suit for a dealing with people?

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Speaker 11: M h honestly, I don't know. I mean, if I'm

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Speaker 11: being honest, what I really actually wanted to study, Like

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01:09:39,640 --> 01:09:42,040
Speaker 11: engineering guests is awesome, but what I really wanted to

1201
01:09:42,040 --> 01:09:48,040
Speaker 11: study was, uh, filmmaking. It's like completely different. And that's

1202
01:09:48,080 --> 01:09:52,560
Speaker 11: why I have my podcast with my best friend, like

1203
01:09:52,720 --> 01:09:54,479
Speaker 11: the one I said, I'm not going to promote it again,

1204
01:09:55,200 --> 01:10:00,400
Speaker 11: but but yeah, we always talk about movies, my best

1205
01:10:00,400 --> 01:10:03,560
Speaker 11: friend and I. That's like our favorite thing ever, and

1206
01:10:03,840 --> 01:10:07,160
Speaker 11: we just decided to talk about that. And like in

1207
01:10:07,280 --> 01:10:09,240
Speaker 11: one of our episodes, I talked about that that, like

1208
01:10:09,360 --> 01:10:12,800
Speaker 11: we're always talking about filmmaking and we both love it.

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01:10:12,920 --> 01:10:15,439
Speaker 11: And like for me, for example, like I want I

1210
01:10:15,439 --> 01:10:18,040
Speaker 11: don't want to be like an actor, Like I want

1211
01:10:18,080 --> 01:10:19,200
Speaker 11: to make movies.

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01:10:19,000 --> 01:10:19,839
Speaker 5: Like be a director.

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01:10:21,760 --> 01:10:22,840
Speaker 2: You ever made a movie before?

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01:10:24,760 --> 01:10:28,280
Speaker 11: No, but I have a script I have a script

1215
01:10:28,320 --> 01:10:30,160
Speaker 11: for I haven't finished it, but yes, I have a

1216
01:10:30,200 --> 01:10:32,800
Speaker 11: script for a movie that but I kind of like

1217
01:10:32,960 --> 01:10:33,600
Speaker 11: gave up on it.

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01:10:34,560 --> 01:10:36,639
Speaker 2: Yeah, is there anything stopping you from making a movie?

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01:10:37,800 --> 01:10:39,800
Speaker 2: Doesn't need a billion dollars, you know, if you got

1220
01:10:39,800 --> 01:10:41,000
Speaker 2: your cell phone, you can make a movie.

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01:10:42,200 --> 01:10:44,920
Speaker 11: Yeah, but yeah, I mean it's pretty much it's like money.

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01:10:45,080 --> 01:10:47,640
Speaker 11: Like obviously I know if I made that movie like

1223
01:10:47,840 --> 01:10:50,400
Speaker 11: it wouldn't be like an instant hit.

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01:10:51,360 --> 01:10:54,519
Speaker 5: But I just thought that.

1225
01:10:56,240 --> 01:10:59,720
Speaker 11: I thought of a story that interested me, and I

1226
01:10:59,840 --> 01:11:02,040
Speaker 11: just started writing it, but I never finished it.

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Speaker 2: Well, here's one thing that you should know, because I

1228
01:11:09,040 --> 01:11:11,680
Speaker 2: know you feel you're probably very scared, because you know,

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01:11:13,200 --> 01:11:15,719
Speaker 2: you feel as though you've dedicated a lot of time

1230
01:11:16,640 --> 01:11:20,479
Speaker 2: so this engineering thing and then going oh shit, this

1231
01:11:20,640 --> 01:11:24,599
Speaker 2: actually is not what I want to do. And that's okay.

1232
01:11:25,520 --> 01:11:27,439
Speaker 2: You're what twenty two?

1233
01:11:29,200 --> 01:11:30,200
Speaker 5: Why you almost got it?

1234
01:11:30,240 --> 01:11:32,839
Speaker 11: Well, I'm going to be twenty two and on Halloween.

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01:11:32,920 --> 01:11:35,360
Speaker 2: Halloween's my birth twenty one. You're twenty one years old.

1236
01:11:37,800 --> 01:11:40,000
Speaker 2: What I am afraid of for you? So I don't

1237
01:11:40,000 --> 01:11:44,200
Speaker 2: want you to think that, Oh man, I spent all

1238
01:11:44,240 --> 01:11:46,840
Speaker 2: this time and now I'm graduating at twenty one and

1239
01:11:47,400 --> 01:11:51,240
Speaker 2: I'm fucked. You're You're absolutely not fucked. You know, you're

1240
01:11:51,240 --> 01:11:54,240
Speaker 2: actually in a really, really good spot. I think you should,

1241
01:11:55,400 --> 01:11:58,160
Speaker 2: but I don't know. I just I want you to

1242
01:11:58,240 --> 01:12:02,720
Speaker 2: have a good perspective on things because you're actually in

1243
01:12:03,000 --> 01:12:05,880
Speaker 2: an interesting spot. I don't know how much are you

1244
01:12:05,920 --> 01:12:07,439
Speaker 2: how much debt are you in? You in debt?

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01:12:10,640 --> 01:12:13,360
Speaker 11: I wouldn't say I'm in debt. I'm actually school that

1246
01:12:13,520 --> 01:12:15,760
Speaker 11: my financial leg kind of helps me out a little bit.

1247
01:12:16,520 --> 01:12:19,439
Speaker 11: So no, and I'm not really in debt.

1248
01:12:19,800 --> 01:12:22,760
Speaker 2: I mean I need money, but you're not in debt.

1249
01:12:23,720 --> 01:12:24,559
Speaker 5: No, I'm not in debt.

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01:12:24,640 --> 01:12:26,599
Speaker 11: I just I work out my school.

1251
01:12:26,640 --> 01:12:31,000
Speaker 2: Actually, but it's like minimum wage doesn't Matt. Sorry, So

1252
01:12:31,120 --> 01:12:36,479
Speaker 2: you're twenty one and you have no debt. Kind of

1253
01:12:37,120 --> 01:12:40,360
Speaker 2: that's beautiful. See, I don't want you to think you're fucked.

1254
01:12:40,360 --> 01:12:43,920
Speaker 2: I actually want you to take a different perspective. I

1255
01:12:43,960 --> 01:12:45,479
Speaker 2: want you to be like, oh shit, I'm twenty one

1256
01:12:46,600 --> 01:12:49,599
Speaker 2: and I have no debt. I might not have any money,

1257
01:12:49,600 --> 01:12:51,320
Speaker 2: but I have no debt, and I kind of don't

1258
01:12:51,320 --> 01:12:57,280
Speaker 2: have any responsibility to anyone or anything at this point.

1259
01:12:57,920 --> 01:13:00,720
Speaker 2: There's something freeing about that, you know. I don't. I

1260
01:13:00,720 --> 01:13:02,560
Speaker 2: don't want you to be paralyzed by this idea that

1261
01:13:03,280 --> 01:13:06,120
Speaker 2: you've you've you've chosen some college major and that that

1262
01:13:06,240 --> 01:13:11,519
Speaker 2: has to define you know, your entire life or anything.

1263
01:13:12,520 --> 01:13:15,760
Speaker 2: You know, Yeah, get sucked up by that. I don't

1264
01:13:15,800 --> 01:13:16,800
Speaker 2: want you to get sucked up by that.

1265
01:13:19,400 --> 01:13:20,760
Speaker 5: Thank you. I appreciate that.

1266
01:13:21,800 --> 01:13:27,080
Speaker 2: For sure. You said you found me on TikTok.

1267
01:13:27,160 --> 01:13:30,600
Speaker 11: Right, Yeah, I think I follow you on Instagram. I

1268
01:13:30,640 --> 01:13:31,680
Speaker 11: don't remember if I did, but.

1269
01:13:31,880 --> 01:13:34,080
Speaker 2: For sure on TikTok, do you ever make make TikTok?

1270
01:13:35,680 --> 01:13:36,920
Speaker 5: Actually, yeah, like we.

1271
01:13:37,000 --> 01:13:41,519
Speaker 11: Have a well I started, uh that TikTok for our

1272
01:13:41,560 --> 01:13:44,519
Speaker 11: podcast page, and we just I've done like some movie

1273
01:13:44,600 --> 01:13:48,240
Speaker 11: news and some like uh like little sketches like dealing

1274
01:13:48,479 --> 01:13:49,479
Speaker 11: with movies and stuff.

1275
01:13:50,280 --> 01:13:55,160
Speaker 2: Perfect. Keep doing that because you know, TikTok is the

1276
01:13:55,280 --> 01:13:58,320
Speaker 2: number one way to build an audience online, and building

1277
01:13:58,320 --> 01:14:02,760
Speaker 2: an audience online is the number one way to you know,

1278
01:14:03,320 --> 01:14:08,679
Speaker 2: make things and make money in the year of twenty

1279
01:14:08,760 --> 01:14:10,880
Speaker 2: twenty one. So keep doing that, and.

1280
01:14:11,280 --> 01:14:14,160
Speaker 11: Yeah, harder ta bail an audience a little bit.

1281
01:14:15,439 --> 01:14:19,040
Speaker 2: Keep trying, try different things. If you've posted like one

1282
01:14:19,120 --> 01:14:21,800
Speaker 2: hundred tiktoks in this one format, it's not working.

1283
01:14:22,240 --> 01:14:22,800
Speaker 7: Try to us.

1284
01:14:24,200 --> 01:14:29,280
Speaker 11: Yeah, I'm like, for sure, like this podcasting that we're doing,

1285
01:14:29,360 --> 01:14:31,280
Speaker 11: like it's it's kind of a hobby at that point,

1286
01:14:31,400 --> 01:14:33,920
Speaker 11: but me and my best friend, like we're really passionate

1287
01:14:34,000 --> 01:14:38,040
Speaker 11: about it, like we actually were trying getting our word

1288
01:14:38,120 --> 01:14:38,439
Speaker 11: out there.

1289
01:14:42,200 --> 01:14:44,800
Speaker 2: Keep trying. I like that idea. Look, here's the thing

1290
01:14:44,800 --> 01:14:48,839
Speaker 2: about TikTok, So you continue to try new things. Eventually

1291
01:14:48,920 --> 01:14:51,559
Speaker 2: the way is the way it works, eventually something will

1292
01:14:51,560 --> 01:14:54,600
Speaker 2: pop off if you continue to try new things. I

1293
01:14:54,640 --> 01:15:01,320
Speaker 2: will guarantee that for you. Yeah, but uh, don't don't.

1294
01:15:01,400 --> 01:15:04,000
Speaker 2: Don't be afraid that you're graduating from college, uh not

1295
01:15:04,160 --> 01:15:07,519
Speaker 2: knowing anything about civil engineering, because your entire life does

1296
01:15:07,560 --> 01:15:11,160
Speaker 2: not have to be defined negatively by the fact that

1297
01:15:11,479 --> 01:15:14,280
Speaker 2: you don't know anything about civil engineering, because there's lots

1298
01:15:14,320 --> 01:15:17,920
Speaker 2: and lots of you know, happy successful people out there

1299
01:15:17,960 --> 01:15:21,240
Speaker 2: who also do not know anything about civil engineering.

1300
01:15:22,840 --> 01:15:23,280
Speaker 5: Of course.

1301
01:15:23,960 --> 01:15:27,439
Speaker 11: Oh yeah, I feel you, thank you. I see people,

1302
01:15:27,640 --> 01:15:28,720
Speaker 11: Oh sorry, my name is one.

1303
01:15:30,120 --> 01:15:30,840
Speaker 2: What were you gonna say?

1304
01:15:31,960 --> 01:15:33,320
Speaker 11: I was just gonna say. I see people on the

1305
01:15:33,439 --> 01:15:36,800
Speaker 11: ted saying that I've been going on for too long,

1306
01:15:36,880 --> 01:15:39,120
Speaker 11: so I don't want to keep you for too long anymore.

1307
01:15:39,760 --> 01:15:45,439
Speaker 2: Don't listen to them. Sorry, no worries have aggressed that

1308
01:15:45,520 --> 01:15:45,760
Speaker 2: I am.

1309
01:15:46,680 --> 01:15:47,680
Speaker 11: Yeah, thank you so much.

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Speaker 2: On the line, but he's not really an expert.