Speaker 1: UMQW with me here you know bt so low shout
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Speaker 1: I really know he can't ball with me because you
Speaker 1: have with a squad of me. They getting they called
Speaker 1: me roller to the Ballerler show was so set, so
Speaker 1: you don't bet I'm in the building. And we got
Speaker 1: the one and only Alexis Sky joining us show. Yeah
Speaker 1: with the million dollars smile blinging, Yeah, how are you doing?
Speaker 1: It's the washtoo. Now look at what people in here
Speaker 1: who had just got their veneers done or needed something up.
Speaker 1: It was like if my teeth fall out, just cut
Speaker 1: away from it was like headed it out if it
Speaker 1: falls out. Yeah, no, it really happened. She was literally
Speaker 1: talking trying to hold her teeth. That happens, they fall out? Yeah, Like, man,
Speaker 1: how do they fall out? It's like, think about granting
Speaker 1: a critics on your nail when you're going to announce one,
Speaker 1: think about the overlay. It's an overlay on your teeth
Speaker 1: on her whole thing was about those the whole thing thing. No, No,
Speaker 1: you know what I think it is. I think that
Speaker 1: she didn't complete the process. Yeah, yeah it was so
Speaker 1: you know what she had on? She had tempts. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I can't even lie. My tempts fell out too. I
Speaker 1: was like literally fell out. I had like a missing
Speaker 1: while your your teeth shaved down. Yeah, unfortunately, should look good,
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Speaker 1: the k under so you have to get care with
Speaker 1: the veneers. So I had to get all my teeth, like,
Speaker 1: not all of them, the front one shaved down lower
Speaker 1: because you can get like an infection. So I had
Speaker 1: to go to Columbia get antibiotics and they then them
Speaker 1: all over. Now they look good. Yeah, I want to
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Speaker 1: and the maintenance isn't like I'm there annoying because it's
Speaker 1: hard to lost. Yeah, but your teeth will ever like
Speaker 1: turn yellow teeth. Don't be smond us. Now do you
Speaker 1: rush your teeth teeth? I'm just saying, like, you know, no,
Speaker 1: I brush my teeth, but like if you were not
Speaker 1: to brush your teeth, it's like they're permanently one color.
Speaker 1: There's no you know, that's cute wake up in the morning.
Speaker 1: I roused done. Yeah, teeth done. That's cute. Still, you stik,
Speaker 1: I brush some teeth because you check it out on
Speaker 1: our show. We do in case you missed it. So
Speaker 1: we're just gonna go through some topics and you're just
Speaker 1: gonna give your opinions. So we're gonna get into that
Speaker 1: right about now. All right, So congratulations to rub your
Speaker 1: Miller welcomes his second daughter and her name is Winter
Speaker 1: Snow Miller. I love that name. That Yeah, I'm like,
Speaker 1: I actually think that, Um what you think? She's gorgeous
Speaker 1: and all babies are blessings. That is real. And he's
Speaker 1: a girl. Dad, this is second daughter. You know, you
Speaker 1: know what they say his life for a reason. Ye right,
Speaker 1: That's exactly what I was getting to. What you know,
Speaker 1: when they give when God gives men daughter daughter, the
Speaker 1: daughter after daughters, how he treated some other daughters in
Speaker 1: his past life? Well? Anyways, inflation is real and Drake
Speaker 1: tickets are looking like Beyonce tickets. Drake fans are complaining
Speaker 1: about how how the tickets are because the tour with
Speaker 1: twenty one Savage is all a blue right now, what
Speaker 1: are y'all thoughts about these high ass tickets. I don't
Speaker 1: think it's right. What do you want the people to do?
Speaker 1: People who might not be able to afford it? A
Speaker 1: lot of fans, you know, you got to cater to
Speaker 1: like your fans, not everybody might not afford them. And
Speaker 1: like as a rapper, I could see with Beyonce, she's
Speaker 1: doing a lot, she's performing and everything. But Drake is
Speaker 1: gonna stand there on a mic with flames on the
Speaker 1: screen in the background. It's like, no, so what y'all try?
Speaker 1: That's the prices of the ticket. The nose bleeds are
Speaker 1: two hundred dollars starting like to get I guess it
Speaker 1: was like a bottle for one thousand dollars over a
Speaker 1: thousand gotta be at that point. Yeah, that's a little high,
Speaker 1: But it's Drake. No, I would start off like fifty
Speaker 1: dollars one hundred and work the way down to like
Speaker 1: you'll got to take a consideration too. That is Drake
Speaker 1: and twenty one. Oh, you gotta take into consideration reality, Like, man,
Speaker 1: they trying to make that money. His fan base is
Speaker 1: like younger people as well, like that, you know, working
Speaker 1: a job that might not be able to afford a
Speaker 1: thousand dollars ticket average. They might empty their savings just
Speaker 1: to go to that concert. That's not you know, I'm
Speaker 1: sure that's not smart. That's true, that's not smart. But
Speaker 1: when he's like a fan of somebody, you'll do it.
Speaker 1: But it's like, are you going to see Beyonce or Drake?
Speaker 1: Because they both coming, they both coming to town. Little
Speaker 1: Wayne is his own tour. He's about to start to
Speaker 1: see who would you see? Yeah? Who would you see? Yeah? Okay,
Speaker 1: because you're gonna get your money worth Okay. I think
Speaker 1: most they puts on the show. Yeah, I think most
Speaker 1: Drake and twenty one Savage fans aren't debating if they're
Speaker 1: gonna go see Beyonce or them. They're definitely gonna go
Speaker 1: see Drake in twenty one. Like, I don't think that's
Speaker 1: a bait for the people going than yeah Drake fans, Yeah,
Speaker 1: but that's messed up. Like the average rent in Atlanta
Speaker 1: is twenty five hundred. Like what you want these people
Speaker 1: to do? They gonna be like twenty one? Can't you do? So? Literally,
Speaker 1: what's going on with job Morant? Who's gone? Where you
Speaker 1: holding the gun? Wasn't my? It's not who I am?
Speaker 1: I don't condone and or any type of violence. But
Speaker 1: he's not saying whose gun it was. Well, we obviously
Speaker 1: know it wasn't his gun. Well, how do you know that?
Speaker 1: What we know now it was a real gun. He
Speaker 1: kept saying there was a toy gun. That job morant
Speaker 1: was was flash that girl was too small, and then
Speaker 1: yeah it was a real gun from from what they said.
Speaker 1: But it was so small. I said, man, that's like
Speaker 1: a fake gun. And then Chaota came on on the
Speaker 1: show a couple of days ago, hilarious, say that's a
Speaker 1: little doucy. I mean have left the club. I say, hey, man,
Speaker 1: I don't think you need to be telling us telling
Speaker 1: Ustic is hilarious. But he restaurant I got suspended. John
Speaker 1: Ryan got suspended. Well, now it's time for clean up.
Speaker 1: He can't have his image out there looking crazy, looking
Speaker 1: like a thug. He has to clean it up like
Speaker 1: he did that interview. Though he had to do that,
Speaker 1: he already made a statement. He owned up to to
Speaker 1: his you know, to um to his mistake. It wasn't
Speaker 1: giving genuine but if you look at the interview, it
Speaker 1: looked like he didn't even want to do it. In
Speaker 1: exactly that's why he had to do it all, why
Speaker 1: you shouldn't have done it. He was doing an interview
Speaker 1: like uh yeah, I mean yeah, sure, it looked like
Speaker 1: somebody because all the definitely dropping. If your first little
Speaker 1: statement was not genuine and you were in the same
Speaker 1: you were acting in the same way that you are
Speaker 1: in trouble for, you need to come back and do
Speaker 1: it better, do it again until you get it right.
Speaker 1: I just think he just shouldn't have said anything at all.
Speaker 1: If I was on his team gonna put out the state.
Speaker 1: But the interview was too quick, Like I felt like
Speaker 1: if he would have did this interview like months later,
Speaker 1: when nobody was really talking about it, I feel like
Speaker 1: it'll be more genuine. But he looked like he was
Speaker 1: forced to say all the stuff that's happening in real time.
Speaker 1: He's losing money in real time. It's like he has
Speaker 1: to save his career. But I didn't see the interview,
Speaker 1: but I think it was best that he did do
Speaker 1: something or everything just would have been done for him.
Speaker 1: I've seen I've seen the post about it. But where
Speaker 1: the ogs like, you know, telling him like hey up,
Speaker 1: you're messing up. You're about to affect your career, your family,
Speaker 1: Like you worked so hard to get here, and this
Speaker 1: is what you want to do. You want to drop
Speaker 1: the ball because you want to be a gangster on Instagram.
Speaker 1: Well guess who is a big gangster on Instagram? Bully.
Speaker 1: At the same time, Blue Face to keep on messing
Speaker 1: with Costan until she gets an abortion? What kind of
Speaker 1: low life is this real? I just have like no
Speaker 1: respect for him, like whatsoever? Um, And it's just sad.
Speaker 1: He's very disrespectful and Pshawn is a beautiful girl. And
Speaker 1: I really just you know, you can't really control when
Speaker 1: you like somebody love and make you do crazy things.
Speaker 1: But I think she really needs to like get some
Speaker 1: help and get out that situation because it's just to
Speaker 1: go through all this pregnant thought. Confused, is she pregnant
Speaker 1: because I've just seen a podcast with her just drinking
Speaker 1: liquor from the bottle. I don't know she's I don't
Speaker 1: know what the current bodle because I haven't seen have
Speaker 1: been drinking. So she's pregnant. Yeah, Oh she even looks pregnant,
Speaker 1: look like her face. Well, yes, I just think that
Speaker 1: he just needs to stay away from her. Wow, this
Speaker 1: is the thing people are saying he needs to leave
Speaker 1: her alone. A man is not going to leave you
Speaker 1: alone if you keep allowing access, if he doesn't have
Speaker 1: to give you commitment, if he doesn't have to respect you,
Speaker 1: and you keep allowing it, he not gonna leave. She
Speaker 1: has to leave. I just feel like it's just becoming
Speaker 1: a circus at this point, and it's just like, no,
Speaker 1: it was like at first to me, it was like funny,
Speaker 1: like some things were funny. I'm like, okay, this is
Speaker 1: just Then when I started seeing like the domestic power
Speaker 1: and like the violence and then the liquor and her
Speaker 1: just coming on and just lashing out, I just think
Speaker 1: that he's tearing her down and it's not looking good,
Speaker 1: especially right now she's about to be a new mom
Speaker 1: because I didn't know she was pregnant. I's been seeing pictures.
Speaker 1: I didn't know because I was seeing things saying that,
Speaker 1: oh she's not pregnant, she is um. But because she's
Speaker 1: about to be a new mom, I think she just
Speaker 1: needs to kind of like gets something. But that's his
Speaker 1: plan is to like, I guess, stress her out till
Speaker 1: she you know, miscarried. He needs to get some help himself. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and they went counseling. I think it needs to go
Speaker 1: deeper than counseling. I think it needs to be like
Speaker 1: time away. They just need to break up and leave
Speaker 1: each other along. Now I think they need forced to
Speaker 1: be separated like the force, because breaking up, they're gonna
Speaker 1: come right back together, like they need to be in
Speaker 1: this state, this state no communication. If he doesn't get help,
Speaker 1: he's gonna do this to the next moment, he's gonna
Speaker 1: sniff out. You know, a woman who is not strong
Speaker 1: enough to stand on her own two feet, she will
Speaker 1: take the abuse. Like. He doesn't even disrespect his I mean,
Speaker 1: he don't even respect his mother. So that should be
Speaker 1: a sign. If a man is respect his mother, he's
Speaker 1: not going to respect you. So the way he disrespects
Speaker 1: his mother is just disgusting. So I don't have no
Speaker 1: respect for him at all. Did you see when his
Speaker 1: mom said that her man retails. They're like always like
Speaker 1: the topic of the week sometimes, so all in your algorithm, listen.
Speaker 1: I want to avoid it. It's like, what's going on today,
Speaker 1: what's on this episode today? The episode of blue Face today?
Speaker 1: What do we got? That's why I said we see
Speaker 1: them more than the damn president. When the president says something.
Speaker 1: I don't see nothing unless I watch the news. Well, hopefully,
Speaker 1: you know, her having this baby will change her mindset.
Speaker 1: You know, I'm praying for that. Sometimes people change, sometimes
Speaker 1: people don't, and it might the baby might definitely change
Speaker 1: because there'll be a different type of love. And especially
Speaker 1: it's a boy. You know, it might be good for life. No.
Speaker 1: In his last video, he was holding a baby good putting.
Speaker 1: Chris shown on blast about how dirty the laundry room
Speaker 1: is and how her closet is not organized, and he said, Lord,
Speaker 1: I could see it now. The baby diaper gonna be shitty.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna have a shitty baby, is what he said
Speaker 1: out of his mouth. I'm cool on that. Have all
Speaker 1: ever dealt with anybody that disrespectful? Not? On? That is
Speaker 1: the most toxic I've seen, Like nobody could top them. Yeah, nobody.
Speaker 1: What'sn't been your personal experience? Because you you have been
Speaker 1: very open about some things that you went through, Like
Speaker 1: so have you personally? Yeah, I've went through toxic situations,
Speaker 1: but I don't think as to that extreme, and I
Speaker 1: think publicly, I think it's more embarrassing. I think everybody
Speaker 1: went through something toxic but it's not as you know,
Speaker 1: public as there and they're putting it out there, and
Speaker 1: I kind of think they go on live and do things.
Speaker 1: I don't know what they're really craving, but they're like
Speaker 1: showing the world they're toxic side. So that's but some
Speaker 1: people deal with like pain and hurt that way, So
Speaker 1: I think that's how they're just like releasing it. But
Speaker 1: I've dealt with it, but not to the extreme like that.
Speaker 1: He said that in a tweet in a series of
Speaker 1: tweets said he's been doing lately. He said that if
Speaker 1: you do not do what I say privately, then I'm
Speaker 1: going to embarrass you publicly. Yeah, that's not good. He
Speaker 1: needs some healing. They both need to be healed. So man,
Speaker 1: that's crazy. Yeah, Runaways, let's let these sponsors heal us.
Speaker 1: So we're gonna take a quick break out. We'll be
Speaker 1: more Alert Show. Alexa Sky's here. We'll be right back
Speaker 1: with more of the Baller Alert Show. You're listening to
Speaker 1: a special edition of the Baller Alert Show. Hey, it's
Speaker 1: Alexis Sky coming up on the ball Alert Show. All right,
Speaker 1: bather Alert, We're back with Alexis Sky in the building.
Speaker 1: All Right, Alexus for our audience who don't really know.
Speaker 1: You're on a new path right now, you know, just
Speaker 1: fill us in on where you came from, you know,
Speaker 1: where you elevating from. Who was Alexis Sky before the
Speaker 1: fame and the attend to this change? Okay? So, um,
Speaker 1: when I was younger, I always wanted to be famous.
Speaker 1: So I always knew I was gonna be somebody. So
Speaker 1: that's that, Um, growing up, I came from a good family. Um.
Speaker 1: Then you know, I left home at a young age,
Speaker 1: so I was in the street. I kind of got
Speaker 1: caught up in the street life, and then I created
Speaker 1: you know, the name Alexis guy. How old were you
Speaker 1: when you left home? Um? Sixteen fifteen? Sixteen years old?
Speaker 1: Here and you just wanted to have a little more freedom,
Speaker 1: you felt like, Yeah, I came from a good family,
Speaker 1: just wanted to be free. Where are you from? Um?
Speaker 1: From New York? But I was raised here in Georgia
Speaker 1: and um wine, oh right, yeah yeah, and nothing's out there,
Speaker 1: so I just wanted to be in the city. I
Speaker 1: wanted to be you know, so I wanted to be
Speaker 1: like the new News, so you know what I mean
Speaker 1: pretty much? Yeah, So I left home and I kind
Speaker 1: of just you know, it was in the streets a
Speaker 1: little bit, and then I kind of created a name
Speaker 1: Alexis Sky, started modeling, doing hostings, and I've just built
Speaker 1: from there where you get Alexis Scott from it's a
Speaker 1: long story. Well, my name is Alexis, but the Sky
Speaker 1: part was from somebody I don't even want to talk
Speaker 1: about right now, but I like it if it's me.
Speaker 1: You were open about a traumatic experience around the age
Speaker 1: of fifteen. Yeah, how did that, first of all share
Speaker 1: with the audience? If you feel comfortable what that experience
Speaker 1: was and how that helped you navigate into adulthood. UM.
Speaker 1: I won't go into details, um, but you know, I
Speaker 1: would just say, like I did leave home, I got
Speaker 1: caught up in the wrong situation with the wrong people. UM.
Speaker 1: In Atlanta, trafficking is huge and I got caught up here. UM.
Speaker 1: So it kind of like affected my life going forward
Speaker 1: with the decisions I made and the environment I put
Speaker 1: myself in, just because of the mindset of what I
Speaker 1: was taught through those years. So it just became a
Speaker 1: pattern movie. How many years was it? Um? It was not.
Speaker 1: It was really like sixty days. It wasn't out of that.
Speaker 1: You know, I think you just had free wheel to
Speaker 1: just go. No, I just had to really get gang still,
Speaker 1: Like I really like think like how am I gonna
Speaker 1: get out of here? It was like how am I
Speaker 1: go out of here? So did you like run away
Speaker 1: or yeah? I mean I did something else. But what
Speaker 1: advice would you give women that that you know have
Speaker 1: been in those situations that whoa I guess currently are
Speaker 1: in those situations because the trafficking in Atlanta is huge,
Speaker 1: Like you see bill Boys you hear talking about. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I kind of want to you know. Right now, what
Speaker 1: I'm working on with my team is bringing more awareness
Speaker 1: to it. I was you know, I told my story before,
Speaker 1: but I never really liked explained it. And I feel
Speaker 1: like it's so much that we need to do out
Speaker 1: here in Atlanta, and especially in these strip clubs and
Speaker 1: these young girls even now they're like kidnapping girls at Walmart.
Speaker 1: It's just so much things that we could like do
Speaker 1: to help, you know, protect these young women out there
Speaker 1: in the last because you never know, you know, like
Speaker 1: for me at that time, I didn't know, I got
Speaker 1: set up by a friend. So I feel like that's
Speaker 1: how that's how it always happened, or it could be
Speaker 1: like a guy you know, persuading you, making you think
Speaker 1: that you're you know, his girlfriend, and it turns into pimping. So,
Speaker 1: you know, it's a difference between pimping and trafficking. Like
Speaker 1: when you're being pimped, it's like okay, like you know
Speaker 1: what's going on, but you're just not strong enough to
Speaker 1: you know, be on your own. But trafficking is being
Speaker 1: held against your will, like being sold off. So I
Speaker 1: can't imagine there's some there you saw. I'm working on
Speaker 1: that now, trying to create awareness for that. I don't know,
Speaker 1: there's plenty of other women out there that's been you know,
Speaker 1: do the same thing. If you're gonna do like a
Speaker 1: documentary or something, yes, I think you're not only having
Speaker 1: a platform, but being someone that can speak from real
Speaker 1: experience and using your platform, I think a lot of
Speaker 1: women will really gravitate towards that. But also, how do
Speaker 1: we help the men in our community understand that they
Speaker 1: can protect us too. They can be vocal if they
Speaker 1: see something like how how do we talk to men
Speaker 1: about sex trafficking? Because I think that people always make
Speaker 1: it a woman's issue and they leave out the fact
Speaker 1: that a lot of the men are carrying out these deeds.
Speaker 1: How do we bridge that gap? That's a hard question.
Speaker 1: I really that because I never thought about that because
Speaker 1: we always speaking to woman about it. But I think
Speaker 1: for men, if you see something or you see something
Speaker 1: that right, like, just imagine if that was your daughter,
Speaker 1: I would just that would be my best advice. Imagine
Speaker 1: if that was your little girl or that was your sister,
Speaker 1: how would you feel, because you know, nobody deserves to
Speaker 1: go to the the best of Yeah, and so how did
Speaker 1: you become an influencer? Um? So I was obviously in
Speaker 1: a relationship with Fatty at the time. I was That's
Speaker 1: what sparked it because I feel like I like, well,
Speaker 1: I already familiar with you well because I was nobody
Speaker 1: really knew me on Instagram at the time, but I
Speaker 1: was like a popping dancer here in Atlanta, and I
Speaker 1: built my name from like Magic City, so people started
Speaker 1: hearing my name, so you probably knew me from that.
Speaker 1: But then I was dating Fatty and we kind of
Speaker 1: were like the first couple to go like public on
Speaker 1: Instagram and made it like a you know thing at
Speaker 1: that time. So and then from there I kind of
Speaker 1: just built my own brand. You know, I didn't really
Speaker 1: want to be attached to oh Fatti Wopperlar like, so
Speaker 1: I was like, no, let me create my own lane,
Speaker 1: build me up, build my brand, and beat me my
Speaker 1: own person. So yeah, what was the route, Like did
Speaker 1: you start working with brands and like become maybe like
Speaker 1: a model for something brands or how did you actually
Speaker 1: build your own identity? Well? I had like a million
Speaker 1: followers at that time, so I just kept posting every day. Um,
Speaker 1: we kind of had like a little series like back
Speaker 1: then on Instagram with all his girlfriends. It was just
Speaker 1: like so I just kept gaining more followers and I
Speaker 1: would just you know, keep posting content and then brands
Speaker 1: would reach out to me and I created Marcus. Yeah.
Speaker 1: Well I just at that moment, I knew I had
Speaker 1: to like make sure I had backup plans on, you know,
Speaker 1: for myself. So Trip Queen was about you, yep, And
Speaker 1: how do you conduct business on a day to day basis.
Speaker 1: We'll be talking about back then, no like today, like
Speaker 1: to keep your brand still you know going, you just
Speaker 1: gotta keep going. Like I'm a hustler. I've been a
Speaker 1: hustler since I was younger. So for me, I like money.
Speaker 1: So if you like money, you know you gotta do
Speaker 1: get up every day and figure it out. Every day
Speaker 1: might not be easy, something might not work, a business
Speaker 1: might phil. I just feel like you gotta keep going.
Speaker 1: And businesses have you had? Um I've had a recovery
Speaker 1: how else and know how to salon? Oh wow? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Um so my recovery house got shut down by like
Speaker 1: the state people hating. So that's another thing too, Like
Speaker 1: with me being an influencier, it's kind of hard having
Speaker 1: businesses because there's so much people that don't want to
Speaker 1: see when and they're praying on your down posts and
Speaker 1: go find one little thing to try to sabotage you.
Speaker 1: And that's kind of like what's happened with me. And
Speaker 1: I think learning the learning process for me is like
Speaker 1: finding good staff, finding people you can rely on. Because
Speaker 1: of me, I wasn't gonna go live my life travel
Speaker 1: and I'm like relying on other people to run my
Speaker 1: business for me. So I learned that you have yeah,
Speaker 1: not even friends, but people that I hired that I
Speaker 1: thought I could trust or and then it all falls
Speaker 1: back on me. So then it's like I have to
Speaker 1: defend myself always. So now I'm moving forward. I feel
Speaker 1: like if I am to open anything else up, nobody
Speaker 1: would know I'm gonna do it. I like the white
Speaker 1: people do it, and I'm like, nobody, No, I got
Speaker 1: my coins and here, I got my coins and here.
Speaker 1: So I'll just probably be a private investor when it
Speaker 1: comes to like different businesses, you know. I think on
Speaker 1: top of that too, people just kind of want to
Speaker 1: put you in a box. Like some people will really
Speaker 1: be like who does alexis, guy? Think she is with
Speaker 1: a recovery house, Like she's she's an Instagram model, she's
Speaker 1: this or that, Like people really want to put you
Speaker 1: in a box and they don't believe it. And I'm human, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm human. And like I was in the recovery house
Speaker 1: cooking for the girls, like literally, like I was trying
Speaker 1: to save a dollar anyway I can, Like I didn't
Speaker 1: want to hire chefs. I was cooking, I was there
Speaker 1: spending the night with them, like I was doing things
Speaker 1: like I'm human just like you guys. So I really
Speaker 1: enjoyed it. But I was in Egypt. Somebody was hating
Speaker 1: on me and and I could have kept going. I
Speaker 1: could have kept going, but I just gave up. And
Speaker 1: so I learned from that like to like not just
Speaker 1: give up so fast. I really should have like revisited
Speaker 1: it because it made me a lot of money. But
Speaker 1: you still can where does the girls go? What do
Speaker 1: you they just went back or did they go to
Speaker 1: another No? It was a recovery house for surgery. When
Speaker 1: you get like bo and like surgery, so you come
Speaker 1: and you recover. I had nurses there and things like that,
Speaker 1: so recovery like no, I had like no, no, no,
Speaker 1: this was like when you got surgery and stuff, not
Speaker 1: where all the addicts go. Wait, I didn't even know that.
Speaker 1: So when you get your body done, you have to recover. Yeah,
Speaker 1: So I had nurses there taking care of them, and
Speaker 1: it was like a nice house. It was dope. It
Speaker 1: was like six girls in the house. I bet you
Speaker 1: was a lot. Because you can get that house done,
Speaker 1: you can got some money rest up too, right, So
Speaker 1: it pretty much was like an airbnb, but they're paying
Speaker 1: for like the services that they're getting in there, so
Speaker 1: they had to pay the nurses and the stay. So
Speaker 1: it was a lot of more. And then I had
Speaker 1: a salon. My salon was perfectly fine. Um, for me.
Speaker 1: I just was bored during the pandemic, and I was like,
Speaker 1: let me just do something. So I opened a salon
Speaker 1: in my home during the pandemic. You opened it. Wow,
Speaker 1: I started to build out. And then once we kind
Speaker 1: of like was able to reopen up. Um, I just salon,
Speaker 1: but I don't do hair. So I was making money,
Speaker 1: but it just was not making sense. It was like, Okay,
Speaker 1: if I was a hairstylist, I would profit more. So
Speaker 1: I was like, I sold it and it just wasn't
Speaker 1: for me. Do you think there's a lot of pressure
Speaker 1: for black women's, specifically in our culture to look a
Speaker 1: certain type of way, like you having the recovery house,
Speaker 1: You're seeing all these women getting the bbl's the light
Speaker 1: bol this of that, Like, is there pressure for black
Speaker 1: women to pa? Yes? Absolutely, I just went and got surgery.
Speaker 1: Like I told myself, I was not gonna get surgery
Speaker 1: because I was in that house and I seen everybody
Speaker 1: in pain and I just was so against it. And
Speaker 1: um so you hadn't had surgery if until that point, well,
Speaker 1: I mean, I did you know the typical atl As
Speaker 1: shots you know? Um see, I don't lie about the
Speaker 1: type of stuff be like, I know I didn't get
Speaker 1: bashots No I did, but I never had light bo
Speaker 1: or nothing like that. So, um, I just went in
Speaker 1: December and it was tragic. Does it hurt? I feel
Speaker 1: like I got hit by a car. I called my
Speaker 1: mom crying. I called my grandma crying. It was the
Speaker 1: worst pain. I even called Mega crying. It was the
Speaker 1: worst pain. Okay, you don't understand. So I don't remegon No,
Speaker 1: she wanted done well at all. I would take my ass, Jim.
Speaker 1: Do people get addicted to to surgery? Yes, and it's
Speaker 1: not good. So Black China is removing killers and plans
Speaker 1: and that's good for her. I'm happy for her. What
Speaker 1: do you think of that? Like, I think it's I
Speaker 1: think that you know, um, she's on her journey as well.
Speaker 1: I think that that's really really dope. You know, you
Speaker 1: got to start somewhere, and that's if that's her way
Speaker 1: of healing, then you know, more power to her. I
Speaker 1: think it's a beautiful thing. Yeah, because it also Yeah,
Speaker 1: she years ago it was getting sick. Well, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: leave my son, So how do you get the ass
Speaker 1: taken back? Well, I took some of mine out as
Speaker 1: well when I got my surgery because more for health reason.
Speaker 1: It's not because you don't want your butt to be
Speaker 1: too big. You gotta be careful because we don't you know,
Speaker 1: when you want your butt bigger, you're just like, okay,
Speaker 1: shoot me up, shoot me up. You don't really know
Speaker 1: the long term effects that I have with your blood,
Speaker 1: your body, and you just gotta be careful because a
Speaker 1: lot of girls get sick and you don't know why
Speaker 1: you're so sick, but it could be from that. So
Speaker 1: it's always if you do have butt shots, I recommend
Speaker 1: just you know, go to a good doctor. Go to
Speaker 1: a doctor, you know, see what's going on. Even if
Speaker 1: you go get an X ray, if you see what's
Speaker 1: really like on the extra you could see like all
Speaker 1: the stuff that's filled up in your butt. It's crazy.
Speaker 1: So when you had it taken out, was that painful?
Speaker 1: I mean I got some of it taken I don't
Speaker 1: get all of it taken off, but um, it's painful.
Speaker 1: Are you still in the process? Are you just done?
Speaker 1: I did an in December, so I'm still healing. What's
Speaker 1: the healing? Like? How long is the healing process? I'm
Speaker 1: still in pain, but I'm not as much pain as
Speaker 1: I was before. You have like six months, you're still
Speaker 1: gonna be sore in certain areas. But yeah, it was
Speaker 1: painful before the No no, no no, I wasn't. I just
Speaker 1: wanted it out. I was. I was hearing too many
Speaker 1: stories like people having infections and and I wanted it
Speaker 1: smaller as well. So yeah, well, speaking of came and
Speaker 1: shell love and hip hop, you've been on like all
Speaker 1: in all the cities. Um, I was in York, La Atlanta. Okay,
Speaker 1: I think it's you are however she is. No, it
Speaker 1: just shows how much of a hustler you are, Like
Speaker 1: you said, because you want to be here. Okay, I'm
Speaker 1: here back now right and you want to reu now
Speaker 1: with Spice and Chaotic and who we just had on here?
Speaker 1: How has that been? How did you even get the
Speaker 1: call to be on that show? Was it the fattie
Speaker 1: whap thing for the show originally? Yeah? Okay, I'm so
Speaker 1: start off in La um So that was the first part,
Speaker 1: and then they wanted me in New York and um Atlanta,
Speaker 1: and then I took a little break from them, and
Speaker 1: then they reached back out they knew they needed me again,
Speaker 1: So that's okay. Y'all. I know it's didn't help you
Speaker 1: in any way. Did they change your business or I
Speaker 1: don't think it would. I mean, at this point, it's
Speaker 1: not really helping me. So it was a good opportunity
Speaker 1: in the beginning. I'm appreciating it. You know. I had
Speaker 1: a great time working with the company, had my ups
Speaker 1: and down. I don't think it's just it fits me anymore. So,
Speaker 1: you know, I think that was just a stepping so
Speaker 1: for me to get into movies now and different things.
Speaker 1: We're having my own show. Okay, movies said, it's not
Speaker 1: helping you anymore. I mean because for me, there wasn't
Speaker 1: love and hip hop likes to show people in the
Speaker 1: negative light. It's all based around drama. So it's kind
Speaker 1: of like, you know, every time I'm always in something.
Speaker 1: So this time around, when I did Jamaica, I was like, listen,
Speaker 1: I'm not coming on here. You're not about to You
Speaker 1: almost did argue with and I had to first and
Speaker 1: then I like three I had to stop. I was like,
Speaker 1: you know how I didn't come out here and start
Speaker 1: looking like because every city I was fighting somebody, because yeah,
Speaker 1: they was. But then they banned liquor for like two
Speaker 1: days because it was so many fights. It was it
Speaker 1: was that bad. Listen, I'm talking about off cameras like
Speaker 1: it was crazy, like because we're on an island for
Speaker 1: two weeks and you know, I think we could not leave,
Speaker 1: like the resort. So people just started creating like drama,
Speaker 1: and people really started beefing, like because they were doing
Speaker 1: that on purpose. They literally want to know what the
Speaker 1: producer say, Hey, you remember such, all be like, they'll
Speaker 1: send our talent person to comeing and be like, well
Speaker 1: they said this, they said that, and then you'll be
Speaker 1: like what she saying, Like you're ready to go? Yeah,
Speaker 1: So that's crazy. So you mentioned movies. What kind of
Speaker 1: movies have you done already? I haven't done money. I've
Speaker 1: only just one but I only got like a little
Speaker 1: intro scene, so I'm working on that now. But you
Speaker 1: want to get into acting, I'm started to go to
Speaker 1: agency right now. So okay, so um, yes, that's when
Speaker 1: my plans are this year. Did you see Young Miami
Speaker 1: on BMFKA, I don't watch do you see the clip
Speaker 1: on Instagram? No? I haven't watched it. I need to
Speaker 1: watch it. I haven't watched it. Please do I want
Speaker 1: to I'm gonna watch it, watch TV. I'm not like
Speaker 1: a ship. No, I'm gonna get one, but I haven't
Speaker 1: you so for me, like, I don't even turn on
Speaker 1: the TV unless like I'm just really really bored. So
Speaker 1: I'll pick a series. But I don't really just watch.
Speaker 1: I don't want to watch the BMF. I just watching
Speaker 1: animal or something. No, I don't like TV. So what
Speaker 1: do you What do you do when you have time
Speaker 1: to do nothing? It's I'm just with my daughter. I
Speaker 1: just I watched watch Traveling is my thing. I get money,
Speaker 1: the money. Yeah, my brain starts like, I don't I'm
Speaker 1: all over So me sitting on watching TV. I need
Speaker 1: to get some money. Yeah yeah, okay, tell her? You
Speaker 1: know your daughter? How was she doing? She is amazing?
Speaker 1: She is five? Um, she's so amazing? Is five? Yea?
Speaker 1: What is what is her condition? Um? She doesn't really,
Speaker 1: it's not really a condition. She was born um early,
Speaker 1: so I had her at five months and she got
Speaker 1: a brain bleed. So pretty much because you know, think
Speaker 1: about a baby that's one pound, taking them taking her
Speaker 1: out of me. Her brain was hit, you know, to
Speaker 1: the process. So it calls a muscle spasm on the
Speaker 1: right side of her body, so her like muscle is weak. Okay, yeah,
Speaker 1: but she seems so sweet though, so like people to me,
Speaker 1: the doctor's could say, oh, it stands it's that is
Speaker 1: that because my daughter was born with anything, But it's
Speaker 1: called hydrocephalis, So that's what's called a brain blee. So
Speaker 1: um is there, Like there's other kids like that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: hydrocephalis is a thing, But to me, I just feel
Speaker 1: like I've seen other kids or hydrocephalis and my daughter
Speaker 1: kind of does opposite of So there's some things I
Speaker 1: need to research. But that's what they want to label
Speaker 1: it as. What is that? Because it causes the way
Speaker 1: her like she walks on her tippytoes and her hand
Speaker 1: will lock, so it's like a muscle SMAs and it
Speaker 1: causes like, um, like a brain delay on one side.
Speaker 1: Is there long term treatment for that? She's in therapy
Speaker 1: seven days a week in school, and she's had surgery.
Speaker 1: She had brain surgery, so now she has a shunt
Speaker 1: on her in her brain, so it controls the pressure
Speaker 1: of her brain. So the fluid she piece more than
Speaker 1: like an average person would go to the bathroom, she
Speaker 1: peas a lot, so the tube gross from here downs
Speaker 1: her stomach and it just helps her. It flushes all
Speaker 1: that fluid so her brain doesn't swell, because that's what
Speaker 1: it is. It's like swelling on the brain. And you
Speaker 1: know your brain like operates everything. So think about it, like,
Speaker 1: so now her arm is like wanting to move, but
Speaker 1: the brain is not allowing, you know, so that's why
Speaker 1: you have therapy. Um, but actually getting her surgery this month.
Speaker 1: So um, so they're gonna break her legs. Is it
Speaker 1: demanding for you as a mom, like having to make
Speaker 1: sure that she can do the things that she wants
Speaker 1: to do or needs to do. Yeah, well for sure,
Speaker 1: Because like they wanted me to place her in certain
Speaker 1: schools and classes and I said absolutely not. So I
Speaker 1: sent my daughter to a regular classroom with regular kids,
Speaker 1: and so she couldn't know that she could do it
Speaker 1: just like them. Because you know, I think for moms
Speaker 1: that do have specialties, kids or kids that you know,
Speaker 1: have any type of problems even with their arms, legs,
Speaker 1: whatever it is, put them around and see that they
Speaker 1: can do it. Because when a kid is going to
Speaker 1: follow another kid's doing, so she might not be able
Speaker 1: to fully complete it, but she'll try, and then she'll
Speaker 1: try again, and then she'll try again, then she'll finally
Speaker 1: be able to do it, you know. So, um, I
Speaker 1: just try to surround her in an environment where she's
Speaker 1: it's pushing her. Yeah, and you want to around regular kids, Like, yeah,
Speaker 1: well that's the thing, because I feel like she can't
Speaker 1: and she's any less than anybody growing, you know. So
Speaker 1: and that's the thing, Like what's regular? You know what
Speaker 1: I mean? Like I think it's you want to be
Speaker 1: careful with being like, oh my child is not regular.
Speaker 1: It's just she may not be able to do it
Speaker 1: the same way, but she can still get she's still
Speaker 1: like yeah, just some of her abilities to do certain
Speaker 1: stuff she's not able to do. But um, like I'm
Speaker 1: gonna homeschool her after this year, just to give her
Speaker 1: a push start, and then I'm gonna send her into
Speaker 1: um private school because the school did want to like
Speaker 1: put her in a special needs classroom and I just didn't,
Speaker 1: you know, And I have nothing against that. I just
Speaker 1: want her to be able to strive harder. So I
Speaker 1: think all parents should do that. That's Fair's end to
Speaker 1: vote for you to to, you know, take on that
Speaker 1: probably yourself as a single mom to I have a
Speaker 1: village of my family helps me like a woman, my mom, my,
Speaker 1: grandma's don't thankful for them. Um, you know it's not easy.
Speaker 1: I was gonna like work, Yeah, she's missing me. She's
Speaker 1: at an age like you know, she's missing me. She
Speaker 1: wants to be with me, but I gotta still provide
Speaker 1: him a single mother. So it's like, you know, then
Speaker 1: my grandma's a little bit older, but my grandma helps
Speaker 1: me so much with her and my mom as well.
Speaker 1: So yeah, I was gonna ask you know about your
Speaker 1: village or support system, because there was a lot of
Speaker 1: I guess confusion around your daughter. And if we know
Speaker 1: that there's some I guess drama with her father, yea,
Speaker 1: is he very present. There's no drama with me in
Speaker 1: that man at all. He is just the definition of
Speaker 1: a debbat. And I'm just sad to say and that's
Speaker 1: just what he is. I have no respect for him.
Speaker 1: I'm they'll just leave it in God's hands, But I
Speaker 1: will say this, God don't play about his children, so
Speaker 1: you won't continue to get your blessings. And you think,
Speaker 1: don't worry. You could keep thinking that you're living this
Speaker 1: life and you're having all these things, but God will
Speaker 1: take anything from me like this, So he just needs
Speaker 1: to be very humble because that little girl's gonna grow
Speaker 1: up to be somebody, and she's so precious and he
Speaker 1: just neglects her. And I'm tired of, like, you know,
Speaker 1: I would go on the internet and lash out because
Speaker 1: it's like hurtful for me because my daughter's like, oh,
Speaker 1: where's my daddy? Who's my dad? And she knows who
Speaker 1: he is, but it's like, she is my daddy coming
Speaker 1: to pick me up and he'll make broken promises and
Speaker 1: never come and then he'll take care of his other kids.
Speaker 1: So to me, I feel like it's just an excuse.
Speaker 1: I don't know what it is. It's something internally with him.
Speaker 1: I don't know if he isn't like me. It's not
Speaker 1: something I want to figure out. And I really don't care.
Speaker 1: I just want you to take care of your child
Speaker 1: and he doesn't want to. So there's nothing I could
Speaker 1: do about it. Because I started realizing the more I
Speaker 1: keep lashing out, like what am I gaining from it?
Speaker 1: Because it's not going to change him to be a father.
Speaker 1: A man's going to be a father if he wants
Speaker 1: to be so you know, whenever my husband is around,
Speaker 1: that's going to be her father, and that's what'll be.
Speaker 1: She'll be good. Speak that into existing. So you guys
Speaker 1: don't talk at all? Um No, he no, he refuses
Speaker 1: to have When we do talk, it's always an argument.
Speaker 1: He's disrespectful. And I'm tired of people like thinking that
Speaker 1: he's just this positive person, like take care of your kids.
Speaker 1: Like I don't ask him for a dollar. It's not
Speaker 1: about money. I don't need you to pay my bills,
Speaker 1: my rent. Just be president in her life, like there's
Speaker 1: it's not about a dollar. She's five years old. It's
Speaker 1: not much that she could possibly need that I can't
Speaker 1: do for her because I'm doing it on my own already.
Speaker 1: But just be in her life. It doesn't matter what
Speaker 1: the situation was. It doesn't matter when you found out
Speaker 1: you was her dad. You knew once you knew you
Speaker 1: was her father's you know. So I don't have no
Speaker 1: respect for any guys like that. And shout out to
Speaker 1: all the single moms out and you're doing a good job.
Speaker 1: You are, you are good doing it. Thank you. So
Speaker 1: what's up? And I'm not And I'm I'm gonna say
Speaker 1: this I'm not even the type of person trying to
Speaker 1: bash nobody because I don't want to. You're trying to
Speaker 1: bash me like now, it's just the truth needs to
Speaker 1: be told because I'm tired of looking like the crazy
Speaker 1: person when I spats out, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: especially going through surgeries and not being present things like that.
Speaker 1: I'm so hurtful. Yeah, but you're keeping your energy together,
Speaker 1: You're working on your spirituality like covered, I'm covered. I
Speaker 1: ain't worried about her. Come of God got the last day.
Speaker 1: So you gotta answer to him, not me. So period,
Speaker 1: you know, so what you got coming up next? You
Speaker 1: know you have the like you said you was on
Speaker 1: Union Jamaica. What else do you have coming? You tried music?
Speaker 1: No done, you had picked it up, Haber, don't do
Speaker 1: us like that, Alexa Scott. So, I think loveing hip
Speaker 1: hop made me think he no, no, no, I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna lie. Though I thought about him like, oh she
Speaker 1: could make it love hip hop. I could do this.
Speaker 1: I got had a little booth and I thought I
Speaker 1: was doing a little say something. But I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 1: That's not me. It's never me. What was the name
Speaker 1: of the soul uh, no, Tiffany, no, Tiffany. I want
Speaker 1: to hear the no no, no, no no. That to me,
Speaker 1: the whole video. What do you video? Had a video
Speaker 1: and it's like you see the video. The funniest thing
Speaker 1: is TC would piss me, like when he tries to
Speaker 1: make me mad, like if companies around, he was like,
Speaker 1: we're listening to YouTube, he'll play my son perfect like
Speaker 1: guys gonna hear this, Hey, listen, don't worry about embarrassed
Speaker 1: music Paris Hilton, And it's not for me. It's out
Speaker 1: of my style. Like you don't know if you don't try. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I mean, I know I got it in me. I
Speaker 1: don't sound bad now, I get it wrong, but I
Speaker 1: just feel like when you don't have a passion, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna be my You know, can you sing a little bit?
Speaker 1: I'm shower a little singing a shower now I can't.
Speaker 1: If I really wanted to sing, I could, but say
Speaker 1: you sing. Being an artist is a commitment, and I
Speaker 1: don't know if I want them problems. Okay, I feel ya.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to tell you. Yeah, okay, So no music?
Speaker 1: What else you got? So I'm done with loving hip
Speaker 1: hop completely? Why I just it doesn't feel it doesn't
Speaker 1: align with me no more. You know. It's it's about
Speaker 1: this new spiritual journey that one. Okay, so you don't
Speaker 1: scrub your Instagram and everything, right Yeah, she is covered
Speaker 1: right now. Okay, she got to turtle that down on
Speaker 1: the Long Sleep man. She is covered. No. No, I'm
Speaker 1: just trying to be a little more conservative love. Um.
Speaker 1: You know, I'm still I still want people to know
Speaker 1: you could still be you know, sexy but glassy, and
Speaker 1: I don't want to lose that. So I just know
Speaker 1: that before I used to just a little bit more
Speaker 1: like revealing. So I'm just trying to like tone it
Speaker 1: down a little bit. Um. But my journey started in
Speaker 1: December or like Novembers December. But I mean it was
Speaker 1: just something that I was internally feeling. I just wasn't
Speaker 1: where I was at in my life. I was unhappy. Um,
Speaker 1: just people places things financially and I think that sometimes
Speaker 1: you know, God will humble you and he kind of
Speaker 1: will take things from you and let you see you know,
Speaker 1: m because I was just living in this fast life's
Speaker 1: fast paced, getting fast money, and I just crashed, you know,
Speaker 1: and it doesn't even matter what you have sometimes you
Speaker 1: could just be empty in the inside. That's where I was,
Speaker 1: like I had the diamonds, the bags, the cars, like,
Speaker 1: and I just still was just like an empty soul,
Speaker 1: like sitting there just like confused on what I wanted
Speaker 1: to do with myself, and things just was shutting down.
Speaker 1: Opportunities were shutting down for me, Like nothing was just
Speaker 1: aligning for me. Like anytime I try to do something,
Speaker 1: it would just like fail. So I'm like, like even
Speaker 1: down to my businesses, I was just like, why is
Speaker 1: this happening to me? So I think just God wanted
Speaker 1: my attention and my calling isn't to be this sex
Speaker 1: symbol that's Alexis guy. I think because of what happened
Speaker 1: to me in my past, I think that God wants
Speaker 1: to use me as a light to other women that
Speaker 1: are going through you know, traumatic situations and you know,
Speaker 1: whether it's an abusive relationship, whatever it is, I experienced
Speaker 1: it all. So I think He gave me that platform
Speaker 1: and grew it bigger to be a voice and to
Speaker 1: help others and to bring them closer to Him. You know,
Speaker 1: it doesn't mean you have to just become holy and overnight,
Speaker 1: but it's a transition. You know, you gotta start somewhere.
Speaker 1: So yeah, I got and if I'm gonna represent and
Speaker 1: do it the right way, and I'm just following, it's
Speaker 1: kind of like he downloaded it in my brain and
Speaker 1: it's like a recipe and I'm just you know, putting
Speaker 1: it out there. So I think, if I'm gonna do
Speaker 1: it the right way, I can't be halfway in. And
Speaker 1: like because I tried this last year, I was trying
Speaker 1: to do my journey and I got scared. So that's
Speaker 1: why I have this saying cause faith over fear, which
Speaker 1: is a scripture, but that's what I live by because
Speaker 1: it's like you have to have faith. I was living
Speaker 1: in fear for so many years, like, well, how am
Speaker 1: I going to make money? How am I gonna pay
Speaker 1: my bills? How am I gonna live this life? That?
Speaker 1: How am I gonna be able to go buy this
Speaker 1: new bag? And it's been hard. I'm not gonna lie,
Speaker 1: it's been different. It's it's hard different because I'm used
Speaker 1: to a certain life. Yeah, and doesn't mean all of
Speaker 1: that has to change because I can still live that life.
Speaker 1: I just want to do it the right way. Like,
Speaker 1: but people got to hear this because I feel like
Speaker 1: a lot of people don't understand that. You know, when
Speaker 1: people do want to go on these spiritual journeys, you know, uh,
Speaker 1: you know the different things about life that that does happen.
Speaker 1: Like you said, you know, your life was just so fast,
Speaker 1: you know, you make it fast money and then it's
Speaker 1: like everything is changing, but what hasn't changes, you know,
Speaker 1: your need for things that you want, you know, to
Speaker 1: make you happy because you know the devil can bless
Speaker 1: you too. Sure, so that's what's happening for me. I
Speaker 1: was getting less in the wrong way, and I just
Speaker 1: think that, you know, I don't judge anybody however you
Speaker 1: get your money, You get your money, but think about
Speaker 1: it like you could do it the right way and
Speaker 1: God will triple your blessings and triple your income. And
Speaker 1: it's just a way to do things, you know. So
Speaker 1: I just wanted to switch up the way I moved,
Speaker 1: So I literally like stop posting. So now I'll host
Speaker 1: like conferences, women events, brunches things like that. So I'll
Speaker 1: still host events, but I won't be hosting nightclubs. I
Speaker 1: still will go out, like there's nothing wrong with stepping out,
Speaker 1: but do I drink hard liquor. I don't drink hard
Speaker 1: liquor no more. I'll drink champagne or wine. Like I
Speaker 1: just toned it down. Am I in a club to working, No,
Speaker 1: I'll be in a club just you know, just moving
Speaker 1: with class. You're definitely keeping a queue last night, just
Speaker 1: sitting champagne because you could still be a human. You
Speaker 1: can still go out and as I want people to know,
Speaker 1: you're able to still be out and steady a woman
Speaker 1: of God. Like. I'm not saying I gonna be in
Speaker 1: a club every week, but if I do want to
Speaker 1: step out, I still would do that and just move
Speaker 1: a certain way. I hate that people associate like you
Speaker 1: wanted to be out and social as not being godly
Speaker 1: like in this I guess this world is still judgmental
Speaker 1: very much. So I'm just preparing myself to that. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: so they're gonna talk regardless, but I'm gonna still be
Speaker 1: me at the end of the day. Because the transition,
Speaker 1: you're not gonna change overnight. And it's been a it's
Speaker 1: a battle. I fight temptation every day. So it's decisions
Speaker 1: and you know, you just gotta keep moving forward. And
Speaker 1: so I deleted that I'm not really hosting. I deleted
Speaker 1: um a lot, a lot. So yeah, yeah, so don't
Speaker 1: call her for the book, no nightclub, Yeah, call her
Speaker 1: for the brunch, Yeah, for the brunches. I haven't pretty
Speaker 1: much deleted all the income that in my life didn't
Speaker 1: really serve me any good purpose. Like, so I deleted
Speaker 1: all of that, and I'm just waiting for the journey
Speaker 1: to for God to bless me more because I know
Speaker 1: it's coming. I'm just being patient and obedient, you know.
Speaker 1: It's yeah, I love this for you. Yeah, I feel
Speaker 1: like the last us, like the last few people that
Speaker 1: we've interviewed, have been very open about God. Yeah, it's
Speaker 1: really have time. I mean it's a time. It's it's
Speaker 1: you know, chaotic country Wayne or Amy energy girl and yes, Stephanie.
Speaker 1: And everybody's looking healthy, like when people are talking about God,
Speaker 1: people are talking about like they're looking healthy and happy
Speaker 1: and like you know what I mean. Like and people
Speaker 1: don't understand what you was, what you was talking about
Speaker 1: artists like you know, the devil will bless you too.
Speaker 1: And it's like when you a lot of times people
Speaker 1: don't understand when you see people in interviews, when people
Speaker 1: coming here you can kind of tell the people that
Speaker 1: ain't that ain't really right, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: Like people are coming you're like, man, you could tell
Speaker 1: this person ain't happy. They got the ap on they
Speaker 1: got and they're not happy. Yeah, but that's where I was.
Speaker 1: I was that person. I just was empty. I was
Speaker 1: really depressed. I was suffering from depression, and I would drink, drink, drink, drink, drinking,
Speaker 1: and you got all this money coming in. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: I didn't really you know, I just wasn't happy with
Speaker 1: myself and I felt like there was so much more
Speaker 1: potential that I was missing out on. I just wouldn't
Speaker 1: see what God had in a story for me because
Speaker 1: I was just so caught up in Yeah. You know.
Speaker 1: So it's been like I said, it's been a journey
Speaker 1: and it's I'm still on it and I'm it's not easy,
Speaker 1: but I know in the end of it, the rewards
Speaker 1: gonna beautiful and I just gotta stay disciplined, true to it.
Speaker 1: I think it's hard for people to be in the
Speaker 1: thick of it and realize that God is using you
Speaker 1: even when you fell down, He's still using you, Like
Speaker 1: this is your setup to be an advocate for something,
Speaker 1: and it's okay to make mistakes, like you don't have
Speaker 1: to be like so and TC and mecha always telling
Speaker 1: like don't be so hard. I think I'm trying to
Speaker 1: be too hard on myself right now. So like yesterday
Speaker 1: was the first time I went out like in a
Speaker 1: long time, and I just needed to get out for
Speaker 1: a second because I was like, okay, I get it,
Speaker 1: like I'm used to going out, but I just needed
Speaker 1: to be free for the night. But I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: I could do this. It wasn't a booking. It was
Speaker 1: just it wasn't But I hated that they called my
Speaker 1: name with a bike because I was I heard it,
Speaker 1: I said. At first, cop was like, oh my gosh,
Speaker 1: the whole world wasn't no. Yeah, but then I thought
Speaker 1: about it. I was like, man, I about to sit
Speaker 1: here and drink my champagne. Yeah, but I'm to sit
Speaker 1: here and drink my champagne like a lady. And guess what,
Speaker 1: And Gud's still gonna love me the same way. Like
Speaker 1: I'm just you ain't on the blogs doing nothing crazy. Yeah, say,
Speaker 1: I just switched up the way I carried myself. Um,
Speaker 1: and that's about it. You're allowed to girl, to do
Speaker 1: you what. We're so proud of you. We're excited to
Speaker 1: see you know what you become on your journey, and
Speaker 1: we just thank you for coming to stop it a
Speaker 1: finish with me. And it starts because you got a
Speaker 1: different look in your eyes. You want to encourage like
Speaker 1: people like that are scared, just say yes to him,
Speaker 1: like and it's just start somewhere like once you submit
Speaker 1: yourself and give your life to God, you will see
Speaker 1: everything clear, like and he'll show you the way. It's
Speaker 1: hard looking at yourself in a mirror and actually holding
Speaker 1: yourself accountable for things, and it gets really dark before
Speaker 1: it gets better. But it's worth It's worth the journey.
Speaker 1: It's definitely worth. Oh no, trust me. The devil came
Speaker 1: in full force these past week. It's been coming at me.
Speaker 1: But I have to be like, this is just a
Speaker 1: test to know if I'm gonna want to run back,
Speaker 1: because I like, temptation has been hitting me. It's been
Speaker 1: kocking on that door, like and it's like they're in
Speaker 1: my ear like and the things that the devil knows
Speaker 1: that I like, it's just like it's hard, but I'm
Speaker 1: not allowing it to to get We are on our
Speaker 1: spiritual journeys. Yeah, I'm not allowing it to get me
Speaker 1: at all. I feel like everybody's on their own, you know,
Speaker 1: personal journey the time. Right now. I don't know what's
Speaker 1: it's a it's a special warfare and it's happening and everybody.
Speaker 1: God's calling his people and that's just what it is.
Speaker 1: You see that big old uh, that godlike figure in
Speaker 1: South America, was just struck. Yeah, He's coming first, So
Speaker 1: that was real. I thought that, Oh, it's crazy because
Speaker 1: a lot of our guests that we've been having has
Speaker 1: been real advocate about their journey with God. Once he
Speaker 1: once he gets you, it's like you don't want to
Speaker 1: go back. You don't want to go back to that world.
Speaker 1: It's like a dark place and people don't even know.
Speaker 1: It's like that's why I like these rappers and everybody
Speaker 1: in the industry suffer from like drugs, mean and all
Speaker 1: these things because they're in a dark, dark place, like literally,
Speaker 1: they're they're sunken. You know, they don't want to acknowledge
Speaker 1: the truth. And that's want to accept it and give yourself.
Speaker 1: You know, it doesn't matter who you are, what you do.
Speaker 1: You could be whoever you are, He forgives and you
Speaker 1: just gotta keep going. We'll be right back. Stay tuned
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Speaker 1: My lady and I had a drunk night with great
Speaker 1: sex last night. We woke up next to each other
Speaker 1: in the morning, Eve talking about the night before. She
Speaker 1: slips up and says she can't remember how many men
Speaker 1: she has sex with, but jokingly laughed it off. I've
Speaker 1: never been insecure about something until this point. I wanted
Speaker 1: to ask her about the comment, but I know that
Speaker 1: ain't a good idea. We both follow y'all, so she
Speaker 1: gonna know we're talking about her. Oh damn, oh damn.
Speaker 1: Need your opinion? Should I speak on it or leave
Speaker 1: it alone? If you don't want to know, leave it alone?
Speaker 1: Why do you want to know that? Like number one?
Speaker 1: I feel like why? Like why do you want to know?
Speaker 1: I don't think it's anybody's business? Like why amn? I
Speaker 1: is saying down to tell you how many people are
Speaker 1: stepping were how many people know we have allowed to pass? Like?
Speaker 1: Where do you think she learned how to have sex
Speaker 1: from that amazing sex that you were happy to have
Speaker 1: just picked that up along the way, sir, Like, just
Speaker 1: be grateful that you got some amazing set. Didn't say that,
Speaker 1: enjoy your knight. That's it. I wonder what his sign is.
Speaker 1: He's a little emotional, you see. I'm not saying that
Speaker 1: women an aquarious signs or cancer women. The way that
Speaker 1: women care about a man's future is the same way
Speaker 1: a man cares about a woman's pass. So I think
Speaker 1: that I can't. I I saw against that part a woman,
Speaker 1: a man caring about a woman's pass, because we all
Speaker 1: have a pass, and that kind of for me off
Speaker 1: Not saying you're offending me, but I feel like I
Speaker 1: would feel definitive A man did care about my past,
Speaker 1: and that's kind of some of the problems I had
Speaker 1: with past relationships because it's like I had a pass.
Speaker 1: I couldn't control what happened to me in the past,
Speaker 1: and that past led me into different things. So I
Speaker 1: feel like you're gonna have to accept me for who
Speaker 1: I am, and I come with this. I'm changed now,
Speaker 1: but I can't change what already happened. So I feel
Speaker 1: like you can't worry about a woman's pass and this
Speaker 1: guy's situation, I think that that's something that he probably
Speaker 1: wants to leave alone. Because if you're talking about something
Speaker 1: that makes you insecure as a man, especially you're talking
Speaker 1: about this great sex that y'all had, why he ruined
Speaker 1: the great sex with he's insecure? Right twist? Lord, have mercy.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I think insecure man worry about that.
Speaker 1: I feel like you're secured yourself. You don't care about
Speaker 1: what a woman had going on before you. You need
Speaker 1: to worry about how you can make her better. And
Speaker 1: that's about That's That's what I'm standing on. That's the
Speaker 1: type of man that'll be like you got to throw
Speaker 1: out the gifts that your escape you. Yeah, like stop
Speaker 1: watching this, stop wearing this, stop driving this like no, yeah,
Speaker 1: and coming that he in love with is you know
Speaker 1: was made by her past? Yeah, listen, every man has
Speaker 1: a pass. Every woman has a past. It just might
Speaker 1: be a little you know, different levels to the past.
Speaker 1: So a ka, man, you need to leave it alone.
Speaker 1: Don't don't bring it up. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: If you gotta crop to your don't don't ruin the
Speaker 1: great sex just just sit it out. And that was
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