WEBVTT - Episode 226 - Alexis Skyy

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<v Speaker 1>UMQW with me here you know bt so low shout

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<v Speaker 1>oct no color? What we see? Who getting rid the

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<v Speaker 1>bla bit something? Oh, you can't stand on the home SUSI.

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<v Speaker 1>I really know he can't ball with me because you

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<v Speaker 1>have with a squad of me. They getting they called

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<v Speaker 1>me roller to the Ballerler show was so set, so

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<v Speaker 1>you don't bet I'm in the building. And we got

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<v Speaker 1>the one and only Alexis Sky joining us show. Yeah

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<v Speaker 1>with the million dollars smile blinging, Yeah, how are you doing?

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<v Speaker 1>It's the washtoo. Now look at what people in here

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<v Speaker 1>who had just got their veneers done or needed something up.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like if my teeth fall out, just cut

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<v Speaker 1>away from it was like headed it out if it

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<v Speaker 1>falls out. Yeah, no, it really happened. She was literally

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<v Speaker 1>talking trying to hold her teeth. That happens, they fall out? Yeah, Like, man,

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<v Speaker 1>how do they fall out? It's like, think about granting

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<v Speaker 1>a critics on your nail when you're going to announce one,

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<v Speaker 1>think about the overlay. It's an overlay on your teeth

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<v Speaker 1>on her whole thing was about those the whole thing thing. No, No,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I think it is. I think that

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<v Speaker 1>she didn't complete the process. Yeah, yeah it was so

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<v Speaker 1>you know what she had on? She had tempts. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I can't even lie. My tempts fell out too. I

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<v Speaker 1>was like literally fell out. I had like a missing

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<v Speaker 1>while your your teeth shaved down. Yeah, unfortunately, should look good,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you. Well. The first time I was having like

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<v Speaker 1>the k under so you have to get care with

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<v Speaker 1>the veneers. So I had to get all my teeth, like,

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<v Speaker 1>not all of them, the front one shaved down lower

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<v Speaker 1>because you can get like an infection. So I had

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<v Speaker 1>to go to Columbia get antibiotics and they then them

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<v Speaker 1>all over. Now they look good. Yeah, I want to

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<v Speaker 1>look course wrestling right unfortulately Now the person is the

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<v Speaker 1>best one. Yeah, they're more expensive, but they look better

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<v Speaker 1>and the maintenance isn't like I'm there annoying because it's

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<v Speaker 1>hard to lost. Yeah, but your teeth will ever like

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<v Speaker 1>turn yellow teeth. Don't be smond us. Now do you

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<v Speaker 1>rush your teeth teeth? I'm just saying, like, you know, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I brush my teeth, but like if you were not

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<v Speaker 1>to brush your teeth, it's like they're permanently one color.

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<v Speaker 1>There's no you know, that's cute wake up in the morning.

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<v Speaker 1>I roused done. Yeah, teeth done. That's cute. Still, you stik,

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<v Speaker 1>I brush some teeth because you check it out on

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<v Speaker 1>our show. We do in case you missed it. So

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<v Speaker 1>we're just gonna go through some topics and you're just

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<v Speaker 1>gonna give your opinions. So we're gonna get into that

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<v Speaker 1>right about now. All right, So congratulations to rub your

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<v Speaker 1>Miller welcomes his second daughter and her name is Winter

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<v Speaker 1>Snow Miller. I love that name. That Yeah, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>I actually think that, Um what you think? She's gorgeous

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<v Speaker 1>and all babies are blessings. That is real. And he's

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<v Speaker 1>a girl. Dad, this is second daughter. You know, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what they say his life for a reason. Ye right,

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<v Speaker 1>That's exactly what I was getting to. What you know,

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<v Speaker 1>when they give when God gives men daughter daughter, the

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<v Speaker 1>daughter after daughters, how he treated some other daughters in

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<v Speaker 1>his past life? Well? Anyways, inflation is real and Drake

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<v Speaker 1>tickets are looking like Beyonce tickets. Drake fans are complaining

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<v Speaker 1>about how how the tickets are because the tour with

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<v Speaker 1>twenty one Savage is all a blue right now, what

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<v Speaker 1>are y'all thoughts about these high ass tickets. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>think it's right. What do you want the people to do?

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<v Speaker 1>People who might not be able to afford it? A

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<v Speaker 1>lot of fans, you know, you got to cater to

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<v Speaker 1>like your fans, not everybody might not afford them. And

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<v Speaker 1>like as a rapper, I could see with Beyonce, she's

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<v Speaker 1>doing a lot, she's performing and everything. But Drake is

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<v Speaker 1>gonna stand there on a mic with flames on the

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<v Speaker 1>screen in the background. It's like, no, so what y'all try?

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<v Speaker 1>That's the prices of the ticket. The nose bleeds are

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<v Speaker 1>two hundred dollars starting like to get I guess it

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<v Speaker 1>was like a bottle for one thousand dollars over a

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<v Speaker 1>thousand gotta be at that point. Yeah, that's a little high,

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<v Speaker 1>But it's Drake. No, I would start off like fifty

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<v Speaker 1>dollars one hundred and work the way down to like

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<v Speaker 1>you'll got to take a consideration too. That is Drake

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<v Speaker 1>and twenty one. Oh, you gotta take into consideration reality, Like, man,

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<v Speaker 1>they trying to make that money. His fan base is

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<v Speaker 1>like younger people as well, like that, you know, working

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<v Speaker 1>a job that might not be able to afford a

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<v Speaker 1>thousand dollars ticket average. They might empty their savings just

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<v Speaker 1>to go to that concert. That's not you know, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>sure that's not smart. That's true, that's not smart. But

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<v Speaker 1>when he's like a fan of somebody, you'll do it.

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<v Speaker 1>But it's like, are you going to see Beyonce or Drake?

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<v Speaker 1>Because they both coming, they both coming to town. Little

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<v Speaker 1>Wayne is his own tour. He's about to start to

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<v Speaker 1>see who would you see? Yeah? Who would you see? Yeah? Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>because you're gonna get your money worth Okay. I think

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<v Speaker 1>most they puts on the show. Yeah, I think most

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<v Speaker 1>Drake and twenty one Savage fans aren't debating if they're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna go see Beyonce or them. They're definitely gonna go

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<v Speaker 1>see Drake in twenty one. Like, I don't think that's

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<v Speaker 1>a bait for the people going than yeah Drake fans, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but that's messed up. Like the average rent in Atlanta

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<v Speaker 1>is twenty five hundred. Like what you want these people

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<v Speaker 1>to do? They gonna be like twenty one? Can't you do? So? Literally,

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<v Speaker 1>what's going on with job Morant? Who's gone? Where you

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<v Speaker 1>holding the gun? Wasn't my? It's not who I am?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't condone and or any type of violence. But

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<v Speaker 1>he's not saying whose gun it was. Well, we obviously

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<v Speaker 1>know it wasn't his gun. Well, how do you know that?

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<v Speaker 1>What we know now it was a real gun. He

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<v Speaker 1>kept saying there was a toy gun. That job morant

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<v Speaker 1>was was flash that girl was too small, and then

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<v Speaker 1>yeah it was a real gun from from what they said.

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<v Speaker 1>But it was so small. I said, man, that's like

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<v Speaker 1>a fake gun. And then Chaota came on on the

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<v Speaker 1>show a couple of days ago, hilarious, say that's a

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<v Speaker 1>little doucy. I mean have left the club. I say, hey, man,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think you need to be telling us telling

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<v Speaker 1>Ustic is hilarious. But he restaurant I got suspended. John

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<v Speaker 1>Ryan got suspended. Well, now it's time for clean up.

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<v Speaker 1>He can't have his image out there looking crazy, looking

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<v Speaker 1>like a thug. He has to clean it up like

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<v Speaker 1>he did that interview. Though he had to do that,

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<v Speaker 1>he already made a statement. He owned up to to

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<v Speaker 1>his you know, to um to his mistake. It wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>giving genuine but if you look at the interview, it

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<v Speaker 1>looked like he didn't even want to do it. In

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<v Speaker 1>exactly that's why he had to do it all, why

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<v Speaker 1>you shouldn't have done it. He was doing an interview

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<v Speaker 1>like uh yeah, I mean yeah, sure, it looked like

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<v Speaker 1>somebody because all the definitely dropping. If your first little

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<v Speaker 1>statement was not genuine and you were in the same

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<v Speaker 1>you were acting in the same way that you are

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<v Speaker 1>in trouble for, you need to come back and do

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<v Speaker 1>it better, do it again until you get it right.

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<v Speaker 1>I just think he just shouldn't have said anything at all.

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<v Speaker 1>If I was on his team gonna put out the state.

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<v Speaker 1>But the interview was too quick, Like I felt like

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<v Speaker 1>if he would have did this interview like months later,

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<v Speaker 1>when nobody was really talking about it, I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>it'll be more genuine. But he looked like he was

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<v Speaker 1>forced to say all the stuff that's happening in real time.

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<v Speaker 1>He's losing money in real time. It's like he has

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<v Speaker 1>to save his career. But I didn't see the interview,

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<v Speaker 1>but I think it was best that he did do

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<v Speaker 1>something or everything just would have been done for him.

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<v Speaker 1>I've seen I've seen the post about it. But where

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<v Speaker 1>the ogs like, you know, telling him like hey up,

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<v Speaker 1>you're messing up. You're about to affect your career, your family,

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<v Speaker 1>Like you worked so hard to get here, and this

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<v Speaker 1>is what you want to do. You want to drop

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<v Speaker 1>the ball because you want to be a gangster on Instagram.

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<v Speaker 1>Well guess who is a big gangster on Instagram? Bully.

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<v Speaker 1>At the same time, Blue Face to keep on messing

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<v Speaker 1>with Costan until she gets an abortion? What kind of

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<v Speaker 1>low life is this real? I just have like no

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<v Speaker 1>respect for him, like whatsoever? Um, And it's just sad.

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<v Speaker 1>He's very disrespectful and Pshawn is a beautiful girl. And

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<v Speaker 1>I really just you know, you can't really control when

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<v Speaker 1>you like somebody love and make you do crazy things.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think she really needs to like get some

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<v Speaker 1>help and get out that situation because it's just to

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<v Speaker 1>go through all this pregnant thought. Confused, is she pregnant

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<v Speaker 1>because I've just seen a podcast with her just drinking

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<v Speaker 1>liquor from the bottle. I don't know she's I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know what the current bodle because I haven't seen have

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<v Speaker 1>been drinking. So she's pregnant. Yeah, Oh she even looks pregnant,

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<v Speaker 1>look like her face. Well, yes, I just think that

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<v Speaker 1>he just needs to stay away from her. Wow, this

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<v Speaker 1>is the thing people are saying he needs to leave

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<v Speaker 1>her alone. A man is not going to leave you

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<v Speaker 1>alone if you keep allowing access, if he doesn't have

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<v Speaker 1>to give you commitment, if he doesn't have to respect you,

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<v Speaker 1>and you keep allowing it, he not gonna leave. She

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<v Speaker 1>has to leave. I just feel like it's just becoming

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<v Speaker 1>a circus at this point, and it's just like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>it was like at first to me, it was like funny,

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<v Speaker 1>like some things were funny. I'm like, okay, this is

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<v Speaker 1>just Then when I started seeing like the domestic power

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<v Speaker 1>and like the violence and then the liquor and her

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<v Speaker 1>just coming on and just lashing out, I just think

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<v Speaker 1>that he's tearing her down and it's not looking good,

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<v Speaker 1>especially right now she's about to be a new mom

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<v Speaker 1>because I didn't know she was pregnant. I's been seeing pictures.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't know because I was seeing things saying that,

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<v Speaker 1>oh she's not pregnant, she is um. But because she's

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<v Speaker 1>about to be a new mom, I think she just

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<v Speaker 1>needs to kind of like gets something. But that's his

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<v Speaker 1>plan is to like, I guess, stress her out till

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<v Speaker 1>she you know, miscarried. He needs to get some help himself. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and they went counseling. I think it needs to go

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<v Speaker 1>deeper than counseling. I think it needs to be like

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<v Speaker 1>time away. They just need to break up and leave

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<v Speaker 1>each other along. Now I think they need forced to

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<v Speaker 1>be separated like the force, because breaking up, they're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>come right back together, like they need to be in

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<v Speaker 1>this state, this state no communication. If he doesn't get help,

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<v Speaker 1>he's gonna do this to the next moment, he's gonna

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<v Speaker 1>sniff out. You know, a woman who is not strong

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<v Speaker 1>enough to stand on her own two feet, she will

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<v Speaker 1>take the abuse. Like. He doesn't even disrespect his I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>he don't even respect his mother. So that should be

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<v Speaker 1>a sign. If a man is respect his mother, he's

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<v Speaker 1>not going to respect you. So the way he disrespects

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<v Speaker 1>his mother is just disgusting. So I don't have no

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<v Speaker 1>respect for him at all. Did you see when his

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<v Speaker 1>mom said that her man retails. They're like always like

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<v Speaker 1>the topic of the week sometimes, so all in your algorithm, listen.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to avoid it. It's like, what's going on today,

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<v Speaker 1>what's on this episode today? The episode of blue Face today?

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<v Speaker 1>What do we got? That's why I said we see

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<v Speaker 1>them more than the damn president. When the president says something.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't see nothing unless I watch the news. Well, hopefully,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, her having this baby will change her mindset.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm praying for that. Sometimes people change, sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>people don't, and it might the baby might definitely change

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<v Speaker 1>because there'll be a different type of love. And especially

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<v Speaker 1>it's a boy. You know, it might be good for life. No.

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<v Speaker 1>In his last video, he was holding a baby good putting.

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<v Speaker 1>Chris shown on blast about how dirty the laundry room

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<v Speaker 1>is and how her closet is not organized, and he said, Lord,

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<v Speaker 1>I could see it now. The baby diaper gonna be shitty.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna have a shitty baby, is what he said

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<v Speaker 1>out of his mouth. I'm cool on that. Have all

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<v Speaker 1>ever dealt with anybody that disrespectful? Not? On? That is

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<v Speaker 1>the most toxic I've seen, Like nobody could top them. Yeah, nobody.

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<v Speaker 1>What'sn't been your personal experience? Because you you have been

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<v Speaker 1>very open about some things that you went through, Like

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<v Speaker 1>so have you personally? Yeah, I've went through toxic situations,

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<v Speaker 1>but I don't think as to that extreme, and I

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<v Speaker 1>think publicly, I think it's more embarrassing. I think everybody

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<v Speaker 1>went through something toxic but it's not as you know,

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<v Speaker 1>public as there and they're putting it out there, and

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<v Speaker 1>I kind of think they go on live and do things.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what they're really craving, but they're like

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<v Speaker 1>showing the world they're toxic side. So that's but some

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<v Speaker 1>people deal with like pain and hurt that way, So

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's how they're just like releasing it. But

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<v Speaker 1>I've dealt with it, but not to the extreme like that.

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<v Speaker 1>He said that in a tweet in a series of

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<v Speaker 1>tweets said he's been doing lately. He said that if

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<v Speaker 1>you do not do what I say privately, then I'm

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<v Speaker 1>going to embarrass you publicly. Yeah, that's not good. He

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<v Speaker 1>needs some healing. They both need to be healed. So man,

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<v Speaker 1>that's crazy. Yeah, Runaways, let's let these sponsors heal us.

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<v Speaker 1>So we're gonna take a quick break out. We'll be

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<v Speaker 1>more Alert Show. Alexa Sky's here. We'll be right back

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<v Speaker 1>with more of the Baller Alert Show. You're listening to

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<v Speaker 1>a special edition of the Baller Alert Show. Hey, it's

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<v Speaker 1>Alexis Sky coming up on the ball Alert Show. All right,

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<v Speaker 1>bather Alert, We're back with Alexis Sky in the building.

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<v Speaker 1>All Right, Alexus for our audience who don't really know.

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<v Speaker 1>You're on a new path right now, you know, just

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<v Speaker 1>fill us in on where you came from, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>where you elevating from. Who was Alexis Sky before the

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<v Speaker 1>fame and the attend to this change? Okay? So, um,

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<v Speaker 1>when I was younger, I always wanted to be famous.

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<v Speaker 1>So I always knew I was gonna be somebody. So

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<v Speaker 1>that's that, Um, growing up, I came from a good family. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>Then you know, I left home at a young age,

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<v Speaker 1>so I was in the street. I kind of got

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<v Speaker 1>caught up in the street life, and then I created

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the name Alexis guy. How old were you

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<v Speaker 1>when you left home? Um? Sixteen fifteen? Sixteen years old?

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<v Speaker 1>Here and you just wanted to have a little more freedom,

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<v Speaker 1>you felt like, Yeah, I came from a good family,

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<v Speaker 1>just wanted to be free. Where are you from? Um?

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<v Speaker 1>From New York? But I was raised here in Georgia

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<v Speaker 1>and um wine, oh right, yeah yeah, and nothing's out there,

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<v Speaker 1>so I just wanted to be in the city. I

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to be you know, so I wanted to be

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<v Speaker 1>like the new News, so you know what I mean

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<v Speaker 1>pretty much? Yeah, So I left home and I kind

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<v Speaker 1>of just you know, it was in the streets a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit, and then I kind of created a name

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<v Speaker 1>Alexis Sky, started modeling, doing hostings, and I've just built

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<v Speaker 1>from there where you get Alexis Scott from it's a

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<v Speaker 1>long story. Well, my name is Alexis, but the Sky

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<v Speaker 1>part was from somebody I don't even want to talk

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<v Speaker 1>about right now, but I like it if it's me.

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<v Speaker 1>You were open about a traumatic experience around the age

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<v Speaker 1>of fifteen. Yeah, how did that, first of all share

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<v Speaker 1>with the audience? If you feel comfortable what that experience

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<v Speaker 1>was and how that helped you navigate into adulthood. UM.

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<v Speaker 1>I won't go into details, um, but you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>would just say, like I did leave home, I got

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<v Speaker 1>caught up in the wrong situation with the wrong people. UM.

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<v Speaker 1>In Atlanta, trafficking is huge and I got caught up here. UM.

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<v Speaker 1>So it kind of like affected my life going forward

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<v Speaker 1>with the decisions I made and the environment I put

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<v Speaker 1>myself in, just because of the mindset of what I

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<v Speaker 1>was taught through those years. So it just became a

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<v Speaker 1>pattern movie. How many years was it? Um? It was not.

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<v Speaker 1>It was really like sixty days. It wasn't out of that.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I think you just had free wheel to

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<v Speaker 1>just go. No, I just had to really get gang still,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I really like think like how am I gonna

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<v Speaker 1>get out of here? It was like how am I

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<v Speaker 1>go out of here? So did you like run away

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<v Speaker 1>or yeah? I mean I did something else. But what

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<v Speaker 1>advice would you give women that that you know have

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<v Speaker 1>been in those situations that whoa I guess currently are

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<v Speaker 1>in those situations because the trafficking in Atlanta is huge,

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<v Speaker 1>Like you see bill Boys you hear talking about. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I kind of want to you know. Right now, what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm working on with my team is bringing more awareness

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<v Speaker 1>to it. I was you know, I told my story before,

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<v Speaker 1>but I never really liked explained it. And I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like it's so much that we need to do out

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<v Speaker 1>here in Atlanta, and especially in these strip clubs and

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<v Speaker 1>these young girls even now they're like kidnapping girls at Walmart.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just so much things that we could like do

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<v Speaker 1>to help, you know, protect these young women out there

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<v Speaker 1>in the last because you never know, you know, like

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<v Speaker 1>for me at that time, I didn't know, I got

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<v Speaker 1>set up by a friend. So I feel like that's

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<v Speaker 1>how that's how it always happened, or it could be

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<v Speaker 1>like a guy you know, persuading you, making you think

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<v Speaker 1>that you're you know, his girlfriend, and it turns into pimping. So,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, it's a difference between pimping and trafficking. Like

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<v Speaker 1>when you're being pimped, it's like okay, like you know

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<v Speaker 1>what's going on, but you're just not strong enough to

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<v Speaker 1>you know, be on your own. But trafficking is being

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<v Speaker 1>held against your will, like being sold off. So I

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<v Speaker 1>can't imagine there's some there you saw. I'm working on

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<v Speaker 1>that now, trying to create awareness for that. I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>there's plenty of other women out there that's been you know,

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<v Speaker 1>do the same thing. If you're gonna do like a

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<v Speaker 1>documentary or something, yes, I think you're not only having

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<v Speaker 1>a platform, but being someone that can speak from real

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<v Speaker 1>experience and using your platform, I think a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>women will really gravitate towards that. But also, how do

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<v Speaker 1>we help the men in our community understand that they

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<v Speaker 1>can protect us too. They can be vocal if they

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<v Speaker 1>see something like how how do we talk to men

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<v Speaker 1>about sex trafficking? Because I think that people always make

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<v Speaker 1>it a woman's issue and they leave out the fact

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<v Speaker 1>that a lot of the men are carrying out these deeds.

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<v Speaker 1>How do we bridge that gap? That's a hard question.

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<v Speaker 1>I really that because I never thought about that because

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<v Speaker 1>we always speaking to woman about it. But I think

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<v Speaker 1>for men, if you see something or you see something

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<v Speaker 1>that right, like, just imagine if that was your daughter,

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<v Speaker 1>I would just that would be my best advice. Imagine

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<v Speaker 1>if that was your little girl or that was your sister,

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<v Speaker 1>how would you feel, because you know, nobody deserves to

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<v Speaker 1>go to the the best of Yeah, and so how did

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<v Speaker 1>you become an influencer? Um? So I was obviously in

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<v Speaker 1>a relationship with Fatty at the time. I was That's

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<v Speaker 1>what sparked it because I feel like I like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I already familiar with you well because I was nobody

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<v Speaker 1>really knew me on Instagram at the time, but I

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<v Speaker 1>was like a popping dancer here in Atlanta, and I

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<v Speaker 1>built my name from like Magic City, so people started

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<v Speaker 1>hearing my name, so you probably knew me from that.

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<v Speaker 1>But then I was dating Fatty and we kind of

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<v Speaker 1>were like the first couple to go like public on

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<v Speaker 1>Instagram and made it like a you know thing at

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<v Speaker 1>that time. So and then from there I kind of

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<v Speaker 1>just built my own brand. You know, I didn't really

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<v Speaker 1>want to be attached to oh Fatti Wopperlar like, so

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, no, let me create my own lane,

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<v Speaker 1>build me up, build my brand, and beat me my

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<v Speaker 1>own person. So yeah, what was the route, Like did

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<v Speaker 1>you start working with brands and like become maybe like

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<v Speaker 1>a model for something brands or how did you actually

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<v Speaker 1>build your own identity? Well? I had like a million

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<v Speaker 1>followers at that time, so I just kept posting every day. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>we kind of had like a little series like back

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<v Speaker 1>then on Instagram with all his girlfriends. It was just

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<v Speaker 1>like so I just kept gaining more followers and I

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<v Speaker 1>would just you know, keep posting content and then brands

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<v Speaker 1>would reach out to me and I created Marcus. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Well I just at that moment, I knew I had

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<v Speaker 1>to like make sure I had backup plans on, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>for myself. So Trip Queen was about you, yep, And

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<v Speaker 1>how do you conduct business on a day to day basis.

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<v Speaker 1>We'll be talking about back then, no like today, like

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<v Speaker 1>to keep your brand still you know going, you just

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<v Speaker 1>gotta keep going. Like I'm a hustler. I've been a

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<v Speaker 1>hustler since I was younger. So for me, I like money.

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<v Speaker 1>So if you like money, you know you gotta do

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<v Speaker 1>get up every day and figure it out. Every day

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<v Speaker 1>might not be easy, something might not work, a business

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<v Speaker 1>might phil. I just feel like you gotta keep going.

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<v Speaker 1>And businesses have you had? Um I've had a recovery

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<v Speaker 1>how else and know how to salon? Oh wow? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Um so my recovery house got shut down by like

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<v Speaker 1>the state people hating. So that's another thing too, Like

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<v Speaker 1>with me being an influencier, it's kind of hard having

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<v Speaker 1>businesses because there's so much people that don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>see when and they're praying on your down posts and

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<v Speaker 1>go find one little thing to try to sabotage you.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's kind of like what's happened with me. And

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<v Speaker 1>I think learning the learning process for me is like

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<v Speaker 1>finding good staff, finding people you can rely on. Because

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<v Speaker 1>of me, I wasn't gonna go live my life travel

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm like relying on other people to run my

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<v Speaker 1>business for me. So I learned that you have yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>not even friends, but people that I hired that I

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<v Speaker 1>thought I could trust or and then it all falls

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<v Speaker 1>back on me. So then it's like I have to

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<v Speaker 1>defend myself always. So now I'm moving forward. I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like if I am to open anything else up, nobody

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<v Speaker 1>would know I'm gonna do it. I like the white

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<v Speaker 1>people do it, and I'm like, nobody, No, I got

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<v Speaker 1>my coins and here, I got my coins and here.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'll just probably be a private investor when it

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<v Speaker 1>comes to like different businesses, you know. I think on

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<v Speaker 1>top of that too, people just kind of want to

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<v Speaker 1>put you in a box. Like some people will really

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<v Speaker 1>be like who does alexis, guy? Think she is with

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<v Speaker 1>a recovery house, Like she's she's an Instagram model, she's

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<v Speaker 1>this or that, Like people really want to put you

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<v Speaker 1>in a box and they don't believe it. And I'm human, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm human. And like I was in the recovery house

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<v Speaker 1>cooking for the girls, like literally, like I was trying

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<v Speaker 1>to save a dollar anyway I can, Like I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>want to hire chefs. I was cooking, I was there

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<v Speaker 1>spending the night with them, like I was doing things

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<v Speaker 1>like I'm human just like you guys. So I really

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<v Speaker 1>enjoyed it. But I was in Egypt. Somebody was hating

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<v Speaker 1>on me and and I could have kept going. I

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<v Speaker 1>could have kept going, but I just gave up. And

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<v Speaker 1>so I learned from that like to like not just

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<v Speaker 1>give up so fast. I really should have like revisited

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<v Speaker 1>it because it made me a lot of money. But

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<v Speaker 1>you still can where does the girls go? What do

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<v Speaker 1>you they just went back or did they go to

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<v Speaker 1>another No? It was a recovery house for surgery. When

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<v Speaker 1>you get like bo and like surgery, so you come

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<v Speaker 1>and you recover. I had nurses there and things like that,

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<v Speaker 1>so recovery like no, I had like no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>this was like when you got surgery and stuff, not

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<v Speaker 1>where all the addicts go. Wait, I didn't even know that.

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<v Speaker 1>So when you get your body done, you have to recover. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>So I had nurses there taking care of them, and

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<v Speaker 1>it was like a nice house. It was dope. It

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<v Speaker 1>was like six girls in the house. I bet you

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<v Speaker 1>was a lot. Because you can get that house done,

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<v Speaker 1>you can got some money rest up too, right, So

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<v Speaker 1>it pretty much was like an airbnb, but they're paying

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<v Speaker 1>for like the services that they're getting in there, so

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<v Speaker 1>they had to pay the nurses and the stay. So

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<v Speaker 1>it was a lot of more. And then I had

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<v Speaker 1>a salon. My salon was perfectly fine. Um, for me.

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<v Speaker 1>I just was bored during the pandemic, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>let me just do something. So I opened a salon

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<v Speaker 1>in my home during the pandemic. You opened it. Wow,

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<v Speaker 1>I started to build out. And then once we kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like was able to reopen up. Um, I just salon,

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<v Speaker 1>but I don't do hair. So I was making money,

0:21:47.240 --> 0:21:49.120
<v Speaker 1>but it just was not making sense. It was like, Okay,

0:21:49.160 --> 0:21:51.520
<v Speaker 1>if I was a hairstylist, I would profit more. So

0:21:51.600 --> 0:21:53.960
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I sold it and it just wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>for me. Do you think there's a lot of pressure

0:21:56.000 --> 0:21:59.199
<v Speaker 1>for black women's, specifically in our culture to look a

0:21:59.200 --> 0:22:01.800
<v Speaker 1>certain type of way, like you having the recovery house,

0:22:01.840 --> 0:22:04.040
<v Speaker 1>You're seeing all these women getting the bbl's the light

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<v Speaker 1>bol this of that, Like, is there pressure for black

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<v Speaker 1>women to pa? Yes? Absolutely, I just went and got surgery.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I told myself, I was not gonna get surgery

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<v Speaker 1>because I was in that house and I seen everybody

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<v Speaker 1>in pain and I just was so against it. And

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<v Speaker 1>um so you hadn't had surgery if until that point, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I did you know the typical atl As

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<v Speaker 1>shots you know? Um see, I don't lie about the

0:22:26.880 --> 0:22:28.119
<v Speaker 1>type of stuff be like, I know I didn't get

0:22:28.160 --> 0:22:31.200
<v Speaker 1>bashots No I did, but I never had light bo

0:22:31.280 --> 0:22:33.600
<v Speaker 1>or nothing like that. So, um, I just went in

0:22:33.640 --> 0:22:37.920
<v Speaker 1>December and it was tragic. Does it hurt? I feel

0:22:37.920 --> 0:22:40.520
<v Speaker 1>like I got hit by a car. I called my

0:22:40.560 --> 0:22:42.480
<v Speaker 1>mom crying. I called my grandma crying. It was the

0:22:42.520 --> 0:22:44.560
<v Speaker 1>worst pain. I even called Mega crying. It was the

0:22:45.440 --> 0:22:51.520
<v Speaker 1>worst pain. Okay, you don't understand. So I don't remegon No,

0:22:52.040 --> 0:22:56.560
<v Speaker 1>she wanted done well at all. I would take my ass, Jim.

0:22:56.720 --> 0:23:00.600
<v Speaker 1>Do people get addicted to to surgery? Yes, and it's

0:23:00.640 --> 0:23:06.080
<v Speaker 1>not good. So Black China is removing killers and plans

0:23:06.200 --> 0:23:08.320
<v Speaker 1>and that's good for her. I'm happy for her. What

0:23:08.359 --> 0:23:10.040
<v Speaker 1>do you think of that? Like, I think it's I

0:23:10.080 --> 0:23:13.600
<v Speaker 1>think that you know, um, she's on her journey as well.

0:23:13.640 --> 0:23:15.320
<v Speaker 1>I think that that's really really dope. You know, you

0:23:15.359 --> 0:23:17.280
<v Speaker 1>got to start somewhere, and that's if that's her way

0:23:17.320 --> 0:23:19.879
<v Speaker 1>of healing, then you know, more power to her. I

0:23:19.880 --> 0:23:23.320
<v Speaker 1>think it's a beautiful thing. Yeah, because it also Yeah,

0:23:23.359 --> 0:23:25.720
<v Speaker 1>she years ago it was getting sick. Well, I'm gonna

0:23:25.760 --> 0:23:27.760
<v Speaker 1>leave my son, So how do you get the ass

0:23:27.800 --> 0:23:30.560
<v Speaker 1>taken back? Well, I took some of mine out as

0:23:30.600 --> 0:23:33.400
<v Speaker 1>well when I got my surgery because more for health reason.

0:23:33.400 --> 0:23:34.840
<v Speaker 1>It's not because you don't want your butt to be

0:23:34.920 --> 0:23:37.000
<v Speaker 1>too big. You gotta be careful because we don't you know,

0:23:37.000 --> 0:23:38.400
<v Speaker 1>when you want your butt bigger, you're just like, okay,

0:23:38.440 --> 0:23:40.000
<v Speaker 1>shoot me up, shoot me up. You don't really know

0:23:40.440 --> 0:23:43.040
<v Speaker 1>the long term effects that I have with your blood,

0:23:43.080 --> 0:23:45.359
<v Speaker 1>your body, and you just gotta be careful because a

0:23:45.359 --> 0:23:47.320
<v Speaker 1>lot of girls get sick and you don't know why

0:23:47.400 --> 0:23:49.320
<v Speaker 1>you're so sick, but it could be from that. So

0:23:49.359 --> 0:23:52.200
<v Speaker 1>it's always if you do have butt shots, I recommend

0:23:52.280 --> 0:23:54.240
<v Speaker 1>just you know, go to a good doctor. Go to

0:23:54.280 --> 0:23:57.840
<v Speaker 1>a doctor, you know, see what's going on. Even if

0:23:57.840 --> 0:23:59.400
<v Speaker 1>you go get an X ray, if you see what's

0:23:59.440 --> 0:24:01.880
<v Speaker 1>really like on the extra you could see like all

0:24:01.920 --> 0:24:04.040
<v Speaker 1>the stuff that's filled up in your butt. It's crazy.

0:24:04.640 --> 0:24:07.080
<v Speaker 1>So when you had it taken out, was that painful?

0:24:07.880 --> 0:24:09.160
<v Speaker 1>I mean I got some of it taken I don't

0:24:09.160 --> 0:24:11.679
<v Speaker 1>get all of it taken off, but um, it's painful.

0:24:11.720 --> 0:24:13.320
<v Speaker 1>Are you still in the process? Are you just done?

0:24:13.680 --> 0:24:15.840
<v Speaker 1>I did an in December, so I'm still healing. What's

0:24:15.840 --> 0:24:17.560
<v Speaker 1>the healing? Like? How long is the healing process? I'm

0:24:17.600 --> 0:24:19.920
<v Speaker 1>still in pain, but I'm not as much pain as

0:24:19.920 --> 0:24:21.880
<v Speaker 1>I was before. You have like six months, you're still

0:24:21.880 --> 0:24:24.199
<v Speaker 1>gonna be sore in certain areas. But yeah, it was

0:24:24.240 --> 0:24:27.199
<v Speaker 1>painful before the No no, no no, I wasn't. I just

0:24:27.200 --> 0:24:28.880
<v Speaker 1>wanted it out. I was. I was hearing too many

0:24:28.880 --> 0:24:31.479
<v Speaker 1>stories like people having infections and and I wanted it

0:24:31.480 --> 0:24:33.119
<v Speaker 1>smaller as well. So yeah, well, speaking of came and

0:24:33.160 --> 0:24:35.160
<v Speaker 1>shell love and hip hop, you've been on like all

0:24:35.280 --> 0:24:44.200
<v Speaker 1>in all the cities. Um, I was in York, La Atlanta. Okay,

0:24:44.200 --> 0:24:48.639
<v Speaker 1>I think it's you are however she is. No, it

0:24:48.720 --> 0:24:50.600
<v Speaker 1>just shows how much of a hustler you are, Like

0:24:50.680 --> 0:24:52.720
<v Speaker 1>you said, because you want to be here. Okay, I'm

0:24:52.760 --> 0:25:00.440
<v Speaker 1>here back now right and you want to reu now

0:25:00.520 --> 0:25:04.000
<v Speaker 1>with Spice and Chaotic and who we just had on here?

0:25:04.359 --> 0:25:06.159
<v Speaker 1>How has that been? How did you even get the

0:25:06.160 --> 0:25:08.080
<v Speaker 1>call to be on that show? Was it the fattie

0:25:08.080 --> 0:25:11.680
<v Speaker 1>whap thing for the show originally? Yeah? Okay, I'm so

0:25:11.840 --> 0:25:14.280
<v Speaker 1>start off in La um So that was the first part,

0:25:14.320 --> 0:25:17.280
<v Speaker 1>and then they wanted me in New York and um Atlanta,

0:25:17.600 --> 0:25:19.600
<v Speaker 1>and then I took a little break from them, and

0:25:19.600 --> 0:25:21.480
<v Speaker 1>then they reached back out they knew they needed me again,

0:25:21.520 --> 0:25:26.919
<v Speaker 1>So that's okay. Y'all. I know it's didn't help you

0:25:26.960 --> 0:25:29.000
<v Speaker 1>in any way. Did they change your business or I

0:25:29.000 --> 0:25:30.880
<v Speaker 1>don't think it would. I mean, at this point, it's

0:25:30.880 --> 0:25:33.560
<v Speaker 1>not really helping me. So it was a good opportunity

0:25:33.600 --> 0:25:36.360
<v Speaker 1>in the beginning. I'm appreciating it. You know. I had

0:25:36.400 --> 0:25:40.360
<v Speaker 1>a great time working with the company, had my ups

0:25:40.359 --> 0:25:43.160
<v Speaker 1>and down. I don't think it's just it fits me anymore. So,

0:25:43.840 --> 0:25:45.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, I think that was just a stepping so

0:25:45.200 --> 0:25:48.120
<v Speaker 1>for me to get into movies now and different things.

0:25:48.160 --> 0:25:50.960
<v Speaker 1>We're having my own show. Okay, movies said, it's not

0:25:51.040 --> 0:25:53.920
<v Speaker 1>helping you anymore. I mean because for me, there wasn't

0:25:54.440 --> 0:25:56.960
<v Speaker 1>love and hip hop likes to show people in the

0:25:57.000 --> 0:25:59.800
<v Speaker 1>negative light. It's all based around drama. So it's kind

0:25:59.800 --> 0:26:03.399
<v Speaker 1>of like, you know, every time I'm always in something.

0:26:03.480 --> 0:26:05.879
<v Speaker 1>So this time around, when I did Jamaica, I was like, listen,

0:26:06.280 --> 0:26:09.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm not coming on here. You're not about to You

0:26:09.600 --> 0:26:13.240
<v Speaker 1>almost did argue with and I had to first and

0:26:13.280 --> 0:26:15.320
<v Speaker 1>then I like three I had to stop. I was like,

0:26:15.359 --> 0:26:16.600
<v Speaker 1>you know how I didn't come out here and start

0:26:16.640 --> 0:26:22.760
<v Speaker 1>looking like because every city I was fighting somebody, because yeah,

0:26:22.800 --> 0:26:24.640
<v Speaker 1>they was. But then they banned liquor for like two

0:26:24.720 --> 0:26:27.159
<v Speaker 1>days because it was so many fights. It was it

0:26:27.200 --> 0:26:29.959
<v Speaker 1>was that bad. Listen, I'm talking about off cameras like

0:26:30.000 --> 0:26:32.640
<v Speaker 1>it was crazy, like because we're on an island for

0:26:32.680 --> 0:26:34.520
<v Speaker 1>two weeks and you know, I think we could not leave,

0:26:34.840 --> 0:26:38.520
<v Speaker 1>like the resort. So people just started creating like drama,

0:26:38.600 --> 0:26:40.680
<v Speaker 1>and people really started beefing, like because they were doing

0:26:40.680 --> 0:26:42.720
<v Speaker 1>that on purpose. They literally want to know what the

0:26:42.760 --> 0:26:46.400
<v Speaker 1>producer say, Hey, you remember such, all be like, they'll

0:26:46.400 --> 0:26:47.960
<v Speaker 1>send our talent person to comeing and be like, well

0:26:47.960 --> 0:26:49.399
<v Speaker 1>they said this, they said that, and then you'll be

0:26:49.400 --> 0:26:55.240
<v Speaker 1>like what she saying, Like you're ready to go? Yeah,

0:26:55.280 --> 0:26:58.159
<v Speaker 1>So that's crazy. So you mentioned movies. What kind of

0:26:58.200 --> 0:27:02.360
<v Speaker 1>movies have you done already? I haven't done money. I've

0:27:02.359 --> 0:27:03.760
<v Speaker 1>only just one but I only got like a little

0:27:03.800 --> 0:27:06.199
<v Speaker 1>intro scene, so I'm working on that now. But you

0:27:06.240 --> 0:27:07.800
<v Speaker 1>want to get into acting, I'm started to go to

0:27:07.840 --> 0:27:12.240
<v Speaker 1>agency right now. So okay, so um, yes, that's when

0:27:12.280 --> 0:27:15.120
<v Speaker 1>my plans are this year. Did you see Young Miami

0:27:15.200 --> 0:27:19.119
<v Speaker 1>on BMFKA, I don't watch do you see the clip

0:27:19.160 --> 0:27:22.840
<v Speaker 1>on Instagram? No? I haven't watched it. I need to

0:27:22.880 --> 0:27:25.080
<v Speaker 1>watch it. I haven't watched it. Please do I want

0:27:25.080 --> 0:27:28.679
<v Speaker 1>to I'm gonna watch it, watch TV. I'm not like

0:27:28.680 --> 0:27:31.159
<v Speaker 1>a ship. No, I'm gonna get one, but I haven't

0:27:31.280 --> 0:27:33.399
<v Speaker 1>you so for me, like, I don't even turn on

0:27:33.400 --> 0:27:35.840
<v Speaker 1>the TV unless like I'm just really really bored. So

0:27:35.880 --> 0:27:37.480
<v Speaker 1>I'll pick a series. But I don't really just watch.

0:27:37.600 --> 0:27:39.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to watch the BMF. I just watching

0:27:40.040 --> 0:27:43.639
<v Speaker 1>animal or something. No, I don't like TV. So what

0:27:43.680 --> 0:27:45.320
<v Speaker 1>do you What do you do when you have time

0:27:45.359 --> 0:27:48.399
<v Speaker 1>to do nothing? It's I'm just with my daughter. I

0:27:48.520 --> 0:27:53.520
<v Speaker 1>just I watched watch Traveling is my thing. I get money,

0:27:53.640 --> 0:27:58.200
<v Speaker 1>the money. Yeah, my brain starts like, I don't I'm

0:27:58.240 --> 0:28:01.439
<v Speaker 1>all over So me sitting on watching TV. I need

0:28:01.440 --> 0:28:04.439
<v Speaker 1>to get some money. Yeah yeah, okay, tell her? You

0:28:04.480 --> 0:28:07.240
<v Speaker 1>know your daughter? How was she doing? She is amazing?

0:28:07.400 --> 0:28:13.280
<v Speaker 1>She is five? Um, she's so amazing? Is five? Yea?

0:28:13.480 --> 0:28:16.560
<v Speaker 1>What is what is her condition? Um? She doesn't really,

0:28:16.600 --> 0:28:20.080
<v Speaker 1>it's not really a condition. She was born um early,

0:28:20.320 --> 0:28:23.280
<v Speaker 1>so I had her at five months and she got

0:28:23.320 --> 0:28:26.080
<v Speaker 1>a brain bleed. So pretty much because you know, think

0:28:26.080 --> 0:28:28.479
<v Speaker 1>about a baby that's one pound, taking them taking her

0:28:28.520 --> 0:28:31.359
<v Speaker 1>out of me. Her brain was hit, you know, to

0:28:31.440 --> 0:28:34.320
<v Speaker 1>the process. So it calls a muscle spasm on the

0:28:34.400 --> 0:28:37.640
<v Speaker 1>right side of her body, so her like muscle is weak. Okay, yeah,

0:28:37.680 --> 0:28:40.640
<v Speaker 1>but she seems so sweet though, so like people to me,

0:28:40.720 --> 0:28:42.760
<v Speaker 1>the doctor's could say, oh, it stands it's that is

0:28:42.760 --> 0:28:45.040
<v Speaker 1>that because my daughter was born with anything, But it's

0:28:45.040 --> 0:28:48.560
<v Speaker 1>called hydrocephalis, So that's what's called a brain blee. So

0:28:48.760 --> 0:28:51.600
<v Speaker 1>um is there, Like there's other kids like that. Yeah,

0:28:51.960 --> 0:28:56.040
<v Speaker 1>hydrocephalis is a thing, But to me, I just feel

0:28:56.080 --> 0:28:58.640
<v Speaker 1>like I've seen other kids or hydrocephalis and my daughter

0:28:58.720 --> 0:29:01.880
<v Speaker 1>kind of does opposite of So there's some things I

0:29:01.920 --> 0:29:03.920
<v Speaker 1>need to research. But that's what they want to label

0:29:03.960 --> 0:29:07.120
<v Speaker 1>it as. What is that? Because it causes the way

0:29:07.200 --> 0:29:09.160
<v Speaker 1>her like she walks on her tippytoes and her hand

0:29:09.160 --> 0:29:11.480
<v Speaker 1>will lock, so it's like a muscle SMAs and it

0:29:11.520 --> 0:29:14.360
<v Speaker 1>causes like, um, like a brain delay on one side.

0:29:14.720 --> 0:29:17.560
<v Speaker 1>Is there long term treatment for that? She's in therapy

0:29:18.120 --> 0:29:20.960
<v Speaker 1>seven days a week in school, and she's had surgery.

0:29:21.160 --> 0:29:22.840
<v Speaker 1>She had brain surgery, so now she has a shunt

0:29:23.720 --> 0:29:26.000
<v Speaker 1>on her in her brain, so it controls the pressure

0:29:26.080 --> 0:29:28.840
<v Speaker 1>of her brain. So the fluid she piece more than

0:29:28.920 --> 0:29:30.720
<v Speaker 1>like an average person would go to the bathroom, she

0:29:30.720 --> 0:29:33.480
<v Speaker 1>peas a lot, so the tube gross from here downs

0:29:33.520 --> 0:29:35.440
<v Speaker 1>her stomach and it just helps her. It flushes all

0:29:35.480 --> 0:29:37.880
<v Speaker 1>that fluid so her brain doesn't swell, because that's what

0:29:37.920 --> 0:29:39.960
<v Speaker 1>it is. It's like swelling on the brain. And you

0:29:40.000 --> 0:29:43.880
<v Speaker 1>know your brain like operates everything. So think about it, like,

0:29:43.920 --> 0:29:46.920
<v Speaker 1>so now her arm is like wanting to move, but

0:29:46.960 --> 0:29:48.880
<v Speaker 1>the brain is not allowing, you know, so that's why

0:29:48.880 --> 0:29:53.600
<v Speaker 1>you have therapy. Um, but actually getting her surgery this month.

0:29:53.600 --> 0:29:56.040
<v Speaker 1>So um, so they're gonna break her legs. Is it

0:29:56.120 --> 0:30:00.280
<v Speaker 1>demanding for you as a mom, like having to make

0:30:00.320 --> 0:30:02.680
<v Speaker 1>sure that she can do the things that she wants

0:30:02.720 --> 0:30:05.040
<v Speaker 1>to do or needs to do. Yeah, well for sure,

0:30:05.120 --> 0:30:07.120
<v Speaker 1>Because like they wanted me to place her in certain

0:30:07.240 --> 0:30:09.600
<v Speaker 1>schools and classes and I said absolutely not. So I

0:30:09.640 --> 0:30:12.560
<v Speaker 1>sent my daughter to a regular classroom with regular kids,

0:30:12.600 --> 0:30:14.320
<v Speaker 1>and so she couldn't know that she could do it

0:30:14.360 --> 0:30:17.320
<v Speaker 1>just like them. Because you know, I think for moms

0:30:17.320 --> 0:30:19.760
<v Speaker 1>that do have specialties, kids or kids that you know,

0:30:20.320 --> 0:30:23.080
<v Speaker 1>have any type of problems even with their arms, legs,

0:30:23.080 --> 0:30:25.560
<v Speaker 1>whatever it is, put them around and see that they

0:30:25.560 --> 0:30:26.960
<v Speaker 1>can do it. Because when a kid is going to

0:30:27.000 --> 0:30:29.240
<v Speaker 1>follow another kid's doing, so she might not be able

0:30:29.280 --> 0:30:32.000
<v Speaker 1>to fully complete it, but she'll try, and then she'll

0:30:32.000 --> 0:30:33.560
<v Speaker 1>try again, and then she'll try again, then she'll finally

0:30:33.560 --> 0:30:35.760
<v Speaker 1>be able to do it, you know. So, um, I

0:30:35.800 --> 0:30:38.360
<v Speaker 1>just try to surround her in an environment where she's

0:30:38.400 --> 0:30:42.400
<v Speaker 1>it's pushing her. Yeah, and you want to around regular kids, Like, yeah,

0:30:42.480 --> 0:30:44.480
<v Speaker 1>well that's the thing, because I feel like she can't

0:30:44.480 --> 0:30:46.920
<v Speaker 1>and she's any less than anybody growing, you know. So

0:30:47.160 --> 0:30:49.040
<v Speaker 1>and that's the thing, Like what's regular? You know what

0:30:49.120 --> 0:30:51.120
<v Speaker 1>I mean? Like I think it's you want to be

0:30:51.200 --> 0:30:55.160
<v Speaker 1>careful with being like, oh my child is not regular.

0:30:55.200 --> 0:30:57.480
<v Speaker 1>It's just she may not be able to do it

0:30:57.680 --> 0:30:59.800
<v Speaker 1>the same way, but she can still get she's still

0:31:00.120 --> 0:31:02.800
<v Speaker 1>like yeah, just some of her abilities to do certain

0:31:02.840 --> 0:31:06.800
<v Speaker 1>stuff she's not able to do. But um, like I'm

0:31:06.800 --> 0:31:09.560
<v Speaker 1>gonna homeschool her after this year, just to give her

0:31:09.680 --> 0:31:11.480
<v Speaker 1>a push start, and then I'm gonna send her into

0:31:12.040 --> 0:31:14.520
<v Speaker 1>um private school because the school did want to like

0:31:14.640 --> 0:31:16.960
<v Speaker 1>put her in a special needs classroom and I just didn't,

0:31:17.080 --> 0:31:18.719
<v Speaker 1>you know, And I have nothing against that. I just

0:31:18.800 --> 0:31:21.800
<v Speaker 1>want her to be able to strive harder. So I

0:31:21.800 --> 0:31:24.280
<v Speaker 1>think all parents should do that. That's Fair's end to

0:31:24.360 --> 0:31:26.280
<v Speaker 1>vote for you to to, you know, take on that

0:31:26.920 --> 0:31:30.200
<v Speaker 1>probably yourself as a single mom to I have a

0:31:30.280 --> 0:31:33.560
<v Speaker 1>village of my family helps me like a woman, my mom, my,

0:31:33.600 --> 0:31:36.680
<v Speaker 1>grandma's don't thankful for them. Um, you know it's not easy.

0:31:36.760 --> 0:31:40.480
<v Speaker 1>I was gonna like work, Yeah, she's missing me. She's

0:31:40.480 --> 0:31:42.840
<v Speaker 1>at an age like you know, she's missing me. She

0:31:42.880 --> 0:31:44.560
<v Speaker 1>wants to be with me, but I gotta still provide

0:31:44.600 --> 0:31:46.760
<v Speaker 1>him a single mother. So it's like, you know, then

0:31:46.760 --> 0:31:49.440
<v Speaker 1>my grandma's a little bit older, but my grandma helps

0:31:49.480 --> 0:31:50.960
<v Speaker 1>me so much with her and my mom as well.

0:31:51.000 --> 0:31:53.240
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, I was gonna ask you know about your

0:31:53.320 --> 0:31:56.520
<v Speaker 1>village or support system, because there was a lot of

0:31:56.600 --> 0:32:01.280
<v Speaker 1>I guess confusion around your daughter. And if we know

0:32:01.360 --> 0:32:06.120
<v Speaker 1>that there's some I guess drama with her father, yea,

0:32:06.480 --> 0:32:10.040
<v Speaker 1>is he very present. There's no drama with me in

0:32:10.040 --> 0:32:13.360
<v Speaker 1>that man at all. He is just the definition of

0:32:13.360 --> 0:32:16.000
<v Speaker 1>a debbat. And I'm just sad to say and that's

0:32:16.000 --> 0:32:17.720
<v Speaker 1>just what he is. I have no respect for him.

0:32:18.040 --> 0:32:21.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm they'll just leave it in God's hands, But I

0:32:21.080 --> 0:32:23.840
<v Speaker 1>will say this, God don't play about his children, so

0:32:23.920 --> 0:32:26.280
<v Speaker 1>you won't continue to get your blessings. And you think,

0:32:26.400 --> 0:32:28.120
<v Speaker 1>don't worry. You could keep thinking that you're living this

0:32:28.240 --> 0:32:30.760
<v Speaker 1>life and you're having all these things, but God will

0:32:30.840 --> 0:32:32.520
<v Speaker 1>take anything from me like this, So he just needs

0:32:32.560 --> 0:32:35.080
<v Speaker 1>to be very humble because that little girl's gonna grow

0:32:35.160 --> 0:32:37.520
<v Speaker 1>up to be somebody, and she's so precious and he

0:32:37.600 --> 0:32:40.200
<v Speaker 1>just neglects her. And I'm tired of, like, you know,

0:32:40.400 --> 0:32:42.920
<v Speaker 1>I would go on the internet and lash out because

0:32:42.960 --> 0:32:45.040
<v Speaker 1>it's like hurtful for me because my daughter's like, oh,

0:32:45.080 --> 0:32:47.240
<v Speaker 1>where's my daddy? Who's my dad? And she knows who

0:32:47.280 --> 0:32:49.920
<v Speaker 1>he is, but it's like, she is my daddy coming

0:32:49.920 --> 0:32:52.200
<v Speaker 1>to pick me up and he'll make broken promises and

0:32:52.600 --> 0:32:54.720
<v Speaker 1>never come and then he'll take care of his other kids.

0:32:55.000 --> 0:32:56.960
<v Speaker 1>So to me, I feel like it's just an excuse.

0:32:57.000 --> 0:32:59.440
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what it is. It's something internally with him.

0:32:59.440 --> 0:33:01.240
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if he isn't like me. It's not

0:33:01.280 --> 0:33:03.120
<v Speaker 1>something I want to figure out. And I really don't care.

0:33:03.200 --> 0:33:04.680
<v Speaker 1>I just want you to take care of your child

0:33:04.800 --> 0:33:07.360
<v Speaker 1>and he doesn't want to. So there's nothing I could

0:33:07.400 --> 0:33:09.600
<v Speaker 1>do about it. Because I started realizing the more I

0:33:09.640 --> 0:33:11.480
<v Speaker 1>keep lashing out, like what am I gaining from it?

0:33:11.520 --> 0:33:13.560
<v Speaker 1>Because it's not going to change him to be a father.

0:33:13.600 --> 0:33:15.120
<v Speaker 1>A man's going to be a father if he wants

0:33:15.160 --> 0:33:19.800
<v Speaker 1>to be so you know, whenever my husband is around,

0:33:19.880 --> 0:33:22.000
<v Speaker 1>that's going to be her father, and that's what'll be.

0:33:22.080 --> 0:33:24.440
<v Speaker 1>She'll be good. Speak that into existing. So you guys

0:33:24.520 --> 0:33:28.120
<v Speaker 1>don't talk at all? Um No, he no, he refuses

0:33:28.200 --> 0:33:30.680
<v Speaker 1>to have When we do talk, it's always an argument.

0:33:30.760 --> 0:33:34.760
<v Speaker 1>He's disrespectful. And I'm tired of people like thinking that

0:33:34.800 --> 0:33:37.280
<v Speaker 1>he's just this positive person, like take care of your kids.

0:33:37.640 --> 0:33:39.120
<v Speaker 1>Like I don't ask him for a dollar. It's not

0:33:39.200 --> 0:33:40.800
<v Speaker 1>about money. I don't need you to pay my bills,

0:33:40.800 --> 0:33:43.440
<v Speaker 1>my rent. Just be president in her life, like there's

0:33:43.520 --> 0:33:45.960
<v Speaker 1>it's not about a dollar. She's five years old. It's

0:33:46.000 --> 0:33:48.200
<v Speaker 1>not much that she could possibly need that I can't

0:33:48.200 --> 0:33:50.080
<v Speaker 1>do for her because I'm doing it on my own already.

0:33:50.120 --> 0:33:52.880
<v Speaker 1>But just be in her life. It doesn't matter what

0:33:52.920 --> 0:33:55.880
<v Speaker 1>the situation was. It doesn't matter when you found out

0:33:55.880 --> 0:33:57.760
<v Speaker 1>you was her dad. You knew once you knew you

0:33:57.840 --> 0:34:02.960
<v Speaker 1>was her father's you know. So I don't have no

0:34:03.000 --> 0:34:05.920
<v Speaker 1>respect for any guys like that. And shout out to

0:34:05.920 --> 0:34:07.720
<v Speaker 1>all the single moms out and you're doing a good job.

0:34:07.960 --> 0:34:11.680
<v Speaker 1>You are, you are good doing it. Thank you. So

0:34:11.800 --> 0:34:14.000
<v Speaker 1>what's up? And I'm not And I'm I'm gonna say

0:34:14.040 --> 0:34:15.719
<v Speaker 1>this I'm not even the type of person trying to

0:34:15.719 --> 0:34:17.560
<v Speaker 1>bash nobody because I don't want to. You're trying to

0:34:17.600 --> 0:34:19.960
<v Speaker 1>bash me like now, it's just the truth needs to

0:34:19.960 --> 0:34:22.480
<v Speaker 1>be told because I'm tired of looking like the crazy

0:34:22.520 --> 0:34:24.120
<v Speaker 1>person when I spats out, you know what I mean,

0:34:24.200 --> 0:34:28.760
<v Speaker 1>especially going through surgeries and not being present things like that.

0:34:28.760 --> 0:34:31.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm so hurtful. Yeah, but you're keeping your energy together,

0:34:31.480 --> 0:34:33.880
<v Speaker 1>You're working on your spirituality like covered, I'm covered. I

0:34:33.920 --> 0:34:36.440
<v Speaker 1>ain't worried about her. Come of God got the last day.

0:34:36.480 --> 0:34:38.960
<v Speaker 1>So you gotta answer to him, not me. So period,

0:34:39.719 --> 0:34:42.880
<v Speaker 1>you know, so what you got coming up next? You

0:34:42.880 --> 0:34:44.520
<v Speaker 1>know you have the like you said you was on

0:34:44.680 --> 0:34:47.320
<v Speaker 1>Union Jamaica. What else do you have coming? You tried music?

0:34:47.760 --> 0:34:58.120
<v Speaker 1>No done, you had picked it up, Haber, don't do

0:34:58.280 --> 0:35:01.759
<v Speaker 1>us like that, Alexa Scott. So, I think loveing hip

0:35:01.800 --> 0:35:10.440
<v Speaker 1>hop made me think he no, no, no, I'm not

0:35:10.440 --> 0:35:11.920
<v Speaker 1>gonna lie. Though I thought about him like, oh she

0:35:11.960 --> 0:35:15.840
<v Speaker 1>could make it love hip hop. I could do this.

0:35:16.719 --> 0:35:18.160
<v Speaker 1>I got had a little booth and I thought I

0:35:18.160 --> 0:35:19.960
<v Speaker 1>was doing a little say something. But I'm not gonna lie.

0:35:20.000 --> 0:35:22.759
<v Speaker 1>That's not me. It's never me. What was the name

0:35:22.760 --> 0:35:27.960
<v Speaker 1>of the soul uh, no, Tiffany, no, Tiffany. I want

0:35:27.960 --> 0:35:30.799
<v Speaker 1>to hear the no no, no, no no. That to me,

0:35:31.880 --> 0:35:35.040
<v Speaker 1>the whole video. What do you video? Had a video

0:35:35.040 --> 0:35:42.279
<v Speaker 1>and it's like you see the video. The funniest thing

0:35:42.360 --> 0:35:44.400
<v Speaker 1>is TC would piss me, like when he tries to

0:35:44.440 --> 0:35:46.759
<v Speaker 1>make me mad, like if companies around, he was like,

0:35:46.840 --> 0:35:49.680
<v Speaker 1>we're listening to YouTube, he'll play my son perfect like

0:35:50.280 --> 0:35:53.720
<v Speaker 1>guys gonna hear this, Hey, listen, don't worry about embarrassed

0:35:55.239 --> 0:36:00.200
<v Speaker 1>music Paris Hilton, And it's not for me. It's out

0:36:00.200 --> 0:36:04.960
<v Speaker 1>of my style. Like you don't know if you don't try. Yeah,

0:36:05.000 --> 0:36:06.239
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I know I got it in me. I

0:36:06.280 --> 0:36:08.520
<v Speaker 1>don't sound bad now, I get it wrong, but I

0:36:08.560 --> 0:36:10.120
<v Speaker 1>just feel like when you don't have a passion, I'm

0:36:10.120 --> 0:36:13.759
<v Speaker 1>gonna be my You know, can you sing a little bit?

0:36:13.920 --> 0:36:21.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm shower a little singing a shower now I can't.

0:36:21.320 --> 0:36:24.839
<v Speaker 1>If I really wanted to sing, I could, but say

0:36:24.880 --> 0:36:27.960
<v Speaker 1>you sing. Being an artist is a commitment, and I

0:36:27.960 --> 0:36:30.040
<v Speaker 1>don't know if I want them problems. Okay, I feel ya.

0:36:30.280 --> 0:36:32.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to tell you. Yeah, okay, So no music?

0:36:32.680 --> 0:36:34.719
<v Speaker 1>What else you got? So I'm done with loving hip

0:36:34.719 --> 0:36:38.520
<v Speaker 1>hop completely? Why I just it doesn't feel it doesn't

0:36:38.520 --> 0:36:41.960
<v Speaker 1>align with me no more. You know. It's it's about

0:36:42.000 --> 0:36:45.239
<v Speaker 1>this new spiritual journey that one. Okay, so you don't

0:36:45.280 --> 0:36:48.360
<v Speaker 1>scrub your Instagram and everything, right Yeah, she is covered

0:36:48.440 --> 0:36:50.279
<v Speaker 1>right now. Okay, she got to turtle that down on

0:36:50.320 --> 0:36:54.279
<v Speaker 1>the Long Sleep man. She is covered. No. No, I'm

0:36:54.320 --> 0:36:56.920
<v Speaker 1>just trying to be a little more conservative love. Um.

0:36:56.960 --> 0:36:59.160
<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm still I still want people to know

0:36:59.200 --> 0:37:02.440
<v Speaker 1>you could still be you know, sexy but glassy, and

0:37:02.680 --> 0:37:05.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to lose that. So I just know

0:37:05.719 --> 0:37:07.440
<v Speaker 1>that before I used to just a little bit more

0:37:07.480 --> 0:37:09.279
<v Speaker 1>like revealing. So I'm just trying to like tone it

0:37:09.320 --> 0:37:13.319
<v Speaker 1>down a little bit. Um. But my journey started in

0:37:13.680 --> 0:37:17.239
<v Speaker 1>December or like Novembers December. But I mean it was

0:37:17.280 --> 0:37:20.040
<v Speaker 1>just something that I was internally feeling. I just wasn't

0:37:20.080 --> 0:37:23.279
<v Speaker 1>where I was at in my life. I was unhappy. Um,

0:37:23.840 --> 0:37:27.799
<v Speaker 1>just people places things financially and I think that sometimes

0:37:27.840 --> 0:37:30.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, God will humble you and he kind of

0:37:30.520 --> 0:37:33.480
<v Speaker 1>will take things from you and let you see you know,

0:37:34.160 --> 0:37:36.120
<v Speaker 1>m because I was just living in this fast life's

0:37:36.160 --> 0:37:39.799
<v Speaker 1>fast paced, getting fast money, and I just crashed, you know,

0:37:39.920 --> 0:37:42.200
<v Speaker 1>and it doesn't even matter what you have sometimes you

0:37:42.200 --> 0:37:45.880
<v Speaker 1>could just be empty in the inside. That's where I was,

0:37:45.960 --> 0:37:49.080
<v Speaker 1>like I had the diamonds, the bags, the cars, like,

0:37:49.160 --> 0:37:51.160
<v Speaker 1>and I just still was just like an empty soul,

0:37:51.280 --> 0:37:53.359
<v Speaker 1>like sitting there just like confused on what I wanted

0:37:53.400 --> 0:37:57.640
<v Speaker 1>to do with myself, and things just was shutting down.

0:37:57.719 --> 0:37:59.920
<v Speaker 1>Opportunities were shutting down for me, Like nothing was just

0:38:00.040 --> 0:38:02.000
<v Speaker 1>aligning for me. Like anytime I try to do something,

0:38:02.000 --> 0:38:05.000
<v Speaker 1>it would just like fail. So I'm like, like even

0:38:05.040 --> 0:38:07.120
<v Speaker 1>down to my businesses, I was just like, why is

0:38:07.160 --> 0:38:09.400
<v Speaker 1>this happening to me? So I think just God wanted

0:38:09.400 --> 0:38:14.680
<v Speaker 1>my attention and my calling isn't to be this sex

0:38:14.760 --> 0:38:18.040
<v Speaker 1>symbol that's Alexis guy. I think because of what happened

0:38:18.080 --> 0:38:19.879
<v Speaker 1>to me in my past, I think that God wants

0:38:19.880 --> 0:38:22.920
<v Speaker 1>to use me as a light to other women that

0:38:22.960 --> 0:38:26.239
<v Speaker 1>are going through you know, traumatic situations and you know,

0:38:26.400 --> 0:38:30.200
<v Speaker 1>whether it's an abusive relationship, whatever it is, I experienced

0:38:30.200 --> 0:38:31.880
<v Speaker 1>it all. So I think He gave me that platform

0:38:31.920 --> 0:38:34.120
<v Speaker 1>and grew it bigger to be a voice and to

0:38:34.280 --> 0:38:37.239
<v Speaker 1>help others and to bring them closer to Him. You know,

0:38:37.320 --> 0:38:40.000
<v Speaker 1>it doesn't mean you have to just become holy and overnight,

0:38:40.080 --> 0:38:42.840
<v Speaker 1>but it's a transition. You know, you gotta start somewhere.

0:38:42.880 --> 0:38:47.600
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, I got and if I'm gonna represent and

0:38:47.800 --> 0:38:49.920
<v Speaker 1>do it the right way, and I'm just following, it's

0:38:50.000 --> 0:38:52.920
<v Speaker 1>kind of like he downloaded it in my brain and

0:38:52.920 --> 0:38:55.480
<v Speaker 1>it's like a recipe and I'm just you know, putting

0:38:55.480 --> 0:38:56.759
<v Speaker 1>it out there. So I think, if I'm gonna do

0:38:56.800 --> 0:38:58.799
<v Speaker 1>it the right way, I can't be halfway in. And

0:38:59.080 --> 0:39:00.879
<v Speaker 1>like because I tried this last year, I was trying

0:39:00.880 --> 0:39:04.680
<v Speaker 1>to do my journey and I got scared. So that's

0:39:04.680 --> 0:39:06.879
<v Speaker 1>why I have this saying cause faith over fear, which

0:39:06.880 --> 0:39:08.919
<v Speaker 1>is a scripture, but that's what I live by because

0:39:08.920 --> 0:39:10.319
<v Speaker 1>it's like you have to have faith. I was living

0:39:10.360 --> 0:39:11.960
<v Speaker 1>in fear for so many years, like, well, how am

0:39:11.960 --> 0:39:13.719
<v Speaker 1>I going to make money? How am I gonna pay

0:39:13.800 --> 0:39:15.600
<v Speaker 1>my bills? How am I gonna live this life? That?

0:39:15.719 --> 0:39:16.840
<v Speaker 1>How am I gonna be able to go buy this

0:39:16.880 --> 0:39:20.280
<v Speaker 1>new bag? And it's been hard. I'm not gonna lie,

0:39:20.600 --> 0:39:23.799
<v Speaker 1>it's been different. It's it's hard different because I'm used

0:39:23.800 --> 0:39:26.360
<v Speaker 1>to a certain life. Yeah, and doesn't mean all of

0:39:26.360 --> 0:39:29.040
<v Speaker 1>that has to change because I can still live that life.

0:39:29.200 --> 0:39:30.719
<v Speaker 1>I just want to do it the right way. Like,

0:39:30.960 --> 0:39:32.799
<v Speaker 1>but people got to hear this because I feel like

0:39:32.840 --> 0:39:35.439
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people don't understand that. You know, when

0:39:35.440 --> 0:39:39.200
<v Speaker 1>people do want to go on these spiritual journeys, you know, uh,

0:39:39.560 --> 0:39:42.080
<v Speaker 1>you know the different things about life that that does happen.

0:39:42.160 --> 0:39:44.320
<v Speaker 1>Like you said, you know, your life was just so fast,

0:39:44.719 --> 0:39:46.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, you make it fast money and then it's

0:39:46.640 --> 0:39:50.799
<v Speaker 1>like everything is changing, but what hasn't changes, you know,

0:39:51.120 --> 0:39:52.960
<v Speaker 1>your need for things that you want, you know, to

0:39:53.040 --> 0:39:55.399
<v Speaker 1>make you happy because you know the devil can bless

0:39:55.480 --> 0:39:59.480
<v Speaker 1>you too. Sure, so that's what's happening for me. I

0:39:59.520 --> 0:40:02.680
<v Speaker 1>was getting less in the wrong way, and I just

0:40:02.800 --> 0:40:05.239
<v Speaker 1>think that, you know, I don't judge anybody however you

0:40:05.280 --> 0:40:06.920
<v Speaker 1>get your money, You get your money, but think about

0:40:06.920 --> 0:40:09.200
<v Speaker 1>it like you could do it the right way and

0:40:09.360 --> 0:40:11.799
<v Speaker 1>God will triple your blessings and triple your income. And

0:40:11.840 --> 0:40:13.799
<v Speaker 1>it's just a way to do things, you know. So

0:40:13.880 --> 0:40:16.359
<v Speaker 1>I just wanted to switch up the way I moved,

0:40:16.400 --> 0:40:19.920
<v Speaker 1>So I literally like stop posting. So now I'll host

0:40:19.960 --> 0:40:23.399
<v Speaker 1>like conferences, women events, brunches things like that. So I'll

0:40:23.440 --> 0:40:26.759
<v Speaker 1>still host events, but I won't be hosting nightclubs. I

0:40:26.840 --> 0:40:31.439
<v Speaker 1>still will go out, like there's nothing wrong with stepping out,

0:40:31.520 --> 0:40:34.239
<v Speaker 1>but do I drink hard liquor. I don't drink hard

0:40:34.239 --> 0:40:36.360
<v Speaker 1>liquor no more. I'll drink champagne or wine. Like I

0:40:36.400 --> 0:40:38.440
<v Speaker 1>just toned it down. Am I in a club to working, No,

0:40:38.600 --> 0:40:40.760
<v Speaker 1>I'll be in a club just you know, just moving

0:40:40.800 --> 0:40:43.120
<v Speaker 1>with class. You're definitely keeping a queue last night, just

0:40:43.160 --> 0:40:46.360
<v Speaker 1>sitting champagne because you could still be a human. You

0:40:46.360 --> 0:40:47.960
<v Speaker 1>can still go out and as I want people to know,

0:40:48.000 --> 0:40:50.919
<v Speaker 1>you're able to still be out and steady a woman

0:40:50.960 --> 0:40:52.520
<v Speaker 1>of God. Like. I'm not saying I gonna be in

0:40:52.560 --> 0:40:54.239
<v Speaker 1>a club every week, but if I do want to

0:40:54.239 --> 0:40:56.839
<v Speaker 1>step out, I still would do that and just move

0:40:56.880 --> 0:41:00.200
<v Speaker 1>a certain way. I hate that people associate like you

0:41:00.320 --> 0:41:03.720
<v Speaker 1>wanted to be out and social as not being godly

0:41:04.000 --> 0:41:07.279
<v Speaker 1>like in this I guess this world is still judgmental

0:41:07.480 --> 0:41:10.359
<v Speaker 1>very much. So I'm just preparing myself to that. Yeah, yeah,

0:41:10.440 --> 0:41:12.719
<v Speaker 1>so they're gonna talk regardless, but I'm gonna still be

0:41:12.800 --> 0:41:15.320
<v Speaker 1>me at the end of the day. Because the transition,

0:41:15.360 --> 0:41:17.759
<v Speaker 1>you're not gonna change overnight. And it's been a it's

0:41:17.760 --> 0:41:21.759
<v Speaker 1>a battle. I fight temptation every day. So it's decisions

0:41:22.320 --> 0:41:24.120
<v Speaker 1>and you know, you just gotta keep moving forward. And

0:41:24.200 --> 0:41:27.240
<v Speaker 1>so I deleted that I'm not really hosting. I deleted

0:41:27.480 --> 0:41:31.000
<v Speaker 1>um a lot, a lot. So yeah, yeah, so don't

0:41:31.000 --> 0:41:33.680
<v Speaker 1>call her for the book, no nightclub, Yeah, call her

0:41:33.719 --> 0:41:37.080
<v Speaker 1>for the brunch, Yeah, for the brunches. I haven't pretty

0:41:37.160 --> 0:41:39.560
<v Speaker 1>much deleted all the income that in my life didn't

0:41:39.560 --> 0:41:42.240
<v Speaker 1>really serve me any good purpose. Like, so I deleted

0:41:42.400 --> 0:41:45.960
<v Speaker 1>all of that, and I'm just waiting for the journey

0:41:46.000 --> 0:41:47.600
<v Speaker 1>to for God to bless me more because I know

0:41:47.640 --> 0:41:50.840
<v Speaker 1>it's coming. I'm just being patient and obedient, you know.

0:41:50.880 --> 0:41:55.879
<v Speaker 1>It's yeah, I love this for you. Yeah, I feel

0:41:55.920 --> 0:41:59.400
<v Speaker 1>like the last us, like the last few people that

0:41:59.440 --> 0:42:03.080
<v Speaker 1>we've interviewed, have been very open about God. Yeah, it's

0:42:03.320 --> 0:42:06.759
<v Speaker 1>really have time. I mean it's a time. It's it's

0:42:06.800 --> 0:42:12.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, chaotic country Wayne or Amy energy girl and yes, Stephanie.

0:42:12.160 --> 0:42:14.960
<v Speaker 1>And everybody's looking healthy, like when people are talking about God,

0:42:15.000 --> 0:42:18.200
<v Speaker 1>people are talking about like they're looking healthy and happy

0:42:18.280 --> 0:42:20.640
<v Speaker 1>and like you know what I mean. Like and people

0:42:20.640 --> 0:42:23.680
<v Speaker 1>don't understand what you was, what you was talking about

0:42:23.760 --> 0:42:26.000
<v Speaker 1>artists like you know, the devil will bless you too.

0:42:26.360 --> 0:42:28.399
<v Speaker 1>And it's like when you a lot of times people

0:42:28.400 --> 0:42:30.480
<v Speaker 1>don't understand when you see people in interviews, when people

0:42:30.480 --> 0:42:32.160
<v Speaker 1>coming here you can kind of tell the people that

0:42:32.200 --> 0:42:34.560
<v Speaker 1>ain't that ain't really right, you know what I mean,

0:42:34.600 --> 0:42:36.319
<v Speaker 1>Like people are coming you're like, man, you could tell

0:42:36.320 --> 0:42:38.680
<v Speaker 1>this person ain't happy. They got the ap on they

0:42:38.719 --> 0:42:41.600
<v Speaker 1>got and they're not happy. Yeah, but that's where I was.

0:42:41.640 --> 0:42:43.319
<v Speaker 1>I was that person. I just was empty. I was

0:42:43.400 --> 0:42:47.400
<v Speaker 1>really depressed. I was suffering from depression, and I would drink, drink, drink, drink, drinking,

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<v Speaker 1>and you got all this money coming in. Yeah, but

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't really you know, I just wasn't happy with

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<v Speaker 1>myself and I felt like there was so much more

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<v Speaker 1>potential that I was missing out on. I just wouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>see what God had in a story for me because

0:42:58.160 --> 0:42:59.840
<v Speaker 1>I was just so caught up in Yeah. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's been like I said, it's been a journey

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<v Speaker 1>and it's I'm still on it and I'm it's not easy,

0:43:05.880 --> 0:43:09.000
<v Speaker 1>but I know in the end of it, the rewards

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<v Speaker 1>gonna beautiful and I just gotta stay disciplined, true to it.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's hard for people to be in the

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<v Speaker 1>thick of it and realize that God is using you

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<v Speaker 1>even when you fell down, He's still using you, Like

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<v Speaker 1>this is your setup to be an advocate for something,

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<v Speaker 1>and it's okay to make mistakes, like you don't have

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<v Speaker 1>to be like so and TC and mecha always telling

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<v Speaker 1>like don't be so hard. I think I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 1>be too hard on myself right now. So like yesterday

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<v Speaker 1>was the first time I went out like in a

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<v Speaker 1>long time, and I just needed to get out for

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<v Speaker 1>a second because I was like, okay, I get it,

0:43:37.520 --> 0:43:39.239
<v Speaker 1>like I'm used to going out, but I just needed

0:43:39.239 --> 0:43:41.280
<v Speaker 1>to be free for the night. But I was like, okay,

0:43:41.320 --> 0:43:43.160
<v Speaker 1>I could do this. It wasn't a booking. It was

0:43:43.200 --> 0:43:45.840
<v Speaker 1>just it wasn't But I hated that they called my

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<v Speaker 1>name with a bike because I was I heard it,

0:43:47.600 --> 0:43:52.560
<v Speaker 1>I said. At first, cop was like, oh my gosh,

0:43:52.560 --> 0:43:54.919
<v Speaker 1>the whole world wasn't no. Yeah, but then I thought

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<v Speaker 1>about it. I was like, man, I about to sit

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<v Speaker 1>here and drink my champagne. Yeah, but I'm to sit

0:44:00.360 --> 0:44:03.520
<v Speaker 1>here and drink my champagne like a lady. And guess what,

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<v Speaker 1>And Gud's still gonna love me the same way. Like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just you ain't on the blogs doing nothing crazy. Yeah, say,

0:44:09.120 --> 0:44:11.759
<v Speaker 1>I just switched up the way I carried myself. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's about it. You're allowed to girl, to do

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<v Speaker 1>you what. We're so proud of you. We're excited to

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<v Speaker 1>see you know what you become on your journey, and

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<v Speaker 1>we just thank you for coming to stop it a

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<v Speaker 1>finish with me. And it starts because you got a

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<v Speaker 1>different look in your eyes. You want to encourage like

0:44:29.400 --> 0:44:33.000
<v Speaker 1>people like that are scared, just say yes to him,

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<v Speaker 1>like and it's just start somewhere like once you submit

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<v Speaker 1>yourself and give your life to God, you will see

0:44:38.400 --> 0:44:41.600
<v Speaker 1>everything clear, like and he'll show you the way. It's

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<v Speaker 1>hard looking at yourself in a mirror and actually holding

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<v Speaker 1>yourself accountable for things, and it gets really dark before

0:44:46.880 --> 0:44:49.400
<v Speaker 1>it gets better. But it's worth It's worth the journey.

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<v Speaker 1>It's definitely worth. Oh no, trust me. The devil came

0:44:51.280 --> 0:44:53.920
<v Speaker 1>in full force these past week. It's been coming at me.

0:44:54.000 --> 0:44:55.160
<v Speaker 1>But I have to be like, this is just a

0:44:55.239 --> 0:44:57.800
<v Speaker 1>test to know if I'm gonna want to run back,

0:44:57.840 --> 0:44:59.920
<v Speaker 1>because I like, temptation has been hitting me. It's been

0:45:00.040 --> 0:45:02.520
<v Speaker 1>kocking on that door, like and it's like they're in

0:45:02.560 --> 0:45:05.120
<v Speaker 1>my ear like and the things that the devil knows

0:45:05.160 --> 0:45:07.960
<v Speaker 1>that I like, it's just like it's hard, but I'm

0:45:08.000 --> 0:45:10.759
<v Speaker 1>not allowing it to to get We are on our

0:45:10.800 --> 0:45:13.000
<v Speaker 1>spiritual journeys. Yeah, I'm not allowing it to get me

0:45:13.040 --> 0:45:15.279
<v Speaker 1>at all. I feel like everybody's on their own, you know,

0:45:15.680 --> 0:45:17.919
<v Speaker 1>personal journey the time. Right now. I don't know what's

0:45:17.960 --> 0:45:20.760
<v Speaker 1>it's a it's a special warfare and it's happening and everybody.

0:45:20.880 --> 0:45:22.560
<v Speaker 1>God's calling his people and that's just what it is.

0:45:22.719 --> 0:45:26.360
<v Speaker 1>You see that big old uh, that godlike figure in

0:45:26.440 --> 0:45:30.799
<v Speaker 1>South America, was just struck. Yeah, He's coming first, So

0:45:30.840 --> 0:45:35.719
<v Speaker 1>that was real. I thought that, Oh, it's crazy because

0:45:35.760 --> 0:45:37.799
<v Speaker 1>a lot of our guests that we've been having has

0:45:37.880 --> 0:45:41.880
<v Speaker 1>been real advocate about their journey with God. Once he

0:45:42.000 --> 0:45:44.399
<v Speaker 1>once he gets you, it's like you don't want to

0:45:44.440 --> 0:45:46.200
<v Speaker 1>go back. You don't want to go back to that world.

0:45:46.400 --> 0:45:48.960
<v Speaker 1>It's like a dark place and people don't even know.

0:45:49.040 --> 0:45:51.480
<v Speaker 1>It's like that's why I like these rappers and everybody

0:45:51.480 --> 0:45:54.960
<v Speaker 1>in the industry suffer from like drugs, mean and all

0:45:55.000 --> 0:45:57.920
<v Speaker 1>these things because they're in a dark, dark place, like literally,

0:45:58.200 --> 0:46:02.080
<v Speaker 1>they're they're sunken. You know, they don't want to acknowledge

0:46:02.200 --> 0:46:05.000
<v Speaker 1>the truth. And that's want to accept it and give yourself.

0:46:05.440 --> 0:46:07.120
<v Speaker 1>You know, it doesn't matter who you are, what you do.

0:46:07.239 --> 0:46:10.759
<v Speaker 1>You could be whoever you are, He forgives and you

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<v Speaker 1>just gotta keep going. We'll be right back. Stay tuned

0:46:13.400 --> 0:46:21.400
<v Speaker 1>with more of The Baller Alert Show. You're listening to

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<v Speaker 1>a special edition of The Baller Alert Show. Hey, it's

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<v Speaker 1>Alexa skuy checking out on the Baller Alert Show. Message.

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<v Speaker 1>My lady and I had a drunk night with great

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<v Speaker 1>sex last night. We woke up next to each other

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<v Speaker 1>in the morning, Eve talking about the night before. She

0:46:36.040 --> 0:46:39.640
<v Speaker 1>slips up and says she can't remember how many men

0:46:39.719 --> 0:46:44.000
<v Speaker 1>she has sex with, but jokingly laughed it off. I've

0:46:44.040 --> 0:46:47.000
<v Speaker 1>never been insecure about something until this point. I wanted

0:46:47.040 --> 0:46:49.160
<v Speaker 1>to ask her about the comment, but I know that

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<v Speaker 1>ain't a good idea. We both follow y'all, so she

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<v Speaker 1>gonna know we're talking about her. Oh damn, oh damn.

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<v Speaker 1>Need your opinion? Should I speak on it or leave

0:47:00.560 --> 0:47:03.520
<v Speaker 1>it alone? If you don't want to know, leave it alone?

0:47:03.840 --> 0:47:06.719
<v Speaker 1>Why do you want to know that? Like number one?

0:47:06.840 --> 0:47:10.480
<v Speaker 1>I feel like why? Like why do you want to know?

0:47:10.640 --> 0:47:12.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't think it's anybody's business? Like why amn? I

0:47:13.000 --> 0:47:14.200
<v Speaker 1>is saying down to tell you how many people are

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<v Speaker 1>stepping were how many people know we have allowed to pass? Like?

0:47:17.200 --> 0:47:18.640
<v Speaker 1>Where do you think she learned how to have sex

0:47:18.640 --> 0:47:20.960
<v Speaker 1>from that amazing sex that you were happy to have

0:47:21.160 --> 0:47:23.319
<v Speaker 1>just picked that up along the way, sir, Like, just

0:47:23.400 --> 0:47:26.279
<v Speaker 1>be grateful that you got some amazing set. Didn't say that,

0:47:27.680 --> 0:47:31.560
<v Speaker 1>enjoy your knight. That's it. I wonder what his sign is.

0:47:31.760 --> 0:47:35.160
<v Speaker 1>He's a little emotional, you see. I'm not saying that

0:47:36.080 --> 0:47:41.840
<v Speaker 1>women an aquarious signs or cancer women. The way that

0:47:41.920 --> 0:47:45.040
<v Speaker 1>women care about a man's future is the same way

0:47:45.080 --> 0:47:48.080
<v Speaker 1>a man cares about a woman's pass. So I think

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<v Speaker 1>that I can't. I I saw against that part a woman,

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<v Speaker 1>a man caring about a woman's pass, because we all

0:47:55.200 --> 0:47:57.759
<v Speaker 1>have a pass, and that kind of for me off

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<v Speaker 1>Not saying you're offending me, but I feel like I

0:47:59.560 --> 0:48:01.879
<v Speaker 1>would feel definitive A man did care about my past,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's kind of some of the problems I had

0:48:03.920 --> 0:48:06.880
<v Speaker 1>with past relationships because it's like I had a pass.

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't control what happened to me in the past,

0:48:08.880 --> 0:48:10.960
<v Speaker 1>and that past led me into different things. So I

0:48:10.960 --> 0:48:13.000
<v Speaker 1>feel like you're gonna have to accept me for who

0:48:13.040 --> 0:48:15.759
<v Speaker 1>I am, and I come with this. I'm changed now,

0:48:15.840 --> 0:48:18.319
<v Speaker 1>but I can't change what already happened. So I feel

0:48:18.360 --> 0:48:21.600
<v Speaker 1>like you can't worry about a woman's pass and this

0:48:21.760 --> 0:48:25.520
<v Speaker 1>guy's situation, I think that that's something that he probably

0:48:25.560 --> 0:48:28.879
<v Speaker 1>wants to leave alone. Because if you're talking about something

0:48:28.920 --> 0:48:32.200
<v Speaker 1>that makes you insecure as a man, especially you're talking

0:48:32.239 --> 0:48:35.760
<v Speaker 1>about this great sex that y'all had, why he ruined

0:48:35.760 --> 0:48:47.120
<v Speaker 1>the great sex with he's insecure? Right twist? Lord, have mercy.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I think insecure man worry about that.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like you're secured yourself. You don't care about

0:48:51.320 --> 0:48:53.560
<v Speaker 1>what a woman had going on before you. You need

0:48:53.560 --> 0:48:55.200
<v Speaker 1>to worry about how you can make her better. And

0:48:55.239 --> 0:48:57.920
<v Speaker 1>that's about That's That's what I'm standing on. That's the

0:48:57.960 --> 0:48:59.399
<v Speaker 1>type of man that'll be like you got to throw

0:48:59.480 --> 0:49:01.719
<v Speaker 1>out the gifts that your escape you. Yeah, like stop

0:49:01.760 --> 0:49:04.840
<v Speaker 1>watching this, stop wearing this, stop driving this like no, yeah,

0:49:04.880 --> 0:49:08.200
<v Speaker 1>and coming that he in love with is you know

0:49:08.680 --> 0:49:11.879
<v Speaker 1>was made by her past? Yeah, listen, every man has

0:49:11.880 --> 0:49:14.200
<v Speaker 1>a pass. Every woman has a past. It just might

0:49:14.239 --> 0:49:16.840
<v Speaker 1>be a little you know, different levels to the past.

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<v Speaker 1>So a ka, man, you need to leave it alone.

0:49:19.560 --> 0:49:21.879
<v Speaker 1>Don't don't bring it up. You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>If you gotta crop to your don't don't ruin the

0:49:26.080 --> 0:49:29.880
<v Speaker 1>great sex just just sit it out. And that was

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