WEBVTT - #087 Jason Flom with Fred Clay

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<v Speaker 1>This call is from a correction facility, and it's subject

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<v Speaker 1>to monitoring and recording.

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<v Speaker 2>I can put athlete eleven and it hasn't been.

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<v Speaker 3>Easy a hundred years.

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<v Speaker 1>That's man.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm a kid. I didn't do anything, you know, and uh,

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<v Speaker 3>you know that was a that was real painful, man,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, because my life was discarded as if you know,

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<v Speaker 3>like I was a piece of trash or something, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>one hundred years and I had dreams and I wanted

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<v Speaker 3>to do things. I wasn't committing crimes, you know. I

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<v Speaker 3>was a very good young man.

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<v Speaker 4>That is what happens in so many cases. The cops

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<v Speaker 4>have a hunch, because they're so smart at the scene,

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<v Speaker 4>they have a hunch, and once they act on that hunch,

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<v Speaker 4>they sort of developed tunnel vision and they take off

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<v Speaker 4>marching in the wrong direction. And that happens in so

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<v Speaker 4>many of these wrongful convictions.

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<v Speaker 1>The opening to sell door and I'll walk down stif

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<v Speaker 1>and I actually walked down stairs to be outside. It

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<v Speaker 1>felt very strange to be, like I said, to be

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<v Speaker 1>walking without no shackles on my feet. I thought it

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<v Speaker 1>was a dream. But then again, it wasn't a dream.

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<v Speaker 5>This is wrongful conviction. Welcome back to Wrongful Conviction. This

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<v Speaker 5>is Jason Flamm. I'm your host, and today we have

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<v Speaker 5>an extraordinary episode. I mean, I am I don't even

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<v Speaker 5>I'm at a loss for words, but I'm going to

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<v Speaker 5>introduce our guests right now. Fred Clay was wrongfully imprisoned

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<v Speaker 5>at the age of sixteen and served thirty eight years

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<v Speaker 5>for a murder he didn't commit. Fred, Welcome to the show.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you very much, very long. I appreciate it very much.

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<v Speaker 5>I always say I'm glad, I'm sorry you're here, but

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<v Speaker 5>I'm glad you're here, and I want to start off

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<v Speaker 5>by apologizing to you on behalf of the human race

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<v Speaker 5>and America and people and just there's nothing that can

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<v Speaker 5>be said, but let me just put that out there

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<v Speaker 5>for starters and with us. Today is Chris Barrell. Chris

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<v Speaker 5>Barrell is an investigative reporter with the nonprofit New England

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<v Speaker 5>Center for Investigative Reporting, a WGBH News partner who does

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<v Speaker 5>work on well, he's worked on your case. You're telling

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<v Speaker 5>your story and as many others well as many others.

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<v Speaker 5>So Chris, welcome, Glad you're here.

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<v Speaker 6>Thanks very much, glad to be here.

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<v Speaker 5>Chris, how did you first come across this story and

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<v Speaker 5>why did it impact you so much that you wanted

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<v Speaker 5>to do an article about it.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, well, I work for the New England Center for

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<v Speaker 6>Investigative Reporting. We've done several stories on wrongful conviction cases

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<v Speaker 6>and specifically this issue of you know, what happens afterwards,

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<v Speaker 6>because we do know there's a fair amount of media

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<v Speaker 6>attention when this happen and somebody's served a long amount

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<v Speaker 6>of time for a crime that they that they didn't

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<v Speaker 6>do and they're released and it's you know, a lot

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<v Speaker 6>of applause and a lot of TV cameras. So I

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<v Speaker 6>was there the day he got out, as was a

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<v Speaker 6>lot of other media. But the question came up, well,

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<v Speaker 6>what is what is life really like? You know, once

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<v Speaker 6>this kind of once the applause fades, what is what

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<v Speaker 6>is what is a person's life really like? So initially

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<v Speaker 6>Fred was not that keen on me proffering this idea

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<v Speaker 6>of following him around at different points over the course

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<v Speaker 6>of about a year, but I met with him on

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<v Speaker 6>a couple occasions and he seemed open to it, and

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<v Speaker 6>so we just struck up this this intervals of trying

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<v Speaker 6>to meet up and I wanted to see him in

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<v Speaker 6>different situations, trying to navigate again the basic survival, the blocks,

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<v Speaker 6>the basic blocks of survival. How do you, how do

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<v Speaker 6>you find shelter, how do you how do you feed yourself?

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<v Speaker 6>And so for the first few months he didn't he

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<v Speaker 6>didn't have a job. He had a little bit of

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<v Speaker 6>money from from a go fund Me site and he

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<v Speaker 6>had food stamps. And his first job was working for UPS,

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<v Speaker 6>which was very uneven work. He'd show up for a

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<v Speaker 6>shift and they'd tell him, well, we've only got a

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<v Speaker 6>couple hours work instead of a full shift, and he'd

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<v Speaker 6>walk home through the snow in the street because people

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<v Speaker 6>didn't show their sidewalks, and we get a lot of

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<v Speaker 6>snow up in northern Massachusetts. And it wasn't until sometime

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<v Speaker 6>late winter, early spring that he got this job precision

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<v Speaker 6>grinding aviation parts, grinding metal, and he seemed really grateful

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<v Speaker 6>to have that work. But as everybody knows, rent in

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<v Speaker 6>most cities in America is really high, and the most

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<v Speaker 6>he could afford was basically a room and a basement.

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<v Speaker 6>And he said at least once that that room kind

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<v Speaker 6>of reminded him, reminded him of prison. All it had

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<v Speaker 6>was a tiny window, not a whole lot of light

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<v Speaker 6>coming into it. And that was the best that his

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<v Speaker 6>circumstance this can allow.

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<v Speaker 5>So, Frederick, this is such an insane story because even

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<v Speaker 5>though we're in our eighth season of Wrongful Conviction, we've

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<v Speaker 5>told over seventy stories already. H and Just and I've

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<v Speaker 5>been working for twenty five years in this struggle. I'm

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<v Speaker 5>the founding board member of the Innocence Project. I thought

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<v Speaker 5>I heard everything until I heard your story. And you know,

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<v Speaker 5>seeing the pictures of you as a sixteen year old

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<v Speaker 5>child really just scared out of your mind faced with

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<v Speaker 5>this nightmare situation. It almost it almost reminded me of

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<v Speaker 5>Emmett Till or something. It was just so it just

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<v Speaker 5>hurts my heart. But let's go back to that time.

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<v Speaker 5>You were living in a foster home.

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<v Speaker 1>At that time, right, Yes, I was living a foster home.

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<v Speaker 1>I was placed in it by DYS. I have some

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<v Speaker 1>juvenile cases and I got convicted too. I got sentenced

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<v Speaker 1>to like to DYS and he sent me to Boys

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<v Speaker 1>into Center and stay there for a little while month

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<v Speaker 1>from there to a program stay of football six months,

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<v Speaker 1>I believe, and they decided that I need to be

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<v Speaker 1>in a falseter home. So I was in a fossil

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<v Speaker 1>home at that.

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<v Speaker 5>Time, and you were not a big guy either. You

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<v Speaker 5>were like I mean, I remember reading that when this happened,

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<v Speaker 5>you were like five four, about one hundred pounds. You

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<v Speaker 5>were obviously ill prepared for any type of scenario, Like

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<v Speaker 5>there's no one's prepared for it. But let's go back

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<v Speaker 5>to it and Chris jump in anytime. I mean, how

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<v Speaker 5>did this happen?

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<v Speaker 1>Was?

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<v Speaker 5>Why was Fred targeted for? This was the murder of

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<v Speaker 5>a taxi driver in Massachusetts? Right? And can you give

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<v Speaker 5>us a little background on that?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, yeah, I mean, the way I understand it is.

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<v Speaker 6>Fred was arrested just a few weeks after turning sixteen,

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<v Speaker 6>charged with the murder of a cab driver. The really

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<v Speaker 6>crazy part of the story was that one of another

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<v Speaker 6>cab driver who saw three young Africa American men get

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<v Speaker 6>into a cab, said he was able to id one

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<v Speaker 6>of them another the second person he couldn't id, and

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<v Speaker 6>the police used the practice they used back then of

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<v Speaker 6>hypnotizing a witness in a case, believing that the brain

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<v Speaker 6>functioned a lot like a videotape and that you could

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<v Speaker 6>put a witness under hypnosis and ask them to rewind

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<v Speaker 6>to a certain date and time, and suddenly your brain

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<v Speaker 6>would see things that hadn't recalled before. And that was

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<v Speaker 6>one of the pieces that led police to arrest and

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<v Speaker 6>charge Fred and ultimately for prosecutors to convict him.

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<v Speaker 5>But this Fred, this witness, how did he come to

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<v Speaker 5>identify you? Were you anywhere near the scene at the time?

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<v Speaker 5>Did you know these people?

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<v Speaker 1>I was not in the scene. I was in a

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<v Speaker 1>Foster home and sleeping in the bed. I really don't

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<v Speaker 1>know how he became to identify me. I really can't

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<v Speaker 1>answer that question. He claims he saw the picture of

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<v Speaker 1>the cab driver of the cab in the front page

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<v Speaker 1>of the Boston Globe, and he recognized the cap number.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess one of his friends used to break that

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<v Speaker 1>cap and he thought, he's, uh, the perpetrators get into

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<v Speaker 1>the cab the previous night, and I guess he just

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<v Speaker 1>went to the police station and tried to cooperate with

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<v Speaker 1>the police. There was hypnosis involved. I think he was

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<v Speaker 1>showing my picture a few times, like four or five,

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<v Speaker 1>six times, and when they hypnotized them, instead of him

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<v Speaker 1>actually placing it, you know, actually viewing the people, the

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<v Speaker 1>perpetrator at the scene of crime. He's sort of like mugshot.

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<v Speaker 1>Sort of my faith from the mugshot.

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<v Speaker 5>Was in his mind, right, So yeah, I mean what

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<v Speaker 5>we know that hypnosis, Going back to what Chris was saying,

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<v Speaker 5>hypnosis will make you see things you haven't seen before,

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<v Speaker 5>but they will may not have any collection to reality. Right,

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<v Speaker 5>that's the problem.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think. I don't think the hypnosi had anything

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<v Speaker 1>to do with when someone shows you a photograph five

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<v Speaker 1>or six times, that face is somewhat imprinted in your mind.

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<v Speaker 5>Of course. I mean, that's one thing we do know

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<v Speaker 5>about the mind is if you keep getting repeated the

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<v Speaker 5>same image repeated over and over again, it's going to

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<v Speaker 5>play tricks on your mind, and your mind will start

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<v Speaker 5>to go in that place.

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<v Speaker 1>And was this That's why I think what happened. He

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<v Speaker 1>just does your mind played his mind played tricks on something.

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<v Speaker 1>I really can't I really can't answer that question how

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<v Speaker 1>he picked me out? But he did.

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<v Speaker 5>Was there was this robbery at night?

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, it's four o'clock in the morning, four.

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<v Speaker 5>O'clock in the morning, so it's pitch dark outside, right,

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<v Speaker 5>and this guy supposedly saw the robbery, right, But we

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<v Speaker 5>know how I mean, and we also know that the

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<v Speaker 5>brain when you witness a violent crime I wouldn't identification

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<v Speaker 5>is notoriously unreliable in the first place. If somebody busts

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<v Speaker 5>into the studio now and attacks one of us, and

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<v Speaker 5>then they put us in a lineup, there's almost just

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<v Speaker 5>as much chance that someone who wasn't here will identify

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<v Speaker 5>the correct perpetrator or not get the wrong perpetrator the

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<v Speaker 5>same way that we will, which is a crazy and

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<v Speaker 5>people listening going, that's not true, but it has been

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<v Speaker 5>proven over and over again. But it's the brain goes crazy,

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<v Speaker 5>so to speak, because of adrenaline and other factors when

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<v Speaker 5>you're in the presence when you're actually in danger. Right, So,

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<v Speaker 5>when you're either the victim or when you're witness to

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<v Speaker 5>a violent crime, as this one was, we know that

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<v Speaker 5>your senses are altered because of the fact that you're

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<v Speaker 5>just scared out of your brain literally. So and this

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<v Speaker 5>was one of those cases, right, this was a shooting.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, there's two. I'll jump in here to help clarify this.

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<v Speaker 6>So the witness we're talking about, who was hypnotized by police,

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<v Speaker 6>had claimed that he'd seen these these young African American

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<v Speaker 6>males get into this cab. Then the cab goes or

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<v Speaker 6>allegedly goes to a housing project a little bit south

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<v Speaker 6>of the city in Roslindale. And then there was another

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<v Speaker 6>witness that also had pretty serious question marks around how

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<v Speaker 6>the police interacted with this witness, and this other witness

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<v Speaker 6>claimed that he did actually see the shooting out of

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<v Speaker 6>a window of an apartment in the housing project. What

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<v Speaker 6>Fred's attorneys later found out and really stressed and trying

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<v Speaker 6>to re engage with this case and prove that Fred

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<v Speaker 6>didn't do it, was see that this witness was I

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<v Speaker 6>think a teenager. He had pretty severe developmental, you know,

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<v Speaker 6>cognitive issues, and that police furthermore told him and his

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<v Speaker 6>family that if they testified against Fred, that they would

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<v Speaker 6>be moved out of this project housing project which was

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<v Speaker 6>mostly African American, into a housing project which was mostly white.

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<v Speaker 6>And again this witness was white.

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<v Speaker 5>Wow, so you talk about coercion or you know, And

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<v Speaker 5>isn't that a crazy thing to Chris and Fred is

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<v Speaker 5>that everyone, even the most casual TV watcher right who

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<v Speaker 5>watched his crime shows, knows that you cannot bribe a witness.

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<v Speaker 5>You go to prison for riving witness in America. Right,

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<v Speaker 5>but the government is able to offer the best bribe

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<v Speaker 5>that there is. I mean, in this case, it was

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<v Speaker 5>a new home. Right, It's almost like a game show.

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<v Speaker 5>Here's a new home. Just testify the way we want

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<v Speaker 5>you to. Or they can threaten you. Or they can

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<v Speaker 5>threaten you, and they do that very often, will take

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<v Speaker 5>your kids away, will lock you up for some prior

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<v Speaker 5>thing whatever. Or they can also agree to vacate charges

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<v Speaker 5>or reduce charges that they have against you. So it's

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<v Speaker 5>amazing that the weapons that they have in there are

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<v Speaker 5>so it's really not a fair fight whatsoever. But what

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<v Speaker 5>were you going to say? Fred?

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<v Speaker 1>Also the witness that Chris was talking about, they happened

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<v Speaker 1>to Ros and their projects. This witness I sort of

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't know him personally, but we've seen each other

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<v Speaker 1>from time to time in the projects, so he was

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<v Speaker 1>familiar with my faith. That's another thing that was really

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<v Speaker 1>that was really not really mentioned a little bit, but

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<v Speaker 1>it wasn't really focused on. So when someone recognized your

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<v Speaker 1>face and they see your your picture in the in

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<v Speaker 1>the photo array, then they're not really picking out the perpetrated.

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<v Speaker 1>They're picking out a familiar face. So just because he

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<v Speaker 1>was familiar with by face. He sort of just placed

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<v Speaker 1>me at the scene of crime based on the fact

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<v Speaker 1>that he was familiar with my face, not because he

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<v Speaker 1>saw me at the scene the crime.

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<v Speaker 5>So we have a couple of factors here that are

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<v Speaker 5>very common and wrong for convictions. We have police misconduct,

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<v Speaker 5>we have wrong flight witness identification, two of those in fact,

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<v Speaker 5>and then it gets worse. So you were were you

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<v Speaker 5>at home when you were arrested? How did this all

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<v Speaker 5>go down? And how long did you have to wait

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<v Speaker 5>for trial? Who was your I assume you had a

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<v Speaker 5>public defender. Can you fill in some of those blanks

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<v Speaker 5>for us?

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<v Speaker 1>Fred, Yes, I was at the foster home when I

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<v Speaker 1>got it. I was actually when I went, I was

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<v Speaker 1>on probation because I had some juvenile cases, so I

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<v Speaker 1>had some issuons with the foster parent. I really didn't.

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<v Speaker 1>And she claims I ran away, but I never really

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<v Speaker 1>ran away. I just you know, vanished from time to

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<v Speaker 1>time and came back. But anyway, I showed up on

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<v Speaker 1>November fifteen through her house and I didn't know that,

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<v Speaker 1>but she had previously reported me for running. So when

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<v Speaker 1>I showed up on November fifteen, she informed me that

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<v Speaker 1>I can stay that night, but at the same time,

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<v Speaker 1>she didn't want me to do the next morning. I

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<v Speaker 1>had to leave the next morning. So the next morning

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<v Speaker 1>came and she told me I had to leave because

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<v Speaker 1>she reported me running. She didn't want the police that

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<v Speaker 1>are out, so I left, and I was on probation,

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<v Speaker 1>so I went to the probation officer and sort of

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<v Speaker 1>told her what was going on, and based on that,

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<v Speaker 1>they sent me back to another facility that I was

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<v Speaker 1>previously held at before, a juvenile facility, and I was

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<v Speaker 1>there for a few for about a little over a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of weeks, I believe, and to playing cozy touches.

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<v Speaker 1>Came in one evening and they went up to the

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<v Speaker 1>main desk to talk to the council of work there,

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<v Speaker 1>and maybe about two minutes after that, they called my

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<v Speaker 1>name and I went up to the desk and they

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<v Speaker 1>asked me my name. I told my name is Frederick Clay.

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<v Speaker 1>They told me they needed to speak with me, so

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<v Speaker 1>they took me to like a little room off to

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<v Speaker 1>the side, and in that room they informed me that

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<v Speaker 1>David was arrested me for murder. So I really didn't

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<v Speaker 1>know anything about the murder until it actually they came

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<v Speaker 1>there and arrest me for it, and my attorney at

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<v Speaker 1>the time when I went to trial was Thomas Saperro.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's kind of crazy how I was somewhat informed

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<v Speaker 1>about the murder.

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<v Speaker 5>How long were you in jail awaiting trial, because I'm

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<v Speaker 5>assuming that there was either new years two years waiting. Wow,

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<v Speaker 5>So that whole thing about it in the constitution.

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<v Speaker 1>Arrested November seventy nine and I didn't go to trial

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<v Speaker 1>until nineteen eighty one.

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<v Speaker 5>Right, that whole thing in the constitution about your right

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<v Speaker 5>to a speedy trial, we really don't see that very

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<v Speaker 5>often in this country. It's kind of weird. I don't

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<v Speaker 5>know how that can be so routinely ignored or violated,

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<v Speaker 5>but it is, and your case is sadly not atypical

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<v Speaker 5>in that sense. So you're in jail for two years

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<v Speaker 5>awaiting trial, and let's go to the trial, because it's

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<v Speaker 5>always I think for our listeners and even for me

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<v Speaker 5>an eye opener, to hear how these things go, especially

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<v Speaker 5>in a case as serious as this one where you

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<v Speaker 5>were facing life in prison. Tell us what you can

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<v Speaker 5>remember about the trial? For instance, did you think if

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<v Speaker 5>you can remember and again, you were in prison, for

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<v Speaker 5>so long. I mean, it's actually crazy. You went to

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<v Speaker 5>prison at sixteen, and you were in for thirty eight years,

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<v Speaker 5>which means you were in prison for almost two and

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<v Speaker 5>a half times as long as you had been alive, right,

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<v Speaker 5>and your life experience as a sixteen year old, Let's

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<v Speaker 5>face it, the first three or four years, we're not

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<v Speaker 5>even really sentient beings. We're kind of just stumbling around,

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<v Speaker 5>eating animal crackers or doing whatever we're doing right, and

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<v Speaker 5>playing with toys and having I'm gonna read us a

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<v Speaker 5>book and hug us or if we're lucky. So you know,

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<v Speaker 5>for you, your life experience was so brief before you

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<v Speaker 5>entered the system, and you had already been in and

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<v Speaker 5>out of the system. So here you are at trial,

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<v Speaker 5>and did you, if you can recall, did you feel

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<v Speaker 5>like when the jury went out that you were going

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<v Speaker 5>to be convicted or did you still have hope that

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<v Speaker 5>you did justice would be done.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I wasn't really sure there was a fifty to

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<v Speaker 1>fifty chance that I was going to get convicted. I thought,

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<v Speaker 1>once I get understand and tell the truth and so

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<v Speaker 1>sort of present my case and present the evidence that

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<v Speaker 1>actually prove that I was innocent and have E present

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<v Speaker 1>my olibi. I thought, I was I might have a

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<v Speaker 1>chance of being found not guilty, so I was I

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<v Speaker 1>was hoping that I was going to be found not guilty.

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<v Speaker 1>But at the back of my mind, according to my attorneys,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, there was a possible chance that I could

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<v Speaker 1>get convicted. So I was positive, hopefully that I was

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<v Speaker 1>going to get found not guilty. But at the same time,

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<v Speaker 1>I was concerned that I will be found guilty. So

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<v Speaker 1>I had a fifty to fifty chance.

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<v Speaker 5>And just backtracking for a second, the witnesses against you,

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<v Speaker 5>were they white or black?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, a couple of them was black, I mean white,

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<v Speaker 1>and one of them was black, But the one was

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<v Speaker 1>black really didn't really really didn't really hurt me that much.

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<v Speaker 1>But the two name was that, yes, they was white.

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<v Speaker 5>And the reason I raised that question is because we

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<v Speaker 5>know from decades of experience, research, studies, et cetera, that

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<v Speaker 5>cross racial identifications are just notoriously unreliable, much more so

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<v Speaker 5>than when people are, you know, trying to identify someone

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<v Speaker 5>of their own race. I think there's a lot of

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<v Speaker 5>reasons for that. We don't have to get into all

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<v Speaker 5>of them, but it's worth knowing because everyone that's listening

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<v Speaker 5>right now. As I always say on this, always a

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<v Speaker 5>potential juror, and someday they may be faced with a

0:19:03.440 --> 0:19:07.439
<v Speaker 5>situation like yours, where there will be I mean, there

0:19:07.480 --> 0:19:09.280
<v Speaker 5>was no evidence against you, so it was only the

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<v Speaker 5>witness's word. And if it is a cross racial identification,

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<v Speaker 5>and it doesn't matter whether that's why white person testifying

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<v Speaker 5>against a black person, a Hispanic person testifying against a

0:19:19.720 --> 0:19:22.760
<v Speaker 5>white person, whatever it might be, it's just not reliable.

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<v Speaker 5>And so your case is an important one to highlight

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<v Speaker 5>that particular factor because again, the reason why I do

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<v Speaker 5>this show, Fred is because I want to help to

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<v Speaker 5>prevent these things from happening to other people in the future,

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<v Speaker 5>as I'm sure you do.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not sure if there was a well known fact

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<v Speaker 1>back in nineteen eighty one the cross racial identification issue,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's a well known fact now.

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<v Speaker 5>Right, and I'm glad you brought that up. So the

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<v Speaker 5>jury comes back and it had to be the worst

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<v Speaker 5>feeling in the world, and you were sentenced to life

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<v Speaker 5>in prison, which is again a bizarre.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, a natural life, not just a life, a natural life.

0:20:03.280 --> 0:20:05.600
<v Speaker 1>Life sort of means like a second degree life, but

0:20:05.840 --> 0:20:08.879
<v Speaker 1>natural means a first to be life sentence with the

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<v Speaker 1>chance of no parole, which means like a you got'spen

0:20:12.920 --> 0:20:14.600
<v Speaker 1>investing in your life in prison, you go and die

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<v Speaker 1>in prison.

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<v Speaker 5>And Chris, let's talk about that. I mean, I mean,

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<v Speaker 5>what kind of a system do we have where we

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<v Speaker 5>can sent in someone who was really a child an

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<v Speaker 5>adolescent when this happened, a young teenager to life in prison. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>I mean it is.

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<v Speaker 6>It's just shocking. And you know, thankfully there were later,

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<v Speaker 6>much later, the Supreme Court decisions that tried to undo

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<v Speaker 6>some of that. So it did at a very much

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<v Speaker 6>later stage, did make Fred eligible for parole. But we're

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<v Speaker 6>talking again, decades later that there was some understanding of

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<v Speaker 6>just how wrong that is. That obviously, to charge someone

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<v Speaker 6>at sixteen, put and put them to adult trial raises

0:20:58.760 --> 0:21:03.520
<v Speaker 6>a lot of really serious quesnessions, but then to make

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<v Speaker 6>that same person prone to being convicted and sentenced to

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<v Speaker 6>life without any chance of parole is all the more shocking.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, just think about it, judge telling you, a sixteen

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<v Speaker 1>year old kid that you are incapable of changing, so

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<v Speaker 1>therefore you need to spend the rest of your life

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<v Speaker 1>in adults prison. You know, and often think about that

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<v Speaker 1>and they took me out of a bad situation, and

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<v Speaker 1>they put me in even a worse situation because a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of people don't survive prison, and I was thinking

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<v Speaker 1>about a lot of that stuff and how I was

0:21:41.640 --> 0:21:44.040
<v Speaker 1>going to survive that, whether I was going to end

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<v Speaker 1>up being murdered, raped, killed, whatever. So just to have

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<v Speaker 1>someone tell you at the age of sixteen that we

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<v Speaker 1>think that you are incapable of changing.

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<v Speaker 5>And when you went to prison, this was you know,

0:22:05.280 --> 0:22:07.320
<v Speaker 5>this was the reality, right, I mean, this was a

0:22:07.440 --> 0:22:11.320
<v Speaker 5>very violent place and you were in amongst people who

0:22:11.359 --> 0:22:15.000
<v Speaker 5>were much older than you, stronger, you know, and here

0:22:15.040 --> 0:22:20.480
<v Speaker 5>you are, like thrust into this unimaginable nightmare. How did

0:22:20.520 --> 0:22:24.400
<v Speaker 5>you manage to survive as a young not a particularly

0:22:24.400 --> 0:22:28.680
<v Speaker 5>big tough guy, but you know, a young, skinny guy

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<v Speaker 5>in that situation. How did you manage to survive?

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<v Speaker 1>Well? Personally, I just paid attention to my surroundings. A

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<v Speaker 1>lot of older gentleman that was doing natural life sentence

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<v Speaker 1>sort of took a liking to me, and they just

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<v Speaker 1>sort of just gave me, just told me the way

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<v Speaker 1>of prison life. Mind your business. If you see something,

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<v Speaker 1>keep it to yourself, don't talk to corrections officers, try

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<v Speaker 1>to stay out of trouble, get into programs, try to

0:23:00.160 --> 0:23:03.040
<v Speaker 1>use that time to benefit me as a person, to

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<v Speaker 1>change things about myself that I did not like, to

0:23:07.359 --> 0:23:11.440
<v Speaker 1>sort of use that time to work on me as

0:23:11.440 --> 0:23:14.560
<v Speaker 1>a human being. And they also let me. They also

0:23:14.600 --> 0:23:17.639
<v Speaker 1>told me I had to figure out how to do

0:23:17.720 --> 0:23:20.399
<v Speaker 1>the time and not let the time do me. And

0:23:20.440 --> 0:23:24.040
<v Speaker 1>it took me quite a while to understand that. So,

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<v Speaker 1>like what you mean, due to time and not let

0:23:25.960 --> 0:23:28.080
<v Speaker 1>the time do me. So basically what they was telling me,

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<v Speaker 1>just what I was telling you, is just try to

0:23:31.160 --> 0:23:35.000
<v Speaker 1>use this bad experience and focus on the things that

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<v Speaker 1>I do do not like about myself and the things

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<v Speaker 1>that I can change to make me feel good about

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<v Speaker 1>myself and to make other people see me in a

0:23:44.680 --> 0:23:47.760
<v Speaker 1>way that I want them to see me. So I

0:23:48.920 --> 0:23:50.760
<v Speaker 1>it was a little bit of that, and it was

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<v Speaker 1>just a little bit of me just figuring out who

0:23:53.800 --> 0:23:56.359
<v Speaker 1>I can trust and who I can't trust, and also

0:23:57.000 --> 0:24:01.080
<v Speaker 1>not to put myself in a certain position to have

0:24:01.320 --> 0:24:05.800
<v Speaker 1>some of these bad things happened to me. Just you know,

0:24:05.960 --> 0:24:09.639
<v Speaker 1>make sure that whoever I'm dealing with be upfront with

0:24:09.720 --> 0:24:15.600
<v Speaker 1>them about my situation and just be aware of their motives, you.

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<v Speaker 5>Know, and then there was a sort of a hero emerged,

0:24:21.440 --> 0:24:23.320
<v Speaker 5>if you could call it that, from this situation. A

0:24:23.359 --> 0:24:26.640
<v Speaker 5>guy named Roosevelt Pickett really helped to pull you out

0:24:26.680 --> 0:24:30.159
<v Speaker 5>of this right and introduce you to a very unlikely

0:24:30.359 --> 0:24:34.560
<v Speaker 5>character who became almost like, I don't use too strong

0:24:34.560 --> 0:24:37.320
<v Speaker 5>of a word, but almost like your savior, right, And

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<v Speaker 5>can you talk about that?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh much?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, that whole situation is so interesting to me, So

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<v Speaker 5>can you talk about that a little bit?

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<v Speaker 1>Well. Roosevelt Pickett was as an old gentleman, I think

0:24:47.520 --> 0:24:50.120
<v Speaker 1>he was like in the sixties, and I knew him

0:24:50.280 --> 0:24:52.480
<v Speaker 1>at that time. I knew of for about twelve years

0:24:52.560 --> 0:24:55.520
<v Speaker 1>thirteen years, and he was also doing a life bit

0:24:56.200 --> 0:24:59.200
<v Speaker 1>and he had he was he was walking on the

0:24:59.280 --> 0:25:02.400
<v Speaker 1>king he had an accident. He used to do cariding

0:25:02.440 --> 0:25:04.639
<v Speaker 1>works and stuff like that, so he fell off the

0:25:04.680 --> 0:25:08.240
<v Speaker 1>roof and he used to walk around with a game. So. Uh. Anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>I used to work and if I was in Bay

0:25:11.440 --> 0:25:15.080
<v Speaker 1>State Prison at this time, and I was working downstairs

0:25:15.160 --> 0:25:16.960
<v Speaker 1>on the first floor in the day room, and he

0:25:17.080 --> 0:25:19.400
<v Speaker 1>lived on the first floor, and he was down there

0:25:19.440 --> 0:25:23.119
<v Speaker 1>cooking in the dayroom one afternoon and I was I

0:25:23.160 --> 0:25:26.280
<v Speaker 1>was down there doing my job and everything and he was.

0:25:26.600 --> 0:25:29.480
<v Speaker 1>So we started talking about visits and stuff like that,

0:25:30.000 --> 0:25:32.879
<v Speaker 1>and he asked me, did I have anybody that you know,

0:25:32.960 --> 0:25:36.479
<v Speaker 1>family members and friends that visit me? And I told him, uh,

0:25:36.600 --> 0:25:39.320
<v Speaker 1>not really. I had my great aunt. She visited me

0:25:39.680 --> 0:25:43.080
<v Speaker 1>like every two years, three years a year, whenever she

0:25:43.119 --> 0:25:46.680
<v Speaker 1>could find time to do it. So then he asked

0:25:46.720 --> 0:25:49.840
<v Speaker 1>me if I was if I wanted somebody to visit me,

0:25:49.920 --> 0:25:52.560
<v Speaker 1>like from a church and stuff like that, and I said, sure,

0:25:52.600 --> 0:25:54.680
<v Speaker 1>why not. I grew up in the opportunity to meet

0:25:54.720 --> 0:25:57.719
<v Speaker 1>somebody from church and just have a friend to come

0:25:57.840 --> 0:26:02.920
<v Speaker 1>visit me. So he put me in touch with prison ministry.

0:26:02.960 --> 0:26:06.480
<v Speaker 1>I think it's called Candlelight Ministries. And I had to

0:26:06.480 --> 0:26:08.919
<v Speaker 1>fill out some forms and stuff like that, and I

0:26:09.000 --> 0:26:11.760
<v Speaker 1>filled out the forms and he sent it in and

0:26:11.800 --> 0:26:15.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm not quite sure how long after that then I

0:26:15.600 --> 0:26:20.879
<v Speaker 1>met Reverend Fred Small. He came to visit me and

0:26:20.920 --> 0:26:22.560
<v Speaker 1>I was back in I think that was like in

0:26:22.800 --> 0:26:27.240
<v Speaker 1>ninety seven, nineteen ninety seven, ninety eight, and once he

0:26:27.320 --> 0:26:32.800
<v Speaker 1>came to Bay State to visit me. So our friendship

0:26:32.880 --> 0:26:35.800
<v Speaker 1>developed and got stronger and stronger, and the more he

0:26:35.880 --> 0:26:38.399
<v Speaker 1>visited me, the more I started talking about my case

0:26:38.480 --> 0:26:42.120
<v Speaker 1>and me as a person and things I like and dislike,

0:26:42.200 --> 0:26:47.880
<v Speaker 1>and I just take this interest. And so he helped

0:26:47.920 --> 0:26:49.480
<v Speaker 1>me somewhat get out of prison.

0:26:50.280 --> 0:26:53.560
<v Speaker 5>And then he spoke to his parishioners and asked if

0:26:53.600 --> 0:26:58.280
<v Speaker 5>anybody would like to get involved in this, you know,

0:26:58.480 --> 0:27:02.760
<v Speaker 5>helping out I guess, you know, volunteering to make friends

0:27:02.760 --> 0:27:05.440
<v Speaker 5>with someone on the inside. And it's interesting because people

0:27:05.480 --> 0:27:08.359
<v Speaker 5>ask me that question a lot, and I'm always trying

0:27:08.359 --> 0:27:12.680
<v Speaker 5>to connect people as best I can. And in fact,

0:27:13.480 --> 0:27:17.679
<v Speaker 5>a software engineer named Doran Dibble, which is sort of

0:27:17.680 --> 0:27:20.040
<v Speaker 5>an unusual name, right, it's sort of an interesting If

0:27:20.080 --> 0:27:22.040
<v Speaker 5>I was writing a movie about your story, I would

0:27:22.080 --> 0:27:26.159
<v Speaker 5>name the guy Doran Dibble. So Dorian Dibble shows up

0:27:26.240 --> 0:27:28.639
<v Speaker 5>some sort of a sort of a very square looking

0:27:28.640 --> 0:27:31.679
<v Speaker 5>white guy, right, sort that comes in out of nowhere.

0:27:32.000 --> 0:27:33.800
<v Speaker 5>What was your reaction when you met this guy?

0:27:34.480 --> 0:27:37.800
<v Speaker 1>Well, he was funny, he was very smart, he was kind,

0:27:37.920 --> 0:27:42.040
<v Speaker 1>he was very kind, he was generous, he was sincere,

0:27:43.080 --> 0:27:49.040
<v Speaker 1>he was empathetic, he told he told some jokes. I

0:27:49.080 --> 0:27:51.160
<v Speaker 1>thought he was a very nice guy, and I thought,

0:27:51.600 --> 0:27:53.320
<v Speaker 1>this is the kind of person that I need in

0:27:53.320 --> 0:27:56.840
<v Speaker 1>my life to sort of help me, take me out

0:27:56.840 --> 0:27:59.080
<v Speaker 1>of my comfort zone, so to speak, because I wasn't

0:27:59.119 --> 0:28:03.600
<v Speaker 1>really that social with in prison, so he sort of

0:28:03.760 --> 0:28:05.600
<v Speaker 1>sort of brought me out of my shell a little bit.

0:28:05.760 --> 0:28:08.439
<v Speaker 1>So I thought he was a very nice person something

0:28:08.480 --> 0:28:10.600
<v Speaker 1>that is, someone that I needed to have in my

0:28:10.720 --> 0:28:16.639
<v Speaker 1>life to help me grow socially anyway, you know, in

0:28:16.720 --> 0:28:20.000
<v Speaker 1>many other ways after that, to be exact.

0:28:19.920 --> 0:28:23.080
<v Speaker 5>And how important was that relationship to you?

0:28:23.600 --> 0:28:26.639
<v Speaker 1>It was very important. I mean, how many people do

0:28:27.040 --> 0:28:31.159
<v Speaker 1>you know will bring their their young, small children in

0:28:31.240 --> 0:28:35.280
<v Speaker 1>to see a person in prison that's non family. So

0:28:36.480 --> 0:28:39.520
<v Speaker 1>he became uh, I know I used this phrase before.

0:28:41.600 --> 0:28:43.960
<v Speaker 1>He was a stranger in the beginning, but he became

0:28:44.120 --> 0:28:47.240
<v Speaker 1>family to me, and and he's still family right now.

0:28:48.120 --> 0:28:52.360
<v Speaker 1>So his friendship and him being part of my life

0:28:52.440 --> 0:28:55.440
<v Speaker 1>was very very important then and it's very important now.

0:28:55.960 --> 0:28:57.520
<v Speaker 1>He's still in my life right now.

0:28:58.560 --> 0:29:01.480
<v Speaker 5>And Chris, in the article that you wrote about the case,

0:29:01.520 --> 0:29:05.280
<v Speaker 5>I was really moved by this quote from mister Dibble

0:29:05.880 --> 0:29:09.200
<v Speaker 5>where he said, and I'm quoting, one of the amazing

0:29:09.280 --> 0:29:12.520
<v Speaker 5>things for me is given his circumstances we're talking life

0:29:12.600 --> 0:29:17.360
<v Speaker 5>without parole, his resilience, determination, and his decency through all

0:29:17.400 --> 0:29:21.440
<v Speaker 5>that It's a model to me. He didn't hate the establishment.

0:29:21.760 --> 0:29:26.280
<v Speaker 5>We're white, he didn't care. I'm getting the chills just

0:29:26.360 --> 0:29:28.600
<v Speaker 5>reading that. And you actually did the interview with him.

0:29:28.640 --> 0:29:30.880
<v Speaker 5>I mean, can you share some insight into this guy,

0:29:30.920 --> 0:29:33.160
<v Speaker 5>because he really does emerge as a hero in this story.

0:29:33.880 --> 0:29:37.840
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, no, it is and was an incredible part of

0:29:38.000 --> 0:29:41.520
<v Speaker 6>the whole story. And just sitting here honestly listening to

0:29:41.560 --> 0:29:45.160
<v Speaker 6>Fred again, I really enjoyed every minute hanging out with

0:29:45.160 --> 0:29:49.040
<v Speaker 6>Fred over the course of the last year. And I'm

0:29:49.040 --> 0:29:51.160
<v Speaker 6>guessing that listeners can kind of get a feel as

0:29:51.200 --> 0:29:53.960
<v Speaker 6>to how Fred talks and that people are kind of

0:29:54.000 --> 0:29:57.880
<v Speaker 6>drawn to the way he talks and understands things about

0:29:58.240 --> 0:30:01.680
<v Speaker 6>this really awful experience he had he had to go through.

0:30:01.720 --> 0:30:05.560
<v Speaker 6>And so Dorian Dibble and his wife Jackie, and his

0:30:05.640 --> 0:30:07.880
<v Speaker 6>two kids. I met one of his kids who's now,

0:30:08.040 --> 0:30:10.760
<v Speaker 6>you know, in his twenties, and I hung out with

0:30:10.800 --> 0:30:13.720
<v Speaker 6>them over dinner that they invited Fred over, and I

0:30:13.760 --> 0:30:19.520
<v Speaker 6>asked to come along back in July. And yeah, Dorian

0:30:19.800 --> 0:30:24.720
<v Speaker 6>and his wife Jackie just are really big hearted people

0:30:25.000 --> 0:30:31.440
<v Speaker 6>and just showed up there in prison, you know, frequently

0:30:31.640 --> 0:30:33.880
<v Speaker 6>during the year, like every few months, they would drive

0:30:33.960 --> 0:30:36.440
<v Speaker 6>down and and go. It's not easy to get into

0:30:36.480 --> 0:30:39.160
<v Speaker 6>a prison. You gotta sit there and wait and get

0:30:39.360 --> 0:30:42.520
<v Speaker 6>frisked down and go through metal detectors and wear exactly

0:30:42.520 --> 0:30:46.720
<v Speaker 6>the right clothing or they turn you away. And you

0:30:46.760 --> 0:30:50.960
<v Speaker 6>know they again they brought their little kids in to

0:30:51.080 --> 0:30:53.040
<v Speaker 6>kind of hang out. Friends sit there and play cards,

0:30:53.080 --> 0:30:58.520
<v Speaker 6>and just the whole dynamic and relationship that was related

0:30:58.560 --> 0:31:00.520
<v Speaker 6>to me really kind of me away.

0:31:00.840 --> 0:31:03.320
<v Speaker 5>It's almost like the family that Fred couldn't have, and

0:31:03.360 --> 0:31:05.040
<v Speaker 5>now all of a sudden he has sort of an

0:31:05.080 --> 0:31:08.760
<v Speaker 5>adoptive family inside. And you know, it was a long

0:31:08.880 --> 0:31:13.160
<v Speaker 5>drive and they would come every couple of months. And

0:31:13.200 --> 0:31:14.800
<v Speaker 5>there's one more quote, and I want to get back

0:31:14.840 --> 0:31:16.920
<v Speaker 5>to the story because again this really touched me and

0:31:16.960 --> 0:31:18.640
<v Speaker 5>I got the chills reading the last one. I'm going

0:31:18.680 --> 0:31:24.480
<v Speaker 5>to get him again because mister Dibble said, quote, we'd

0:31:24.480 --> 0:31:26.440
<v Speaker 5>all pile back in the car when our visit was

0:31:26.480 --> 0:31:28.680
<v Speaker 5>over and it was just dead silence in the car.

0:31:29.120 --> 0:31:31.960
<v Speaker 5>Because that's where it really hit everybody. Oh this is

0:31:31.960 --> 0:31:35.600
<v Speaker 5>from Jackie Dibble. Say we start again, and missus Dibble,

0:31:35.720 --> 0:31:38.880
<v Speaker 5>Jackie Dibble said, quote, we'd all pile back in the

0:31:38.920 --> 0:31:40.760
<v Speaker 5>car when our visit was over, and it was just

0:31:40.880 --> 0:31:43.120
<v Speaker 5>dead silence in the car because that's where it really

0:31:43.200 --> 0:31:46.880
<v Speaker 5>hit everybody. We'd walk out of there under the barbed wire.

0:31:47.640 --> 0:31:50.760
<v Speaker 5>We get to go home and he doesn't, and it

0:31:50.880 --> 0:31:54.480
<v Speaker 5>was just nobody would say anything on the way home

0:31:55.560 --> 0:31:58.360
<v Speaker 5>and end quote. And I've had that feeling so many

0:31:58.400 --> 0:32:00.600
<v Speaker 5>times now visiting people in Priton and who I know

0:32:00.640 --> 0:32:06.120
<v Speaker 5>are innocent, and then when I leave and that door

0:32:06.200 --> 0:32:09.640
<v Speaker 5>slams behind and you can't take them with you. It's

0:32:09.680 --> 0:32:14.240
<v Speaker 5>a horrible feelings. It's a sick feeling actually, And Chris

0:32:14.280 --> 0:32:17.440
<v Speaker 5>is nodding his head because he knows, and you know,

0:32:18.240 --> 0:32:21.640
<v Speaker 5>it does drive me and I think all of us

0:32:21.800 --> 0:32:24.440
<v Speaker 5>every day to try to do more to help people

0:32:24.520 --> 0:32:29.760
<v Speaker 5>like yourself, Fred, because it's if you've once you've experienced that.

0:32:30.040 --> 0:32:32.000
<v Speaker 5>And I brought four people with me up to Sing

0:32:32.080 --> 0:32:36.800
<v Speaker 5>Sing this weekend where we met many of the men

0:32:37.280 --> 0:32:39.920
<v Speaker 5>who are stuck there, some of whom are innocent, some

0:32:40.000 --> 0:32:44.920
<v Speaker 5>are not. But you know, I would say that ninety

0:32:44.960 --> 0:32:46.840
<v Speaker 5>percent of the people that we met there don't belong there.

0:32:46.960 --> 0:32:49.240
<v Speaker 5>You know, they've served their time, they have made a mistake.

0:32:50.320 --> 0:32:53.080
<v Speaker 5>I'm of the Brian Stevenson school. He's one of my

0:32:53.200 --> 0:32:56.960
<v Speaker 5>heroes and you know, he said, I believe everyone is

0:32:57.000 --> 0:33:00.360
<v Speaker 5>better than the worst thing they've ever done. You know,

0:33:00.440 --> 0:33:02.880
<v Speaker 5>I think in our system we overincarcerate to such an

0:33:02.880 --> 0:33:07.400
<v Speaker 5>extreme degree, we over punish. The institutions that we have

0:33:07.480 --> 0:33:10.560
<v Speaker 5>that are called correctional institutions are not by and large,

0:33:11.160 --> 0:33:13.080
<v Speaker 5>and all of it needs to change. And that's why

0:33:13.080 --> 0:33:15.480
<v Speaker 5>it's so important that you're here, Fred to tell your story.

0:33:15.520 --> 0:33:18.280
<v Speaker 5>So I really appreciate that, and you too, Chris. So

0:33:18.640 --> 0:33:24.080
<v Speaker 5>Fred tell us how this situation changed. Because you were

0:33:24.120 --> 0:33:26.000
<v Speaker 5>sentenced to life in prison, you had no hope to

0:33:26.000 --> 0:33:28.960
<v Speaker 5>get out. You found this inner strength, this grace, this

0:33:29.120 --> 0:33:33.360
<v Speaker 5>courage that always mystifies me and amazes me and makes me,

0:33:33.640 --> 0:33:36.200
<v Speaker 5>you know, draws me two people like yourself because I

0:33:36.240 --> 0:33:40.640
<v Speaker 5>get so much out of just talking to you and

0:33:42.160 --> 0:33:48.080
<v Speaker 5>spending time. And so how did you ultimately? I mean,

0:33:48.080 --> 0:33:50.200
<v Speaker 5>we know how you survive because you explain that, But

0:33:50.280 --> 0:33:53.320
<v Speaker 5>how did you get out? Because you're here now and

0:33:53.360 --> 0:33:55.760
<v Speaker 5>that's a fantastic thing, and I know, and I want

0:33:55.800 --> 0:33:57.680
<v Speaker 5>to talk about the struggle of being out as well.

0:33:57.680 --> 0:34:00.960
<v Speaker 5>Becau's what I call the second punishment. But how did that?

0:34:01.080 --> 0:34:03.080
<v Speaker 5>Let's get to the happy stuff. How'd you get out?

0:34:03.680 --> 0:34:07.240
<v Speaker 1>Well, I got out on a new trial motion. Lisa

0:34:07.320 --> 0:34:12.279
<v Speaker 1>Kavanaugh from the CPCs Innocent Program, she's my attorney. She

0:34:12.440 --> 0:34:19.640
<v Speaker 1>was my attorney on our pill We drafted and critique

0:34:19.920 --> 0:34:23.759
<v Speaker 1>and finally finalized a new trial motion, and we followed that.

0:34:24.800 --> 0:34:28.840
<v Speaker 1>I think when I was in Concuent Farm, probably late

0:34:30.120 --> 0:34:37.400
<v Speaker 1>twenty sixteen. I believe it took a while, but between

0:34:37.840 --> 0:34:49.040
<v Speaker 1>by witness identification, the hypnosis, cross racial identification, somewhat mug

0:34:49.080 --> 0:34:55.080
<v Speaker 1>shot exposure, some police reports that the detectives somewhat I

0:34:55.080 --> 0:35:00.600
<v Speaker 1>mean obviously overlooked. It was a combination of all that

0:35:00.640 --> 0:35:05.080
<v Speaker 1>stuff together that helped me get out of prison. Also

0:35:06.160 --> 0:35:11.240
<v Speaker 1>in twenty thirteen, I would say late December twenty thirteen,

0:35:11.880 --> 0:35:16.680
<v Speaker 1>the Juveeile Life of law change which gave juveniles and

0:35:16.719 --> 0:35:20.680
<v Speaker 1>opportunities juveniles under the age of eighteen an opportunity to

0:35:20.719 --> 0:35:24.839
<v Speaker 1>see the parole board. So once that law changed, that

0:35:24.920 --> 0:35:28.640
<v Speaker 1>law allowed me to see the parole board. So at

0:35:28.640 --> 0:35:32.160
<v Speaker 1>that particular time, I was not I was still thinking

0:35:32.200 --> 0:35:35.520
<v Speaker 1>about and preparing for my Route thirty emotion, but I

0:35:35.560 --> 0:35:42.560
<v Speaker 1>was also preparing for my parole hearing. So I ended

0:35:42.600 --> 0:35:48.880
<v Speaker 1>up going to parole May twenty first, twenty fifteen, I

0:35:48.880 --> 0:35:53.359
<v Speaker 1>should say, and the results of that, I ended up

0:35:53.360 --> 0:35:58.120
<v Speaker 1>getting presented my case a parole board, stating that I

0:35:58.200 --> 0:36:01.840
<v Speaker 1>was innocent, but at the same time taking responsibility for

0:36:01.920 --> 0:36:05.200
<v Speaker 1>the crimes that I did do. For the juvenile issue,

0:36:05.239 --> 0:36:08.000
<v Speaker 1>the cases that I had previous of me getting arrested

0:36:08.040 --> 0:36:11.840
<v Speaker 1>for this murder case, I took responsibility for all that stuff,

0:36:12.120 --> 0:36:15.120
<v Speaker 1>but I did not take responsibility for the current case

0:36:15.160 --> 0:36:17.080
<v Speaker 1>that I was doing time for with much the murder.

0:36:17.840 --> 0:36:21.400
<v Speaker 1>And I let them know that if I did do it,

0:36:21.440 --> 0:36:24.000
<v Speaker 1>I would have no problem taking responsibility to meet and guilt.

0:36:24.200 --> 0:36:27.920
<v Speaker 1>But that's not the case. So I did not admit

0:36:27.960 --> 0:36:30.359
<v Speaker 1>to something I did not do. But at the same

0:36:30.400 --> 0:36:34.040
<v Speaker 1>time I was letting them know that prison so you

0:36:34.080 --> 0:36:36.680
<v Speaker 1>I mean by be being in prison, I was not

0:36:36.760 --> 0:36:39.760
<v Speaker 1>the same person I was when I first went to president.

0:36:40.600 --> 0:36:42.560
<v Speaker 1>I was a different person sitting in front of them.

0:36:42.760 --> 0:36:45.279
<v Speaker 1>So I just explained to them how different I was

0:36:45.760 --> 0:36:52.080
<v Speaker 1>through programs and education and stuff like that. So basically

0:36:52.239 --> 0:36:54.160
<v Speaker 1>I got up I was going I was set to

0:36:54.200 --> 0:36:57.799
<v Speaker 1>get out on parole anyway. I was scheduled to get

0:36:57.800 --> 0:37:01.960
<v Speaker 1>out on parole August twelve, but August twelfth was on

0:37:02.000 --> 0:37:06.080
<v Speaker 1>a Saturday, so they pushed it to August fourteenth, was

0:37:06.120 --> 0:37:10.759
<v Speaker 1>on Monday. And tell you the truth, I'm not quite

0:37:10.840 --> 0:37:14.319
<v Speaker 1>sure how this happened, but I ended up getting is

0:37:14.360 --> 0:37:17.880
<v Speaker 1>generated a week before I was scheduled to get released

0:37:17.880 --> 0:37:18.440
<v Speaker 1>our parole.

0:37:20.120 --> 0:37:23.319
<v Speaker 5>That is very unusual, and there's so many unusual things

0:37:23.320 --> 0:37:24.960
<v Speaker 5>about your case. I mean, let's go back to the

0:37:25.040 --> 0:37:29.120
<v Speaker 5>hypnosis thing, because even even though back then we you know,

0:37:29.239 --> 0:37:30.719
<v Speaker 5>we didn't, we didn't know a lot of the things

0:37:30.760 --> 0:37:33.440
<v Speaker 5>that we know now. But even back then, Walter Cronkite

0:37:33.480 --> 0:37:36.160
<v Speaker 5>was on TV talking about how this hypnosis thing was

0:37:36.200 --> 0:37:39.640
<v Speaker 5>a disaster and it didn't make any sense. Walter Cronkite

0:37:39.640 --> 0:37:42.120
<v Speaker 5>were the most respected people in America at that time,

0:37:42.400 --> 0:37:46.080
<v Speaker 5>one of the most respected journalists of all time. So

0:37:46.640 --> 0:37:50.840
<v Speaker 5>what was it like, Fred walking out into the fresh

0:37:50.840 --> 0:37:56.239
<v Speaker 5>air after spending a longer time than most of the

0:37:56.239 --> 0:37:59.480
<v Speaker 5>people that are listening to the show have even been alive, right,

0:37:59.560 --> 0:38:01.319
<v Speaker 5>I mean, we have two people in the studio here

0:38:01.320 --> 0:38:04.080
<v Speaker 5>who haven't been alive that long, thirty eight years.

0:38:04.320 --> 0:38:07.880
<v Speaker 1>Well, the first thing I did was hug my attorneys,

0:38:08.600 --> 0:38:14.400
<v Speaker 1>thanked them very much, hugged Shacking and Dorn Dibbles and

0:38:14.480 --> 0:38:19.440
<v Speaker 1>their family, and Victor Vizario, he was there. I hugged him,

0:38:20.000 --> 0:38:22.840
<v Speaker 1>and once I did that, I started talking to the media.

0:38:22.840 --> 0:38:24.560
<v Speaker 1>I see. That was the first thing I did start

0:38:24.600 --> 0:38:28.960
<v Speaker 1>talking to the media after I hugged my friends and stuff.

0:38:29.840 --> 0:38:31.880
<v Speaker 1>But to answer your question of what it was like,

0:38:32.000 --> 0:38:38.359
<v Speaker 1>it was felt very strange to be walking without outside

0:38:38.440 --> 0:38:42.600
<v Speaker 1>of prison, without no shackles on my feet. That felt

0:38:42.680 --> 0:38:46.360
<v Speaker 1>very strange. Every time I left prison, no matter to

0:38:46.400 --> 0:38:49.400
<v Speaker 1>go to the hospital or whatever, to the court, whatever,

0:38:50.080 --> 0:38:54.839
<v Speaker 1>they always had shackles on your feet. And once they

0:38:54.960 --> 0:38:59.439
<v Speaker 1>actually said that you're free to go, and they put

0:38:59.480 --> 0:39:01.759
<v Speaker 1>me in the in the in the like the whole

0:39:01.760 --> 0:39:04.200
<v Speaker 1>itself for a little while, for like an hour to

0:39:04.360 --> 0:39:09.239
<v Speaker 1>finalize everything. So once everything was finalized and they opened it,

0:39:10.360 --> 0:39:14.440
<v Speaker 1>uh the cell door, and I walked downstairs, and I

0:39:14.440 --> 0:39:19.080
<v Speaker 1>actually walked downstairs to be outside, it felt very strange

0:39:19.960 --> 0:39:22.000
<v Speaker 1>to be, like I said, to be walking without thrown

0:39:22.040 --> 0:39:25.080
<v Speaker 1>shackles on my feet. I thought it was a dream.

0:39:25.200 --> 0:39:28.239
<v Speaker 1>But then again it wasn't a dream, but it was

0:39:28.320 --> 0:39:31.640
<v Speaker 1>kind of overwhelming. It was I was happy, I was

0:39:31.920 --> 0:39:39.280
<v Speaker 1>somewhat cautious, and I was like in shocked to some degree.

0:39:40.320 --> 0:39:42.759
<v Speaker 1>So it was it was a combination of all those things.

0:39:51.600 --> 0:39:55.000
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I mean it's a it's a joyous uh, you know,

0:39:55.239 --> 0:39:57.400
<v Speaker 5>just thinking about it and envisioning it is such a

0:39:57.480 --> 0:40:04.040
<v Speaker 5>joyous thing. But I think that people get the idea

0:40:04.719 --> 0:40:09.439
<v Speaker 5>that you know, everyone sees on the news the photographs

0:40:09.520 --> 0:40:12.520
<v Speaker 5>or the video of someone like yourself coming out and

0:40:12.560 --> 0:40:15.840
<v Speaker 5>there's all this joy and you have if you're fortunate

0:40:15.960 --> 0:40:18.520
<v Speaker 5>enough like you were, to have some friends and family

0:40:18.600 --> 0:40:22.800
<v Speaker 5>around and there's news media and there's cameras and maybe

0:40:22.840 --> 0:40:27.920
<v Speaker 5>the sun is shining. But there's another side to that too, right,

0:40:28.080 --> 0:40:32.000
<v Speaker 5>I mean, you come out and you get nothing like

0:40:32.080 --> 0:40:34.719
<v Speaker 5>most of the people. And this is crazy because for

0:40:35.040 --> 0:40:38.840
<v Speaker 5>twenty five years I've been doing this work and anyone

0:40:38.880 --> 0:40:40.840
<v Speaker 5>I talk to that's not aware. You know, when I

0:40:40.840 --> 0:40:42.799
<v Speaker 5>meet somebody new and I'm talking about decision because I

0:40:42.800 --> 0:40:45.440
<v Speaker 5>talk about it everywhere, the first thing they want to

0:40:45.480 --> 0:40:48.319
<v Speaker 5>know is does the exonery you get paid? Like, just

0:40:48.400 --> 0:40:51.640
<v Speaker 5>tell me they get money? And I have to tell

0:40:51.680 --> 0:40:54.640
<v Speaker 5>them that in most cases know and even in the

0:40:54.680 --> 0:40:58.000
<v Speaker 5>cases when they do, it takes an unconscionably long time,

0:40:58.080 --> 0:41:01.560
<v Speaker 5>years and years. This is something that the Interests Project

0:41:01.560 --> 0:41:04.640
<v Speaker 5>has been deeply involved with. Recently, we just passed the

0:41:04.640 --> 0:41:07.359
<v Speaker 5>compensation statute in Kansas. So it's a thirty first state

0:41:07.400 --> 0:41:10.080
<v Speaker 5>to actually have compensation statues. There's still nineteen states that

0:41:10.120 --> 0:41:15.880
<v Speaker 5>have none, no compensation statues. And for you, Fred, coming

0:41:15.920 --> 0:41:19.319
<v Speaker 5>out of prison after thirty eight years, having gone in

0:41:19.360 --> 0:41:23.840
<v Speaker 5>as a sixteen year old kid, you know, trying to

0:41:23.840 --> 0:41:26.240
<v Speaker 5>rebuild your life. I want to focus for a minute

0:41:26.280 --> 0:41:28.960
<v Speaker 5>on those challenges, which I don't think get the type

0:41:29.000 --> 0:41:31.279
<v Speaker 5>of attention that they deserve. And I think we as

0:41:31.320 --> 0:41:34.960
<v Speaker 5>a society owe you and every man and woman that

0:41:35.000 --> 0:41:38.239
<v Speaker 5>has been through this type of ordeal, we owe you

0:41:39.640 --> 0:41:41.640
<v Speaker 5>more than a fresh start. I mean, we owe you

0:41:41.719 --> 0:41:44.160
<v Speaker 5>a debt, and I think that as soon as you

0:41:44.200 --> 0:41:46.719
<v Speaker 5>get out that should start to be getting repaid. But

0:41:46.760 --> 0:41:49.400
<v Speaker 5>that's not the way it works, and your case is

0:41:49.920 --> 0:41:53.919
<v Speaker 5>a very strong example of that. So can you talk

0:41:53.920 --> 0:41:56.560
<v Speaker 5>about the challenges? I mean, you haven't gotten any money

0:41:56.640 --> 0:41:58.719
<v Speaker 5>yet right, Well.

0:41:59.120 --> 0:42:03.560
<v Speaker 1>My working on that right now, so it's still to

0:42:03.640 --> 0:42:06.680
<v Speaker 1>be remained to be still being rocked on.

0:42:07.480 --> 0:42:08.960
<v Speaker 5>And how how long have you been out?

0:42:09.880 --> 0:42:13.960
<v Speaker 1>Not over year now, so it's been August eighth, so

0:42:14.000 --> 0:42:14.640
<v Speaker 1>it's been.

0:42:15.560 --> 0:42:18.640
<v Speaker 6>Not over year, fifteen to sixteen months?

0:42:18.640 --> 0:42:19.880
<v Speaker 1>Fifteen months? Much like that?

0:42:20.040 --> 0:42:22.279
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, yeah, I can jump in here a little bit.

0:42:22.280 --> 0:42:24.480
<v Speaker 6>I mean, this was this was this was the focus

0:42:24.520 --> 0:42:27.319
<v Speaker 6>of my reporting for the last year, was to kind

0:42:27.320 --> 0:42:30.040
<v Speaker 6>of answer that question, what's life like when you get

0:42:30.080 --> 0:42:35.240
<v Speaker 6>out of prison? His his Fred's murder conviction was vacated,

0:42:35.800 --> 0:42:39.959
<v Speaker 6>and you know, my editors suggested, why do we see

0:42:39.960 --> 0:42:42.080
<v Speaker 6>what life's like in the first thirty days? And that

0:42:42.200 --> 0:42:45.479
<v Speaker 6>turned into what are we? Uh, why don't I check

0:42:45.480 --> 0:42:47.759
<v Speaker 6>in with Fred from time to time over the course

0:42:47.800 --> 0:42:51.560
<v Speaker 6>of a year, and and Fred can kind of fill

0:42:51.560 --> 0:42:53.000
<v Speaker 6>in a lot of this stuff, but a lot of

0:42:53.040 --> 0:42:56.040
<v Speaker 6>it was, you know, what what do you do to survive?

0:42:56.200 --> 0:42:59.200
<v Speaker 6>You need you need housing, you need shelter, and you

0:42:59.239 --> 0:43:02.360
<v Speaker 6>need some income to provide that shelter and food. Just

0:43:02.400 --> 0:43:06.560
<v Speaker 6>the base bear basics of survival. And that was what

0:43:07.200 --> 0:43:08.600
<v Speaker 6>you know, Fred and I would kind of meet up

0:43:08.600 --> 0:43:11.799
<v Speaker 6>and he would very graciously let me tag along with

0:43:11.920 --> 0:43:15.960
<v Speaker 6>him as he talked to people about filling out job

0:43:16.000 --> 0:43:20.560
<v Speaker 6>applications and trying to work on a resume, and watched

0:43:20.600 --> 0:43:24.080
<v Speaker 6>him move from one apartment to another apartment, and I think,

0:43:24.160 --> 0:43:26.560
<v Speaker 6>you know, maybe Fred, you talk a little bit about

0:43:26.560 --> 0:43:27.960
<v Speaker 6>what those experiences.

0:43:27.920 --> 0:43:34.319
<v Speaker 1>Not really apartment, it's a room, but yeah, it's been

0:43:34.400 --> 0:43:37.560
<v Speaker 1>kind of challenging when you've been in prison. What I

0:43:37.640 --> 0:43:41.640
<v Speaker 1>long Obviously, technology has changed, and technology definitely has changed

0:43:41.640 --> 0:43:44.800
<v Speaker 1>to the point where it's all new to me. I

0:43:44.920 --> 0:43:47.600
<v Speaker 1>often make this phrase, It's like I've been reborn again

0:43:48.080 --> 0:43:52.600
<v Speaker 1>and I have to learn everything all over again, including technology. So,

0:43:52.960 --> 0:43:55.319
<v Speaker 1>and even how do you fill out job applications now?

0:43:55.360 --> 0:43:58.040
<v Speaker 1>It's different compared to when I was back in the

0:43:58.120 --> 0:44:01.040
<v Speaker 1>seventies and stuff. A lot of stuff you got to

0:44:01.080 --> 0:44:04.360
<v Speaker 1>fill out online now, as far as pretty much everything,

0:44:04.400 --> 0:44:09.560
<v Speaker 1>housing application, job applications, everything. So the challenge of learning

0:44:09.760 --> 0:44:15.040
<v Speaker 1>the technology is still the challenge. I'm still I know

0:44:15.120 --> 0:44:17.080
<v Speaker 1>a little bit, but there's a whole lot more that

0:44:17.160 --> 0:44:21.640
<v Speaker 1>I need to learn. And that's been kind of frustrating

0:44:21.719 --> 0:44:27.200
<v Speaker 1>and exciting at the same time and aggravating. But at

0:44:27.200 --> 0:44:30.800
<v Speaker 1>the same time, I've been reminding myself that hopefully, eventually

0:44:30.880 --> 0:44:34.000
<v Speaker 1>I get there. I just need to be patient with myself.

0:44:34.640 --> 0:44:38.080
<v Speaker 1>But trying to survive out here when you've been in prison,

0:44:38.160 --> 0:44:45.879
<v Speaker 1>that law, it's kind of difficult. Even maintaining a job.

0:44:48.560 --> 0:44:51.040
<v Speaker 1>It's been kind of challenging. I'm still dealing with that.

0:44:52.120 --> 0:44:56.080
<v Speaker 5>Oh, what what part of Massachusetts are you living in now? Fred?

0:44:57.000 --> 0:44:58.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm living in Lowell, Massachusetts.

0:44:58.960 --> 0:45:00.440
<v Speaker 5>So that's right by Boston, right.

0:45:02.560 --> 0:45:05.600
<v Speaker 1>It's not it's it's it's by Boston, but I wouldn't

0:45:05.640 --> 0:45:09.160
<v Speaker 1>call it right by. It's some distance, yes, but it

0:45:09.239 --> 0:45:09.640
<v Speaker 1>is by.

0:45:09.640 --> 0:45:11.640
<v Speaker 6>Boston, about an hour north of Boston.

0:45:11.880 --> 0:45:13.520
<v Speaker 5>Okay. Well wow.

0:45:13.719 --> 0:45:17.440
<v Speaker 1>And when you don't drive, that's another thing. I really

0:45:17.680 --> 0:45:22.239
<v Speaker 1>I haven't really started driving yet. And when you when

0:45:22.280 --> 0:45:26.319
<v Speaker 1>you don't know how to drive, you're very limited. So

0:45:26.400 --> 0:45:29.359
<v Speaker 1>I'm sort of restricted to a certain area and low

0:45:30.280 --> 0:45:33.000
<v Speaker 1>and that's been kind of challenging. The puppet transportation here

0:45:33.040 --> 0:45:35.640
<v Speaker 1>is not that great. It shuts down at seven o'clock

0:45:35.680 --> 0:45:39.640
<v Speaker 1>in the evening, and that's been an issue that I

0:45:39.680 --> 0:45:44.239
<v Speaker 1>still struggle with today. So I need to learn how

0:45:44.280 --> 0:45:49.000
<v Speaker 1>to drive in order to get more access to resources, jobs, housing,

0:45:50.040 --> 0:45:52.920
<v Speaker 1>just to get around, I need to learn how to drive.

0:45:52.960 --> 0:45:56.839
<v Speaker 1>And people been offering their help, and I've even been

0:45:56.880 --> 0:46:01.480
<v Speaker 1>thinking about going through driving school. But it's just the

0:46:01.520 --> 0:46:04.320
<v Speaker 1>thought of it is fine. It's just putting an action is,

0:46:04.560 --> 0:46:06.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, trying to figure out when the right time is.

0:46:07.360 --> 0:46:09.359
<v Speaker 1>Maybe there is no right time. I just need to

0:46:09.400 --> 0:46:12.160
<v Speaker 1>just jump into it and do it. But all that's

0:46:12.160 --> 0:46:15.200
<v Speaker 1>been kind of challenging to me. To figure out what's important,

0:46:15.640 --> 0:46:20.200
<v Speaker 1>what's not important, trying to prioritize things. That's been a

0:46:20.239 --> 0:46:20.920
<v Speaker 1>big issue.

0:46:21.080 --> 0:46:23.960
<v Speaker 5>And I can tell just from the way you know

0:46:24.040 --> 0:46:26.640
<v Speaker 5>you are and the way that you've dealt with this

0:46:26.760 --> 0:46:31.720
<v Speaker 5>situation that I think anybody I know accept the exounre

0:46:31.719 --> 0:46:34.360
<v Speaker 5>reason that I know actually would have crumbled under the

0:46:34.360 --> 0:46:42.000
<v Speaker 5>weight of this unreal ordeal. So I know you're going

0:46:42.080 --> 0:46:44.239
<v Speaker 5>to be successful, but I think all of us just

0:46:44.280 --> 0:46:46.200
<v Speaker 5>need a little boost every once in a while. So

0:46:46.320 --> 0:46:49.120
<v Speaker 5>I'm happy to say that that's something I'm going to

0:46:49.160 --> 0:46:54.680
<v Speaker 5>be able to to provide. So I do want to

0:46:55.360 --> 0:46:58.359
<v Speaker 5>I want to ask you also, what if you can

0:46:59.040 --> 0:47:02.439
<v Speaker 5>think of it, what its been your happiest moment since

0:47:02.480 --> 0:47:05.160
<v Speaker 5>you got out. It's interesting I'm seeing I'm looking at

0:47:05.160 --> 0:47:08.880
<v Speaker 5>a picture right now of you with the with the dibbles,

0:47:09.760 --> 0:47:12.960
<v Speaker 5>with Dorin and Jackie. It's really sort of a funny picture.

0:47:13.000 --> 0:47:14.960
<v Speaker 5>I mean, you have this giant smile on your face

0:47:15.640 --> 0:47:20.280
<v Speaker 5>and the glasses on and they, you know, they're obviously

0:47:20.320 --> 0:47:24.640
<v Speaker 5>smiling too, but I mean they're really white, these people are.

0:47:24.880 --> 0:47:29.600
<v Speaker 5>You know, It's really just an interesting, you know, photograph

0:47:29.760 --> 0:47:36.719
<v Speaker 5>because it's just such an unusual, uh you know, combination

0:47:37.360 --> 0:47:41.120
<v Speaker 5>of different backgrounds. But there's a lot of humanity in that, right,

0:47:41.160 --> 0:47:43.440
<v Speaker 5>and there's a lot of beauty it. There's a lot

0:47:43.440 --> 0:47:46.920
<v Speaker 5>of beauty in it. So, I mean, aside from the

0:47:46.960 --> 0:47:49.359
<v Speaker 5>moment when you first stepped out, which must have been

0:47:49.400 --> 0:47:52.919
<v Speaker 5>as much of a shock as anything else, what's been

0:47:53.080 --> 0:47:57.120
<v Speaker 5>your happiest memory since in the fifteen sixteen months since

0:47:57.120 --> 0:47:58.040
<v Speaker 5>you got out.

0:47:58.880 --> 0:48:02.400
<v Speaker 1>Well, I had a few vision my mother's grave that

0:48:02.560 --> 0:48:10.440
<v Speaker 1>was very happy. But I would say right now, the skydiving.

0:48:10.960 --> 0:48:13.279
<v Speaker 5>Who you went skydiving?

0:48:14.400 --> 0:48:15.680
<v Speaker 1>I went skydiving twice?

0:48:16.000 --> 0:48:16.280
<v Speaker 5>Wow?

0:48:17.360 --> 0:48:20.799
<v Speaker 1>And I would say that. I said that because some

0:48:20.840 --> 0:48:23.600
<v Speaker 1>guys that I was in prison with that end up

0:48:23.640 --> 0:48:27.040
<v Speaker 1>passing away. In prison often, you know, we often talked

0:48:27.040 --> 0:48:32.920
<v Speaker 1>about skydiving, and we watched some programs on Double GBH

0:48:33.000 --> 0:48:36.000
<v Speaker 1>about skydiving and stuff like that, and we said to

0:48:36.040 --> 0:48:37.719
<v Speaker 1>ourselves that they looked a lot of fun, you know,

0:48:37.840 --> 0:48:40.239
<v Speaker 1>looked like fun, and I looked like the people was

0:48:40.320 --> 0:48:43.919
<v Speaker 1>enjoying themselves. So when I went skydiving, I was sort

0:48:43.920 --> 0:48:46.879
<v Speaker 1>of like dedicating that moment to them because they sort

0:48:46.880 --> 0:48:49.640
<v Speaker 1>of helped me change who I was as a person.

0:48:49.680 --> 0:48:52.640
<v Speaker 1>They sort of helped me get back into my case

0:48:52.760 --> 0:48:58.200
<v Speaker 1>and make me stay focused on that. So when I

0:48:58.239 --> 0:49:01.840
<v Speaker 1>skydived the first time, it was just to honor them

0:49:02.120 --> 0:49:05.640
<v Speaker 1>and for me to thank them and to show respect

0:49:05.680 --> 0:49:09.080
<v Speaker 1>for them for what they did for me, because I

0:49:09.160 --> 0:49:11.840
<v Speaker 1>at that time and I still do now, I consider

0:49:11.880 --> 0:49:17.920
<v Speaker 1>myself very lucky. So that was a very special moment

0:49:18.040 --> 0:49:21.160
<v Speaker 1>the first time and the second time too because the

0:49:21.200 --> 0:49:24.160
<v Speaker 1>second time when I went skydiving, I went with a

0:49:24.200 --> 0:49:27.799
<v Speaker 1>lot of its honorary people, people that was in my

0:49:28.160 --> 0:49:32.440
<v Speaker 1>somewhat in my situation. We all had our individual cases

0:49:32.440 --> 0:49:34.600
<v Speaker 1>that end up that we end up in prison for,

0:49:35.000 --> 0:49:39.640
<v Speaker 1>but we all was innocent, and so it was kind

0:49:39.640 --> 0:49:42.360
<v Speaker 1>of special to be with them that way. I felt,

0:49:42.440 --> 0:49:44.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, that I was surrounded by people who actually

0:49:44.680 --> 0:49:48.160
<v Speaker 1>knew what I was going through, and they didn't have

0:49:48.239 --> 0:49:51.960
<v Speaker 1>no problem sharing what they was going through, what they

0:49:52.680 --> 0:49:55.200
<v Speaker 1>went through in prison, and what they're dealing with now

0:49:55.280 --> 0:49:58.600
<v Speaker 1>out here that you be shortage to share our experience

0:49:58.640 --> 0:50:01.120
<v Speaker 1>and share their knowledge and help you each other. So

0:50:01.200 --> 0:50:06.480
<v Speaker 1>that was kind of special. And also when I jump

0:50:06.520 --> 0:50:10.120
<v Speaker 1>out the plane the second time, it's sort of reminded

0:50:10.160 --> 0:50:12.960
<v Speaker 1>me of life, like when you jump out the plane,

0:50:13.040 --> 0:50:15.040
<v Speaker 1>there is no turning back. You came to say, well,

0:50:15.040 --> 0:50:18.160
<v Speaker 1>I changed my mind. I want to go back. Once

0:50:18.160 --> 0:50:23.040
<v Speaker 1>you jump out the plane, you and the elements, and

0:50:23.120 --> 0:50:26.960
<v Speaker 1>so you got to face whatever there whatever fear you have,

0:50:27.520 --> 0:50:29.840
<v Speaker 1>whatever there is, you got to face that. And it

0:50:29.960 --> 0:50:33.080
<v Speaker 1>sort of reminds me about my life right now. Whatever

0:50:33.120 --> 0:50:35.960
<v Speaker 1>it is in life that I'm uncomfortable with, I have

0:50:36.040 --> 0:50:38.840
<v Speaker 1>fear about, I have to try to face it and

0:50:38.880 --> 0:50:41.680
<v Speaker 1>try to do the best I can. So to answer

0:50:41.680 --> 0:50:46.000
<v Speaker 1>your question, the skydiving was the most important thing to me.

0:50:47.560 --> 0:50:52.200
<v Speaker 5>Well, that's an incredible story and very moving and very

0:50:52.760 --> 0:50:54.960
<v Speaker 5>just amazing to think about. But I will say this,

0:50:55.880 --> 0:50:59.600
<v Speaker 5>if you can jump out of a plane, you can

0:50:59.640 --> 0:51:03.080
<v Speaker 5>definitely drive a car. And I'm gonna make you a

0:51:03.160 --> 0:51:05.959
<v Speaker 5>deal right here in front of however many one hundred

0:51:06.000 --> 0:51:08.879
<v Speaker 5>thousand people listening to this show. If you'll take your

0:51:08.960 --> 0:51:13.160
<v Speaker 5>driver's course, wrongful conviction will get you a car. So

0:51:14.000 --> 0:51:17.399
<v Speaker 5>that'll be our deal. You got to go make sure

0:51:17.400 --> 0:51:19.160
<v Speaker 5>you can drive it. But if you can do it,

0:51:19.200 --> 0:51:21.839
<v Speaker 5>we'll get you a car, all right. And then then

0:51:21.840 --> 0:51:23.160
<v Speaker 5>then me and Chris are coming and we're going to

0:51:23.200 --> 0:51:26.200
<v Speaker 5>take a ride with you. So because we're you jump

0:51:26.200 --> 0:51:28.880
<v Speaker 5>out of a plan, I'll get on the car with you.

0:51:28.960 --> 0:51:30.280
<v Speaker 5>Behind a wheel, no problem.

0:51:30.440 --> 0:51:32.760
<v Speaker 1>Okay, okay, okay.

0:51:32.440 --> 0:51:34.279
<v Speaker 5>All right, we got a deal. We got a deal.

0:51:34.320 --> 0:51:36.480
<v Speaker 5>We have one hundred thousand witnesses, so there you go.

0:51:37.960 --> 0:51:40.719
<v Speaker 5>Well you know it's it's it's amazing, Fred, you know that.

0:51:42.640 --> 0:51:43.560
<v Speaker 5>And I am going to put you.

0:51:45.239 --> 0:51:48.040
<v Speaker 1>To say something. It only take one witnesses to get

0:51:48.040 --> 0:51:50.280
<v Speaker 1>someone convicted, never mind one hundred thousand.

0:51:50.560 --> 0:51:54.640
<v Speaker 5>Right, Well, there you go. So we have a tradition

0:51:54.800 --> 0:51:58.160
<v Speaker 5>here on wrongful conviction, which is my favorite part of

0:51:58.200 --> 0:52:00.000
<v Speaker 5>the show. I think it's everybody's favorite part of the show,

0:52:00.719 --> 0:52:03.680
<v Speaker 5>which is that at the end of the show, which

0:52:03.719 --> 0:52:07.560
<v Speaker 5>is now, I always, of course thank both of you,

0:52:09.800 --> 0:52:14.000
<v Speaker 5>Chris and Fred for being here and sharing your your

0:52:14.080 --> 0:52:19.920
<v Speaker 5>story and your wisdom Chris and experience. So I'm thanking

0:52:20.000 --> 0:52:23.120
<v Speaker 5>you now. And then also at the end of the show,

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<v Speaker 5>the featured part is where I get to stop talking

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<v Speaker 5>and do all the listening. And how this works is

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<v Speaker 5>I just turned the microphone over to you for any

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<v Speaker 5>closing thoughts that you have, if you have any, no pressure,

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<v Speaker 5>but the microphone is yours, so let's start with you. Chris,

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<v Speaker 5>anything any last words.

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<v Speaker 6>Well as always, like it's really fascinating for me to

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<v Speaker 6>listen to Fred and was a real privilege as a

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<v Speaker 6>reporter to get to, you know, spend time with him,

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<v Speaker 6>have work in a place, and have editors that saw

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<v Speaker 6>how important that was to do it. And it's again,

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<v Speaker 6>I think Fred just went through something really awful and

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<v Speaker 6>has these amazing insights about what his experience was. And

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<v Speaker 6>it's not surprising that he drew the kind of support

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<v Speaker 6>to him that he did because again he's able to

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<v Speaker 6>kind of reflect and share. He has a great sense

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<v Speaker 6>of humor, and it's it's kind of brings me back

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<v Speaker 6>to what it was like talking with him over these

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<v Speaker 6>last many months. So happy to be here again.

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<v Speaker 5>Chris Barrell, thank you again for being here on Wrongful Conviction.

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<v Speaker 5>And now over to you Fred for your last words

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<v Speaker 5>and thoughts.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to thank you for the opportunity to speak

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<v Speaker 1>on the podcast, and I want to thank Chris Barell

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<v Speaker 1>for bugging me to do this. I'm just choking, but

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<v Speaker 1>who come to me in the beginning when I first

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<v Speaker 1>got out and presented the opportunity for him to follow

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<v Speaker 1>me and talk about the person's life after the cameras

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<v Speaker 1>go away. I'm sort of glad that he did that

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<v Speaker 1>because it made me stay true to who I was,

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<v Speaker 1>and it made me more focused about my situation and

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<v Speaker 1>at the same time, it brought me out of my shell,

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<v Speaker 1>so to speak, too. And I want to say that

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<v Speaker 1>people sometimes ask me about why am I not bitter

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<v Speaker 1>about my situation. Don't get me wrong, I'm definitely upset

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<v Speaker 1>about what happened to me. But at the same time,

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<v Speaker 1>it's sort of made me aware of who I was

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<v Speaker 1>at that time as a person, and it made me

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<v Speaker 1>change who I was to who I am in right

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<v Speaker 1>now today. And I must say I liked the person

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<v Speaker 1>I become today. I didn't like myself back then, and

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<v Speaker 1>it made me think about those things. So in the

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<v Speaker 1>process of sharing my story with Chris, it sort of

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<v Speaker 1>made me realize that too. So I thank him for

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<v Speaker 1>the opportunity to make me aware of that. And I

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<v Speaker 1>won't thank my attorneys Lisa Kavanaugh and Jeffrey Harris, and

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<v Speaker 1>my attorney who passed away, Emanuel Howard. I want to

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<v Speaker 1>thank all three them for helping me get to where

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<v Speaker 1>I'm at today, and my supporters too, the Debbil's Fred Smiles.

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<v Speaker 1>So many people, so many people help me. I won't

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<v Speaker 1>thank everybody for that.

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<v Speaker 5>Wow. Yeah, it just took me a minute to collect myself,

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<v Speaker 5>but well, once again you've been listening to Wrongful Conviction

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<v Speaker 5>today's episode featuring investigative journalist Chris Barrell and Fred Play,

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<v Speaker 5>exonerated after thirty eight years in prison for a murder

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<v Speaker 5>he didn't commit. Gentlemen, thank you again for being on

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<v Speaker 5>the show. And I look forward to to taking a

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<v Speaker 5>ride through Lowell with the with the music blast and loud,

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<v Speaker 5>I hope with you two guys, and maybe we'll go

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<v Speaker 5>and pick up the dibbles along the way. So and

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<v Speaker 5>that's a and that's a that's a bet. So thanks

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<v Speaker 5>again and we'll keep the conversation moving.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you, Okay, I appreciate it very much.

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