1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:03,800 Speaker 1: This call is from a correction facility, and it's subject 2 00:00:03,880 --> 00:00:05,400 Speaker 1: to monitoring and recording. 3 00:00:07,600 --> 00:00:17,960 Speaker 2: I can put athlete eleven and it hasn't been. 4 00:00:17,800 --> 00:00:20,120 Speaker 3: Easy a hundred years. 5 00:00:20,640 --> 00:00:21,040 Speaker 1: That's man. 6 00:00:21,280 --> 00:00:24,720 Speaker 3: I'm a kid. I didn't do anything, you know, and uh, 7 00:00:24,920 --> 00:00:27,440 Speaker 3: you know that was a that was real painful, man, 8 00:00:28,480 --> 00:00:32,320 Speaker 3: you know, because my life was discarded as if you know, 9 00:00:32,360 --> 00:00:34,320 Speaker 3: like I was a piece of trash or something, you know, 10 00:00:34,320 --> 00:00:37,400 Speaker 3: one hundred years and I had dreams and I wanted 11 00:00:37,440 --> 00:00:40,279 Speaker 3: to do things. I wasn't committing crimes, you know. I 12 00:00:40,360 --> 00:00:42,159 Speaker 3: was a very good young man. 13 00:00:42,520 --> 00:00:45,159 Speaker 4: That is what happens in so many cases. The cops 14 00:00:45,479 --> 00:00:48,240 Speaker 4: have a hunch, because they're so smart at the scene, 15 00:00:49,080 --> 00:00:51,960 Speaker 4: they have a hunch, and once they act on that hunch, 16 00:00:52,479 --> 00:00:55,440 Speaker 4: they sort of developed tunnel vision and they take off 17 00:00:55,520 --> 00:00:58,080 Speaker 4: marching in the wrong direction. And that happens in so 18 00:00:58,200 --> 00:00:59,680 Speaker 4: many of these wrongful convictions. 19 00:01:00,120 --> 00:01:04,200 Speaker 1: The opening to sell door and I'll walk down stif 20 00:01:04,680 --> 00:01:08,440 Speaker 1: and I actually walked down stairs to be outside. It 21 00:01:08,560 --> 00:01:11,520 Speaker 1: felt very strange to be, like I said, to be 22 00:01:11,600 --> 00:01:14,200 Speaker 1: walking without no shackles on my feet. I thought it 23 00:01:14,240 --> 00:01:16,440 Speaker 1: was a dream. But then again, it wasn't a dream. 24 00:01:17,400 --> 00:01:30,920 Speaker 5: This is wrongful conviction. Welcome back to Wrongful Conviction. This 25 00:01:30,959 --> 00:01:33,920 Speaker 5: is Jason Flamm. I'm your host, and today we have 26 00:01:34,080 --> 00:01:39,640 Speaker 5: an extraordinary episode. I mean, I am I don't even 27 00:01:39,680 --> 00:01:41,560 Speaker 5: I'm at a loss for words, but I'm going to 28 00:01:41,600 --> 00:01:45,280 Speaker 5: introduce our guests right now. Fred Clay was wrongfully imprisoned 29 00:01:45,319 --> 00:01:48,639 Speaker 5: at the age of sixteen and served thirty eight years 30 00:01:48,640 --> 00:01:52,320 Speaker 5: for a murder he didn't commit. Fred, Welcome to the show. 31 00:01:53,800 --> 00:01:56,480 Speaker 1: Thank you very much, very long. I appreciate it very much. 32 00:01:56,560 --> 00:01:59,160 Speaker 5: I always say I'm glad, I'm sorry you're here, but 33 00:01:59,160 --> 00:02:02,160 Speaker 5: I'm glad you're here, and I want to start off 34 00:02:02,200 --> 00:02:05,520 Speaker 5: by apologizing to you on behalf of the human race 35 00:02:05,720 --> 00:02:10,040 Speaker 5: and America and people and just there's nothing that can 36 00:02:10,080 --> 00:02:13,840 Speaker 5: be said, but let me just put that out there 37 00:02:13,880 --> 00:02:18,960 Speaker 5: for starters and with us. Today is Chris Barrell. Chris 38 00:02:19,000 --> 00:02:22,480 Speaker 5: Barrell is an investigative reporter with the nonprofit New England 39 00:02:22,520 --> 00:02:28,160 Speaker 5: Center for Investigative Reporting, a WGBH News partner who does 40 00:02:28,680 --> 00:02:31,720 Speaker 5: work on well, he's worked on your case. You're telling 41 00:02:31,760 --> 00:02:34,040 Speaker 5: your story and as many others well as many others. 42 00:02:34,040 --> 00:02:35,760 Speaker 5: So Chris, welcome, Glad you're here. 43 00:02:35,880 --> 00:02:37,640 Speaker 6: Thanks very much, glad to be here. 44 00:02:38,000 --> 00:02:40,840 Speaker 5: Chris, how did you first come across this story and 45 00:02:41,000 --> 00:02:43,400 Speaker 5: why did it impact you so much that you wanted 46 00:02:43,400 --> 00:02:45,040 Speaker 5: to do an article about it. 47 00:02:45,280 --> 00:02:46,799 Speaker 6: Yeah, well, I work for the New England Center for 48 00:02:46,880 --> 00:02:51,639 Speaker 6: Investigative Reporting. We've done several stories on wrongful conviction cases 49 00:02:52,680 --> 00:02:57,239 Speaker 6: and specifically this issue of you know, what happens afterwards, 50 00:02:57,280 --> 00:02:58,880 Speaker 6: because we do know there's a fair amount of media 51 00:02:58,919 --> 00:03:02,240 Speaker 6: attention when this happen and somebody's served a long amount 52 00:03:02,240 --> 00:03:05,080 Speaker 6: of time for a crime that they that they didn't 53 00:03:05,120 --> 00:03:07,680 Speaker 6: do and they're released and it's you know, a lot 54 00:03:07,680 --> 00:03:09,960 Speaker 6: of applause and a lot of TV cameras. So I 55 00:03:10,000 --> 00:03:11,680 Speaker 6: was there the day he got out, as was a 56 00:03:11,680 --> 00:03:15,280 Speaker 6: lot of other media. But the question came up, well, 57 00:03:15,280 --> 00:03:17,919 Speaker 6: what is what is life really like? You know, once 58 00:03:18,000 --> 00:03:20,800 Speaker 6: this kind of once the applause fades, what is what 59 00:03:20,919 --> 00:03:23,640 Speaker 6: is what is a person's life really like? So initially 60 00:03:24,520 --> 00:03:28,560 Speaker 6: Fred was not that keen on me proffering this idea 61 00:03:28,600 --> 00:03:31,080 Speaker 6: of following him around at different points over the course 62 00:03:31,120 --> 00:03:33,760 Speaker 6: of about a year, but I met with him on 63 00:03:33,800 --> 00:03:37,640 Speaker 6: a couple occasions and he seemed open to it, and 64 00:03:37,720 --> 00:03:41,720 Speaker 6: so we just struck up this this intervals of trying 65 00:03:41,760 --> 00:03:43,760 Speaker 6: to meet up and I wanted to see him in 66 00:03:43,800 --> 00:03:49,560 Speaker 6: different situations, trying to navigate again the basic survival, the blocks, 67 00:03:49,760 --> 00:03:52,120 Speaker 6: the basic blocks of survival. How do you, how do 68 00:03:52,160 --> 00:03:54,120 Speaker 6: you find shelter, how do you how do you feed yourself? 69 00:03:54,480 --> 00:03:56,880 Speaker 6: And so for the first few months he didn't he 70 00:03:56,880 --> 00:03:59,400 Speaker 6: didn't have a job. He had a little bit of 71 00:03:59,400 --> 00:04:03,320 Speaker 6: money from from a go fund Me site and he 72 00:04:03,360 --> 00:04:07,680 Speaker 6: had food stamps. And his first job was working for UPS, 73 00:04:07,720 --> 00:04:10,160 Speaker 6: which was very uneven work. He'd show up for a 74 00:04:10,200 --> 00:04:12,160 Speaker 6: shift and they'd tell him, well, we've only got a 75 00:04:12,160 --> 00:04:14,480 Speaker 6: couple hours work instead of a full shift, and he'd 76 00:04:14,480 --> 00:04:18,119 Speaker 6: walk home through the snow in the street because people 77 00:04:18,120 --> 00:04:19,880 Speaker 6: didn't show their sidewalks, and we get a lot of 78 00:04:19,880 --> 00:04:25,000 Speaker 6: snow up in northern Massachusetts. And it wasn't until sometime 79 00:04:25,160 --> 00:04:29,280 Speaker 6: late winter, early spring that he got this job precision 80 00:04:29,320 --> 00:04:35,080 Speaker 6: grinding aviation parts, grinding metal, and he seemed really grateful 81 00:04:35,160 --> 00:04:38,600 Speaker 6: to have that work. But as everybody knows, rent in 82 00:04:38,680 --> 00:04:41,600 Speaker 6: most cities in America is really high, and the most 83 00:04:41,640 --> 00:04:45,880 Speaker 6: he could afford was basically a room and a basement. 84 00:04:46,320 --> 00:04:49,640 Speaker 6: And he said at least once that that room kind 85 00:04:49,640 --> 00:04:52,400 Speaker 6: of reminded him, reminded him of prison. All it had 86 00:04:52,520 --> 00:04:56,040 Speaker 6: was a tiny window, not a whole lot of light 87 00:04:56,080 --> 00:04:59,320 Speaker 6: coming into it. And that was the best that his 88 00:04:59,400 --> 00:05:00,719 Speaker 6: circumstance this can allow. 89 00:05:01,240 --> 00:05:05,680 Speaker 5: So, Frederick, this is such an insane story because even 90 00:05:05,720 --> 00:05:09,800 Speaker 5: though we're in our eighth season of Wrongful Conviction, we've 91 00:05:09,839 --> 00:05:13,920 Speaker 5: told over seventy stories already. H and Just and I've 92 00:05:13,960 --> 00:05:17,760 Speaker 5: been working for twenty five years in this struggle. I'm 93 00:05:17,760 --> 00:05:20,400 Speaker 5: the founding board member of the Innocence Project. I thought 94 00:05:20,400 --> 00:05:25,159 Speaker 5: I heard everything until I heard your story. And you know, 95 00:05:25,279 --> 00:05:28,320 Speaker 5: seeing the pictures of you as a sixteen year old 96 00:05:29,279 --> 00:05:33,520 Speaker 5: child really just scared out of your mind faced with 97 00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:37,080 Speaker 5: this nightmare situation. It almost it almost reminded me of 98 00:05:37,160 --> 00:05:40,159 Speaker 5: Emmett Till or something. It was just so it just 99 00:05:40,240 --> 00:05:44,080 Speaker 5: hurts my heart. But let's go back to that time. 100 00:05:44,160 --> 00:05:46,159 Speaker 5: You were living in a foster home. 101 00:05:46,040 --> 00:05:48,400 Speaker 1: At that time, right, Yes, I was living a foster home. 102 00:05:48,520 --> 00:05:51,560 Speaker 1: I was placed in it by DYS. I have some 103 00:05:51,760 --> 00:05:55,520 Speaker 1: juvenile cases and I got convicted too. I got sentenced 104 00:05:55,560 --> 00:05:59,920 Speaker 1: to like to DYS and he sent me to Boys 105 00:06:00,040 --> 00:06:03,560 Speaker 1: into Center and stay there for a little while month 106 00:06:03,600 --> 00:06:06,960 Speaker 1: from there to a program stay of football six months, 107 00:06:06,960 --> 00:06:10,599 Speaker 1: I believe, and they decided that I need to be 108 00:06:10,640 --> 00:06:12,679 Speaker 1: in a falseter home. So I was in a fossil 109 00:06:12,680 --> 00:06:13,160 Speaker 1: home at that. 110 00:06:13,160 --> 00:06:16,839 Speaker 5: Time, and you were not a big guy either. You 111 00:06:16,880 --> 00:06:19,040 Speaker 5: were like I mean, I remember reading that when this happened, 112 00:06:19,040 --> 00:06:22,000 Speaker 5: you were like five four, about one hundred pounds. You 113 00:06:22,080 --> 00:06:26,560 Speaker 5: were obviously ill prepared for any type of scenario, Like 114 00:06:26,560 --> 00:06:29,520 Speaker 5: there's no one's prepared for it. But let's go back 115 00:06:29,520 --> 00:06:32,719 Speaker 5: to it and Chris jump in anytime. I mean, how 116 00:06:32,760 --> 00:06:33,880 Speaker 5: did this happen? 117 00:06:34,400 --> 00:06:34,479 Speaker 1: Was? 118 00:06:34,760 --> 00:06:37,760 Speaker 5: Why was Fred targeted for? This was the murder of 119 00:06:37,800 --> 00:06:41,599 Speaker 5: a taxi driver in Massachusetts? Right? And can you give 120 00:06:41,680 --> 00:06:42,960 Speaker 5: us a little background on that? 121 00:06:43,320 --> 00:06:45,279 Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, I mean, the way I understand it is. 122 00:06:45,760 --> 00:06:48,719 Speaker 6: Fred was arrested just a few weeks after turning sixteen, 123 00:06:48,880 --> 00:06:52,280 Speaker 6: charged with the murder of a cab driver. The really 124 00:06:52,320 --> 00:06:55,680 Speaker 6: crazy part of the story was that one of another 125 00:06:55,720 --> 00:07:00,800 Speaker 6: cab driver who saw three young Africa American men get 126 00:07:00,800 --> 00:07:03,640 Speaker 6: into a cab, said he was able to id one 127 00:07:03,680 --> 00:07:07,080 Speaker 6: of them another the second person he couldn't id, and 128 00:07:07,120 --> 00:07:10,200 Speaker 6: the police used the practice they used back then of 129 00:07:10,600 --> 00:07:14,120 Speaker 6: hypnotizing a witness in a case, believing that the brain 130 00:07:14,280 --> 00:07:16,760 Speaker 6: functioned a lot like a videotape and that you could 131 00:07:17,040 --> 00:07:20,240 Speaker 6: put a witness under hypnosis and ask them to rewind 132 00:07:20,320 --> 00:07:23,640 Speaker 6: to a certain date and time, and suddenly your brain 133 00:07:23,680 --> 00:07:27,160 Speaker 6: would see things that hadn't recalled before. And that was 134 00:07:27,200 --> 00:07:32,080 Speaker 6: one of the pieces that led police to arrest and 135 00:07:32,200 --> 00:07:35,400 Speaker 6: charge Fred and ultimately for prosecutors to convict him. 136 00:07:35,680 --> 00:07:39,080 Speaker 5: But this Fred, this witness, how did he come to 137 00:07:39,320 --> 00:07:42,640 Speaker 5: identify you? Were you anywhere near the scene at the time? 138 00:07:42,720 --> 00:07:43,720 Speaker 5: Did you know these people? 139 00:07:44,560 --> 00:07:46,640 Speaker 1: I was not in the scene. I was in a 140 00:07:46,720 --> 00:07:50,120 Speaker 1: Foster home and sleeping in the bed. I really don't 141 00:07:50,160 --> 00:07:54,560 Speaker 1: know how he became to identify me. I really can't 142 00:07:54,560 --> 00:07:59,560 Speaker 1: answer that question. He claims he saw the picture of 143 00:07:59,600 --> 00:08:02,320 Speaker 1: the cab driver of the cab in the front page 144 00:08:02,360 --> 00:08:06,520 Speaker 1: of the Boston Globe, and he recognized the cap number. 145 00:08:06,560 --> 00:08:09,040 Speaker 1: I guess one of his friends used to break that 146 00:08:09,200 --> 00:08:15,400 Speaker 1: cap and he thought, he's, uh, the perpetrators get into 147 00:08:15,440 --> 00:08:18,800 Speaker 1: the cab the previous night, and I guess he just 148 00:08:18,840 --> 00:08:22,960 Speaker 1: went to the police station and tried to cooperate with 149 00:08:23,000 --> 00:08:28,320 Speaker 1: the police. There was hypnosis involved. I think he was 150 00:08:28,360 --> 00:08:30,880 Speaker 1: showing my picture a few times, like four or five, 151 00:08:31,000 --> 00:08:35,119 Speaker 1: six times, and when they hypnotized them, instead of him 152 00:08:35,960 --> 00:08:39,720 Speaker 1: actually placing it, you know, actually viewing the people, the 153 00:08:39,760 --> 00:08:43,400 Speaker 1: perpetrator at the scene of crime. He's sort of like mugshot. 154 00:08:43,640 --> 00:08:46,840 Speaker 1: Sort of my faith from the mugshot. 155 00:08:46,520 --> 00:08:49,280 Speaker 5: Was in his mind, right, So yeah, I mean what 156 00:08:49,559 --> 00:08:51,839 Speaker 5: we know that hypnosis, Going back to what Chris was saying, 157 00:08:51,920 --> 00:08:54,400 Speaker 5: hypnosis will make you see things you haven't seen before, 158 00:08:54,520 --> 00:08:57,480 Speaker 5: but they will may not have any collection to reality. Right, 159 00:08:57,559 --> 00:08:58,240 Speaker 5: that's the problem. 160 00:08:58,360 --> 00:09:00,600 Speaker 1: I don't think. I don't think the hypnosi had anything 161 00:09:00,679 --> 00:09:03,720 Speaker 1: to do with when someone shows you a photograph five 162 00:09:03,840 --> 00:09:07,480 Speaker 1: or six times, that face is somewhat imprinted in your mind. 163 00:09:07,840 --> 00:09:09,480 Speaker 5: Of course. I mean, that's one thing we do know 164 00:09:09,520 --> 00:09:13,000 Speaker 5: about the mind is if you keep getting repeated the 165 00:09:13,040 --> 00:09:15,960 Speaker 5: same image repeated over and over again, it's going to 166 00:09:16,360 --> 00:09:18,320 Speaker 5: play tricks on your mind, and your mind will start 167 00:09:18,360 --> 00:09:19,200 Speaker 5: to go in that place. 168 00:09:19,720 --> 00:09:22,200 Speaker 1: And was this That's why I think what happened. He 169 00:09:22,320 --> 00:09:25,120 Speaker 1: just does your mind played his mind played tricks on something. 170 00:09:25,200 --> 00:09:27,480 Speaker 1: I really can't I really can't answer that question how 171 00:09:27,480 --> 00:09:28,720 Speaker 1: he picked me out? But he did. 172 00:09:29,120 --> 00:09:30,920 Speaker 5: Was there was this robbery at night? 173 00:09:31,160 --> 00:09:33,000 Speaker 1: Yes, it's four o'clock in the morning, four. 174 00:09:32,840 --> 00:09:35,040 Speaker 5: O'clock in the morning, so it's pitch dark outside, right, 175 00:09:35,080 --> 00:09:38,000 Speaker 5: and this guy supposedly saw the robbery, right, But we 176 00:09:38,120 --> 00:09:39,960 Speaker 5: know how I mean, and we also know that the 177 00:09:40,000 --> 00:09:43,400 Speaker 5: brain when you witness a violent crime I wouldn't identification 178 00:09:43,520 --> 00:09:48,000 Speaker 5: is notoriously unreliable in the first place. If somebody busts 179 00:09:48,000 --> 00:09:50,040 Speaker 5: into the studio now and attacks one of us, and 180 00:09:50,080 --> 00:09:52,319 Speaker 5: then they put us in a lineup, there's almost just 181 00:09:52,360 --> 00:09:54,800 Speaker 5: as much chance that someone who wasn't here will identify 182 00:09:54,920 --> 00:09:57,640 Speaker 5: the correct perpetrator or not get the wrong perpetrator the 183 00:09:57,679 --> 00:10:00,160 Speaker 5: same way that we will, which is a crazy and 184 00:10:00,160 --> 00:10:01,840 Speaker 5: people listening going, that's not true, but it has been 185 00:10:01,880 --> 00:10:07,800 Speaker 5: proven over and over again. But it's the brain goes crazy, 186 00:10:08,040 --> 00:10:10,800 Speaker 5: so to speak, because of adrenaline and other factors when 187 00:10:10,800 --> 00:10:13,520 Speaker 5: you're in the presence when you're actually in danger. Right, So, 188 00:10:13,520 --> 00:10:17,040 Speaker 5: when you're either the victim or when you're witness to 189 00:10:17,280 --> 00:10:20,319 Speaker 5: a violent crime, as this one was, we know that 190 00:10:20,440 --> 00:10:27,440 Speaker 5: your senses are altered because of the fact that you're 191 00:10:27,440 --> 00:10:30,760 Speaker 5: just scared out of your brain literally. So and this 192 00:10:30,920 --> 00:10:33,040 Speaker 5: was one of those cases, right, this was a shooting. 193 00:10:33,400 --> 00:10:35,640 Speaker 6: Yeah, there's two. I'll jump in here to help clarify this. 194 00:10:35,880 --> 00:10:38,720 Speaker 6: So the witness we're talking about, who was hypnotized by police, 195 00:10:38,960 --> 00:10:43,360 Speaker 6: had claimed that he'd seen these these young African American 196 00:10:43,679 --> 00:10:48,160 Speaker 6: males get into this cab. Then the cab goes or 197 00:10:48,280 --> 00:10:52,200 Speaker 6: allegedly goes to a housing project a little bit south 198 00:10:52,240 --> 00:10:55,360 Speaker 6: of the city in Roslindale. And then there was another 199 00:10:55,440 --> 00:10:59,480 Speaker 6: witness that also had pretty serious question marks around how 200 00:10:59,480 --> 00:11:02,440 Speaker 6: the police interacted with this witness, and this other witness 201 00:11:02,720 --> 00:11:05,280 Speaker 6: claimed that he did actually see the shooting out of 202 00:11:05,840 --> 00:11:09,880 Speaker 6: a window of an apartment in the housing project. What 203 00:11:09,960 --> 00:11:14,000 Speaker 6: Fred's attorneys later found out and really stressed and trying 204 00:11:14,000 --> 00:11:17,160 Speaker 6: to re engage with this case and prove that Fred 205 00:11:17,200 --> 00:11:21,120 Speaker 6: didn't do it, was see that this witness was I 206 00:11:21,160 --> 00:11:25,280 Speaker 6: think a teenager. He had pretty severe developmental, you know, 207 00:11:25,320 --> 00:11:30,160 Speaker 6: cognitive issues, and that police furthermore told him and his 208 00:11:30,200 --> 00:11:35,320 Speaker 6: family that if they testified against Fred, that they would 209 00:11:35,360 --> 00:11:38,880 Speaker 6: be moved out of this project housing project which was 210 00:11:38,880 --> 00:11:42,319 Speaker 6: mostly African American, into a housing project which was mostly white. 211 00:11:42,440 --> 00:11:45,360 Speaker 6: And again this witness was white. 212 00:11:45,640 --> 00:11:50,520 Speaker 5: Wow, so you talk about coercion or you know, And 213 00:11:50,640 --> 00:11:52,880 Speaker 5: isn't that a crazy thing to Chris and Fred is 214 00:11:52,880 --> 00:11:57,439 Speaker 5: that everyone, even the most casual TV watcher right who 215 00:11:57,440 --> 00:12:00,000 Speaker 5: watched his crime shows, knows that you cannot bribe a witness. 216 00:12:00,120 --> 00:12:02,240 Speaker 5: You go to prison for riving witness in America. Right, 217 00:12:02,800 --> 00:12:06,400 Speaker 5: but the government is able to offer the best bribe 218 00:12:06,440 --> 00:12:08,320 Speaker 5: that there is. I mean, in this case, it was 219 00:12:08,440 --> 00:12:10,520 Speaker 5: a new home. Right, It's almost like a game show. 220 00:12:10,559 --> 00:12:12,880 Speaker 5: Here's a new home. Just testify the way we want 221 00:12:12,880 --> 00:12:16,360 Speaker 5: you to. Or they can threaten you. Or they can 222 00:12:16,440 --> 00:12:17,880 Speaker 5: threaten you, and they do that very often, will take 223 00:12:17,880 --> 00:12:20,760 Speaker 5: your kids away, will lock you up for some prior 224 00:12:20,840 --> 00:12:24,480 Speaker 5: thing whatever. Or they can also agree to vacate charges 225 00:12:24,559 --> 00:12:26,800 Speaker 5: or reduce charges that they have against you. So it's 226 00:12:27,280 --> 00:12:29,000 Speaker 5: amazing that the weapons that they have in there are 227 00:12:29,040 --> 00:12:30,880 Speaker 5: so it's really not a fair fight whatsoever. But what 228 00:12:30,920 --> 00:12:33,040 Speaker 5: were you going to say? Fred? 229 00:12:34,120 --> 00:12:38,959 Speaker 1: Also the witness that Chris was talking about, they happened 230 00:12:38,960 --> 00:12:41,960 Speaker 1: to Ros and their projects. This witness I sort of 231 00:12:42,320 --> 00:12:45,319 Speaker 1: I didn't know him personally, but we've seen each other 232 00:12:45,360 --> 00:12:47,880 Speaker 1: from time to time in the projects, so he was 233 00:12:47,880 --> 00:12:51,480 Speaker 1: familiar with my faith. That's another thing that was really 234 00:12:52,160 --> 00:12:55,280 Speaker 1: that was really not really mentioned a little bit, but 235 00:12:55,320 --> 00:12:58,680 Speaker 1: it wasn't really focused on. So when someone recognized your 236 00:12:58,679 --> 00:13:01,600 Speaker 1: face and they see your your picture in the in 237 00:13:01,640 --> 00:13:06,480 Speaker 1: the photo array, then they're not really picking out the perpetrated. 238 00:13:06,480 --> 00:13:09,720 Speaker 1: They're picking out a familiar face. So just because he 239 00:13:10,080 --> 00:13:12,240 Speaker 1: was familiar with by face. He sort of just placed 240 00:13:12,240 --> 00:13:14,880 Speaker 1: me at the scene of crime based on the fact 241 00:13:14,880 --> 00:13:16,760 Speaker 1: that he was familiar with my face, not because he 242 00:13:16,800 --> 00:13:18,079 Speaker 1: saw me at the scene the crime. 243 00:13:19,160 --> 00:13:21,839 Speaker 5: So we have a couple of factors here that are 244 00:13:21,960 --> 00:13:25,400 Speaker 5: very common and wrong for convictions. We have police misconduct, 245 00:13:25,960 --> 00:13:30,240 Speaker 5: we have wrong flight witness identification, two of those in fact, 246 00:13:31,080 --> 00:13:35,520 Speaker 5: and then it gets worse. So you were were you 247 00:13:35,720 --> 00:13:37,760 Speaker 5: at home when you were arrested? How did this all 248 00:13:37,800 --> 00:13:39,720 Speaker 5: go down? And how long did you have to wait 249 00:13:39,720 --> 00:13:41,760 Speaker 5: for trial? Who was your I assume you had a 250 00:13:41,760 --> 00:13:44,200 Speaker 5: public defender. Can you fill in some of those blanks 251 00:13:44,200 --> 00:13:44,480 Speaker 5: for us? 252 00:13:44,480 --> 00:13:47,600 Speaker 1: Fred, Yes, I was at the foster home when I 253 00:13:47,640 --> 00:13:51,880 Speaker 1: got it. I was actually when I went, I was 254 00:13:51,880 --> 00:13:55,599 Speaker 1: on probation because I had some juvenile cases, so I 255 00:13:56,760 --> 00:13:59,360 Speaker 1: had some issuons with the foster parent. I really didn't. 256 00:14:00,000 --> 00:14:02,600 Speaker 1: And she claims I ran away, but I never really 257 00:14:02,679 --> 00:14:05,240 Speaker 1: ran away. I just you know, vanished from time to 258 00:14:05,320 --> 00:14:09,120 Speaker 1: time and came back. But anyway, I showed up on 259 00:14:09,200 --> 00:14:12,640 Speaker 1: November fifteen through her house and I didn't know that, 260 00:14:12,800 --> 00:14:16,559 Speaker 1: but she had previously reported me for running. So when 261 00:14:16,559 --> 00:14:19,840 Speaker 1: I showed up on November fifteen, she informed me that 262 00:14:20,400 --> 00:14:23,120 Speaker 1: I can stay that night, but at the same time, 263 00:14:25,360 --> 00:14:27,800 Speaker 1: she didn't want me to do the next morning. I 264 00:14:27,840 --> 00:14:31,840 Speaker 1: had to leave the next morning. So the next morning 265 00:14:31,920 --> 00:14:33,640 Speaker 1: came and she told me I had to leave because 266 00:14:33,680 --> 00:14:35,520 Speaker 1: she reported me running. She didn't want the police that 267 00:14:35,560 --> 00:14:38,520 Speaker 1: are out, so I left, and I was on probation, 268 00:14:38,680 --> 00:14:41,360 Speaker 1: so I went to the probation officer and sort of 269 00:14:41,400 --> 00:14:45,560 Speaker 1: told her what was going on, and based on that, 270 00:14:46,320 --> 00:14:48,840 Speaker 1: they sent me back to another facility that I was 271 00:14:48,880 --> 00:14:53,720 Speaker 1: previously held at before, a juvenile facility, and I was 272 00:14:53,720 --> 00:14:55,920 Speaker 1: there for a few for about a little over a 273 00:14:56,000 --> 00:14:59,160 Speaker 1: couple of weeks, I believe, and to playing cozy touches. 274 00:14:59,280 --> 00:15:01,480 Speaker 1: Came in one evening and they went up to the 275 00:15:01,520 --> 00:15:04,560 Speaker 1: main desk to talk to the council of work there, 276 00:15:05,240 --> 00:15:07,480 Speaker 1: and maybe about two minutes after that, they called my 277 00:15:07,600 --> 00:15:09,880 Speaker 1: name and I went up to the desk and they 278 00:15:09,920 --> 00:15:11,880 Speaker 1: asked me my name. I told my name is Frederick Clay. 279 00:15:12,320 --> 00:15:14,400 Speaker 1: They told me they needed to speak with me, so 280 00:15:14,920 --> 00:15:17,000 Speaker 1: they took me to like a little room off to 281 00:15:17,040 --> 00:15:19,960 Speaker 1: the side, and in that room they informed me that 282 00:15:20,040 --> 00:15:23,920 Speaker 1: David was arrested me for murder. So I really didn't 283 00:15:23,960 --> 00:15:26,560 Speaker 1: know anything about the murder until it actually they came 284 00:15:26,640 --> 00:15:30,320 Speaker 1: there and arrest me for it, and my attorney at 285 00:15:30,320 --> 00:15:32,640 Speaker 1: the time when I went to trial was Thomas Saperro. 286 00:15:33,680 --> 00:15:39,480 Speaker 1: So it's kind of crazy how I was somewhat informed 287 00:15:39,520 --> 00:15:40,320 Speaker 1: about the murder. 288 00:15:40,680 --> 00:15:43,320 Speaker 5: How long were you in jail awaiting trial, because I'm 289 00:15:43,360 --> 00:15:46,480 Speaker 5: assuming that there was either new years two years waiting. Wow, 290 00:15:46,680 --> 00:15:49,360 Speaker 5: So that whole thing about it in the constitution. 291 00:15:49,640 --> 00:15:52,440 Speaker 1: Arrested November seventy nine and I didn't go to trial 292 00:15:52,520 --> 00:15:53,640 Speaker 1: until nineteen eighty one. 293 00:15:53,880 --> 00:15:56,040 Speaker 5: Right, that whole thing in the constitution about your right 294 00:15:56,080 --> 00:15:59,040 Speaker 5: to a speedy trial, we really don't see that very 295 00:15:59,080 --> 00:16:01,120 Speaker 5: often in this country. It's kind of weird. I don't 296 00:16:01,160 --> 00:16:05,440 Speaker 5: know how that can be so routinely ignored or violated, 297 00:16:05,440 --> 00:16:09,200 Speaker 5: but it is, and your case is sadly not atypical 298 00:16:09,240 --> 00:16:11,880 Speaker 5: in that sense. So you're in jail for two years 299 00:16:11,920 --> 00:16:18,400 Speaker 5: awaiting trial, and let's go to the trial, because it's 300 00:16:18,480 --> 00:16:21,120 Speaker 5: always I think for our listeners and even for me 301 00:16:22,080 --> 00:16:26,640 Speaker 5: an eye opener, to hear how these things go, especially 302 00:16:26,680 --> 00:16:28,600 Speaker 5: in a case as serious as this one where you 303 00:16:28,600 --> 00:16:31,400 Speaker 5: were facing life in prison. Tell us what you can 304 00:16:31,520 --> 00:16:35,880 Speaker 5: remember about the trial? For instance, did you think if 305 00:16:35,960 --> 00:16:38,040 Speaker 5: you can remember and again, you were in prison, for 306 00:16:38,080 --> 00:16:40,720 Speaker 5: so long. I mean, it's actually crazy. You went to 307 00:16:40,760 --> 00:16:42,800 Speaker 5: prison at sixteen, and you were in for thirty eight years, 308 00:16:42,800 --> 00:16:46,080 Speaker 5: which means you were in prison for almost two and 309 00:16:46,160 --> 00:16:49,000 Speaker 5: a half times as long as you had been alive, right, 310 00:16:49,040 --> 00:16:51,440 Speaker 5: and your life experience as a sixteen year old, Let's 311 00:16:51,440 --> 00:16:53,000 Speaker 5: face it, the first three or four years, we're not 312 00:16:53,040 --> 00:16:55,920 Speaker 5: even really sentient beings. We're kind of just stumbling around, 313 00:16:56,080 --> 00:16:58,920 Speaker 5: eating animal crackers or doing whatever we're doing right, and 314 00:16:58,960 --> 00:17:00,600 Speaker 5: playing with toys and having I'm gonna read us a 315 00:17:00,600 --> 00:17:03,560 Speaker 5: book and hug us or if we're lucky. So you know, 316 00:17:03,720 --> 00:17:07,159 Speaker 5: for you, your life experience was so brief before you 317 00:17:07,359 --> 00:17:08,959 Speaker 5: entered the system, and you had already been in and 318 00:17:08,960 --> 00:17:12,760 Speaker 5: out of the system. So here you are at trial, 319 00:17:14,640 --> 00:17:19,560 Speaker 5: and did you, if you can recall, did you feel 320 00:17:19,600 --> 00:17:22,000 Speaker 5: like when the jury went out that you were going 321 00:17:22,080 --> 00:17:24,680 Speaker 5: to be convicted or did you still have hope that 322 00:17:24,720 --> 00:17:26,639 Speaker 5: you did justice would be done. 323 00:17:27,080 --> 00:17:29,560 Speaker 1: Well, I wasn't really sure there was a fifty to 324 00:17:29,560 --> 00:17:31,640 Speaker 1: fifty chance that I was going to get convicted. I thought, 325 00:17:32,400 --> 00:17:35,600 Speaker 1: once I get understand and tell the truth and so 326 00:17:36,080 --> 00:17:39,760 Speaker 1: sort of present my case and present the evidence that 327 00:17:39,880 --> 00:17:43,399 Speaker 1: actually prove that I was innocent and have E present 328 00:17:43,440 --> 00:17:47,040 Speaker 1: my olibi. I thought, I was I might have a 329 00:17:47,119 --> 00:17:51,320 Speaker 1: chance of being found not guilty, so I was I 330 00:17:51,359 --> 00:17:53,919 Speaker 1: was hoping that I was going to be found not guilty. 331 00:17:53,960 --> 00:17:57,120 Speaker 1: But at the back of my mind, according to my attorneys, 332 00:17:57,600 --> 00:17:59,440 Speaker 1: you know, there was a possible chance that I could 333 00:17:59,760 --> 00:18:03,679 Speaker 1: get convicted. So I was positive, hopefully that I was 334 00:18:03,680 --> 00:18:06,800 Speaker 1: going to get found not guilty. But at the same time, 335 00:18:07,560 --> 00:18:10,280 Speaker 1: I was concerned that I will be found guilty. So 336 00:18:12,000 --> 00:18:13,280 Speaker 1: I had a fifty to fifty chance. 337 00:18:14,160 --> 00:18:17,679 Speaker 5: And just backtracking for a second, the witnesses against you, 338 00:18:17,760 --> 00:18:18,879 Speaker 5: were they white or black? 339 00:18:20,200 --> 00:18:22,720 Speaker 1: Well, a couple of them was black, I mean white, 340 00:18:22,800 --> 00:18:25,520 Speaker 1: and one of them was black, But the one was 341 00:18:25,560 --> 00:18:28,800 Speaker 1: black really didn't really really didn't really hurt me that much. 342 00:18:28,920 --> 00:18:31,560 Speaker 1: But the two name was that, yes, they was white. 343 00:18:31,960 --> 00:18:35,400 Speaker 5: And the reason I raised that question is because we 344 00:18:35,480 --> 00:18:40,280 Speaker 5: know from decades of experience, research, studies, et cetera, that 345 00:18:40,880 --> 00:18:47,720 Speaker 5: cross racial identifications are just notoriously unreliable, much more so 346 00:18:47,800 --> 00:18:51,440 Speaker 5: than when people are, you know, trying to identify someone 347 00:18:51,440 --> 00:18:53,679 Speaker 5: of their own race. I think there's a lot of 348 00:18:53,680 --> 00:18:55,280 Speaker 5: reasons for that. We don't have to get into all 349 00:18:55,280 --> 00:18:58,359 Speaker 5: of them, but it's worth knowing because everyone that's listening 350 00:18:58,400 --> 00:19:00,399 Speaker 5: right now. As I always say on this, always a 351 00:19:00,400 --> 00:19:03,399 Speaker 5: potential juror, and someday they may be faced with a 352 00:19:03,440 --> 00:19:07,439 Speaker 5: situation like yours, where there will be I mean, there 353 00:19:07,480 --> 00:19:09,280 Speaker 5: was no evidence against you, so it was only the 354 00:19:09,600 --> 00:19:13,600 Speaker 5: witness's word. And if it is a cross racial identification, 355 00:19:13,680 --> 00:19:15,840 Speaker 5: and it doesn't matter whether that's why white person testifying 356 00:19:15,840 --> 00:19:19,680 Speaker 5: against a black person, a Hispanic person testifying against a 357 00:19:19,720 --> 00:19:22,760 Speaker 5: white person, whatever it might be, it's just not reliable. 358 00:19:23,080 --> 00:19:27,360 Speaker 5: And so your case is an important one to highlight 359 00:19:27,840 --> 00:19:31,040 Speaker 5: that particular factor because again, the reason why I do 360 00:19:31,080 --> 00:19:32,960 Speaker 5: this show, Fred is because I want to help to 361 00:19:33,000 --> 00:19:35,679 Speaker 5: prevent these things from happening to other people in the future, 362 00:19:35,680 --> 00:19:36,640 Speaker 5: as I'm sure you do. 363 00:19:37,080 --> 00:19:39,359 Speaker 1: I'm not sure if there was a well known fact 364 00:19:39,400 --> 00:19:43,159 Speaker 1: back in nineteen eighty one the cross racial identification issue, 365 00:19:43,359 --> 00:19:45,240 Speaker 1: but it's a well known fact now. 366 00:19:45,880 --> 00:19:48,679 Speaker 5: Right, and I'm glad you brought that up. So the 367 00:19:48,760 --> 00:19:52,480 Speaker 5: jury comes back and it had to be the worst 368 00:19:52,480 --> 00:19:56,480 Speaker 5: feeling in the world, and you were sentenced to life 369 00:19:56,560 --> 00:19:59,440 Speaker 5: in prison, which is again a bizarre. 370 00:19:59,440 --> 00:20:03,240 Speaker 1: Yeah, a natural life, not just a life, a natural life. 371 00:20:03,280 --> 00:20:05,600 Speaker 1: Life sort of means like a second degree life, but 372 00:20:05,840 --> 00:20:08,879 Speaker 1: natural means a first to be life sentence with the 373 00:20:08,960 --> 00:20:12,880 Speaker 1: chance of no parole, which means like a you got'spen 374 00:20:12,920 --> 00:20:14,600 Speaker 1: investing in your life in prison, you go and die 375 00:20:14,600 --> 00:20:15,040 Speaker 1: in prison. 376 00:20:15,880 --> 00:20:18,200 Speaker 5: And Chris, let's talk about that. I mean, I mean, 377 00:20:18,720 --> 00:20:22,040 Speaker 5: what kind of a system do we have where we 378 00:20:22,119 --> 00:20:24,439 Speaker 5: can sent in someone who was really a child an 379 00:20:24,440 --> 00:20:30,080 Speaker 5: adolescent when this happened, a young teenager to life in prison. Yeah, 380 00:20:30,160 --> 00:20:31,080 Speaker 5: I mean it is. 381 00:20:31,119 --> 00:20:35,520 Speaker 6: It's just shocking. And you know, thankfully there were later, 382 00:20:35,680 --> 00:20:39,399 Speaker 6: much later, the Supreme Court decisions that tried to undo 383 00:20:39,520 --> 00:20:41,680 Speaker 6: some of that. So it did at a very much 384 00:20:41,760 --> 00:20:45,480 Speaker 6: later stage, did make Fred eligible for parole. But we're 385 00:20:45,480 --> 00:20:49,600 Speaker 6: talking again, decades later that there was some understanding of 386 00:20:50,080 --> 00:20:54,000 Speaker 6: just how wrong that is. That obviously, to charge someone 387 00:20:54,640 --> 00:20:58,719 Speaker 6: at sixteen, put and put them to adult trial raises 388 00:20:58,760 --> 00:21:03,520 Speaker 6: a lot of really serious quesnessions, but then to make 389 00:21:03,560 --> 00:21:08,240 Speaker 6: that same person prone to being convicted and sentenced to 390 00:21:08,359 --> 00:21:12,760 Speaker 6: life without any chance of parole is all the more shocking. 391 00:21:13,280 --> 00:21:18,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, just think about it, judge telling you, a sixteen 392 00:21:18,720 --> 00:21:22,120 Speaker 1: year old kid that you are incapable of changing, so 393 00:21:22,160 --> 00:21:24,240 Speaker 1: therefore you need to spend the rest of your life 394 00:21:24,240 --> 00:21:28,560 Speaker 1: in adults prison. You know, and often think about that 395 00:21:29,119 --> 00:21:32,439 Speaker 1: and they took me out of a bad situation, and 396 00:21:32,480 --> 00:21:36,000 Speaker 1: they put me in even a worse situation because a 397 00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:39,080 Speaker 1: lot of people don't survive prison, and I was thinking 398 00:21:39,080 --> 00:21:41,600 Speaker 1: about a lot of that stuff and how I was 399 00:21:41,640 --> 00:21:44,040 Speaker 1: going to survive that, whether I was going to end 400 00:21:44,119 --> 00:21:48,959 Speaker 1: up being murdered, raped, killed, whatever. So just to have 401 00:21:49,080 --> 00:21:52,720 Speaker 1: someone tell you at the age of sixteen that we 402 00:21:52,880 --> 00:21:55,000 Speaker 1: think that you are incapable of changing. 403 00:22:00,840 --> 00:22:04,479 Speaker 5: And when you went to prison, this was you know, 404 00:22:05,280 --> 00:22:07,320 Speaker 5: this was the reality, right, I mean, this was a 405 00:22:07,440 --> 00:22:11,320 Speaker 5: very violent place and you were in amongst people who 406 00:22:11,359 --> 00:22:15,000 Speaker 5: were much older than you, stronger, you know, and here 407 00:22:15,040 --> 00:22:20,480 Speaker 5: you are, like thrust into this unimaginable nightmare. How did 408 00:22:20,520 --> 00:22:24,400 Speaker 5: you manage to survive as a young not a particularly 409 00:22:24,400 --> 00:22:28,680 Speaker 5: big tough guy, but you know, a young, skinny guy 410 00:22:29,320 --> 00:22:31,400 Speaker 5: in that situation. How did you manage to survive? 411 00:22:32,040 --> 00:22:35,639 Speaker 1: Well? Personally, I just paid attention to my surroundings. A 412 00:22:35,640 --> 00:22:38,960 Speaker 1: lot of older gentleman that was doing natural life sentence 413 00:22:39,760 --> 00:22:42,400 Speaker 1: sort of took a liking to me, and they just 414 00:22:42,440 --> 00:22:46,600 Speaker 1: sort of just gave me, just told me the way 415 00:22:46,640 --> 00:22:50,520 Speaker 1: of prison life. Mind your business. If you see something, 416 00:22:51,000 --> 00:22:56,040 Speaker 1: keep it to yourself, don't talk to corrections officers, try 417 00:22:56,080 --> 00:23:00,040 Speaker 1: to stay out of trouble, get into programs, try to 418 00:23:00,160 --> 00:23:03,040 Speaker 1: use that time to benefit me as a person, to 419 00:23:03,160 --> 00:23:06,240 Speaker 1: change things about myself that I did not like, to 420 00:23:07,359 --> 00:23:11,440 Speaker 1: sort of use that time to work on me as 421 00:23:11,440 --> 00:23:14,560 Speaker 1: a human being. And they also let me. They also 422 00:23:14,600 --> 00:23:17,639 Speaker 1: told me I had to figure out how to do 423 00:23:17,720 --> 00:23:20,399 Speaker 1: the time and not let the time do me. And 424 00:23:20,440 --> 00:23:24,040 Speaker 1: it took me quite a while to understand that. So, 425 00:23:24,200 --> 00:23:25,960 Speaker 1: like what you mean, due to time and not let 426 00:23:25,960 --> 00:23:28,080 Speaker 1: the time do me. So basically what they was telling me, 427 00:23:28,359 --> 00:23:31,040 Speaker 1: just what I was telling you, is just try to 428 00:23:31,160 --> 00:23:35,000 Speaker 1: use this bad experience and focus on the things that 429 00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:37,959 Speaker 1: I do do not like about myself and the things 430 00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:41,600 Speaker 1: that I can change to make me feel good about 431 00:23:41,640 --> 00:23:44,639 Speaker 1: myself and to make other people see me in a 432 00:23:44,680 --> 00:23:47,760 Speaker 1: way that I want them to see me. So I 433 00:23:48,920 --> 00:23:50,760 Speaker 1: it was a little bit of that, and it was 434 00:23:50,800 --> 00:23:53,760 Speaker 1: just a little bit of me just figuring out who 435 00:23:53,800 --> 00:23:56,359 Speaker 1: I can trust and who I can't trust, and also 436 00:23:57,000 --> 00:24:01,080 Speaker 1: not to put myself in a certain position to have 437 00:24:01,320 --> 00:24:05,800 Speaker 1: some of these bad things happened to me. Just you know, 438 00:24:05,960 --> 00:24:09,639 Speaker 1: make sure that whoever I'm dealing with be upfront with 439 00:24:09,720 --> 00:24:15,600 Speaker 1: them about my situation and just be aware of their motives, you. 440 00:24:15,560 --> 00:24:21,320 Speaker 5: Know, and then there was a sort of a hero emerged, 441 00:24:21,440 --> 00:24:23,320 Speaker 5: if you could call it that, from this situation. A 442 00:24:23,359 --> 00:24:26,640 Speaker 5: guy named Roosevelt Pickett really helped to pull you out 443 00:24:26,680 --> 00:24:30,159 Speaker 5: of this right and introduce you to a very unlikely 444 00:24:30,359 --> 00:24:34,560 Speaker 5: character who became almost like, I don't use too strong 445 00:24:34,560 --> 00:24:37,320 Speaker 5: of a word, but almost like your savior, right, And 446 00:24:37,359 --> 00:24:38,359 Speaker 5: can you talk about that? 447 00:24:38,480 --> 00:24:39,040 Speaker 1: Oh much? 448 00:24:39,119 --> 00:24:41,960 Speaker 5: Yeah, that whole situation is so interesting to me, So 449 00:24:42,160 --> 00:24:43,640 Speaker 5: can you talk about that a little bit? 450 00:24:44,440 --> 00:24:47,480 Speaker 1: Well. Roosevelt Pickett was as an old gentleman, I think 451 00:24:47,520 --> 00:24:50,120 Speaker 1: he was like in the sixties, and I knew him 452 00:24:50,280 --> 00:24:52,480 Speaker 1: at that time. I knew of for about twelve years 453 00:24:52,560 --> 00:24:55,520 Speaker 1: thirteen years, and he was also doing a life bit 454 00:24:56,200 --> 00:24:59,200 Speaker 1: and he had he was he was walking on the 455 00:24:59,280 --> 00:25:02,400 Speaker 1: king he had an accident. He used to do cariding 456 00:25:02,440 --> 00:25:04,639 Speaker 1: works and stuff like that, so he fell off the 457 00:25:04,680 --> 00:25:08,240 Speaker 1: roof and he used to walk around with a game. So. Uh. Anyway, 458 00:25:08,280 --> 00:25:11,440 Speaker 1: I used to work and if I was in Bay 459 00:25:11,440 --> 00:25:15,080 Speaker 1: State Prison at this time, and I was working downstairs 460 00:25:15,160 --> 00:25:16,960 Speaker 1: on the first floor in the day room, and he 461 00:25:17,080 --> 00:25:19,400 Speaker 1: lived on the first floor, and he was down there 462 00:25:19,440 --> 00:25:23,119 Speaker 1: cooking in the dayroom one afternoon and I was I 463 00:25:23,160 --> 00:25:26,280 Speaker 1: was down there doing my job and everything and he was. 464 00:25:26,600 --> 00:25:29,480 Speaker 1: So we started talking about visits and stuff like that, 465 00:25:30,000 --> 00:25:32,879 Speaker 1: and he asked me, did I have anybody that you know, 466 00:25:32,960 --> 00:25:36,479 Speaker 1: family members and friends that visit me? And I told him, uh, 467 00:25:36,600 --> 00:25:39,320 Speaker 1: not really. I had my great aunt. She visited me 468 00:25:39,680 --> 00:25:43,080 Speaker 1: like every two years, three years a year, whenever she 469 00:25:43,119 --> 00:25:46,680 Speaker 1: could find time to do it. So then he asked 470 00:25:46,720 --> 00:25:49,840 Speaker 1: me if I was if I wanted somebody to visit me, 471 00:25:49,920 --> 00:25:52,560 Speaker 1: like from a church and stuff like that, and I said, sure, 472 00:25:52,600 --> 00:25:54,680 Speaker 1: why not. I grew up in the opportunity to meet 473 00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:57,719 Speaker 1: somebody from church and just have a friend to come 474 00:25:57,840 --> 00:26:02,920 Speaker 1: visit me. So he put me in touch with prison ministry. 475 00:26:02,960 --> 00:26:06,480 Speaker 1: I think it's called Candlelight Ministries. And I had to 476 00:26:06,480 --> 00:26:08,919 Speaker 1: fill out some forms and stuff like that, and I 477 00:26:09,000 --> 00:26:11,760 Speaker 1: filled out the forms and he sent it in and 478 00:26:11,800 --> 00:26:15,520 Speaker 1: I'm not quite sure how long after that then I 479 00:26:15,600 --> 00:26:20,879 Speaker 1: met Reverend Fred Small. He came to visit me and 480 00:26:20,920 --> 00:26:22,560 Speaker 1: I was back in I think that was like in 481 00:26:22,800 --> 00:26:27,240 Speaker 1: ninety seven, nineteen ninety seven, ninety eight, and once he 482 00:26:27,320 --> 00:26:32,800 Speaker 1: came to Bay State to visit me. So our friendship 483 00:26:32,880 --> 00:26:35,800 Speaker 1: developed and got stronger and stronger, and the more he 484 00:26:35,880 --> 00:26:38,399 Speaker 1: visited me, the more I started talking about my case 485 00:26:38,480 --> 00:26:42,120 Speaker 1: and me as a person and things I like and dislike, 486 00:26:42,200 --> 00:26:47,880 Speaker 1: and I just take this interest. And so he helped 487 00:26:47,920 --> 00:26:49,480 Speaker 1: me somewhat get out of prison. 488 00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:53,560 Speaker 5: And then he spoke to his parishioners and asked if 489 00:26:53,600 --> 00:26:58,280 Speaker 5: anybody would like to get involved in this, you know, 490 00:26:58,480 --> 00:27:02,760 Speaker 5: helping out I guess, you know, volunteering to make friends 491 00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:05,440 Speaker 5: with someone on the inside. And it's interesting because people 492 00:27:05,480 --> 00:27:08,359 Speaker 5: ask me that question a lot, and I'm always trying 493 00:27:08,359 --> 00:27:12,680 Speaker 5: to connect people as best I can. And in fact, 494 00:27:13,480 --> 00:27:17,679 Speaker 5: a software engineer named Doran Dibble, which is sort of 495 00:27:17,680 --> 00:27:20,040 Speaker 5: an unusual name, right, it's sort of an interesting If 496 00:27:20,080 --> 00:27:22,040 Speaker 5: I was writing a movie about your story, I would 497 00:27:22,080 --> 00:27:26,159 Speaker 5: name the guy Doran Dibble. So Dorian Dibble shows up 498 00:27:26,240 --> 00:27:28,639 Speaker 5: some sort of a sort of a very square looking 499 00:27:28,640 --> 00:27:31,679 Speaker 5: white guy, right, sort that comes in out of nowhere. 500 00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:33,800 Speaker 5: What was your reaction when you met this guy? 501 00:27:34,480 --> 00:27:37,800 Speaker 1: Well, he was funny, he was very smart, he was kind, 502 00:27:37,920 --> 00:27:42,040 Speaker 1: he was very kind, he was generous, he was sincere, 503 00:27:43,080 --> 00:27:49,040 Speaker 1: he was empathetic, he told he told some jokes. I 504 00:27:49,080 --> 00:27:51,160 Speaker 1: thought he was a very nice guy, and I thought, 505 00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:53,320 Speaker 1: this is the kind of person that I need in 506 00:27:53,320 --> 00:27:56,840 Speaker 1: my life to sort of help me, take me out 507 00:27:56,840 --> 00:27:59,080 Speaker 1: of my comfort zone, so to speak, because I wasn't 508 00:27:59,119 --> 00:28:03,600 Speaker 1: really that social with in prison, so he sort of 509 00:28:03,760 --> 00:28:05,600 Speaker 1: sort of brought me out of my shell a little bit. 510 00:28:05,760 --> 00:28:08,439 Speaker 1: So I thought he was a very nice person something 511 00:28:08,480 --> 00:28:10,600 Speaker 1: that is, someone that I needed to have in my 512 00:28:10,720 --> 00:28:16,639 Speaker 1: life to help me grow socially anyway, you know, in 513 00:28:16,720 --> 00:28:20,000 Speaker 1: many other ways after that, to be exact. 514 00:28:19,920 --> 00:28:23,080 Speaker 5: And how important was that relationship to you? 515 00:28:23,600 --> 00:28:26,639 Speaker 1: It was very important. I mean, how many people do 516 00:28:27,040 --> 00:28:31,159 Speaker 1: you know will bring their their young, small children in 517 00:28:31,240 --> 00:28:35,280 Speaker 1: to see a person in prison that's non family. So 518 00:28:36,480 --> 00:28:39,520 Speaker 1: he became uh, I know I used this phrase before. 519 00:28:41,600 --> 00:28:43,960 Speaker 1: He was a stranger in the beginning, but he became 520 00:28:44,120 --> 00:28:47,240 Speaker 1: family to me, and and he's still family right now. 521 00:28:48,120 --> 00:28:52,360 Speaker 1: So his friendship and him being part of my life 522 00:28:52,440 --> 00:28:55,440 Speaker 1: was very very important then and it's very important now. 523 00:28:55,960 --> 00:28:57,520 Speaker 1: He's still in my life right now. 524 00:28:58,560 --> 00:29:01,480 Speaker 5: And Chris, in the article that you wrote about the case, 525 00:29:01,520 --> 00:29:05,280 Speaker 5: I was really moved by this quote from mister Dibble 526 00:29:05,880 --> 00:29:09,200 Speaker 5: where he said, and I'm quoting, one of the amazing 527 00:29:09,280 --> 00:29:12,520 Speaker 5: things for me is given his circumstances we're talking life 528 00:29:12,600 --> 00:29:17,360 Speaker 5: without parole, his resilience, determination, and his decency through all 529 00:29:17,400 --> 00:29:21,440 Speaker 5: that It's a model to me. He didn't hate the establishment. 530 00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:26,280 Speaker 5: We're white, he didn't care. I'm getting the chills just 531 00:29:26,360 --> 00:29:28,600 Speaker 5: reading that. And you actually did the interview with him. 532 00:29:28,640 --> 00:29:30,880 Speaker 5: I mean, can you share some insight into this guy, 533 00:29:30,920 --> 00:29:33,160 Speaker 5: because he really does emerge as a hero in this story. 534 00:29:33,880 --> 00:29:37,840 Speaker 6: Yeah, no, it is and was an incredible part of 535 00:29:38,000 --> 00:29:41,520 Speaker 6: the whole story. And just sitting here honestly listening to 536 00:29:41,560 --> 00:29:45,160 Speaker 6: Fred again, I really enjoyed every minute hanging out with 537 00:29:45,160 --> 00:29:49,040 Speaker 6: Fred over the course of the last year. And I'm 538 00:29:49,040 --> 00:29:51,160 Speaker 6: guessing that listeners can kind of get a feel as 539 00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:53,960 Speaker 6: to how Fred talks and that people are kind of 540 00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:57,880 Speaker 6: drawn to the way he talks and understands things about 541 00:29:58,240 --> 00:30:01,680 Speaker 6: this really awful experience he had he had to go through. 542 00:30:01,720 --> 00:30:05,560 Speaker 6: And so Dorian Dibble and his wife Jackie, and his 543 00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:07,880 Speaker 6: two kids. I met one of his kids who's now, 544 00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:10,760 Speaker 6: you know, in his twenties, and I hung out with 545 00:30:10,800 --> 00:30:13,720 Speaker 6: them over dinner that they invited Fred over, and I 546 00:30:13,760 --> 00:30:19,520 Speaker 6: asked to come along back in July. And yeah, Dorian 547 00:30:19,800 --> 00:30:24,720 Speaker 6: and his wife Jackie just are really big hearted people 548 00:30:25,000 --> 00:30:31,440 Speaker 6: and just showed up there in prison, you know, frequently 549 00:30:31,640 --> 00:30:33,880 Speaker 6: during the year, like every few months, they would drive 550 00:30:33,960 --> 00:30:36,440 Speaker 6: down and and go. It's not easy to get into 551 00:30:36,480 --> 00:30:39,160 Speaker 6: a prison. You gotta sit there and wait and get 552 00:30:39,360 --> 00:30:42,520 Speaker 6: frisked down and go through metal detectors and wear exactly 553 00:30:42,520 --> 00:30:46,720 Speaker 6: the right clothing or they turn you away. And you 554 00:30:46,760 --> 00:30:50,960 Speaker 6: know they again they brought their little kids in to 555 00:30:51,080 --> 00:30:53,040 Speaker 6: kind of hang out. Friends sit there and play cards, 556 00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:58,520 Speaker 6: and just the whole dynamic and relationship that was related 557 00:30:58,560 --> 00:31:00,520 Speaker 6: to me really kind of me away. 558 00:31:00,840 --> 00:31:03,320 Speaker 5: It's almost like the family that Fred couldn't have, and 559 00:31:03,360 --> 00:31:05,040 Speaker 5: now all of a sudden he has sort of an 560 00:31:05,080 --> 00:31:08,760 Speaker 5: adoptive family inside. And you know, it was a long 561 00:31:08,880 --> 00:31:13,160 Speaker 5: drive and they would come every couple of months. And 562 00:31:13,200 --> 00:31:14,800 Speaker 5: there's one more quote, and I want to get back 563 00:31:14,840 --> 00:31:16,920 Speaker 5: to the story because again this really touched me and 564 00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:18,640 Speaker 5: I got the chills reading the last one. I'm going 565 00:31:18,680 --> 00:31:24,480 Speaker 5: to get him again because mister Dibble said, quote, we'd 566 00:31:24,480 --> 00:31:26,440 Speaker 5: all pile back in the car when our visit was 567 00:31:26,480 --> 00:31:28,680 Speaker 5: over and it was just dead silence in the car. 568 00:31:29,120 --> 00:31:31,960 Speaker 5: Because that's where it really hit everybody. Oh this is 569 00:31:31,960 --> 00:31:35,600 Speaker 5: from Jackie Dibble. Say we start again, and missus Dibble, 570 00:31:35,720 --> 00:31:38,880 Speaker 5: Jackie Dibble said, quote, we'd all pile back in the 571 00:31:38,920 --> 00:31:40,760 Speaker 5: car when our visit was over, and it was just 572 00:31:40,880 --> 00:31:43,120 Speaker 5: dead silence in the car because that's where it really 573 00:31:43,200 --> 00:31:46,880 Speaker 5: hit everybody. We'd walk out of there under the barbed wire. 574 00:31:47,640 --> 00:31:50,760 Speaker 5: We get to go home and he doesn't, and it 575 00:31:50,880 --> 00:31:54,480 Speaker 5: was just nobody would say anything on the way home 576 00:31:55,560 --> 00:31:58,360 Speaker 5: and end quote. And I've had that feeling so many 577 00:31:58,400 --> 00:32:00,600 Speaker 5: times now visiting people in Priton and who I know 578 00:32:00,640 --> 00:32:06,120 Speaker 5: are innocent, and then when I leave and that door 579 00:32:06,200 --> 00:32:09,640 Speaker 5: slams behind and you can't take them with you. It's 580 00:32:09,680 --> 00:32:14,240 Speaker 5: a horrible feelings. It's a sick feeling actually, And Chris 581 00:32:14,280 --> 00:32:17,440 Speaker 5: is nodding his head because he knows, and you know, 582 00:32:18,240 --> 00:32:21,640 Speaker 5: it does drive me and I think all of us 583 00:32:21,800 --> 00:32:24,440 Speaker 5: every day to try to do more to help people 584 00:32:24,520 --> 00:32:29,760 Speaker 5: like yourself, Fred, because it's if you've once you've experienced that. 585 00:32:30,040 --> 00:32:32,000 Speaker 5: And I brought four people with me up to Sing 586 00:32:32,080 --> 00:32:36,800 Speaker 5: Sing this weekend where we met many of the men 587 00:32:37,280 --> 00:32:39,920 Speaker 5: who are stuck there, some of whom are innocent, some 588 00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:44,920 Speaker 5: are not. But you know, I would say that ninety 589 00:32:44,960 --> 00:32:46,840 Speaker 5: percent of the people that we met there don't belong there. 590 00:32:46,960 --> 00:32:49,240 Speaker 5: You know, they've served their time, they have made a mistake. 591 00:32:50,320 --> 00:32:53,080 Speaker 5: I'm of the Brian Stevenson school. He's one of my 592 00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:56,960 Speaker 5: heroes and you know, he said, I believe everyone is 593 00:32:57,000 --> 00:33:00,360 Speaker 5: better than the worst thing they've ever done. You know, 594 00:33:00,440 --> 00:33:02,880 Speaker 5: I think in our system we overincarcerate to such an 595 00:33:02,880 --> 00:33:07,400 Speaker 5: extreme degree, we over punish. The institutions that we have 596 00:33:07,480 --> 00:33:10,560 Speaker 5: that are called correctional institutions are not by and large, 597 00:33:11,160 --> 00:33:13,080 Speaker 5: and all of it needs to change. And that's why 598 00:33:13,080 --> 00:33:15,480 Speaker 5: it's so important that you're here, Fred to tell your story. 599 00:33:15,520 --> 00:33:18,280 Speaker 5: So I really appreciate that, and you too, Chris. So 600 00:33:18,640 --> 00:33:24,080 Speaker 5: Fred tell us how this situation changed. Because you were 601 00:33:24,120 --> 00:33:26,000 Speaker 5: sentenced to life in prison, you had no hope to 602 00:33:26,000 --> 00:33:28,960 Speaker 5: get out. You found this inner strength, this grace, this 603 00:33:29,120 --> 00:33:33,360 Speaker 5: courage that always mystifies me and amazes me and makes me, 604 00:33:33,640 --> 00:33:36,200 Speaker 5: you know, draws me two people like yourself because I 605 00:33:36,240 --> 00:33:40,640 Speaker 5: get so much out of just talking to you and 606 00:33:42,160 --> 00:33:48,080 Speaker 5: spending time. And so how did you ultimately? I mean, 607 00:33:48,080 --> 00:33:50,200 Speaker 5: we know how you survive because you explain that, But 608 00:33:50,280 --> 00:33:53,320 Speaker 5: how did you get out? Because you're here now and 609 00:33:53,360 --> 00:33:55,760 Speaker 5: that's a fantastic thing, and I know, and I want 610 00:33:55,800 --> 00:33:57,680 Speaker 5: to talk about the struggle of being out as well. 611 00:33:57,680 --> 00:34:00,960 Speaker 5: Becau's what I call the second punishment. But how did that? 612 00:34:01,080 --> 00:34:03,080 Speaker 5: Let's get to the happy stuff. How'd you get out? 613 00:34:03,680 --> 00:34:07,240 Speaker 1: Well, I got out on a new trial motion. Lisa 614 00:34:07,320 --> 00:34:12,279 Speaker 1: Kavanaugh from the CPCs Innocent Program, she's my attorney. She 615 00:34:12,440 --> 00:34:19,640 Speaker 1: was my attorney on our pill We drafted and critique 616 00:34:19,920 --> 00:34:23,759 Speaker 1: and finally finalized a new trial motion, and we followed that. 617 00:34:24,800 --> 00:34:28,840 Speaker 1: I think when I was in Concuent Farm, probably late 618 00:34:30,120 --> 00:34:37,400 Speaker 1: twenty sixteen. I believe it took a while, but between 619 00:34:37,840 --> 00:34:49,040 Speaker 1: by witness identification, the hypnosis, cross racial identification, somewhat mug 620 00:34:49,080 --> 00:34:55,080 Speaker 1: shot exposure, some police reports that the detectives somewhat I 621 00:34:55,080 --> 00:35:00,600 Speaker 1: mean obviously overlooked. It was a combination of all that 622 00:35:00,640 --> 00:35:05,080 Speaker 1: stuff together that helped me get out of prison. Also 623 00:35:06,160 --> 00:35:11,240 Speaker 1: in twenty thirteen, I would say late December twenty thirteen, 624 00:35:11,880 --> 00:35:16,680 Speaker 1: the Juveeile Life of law change which gave juveniles and 625 00:35:16,719 --> 00:35:20,680 Speaker 1: opportunities juveniles under the age of eighteen an opportunity to 626 00:35:20,719 --> 00:35:24,839 Speaker 1: see the parole board. So once that law changed, that 627 00:35:24,920 --> 00:35:28,640 Speaker 1: law allowed me to see the parole board. So at 628 00:35:28,640 --> 00:35:32,160 Speaker 1: that particular time, I was not I was still thinking 629 00:35:32,200 --> 00:35:35,520 Speaker 1: about and preparing for my Route thirty emotion, but I 630 00:35:35,560 --> 00:35:42,560 Speaker 1: was also preparing for my parole hearing. So I ended 631 00:35:42,600 --> 00:35:48,880 Speaker 1: up going to parole May twenty first, twenty fifteen, I 632 00:35:48,880 --> 00:35:53,359 Speaker 1: should say, and the results of that, I ended up 633 00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:58,120 Speaker 1: getting presented my case a parole board, stating that I 634 00:35:58,200 --> 00:36:01,840 Speaker 1: was innocent, but at the same time taking responsibility for 635 00:36:01,920 --> 00:36:05,200 Speaker 1: the crimes that I did do. For the juvenile issue, 636 00:36:05,239 --> 00:36:08,000 Speaker 1: the cases that I had previous of me getting arrested 637 00:36:08,040 --> 00:36:11,840 Speaker 1: for this murder case, I took responsibility for all that stuff, 638 00:36:12,120 --> 00:36:15,120 Speaker 1: but I did not take responsibility for the current case 639 00:36:15,160 --> 00:36:17,080 Speaker 1: that I was doing time for with much the murder. 640 00:36:17,840 --> 00:36:21,400 Speaker 1: And I let them know that if I did do it, 641 00:36:21,440 --> 00:36:24,000 Speaker 1: I would have no problem taking responsibility to meet and guilt. 642 00:36:24,200 --> 00:36:27,920 Speaker 1: But that's not the case. So I did not admit 643 00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:30,359 Speaker 1: to something I did not do. But at the same 644 00:36:30,400 --> 00:36:34,040 Speaker 1: time I was letting them know that prison so you 645 00:36:34,080 --> 00:36:36,680 Speaker 1: I mean by be being in prison, I was not 646 00:36:36,760 --> 00:36:39,760 Speaker 1: the same person I was when I first went to president. 647 00:36:40,600 --> 00:36:42,560 Speaker 1: I was a different person sitting in front of them. 648 00:36:42,760 --> 00:36:45,279 Speaker 1: So I just explained to them how different I was 649 00:36:45,760 --> 00:36:52,080 Speaker 1: through programs and education and stuff like that. So basically 650 00:36:52,239 --> 00:36:54,160 Speaker 1: I got up I was going I was set to 651 00:36:54,200 --> 00:36:57,799 Speaker 1: get out on parole anyway. I was scheduled to get 652 00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:01,960 Speaker 1: out on parole August twelve, but August twelfth was on 653 00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:06,080 Speaker 1: a Saturday, so they pushed it to August fourteenth, was 654 00:37:06,120 --> 00:37:10,759 Speaker 1: on Monday. And tell you the truth, I'm not quite 655 00:37:10,840 --> 00:37:14,319 Speaker 1: sure how this happened, but I ended up getting is 656 00:37:14,360 --> 00:37:17,880 Speaker 1: generated a week before I was scheduled to get released 657 00:37:17,880 --> 00:37:18,440 Speaker 1: our parole. 658 00:37:20,120 --> 00:37:23,319 Speaker 5: That is very unusual, and there's so many unusual things 659 00:37:23,320 --> 00:37:24,960 Speaker 5: about your case. I mean, let's go back to the 660 00:37:25,040 --> 00:37:29,120 Speaker 5: hypnosis thing, because even even though back then we you know, 661 00:37:29,239 --> 00:37:30,719 Speaker 5: we didn't, we didn't know a lot of the things 662 00:37:30,760 --> 00:37:33,440 Speaker 5: that we know now. But even back then, Walter Cronkite 663 00:37:33,480 --> 00:37:36,160 Speaker 5: was on TV talking about how this hypnosis thing was 664 00:37:36,200 --> 00:37:39,640 Speaker 5: a disaster and it didn't make any sense. Walter Cronkite 665 00:37:39,640 --> 00:37:42,120 Speaker 5: were the most respected people in America at that time, 666 00:37:42,400 --> 00:37:46,080 Speaker 5: one of the most respected journalists of all time. So 667 00:37:46,640 --> 00:37:50,840 Speaker 5: what was it like, Fred walking out into the fresh 668 00:37:50,840 --> 00:37:56,239 Speaker 5: air after spending a longer time than most of the 669 00:37:56,239 --> 00:37:59,480 Speaker 5: people that are listening to the show have even been alive, right, 670 00:37:59,560 --> 00:38:01,319 Speaker 5: I mean, we have two people in the studio here 671 00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:04,080 Speaker 5: who haven't been alive that long, thirty eight years. 672 00:38:04,320 --> 00:38:07,880 Speaker 1: Well, the first thing I did was hug my attorneys, 673 00:38:08,600 --> 00:38:14,400 Speaker 1: thanked them very much, hugged Shacking and Dorn Dibbles and 674 00:38:14,480 --> 00:38:19,440 Speaker 1: their family, and Victor Vizario, he was there. I hugged him, 675 00:38:20,000 --> 00:38:22,840 Speaker 1: and once I did that, I started talking to the media. 676 00:38:22,840 --> 00:38:24,560 Speaker 1: I see. That was the first thing I did start 677 00:38:24,600 --> 00:38:28,960 Speaker 1: talking to the media after I hugged my friends and stuff. 678 00:38:29,840 --> 00:38:31,880 Speaker 1: But to answer your question of what it was like, 679 00:38:32,000 --> 00:38:38,359 Speaker 1: it was felt very strange to be walking without outside 680 00:38:38,440 --> 00:38:42,600 Speaker 1: of prison, without no shackles on my feet. That felt 681 00:38:42,680 --> 00:38:46,360 Speaker 1: very strange. Every time I left prison, no matter to 682 00:38:46,400 --> 00:38:49,400 Speaker 1: go to the hospital or whatever, to the court, whatever, 683 00:38:50,080 --> 00:38:54,839 Speaker 1: they always had shackles on your feet. And once they 684 00:38:54,960 --> 00:38:59,439 Speaker 1: actually said that you're free to go, and they put 685 00:38:59,480 --> 00:39:01,759 Speaker 1: me in the in the in the like the whole 686 00:39:01,760 --> 00:39:04,200 Speaker 1: itself for a little while, for like an hour to 687 00:39:04,360 --> 00:39:09,239 Speaker 1: finalize everything. So once everything was finalized and they opened it, 688 00:39:10,360 --> 00:39:14,440 Speaker 1: uh the cell door, and I walked downstairs, and I 689 00:39:14,440 --> 00:39:19,080 Speaker 1: actually walked downstairs to be outside, it felt very strange 690 00:39:19,960 --> 00:39:22,000 Speaker 1: to be, like I said, to be walking without thrown 691 00:39:22,040 --> 00:39:25,080 Speaker 1: shackles on my feet. I thought it was a dream. 692 00:39:25,200 --> 00:39:28,239 Speaker 1: But then again it wasn't a dream, but it was 693 00:39:28,320 --> 00:39:31,640 Speaker 1: kind of overwhelming. It was I was happy, I was 694 00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:39,280 Speaker 1: somewhat cautious, and I was like in shocked to some degree. 695 00:39:40,320 --> 00:39:42,759 Speaker 1: So it was it was a combination of all those things. 696 00:39:51,600 --> 00:39:55,000 Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean it's a it's a joyous uh, you know, 697 00:39:55,239 --> 00:39:57,400 Speaker 5: just thinking about it and envisioning it is such a 698 00:39:57,480 --> 00:40:04,040 Speaker 5: joyous thing. But I think that people get the idea 699 00:40:04,719 --> 00:40:09,439 Speaker 5: that you know, everyone sees on the news the photographs 700 00:40:09,520 --> 00:40:12,520 Speaker 5: or the video of someone like yourself coming out and 701 00:40:12,560 --> 00:40:15,840 Speaker 5: there's all this joy and you have if you're fortunate 702 00:40:15,960 --> 00:40:18,520 Speaker 5: enough like you were, to have some friends and family 703 00:40:18,600 --> 00:40:22,800 Speaker 5: around and there's news media and there's cameras and maybe 704 00:40:22,840 --> 00:40:27,920 Speaker 5: the sun is shining. But there's another side to that too, right, 705 00:40:28,080 --> 00:40:32,000 Speaker 5: I mean, you come out and you get nothing like 706 00:40:32,080 --> 00:40:34,719 Speaker 5: most of the people. And this is crazy because for 707 00:40:35,040 --> 00:40:38,840 Speaker 5: twenty five years I've been doing this work and anyone 708 00:40:38,880 --> 00:40:40,840 Speaker 5: I talk to that's not aware. You know, when I 709 00:40:40,840 --> 00:40:42,799 Speaker 5: meet somebody new and I'm talking about decision because I 710 00:40:42,800 --> 00:40:45,440 Speaker 5: talk about it everywhere, the first thing they want to 711 00:40:45,480 --> 00:40:48,319 Speaker 5: know is does the exonery you get paid? Like, just 712 00:40:48,400 --> 00:40:51,640 Speaker 5: tell me they get money? And I have to tell 713 00:40:51,680 --> 00:40:54,640 Speaker 5: them that in most cases know and even in the 714 00:40:54,680 --> 00:40:58,000 Speaker 5: cases when they do, it takes an unconscionably long time, 715 00:40:58,080 --> 00:41:01,560 Speaker 5: years and years. This is something that the Interests Project 716 00:41:01,560 --> 00:41:04,640 Speaker 5: has been deeply involved with. Recently, we just passed the 717 00:41:04,640 --> 00:41:07,359 Speaker 5: compensation statute in Kansas. So it's a thirty first state 718 00:41:07,400 --> 00:41:10,080 Speaker 5: to actually have compensation statues. There's still nineteen states that 719 00:41:10,120 --> 00:41:15,880 Speaker 5: have none, no compensation statues. And for you, Fred, coming 720 00:41:15,920 --> 00:41:19,319 Speaker 5: out of prison after thirty eight years, having gone in 721 00:41:19,360 --> 00:41:23,840 Speaker 5: as a sixteen year old kid, you know, trying to 722 00:41:23,840 --> 00:41:26,240 Speaker 5: rebuild your life. I want to focus for a minute 723 00:41:26,280 --> 00:41:28,960 Speaker 5: on those challenges, which I don't think get the type 724 00:41:29,000 --> 00:41:31,279 Speaker 5: of attention that they deserve. And I think we as 725 00:41:31,320 --> 00:41:34,960 Speaker 5: a society owe you and every man and woman that 726 00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:38,239 Speaker 5: has been through this type of ordeal, we owe you 727 00:41:39,640 --> 00:41:41,640 Speaker 5: more than a fresh start. I mean, we owe you 728 00:41:41,719 --> 00:41:44,160 Speaker 5: a debt, and I think that as soon as you 729 00:41:44,200 --> 00:41:46,719 Speaker 5: get out that should start to be getting repaid. But 730 00:41:46,760 --> 00:41:49,400 Speaker 5: that's not the way it works, and your case is 731 00:41:49,920 --> 00:41:53,919 Speaker 5: a very strong example of that. So can you talk 732 00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:56,560 Speaker 5: about the challenges? I mean, you haven't gotten any money 733 00:41:56,640 --> 00:41:58,719 Speaker 5: yet right, Well. 734 00:41:59,120 --> 00:42:03,560 Speaker 1: My working on that right now, so it's still to 735 00:42:03,640 --> 00:42:06,680 Speaker 1: be remained to be still being rocked on. 736 00:42:07,480 --> 00:42:08,960 Speaker 5: And how how long have you been out? 737 00:42:09,880 --> 00:42:13,960 Speaker 1: Not over year now, so it's been August eighth, so 738 00:42:14,000 --> 00:42:14,640 Speaker 1: it's been. 739 00:42:15,560 --> 00:42:18,640 Speaker 6: Not over year, fifteen to sixteen months? 740 00:42:18,640 --> 00:42:19,880 Speaker 1: Fifteen months? Much like that? 741 00:42:20,040 --> 00:42:22,279 Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, I can jump in here a little bit. 742 00:42:22,280 --> 00:42:24,480 Speaker 6: I mean, this was this was this was the focus 743 00:42:24,520 --> 00:42:27,319 Speaker 6: of my reporting for the last year, was to kind 744 00:42:27,320 --> 00:42:30,040 Speaker 6: of answer that question, what's life like when you get 745 00:42:30,080 --> 00:42:35,240 Speaker 6: out of prison? His his Fred's murder conviction was vacated, 746 00:42:35,800 --> 00:42:39,959 Speaker 6: and you know, my editors suggested, why do we see 747 00:42:39,960 --> 00:42:42,080 Speaker 6: what life's like in the first thirty days? And that 748 00:42:42,200 --> 00:42:45,479 Speaker 6: turned into what are we? Uh, why don't I check 749 00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:47,759 Speaker 6: in with Fred from time to time over the course 750 00:42:47,800 --> 00:42:51,560 Speaker 6: of a year, and and Fred can kind of fill 751 00:42:51,560 --> 00:42:53,000 Speaker 6: in a lot of this stuff, but a lot of 752 00:42:53,040 --> 00:42:56,040 Speaker 6: it was, you know, what what do you do to survive? 753 00:42:56,200 --> 00:42:59,200 Speaker 6: You need you need housing, you need shelter, and you 754 00:42:59,239 --> 00:43:02,360 Speaker 6: need some income to provide that shelter and food. Just 755 00:43:02,400 --> 00:43:06,560 Speaker 6: the base bear basics of survival. And that was what 756 00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:08,600 Speaker 6: you know, Fred and I would kind of meet up 757 00:43:08,600 --> 00:43:11,799 Speaker 6: and he would very graciously let me tag along with 758 00:43:11,920 --> 00:43:15,960 Speaker 6: him as he talked to people about filling out job 759 00:43:16,000 --> 00:43:20,560 Speaker 6: applications and trying to work on a resume, and watched 760 00:43:20,600 --> 00:43:24,080 Speaker 6: him move from one apartment to another apartment, and I think, 761 00:43:24,160 --> 00:43:26,560 Speaker 6: you know, maybe Fred, you talk a little bit about 762 00:43:26,560 --> 00:43:27,960 Speaker 6: what those experiences. 763 00:43:27,920 --> 00:43:34,319 Speaker 1: Not really apartment, it's a room, but yeah, it's been 764 00:43:34,400 --> 00:43:37,560 Speaker 1: kind of challenging when you've been in prison. What I 765 00:43:37,640 --> 00:43:41,640 Speaker 1: long Obviously, technology has changed, and technology definitely has changed 766 00:43:41,640 --> 00:43:44,800 Speaker 1: to the point where it's all new to me. I 767 00:43:44,920 --> 00:43:47,600 Speaker 1: often make this phrase, It's like I've been reborn again 768 00:43:48,080 --> 00:43:52,600 Speaker 1: and I have to learn everything all over again, including technology. So, 769 00:43:52,960 --> 00:43:55,319 Speaker 1: and even how do you fill out job applications now? 770 00:43:55,360 --> 00:43:58,040 Speaker 1: It's different compared to when I was back in the 771 00:43:58,120 --> 00:44:01,040 Speaker 1: seventies and stuff. A lot of stuff you got to 772 00:44:01,080 --> 00:44:04,360 Speaker 1: fill out online now, as far as pretty much everything, 773 00:44:04,400 --> 00:44:09,560 Speaker 1: housing application, job applications, everything. So the challenge of learning 774 00:44:09,760 --> 00:44:15,040 Speaker 1: the technology is still the challenge. I'm still I know 775 00:44:15,120 --> 00:44:17,080 Speaker 1: a little bit, but there's a whole lot more that 776 00:44:17,160 --> 00:44:21,640 Speaker 1: I need to learn. And that's been kind of frustrating 777 00:44:21,719 --> 00:44:27,200 Speaker 1: and exciting at the same time and aggravating. But at 778 00:44:27,200 --> 00:44:30,800 Speaker 1: the same time, I've been reminding myself that hopefully, eventually 779 00:44:30,880 --> 00:44:34,000 Speaker 1: I get there. I just need to be patient with myself. 780 00:44:34,640 --> 00:44:38,080 Speaker 1: But trying to survive out here when you've been in prison, 781 00:44:38,160 --> 00:44:45,879 Speaker 1: that law, it's kind of difficult. Even maintaining a job. 782 00:44:48,560 --> 00:44:51,040 Speaker 1: It's been kind of challenging. I'm still dealing with that. 783 00:44:52,120 --> 00:44:56,080 Speaker 5: Oh, what what part of Massachusetts are you living in now? Fred? 784 00:44:57,000 --> 00:44:58,880 Speaker 1: I'm living in Lowell, Massachusetts. 785 00:44:58,960 --> 00:45:00,440 Speaker 5: So that's right by Boston, right. 786 00:45:02,560 --> 00:45:05,600 Speaker 1: It's not it's it's it's by Boston, but I wouldn't 787 00:45:05,640 --> 00:45:09,160 Speaker 1: call it right by. It's some distance, yes, but it 788 00:45:09,239 --> 00:45:09,640 Speaker 1: is by. 789 00:45:09,640 --> 00:45:11,640 Speaker 6: Boston, about an hour north of Boston. 790 00:45:11,880 --> 00:45:13,520 Speaker 5: Okay. Well wow. 791 00:45:13,719 --> 00:45:17,440 Speaker 1: And when you don't drive, that's another thing. I really 792 00:45:17,680 --> 00:45:22,239 Speaker 1: I haven't really started driving yet. And when you when 793 00:45:22,280 --> 00:45:26,319 Speaker 1: you don't know how to drive, you're very limited. So 794 00:45:26,400 --> 00:45:29,359 Speaker 1: I'm sort of restricted to a certain area and low 795 00:45:30,280 --> 00:45:33,000 Speaker 1: and that's been kind of challenging. The puppet transportation here 796 00:45:33,040 --> 00:45:35,640 Speaker 1: is not that great. It shuts down at seven o'clock 797 00:45:35,680 --> 00:45:39,640 Speaker 1: in the evening, and that's been an issue that I 798 00:45:39,680 --> 00:45:44,239 Speaker 1: still struggle with today. So I need to learn how 799 00:45:44,280 --> 00:45:49,000 Speaker 1: to drive in order to get more access to resources, jobs, housing, 800 00:45:50,040 --> 00:45:52,920 Speaker 1: just to get around, I need to learn how to drive. 801 00:45:52,960 --> 00:45:56,839 Speaker 1: And people been offering their help, and I've even been 802 00:45:56,880 --> 00:46:01,480 Speaker 1: thinking about going through driving school. But it's just the 803 00:46:01,520 --> 00:46:04,320 Speaker 1: thought of it is fine. It's just putting an action is, 804 00:46:04,560 --> 00:46:06,920 Speaker 1: you know, trying to figure out when the right time is. 805 00:46:07,360 --> 00:46:09,359 Speaker 1: Maybe there is no right time. I just need to 806 00:46:09,400 --> 00:46:12,160 Speaker 1: just jump into it and do it. But all that's 807 00:46:12,160 --> 00:46:15,200 Speaker 1: been kind of challenging to me. To figure out what's important, 808 00:46:15,640 --> 00:46:20,200 Speaker 1: what's not important, trying to prioritize things. That's been a 809 00:46:20,239 --> 00:46:20,920 Speaker 1: big issue. 810 00:46:21,080 --> 00:46:23,960 Speaker 5: And I can tell just from the way you know 811 00:46:24,040 --> 00:46:26,640 Speaker 5: you are and the way that you've dealt with this 812 00:46:26,760 --> 00:46:31,720 Speaker 5: situation that I think anybody I know accept the exounre 813 00:46:31,719 --> 00:46:34,360 Speaker 5: reason that I know actually would have crumbled under the 814 00:46:34,360 --> 00:46:42,000 Speaker 5: weight of this unreal ordeal. So I know you're going 815 00:46:42,080 --> 00:46:44,239 Speaker 5: to be successful, but I think all of us just 816 00:46:44,280 --> 00:46:46,200 Speaker 5: need a little boost every once in a while. So 817 00:46:46,320 --> 00:46:49,120 Speaker 5: I'm happy to say that that's something I'm going to 818 00:46:49,160 --> 00:46:54,680 Speaker 5: be able to to provide. So I do want to 819 00:46:55,360 --> 00:46:58,359 Speaker 5: I want to ask you also, what if you can 820 00:46:59,040 --> 00:47:02,439 Speaker 5: think of it, what its been your happiest moment since 821 00:47:02,480 --> 00:47:05,160 Speaker 5: you got out. It's interesting I'm seeing I'm looking at 822 00:47:05,160 --> 00:47:08,880 Speaker 5: a picture right now of you with the with the dibbles, 823 00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:12,960 Speaker 5: with Dorin and Jackie. It's really sort of a funny picture. 824 00:47:13,000 --> 00:47:14,960 Speaker 5: I mean, you have this giant smile on your face 825 00:47:15,640 --> 00:47:20,280 Speaker 5: and the glasses on and they, you know, they're obviously 826 00:47:20,320 --> 00:47:24,640 Speaker 5: smiling too, but I mean they're really white, these people are. 827 00:47:24,880 --> 00:47:29,600 Speaker 5: You know, It's really just an interesting, you know, photograph 828 00:47:29,760 --> 00:47:36,719 Speaker 5: because it's just such an unusual, uh you know, combination 829 00:47:37,360 --> 00:47:41,120 Speaker 5: of different backgrounds. But there's a lot of humanity in that, right, 830 00:47:41,160 --> 00:47:43,440 Speaker 5: and there's a lot of beauty it. There's a lot 831 00:47:43,440 --> 00:47:46,920 Speaker 5: of beauty in it. So, I mean, aside from the 832 00:47:46,960 --> 00:47:49,359 Speaker 5: moment when you first stepped out, which must have been 833 00:47:49,400 --> 00:47:52,919 Speaker 5: as much of a shock as anything else, what's been 834 00:47:53,080 --> 00:47:57,120 Speaker 5: your happiest memory since in the fifteen sixteen months since 835 00:47:57,120 --> 00:47:58,040 Speaker 5: you got out. 836 00:47:58,880 --> 00:48:02,400 Speaker 1: Well, I had a few vision my mother's grave that 837 00:48:02,560 --> 00:48:10,440 Speaker 1: was very happy. But I would say right now, the skydiving. 838 00:48:10,960 --> 00:48:13,279 Speaker 5: Who you went skydiving? 839 00:48:14,400 --> 00:48:15,680 Speaker 1: I went skydiving twice? 840 00:48:16,000 --> 00:48:16,280 Speaker 5: Wow? 841 00:48:17,360 --> 00:48:20,799 Speaker 1: And I would say that. I said that because some 842 00:48:20,840 --> 00:48:23,600 Speaker 1: guys that I was in prison with that end up 843 00:48:23,640 --> 00:48:27,040 Speaker 1: passing away. In prison often, you know, we often talked 844 00:48:27,040 --> 00:48:32,920 Speaker 1: about skydiving, and we watched some programs on Double GBH 845 00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:36,000 Speaker 1: about skydiving and stuff like that, and we said to 846 00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:37,719 Speaker 1: ourselves that they looked a lot of fun, you know, 847 00:48:37,840 --> 00:48:40,239 Speaker 1: looked like fun, and I looked like the people was 848 00:48:40,320 --> 00:48:43,919 Speaker 1: enjoying themselves. So when I went skydiving, I was sort 849 00:48:43,920 --> 00:48:46,879 Speaker 1: of like dedicating that moment to them because they sort 850 00:48:46,880 --> 00:48:49,640 Speaker 1: of helped me change who I was as a person. 851 00:48:49,680 --> 00:48:52,640 Speaker 1: They sort of helped me get back into my case 852 00:48:52,760 --> 00:48:58,200 Speaker 1: and make me stay focused on that. So when I 853 00:48:58,239 --> 00:49:01,840 Speaker 1: skydived the first time, it was just to honor them 854 00:49:02,120 --> 00:49:05,640 Speaker 1: and for me to thank them and to show respect 855 00:49:05,680 --> 00:49:09,080 Speaker 1: for them for what they did for me, because I 856 00:49:09,160 --> 00:49:11,840 Speaker 1: at that time and I still do now, I consider 857 00:49:11,880 --> 00:49:17,920 Speaker 1: myself very lucky. So that was a very special moment 858 00:49:18,040 --> 00:49:21,160 Speaker 1: the first time and the second time too because the 859 00:49:21,200 --> 00:49:24,160 Speaker 1: second time when I went skydiving, I went with a 860 00:49:24,200 --> 00:49:27,799 Speaker 1: lot of its honorary people, people that was in my 861 00:49:28,160 --> 00:49:32,440 Speaker 1: somewhat in my situation. We all had our individual cases 862 00:49:32,440 --> 00:49:34,600 Speaker 1: that end up that we end up in prison for, 863 00:49:35,000 --> 00:49:39,640 Speaker 1: but we all was innocent, and so it was kind 864 00:49:39,640 --> 00:49:42,360 Speaker 1: of special to be with them that way. I felt, 865 00:49:42,440 --> 00:49:44,640 Speaker 1: you know, that I was surrounded by people who actually 866 00:49:44,680 --> 00:49:48,160 Speaker 1: knew what I was going through, and they didn't have 867 00:49:48,239 --> 00:49:51,960 Speaker 1: no problem sharing what they was going through, what they 868 00:49:52,680 --> 00:49:55,200 Speaker 1: went through in prison, and what they're dealing with now 869 00:49:55,280 --> 00:49:58,600 Speaker 1: out here that you be shortage to share our experience 870 00:49:58,640 --> 00:50:01,120 Speaker 1: and share their knowledge and help you each other. So 871 00:50:01,200 --> 00:50:06,480 Speaker 1: that was kind of special. And also when I jump 872 00:50:06,520 --> 00:50:10,120 Speaker 1: out the plane the second time, it's sort of reminded 873 00:50:10,160 --> 00:50:12,960 Speaker 1: me of life, like when you jump out the plane, 874 00:50:13,040 --> 00:50:15,040 Speaker 1: there is no turning back. You came to say, well, 875 00:50:15,040 --> 00:50:18,160 Speaker 1: I changed my mind. I want to go back. Once 876 00:50:18,160 --> 00:50:23,040 Speaker 1: you jump out the plane, you and the elements, and 877 00:50:23,120 --> 00:50:26,960 Speaker 1: so you got to face whatever there whatever fear you have, 878 00:50:27,520 --> 00:50:29,840 Speaker 1: whatever there is, you got to face that. And it 879 00:50:29,960 --> 00:50:33,080 Speaker 1: sort of reminds me about my life right now. Whatever 880 00:50:33,120 --> 00:50:35,960 Speaker 1: it is in life that I'm uncomfortable with, I have 881 00:50:36,040 --> 00:50:38,840 Speaker 1: fear about, I have to try to face it and 882 00:50:38,880 --> 00:50:41,680 Speaker 1: try to do the best I can. So to answer 883 00:50:41,680 --> 00:50:46,000 Speaker 1: your question, the skydiving was the most important thing to me. 884 00:50:47,560 --> 00:50:52,200 Speaker 5: Well, that's an incredible story and very moving and very 885 00:50:52,760 --> 00:50:54,960 Speaker 5: just amazing to think about. But I will say this, 886 00:50:55,880 --> 00:50:59,600 Speaker 5: if you can jump out of a plane, you can 887 00:50:59,640 --> 00:51:03,080 Speaker 5: definitely drive a car. And I'm gonna make you a 888 00:51:03,160 --> 00:51:05,959 Speaker 5: deal right here in front of however many one hundred 889 00:51:06,000 --> 00:51:08,879 Speaker 5: thousand people listening to this show. If you'll take your 890 00:51:08,960 --> 00:51:13,160 Speaker 5: driver's course, wrongful conviction will get you a car. So 891 00:51:14,000 --> 00:51:17,399 Speaker 5: that'll be our deal. You got to go make sure 892 00:51:17,400 --> 00:51:19,160 Speaker 5: you can drive it. But if you can do it, 893 00:51:19,200 --> 00:51:21,839 Speaker 5: we'll get you a car, all right. And then then 894 00:51:21,840 --> 00:51:23,160 Speaker 5: then me and Chris are coming and we're going to 895 00:51:23,200 --> 00:51:26,200 Speaker 5: take a ride with you. So because we're you jump 896 00:51:26,200 --> 00:51:28,880 Speaker 5: out of a plan, I'll get on the car with you. 897 00:51:28,960 --> 00:51:30,280 Speaker 5: Behind a wheel, no problem. 898 00:51:30,440 --> 00:51:32,760 Speaker 1: Okay, okay, okay. 899 00:51:32,440 --> 00:51:34,279 Speaker 5: All right, we got a deal. We got a deal. 900 00:51:34,320 --> 00:51:36,480 Speaker 5: We have one hundred thousand witnesses, so there you go. 901 00:51:37,960 --> 00:51:40,719 Speaker 5: Well you know it's it's it's amazing, Fred, you know that. 902 00:51:42,640 --> 00:51:43,560 Speaker 5: And I am going to put you. 903 00:51:45,239 --> 00:51:48,040 Speaker 1: To say something. It only take one witnesses to get 904 00:51:48,040 --> 00:51:50,280 Speaker 1: someone convicted, never mind one hundred thousand. 905 00:51:50,560 --> 00:51:54,640 Speaker 5: Right, Well, there you go. So we have a tradition 906 00:51:54,800 --> 00:51:58,160 Speaker 5: here on wrongful conviction, which is my favorite part of 907 00:51:58,200 --> 00:52:00,000 Speaker 5: the show. I think it's everybody's favorite part of the show, 908 00:52:00,719 --> 00:52:03,680 Speaker 5: which is that at the end of the show, which 909 00:52:03,719 --> 00:52:07,560 Speaker 5: is now, I always, of course thank both of you, 910 00:52:09,800 --> 00:52:14,000 Speaker 5: Chris and Fred for being here and sharing your your 911 00:52:14,080 --> 00:52:19,920 Speaker 5: story and your wisdom Chris and experience. So I'm thanking 912 00:52:20,000 --> 00:52:23,120 Speaker 5: you now. And then also at the end of the show, 913 00:52:24,360 --> 00:52:27,760 Speaker 5: the featured part is where I get to stop talking 914 00:52:28,040 --> 00:52:32,520 Speaker 5: and do all the listening. And how this works is 915 00:52:32,719 --> 00:52:35,479 Speaker 5: I just turned the microphone over to you for any 916 00:52:35,560 --> 00:52:39,240 Speaker 5: closing thoughts that you have, if you have any, no pressure, 917 00:52:40,520 --> 00:52:45,360 Speaker 5: but the microphone is yours, so let's start with you. Chris, 918 00:52:46,200 --> 00:52:48,240 Speaker 5: anything any last words. 919 00:52:47,960 --> 00:52:52,520 Speaker 6: Well as always, like it's really fascinating for me to 920 00:52:52,920 --> 00:52:56,680 Speaker 6: listen to Fred and was a real privilege as a 921 00:52:56,719 --> 00:52:59,839 Speaker 6: reporter to get to, you know, spend time with him, 922 00:53:00,120 --> 00:53:02,959 Speaker 6: have work in a place, and have editors that saw 923 00:53:03,000 --> 00:53:08,400 Speaker 6: how important that was to do it. And it's again, 924 00:53:09,320 --> 00:53:14,799 Speaker 6: I think Fred just went through something really awful and 925 00:53:14,960 --> 00:53:18,880 Speaker 6: has these amazing insights about what his experience was. And 926 00:53:19,000 --> 00:53:22,200 Speaker 6: it's not surprising that he drew the kind of support 927 00:53:22,239 --> 00:53:25,200 Speaker 6: to him that he did because again he's able to 928 00:53:25,280 --> 00:53:28,000 Speaker 6: kind of reflect and share. He has a great sense 929 00:53:28,000 --> 00:53:32,600 Speaker 6: of humor, and it's it's kind of brings me back 930 00:53:32,600 --> 00:53:34,640 Speaker 6: to what it was like talking with him over these 931 00:53:34,680 --> 00:53:37,960 Speaker 6: last many months. So happy to be here again. 932 00:53:38,680 --> 00:53:42,320 Speaker 5: Chris Barrell, thank you again for being here on Wrongful Conviction. 933 00:53:42,600 --> 00:53:46,120 Speaker 5: And now over to you Fred for your last words 934 00:53:46,120 --> 00:53:46,919 Speaker 5: and thoughts. 935 00:53:47,160 --> 00:53:51,360 Speaker 1: I want to thank you for the opportunity to speak 936 00:53:51,600 --> 00:53:55,760 Speaker 1: on the podcast, and I want to thank Chris Barell 937 00:53:55,920 --> 00:53:59,560 Speaker 1: for bugging me to do this. I'm just choking, but 938 00:54:00,040 --> 00:54:03,680 Speaker 1: who come to me in the beginning when I first 939 00:54:03,680 --> 00:54:08,120 Speaker 1: got out and presented the opportunity for him to follow 940 00:54:08,160 --> 00:54:12,760 Speaker 1: me and talk about the person's life after the cameras 941 00:54:12,760 --> 00:54:16,640 Speaker 1: go away. I'm sort of glad that he did that 942 00:54:16,920 --> 00:54:20,560 Speaker 1: because it made me stay true to who I was, 943 00:54:20,600 --> 00:54:24,319 Speaker 1: and it made me more focused about my situation and 944 00:54:24,560 --> 00:54:26,680 Speaker 1: at the same time, it brought me out of my shell, 945 00:54:27,280 --> 00:54:30,719 Speaker 1: so to speak, too. And I want to say that 946 00:54:32,560 --> 00:54:36,680 Speaker 1: people sometimes ask me about why am I not bitter 947 00:54:38,080 --> 00:54:43,040 Speaker 1: about my situation. Don't get me wrong, I'm definitely upset 948 00:54:43,040 --> 00:54:45,640 Speaker 1: about what happened to me. But at the same time, 949 00:54:45,719 --> 00:54:49,279 Speaker 1: it's sort of made me aware of who I was 950 00:54:49,360 --> 00:54:51,680 Speaker 1: at that time as a person, and it made me 951 00:54:51,800 --> 00:54:54,399 Speaker 1: change who I was to who I am in right 952 00:54:54,440 --> 00:54:58,200 Speaker 1: now today. And I must say I liked the person 953 00:54:58,920 --> 00:55:02,840 Speaker 1: I become today. I didn't like myself back then, and 954 00:55:02,880 --> 00:55:07,200 Speaker 1: it made me think about those things. So in the 955 00:55:07,239 --> 00:55:11,279 Speaker 1: process of sharing my story with Chris, it sort of 956 00:55:11,719 --> 00:55:14,400 Speaker 1: made me realize that too. So I thank him for 957 00:55:14,440 --> 00:55:19,360 Speaker 1: the opportunity to make me aware of that. And I 958 00:55:19,400 --> 00:55:24,440 Speaker 1: won't thank my attorneys Lisa Kavanaugh and Jeffrey Harris, and 959 00:55:24,719 --> 00:55:28,319 Speaker 1: my attorney who passed away, Emanuel Howard. I want to 960 00:55:28,320 --> 00:55:31,120 Speaker 1: thank all three them for helping me get to where 961 00:55:31,120 --> 00:55:35,760 Speaker 1: I'm at today, and my supporters too, the Debbil's Fred Smiles. 962 00:55:38,160 --> 00:55:41,239 Speaker 1: So many people, so many people help me. I won't 963 00:55:41,280 --> 00:55:42,160 Speaker 1: thank everybody for that. 964 00:55:43,719 --> 00:55:47,120 Speaker 5: Wow. Yeah, it just took me a minute to collect myself, 965 00:55:47,200 --> 00:55:52,600 Speaker 5: but well, once again you've been listening to Wrongful Conviction 966 00:55:53,360 --> 00:55:59,000 Speaker 5: today's episode featuring investigative journalist Chris Barrell and Fred Play, 967 00:55:59,360 --> 00:56:02,560 Speaker 5: exonerated after thirty eight years in prison for a murder 968 00:56:02,600 --> 00:56:05,600 Speaker 5: he didn't commit. Gentlemen, thank you again for being on 969 00:56:05,640 --> 00:56:11,360 Speaker 5: the show. And I look forward to to taking a 970 00:56:11,480 --> 00:56:16,160 Speaker 5: ride through Lowell with the with the music blast and loud, 971 00:56:16,200 --> 00:56:19,000 Speaker 5: I hope with you two guys, and maybe we'll go 972 00:56:19,040 --> 00:56:22,920 Speaker 5: and pick up the dibbles along the way. So and 973 00:56:22,960 --> 00:56:26,760 Speaker 5: that's a and that's a that's a bet. So thanks 974 00:56:26,760 --> 00:56:30,360 Speaker 5: again and we'll keep the conversation moving. 975 00:56:30,520 --> 00:56:33,279 Speaker 1: Thank you, Okay, I appreciate it very much. 976 00:56:33,719 --> 00:56:48,000 Speaker 5: Thanks Fred, don't forget to give us a fantastic review. 977 00:56:48,040 --> 00:56:51,719 Speaker 5: Wherever you get your podcasts, it really helps. And I'm 978 00:56:51,760 --> 00:56:54,399 Speaker 5: a proud donor to the NSIS project, and I really 979 00:56:54,400 --> 00:56:57,520 Speaker 5: hope you'll join me in supporting this very important cause 980 00:56:57,719 --> 00:57:01,800 Speaker 5: and helping to prevent future wrongful convey Go to andisonsproject 981 00:57:01,840 --> 00:57:04,560 Speaker 5: dot org to learn how to donate and get involved. 982 00:57:04,920 --> 00:57:07,440 Speaker 5: I'd like to thank our production team, Connor Hall and 983 00:57:07,560 --> 00:57:10,239 Speaker 5: Kevin Wartis. 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