Speaker 1: We kind of have a big announcement. We are going
Speaker 1: to be on the Today Show.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, so the nine am slot on Thursday, May fourth.
Speaker 2: Check your girls out on the motherfucking Today's Show.
Speaker 1: Okay, definitely also check us out on the Tamron Hall
Speaker 1: Show that's coming out I think May fourteenth, three.
Speaker 2: We will remind you because we're talking about that another episode.
Speaker 2: I had another episode, and we have a live show,
Speaker 2: our first one in New York to jump off this
Speaker 2: new tour is May fifth. Welcome back to Good Mom's
Speaker 2: Bad Choices. I'm Erica and I'm Meila, and you guys,
Speaker 2: you have some special guests in the studio. Yes, this
Speaker 2: is a very special Wednesday because we have some very
Speaker 2: very very very very special guests.
Speaker 1: If you're watching on YouTube, you already know the deal.
Speaker 1: You already know the deal, So make sure you go
Speaker 1: subscribe to your YouTube channel. But i'd like to introduce
Speaker 1: to the show. We're just gonna get straight into it, Okay.
Speaker 1: The most incredible, beautiful, talented, creative, intelligent, best dancer, best drawer,
Speaker 1: best cart wheeler, and what else?
Speaker 2: Best singers, best do it, best impersonators, actresses and best
Speaker 2: travel buddies and dance partners Best Gymnastic Superstar Irene and
Speaker 2: Luna are Mini me. Our children are here. Say hello, girls, Hello,
Speaker 2: introduce yourselves.
Speaker 3: Hello. My name is Luna.
Speaker 2: And who are you?
Speaker 3: And I'm my mother's mini me.
Speaker 2: Who's your mother? You say my name?
Speaker 3: They don't know who they can mamay me?
Speaker 2: Yeah? And who are you? Irine? You're Iri Shane, I'm Iri.
Speaker 2: You're Irine.
Speaker 1: Who's your mama? That's right, girl, wellcome to the show.
Speaker 1: It's been a while you guys haven't been on the
Speaker 1: show in a long time.
Speaker 3: I know that.
Speaker 2: I know. We just threw this at you. We didn't
Speaker 2: really give you any sort of notice. But that's what.
Speaker 1: We want, because that's that's life. Life will just throw you,
Speaker 1: throw throw things at you. You gotta be ready, you
Speaker 1: gotta stay ready.
Speaker 2: Oh, there's just go play. You're not gonna be an actress.
Speaker 2: You're checking yourself out in the in the in the camera.
Speaker 2: Speaking of getting things thrown at you today, Actually we
Speaker 2: just got fresh off the plane from Mexico. We just
Speaker 2: got back from Part to Nobody got back from Sayulita.
Speaker 2: But we had a long journey here. There was a
Speaker 2: protos we had to get out a night early. Unexpectedly,
Speaker 2: we missed our flight because they printed the wrong time
Speaker 2: on our boarding past. I know, crazy, and we said
Speaker 2: in one hour traffic. And now we're here with our
Speaker 2: children because this is mom life. Mom life, So girls,
Speaker 2: life gets thrown at you quickly and you got to adjust.
Speaker 2: So I'm happy that you guys were down to join
Speaker 2: us and join the show and hang out with your moms.
Speaker 2: Can we ask you some questions? Okay, how old are
Speaker 2: you and what are some of your favorite things right now?
Speaker 3: I am eight and my favorite things right now spending
Speaker 3: time with my mama and having fun.
Speaker 2: What kind of things you like to do with your mama.
Speaker 3: Is have my dance with her music music I'd like
Speaker 3: to do.
Speaker 2: Because your mom's the best answer in the world.
Speaker 3: My favorite thing. My favorite things are doing gymnastics and
Speaker 3: hanging out with my mom.
Speaker 2: I like hanging out with you, tuboo.
Speaker 4: What do you like to do when we hang out?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 2: What's your favorite move in gymnastics? Right now? Currently?
Speaker 3: Backcan spring?
Speaker 2: Okay? Well, as you guys know, this is the last
Speaker 2: week of plant medicine April, so of course we'll be
Speaker 2: celebrating our favorite plant and talking. What do you guys,
Speaker 2: what do you think is plant medicine?
Speaker 3: I think plant menace. I think plant medicine is everything
Speaker 3: because it could be anything, because the forest is a pharmacy,
Speaker 3: and it could be anything in the forest could be
Speaker 3: in it.
Speaker 2: Wow. I never heard that the forest is a pharmacy. Wow.
Speaker 2: That was profound. That was deeply profound. The forest is
Speaker 2: a pharmacy. You're right. Wow, you're proud. You should be.
Speaker 2: That's great. Wow that they're me for a loop. Girls,
Speaker 2: We're gonna We're gonna have you guys pull a Tarot
Speaker 2: card for us your mind. Yeah, let's move on.
Speaker 1: Well one, my daughter, my beautiful daughter, just got braces.
Speaker 2: I don't think I'm ready.
Speaker 1: I didn't get to say goodbye to her other teeth
Speaker 1: and was in crisis a little bit.
Speaker 2: Okay, you pull one. I repulled the Queen of Pentacles
Speaker 2: and the King of Cups. Wow, plentiful. I want you
Speaker 2: guys to tell us your interpretation of those cards. Yeah,
Speaker 2: what do you think that is? Irony? What does it
Speaker 2: look like? Explain the card to the people. What do
Speaker 2: you think it means? Just guess? Yeah, it's just like
Speaker 2: an imagination, Like if you had to guess what I
Speaker 2: describe what you're seeing and what you think it means.
Speaker 2: Like who's sitting Is it someone sitting down the holding
Speaker 2: let it tell you a story holding a star? Okay?
Speaker 2: And then what is Do you think that's a man
Speaker 2: or woman girl? True?
Speaker 1: That's that's that's a fact. And what what is her?
Speaker 1: What color is her robe?
Speaker 2: Red? Where does it look like she's at outside? H
Speaker 2: And what about you, Lenna? What does your card look like?
Speaker 3: My card looks like it's he's the king of the
Speaker 3: world and he just owns cups and he has like
Speaker 3: different kind of cups since his name is King of
Speaker 3: King of cups, and I think he loved cups.
Speaker 2: Okay. He has one foot in the water cups. Okay,
Speaker 2: that's that's probably true. He has one foot in the
Speaker 2: water and one foot on his throne, and he is floating.
Speaker 2: And usually water means your emotions and your feelings. And
Speaker 2: it looks like he may be really balanced in both.
Speaker 2: Maybe his foot's not in the water, but he looks balanced.
Speaker 2: And then Queen of Pinnacles, it's usually about money, and
Speaker 2: you know you're like money, honey, money, money, money, money, money.
Speaker 2: These are powerful cards, you guys, because your mother's. You
Speaker 2: guys know that next week your mothers are officially going
Speaker 2: to be authors. Yes, what do you how do you
Speaker 2: feel about that? Okay?
Speaker 1: Why why is it amazing over here over here?
Speaker 3: Because before this is a little podcast, I got bigger
Speaker 3: and bigger and bigger. Now it's amazing your own book,
Speaker 3: your merch merch that I think there should be an
Speaker 3: e merch but me and I should be designing emergin.
Speaker 3: I already designed to I know, I remember what you
Speaker 3: did that I need to have a good mark.
Speaker 1: And then both of us, what would you call your
Speaker 1: merch store if you had your own store, what would
Speaker 1: what would the name of your.
Speaker 3: Our own boot I would call the besties the best is.
Speaker 2: That's cute.
Speaker 3: And then in the store would be like twin outfits
Speaker 3: for each different sizes.
Speaker 1: Just okay, because it's because if we'd had a bestie store,
Speaker 1: you look, we'd have to have different sizes.
Speaker 2: You'd have extra small, I'd have medium to sometimes large.
Speaker 2: We are different sizes. That's the way of the besties.
Speaker 2: The besties are not always the same size. We come
Speaker 2: of varieties. Well, I'm gonna read to you guys what
Speaker 2: your cards meant. Wall you didn't tell us how you
Speaker 2: feel about us becoming authors. Are you gonna be like
Speaker 2: bragging to your friends? Yes, okay, I'm gonna read to you.
Speaker 2: What the cards mean? So ire had a Queen of Pentacles.
Speaker 2: It means nurturing, practical, providing financially, it means a working parent.
Speaker 2: That's crazy. You know what. The cards never lie. The
Speaker 2: Queen of Pentacles is the nurturing mother of the material world.
Speaker 2: At home, she knows her love for others by cooking
Speaker 2: nutritious meals, maintaining a clean and inviting home, and giving
Speaker 2: warm cuddles to those who need it most. She is
Speaker 2: also able to work a full time job mmmm and
Speaker 2: make a financial contribution to the household, often as the
Speaker 2: primary breadwinner. I'm not that's right. She is masterful at
Speaker 2: taking care of the practical needs of work, home, and family,
Speaker 2: while also giving her love and support to those she
Speaker 2: cares about. When the Queen of Pentacles appears in chail reading,
Speaker 2: you are imbiting the ultimate working parent archetype. You care
Speaker 2: for your family and domestic responsibilities while also making a
Speaker 2: living for yourself and creating financial abundance. You can maintain
Speaker 2: a healthy balance between home and work by integrating the
Speaker 2: two and finding your place a flow and alignment. Wow.
Speaker 2: We usually went to the end of the episode. But
Speaker 2: you know what, I love that.
Speaker 1: I love that our child or my our child. I
Speaker 1: love that my child and you know, our daughter has
Speaker 1: pulled that for us because I think that that's like
Speaker 1: a confirmation for us that we're on the right path,
Speaker 1: that we can do this, that we can find balance,
Speaker 1: and that we can You know, you believe in us.
Speaker 2: It's an information. You believe in us. You know why
Speaker 2: we're busy all the time? You get it. Do you
Speaker 2: think we're good moms? Do you think did you were
Speaker 2: you in a dream world? Where'd you go there? Like
Speaker 2: she was in another another space? Baby? Are we good moms?
Speaker 3: Yes?
Speaker 2: That is not asking. Are we good moms? Say yes?
Speaker 2: As I pint here under the table.
Speaker 3: I think they're amazing. Moms are amazing.
Speaker 2: This is a fact period period, okay. The King of
Speaker 2: Cups taro meaning emotionally balanced, compassionate, and diplomatic. It says
Speaker 2: here that the King of Cups represents mastery over the
Speaker 2: realms of emotion, creativity, and the unconscious. When this card
Speaker 2: turns up into charo, reading, you have gained control of
Speaker 2: your feelings and can accept them without allowing them to
Speaker 2: get the better of you, even when it throws you
Speaker 2: a curveball. You can draw on your emotional maturity and
Speaker 2: stability to help you navigate these challenges. You don't let
Speaker 2: things get to you, and you steer clear of the drama,
Speaker 2: instead choosing an emotionally balanced and calm approach. If you're
Speaker 2: being challenged personally, the King of Cups suggests you need
Speaker 2: to remain emotionally mature when faced with negative energy and others.
Speaker 2: Be firm on your personal boundaries, stating what is and
Speaker 2: what is and what is and is not acceptable on
Speaker 2: an emotional level. This king is level handed and in
Speaker 2: control and in control of his emotions. He uses his
Speaker 2: intellect to make smart decisions and does not let other
Speaker 2: circumstances or whims sway him from his central beliefs and morals.
Speaker 2: Stay true to your emotions and feelings and do not
Speaker 2: allow others to steer you off your course. That is
Speaker 2: a word. I like that. I hope you ladies know
Speaker 2: to always stay true to you and your intuition. You
Speaker 2: guys are very smart girls, obviously, and no matter who
Speaker 2: you come in to, you know contact with in your lifetimes.
Speaker 2: Don't ever let anyone take you away from who you
Speaker 2: know that you are exactly because they will come.
Speaker 1: And we hope that we are instilling the confidence in
Speaker 1: you like you instilled the confidence in us to be
Speaker 1: good moms, and so one day you will be good women.
Speaker 1: Good young women without children a long time.
Speaker 2: Will make great choices. Okay, so now we're gonna save
Speaker 2: the rest of this conversation for Patreon. If you want
Speaker 2: to hear an interview with our kids about plant medicine,
Speaker 2: amongst other things, join Patreon to hear the exclusive drops
Speaker 2: with Iri and Luna the minimes of Good Moms.
Speaker 1: Boom boom, boom boom. You know, the kids don't hold back.
Speaker 1: They're honest. I'm scared low ki Hi. So click the
Speaker 1: link in this episode to check out this Patreon miniature
Speaker 1: episode with our miniatures.
Speaker 3: They random people we don't know.
Speaker 2: That's my suspicious tourist. That's a tourist for you.
Speaker 1: That's I got a baby. I'm a scorpio. I understand
Speaker 1: how you feel, well, guys, I definitely want to the
Speaker 1: definitely recommend you go tune into the Patreon because there
Speaker 1: was definitely some interesting answers realizations.
Speaker 2: I've had there. I know I love Ourkade, I really do. Wow,
Speaker 2: we're very lucky they you know, just what you think, like,
Speaker 2: do they get it? They get it, they know what's
Speaker 2: going on. They're like they're in tune with us. They
Speaker 2: really are our children. Well, so now for the rest
Speaker 2: of Plant Medicine, April the last episode. Yeah, it is
Speaker 2: a week before our book comes out. It is a week.
Speaker 1: And you know, I'm just I'm nervous, but I'm excited.
Speaker 1: We kind of have a big announcement. We are going
Speaker 1: to be on the Today Show. Yeah, your bitches are
Speaker 1: going to be on the Today Show. We're gonna try
Speaker 1: really really hard not to say bitches and fuck, we're
Speaker 1: gonna be We can't make we can't let them edit
Speaker 1: us out.
Speaker 2: My nipples will be censored and out and in close
Speaker 2: you hear that. You will be inside for the Today Show. Yeah,
Speaker 2: so the nine am slot on Thursday, May fourth, check
Speaker 2: your girls out on the motherfucking Today's Show, Okay.
Speaker 1: And then definitely also check us out on the Tamron
Speaker 1: Hall show that's coming out I think May fourteenth, which will.
Speaker 2: Remind you because we're talking about that.
Speaker 1: Another episode, an episode but these are the things that
Speaker 1: are happening. These are things that we've manifested, these are
Speaker 1: things that we've invited in, and like, we're so fucking excited,
Speaker 1: also terrified.
Speaker 2: And we have a live show. Our first one in
Speaker 2: New York is on Our first show to jump off
Speaker 2: this new tour is May fifth, and we're gonna be high.
Speaker 2: We're gonna be like lit, like high on life, high
Speaker 2: on the Today Show, high off the book launch, and
Speaker 2: really looking forward to connect with our community. The theme
Speaker 2: of the show is Confessions of a Good Mom, So
Speaker 2: we'll be spilling all the tea, all the behind the
Speaker 2: scenes of the book, and you know, we're gonna come
Speaker 2: kick it chill. It's gonna be Sinkle to Mayo. We're
Speaker 2: gonna drink a little tequila. Damn. I just realized. We
Speaker 2: said we're gonna be classy and not drink tequila. But
Speaker 2: then I realized it's Sinkle to Mayo. Yeah, that's not
Speaker 2: We're gonna drink tequila in flutes flute glasses. Maybe maybe
Speaker 2: not that we're like, maybe now that we're like in
Speaker 2: our mid thirties, we should just just do straight tequila
Speaker 2: with a qubavice in like a garnish. We don't need
Speaker 2: a lot of mixers. Like, we're straight to the point bites,
Speaker 2: twist of orange. Yes, that's the drink. You know. I'm
Speaker 2: just like like like very expensive tequila. That's what we
Speaker 2: need to get, a very fine tequila. Dragonis what the
Speaker 2: fuck is druggon fine tequila and dragoness. Druggoness is like
Speaker 2: dragon balls. There's no balls. Drag dragons, dragon balls, dragon
Speaker 2: balls not to be confused with.
Speaker 1: We're also doing we also have a hotline. So we
Speaker 1: are asking you guys to call in and leave a
Speaker 1: message on our hotline for a chance for your confession
Speaker 1: to be played live at the show. It'll be anonymous.
Speaker 2: Don't worry unless she's wanted to be anonymous. But you can.
Speaker 1: You can confess anything, like from something some fantasy you like,
Speaker 1: just some ship that just isn't popular to say out loud.
Speaker 1: You know, anything goes, So you can call our hotline.
Speaker 1: It's the number is eight one eight two one three
Speaker 1: one two eight seven. Again that is eight eight two
Speaker 1: one three one two eight seven.
Speaker 2: He used to call me on myself.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yep, and I know when that hell I'm playing,
Speaker 1: we would have to play there's so many songs.
Speaker 2: There's so many songs about songs about songs about hotlines.
Speaker 1: I mean, that's what he talks about, songs about hotline.
Speaker 2: I'm silly, already high, but I think I need to
Speaker 2: smoke some more. Light it up, baby, light it up.
Speaker 1: I don't know if you guys heard our last episode
Speaker 1: with Lizzie Jeff shout out to Lizzie.
Speaker 2: I'm actually wearing her shirt right now. Look how cute
Speaker 2: this shirt is, you, guys? I fucking loveless. It's really dope.
Speaker 1: Like if you're watching on our on our on our YouTube,
Speaker 1: then you see this is some flymer's it's I love it.
Speaker 1: But we were talking about this, this amazing giveaway we
Speaker 1: have going right now. So basically you're gonna come to
Speaker 1: Mexico for free. Yeah, that's simple. All you have to
Speaker 1: do is enter the giveaway.
Speaker 2: And so if you're going to buy the book anyway,
Speaker 2: order the book. I know you want to buy it.
Speaker 2: You want to see what's in there. There's some tea,
Speaker 2: and once you buy it, you're entered to win. You
Speaker 2: just turn in your order number and you're entered to
Speaker 2: the raffle to an all expense paid for a trip
Speaker 2: to Mexico for the Good Vibra Tree.
Speaker 1: It's a very tiny, small paid price to pay for
Speaker 1: a free ass trip. And also you're going to gain
Speaker 1: some knowledge in that purchase. You're going to gain some togetherness, community, understanding,
Speaker 1: and entertainment because I think we're pretty fucking funny in
Speaker 1: this book as well. So click the link of this
Speaker 1: episode description. If you already bought the book, you can
Speaker 1: still enter the giveaway to click the link, upload your receipt,
Speaker 1: let us confirm your order and shit, and then you
Speaker 1: are entered to win a free trip to Mexico in
Speaker 1: July at the Good Vibra Tree. We have two dates
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Speaker 1: pay as you want up until the retreat. Every room
Speaker 1: is ocean front. We took over this entire property in Mexico.
Speaker 1: It's fucking gorgeous. You've heard us talk about it. You
Speaker 1: already know the vibes. You've seen the pictures, you know
Speaker 1: the vibes. So just come to the vibes. Bring your vibes.
Speaker 1: We have the weed and many other Damn bitch, let
Speaker 1: me hit that.
Speaker 2: I know, girl, this fucking vanilla Backwoods hit different. I
Speaker 2: hear it.
Speaker 5: Shit, my bad job. I'm over here just smoking my
Speaker 5: backward and it's getting me good.
Speaker 4: Here.
Speaker 2: Let me pass that.
Speaker 1: You know you you introduced me to these vanilla ones
Speaker 1: a few weeks ago, and bitch, I'm addicted.
Speaker 2: It really tastes so good. Girl. It hits different with
Speaker 2: the honey, the vanilla and the honey delicious.
Speaker 1: If you all haven't tried Mila's honey trick with the backwood, bitch,
Speaker 1: what are you doing? And then get the vanilla backwood.
Speaker 1: If there was a little honey, you can even add
Speaker 1: a little lavender whatever your little special mixture of weed is.
Speaker 2: And anyway, and just in general, support your girls. This
Speaker 2: is our first book. We have really poured into this book.
Speaker 2: We've really taken our time. We've really put intimate, intimate,
Speaker 2: intimate personal stories so intimate. I'm scared of shit for
Speaker 2: this ship to come out. And we're really relying on
Speaker 2: our community to help make this the best seller.
Speaker 1: We really are, and you know, we have really poured
Speaker 1: into this community, and I'm gonna just go ahead and say, y'all,
Speaker 1: come on support your girls. We we you know, we
Speaker 1: show up every week. We share our business, we share
Speaker 1: our ship, we share our resources. We just really really
Speaker 1: would appreciate the support in this big moment for us.
Speaker 1: We were so excited to share all that this book
Speaker 1: has to offer you and whoever else you share it with,
Speaker 1: because this book isn't just for mothers, it's for women,
Speaker 1: and it's really a book I swear I wish I
Speaker 1: would have had before I decided to have a kid,
Speaker 1: even just being a young woman and just knowing like
Speaker 1: just being these honest stories that we share, even talk
Speaker 1: sharing some of the stories that our guests have shared,
Speaker 1: and real tools to help you get through these different moments,
Speaker 1: these critical moments in your life where I know, I
Speaker 1: felt lost that I had, I didn't have the resources
Speaker 1: I had, I didn't even know where to begin.
Speaker 2: So honestly, like, this is the book I wish I had.
Speaker 2: If you are if you are pregnant, if you just
Speaker 2: gave birth, if you're early in motherhood, if you may
Speaker 2: be on a verge of a breakup, if you're at
Speaker 2: the very beginning of a breakup. If you feel alone
Speaker 2: in motherhood, if you feel alone in womanhood, if you
Speaker 2: are searching for your tribe, this is the book that
Speaker 2: you need. It's really a book about, you know, finding
Speaker 2: yourself and finding your tribe through that. And it's we
Speaker 2: got really honest. We wrote a diary and then we
Speaker 2: gave it. We handed it over to a publisher, which
Speaker 2: is crazy, but it's personal. It's very personal. And if
Speaker 2: you've been supporting us or you just started listening, please
Speaker 2: please make the small investment and support us. You know,
Speaker 2: not that many people become published authors, definitely not that
Speaker 2: many black women. So this is a huge this is
Speaker 2: my dream. Please support my dream. And Eric is too,
Speaker 2: because it's a big deal. I'm proud of you. I'm
Speaker 2: very proud of you. I'm proud of us. Can't believe
Speaker 2: it's here. I can't.
Speaker 1: I can't It's really here now, bitch, we did it.
Speaker 2: We manifested. How do you feel about that and not
Speaker 2: being able to run?
Speaker 1: I feel like it's a real confirmation or it's a
Speaker 1: real I don't want to say a challenge, but like
Speaker 1: I don't know why, print feels so much more definite,
Speaker 1: Like oh, you're gonna stand on your ship?
Speaker 2: Are you really going to stand on it? Because someone
Speaker 2: can like pull it up and like highlight it.
Speaker 5: Like I'm not.
Speaker 1: We're obviously, like we talk about that, we change at
Speaker 1: the time, and this is a timestamp for who we
Speaker 1: are and who we were when we wrote it, who
Speaker 1: we are right now. I know that there's things in
Speaker 1: this book that I have moved on from even too,
Speaker 1: and the book is really responsible for that, for allowing
Speaker 1: me to move on from these places. And how writing
Speaker 1: is so cathartic, it's so healing, just like audio is,
Speaker 1: just like podcasting is.
Speaker 2: It's been it's been that for me.
Speaker 1: And there's still things in this book that I'm still confronting,
Speaker 1: that I'm still trying to, that I'm still being challenged with,
Speaker 1: and that I'm still learning from, you know, And I'm
Speaker 1: just I feel like the book is really just like.
Speaker 2: I'm coming. It's like you against you, like you'll stay
Speaker 2: on ship? Bit you ready? You said it on page
Speaker 2: forty two.
Speaker 1: It looks as though you said, like you know, and
Speaker 1: and just the idea too, like you said the other
Speaker 1: day that like this book will be will be critiqued,
Speaker 1: will people will write their opinions on it, and as
Speaker 1: someone's opinion of my you know, my account account of
Speaker 1: who I am or what I've experienced or what was
Speaker 1: important to me at this time, feels really vulnerable.
Speaker 2: And I'm an artist and I'm sensitive about my ship.
Speaker 1: In the famous words of the Queen Mother herself, Eric
Speaker 1: Abad that you're ready, I'm ready.
Speaker 2: I ain't got no other choice.
Speaker 1: To be ready, because that's the flights or book. The
Speaker 1: Today shows booked, we booked the We're about to book.
Speaker 1: We booked the makeup artist. You know, it's done. We
Speaker 1: gotta be cute. We got to show up. You know,
Speaker 1: if we're gonna do it, then we're going for motherfucking
Speaker 1: do it. It's in print, if we're going to do
Speaker 1: a print to do.
Speaker 2: It, you know. And so.
Speaker 1: I'm just you know, I've been praying on it and
Speaker 1: just praying to find the right words to say, to
Speaker 1: to get across the message, to impact whoever listens to it,
Speaker 1: to encourage, and you know, I just was like, I
Speaker 1: already have the message. I am the message. I got it,
Speaker 1: you know. And sometimes but I coming up with like
Speaker 1: we were talking about last week, we had our New
Speaker 1: Moon manifestation with Bruna on Zoom with our patrons. It
Speaker 1: was four twenty and we had, you know, a manifestation
Speaker 1: and confidence kept coming up in the reading that she
Speaker 1: gave the group, and it was like having this confidence
Speaker 1: and just like, bitch, you did the work, it's already done.
Speaker 2: Trusting and understanding your worthy because I think that sometimes
Speaker 2: people get it twisted like that.
Speaker 1: You're just you just show up confident in every space
Speaker 1: that you're in, and like, bitch, I'm not confident in
Speaker 1: every space that I'm in, even in the space I
Speaker 1: created sometimes a lot of times and having to kind
Speaker 1: of get out of the way and not I've been
Speaker 1: like literally envisioning us getting getting our makeup done, like
Speaker 1: going on set. There's cameras like everywhere, and the stranger
Speaker 1: bitch is asking me questions and I need to, you know,
Speaker 1: and I want to be able to deliver exactly how
Speaker 1: I feel about this thing that I fucking love so much,
Speaker 1: like and represent for the tribe so fucking hard, you know, and.
Speaker 2: Represent all of us right, you know.
Speaker 1: And I'm excited to do that and I know that
Speaker 1: we have it in us and.
Speaker 2: But I'm but I'd be nervous. I'll be scared too,
Speaker 2: so because I'm human, be scared. Because I'm human. I
Speaker 2: literally have been giving myself pump up talks like you
Speaker 2: got this, You're you got this, so you're built for this.
Speaker 2: I'm made like mad running up the stairs. I was like,
Speaker 2: I was like, do I need to look up synonyms
Speaker 2: for words? Probably? You know my mom's friend. I need
Speaker 2: to stop saying like so much. I know. You know,
Speaker 2: someone told me like four years ago to read more
Speaker 2: books so we could sound smarter than podcast, and I tried,
Speaker 2: but I was like, fuck, have I read it? Have
Speaker 2: I read enough books? Should I read so many books
Speaker 2: in a week now? But for real, I think people.
Speaker 2: I think because we do this, and we do tell
Speaker 2: a lot of our business, and we've grown comfortable telling
Speaker 2: our business on audio because it feels safe in ways.
Speaker 2: But this is a new challenge and a new level
Speaker 2: of vulnerability that we are facing, and you know, we're
Speaker 2: just having to meet ourselves where ourselves are at. And
Speaker 2: I'm I'm not going to say that I'm petrified anymore.
Speaker 2: I'm not claiming that I'm ready. I'm excited. I've done
Speaker 2: the work. We've done the work, and we deserve to
Speaker 2: be here. We put in the work. We deserve to
Speaker 2: be here, and we wouldn't be here if we weren't intelligent,
Speaker 2: if we weren't poised, if we didn't have a message
Speaker 2: that was important. And you know, I just want everybody
Speaker 2: to know that we've prayed over this the entire time.
Speaker 2: You know, everything we do we pray over, and it's
Speaker 2: just like, help us, give us the words, give us
Speaker 2: the energy, give us the give us all the things
Speaker 2: that we need to be able to lift up and
Speaker 2: reach the women that need to hear our message and
Speaker 2: the men, you know. And I think that's why a
Speaker 2: lot of our shit has been successful, because you know,
Speaker 2: where there is a will, there is a way, and
Speaker 2: Spirit is very much guided us, and we're supposed to
Speaker 2: be here. And I just hope that, like on the
Speaker 2: Today Show, on these shows on Taman Hall, like we
Speaker 2: reach the women who need to hear us at that time,
Speaker 2: who need to be like, oh shit, I forgot about myself.
Speaker 2: These little spicy bitches just reminded me at nine am,
Speaker 2: right here on the Today Show. I didn't think that
Speaker 2: would happen. I thought it was my regular routine. But
Speaker 2: now now I get to tap into these girls and
Speaker 2: tap into me because they called me out. And that's
Speaker 2: what I always hope to be for people, just a
Speaker 2: little bit like hey wake up, m hm, so yeah,
Speaker 2: I really help us do that. Tell a friend, buy
Speaker 2: a book for a friend who's going through something or not,
Speaker 2: you know, just like it doesn't matter how old you are,
Speaker 2: no matter of what race you are, do matter if
Speaker 2: your mom or not, Like it's there's important ship in
Speaker 2: this book. So I'm really really really really really excited
Speaker 2: slash nervous but not nervous to share it with the world.
Speaker 2: And I'm really happy I get to do it next
Speaker 2: to you. I don't think I would be able to
Speaker 2: do this this way without you, and and thank you.
Speaker 2: I'm glad I'm doing it with you. I know, listen,
Speaker 2: let me just yeah, I need sport, need emotional sport.
Speaker 2: You're my emotional support person. Oh my god, for real,
Speaker 2: like today like this is like you have no idea
Speaker 2: how many flights we have missed and are the five
Speaker 2: years together over dumb shit, like like been in the
Speaker 2: airport and missed the flight many to many times, Like
Speaker 2: we've missed two flights back to back because we were
Speaker 2: eating Indian food, like only two stupid bitches only two
Speaker 2: fucking hungry bitches. We've missed two flights in a row.
Speaker 2: And the thing is, the beautiful thing is even when
Speaker 2: we're agitated, even when the stakes are high, even with
Speaker 2: shit is like the dumbest mistakes we could have ever made.
Speaker 2: At the end of the day, it's like we find
Speaker 2: laughter in it. We can laugh at ourselves. I know,
Speaker 2: it's absolutely fucking ridiculous, and you know, push forward. And
Speaker 2: we've made a lot of mistakes and not just missing
Speaker 2: flights in the airport, but like just bas bad choices,
Speaker 2: bad choices. But I'm just so grateful that I have
Speaker 2: a friend that is, you know, who gets it that
Speaker 2: life goes on, Life goes on and even if you
Speaker 2: have to, like you know, escape.
Speaker 1: Remind me of that too though all the time, because
Speaker 1: I feel like we both start to spiral and we
Speaker 1: both like have to bring ourselves reel ourselves back in.
Speaker 2: I noticed that, And we spiral differently and perfectly at
Speaker 2: different times. Because sometimes you'd be spiraling and I'm like,
Speaker 2: wholl you're gonna like spiral everybody.
Speaker 5: Like relax, like whoa, whoa bit, We're not gonna die.
Speaker 2: And then sometimes like she's like you need to calm dash.
Speaker 2: I can just I just hear and I'm like, oh wait, wait,
Speaker 2: it's okay. Everything's okay. We've made it this far. I
Speaker 2: can wait twelve minutes in the airport, okay. So yeah,
Speaker 2: it's it's it's really it's really cool to be here
Speaker 2: with my bestie, and I know what I'd want to
Speaker 2: spiral more with. Honestly, when we're at the airport and
Speaker 2: we were in front of me and we're like stomping
Speaker 2: because we were mad, I was like, I was like,
Speaker 2: we staid together. We were like this is stupid. That
Speaker 2: was so stupid, Like.
Speaker 1: We're gonna curse the bitch out that it doesn't even
Speaker 1: work there, Relax her fault.
Speaker 2: She's like, I need to understand. I don't fucking understand.
Speaker 1: I'm keeps We're a lot of times trying private investigation situation.
Speaker 2: Let's just book another flight. Fuck this one thing about
Speaker 2: me and Erica. We are Bonnie and fucking Clyde, right,
Speaker 2: and one person turns up like usually we pull each
Speaker 2: other down. On the way to this trip, we just
Speaker 2: spent on like two trips back to back, so I
Speaker 2: can't remember if this was this trip, but we got
Speaker 2: to the airport at five in the morning. We were
Speaker 2: on a not so great airline and the fucking airlines
Speaker 2: were fucking with this young black girl. First, so we
Speaker 2: just heard somebody like crying a little bit, but we
Speaker 2: couldn't see you see her, like she was behind a pillar,
Speaker 2: but she was talking to some white man. And then
Speaker 2: you know, we're nosy. I was like, who was that crying?
Speaker 2: I could tell she was black. Then she came out
Speaker 2: and she had two kids, one small, she was carrying
Speaker 2: one one year old and like a three year old,
Speaker 2: and you could tell like she was young, like, and
Speaker 2: they were fucking with her, and she was crying, and
Speaker 2: she was like, they won't let me get on the
Speaker 2: flight because they say I don't have his bar certificate
Speaker 2: and I never needed his bar certificate. I don't know
Speaker 2: where it is. One he was one, and they were tripping.
Speaker 2: They were tripping like you don't no, no, baby ain't
Speaker 2: got no, I d no why the baby got id who?
Speaker 2: And she was flying domestic, was on, she was flying international.
Speaker 2: She was going to even then they let you get
Speaker 2: in the baby, our kids and last time the Coasta
Speaker 2: Rica was not Coasta Rica. I'm sorry. Police was tripping.
Speaker 1: They made me have to get a fucking notarized all
Speaker 1: types of shit.
Speaker 2: First of all, we've traveled their kids all the time.
Speaker 2: Neither one of them have our last names, so we
Speaker 2: could be stealing all types of kids kids all over
Speaker 2: the clord. So it was five in the morning. He
Speaker 2: was they were being fucking assholes because the ghetto airlines
Speaker 2: tend to do that, because they they were being assholes.
Speaker 2: Because then he said, all.
Speaker 1: I need is a picture of a birthday party, of
Speaker 1: a birthday party on Instagram. I said, nigga, if you
Speaker 1: just need a birthday party picture, I will make one
Speaker 1: on campus.
Speaker 2: So first we're like, well, I was like, you know,
Speaker 2: my cancer asked. I'm like, should we should we buy
Speaker 2: her ticket? Should we buy it? Because she was saying
Speaker 2: like I only have one hundred dollars and this two
Speaker 2: hundred dollars for the ticket. I was like, girl, I
Speaker 2: was like, that's five in the morning, Like who has
Speaker 2: time for this? So I was like, what do you
Speaker 2: need and she's like I need. I was like, we'll
Speaker 2: pay for it. And then he's like, I'm sorry, there's
Speaker 2: no tickets. I was like, what is the problem. Like,
Speaker 2: we traveled with our kids all the time, and he
Speaker 2: was all dumb and young. We started. I was like
Speaker 2: listening to Erica. They're not about to listen to us,
Speaker 2: and we can't do anything. So we start walking away
Speaker 2: and the guy messages because I said, do you have kids?
Speaker 2: And he said, yeah, I do this. He the damn no,
Speaker 2: goddamn kids. Anyway, I walk I walk away and then
Speaker 2: he must have mumbled something. I was ahead of her
Speaker 2: all I could hear this, but just say what'd you say?
Speaker 2: What you say? Then I start, he can do a
Speaker 2: full one eight. He start going back to the counter,
Speaker 2: my heavy assalungage, and I was like, god, damn, why
Speaker 2: you gotta turn around?
Speaker 3: Now?
Speaker 2: I gotta go turn around. He was trying, he was
Speaker 2: talking shit, So here I go. What do you say?
Speaker 2: What do you say? And I was like, let's just
Speaker 2: walk away. Let's just walk away like adults before we
Speaker 2: get not entring non entried into the air. I literally
Speaker 2: been thinking about this woman all week. I think she
Speaker 2: made it. I hope she made it. Stop fucking with moms,
Speaker 2: stop sucking with black women because you think that you can, yeah,
Speaker 2: you know, like I felt like he was taking it.
Speaker 2: Here he was he was because if that was like
Speaker 2: some white woman with an infant. He would have never
Speaker 2: done that shit ever. And here's a person of color anyway,
Speaker 2: I know, just gives you a personal color. Don't mean
Speaker 2: that anyway. If you see us in the airport or anywhere,
Speaker 2: if your mom, we might ride for you too.
Speaker 1: But don't expect us to pay for your airline ticket.
Speaker 1: And all the time, that was a special situation.
Speaker 2: Bitch. Don't be coming to the dms. Don't be coming
Speaker 2: the DMS with your gofundy girl. Don't do that, please,
Speaker 2: There'll be a scammers. There are scammers, mom, scammer mom.
Speaker 2: The scammers ruin it for everyone, everyone that actually needs help.
Speaker 2: Because we got scammed already one time by a bitch
Speaker 2: in our DMS. Remember we bought her diapers and shit,
Speaker 2: you can't give me in the DMS. My old cancer asked.
Speaker 1: I'd be like, I just I think I sent her
Speaker 1: diapers to toys or rust or some shit.
Speaker 2: Oh my god, you did pick up I remember that.
Speaker 1: And then it got weird and it was like another
Speaker 1: account started messaging me, but there was the same baby.
Speaker 2: Yeah, they weren't good at covering up their tracks.
Speaker 1: And I was like, this shit is a scam and
Speaker 1: now I believe no one so Scorpio.
Speaker 2: Anyway, We've had a great trip. Guys. We smoked a
Speaker 2: lot of weed. Oh in Mexico, we did to mescal
Speaker 2: ceremony intense. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I don't know if anyone's ever done a mescal. It
Speaker 1: is an amazing experience. It's very you can need to
Speaker 1: mentally prepare for it. But I'm excited to bring it
Speaker 1: to the tree and bring it to the group because
Speaker 1: I feel like it was immensely like cathartic and like ancestral,
Speaker 1: and it was very like no matter where you're from,
Speaker 1: whether you are from Mexico or not, like there's something
Speaker 1: ancestral about it.
Speaker 2: That was just like indigenous.
Speaker 1: Primal and Memla did not prepare well for this experience
Speaker 1: at all. I really, we really did not. We were
Speaker 1: like on the fence and before we're going to do it,
Speaker 1: and then we're like, we have to do it.
Speaker 2: We have to experience this. Somebody had DMed this like, oh,
Speaker 2: you're you're in Sailita, you need to go to the
Speaker 2: place that has fried cheese as a tortilla, like go
Speaker 2: get a burrito, but that there's no tortilla, it's fried cheese.
Speaker 2: So we went to the fried cheese burrito spot before
Speaker 2: going to the fat Lodge, which was probably not a
Speaker 2: good idea, but I was so bloated. I after write
Speaker 2: those tacos, I was so bloated.
Speaker 1: And then we got into so basically the tmescal without
Speaker 1: giving so much away, and you can look it up,
Speaker 1: but you really.
Speaker 2: Should come and experience at the retreat.
Speaker 1: It's definitely going to be an experience. The ceremony would
Speaker 1: do it. I'm really excited about it. They burn these
Speaker 1: they burn this fire and they have stones in these fires,
Speaker 1: and it represents the great great great grandmothers and justine femininity,
Speaker 1: and they have this clay hut and you get inside
Speaker 1: of it. They do this as with communities, like as
Speaker 1: a community as well. But we it was just me
Speaker 1: and Mila, thank god, because the bitch was sprawled the
Speaker 1: fuck out. And then they bring in the and then
Speaker 1: they bring in the stones. Every they do this beautiful
Speaker 1: ceremony inside of well.
Speaker 2: First they light the they light the stones in the
Speaker 2: fire for amount of time, it seems like a long
Speaker 2: ass time. The fire represents the masculine, so it's the
Speaker 2: great grand others on the fire, the masculine grandfathers, the
Speaker 2: Grandfather's meeting again, so they're like heating them up. And
Speaker 2: then we pulled cards and then you know, we did
Speaker 2: a little ceremony, did some rape rape and then we
Speaker 2: go inside this little clay hut and in the center
Speaker 2: they put the rocks that have been on the fire,
Speaker 2: and then they start pouring water over them. Well then
Speaker 2: and then they close the hut.
Speaker 1: They close the hut, so it's pitch black, like not
Speaker 1: a wink of light except for the embers of the fire,
Speaker 1: and that.
Speaker 2: Goes away because they start putting water on them. And
Speaker 2: then it starts getting hot, slowly getting hot in there,
Speaker 2: and they put like herbs that you know are like
Speaker 2: there've remedies for the herbs. Yeah, hot is an understatement.
Speaker 1: And the whole point of the ceremony is to help
Speaker 1: release like these are like it's a it's a ceremony
Speaker 1: of release, releasing anything that you don't want no longer
Speaker 1: want to hold on to in your life, attachments, relationships,
Speaker 1: and also like replenishing yourself with the things that you want,
Speaker 1: because at the end of this ceremony, you get replenished,
Speaker 1: and it's like inviting in the things that you want
Speaker 1: to replace those things that you released.
Speaker 2: And.
Speaker 1: I didn't think I was gonna make it, and then
Speaker 1: I'm so glad I did, and and and some people don't,
Speaker 1: like some people need to leave the to mescal, but
Speaker 1: it was so my experience in it, It was the
Speaker 1: most intense experience I think I've ever had in that
Speaker 1: kind of realm, like whether it's like heat or release
Speaker 1: like screaming using my voice like or mushrooms or even LSD,
Speaker 1: like it felt like a true remembrance of my like
Speaker 1: the first beginning of my lineage. Well that's what it
Speaker 1: felt like. It felt like a remembrance. And then I
Speaker 1: felt like this really intense sadness because you know, I'm
Speaker 1: my family's from Mexico on my mom's side, and like
Speaker 1: we don't really have a lot of our true we
Speaker 1: didn't really bring a lot of our traditions back to us.
Speaker 1: But I know it's it's crazy when you are so
Speaker 1: that's how detached I am from you know that part
Speaker 1: of me. They I know the language, I know the food,
Speaker 1: but like they're there's a richness in tradition that I
Speaker 1: have no idea is cellularly in my DNA. And so
Speaker 1: when I was in there and I was experiencing that.
Speaker 1: I was reminded of it, and like it was almost
Speaker 1: like a calling of like why did you leave us?
Speaker 2: How did you come back? Come back?
Speaker 1: And I've been feeling that pole, I've been feeling that
Speaker 1: pole energetically, but being there in on the land experiencing
Speaker 1: this ritual that I'm sure many of my ancestors before
Speaker 1: me have experienced, and that's what I felt too, was
Speaker 1: it was profound and it was intense, Like I don't
Speaker 1: know how to process it all the way.
Speaker 2: It's definitely ancestral, you know, there's definitely it's very it's
Speaker 2: very speaking to the like your ancestors, and you know,
Speaker 2: it's symbolic of going into the womb because it's dark
Speaker 2: and it's and it's hot, and there are a lot
Speaker 2: of times you were in fact and fetal position because
Speaker 2: it's intense, and there's doors that you go through, so
Speaker 2: it continues to get hotter and hotter until like the
Speaker 2: third the fourth door. It's like a ninety minute session.
Speaker 2: So I definitely thought I was gonna have to get
Speaker 2: the fuck out of there. But I'm happy I held
Speaker 2: on to the end. You know, I mentioned this to you,
Speaker 2: but I felt my ancestors and then they're singing and
Speaker 2: it's a dome shape so it's echoing and have these
Speaker 2: huge like horns and drums.
Speaker 1: And activation of sound in your body is what is
Speaker 1: awakening that feeling that ancestral that connection.
Speaker 2: It's literally awakening it and shaking it up, Like hey,
Speaker 2: the vibrations are that that stuff lives in you. That
Speaker 2: like it lives in your body. So like your ancestors
Speaker 2: a song, they sang a place they've been like instrument,
Speaker 2: and it's like it's a tool that's coming out of you,
Speaker 2: you know, but I did. I felt, you know, this
Speaker 2: is a really big time for us, Like you know,
Speaker 2: we're going through an immense transition and like we just
Speaker 2: talked that it's super vulnerable. They're gonna be people who
Speaker 2: are not pleased with like the contents of you know,
Speaker 2: the book. But it's like a true releasing and a
Speaker 2: true like it's a ceremony for us. And I felt
Speaker 2: deep acceptance and happiness from our ancestors, just like there
Speaker 2: was times was just beaming like smiling and this hot
Speaker 2: ass clay pot because I felt them hugging me. I've
Speaker 2: I've literally felt the embrace. I felt like I'm proud
Speaker 2: of you. I felt like you're on the right path.
Speaker 2: I felt like you're protected and we're guiding you and
Speaker 2: this is not by chance, and I'm happy that you're here.
Speaker 2: You know, like I deeply felt embraced by the unknown
Speaker 2: and it was really special.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like again, what that like boot confidence boost
Speaker 1: that you that like it's necessary remembrance and like a
Speaker 1: reminder that you.
Speaker 2: And it's like, this is plant medicine, April, And obviously
Speaker 2: we're talking about like the obvious plant medicines. But I
Speaker 2: think people underestimate. I think people underestimate the the the realms,
Speaker 2: and you can unlock and the spiritual depths you can
Speaker 2: unlock just by being present with the earth and present
Speaker 2: with like in in your nudity and present with like
Speaker 2: barefoot in like just roaming freely and just being you're
Speaker 2: the primalness of screaming of of you know, like just
Speaker 2: releasing this, uh, this made up world that we've we've
Speaker 2: domesticated and been inducted to, you know, like just releasing that.
Speaker 2: Like just like Lena said, you know, the what is
Speaker 2: the pharmacy of the forest. The forest is the pharmacy,
Speaker 2: you know, and it's sometimes just going back to the roots,
Speaker 2: your roots, and that's just nature, nature and elements, the elements,
Speaker 2: the elements. And then you know, before we went into
Speaker 2: the Ta mescal, we we uh we what do we
Speaker 2: pray to them? We prayed to the elements. And it's
Speaker 2: just the most basic form of plant medicine, just being
Speaker 2: aware of them and saying, hi, Hi, I'm a part
Speaker 2: of you and you're a part of me, and I
Speaker 2: appreciate you for existing because we're all ecosystem. And it
Speaker 2: doesn't really require that you do some big thing all
Speaker 2: the time, like take mushrooms or LSD or you know
Speaker 2: the thing, you know, whatever. If you're not someone who gets,
Speaker 2: you know, wants to be like ingest anything.
Speaker 1: No, you can just burn some wood and sit in
Speaker 1: a clayp and sweat it out. There's so many different
Speaker 1: ways plant medicine shows up people's lives, you know. And
Speaker 1: I thought about that, like that experience was supported by
Speaker 1: plant medicine as well, because it's using every like it's.
Speaker 2: Using all the elements that we have. The energy, the
Speaker 2: energy of the elements that create life, which are plants,
Speaker 2: which are us, and then the herbs and they're they're toxifying,
Speaker 2: detoxifying us through our skin, and even after they've nourished
Speaker 2: us with like cacaw water and and and fruit, you know,
Speaker 2: and like fruit is a plant medicine, and you know,
Speaker 2: we underestimate the basics. So that was like, yeah, it's
Speaker 2: profound and right on time, and I really needed that,
Speaker 2: like that hug from my ancestors. And right before this,
Speaker 2: York I got really high one night and I was like,
Speaker 2: you're talking real deep shit. And I was like, what
Speaker 2: if we were in a line. What if all of
Speaker 2: our ancestors just stood in the line and we can
Speaker 2: just walk through and see how we look like them
Speaker 2: on each side, and then we start thinking about it
Speaker 2: and they're like, oh shit, And I was like, oh no.
Speaker 2: I was like, willing have to step past a few
Speaker 2: people before we don't know anybody. Yeah, I was like,
Speaker 2: before you and stops looking familiar. Yeah, no, they might.
Speaker 2: They might look familiar, but you don't know that. And
Speaker 2: I was like we start getting like really deep, like
Speaker 2: oh shit, this is crazy, it's true. Think about that. Yeah,
Speaker 2: like if you could line up all your ancestors and
Speaker 2: just walk down And she was like like me as
Speaker 2: a caveman, Yeah, I was like a cave woman. I'm
Speaker 2: a caveman or who knows what I am. But you
Speaker 2: are like an evolution. It's like an evolution of like
Speaker 2: the people before you that like came of you. Oh,
Speaker 2: that's what we think we're talking about, like like the
Speaker 2: fucking all the mystics of the land, like like the
Speaker 2: pyramids had. What is it to try for me to
Speaker 2: try and me to triangle?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 2: I remember we're talking about like we do some really
Speaker 2: tough people to make it this far? Like why can't
Speaker 2: we fly over that? We can't fly over Antarctica? Why
Speaker 2: what's happening? Why they're lying to us the world flat?
Speaker 1: We can't go to North Pole? Why is there a flat?
Speaker 1: If this must be flat, I don't see it, and
Speaker 1: I don't see a curve.
Speaker 2: Why can't you take a flat straight through? Why are
Speaker 2: the fly the flight passed wrong? Are we the bugs
Speaker 2: to something else that's bigger? These are high conversations.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, based on the stories is none of
Speaker 1: the ship ever doesn't None of this ship really matters.
Speaker 1: So just do whatever the fuck you want to do, honestly,
Speaker 1: you know, you know, do live your life all the
Speaker 1: way to the maximum. Fullest, like run the ship dry,
Speaker 1: go for it, because.
Speaker 2: Fuck it, what do you have to lose? We literally
Speaker 2: only live in this time, in this space, in this moment.
Speaker 1: It's not this, it's this is not your your lifetime
Speaker 1: to play it small, you know, like this is not
Speaker 1: the lifetime. You know, you don't just give up and
Speaker 1: say fuck it. You know, I'm going to just accept
Speaker 1: where I'm at. I'm going to just continue to be
Speaker 1: the complacent. I'm going to just do hate what I
Speaker 1: do for work.
Speaker 2: Living anyway, you know, because because what else am I
Speaker 2: going to do.
Speaker 1: I'm not going to like do not going to just
Speaker 1: you know, stay on yourself. Yeah, bet on yourself. You
Speaker 1: can you can choose the person you want to show
Speaker 1: up as every day. You have a new opportunity every
Speaker 1: fucking day, every fucking day.
Speaker 2: Oh that's what you're also saying.
Speaker 1: You're like, every breath, every breath is a new a
Speaker 1: new birth, new birth, every but you know where I
Speaker 1: got them, And it's like it's true, every breath is
Speaker 1: your birth.
Speaker 2: Again, you have you can be a new person, like
Speaker 2: you could make new choices every single breath, and that
Speaker 2: is profound, Like who the fuck made us so attached
Speaker 2: to time, time, to what happened five minutes ago or
Speaker 2: twenty minutes ago. I mean, it would be createdized if
Speaker 2: I was like, fuck you, bitch, what I love you?
Speaker 2: I love you? Just kidding. I mean that we probably
Speaker 2: it could work out. But but just overall, like who
Speaker 2: made us attached to these things that are not truly
Speaker 2: attached to us? So let that shit go. Mm hmmm
Speaker 2: take a few breasts with us.
Speaker 4: Mmm mm hmmm mmmm.
Speaker 2: Oh my hi, I just got so much better. You
Speaker 2: know what that does, Like, go make my high better?
Speaker 2: That goes makes the high much better. Wow, it's like
Speaker 2: smoke and moan. Bactivate mmm, that sounds good. Anyway, y'all,
Speaker 2: we love you.
Speaker 1: We got to get out of here because, as you saw,
Speaker 1: we had our kids here and they're still here waiting
Speaker 1: for us to be done.
Speaker 2: And it's been a long ass motherfucking days. It feels
Speaker 2: very nostalgic. Feels like the old days we used recorded
Speaker 2: night yeah, and we were like we had very little
Speaker 2: gas in our tank. But that's when we tell the
Speaker 2: most truths. We're surviving off of weed and aired vegetables,
Speaker 2: so many sautepe vegetables we eat so many vegetarian taco.
Speaker 2: We did the Thai food. Welcome to the Valley.
Speaker 1: Oh well, we'll catch you guys next week. We'll catch
Speaker 1: you guys on tour.
Speaker 2: Oh what we did? Affirmation? Oh shit, I have one? Okay,
Speaker 2: what is it? Is it from the discord? Oh? Yep,
Speaker 2: it is if you are in our discord. If you're
Speaker 2: a Patreon member, you're in the discord, which means you're
Speaker 2: basically in the group chat. It's a big tribe chat.
Speaker 2: It's literally the ultimate tribe chat. We're talking all day
Speaker 2: long in there, and we have a tab for affirmations.
Speaker 2: So come in the tribe chat. Give us your affirmations,
Speaker 2: give us your hories and we'll read them on the show.
Speaker 2: Give us, give us everything, everything you got everything? Okay.
Speaker 1: Today's affirmation is I am open to the possibility of
Speaker 1: everything working out better than I can imagine. I am
Speaker 1: open to the possibility of everything working.
Speaker 2: Out better than I imagined. Mmm. I'm here for that.
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Speaker 4: Love you, love you, bye bye yeah So record
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