WEBVTT - The Name Game with Danielle Bradbery 0:00:01.920 --> 0:00:07.640 Wind down with Janet Kramer an I'm Heeart radio podcast, Like, 0:00:07.720 --> 0:00:13.000 does it really take you that much longer to wash 0:00:13.240 --> 0:00:13.760 your hair? 0:00:14.120 --> 0:00:17.840 No, you don't want no time out. I don't want 0:00:17.880 --> 0:00:21.120 to hear it. Catherine. It does not take you that 0:00:21.280 --> 0:00:23.440 long to straighten your hair. 0:00:24.880 --> 0:00:26.159 No, it does not. 0:00:27.360 --> 0:00:29.400 It does not an hour. 0:00:30.160 --> 0:00:31.120 No, it doesn't. 0:00:31.240 --> 0:00:33.519 I kind of wind down tour. It maybe took me 0:00:33.560 --> 0:00:34.280 fifteen minutes. 0:00:34.479 --> 0:00:37.559 It was already straightened by the people have the hair straightened. 0:00:38.800 --> 0:00:41.240 Does it take that long to blow dry your hair? 0:00:41.280 --> 0:00:43.760 It takes them an hour. It takes them an hour 0:00:44.200 --> 0:00:45.600 because the clock. 0:00:47.760 --> 0:00:51.720 No, we're doing I'm doing your hair in Los Angeles, 0:00:52.360 --> 0:00:54.360 and I will show you I should have scheduled to 0:00:54.400 --> 0:00:57.760 blow No, but I'm but go ahead back to go back, 0:00:57.800 --> 0:01:00.720 and were curious, we should let every one in. Okay, 0:01:00.760 --> 0:01:04.840 Hannah is beautiful and wonderful. And when we popped on, 0:01:05.480 --> 0:01:10.119 Janna said, I said, in the nicest way possible, you 0:01:10.160 --> 0:01:13.840 look like a mom right now, because she's a new mom. 0:01:13.920 --> 0:01:15.360 So she's got the messy hair. 0:01:15.200 --> 0:01:17.800 Baudy preface with it. Don't take this the wrong way. 0:01:17.959 --> 0:01:19.959 Yeah, but I was like, Oh, she's a mom now, 0:01:20.880 --> 0:01:22.880 I love it. She's got a. She earned her little 0:01:22.880 --> 0:01:27.160 messy bun. She's so nice, and I said, I keep 0:01:27.200 --> 0:01:29.240 saying every night, Tonight's the night I'm going to wash 0:01:29.240 --> 0:01:30.920 my hair. And then by the time I hit the shower, 0:01:31.040 --> 0:01:33.039 I'm like, forget this. I want it to be quick 0:01:33.080 --> 0:01:33.920 and I want to go to bed. 0:01:34.520 --> 0:01:36.440 But how much longer does it take for you to 0:01:36.640 --> 0:01:37.160 wash your hair? 0:01:37.240 --> 0:01:40.959 It's actually not long and it feels her it's is 0:01:40.959 --> 0:01:43.600 it the good? It just feels so good when I do. 0:01:43.640 --> 0:01:46.600 It's what I'm wondering. Well, here's what I'm realizing at 0:01:46.600 --> 0:01:49.760 the time. I obviously can't speak because I throw my 0:01:49.800 --> 0:01:52.279 hair in a bun after I do nothing, I'm putting 0:01:52.440 --> 0:01:53.040 stuff in it. 0:01:53.080 --> 0:01:54.920 You don't even have I know. I know this because 0:01:54.960 --> 0:01:58.880 every time we travel together and I'm like, I'm like 0:01:59.000 --> 0:02:00.680 whene were time traveling, I'm I do a brush and 0:02:00.680 --> 0:02:02.040 She's like, no, like Ien a. 0:02:01.960 --> 0:02:04.560 Brush, brush hair every now and then. 0:02:04.600 --> 0:02:06.560 I don't need to you don't need to use cute hair. 0:02:06.960 --> 0:02:09.560 Well no, but my point is is I'm giving you 0:02:09.560 --> 0:02:10.400 you probably have. 0:02:10.400 --> 0:02:12.119 To do more with your hair when not get out 0:02:12.160 --> 0:02:15.240 with okay, Well, then you get no excuse. I truly don't. 0:02:15.280 --> 0:02:18.560 It's just dirty I personally just like, don't like the 0:02:18.720 --> 0:02:22.120 I just it takes so much effort, even though it 0:02:22.160 --> 0:02:24.440 takes an extra five minutes, And. 0:02:24.560 --> 0:02:27.560 In my mind I thought, maybe it does take people 0:02:27.600 --> 0:02:29.919 longer to do. I'm being genuine because there's so many 0:02:29.960 --> 0:02:31.440 people are like, it's it's. 0:02:31.280 --> 0:02:34.240 The night to wash my hair, and I'm like, yeah, no, 0:02:34.280 --> 0:02:35.880 it's not that. Am I doing something wrong. 0:02:35.919 --> 0:02:37.160 I'm just tired, I think. 0:02:37.440 --> 0:02:38.079 I mean, that's fair. 0:02:38.160 --> 0:02:39.440 I'm like, I don't want to brush it. I just 0:02:39.480 --> 0:02:40.120 want to burn it. 0:02:40.200 --> 0:02:40.799 Hair looks great. 0:02:40.880 --> 0:02:42.280 So I'm not coming down on you, but I was 0:02:42.320 --> 0:02:44.440 just I was totally just curious. But then I realized 0:02:44.480 --> 0:02:46.560 a lot of people will like blow dry and straighten 0:02:46.600 --> 0:02:48.440 and do all that. If I had to do that 0:02:48.480 --> 0:02:49.839 every time, I would never wash my hair. 0:02:50.000 --> 0:02:53.560 So yeah, I wash my hair now maybe maybe, oh 0:02:54.160 --> 0:02:56.560 at least once a week. I washed my hair because 0:02:56.639 --> 0:02:58.320 I used to wash it every day and then it 0:02:58.360 --> 0:03:00.320 was so greasy and so that I got on them 0:03:00.320 --> 0:03:03.519 where I didn't. And then now it's like, fine, yeah, 0:03:03.680 --> 0:03:05.760 you're not supposed to wash it every day. Now do 0:03:05.800 --> 0:03:09.320 you know that you're also not supposed to bathe soap 0:03:09.400 --> 0:03:13.120 every day either. I can't do that it's impossible. Yeah, 0:03:13.240 --> 0:03:16.000 there was something you have softer skin if you don't 0:03:16.120 --> 0:03:18.080 use soap. I saw it on like a meme the other. 0:03:18.040 --> 0:03:19.320 Day, taking. 0:03:21.760 --> 0:03:22.720 I mean, but do you know what I mean, like 0:03:22.760 --> 0:03:24.600 one of those things that were going. 0:03:24.520 --> 0:03:26.840 Out to be pretty sure we just strip all the 0:03:26.880 --> 0:03:28.560 moisture out of our skin when we do. 0:03:28.760 --> 0:03:32.400 But I can't not wash my body either. But anyway, 0:03:32.680 --> 0:03:37.800 we have the country that was you pinned something when 0:03:37.800 --> 0:03:39.160 we were on the phone the other day. Okay, I 0:03:39.160 --> 0:03:42.200 have a mini pin and a pin. Oh, my let's 0:03:42.480 --> 0:03:45.640 minipin it. Minipin is quick. Okay. I just want to 0:03:45.640 --> 0:03:47.480 make sure that I have a public apology out to 0:03:47.520 --> 0:03:50.920 you for insulting Jack Russell. Oh, because I need my 0:03:51.000 --> 0:03:52.560 daughter Lion, and I just want to make sure that 0:03:53.000 --> 0:03:57.600 very or people being mean. No, but I thought about 0:03:57.600 --> 0:03:59.360 it afterwards, and I was like, I came down on 0:03:59.440 --> 0:04:02.080 Jack Russell, and I've got a daughter named Lyan. Jack's 0:04:02.480 --> 0:04:03.240 was going to be the name. 0:04:03.320 --> 0:04:06.360 Still loving Jack's. It's unfortunate it is Jack Russell. 0:04:06.440 --> 0:04:06.640 Okay. 0:04:06.640 --> 0:04:09.160 I just want to make sure everyone knows I named 0:04:09.160 --> 0:04:12.120 my daughter an animal. You could name your son an animal. 0:04:12.600 --> 0:04:16.039 So many people the wedding of Jax Russell and Lion 0:04:16.120 --> 0:04:17.520 Lockhart would be incredible. 0:04:19.040 --> 0:04:19.560 It would be a. 0:04:20.400 --> 0:04:22.120 Friends without telling me your best friends. 0:04:22.480 --> 0:04:27.880 Jackson, I know, but we we have officially we officially 0:04:27.880 --> 0:04:30.279 officially officially have a name now and the middle is 0:04:30.320 --> 0:04:34.080 it the our name is R j R. 0:04:36.400 --> 0:04:37.320 I know the last one. 0:04:37.640 --> 0:04:41.480 Yeah, we changed the middle for something like a personal. 0:04:42.200 --> 0:04:42.920 Do we get to know her? 0:04:42.960 --> 0:04:43.520 Is it a surprise? 0:04:43.680 --> 0:04:44.039 I don't know. 0:04:44.040 --> 0:04:44.799 What do you guys think? 0:04:45.760 --> 0:04:46.000 Well? 0:04:46.520 --> 0:04:49.160 Do we need everyone? I don't know, like how like 0:04:49.320 --> 0:04:51.200 because most people, well, I don't know, because I know 0:04:51.320 --> 0:04:55.400 I'm Sydney Jesse's sister. They already knew the name, like 0:04:55.440 --> 0:04:57.839 they had like the had the baby shower, which I 0:04:57.880 --> 0:04:59.560 was so sick and I was like trying to like 0:04:59.640 --> 0:05:01.600 hide in the photos. I was just like kind of 0:05:01.640 --> 0:05:04.440 starting to show, but also like one devilment. I'm like, 0:05:04.480 --> 0:05:08.279 I'm not here. I feel like should felt bad, but 0:05:08.880 --> 0:05:12.120 so like they had Sonny already picked out. So I 0:05:12.120 --> 0:05:14.320 don't know, Like, do you it's up to you? Do 0:05:14.360 --> 0:05:14.920 you hold it? 0:05:15.000 --> 0:05:15.320 Do you? 0:05:15.800 --> 0:05:18.720 I would love for you to hold it. I don't 0:05:18.720 --> 0:05:21.760 think that is in the cards for what I've always held. 0:05:22.440 --> 0:05:24.080 Here's what I did too. 0:05:23.520 --> 0:05:26.760 If you don't want to hear people's you're going to 0:05:26.800 --> 0:05:28.560 get people that are actually going to come to you 0:05:28.600 --> 0:05:29.839 and be like, why would you name your kid that 0:05:29.960 --> 0:05:32.160 you know, which is terrible. You can't imagine people doing that, 0:05:32.200 --> 0:05:34.200 but they'll do it. So if you don't want a second, 0:05:34.240 --> 0:05:36.000 guess yourself because people have an opinion. 0:05:36.080 --> 0:05:37.880 I love all the names you've come up with. Jack's 0:05:37.920 --> 0:05:40.640 was just when I was like, dang it, it's unfortunately. 0:05:40.680 --> 0:05:43.320 I love Jack. Oh, I love it so much, but 0:05:43.360 --> 0:05:48.839 I just it's just Jack's Jax Russell, Jax Russell. 0:05:49.160 --> 0:05:50.839 I still try it on, so I. 0:05:52.400 --> 0:05:54.159 Know, but I just there was a piece of me 0:05:54.200 --> 0:05:55.920 that I'm like, well, what if I change my mind? 0:05:56.279 --> 0:05:58.720 But I don't know, because every time we've had a name, 0:05:58.800 --> 0:06:01.479 it's always gone back to the art name, the our name. 0:06:01.480 --> 0:06:03.480 We know, the our name, y'all know. I love that. 0:06:03.520 --> 0:06:06.000 You could have like a Kylie situation where you name it. 0:06:06.000 --> 0:06:06.880 Oh, like, was it wolf? 0:06:07.000 --> 0:06:08.920 So they named him wolf? Never called him Wolf a 0:06:09.000 --> 0:06:11.800 day like ever, and then like yeah, I don't know. 0:06:11.880 --> 0:06:12.640 Six months nine. 0:06:12.560 --> 0:06:15.119 Months later they're like, actually his name is Air or whatever. 0:06:15.120 --> 0:06:17.320 I see this Air is it Air? 0:06:17.440 --> 0:06:17.600 Yeah? 0:06:17.839 --> 0:06:20.120 She's kind of pretty like that. I like it. The 0:06:21.520 --> 0:06:23.640 people that said, I have to see the baby for me, 0:06:23.880 --> 0:06:26.720 Like I had to go in knowing what the name was, 0:06:27.120 --> 0:06:29.000 because when it's like, okay, well know when we know 0:06:29.040 --> 0:06:30.720 when we see it, But then I'm like, I don't know. 0:06:30.720 --> 0:06:32.920 What, Like I don't know, that's not me. 0:06:33.080 --> 0:06:33.760 Who are you a kid? 0:06:34.880 --> 0:06:35.599 Who do you want to be? 0:06:35.720 --> 0:06:35.800 Like? 0:06:35.800 --> 0:06:38.160 They can't I don't know. I had to meet them. See, 0:06:38.160 --> 0:06:40.960 that's just not my personality. That's not yours either, No, 0:06:41.200 --> 0:06:41.760 not at all. 0:06:42.000 --> 0:06:44.080 But like we knew, you had to make sure that 0:06:44.080 --> 0:06:45.599 that kid looked like a lion. 0:06:46.279 --> 0:06:48.640 Well for lion, especially because I already knew it. 0:06:48.640 --> 0:06:50.800 Like what does lion look like? 0:06:50.920 --> 0:06:52.880 Though well I already knew it lion looked like because 0:06:53.480 --> 0:06:56.000 me lion, remember, but she wouldn't have been lion maybe 0:06:56.080 --> 0:06:58.680 if she didn't match that. God showed her a picture 0:06:58.720 --> 0:06:59.839 baby and the baby and. 0:07:00.000 --> 0:07:01.240 I feel like I don't know the story. 0:07:01.279 --> 0:07:04.360 Well that's pretty crucial for me. We can catch up later. 0:07:04.600 --> 0:07:07.080 You didn't tell me. I'm pretty sure you skipped over. 0:07:08.320 --> 0:07:13.000 Okay, he she was bitch facing That was so bad. 0:07:13.560 --> 0:07:16.200 So someone said, I was like, I wish I knew 0:07:16.200 --> 0:07:18.760 what I was thinking because I was thinking nothing negative 0:07:18.800 --> 0:07:20.280 that podcast at all I wasn't. 0:07:20.320 --> 0:07:21.600 It was with what's her face? 0:07:22.360 --> 0:07:24.320 It was it's when I talk, you stare at me. 0:07:25.560 --> 0:07:27.400 I need too though, I feel like I need to 0:07:27.440 --> 0:07:30.080 really work on it. Okay, but anyways, you have to 0:07:30.160 --> 0:07:33.360 be the one to like see, yeah, I think. Yeah. 0:07:33.640 --> 0:07:37.400 It's like I remember for Lead for Love, Preston was 0:07:37.440 --> 0:07:40.000 dead said her name was Love, and I said, I 0:07:40.040 --> 0:07:42.240 just need to meet her. And even in the birth video, 0:07:42.520 --> 0:07:44.600 the doctor says it's a girl and what's her name? 0:07:44.760 --> 0:07:47.240 And I go, we're not sure. Right as I'm saying, 0:07:47.280 --> 0:07:49.880 we're not sure that president's like her name is like 0:07:49.920 --> 0:07:53.240 money the outda it's Love and we don't care who 0:07:53.280 --> 0:07:56.000 knows it, Like okay, oh yeah, I mean think. 0:07:55.840 --> 0:07:57.400 So, but I just need to see I can. 0:07:57.560 --> 0:07:59.760 Yeah, yeah, I need to. Like I've walked in with 0:07:59.800 --> 0:08:03.040 the both knowing Jolie and ja oh yeah, like we knew. 0:08:03.080 --> 0:08:05.200 So that's what's also weird because like we knew, we knew, 0:08:05.280 --> 0:08:07.280 But then I think I can't. I never called them 0:08:07.320 --> 0:08:08.560 that until I had them. 0:08:08.600 --> 0:08:10.160 So what happens if they come out and you're like, 0:08:10.960 --> 0:08:11.960 it's not Lyon. 0:08:12.160 --> 0:08:16.080 Well, it wasn't lying with legend, so we had legend 0:08:16.520 --> 0:08:19.280 either way, and if it looked like the baby I saw, 0:08:19.320 --> 0:08:23.640 then it would have been lying. But it wasn't. Oh okay, 0:08:23.880 --> 0:08:26.880 yeah gotcha. Well I don't really have a chance to 0:08:26.960 --> 0:08:29.520 like have that moment of holding because I'm so drugged 0:08:29.560 --> 0:08:33.000 by the stuff that get me. I'm like, you know, 0:08:33.040 --> 0:08:36.720 I need to like have the name, the names. 0:08:36.120 --> 0:08:36.680 A couple of things. 0:08:36.679 --> 0:08:38.080 And he locked in before. 0:08:39.320 --> 0:08:42.880 The difference between kby. 0:08:42.040 --> 0:08:46.120 So we gets closer and closer and closer. I'm like, so, like, 0:08:46.480 --> 0:08:49.120 I actually looked into a study that if they knock 0:08:49.200 --> 0:08:52.040 you out completely, you have a higher chance of postpart 0:08:52.080 --> 0:08:56.360 and depression. Wow. Yeah, so can I ask you guys, 0:08:56.440 --> 0:08:57.760 this is silly that I don't know this. 0:08:58.559 --> 0:08:59.080 I'm silent. 0:08:59.160 --> 0:09:03.560 Sorry, it's just because. 0:09:05.040 --> 0:09:07.000 You were giving me some sort of it's just when 0:09:07.040 --> 0:09:09.400 I'm like actually like intently listening. 0:09:09.080 --> 0:09:11.880 Okay, so when that I should know this. It's embarrassing 0:09:12.960 --> 0:09:16.559 when you do see section what are your options for anesthesia? 0:09:17.040 --> 0:09:19.679 They just give you the spinal tap okay, and your 0:09:19.800 --> 0:09:22.319 numb so like, yeah, you hugged basically the doctor. I 0:09:22.360 --> 0:09:25.760 remember hugging Jay wrestling for me, and he put the 0:09:25.800 --> 0:09:28.719 spinal tap right in my back okay, like an epidural 0:09:29.040 --> 0:09:31.319 it's just like an epidural. But yes, so I had 0:09:31.720 --> 0:09:35.960 with Jolie. Mine was an epidural, but then the emergency section. 0:09:36.200 --> 0:09:38.080 So then they just gave me more of whatever it was. 0:09:38.080 --> 0:09:41.080 Remember remember we were playing cards when I was God. 0:09:40.960 --> 0:09:41.679 I'll never forget it. 0:09:41.720 --> 0:09:44.040 Can we get off? I can't feel my like my legs? 0:09:44.240 --> 0:09:46.320 Can we longest? 0:09:46.720 --> 0:09:48.240 Can we can we get off of the medicine and 0:09:48.280 --> 0:09:53.360 catains like I don't. 0:09:51.800 --> 0:09:54.920 Okay, but I can't feel my legs exactly. 0:09:55.600 --> 0:09:56.319 That's the point. 0:09:56.679 --> 0:09:59.680 But so you get the spinal your numb basically from 0:09:59.720 --> 0:10:03.520 here down. Really it starts, it goes up pretty high. 0:10:03.640 --> 0:10:07.200 She didn't get knocked out completely, but you got more 0:10:07.320 --> 0:10:09.920 drugs that basically because you were freaking out. 0:10:09.840 --> 0:10:12.000 Right, Okay, that's what I want both, Yes. 0:10:11.840 --> 0:10:13.480 But you weren't completely under. 0:10:13.600 --> 0:10:14.320 No. 0:10:14.320 --> 0:10:17.480 Now that can happen with an emergency situation, I think, 0:10:17.679 --> 0:10:21.400 very emergency. They can completely knock you, like take you under, Okay, 0:10:21.400 --> 0:10:22.680 but that's rare, I think. 0:10:22.679 --> 0:10:26.120 Because I knew that you couldn't feel like waiste downish 0:10:26.320 --> 0:10:29.400 yeah obviously. Yeah, But then I have heard some people 0:10:29.520 --> 0:10:31.839 talk about like being knocked out or kind of knocked out, 0:10:31.840 --> 0:10:33.240 and I'm like, well, wait what happened? 0:10:33.280 --> 0:10:35.320 Sometimes at the emergency see some chimes I have to. 0:10:35.480 --> 0:10:38.520 It's interesting with Jolie those I remember I was. It 0:10:38.559 --> 0:10:41.000 was so much more traumatic with jas than it was 0:10:41.040 --> 0:10:41.520 with Joli. 0:10:41.800 --> 0:10:42.679 It sounded like it. 0:10:43.200 --> 0:10:43.880 So that's why. 0:10:47.040 --> 0:10:47.920 We all heard that. 0:10:48.080 --> 0:10:54.080 We did yeah in the delivery room with me, Well 0:10:55.280 --> 0:10:57.760 you're doing great, speak louder into this microphone. 0:10:57.840 --> 0:10:58.040 KB. 0:10:58.320 --> 0:11:00.360 I know I'm not going to do it again. Even 0:11:00.400 --> 0:11:02.120 though Amy we had to call the baby and like, 0:11:02.120 --> 0:11:03.800 all right, well, guests, can we get on what would be? 0:11:03.840 --> 0:11:07.840 Look really good my baby? And they were like another delivery. 0:11:07.840 --> 0:11:11.000 I was like, not a chance at all, but yeah, 0:11:11.160 --> 0:11:13.840 because I'm like, I don't know anyhow. 0:11:13.559 --> 0:11:14.439 It was more dramatic. 0:11:14.559 --> 0:11:18.600 Small pin, that's the small pin. Jacks Russell, Oh, Jack, okay, 0:11:18.640 --> 0:11:22.120 big pin. The big pin is the realization that men 0:11:22.480 --> 0:11:28.920 need to be already laughing, there's that's a list that 0:11:29.040 --> 0:11:34.079 men need to be. I don't know should be. It's 0:11:34.120 --> 0:11:41.880 a lot of heavy lifting men need to be. And 0:11:41.920 --> 0:11:49.040 I'm okay, this is a big pin. Well you know what, 0:11:49.080 --> 0:11:51.600 then let's let's bring it back. Let's let's get Danielle 0:11:51.640 --> 0:11:54.520 Bradberry on the show, and then we will unpin the 0:11:54.520 --> 0:11:54.960 big Pin. 0:11:55.320 --> 0:11:57.440 Okay, often just need to be. 0:11:58.920 --> 0:12:14.320 Take you're breaking get Danielle brad Barry. I'm hey girl, 0:12:14.480 --> 0:12:19.200 hiy hey, hi, sweet girl. I am How are you? 0:12:20.240 --> 0:12:21.199 I'm good? How are you? 0:12:21.520 --> 0:12:23.720 We're good? Welcome to Wine Down. 0:12:24.120 --> 0:12:26.280 I love it. I'm excited to be here. 0:12:26.720 --> 0:12:27.440 Are you right now? 0:12:27.480 --> 0:12:27.680 Yeah? 0:12:27.679 --> 0:12:28.559 He looks so cozy. 0:12:29.480 --> 0:12:34.120 Oh, I'm in the label. I came prepared. I haven't 0:12:34.160 --> 0:12:36.199 all set up here. That's in Nashville. 0:12:36.400 --> 0:12:38.280 Are you still with Big Machine? 0:12:38.600 --> 0:12:38.840 Yes? 0:12:38.920 --> 0:12:40.960 Okay, because you've been there for how many years? 0:12:42.080 --> 0:12:42.920 Ten years? Now? 0:12:43.000 --> 0:12:45.880 Ten years? Because okay, so you won the voice? Now 0:12:45.960 --> 0:12:49.280 is the howled are you? I'm twenty seven, So you 0:12:49.320 --> 0:12:52.800 won the voice what eleven years ago? I guess so 0:12:53.240 --> 0:12:54.160 because you were sixteen? 0:12:54.280 --> 0:12:54.800 Right? Yeah? 0:12:55.360 --> 0:12:58.280 Yeah girl, I met you right after that. 0:12:58.960 --> 0:13:02.240 Yeah, yeah, that's right. I get so confused. But it's 0:13:02.240 --> 0:13:04.520 been a long time, the way it's been, Yeah, has it? 0:13:05.240 --> 0:13:08.719 I feel like I remember talking to you at one 0:13:08.720 --> 0:13:12.840 point where it was like, especially during kind of the 0:13:13.160 --> 0:13:17.960 casino labels, it's it's difficult being releasing what you want 0:13:17.960 --> 0:13:21.080 to release, also being female, and then I have my 0:13:21.160 --> 0:13:25.760 own love hate with the label and so for you, 0:13:25.800 --> 0:13:27.360 do you ever have that moment where you're just like, 0:13:27.400 --> 0:13:29.560 it's just you get so frustrated that you're like, I 0:13:29.720 --> 0:13:32.240 just want to put out what I want to put out. 0:13:32.760 --> 0:13:35.760 Oh yeah, for sure. And they even know that too. 0:13:35.840 --> 0:13:38.840 I'm very vocal when it comes to that type of stuff, 0:13:38.880 --> 0:13:43.160 and I have had many moments where I'm like, Okay, 0:13:43.840 --> 0:13:48.560 time's a ticken, Like like my my last album I 0:13:48.600 --> 0:13:52.599 put out like five six years ago, and I'm just 0:13:52.720 --> 0:13:55.720 ready to release music now, and we're on the way 0:13:55.720 --> 0:13:58.760 there and we're getting stuff done. But there's definitely been 0:13:59.520 --> 0:14:02.680 many times was where I'm like, all right, I'm ready. 0:14:03.240 --> 0:14:08.280 Do you think that that waiting and that those periods 0:14:08.600 --> 0:14:13.120 have been what have accumulated to more of your anxiety? 0:14:15.640 --> 0:14:19.080 Yeah, it definitely has played a huge role in a 0:14:19.120 --> 0:14:21.840 lot of that because you start getting in your head. 0:14:21.960 --> 0:14:25.720 I'm a big overthinker. I just I stay stuck in here, 0:14:27.080 --> 0:14:30.200 and so I will kind of go down a rabbit 0:14:30.240 --> 0:14:33.680 hole of many things and kind of, you know, go 0:14:33.800 --> 0:14:36.840 down the whole doubt in yourself and if I'm doing 0:14:36.840 --> 0:14:39.480 the right thing and all of the above. So it 0:14:39.520 --> 0:14:43.000 definitely has played a role in my anxieties and all 0:14:43.000 --> 0:14:45.960 of that too. But you know that's my own responsibility 0:14:46.040 --> 0:14:49.000 to to kind of take the reins back a little bit. 0:14:49.120 --> 0:14:51.880 So you always felt so, I mean, winning the Voice 0:14:51.880 --> 0:14:55.600 at sixteen is young. That's really young, and so a 0:14:55.640 --> 0:14:58.360 lot of your growing up years ten years in the 0:14:58.440 --> 0:15:03.240 music business, it's like forty dog years or something. I mean, 0:15:03.280 --> 0:15:06.040 I really feel like it's a big deal. So do 0:15:06.080 --> 0:15:09.240 you feel like the growing up in the music business 0:15:09.320 --> 0:15:13.160 adds to anxiety as a person who also worked in 0:15:13.200 --> 0:15:17.120 the music business not an artist, right, I feel like 0:15:17.280 --> 0:15:19.920 that is just it's such a real the pressure and 0:15:19.960 --> 0:15:23.160 it's a testament to how incredible you are that you're 0:15:23.200 --> 0:15:25.360 at such a huge label still ten years later. I mean, 0:15:25.360 --> 0:15:29.000 big machine doesn't hold on to people. You're talented and 0:15:29.040 --> 0:15:29.360 they know. 0:15:29.400 --> 0:15:34.960 It, thank you. But yes, I think about it all 0:15:35.000 --> 0:15:37.800 the time actually, And some people are like, oh, it 0:15:37.880 --> 0:15:40.760 was so long ago. Do you even you know, think 0:15:40.760 --> 0:15:43.040 about all of that, And I'm like, oh, I think 0:15:43.080 --> 0:15:46.760 about it every single day because it's a how I 0:15:46.800 --> 0:15:50.840 got here, and b I've learned more than I could 0:15:50.840 --> 0:15:54.560 have ever imagined in these years and being at such 0:15:54.600 --> 0:15:57.640 a young age. I'm still young. I mean, yeah, like 0:15:57.680 --> 0:16:01.800 you said, these years have been so fragile and very vulnerable, 0:16:02.520 --> 0:16:05.480 and I've basically have grown up in the public eye, 0:16:05.560 --> 0:16:09.560 which is such a weird thing to think about. And 0:16:09.680 --> 0:16:13.240 I mean I've there's been trial and errors and you 0:16:13.280 --> 0:16:17.720 know the spaces in between things too. I get so frustrated. 0:16:17.760 --> 0:16:20.440 But then I'm like, Okay, well, maybe I did need 0:16:20.440 --> 0:16:23.840 this time to grow to figure out more of who 0:16:23.880 --> 0:16:27.760 I am, since these are such younger years. And my 0:16:27.840 --> 0:16:29.880 mom tells me that all the time. She's like, maybe 0:16:29.920 --> 0:16:32.520 these were meant to be and you needed time to 0:16:32.560 --> 0:16:36.400 sit with yourself. And what if you, you know, overnight, 0:16:36.520 --> 0:16:39.240 became a tailor swift, Like could you have been able 0:16:39.280 --> 0:16:41.360 to handle that? And I'm like, probably not, to be 0:16:41.400 --> 0:16:44.840 honest with you. So there's just been I mean, it's 0:16:44.880 --> 0:16:46.880 been a whirlwind for sure. 0:16:47.400 --> 0:16:49.480 And how involved is your mom with your career because 0:16:49.480 --> 0:16:51.760 it wasn't at one point she was maybe your day 0:16:51.800 --> 0:16:55.360 to day or something, or just with you because you 0:16:55.400 --> 0:16:57.120 were sixteen probably. 0:16:57.240 --> 0:17:02.640 Yeah, yeah, yeah. She just traveled with me in the beginning, 0:17:02.840 --> 0:17:05.280 and when I hit eighteen, it's kind of when she 0:17:06.400 --> 0:17:10.720 let me fly on my own and I have younger 0:17:10.760 --> 0:17:13.840 brothers and family back home and she needed to get 0:17:13.880 --> 0:17:17.480 back there. So but she has played a huge role. 0:17:18.520 --> 0:17:20.920 She's never been a part of the team, but she's 0:17:21.000 --> 0:17:24.240 been my mom and in the picture, and she is 0:17:24.280 --> 0:17:27.120 super supportive and I talk to her almost every day, 0:17:27.119 --> 0:17:29.359 if not every other day, and she's always given me 0:17:29.400 --> 0:17:34.160 advice and does an overstep. But if I need that 0:17:34.200 --> 0:17:37.200 person in my corner, she definitely is right there. So 0:17:37.400 --> 0:17:40.520 it's been a huge blessing to have that. For sure. 0:17:41.000 --> 0:17:44.400 What's the message that is the message that you hear 0:17:44.560 --> 0:17:47.840 that's the most negative that kind of keeps you in rotation, 0:17:50.119 --> 0:17:50.440 just like. 0:17:50.400 --> 0:17:53.080 In general, or like on social media, or. 0:17:53.119 --> 0:17:56.399 Just like the thing that's like that makes you either 0:17:56.600 --> 0:17:58.879 like the anxiety worse or like for me, I'm like, 0:17:58.880 --> 0:18:00.639 oh I'm not good enough. Like that was always like 0:18:00.640 --> 0:18:03.920 my rotating belief that was negative and toxic. 0:18:05.000 --> 0:18:08.400 I I can kind of relate to that. I have 0:18:08.720 --> 0:18:11.440 like a few that come to the top of my head, 0:18:11.480 --> 0:18:13.520 Like I will get in those ruts where I'm like, 0:18:13.560 --> 0:18:16.640 am I doing something wrong? Is there something that I'm 0:18:16.720 --> 0:18:20.600 I don't have that's enough for the world, for the industry, 0:18:20.800 --> 0:18:25.359 for whatever it is. And for me it was another 0:18:25.440 --> 0:18:28.639 thing was like my body, Like a lot of people 0:18:28.760 --> 0:18:32.720 love to rip me to shreds on social media for 0:18:32.840 --> 0:18:37.000 your body. Oh yeah, oh yeah. 0:18:36.680 --> 0:18:41.800 Because you're magically and beautiful because that's life is like 0:18:41.840 --> 0:18:43.760 I look at you too, and you know, I'm always 0:18:43.800 --> 0:18:45.880 like anytime you do a carpet, I'm always like you 0:18:45.960 --> 0:18:50.000 are and always the best dressed, like like from head 0:18:50.040 --> 0:18:52.679 to toe, like the most stunning, like the way you 0:18:52.720 --> 0:18:54.919