WEBVTT - Miami Ain’t No Sanctuary City

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<v Speaker 1>Native Lampod is a production of iHeartRadio in partnership with

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<v Speaker 1>Reason Choice Media. Welcome home, everybody, this is your favorite

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<v Speaker 1>politics and culture podcast, Native Lampod coming at.

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<v Speaker 2>You with episode four.

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<v Speaker 1>We are your hosts Angela Rae, Tiffany Cross, and Andrew Gillum.

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<v Speaker 1>And as you know, we keep it real because what

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<v Speaker 1>else can you keep?

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<v Speaker 2>What's up everybody? What's up you guys?

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<v Speaker 3>What's good? What's good?

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<v Speaker 4>Everybody? As usual.

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<v Speaker 5>I want to give a quick shout out to the

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<v Speaker 5>Gathering Spot broadcasting live from the Gathering Spot. So thanks,

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<v Speaker 5>thanks to you guys for partnering with Native Lampodana.

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<v Speaker 1>Andrew and tiff I miss you guys. It's been too long.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna see you in person next week. I'm excited

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<v Speaker 1>about that.

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<v Speaker 5>I was gonna say, let's get together in person time.

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<v Speaker 5>I think we would flow better when we're in the

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<v Speaker 5>same room. We can.

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<v Speaker 3>Energy send you from here, put hands on it, okay

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<v Speaker 3>and required.

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<v Speaker 1>But here's what we need the people to do in

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<v Speaker 1>the meantime until we get back together, and that is

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<v Speaker 1>we want you all to please make sure you are

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<v Speaker 1>subscribing to Native lampid. You are downloading every single episode

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<v Speaker 1>and you're reviewing the show.

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<v Speaker 2>We can take a hater remark here and there, but

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<v Speaker 2>we mostly want to.

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<v Speaker 1>Keep the love, okay, everybody, So I gotta say, it's

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<v Speaker 1>crazy how much has happened since we last got together.

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<v Speaker 1>Joe Biden said he's ready to shut down the border.

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<v Speaker 1>All the while, the House Committee on Homeland Security is

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<v Speaker 1>teeing up an impeachment of the DHS Secretary of New

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<v Speaker 1>Yorkis cities are reeling with the response to migrants, and

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<v Speaker 1>residents are filling the pinch of being left behind. Donald

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<v Speaker 1>Trump has designated Tim Sick and Tire Scott as the

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<v Speaker 1>head of White Outreach.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my bad, My bad.

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<v Speaker 1>It's supposed to be black outreach, but it probably should

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<v Speaker 1>have been white either way. He's thinking there's a play

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<v Speaker 1>for the blackmail vote on today.

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<v Speaker 2>Those are my bars.

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<v Speaker 1>Tip, You're not the only one, but I think this

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<v Speaker 1>is not exactly the case. Meg the Stallion hissed that

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<v Speaker 1>Nikki and send her into a spiral of online bullying

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<v Speaker 1>for seventy two hours in counting.

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<v Speaker 2>Is that how we honor in hip hop fifty?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know you've been following this for seventy two I.

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<v Speaker 1>Mean the people have said, speaking of hip hop, fifty

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<v Speaker 1>K Solo said, your mom's in my business.

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<v Speaker 2>She's in my business.

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<v Speaker 1>I wonder what he would say about the NSA being

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<v Speaker 1>in the business. So we can talk a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>about that too. And it wouldn't be Home without our

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<v Speaker 1>listeners and viewers. So we are doing Q and A

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<v Speaker 1>throughout this episode to create even more of a conversation.

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<v Speaker 1>And we even have some inspiration from a faithful listener

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<v Speaker 1>that's a surprise, so make sure you stay tuned. Also

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<v Speaker 1>today my governor and my co host, my brother Andrew Gillam,

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<v Speaker 1>is sharing his very courageous story. You do not want

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<v Speaker 1>to miss this, y'all. This is episode for a welcome home. Okay.

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<v Speaker 1>So from Kamala Harris's viral moment, do not come to

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<v Speaker 1>the Biden administrations and initial proposal that was to restore

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<v Speaker 1>humanity and American values to our immigration system, Joe's taking

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<v Speaker 1>a hard turn to the right.

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<v Speaker 2>Joe Biden is now saying this not.

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<v Speaker 3>Biller the law today.

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<v Speaker 4>I'd shut down the border right now and fix it quickly.

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<v Speaker 6>And Congress needs to get it done.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay.

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<v Speaker 1>So, as you all know, there is a lot going

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<v Speaker 1>on with our community in particularly excuse me, in particular

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<v Speaker 1>with immigration.

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<v Speaker 2>I think we're real divided.

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<v Speaker 1>We got a lot of pushback, even from the audience

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<v Speaker 1>of Native lampod Last week. We were joking about New Hampshire,

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<v Speaker 1>like what New Hampshire got to do with border security?

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<v Speaker 1>But folks are like, actually a whole lot there are

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<v Speaker 1>differing opinions here, and apparently, y'all we're not necessarily in

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<v Speaker 1>lockstep with the culture. So I would like to have

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<v Speaker 1>y'all weigh in here. And I'm definitely not in lockstep

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<v Speaker 1>but what Biden's talking about, and I'm even more definitely

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<v Speaker 1>not in lockstep with what Donald Trump has said about

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<v Speaker 1>the border.

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<v Speaker 2>So hey, aint, y'all what you got?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I gotta tell you, angel I was really disappointed

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<v Speaker 5>with a lot of the comments. They were very anti immigrant,

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<v Speaker 5>and I just want to kick us off and is

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<v Speaker 5>having this conversation by saying, listen, this country has not

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<v Speaker 5>been kind to any community of color and weaponizing communities

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<v Speaker 5>of color against each other. That is the devil's work,

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<v Speaker 5>and I just don't want us to do that. I

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<v Speaker 5>think there are legitimate questions around the strain that immigration

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<v Speaker 5>places on us from a federal policy, especially to a state.

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<v Speaker 4>And local government.

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<v Speaker 5>I actually I don't think we were really joking around

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<v Speaker 5>New Hampshire, because it was a legitimate question, what is

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<v Speaker 5>the huge immigration policy that would be number two that

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<v Speaker 5>most New Hampshire states were voting on, particularly when that

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<v Speaker 5>state is nearly ninety four percent white. So I think

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<v Speaker 5>those were legitimate questions. I think the consistent comment in

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<v Speaker 5>a lot of from a lot of our viewers was

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<v Speaker 5>this notion that immigration takes away resources from black communities.

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<v Speaker 5>And I just want to say that is not true.

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<v Speaker 5>Undocumented immigrants pay more than eleven billion dollars in taxes

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<v Speaker 5>every year. Undocumented immigrants are not really eligible for a

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<v Speaker 5>lot of federal benefits, and some of the labor shortages

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<v Speaker 5>that we see in our community would have happened anyway.

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<v Speaker 5>That is not You have to consider things like automation

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<v Speaker 5>and the way the economy is going that is not

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<v Speaker 5>undocumented immigrants taking away from you. I understand that I'm

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<v Speaker 5>speaking as someone who hasn't worked on this policy, but Andrew, you,

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, you were a mayor, you were running to

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<v Speaker 5>run a state. I'm really curious for you because you

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<v Speaker 5>look at mayors like Eric Adams and what's happening in

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<v Speaker 5>New York, what's happening in Chicago with these you know,

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<v Speaker 5>immigrants getting dropped off? What is I don't want us

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<v Speaker 5>to lose the humanity in all of this, but what

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<v Speaker 5>is like common sense immigration solutions? And do these folks

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<v Speaker 5>have a point for being so upset about it?

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<v Speaker 3>You set it up well, Angela, and it is a

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<v Speaker 3>real broad conversation. But I want to go back to

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<v Speaker 3>the premise, which was Biden's talking point of I'm going

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<v Speaker 3>to close the border. The American borders have always been closed.

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<v Speaker 3>Let's reject the Republican talking points. There is always been

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<v Speaker 3>a process for legal entry and asylum entry and a

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<v Speaker 3>whole bunch of other designations we are not going to

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<v Speaker 3>go through on this show. But there have always been

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<v Speaker 3>processes in place by which people legally enter this country.

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<v Speaker 3>That's number one. Don't accept the Republican talking point and

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<v Speaker 3>frame on this frame this thing to what it is

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<v Speaker 3>in real life. To people who are you know, saying

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<v Speaker 3>I agree with Trump and the Republicans, these folks who

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<v Speaker 3>taking jobs. I am not going to tell you to

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<v Speaker 3>betray your very beautiful twenty twenty vision seeing eyes because

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<v Speaker 3>I know from experiencing my own community, and I heard

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<v Speaker 3>about it on the trail and otherwise. Jobs. At one

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<v Speaker 3>time I could drive past and see black folk doing

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<v Speaker 3>I've experienced it's largely in the blue collar sector where

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<v Speaker 3>it's most visible when you're driving past and they're construction

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<v Speaker 3>workers on the street, and they are folks who are

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<v Speaker 3>doing the traffic, you know, the road repairs and all

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<v Speaker 3>that kind of stuff. There used to be a lot

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<v Speaker 3>more black men when I was growing up and where

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<v Speaker 3>I live, and folks have noticed that the faces have

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<v Speaker 3>shipped have changed in that y'all. This is no different

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<v Speaker 3>than what folks up in the Northeast during the still

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<v Speaker 3>boom and industrial the Irish folks was coming in to

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<v Speaker 3>replace the good white man. If you were in Detroit,

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<v Speaker 3>Michigan working for Henry Ford, and he bought in Middle Easterners,

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<v Speaker 3>which is why it's the largest concentration of Middle Easterners

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<v Speaker 3>in the world outside of the Middle East is in Detroit.

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<v Speaker 3>He bought them because he didn't want to shut the

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<v Speaker 3>factories down during the summer. It was molding hot, and

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<v Speaker 3>he didn't want to have to take the workers off

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<v Speaker 3>the line. He wanted to continue to produce. So what

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<v Speaker 3>did he do. He got planes and boats, well not

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<v Speaker 3>planes but ships, and bought over Middle Easterners who now

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<v Speaker 3>are still huge constituency parts of Detroit and Michigan and

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<v Speaker 3>all around. Our Congresswoman Rashida till Alive could tell us

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<v Speaker 3>about that. But again, there was some replacement that was

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<v Speaker 3>happening for a corporate economic need. In my state of Florida,

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<v Speaker 3>we have a lot of immigrants who do a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of the farming grapefruits and oranges and so on and

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<v Speaker 3>so forth, and those are tending to be around the people.

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<v Speaker 3>But if an employer a company is prepared and willing

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<v Speaker 3>and able to give away the work to workers who

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<v Speaker 3>are willing to do it at either half the cost

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<v Speaker 3>or off the books, or for a cash trade rather

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<v Speaker 3>than whatever, then there's always going to be a market

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<v Speaker 3>for people who are going to do it less. And

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<v Speaker 3>I think if we were serious about real immigration reform,

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<v Speaker 3>we would put the emphasis on a national comprehensive solution

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<v Speaker 3>that is led by cracking down on the economic powers

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<v Speaker 3>of this country who are manipulating, using benefiting from the

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<v Speaker 3>hard labor of folks, but they're not being paid with

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<v Speaker 3>their worth and they're making the trade off. But displacing

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<v Speaker 3>a whole different set of people. But to your point, Tiffany,

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<v Speaker 3>at the local level, these folks pay taxes that they

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<v Speaker 3>don't get tax refunds for. And my state, where we

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<v Speaker 3>don't have a property, we have a property tax, but

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<v Speaker 3>we don't have a state income tax. The large percentage

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<v Speaker 3>of taxes are collected through sales. So if you go

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<v Speaker 3>and buy milk and eggs and groceries and you're paying

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<v Speaker 3>the text of the gas station, you're contributing to Florida's

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<v Speaker 3>tax base in a regressive way. I might add, but

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<v Speaker 3>you're paying into the system and you're not taking from it.

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<v Speaker 3>I know you're never gonna believe that these folks are

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<v Speaker 3>not here and replacing you, But the truth is they're

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<v Speaker 3>here making contributions and are not getting the resources that

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<v Speaker 3>they would otherwise receive, and we end up at the

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<v Speaker 3>local level paying the huge lion's share of burden of

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<v Speaker 3>cost here because the federal government isn't willing to do

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<v Speaker 3>anything solve the problem by fixing the rules.

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<v Speaker 5>Well, I'm key, you're saying, but you're saying that we

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<v Speaker 5>paid the burden of cost, and I think that's what

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<v Speaker 5>a lot of the people who are leaving these comments

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<v Speaker 5>suggesting that it is a strain on our resources.

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<v Speaker 3>Immigrants are and they're paying more. And by the way,

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<v Speaker 3>these folks aren't wrong that they're seeing the bill because

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<v Speaker 3>they see their taxes go up and they make the contribution. Well, y'alling.

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<v Speaker 3>We're paying at the local level to solve an immigration

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<v Speaker 3>and issue, more than Donald Trump paid in the entirety

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<v Speaker 3>before becoming president of the United States or since, and

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<v Speaker 3>taxes working folks have paid more than the wealthy class

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<v Speaker 3>and taking care of this problem. They give us lip service,

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<v Speaker 3>but they don't give us no green you to help

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<v Speaker 3>us through the Issuas.

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<v Speaker 1>You've reference the comments, I do want to get into

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<v Speaker 1>the comments because this is a safe place for our audience,

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<v Speaker 1>our listeners. So this is from Dina in New York,

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<v Speaker 1>where we know there's also a migrant crisis that they're

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<v Speaker 1>actively trying to solve. Dina says, how do we own

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<v Speaker 1>the conversation surrounding the southern border? Black people in my

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<v Speaker 1>community feel like Trump would handle the alleged crisis better

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<v Speaker 1>than Biden. Also, I'm extremely concerned that Biden will sign

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<v Speaker 1>a bad deal to appease a voting block that will

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<v Speaker 1>not vote for him anyway. I believe immigration reform is

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<v Speaker 1>desperately needed, but this hardline position held by right wing

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<v Speaker 1>Republicans will put us right back where we were prior

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<v Speaker 1>to the Civil Rights movement, only allowing Caucasians into this country.

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<v Speaker 1>I would love to hear your views on this. I

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<v Speaker 1>love this question from Dina. I think she spot on.

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<v Speaker 1>This is exactly why I started with Biden's plan today.

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<v Speaker 1>It is a hard right turn towards right wing Republicans

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<v Speaker 1>that are never going to vote for him, and he's

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<v Speaker 1>abandoning potentially some of his base.

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<v Speaker 2>TIF you had an excellent point before.

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<v Speaker 1>We got on today about why you thought he actually

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<v Speaker 1>is not making the pivot to right wing Republicans.

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<v Speaker 2>What did you say, Tip.

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<v Speaker 5>And why that he's not making it? Well, I don't

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<v Speaker 5>know what did I say.

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<v Speaker 1>You were talking about how you think he actually is

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<v Speaker 1>trying to appease the base because to the point, we

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<v Speaker 1>have black folks in our comments who actually agree with

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<v Speaker 1>some of what Joe Biden has done.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh yeah, yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>So the different is I think both parties are right,

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<v Speaker 5>but both parties are doing this by weaponizing communities of

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<v Speaker 5>color against each other. Look, Republicans do not have any

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<v Speaker 5>interest in protecting black men and their pathway to you know,

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<v Speaker 5>being construction workers or black women in their pathway. But

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<v Speaker 5>they're very strategic and targeting black men with that message,

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<v Speaker 5>and so you hear a lot of people parroting those

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<v Speaker 5>same talking points, which something that that you know was

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<v Speaker 5>going to happen anyway. My only point is that immigrants,

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<v Speaker 5>undocumented immigrants even are not stealing those levels that level

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<v Speaker 5>of resource from our community. It's just not true. Study

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<v Speaker 5>after study, from the from the Pew Research Center to

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<v Speaker 5>the acl you has shown that there's not some sort

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<v Speaker 5>of resource stuff going on. Angel I actually had a

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<v Speaker 5>question for you though, because a lot of people don't

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<v Speaker 5>know your policy background, but you actually started on Capitol

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<v Speaker 5>Hill working on Homeland security for mister Bennie Thompson, who,

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<v Speaker 5>as we know, yeah, when they were in the majority,

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<v Speaker 5>chaired the Homeland Security Committee. So I do wonder when

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<v Speaker 5>we talk about a federal immigration policy, what could that

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<v Speaker 5>look like, because then you get into the issue of states'

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<v Speaker 5>rights and you know, usurping some of these local governments.

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<v Speaker 5>So I don't know the solution, but I know I

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<v Speaker 5>would like to take away that rhetoric of we're stealing,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, the brown folks are stealing from us, because

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<v Speaker 5>that's the devil's work.

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<v Speaker 2>It is the devil's work. Tip. I will say a

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<v Speaker 2>couple of things.

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<v Speaker 1>One is, I think that we often forget that black

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<v Speaker 1>people are immigrants too, and oftentimes, like I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>if you all remember, of course, you remember the very

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<v Speaker 1>traumatic photo we saw that took us back to slavery,

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<v Speaker 1>when you saw that white border patrol officer on a

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<v Speaker 1>horse almost cracking a whip on a Haitian migrant, right like,

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<v Speaker 1>we have to remember our humanity first. I also and

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<v Speaker 1>shout out to the indigenous community who've been so kind,

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<v Speaker 1>embracing and talking to us about this pod. These borders

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<v Speaker 1>are artificially created, right Like, I'm not saying that there

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<v Speaker 1>shouldn't be immigration policy, but we could. We putting up

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<v Speaker 1>borders on land that wasn't theirs to begin with. You're

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<v Speaker 1>putting up borders on stolen land, which is a mind boob.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna say the cussword, but y'all know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm thinking. It's really like very triggering and traumatizing and

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<v Speaker 1>annoying to me. White folks can come in here and

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<v Speaker 1>blend in and our folks stand out like sore thumbs,

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<v Speaker 1>and we forget about it. So I would say to

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<v Speaker 1>the people who at home, you know they will make

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<v Speaker 1>a special exception for their girlfriend or their side piece,

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<v Speaker 1>or their nanny or their cleaning lady. How about Milangya

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<v Speaker 1>or your first lady, right like all of these other people,

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<v Speaker 1>you'll make.

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<v Speaker 5>Except at the Einstein visa listen for some unknown talent.

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<v Speaker 5>We have yet to discuss trying to figure out her

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<v Speaker 5>unknown talent. Where is that she was able to leap

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<v Speaker 5>frog over everybody. Here's that Ted talk and get this

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<v Speaker 5>Einstein visa listen.

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<v Speaker 4>But they were fine with that.

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<v Speaker 2>Listen.

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<v Speaker 1>But from the very beginning, Congressman Thompson put out border principles,

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<v Speaker 1>standards that we should be governing by legislation that we

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<v Speaker 1>should be pushing. It's not just visas for folks that

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<v Speaker 1>want to work in tech companies. You should care about

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<v Speaker 1>the people who need work permits, who are picking fruit

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<v Speaker 1>and repairing toilets and cleaning floors like we should be

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<v Speaker 1>humane in our approach to our border security, which is

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<v Speaker 1>why I'm so troubled by the direction that the Biden

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<v Speaker 1>administration is now taking. I will say it is also

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<v Speaker 1>immensely troubling, and I'm sure that part of his strategy

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<v Speaker 1>is including this to think that the Republican Party is

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<v Speaker 1>impeaching Secretary Mayorcis for not enforcing border policy. And on

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<v Speaker 1>top of that, Joe Biden has now said, Okay, fine,

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<v Speaker 1>let's go with your plan, but they're not going to

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<v Speaker 1>go for it because Donald Trump ain't about to let

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<v Speaker 1>them go rogue and give Joe Biden this alleged win.

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<v Speaker 1>I do want to pivot here, Andrew, and come back

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<v Speaker 1>to you. There was a Chicago City Council meeting on

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<v Speaker 1>Chicago being a sanctuary city, and an Alderman spoke up

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<v Speaker 1>in this meeting. I want us to roll that clip

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<v Speaker 1>because I think, again, your perspective on local policy here

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<v Speaker 1>is really important.

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<v Speaker 7>The reason I have brought this with some of my

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<v Speaker 7>colleagues to the floor is not to eliminate Chicago as

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<v Speaker 7>a sanctuary city.

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<v Speaker 8>But what it is is.

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<v Speaker 7>To find some kind of compromise and threshold to stop

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<v Speaker 7>the bleeding that we're undertaking right now. When you look

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<v Speaker 7>at what the city is dealing with, we're spending when

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<v Speaker 7>we had twelve thousand migrants, we were spending thirty one

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<v Speaker 7>million dollars a month at that time. We have twenty

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<v Speaker 7>thousand migrants today, So what is the price tag on

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<v Speaker 7>that now? And we can't get solid answers to what

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<v Speaker 7>is costing us right now?

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<v Speaker 9>Y'all don't care what y'all trying to find.

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<v Speaker 8>Y'all trying to find housing.

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<v Speaker 9>For the for for for Venice, for for Venezuelans, for

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<v Speaker 9>the Latinos, for all that, y'all, y'all keep it sending

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<v Speaker 9>them over here when that needs to go back, y'all

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<v Speaker 9>one time, y'all sent ice there, Ice need to come after.

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<v Speaker 8>There's prostitution. There's prostitution that's behind there's prostitution that's behind

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<v Speaker 8>all of these police districts.

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<v Speaker 9>I love that Streeterville as prostitution right up the street.

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<v Speaker 6>I mean, it's it's it's it's it's a it's.

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<v Speaker 3>A disrespect, that's real. I don't like it. No, no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 3>let me I hate it. All of us have to

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<v Speaker 3>not like it. But the truth is this is where

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<v Speaker 3>we create the way for Republicans to come in and

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<v Speaker 3>go after very discreet sets of voters. We talked about

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<v Speaker 3>this before. They don't need everybody, they don't even need

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<v Speaker 3>most of everybody. They just need a few And so

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<v Speaker 3>this is the kind of thing. We can't tell these

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<v Speaker 3>folks to disbelieve their lying eyes. Their lived experience is

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<v Speaker 3>gonna be what it is, but very quickly one. This

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<v Speaker 3>thing is based in a very racist and also separatists

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<v Speaker 3>otherising American tradition of the elite and corporate interests finding

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<v Speaker 3>and figuring out a way to keep us separate, divided,

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<v Speaker 3>and conquered. When the union started to peep up during

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<v Speaker 3>the early beginnings of the industrial complex and say, listen,

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<v Speaker 3>these were white men. We're dying here. We need work

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<v Speaker 3>hours that respect us, we need a weekend, we need

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<v Speaker 3>to pay that, they went and did that. What did

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<v Speaker 3>the union bosses do, They saytiated them as best they

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<v Speaker 3>could so they didn't have to kill them. Outside of

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<v Speaker 3>the mills where they were blocking the entrances of them

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<v Speaker 3>importing more cheap labor and to replace them, they blocked them.

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<v Speaker 3>And then they came up with a strata system. What

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<v Speaker 3>they started giving these folks titles but doing the same

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<v Speaker 3>work on the floor, so that the new title people

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<v Speaker 3>who didn't even make more with the new title, they

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<v Speaker 3>still made the same amount that everybody else did, but

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<v Speaker 3>it created strata so that they could never come together

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<v Speaker 3>and do this thing as a as a as a unit.

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<v Speaker 3>So this has been an intention from the very beginning, y'all.

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<v Speaker 3>Divide and conquer is the name of the game, and

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<v Speaker 3>the writers of the rules are these corporate interests. But

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<v Speaker 3>as Angela and Tivity both said, the devil is a lie.

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<v Speaker 3>But not only is the devil a lie, or this

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<v Speaker 3>is the devil's work, it is also a lie that

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<v Speaker 3>immigrants are not paying their fair share. But nobody's going

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<v Speaker 3>to believe that. As a fact, they pay more than

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<v Speaker 3>their fair share, therefore contribute more to the system than

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<v Speaker 3>they take from Hate me, love me, don't have an opinion,

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<v Speaker 3>it's a fact. The other thing, the other rising, is

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<v Speaker 3>a way to divide. And this whole thing, y'all, goes

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<v Speaker 3>back to the very beginning, and it's divide and conquer.

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<v Speaker 3>So long as they keep us thinking that the enemy

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<v Speaker 3>is you and me, this and this, then we ain't

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<v Speaker 3>never paying attention to how much the corporate board made.

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<v Speaker 5>I think that's such a I want to punctuate everything

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<v Speaker 5>Andrew just said, because I think that's such an important point.

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<v Speaker 5>I also want to make the point that Angela spoke

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<v Speaker 5>about nine percent of Black Americans have a foreign born

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<v Speaker 5>parent that their parent was also an immigrant, and one

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<v Speaker 5>out of ten black people living in the United States

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<v Speaker 5>is considered an immigrant as well. So those are all

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<v Speaker 5>things to keep in mind.

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<v Speaker 3>But y'all also hit on the fact that we cannot

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<v Speaker 3>ignore the racism that is steeped in our immigration policy.

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<v Speaker 3>In Florida, we had wetfoot dry foot. If you were

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<v Speaker 3>wet foot, it meant you came on a boat from Cuba.

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<v Speaker 3>If you were dryfoot, it meant you. And they would

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<v Speaker 3>let the boats that were coming from Cuba in and

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<v Speaker 3>onto shore, they'd become dryfood Haitian boats. They wouldn't let

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<v Speaker 3>them in the port. They turn them around in the

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<v Speaker 3>sea so they couldn't get drift foot and send them

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<v Speaker 3>right back to Haiti. Everybody knows it. Why were there

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<v Speaker 3>two different policies, didn't make sense. It's steeped in racism.

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<v Speaker 5>Well, I just think it's an important thing to point

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<v Speaker 5>out to our audience that a lot of the reasons

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<v Speaker 5>why these people are migrating to the US is because

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<v Speaker 5>of how US policy has impacted their native countries. We

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<v Speaker 5>have had an adverse impact on so many of these countries.

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<v Speaker 5>Because if it's something that's good for ten percent of

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<v Speaker 5>the people in the United States but bad for ninety

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<v Speaker 5>percent of a population, guess what the United States does.

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<v Speaker 5>They proceed accordingly, and they prioritize our interest over everyone else.

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<v Speaker 5>So before we shun people and lose our humanity and

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<v Speaker 5>look at somebody trying to cross over a razor wire

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<v Speaker 5>at the southern border with their child and their arms

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<v Speaker 5>and watching them drown, just think about how you would

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<v Speaker 5>like to be treated, and never lose sight that these

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<v Speaker 5>are human beings that we are talking to under the

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<v Speaker 5>most desperate of circumstances, trying to find a better life.

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<v Speaker 3>And by the way, we leave the master's tools with

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<v Speaker 3>the master. We are on the same team, and we

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<v Speaker 3>don't have the same vision. Our vision is that everybody

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<v Speaker 3>out of work, make a good way for themselves, have

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<v Speaker 3>opportunity to be able to produce, and that's it. The

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<v Speaker 3>corporate agenda is not that. Yes, So the sides are

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<v Speaker 3>not Americans versus internationals who want to come in and

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<v Speaker 3>take our things. The sides are those who believe in humanity,

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<v Speaker 3>the ability to work hard, play hard, get what it

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<v Speaker 3>is they deserve, versus those who want to keep more money,

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<v Speaker 3>more recent sources pocketed amongst their ten set of friends.

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<v Speaker 3>Those are the sides.

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<v Speaker 1>And speaking of more money in order for us to

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<v Speaker 1>ensure that we can keep this pot going and keep

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<v Speaker 1>your listener questions coming in.

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<v Speaker 2>We're going to take a quick commercial break.

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<v Speaker 5>All right, Welcome back, everybody. Something that has been the

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<v Speaker 5>subject of a lot of conversation in your group chats, maybe,

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<v Speaker 5>but this week also in the media, is this narrative

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<v Speaker 5>around the black male voting block, even that descriptor. I

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<v Speaker 5>have challenges with I have to tell you. But the

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<v Speaker 5>Washington Post had a really interesting read this week that

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<v Speaker 5>essentially suggested that Biden is having trouble with black men voters.

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<v Speaker 5>I have so many challenges and issues with this, Angela.

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<v Speaker 5>You know, we're in a group chat where we talk

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<v Speaker 5>about this kind of thing a lot all the time,

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<v Speaker 5>and I just think the media framing on this is wrong.

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<v Speaker 5>There are black people are one of the most faithful

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<v Speaker 5>Democratic voters, and we've already talked about we're not faithful

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<v Speaker 5>to a political party. We're faithful to ourselves. We're voting

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<v Speaker 5>in favor of harm reduction. But this notion that somehow

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<v Speaker 5>we're going to lay the failure of Joe Biden at

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<v Speaker 5>the feet of black folks, particularly black men. I have

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<v Speaker 5>an issue with it. I think there is a small

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<v Speaker 5>sect of black men who vote Republican. They certainly don't

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<v Speaker 5>represent the masses. And when the media writes about this,

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<v Speaker 5>I just want to scream, because you know who the

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<v Speaker 5>largest conservative voting bloc is, white men. Write about white

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<v Speaker 5>men voting overwhelmingly for this president with ninety one indictments,

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<v Speaker 5>who brags about grabbing women by their private parts, who

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<v Speaker 5>got one, two, three baby mamas all up in the

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<v Speaker 5>White House. Right about that group of people because of

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<v Speaker 5>their conservative beliefs, they are overwhelmingly voting for him. Write

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<v Speaker 5>about the people who sit at the right hand of

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<v Speaker 5>that power, white women who support this president. So I

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<v Speaker 5>have a lot of issues to say about it. But Angela, I,

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<v Speaker 5>because we had talked about this so aggressively at our

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<v Speaker 5>group chat, I know you have some thoughts about it too,

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<v Speaker 5>because we have to ask the question how do we

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<v Speaker 5>engage black men in these conversations? And I have to

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<v Speaker 5>say Vice President Kamala Harris, I think has been doing

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<v Speaker 5>a great job at that. It's not highly publicized, but

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<v Speaker 5>I know she's had some black mail centric dinners, and

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<v Speaker 5>I think it's wise of the administration to do that.

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<v Speaker 1>I will tell you that I do have a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of thoughts. But we also have a question that's closely

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<v Speaker 1>enough related to this from one of our listeners, Monica Williams.

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<v Speaker 10>Hey Native Land Podcast Spam. I wanted to kind of

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<v Speaker 10>get your thoughts. I saw in a Black Enterprise article

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<v Speaker 10>recently that stated that about fourteen to thirty percent of

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<v Speaker 10>the black vote was seemingly leaning towards.

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<v Speaker 2>Donald Trump, which I thought was kind of a.

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<v Speaker 11>Curious stat and kind of wondering what your thoughts are

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<v Speaker 11>on that, if that stat is in fact true, or

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<v Speaker 11>if you feel that it's leaning more or black men

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<v Speaker 11>are going towards Donald Trump versus Black women, or kind

0:25:04.280 --> 0:25:06.800
<v Speaker 11>of what that looks like, and if that's the case,

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<v Speaker 11>if there's anything that the Democratic Party can do to

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<v Speaker 11>kind of stop the faucet from running.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I think we know right that there's a distinction between

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<v Speaker 1>black women vote and black men vote, and it's still

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<v Speaker 1>not significant enough to call as much attention to it

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<v Speaker 1>as is called in the press every single cycle. It's

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<v Speaker 1>not new to tips point. I do think that I

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<v Speaker 1>believe that there's an alarm being sounded, and it should be.

0:25:37.560 --> 0:25:42.479
<v Speaker 1>There should be no light between people of color and

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<v Speaker 1>Democrats in terms of policy, but there has been traditionally

0:25:46.240 --> 0:25:50.439
<v Speaker 1>and it continues to be a problem. This all hands

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<v Speaker 1>on deck approach to recruiting back a base that Democrats

0:25:54.920 --> 0:25:57.160
<v Speaker 1>lost long ago, and I would like to see them

0:25:57.240 --> 0:25:59.560
<v Speaker 1>keep that same energy to ensure that our voters don't

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<v Speaker 1>leave when they don't feel heard, aren't seen, you know,

0:26:02.320 --> 0:26:06.359
<v Speaker 1>feel ignored, feel like their policy desires are not heard.

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<v Speaker 1>I also think, again I say this every week now,

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<v Speaker 1>that we need to be really clear about what our

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<v Speaker 1>demands are and what our agenda is. Andrew, I want

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<v Speaker 1>to come to you, and then I want to go

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<v Speaker 1>to one other clip.

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<v Speaker 3>Black male voters need to be talked to like a

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<v Speaker 3>target community, as they would what you call the independent

0:26:25.000 --> 0:26:28.600
<v Speaker 3>lane center voter. That we're going to spend what six

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<v Speaker 3>times the amount we would on a base voter trying

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<v Speaker 3>to get out and say that we're their choice. Black

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<v Speaker 3>folks are not a monolith. We say this often, but

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<v Speaker 3>increasingly when it comes to economic strata. If you are

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<v Speaker 3>not talking to me about more than a social program,

0:26:44.280 --> 0:26:49.040
<v Speaker 3>but one that yes, allows everybody to survive. But I

0:26:49.080 --> 0:26:52.040
<v Speaker 3>need a thriving agenda. I want to see the agenda

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<v Speaker 3>on a small black business, recruitment development, early seed investments,

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<v Speaker 3>and then the kind of coverage and support that folks need.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, Donald Trump, you need daddy. God is from

0:27:04.760 --> 0:27:08.000
<v Speaker 3>his daddy. But institutions who are supposed to do that,

0:27:08.080 --> 0:27:11.560
<v Speaker 3>our banks aren't lending to us. So what public policy

0:27:11.600 --> 0:27:15.600
<v Speaker 3>are you going to produce that makes that door opened

0:27:15.680 --> 0:27:18.800
<v Speaker 3>and easier? During COVID, what black women were the fastest

0:27:18.800 --> 0:27:21.680
<v Speaker 3>starters of new business, yet something like ninety seven percent

0:27:21.720 --> 0:27:24.960
<v Speaker 3>of all startup capital was going to white men. Yeah,

0:27:25.800 --> 0:27:29.080
<v Speaker 3>make it make sense. The policy isn't lining up. So

0:27:29.200 --> 0:27:33.320
<v Speaker 3>don't bring me no Chitlin circuit mess and think I'm

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<v Speaker 3>going to be impressed by it. We are not. We

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<v Speaker 3>now want you to go further.

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<v Speaker 6>It is.

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<v Speaker 3>It is boilerplate to take care of basic human needs.

0:27:41.160 --> 0:27:43.240
<v Speaker 3>Now I need you to tell me how in second

0:27:43.320 --> 0:27:48.120
<v Speaker 3>and third generation college we're gonna thrive. What's that agenda?

0:27:48.160 --> 0:27:50.879
<v Speaker 3>And so we've got to be willing to speak to it.

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<v Speaker 3>And if we don't, if we keep thinking that the

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<v Speaker 3>same three things are gonna motivate us civil rights paved

0:27:56.440 --> 0:27:58.920
<v Speaker 3>the way, and we owe our ancestors a lot. We

0:27:59.200 --> 0:28:01.600
<v Speaker 3>understand that, and it is baked in the cake. But

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<v Speaker 3>those talking points are not applying to an emerging voter

0:28:05.440 --> 0:28:07.480
<v Speaker 3>black men being I think at the apex of it,

0:28:08.000 --> 0:28:11.360
<v Speaker 3>who want more. Yeah, they want more, and they deserve more,

0:28:11.520 --> 0:28:14.080
<v Speaker 3>just as we would give more if they were considered

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<v Speaker 3>a swing voter.

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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely, And speaking of just that, there's a man named

0:28:18.280 --> 0:28:21.960
<v Speaker 1>Keith Rivers who spoke at a Black Voters Matter town

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<v Speaker 1>hall recently. I want to shout out Roland Martin who

0:28:24.800 --> 0:28:27.560
<v Speaker 1>gave us access to this footage for this town hall

0:28:27.600 --> 0:28:30.200
<v Speaker 1>that I actually moderated in South Carolina last Friday.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's take a listen.

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<v Speaker 12>We are a little city that is right about twenty

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<v Speaker 12>miles from the Virginia line, and so all of our

0:28:40.040 --> 0:28:45.440
<v Speaker 12>media comes out of Virginia. So North Carolina doesn't see us,

0:28:45.480 --> 0:28:49.760
<v Speaker 12>and we don't see North Carolina, and everything around.

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<v Speaker 8>Us is rule.

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<v Speaker 12>Within twenty four hours of the sharp.

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<v Speaker 6>And verdict right ouf the George Floyd excuse me.

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<v Speaker 8>On April the twenty first, twenty twenty one, they shot

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<v Speaker 8>a brother in the back of the head with the

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<v Speaker 8>AR fifteen rifle fired thirty some of the shots in

0:29:11.680 --> 0:29:14.480
<v Speaker 8>his head when he was rolling out. He was goldly

0:29:14.480 --> 0:29:18.480
<v Speaker 8>going away. The Corners report said that it was homicide,

0:29:18.720 --> 0:29:23.600
<v Speaker 8>and the media came into our city. They sold out

0:29:23.800 --> 0:29:29.520
<v Speaker 8>every hotel in the city, and we marched for almost

0:29:29.600 --> 0:29:33.800
<v Speaker 8>a year. And we didn't burn down any buildings, We

0:29:33.840 --> 0:29:37.560
<v Speaker 8>didn't shoot each other, we didn't do anything. And the

0:29:37.680 --> 0:29:45.600
<v Speaker 8>media left. The media left, and those deputies that murdered

0:29:45.640 --> 0:29:51.160
<v Speaker 8>Andrew Brown Jr. Go to work every day. And my

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<v Speaker 8>question is, where's the media now? Where's the black media

0:29:56.320 --> 0:30:00.240
<v Speaker 8>who's telling our story? Now? Where's the black media to

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<v Speaker 8>tell this story that these white deputies, one of them

0:30:04.240 --> 0:30:06.280
<v Speaker 8>is by Ray. Sure, they don't make no difference. They

0:30:06.360 --> 0:30:09.040
<v Speaker 8>all of them, that wall of blue. They shot this

0:30:09.080 --> 0:30:12.400
<v Speaker 8>brother in the back of the head. And nobody's telling

0:30:12.480 --> 0:30:16.160
<v Speaker 8>this story today. And maybe if this story get told,

0:30:16.280 --> 0:30:20.920
<v Speaker 8>the same sheriff got reelected the district attorney, it became

0:30:21.000 --> 0:30:23.920
<v Speaker 8>a judge. We don't have a black judge in our district.

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<v Speaker 6>Who's telling our story in these rural areas.

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<v Speaker 8>But maybe if our media, if the black media start

0:30:30.440 --> 0:30:34.800
<v Speaker 8>telling our story, we won't have a problem getting people

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<v Speaker 8>to the polls.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, So I know that you guys might be asking

0:30:40.400 --> 0:30:43.200
<v Speaker 1>why did we play this clip around black media, But

0:30:43.280 --> 0:30:45.800
<v Speaker 1>I think it is so clear, and I want to

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<v Speaker 1>tell you, guys, because Andrew and tiff y'all are some

0:30:48.360 --> 0:30:50.800
<v Speaker 1>of the greatest public servants I know. When I heard

0:30:50.800 --> 0:30:53.280
<v Speaker 1>this man and saw this grown man cry at the

0:30:53.320 --> 0:30:55.840
<v Speaker 1>mic like that, I said, I'm committing to you. We

0:30:55.920 --> 0:30:58.480
<v Speaker 1>are putting this story on the podcast. We will talk

0:30:58.520 --> 0:31:01.840
<v Speaker 1>about Andrew Brown Junior. But the thing that he said

0:31:01.840 --> 0:31:04.160
<v Speaker 1>that is so poignant, and I know y'all feel this.

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<v Speaker 1>When we talk to rural black voters a lot of times,

0:31:07.360 --> 0:31:10.760
<v Speaker 1>they say they feel forgotten. They are only thought about

0:31:10.840 --> 0:31:13.520
<v Speaker 1>every four years. And he hits that right on the

0:31:13.560 --> 0:31:17.280
<v Speaker 1>head when he says the media sold out these hotel rooms,

0:31:17.800 --> 0:31:21.400
<v Speaker 1>that they were everywhere. They were swarming right after this

0:31:21.520 --> 0:31:25.360
<v Speaker 1>man was shot and killed, but shortly thereafter because they

0:31:25.520 --> 0:31:28.520
<v Speaker 1>left because there was no more attention placed on this.

0:31:28.640 --> 0:31:33.000
<v Speaker 1>Because the tv ads are Virginia and not North Carolina.

0:31:33.360 --> 0:31:38.040
<v Speaker 1>The sheriff was reelected, the DA became an elected judge.

0:31:38.360 --> 0:31:42.400
<v Speaker 1>And Andrew Brown Junior's legacy is brought on by the

0:31:42.480 --> 0:31:46.640
<v Speaker 1>people who were to boost up and to fortify his killers.

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<v Speaker 1>This I mean, if there's not something that encapsulates the

0:31:51.520 --> 0:31:54.920
<v Speaker 1>problem better. I don't know what it is. Like the

0:31:55.080 --> 0:31:58.240
<v Speaker 1>reason black men are like, yo, I'm not doing this,

0:31:58.360 --> 0:32:00.000
<v Speaker 1>the reason our people are like forget it.

0:32:00.000 --> 0:32:02.280
<v Speaker 2>But the reason young people are like, I'm just trying to.

0:32:02.240 --> 0:32:04.840
<v Speaker 1>Understand what you're doing with Gaza though, like you're not

0:32:04.960 --> 0:32:06.200
<v Speaker 1>speaking to my humanity.

0:32:06.200 --> 0:32:08.200
<v Speaker 2>In fact, you don't even see me until you need

0:32:08.240 --> 0:32:08.800
<v Speaker 2>my vote.

0:32:09.760 --> 0:32:13.720
<v Speaker 1>That is the issue, Like we have to drill down

0:32:13.760 --> 0:32:17.080
<v Speaker 1>on the actual problem. This isn't even about going at policy.

0:32:17.200 --> 0:32:20.200
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes it's just like, do you see me? Can you

0:32:20.280 --> 0:32:21.960
<v Speaker 1>acknowledge my existence?

0:32:22.120 --> 0:32:24.320
<v Speaker 2>I matter? Talk to me like I matter.

0:32:24.400 --> 0:32:27.400
<v Speaker 1>Latasha and Clip founded Black voters Matter, and they do

0:32:27.440 --> 0:32:30.600
<v Speaker 1>the work all year long, not just in an election year,

0:32:30.640 --> 0:32:33.480
<v Speaker 1>but three sixty five seven days a week, all of

0:32:33.560 --> 0:32:36.200
<v Speaker 1>the time because we matter all of the time. Our

0:32:36.240 --> 0:32:39.479
<v Speaker 1>engagement matters all of the time, and what we hear

0:32:39.520 --> 0:32:41.240
<v Speaker 1>from this man. And I also don't want to blame

0:32:41.280 --> 0:32:43.959
<v Speaker 1>black media. We got a resource challenge rather just like

0:32:44.160 --> 0:32:48.280
<v Speaker 1>everybody else, but like we have to do the work

0:32:48.360 --> 0:32:51.360
<v Speaker 1>of staying engaged and ensuring that our folks feel seen

0:32:51.440 --> 0:32:54.600
<v Speaker 1>all the time because we cannot count on any elected official,

0:32:54.640 --> 0:32:57.040
<v Speaker 1>no matter the race, to do that all the time

0:32:57.080 --> 0:32:59.160
<v Speaker 1>for us, We've got to do that. Thank God for

0:32:59.160 --> 0:33:02.400
<v Speaker 1>a Black Voters Matter for making this happen. But truly,

0:33:03.000 --> 0:33:04.880
<v Speaker 1>that's where I believe the work is, and that's where

0:33:04.920 --> 0:33:06.360
<v Speaker 1>I think the disconnect really lies.

0:33:06.440 --> 0:33:07.960
<v Speaker 2>We got to do that well.

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<v Speaker 5>I think it's a really good point is about rural America, right,

0:33:11.280 --> 0:33:13.320
<v Speaker 5>because when you hear people talk about rural America and

0:33:13.320 --> 0:33:16.600
<v Speaker 5>the mainstream media, so often we are not included the

0:33:17.080 --> 0:33:20.000
<v Speaker 5>rural America. In mainstream media, the white is silent. So

0:33:20.080 --> 0:33:22.360
<v Speaker 5>assume that everyone lives in rural America is a white

0:33:22.440 --> 0:33:26.600
<v Speaker 5>farmer who has somehow been disenfranchised, when in reality, more

0:33:26.640 --> 0:33:30.000
<v Speaker 5>than seven percent of black folks call rural America home.

0:33:30.520 --> 0:33:33.480
<v Speaker 5>And I want to say people of color comprised more

0:33:33.520 --> 0:33:36.920
<v Speaker 5>than thirty percent of rural America across this country. So yes,

0:33:37.080 --> 0:33:40.360
<v Speaker 5>we see you, we hear you, we understand you. I

0:33:40.440 --> 0:33:43.680
<v Speaker 5>have to too, echo Angela sentiments and defend black media.

0:33:44.000 --> 0:33:47.360
<v Speaker 5>It is a more than a resource challenge. Media everywhere

0:33:47.640 --> 0:33:50.520
<v Speaker 5>is challenged, and so if you can imagine that when

0:33:50.520 --> 0:33:53.920
<v Speaker 5>it comes to black media, it is a severe resource

0:33:54.000 --> 0:33:56.600
<v Speaker 5>challenge that they do not have the resources to be

0:33:56.680 --> 0:33:59.479
<v Speaker 5>on ground and cover everything like that. So I wouldn't

0:33:59.520 --> 0:34:01.480
<v Speaker 5>lay that film at the foot of black media. I

0:34:01.560 --> 0:34:05.240
<v Speaker 5>lay this failure at the foot of media, at white

0:34:05.280 --> 0:34:09.040
<v Speaker 5>decision makers who do not see faces like this as

0:34:09.080 --> 0:34:11.480
<v Speaker 5>being real America or the heart of America. That is

0:34:11.480 --> 0:34:13.440
<v Speaker 5>a challenge that we all have to press forward on

0:34:13.480 --> 0:34:16.520
<v Speaker 5>and we can't depend on, you know, white run newsrooms

0:34:16.560 --> 0:34:18.560
<v Speaker 5>to do that for us. That's why there's always been

0:34:18.600 --> 0:34:22.040
<v Speaker 5>such credo and importance to media that centers us black

0:34:22.120 --> 0:34:24.960
<v Speaker 5>run media, black owned media. But I just want to

0:34:24.960 --> 0:34:27.759
<v Speaker 5>say that when it comes to because this was such

0:34:27.760 --> 0:34:30.760
<v Speaker 5>a huge conversation around the Georgia race where Stacy Abrams

0:34:30.840 --> 0:34:34.560
<v Speaker 5>ran for governor, and there was a similar conversation around

0:34:34.600 --> 0:34:37.440
<v Speaker 5>black men. And you think about there's Atlanta, which is

0:34:37.640 --> 0:34:40.239
<v Speaker 5>a hard blue spot on a very red map, and

0:34:40.239 --> 0:34:42.840
<v Speaker 5>so as Georgia turns purple, you think about all the

0:34:42.880 --> 0:34:46.120
<v Speaker 5>people in rural America there And just to give black

0:34:46.120 --> 0:34:48.360
<v Speaker 5>men a shout out, because I know you all stand

0:34:48.440 --> 0:34:51.560
<v Speaker 5>with us. There's a small margin of people who venture

0:34:51.640 --> 0:34:55.280
<v Speaker 5>over to the other side. But in Georgia, twenty seven

0:34:55.400 --> 0:34:58.799
<v Speaker 5>percent or twenty three thousand people, excuse me, voted for

0:34:58.840 --> 0:35:02.760
<v Speaker 5>Brian Kemp. Twenty three black men voted for Brian Kemp.

0:35:02.800 --> 0:35:05.279
<v Speaker 5>If you took all twenty three thousand of those black men,

0:35:05.360 --> 0:35:07.960
<v Speaker 5>they would have done nothing for the more than fifty

0:35:08.080 --> 0:35:11.839
<v Speaker 5>thousand lead that he had. So I just rebuke any

0:35:11.880 --> 0:35:15.359
<v Speaker 5>time we're laying failure in this democracy at the foot

0:35:15.360 --> 0:35:17.600
<v Speaker 5>of black folks, we have to turn that mirror and say,

0:35:17.600 --> 0:35:19.800
<v Speaker 5>how are white folks voting? Because they are still the

0:35:19.920 --> 0:35:20.799
<v Speaker 5>largest voting block.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you don't go after your number two highest contributing

0:35:24.400 --> 0:35:27.880
<v Speaker 3>member to your success period, bar nne By sharing the

0:35:27.960 --> 0:35:31.640
<v Speaker 3>vote and say you're the blame for the loss. If

0:35:31.680 --> 0:35:36.160
<v Speaker 3>you got a fifty cheap, fifty numbered long list of

0:35:36.200 --> 0:35:40.600
<v Speaker 3>who your constituency is, and black men right behind black

0:35:40.640 --> 0:35:44.800
<v Speaker 3>women are the number one and two performers, you would

0:35:44.800 --> 0:35:48.280
<v Speaker 3>think that your ad resourcing money would be so heavily

0:35:48.680 --> 0:35:52.640
<v Speaker 3>concentrated on maximizing that community and being there and doing

0:35:52.680 --> 0:35:55.279
<v Speaker 3>what needs to be done for that community that you

0:35:55.400 --> 0:35:57.560
<v Speaker 3>make no light in between. But what black folks are

0:35:57.560 --> 0:35:59.319
<v Speaker 3>willing to do in black men and black women too.

0:35:59.560 --> 0:36:03.600
<v Speaker 3>I think we're pragmatic voters. But let's just take what

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<v Speaker 3>Donald Trump has said and is doing on the issue

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<v Speaker 3>of criminal justice. I find it largely self serving given

0:36:08.760 --> 0:36:12.480
<v Speaker 3>his particular condition right now, But his head face on

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<v Speaker 3>attack about the corruption of the FBI and what federal

0:36:16.520 --> 0:36:20.239
<v Speaker 3>prosecutors are doing and state prosecutors and so forth, that

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<v Speaker 3>resonates with our community. Those were our talking points before

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<v Speaker 3>he co opted them and the folks on the right

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<v Speaker 3>co opted them. We were saying, this is a system

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<v Speaker 3>that is not designed for us, but it is except

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<v Speaker 3>to our demise. If we let them run away with

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<v Speaker 3>criminal justice as an issue, in the corruption of institutions

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<v Speaker 3>as an issue, then I can tell you we will

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<v Speaker 3>have something to worry about. Because I am done sick.

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<v Speaker 3>I no longer will lay down and blindly support any

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<v Speaker 3>governmental institution or law enforcement entity, agency, or individual or

0:36:55.080 --> 0:36:58.400
<v Speaker 3>set of people without scrutinizing it to the highest degree,

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<v Speaker 3>because I've been on this where those systems have cooperated

0:37:04.440 --> 0:37:08.880
<v Speaker 3>maliciously to make a thing that wasn't a thing a

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<v Speaker 3>thing and ruining and crushing lives, communities, families, neighborhoods in between.

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<v Speaker 3>So when I look at MSNBC or CNN or any

0:37:17.600 --> 0:37:20.799
<v Speaker 3>of these cable news networks, and I'm hearing the same

0:37:20.920 --> 0:37:24.600
<v Speaker 3>black voices that were on there saying during Barock's administration

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<v Speaker 3>that we need a criminal justice reform and a prosecutorial

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<v Speaker 3>accountability who are now saying, hell, when prosecutors put together

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<v Speaker 3>their case against Trump, you know they're not going to

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<v Speaker 3>leave any stone unturned. And now giving these folks unfettered

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<v Speaker 3>credibility for their work, no, serve you lose me. I'm

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<v Speaker 3>not with that because no institution's beyond reproach and certainly

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<v Speaker 3>not a governmental institution. And I think he's tapping on

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<v Speaker 3>something and people are willing to hear that.

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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely well, we got to pay some more bills and

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<v Speaker 1>we'll be right back after this break.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay.

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<v Speaker 1>As you all know, politics are everywhere and they're definitely

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<v Speaker 1>in hip hop. We have Nicki Minaj versus Meg the Stallion.

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<v Speaker 1>Meg the Stallion his first with her track.

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<v Speaker 2>Called His These Hos don't be mad at Megan. These

0:38:21.120 --> 0:38:22.239
<v Speaker 2>host made at Megan's law.

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<v Speaker 13>I don't really know what the problem means, but I

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<v Speaker 13>get see y'all want me staring.

0:38:25.120 --> 0:38:28.279
<v Speaker 1>And Nicki Minaj hit back with a track called Bigfoot

0:38:28.880 --> 0:38:31.520
<v Speaker 1>Shi by Bigot.

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<v Speaker 2>I want to talk about this because it just went

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<v Speaker 2>a little far for me.

0:38:39.320 --> 0:38:41.960
<v Speaker 1>It went a little far for me, and I want

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<v Speaker 1>to reference first in Meg's track Hiss, she referenced something

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<v Speaker 1>called Meghan's Law. So she says, these holes don't be

0:38:51.120 --> 0:38:53.640
<v Speaker 1>mad at Meghan. These holes be mad at Meghan's Law.

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<v Speaker 1>And she referenced Megan's Law, which is about the required

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<v Speaker 1>for a sexual offender to report that they are in

0:39:06.320 --> 0:39:09.520
<v Speaker 1>fact a sexual offender. It's a federal law that requires

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<v Speaker 1>law enforcement to make information available about registered sex offenders.

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<v Speaker 1>We know that Nicki Minaj is married to one Kenneth

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<v Speaker 1>Petty who's a registered sex offender.

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<v Speaker 2>So Nikki hit back and she came at her about bigfoot.

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<v Speaker 1>Meg is five to ten and I guess this is

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<v Speaker 1>something about that, as well as hitting at the fact

0:39:30.920 --> 0:39:32.959
<v Speaker 1>that she was shot in the foot by Tory Lanes,

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<v Speaker 1>which we all know anyway, we don't have to get

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<v Speaker 1>in all that. But my question is, just like, what

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<v Speaker 1>do we do with this. It's online bullying for seventy

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<v Speaker 1>two hours. I thought we could leave it all on

0:39:43.520 --> 0:39:45.920
<v Speaker 1>the sixteen bars, but apparently not. So I'd like to

0:39:46.200 --> 0:39:47.239
<v Speaker 1>hear y'all thoughts about that.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I gotta say, I'm so disgusted by this Angela.

0:39:52.280 --> 0:39:55.759
<v Speaker 5>I think it's so tragic. Number one, that these two

0:39:56.239 --> 0:40:00.760
<v Speaker 5>women are fighting like this and the public eye ladies,

0:40:00.800 --> 0:40:06.160
<v Speaker 5>there is nothing attractive about tearing down another black woman.

0:40:06.320 --> 0:40:09.480
<v Speaker 5>It just Isn't you look so much more secure and

0:40:09.640 --> 0:40:12.920
<v Speaker 5>happy and together when you're secure enough in yourself to

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<v Speaker 5>stand next to another queen whose light shines as bright

0:40:16.120 --> 0:40:18.359
<v Speaker 5>as yours, and if her light ain't shining as bright

0:40:18.360 --> 0:40:20.080
<v Speaker 5>as yours, you're trying to lift her up to make

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<v Speaker 5>sure her light shines as bright as yours. The challenge

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<v Speaker 5>with this is when this kind of like petty back

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<v Speaker 5>and forth, and I believe Nicki Mina said something about

0:40:28.680 --> 0:40:33.440
<v Speaker 5>Megan's deceased mother. It feeds such a baser instinct and

0:40:34.800 --> 0:40:37.520
<v Speaker 5>find you a tribe and let's celebrate sisterhood because I

0:40:37.560 --> 0:40:40.480
<v Speaker 5>couldn't imagine Salt and Peppa going after MC light, who

0:40:40.560 --> 0:40:42.600
<v Speaker 5>was going after mony Love Like we just didn't have

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<v Speaker 5>that coming up. And I don't want a morphine. So

0:40:44.760 --> 0:40:47.600
<v Speaker 5>one of those get off my lawn. Middle aged women.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm certainly not seeing the Lauras Tucker sitting up here

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<v Speaker 5>on this panel.

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<v Speaker 4>But this ain't it.

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<v Speaker 5>You know, whatever you all think this is accomplishing, it doesn't.

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<v Speaker 5>Sixty four percent of young adults experience online bullying. You

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<v Speaker 5>have black people who say, oh, suicide that ain't something

0:41:02.440 --> 0:41:02.600
<v Speaker 5>we do.

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<v Speaker 4>That is not true.

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<v Speaker 5>Suicides among black youth seventeen ten to seventeen years old

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<v Speaker 5>is up one hundred and forty four percent, and that

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<v Speaker 5>number is attributed to online bullying. So to talk about

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<v Speaker 5>somebody who was a victim of assault, to talk about

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<v Speaker 5>somebody's body shaping, I believe Niki is almost forty years old.

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<v Speaker 5>If she's not over forty, over forty, it doesn't matter

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<v Speaker 5>how old you are, but that kind of behavior is disgusting.

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<v Speaker 5>I also want to make the point Angela that she

0:41:29.000 --> 0:41:33.040
<v Speaker 5>tweeted she was tweeting with Ben Shapiro. Nicki Minaj was

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<v Speaker 5>Ben Shapiro is a right wing conservative zealot, a MAGA extremist.

0:41:39.040 --> 0:41:41.400
<v Speaker 5>And so any time that you are so caught up

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<v Speaker 5>in belittling another woman, you would align yourself with somebody

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<v Speaker 5>who doesn't even see your humanity. I would hope that

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<v Speaker 5>you question yourself. And I pray for both their healing,

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<v Speaker 5>but especially Nicki Minaj I pray for your healing, sys

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<v Speaker 5>because something inside you was broken that you would go

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<v Speaker 5>to that level of disgusting attack on someone who lost

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<v Speaker 5>their mother and who was the victim of an assault.

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<v Speaker 5>I don't like any of it, it's not entertaining at all.

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<v Speaker 1>To the point tip, just so you know, this online bullying,

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<v Speaker 1>as we know, finds its way into what happens in

0:42:12.040 --> 0:42:14.399
<v Speaker 1>real life. We saw that on January sixth, it turns

0:42:14.440 --> 0:42:17.879
<v Speaker 1>into an insurrection. Well, there was an insurrection at Meg

0:42:17.920 --> 0:42:21.239
<v Speaker 1>the Stallion's mother's grave site. Yep, they actually went to

0:42:21.360 --> 0:42:24.000
<v Speaker 1>her grave site to deface the grave. That's where we are, Andrew,

0:42:24.000 --> 0:42:24.880
<v Speaker 1>I saw you about to weigh in.

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<v Speaker 3>No, yeah, y'all, I'm learning about this as I'm listening

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<v Speaker 3>to y'all, so quick question.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Nicki Minaj's critique before this thing seemed to degrade in

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<v Speaker 3>the black hole, was that Meghan's law or.

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<v Speaker 1>My point was that Meg said in the lyrics, she says,

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<v Speaker 1>you think Holds is mad at Meghan, but they're really

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<v Speaker 1>mad at Meghan's law, like the fact that he has

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<v Speaker 1>to report.

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<v Speaker 2>That's actually the lyric.

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<v Speaker 5>She's talking about Nicky's husband who's a registered sex offender.

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<v Speaker 5>Meghan's law is yes, it already, but she's saying, oh.

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<v Speaker 3>Right, okay, so she threw it back at her as

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<v Speaker 3>it did.

0:43:00.239 --> 0:43:02.600
<v Speaker 2>Nicki responded with bigfoot. But here's the other thing.

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<v Speaker 1>This is happening in real time, while like literally today

0:43:07.160 --> 0:43:09.520
<v Speaker 1>we record, you guys know, we pre record. There is

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<v Speaker 1>a Kids Online Safety Act being discussed in the Senate.

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<v Speaker 1>This has everything to do with bullying and harassment and

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<v Speaker 1>all these things. So I'm saying, you got adults demonstrating

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<v Speaker 1>why this is so dangerous for kids. There are kids who,

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<v Speaker 1>when they're bullied online, go home and commit or die

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<v Speaker 1>by suicide. We have to be mindful of how we're

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<v Speaker 1>carrying ourselves, particularly when you have a fan base. Charles

0:43:32.920 --> 0:43:35.160
<v Speaker 1>Barkley said in that commercial back in the day, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not a role model. Guess what you are as soon

0:43:37.760 --> 0:43:39.560
<v Speaker 1>as you step in that limelight. There are kids who

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<v Speaker 1>are emulating themselves to try to be like you. There

0:43:42.440 --> 0:43:45.080
<v Speaker 1>are adults who are trying to be like you. Nicki

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<v Speaker 1>minaj Sis you're forty one, I'm forty four. I'm just

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<v Speaker 1>saying we might have to shine a light and be

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<v Speaker 1>a role model, even for the sisters in their twenties,

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<v Speaker 1>like Meg. Meg's been through a lot, right, Like, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>come on, and it's hip hop there, I mean, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>It's hip hop. There's always been rap battles at hip hop.

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<v Speaker 4>You ain't gotta take its a Twitter.

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<v Speaker 2>It's too far.

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<v Speaker 4>Never like this, Never like this. I mean I do

0:44:09.080 --> 0:44:10.719
<v Speaker 4>think of ll Cool Day and Cool Mode.

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<v Speaker 5>They had one of the dopest rat battles and when

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<v Speaker 5>you you know, hear those jay z Exactly throughout history

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<v Speaker 5>there's always been rat battles.

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<v Speaker 4>This is something else.

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<v Speaker 5>And the fact that people are going to her mother's

0:44:21.560 --> 0:44:24.200
<v Speaker 5>grave debasing her grave, I just find it all disgusting.

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<v Speaker 5>And listen, Angela and I and Andrew, all of us

0:44:27.400 --> 0:44:31.520
<v Speaker 5>have been have experienced ugly comments on social media. I

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<v Speaker 5>am a grown ass woman, so I know the difference

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<v Speaker 5>between my real life and what people are on here saying,

0:44:37.480 --> 0:44:40.600
<v Speaker 5>and still it can impact me when somebody overwhelmingly is

0:44:40.680 --> 0:44:44.040
<v Speaker 5>saying something. People have an opinion on your hair, your outfit,

0:44:44.120 --> 0:44:46.400
<v Speaker 5>everything you look like, who you date, all of that stuff.

0:44:46.880 --> 0:44:50.440
<v Speaker 5>It can be overwhelming to a grown adult who's securing herself.

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<v Speaker 5>So you imagine being thirteen or fifteen and seeing this

0:44:53.719 --> 0:44:56.720
<v Speaker 5>behavior play out and then mimicking it with your peers,

0:44:57.160 --> 0:45:02.560
<v Speaker 5>and the consequences are dire. So monitor to social media. Kids,

0:45:02.760 --> 0:45:08.400
<v Speaker 5>share responsibly, behave responsibly. If you're the victim of online bullying,

0:45:08.440 --> 0:45:12.640
<v Speaker 5>you can report those comments. There are some safe practices

0:45:13.120 --> 0:45:16.200
<v Speaker 5>out there for you that you can google. But this

0:45:16.440 --> 0:45:19.400
<v Speaker 5>is not This is not normal behavior. This is the

0:45:19.480 --> 0:45:22.680
<v Speaker 5>behavior of at least one broken woman, if not too

0:45:23.160 --> 0:45:24.440
<v Speaker 5>and it's nothing to celebrate.

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<v Speaker 3>I want to co sign everything again, less informed about it,

0:45:28.120 --> 0:45:30.000
<v Speaker 3>but I do know this much. I don't have to

0:45:30.040 --> 0:45:32.520
<v Speaker 3>be that informed to know this. This is the point

0:45:32.560 --> 0:45:36.320
<v Speaker 3>at which the close friends, the enlightened ones who are close,

0:45:36.560 --> 0:45:39.600
<v Speaker 3>respectively to these women. This is when you tell them

0:45:39.640 --> 0:45:42.239
<v Speaker 3>on the side to take a bee, and y'all going

0:45:42.280 --> 0:45:45.320
<v Speaker 3>to handle this inside the door rather than out in

0:45:45.440 --> 0:45:48.480
<v Speaker 3>the yard, in the street, and up at the community plaza.

0:45:49.200 --> 0:45:52.319
<v Speaker 3>Because these beats happen all the time. Grown folks have them,

0:45:52.360 --> 0:45:54.840
<v Speaker 3>young folks have them. It impacts all of us differently,

0:45:55.000 --> 0:45:59.800
<v Speaker 3>in every one of us has areas of brokenness. But

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<v Speaker 3>this ain't the forum and these women. My colleagues have

0:46:03.680 --> 0:46:07.160
<v Speaker 3>pointed out many reasons why it isn't, but it to

0:46:07.360 --> 0:46:10.080
<v Speaker 3>me underscoes why you have to have people around you

0:46:10.080 --> 0:46:12.800
<v Speaker 3>who are willing to pull you up and out so

0:46:13.000 --> 0:46:16.360
<v Speaker 3>you can stop being at the three inch level and

0:46:16.480 --> 0:46:18.360
<v Speaker 3>get out to the three thousand level and see what

0:46:18.440 --> 0:46:22.000
<v Speaker 3>the big picture is. Then women don't know enough about

0:46:22.080 --> 0:46:26.440
<v Speaker 3>each other to go at one another so viscerally and

0:46:26.600 --> 0:46:30.040
<v Speaker 3>so personally. That's a disconnect. I used to feel this

0:46:30.120 --> 0:46:32.279
<v Speaker 3>way when I get emails from people who would just

0:46:33.080 --> 0:46:36.040
<v Speaker 3>tearing me to pieces. Don't know me from Tom Adam

0:46:36.120 --> 0:46:38.000
<v Speaker 3>Katt except for the comment or the clip or whatever

0:46:38.080 --> 0:46:40.200
<v Speaker 3>they read. And I had to quickly come to a

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<v Speaker 3>place and I thank YACHTI for this. Angela knows her.

0:46:43.760 --> 0:46:46.120
<v Speaker 3>I had to get into a place where, look, your

0:46:46.160 --> 0:46:49.439
<v Speaker 3>opinion of me is not my business, because you can't

0:46:49.640 --> 0:46:53.759
<v Speaker 3>feel this much unless you've experienced something in your life

0:46:53.880 --> 0:46:58.040
<v Speaker 3>personally that has been triggered and lifted and you are hurt.

0:46:58.360 --> 0:47:00.560
<v Speaker 3>And so guess what. I know. You put my name there,

0:47:00.600 --> 0:47:02.880
<v Speaker 3>but you can change it to whomever this is intended for,

0:47:03.840 --> 0:47:05.880
<v Speaker 3>because some healing has to happen there.

0:47:05.960 --> 0:47:06.319
<v Speaker 6>You can't.

0:47:06.520 --> 0:47:08.520
<v Speaker 3>You don't know me well enough to feel that way

0:47:08.560 --> 0:47:11.800
<v Speaker 3>about me? Whatsoever? Ought to take the time to write

0:47:11.840 --> 0:47:15.680
<v Speaker 3>that much about me? To take take that back to

0:47:15.880 --> 0:47:18.840
<v Speaker 3>who it is intended for, because your opinion of me

0:47:19.040 --> 0:47:19.880
<v Speaker 3>is not my business.

0:47:19.960 --> 0:47:20.200
<v Speaker 2>It's not.

0:47:20.360 --> 0:47:22.400
<v Speaker 3>And these women need friends who are pulling them up

0:47:22.719 --> 0:47:23.359
<v Speaker 3>all that time.

0:47:23.560 --> 0:47:25.720
<v Speaker 4>You spend all that time right into a stranger.

0:47:25.920 --> 0:47:29.319
<v Speaker 5>Okay, let me I just can I just say really quickly,

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<v Speaker 5>because Angela knows this, like we there are different social circles,

0:47:33.560 --> 0:47:35.880
<v Speaker 5>and you know, for the young people at what you

0:47:36.000 --> 0:47:38.160
<v Speaker 5>do at twenty will still stick with you when you're thirty,

0:47:38.200 --> 0:47:40.080
<v Speaker 5>when you forty. So you always want to try to

0:47:40.120 --> 0:47:43.200
<v Speaker 5>live like a good life. And everybody deserves redemption. There

0:47:43.239 --> 0:47:46.719
<v Speaker 5>are people who might be who I might not be

0:47:46.840 --> 0:47:49.279
<v Speaker 5>their favorite person, you know, and they might say, oh,

0:47:49.400 --> 0:47:51.279
<v Speaker 5>Tiffany Cross, I don't like her. And somebody comes to

0:47:51.360 --> 0:47:53.080
<v Speaker 5>me and they say, oh, well, Susie Q says she

0:47:53.160 --> 0:47:56.040
<v Speaker 5>don't like you. At this moment, I have a choice.

0:47:56.560 --> 0:47:58.320
<v Speaker 5>I can say I don't give a shit. If Susie

0:47:58.360 --> 0:48:01.080
<v Speaker 5>Q don't like me, who cares? Or I can say,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, that's really unfortunate. I've always liked her and

0:48:03.760 --> 0:48:05.600
<v Speaker 5>I thought she was a pleasant person. But I hope

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<v Speaker 5>she's well and I'm whatever I did, I hope that

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<v Speaker 5>she can find healing in it for her own.

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<v Speaker 4>Life in that moment.

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<v Speaker 5>Who looks like the more senior person, So Nikki and

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<v Speaker 5>Megan and somebody not everything so deserves the response.

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<v Speaker 3>My response with a band, why are you chasing over

0:48:21.719 --> 0:48:25.080
<v Speaker 3>here to me to tell me somebody's business and why

0:48:25.080 --> 0:48:26.640
<v Speaker 3>they feel comfortable telling you and not me.

0:48:27.440 --> 0:48:29.800
<v Speaker 4>Right, that's the whole other conversation.

0:48:29.960 --> 0:48:31.640
<v Speaker 5>What you say when they say they ain't like me,

0:48:31.960 --> 0:48:34.080
<v Speaker 5>and why they feel comfortable telling you they ain't like me.

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<v Speaker 5>That's something to think about too. Stay out of mess,

0:48:37.080 --> 0:48:38.919
<v Speaker 5>keep your mouth shut, and stay out of mess.

0:48:41.560 --> 0:48:41.960
<v Speaker 2>Anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>So we spent a lot of time in mess today,

0:48:44.080 --> 0:48:47.920
<v Speaker 1>and I just gotta say, you know who else is

0:48:47.960 --> 0:48:48.479
<v Speaker 1>in our mess?

0:48:48.880 --> 0:48:51.359
<v Speaker 2>Didn't nobody ask them to be there? The n essay.

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<v Speaker 1>So the Senate has held a hearing on this because

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<v Speaker 1>you know, we're trying to understand what tech company's responsibility

0:49:00.440 --> 0:49:05.520
<v Speaker 1>to us. There's this ability right now for folks to

0:49:05.800 --> 0:49:09.160
<v Speaker 1>buy internet metadata that is telling all our business. So

0:49:09.200 --> 0:49:10.960
<v Speaker 1>you think you're going to do something online and you

0:49:11.120 --> 0:49:14.080
<v Speaker 1>hit that delete button that's still there, booboo. And there's

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<v Speaker 1>somebody who I'm really surprised I agree with, who had

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<v Speaker 1>something to say about this. Let's roll that clip.

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<v Speaker 14>Mister Zuckerberg, you and the companies before us. I know

0:49:22.960 --> 0:49:25.160
<v Speaker 14>you don't mean it to be so, but you have

0:49:25.239 --> 0:49:30.120
<v Speaker 14>blood on your hands. You have a product. You have

0:49:30.239 --> 0:49:33.560
<v Speaker 14>a product that's killing people.

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<v Speaker 11>Now.

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<v Speaker 14>Senator Blumenthal and Blackburn who've been like the Dynamic duo

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<v Speaker 14>here have found emails from your company where they warned

0:49:45.040 --> 0:49:47.879
<v Speaker 14>you about this stuff, and you decided not to hire

0:49:47.960 --> 0:49:51.000
<v Speaker 14>forty five people that could do a better job of

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<v Speaker 14>policing this. So the bottom line is you can't be sued.

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<v Speaker 14>You should be and these emails would be great for

0:49:58.840 --> 0:50:03.640
<v Speaker 14>punitive damages, but the courtrooms closed. Every American abused by

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<v Speaker 14>all the companies in front of me.

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<v Speaker 2>Let me find out, Lindsey.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I feel bipartisan today because Lindsey tore that down.

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<v Speaker 2>Now it feels like that really went more with Meg

0:50:14.000 --> 0:50:14.800
<v Speaker 2>and Nikki.

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<v Speaker 1>But I will say that on this the Senator has

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<v Speaker 1>been relentless at figuring out what is happening with tech companies,

0:50:22.719 --> 0:50:25.839
<v Speaker 1>like what their responsibility is to the general republic, particularly kids.

0:50:26.400 --> 0:50:31.319
<v Speaker 1>Lindsey Graham mentioned Senators Blackburn and Blumenthal, who are also

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<v Speaker 1>the co sponsors of the Kids Online Safety Act we

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<v Speaker 1>just talked about. I have got to tell you the

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<v Speaker 1>NSA spying is of course not a surprise, that's what

0:50:41.560 --> 0:50:46.080
<v Speaker 1>they do. But the ability to pass off our metadata

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<v Speaker 1>without a warrant is deeply troubling for me, and I

0:50:49.680 --> 0:50:52.480
<v Speaker 1>think this is a place where libertarian Republicans would also

0:50:52.560 --> 0:50:54.080
<v Speaker 1>agree with us on this. I don't know if y'all

0:50:54.120 --> 0:50:56.520
<v Speaker 1>have stuff on this, but I just I had to

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<v Speaker 1>get that Lindsey Graham clip in there.

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<v Speaker 4>I was surprised, Yeah, I so, Lindsey Graham was.

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<v Speaker 5>Definitely it was in the hearing about online safety and

0:51:06.160 --> 0:51:09.759
<v Speaker 5>online bullying, but the NSA a completely different issue. Look,

0:51:09.840 --> 0:51:13.600
<v Speaker 5>this is surveillance capitalism run amuck. And obviously, as Black Americans,

0:51:13.680 --> 0:51:16.520
<v Speaker 5>we know that government agencies has always taken license to

0:51:16.520 --> 0:51:18.960
<v Speaker 5>spy on us, not just during co Intel pro but

0:51:19.040 --> 0:51:21.279
<v Speaker 5>even in recent history during Black Lives Matter, when the

0:51:21.400 --> 0:51:24.600
<v Speaker 5>FBI had a whole list of folks that they were targeting.

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<v Speaker 5>I think it's interesting how you know people are very

0:51:27.200 --> 0:51:30.359
<v Speaker 5>paranoid and you know they won't do Certainly, they won't vote,

0:51:30.360 --> 0:51:32.239
<v Speaker 5>they won't take the vaccine, and they won't do other

0:51:32.320 --> 0:51:34.279
<v Speaker 5>things because they think people are spying on them. Let

0:51:34.320 --> 0:51:36.319
<v Speaker 5>me tell you who's spying on you. This right here,

0:51:36.600 --> 0:51:39.680
<v Speaker 5>this phone in your hand. They are collecting all your data,

0:51:39.800 --> 0:51:44.200
<v Speaker 5>all your information, and spoon feeding you information on your

0:51:44.640 --> 0:51:48.680
<v Speaker 5>Google search, on your navigation page, on your Instagram landing page,

0:51:48.719 --> 0:51:52.239
<v Speaker 5>TikTok et, cetera, and so you know, I think technology,

0:51:52.280 --> 0:51:55.200
<v Speaker 5>as we've said many times before, is moving faster than

0:51:55.320 --> 0:51:58.239
<v Speaker 5>law and policy, particularly when you think about some of

0:51:58.239 --> 0:52:00.920
<v Speaker 5>the artificial intelligence tools that are feeding some of our

0:52:01.000 --> 0:52:04.040
<v Speaker 5>devices that we engage with every day. Even TikTok, this

0:52:04.200 --> 0:52:07.680
<v Speaker 5>is not a business that was born here in America.

0:52:07.800 --> 0:52:12.719
<v Speaker 5>I'm the owners of TikTok's are Chinese, and so there

0:52:12.760 --> 0:52:17.080
<v Speaker 5>are features on TikTok that monitor how even your finger movements.

0:52:17.160 --> 0:52:20.319
<v Speaker 5>They monitor how you hold your device, how you tap

0:52:20.400 --> 0:52:22.880
<v Speaker 5>your device. Now, it might not matter if somebody is

0:52:22.920 --> 0:52:24.759
<v Speaker 5>watching your ten year old now, but when that ten

0:52:24.840 --> 0:52:26.520
<v Speaker 5>year old becomes a thirty year old and they work

0:52:26.600 --> 0:52:29.200
<v Speaker 5>for the NSA and people are collecting their data, it

0:52:29.320 --> 0:52:31.880
<v Speaker 5>matters a great deal. So, you know, I wish I

0:52:31.960 --> 0:52:34.480
<v Speaker 5>had a solution, but I appreciate you bringing this up,

0:52:34.520 --> 0:52:37.440
<v Speaker 5>Angela and waving a huge red flag. But this is

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<v Speaker 5>something that's happening and certainly something that we need to

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<v Speaker 5>pay attention to and get ahead of these government agencies

0:52:43.160 --> 0:52:44.640
<v Speaker 5>before they get too far ahead of us.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, Lindsey Graham could pass some laws number one, but

0:52:49.800 --> 0:52:52.919
<v Speaker 3>until we get that done, he could begin his care

0:52:53.000 --> 0:52:56.960
<v Speaker 3>and concern by stop being in an online bully harasser himself.

0:52:57.560 --> 0:53:01.320
<v Speaker 3>It's hard for me to take him seriously when he

0:53:01.600 --> 0:53:05.439
<v Speaker 3>uses these very same platforms to go individually after people,

0:53:06.040 --> 0:53:10.120
<v Speaker 3>you call for violence, and states and the nations across

0:53:10.160 --> 0:53:15.360
<v Speaker 3>the world to threaten other political leaders for whom he disagrees. So,

0:53:16.440 --> 0:53:19.080
<v Speaker 3>while y'all are working on the law, could you, at

0:53:19.200 --> 0:53:24.120
<v Speaker 3>least I don't know self, govern and start to exhibit

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<v Speaker 3>what it means to be a responsible user of this information,

0:53:28.840 --> 0:53:33.120
<v Speaker 3>not just an abuser when it suits you and Zuckerberger, y'all,

0:53:33.160 --> 0:53:35.840
<v Speaker 3>I'll just restate this, which is, let's not get the

0:53:36.040 --> 0:53:41.480
<v Speaker 3>enemy twisted. It isn't left and right Republican man next

0:53:41.520 --> 0:53:46.880
<v Speaker 3>to the Democratic woman. Corporate interests turn those groups on

0:53:47.320 --> 0:53:52.880
<v Speaker 3>and off at their pleasure. They create divides at their pleasure.

0:53:53.800 --> 0:53:59.600
<v Speaker 3>They create wedges at their pleasure, because what they understand

0:54:00.840 --> 0:54:03.680
<v Speaker 3>is that the matrix that they have built is resilient.

0:54:04.040 --> 0:54:06.680
<v Speaker 3>It is intended to produce a certain outcome and to

0:54:06.840 --> 0:54:10.040
<v Speaker 3>keep the powerful as powerful as they can be. They

0:54:10.160 --> 0:54:14.880
<v Speaker 3>see nothing. They are ungenerous with it. And so I

0:54:15.440 --> 0:54:18.040
<v Speaker 3>love to go after individuals and parties who do there whatever.

0:54:18.239 --> 0:54:21.440
<v Speaker 3>But the real enemy here is the corporate interests who

0:54:21.600 --> 0:54:25.279
<v Speaker 3>have always been at the center of the design of systems. Well,

0:54:25.280 --> 0:54:27.680
<v Speaker 3>they built the system to be resilient. It will not

0:54:27.880 --> 0:54:31.759
<v Speaker 3>break because they have tried and true methods like won't

0:54:31.800 --> 0:54:34.759
<v Speaker 3>you sick this group against this group, won't you sell

0:54:34.880 --> 0:54:37.799
<v Speaker 3>this to this group? And we got to create these

0:54:38.600 --> 0:54:42.960
<v Speaker 3>environments where you keep us the some of us, Heather

0:54:43.080 --> 0:54:47.880
<v Speaker 3>McGhee separated, So I you know, thank you, Lindsey, appreciate it,

0:54:48.000 --> 0:54:55.480
<v Speaker 3>practice what you preach. Okay, Oh we needed that Miami,

0:54:56.040 --> 0:55:02.120
<v Speaker 3>that South that base, South City Base. Okay, We're luking

0:55:02.160 --> 0:55:06.200
<v Speaker 3>trita what you need and trick when you need them.

0:55:06.560 --> 0:55:08.719
<v Speaker 1>So speaking at a bounty, we're going to questions from

0:55:08.760 --> 0:55:10.799
<v Speaker 1>the audience. So we only have one left because as

0:55:10.840 --> 0:55:13.480
<v Speaker 1>you know, we've done such a wonderful job at integrating

0:55:13.520 --> 0:55:16.239
<v Speaker 1>them this time. So we're gonna pause here for a

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<v Speaker 1>questions for the audience.

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<v Speaker 6>Hello Native Land Podcast. My name is Norvel. I'm a grandfather,

0:55:24.239 --> 0:55:27.480
<v Speaker 6>got two granddaughters, five children, and.

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<v Speaker 15>I'm a gen answer my question is how do you

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<v Speaker 15>feel technology can help Black America and how do you

0:55:38.360 --> 0:55:41.000
<v Speaker 15>feel it's going to hinder us if we don't get.

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<v Speaker 6>Involved with it now, especially with the election season in

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<v Speaker 6>full swing.

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<v Speaker 3>That's real, brother, Leville. I was just doing the math

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<v Speaker 3>on gen X. I was like, I think I'm one

0:55:51.840 --> 0:55:55.799
<v Speaker 3>of them. These generations can be. It's not the point,

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<v Speaker 3>I think, hopefully, what he is saying in the use

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<v Speaker 3>of technology, It's evolved in a whole bunch of ways,

0:56:02.239 --> 0:56:04.560
<v Speaker 3>not just sitting at a computer and reading articles, but

0:56:05.040 --> 0:56:07.560
<v Speaker 3>cell phones. How we vote? Should I be able to

0:56:07.719 --> 0:56:09.640
<v Speaker 3>technology advance to a way where I can vote right

0:56:09.680 --> 0:56:11.640
<v Speaker 3>from the comfort of my living room, where there are

0:56:11.680 --> 0:56:14.439
<v Speaker 3>states that are exhibiting and some local communities are showing

0:56:14.560 --> 0:56:18.799
<v Speaker 3>how that could work. I'm a huge advocate for our

0:56:19.120 --> 0:56:23.920
<v Speaker 3>aging population to stay connected to technology for as good uses,

0:56:24.000 --> 0:56:26.160
<v Speaker 3>because let me tell you, the right is using it,

0:56:26.320 --> 0:56:29.719
<v Speaker 3>and they're using it against a lot of black folks

0:56:29.719 --> 0:56:31.520
<v Speaker 3>who are on the internet and use technology.

0:56:31.719 --> 0:56:31.960
<v Speaker 8>I know.

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<v Speaker 3>Angela gave a story the other day I got way

0:56:35.719 --> 0:56:38.120
<v Speaker 3>too many to give where my mother takes screenshots saying

0:56:38.320 --> 0:56:41.040
<v Speaker 3>you need to contact this person about this bitcoin who

0:56:41.120 --> 0:56:43.919
<v Speaker 3>sent me an email saying you know they had money

0:56:44.000 --> 0:56:47.600
<v Speaker 3>for me. That folks are using these things for evil

0:56:47.920 --> 0:56:50.280
<v Speaker 3>and they're getting directly to who they're trying to target,

0:56:50.360 --> 0:56:52.719
<v Speaker 3>and that's you. And what I would say is is

0:56:52.880 --> 0:56:56.120
<v Speaker 3>certainly as we age, and with elections coming around, we

0:56:56.320 --> 0:57:01.160
<v Speaker 3>have to check our sources primary source, which means that

0:57:01.400 --> 0:57:04.600
<v Speaker 3>is a headline like the Atlanta Constitution Journal to tell

0:57:04.680 --> 0:57:08.640
<v Speaker 3>us that whatever your legitimate sources of news, but you're

0:57:08.640 --> 0:57:12.239
<v Speaker 3>sending me some Facebook ad article, some what have you

0:57:12.360 --> 0:57:15.440
<v Speaker 3>picked up off of? I need sources, need sources, I

0:57:15.520 --> 0:57:18.000
<v Speaker 3>need this has to be validated some number of places.

0:57:18.400 --> 0:57:20.560
<v Speaker 3>Don't be giving your social security and all that stuff

0:57:20.560 --> 0:57:23.560
<v Speaker 3>out over the internet. All I'm saying is the tools

0:57:23.800 --> 0:57:26.360
<v Speaker 3>exist there. They are getting to older folks. We just

0:57:26.480 --> 0:57:28.760
<v Speaker 3>need to teach folks how to best use this so

0:57:28.880 --> 0:57:31.880
<v Speaker 3>it's not weaponized against them. And right now technology is

0:57:31.920 --> 0:57:37.040
<v Speaker 3>being used on both politically for weaponization, but also the

0:57:37.120 --> 0:57:41.520
<v Speaker 3>big bad enemy, the huge, huge, huge top one percent

0:57:41.640 --> 0:57:45.720
<v Speaker 3>corporate interests, who has a reason for sending and allowing

0:57:46.040 --> 0:57:49.800
<v Speaker 3>and not regulating certain things or allowing certain regulations so

0:57:49.880 --> 0:57:52.960
<v Speaker 3>they could get directly to you for this very special purpose.

0:57:53.640 --> 0:57:56.400
<v Speaker 3>But it's no mistake, it's intentional.

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<v Speaker 5>Yes, can I just I want to just jump in

0:57:59.200 --> 0:58:02.080
<v Speaker 5>and say it's for younger people on technology. It's also

0:58:02.160 --> 0:58:04.439
<v Speaker 5>a big deal black people over index when it comes

0:58:04.480 --> 0:58:07.920
<v Speaker 5>to using technology, particularly social media. And so if we're

0:58:07.960 --> 0:58:10.720
<v Speaker 5>over indexing there. I would love to see more people

0:58:10.840 --> 0:58:14.920
<v Speaker 5>pursue fields of study in STEM learn to code, learn

0:58:15.040 --> 0:58:19.160
<v Speaker 5>to design, learn how you can benefit financially from something

0:58:19.240 --> 0:58:23.120
<v Speaker 5>that you enjoy doing. And there are increased amounts of

0:58:23.280 --> 0:58:27.200
<v Speaker 5>programs that support for young folks who want to pursue

0:58:28.480 --> 0:58:32.920
<v Speaker 5>studies in the areas of science, technology, engineering, and.

0:58:32.960 --> 0:58:36.240
<v Speaker 3>Math and pursue it with an intention toward the greater good,

0:58:36.920 --> 0:58:37.720
<v Speaker 3>achieve some good.

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<v Speaker 2>We have one more audience question, high Native Lampid.

0:58:41.760 --> 0:58:44.680
<v Speaker 16>My name is Tina West and I'm from Detroit, Michigan,

0:58:45.160 --> 0:58:48.320
<v Speaker 16>and my question is how are we going to engage

0:58:48.440 --> 0:58:51.760
<v Speaker 16>the younger generation and encourage them to show up and

0:58:51.880 --> 0:58:55.160
<v Speaker 16>vote in the twenty twenty four election cycle. A couple

0:58:55.240 --> 0:58:58.400
<v Speaker 16>of things. Everyday work in black folks, young folks, they

0:58:58.440 --> 0:59:01.320
<v Speaker 16>are not feeling any of the effects of the Biden administration.

0:59:01.560 --> 0:59:02.760
<v Speaker 2>It's hard out here.

0:59:03.400 --> 0:59:06.160
<v Speaker 16>And then they sit on their phones and they see

0:59:06.600 --> 0:59:11.560
<v Speaker 16>the genocide that's happening overseas at the hands of Israel,

0:59:12.240 --> 0:59:16.240
<v Speaker 16>and they hear Biden saying that he's going to support them.

0:59:16.760 --> 0:59:22.440
<v Speaker 16>How do we shift the focus on what is important

0:59:22.520 --> 0:59:26.400
<v Speaker 16>here at home and encourage these people to get out

0:59:26.480 --> 0:59:29.800
<v Speaker 16>and vote for their interests. How can we engage them.

0:59:30.440 --> 0:59:34.400
<v Speaker 5>Well, I'm happy that she brought up what's happening in Israel,

0:59:34.480 --> 0:59:39.120
<v Speaker 5>because I wonder does the administration understand the why vast

0:59:39.280 --> 0:59:43.400
<v Speaker 5>impact this has had on their voting base. You know,

0:59:43.520 --> 0:59:45.960
<v Speaker 5>it's hard to look at the imagery that we see

0:59:46.680 --> 0:59:50.200
<v Speaker 5>and not have some sort of disdain on what is

0:59:50.280 --> 0:59:53.640
<v Speaker 5>being allowed to take place and happen in Gaza. Regardless

0:59:53.680 --> 0:59:57.440
<v Speaker 5>of where you stand on this divide in this issue,

0:59:58.480 --> 1:00:02.120
<v Speaker 5>it is to me an issue of just humanity, and

1:00:02.560 --> 1:00:05.760
<v Speaker 5>I think for people of color, it's hard to look

1:00:05.800 --> 1:00:09.120
<v Speaker 5>at this and not identify with those people who we

1:00:09.200 --> 1:00:12.360
<v Speaker 5>would call oppressed and oppressed people. And the bloody, gory

1:00:12.600 --> 1:00:15.760
<v Speaker 5>violence this week. The latest video I saw was a

1:00:15.840 --> 1:00:18.920
<v Speaker 5>grandmother who had been invited to safety walking with her

1:00:19.000 --> 1:00:21.560
<v Speaker 5>grandson waving a white flag and you see her get

1:00:21.680 --> 1:00:24.440
<v Speaker 5>gunned down. It's hard to see that imagery and not

1:00:24.600 --> 1:00:26.480
<v Speaker 5>be outraged about it. So I at least want to

1:00:26.520 --> 1:00:29.960
<v Speaker 5>show up and first validate young people for feeling that

1:00:30.080 --> 1:00:33.120
<v Speaker 5>way and seeing that, and we understand that, and we

1:00:33.200 --> 1:00:34.920
<v Speaker 5>won't be one of the people who are going to

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<v Speaker 5>spin in your face and try to convince you as reigning. No,

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<v Speaker 5>that is real and you have every right to be outraged.

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<v Speaker 5>I want to push back, however, on this notion that

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<v Speaker 5>gen Z does not benefit from the Biden administration. I

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<v Speaker 5>think we have to do a better job at informing

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<v Speaker 5>voters across every demographic, every age group we are benefiting

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<v Speaker 5>from Democratic led policies, from Democratic push policies. I think

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<v Speaker 5>we have to consider the states you live in. Often,

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<v Speaker 5>when the federal government gives money, the local government controls

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<v Speaker 5>how that money is issued or spent. And so when

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<v Speaker 5>Democrats vote for something, you know, a boost in federal

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<v Speaker 5>funding that gets the states if you have a Republican

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<v Speaker 5>governor controlling the purse strings, and that money does not

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<v Speaker 5>always get to where it needs to get to, especially

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<v Speaker 5>for people who look like us. I would hold up

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<v Speaker 5>Mississippi as a perfect example of that with Tate Reeves,

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<v Speaker 5>and look at what's happening with La Mumba down there

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<v Speaker 5>in Jackson and their water system. So that's a top

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<v Speaker 5>topic for another day. But I just remember, young folks,

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<v Speaker 5>there are plenty of policies coming out of the Biden administration,

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<v Speaker 5>from infrastructure to the employment rate that are that are

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<v Speaker 5>impacting you. And also remember those down ballot races and

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<v Speaker 5>issues that impact you to from ballot initiatives to your

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<v Speaker 5>city council, to your school boards, your local government. So

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<v Speaker 5>if you don't participate in this process, you cannot shape

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<v Speaker 5>them mindocracy to your liking.

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<v Speaker 2>Guess what we have this. I've been waiting for this

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<v Speaker 2>the whole time. I'm so excited.

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<v Speaker 1>We have someone who's already such a fan, such a

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<v Speaker 1>part of the Native Lampire community that they submitted a song.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's not a traditional Q and A, but we

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<v Speaker 1>were gonna take this moment really quick to play a

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<v Speaker 1>song that was submitted, a little Native Lampire jingle from

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<v Speaker 1>Daniel Lawrence, who I believe is a constituent of our

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<v Speaker 1>good friend Ayanna Presley. He resides in the Roxbury neighborhood

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<v Speaker 1>in Boston, Massachusetts.

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<v Speaker 13>Let's roll that bang, Welcome Home with the Natives, landing

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<v Speaker 13>on the podcast Things six of a Breakness sixty minutes

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<v Speaker 13>or so. Hit not too long for the graphigh level

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<v Speaker 13>politics in a way that you can taste it, then

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<v Speaker 13>digested politics such a shoe waven if you don't touch it.

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<v Speaker 13>Getting Beth to across the tees and doctor I skill

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<v Speaker 13>him back to get him standing on business. Will ri

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<v Speaker 13>you could have been anywhere to play podcast. So bringing

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<v Speaker 13>the trust.

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<v Speaker 2>Let me just let me just stand up, Let me

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<v Speaker 2>just stand up. I'm just standing on. I'm standing on

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<v Speaker 2>with you. Got back down.

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<v Speaker 1>Y'all can't see me standing up anything, speaking, standing speaking

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<v Speaker 1>our centerments. We got another ad break, and after the

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<v Speaker 1>ad break, our brother Andrew Gillam sharing this testimony.

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<v Speaker 2>We'll be right back. Okay, we're back.

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<v Speaker 3>Andrew, thank you, Thank you, Thank you, sisters, and to

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<v Speaker 3>our amazing audience, thank you as well for listening and supporting.

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<v Speaker 3>And last week Tiffany and La has some sympathy for

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<v Speaker 3>my post construction mouth. Mostly they were looking at my

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<v Speaker 3>odd expressions. I guess throughout I didn't see it didn't

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<v Speaker 3>bother me. It's okay, but it was painful. And I'm

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<v Speaker 3>thankful for y'all's grace and their grace and allowing me

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<v Speaker 3>to to start to ump. I love y'all back, to

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<v Speaker 3>start to unpack a little bit of my own personal

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<v Speaker 3>story and what has allowed me to arrive at this moment.

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<v Speaker 3>And before I sort of dive in, I I want

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<v Speaker 3>to just set the stage that part of my sharingness

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<v Speaker 3>is actually I can say that what it's not about one.

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<v Speaker 3>It isn't about explaining to anybody anything just.

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<v Speaker 17>Because you're curious.

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<v Speaker 3>It isn't about me feeling forced to do so by

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<v Speaker 3>anyone for anything, for any money. It isn't about explaining

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<v Speaker 3>for the per purposes of anyone understanding, even because I

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<v Speaker 3>know that explanations doesn't necessarily lead to an understanding. And

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<v Speaker 3>it isn't about addressing haters and others who have opinions

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<v Speaker 3>of you that will not change. May not change because

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<v Speaker 3>I have long ago suspended with the fact that people's

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<v Speaker 3>opinions of me and my business, They've got to interrogate

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<v Speaker 3>why that is. And I hope this doesn't sound bymbassy

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<v Speaker 3>to anybody, but I want to be very clear that

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<v Speaker 3>my reason for wanting to share more about my walk

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<v Speaker 3>and my experience is out of hope that through sharing

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<v Speaker 3>that there are individuals who may be going through, have

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<v Speaker 3>gone through, or whether they know it or not, will

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<v Speaker 3>go through. That there are so many of us who

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<v Speaker 3>stand on the other side of that journey, and I

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<v Speaker 3>know there'll be many, many, many more life lessons for

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<v Speaker 3>me to learn from. I am I am thankful to God,

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<v Speaker 3>and it's taken me some time to get here. For

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<v Speaker 3>taking what others may have meant for bad and destructive,

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<v Speaker 3>and I'll just say it, for my death may have

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<v Speaker 3>been the exact things that conspired for my resurrection, and

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<v Speaker 3>so to God be the glory for that. Many of you, all,

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<v Speaker 3>of course, heard about what happened in Miami. If you

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<v Speaker 3>didn't know me from running for governor, but you heard

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<v Speaker 3>about me running for governor, you didn't see me and

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<v Speaker 3>my post selection work on CNN or traveling or public speaking.

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<v Speaker 3>What you know and last got updated about was a

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<v Speaker 3>hotel room and pictures that looked salacious and my inviting

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<v Speaker 3>in folks to my bisexuality. But what you should know

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<v Speaker 3>is that while Miami was loud and explosive and eye catching,

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<v Speaker 3>it wasn't the beginning of the bottom mean for me.

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<v Speaker 3>It was me really hitting a rock bottom after many, many,

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<v Speaker 3>many many years of work toward a thing, and then

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<v Speaker 3>to not reach that goal, and to have a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of pain and agony around really all of it, but

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<v Speaker 3>nowhere to put it. You start to put it on yourself,

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<v Speaker 3>and it becomes incredibly self destructive. So let me stop

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<v Speaker 3>by saying politicians are oftentimes demonized because they run for office,

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<v Speaker 3>and people those politicians, and so there's a thing that

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<v Speaker 3>you expect from us, how we show up, what we say,

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<v Speaker 3>how inauthentic we may be. Well, I've lived too much

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<v Speaker 3>of life at this point and experience too much for superficial,

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<v Speaker 3>hype up, superficial really anything. I just want it real.

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<v Speaker 3>And so you should know that I got into public

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<v Speaker 3>service from a very very very young young age, and

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<v Speaker 3>I was one of those kids, if you let my

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<v Speaker 3>mom tell it, one of seven kids, you know, grew

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<v Speaker 3>up in poverty, buying large economically down in Miami Dade,

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<v Speaker 3>Miami Richmond Heights, shout out. But my mother would joke

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<v Speaker 3>as she tells stories of my childhood about how I

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<v Speaker 3>would run around with penny loafers on after I got

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<v Speaker 3>out of school, and I was particular about making sure

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<v Speaker 3>my pennies were in there. How I was a very

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<v Speaker 3>caring person, but often was very much about the plan,

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<v Speaker 3>how are we going to get this done, How we're

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<v Speaker 3>going to get this done. And I also told the

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<v Speaker 3>story when I was running for governor about some of

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<v Speaker 3>the sadder instances of my growing up where I would

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<v Speaker 3>see the police show up at the house and my

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<v Speaker 3>mom would start crying hysterically because she'd been told that

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<v Speaker 3>one of my brothers had been locked up or got

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<v Speaker 3>into some trouble of some sort, and she'd have to

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<v Speaker 3>go down.

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<v Speaker 17>And see about them.

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<v Speaker 3>And as the fifth of seven children, all boys and

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<v Speaker 3>one girl, my baby sister and the first of my

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<v Speaker 3>siblings to attend college and to graduate, much of the

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<v Speaker 3>decision for me to go that route, to go the

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<v Speaker 3>rite of service was I remember trying to commit to myself,

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<v Speaker 3>if not verbally, to my mother, how badly it hurt

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<v Speaker 3>me to see her cry in life. I just wanted

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<v Speaker 3>to make sure that and the things that I did

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<v Speaker 3>that I didn't make my mom cry for being sad.

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<v Speaker 3>But if she cried, it was because she was happy

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<v Speaker 3>and proud, And I didn't want her to be visited

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<v Speaker 3>by tears and anguish of me getting into some kind

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<v Speaker 3>of trouble, but tears and joy over the good that

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<v Speaker 3>I was doing. And so as a kid, I would

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<v Speaker 3>watch c Span and I remember back in the day

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<v Speaker 3>Maxine Waters, who was a young young girl woman she's

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<v Speaker 3>still young in Congress, and she would be down on

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<v Speaker 3>that floor speaking with all kind of power and strength

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<v Speaker 3>and declaration and clarity, and I was like, I.

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<v Speaker 17>Want to be her.

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<v Speaker 3>I want to know that woman, and that's what I

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<v Speaker 3>want to be when I grow up. Because she was

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<v Speaker 3>talking like I didn't hear black people talk to white men.

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<v Speaker 3>Miss us speak of us such and such and such,

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<v Speaker 3>and you know, goe and on, and I was impressed

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<v Speaker 3>by that power to be able to show up as

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<v Speaker 3>us without compromising what it looks like, what it sounds like,

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<v Speaker 3>and what the truth is. I ran for student government

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<v Speaker 3>I was in the sixth grade, got elected and served

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<v Speaker 3>every year through high school all through college, becoming student

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<v Speaker 3>body president of fam you and a member of the

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<v Speaker 3>Board of Trustees, the first student ever to serve on

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<v Speaker 3>that board, and then directly after that into city commission,

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<v Speaker 3>where I got elected to a citywide seat in a

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<v Speaker 3>city that at the time was almost seventy percent white.

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<v Speaker 3>That elected me citywide to the Chilisi City Council, becoming

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<v Speaker 3>the youngest person ever in the history of the city

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<v Speaker 3>to be elected to serve there, where I served for

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<v Speaker 3>you know, three terms, and then ran for mayor and

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<v Speaker 3>got elected. I say that to say I've been in

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<v Speaker 3>service for a long time. And I say service for

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<v Speaker 3>a reason because I'm almost Pollyannish. I used to be

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<v Speaker 3>giddy about it, not about the position, but about the

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<v Speaker 3>fact that I could show up at a meeting on

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<v Speaker 3>Monday night to deal with I don't know, high utility

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<v Speaker 3>bills and make a decision on that same night that

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<v Speaker 3>by Wednesday would lower people's rates and that they would

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<v Speaker 3>see a system working for them.

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<v Speaker 17>And why that was important to me was because.

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<v Speaker 3>As a child, that will watch my mother make calls

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<v Speaker 3>for help because she was a little low on what

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<v Speaker 3>it was going to cost to make both rent and

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<v Speaker 3>keep the lights on pardon me, okay, And I remember

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<v Speaker 3>the feeling of feeling helpless because I couldn't do anything

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<v Speaker 3>to help the situation, and that I was a burden

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<v Speaker 3>because who was she keeping a roof over the head

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<v Speaker 3>of and who was she keeping the light built on?

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<v Speaker 17>Boy?

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<v Speaker 3>It was us. She was doing what was needed to

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<v Speaker 3>help us get by right, making a way out of

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<v Speaker 3>no way, which we're all so familiar with in our community.

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<v Speaker 3>But those early imprints have been everything to how I've

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<v Speaker 3>approached governing and politics that this isn't this is not

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<v Speaker 3>a game. What we're doing here tonight is not a joke.

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<v Speaker 3>The decisions we're making have real, everyday impact on people's lives,

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<v Speaker 3>so it matters what we do. I say that because

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<v Speaker 3>almost up into this day, that's the kind of feeling

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<v Speaker 3>I've had about our government and what it can do,

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<v Speaker 3>not all the bad treacherous things that have been done,

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<v Speaker 3>but the good that can be done there. So as

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<v Speaker 3>a true believer, and when I decided to run for governor,

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<v Speaker 3>I made that decision because I was clear about what

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<v Speaker 3>I wanted to do for the people of the state

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<v Speaker 3>of Florida, expertly clear on so many of the issues

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<v Speaker 3>that I saw as a local official that showed up

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<v Speaker 3>at the local level that the state didn't seem so

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<v Speaker 3>hip or tuned to, or maybe they did, and they

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<v Speaker 3>just were making the choice to communicate to me people

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<v Speaker 3>who look like me and were situated similarly, that we

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<v Speaker 3>didn't matter. Medicare expansion, real criminal justice reform, where I

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<v Speaker 3>would on the trail say that nobody should be judged

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<v Speaker 3>forever by their worst day. Where did that come from?

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<v Speaker 3>That came from the fact that my brother Chuck did

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<v Speaker 3>time for being found guilty of drug sales and at

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<v Speaker 3>high qualities. And I remember my brother Chuck only as

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<v Speaker 3>a person who was cutting yards at thirteen and going

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<v Speaker 3>through the neighborhood, picking up stuff, I mean, finding any

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<v Speaker 3>way he could to hustle so he could bring some

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<v Speaker 3>cash home to my mom, so she could add a

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<v Speaker 3>little bit more to the pot for what we were

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<v Speaker 3>going to eat. So this out just this man who

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<v Speaker 3>wanted to be a man for not just our host hole,

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<v Speaker 3>but my aunties and others who were struggling. He did

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<v Speaker 3>what he could to make away for them. And so

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<v Speaker 3>the fact that he was being judged by a singular conviction,

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<v Speaker 3>to me, just didn't seem to make sense. And it

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<v Speaker 3>maybe it happened, maybe it didn't. I stand with him,

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<v Speaker 3>But why should we judge him and create policies that

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<v Speaker 3>will keep him locked out on his neck and on

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<v Speaker 3>his knees all the time because of the ways in

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<v Speaker 3>which we eliminate folks. So when I said you shouldn't

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<v Speaker 3>be judged for everybody your work, it was because I

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<v Speaker 3>believed it, because I had seen it. And y'all, it

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<v Speaker 3>would come to pass that after losing that race for

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<v Speaker 3>governor by zero point four percent difference, the closest margin

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<v Speaker 3>in the history of the state of Florida, I ran

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<v Speaker 3>also instead of choosing to run for reelection as mayor

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<v Speaker 3>of the city of Tallahassee. So for the first time

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<v Speaker 3>in my life as a forty year old man going

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<v Speaker 3>back to sixth grade, but certainly from the age of

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<v Speaker 3>twenty three and I'm forty four today, I didn't have

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<v Speaker 3>a title to give me a seat at the table

1:15:36.600 --> 1:15:39.880
<v Speaker 3>where decisions were being made about the things and the

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<v Speaker 3>people I cared about, as I had been able to

1:15:42.880 --> 1:15:46.960
<v Speaker 3>do all of my life up until that point find solutions.

1:15:47.880 --> 1:15:54.439
<v Speaker 3>And the night when I gave my concession, I broke

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<v Speaker 3>down when I said that I was sorry to the voters,

1:15:59.600 --> 1:16:07.680
<v Speaker 3>that I could bring it home for them. And no

1:16:07.800 --> 1:16:10.840
<v Speaker 3>one wrote that line for me. I knew it for

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<v Speaker 3>myself because the loss was already beginning to feel like

1:16:19.640 --> 1:16:23.760
<v Speaker 3>my skills could no longer be used for good, to

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<v Speaker 3>help lift the community that I cared about, which were

1:16:26.680 --> 1:16:29.040
<v Speaker 3>the people of my state, and particularly those who found

1:16:29.040 --> 1:16:32.800
<v Speaker 3>themselves at the margins of everything always in my state,

1:16:33.479 --> 1:16:35.479
<v Speaker 3>and that I had gotten so close and we just

1:16:35.600 --> 1:16:38.960
<v Speaker 3>couldn't get passed at all. And I started thinking about

1:16:39.000 --> 1:16:41.240
<v Speaker 3>all the things that got in the way of that

1:16:41.400 --> 1:16:45.360
<v Speaker 3>being possible, the fact that I couldn't do anymore, that

1:16:45.439 --> 1:16:47.519
<v Speaker 3>I did everything that I could within my own power,

1:16:47.600 --> 1:16:51.360
<v Speaker 3>to win the race for governor, but all the while

1:16:52.040 --> 1:16:57.360
<v Speaker 3>was haunted by a particular set of headlines around me

1:16:57.479 --> 1:17:03.439
<v Speaker 3>being under FBI investigation and whispers of corruption and corrupt

1:17:03.520 --> 1:17:05.920
<v Speaker 3>activity on my part, and so on and so forth,

1:17:05.960 --> 1:17:08.800
<v Speaker 3>and everywhere I went, I would have to ask answer

1:17:08.920 --> 1:17:11.240
<v Speaker 3>questions about these things, and I would I I was

1:17:11.320 --> 1:17:13.479
<v Speaker 3>rehearsing and polished enough to say, I'm not worried about it.

1:17:13.479 --> 1:17:15.680
<v Speaker 3>I have no idea, because I knew what my actions were.

1:17:17.160 --> 1:17:20.719
<v Speaker 3>But then to see leaks of information coming out throughout

1:17:20.800 --> 1:17:23.320
<v Speaker 3>the course of the campaign that would again suggest that

1:17:23.400 --> 1:17:26.400
<v Speaker 3>I was doing something unto ward, it became almost too

1:17:26.760 --> 1:17:30.280
<v Speaker 3>much for voters to be able to overcome that, And

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<v Speaker 3>could zero point four percent of voters in a state

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<v Speaker 3>of twenty million where eight million plus people had turned

1:17:36.640 --> 1:17:39.680
<v Speaker 3>out to vote, had been affected by a narrative that

1:17:39.880 --> 1:17:42.880
<v Speaker 3>said that I was a taker in this for the

1:17:42.960 --> 1:17:46.840
<v Speaker 3>wrong reason, corrupt and now trying to swindle the people

1:17:46.880 --> 1:17:49.960
<v Speaker 3>out of Florida so that I could, I don't know,

1:17:50.280 --> 1:17:52.599
<v Speaker 3>just take care of myself, buy some new shoes.

1:17:52.920 --> 1:17:53.920
<v Speaker 17>Whatever that was about.

1:17:55.280 --> 1:17:58.800
<v Speaker 3>I say that all y'all to say that Miami was

1:17:58.960 --> 1:18:02.360
<v Speaker 3>never just Miami me, And if you want to make

1:18:03.240 --> 1:18:06.000
<v Speaker 3>this case in your own life. That thing that you're

1:18:06.000 --> 1:18:09.840
<v Speaker 3>embarrassing shame for is never just that thing. We're not

1:18:10.360 --> 1:18:13.120
<v Speaker 3>people who can be diced up into all these different

1:18:13.720 --> 1:18:17.280
<v Speaker 3>varieties we like to think so, but everything is everything.

1:18:17.760 --> 1:18:21.080
<v Speaker 3>If something impacts you in your walk to become governor

1:18:21.120 --> 1:18:22.760
<v Speaker 3>and you lose, and so on and so forth, it

1:18:22.880 --> 1:18:25.679
<v Speaker 3>contributes to the way you view the next big risk.

1:18:26.800 --> 1:18:29.960
<v Speaker 3>Do you go for that next big thing or are

1:18:30.000 --> 1:18:32.280
<v Speaker 3>you too traumatized by what it felt like to not

1:18:32.439 --> 1:18:35.640
<v Speaker 3>be able to do? And y'all, despite the way that

1:18:35.800 --> 1:18:38.479
<v Speaker 3>I looked in the highlight reel that I tried to

1:18:38.600 --> 1:18:40.880
<v Speaker 3>keep up with and posts over the course of the

1:18:40.960 --> 1:18:45.080
<v Speaker 3>rest of twenty eighteen and through twenty nineteen, I was

1:18:46.040 --> 1:18:51.360
<v Speaker 3>going off the rail, making horrible decisions for myself drinking.

1:18:52.400 --> 1:18:55.840
<v Speaker 3>And understand this whole drinking thing that I wasn't a

1:18:55.920 --> 1:18:59.000
<v Speaker 3>drinker in college, didn't do it in high school, didn't

1:18:59.280 --> 1:19:02.040
<v Speaker 3>the first us the time I smoke, we was in college.

1:19:02.400 --> 1:19:05.600
<v Speaker 3>I can hope I can say that now, But no, hard, no, no,

1:19:05.800 --> 1:19:10.080
<v Speaker 3>no drinking. My daddy was an alcoholic, my grandmother, relatives

1:19:10.120 --> 1:19:12.040
<v Speaker 3>before I knew what that looked like. But I was

1:19:12.200 --> 1:19:17.439
<v Speaker 3>so high on what I was doing being a service.

1:19:18.160 --> 1:19:20.599
<v Speaker 3>I didn't need nothing to take me out of that reality.

1:19:22.439 --> 1:19:26.600
<v Speaker 3>But when you are then faced with another reality that

1:19:27.920 --> 1:19:32.360
<v Speaker 3>the universe conspires with circumstances to then say you're not

1:19:32.520 --> 1:19:36.720
<v Speaker 3>of service, you get busy, being busy, at least in

1:19:36.800 --> 1:19:37.400
<v Speaker 3>my case.

1:19:37.280 --> 1:19:38.439
<v Speaker 17>To distract from whatever.

1:19:38.600 --> 1:19:39.120
<v Speaker 8>You can.

1:19:40.960 --> 1:19:49.320
<v Speaker 3>Fast forward to Miami, where this all hit ahead publicly.

1:19:53.439 --> 1:19:58.280
<v Speaker 3>I am not going to get into two things that

1:19:58.400 --> 1:20:02.439
<v Speaker 3>I don't know and put out speculation that I can't necessarily.

1:20:02.040 --> 1:20:04.240
<v Speaker 17>Confirm, and so on and so forth. I'm not going

1:20:04.320 --> 1:20:04.840
<v Speaker 17>to do that to you.

1:20:05.720 --> 1:20:10.280
<v Speaker 3>What I will say is what I came to learn

1:20:10.360 --> 1:20:17.840
<v Speaker 3>about the episode that evening, what I know today and

1:20:17.920 --> 1:20:19.920
<v Speaker 3>what most people don't know in the public, you know,

1:20:20.360 --> 1:20:23.240
<v Speaker 3>they don't match. And I'm not necessarily in a hurry

1:20:23.360 --> 1:20:26.880
<v Speaker 3>to go and re litigate all of those pieces and parts,

1:20:27.360 --> 1:20:32.560
<v Speaker 3>because in truth, my spiraling from twenty eighteen all the

1:20:32.600 --> 1:20:39.000
<v Speaker 3>way to March thirteenth of twenty twenty Miami, there were

1:20:39.080 --> 1:20:42.679
<v Speaker 3>too many nights in too many days where I should

1:20:42.720 --> 1:20:46.479
<v Speaker 3>have deserved a lot worse because I made choices that

1:20:46.560 --> 1:20:49.640
<v Speaker 3>should have landed me in a lot worse. I was

1:20:49.760 --> 1:20:53.120
<v Speaker 3>not a model father, not a model leader, not a

1:20:53.360 --> 1:20:54.479
<v Speaker 3>model man, not.

1:20:54.560 --> 1:20:57.639
<v Speaker 17>A model husband and partner and best friend.

1:20:58.640 --> 1:21:00.600
<v Speaker 3>I was the antithesis of all of that by the

1:21:00.720 --> 1:21:05.920
<v Speaker 3>point that I reached that day where I made the

1:21:06.040 --> 1:21:09.840
<v Speaker 3>choice after a work day I did in Miami to

1:21:09.960 --> 1:21:13.800
<v Speaker 3>try to connect with a guy who I knew from

1:21:14.160 --> 1:21:17.799
<v Speaker 3>from from a number of times before, not during the campaign,

1:21:18.960 --> 1:21:22.040
<v Speaker 3>where we had a special relationship. We'd get together and

1:21:22.680 --> 1:21:29.120
<v Speaker 3>you know, enjoy the company of being around people who didn't.

1:21:28.960 --> 1:21:29.560
<v Speaker 15>Care that you.

1:21:30.000 --> 1:21:33.000
<v Speaker 17>You know, you're not mayor and you're not governor, and

1:21:33.200 --> 1:21:33.880
<v Speaker 17>that you.

1:21:37.640 --> 1:21:40.560
<v Speaker 3>But certainly by my measure, pretty powerless, didn't care about that,

1:21:40.680 --> 1:21:43.919
<v Speaker 3>but just thought I deserved to have fun.

1:21:43.840 --> 1:21:49.320
<v Speaker 17>And being being on how do you say company that

1:21:49.479 --> 1:21:50.600
<v Speaker 17>was unjudging.

1:21:52.040 --> 1:21:55.040
<v Speaker 3>And all throughout the time, I wouldn't even bore you,

1:21:55.160 --> 1:21:57.559
<v Speaker 3>and I wouldn't embarrass my family by going through all

1:21:57.640 --> 1:22:01.240
<v Speaker 3>of mischief that you do when you find yourself at

1:22:01.360 --> 1:22:03.360
<v Speaker 3>rock bottom. But I will tell you, regardless of the

1:22:03.880 --> 1:22:07.479
<v Speaker 3>reasons for doing you think they are, there's a big,

1:22:07.520 --> 1:22:09.120
<v Speaker 3>big wound that needs to be healed, and you just

1:22:09.160 --> 1:22:10.720
<v Speaker 3>don't know it, so you're willing to fill it with

1:22:10.840 --> 1:22:15.320
<v Speaker 3>anything that at a time might feel good. I was

1:22:15.560 --> 1:22:19.879
<v Speaker 3>there on Miami Beach on the afternoon of the eleventh,

1:22:19.920 --> 1:22:23.160
<v Speaker 3>about five, after I finished some meetings, the text a

1:22:23.240 --> 1:22:25.000
<v Speaker 3>friend of mine, Hey, I know you're down on Miami

1:22:25.080 --> 1:22:27.360
<v Speaker 3>Beach from here in town. Let's get up. I've got

1:22:27.439 --> 1:22:28.760
<v Speaker 3>to go to the airport and pick up a car

1:22:28.840 --> 1:22:31.920
<v Speaker 3>and pick up my wife and some of my best

1:22:31.920 --> 1:22:34.080
<v Speaker 3>friends that are coming into town for this wedding this weekend.

1:22:34.200 --> 1:22:36.439
<v Speaker 3>But you know, I'll drop by, We'll get a drink

1:22:36.479 --> 1:22:39.000
<v Speaker 3>and whatever, you know, and I'll get onto the airport

1:22:40.360 --> 1:22:43.120
<v Speaker 3>and I do drop by, and I do get a

1:22:43.200 --> 1:22:46.519
<v Speaker 3>drink at about five thirty maybe six in the evening,

1:22:46.600 --> 1:22:50.040
<v Speaker 3>and we'll need to leave soon after. And the last

1:22:50.160 --> 1:22:55.280
<v Speaker 3>memory I have is having that drink. And the next

1:22:55.439 --> 1:22:57.960
<v Speaker 3>memory I have from that five or six o'clock in

1:22:58.000 --> 1:23:03.960
<v Speaker 3>the afternoon is just around midnight, where I'm awake and

1:23:05.320 --> 1:23:08.439
<v Speaker 3>maybe alert, and I'm sitting on the counter in the

1:23:08.520 --> 1:23:13.679
<v Speaker 3>bathroom surrounded by what must have been maybe six Miami

1:23:13.760 --> 1:23:17.000
<v Speaker 3>Beach law enforcement officers who are all uniformed with their

1:23:17.120 --> 1:23:21.479
<v Speaker 3>cameras and on their bodies, and I am naked, on clothed,

1:23:21.680 --> 1:23:25.720
<v Speaker 3>not even a towel, and I say, why is going on?

1:23:26.000 --> 1:23:26.720
<v Speaker 17>What happened to Da?

1:23:26.800 --> 1:23:28.160
<v Speaker 3>Da? And they start to say, we're responding to a

1:23:28.240 --> 1:23:30.360
<v Speaker 3>medical call of an overdose. Da da da da. And

1:23:30.439 --> 1:23:32.720
<v Speaker 3>I say, who overdose? Overdose? Of what what's going on?

1:23:33.840 --> 1:23:36.120
<v Speaker 3>And they say, well, your friend and their pills and

1:23:36.160 --> 1:23:38.200
<v Speaker 3>the and I said, what in the world are you

1:23:38.320 --> 1:23:44.000
<v Speaker 3>talking about? And I then say, I'm sorry, but where

1:23:44.040 --> 1:23:49.240
<v Speaker 3>are my clothes? I mean really, I'm coming to my awareness.

1:23:49.960 --> 1:23:52.360
<v Speaker 3>And a higher up turns the corner and comes in

1:23:52.479 --> 1:23:54.400
<v Speaker 3>and he says, one of you go in there and

1:23:54.479 --> 1:23:57.719
<v Speaker 3>grab his clothes, get him a towel, something, you know, decent,

1:23:57.960 --> 1:24:02.360
<v Speaker 3>very sort of you know, just yeah, give him his clothes.

1:24:02.640 --> 1:24:05.160
<v Speaker 3>I said, okay, Well, what time is it, y'all? Because

1:24:05.160 --> 1:24:07.360
<v Speaker 3>I've got to pick my wife and some folks at

1:24:07.400 --> 1:24:12.000
<v Speaker 3>the airport. It's whatever plass midnight. And now I'm in

1:24:12.160 --> 1:24:15.080
<v Speaker 3>shock because I've lost all this time and I have

1:24:15.240 --> 1:24:16.439
<v Speaker 3>no idea what went on.

1:24:16.720 --> 1:24:20.080
<v Speaker 17>Anyway, fast forward past that, they I get dressed.

1:24:21.200 --> 1:24:22.800
<v Speaker 3>I then say I've got to get back to my

1:24:22.920 --> 1:24:25.160
<v Speaker 3>hotel and get my luggage and then get to the

1:24:25.200 --> 1:24:27.280
<v Speaker 3>airport d D. And the officers say, and I said, no,

1:24:27.280 --> 1:24:28.880
<v Speaker 3>I can uber, where's my face? Somebody gives me my

1:24:28.920 --> 1:24:32.240
<v Speaker 3>fun I can call an uber And this sergeant says,

1:24:32.320 --> 1:24:34.320
<v Speaker 3>oh no, we'll give you a ride, and I thought

1:24:34.360 --> 1:24:36.880
<v Speaker 3>it was I say, okay, I put my clothes on.

1:24:37.000 --> 1:24:39.160
<v Speaker 3>We walk out of the bathroom and now it's about

1:24:39.240 --> 1:24:44.640
<v Speaker 3>four higher ups, officers brass and we walked to the

1:24:44.720 --> 1:24:47.400
<v Speaker 3>elevator and down the elevator through the lobby to their

1:24:47.479 --> 1:24:51.960
<v Speaker 3>patrol car and we all get in the patrol car

1:24:52.080 --> 1:24:54.439
<v Speaker 3>and I tell them where I'm staying, and they seem

1:24:54.520 --> 1:24:57.240
<v Speaker 3>to know where I'm staying, but they take me back

1:24:57.400 --> 1:24:59.479
<v Speaker 3>out of the beach and across the water back to

1:24:59.560 --> 1:25:02.200
<v Speaker 3>my hotel. Well, and I get to the hotel of

1:25:02.479 --> 1:25:04.559
<v Speaker 3>mine and I start they walk me and then they

1:25:04.600 --> 1:25:06.160
<v Speaker 3>want to walk me all the way up to my room.

1:25:06.760 --> 1:25:09.360
<v Speaker 3>I allow them to escort me up and they tell

1:25:09.439 --> 1:25:11.599
<v Speaker 3>me on the drive over, they say, one of those says,

1:25:11.920 --> 1:25:15.920
<v Speaker 3>so listen, this is we know you're married, we know

1:25:16.000 --> 1:25:17.320
<v Speaker 3>you have kids, but I just want you to know

1:25:17.760 --> 1:25:20.280
<v Speaker 3>this is going to be public record because we we

1:25:20.360 --> 1:25:23.559
<v Speaker 3>were responding at first to a medical call, but which

1:25:23.600 --> 1:25:26.080
<v Speaker 3>would have not been public because it's just medical. But

1:25:26.320 --> 1:25:31.559
<v Speaker 3>this was a potential homicide. I said what I said,

1:25:31.560 --> 1:25:34.200
<v Speaker 3>Oh well it didn't, but we had to report it

1:25:34.360 --> 1:25:37.320
<v Speaker 3>as a potential homicide and so it's going to be

1:25:37.400 --> 1:25:40.800
<v Speaker 3>made public at some point tomorrow. So I just want

1:25:40.840 --> 1:25:42.760
<v Speaker 3>you to know, you know, so that you know the

1:25:42.800 --> 1:25:44.040
<v Speaker 3>people you need to talk to you can do that.

1:25:44.080 --> 1:25:46.280
<v Speaker 3>And I say absolutely, you know, thank you, thank you

1:25:46.400 --> 1:25:48.640
<v Speaker 3>so much. Can you tell me about what time. Can

1:25:48.720 --> 1:25:50.560
<v Speaker 3>y'all send me the report when it's written so that

1:25:50.640 --> 1:25:53.519
<v Speaker 3>I can see what's in it before it goes Oh yeah, yeah, yeah. Well,

1:25:54.000 --> 1:25:55.720
<v Speaker 3>I say, well, here's my cell phone. We get to

1:25:55.760 --> 1:25:57.840
<v Speaker 3>my out there. They walk me up to the door.

1:25:58.000 --> 1:25:59.360
<v Speaker 3>I'm not sure if they're going to come in, but

1:25:59.439 --> 1:26:01.439
<v Speaker 3>I kind of around and I say, thank you. I

1:26:01.520 --> 1:26:03.040
<v Speaker 3>just got to get my luggage. I've got to get

1:26:03.080 --> 1:26:06.320
<v Speaker 3>to the Airbnb. I gotta catch up myne And that's

1:26:06.360 --> 1:26:08.760
<v Speaker 3>the end of it with those folks. But I'm still

1:26:09.000 --> 1:26:12.240
<v Speaker 3>now just totally blurred. But I got to get to

1:26:12.360 --> 1:26:16.400
<v Speaker 3>Jay and my wife and I've got to get to AIRBNBB.

1:26:16.760 --> 1:26:23.840
<v Speaker 3>So I race there and I get there and it's

1:26:23.960 --> 1:26:26.120
<v Speaker 3>early in the morning, and I don't want to wake anybody,

1:26:26.160 --> 1:26:27.760
<v Speaker 3>but I go and I wake one of my guy

1:26:27.840 --> 1:26:30.479
<v Speaker 3>friends and I tell them what I think happened. I

1:26:30.600 --> 1:26:32.479
<v Speaker 3>was like I was at this I went metaphor at

1:26:32.479 --> 1:26:35.240
<v Speaker 3>a hotel I don't know what, you know went down,

1:26:35.360 --> 1:26:38.400
<v Speaker 3>but it wasn't good. I was naked and so on

1:26:38.400 --> 1:26:39.960
<v Speaker 3>and so forth, and he's probably like, what are you

1:26:40.000 --> 1:26:42.639
<v Speaker 3>talking about? But I'm piecing it together, y'all as best

1:26:42.720 --> 1:26:46.160
<v Speaker 3>I can, and I say, I gotta go up, and

1:26:46.240 --> 1:26:48.320
<v Speaker 3>I tell and I gotta tell Jay. I'll let her

1:26:48.360 --> 1:26:50.920
<v Speaker 3>sleep a few hours, but I'll go up. But then

1:26:51.040 --> 1:26:53.800
<v Speaker 3>I go out and I call the cell number of

1:26:53.920 --> 1:26:55.720
<v Speaker 3>the guy who I will not name, that I was

1:26:55.760 --> 1:26:58.280
<v Speaker 3>there to meet because I didn't see him before I left.

1:26:58.280 --> 1:26:59.559
<v Speaker 3>I mean, I went from the bathroom, which was right

1:26:59.600 --> 1:27:02.920
<v Speaker 3>by the door were out into the elevators to see

1:27:02.960 --> 1:27:05.200
<v Speaker 3>if he'd answer and I could find out what this

1:27:05.280 --> 1:27:09.200
<v Speaker 3>whole homicide thing was because I was totally unclear. And

1:27:09.320 --> 1:27:13.640
<v Speaker 3>lo and behold he answers when I'm told that the

1:27:13.680 --> 1:27:16.160
<v Speaker 3>homicide was. He almost dying.

1:27:16.840 --> 1:27:18.840
<v Speaker 17>So I'm like, I heard something happened.

1:27:18.880 --> 1:27:20.760
<v Speaker 3>Da da da da, And he's like, yeah, it was

1:27:20.840 --> 1:27:21.439
<v Speaker 3>really bad.

1:27:21.520 --> 1:27:22.760
<v Speaker 17>I was just, you know, knocked out.

1:27:22.760 --> 1:27:25.240
<v Speaker 3>This is a sort of thing. But I'm thinking he's

1:27:25.360 --> 1:27:27.360
<v Speaker 3>fully awaken. He's got his own cell phone and da.

1:27:27.320 --> 1:27:27.840
<v Speaker 10>Da da da da.

1:27:27.880 --> 1:27:30.040
<v Speaker 3>And I was like, you know, what if those officers

1:27:30.160 --> 1:27:31.519
<v Speaker 3>never took a statement from me.

1:27:32.280 --> 1:27:33.519
<v Speaker 17>I didn't write anything, and.

1:27:33.800 --> 1:27:35.599
<v Speaker 3>If it was a homicide, why didn't I Why didn't

1:27:35.600 --> 1:27:38.080
<v Speaker 3>I do any of that? Now I'm really confused because

1:27:38.120 --> 1:27:42.400
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, I just called the homicidal victim and he

1:27:42.520 --> 1:27:46.840
<v Speaker 3>answered the phone. And now these four guys have taken

1:27:46.840 --> 1:27:49.920
<v Speaker 3>me back to my hotel, but they didn't get anything

1:27:50.000 --> 1:27:53.200
<v Speaker 3>off me. And I don't remember ever taking a blood test,

1:27:53.280 --> 1:27:54.400
<v Speaker 3>a drug test, getting.

1:27:54.200 --> 1:27:57.000
<v Speaker 17>Stuck by a needle. STD said nothing.

1:27:58.040 --> 1:28:00.600
<v Speaker 3>So it's still not making sense. But all I know

1:28:00.920 --> 1:28:03.080
<v Speaker 3>is I made a set of decisions that landed me

1:28:03.120 --> 1:28:07.920
<v Speaker 3>in this situation. And so when Jay wakes up, I say,

1:28:07.920 --> 1:28:09.960
<v Speaker 3>I have to tell you something, and I don't know

1:28:10.080 --> 1:28:13.160
<v Speaker 3>how you are going to react to it, but let

1:28:13.240 --> 1:28:19.280
<v Speaker 3>me let me finish, because it's really bad. And I

1:28:19.520 --> 1:28:24.080
<v Speaker 3>start to say, what's what? And I start confessing to

1:28:24.160 --> 1:28:27.920
<v Speaker 3>all kinds of things because I don't know what I

1:28:28.080 --> 1:28:31.280
<v Speaker 3>did or what I didn't do, but I know that

1:28:31.400 --> 1:28:34.120
<v Speaker 3>I've been modeled before, and so even if I'm confessing

1:28:34.200 --> 1:28:36.679
<v Speaker 3>to something that I had done before and you needed

1:28:36.760 --> 1:28:39.559
<v Speaker 3>to know it, this was the moment of release because

1:28:39.640 --> 1:28:44.479
<v Speaker 3>everybody will know it tomorrow. And thankfully my wife and

1:28:44.520 --> 1:28:47.840
<v Speaker 3>I she already knew I was bisexual, and so she

1:28:47.960 --> 1:28:49.600
<v Speaker 3>knew that before we got married, and we talked to

1:28:49.920 --> 1:28:51.960
<v Speaker 3>you all that kind of stuff, So there was no

1:28:52.280 --> 1:28:55.120
<v Speaker 3>blind spot here, and I could speak very openly about

1:28:56.560 --> 1:28:59.639
<v Speaker 3>the things, except that what I said that night about

1:28:59.640 --> 1:29:03.280
<v Speaker 3>what had happened I later learned in the days after

1:29:04.160 --> 1:29:06.960
<v Speaker 3>weren't true when we were able to find through a

1:29:07.040 --> 1:29:09.719
<v Speaker 3>lot of means all the footage from the cell phone

1:29:09.760 --> 1:29:13.639
<v Speaker 3>of the person that I saw there, and then those

1:29:13.720 --> 1:29:16.479
<v Speaker 3>things were able to be provided to me later. But

1:29:16.560 --> 1:29:19.760
<v Speaker 3>I don't want to jump the story. Jay takes it

1:29:20.160 --> 1:29:24.680
<v Speaker 3>as best she can, and then I start to tell

1:29:24.720 --> 1:29:26.760
<v Speaker 3>her we've got to be you know, we're there for

1:29:26.880 --> 1:29:29.080
<v Speaker 3>a wedding. In fact, I am going to be presiding

1:29:29.160 --> 1:29:33.360
<v Speaker 3>over the wedding of this friend in two days. That's

1:29:33.400 --> 1:29:37.200
<v Speaker 3>why we're in Miami. And I say to them, we've

1:29:37.240 --> 1:29:39.479
<v Speaker 3>got to tell them. I'm going to help them buind

1:29:39.520 --> 1:29:42.799
<v Speaker 3>someone else to do this. I do not deserve this honor.

1:29:43.600 --> 1:29:46.400
<v Speaker 3>And I'll pack my things, you know, I'll get out

1:29:46.439 --> 1:29:49.160
<v Speaker 3>of here and hopefully it'll tamp down so that their

1:29:49.240 --> 1:29:54.200
<v Speaker 3>wedding doesn't become, you know, chaos. Ultimately, the couple came

1:29:54.240 --> 1:29:57.759
<v Speaker 3>to me they were. She one of the bride stayed

1:29:57.880 --> 1:29:59.599
<v Speaker 3>at the house that we were at for one night

1:29:59.640 --> 1:30:03.320
<v Speaker 3>and she came to me and she said, we've talked

1:30:04.040 --> 1:30:08.200
<v Speaker 3>and there is nobody else who will marry us. If

1:30:08.240 --> 1:30:10.639
<v Speaker 3>it's not you, we will not get married this weekend.

1:30:11.800 --> 1:30:18.200
<v Speaker 3>Of course, when I'm thinking the worst of myself and

1:30:18.320 --> 1:30:20.240
<v Speaker 3>this is not what I wanted to hear from her.

1:30:20.400 --> 1:30:24.479
<v Speaker 3>I really wanted not to be associated with this big day,

1:30:26.880 --> 1:30:29.360
<v Speaker 3>but I want to know Kneesha gave me.

1:30:31.200 --> 1:30:35.479
<v Speaker 17>A little modicum of humanity when she said that they

1:30:35.520 --> 1:30:36.280
<v Speaker 17>wanted me to do that.

1:30:36.680 --> 1:30:40.280
<v Speaker 3>Okay, so now I know I can't just rush away

1:30:40.280 --> 1:30:42.160
<v Speaker 3>from Miami because we got to stay another day because

1:30:42.160 --> 1:30:44.280
<v Speaker 3>this thing has happened. We've got to manage this crisis.

1:30:45.680 --> 1:30:47.120
<v Speaker 3>And the day is.

1:30:49.400 --> 1:30:50.000
<v Speaker 17>A disaster.

1:30:50.280 --> 1:30:52.920
<v Speaker 3>We break the internet, everything just goes Hey why or

1:30:53.600 --> 1:30:57.880
<v Speaker 3>the report I was waiting for someone to send me

1:30:58.760 --> 1:31:03.800
<v Speaker 3>never came. We learned about it from a blogger, a

1:31:03.880 --> 1:31:08.680
<v Speaker 3>right wing blogger on the internet who released it, and

1:31:08.840 --> 1:31:11.760
<v Speaker 3>so my first time reading it was from that as

1:31:11.800 --> 1:31:15.519
<v Speaker 3>a source. So it is sufficient to say that the

1:31:15.560 --> 1:31:21.439
<v Speaker 3>Miami Beach Police someone took a screenshot of their information

1:31:21.600 --> 1:31:25.800
<v Speaker 3>and document and before I was ever notified it was

1:31:25.880 --> 1:31:29.000
<v Speaker 3>given to a right wing outlet, and so the day

1:31:29.080 --> 1:31:32.120
<v Speaker 3>gets shaped by that. But my friends who are with

1:31:32.320 --> 1:31:35.880
<v Speaker 3>me are just trying to keep things confined. The couple

1:31:35.960 --> 1:31:38.760
<v Speaker 3>goes on eventually to cancel the regular ceremony and we

1:31:38.840 --> 1:31:41.960
<v Speaker 3>do a very very very very early beachside ceremony with

1:31:42.240 --> 1:31:46.320
<v Speaker 3>just a few of us. And then there is me

1:31:46.560 --> 1:31:49.400
<v Speaker 3>trying to get out of Miami, and my brother who

1:31:49.479 --> 1:31:52.920
<v Speaker 3>lived in Chicago, flew down to drive Jay and I

1:31:53.760 --> 1:31:56.719
<v Speaker 3>from South Florida back to town. It has to avoid

1:31:56.960 --> 1:31:59.439
<v Speaker 3>just the spectacle of going to the airport and being

1:31:59.520 --> 1:32:04.720
<v Speaker 3>in public. These people were camped out everywhere, and my

1:32:05.200 --> 1:32:11.759
<v Speaker 3>friend Angie Angela put me with a therapist, a practice

1:32:11.800 --> 1:32:14.640
<v Speaker 3>I had no real belief in before, because I just

1:32:14.720 --> 1:32:17.320
<v Speaker 3>didn't understand the purpose of unpacking stuff with people who

1:32:17.320 --> 1:32:19.920
<v Speaker 3>couldn't help you put it back together. They couldn't solve

1:32:19.960 --> 1:32:22.080
<v Speaker 3>the harm, and they didn't create. They couldn't solve it.

1:32:22.520 --> 1:32:25.960
<v Speaker 3>That was my thinking. But Yadi saw me and saved me.

1:32:26.040 --> 1:32:28.320
<v Speaker 3>I talked to ijan Lea VanZant that day on the

1:32:28.400 --> 1:32:30.680
<v Speaker 3>advice of Van Jones, telling her to give me a call.

1:32:30.840 --> 1:32:33.680
<v Speaker 3>I talked to Tyler Perry that day, and this is

1:32:33.760 --> 1:32:36.799
<v Speaker 3>where I wanted to make a mention, because he said, Andrew,

1:32:37.240 --> 1:32:40.120
<v Speaker 3>I'm so sorry this happened. I don't know the details.

1:32:40.120 --> 1:32:42.639
<v Speaker 3>I don't know anything, but I'm glad that I'm hearing

1:32:42.680 --> 1:32:45.920
<v Speaker 3>your voice right now. And I'm hating this, but I

1:32:46.000 --> 1:32:49.160
<v Speaker 3>want you to know that you need to think on

1:32:49.400 --> 1:32:56.599
<v Speaker 3>on this moment, what God may have saved you from.

1:33:00.000 --> 1:33:03.679
<v Speaker 3>I thought back to homicide, and I'm thinking, I guess

1:33:03.760 --> 1:33:08.160
<v Speaker 3>the picture. I guess the picture could have looked different.

1:33:08.200 --> 1:33:09.160
<v Speaker 17>I hadn't thought about that.

1:33:09.400 --> 1:33:12.519
<v Speaker 3>He said, I'm sorry for all that you will lose here,

1:33:14.320 --> 1:33:17.000
<v Speaker 3>but who knows what God.

1:33:17.720 --> 1:33:18.880
<v Speaker 17>We're saving you from.

1:33:24.920 --> 1:33:26.280
<v Speaker 3>And we get in the car and we start to

1:33:26.320 --> 1:33:31.920
<v Speaker 3>make the trip, and at different points, I am we're

1:33:31.920 --> 1:33:34.000
<v Speaker 3>pretty much silent on the road. Jay and I are

1:33:34.080 --> 1:33:37.000
<v Speaker 3>in the backseat of this suv. My brother's driving in front,

1:33:39.120 --> 1:33:43.880
<v Speaker 3>and my phone's blowing up. Everyone is reaching out and

1:33:44.280 --> 1:33:46.320
<v Speaker 3>I'm hearing both from good, bad and in in between,

1:33:48.080 --> 1:33:51.360
<v Speaker 3>and I keep having these moments of breakdown, and this

1:33:51.600 --> 1:33:54.840
<v Speaker 3>one moment where I have a breakdown, if you will,

1:33:56.479 --> 1:33:59.360
<v Speaker 3>r J reaches over and she starts to rub my back.

1:34:02.120 --> 1:34:10.800
<v Speaker 3>I am bowed over in the seat, closed tight as

1:34:10.840 --> 1:34:14.000
<v Speaker 3>I can tie as they could be my eyes, maybe

1:34:14.080 --> 1:34:18.439
<v Speaker 3>thinking that if I blinked hard enough when I opened them,

1:34:22.960 --> 1:34:29.599
<v Speaker 3>this will have been a dream. And I hear RJ shuffling,

1:34:29.640 --> 1:34:34.120
<v Speaker 3>and I feel her britty body moving around, and I

1:34:34.160 --> 1:34:37.320
<v Speaker 3>don't know what she's doing, but the silence was interrupted

1:34:40.200 --> 1:34:44.400
<v Speaker 3>by a song coming on through the car speakers.

1:34:46.080 --> 1:34:46.160
<v Speaker 8>And.

1:34:49.280 --> 1:34:52.920
<v Speaker 3>In a moment where RJ had every reason to hate me,

1:34:54.040 --> 1:34:56.519
<v Speaker 3>not want to share a car with me, not a

1:34:56.640 --> 1:35:01.479
<v Speaker 3>car ride when I had, I've just been the most

1:35:01.680 --> 1:35:07.439
<v Speaker 3>undeserving of partners in the world, a bad example of

1:35:07.520 --> 1:35:14.160
<v Speaker 3>her dad, I don't know, a horrible human, but absolutely

1:35:14.240 --> 1:35:19.600
<v Speaker 3>the worst of a spouse. She reached over to me

1:35:20.720 --> 1:35:25.840
<v Speaker 3>and rubbing my back, and the song coming on, just

1:35:26.040 --> 1:35:30.240
<v Speaker 3>in the moment to disrupt a thought that.

1:35:30.320 --> 1:35:36.400
<v Speaker 17>I was having about what it might mean to not

1:35:36.640 --> 1:35:37.720
<v Speaker 17>be here, so that.

1:35:41.160 --> 1:35:43.719
<v Speaker 3>People may not have reason to talk about my wife

1:35:43.760 --> 1:35:51.000
<v Speaker 3>and my kids anymore. And then the voice comes through

1:35:53.600 --> 1:36:00.439
<v Speaker 3>and I recognize the song immediately, and the lyrics start

1:36:02.000 --> 1:36:10.960
<v Speaker 3>and it says, you thought I was worth saving, so

1:36:11.160 --> 1:36:15.560
<v Speaker 3>you came and changed my life. You thought I was

1:36:15.640 --> 1:36:20.360
<v Speaker 3>worth keeping, so you cleaned me up inside. You thought

1:36:20.479 --> 1:36:28.639
<v Speaker 3>I was to die for so you sacrificed your life

1:36:29.439 --> 1:36:32.679
<v Speaker 3>so I could be free, so I could be whole,

1:36:34.120 --> 1:36:37.400
<v Speaker 3>so I could tell everyone I know that you thought I.

1:36:37.520 --> 1:36:38.320
<v Speaker 17>Was worth saving.

1:36:40.320 --> 1:36:43.000
<v Speaker 3>And in the moment where I was thinking about not

1:36:43.280 --> 1:36:58.520
<v Speaker 3>saving my life, the singer the lyrics, but most importantly,

1:36:58.840 --> 1:37:06.559
<v Speaker 3>RJ saved my life right there in that moment, because

1:37:07.439 --> 1:37:14.560
<v Speaker 3>I believed for a second that God was saving me

1:37:16.520 --> 1:37:23.479
<v Speaker 3>rather than ending me. And instead of RJ being angry

1:37:23.600 --> 1:37:32.240
<v Speaker 3>and mad, she saw the person who I was, who

1:37:32.360 --> 1:37:40.040
<v Speaker 3>she chose to marry, who was her best friend. And

1:37:41.560 --> 1:37:44.799
<v Speaker 3>while I didn't understand in that moment the word grace,

1:37:47.840 --> 1:37:52.840
<v Speaker 3>RJ taught me the meeting of grace, which is even

1:37:52.960 --> 1:37:56.400
<v Speaker 3>when you don't deserve it, when you've done nothing to

1:37:56.560 --> 1:38:00.400
<v Speaker 3>earn it, maybe you've done the exact opposite everything to

1:38:00.640 --> 1:38:08.360
<v Speaker 3>lose it, that in this moment you deserve love and humanity.

1:38:10.400 --> 1:38:10.960
<v Speaker 17>And care.

1:38:13.080 --> 1:38:16.280
<v Speaker 3>So I want to thank RJ first and foremost for

1:38:17.040 --> 1:38:22.280
<v Speaker 3>saving me in my life. To then go on and

1:38:22.439 --> 1:38:25.720
<v Speaker 3>to then see how viscerally she was being attacked for

1:38:27.120 --> 1:38:31.160
<v Speaker 3>her decision to stand by me sent me to a

1:38:31.240 --> 1:38:32.080
<v Speaker 3>whole other level.

1:38:33.640 --> 1:38:36.080
<v Speaker 17>Because I could take what people were saying about me.

1:38:36.720 --> 1:38:41.960
<v Speaker 3>I deserved it, I thought, I couldn't understand what would

1:38:42.000 --> 1:38:46.560
<v Speaker 3>cause people to go so horribly against the victim of

1:38:46.640 --> 1:38:52.640
<v Speaker 3>the woman who was as in her right to be

1:38:52.880 --> 1:38:55.680
<v Speaker 3>angry and hate me and as she can, But she

1:38:55.960 --> 1:38:58.400
<v Speaker 3>chose in that moment that we were not gonna make

1:38:58.880 --> 1:39:01.080
<v Speaker 3>big decisions about our men. We were going to deal

1:39:01.160 --> 1:39:03.400
<v Speaker 3>with that, but right now, in this moment, we're just

1:39:03.520 --> 1:39:09.360
<v Speaker 3>trying to save your life. So she showed up. She

1:39:09.560 --> 1:39:15.639
<v Speaker 3>showed up for me. In the days following, I got

1:39:15.720 --> 1:39:18.320
<v Speaker 3>back to Tallahassee, and I had to say goodbye.

1:39:18.040 --> 1:39:26.680
<v Speaker 17>To my three kids because I went to rehab a

1:39:26.800 --> 1:39:30.680
<v Speaker 17>residential center, and this.

1:39:30.880 --> 1:39:35.519
<v Speaker 3>Was at the very start of COVID, and I left

1:39:35.600 --> 1:39:39.200
<v Speaker 3>my wife and my family for a few months to

1:39:39.280 --> 1:39:43.080
<v Speaker 3>try to get better. Because I didn't talk a lot

1:39:43.120 --> 1:39:47.920
<v Speaker 3>about this, but that time caused me to do crazy things.

1:39:48.000 --> 1:39:50.240
<v Speaker 3>But I got to the point where a person who

1:39:50.320 --> 1:39:54.600
<v Speaker 3>was not much of a drinker was hiding whiskey and

1:39:54.720 --> 1:39:56.880
<v Speaker 3>my coffee mug in the morning because I knew it

1:39:57.040 --> 1:40:01.080
<v Speaker 3>was dark and nobody would question me having a coffee

1:40:01.120 --> 1:40:07.360
<v Speaker 3>big and deciding to drink drink, drink, drink, drink as

1:40:07.439 --> 1:40:09.679
<v Speaker 3>much as I could before we went to public events

1:40:09.760 --> 1:40:14.120
<v Speaker 3>so that I could get through them many times, those

1:40:14.240 --> 1:40:16.720
<v Speaker 3>evenings ending with me not even knowing how I made

1:40:16.760 --> 1:40:22.240
<v Speaker 3>it back to my hotel and to my bed. Being

1:40:22.320 --> 1:40:26.160
<v Speaker 3>at the events one Tiffany and Angelo. We were at

1:40:26.280 --> 1:40:29.839
<v Speaker 3>Tyler Perr's event, a beautiful, beautiful dedication of his buildings

1:40:29.880 --> 1:40:30.600
<v Speaker 3>in Atlanta, and.

1:40:32.520 --> 1:40:34.920
<v Speaker 17>Being so drunk the night of the.

1:40:34.960 --> 1:40:40.200
<v Speaker 3>Event that Kelly Rowland's at the table, of course, my

1:40:40.280 --> 1:40:43.160
<v Speaker 3>friend Vergil RJ's there, Beyonce and Jay Z are like

1:40:43.280 --> 1:40:48.439
<v Speaker 3>two over, Viola Davis's here, And someone comes around one

1:40:48.479 --> 1:40:50.479
<v Speaker 3>of the celebrities that is there and is talking to

1:40:50.520 --> 1:40:52.120
<v Speaker 3>me and saying, brother, you don't know me, but I've

1:40:52.120 --> 1:40:53.000
<v Speaker 3>been praying for you since.

1:40:53.600 --> 1:40:56.280
<v Speaker 17>And I am practically rolling.

1:40:56.080 --> 1:40:58.120
<v Speaker 3>My eyes because all I know is I needed to

1:40:58.200 --> 1:41:00.599
<v Speaker 3>get out of there. I had been drinking so much

1:41:00.720 --> 1:41:04.320
<v Speaker 3>before we got there to get through the evening, but

1:41:04.439 --> 1:41:07.960
<v Speaker 3>I had over drank, so we didn't stay for the

1:41:08.040 --> 1:41:11.320
<v Speaker 3>great festivities because I told our jad to stay and

1:41:11.520 --> 1:41:13.360
<v Speaker 3>stay with the car. I'll leave the car with her,

1:41:13.400 --> 1:41:17.080
<v Speaker 3>but that i'd take a ober I get home. But

1:41:17.400 --> 1:41:19.960
<v Speaker 3>she left the event that she looked so much forward

1:41:20.040 --> 1:41:24.760
<v Speaker 3>to a beautiful, wonderful event in evening because she didn't

1:41:24.800 --> 1:41:27.080
<v Speaker 3>want me to be by myself in this jounken state,

1:41:27.120 --> 1:41:29.360
<v Speaker 3>and that she was going to see me home. And

1:41:29.439 --> 1:41:31.920
<v Speaker 3>I showed up the next day at CNN with you

1:41:32.040 --> 1:41:34.920
<v Speaker 3>Angela that next morning in Atlanta, and we're all suited

1:41:35.040 --> 1:41:38.559
<v Speaker 3>up and given our best political whatever. And I don't

1:41:38.640 --> 1:41:41.880
<v Speaker 3>think I slept the night before. I was just hung

1:41:42.400 --> 1:41:46.599
<v Speaker 3>over and whatnot. And I think about the times where

1:41:46.720 --> 1:41:49.640
<v Speaker 3>I had friends cover for me, and it was happening increasingly.

1:41:49.680 --> 1:41:51.559
<v Speaker 3>And there's this one time, y'all. I was phoning out

1:41:51.600 --> 1:41:55.720
<v Speaker 3>to Vegas to participate in this big speaking event, and

1:41:55.880 --> 1:41:58.800
<v Speaker 3>I had gotten so sick from my alcohol intake the

1:41:58.920 --> 1:42:04.280
<v Speaker 3>night before that when I landed, I didn't make it

1:42:04.320 --> 1:42:07.439
<v Speaker 3>all the way to the restroom and time, and so

1:42:07.560 --> 1:42:09.320
<v Speaker 3>I had to call my assistant, who was at the

1:42:09.360 --> 1:42:11.080
<v Speaker 3>back of the plane, and see if he could bring

1:42:11.200 --> 1:42:14.120
<v Speaker 3>me something when he got off the hotel plane, I

1:42:14.200 --> 1:42:16.920
<v Speaker 3>mean the airplane to the bathroom.

1:42:16.520 --> 1:42:19.320
<v Speaker 17>That I could be appropriate to be in public.

1:42:20.920 --> 1:42:23.680
<v Speaker 3>And then we got to the hotel and I threw up,

1:42:23.720 --> 1:42:26.360
<v Speaker 3>and I was sick, and I was supposed to speak

1:42:26.439 --> 1:42:30.200
<v Speaker 3>the next morning. Suffice it to say, after speaking, I

1:42:30.240 --> 1:42:31.720
<v Speaker 3>was supposed to be on a plane right back to

1:42:31.800 --> 1:42:34.360
<v Speaker 3>East keeping my busy schedule. Well, I didn't make that

1:42:34.479 --> 1:42:38.760
<v Speaker 3>speaking engagement that morning. I didn't make that plane. For

1:42:38.880 --> 1:42:42.519
<v Speaker 3>four days, I convalesced in a Vegas hotel room that

1:42:42.640 --> 1:42:46.439
<v Speaker 3>smelled like God knows what because I was that sick

1:42:47.800 --> 1:42:51.280
<v Speaker 3>from my own abuse. So I had to go and

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<v Speaker 3>deal with me. But it was hard being away. I

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<v Speaker 3>have not had a drink, and coming March in a

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<v Speaker 3>few months, March twenty twenty four will make four years

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<v Speaker 3>of never having touched an alcoholic beverage again. I, who

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<v Speaker 3>didn't believe in therapy, was introduced to my healing sister

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<v Speaker 3>Yachte through Angela, went to couple's therapy unpacked a whole

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<v Speaker 3>bunch of stuff that I didn't even know was in

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<v Speaker 3>the way. For the first time, I was able to

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<v Speaker 3>admit my grief and devastation from the race and all

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<v Speaker 3>the people I blamed for it and had internalized but

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<v Speaker 3>mostly blaming myself. I tried to make some catharsis with

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<v Speaker 3>all of the bad decision making that got me to

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<v Speaker 3>where I was, and we began to start to repair

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<v Speaker 3>a little bit of the things that I wanted to

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<v Speaker 3>try to make whole, and whether I chose it or not,

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of the distractions removed themselves. A fall from

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<v Speaker 3>grace tends to take care of those kinds of things

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<v Speaker 3>for you. And with the patience of my wife r J,

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<v Speaker 3>the beautiful love of my three children, Jackson, Carolina, and Davis,

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<v Speaker 3>my parents, a praying pastor and friend therapist, and a

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<v Speaker 3>very very small group of people I can count on

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<v Speaker 3>my ten fingers. They nursed me each day back to

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<v Speaker 3>eventually a place where I could get up each day

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<v Speaker 3>without breaking down from embarrassment or shame or what if.

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<v Speaker 3>And I remember saying to my one healer that I'm

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<v Speaker 3>just so worried that I'm not going to be able

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<v Speaker 3>to put it back together.

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<v Speaker 17>Said to me, did you ever consider.

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<v Speaker 3>That when God broke it, he meant for it to

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<v Speaker 3>stay broken, so that would never ever be put back

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<v Speaker 3>that way again? I hadn't thought about that. And then

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<v Speaker 3>we got into the healing of Like I said, I

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<v Speaker 3>admitted to a whole bunch of things and took responsibility

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<v Speaker 3>for a whole bunch of stuff. But in rehab when

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<v Speaker 3>I had the emergency be pulled over to hear from

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<v Speaker 3>my lawyers and others about the images that were being distributed,

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<v Speaker 3>and then through an extortion attempt, by this same person

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<v Speaker 3>to get tens of thousands of dollars out of me

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<v Speaker 3>and to set threatened to sell these photos to journalists.

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<v Speaker 3>We were able to get a New York journalist who

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<v Speaker 3>was going to buy them, and we were able to

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<v Speaker 3>get the catalog of them, and I started to go

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<v Speaker 3>through them in this therapy period, and I see these

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<v Speaker 3>images of myself in every single one of them that

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<v Speaker 3>I see shows me that evening looking lifeless, with no

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<v Speaker 3>movement except that I had been moved around the room, posed,

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<v Speaker 3>and my lifeless looking condition was put in the shower,

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<v Speaker 3>the showers raining down on me, and this person is

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<v Speaker 3>narrating something funny, but I'm not looking like I'm breathing.

1:46:18.520 --> 1:46:20.840
<v Speaker 3>I was okay with take your responsibility for all of

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<v Speaker 3>these things, because surely, since twenty eighteen, twenty nineteen, surely

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<v Speaker 3>I've done some things to deserve whatever happened.

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<v Speaker 17>And even though I can't remember a thing, I deserved it,

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<v Speaker 17>that is a violation I can't even get. I can't

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<v Speaker 17>even process because.

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<v Speaker 3>It hurt me badly to see those pictures. And then

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<v Speaker 3>there was a video, supposedly a sex tape that I

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<v Speaker 3>never looked at, but a woman who worked for me,

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<v Speaker 3>and Rosie shout out to you for this. She and

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<v Speaker 3>Katie Fang, who has a UH show on MSNBC now,

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<v Speaker 3>who was my lawyer during this period. They did get

1:47:06.560 --> 1:47:08.400
<v Speaker 3>the catalog and they did go through it. In this

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<v Speaker 3>video is not even of me. It's of some other

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<v Speaker 3>some black guy images that were attempted to be sold

1:47:14.920 --> 1:47:17.120
<v Speaker 3>and pass off as me that weren't me, an extortion

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<v Speaker 3>attempt to get thousands and then to re sell them

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<v Speaker 3>to these photo journalists.

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<v Speaker 11>It it.

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<v Speaker 3>It my fear of being hostage to this person and

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<v Speaker 3>whatever machine they had with them. It ends today. You

1:47:38.600 --> 1:47:41.680
<v Speaker 3>can't touch me. There's nothing you can do to me

1:47:41.840 --> 1:47:44.680
<v Speaker 3>that I haven't already done to myself. And then some

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<v Speaker 3>And what I thank God for Yati for was getting

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<v Speaker 3>me to a place where she could say what happened

1:47:51.479 --> 1:47:55.720
<v Speaker 3>wasn't right, It was a violation, It was foul, and

1:47:55.920 --> 1:48:05.720
<v Speaker 3>you didn't deserve it forever to release this idea of

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<v Speaker 3>what I deserved. And like I said, I can cop

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<v Speaker 3>to anything that I knowingly do and participate in.

1:48:11.560 --> 1:48:13.559
<v Speaker 17>And I've been a shitty person a.

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<v Speaker 3>Lot of times, but nothing was sitting right on this

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<v Speaker 3>except what happened and why and and shame for myself,

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<v Speaker 3>but mostly shame because I thought I was going to

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<v Speaker 3>and my generation make it easier for my kids who

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<v Speaker 3>were going to come after me. And it just kept

1:48:42.439 --> 1:48:48.240
<v Speaker 3>visiting me that I just made everything worse. But it's

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<v Speaker 3>a process and we pushed through. And that year was

1:48:53.280 --> 1:48:56.080
<v Speaker 3>hard to celebrate anything, my birthday, mind, whatever, my anything.

1:48:56.160 --> 1:48:59.320
<v Speaker 3>But we got to the point in this whole period

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<v Speaker 3>of time and my periods of recovery, that last year

1:49:04.240 --> 1:49:06.280
<v Speaker 3>r J wanted to you know, we have fits and

1:49:06.320 --> 1:49:10.000
<v Speaker 3>starts of what she wanted to celebrate. Most days she

1:49:10.080 --> 1:49:13.240
<v Speaker 3>wasn't celebrating anything they had to do with me and

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<v Speaker 3>vice versa, because there was work to do and we've

1:49:16.680 --> 1:49:20.120
<v Speaker 3>been doing the hard work. But we go out for

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<v Speaker 3>Father's Day and she has bought tickets for me and

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<v Speaker 3>the kids and her to go to this special brunch

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<v Speaker 3>and we take this picture on the lawn or the

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<v Speaker 3>place where we have brunch for Father's Day. And I

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<v Speaker 3>started to get this sense that all right, we won't

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<v Speaker 3>be okay. And that's when the next week I get

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<v Speaker 3>a call and the call comes through and it says

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<v Speaker 3>this is agent you know such and such and I

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<v Speaker 3>calling on behalf of the fbr of government, federal government.

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<v Speaker 3>And I need to get with you because we got

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<v Speaker 3>a what is it called a sealed grand jury indictment

1:50:05.840 --> 1:50:09.280
<v Speaker 3>of you on however mind accounts, he says. And I'm

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<v Speaker 3>not remembering all this at the time, and we need

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<v Speaker 3>to we need we know where you are so you

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<v Speaker 3>can surrender yourself.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>to action section. We're not going to do that at

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<v Speaker 1>all today. Our only call to action is that you

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