Speaker 1: These are the size that a big for each other?
Speaker 1: Are you that's all here? I'm a Capricorn. I came
Speaker 1: here again vanished.
Speaker 2: Won't know what's good when you start speaking Spanish, very centrally,
Speaker 2: full of energy.
Speaker 1: After I'm done, you're still telling me you won't mar
Speaker 1: at him enough.
Speaker 3: Oh what a.
Speaker 2: Sad strategy, wondered it from the front, back, lean and
Speaker 2: the baby. I will guarantee you to give you everything.
Speaker 2: Your body's missive. Welcome back. This is good mom's bad choices.
Speaker 2: I'm Erica and I'm Nila.
Speaker 4: Happy Wednesday, because you know I fucking love a happy Wednesday.
Speaker 2: Happy hompday, y'all you have today.
Speaker 4: I hope you guys are having a good day. Where's
Speaker 4: gonna get straight to it because I'm fucking pumped.
Speaker 2: I'm pumped.
Speaker 4: We have a special guest today, Chris Medina.
Speaker 2: Medina, Yes, and can you tell us a little bit
Speaker 2: about you.
Speaker 1: Chris, I am the famous psychic medium Chris Medina, So
Speaker 1: that's who I am.
Speaker 2: If you are definitely, Uh, what's.
Speaker 1: Psychic smoke like? Are you.
Speaker 2: Going on?
Speaker 1: I don't know, just it's Wednesday and some ding.
Speaker 2: It's gonna be one of those episodes Okay, sorry.
Speaker 1: Go on, but yeah, I am a psychic medium. I
Speaker 1: have been a psychic medium my entire life. No, I
Speaker 1: didn't but my head. No, I didn't fall down. Nothing
Speaker 1: tragic happened to me in order to get this. I
Speaker 1: was born this way. So I've been doing readings professionally
Speaker 1: for the last five years. But I've always had this gift.
Speaker 1: Always gave readings to friends, family members, that sort of thing.
Speaker 1: But knew at a young age that this would be
Speaker 1: the path that I was meant to walk. Things I
Speaker 1: was meant to do. So twenty fourteen is when it
Speaker 1: really hit and started doing this full blast as a profession.
Speaker 2: That's amazing.
Speaker 4: So how when did you first know like that you
Speaker 4: had this gift? Like what was the first was like
Speaker 4: get the same moment that was like, hm, that's different.
Speaker 1: I used to suffer from asthma as a kid growing up.
Speaker 1: I don't know if you guys to have asthma, but
Speaker 1: it was really bad growing up, and they used to
Speaker 1: put I'm old. I'm way older than you guys are.
Speaker 1: So they used to put us in a plastic bubble. Yes,
Speaker 1: I'll be forty three at the end of this month.
Speaker 2: No way, So.
Speaker 1: They I was sitting in a plastic bubble, sit to
Speaker 1: death with asthma, and my guides I don't know what
Speaker 1: else to call them. People want to know who they are,
Speaker 1: so I'll just say guides for lack of a better word,
Speaker 1: had came in and told me that because I was
Speaker 1: ready to die. I'm not kidding, like that's how was
Speaker 1: at the age of like three or four. I was
Speaker 1: like sitting in the bed. I was like, I just
Speaker 1: want to I just want to be able to breathe.
Speaker 1: I'm not afraid to die. If I need to die,
Speaker 1: I'll die or whatever. So I was putting that out there,
Speaker 1: and then my guides had came in and said, no,
Speaker 1: you're not going to die. You were meant here. You're
Speaker 1: brought here to do different things. Going to be fine,
Speaker 1: everything's going to be good. You're going to be showing
Speaker 1: what you need to do later on, so you're not
Speaker 1: going anywhere. I said, okay, went back to sleep, and
Speaker 1: then woke up and then yeah, wow, yeah, So.
Speaker 2: At three or four, you remember that. And I was clear.
Speaker 1: Giving my dad's friends who my dad is a biker
Speaker 1: eventually from Palmdale, California, like a motorcycle bik Yeah, like
Speaker 1: a motorcycle biker biker, and he would have friends. It
Speaker 1: would get stoned in the back room and I would
Speaker 1: give readings to them as a kid, as a little kid.
Speaker 1: So they'd be getting stoned in the in that room,
Speaker 1: lighting up, and then my dad would ask me to read.
Speaker 1: I didn't know what I was doing at that time.
Speaker 1: He would ask me, what do you think of this guy?
Speaker 1: Tell me what you think, and so I would start
Speaker 1: telling the guy what I saw, and I guess one
Speaker 1: of the guys it touched him or whatever, and he
Speaker 1: ended up crying, and I thought I fucked up. I
Speaker 1: was like, oh, my dad, do something wrong. My Dad's like, no,
Speaker 1: you just said something that he needed to hear. So
Speaker 1: my dad knew early on. So did my grandmother, which
Speaker 1: is his mother. But my dad's side of the family
Speaker 1: it's all Native American, so it's Apatche Indian and my
Speaker 1: mom's side of the family is Mexican Spanish.
Speaker 2: So did you have other family members have this gift
Speaker 2: as well?
Speaker 1: My dad is a medium, he but he's afraid of
Speaker 1: it for being a biker. I'll show you a picture
Speaker 1: of him. Hold on Harley Davidson long ass hair, mustache
Speaker 1: and beard and is a complete medium, but it's afraid
Speaker 1: to use it because of the ship that he sees.
Speaker 3: But he's pumped up for you to. He didn't he
Speaker 3: didn't make you fear it or anything. He was just
Speaker 3: he didn't want to use his He didn't want.
Speaker 1: Me to tell him anything negative with it, like don't
Speaker 1: tell me when you see this whatever. But he would
Speaker 1: ask like what do you see? How do you get?
Speaker 1: How are you getting it? Who are you talking to?
Speaker 1: Like at a young age, my grandmother had told him
Speaker 1: like this one's different. He's like, you're you're gonna have
Speaker 1: to deal with him and his gift. And my dad
Speaker 1: was like, no, that is all you and him.
Speaker 2: Okay, So yeah, age, Wow, that's amazing.
Speaker 1: Wow. Yeah.
Speaker 4: So what like when you were doing these readings at
Speaker 4: that age, like what did they consist of? Was it
Speaker 4: just like oh, like I can tell that you're like
Speaker 4: something's bothering you?
Speaker 2: Or like what like what it was like how old
Speaker 2: are you? Like six or seven?
Speaker 1: Or like no, this was like like living with my
Speaker 1: dad at that time, it would have been like three
Speaker 1: or four. Yeah. So and my daughter, like I've a
Speaker 1: daughter too, she's she just turned twenty. We talked fast. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we talked so fast. So like growing we learned how
Speaker 1: to talk really fast. So growing up, the way you
Speaker 1: hear now, the way that I speak nowt is probably
Speaker 1: how I was as little kid. Like I learned how
Speaker 1: to cuss, I learned how to talk really past to
Speaker 1: do things at an early age. So my dad had
Speaker 1: put me in that room and would ask me like,
Speaker 1: what do you see? And I remember vividly one of
Speaker 1: the guys having an issue with how he was feeling.
Speaker 1: He was sad, he was kind of like depressed, but
Speaker 1: I didn't know those words, and I would tell him
Speaker 1: that he was that he would cry to himself, and
Speaker 1: that he shouldn't cry, that he should be happy, and
Speaker 1: so things like that. Said they were deep readings, but
Speaker 1: I didn't know what I was talking about, right, Or
Speaker 1: my dad would pull up and we'd next to somebody
Speaker 1: on the road and ask me, like, what do you
Speaker 1: get from that guy? So I would start reading those
Speaker 1: he was training. Yeah, but he doesn't do it himself though.
Speaker 2: Did he have a bad experience that made him say yeah?
Speaker 1: Because he was a biker, he was like a gangster.
Speaker 1: So one of the first OG's and he did a
Speaker 1: lot of like, you know, stupid shit, the things that
Speaker 1: come back and haunt your ass. Yeah, he didn't want
Speaker 1: to mess with it.
Speaker 2: So yeah, Wow, that's super powerful.
Speaker 4: Are you religious? Like how does that go and does
Speaker 4: it go together with like being.
Speaker 1: Actually yeah, I get asked that a lot of times too.
Speaker 1: I am religious to a point, like I don't go
Speaker 1: to church or whatever. I was raised Catholic. I do
Speaker 1: believe in the Virgin Mary. I do believe in some
Speaker 1: of the saints. The reason why I say that is
Speaker 1: because when I first started developing this gift and I
Speaker 1: started getting you know, going on different paths with how
Speaker 1: to use it, like coming into it, like, Okay, am
Speaker 1: I just a psychic? Or am I a medium? Can
Speaker 1: I hear ghosts? Can I talk to ghosts? Can I
Speaker 1: see the other side? Yes? I can do that. Yes,
Speaker 1: I'm a psychic. I could read minds, I could tap
Speaker 1: into people's energy. What else can I do? Can I
Speaker 1: do spells? So I started getting involved, like at the
Speaker 1: age of like sixteen seventeen into spells. So I learned
Speaker 1: how to do Santa Ria. I know you're probably familiar
Speaker 1: with that, and so I would practice it and I
Speaker 1: would do candle magic and do kind of different spells
Speaker 1: for everybody. And then it got to the point where
Speaker 1: I was bringing in bad energy and you can feel that.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, so you're burning like twenty different candles for
Speaker 1: twenty different people, doing spells.
Speaker 2: For you don't know who's coming.
Speaker 1: Yeah. So this one time there was this demon, I
Speaker 1: didn't call it a demon that was in the room.
Speaker 1: Me and my boyfriend were both in bed together and
Speaker 1: we were falling asleep and I heard something in the
Speaker 1: corner of the room and it sounded like it was
Speaker 1: growling and hissing, and I was like, it is in
Speaker 1: the corner between the doorway there. It is coming toward us,
Speaker 1: and you could hear I shit, you not shuffling its footsteps? Yes,
Speaker 1: because I woke them up. I was like, wake up.
Speaker 1: And he was like what, I'm all, there's something in
Speaker 1: the room. It's like, what do you mean. I was like,
Speaker 1: there's something behind the door. I said, listen, and you
Speaker 1: could hear it. And it walked and it shuffled its
Speaker 1: feet towards the bed really really fast, and when it
Speaker 1: hit the bed, the end of the bed, it pushed
Speaker 1: the bed and I was like, oh my god, is
Speaker 1: it going to jump? What's it going to do? And
Speaker 1: it just went away. So that next day I had
Speaker 1: told I talked to my guides, I had prayed. I
Speaker 1: was like, I don't want to do this anymore. It's bad,
Speaker 1: Like I'm bringing all this negative energy. Help me get
Speaker 1: rid of it. What can I do? And I talked
Speaker 1: about this on my latest episode too, where I felt
Speaker 1: like I was going crazy at that time because I
Speaker 1: would hear voices that were different. This time. There was
Speaker 1: more energy, there was more medium stuff coming through, more
Speaker 1: of like my guides making more of a presence, if
Speaker 1: you will. So I thought I was losing my mind.
Speaker 1: So I went to go to the doctor's that try
Speaker 1: to get committed and shit, I was like, I'm losing it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm like I keep hearing shit. And so I had
Speaker 1: reached out. I had prayed to the Virgin Mary. It
Speaker 1: was the only saint that was left there in the candle,
Speaker 1: and I was like, I will do anything if you
Speaker 1: can get rid of this feeling and just kind of
Speaker 1: make me normal again. And she had mentioned she had
Speaker 1: said this is the reason why I believe in her.
Speaker 1: She had said, I want you to go outside, and
Speaker 1: I want you to bring back. I want you to
Speaker 1: bring back to life the rose bush that you bought.
Speaker 1: And I was like, what rose bush? And I used
Speaker 1: to live in Pacoima, so you know, right under the
Speaker 1: freeway right there, they would sell rose bushes there for
Speaker 1: like five dollars a get. You don't know what colored
Speaker 1: is good as and bloomed and so I forgot all
Speaker 1: about it. I forgot to take care of it. And
Speaker 1: it was sitting on the side of the yard all
Speaker 1: dried up, and so I was like, well, wait a minute,
Speaker 1: it's dead. There's like there's nothing there, like it's rotted.
Speaker 1: It's completely rot And she was like, no, take care
Speaker 1: of it, and I want you to bring me the
Speaker 1: flowers that grow from it. So within weeks I should
Speaker 1: she not, I would say, like maybe a good eight weeks.
Speaker 1: I started taking care of it, and then the flowers
Speaker 1: started to come into play and it was sprouting peach flowers.
Speaker 1: So so long as it was sprouting, I was giving
Speaker 1: her the flowers. So she came to me, and then
Speaker 1: I also had visions with saints, like I don't know
Speaker 1: if you're familiar, are you Catholic? Padre Pio in school?
Speaker 1: Padre Pio is a psychic saint. He came to visit me.
Speaker 1: And then Saint Benedict what I got reinvolved into witchcraft,
Speaker 1: came and told me to pray to him that I
Speaker 1: need to bring which witchcraft into my life. And I
Speaker 1: looked at who Saint Benedict was, and he was a
Speaker 1: patron saint against witchcraft.
Speaker 2: And he told you to bring it back into your life.
Speaker 1: He told me not to stay away from it. So
Speaker 1: you don't need that. You're on a different level, you're
Speaker 1: a different journey that was who you were before. Don't
Speaker 1: do that anymore.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Yeah, because I think a common misconconception with people
Speaker 3: who just like don't fuck with magic or spirit life
Speaker 3: or anything that's not physically in this plane and can't
Speaker 3: handle it is that if you have this gift, if
Speaker 3: you're a psychic or you you know, see things in people,
Speaker 3: that it's automatically something dark, it's automatically witchcraft. And I
Speaker 3: don't even think necessarily I don't correct me like all
Speaker 3: witchcraft is bad, but I have heard that once you
Speaker 3: invite certain things in, it's hard to get's hard.
Speaker 1: To get rid of it exactly. Yeah.
Speaker 3: So with you having all these this power, like how
Speaker 3: do at this point after that experience and that you
Speaker 3: can you know, speak of spirits and have you know,
Speaker 3: be a medium for people to you know, interact. How
Speaker 3: do you how can you like go around what's negative
Speaker 3: and what's not and when and who is coming? Like
Speaker 3: at any given moment where you're at you know, at
Speaker 3: the club and you know you're having a good time
Speaker 3: and then whoosh, you know, you see something you don't
Speaker 3: want to see.
Speaker 1: That happens all the time. Really you can't shut it off,
Speaker 1: Like I don't know any like when psychics tell me, oh,
Speaker 1: I just like I remember doing these events coming up.
Speaker 1: Jay would bok these huge events for me like that,
Speaker 1: like metaphysical affairs, you know, like the Conscious lifexpo type
Speaker 1: thing where there's a bunch of psychics under one tent. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm like what they know? And so so when when
Speaker 1: they would come up to my booth, they were like
Speaker 1: they'd be like, oh, I'm a psychic too, I'm a medium,
Speaker 1: or I'm I'm an EmPATH whatever, And I'd be like, well,
Speaker 1: what do you get off of me?
Speaker 2: Oh?
Speaker 1: No, I disconnect from it. But yeah, I'm like, what
Speaker 1: do you mean disconnect from it? Because I would love
Speaker 1: to know the secret to do that because I can't
Speaker 1: disconnect psychically. There's no fucking well. You can ask Bruna.
Speaker 1: I know Bruno was on your show. Yeah, everywhere we go,
Speaker 1: I'm constantly reading people. I can't help The medium stuff's
Speaker 1: a little different. The medium stuff I can hear. I
Speaker 1: can hear it come in. I can tune that out
Speaker 1: if I really really need to. But the psychic stuff,
Speaker 1: no way.
Speaker 2: Right, Yeah, that's interesting.
Speaker 1: But to answer your question when people ask you, know, like,
Speaker 1: how do you differentiate whether it's bad or it's good?
Speaker 1: I marched to the beat of my own drum, like,
Speaker 1: I don't give a fuck what works for you, what
Speaker 1: works for you, it works for me, It works for me.
Speaker 1: It works for me, and as long as I know
Speaker 1: within my heart that I'm not practicing it for for
Speaker 1: evil or doing shady ship with it. Like I would
Speaker 1: never ever go up to somebody and say, oh, you
Speaker 1: are going to die soon, you know, no ship like that.
Speaker 1: But I would never because you feel but what do
Speaker 1: you think that's going to be to somebody's that?
Speaker 2: What does that feel like for you?
Speaker 4: Like?
Speaker 2: Is it different with different people if I'm.
Speaker 1: Not connected to them or I don't know them, personally.
Speaker 1: I mean, I don't want to sound mean, but I can.
Speaker 1: You know, it doesn't make any difference to me. But
Speaker 1: if I see somebody in my family or somebody that
Speaker 1: I'm close to getting sick or having issues there, then
Speaker 1: that's where it sucks with me. Even like in relationships.
Speaker 1: Like I said, I could ask that all the time,
Speaker 1: do you have a relationship.
Speaker 2: All that ship?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Good bye? Just turn around now Exactly.
Speaker 1: I grew up hanging around with nothing but girls, and
Speaker 1: they would use my ability to call me psychic back then,
Speaker 1: would it would have been just it would have been wrong,
Speaker 1: they would They would say, go to Chris. He has
Speaker 1: he gives good advice, he's good with like relationships. So
Speaker 1: my girlfriends would always ask me to read their boyfriend.
Speaker 1: Oh god, I'd be like, what do you get off
Speaker 1: of him? And I'm like X Y and Z blah
Speaker 1: blah blah to a tea.
Speaker 3: So wow, shit, I'm getting scared. When he came in,
Speaker 3: he cleansed the house, He cleansed us. He emailed like,
Speaker 3: you want to cleansing too, I'm like, hell yeah, bring
Speaker 3: all that ship. But he was he cleansed the girls
Speaker 3: because Erica was late y'all and are you putting on
Speaker 3: a blast though, because she was like, I'm never like that.
Speaker 2: Okay, I relaxed. Obviously you're guilty.
Speaker 3: Today he was late and he said, he said, whose
Speaker 3: baby is this? He said, she's different to Luna. He said,
Speaker 3: she says something on her forehead. I've only seen that
Speaker 3: one other time. I was like, I was like, he
Speaker 3: was her birth different. But I feel like as a child,
Speaker 3: like I had, I was more in tune with certain gifts.
Speaker 3: And I remember having certain conversations with my mom and
Speaker 3: like telling her stuff and I don't know if she
Speaker 3: was just like pumping me up. But yeah, but it's funny,
Speaker 3: like I wonder how many people do have gifts, But
Speaker 3: if it's not fostered, or they don't know what that is,
Speaker 3: or their family doesn't know what they you just start
Speaker 3: to ignore it. Because sometimes I'll see people or I'll
Speaker 3: feel things. I'm an impath period.
Speaker 1: I'm a cancer.
Speaker 3: Yeah, so I feel everything and too much. And sometimes
Speaker 3: I'll meet people and and I and I feel things
Speaker 3: even in a crowd of people, and I'll just be
Speaker 3: one person. I'm like, God, I really need to say
Speaker 3: something to that person. And I used to ignore it
Speaker 3: because I thought I was fucking crazy. But now I'd
Speaker 3: be like, are you okay? Or I'll just make a contact,
Speaker 3: like I'll try to touch someone. But I'm wondering, like
Speaker 3: I used to think, like maybe just the cancer, but
Speaker 3: how many people or how many children have different environments
Speaker 3: than you, you know, and their their families are not
Speaker 3: as in tune and they don't have the tools to.
Speaker 1: Understand exactly what it is. Everyone's born with a level
Speaker 1: of intuition, a level of their own gift there, how
Speaker 1: they're brought up and how they're Yeah, it's a huge
Speaker 1: it's a different story.
Speaker 4: I mean I see things and hear things all the
Speaker 4: time as a kid, and my dad used to like
Speaker 4: be like not believe me and be like, oh, yeah,
Speaker 4: it's so scary.
Speaker 2: So then I started thinking it wasn't real, but I
Speaker 2: knew it was.
Speaker 4: But then I think I've always said, like I feel
Speaker 4: like I shut that part off of myself, but it.
Speaker 2: Still exists in so many ways.
Speaker 4: Like I'm always like, shit just happens at the right
Speaker 4: time when I needed to happen.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know what I mean, But it's not it's.
Speaker 3: Deeper than that, and I think it's about believing in
Speaker 3: your own power, because a lot of times when I
Speaker 3: have going through you. Even today, when I knew you
Speaker 3: were coming, I was in about them getting right and
Speaker 3: I was thinking about it, and I was like, I
Speaker 3: just said out loud to whomever who was near me,
Speaker 3: and I was just like, whatever I need to know today,
Speaker 3: I'm ready to hear it.
Speaker 2: I need to hear it. Whoever needs to say something
Speaker 2: to me, be present and let me know you know
Speaker 2: what I'm saying. And I do that often.
Speaker 3: Sometimes I'll get weird messages to do weird things, and
Speaker 3: I'm like, that's really crazy, but I'm like, who knows,
Speaker 3: maybe it's not. You know, it's so good that you're
Speaker 3: here to reinforce all these tools.
Speaker 1: To confirm everything. Yeah, uh huh.
Speaker 3: I have a question that it was actually your question,
Speaker 3: so I know right now. First of all, we're in
Speaker 3: Hollywood and there's like a bunch of reality TV and
Speaker 3: there's a bunch of like, you know, psychics and like
Speaker 3: Psychicotline and all the ship. How do you feel about
Speaker 3: like the like the mediums on TV and like do
Speaker 3: you do you ever watch that stuff?
Speaker 1: No? I think it's I think they're full of ship.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lie. I mean, like, like everybody always
Speaker 1: asks me about this Tyler Henry Kids that a young episode,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, okay, first of all, he he's gay, right, Yeah,
Speaker 1: he says he knows nothing about fashion, he knows nothing
Speaker 1: about celebrities, he knows nothing about me.
Speaker 2: Right, some of the time. Sometimes when he meets people,
Speaker 2: I'm like, you're telling me you don't.
Speaker 1: Know that's exactly you're gay?
Speaker 2: You amber Rose, And that's what I saw. He's like,
Speaker 2: I just saw Roses and Roses. It was amber Rose.
Speaker 2: I'm like, I.
Speaker 1: Guess, like, in order to be gay, there's three things
Speaker 1: you have to know about.
Speaker 2: Exactly, especially if you're in LA, especially.
Speaker 1: If you're in LA. So when he gets when he
Speaker 1: has readings that come on there, it's very much we've
Speaker 1: already read the ship, that's already that the people that
Speaker 1: was reading. How many times I've said this over and
Speaker 1: over again, how many times can you read the Kardashians
Speaker 1: and bring up their father? And he read my idol
Speaker 1: Kim and then brought up Biggie and disrespected them Kim Kim.
Speaker 2: Oh oh, and he brought up he brought up Biggie.
Speaker 1: He brought up.
Speaker 2: Of course, of course I didn't see that's not going
Speaker 2: to go google this. But there's a big man. I
Speaker 2: don't know why.
Speaker 5: I'm getting top up big something notorious something. No, No, I'm.
Speaker 2: Getting some beats. I don't know. I've never got beats
Speaker 2: like this before.
Speaker 1: My god, stop. Yeah, I don't funk with it. I
Speaker 1: I'm very much against it. Like I said, J at
Speaker 1: the very early stage of my career, had me do
Speaker 1: these fucking events. He was like, go do them because
Speaker 1: you need to learn how to play ball with the yeah,
Speaker 1: And I was like, okay, So I went, and they're
Speaker 1: all a bunch of fakes. Like I would have people
Speaker 1: literally come from another table that was supposedly psychic, that
Speaker 1: was supposedly a medium, come and say, Chris, can you
Speaker 1: help me with this reading? I'm stuck. I would like
Speaker 1: to say it like.
Speaker 2: You don't know what to do?
Speaker 4: Do you see that maybe some of them are They
Speaker 4: started out as something like, you know, maybe something that
Speaker 4: there was something there that maybe then turned into greed
Speaker 4: or not inauthenticity, but then clouds, you're on it.
Speaker 1: That's what I would tell people. I would say it's
Speaker 1: very much a friendship zone type of thing. When you
Speaker 1: go work these events because you people are very empathic
Speaker 1: to a certain point. Like if you're a woman, I
Speaker 1: mean not all women are in tune to other women,
Speaker 1: but a good majority of time women have very very
Speaker 1: good intuition. You guys are able to fucking bring in babies,
Speaker 1: to have life with a portal exactly. So you can't
Speaker 1: tell me that not that women are not intuitive, there's
Speaker 1: you get to a certain point and you fucking stop.
Speaker 1: I think that people get distracted with becoming a medium,
Speaker 1: getting becoming a psychic, that they love helping people, but
Speaker 1: their lives are so fucked up on their own that
Speaker 1: they distract themselves to the lives of other people. And
Speaker 1: that's not what I want to do. Like I know
Speaker 1: that you guys have had somebody to do intention candles recently,
Speaker 1: and I speak out on intention candles. Nothing wrong with that,
Speaker 1: But how are you going to put an intention in
Speaker 1: a candle for me when you're not me? Does that
Speaker 1: make sense? Like I'm not trying to be shitty about it,
Speaker 1: like oah, sure, but some people like that stuff. I
Speaker 1: want I want to be able to work the candle
Speaker 1: magic with you. I want to be able to sit
Speaker 1: down with you like a good friend of mine, Marsa,
Speaker 1: and I would do candle spells all the time. So
Speaker 1: I'll go to her house and I'll cleanse the candle,
Speaker 1: but I will not touch it. She has to do.
Speaker 3: And what if I'm in a bad mood, right, and
Speaker 3: then you put that in there just not even not
Speaker 3: with intention, but because that's.
Speaker 1: Because that's my energy. And what if they put the
Speaker 1: person that at the store was in a bad mood
Speaker 1: or was pissed off, whatever, Like, fuck, everybody, I want it,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I want you to put
Speaker 1: your own attention in it.
Speaker 2: Yea, or we're gonna have to come over and mix
Speaker 2: with candles. Yeah, I don't know.
Speaker 1: So do you guys want to get into the readings? Yeah? Okay,
Speaker 1: all right, I'll start with her first, So with you love, okay,
Speaker 1: feel free to jump in. So I'm gonna give you
Speaker 1: my quick little spiel I give every every client, every
Speaker 1: person that I read the spill.
Speaker 2: And for our listeners, sorry, yes, give me.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna read to me. And okay, so this is
Speaker 1: my spiel that I'm going to give you. So I
Speaker 1: do not discuss death, and I do not discuss anything
Speaker 1: that's going to scare the ship out of you. So
Speaker 1: without being said, is there anything that you want me
Speaker 1: to stay away from? Okay? The second thing is, for
Speaker 1: the first couple of minutes, I'm going to go in
Speaker 1: and give you what my guys are giving me to
Speaker 1: give you directly, and then I'll open the reading up.
Speaker 1: Tenny questions that you have in regards to what I said,
Speaker 1: or if you want to know about something that we
Speaker 1: didn't get a chance touch on, we could do it
Speaker 1: at that time. Okay, feel free to jump to jump
Speaker 1: in and call bullshit at any time, Do not hold back,
Speaker 1: not worry about trying to be polite. And I want
Speaker 1: to turn my feelings call me out. This is your
Speaker 1: show if you need to. Okay, you ready? Okay, So
Speaker 1: right off the bat, with you, you've got issues when it
Speaker 1: comes to your way of thinking and balancing out your
Speaker 1: emotions versus your drive, versus what you are versus what
Speaker 1: you can do realistically and practically. I feel like with you,
Speaker 1: you've got a lot of things that are on your mind,
Speaker 1: kind of tiptoeing back and forth, and it's hard for
Speaker 1: you to make up your mind when it comes to
Speaker 1: certain things. You got to pick one and start going
Speaker 1: for it. You got to get yourself because you've got
Speaker 1: a good head on your shoulders. But I feel like
Speaker 1: you feel like you need somebody with you. And I'm
Speaker 1: not saying that. I'm not putting it because she's here,
Speaker 1: but I'm saying there's a certain part of you that
Speaker 1: that's afraid to almost stand on your own two feet
Speaker 1: or to go off and branch out into you. Your
Speaker 1: mind is going to really start to open this year.
Speaker 1: I'll get to predictions in a second, but when it
Speaker 1: comes to opening up your mind and bringing in versatility,
Speaker 1: bringing in what your guys you're going to do is
Speaker 1: they're going to open the windows to your mind to
Speaker 1: allow fresh air to come in to change your way
Speaker 1: of thinking. So you probably start feeling this. I would
Speaker 1: say you're going to probably start feeling it this month,
Speaker 1: leading all the way up until June of this year.
Speaker 1: So what happened in March? Anything significant happened to you in
Speaker 1: March as far as like your way of thinking, like
Speaker 1: where you kind of got hard on yourself or you
Speaker 1: started to feel a certain way. Because your guys are
Speaker 1: telling me they've already put the bug in your ear
Speaker 1: to get you to move your ass. You need to
Speaker 1: realize your worth and what you bring at the end
Speaker 1: of the day to the table with everybody else, because
Speaker 1: you are just as creative, if not creative in a
Speaker 1: different way too, where you're also a very good people
Speaker 1: reader too. But I think that's what fucks you up
Speaker 1: as your intuition shuts you down and it gets you shy,
Speaker 1: and it kind of has you retreat back into that
Speaker 1: cancer shell. Stop doing that because you're only holding yourself
Speaker 1: back and then what's gonna end up happening with you?
Speaker 1: Because your temper switches so quick. You can be in
Speaker 1: a good moon all of a sudden, you can kind
Speaker 1: of be nasty or kind of all of a sudden
Speaker 1: shut down for a second. Does that make sense? So
Speaker 1: when it comes out, and make sure that you stay
Speaker 1: active in what it is that you're going for because
Speaker 1: they're going to bring new opportunities to you. When it
Speaker 1: comes to your way of thinking your creativity, it's time
Speaker 1: for you to start branching off and doing your own thing.
Speaker 1: Does that make sense? So how do you feel about that?
Speaker 3: I don't know if I switch easily. I'm usually pretty
Speaker 3: in pretty positive mode. I think that sometimes that is
Speaker 3: because I'm not dealing with things outwardly but just inwardly.
Speaker 3: And then I'm brushing like the under does that cut?
Speaker 1: Yeah? See, you keep rushing that shit under the carpet,
Speaker 1: You're going to trip over that stuff. So when it
Speaker 1: comes to your way of thinking, even though you even
Speaker 1: though you don't speak on it, you're internalizing, and what
Speaker 1: it does is very much like Jay. I'm not going
Speaker 1: to steal because I know that you guys are the
Speaker 1: same signs, but you guys very much internalize and if
Speaker 1: you don't feel it, everybody else around you could feel it.
Speaker 1: Trust me.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but you're going to start putting the mirror in
Speaker 1: front of you. You've got a lot of work to
Speaker 1: do this year. When it comes to you and bringing
Speaker 1: yourself out, there's stuff that you want to do. As
Speaker 1: far as your appearance. I don't know what you're what
Speaker 1: you're planning on doing, but they're telling me that you're
Speaker 1: gonna want that. You're wanting to work on your your
Speaker 1: appearance and how you present yourself to the public. So
Speaker 1: you're thinking about getting work done.
Speaker 3: I don't know, work like maybe some boobs, maybe a
Speaker 3: little dentistry, but like nothing dentistry that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, the last one. I got a gap in my d.
Speaker 2: Too, don't it just a little? Don't you know? It's perfect?
Speaker 1: So this is your year when it comes to making changes.
Speaker 2: Here.
Speaker 1: If you do nothing with that energy and you let
Speaker 1: it stay stagnant, or you don't move, or you don't
Speaker 1: do what they're telling you to do, You're gonna end
Speaker 1: up resentful. I'm telling you right now. So start getting it,
Speaker 1: and start getting in order, start deciding what it is
Speaker 1: that you want to do, and start going for it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I've been I've been making changes. And I did
Speaker 3: have like a little dark period last month I think
Speaker 3: where I was like beating myself up and like feeling
Speaker 3: badly about things and like in a dark.
Speaker 2: Not a dark space like super dark, but just I
Speaker 2: felt it. I felt that difference.
Speaker 3: But I have been going through changes, like probably the
Speaker 3: last four or five six months, and I've been something
Speaker 3: that keeps telling me that this is the time, this
Speaker 3: is the year. Something's about to happen, and that there's
Speaker 3: growth that needs to happen, and there's like there's work
Speaker 3: that needs to be done on myself.
Speaker 1: There's a chapter that needs to be closed. You need
Speaker 1: to close, you need to make sure that you're closing
Speaker 1: these doors and keeping them closed. There's nothing back there anymore.
Speaker 1: What's going on with your love life? A you're currently
Speaker 1: involved in a relationship? Yeah, okay? Are you still talking
Speaker 1: to somebody?
Speaker 4: You know?
Speaker 1: The reason why I ask was, there's memories of somebody.
Speaker 1: If you're not talking to somebody else, there's still hung
Speaker 1: up memories on somebody else from your past.
Speaker 2: There maybe I thought my daughter's dead.
Speaker 1: Did you do dirty? Yeah? Yeah, I mean yeah, so
Speaker 1: I would again, I would, I would learn how to
Speaker 1: let that go. Your guys are really going to do
Speaker 1: again for one hundred time. It's going to do a
Speaker 1: number on you to get your way of thinking outside
Speaker 1: and start bringing vision into reality and start making a
Speaker 1: little bit more bolder to take steps here because this
Speaker 1: is what you've been asking for, This is what you
Speaker 1: want to do, and this you've been putting it out.
Speaker 1: There's thing that you're a good person. You have a
Speaker 1: lot of talent, a lot of great things that you
Speaker 1: can offer here. Why am I wasting my time? What
Speaker 1: am I doing here? Show me my purpose? And they're
Speaker 1: starting they're wanting to show you your purpose, but you're
Speaker 1: not wanting to let go of the things that they're
Speaker 1: telling you to let go of. Sometimes I hope that
Speaker 1: were How do you feel about that?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think that's all pretty accurate. I have been asking.
Speaker 2: I have been asking for a shift.
Speaker 3: I have been asking like, even if it's difficult, even
Speaker 3: if things are going to you know that I know
Speaker 3: that it's time to transition and to basically yeah, like
Speaker 3: open a window. Like I feel stagnant in ways, but
Speaker 3: I'm not sure what it is that I.
Speaker 2: Need to do.
Speaker 1: If you're what it is that you need to do?
Speaker 2: Like, what what what needs to shift?
Speaker 3: What is it that needs to shift that's stopping like
Speaker 3: the next step, it's.
Speaker 1: You that stopping. It's your way of thinking that stopping
Speaker 1: it again. You you have to understand something. You're you're
Speaker 1: a cancer. You're never going to do anything that's gonna
Speaker 1: be loud and boisterous or that's going to make you
Speaker 1: look dumb or that's going to I mean favorite word.
Speaker 1: So when it comes that, start trusting yourself and the
Speaker 1: fact that you got this and you can handle a
Speaker 1: lot of different things. Who you were before is not
Speaker 1: who you are now. Does that make sense? Like there's
Speaker 1: a lot of there's there's a lot of like, uh,
Speaker 1: to cry a lot? Not really, you don't cry, then
Speaker 1: you have to be emotional at night, or there has
Speaker 1: to be there has to be feelings.
Speaker 2: Of like I mean, I guess I cry sometimes, but
Speaker 2: not a lot, not for a long time.
Speaker 1: Are you suppressing it?
Speaker 2: Probably?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 2: I think I am.
Speaker 1: What you need to start coming undone. What I mean
Speaker 1: by that is allowing yourself the opportunity to heal and
Speaker 1: to cry it, to mourn it, to let go of
Speaker 1: who you once were, to bring in the newness here
Speaker 1: and again. If you need to throw a tantrum, always
Speaker 1: talk about on my show, throw a fucking tantrum and
Speaker 1: get a pillows, Scream into that fucker, rip a shirt up,
Speaker 1: if you need to whatever you need to get that
Speaker 1: aggression out, get it out. Because you keep storing it
Speaker 1: in there, you are going to trip over it. Trust me.
Speaker 1: I know that energy. And if you don't think there's
Speaker 1: anything wrong with you, people around you will bring that
Speaker 1: up and say you seem a little different, like Jay
Speaker 1: will never admit to it. I'll tell them I can
Speaker 1: feel this energy. If you no, I'm not on fine.
Speaker 1: In a couple of days something comes into play where
Speaker 1: it shows the true colors.
Speaker 4: Right, So yeah, that's all accurate.
Speaker 2: It's all very accurate.
Speaker 1: How do you feel about that.
Speaker 2: About her that reading? I feel like I feel like,
Speaker 2: I mean, yeah, there has been changes.
Speaker 4: I don't as far as like I'm trying to think
Speaker 4: of like specific things.
Speaker 1: Like this is for her own personal evolution, this is
Speaker 1: for her own growth, this is to evolve the soul.
Speaker 1: This is like my next step. Okay, what do I
Speaker 1: do now? Like I've done this, I've done that or whatever.
Speaker 1: I'm at a crossroads now. I want to I want
Speaker 1: to go bigger and better. I want to go down
Speaker 1: in different not necessarily a different life here, but something
Speaker 1: new to look forward to it, if that makes sense.
Speaker 1: So you're probably struggling internally with it where I don't
Speaker 1: know if you would. I know you guys are closed,
Speaker 1: But would you tell her exactly how you're feeling on
Speaker 1: the inside?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I do. We talk.
Speaker 3: We're pretty honesty, We're pretty transparent and if I'm feeling stuff,
Speaker 3: but yeah, I will, I.
Speaker 4: Feel like she like, I feel like if it doesn't,
Speaker 4: everyone need to close the chapter, like everyone.
Speaker 2: Needs to find close something.
Speaker 1: Sometimes people don't close any chapters or any doors and
Speaker 1: leave all the shit wide open, so they're coming.
Speaker 4: I mean, especially pertaining to love though, you know what
Speaker 4: I mean, Like most people are holding onto something, especially
Speaker 4: if they're single, Like there's a reason why not the
Speaker 4: reason why they're but there's a story behind, but it.
Speaker 1: In filtrates her mind because then it fucks with her
Speaker 1: self worth, so she needs in order to free I'm
Speaker 1: not saying that you're hard on yourself to the point
Speaker 1: where you don't think you're good looking or whatever, but
Speaker 1: you keep yourself back when you should put yourself out
Speaker 1: there and shine a little bit. There's there's a little
Speaker 1: bit of insecurity when it comes to you may not
Speaker 1: project it outwardly, but there is insecurity to I can
Speaker 1: pick up on it, feel it. It's so nothing, nothing
Speaker 1: out of the of the ordinary, you know when it
Speaker 1: comes to that.
Speaker 4: Yeah, especially because I think Jamila is really one of
Speaker 4: the most confident people that I know. But I know
Speaker 4: that there's insecurities in certain parts of your life, as
Speaker 4: anybody would, I mean, you know what I mean, But
Speaker 4: like to me and to like anyone I ever, like
Speaker 4: whoever meets Jamala, like she's just so confident, Like the
Speaker 4: way she carries herself, holds herself holds her body like
Speaker 4: the way Jamila, just like even like walks or.
Speaker 2: Dance like it's just confidence.
Speaker 4: It exudes comfortability and not and sexuality and not in
Speaker 4: a way that's like I'm doing this to be seen,
Speaker 4: but like I'm doing this because this is just who.
Speaker 2: I am, you know what I mean. Because there's a difference.
Speaker 6: So it's interesting. But maybe that's because of the insecurity, right, Yeah, it.
Speaker 1: Doesn't mean it's it's not bad that there's a vulnerable
Speaker 1: side to you that I wish you would tap into,
Speaker 1: that you would make immense with, or that you would
Speaker 1: bring out a little bit more because again I feel
Speaker 1: like you. I would not not say that you style
Speaker 1: yourself because you're not a stifling type of person, but
Speaker 1: you stifle certain emotions in certain ways of thinking that
Speaker 1: you that you're probably again everybody probably goes through this,
Speaker 1: but it's afraid.
Speaker 2: To speak out on there is a side.
Speaker 3: So like two weeks ago, I may or may not
Speaker 3: have taken a molly at the Afrobeats party.
Speaker 2: Oh shit, And it's crazy because may or may not.
Speaker 2: In the mineral I was.
Speaker 3: I just had this this powerful energy and I don't
Speaker 3: know if it was the Mollie, but insecurity came up
Speaker 3: that word specifically, and it was like a I felt
Speaker 3: this message really clear, and it was like you were
Speaker 3: deeply insecure and it's so much buried down that it's
Speaker 3: like that I do like I do come off like
Speaker 3: I don't care, and I think I don't care about
Speaker 3: a lot of things, but deeply I do care.
Speaker 2: I do care about this. I do.
Speaker 3: And it's like almost overthinking it, you know, like, am
Speaker 3: am I the weaklink?
Speaker 2: Am I doing enough?
Speaker 3: And I'm here, I'm there like my people, other people
Speaker 3: are there, and it's so it is.
Speaker 2: It is stifle but I don't know why at that moment.
Speaker 2: And then.
Speaker 1: But you at the end of the day, you've got
Speaker 1: a good heart, a good soul, a good presence of
Speaker 1: good essence about you. Here you need to be comfortable
Speaker 1: in your own skin. You have a lot of past
Speaker 1: life issues that bleed into this lifetime here too, where
Speaker 1: you were stifled before. And I feel like family plays
Speaker 1: a huge role in your stifling from your past life
Speaker 1: that leads into this life. What's the relationship like with
Speaker 1: you and your mother?
Speaker 2: Okay, it's strange.
Speaker 3: I I feel like she has a lot of issues
Speaker 3: and I realized recently because I'm like close, I'm in
Speaker 3: closer proximity with her on a regular basis that I
Speaker 3: feel that I feel like growing up, there was a
Speaker 3: lot to me. She came off as weak, and I
Speaker 3: think I spent a lot of my time not wanting
Speaker 3: to be weak and not wanting to need people. But
Speaker 3: like then I really do because even that comment you
Speaker 3: said about wanting, like wanting a partner or not being
Speaker 3: able to do something without a partner, I've thought that
Speaker 3: a lot, Like if I had a man who invested,
Speaker 3: or if I had this, then I could level up,
Speaker 3: I could balance out if I had someone.
Speaker 2: But that's like a.
Speaker 1: Power couple of mentality. There's nothing wrong with that. You
Speaker 1: can totally do that shit, but you gotta become you
Speaker 1: gotta let go. It's just it's not new shit. It's
Speaker 1: old stuff. It's stuff that's stuck to your skin that
Speaker 1: you need to rip off like an old band aid.
Speaker 1: Get rid of that shit. It no longer suits you.
Speaker 1: You're in a different spot in this lifetime now. You're
Speaker 1: not who you were before. You're a lot stronger, a
Speaker 1: lot older, a lot wiser, a lot more knowledgeable on
Speaker 1: who you are today, let that shit go. And if
Speaker 1: people always ask you know, well how do I let
Speaker 1: it go? You got to force yourself. You can't change
Speaker 1: a lifetime. I'm not calling you stupid, but I always
Speaker 1: say this, you can't change a lifetime with stupidity in
Speaker 1: one fucking day, a week, a year of month time.
Speaker 1: It takes a long ass time. You will get that,
Speaker 1: but you're going to get a lot of your science
Speaker 1: this year, especially about your self worth and what for you,
Speaker 1: what you need to do next to evolve. Here's the
Speaker 1: key word for you is to evolve your soul.
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, yes, I agree.
Speaker 3: I think a lot of my last relationship I let
Speaker 3: a lot of things happen that I knew I didn't
Speaker 3: deserve or I wasn't like that person I loved deeply
Speaker 3: but wasn't worthy of me and didn't deserve it. And
Speaker 3: and because I have attachments to him, because we have
Speaker 3: a child together, there is it is a part of
Speaker 3: me it's like, what the fuck? Like, why are you
Speaker 3: so dumb?
Speaker 2: You know? Why don't you get it?
Speaker 3: And and then a part of me for feeling that way,
Speaker 3: makes me wonder, why do I think?
Speaker 2: Why why am I even thinking of this?
Speaker 3: Person knowing that he doesn't value who I am and
Speaker 3: doesn't understand my value.
Speaker 2: So that's fairy because we.
Speaker 1: Always try to seek validation from people that fuck with us.
Speaker 1: That makes sense, So let it go. You're not in
Speaker 1: that spot anymore.
Speaker 2: No, I was just I just want to see I
Speaker 2: can block it from.
Speaker 4: You, like let me maybe in my head can block.
Speaker 1: So you're ready for yours? Are you good with yours? Okay?
Speaker 1: So with you? No questions and I'm sure she can
Speaker 1: think about it.
Speaker 2: Digest.
Speaker 1: Let me drink some water. So you, my love, You
Speaker 1: are a different I told you guys when I first
Speaker 1: met you, guys are two different people. Obviously You've got
Speaker 1: a lot of strong intuition that takes a toll on
Speaker 1: your every day. Does that make sense? Like you really
Speaker 1: really soak up and absorb everything. You're very much a
Speaker 1: people reader, a people watcher, an energy watcher. When I
Speaker 1: say energy watch, I'm not calling you like like you
Speaker 1: look for energies here, but you're very You're very susceptible
Speaker 1: to what's around you, and you pick up on a
Speaker 1: lot of different shit. So I feel like it messes
Speaker 1: with your head at times, and it really does a
Speaker 1: number on what on your way of thinking throughout the day.
Speaker 1: Does that make sense?
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, I would say that's accurate.
Speaker 1: Here's the thing that you're a Scorpio. You share the
Speaker 1: same birthday. It's so funny. You have the same sign
Speaker 1: as Jay and you have the same birthday as a sister.
Speaker 1: So it's Scorpio energy. I'm very familiar with Scorpio energy.
Speaker 1: The thing with you is you've got to learn how
Speaker 1: to disconnect and learn to learn to handle what you
Speaker 1: can handle and get rid of what's out of your
Speaker 1: control because you can't do it. And I feel like
Speaker 1: you because of who you are in the the you
Speaker 1: have an I don't know if if this is off here,
Speaker 1: but you have amazing luck. There's something about you that
Speaker 1: always seems to take place at the eleventh fucking hour,
Speaker 1: like things are hopeless throughout the day, and right right
Speaker 1: before it gets ready for closing time, something will swoop
Speaker 1: in and change the way the outcome of things for
Speaker 1: you. You're very lucky that way. You need to start paying
Speaker 1: more attention to your intuition and your soul. You're you're
Speaker 1: very much again. When I talk about old souls and
Speaker 1: your guys as souls, I always tell people that the
Speaker 1: first thing that I do when I read people is
Speaker 1: to touch their soul, is to see what's going on
Speaker 1: behind the flesh, behind the blood, behind the eyes that
Speaker 1: make up everything, and get and get in touch with them.
Speaker 1: You're you just want to be free. There's so many
Speaker 1: different things that you want to do in life. Here.
Speaker 1: You want it, you want to succeed, you want to
Speaker 1: be you want to be We all want to be richer,
Speaker 1: I want to be powerful, we all want to have
Speaker 1: materialistic types of stuff. But you're here to evolve the
Speaker 1: soul into another level. So I don't know what type
Speaker 1: of work you're planning on doing. Here are you? Are
Speaker 1: you trying to get down the down the spiritual path?
Speaker 4: I think it's the path that I've I've always told
Speaker 4: myself I want to indul like I want to go
Speaker 4: down more.
Speaker 2: I mean, I'm not I'm not religious, per se. I've studied.
Speaker 2: I was, you know, I grew up going to Catholic school.
Speaker 4: My father's Christian and went to church, which again, like
Speaker 4: my dad, you know, wasn't the greatest person. And so
Speaker 4: say I can go to church confused me a lot
Speaker 4: with church. He's a great man now, love my dad,
Speaker 4: but he's had to evolve.
Speaker 2: But yeah, I don't know.
Speaker 4: I've I've like, I know, I know there's something bigger
Speaker 4: for sure, I've felt it. I've I've experienced it. I've
Speaker 4: seen it when I was a kid. I know that
Speaker 4: there's energy and it's there's something bigger than just us
Speaker 4: right here. I don't know if that's God or what,
Speaker 4: but but it's definitely something I feel. Sometimes I feel
Speaker 4: guilty for not I keep it's something I've put on,
Speaker 4: Like I keep.
Speaker 2: Thinking, Okay, this year's the year I'm gonna get like
Speaker 2: really into it.
Speaker 4: I'm gonna like really tap into like even meditating more
Speaker 4: or just like tapping into something.
Speaker 2: Because I do meditate, but not enough, you know so.
Speaker 4: And also because I get scared too sometimes because I like,
Speaker 4: I'm almost a little scared of my intuition because I
Speaker 4: know when I'm right, and I try to run away
Speaker 4: from it because sometimes.
Speaker 1: It's not what I want.
Speaker 4: To stop doing that and it's not what I want.
Speaker 4: It's not what I think I want or think I need.
Speaker 1: And that's where a lot of people, because people ask
Speaker 1: how how do I get in touch with my intuition?
Speaker 1: How do I start listen into it. How do I
Speaker 1: become more aware of what's going on? And you just
Speaker 1: made a point right there. When you start, when it
Speaker 1: asks you to do things that you're uncomfortable doing, or
Speaker 1: that you don't want to do, or you don't want
Speaker 1: to recognize right now, in this time and space in
Speaker 1: your life, you shut that shit down, don't. You don't
Speaker 1: focus on it anymore. You know what you have to do.
Speaker 1: So it's not talking to you anymore because you're not
Speaker 1: doing what you have to do here with you, you're
Speaker 1: holding yourself back from your success. Like you came here
Speaker 1: to build business, to build a business, to build a
Speaker 1: we'll use the word now that everybody's using to build
Speaker 1: a brand. So I don't know what it is that
Speaker 1: you're doing with your personal life or your business life,
Speaker 1: but your business life is going to evolve this year.
Speaker 4: So this this is my brand. Me and Jamila like
Speaker 4: this is this is my passion.
Speaker 1: But there's other things that you have had.
Speaker 2: And also I have another brand too that I'm passionate about.
Speaker 1: What is it?
Speaker 4: That's my mom's brand that I work for. It's a
Speaker 4: family business that I am very passionate about. But this
Speaker 4: is my baby and that's hers.
Speaker 1: You know, you're going to meet different people this year
Speaker 1: through I don't know if it's going to be to
Speaker 1: the podcast. I'm not saying that you're going to be
Speaker 1: left out of it, but you because you're you're more
Speaker 1: of a I'm not saying that you're not a Foux thinker,
Speaker 1: but you're more of like, Okay, how do I hustle?
Speaker 1: How do I make these moves? I how do I
Speaker 1: do this here or whatever? Or how can I get
Speaker 1: myself involved in this? So you're very much going to
Speaker 1: come in contact or connection with people that are going
Speaker 1: to boost your your business or your brand and take
Speaker 1: you to a different level. So be on the lookout
Speaker 1: for that because people are going to bring ideas to you.
Speaker 1: Might start doing collaborations with people, but you need to
Speaker 1: start getting your business mind out there and start start
Speaker 1: doing for yourself. I'm not saying that you're not doing
Speaker 1: anything right now, but you're here to do bigger and better.
Speaker 1: You're here to succeed. You're here to again. When I
Speaker 1: say build an empire, I'm not saying like, you know, Facebook,
Speaker 1: but that would be nice, but you know, do something
Speaker 1: that you can call your own. Does that make sense?
Speaker 1: So is that what you're focusing on.
Speaker 2: I would love I want I want something to call
Speaker 2: my own.
Speaker 1: Stop holding yourself back with your intuition. Do not be
Speaker 1: afraid to call people out. But you've got to temper
Speaker 1: on you. So you got to make sure that you
Speaker 1: curb that shit. Because the one thing I'm go I'm
Speaker 1: gonna give you a little manipulation tactic because I've been
Speaker 1: a psychic media in my entire life and I know
Speaker 1: how to manipulate people with the power of the mind.
Speaker 1: I always tell Scorpios and you're going to kick my
Speaker 1: ass for this. Scorpios always talk. But they're the big
Speaker 1: bad zodiac, right, the biggest sign of the zodiac. And
Speaker 1: then that nobody, nobody could do anything to them. I
Speaker 1: always say that I want to I'll.
Speaker 2: Fucked up off another sign. Okay, yeah, look Gemini, I.
Speaker 1: Always say to get a score, to come undone get
Speaker 1: or emotional. Yeah, so you gotta do it. You're like again,
Speaker 1: you guys are It's no secret or no surprise. You
Speaker 1: guys are friends because you guys are very on very
Speaker 1: similar paths. You guys are both here to teach each
Speaker 1: other lessons. You're here to give her a strength to
Speaker 1: give her a little bit more boosted to kind of
Speaker 1: back her up, and you're here to work on her
Speaker 1: sensitive side. Does that make sense? I know it may
Speaker 1: seem like it might be. It might be the vice
Speaker 1: versa right now between the two of you guys here,
Speaker 1: but there's a there's a part.
Speaker 2: Of that's act what I would say.
Speaker 4: Jamila's like, I think the balance between us is that,
Speaker 4: you know, for me, like I would say, I'm business minded,
Speaker 4: but I'm I feel like freedom is very important to me,
Speaker 4: and being free.
Speaker 2: I think I'm not always a because of energy.
Speaker 4: Sometimes I'm just it's hard for me to act like
Speaker 4: I don't I can't see your energy, and like, because
Speaker 4: of that, people are like she stand offish or she's
Speaker 4: that is.
Speaker 1: A story of my life. I think that's nice.
Speaker 2: She okay, what's wrong?
Speaker 1: What's wrong?
Speaker 2: She doesn't like me? Oh my god, I'm like, I
Speaker 2: don't even say anything to her. I don't know if
Speaker 2: I like her or not. Like fuck.
Speaker 4: And meanwhile, Jamila everyone like she's so amazing, like in
Speaker 4: social situations, like she can just talk to anyone, she
Speaker 4: literally and it brings her joy to talk to anyone.
Speaker 4: For me, does not bring me joy like sometimes it does.
Speaker 4: It depends when you catch me what mood I'm in.
Speaker 4: But if I'm in a room full of strange energy,
Speaker 4: I'm like, yeah, i'mssed it over here. And because of that,
Speaker 4: I think that's why we're the perfect balance, because we're
Speaker 4: able to like push, She's able to push me to
Speaker 4: be like, Okay, Eric, calm.
Speaker 2: Fucked down, go talk to that. It's okay, stopping fucking
Speaker 2: scorpio like they're nice. And then I'm like okay.
Speaker 1: But she play an interesting part, in an interesting role
Speaker 1: in the dynamic between the two of you, because you're
Speaker 1: able to weed out shit. She's very good intuitively as well.
Speaker 1: But you you are just like no, I'm.
Speaker 2: Like, that's true.
Speaker 4: I guess you're right because there's something specifics that makes
Speaker 4: me think of some situations specifically, you know that from
Speaker 4: the beginning I've been hesitant about and and it's and
Speaker 4: starting to unfold, and I'm.
Speaker 2: Just like, in your favor, but I trust him. She didn't.
Speaker 4: She wasn't, but I was trying to be like, you
Speaker 4: know what, let me go with Jamila, because you know
Speaker 4: what I'm trying. She maybe she's right. I sometimes you know,
Speaker 4: I overthink it. So let me just chill because I
Speaker 4: have been wrong. I've been wrong about people before and situations.
Speaker 1: That's how you really been wrong, because here's the thing.
Speaker 1: And so I'm sorry that he's not on camera, like
Speaker 1: I referring to Jay, but like, tell me about somebody.
Speaker 1: He's like, I want you to start working with this
Speaker 1: person or start doing it with this person, you know,
Speaker 1: hang out or you know, kind of do your round
Speaker 1: to this person. I'm like, I don't fuck with them.
Speaker 2: I can't do it.
Speaker 1: I can't. I don't. I don't like their energy, I
Speaker 1: don't like who they are. They're gonna be fucking draining.
Speaker 1: And so I'll get involved with the person and we'll
Speaker 1: be I'm really really good friend because I'll keep it going.
Speaker 1: But they always end up showing their true colors.
Speaker 6: And you're like, I knew that from the beginning exactly.
Speaker 6: I'm the same way. But you know what, I'll know
Speaker 6: so much so their true colors.
Speaker 3: But I I love in a space where I'm like,
Speaker 3: I know why you're fucked up.
Speaker 2: I know why you're her. I know you're her and your.
Speaker 3: Intentions even though they are fucked up there, that's not
Speaker 3: really your fucked upness and I can.
Speaker 2: And I'm just now this year learning to cut people off.
Speaker 4: Well, I see that too, but there's like a time
Speaker 4: limit for that excuse for me, Like how long are
Speaker 4: you to use that.
Speaker 2: Excuse to your advantage? Yeah? And they are you working
Speaker 2: towards trying to fix that shit?
Speaker 1: No? Okay, I'm good exactly. Oh yes, yes, yes, And
Speaker 1: same with you too. You can you can tell a
Speaker 1: person's attention or you know, if they truly do want
Speaker 1: to change it. How many times are you going to
Speaker 1: keep hearing that fucking excuse? I'm working on it. I'm
Speaker 1: working on I'm doing this, I'm trying. There is no
Speaker 1: such thing as try. Either you do or you don't,
Speaker 1: and you're not fucking doing it? Does that make sense?
Speaker 1: I know? I wish, I wish.
Speaker 2: I feel like that with men though, because wait, keep
Speaker 2: going for me. What's going on with love? What's happening when?
Speaker 2: And other things?
Speaker 1: When it comes to your love life with got it?
Speaker 1: Are you involved in a relationship right now?
Speaker 2: I kind of?
Speaker 1: Okay? Cancer with the one on the power place power
Speaker 1: place on your end, especially the way that you are feeling.
Speaker 1: Are you do you trust him? I do? Okay? Do
Speaker 1: you let him know that you trust him, or do
Speaker 1: you low key do shit to No.
Speaker 4: We we actually talk about a lot I'm in Like
Speaker 4: I came out of a relationship there was a lot
Speaker 4: of deceit and lies, and so I'm in a place
Speaker 4: now where I have to be totally transparent, you know
Speaker 4: what I mean. Plus for truth, I have to be
Speaker 4: I like almost to the point where I just hurt
Speaker 4: me because I'd rather be I'd rather just know it
Speaker 4: so that I can make the executive decision for my life,
Speaker 4: you know, because like when people lie, I always say this,
Speaker 4: like I feel like they rob me of my choice.
Speaker 2: So that's why I try to be honest.
Speaker 4: And I think in the person that I'm mating, I
Speaker 4: think we're pretty We're pretty honest.
Speaker 1: The reason why when I go there with relationships with
Speaker 1: you is because you can play a little bit of
Speaker 1: a game. So as much as you I'm not going
Speaker 1: to call you out and say that you can say
Speaker 1: that you're lying if you say that you're not, But
Speaker 1: you need to learn how to trust and to be
Speaker 1: able to let go and be a little bit more
Speaker 1: vulnerable in the relationship. Because again, just like I told her,
Speaker 1: you're not dumb, you do not even carry yourself one
Speaker 1: ounce of dumb at all. So I don't know why
Speaker 1: you would be worried that someone's going to pull the
Speaker 1: wool over your eyes, or why that you're going to
Speaker 1: be caught slippy or the rugs be swept out.
Speaker 2: From my last relationship, I felt.
Speaker 1: Like, but was it really though? Did you have?
Speaker 2: No? It wasn't you.
Speaker 1: Want to know? She didn't want to know, and she
Speaker 1: was happy doing what she was.
Speaker 2: Doing until you are.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but you're not dumb, love, I don't think you
Speaker 1: just like to put you're a score, but you like
Speaker 1: to play with fire at times. You like to see
Speaker 1: how far you can push it. But your guides are
Speaker 1: going to do a number on you. Just like her,
Speaker 1: You have guides as well, too. Yours are going to
Speaker 1: bring out more of a When I talk about human,
Speaker 1: I'm not saying that you're a demon or anything like that,
Speaker 1: but not more of the human side of you, more
Speaker 1: of the softer side. The more, it's okay, it's okay
Speaker 1: to let go, it's okay not to not to worry
Speaker 1: about what Step Z is yet, because we're only on
Speaker 1: Step B right now. So slow the fuck down a
Speaker 1: little bit. Yeah, Okay, that son that's really working with.
Speaker 2: What do you think about my love? Do you see
Speaker 2: any love in my in my future?
Speaker 1: Both of you guys, I see definitely, definitely not definitely
Speaker 1: see love in both of your guys' future. You you're
Speaker 1: a one hit wonder when it comes to relationships.
Speaker 2: What if that means, well, that's a.
Speaker 1: Good thing, though, I don't that mean the next relationship
Speaker 1: she gets involved in she's looking for. I'm not saying
Speaker 1: that you're not either, but you're looking for that partnership.
Speaker 1: You're looking for that for that So the next one
Speaker 1: you get involved with, I have a feeling it's going
Speaker 1: to be a long lasting one too. And I don't
Speaker 1: feel like you've met that person yet. So if you're
Speaker 1: tiptoeing and talking to somebody right now, they're not in
Speaker 1: your life yet. And this person is going to be
Speaker 1: and I always say that too, is going to be
Speaker 1: stronger than you are in different ways here when it
Speaker 1: comes to moods and in being active and being being
Speaker 1: supportive of you, that person's really going to go above
Speaker 1: and beyond to do that for you. There's a strength
Speaker 1: about them that you need and there's a softness that
Speaker 1: you need. To give them, just like put the relationship
Speaker 1: with her. So when you're learning lessons through her, you're
Speaker 1: also setting yourself up for the relationship that you're going
Speaker 1: to get yourself involved in.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I would agree with.
Speaker 3: Sometimes Erica will remind me, even though I'm soft and
Speaker 3: I cry a lot for other people. I sometimes she's like,
Speaker 3: are you okay. I'm gonna said, are you sure? Yeah,
Speaker 3: But I'm like no, I'm not.
Speaker 2: I'm not.
Speaker 1: You're right.
Speaker 2: Fuck, she's calling me out, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: Sometimes she'll remind me, and I don't even notice I'm
Speaker 3: doing it, you know, because I'm just used to going
Speaker 3: and going and going going.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you just pushed through push the push to go
Speaker 2: go go Okay, Okay.
Speaker 1: But she's a Scorpio, so she can feel. I don't
Speaker 1: want to make it all about astrology, but she can
Speaker 1: feel when there's an energy shift. I can't feel like
Speaker 1: I'm telling you what, Jay, I know, when there's something
Speaker 1: fucked up, I'll be like, your energy is shift that.
Speaker 1: He's like, no, I'm still the same as all You're
Speaker 1: gonna get me in a bad movie if you keep
Speaker 1: fuck with me, And I'm like no, But I can
Speaker 1: feel it you when it comes to love here too,
Speaker 1: I how long have you been in this relationship?
Speaker 2: Like seven months?
Speaker 1: Do you have a picture of this person? Can I
Speaker 1: see it?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: I also do breedings of people's and people's pictures. Don't
Speaker 1: tell me anything.
Speaker 2: This gout of the instaf when you came in.
Speaker 3: While she's playing up the picture, you said, I have
Speaker 3: a lot of attachments on me.
Speaker 2: What does that mean?
Speaker 1: You have a lot of memory attachments to you, A
Speaker 1: lot of stuff that you still that you still bring
Speaker 1: around with you that you're not letting go of here,
Speaker 1: old ways of thinking, especially when it comes Yeah, you
Speaker 1: very much have me when you when I when I
Speaker 1: see when I saw you, when you first walk in
Speaker 1: the door, there was mirrors around you. There was a
Speaker 1: mirror here that was cracked. There was a mirror in
Speaker 1: front of you that was cracked. There was another mirror.
Speaker 1: There was mirrors all the way around yourself. That means
Speaker 1: that when you look at yourself, you're not really looking
Speaker 1: at yourself the way that you should be looking at yourself.
Speaker 1: You're looking at through a cracked lens because there's there's
Speaker 1: there's issues there that you haven't recovered from. I'm not
Speaker 1: saying that you're PTSD here when it comes to yourself
Speaker 1: and how you look at yourself, you're not fully comfortable
Speaker 1: with that yet she on the different, your energy is
Speaker 1: different you. I don't see cracked mirrors with you. I
Speaker 1: see I see my hands over my ears. I don't
Speaker 1: want to listen. I don't want to hear what's going on.
Speaker 1: I don't want you to tell me anything that I
Speaker 1: don't want that I don't want to hear. So there's
Speaker 1: a lot of that. So it's not that you're resistant
Speaker 1: to change. It's more like, I know what I need
Speaker 1: to do. But if you if you tell me that,
Speaker 1: all you're gonna do is freak me out, you're gonna
Speaker 1: you're gonna make me You're you're gonna you're gonna you're
Speaker 1: gonna give me anxiety, You're gonna make me second guess myself.
Speaker 1: It's just gonna keep fucking with me. And you like
Speaker 1: to do things at your own pace without being rushed.
Speaker 1: Is that accurate?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I would say so. I mean I don't. I
Speaker 2: mean sometimes I don't like to be rushed, but I.
Speaker 3: Don't really like to be for someone to tell me
Speaker 3: about myself me, Yeah, I will say that you're very defensive.
Speaker 4: Not with me, though I don't I haven't experienced that
Speaker 4: with you, but I've seen you do it to other people.
Speaker 2: I think it's people that you no long time.
Speaker 4: You know that maybe you even love more than me
Speaker 4: because our friendship is bad.
Speaker 2: Love is it goes even?
Speaker 1: How do you treat this guy with so much love?
Speaker 1: Is he funny? Does he got a good sense of humor?
Speaker 1: Because the way that funny he is he funny? Is
Speaker 1: he funny because he's he's meaning to be funny or
Speaker 1: is it funny because he doesn't know that he's being funny.
Speaker 4: No, he's not like he's not like super He's just
Speaker 4: very sweet and like, I don't know if he's fun
Speaker 4: he's like, yeah, he's really he's so happy, like he's
Speaker 4: like his energy is super like.
Speaker 1: But it's like almost boyish goofy. I'm not calling him
Speaker 1: goofy and.
Speaker 4: Saying yeah, he's like young, he's got he's got a
Speaker 4: lot of like youthful spirit.
Speaker 1: There you go to the words he's spirit very much.
Speaker 1: He's not somebody that would he's not even though he
Speaker 1: is a man, he's not somebody that would play manly games.
Speaker 1: Does that make sense. So I feel like with you,
Speaker 1: this is this is somebody that would be a little
Speaker 1: bit more patient than other guys would be with you.
Speaker 1: And does he does he treat He has to show
Speaker 1: you your worth to treat you like a queen.
Speaker 2: He does. You can tell.
Speaker 1: Because of the way that he feels about you, in
Speaker 1: the way that you come across you are the only
Speaker 1: one that isn't. I'm not saying that you don't carry
Speaker 1: yourself as a queen, but you carry yourself just a
Speaker 1: little bit too hard, you know, like you know, like
Speaker 1: you carry yourself a little too hard. I want to
Speaker 1: see you come undone a little bit. I want to
Speaker 1: see what I want to do is like Lauren Hill,
Speaker 1: you don't be a hard rock when you really are
Speaker 1: a jam. Start refining, Start buffing out the surfaces of
Speaker 1: your diamond, start cutting out how you want to be here,
Speaker 1: because again, at the end of the day, you are a diamond.
Speaker 1: You are solid, You are of strength, you are a beauty,
Speaker 1: you are of wisdom. The only one that needs to
Speaker 1: see it is you here. So you have very very
Speaker 1: It's not as God. I'm making it seem like your
Speaker 1: life as fun, but it's not.
Speaker 7: But You're no you You, Your yours is going to
Speaker 7: be more soul, soul evolving more like you came here
Speaker 7: to learn lessons of what you didn't learn in the
Speaker 7: past life.
Speaker 1: You're here to learn how you're You're here to learn
Speaker 1: lessons as well, but yours is more material. Yours is
Speaker 1: more of like getting getting comfortable with myself and enjoying
Speaker 1: where I'm at here because you've been giving a a
Speaker 1: lot of blessings and blessings in this lifetime. Here, you're
Speaker 1: able to do things that most people won't be able
Speaker 1: to wouldn't be able to do. So start taking advantage
Speaker 1: of that, and you realize who you are and go
Speaker 1: after what want. But you have to start coming into
Speaker 1: your spirituality. You have to start trusting your intuition. You
Speaker 1: have to start playing with it more. You you're going
Speaker 1: to evolve in a different way yours, your paths. You
Speaker 1: guys are you guys know you guys are going to
Speaker 1: be working together forever right what? Yeah? I know? Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: to see where you're at though, where both of you
Speaker 1: guys are at at that time. But yeah, you gotta
Speaker 1: you guys are both good people. I don't I don't
Speaker 1: have anything negative to say when it comes to your health,
Speaker 1: do I'm going to go there. How are you doing
Speaker 1: with your physical health? And I we'll talk about your
Speaker 1: female parts physically.
Speaker 2: I mean my body is sensitive, like my stomach.
Speaker 4: I have stomach aches all the time because as I
Speaker 4: eat things I know I shouldn't really eat.
Speaker 1: After you had your your that's your daughter, And.
Speaker 4: After I have my daughter, I went postpartum depression depression
Speaker 4: period the k before you go there said the same thing,
Speaker 4: like you're leading me. You've got a lot of build
Speaker 4: up in your and this doesn't have to do with
Speaker 4: chakras or anything like that, or solar plexus or anything.
Speaker 4: You have a lot of build up in your body
Speaker 4: when it comes to what you're putting into it. So
Speaker 4: again I would tell you to start eating a little
Speaker 4: bit cleaner and start allowing yourself the opportunity to digest
Speaker 4: your food properly and to digest your stress.
Speaker 1: You carry everything on your body. Your body hurts or
Speaker 1: is out of joint because your mind is going a
Speaker 1: mile a minute all the time. So start calming yourself down.
Speaker 1: You I'm telling you right now, you have everything that
Speaker 1: you need to work with in this lifetime to get
Speaker 1: you where you need to be. Stop hiding from it,
Speaker 1: Stop looking at it as if it's going to be
Speaker 1: a chore to do it. It doesn't have to take
Speaker 1: that long. You're not dumb. I'm telling you. You're just
Speaker 1: like me. It's it's like, god, it's so dawned to
Speaker 1: have to get up and do this all the time.
Speaker 1: But fuck, get it over and done with. He's that
Speaker 1: guy's he's a good guy. You can do a non
Speaker 1: broad him and he'll keep coming back.
Speaker 2: Oh god, he's a cancer.
Speaker 1: Oh god. Yeah, cancers are loyal. That's one of the
Speaker 1: thing about cancer before. Yeah, cancers are loyal. What picture
Speaker 1: do you want want to say for you? Let me
Speaker 1: see the X.
Speaker 2: The dad or the ex. Oh have X?
Speaker 4: Let me find that X.
Speaker 2: Which one?
Speaker 1: So what do you think about the reading? I think.
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 4: I feel like I have to digest anything. I don't
Speaker 4: think like anything like crazy came up for me. I
Speaker 4: think maybe affirming things.
Speaker 1: But also you're I'm telling you your energy is just amazing.
Speaker 1: Like again, like like both of you guys, you're but
Speaker 1: you you're, you're, you're as hard as I got to
Speaker 1: do it from saying hard, but as hard as you
Speaker 1: come across. There's a softness to you that I would
Speaker 1: love to see when you're stoned. I'd love to see
Speaker 1: you in your elementary That's.
Speaker 4: The thing is that I feel like I'm I know
Speaker 4: people I give off the impression like I know a
Speaker 4: lot of people think, oh, she's like hard to read
Speaker 4: or she's hard. But to me, I feel like I'm
Speaker 4: very I know how sensitive I am and I know
Speaker 4: how loving I am. And it's I think it's a
Speaker 4: it's a thing like if you've got to know me,
Speaker 4: you would and it's something I struggle and not struggle
Speaker 4: with anymore. Sometimes it does still bother me though, like
Speaker 4: the misconception that people get from me.
Speaker 2: But I'm learning to just kind of let it go.
Speaker 1: That's a good defense mechanism for you, though, because it
Speaker 1: keeps the people that would want that would normally fuck
Speaker 1: with you oh way, oh exactly exactly. But then again,
Speaker 1: you could miss out on people.
Speaker 4: That That's what I worry about if I miss out
Speaker 4: on friendships that like, I'm missing friendships that could could
Speaker 4: have been had only we maybe were able to connect
Speaker 4: on it, like in a different in a different place
Speaker 4: or a different experience or you know.
Speaker 1: But At the same time, I wish people would be
Speaker 1: more of people readers, like the way that you are,
Speaker 1: the way that I am, the way that she is.
Speaker 1: Where again I would I would definitely not approach it
Speaker 1: from like, oh my god, you're so pretty, like blah
Speaker 1: blah blah type of ship. I be like, hey, how's
Speaker 1: it going, Like just how I did earlier to get
Speaker 1: to know you. You're You're not so that likes loud,
Speaker 1: boisterous type of ship or whatever. Just be real, come
Speaker 1: at you real. So that's where I feel like people
Speaker 1: need to do more people reading, where they need to
Speaker 1: adjust their not change who they are to suit that person,
Speaker 1: but kind of match the level right there. So with
Speaker 1: you again, like I said, be more down to earth,
Speaker 1: more low key with you, with you just the same
Speaker 1: way the way that I was when you when you
Speaker 1: came in, because she was very much oh my god,
Speaker 1: huts blah blah blah blah blah blah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, this is sucks. What are you getting from that?
Speaker 4: Then?
Speaker 1: How does he handle his emotions? And is he was
Speaker 1: he emotionally abusive? There had to have been something. Again,
Speaker 1: I don't I don't want to, I don't want to
Speaker 1: lead there, but there's something about the way and also
Speaker 1: to what's his relationship with his mother?
Speaker 2: Like not good? No, yeah, that was a factor.
Speaker 1: Okay, there's does she let him get was he raised
Speaker 1: getting away with a lot of shit?
Speaker 3: Or I think she wasn't that present And I think
Speaker 3: that has a lot of effects on how he deals
Speaker 3: with women.
Speaker 1: Did he make you feel like you were stupid?
Speaker 2: That's hard to do? Oh, come on, No, probably.
Speaker 1: I think there's just a way that he talks, the
Speaker 1: way that.
Speaker 2: He carries Yeah. Yeah, I think he was intimidated.
Speaker 1: But there's also a lot of fear there too. There's
Speaker 1: a lot of there's a lot of comparisons to what
Speaker 1: he has versus what other people have. Was growing up
Speaker 1: and always making making uh a reference to him versus
Speaker 1: other people they don't understand or whatever, Well, how would
Speaker 1: they understand if you're not speaking up on it. You
Speaker 1: gotta let go of stuff. And he seems like he's
Speaker 1: got I told you about a lot of build up
Speaker 1: on you. He's got a lot or a lot of
Speaker 1: build up. And he's got a lot of build up
Speaker 1: on him too. But this is emotional stuff. This is
Speaker 1: emotional scars that has to do with women. Mainly the
Speaker 1: mother and how he was, how he was raised.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I do that. What about this one?
Speaker 1: God, do you like him dark? Huh? Yeah?
Speaker 2: Well, and I don't discrimine it, No, not.
Speaker 1: The skin color.
Speaker 4: But I was gonna say, if that's dark like.
Speaker 1: Him, not like you like the you like the mysterious
Speaker 1: look to them, or the like the the kind of
Speaker 1: like I don't want to go some part say shady,
Speaker 1: but like the bad boy type of look. And he
Speaker 1: he seems okay, but I just wonder whether where his
Speaker 1: head is at.
Speaker 2: I don't know that head. I don't know where that
Speaker 2: head is at. That was a major issue. I'm not
Speaker 2: him for a long, long, long, long, long long time,
Speaker 2: but he has some darkness.
Speaker 1: Does he flip flop back and forth? Yeah?
Speaker 2: Definitely.
Speaker 3: That was a lot of emotional abuse that he definitely
Speaker 3: has some darkness he's got.
Speaker 1: But he his thing is because it's kind of like
Speaker 1: her energy where they feel a lot, so they keep
Speaker 1: a lot of things inside and they internalize a lot more.
Speaker 1: She's a little bit more vocal than well because she's
Speaker 1: a woman and he's a man. But there's also issues
Speaker 1: with him when it comes to flip flopping back and forth.
Speaker 1: I'm not sure what I want one minute, I feel
Speaker 1: like this one minut I've don't so you don't know
Speaker 1: what you're getting with him. And somebody would like him
Speaker 1: that's always on the fence kind of lostening to do
Speaker 1: their own growing.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, that got cut. You know, I cannot like
Speaker 2: cut so much with the baby. Yeah. Then is there
Speaker 2: anything anyone here that maybe wants to say something to us?
Speaker 2: So you feel any energies here.
Speaker 1: That I'm not taking up anything spiritual at the house yet? Okay, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I hope I did you guys justice.
Speaker 4: While I.
Speaker 1: Like to do my reading a little different, I don't
Speaker 1: like to go too far out in the future and
Speaker 1: get futurist to type readings because we have to sit
Speaker 1: here and wait for it to come into fruition. If
Speaker 1: I go too far into the past. I got on
Speaker 1: Bruno's ass because she went to go see a past
Speaker 1: life regression. Ast.
Speaker 2: Wait, I have a question before you move forward. You
Speaker 2: said something about my sexual parts.
Speaker 1: A reproductive system.
Speaker 2: Oh, what's going on there?
Speaker 1: Have you had any issues with it? What was the
Speaker 1: bounce back after you had your daughter? Did you have
Speaker 1: issues before?
Speaker 4: I thought I couldn't get pregnant, but I never did
Speaker 4: anything to like, I didn't like take anything to help
Speaker 4: me get pregnant or finally, did.
Speaker 1: Are you getting your periods regularly and stuff? Do you
Speaker 1: have issues with that?
Speaker 4: Am?
Speaker 1: No? Okay, there's just something off when it comes to
Speaker 1: your reproductive system. I don't know if it's if I'm
Speaker 1: not a doctor, so I don't know if it's a
Speaker 1: change in hormones or something going on with the reproductive
Speaker 1: I don't know if you felt like again, I don't
Speaker 1: want to say sis or anything like that, but there's
Speaker 1: something off with your reproductive system.
Speaker 2: I mean I did.
Speaker 4: I stopped taking birth control because I felt like it
Speaker 4: was making me.
Speaker 2: Have panic attacks.
Speaker 1: But how long ago was that?
Speaker 2: Christmas?
Speaker 1: Some of your body is still adjusting to it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, Christmas. But I haven't checked, and maybe I think
Speaker 2: I'm due to go actually to the obichi.
Speaker 1: Y n Marlene, it's something bad. It's just like whatever's
Speaker 1: going on. If there's an imbounce, there needs to be
Speaker 1: some adjustments made to win.
Speaker 2: Well, I don't want no babies. Let's say she pregnant.
Speaker 2: I'm like, I don't want no babies. Point yeah, additional, Yeah,
Speaker 2: can I can have more kids? Down do you think.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I feel like you'd have you have,
Speaker 1: you'd have another one before she would hm hm.
Speaker 5: Hm.
Speaker 2: Basically, I'm not responsible.
Speaker 1: No, No, you are mother Nature and you with your health.
Speaker 1: Your health is okay. How's your blood level? Your blood levels?
Speaker 1: Are you anemic you stuffer from like from like an
Speaker 1: autumn autoimmune deficiency or anything like that. Your watch your
Speaker 1: blood to make sure you're getting enough iron in your body.
Speaker 1: I'm not saying that because you're thin, but you look
Speaker 1: like there's there there could be issues with your blood.
Speaker 1: So have you had any issues before? Do you know anything?
Speaker 3: Not that I know of, But I could definitely go
Speaker 3: to the doctor sometimes soon probably wouldn't kill kids.
Speaker 1: And kidneys and bladders, bladders, Okay, I got appeal a
Speaker 1: lot all the time.
Speaker 3: But yeah, I'm just yeah, I've been feeling like I
Speaker 3: need to go to the doctor though, just because I'm thin.
Speaker 2: I I think I'm fine and I feel fine, but
Speaker 2: it's messy.
Speaker 1: Hers is more on the hormonal side, yours more. I
Speaker 1: don't know if it's hormonal, but that that messes with
Speaker 1: your energy levels. But your energy levels soon to be
Speaker 1: off to me, so I don't know if you're getting
Speaker 1: enough sleep, enough well rounded sleep.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't think I have enough, Like I don't
Speaker 3: have a good routine. I need I do need more sleep.
Speaker 3: Sometimes I GE's super tired for no reason. So yeah,
Speaker 3: it's definitely go.
Speaker 1: Get your blood ched. You're probably an emec.
Speaker 4: Yeah, sorry, I mean to interrupt you when you were
Speaker 4: talking about what was I saying something Bruno went to
Speaker 4: the sea.
Speaker 1: Yeah, a past life transgression is what does that mean?
Speaker 2: Transgressional like resolving things from your past life.
Speaker 1: Yeah, like they go back into your past life and
Speaker 1: they tell you what you were in that past life,
Speaker 1: like what what issues you had? A word?
Speaker 4: Actually, well, and he didn't label himself as that, he
Speaker 4: was just he read. He read, He took my birth
Speaker 4: chart and then told me, oh, yeah, struggles that I
Speaker 4: had in.
Speaker 1: Your past life. Yeah. This, this person claims to be
Speaker 1: a person that can look into your past life and
Speaker 1: tell you what you were. And apparently Bruna was this
Speaker 1: spirit warrior type of woman that was strong and all
Speaker 1: this whatever, I can look into your past life. I
Speaker 1: always tell people, I'm not concerned with who you used
Speaker 1: to be, as I am concerned with the lessons that
Speaker 1: you didn't learn. That bleed into this lifetime. So when
Speaker 1: I do readings, I very much go into the past
Speaker 1: life just like with you, and bring back what you
Speaker 1: didn't learn into this lifetime here so that way we
Speaker 1: can evolve the soul and get you on your on
Speaker 1: your true path in this life. So learn your lessons.
Speaker 2: What happens when you like write, when you just started
Speaker 2: during your.
Speaker 4: Reading, you close your eyes and like I saw them
Speaker 4: flutter a little bit, and I was like, what's happening?
Speaker 2: Like what what what happens?
Speaker 4: Like do you just automatically like a rush of just
Speaker 4: information comes to your brain.
Speaker 1: I looked at your pictures before I got here. I
Speaker 1: was like, okay, let me take a quick look at
Speaker 1: them to see what I'm looking at here so I
Speaker 1: can address them properly. And I saw you started speaking
Speaker 1: to me immediately, and then you were the first one here,
Speaker 1: and then I was thinking about you and just thinking
Speaker 1: about again your It's more they tell me, like what's
Speaker 1: going on like that? Like it's like it's it's a
Speaker 1: fast paced motion. Going to her, cutting her up, looking
Speaker 1: at her child and looking at where she's at now,
Speaker 1: looking at what she suffered her and looking at all
Speaker 1: her insecurities, her fears, everything that makes her her, and
Speaker 1: it just it just it's a flood of information at
Speaker 1: one time. Then I look at you and I see
Speaker 1: all your strengths, all your weaknesses, all the all the
Speaker 1: issues that you have in this lifetime. Here it's just
Speaker 1: information just comes. And if there's ghosts or there's spirits
Speaker 1: on the other side. Here's where I'm different from than
Speaker 1: any other medium. I will not pretend to call out
Speaker 1: that person's name if.
Speaker 2: You come forward.
Speaker 1: So if you have an aunt and I and I
Speaker 1: don't know who she is, what mas you think she's
Speaker 1: gonna come? Can visit me.
Speaker 3: Right right?
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Unless you's right here, unless
Speaker 1: we're doing it right now and she comes through, and
Speaker 1: I'm like, and that's the only time I'll do it.
Speaker 1: I'll be like, Okay, I'll listen to what they're saying.
Speaker 1: They'll reference to you. They'll say, can you tell her
Speaker 1: I'm so and so whatever, So I'll stop the reading
Speaker 1: and I'll say, do you have an aunt that's passed away?
Speaker 1: That's babb a lot? Because this is what I'm getting,
Speaker 1: So I'll confirm with it, because if not, I got
Speaker 1: to shut that off because so many different ghosts or
Speaker 1: spirits want to come through and make connection with me.
Speaker 1: So that's different than the psychic side.
Speaker 2: M do you have any more questions?
Speaker 1: Well, I feel like we're going to be lifelong friends.
Speaker 2: So you guys way now, I'm going to send you
Speaker 2: all of my house. How much you think I know?
Speaker 2: And you're close to and your this is a lifelong relationship. Yeah,
Speaker 2: you got married us.
Speaker 1: Well, I love my scorpios and my cancer. I'm a Taurus.
Speaker 1: Oh my baby in the birthday twenty fifth.
Speaker 4: Daughter's birthday, twenty fifth, April twenty fifth, Flora the twenty seven,
Speaker 4: you said, the twenty nine, she said, because we're exactly
Speaker 4: six months apart.
Speaker 2: Oh oh right right, Oh shere.
Speaker 1: The polar opposite of one another. She's a score, you're
Speaker 1: a SCOREO, she's a tourist.
Speaker 2: Exactly? Is that all the opposite signs work?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 2: I just realized that.
Speaker 1: Your cancer, so your opposite CAPRICORNU.
Speaker 2: That makes my best friend interesting.
Speaker 1: You will find Taurus is to be lifelong friends for you.
Speaker 1: You too, Yeah, Taurus always like Jay Jay was very much.
Speaker 1: He wasn't He wasn't someone that allowed himself to get
Speaker 1: bullied or get played right. Everybody was very quiet and
Speaker 1: very to himself. I brought out the beast in him.
Speaker 1: You have a voice.
Speaker 2: My tourist friend is like that.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean my best friend is a taurist Jared
Speaker 4: and Irie.
Speaker 2: I feel like me and my daughter.
Speaker 4: Obviously she's my daughter, but and I'm sure people say
Speaker 4: they have a connection with their with their child, but
Speaker 4: I feel like it's I don't know, there's something else
Speaker 4: and I know, I'm I'm I feel like we will
Speaker 4: always we'll always be able to understand each other, even
Speaker 4: even through adolescence. And she was teenage years and fighting,
Speaker 4: like there's something that we She.
Speaker 1: Was probably older than you in a past life. She
Speaker 1: was probably like your mother or somebody older than you.
Speaker 1: Does she act older than you when she's here she
Speaker 1: trying to tell you what to do? Mm hmm yeah,
Speaker 1: And she.
Speaker 4: Acts she's mature like, she's very like she's she likes
Speaker 4: in a certain way. She's very safe, you know, And
Speaker 4: I'm a teacher. Really that what's her actual birthday?
Speaker 1: April twenty fifth, year twenty fifteen. Just do you know
Speaker 1: what her moon is in?
Speaker 2: It's either she's a Taurus Leo.
Speaker 1: Virgo April twenty fifth, twenty fourteen.
Speaker 4: He said, twenty fifteen, born in a thirty four am.
Speaker 1: Oh, how funny. She's a Leo moon. Both my kids
Speaker 1: have Leo moons, so she's.
Speaker 2: A Leo moon and then a Virgo rising.
Speaker 1: So she's fired, she's she's intense, she's a lot, she's perfection,
Speaker 1: so you can't be sloppy around her.
Speaker 2: She is afred yeah, Virgo.
Speaker 1: Yes, and that Leo. That Leo kind of breaks up
Speaker 1: the Torus energy, so it doesn't make her so reserved
Speaker 1: or cautious, because if she was straight up Torus, she
Speaker 1: would be too cautious and two reserves. That Leo kind
Speaker 1: of brightens up her mood and makes her a little
Speaker 1: bit more funny. She probably would. She's gonna probably hate
Speaker 1: to be depressed when she gets older.
Speaker 2: Hate to be depressed.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, we all hate. I know. She's gonna be
Speaker 1: like I need to fix this.
Speaker 3: Yeah, how do you Because you mentioned you have but you.
Speaker 2: Have a daughter.
Speaker 1: I have a daughter she's twenty and my son will
Speaker 1: be nineteen June sixth.
Speaker 3: Oh wow, how how do they take your like what
Speaker 3: you do and how does that like?
Speaker 2: As as their dad and.
Speaker 1: My son fucking hated it because I would call his
Speaker 1: shit out every single time. My daughter, she was the
Speaker 1: only girl in the house. Their mother was an active
Speaker 1: part of their life. But I raised both of them
Speaker 1: on my own. I had them with me, they were
Speaker 1: I had full custody of them, and my daughter was
Speaker 1: very much the woman of the house. She's a Capricorn,
Speaker 1: so I very much had her in control of like
Speaker 1: what we do in the house, make sure she had
Speaker 1: her say. She would never give me any problems, straight
Speaker 1: a student, good ahead on her shoulders. My son was
Speaker 1: a little bit more testing here. He's a Gemini, so
Speaker 1: he's got that boy type of energy or whatever. But yeah,
Speaker 1: I never used my ability on them growing up. I
Speaker 1: always let them kind of do them and didn't infiltrate
Speaker 1: their minds or get involved in it until I absolutely needed.
Speaker 2: To, right unless it was something yeah important, that's really interesting.
Speaker 1: My son is also a medium too. He can see it,
Speaker 1: he sees it. He hasn't been able to work with it.
Speaker 1: He's afraid of it, like sees he sees it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: him and my dad both see them. I see them occasionally.
Speaker 1: I hear them mostly and pick up and smell stuff.
Speaker 1: They actually see them in form. I very rarely see
Speaker 1: them in form.
Speaker 4: And when I do, and when you see them in form,
Speaker 4: is it like is it like the movies like ghostly
Speaker 4: or is it like what is it like?
Speaker 2: Is it just an energy color?
Speaker 4: Like?
Speaker 2: What is it?
Speaker 1: Oh, it's an energy color. Like the person that lives
Speaker 1: next door to us, she passed away. She came to
Speaker 1: visit and I saw her in the front yard and
Speaker 1: she came like it's this big blue light. But I
Speaker 1: knew it was her. I can feel her energy. Sometimes
Speaker 1: they'll come in the normal form, in the normal shape,
Speaker 1: or if if not, I'll just pick up on their
Speaker 1: presence or their energy. But they see them in full
Speaker 1: color in what they look like right then and there
Speaker 1: I again very rarely see that happened.
Speaker 2: Wow, and your daughter nothing?
Speaker 1: She no, she she inherited the ability of manipulation. She's yeah,
Speaker 1: she's very headstrong, very materialistic. Yes, very very good head
Speaker 1: on her shoulders.
Speaker 2: That's amazing. One of my last questions.
Speaker 3: Yes, what I know you talked about like our relationship,
Speaker 3: but like what about this our brand that we're building.
Speaker 4: Do you see like positive things in our future our
Speaker 4: partnership together?
Speaker 1: Yeah? I think I don't. Again, I don't know what's
Speaker 1: going on behind the scenes, But are you doing more
Speaker 1: of the going and getting or is it kind of
Speaker 1: equal between the two of you.
Speaker 2: I would say it's it's equal.
Speaker 1: Okay, because there's gonna again, there's gonna be some sort
Speaker 1: of hit that you're going to get or some some
Speaker 1: some sort of opportunity that's going to come your way
Speaker 1: that's going to be beneficial for the both of you.
Speaker 1: So you might hear it first for a connection or
Speaker 1: something like that. But I definitely see bigger and better things.
Speaker 1: Do I see you guys working forever for the rest
Speaker 1: of your lives. To know, I say, you're going to
Speaker 1: get to a certain point, You're gonna definitely want to
Speaker 1: go off and do your thing, and she's gonna want
Speaker 1: to do her thing too. I feel like, what's gonna
Speaker 1: taking her away? Or again, this is this is so
Speaker 1: far down the future here, But I don't know whether
Speaker 1: or not you're gonna want to work for the rest
Speaker 1: of your life as so much as you are going
Speaker 1: to be married to somebody that it's not going to
Speaker 1: allow you to or that you don't have to. And
Speaker 1: I'm not saying that you're not going to.
Speaker 4: Know. I'm also a workaholic though, so I don't know
Speaker 4: if I if I could. I mean, but says I
Speaker 4: want to sit my ass down one day, I do, I.
Speaker 1: Guess, but then it could. But it can also open
Speaker 1: you up to different things that you didn't have any
Speaker 1: idea that you can do before.
Speaker 2: Like work is work is a hard word because this
Speaker 2: is work, but it's not.
Speaker 8: I just I think I'm just like so don't want
Speaker 8: a man to have to take care of me. That
Speaker 8: it's like I'm like shit in this way, right ship
Speaker 8: they know, but you know, it's just I don't mind
Speaker 8: having as long as it's like an equal partnership.
Speaker 2: I just don't.
Speaker 3: I don't if you can trust him that he's not
Speaker 3: gonna like dangle it over.
Speaker 2: That's like I have trauma from that.
Speaker 4: So like I'm just like, no, I'm gonna be the one,
Speaker 4: and you're going to be my little husband.
Speaker 2: I would like to be a sugar mama. Actually know,
Speaker 2: actually I couldn't have a little husband.
Speaker 1: Who my kidding.
Speaker 2: I would take a picture of me because I love
Speaker 2: a powerful man. I love everyone's not necessarily money at all.
Speaker 2: It's like energy.
Speaker 4: Like even the guy that I'm dating like he's His
Speaker 4: energy is so rich and powerful.
Speaker 1: What does he do for a living?
Speaker 4: He does a lot of things are creative. He does
Speaker 4: like DJing, He designs. He is building like a community
Speaker 4: of people that follow him, and he's like a tastemaker.
Speaker 2: I guess is it what you can say?
Speaker 4: But so I'm more I'm attracted to like that rich
Speaker 4: energy that he has not necessarily but then of course
Speaker 4: I could be easily attracted to someone who's rich and
Speaker 4: wealthy but also has to be at least attractive. But really,
Speaker 4: when it comes down to it, it's what's here for
Speaker 4: me that is like the longevity.
Speaker 2: All this like is nice, but.
Speaker 1: I can if you can get yourself to stop questioning
Speaker 1: them or or going too far down the rabbit hole
Speaker 1: of who they are, and let the lending the relationship
Speaker 1: develop on them.
Speaker 2: That's what I'm trying to do, because I do that.
Speaker 1: I'm this guy you can trust?
Speaker 2: Who are you?
Speaker 1: What are you doing?
Speaker 2: I need to know what does that mean?
Speaker 1: But at least give him the opportunity to do something
Speaker 1: wrong first, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: No, he's done nothing wrong.
Speaker 1: It's great. Yeah, he seems like he'd be he seems
Speaker 1: like he knows what he has. I hope so. And
Speaker 1: he seems like he's funny. I would like he seems
Speaker 1: like he's got a really good sense of humor. You
Speaker 1: are gonna have again. I keep I keep feeling. You
Speaker 1: think that I'm saying that your path is going to
Speaker 1: be more feeling than anything else. I just have feeling real, yeah,
Speaker 1: that you're gonna come into yourself this lifetime, that you're
Speaker 1: gonna let go when you're gonna be free. And that
Speaker 1: is what the soul is looking for? Is that freedom?
Speaker 1: That to be able to be like, you know what,
Speaker 1: I don't have this excess baggage anymore. And you guys
Speaker 1: are both so fucking young.
Speaker 2: Eighty eight, eighty seven, thirty one, thirty thirty one. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I'll be thirty two years. I would like the freedom
Speaker 2: to have soon.
Speaker 1: And then you guys have me too to bounce it
Speaker 1: off of. So oh yeah, it's not that bad.
Speaker 2: Matter of fact, we got it. When we get off
Speaker 2: this air, wet, I got.
Speaker 4: A question.
Speaker 1: Over a joint.
Speaker 3: Yeah, our kids are standing playing fucking Our kids have
Speaker 3: been playing vacation to Mexico since we went to Mexico.
Speaker 1: Is that what they're doing.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I just see like a pack pack and a
Speaker 2: rolling vagon.
Speaker 1: And they both left the cleansing of the house too.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I do it a lot with Irish.
Speaker 4: I'm surprised you to ask if she could help you,
Speaker 4: because she's always like she does the same, she saves
Speaker 4: our household.
Speaker 2: Oh okay, I'm so excited that we get to be moms.
Speaker 3: So like when our kids do weird things or have
Speaker 3: weird visions and we can be like, it's okay, tell
Speaker 3: me what you see, what's your dream about?
Speaker 1: Don't stifle them, We're under them.
Speaker 2: Yeah, no, I'm going to be all about that. I
Speaker 2: told her name before we came to see it, and
Speaker 2: like I picked them up, her up from school. I'm like,
Speaker 2: we have a special guest. Today's name is Chris. He's
Speaker 2: a psychic medium. He's like magical. They're like magical. Is
Speaker 2: there a friend for us? And like he's everybody's friend.
Speaker 3: So thank you so much for thank you, Bruna.
Speaker 2: Yeah. I always feel like like like people.
Speaker 3: This is one of my biggest things, like like minded people,
Speaker 3: like people will always gravitate towards me, Like if I
Speaker 3: meet someone from through another person, I eat Erica and
Speaker 3: I I always feel like, okay, well, I'm.
Speaker 2: Like we're supposed to be friends.
Speaker 3: It's not by mistake or by like if I feel
Speaker 3: like you know you're here in this seat, it's because We'll.
Speaker 1: Let me ask you a question before I leave your show.
Speaker 1: What's your impression of me?
Speaker 3: I was thinking that while you're reading us, like can
Speaker 3: I read him while he's reading?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I just I.
Speaker 3: Think I get like really genuine, just super honest and
Speaker 3: genuine energy, and I just think, yeah, I just I
Speaker 3: got like there's no shade or like like h l
Speaker 3: a bullshit clouding you, and I don't really get that
Speaker 3: to just go like straight to the point kind positive
Speaker 3: you know, there was no and no point was like
Speaker 3: like you know, you know, I think I give everybody
Speaker 3: the bit of but I.
Speaker 2: Feel genuine like love, you know, That's.
Speaker 1: What I'm aiming for. That's yeah, Scorpio, let's hear you.
Speaker 2: I feel genuine straightforward.
Speaker 4: I feel like, uh, you don't really care what people
Speaker 4: whether or not whoever you're reading is you don't care
Speaker 4: what people think about you.
Speaker 3: I think, hm hmm, you give me a caring like
Speaker 3: a like a.
Speaker 2: What maternal like nurturing energy.
Speaker 1: I want to do is to take care of people
Speaker 1: and let them see their true potential.
Speaker 2: Now you have very like gentle eyes. That's why I
Speaker 2: was just staring deep into them right now.
Speaker 1: Thank you.
Speaker 4: I'm an eye person because I feel like they truly
Speaker 4: are like the play is to the soul, because I've
Speaker 4: just looked into some eyes and been like either been
Speaker 4: like wow or been like who.
Speaker 1: Uh huh, Like I don't I don't know about it.
Speaker 2: I don't want to know what's behind that that's not And.
Speaker 1: When you keep looking at them, you'll see that there's
Speaker 1: people out there that are not really who they really are.
Speaker 4: You see them and yeah, usually it's I mean some
Speaker 4: of it is because some people can't keep eye contact
Speaker 4: and they're like, oh even though sometimes I can't either,
Speaker 4: like sometimes like the two in times, I have to
Speaker 4: like break break.
Speaker 1: It well because you don't want them to read you.
Speaker 2: Also, that's what it is.
Speaker 4: Really, it's like I want to read you and oh wait, wait,
Speaker 4: hold on convers why do they know.
Speaker 1: Where the sunglasses? And my grandmother, my dad's mother, to
Speaker 1: this day, she's in her late eighties. She wears sunglasses
Speaker 1: in the house. That's the one thing I got from
Speaker 1: where She's like, don't let anybody else, Yeah, don't ever
Speaker 1: let anybody see her eyes?
Speaker 2: How can you connect?
Speaker 3: I was going to challenge everybody to look deeply into
Speaker 3: somebody's eyes for like three minutes straight, because I did
Speaker 3: it in an acting class one time and.
Speaker 2: The other person like started to cry like a lot.
Speaker 3: And I had a conversation with someone recently and they
Speaker 3: were saying, it's because we don't connect that way often.
Speaker 4: I think I was with it, me and you because
Speaker 4: I remember telling you that, because that's happened to me
Speaker 4: in acting class, and it sounds very Hollywood, very right now,
Speaker 4: I know, but it's kind of one of those only
Speaker 4: times you think to do that, Like one other time,
Speaker 4: am I gonna be like, hey guys, let's.
Speaker 2: Just sit here and stare seriously?
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 2: So when you do it in.
Speaker 4: A class, you're like, okay, shit, I've never done this before.
Speaker 4: And then like you're not allowed to break eye contact,
Speaker 4: and you know you're here and people are staring at you,
Speaker 4: so you're going for it, and then suddenly it starts
Speaker 4: to kind of peel away shit, and then like the
Speaker 4: soul is sitting there.
Speaker 1: Yeah, before you know, everybody's fucking crying.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and you don't even know why. You don't even
Speaker 2: know why.
Speaker 4: I think it's because it's like gets down to that
Speaker 4: human connection. It's like at the root of it.
Speaker 1: Which we're forgetting to do. As a matter of fact,
Speaker 1: so many people are coming in here, there were being
Speaker 1: distracted with like material shit iPads, iPhones that we don't
Speaker 1: have time to connect with people one on one. We're skyping,
Speaker 1: we're doing everything over the internet. There's no human connection.
Speaker 4: The lovely man that I date, he we do a
Speaker 4: lot of eye contact staring, which I've never really done
Speaker 4: with a partner like that. And at first, like he's
Speaker 4: very like he loves contact, he loves he's very touchy,
Speaker 4: he's and so that would like I couldn't handle it
Speaker 4: at first, And now it's almost like we get any
Speaker 4: staring contests when we're laying there and it's I've cried
Speaker 4: before doing with him. It's just it's crazy what eye
Speaker 4: contact can do.
Speaker 1: And he's a cancer his cancer you know what his
Speaker 1: moon is in.
Speaker 2: Areas and virgo.
Speaker 1: Virgo rising.
Speaker 2: I think, so.
Speaker 1: I have to love cancer areas. That's kind of a
Speaker 1: good bite.
Speaker 4: But yeah, eye contact, man, like I encourage all listeners.
Speaker 4: If you are in a relationship with someone, try to
Speaker 4: do some eye contact. Shit, it might tell you something
Speaker 4: about that person, like on some real ship. Because I've
Speaker 4: never really done that with anyone. And it's like you
Speaker 4: can't hide, they can't hide. You can't hide, and it's
Speaker 4: like it's either beautiful or it's not you know, or
Speaker 4: it's too revealing.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I as.
Speaker 2: My question about the I contact.
Speaker 3: Have you ever heard like, like have you heard someone's
Speaker 3: under the influence that there's like if you get intoxicated,
Speaker 3: your spirit leaves you and it's by to like tethers
Speaker 3: on and like that's you're you're susceptible for other things
Speaker 3: to take on your body. And that's why people like
Speaker 3: if they're drunk or under the influence, they can like
Speaker 3: do like things that are out of their behavior. Or
Speaker 3: have you ever looked at someone really drunk and you're
Speaker 3: looking at them but it's not really them?
Speaker 4: You mean, like they get drunk and then they kill
Speaker 4: their whole family and they have no idea why.
Speaker 2: Like I'm just that's what I mean.
Speaker 4: You said, like other spirits can come in and they
Speaker 4: don't know what took over them. No, I guess I
Speaker 4: wasn't thinking about murdering any no one else, like no
Speaker 4: one else, not that dark, no.
Speaker 2: One dark no. I was like, you know, I don't know,
Speaker 2: but I have like I drink and movie, you know,
Speaker 2: like whatever party.
Speaker 3: But recently I got blacked out drunk, and I was like, fuck,
Speaker 3: that's really fucking scary because there was a portion of
Speaker 3: the night that I had no recollection of and I
Speaker 3: was just wondering, what's your take on that? Was like
Speaker 3: reading someone under the influence, and if you think that's
Speaker 3: true that if you're under the influence, you have If
Speaker 3: you are, your body becomes intoxicated.
Speaker 1: I have to be really careful when I do that
Speaker 1: because I always talk about this on my show where
Speaker 1: I say that everybody has a demon in them. I
Speaker 1: don't care if your fucking mother, Teresa. Everybody has a
Speaker 1: demon in them, and some are stronger than most people
Speaker 1: like mine. I always tell people, if I didn't spend
Speaker 1: enough time suppressed, if I didn't spend so much time
Speaker 1: suppressing this demon, my psychic ability would be off the charts.
Speaker 1: But that's my defense mechanism. That's what that's what got
Speaker 1: me through my teenage years, through my younger years.
Speaker 2: Was that that's impressing that that demon.
Speaker 1: Was making sure that I would let the demon out
Speaker 1: and it would attack, it would do my shit for me.
Speaker 1: Like I told you, the mental manipulation when I had to.
Speaker 1: I was very much bullied in school growing up. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so I got I had to manipulate people into doing
Speaker 1: shit for me and teachers and shit like that, just
Speaker 1: in order to fucking get by or whatever. So when
Speaker 1: I'm reading somebody drunk, their demon wants to come out
Speaker 1: and play with mine, so they'll start saying things that
Speaker 1: are Yeah, wait, so do.
Speaker 3: You think that people, since we all kind of have demons,
Speaker 3: do you think they want to come out and play
Speaker 3: with the demon and everybody?
Speaker 1: It brings out their true self, It brings out their
Speaker 1: their insecurits with what they're hiding the person but behind
Speaker 1: all that stuff, especially when you're drunk, because it brings
Speaker 1: out a different type of energy to you. So yeah,
Speaker 1: I would say be careful when you're drunk, especially around
Speaker 1: other people. Like I would never ever get drunk a
Speaker 1: brood of anybody that I'm not comfortable with. And I
Speaker 1: don't know, do you do shrooms and ship?
Speaker 2: Yeah? I just did that.
Speaker 1: Did you like it?
Speaker 2: I loved it. I mean, I've done it before, but
Speaker 2: same thing.
Speaker 1: I can't with me personally. I can't because I don't
Speaker 1: want to take anything that's mind altering. I don't know
Speaker 1: what I'm gonna do altering just wait and coke.
Speaker 2: Because I don't think coke is a mind altering Like, yeah.
Speaker 3: I don't ever get like, like, I can write really well,
Speaker 3: but I'm not.
Speaker 1: Like it just keeps you because smoked math, no what
Speaker 1: I could write a book on all the time. I
Speaker 1: got down to no, I could.
Speaker 2: You lose weight ahead of friend? And she got she
Speaker 2: was thin already and she almost disappeared that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so you gotta be careful like yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah you do.
Speaker 1: Energy, Yeah, don't do math.
Speaker 2: It's not good.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 3: And I also thought that when I blacked out recently,
Speaker 3: cause he's a blackout as a kid.
Speaker 2: But I'm like, am is this a demon? Like is
Speaker 2: something coming coming into my body? And I feel like
Speaker 2: it's really sexual.
Speaker 3: I don't everybody's drunk demon sucks, right, this is super sexual.
Speaker 3: But I wondered, how strong is this fucking demon that
Speaker 3: I can completely forget?
Speaker 1: Well, do you find yourself playing with it any other
Speaker 1: any other time that you're not drunk.
Speaker 2: What do you mean by playing with it?
Speaker 1: Like listening to it? Like mine wants to come out
Speaker 1: and it wants to start, especially when I hear the
Speaker 1: girl's gossiping, because my two sons wants to go in
Speaker 1: and say, well, fuck that bitch because she's blah blah blah.
Speaker 1: Like I'm picking up on her psychic.
Speaker 3: The negative energy energy into the negative energy that's the.
Speaker 1: Demon, because I could do it better. Does that make sense? Yeah,
Speaker 1: hm hmm.
Speaker 2: Like when we're talking sh like look.
Speaker 9: At that girls up.
Speaker 1: Yeah. But then also I'll go too far. I'll go
Speaker 1: I'll start picking up on her insecurities, on what she
Speaker 1: does behind closed doors and doing it that way instead
Speaker 1: of just you know, keeping service exactly.
Speaker 4: I think blacking out. You just need to eat more
Speaker 4: and not make sure alcohols tap us and like water
Speaker 4: between it. That's my cure for that. I don't know
Speaker 4: about demons, but I need.
Speaker 2: To know all I'm trying to figure out all things.
Speaker 4: So I got that ticket because that demon.
Speaker 2: Well, I feel like there is a darker side of everyone.
Speaker 3: There's like a lusty sexual aggressive, mean, you know, there's manipulative.
Speaker 2: I can even manipulative. Oh, the dark ship.
Speaker 4: I think am out of my husband times I'm so
Speaker 4: glad no one can hear or just the mean ship
Speaker 4: that I say.
Speaker 2: And then I have to be like, girl, what is
Speaker 2: wrong with you?
Speaker 1: But when you're able to go around people's whose demons
Speaker 1: are similar and you can unload, Like I said, I
Speaker 1: can't wait to smoke with both of you guys, to
Speaker 1: have a couple of drinks because I know the ship,
Speaker 1: the ship talking will be real.
Speaker 3: And it's not a malice or not, because it's just comfortable.
Speaker 2: This is the truth.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's comfortable.
Speaker 2: That's our truth. Yeah, and I did.
Speaker 4: Even today I got a text from someone that really
Speaker 4: fucking annoyed me and then I thought in my head
Speaker 4: some real fun up ship like.
Speaker 2: No, but I was just like murder her whole know
Speaker 2: you was like just I just was like made it.
Speaker 2: So I was just thinking evil things that are not true.
Speaker 4: Maybe they are true, but I know that, like I
Speaker 4: don't actually feel that way.
Speaker 2: It's just like they like I don't know, I don't
Speaker 2: know what it was.
Speaker 1: I had to check it.
Speaker 2: It was a demon. It literally had like bitch.
Speaker 4: Like call her she is I don't know, but she
Speaker 4: it was like all in my head today I liter
Speaker 4: to be like bitch.
Speaker 1: Now show yeah, suppress that ship.
Speaker 2: Yeah okay. Anyway, where can we find you? On Instagram?
Speaker 1: You can find me at Psychic Chris m And that's Instagram, Twitter,
Speaker 1: Facebook at Psychic Chris ms.
Speaker 3: And do you do like for because we have listeners
Speaker 3: from everywhere? Do you do phone readings like Skype?
Speaker 5: Like?
Speaker 2: What? What do you like?
Speaker 3: What services do you offer so people can find you
Speaker 3: because he's involved.
Speaker 1: Yes, feel free to check out my website, which is
Speaker 1: Chris Medina dot Guide. I can do phone readings, I
Speaker 1: can do Skype readings, in person readings depending on where
Speaker 1: you're at. So if you're in the LA area, I
Speaker 1: can come directly to you to do an in person reading. Also,
Speaker 1: feel free to check out my podcast in your Head
Speaker 1: with Chris Medina. And that's pretty much it.
Speaker 2: And are you on Apple? Are you on all like
Speaker 2: all platforms.
Speaker 1: Apple Podcasts, iTunes, Spotify, Audio Boom and Stitcher awesome?
Speaker 2: Do you do advents?
Speaker 1: I'm gonna I'm actually like events. I'm putting my own
Speaker 1: on at the end of this year. And Joshua Tree.
Speaker 2: We're coming. So I was just there last week. That's
Speaker 2: where I want to do my mushrooms. I went to
Speaker 2: Joshua Tree last weekend.
Speaker 1: Was that your first time to jos a few times?
Speaker 1: Is it good?
Speaker 4: Though?
Speaker 2: You'll love it? It's beautiful.
Speaker 1: An overnight we're thinking about it. I think it is
Speaker 1: going to be an overnight event. I haven't had all
Speaker 1: the details yet. I don't want to put it out
Speaker 1: there yet because people still people's ideas and ships.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm trying to tips, tricks, look things and Joshua
Speaker 2: be any bad good moms and josh.
Speaker 1: But I'm also planning on doing other events too with
Speaker 1: other podcasters too, maybe like a little mini tour or
Speaker 1: some sort of meet up or whatever. So we should
Speaker 1: start doing that together.
Speaker 2: We do want to do a little tour too, and
Speaker 2: that we love you and much.
Speaker 1: I would like to offer you guys to come on
Speaker 1: to my show and be on my playground and just
Speaker 1: do my.
Speaker 2: Shop and I'll give you a reading. Don't worry.
Speaker 1: Looking forward to that.
Speaker 2: Thank you, Thank you, I love you. I'm so happy.
Speaker 1: Thank you guys much for having me on. I appreciate it.
Speaker 2: Oh should we read that that Horri Yes, it's so good. Okay,
Speaker 2: so you haven't. So we have this se So we
Speaker 2: have a segment. I know we're reverting up right now.
Speaker 9: A horry is a segment of our show that's really
Speaker 9: bad horror, like a really scary, horrific horror story stories
Speaker 9: it's like highly horrorsh or it was really funny, or
Speaker 9: it's ended really terribly.
Speaker 2: Okay. So we got a reader that I mean a reader.
Speaker 3: We got someone who submitted her who submitted her horror
Speaker 3: story and it's so good that still in the sun
Speaker 3: we have.
Speaker 2: To read it.
Speaker 3: It's a horror story, a highly horrorsh story that was
Speaker 3: like traumatizing, hilarious or just your top ten very horrishness. Okay, Okay,
Speaker 3: So anonymous rights, So I want to start off by
Speaker 3: saying I love the podcast. I listen on Spotify and SoundCloud.
Speaker 3: Real fan of real women doing real things and helping
Speaker 3: other women.
Speaker 2: Yes, yes, yes, we love you.
Speaker 3: That was me saying, and you too gave me hope
Speaker 3: that I am not a bad mom. I just make
Speaker 3: bad choices and we we'll all get through it. And
Speaker 3: that is the truth.
Speaker 2: Girl. So my horror story is horrible.
Speaker 3: I was dating my high school sweetheart, like we dated
Speaker 3: in high school, broke up, went to college, had separate
Speaker 3: families then found each other and rekindled the love all.
Speaker 2: Expect except his penis size never changed.
Speaker 3: Now, don't get me wrong, he can work the middle,
Speaker 3: but I had been working with a monster for five
Speaker 3: plus years, so he wasn't hitting me where I needed
Speaker 3: him to be hitting.
Speaker 2: So we dibbled.
Speaker 3: We dabbled in some anal and to my surprise, I
Speaker 3: loved it. He was the perfect size for me to
Speaker 3: feel everything, and it made me so horny for him.
Speaker 2: But it wasn't an all the time thing, just sometimes.
Speaker 3: So in between time, I found Sancho, Yes, ladies, a
Speaker 3: Mexican youngin and where did I find him?
Speaker 2: Hold up? He was the fucking landscaper.
Speaker 3: One day nice one day, I was masturbating and watching
Speaker 3: porn in my room and he was watching me through
Speaker 3: the window. I was embarrassed, and of course I had
Speaker 3: to pay him for the work. So when he finished,
Speaker 3: he knocked on the door.
Speaker 2: It was literally a porn I know he's masturbating, he's
Speaker 2: guarding me in the back.
Speaker 3: I was like, oh shit, what the fuck? He already
Speaker 3: fucked up my nut and now I have to face him.
Speaker 3: So I was in my robe and I texted my
Speaker 3: boyfriend how much do I pay him? He didn't reply,
Speaker 3: so I went to the back door and asked the
Speaker 3: kid how much money? This little shit said, I could
Speaker 3: do it for free if you'd be the first black
Speaker 3: woman I ever fucked.
Speaker 2: Bitch, who what what I was like?
Speaker 3: Look, I know what you saw, but it's not that
Speaker 3: kind of party. And so I looked down and saw
Speaker 3: a soda can in his pants. Ooh, he has been
Speaker 3: doing all my yard work and hitting every angle ever since.
Speaker 2: No fucking lie. We probably had a.
Speaker 3: Year worth of free work before me and my husband
Speaker 3: or boyfriend broke up. But I still see him and
Speaker 3: he is my fun bay if he needs somewhere to stay.
Speaker 2: Babe bombed, dick Bay, young ass fuck Bay, on and on.
Speaker 2: I got so lucky with him, hard working and good sticking.
Speaker 2: So fast forward.
Speaker 3: No, this is the longest ever, but it's so good.
Speaker 3: It's so good it keeps getting better. So fast forward.
Speaker 3: It's the summertime. He just did the yard the day
Speaker 3: before and me we pulled out He did the.
Speaker 2: Yard the day before and me and me and me.
Speaker 3: Okay, so we pulled out the pole for the kids
Speaker 3: to get in and have some fun. My boyfriend got
Speaker 3: the kids settled in the water, and I made us cocktails.
Speaker 2: It's my type of girl.
Speaker 3: I kept sneaking away because for some reason, I had gas.
Speaker 3: After playing for a bit, I made my move on
Speaker 3: my man, and before I knew it, we were fucking
Speaker 3: on the couch, full on, but I smelled poop.
Speaker 2: My bathing suit.
Speaker 3: Bottom was off and I was on top riding. My
Speaker 3: man was loving it, but I kept smelling poop in
Speaker 3: my head. I remembered me and Sancho did anal and remember,
Speaker 3: soda can dick you guys. I froze and was like, babe,
Speaker 3: let me go check my bum. I smell poop, and
Speaker 3: I hope it's only fart that slipped.
Speaker 1: Good d.
Speaker 3: Wait, but we all know a fart and poop have
Speaker 3: two different smells. One lingers. I went to the bathroom
Speaker 3: and sure enough, it was poop. My guy was like, honey,
Speaker 3: that was awkward. I'm gonna go back out with the kids,
Speaker 3: and here are your bottoms. I didn't want him to
Speaker 3: know I pooped my pants, so I agreed and just
Speaker 3: wiped up and threw my bottoms back on and enjoyed
Speaker 3: the water with the kids. When we were done and exhausted,
Speaker 3: we bathed the kids, but the toddler put the dollar
Speaker 3: down for a nap, hooked Netflix up for the kids,
Speaker 3: and I went to shower. I had the water hot
Speaker 3: and steamy, just the way I like it. I brought
Speaker 3: my massager in the bathroom so me and my vagina
Speaker 3: could meditate and relax, and I lit some candles. Mama
Speaker 3: needed a break and I was going to get it.
Speaker 3: And so I took off my bottoms and they had
Speaker 3: poop in them. Oh my god, I nearly died. My
Speaker 3: boyfriend gave me those bottoms back after the couch incident,
Speaker 3: and after I cleaned my cute poopy butt.
Speaker 2: I put the dirty bottoms back on.
Speaker 3: I almost had an anxiety attack. I lost all control
Speaker 3: of my think process.
Speaker 2: Did you see my bottoms? Was there that much poop?
Speaker 2: Did I freaking poop on his dick? Man? It was
Speaker 2: too much?
Speaker 3: So I jokingly so I jokingly asked him, and he
Speaker 3: said he didn't notice. He laughed about the poop situation
Speaker 3: and even made a comment, Wow, I thought that that
Speaker 3: happened after only happened after anal Sometimes I must have
Speaker 3: I must have had your shit loose. We will lay off,
Speaker 3: we will lay off. The anal for a while has
Speaker 3: all fun and games until you shop yourself. Oh my god,
Speaker 3: I haven't had any anal with Sancho since, but I
Speaker 3: still enjoy it so much, so so much so that
Speaker 3: now my ex can still get it whenever and wherever
Speaker 3: he wants, as long as he gets in the back first.
Speaker 3: Oh my god, that was like, you know, I'm so
Speaker 3: happy you sent that a girl, because it's level ten horrishness.
Speaker 2: Mostly the girls come with the level twos. You came top,
Speaker 2: not top.
Speaker 4: We got to work on your shitting game though, like, wait,
Speaker 4: well do you gonna be doing an an You gotta clean.
Speaker 2: Up, especially in the soda can Oh.
Speaker 4: I just you should have just reserved for for for
Speaker 4: a little penis medium and smaller for the.
Speaker 8: But yah has let Sancho hit regular rights.
Speaker 3: But thank you for being so real and honest and
Speaker 3: sending that in. We loved every fucking second of it,
Speaker 3: and I'm sure everybody else did to anyway.
Speaker 4: That's really that concludes the episode again, Good Mom, Good
Speaker 4: Mom's Underscore, Bad Choices again.
Speaker 1: Chris Medina at Psychic Chris m Chrismedina Dot Guide and
Speaker 1: In your Head Podcast with Chris Medina all.
Speaker 4: Right, guys, we'll see you next week, and saying least
Speaker 4: to me.
Speaker 1: Are you hearing me say.
Speaker 2: Such a sad? I don't know