WEBVTT - The Read feat. Psychic & Medium Chris Medina 0:00:08.320 --> 0:00:11.120 These are the size that a big for each other? 0:00:11.720 --> 0:00:21.920 Are you that's all here? I'm a Capricorn. I came 0:00:22.040 --> 0:00:23.360 here again vanished. 0:00:23.760 --> 0:00:28.640 Won't know what's good when you start speaking Spanish, very centrally, 0:00:29.400 --> 0:00:30.680 full of energy. 0:00:30.720 --> 0:00:33.919 After I'm done, you're still telling me you won't mar 0:00:34.040 --> 0:00:34.920 at him enough. 0:00:35.320 --> 0:00:35.879 Oh what a. 0:00:36.000 --> 0:00:40.120 Sad strategy, wondered it from the front, back, lean and 0:00:40.200 --> 0:00:45.640 the baby. I will guarantee you to give you everything. 0:00:45.840 --> 0:00:52.360 Your body's missive. Welcome back. This is good mom's bad choices. 0:00:52.520 --> 0:00:53.960 I'm Erica and I'm Nila. 0:00:54.640 --> 0:00:57.600 Happy Wednesday, because you know I fucking love a happy Wednesday. 0:00:57.720 --> 0:01:00.000 Happy hompday, y'all you have today. 0:01:00.280 --> 0:01:03.480 I hope you guys are having a good day. Where's 0:01:03.480 --> 0:01:05.560 gonna get straight to it because I'm fucking pumped. 0:01:05.680 --> 0:01:06.199 I'm pumped. 0:01:08.680 --> 0:01:13.360 We have a special guest today, Chris Medina. 0:01:13.480 --> 0:01:16.560 Medina, Yes, and can you tell us a little bit 0:01:16.560 --> 0:01:16.959 about you. 0:01:16.959 --> 0:01:21.560 Chris, I am the famous psychic medium Chris Medina, So 0:01:21.880 --> 0:01:22.560 that's who I am. 0:01:23.120 --> 0:01:25.919 If you are definitely, Uh, what's. 0:01:27.400 --> 0:01:32.319 Psychic smoke like? Are you. 0:01:33.880 --> 0:01:34.360 Going on? 0:01:35.400 --> 0:01:38.520 I don't know, just it's Wednesday and some ding. 0:01:39.840 --> 0:01:42.720 It's gonna be one of those episodes Okay, sorry. 0:01:42.520 --> 0:01:44.760 Go on, but yeah, I am a psychic medium. I 0:01:44.800 --> 0:01:46.800 have been a psychic medium my entire life. No, I 0:01:46.800 --> 0:01:48.960 didn't but my head. No, I didn't fall down. Nothing 0:01:49.000 --> 0:01:50.640 tragic happened to me in order to get this. I 0:01:50.720 --> 0:01:53.520 was born this way. So I've been doing readings professionally 0:01:53.560 --> 0:01:57.600 for the last five years. But I've always had this gift. 0:01:57.640 --> 0:02:00.280 Always gave readings to friends, family members, that sort of thing. 0:02:00.480 --> 0:02:02.120 But knew at a young age that this would be 0:02:02.280 --> 0:02:04.040 the path that I was meant to walk. Things I 0:02:04.080 --> 0:02:06.800 was meant to do. So twenty fourteen is when it 0:02:06.840 --> 0:02:10.440 really hit and started doing this full blast as a profession. 0:02:10.919 --> 0:02:11.680 That's amazing. 0:02:11.800 --> 0:02:15.520 So how when did you first know like that you 0:02:15.600 --> 0:02:18.040 had this gift? Like what was the first was like 0:02:18.040 --> 0:02:20.560 get the same moment that was like, hm, that's different. 0:02:20.840 --> 0:02:23.000 I used to suffer from asthma as a kid growing up. 0:02:23.040 --> 0:02:24.840 I don't know if you guys to have asthma, but 0:02:25.080 --> 0:02:26.600 it was really bad growing up, and they used to 0:02:26.600 --> 0:02:28.320 put I'm old. I'm way older than you guys are. 0:02:28.360 --> 0:02:30.360 So they used to put us in a plastic bubble. Yes, 0:02:30.440 --> 0:02:31.920 I'll be forty three at the end of this month. 0:02:32.000 --> 0:02:33.480 No way, So. 0:02:33.400 --> 0:02:36.160 They I was sitting in a plastic bubble, sit to 0:02:36.160 --> 0:02:38.240 death with asthma, and my guides I don't know what 0:02:38.240 --> 0:02:39.560 else to call them. People want to know who they are, 0:02:39.639 --> 0:02:41.280 so I'll just say guides for lack of a better word, 0:02:41.480 --> 0:02:43.600 had came in and told me that because I was 0:02:43.639 --> 0:02:46.360 ready to die. I'm not kidding, like that's how was 0:02:46.440 --> 0:02:48.040 at the age of like three or four. I was 0:02:48.040 --> 0:02:49.240 like sitting in the bed. I was like, I just 0:02:49.240 --> 0:02:50.840 want to I just want to be able to breathe. 0:02:50.960 --> 0:02:52.440 I'm not afraid to die. If I need to die, 0:02:52.480 --> 0:02:54.320 I'll die or whatever. So I was putting that out there, 0:02:54.320 --> 0:02:56.079 and then my guides had came in and said, no, 0:02:56.120 --> 0:02:57.760 you're not going to die. You were meant here. You're 0:02:57.880 --> 0:03:00.520 brought here to do different things. Going to be fine, 0:03:00.520 --> 0:03:03.040 everything's going to be good. You're going to be showing 0:03:03.040 --> 0:03:04.840 what you need to do later on, so you're not 0:03:04.880 --> 0:03:07.440 going anywhere. I said, okay, went back to sleep, and 0:03:07.480 --> 0:03:11.160 then woke up and then yeah, wow, yeah, So. 0:03:11.240 --> 0:03:14.560 At three or four, you remember that. And I was clear. 0:03:14.320 --> 0:03:16.959 Giving my dad's friends who my dad is a biker 0:03:17.400 --> 0:03:20.560 eventually from Palmdale, California, like a motorcycle bik Yeah, like 0:03:20.560 --> 0:03:23.959 a motorcycle biker biker, and he would have friends. It 0:03:24.000 --> 0:03:26.280 would get stoned in the back room and I would 0:03:26.280 --> 0:03:28.640 give readings to them as a kid, as a little kid. 0:03:28.680 --> 0:03:30.680 So they'd be getting stoned in the in that room, 0:03:30.960 --> 0:03:33.280 lighting up, and then my dad would ask me to read. 0:03:33.280 --> 0:03:34.519 I didn't know what I was doing at that time. 0:03:34.560 --> 0:03:36.440 He would ask me, what do you think of this guy? 0:03:36.520 --> 0:03:38.240 Tell me what you think, and so I would start 0:03:38.240 --> 0:03:39.920 telling the guy what I saw, and I guess one 0:03:39.920 --> 0:03:42.160 of the guys it touched him or whatever, and he 0:03:42.440 --> 0:03:44.520 ended up crying, and I thought I fucked up. I 0:03:44.560 --> 0:03:46.360 was like, oh, my dad, do something wrong. My Dad's like, no, 0:03:46.400 --> 0:03:48.600 you just said something that he needed to hear. So 0:03:48.640 --> 0:03:50.760 my dad knew early on. So did my grandmother, which 0:03:50.800 --> 0:03:52.480 is his mother. But my dad's side of the family 0:03:52.480 --> 0:03:55.240 it's all Native American, so it's Apatche Indian and my 0:03:55.280 --> 0:03:57.160 mom's side of the family is Mexican Spanish. 0:03:57.240 --> 0:04:01.280 So did you have other family members have this gift 0:04:01.320 --> 0:04:01.680 as well? 0:04:01.960 --> 0:04:04.400 My dad is a medium, he but he's afraid of 0:04:04.440 --> 0:04:06.160 it for being a biker. I'll show you a picture 0:04:06.160 --> 0:04:10.080 of him. Hold on Harley Davidson long ass hair, mustache 0:04:10.120 --> 0:04:12.560 and beard and is a complete medium, but it's afraid 0:04:12.560 --> 0:04:14.440 to use it because of the ship that he sees. 0:04:14.520 --> 0:04:16.960 But he's pumped up for you to. He didn't he 0:04:17.000 --> 0:04:18.839 didn't make you fear it or anything. He was just 0:04:18.920 --> 0:04:21.160 he didn't want to use his He didn't want. 0:04:21.080 --> 0:04:22.800 Me to tell him anything negative with it, like don't 0:04:22.839 --> 0:04:24.320 tell me when you see this whatever. But he would 0:04:24.360 --> 0:04:25.800 ask like what do you see? How do you get? 0:04:25.920 --> 0:04:27.560 How are you getting it? Who are you talking to? 0:04:27.640 --> 0:04:29.479 Like at a young age, my grandmother had told him 0:04:29.600 --> 0:04:31.640 like this one's different. He's like, you're you're gonna have 0:04:31.680 --> 0:04:33.360 to deal with him and his gift. And my dad 0:04:33.440 --> 0:04:34.920 was like, no, that is all you and him. 0:04:35.120 --> 0:04:38.120 Okay, So yeah, age, Wow, that's amazing. 0:04:38.240 --> 0:04:39.240 Wow. Yeah. 0:04:39.360 --> 0:04:43.440 So what like when you were doing these readings at 0:04:43.440 --> 0:04:46.000 that age, like what did they consist of? Was it 0:04:46.120 --> 0:04:48.720 just like oh, like I can tell that you're like 0:04:48.760 --> 0:04:49.640 something's bothering you? 0:04:49.760 --> 0:04:51.560 Or like what like what it was like how old 0:04:51.560 --> 0:04:52.520 are you? Like six or seven? 0:04:52.640 --> 0:04:54.440 Or like no, this was like like living with my 0:04:54.520 --> 0:04:55.800 dad at that time, it would have been like three 0:04:55.920 --> 0:05:00.800 or four. Yeah. So and my daughter, like I've a 0:05:00.839 --> 0:05:05.000 daughter too, she's she just turned twenty. We talked fast. Yeah, 0:05:05.360 --> 0:05:07.240 we talked so fast. So like growing we learned how 0:05:07.240 --> 0:05:09.120 to talk really fast. So growing up, the way you 0:05:09.160 --> 0:05:11.039 hear now, the way that I speak nowt is probably 0:05:11.040 --> 0:05:12.880 how I was as little kid. Like I learned how 0:05:12.880 --> 0:05:14.280 to cuss, I learned how to talk really past to 0:05:14.279 --> 0:05:15.960 do things at an early age. So my dad had 0:05:15.960 --> 0:05:17.360 put me in that room and would ask me like, 0:05:17.400 --> 0:05:19.280 what do you see? And I remember vividly one of 0:05:19.320 --> 0:05:21.840 the guys having an issue with how he was feeling. 0:05:21.880 --> 0:05:23.599 He was sad, he was kind of like depressed, but 0:05:23.640 --> 0:05:25.040 I didn't know those words, and I would tell him 0:05:25.040 --> 0:05:26.760 that he was that he would cry to himself, and 0:05:26.760 --> 0:05:29.400 that he shouldn't cry, that he should be happy, and 0:05:29.480 --> 0:05:31.240 so things like that. Said they were deep readings, but 0:05:31.279 --> 0:05:32.800 I didn't know what I was talking about, right, Or 0:05:32.800 --> 0:05:35.080 my dad would pull up and we'd next to somebody 0:05:35.120 --> 0:05:36.560 on the road and ask me, like, what do you 0:05:36.560 --> 0:05:38.680 get from that guy? So I would start reading those 0:05:39.279 --> 0:05:42.440 he was training. Yeah, but he doesn't do it himself though. 0:05:43.040 --> 0:05:45.520 Did he have a bad experience that made him say yeah? 0:05:45.560 --> 0:05:47.200 Because he was a biker, he was like a gangster. 0:05:47.320 --> 0:05:50.159 So one of the first OG's and he did a 0:05:50.160 --> 0:05:53.839 lot of like, you know, stupid shit, the things that 0:05:53.880 --> 0:05:56.960 come back and haunt your ass. Yeah, he didn't want 0:05:56.960 --> 0:05:57.520 to mess with it. 0:05:57.720 --> 0:06:01.400 So yeah, Wow, that's super powerful. 0:06:01.760 --> 0:06:03.800 Are you religious? Like how does that go and does 0:06:03.839 --> 0:06:05.880 it go together with like being. 0:06:05.839 --> 0:06:09.320 Actually yeah, I get asked that a lot of times too. 0:06:09.520 --> 0:06:11.400 I am religious to a point, like I don't go 0:06:11.440 --> 0:06:13.200 to church or whatever. I was raised Catholic. I do 0:06:13.279 --> 0:06:14.960 believe in the Virgin Mary. I do believe in some 0:06:15.000 --> 0:06:16.719 of the saints. The reason why I say that is 0:06:16.760 --> 0:06:19.839 because when I first started developing this gift and I 0:06:19.839 --> 0:06:22.000 started getting you know, going on different paths with how 0:06:22.000 --> 0:06:23.520 to use it, like coming into it, like, Okay, am 0:06:23.520 --> 0:06:25.320 I just a psychic? Or am I a medium? Can 0:06:25.360 --> 0:06:27.160 I hear ghosts? Can I talk to ghosts? Can I 0:06:27.200 --> 0:06:28.760 see the other side? Yes? I can do that. Yes, 0:06:28.760 --> 0:06:30.640 I'm a psychic. I could read minds, I could tap 0:06:30.640 --> 0:06:32.680 into people's energy. What else can I do? Can I 0:06:32.680 --> 0:06:35.000 do spells? So I started getting involved, like at the 0:06:35.000 --> 0:06:37.800 age of like sixteen seventeen into spells. So I learned 0:06:37.839 --> 0:06:39.719 how to do Santa Ria. I know you're probably familiar 0:06:39.760 --> 0:06:42.120 with that, and so I would practice it and I 0:06:42.160 --> 0:06:44.119 would do candle magic and do kind of different spells 0:06:44.120 --> 0:06:46.240 for everybody. And then it got to the point where 0:06:46.279 --> 0:06:48.720 I was bringing in bad energy and you can feel that. 0:06:48.960 --> 0:06:51.039 Oh yeah, so you're burning like twenty different candles for 0:06:51.040 --> 0:06:52.520 twenty different people, doing spells. 0:06:52.240 --> 0:06:53.400 For you don't know who's coming. 0:06:53.560 --> 0:06:55.279 Yeah. So this one time there was this demon, I 0:06:55.279 --> 0:06:56.680 didn't call it a demon that was in the room. 0:06:56.760 --> 0:06:58.800 Me and my boyfriend were both in bed together and 0:06:58.839 --> 0:07:00.760 we were falling asleep and I heard something in the 0:07:00.760 --> 0:07:03.039 corner of the room and it sounded like it was 0:07:03.080 --> 0:07:04.800 growling and hissing, and I was like, it is in 0:07:04.880 --> 0:07:07.560 the corner between the doorway there. It is coming toward us, 0:07:07.560 --> 0:07:11.520 and you could hear I shit, you not shuffling its footsteps? Yes, 0:07:11.920 --> 0:07:13.600 because I woke them up. I was like, wake up. 0:07:13.600 --> 0:07:15.120 And he was like what, I'm all, there's something in 0:07:15.120 --> 0:07:16.440 the room. It's like, what do you mean. I was like, 0:07:16.600 --> 0:07:18.880 there's something behind the door. I said, listen, and you 0:07:18.880 --> 0:07:22.720 could hear it. And it walked and it shuffled its 0:07:22.760 --> 0:07:24.440 feet towards the bed really really fast, and when it 0:07:24.520 --> 0:07:26.720 hit the bed, the end of the bed, it pushed 0:07:26.720 --> 0:07:27.760 the bed and I was like, oh my god, is 0:07:27.760 --> 0:07:29.320 it going to jump? What's it going to do? And 0:07:29.360 --> 0:07:31.560 it just went away. So that next day I had 0:07:31.560 --> 0:07:33.480 told I talked to my guides, I had prayed. I 0:07:33.560 --> 0:07:35.360 was like, I don't want to do this anymore. It's bad, 0:07:35.480 --> 0:07:37.480 Like I'm bringing all this negative energy. Help me get 0:07:37.560 --> 0:07:39.400 rid of it. What can I do? And I talked 0:07:39.440 --> 0:07:41.440 about this on my latest episode too, where I felt 0:07:41.440 --> 0:07:43.200 like I was going crazy at that time because I 0:07:43.200 --> 0:07:45.880 would hear voices that were different. This time. There was 0:07:45.960 --> 0:07:49.040 more energy, there was more medium stuff coming through, more 0:07:49.040 --> 0:07:52.160 of like my guides making more of a presence, if 0:07:52.160 --> 0:07:54.040 you will. So I thought I was losing my mind. 0:07:54.080 --> 0:07:55.480 So I went to go to the doctor's that try 0:07:55.520 --> 0:07:58.240 to get committed and shit, I was like, I'm losing it. Yeah, 0:07:58.240 --> 0:08:00.680 I'm like I keep hearing shit. And so I had 0:08:00.680 --> 0:08:03.280 reached out. I had prayed to the Virgin Mary. It 0:08:03.360 --> 0:08:05.119 was the only saint that was left there in the candle, 0:08:05.120 --> 0:08:06.880 and I was like, I will do anything if you 0:08:06.880 --> 0:08:08.360 can get rid of this feeling and just kind of 0:08:08.360 --> 0:08:10.560 make me normal again. And she had mentioned she had 0:08:10.600 --> 0:08:12.440 said this is the reason why I believe in her. 0:08:12.640 --> 0:08:14.800 She had said, I want you to go outside, and 0:08:14.840 --> 0:08:17.320 I want you to bring back. I want you to 0:08:17.320 --> 0:08:19.840 bring back to life the rose bush that you bought. 0:08:20.280 --> 0:08:22.200 And I was like, what rose bush? And I used 0:08:22.200 --> 0:08:24.120 to live in Pacoima, so you know, right under the 0:08:24.160 --> 0:08:26.080 freeway right there, they would sell rose bushes there for 0:08:26.120 --> 0:08:27.640 like five dollars a get. You don't know what colored 0:08:27.640 --> 0:08:29.440 is good as and bloomed and so I forgot all 0:08:29.480 --> 0:08:30.640 about it. I forgot to take care of it. And 0:08:30.680 --> 0:08:32.040 it was sitting on the side of the yard all 0:08:32.120 --> 0:08:34.440 dried up, and so I was like, well, wait a minute, 0:08:34.440 --> 0:08:36.520 it's dead. There's like there's nothing there, like it's rotted. 0:08:36.679 --> 0:08:39.199 It's completely rot And she was like, no, take care 0:08:39.200 --> 0:08:40.720 of it, and I want you to bring me the 0:08:40.720 --> 0:08:44.520 flowers that grow from it. So within weeks I should 0:08:44.559 --> 0:08:46.560 she not, I would say, like maybe a good eight weeks. 0:08:46.679 --> 0:08:48.120 I started taking care of it, and then the flowers 0:08:48.120 --> 0:08:50.600 started to come into play and it was sprouting peach flowers. 0:08:51.280 --> 0:08:53.160 So so long as it was sprouting, I was giving 0:08:53.160 --> 0:08:55.160 her the flowers. So she came to me, and then 0:08:55.200 --> 0:08:57.800 I also had visions with saints, like I don't know 0:08:57.840 --> 0:09:01.760 if you're familiar, are you Catholic? Padre Pio in school? 0:09:03.080 --> 0:09:05.760 Padre Pio is a psychic saint. He came to visit me. 0:09:06.040 --> 0:09:09.319 And then Saint Benedict what I got reinvolved into witchcraft, 0:09:09.600 --> 0:09:11.120 came and told me to pray to him that I 0:09:11.240 --> 0:09:13.120 need to bring which witchcraft into my life. And I 0:09:13.160 --> 0:09:14.840 looked at who Saint Benedict was, and he was a 0:09:14.840 --> 0:09:16.880 patron saint against witchcraft. 0:09:16.960 --> 0:09:18.559 And he told you to bring it back into your life. 0:09:18.679 --> 0:09:20.920 He told me not to stay away from it. So 0:09:21.000 --> 0:09:22.520 you don't need that. You're on a different level, you're 0:09:22.559 --> 0:09:24.880 a different journey that was who you were before. Don't 0:09:24.880 --> 0:09:25.520 do that anymore. 0:09:25.640 --> 0:09:28.640 Yeah, Yeah, because I think a common misconconception with people 0:09:28.640 --> 0:09:31.320 who just like don't fuck with magic or spirit life 0:09:31.400 --> 0:09:34.080 or anything that's not physically in this plane and can't 0:09:34.080 --> 0:09:36.400 handle it is that if you have this gift, if 0:09:36.400 --> 0:09:39.079 you're a psychic or you you know, see things in people, 0:09:39.120 --> 0:09:42.599 that it's automatically something dark, it's automatically witchcraft. And I 0:09:42.600 --> 0:09:45.000 don't even think necessarily I don't correct me like all 0:09:45.040 --> 0:09:47.880 witchcraft is bad, but I have heard that once you 0:09:47.920 --> 0:09:50.319 invite certain things in, it's hard to get's hard. 0:09:50.120 --> 0:09:52.479 To get rid of it exactly. Yeah. 0:09:52.520 --> 0:09:55.240 So with you having all these this power, like how 0:09:55.360 --> 0:09:57.840 do at this point after that experience and that you 0:09:57.840 --> 0:09:59.680 can you know, speak of spirits and have you know, 0:09:59.760 --> 0:10:02.920 be a medium for people to you know, interact. How 0:10:02.960 --> 0:10:08.160 do you how can you like go around what's negative 0:10:08.200 --> 0:10:10.240 and what's not and when and who is coming? Like 0:10:10.280 --> 0:10:12.000 at any given moment where you're at you know, at 0:10:12.000 --> 0:10:14.760 the club and you know you're having a good time 0:10:15.360 --> 0:10:17.480 and then whoosh, you know, you see something you don't 0:10:17.480 --> 0:10:18.120 want to see. 0:10:18.240 --> 0:10:20.840 That happens all the time. Really you can't shut it off, 0:10:21.040 --> 0:10:23.120 Like I don't know any like when psychics tell me, oh, 0:10:23.200 --> 0:10:25.360 I just like I remember doing these events coming up. 0:10:25.440 --> 0:10:27.200 Jay would bok these huge events for me like that, 0:10:27.320 --> 0:10:29.719 like metaphysical affairs, you know, like the Conscious lifexpo type 0:10:29.720 --> 0:10:31.880 thing where there's a bunch of psychics under one tent. Yeah, 0:10:31.920 --> 0:10:34.920 I'm like what they know? And so so when when 0:10:35.000 --> 0:10:36.360 they would come up to my booth, they were like 0:10:36.400 --> 0:10:39.200 they'd be like, oh, I'm a psychic too, I'm a medium, 0:10:39.280 --> 0:10:41.120 or I'm I'm an EmPATH whatever, And I'd be like, well, 0:10:41.200 --> 0:10:42.120 what do you get off of me? 0:10:42.320 --> 0:10:42.480 Oh? 0:10:42.520 --> 0:10:45.640 No, I disconnect from it. But yeah, I'm like, what 0:10:45.679 --> 0:10:47.560 do you mean disconnect from it? Because I would love 0:10:47.600 --> 0:10:49.520 to know the secret to do that because I can't 0:10:49.520 --> 0:10:52.240 disconnect psychically. There's no fucking well. You can ask Bruna. 0:10:52.280 --> 0:10:54.480 I know Bruno was on your show. Yeah, everywhere we go, 0:10:54.520 --> 0:10:57.920 I'm constantly reading people. I can't help The medium stuff's 0:10:57.920 --> 0:11:00.200 a little different. The medium stuff I can hear. I 0:11:00.200 --> 0:11:02.000 can hear it come in. I can tune that out 0:11:02.000 --> 0:11:03.920 if I really really need to. But the psychic stuff, 0:11:03.960 --> 0:11:04.360 no way. 0:11:04.559 --> 0:11:06.719 Right, Yeah, that's interesting. 0:11:06.880 --> 0:11:08.840 But to answer your question when people ask you, know, like, 0:11:08.840 --> 0:11:10.960 how do you differentiate whether it's bad or it's good? 0:11:11.240 --> 0:11:13.080 I marched to the beat of my own drum, like, 0:11:13.120 --> 0:11:14.760 I don't give a fuck what works for you, what 0:11:14.840 --> 0:11:16.199 works for you, it works for me, It works for me. 0:11:16.200 --> 0:11:17.920 It works for me, and as long as I know 0:11:17.960 --> 0:11:19.920 within my heart that I'm not practicing it for for 0:11:20.040 --> 0:11:22.600 evil or doing shady ship with it. Like I would 0:11:22.640 --> 0:11:25.720 never ever go up to somebody and say, oh, you 0:11:26.240 --> 0:11:30.400 are going to die soon, you know, no ship like that. 0:11:31.600 --> 0:11:34.840 But I would never because you feel but what do 0:11:34.840 --> 0:11:36.320 you think that's going to be to somebody's that? 0:11:36.360 --> 0:11:38.360 What does that feel like for you? 0:11:38.480 --> 0:11:38.560 Like? 0:11:38.679 --> 0:11:41.320 Is it different with different people if I'm. 0:11:41.160 --> 0:11:43.240 Not connected to them or I don't know them, personally. 0:11:43.280 --> 0:11:44.839 I mean, I don't want to sound mean, but I can. 0:11:44.960 --> 0:11:46.680 You know, it doesn't make any difference to me. But 0:11:46.679 --> 0:11:48.400 if I see somebody in my family or somebody that 0:11:48.440 --> 0:11:50.840 I'm close to getting sick or having issues there, then 0:11:50.840 --> 0:11:53.319 that's where it sucks with me. Even like in relationships. 0:11:53.360 --> 0:11:54.839 Like I said, I could ask that all the time, 0:11:55.480 --> 0:11:56.960 do you have a relationship. 0:12:00.280 --> 0:12:00.800 All that ship? 0:12:02.360 --> 0:12:02.560 Yeah? 0:12:02.720 --> 0:12:04.720 Good bye? Just turn around now Exactly. 0:12:04.760 --> 0:12:06.360 I grew up hanging around with nothing but girls, and 0:12:06.360 --> 0:12:08.600 they would use my ability to call me psychic back then, 0:12:08.640 --> 0:12:10.480 would it would have been just it would have been wrong, 0:12:10.679 --> 0:12:12.080 they would They would say, go to Chris. He has 0:12:12.160 --> 0:12:14.320 he gives good advice, he's good with like relationships. So 0:12:14.400 --> 0:12:16.600 my girlfriends would always ask me to read their boyfriend. 0:12:16.679 --> 0:12:18.240 Oh god, I'd be like, what do you get off 0:12:18.240 --> 0:12:19.840 of him? And I'm like X Y and Z blah 0:12:19.880 --> 0:12:21.080 blah blah to a tea. 0:12:21.559 --> 0:12:27.400 So wow, shit, I'm getting scared. When he came in, 0:12:27.559 --> 0:12:30.080 he cleansed the house, He cleansed us. He emailed like, 0:12:30.080 --> 0:12:32.920 you want to cleansing too, I'm like, hell yeah, bring 0:12:32.920 --> 0:12:35.720 all that ship. But he was he cleansed the girls 0:12:35.800 --> 0:12:38.640 because Erica was late y'all and are you putting on 0:12:38.679 --> 0:12:40.679 a blast though, because she was like, I'm never like that. 0:12:41.120 --> 0:12:43.800 Okay, I relaxed. Obviously you're guilty. 0:12:43.840 --> 0:12:47.320 Today he was late and he said, he said, whose 0:12:47.400 --> 0:12:50.120 baby is this? He said, she's different to Luna. He said, 0:12:50.160 --> 0:12:52.000 she says something on her forehead. I've only seen that 0:12:52.000 --> 0:12:54.880 one other time. I was like, I was like, he 0:12:55.160 --> 0:12:57.720 was her birth different. But I feel like as a child, 0:12:57.840 --> 0:13:00.400 like I had, I was more in tune with certain gifts. 0:13:00.440 --> 0:13:02.880 And I remember having certain conversations with my mom and 0:13:02.920 --> 0:13:04.400 like telling her stuff and I don't know if she 0:13:04.480 --> 0:13:08.840 was just like pumping me up. But yeah, but it's funny, 0:13:08.880 --> 0:13:11.360 like I wonder how many people do have gifts, But 0:13:11.679 --> 0:13:13.800 if it's not fostered, or they don't know what that is, 0:13:13.920 --> 0:13:16.240 or their family doesn't know what they you just start 0:13:16.280 --> 0:13:18.120 to ignore it. Because sometimes I'll see people or I'll 0:13:18.160 --> 0:13:19.959 feel things. I'm an impath period. 0:13:20.000 --> 0:13:21.080 I'm a cancer. 0:13:21.240 --> 0:13:24.240 Yeah, so I feel everything and too much. And sometimes 0:13:24.280 --> 0:13:26.760 I'll meet people and and I and I feel things 0:13:26.880 --> 0:13:28.959 even in a crowd of people, and I'll just be 0:13:29.080 --> 0:13:30.679 one person. I'm like, God, I really need to say 0:13:30.679 --> 0:13:32.640 something to that person. And I used to ignore it 0:13:32.679 --> 0:13:34.400 because I thought I was fucking crazy. But now I'd 0:13:34.440 --> 0:13:37.120 be like, are you okay? Or I'll just make a contact, 0:13:37.160 --> 0:13:40.600 like I'll try to touch someone. But I'm wondering, like 0:13:40.679 --> 0:13:43.280 I used to think, like maybe just the cancer, but 0:13:43.920 --> 0:13:47.479 how many people or how many children have different environments 0:13:47.520 --> 0:13:49.640 than you, you know, and their their families are not 0:13:49.720 --> 0:13:52.559 as in tune and they don't have the tools to. 0:13:52.559 --> 0:13:55.720 Understand exactly what it is. Everyone's born with a level 0:13:55.800 --> 0:13:58.880 of intuition, a level of their own gift there, how 0:13:58.880 --> 0:14:01.680 they're brought up and how they're Yeah, it's a huge 0:14:01.720 --> 0:14:02.600 it's a different story. 0:14:02.679 --> 0:14:05.320 I mean I see things and hear things all the 0:14:05.320 --> 0:14:07.320 time as a kid, and my dad used to like 0:14:07.480 --> 0:14:09.240 be like not believe me and be like, oh, yeah, 0:14:09.240 --> 0:14:09.840 it's so scary. 0:14:09.880 --> 0:14:12.440 So then I started thinking it wasn't real, but I 0:14:12.559 --> 0:14:13.280 knew it was. 0:14:13.600 --> 0:14:15.520 But then I think I've always said, like I feel 0:14:15.559 --> 0:14:18.120 like I shut that part off of myself, but it. 0:14:18.200 --> 0:14:20.000 Still exists in so many ways. 0:14:20.720 --> 0:14:23.000 Like I'm always like, shit just happens at the right 0:14:23.040 --> 0:14:24.360 time when I needed to happen. 0:14:24.480 --> 0:14:26.440 Yeah, you know what I mean, But it's not it's. 0:14:26.320 --> 0:14:29.400 Deeper than that, and I think it's about believing in 0:14:29.440 --> 0:14:31.080 your own power, because a lot of times when I 0:14:31.200 --> 0:14:32.760 have going through you. Even today, when I knew you 0:14:32.760 --> 0:14:34.200 were coming, I was in about them getting right and 0:14:34.240 --> 0:14:36.080 I was thinking about it, and I was like, I 0:14:36.160 --> 0:14:38.560 just said out loud to whomever who was near me, 0:14:38.640 --> 0:14:40.840 and I was just like, whatever I need to know today, 0:14:40.880 --> 0:14:41.600 I'm ready to hear it. 0:14:41.640 --> 0:14:43.160 I need to hear it. Whoever needs to say something 0:14:43.200 --> 0:14:46.080 to me, be present and let me know you know 0:14:46.120 --> 0:14:47.280 what I'm saying. And I do that often. 0:14:47.320 --> 0:14:50.480 Sometimes I'll get weird messages to do weird things, and 0:14:50.480 --> 0:14:53.240 I'm like, that's really crazy, but I'm like, who knows, 0:14:53.280 --> 0:14:56.200 maybe it's not. You know, it's so good that you're 0:14:56.200 --> 0:14:58.400 here to reinforce all these tools. 0:14:58.080 --> 0:15:01.000 To confirm everything. Yeah, uh huh. 0:15:03.520 --> 0:15:05.600 I have a question that it was actually your question, 0:15:07.040 --> 0:15:09.520 so I know right now. First of all, we're in 0:15:09.560 --> 0:15:12.080 Hollywood and there's like a bunch of reality TV and 0:15:12.120 --> 0:15:14.480 there's a bunch of like, you know, psychics and like 0:15:14.640 --> 0:15:17.240 Psychicotline and all the ship. How do you feel about 0:15:17.280 --> 0:15:19.760 like the like the mediums on TV and like do 0:15:19.800 --> 0:15:21.040 you do you ever watch that stuff? 0:15:21.200 --> 0:15:23.320 No? I think it's I think they're full of ship. 0:15:24.160 --> 0:15:26.640 I'm not gonna lie. I mean, like, like everybody always 0:15:26.640 --> 0:15:30.400 asks me about this Tyler Henry Kids that a young episode, 0:15:30.640 --> 0:15:35.160 and I'm like, okay, first of all, he he's gay, right, Yeah, 0:15:35.280 --> 0:15:37.680 he says he knows nothing about fashion, he knows nothing 0:15:37.680 --> 0:15:40.080 about celebrities, he knows nothing about me. 0:15:40.240 --> 0:15:42.080 Right, some of the time. Sometimes when he meets people, 0:15:42.120 --> 0:15:43.600 I'm like, you're telling me you don't. 0:15:43.440 --> 0:15:45.480 Know that's exactly you're gay? 0:15:47.040 --> 0:15:49.960 You amber Rose, And that's what I saw. He's like, 0:15:50.000 --> 0:15:52.680 I just saw Roses and Roses. It was amber Rose. 0:15:52.720 --> 0:15:53.320 I'm like, I. 0:15:53.240 --> 0:15:56.360 Guess, like, in order to be gay, there's three things 0:15:56.440 --> 0:15:57.400 you have to know about. 0:15:59.520 --> 0:16:02.840 Exactly, especially if you're in LA, especially. 0:16:02.520 --> 0:16:04.680 If you're in LA. So when he gets when he 0:16:04.720 --> 0:16:07.320 has readings that come on there, it's very much we've 0:16:07.320 --> 0:16:09.640 already read the ship, that's already that the people that 0:16:09.760 --> 0:16:11.600 was reading. How many times I've said this over and 0:16:11.600 --> 0:16:13.600 over again, how many times can you read the Kardashians 0:16:13.680 --> 0:16:16.200 and bring up their father? And he read my idol 0:16:16.320 --> 0:16:23.680 Kim and then brought up Biggie and disrespected them Kim Kim. 0:16:23.880 --> 0:16:25.880 Oh oh, and he brought up he brought up Biggie. 0:16:25.600 --> 0:16:26.040 He brought up. 0:16:26.080 --> 0:16:28.120 Of course, of course I didn't see that's not going 0:16:28.120 --> 0:16:29.760 to go google this. But there's a big man. I 0:16:29.800 --> 0:16:32.200 don't know why. 0:16:33.280 --> 0:16:51.120 I'm getting top up big something notorious something. No, No, I'm. 0:16:50.960 --> 0:16:52.840 Getting some beats. I don't know. I've never got beats 0:16:52.880 --> 0:16:53.560 like this before. 0:16:53.800 --> 0:16:57.080 My god, stop. Yeah, I don't funk with it. I 0:16:57.240 --> 0:16:59.200 I'm very much against it. Like I said, J at 0:16:59.200 --> 0:17:01.280 the very early stage of my career, had me do 0:17:01.360 --> 0:17:03.760 these fucking events. He was like, go do them because 0:17:03.800 --> 0:17:07.680 you need to learn how to play ball with the yeah, 0:17:07.800 --> 0:17:10.040 And I was like, okay, So I went, and they're 0:17:10.080 --> 0:17:12.520 all a bunch of fakes. Like I would have people 0:17:12.560 --> 0:17:14.919 literally come from another table that was supposedly psychic, that 0:17:14.960 --> 0:17:16.919 was supposedly a medium, come and say, Chris, can you 0:17:16.960 --> 0:17:19.560 help me with this reading? I'm stuck. I would like 0:17:19.600 --> 0:17:20.240 to say it like. 0:17:20.240 --> 0:17:20.960 You don't know what to do? 0:17:21.040 --> 0:17:24.080 Do you see that maybe some of them are They 0:17:24.119 --> 0:17:27.840 started out as something like, you know, maybe something that 0:17:27.480 --> 0:17:31.280 there was something there that maybe then turned into greed 0:17:31.680 --> 0:17:36.760 or not inauthenticity, but then clouds, you're on it. 0:17:36.920 --> 0:17:38.640 That's what I would tell people. I would say it's 0:17:38.760 --> 0:17:41.240 very much a friendship zone type of thing. When you 0:17:41.280 --> 0:17:44.160 go work these events because you people are very empathic 0:17:44.160 --> 0:17:46.040 to a certain point. Like if you're a woman, I 0:17:46.040 --> 0:17:47.720 mean not all women are in tune to other women, 0:17:47.760 --> 0:17:49.919 but a good majority of time women have very very 0:17:49.960 --> 0:17:52.720 good intuition. You guys are able to fucking bring in babies, 0:17:52.960 --> 0:17:55.760 to have life with a portal exactly. So you can't 0:17:56.080 --> 0:17:58.920 tell me that not that women are not intuitive, there's 0:17:58.960 --> 0:18:00.720 you get to a certain point and you fucking stop. 0:18:00.760 --> 0:18:03.280 I think that people get distracted with becoming a medium, 0:18:03.280 --> 0:18:06.119 getting becoming a psychic, that they love helping people, but 0:18:06.160 --> 0:18:08.720 their lives are so fucked up on their own that 0:18:08.760 --> 0:18:11.040 they distract themselves to the lives of other people. And 0:18:11.080 --> 0:18:12.960 that's not what I want to do. Like I know 0:18:13.000 --> 0:18:15.440 that you guys have had somebody to do intention candles recently, 0:18:15.640 --> 0:18:17.840 and I speak out on intention candles. Nothing wrong with that, 0:18:18.320 --> 0:18:21.280 But how are you going to put an intention in 0:18:21.359 --> 0:18:24.439 a candle for me when you're not me? Does that 0:18:24.520 --> 0:18:26.359 make sense? Like I'm not trying to be shitty about it, 0:18:26.480 --> 0:18:28.960 like oah, sure, but some people like that stuff. I 0:18:29.000 --> 0:18:30.480 want I want to be able to work the candle 0:18:30.520 --> 0:18:31.879 magic with you. I want to be able to sit 0:18:31.920 --> 0:18:33.280 down with you like a good friend of mine, Marsa, 0:18:33.320 --> 0:18:35.080 and I would do candle spells all the time. So 0:18:35.080 --> 0:18:36.760 I'll go to her house and I'll cleanse the candle, 0:18:36.800 --> 0:18:40.639 but I will not touch it. She has to do. 0:18:40.680 --> 0:18:42.560 And what if I'm in a bad mood, right, and 0:18:42.560 --> 0:18:44.800 then you put that in there just not even not 0:18:44.880 --> 0:18:46.280 with intention, but because that's. 0:18:46.400 --> 0:18:48.119 Because that's my energy. And what if they put the 0:18:48.160 --> 0:18:50.200 person that at the store was in a bad mood 0:18:50.240 --> 0:18:52.280 or was pissed off, whatever, Like, fuck, everybody, I want it, 0:18:52.960 --> 0:18:54.680 you know what I'm saying. I want you to put 0:18:54.680 --> 0:18:55.639 your own attention in it. 0:18:55.760 --> 0:18:59.040 Yea, or we're gonna have to come over and mix 0:18:59.119 --> 0:19:01.960 with candles. Yeah, I don't know. 0:19:02.400 --> 0:19:04.480 So do you guys want to get into the readings? Yeah? Okay, 0:19:04.480 --> 0:19:08.920 all right, I'll start with her first, So with you love, okay, 0:19:08.920 --> 0:19:10.480 feel free to jump in. So I'm gonna give you 0:19:10.480 --> 0:19:12.960 my quick little spiel I give every every client, every 0:19:12.960 --> 0:19:14.320 person that I read the spill. 0:19:16.280 --> 0:19:19.679 And for our listeners, sorry, yes, give me. 0:19:19.160 --> 0:19:21.960 I'm gonna read to me. And okay, so this is 0:19:22.000 --> 0:19:24.080 my spiel that I'm going to give you. So I 0:19:24.119 --> 0:19:26.359 do not discuss death, and I do not discuss anything 0:19:26.359 --> 0:19:27.919 that's going to scare the ship out of you. So 0:19:28.000 --> 0:19:29.600 without being said, is there anything that you want me 0:19:29.640 --> 0:19:32.040 to stay away from? Okay? The second thing is, for 0:19:32.080 --> 0:19:33.399 the first couple of minutes, I'm going to go in 0:19:33.440 --> 0:19:34.840 and give you what my guys are giving me to 0:19:34.880 --> 0:19:36.719 give you directly, and then I'll open the reading up. 0:19:36.720 --> 0:19:38.840 Tenny questions that you have in regards to what I said, 0:19:38.920 --> 0:19:40.200 or if you want to know about something that we 0:19:40.240 --> 0:19:41.600 didn't get a chance touch on, we could do it 0:19:41.600 --> 0:19:44.120 at that time. Okay, feel free to jump to jump 0:19:44.119 --> 0:19:46.239 in and call bullshit at any time, Do not hold back, 0:19:46.359 --> 0:19:47.639 not worry about trying to be polite. And I want 0:19:47.640 --> 0:19:49.480 to turn my feelings call me out. This is your 0:19:49.520 --> 0:19:56.639 show if you need to. Okay, you ready? Okay, So 0:19:56.760 --> 0:19:59.159 right off the bat, with you, you've got issues when it 0:19:59.200 --> 0:20:01.440 comes to your way of thinking and balancing out your 0:20:01.480 --> 0:20:05.399 emotions versus your drive, versus what you are versus what 0:20:05.480 --> 0:20:08.479 you can do realistically and practically. I feel like with you, 0:20:08.480 --> 0:20:10.520 you've got a lot of things that are on your mind, 0:20:10.640 --> 0:20:12.320 kind of tiptoeing back and forth, and it's hard for 0:20:12.359 --> 0:20:13.679 you to make up your mind when it comes to 0:20:13.680 --> 0:20:15.920 certain things. You got to pick one and start going 0:20:15.960 --> 0:20:17.760 for it. You got to get yourself because you've got 0:20:17.760 --> 0:20:19.280 a good head on your shoulders. But I feel like 0:20:19.359 --> 0:20:21.920 you feel like you need somebody with you. And I'm 0:20:21.960 --> 0:20:24.240 not saying that. I'm not putting it because she's here, 0:20:24.359 --> 0:20:27.719 but I'm saying there's a certain part of you that 0:20:27.720 --> 0:20:29.720 that's afraid to almost stand on your own two feet 0:20:29.880 --> 0:20:31.880 or to go off and branch out into you. Your 0:20:31.960 --> 0:20:33.960 mind is going to really start to open this year. 0:20:34.000 --> 0:20:36.080 I'll get to predictions in a second, but when it 0:20:36.119 --> 0:20:39.280 comes to opening up your mind and bringing in versatility, 0:20:39.359 --> 0:20:41.760 bringing in what your guys you're going to do is 0:20:41.800 --> 0:20:43.399 they're going to open the windows to your mind to 0:20:43.480 --> 0:20:45.720 allow fresh air to come in to change your way 0:20:45.720 --> 0:20:47.640 of thinking. So you probably start feeling this. I would 0:20:47.680 --> 0:20:49.600 say you're going to probably start feeling it this month, 0:20:50.000 --> 0:20:52.160 leading all the way up until June of this year. 0:20:52.520 --> 0:20:55.240 So what happened in March? Anything significant happened to you in 0:20:55.280 --> 0:20:57.280 March as far as like your way of thinking, like 0:20:57.840 --> 0:20:59.359 where you kind of got hard on yourself or you 0:20:59.440 --> 0:21:01.479 started to feel a certain way. Because your guys are 0:21:01.480 --> 0:21:04.120 telling me they've already put the bug in your ear 0:21:04.240 --> 0:21:05.879 to get you to move your ass. You need to 0:21:05.960 --> 0:21:07.960 realize your worth and what you bring at the end 0:21:08.000 --> 0:21:09.960 of the day to the table with everybody else, because 0:21:09.960 --> 0:21:13.919 you are just as creative, if not creative in a 0:21:13.920 --> 0:21:16.399 different way too, where you're also a very good people 0:21:16.440 --> 0:21:18.720 reader too. But I think that's what fucks you up 0:21:18.720 --> 0:21:20.640 as your intuition shuts you down and it gets you shy, 0:21:20.680 --> 0:21:22.560 and it kind of has you retreat back into that 0:21:22.600 --> 0:21:26.000 cancer shell. Stop doing that because you're only holding yourself 0:21:26.040 --> 0:21:27.960 back and then what's gonna end up happening with you? 0:21:27.960 --> 0:21:30.480 Because your temper switches so quick. You can be in 0:21:30.480 --> 0:21:31.719 a good moon all of a sudden, you can kind 0:21:31.720 --> 0:21:33.680 of be nasty or kind of all of a sudden 0:21:33.680 --> 0:21:36.239 shut down for a second. Does that make sense? So 0:21:36.280 --> 0:21:37.960 when it comes out, and make sure that you stay 0:21:38.960 --> 0:21:40.600 active in what it is that you're going for because 0:21:40.600 --> 0:21:42.919 they're going to bring new opportunities to you. When it 0:21:42.920 --> 0:21:45.280 comes to your way of thinking your creativity, it's time 0:21:45.280 --> 0:21:47.400 for you to start branching off and doing your own thing. 0:21:47.640 --> 0:21:49.720 Does that make sense? So how do you feel about that? 0:21:50.000 --> 0:21:52.800 I don't know if I switch easily. I'm usually pretty 0:21:54.960 --> 0:21:59.280 in pretty positive mode. I think that sometimes that is 0:21:59.320 --> 0:22:03.600 because I'm not dealing with things outwardly but just inwardly. 0:22:03.640 --> 0:22:06.960 And then I'm brushing like the under does that cut? 0:22:07.040 --> 0:22:08.800 Yeah? See, you keep rushing that shit under the carpet, 0:22:08.800 --> 0:22:10.919 You're going to trip over that stuff. So when it 0:22:10.920 --> 0:22:13.000 comes to your way of thinking, even though you even 0:22:13.040 --> 0:22:15.320 though you don't speak on it, you're internalizing, and what 0:22:15.359 --> 0:22:16.960 it does is very much like Jay. I'm not going 0:22:17.040 --> 0:22:18.320 to steal because I know that you guys are the 0:22:18.320 --> 0:22:21.200 same signs, but you guys very much internalize and if 0:22:21.280 --> 0:22:23.960 you don't feel it, everybody else around you could feel it. 0:22:24.000 --> 0:22:24.359 Trust me. 0:22:24.520 --> 0:22:24.720 Yeah. 0:22:25.119 --> 0:22:27.520 Yeah, but you're going to start putting the mirror in 0:22:27.520 --> 0:22:29.159 front of you. You've got a lot of work to 0:22:29.200 --> 0:22:31.040 do this year. When it comes to you and bringing 0:22:31.080 --> 0:22:33.040 yourself out, there's stuff that you want to do. As 0:22:33.040 --> 0:22:35.000 far as your appearance. I don't know what you're what 0:22:35.040 --> 0:22:36.760 you're planning on doing, but they're telling me that you're 0:22:36.760 --> 0:22:39.080 gonna want that. You're wanting to work on your your 0:22:39.119 --> 0:22:41.600 appearance and how you present yourself to the public. So 0:22:41.600 --> 0:22:42.880 you're thinking about getting work done. 0:22:43.840 --> 0:22:46.639 I don't know, work like maybe some boobs, maybe a 0:22:46.640 --> 0:22:50.359 little dentistry, but like nothing dentistry that. 0:22:50.440 --> 0:22:53.000 Yeah, the last one. I got a gap in my d. 0:22:53.160 --> 0:22:58.360 Too, don't it just a little? Don't you know? It's perfect? 0:22:58.960 --> 0:23:02.280 So this is your year when it comes to making changes. 0:23:02.320 --> 0:23:02.480 Here. 0:23:02.760 --> 0:23:05.360 If you do nothing with that energy and you let 0:23:05.359 --> 0:23:07.560 it stay stagnant, or you don't move, or you don't 0:23:07.560 --> 0:23:09.439 do what they're telling you to do, You're gonna end 0:23:09.520 --> 0:23:12.040 up resentful. I'm telling you right now. So start getting it, 0:23:12.040 --> 0:23:14.199 and start getting in order, start deciding what it is 0:23:14.200 --> 0:23:15.760 that you want to do, and start going for it. 0:23:15.840 --> 0:23:21.240 Yeah, I've been I've been making changes. And I did 0:23:21.280 --> 0:23:23.600 have like a little dark period last month I think 0:23:23.640 --> 0:23:26.560 where I was like beating myself up and like feeling 0:23:26.600 --> 0:23:28.520 badly about things and like in a dark. 0:23:28.520 --> 0:23:31.359 Not a dark space like super dark, but just I 0:23:31.400 --> 0:23:32.520 felt it. I felt that difference. 0:23:32.520 --> 0:23:34.639 But I have been going through changes, like probably the 0:23:34.720 --> 0:23:39.080 last four or five six months, and I've been something 0:23:39.080 --> 0:23:41.360 that keeps telling me that this is the time, this 0:23:41.400 --> 0:23:43.720 is the year. Something's about to happen, and that there's 0:23:43.760 --> 0:23:46.120 growth that needs to happen, and there's like there's work 0:23:46.160 --> 0:23:47.320 that needs to be done on myself. 0:23:47.359 --> 0:23:49.760 There's a chapter that needs to be closed. You need 0:23:49.800 --> 0:23:51.600 to close, you need to make sure that you're closing 0:23:51.640 --> 0:23:54.159 these doors and keeping them closed. There's nothing back there anymore. 0:23:54.160 --> 0:23:56.480 What's going on with your love life? A you're currently 0:23:56.520 --> 0:23:59.440 involved in a relationship? Yeah, okay? Are you still talking 0:23:59.440 --> 0:23:59.919 to somebody? 0:24:00.520 --> 0:24:00.680 You know? 0:24:00.880 --> 0:24:02.800 The reason why I ask was, there's memories of somebody. 0:24:02.800 --> 0:24:04.880 If you're not talking to somebody else, there's still hung 0:24:04.920 --> 0:24:06.640 up memories on somebody else from your past. 0:24:06.680 --> 0:24:08.960 There maybe I thought my daughter's dead. 0:24:08.600 --> 0:24:12.800 Did you do dirty? Yeah? Yeah, I mean yeah, so 0:24:12.840 --> 0:24:14.359 I would again, I would, I would learn how to 0:24:14.440 --> 0:24:15.920 let that go. Your guys are really going to do 0:24:15.960 --> 0:24:17.320 again for one hundred time. It's going to do a 0:24:17.359 --> 0:24:19.840 number on you to get your way of thinking outside 0:24:19.880 --> 0:24:22.080 and start bringing vision into reality and start making a 0:24:22.119 --> 0:24:24.520 little bit more bolder to take steps here because this 0:24:24.560 --> 0:24:26.000 is what you've been asking for, This is what you 0:24:26.000 --> 0:24:27.479 want to do, and this you've been putting it out. 0:24:27.520 --> 0:24:29.359 There's thing that you're a good person. You have a 0:24:29.400 --> 0:24:30.560 lot of talent, a lot of great things that you 0:24:30.600 --> 0:24:32.600 can offer here. Why am I wasting my time? What 0:24:32.640 --> 0:24:34.560 am I doing here? Show me my purpose? And they're 0:24:34.560 --> 0:24:36.680 starting they're wanting to show you your purpose, but you're 0:24:36.680 --> 0:24:38.160 not wanting to let go of the things that they're 0:24:38.160 --> 0:24:40.840 telling you to let go of. Sometimes I hope that 0:24:40.880 --> 0:24:42.199 were How do you feel about that? 0:24:42.280 --> 0:24:44.719 Yeah, I think that's all pretty accurate. I have been asking. 0:24:44.840 --> 0:24:46.159 I have been asking for a shift. 0:24:46.160 --> 0:24:48.760 I have been asking like, even if it's difficult, even 0:24:48.760 --> 0:24:50.840 if things are going to you know that I know 0:24:50.960 --> 0:24:54.199 that it's time to transition and to basically yeah, like 0:24:54.280 --> 0:24:57.040 open a window. Like I feel stagnant in ways, but 0:24:57.280 --> 0:24:59.360 I'm not sure what it is that I. 0:24:59.320 --> 0:24:59.880 Need to do. 0:25:00.160 --> 0:25:02.800 If you're what it is that you need to do? 0:25:02.920 --> 0:25:05.359 Like, what what what needs to shift? 0:25:05.400 --> 0:25:07.760 What is it that needs to shift that's stopping like 0:25:07.880 --> 0:25:09.600 the next step, it's. 0:25:09.520 --> 0:25:11.679 You that stopping. It's your way of thinking that stopping 0:25:11.720 --> 0:25:14.360 it again. You you have to understand something. You're you're 0:25:14.400 --> 0:25:16.679 a cancer. You're never going to do anything that's gonna 0:25:16.880 --> 0:25:19.280 be loud and boisterous or that's going to make you 0:25:19.320 --> 0:25:22.680 look dumb or that's going to I mean favorite word. 0:25:23.720 --> 0:25:26.919 So when it comes that, start trusting yourself and the 0:25:26.960 --> 0:25:28.520 fact that you got this and you can handle a 0:25:28.800 --> 0:25:30.879 lot of different things. Who you were before is not 0:25:30.960 --> 0:25:33.080 who you are now. Does that make sense? Like there's 0:25:33.119 --> 0:25:35.639 a lot of there's there's a lot of like, uh, 0:25:35.960 --> 0:25:39.320 to cry a lot? Not really, you don't cry, then 0:25:39.400 --> 0:25:41.040 you have to be emotional at night, or there has 0:25:41.080 --> 0:25:42.600 to be there has to be feelings. 0:25:42.200 --> 0:25:44.080 Of like I mean, I guess I cry sometimes, but 0:25:44.400 --> 0:25:46.240 not a lot, not for a long time. 0:25:47.080 --> 0:25:48.000 Are you suppressing it? 0:25:48.320 --> 0:25:48.720 Probably? 0:25:48.800 --> 0:25:48.960 Yeah? 0:25:49.000 --> 0:25:49.560 I think I am. 0:25:50.280 --> 0:25:52.000 What you need to start coming undone. What I mean 0:25:52.040 --> 0:25:54.080 by that is allowing yourself the opportunity to heal and 0:25:54.080 --> 0:25:56.000 to cry it, to mourn it, to let go of 0:25:56.000 --> 0:25:58.080 who you once were, to bring in the newness here 0:25:58.160 --> 0:25:59.640 and again. If you need to throw a tantrum, always 0:25:59.640 --> 0:26:02.320 talk about on my show, throw a fucking tantrum and 0:26:02.400 --> 0:26:04.840 get a pillows, Scream into that fucker, rip a shirt up, 0:26:04.880 --> 0:26:06.119 if you need to whatever you need to get that 0:26:06.160 --> 0:26:08.320 aggression out, get it out. Because you keep storing it 0:26:08.359 --> 0:26:10.439 in there, you are going to trip over it. Trust me. 0:26:10.480 --> 0:26:12.160 I know that energy. And if you don't think there's 0:26:12.160 --> 0:26:14.280 anything wrong with you, people around you will bring that 0:26:14.359 --> 0:26:16.440 up and say you seem a little different, like Jay 0:26:17.000 --> 0:26:18.879 will never admit to it. I'll tell them I can 0:26:18.880 --> 0:26:20.520 feel this energy. If you no, I'm not on fine. 0:26:20.560 --> 0:26:22.120 In a couple of days something comes into play where 0:26:22.240 --> 0:26:23.320 it shows the true colors. 0:26:23.400 --> 0:26:27.440 Right, So yeah, that's all accurate. 0:26:27.840 --> 0:26:28.880 It's all very accurate. 0:26:29.040 --> 0:26:30.000 How do you feel about that. 0:26:30.560 --> 0:26:40.040 About her that reading? I feel like I feel like, 0:26:40.080 --> 0:26:41.399 I mean, yeah, there has been changes. 0:26:41.440 --> 0:26:44.600 I don't as far as like I'm trying to think 0:26:44.640 --> 0:26:47.080 of like specific things. 0:26:47.640 --> 0:26:50.879 Like this is for her own personal evolution, this is 0:26:50.880 --> 0:26:53.160 for her own growth, this is to evolve the soul. 0:26:53.359 --> 0:26:55.480 This is like my next step. Okay, what do I 0:26:55.520 --> 0:26:57.200 do now? Like I've done this, I've done that or whatever. 0:26:57.280 --> 0:26:59.040 I'm at a crossroads now. I want to I want 0:26:59.040 --> 0:27:00.960 to go bigger and better. I want to go down 0:27:00.960 --> 0:27:03.720 in different not necessarily a different life here, but something 0:27:03.760 --> 0:27:05.240 new to look forward to it, if that makes sense. 0:27:05.240 --> 0:27:08.800 So you're probably struggling internally with it where I don't 0:27:08.800 --> 0:27:10.200 know if you would. I know you guys are closed, 0:27:10.240 --> 0:27:12.199 But would you tell her exactly how you're feeling on 0:27:12.240 --> 0:27:12.919 the inside? 0:27:14.200 --> 0:27:15.880 Yeah, I do. We talk. 0:27:16.200 --> 0:27:19.359 We're pretty honesty, We're pretty transparent and if I'm feeling stuff, 0:27:19.359 --> 0:27:22.080 but yeah, I will, I. 0:27:22.000 --> 0:27:23.600 Feel like she like, I feel like if it doesn't, 0:27:23.600 --> 0:27:25.960 everyone need to close the chapter, like everyone. 0:27:25.760 --> 0:27:27.199 Needs to find close something. 0:27:27.440 --> 0:27:30.520 Sometimes people don't close any chapters or any doors and 0:27:30.600 --> 0:27:32.280 leave all the shit wide open, so they're coming. 0:27:32.280 --> 0:27:34.200 I mean, especially pertaining to love though, you know what 0:27:34.240 --> 0:27:37.560 I mean, Like most people are holding onto something, especially 0:27:37.560 --> 0:27:39.720 if they're single, Like there's a reason why not the 0:27:39.720 --> 0:27:42.080 reason why they're but there's a story behind, but it. 0:27:42.080 --> 0:27:44.119 In filtrates her mind because then it fucks with her 0:27:44.160 --> 0:27:46.840 self worth, so she needs in order to free I'm 0:27:46.840 --> 0:27:48.280 not saying that you're hard on yourself to the point 0:27:48.280 --> 0:27:49.960 where you don't think you're good looking or whatever, but 0:27:50.119 --> 0:27:52.480 you keep yourself back when you should put yourself out 0:27:52.520 --> 0:27:54.200 there and shine a little bit. There's there's a little 0:27:54.200 --> 0:27:56.239 bit of insecurity when it comes to you may not 0:27:56.359 --> 0:27:59.359 project it outwardly, but there is insecurity to I can 0:27:59.359 --> 0:28:02.560 pick up on it, feel it. It's so nothing, nothing 0:28:02.600 --> 0:28:04.439 out of the of the ordinary, you know when it 0:28:04.440 --> 0:28:04.760 comes to that. 0:28:05.040 --> 0:28:06.760 Yeah, especially because I think Jamila is really one of 0:28:06.800 --> 0:28:08.480 the most confident people that I know. But I know 0:28:08.520 --> 0:28:12.359 that there's insecurities in certain parts of your life, as 0:28:12.440 --> 0:28:14.480 anybody would, I mean, you know what I mean, But 0:28:14.600 --> 0:28:19.439 like to me and to like anyone I ever, like 0:28:19.480 --> 0:28:21.960 whoever meets Jamala, like she's just so confident, Like the 0:28:21.960 --> 0:28:25.280 way she carries herself, holds herself holds her body like 0:28:25.359 --> 0:28:27.960 the way Jamila, just like even like walks or. 0:28:28.000 --> 0:28:30.160 Dance like it's just confidence. 0:28:30.160 --> 0:28:34.919 It exudes comfortability and not and sexuality and not in 0:28:34.960 --> 0:28:38.040 a way that's like I'm doing this to be seen, 0:28:38.360 --> 0:28:40.600 but like I'm doing this because this is just who. 0:28:40.400 --> 0:28:42.720 I am, you know what I mean. Because there's a difference. 0:28:43.400 --> 0:28:49.800 So it's interesting. But maybe that's because of the insecurity, right, Yeah, it. 0:28:49.720 --> 0:28:51.960 Doesn't mean it's it's not bad that there's a vulnerable 0:28:51.960 --> 0:28:53.440 side to you that I wish you would tap into, 0:28:53.640 --> 0:28:55.360 that you would make immense with, or that you would 0:28:55.400 --> 0:28:57.480 bring out a little bit more because again I feel 0:28:57.520 --> 0:28:59.960 like you. I would not not say that you style 0:29:00.200 --> 0:29:02.280 yourself because you're not a stifling type of person, but 0:29:02.360 --> 0:29:05.120 you stifle certain emotions in certain ways of thinking that 0:29:05.160 --> 0:29:07.880 you that you're probably again everybody probably goes through this, 0:29:07.920 --> 0:29:09.000 but it's afraid. 0:29:08.720 --> 0:29:11.520 To speak out on there is a side. 0:29:12.200 --> 0:29:13.719 So like two weeks ago, I may or may not 0:29:13.760 --> 0:29:15.800 have taken a molly at the Afrobeats party. 0:29:17.240 --> 0:29:20.959 Oh shit, And it's crazy because may or may not. 0:29:21.560 --> 0:29:24.080 In the mineral I was. 0:29:24.160 --> 0:29:27.240 I just had this this powerful energy and I don't 0:29:27.280 --> 0:29:30.840 know if it was the Mollie, but insecurity came up 0:29:31.120 --> 0:29:36.080 that word specifically, and it was like a I felt 0:29:36.160 --> 0:29:38.320 this message really clear, and it was like you were 0:29:38.440 --> 0:29:43.240 deeply insecure and it's so much buried down that it's 0:29:43.320 --> 0:29:45.200 like that I do like I do come off like 0:29:45.240 --> 0:29:46.800 I don't care, and I think I don't care about 0:29:46.800 --> 0:29:48.760 a lot of things, but deeply I do care. 0:29:49.240 --> 0:29:50.280 I do care about this. I do. 0:29:50.360 --> 0:29:53.400 And it's like almost overthinking it, you know, like, am 0:29:53.480 --> 0:29:54.360 am I the weaklink? 0:29:54.400 --> 0:29:55.200 Am I doing enough? 0:29:55.240 --> 0:29:57.600 And I'm here, I'm there like my people, other people 0:29:57.640 --> 0:29:59.360 are there, and it's so it is. 0:29:59.440 --> 0:30:02.200 It is stifle but I don't know why at that moment. 0:30:02.200 --> 0:30:02.520 And then. 0:30:04.320 --> 0:30:05.680 But you at the end of the day, you've got 0:30:05.720 --> 0:30:07.720 a good heart, a good soul, a good presence of 0:30:07.760 --> 0:30:10.200 good essence about you. Here you need to be comfortable 0:30:10.240 --> 0:30:12.200 in your own skin. You have a lot of past 0:30:12.200 --> 0:30:14.960 life issues that bleed into this lifetime here too, where 0:30:14.960 --> 0:30:17.160 you were stifled before. And I feel like family plays 0:30:17.200 --> 0:30:19.960 a huge role in your stifling from your past life 0:30:20.000 --> 0:30:21.920 that leads into this life. What's the relationship like with 0:30:21.960 --> 0:30:22.560 you and your mother? 0:30:24.280 --> 0:30:25.800 Okay, it's strange. 0:30:25.880 --> 0:30:32.440 I I feel like she has a lot of issues 0:30:32.840 --> 0:30:37.240 and I realized recently because I'm like close, I'm in 0:30:37.400 --> 0:30:40.520 closer proximity with her on a regular basis that I 0:30:40.560 --> 0:30:44.240 feel that I feel like growing up, there was a 0:30:44.240 --> 0:30:47.800 lot to me. She came off as weak, and I 0:30:47.800 --> 0:30:49.640 think I spent a lot of my time not wanting 0:30:49.680 --> 0:30:52.400 to be weak and not wanting to need people. But 0:30:52.560 --> 0:30:54.640 like then I really do because even that comment you 0:30:54.640 --> 0:30:57.040 said about wanting, like wanting a partner or not being 0:30:57.080 --> 0:30:58.840 able to do something without a partner, I've thought that 0:30:58.880 --> 0:31:01.920 a lot, Like if I had a man who invested, 0:31:02.040 --> 0:31:04.160 or if I had this, then I could level up, 0:31:04.200 --> 0:31:05.680 I could balance out if I had someone. 0:31:05.720 --> 0:31:06.400 But that's like a. 0:31:06.360 --> 0:31:08.480 Power couple of mentality. There's nothing wrong with that. You 0:31:08.520 --> 0:31:10.640 can totally do that shit, but you gotta become you 0:31:10.680 --> 0:31:13.800 gotta let go. It's just it's not new shit. It's 0:31:13.840 --> 0:31:16.160 old stuff. It's stuff that's stuck to your skin that 0:31:16.240 --> 0:31:18.320 you need to rip off like an old band aid. 0:31:18.360 --> 0:31:20.080 Get rid of that shit. It no longer suits you. 0:31:20.080 --> 0:31:22.400 You're in a different spot in this lifetime now. You're 0:31:22.440 --> 0:31:24.360 not who you were before. You're a lot stronger, a 0:31:24.400 --> 0:31:26.719 lot older, a lot wiser, a lot more knowledgeable on 0:31:26.760 --> 0:31:28.880 who you are today, let that shit go. And if 0:31:29.080 --> 0:31:30.640 people always ask you know, well how do I let 0:31:30.640 --> 0:31:33.120 it go? You got to force yourself. You can't change 0:31:33.120 --> 0:31:34.920 a lifetime. I'm not calling you stupid, but I always 0:31:34.920 --> 0:31:37.560 say this, you can't change a lifetime with stupidity in 0:31:37.640 --> 0:31:40.680 one fucking day, a week, a year of month time. 0:31:40.840 --> 0:31:42.800 It takes a long ass time. You will get that, 0:31:42.840 --> 0:31:44.320 but you're going to get a lot of your science 0:31:44.360 --> 0:31:47.040 this year, especially about your self worth and what for you, 0:31:47.120 --> 0:31:49.280 what you need to do next to evolve. Here's the 0:31:49.320 --> 0:31:51.040 key word for you is to evolve your soul. 0:31:51.560 --> 0:31:53.560 Yeah, okay, yes, I agree. 0:31:53.600 --> 0:31:56.040 I think a lot of my last relationship I let 0:31:56.080 --> 0:31:58.600 a lot of things happen that I knew I didn't 0:31:58.640 --> 0:32:01.480 deserve or I wasn't like that person I loved deeply 0:32:01.560 --> 0:32:03.520 but wasn't worthy of me and didn't deserve it. And 0:32:03.960 --> 0:32:06.080 and because I have attachments to him, because we have 0:32:06.080 --> 0:32:09.200 a child together, there is it is a part of 0:32:09.240 --> 0:32:10.800 me it's like, what the fuck? Like, why are you 0:32:10.840 --> 0:32:11.280 so dumb? 0:32:11.400 --> 0:32:12.480 You know? Why don't you get it? 0:32:12.880 --> 0:32:15.440 And and then a part of me for feeling that way, 0:32:15.480 --> 0:32:17.720 makes me wonder, why do I think? 0:32:18.120 --> 0:32:19.480 Why why am I even thinking of this? 0:32:19.520 --> 0:32:22.040 Person knowing that he doesn't value who I am and 0:32:22.080 --> 0:32:23.880 doesn't understand my value. 0:32:24.040 --> 0:32:25.400 So that's fairy because we. 0:32:25.400 --> 0:32:28.200 Always try to seek validation from people that fuck with us. 0:32:28.640 --> 0:32:31.000 That makes sense, So let it go. You're not in 0:32:31.000 --> 0:32:31.840 that spot anymore. 0:32:33.840 --> 0:32:35.040 No, I was just I just want to see I 0:32:35.080 --> 0:32:35.840 can block it from. 0:32:35.680 --> 0:32:39.320 You, like let me maybe in my head can block. 0:32:40.720 --> 0:32:43.160 So you're ready for yours? Are you good with yours? Okay? 0:32:43.840 --> 0:32:47.080 So with you? No questions and I'm sure she can 0:32:47.080 --> 0:32:47.600 think about it. 0:32:47.600 --> 0:32:47.959 Digest. 0:32:50.920 --> 0:32:54.480 Let me drink some water. So you, my love, You 0:32:54.520 --> 0:32:55.960 are a different I told you guys when I first 0:32:56.000 --> 0:32:58.760 met you, guys are two different people. Obviously You've got 0:32:58.800 --> 0:33:03.760 a lot of strong intuition that takes a toll on 0:33:04.040 --> 0:33:07.520 your every day. Does that make sense? Like you really 0:33:07.600 --> 0:33:10.600 really soak up and absorb everything. You're very much a 0:33:10.640 --> 0:33:13.840 people reader, a people watcher, an energy watcher. When I 0:33:13.840 --> 0:33:15.560 say energy watch, I'm not calling you like like you 0:33:15.560 --> 0:33:18.200 look for energies here, but you're very You're very susceptible 0:33:18.240 --> 0:33:19.720 to what's around you, and you pick up on a 0:33:19.800 --> 0:33:21.640 lot of different shit. So I feel like it messes 0:33:21.680 --> 0:33:23.480 with your head at times, and it really does a 0:33:23.560 --> 0:33:26.600 number on what on your way of thinking throughout the day. 0:33:26.640 --> 0:33:27.360 Does that make sense? 0:33:27.920 --> 0:33:29.720 Yeah, okay, I would say that's accurate. 0:33:30.080 --> 0:33:32.040 Here's the thing that you're a Scorpio. You share the 0:33:32.080 --> 0:33:34.280 same birthday. It's so funny. You have the same sign 0:33:34.280 --> 0:33:36.560 as Jay and you have the same birthday as a sister. 0:33:36.640 --> 0:33:39.720 So it's Scorpio energy. I'm very familiar with Scorpio energy. 0:33:39.800 --> 0:33:41.239 The thing with you is you've got to learn how 0:33:41.280 --> 0:33:44.239 to disconnect and learn to learn to handle what you 0:33:44.240 --> 0:33:46.040 can handle and get rid of what's out of your 0:33:46.040 --> 0:33:48.280 control because you can't do it. And I feel like 0:33:48.400 --> 0:33:52.000 you because of who you are in the the you 0:33:52.040 --> 0:33:53.840 have an I don't know if if this is off here, 0:33:53.960 --> 0:33:57.200 but you have amazing luck. There's something about you that 0:33:57.200 --> 0:33:59.400 always seems to take place at the eleventh fucking hour, 0:33:59.720 --> 0:34:01.920 like things are hopeless throughout the day, and right right 0:34:01.920 --> 0:34:04.120 before it gets ready for closing time, something will swoop 0:34:04.120 --> 0:34:05.640 in and change the way the outcome of things for 0:34:05.720 --> 0:34:08.239 you. You're very lucky that way. You need to start paying 0:34:08.280 --> 0:34:10.719 more attention to your intuition and your soul. You're you're 0:34:10.800 --> 0:34:12.520 very much again. When I talk about old souls and 0:34:12.560 --> 0:34:14.520 your guys as souls, I always tell people that the 0:34:14.520 --> 0:34:16.279 first thing that I do when I read people is 0:34:16.320 --> 0:34:18.480 to touch their soul, is to see what's going on 0:34:18.760 --> 0:34:20.920 behind the flesh, behind the blood, behind the eyes that 0:34:20.960 --> 0:34:23.000 make up everything, and get and get in touch with them. 0:34:23.280 --> 0:34:25.640 You're you just want to be free. There's so many 0:34:25.680 --> 0:34:27.279 different things that you want to do in life. Here. 0:34:27.320 --> 0:34:28.600 You want it, you want to succeed, you want to 0:34:28.640 --> 0:34:30.160 be you want to be We all want to be richer, 0:34:30.200 --> 0:34:31.680 I want to be powerful, we all want to have 0:34:31.719 --> 0:34:34.040 materialistic types of stuff. But you're here to evolve the 0:34:34.160 --> 0:34:36.080 soul into another level. So I don't know what type 0:34:36.120 --> 0:34:38.120 of work you're planning on doing. Here are you? Are 0:34:38.120 --> 0:34:40.600 you trying to get down the down the spiritual path? 0:34:41.920 --> 0:34:44.320 I think it's the path that I've I've always told 0:34:44.360 --> 0:34:46.400 myself I want to indul like I want to go 0:34:46.560 --> 0:34:47.120 down more. 0:34:47.239 --> 0:34:50.600 I mean, I'm not I'm not religious, per se. I've studied. 0:34:50.640 --> 0:34:53.000 I was, you know, I grew up going to Catholic school. 0:34:53.719 --> 0:34:57.360 My father's Christian and went to church, which again, like 0:34:57.440 --> 0:34:59.719 my dad, you know, wasn't the greatest person. And so 0:34:59.800 --> 0:35:01.480 say I can go to church confused me a lot 0:35:01.480 --> 0:35:03.839 with church. He's a great man now, love my dad, 0:35:04.520 --> 0:35:05.480 but he's had to evolve. 0:35:07.200 --> 0:35:08.880 But yeah, I don't know. 0:35:08.920 --> 0:35:12.000 I've I've like, I know, I know there's something bigger 0:35:12.200 --> 0:35:14.719 for sure, I've felt it. I've I've experienced it. I've 0:35:14.760 --> 0:35:16.520 seen it when I was a kid. I know that 0:35:16.560 --> 0:35:19.040 there's energy and it's there's something bigger than just us 0:35:19.160 --> 0:35:22.359 right here. I don't know if that's God or what, 0:35:22.520 --> 0:35:25.799 but but it's definitely something I feel. Sometimes I feel 0:35:25.800 --> 0:35:28.400 guilty for not I keep it's something I've put on, 0:35:28.520 --> 0:35:29.080 Like I keep. 0:35:29.000 --> 0:35:31.400 Thinking, Okay, this year's the year I'm gonna get like 0:35:31.560 --> 0:35:32.279 really into it. 0:35:32.360 --> 0:35:36.040 I'm gonna like really tap into like even meditating more 0:35:36.239 --> 0:35:37.520 or just like tapping into something. 0:35:37.400 --> 0:35:40.160 Because I do meditate, but not enough, you know so. 0:35:40.239 --> 0:35:44.480 And also because I get scared too sometimes because I like, 0:35:45.520 --> 0:35:48.080 I'm almost a little scared of my intuition because I 0:35:48.120 --> 0:35:49.839 know when I'm right, and I try to run away 0:35:49.840 --> 0:35:51.000 from it because sometimes. 0:35:50.680 --> 0:35:51.560 It's not what I want. 0:35:51.560 --> 0:35:53.319 To stop doing that and it's not what I want. 0:35:53.400 --> 0:35:55.320 It's not what I think I want or think I need. 0:35:56.040 --> 0:35:57.560 And that's where a lot of people, because people ask 0:35:57.640 --> 0:35:59.160 how how do I get in touch with my intuition? 0:35:59.239 --> 0:36:00.600 How do I start listen into it. How do I 0:36:00.600 --> 0:36:03.440 become more aware of what's going on? And you just 0:36:03.719 --> 0:36:05.799 made a point right there. When you start, when it 0:36:05.880 --> 0:36:07.880 asks you to do things that you're uncomfortable doing, or 0:36:07.880 --> 0:36:09.120 that you don't want to do, or you don't want 0:36:09.120 --> 0:36:11.200 to recognize right now, in this time and space in 0:36:11.239 --> 0:36:14.080 your life, you shut that shit down, don't. You don't 0:36:14.120 --> 0:36:15.960 focus on it anymore. You know what you have to do. 0:36:15.960 --> 0:36:17.759 So it's not talking to you anymore because you're not 0:36:17.800 --> 0:36:19.600 doing what you have to do here with you, you're 0:36:19.600 --> 0:36:22.319 holding yourself back from your success. Like you came here 0:36:22.360 --> 0:36:24.600 to build business, to build a business, to build a 0:36:25.400 --> 0:36:27.279 we'll use the word now that everybody's using to build 0:36:27.280 --> 0:36:28.759 a brand. So I don't know what it is that 0:36:28.800 --> 0:36:31.319 you're doing with your personal life or your business life, 0:36:31.320 --> 0:36:33.520 but your business life is going to evolve this year. 0:36:33.640 --> 0:36:36.239 So this this is my brand. Me and Jamila like 0:36:36.280 --> 0:36:37.560 this is this is my passion. 0:36:37.840 --> 0:36:39.160 But there's other things that you have had. 0:36:39.239 --> 0:36:42.040 And also I have another brand too that I'm passionate about. 0:36:42.239 --> 0:36:42.520 What is it? 0:36:43.480 --> 0:36:45.279 That's my mom's brand that I work for. It's a 0:36:45.280 --> 0:36:47.840 family business that I am very passionate about. But this 0:36:48.000 --> 0:36:49.360 is my baby and that's hers. 0:36:49.600 --> 0:36:52.040 You know, you're going to meet different people this year 0:36:52.400 --> 0:36:53.440 through I don't know if it's going to be to 0:36:53.480 --> 0:36:55.360 the podcast. I'm not saying that you're going to be 0:36:55.400 --> 0:36:58.040 left out of it, but you because you're you're more 0:36:58.080 --> 0:37:00.560 of a I'm not saying that you're not a Foux thinker, 0:37:00.640 --> 0:37:02.640 but you're more of like, Okay, how do I hustle? 0:37:02.640 --> 0:37:04.480 How do I make these moves? I how do I 0:37:04.520 --> 0:37:06.200 do this here or whatever? Or how can I get 0:37:06.200 --> 0:37:07.880 myself involved in this? So you're very much going to 0:37:07.960 --> 0:37:10.200 come in contact or connection with people that are going 0:37:10.239 --> 0:37:13.200 to boost your your business or your brand and take 0:37:13.200 --> 0:37:15.240 you to a different level. So be on the lookout 0:37:15.239 --> 0:37:16.680 for that because people are going to bring ideas to you. 0:37:16.800 --> 0:37:18.840 Might start doing collaborations with people, but you need to 0:37:18.840 --> 0:37:21.560 start getting your business mind out there and start start 0:37:21.600 --> 0:37:23.200 doing for yourself. I'm not saying that you're not doing 0:37:23.239 --> 0:37:25.440 anything right now, but you're here to do bigger and better. 0:37:25.520 --> 0:37:27.880 You're here to succeed. You're here to again. When I 0:37:27.920 --> 0:37:30.760 say build an empire, I'm not saying like, you know, Facebook, 0:37:30.800 --> 0:37:32.840 but that would be nice, but you know, do something 0:37:32.880 --> 0:37:35.919 that you can call your own. Does that make sense? 0:37:36.200 --> 0:37:37.480 So is that what you're focusing on. 0:37:37.880 --> 0:37:40.239 I would love I want I want something to call 0:37:40.320 --> 0:37:40.600 my own. 0:37:40.760 --> 0:37:43.520 Stop holding yourself back with your intuition. Do not be 0:37:43.560 --> 0:37:45.720 afraid to call people out. But you've got to temper 0:37:45.760 --> 0:37:47.600 on you. So you got to make sure that you 0:37:47.760 --> 0:37:49.480 curb that shit. Because the one thing I'm go I'm 0:37:49.480 --> 0:37:51.960 gonna give you a little manipulation tactic because I've been 0:37:51.960 --> 0:37:53.520 a psychic media in my entire life and I know 0:37:53.520 --> 0:37:55.840 how to manipulate people with the power of the mind. 0:37:56.040 --> 0:37:57.960 I always tell Scorpios and you're going to kick my 0:37:58.000 --> 0:38:00.719 ass for this. Scorpios always talk. But they're the big 0:38:00.760 --> 0:38:03.239 bad zodiac, right, the biggest sign of the zodiac. And 0:38:03.239 --> 0:38:05.239 then that nobody, nobody could do anything to them. I 0:38:05.280 --> 0:38:08.960 always say that I want to I'll. 0:38:08.760 --> 0:38:15.319 Fucked up off another sign. Okay, yeah, look Gemini, I. 0:38:15.239 --> 0:38:18.319 Always say to get a score, to come undone get 0:38:18.400 --> 0:38:23.680 or emotional. Yeah, so you gotta do it. You're like again, 0:38:23.800 --> 0:38:25.759 you guys are It's no secret or no surprise. You 0:38:25.800 --> 0:38:27.799 guys are friends because you guys are very on very 0:38:27.800 --> 0:38:29.880 similar paths. You guys are both here to teach each 0:38:29.880 --> 0:38:32.880 other lessons. You're here to give her a strength to 0:38:33.200 --> 0:38:34.880 give her a little bit more boosted to kind of 0:38:34.920 --> 0:38:37.160 back her up, and you're here to work on her 0:38:37.239 --> 0:38:39.799 sensitive side. Does that make sense? I know it may 0:38:39.840 --> 0:38:41.799 seem like it might be. It might be the vice 0:38:41.840 --> 0:38:43.399 versa right now between the two of you guys here, 0:38:43.480 --> 0:38:44.560 but there's a there's a part. 0:38:44.440 --> 0:38:46.680 Of that's act what I would say. 0:38:47.200 --> 0:38:50.440 Jamila's like, I think the balance between us is that, 0:38:50.920 --> 0:38:54.280 you know, for me, like I would say, I'm business minded, 0:38:54.440 --> 0:38:57.719 but I'm I feel like freedom is very important to me, 0:38:57.760 --> 0:38:58.520 and being free. 0:38:58.920 --> 0:39:01.280 I think I'm not always a because of energy. 0:39:01.520 --> 0:39:04.279 Sometimes I'm just it's hard for me to act like 0:39:04.360 --> 0:39:07.720 I don't I can't see your energy, and like, because 0:39:07.719 --> 0:39:09.960 of that, people are like she stand offish or she's 0:39:10.320 --> 0:39:10.640 that is. 0:39:10.640 --> 0:39:12.600 A story of my life. I think that's nice. 0:39:13.200 --> 0:39:14.160 She okay, what's wrong? 0:39:14.280 --> 0:39:14.680 What's wrong? 0:39:14.680 --> 0:39:16.000 She doesn't like me? Oh my god, I'm like, I 0:39:16.040 --> 0:39:17.799 don't even say anything to her. I don't know if 0:39:17.840 --> 0:39:19.160 I like her or not. Like fuck. 0:39:19.719 --> 0:39:23.239 And meanwhile, Jamila everyone like she's so amazing, like in 0:39:23.280 --> 0:39:26.239 social situations, like she can just talk to anyone, she 0:39:26.320 --> 0:39:29.000 literally and it brings her joy to talk to anyone. 0:39:29.280 --> 0:39:31.719 For me, does not bring me joy like sometimes it does. 0:39:31.800 --> 0:39:34.359 It depends when you catch me what mood I'm in. 0:39:34.600 --> 0:39:36.720 But if I'm in a room full of strange energy, 0:39:36.800 --> 0:39:39.920 I'm like, yeah, i'mssed it over here. And because of that, 0:39:40.040 --> 0:39:42.080 I think that's why we're the perfect balance, because we're 0:39:42.120 --> 0:39:44.600 able to like push, She's able to push me to 0:39:44.640 --> 0:39:46.759 be like, Okay, Eric, calm. 0:39:46.560 --> 0:39:49.200 Fucked down, go talk to that. It's okay, stopping fucking 0:39:49.239 --> 0:39:51.760 scorpio like they're nice. And then I'm like okay. 0:39:51.960 --> 0:39:55.040 But she play an interesting part, in an interesting role 0:39:55.080 --> 0:39:57.000 in the dynamic between the two of you, because you're 0:39:57.040 --> 0:40:00.240 able to weed out shit. She's very good intuitively as well. 0:40:00.320 --> 0:40:03.480 But you you are just like no, I'm. 0:40:03.280 --> 0:40:06.640 Like, that's true. 0:40:06.680 --> 0:40:09.319 I guess you're right because there's something specifics that makes 0:40:09.360 --> 0:40:12.960 me think of some situations specifically, you know that from 0:40:13.000 --> 0:40:16.279 the beginning I've been hesitant about and and it's and 0:40:16.400 --> 0:40:19.120 starting to unfold, and I'm. 0:40:18.920 --> 0:40:22.600 Just like, in your favor, but I trust him. She didn't. 0:40:22.640 --> 0:40:25.000 She wasn't, but I was trying to be like, you 0:40:25.000 --> 0:40:26.480 know what, let me go with Jamila, because you know 0:40:26.520 --> 0:40:28.960 what I'm trying. She maybe she's right. I sometimes you know, 0:40:29.200 --> 0:40:31.319 I overthink it. So let me just chill because I 0:40:31.320 --> 0:40:34.680 have been wrong. I've been wrong about people before and situations. 0:40:34.840 --> 0:40:38.200 That's how you really been wrong, because here's the thing. 0:40:38.760 --> 0:40:40.719 And so I'm sorry that he's not on camera, like 0:40:40.760 --> 0:40:43.680 I referring to Jay, but like, tell me about somebody. 0:40:43.680 --> 0:40:44.960 He's like, I want you to start working with this 0:40:45.000 --> 0:40:46.680 person or start doing it with this person, you know, 0:40:46.760 --> 0:40:48.719 hang out or you know, kind of do your round 0:40:48.800 --> 0:40:50.600 to this person. I'm like, I don't fuck with them. 0:40:52.040 --> 0:40:52.839 I can't do it. 0:40:52.960 --> 0:40:55.160 I can't. I don't. I don't like their energy, I 0:40:55.200 --> 0:40:57.600 don't like who they are. They're gonna be fucking draining. 0:40:57.920 --> 0:40:59.759 And so I'll get involved with the person and we'll 0:40:59.800 --> 0:41:01.920 be I'm really really good friend because I'll keep it going. 0:41:02.000 --> 0:41:04.120 But they always end up showing their true colors. 0:41:04.200 --> 0:41:06.240 And you're like, I knew that from the beginning exactly. 0:41:06.320 --> 0:41:08.480 I'm the same way. But you know what, I'll know 0:41:08.680 --> 0:41:10.240 so much so their true colors. 0:41:10.320 --> 0:41:14.080 But I I love in a space where I'm like, 0:41:14.239 --> 0:41:15.920 I know why you're fucked up. 0:41:16.080 --> 0:41:18.560 I know why you're her. I know you're her and your. 0:41:18.400 --> 0:41:20.920 Intentions even though they are fucked up there, that's not 0:41:21.160 --> 0:41:23.160 really your fucked upness and I can. 0:41:23.000 --> 0:41:25.520 And I'm just now this year learning to cut people off. 0:41:25.800 --> 0:41:28.680 Well, I see that too, but there's like a time 0:41:28.719 --> 0:41:31.239 limit for that excuse for me, Like how long are 0:41:31.239 --> 0:41:32.040 you to use that. 0:41:32.000 --> 0:41:34.440 Excuse to your advantage? Yeah? And they are you working 0:41:34.480 --> 0:41:35.799 towards trying to fix that shit? 0:41:35.920 --> 0:41:39.600 No? Okay, I'm good exactly. Oh yes, yes, yes, And 0:41:39.680 --> 0:41:42.040 same with you too. You can you can tell a 0:41:42.040 --> 0:41:44.839 person's attention or you know, if they truly do want 0:41:44.880 --> 0:41:46.239 to change it. How many times are you going to 0:41:46.320 --> 0:41:48.719 keep hearing that fucking excuse? I'm working on it. I'm 0:41:48.719 --> 0:41:50.480 working on I'm doing this, I'm trying. There is no 0:41:50.520 --> 0:41:52.040 such thing as try. Either you do or you don't, 0:41:52.080 --> 0:41:54.399 and you're not fucking doing it? Does that make sense? 0:41:54.480 --> 0:41:55.560 I know? I wish, I wish. 0:41:55.600 --> 0:41:57.399 I feel like that with men though, because wait, keep 0:41:57.440 --> 0:42:00.839 going for me. What's going on with love? What's happening when? 0:42:01.920 --> 0:42:02.800 And other things? 0:42:02.920 --> 0:42:04.600 When it comes to your love life with got it? 0:42:04.640 --> 0:42:06.200 Are you involved in a relationship right now? 0:42:06.520 --> 0:42:07.120 I kind of? 0:42:07.200 --> 0:42:14.640 Okay? Cancer with the one on the power place power 0:42:14.680 --> 0:42:17.760 place on your end, especially the way that you are feeling. 0:42:18.000 --> 0:42:22.279 Are you do you trust him? I do? Okay? Do 0:42:22.400 --> 0:42:24.560 you let him know that you trust him, or do 0:42:24.640 --> 0:42:27.560 you low key do shit to No. 0:42:27.960 --> 0:42:30.840 We we actually talk about a lot I'm in Like 0:42:30.960 --> 0:42:32.680 I came out of a relationship there was a lot 0:42:32.719 --> 0:42:35.760 of deceit and lies, and so I'm in a place 0:42:35.800 --> 0:42:38.799 now where I have to be totally transparent, you know 0:42:38.800 --> 0:42:41.279 what I mean. Plus for truth, I have to be 0:42:41.440 --> 0:42:43.719 I like almost to the point where I just hurt 0:42:43.760 --> 0:42:46.480 me because I'd rather be I'd rather just know it 0:42:46.719 --> 0:42:49.520 so that I can make the executive decision for my life, 0:42:50.080 --> 0:42:52.480 you know, because like when people lie, I always say this, 0:42:52.520 --> 0:42:54.360 like I feel like they rob me of my choice. 0:42:54.840 --> 0:42:56.440 So that's why I try to be honest. 0:42:56.760 --> 0:43:00.640 And I think in the person that I'm mating, I 0:43:00.640 --> 0:43:02.800 think we're pretty We're pretty honest. 0:43:02.880 --> 0:43:04.759 The reason why when I go there with relationships with 0:43:04.800 --> 0:43:06.680 you is because you can play a little bit of 0:43:06.680 --> 0:43:09.600 a game. So as much as you I'm not going 0:43:09.640 --> 0:43:11.080 to call you out and say that you can say 0:43:11.080 --> 0:43:12.520 that you're lying if you say that you're not, But 0:43:12.920 --> 0:43:14.480 you need to learn how to trust and to be 0:43:14.480 --> 0:43:15.960 able to let go and be a little bit more 0:43:16.000 --> 0:43:18.560 vulnerable in the relationship. Because again, just like I told her, 0:43:18.800 --> 0:43:23.640 you're not dumb, you do not even carry yourself one 0:43:23.840 --> 0:43:26.200 ounce of dumb at all. So I don't know why 0:43:26.239 --> 0:43:27.719 you would be worried that someone's going to pull the 0:43:27.719 --> 0:43:29.360 wool over your eyes, or why that you're going to 0:43:29.400 --> 0:43:31.160 be caught slippy or the rugs be swept out. 0:43:31.160 --> 0:43:33.200 From my last relationship, I felt. 0:43:33.000 --> 0:43:37.200 Like, but was it really though? Did you have? 0:43:37.719 --> 0:43:38.680 No? It wasn't you. 0:43:40.200 --> 0:43:42.040 Want to know? She didn't want to know, and she 0:43:42.120 --> 0:43:43.200 was happy doing what she was. 0:43:43.160 --> 0:43:44.520 Doing until you are. 0:43:45.120 --> 0:43:49.560 Yeah, but you're not dumb, love, I don't think you 0:43:49.640 --> 0:43:50.960 just like to put you're a score, but you like 0:43:51.000 --> 0:43:52.520 to play with fire at times. You like to see 0:43:52.520 --> 0:43:54.880 how far you can push it. But your guides are 0:43:54.920 --> 0:43:56.160 going to do a number on you. Just like her, 0:43:56.239 --> 0:43:58.200 You have guides as well, too. Yours are going to 0:43:58.239 --> 0:44:00.839 bring out more of a When I talk about human, 0:44:00.880 --> 0:44:02.279 I'm not saying that you're a demon or anything like that, 0:44:02.320 --> 0:44:05.040 but not more of the human side of you, more 0:44:05.080 --> 0:44:09.200 of the softer side. The more, it's okay, it's okay 0:44:09.200 --> 0:44:11.760 to let go, it's okay not to not to worry 0:44:11.760 --> 0:44:14.400 about what Step Z is yet, because we're only on 0:44:14.400 --> 0:44:16.960 Step B right now. So slow the fuck down a 0:44:17.000 --> 0:44:20.520 little bit. Yeah, Okay, that son that's really working with. 0:44:22.560 --> 0:44:24.120 What do you think about my love? Do you see 0:44:24.120 --> 0:44:25.600 any love in my in my future? 0:44:26.760 --> 0:44:29.800 Both of you guys, I see definitely, definitely not definitely 0:44:29.880 --> 0:44:34.000 see love in both of your guys' future. You you're 0:44:34.040 --> 0:44:36.160 a one hit wonder when it comes to relationships. 0:44:36.440 --> 0:44:37.759 What if that means, well, that's a. 0:44:37.680 --> 0:44:40.480 Good thing, though, I don't that mean the next relationship 0:44:40.520 --> 0:44:43.040 she gets involved in she's looking for. I'm not saying 0:44:43.080 --> 0:44:46.640 that you're not either, but you're looking for that partnership. 0:44:47.120 --> 0:44:49.359 You're looking for that for that So the next one 0:44:49.400 --> 0:44:50.600 you get involved with, I have a feeling it's going 0:44:50.600 --> 0:44:52.200 to be a long lasting one too. And I don't 0:44:52.200 --> 0:44:53.680 feel like you've met that person yet. So if you're 0:44:53.680 --> 0:44:55.480 tiptoeing and talking to somebody right now, they're not in 0:44:55.480 --> 0:44:58.919 your life yet. And this person is going to be 0:44:59.239 --> 0:45:01.239 and I always say that too, is going to be 0:45:01.520 --> 0:45:04.560 stronger than you are in different ways here when it 0:45:04.560 --> 0:45:08.799 comes to moods and in being active and being being 0:45:08.920 --> 0:45:11.239 supportive of you, that person's really going to go above 0:45:11.280 --> 0:45:13.240 and beyond to do that for you. There's a strength 0:45:13.239 --> 0:45:15.640 about them that you need and there's a softness that 0:45:15.680 --> 0:45:17.360 you need. To give them, just like put the relationship 0:45:17.400 --> 0:45:19.799 with her. So when you're learning lessons through her, you're 0:45:19.800 --> 0:45:21.759 also setting yourself up for the relationship that you're going 0:45:21.800 --> 0:45:22.920 to get yourself involved in. 0:45:24.400 --> 0:45:25.719 Yeah, I would agree with. 0:45:25.800 --> 0:45:29.080 Sometimes Erica will remind me, even though I'm soft and 0:45:29.120 --> 0:45:31.840 I cry a lot for other people. I sometimes she's like, 0:45:31.960 --> 0:45:34.799 are you okay. I'm gonna said, are you sure? Yeah, 0:45:35.200 --> 0:45:36.160 But I'm like no, I'm not. 0:45:36.280 --> 0:45:36.560 I'm not. 0:45:36.600 --> 0:45:37.000 You're right. 0:45:37.160 --> 0:45:39.799 Fuck, she's calling me out, you know what I'm saying. 0:45:39.920 --> 0:45:42.200 Sometimes she'll remind me, and I don't even notice I'm 0:45:42.200 --> 0:45:43.799 doing it, you know, because I'm just used to going 0:45:43.840 --> 0:45:44.719 and going and going going. 0:45:44.800 --> 0:45:46.440 Yeah, you just pushed through push the push to go 0:45:46.440 --> 0:45:47.320 go go Okay, Okay. 0:45:47.400 --> 0:45:49.160 But she's a Scorpio, so she can feel. I don't 0:45:49.160 --> 0:45:51.040 want to make it all about astrology, but she can 0:45:51.120 --> 0:45:53.360 feel when there's an energy shift. I can't feel like 0:45:53.360 --> 0:45:55.440 I'm telling you what, Jay, I know, when there's something 0:45:55.440 --> 0:45:57.360 fucked up, I'll be like, your energy is shift that. 0:45:57.400 --> 0:45:58.520 He's like, no, I'm still the same as all You're 0:45:58.560 --> 0:45:59.799 gonna get me in a bad movie if you keep 0:45:59.800 --> 0:46:01.560 fuck with me, And I'm like no, But I can 0:46:01.640 --> 0:46:04.120 feel it you when it comes to love here too, 0:46:04.760 --> 0:46:07.600 I how long have you been in this relationship? 0:46:08.640 --> 0:46:09.480 Like seven months? 0:46:11.000 --> 0:46:13.080 Do you have a picture of this person? Can I 0:46:13.080 --> 0:46:13.440 see it? 0:46:14.880 --> 0:46:15.880 Yeah? 0:46:16.920 --> 0:46:23.239 I also do breedings of people's and people's pictures. Don't 0:46:23.239 --> 0:46:23.800 tell me anything. 0:46:24.480 --> 0:46:28.799 This gout of the instaf when you came in. 0:46:28.880 --> 0:46:30.719 While she's playing up the picture, you said, I have 0:46:30.760 --> 0:46:32.400 a lot of attachments on me. 0:46:32.760 --> 0:46:33.799 What does that mean? 0:46:33.960 --> 0:46:36.120 You have a lot of memory attachments to you, A 0:46:36.120 --> 0:46:39.160 lot of stuff that you still that you still bring 0:46:39.239 --> 0:46:42.520 around with you that you're not letting go of here, 0:46:42.760 --> 0:46:45.480 old ways of thinking, especially when it comes Yeah, you 0:46:45.600 --> 0:46:47.560 very much have me when you when I when I 0:46:47.560 --> 0:46:49.360 see when I saw you, when you first walk in 0:46:49.400 --> 0:46:51.880 the door, there was mirrors around you. There was a 0:46:51.880 --> 0:46:53.680 mirror here that was cracked. There was a mirror in 0:46:53.680 --> 0:46:55.200 front of you that was cracked. There was another mirror. 0:46:55.360 --> 0:46:57.279 There was mirrors all the way around yourself. That means 0:46:57.280 --> 0:46:58.839 that when you look at yourself, you're not really looking 0:46:58.880 --> 0:47:00.720 at yourself the way that you should be looking at yourself. 0:47:00.760 --> 0:47:03.240 You're looking at through a cracked lens because there's there's 0:47:03.280 --> 0:47:05.440 there's issues there that you haven't recovered from. I'm not 0:47:05.440 --> 0:47:08.280 saying that you're PTSD here when it comes to yourself 0:47:08.280 --> 0:47:10.719 and how you look at yourself, you're not fully comfortable 0:47:10.719 --> 0:47:13.000 with that yet she on the different, your energy is 0:47:13.040 --> 0:47:15.560 different you. I don't see cracked mirrors with you. I 0:47:15.600 --> 0:47:18.560 see I see my hands over my ears. I don't 0:47:18.600 --> 0:47:20.120 want to listen. I don't want to hear what's going on. 0:47:20.160 --> 0:47:21.600 I don't want you to tell me anything that I 0:47:21.640 --> 0:47:23.799 don't want that I don't want to hear. So there's 0:47:23.840 --> 0:47:25.400 a lot of that. So it's not that you're resistant 0:47:25.400 --> 0:47:27.600 to change. It's more like, I know what I need 0:47:27.640 --> 0:47:29.080 to do. But if you if you tell me that, 0:47:29.120 --> 0:47:31.160 all you're gonna do is freak me out, you're gonna 0:47:31.160 --> 0:47:33.080 you're gonna make me You're you're gonna you're gonna you're 0:47:33.120 --> 0:47:35.560 gonna give me anxiety, You're gonna make me second guess myself. 0:47:35.760 --> 0:47:37.319 It's just gonna keep fucking with me. And you like 0:47:37.360 --> 0:47:39.920 to do things at your own pace without being rushed. 0:47:39.960 --> 0:47:40.600 Is that accurate? 0:47:42.719 --> 0:47:47.319 Yeah, I would say so. I mean I don't. I 0:47:47.360 --> 0:47:50.359 mean sometimes I don't like to be rushed, but I. 0:47:50.280 --> 0:47:51.719 Don't really like to be for someone to tell me 0:47:51.719 --> 0:47:55.320 about myself me, Yeah, I will say that you're very defensive. 0:47:55.480 --> 0:47:57.360 Not with me, though I don't I haven't experienced that 0:47:57.360 --> 0:47:59.120 with you, but I've seen you do it to other people. 0:47:59.160 --> 0:48:01.200 I think it's people that you no long time. 0:48:01.320 --> 0:48:03.160 You know that maybe you even love more than me 0:48:03.280 --> 0:48:04.799 because our friendship is bad. 0:48:04.840 --> 0:48:07.040 Love is it goes even? 0:48:07.320 --> 0:48:10.200 How do you treat this guy with so much love? 0:48:10.719 --> 0:48:13.120 Is he funny? Does he got a good sense of humor? 0:48:13.440 --> 0:48:17.040 Because the way that funny he is he funny? Is 0:48:17.080 --> 0:48:19.640 he funny because he's he's meaning to be funny or 0:48:19.680 --> 0:48:21.800 is it funny because he doesn't know that he's being funny. 0:48:21.960 --> 0:48:24.640 No, he's not like he's not like super He's just 0:48:24.760 --> 0:48:26.640 very sweet and like, I don't know if he's fun 0:48:26.760 --> 0:48:30.839 he's like, yeah, he's really he's so happy, like he's 0:48:30.880 --> 0:48:32.440 like his energy is super like. 0:48:32.760 --> 0:48:35.480 But it's like almost boyish goofy. I'm not calling him 0:48:35.480 --> 0:48:35.960 goofy and. 0:48:35.880 --> 0:48:38.560 Saying yeah, he's like young, he's got he's got a 0:48:38.600 --> 0:48:40.080 lot of like youthful spirit. 0:48:40.239 --> 0:48:43.040 There you go to the words he's spirit very much. 0:48:43.680 --> 0:48:46.839 He's not somebody that would he's not even though he 0:48:46.920 --> 0:48:49.600 is a man, he's not somebody that would play manly games. 0:48:49.640 --> 0:48:51.560 Does that make sense. So I feel like with you, 0:48:52.040 --> 0:48:53.560 this is this is somebody that would be a little 0:48:53.600 --> 0:48:55.640 bit more patient than other guys would be with you. 0:48:56.760 --> 0:48:58.719 And does he does he treat He has to show 0:48:58.760 --> 0:49:01.240 you your worth to treat you like a queen. 0:49:01.640 --> 0:49:03.200 He does. You can tell. 0:49:04.600 --> 0:49:06.040 Because of the way that he feels about you, in 0:49:06.040 --> 0:49:08.040 the way that you come across you are the only 0:49:08.040 --> 0:49:09.480 one that isn't. I'm not saying that you don't carry 0:49:09.480 --> 0:49:11.279 yourself as a queen, but you carry yourself just a 0:49:11.320 --> 0:49:13.480 little bit too hard, you know, like you know, like 0:49:14.160 --> 0:49:15.759 you carry yourself a little too hard. I want to 0:49:15.760 --> 0:49:17.320 see you come undone a little bit. I want to 0:49:17.360 --> 0:49:19.239 see what I want to do is like Lauren Hill, 0:49:19.280 --> 0:49:20.880 you don't be a hard rock when you really are 0:49:20.920 --> 0:49:24.440 a jam. Start refining, Start buffing out the surfaces of 0:49:24.440 --> 0:49:27.279 your diamond, start cutting out how you want to be here, 0:49:27.320 --> 0:49:29.040 because again, at the end of the day, you are a diamond. 0:49:29.080 --> 0:49:31.520 You are solid, You are of strength, you are a beauty, 0:49:31.560 --> 0:49:33.120 you are of wisdom. The only one that needs to 0:49:33.160 --> 0:49:35.480 see it is you here. So you have very very 0:49:35.800 --> 0:49:38.319 It's not as God. I'm making it seem like your 0:49:38.320 --> 0:49:39.239 life as fun, but it's not. 0:49:40.200 --> 0:49:45.120 But You're no you You, Your yours is going to 0:49:45.160 --> 0:49:48.480 be more soul, soul evolving more like you came here 0:49:48.480 --> 0:49:50.080 to learn lessons of what you didn't learn in the 0:49:50.120 --> 0:49:50.680 past life. 0:49:50.840 --> 0:49:52.839 You're here to learn how you're You're here to learn 0:49:52.920 --> 0:49:55.359 lessons as well, but yours is more material. Yours is 0:49:55.360 --> 0:49:58.240 more of like getting getting comfortable with myself and enjoying 0:49:58.239 --> 0:50:00.040 where I'm at here because you've been giving a a 0:50:00.040 --> 0:50:02.200 lot of blessings and blessings in this lifetime. Here, you're 0:50:02.239 --> 0:50:03.799 able to do things that most people won't be able 0:50:03.840 --> 0:50:06.320 to wouldn't be able to do. So start taking advantage 0:50:06.320 --> 0:50:07.759 of that, and you realize who you are and go 0:50:07.800 --> 0:50:09.759 after what want. But you have to start coming into 0:50:09.760 --> 0:50:12.480 your spirituality. You have to start trusting your intuition. You 0:50:12.480 --> 0:50:14.759 have to start playing with it more. You you're going 0:50:14.800 --> 0:50:17.560 to evolve in a different way yours, your paths. You 0:50:17.600 --> 0:50:19.560 guys are you guys know you guys are going to 0:50:19.600 --> 0:50:25.200 be working together forever right what? Yeah? I know? Yeah, yeah, 0:50:28.719 --> 0:50:30.719 to see where you're at though, where both of you 0:50:30.719 --> 0:50:33.799 guys are at at that time. But yeah, you gotta 0:50:33.880 --> 0:50:35.600 you guys are both good people. I don't I don't 0:50:35.600 --> 0:50:37.880 have anything negative to say when it comes to your health, 0:50:38.000 --> 0:50:40.560 do I'm going to go there. How are you doing 0:50:40.800 --> 0:50:43.800 with your physical health? And I we'll talk about your 0:50:43.840 --> 0:50:46.920 female parts physically. 0:50:47.160 --> 0:50:50.840 I mean my body is sensitive, like my stomach. 0:50:50.840 --> 0:50:52.880 I have stomach aches all the time because as I 0:50:52.960 --> 0:50:54.560 eat things I know I shouldn't really eat. 0:50:56.640 --> 0:50:58.880 After you had your your that's your daughter, And. 0:50:58.960 --> 0:51:03.880 After I have my daughter, I went postpartum depression depression 0:51:04.000 --> 0:51:07.279 period the k before you go there said the same thing, 0:51:07.480 --> 0:51:09.400 like you're leading me. You've got a lot of build 0:51:09.440 --> 0:51:11.000 up in your and this doesn't have to do with 0:51:11.120 --> 0:51:13.360 chakras or anything like that, or solar plexus or anything. 0:51:13.440 --> 0:51:15.040 You have a lot of build up in your body 0:51:15.080 --> 0:51:16.920 when it comes to what you're putting into it. So 0:51:16.960 --> 0:51:18.439 again I would tell you to start eating a little 0:51:18.440 --> 0:51:21.600 bit cleaner and start allowing yourself the opportunity to digest 0:51:21.600 --> 0:51:24.040 your food properly and to digest your stress. 0:51:24.520 --> 0:51:28.080 You carry everything on your body. Your body hurts or 0:51:28.120 --> 0:51:30.520 is out of joint because your mind is going a 0:51:30.520 --> 0:51:33.919 mile a minute all the time. So start calming yourself down. 0:51:34.280 --> 0:51:36.560 You I'm telling you right now, you have everything that 0:51:36.680 --> 0:51:38.799 you need to work with in this lifetime to get 0:51:38.840 --> 0:51:40.879 you where you need to be. Stop hiding from it, 0:51:41.200 --> 0:51:44.239 Stop looking at it as if it's going to be 0:51:44.280 --> 0:51:46.399 a chore to do it. It doesn't have to take 0:51:46.400 --> 0:51:50.520 that long. You're not dumb. I'm telling you. You're just 0:51:50.560 --> 0:51:52.480 like me. It's it's like, god, it's so dawned to 0:51:52.480 --> 0:51:53.879 have to get up and do this all the time. 0:51:53.920 --> 0:51:57.080 But fuck, get it over and done with. He's that 0:51:57.120 --> 0:52:01.960 guy's he's a good guy. You can do a non 0:52:02.000 --> 0:52:03.359 broad him and he'll keep coming back. 0:52:04.320 --> 0:52:06.240 Oh god, he's a cancer. 0:52:06.920 --> 0:52:10.440 Oh god. Yeah, cancers are loyal. That's one of the 0:52:10.440 --> 0:52:14.440 thing about cancer before. Yeah, cancers are loyal. What picture 0:52:14.440 --> 0:52:18.040 do you want want to say for you? Let me 0:52:18.080 --> 0:52:18.759 see the X. 0:52:19.760 --> 0:52:21.960 The dad or the ex. Oh have X? 0:52:22.040 --> 0:52:22.880 Let me find that X. 0:52:23.880 --> 0:52:24.319 Which one? 0:52:24.560 --> 0:52:28.520 So what do you think about the reading? I think. 0:52:30.120 --> 0:52:30.520 I don't know. 0:52:30.560 --> 0:52:32.279 I feel like I have to digest anything. I don't 0:52:32.360 --> 0:52:36.560 think like anything like crazy came up for me. I 0:52:36.560 --> 0:52:38.280 think maybe affirming things. 0:52:40.040 --> 0:52:44.400 But also you're I'm telling you your energy is just amazing. 0:52:44.719 --> 0:52:46.920 Like again, like like both of you guys, you're but 0:52:47.040 --> 0:52:50.320 you you're, you're, you're as hard as I got to 0:52:50.400 --> 0:52:52.400 do it from saying hard, but as hard as you 0:52:52.520 --> 0:52:54.920 come across. There's a softness to you that I would 0:52:54.920 --> 0:52:57.319 love to see when you're stoned. I'd love to see 0:52:57.360 --> 0:52:58.640 you in your elementary That's. 0:52:58.480 --> 0:53:00.319 The thing is that I feel like I'm I know 0:53:00.360 --> 0:53:02.400 people I give off the impression like I know a 0:53:02.400 --> 0:53:04.279 lot of people think, oh, she's like hard to read 0:53:04.400 --> 0:53:06.719 or she's hard. But to me, I feel like I'm 0:53:06.840 --> 0:53:09.000 very I know how sensitive I am and I know 0:53:09.080 --> 0:53:11.360 how loving I am. And it's I think it's a 0:53:11.560 --> 0:53:13.279 it's a thing like if you've got to know me, 0:53:13.360 --> 0:53:15.640 you would and it's something I struggle and not struggle 0:53:15.680 --> 0:53:18.200 with anymore. Sometimes it does still bother me though, like 0:53:18.280 --> 0:53:19.880 the misconception that people get from me. 0:53:21.320 --> 0:53:22.880 But I'm learning to just kind of let it go. 0:53:23.040 --> 0:53:25.000 That's a good defense mechanism for you, though, because it 0:53:25.080 --> 0:53:27.359 keeps the people that would want that would normally fuck 0:53:27.400 --> 0:53:31.040 with you oh way, oh exactly exactly. But then again, 0:53:31.080 --> 0:53:32.360 you could miss out on people. 0:53:32.080 --> 0:53:33.839 That That's what I worry about if I miss out 0:53:33.880 --> 0:53:37.839 on friendships that like, I'm missing friendships that could could 0:53:37.880 --> 0:53:40.200 have been had only we maybe were able to connect 0:53:40.239 --> 0:53:43.120 on it, like in a different in a different place 0:53:43.280 --> 0:53:45.000 or a different experience or you know. 0:53:45.200 --> 0:53:46.840 But At the same time, I wish people would be 0:53:46.880 --> 0:53:48.680 more of people readers, like the way that you are, 0:53:48.680 --> 0:53:49.920 the way that I am, the way that she is. 0:53:50.120 --> 0:53:52.520 Where again I would I would definitely not approach it 0:53:52.560 --> 0:53:54.960 from like, oh my god, you're so pretty, like blah 0:53:55.000 --> 0:53:56.799 blah blah type of ship. I be like, hey, how's 0:53:56.800 --> 0:53:58.799 it going, Like just how I did earlier to get 0:53:58.840 --> 0:54:00.839 to know you. You're You're not so that likes loud, 0:54:00.880 --> 0:54:03.120 boisterous type of ship or whatever. Just be real, come 0:54:03.120 --> 0:54:05.319 at you real. So that's where I feel like people 0:54:05.360 --> 0:54:06.880 need to do more people reading, where they need to 0:54:07.040 --> 0:54:10.040 adjust their not change who they are to suit that person, 0:54:10.239 --> 0:54:12.160 but kind of match the level right there. So with 0:54:12.200 --> 0:54:14.640 you again, like I said, be more down to earth, 0:54:14.680 --> 0:54:16.759 more low key with you, with you just the same 0:54:16.760 --> 0:54:18.160 way the way that I was when you when you 0:54:18.160 --> 0:54:19.600 came in, because she was very much oh my god, 0:54:19.680 --> 0:54:21.400 huts blah blah blah blah blah blah. 0:54:21.520 --> 0:54:25.840 Yeah, this is sucks. What are you getting from that? 0:54:25.920 --> 0:54:26.040 Then? 0:54:30.840 --> 0:54:33.000 How does he handle his emotions? And is he was 0:54:33.040 --> 0:54:37.959 he emotionally abusive? There had to have been something. Again, 0:54:38.040 --> 0:54:39.120 I don't I don't want to, I don't want to 0:54:39.200 --> 0:54:41.600 lead there, but there's something about the way and also 0:54:41.600 --> 0:54:43.040 to what's his relationship with his mother? 0:54:43.200 --> 0:54:45.440 Like not good? No, yeah, that was a factor. 0:54:45.520 --> 0:54:49.000 Okay, there's does she let him get was he raised 0:54:49.000 --> 0:54:50.040 getting away with a lot of shit? 0:54:50.200 --> 0:54:52.239 Or I think she wasn't that present And I think 0:54:52.280 --> 0:54:54.280 that has a lot of effects on how he deals 0:54:54.360 --> 0:54:54.840 with women. 0:54:55.960 --> 0:54:57.480 Did he make you feel like you were stupid? 0:54:58.960 --> 0:55:03.360 That's hard to do? Oh, come on, No, probably. 0:55:03.360 --> 0:55:05.080 I think there's just a way that he talks, the 0:55:05.120 --> 0:55:05.440 way that. 0:55:05.400 --> 0:55:10.200 He carries Yeah. Yeah, I think he was intimidated. 0:55:10.400 --> 0:55:13.200 But there's also a lot of fear there too. There's 0:55:13.200 --> 0:55:15.719 a lot of there's a lot of comparisons to what 0:55:15.800 --> 0:55:18.440 he has versus what other people have. Was growing up 0:55:18.719 --> 0:55:23.399 and always making making uh a reference to him versus 0:55:23.480 --> 0:55:25.640 other people they don't understand or whatever, Well, how would 0:55:25.640 --> 0:55:27.160 they understand if you're not speaking up on it. You 0:55:27.160 --> 0:55:28.960 gotta let go of stuff. And he seems like he's 0:55:28.960 --> 0:55:30.359 got I told you about a lot of build up 0:55:30.360 --> 0:55:31.520 on you. He's got a lot or a lot of 0:55:31.560 --> 0:55:32.839 build up. And he's got a lot of build up 0:55:32.840 --> 0:55:34.799 on him too. But this is emotional stuff. This is 0:55:34.840 --> 0:55:37.360 emotional scars that has to do with women. Mainly the 0:55:37.400 --> 0:55:39.400 mother and how he was, how he was raised. 0:55:39.480 --> 0:55:42.080 Yeah, I do that. What about this one? 0:55:47.200 --> 0:55:49.600 God, do you like him dark? Huh? Yeah? 0:55:49.640 --> 0:55:52.479 Well, and I don't discrimine it, No, not. 0:55:52.400 --> 0:55:53.239 The skin color. 0:55:53.400 --> 0:56:00.600 But I was gonna say, if that's dark like. 0:56:00.640 --> 0:56:03.840 Him, not like you like the you like the mysterious 0:56:03.880 --> 0:56:06.040 look to them, or the like the the kind of 0:56:06.160 --> 0:56:08.360 like I don't want to go some part say shady, 0:56:08.400 --> 0:56:10.239 but like the bad boy type of look. And he 0:56:11.360 --> 0:56:13.840 he seems okay, but I just wonder whether where his 0:56:13.960 --> 0:56:14.560 head is at. 0:56:16.160 --> 0:56:18.080 I don't know that head. I don't know where that 0:56:18.120 --> 0:56:20.640 head is at. That was a major issue. I'm not 0:56:20.800 --> 0:56:22.560 him for a long, long, long, long, long long time, 0:56:22.920 --> 0:56:24.080 but he has some darkness. 0:56:24.120 --> 0:56:26.200 Does he flip flop back and forth? Yeah? 0:56:26.440 --> 0:56:26.840 Definitely. 0:56:26.880 --> 0:56:31.160 That was a lot of emotional abuse that he definitely 0:56:31.200 --> 0:56:33.200 has some darkness he's got. 0:56:33.239 --> 0:56:36.040 But he his thing is because it's kind of like 0:56:36.080 --> 0:56:38.279 her energy where they feel a lot, so they keep 0:56:38.280 --> 0:56:40.439 a lot of things inside and they internalize a lot more. 0:56:41.400 --> 0:56:43.399 She's a little bit more vocal than well because she's 0:56:43.400 --> 0:56:45.360 a woman and he's a man. But there's also issues 0:56:45.400 --> 0:56:47.279 with him when it comes to flip flopping back and forth. 0:56:47.440 --> 0:56:49.000 I'm not sure what I want one minute, I feel 0:56:49.040 --> 0:56:50.360 like this one minut I've don't so you don't know 0:56:50.360 --> 0:56:51.920 what you're getting with him. And somebody would like him 0:56:51.920 --> 0:56:53.920 that's always on the fence kind of lostening to do 0:56:53.960 --> 0:56:54.560 their own growing. 0:56:54.840 --> 0:56:57.600 Yeah, yeah, that got cut. You know, I cannot like 0:56:57.680 --> 0:57:02.960 cut so much with the baby. Yeah. Then is there 0:57:02.960 --> 0:57:05.560 anything anyone here that maybe wants to say something to us? 0:57:05.560 --> 0:57:06.879 So you feel any energies here. 0:57:06.800 --> 0:57:10.000 That I'm not taking up anything spiritual at the house yet? Okay, Yeah, 0:57:10.960 --> 0:57:12.320 I hope I did you guys justice. 0:57:12.360 --> 0:57:12.640 While I. 0:57:14.400 --> 0:57:15.799 Like to do my reading a little different, I don't 0:57:15.800 --> 0:57:17.120 like to go too far out in the future and 0:57:17.120 --> 0:57:19.040 get futurist to type readings because we have to sit 0:57:19.080 --> 0:57:20.800 here and wait for it to come into fruition. If 0:57:20.800 --> 0:57:22.480 I go too far into the past. I got on 0:57:22.520 --> 0:57:24.320 Bruno's ass because she went to go see a past 0:57:24.320 --> 0:57:25.080 life regression. Ast. 0:57:25.200 --> 0:57:26.760 Wait, I have a question before you move forward. You 0:57:26.800 --> 0:57:28.800 said something about my sexual parts. 0:57:28.840 --> 0:57:29.880 A reproductive system. 0:57:30.000 --> 0:57:31.000 Oh, what's going on there? 0:57:31.200 --> 0:57:33.000 Have you had any issues with it? What was the 0:57:33.000 --> 0:57:34.680 bounce back after you had your daughter? Did you have 0:57:34.720 --> 0:57:35.320 issues before? 0:57:36.000 --> 0:57:37.880 I thought I couldn't get pregnant, but I never did 0:57:37.920 --> 0:57:40.760 anything to like, I didn't like take anything to help 0:57:40.760 --> 0:57:42.320 me get pregnant or finally, did. 0:57:42.200 --> 0:57:44.560 Are you getting your periods regularly and stuff? Do you 0:57:44.560 --> 0:57:45.320 have issues with that? 0:57:45.760 --> 0:57:45.880 Am? 0:57:46.400 --> 0:57:48.600 No? Okay, there's just something off when it comes to 0:57:48.640 --> 0:57:51.000 your reproductive system. I don't know if it's if I'm 0:57:51.000 --> 0:57:52.040 not a doctor, so I don't know if it's a 0:57:52.080 --> 0:57:54.680 change in hormones or something going on with the reproductive 0:57:54.680 --> 0:57:56.120 I don't know if you felt like again, I don't 0:57:56.160 --> 0:57:57.680 want to say sis or anything like that, but there's 0:57:57.720 --> 0:58:00.320 something off with your reproductive system. 0:58:00.360 --> 0:58:00.880 I mean I did. 0:58:00.960 --> 0:58:03.240 I stopped taking birth control because I felt like it 0:58:03.280 --> 0:58:04.440 was making me. 0:58:06.200 --> 0:58:07.160 Have panic attacks. 0:58:09.000 --> 0:58:10.120 But how long ago was that? 0:58:11.120 --> 0:58:13.040 Christmas? 0:58:13.040 --> 0:58:14.680 Some of your body is still adjusting to it. 0:58:15.520 --> 0:58:19.080 Yeah, Christmas. But I haven't checked, and maybe I think 0:58:19.080 --> 0:58:21.240 I'm due to go actually to the obichi. 0:58:21.360 --> 0:58:26.440 Y n Marlene, it's something bad. It's just like whatever's 0:58:26.480 --> 0:58:28.600 going on. If there's an imbounce, there needs to be 0:58:28.600 --> 0:58:29.800 some adjustments made to win. 0:58:30.160 --> 0:58:32.080 Well, I don't want no babies. Let's say she pregnant. 0:58:32.120 --> 0:58:36.560 I'm like, I don't want no babies. Point yeah, additional, Yeah, 0:58:36.720 --> 0:58:39.280 can I can have more kids? Down do you think. 0:58:45.800 --> 0:58:47.600 I don't know. I feel like you'd have you have, 0:58:47.760 --> 0:58:50.160 you'd have another one before she would hm hm. 0:58:52.160 --> 0:58:52.280 Hm. 0:58:52.520 --> 0:58:53.640 Basically, I'm not responsible. 0:58:54.480 --> 0:59:01.720 No, No, you are mother Nature and you with your health. 0:59:01.760 --> 0:59:04.320 Your health is okay. How's your blood level? Your blood levels? 0:59:04.320 --> 0:59:06.840 Are you anemic you stuffer from like from like an 0:59:06.840 --> 0:59:10.160 autumn autoimmune deficiency or anything like that. Your watch your 0:59:10.200 --> 0:59:11.880 blood to make sure you're getting enough iron in your body. 0:59:11.880 --> 0:59:13.480 I'm not saying that because you're thin, but you look 0:59:13.520 --> 0:59:15.440 like there's there there could be issues with your blood. 0:59:15.960 --> 0:59:17.640 So have you had any issues before? Do you know anything? 0:59:18.640 --> 0:59:21.000 Not that I know of, But I could definitely go 0:59:21.040 --> 0:59:24.440 to the doctor sometimes soon probably wouldn't kill kids. 0:59:24.080 --> 0:59:26.840 And kidneys and bladders, bladders, Okay, I got appeal a 0:59:26.880 --> 0:59:27.560 lot all the time. 0:59:27.640 --> 0:59:31.920 But yeah, I'm just yeah, I've been feeling like I 0:59:31.960 --> 0:59:33.680 need to go to the doctor though, just because I'm thin. 0:59:33.760 --> 0:59:35.720 I I think I'm fine and I feel fine, but 0:59:35.760 --> 0:59:36.240 it's messy. 0:59:36.360 --> 0:59:38.960 Hers is more on the hormonal side, yours more. I 0:59:39.000 --> 0:59:40.760 don't know if it's hormonal, but that that messes with 0:59:40.800 --> 0:59:43.080 your energy levels. But your energy levels soon to be 0:59:43.160 --> 0:59:44.600 off to me, so I don't know if you're getting 0:59:44.680 --> 0:59:46.400 enough sleep, enough well rounded sleep. 0:59:46.480 --> 0:59:47.919 Yeah, I don't think I have enough, Like I don't 0:59:47.920 --> 0:59:50.000 have a good routine. I need I do need more sleep. 0:59:50.000 --> 0:59:52.880 Sometimes I GE's super tired for no reason. So yeah, 0:59:52.920 --> 0:59:53.720 it's definitely go. 0:59:53.760 --> 0:59:55.200 Get your blood ched. You're probably an emec. 0:59:55.800 --> 0:59:58.840 Yeah, sorry, I mean to interrupt you when you were 0:59:58.840 --> 1:00:01.080 talking about what was I saying something Bruno went to 1:00:01.080 --> 1:00:01.720 the sea. 1:00:01.600 --> 1:00:05.880 Yeah, a past life transgression is what does that mean? 1:00:06.440 --> 1:00:09.600 Transgressional like resolving things from your past life. 1:00:09.680 --> 1:00:11.480 Yeah, like they go back into your past life and 1:00:11.480 --> 1:00:13.640 they tell you what you were in that past life, 1:00:13.840 --> 1:00:15.320 like what what issues you had? A word? 1:00:15.720 --> 1:00:18.280 Actually, well, and he didn't label himself as that, he 1:00:18.400 --> 1:00:22.120 was just he read. He read, He took my birth 1:00:22.200 --> 1:00:24.640 chart and then told me, oh, yeah, struggles that I 1:00:24.640 --> 1:00:24.920 had in. 1:00:25.160 --> 1:00:27.840 Your past life. Yeah. This, this person claims to be 1:00:27.920 --> 1:00:29.720 a person that can look into your past life and 1:00:29.720 --> 1:00:31.880 tell you what you were. And apparently Bruna was this 1:00:32.240 --> 1:00:34.960 spirit warrior type of woman that was strong and all 1:00:34.960 --> 1:00:37.200 this whatever, I can look into your past life. I 1:00:37.280 --> 1:00:39.360 always tell people, I'm not concerned with who you used 1:00:39.400 --> 1:00:41.320 to be, as I am concerned with the lessons that 1:00:41.360 --> 1:00:43.640 you didn't learn. That bleed into this lifetime. So when 1:00:43.680 --> 1:00:45.280 I do readings, I very much go into the past 1:00:45.320 --> 1:00:47.480 life just like with you, and bring back what you 1:00:47.480 --> 1:00:49.720 didn't learn into this lifetime here so that way we 1:00:49.720 --> 1:00:51.680 can evolve the soul and get you on your on 1:00:51.720 --> 1:00:54.240 your true path in this life. So learn your lessons. 1:00:54.800 --> 1:00:57.560 What happens when you like write, when you just started 1:00:57.680 --> 1:00:58.160 during your. 1:00:58.040 --> 1:01:01.080 Reading, you close your eyes and like I saw them 1:01:01.080 --> 1:01:03.320 flutter a little bit, and I was like, what's happening? 1:01:03.320 --> 1:01:05.400 Like what what what happens? 1:01:05.440 --> 1:01:09.120 Like do you just automatically like a rush of just 1:01:09.200 --> 1:01:10.640 information comes to your brain. 1:01:10.840 --> 1:01:12.520 I looked at your pictures before I got here. I 1:01:12.560 --> 1:01:13.760 was like, okay, let me take a quick look at 1:01:13.760 --> 1:01:14.880 them to see what I'm looking at here so I 1:01:14.920 --> 1:01:17.640 can address them properly. And I saw you started speaking 1:01:17.640 --> 1:01:19.479 to me immediately, and then you were the first one here, 1:01:19.720 --> 1:01:21.560 and then I was thinking about you and just thinking 1:01:21.560 --> 1:01:25.080 about again your It's more they tell me, like what's 1:01:25.080 --> 1:01:27.960 going on like that? Like it's like it's it's a 1:01:28.000 --> 1:01:30.480 fast paced motion. Going to her, cutting her up, looking 1:01:30.520 --> 1:01:32.120 at her child and looking at where she's at now, 1:01:32.160 --> 1:01:33.600 looking at what she suffered her and looking at all 1:01:33.640 --> 1:01:36.240 her insecurities, her fears, everything that makes her her, and 1:01:36.280 --> 1:01:38.760 it just it just it's a flood of information at 1:01:38.800 --> 1:01:40.480 one time. Then I look at you and I see 1:01:40.480 --> 1:01:42.320 all your strengths, all your weaknesses, all the all the 1:01:42.400 --> 1:01:44.360 issues that you have in this lifetime. Here it's just 1:01:44.480 --> 1:01:47.480 information just comes. And if there's ghosts or there's spirits 1:01:47.480 --> 1:01:49.160 on the other side. Here's where I'm different from than 1:01:49.160 --> 1:01:51.920 any other medium. I will not pretend to call out 1:01:51.960 --> 1:01:53.640 that person's name if. 1:01:53.680 --> 1:01:54.720 You come forward. 1:01:54.840 --> 1:01:57.400 So if you have an aunt and I and I 1:01:57.440 --> 1:01:59.560 don't know who she is, what mas you think she's 1:01:59.560 --> 1:02:00.720 gonna come? Can visit me. 1:02:02.160 --> 1:02:02.560 Right right? 1:02:02.600 --> 1:02:04.760 You know what I'm saying. Unless you's right here, unless 1:02:04.760 --> 1:02:06.400 we're doing it right now and she comes through, and 1:02:06.400 --> 1:02:07.720 I'm like, and that's the only time I'll do it. 1:02:07.840 --> 1:02:11.000 I'll be like, Okay, I'll listen to what they're saying. 1:02:11.160 --> 1:02:13.480 They'll reference to you. They'll say, can you tell her 1:02:13.560 --> 1:02:15.360 I'm so and so whatever, So I'll stop the reading 1:02:15.360 --> 1:02:17.680 and I'll say, do you have an aunt that's passed away? 1:02:17.680 --> 1:02:19.520 That's babb a lot? Because this is what I'm getting, 1:02:19.640 --> 1:02:21.280 So I'll confirm with it, because if not, I got 1:02:21.320 --> 1:02:23.360 to shut that off because so many different ghosts or 1:02:23.400 --> 1:02:25.360 spirits want to come through and make connection with me. 1:02:26.120 --> 1:02:27.760 So that's different than the psychic side. 1:02:27.840 --> 1:02:32.520 M do you have any more questions? 1:02:33.440 --> 1:02:34.960 Well, I feel like we're going to be lifelong friends. 1:02:34.960 --> 1:02:38.320 So you guys way now, I'm going to send you 1:02:38.440 --> 1:02:41.840 all of my house. How much you think I know? 1:02:42.000 --> 1:02:45.840 And you're close to and your this is a lifelong relationship. Yeah, 1:02:46.640 --> 1:02:48.560 you got married us. 1:02:48.920 --> 1:02:52.080 Well, I love my scorpios and my cancer. I'm a Taurus. 1:02:52.400 --> 1:02:55.800 Oh my baby in the birthday twenty fifth. 1:02:56.400 --> 1:03:00.960 Daughter's birthday, twenty fifth, April twenty fifth, Flora the twenty seven, 1:03:01.160 --> 1:03:04.120 you said, the twenty nine, she said, because we're exactly 1:03:04.120 --> 1:03:04.840 six months apart. 1:03:05.000 --> 1:03:08.280 Oh oh right right, Oh shere. 1:03:08.200 --> 1:03:10.360 The polar opposite of one another. She's a score, you're 1:03:10.360 --> 1:03:11.720 a SCOREO, she's a tourist. 1:03:12.000 --> 1:03:14.200 Exactly? Is that all the opposite signs work? 1:03:14.440 --> 1:03:14.760 Yeah? 1:03:14.960 --> 1:03:16.360 I just realized that. 1:03:16.400 --> 1:03:19.920 Your cancer, so your opposite CAPRICORNU. 1:03:20.120 --> 1:03:22.920 That makes my best friend interesting. 1:03:23.200 --> 1:03:25.919 You will find Taurus is to be lifelong friends for you. 1:03:25.920 --> 1:03:30.560 You too, Yeah, Taurus always like Jay Jay was very much. 1:03:31.680 --> 1:03:34.960 He wasn't He wasn't someone that allowed himself to get 1:03:34.960 --> 1:03:36.880 bullied or get played right. Everybody was very quiet and 1:03:36.960 --> 1:03:39.720 very to himself. I brought out the beast in him. 1:03:40.480 --> 1:03:41.360 You have a voice. 1:03:41.520 --> 1:03:42.640 My tourist friend is like that. 1:03:45.440 --> 1:03:48.080 Yeah, I mean my best friend is a taurist Jared 1:03:48.480 --> 1:03:49.920 and Irie. 1:03:50.000 --> 1:03:51.080 I feel like me and my daughter. 1:03:51.080 --> 1:03:53.560 Obviously she's my daughter, but and I'm sure people say 1:03:53.640 --> 1:03:55.520 they have a connection with their with their child, but 1:03:55.560 --> 1:03:57.880 I feel like it's I don't know, there's something else 1:03:57.920 --> 1:04:01.840 and I know, I'm I'm I feel like we will 1:04:01.880 --> 1:04:04.640 always we'll always be able to understand each other, even 1:04:04.920 --> 1:04:09.400 even through adolescence. And she was teenage years and fighting, 1:04:09.960 --> 1:04:11.600 like there's something that we She. 1:04:11.640 --> 1:04:13.880 Was probably older than you in a past life. She 1:04:13.960 --> 1:04:16.040 was probably like your mother or somebody older than you. 1:04:16.200 --> 1:04:18.360 Does she act older than you when she's here she 1:04:18.360 --> 1:04:20.520 trying to tell you what to do? Mm hmm yeah, 1:04:20.840 --> 1:04:21.240 And she. 1:04:21.160 --> 1:04:25.680 Acts she's mature like, she's very like she's she likes 1:04:25.720 --> 1:04:27.880 in a certain way. She's very safe, you know, And 1:04:27.960 --> 1:04:31.040 I'm a teacher. Really that what's her actual birthday? 1:04:31.040 --> 1:04:33.960 April twenty fifth, year twenty fifteen. Just do you know 1:04:33.960 --> 1:04:34.600 what her moon is in? 1:04:35.760 --> 1:04:38.880 It's either she's a Taurus Leo. 1:04:38.720 --> 1:04:43.640 Virgo April twenty fifth, twenty fourteen. 1:04:43.360 --> 1:04:48.040 He said, twenty fifteen, born in a thirty four am. 1:04:48.680 --> 1:04:51.240 Oh, how funny. She's a Leo moon. Both my kids 1:04:51.240 --> 1:04:52.840 have Leo moons, so she's. 1:04:52.720 --> 1:04:54.720 A Leo moon and then a Virgo rising. 1:04:55.440 --> 1:04:59.840 So she's fired, she's she's intense, she's a lot, she's perfection, 1:05:00.280 --> 1:05:01.760 so you can't be sloppy around her. 1:05:01.960 --> 1:05:04.200 She is afred yeah, Virgo. 1:05:03.760 --> 1:05:06.240 Yes, and that Leo. That Leo kind of breaks up 1:05:06.280 --> 1:05:08.560 the Torus energy, so it doesn't make her so reserved 1:05:08.600 --> 1:05:10.640 or cautious, because if she was straight up Torus, she 1:05:10.680 --> 1:05:12.760 would be too cautious and two reserves. That Leo kind 1:05:12.760 --> 1:05:14.600 of brightens up her mood and makes her a little 1:05:14.600 --> 1:05:16.800 bit more funny. She probably would. She's gonna probably hate 1:05:16.800 --> 1:05:17.960 to be depressed when she gets older. 1:05:18.320 --> 1:05:19.120 Hate to be depressed. 1:05:19.120 --> 1:05:22.240 Oh yeah, we all hate. I know. She's gonna be 1:05:22.280 --> 1:05:23.480 like I need to fix this. 1:05:23.720 --> 1:05:26.840 Yeah, how do you Because you mentioned you have but you. 1:05:26.800 --> 1:05:27.720 Have a daughter. 1:05:27.840 --> 1:05:29.640 I have a daughter she's twenty and my son will 1:05:29.680 --> 1:05:32.680 be nineteen June sixth. 1:05:32.560 --> 1:05:35.720 Oh wow, how how do they take your like what 1:05:35.840 --> 1:05:37.320 you do and how does that like? 1:05:37.400 --> 1:05:38.800 As as their dad and. 1:05:38.960 --> 1:05:41.000 My son fucking hated it because I would call his 1:05:41.040 --> 1:05:44.440 shit out every single time. My daughter, she was the 1:05:44.480 --> 1:05:46.439 only girl in the house. Their mother was an active 1:05:46.480 --> 1:05:48.400 part of their life. But I raised both of them 1:05:48.920 --> 1:05:50.600 on my own. I had them with me, they were 1:05:50.600 --> 1:05:53.000 I had full custody of them, and my daughter was 1:05:53.080 --> 1:05:55.120 very much the woman of the house. She's a Capricorn, 1:05:55.320 --> 1:05:57.800 so I very much had her in control of like 1:05:57.840 --> 1:05:59.600 what we do in the house, make sure she had 1:05:59.640 --> 1:06:01.800 her say. She would never give me any problems, straight 1:06:01.880 --> 1:06:04.080 a student, good ahead on her shoulders. My son was 1:06:04.120 --> 1:06:06.320 a little bit more testing here. He's a Gemini, so 1:06:06.360 --> 1:06:09.120 he's got that boy type of energy or whatever. But yeah, 1:06:09.120 --> 1:06:11.120 I never used my ability on them growing up. I 1:06:11.120 --> 1:06:13.240 always let them kind of do them and didn't infiltrate 1:06:13.280 --> 1:06:16.040 their minds or get involved in it until I absolutely needed. 1:06:15.880 --> 1:06:19.880 To, right unless it was something yeah important, that's really interesting. 1:06:21.040 --> 1:06:22.960 My son is also a medium too. He can see it, 1:06:23.320 --> 1:06:25.560 he sees it. He hasn't been able to work with it. 1:06:25.640 --> 1:06:28.120 He's afraid of it, like sees he sees it. Yeah, 1:06:28.200 --> 1:06:30.720 him and my dad both see them. I see them occasionally. 1:06:30.880 --> 1:06:33.240 I hear them mostly and pick up and smell stuff. 1:06:33.480 --> 1:06:36.360 They actually see them in form. I very rarely see 1:06:36.360 --> 1:06:36.800 them in form. 1:06:36.840 --> 1:06:39.240 And when I do, and when you see them in form, 1:06:39.360 --> 1:06:42.160 is it like is it like the movies like ghostly 1:06:42.440 --> 1:06:43.800 or is it like what is it like? 1:06:44.000 --> 1:06:45.760 Is it just an energy color? 1:06:45.760 --> 1:06:45.880 Like? 1:06:45.920 --> 1:06:47.680 What is it? 1:06:46.680 --> 1:06:49.800 Oh, it's an energy color. Like the person that lives 1:06:49.800 --> 1:06:51.760 next door to us, she passed away. She came to 1:06:51.840 --> 1:06:53.480 visit and I saw her in the front yard and 1:06:53.480 --> 1:06:55.040 she came like it's this big blue light. But I 1:06:55.120 --> 1:06:58.720 knew it was her. I can feel her energy. Sometimes 1:06:58.760 --> 1:07:00.880 they'll come in the normal form, in the normal shape, 1:07:00.960 --> 1:07:02.520 or if if not, I'll just pick up on their 1:07:02.520 --> 1:07:05.880 presence or their energy. But they see them in full 1:07:05.920 --> 1:07:08.000 color in what they look like right then and there 1:07:08.040 --> 1:07:10.400 I again very rarely see that happened. 1:07:10.840 --> 1:07:13.120 Wow, and your daughter nothing? 1:07:13.760 --> 1:07:19.040 She no, she she inherited the ability of manipulation. She's yeah, 1:07:19.080 --> 1:07:23.840 she's very headstrong, very materialistic. Yes, very very good head 1:07:23.840 --> 1:07:24.480 on her shoulders. 1:07:25.080 --> 1:07:28.080 That's amazing. One of my last questions. 1:07:28.160 --> 1:07:30.640 Yes, what I know you talked about like our relationship, 1:07:30.640 --> 1:07:33.560 but like what about this our brand that we're building. 1:07:33.600 --> 1:07:36.120 Do you see like positive things in our future our 1:07:36.120 --> 1:07:37.080 partnership together? 1:07:37.320 --> 1:07:41.160 Yeah? I think I don't. Again, I don't know what's 1:07:41.200 --> 1:07:43.480 going on behind the scenes, But are you doing more 1:07:43.560 --> 1:07:47.200 of the going and getting or is it kind of 1:07:47.240 --> 1:07:48.160 equal between the two of you. 1:07:48.240 --> 1:07:50.240 I would say it's it's equal. 1:07:50.040 --> 1:07:52.720 Okay, because there's gonna again, there's gonna be some sort 1:07:52.720 --> 1:07:54.320 of hit that you're going to get or some some 1:07:54.840 --> 1:07:56.880 some sort of opportunity that's going to come your way 1:07:56.920 --> 1:07:59.720 that's going to be beneficial for the both of you. 1:08:00.080 --> 1:08:01.640 So you might hear it first for a connection or 1:08:01.640 --> 1:08:03.640 something like that. But I definitely see bigger and better things. 1:08:03.720 --> 1:08:05.280 Do I see you guys working forever for the rest 1:08:05.320 --> 1:08:06.600 of your lives. To know, I say, you're going to 1:08:06.640 --> 1:08:08.800 get to a certain point, You're gonna definitely want to 1:08:08.800 --> 1:08:10.360 go off and do your thing, and she's gonna want 1:08:10.360 --> 1:08:12.320 to do her thing too. I feel like, what's gonna 1:08:12.880 --> 1:08:16.760 taking her away? Or again, this is this is so 1:08:16.840 --> 1:08:18.920 far down the future here, But I don't know whether 1:08:19.000 --> 1:08:20.599 or not you're gonna want to work for the rest 1:08:20.640 --> 1:08:22.599 of your life as so much as you are going 1:08:22.680 --> 1:08:25.439 to be married to somebody that it's not going to 1:08:25.479 --> 1:08:28.680 allow you to or that you don't have to. And 1:08:28.720 --> 1:08:29.920 I'm not saying that you're not going to. 1:08:36.680 --> 1:08:39.240 Know. I'm also a workaholic though, so I don't know 1:08:39.280 --> 1:08:41.640 if I if I could. I mean, but says I 1:08:41.680 --> 1:08:44.120 want to sit my ass down one day, I do, I. 1:08:44.080 --> 1:08:46.000 Guess, but then it could. But it can also open 1:08:46.040 --> 1:08:47.720 you up to different things that you didn't have any 1:08:47.760 --> 1:08:48.920 idea that you can do before. 1:08:50.479 --> 1:08:52.640 Like work is work is a hard word because this 1:08:52.760 --> 1:08:53.680 is work, but it's not. 1:08:53.920 --> 1:08:55.960 I just I think I'm just like so don't want 1:08:56.000 --> 1:08:57.360 a man to have to take care of me. That 1:08:57.439 --> 1:09:00.719 it's like I'm like shit in this way, right ship 1:09:01.080 --> 1:09:02.840 they know, but you know, it's just I don't mind 1:09:02.880 --> 1:09:05.120 having as long as it's like an equal partnership. 1:09:05.120 --> 1:09:05.679 I just don't. 1:09:05.720 --> 1:09:08.160 I don't if you can trust him that he's not 1:09:08.160 --> 1:09:10.040 gonna like dangle it over. 1:09:09.400 --> 1:09:12.559 That's like I have trauma from that. 1:09:12.640 --> 1:09:16.400 So like I'm just like, no, I'm gonna be the one, 1:09:17.080 --> 1:09:19.960 and you're going to be my little husband. 1:09:20.080 --> 1:09:24.160 I would like to be a sugar mama. Actually know, 1:09:24.240 --> 1:09:25.519 actually I couldn't have a little husband. 1:09:25.560 --> 1:09:26.400 Who my kidding. 1:09:26.400 --> 1:09:28.840 I would take a picture of me because I love 1:09:28.840 --> 1:09:33.040 a powerful man. I love everyone's not necessarily money at all. 1:09:33.080 --> 1:09:34.360 It's like energy. 1:09:34.479 --> 1:09:36.680 Like even the guy that I'm dating like he's His 1:09:36.880 --> 1:09:38.519 energy is so rich and powerful. 1:09:38.560 --> 1:09:39.519 What does he do for a living? 1:09:40.360 --> 1:09:41.960 He does a lot of things are creative. He does 1:09:42.000 --> 1:09:47.240 like DJing, He designs. He is building like a community 1:09:47.240 --> 1:09:49.719 of people that follow him, and he's like a tastemaker. 1:09:49.760 --> 1:09:51.120 I guess is it what you can say? 1:09:52.040 --> 1:09:54.880 But so I'm more I'm attracted to like that rich 1:09:55.040 --> 1:09:57.120 energy that he has not necessarily but then of course 1:09:57.160 --> 1:09:59.160 I could be easily attracted to someone who's rich and 1:09:59.200 --> 1:10:02.920 wealthy but also has to be at least attractive. But really, 1:10:03.080 --> 1:10:05.400 when it comes down to it, it's what's here for 1:10:05.479 --> 1:10:07.200 me that is like the longevity. 1:10:07.280 --> 1:10:09.360 All this like is nice, but. 1:10:09.360 --> 1:10:11.839 I can if you can get yourself to stop questioning 1:10:11.840 --> 1:10:13.800 them or or going too far down the rabbit hole 1:10:13.960 --> 1:10:16.040 of who they are, and let the lending the relationship 1:10:16.080 --> 1:10:16.640 develop on them. 1:10:16.680 --> 1:10:18.200 That's what I'm trying to do, because I do that. 1:10:18.200 --> 1:10:19.639 I'm this guy you can trust? 1:10:19.640 --> 1:10:21.479 Who are you? 1:10:20.360 --> 1:10:22.479 What are you doing? 1:10:22.640 --> 1:10:23.960 I need to know what does that mean? 1:10:24.160 --> 1:10:26.559 But at least give him the opportunity to do something 1:10:26.600 --> 1:10:28.599 wrong first, you know what I'm saying. 1:10:28.680 --> 1:10:29.439 No, he's done nothing wrong. 1:10:29.520 --> 1:10:32.200 It's great. Yeah, he seems like he'd be he seems 1:10:32.240 --> 1:10:35.320 like he knows what he has. I hope so. And 1:10:35.360 --> 1:10:37.160 he seems like he's funny. I would like he seems 1:10:37.200 --> 1:10:39.200 like he's got a really good sense of humor. You 1:10:39.280 --> 1:10:41.479 are gonna have again. I keep I keep feeling. You 1:10:41.520 --> 1:10:43.479 think that I'm saying that your path is going to 1:10:43.560 --> 1:10:46.599 be more feeling than anything else. I just have feeling real, yeah, 1:10:46.600 --> 1:10:49.439 that you're gonna come into yourself this lifetime, that you're 1:10:49.479 --> 1:10:50.960 gonna let go when you're gonna be free. And that 1:10:51.040 --> 1:10:52.879 is what the soul is looking for? Is that freedom? 1:10:53.120 --> 1:10:54.400 That to be able to be like, you know what, 1:10:54.520 --> 1:10:56.800 I don't have this excess baggage anymore. And you guys 1:10:56.800 --> 1:10:57.960 are both so fucking young. 1:10:58.240 --> 1:11:04.960 Eighty eight, eighty seven, thirty one, thirty thirty one. Yeah, 1:11:04.960 --> 1:11:09.200 I'll be thirty two years. I would like the freedom 1:11:09.240 --> 1:11:10.000 to have soon. 1:11:10.520 --> 1:11:12.240 And then you guys have me too to bounce it 1:11:12.280 --> 1:11:14.800 off of. So oh yeah, it's not that bad. 1:11:15.160 --> 1:11:16.519 Matter of fact, we got it. When we get off 1:11:16.520 --> 1:11:17.400 this air, wet, I got. 1:11:17.240 --> 1:11:17.839 A question. 1:11:20.720 --> 1:11:21.280 Over a joint. 1:11:22.200 --> 1:11:26.360 Yeah, our kids are standing playing fucking Our kids have 1:11:26.360 --> 1:11:28.880 been playing vacation to Mexico since we went to Mexico. 1:11:28.960 --> 1:11:29.439 Is that what they're doing. 1:11:29.520 --> 1:11:31.080 Yeah, I just see like a pack pack and a 1:11:31.200 --> 1:11:32.200 rolling vagon. 1:11:32.240 --> 1:11:34.519 And they both left the cleansing of the house too. 1:11:34.640 --> 1:11:36.839 Yeah, I do it a lot with Irish. 1:11:37.360 --> 1:11:39.080 I'm surprised you to ask if she could help you, 1:11:39.120 --> 1:11:41.559 because she's always like she does the same, she saves 1:11:41.600 --> 1:11:42.080 our household. 1:11:42.200 --> 1:11:45.160 Oh okay, I'm so excited that we get to be moms. 1:11:45.200 --> 1:11:47.519 So like when our kids do weird things or have 1:11:47.600 --> 1:11:50.720 weird visions and we can be like, it's okay, tell 1:11:50.760 --> 1:11:52.120 me what you see, what's your dream about? 1:11:52.840 --> 1:11:54.400 Don't stifle them, We're under them. 1:11:54.520 --> 1:11:57.040 Yeah, no, I'm going to be all about that. I 1:11:57.080 --> 1:11:58.320 told her name before we came to see it, and 1:11:58.360 --> 1:12:00.439 like I picked them up, her up from school. I'm like, 1:12:00.680 --> 1:12:03.280 we have a special guest. Today's name is Chris. He's 1:12:03.320 --> 1:12:07.200 a psychic medium. He's like magical. They're like magical. Is 1:12:07.240 --> 1:12:09.120 there a friend for us? And like he's everybody's friend. 1:12:11.240 --> 1:12:16.080 So thank you so much for thank you, Bruna. 1:12:14.479 --> 1:12:19.759 Yeah. I always feel like like like people. 1:12:20.240 --> 1:12:22.400 This is one of my biggest things, like like minded people, 1:12:22.439 --> 1:12:25.360 like people will always gravitate towards me, Like if I 1:12:25.400 --> 1:12:28.280 meet someone from through another person, I eat Erica and 1:12:28.320 --> 1:12:29.960 I I always feel like, okay, well, I'm. 1:12:30.160 --> 1:12:31.160 Like we're supposed to be friends. 1:12:31.200 --> 1:12:33.799 It's not by mistake or by like if I feel 1:12:33.800 --> 1:12:36.960 like you know you're here in this seat, it's because We'll. 1:12:36.840 --> 1:12:39.120 Let me ask you a question before I leave your show. 1:12:39.520 --> 1:12:40.640 What's your impression of me? 1:12:41.600 --> 1:12:43.840 I was thinking that while you're reading us, like can 1:12:43.840 --> 1:12:44.760 I read him while he's reading? 1:12:45.000 --> 1:12:49.519 Yeah, I just I. 1:12:49.439 --> 1:12:52.439 Think I get like really genuine, just super honest and 1:12:52.560 --> 1:12:56.080 genuine energy, and I just think, yeah, I just I 1:12:56.120 --> 1:13:00.320 got like there's no shade or like like h l 1:13:00.360 --> 1:13:02.680 a bullshit clouding you, and I don't really get that 1:13:02.720 --> 1:13:06.600 to just go like straight to the point kind positive 1:13:06.880 --> 1:13:09.040 you know, there was no and no point was like 1:13:09.880 --> 1:13:13.000 like you know, you know, I think I give everybody 1:13:13.080 --> 1:13:14.519 the bit of but I. 1:13:14.479 --> 1:13:19.080 Feel genuine like love, you know, That's. 1:13:18.640 --> 1:13:22.640 What I'm aiming for. That's yeah, Scorpio, let's hear you. 1:13:23.960 --> 1:13:25.680 I feel genuine straightforward. 1:13:25.760 --> 1:13:30.280 I feel like, uh, you don't really care what people 1:13:31.640 --> 1:13:35.320 whether or not whoever you're reading is you don't care 1:13:35.320 --> 1:13:36.519 what people think about you. 1:13:38.160 --> 1:13:44.280 I think, hm hmm, you give me a caring like 1:13:44.320 --> 1:13:46.640 a like a. 1:13:47.280 --> 1:13:51.400 What maternal like nurturing energy. 1:13:52.600 --> 1:13:53.880 I want to do is to take care of people 1:13:53.880 --> 1:13:55.920 and let them see their true potential. 1:13:55.960 --> 1:13:58.200 Now you have very like gentle eyes. That's why I 1:13:58.280 --> 1:13:59.519 was just staring deep into them right now. 1:13:59.680 --> 1:14:00.000 Thank you. 1:14:00.400 --> 1:14:02.519 I'm an eye person because I feel like they truly 1:14:02.560 --> 1:14:06.000 are like the play is to the soul, because I've 1:14:06.040 --> 1:14:08.120 just looked into some eyes and been like either been 1:14:08.200 --> 1:14:12.919 like wow or been like who. 1:14:12.320 --> 1:14:14.640 Uh huh, Like I don't I don't know about it. 1:14:14.640 --> 1:14:17.559 I don't want to know what's behind that that's not And. 1:14:17.520 --> 1:14:19.120 When you keep looking at them, you'll see that there's 1:14:19.120 --> 1:14:21.320 people out there that are not really who they really are. 1:14:21.840 --> 1:14:24.320 You see them and yeah, usually it's I mean some 1:14:24.400 --> 1:14:26.679 of it is because some people can't keep eye contact 1:14:26.680 --> 1:14:28.840 and they're like, oh even though sometimes I can't either, 1:14:28.920 --> 1:14:31.680 like sometimes like the two in times, I have to 1:14:31.720 --> 1:14:32.759 like break break. 1:14:32.560 --> 1:14:34.160 It well because you don't want them to read you. 1:14:34.200 --> 1:14:35.120 Also, that's what it is. 1:14:35.160 --> 1:14:37.080 Really, it's like I want to read you and oh wait, wait, 1:14:37.120 --> 1:14:38.360 hold on convers why do they know. 1:14:38.280 --> 1:14:40.680 Where the sunglasses? And my grandmother, my dad's mother, to 1:14:40.720 --> 1:14:43.000 this day, she's in her late eighties. She wears sunglasses 1:14:43.040 --> 1:14:45.000 in the house. That's the one thing I got from 1:14:45.000 --> 1:14:47.519 where She's like, don't let anybody else, Yeah, don't ever 1:14:47.560 --> 1:14:48.719 let anybody see her eyes? 1:14:49.600 --> 1:14:50.439 How can you connect? 1:14:50.680 --> 1:14:53.880 I was going to challenge everybody to look deeply into 1:14:53.960 --> 1:14:56.320 somebody's eyes for like three minutes straight, because I did 1:14:56.360 --> 1:14:58.120 it in an acting class one time and. 1:14:58.040 --> 1:15:01.400 The other person like started to cry like a lot. 1:15:01.439 --> 1:15:03.120 And I had a conversation with someone recently and they 1:15:03.120 --> 1:15:04.960 were saying, it's because we don't connect that way often. 1:15:05.120 --> 1:15:07.200 I think I was with it, me and you because 1:15:07.200 --> 1:15:09.439 I remember telling you that, because that's happened to me 1:15:09.520 --> 1:15:13.280 in acting class, and it sounds very Hollywood, very right now, 1:15:14.400 --> 1:15:15.840 I know, but it's kind of one of those only 1:15:15.960 --> 1:15:18.559 times you think to do that, Like one other time, 1:15:18.600 --> 1:15:20.240 am I gonna be like, hey guys, let's. 1:15:20.000 --> 1:15:21.519 Just sit here and stare seriously? 1:15:21.560 --> 1:15:21.800 You know. 1:15:22.000 --> 1:15:22.880 So when you do it in. 1:15:22.800 --> 1:15:25.759 A class, you're like, okay, shit, I've never done this before. 1:15:25.760 --> 1:15:28.519 And then like you're not allowed to break eye contact, 1:15:28.600 --> 1:15:30.720 and you know you're here and people are staring at you, 1:15:30.760 --> 1:15:32.960 so you're going for it, and then suddenly it starts 1:15:33.000 --> 1:15:34.760 to kind of peel away shit, and then like the 1:15:34.880 --> 1:15:36.000 soul is sitting there. 1:15:36.280 --> 1:15:39.000 Yeah, before you know, everybody's fucking crying. 1:15:39.080 --> 1:15:41.439 Yeah, and you don't even know why. You don't even 1:15:41.520 --> 1:15:41.800 know why. 1:15:41.840 --> 1:15:43.439 I think it's because it's like gets down to that 1:15:43.640 --> 1:15:45.920 human connection. It's like at the root of it. 1:15:46.400 --> 1:15:49.360 Which we're forgetting to do. As a matter of fact, 1:15:49.720 --> 1:15:51.320 so many people are coming in here, there were being 1:15:51.320 --> 1:15:54.280 distracted with like material shit iPads, iPhones that we don't 1:15:54.320 --> 1:15:57.200 have time to connect with people one on one. We're skyping, 1:15:57.200 --> 1:16:00.400 we're doing everything over the internet. There's no human connection. 1:16:00.640 --> 1:16:06.479 The lovely man that I date, he we do a 1:16:06.479 --> 1:16:08.960 lot of eye contact staring, which I've never really done 1:16:08.960 --> 1:16:11.840 with a partner like that. And at first, like he's 1:16:12.200 --> 1:16:16.679 very like he loves contact, he loves he's very touchy, 1:16:16.800 --> 1:16:19.960 he's and so that would like I couldn't handle it 1:16:20.000 --> 1:16:21.439 at first, And now it's almost like we get any 1:16:21.439 --> 1:16:25.639 staring contests when we're laying there and it's I've cried 1:16:25.680 --> 1:16:28.080 before doing with him. It's just it's crazy what eye 1:16:28.080 --> 1:16:28.960 contact can do. 1:16:29.640 --> 1:16:32.160 And he's a cancer his cancer you know what his 1:16:32.200 --> 1:16:32.720 moon is in. 1:16:37.880 --> 1:16:41.280 Areas and virgo. 1:16:42.920 --> 1:16:43.639 Virgo rising. 1:16:44.360 --> 1:16:44.960 I think, so. 1:16:46.439 --> 1:16:48.320 I have to love cancer areas. That's kind of a 1:16:48.680 --> 1:16:49.320 good bite. 1:16:51.280 --> 1:16:54.799 But yeah, eye contact, man, like I encourage all listeners. 1:16:54.800 --> 1:16:57.000 If you are in a relationship with someone, try to 1:16:57.000 --> 1:16:59.000 do some eye contact. Shit, it might tell you something 1:16:59.000 --> 1:17:02.400 about that person, like on some real ship. Because I've 1:17:02.400 --> 1:17:04.320 never really done that with anyone. And it's like you 1:17:04.360 --> 1:17:08.120 can't hide, they can't hide. You can't hide, and it's 1:17:08.200 --> 1:17:12.040 like it's either beautiful or it's not you know, or 1:17:12.080 --> 1:17:12.960 it's too revealing. 1:17:13.160 --> 1:17:14.320 Yeah, I as. 1:17:14.400 --> 1:17:15.759 My question about the I contact. 1:17:17.000 --> 1:17:21.599 Have you ever heard like, like have you heard someone's 1:17:21.640 --> 1:17:24.680 under the influence that there's like if you get intoxicated, 1:17:24.800 --> 1:17:27.759 your spirit leaves you and it's by to like tethers 1:17:27.800 --> 1:17:31.559 on and like that's you're you're susceptible for other things 1:17:31.600 --> 1:17:33.920 to take on your body. And that's why people like 1:17:33.920 --> 1:17:35.680 if they're drunk or under the influence, they can like 1:17:35.720 --> 1:17:38.160 do like things that are out of their behavior. Or 1:17:38.160 --> 1:17:39.559 have you ever looked at someone really drunk and you're 1:17:39.560 --> 1:17:40.840 looking at them but it's not really them? 1:17:41.240 --> 1:17:42.720 You mean, like they get drunk and then they kill 1:17:42.720 --> 1:17:44.360 their whole family and they have no idea why. 1:17:44.439 --> 1:17:45.519 Like I'm just that's what I mean. 1:17:46.080 --> 1:17:47.800 You said, like other spirits can come in and they 1:17:47.800 --> 1:17:51.200 don't know what took over them. No, I guess I 1:17:51.240 --> 1:17:53.880 wasn't thinking about murdering any no one else, like no 1:17:53.920 --> 1:17:55.080 one else, not that dark, no. 1:17:55.080 --> 1:17:58.960 One dark no. I was like, you know, I don't know, 1:17:59.040 --> 1:18:01.880 but I have like I drink and movie, you know, 1:18:02.000 --> 1:18:02.679 like whatever party. 1:18:02.720 --> 1:18:06.240 But recently I got blacked out drunk, and I was like, fuck, 1:18:06.320 --> 1:18:08.760 that's really fucking scary because there was a portion of 1:18:08.800 --> 1:18:11.080 the night that I had no recollection of and I 1:18:11.120 --> 1:18:14.160 was just wondering, what's your take on that? Was like 1:18:14.320 --> 1:18:16.479 reading someone under the influence, and if you think that's 1:18:16.479 --> 1:18:18.840 true that if you're under the influence, you have If 1:18:18.880 --> 1:18:21.120 you are, your body becomes intoxicated. 1:18:21.479 --> 1:18:23.200 I have to be really careful when I do that 1:18:23.240 --> 1:18:25.519 because I always talk about this on my show where 1:18:25.560 --> 1:18:27.840 I say that everybody has a demon in them. I 1:18:27.840 --> 1:18:30.280 don't care if your fucking mother, Teresa. Everybody has a 1:18:30.320 --> 1:18:33.280 demon in them, and some are stronger than most people 1:18:33.280 --> 1:18:35.360 like mine. I always tell people, if I didn't spend 1:18:35.479 --> 1:18:37.280 enough time suppressed, if I didn't spend so much time 1:18:37.320 --> 1:18:40.080 suppressing this demon, my psychic ability would be off the charts. 1:18:40.360 --> 1:18:42.840 But that's my defense mechanism. That's what that's what got 1:18:42.840 --> 1:18:45.240 me through my teenage years, through my younger years. 1:18:45.320 --> 1:18:47.720 Was that that's impressing that that demon. 1:18:47.640 --> 1:18:49.320 Was making sure that I would let the demon out 1:18:49.320 --> 1:18:50.960 and it would attack, it would do my shit for me. 1:18:51.080 --> 1:18:52.960 Like I told you, the mental manipulation when I had to. 1:18:53.240 --> 1:18:56.080 I was very much bullied in school growing up. Yeah, 1:18:56.120 --> 1:18:57.800 so I got I had to manipulate people into doing 1:18:57.800 --> 1:18:59.600 shit for me and teachers and shit like that, just 1:18:59.600 --> 1:19:01.599 in order to fucking get by or whatever. So when 1:19:01.600 --> 1:19:04.200 I'm reading somebody drunk, their demon wants to come out 1:19:04.240 --> 1:19:07.160 and play with mine, so they'll start saying things that 1:19:07.280 --> 1:19:09.680 are Yeah, wait, so do. 1:19:09.680 --> 1:19:12.240 You think that people, since we all kind of have demons, 1:19:12.600 --> 1:19:15.240 do you think they want to come out and play 1:19:15.280 --> 1:19:16.400 with the demon and everybody? 1:19:16.560 --> 1:19:18.720 It brings out their true self, It brings out their 1:19:18.720 --> 1:19:21.080 their insecurits with what they're hiding the person but behind 1:19:21.160 --> 1:19:23.719 all that stuff, especially when you're drunk, because it brings 1:19:23.720 --> 1:19:27.240 out a different type of energy to you. So yeah, 1:19:27.400 --> 1:19:29.479 I would say be careful when you're drunk, especially around 1:19:29.479 --> 1:19:31.200 other people. Like I would never ever get drunk a 1:19:31.200 --> 1:19:33.519 brood of anybody that I'm not comfortable with. And I 1:19:33.720 --> 1:19:35.000 don't know, do you do shrooms and ship? 1:19:35.240 --> 1:19:36.120 Yeah? I just did that. 1:19:36.520 --> 1:19:37.160 Did you like it? 1:19:37.400 --> 1:19:39.080 I loved it. I mean, I've done it before, but 1:19:39.200 --> 1:19:39.799 same thing. 1:19:39.960 --> 1:19:42.479 I can't with me personally. I can't because I don't 1:19:42.479 --> 1:19:44.320 want to take anything that's mind altering. I don't know 1:19:44.320 --> 1:19:49.360 what I'm gonna do altering just wait and coke. 1:19:49.760 --> 1:19:55.439 Because I don't think coke is a mind altering Like, yeah. 1:19:57.000 --> 1:20:01.400 I don't ever get like, like, I can write really well, 1:20:01.479 --> 1:20:02.000 but I'm not. 1:20:02.000 --> 1:20:06.520 Like it just keeps you because smoked math, no what 1:20:07.760 --> 1:20:09.559 I could write a book on all the time. I 1:20:09.600 --> 1:20:12.559 got down to no, I could. 1:20:12.400 --> 1:20:14.000 You lose weight ahead of friend? And she got she 1:20:14.080 --> 1:20:15.920 was thin already and she almost disappeared that. 1:20:16.439 --> 1:20:18.360 Yeah, so you gotta be careful like yeah. 1:20:18.240 --> 1:20:18.760 Yeah you do. 1:20:20.360 --> 1:20:22.439 Energy, Yeah, don't do math. 1:20:23.080 --> 1:20:23.719 It's not good. 1:20:24.880 --> 1:20:25.120 Yeah. 1:20:25.120 --> 1:20:27.320 And I also thought that when I blacked out recently, 1:20:27.360 --> 1:20:28.400 cause he's a blackout as a kid. 1:20:28.439 --> 1:20:30.880 But I'm like, am is this a demon? Like is 1:20:30.920 --> 1:20:32.600 something coming coming into my body? And I feel like 1:20:32.600 --> 1:20:33.400 it's really sexual. 1:20:33.439 --> 1:20:37.880 I don't everybody's drunk demon sucks, right, this is super sexual. 1:20:37.880 --> 1:20:40.280 But I wondered, how strong is this fucking demon that 1:20:40.320 --> 1:20:41.920 I can completely forget? 1:20:43.200 --> 1:20:45.320 Well, do you find yourself playing with it any other 1:20:45.600 --> 1:20:46.920 any other time that you're not drunk. 1:20:47.760 --> 1:20:49.000 What do you mean by playing with it? 1:20:49.120 --> 1:20:51.000 Like listening to it? Like mine wants to come out 1:20:51.040 --> 1:20:53.120 and it wants to start, especially when I hear the 1:20:53.160 --> 1:20:55.880 girl's gossiping, because my two sons wants to go in 1:20:55.920 --> 1:20:58.160 and say, well, fuck that bitch because she's blah blah blah. 1:20:58.160 --> 1:20:59.600 Like I'm picking up on her psychic. 1:20:59.479 --> 1:21:03.720 The negative energy energy into the negative energy that's the. 1:21:03.680 --> 1:21:06.320 Demon, because I could do it better. Does that make sense? Yeah, 1:21:07.680 --> 1:21:08.280 hm hmm. 1:21:08.680 --> 1:21:09.880 Like when we're talking sh like look. 1:21:09.800 --> 1:21:10.439 At that girls up. 1:21:10.800 --> 1:21:12.840 Yeah. But then also I'll go too far. I'll go 1:21:12.880 --> 1:21:15.680 I'll start picking up on her insecurities, on what she 1:21:15.720 --> 1:21:17.840 does behind closed doors and doing it that way instead 1:21:17.840 --> 1:21:20.240 of just you know, keeping service exactly. 1:21:21.520 --> 1:21:23.200 I think blacking out. You just need to eat more 1:21:23.280 --> 1:21:26.519 and not make sure alcohols tap us and like water 1:21:26.640 --> 1:21:28.680 between it. That's my cure for that. I don't know 1:21:28.680 --> 1:21:32.759 about demons, but I need. 1:21:32.600 --> 1:21:35.360 To know all I'm trying to figure out all things. 1:21:38.240 --> 1:21:41.480 So I got that ticket because that demon. 1:21:44.320 --> 1:21:46.719 Well, I feel like there is a darker side of everyone. 1:21:47.160 --> 1:21:53.000 There's like a lusty sexual aggressive, mean, you know, there's manipulative. 1:21:53.080 --> 1:21:55.800 I can even manipulative. Oh, the dark ship. 1:21:55.800 --> 1:21:57.160 I think am out of my husband times I'm so 1:21:57.200 --> 1:21:59.559 glad no one can hear or just the mean ship 1:21:59.600 --> 1:21:59.960 that I say. 1:22:00.120 --> 1:22:02.080 And then I have to be like, girl, what is 1:22:02.160 --> 1:22:03.120 wrong with you? 1:22:03.200 --> 1:22:05.639 But when you're able to go around people's whose demons 1:22:05.680 --> 1:22:07.680 are similar and you can unload, Like I said, I 1:22:07.680 --> 1:22:09.720 can't wait to smoke with both of you guys, to 1:22:09.760 --> 1:22:11.080 have a couple of drinks because I know the ship, 1:22:11.200 --> 1:22:12.639 the ship talking will be real. 1:22:12.760 --> 1:22:18.440 And it's not a malice or not, because it's just comfortable. 1:22:18.880 --> 1:22:19.519 This is the truth. 1:22:19.680 --> 1:22:20.599 Yeah, it's comfortable. 1:22:21.479 --> 1:22:23.160 That's our truth. Yeah, and I did. 1:22:23.200 --> 1:22:25.160 Even today I got a text from someone that really 1:22:25.360 --> 1:22:27.639 fucking annoyed me and then I thought in my head 1:22:27.840 --> 1:22:29.559 some real fun up ship like. 1:22:30.360 --> 1:22:33.160 No, but I was just like murder her whole know 1:22:33.439 --> 1:22:35.680 you was like just I just was like made it. 1:22:35.800 --> 1:22:38.040 So I was just thinking evil things that are not true. 1:22:38.160 --> 1:22:41.479 Maybe they are true, but I know that, like I 1:22:41.520 --> 1:22:43.000 don't actually feel that way. 1:22:43.160 --> 1:22:46.160 It's just like they like I don't know, I don't 1:22:46.200 --> 1:22:46.680 know what it was. 1:22:47.080 --> 1:22:48.000 I had to check it. 1:22:48.000 --> 1:22:52.280 It was a demon. It literally had like bitch. 1:22:55.040 --> 1:22:57.960 Like call her she is I don't know, but she 1:22:58.200 --> 1:22:59.960 it was like all in my head today I liter 1:23:00.320 --> 1:23:01.920 to be like bitch. 1:23:01.760 --> 1:23:03.439 Now show yeah, suppress that ship. 1:23:03.640 --> 1:23:07.000 Yeah okay. Anyway, where can we find you? On Instagram? 1:23:07.240 --> 1:23:11.320 You can find me at Psychic Chris m And that's Instagram, Twitter, 1:23:11.439 --> 1:23:13.320 Facebook at Psychic Chris ms. 1:23:14.000 --> 1:23:16.240 And do you do like for because we have listeners 1:23:16.240 --> 1:23:18.759 from everywhere? Do you do phone readings like Skype? 1:23:18.760 --> 1:23:18.840 Like? 1:23:18.880 --> 1:23:19.680 What? What do you like? 1:23:19.760 --> 1:23:22.040 What services do you offer so people can find you 1:23:22.080 --> 1:23:22.880 because he's involved. 1:23:23.000 --> 1:23:24.840 Yes, feel free to check out my website, which is 1:23:24.920 --> 1:23:27.439 Chris Medina dot Guide. I can do phone readings, I 1:23:27.439 --> 1:23:29.840 can do Skype readings, in person readings depending on where 1:23:29.840 --> 1:23:31.519 you're at. So if you're in the LA area, I 1:23:31.560 --> 1:23:34.639 can come directly to you to do an in person reading. Also, 1:23:35.080 --> 1:23:37.760 feel free to check out my podcast in your Head 1:23:37.760 --> 1:23:40.439 with Chris Medina. And that's pretty much it. 1:23:40.520 --> 1:23:41.960 And are you on Apple? Are you on all like 1:23:41.960 --> 1:23:43.160 all platforms. 1:23:42.840 --> 1:23:48.200 Apple Podcasts, iTunes, Spotify, Audio Boom and Stitcher awesome? 1:23:48.760 --> 1:23:49.439 Do you do advents? 1:23:50.360 --> 1:23:54.720 I'm gonna I'm actually like events. I'm putting my own 1:23:54.800 --> 1:23:57.160 on at the end of this year. And Joshua Tree. 1:23:57.200 --> 1:24:00.560 We're coming. So I was just there last week. That's 1:24:00.600 --> 1:24:02.080 where I want to do my mushrooms. I went to 1:24:02.120 --> 1:24:03.160 Joshua Tree last weekend. 1:24:03.400 --> 1:24:05.880 Was that your first time to jos a few times? 1:24:06.000 --> 1:24:06.360 Is it good? 1:24:06.439 --> 1:24:06.599 Though? 1:24:07.600 --> 1:24:08.919 You'll love it? It's beautiful. 1:24:09.360 --> 1:24:12.360 An overnight we're thinking about it. I think it is 1:24:12.360 --> 1:24:13.720 going to be an overnight event. I haven't had all 1:24:13.760 --> 1:24:15.160 the details yet. I don't want to put it out 1:24:15.160 --> 1:24:17.160 there yet because people still people's ideas and ships. 1:24:17.360 --> 1:24:21.559 Yeah, I'm trying to tips, tricks, look things and Joshua 1:24:21.920 --> 1:24:23.959 be any bad good moms and josh. 1:24:26.360 --> 1:24:28.479 But I'm also planning on doing other events too with 1:24:28.520 --> 1:24:31.080 other podcasters too, maybe like a little mini tour or 1:24:31.080 --> 1:24:33.080 some sort of meet up or whatever. So we should 1:24:33.080 --> 1:24:33.960 start doing that together. 1:24:34.840 --> 1:24:36.439 We do want to do a little tour too, and 1:24:36.520 --> 1:24:37.679 that we love you and much. 1:24:38.439 --> 1:24:40.920 I would like to offer you guys to come on 1:24:40.960 --> 1:24:44.880 to my show and be on my playground and just 1:24:44.920 --> 1:24:45.280 do my. 1:24:45.240 --> 1:24:47.280 Shop and I'll give you a reading. Don't worry. 1:24:48.080 --> 1:24:48.800 Looking forward to that. 1:24:49.600 --> 1:24:52.040 Thank you, Thank you, I love you. I'm so happy. 1:24:52.160 --> 1:24:54.479 Thank you guys much for having me on. I appreciate it. 1:24:54.640 --> 1:24:59.120 Oh should we read that that Horri Yes, it's so good. Okay, 1:24:59.160 --> 1:25:03.120 so you haven't. So we have this se So we 1:25:03.160 --> 1:25:05.040 have a segment. I know we're reverting up right now. 1:25:05.160 --> 1:25:08.519 A horry is a segment of our show that's really 1:25:08.560 --> 1:25:19.720 bad horror, like a really scary, horrific horror story stories 1:25:20.400 --> 1:25:22.880 it's like highly horrorsh or it was really funny, or 1:25:22.880 --> 1:25:24.479 it's ended really terribly. 1:25:25.040 --> 1:25:28.000 Okay. So we got a reader that I mean a reader. 1:25:28.120 --> 1:25:33.920 We got someone who submitted her who submitted her horror 1:25:33.920 --> 1:25:37.200 story and it's so good that still in the sun 1:25:37.520 --> 1:25:37.920 we have. 1:25:37.880 --> 1:25:39.200 To read it. 1:25:39.200 --> 1:25:43.400 It's a horror story, a highly horrorsh story that was 1:25:43.400 --> 1:25:49.400 like traumatizing, hilarious or just your top ten very horrishness. Okay, Okay, 1:25:49.400 --> 1:25:51.800 So anonymous rights, So I want to start off by 1:25:51.840 --> 1:25:54.720 saying I love the podcast. I listen on Spotify and SoundCloud. 1:25:54.800 --> 1:25:56.880 Real fan of real women doing real things and helping 1:25:56.920 --> 1:25:57.360 other women. 1:25:57.439 --> 1:25:58.760 Yes, yes, yes, we love you. 1:25:59.360 --> 1:26:01.920 That was me saying, and you too gave me hope 1:26:01.960 --> 1:26:03.559 that I am not a bad mom. I just make 1:26:03.600 --> 1:26:05.960 bad choices and we we'll all get through it. And 1:26:05.960 --> 1:26:06.599 that is the truth. 1:26:06.640 --> 1:26:10.520 Girl. So my horror story is horrible. 1:26:10.960 --> 1:26:13.280 I was dating my high school sweetheart, like we dated 1:26:13.320 --> 1:26:15.599 in high school, broke up, went to college, had separate 1:26:15.600 --> 1:26:19.200 families then found each other and rekindled the love all. 1:26:19.640 --> 1:26:22.599 Expect except his penis size never changed. 1:26:24.280 --> 1:26:26.360 Now, don't get me wrong, he can work the middle, 1:26:26.439 --> 1:26:28.760 but I had been working with a monster for five 1:26:28.800 --> 1:26:31.120 plus years, so he wasn't hitting me where I needed 1:26:31.360 --> 1:26:32.120 him to be hitting. 1:26:32.920 --> 1:26:34.439 So we dibbled. 1:26:34.479 --> 1:26:36.960 We dabbled in some anal and to my surprise, I 1:26:37.000 --> 1:26:39.400 loved it. He was the perfect size for me to 1:26:39.439 --> 1:26:41.880 feel everything, and it made me so horny for him. 1:26:42.160 --> 1:26:44.680 But it wasn't an all the time thing, just sometimes. 1:26:44.760 --> 1:26:49.680 So in between time, I found Sancho, Yes, ladies, a 1:26:49.840 --> 1:26:53.679 Mexican youngin and where did I find him? 1:26:54.080 --> 1:26:56.560 Hold up? He was the fucking landscaper. 1:26:57.280 --> 1:27:02.120 One day nice one day, I was masturbating and watching 1:27:02.160 --> 1:27:04.000 porn in my room and he was watching me through 1:27:04.040 --> 1:27:06.280 the window. I was embarrassed, and of course I had 1:27:06.320 --> 1:27:08.799 to pay him for the work. So when he finished, 1:27:08.840 --> 1:27:09.599 he knocked on the door. 1:27:09.600 --> 1:27:14.000 It was literally a porn I know he's masturbating, he's 1:27:14.000 --> 1:27:14.800 guarding me in the back. 1:27:18.600 --> 1:27:20.679 I was like, oh shit, what the fuck? He already 1:27:20.680 --> 1:27:22.880 fucked up my nut and now I have to face him. 1:27:23.200 --> 1:27:24.800 So I was in my robe and I texted my 1:27:24.800 --> 1:27:26.800 boyfriend how much do I pay him? He didn't reply, 1:27:26.960 --> 1:27:28.519 so I went to the back door and asked the 1:27:28.600 --> 1:27:31.720 kid how much money? This little shit said, I could 1:27:31.760 --> 1:27:33.439 do it for free if you'd be the first black 1:27:33.479 --> 1:27:34.400 woman I ever fucked. 1:27:34.920 --> 1:27:38.120 Bitch, who what what I was like? 1:27:38.280 --> 1:27:40.320 Look, I know what you saw, but it's not that 1:27:40.439 --> 1:27:42.280 kind of party. And so I looked down and saw 1:27:42.320 --> 1:27:46.360 a soda can in his pants. Ooh, he has been 1:27:46.400 --> 1:27:50.439 doing all my yard work and hitting every angle ever since. 1:27:52.080 --> 1:27:54.400 No fucking lie. We probably had a. 1:27:54.360 --> 1:27:56.439 Year worth of free work before me and my husband 1:27:56.920 --> 1:27:59.280 or boyfriend broke up. But I still see him and 1:27:59.320 --> 1:28:02.599 he is my fun bay if he needs somewhere to stay. 1:28:02.640 --> 1:28:05.599 Babe bombed, dick Bay, young ass fuck Bay, on and on. 1:28:05.800 --> 1:28:08.759 I got so lucky with him, hard working and good sticking. 1:28:10.160 --> 1:28:11.120 So fast forward. 1:28:11.280 --> 1:28:13.280 No, this is the longest ever, but it's so good. 1:28:13.320 --> 1:28:16.880 It's so good it keeps getting better. So fast forward. 1:28:16.880 --> 1:28:18.680 It's the summertime. He just did the yard the day 1:28:18.720 --> 1:28:21.600 before and me we pulled out He did the. 1:28:21.640 --> 1:28:24.000 Yard the day before and me and me and me. 1:28:24.120 --> 1:28:26.599 Okay, so we pulled out the pole for the kids 1:28:26.600 --> 1:28:28.519 to get in and have some fun. My boyfriend got 1:28:28.560 --> 1:28:31.040 the kids settled in the water, and I made us cocktails. 1:28:31.400 --> 1:28:32.320 It's my type of girl. 1:28:33.160 --> 1:28:35.599 I kept sneaking away because for some reason, I had gas. 1:28:36.200 --> 1:28:38.240 After playing for a bit, I made my move on 1:28:38.320 --> 1:28:40.200 my man, and before I knew it, we were fucking 1:28:40.200 --> 1:28:43.080 on the couch, full on, but I smelled poop. 1:28:43.880 --> 1:28:44.839 My bathing suit. 1:28:44.720 --> 1:28:46.880 Bottom was off and I was on top riding. My 1:28:46.920 --> 1:28:49.720 man was loving it, but I kept smelling poop in 1:28:49.760 --> 1:28:52.679 my head. I remembered me and Sancho did anal and remember, 1:28:52.800 --> 1:28:56.599 soda can dick you guys. I froze and was like, babe, 1:28:56.680 --> 1:28:58.960 let me go check my bum. I smell poop, and 1:28:59.040 --> 1:29:01.040 I hope it's only fart that slipped. 1:29:01.120 --> 1:29:01.559 Good d. 1:29:03.200 --> 1:29:05.840 Wait, but we all know a fart and poop have 1:29:05.920 --> 1:29:10.559 two different smells. One lingers. I went to the bathroom 1:29:10.560 --> 1:29:13.000 and sure enough, it was poop. My guy was like, honey, 1:29:13.040 --> 1:29:15.400 that was awkward. I'm gonna go back out with the kids, 1:29:15.439 --> 1:29:17.519 and here are your bottoms. I didn't want him to 1:29:17.560 --> 1:29:19.519 know I pooped my pants, so I agreed and just 1:29:19.600 --> 1:29:21.679 wiped up and threw my bottoms back on and enjoyed 1:29:21.680 --> 1:29:24.200 the water with the kids. When we were done and exhausted, 1:29:24.240 --> 1:29:26.559 we bathed the kids, but the toddler put the dollar 1:29:26.600 --> 1:29:28.559 down for a nap, hooked Netflix up for the kids, 1:29:28.600 --> 1:29:30.639 and I went to shower. I had the water hot 1:29:30.680 --> 1:29:32.720 and steamy, just the way I like it. I brought 1:29:32.800 --> 1:29:34.919 my massager in the bathroom so me and my vagina 1:29:34.920 --> 1:29:38.719 could meditate and relax, and I lit some candles. Mama 1:29:38.720 --> 1:29:40.800 needed a break and I was going to get it. 1:29:40.840 --> 1:29:42.720 And so I took off my bottoms and they had 1:29:42.760 --> 1:29:48.080 poop in them. Oh my god, I nearly died. My 1:29:48.080 --> 1:29:50.960 boyfriend gave me those bottoms back after the couch incident, 1:29:51.000 --> 1:29:53.400 and after I cleaned my cute poopy butt. 1:29:54.040 --> 1:29:55.920 I put the dirty bottoms back on. 1:29:56.400 --> 1:29:59.519 I almost had an anxiety attack. I lost all control 1:29:59.560 --> 1:30:00.599 of my think process. 1:30:00.720 --> 1:30:02.679 Did you see my bottoms? Was there that much poop? 1:30:02.720 --> 1:30:05.160 Did I freaking poop on his dick? Man? It was 1:30:05.200 --> 1:30:05.679 too much? 1:30:05.920 --> 1:30:09.560 So I jokingly so I jokingly asked him, and he 1:30:09.600 --> 1:30:12.160 said he didn't notice. He laughed about the poop situation 1:30:12.280 --> 1:30:15.360 and even made a comment, Wow, I thought that that 1:30:15.439 --> 1:30:18.920 happened after only happened after anal Sometimes I must have 1:30:19.160 --> 1:30:21.720 I must have had your shit loose. We will lay off, 1:30:21.760 --> 1:30:24.360 we will lay off. The anal for a while has 1:30:24.400 --> 1:30:27.639 all fun and games until you shop yourself. Oh my god, 1:30:27.800 --> 1:30:30.559 I haven't had any anal with Sancho since, but I 1:30:30.600 --> 1:30:33.160 still enjoy it so much, so so much so that 1:30:33.240 --> 1:30:35.280 now my ex can still get it whenever and wherever 1:30:35.320 --> 1:30:37.320 he wants, as long as he gets in the back first. 1:30:38.000 --> 1:30:41.479 Oh my god, that was like, you know, I'm so 1:30:41.560 --> 1:30:44.800 happy you sent that a girl, because it's level ten horrishness. 1:30:45.479 --> 1:30:48.599 Mostly the girls come with the level twos. You came top, 1:30:48.760 --> 1:30:49.160 not top. 1:30:49.600 --> 1:30:52.840 We got to work on your shitting game though, like, wait, 1:30:53.160 --> 1:30:55.120 well do you gonna be doing an an You gotta clean. 1:30:54.960 --> 1:30:56.839 Up, especially in the soda can Oh. 1:30:56.960 --> 1:31:01.160 I just you should have just reserved for for for 1:31:01.240 --> 1:31:04.160 a little penis medium and smaller for the. 1:31:04.080 --> 1:31:10.040 But yah has let Sancho hit regular rights. 1:31:12.040 --> 1:31:14.360 But thank you for being so real and honest and 1:31:14.400 --> 1:31:17.080 sending that in. We loved every fucking second of it, 1:31:17.479 --> 1:31:20.479 and I'm sure everybody else did to anyway. 1:31:21.640 --> 1:31:24.639 That's really that concludes the episode again, Good Mom, Good 1:31:24.640 --> 1:31:26.400 Mom's Underscore, Bad Choices again. 1:31:26.920 --> 1:31:31.760 Chris Medina at Psychic Chris m Chrismedina Dot Guide and 1:31:32.640 --> 1:31:35.519 In your Head Podcast with Chris Medina all. 1:31:35.479 --> 1:32:01.240 Right, guys, we'll see you next week, and saying least 1:32:01.360 --> 1:32:01.680 to me. 1:32:02.760 --> 1:32:06.879 Are you hearing me say. 1:32:06.479 --> 1:32:13.680 Such a sad? I don't know