WEBVTT - The Black Effect Presents...: Convo with Travis Scott

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<v Speaker 1>you get your podcasts. Thank you for checking in. Travis Scott,

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<v Speaker 1>what's up, brother? What to do? How you feeling? Uh?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, um, as you I've been on about like

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<v Speaker 1>different type of like emotions, you know, emotional roller coaster.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, um, it gets so hard because you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm so I always felt like connected with my fans

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, I went through something you know, and

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like fans went through something and people's parents

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<v Speaker 1>went do something, and you know it really you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it hurts. It hurts the community, hurts a city. And

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<v Speaker 1>it's just been a lot of thoughts, you know, a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of feelings, a lot of grieving m and just

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<v Speaker 1>you know, trying to get you wrapped my head around it.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I really just really wanted to be there,

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<v Speaker 1>um and just you know, wish you could just kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like hold everyone, you know, um, kind of just

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<v Speaker 1>healed them, talk to them. I have conversations, Um, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it just it just you know, it really hurts. Man.

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<v Speaker 1>What's your what's your intention with this conversation? Like like

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<v Speaker 1>what do you hope to get out of this or

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<v Speaker 1>what do you hope to get out I don't personally

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<v Speaker 1>have an intention. I just feel like something happened and

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like it's just, um, I needed just a

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<v Speaker 1>way to kind of like communicate, you know, one. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>the families are grieving, you know, as fans that experienced something,

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<v Speaker 1>as fans that came to a show, you know. And

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like I just have like a I've always

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<v Speaker 1>been that person always see things through the people that

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<v Speaker 1>shared experiences with me, and you know, it's just things happening,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I just kind of, you know, it's been

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<v Speaker 1>such a such a time and I've just been trying

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<v Speaker 1>to just really figure things out, you know, and I

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<v Speaker 1>know you, I'm sure you're experiencing remorse. But was there

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<v Speaker 1>any hesitation to have this conversation because of the litigation

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<v Speaker 1>you may be facing? Well, I mean yeah, of course

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<v Speaker 1>you got people it's just like, oh what like you know,

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<v Speaker 1>but um, it's not about that, you know, it's you know,

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<v Speaker 1>your artists, you whoever people think you are. At the

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<v Speaker 1>end of the day, you're a human being. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>you have emotions. Um, you want to communicate them emotions,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and trying to find the best way to

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<v Speaker 1>communicate you know, how you just feeling, you know, how

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<v Speaker 1>have you been coping with the aftermath of everything? Just

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<v Speaker 1>just just emotionally, just you as a huge I've been

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<v Speaker 1>just in a room for a while, you know, a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of thoughts and luckily, you know, um you have

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<v Speaker 1>people around that you kind of outside ideas. But it

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<v Speaker 1>just been you know, I been doing this for such

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<v Speaker 1>a long time, and you know, you nothing like this

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<v Speaker 1>ever happened, you know, so it just kind of like

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<v Speaker 1>you just kind of figuring out and at the end

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<v Speaker 1>of the day, like these fans of your family, so

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<v Speaker 1>you just feel like you lost lost something and you

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<v Speaker 1>just like you go. You do these shows honestly to

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<v Speaker 1>you know, for people to have the best experience, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and just to think that something like this happened. You

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<v Speaker 1>just trying to figure out you know, you know, just

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<v Speaker 1>wrap everything around. And so even just for the first

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<v Speaker 1>couple a couple of weeks, you know, it was just

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<v Speaker 1>me sitting down, but I had to really channel these

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<v Speaker 1>emotions to just remember, like, you know, if no one's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be a voice for these people, I gotta like

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<v Speaker 1>kind of step up and kind of like be a

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<v Speaker 1>voice to just figure out that, you know, this isn't

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<v Speaker 1>happened in the future. The show is period, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, or figure out the bottom solution of

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<v Speaker 1>what's going on, and just trying to ensure its people,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, safety and what they're doing. You know, you

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<v Speaker 1>said you was in the room, but then people saw

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<v Speaker 1>you had at the golf course. Yeah, but with Michael Jordan,

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<v Speaker 1>Mark Wahlberg, what what was that? Um? It was just Thanksgiving? Um,

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<v Speaker 1>you know they were there. You know, it's just good

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<v Speaker 1>people to have around in the community, and you know

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<v Speaker 1>that was just more like a personal time, just trying

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<v Speaker 1>to get around. I think like some fan came and

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<v Speaker 1>asked for a photo. But yeah, let's talk about that night. Man.

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<v Speaker 1>When when did you When did you find out things

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<v Speaker 1>got as bad as they did? That's that's the question

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<v Speaker 1>everybody wants to know. Yeah, it wasn't really until like

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<v Speaker 1>minutes until like the press conference, until I figured out

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<v Speaker 1>exactly what happened. You know, Um, even after the show,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, you're just kind of hearing hearing things, but

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<v Speaker 1>you don't know, I didn't know the exact details until

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<v Speaker 1>you know, minutes before the press conference. And even at

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<v Speaker 1>that moment you kind of just like wait, you know what,

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, you just went through something and it's

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<v Speaker 1>just like wait what you know, So you didn't know

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<v Speaker 1>people that actually passed away, wow, until minutes before you know,

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<v Speaker 1>just yeah, you know, and at the thing, it's like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, people pass out, you know people, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>things happen at concerts, but something like that. It's just like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>people said they are collectively they collectively heard folk scream

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<v Speaker 1>and help every time you stop the song to get

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<v Speaker 1>your attention. Did you did you hear any of those screams? Nah? Man?

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<v Speaker 1>And you know it's so crazy because I'm not I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not artist too. Like, you know, anytime you can or

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<v Speaker 1>something like that, you want to stop the show. You

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<v Speaker 1>want to make sure, you know, fans get the proper

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<v Speaker 1>attention they need, you know, And anytime I could see

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<v Speaker 1>anything like that, I did, you know, you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>stopped like a couple of times to just make sure

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<v Speaker 1>everybody was okay, and I just really just go off

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<v Speaker 1>the you know, the fans energy as a collective, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>call a response. And I just didn't. I just didn't

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<v Speaker 1>hear that. You know, I got music a couple in years,

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<v Speaker 1>but I just didn't. I just didn't hear that. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>break that down a little more like Nope, nobody knows

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<v Speaker 1>what it's like being on stage except for other artists

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<v Speaker 1>will speak to us from that perspective of what you

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<v Speaker 1>can see in here. It was like fifty thousand people. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, you got like a video, you know, feel

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<v Speaker 1>like fifty thousand people. But it's like a see you

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<v Speaker 1>got lights, you got sound, you got pyrot, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you got your interears, got your sound, got your mic,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, got the music, you got band is all

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<v Speaker 1>type of you know, stuff going on. So it's hard.

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<v Speaker 1>It's hard to tell excitement from from from dangerous or

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<v Speaker 1>to speak. Of course, everything kind of just sounds the same.

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<v Speaker 1>And at the end of the day, you just hear music,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and when you do, you just hear amongst

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<v Speaker 1>the things you know. But you just when you're in

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<v Speaker 1>the show, you just into the show, and anytime you

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<v Speaker 1>can feel anything closely, you know, you try to like

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<v Speaker 1>definitely get to that. So so as an artist, how

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<v Speaker 1>much can you actually, I guess helping that position. You

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<v Speaker 1>can only help what you can see, you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean. And then what you know, whatever you told,

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. Whenever it somebody tell you to stop,

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<v Speaker 1>you just stop. But just wasn't it was It wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>that night, huh. You know, raging. Raging has been a

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<v Speaker 1>part of the culture, you know, of your shows. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>you didn't on this night, but in the past you've

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<v Speaker 1>encouraged I guess the kind of energy that could have

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<v Speaker 1>led to something like this happening. Do you think that

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<v Speaker 1>contributed to the energy of this night? Yeah? Nah, I think,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, it's something I've been working on, you know

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<v Speaker 1>for a while, um of just creating these experiences and

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<v Speaker 1>trying to show like the experiences happening in a safe environment.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, us as artists, we trust you know, professionals

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<v Speaker 1>to make sure that you know, things happen to people leave,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, safely. You know what I'm saying. Um, and

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<v Speaker 1>it's night just like a regular show. You know, it

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<v Speaker 1>felt like to me um as far as like you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the energy people, it didn't feel like it was like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, people didn't I don't people didn't show up

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<v Speaker 1>there to just be harmful people just I think showed

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<v Speaker 1>up to have a good time. And then you know,

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<v Speaker 1>something unfortunate happened, and I think we really just got

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<v Speaker 1>to figure out, you know what that was. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>does raging make it harder to identify when something is

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<v Speaker 1>going wrong in the crowd? Well, I think, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>raging is just a you know, they have a textbook,

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<v Speaker 1>you know definition. But you know, in concerts, we've grown

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<v Speaker 1>it to be just experience of having fun. It's not

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<v Speaker 1>about just oh, harm, It's not about that. It's about

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<v Speaker 1>just letting go and having fun. You know, help others,

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<v Speaker 1>no love each other. It's not about just you know, harm,

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<v Speaker 1>That's not what it's all about. The show isn't just

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<v Speaker 1>rambunctious for an hour. You know, that's not what it

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<v Speaker 1>is that Trust me, I grew up on crunk, So

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I understand. You know, you just don't you

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<v Speaker 1>don't want it to get two out of hand. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but you know the code. You know, energy is high,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and you know, and that's why you want

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<v Speaker 1>to just make sure that, you know, people are surrounded,

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<v Speaker 1>to make sure that people are just having the best experience.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. You know, I can't say

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<v Speaker 1>the energy is high, but you know you want to

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<v Speaker 1>make sure that people are there for people to have

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<v Speaker 1>like the best experience in league. Yeah, you want people

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<v Speaker 1>to have a good time. You want people to get

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<v Speaker 1>yeah at all. Yeah. Yeah, and you know, God a

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<v Speaker 1>bid passed away, and you know it's typical for you

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<v Speaker 1>to stop a show to make sure fans in the

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<v Speaker 1>crowd get to help, you know, they need it. Even

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<v Speaker 1>footage that night of you doing that during the set

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<v Speaker 1>where you unable to sense like a difference in urgency

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<v Speaker 1>this time I run, I mean yeah, because you know

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<v Speaker 1>you stop the show. But you know, you know, if

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<v Speaker 1>someone's gonna happen, if it's something detrimental, somebody's gonna let

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<v Speaker 1>you know, you know, or you know, the show just stop.

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<v Speaker 1>And you know that just wasn't the case. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I just kind of stopped the show. You know, you

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<v Speaker 1>just asked, you have a call in response with the fans.

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<v Speaker 1>Um you try to, you know, generally get a response,

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<v Speaker 1>but you know, if you don't get like a hard stop,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, it's just you can't. You just don't you

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<v Speaker 1>just go off of what's going on, you know, which

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<v Speaker 1>makes it so like so crazy because like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>if I feel like, if you know, anyone wouldn't know,

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<v Speaker 1>and it would have just been like it wouldn't have

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<v Speaker 1>gotten far. You know, what headspace were you win when

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<v Speaker 1>you posted that that initial that initial response video. I

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<v Speaker 1>mean it was I think it had to been the

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<v Speaker 1>night of you know, um, so I was just in

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<v Speaker 1>a headspace of just trying to get a communication out

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<v Speaker 1>to my fans, you know, and I had literally no information,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, so I was just trying to figure it

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<v Speaker 1>out and just communicate to them. You know. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>was just reacting just literally just to get something to

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<v Speaker 1>the fans. You know, it's people that showed up. Do

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<v Speaker 1>you regret that initial video. Do you regret reacting in

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<v Speaker 1>that way or not, like not having all the information

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<v Speaker 1>before you said something. I mean yeah, because you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you just don't know what's going on. But at the

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<v Speaker 1>end of the day, I don't, you know, I just

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to get something out. You know, how my message

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<v Speaker 1>came out, I can't you know, I can only go

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<v Speaker 1>off for that, you know what I know. But my

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<v Speaker 1>Truman titchs of it, you know, was really just trying

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<v Speaker 1>to get a message across. And you know, I really

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to just touching the fans, touching the families, you

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<v Speaker 1>know that we here were grieving and we would get

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<v Speaker 1>through this, you know, through this process. So what did

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<v Speaker 1>you know in that first video? I mean, at that time,

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<v Speaker 1>I think we just knew that you know, people passed.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, um, we didn't know how you know that

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<v Speaker 1>it was you know, the news. You know, I think

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<v Speaker 1>police came out and said something. Um, you know, you're

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<v Speaker 1>just going off of what you're seeing in the in

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<v Speaker 1>the in the news. You know, you don't really know nothing.

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<v Speaker 1>And then as it did go on, you started collect

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit more information. They said there was there

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<v Speaker 1>was like chaos and trampling being reported since the early afternoon,

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<v Speaker 1>like like hours before the show even started. Were you

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<v Speaker 1>informed of any of that ahead of time? Well, no,

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<v Speaker 1>like um and um you know, the police he came,

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<v Speaker 1>he came in um to my trailer and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>he congratulated me on you know, the event and you

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<v Speaker 1>know having something like this in Houston. He let me

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<v Speaker 1>know that it was you know, mishap at the merch

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<v Speaker 1>boof earlier. You know they shut it down, what they

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<v Speaker 1>opened it back up. They she even got it under control.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, he was gonna step out and just let

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<v Speaker 1>us know if we need anything, you know, have a

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<v Speaker 1>good show. That was it. You know a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>the criticism, you know from the tragedy they say is

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<v Speaker 1>and the poor planning and understaffing of the end of

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<v Speaker 1>the event. As an artist, do you have any involvement

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<v Speaker 1>in any of that? Well, I mean we just as

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<v Speaker 1>an artist, you just do the creative and for this

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<v Speaker 1>being my festival, you know I got you know, bring

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<v Speaker 1>artists you know creatively produce it and you know we're

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<v Speaker 1>just trusting you know, the professionals to kind of just

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<v Speaker 1>make sure that you know people, you know, taking care

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<v Speaker 1>of and you know, leaving safely. You know, I just

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<v Speaker 1>can control what I can on the stage, and then

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<v Speaker 1>you know you have the professionals control what they can

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<v Speaker 1>in the crowd. You know, it's just hard because as

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<v Speaker 1>an artist, you know, you want to have like the

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<v Speaker 1>best shows and you want to have the best experiences,

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<v Speaker 1>and you you know, you link with professionals to handle

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<v Speaker 1>that side of it, you know, and you know, you

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<v Speaker 1>want to know what's going on. I think that's what

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<v Speaker 1>we got to figure out, you know, and figure out

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<v Speaker 1>what happened there, how that happened. You know, you spoke

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<v Speaker 1>on the Houston Police chief. His name is that Troy Finney.

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<v Speaker 1>He came to you and he said he voiced concerns

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<v Speaker 1>over the crowd energy. So what did you and your

0:15:22.800 --> 0:15:25.400
<v Speaker 1>team like do with that information? Well, I think that's

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<v Speaker 1>what the media. Um, I think that's what the media said.

0:15:28.560 --> 0:15:31.080
<v Speaker 1>But I think I think it read too more so

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<v Speaker 1>that he wanted us to He knew that our crowd was,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the type of crowd it comes, it comes

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<v Speaker 1>to a heavy crowd. So to communicate with him if

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<v Speaker 1>we were doing anything outside of the week's itinerary. You know, Um,

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<v Speaker 1>that week we were doing like a lot of charity

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<v Speaker 1>stuff prior to the festival, so you know the security

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<v Speaker 1>at most of the events. But you know, he was

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<v Speaker 1>just letting this you know, I guess that statement. He

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<v Speaker 1>was just saying, if we do anything outside of what

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<v Speaker 1>we had on our itinerary, let him know. But you know,

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<v Speaker 1>we didn't even get to that point. It was crazy,

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<v Speaker 1>just you know, being a kicking it with you for

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit. Like I can see that, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>this is Wayne real heavy on it. Yeah. So so

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<v Speaker 1>how much do you do you feel a sense of

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<v Speaker 1>responsibility for what happened at night? Well, you know, fans

0:16:17.320 --> 0:16:20.320
<v Speaker 1>come to have a come to the show and have

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<v Speaker 1>a good experience, you know, Um, and I have a

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<v Speaker 1>responsibility to to figure out what happened here. I have

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<v Speaker 1>a responsibility and figure out the solution, you know, and

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<v Speaker 1>I gotta and hopefully this takes the first step into

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<v Speaker 1>you know, us as artists, you know, having that more

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<v Speaker 1>insight of what's going on, you know what I'm saying. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, the professionals to kind of you know,

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<v Speaker 1>surround and figure out more of an intel, whether it's tech,

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<v Speaker 1>whether it's you know, more of a response whether it's

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<v Speaker 1>whatever the problem is, you know, um to figure out

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<v Speaker 1>that and and and a few before the concert safety

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<v Speaker 1>make sure that's never happened again, you know. But let's

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<v Speaker 1>talk about those professionals, like how much how much responsibility

0:17:07.760 --> 0:17:10.720
<v Speaker 1>do you think, like Live Nation and score more the

0:17:10.840 --> 0:17:15.560
<v Speaker 1>promoters having all of this, I mean, you know, they

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<v Speaker 1>do their job of you know, setting these things up.

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<v Speaker 1>So I mean I think you know, they they when

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<v Speaker 1>we dial into what you know, specifically happen here, I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like, you know, even they can kind of help,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, figure out what happened in the sense um

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<v Speaker 1>you know. But at the end of the day, I

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<v Speaker 1>think collectively everyone needs to just figure out the bottom

0:17:39.240 --> 0:17:44.000
<v Speaker 1>line solution. But you know, especially in concert safety, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>definitely got to have you know, make sure that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>these things are you know, done right. You think he's

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<v Speaker 1>festivals are too big, man, fifty dollars people with a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of people for anybody to get their festivals that

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<v Speaker 1>are bigger, you know, way bigger. And you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>just think it's not about the maximum of it. I

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<v Speaker 1>think it's about the attention to us going on and

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<v Speaker 1>how it's going on, and as long as that's handle,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like things can be you know, can go okay,

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<v Speaker 1>We'll be okay, you know. But if you look at

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<v Speaker 1>it through the history of festivals, you know, this isn't

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<v Speaker 1>the first time having It's been a long history of this,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. So I feel like if you look at

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<v Speaker 1>the overall you know, view of that, and you kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like dolling, Okay, what can we do better to

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<v Speaker 1>fix this overall for general concert safety, I think we

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<v Speaker 1>figure out the problem, you know, and make it better

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<v Speaker 1>for people to have better live experiences. Live Nation reportedly

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<v Speaker 1>agreed to end the concert early after the Houston PD

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<v Speaker 1>and the Fire Department declared that a match casity event,

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<v Speaker 1>but the concert continued for another forty minutes. With that,

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<v Speaker 1>any ever, any communication to you on stage that you

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<v Speaker 1>should in this, well, yeah, I mean it just told

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<v Speaker 1>me right after you know, the guests can get off stage,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, we're gonna end the show, you know, And

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<v Speaker 1>that's what we did. No other than that, there was

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<v Speaker 1>no other communication, you know, so after even after the

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<v Speaker 1>guests what you mean, Yeah, after the guests comes out, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>we're gonna we're gonna end the show. But It wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>a communication on why, you know, it was just you know,

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<v Speaker 1>that's what came through my ears. So they didn't say

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<v Speaker 1>stopping now. No. Wow, you feel like people are forcing

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<v Speaker 1>more responsibility on you because you are the front man

0:19:26.480 --> 0:19:30.280
<v Speaker 1>because it was astral World. Well yeah, I mean, you

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<v Speaker 1>know I'm gonna you know, I'm the face of the festival.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm I'm an artist, you know. Um, so yeah,

0:19:36.480 --> 0:19:40.359
<v Speaker 1>you know the media is you know, they yeah, they

0:19:40.440 --> 0:19:43.439
<v Speaker 1>want to you know, put it on me in But

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<v Speaker 1>at the end of the day, it's like, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>think it's more so about that. I think it's more

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<v Speaker 1>so about um stepping up to figure out what the

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<v Speaker 1>problem is. And I could take that. I could take

0:19:55.200 --> 0:19:57.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, stepping up to figure out what the problem is.

0:19:57.080 --> 0:19:59.280
<v Speaker 1>I could take stepping into figuring out the solution that

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<v Speaker 1>had never happened to because that's what I generally want

0:20:01.760 --> 0:20:04.320
<v Speaker 1>to do in general, even just for my community. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>The whole idea for why I brought this festival to

0:20:07.119 --> 0:20:10.200
<v Speaker 1>the city was to you know, show that he'ston is

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<v Speaker 1>something different, you know, and show that there's all different

0:20:14.600 --> 0:20:17.679
<v Speaker 1>types of lives, is all different type of energy and

0:20:17.760 --> 0:20:20.080
<v Speaker 1>just bring that morale to the city, um and just

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<v Speaker 1>bring that energy to the city. So I definitely want to,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, step in to figure out, you know, how

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<v Speaker 1>can we fix this in the future, what can we

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<v Speaker 1>do to you know, change these things? You know. Do

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<v Speaker 1>you feel like you did everything you possibly could to

0:20:36.520 --> 0:20:42.240
<v Speaker 1>help in that situation? Yes, yes, anything I physically can't sure. Yes,

0:20:43.440 --> 0:20:46.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, and and it and it and it just

0:20:47.400 --> 0:20:52.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, if knowing you know what's going on, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you would just wish, you know, you know, if you

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<v Speaker 1>you know, could something better, you know. But standing there

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<v Speaker 1>thousand percent, you know, we know that the families of

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<v Speaker 1>the people who passed are definitely watching this right now,

0:21:10.600 --> 0:21:14.600
<v Speaker 1>and you know, there's nothing you could say to heal

0:21:14.680 --> 0:21:17.879
<v Speaker 1>the trauma these families who lost loved ones are you know,

0:21:17.880 --> 0:21:20.280
<v Speaker 1>are going through. But being that you know they're watching,

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<v Speaker 1>what would you what would you say to them? Directly?

0:21:23.040 --> 0:21:25.760
<v Speaker 1>I'll say to them that I'm I'm always here and

0:21:25.880 --> 0:21:29.720
<v Speaker 1>that you know, I'm you know, I'm I'm in this

0:21:29.920 --> 0:21:34.040
<v Speaker 1>with you guys, and I love you, you know, and

0:21:34.080 --> 0:21:36.360
<v Speaker 1>I always you know, be there to help you guys

0:21:36.440 --> 0:21:39.720
<v Speaker 1>heal to this. And I understand that they're going through

0:21:40.800 --> 0:21:43.760
<v Speaker 1>you know they're grieving right now and finally understanding right now,

0:21:44.520 --> 0:21:48.000
<v Speaker 1>and you know it's not just like a right now thing.

0:21:48.000 --> 0:21:52.160
<v Speaker 1>It's for everything. And these people that came to the show,

0:21:52.200 --> 0:21:55.320
<v Speaker 1>they are my family. And I've always had that connection

0:21:55.440 --> 0:21:56.879
<v Speaker 1>to the people. I feel like they listen to the

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<v Speaker 1>music or came to my shows. And that's why I really,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, it's really hard on me even just you know,

0:22:08.800 --> 0:22:20.159
<v Speaker 1>to even like you know, and even because you know

0:22:20.200 --> 0:22:23.440
<v Speaker 1>they ended up, they they they lost they lost their

0:22:23.440 --> 0:22:32.959
<v Speaker 1>loved ones, you know, so it you know, it's it's tough, um.

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<v Speaker 1>And you know, I just want to always just be

0:22:38.080 --> 0:22:41.679
<v Speaker 1>there for them and just always just be able to

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<v Speaker 1>just know that I'm gonna fix this for the future people,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and and fix this solution, um, and fix

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<v Speaker 1>this problem, I mean, you know, um, and find a

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<v Speaker 1>solution to make sure that this doesn't happen in the future. UM.

0:22:56.119 --> 0:22:58.359
<v Speaker 1>And definitely be a number one voice for this, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>because you know, I feel like that's like one of

0:23:06.760 --> 0:23:11.520
<v Speaker 1>the what we what we gotta figure out because other

0:23:11.560 --> 0:23:15.240
<v Speaker 1>than that, it's like, you know, the show goes on tomorrow,

0:23:17.200 --> 0:23:20.119
<v Speaker 1>you know, something goes How does how does this get fixed?

0:23:20.160 --> 0:23:23.280
<v Speaker 1>Just could happen again, It's happened before. Yeah, Yeah, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>Next and I'm Jade. A friend of mine convinced us

0:23:27.160 --> 0:23:30.440
<v Speaker 1>to do a pop culture based podcast, entertain the masses

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<v Speaker 1>and do our own thing, and that's how Jada Next

0:23:33.320 --> 0:23:36.879
<v Speaker 1>was born. I was sparttending working in corporate and I

0:23:36.960 --> 0:23:40.000
<v Speaker 1>was a social worker. I got into podcasting and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>haven't looked back eight years later, and mind you, we

0:23:43.400 --> 0:23:45.800
<v Speaker 1>were already earning money from a speaker, So that's why

0:23:45.800 --> 0:23:48.680
<v Speaker 1>I knew I could make the decision to leave. Speaker

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<v Speaker 1>has been a really wonderful experience. They have a bunch

0:23:51.760 --> 0:23:55.239
<v Speaker 1>of tools like the statistics, and you won't know how

0:23:55.280 --> 0:23:57.440
<v Speaker 1>to help grow your podcast if you don't have that data.

0:23:57.640 --> 0:24:00.359
<v Speaker 1>Because of that working relationship that we have with Spreaker,

0:24:00.440 --> 0:24:04.440
<v Speaker 1>I've actually turned on a couple of friends to the network.

0:24:04.960 --> 0:24:08.400
<v Speaker 1>I think a great podcast is rooted in doing what

0:24:08.480 --> 0:24:12.560
<v Speaker 1>you love and you'll be rewarded quite Hamson. You want

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<v Speaker 1>in your your father. You know, God forbid when your

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<v Speaker 1>kids are age, if they're in a situation like this,

0:26:02.760 --> 0:26:05.720
<v Speaker 1>you know what you do put yourself in those parents

0:26:05.800 --> 0:26:08.119
<v Speaker 1>shoes right now? What would what would you want to

0:26:08.119 --> 0:26:12.720
<v Speaker 1>see come of this situation? If you want to see

0:26:12.760 --> 0:26:16.080
<v Speaker 1>people put their heads together. I want to see people

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<v Speaker 1>really figure this out, not take this lightly, you know, um,

0:26:23.680 --> 0:26:28.040
<v Speaker 1>and really act on it um. And that's you know,

0:26:28.119 --> 0:26:31.640
<v Speaker 1>that's one of the main things that's important. I feel

0:26:31.680 --> 0:26:33.560
<v Speaker 1>like they got to just act on it. It can't

0:26:33.600 --> 0:26:37.480
<v Speaker 1>just be like something that happens and and just roll over.

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<v Speaker 1>We got to be something that's taken serious and address

0:26:43.119 --> 0:26:47.640
<v Speaker 1>seriously and things formed around it. Time and a lot

0:26:47.640 --> 0:26:50.520
<v Speaker 1>of a lot of time and a lot of you know,

0:26:51.160 --> 0:26:53.919
<v Speaker 1>thinking power is spent on this, you know and really

0:26:53.960 --> 0:26:57.800
<v Speaker 1>fixing you know whatever system. But this needs to be fixed,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, from the lawsuits to the media coverage. Do

0:27:01.600 --> 0:27:05.280
<v Speaker 1>do you feel like you're personally under attack? I mean

0:27:08.080 --> 0:27:14.600
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I mean yeah, I mean you see a

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<v Speaker 1>name in it and it and shit, and it's like

0:27:19.760 --> 0:27:24.600
<v Speaker 1>but you know, at the end of the day you

0:27:24.680 --> 0:27:27.080
<v Speaker 1>step in these you know, you step you want to

0:27:27.080 --> 0:27:29.919
<v Speaker 1>do a festival, and you know when we want to

0:27:29.960 --> 0:27:32.080
<v Speaker 1>do things and you want to build up. You know,

0:27:32.160 --> 0:27:35.040
<v Speaker 1>it comes with certain things, right, So I think it's

0:27:35.080 --> 0:27:36.760
<v Speaker 1>all about how you respond to it. And I think

0:27:36.800 --> 0:27:40.680
<v Speaker 1>it's all about how you react, right, So I could

0:27:40.720 --> 0:27:44.080
<v Speaker 1>feel that way, but I think more so about it's

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<v Speaker 1>more about how I feel about the response that I

0:27:46.320 --> 0:27:48.639
<v Speaker 1>that I that I'm that I care about more so,

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<v Speaker 1>which is you know, actually, you know, trying to step

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<v Speaker 1>in and you know, really step up to really fixing

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<v Speaker 1>what's happening and and really step up for the safety

0:28:03.000 --> 0:28:07.800
<v Speaker 1>or concert cours people in just live spaces period. I wonder,

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<v Speaker 1>I wonder, is there a way to even prepare for this,

0:28:12.280 --> 0:28:14.359
<v Speaker 1>because nobody, like you said, when you're doing the planning

0:28:14.400 --> 0:28:17.080
<v Speaker 1>for a show like this, nobody is planning for this

0:28:17.160 --> 0:28:19.280
<v Speaker 1>to happen. So how do you how do you even

0:28:19.280 --> 0:28:23.000
<v Speaker 1>prepare for something like this? That I don't know? And

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like when we get I feel like, when

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<v Speaker 1>it comes out a little bit more how this could

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<v Speaker 1>have happened, I feel like that's how we can kind

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<v Speaker 1>of attack that. But even I was thinking of ways

0:28:35.359 --> 0:28:38.400
<v Speaker 1>like tech solutions. You know, people come into these festivals

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<v Speaker 1>with these bands that only scan you in right, you

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<v Speaker 1>have you know, you have all type of tech now

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<v Speaker 1>that contract your heart, contract your you know, oxygen levels,

0:28:49.680 --> 0:28:53.480
<v Speaker 1>contracting sick. You can put things now if you're gonna

0:28:53.480 --> 0:28:56.160
<v Speaker 1>be you know, get lost. It's all type of ways now.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like that can be the band that only

0:28:58.520 --> 0:29:01.080
<v Speaker 1>gets you access to entry, or to the food line

0:29:01.120 --> 0:29:04.440
<v Speaker 1>or two food trucks can now be solvable to helping

0:29:04.520 --> 0:29:07.160
<v Speaker 1>save lives, you know, can now be more of a

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<v Speaker 1>response to people that are now on site and on ground.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like that could be a way, or you know,

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<v Speaker 1>even just figuring out what the exact solution, what the

0:29:18.400 --> 0:29:22.800
<v Speaker 1>exact problem of it was, and dialing more into that,

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<v Speaker 1>I think you can kind of I feel like there

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<v Speaker 1>is a way. I just think it needs to be

0:29:27.920 --> 0:29:31.120
<v Speaker 1>time spent on figuring that, figuring that out. Have you

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<v Speaker 1>been able to have any personal conversations with any of

0:29:34.160 --> 0:29:38.040
<v Speaker 1>the families who lost levels? I was able to um,

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<v Speaker 1>but you know, I just want to just respect that,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the privacy of the conversation, and I'm thankful

0:29:44.120 --> 0:29:46.280
<v Speaker 1>for them for even allowing me to have the conversation.

0:29:48.280 --> 0:29:50.920
<v Speaker 1>How did you feel when some of the families rejected

0:29:50.960 --> 0:29:55.280
<v Speaker 1>your offer to pay for the funerals. All things are understandable,

0:29:55.640 --> 0:29:58.400
<v Speaker 1>and you know, at the time, they're grieving and they're

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<v Speaker 1>trying to find understanding, and you know they want answers,

0:30:02.360 --> 0:30:05.880
<v Speaker 1>and it's not about it's not about that, you know. Um,

0:30:05.920 --> 0:30:08.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm always gonna be here, you know, to want to

0:30:08.640 --> 0:30:11.000
<v Speaker 1>help them, you know what I'm saying, And and it's

0:30:11.080 --> 0:30:14.160
<v Speaker 1>it's not gonna you know, I gotta continue to show

0:30:14.200 --> 0:30:16.280
<v Speaker 1>up for that, you know. Um, I just wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>make sure that they knew that I was there for them,

0:30:20.600 --> 0:30:21.840
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean, they continue to be there

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<v Speaker 1>for them. Um. I think that's just more so what

0:30:25.000 --> 0:30:30.600
<v Speaker 1>it's about for that. Um yeah, some people say, um,

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<v Speaker 1>your your your music played a role in this, Like

0:30:32.920 --> 0:30:35.840
<v Speaker 1>I've seen them, you know, cite lyrics you know that

0:30:36.000 --> 0:30:38.080
<v Speaker 1>encouraged just kind of behavior. I've seen them say your

0:30:38.160 --> 0:30:42.400
<v Speaker 1>music is demonic and this was a satanic ritual. You

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<v Speaker 1>think your music is to blame. I mean no, I'm

0:30:46.600 --> 0:30:48.640
<v Speaker 1>I mean one of them a man of God. So

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<v Speaker 1>that's the first thing first, and um, you know, so

0:30:52.680 --> 0:31:00.000
<v Speaker 1>it's just yeah, that's that. And you know your music

0:31:00.240 --> 0:31:02.120
<v Speaker 1>is just like self expression, you know what I'm saying.

0:31:02.160 --> 0:31:05.760
<v Speaker 1>And at these shows, I feel like people kind of

0:31:05.800 --> 0:31:08.120
<v Speaker 1>like look at things. And if you've been to a

0:31:08.160 --> 0:31:12.040
<v Speaker 1>Travis show, it's it's been different layers of shows. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>I think people are just you know, misconceptions and taking

0:31:15.640 --> 0:31:18.920
<v Speaker 1>me the seeing and you know all type of things.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, um, And I've I've took pride in trying

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<v Speaker 1>to you know, grow from where I was when I

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<v Speaker 1>first recorded music to now where I'm going in music.

0:31:30.960 --> 0:31:33.800
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, I just think people gotta and and that's

0:31:33.800 --> 0:31:37.640
<v Speaker 1>one thing with me. It's just people gotta kind of um,

0:31:39.120 --> 0:31:41.360
<v Speaker 1>you know, experience it sometimes. And I think that's what

0:31:41.440 --> 0:31:43.320
<v Speaker 1>it was. You know, people were kind of like even

0:31:43.480 --> 0:31:46.000
<v Speaker 1>before people were hearing about it, to come and experience

0:31:46.040 --> 0:31:49.200
<v Speaker 1>it and taking away their own thinking. It's always going

0:31:49.240 --> 0:31:52.680
<v Speaker 1>to be an outside opinion. But you know, for the

0:31:52.720 --> 0:31:55.040
<v Speaker 1>ones that you know really believe in me and you

0:31:55.040 --> 0:31:57.280
<v Speaker 1>know understand what you know, what I'm about and what

0:31:57.360 --> 0:32:00.120
<v Speaker 1>I'm doing. No, that's not that's not what I'm you

0:32:00.160 --> 0:32:02.880
<v Speaker 1>know preaching. I always preach like love, Always preach your understanding,

0:32:03.240 --> 0:32:06.120
<v Speaker 1>always preach you know, take care of your love ones,

0:32:06.480 --> 0:32:08.400
<v Speaker 1>love each other, you know, what I'm saying, get out

0:32:08.400 --> 0:32:11.320
<v Speaker 1>your ideas, never let never let yourselves be stopped, you know,

0:32:13.120 --> 0:32:17.600
<v Speaker 1>love one another and step into that, you know. I

0:32:17.640 --> 0:32:18.880
<v Speaker 1>mean I think that's a part of it. But the

0:32:18.960 --> 0:32:22.280
<v Speaker 1>music does encourage people to be violent at these shows.

0:32:23.160 --> 0:32:25.120
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I mean that's what the rage is about.

0:32:25.480 --> 0:32:30.320
<v Speaker 1>I mean, most of the music is it's me sometimes

0:32:30.320 --> 0:32:32.800
<v Speaker 1>talking about what I see at the shows. You know

0:32:32.840 --> 0:32:35.440
<v Speaker 1>what I mean. If I'm talking about the shows, you know,

0:32:35.520 --> 0:32:38.560
<v Speaker 1>and so it's just that's just you know, the energy,

0:32:38.800 --> 0:32:40.560
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. But the energy isn't to

0:32:40.640 --> 0:32:45.560
<v Speaker 1>come and start, you know, being ultra violent and just

0:32:45.600 --> 0:32:48.000
<v Speaker 1>being violent and hurt each other. That's not It's not

0:32:48.080 --> 0:32:52.440
<v Speaker 1>what it's about too. It's more so supposed to be entertainment. Yeah,

0:32:52.480 --> 0:32:55.480
<v Speaker 1>it's everything is you know, and it's about what you

0:32:55.600 --> 0:32:57.480
<v Speaker 1>experience at you know, at the shows and what you see.

0:32:57.560 --> 0:32:59.959
<v Speaker 1>You know, what has changed the content of your muse

0:33:00.200 --> 0:33:04.720
<v Speaker 1>moving forward? Do you think you know what happened? You

0:33:04.760 --> 0:33:08.960
<v Speaker 1>know what happened to here? It wasn't off Travis Scott music.

0:33:11.000 --> 0:33:14.040
<v Speaker 1>It wasn't. That wasn't Oh now you need to like

0:33:14.080 --> 0:33:17.080
<v Speaker 1>switch up. No, I mean I've made all different types

0:33:17.120 --> 0:33:20.000
<v Speaker 1>of music music in the first place. You know, I'm

0:33:20.040 --> 0:33:22.320
<v Speaker 1>never was just like one lane or one genre of

0:33:22.320 --> 0:33:26.320
<v Speaker 1>anything in the first place. So I just think it's

0:33:26.360 --> 0:33:29.160
<v Speaker 1>all about experiences. And I feel like, you know, you know,

0:33:29.160 --> 0:33:32.280
<v Speaker 1>it could be music to come out of it. Um lyricism,

0:33:32.480 --> 0:33:37.080
<v Speaker 1>just emotion. You know, music is emotion, um, you know,

0:33:37.240 --> 0:33:41.840
<v Speaker 1>and music is healing and um. And you know you

0:33:41.840 --> 0:33:44.040
<v Speaker 1>can just find healing and find emotion and you know

0:33:44.720 --> 0:33:48.440
<v Speaker 1>in that, you know, um, and just more progressive. You know,

0:33:48.640 --> 0:33:50.920
<v Speaker 1>everything I'm trying to do is just more progressive. You

0:33:51.000 --> 0:33:52.480
<v Speaker 1>said you're a man of God. And when I even

0:33:52.480 --> 0:33:54.400
<v Speaker 1>said that, you know, they say your music is satanic.

0:33:54.400 --> 0:33:55.800
<v Speaker 1>I saw the face that you made. What do you

0:33:55.960 --> 0:33:58.160
<v Speaker 1>what do you think that even comes from Travis Scott

0:33:58.160 --> 0:34:00.680
<v Speaker 1>is satanic? Travis scottis. I just think it's just things

0:34:00.720 --> 0:34:02.840
<v Speaker 1>people collect. You know, people look at the Internet and

0:34:02.880 --> 0:34:04.680
<v Speaker 1>they just collect and they look at things, and they

0:34:04.680 --> 0:34:06.440
<v Speaker 1>look at visuals, and you know, you have all these

0:34:06.880 --> 0:34:10.160
<v Speaker 1>theorists and people just thinking they're looking at visuals don't understand,

0:34:10.400 --> 0:34:12.440
<v Speaker 1>you know, just the idea of like what art maybe,

0:34:12.560 --> 0:34:14.799
<v Speaker 1>or what what you're trying to do. You know, they're

0:34:14.840 --> 0:34:16.799
<v Speaker 1>just making up your own message, especially when you're not

0:34:16.800 --> 0:34:19.759
<v Speaker 1>out there like yelling the message all the time. You know,

0:34:20.200 --> 0:34:23.400
<v Speaker 1>it's just yeah. And when they say this is a

0:34:23.400 --> 0:34:26.520
<v Speaker 1>community event after the world, Yeah, so they say a

0:34:26.560 --> 0:34:29.440
<v Speaker 1>community eventage the Satanic ritual? How does that? Yeah, It's

0:34:29.480 --> 0:34:32.799
<v Speaker 1>like it's it's it's it's crazy because you know, it's

0:34:32.840 --> 0:34:34.879
<v Speaker 1>like I do this for people to have a good time.

0:34:34.920 --> 0:34:36.800
<v Speaker 1>You know. We have rides, we have games, you know,

0:34:36.960 --> 0:34:39.759
<v Speaker 1>it's things for people to get off, creative experiences. It's

0:34:39.800 --> 0:34:42.080
<v Speaker 1>not you know, the show is at the end of

0:34:42.120 --> 0:34:43.840
<v Speaker 1>the day. You know, it's like you know, and that

0:34:43.920 --> 0:34:46.359
<v Speaker 1>show is just something based on on what's you know,

0:34:46.719 --> 0:34:50.719
<v Speaker 1>just these things. You know, it's not like like why

0:34:50.719 --> 0:34:52.160
<v Speaker 1>wo we wake up one day and just trying to

0:34:52.239 --> 0:34:54.400
<v Speaker 1>It's just that's evil. It's not what we are part of.

0:34:54.840 --> 0:34:56.000
<v Speaker 1>Not trying to be a part of that. We're trying

0:34:56.000 --> 0:34:57.440
<v Speaker 1>to be a part of joy, trying to be a

0:34:57.480 --> 0:34:59.560
<v Speaker 1>part of light, trying to be a part of full

0:34:59.560 --> 0:35:02.600
<v Speaker 1>blown happen It's love, you know, understanding people taking care

0:35:02.600 --> 0:35:05.279
<v Speaker 1>of each other, you know, community, people to leave from

0:35:05.320 --> 0:35:07.560
<v Speaker 1>these experiences and want to go out and do good.

0:35:08.320 --> 0:35:11.080
<v Speaker 1>It's literally what we want, you know, we want to

0:35:11.080 --> 0:35:13.960
<v Speaker 1>show to these things. You know, we put everything into it.

0:35:14.120 --> 0:35:16.080
<v Speaker 1>You know, this is you know, this festival. You know,

0:35:16.080 --> 0:35:18.239
<v Speaker 1>this is our third year, you know, so we try

0:35:18.280 --> 0:35:20.680
<v Speaker 1>to put you know, we every year, we put everything

0:35:20.719 --> 0:35:23.120
<v Speaker 1>into the festival so people can enjoy it. You know,

0:35:23.160 --> 0:35:27.520
<v Speaker 1>it's not about even just come perform that not that,

0:35:27.680 --> 0:35:29.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, it's things for them to do all day

0:35:30.880 --> 0:35:34.239
<v Speaker 1>and different artists for them the experience too. Have the

0:35:34.280 --> 0:35:38.319
<v Speaker 1>trauma of just tragedy impacted your desire to perform in

0:35:38.320 --> 0:35:44.040
<v Speaker 1>the future. I've always seen performances of art of healing

0:35:44.280 --> 0:35:46.719
<v Speaker 1>for me. That's why I've always been so into it.

0:35:47.040 --> 0:35:49.560
<v Speaker 1>You know. I don't know if you like, you know,

0:35:49.680 --> 0:35:51.879
<v Speaker 1>looked at like some of the growth from where I'm

0:35:51.880 --> 0:35:53.759
<v Speaker 1>trying to take performance, I've I've always tried to. I

0:35:53.800 --> 0:35:55.200
<v Speaker 1>feel like it's an art of healing, and I feel

0:35:55.200 --> 0:35:58.560
<v Speaker 1>like it's a moment where people have a mutual understanding,

0:36:00.719 --> 0:36:03.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, And I feel like the first things first

0:36:04.400 --> 0:36:07.759
<v Speaker 1>before anything is that we address you know, a lot

0:36:07.760 --> 0:36:10.120
<v Speaker 1>of safety concerns. I think the first things first is

0:36:10.160 --> 0:36:14.480
<v Speaker 1>that because not even just for me, you don't want

0:36:14.520 --> 0:36:18.000
<v Speaker 1>other you know, artists to have to go and take

0:36:18.000 --> 0:36:19.560
<v Speaker 1>a part of that trauma, to take a part of

0:36:19.600 --> 0:36:23.120
<v Speaker 1>that experience. Take a part of that, you know, that fear.

0:36:23.200 --> 0:36:25.040
<v Speaker 1>You don't want console girls to still be a part

0:36:25.040 --> 0:36:26.440
<v Speaker 1>of that fear. They want you want you want them

0:36:26.440 --> 0:36:28.400
<v Speaker 1>to feel safe, you know what I'm saying. So I

0:36:28.480 --> 0:36:30.759
<v Speaker 1>think that's just the first things first. And I think

0:36:31.719 --> 0:36:35.120
<v Speaker 1>once we take major steps into moving in that direction,

0:36:35.600 --> 0:36:36.880
<v Speaker 1>you know, I feel like, you know, it could be

0:36:36.920 --> 0:36:40.600
<v Speaker 1>cool to for for people to practice that healing again,

0:36:40.719 --> 0:36:43.719
<v Speaker 1>you know, and understand that. I don't think people should

0:36:43.800 --> 0:36:45.959
<v Speaker 1>run away from it and shy away from it. I think,

0:36:46.440 --> 0:36:48.480
<v Speaker 1>you know, it's it's a it's a form of healing.

0:36:48.560 --> 0:36:51.720
<v Speaker 1>You know. You know, no matter what you do at

0:36:51.760 --> 0:36:54.040
<v Speaker 1>any of your shows in the future, regardless of how

0:36:54.120 --> 0:36:56.920
<v Speaker 1>much security, how much safety you put in place, you

0:36:56.960 --> 0:37:01.040
<v Speaker 1>cannot control human behavior. Yeah. Yeah, you can't control forty

0:37:02.280 --> 0:37:04.640
<v Speaker 1>people doing whatever it is they do. Is that stay?

0:37:05.840 --> 0:37:08.520
<v Speaker 1>I mean yeah, But you know you also put trust

0:37:08.520 --> 0:37:10.480
<v Speaker 1>in the fans too to you know, just have a

0:37:10.480 --> 0:37:13.799
<v Speaker 1>good time. You know, you just reinstill that and you know,

0:37:14.280 --> 0:37:16.480
<v Speaker 1>you continue to practice. You know, when you're on stage,

0:37:16.480 --> 0:37:19.600
<v Speaker 1>should just remind them, you know, um and even when

0:37:19.600 --> 0:37:22.000
<v Speaker 1>they're there, to just constantly have messages to remind them,

0:37:22.000 --> 0:37:23.600
<v Speaker 1>like Yo, look, you here to have a good time,

0:37:23.920 --> 0:37:26.839
<v Speaker 1>We're not here. If you see somebody you know, help

0:37:26.880 --> 0:37:29.920
<v Speaker 1>another you know, Um, I think it's just continue to

0:37:29.920 --> 0:37:34.719
<v Speaker 1>reinstill that message. I think, help that mindset if Yeah.

0:37:34.760 --> 0:37:36.800
<v Speaker 1>So after a while, was one of you know, several

0:37:36.840 --> 0:37:39.200
<v Speaker 1>ways you gave back to Houston. Do you think you

0:37:39.200 --> 0:37:42.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, lost that privilege to do that. To be honest,

0:37:42.840 --> 0:37:44.880
<v Speaker 1>I haven't really like thought about that because I've just

0:37:44.920 --> 0:37:48.480
<v Speaker 1>been thinking about just community healing and you know, the

0:37:48.600 --> 0:37:51.880
<v Speaker 1>families healing and you know, all those things kind of

0:37:51.880 --> 0:37:55.919
<v Speaker 1>building back up. Um, that that could take forever. Though.

0:37:57.239 --> 0:37:58.960
<v Speaker 1>You know, I don't know if you ever truly hell

0:37:59.360 --> 0:38:02.719
<v Speaker 1>yeah from these type of situations. Yeah, and you know,

0:38:02.800 --> 0:38:05.560
<v Speaker 1>but you know, through these things, you know, like I said,

0:38:05.680 --> 0:38:09.400
<v Speaker 1>music is part of healing. And at the end of

0:38:09.440 --> 0:38:13.040
<v Speaker 1>the day, Um, I don't I just don't you know,

0:38:13.640 --> 0:38:17.760
<v Speaker 1>a Travis Scott show or you know, an asture or show,

0:38:18.440 --> 0:38:22.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, wasn't the bottom line factor of what happened,

0:38:22.320 --> 0:38:24.399
<v Speaker 1>you know, And I think we just got to figure

0:38:24.440 --> 0:38:27.879
<v Speaker 1>out what that was what happened. But you know, having

0:38:27.920 --> 0:38:30.920
<v Speaker 1>a Travis Scott show and we've done shows you know,

0:38:31.600 --> 0:38:35.480
<v Speaker 1>all over that wasn't the you know what happened here.

0:38:35.600 --> 0:38:37.879
<v Speaker 1>You know something that happened here, you know, and that's

0:38:37.880 --> 0:38:39.840
<v Speaker 1>why I want to fix it, because it can happen anywhere,

0:38:40.640 --> 0:38:44.120
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. And I think once we

0:38:44.160 --> 0:38:47.880
<v Speaker 1>get further along in that, I think, you know, you know,

0:38:47.920 --> 0:38:49.960
<v Speaker 1>it would be more a little bit more receptive. I feel,

0:38:50.400 --> 0:38:53.280
<v Speaker 1>just just you as an individual when you perform again,

0:38:53.680 --> 0:38:57.600
<v Speaker 1>what precautions will you take moving forward? Just you just

0:38:57.920 --> 0:39:00.759
<v Speaker 1>based on what you can personally control, precautions would you

0:39:00.800 --> 0:39:04.239
<v Speaker 1>take moving forward? I'll do the same thing i've you know,

0:39:04.440 --> 0:39:07.239
<v Speaker 1>been doing, just double you know, making sure everybody is

0:39:07.320 --> 0:39:12.680
<v Speaker 1>on post and you know, I'll do the you know,

0:39:13.719 --> 0:39:16.799
<v Speaker 1>double down and just making sure that everyone is locked in,

0:39:17.440 --> 0:39:20.799
<v Speaker 1>everyone is aware, everyone is on response, everybody is on

0:39:22.120 --> 0:39:25.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, on it, you know what I'm saying, and

0:39:26.239 --> 0:39:31.840
<v Speaker 1>look out. Try to you know, if you felt like

0:39:31.880 --> 0:39:34.040
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't there, more pushed for it to be more.

0:39:36.080 --> 0:39:38.880
<v Speaker 1>Push the call and response more with the fans, like

0:39:38.920 --> 0:39:41.360
<v Speaker 1>what you mean, like y'all okay or you know, or

0:39:41.440 --> 0:39:43.359
<v Speaker 1>like you know, try to have some sort of call

0:39:43.400 --> 0:39:46.320
<v Speaker 1>and response with the fans while still being smooth in

0:39:46.360 --> 0:39:48.040
<v Speaker 1>the performance. At the end of the day, it's still

0:39:48.560 --> 0:39:51.880
<v Speaker 1>performance are right, you know what I'm saying. Um, And

0:39:51.960 --> 0:39:54.440
<v Speaker 1>that's why the whole general, whole idea about this is

0:39:54.480 --> 0:39:57.360
<v Speaker 1>you want to make sure that is all these factors

0:39:57.400 --> 0:40:00.600
<v Speaker 1>are done before we even go in cit these things,

0:40:00.640 --> 0:40:03.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, um, because you want to just when you

0:40:03.880 --> 0:40:05.439
<v Speaker 1>go in, you want to have the mindset that, okay,

0:40:05.440 --> 0:40:08.160
<v Speaker 1>people are gonna be okay, we can have a good show.

0:40:09.000 --> 0:40:11.279
<v Speaker 1>If anything's going down, people are gonna be right there

0:40:11.280 --> 0:40:13.480
<v Speaker 1>to be the first one to get to him, you know,

0:40:14.480 --> 0:40:17.359
<v Speaker 1>and if it's gonna be in the communication, it's you know, communication.

0:40:17.480 --> 0:40:22.160
<v Speaker 1>But you know, I think, yeah, when you did stop

0:40:22.200 --> 0:40:24.680
<v Speaker 1>the show, how did you see that one person? I

0:40:24.680 --> 0:40:26.839
<v Speaker 1>mean he was right there. You know, you had like

0:40:27.360 --> 0:40:29.719
<v Speaker 1>you had people like just spread it out, you know,

0:40:30.160 --> 0:40:32.160
<v Speaker 1>And so I'm looking and I'm like, oh, so I

0:40:32.239 --> 0:40:36.759
<v Speaker 1>just called down and you know the medics just came in, responded,

0:40:37.000 --> 0:40:39.360
<v Speaker 1>got him out. You know that's the only one you

0:40:39.400 --> 0:40:41.839
<v Speaker 1>saw that, Yeah, it's only one I saw. And then

0:40:41.960 --> 0:40:45.200
<v Speaker 1>you know when I seen the lights in the back,

0:40:45.480 --> 0:40:47.760
<v Speaker 1>you know, I just double check make sure everyone's okay.

0:40:47.840 --> 0:40:51.080
<v Speaker 1>You know, I got a response to everyone's okay. Yeah.

0:40:51.160 --> 0:40:55.200
<v Speaker 1>How normal is that to see ambalances and everything else

0:40:55.200 --> 0:40:57.560
<v Speaker 1>at these facts. Well it was it was lights, so

0:40:58.640 --> 0:41:01.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, an ambulance don't really have like red and

0:41:01.840 --> 0:41:04.879
<v Speaker 1>blue lights, you know, as you thought of I don't,

0:41:05.200 --> 0:41:06.919
<v Speaker 1>you don't know, you just you're just looking at his lights.

0:41:07.000 --> 0:41:09.480
<v Speaker 1>That's why I acts. I'm just like yo, it's an ambulance.

0:41:09.520 --> 0:41:11.440
<v Speaker 1>It's like what's going on. You don't know if it's

0:41:11.480 --> 0:41:15.160
<v Speaker 1>like somebody got to light something doing, you know, doing

0:41:15.200 --> 0:41:17.759
<v Speaker 1>some turn, you don't know, you know, but you know

0:41:17.760 --> 0:41:20.759
<v Speaker 1>they didn't get a response, so you know, you know

0:41:20.760 --> 0:41:22.960
<v Speaker 1>you got a response to fans. You know that I

0:41:23.040 --> 0:41:26.239
<v Speaker 1>actually want to put her hand up um, and then

0:41:26.320 --> 0:41:28.000
<v Speaker 1>you know they're get a response for anything else. So

0:41:28.600 --> 0:41:31.000
<v Speaker 1>just carried on. Did it make you feel judged when

0:41:31.000 --> 0:41:34.320
<v Speaker 1>you see videos, you know, circulating the other artists stopping

0:41:34.320 --> 0:41:37.200
<v Speaker 1>their shows like to check on fans since since after World,

0:41:37.480 --> 0:41:40.400
<v Speaker 1>because it's almost like the insinuation from other artists that like,

0:41:40.920 --> 0:41:42.880
<v Speaker 1>you didn't do enough, So we don't want to be

0:41:42.920 --> 0:41:45.719
<v Speaker 1>like TRAVI. I'll take it as you know, they're just

0:41:45.800 --> 0:41:50.520
<v Speaker 1>taking extra precautions, you know, because it might not have

0:41:50.560 --> 0:41:54.439
<v Speaker 1>been something that you know, it's running though their mind

0:41:54.480 --> 0:42:00.080
<v Speaker 1>at time before and they're just taking extra precautions to

0:42:01.239 --> 0:42:03.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, make sure they don't run through the same

0:42:03.760 --> 0:42:07.600
<v Speaker 1>same problems. And I commend them for that. You know,

0:42:07.640 --> 0:42:10.600
<v Speaker 1>I've always done the same thing, you know, in my

0:42:10.680 --> 0:42:13.480
<v Speaker 1>prior shows and at the show, so you know, I

0:42:13.520 --> 0:42:15.520
<v Speaker 1>feel them, you know. I just think it's been a

0:42:15.560 --> 0:42:19.720
<v Speaker 1>little bit more people are more capturing now, like because

0:42:19.719 --> 0:42:21.319
<v Speaker 1>of what's going on. I think that's just how the

0:42:21.360 --> 0:42:24.440
<v Speaker 1>media works. Do you feel like your team right now

0:42:24.480 --> 0:42:29.479
<v Speaker 1>is allowing you to do everything that you possibly could

0:42:29.520 --> 0:42:32.880
<v Speaker 1>do and as far as what this, as far as

0:42:32.960 --> 0:42:36.799
<v Speaker 1>like anything regardless to the situation, you know, speaking out well,

0:42:37.160 --> 0:42:39.920
<v Speaker 1>reaching out to families whatever, well, yeah, you know, you

0:42:39.920 --> 0:42:41.600
<v Speaker 1>know it's a lot of league go into it. But

0:42:43.440 --> 0:42:45.600
<v Speaker 1>at the end of the day, I'm you know, I'm human,

0:42:45.680 --> 0:42:47.520
<v Speaker 1>So I want to do so much to try to

0:42:47.560 --> 0:42:50.560
<v Speaker 1>like help and heal. And you know, you want to

0:42:50.560 --> 0:42:53.040
<v Speaker 1>give time for people to heal. You want to give time,

0:42:53.800 --> 0:42:55.719
<v Speaker 1>but you know, I want to be able to like

0:42:55.960 --> 0:43:00.520
<v Speaker 1>go and start taking these steps to you know, addressing

0:43:00.560 --> 0:43:03.360
<v Speaker 1>these you know, these problems and you know, getting to

0:43:03.400 --> 0:43:07.480
<v Speaker 1>the solutions, you know, addressing the solutions and addressing ways

0:43:07.520 --> 0:43:11.880
<v Speaker 1>to fix these things from happening in the future, Like um,

0:43:11.920 --> 0:43:15.560
<v Speaker 1>and I think that's the main thing. And I've always

0:43:15.560 --> 0:43:19.839
<v Speaker 1>took a I've always took pride in trying to lead

0:43:19.920 --> 0:43:23.440
<v Speaker 1>things and go and attack things and you know, be

0:43:23.520 --> 0:43:25.719
<v Speaker 1>the first to jump out and go do it. You know.

0:43:25.800 --> 0:43:30.680
<v Speaker 1>So I'm I'm more than you know, happy enough to go.

0:43:30.880 --> 0:43:33.200
<v Speaker 1>But but then there's the person Travis Scott. But then

0:43:33.239 --> 0:43:36.000
<v Speaker 1>there's the business, the Travis Scott. I'm sure there's a

0:43:36.040 --> 0:43:40.240
<v Speaker 1>lot of people around you trying to protect the business. Yeah,

0:43:40.280 --> 0:43:43.680
<v Speaker 1>so for you personally, like you know, how much do

0:43:44.600 --> 0:43:47.880
<v Speaker 1>you want to protect the business as well? Well? I

0:43:47.920 --> 0:43:50.880
<v Speaker 1>mean at the end of the day, like people have

0:43:50.920 --> 0:43:55.880
<v Speaker 1>to understand, these businesses aren't built because you know you

0:43:56.040 --> 0:44:02.360
<v Speaker 1>Charlotte Magne and home Travis. So it's like I've always

0:44:02.480 --> 0:44:06.360
<v Speaker 1>cared about, you know, the fans. I don't give but

0:44:06.680 --> 0:44:11.719
<v Speaker 1>you know, it's about them, you know. So it's like

0:44:13.080 --> 0:44:15.279
<v Speaker 1>obviously it's like business and this, but I've always been

0:44:15.280 --> 0:44:17.560
<v Speaker 1>the one that's like pushed back on vocally like yo,

0:44:17.880 --> 0:44:20.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, we gotta you know, this is about you know,

0:44:21.000 --> 0:44:23.319
<v Speaker 1>the fans and you know the team is always felt

0:44:23.320 --> 0:44:26.640
<v Speaker 1>the same way. Um and so and anytime I've ever

0:44:26.680 --> 0:44:30.040
<v Speaker 1>done anything corporately, that's just I I've always been. It's

0:44:30.040 --> 0:44:31.920
<v Speaker 1>just like yo, we want to go do things to

0:44:32.000 --> 0:44:34.760
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0:44:34.840 --> 0:44:38.399
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0:44:38.800 --> 0:44:42.960
<v Speaker 1>what we could do, like the numbers, like you know,

0:44:43.080 --> 0:44:45.680
<v Speaker 1>that's not what we chase here. We chase for people

0:44:45.680 --> 0:44:48.560
<v Speaker 1>to have the best experience. You know. We want people

0:44:48.560 --> 0:44:51.000
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0:44:51.040 --> 0:44:55.279
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<v Speaker 1>if anybody decides to back away from Travis Scott on

0:46:54.040 --> 0:47:00.759
<v Speaker 1>a corporate level, do you care? No? But um, I've

0:47:00.760 --> 0:47:02.920
<v Speaker 1>never jumped into things with people that didn't know me.

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<v Speaker 1>So everyone I surrounded myself with, you know, it's always

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<v Speaker 1>been you know, a backbone and you know, supportive anything

0:47:17.040 --> 0:47:19.280
<v Speaker 1>I you know, I want to do to help fix

0:47:20.040 --> 0:47:22.359
<v Speaker 1>anything that could be a good cause, you know. So

0:47:23.320 --> 0:47:25.360
<v Speaker 1>you know I'm thankful for that. You know, if the

0:47:25.400 --> 0:47:29.200
<v Speaker 1>families are the victims, never forgive you, Will you ever

0:47:29.280 --> 0:47:36.480
<v Speaker 1>be able to forgive yourself? Can you live with that? No?

0:47:36.719 --> 0:47:42.799
<v Speaker 1>It's tough, you know, it's real tough, um, because I

0:47:42.840 --> 0:47:48.799
<v Speaker 1>want them to really know that my intentions, you know,

0:47:50.960 --> 0:47:52.960
<v Speaker 1>wasn't you know, it wasn't a harm their family at all.

0:47:53.000 --> 0:47:57.120
<v Speaker 1>It's for them to come and have a good experience, um,

0:47:57.200 --> 0:48:00.800
<v Speaker 1>you know. And I yeah, like you know, I've always

0:48:00.800 --> 0:48:02.799
<v Speaker 1>feel like I have a connection with my fans, you know,

0:48:02.880 --> 0:48:06.440
<v Speaker 1>through the music. I feel like when they come to

0:48:06.440 --> 0:48:08.239
<v Speaker 1>see me, and it's not just like oh they're coming,

0:48:08.320 --> 0:48:12.360
<v Speaker 1>they're coming to it's like a connection. Um. And you know,

0:48:12.480 --> 0:48:15.719
<v Speaker 1>sometimes not knowing, you know, people are not understanding like

0:48:15.880 --> 0:48:18.279
<v Speaker 1>artists and where we come from that it could be

0:48:18.320 --> 0:48:21.120
<v Speaker 1>a disconnect and you know, I would love to you know,

0:48:21.160 --> 0:48:23.560
<v Speaker 1>instead of understanding and you know, for them to truly

0:48:23.600 --> 0:48:25.960
<v Speaker 1>know my hearts from you know, it didn't come for

0:48:26.040 --> 0:48:29.360
<v Speaker 1>them for me to harm, and it wasn't about a

0:48:29.480 --> 0:48:32.279
<v Speaker 1>show to keep you know at all. You know, it's

0:48:32.320 --> 0:48:34.920
<v Speaker 1>a you know, it's about for them to have you know,

0:48:35.000 --> 0:48:36.520
<v Speaker 1>one of the you know, a very good time and

0:48:37.120 --> 0:48:40.319
<v Speaker 1>it's just tragic that it didn't turn out that way.

0:48:40.520 --> 0:48:45.560
<v Speaker 1>You know. Do you feel like you're being villainised? I mean,

0:48:48.200 --> 0:48:49.920
<v Speaker 1>I feel like it comes with being in the seat,

0:48:51.040 --> 0:48:54.879
<v Speaker 1>you know, and I feel like they pointing the finger

0:48:54.920 --> 0:48:56.840
<v Speaker 1>at me because it's my festival or they want to

0:48:56.920 --> 0:48:59.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, it's I am who I am, you know,

0:49:01.200 --> 0:49:05.640
<v Speaker 1>and it maybe not a lot of like understanding about

0:49:05.680 --> 0:49:08.920
<v Speaker 1>like what's going on. But you know, like I said before,

0:49:09.000 --> 0:49:10.640
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I can kind of like take that

0:49:11.719 --> 0:49:15.000
<v Speaker 1>um in a sense um because my whole career, I

0:49:15.040 --> 0:49:16.680
<v Speaker 1>feel like people have been trying to do that and

0:49:16.719 --> 0:49:19.319
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I've shown through actions that that's not

0:49:19.400 --> 0:49:23.319
<v Speaker 1>my character, that's not you know, that's not who I am.

0:49:22.880 --> 0:49:26.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm shining through positive you know, um. And I

0:49:26.600 --> 0:49:29.440
<v Speaker 1>feel like, you know, with understanding and with everything. I

0:49:29.480 --> 0:49:34.319
<v Speaker 1>feel like people understand that what my heart wasn't there

0:49:34.320 --> 0:49:36.080
<v Speaker 1>to be the villain, you know, I was sad to

0:49:36.200 --> 0:49:38.680
<v Speaker 1>be like a hometown hero, you know. The day before

0:49:38.719 --> 0:49:42.440
<v Speaker 1>Astro World, UM, this footage of you discussing the importance

0:49:42.440 --> 0:49:45.080
<v Speaker 1>of giving back to your community and how much it

0:49:45.120 --> 0:49:46.840
<v Speaker 1>means to you to be able to do that. Do

0:49:46.880 --> 0:49:50.920
<v Speaker 1>you think people have forgotten you know, your heart and

0:49:51.000 --> 0:49:56.160
<v Speaker 1>all this and what after World was truly about. You know,

0:49:56.200 --> 0:49:58.920
<v Speaker 1>I think people are you know, grieving, and you can

0:49:59.000 --> 0:50:02.799
<v Speaker 1>get I can get you know, misplaced with you know,

0:50:03.040 --> 0:50:06.759
<v Speaker 1>who cares about that what's going on right now. But

0:50:07.160 --> 0:50:12.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, like I said, UM, I just want to

0:50:12.000 --> 0:50:16.080
<v Speaker 1>continue to you know, stay on those stepping blocks and

0:50:16.160 --> 0:50:18.560
<v Speaker 1>continue to doing the charity I've been doing it, and

0:50:18.560 --> 0:50:21.320
<v Speaker 1>continue to doing the community to work I've been doing Houston.

0:50:21.400 --> 0:50:23.880
<v Speaker 1>You know, Um, I was doing those things before and

0:50:24.000 --> 0:50:26.040
<v Speaker 1>not looking for people to pat me on the back

0:50:26.080 --> 0:50:27.480
<v Speaker 1>for him you know, I was just doing them just

0:50:27.520 --> 0:50:31.960
<v Speaker 1>simply just to make a change. And so you wouldn't

0:50:31.960 --> 0:50:36.200
<v Speaker 1>be surprised if people don't, you know, pay attention to

0:50:36.280 --> 0:50:39.719
<v Speaker 1>some of those things throughout whenever you are doing them.

0:50:40.080 --> 0:50:42.160
<v Speaker 1>But that's not what you're doing for really, so I

0:50:42.160 --> 0:50:43.600
<v Speaker 1>feel like at the end of the day, you continue

0:50:43.640 --> 0:50:48.640
<v Speaker 1>to do those things regardless, you know, you think you'll

0:50:48.640 --> 0:50:53.239
<v Speaker 1>ever be able to recover from this emotionally. You know,

0:50:54.400 --> 0:50:58.359
<v Speaker 1>my grandmother and my dad, my mom, they've always told

0:50:58.360 --> 0:51:01.600
<v Speaker 1>me to, you know, put your faith in God and

0:51:01.680 --> 0:51:05.960
<v Speaker 1>how behind this wing. Um. And at the end of

0:51:05.960 --> 0:51:09.840
<v Speaker 1>the day, I think you gotta I've always told myself,

0:51:09.840 --> 0:51:12.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, things aren't gonna get it's hard. You know,

0:51:12.480 --> 0:51:16.279
<v Speaker 1>things can be feeling amazing sometimes and things can get

0:51:16.320 --> 0:51:21.720
<v Speaker 1>real hard, you know. And I think how you respond

0:51:21.760 --> 0:51:24.520
<v Speaker 1>to things and where you channel your emotions is very important,

0:51:24.560 --> 0:51:29.160
<v Speaker 1>you know, especially at a time like this. And um

0:51:29.200 --> 0:51:31.399
<v Speaker 1>and I gave you know it was it was hard

0:51:31.440 --> 0:51:33.439
<v Speaker 1>for me to really because it was the first its

0:51:33.480 --> 0:51:36.719
<v Speaker 1>first time anything like this I've even seen anything like

0:51:36.760 --> 0:51:40.279
<v Speaker 1>this hurting me and be happening, you know, to this

0:51:40.320 --> 0:51:44.759
<v Speaker 1>whole community. You know, Um, it just it just you know,

0:51:45.080 --> 0:51:47.440
<v Speaker 1>you kind of just you want to be able to

0:51:47.520 --> 0:51:50.600
<v Speaker 1>channel that emotion to just respond. And you gotta be

0:51:50.680 --> 0:51:54.719
<v Speaker 1>strong man. Um. Stepping in and doing the things for

0:51:54.800 --> 0:51:58.120
<v Speaker 1>the community doesn't come with being you know, too weak.

0:51:58.280 --> 0:52:01.120
<v Speaker 1>You gotta be able to you know, step through these

0:52:01.160 --> 0:52:04.040
<v Speaker 1>things and show people that you really you really care.

0:52:04.320 --> 0:52:06.959
<v Speaker 1>You know. This wasn't just to get to the point

0:52:07.000 --> 0:52:09.680
<v Speaker 1>to do this, but it was really to create active change,

0:52:09.719 --> 0:52:13.200
<v Speaker 1>you know. And I think you know these are you know,

0:52:13.360 --> 0:52:16.320
<v Speaker 1>it's these moments right now where you gotta really show,

0:52:17.360 --> 0:52:20.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, where your heart is in this thing, you know. UM.

0:52:20.200 --> 0:52:22.560
<v Speaker 1>And I think you know that's what I've always you

0:52:22.600 --> 0:52:24.759
<v Speaker 1>know one wanted to do and you know I want

0:52:24.760 --> 0:52:26.800
<v Speaker 1>to just continue to do that. I'm glad you mentioned

0:52:26.800 --> 0:52:28.560
<v Speaker 1>your family because that was one of my one of

0:52:28.600 --> 0:52:31.840
<v Speaker 1>my last questions, like how important this family been in

0:52:31.880 --> 0:52:35.480
<v Speaker 1>this situation? Uh? You know it's been important, you know. UM,

0:52:36.320 --> 0:52:40.760
<v Speaker 1>you know, you know all my family was there too,

0:52:40.800 --> 0:52:44.440
<v Speaker 1>you know, so it's been important. UM. But to be

0:52:44.520 --> 0:52:49.080
<v Speaker 1>able to have them and bounce back you know ideas

0:52:49.160 --> 0:52:54.560
<v Speaker 1>and you know them, grieve with you know, for those

0:52:54.600 --> 0:52:57.959
<v Speaker 1>families as well. UM, pray for those families as well,

0:52:58.040 --> 0:53:01.840
<v Speaker 1>continue to you know them also being a help in

0:53:01.920 --> 0:53:04.879
<v Speaker 1>hand as well, you know, UM, which gives me more

0:53:04.920 --> 0:53:10.440
<v Speaker 1>hands to help. UM. I feel like which is more important? UM?

0:53:10.480 --> 0:53:14.879
<v Speaker 1>And you know, you know them always having my back

0:53:14.920 --> 0:53:18.040
<v Speaker 1>to support the idea want to create this change. I

0:53:18.080 --> 0:53:21.279
<v Speaker 1>think you know at least gives me more confidence that

0:53:21.440 --> 0:53:23.200
<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm not in this alone, you know what

0:53:23.280 --> 0:53:26.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying to um, help fix this, you know, for this,

0:53:26.719 --> 0:53:31.560
<v Speaker 1>for the families, for the community as a superstar. It's weird,

0:53:31.680 --> 0:53:35.320
<v Speaker 1>right because the same outlets that report on this tragedy,

0:53:36.120 --> 0:53:38.480
<v Speaker 1>which something like the w cover leaps did not you

0:53:38.600 --> 0:53:41.960
<v Speaker 1>want to get back to your relationship and whether you

0:53:42.120 --> 0:53:45.400
<v Speaker 1>and you know Kylie together or not, is that not

0:53:46.520 --> 0:53:54.759
<v Speaker 1>strange to you? I mean, yeah, so I don't really

0:53:54.800 --> 0:54:00.480
<v Speaker 1>like do only do magazines? I like, you know, but

0:54:01.800 --> 0:54:05.839
<v Speaker 1>you know, magazine's gonna try to like figure out what

0:54:05.880 --> 0:54:08.120
<v Speaker 1>the fuck they want to figure out, you know. I

0:54:08.280 --> 0:54:13.200
<v Speaker 1>just I've never did anything for a relationship for it,

0:54:13.400 --> 0:54:15.399
<v Speaker 1>you know, anybody to try to figure out and put

0:54:15.400 --> 0:54:16.799
<v Speaker 1>a label on what they want to put it on.

0:54:17.719 --> 0:54:21.000
<v Speaker 1>You know, we know what our relationship is, and you know,

0:54:21.320 --> 0:54:24.120
<v Speaker 1>so I just stand strong on it. So I guess

0:54:24.120 --> 0:54:27.120
<v Speaker 1>my final question, man, who do who? Who does? Who

0:54:27.160 --> 0:54:31.279
<v Speaker 1>does Travis got? Ultimately, I guess think is responsible for

0:54:31.360 --> 0:54:41.240
<v Speaker 1>this traged You know, it's crazy because something tragic happening

0:54:41.239 --> 0:54:48.120
<v Speaker 1>here and what's what what I've just been trying to,

0:54:48.680 --> 0:54:50.759
<v Speaker 1>you know, get to the bottom of it. Is just

0:54:51.239 --> 0:54:54.120
<v Speaker 1>what happened here, how it happened here. And you know,

0:54:54.160 --> 0:54:56.960
<v Speaker 1>I think the families are old, you know that. I

0:54:57.000 --> 0:55:00.520
<v Speaker 1>feel like, you know, the community is old that I

0:55:00.520 --> 0:55:04.240
<v Speaker 1>feel like we're old that to just know what happened here. Um,

0:55:04.760 --> 0:55:07.319
<v Speaker 1>And you know, I don't want to I don't want

0:55:07.320 --> 0:55:09.160
<v Speaker 1>to just speak too soon. I just want to figure out,

0:55:09.400 --> 0:55:13.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, what happened, you know. Um. But you know, we,

0:55:15.400 --> 0:55:17.719
<v Speaker 1>like I said, you know, as artists, we just leave

0:55:17.800 --> 0:55:21.719
<v Speaker 1>this up you know, to you know, to professionals to

0:55:21.840 --> 0:55:25.359
<v Speaker 1>make sure that we you know that fans are happening

0:55:25.360 --> 0:55:27.719
<v Speaker 1>a good time every you know, people are protected and

0:55:27.719 --> 0:55:31.839
<v Speaker 1>can you know, leave and have the best experience ever.

0:55:32.480 --> 0:55:34.680
<v Speaker 1>You know, they're going to pick this interview apart. So

0:55:34.760 --> 0:55:37.520
<v Speaker 1>is there anything you want to say, you know, to

0:55:37.600 --> 0:55:40.839
<v Speaker 1>your fans, to the family of people who lost loved ones,

0:55:41.520 --> 0:55:43.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, before we get out of here. I mean,

0:55:43.600 --> 0:55:45.200
<v Speaker 1>I just want to I want everyone to can just

0:55:45.239 --> 0:55:48.800
<v Speaker 1>continue praying for the fans. Um. I want to continue.

0:55:48.800 --> 0:55:50.799
<v Speaker 1>I want people to continue praying for the ones, the

0:55:50.840 --> 0:55:53.400
<v Speaker 1>fans I was lost, you know, I want people to

0:55:53.400 --> 0:55:57.640
<v Speaker 1>continue praying for the families. Um. I want people to

0:55:57.640 --> 0:56:01.920
<v Speaker 1>continue just reaching out for healing. UM, I want people

0:56:01.920 --> 0:56:05.200
<v Speaker 1>to continue to just be there for each other, UM,

0:56:05.880 --> 0:56:09.920
<v Speaker 1>and remember that you know that love is just you

0:56:09.960 --> 0:56:15.560
<v Speaker 1>know everything, and with that, you know, we can try

0:56:15.600 --> 0:56:20.040
<v Speaker 1>to cure everything, you know, and take steps into you know, healing.

0:56:20.239 --> 0:56:24.080
<v Speaker 1>And I think the more we try to, you know,

0:56:24.400 --> 0:56:27.120
<v Speaker 1>continue to let people grieve and continue to be there

0:56:27.160 --> 0:56:30.200
<v Speaker 1>for people and you know, check in more people and

0:56:30.880 --> 0:56:33.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, checking on your loved ones and just you

0:56:33.960 --> 0:56:35.640
<v Speaker 1>know that, you know, I think that's just like one

0:56:35.680 --> 0:56:39.520
<v Speaker 1>of the most important things. You know, UM, stand strong

0:56:39.600 --> 0:56:42.440
<v Speaker 1>to this while we you know, figure out what's going on,

0:56:42.600 --> 0:56:45.839
<v Speaker 1>you know, and and bring understanding to these families and

0:56:46.160 --> 0:56:48.359
<v Speaker 1>to the community. That's what we're gonna. Donna send healing

0:56:48.440 --> 0:56:51.799
<v Speaker 1>energy to everybody involved, the families, you know, those who

0:56:51.800 --> 0:56:56.759
<v Speaker 1>were lost yourself, because nobody wants tragedies like just that, Yeah,

0:56:56.840 --> 0:56:58.880
<v Speaker 1>not at all, So preventing the moving forward is the

0:56:58.920 --> 0:57:06.959
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