1 00:00:00,720 --> 00:00:17,800 Speaker 1: Disgraceland is a production of Double Elvis. 2 00:00:17,800 --> 00:00:20,799 Speaker 2: The story of Axel Rose and his band Guns N' Roses, 3 00:00:21,120 --> 00:00:25,400 Speaker 2: their immense success and destructiveness is so wild and intense 4 00:00:25,480 --> 00:00:28,639 Speaker 2: that two episodes were needed to properly tell this story. 5 00:00:29,360 --> 00:00:31,960 Speaker 2: If you're just getting hip to this now, I suggest 6 00:00:32,000 --> 00:00:35,480 Speaker 2: you hit pause and go back to Disgraceland Episode forty nine, 7 00:00:35,600 --> 00:00:38,400 Speaker 2: Part one of the Guns N' Roses story, where we 8 00:00:38,479 --> 00:00:41,839 Speaker 2: discuss Axel Rose's upbringing, the origins of the band, and 9 00:00:41,880 --> 00:00:44,920 Speaker 2: the influence the city of Los Angeles had on their music, 10 00:00:45,280 --> 00:00:48,040 Speaker 2: as well as the tragic events at the Donnington Monsters 11 00:00:48,080 --> 00:00:52,120 Speaker 2: of Rock festival in nineteen eighty eight. In this episode, 12 00:00:52,360 --> 00:00:55,880 Speaker 2: we dive deeper into the band's inner dynamics, Axel's state 13 00:00:55,920 --> 00:00:59,640 Speaker 2: of mind and highly antagonistic relationship with the press, and 14 00:00:59,680 --> 00:01:03,960 Speaker 2: of course, more of the band's great music. That music 15 00:01:04,000 --> 00:01:06,080 Speaker 2: I played you at the top of the show. That 16 00:01:06,240 --> 00:01:09,240 Speaker 2: wasn't great music. That was a preset loop from my 17 00:01:09,319 --> 00:01:12,480 Speaker 2: melotron called Mellow Stuffed Shirts MK. 18 00:01:13,120 --> 00:01:13,360 Speaker 3: One. 19 00:01:14,400 --> 00:01:16,800 Speaker 2: I played you that loop because I can't afford the 20 00:01:16,880 --> 00:01:20,560 Speaker 2: rights to Rush Rush by Paula Abdul, And why would 21 00:01:20,600 --> 00:01:23,720 Speaker 2: I play you that specific slice of former La Laker 22 00:01:23,840 --> 00:01:27,920 Speaker 2: Cheerleader Cheese, Could I afford it? Because that was the 23 00:01:28,040 --> 00:01:32,000 Speaker 2: number one song in America on July second, nineteen ninety one, 24 00:01:32,520 --> 00:01:34,920 Speaker 2: and that was the day Guns N' Roses took the 25 00:01:34,959 --> 00:01:38,600 Speaker 2: stage at the Riverport Theater in Saint Louis, Missouri, and 26 00:01:38,680 --> 00:01:44,840 Speaker 2: all hell broke loose. On this our fiftieth episode, Cheerleader, Cheese, 27 00:01:45,120 --> 00:01:48,640 Speaker 2: Rocket Queens Recovered Memories and Guns n' Roses. 28 00:01:49,200 --> 00:01:50,720 Speaker 4: I'm Jake Brennan. 29 00:01:50,720 --> 00:02:08,639 Speaker 3: In this this disgraceland. 30 00:02:16,320 --> 00:02:19,959 Speaker 2: Neither girl was doing it for Axel. It was hot, sure, 31 00:02:20,080 --> 00:02:22,720 Speaker 2: for a seventeen year old who couldn't get laid, maybe, 32 00:02:22,880 --> 00:02:25,200 Speaker 2: but for anyone who knew anything about sex, it was 33 00:02:25,400 --> 00:02:28,240 Speaker 2: kind of a lame. These girls sounded like they were 34 00:02:28,280 --> 00:02:31,800 Speaker 2: faking it, forcing it for the microphones, and they were 35 00:02:31,840 --> 00:02:35,200 Speaker 2: having sex with Axel on the floor, both at different times. 36 00:02:35,919 --> 00:02:37,680 Speaker 2: He was doing his best, but he was in his 37 00:02:37,720 --> 00:02:40,959 Speaker 2: head distracted too, concerned with getting a good take and 38 00:02:41,080 --> 00:02:45,040 Speaker 2: giving a good lay. The microphones must have distracted the 39 00:02:45,040 --> 00:02:48,760 Speaker 2: girls too. Axel didn't really know. He just wanted them 40 00:02:48,800 --> 00:02:51,160 Speaker 2: to be natural, to do what they would normally do. 41 00:02:51,639 --> 00:02:54,080 Speaker 2: But it was a lot to ask of anyone, and 42 00:02:54,160 --> 00:02:56,120 Speaker 2: a lot to ask for everyone who was in the 43 00:02:56,160 --> 00:02:58,720 Speaker 2: studio with him while he tried recording a real life 44 00:02:58,800 --> 00:03:02,240 Speaker 2: female orgasm ministered by him for the benefit of the 45 00:03:02,240 --> 00:03:05,360 Speaker 2: Guns and Roses song Rocket Queen that his band was 46 00:03:05,400 --> 00:03:11,280 Speaker 2: recording for their debut album. Too many oh yeah babies 47 00:03:11,320 --> 00:03:15,680 Speaker 2: and forced breathiness, too many quizical squeals and ill placed moans. 48 00:03:16,320 --> 00:03:18,880 Speaker 2: Axel didn't want this to sound like a cheesy Corno 49 00:03:18,960 --> 00:03:21,840 Speaker 2: flick or worse, like something out of a goddamn Zucker 50 00:03:21,840 --> 00:03:22,600 Speaker 2: Brothers movie. 51 00:03:22,880 --> 00:03:26,080 Speaker 4: He wanted it to sound real hard like his band. 52 00:03:26,840 --> 00:03:29,600 Speaker 2: But Axel couldn't blame the girls, and they were giving 53 00:03:29,600 --> 00:03:32,880 Speaker 2: it the old Sunset try. But sex is sometimes messy. 54 00:03:33,160 --> 00:03:37,720 Speaker 2: It's physical, and given the circumstance demanding, the mics were 55 00:03:37,840 --> 00:03:42,120 Speaker 2: constantly being bumped into carefully placed by the studio engineer 56 00:03:42,160 --> 00:03:45,200 Speaker 2: to perfectly capture the sound act, so wanted every time 57 00:03:45,240 --> 00:03:48,200 Speaker 2: the mics were disturbed the engineer to come back into 58 00:03:48,240 --> 00:03:50,440 Speaker 2: the live room in the middle of the sex act 59 00:03:50,480 --> 00:03:53,800 Speaker 2: to readjust the mics nothing to see here, keep doing 60 00:03:53,800 --> 00:03:56,240 Speaker 2: what you're doing. I'm just gonna yep, that's it right 61 00:03:56,400 --> 00:03:58,920 Speaker 2: right there. Okay, I'll set get back to it, and 62 00:03:59,080 --> 00:04:03,800 Speaker 2: i'llah yeah, I'm just gonna head back in there. The 63 00:04:03,840 --> 00:04:06,200 Speaker 2: engineer would then head back into the control room, where 64 00:04:06,280 --> 00:04:09,880 Speaker 2: various bandmates with rolling eyes and snickering cocaine tongues would 65 00:04:09,880 --> 00:04:12,600 Speaker 2: do their best to keep it in their pants. It's 66 00:04:12,640 --> 00:04:14,920 Speaker 2: not like the girls were oblivious to what was going on. 67 00:04:15,600 --> 00:04:18,080 Speaker 2: The candles in the dimly lit studio couldn't hide the 68 00:04:18,120 --> 00:04:21,880 Speaker 2: awkwardness of the situation, and the interruptions from the engineer 69 00:04:22,000 --> 00:04:24,880 Speaker 2: happened continuously, and as a result, the rhythm was busted 70 00:04:24,960 --> 00:04:28,000 Speaker 2: up constantly, and as anyone who was experienced with sex 71 00:04:28,080 --> 00:04:30,880 Speaker 2: can tell you, rhythm is the key to good sex. 72 00:04:31,320 --> 00:04:33,960 Speaker 2: And Axel wasn't just going for good sex. He was 73 00:04:34,040 --> 00:04:37,800 Speaker 2: going for great sex. It needed to sound authentic and 74 00:04:37,920 --> 00:04:41,240 Speaker 2: it wasn't, and he was getting pissed. He needed a 75 00:04:41,279 --> 00:04:44,920 Speaker 2: pro not a prostitute, but a professional. A girl who 76 00:04:45,080 --> 00:04:48,799 Speaker 2: was dialed in turned up sex minded nearly one hundred 77 00:04:48,800 --> 00:04:51,200 Speaker 2: percent of the time, the type of girl who walked 78 00:04:51,200 --> 00:04:53,480 Speaker 2: in a room and you just got the vibe immediately. 79 00:04:54,080 --> 00:04:57,800 Speaker 2: To Axel, these girls were rare. Most groupies acted like 80 00:04:57,839 --> 00:05:01,080 Speaker 2: they wanted sex, and sure some most definitely did, but 81 00:05:01,160 --> 00:05:03,680 Speaker 2: what most wanted was to just get up close to 82 00:05:03,720 --> 00:05:06,480 Speaker 2: the rock star gods see what they were all about, 83 00:05:06,880 --> 00:05:10,600 Speaker 2: coax their personalities out through their vulnerabilities, and wormed their 84 00:05:10,600 --> 00:05:13,640 Speaker 2: way into some sort of relationship via their own natural 85 00:05:13,640 --> 00:05:16,440 Speaker 2: maternal instincts. And before you knew it, if the group 86 00:05:16,480 --> 00:05:19,240 Speaker 2: he was lucky and any good, she'd be dating her 87 00:05:19,320 --> 00:05:22,080 Speaker 2: rock god, and then who knew what could happen? Her 88 00:05:22,120 --> 00:05:24,960 Speaker 2: whole world would open up. Sex was just the price 89 00:05:25,000 --> 00:05:28,880 Speaker 2: of admission. Axel wasn't looking for this type of girl. 90 00:05:29,080 --> 00:05:31,320 Speaker 2: He was looking for that rare woman, the kind with 91 00:05:31,360 --> 00:05:34,760 Speaker 2: the torturous libido, The kind that thought about basically one 92 00:05:34,800 --> 00:05:37,960 Speaker 2: thing in any social situation, which guy. 93 00:05:37,800 --> 00:05:38,599 Speaker 4: Am I gonna fuck? 94 00:05:40,160 --> 00:05:42,520 Speaker 2: The kind that didn't care about your feelings or hers 95 00:05:42,560 --> 00:05:45,120 Speaker 2: for that matter, The kind of girl who exuded sex, 96 00:05:45,200 --> 00:05:48,000 Speaker 2: and not just because of her looks. With this type 97 00:05:48,000 --> 00:05:53,000 Speaker 2: of girl, the attraction was different, less physical, more chemical, scientific. 98 00:05:53,279 --> 00:05:56,839 Speaker 2: Wherever she went, she exploded into the room, and her presence, 99 00:05:56,880 --> 00:05:59,960 Speaker 2: her pheromones, set off tiny little explosions in the mind. 100 00:06:00,240 --> 00:06:03,320 Speaker 2: Whichever men were lucky enough to be around her. What 101 00:06:03,640 --> 00:06:06,320 Speaker 2: in the hell they imagined would sex? Would this woman 102 00:06:06,400 --> 00:06:10,480 Speaker 2: be like? This type of girl's vibe, her essence was 103 00:06:10,640 --> 00:06:15,040 Speaker 2: that combustible explosive like a rocket, drawing everyone in like 104 00:06:15,080 --> 00:06:19,360 Speaker 2: a queen, Like a rocket Queen, Axel knew just the girl. 105 00:06:22,360 --> 00:06:24,960 Speaker 2: Only problem was she was dating one of his best 106 00:06:24,960 --> 00:06:28,159 Speaker 2: friends and the drummer in his band, Steven Adler. She 107 00:06:28,279 --> 00:06:30,359 Speaker 2: was a nineteen year old stripper who went by the 108 00:06:30,400 --> 00:06:33,039 Speaker 2: name Adriana. Who knew if that was her real name? 109 00:06:33,200 --> 00:06:36,080 Speaker 2: Did it matter? No, All that mattered was that she 110 00:06:36,200 --> 00:06:38,520 Speaker 2: was pissed at her want to be rock star. A boyfriend, 111 00:06:38,520 --> 00:06:41,400 Speaker 2: Steven Adler was dipping his little vic firth and whatever 112 00:06:41,480 --> 00:06:43,480 Speaker 2: horror he could get his hands on around the strip. 113 00:06:44,000 --> 00:06:46,120 Speaker 2: So when Axel laid it on her, what he wanted 114 00:06:46,160 --> 00:06:48,680 Speaker 2: to do have sex with her in the studio and 115 00:06:48,720 --> 00:06:51,799 Speaker 2: record the act of overdub onto a song that Stephen 116 00:06:51,880 --> 00:06:55,200 Speaker 2: was actually playing drums on. Adrianna jumped at the chance. 117 00:06:55,920 --> 00:06:58,360 Speaker 2: Revenge is a dish best served hot and in front 118 00:06:58,360 --> 00:07:00,080 Speaker 2: of a live studio audience. 119 00:06:59,640 --> 00:07:01,520 Speaker 4: With the tape. 120 00:07:02,800 --> 00:07:06,520 Speaker 2: Axel's inclination was correct, and the results speak for themselves. 121 00:07:06,760 --> 00:07:10,720 Speaker 2: The song Rocket Queen is one of their best recorded tracks, 122 00:07:10,720 --> 00:07:13,280 Speaker 2: and the recorded sex act in the middle does indeed 123 00:07:13,360 --> 00:07:17,200 Speaker 2: sound authentic. Almost as important, the rumors about the recording 124 00:07:17,240 --> 00:07:20,520 Speaker 2: session spread like wildfire, and the infamous reputation of the 125 00:07:20,560 --> 00:07:24,120 Speaker 2: band spread even further. People in the industry and the 126 00:07:24,160 --> 00:07:27,320 Speaker 2: Sunset Strip metal scene took note. This wasn't a band 127 00:07:27,360 --> 00:07:29,960 Speaker 2: of opposers. These guys were the real deal, and their 128 00:07:30,040 --> 00:07:34,560 Speaker 2: singer was fucking crazy. And there were other rumors too, 129 00:07:35,120 --> 00:07:39,960 Speaker 2: mainly involving Heroin. The band were savage junkies and they 130 00:07:39,960 --> 00:07:41,640 Speaker 2: were going to be lucky to live to see the 131 00:07:41,680 --> 00:07:44,320 Speaker 2: release of their debut album, or so on the thinking. 132 00:07:44,840 --> 00:07:48,320 Speaker 2: And if Heroin didn't kill them, then AIDS would. Words 133 00:07:48,320 --> 00:07:52,480 Speaker 2: started spreading that Slash, the band's guitarist, was openly worrying 134 00:07:52,520 --> 00:07:55,400 Speaker 2: to anyone who would listen about a coming La metal 135 00:07:55,440 --> 00:07:58,320 Speaker 2: scene AIDS epidemic and if he or David Lee Roth 136 00:07:58,400 --> 00:08:01,920 Speaker 2: or Gene Simmons caught the dead at the time HIV virus, 137 00:08:02,200 --> 00:08:04,440 Speaker 2: that it would be an instant death sentence for him, 138 00:08:04,560 --> 00:08:08,840 Speaker 2: his band, in the entire Los Angeles heavy metal community, 139 00:08:08,880 --> 00:08:11,680 Speaker 2: with or without dangerous sex, the band was doing their 140 00:08:11,720 --> 00:08:15,120 Speaker 2: best to make truth of the death rumors. Bassis stuff. 141 00:08:15,200 --> 00:08:18,760 Speaker 2: McKagan was drowning himself in Vodga, stuffing himself with pills, 142 00:08:19,040 --> 00:08:22,080 Speaker 2: and there simply weren't enough of either to satiate his appetite. 143 00:08:22,560 --> 00:08:26,040 Speaker 2: Same goes for heroin and Steven Adler. He was consumed 144 00:08:26,040 --> 00:08:28,480 Speaker 2: by the drug and rendered incompetent as a drummer on 145 00:08:28,560 --> 00:08:31,720 Speaker 2: numerous occasions. The fact that he had other assets, like 146 00:08:31,720 --> 00:08:34,800 Speaker 2: his electric nice guy Eddi personality likely kept him in 147 00:08:34,840 --> 00:08:38,920 Speaker 2: the band despite his terrible addiction. Heroin was just as 148 00:08:38,960 --> 00:08:42,079 Speaker 2: gripping on other members of the band as well. Axel 149 00:08:42,160 --> 00:08:44,520 Speaker 2: did his time with the drug, but got hip quick 150 00:08:44,600 --> 00:08:49,360 Speaker 2: and quit. Slash was another story. While recording their first album, 151 00:08:49,440 --> 00:08:52,680 Speaker 2: he was so blitzed on smack that during a photo shoot, 152 00:08:52,960 --> 00:08:56,240 Speaker 2: the photographer needed to dispatch an intern to crouch behind 153 00:08:56,320 --> 00:08:58,400 Speaker 2: Slash in order to hold him up like a life 154 00:08:58,440 --> 00:09:01,240 Speaker 2: sized rock and roll muppet, just so he could stand 155 00:09:01,280 --> 00:09:04,920 Speaker 2: long enough to have his picture taken. Slash was also 156 00:09:05,040 --> 00:09:07,800 Speaker 2: found one morning literally passed out in the gutter on 157 00:09:07,840 --> 00:09:12,200 Speaker 2: Hollywood Boulevard, sleeping off a dope bingch He'd overdosed once 158 00:09:12,240 --> 00:09:15,080 Speaker 2: already and was quickly brought back to life, but still 159 00:09:15,440 --> 00:09:18,439 Speaker 2: rumors spread that the guitarists of the most promising band 160 00:09:18,440 --> 00:09:22,120 Speaker 2: on the strip had died of a heroin overdose. It 161 00:09:22,240 --> 00:09:25,800 Speaker 2: was a surprise to pretty much nobody. Heroin and Guns N' 162 00:09:25,840 --> 00:09:28,400 Speaker 2: Roses went hand in hand, and it was in large 163 00:09:28,440 --> 00:09:31,360 Speaker 2: part because of the band's other guitarist, is He Stradlin. 164 00:09:32,440 --> 00:09:35,360 Speaker 2: It's hard to see it now, just how cool is he? 165 00:09:35,440 --> 00:09:38,520 Speaker 2: Strablin was sure. You see him in the videos and 166 00:09:38,559 --> 00:09:41,200 Speaker 2: in the pictures, and he looks cool enough, but next 167 00:09:41,200 --> 00:09:44,800 Speaker 2: to Slash and Axel, he definitely reads supporting role. 168 00:09:45,240 --> 00:09:46,360 Speaker 4: But that's just image. 169 00:09:46,400 --> 00:09:51,120 Speaker 2: Talking to those who knew the band back then and 170 00:09:51,160 --> 00:09:54,040 Speaker 2: who knew and came in contact with Eazy Stradlin, there 171 00:09:54,120 --> 00:09:56,480 Speaker 2: was no doubt about it. He was the coolest dude 172 00:09:56,480 --> 00:10:00,840 Speaker 2: they'd ever met. Nowadays, we throw around the word influencer 173 00:10:01,040 --> 00:10:05,680 Speaker 2: like it actually means anything real aside from ad dollars. Today, 174 00:10:05,960 --> 00:10:08,800 Speaker 2: all an influencer is is someone who can best represent 175 00:10:08,920 --> 00:10:13,240 Speaker 2: a highly curated, stylized, and staged version of themselves online. 176 00:10:13,760 --> 00:10:17,200 Speaker 2: Their authenticity is heralded as an attribute, which is ironic 177 00:10:17,280 --> 00:10:21,400 Speaker 2: because digital life is so often disconnected from one's authentic life. 178 00:10:21,840 --> 00:10:25,640 Speaker 2: Social media influencers are highly selective in determining what parts 179 00:10:25,679 --> 00:10:27,840 Speaker 2: of their lives they let the public in on, and 180 00:10:27,920 --> 00:10:31,120 Speaker 2: if they can calibrate their content correctly, the result for 181 00:10:31,160 --> 00:10:35,640 Speaker 2: them is a massive following in voila influence. Because of 182 00:10:35,679 --> 00:10:38,960 Speaker 2: the nature of how an influencer becomes an influencer, it 183 00:10:39,000 --> 00:10:42,880 Speaker 2: is therefore impossible for an influencer to not care, which 184 00:10:42,920 --> 00:10:46,040 Speaker 2: is also ironic given that the very essence of cool 185 00:10:46,160 --> 00:10:48,960 Speaker 2: is to not care. And back in the pre Internet 186 00:10:49,080 --> 00:10:52,840 Speaker 2: days of rock and roll, cool meant influence, and in 187 00:10:52,880 --> 00:10:56,360 Speaker 2: the Sunset strip scene at the time, nobody was cooler 188 00:10:56,520 --> 00:11:03,199 Speaker 2: and thus more influential than Izzy Straddlin. His attitude cut 189 00:11:03,240 --> 00:11:05,640 Speaker 2: whatever vibe was in the room. You knew he was 190 00:11:05,679 --> 00:11:07,760 Speaker 2: there and that he was somebody. Even when he was 191 00:11:07,760 --> 00:11:10,800 Speaker 2: a nobody. You were only slightly intimidated by him. But 192 00:11:10,840 --> 00:11:13,880 Speaker 2: it was more his vibe than his physicality. You wanted 193 00:11:13,880 --> 00:11:16,000 Speaker 2: to know what kind of trip he was on, where 194 00:11:16,000 --> 00:11:19,559 Speaker 2: he got his junkie lean those stone coal secondhand threads 195 00:11:19,559 --> 00:11:23,360 Speaker 2: in that minimalist jewelry. His scraggly snarl and dyed jet 196 00:11:23,400 --> 00:11:26,480 Speaker 2: black hair set against his relative youth, gave him a. 197 00:11:26,440 --> 00:11:28,120 Speaker 4: Weird, pirate intern look. 198 00:11:28,559 --> 00:11:31,319 Speaker 2: He looked like Keith Richards's mini meat, like his cool 199 00:11:31,480 --> 00:11:33,680 Speaker 2: was cut from the same cloth as Keith. With his 200 00:11:33,760 --> 00:11:37,200 Speaker 2: disaffected gaze and casual grasp of whatever the hell happened 201 00:11:37,200 --> 00:11:39,920 Speaker 2: to be going on, around him. He was there wherever, 202 00:11:40,080 --> 00:11:43,320 Speaker 2: but far away at the same time and still demanding 203 00:11:43,360 --> 00:11:47,959 Speaker 2: everyone's attention. Izzy Strablan wasn't waiting for his man. He 204 00:11:48,040 --> 00:11:52,440 Speaker 2: was the man, and he truly did not care about 205 00:11:52,480 --> 00:11:56,560 Speaker 2: anything but his guitar and by extension, his band sort 206 00:11:56,600 --> 00:11:59,720 Speaker 2: of but not really. He didn't really care about his bandmates, 207 00:12:00,080 --> 00:12:03,280 Speaker 2: his girlfriends, or his own well being, and as a result, 208 00:12:03,559 --> 00:12:07,040 Speaker 2: he shot a lot of heroin. He didn't care who knew, 209 00:12:07,040 --> 00:12:09,400 Speaker 2: and he didn't care about getting arrested for dealing it. 210 00:12:09,760 --> 00:12:13,400 Speaker 2: He was too cool to care. So along with being cool, 211 00:12:13,720 --> 00:12:16,920 Speaker 2: heroin became part of his y Stradlin's identity, and because 212 00:12:16,960 --> 00:12:20,560 Speaker 2: of his influence, lots of other musicians, scenisters and kids 213 00:12:20,559 --> 00:12:23,040 Speaker 2: in the metal scene at the time started doing heroin. 214 00:12:24,040 --> 00:12:27,800 Speaker 2: Axel later, when discussing with a reporter Gnar's early days 215 00:12:27,840 --> 00:12:31,640 Speaker 2: during the time of Heroin's resurgence in Los Angeles, said well, 216 00:12:31,720 --> 00:12:35,280 Speaker 2: it was Izzy that brought it back. This is entirely 217 00:12:35,320 --> 00:12:37,880 Speaker 2: screwed up and strikes me as something so shallow and 218 00:12:37,960 --> 00:12:41,920 Speaker 2: simple that it could only happen in La Los Angeles. 219 00:12:42,160 --> 00:12:47,520 Speaker 2: Sex drugs, hard rock and roll, unquestionable cool influence and 220 00:12:47,640 --> 00:12:51,680 Speaker 2: a no fox given attitude. Each element combined to form 221 00:12:51,760 --> 00:12:54,439 Speaker 2: one of the most successful debut albums of all time, 222 00:12:54,960 --> 00:13:19,120 Speaker 2: Guns n' Roses, aptly titled Appetite for Destruction. Guns n' Roses, 223 00:13:19,200 --> 00:13:22,400 Speaker 2: with the release of Appetite for Destruction were firmly on 224 00:13:22,440 --> 00:13:24,720 Speaker 2: their way to becoming the biggest band on the planet, 225 00:13:25,360 --> 00:13:28,439 Speaker 2: with constant touring and the eventual support of radio and 226 00:13:28,559 --> 00:13:32,280 Speaker 2: MTV behind their early videos and singles stories in Rolling 227 00:13:32,360 --> 00:13:35,800 Speaker 2: Stone and Spin magazine, not to mention fawning praise from 228 00:13:35,800 --> 00:13:38,600 Speaker 2: the heavy metal press. The band by the time the 229 00:13:38,640 --> 00:13:42,440 Speaker 2: Fall of eighty nine rolled around, were by all accounts massive, 230 00:13:43,240 --> 00:13:47,440 Speaker 2: But despite Axel roses bands growing fame, things were not right. 231 00:13:48,400 --> 00:13:51,840 Speaker 2: The deaths at Donnington by themselves were hard enough to swallow. 232 00:13:52,280 --> 00:13:55,240 Speaker 2: These were kids, fans, and they were dead, and the 233 00:13:55,280 --> 00:13:59,120 Speaker 2: press had blamed the band. Two dead at Donnington, screamed 234 00:13:59,160 --> 00:14:02,680 Speaker 2: the headlines. That was one more than Altamont. Axel couldn't 235 00:14:02,760 --> 00:14:06,560 Speaker 2: let it go. His rage intensified. It seemed that whatever 236 00:14:06,559 --> 00:14:08,720 Speaker 2: he did, the press was out to get him, and 237 00:14:08,760 --> 00:14:12,079 Speaker 2: the notoriety caused his band's popularity to grow even more, 238 00:14:12,600 --> 00:14:15,160 Speaker 2: and the more his own fame and celebrity grew, the 239 00:14:15,200 --> 00:14:17,360 Speaker 2: more shitty seemed to have to take from the press. 240 00:14:18,360 --> 00:14:22,280 Speaker 2: He tried retreating into himself, but MTV had begun playing 241 00:14:22,320 --> 00:14:26,840 Speaker 2: the band's videos in heavy rotation and their popularities skyrocketed, 242 00:14:27,040 --> 00:14:29,240 Speaker 2: and with it a need for the record label to 243 00:14:29,240 --> 00:14:32,160 Speaker 2: satisfy the demand of the growing Guns n' Roses fan base. 244 00:14:32,920 --> 00:14:36,120 Speaker 2: A new album was needed quickly to capitalize on their success, 245 00:14:36,680 --> 00:14:39,800 Speaker 2: but a proper full length was impossible to put together 246 00:14:39,840 --> 00:14:42,560 Speaker 2: with the band's touring schedule, not to mention the near 247 00:14:42,640 --> 00:14:46,320 Speaker 2: debilitating heroin habits of Izzy, Slash and Stephen, and the 248 00:14:46,440 --> 00:14:50,960 Speaker 2: general growing dysfunction of the band as a unit. So 249 00:14:51,040 --> 00:14:54,040 Speaker 2: it was decided that an EP called GNR Lives would 250 00:14:54,080 --> 00:14:58,160 Speaker 2: be released as a stopgap. The concept was tabloid trash, 251 00:14:58,440 --> 00:15:01,240 Speaker 2: a world that the band was becoming all too familiar with. 252 00:15:01,720 --> 00:15:04,840 Speaker 2: The artwork was a National Inquirer like cover that poked 253 00:15:04,840 --> 00:15:07,720 Speaker 2: fun at the press and its growing fascination with the band, 254 00:15:08,320 --> 00:15:10,520 Speaker 2: and the music was a mix of covers and unreleased 255 00:15:10,560 --> 00:15:13,480 Speaker 2: tunes that the band had been working up Live to 256 00:15:13,600 --> 00:15:16,480 Speaker 2: axel g and R Live scanned the world of celebrity 257 00:15:16,480 --> 00:15:20,080 Speaker 2: decadence and tawdry gossip against a tough, talking, hard living 258 00:15:20,280 --> 00:15:25,320 Speaker 2: unseen street reality as a record, it was bipolar, just 259 00:15:25,400 --> 00:15:29,560 Speaker 2: like Axel's Los Angeles. Just like him, Axel saw himself 260 00:15:29,600 --> 00:15:32,320 Speaker 2: as a voice for this reality, just as he believed 261 00:15:32,360 --> 00:15:35,360 Speaker 2: Easy E saw himself as a voice for his reality 262 00:15:35,400 --> 00:15:38,960 Speaker 2: down in South Central. So Axel was going to spare 263 00:15:39,120 --> 00:15:41,360 Speaker 2: none of the details and none of the reality he'd 264 00:15:41,360 --> 00:15:43,760 Speaker 2: come to learn and to live around in Los Angeles. 265 00:15:44,360 --> 00:15:46,800 Speaker 2: On the song Weren't in a Million, he sang out 266 00:15:46,880 --> 00:15:52,040 Speaker 2: shockingly offensive slurs. When you first hear the N word 267 00:15:52,080 --> 00:15:54,480 Speaker 2: and the lyrics, there is a split second where your 268 00:15:54,520 --> 00:15:58,800 Speaker 2: brain stops listening and you involuntarily ask yourself, did he 269 00:15:58,880 --> 00:16:01,920 Speaker 2: really just say that? And then, as if to answer 270 00:16:01,960 --> 00:16:05,640 Speaker 2: your internal monologue, Axel immediately follows up the N word 271 00:16:05,680 --> 00:16:09,840 Speaker 2: with that's right, as in, yeah, motherfucker, I just said that, 272 00:16:10,160 --> 00:16:16,760 Speaker 2: so what. Understandably, the press lost its collective mind. Axel 273 00:16:16,840 --> 00:16:23,080 Speaker 2: was quickly labeled a racist as well as a homophobe. 274 00:16:23,760 --> 00:16:27,200 Speaker 2: The backlash was immediate. Radio refused to play the song. 275 00:16:27,480 --> 00:16:31,800 Speaker 2: Billboard magazine excoriated the band, Certain promoters refused to market 276 00:16:31,800 --> 00:16:36,640 Speaker 2: the record. Comedians, celebrities, politicians, fellow musicians all called out 277 00:16:36,680 --> 00:16:40,160 Speaker 2: Axel publicly. Axel claimed that the song was about a 278 00:16:40,160 --> 00:16:43,239 Speaker 2: real life experience he had at a bus station in Hollywood. 279 00:16:43,640 --> 00:16:48,240 Speaker 2: It was reality and therefore in his mind, worthy of documenting. However, 280 00:16:48,520 --> 00:16:51,760 Speaker 2: the actual reality was that Axel was leveling a haymaker 281 00:16:51,800 --> 00:16:54,440 Speaker 2: at the press, who he must have known would react 282 00:16:54,440 --> 00:16:58,440 Speaker 2: intensely in response to his highly offensive lyrics. It was 283 00:16:58,480 --> 00:17:01,480 Speaker 2: the sixteen year old in Lafay at Indiana lashing out, 284 00:17:01,720 --> 00:17:04,280 Speaker 2: but this time at a bigger straw man and under 285 00:17:04,320 --> 00:17:09,520 Speaker 2: a much bigger spotlight. But somehow none of it mattered. 286 00:17:09,880 --> 00:17:13,320 Speaker 2: The album was an immense seller, and despite the public 287 00:17:13,359 --> 00:17:16,800 Speaker 2: outcry and notoriety of the band, or perhaps because of it, 288 00:17:17,119 --> 00:17:19,520 Speaker 2: Mick Jagger wanted Guns and Roses to open for the 289 00:17:19,600 --> 00:17:23,760 Speaker 2: Rolling Stones at LA's Coliseum. It was a big deal 290 00:17:23,800 --> 00:17:26,080 Speaker 2: to open for the Stones, even for a band as 291 00:17:26,119 --> 00:17:28,720 Speaker 2: massive as Guns and Roses at the time, and their 292 00:17:28,800 --> 00:17:32,520 Speaker 2: payday was immense. The band was stoked, most of them anyways. 293 00:17:33,400 --> 00:17:36,320 Speaker 2: After gin R soundcheck and having to entertain Mick and 294 00:17:36,440 --> 00:17:39,560 Speaker 2: Eric Clapton with his David Bowie dust up story, Axel 295 00:17:39,640 --> 00:17:43,560 Speaker 2: bailed split for his girlfriend Aaron Everly's apartment in Beverly 296 00:17:43,640 --> 00:17:47,280 Speaker 2: Hills and there was nothing there for him backstage After soundchecking. 297 00:17:47,600 --> 00:17:50,240 Speaker 2: His band wasn't talking to each other. All of them, 298 00:17:50,240 --> 00:17:53,520 Speaker 2: with the exception of himself and Duff, were completely consumed 299 00:17:53,520 --> 00:17:56,920 Speaker 2: by heroin, and Duff was drunk all the time. Axel 300 00:17:56,960 --> 00:17:58,879 Speaker 2: told Izzie the night before that he was quitting the 301 00:17:58,880 --> 00:18:03,280 Speaker 2: band was too much, too dark, too destructive. By all accounts. 302 00:18:03,320 --> 00:18:05,760 Speaker 2: This day, this night was shaping up to be more 303 00:18:05,760 --> 00:18:12,280 Speaker 2: of the same, so Axel bounced. The Colosseum filled up, 304 00:18:12,800 --> 00:18:17,040 Speaker 2: g and Ra sat backstage doing drugs, drinking jack, listening 305 00:18:17,040 --> 00:18:20,560 Speaker 2: to Prince. With each tick of the clock, their management 306 00:18:20,600 --> 00:18:24,439 Speaker 2: grew more worried. Where was Axel and their set was 307 00:18:24,480 --> 00:18:28,280 Speaker 2: at nine. It was now six. Axel had previously demonstrated 308 00:18:28,320 --> 00:18:30,720 Speaker 2: his ability to pull a no show, and being laid 309 00:18:30,800 --> 00:18:33,480 Speaker 2: to the stage had already become a regular occurrence, but 310 00:18:33,680 --> 00:18:36,840 Speaker 2: this was different. This was the Stones, This was an 311 00:18:36,880 --> 00:18:39,399 Speaker 2: opening slot and they were lucky to have the gig 312 00:18:39,920 --> 00:18:43,000 Speaker 2: showing up late going on later Worse, no showing would 313 00:18:43,040 --> 00:18:45,320 Speaker 2: not only be the ultimate sign of disrespect, it would 314 00:18:45,440 --> 00:18:46,879 Speaker 2: very likely break up the band. 315 00:18:47,720 --> 00:18:49,840 Speaker 4: But that didn't matter to Axel, who. 316 00:18:49,760 --> 00:18:52,920 Speaker 2: Ensconced in his girlfriend's apartment, had already broken up the band. 317 00:18:52,960 --> 00:18:53,560 Speaker 4: In his mind. 318 00:18:54,000 --> 00:18:55,800 Speaker 2: He wasn't going to head down to sell Centric to 319 00:18:55,880 --> 00:18:59,000 Speaker 2: the Coliseum to do the gig. Fuck slash fuck is 320 00:18:59,040 --> 00:19:02,160 Speaker 2: he fuck Steven off his management and fucking fucking Mick 321 00:19:02,240 --> 00:19:09,560 Speaker 2: fucking Jagger and his fucking David Bowie stories. Axel was done. 322 00:19:10,520 --> 00:19:13,760 Speaker 2: Six o'clock became six thirty. By this time, G and 323 00:19:13,840 --> 00:19:16,719 Speaker 2: R management started talking about a plan. How are they 324 00:19:16,720 --> 00:19:18,640 Speaker 2: going to not only find their lead singer, but how 325 00:19:18,640 --> 00:19:22,679 Speaker 2: are they going to get him to the gig iz 326 00:19:22,840 --> 00:19:25,280 Speaker 2: He spoke up out of his heroin ase he wanted 327 00:19:25,320 --> 00:19:27,399 Speaker 2: to do this gig. Keith and Ronnie were his heroes, 328 00:19:27,440 --> 00:19:29,400 Speaker 2: and he didn't want to look like an asshole. He's 329 00:19:29,400 --> 00:19:32,040 Speaker 2: at Errands, he blurted out to anyone into no one 330 00:19:32,080 --> 00:19:37,119 Speaker 2: in particular. Management quit dialing Axel's pad and quickly dialed Errands. 331 00:19:39,040 --> 00:19:44,159 Speaker 2: The phone rang and rang, nothing, and they tried again, 332 00:19:44,600 --> 00:19:49,720 Speaker 2: more ringing, more of the same, nothing, no answer. Six 333 00:19:49,760 --> 00:19:53,280 Speaker 2: point thirty became seven. They tried Erins again and again, 334 00:19:53,440 --> 00:19:59,080 Speaker 2: and seven became seven thirty and again eight o'clock, one 335 00:19:59,119 --> 00:20:03,320 Speaker 2: hour to showtime. One more call, and finally they heard 336 00:20:03,320 --> 00:20:07,240 Speaker 2: a voice. Aaron's he's not fucking calming, He's quitting you. 337 00:20:07,320 --> 00:20:10,840 Speaker 2: Hear that He's done. In the background, they heard yelling 338 00:20:10,840 --> 00:20:14,359 Speaker 2: and music, Axel on a tear. They tried reason it 339 00:20:14,800 --> 00:20:16,439 Speaker 2: was gonna be all right, Tell him that. Tell him 340 00:20:16,480 --> 00:20:18,560 Speaker 2: Slash is going to clean himself up after the gig, 341 00:20:18,960 --> 00:20:21,160 Speaker 2: so is Izzy. It's all gonna be fine. We're gonna 342 00:20:21,160 --> 00:20:23,760 Speaker 2: send a car to pick him. As she hung up 343 00:20:23,800 --> 00:20:30,520 Speaker 2: on them, management wasted no time. They, along with the 344 00:20:30,520 --> 00:20:32,760 Speaker 2: production chief who had a buddy on the forest, quickly 345 00:20:32,760 --> 00:20:35,280 Speaker 2: dialed LAPD and told them who they were, who they 346 00:20:35,280 --> 00:20:38,280 Speaker 2: were looking for, and what they needed. Two uniform cops 347 00:20:38,280 --> 00:20:40,480 Speaker 2: wh knew how to not ask questions, to quickly head 348 00:20:40,520 --> 00:20:42,679 Speaker 2: over to this address in Beverly Hills and to grab 349 00:20:42,720 --> 00:20:45,879 Speaker 2: both occupants, to cuff them if necessary, and deliver them 350 00:20:45,920 --> 00:20:47,960 Speaker 2: to the backstage coliseum. 351 00:20:47,359 --> 00:20:48,719 Speaker 4: Within the next sixty minutes. 352 00:20:51,520 --> 00:20:54,760 Speaker 2: The banging on Aaron's door startled both her and Axel. 353 00:20:55,119 --> 00:20:58,600 Speaker 2: The cops meant business. It was clear Axel knew he'd 354 00:20:58,600 --> 00:21:00,920 Speaker 2: been beak. He grabbed his leather and hopped in the 355 00:21:00,960 --> 00:21:04,400 Speaker 2: back of the cruiser, sirens blazing. It blasted through La 356 00:21:04,520 --> 00:21:08,200 Speaker 2: Traffic down sunset, over to La Sienaga, onto the ten 357 00:21:08,320 --> 00:21:10,840 Speaker 2: down the off ramp, through the throngs of fans crowding 358 00:21:10,880 --> 00:21:14,200 Speaker 2: the streets surrounding the Colosseum, into the gated production lot 359 00:21:14,280 --> 00:21:16,960 Speaker 2: to the back stage with minutes despair before Axel would 360 00:21:17,000 --> 00:21:19,560 Speaker 2: jump on stage in front of eighty thousand people and 361 00:21:19,680 --> 00:21:25,840 Speaker 2: drop one hell of a bomb. The hometown crowd was 362 00:21:25,880 --> 00:21:28,119 Speaker 2: with them from the moment they took the stage, and 363 00:21:28,160 --> 00:21:31,280 Speaker 2: the roar from the audience was massive and the energy 364 00:21:31,359 --> 00:21:33,920 Speaker 2: was so intense that Axel and the band were in 365 00:21:34,000 --> 00:21:36,480 Speaker 2: and out of the first song in what felt like seconds. 366 00:21:37,200 --> 00:21:39,600 Speaker 2: In the break before the next song, Axel took a beat. 367 00:21:40,040 --> 00:21:42,639 Speaker 2: He held the microphone in his left hand, grabbed the 368 00:21:42,640 --> 00:21:44,760 Speaker 2: mic stand with his right, and started to the tip 369 00:21:44,760 --> 00:21:47,720 Speaker 2: of center stage. He saddled the mic into its stand 370 00:21:47,720 --> 00:21:49,080 Speaker 2: and began addressing the crowd. 371 00:21:51,080 --> 00:21:51,800 Speaker 4: I just want to. 372 00:21:51,720 --> 00:21:54,320 Speaker 2: Say, I hate to do this on stage, but I 373 00:21:54,440 --> 00:21:58,320 Speaker 2: tried every other fucking way, and unless certain people in 374 00:21:58,400 --> 00:22:01,399 Speaker 2: this band get their shit together, these will be the 375 00:22:01,480 --> 00:22:04,600 Speaker 2: last Guns and Roses shows you will fucking ever see. 376 00:22:05,920 --> 00:22:08,840 Speaker 2: Slash and Izzy could not believe what they were hearing, 377 00:22:09,400 --> 00:22:12,359 Speaker 2: getting called out on stage in front of nearly one 378 00:22:12,400 --> 00:22:16,440 Speaker 2: hundred thousand people, five of whom were rolling stones into 379 00:22:16,480 --> 00:22:17,080 Speaker 2: their horror. 380 00:22:17,119 --> 00:22:18,639 Speaker 4: Axel wasn't done. 381 00:22:18,320 --> 00:22:22,320 Speaker 2: Because I'm tired of too many people in this organization 382 00:22:22,960 --> 00:22:29,639 Speaker 2: dancing with mister goddamn Brownstone. The band kicked into the 383 00:22:29,680 --> 00:22:33,719 Speaker 2: song or staggered into it. It sucked everyone, but Axel 384 00:22:33,840 --> 00:22:36,639 Speaker 2: was too shell shocked to focus on playing, not to 385 00:22:36,680 --> 00:22:39,119 Speaker 2: mention Stone out of their gourds, and the rest of 386 00:22:39,160 --> 00:22:40,160 Speaker 2: the sets sucked too. 387 00:22:41,840 --> 00:22:43,639 Speaker 4: The Stones, on the other hand, killed it. 388 00:22:44,000 --> 00:22:47,320 Speaker 2: Mick Jagger, cute bastard that he is, dedicated their latest single, 389 00:22:47,400 --> 00:22:48,920 Speaker 2: Mixed Emotions to Axel. 390 00:22:49,320 --> 00:22:51,520 Speaker 4: Button your Lip, Baby, Button your Lip. 391 00:22:52,400 --> 00:22:54,760 Speaker 2: The gig sucked, but in a way for Axel it 392 00:22:54,840 --> 00:22:57,560 Speaker 2: was a triumph. He made his point and he had 393 00:22:57,600 --> 00:23:00,439 Speaker 2: to something had to give. He couldn't take the pressure 394 00:23:00,440 --> 00:23:02,600 Speaker 2: of leading around a band of junkies on top of 395 00:23:02,640 --> 00:23:06,240 Speaker 2: everything else, his relationship with Aaron, the demands of the 396 00:23:06,240 --> 00:23:09,399 Speaker 2: record label, and increasingly the press, who as of late 397 00:23:09,600 --> 00:23:13,560 Speaker 2: had become an insanely prickish thorn in his side. Axels 398 00:23:13,600 --> 00:23:16,400 Speaker 2: split after their set half, joking to David lee Roth 399 00:23:16,480 --> 00:23:18,600 Speaker 2: on the way out of the backstage area that if 400 00:23:18,600 --> 00:23:20,840 Speaker 2: he wanted the gig, he could fucking have it. 401 00:23:22,960 --> 00:23:26,320 Speaker 4: We'll be right back after this word word word. 402 00:23:28,560 --> 00:23:31,520 Speaker 2: In regards to giving up on dancing with mister Brownstone. 403 00:23:31,800 --> 00:23:34,879 Speaker 2: Unlike slash Is, he got the message. It was a 404 00:23:34,880 --> 00:23:38,040 Speaker 2: combination of Axel's threat and seeing his hero as Stone's 405 00:23:38,040 --> 00:23:41,720 Speaker 2: guitarist Keith Richard's up close and personal cheating death throughout 406 00:23:41,760 --> 00:23:43,080 Speaker 2: middle age. 407 00:23:43,200 --> 00:23:43,639 Speaker 4: What were the. 408 00:23:43,640 --> 00:23:46,080 Speaker 2: Odds that a second chuck Berry obsessed guitarist in one 409 00:23:46,119 --> 00:23:48,600 Speaker 2: of the world's greatest rock and roll bands would also 410 00:23:48,720 --> 00:23:51,800 Speaker 2: escape Heroine's mortal grip and live to see his forties? 411 00:23:52,520 --> 00:23:54,160 Speaker 2: I Is. He didn't know the answer, but he knew 412 00:23:54,160 --> 00:23:56,840 Speaker 2: his odds weren't good, so he gave up dancing with 413 00:23:57,000 --> 00:24:00,080 Speaker 2: every kind of intoxican. But as a result, he now 414 00:24:00,160 --> 00:24:03,200 Speaker 2: barely interacted with his bandmates and elected to travel via 415 00:24:03,280 --> 00:24:05,600 Speaker 2: his own tour bus with the smoke show of a 416 00:24:05,640 --> 00:24:09,400 Speaker 2: girlfriend rather than fly with the traveling party including groupies 417 00:24:09,480 --> 00:24:13,639 Speaker 2: on the band's chartered plane. Steven Adler either refused or 418 00:24:13,760 --> 00:24:16,040 Speaker 2: was simply unable to give up Heroin, and he was 419 00:24:16,119 --> 00:24:20,560 Speaker 2: unceremoniously kicked out of the band. Duff, depressed from splitting 420 00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:23,440 Speaker 2: with his wife, had retreated into his own bummed out, 421 00:24:23,480 --> 00:24:27,480 Speaker 2: alcoholic nightmare, while his new bandmates drummer Matt Sorum and 422 00:24:27,560 --> 00:24:30,760 Speaker 2: newly added keyboard player Dizzy Reid did their best to 423 00:24:30,800 --> 00:24:34,200 Speaker 2: fit into the highly dysfunctional band, a band that was 424 00:24:34,280 --> 00:24:37,159 Speaker 2: under immense pressure to deliver a follow up album that 425 00:24:37,200 --> 00:24:42,240 Speaker 2: would outperform their massively successful debut. The recording of set 426 00:24:42,320 --> 00:24:46,320 Speaker 2: follow up was rot with tension. Axel's bandmates seldom appeared 427 00:24:46,359 --> 00:24:48,200 Speaker 2: in the studio at the same time as he did, 428 00:24:48,240 --> 00:24:51,000 Speaker 2: for fear of running up against his violent mood swings 429 00:24:51,320 --> 00:24:54,639 Speaker 2: and thus sandbagging whatever slogging progress they'd made up to 430 00:24:54,680 --> 00:24:58,480 Speaker 2: that point. The album was recorded piecemeal and at times 431 00:24:58,520 --> 00:25:02,280 Speaker 2: by remote committee, the exact opposite of Appetite for Destruction, 432 00:25:02,560 --> 00:25:05,639 Speaker 2: which was a short, frenetic shotgun blast of a musical 433 00:25:05,680 --> 00:25:09,000 Speaker 2: statement made by five guys living the same life, dealing 434 00:25:09,040 --> 00:25:11,080 Speaker 2: with the same problems and trying to get to the 435 00:25:11,119 --> 00:25:15,000 Speaker 2: same place at the same time. That simplicity of intent 436 00:25:15,160 --> 00:25:18,000 Speaker 2: was gone. Now Axel was trying to make a grand 437 00:25:18,040 --> 00:25:21,320 Speaker 2: creative statement, while various members of his band were at 438 00:25:21,320 --> 00:25:25,280 Speaker 2: times trying to work around dysfunctions, addiction, newfound fame, and 439 00:25:25,320 --> 00:25:31,760 Speaker 2: an increasingly volatile and uncompromising lead singer Guns N' Roses' 440 00:25:31,920 --> 00:25:35,280 Speaker 2: new album or album's plural Use Your Illusion I and 441 00:25:35,359 --> 00:25:38,840 Speaker 2: Use Your Illusion two marked a new era, but the 442 00:25:38,880 --> 00:25:41,399 Speaker 2: majority of the band checked out in one way or another. 443 00:25:41,800 --> 00:25:44,399 Speaker 2: It became the Axel Rose Show, and it was a 444 00:25:44,440 --> 00:25:48,120 Speaker 2: glorious shit show to watch unfold the combination of insane 445 00:25:48,240 --> 00:25:52,840 Speaker 2: rock star behavior and creative excess, involving video dolphins, public 446 00:25:52,920 --> 00:25:56,640 Speaker 2: spatting with Warren Beatty, mountain lion pets, and stage attire 447 00:25:56,720 --> 00:25:59,920 Speaker 2: that ran the gammut from protective baseball gear to kilt 448 00:26:00,160 --> 00:26:04,000 Speaker 2: and two tight bicycle shorts. The pure rock and roll 449 00:26:04,080 --> 00:26:07,119 Speaker 2: days of the Rich Show were long gone. These days, 450 00:26:07,359 --> 00:26:10,560 Speaker 2: Guns and Roses were a worldwide phenom, the greatest rock 451 00:26:10,600 --> 00:26:13,240 Speaker 2: and roll band on the planet. Guns and Roses were 452 00:26:13,240 --> 00:26:16,320 Speaker 2: the real deal and very nearly coming apart of the Seams. 453 00:26:16,359 --> 00:26:19,600 Speaker 2: Because of it, Life at the moment for Axel and 454 00:26:19,640 --> 00:26:22,399 Speaker 2: the rest of the band was tense, but backstage at 455 00:26:22,440 --> 00:26:26,119 Speaker 2: the Riverport Amphitheater on July second, nineteen ninety one, things 456 00:26:26,119 --> 00:26:30,680 Speaker 2: were calm. While Izzy fingered his guitar slash Oblivious, fucked 457 00:26:30,680 --> 00:26:33,520 Speaker 2: with the FM dial on a transistor radio, and nursed 458 00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:37,080 Speaker 2: a bottle of Jack Daniels Duff mixed up his hundredth 459 00:26:37,160 --> 00:26:41,679 Speaker 2: vodka cranberry, his head somewhere else entirely. Matt warmed up 460 00:26:41,680 --> 00:26:44,960 Speaker 2: with a drum bad an endless triplestroke drum roll eighth 461 00:26:45,040 --> 00:26:48,399 Speaker 2: note triplets, then sixteenth note triplets that were both only 462 00:26:48,440 --> 00:26:51,840 Speaker 2: slightly out of time with Izzie's riff. Matt dropped the 463 00:26:51,840 --> 00:26:55,240 Speaker 2: beat indiscriminately to sip cold domestic from a can in 464 00:26:55,400 --> 00:26:58,919 Speaker 2: this being Saint Louis. The domestic was Clysdale, pissed from 465 00:26:58,960 --> 00:27:02,840 Speaker 2: the brewery of miss Anheuser and Bush and Dizzy was 466 00:27:02,880 --> 00:27:06,240 Speaker 2: nowhere in sight, off somewhere chasing Skurt taking advantage of 467 00:27:06,280 --> 00:27:10,520 Speaker 2: his new fame, and Axel was quiet sipping champagne. 468 00:27:13,440 --> 00:27:13,920 Speaker 4: Pre show. 469 00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:16,480 Speaker 2: Jitter's time was the only time the band could stand 470 00:27:16,520 --> 00:27:19,679 Speaker 2: each other's presence, and they waited and bonded by the 471 00:27:19,760 --> 00:27:22,800 Speaker 2: incredibly rare reality they were about to go through together, 472 00:27:23,400 --> 00:27:27,280 Speaker 2: something very few people on the planet ever experience. The 473 00:27:27,320 --> 00:27:30,520 Speaker 2: adoration of twenty thousand screaming fans who all want to 474 00:27:30,560 --> 00:27:33,919 Speaker 2: either be you or fuck you, the exact type of 475 00:27:34,040 --> 00:27:37,520 Speaker 2: rare experience that can bond you together and overcome even 476 00:27:37,560 --> 00:27:41,639 Speaker 2: the deepest divisions. Axel had one in a million on 477 00:27:41,680 --> 00:27:44,600 Speaker 2: his mind. It had been a while since they performed it, 478 00:27:44,800 --> 00:27:47,520 Speaker 2: and who needed the headache. Axel took this as a 479 00:27:47,520 --> 00:27:51,479 Speaker 2: defeat of sorts. Despite the controversy surrounding the song's lyrics, 480 00:27:51,520 --> 00:27:54,399 Speaker 2: it was still a good song. Axel toyed at the 481 00:27:54,440 --> 00:27:56,440 Speaker 2: idea of stinking it into the set that night, but 482 00:27:56,840 --> 00:27:59,919 Speaker 2: the thought of it was short lived. It was nearly showtime, 483 00:28:00,200 --> 00:28:03,840 Speaker 2: the only time of day that mattered. Gin R took 484 00:28:03,880 --> 00:28:06,760 Speaker 2: the stage to a packed and rabbit house, and by 485 00:28:06,800 --> 00:28:10,320 Speaker 2: now the band had their stage show wired tight. Axel 486 00:28:10,359 --> 00:28:12,600 Speaker 2: insisted they fly by the seat of their Spandex and 487 00:28:12,720 --> 00:28:15,399 Speaker 2: Levi's without a set list to keep it fresh, but 488 00:28:15,480 --> 00:28:18,400 Speaker 2: the band did rely on a handful of sequential songs 489 00:28:18,480 --> 00:28:23,000 Speaker 2: guaranteed to drive audiences wild Welcome to the Jungle and 490 00:28:23,040 --> 00:28:25,920 Speaker 2: then a down shift into the anthemic ballad Civil War. 491 00:28:26,560 --> 00:28:29,600 Speaker 2: After that, a drum solo from Matt so Axel could 492 00:28:29,640 --> 00:28:32,679 Speaker 2: suck on an oxygen mass backstage, and then a guitar 493 00:28:32,800 --> 00:28:35,679 Speaker 2: solo from Slash and into the theme from The Godfather 494 00:28:35,960 --> 00:28:38,960 Speaker 2: and finally into the barn Burning Rocket Queen to close 495 00:28:39,000 --> 00:28:43,280 Speaker 2: the show. The crowd recognized the song that instant the 496 00:28:43,360 --> 00:28:48,240 Speaker 2: drums picked up. They knew this was the closer, their 497 00:28:48,320 --> 00:28:50,680 Speaker 2: last moments of the show to dig in and enjoy, 498 00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:54,600 Speaker 2: to stay transported taken away to that special place, from 499 00:28:54,640 --> 00:28:57,680 Speaker 2: the realities of the real world, from their shitty jobs, 500 00:28:57,720 --> 00:29:01,760 Speaker 2: their parents, their schools. They pump their fists, dance, sang along, 501 00:29:01,840 --> 00:29:04,040 Speaker 2: and did their best to rage with their rock gods 502 00:29:04,080 --> 00:29:07,560 Speaker 2: on stage in front of them. From the blinding stage lights, 503 00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:11,880 Speaker 2: Axel could only see them swaying on mass flashback to Donnington. 504 00:29:12,360 --> 00:29:13,840 Speaker 4: He ripped into the first verse. 505 00:29:14,720 --> 00:29:18,800 Speaker 2: He wondered about security up front of his lax To Axel, 506 00:29:18,880 --> 00:29:21,440 Speaker 2: the security staff seemed more interested in the band than 507 00:29:21,480 --> 00:29:25,760 Speaker 2: in protecting the crowd pigs. His anger shot up through 508 00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:28,880 Speaker 2: his chest and into his throat. His breath quickened. In 509 00:29:28,920 --> 00:29:30,880 Speaker 2: the words to the second half of the verse, came 510 00:29:30,880 --> 00:29:34,080 Speaker 2: out rushed and erratic. Axel honed in on a civilian 511 00:29:34,120 --> 00:29:36,280 Speaker 2: in the first couple of rows. Was that a fan 512 00:29:36,400 --> 00:29:39,040 Speaker 2: or a member of the press snapping photos. The press 513 00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:41,880 Speaker 2: were rowing allowed a certain amount of sanctioned pictures per show, 514 00:29:42,160 --> 00:29:44,600 Speaker 2: and the band was to be photographed during set times, 515 00:29:44,600 --> 00:29:46,880 Speaker 2: at the beginning of their set and from the confines 516 00:29:46,880 --> 00:29:48,760 Speaker 2: of the camera well up in front of the stage, 517 00:29:48,880 --> 00:29:49,440 Speaker 2: only not. 518 00:29:49,520 --> 00:29:50,640 Speaker 4: From within the audience. 519 00:29:52,480 --> 00:29:55,640 Speaker 2: Axel boiled, fucking press, give them an inch, and they 520 00:29:55,720 --> 00:29:58,320 Speaker 2: take a goddamn mile. The press did whatever the hell 521 00:29:58,360 --> 00:30:00,840 Speaker 2: they liked, wrote whatever the hell they want it, spread 522 00:30:00,880 --> 00:30:03,360 Speaker 2: whatever fucking rumors they felt like spreading, and they had 523 00:30:03,440 --> 00:30:05,840 Speaker 2: carte blanche to fuck with you, just like Mick Jagger 524 00:30:05,880 --> 00:30:08,640 Speaker 2: and David Bowie and Warren fucking Baby, just like the 525 00:30:08,680 --> 00:30:11,720 Speaker 2: West Hollywood sheriff's deputies, and most definitely just like the 526 00:30:11,800 --> 00:30:14,720 Speaker 2: hit cops back in Lafayette. And they're all out to 527 00:30:14,760 --> 00:30:18,040 Speaker 2: get him to take advantage of them, just like his 528 00:30:18,080 --> 00:30:19,200 Speaker 2: father had done. 529 00:30:43,080 --> 00:30:44,720 Speaker 4: During the manic rise of his band. 530 00:30:44,720 --> 00:30:47,840 Speaker 2: Over the past couple of years, Axel Rose doubled down 531 00:30:47,880 --> 00:30:51,680 Speaker 2: on therapy and through analysis, uncovered what is believed by 532 00:30:51,760 --> 00:30:55,120 Speaker 2: some in the psychotherapy community to be called quote unquote 533 00:30:55,440 --> 00:30:59,960 Speaker 2: recovered memories. Recovered memories are exactly what they sound like. 534 00:31:00,080 --> 00:31:04,640 Speaker 2: They are memories recovered from deep in your past. Oftentimes 535 00:31:04,800 --> 00:31:08,080 Speaker 2: they are events so traumatic you've blocked them out. Other 536 00:31:08,160 --> 00:31:10,640 Speaker 2: times there are memories from your infancy or even from 537 00:31:10,680 --> 00:31:14,160 Speaker 2: the wound. In Axel's case, it was a combination of 538 00:31:14,200 --> 00:31:17,880 Speaker 2: the former two. Axel claimed that through therapy he had 539 00:31:17,880 --> 00:31:20,880 Speaker 2: discovered that his father, his real father, the father whose 540 00:31:20,960 --> 00:31:23,480 Speaker 2: name he was never to mention in his house, had 541 00:31:23,560 --> 00:31:28,880 Speaker 2: raped him as a two year old. Axel bravely went 542 00:31:28,920 --> 00:31:31,040 Speaker 2: to public with the information as he tried to sort 543 00:31:31,080 --> 00:31:34,040 Speaker 2: out his emotions in real time, and the public watched 544 00:31:34,120 --> 00:31:36,760 Speaker 2: him burn fast and loud with his band across the 545 00:31:36,800 --> 00:31:40,000 Speaker 2: world stage, and the press took note, of course, and 546 00:31:40,120 --> 00:31:45,760 Speaker 2: continued to pile on with psychotherapy. Axel felt himself making progress, 547 00:31:45,800 --> 00:31:50,120 Speaker 2: but toward what he didn't exactly know. A torrent of pain, shame, 548 00:31:50,240 --> 00:31:53,520 Speaker 2: and high pitched anger raged inside of him, stronger and 549 00:31:53,560 --> 00:31:57,360 Speaker 2: more intensely than ever before, and on stage in Saint 550 00:31:57,400 --> 00:32:00,160 Speaker 2: Louis that night, just as he was every night, he 551 00:32:00,240 --> 00:32:04,480 Speaker 2: was about to blow. As he sang out the chorus 552 00:32:04,560 --> 00:32:07,000 Speaker 2: to Rocket Queen, Axel focused on the dude in the 553 00:32:07,040 --> 00:32:10,760 Speaker 2: audience taking pictures. Shit, it was worse than he thought. 554 00:32:11,080 --> 00:32:14,760 Speaker 2: Dude wasn't taking photos, he was videotaping. Axel got three 555 00:32:14,800 --> 00:32:17,080 Speaker 2: lines deep before it all became too much to take. 556 00:32:17,640 --> 00:32:21,320 Speaker 4: He stopped singing and screamed into the mic, hey take that. 557 00:32:21,720 --> 00:32:22,120 Speaker 4: Take that. 558 00:32:22,520 --> 00:32:23,360 Speaker 3: Now, get that. 559 00:32:23,320 --> 00:32:24,200 Speaker 4: Guy and take that. 560 00:32:25,320 --> 00:32:28,240 Speaker 2: Axel stopped singing completely and was pointing at the dude 561 00:32:28,280 --> 00:32:31,720 Speaker 2: to the camera, imploring security to stop him. Axel could 562 00:32:31,760 --> 00:32:33,760 Speaker 2: see now dude wasn't a member of the press. He 563 00:32:33,800 --> 00:32:37,960 Speaker 2: was a biker. Nobody did anything. Axel raged at the inaction. 564 00:32:38,440 --> 00:32:41,760 Speaker 2: Here he was helpless again. The band, confused, continued to 565 00:32:41,800 --> 00:32:46,440 Speaker 2: the chorus behind it. Fuck this, Axel thought, press member, biker, whatever, 566 00:32:46,520 --> 00:32:49,120 Speaker 2: it didn't matter. When not one member of the venue's 567 00:32:49,120 --> 00:32:52,960 Speaker 2: security team moved to help him, Axel literally flew into action. 568 00:32:53,440 --> 00:32:56,080 Speaker 2: He barked into the mic, I'll take it, goddamn it, 569 00:32:56,240 --> 00:32:59,200 Speaker 2: before slamming the mic down and diving headfirst into the 570 00:32:59,240 --> 00:33:03,640 Speaker 2: audience the problem himself. The band, almost on cue, resolved 571 00:33:03,640 --> 00:33:06,040 Speaker 2: the chorus and began muddling through an instrumental version of 572 00:33:06,080 --> 00:33:09,200 Speaker 2: the second verse while their singer went at it wildly, 573 00:33:09,240 --> 00:33:11,120 Speaker 2: throwing punches in the first few rows. 574 00:33:12,120 --> 00:33:13,600 Speaker 4: Axel, unaware of who he. 575 00:33:13,600 --> 00:33:17,120 Speaker 2: Was fucking with, began manically flailing and seriously pissing off 576 00:33:17,160 --> 00:33:21,080 Speaker 2: members of the Saddle Tramps motorcycle club. Local security knew 577 00:33:21,080 --> 00:33:23,479 Speaker 2: where their bread was buttered and went at Axel instead 578 00:33:23,480 --> 00:33:27,760 Speaker 2: of the bikers. Axel resisted, kicking, punching at everyone in sight, 579 00:33:28,120 --> 00:33:31,040 Speaker 2: but when it became clear that security wasn't helping, Ginar's 580 00:33:31,120 --> 00:33:33,960 Speaker 2: roadies entered the fray and pulled Axel back up on stage, 581 00:33:34,120 --> 00:33:36,480 Speaker 2: but not before he landed a full fisted punch in 582 00:33:36,520 --> 00:33:38,280 Speaker 2: the grill of one of the crowd members who got 583 00:33:38,360 --> 00:33:41,640 Speaker 2: up into his face. But once he was back on stage, 584 00:33:41,680 --> 00:33:44,480 Speaker 2: Axel grabbed the mic, pissed and quickening his pace towards 585 00:33:44,520 --> 00:33:46,800 Speaker 2: the side of the stage, said well, thanks to the 586 00:33:46,880 --> 00:33:50,800 Speaker 2: lame mass security, I'm going home, and with that he 587 00:33:50,920 --> 00:33:54,160 Speaker 2: slammed the mic into the stage and stormed off. Slash 588 00:33:54,280 --> 00:33:56,840 Speaker 2: leaned into a mic and added a casual We're out 589 00:33:56,840 --> 00:34:01,640 Speaker 2: of here, and that was it. Show over. The crowd 590 00:34:01,720 --> 00:34:04,959 Speaker 2: was stunned, confused, No one moved, no one knew what 591 00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:07,880 Speaker 2: was going on. Gn r's roadies quickly went about breaking 592 00:34:07,880 --> 00:34:10,399 Speaker 2: down the band's gear, a clear signal that the show 593 00:34:10,520 --> 00:34:13,560 Speaker 2: was definitely done and the party was over. Guns and 594 00:34:13,680 --> 00:34:16,960 Speaker 2: roses weren't coming back, and beer cans began raining down 595 00:34:16,960 --> 00:34:19,879 Speaker 2: on the stage from the audience. The booze started, at 596 00:34:19,880 --> 00:34:22,720 Speaker 2: first the smattering and then the chorus of an angry mob. 597 00:34:23,080 --> 00:34:24,920 Speaker 4: The roadies were pissed, and rightly so. 598 00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:29,080 Speaker 2: They began to taunt the audience, inciting them even more drunk, angry, 599 00:34:29,120 --> 00:34:32,320 Speaker 2: and violent. The audience turned on itself. The saddle tramps 600 00:34:32,320 --> 00:34:33,640 Speaker 2: went alpha, erupting on. 601 00:34:33,600 --> 00:34:34,600 Speaker 4: Anyone who got in their way. 602 00:34:34,640 --> 00:34:37,160 Speaker 2: While making their exit, a naked man ran around the 603 00:34:37,160 --> 00:34:40,120 Speaker 2: floor frantically, blood pouring from a wound in his head. 604 00:34:40,360 --> 00:34:43,440 Speaker 2: The police descended to restore order and were openly challenged 605 00:34:43,480 --> 00:34:47,480 Speaker 2: by fans. Beatings commenced Button's steel toad kicks. 606 00:34:47,200 --> 00:34:49,560 Speaker 4: To the skull. A chant of fuck you pigs rose 607 00:34:49,600 --> 00:34:50,440 Speaker 4: up from the audience. 608 00:34:50,800 --> 00:34:53,120 Speaker 2: The crowd started ripping up the chairs and the floor, 609 00:34:53,160 --> 00:34:55,840 Speaker 2: pulling them apart and launching them to the stage, and 610 00:34:55,920 --> 00:34:58,239 Speaker 2: the cops reeled out the fire hose and attempted to 611 00:34:58,320 --> 00:35:00,560 Speaker 2: use it to beat back the crowd, but the water 612 00:35:00,640 --> 00:35:03,360 Speaker 2: pressure was so weak that the audience began moving toward 613 00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:06,120 Speaker 2: the water to cool off, and thus toward the stage. 614 00:35:06,480 --> 00:35:08,600 Speaker 2: One of the giant video screens on the side of 615 00:35:08,640 --> 00:35:11,600 Speaker 2: the stage was pulled down, and the massive sixty ton 616 00:35:11,760 --> 00:35:15,320 Speaker 2: sound and light rig lurched uncomfortably from side to side 617 00:35:15,440 --> 00:35:20,160 Speaker 2: as idiotic fans swung from its cables. Riverport was about 618 00:35:20,200 --> 00:35:22,160 Speaker 2: to make Donnington look like a walk in the park 619 00:35:22,239 --> 00:35:24,920 Speaker 2: until the cops broke out a tear gas like substance 620 00:35:25,080 --> 00:35:31,000 Speaker 2: and get a hold of the situation. In the end, 621 00:35:31,040 --> 00:35:33,839 Speaker 2: it was a bloody riot that Axelrose's deep well of 622 00:35:33,880 --> 00:35:38,239 Speaker 2: anger had incited sixty five people badly injured, twenty five 623 00:35:38,280 --> 00:35:42,120 Speaker 2: of them police officers, dozens arrested, and hundreds of thousands 624 00:35:42,200 --> 00:35:43,080 Speaker 2: of dollars. 625 00:35:42,680 --> 00:35:44,400 Speaker 4: In property damage. 626 00:35:44,600 --> 00:35:47,759 Speaker 2: Axel was eventually charged with four counts of assault and 627 00:35:47,840 --> 00:35:50,920 Speaker 2: one for property damage. The jury found him guilty and 628 00:35:51,000 --> 00:35:54,319 Speaker 2: the judge fined him fifty thousand dollars. It was worth 629 00:35:54,360 --> 00:35:58,800 Speaker 2: at Axel thought they all had it coming. Axel Roses 630 00:35:58,880 --> 00:36:01,600 Speaker 2: passed both as a severe villon and a celebrity. Is 631 00:36:01,680 --> 00:36:06,360 Speaker 2: filled with intense drama, violence, riots, beef, arrests, scandal, and 632 00:36:06,600 --> 00:36:09,799 Speaker 2: so much more. It's impossible to detail all of it 633 00:36:09,880 --> 00:36:13,320 Speaker 2: in two thirty minute podcasts without sounding like you're piling 634 00:36:13,360 --> 00:36:17,320 Speaker 2: on or being exploitative. On the other hand, the physical 635 00:36:17,320 --> 00:36:21,600 Speaker 2: abuse allegations by ex wives Aaron Everley in supermodel Stephanie 636 00:36:21,640 --> 00:36:25,080 Speaker 2: Seymour must be mentioned, even though claims by both were 637 00:36:25,120 --> 00:36:29,000 Speaker 2: denied by Axel and eventually settled out of court, and 638 00:36:29,040 --> 00:36:31,920 Speaker 2: there is no clean explanation of Axel Rose or of 639 00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:35,480 Speaker 2: Guns N' Roses. Rock Stars are messy. It's part of 640 00:36:35,520 --> 00:36:38,880 Speaker 2: what makes them great artists. All of the psychosis, that 641 00:36:38,960 --> 00:36:42,280 Speaker 2: inner turmoil, that anger. It often leads to great music. 642 00:36:42,480 --> 00:36:44,480 Speaker 2: You know this, We talk about it all the time. 643 00:36:44,960 --> 00:36:48,560 Speaker 2: In this case, Axel Rose is no different than James Brown's, 644 00:36:48,560 --> 00:36:51,719 Speaker 2: said Vicious, John Lennon, Easye, and too many others to 645 00:36:51,800 --> 00:36:56,359 Speaker 2: list like them. He made great music and liked them. 646 00:36:56,400 --> 00:36:59,520 Speaker 2: His behavior is hard to forgive, and like them, from 647 00:36:59,520 --> 00:37:03,799 Speaker 2: his early days, he was scarred by severe trauma. What 648 00:37:03,880 --> 00:37:07,360 Speaker 2: that does to someone in their formative years is unexplainable, 649 00:37:08,160 --> 00:37:24,400 Speaker 2: and that's a disgrace. 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