1 00:00:02,160 --> 00:00:03,320 Speaker 1: Calls media. 2 00:00:08,440 --> 00:00:13,440 Speaker 2: All right, a hood politics first, and I'm gonna do 3 00:00:13,440 --> 00:00:16,160 Speaker 2: it in the tap in so that I make sure that. 4 00:00:17,840 --> 00:00:22,080 Speaker 1: This doesn't go too long. But this is a. 5 00:00:24,079 --> 00:00:32,200 Speaker 2: Raw initial reaction, and I gotta tell you, shook. Ain't 6 00:00:32,240 --> 00:00:40,360 Speaker 2: the word frustrated, heartbroken, let down on the verge of tears. 7 00:00:41,600 --> 00:00:49,000 Speaker 2: I just read this. That's our job as article. Well, 8 00:00:49,200 --> 00:00:56,240 Speaker 2: it's time to rename the streets to Delores Wertha and 9 00:00:56,280 --> 00:01:01,000 Speaker 2: I for now on will celebrate the law's work that day. 10 00:01:02,840 --> 00:01:09,800 Speaker 1: Can we have Are there any male heroes? Y'all tapping 11 00:01:09,920 --> 00:01:24,120 Speaker 1: with me? Okay? 12 00:01:25,080 --> 00:01:29,559 Speaker 2: There was always rumors about Caesar Childing is rumors about 13 00:01:30,240 --> 00:01:31,959 Speaker 2: Martin Luther King Jr. 14 00:01:32,640 --> 00:01:33,279 Speaker 1: Not his daddy. 15 00:01:33,680 --> 00:01:39,680 Speaker 2: And I can run down all of the talking points 16 00:01:39,720 --> 00:01:41,520 Speaker 2: that add context and color. 17 00:01:41,560 --> 00:01:44,479 Speaker 1: I know them all. He's a man of his time. 18 00:01:45,680 --> 00:01:50,920 Speaker 2: The type of pressure that these type of leaders experience 19 00:01:51,040 --> 00:01:53,480 Speaker 2: are pressures that you and I would never understand. 20 00:01:53,560 --> 00:01:54,160 Speaker 1: Yeah, I know that. 21 00:01:56,520 --> 00:02:00,640 Speaker 2: The type of loneliness, Yeah, I know that. I know 22 00:02:00,720 --> 00:02:03,680 Speaker 2: they products of they era. I know all that, And 23 00:02:03,760 --> 00:02:05,880 Speaker 2: I know that type of pressure, that type of fear 24 00:02:05,920 --> 00:02:10,520 Speaker 2: on your life can cloud your decision making. You can 25 00:02:10,560 --> 00:02:13,359 Speaker 2: run them all down yourself. At the end of the 26 00:02:13,440 --> 00:02:18,000 Speaker 2: day demand forced himself on children. Now, if you don't 27 00:02:18,040 --> 00:02:22,680 Speaker 2: know who Saysar Chavez is, I either you're nine years 28 00:02:22,720 --> 00:02:26,240 Speaker 2: old or you don't care about the world at all. 29 00:02:26,800 --> 00:02:32,040 Speaker 2: During the Civil rights movement, times before and after, you 30 00:02:32,160 --> 00:02:36,320 Speaker 2: have to understand that America's racism wasn't just stuck towards 31 00:02:36,360 --> 00:02:40,400 Speaker 2: black people, the Mexican, Mexican American, the migrant farm workers 32 00:02:40,400 --> 00:02:42,640 Speaker 2: and stuff like that. He was a community organizer to 33 00:02:42,720 --> 00:02:44,919 Speaker 2: make sure that the people that's been picking your food 34 00:02:45,000 --> 00:02:48,680 Speaker 2: for the last hundred years are treated with dignity and respect. 35 00:02:50,280 --> 00:02:53,799 Speaker 2: There are streets in almost every major city in America 36 00:02:53,880 --> 00:03:01,520 Speaker 2: named after him, Chavez Ravine, which is where the Dodgers play, 37 00:03:03,560 --> 00:03:07,839 Speaker 2: the Sunset Boulevard. Once it goes east, it turns into 38 00:03:07,960 --> 00:03:11,919 Speaker 2: Caesar Chavez. That's the name of the street once it 39 00:03:11,960 --> 00:03:19,640 Speaker 2: turns east. I don't know if America has had, especially 40 00:03:20,320 --> 00:03:26,680 Speaker 2: the Mexican American community, the Chicano community has had a bigger, 41 00:03:28,080 --> 00:03:29,960 Speaker 2: more important there's assess our Chavas to day. 42 00:03:30,040 --> 00:03:33,079 Speaker 1: I don't know if we had a bigger hero. 43 00:03:33,600 --> 00:03:38,920 Speaker 2: And I gotta tell you, man, there's a shortage of heroes, 44 00:03:39,200 --> 00:03:42,560 Speaker 2: especially at this level. And I know people are complicated 45 00:03:43,480 --> 00:03:46,080 Speaker 2: I know it. You don't have to tell me that 46 00:03:46,120 --> 00:03:48,640 Speaker 2: I'm complicated. It's skeleton's in my closet. 47 00:03:49,080 --> 00:03:49,600 Speaker 1: I know that. 48 00:03:49,720 --> 00:03:53,920 Speaker 2: I know I've let down many people in my life. 49 00:03:54,040 --> 00:03:59,160 Speaker 2: But I'm not speaking to you as crop as propaganda. 50 00:03:59,200 --> 00:04:03,920 Speaker 2: I'm not speaking to you as a podcaster or an artist, 51 00:04:04,000 --> 00:04:08,000 Speaker 2: or a poet, or a movement leader or an activist 52 00:04:08,080 --> 00:04:09,880 Speaker 2: on a speaking to you artist. I'm speaking to you 53 00:04:10,000 --> 00:04:15,720 Speaker 2: as a little boy that just wants a fucking hero man, 54 00:04:16,839 --> 00:04:22,120 Speaker 2: just wants someone to We can't look up to nobody. 55 00:04:24,640 --> 00:04:25,679 Speaker 2: You try so hard. 56 00:04:25,760 --> 00:04:26,080 Speaker 1: Listen. 57 00:04:26,279 --> 00:04:29,160 Speaker 2: The only I was I was teasing my wife about this, 58 00:04:30,800 --> 00:04:34,800 Speaker 2: refer to her by her prefix that I'm like being 59 00:04:34,839 --> 00:04:39,880 Speaker 2: a male has got to be what it's like being 60 00:04:40,160 --> 00:04:44,720 Speaker 2: a socially conscious white person, to where every joke they give, 61 00:04:45,160 --> 00:04:48,080 Speaker 2: every example of how frustrating white people are, you gotta 62 00:04:48,120 --> 00:04:51,520 Speaker 2: be like, yeah, nah, you're right, I mean, no notes 63 00:04:52,360 --> 00:04:55,440 Speaker 2: and everything in you wants to be like but I'm different, right, 64 00:04:55,560 --> 00:04:56,320 Speaker 2: But it can't. 65 00:04:56,520 --> 00:04:56,919 Speaker 1: It can't. 66 00:04:57,560 --> 00:05:00,240 Speaker 2: We can't all be like this, right like you you see, 67 00:05:00,360 --> 00:05:03,200 Speaker 2: you think I'm cool, right, Like that's the way white 68 00:05:03,240 --> 00:05:04,359 Speaker 2: people treat me, where they're. 69 00:05:04,160 --> 00:05:06,400 Speaker 1: Like yeah, no, I know, you know, fuck us right, 70 00:05:06,480 --> 00:05:08,920 Speaker 1: But we're good, right, And I'm like, yeah, you good. 71 00:05:09,000 --> 00:05:10,400 Speaker 1: You don't need me to tell you that. You know 72 00:05:10,440 --> 00:05:10,880 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. 73 00:05:11,400 --> 00:05:13,520 Speaker 2: And every time they think of somebody that they like, 74 00:05:13,880 --> 00:05:16,599 Speaker 2: it's something that show up. Well, no, niggade, oh grill, 75 00:05:16,760 --> 00:05:18,360 Speaker 2: they got their money from slave work. 76 00:05:18,400 --> 00:05:19,799 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. You just like shit. 77 00:05:20,720 --> 00:05:24,039 Speaker 2: I can't look up to anyone Sometimes I feel like 78 00:05:24,080 --> 00:05:29,760 Speaker 2: that this story Dolorous ware Tha, who was there the 79 00:05:29,800 --> 00:05:34,200 Speaker 2: whole time, the whole movement. Her name gotta raise so 80 00:05:34,320 --> 00:05:37,160 Speaker 2: much from history. You gotta be like you gotta be 81 00:05:37,200 --> 00:05:39,080 Speaker 2: a fan of this movement the way that I'm a 82 00:05:39,120 --> 00:05:42,719 Speaker 2: fan of hip hop. To know who like Murphy Lee 83 00:05:42,800 --> 00:05:44,880 Speaker 2: is you understand what I'm saying, To be able to 84 00:05:44,960 --> 00:05:49,880 Speaker 2: name to point Lloyd Banks out. 85 00:05:48,880 --> 00:05:50,159 Speaker 1: You understand I'm talking about. 86 00:05:50,160 --> 00:05:51,479 Speaker 2: Like the fact that you don't know what I'm talking 87 00:05:51,480 --> 00:05:56,039 Speaker 2: about is my point. You gotta be in this. But 88 00:05:56,480 --> 00:06:02,919 Speaker 2: these people that I'm talking about, it's Delores, She's the movement. 89 00:06:03,480 --> 00:06:07,560 Speaker 2: She's ninety six years old, and she's finally admitting that 90 00:06:07,560 --> 00:06:13,839 Speaker 2: that man forced himself on her twice. She's been keeping 91 00:06:13,839 --> 00:06:16,000 Speaker 2: it silent this whole time because she ain't want to 92 00:06:16,560 --> 00:06:17,840 Speaker 2: to tire his reputation. 93 00:06:18,520 --> 00:06:19,440 Speaker 1: But as people are. 94 00:06:19,360 --> 00:06:21,920 Speaker 2: Coming forward, this little girl talking about in this article 95 00:06:21,960 --> 00:06:25,800 Speaker 2: that she was twelve bam. There is a double and 96 00:06:25,960 --> 00:06:35,000 Speaker 2: triple pain to this that I feel personally. Okay, One 97 00:06:35,080 --> 00:06:38,000 Speaker 2: is the political way that this will become a weapon 98 00:06:38,000 --> 00:06:42,480 Speaker 2: against people of color, that we can't have a here 99 00:06:42,640 --> 00:06:46,920 Speaker 2: because nobody, nobody is holding President Trump accountable to this shit, 100 00:06:48,120 --> 00:06:54,600 Speaker 2: the Epstein of it all, all of these childfuckers, nobody 101 00:06:54,640 --> 00:06:58,920 Speaker 2: holding him accountable. But yeah, they gonna hold this, they 102 00:06:59,000 --> 00:07:02,839 Speaker 2: gonna hold the one brown man up as an example 103 00:07:02,880 --> 00:07:06,200 Speaker 2: that like, we're not good men. So it's frustrating because 104 00:07:06,200 --> 00:07:08,400 Speaker 2: I know this is gonna be used against the movement. 105 00:07:09,320 --> 00:07:11,560 Speaker 2: It's so frustrating. They did that to markel X, they 106 00:07:11,560 --> 00:07:14,520 Speaker 2: did the Martin King. They find the they find flaws 107 00:07:14,560 --> 00:07:15,120 Speaker 2: in us. 108 00:07:17,360 --> 00:07:19,120 Speaker 1: And see ce ce cee. 109 00:07:19,160 --> 00:07:20,960 Speaker 2: See when you're a person of color, you don't have 110 00:07:21,000 --> 00:07:24,920 Speaker 2: the luxury to individualize, which means that we can't just 111 00:07:24,960 --> 00:07:28,920 Speaker 2: say no, that man is crazy. When it happens with us, 112 00:07:29,480 --> 00:07:35,720 Speaker 2: we're all the problem. So that's that's one frustration. The 113 00:07:35,760 --> 00:07:41,120 Speaker 2: second frustration is the act itself, my negga. 114 00:07:43,720 --> 00:07:44,160 Speaker 1: Serious. 115 00:07:45,680 --> 00:07:48,440 Speaker 2: There's a third frustration that this poor woman has been carrying. 116 00:07:48,480 --> 00:07:54,240 Speaker 2: She gotta drive down, sets our jav As Avenues. I'm 117 00:07:54,240 --> 00:07:56,480 Speaker 2: gonna cry again. She's got she gotta drive down, says 118 00:07:56,520 --> 00:07:59,840 Speaker 2: her jav As Avenues her whole life. I mean it's 119 00:08:00,040 --> 00:08:03,160 Speaker 2: and has been given a medal of freak. And then 120 00:08:03,200 --> 00:08:09,080 Speaker 2: the final is the little boy in me, the little 121 00:08:09,120 --> 00:08:15,760 Speaker 2: boy that wrote book reports that just when they would 122 00:08:15,800 --> 00:08:19,240 Speaker 2: ask you who your hero was, people that fought for 123 00:08:19,320 --> 00:08:21,840 Speaker 2: our freedom, people that stood for us, people that we 124 00:08:21,880 --> 00:08:24,920 Speaker 2: could admire and and hang posters on, who gave us 125 00:08:24,920 --> 00:08:27,239 Speaker 2: se sip. Whether that's where the phrase came from, y'all 126 00:08:27,240 --> 00:09:21,640 Speaker 2: see said, where the yes you can it came from? 127 00:09:22,520 --> 00:09:24,720 Speaker 1: You feel alone. 128 00:09:25,160 --> 00:09:27,800 Speaker 2: We're fighting this good fight right now to try to 129 00:09:27,880 --> 00:09:34,880 Speaker 2: save little boys already from the fuck tards of Andrew Tatanem. 130 00:09:34,960 --> 00:09:37,040 Speaker 1: He's whole ass. 131 00:09:38,559 --> 00:09:44,680 Speaker 2: Fuck boys who have been stealing your little brothers falling 132 00:09:44,720 --> 00:09:50,120 Speaker 2: into these dumb ass rabbit holes, talking high powered like 133 00:09:51,679 --> 00:09:55,120 Speaker 2: we've been trying our best to rescue these boys from this, 134 00:09:56,320 --> 00:10:00,240 Speaker 2: and then sometimes like I come from the generation where 135 00:10:00,840 --> 00:10:03,400 Speaker 2: we were the ones our age, were the ones that 136 00:10:03,880 --> 00:10:06,679 Speaker 2: finally started to figure this shit out. That was just 137 00:10:06,679 --> 00:10:09,920 Speaker 2: like okay, wait a minute, wait a minute, Our fathers 138 00:10:10,840 --> 00:10:13,080 Speaker 2: didn't know how to process their emotions. 139 00:10:13,320 --> 00:10:15,640 Speaker 1: We're going to learn how to do this. I'm gonna 140 00:10:15,679 --> 00:10:16,400 Speaker 1: learn how to process. 141 00:10:16,400 --> 00:10:18,640 Speaker 2: I'm gonna learn how to process my anger and not 142 00:10:18,880 --> 00:10:24,719 Speaker 2: just like one of my favorite content creators, Trainer, the 143 00:10:25,320 --> 00:10:27,520 Speaker 2: nigga has got the thing with the braids, that's the 144 00:10:27,559 --> 00:10:30,600 Speaker 2: tattoo artists. That's like anybody can get it. He was like, 145 00:10:31,000 --> 00:10:33,440 Speaker 2: what part of you that took the Who the fuck 146 00:10:33,480 --> 00:10:35,280 Speaker 2: are you talking to? When you just want to mix, 147 00:10:35,360 --> 00:10:38,400 Speaker 2: they mix some blood and they spit. You know what 148 00:10:38,400 --> 00:10:41,120 Speaker 2: I'm saying, Like, like we're the generation that have learned 149 00:10:41,120 --> 00:10:43,400 Speaker 2: to like say, maybe we don't need to do this 150 00:10:43,520 --> 00:10:48,240 Speaker 2: so that our sons don't know the answer to a 151 00:10:48,440 --> 00:10:52,679 Speaker 2: nigga where you from? I long for the day for 152 00:10:52,800 --> 00:10:54,560 Speaker 2: my son not to know the answer. I don't have 153 00:10:54,600 --> 00:10:56,319 Speaker 2: a son, but like that's what I'm trying to say, 154 00:10:56,400 --> 00:10:58,959 Speaker 2: is like we're trying to raise little boys that don't 155 00:10:58,960 --> 00:11:01,840 Speaker 2: have to answer that question. That that when when I 156 00:11:01,840 --> 00:11:05,880 Speaker 2: say square up, they don't know what I mean. That's 157 00:11:06,480 --> 00:11:09,800 Speaker 2: that heightened like fight or flight. That that that that 158 00:11:10,480 --> 00:11:12,000 Speaker 2: boys my age existed in. 159 00:11:12,920 --> 00:11:14,720 Speaker 1: We had to learn how to lay that down. 160 00:11:16,880 --> 00:11:19,000 Speaker 2: This is a song I dropped today called I'm Not 161 00:11:19,040 --> 00:11:21,880 Speaker 2: in Danger, and it's about that. It's about laying the 162 00:11:21,960 --> 00:11:26,440 Speaker 2: ship down, you like, you don't have to carry this 163 00:11:26,600 --> 00:11:31,120 Speaker 2: bear around, like we want to raise better boys, and 164 00:11:31,160 --> 00:11:37,959 Speaker 2: then this happens, man right up under our I feel 165 00:11:37,960 --> 00:11:43,319 Speaker 2: so let down. I already have, And I don't want 166 00:11:43,320 --> 00:11:46,160 Speaker 2: to get too much into it because a lot of 167 00:11:46,200 --> 00:11:49,040 Speaker 2: people that listen to this know my parents already got 168 00:11:49,040 --> 00:11:54,680 Speaker 2: my own daddy issues that my father in a lot 169 00:11:54,720 --> 00:11:58,360 Speaker 2: of ways, I know a different man than y'all do, 170 00:11:59,160 --> 00:12:02,959 Speaker 2: just and I've had to process that and hold a 171 00:12:03,000 --> 00:12:06,680 Speaker 2: lot of that to myself or deal with it therapy 172 00:12:07,200 --> 00:12:10,160 Speaker 2: or the way that it's came out with my children 173 00:12:11,000 --> 00:12:18,199 Speaker 2: and with my marriage. But the feeling I have right 174 00:12:18,240 --> 00:12:21,319 Speaker 2: now is the feeling I had. I'm gonna get a 175 00:12:21,320 --> 00:12:23,360 Speaker 2: real personal here. I got a song coming out about it. 176 00:12:24,840 --> 00:12:30,720 Speaker 2: When I got home from playing or being outside or whatever, 177 00:12:31,320 --> 00:12:35,839 Speaker 2: and I saw the moving truck leave our house and 178 00:12:35,920 --> 00:12:43,280 Speaker 2: I saw my father's stuff leave, I. 179 00:12:43,200 --> 00:12:46,080 Speaker 1: Was like, what, what the fuck is a man? Then 180 00:12:46,960 --> 00:12:58,160 Speaker 1: like what, I'm so sorry, dude. I just. 181 00:13:00,080 --> 00:13:08,400 Speaker 2: Worry about our boys, dude, and man, I have no 182 00:13:08,520 --> 00:13:12,040 Speaker 2: hopeful let's be better here. I'm just I'm talking to 183 00:13:12,040 --> 00:13:15,680 Speaker 2: you as a little black boy who just. 184 00:13:19,760 --> 00:13:28,439 Speaker 1: Really watched the hero fall. Now I'll leave you with 185 00:13:28,520 --> 00:13:30,120 Speaker 1: this my last. 186 00:13:31,520 --> 00:13:35,160 Speaker 2: Like actual like mentor you know, when I was coming 187 00:13:35,360 --> 00:13:37,040 Speaker 2: in my coming of age, when I was coming into 188 00:13:37,080 --> 00:13:44,480 Speaker 2: my twenties, was a man that reminded me that men 189 00:13:44,520 --> 00:13:49,400 Speaker 2: are just that, they're just men. And the sooner you 190 00:13:49,400 --> 00:13:52,800 Speaker 2: can embrace that, the sooner you can be free. And 191 00:13:52,840 --> 00:13:55,240 Speaker 2: then that is how you become a better A better 192 00:13:55,280 --> 00:13:59,920 Speaker 2: man is when you know we're just flesh and bone, you. 193 00:14:00,120 --> 00:14:02,840 Speaker 1: Put your hope in none of them. 194 00:14:02,920 --> 00:14:08,520 Speaker 2: You learn what you learned, and you be better. So fellas, 195 00:14:08,800 --> 00:14:14,199 Speaker 2: fellas in the movement, let's be better. 196 00:14:16,480 --> 00:14:17,240 Speaker 1: Tap in with me.