Speaker 1: Guess what decision we're about to make a horrible decision. Hey, guys,
Speaker 1: welcome to yet another episode of Horrible The cisy on
Speaker 1: I'm your girl, Mandy b a K A Peg, The
Speaker 1: Stallion a K A peg and Marco a K A Dad,
Speaker 1: motherfucker beach. What's the girl got? It said? I'm hot,
Speaker 1: so you will is giving quiet storm mix Beflorida as
Speaker 1: someone who's the accent do her you love? That wasn't accent?
Speaker 1: I know, says someone who's the actors accent door every
Speaker 1: single day I come in here on well because with
Speaker 1: my American asked Florida asked accent. I would love to
Speaker 1: like narrate something like I'd be so jealous of the
Speaker 1: nigga that narrate first forty eight and then you have
Speaker 1: forty eight hours to solve what crime. Otherwise it goes
Speaker 1: and it's English. You know what I mean. It's English.
Speaker 1: It's straight, no accident. I might put little Florida twaying
Speaker 1: on it, but I'd be jealous of the nigga who
Speaker 1: narrate first four years playing well, speaking of Florida, I
Speaker 1: am too from that God for taking place is easy,
Speaker 1: you know, Hey, welcome should have been from Florida. Actually
Speaker 1: it births the dumbest niggas. It should have been from there,
Speaker 1: both from there. That's not true. And I ain't gonna
Speaker 1: hold you fall y'all watching Kanye is actually from Chicago,
Speaker 1: and Chicago and Detroit birth some of the best tricks,
Speaker 1: the most generous men. You would think they were from Nigeria.
Speaker 1: Them two motherfucking cities have some good as think from Nia.
Speaker 1: Don't don't do this edit. We're not gonna start this
Speaker 1: ship off Lego Illinois. Um, y'all. We had a we
Speaker 1: have solely a solo episode because Mandy foundy guests that
Speaker 1: wanted to charge. Oh bitch, let me go ahead and
Speaker 1: talk about that real quick. So we he had a
Speaker 1: guest I was supposed to come on. I would not
Speaker 1: give him the name because at this point you did
Speaker 1: not get he can't get credit off our show. Rico
Speaker 1: Hondo charges people to be their podcast guest. There we
Speaker 1: go and I don't know why he's a part of
Speaker 1: a show that's not really a podcast but more of
Speaker 1: a a YouTube thing. And we sat and he was
Speaker 1: I was like, you know, you should come on similar content.
Speaker 1: Not really, they're a little bit more ignorant on the
Speaker 1: platform that he's on, and he was like, yeah, let's
Speaker 1: do it. So he confirmed what two or three weeks ago,
Speaker 1: where did you find this guest? Uh, he's a friend
Speaker 1: of a friend. Met him at a dinner party. Um,
Speaker 1: and I had already always just been like, I don't
Speaker 1: really like what he says, so I thought it would
Speaker 1: make for great content. It would probably boost his social
Speaker 1: visibility to be on our show, of course, and on
Speaker 1: the like, literally five days before we recorded today, I
Speaker 1: was like, hey, can I get your email just so
Speaker 1: I could send you the time, the location, let us
Speaker 1: know if you have any questions or if anything arises.
Speaker 1: He was like, yeah, here's my email. Oh we didn't
Speaker 1: talk my rate. And I said you're right. I said,
Speaker 1: you're right, You're right for what to come on our podcast.
Speaker 1: And I was just like, okay, I wanted to talk
Speaker 1: a little bit to the creatives. I wanted to talk
Speaker 1: to people who were coming too, and I actually like Savan.
Speaker 1: But remember he did that to Brianda, and I think
Speaker 1: that charging is a very weird thing. I mean, eventually
Speaker 1: she went on. I think they talked about it, but
Speaker 1: I was gonna say, did here's the thing too, though
Speaker 1: he's coming on as a guest for a personality at
Speaker 1: the time, was she specifically going on? Because I do
Speaker 1: want to break down we have gotten hit up by
Speaker 1: the likes of a Doc Johnson above other corporations, companies
Speaker 1: who wanted to come on and specifically do a whole
Speaker 1: episode where we talked about their products, their content. We've
Speaker 1: had authors only want to come on to promote their books.
Speaker 1: So when we've gotten emails for guests to come on
Speaker 1: to promote things that they were doing, we were like, well,
Speaker 1: you can sponsor this episode if this is the narrative
Speaker 1: that you want to do. I think that I think books, music,
Speaker 1: movie products, TV products is something different to me and
Speaker 1: I actually we let people come on and talk about
Speaker 1: their products. But when we reason, I'm saying, when like
Speaker 1: and when a company wants to come and promote um
Speaker 1: to me, the point in podcasting, especially when you're at
Speaker 1: the point where I mean, right, we've been doing it
Speaker 1: for years and we have a lot of audio listens to,
Speaker 1: which is generally the audience that purchases right, right, I
Speaker 1: don't think it's fair to charge just the girl that
Speaker 1: made a new pussy steam thing, you know, what I'm saying, like, agreed,
Speaker 1: we're black girls that fucking started podcast. We promote our ship,
Speaker 1: like I think it's only fair to cross promote. When
Speaker 1: a major company that does pay for advertisement wants to
Speaker 1: come on, that's when I'm like, hell no, that dating
Speaker 1: app I used to even featured and sex cells and
Speaker 1: might save the email for them to come on. I'm like, yeah,
Speaker 1: you already did this, Like you should not be doing
Speaker 1: a podcast. We don't want to interview a CEO about
Speaker 1: starting a dating app. I don't care. Yeah, ask dating app,
Speaker 1: No City Girls, Freddy Gibbs, Cleopatra, I'm sorry, Bro, Timmy UM.
Speaker 1: A lot of the celebrities UM or influencers that would
Speaker 1: Carty hit us the timing just didn't want Carty wasn't
Speaker 1: going to charge us to even come on the pods.
Speaker 1: So like the fact that he hit me up like well,
Speaker 1: here's my rate, I was like, you know what, why
Speaker 1: would Cardi charge to go on a podcast? We're good,
Speaker 1: that's good, but we're good. But that's where it's just like, also,
Speaker 1: this isn't like a pod with a hundred listens, Like
Speaker 1: you're getting equity and some sort of benefit from coming
Speaker 1: on the show. Everyone who has been on this show
Speaker 1: has sent us thanks, have invited us to things, and
Speaker 1: they're shown gratitude because uh them coming on the show
Speaker 1: has either exalted or or uplifted or grown their personal brand,
Speaker 1: whatever products they had, whatever services they had, whether it
Speaker 1: be in the sex space, whether it be something. Let
Speaker 1: me be clear too, because I'm sure he's thinking this
Speaker 1: or anyone's thinking this. Hey, that the table is a
Speaker 1: big not bigger than us. They're not biggeran us, but
Speaker 1: they're a big like clickbait brand right social. But although
Speaker 1: he gets paid his talent, he doesn't own I P
Speaker 1: and that he has a town. Well no, no, hear me.
Speaker 1: I think that people think when you're seeing clips of
Speaker 1: maybe let's just say a hundred thousand people or a
Speaker 1: million people watched the clip. You know, we've been doing
Speaker 1: this so long because there is a turnover rate. I
Speaker 1: don't know, if you know a lot of people, they
Speaker 1: get millions of views, just like we knew from going
Speaker 1: to the roots. Picnic can draw out crowds or do
Speaker 1: live shore or do fucking movie live tours, or do
Speaker 1: movies and TV and ship like that. Like there is
Speaker 1: a different level to one longevity and to having an
Speaker 1: actual cult like following. So I think that sometimes people
Speaker 1: get shipped fucked up. Our fans are very dedicated, which
Speaker 1: is why they'll call out an episode about the City Girls,
Speaker 1: because they're like, we come to this show for real
Speaker 1: sex talk, right, And I think people probably get that
Speaker 1: inflated with like social TikTok that era of like there's
Speaker 1: just we're on content overload, and so people think those
Speaker 1: numbers me and something, and in actuality they kind of don't. Right.
Speaker 1: You've got to have people in the game who have
Speaker 1: been doing this. We are able to host an interview
Speaker 1: in order to turn money. But that TikTok ship, it
Speaker 1: really doesn't mean ship. And that's exactly why you know,
Speaker 1: I have, um some podcasters that will come in here
Speaker 1: and ask, like, I got a person coming on that's
Speaker 1: got five million followers. That doesn't necessarily mean that you're
Speaker 1: gonna have five million people listen to their show, especially
Speaker 1: um in terms of how it translates to audio. And
Speaker 1: while someone may have five thousand or five million followers
Speaker 1: for their skits on their social media, doesn't mean anyone
Speaker 1: wants to hear them the interview setting. Right. It's the
Speaker 1: same with um celebrities that are now starting these podcasts,
Speaker 1: and all these networks think, oh, let's get a big
Speaker 1: name and it's gonna be a hit off the park.
Speaker 1: You know, just because people like this person's music doesn't
Speaker 1: mean they want to hear them talk. Doesn't mean they
Speaker 1: want to hear their opinion on things. And we started
Speaker 1: this guddamn podcast off with motherfucking Kanye, and y'all know,
Speaker 1: I don't really like her, but yes, Amanda Steals at
Speaker 1: a point, y'all are still leaning on it ow a
Speaker 1: and and whatever the funk else he had uh graduation
Speaker 1: and and whatever the funk else for Kanye where it's
Speaker 1: just like, nah, even for what he's transcended in that space,
Speaker 1: it doesn't necessarily mean people want to hear him talk.
Speaker 1: And guess what, now we're hearing him talking. We want
Speaker 1: him to shut the funk up. We don't want him
Speaker 1: to wear a TA, we don't even want him to close.
Speaker 1: At this point, he annoys us with everything he fucking does.
Speaker 1: And so in terms of podcasting, you guys really like,
Speaker 1: I don't know, this whole ship didn't change a little bit.
Speaker 1: I didn't have a whole meeting today to the whole
Speaker 1: landscape is changing. But y'all thinking that you have the
Speaker 1: wherewithal to charge people to be guests on podcasts if
Speaker 1: you are an upcoming podcast, we then and I have
Speaker 1: never charged for any smaller podcast to be guests on.
Speaker 1: We have never given a rate to any guests who
Speaker 1: have come on our pod to be a part of
Speaker 1: our pod. You had someone ask you how much? Like
Speaker 1: I've had people asked me that, and I'm always like
Speaker 1: I would. I feel like, hey, how much is it?
Speaker 1: You know, if you want to come on my podcasts,
Speaker 1: we want you to come on. We're gonna have you
Speaker 1: come on if we don't know, no, no, I mean
Speaker 1: when people ask me to be a guest, I've definitely
Speaker 1: had ship. Even when Fresh and Fit hit me up
Speaker 1: a minute ago, They're like, okay, we'll do flight this
Speaker 1: and that. I was like, well that's to get you there.
Speaker 1: I've offered for sure, depending on the guests Uber rides, Yeah,
Speaker 1: especially if they're not from New York. Okay, but I
Speaker 1: make sure your cars and I ain't gonna hold you.
Speaker 1: That's more so, so need to show up all time.
Speaker 1: I'll be like, well, I'll get your car service. Like no, worries.
Speaker 1: It's it maybe four or fifty dollars if they're coming
Speaker 1: from the city to come to us. So we have
Speaker 1: offered car rides to people. But that's for me to
Speaker 1: make sure you on show. But here's also why a
Speaker 1: CARDI B wouldn't be charging right or and who we
Speaker 1: didn't ask for. Uh, it's because this is a new
Speaker 1: form of press. Like it is, we're like radio radio.
Speaker 1: I mean, it's better than radio because you have a
Speaker 1: place to actually sink and listen and you get something wrong.
Speaker 1: One of the podcasts we're making at my job. Um, literally,
Speaker 1: I asked the dude, like, do you want to be
Speaker 1: laughed up? Like can I am athlete vibe? Or do
Speaker 1: you want Mike's in front of your face? And he's like, nah,
Speaker 1: Like I can't. I want the Mike in my face.
Speaker 1: I want the real podcast field. I don't want to
Speaker 1: like turn it into you know, Karsia Please is a
Speaker 1: YouTube show. But I mean, and while it's great interviews,
Speaker 1: I'm just saying like, it's almost like people are just
Speaker 1: calling it a podcast because they know that they're popular,
Speaker 1: and I want to also because they're they're on all
Speaker 1: podcast feeds. That's the thing too, like you can call
Speaker 1: yourself a podcast when you're available. We're all podcasts lit
Speaker 1: and they specifically also have the audio to where at
Speaker 1: least it's great to hear audibly. So Revolt actually is
Speaker 1: doing a good job where maybe we see it more
Speaker 1: than YouTube show because we want to watch it and
Speaker 1: it's shot beautifully like an iron athlete. At least they
Speaker 1: pay attention to audio. Um. As far as Presco's uh,
Speaker 1: I think that, you know, people have to understand pr
Speaker 1: agents have like literally been out reaching for podcasts because
Speaker 1: it is the place to go. Whereas magazines and different
Speaker 1: things and articles are sure cool, more visibility comes from podcasting,
Speaker 1: and we are in a whole new era where if
Speaker 1: anyone's listening, that's a podcaster. Like your ship is really
Speaker 1: the key to people getting their ship out there. So
Speaker 1: never feel like for a moment when you reach out,
Speaker 1: even if it's me, reach out to someone that you
Speaker 1: want to be on your podcast, like you're inconveniencing them.
Speaker 1: People should be grateful to be on any platform, you know,
Speaker 1: I really think that sometimes we get to up our
Speaker 1: own asks with ship um and if you broke just
Speaker 1: say it, why else are you asking me compensate to
Speaker 1: go on a platform that can possibly indirectly bring you
Speaker 1: more visit, that could lead to more deals, that could
Speaker 1: lead to more monetization you wanted. I don't know what
Speaker 1: what then is right is because as soon as he
Speaker 1: said we didn't discuss rights, I said, Blessed, Beloved, no worries.
Speaker 1: Maybe he just we're fine, We're fine, We're fine, don't
Speaker 1: even worry about it, blessed under his eye, under his eye,
Speaker 1: nigga funk out of here before. Also, and I do
Speaker 1: know people pay to be on Joe Rogan. He's the
Speaker 1: number one fucking podcasts like I Gotta Eat. There's a
Speaker 1: there's a price that he charged for people. But he
Speaker 1: also drops four pieces of content a week. But you
Speaker 1: could like it's like fifteen or something like that. It's
Speaker 1: it's something, it's something kind of crazy. Yeah, okay, But
Speaker 1: maybe that's the way he monetizes how we got Patrear.
Speaker 1: Maybe that's how he monetizes outside of that Spotify deal,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Like the way Black Effect
Speaker 1: allows us to tour, allows us to do marchalized. If
Speaker 1: you know somebody on Black Charge and I want to
Speaker 1: know Beach oh, I don't know. I don't know. I
Speaker 1: don't know if any want black effect is charging Oh not.
Speaker 1: I think it's the white it's very low brow. I
Speaker 1: think it's just the white. The whites have that. I mean,
Speaker 1: the views that the whites are getting are out of
Speaker 1: this world. So maybe that's why, like you know, to me,
Speaker 1: if you have a company or a business, that's a
Speaker 1: part of your marketing budget. About the Spotify dinner that
Speaker 1: we were supposed to go to, like, so it was
Speaker 1: really nice. Um, Mandy and I got an email. It
Speaker 1: was in l A, so she wasn't there at the time. Um,
Speaker 1: but there was just like Spotify dinner and it was
Speaker 1: like all their top podcasters And when I walked in,
Speaker 1: I saw a black girl and I just naturally went
Speaker 1: to go speak to her. And of course it was
Speaker 1: the person who invited us. Uh. But it was a
Speaker 1: really nice event. And um, I was the only black
Speaker 1: podcaster there. There was a black Asian podcast. I guess
Speaker 1: they count, but um, it was nuts, bro because when
Speaker 1: I was in the room, you know, we're just really
Speaker 1: like in a different world. People almost didn't believe my
Speaker 1: numbers because they've never heard of me. But like white
Speaker 1: black shit really be separated, you know, And it's like
Speaker 1: crazy because to be honest, I don't sucking me either.
Speaker 1: Keep I don't talk to white people. I mean I
Speaker 1: don't listen to you know, I don't do much with
Speaker 1: white people, but I do like to make money with them.
Speaker 1: So you have checks for me, please bring it that away.
Speaker 1: But it's like the time I go to another episode
Speaker 1: at my ears, they but I mean, white people are
Speaker 1: in the majority of this country, right, Okay, they hey
Speaker 1: listening to us and the inn word, they'd like, you
Speaker 1: don't like they don't believe me and not gonna stop.
Speaker 1: We don't. But I didn't realize how big white podcasters
Speaker 1: are until they started going to the studio and I
Speaker 1: was like it, did you know, dear media, Like they've
Speaker 1: got so many white podcasts, right, and so like you know,
Speaker 1: like one of the engineers gon like, hey, have you
Speaker 1: heard that? And I'm like no, And who was it
Speaker 1: you said? Kanye was on being here with one of
Speaker 1: the girls. Oh, Tiana, there's some podcaster in here who
Speaker 1: has relationship with Kanye's about to interview him. And I'm good,
Speaker 1: it doesn't I never had this bitch of my life.
Speaker 1: How what white and of course he would have been
Speaker 1: on that one. But like the the access by Lives Matter,
Speaker 1: like literally it was there is a whole another world
Speaker 1: of podcasting that we don't know about. And it's funny because,
Speaker 1: like Loki, I'm in this bubble and I feel like
Speaker 1: I will live and thrive in this bubble forever and
Speaker 1: I don't mind it. Like, you know, when I was
Speaker 1: at the Spotify dinner, I remember saying, which is ironic
Speaker 1: because Joe Budden was the first podcast to launch, which
Speaker 1: is a black podcast considerably, but you know, I was
Speaker 1: sitting there and they were like kind of digging and
Speaker 1: know who I was with them bla blah blah, and
Speaker 1: I'm like lack effect, like literally the network that came
Speaker 1: with a decent bag because y'all weren't like you were.
Speaker 1: I wasn't on your radar, right. The fact that there
Speaker 1: were other podcasters there's with maybe likeent of the views
Speaker 1: we have in deals. It's just interesting because literally fashion
Speaker 1: bloggers were a girl that's like talking about travel, and
Speaker 1: with no audience, they'll develop talent, you know, And I
Speaker 1: don't even know if it's Spotify's fault more than that's
Speaker 1: already their demos so maybe they need to feed it
Speaker 1: like it's weird, and it's really just when you need
Speaker 1: to have more black people in the room at the
Speaker 1: end of the day, Like that's literally what it is,
Speaker 1: because how will they ever know about horrible decisions unless
Speaker 1: that happens, you know what I'm saying. I think we've
Speaker 1: got to make sure we are applying for them jobs
Speaker 1: and be the diversity, not be the token. Well, speaking
Speaker 1: of be the token, um, we're gonna get into our
Speaker 1: vanilla ship that does stem from a white woman. Um. However,
Speaker 1: I did some further research and it's quite interesting. So
Speaker 1: a couple of weeks ago, you guys may have seen
Speaker 1: Chloe that the kardashian Um trending because she decided to
Speaker 1: let everyone know um in her attempt to make this
Speaker 1: black man because you know, black men don't cheat, y'all right.
Speaker 1: By the way, sorry, just hate the narrative that she's
Speaker 1: just trying to demise of this black man, as if
Speaker 1: this man did not fully show his ass and embarrass her. Yes, oh, bro,
Speaker 1: multiple occasion, the fact that I got a side with
Speaker 1: a white woman. It's bad. It's bad. Why are you
Speaker 1: making a side with the whites anyway? But we should
Speaker 1: remind them why so, like Tristan has already had a
Speaker 1: woman pregnant when Chloe they met out a wedding. Yes,
Speaker 1: when Chloe took Jordan's took took him from a black woman.
Speaker 1: What do you need Jordan's Jordan is the first baby, mama.
Speaker 1: Oh sorry, Jordan is the first baby, not not the
Speaker 1: other Jordan that he also uh flirted with. That was Kylie's. Okay,
Speaker 1: that's it confused, It's too Jordan's, bitch, Nikka, just Michael Jordan, Jordan.
Speaker 1: I don't know nigga like Jordan's. You know, maybe he
Speaker 1: wear him on a speed to once tools twenty is whatever.
Speaker 1: The whole line, how hard did the Jordan's go up?
Speaker 1: Because he prob that's how much she likes Jordan's because
Speaker 1: nobody wears those. Um But basically, Chloe went to UM.
Speaker 1: On the most recent season of The Kardashians, which is
Speaker 1: on Hulu. UM, she shares that she uh Tristan cheating
Speaker 1: calls her brain trauma. She goes as far as to
Speaker 1: say she she has medical Oh that's why I brought
Speaker 1: it up, bitch. That's why I brought it up because
Speaker 1: I did the further research because I was like, not
Speaker 1: you storing me. So Chlorie Kardashian was torn up over
Speaker 1: uh Tristan Thompson's cheating scandal, but has medical proof that
Speaker 1: it has messed with her brain. Dr Daniel Amen was
Speaker 1: that be ready for was at the ready for a
Speaker 1: scientific stunt for the Kardashians Hulu show to show there's
Speaker 1: medical proof she was experiencing brain trauma, presumably from the scandal.
Speaker 1: I did further research, um, and I want to pull
Speaker 1: this up. This is from medium dot com um and
Speaker 1: it links actually back to another article. I don't know
Speaker 1: who wrote article, but basically it is science says this
Speaker 1: is what cheating does to your brain. And I wanted
Speaker 1: to bring up because clearly Uh Wheezy has said that
Speaker 1: old Bay is debt to her, but in what you've
Speaker 1: been feeling, even and not even wanting to be friends
Speaker 1: with him, cheating pushes your brain into PTSD territory. So
Speaker 1: well taught them. So infidelity can unmask pre existing or
Speaker 1: non existing problems that have been masked by the relationships,
Speaker 1: continued presence justice with PTSD. Cheating contrigger can trigger symptoms
Speaker 1: that linger in your life, flashbacks, nightmares, and obsessive thoughts
Speaker 1: about the situation are some of the most frequent systems. Uh,
Speaker 1: frequent symptoms. I'm sorry. UM. It says that a study
Speaker 1: here we go, this is an opinion based. It's study based,
Speaker 1: which is scientifical hypothesis. I don't, um so the study involved.
Speaker 1: The study did involve nearly sixty four thousand. This is
Speaker 1: the subject pool men and women of all sexual identities.
Speaker 1: Um and pretty much it said, hold on because here
Speaker 1: we go. Consistent with this evolutionary perspective, heterosexual men were
Speaker 1: more likely than heterosexual women to be upset by sexual infidelity,
Speaker 1: which we know because men have an issue with egos um.
Speaker 1: It also says that it could lead to anxiety, loss
Speaker 1: of sleep. Um, hold on, let me. There's like a
Speaker 1: whole list of where it literally affects, like your whole thing.
Speaker 1: It also takes away from brain carnage. Cheating is not
Speaker 1: just an emotional fair it's a physical one. When you cheat,
Speaker 1: your brain actually lights up in the same regions as
Speaker 1: when you feel physical pain. The woman who has cheated
Speaker 1: on can sometimes leave the experience with higher mating intelligence,
Speaker 1: which led to you experiencing the trauma of not further
Speaker 1: trusting someone not wanting to be an intimate relationship because
Speaker 1: it completely triggers all of those physical aspects. And um,
Speaker 1: it also just says it completely affect the brain. There
Speaker 1: we got and where you were even trying to hold
Speaker 1: up platonic relationship. Maybe you didn't know what abuse he
Speaker 1: had put in terms of his cheating led to your brain. Signally,
Speaker 1: here's the thing, Like I dated and a good person
Speaker 1: that has a sex addiction, basically right, like old Bay
Speaker 1: was not someone to yell get angry. He wasn't really
Speaker 1: even insecure like that. He makes little comments when he
Speaker 1: knew my type walked around the spot, but like he
Speaker 1: was a decent boyfriend except for the fact that he
Speaker 1: liked to funk any white person that walked I. UM,
Speaker 1: I think the you know, the brain thing was like
Speaker 1: it was funny to read at first, but at the
Speaker 1: end of the day, like absolutely, I can't even walk
Speaker 1: down certain streets in New York without getting anxiety or
Speaker 1: having certain memories ship I was that was it gold room,
Speaker 1: And so the other nar TYPEK or whatever went there
Speaker 1: the other night literally sat down and remembered a moment
Speaker 1: where I got a text message from him that wasn't
Speaker 1: meant for me, and I was sitting in the same
Speaker 1: place and it ruined my night and I went home.
Speaker 1: I was like, fuck, like, how do I get rid
Speaker 1: of this nigga off of my brain? The only weird
Speaker 1: thing is normally when I get this email about ship,
Speaker 1: I want the person back. I go, hold you, bro a,
Speaker 1: you're walking around with CT and don't even know it's
Speaker 1: given c F hey speaking of a millowship. I don't
Speaker 1: have my dick out at the pool. What the fund
Speaker 1: is wrong with Antonio Brown? You know it's for no
Speaker 1: one that there is. I mean they saw that. I
Speaker 1: was like, no, no, no, But like for for those
Speaker 1: of you who may not have sne I'm gonna describe
Speaker 1: this video. We're watching Antonio Brown in the pool and Dubai,
Speaker 1: who is like not only like touching his dick then
Speaker 1: jumping on a woman like dick first asked out. She
Speaker 1: looks so uncomfortable. There's guys cheering him on in the
Speaker 1: back saying that he's water boarding her, making it clearly horny.
Speaker 1: Because I was just looking at how big that blur was,
Speaker 1: Like God damn, that blur was like really big serious.
Speaker 1: He literally sexually sexually assaulted something I was just looking
Speaker 1: at the blur. I wasn't taking it. There's a lot
Speaker 1: of bitch. I've been watching damer Okay, there's just a
Speaker 1: lot of chama going on, and I was just like, damn,
Speaker 1: that's a big old blur. Sorry, I was glad to
Speaker 1: see a blur of blue faces. Dick fucking Krishan. There's
Speaker 1: just a lot of sex. Let me see, Are you
Speaker 1: ain't sick? She was riding it and it was blurred.
Speaker 1: That's what I said. It's a lot of blurred dicks
Speaker 1: going on. It gotta be a good dick. Is she
Speaker 1: acting that? Nuts? He's cute too, so I get it.
Speaker 1: I think he's cute and he's handsome. Yeah, even his
Speaker 1: like his music video, he looks cute and like a mute.
Speaker 1: But no, this is the even so that they're like
Speaker 1: very very like you don't mean a lot like never
Speaker 1: been looking. He's a handsome guy, so I get it.
Speaker 1: But like if his dick is also big, you know,
Speaker 1: I need I would keep my tooth but oh god,
Speaker 1: and I'm ever child. Does my hair? She says, she
Speaker 1: calls crush on ruthless, toothless, not love that name, Oh
Speaker 1: my goodness. Nonetheless, yes, ladies, if you've been cheated on
Speaker 1: multiple times, you very well could have CT or some
Speaker 1: sort of brain damage. How you gone CD? Why PTSD?
Speaker 1: I understand not CT, It says brain. CC is about
Speaker 1: the brain. Yes, but you need like actual physical injury
Speaker 1: for this. You don't, you don't. It just said it's
Speaker 1: like a physical injury, like like not an actual One question,
Speaker 1: how come when you got that text message? Why you
Speaker 1: need have him block? A ready? Oh what you said
Speaker 1: that you got a text that wasn't meant for you?
Speaker 1: Oh no, no, no in the in the back in
Speaker 1: the day. Okay, yeah, that's a very question. Said. Is
Speaker 1: he blocked? Now? Yeah, he's blocked actually so everywhere because
Speaker 1: normally no, no, no, I'd like that open what's app
Speaker 1: or like an email, but no, like fully blocked, like nothing,
Speaker 1: no way to communicate with you outside of like maybe
Speaker 1: a pigeon. No. And honestly, I I told his sister
Speaker 1: I can't talk to like to stop talking to me too,
Speaker 1: which actually kind of was hard to do, but like
Speaker 1: I was like, yo, I I can't talk to you.
Speaker 1: I just feel like I've seen a lot of people
Speaker 1: do this and then they don't block people like I
Speaker 1: don't no, no no, no, you're right. Before when I would
Speaker 1: blocked him, it would just be like phone number, So
Speaker 1: like he knew he was blocked and he'd have to
Speaker 1: like find no Instagram, horrible decisions Instagram. He's blocked from everything. UM.
Speaker 1: I have a personal page. He's blocked from that. UM.
Speaker 1: I told Vinnie to block him, Like, I don't want
Speaker 1: my mom scared to block him because she's like, what
Speaker 1: if he don lays or something. I don't know, but
Speaker 1: I told her, don't tell me, then they get hit
Speaker 1: her up. Well, instead of all order of this week,
Speaker 1: I wanted to do a hope fact and because we
Speaker 1: are in the month of October, UM, I wanted to
Speaker 1: shed light and maybe get into where we could share
Speaker 1: some stories because y'all love all motherfucker stories UM or
Speaker 1: our personal connections. October is actually breast cancer Awareness Month
Speaker 1: as well as Domestic Violence Awareness Month. UM. I think
Speaker 1: I've shared on this pod quite a bit that my
Speaker 1: best friend, at the age of thirty four, UM found
Speaker 1: out that she had stage to breast cancer and beat it. UM.
Speaker 1: And so I just want to advocate for anyone who
Speaker 1: is not only a breast cancer survivor, but someone currently
Speaker 1: fighting breast cancer and to all women, UM, it doesn't
Speaker 1: matter what age you are. Um, I think she was
Speaker 1: in chemo and someone was in chemo in their twenties.
Speaker 1: How did she find out that she had breastcan So
Speaker 1: literally what's crazy is? And I remember crying about it
Speaker 1: and I was just like, oh, I like, I think
Speaker 1: everything happens for a reason. So when over over the pandemic,
Speaker 1: I was of course I had periods this going and
Speaker 1: every week I'm filling my brain with all of these
Speaker 1: women talking about how they had to get second opinions.
Speaker 1: They didn't know things that they wished they could have
Speaker 1: found earlier they didn't. And me and her were on
Speaker 1: the phone and she kept just getting a sharp pain
Speaker 1: and like her chest and she, of course we in
Speaker 1: our thirties, so this bitch is thinking it's acid reflux,
Speaker 1: she's thinking she has gas or but it was like
Speaker 1: it was a constant, like sharp little pain. Then she
Speaker 1: was in the shower and she was like, I feel
Speaker 1: like I feel you know, when you're like brain is
Speaker 1: going literally she was like, you know, so she felt
Speaker 1: her breath because her family does have a history of it,
Speaker 1: and she felt something and she was just like, what's
Speaker 1: this mind? You just felt like a little tiny pebble.
Speaker 1: And what's crazy is we got on the phone and
Speaker 1: I think I had just like done some sort of piece.
Speaker 1: I did some really harsh episodes of Purious This where
Speaker 1: like I think I cried once a month on that
Speaker 1: on that show, hearing like just a women's stories, and
Speaker 1: I said, ma'am, you're not gonna be my friend. I'm
Speaker 1: just not gonna talk to you. I won't answer your
Speaker 1: phone until you go to the doctor. Something isn't right
Speaker 1: and you used to go get checked and I don't
Speaker 1: want to talk to you. You cannot call me. I
Speaker 1: will not talk to you. Go to a doctor. I'm
Speaker 1: hearing all these stories from women on things not being caught.
Speaker 1: And what's crazy is she said, okay, friends, So she
Speaker 1: went to the doctor, got a Mama Graham and the
Speaker 1: woman actually said, oh, I don't feel nothing. I think
Speaker 1: you're fine. And literally before she walked out, the nurse
Speaker 1: turned around and was like, you know what, before you leave,
Speaker 1: can you you show me what you're feeling. Literally heard
Speaker 1: her just saying that. She walked back into the room
Speaker 1: and she was like, this is what I feel. She
Speaker 1: was like, oh, I feel something, but maybe it's just
Speaker 1: like a torrent tissue or something like that. Bitch went
Speaker 1: through the biopsy, went through everything. She was in stage
Speaker 1: to cancer. So the doctors literally told her if you
Speaker 1: wanted six more months, we don't know if we could
Speaker 1: even help you. Wait, Graham, they didn't see anything, you mean, no,
Speaker 1: they did, uh, just work. So she did that first
Speaker 1: and then they issued, well, let's get a second thought.
Speaker 1: And when she went in they literally were like and
Speaker 1: so it was literally like even when she went and
Speaker 1: got the man, like, you know, whatever, the feeling thing
Speaker 1: is the way I've heard all these things in science.
Speaker 1: I can't keep up with everything. Um. But yet the
Speaker 1: doctor literally at first didn't feel anything, and then came
Speaker 1: back it was like, well, what do you feel? And
Speaker 1: it was like a pebble, like a little like maybe
Speaker 1: you know, so like maybe it was like you know,
Speaker 1: and it ended up being stage to cancer. And so
Speaker 1: I say that to say, if you feel like something's wrong,
Speaker 1: I know that we did envision Fest last month, and
Speaker 1: our our moderator even was like, her period hurt, her
Speaker 1: period shouldn't hurt? Section wait wait wait, wait, wait, hold on,
Speaker 1: hold on, periods be hurting but you were saying hurt,
Speaker 1: like if you're period in capacity to you like it
Speaker 1: basically make sure on floorier's throwing up like the level
Speaker 1: of pain of course. But but of course with black
Speaker 1: women specifically, doctors don't want to believe that we're in pain. Ever,
Speaker 1: so it's still if you feel something is wrong, go
Speaker 1: UM and again to October is also domestic violence Awareness
Speaker 1: one UM, and we talked about all of those things
Speaker 1: where there there's emotional abuse, there's physical abuse, there is
Speaker 1: UM sexual abuse UM. And there's so many ways that
Speaker 1: you can be in a relationship with someone and be
Speaker 1: abused without even knowing it. UM. So I know we
Speaker 1: had again uh the doctor the psychologist on MAC and
Speaker 1: talked about where sometimes you don't even know you're being
Speaker 1: psychologically abused by narcissists. We talked about that a lot.
Speaker 1: But um, if you feel like you can't get out,
Speaker 1: talk to somebody, I know, like we've been And that's
Speaker 1: another thing we've I've been seeing just so many scared
Speaker 1: things over this last summer of like parents killing their children,
Speaker 1: killing each other. This summer has been gruesome. So please,
Speaker 1: just if you need help, we are going to include
Speaker 1: in the description of this episode resources for breast cancer
Speaker 1: help and aid, as well as um domestic violence resource
Speaker 1: centers and hotlines. I can't remember which episodes we have,
Speaker 1: but maybe we can go back and list them in
Speaker 1: the so you guys can listen to them. But who
Speaker 1: says HOSE can't be help? Well, speaking of allose, I
Speaker 1: know this got kind of dark, but this is dark.
Speaker 1: I mean it's kind of like we want to live.
Speaker 1: Can I be honest? Like this ship is always I
Speaker 1: don't really think that like sharing resources is dark. I
Speaker 1: think because we're so scared and we want to talk
Speaker 1: about parents killing their children, that like that was where
Speaker 1: at dark? Like not us sharing resources? You have like
Speaker 1: a breast cancer story. I mean that's a happy story
Speaker 1: cancer well, because she survived, she has been remembers that didn't,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? And the earlier you can
Speaker 1: catch it. Also, domestic violence is very dark period. Um,
Speaker 1: we're gonna show those resources uncoupled. If anybody's watching the
Speaker 1: on Netflix is the gay Show? It's so good. There's
Speaker 1: a man who gets breast cancer and literally one percent
Speaker 1: of men get it or something like that, so it's crazy. Wow,
Speaker 1: I'm right, But um, yeah, all right, let's for the
Speaker 1: horrible decision. Let's go to laugh at Weezy. Are you ready?
Speaker 1: Are you time to make fun? Because I am so Guys,
Speaker 1: if you listened back in the day to horrible decisions,
Speaker 1: we are bringing back an old school style of horrible decision.
Speaker 1: There was somewhat a horrible decision where we sell stories
Speaker 1: and the last time we've done a full story for
Speaker 1: a horrible decision was my Unicorn experience in Mexico And
Speaker 1: so this time, Wheezy, I need you to add all
Speaker 1: the details that the scene action. Okay, light is So
Speaker 1: I meet this cutie in the street and literally I
Speaker 1: was with Brianda and she was like, no, he's a
Speaker 1: casanova and you know it. And I was like, yeah, true,
Speaker 1: but also I love people that are tattooed all over
Speaker 1: their body and that are tall and sexy. Why did
Speaker 1: she say no, what's the casina? Did she know him? No?
Speaker 1: But I an't a sucking him anyway. But the point is,
Speaker 1: basically Brianda has been having this thing like if you
Speaker 1: date someone who's medium ugly, they're gonna treat you right.
Speaker 1: And it's this is not what is medium ugly ugly?
Speaker 1: Spot and average looking people are just better partners. They're
Speaker 1: not Have you ever watched Mari. I think I bring
Speaker 1: that up all the time, that they're not both ugly
Speaker 1: all the time. When one party, do you regularish medium,
Speaker 1: average looking people. That's my point if one's really hot anyway,
Speaker 1: So here's what happens. Um so whatever attacks with this
Speaker 1: person and it was good. And so when to l
Speaker 1: A and we've been talking since then, and um, all right,
Speaker 1: so talking was good. Hold on, you're not gonna speed
Speaker 1: through this ship, which we got a time. I'm just like,
Speaker 1: so they looking at the YouTube minutes like she should
Speaker 1: be going on, you know what did you on the
Speaker 1: very embarrassing story actually, because it's so embarrassing, Like I
Speaker 1: just cannot believe it was one of the best states.
Speaker 1: And they're like, okay, I love. So I've been talking
Speaker 1: to this guy. Um, I don't want to describe him
Speaker 1: too much because he's really out in New York. So
Speaker 1: I feel like people know him. Probably not people. I
Speaker 1: want to say, you show me his picture. I ain't
Speaker 1: never seen him. I don't know what I mean down
Speaker 1: the street. I mean, I'm not girl friend like once
Speaker 1: I started seeing him, like a lot of like lower
Speaker 1: east Side East Village, soho crowd, like we had some
Speaker 1: of the same people. So long story short, you were
Speaker 1: really going after the broke artist, not broke look not
Speaker 1: to really being with the with the Elis crowd. I'm
Speaker 1: never there, all right, goodhead, good, Okay. So we've been talking.
Speaker 1: After I sucked him, I was like, okay, well this
Speaker 1: was mutually good, so now let me talk to him somewhere.
Speaker 1: So so whatever, we've been on the phone a lot
Speaker 1: while I was in l A. And like, you know,
Speaker 1: when I can talk to someone for an hour and
Speaker 1: it doesn't feel like an hour, I feel like that's
Speaker 1: when you know it's good. So I've been looking forward
Speaker 1: to seeing him again. And he's not dumb. He reads books,
Speaker 1: all right. That sounds like a very basic thing to say,
Speaker 1: But niggas don't read. They just don't. So you can
Speaker 1: tell when someone is a reader and when they're sitting
Speaker 1: alchemist power not. But like, he's just it's someone I
Speaker 1: vibe with, right, and we have really good chemistry. So
Speaker 1: I was really excited to seehim when I got back
Speaker 1: to New York. So I had been offered a stay
Speaker 1: cation by this company that I don't even want to
Speaker 1: say what. They was a condom brand and not a
Speaker 1: big condom in a small condom brand. And we're basically like, yo,
Speaker 1: if you want to have like a night and like
Speaker 1: escapade or whatever, like we just want you to take
Speaker 1: a picture. We'll like get you a photographer, will you know?
Speaker 1: Just you don't and I don't even have to be
Speaker 1: in laund rate, just set the scene and like talk
Speaker 1: about your experience. I was like okay. I was like, well,
Speaker 1: you know, I talked about it in a horrible I
Speaker 1: want you all to cut a check and they're like, no,
Speaker 1: just make it real quick on Instagram. And I was
Speaker 1: like fine, So I tell him and me and him
Speaker 1: are laughing, like super down bro. They have a spot
Speaker 1: day plan for us the next day, like it's a
Speaker 1: whole thing, sent a car, like literally gave me an
Speaker 1: expense for like lavish dinners. They wanted it to be
Speaker 1: a full like scene. So I get there. He gets
Speaker 1: there before me, and he was looking dude his book.
Speaker 1: His hair was in braids and I hadn't seen it
Speaker 1: in braids yet and just like also when like whatever,
Speaker 1: I can't even hype him up that much because it's
Speaker 1: not like you can't you're really happy to him up right,
Speaker 1: because I remember how I was feeling in the moment.
Speaker 1: I'm actually trying to go back to that feeling. So
Speaker 1: I get in after the envisioned pest and I take
Speaker 1: a shower and like I'm looking at him and I'm
Speaker 1: like literally like I wanted to fuck him before we left.
Speaker 1: Um so we go to that show company, what do
Speaker 1: they call? What's X? I not a good ty that
Speaker 1: calling X? I V that? Well anyway, I'm not all
Speaker 1: the way there. Well, they have a new show. It's
Speaker 1: it's a little bit difference. It's not like full theater
Speaker 1: esque like when we went. But um so I got
Speaker 1: to them too, really good. So I'm like, yo, that's fourteen.
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm oh yeah, I'm like, yo, hey
Speaker 1: you got four to one. X is a ten all
Speaker 1: I think it was forever x X from no English.
Speaker 1: Now you want me to translate letters in the numbers,
Speaker 1: We're not doing it. Yeah, this ain't it? So oh
Speaker 1: so to him there, Yeah, so she did ask for
Speaker 1: a plus two and babe, it wasn't me. So I
Speaker 1: had to happen. Well can I get to I figured
Speaker 1: they were saying like, well, I figured, yeah, they hit
Speaker 1: me up too lesson and I was like maybe I
Speaker 1: got playing. So um we goes and it's and it's raining,
Speaker 1: and I brought my I bought mushrooms because I was
Speaker 1: like the show is kind of trippy, and so I
Speaker 1: was like, oh, let's take some mushrooms. And he's also
Speaker 1: mad fun, like you know when someone is down to
Speaker 1: do whatever. So we're like dropping the mushrooms. When we
Speaker 1: get in there, they let us in and they really
Speaker 1: gave me a fucking full v I P experience, I'll
Speaker 1: say that. So the cocktails they're giving us, like we
Speaker 1: were getting fucked up. So while we're there, we did
Speaker 1: also the night. He was like documenting the night, which
Speaker 1: I guess a lot of artists do. I've had another
Speaker 1: artist kind of do that, but like he was just
Speaker 1: like taking pictures of a lot of things and like
Speaker 1: morphing them into ship, doing like a lot of frames
Speaker 1: of me. Like it was sexy. So we were sitting there,
Speaker 1: you know, touching, flurting and it's getting cute, going to
Speaker 1: the bathroom to do some more mushrooms, getting a little flective.
Speaker 1: It was fun. And I'm also not every black person
Speaker 1: in there knowing who I was that was also the gag.
Speaker 1: Well that's what happened when we went that's but I
Speaker 1: think it was like a press night. So okay. So
Speaker 1: we're watching like the girls on the stage and they're
Speaker 1: like looking at us like it's a thing. Also like
Speaker 1: not shooting my own horn. But we're looking good. So
Speaker 1: then finally somebody calls us in the back a fortune
Speaker 1: like tellering thing. She's like, oh, I heard you two
Speaker 1: are on a date. Come to the back. So it's
Speaker 1: like we go back there. They take us through this
Speaker 1: room and like, anyway, if you go to the show,
Speaker 1: maybe it don't happen to maybe you'll get chosen. But
Speaker 1: bit me and him were laughing because we got back
Speaker 1: out and I was like, yeah, I thought he was
Speaker 1: going to let beans. I thought we were going fun.
Speaker 1: He was like ship me too. Then we're sitting there
Speaker 1: not a sex club, lazy, I know, but where you
Speaker 1: get horny when you go there. So they we're looking
Speaker 1: at this girl on stage and I'm looking at her
Speaker 1: and he's looking at her, and he's like, I don't
Speaker 1: know if I'm gonna ruin things, but like I feel
Speaker 1: like if we ever had a three So I was
Speaker 1: like okay, good because I was on the same page,
Speaker 1: which is crazy because just a few weeks ago, I
Speaker 1: told you I would never have a three something again
Speaker 1: if I wasn't fulee into this person. But you know,
Speaker 1: I think I've been it and somebody pussy does. So
Speaker 1: then one of the one of the performers, gets off
Speaker 1: the stage and knows him, and she's talking to us,
Speaker 1: and I actually want to have her on because I
Speaker 1: thought she was throwing and I'm sorry if you're listening
Speaker 1: to this, but it was giving you through the pussy.
Speaker 1: So when people are friendly, you often think no, I
Speaker 1: would tell you why. Okay, So she says, did you
Speaker 1: see the beginning of the show. I said no. She said, well,
Speaker 1: I was wearing a strap. Sorry I haven't told the
Speaker 1: show whatever. She was like, I was wearing a strap,
Speaker 1: and I literally thought of horrible decisions. I thought of
Speaker 1: you guys, and like, I love the show. And I
Speaker 1: was like, I think she was thinking of me. I
Speaker 1: literally said, I said, said one of us is the beggar,
Speaker 1: and she goes, I love to peg. But so we
Speaker 1: start talking and it's just the three of us and
Speaker 1: we're all talking very close, and she's got her titties
Speaker 1: out and like it's cute. So she's like, you know, um,
Speaker 1: how did threesomes come up? I don't know, but whatever.
Speaker 1: Oh the strap. She started talking about how she's been
Speaker 1: on this sexual healing journey. I'm a sexual healer, like
Speaker 1: I'm a unicorn, and I really do well at it.
Speaker 1: And she talked about how she has sex with couples
Speaker 1: and either break up or stay together, and I'm like, well, duh,
Speaker 1: that's kind of funny. She said, well, one of my
Speaker 1: friends I think needs to leave her boyfriends. I'm probably
Speaker 1: gonna suck them so she can realize it. She was like,
Speaker 1: I just have this power where it happens with people,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, oh, I was like so toxic. And
Speaker 1: then I said, do you ever have three silms like
Speaker 1: where you're not the guest star And she's like, I
Speaker 1: love being the unicorn and I'm like we're all just
Speaker 1: three looking at each other. And he's like, okay, we're
Speaker 1: actually going out later like it was giving it was
Speaker 1: gonna happen, but whatever, I'm not trying to because she
Speaker 1: listened to the show, so I don't want to like
Speaker 1: to whatever. But also she knows you poke fans so
Speaker 1: that that makes sense. Okay, many gay, sorry can't. We
Speaker 1: have a great time at this show and it's going well,
Speaker 1: and now we're drunk and we're drinking all these weird
Speaker 1: mixolity drinks and the licksters and ship and it's turning
Speaker 1: into a very high low night because now we're in Brooklyn.
Speaker 1: He's like, let's go to this bar. We know it's
Speaker 1: like some shitty bar whatever. So then we get into
Speaker 1: this thing where we go to this next bar. We
Speaker 1: Dave is there. We see we both know some people
Speaker 1: there and basically he was dancing with me all night.
Speaker 1: It's getting a cat and then he offers to go
Speaker 1: to this one last place and so ho, okay, now
Speaker 1: we're smacked. We get in the car okay, and this
Speaker 1: is now the third spot of the night. We're going
Speaker 1: to the third spot, okay. And he goes there a
Speaker 1: lot because I've been there with him, and he gets
Speaker 1: on the phone for a moment okay, and he's like, hey,
Speaker 1: what are you up to and the other person it
Speaker 1: was like nothing much, dada, And she asks what he's
Speaker 1: doing and he goes, uh, and he was drunk. I
Speaker 1: don't know. I'm having a really good time right now though,
Speaker 1: so like, I'll talk to you later and hangs up.
Speaker 1: So I said, Nika, did you just call to check
Speaker 1: it with your bitch? That's exactly what I said. So
Speaker 1: he's laughing for a moment, like a nervous laughing. He goes, actually,
Speaker 1: I've been wanting to talk to you about this all night. Bro,
Speaker 1: my whole body got hot. I was like, talk to
Speaker 1: me about what? And he said, I I'm talking to somebody,
Speaker 1: but like, you know, I just wanted to tell you.
Speaker 1: I'm like, Ni, do you have a girlfriend that he's
Speaker 1: talking to somebody? Now? You know what's crazy? I actually
Speaker 1: can't ruin my night because I'm I'm also high, I'm
Speaker 1: on mushrooms. I'm feeling this nigger. We're having mad fucking
Speaker 1: fun and I'm like, okay, I'm not even gonna ask
Speaker 1: does she thinks she's your girlfriend? Because if he says yes,
Speaker 1: I can't do this tonight. So ignorance is gonna be blissed.
Speaker 1: I said, is she about to fucking be there? He's
Speaker 1: like no, We're good. I'm like, okay, Also, this is
Speaker 1: like a second day. What do I give a funk? Like,
Speaker 1: let me just have a good time. And we have
Speaker 1: like this massage treatment ship in the morning. I'm just like,
Speaker 1: let me just relax because I actually needed. So we
Speaker 1: go to the club. Before we even walk in, guess
Speaker 1: who's there? Sexual hero lier girl? Did y'all tell her
Speaker 1: you were heading that we did? And I'm like, okay, okay,
Speaker 1: she was ready, thank you, So maybe three's out of crowd.
Speaker 1: So then we go in the corner again, she passes
Speaker 1: the mush round. Now we're getting higher. We have fun, smoking, chilling.
Speaker 1: We go in there, we're having drinks, dancing, it's great.
Speaker 1: And then someone comes up uh and looks at him
Speaker 1: and I didn't see her. I just saw his face.
Speaker 1: For those watching on YouTube, I need how did she look?
Speaker 1: How did she approach? What was the you know? First
Speaker 1: of all, she came, she came by herself and the
Speaker 1: only person she went up to his him. Now, if
Speaker 1: I'm going to be my niggad, that's how I'm because
Speaker 1: that's my nigga. So hello, what do I need back
Speaker 1: up for? She comes up to him and like she
Speaker 1: didn't say hey, Like you know, when you run into someone,
Speaker 1: you're like hell, So she didn't say hello, which let
Speaker 1: me then know it was just like, yeah, you know,
Speaker 1: you see a man like this is what you're doing? This?
Speaker 1: Who you went? No, no, no, this what's going on?
Speaker 1: I don't think she felt that. I think she knew
Speaker 1: he was out with friends or something, because she clearly
Speaker 1: didn't know what was going on. So I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: this must be her. So then he goes immediately because
Speaker 1: they're hug and he goes, I'm not gonna smoke real quick,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, oh if he had to escape this beach,
Speaker 1: so what I'm about to do, bitch up and go
Speaker 1: smoke the fun you went to smoke maham oh yeah
Speaker 1: without her walked right out. Yeah, she sat at the
Speaker 1: table we were at. So I go outside to smoke
Speaker 1: with this nigga. But now he's talking to so many
Speaker 1: people that I can't say, that's old beach. So I'm
Speaker 1: just waiting for the opportunity to ask, even though I
Speaker 1: know it's his bitch. I needed something to my motherfucking faces.
Speaker 1: So now sexual healer comes outside. Now this is where
Speaker 1: I said, I'm very embarrassed because I can't say what
Speaker 1: I want to say in front of him, in front
Speaker 1: of her, when also I thought we were all gonna
Speaker 1: have sex. What the fuck? So now we're smoking, we're
Speaker 1: outside and it's sexual healer me and him, and I'm
Speaker 1: trying to lock eyes with him so I could look
Speaker 1: at him. Like the girl comes outside, the girlfriend or
Speaker 1: whatever the post the post. Maybe she ain't a hell
Speaker 1: I don't know, but she owed me, so whatever the
Speaker 1: hell is. She comes outside and she like stands right
Speaker 1: in front of him. It's cold, and she like puts
Speaker 1: her arms like this, you know, like waiting for him
Speaker 1: to hover and warm her up, like something was giving,
Speaker 1: Like I don't care, and I felt the was she cute?
Speaker 1: Like you didn't want to just make it a forceome. Um,
Speaker 1: she's not my type particularly, That's all I'll said. I
Speaker 1: don't want to be rude. You don't want to be rude.
Speaker 1: But she called she's no, no, no, I mean she's
Speaker 1: she's cute to somebody's cut him. I'm not saying she's
Speaker 1: not a pretty girls just like somebodyous. She's cute to somebody. No,
Speaker 1: she is both. She was not ugly. I'm sorry. I'm
Speaker 1: just not into like that. Okay, okay, I don't want
Speaker 1: to state the obvious because I have PTSD. UM. Once
Speaker 1: I'm connecting these weird dots and this ship is getting weird.
Speaker 1: It don't take me too long, bro, I get out
Speaker 1: my uber out. I called it SUV. The ship was
Speaker 1: one minute away. Now here's the thing. I said, Well,
Speaker 1: I had a great night. I hugged the sexual healer girl.
Speaker 1: I think I dapted him up. I don't remember how
Speaker 1: I said about him. And here she says to me,
Speaker 1: do you have his number? Please let him know you
Speaker 1: got home. Saved definitely, because she was like, hope you
Speaker 1: had a good time. He's going home with me. That's
Speaker 1: what that was. Oh, I wanted to not that little
Speaker 1: white bitch out, but that's why she wasn't your she
Speaker 1: was but but I thought everybody, but you know what,
Speaker 1: and maybe she's not a white bitch, but she had
Speaker 1: bitch to me, So I dude, that was it. Actually,
Speaker 1: if she didn't say that, I wouldn't have been as mad.
Speaker 1: I was like, what the son? That ship killed me?
Speaker 1: And also, you know, it's crazy. I don't even think
Speaker 1: she knew the vibe. I think she made it just
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't even know if she was
Speaker 1: trying to be funny, she might have been being sweet.
Speaker 1: I don't fucking know, like I've said that to women
Speaker 1: that's been out with hope. But what I'll tell you
Speaker 1: right now is, bitch, I ain't being sweet home. So
Speaker 1: now I'm where are you all at now? So the
Speaker 1: girlfriend showed up to the date, you went home alone.
Speaker 1: Did y'all do the spot the next day? So let's
Speaker 1: talk about this. The he he brought some art supplies
Speaker 1: to the hotel room, and like, I don't want to
Speaker 1: exactly say what he does, don't describe exactly what he does,
Speaker 1: but just say there was some ship there for work.
Speaker 1: And I knew that. So I'm like, oh, he better
Speaker 1: not come up in this beach. He better not. Is
Speaker 1: he crazy? Now? He ain't that crazy? So my drunk
Speaker 1: ass gets back to the addition, I'm on the phone
Speaker 1: my home girl, and she looking at the phone like
Speaker 1: what Because she knew we had a night she answered
Speaker 1: the phone like hello. I said, oh, bit, I'm in
Speaker 1: a lobby too. Let me tell you about this naked
Speaker 1: So now I'm telling her the story and she goes, Wheezy,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be real with you. There's a few things
Speaker 1: that can make this worse, not that bad, and let
Speaker 1: you again. I said, Okay, Okay, go if you text
Speaker 1: you so sorry, this just happened, Like I had a
Speaker 1: great time with you. I hope you're home safe. She's like,
Speaker 1: there's almost like room to come back from. And he
Speaker 1: was honest, he was he told you you're talking to
Speaker 1: somebody before I got there, But also like, why would
Speaker 1: you take me there? If you notice a spot a
Speaker 1: dumbass New York. It's not New York, but the place
Speaker 1: where he's comfortable, I'd be going to ship and be like, damn, no, no,
Speaker 1: if I gonna run into a nigga, fucking I'm not
Speaker 1: about to take no nigga ever to last lot. Since
Speaker 1: you've been singing I'm single, but you know you have
Speaker 1: the there're the possibility that you're gonna run When I
Speaker 1: was sucking other niggas all oh bay, I never took
Speaker 1: the last How about that, gay? But what about right
Speaker 1: now where you are talking to different people. I'm not
Speaker 1: talking to somebody that's out of I know, I hear
Speaker 1: what you're saying. That specific scenario. No, I do not
Speaker 1: do like if I'm single and I'm dating or whatever,
Speaker 1: like there's nobody in my life, multiple people, if anybody
Speaker 1: in my life right now sees me out what a
Speaker 1: nigga and ship, they could say, So you're in a
Speaker 1: position where there's a bit that sees you. I would
Speaker 1: have been that ship, she could say. So don't take
Speaker 1: me that fucking spot. That's my point. Okay, period, I've
Speaker 1: definitely fucked niggas that has been at a spot I've
Speaker 1: been at, But like, you know what I mean, it's
Speaker 1: the past or whatever, but like specifically that scenario, he
Speaker 1: should not have took me there. Bro you like ruined
Speaker 1: the night it was. Also, we were on such a high,
Speaker 1: a fun night, and then just bam, so seven in
Speaker 1: the morning, I get a text cannot pull up and
Speaker 1: I'll wake up. Oh hey, oh no. Also, you don't
Speaker 1: really sleep well on mushrooms when you take them late.
Speaker 1: So all night I'm just like dreaming crazy scenarios. So
Speaker 1: then he's like, I just need to grab equipment, and
Speaker 1: I'm like, I could kill this naked. So I go
Speaker 1: downstairs fucking make sure I check it and disable the
Speaker 1: keys because I'm like, he ain't crazy. But also he
Speaker 1: better not talk to me because I'm living right now.
Speaker 1: So we get to maybe one o'clock in the afternoon,
Speaker 1: eleven maybe, and he texts me, I'm gonna make this right.
Speaker 1: Make what right? Like, are you serious? So then he
Speaker 1: calls me at eight o'clock at night, which that's already
Speaker 1: too late for me. Let me at least attempt to
Speaker 1: apologize to you. So I have some weed, I smoke.
Speaker 1: I talked to him and he's like, what do you think?
Speaker 1: He said? What are all nigg is gonna say? I
Speaker 1: sucked up? Basically blah blah blah blah blah. And I'm
Speaker 1: sitting there like, you know, all my friends are like
Speaker 1: completely cut him off, right, I would go that far.
Speaker 1: He's just talking to the bit. I don't think he's
Speaker 1: just talking a bit. I think he has a girlfriend.
Speaker 1: But also, here's the thing, right, which is that I
Speaker 1: was battling in my head. I should not be going
Speaker 1: through ship like this on a second date with a
Speaker 1: name that had plans with me for like a week. Also, like,
Speaker 1: why are you not prioritizing me? If you were just
Speaker 1: talking to a bit, you could at least text me
Speaker 1: to say, are you getting home safe? I'm sorry that happened.
Speaker 1: I'm like, can we talk about it tomorrow? Like you
Speaker 1: did none of that, because either you waited to the
Speaker 1: next day he were a little too awkward or whatever,
Speaker 1: and he's like, yo, like, I'm like really feeling bad
Speaker 1: about this. I care a lot. I really hope I
Speaker 1: didn't suck things up. I'm like, hope you didn't suck
Speaker 1: things up. You should have hoped when I got in
Speaker 1: the car. So to me, you really made me feel
Speaker 1: a second fiddle and like side bitch type ship, which
Speaker 1: kills me. I hate that feeling. Don't make me feel
Speaker 1: pushed to the side. Also, like I'm not trying to
Speaker 1: like act like I'm that bitch, but I am. And
Speaker 1: you end up with a bitch like me at the
Speaker 1: palm of your hands. You need to be doing a
Speaker 1: little bit better than that. I don't know, shorty, Like
Speaker 1: I'm just saying I know she ain't me. I know that.
Speaker 1: So anyway, whatever happened, what killed me. At the end
Speaker 1: of the call was like he was like, well, when
Speaker 1: I get my ship together, can I hate you? And
Speaker 1: I'm like, does that mean when you break up? Like
Speaker 1: what are you saying? It means when he figure out
Speaker 1: what he want to do her, not break up, when
Speaker 1: he figures out where he sees her in his life.
Speaker 1: Then I'm I'm gonna slide back to you if this
Speaker 1: don't work out. But he's gonna figure that out first,
Speaker 1: I said, nigga, if I'm not already like in some ship, okay,
Speaker 1: I don't. I can't sit around way for anybody right like.
Speaker 1: That is like also the other thing that annoyed me
Speaker 1: about it. But you know, here's what really made me
Speaker 1: call him back and give him even that little piece
Speaker 1: of hope. I would be lying if I didn't say
Speaker 1: I definitely had probably one of the best dates. And
Speaker 1: also the sex is good, So if he's a terrible
Speaker 1: person later, I'll figure that out along the way. But
Speaker 1: those things were enough to let me know that i'd
Speaker 1: want to like see something more. And also the New
Speaker 1: York l a ship when someone can go between him
Speaker 1: both that kind of makes me. I'm very attracted to
Speaker 1: that right now, but maybe that's on the move. It's
Speaker 1: just what my life is. It's actually interesting that you
Speaker 1: said that to me, or that you just shared that
Speaker 1: um knowing that he's in whatever he's in now and
Speaker 1: clearly went on a date with you to still consider
Speaker 1: seeing a future with him, knowing that you don't want
Speaker 1: the same type of relationship that you just had with
Speaker 1: old bay. He's showing you how he moves in a relationship,
Speaker 1: and the fact that you're even thinking, you know what,
Speaker 1: I still would entertain him and maybe he can come back.
Speaker 1: He showing you the type of thing he is already.
Speaker 1: That's what I was literally thinking. Wanted to be cheated on.
Speaker 1: This probably ain't the nigga to even consider revisiting. I honestly,
Speaker 1: I like made a joke on my Instagram like about
Speaker 1: it where I was like, I really thinking, like, like
Speaker 1: I did something and it's with a white woman, so
Speaker 1: like to me, you even thinking, well, the sex was good,
Speaker 1: it was a great day. I'll give him another chance. Bro,
Speaker 1: it's a cycle. Why would you want to be with
Speaker 1: someone that you already see a showing you know what
Speaker 1: it is? But the truth of it is like, and
Speaker 1: I agree with you. If someone if you told me
Speaker 1: this story, I would say the same thing. Having sparks
Speaker 1: with people just rarely happens. And I hate that that's
Speaker 1: the truth. But not if they listen to this podcast
Speaker 1: that you got works with somebody everything every yearly but
Speaker 1: we all the time. Dream Ville nigga was a spark.
Speaker 1: This nigga was a spark. That's too in the year
Speaker 1: was just not Lamb Lambeau. You highly spoke of Lambeau
Speaker 1: until I almost had a child. We didn't have a spark.
Speaker 1: We were sucking any was fun. But you seem to
Speaker 1: really like him. There was a spark. Lover boys sparks
Speaker 1: years ago. The hospital was three years ago. I'm only
Speaker 1: saying through this but but I'm only saying but I'm
Speaker 1: only saying, like through this, through this podcast journey even
Speaker 1: of six years, where you're saying it's rare, the sparks
Speaker 1: that you've actually had with men five and six years
Speaker 1: is rare to me. You said, what d yeah, bro,
Speaker 1: you've had sparks my niggas. It's given you start a
Speaker 1: car on here, Like, there's not a lot of women
Speaker 1: that maybe even get as many sparks as you've had.
Speaker 1: I haven't had that many, but I just had my
Speaker 1: first boyfriend. Like, you get sparks and connections with men
Speaker 1: way quicker than than I think a lot of people.
Speaker 1: Or maybe by the time this episode comes out, I've
Speaker 1: already or not or you gotta ne ni speaking of
Speaker 1: new niggas. The guy that I cuddled with that I
Speaker 1: mean at the Netflix party, see what I mean? Another
Speaker 1: sparks spars. It wasn't it was It wasn't this kind
Speaker 1: of spark. But he didn't meet for dinner next week
Speaker 1: in l A. So you know he's way way more,
Speaker 1: way more. I feel bad. Wait, scientists, nigga, you had
Speaker 1: a spark with scientist nigga, the nigga in l A.
Speaker 1: Not Netflix nigga, because you had a spark with Netflix nigga.
Speaker 1: I didn't have a spark with scientists. He just had
Speaker 1: a big dick. But there was you know, you saw
Speaker 1: a long term with him for a little bit and
Speaker 1: because he had a great job, but he's boring. Oh,
Speaker 1: listen to the show. It was a little bit of spark. No,
Speaker 1: it was okay, and he was tall and cute and
Speaker 1: the dick was nuts. It wasn't even you know, it's crazy.
Speaker 1: Actually had better sex with this guy. Wait, and you
Speaker 1: had a spark with fucking Beard Bay nigga. You had sparks, nigga.
Speaker 1: Act he had the fucking starting lineup to the w
Speaker 1: N B A T Bits. What is that? The l
Speaker 1: A sparks giving l A sparks bitch? Okay, you know what,
Speaker 1: you know what it is? The last person I've sucked.
Speaker 1: That's probably what but but you got But you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like the dick is still imprinted. It's
Speaker 1: like it's fresh up there. And but I think also,
Speaker 1: like you know, I romanticizing so much as the Pisces
Speaker 1: thing to do. And I spent a lot of time,
Speaker 1: uh talking, So the more I talk to someone, the
Speaker 1: more interesting I find them. Like that's also what builds
Speaker 1: it up for me. But you're right, um, he definitely
Speaker 1: I guess he's giving oh bay to QUINNO move on next. Okay,
Speaker 1: so the writer nig oh, let's talk about this football
Speaker 1: player that I met. They got a girlfriend, bitch? All right,
Speaker 1: you see all these all got girlfriends. Oh bitch. I'm
Speaker 1: in the club I go to. I got to Stafford him, which,
Speaker 1: let me just say, for anybody who lives in New
Speaker 1: York that likes that ship, that was it. I felt
Speaker 1: like a cucka cloud when I walked to him, Like wow,
Speaker 1: So it's giving Dapemond but downtown Yeah, but no, no,
Speaker 1: it's like in the forties. So nobody was in there
Speaker 1: except for the v I P. Midtown Midtown is that's
Speaker 1: not downtown. But it is not downtown. Midtown. So I
Speaker 1: get there, it seems like no one's in the club
Speaker 1: at v I P has packed. There's like a bunch
Speaker 1: of niggas fabulous may know. It's just like crowd in BBLS.
Speaker 1: And so I was in the sevenutes and I was like, Okay, well,
Speaker 1: at least they're playing fucking Chief Keith. So I not
Speaker 1: go front. I saw this guy who was so fucking cute,
Speaker 1: dre It's a gorgeous smile and he had on an
Speaker 1: outfit I liked. So I said to Gabby, Oh my god,
Speaker 1: how fucking hot is he? So she was like he is.
Speaker 1: She's like, he's so your type. But he's sitting down.
Speaker 1: He looks short. I was like, you're right, go to
Speaker 1: the other end of the club. He wasn't tall, about
Speaker 1: six ft, but maybe forty five minutes later, I didn't
Speaker 1: see him for the best the night, dude comes up
Speaker 1: to me and he was like, I've been watching you
Speaker 1: all night, and I was like, did I manifest him? Like, honestly,
Speaker 1: very rarely do I look at a dude. I I
Speaker 1: fucking nig and they come over, but like where we
Speaker 1: were clearly each other's type. It was just one of
Speaker 1: those moments, so like, I'm like all up in his
Speaker 1: face and he just moved here for work and I'm like,
Speaker 1: what job is that? And of course it was ball
Speaker 1: so um. Long story short, he kept wanting to hang
Speaker 1: with me and whatever, great conversation. I'm like, what the
Speaker 1: fund is wrong with him? Literally, in the middle of
Speaker 1: the conversation it was getting so good, I was like,
Speaker 1: I have to go home before our flock. When he
Speaker 1: was like, come up, can my driver take you home?
Speaker 1: Like what can I do? Blah blah blah blah, and
Speaker 1: I keep hanging with you. I was like, no, nigga,
Speaker 1: And then we were just vibing so hard. I'm like,
Speaker 1: something's wrong with you? How many kids you have? And
Speaker 1: he was like no kids, and I was like something
Speaker 1: else is wrong. I was like, your dick small, so
Speaker 1: he starts laughing. He was like no. So then I said, um,
Speaker 1: how long people with your girlfriends ah? And he's like, well,
Speaker 1: I broke up with her, but like she just kind
Speaker 1: of staying so like I think I'm broken up, but
Speaker 1: she thinks she's that's enough. Gave him my number and
Speaker 1: to him to call me when they break up. Is
Speaker 1: that his fault? Though? What do you mean, is it
Speaker 1: his fault? Why are you fucking coming up the minute
Speaker 1: that well he said they've broken up. You can't take
Speaker 1: his word for it. Na, this is the same problem.
Speaker 1: Like if you know who thinks you there boyfriend, that
Speaker 1: gotta be the question that definitely happens. Hell yeah, how many?
Speaker 1: How many bitches think you their boyfriend? Right right? But
Speaker 1: that's the question because if you've got multiple bitches out
Speaker 1: here playing claims on you definitely have claims on me.
Speaker 1: And they were not my girl. I want that problem.
Speaker 1: You may maybe a bit talk, but this nigga with
Speaker 1: a bit something like, let me goog with this nigga.
Speaker 1: So I had to do his first name in the team,
Speaker 1: and I was like, that salary is a lot more
Speaker 1: than I thought it was gonna be, which is probably
Speaker 1: why one she not leaving. Yeah exactly. So anyway, then
Speaker 1: all you gotta do is just click one thing and
Speaker 1: then bam, there is just their life together. And I
Speaker 1: was like, oh god, I said, I apologize. So anyway, Um,
Speaker 1: basically what I realized is anyone attractive is gonna have
Speaker 1: a girlfriend. There we go. That's not that's not true.
Speaker 1: That is not true. I can't agree to that they're
Speaker 1: gonna have options, not necessarily a girlfriend. Okay, if I
Speaker 1: have one more of these decisions, reisturations happened to me.
Speaker 1: What I'm saying, it's true three out of three because
Speaker 1: things happen in threes. God, please don't let you have
Speaker 1: a fucking girlfriend. Kill me if you don't ask me
Speaker 1: to go to fucking Unless you don't have a bitch,
Speaker 1: I don't even if that's a bitch. No, I don't
Speaker 1: even care if she got a toothbrush. There is a bitch.
Speaker 1: That's what I need to know. And if you don't
Speaker 1: have a bitch, I'm good, and I'm sorry I'm calling
Speaker 1: all these bitches bitches. But these bitches is getting on
Speaker 1: my voice. Well, you probably get a lot of the
Speaker 1: you know what actually the problem for them? You know what,
Speaker 1: I'm starting to wonder ship old Bay. In fact, tell
Speaker 1: these women when they said, do you have a girlfriend?
Speaker 1: Like she cool? Though you know she think her boyfriend.
Speaker 1: I think he was just like yo, like it's complicated.
Speaker 1: I think he was like she'd be traveling like she
Speaker 1: she cool? Yo, we have three sings together. I bet
Speaker 1: you that's how you did it. He acted like I
Speaker 1: would have been okay with it. Okay, that's what it was,
Speaker 1: not the way you'd be talking about. He knew it
Speaker 1: white with me. He lied too, probably right. That's probably
Speaker 1: why sometimes he had to answer the phone if he
Speaker 1: was like, no, I got a bit. She don't know,
Speaker 1: but you know, shut the funk up. What I mean, well,
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Speaker 1: that's if you don't know what R and D is.
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Speaker 1: try out the product, you can and give us feedback.
Speaker 1: That's essentially pussy. But like also at the same time,
Speaker 1: I do like smoking and sex. I've done, like, I
Speaker 1: don't know, I've had a lot of experiences with cannabis
Speaker 1: and sex. Some are good, some are bad. But I
Speaker 1: have heard of THHD and fused products. I just never
Speaker 1: I don't know, I never use them, but I'd be
Speaker 1: willing to try to louve. I have a new partner
Speaker 1: and we are using condoms, so oh great, I need help. Great. Um.
Speaker 1: Cannabis is a vaso dilator, which essentially means that it
Speaker 1: increases flow. So you know, like when you smoke weed
Speaker 1: and sometimes your eyes turn red. Basically the blood vessels
Speaker 1: are actually increasing in size and the blood flow is
Speaker 1: increasing as a result, and so the same thing happens.
Speaker 1: You're asking you are we are we talking about? You know?
Speaker 1: I'm just thinking where do I really need to be
Speaker 1: opened up? And dilated,