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Speaker 1: Guess what decision we're about to make a horrible decision. Hey, guys,

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Speaker 1: welcome to yet another episode of Horrible The cisy on

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Speaker 1: I'm your girl, Mandy b a K A Peg, The

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Speaker 1: Stallion a K A peg and Marco a K A Dad,

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Speaker 1: motherfucker beach. What's the girl got? It said? I'm hot,

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Speaker 1: so you will is giving quiet storm mix Beflorida as

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Speaker 1: someone who's the accent do her you love? That wasn't accent?

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Speaker 1: I know, says someone who's the actors accent door every

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Speaker 1: single day I come in here on well because with

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Speaker 1: my American asked Florida asked accent. I would love to

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Speaker 1: like narrate something like I'd be so jealous of the

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Speaker 1: nigga that narrate first forty eight and then you have

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Speaker 1: forty eight hours to solve what crime. Otherwise it goes

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Speaker 1: and it's English. You know what I mean. It's English.

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Speaker 1: It's straight, no accident. I might put little Florida twaying

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Speaker 1: on it, but I'd be jealous of the nigga who

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Speaker 1: narrate first four years playing well, speaking of Florida, I

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Speaker 1: am too from that God for taking place is easy,

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Speaker 1: you know, Hey, welcome should have been from Florida. Actually

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Speaker 1: it births the dumbest niggas. It should have been from there,

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Speaker 1: both from there. That's not true. And I ain't gonna

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Speaker 1: hold you fall y'all watching Kanye is actually from Chicago,

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Speaker 1: and Chicago and Detroit birth some of the best tricks,

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Speaker 1: the most generous men. You would think they were from Nigeria.

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Speaker 1: Them two motherfucking cities have some good as think from Nia.

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Speaker 1: Don't don't do this edit. We're not gonna start this

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Speaker 1: ship off Lego Illinois. Um, y'all. We had a we

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Speaker 1: have solely a solo episode because Mandy foundy guests that

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Speaker 1: wanted to charge. Oh bitch, let me go ahead and

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Speaker 1: talk about that real quick. So we he had a

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Speaker 1: guest I was supposed to come on. I would not

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Speaker 1: give him the name because at this point you did

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Speaker 1: not get he can't get credit off our show. Rico

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Speaker 1: Hondo charges people to be their podcast guest. There we

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Speaker 1: go and I don't know why he's a part of

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Speaker 1: a show that's not really a podcast but more of

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Speaker 1: I was like, you know, you should come on similar content.

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Speaker 1: Not really, they're a little bit more ignorant on the

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Speaker 1: platform that he's on, and he was like, yeah, let's

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Speaker 1: do it. So he confirmed what two or three weeks ago,

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Speaker 1: where did you find this guest? Uh, he's a friend

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Speaker 1: of a friend. Met him at a dinner party. Um,

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Speaker 1: and I had already always just been like, I don't

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Speaker 1: really like what he says, so I thought it would

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Speaker 1: make for great content. It would probably boost his social

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Speaker 1: visibility to be on our show, of course, and on

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Speaker 1: the like, literally five days before we recorded today, I

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Speaker 1: was like, hey, can I get your email just so

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Speaker 1: I could send you the time, the location, let us

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Speaker 1: know if you have any questions or if anything arises.

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Speaker 1: He was like, yeah, here's my email. Oh we didn't

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Speaker 1: talk my rate. And I said you're right. I said,

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Speaker 1: And I was just like, okay, I wanted to talk

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Speaker 1: to people who were coming too, and I actually like Savan.

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Speaker 1: But remember he did that to Brianda, and I think

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Speaker 1: that charging is a very weird thing. I mean, eventually

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Speaker 1: the time, was she specifically going on? Because I do

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Speaker 1: want to break down we have gotten hit up by

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Speaker 1: the likes of a Doc Johnson above other corporations, companies

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Speaker 1: who wanted to come on and specifically do a whole

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Speaker 1: So when we've gotten emails for guests to come on

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Speaker 1: that you want to do. I think that I think books, music,

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Speaker 1: I actually we let people come on and talk about

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Speaker 1: their products. But when we reason, I'm saying, when like

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Speaker 1: made a new pussy steam thing, you know, what I'm saying, like, agreed,

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Speaker 1: we're black girls that fucking started podcast. We promote our ship,

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Speaker 1: like I think it's only fair to cross promote. When

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Speaker 1: starting a dating app. I don't care. Yeah, ask dating app,

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Speaker 1: No City Girls, Freddy Gibbs, Cleopatra, I'm sorry, Bro, Timmy UM.

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Speaker 1: A lot of the celebrities UM or influencers that would

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Speaker 1: So like the fact that he hit me up like well,

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Speaker 1: that's good, but we're good. But that's where it's just like, also,

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Speaker 1: has either exalted or or uplifted or grown their personal brand,

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Speaker 1: whatever products they had, whatever services they had, whether it

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Speaker 1: be in the sex space, whether it be something. Let

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Speaker 1: me be clear too, because I'm sure he's thinking this

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Speaker 1: I think that people think when you're seeing clips of

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Speaker 1: You know, just because people like this person's music doesn't

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Speaker 1: I didn't have a whole meeting today to the whole

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Speaker 1: I mean, it's better than radio because you have a

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Speaker 1: I asked the dude, like, do you want to be

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Speaker 1: you want Mike's in front of your face? And he's like, nah,

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Speaker 1: least it's great to hear audibly. So Revolt actually is

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Speaker 1: looks so uncomfortable. There's guys cheering him on in the

424
00:23:12,160 --> 00:23:15,000
Speaker 1: back saying that he's water boarding her, making it clearly horny.

425
00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:17,560
Speaker 1: Because I was just looking at how big that blur was,

426
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Speaker 1: Like God damn, that blur was like really big serious.

427
00:23:24,720 --> 00:23:27,160
Speaker 1: He literally sexually sexually assaulted something I was just looking

428
00:23:27,200 --> 00:23:28,840
Speaker 1: at the blur. I wasn't taking it. There's a lot

429
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Speaker 1: of bitch. I've been watching damer Okay, there's just a

430
00:23:30,800 --> 00:23:32,320
Speaker 1: lot of chama going on, and I was just like, damn,

431
00:23:32,359 --> 00:23:35,359
Speaker 1: that's a big old blur. Sorry, I was glad to

432
00:23:35,359 --> 00:23:38,560
Speaker 1: see a blur of blue faces. Dick fucking Krishan. There's

433
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Speaker 1: just a lot of sex. Let me see, Are you

434
00:23:42,920 --> 00:23:46,320
Speaker 1: ain't sick? She was riding it and it was blurred.

435
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Speaker 1: That's what I said. It's a lot of blurred dicks

436
00:23:48,200 --> 00:23:50,040
Speaker 1: going on. It gotta be a good dick. Is she

437
00:23:50,080 --> 00:23:53,640
Speaker 1: acting that? Nuts? He's cute too, so I get it.

438
00:23:53,880 --> 00:23:56,240
Speaker 1: I think he's cute and he's handsome. Yeah, even his

439
00:23:56,600 --> 00:23:59,000
Speaker 1: like his music video, he looks cute and like a mute.

440
00:23:59,119 --> 00:24:02,480
Speaker 1: But no, this is the even so that they're like

441
00:24:02,680 --> 00:24:04,800
Speaker 1: very very like you don't mean a lot like never

442
00:24:04,920 --> 00:24:08,080
Speaker 1: been looking. He's a handsome guy, so I get it.

443
00:24:08,119 --> 00:24:11,199
Speaker 1: But like if his dick is also big, you know,

444
00:24:12,040 --> 00:24:15,400
Speaker 1: I need I would keep my tooth but oh god,

445
00:24:15,520 --> 00:24:19,320
Speaker 1: and I'm ever child. Does my hair? She says, she

446
00:24:19,359 --> 00:24:23,680
Speaker 1: calls crush on ruthless, toothless, not love that name, Oh

447
00:24:23,760 --> 00:24:32,080
Speaker 1: my goodness. Nonetheless, yes, ladies, if you've been cheated on

448
00:24:32,160 --> 00:24:35,080
Speaker 1: multiple times, you very well could have CT or some

449
00:24:35,160 --> 00:24:41,960
Speaker 1: sort of brain damage. How you gone CD? Why PTSD?

450
00:24:42,040 --> 00:24:45,560
Speaker 1: I understand not CT, It says brain. CC is about

451
00:24:45,600 --> 00:24:48,320
Speaker 1: the brain. Yes, but you need like actual physical injury

452
00:24:48,359 --> 00:24:50,800
Speaker 1: for this. You don't, you don't. It just said it's

453
00:24:50,880 --> 00:24:55,040
Speaker 1: like a physical injury, like like not an actual One question,

454
00:24:55,160 --> 00:24:56,920
Speaker 1: how come when you got that text message? Why you

455
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Speaker 1: need have him block? A ready? Oh what you said

456
00:25:00,359 --> 00:25:02,120
Speaker 1: that you got a text that wasn't meant for you?

457
00:25:02,640 --> 00:25:04,240
Speaker 1: Oh no, no, no in the in the back in

458
00:25:04,280 --> 00:25:09,800
Speaker 1: the day. Okay, yeah, that's a very question. Said. Is

459
00:25:09,800 --> 00:25:13,080
Speaker 1: he blocked? Now? Yeah, he's blocked actually so everywhere because

460
00:25:13,160 --> 00:25:18,240
Speaker 1: normally no, no, no, I'd like that open what's app

461
00:25:18,359 --> 00:25:21,040
Speaker 1: or like an email, but no, like fully blocked, like nothing,

462
00:25:21,280 --> 00:25:23,080
Speaker 1: no way to communicate with you outside of like maybe

463
00:25:23,280 --> 00:25:26,160
Speaker 1: a pigeon. No. And honestly, I I told his sister

464
00:25:26,200 --> 00:25:27,920
Speaker 1: I can't talk to like to stop talking to me too,

465
00:25:28,400 --> 00:25:31,399
Speaker 1: which actually kind of was hard to do, but like

466
00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:32,919
Speaker 1: I was like, yo, I I can't talk to you.

467
00:25:32,920 --> 00:25:34,080
Speaker 1: I just feel like I've seen a lot of people

468
00:25:34,160 --> 00:25:35,720
Speaker 1: do this and then they don't block people like I

469
00:25:35,720 --> 00:25:38,320
Speaker 1: don't no, no no, no, you're right. Before when I would

470
00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:40,080
Speaker 1: blocked him, it would just be like phone number, So

471
00:25:40,160 --> 00:25:41,480
Speaker 1: like he knew he was blocked and he'd have to

472
00:25:41,480 --> 00:25:46,719
Speaker 1: like find no Instagram, horrible decisions Instagram. He's blocked from everything. UM.

473
00:25:46,720 --> 00:25:49,440
Speaker 1: I have a personal page. He's blocked from that. UM.

474
00:25:49,480 --> 00:25:51,600
Speaker 1: I told Vinnie to block him, Like, I don't want

475
00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:54,199
Speaker 1: my mom scared to block him because she's like, what

476
00:25:54,240 --> 00:25:58,040
Speaker 1: if he don lays or something. I don't know, but

477
00:25:58,200 --> 00:25:59,560
Speaker 1: I told her, don't tell me, then they get hit

478
00:25:59,560 --> 00:26:03,600
Speaker 1: her up. Well, instead of all order of this week,

479
00:26:03,840 --> 00:26:06,399
Speaker 1: I wanted to do a hope fact and because we

480
00:26:06,480 --> 00:26:08,919
Speaker 1: are in the month of October, UM, I wanted to

481
00:26:08,960 --> 00:26:10,840
Speaker 1: shed light and maybe get into where we could share

482
00:26:10,880 --> 00:26:14,000
Speaker 1: some stories because y'all love all motherfucker stories UM or

483
00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:18,080
Speaker 1: our personal connections. October is actually breast cancer Awareness Month

484
00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:22,560
Speaker 1: as well as Domestic Violence Awareness Month. UM. I think

485
00:26:22,560 --> 00:26:24,800
Speaker 1: I've shared on this pod quite a bit that my

486
00:26:24,880 --> 00:26:27,720
Speaker 1: best friend, at the age of thirty four, UM found

487
00:26:27,720 --> 00:26:31,240
Speaker 1: out that she had stage to breast cancer and beat it. UM.

488
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Speaker 1: And so I just want to advocate for anyone who

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Speaker 1: is not only a breast cancer survivor, but someone currently

490
00:26:38,680 --> 00:26:43,840
Speaker 1: fighting breast cancer and to all women, UM, it doesn't

491
00:26:43,840 --> 00:26:46,040
Speaker 1: matter what age you are. Um, I think she was

492
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Speaker 1: in chemo and someone was in chemo in their twenties.

493
00:26:49,040 --> 00:26:50,960
Speaker 1: How did she find out that she had breastcan So

494
00:26:51,040 --> 00:26:54,120
Speaker 1: literally what's crazy is? And I remember crying about it

495
00:26:54,280 --> 00:26:57,720
Speaker 1: and I was just like, oh, I like, I think

496
00:26:57,760 --> 00:27:01,720
Speaker 1: everything happens for a reason. So when over over the pandemic,

497
00:27:01,920 --> 00:27:04,800
Speaker 1: I was of course I had periods this going and

498
00:27:04,880 --> 00:27:07,840
Speaker 1: every week I'm filling my brain with all of these

499
00:27:07,840 --> 00:27:11,640
Speaker 1: women talking about how they had to get second opinions.

500
00:27:11,840 --> 00:27:14,720
Speaker 1: They didn't know things that they wished they could have

501
00:27:14,720 --> 00:27:18,639
Speaker 1: found earlier they didn't. And me and her were on

502
00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:22,920
Speaker 1: the phone and she kept just getting a sharp pain

503
00:27:23,600 --> 00:27:28,000
Speaker 1: and like her chest and she, of course we in

504
00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:31,000
Speaker 1: our thirties, so this bitch is thinking it's acid reflux,

505
00:27:31,119 --> 00:27:34,120
Speaker 1: she's thinking she has gas or but it was like

506
00:27:34,440 --> 00:27:38,080
Speaker 1: it was a constant, like sharp little pain. Then she

507
00:27:38,160 --> 00:27:40,000
Speaker 1: was in the shower and she was like, I feel

508
00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:41,560
Speaker 1: like I feel you know, when you're like brain is

509
00:27:41,600 --> 00:27:45,680
Speaker 1: going literally she was like, you know, so she felt

510
00:27:45,720 --> 00:27:47,879
Speaker 1: her breath because her family does have a history of it,

511
00:27:48,440 --> 00:27:51,120
Speaker 1: and she felt something and she was just like, what's

512
00:27:51,160 --> 00:27:53,080
Speaker 1: this mind? You just felt like a little tiny pebble.

513
00:27:53,640 --> 00:27:56,760
Speaker 1: And what's crazy is we got on the phone and

514
00:27:58,080 --> 00:28:01,640
Speaker 1: I think I had just like done some sort of piece.

515
00:28:01,880 --> 00:28:06,400
Speaker 1: I did some really harsh episodes of Purious This where

516
00:28:06,440 --> 00:28:08,720
Speaker 1: like I think I cried once a month on that

517
00:28:08,920 --> 00:28:11,639
Speaker 1: on that show, hearing like just a women's stories, and

518
00:28:11,680 --> 00:28:15,120
Speaker 1: I said, ma'am, you're not gonna be my friend. I'm

519
00:28:15,160 --> 00:28:16,639
Speaker 1: just not gonna talk to you. I won't answer your

520
00:28:16,640 --> 00:28:18,840
Speaker 1: phone until you go to the doctor. Something isn't right

521
00:28:19,040 --> 00:28:20,560
Speaker 1: and you used to go get checked and I don't

522
00:28:20,560 --> 00:28:21,960
Speaker 1: want to talk to you. You cannot call me. I

523
00:28:21,960 --> 00:28:23,720
Speaker 1: will not talk to you. Go to a doctor. I'm

524
00:28:23,720 --> 00:28:26,679
Speaker 1: hearing all these stories from women on things not being caught.

525
00:28:27,440 --> 00:28:30,399
Speaker 1: And what's crazy is she said, okay, friends, So she

526
00:28:30,480 --> 00:28:33,480
Speaker 1: went to the doctor, got a Mama Graham and the

527
00:28:33,480 --> 00:28:35,199
Speaker 1: woman actually said, oh, I don't feel nothing. I think

528
00:28:35,200 --> 00:28:38,680
Speaker 1: you're fine. And literally before she walked out, the nurse

529
00:28:38,720 --> 00:28:42,040
Speaker 1: turned around and was like, you know what, before you leave,

530
00:28:42,600 --> 00:28:47,360
Speaker 1: can you you show me what you're feeling. Literally heard

531
00:28:47,520 --> 00:28:50,240
Speaker 1: her just saying that. She walked back into the room

532
00:28:50,240 --> 00:28:51,480
Speaker 1: and she was like, this is what I feel. She

533
00:28:51,560 --> 00:28:53,959
Speaker 1: was like, oh, I feel something, but maybe it's just

534
00:28:54,040 --> 00:28:58,600
Speaker 1: like a torrent tissue or something like that. Bitch went

535
00:28:58,600 --> 00:29:00,680
Speaker 1: through the biopsy, went through everything. She was in stage

536
00:29:00,680 --> 00:29:02,880
Speaker 1: to cancer. So the doctors literally told her if you

537
00:29:02,880 --> 00:29:05,000
Speaker 1: wanted six more months, we don't know if we could

538
00:29:05,040 --> 00:29:09,080
Speaker 1: even help you. Wait, Graham, they didn't see anything, you mean, no,

539
00:29:09,240 --> 00:29:13,200
Speaker 1: they did, uh, just work. So she did that first

540
00:29:13,280 --> 00:29:15,400
Speaker 1: and then they issued, well, let's get a second thought.

541
00:29:15,760 --> 00:29:19,479
Speaker 1: And when she went in they literally were like and

542
00:29:19,520 --> 00:29:21,480
Speaker 1: so it was literally like even when she went and

543
00:29:21,560 --> 00:29:24,360
Speaker 1: got the man, like, you know, whatever, the feeling thing

544
00:29:24,480 --> 00:29:27,520
Speaker 1: is the way I've heard all these things in science.

545
00:29:27,600 --> 00:29:30,680
Speaker 1: I can't keep up with everything. Um. But yet the

546
00:29:30,720 --> 00:29:32,840
Speaker 1: doctor literally at first didn't feel anything, and then came

547
00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:34,320
Speaker 1: back it was like, well, what do you feel? And

548
00:29:34,360 --> 00:29:37,560
Speaker 1: it was like a pebble, like a little like maybe

549
00:29:37,840 --> 00:29:39,400
Speaker 1: you know, so like maybe it was like you know,

550
00:29:39,920 --> 00:29:42,760
Speaker 1: and it ended up being stage to cancer. And so

551
00:29:43,120 --> 00:29:46,040
Speaker 1: I say that to say, if you feel like something's wrong,

552
00:29:46,120 --> 00:29:48,720
Speaker 1: I know that we did envision Fest last month, and

553
00:29:49,200 --> 00:29:53,680
Speaker 1: our our moderator even was like, her period hurt, her

554
00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:57,280
Speaker 1: period shouldn't hurt? Section wait wait wait, wait, wait, hold on,

555
00:29:57,360 --> 00:30:00,680
Speaker 1: hold on, periods be hurting but you were saying hurt,

556
00:30:00,680 --> 00:30:02,320
Speaker 1: like if you're period in capacity to you like it

557
00:30:02,360 --> 00:30:05,200
Speaker 1: basically make sure on floorier's throwing up like the level

558
00:30:05,200 --> 00:30:07,440
Speaker 1: of pain of course. But but of course with black

559
00:30:07,480 --> 00:30:12,840
Speaker 1: women specifically, doctors don't want to believe that we're in pain. Ever,

560
00:30:13,280 --> 00:30:15,960
Speaker 1: so it's still if you feel something is wrong, go

561
00:30:16,680 --> 00:30:20,240
Speaker 1: UM and again to October is also domestic violence Awareness

562
00:30:20,280 --> 00:30:23,960
Speaker 1: one UM, and we talked about all of those things

563
00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:27,640
Speaker 1: where there there's emotional abuse, there's physical abuse, there is

564
00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:31,320
Speaker 1: UM sexual abuse UM. And there's so many ways that

565
00:30:31,360 --> 00:30:34,040
Speaker 1: you can be in a relationship with someone and be

566
00:30:35,000 --> 00:30:38,680
Speaker 1: abused without even knowing it. UM. So I know we

567
00:30:38,760 --> 00:30:43,720
Speaker 1: had again uh the doctor the psychologist on MAC and

568
00:30:43,720 --> 00:30:45,800
Speaker 1: talked about where sometimes you don't even know you're being

569
00:30:46,000 --> 00:30:49,080
Speaker 1: psychologically abused by narcissists. We talked about that a lot.

570
00:30:49,160 --> 00:30:52,800
Speaker 1: But um, if you feel like you can't get out,

571
00:30:52,880 --> 00:30:55,760
Speaker 1: talk to somebody, I know, like we've been And that's

572
00:30:55,760 --> 00:30:58,640
Speaker 1: another thing we've I've been seeing just so many scared

573
00:30:58,680 --> 00:31:04,640
Speaker 1: things over this last summer of like parents killing their children,

574
00:31:04,720 --> 00:31:08,840
Speaker 1: killing each other. This summer has been gruesome. So please,

575
00:31:08,920 --> 00:31:11,160
Speaker 1: just if you need help, we are going to include

576
00:31:11,360 --> 00:31:15,479
Speaker 1: in the description of this episode resources for breast cancer

577
00:31:16,640 --> 00:31:21,160
Speaker 1: help and aid, as well as um domestic violence resource

578
00:31:21,240 --> 00:31:24,800
Speaker 1: centers and hotlines. I can't remember which episodes we have,

579
00:31:24,880 --> 00:31:26,480
Speaker 1: but maybe we can go back and list them in

580
00:31:26,520 --> 00:31:30,360
Speaker 1: the so you guys can listen to them. But who

581
00:31:30,400 --> 00:31:33,600
Speaker 1: says HOSE can't be help? Well, speaking of allose, I

582
00:31:33,600 --> 00:31:36,840
Speaker 1: know this got kind of dark, but this is dark.

583
00:31:37,240 --> 00:31:39,600
Speaker 1: I mean it's kind of like we want to live.

584
00:31:39,880 --> 00:31:42,200
Speaker 1: Can I be honest? Like this ship is always I

585
00:31:42,200 --> 00:31:45,240
Speaker 1: don't really think that like sharing resources is dark. I

586
00:31:45,280 --> 00:31:47,680
Speaker 1: think because we're so scared and we want to talk

587
00:31:47,720 --> 00:31:50,240
Speaker 1: about parents killing their children, that like that was where

588
00:31:50,920 --> 00:31:53,920
Speaker 1: at dark? Like not us sharing resources? You have like

589
00:31:53,960 --> 00:31:56,280
Speaker 1: a breast cancer story. I mean that's a happy story

590
00:31:56,560 --> 00:32:00,920
Speaker 1: cancer well, because she survived, she has been remembers that didn't,

591
00:32:01,000 --> 00:32:03,360
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? And the earlier you can

592
00:32:03,400 --> 00:32:07,160
Speaker 1: catch it. Also, domestic violence is very dark period. Um,

593
00:32:07,160 --> 00:32:10,760
Speaker 1: we're gonna show those resources uncoupled. If anybody's watching the

594
00:32:10,840 --> 00:32:13,120
Speaker 1: on Netflix is the gay Show? It's so good. There's

595
00:32:13,120 --> 00:32:17,120
Speaker 1: a man who gets breast cancer and literally one percent

596
00:32:17,160 --> 00:32:21,080
Speaker 1: of men get it or something like that, so it's crazy. Wow,

597
00:32:21,800 --> 00:32:25,040
Speaker 1: I'm right, But um, yeah, all right, let's for the

598
00:32:25,040 --> 00:32:28,680
Speaker 1: horrible decision. Let's go to laugh at Weezy. Are you ready?

599
00:32:28,880 --> 00:32:32,720
Speaker 1: Are you time to make fun? Because I am so Guys,

600
00:32:33,120 --> 00:32:36,360
Speaker 1: if you listened back in the day to horrible decisions,

601
00:32:36,680 --> 00:32:40,000
Speaker 1: we are bringing back an old school style of horrible decision.

602
00:32:40,560 --> 00:32:42,640
Speaker 1: There was somewhat a horrible decision where we sell stories

603
00:32:42,880 --> 00:32:44,480
Speaker 1: and the last time we've done a full story for

604
00:32:44,480 --> 00:32:47,680
Speaker 1: a horrible decision was my Unicorn experience in Mexico And

605
00:32:47,760 --> 00:32:49,840
Speaker 1: so this time, Wheezy, I need you to add all

606
00:32:49,840 --> 00:33:00,520
Speaker 1: the details that the scene action. Okay, light is So

607
00:33:00,680 --> 00:33:03,000
Speaker 1: I meet this cutie in the street and literally I

608
00:33:03,040 --> 00:33:06,040
Speaker 1: was with Brianda and she was like, no, he's a

609
00:33:06,120 --> 00:33:09,880
Speaker 1: casanova and you know it. And I was like, yeah, true,

610
00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:12,160
Speaker 1: but also I love people that are tattooed all over

611
00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:15,200
Speaker 1: their body and that are tall and sexy. Why did

612
00:33:15,240 --> 00:33:18,800
Speaker 1: she say no, what's the casina? Did she know him? No?

613
00:33:19,640 --> 00:33:21,520
Speaker 1: But I an't a sucking him anyway. But the point is,

614
00:33:21,720 --> 00:33:24,520
Speaker 1: basically Brianda has been having this thing like if you

615
00:33:24,600 --> 00:33:27,080
Speaker 1: date someone who's medium ugly, they're gonna treat you right.

616
00:33:27,720 --> 00:33:34,200
Speaker 1: And it's this is not what is medium ugly ugly?

617
00:33:34,320 --> 00:33:39,520
Speaker 1: Spot and average looking people are just better partners. They're

618
00:33:39,600 --> 00:33:41,720
Speaker 1: not Have you ever watched Mari. I think I bring

619
00:33:41,760 --> 00:33:45,800
Speaker 1: that up all the time, that they're not both ugly

620
00:33:45,840 --> 00:33:49,160
Speaker 1: all the time. When one party, do you regularish medium,

621
00:33:49,400 --> 00:33:54,680
Speaker 1: average looking people. That's my point if one's really hot anyway,

622
00:33:54,920 --> 00:33:57,840
Speaker 1: So here's what happens. Um so whatever attacks with this

623
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Speaker 1: person and it was good. And so when to l

624
00:34:00,400 --> 00:34:04,920
Speaker 1: A and we've been talking since then, and um, all right,

625
00:34:05,320 --> 00:34:08,520
Speaker 1: so talking was good. Hold on, you're not gonna speed

626
00:34:08,520 --> 00:34:10,759
Speaker 1: through this ship, which we got a time. I'm just like,

627
00:34:11,600 --> 00:34:13,640
Speaker 1: so they looking at the YouTube minutes like she should

628
00:34:13,680 --> 00:34:16,279
Speaker 1: be going on, you know what did you on the

629
00:34:16,480 --> 00:34:22,160
Speaker 1: very embarrassing story actually, because it's so embarrassing, Like I

630
00:34:22,280 --> 00:34:24,600
Speaker 1: just cannot believe it was one of the best states.

631
00:34:24,640 --> 00:34:27,040
Speaker 1: And they're like, okay, I love. So I've been talking

632
00:34:27,040 --> 00:34:31,040
Speaker 1: to this guy. Um, I don't want to describe him

633
00:34:31,040 --> 00:34:33,719
Speaker 1: too much because he's really out in New York. So

634
00:34:33,760 --> 00:34:38,840
Speaker 1: I feel like people know him. Probably not people. I

635
00:34:39,000 --> 00:34:40,479
Speaker 1: want to say, you show me his picture. I ain't

636
00:34:40,480 --> 00:34:42,719
Speaker 1: never seen him. I don't know what I mean down

637
00:34:42,719 --> 00:34:45,279
Speaker 1: the street. I mean, I'm not girl friend like once

638
00:34:45,400 --> 00:34:47,080
Speaker 1: I started seeing him, like a lot of like lower

639
00:34:47,160 --> 00:34:49,440
Speaker 1: east Side East Village, soho crowd, like we had some

640
00:34:49,480 --> 00:34:52,960
Speaker 1: of the same people. So long story short, you were

641
00:34:53,040 --> 00:34:57,800
Speaker 1: really going after the broke artist, not broke look not

642
00:34:58,040 --> 00:35:02,080
Speaker 1: to really being with the with the Elis crowd. I'm

643
00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:05,440
Speaker 1: never there, all right, goodhead, good, Okay. So we've been talking.

644
00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:08,160
Speaker 1: After I sucked him, I was like, okay, well this

645
00:35:08,280 --> 00:35:11,600
Speaker 1: was mutually good, so now let me talk to him somewhere.

646
00:35:12,080 --> 00:35:16,719
Speaker 1: So so whatever, we've been on the phone a lot

647
00:35:16,760 --> 00:35:19,880
Speaker 1: while I was in l A. And like, you know,

648
00:35:20,800 --> 00:35:22,200
Speaker 1: when I can talk to someone for an hour and

649
00:35:22,239 --> 00:35:23,680
Speaker 1: it doesn't feel like an hour, I feel like that's

650
00:35:23,680 --> 00:35:25,839
Speaker 1: when you know it's good. So I've been looking forward

651
00:35:25,880 --> 00:35:29,239
Speaker 1: to seeing him again. And he's not dumb. He reads books,

652
00:35:29,280 --> 00:35:32,879
Speaker 1: all right. That sounds like a very basic thing to say,

653
00:35:32,920 --> 00:35:35,480
Speaker 1: But niggas don't read. They just don't. So you can

654
00:35:35,480 --> 00:35:39,040
Speaker 1: tell when someone is a reader and when they're sitting

655
00:35:39,200 --> 00:35:47,400
Speaker 1: alchemist power not. But like, he's just it's someone I

656
00:35:47,520 --> 00:35:49,840
Speaker 1: vibe with, right, and we have really good chemistry. So

657
00:35:49,880 --> 00:35:51,319
Speaker 1: I was really excited to seehim when I got back

658
00:35:51,320 --> 00:35:54,439
Speaker 1: to New York. So I had been offered a stay

659
00:35:54,440 --> 00:35:57,799
Speaker 1: cation by this company that I don't even want to

660
00:35:57,800 --> 00:36:00,160
Speaker 1: say what. They was a condom brand and not a

661
00:36:00,200 --> 00:36:02,920
Speaker 1: big condom in a small condom brand. And we're basically like, yo,

662
00:36:02,960 --> 00:36:04,200
Speaker 1: if you want to have like a night and like

663
00:36:04,600 --> 00:36:06,600
Speaker 1: escapade or whatever, like we just want you to take

664
00:36:06,600 --> 00:36:09,440
Speaker 1: a picture. We'll like get you a photographer, will you know?

665
00:36:09,640 --> 00:36:10,960
Speaker 1: Just you don't and I don't even have to be

666
00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:13,120
Speaker 1: in laund rate, just set the scene and like talk

667
00:36:13,160 --> 00:36:16,960
Speaker 1: about your experience. I was like okay. I was like, well,

668
00:36:17,560 --> 00:36:19,120
Speaker 1: you know, I talked about it in a horrible I

669
00:36:19,160 --> 00:36:20,400
Speaker 1: want you all to cut a check and they're like, no,

670
00:36:20,560 --> 00:36:22,560
Speaker 1: just make it real quick on Instagram. And I was

671
00:36:22,600 --> 00:36:24,960
Speaker 1: like fine, So I tell him and me and him

672
00:36:24,960 --> 00:36:26,960
Speaker 1: are laughing, like super down bro. They have a spot

673
00:36:27,040 --> 00:36:29,279
Speaker 1: day plan for us the next day, like it's a

674
00:36:29,280 --> 00:36:32,680
Speaker 1: whole thing, sent a car, like literally gave me an

675
00:36:32,680 --> 00:36:34,920
Speaker 1: expense for like lavish dinners. They wanted it to be

676
00:36:34,960 --> 00:36:38,319
Speaker 1: a full like scene. So I get there. He gets

677
00:36:38,320 --> 00:36:40,120
Speaker 1: there before me, and he was looking dude his book.

678
00:36:40,480 --> 00:36:42,160
Speaker 1: His hair was in braids and I hadn't seen it

679
00:36:42,239 --> 00:36:45,920
Speaker 1: in braids yet and just like also when like whatever,

680
00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:47,680
Speaker 1: I can't even hype him up that much because it's

681
00:36:47,680 --> 00:36:49,759
Speaker 1: not like you can't you're really happy to him up right,

682
00:36:49,760 --> 00:36:51,279
Speaker 1: because I remember how I was feeling in the moment.

683
00:36:51,360 --> 00:36:53,480
Speaker 1: I'm actually trying to go back to that feeling. So

684
00:36:53,600 --> 00:36:55,719
Speaker 1: I get in after the envisioned pest and I take

685
00:36:55,760 --> 00:36:57,960
Speaker 1: a shower and like I'm looking at him and I'm

686
00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:00,439
Speaker 1: like literally like I wanted to fuck him before we left.

687
00:37:01,280 --> 00:37:03,680
Speaker 1: Um so we go to that show company, what do

688
00:37:03,760 --> 00:37:08,719
Speaker 1: they call? What's X? I not a good ty that

689
00:37:09,200 --> 00:37:13,640
Speaker 1: calling X? I V that? Well anyway, I'm not all

690
00:37:13,640 --> 00:37:15,920
Speaker 1: the way there. Well, they have a new show. It's

691
00:37:15,960 --> 00:37:18,520
Speaker 1: it's a little bit difference. It's not like full theater

692
00:37:18,600 --> 00:37:21,120
Speaker 1: esque like when we went. But um so I got

693
00:37:21,120 --> 00:37:23,560
Speaker 1: to them too, really good. So I'm like, yo, that's fourteen.

694
00:37:23,640 --> 00:37:25,719
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm oh yeah, I'm like, yo, hey

695
00:37:25,760 --> 00:37:29,919
Speaker 1: you got four to one. X is a ten all

696
00:37:29,960 --> 00:37:34,080
Speaker 1: I think it was forever x X from no English.

697
00:37:34,160 --> 00:37:35,880
Speaker 1: Now you want me to translate letters in the numbers,

698
00:37:35,880 --> 00:37:40,040
Speaker 1: We're not doing it. Yeah, this ain't it? So oh

699
00:37:40,120 --> 00:37:42,520
Speaker 1: so to him there, Yeah, so she did ask for

700
00:37:42,560 --> 00:37:44,040
Speaker 1: a plus two and babe, it wasn't me. So I

701
00:37:44,080 --> 00:37:47,880
Speaker 1: had to happen. Well can I get to I figured

702
00:37:47,920 --> 00:37:52,160
Speaker 1: they were saying like, well, I figured, yeah, they hit

703
00:37:52,160 --> 00:37:53,480
Speaker 1: me up too lesson and I was like maybe I

704
00:37:53,480 --> 00:37:57,160
Speaker 1: got playing. So um we goes and it's and it's raining,

705
00:37:57,840 --> 00:38:01,279
Speaker 1: and I brought my I bought mushrooms because I was

706
00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:03,080
Speaker 1: like the show is kind of trippy, and so I

707
00:38:03,120 --> 00:38:05,399
Speaker 1: was like, oh, let's take some mushrooms. And he's also

708
00:38:05,480 --> 00:38:07,080
Speaker 1: mad fun, like you know when someone is down to

709
00:38:07,120 --> 00:38:09,360
Speaker 1: do whatever. So we're like dropping the mushrooms. When we

710
00:38:09,360 --> 00:38:11,640
Speaker 1: get in there, they let us in and they really

711
00:38:11,640 --> 00:38:13,759
Speaker 1: gave me a fucking full v I P experience, I'll

712
00:38:13,800 --> 00:38:17,640
Speaker 1: say that. So the cocktails they're giving us, like we

713
00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:22,160
Speaker 1: were getting fucked up. So while we're there, we did

714
00:38:22,640 --> 00:38:25,120
Speaker 1: also the night. He was like documenting the night, which

715
00:38:25,160 --> 00:38:28,000
Speaker 1: I guess a lot of artists do. I've had another

716
00:38:28,120 --> 00:38:30,400
Speaker 1: artist kind of do that, but like he was just

717
00:38:30,440 --> 00:38:32,480
Speaker 1: like taking pictures of a lot of things and like

718
00:38:32,520 --> 00:38:34,560
Speaker 1: morphing them into ship, doing like a lot of frames

719
00:38:34,560 --> 00:38:36,719
Speaker 1: of me. Like it was sexy. So we were sitting there,

720
00:38:36,760 --> 00:38:38,480
Speaker 1: you know, touching, flurting and it's getting cute, going to

721
00:38:38,560 --> 00:38:40,760
Speaker 1: the bathroom to do some more mushrooms, getting a little flective.

722
00:38:40,760 --> 00:38:43,840
Speaker 1: It was fun. And I'm also not every black person

723
00:38:43,840 --> 00:38:45,640
Speaker 1: in there knowing who I was that was also the gag.

724
00:38:45,719 --> 00:38:47,719
Speaker 1: Well that's what happened when we went that's but I

725
00:38:47,719 --> 00:38:49,880
Speaker 1: think it was like a press night. So okay. So

726
00:38:49,920 --> 00:38:52,080
Speaker 1: we're watching like the girls on the stage and they're

727
00:38:52,120 --> 00:38:54,319
Speaker 1: like looking at us like it's a thing. Also like

728
00:38:54,600 --> 00:38:57,600
Speaker 1: not shooting my own horn. But we're looking good. So

729
00:38:57,640 --> 00:39:00,640
Speaker 1: then finally somebody calls us in the back a fortune

730
00:39:00,680 --> 00:39:02,440
Speaker 1: like tellering thing. She's like, oh, I heard you two

731
00:39:02,440 --> 00:39:04,279
Speaker 1: are on a date. Come to the back. So it's

732
00:39:04,280 --> 00:39:06,480
Speaker 1: like we go back there. They take us through this

733
00:39:06,560 --> 00:39:08,520
Speaker 1: room and like, anyway, if you go to the show,

734
00:39:08,560 --> 00:39:10,160
Speaker 1: maybe it don't happen to maybe you'll get chosen. But

735
00:39:10,200 --> 00:39:12,440
Speaker 1: bit me and him were laughing because we got back

736
00:39:12,480 --> 00:39:13,600
Speaker 1: out and I was like, yeah, I thought he was

737
00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:15,080
Speaker 1: going to let beans. I thought we were going fun.

738
00:39:15,880 --> 00:39:17,759
Speaker 1: He was like ship me too. Then we're sitting there

739
00:39:17,920 --> 00:39:20,040
Speaker 1: not a sex club, lazy, I know, but where you

740
00:39:20,040 --> 00:39:22,600
Speaker 1: get horny when you go there. So they we're looking

741
00:39:22,640 --> 00:39:25,600
Speaker 1: at this girl on stage and I'm looking at her

742
00:39:25,640 --> 00:39:27,239
Speaker 1: and he's looking at her, and he's like, I don't

743
00:39:27,239 --> 00:39:30,359
Speaker 1: know if I'm gonna ruin things, but like I feel

744
00:39:30,400 --> 00:39:31,880
Speaker 1: like if we ever had a three So I was

745
00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:33,560
Speaker 1: like okay, good because I was on the same page,

746
00:39:33,640 --> 00:39:35,440
Speaker 1: which is crazy because just a few weeks ago, I

747
00:39:35,480 --> 00:39:37,359
Speaker 1: told you I would never have a three something again

748
00:39:37,400 --> 00:39:42,880
Speaker 1: if I wasn't fulee into this person. But you know,

749
00:39:42,960 --> 00:39:46,400
Speaker 1: I think I've been it and somebody pussy does. So

750
00:39:46,520 --> 00:39:50,319
Speaker 1: then one of the one of the performers, gets off

751
00:39:50,320 --> 00:39:52,200
Speaker 1: the stage and knows him, and she's talking to us,

752
00:39:52,480 --> 00:39:54,440
Speaker 1: and I actually want to have her on because I

753
00:39:54,480 --> 00:39:56,480
Speaker 1: thought she was throwing and I'm sorry if you're listening

754
00:39:56,520 --> 00:39:59,200
Speaker 1: to this, but it was giving you through the pussy.

755
00:39:59,360 --> 00:40:01,880
Speaker 1: So when people are friendly, you often think no, I

756
00:40:01,960 --> 00:40:05,120
Speaker 1: would tell you why. Okay, So she says, did you

757
00:40:05,120 --> 00:40:06,680
Speaker 1: see the beginning of the show. I said no. She said, well,

758
00:40:06,680 --> 00:40:08,920
Speaker 1: I was wearing a strap. Sorry I haven't told the

759
00:40:08,920 --> 00:40:10,719
Speaker 1: show whatever. She was like, I was wearing a strap,

760
00:40:10,719 --> 00:40:12,920
Speaker 1: and I literally thought of horrible decisions. I thought of

761
00:40:12,960 --> 00:40:14,640
Speaker 1: you guys, and like, I love the show. And I

762
00:40:14,680 --> 00:40:18,440
Speaker 1: was like, I think she was thinking of me. I

763
00:40:18,440 --> 00:40:23,040
Speaker 1: literally said, I said, said one of us is the beggar,

764
00:40:23,080 --> 00:40:25,600
Speaker 1: and she goes, I love to peg. But so we

765
00:40:25,640 --> 00:40:27,560
Speaker 1: start talking and it's just the three of us and

766
00:40:27,560 --> 00:40:29,600
Speaker 1: we're all talking very close, and she's got her titties

767
00:40:29,600 --> 00:40:34,319
Speaker 1: out and like it's cute. So she's like, you know, um,

768
00:40:34,520 --> 00:40:37,880
Speaker 1: how did threesomes come up? I don't know, but whatever.

769
00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:41,399
Speaker 1: Oh the strap. She started talking about how she's been

770
00:40:41,440 --> 00:40:43,759
Speaker 1: on this sexual healing journey. I'm a sexual healer, like

771
00:40:43,800 --> 00:40:46,200
Speaker 1: I'm a unicorn, and I really do well at it.

772
00:40:46,239 --> 00:40:48,600
Speaker 1: And she talked about how she has sex with couples

773
00:40:48,600 --> 00:40:51,120
Speaker 1: and either break up or stay together, and I'm like, well, duh,

774
00:40:51,160 --> 00:40:53,400
Speaker 1: that's kind of funny. She said, well, one of my

775
00:40:53,440 --> 00:40:55,240
Speaker 1: friends I think needs to leave her boyfriends. I'm probably

776
00:40:55,239 --> 00:40:57,239
Speaker 1: gonna suck them so she can realize it. She was like,

777
00:40:57,280 --> 00:40:59,640
Speaker 1: I just have this power where it happens with people,

778
00:41:00,200 --> 00:41:03,360
Speaker 1: and I'm like, oh, I was like so toxic. And

779
00:41:03,400 --> 00:41:05,520
Speaker 1: then I said, do you ever have three silms like

780
00:41:05,600 --> 00:41:07,160
Speaker 1: where you're not the guest star And she's like, I

781
00:41:07,200 --> 00:41:09,400
Speaker 1: love being the unicorn and I'm like we're all just

782
00:41:09,400 --> 00:41:11,520
Speaker 1: three looking at each other. And he's like, okay, we're

783
00:41:11,520 --> 00:41:14,640
Speaker 1: actually going out later like it was giving it was

784
00:41:14,680 --> 00:41:18,680
Speaker 1: gonna happen, but whatever, I'm not trying to because she

785
00:41:18,719 --> 00:41:20,000
Speaker 1: listened to the show, so I don't want to like

786
00:41:20,080 --> 00:41:22,200
Speaker 1: to whatever. But also she knows you poke fans so

787
00:41:22,239 --> 00:41:25,480
Speaker 1: that that makes sense. Okay, many gay, sorry can't. We

788
00:41:25,560 --> 00:41:27,600
Speaker 1: have a great time at this show and it's going well,

789
00:41:27,600 --> 00:41:29,560
Speaker 1: and now we're drunk and we're drinking all these weird

790
00:41:29,640 --> 00:41:32,000
Speaker 1: mixolity drinks and the licksters and ship and it's turning

791
00:41:32,000 --> 00:41:34,400
Speaker 1: into a very high low night because now we're in Brooklyn.

792
00:41:34,440 --> 00:41:36,000
Speaker 1: He's like, let's go to this bar. We know it's

793
00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:39,879
Speaker 1: like some shitty bar whatever. So then we get into

794
00:41:39,920 --> 00:41:42,319
Speaker 1: this thing where we go to this next bar. We

795
00:41:42,880 --> 00:41:45,760
Speaker 1: Dave is there. We see we both know some people

796
00:41:45,760 --> 00:41:50,239
Speaker 1: there and basically he was dancing with me all night.

797
00:41:50,280 --> 00:41:53,520
Speaker 1: It's getting a cat and then he offers to go

798
00:41:53,560 --> 00:41:57,640
Speaker 1: to this one last place and so ho, okay, now

799
00:41:57,640 --> 00:42:00,360
Speaker 1: we're smacked. We get in the car okay, and this

800
00:42:00,440 --> 00:42:02,439
Speaker 1: is now the third spot of the night. We're going

801
00:42:02,480 --> 00:42:04,600
Speaker 1: to the third spot, okay. And he goes there a

802
00:42:04,640 --> 00:42:08,680
Speaker 1: lot because I've been there with him, and he gets

803
00:42:08,680 --> 00:42:12,480
Speaker 1: on the phone for a moment okay, and he's like, hey,

804
00:42:12,680 --> 00:42:16,840
Speaker 1: what are you up to and the other person it

805
00:42:16,960 --> 00:42:21,879
Speaker 1: was like nothing much, dada, And she asks what he's

806
00:42:21,920 --> 00:42:24,440
Speaker 1: doing and he goes, uh, and he was drunk. I

807
00:42:24,480 --> 00:42:26,719
Speaker 1: don't know. I'm having a really good time right now though,

808
00:42:26,800 --> 00:42:29,200
Speaker 1: so like, I'll talk to you later and hangs up.

809
00:42:29,719 --> 00:42:32,960
Speaker 1: So I said, Nika, did you just call to check

810
00:42:32,960 --> 00:42:35,520
Speaker 1: it with your bitch? That's exactly what I said. So

811
00:42:35,600 --> 00:42:39,240
Speaker 1: he's laughing for a moment, like a nervous laughing. He goes, actually,

812
00:42:39,880 --> 00:42:42,799
Speaker 1: I've been wanting to talk to you about this all night. Bro,

813
00:42:42,960 --> 00:42:45,319
Speaker 1: my whole body got hot. I was like, talk to

814
00:42:45,360 --> 00:42:51,000
Speaker 1: me about what? And he said, I I'm talking to somebody,

815
00:42:51,840 --> 00:42:55,320
Speaker 1: but like, you know, I just wanted to tell you.

816
00:42:55,760 --> 00:43:04,600
Speaker 1: I'm like, Ni, do you have a girlfriend that he's

817
00:43:04,680 --> 00:43:07,880
Speaker 1: talking to somebody? Now? You know what's crazy? I actually

818
00:43:07,920 --> 00:43:10,000
Speaker 1: can't ruin my night because I'm I'm also high, I'm

819
00:43:10,000 --> 00:43:12,279
Speaker 1: on mushrooms. I'm feeling this nigger. We're having mad fucking

820
00:43:12,360 --> 00:43:16,919
Speaker 1: fun and I'm like, okay, I'm not even gonna ask

821
00:43:17,000 --> 00:43:19,839
Speaker 1: does she thinks she's your girlfriend? Because if he says yes,

822
00:43:20,360 --> 00:43:23,600
Speaker 1: I can't do this tonight. So ignorance is gonna be blissed.

823
00:43:23,800 --> 00:43:26,359
Speaker 1: I said, is she about to fucking be there? He's

824
00:43:26,400 --> 00:43:29,600
Speaker 1: like no, We're good. I'm like, okay, Also, this is

825
00:43:29,600 --> 00:43:31,400
Speaker 1: like a second day. What do I give a funk? Like,

826
00:43:31,480 --> 00:43:33,680
Speaker 1: let me just have a good time. And we have

827
00:43:33,760 --> 00:43:36,080
Speaker 1: like this massage treatment ship in the morning. I'm just like,

828
00:43:36,160 --> 00:43:38,239
Speaker 1: let me just relax because I actually needed. So we

829
00:43:38,320 --> 00:43:40,080
Speaker 1: go to the club. Before we even walk in, guess

830
00:43:40,120 --> 00:43:43,799
Speaker 1: who's there? Sexual hero lier girl? Did y'all tell her

831
00:43:43,880 --> 00:43:46,680
Speaker 1: you were heading that we did? And I'm like, okay, okay,

832
00:43:46,960 --> 00:43:50,239
Speaker 1: she was ready, thank you, So maybe three's out of crowd.

833
00:43:50,239 --> 00:43:52,160
Speaker 1: So then we go in the corner again, she passes

834
00:43:52,160 --> 00:43:55,080
Speaker 1: the mush round. Now we're getting higher. We have fun, smoking, chilling.

835
00:43:55,440 --> 00:43:57,600
Speaker 1: We go in there, we're having drinks, dancing, it's great.

836
00:43:57,840 --> 00:44:03,160
Speaker 1: And then someone comes up uh and looks at him

837
00:44:03,200 --> 00:44:04,799
Speaker 1: and I didn't see her. I just saw his face.

838
00:44:04,960 --> 00:44:07,399
Speaker 1: For those watching on YouTube, I need how did she look?

839
00:44:07,480 --> 00:44:10,680
Speaker 1: How did she approach? What was the you know? First

840
00:44:10,680 --> 00:44:12,920
Speaker 1: of all, she came, she came by herself and the

841
00:44:12,960 --> 00:44:14,719
Speaker 1: only person she went up to his him. Now, if

842
00:44:14,760 --> 00:44:17,680
Speaker 1: I'm going to be my niggad, that's how I'm because

843
00:44:17,760 --> 00:44:20,920
Speaker 1: that's my nigga. So hello, what do I need back

844
00:44:20,960 --> 00:44:25,080
Speaker 1: up for? She comes up to him and like she

845
00:44:25,120 --> 00:44:27,879
Speaker 1: didn't say hey, Like you know, when you run into someone,

846
00:44:27,960 --> 00:44:32,839
Speaker 1: you're like hell, So she didn't say hello, which let

847
00:44:32,880 --> 00:44:35,719
Speaker 1: me then know it was just like, yeah, you know,

848
00:44:35,800 --> 00:44:38,160
Speaker 1: you see a man like this is what you're doing? This?

849
00:44:38,239 --> 00:44:40,399
Speaker 1: Who you went? No, no, no, this what's going on?

850
00:44:40,440 --> 00:44:42,279
Speaker 1: I don't think she felt that. I think she knew

851
00:44:42,280 --> 00:44:44,440
Speaker 1: he was out with friends or something, because she clearly

852
00:44:44,440 --> 00:44:46,040
Speaker 1: didn't know what was going on. So I was like, oh,

853
00:44:46,040 --> 00:44:48,680
Speaker 1: this must be her. So then he goes immediately because

854
00:44:48,680 --> 00:44:51,640
Speaker 1: they're hug and he goes, I'm not gonna smoke real quick,

855
00:44:51,840 --> 00:44:54,880
Speaker 1: and I'm like, oh if he had to escape this beach,

856
00:44:55,320 --> 00:44:57,200
Speaker 1: so what I'm about to do, bitch up and go

857
00:44:57,400 --> 00:44:59,960
Speaker 1: smoke the fun you went to smoke maham oh yeah

858
00:45:00,040 --> 00:45:02,800
Speaker 1: without her walked right out. Yeah, she sat at the

859
00:45:02,800 --> 00:45:05,000
Speaker 1: table we were at. So I go outside to smoke

860
00:45:05,040 --> 00:45:06,640
Speaker 1: with this nigga. But now he's talking to so many

861
00:45:06,640 --> 00:45:12,000
Speaker 1: people that I can't say, that's old beach. So I'm

862
00:45:12,040 --> 00:45:13,960
Speaker 1: just waiting for the opportunity to ask, even though I

863
00:45:13,960 --> 00:45:15,959
Speaker 1: know it's his bitch. I needed something to my motherfucking faces.

864
00:45:16,440 --> 00:45:19,879
Speaker 1: So now sexual healer comes outside. Now this is where

865
00:45:19,960 --> 00:45:23,600
Speaker 1: I said, I'm very embarrassed because I can't say what

866
00:45:23,640 --> 00:45:24,799
Speaker 1: I want to say in front of him, in front

867
00:45:24,800 --> 00:45:26,200
Speaker 1: of her, when also I thought we were all gonna

868
00:45:26,200 --> 00:45:28,680
Speaker 1: have sex. What the fuck? So now we're smoking, we're

869
00:45:28,719 --> 00:45:32,080
Speaker 1: outside and it's sexual healer me and him, and I'm

870
00:45:32,080 --> 00:45:33,759
Speaker 1: trying to lock eyes with him so I could look

871
00:45:33,800 --> 00:45:41,400
Speaker 1: at him. Like the girl comes outside, the girlfriend or

872
00:45:41,440 --> 00:45:43,920
Speaker 1: whatever the post the post. Maybe she ain't a hell

873
00:45:43,960 --> 00:45:46,520
Speaker 1: I don't know, but she owed me, so whatever the

874
00:45:46,560 --> 00:45:49,440
Speaker 1: hell is. She comes outside and she like stands right

875
00:45:49,440 --> 00:45:50,879
Speaker 1: in front of him. It's cold, and she like puts

876
00:45:50,880 --> 00:45:53,719
Speaker 1: her arms like this, you know, like waiting for him

877
00:45:53,760 --> 00:45:56,840
Speaker 1: to hover and warm her up, like something was giving,

878
00:45:56,920 --> 00:46:02,120
Speaker 1: Like I don't care, and I felt the was she cute?

879
00:46:02,160 --> 00:46:05,120
Speaker 1: Like you didn't want to just make it a forceome. Um,

880
00:46:05,160 --> 00:46:07,360
Speaker 1: she's not my type particularly, That's all I'll said. I

881
00:46:07,360 --> 00:46:09,319
Speaker 1: don't want to be rude. You don't want to be rude.

882
00:46:09,320 --> 00:46:12,040
Speaker 1: But she called she's no, no, no, I mean she's

883
00:46:12,080 --> 00:46:16,120
Speaker 1: she's cute to somebody's cut him. I'm not saying she's

884
00:46:16,160 --> 00:46:20,239
Speaker 1: not a pretty girls just like somebodyous. She's cute to somebody. No,

885
00:46:20,440 --> 00:46:24,000
Speaker 1: she is both. She was not ugly. I'm sorry. I'm

886
00:46:24,040 --> 00:46:28,040
Speaker 1: just not into like that. Okay, okay, I don't want

887
00:46:28,040 --> 00:46:33,560
Speaker 1: to state the obvious because I have PTSD. UM. Once

888
00:46:33,640 --> 00:46:36,560
Speaker 1: I'm connecting these weird dots and this ship is getting weird.

889
00:46:37,160 --> 00:46:39,400
Speaker 1: It don't take me too long, bro, I get out

890
00:46:39,400 --> 00:46:41,920
Speaker 1: my uber out. I called it SUV. The ship was

891
00:46:42,000 --> 00:46:45,120
Speaker 1: one minute away. Now here's the thing. I said, Well,

892
00:46:45,160 --> 00:46:48,000
Speaker 1: I had a great night. I hugged the sexual healer girl.

893
00:46:48,320 --> 00:46:49,920
Speaker 1: I think I dapted him up. I don't remember how

894
00:46:49,920 --> 00:46:52,319
Speaker 1: I said about him. And here she says to me,

895
00:46:54,040 --> 00:46:56,040
Speaker 1: do you have his number? Please let him know you

896
00:46:56,080 --> 00:47:03,560
Speaker 1: got home. Saved definitely, because she was like, hope you

897
00:47:03,600 --> 00:47:05,439
Speaker 1: had a good time. He's going home with me. That's

898
00:47:05,440 --> 00:47:09,320
Speaker 1: what that was. Oh, I wanted to not that little

899
00:47:09,360 --> 00:47:13,120
Speaker 1: white bitch out, but that's why she wasn't your she

900
00:47:13,200 --> 00:47:21,839
Speaker 1: was but but I thought everybody, but you know what,

901
00:47:21,920 --> 00:47:23,480
Speaker 1: and maybe she's not a white bitch, but she had

902
00:47:23,520 --> 00:47:28,160
Speaker 1: bitch to me, So I dude, that was it. Actually,

903
00:47:28,200 --> 00:47:30,279
Speaker 1: if she didn't say that, I wouldn't have been as mad.

904
00:47:30,680 --> 00:47:36,080
Speaker 1: I was like, what the son? That ship killed me?

905
00:47:36,120 --> 00:47:38,000
Speaker 1: And also, you know, it's crazy. I don't even think

906
00:47:38,000 --> 00:47:39,839
Speaker 1: she knew the vibe. I think she made it just

907
00:47:40,600 --> 00:47:42,279
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't even know if she was

908
00:47:42,280 --> 00:47:44,120
Speaker 1: trying to be funny, she might have been being sweet.

909
00:47:44,280 --> 00:47:48,879
Speaker 1: I don't fucking know, like I've said that to women

910
00:47:48,920 --> 00:47:51,840
Speaker 1: that's been out with hope. But what I'll tell you

911
00:47:51,920 --> 00:47:54,399
Speaker 1: right now is, bitch, I ain't being sweet home. So

912
00:47:54,480 --> 00:47:57,000
Speaker 1: now I'm where are you all at now? So the

913
00:47:57,040 --> 00:47:59,640
Speaker 1: girlfriend showed up to the date, you went home alone.

914
00:48:00,080 --> 00:48:02,319
Speaker 1: Did y'all do the spot the next day? So let's

915
00:48:02,360 --> 00:48:08,640
Speaker 1: talk about this. The he he brought some art supplies

916
00:48:08,680 --> 00:48:12,480
Speaker 1: to the hotel room, and like, I don't want to

917
00:48:12,520 --> 00:48:17,200
Speaker 1: exactly say what he does, don't describe exactly what he does,

918
00:48:17,239 --> 00:48:18,640
Speaker 1: but just say there was some ship there for work.

919
00:48:19,280 --> 00:48:22,799
Speaker 1: And I knew that. So I'm like, oh, he better

920
00:48:22,840 --> 00:48:25,360
Speaker 1: not come up in this beach. He better not. Is

921
00:48:25,360 --> 00:48:27,839
Speaker 1: he crazy? Now? He ain't that crazy? So my drunk

922
00:48:27,840 --> 00:48:29,919
Speaker 1: ass gets back to the addition, I'm on the phone

923
00:48:29,960 --> 00:48:32,799
Speaker 1: my home girl, and she looking at the phone like

924
00:48:32,800 --> 00:48:35,960
Speaker 1: what Because she knew we had a night she answered

925
00:48:36,000 --> 00:48:39,800
Speaker 1: the phone like hello. I said, oh, bit, I'm in

926
00:48:39,840 --> 00:48:42,160
Speaker 1: a lobby too. Let me tell you about this naked

927
00:48:42,360 --> 00:48:44,680
Speaker 1: So now I'm telling her the story and she goes, Wheezy,

928
00:48:44,719 --> 00:48:46,760
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be real with you. There's a few things

929
00:48:46,960 --> 00:48:49,480
Speaker 1: that can make this worse, not that bad, and let

930
00:48:49,480 --> 00:48:52,520
Speaker 1: you again. I said, Okay, Okay, go if you text

931
00:48:52,600 --> 00:48:54,960
Speaker 1: you so sorry, this just happened, Like I had a

932
00:48:55,000 --> 00:48:56,960
Speaker 1: great time with you. I hope you're home safe. She's like,

933
00:48:57,000 --> 00:49:00,440
Speaker 1: there's almost like room to come back from. And he

934
00:49:00,600 --> 00:49:02,880
Speaker 1: was honest, he was he told you you're talking to

935
00:49:02,920 --> 00:49:05,640
Speaker 1: somebody before I got there, But also like, why would

936
00:49:05,680 --> 00:49:08,040
Speaker 1: you take me there? If you notice a spot a

937
00:49:08,280 --> 00:49:13,680
Speaker 1: dumbass New York. It's not New York, but the place

938
00:49:13,719 --> 00:49:17,760
Speaker 1: where he's comfortable, I'd be going to ship and be like, damn, no, no,

939
00:49:17,920 --> 00:49:20,080
Speaker 1: if I gonna run into a nigga, fucking I'm not

940
00:49:20,080 --> 00:49:24,239
Speaker 1: about to take no nigga ever to last lot. Since

941
00:49:24,239 --> 00:49:28,120
Speaker 1: you've been singing I'm single, but you know you have

942
00:49:28,280 --> 00:49:31,080
Speaker 1: the there're the possibility that you're gonna run When I

943
00:49:31,160 --> 00:49:33,440
Speaker 1: was sucking other niggas all oh bay, I never took

944
00:49:33,520 --> 00:49:35,759
Speaker 1: the last How about that, gay? But what about right

945
00:49:35,760 --> 00:49:39,040
Speaker 1: now where you are talking to different people. I'm not

946
00:49:39,200 --> 00:49:42,719
Speaker 1: talking to somebody that's out of I know, I hear

947
00:49:42,760 --> 00:49:46,799
Speaker 1: what you're saying. That specific scenario. No, I do not

948
00:49:46,960 --> 00:49:49,959
Speaker 1: do like if I'm single and I'm dating or whatever,

949
00:49:50,000 --> 00:49:52,640
Speaker 1: like there's nobody in my life, multiple people, if anybody

950
00:49:52,680 --> 00:49:53,960
Speaker 1: in my life right now sees me out what a

951
00:49:54,040 --> 00:49:56,320
Speaker 1: nigga and ship, they could say, So you're in a

952
00:49:56,320 --> 00:49:58,399
Speaker 1: position where there's a bit that sees you. I would

953
00:49:58,400 --> 00:49:59,759
Speaker 1: have been that ship, she could say. So don't take

954
00:49:59,800 --> 00:50:02,399
Speaker 1: me that fucking spot. That's my point. Okay, period, I've

955
00:50:02,440 --> 00:50:04,200
Speaker 1: definitely fucked niggas that has been at a spot I've

956
00:50:04,239 --> 00:50:06,160
Speaker 1: been at, But like, you know what I mean, it's

957
00:50:06,160 --> 00:50:08,759
Speaker 1: the past or whatever, but like specifically that scenario, he

958
00:50:08,760 --> 00:50:11,120
Speaker 1: should not have took me there. Bro you like ruined

959
00:50:11,120 --> 00:50:13,239
Speaker 1: the night it was. Also, we were on such a high,

960
00:50:13,320 --> 00:50:16,040
Speaker 1: a fun night, and then just bam, so seven in

961
00:50:16,080 --> 00:50:18,000
Speaker 1: the morning, I get a text cannot pull up and

962
00:50:18,040 --> 00:50:22,319
Speaker 1: I'll wake up. Oh hey, oh no. Also, you don't

963
00:50:22,360 --> 00:50:24,239
Speaker 1: really sleep well on mushrooms when you take them late.

964
00:50:24,360 --> 00:50:27,520
Speaker 1: So all night I'm just like dreaming crazy scenarios. So

965
00:50:27,560 --> 00:50:29,440
Speaker 1: then he's like, I just need to grab equipment, and

966
00:50:29,480 --> 00:50:32,040
Speaker 1: I'm like, I could kill this naked. So I go

967
00:50:32,080 --> 00:50:35,680
Speaker 1: downstairs fucking make sure I check it and disable the

968
00:50:35,719 --> 00:50:38,239
Speaker 1: keys because I'm like, he ain't crazy. But also he

969
00:50:38,360 --> 00:50:40,000
Speaker 1: better not talk to me because I'm living right now.

970
00:50:41,080 --> 00:50:44,120
Speaker 1: So we get to maybe one o'clock in the afternoon,

971
00:50:44,239 --> 00:50:47,719
Speaker 1: eleven maybe, and he texts me, I'm gonna make this right.

972
00:50:48,960 --> 00:50:52,239
Speaker 1: Make what right? Like, are you serious? So then he

973
00:50:52,280 --> 00:50:54,600
Speaker 1: calls me at eight o'clock at night, which that's already

974
00:50:54,600 --> 00:50:56,520
Speaker 1: too late for me. Let me at least attempt to

975
00:50:56,560 --> 00:51:01,920
Speaker 1: apologize to you. So I have some weed, I smoke.

976
00:51:02,040 --> 00:51:05,239
Speaker 1: I talked to him and he's like, what do you think?

977
00:51:05,239 --> 00:51:07,120
Speaker 1: He said? What are all nigg is gonna say? I

978
00:51:07,280 --> 00:51:11,440
Speaker 1: sucked up? Basically blah blah blah blah blah. And I'm

979
00:51:11,480 --> 00:51:14,920
Speaker 1: sitting there like, you know, all my friends are like

980
00:51:15,239 --> 00:51:20,239
Speaker 1: completely cut him off, right, I would go that far.

981
00:51:21,360 --> 00:51:23,440
Speaker 1: He's just talking to the bit. I don't think he's

982
00:51:23,440 --> 00:51:24,800
Speaker 1: just talking a bit. I think he has a girlfriend.

983
00:51:24,840 --> 00:51:28,239
Speaker 1: But also, here's the thing, right, which is that I

984
00:51:28,280 --> 00:51:32,520
Speaker 1: was battling in my head. I should not be going

985
00:51:32,520 --> 00:51:34,080
Speaker 1: through ship like this on a second date with a

986
00:51:34,160 --> 00:51:38,160
Speaker 1: name that had plans with me for like a week. Also, like,

987
00:51:38,239 --> 00:51:40,440
Speaker 1: why are you not prioritizing me? If you were just

988
00:51:40,480 --> 00:51:42,920
Speaker 1: talking to a bit, you could at least text me

989
00:51:43,000 --> 00:51:45,480
Speaker 1: to say, are you getting home safe? I'm sorry that happened.

990
00:51:45,480 --> 00:51:47,279
Speaker 1: I'm like, can we talk about it tomorrow? Like you

991
00:51:47,320 --> 00:51:49,040
Speaker 1: did none of that, because either you waited to the

992
00:51:49,040 --> 00:51:51,400
Speaker 1: next day he were a little too awkward or whatever,

993
00:51:52,320 --> 00:51:54,759
Speaker 1: and he's like, yo, like, I'm like really feeling bad

994
00:51:54,760 --> 00:51:57,160
Speaker 1: about this. I care a lot. I really hope I

995
00:51:57,160 --> 00:51:59,439
Speaker 1: didn't suck things up. I'm like, hope you didn't suck

996
00:51:59,480 --> 00:52:01,520
Speaker 1: things up. You should have hoped when I got in

997
00:52:01,560 --> 00:52:04,520
Speaker 1: the car. So to me, you really made me feel

998
00:52:04,520 --> 00:52:06,800
Speaker 1: a second fiddle and like side bitch type ship, which

999
00:52:07,080 --> 00:52:09,960
Speaker 1: kills me. I hate that feeling. Don't make me feel

1000
00:52:10,000 --> 00:52:12,480
Speaker 1: pushed to the side. Also, like I'm not trying to

1001
00:52:12,520 --> 00:52:15,160
Speaker 1: like act like I'm that bitch, but I am. And

1002
00:52:15,480 --> 00:52:18,640
Speaker 1: you end up with a bitch like me at the

1003
00:52:18,680 --> 00:52:20,440
Speaker 1: palm of your hands. You need to be doing a

1004
00:52:20,480 --> 00:52:22,799
Speaker 1: little bit better than that. I don't know, shorty, Like

1005
00:52:23,080 --> 00:52:25,279
Speaker 1: I'm just saying I know she ain't me. I know that.

1006
00:52:25,520 --> 00:52:30,840
Speaker 1: So anyway, whatever happened, what killed me. At the end

1007
00:52:30,840 --> 00:52:32,719
Speaker 1: of the call was like he was like, well, when

1008
00:52:32,800 --> 00:52:35,440
Speaker 1: I get my ship together, can I hate you? And

1009
00:52:35,480 --> 00:52:37,759
Speaker 1: I'm like, does that mean when you break up? Like

1010
00:52:37,840 --> 00:52:39,520
Speaker 1: what are you saying? It means when he figure out

1011
00:52:39,560 --> 00:52:41,960
Speaker 1: what he want to do her, not break up, when

1012
00:52:41,960 --> 00:52:45,000
Speaker 1: he figures out where he sees her in his life.

1013
00:52:45,320 --> 00:52:47,480
Speaker 1: Then I'm I'm gonna slide back to you if this

1014
00:52:47,520 --> 00:52:49,839
Speaker 1: don't work out. But he's gonna figure that out first,

1015
00:52:49,840 --> 00:52:53,319
Speaker 1: I said, nigga, if I'm not already like in some ship, okay,

1016
00:52:53,320 --> 00:52:56,000
Speaker 1: I don't. I can't sit around way for anybody right like.

1017
00:52:56,080 --> 00:52:58,080
Speaker 1: That is like also the other thing that annoyed me

1018
00:52:58,120 --> 00:53:01,040
Speaker 1: about it. But you know, here's what really made me

1019
00:53:01,080 --> 00:53:03,439
Speaker 1: call him back and give him even that little piece

1020
00:53:03,440 --> 00:53:06,880
Speaker 1: of hope. I would be lying if I didn't say

1021
00:53:07,000 --> 00:53:09,319
Speaker 1: I definitely had probably one of the best dates. And

1022
00:53:09,360 --> 00:53:13,080
Speaker 1: also the sex is good, So if he's a terrible

1023
00:53:13,080 --> 00:53:16,080
Speaker 1: person later, I'll figure that out along the way. But

1024
00:53:16,560 --> 00:53:19,479
Speaker 1: those things were enough to let me know that i'd

1025
00:53:19,560 --> 00:53:22,319
Speaker 1: want to like see something more. And also the New

1026
00:53:22,400 --> 00:53:24,600
Speaker 1: York l a ship when someone can go between him

1027
00:53:24,600 --> 00:53:28,759
Speaker 1: both that kind of makes me. I'm very attracted to

1028
00:53:28,800 --> 00:53:30,839
Speaker 1: that right now, but maybe that's on the move. It's

1029
00:53:31,000 --> 00:53:33,560
Speaker 1: just what my life is. It's actually interesting that you

1030
00:53:33,640 --> 00:53:36,359
Speaker 1: said that to me, or that you just shared that

1031
00:53:36,760 --> 00:53:41,200
Speaker 1: um knowing that he's in whatever he's in now and

1032
00:53:41,239 --> 00:53:44,400
Speaker 1: clearly went on a date with you to still consider

1033
00:53:44,400 --> 00:53:46,799
Speaker 1: seeing a future with him, knowing that you don't want

1034
00:53:46,800 --> 00:53:48,440
Speaker 1: the same type of relationship that you just had with

1035
00:53:48,520 --> 00:53:53,000
Speaker 1: old bay. He's showing you how he moves in a relationship,

1036
00:53:53,040 --> 00:53:55,279
Speaker 1: and the fact that you're even thinking, you know what,

1037
00:53:55,760 --> 00:53:57,680
Speaker 1: I still would entertain him and maybe he can come back.

1038
00:53:57,920 --> 00:53:59,800
Speaker 1: He showing you the type of thing he is already.

1039
00:53:59,840 --> 00:54:02,799
Speaker 1: That's what I was literally thinking. Wanted to be cheated on.

1040
00:54:03,200 --> 00:54:08,360
Speaker 1: This probably ain't the nigga to even consider revisiting. I honestly,

1041
00:54:08,400 --> 00:54:10,920
Speaker 1: I like made a joke on my Instagram like about

1042
00:54:10,960 --> 00:54:14,440
Speaker 1: it where I was like, I really thinking, like, like

1043
00:54:14,560 --> 00:54:16,440
Speaker 1: I did something and it's with a white woman, so

1044
00:54:16,560 --> 00:54:19,560
Speaker 1: like to me, you even thinking, well, the sex was good,

1045
00:54:19,560 --> 00:54:22,000
Speaker 1: it was a great day. I'll give him another chance. Bro,

1046
00:54:22,680 --> 00:54:24,319
Speaker 1: it's a cycle. Why would you want to be with

1047
00:54:24,360 --> 00:54:26,480
Speaker 1: someone that you already see a showing you know what

1048
00:54:26,560 --> 00:54:30,640
Speaker 1: it is? But the truth of it is like, and

1049
00:54:30,680 --> 00:54:32,759
Speaker 1: I agree with you. If someone if you told me

1050
00:54:32,800 --> 00:54:35,320
Speaker 1: this story, I would say the same thing. Having sparks

1051
00:54:35,320 --> 00:54:38,160
Speaker 1: with people just rarely happens. And I hate that that's

1052
00:54:38,160 --> 00:54:40,240
Speaker 1: the truth. But not if they listen to this podcast

1053
00:54:40,239 --> 00:54:44,200
Speaker 1: that you got works with somebody everything every yearly but

1054
00:54:44,680 --> 00:54:49,320
Speaker 1: we all the time. Dream Ville nigga was a spark.

1055
00:54:49,719 --> 00:54:51,319
Speaker 1: This nigga was a spark. That's too in the year

1056
00:54:51,719 --> 00:54:55,760
Speaker 1: was just not Lamb Lambeau. You highly spoke of Lambeau

1057
00:54:55,840 --> 00:54:58,920
Speaker 1: until I almost had a child. We didn't have a spark.

1058
00:54:59,040 --> 00:55:02,120
Speaker 1: We were sucking any was fun. But you seem to

1059
00:55:02,160 --> 00:55:08,520
Speaker 1: really like him. There was a spark. Lover boys sparks

1060
00:55:08,600 --> 00:55:11,919
Speaker 1: years ago. The hospital was three years ago. I'm only

1061
00:55:11,920 --> 00:55:16,440
Speaker 1: saying through this but but I'm only saying but I'm

1062
00:55:16,440 --> 00:55:20,000
Speaker 1: only saying, like through this, through this podcast journey even

1063
00:55:20,480 --> 00:55:23,200
Speaker 1: of six years, where you're saying it's rare, the sparks

1064
00:55:23,200 --> 00:55:26,080
Speaker 1: that you've actually had with men five and six years

1065
00:55:26,120 --> 00:55:30,200
Speaker 1: is rare to me. You said, what d yeah, bro,

1066
00:55:30,719 --> 00:55:35,160
Speaker 1: you've had sparks my niggas. It's given you start a

1067
00:55:35,160 --> 00:55:38,959
Speaker 1: car on here, Like, there's not a lot of women

1068
00:55:39,000 --> 00:55:40,959
Speaker 1: that maybe even get as many sparks as you've had.

1069
00:55:41,160 --> 00:55:43,400
Speaker 1: I haven't had that many, but I just had my

1070
00:55:43,400 --> 00:55:47,680
Speaker 1: first boyfriend. Like, you get sparks and connections with men

1071
00:55:48,400 --> 00:55:51,440
Speaker 1: way quicker than than I think a lot of people.

1072
00:55:54,080 --> 00:55:55,839
Speaker 1: Or maybe by the time this episode comes out, I've

1073
00:55:55,840 --> 00:55:59,279
Speaker 1: already or not or you gotta ne ni speaking of

1074
00:55:59,360 --> 00:56:01,239
Speaker 1: new niggas. The guy that I cuddled with that I

1075
00:56:01,280 --> 00:56:04,800
Speaker 1: mean at the Netflix party, see what I mean? Another

1076
00:56:04,880 --> 00:56:07,520
Speaker 1: sparks spars. It wasn't it was It wasn't this kind

1077
00:56:07,520 --> 00:56:10,239
Speaker 1: of spark. But he didn't meet for dinner next week

1078
00:56:10,280 --> 00:56:14,000
Speaker 1: in l A. So you know he's way way more,

1079
00:56:14,640 --> 00:56:17,759
Speaker 1: way more. I feel bad. Wait, scientists, nigga, you had

1080
00:56:17,760 --> 00:56:21,839
Speaker 1: a spark with scientist nigga, the nigga in l A.

1081
00:56:22,800 --> 00:56:25,480
Speaker 1: Not Netflix nigga, because you had a spark with Netflix nigga.

1082
00:56:25,719 --> 00:56:27,319
Speaker 1: I didn't have a spark with scientists. He just had

1083
00:56:27,320 --> 00:56:30,600
Speaker 1: a big dick. But there was you know, you saw

1084
00:56:30,640 --> 00:56:32,080
Speaker 1: a long term with him for a little bit and

1085
00:56:32,440 --> 00:56:36,160
Speaker 1: because he had a great job, but he's boring. Oh,

1086
00:56:36,680 --> 00:56:39,000
Speaker 1: listen to the show. It was a little bit of spark. No,

1087
00:56:39,440 --> 00:56:43,040
Speaker 1: it was okay, and he was tall and cute and

1088
00:56:43,080 --> 00:56:45,880
Speaker 1: the dick was nuts. It wasn't even you know, it's crazy.

1089
00:56:45,920 --> 00:56:48,239
Speaker 1: Actually had better sex with this guy. Wait, and you

1090
00:56:48,280 --> 00:56:54,120
Speaker 1: had a spark with fucking Beard Bay nigga. You had sparks, nigga.

1091
00:56:56,080 --> 00:56:58,799
Speaker 1: Act he had the fucking starting lineup to the w

1092
00:56:59,000 --> 00:57:01,920
Speaker 1: N B A T Bits. What is that? The l

1093
00:57:01,960 --> 00:57:10,799
Speaker 1: A sparks giving l A sparks bitch? Okay, you know what,

1094
00:57:11,440 --> 00:57:13,560
Speaker 1: you know what it is? The last person I've sucked.

1095
00:57:14,239 --> 00:57:17,600
Speaker 1: That's probably what but but you got But you know

1096
00:57:17,600 --> 00:57:20,280
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like the dick is still imprinted. It's

1097
00:57:20,320 --> 00:57:25,560
Speaker 1: like it's fresh up there. And but I think also,

1098
00:57:25,720 --> 00:57:29,200
Speaker 1: like you know, I romanticizing so much as the Pisces

1099
00:57:29,240 --> 00:57:31,640
Speaker 1: thing to do. And I spent a lot of time,

1100
00:57:32,800 --> 00:57:35,640
Speaker 1: uh talking, So the more I talk to someone, the

1101
00:57:35,640 --> 00:57:38,120
Speaker 1: more interesting I find them. Like that's also what builds

1102
00:57:38,160 --> 00:57:42,120
Speaker 1: it up for me. But you're right, um, he definitely

1103
00:57:42,440 --> 00:57:50,360
Speaker 1: I guess he's giving oh bay to QUINNO move on next. Okay,

1104
00:57:50,400 --> 00:57:52,440
Speaker 1: so the writer nig oh, let's talk about this football

1105
00:57:52,440 --> 00:57:54,640
Speaker 1: player that I met. They got a girlfriend, bitch? All right,

1106
00:57:54,720 --> 00:57:58,040
Speaker 1: you see all these all got girlfriends. Oh bitch. I'm

1107
00:57:58,080 --> 00:58:00,800
Speaker 1: in the club I go to. I got to Stafford him, which,

1108
00:58:01,120 --> 00:58:02,720
Speaker 1: let me just say, for anybody who lives in New

1109
00:58:02,800 --> 00:58:05,880
Speaker 1: York that likes that ship, that was it. I felt

1110
00:58:05,920 --> 00:58:08,880
Speaker 1: like a cucka cloud when I walked to him, Like wow,

1111
00:58:09,040 --> 00:58:11,400
Speaker 1: So it's giving Dapemond but downtown Yeah, but no, no,

1112
00:58:11,440 --> 00:58:13,400
Speaker 1: it's like in the forties. So nobody was in there

1113
00:58:13,400 --> 00:58:17,840
Speaker 1: except for the v I P. Midtown Midtown is that's

1114
00:58:17,840 --> 00:58:23,560
Speaker 1: not downtown. But it is not downtown. Midtown. So I

1115
00:58:23,640 --> 00:58:25,640
Speaker 1: get there, it seems like no one's in the club

1116
00:58:25,640 --> 00:58:27,800
Speaker 1: at v I P has packed. There's like a bunch

1117
00:58:27,840 --> 00:58:31,760
Speaker 1: of niggas fabulous may know. It's just like crowd in BBLS.

1118
00:58:31,920 --> 00:58:34,680
Speaker 1: And so I was in the sevenutes and I was like, Okay, well,

1119
00:58:34,680 --> 00:58:37,840
Speaker 1: at least they're playing fucking Chief Keith. So I not

1120
00:58:37,920 --> 00:58:40,400
Speaker 1: go front. I saw this guy who was so fucking cute,

1121
00:58:40,720 --> 00:58:42,840
Speaker 1: dre It's a gorgeous smile and he had on an

1122
00:58:42,840 --> 00:58:46,040
Speaker 1: outfit I liked. So I said to Gabby, Oh my god,

1123
00:58:46,040 --> 00:58:48,880
Speaker 1: how fucking hot is he? So she was like he is.

1124
00:58:49,040 --> 00:58:51,120
Speaker 1: She's like, he's so your type. But he's sitting down.

1125
00:58:51,120 --> 00:58:52,680
Speaker 1: He looks short. I was like, you're right, go to

1126
00:58:52,680 --> 00:58:56,160
Speaker 1: the other end of the club. He wasn't tall, about

1127
00:58:56,160 --> 00:58:59,360
Speaker 1: six ft, but maybe forty five minutes later, I didn't

1128
00:58:59,360 --> 00:59:00,880
Speaker 1: see him for the best the night, dude comes up

1129
00:59:00,920 --> 00:59:02,760
Speaker 1: to me and he was like, I've been watching you

1130
00:59:02,800 --> 00:59:06,960
Speaker 1: all night, and I was like, did I manifest him? Like, honestly,

1131
00:59:07,320 --> 00:59:10,200
Speaker 1: very rarely do I look at a dude. I I

1132
00:59:10,360 --> 00:59:12,600
Speaker 1: fucking nig and they come over, but like where we

1133
00:59:12,720 --> 00:59:14,600
Speaker 1: were clearly each other's type. It was just one of

1134
00:59:14,640 --> 00:59:17,480
Speaker 1: those moments, so like, I'm like all up in his

1135
00:59:17,520 --> 00:59:21,840
Speaker 1: face and he just moved here for work and I'm like,

1136
00:59:21,960 --> 00:59:24,160
Speaker 1: what job is that? And of course it was ball

1137
00:59:24,720 --> 00:59:28,920
Speaker 1: so um. Long story short, he kept wanting to hang

1138
00:59:28,960 --> 00:59:36,040
Speaker 1: with me and whatever, great conversation. I'm like, what the

1139
00:59:36,080 --> 00:59:38,280
Speaker 1: fund is wrong with him? Literally, in the middle of

1140
00:59:38,280 --> 00:59:40,880
Speaker 1: the conversation it was getting so good, I was like,

1141
00:59:40,920 --> 00:59:42,360
Speaker 1: I have to go home before our flock. When he

1142
00:59:42,400 --> 00:59:43,880
Speaker 1: was like, come up, can my driver take you home?

1143
00:59:43,960 --> 00:59:46,040
Speaker 1: Like what can I do? Blah blah blah blah, and

1144
00:59:46,080 --> 00:59:47,520
Speaker 1: I keep hanging with you. I was like, no, nigga,

1145
00:59:47,840 --> 00:59:49,720
Speaker 1: And then we were just vibing so hard. I'm like,

1146
00:59:50,080 --> 00:59:52,320
Speaker 1: something's wrong with you? How many kids you have? And

1147
00:59:52,360 --> 00:59:54,479
Speaker 1: he was like no kids, and I was like something

1148
00:59:54,560 --> 00:59:56,080
Speaker 1: else is wrong. I was like, your dick small, so

1149
00:59:56,200 --> 01:00:00,160
Speaker 1: he starts laughing. He was like no. So then I said, um,

1150
01:00:00,240 --> 01:00:04,560
Speaker 1: how long people with your girlfriends ah? And he's like, well,

1151
01:00:06,800 --> 01:00:09,600
Speaker 1: I broke up with her, but like she just kind

1152
01:00:09,640 --> 01:00:12,000
Speaker 1: of staying so like I think I'm broken up, but

1153
01:00:12,080 --> 01:00:15,400
Speaker 1: she thinks she's that's enough. Gave him my number and

1154
01:00:15,440 --> 01:00:17,240
Speaker 1: to him to call me when they break up. Is

1155
01:00:17,320 --> 01:00:20,120
Speaker 1: that his fault? Though? What do you mean, is it

1156
01:00:20,200 --> 01:00:22,040
Speaker 1: his fault? Why are you fucking coming up the minute

1157
01:00:22,040 --> 01:00:24,720
Speaker 1: that well he said they've broken up. You can't take

1158
01:00:24,760 --> 01:00:27,000
Speaker 1: his word for it. Na, this is the same problem.

1159
01:00:27,480 --> 01:00:32,600
Speaker 1: Like if you know who thinks you there boyfriend, that

1160
01:00:32,760 --> 01:00:38,200
Speaker 1: gotta be the question that definitely happens. Hell yeah, how many?

1161
01:00:41,200 --> 01:00:45,320
Speaker 1: How many bitches think you their boyfriend? Right right? But

1162
01:00:45,440 --> 01:00:47,640
Speaker 1: that's the question because if you've got multiple bitches out

1163
01:00:47,680 --> 01:00:50,840
Speaker 1: here playing claims on you definitely have claims on me.

1164
01:00:50,880 --> 01:00:53,120
Speaker 1: And they were not my girl. I want that problem.

1165
01:00:53,240 --> 01:00:55,800
Speaker 1: You may maybe a bit talk, but this nigga with

1166
01:00:55,880 --> 01:00:58,680
Speaker 1: a bit something like, let me goog with this nigga.

1167
01:00:59,120 --> 01:01:01,080
Speaker 1: So I had to do his first name in the team,

1168
01:01:01,120 --> 01:01:02,720
Speaker 1: and I was like, that salary is a lot more

1169
01:01:02,760 --> 01:01:04,520
Speaker 1: than I thought it was gonna be, which is probably

1170
01:01:04,600 --> 01:01:10,760
Speaker 1: why one she not leaving. Yeah exactly. So anyway, then

1171
01:01:10,920 --> 01:01:12,760
Speaker 1: all you gotta do is just click one thing and

1172
01:01:12,800 --> 01:01:15,480
Speaker 1: then bam, there is just their life together. And I

1173
01:01:15,640 --> 01:01:23,560
Speaker 1: was like, oh god, I said, I apologize. So anyway, Um,

1174
01:01:23,800 --> 01:01:27,520
Speaker 1: basically what I realized is anyone attractive is gonna have

1175
01:01:27,520 --> 01:01:30,600
Speaker 1: a girlfriend. There we go. That's not that's not true.

1176
01:01:30,760 --> 01:01:33,640
Speaker 1: That is not true. I can't agree to that they're

1177
01:01:33,640 --> 01:01:39,000
Speaker 1: gonna have options, not necessarily a girlfriend. Okay, if I

1178
01:01:39,080 --> 01:01:41,560
Speaker 1: have one more of these decisions, reisturations happened to me.

1179
01:01:41,840 --> 01:01:43,840
Speaker 1: What I'm saying, it's true three out of three because

1180
01:01:43,840 --> 01:01:47,240
Speaker 1: things happen in threes. God, please don't let you have

1181
01:01:47,360 --> 01:01:51,480
Speaker 1: a fucking girlfriend. Kill me if you don't ask me

1182
01:01:51,560 --> 01:01:54,120
Speaker 1: to go to fucking Unless you don't have a bitch,

1183
01:01:54,400 --> 01:01:58,040
Speaker 1: I don't even if that's a bitch. No, I don't

1184
01:01:58,040 --> 01:02:00,760
Speaker 1: even care if she got a toothbrush. There is a bitch.

1185
01:02:01,360 --> 01:02:03,480
Speaker 1: That's what I need to know. And if you don't

1186
01:02:03,480 --> 01:02:05,760
Speaker 1: have a bitch, I'm good, and I'm sorry I'm calling

1187
01:02:05,840 --> 01:02:07,720
Speaker 1: all these bitches bitches. But these bitches is getting on

1188
01:02:07,760 --> 01:02:10,160
Speaker 1: my voice. Well, you probably get a lot of the

1189
01:02:10,320 --> 01:02:15,560
Speaker 1: you know what actually the problem for them? You know what,

1190
01:02:15,600 --> 01:02:18,040
Speaker 1: I'm starting to wonder ship old Bay. In fact, tell

1191
01:02:18,120 --> 01:02:19,880
Speaker 1: these women when they said, do you have a girlfriend?

1192
01:02:19,920 --> 01:02:23,160
Speaker 1: Like she cool? Though you know she think her boyfriend.

1193
01:02:26,920 --> 01:02:29,680
Speaker 1: I think he was just like yo, like it's complicated.

1194
01:02:30,600 --> 01:02:32,440
Speaker 1: I think he was like she'd be traveling like she

1195
01:02:32,800 --> 01:02:35,840
Speaker 1: she cool? Yo, we have three sings together. I bet

1196
01:02:35,920 --> 01:02:38,400
Speaker 1: you that's how you did it. He acted like I

1197
01:02:38,440 --> 01:02:41,360
Speaker 1: would have been okay with it. Okay, that's what it was,

1198
01:02:41,840 --> 01:02:43,400
Speaker 1: not the way you'd be talking about. He knew it

1199
01:02:44,080 --> 01:02:48,800
Speaker 1: white with me. He lied too, probably right. That's probably

1200
01:02:48,840 --> 01:02:50,360
Speaker 1: why sometimes he had to answer the phone if he

1201
01:02:50,440 --> 01:02:51,680
Speaker 1: was like, no, I got a bit. She don't know,

1202
01:02:51,800 --> 01:02:54,439
Speaker 1: but you know, shut the funk up. What I mean, well,

1203
01:02:55,960 --> 01:02:59,640
Speaker 1: who story time has commended? Is that the word when

1204
01:02:59,720 --> 01:03:02,600
Speaker 1: you and something right commenced? There we go, you go,

1205
01:03:02,720 --> 01:03:05,160
Speaker 1: you have commend, I get, I'll take I've been reading

1206
01:03:05,280 --> 01:03:10,560
Speaker 1: bit um commend. Hope that you guys enjoyed this episode

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Speaker 1: this has been yet another episode of Form Decisions. Finn

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Speaker 1: be far when I knew that they could just take

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Speaker 1: my car and charge it instead of me parking, and

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Speaker 1: I was like, oh, I want to live here, but

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Speaker 1: wait for you? Did you have like a tesla? Yeah? Um,

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Speaker 1: that's amazing. I didn't know. Wait Columbia Square would you

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Speaker 1: do that? Or the place that you? So I almost

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Speaker 1: moved in, but then I kind of wanted to live

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01:04:44,080 --> 01:04:48,200
Speaker 1: in a house and it's probably I liked so m

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01:04:53,120 --> 01:04:57,960
Speaker 1: so cute, though squirrel, I love it so five of

1239
01:04:58,040 --> 01:05:00,560
Speaker 1: my best skirts. It's right here, yeah, was like three

1240
01:05:00,600 --> 01:05:08,680
Speaker 1: minutes away. Okay, perfect ready? Uh um. So Mandy starts

1241
01:05:08,680 --> 01:05:10,920
Speaker 1: it off by saying it's bonus beach, but I can't

1242
01:05:11,320 --> 01:05:13,360
Speaker 1: say it with our inflections, so now I feel like

1243
01:05:13,400 --> 01:05:16,760
Speaker 1: I failed. So I would like to say, we never

1244
01:05:16,880 --> 01:05:19,880
Speaker 1: really have white guests, so I'm gonna get my lot.

1245
01:05:21,880 --> 01:05:27,960
Speaker 1: We don't pumpkin spice. Well, Mandy loves that, you know

1246
01:05:28,040 --> 01:05:31,240
Speaker 1: what it is though we actually yesterday I was thinking

1247
01:05:31,240 --> 01:05:34,480
Speaker 1: about that. I went to a Spotify dinner and I

1248
01:05:34,600 --> 01:05:36,280
Speaker 1: was the only black girl there. There was a lot

1249
01:05:36,360 --> 01:05:38,600
Speaker 1: of Asian girls, no Latina's, and I was like, oh

1250
01:05:38,680 --> 01:05:40,520
Speaker 1: my god, there's so many podcasters I want to have on.

1251
01:05:40,720 --> 01:05:44,680
Speaker 1: But also, like, are my followers? I think our listeners

1252
01:05:44,720 --> 01:05:47,360
Speaker 1: gonna think we sold out. So we have a white guest,

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Speaker 1: they have to actually be really interesting, so no pressure,

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01:05:51,920 --> 01:05:55,240
Speaker 1: but tell us the nun ship for real. Actually I'm

1255
01:05:55,240 --> 01:05:58,280
Speaker 1: trying to think who it's really just because our podcast

1256
01:05:58,320 --> 01:06:01,000
Speaker 1: started on the premise of having X talk for black people,

1257
01:06:01,120 --> 01:06:04,360
Speaker 1: right and over the years, um, I mean, we've had

1258
01:06:04,440 --> 01:06:06,560
Speaker 1: guests that we felt like Okay, we've got to have them.

1259
01:06:07,000 --> 01:06:10,840
Speaker 1: But it's moreover because the conversations that were happening before

1260
01:06:10,920 --> 01:06:13,120
Speaker 1: horrible for me when I was listening to sex podcasts,

1261
01:06:13,160 --> 01:06:17,280
Speaker 1: weren't necessarily relative to my life. So I just wanted stories.

1262
01:06:17,320 --> 01:06:20,000
Speaker 1: I felt like things that actually happened to me, whether

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01:06:20,000 --> 01:06:22,240
Speaker 1: it be. But now white girls were clippings and stuff,

1264
01:06:22,280 --> 01:06:25,240
Speaker 1: so that was my main thing. It was like, you know, oh,

1265
01:06:25,480 --> 01:06:27,880
Speaker 1: how do I explain my way or my ponytail? And

1266
01:06:28,040 --> 01:06:32,200
Speaker 1: like all my white friends, now where we do you? Uh? No?

1267
01:06:32,760 --> 01:06:36,080
Speaker 1: But sometimes no tape ins, nothing, not right? Now, give

1268
01:06:36,120 --> 01:06:40,880
Speaker 1: gout something. What's the blackest thing you do? Um? Oh

1269
01:06:40,960 --> 01:06:44,440
Speaker 1: my gosh, you know I did so I did? Uh.

1270
01:06:44,560 --> 01:06:46,520
Speaker 1: And then I was making out with a guy and

1271
01:06:46,640 --> 01:06:48,400
Speaker 1: he felt the back of my hair and he was like,

1272
01:06:48,520 --> 01:06:52,720
Speaker 1: what is that? And when I stopped, that is so big.

1273
01:06:53,000 --> 01:06:55,080
Speaker 1: I got busted and I was like, oh man, but

1274
01:06:55,160 --> 01:06:58,560
Speaker 1: it looks so good. Everybody does it. It looks so good.

1275
01:06:58,800 --> 01:07:01,600
Speaker 1: It looks so healthy and so like full and I know,

1276
01:07:02,160 --> 01:07:04,240
Speaker 1: and also like if you get the right kind that

1277
01:07:04,280 --> 01:07:07,200
Speaker 1: are good enough for your hair, like the protectives to anyway, Okay,

1278
01:07:07,200 --> 01:07:08,880
Speaker 1: I won't get into because we should be talking about sex.

1279
01:07:08,960 --> 01:07:12,840
Speaker 1: But we have Katie in the house. When I say

1280
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Speaker 1: owner and creator of the company, and it's called Lavina Lavinia, Yes,

1281
01:07:17,920 --> 01:07:20,160
Speaker 1: every time I like i'm reading it, I think of, like,

1282
01:07:20,760 --> 01:07:25,040
Speaker 1: where did that come from? So she's like a Roman mistress? Okay,

1283
01:07:25,440 --> 01:07:28,560
Speaker 1: it's from a movie. Who's the famous Lavinia? It's like

1284
01:07:28,760 --> 01:07:32,720
Speaker 1: she's like a Roman mistress, like a goddess, Like it's

1285
01:07:32,800 --> 01:07:37,280
Speaker 1: from mythology? Why that become it's become like a popular

1286
01:07:37,360 --> 01:07:41,680
Speaker 1: first name too, okay, but why Roman mistress for the

1287
01:07:41,800 --> 01:07:43,920
Speaker 1: name of a I do. I actually keep trying to

1288
01:07:44,000 --> 01:07:45,520
Speaker 1: keep that on the download because I don't want to

1289
01:07:45,640 --> 01:07:49,840
Speaker 1: trigger anybody. So sometimes they say like mistress, yeah exactly.

1290
01:07:50,200 --> 01:07:52,000
Speaker 1: Everybody to listen to this has probably been one at

1291
01:07:52,040 --> 01:07:56,920
Speaker 1: some point, but yeah, what's Lavinia? So yeah, so it

1292
01:07:57,080 --> 01:07:59,920
Speaker 1: was just a sex guy basically. I mean, you're calm

1293
01:08:00,040 --> 01:08:03,880
Speaker 1: many that we're still talking about the name. Um. So

1294
01:08:04,080 --> 01:08:06,520
Speaker 1: our whole goal is to enhance people's sex life through cannabis.

1295
01:08:06,640 --> 01:08:08,280
Speaker 1: So all of the products that we're working on are

1296
01:08:08,320 --> 01:08:11,600
Speaker 1: exclusively designed to do that. We launched last year with

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01:08:11,720 --> 01:08:14,560
Speaker 1: the silicone based lubricant, and then we're working on some

1298
01:08:14,720 --> 01:08:17,439
Speaker 1: really exciting products where we're handsome. We're an R and

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Speaker 1: D for some anal sex products R and D research

1300
01:08:21,080 --> 01:08:24,840
Speaker 1: and development R and D. Oh wow, yeah, no, No,

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01:08:25,160 --> 01:08:26,680
Speaker 1: that's if you don't know what R and D is.

1302
01:08:26,720 --> 01:08:29,040
Speaker 1: You don't know whatever. Um, But if you'd like to

1303
01:08:29,120 --> 01:08:30,960
Speaker 1: try out the product, you can and give us feedback.

1304
01:08:31,040 --> 01:08:35,840
Speaker 1: That's essentially pussy. But like also at the same time,

1305
01:08:36,000 --> 01:08:39,760
Speaker 1: I do like smoking and sex. I've done, like, I

1306
01:08:39,800 --> 01:08:42,080
Speaker 1: don't know, I've had a lot of experiences with cannabis

1307
01:08:42,120 --> 01:08:44,960
Speaker 1: and sex. Some are good, some are bad. But I

1308
01:08:45,080 --> 01:08:48,120
Speaker 1: have heard of THHD and fused products. I just never

1309
01:08:48,800 --> 01:08:50,360
Speaker 1: I don't know, I never use them, but I'd be

1310
01:08:50,400 --> 01:08:52,000
Speaker 1: willing to try to louve. I have a new partner

1311
01:08:52,040 --> 01:08:56,800
Speaker 1: and we are using condoms, so oh great, I need help. Great. Um.

1312
01:08:56,960 --> 01:08:59,360
Speaker 1: Cannabis is a vaso dilator, which essentially means that it

1313
01:08:59,400 --> 01:09:01,679
Speaker 1: increases flow. So you know, like when you smoke weed

1314
01:09:01,720 --> 01:09:04,759
Speaker 1: and sometimes your eyes turn red. Basically the blood vessels

1315
01:09:04,800 --> 01:09:07,400
Speaker 1: are actually increasing in size and the blood flow is

1316
01:09:07,439 --> 01:09:10,080
Speaker 1: increasing as a result, and so the same thing happens.

1317
01:09:10,160 --> 01:09:16,080
Speaker 1: You're asking you are we are we talking about? You know?

1318
01:09:17,520 --> 01:09:19,280
Speaker 1: I'm just thinking where do I really need to be

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Speaker 1: opened up? And dilated,