WEBVTT - LECANTOUS GECKOUS (ft. Aminé) 0:00:01.000 --> 0:00:04.360 Hello, Hi, is this the gag? 0:00:05.240 --> 0:00:05.520 Yes? 0:00:06.040 --> 0:00:06.640 This car? Oh? 0:00:06.720 --> 0:00:09.080 Yeah, sorry, I don't know why. I'm so sorry. 0:00:10.000 --> 0:00:12.000 Why are you sorry? Why are you apologizing so much? 0:00:13.440 --> 0:00:15.400 I don't know. I'm just really interested. 0:00:15.440 --> 0:00:18.560 I guess what are you anxious about? 0:00:19.720 --> 0:00:21.800 I'm trying to figure out whether I'm on I just 0:00:21.920 --> 0:00:23.960 go on the state with this guy? 0:00:24.160 --> 0:00:24.599 Who is he? 0:00:26.520 --> 0:00:29.000 He's just I don't know, some random guy and the. 0:00:29.080 --> 0:00:32.960 Offhand or not some random guy you met off the internet, 0:00:35.159 --> 0:00:39.640 I mean and ohol University. 0:00:40.000 --> 0:00:42.080 Yeah, and he's like a you know, kind of like 0:00:42.120 --> 0:00:45.640 a big not a big deal, but like a medium deal. 0:00:45.680 --> 0:00:48.960 Here, he's a he's a medium deal here? 0:00:48.960 --> 0:00:49.320 What does that? 0:00:50.120 --> 0:00:50.919 What does that even mean? 0:00:50.960 --> 0:00:51.320 What is what? 0:00:51.400 --> 0:00:52.200 Is he a medium deal? 0:00:52.560 --> 0:00:52.640 Like? 0:00:52.720 --> 0:00:56.960 He plays the sport that like gets him like not 0:00:57.200 --> 0:00:59.320 like I don't know, he plays the sport and he 0:00:59.440 --> 0:01:01.360 is like a lot of attention for the sports that 0:01:01.480 --> 0:01:02.240 he plays. 0:01:02.640 --> 0:01:04.400 Oh interesting, What is a football player? 0:01:06.720 --> 0:01:07.440 I don't know. 0:01:07.800 --> 0:01:09.560 You might listen to this. I don't know if I 0:01:09.560 --> 0:01:12.280 should say, Okay, so. 0:01:12.240 --> 0:01:14.959 He's a football player. Well, okay, let me ask you this. 0:01:15.080 --> 0:01:17.720 You're you're asking whether or not you should be going 0:01:17.760 --> 0:01:20.000 on the state with this guy you met on the internet. 0:01:20.280 --> 0:01:26.000 Now something about him, something about him maybe maybe maybe 0:01:26.080 --> 0:01:28.039 it's if that thing is just you thought he was cute, 0:01:28.080 --> 0:01:32.039 whatever that thing is, something about him made you say 0:01:32.120 --> 0:01:34.920 yes in the first place, or possibly something about you 0:01:35.720 --> 0:01:39.080 made you say yes in the first place, but something. 0:01:40.440 --> 0:01:41.200 Made you say yes. 0:01:41.240 --> 0:01:41.920 What was that thing? 0:01:44.880 --> 0:01:46.320 He was funny? 0:01:46.720 --> 0:01:49.040 He was funny, he got he. 0:01:49.120 --> 0:01:53.040 Likes my tons. 0:01:53.640 --> 0:01:56.960 Okay, so you had not a not a you had 0:01:56.960 --> 0:02:03.840 a creeping idea, uh that this guy uh might get 0:02:03.920 --> 0:02:06.360 you and your and your vibes, which is you know, 0:02:06.440 --> 0:02:08.040 important to people. 0:02:08.560 --> 0:02:11.040 I mean, I think that he likes me as I 0:02:11.120 --> 0:02:16.080 am now, but like who I was last year and like, 0:02:16.160 --> 0:02:18.680 you know, basically the most of my life is someone 0:02:18.680 --> 0:02:21.919 that he probably wouldn't give, you know, a second glance at. 0:02:21.960 --> 0:02:25.240 Like I used to be extremely like overweight, and I've 0:02:25.280 --> 0:02:27.360 lost a lot of weight, and you know, the last 0:02:27.440 --> 0:02:30.560 couple of years, and it's just been, you know, really 0:02:30.680 --> 0:02:33.400 hard adjusting to this new body. Like when I was 0:02:33.440 --> 0:02:36.560 like overweight, I was so confident and now that I'm like, 0:02:37.120 --> 0:02:40.480 you know, skinny, everyone's like you look great, and I 0:02:40.560 --> 0:02:42.160 just feel terrible. 0:02:42.639 --> 0:02:49.640 And he's sort of really you feel less confident after 0:02:49.680 --> 0:02:55.520 you lost weight. Yeah, interesting are you are you are 0:02:55.600 --> 0:02:58.320 you comfortable into into going into into why you feel 0:02:58.320 --> 0:03:00.680 that way. 0:03:00.800 --> 0:03:03.440 Yeah, I mean because you know, I grew up like 0:03:03.720 --> 0:03:05.520 I was like kind of like bullied, which is the same, 0:03:06.080 --> 0:03:08.640 but when I was big, and it's just like I 0:03:08.720 --> 0:03:11.160 kind of knew everything that was going to come after me, 0:03:11.320 --> 0:03:13.400 like you know what a kid's gonna say, like, oh, 0:03:13.440 --> 0:03:16.560 you're fat, and it's like I, you know, already knew 0:03:16.600 --> 0:03:19.079 it was coming. So it never really like stung that much. 0:03:19.240 --> 0:03:23.080 You know, I was put in fat camp, and it's 0:03:23.080 --> 0:03:24.720 just like, you know, that's how I loved My whole 0:03:24.840 --> 0:03:27.600 entire life, was like overcoming all of the stuff that 0:03:27.639 --> 0:03:31.000 comes up being fat, and I just you know, took 0:03:31.040 --> 0:03:33.400 the pandemic and I'm just like I'm just gonna lose 0:03:33.400 --> 0:03:35.760 the light for me, and I did. But now I 0:03:35.800 --> 0:03:39.040 don't feel like me anymore. Like I just feel like, 0:03:39.240 --> 0:03:40.880 you know, I look in the mirror and I'm just 0:03:40.920 --> 0:03:44.880 like I just feel like uncomfortable. I don't feel beautiful 0:03:44.920 --> 0:03:46.880 like I did, and I'm just like, you know, overweight. 0:03:46.960 --> 0:03:49.720 I guess like I felt like that was more like 0:03:49.720 --> 0:03:50.240 the real me. 0:03:53.280 --> 0:03:56.040 I'm sorry, No, I don't be sorry. 0:03:56.480 --> 0:04:01.960 What was I gonna say? So because okay, because what 0:04:01.960 --> 0:04:03.720 I was going to ask you when you said to 0:04:03.760 --> 0:04:05.960 me just now, I think this guy likes me as 0:04:05.960 --> 0:04:07.360 I am now, but he wouldn't have liked who I 0:04:07.440 --> 0:04:10.040 was before. But I was going to ask you was 0:04:10.280 --> 0:04:15.080 do you like who you are now? And you appear 0:04:15.160 --> 0:04:18.000 to be telling me that that that you don't. 0:04:20.880 --> 0:04:24.520 I just don't know this person, you know, okay, like 0:04:24.640 --> 0:04:28.280 this body, like I don't know who whose person is? 0:04:28.320 --> 0:04:29.920 Like I just you know. 0:04:32.320 --> 0:04:36.680 What, can I ask you the girl? Can I ask you? 0:04:36.680 --> 0:04:36.880 You? 0:04:36.880 --> 0:04:40.800 You why you why you initially made the decision to 0:04:40.839 --> 0:04:41.320 lose weight? 0:04:43.520 --> 0:04:46.760 I mean, I was just it was just like the pandemic, 0:04:46.839 --> 0:04:49.560 like I didn't really have I don't know, I just 0:04:49.720 --> 0:04:53.400 you know, wanted to do something. I guess like I 0:04:53.440 --> 0:04:56.320 don't know. I mean part of me was just like 0:04:56.400 --> 0:04:59.200 maybe if I come off this pandemic skinning, like I 0:04:59.200 --> 0:05:03.400 would feel about its but obviously not. 0:05:06.279 --> 0:05:13.320 Can I ask uh what what sorts of like lifestyle 0:05:13.520 --> 0:05:17.800 changes or or or methods you took on to lose 0:05:18.040 --> 0:05:18.760 to lose the weight? 0:05:20.880 --> 0:05:22.760 So like I was like working out, like why I 0:05:22.800 --> 0:05:26.200 work out slice a day, like radically, like changed my 0:05:26.320 --> 0:05:30.839 diet like nonprocessed to no sugars, just like all the 0:05:30.839 --> 0:05:33.040 stuff that makes you happy is not allowed in much 0:05:33.800 --> 0:05:38.000 pantry or my house sort of like feel. 0:05:40.480 --> 0:05:43.960 And you know so, I mean, regardless of like how 0:05:44.040 --> 0:05:51.400 you feel in your quote new body, those lifestyle changes, 0:05:51.800 --> 0:05:56.240 like the decision to work out more, the decision to 0:05:56.279 --> 0:05:59.360 cut certain stuff out of your diet. Have those choices 0:05:59.640 --> 0:06:04.480 in a themselves made you feel better or have they 0:06:04.480 --> 0:06:05.440 made you feel worse? 0:06:07.480 --> 0:06:08.000 I mean. 0:06:09.640 --> 0:06:13.000 At first it was just like better, Like I felt 0:06:13.000 --> 0:06:18.200 like lighter, happier at first, and then like we came 0:06:18.240 --> 0:06:20.480 out of the pandemic, and then we were dealing with 0:06:20.520 --> 0:06:23.120 people and it's just like everyone's like, wow, I haven't 0:06:23.160 --> 0:06:25.040 seen you in so long. You look so beautiful, you 0:06:25.080 --> 0:06:28.080 look so great, and it's just like like what was 0:06:28.120 --> 0:06:32.960 I before? You know, I mean I've always been great, right, 0:06:33.040 --> 0:06:36.440 Like that should be you know, it shouldn't matter to 0:06:36.560 --> 0:06:38.560 you what I look like. I mean, I think I'm 0:06:38.560 --> 0:06:40.839 a good person and I feel like that's what makes 0:06:40.880 --> 0:06:41.919 me great sometimes. 0:06:42.839 --> 0:06:46.479 M hm. Have you have you spoken to Do you 0:06:46.480 --> 0:06:47.360 have a real therapist? 0:06:49.520 --> 0:06:52.320 Yeah, well I'm thinking about well I had one before 0:06:52.400 --> 0:06:54.520 when I was like you no, coming out of that camp. 0:06:55.040 --> 0:06:58.799 But I'm thinking about like getting another one, I guess, 0:06:59.400 --> 0:07:02.880 but as of right now, like I don't feel like 0:07:02.920 --> 0:07:06.400 I might just you know, not go on the date 0:07:06.440 --> 0:07:09.600 and just sort of like ghost him. Maybe I don't know. 0:07:09.680 --> 0:07:10.720 I feel like that's you know. 0:07:10.720 --> 0:07:12.560 Because well because you're I was gonna say about the 0:07:12.640 --> 0:07:15.480 date and about this guy and all that stuff. Is that, like, 0:07:16.600 --> 0:07:20.520 you know what, I don't know what you like want? Well, 0:07:20.560 --> 0:07:22.240 can I ask youself? What what do you want like 0:07:22.280 --> 0:07:28.080 this date? Like ideally, what do you like want out 0:07:28.120 --> 0:07:29.640 of it? Like, like, are you like, are you trying 0:07:29.640 --> 0:07:31.520 to hook up with this guy? Are you like thinking, 0:07:31.640 --> 0:07:33.400 you know, you want to like get into like a 0:07:33.520 --> 0:07:36.400 relationship or just going to like have fun for a night, 0:07:36.480 --> 0:07:38.640 just getting to know a new person? Like what what 0:07:38.640 --> 0:07:44.200 what's the ideal? What would be your ideal outcome from this? 0:07:45.120 --> 0:07:46.600 Just having fun meeting in the person? 0:07:48.080 --> 0:07:48.480 Yeah? 0:07:49.200 --> 0:07:54.880 Sure, sure, okay, I think if okay, So I mean look, 0:07:54.920 --> 0:07:56.800 I think if you're just you know, trying to have 0:07:56.840 --> 0:07:59.400 fun and meet a new person just for the sake 0:07:59.440 --> 0:08:03.280 of having fun meeting no person, I don't think it's 0:08:03.280 --> 0:08:04.920 a terrible idea to go on the date. But also 0:08:04.960 --> 0:08:09.200 I mean that said, like, you know, if you're experiencing 0:08:09.240 --> 0:08:14.360 a lot of anxiety about it, and it would just 0:08:14.520 --> 0:08:18.840 like relieve all of that anxiety to not go. That's 0:08:18.840 --> 0:08:26.320 fine too, There's nothing wrong with it because I mean, look, 0:08:26.360 --> 0:08:28.080 you don't have to tell him anything you're not comfortable 0:08:28.200 --> 0:08:30.480 telling him. I don't think in dating, you know, people 0:08:30.520 --> 0:08:34.680 really owe each other that much or whatever. But yeah, 0:08:34.720 --> 0:08:36.160 I mean, you know you can just tell him you're 0:08:36.160 --> 0:08:46.080 not feeling good, and you know that's that's really it. Okay, Yeah, 0:08:46.120 --> 0:08:49.960 for sure, you know, because it sounds like and here's 0:08:50.000 --> 0:08:53.679 another thing, and it doesn't sound like this is what 0:08:53.720 --> 0:08:56.599 you're doing. But we're like a lot of people that 0:08:56.760 --> 0:08:59.400 like go on dates to like, you know, because they 0:08:59.400 --> 0:09:01.920 feel like something is missing so they got to find 0:09:01.920 --> 0:09:04.520 that like in another person or whatever. But it kind 0:09:04.600 --> 0:09:09.000 of sounds like you've got, you know, some legitimate issues 0:09:09.280 --> 0:09:12.680 you know going on, you know, with with your own 0:09:12.720 --> 0:09:16.040 feelings about yourself that would would probably benefit you to 0:09:16.080 --> 0:09:20.320 focus on before like, you know, trying trying to bring 0:09:20.360 --> 0:09:26.760 another person into the mix. Another variable. 0:09:26.800 --> 0:09:27.520 If you will. 0:09:31.520 --> 0:09:34.320 Go see a real therapist, I'm very curious what they 0:09:34.320 --> 0:09:37.960 would say. And it sounds like you have things that 0:09:38.000 --> 0:09:40.520 would be helpful to talk through with someone who knows 0:09:40.720 --> 0:09:42.840 what they're talking about. 0:09:44.280 --> 0:09:44.760 Interesting. 0:09:45.000 --> 0:09:47.840 Yeah, okay. Can I ask you a question before I 0:09:47.880 --> 0:09:48.680 get off real quick? 0:09:49.120 --> 0:09:50.120 What's up? 0:09:52.000 --> 0:09:53.400 Did you fart into the like? 0:09:54.200 --> 0:09:55.440 Yeah? Yeah, I did? 0:09:56.280 --> 0:09:58.600 Okay, How what was that? 0:09:58.720 --> 0:09:58.800 Like? 0:10:01.640 --> 0:10:06.760 It's liberating, I think to just fart into the mic. 0:10:06.800 --> 0:10:09.760 I mean, the idea of it appeal to me. 0:10:11.720 --> 0:10:13.840 Interesting. Did it feel like it was just like in 0:10:13.880 --> 0:10:15.520 your face? Like did you regret it? 0:10:16.600 --> 0:10:16.720 No? 0:10:16.760 --> 0:10:17.640 I didn't regret it at all. 0:10:20.400 --> 0:10:22.240 If you put that on a sock, I would buy it. 0:10:23.720 --> 0:10:25.720 If I put that on a sock like me farting 0:10:25.720 --> 0:10:31.560 onto the microphone. Yes, okay, I'll consider doing that. 0:10:33.400 --> 0:10:37.560 Thank you so much anytime. Have a good night, Paul. 0:10:37.640 --> 0:10:40.400 From Joe Joe. 0:10:41.440 --> 0:10:42.199 Oh hey, how're we going? 0:10:42.240 --> 0:10:42.400 Man? 0:10:42.480 --> 0:10:43.320 I didn't think i'd get on. 0:10:44.360 --> 0:10:48.520 I didn't think anyone would ever call into this stream ever. 0:10:49.240 --> 0:10:53.319 So we're in equal states of disbelief as to where 0:10:53.320 --> 0:10:54.680 we currently are right now. 0:10:55.440 --> 0:10:57.040 Nice, I'm stoked to be here, man, How are. 0:10:56.920 --> 0:10:59.200 You stoked to have you here? What's your name? 0:11:00.320 --> 0:11:00.600 Joe? 0:11:01.559 --> 0:11:05.880 Joe Joe? What's the what? What is the worst part 0:11:06.000 --> 0:11:09.600 of you? What's the what makes people not like you? 0:11:10.640 --> 0:11:10.880 Oh? 0:11:11.080 --> 0:11:11.320 God? 0:11:12.320 --> 0:11:16.360 What's the worst part of me? I have, I can, 0:11:16.480 --> 0:11:18.680 I can have an anger issue. I'm working on that, 0:11:18.840 --> 0:11:21.760 but I definitely I can definitely get mad sometimes. 0:11:22.080 --> 0:11:26.240 What makes you angry? 0:11:24.960 --> 0:11:29.839 A lot of times and this is maybe telling on 0:11:29.920 --> 0:11:31.400 my immaturity a little bit, but a lot of times 0:11:31.400 --> 0:11:34.320 it can do that technology, like with my phone or something, 0:11:34.320 --> 0:11:36.600 when I pay for something and then it doesn't work 0:11:36.720 --> 0:11:38.360 like the way it's supposed to do, like phone service 0:11:38.480 --> 0:11:41.240 or video games or something. Little things that build up. 0:11:43.360 --> 0:11:45.080 And how do you deal with this anger? Do you 0:11:45.120 --> 0:11:47.320 ever lash out? Do you ever you ever broken any 0:11:47.360 --> 0:11:49.960 phones or pos? 0:11:50.000 --> 0:11:54.920 Definitely definitely have phones and phones and broken a couple. Uh, yeah, 0:11:54.960 --> 0:11:56.480 for sure broke. 0:11:58.280 --> 0:12:00.719 What's what's your body count in terms terms of how 0:12:00.720 --> 0:12:04.280 many tear drops would would be tattooed on your face 0:12:05.559 --> 0:12:08.079 to represent how many iPhones destroyed? 0:12:08.960 --> 0:12:12.760 iPhone? I think I've only broke one iPhone, but it 0:12:12.760 --> 0:12:14.920 would be a lot higher if you counted flip phones. 0:12:15.240 --> 0:12:16.720 I've worked on it a little bit. I'm a little 0:12:16.720 --> 0:12:20.240 better to circle twenty twelve. I was breaking them left 0:12:20.240 --> 0:12:20.480 and right. 0:12:20.520 --> 0:12:22.880 Probably how many phones did you break in the year 0:12:22.920 --> 0:12:23.640 twenty twelve? 0:12:24.679 --> 0:12:27.400 At least four or five? Wow? And I was broke 0:12:27.480 --> 0:12:28.600 back then, So it's a lot for me. 0:12:29.679 --> 0:12:31.440 What and they were all flip phones? 0:12:32.120 --> 0:12:34.439 Yeah, yeah, mostly all those were phones? Yeah? 0:12:34.559 --> 0:12:35.760 What were they doing to piss you off? 0:12:35.760 --> 0:12:36.160 So much? 0:12:37.720 --> 0:12:37.800 Like? 0:12:38.000 --> 0:12:40.240 Uh, you know, I call somebody and the call get 0:12:40.320 --> 0:12:43.480 dropped or it was kind of like on the cusp 0:12:43.559 --> 0:12:46.200 of like or at least for me, when small phone's 0:12:46.200 --> 0:12:48.480 coming out, so like I would try to like use 0:12:48.480 --> 0:12:50.959 the app or you know, something that wouldn't work right, 0:12:51.040 --> 0:12:53.320 a little thing and I'd be like, oh, this piece 0:12:53.320 --> 0:12:55.360 of shit and I'd throw it and then I'd be like, oh, 0:12:55.400 --> 0:12:57.319 I just broke my phone, and I'd be sad. 0:12:57.559 --> 0:13:00.560 I'm not trying to meme on you. But I phones 0:13:00.640 --> 0:13:01.880 were like way a. 0:13:01.840 --> 0:13:05.920 Thing, oh for sure, for sure. But for me I 0:13:06.400 --> 0:13:07.960 couldn't afford them yet. 0:13:08.200 --> 0:13:09.080 Oh sure, sure. 0:13:09.280 --> 0:13:11.199 I remember in high school they what like two thousand 0:13:11.200 --> 0:13:13.880 and five six, that's when they started coming out probably before. 0:13:13.679 --> 0:13:20.040 That, Yeah, something like that. Yeah, m hmm what other 0:13:20.120 --> 0:13:22.920 what other forms of technology bother you? 0:13:24.280 --> 0:13:25.520 Hm? 0:13:25.559 --> 0:13:29.440 Tonight? Actually? Uh, I didn't get mad or break anything, 0:13:29.480 --> 0:13:31.640 but a record player. The needle broke on me, and 0:13:31.679 --> 0:13:34.160 that kind of pissed me off because I just got 0:13:34.200 --> 0:13:36.920 my wife a record for give her. An early Christmas 0:13:36.920 --> 0:13:38.880 present and then took it out to put it in 0:13:38.880 --> 0:13:41.760 their records and then it was broken. So that was shitty. 0:13:42.360 --> 0:13:44.720 Did you break it or did it break it? 0:13:44.840 --> 0:13:46.640 Just it was just broken. I don't know, Uh, I 0:13:46.679 --> 0:13:48.640 don't know what happened to. Maybe somebody bumped it or something. 0:13:48.679 --> 0:13:49.000 I don't know. 0:13:49.240 --> 0:13:51.600 Needle fell. It was a cheap record player, but still annoying. 0:13:52.360 --> 0:13:53.680 Mm. It was really annoying. 0:13:55.600 --> 0:13:58.280 M hmm. I'm trying to think of more productive things 0:13:58.320 --> 0:14:01.400 you could do with your anger. Well, let's say, instead 0:14:01.400 --> 0:14:03.920 of well here's the thing, instead of hurting phones. 0:14:03.559 --> 0:14:09.000 You could you could hurt whoever's standing next to you. 0:14:09.600 --> 0:14:10.400 That's true. 0:14:11.240 --> 0:14:14.280 Yeah, there was just one time. This was a long 0:14:14.320 --> 0:14:17.840 time ago, but we were building the halfpipe in the backyard. 0:14:17.960 --> 0:14:21.080 Me and my friends gained a lot. Yeah, yeah, we didn't. 0:14:21.280 --> 0:14:23.200 We were young. We were kids, so my parents didn't 0:14:23.200 --> 0:14:25.440 mat me have power tools, and so we got this 0:14:25.480 --> 0:14:27.120 neighbor to like pre cut a lot of the wood 0:14:27.160 --> 0:14:29.680 for us. And there was this one like two buffour 0:14:29.760 --> 0:14:32.160 that was cut a little too long, and so instead 0:14:32.160 --> 0:14:33.760 of like going back and getting the dune to cut 0:14:33.760 --> 0:14:35.960 that one two before, we tried to cut it with 0:14:35.960 --> 0:14:38.120 a handsaw and it was me and my friend and 0:14:38.200 --> 0:14:39.960 he was holding or I was holding the saw and 0:14:40.000 --> 0:14:41.440 he had his foot on it. And then I was 0:14:41.440 --> 0:14:44.640 trying to saw it and uh it slipped and I 0:14:44.680 --> 0:14:47.760 slid the flaw across my finger and almost like I 0:14:47.760 --> 0:14:51.240 cut it pretty much for the bone. I had to like, yeah, 0:14:51.280 --> 0:14:53.520 and I punched them so hard in the leg. I 0:14:53.520 --> 0:14:55.600 felt so bad. Later he was like, oh no, dude, 0:14:55.600 --> 0:14:58.840 you're good. I totally get it, but like, definitely definitely 0:14:58.880 --> 0:15:00.640 gave him a really bad charlie or sin a leg. 0:15:00.760 --> 0:15:01.720 Just have a gut reaction. 0:15:02.520 --> 0:15:07.120 That's I mean, that's pretty metal. That could go well 0:15:07.160 --> 0:15:09.760 with your like skater, you know, I feel like you do. 0:15:09.920 --> 0:15:11.880 I feel like you don't escape the skate life without 0:15:12.320 --> 0:15:14.680 at least a little bit of scars damage. 0:15:14.760 --> 0:15:17.720 Yeah, usually you do it wall skating, but sometimes, you know, 0:15:17.840 --> 0:15:19.480 you just try to cut a finger off every once 0:15:19.520 --> 0:15:19.960 in a while. 0:15:20.440 --> 0:15:21.240 What's your name again? 0:15:22.000 --> 0:15:22.120 Uh? 0:15:22.240 --> 0:15:22.480 Joe? 0:15:23.160 --> 0:15:23.320 Joe? 0:15:23.360 --> 0:15:24.640 Is there anything else you would like to say before 0:15:24.680 --> 0:15:24.880 we go? 0:15:26.160 --> 0:15:28.720 Uh? No, man, Thanks for having me of course, Thanks 0:15:28.760 --> 0:15:34.680 for going all right? Bye Paul from lou we. 0:15:36.960 --> 0:15:40.120 Lou Wile. 0:15:41.200 --> 0:15:43.240 Where am I Am I in? Like a car right 0:15:43.280 --> 0:15:44.720 now or something? Where are we. 0:15:47.160 --> 0:15:49.040 Uh, we are in a car. We're actually in a 0:15:49.040 --> 0:15:49.600 mail truck. 0:15:50.640 --> 0:15:53.000 You're in a mail tre you're delivering mail right now. 0:15:54.000 --> 0:15:55.560 I currently am delivering mail. 0:15:55.640 --> 0:15:59.280 Yes, can we Can you open someone's mail and we 0:15:59.280 --> 0:16:00.240 can read it to other? 0:16:00.320 --> 0:16:01.840 Or is that it's illegal? Right? 0:16:03.040 --> 0:16:05.560 Yeah, it's totally illegal, not allowed to do all that. 0:16:07.600 --> 0:16:11.000 But what about like, isn't there mail that like are 0:16:11.040 --> 0:16:15.320 you try to deliver it and it doesn't? They it does? 0:16:15.360 --> 0:16:17.480 It bounces or whatever, and can't we can't? We can 0:16:17.480 --> 0:16:20.760 we read that mail? The ship mail, the the mail 0:16:20.800 --> 0:16:21.440 that didn't work? 0:16:22.760 --> 0:16:26.400 I mean, you know, if someone shipped like a postcard 0:16:26.400 --> 0:16:28.800 that's just like out in the open, you accidentally kind 0:16:28.800 --> 0:16:30.960 of glance at it, like try not to. 0:16:31.120 --> 0:16:35.120 But you know, there's no way you could accidentally glance 0:16:35.160 --> 0:16:38.640 at a postcard and accidentally read it aloud on a 0:16:38.680 --> 0:16:42.680 stream for hundreds of people, could you. 0:16:42.720 --> 0:16:43.480 No? Probably not. 0:16:43.520 --> 0:16:45.920 I haven't seen any postcards. Actually, whoa, there's. 0:16:45.680 --> 0:16:46.240 One right here? 0:16:46.480 --> 0:16:54.800 See yeah, I have no idea. 0:16:54.800 --> 0:16:55.120 What that's that? 0:16:55.400 --> 0:16:56.320 Have terrible handwriting? 0:16:56.360 --> 0:16:58.280 Never mind? Sorry? 0:16:59.480 --> 0:17:00.520 What what is the oh? 0:17:00.520 --> 0:17:02.400 What is the worst thing about delivering mail? 0:17:04.080 --> 0:17:04.600 Amazon? 0:17:06.480 --> 0:17:06.640 Why? 0:17:06.680 --> 0:17:07.160 Amazon? 0:17:08.359 --> 0:17:12.719 Because we get countless Amazon packages we have to deliver 0:17:13.000 --> 0:17:16.479 on top of all the mail, which is very shitty. 0:17:17.280 --> 0:17:19.920 I thought, doesn't Amazon have doesn't they don't they have 0:17:20.920 --> 0:17:24.119 Amazon trucks that deliver Amazon shit. I thought there was 0:17:24.160 --> 0:17:27.480 their whole thing. Is they got a thing? Yeah, most do. 0:17:27.760 --> 0:17:31.120 Most cities do have that. But yeah, the city I'm 0:17:31.160 --> 0:17:35.360 currently living in, uh yeah, everything comes from like Portland 0:17:36.160 --> 0:17:38.640 and just straight to the post offices because we don't 0:17:38.680 --> 0:17:40.760 have a distribution center, so they just go straight to 0:17:40.800 --> 0:17:43.120 the post offices and we have to really stuck with it, 0:17:43.480 --> 0:17:46.360 so we have to like, yeah, deliver it on top 0:17:46.400 --> 0:17:49.600 of all the letters and packages we also get. 0:17:50.680 --> 0:17:53.040 So but here's what I look at is you're already 0:17:53.080 --> 0:17:58.520 You're already okay, hold on, I might be stupid, but 0:17:59.720 --> 0:18:02.159 if you're all right, I assume you have like a 0:18:02.280 --> 0:18:05.320 zone right that you fucking deliver mail to all the time. 0:18:07.200 --> 0:18:10.320 I'm like a new like somewhat new. I've been delivering 0:18:10.320 --> 0:18:11.879 for like nine months, so like I'm. 0:18:12.359 --> 0:18:16.280 Like a CCA, like you're greener than me. 0:18:18.520 --> 0:18:21.960 Yeah, a city carrier assistant. So like I literally do 0:18:22.000 --> 0:18:25.440 a different route almost every day, and I just moved stations. 0:18:25.440 --> 0:18:27.160 They kind of just like throw me around like wherever 0:18:27.160 --> 0:18:27.800 the hell they want. 0:18:28.480 --> 0:18:32.840 Well, okay, But what all that to say is you're 0:18:32.880 --> 0:18:36.880 going the route, Why does it even matter how many more? 0:18:37.080 --> 0:18:39.240 I mean, you're there anyway. Why does it even matter 0:18:39.240 --> 0:18:40.840 how many packages you have to deliver? 0:18:40.920 --> 0:18:42.040 If you're already you. 0:18:42.000 --> 0:18:44.320 Would you would think that you would think that, but 0:18:44.520 --> 0:18:47.399 like because you just have to stop a lot and 0:18:47.440 --> 0:18:49.880 like get out and like drop you know, a package 0:18:49.920 --> 0:18:53.040 at someone's doorstep, and like me, right now, I'm like 0:18:53.160 --> 0:18:55.480 driving around this block in a circle because I missed 0:18:55.480 --> 0:18:58.560 a bunch and like, yeah, trying to figure figure out 0:18:58.600 --> 0:19:00.159 how to finish this it. 0:19:01.200 --> 0:19:03.639 Do you meet a lot of people on the on 0:19:03.680 --> 0:19:10.480 the route? Have you encountered any interesting, friendly or hostile characters? 0:19:11.520 --> 0:19:12.080 Yeah? 0:19:12.320 --> 0:19:15.800 Yeah, tell me about one of them in particular that 0:19:15.840 --> 0:19:16.919 you can that you could think of. 0:19:17.920 --> 0:19:21.240 Oh god, I mean usually most people are pretty nice 0:19:21.280 --> 0:19:23.280 and like they just like to, you know, like wave 0:19:23.359 --> 0:19:25.920 and stuff and just feel like thanks for your service, 0:19:26.040 --> 0:19:28.320 like in the military or something, which is kind of weird. 0:19:28.359 --> 0:19:29.000 That's pretty cool. 0:19:30.160 --> 0:19:32.600 I mean yeah, but I don't, I don't know. 0:19:33.280 --> 0:19:35.400 You should start acting like a fucking dick about it, though. 0:19:35.400 --> 0:19:35.720 You should. 0:19:35.760 --> 0:19:38.080 Like when people say thank you for your service, you're like, yeah, 0:19:38.960 --> 0:19:42.480 that's right, You're fucking welcome. 0:19:45.160 --> 0:19:49.160 Yeah, deliver pool noodles to you for no reason. 0:19:49.800 --> 0:19:55.560 Delivers blow water in people's faces. 0:19:55.080 --> 0:20:02.280 Them off, damn it, just I'd call at the perfect time. 0:20:02.720 --> 0:20:05.040 In the last collar, he said his name was Weed, 0:20:05.359 --> 0:20:07.680 so I thought it'd be funny to call myself blue Weed. 0:20:08.920 --> 0:20:10.800 Oh I didn't realize that that was a that was 0:20:10.800 --> 0:20:11.360 a reference. 0:20:12.920 --> 0:20:14.000 Yeah, I don't know. 0:20:16.920 --> 0:20:18.280 Have you ever been bit by a dog? 0:20:20.480 --> 0:20:20.920 Oh? 0:20:20.960 --> 0:20:24.719 Shit, no I haven't, but I've been charged that many times. 0:20:24.760 --> 0:20:27.919 And then like the owner of the dog is just like, no, 0:20:27.960 --> 0:20:30.480 it's all right. He's like super nice. I'll he's like 0:20:30.480 --> 0:20:32.359 like foaming at the mouth, like he just wants to 0:20:32.440 --> 0:20:34.520 bite my face off. I'm like, oh, yeah, I'm sure 0:20:34.520 --> 0:20:35.320 it's very nice. 0:20:36.000 --> 0:20:38.680 I don't know if you do. If you do get 0:20:38.680 --> 0:20:40.000 bit by a dog, I hope that. 0:20:41.440 --> 0:20:44.520 You survive, but that you get a cool enough scar 0:20:45.480 --> 0:20:47.439 that you can show it to people and go, this 0:20:47.520 --> 0:20:50.240 is my this is my battle scar. This is what 0:20:50.400 --> 0:20:54.400 I go through day in day out. That you motherfuckers 0:20:54.400 --> 0:20:55.399 can get your pool. 0:20:55.119 --> 0:20:59.320 Noddles, Yeah, that would be kind of cool. I guess 0:20:59.320 --> 0:21:01.359 if you know you can die or something. 0:21:01.480 --> 0:21:02.400 I feel like, is. 0:21:02.359 --> 0:21:04.520 There is there anything else in particular that you want 0:21:04.520 --> 0:21:05.520 to talk about before we go. 0:21:07.359 --> 0:21:09.920 I got my bike stolen last night this morning, which 0:21:10.000 --> 0:21:14.760 kind of sucks. That's like the only the craziest thing that's. 0:21:14.600 --> 0:21:15.359 Happened to me in a while. 0:21:15.440 --> 0:21:17.280 I've been riding every day to work because I live 0:21:17.400 --> 0:21:20.560 like somewhat close to the downtown post office. I work out. 0:21:20.960 --> 0:21:23.399 Well, listen, here's the thing. And I know you're a 0:21:23.440 --> 0:21:25.600 bit of a goodie two shoes, but I'll leave you 0:21:25.640 --> 0:21:31.240 with this. You do have a whole truck full of 0:21:31.480 --> 0:21:35.199 fucking stuff. There's a bike. I mean, I know that 0:21:35.240 --> 0:21:38.280 you like to play it straight, but there's a fucking you. 0:21:37.880 --> 0:21:40.200 Have a bike in your bike? 0:21:40.320 --> 0:21:44.399 Now, No, there's a bike in there, for sure. I 0:21:44.440 --> 0:21:47.320 want to look. Chat won't tell anyone. I won't tell anyone. 0:21:49.520 --> 0:21:52.400 Restore balance to the universe by stealing someone else's bike. 0:21:52.840 --> 0:21:54.040 That's my recommendation for you. 0:21:55.000 --> 0:21:56.760 Is that how you restore balance? I thought that's like 0:21:56.840 --> 0:22:01.040 putting out more negative energy? 0:22:01.040 --> 0:22:02.199 Oh anything? 0:22:02.200 --> 0:22:03.879 Maybe I don't know. I don't know anything about anything. 0:22:03.920 --> 0:22:07.960 What's your name again, Oh Louis Louis. Good luck to 0:22:08.000 --> 0:22:10.639 you and your male delivering adventures. And I hope that 0:22:10.680 --> 0:22:11.720 a dog does not about you. 0:22:13.119 --> 0:22:13.760 Thank you, sir. 0:22:14.080 --> 0:22:15.280 Great talking to you, mister Geg. 0:22:16.400 --> 0:22:19.800 All Right, we got a phone call, Brady. 0:22:21.400 --> 0:22:23.240 Oh no way, you actually just answered. 0:22:24.640 --> 0:22:25.359 What's up, Brady? 0:22:25.680 --> 0:22:28.080 I've been calling for like weeks. 0:22:29.000 --> 0:22:32.080 I am here. We are on the phone together, Brady. 0:22:33.960 --> 0:22:37.840 We listen before we before anything. It's okay if there's 0:22:37.840 --> 0:22:39.240 not But is there anything in particular that you want 0:22:39.320 --> 0:22:41.280 to talk about. 0:22:40.960 --> 0:22:42.360 A little bit? Yeah? 0:22:42.440 --> 0:22:42.920 What's up? 0:22:43.800 --> 0:22:46.400 All right? So it's just a story over the weekend 0:22:46.960 --> 0:22:50.320 and last weekend too. So over the past couple of weeks, 0:22:50.880 --> 0:22:52.800 me and my friends and a couple of kids in 0:22:52.880 --> 0:22:57.760 my grade, I've been throwing like mean parties at my 0:22:57.800 --> 0:23:02.399 friend's cottage and so oh this is this one homecoming party, right, 0:23:02.440 --> 0:23:04.720 it was after homecoming. Everybody was there. We're all hanging 0:23:04.720 --> 0:23:09.240 out and we're just going crazy. And like I wake 0:23:09.320 --> 0:23:10.639 up at like five in the morning, and let me 0:23:10.680 --> 0:23:14.360 tell you, dude, I was like sweating, like sweating like crazy, 0:23:14.600 --> 0:23:15.959 and I had just to get up and I had 0:23:16.000 --> 0:23:20.000 to ship. Mind you, this is a cottage, right, so 0:23:20.119 --> 0:23:22.560 it's seasonal. I gotta stand up real quick. This is 0:23:22.600 --> 0:23:26.240 a cottage. It was it's seasonal, so there's no plumbing, right, 0:23:26.400 --> 0:23:28.680 And I just got to go. Everybody to sleep, but 0:23:28.720 --> 0:23:30.600 I couldn't hold it right. So I go in there 0:23:30.600 --> 0:23:32.000 and I just go crazy. It was one of those ships. 0:23:32.000 --> 0:23:33.760 Whe I'm just grabbing the wall, you feel me, right? 0:23:34.160 --> 0:23:36.240 And then I looked down and like there's no fucking 0:23:36.240 --> 0:23:39.439 toilet paper. Everybody's asleep, and I just shit in some 0:23:39.520 --> 0:23:42.840 gross cottage, right, Like I am I fucked? And so 0:23:43.440 --> 0:23:47.879 I look down and I see a taco belt rapper 0:23:48.640 --> 0:23:54.959 and I had to do I had to do it. 0:23:55.119 --> 0:23:57.560 Was it a Now when you say talk about rapper, 0:23:57.680 --> 0:24:01.000 was it a like a fuck like like a bag 0:24:01.400 --> 0:24:03.159 like the like a brown bag, or was it like 0:24:03.200 --> 0:24:05.119 one of the like a brocco? 0:24:06.160 --> 0:24:07.800 It was like it was a taco, but then it 0:24:07.840 --> 0:24:10.160 was like the cardboard. But then it had like take 0:24:10.200 --> 0:24:12.960 a machete in between the cardboard and the taco. Mm. 0:24:13.320 --> 0:24:13.600 Nice. 0:24:13.720 --> 0:24:13.920 Nice. 0:24:13.960 --> 0:24:16.760 I took the taco out and wipe my ass of it, you. 0:24:16.760 --> 0:24:18.680 Know, Oh wait there was a taco in there. 0:24:19.240 --> 0:24:21.600 Yeah, yeah, I'd take it out in the one ass. 0:24:21.480 --> 0:24:22.480 Would you do with the taco? 0:24:23.520 --> 0:24:24.560 I just left it on the floor. 0:24:25.480 --> 0:24:26.600 You left it on the floor. 0:24:27.359 --> 0:24:30.560 I had, dude, I had no time to think. My 0:24:30.600 --> 0:24:33.680 mind was going crazy. I just grabbed it white my ass. 0:24:33.920 --> 0:24:35.320 You know, I actually. 0:24:37.200 --> 0:24:40.480 I why do I feel like wiping your ass with 0:24:40.800 --> 0:24:43.879 one of those tacobo wrappers? Is probably? 0:24:43.920 --> 0:24:43.960 Is? 0:24:44.400 --> 0:24:45.720 It seems like that's not that bad? 0:24:46.920 --> 0:24:49.840 You know, it wasn't. It was a little spicy like afterwards, 0:24:49.840 --> 0:24:52.160 But yeah, did it go down? 0:24:52.400 --> 0:24:53.840 Here's what I would be afraid of us. Did it 0:24:53.920 --> 0:24:58.320 go down the bowl when you flushed? 0:24:58.960 --> 0:25:00.960 Okay, all right, you got to listen to me. Right. 0:25:02.520 --> 0:25:05.800 The cottage is seasonal. There's no plumbing, so that just there, 0:25:06.560 --> 0:25:08.440 and so nobody took care of it because we weren't 0:25:08.480 --> 0:25:10.120 supposed to be there, Like, we didn't know what to. 0:25:10.080 --> 0:25:12.160 Do, right, It was just left. 0:25:12.240 --> 0:25:15.359 It just left there, and so that is still I 0:25:15.480 --> 0:25:17.280 was the mad shit and nobody knew who took the 0:25:17.280 --> 0:25:20.080 ship and the toilet, but it was me. It was I. 0:25:20.119 --> 0:25:21.840 Did it get Wow? 0:25:21.960 --> 0:25:26.600 This is like the plot of a really stupid mystery novel. 0:25:27.400 --> 0:25:29.240 It is. It's crazy. 0:25:29.240 --> 0:25:30.960 Nobody didn't ever find out that it was you. 0:25:32.040 --> 0:25:34.240 I told a couple of close friends and then yeah, 0:25:34.320 --> 0:25:36.040 they found out, But I. 0:25:36.080 --> 0:25:38.600 Was you told a couple close friends. 0:25:38.680 --> 0:25:40.280 How many of how many of you guys were there? 0:25:41.280 --> 0:25:42.719 Oh like twenty thirty? 0:25:42.840 --> 0:25:43.200 All right? 0:25:43.240 --> 0:25:44.880 So and you had your camp of like, all right, 0:25:44.920 --> 0:25:46.800 these are my boys that I can trust with the 0:25:46.920 --> 0:25:49.040 secret these people can never know. 0:25:49.920 --> 0:25:52.600 Yeah. So, I mean they didn't hate me too too 0:25:52.680 --> 0:25:54.960 bad because I got invited again this week. 0:25:56.240 --> 0:25:57.520 You got invited again. 0:25:58.080 --> 0:26:00.840 Yeah I did. And so we hanging out at the 0:26:00.880 --> 0:26:03.880 same cottage. And now there's a big sign that says 0:26:04.480 --> 0:26:06.800 out of order on the toilet, and then it says 0:26:06.960 --> 0:26:10.000 do to Brady because they found out that I was 0:26:10.000 --> 0:26:11.480 going to took the mean as ship in there. 0:26:12.240 --> 0:26:12.600 Mm hmm. 0:26:13.320 --> 0:26:13.439 Uh. 0:26:13.480 --> 0:26:16.280 Well, I'm glad that I'm glad that you got like, uh, 0:26:16.400 --> 0:26:18.280 you know, a punishment of some kind always makes you 0:26:18.320 --> 0:26:20.400 feel better to get it sometimes, you know, when you've 0:26:20.400 --> 0:26:22.880 committed a wrong, you know, it feels nice to get punished. 0:26:23.280 --> 0:26:24.080 Oh yeah, for sure. 0:26:24.080 --> 0:26:25.040 The Republication. 0:26:25.960 --> 0:26:28.040 Yeak. I have one more, one more story. I kind 0:26:28.040 --> 0:26:30.160 of haves to do with this one. So at this 0:26:30.440 --> 0:26:33.400 second party, we're going there and I brought my girlfriend 0:26:33.440 --> 0:26:36.480 I love her. She's watching the stream right now, Sophie. 0:26:36.520 --> 0:26:38.360 I want to say I love you. I guess this 0:26:38.400 --> 0:26:40.520 is probably so embarrassing, but she said she wanted me 0:26:40.560 --> 0:26:41.879 to say that, so yeah, I said it. 0:26:43.720 --> 0:26:45.159 Wait, she she told us. 0:26:46.680 --> 0:26:49.040 For a second, I thought you were just being uh 0:26:49.800 --> 0:26:50.679 sweet or whatever. 0:26:50.720 --> 0:26:53.160 But then you like and you were like, she told 0:26:53.160 --> 0:26:53.920 me to say that. 0:26:54.480 --> 0:26:56.200 No, no, no, I mean I mean. 0:26:56.119 --> 0:26:58.560 I swear, oh you can mean it. 0:26:58.600 --> 0:26:59.920 But she still told you to say it. 0:27:01.480 --> 0:27:05.000 Yeah, I mean yeah yeah. 0:27:05.080 --> 0:27:05.280 Man. 0:27:06.119 --> 0:27:10.040 All right, So second party, I go with my girlfriend. 0:27:10.240 --> 0:27:14.280 We leave a little early, right, guys stay out. You know, 0:27:14.480 --> 0:27:18.200 they start, they start partying whatever. One of the guys 0:27:18.200 --> 0:27:20.160 gets a little round up, starts trying to fight people, 0:27:20.160 --> 0:27:23.440 and they're like, yo, calm down, go outside. So it's 0:27:23.440 --> 0:27:25.000 like two thirty in the morning. They bring this outside 0:27:25.000 --> 0:27:26.240 there like you need to breathe. 0:27:25.960 --> 0:27:26.520 Like relax. 0:27:26.880 --> 0:27:30.600 And so while they're outside, they hear a girl like 0:27:30.680 --> 0:27:33.600 screaming bloody murder across the road, like screaming from. 0:27:33.600 --> 0:27:37.800 Oh just like a party, just random. 0:27:37.880 --> 0:27:43.879 Saying screaming call nine one one I need. So you know, 0:27:43.960 --> 0:27:46.080 they're like, what fox do. They go inside and they 0:27:46.080 --> 0:27:47.600 grab all the guys from the party and they go 0:27:47.640 --> 0:27:49.920 out and they they look inside the window and there's 0:27:49.920 --> 0:27:54.399 a girl like twenty five thirty range tied up and 0:27:54.440 --> 0:27:59.960 like beating and bleeding, right, and so they like knock 0:28:00.040 --> 0:28:02.000 in the door, like, hey, what the fuck's going on here? 0:28:02.040 --> 0:28:02.879 Like oh that' stuff. 0:28:02.880 --> 0:28:06.199 Excuse my language, but like the guy comes out and 0:28:06.280 --> 0:28:08.760 his eyes, like his pupils were like huge, like you 0:28:08.760 --> 0:28:10.520 couldn't see his eyes. It was just like all black 0:28:10.960 --> 0:28:13.440 and this is real. I'm like, it's crazy. But the 0:28:13.480 --> 0:28:14.800 guy was like on the phone, he said he was 0:28:14.800 --> 0:28:16.640 on the phone of the police. He was like, oh, 0:28:16.680 --> 0:28:18.520 I have it on the control. She's crazy like all 0:28:18.560 --> 0:28:19.960 this stuff. And they're like, yeah, we don't believe you, 0:28:20.040 --> 0:28:22.119 like show us, and the guy didn't. He was getting 0:28:22.160 --> 0:28:25.159 all like hostile whatever. And so basically we ended up 0:28:25.200 --> 0:28:27.159 calling the cops and they saved the girls like a 0:28:27.200 --> 0:28:30.560 domestic thing, but it had gone like completely south. And 0:28:30.600 --> 0:28:33.040 it's just like, if our dumb asses didn't throw that party, 0:28:33.320 --> 0:28:35.760 that woman like may or may not be alive, which 0:28:35.800 --> 0:28:36.960 is like crazy to think about. 0:28:38.840 --> 0:28:41.360 Wow, I didn't think you could top that, uh wiping 0:28:41.400 --> 0:28:42.800 your ass with a taco bell run. 0:28:43.440 --> 0:28:48.920 But no, no, I know, right, that is. 0:28:49.040 --> 0:28:52.160 Pretty fun, man, dude, you know fucking props, do you? 0:28:52.280 --> 0:28:53.760 I mean, I guess there was twenty of you guys, 0:28:53.760 --> 0:28:56.520 which made it better, but like still, that's a fucking 0:28:56.600 --> 0:28:58.120 scary situation right there. 0:28:58.200 --> 0:29:02.080 Man, you had no idea what I'd be terrified. I know, right, 0:29:03.080 --> 0:29:03.880 what happened with the guy? 0:29:03.920 --> 0:29:06.200 So they were like involved in like a domestic dispute 0:29:06.240 --> 0:29:07.800 and like he tied her up and ship. 0:29:08.400 --> 0:29:10.760 Yeah, and she was like she was like like apparently 0:29:10.840 --> 0:29:12.680 the guy like bitter, like took a chunk out of 0:29:12.680 --> 0:29:14.040 her and she's just bleeding everywhere. 0:29:14.800 --> 0:29:15.400 Holy shit. 0:29:16.640 --> 0:29:19.760 Yeah, which is that crazy? Yeah? 0:29:19.800 --> 0:29:21.600 Well, it's good that you guys threw that dumb ass 0:29:21.680 --> 0:29:23.400 party then you were able to save her. 0:29:24.000 --> 0:29:27.080 Yeah right, Yeah, it's crazy. 0:29:26.760 --> 0:29:28.320 To imagine what could happen if you weren't there. 0:29:28.960 --> 0:29:30.760 Mmmmm, So got how you been? 0:29:32.160 --> 0:29:34.720 Well, I've been good. I kind of want to I 0:29:34.760 --> 0:29:36.320 don't know if may be hungry for Taco Bell in 0:29:36.320 --> 0:29:38.920 a weird way. I don't know why. I'm I'm like 0:29:38.960 --> 0:29:43.120 ashamed of myself that. That's the main thing I got 0:29:43.160 --> 0:29:45.800 out of this conversation is that I'm hungry for Taco Bell. Now, 0:29:46.440 --> 0:29:49.320 not proud of that, but that's the reality of this situation. 0:29:51.360 --> 0:29:54.040 Yeah, yeah, well go get some Taco Bell. 0:29:54.640 --> 0:29:57.840 I sure damn will thank you for calling Brady Man anytime. 0:29:59.480 --> 0:30:02.840 Hello one, Well, thanks, I don't know why I said welcome, 0:30:02.920 --> 0:30:06.520 it's we're already like an hour. We're already halfway done 0:30:06.560 --> 0:30:09.280 with the podcast, so I don't know why I said welcome. 0:30:09.320 --> 0:30:12.000 I've talked about this before, but I really am not 0:30:12.280 --> 0:30:21.680 good at recording these midway little reads in between the podcasts, 0:30:21.680 --> 0:30:23.640 things that I record on my own that are not 0:30:23.720 --> 0:30:24.800 taken from the stream. 0:30:26.120 --> 0:30:27.360 I just had to put that out there. 0:30:28.320 --> 0:30:30.440 I feel weird right now that I feel like I'm 0:30:30.480 --> 0:30:33.200 like in your car, or your ears or on your 0:30:33.920 --> 0:30:35.720 run with you wherever wherever you're listening to this, I 0:30:35.720 --> 0:30:42.280 feel like I'm there with you, complaining about talking to 0:30:42.360 --> 0:30:47.920 myself at my computer. Okay, listen. Coming up for the 0:30:47.960 --> 0:30:52.720 rest of this podcast, I have a guest on. His 0:30:52.880 --> 0:30:57.800 name is a Mena, and he is a wonderful musician 0:30:58.040 --> 0:31:01.360 hailing from Portland, Oregon. You may know him from his 0:31:01.720 --> 0:31:06.360 debut single, Caroline, which peaked at number eleven on the 0:31:06.480 --> 0:31:10.320 US Billboard Hot one hundred chart. He's got a new 0:31:10.360 --> 0:31:14.080 album coming up called two point five. He's going on tour. 0:31:14.440 --> 0:31:16.760 He's a good guy, and he will be joining us 0:31:16.760 --> 0:31:21.000 for the rest of the podcast. All Right, we did it. 0:31:21.000 --> 0:31:24.600 It's a mean a time, baby. Let's get back to 0:31:24.840 --> 0:31:29.480 the podcast. How are you feeling in the suit. 0:31:32.320 --> 0:31:38.120 This is pretty comfortable. Honestly, it's not. It's not like uncomfortable. 0:31:38.560 --> 0:31:42.000 Okay, because you were saying that, like if you felt 0:31:42.080 --> 0:31:44.280 like there was a little bit of portion in your hand. 0:31:44.720 --> 0:31:48.600 Yeah, like I got some pretty big hands for this glove. 0:31:50.880 --> 0:31:51.840 The glove don't fit. 0:31:53.280 --> 0:31:55.360 Do you have you spent much other time? 0:31:55.440 --> 0:31:55.520 Like? 0:31:56.320 --> 0:31:59.440 Do you ever cosplay? Do you ever like dress up 0:31:59.640 --> 0:32:03.800 as creatures or characters besides yourself? 0:32:06.440 --> 0:32:06.480 No? 0:32:08.600 --> 0:32:10.960 Which are you? Are you not against it? 0:32:11.000 --> 0:32:11.120 Oh? 0:32:11.200 --> 0:32:13.360 I was about to ask, are you actively adverse to it? 0:32:15.480 --> 0:32:19.479 I don't know. No, yes, no, I don't know what 0:32:19.520 --> 0:32:21.240 I am. I've never even thought about putting on the 0:32:21.280 --> 0:32:25.560 costume just for fun. Honestly I might do it. Are you? 0:32:25.680 --> 0:32:27.720 Are you? And you can? I want to be extremely 0:32:27.920 --> 0:32:31.320 Are you having fun right now? Just beat like being 0:32:31.440 --> 0:32:33.080 in a gecko costume? 0:32:33.680 --> 0:32:37.200 Yes? Okay, I mean I just put it on like 0:32:38.800 --> 0:32:39.720 twenty minutes ago. 0:32:39.840 --> 0:32:44.920 It takes a little bit to sort of embody like 0:32:45.440 --> 0:32:47.120 everything that comes with the costume. 0:32:47.880 --> 0:32:50.080 M hmm. What are those things that come with the costume? 0:32:50.680 --> 0:32:55.440 Like you know, Reptilian senses and ah all that. 0:32:55.440 --> 0:33:01.240 Happens those senses yet hopefully you know it just it comes. 0:33:01.040 --> 0:33:07.080 I mean what's been the most persistent thought on your 0:33:07.120 --> 0:33:14.720 mind recently? Man, you can take by the way, just 0:33:15.080 --> 0:33:17.560 like you can take as much time as if you need, 0:33:17.600 --> 0:33:19.040 like a full minute to think of this. 0:33:19.480 --> 0:33:24.440 And so honestly on some just regular ship. For me, 0:33:25.080 --> 0:33:28.440 tour tour has been the most persistent thing on my 0:33:28.480 --> 0:33:31.640 mind right now because this whole month it's just like 0:33:31.800 --> 0:33:35.560 us prepping and preparing for a tour. So it's like 0:33:35.640 --> 0:33:39.240 building the set design and like rehearsing for the music 0:33:39.440 --> 0:33:43.080 and making sure everything is like in tip top shape. 0:33:43.520 --> 0:33:45.640 Is that is that gets stressful? 0:33:46.160 --> 0:33:50.080 Definitely a lot. Yeah, definitely you have to have a 0:33:50.080 --> 0:33:53.560 lot of like compromising capabilities, you know what I mean, 0:33:53.680 --> 0:33:56.480 Like not like I have all these crazy ideas of 0:33:56.520 --> 0:33:59.200 course that I want to happen, but like you know, 0:33:59.360 --> 0:34:02.960 half of them can't ever come alive because of you know, 0:34:03.160 --> 0:34:06.320 the roof might be too shorter, this and that. There's 0:34:06.320 --> 0:34:08.000 always random reasons. 0:34:07.840 --> 0:34:11.360 Is there? Like like if fire codes did not exist, 0:34:11.800 --> 0:34:15.880 if budgets did not exist, if you if magic existed, 0:34:15.920 --> 0:34:20.719 you can bring fictional creatures into the mix. 0:34:20.840 --> 0:34:21.680 What would you. 0:34:23.960 --> 0:34:26.160 What would you what would you do? 0:34:28.800 --> 0:34:36.160 I would first have Jesus Christ introduce me. Then I 0:34:36.200 --> 0:34:41.480 would have Stevie Wonder fly in on a dragon playing 0:34:42.080 --> 0:34:46.200 the piano the whole time that sounds while it's flying. 0:34:48.000 --> 0:34:50.759 Do you do you I'm not done. Please just give 0:34:50.840 --> 0:34:53.680 us the whole thing. That's just like one. That's just 0:34:53.719 --> 0:34:56.280 that is the pianists. This is the first, the pianist 0:34:56.320 --> 0:35:06.240 and Stevie Wonder. Yeah. The drummer. Who'd drummer be Travis Barker. Nah, 0:35:06.520 --> 0:35:09.200 he's loved quest Love. The drumm would be quest Love. 0:35:09.880 --> 0:35:14.040 Drummer be quest Love, and he'd be on a drum 0:35:14.120 --> 0:35:20.360 set that has like three hundred drums for no reason. 0:35:20.400 --> 0:35:25.439 Then they're just there for aesthetic purposes. Then the guitarist 0:35:25.800 --> 0:35:30.640 would have like a quadruple you need a water zone? No, No, 0:35:30.680 --> 0:35:31.560 this is very intense. 0:35:31.760 --> 0:35:34.600 Yeah, well is it? Can see me say it's intense? 0:35:34.680 --> 0:35:36.880 Like do you mean like what do you what do 0:35:36.880 --> 0:35:37.160 you feel? 0:35:37.239 --> 0:35:37.520 I don't know. 0:35:37.560 --> 0:35:38.920 I'm coming up with this on the spot, and this 0:35:39.000 --> 0:35:40.919 is so exciting I ask you this question. 0:35:41.000 --> 0:35:43.400 Yeah, yeah, I know. I it's like when you're say intense, 0:35:43.520 --> 0:35:44.440 is it like a good intense? 0:35:44.680 --> 0:35:48.640 Yeah? Great intense. This is like I'm getting goosebumps thinking 0:35:48.680 --> 0:35:51.600 about this performance because if this was possible. This would 0:35:51.600 --> 0:35:55.520 be insane and then yeah, I don't know where the 0:35:55.520 --> 0:35:57.279 rest is. I'm just gonna let that die. I'm gonna 0:35:57.280 --> 0:36:00.800 think about it later and keep brainstorming. But definitely Stevie 0:36:00.840 --> 0:36:03.840 wonder on the dragon and definitely quest love on a 0:36:03.880 --> 0:36:04.520 three hundred. 0:36:05.040 --> 0:36:09.000 Do you do you have other other mythical creatures? Because 0:36:09.000 --> 0:36:11.520 you mentioned dragons. 0:36:10.880 --> 0:36:13.400 I just like would love to see dragons. I don't know, 0:36:13.560 --> 0:36:19.319 like I'm a big Game of Thrones guy, and I 0:36:19.360 --> 0:36:22.080 was just jealous of just how like she was gifted 0:36:22.160 --> 0:36:26.040 like baby dragons, you know, Denaris, I feel like a 0:36:26.120 --> 0:36:29.120 dragon would be a lot to like take care of. 0:36:30.680 --> 0:36:32.840 I have a dog, so I feel like I'm pretty 0:36:33.400 --> 0:36:35.719 pretty good at taking care of animals. 0:36:36.120 --> 0:36:36.799 What kind of dog? 0:36:37.200 --> 0:36:39.680 There's a golden doodle. It's my son. Shout out Oliver 0:36:39.800 --> 0:36:43.280 to menace. Follow that Nigga on Instagram. 0:36:43.480 --> 0:36:45.040 Your dog has Your dog has an Instagram. 0:36:45.680 --> 0:36:48.200 My dog's Instagram is popping. 0:36:48.320 --> 0:36:49.799 Do you run your dog's Instagram? 0:36:50.040 --> 0:36:54.120 Nah? Yeah, I do. It's me. It's definitely me, And like, I. 0:36:54.160 --> 0:36:56.560 Feel like I shouldn't ask you that because I wanted 0:36:56.560 --> 0:36:58.359 you to be able to like live, because I know. 0:36:58.360 --> 0:37:00.439 It's not really me Yeah. 0:37:00.719 --> 0:37:04.200 The whole like Cannon, is that the dog is running 0:37:04.200 --> 0:37:05.840 the Instagram. 0:37:06.040 --> 0:37:09.759 Literally yeah, And it's like he has so much personality 0:37:09.920 --> 0:37:13.000 that he'll give me a look and I already know, 0:37:13.120 --> 0:37:15.160 like the caption based off of his look. 0:37:17.040 --> 0:37:20.560 How I'm not like, how if your dog were to 0:37:20.600 --> 0:37:28.000 come alive, how close do you think it's personality would 0:37:28.000 --> 0:37:32.400 be to what you in your what you projected to 0:37:32.440 --> 0:37:33.200 be on Instagram? 0:37:34.120 --> 0:37:38.640 Exactly that he is? My dog is a menace, my dog. 0:37:39.040 --> 0:37:41.239 The only reason I picked him was because when they 0:37:41.239 --> 0:37:43.480 had the litter of like all the other dogs, like, 0:37:43.960 --> 0:37:46.720 he was the only dog that was in the corner 0:37:47.120 --> 0:37:49.360 that looked like he didn't want to get picked. 0:37:51.719 --> 0:37:53.680 Like he like he was having a good time. 0:37:53.920 --> 0:37:56.719 He was having a good time with his pals. And 0:37:56.760 --> 0:37:59.759 he looked at me like and I was like, that's 0:37:59.840 --> 0:38:04.319 my guy. I already knew off the rib And yeah, 0:38:04.360 --> 0:38:06.840 he's just a very curious fellow, you know, And I 0:38:07.080 --> 0:38:10.040 like curious people, curious animals. 0:38:10.239 --> 0:38:14.359 Dude, it is it a whole thing to like take 0:38:14.400 --> 0:38:17.560 care of him. That's because I feel like I'd like 0:38:17.600 --> 0:38:19.040 to have a dog, but I feel like I can 0:38:19.080 --> 0:38:22.759 barely like take care of myself. There's a whole thing 0:38:22.840 --> 0:38:26.320 to like feed yourself and I feel yourself and exercise 0:38:26.400 --> 0:38:30.160 yourself to add a whole other, like living thing to 0:38:30.280 --> 0:38:32.600 try and take care of. 0:38:34.160 --> 0:38:37.840 It's not easy at all, and I definitely get help 0:38:37.960 --> 0:38:44.960 from family and friends constantly, actually, but I enjoy it. 0:38:45.000 --> 0:38:45.320 I don't know. 0:38:45.680 --> 0:38:47.359 There's a dog come with you on tour? 0:38:47.920 --> 0:38:52.480 No, technically, yeah, and that's just a hint to something, 0:38:52.920 --> 0:38:57.040 but like, no, oh, he's too big. He's like he's 0:38:57.120 --> 0:39:00.400 like he's like forty five pounds, and it kind of 0:39:00.400 --> 0:39:03.880 a disservice to his animal rights. 0:39:04.160 --> 0:39:06.200 See, I could, I could do it. I think I 0:39:06.200 --> 0:39:06.960 could do a cat. 0:39:07.760 --> 0:39:08.200 The cats. 0:39:08.360 --> 0:39:11.960 Cats can just roam around by themselves. 0:39:11.440 --> 0:39:15.400 Super independent. You don't have to do ship. So it's great. Yeah, yeah, 0:39:16.280 --> 0:39:19.799 I like that. But I want like the African cats, 0:39:19.840 --> 0:39:22.520 like the ones that are like crazy looking, they look 0:39:22.600 --> 0:39:24.799 like like bobcats or whatever, Like. 0:39:24.800 --> 0:39:27.120 The ones with the with the wrinkles on them and stuff. 0:39:27.480 --> 0:39:29.440 Oh is that like this hairless ones? 0:39:29.800 --> 0:39:31.480 I think I'm thinking. I think I'm thinking of the 0:39:31.480 --> 0:39:34.200 hairless cats. Want an African cat? 0:39:34.320 --> 0:39:37.840 I want an African Are they big? They're a little bigger, 0:39:38.120 --> 0:39:39.839 some of them could be small. I don't know much 0:39:39.840 --> 0:39:42.680 about it. So I'm not going to keep explaining it 0:39:42.680 --> 0:39:45.200 because I don't know anything other than they look really cool. 0:39:45.280 --> 0:39:50.040 They have like like leopard style print skin. That's it's 0:39:50.239 --> 0:39:53.759 pretty pretty superficial me to just want that, but I 0:39:53.800 --> 0:39:56.080 want it, so I mean it. Do you wake up 0:39:56.080 --> 0:39:58.520 every day happy? Definitely? 0:39:58.560 --> 0:39:58.680 Not? 0:39:59.200 --> 0:39:59.919 Okay? Yeah. 0:40:00.160 --> 0:40:03.080 I feel like people who say they are are lying? 0:40:03.480 --> 0:40:05.880 Who people? Do you ask that question a lot on 0:40:05.960 --> 0:40:07.279 here and then people say yes. 0:40:07.600 --> 0:40:07.640 No. 0:40:07.920 --> 0:40:10.440 People typically say no, oh okay, I don't. Every time 0:40:10.440 --> 0:40:12.719 I ask the question on here people say people will 0:40:12.760 --> 0:40:14.920 say no. But I like in my personal life, I 0:40:14.960 --> 0:40:18.040 also ask that question to people and I've heard them 0:40:18.120 --> 0:40:21.680 If they say yes, you're like what, I'm like, how? 0:40:21.880 --> 0:40:25.200 How? Yeah? Yeah, I was having a bad day even 0:40:25.239 --> 0:40:26.200 fucking yesterday. 0:40:26.360 --> 0:40:27.720 Why are you having a bad day yesterday? 0:40:27.760 --> 0:40:29.640 I don't know. I just got in an argument with 0:40:29.680 --> 0:40:32.439 one of my friends about something and then I kind 0:40:32.440 --> 0:40:34.840 of like apologize. I'm trying to learn how to be 0:40:34.880 --> 0:40:39.440 a little bit more mature in my life and kind 0:40:39.480 --> 0:40:42.360 of take more pride away from a lot of situations 0:40:42.440 --> 0:40:46.400 because I grew up in a very prideful environment, you know, 0:40:46.680 --> 0:40:52.760 African household, So it's pretty uh, prideful in that household, 0:40:52.840 --> 0:40:55.640 and I just, you know, I'm just trying to kind 0:40:55.640 --> 0:40:59.319 of see the best in people and not take things 0:40:59.360 --> 0:41:00.000 to personally. 0:41:01.080 --> 0:41:04.200 When you say you grew up in a prideful household, like, 0:41:04.560 --> 0:41:06.320 were your parents very prideful people? 0:41:06.440 --> 0:41:09.799 My father, my father, out of anybody, he's so I 0:41:09.840 --> 0:41:13.920 love him and death and he's he's like so prideful, 0:41:14.120 --> 0:41:18.759 and like, you know, it's it's it's something that I 0:41:18.800 --> 0:41:21.680 grew up seeing, so you know, it's just something that 0:41:21.760 --> 0:41:25.640 I naturally took on, and you know, as an adult, 0:41:25.800 --> 0:41:28.319 I notice it and I'm trying to. 0:41:30.000 --> 0:41:36.400 It's very hard to strike the correct balance between like 0:41:38.239 --> 0:41:42.680 having a healthy amount of self esteem, like between being 0:41:42.719 --> 0:41:46.720 prideful and insecure. Like what's the balance, right. 0:41:47.200 --> 0:41:48.200 I don't know, it's hard. 0:41:48.400 --> 0:41:49.040 It's a hard thing. 0:41:49.160 --> 0:41:50.880 I don't know. I feel like that's what we're all 0:41:50.920 --> 0:41:55.160 trying to balance. Yeah, we might we might be too 0:41:55.239 --> 0:41:59.719 okay with things that aren't okay or yeah, it just 0:41:59.800 --> 0:42:04.480 I think a lot of us kind of grow in 0:42:04.560 --> 0:42:08.239 different ways, and I don't know, every situation is kind 0:42:08.280 --> 0:42:14.360 of a different and mine is just you know, based 0:42:14.360 --> 0:42:16.120 off of my environment and the way I grew up 0:42:16.200 --> 0:42:19.640 and pride is my subject matter. 0:42:20.120 --> 0:42:22.120 So you're trying, you're trying to act with with with 0:42:22.239 --> 0:42:24.960 less like pridefulness. 0:42:25.160 --> 0:42:29.680 Yeah, I'm just trying to, you know, act with a 0:42:29.719 --> 0:42:34.960 lot more kindness and a lot more understanding of people 0:42:35.160 --> 0:42:38.759 and of things just anything. So back to like the 0:42:38.880 --> 0:42:40.880 argument that I got into with my friend, I just 0:42:41.040 --> 0:42:44.640 kind of got an argument. We ended the conversation, and 0:42:44.680 --> 0:42:48.920 then I apologize, being like, hey, I recognize your feelings 0:42:48.960 --> 0:42:51.799 were kind of hurt, Like I didn't mean to hurt 0:42:51.800 --> 0:42:55.160 your feelings. I just meant to such and such, and 0:42:56.239 --> 0:42:59.680 you know, I'm just trying to, like, yeah, just recognize 0:42:59.680 --> 0:43:01.080 when I've fuck up, you know. 0:43:01.160 --> 0:43:03.799 Those are I feel like getting into arguments like that 0:43:03.840 --> 0:43:06.279 and then resolving them it's like a healing thing. 0:43:06.360 --> 0:43:08.160 Oh my god, it brings you closer to it. It 0:43:08.160 --> 0:43:10.640 made my day ten times better. Yeah. I was like 0:43:10.840 --> 0:43:12.920 I was feeling like pissed off and mad or like 0:43:13.040 --> 0:43:16.120 sad about it, and then my day extremely got better. 0:43:16.200 --> 0:43:18.600 And I'm just like, why it's not not to even 0:43:18.640 --> 0:43:20.880 be selfish about my day getting better. But you know, 0:43:21.160 --> 0:43:23.600 hopefully I made that person's day better too, you know. 0:43:24.000 --> 0:43:28.120 So yeah, was that a was there a catalyst for 0:43:28.200 --> 0:43:30.400 the like, did you have a day or a moment 0:43:30.400 --> 0:43:34.720 where you were like, I gotta stop being so prideful. 0:43:34.760 --> 0:43:36.120 I got to like, well that's something I need to 0:43:36.120 --> 0:43:36.520 work on. 0:43:37.560 --> 0:43:40.399 Yeah, I mean in general, I've kind of known that 0:43:40.600 --> 0:43:44.000 my whole life, you know what I mean. And for me, 0:43:44.160 --> 0:43:48.800 it's kind of just like, uh, I procrastinated those feelings, 0:43:49.080 --> 0:43:52.200 you know what I mean, and procrastinated yeah, shoved down, 0:43:52.320 --> 0:43:54.920 Yeah said yeah, I act like it doesn't bother you, 0:43:58.200 --> 0:44:02.960 and uh yeah, I'm just like, you know, find every 0:44:03.040 --> 0:44:06.920 single thing I need to work on and work on 0:44:06.960 --> 0:44:09.719 it and not procrastinate it, you know what I mean, 0:44:09.800 --> 0:44:12.799 and practice what I'm trying to preach, you know. 0:44:13.040 --> 0:44:17.759 So it's I was thinking about this realization, like I 0:44:17.880 --> 0:44:21.120 thought that as I got older, I would just naturally 0:44:21.760 --> 0:44:26.040 my personality would improve. Yes, but it's fucking that doesn't happen. 0:44:26.160 --> 0:44:29.279 Yeah, you feel like you're fucking twelve still and you 0:44:29.320 --> 0:44:31.200 feel like you want to have a temper tension, but 0:44:31.320 --> 0:44:35.520 you can't. Yeah, because you're twenty six, twenty seven, you know, 0:44:35.680 --> 0:44:39.959 like you can't. You gotta you gotta like actually work 0:44:39.960 --> 0:44:43.560 on growing up, and growing up doesn't just happen with age, 0:44:44.080 --> 0:44:46.919 and it's like it takes a while to like realize that, 0:44:47.280 --> 0:44:52.040 because no one just like tells you that sometimes. So yeah, I. 0:44:52.480 --> 0:44:55.319 Also hear from like forty year olds or people. It's 0:44:55.320 --> 0:44:58.120 just people who are like old significant than me that 0:44:58.200 --> 0:45:01.880 like they're dealing with certain feelings and problems and things, 0:45:01.880 --> 0:45:04.120 and I'm like, fuck, I thought that when you get 0:45:04.160 --> 0:45:08.160 to a certain age you just don't have certain feelings anymore. 0:45:08.200 --> 0:45:11.120 And I'm like, fuck, I'm gonna have to, like you 0:45:11.120 --> 0:45:12.520 have to feel shit forever. 0:45:13.080 --> 0:45:17.000 Mmmmm, yeah, that's that's talk about biggest fear though, like 0:45:17.400 --> 0:45:20.080 turning like forty or fifty years old and then still 0:45:20.120 --> 0:45:24.120 feeling like mad in some sort of way. It's like, 0:45:24.160 --> 0:45:26.120 I don't want to feel mad and any sort of 0:45:26.160 --> 0:45:27.799 way I want to, you know, I don't. I don't. 0:45:28.120 --> 0:45:29.759 I want to be happy, of course, but you can't 0:45:29.760 --> 0:45:32.120 be happy every day, so at least let me just 0:45:32.160 --> 0:45:34.440 try and feel like level headed, I guess, I don't know, 0:45:34.760 --> 0:45:37.799 just like not mad. You know, being mad isn't really 0:45:37.800 --> 0:45:41.200 gonna help anything. But like if you need to go 0:45:41.320 --> 0:45:45.920 like scream and like nature or something I've heard that works. 0:45:46.000 --> 0:45:48.160 I've never done it, but like that's nice. 0:45:48.200 --> 0:45:50.520 No, it's it's it's uh, I can tell you're like 0:45:50.640 --> 0:45:55.520 very like self aware of like all your feelings for me. 0:45:55.719 --> 0:45:59.520 Yeah, oh uh yeah, I guess I don't know. This 0:45:59.680 --> 0:46:02.040 is pretty recent for me, so I'm not gonna come 0:46:02.680 --> 0:46:04.080 on here like I'm some guru. 0:46:04.760 --> 0:46:06.560 But it's well, it's not what you know, it's not 0:46:06.719 --> 0:46:09.160 like a guru, like because well, because I get that's 0:46:09.239 --> 0:46:10.040 too or like I'm not. 0:46:10.160 --> 0:46:11.239 I don't want to be like I don't want to 0:46:11.239 --> 0:46:12.360 sound pretentious right now. 0:46:12.239 --> 0:46:15.719 No, don't. No, it's like because and this is how 0:46:15.760 --> 0:46:17.720 I feel because like this is kind of an advice 0:46:17.760 --> 0:46:20.839 show but not really, but like who the fuck am 0:46:20.840 --> 0:46:22.240 I to give advice to anyone? 0:46:22.400 --> 0:46:23.080 That's what I'm saying. 0:46:23.080 --> 0:46:25.520 But so okay, so then the well the way. 0:46:25.360 --> 0:46:26.520 I said, that's what I'm saying. 0:46:26.560 --> 0:46:28.200 Well know, the way the way I think about it 0:46:28.239 --> 0:46:30.359 is like every time I talk about like anytime we're 0:46:30.360 --> 0:46:32.040 talking about this kind of ship, I'm like, I'm not 0:46:32.120 --> 0:46:34.759 saying I never say any of this ship where it's 0:46:34.800 --> 0:46:37.040 like I am a man. Here are things I've learned, 0:46:37.120 --> 0:46:39.839 I'm a master of them. And it's more like this 0:46:39.920 --> 0:46:44.279 is what I'm thinking about and I'm verbalizing it, and 0:46:44.320 --> 0:46:45.080 maybe it's helping. 0:46:46.080 --> 0:46:48.480 Yeah, exactly, because like I don't Yeah, I don't want 0:46:48.480 --> 0:46:51.319 to answer your This all started with your happiness question, right, 0:46:51.800 --> 0:46:54.120 which is a great question to ask, I'm sure, but 0:46:54.560 --> 0:46:57.040 I didn't want to like answer it with like a 0:46:57.040 --> 0:46:59.480 generic like I don't know, shi it is good man 0:46:59.600 --> 0:47:00.400 like or. 0:47:00.640 --> 0:47:02.600 No, I'm glad I'm I'm glad you didn't. 0:47:02.640 --> 0:47:03.080 I'm glad you. 0:47:03.239 --> 0:47:03.439 Yeah. 0:47:03.440 --> 0:47:06.200 I'm just trying to like explain my feelings a lot 0:47:06.360 --> 0:47:10.880 more and just even to to anyone. You know, I 0:47:10.920 --> 0:47:14.640 think that like helps everybody. So is that is that 0:47:15.440 --> 0:47:19.600 you said that's a recent development? Yeah, like past couple, 0:47:21.520 --> 0:47:25.200 like the last year. Maybe not really, but I gotta 0:47:25.239 --> 0:47:29.240 say that to feel better about myself. Do you what? What? What? 0:47:29.239 --> 0:47:31.279 What does? What does the chart look like for you? 0:47:31.440 --> 0:47:36.680 And like personal like personal developments? What's the correlation between 0:47:36.680 --> 0:47:40.600 personal development and career development for you? Would you say 0:47:40.600 --> 0:47:42.680 they're even related or they're like two separate things that 0:47:42.719 --> 0:47:43.400 you have to work. 0:47:43.280 --> 0:47:45.799 On completely, two separate things I have to work on. Yeah, 0:47:45.840 --> 0:47:50.000 I don't think those fall in line at all. Everything 0:47:50.040 --> 0:47:54.040 I just talked about that's personal development, and I feel 0:47:54.040 --> 0:47:59.680 like career development is things that you know, you just 0:47:59.719 --> 0:48:03.759 want that are you don't need these things. Career development 0:48:04.200 --> 0:48:06.719 isn't you don't need anything, you know what I mean 0:48:06.880 --> 0:48:11.239 as far as a Grammy or like a chop billboard 0:48:11.320 --> 0:48:14.919 that you don't need these things. But if you want them, 0:48:15.160 --> 0:48:19.319 that's beautiful too, like verbalizing like what you want, because 0:48:19.360 --> 0:48:23.080 I do believe like saying what you want is gonna 0:48:24.040 --> 0:48:24.560 come true. 0:48:25.760 --> 0:48:27.040 Are you big on manifestation? 0:48:27.600 --> 0:48:30.839 Yeah, but like it's become so you know what I mean, 0:48:30.920 --> 0:48:33.960 Like I hear that word so much that it's tarnished 0:48:34.040 --> 0:48:37.040 the meaning for me. Yeah, just a little bit, not actually, 0:48:37.120 --> 0:48:41.760 but yeah, I do think manifesting is like, uh, you know, cool, 0:48:42.000 --> 0:48:45.239 like say what you want because no one else is 0:48:45.280 --> 0:48:50.200 going to care unless you do. So boom. 0:48:50.760 --> 0:48:53.880 I like the idea. I don't like I agree with you. 0:48:53.920 --> 0:48:54.319 I like. 0:48:56.040 --> 0:48:57.520 I have my own sort of like meaning of what 0:48:57.600 --> 0:49:00.680 manifestation means that but people are making it a little 0:49:00.680 --> 0:49:03.200 bit of a thing of like if you sit and 0:49:03.200 --> 0:49:06.839 do nothing and you like just think, it'll happen, which 0:49:06.880 --> 0:49:09.359 is not the right thing. But I do believe if 0:49:09.400 --> 0:49:11.680 you continually think about something, it'll like you know, thoughts 0:49:11.680 --> 0:49:12.640 guide your actions. 0:49:12.960 --> 0:49:14.880 Oh my god. Yeah, let's not get it twisted. Like 0:49:15.120 --> 0:49:18.120 you manifestation only works if you're like saying what you want, 0:49:18.160 --> 0:49:21.439 but also like non stop working towards that. 0:49:21.640 --> 0:49:24.040 The clouds in the dirt. You know, you got your 0:49:24.080 --> 0:49:25.120 head in the clouds, but you. 0:49:25.080 --> 0:49:29.400 Got your like that. That's that's a good concept. 0:49:29.719 --> 0:49:32.600 Clouds in the dirt, dude, clouds. I heard I heard 0:49:32.600 --> 0:49:34.279 about that from Gary Vaynerchuck. 0:49:35.600 --> 0:49:39.319 Gary Vayner, Chuck. Oh, he's like a guy on Instagram. 0:49:39.520 --> 0:49:41.000 Uh huh oh Gary V. 0:49:41.320 --> 0:49:42.320 Yeah, Gary, Gary V. 0:49:43.000 --> 0:49:45.799 I didn't I've never said his last name. Oh ship, yeah, yeah, 0:49:45.840 --> 0:49:48.680 but I know Gary. Yeah, I just didn't know his 0:49:48.719 --> 0:49:52.600 last name like that, but Gary V. I know, yeah, cool, 0:49:52.760 --> 0:49:53.319 I like that. 0:49:54.120 --> 0:49:59.040 Shout out Gary and maybe just watching it's not watching, 0:49:59.120 --> 0:50:01.560 probably not, I don't know. I mean your your sort 0:50:01.560 --> 0:50:04.239 of rise to to fame. Did and feel like it 0:50:04.239 --> 0:50:07.600 was sudden for you where attention on it? 0:50:07.760 --> 0:50:10.839 Yeah, definitely, I think it It was just like, you know, 0:50:11.120 --> 0:50:15.880 you release a song and it blows up crazy and 0:50:15.880 --> 0:50:18.800 then people start to learn who you are and start 0:50:19.280 --> 0:50:21.960 digging deeper into where you're from and how things are, 0:50:22.040 --> 0:50:24.319 and now suddenly people are interested in you when it 0:50:24.400 --> 0:50:27.640 wasn't the case like a few months ago. So you 0:50:27.680 --> 0:50:31.920 would just like, yeah, it's you. A normal person would 0:50:31.960 --> 0:50:35.440 not operate this exact same way from a situation like that. 0:50:35.600 --> 0:50:40.160 Do you remember any like like strong feelings from from 0:50:40.200 --> 0:50:42.719 that like sort of transitional time when you were like 0:50:43.719 --> 0:50:47.920 blowing up, any feelings of like elation or happiness or 0:50:47.920 --> 0:50:51.240 stress or was it even just like any any anything 0:50:51.280 --> 0:50:51.520 at all? 0:50:51.600 --> 0:50:54.520 That My strongest feelings was I realized I was just 0:50:55.080 --> 0:50:58.359 out of town more and not saying my family as much, 0:50:58.600 --> 0:51:00.799 and that wasn't really normal for me because I see 0:51:00.840 --> 0:51:04.440 my family a lot. So just making sure like I 0:51:04.600 --> 0:51:07.719 was calling my dad and my mom as much as 0:51:07.760 --> 0:51:11.040 I possibly could because I would be distracted, like I 0:51:11.120 --> 0:51:14.120 wasn't doing that though, like the first couple months or 0:51:14.520 --> 0:51:18.080 of that. So yeah, I just had to make sure 0:51:18.080 --> 0:51:22.360 I was really, uh really aware of what my family 0:51:22.400 --> 0:51:25.439 needed for me attention wise, and making sure I kind 0:51:25.440 --> 0:51:27.719 of like hit them up once in a while because 0:51:27.760 --> 0:51:29.759 I was having fun and I was being young. Of 0:51:29.800 --> 0:51:31.160 course I have the right to do that. 0:51:31.239 --> 0:51:33.680 So yeah, well it's fun because I don't even think 0:51:33.680 --> 0:51:36.799 I don't even think that's like a like I feel 0:51:36.840 --> 0:51:39.040 like every everyone who is like when you're at that 0:51:39.080 --> 0:51:44.120 time of whether it's like becoming like you know, super famous, 0:51:44.160 --> 0:51:47.000 or if it's because like just moving out of town. 0:51:47.040 --> 0:51:50.080 In general, I feel like there's that whole thing of 0:51:50.120 --> 0:51:52.080 like what's the balance between like I'm living my own 0:51:52.120 --> 0:51:55.560 life and I'm trying to like you know, continue to 0:51:55.600 --> 0:51:58.200 show love and support for my family. 0:51:58.320 --> 0:52:00.640 Yeah, you know what I mean, because it just again 0:52:00.719 --> 0:52:02.840 it goes back to like effort. It's like you just 0:52:02.880 --> 0:52:05.400 have to show effort, and that's like all it takes 0:52:05.440 --> 0:52:08.160 for a call, because like that five minute call to 0:52:08.239 --> 0:52:11.400 your parents might not mean ship to you, but it 0:52:11.440 --> 0:52:13.960 means the world to them, you know. So it's like 0:52:14.040 --> 0:52:16.880 you want to make sure, you know, you just find 0:52:16.920 --> 0:52:19.000 some time in your day to like call your family 0:52:19.000 --> 0:52:21.080 once a week or every couple of days. You know. 0:52:21.880 --> 0:52:24.759 Can I use the bathroom? Oh yeah I can, Yeah, 0:52:24.800 --> 0:52:25.239 you can use it? 0:52:25.320 --> 0:52:29.000 Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah, oh yeah, I know there's 0:52:29.000 --> 0:52:31.920 a whole Yeah. So basically, no, there's no like. 0:52:32.000 --> 0:52:36.640 Hole definitely not your hole. Yeah, but I see that. 0:52:37.360 --> 0:52:39.160 So yeah, you can pull it all the way. Yeah, 0:52:39.280 --> 0:52:40.360 you remember where the bathroom is. 0:52:40.520 --> 0:52:42.319 It's downstairs, all the way down. 0:52:42.840 --> 0:52:44.920 You can go downstairs, all right, so I just walk out. Yeah, 0:52:44.960 --> 0:52:48.200 oh yeah, we're sure, we're I'll hold all your right back. 0:52:48.600 --> 0:52:50.000 I'll be right back. 0:52:50.080 --> 0:52:52.080 No, take your time, take your time, I'm holding down 0:52:52.120 --> 0:53:02.080 the fort. Hello, hello Nathan, Yes, no way, Nathan. It 0:53:02.120 --> 0:53:06.840 says you're you're a huge fan of a men a. 0:53:07.920 --> 0:53:11.080 I honestly, you know, the receptionist really freaked me out. 0:53:11.560 --> 0:53:13.719 I was getting really worked up about it, so I 0:53:13.800 --> 0:53:15.000 just wrote down some bullshit. 0:53:15.640 --> 0:53:21.160 Oh well, I didn't know what I wanted to ask 0:53:21.239 --> 0:53:24.160 or anything. Oh well, I mean, do you have any 0:53:24.200 --> 0:53:28.719 any any quick thoughts or or or feelings? 0:53:29.160 --> 0:53:32.440 Yeah, I've got Uh, I've got a story. 0:53:33.480 --> 0:53:35.480 Oh a story? How long is the story? 0:53:37.680 --> 0:53:39.440 I don't know. We don't have to do that. We 0:53:39.480 --> 0:53:40.080 can just talk. 0:53:40.400 --> 0:53:41.480 Okay, how are you? 0:53:42.120 --> 0:53:45.919 I'm doing good. I I don't have to pay just yet, 0:53:45.920 --> 0:53:47.799 but I know there's one hundred percent chance I'm going 0:53:47.880 --> 0:53:53.960 to have to pay. Yeah, how did you think? 0:53:54.080 --> 0:53:56.200 Can I ask you? How did you mean? Like in 0:53:56.280 --> 0:53:57.320 your head? In your head? 0:53:57.680 --> 0:54:01.080 Did you how did you want this to go? Ideally 0:54:01.200 --> 0:54:02.879 if you could have picked if you could. 0:54:03.320 --> 0:54:05.360 I didn't really know. I kind of just wanted to. 0:54:06.840 --> 0:54:09.719 I was just hoping like conversation would naturally spark up. 0:54:10.440 --> 0:54:13.759 But the conversation is kind of revolving around how I 0:54:13.800 --> 0:54:14.799 don't have conversation. 0:54:15.680 --> 0:54:18.360 Okay, well, I mean the fact that you don't have conversation, 0:54:18.400 --> 0:54:21.920 that you didn't have a conversational topic, is then prompting 0:54:21.920 --> 0:54:24.920 a conversation. The fact that you don't have a conversational 0:54:24.920 --> 0:54:29.160 topic is well, it's performing the same it's performing the 0:54:29.200 --> 0:54:32.520 function of a conversational topic. The lack of the topic 0:54:33.200 --> 0:54:39.920 has created a flow of conversation. 0:54:42.719 --> 0:54:43.839 Yeah, go for it. 0:54:44.719 --> 0:54:46.720 I mean, I'm here with I mean, I'm here with Nathan. 0:54:49.320 --> 0:54:52.880 How do you think, Nathan, I just had the best experience. 0:54:53.120 --> 0:54:54.640 Yeah, yeah, you wash your hands. 0:54:55.080 --> 0:54:56.160 I did wash my hands. 0:54:56.160 --> 0:54:58.600 Sometimes I'll forget I'm wearing the gloves and I'll like. 0:55:01.080 --> 0:55:01.960 Use the gloves. 0:55:02.160 --> 0:55:04.479 Well yeah, like I'll put like a thing of soap 0:55:04.560 --> 0:55:05.240 on the gloves. 0:55:05.640 --> 0:55:07.560 Your glove got a hole in it? Got a hole 0:55:07.600 --> 0:55:07.799 in it? 0:55:07.880 --> 0:55:08.120 Yeah? 0:55:08.160 --> 0:55:09.400 Well, I don't know how I feel about that. 0:55:09.520 --> 0:55:10.399 Really does it? 0:55:10.440 --> 0:55:10.799 Does it? 0:55:10.840 --> 0:55:10.960 Like? 0:55:11.080 --> 0:55:13.520 Well, it takes it It's like uncomfortable. It takes you 0:55:13.520 --> 0:55:15.000 out of the illusion a little bit. 0:55:15.680 --> 0:55:23.160 What illusion that were geckos? Geckos? Oh shit, what of Nathan? 0:55:24.400 --> 0:55:27.080 I saw somebody in the chat. You need to I 0:55:27.120 --> 0:55:30.200 don't know, based off of your new track, like your mixtape. 0:55:30.760 --> 0:55:33.640 You should have dressed up as like a charmander or something. 0:55:33.640 --> 0:55:34.640 I think it would have been more. 0:55:34.560 --> 0:55:38.319 Fitting, Nathan. Wouldn't you think that's a little too on 0:55:38.360 --> 0:55:38.800 the nose? 0:55:42.400 --> 0:55:45.560 Why it'd be really fitting? 0:55:46.280 --> 0:55:53.240 It'd be really fitting, right, No, I'm just wondering. 0:55:53.360 --> 0:56:01.480 Sorry, Yeah, I definitely, I think I think. I don't 0:56:01.480 --> 0:56:03.200 where do you even get a charmander suit? 0:56:03.280 --> 0:56:03.640 Nathan? 0:56:06.920 --> 0:56:11.600 I don't know, Like, uh, what's that party city? 0:56:11.600 --> 0:56:13.759 I ain't never seen a charmander suit. But if you 0:56:13.880 --> 0:56:19.080 find one, send me there too. He's playing this out. 0:56:19.120 --> 0:56:20.920 I should have came in a charmander suit for this. 0:56:21.200 --> 0:56:25.600 He's he's vying for a job as like a creative 0:56:25.640 --> 0:56:27.680 director on your team or something like that. 0:56:27.719 --> 0:56:28.600 Is that what you're doing? 0:56:28.600 --> 0:56:30.360 I think that's I think that's his secret. 0:56:30.520 --> 0:56:30.719 Mu. 0:56:34.000 --> 0:56:36.000 You know, people tell me that a lot. I think 0:56:36.040 --> 0:56:37.760 I should go into advertising or something. 0:56:39.560 --> 0:56:46.200 Where do you live, Nathan, Colorado? Well, part of Colorado? 0:56:49.680 --> 0:56:51.960 Uh, you know, like right on the mountain side. 0:56:54.280 --> 0:56:55.759 I don't I don't know where that is. 0:56:55.800 --> 0:56:56.040 I don't know. 0:56:56.120 --> 0:56:57.240 I don't want to name a city. 0:56:57.520 --> 0:57:00.400 Okay, Okay, see Colorada Spring. 0:57:00.560 --> 0:57:02.920 I mean, Nathan's a very secretive man. 0:57:04.239 --> 0:57:06.680 Now I want to know your story and everything you've 0:57:06.800 --> 0:57:07.680 just reeled me in. 0:57:08.000 --> 0:57:12.000 It works, right, He's trying to preserve mysteries so that 0:57:12.080 --> 0:57:14.960 we feel a greater sense of interest in him. 0:57:15.280 --> 0:57:16.920 I'm interested, I'm here. 0:57:21.400 --> 0:57:24.320 But no, Nathan, Nathan, Nathan, Nathan, listen, I'm gonna tell 0:57:24.320 --> 0:57:25.560 you this before we go. I'm gonna tell you this 0:57:25.560 --> 0:57:27.320 before we go. I'm gonna tell you this before you go, 0:57:27.560 --> 0:57:30.760 because what I've learned from you is your whole thing 0:57:31.280 --> 0:57:35.800 is that you nail the first half of your plans 0:57:36.480 --> 0:57:37.840 very well, but. 0:57:37.800 --> 0:57:41.600 By but by act too, and then you gotta work. 0:57:41.360 --> 0:57:45.920 On act too, Nathan, the second half of the plans. 0:57:46.240 --> 0:57:48.760 Wait, say that again, Nathan. 0:57:48.760 --> 0:57:50.880 Do you have any final thoughts, feelings, or sentiments that 0:57:50.920 --> 0:57:52.040 you wish to share before we go? 0:57:56.920 --> 0:57:58.640 I mean, I'm sure you get this a lot of 0:57:58.760 --> 0:58:00.840 M and A, but once again, a lot of love, 0:58:00.920 --> 0:58:02.280 Like I really love your music. 0:58:04.280 --> 0:58:07.840 It's awesome, thanks man, love. 0:58:10.960 --> 0:58:11.280 All right? 0:58:12.000 --> 0:58:12.200 Yah? 0:58:12.840 --> 0:58:17.840 Yeah, Nathan's a bullshitter. When he called in, what did what? 0:58:17.920 --> 0:58:18.760 Did we want to know? 0:58:18.800 --> 0:58:19.280 What happened? 0:58:19.320 --> 0:58:19.440 Oh? 0:58:19.480 --> 0:58:23.680 He called in, and he told the call He told 0:58:23.720 --> 0:58:26.760 the call screener. He told the call screener that he 0:58:26.960 --> 0:58:29.120 was a huge Amina fan. And then we picked up. 0:58:29.200 --> 0:58:31.480 I was like he was, and then he said, yeah, 0:58:31.480 --> 0:58:38.040 I just made that up to get in and it worked. 0:58:38.400 --> 0:58:39.200 So did he lie? 0:58:39.360 --> 0:58:39.480 Then? 0:58:39.800 --> 0:58:40.840 Is that what he's just doing? 0:58:40.960 --> 0:58:41.400 I don't know. 0:58:41.800 --> 0:58:51.360 He's from Colorado. No, definitely not. He said about a 0:58:51.440 --> 0:58:57.240 mountain side. Yeah, I heard somebody respond like that sixties, Yeah, 0:58:57.400 --> 0:59:02.440 about the mountain side. He's a fictional character. 0:59:04.680 --> 0:59:11.000 Hello Devin, Yeah, hey, Devin, how are you doing? I'm 0:59:11.040 --> 0:59:13.320 here with a me and a were gecko's for talking 0:59:13.400 --> 0:59:17.720 to people on the phone. Well, what's what's going on? 0:59:17.840 --> 0:59:19.080 How many we get you this evening? 0:59:22.440 --> 0:59:24.920 Well, I mean, hey, you know, for one, how you 0:59:24.960 --> 0:59:27.520 guys doing? You know, it's cool being on here. I 0:59:28.400 --> 0:59:30.120 let me turn off. Let me turn off my stream 0:59:30.120 --> 0:59:30.760 real quick. 0:59:30.600 --> 0:59:33.120 Now with a good child, take your time. 0:59:37.400 --> 0:59:38.560 So I'll get, I'll get. 0:59:38.600 --> 0:59:39.600 I'll cut straight to the chase. 0:59:39.680 --> 0:59:39.800 Here. 0:59:41.320 --> 0:59:44.280 I talked to the call screener about an interesting situation 0:59:44.720 --> 0:59:48.400 I am. I found myself now, no long story short. 0:59:49.640 --> 0:59:50.120 I grew up. 0:59:50.280 --> 0:59:52.440 I still live with my family in a really small 0:59:52.480 --> 0:59:53.200 town in Texas. 0:59:53.520 --> 0:59:53.640 Uh. 0:59:54.160 --> 0:59:56.880 We're all really poor, well not really poor. We get by, 0:59:57.360 --> 1:00:00.880 but I'm always looking and living very minimal realistic lifestyle, 1:00:01.160 --> 1:00:02.920 like I try not to spend money. I do my 1:00:03.000 --> 1:00:06.680 best to get savings and stuff like that. But just 1:00:06.760 --> 1:00:09.200 over a year ago, I was in a really bad, 1:00:09.360 --> 1:00:12.840 like really traumatic motorcycle accident that was not my fall, 1:00:14.080 --> 1:00:16.240 and so I kind of busted on my knees a 1:00:16.240 --> 1:00:21.080 little bit. I'm okay now, thank goodness. But anyways, now 1:00:21.160 --> 1:00:24.720 I found myself in a situation where I have a 1:00:24.880 --> 1:00:27.160 really large insurance tech that I got. 1:00:28.040 --> 1:00:30.320 And I have no idea what to do with it, 1:00:30.920 --> 1:00:33.120 and so I want to be a pilot. I'm in 1:00:33.200 --> 1:00:35.360 flight school right now, and so one of the options 1:00:35.400 --> 1:00:38.280 is that I could continue on the flight school use 1:00:38.360 --> 1:00:41.320 this money as like, you know, to help get ahead 1:00:41.360 --> 1:00:46.000 of my loans. Another action is to travel. And my 1:00:46.120 --> 1:00:48.720 parents lived in France for a while and they're they're 1:00:48.720 --> 1:00:51.720 really encouraging me to go to France or figurerope and travel. 1:00:54.120 --> 1:00:56.680 I mean, I don't know, And there's course there's other 1:00:56.720 --> 1:00:58.600 stuff that I could do that maybe I'm just not 1:00:58.680 --> 1:00:59.320 thinking of yet. 1:01:00.040 --> 1:01:00.160 Uh. 1:01:00.720 --> 1:01:01.080 I don't know. 1:01:01.560 --> 1:01:01.680 Uh. 1:01:02.080 --> 1:01:04.240 And it's weird because I can't really talk to anybody 1:01:04.240 --> 1:01:05.439 because nobody's ever really been. 1:01:05.360 --> 1:01:06.920 In my situation, you know. 1:01:07.280 --> 1:01:09.840 I mean, typically people who are always low on money, 1:01:10.240 --> 1:01:12.160 and you know they know how to save it. But 1:01:12.320 --> 1:01:14.560 now I'm like, well I have all this money, It's 1:01:14.560 --> 1:01:16.200 all in a savings account, just sitting there. 1:01:16.440 --> 1:01:17.200 What do I do with it? 1:01:20.240 --> 1:01:23.160 Wait? So I'm just trying to understand here. You got 1:01:23.640 --> 1:01:26.520 so you're saying you have hell of money. Now you 1:01:26.680 --> 1:01:29.080 glopped up, dude. 1:01:29.160 --> 1:01:32.560 I'm I'm telling you I got fans on fans in. 1:01:32.600 --> 1:01:33.680 My saving the cow right now? 1:01:33.880 --> 1:01:38.280 What Why are you on the phone with us right now? 1:01:38.320 --> 1:01:38.560 Brett? 1:01:39.440 --> 1:01:41.080 Why are you on the phone with us right now? 1:01:41.200 --> 1:01:44.400 You need to go to this strip of in France. 1:01:44.640 --> 1:01:48.360 The thing is is that like my life, my life 1:01:48.400 --> 1:01:51.640 hasn't really changed. I still work two jobs. I'm still 1:01:51.680 --> 1:01:54.959 in flight school. You know, I'm still like I still 1:01:54.960 --> 1:01:57.320 live the same lifestyle that I that I've been living. 1:01:57.920 --> 1:02:01.000 But it's like do I need do you know what 1:02:01.120 --> 1:02:01.400 I mean? 1:02:01.560 --> 1:02:04.560 I could take a year off and go live in Europe. 1:02:05.560 --> 1:02:07.880 It sounds like I'm not even trying to interrupt you 1:02:08.040 --> 1:02:11.000 or nothing, but like it sounds like you just want 1:02:11.040 --> 1:02:11.800 to go to France. 1:02:14.520 --> 1:02:16.480 I mean, that's the thing is that I kind of 1:02:16.520 --> 1:02:21.000 do go ahead, she's got her lineage. 1:02:22.320 --> 1:02:24.440 Sorry I said go ahead, then what are you waiting for? 1:02:27.200 --> 1:02:29.360 Well, another thing is like, well, I want to be 1:02:29.400 --> 1:02:31.600 a pilot, and so you know, to get through all 1:02:31.640 --> 1:02:33.160 the way through pilot school to be like one of 1:02:33.200 --> 1:02:36.160 the guys who like flies the commercial jets. That's like 1:02:36.680 --> 1:02:37.960 one hundred thousand dollars. 1:02:37.800 --> 1:02:39.520 Worth of schooling. And so what I could do is 1:02:39.560 --> 1:02:40.200 I could use. 1:02:40.080 --> 1:02:42.240 This money to get ahead on that. So I'm not 1:02:42.800 --> 1:02:43.480 paying it off. 1:02:43.360 --> 1:02:49.120 In the future. Okay, I didn't realize there were responsibilities here, 1:02:49.520 --> 1:02:50.720 That's what I didn't realize. 1:02:52.480 --> 1:02:57.240 But I mean, you're only young. You're you're eighteen years old. 1:02:57.280 --> 1:03:01.760 It says, yeah, I'm just about to turn. 1:03:03.840 --> 1:03:06.000 You got so much time to do what you want, 1:03:06.200 --> 1:03:08.600 Like if you want to take a year off and 1:03:08.680 --> 1:03:10.920 go to France, Like a flight of France is not 1:03:11.320 --> 1:03:13.040 one hundred thousand dollars exactly. 1:03:13.040 --> 1:03:15.840 It's not like going to France. It's not You're not 1:03:16.160 --> 1:03:17.439 gonna be spending all the money. 1:03:17.520 --> 1:03:19.600 If you want to be smart and you know, stay 1:03:19.640 --> 1:03:22.320 at a hostel or too. I don't hostile still thinking. 1:03:22.120 --> 1:03:22.480 I told you. 1:03:22.680 --> 1:03:24.560 I don't know if you're still thinking COVID. But that's 1:03:24.640 --> 1:03:25.680 that's that's what I was gonna. 1:03:25.880 --> 1:03:27.439 What I'm saying if you want to be smart about 1:03:27.440 --> 1:03:29.200 your money, like you still go to France and then 1:03:29.240 --> 1:03:30.320 go to school. Why not? 1:03:33.760 --> 1:03:35.520 Yeah, I don't think that. I guess that's one of 1:03:35.560 --> 1:03:38.320 the I don't think that you're I don't know how 1:03:38.440 --> 1:03:41.000 you would spend one hundred thousand dollars unless if you 1:03:41.040 --> 1:03:45.000 were going to like the most expensive strip club in France. 1:03:46.040 --> 1:03:49.400 Yeah, no, trip is going to cost a hundred. 1:03:52.520 --> 1:03:54.160 Well, I guess that's That's one of the things that 1:03:54.240 --> 1:03:56.360 I have a lot of anxiety about just growing up 1:03:56.400 --> 1:03:58.640 in like a really poor household, is we always try 1:03:58.720 --> 1:04:02.920 to not spend money and so like it. And now 1:04:03.480 --> 1:04:05.880 it's weird because like, yeah, I get what you're saying 1:04:05.920 --> 1:04:07.040 that I'm not going to spend all of it, but 1:04:07.120 --> 1:04:09.920 I get really uncomfortable spending large amounts of money, if 1:04:10.000 --> 1:04:12.040 that makes sense. Like I have a project car that 1:04:12.080 --> 1:04:14.120 I work on, and whenever I have to buy new parts, 1:04:14.160 --> 1:04:16.280 I'm like, oh man, even though it's like a like 1:04:16.360 --> 1:04:18.560 a fraction of the money I have in my bank account, 1:04:18.560 --> 1:04:19.560 it doesn't really matter. 1:04:20.880 --> 1:04:22.640 I'm still like uncomfortable doing it. 1:04:23.160 --> 1:04:25.400 Yeah, but you glopped up now, bro, you better start 1:04:25.440 --> 1:04:27.360 acting like it. You glopped up now. 1:04:30.800 --> 1:04:34.200 Yeah, that's That's one way to look at it. The 1:04:34.280 --> 1:04:36.560 other option that I could do is I could I. 1:04:38.040 --> 1:04:40.240 Think you should just follow your gut, and I think 1:04:40.320 --> 1:04:43.160 you should go for what makes you happy right now 1:04:43.320 --> 1:04:46.439 in this moment and be smart about it. And if 1:04:46.640 --> 1:04:49.440 you think school is the best decision for you before 1:04:49.520 --> 1:04:51.920 you go on this trip, then do that, you know, 1:04:52.080 --> 1:04:54.640 and spend maybe like your summer in France or something 1:04:54.720 --> 1:04:59.040 you're after you settled in to school and you've worked 1:04:59.200 --> 1:05:02.320 and budgeted your money. Well, I don't know. This is 1:05:02.440 --> 1:05:03.600 just me thinking out loud. 1:05:06.440 --> 1:05:10.560 I mean I agree with you on that. I'm like, well, 1:05:10.600 --> 1:05:13.320 I I agree with that right, because like what, what 1:05:13.480 --> 1:05:17.120 trip to France is gonna cost? One hundred thousand dollars? 1:05:17.200 --> 1:05:21.200 Dude, The most you're gonna spend is if you're going 1:05:21.280 --> 1:05:23.680 do loo unless you glopped up now so you could 1:05:23.680 --> 1:05:26.760 bring a shorty with you or man with you, whatever, 1:05:27.000 --> 1:05:27.640 whatever you want. 1:05:28.760 --> 1:05:30.520 No, I'm alright, I'm alright, I'll be all right. 1:05:31.480 --> 1:05:38.600 Oh is the audio thing not working? So no, Devin, 1:05:38.680 --> 1:05:41.640 you sound beautiful, and you sound full of life, you 1:05:41.760 --> 1:05:44.320 sound full of energy, and you're not gonna be like 1:05:44.480 --> 1:05:50.000 that forever, Devin, You're slowly dying. Body is decaying. Get 1:05:50.160 --> 1:05:52.120 on a flight to France. 1:05:55.560 --> 1:05:57.760 All right, I'm going to book a flight to France. 1:05:57.800 --> 1:05:58.680 I'll go there this summer. 1:06:03.400 --> 1:06:04.680 I think if you're calling Devin. 1:06:04.560 --> 1:06:06.120 Of course, thank you for guys for talking to me. 1:06:06.160 --> 1:06:06.720 I appreciate it. 1:06:07.200 --> 1:06:07.800 Thanks Devin. 1:06:08.560 --> 1:06:09.840 You had a moment, because you had you had a 1:06:09.920 --> 1:06:13.560 moment at the very end where you were like, oh ship, 1:06:13.680 --> 1:06:15.680 we're and I have these moment sort like oh ship, 1:06:15.680 --> 1:06:19.360 we're saying words that people can hear. They're influencing decisions 1:06:19.400 --> 1:06:19.920 that they make. 1:06:20.160 --> 1:06:21.720 Yeah, like I was, I do. 1:06:22.000 --> 1:06:23.919 I do think that what you said made perfect sense. 1:06:24.040 --> 1:06:25.840 Okay, cool. I just don't want to give bad advice. 1:06:25.920 --> 1:06:29.480 I don't want somebody's life to just because of what 1:06:29.680 --> 1:06:30.120 I said. 1:06:30.520 --> 1:06:36.440 If people look, it's not if people take bad advice, 1:06:36.720 --> 1:06:39.360 uh huh, speaking, that's on them. 1:06:40.160 --> 1:06:44.840 If they if you listen to us, what are you doing? Yeah? 1:06:45.120 --> 1:06:48.680 I feel like, well, if somebody like they they go 1:06:48.880 --> 1:06:54.959 completely bankrupt and just end up in the hospital whatever 1:06:55.080 --> 1:06:57.400 it is, and they go, I am here because of 1:06:57.480 --> 1:07:00.360 two geckos on the internet. Is it the fault of 1:07:00.400 --> 1:07:02.000 the two geckos on the internet, or is it the 1:07:02.040 --> 1:07:04.320 fault of the man who listened to the two geckos 1:07:04.360 --> 1:07:04.840 on the Internet. 1:07:05.280 --> 1:07:06.840 It's the fault of the man who listened to the 1:07:06.920 --> 1:07:08.040 two geckos on the internet. 1:07:08.280 --> 1:07:11.520 If you're fantasized about like nuking your current life and 1:07:11.600 --> 1:07:12.360 starting a new one. 1:07:13.120 --> 1:07:15.960 Definitely fantasized about that before. Yeah, Like what if I 1:07:16.080 --> 1:07:19.960 just quit this shit and I was a gardener in Cincinnati. Yeah, 1:07:20.000 --> 1:07:20.360 I don't know. 1:07:20.720 --> 1:07:25.280 Yeah, not that I would do that, but I've. 1:07:25.120 --> 1:07:28.320 Definitely thought about it for shits and giggles, you know. 1:07:28.760 --> 1:07:31.280 It's uh, I don't know. There's so many different lives. 1:07:31.640 --> 1:07:33.760 That's the thing is, we live one life. But I 1:07:33.880 --> 1:07:37.040 kind of like it'd be nice to live like a bunch, 1:07:37.120 --> 1:07:40.160 you know, be a gardener Incinnanti, be a guy on 1:07:40.280 --> 1:07:44.360 a farm in Italy, be run a hot dog stands 1:07:44.440 --> 1:07:45.160 in New York. 1:07:45.040 --> 1:07:48.200 Like like the second one. Yeah, on a farm in Italy, 1:07:48.480 --> 1:07:49.600 in Italy. That's fly. 1:07:50.240 --> 1:07:52.240 Yeah, I could I could see, I could see. I 1:07:52.280 --> 1:07:53.800 could see being there at like eighty. 1:07:56.000 --> 1:07:57.200 I couldn't not for me. 1:07:57.280 --> 1:07:59.200 Where you want to be when you're eighty years old? 1:07:59.320 --> 1:08:04.720 When I'm eighty, yeah, Jesus alive, alive. Yeah, what's the 1:08:04.800 --> 1:08:06.320 oldest What's how old do you want to be when 1:08:06.360 --> 1:08:08.640 you die the fuck. 1:08:10.480 --> 1:08:11.320 One hundred and ten. 1:08:11.440 --> 1:08:15.080 One hundred and ten is way too old, you know why? 1:08:15.320 --> 1:08:15.480 Why? 1:08:17.040 --> 1:08:20.960 Because I feel like they're gonna have like the best 1:08:21.880 --> 1:08:26.760 quality medical shit by then. So I'm wonna be one 1:08:26.800 --> 1:08:30.439 hundred and ten with the body of a twenty five 1:08:30.560 --> 1:08:30.880 year old. 1:08:31.439 --> 1:08:32.760 I don't know if they can get it down to 1:08:32.880 --> 1:08:33.360 twenty five. 1:08:33.600 --> 1:08:36.200 They gonna figure it out. They're gonna figure it out. 1:08:36.640 --> 1:08:39.559 They they already making cars with no gas. 1:08:44.520 --> 1:08:47.040 I don't know, I have one hundred and ten. Let 1:08:47.080 --> 1:08:48.400 me I just just another question. 1:08:48.479 --> 1:08:50.240 I like that should is not pleasant. I'm just so 1:08:50.520 --> 1:08:52.880 curious as to what the world is gonna be, Like 1:08:53.080 --> 1:08:54.240 what year I don't fucking know. 1:08:56.760 --> 1:09:01.080 Yeah, that would be like twenty twenty one hundred some 1:09:01.240 --> 1:09:02.280 shit Like yeah. 1:09:02.320 --> 1:09:07.000 Like, what's gonna happen that year? I don't know. Maybe 1:09:07.040 --> 1:09:08.680 someone's gonna pull up this video that year. 1:09:09.800 --> 1:09:12.320 Well, I don't know. Where is the where like the 1:09:12.439 --> 1:09:16.479 YouTube videos from like two thousand and six, where are 1:09:16.479 --> 1:09:16.960 they gonna be? 1:09:17.200 --> 1:09:19.360 My question is, what company do you think is gonna 1:09:19.840 --> 1:09:20.559 run the world. 1:09:21.560 --> 1:09:24.160 It's not gonna be by twenty one hundred or like 1:09:24.160 --> 1:09:26.360 one hundred years by twenty one hundred. It's probably not 1:09:26.439 --> 1:09:30.360 a company that we know that exists right now. Maybe 1:09:30.439 --> 1:09:31.720 I don't. Do you think you think they're gonna be 1:09:31.720 --> 1:09:32.800 Facebook in twenty one hundred? 1:09:34.280 --> 1:09:36.960 I feel like what would make them go bankrupt? Like 1:09:37.000 --> 1:09:38.160 they're so powers? The meta? 1:09:38.800 --> 1:09:41.080 Get it right, Bra, it's meta? What do you fuck 1:09:41.120 --> 1:09:43.639 with the I talked to? We talked about this last week? 1:09:44.360 --> 1:09:46.000 Did do you fuck with the metaverse? 1:09:46.080 --> 1:09:48.439 At all? I don't know anything about it, so I 1:09:48.520 --> 1:09:50.439 can't say I fuck with it or don't fuck with it. 1:09:50.520 --> 1:09:54.840 But I've seen some memes and it's a little scary 1:09:55.520 --> 1:10:02.479 but also just hard to understand right away. So my 1:10:02.600 --> 1:10:05.200 opinion on it is very just yeah. 1:10:06.680 --> 1:10:11.280 Would you rather live forever like eternally? 1:10:11.920 --> 1:10:12.400 Or die? 1:10:12.920 --> 1:10:13.920 Or die right now? 1:10:15.920 --> 1:10:19.920 I'll probably die right now, not because I'm sad or anything, 1:10:19.960 --> 1:10:21.600 but yeah, but it's I think it's just want to 1:10:21.680 --> 1:10:24.920 live forever? Yeah? Yeah, I want to rest? 1:10:26.520 --> 1:10:29.479 That would be very exhausting, exhausting all your friends? What 1:10:29.600 --> 1:10:33.200 about you try I die right now? You die right now, 1:10:33.479 --> 1:10:36.080 die right now, as opposed to whatever. I guess this 1:10:36.200 --> 1:10:40.160 is the dark question, But you ask me anything, how 1:10:40.200 --> 1:10:46.080 would you want to die? Definitely in my sleep, in 1:10:46.160 --> 1:10:48.439 your sleep, painless, painless, in my sleep. 1:10:50.320 --> 1:10:51.880 You don't want to die doing something heroic. 1:10:52.080 --> 1:10:54.479 Everyone says that. Everyone says that. Everyone's like, I want 1:10:54.479 --> 1:10:56.320 to die doing something cool. I want to die like 1:10:56.880 --> 1:10:58.599 doing a fucking stunt off a car. 1:10:58.880 --> 1:11:02.439 Oh Nah's was like it hurts ever. I want a 1:11:02.479 --> 1:11:05.120 purple heart when I die. I don't know how I'm 1:11:05.120 --> 1:11:05.599 a good one. 1:11:05.680 --> 1:11:07.639 You like, Oh, so you want to do like something heroic, 1:11:07.800 --> 1:11:09.960 like jump in front of a bullet. 1:11:10.520 --> 1:11:12.320 No, no, I want to save somebody. I want to 1:11:12.320 --> 1:11:15.120 say somebody's life. If I'm dying, at least I'm I 1:11:15.240 --> 1:11:18.280 saved another one. You know what I'm saying. They're gonna 1:11:18.280 --> 1:11:19.280 write a movie about me. 1:11:20.520 --> 1:11:20.840 I don't know. 1:11:21.000 --> 1:11:23.439 You want you want the real Honestly, I'd just rather 1:11:23.600 --> 1:11:25.280 just die right now, die right now. 1:11:25.400 --> 1:11:28.680 Yeah, I feel like all the like, like people are like, 1:11:28.680 --> 1:11:30.080 I want to die, Like I want to go out 1:11:30.920 --> 1:11:33.280 like I'm skydiving or some shit. I'm like, that would 1:11:33.320 --> 1:11:35.679 hurt what that is terrible? 1:11:36.280 --> 1:11:40.160 Skydiving was honestly the most like freakiest moment of my life. 1:11:40.360 --> 1:11:42.160 You've gone skyas I was that on. 1:11:42.200 --> 1:11:45.519 My twenty fifth birthday. I think, Yeah, what'd you say? 1:11:45.640 --> 1:11:45.960 What was it? 1:11:46.080 --> 1:11:46.120 Like? 1:11:46.520 --> 1:11:47.240 It was insane? 1:11:47.560 --> 1:11:48.720 It was it was. 1:11:49.479 --> 1:11:51.880 I wasn't nervous to do it because I was really 1:11:51.920 --> 1:11:56.040 excited to do it. But like once you fly, once 1:11:56.080 --> 1:11:59.800 you jump off that plane and you're like flying mid air, 1:12:00.479 --> 1:12:04.000 it really hits you when you're like, holy shit, I'm 1:12:04.960 --> 1:12:09.720 falling from the fucking sky. Yeah, it's so crazy. It 1:12:09.800 --> 1:12:14.360 feels like I've never played Fortnight, but it feels like that. 1:12:14.920 --> 1:12:17.640 It feels like, holy shit, I'm getting dropped in or 1:12:17.800 --> 1:12:21.719 like this is an army mission or whatever. The fucking 1:12:21.800 --> 1:12:24.639 I'm just about to possibly die. 1:12:25.080 --> 1:12:27.280 Were you were you very in the moment of it, 1:12:27.400 --> 1:12:29.080 or were you in your head like I am in 1:12:29.439 --> 1:12:31.840 like actively thinking I am in the sky. 1:12:32.160 --> 1:12:35.400 That is exactly what I was doing. Yeah, the whole time, 1:12:36.280 --> 1:12:38.479 I was thinking, holy shit, I'm in the sky. And 1:12:38.560 --> 1:12:41.160 then I thought to myself, holy shit, I can't fucking 1:12:41.280 --> 1:12:45.479 breathe right now. No, it was fucking gasping for air. 1:12:45.520 --> 1:12:47.680 I thought I was about to fucking die. It was. 1:12:47.960 --> 1:12:50.880 It was as terrifying as fuck I was because it 1:12:50.960 --> 1:12:52.400 was like so much air. You know when you put 1:12:52.439 --> 1:12:54.680 your head out the window of a car, Yeah, and 1:12:54.760 --> 1:12:56.400 you're like, can't fucking do it forever? 1:12:56.560 --> 1:12:58.040 That times it's that times. 1:12:58.040 --> 1:12:59.840 A thousand. Yeah, and then no one told me that. 1:13:00.200 --> 1:13:02.400 I was really I was looking at my instructor, like, 1:13:02.479 --> 1:13:04.679 what the fuck? Because that motherfucker was wearing a helmet? 1:13:05.120 --> 1:13:06.840 Were you taped to a guy or yeah, I was 1:13:06.880 --> 1:13:07.439 taped to a guy. 1:13:07.479 --> 1:13:10.360 I was not to fuck. No, hold thing. 1:13:10.439 --> 1:13:11.519 I'm like, I don't want your response. 1:13:11.760 --> 1:13:13.840 Hell no, none of us are responsible. I think you 1:13:14.520 --> 1:13:17.200 what you need to, like, uh, to go alone, you 1:13:17.320 --> 1:13:19.439 need to have like training for like a year or 1:13:19.520 --> 1:13:21.720 something like that. I looked into it, you know, I 1:13:21.840 --> 1:13:22.320 was curious. 1:13:22.720 --> 1:13:24.920 Do you think about death's death often? 1:13:25.720 --> 1:13:25.920 Yes? 1:13:27.040 --> 1:13:28.320 What do you think when you think about it? 1:13:29.280 --> 1:13:31.040 Are you like I think about myself dying? 1:13:31.320 --> 1:13:31.519 Yeah? 1:13:32.800 --> 1:13:34.880 I don't know. I'm not like scared to die, but 1:13:35.000 --> 1:13:37.839 I'm scared to die. I definitely think about death often, 1:13:38.160 --> 1:13:43.600 not like concerningly, often maybe concerning Uh did I say concerningly? 1:13:43.760 --> 1:13:46.080 I think that's a word. That's the word concern concerning. 1:13:47.000 --> 1:13:48.519 You can just make up words. You can just you 1:13:48.800 --> 1:13:49.680 said pesbian. 1:13:50.600 --> 1:13:52.320 No one will stop you from making up words. 1:13:52.800 --> 1:13:55.120 Future said pesbian? What is that about pesbian? 1:13:55.920 --> 1:13:57.320 When you get to a certain I think when you 1:13:57.360 --> 1:13:59.160 get to a certain level of clout, you just say 1:13:59.280 --> 1:13:59.880 things and people go. 1:14:00.120 --> 1:14:03.320 Yes, that certain level of cloud though. You can say 1:14:03.400 --> 1:14:05.920 some things make up a word right now, go and 1:14:06.200 --> 1:14:08.240 everyone on your child's gonna say it. 1:14:08.680 --> 1:14:10.880 That's very Oh man, I'm on the spot. 1:14:11.000 --> 1:14:17.000 Yeah, that's very It's okay. We could come back to 1:14:17.120 --> 1:14:18.479 it if you want to think about it. 1:14:20.280 --> 1:14:24.200 Look, look lacantus of you. It's very lacantus of you. 1:14:25.439 --> 1:14:31.320 You chose a very kind of scholar like word. What's 1:14:31.360 --> 1:14:43.000 your word? I don't fucking know. I just said like 1:14:43.080 --> 1:14:45.120 five words in my head and they all sound as stupid. 1:14:47.520 --> 1:14:49.519 Just the thing is, I don't but that's the thing. 1:14:50.920 --> 1:14:51.080 Yeah. 1:14:51.120 --> 1:14:52.599 I was like, I'm gonna, well, that's the thing, right. 1:14:52.600 --> 1:14:54.120 It's like, if you don't believe it's a word health, 1:14:54.200 --> 1:14:55.280 how is everyone else gonna believe? 1:14:55.320 --> 1:14:57.160 I definitely don't believe my ship I just came up 1:14:57.200 --> 1:14:59.000 with was a word. So I'm not gonna even bother. 1:14:59.360 --> 1:15:00.679 That's what's cool about I wish. 1:15:00.760 --> 1:15:04.439 I wish I could make music because like, I feel 1:15:04.479 --> 1:15:06.720 like you can express it's a it's a much better 1:15:06.760 --> 1:15:07.799 way to express yourself. 1:15:07.880 --> 1:15:08.040 Though. 1:15:08.160 --> 1:15:10.840 Oh yeah, I used to do stand up comedy, terrible 1:15:10.880 --> 1:15:13.400 way of expressing yourself. You didn't like that this isn't 1:15:13.600 --> 1:15:16.639 This is a decent way of expressing podcasting, but music 1:15:16.800 --> 1:15:19.920 like just whatever the fuck is in your head? You 1:15:20.000 --> 1:15:20.320 can just. 1:15:22.400 --> 1:15:27.040 Pretty much yeah, like it's pretty fun, can lie? I 1:15:27.120 --> 1:15:28.000 love doing my job. 1:15:28.600 --> 1:15:28.840 Rob? 1:15:30.080 --> 1:15:30.639 This is him? 1:15:31.320 --> 1:15:31.640 How are you? 1:15:31.800 --> 1:15:32.000 Rob? 1:15:32.120 --> 1:15:32.320 Hello? 1:15:34.640 --> 1:15:35.479 You know I'm doing well. 1:15:35.560 --> 1:15:36.320 I can't complain. 1:15:36.400 --> 1:15:43.479 How you guys doing chilling like a villain? Like a villain? 1:15:46.160 --> 1:15:47.120 How you doing this? 1:15:47.200 --> 1:15:47.439 Is so? 1:15:48.080 --> 1:15:48.880 I can't believe I'm here. 1:15:50.360 --> 1:15:52.320 I can't believe are you here? 1:15:52.439 --> 1:15:52.960 You know what I mean? 1:15:53.120 --> 1:15:53.160 Like? 1:15:53.880 --> 1:15:57.680 Physically do you do you? 1:15:58.200 --> 1:15:58.880 Do you feel here? 1:15:59.360 --> 1:15:59.559 Yeah? 1:16:03.800 --> 1:16:05.599 I would say so, I feel like I'm here. 1:16:08.080 --> 1:16:08.880 That's I'm here. 1:16:10.080 --> 1:16:10.519 What do you think? 1:16:10.640 --> 1:16:14.679 Rob looks like I don't know. I haven't even heard 1:16:14.760 --> 1:16:18.120 Rob say enough yet. So maybe by the end of 1:16:18.160 --> 1:16:19.479 this call we can ask that question. 1:16:20.960 --> 1:16:22.080 How can we get you this evening? 1:16:22.160 --> 1:16:22.320 Rob? 1:16:23.560 --> 1:16:23.760 Yeah? 1:16:26.360 --> 1:16:30.040 Oh, get me let me see. 1:16:30.240 --> 1:16:30.640 I don't know. 1:16:31.120 --> 1:16:31.840 I don't you know. 1:16:31.960 --> 1:16:35.040 I didn't have expectations falling into well. 1:16:35.000 --> 1:16:37.760 You did tell us you can I talk about what 1:16:37.840 --> 1:16:42.519 you said to the call screenner. Sure you said your 1:16:42.600 --> 1:16:44.559 identity was stolen an hour ago? 1:16:45.120 --> 1:16:51.240 What supposedly I got a couple now. 1:16:51.479 --> 1:16:58.440 Which customer service represented told you to call two geckos? 1:17:05.240 --> 1:17:05.400 You know. 1:17:05.560 --> 1:17:08.479 I got I got the Twitch notification and I was like, 1:17:08.880 --> 1:17:10.519 you know, I'll put that call on hold. 1:17:10.840 --> 1:17:17.760 I'd rather do this, bru, get the fuck off this 1:17:17.960 --> 1:17:20.960 phone and get your identity back. This is crazy. 1:17:23.840 --> 1:17:26.200 I love you too, man, this is so much more important. 1:17:27.439 --> 1:17:30.320 I feel like, well, this is I feel like we're 1:17:30.479 --> 1:17:32.879 engaging in a bit of escapism here, which I completely 1:17:32.880 --> 1:17:34.920 empathize with because. 1:17:34.680 --> 1:17:37.400 I empathize with it, but I don't support it. 1:17:38.479 --> 1:17:41.599 I'm with that, I empathize, but I understand the desire 1:17:42.560 --> 1:17:45.599 to sort of be in this because you're you're about 1:17:45.640 --> 1:17:49.080 to be on the phone for hours and hours with 1:17:49.280 --> 1:17:52.720 people who the subject of your conversation with them will 1:17:52.760 --> 1:17:56.960 be your stolen identity. And maybe you wanted this phone 1:17:57.040 --> 1:18:02.200 call to be the five minutes where you can we 1:18:02.280 --> 1:18:04.360 can talk about things that have nothing to do with 1:18:04.640 --> 1:18:08.880 all of your credit card information being available online now 1:18:09.360 --> 1:18:12.439 right right, And I'm and and again, I don't know 1:18:12.479 --> 1:18:14.280 if I endorse that. I don't know if I would 1:18:14.360 --> 1:18:15.559 endorse that as the right move. 1:18:15.880 --> 1:18:17.479 How did this happen? Is my question. 1:18:20.479 --> 1:18:23.240 No, I would say one hundred percent the right move, 1:18:23.400 --> 1:18:26.120 because you got to think in like experiences are worth 1:18:26.240 --> 1:18:30.680 more than like your credit experiences are worth more than 1:18:30.720 --> 1:18:32.640 like the money you have and stuff like that, so 1:18:32.800 --> 1:18:35.920 like this is definitely worth it, more so to me 1:18:36.280 --> 1:18:39.360 than you know, being on a whole call, I totally 1:18:39.400 --> 1:18:42.760 agree with some random person talking about my identity. 1:18:43.280 --> 1:18:46.719 But how did your identity get stolen? Is my question. 1:18:49.320 --> 1:18:51.519 I've got no clue. I've got no clue. I just 1:18:51.560 --> 1:18:53.960 got a couple of emails earlier saying that, like about 1:18:53.960 --> 1:18:56.599 an hour ago, saying that, like someone open bank account, 1:18:57.000 --> 1:18:59.360 bank account my name, and I was like, I haven't 1:18:59.479 --> 1:19:02.479 opened a bank account in my own name in like years, So. 1:19:04.120 --> 1:19:06.679 Wow, you don't have any internets out there or anything 1:19:06.760 --> 1:19:11.960 like that. No, damn no. 1:19:12.240 --> 1:19:15.200 I actually just remembered a story though. When I was 1:19:15.240 --> 1:19:18.479 a kid, I remember calling my dad. Do you guys 1:19:18.520 --> 1:19:22.160 remember like those online games where you would like just 1:19:22.320 --> 1:19:25.880 random internet games where you'd sign in and stuff. I 1:19:25.960 --> 1:19:30.080 remember one of them asked me for my social Security number, 1:19:30.120 --> 1:19:32.200 and I was like, Dad, I was like calling him. 1:19:32.200 --> 1:19:34.320 I was like, can I please have my social Security number? 1:19:34.360 --> 1:19:37.400 I need to play this game? It looks awesome. He 1:19:37.600 --> 1:19:39.880 was like, no, We're gonna talk when we get back home. 1:19:40.320 --> 1:19:44.240 Like, okay, do you think this is in any way 1:19:44.240 --> 1:19:49.240 related to your identity theft that is happening contemporarily. 1:19:52.800 --> 1:19:53.280 Definitely not. 1:19:53.520 --> 1:19:58.320 No, that's good because your dad would be very disappointed. 1:19:58.400 --> 1:19:59.200 But I'm sure. 1:20:01.640 --> 1:20:03.439 You seem like money is just not important to you. 1:20:03.680 --> 1:20:06.519 Yeah, it's kind of beautiful. I agree, it's kind of beautiful. 1:20:09.439 --> 1:20:13.400 I mean it's you know, it's important to an extent, 1:20:13.560 --> 1:20:16.120 but like you can I don't know. I mean, I'm 1:20:16.280 --> 1:20:18.560 fortunate enough to have had money growing up, so like 1:20:19.080 --> 1:20:21.040 I don't have to worry about it as much, but like, 1:20:21.600 --> 1:20:24.240 I feel like you can still live with less money, 1:20:24.760 --> 1:20:25.799 if that makes sense. 1:20:26.439 --> 1:20:29.519 Rob, Rob, who do you first call? 1:20:29.640 --> 1:20:30.880 Do you google. 1:20:33.360 --> 1:20:35.040 What to do if your identity is stolen? 1:20:35.240 --> 1:20:39.160 Well, that actually is the exact thing I did. I 1:20:39.240 --> 1:20:42.200 did google at and it took me to the FTC's website. 1:20:42.280 --> 1:20:46.120 For everyone who knows or doesn't know, look up a 1:20:46.200 --> 1:20:48.960 FDC and it'll tell you what to do. And then 1:20:49.000 --> 1:20:52.000 I called Wells Fargo and I've been on hold for 1:20:52.040 --> 1:20:53.080 the past like hour and a half. 1:20:54.240 --> 1:20:57.640 The fucking banks and them airlines be putting us on 1:20:57.640 --> 1:21:02.439 a whole for hours. That shit needs to change in twenty. 1:21:04.320 --> 1:21:08.080 Rob, what's really I'm kind of curious, so let's say 1:21:08.120 --> 1:21:11.200 that your identity was stolen and that all your money 1:21:11.240 --> 1:21:16.439 has gone. What does what does tomorrow look like for you? 1:21:18.920 --> 1:21:20.080 Probably a normal day. 1:21:20.240 --> 1:21:22.519 I mean, I feel like I've got enough. I feel 1:21:22.560 --> 1:21:25.439 like I brust the system too much. Like I would 1:21:25.479 --> 1:21:28.240 probably still go to work. I'd probably call my banks, 1:21:28.320 --> 1:21:31.519 back boards, try to get whatever I can back. But 1:21:31.680 --> 1:21:34.800 like I wouldn't do anything too drastic, I think. 1:21:36.280 --> 1:21:38.040 See, I feel like I agree. It's a beautiful thing 1:21:38.120 --> 1:21:40.760 because if you feel like that wouldn't change your life 1:21:40.840 --> 1:21:43.720 that much, you're living a good life. 1:21:45.400 --> 1:21:45.759 Content. 1:21:48.360 --> 1:21:50.720 Yeah, I'm definitely living a good life. 1:21:53.000 --> 1:21:55.240 I'm trying to live like you. Broh. Yeah, I was 1:21:55.240 --> 1:21:58.680 about to say, I gotta have your positivity. Man, what 1:21:58.800 --> 1:21:59.160 do you do? 1:21:59.439 --> 1:21:59.640 Do you? 1:22:00.080 --> 1:22:03.720 Uh? Do you believe in the God? Do you be 1:22:04.120 --> 1:22:07.400 doing yoga? Boodh is? What's your thing? 1:22:07.520 --> 1:22:07.640 Man? 1:22:10.560 --> 1:22:13.920 That's a that's a good question. Well so easy answer. 1:22:14.120 --> 1:22:19.560 I don't do yoga. I'm kind of in between on 1:22:19.680 --> 1:22:22.680 the god situation, kind of figuring out what I do 1:22:22.880 --> 1:22:26.000 believe in, what I don't believe. I don't know, I 1:22:26.720 --> 1:22:27.960 just am I guess. 1:22:30.720 --> 1:22:35.120 So, how do you have this emotional maturity? Like? What 1:22:35.439 --> 1:22:37.960 what where did you get this from is your parents 1:22:38.240 --> 1:22:40.400 just like this as well? 1:22:41.680 --> 1:22:45.040 Probably I don't like I couldn't tell you like looking 1:22:45.080 --> 1:22:48.720 at them if they are. And I've always been, you know, 1:22:49.080 --> 1:22:54.280 like emotionally like mature, but like I don't really think 1:22:54.360 --> 1:22:56.400 I'm super emotionally mature all the time. 1:22:57.040 --> 1:22:57.400 I just. 1:22:59.200 --> 1:22:59.560 I don't know. 1:22:59.680 --> 1:23:00.439 That's a question. 1:23:01.840 --> 1:23:03.960 Yeah, because a lot of people would throw fits at 1:23:04.000 --> 1:23:07.160 their identity got stolen and they would be having the 1:23:07.240 --> 1:23:10.800 worst week of their life maybe and doesn't seem like 1:23:10.880 --> 1:23:12.960 you are. And that's pretty awesome. 1:23:13.240 --> 1:23:15.600 Yeah, I'm extremely impressed by how you're handling this. 1:23:18.240 --> 1:23:18.519 Thank you. 1:23:18.880 --> 1:23:19.640 I appreciate it. 1:23:21.040 --> 1:23:23.840 I appreciate its you good luck man for real. 1:23:25.080 --> 1:23:26.880 Thank you, I appreciate it. 1:23:26.960 --> 1:23:29.080 I really do have a the rest of the night. 1:23:29.200 --> 1:23:34.280 Rob, how do you feel about your identity getting stolen? 1:23:34.320 --> 1:23:39.160 I would flip shit shit, I would freak out. 1:23:39.439 --> 1:23:45.720 Rob is tripping, not in concerning negative way, but just 1:23:45.840 --> 1:23:51.960 in a but in my way. I would be tripping, Rob, 1:23:52.320 --> 1:23:57.640 you are impressive, which you also crazy as fuck. I 1:23:57.720 --> 1:24:01.880 would literally be break get walls in my fucking house 1:24:01.920 --> 1:24:03.840 and somebody stole my identity. I would get on my 1:24:04.000 --> 1:24:07.000 Jason Bourne and look for the nigga who stole my identity, 1:24:07.920 --> 1:24:09.559 That's what I would do. He doesn't seem to mind 1:24:09.600 --> 1:24:14.679 it at all. I know, and I'm jealous of that. Yeah, 1:24:14.960 --> 1:24:18.760 but I'm also mad for him, you know what I mean. 1:24:19.000 --> 1:24:22.680 You're mad for him for I'm mad for Rob. I 1:24:22.840 --> 1:24:25.679 want somebody to go find his identity. 1:24:27.840 --> 1:24:30.839 I feel like Rob, he like know he's got something 1:24:31.600 --> 1:24:32.479 that maybe we don't have. 1:24:33.040 --> 1:24:35.759 You think he has another identity. That's why he's not Tripp. 1:24:37.600 --> 1:24:38.879 You only think. 1:24:41.040 --> 1:24:43.400 That you got so calm that it seems like he 1:24:43.600 --> 1:24:46.120 just got another identity, just like tucked away in his 1:24:46.280 --> 1:24:46.960 drawer or something. 1:24:47.600 --> 1:24:51.160 Well, we all maybe we all have like metaphorically another 1:24:51.240 --> 1:24:52.240 identity with that ship. 1:24:52.320 --> 1:24:58.240 Man, if somebody stole my identity, I'm flipping ship. That's crazy. 1:24:58.920 --> 1:25:00.679 That's like top. 1:25:01.040 --> 1:25:03.760 Five things you just don't want your day, Like your 1:25:03.840 --> 1:25:05.200 day is ruined that way. 1:25:05.240 --> 1:25:09.120 Like more than a day would be really yeah, years. 1:25:10.400 --> 1:25:12.599 Really Like what is that situation? Like when your identity 1:25:12.640 --> 1:25:13.439 gets stolen? Right? 1:25:13.560 --> 1:25:13.600 Like? 1:25:13.760 --> 1:25:15.800 How long does it take to recover from something like that? 1:25:16.920 --> 1:25:17.799 I don't understand. 1:25:17.880 --> 1:25:19.000 Will have to call back Rob. 1:25:19.120 --> 1:25:20.479 He don't call back with a different name. 1:25:21.240 --> 1:25:22.960 I think he just accepted. I don't even think he's 1:25:23.000 --> 1:25:24.800 like calling. I think he was lying when he said 1:25:24.800 --> 1:25:27.679 he's on hold. I think Rob seems like he lives 1:25:27.720 --> 1:25:29.720 his life in a way where like things happen to 1:25:29.800 --> 1:25:32.799 him and he goes, oh, that happened to me, except 1:25:32.880 --> 1:25:35.600 that that happened to me, I now move on with 1:25:35.880 --> 1:25:36.840 the rest of my day. 1:25:38.200 --> 1:25:38.600 I don't know. 1:25:39.680 --> 1:25:41.880 And and you were asking him, you were like, what 1:25:42.080 --> 1:25:42.200 is it? 1:25:42.320 --> 1:25:42.479 Are you? 1:25:42.760 --> 1:25:43.760 Is it a religious thing? 1:25:43.880 --> 1:25:44.439 Is it yoba? 1:25:44.520 --> 1:25:48.479 What how do you become? Do you think do you 1:25:48.560 --> 1:25:51.200 think you could you could get to that point where 1:25:51.240 --> 1:25:53.320 you don't you're not razzled by things? Or do you 1:25:53.360 --> 1:25:54.720 think it's just a innate thing you have to be 1:25:54.800 --> 1:25:55.120 born with? 1:25:55.600 --> 1:26:02.439 Listen, not being bothered by things is I think a 1:26:04.520 --> 1:26:10.639 way a lot of people can be. Yeah, But trying 1:26:10.680 --> 1:26:14.200 to stay calm while your identity gets stolen is fucking many. 1:26:14.920 --> 1:26:21.400 That's like like like too peaceful for me, almost to 1:26:21.479 --> 1:26:24.639 the point where I have to like intervene for this person. 1:26:25.040 --> 1:26:30.960 You know, I want to find Rob's fucking person. Who 1:26:31.040 --> 1:26:33.200 did this? Find him? 1:26:34.000 --> 1:26:36.639 Whoever is stolen Here's the thing, whoever stole Rob's money, 1:26:37.040 --> 1:26:37.880 they still won't be as. 1:26:37.800 --> 1:26:40.679 Happy as Rob. They can definitely steal what Rob. 1:26:40.640 --> 1:26:43.120 Has Rob has something that can't be stolen from him. 1:26:43.280 --> 1:26:45.840 Yeah, that's beautiful, but I need my ship back. 1:26:46.920 --> 1:26:49.160 You know, I've always wanted I want to get to 1:26:49.240 --> 1:26:51.880 a point. I heard him there's a story I heard about. 1:26:51.920 --> 1:26:53.559 I think it was Thomas Edison or something. 1:26:54.080 --> 1:26:54.280 Huh. 1:26:54.640 --> 1:26:56.840 He he woke up one day to find all of 1:26:56.920 --> 1:27:01.760 his life's like his his his laboratory in flames like 1:27:02.080 --> 1:27:04.320 some something, when all, like all of his life's work 1:27:04.439 --> 1:27:05.040 was like burning. 1:27:06.040 --> 1:27:08.479 Back in those times, they didn't have fire hydroents and. 1:27:08.600 --> 1:27:10.320 No, it was just burned. They just had to sit 1:27:10.360 --> 1:27:16.479 and watch it burn. And his reaction was was I 1:27:16.560 --> 1:27:18.320 need to go get my my wife and kids to 1:27:18.360 --> 1:27:20.800 come over here. They'll never see a fire this great again. 1:27:21.560 --> 1:27:22.160 That's what he did. 1:27:22.240 --> 1:27:22.800 That's what he did. 1:27:22.880 --> 1:27:26.200 He was like, look how beautiful this fire is. I 1:27:26.240 --> 1:27:28.040 could have lived with not knowing that story. That's some 1:27:28.200 --> 1:27:33.120 dumb ass shit. He invited his family over to watch 1:27:33.240 --> 1:27:39.160 the fire. Yo. I think that's crazy. That's crazy to me. 1:27:40.600 --> 1:27:45.680 That is absolutely insane. That's how I want to be. 1:27:47.120 --> 1:27:49.600 Does not care about shit? I mean, I don't know 1:27:49.640 --> 1:27:51.400 if I ever get that. I want to not care 1:27:51.439 --> 1:27:54.120 about shit, right, but like if my life's work is 1:27:54.200 --> 1:27:57.000 on fire. I want to be able to look at 1:27:57.040 --> 1:27:59.080 it in a positive way and be like, Okay, what 1:27:59.160 --> 1:28:02.960 do I gotta do now now to to remake my 1:28:03.040 --> 1:28:03.639 life's work. 1:28:04.400 --> 1:28:06.040 I'm sure he thought about that after, but he was 1:28:06.080 --> 1:28:08.680 trying to be in the moment of the fire all that. 1:28:08.960 --> 1:28:11.160 If I was, if I was, if I was his family, 1:28:11.320 --> 1:28:13.599 I'd be like Dad, like, why the fuck you invite 1:28:13.640 --> 1:28:16.240 me to your ship just burning? Like this is stupid 1:28:16.280 --> 1:28:20.160 as fuck. I don't think the world knows that story. 1:28:20.240 --> 1:28:22.320 Does the world know this story? I think I heard it. 1:28:22.400 --> 1:28:22.760 I heard it. 1:28:22.800 --> 1:28:26.880 I heard it from somewhere. I would like to know 1:28:26.920 --> 1:28:29.840 where somewhere on the computer it might not. I mean, 1:28:29.960 --> 1:28:32.719 look and all, it's probably not true. 1:28:33.240 --> 1:28:36.280 Huh, you just make this ship up. 1:28:36.320 --> 1:28:38.760 No, I did not make it up for myself. That 1:28:38.840 --> 1:28:39.360 make it myself. 1:28:39.360 --> 1:28:41.240 I say, damn, you're really good at acting. 1:28:41.479 --> 1:28:41.519 No. 1:28:41.600 --> 1:28:45.360 No, I did not make it it myself. I only 1:28:45.400 --> 1:28:46.120 tell the truth on him. 1:28:46.120 --> 1:28:47.320 Hopefully that ship was true. 1:28:49.800 --> 1:28:52.000 Why I said something smart? He new bunch of ship 1:28:52.160 --> 1:28:53.160 about things. 1:28:54.439 --> 1:29:00.360 On fires? I had to like pee so bad? Is 1:29:00.400 --> 1:29:01.280 that where I came here? 1:29:01.439 --> 1:29:01.639 Yeah? 1:29:02.240 --> 1:29:05.320 And I had to hold it in for thirty five minutes. 1:29:05.479 --> 1:29:06.759 Really in an uber. 1:29:07.400 --> 1:29:09.000 Is is that that? 1:29:09.080 --> 1:29:11.120 Do you typically have a small bladder? 1:29:11.920 --> 1:29:13.320 No, this is it. 1:29:13.479 --> 1:29:18.160 I just had to hold in my peet aggressively before this, 1:29:19.200 --> 1:29:22.080 and it really fucked my stomach up. I was just like, really, 1:29:22.520 --> 1:29:24.800 it was like a bad stomach ache. And then when 1:29:24.840 --> 1:29:29.320 I finally use the path, you got to look so amazing. 1:29:29.320 --> 1:29:32.559 You got to listen to your body more often. Yeah, 1:29:32.680 --> 1:29:35.800 it's important. I was just in an uber and the 1:29:35.920 --> 1:29:40.560 guy just wasn't really interested in stopping somewhere for me. 1:29:40.640 --> 1:29:42.840 I didn't ask, but I could tell he didn't want 1:29:42.880 --> 1:29:45.280 me to talk. He didn't want you to talk. Yeah, 1:29:45.320 --> 1:29:49.920 he just was like, talk to your ruber drivers. Yeah, yeah, 1:29:50.200 --> 1:29:51.679 I like people's stories. 1:29:51.800 --> 1:29:54.240 Why not you never get in You never get in there. 1:29:54.280 --> 1:29:56.880 And you're like, you know that button in a nuber 1:29:56.960 --> 1:29:58.040 that's like do not talk? 1:29:58.600 --> 1:30:00.760 That was a Nathan for you, uh thing? 1:30:00.880 --> 1:30:03.960 I think, what do you mean that he came up with? 1:30:04.040 --> 1:30:05.720 That? Is that a real thing? 1:30:05.800 --> 1:30:07.960 And that's a real thing? Is that a real thing? 1:30:08.120 --> 1:30:08.320 Yes? 1:30:08.439 --> 1:30:09.879 It's insane, it's so savage. 1:30:10.320 --> 1:30:12.920 I've never phrased I've never I've never seen. 1:30:12.800 --> 1:30:16.519 That there's an option button for someone to not speak 1:30:16.600 --> 1:30:19.679 to you. No, no talking I've never seen that before, 1:30:19.880 --> 1:30:23.719 insane You ever pressed the button? No, that's it's crazy, 1:30:24.120 --> 1:30:27.280 bro Like what like that's I don't know. That's just 1:30:27.360 --> 1:30:31.559 wild to me. That would be pretty savage to press 1:30:31.640 --> 1:30:35.120 that button. Yeah you could, you definitely, no, but you can't. 1:30:35.160 --> 1:30:35.479 You can't. 1:30:35.560 --> 1:30:37.160 You can't. You couldn't take it personally. 1:30:37.840 --> 1:30:39.519 You couldn't take it personally. Is ever talk? 1:30:39.600 --> 1:30:40.760 And I would just be like, I mean, because look, 1:30:40.800 --> 1:30:41.800 I you know, but. 1:30:41.840 --> 1:30:42.920 What if that person does talk? 1:30:43.000 --> 1:30:43.400 What do you like? 1:30:44.520 --> 1:30:47.320 Shut the fuck up? What you know? 1:30:48.000 --> 1:30:48.360 I think? 1:30:48.560 --> 1:30:50.400 I think if you're doing like a work call, if 1:30:50.439 --> 1:30:52.400 you want a call, right, I get it. But like 1:30:53.320 --> 1:30:55.519 if you just got headphones in and you vibing, are 1:30:55.560 --> 1:30:57.679 you going through something? I get it. Ship I probably 1:30:57.760 --> 1:31:00.240 pressed that if somebody died in my life, I need 1:31:00.360 --> 1:31:00.920 to take an uver. 1:31:02.160 --> 1:31:06.760 I mean, I I feel like most people have like 1:31:07.280 --> 1:31:09.559 the social cues to tell whether or not somebody wants 1:31:09.600 --> 1:31:09.880 to talk. 1:31:10.600 --> 1:31:14.519 Oh yeah, some don't though, but some some definitely don't. 1:31:14.560 --> 1:31:16.759 A lot of a lot of people don't. I haven't 1:31:16.800 --> 1:31:19.439 worn pants this tight since tracking Are they really? 1:31:19.439 --> 1:31:23.040 Are they that tight? You can be complaints? 1:31:23.080 --> 1:31:26.600 Are you every day? Not uncomfortable? I'm just getting used to, 1:31:26.760 --> 1:31:29.080 you know, skin tight. I feel like I'm wearing yoga 1:31:29.160 --> 1:31:29.760 pants right now. 1:31:30.200 --> 1:31:33.960 I've always found the pants to be very comfortable. I mean, 1:31:34.200 --> 1:31:36.880 you are the gecko though, Yeah, I guess it's sort 1:31:36.880 --> 1:31:37.360 of Uh. 1:31:37.640 --> 1:31:41.599 It should feel comfortable for you. If it didn't, I'd 1:31:41.680 --> 1:31:44.400 be concerned. I'd be like, what are you? 1:31:44.720 --> 1:31:46.880 You'd be concerned that I was putting myself in pain for. 1:31:49.120 --> 1:31:52.120 Yeah, you're doing something that you don't want to do. 1:31:54.800 --> 1:31:55.400 That'd be sad. 1:31:56.240 --> 1:31:57.200 I think that would be said. 1:31:57.520 --> 1:31:59.960 I like being a gecko. I like being a geg 1:32:00.479 --> 1:32:02.000 Are you do you? Are you enjoying me? Get go? 1:32:02.320 --> 1:32:04.679 Why not? Yeah, it's pretty cool. 1:32:04.760 --> 1:32:07.200 That's not that's not why not? It's like, you know, 1:32:07.680 --> 1:32:09.400 it's passive answer, is it? 1:32:09.680 --> 1:32:09.880 Yeah? 1:32:10.200 --> 1:32:10.360 You go? 1:32:10.640 --> 1:32:12.560 It's just natural for me. I was just like, why not? 1:32:12.640 --> 1:32:13.880 Why wouldn't I want to be a get Go? 1:32:16.640 --> 1:32:17.920 I can feel like I can see why. There are 1:32:17.920 --> 1:32:19.320 a lot of reasons why you wouldn't have be There's 1:32:19.360 --> 1:32:20.960 there's a lot of predators to geckos. 1:32:21.000 --> 1:32:24.679 There's hawks. Ah, we're talking about in the literal sense. 1:32:24.720 --> 1:32:26.400 I thought you were just talking about in the bodysuits. 1:32:26.600 --> 1:32:28.439 Oh okay, yeah, hell no, I don't want to be 1:32:28.479 --> 1:32:32.360 no fucking get go as an animal. Hell no, Adam, 1:32:33.760 --> 1:32:35.960 that is my first name. How are you, Adam? 1:32:37.479 --> 1:32:37.799 Adam? 1:32:38.439 --> 1:32:39.200 What's up at him? 1:32:42.760 --> 1:32:42.880 Uh? 1:32:43.200 --> 1:32:44.519 Chilling, enjoying the stream? 1:32:46.120 --> 1:32:47.360 How can we get you this evening? 1:32:47.400 --> 1:32:49.120 Adam? How can we get you? 1:32:52.240 --> 1:32:54.040 I was looking to advice for how to deal with 1:32:54.160 --> 1:32:59.120 my friend. He Uh, he's got a pretty bad gambling problem. 1:33:00.240 --> 1:33:06.240 And we like to watch UFC together. Last time we 1:33:06.680 --> 1:33:10.800 watched it so weird because he wanted that and he 1:33:10.880 --> 1:33:13.880 got way too excited. He kind of grabbed me an 1:33:13.920 --> 1:33:18.240 embrace and then he started humping like he was just 1:33:18.439 --> 1:33:23.240 overly excited. And there's a UFC event this upcoming Saturday, 1:33:24.040 --> 1:33:25.200 and I'm afraid to watch. 1:33:25.040 --> 1:33:25.479 It with him. 1:33:28.920 --> 1:33:29.800 I don't really know what to do. 1:33:32.680 --> 1:33:35.479 You're afraid to watch it with him because he was 1:33:35.560 --> 1:33:36.000 humping you? 1:33:39.760 --> 1:33:40.000 Yeah? 1:33:42.040 --> 1:33:46.720 Yeah, And I guess I like it's bad on the 1:33:46.760 --> 1:33:51.560 other end to like if he loses totally kills the 1:33:51.680 --> 1:33:55.320 vibe and like can't look past it. So it's like 1:33:55.479 --> 1:33:57.439 the gambling as a whole. At this point, it's like 1:33:57.560 --> 1:34:00.679 it's bad he loses it when you went. 1:34:03.560 --> 1:34:07.600 So just to understand, it's it's the gambling that's the 1:34:07.680 --> 1:34:10.439 biggest issue, whether it's good or bad for you, it's 1:34:10.560 --> 1:34:14.080 not specifically humped up. 1:34:19.120 --> 1:34:22.960 What is your relationship like with this guy when you're 1:34:23.040 --> 1:34:25.320 not in other sort of situations. 1:34:25.400 --> 1:34:26.160 That's what I want to know. 1:34:29.040 --> 1:34:34.920 It's good, he's like one of my best friends. I mean, yeah, 1:34:35.000 --> 1:34:38.160 I mean it's just like good all around. But the 1:34:38.240 --> 1:34:41.320 gambling usually comes up in these ones, whether it's like 1:34:41.439 --> 1:34:44.960 some bet he placed or money he lost, or like 1:34:45.040 --> 1:34:47.120 what his next BET's going to because we talked a lot. 1:34:47.040 --> 1:34:47.880 Of UFC together. 1:34:52.720 --> 1:34:55.639 Hmmm, interesting, But I mean he's one of my best friends. 1:34:57.640 --> 1:35:02.240 Have you ever expressed him how you don't want him 1:35:02.320 --> 1:35:06.960 to gamble? Oh? 1:35:07.680 --> 1:35:11.519 I have, but not as like seriously or intensely as 1:35:11.560 --> 1:35:13.680 some of my other friends. Like some people have like 1:35:13.960 --> 1:35:15.960 sat him down and been you got to stop, you 1:35:16.000 --> 1:35:18.600 gotta stop. But it just ends up being where he 1:35:18.680 --> 1:35:22.760 doesn't talk to them about it and like it. So 1:35:22.880 --> 1:35:25.519 it's like I don't even know if he's saying something 1:35:25.560 --> 1:35:27.040 like super seriously would help. 1:35:28.680 --> 1:35:32.040 M Have you have you suggested that he reach out 1:35:32.120 --> 1:35:35.920 to a a like legit gambling addict person. 1:35:39.560 --> 1:35:42.680 No, I have done that. I don't know if I 1:35:42.760 --> 1:35:45.000 trust those really? 1:35:49.960 --> 1:35:50.280 Why not? 1:35:55.400 --> 1:35:58.760 I don't know you like, I don't know. 1:35:58.880 --> 1:35:59.679 Maybe that's amazing. 1:36:02.200 --> 1:36:02.479 I just. 1:36:04.640 --> 1:36:06.599 Can't imagine those like are really helping people. 1:36:10.560 --> 1:36:10.760 Yeah. 1:36:11.680 --> 1:36:14.360 I always look at it as you can't knock it 1:36:14.520 --> 1:36:15.559 until you try it, though. 1:36:16.760 --> 1:36:23.479 I agree, Yeah that's true. Even for this Saturday, I 1:36:23.520 --> 1:36:25.840 don't know if I'm ready to like have that conversation. 1:36:27.960 --> 1:36:30.000 I was thinking I was just gonna like make an 1:36:30.040 --> 1:36:34.120 excuse as to why I can't watch, but I don't 1:36:34.160 --> 1:36:34.960 even know what I would say. 1:36:40.800 --> 1:36:43.720 I mean, if you don't want to go watch the 1:36:44.000 --> 1:36:46.160 USC fight with him, I would say definitely don't go, 1:36:47.080 --> 1:36:51.600 and then not show up the next weekend and not 1:36:51.720 --> 1:36:53.920 show up the weekend after that, and then he's gonna 1:36:53.920 --> 1:36:56.720 probably ask you why aren't you showing up? And I 1:36:56.840 --> 1:37:01.240 think that's a great time to sit him down and 1:37:01.400 --> 1:37:07.160 be like, look, you're gambling. He's making me very uncomfortable 1:37:07.600 --> 1:37:10.720 and it's hard to enjoy this friendship because of it. 1:37:13.439 --> 1:37:13.559 Uh. 1:37:14.920 --> 1:37:15.920 I actually really like that. 1:37:16.479 --> 1:37:19.720 That sounds like my style, Yeah, because it seems like 1:37:19.800 --> 1:37:22.120 you don't want to really combat this like right now 1:37:22.560 --> 1:37:26.840 because it's a bit extreme for you. So maybe you 1:37:27.040 --> 1:37:30.439 just give you some time and don't do these like 1:37:30.960 --> 1:37:39.360 UFC weekend events with them. Maybe if he's gambling alone, 1:37:39.560 --> 1:37:44.000 it'll just depress them and make him realize this ain't 1:37:44.040 --> 1:37:46.160 really my vibe. I don't know. I don't know him, 1:37:46.200 --> 1:37:47.320 so I'm just assuming here. 1:37:52.120 --> 1:37:55.240 M hm, well, I you know, I I can hear 1:37:55.280 --> 1:37:56.800 when you said that, like that sounds like more like 1:37:56.880 --> 1:37:59.519 my vibe. I can tell that you like are fighting 1:37:59.600 --> 1:38:02.240 this thing of like I don't maybe you're not like 1:38:02.280 --> 1:38:06.720 a naturally confrontational person, but but you do care and 1:38:06.800 --> 1:38:08.320 you want to feel like you can do something. 1:38:12.840 --> 1:38:13.920 Yeah, I'd say that's true. 1:38:15.160 --> 1:38:22.360 M Well, do you feel like you've kind of walked 1:38:22.400 --> 1:38:24.760 out of this with a little bit of a plan? 1:38:27.920 --> 1:38:28.120 I do? 1:38:28.479 --> 1:38:28.680 I do. 1:38:29.760 --> 1:38:35.680 Adam can ask you a question though, Yeah, do you 1:38:35.760 --> 1:38:38.479 think it'd be weird if two guys named Adam like 1:38:38.720 --> 1:38:44.920 started dating both named Adam? 1:38:46.560 --> 1:38:50.240 I don't think that's weird. I think you know, it's 1:38:50.320 --> 1:38:53.559 their name, so why would it be weird? 1:38:53.640 --> 1:38:53.760 You know. 1:38:56.080 --> 1:38:58.880 That's that's what I was saying. But has both side argument. 1:38:59.000 --> 1:39:01.280 But thank you. I like you go three time tonight. 1:39:02.439 --> 1:39:04.439 Well, thank you very much for calling Adam. You have 1:39:04.520 --> 1:39:05.200 the rest of the night. 1:39:07.760 --> 1:39:09.320 Thank you, bye. 1:39:16.320 --> 1:39:21.679 I want to hear your thoughts, man, how. 1:39:21.600 --> 1:39:23.360 Do you feel about people you said, you said your 1:39:23.439 --> 1:39:26.320 name is Adam. I do when I say I do, 1:39:27.560 --> 1:39:29.719 How do you feel like people calling you Adam? 1:39:30.360 --> 1:39:31.280 How do I feel about that? 1:39:32.520 --> 1:39:36.920 If you don't like no me personally, I understand that. 1:39:37.040 --> 1:39:39.600 I don't think it's weird, right, I think it's like 1:39:40.160 --> 1:39:42.679 I think it's a sense of entitlement sometimes from folks, 1:39:42.800 --> 1:39:45.120 but it's like it's whatever. Do you feel like it 1:39:45.160 --> 1:39:47.120 doesn't like bother me? But I'm just I think it's 1:39:47.120 --> 1:39:47.639 a little weird. 1:39:49.160 --> 1:39:52.960 Do you feel like there's like maybe a forced sense of. 1:39:53.120 --> 1:39:57.240 Like I know you, Yeah, And that's what I don't 1:39:57.400 --> 1:40:02.320 like because it's like you don't write and it is 1:40:02.400 --> 1:40:02.920 what it is. 1:40:04.040 --> 1:40:07.800 Now do you think that that guy potentially had a 1:40:07.800 --> 1:40:08.760 little bit of a crush on you? 1:40:09.760 --> 1:40:16.400 If he did, I'm flattered. But it was so uncalled for, right, 1:40:16.640 --> 1:40:20.040 it came after this like emotional climax. 1:40:20.200 --> 1:40:22.160 I feel like it was a little I feel like 1:40:22.760 --> 1:40:27.240 it definitely. I don't know. I feel like that was 1:40:27.320 --> 1:40:33.800 his in, that was his inn couch, that in the 1:40:33.960 --> 1:40:36.719 problem not I don't know, And I don't know, because 1:40:36.760 --> 1:40:39.559 like we can, we're only left to we're only left 1:40:39.640 --> 1:40:40.200 to assume. 1:40:41.040 --> 1:40:41.960 I'm just assuming here. 1:40:43.160 --> 1:40:54.160 Well, glad to hear your flatter. No, I mean, look, Adam, 1:40:54.439 --> 1:40:55.880 he seems like a good guy. 1:40:56.360 --> 1:40:58.519 Adam definitely seems like a good guy, and I hope 1:40:58.560 --> 1:41:03.560 he figures out his homies gambling problem. Man, it sounds like, 1:41:04.360 --> 1:41:11.280 you know, it's pretty serious. She's humping him when he's winning. 1:41:11.400 --> 1:41:12.439 That's crazy. 1:41:12.760 --> 1:41:15.880 Yeah, I don't have that's typical behavior for that's some 1:41:16.200 --> 1:41:20.400 psycho shit. Yeah, I think Adam should find a new friend. 1:41:20.600 --> 1:41:20.800 Yeah. 1:41:21.160 --> 1:41:22.519 I just didn't want to tell him that because I 1:41:22.520 --> 1:41:25.760 didn't want to, you know, judge his friend from just 1:41:25.920 --> 1:41:29.160 like a little bit of information, right, right. If my 1:41:29.280 --> 1:41:31.600 friend was humping me and I didn't approve of it. 1:41:32.280 --> 1:41:33.559 He would not be friends with that person. 1:41:33.560 --> 1:41:34.840 I would not be friends with this person. 1:41:34.840 --> 1:41:36.479 I think that's a reasonable response to have. 1:41:37.000 --> 1:41:42.280 Come on, I think this was beautiful. Yeah, I liked 1:41:42.680 --> 1:41:47.719 this man. This is like some cool therapeutic ship. 1:41:48.040 --> 1:41:49.639 Thank you for coming on, man. 1:41:50.040 --> 1:41:53.040 Yeah, I didn't expect it to be so helpful beautiful. 1:41:53.200 --> 1:41:53.639 I'm glad. 1:41:53.680 --> 1:41:56.800 I'm glad. I like it's fun to have like people 1:41:56.920 --> 1:41:59.240 to like it's always it's always fun to have like 1:41:59.320 --> 1:42:05.400 another active when we're like talking to people doing stuff. Yeah, 1:42:05.640 --> 1:42:07.439 being geckos. How do you I know, I asked you 1:42:07.520 --> 1:42:09.120 this at the beginning, but how do you feel now? 1:42:09.280 --> 1:42:11.760 Is in the suit? As a gecko in the suit, 1:42:11.920 --> 1:42:15.559 I feel very, very comfortable. Every bathroom trip I learned 1:42:15.640 --> 1:42:17.920 how to maneuver through it, you know what I mean, 1:42:18.520 --> 1:42:20.880 How to take off the pants put them back on, 1:42:21.600 --> 1:42:23.479 how to not pee on my foot? 1:42:24.520 --> 1:42:25.040 You know what I mean. 1:42:25.120 --> 1:42:28.840 I actually, I'm like, a couple hours ago, you peed 1:42:28.920 --> 1:42:32.320 on your foot. I pee, I peed on. What happened 1:42:32.400 --> 1:42:34.640 was I was peeing and I didn't realize that my 1:42:35.240 --> 1:42:38.840 the tube was like caught on the I don't know, 1:42:39.840 --> 1:42:42.080 all right, So I have my penis out of the underwear. 1:42:42.720 --> 1:42:45.840 Your penis, yes, yeah? And then but I said tube, 1:42:46.400 --> 1:42:47.120 penis a tube. 1:42:49.760 --> 1:42:51.599 I was trying to explain the anatomy of all right, 1:42:51.600 --> 1:42:54.960 So I had I had my and my the whole 1:42:55.080 --> 1:42:58.200 of the underwear was like uh huh blocking a stream. 1:42:58.280 --> 1:42:59.920 So I thought I was done. But then when the whole, 1:43:01.800 --> 1:43:04.720 when the tension was loose, it released more p that 1:43:04.920 --> 1:43:07.040 fell onto my under way. 1:43:07.439 --> 1:43:10.960 Got it? You know that's really normal, though, is it? 1:43:11.240 --> 1:43:11.600 I don't know. 1:43:12.600 --> 1:43:16.360 Make you feel better, To make you feel better, folks, 1:43:16.840 --> 1:43:20.200 I me and I go see him on tour. Go 1:43:20.439 --> 1:43:22.240 check out two point five. 1:43:22.280 --> 1:43:24.680 Two point five. Baby, I like the way you say 1:43:24.840 --> 1:43:28.000 we should sound bite that two point five for the tour. 1:43:28.160 --> 1:43:31.479 Two point five two point five. 1:43:31.640 --> 1:43:32.000 What is it? 1:43:32.200 --> 1:43:34.679 It's on everything, spot, on every Apple Music. 1:43:34.920 --> 1:43:37.200 I'm a big deal. It's on everything. You don't have 1:43:37.360 --> 1:43:39.960 to like search too hard for it, You'll find it. 1:43:40.320 --> 1:43:42.479 Amana, thank you very much for being on here. 1:43:42.600 --> 1:43:44.479 Thank you for having me. This is delightful. 1:43:45.040 --> 1:43:45.840 God bless you all. 1:43:46.760 --> 1:43:47.200 Good night. 1:43:47.720 --> 1:43:48.400 Hail Satan. 1:43:52.320 --> 1:43:57.360 On the line, everything. 1:43:57.680 --> 1:44:00.560 Was teaching you, but it's not 1:44:00.840 --> 1:44:02.200 Really an expert