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Speaker 1: Call It What It Is with Jessica Capshaw and Camille Luddington,

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Speaker 1: an iHeartRadio podcast.

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Speaker 2: Hello, Hello, Hello, Hello, Call It Crue, and welcome to

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Speaker 2: another episode of Call It What It Is. I just

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Speaker 2: want to jump in because.

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Speaker 1: Our guest is definitely gonna call it what it is

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Speaker 1: from all the realms, all the dimensions.

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Speaker 3: Listen it is.

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Speaker 2: It's spooky season, and it felt very appropriate to have

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Speaker 2: someone on that can talk to the spirit world who

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Speaker 2: I am a huge, gigantic fan of, and I'm talking

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Speaker 2: about the Long Island medium, Teresa Computa. It's funny just

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Speaker 2: because I when I went to set after we knew

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Speaker 2: she was coming on, I went to set and I

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Speaker 2: asked the cast and crew and I said, do you

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Speaker 2: guys we have Teresa computoing on.

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Speaker 3: Everyone was very excited.

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Speaker 2: I said, do you guys have any questions for, you know,

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Speaker 2: the spirit side of stuff. Everyone had like forty questions,

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Speaker 2: So I literally had to go on my phone and

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Speaker 2: like make get the notes up on like startu writing

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Speaker 2: everything down. Yes, And I I'm so excited because I

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Speaker 2: feel like so many of these questions are just fascinating

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Speaker 2: to me and I can't wait to hear what she says.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, Yeah, And I think that.

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Speaker 4: It's what's what's what's super.

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Speaker 1: Cool about it is that you can believe, not believe,

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Speaker 1: be on the fence about believing, and still be kind

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Speaker 1: of wowed, right, and yet you like and you and

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Speaker 1: you when you're in it. Like the times I've been

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Speaker 1: around mediums, I think I always going with a little

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Speaker 1: bit of skepticism, and I've never left, Yeah, I've never

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Speaker 1: left having the same skepticism. I am a full just

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Speaker 1: so for the record, I'm a full, all in, whole

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Speaker 1: body in uh to believing that there absolutely is a

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Speaker 1: whole nother realm that some people have access to, and

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Speaker 1: I think that our I think intuition is an extension

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Speaker 1: of that, and I think people who have really good

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Speaker 1: intuition really are just more in touch with the other side.

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Speaker 1: That's what I think, Camerila.

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Speaker 2: I don't disagree with any of that. This is going

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Speaker 2: to be my first time ever talking to a medium

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Speaker 2: or being yeah, in the presence of someone with this gift,

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Speaker 2: so I'm like kind of nervous, I'm excited. I have

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Speaker 2: so many questions, Like I just have a wild question like,

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Speaker 2: for example, I want to know and people bought this

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Speaker 2: up a Wigi board. Did you ever play with ouiji

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Speaker 2: board when you were younger? That was a big no

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Speaker 2: no in my family.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I know you've talked about this. Yeah, no, we

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Speaker 1: definitely did. We did it as sleepovers. And you remember

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Speaker 1: how it had to be balanced on your knees.

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Speaker 3: No, because I didn't never played?

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Speaker 4: Oh you never?

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Speaker 2: You never? Wait why did it have to be on

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Speaker 2: your knees?

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Speaker 3: I thought it could be on a table.

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Speaker 1: Oh, I don't know. I remembering it being on your

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Speaker 1: knees and then your hands sort of lightly touched the

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Speaker 1: I want to call it a cursor, but it wasn't

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Speaker 1: a curse or it was like a plastic thing. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: pointed to the letters, right, Yeah, no, I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I mean, I'm.

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Speaker 2: Maybe that's my intuition speaking.

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Speaker 3: All right, I think we just got to bring her in. Okay,

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Speaker 3: let's do it.

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Speaker 4: I think I'm on.

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Speaker 2: Teresa on.

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Speaker 4: What do you say to my god for your gorgeous

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Speaker 4: You're gorgeous.

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Speaker 2: My god, I'm so Teresa. You have no idea. I

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Speaker 2: have no idea the fan that I am of you?

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Speaker 2: Really we I mean, Jessica and I have been talking

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Speaker 2: about you coming on the pod for since since day one.

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Speaker 4: Yeap, oh my god, original wish list, you were on

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Speaker 4: our Yes, that's still other people, No, because that literally

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Speaker 4: it always still blows my mind that people know who

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Speaker 4: I am because I like to continue to live my

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Speaker 4: life like I'm just Teresa Capudo that lives in Hicksville.

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Speaker 4: I still of my parents you know where he cam? Yeah,

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Speaker 2: So Teresa. I I went to set. I went to set,

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Speaker 2: took a raise anatomy, and I told them that you

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Speaker 2: it's so fun. So they bombarded me with questions.

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Speaker 3: It was literally like a.

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Speaker 2: Line like cast and crew, we just have so many

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Speaker 4: Oh so why don't you just have me? Do they

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Speaker 4: have like bring your favorite person to work day?

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Speaker 3: You should yes, yeah, yea, yeah, you should get her

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Speaker 2: You need to be a patient on the show.

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Speaker 4: No. We that would be very interesting. I'd love to

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Speaker 3: Have you ever done any acting on the on any show?

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Speaker 4: No? No, okay, the a is that you can't act this.

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Speaker 4: I don't know. Maybe you can maybe Jennifer Coolidge could

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Speaker 4: maybe I know, but Kelly Ripped it does do a

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Speaker 4: good me I will say that, and Kate McKinnon, but no,

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Speaker 4: I haven't. But I did have my brain tested.

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Speaker 3: You did, Okay, tell us about that.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, so do you know doctor Amen, Yes, oh, Jessica,

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Speaker 4: you know I do. Yeah. Years ago, I was on

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Speaker 4: Doctor Oz and he actually read my brain as I

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Speaker 4: was reading someone. And because I always said, I don't

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Speaker 4: know what happens, it's almost like spirit clears out my

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Speaker 4: own personal thoughts, feelings and emotions. I have no personal thoughts,

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Speaker 4: it's just what spirit makes me feel, and it's almost

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Speaker 4: like my mind goes blank. And he actually said that

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Speaker 4: I'm able to access a part of my brain that

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Speaker 4: we typically don't and that my brain shows no activity

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Speaker 4: as I'm channeling. So I don't understand.

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Speaker 3: That's amazing. Okay, So Jessica, Jessica.

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Speaker 2: Before before you came out on, Jessica was talking about

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Speaker 2: a gift herself. Well why don't you, why don't you

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Speaker 2: talk about it? Because we're wondering if it's something that

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Speaker 2: you're born with, can you develop it, can you grow it.

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Speaker 1: Well.

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Speaker 4: First of all, I always say we all have the

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Speaker 4: ability to connect with our own departed loved ones. I

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Speaker 4: know that I feel that, and know and believe that

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Speaker 4: this is a soul bond that can never be broken.

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Speaker 4: So things that you sense and feel that remind you

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Speaker 4: that they're living life through your eyes. I believe we

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Speaker 4: nurture anything. Do I think more some people are more connected, Yes,

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Speaker 4: some people are more empathic where they're more sensitive to

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Speaker 4: I don't feel right. I feel different than everyone else.

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Speaker 4: I don't feel like I belong here. And my mom

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Speaker 4: finally said to me one day, She's like, listen, she goes,

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Speaker 4: I don't know why you feel this way. You're not adopted.

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Speaker 4: You belong to this family, So stop feeling this way,

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Speaker 4: you know, but snap out of it. Yeah, you know.

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Speaker 4: And I come from a very spiritual family, so they

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Speaker 4: believe in an afterlife. They believe in that connection. And

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Speaker 4: I also come from a very strong faith family. So

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Speaker 4: I struggled with my gift for so many years because

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Speaker 4: oh that's great, Oh okay, you know, like no one

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Speaker 4: I was shown that many people perish that day and

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Speaker 4: their loved ones were left with these negative emotions, burdens, guilts,

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Speaker 4: should have, could have, would have, and they were left

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Speaker 4: with all these things that they were afraid that their

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Speaker 4: kind of put my gift in God's hands and I said, look,

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Speaker 4: if this is my soul's journey, then open the doors

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Speaker 4: for me and I will gladly walk through these doors

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Speaker 4: with my gift. But I only want to be able

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Speaker 4: to find some happiness and here I am.

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Speaker 1: That's incredible.

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Speaker 1: So I feel like I come from the women in

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Speaker 1: lots of different ways. I mean, the ones that always

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Speaker 1: make all of us go, oh my gosh, I can't

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Speaker 1: just coincidences that you know, could be lots of things.

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Speaker 1: But I think that we all believe.

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Speaker 4: Are that that tethering, that connection, that that.

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Speaker 2: Soul bond that you were just talking about.

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Speaker 1: I also feel like I definitely feel other people's energy

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Speaker 1: by the way, it's too much. Do you feel overwhelmed

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Speaker 4: It's it's almost like I have that I can't tell

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Speaker 4: able to separate myself from certain things, from you know,

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Speaker 4: So it's almost like a natural instinct that I'm able

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Speaker 2: I so when I watch you when you're doing readings,

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Speaker 2: I've seen you do a prayer beforehand and sort of

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Speaker 2: like there's a protection process that happens before you read.

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Speaker 2: If you didn't do that, what would you feel?

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Speaker 4: Oh that I don't. I do it before anything I do.

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Speaker 4: I always protect I. Oh, I did it right before

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Speaker 4: I came on. I clicked into the link and I

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Speaker 4: sat here and I did my little meditation because I

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Speaker 4: never know what's going to happen. I know spirit always

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Speaker 4: has me say things for a reason, and I think

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Speaker 4: this is also something that I don't know if a

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Speaker 4: lot of people know about me. I do what I

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Speaker 4: do truly to validate an afterlife for people. It's never

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Speaker 4: I really don't care if people believe in what I do.

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Speaker 4: I want them to believe in themselves because what I've

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Speaker 4: some people they could be the most spiritual person, the

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Speaker 4: it's to help us, and it's never anything that is

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Speaker 2: Interesting. It's and the energy you're talking about is interesting

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Speaker 4: It is. And to say this about my live shows,

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Speaker 2: Have you ever had a reading, because you're talking about, like,

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Speaker 4: I couldn't hear his voice, but I could see the energy.

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Speaker 4: It's yeah. I make what I do look very easy,

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Speaker 4: These are very heavy messages and to really validate that

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Speaker 4: And it's so hard, but I always say to people,

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Speaker 2: You're the first medium I've ever spoken to you, by

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Speaker 4: Oh have you wanted to? Yes, yes, it's like but

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Speaker 4: And I just felt that you needed to know that

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Speaker 4: So knowing of your children, and I don't know, do

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Speaker 2: No, it's it's funny. It's my mother's on the other side, okay,

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Speaker 4: Am I I'm a practicing Catholic. They take my money

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Speaker 2: I had a piece of her jewelry. Okay, I had

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Speaker 4: And did it get lost or it's gone? So now

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Speaker 2: Well, it's funny because I thought, I told my husband

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Speaker 2: brings up the ring, then I'll know up like that

441
00:22:00,840 --> 00:22:03,080
Speaker 2: specific piece of joy, Like that would be crazy.

442
00:22:03,359 --> 00:22:05,640
Speaker 4: And I felt like you were searching for it. How

443
00:22:05,640 --> 00:22:06,119
Speaker 4: would I know?

444
00:22:06,680 --> 00:22:08,879
Speaker 3: I was, Yeah, I mean would I know that.

445
00:22:08,800 --> 00:22:11,200
Speaker 4: Lost to So this is your mom's way of saying

446
00:22:11,240 --> 00:22:15,359
Speaker 4: to you, yes, you had let's just say, her most

447
00:22:15,359 --> 00:22:19,120
Speaker 4: prized possession or whatever it is, and now you lost it.

448
00:22:19,840 --> 00:22:22,240
Speaker 4: You feel that she would be upset. My grandmother would

449
00:22:22,240 --> 00:22:24,240
Speaker 4: always use terms like oh, they must be turning in

450
00:22:24,280 --> 00:22:27,840
Speaker 4: that grade. It's the farthest thing from that, validating for

451
00:22:27,880 --> 00:22:31,199
Speaker 4: you that even though you are still searching for this

452
00:22:31,280 --> 00:22:35,720
Speaker 4: piece of jewelry doesn't mean that your mom is upset disappointed.

453
00:22:35,960 --> 00:22:36,800
Speaker 4: Do you understand that?

454
00:22:37,200 --> 00:22:39,840
Speaker 3: No, Yeah, I know that she wouldn't be. Yeah, she

455
00:22:40,080 --> 00:22:41,919
Speaker 3: wasn't really you know, like.

456
00:22:42,119 --> 00:22:44,679
Speaker 2: It was a it was a really amazing piece of

457
00:22:44,720 --> 00:22:47,199
Speaker 2: joy that the mental awe. But I know that she

458
00:22:47,240 --> 00:22:48,720
Speaker 2: wouldn't be like that.

459
00:22:48,960 --> 00:22:51,879
Speaker 4: No, but there's no way I would know that, or

460
00:22:51,920 --> 00:22:54,400
Speaker 4: more importantly, valid this is This is the other thing

461
00:22:54,480 --> 00:22:57,760
Speaker 4: I think people. I say this even in all my speeches.

462
00:22:57,800 --> 00:23:00,520
Speaker 4: Before I do a reading, I always say, look, people

463
00:23:00,560 --> 00:23:02,640
Speaker 4: come in with a list, and they even say, look,

464
00:23:02,680 --> 00:23:04,639
Speaker 4: if this is real, my loved one's gonna say this,

465
00:23:04,880 --> 00:23:07,720
Speaker 4: this and this, And I tell people your loved ones

466
00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:11,399
Speaker 4: might talk about those things. But I can guarantee you

467
00:23:11,440 --> 00:23:13,800
Speaker 4: there's gonna be a lot of things that you would

468
00:23:13,840 --> 00:23:16,680
Speaker 4: never expect them to bring up or talk about, because

469
00:23:17,520 --> 00:23:19,639
Speaker 4: there are only so many different ways that people can

470
00:23:19,680 --> 00:23:23,080
Speaker 4: pass away, and there are common burdens and guilts that

471
00:23:23,160 --> 00:23:26,359
Speaker 4: we might carry. I always say that's not my fault

472
00:23:26,440 --> 00:23:28,960
Speaker 4: or spirit's fault, that these things are common. So I

473
00:23:29,119 --> 00:23:32,000
Speaker 4: need them to talk about unique and different things, things

474
00:23:32,040 --> 00:23:35,840
Speaker 4: that you would never feel that they would know about,

475
00:23:36,600 --> 00:23:38,359
Speaker 4: and especially in exact conversation.

476
00:23:39,840 --> 00:23:42,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean it's weird because I feel like I'm

477
00:23:42,960 --> 00:23:45,040
Speaker 2: open to this, but I just didn't know if she

478
00:23:45,119 --> 00:23:46,119
Speaker 2: would be open to it.

479
00:23:46,400 --> 00:23:48,199
Speaker 3: Jessica nosis like, I really like, she.

480
00:23:48,640 --> 00:23:50,800
Speaker 4: Just snapped her fingers at me and then she restricted

481
00:23:50,880 --> 00:23:52,760
Speaker 4: my throat. So did you not get the opportunity to

482
00:23:52,760 --> 00:23:53,560
Speaker 4: say goodbye to her?

483
00:23:53,880 --> 00:23:54,840
Speaker 2: Or I did not?

484
00:23:55,240 --> 00:23:58,080
Speaker 4: Okay, So, knowing that everything and anything that you said

485
00:23:58,119 --> 00:24:00,680
Speaker 4: to her know that she has heard, she doesn't want

486
00:24:00,720 --> 00:24:03,399
Speaker 4: you to feel that anything was left unsaid. How do

487
00:24:03,440 --> 00:24:06,760
Speaker 4: you connect with well, I don't know if it's twenty seventeen,

488
00:24:06,920 --> 00:24:09,200
Speaker 4: how do you connect with the number seventeen? So it'll

489
00:24:09,240 --> 00:24:12,880
Speaker 4: ead to be the seventeenth of a month, it'll be

490
00:24:13,920 --> 00:24:17,280
Speaker 4: the age or like January and July. But you would

491
00:24:17,280 --> 00:24:19,439
Speaker 4: have to connect with both months as far as birthdays

492
00:24:19,520 --> 00:24:20,359
Speaker 4: or anniversaries.

493
00:24:20,640 --> 00:24:22,720
Speaker 2: I mean my husband was born on the seventeenth.

494
00:24:23,080 --> 00:24:25,840
Speaker 4: Okay, she went like this to me, So that means

495
00:24:25,840 --> 00:24:28,919
Speaker 4: that that has more meaning to it the seventeenth your husband.

496
00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:31,240
Speaker 4: So look, is this a validation that she's saying If

497
00:24:31,280 --> 00:24:33,520
Speaker 4: you wonder, oh my god, does my mom know? Did

498
00:24:33,560 --> 00:24:35,680
Speaker 4: you your mom didn't know your husband? Is that correct?

499
00:24:36,760 --> 00:24:40,160
Speaker 4: Validating for you? I wonder if my mom knows about

500
00:24:40,400 --> 00:24:44,760
Speaker 4: my husband bringing up his birthdate? Well, who was the

501
00:24:44,800 --> 00:24:49,600
Speaker 4: father figure for him that has departed? Who your husband?

502
00:24:49,680 --> 00:24:51,800
Speaker 4: So it will be either his dad or grandfather or

503
00:24:51,800 --> 00:24:52,840
Speaker 4: almost a grandfather.

504
00:24:53,280 --> 00:24:53,920
Speaker 2: That's ten night.

505
00:24:54,440 --> 00:24:58,840
Speaker 4: He has something very he kept something of his grandfather's

506
00:24:58,840 --> 00:25:02,040
Speaker 4: that doesn't have any monot harry value whatsoever. Because he

507
00:25:02,119 --> 00:25:04,560
Speaker 4: showed me like like a wallet. It's just my symbol.

508
00:25:04,680 --> 00:25:06,800
Speaker 4: It doesn't have to be a wallet. It's just my

509
00:25:06,880 --> 00:25:11,399
Speaker 4: validation that he has something that really doesn't time monetary value,

510
00:25:11,840 --> 00:25:15,119
Speaker 4: validating that your mom does know of your husband knows

511
00:25:15,160 --> 00:25:19,080
Speaker 4: of your children. How do you connect with trees? So

512
00:25:19,160 --> 00:25:23,479
Speaker 4: trees could be I don't know you like trees? Your

513
00:25:23,520 --> 00:25:24,600
Speaker 4: husband's a landscaper.

514
00:25:25,200 --> 00:25:27,600
Speaker 2: No, I don't know how I connect with you or

515
00:25:27,680 --> 00:25:28,680
Speaker 2: They could be a.

516
00:25:28,640 --> 00:25:31,560
Speaker 4: Tree planted in memory of someone, or if someone was

517
00:25:31,640 --> 00:25:34,080
Speaker 4: buried near a tree.

518
00:25:35,320 --> 00:25:36,520
Speaker 2: I don't know about that connection.

519
00:25:36,560 --> 00:25:38,680
Speaker 4: I'm going to pass on it. I actually like when

520
00:25:38,720 --> 00:25:41,639
Speaker 4: someone can't connect with something because it might be someone

521
00:25:41,800 --> 00:25:43,640
Speaker 4: might say, oh my god, I thought about doing it,

522
00:25:44,440 --> 00:25:46,280
Speaker 4: or it just is also my symbol for when we

523
00:25:46,359 --> 00:25:49,560
Speaker 4: did something in memory and in honor of a loved one.

524
00:25:50,400 --> 00:25:51,879
Speaker 2: Okay, I can't think of what that would be.

525
00:25:51,920 --> 00:25:54,480
Speaker 4: That's okay, that's fine. To who passed from the brain,

526
00:25:54,960 --> 00:25:57,320
Speaker 4: like either a brain tumor at Alzheimer's or like a dementia.

527
00:25:57,359 --> 00:25:59,040
Speaker 4: Because I just got a pain in the side of

528
00:25:59,040 --> 00:25:59,480
Speaker 4: my head.

529
00:26:00,480 --> 00:26:02,800
Speaker 3: I don't know, maybe my husband, jessicass you.

530
00:26:04,080 --> 00:26:10,840
Speaker 4: Or unless if somebody was shot. No, okay, who else

531
00:26:10,920 --> 00:26:13,239
Speaker 4: is on this call? Who's this? Who's mean?

532
00:26:14,200 --> 00:26:16,320
Speaker 3: And the Courtney Ashley? Are you guys on this?

533
00:26:16,480 --> 00:26:18,200
Speaker 2: Do you guys recognize anything to do with this?

534
00:26:19,200 --> 00:26:23,200
Speaker 4: My mom's dad committed suicide and put himself in the head,

535
00:26:23,400 --> 00:26:25,680
Speaker 4: so validating for you. I asked the souls to step

536
00:26:25,760 --> 00:26:29,440
Speaker 4: forward because it's just belding that that soul has found

537
00:26:29,440 --> 00:26:32,399
Speaker 4: a place with God and knowing that the soul is

538
00:26:32,440 --> 00:26:36,000
Speaker 4: at peace. I always want souls to step forward that

539
00:26:36,040 --> 00:26:39,720
Speaker 4: you would never expect to bring up or people, or

540
00:26:39,720 --> 00:26:42,320
Speaker 4: that I would know about fair enough, So just know

541
00:26:42,440 --> 00:26:45,560
Speaker 4: that the soul is at peace. And do you understand

542
00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:46,359
Speaker 4: the tree as well?

543
00:26:47,520 --> 00:26:51,480
Speaker 3: I don't understand the tree, but that just shook me up, Like, okay, really.

544
00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:55,840
Speaker 2: Especially is that you? Yeah, it's Ashley.

545
00:26:56,040 --> 00:26:57,639
Speaker 4: And then I just heard this ash I'm just going

546
00:26:57,720 --> 00:27:00,760
Speaker 4: to say this one of the thing. Please don't let

547
00:27:00,800 --> 00:27:04,840
Speaker 4: the way that I died define who I was. So

548
00:27:05,000 --> 00:27:09,400
Speaker 4: now this is an example of why someone might come

549
00:27:09,440 --> 00:27:14,479
Speaker 4: to see me. How can someone heal if they're afraid

550
00:27:14,480 --> 00:27:16,280
Speaker 4: that their loved one's soul is not safe and a

551
00:27:16,320 --> 00:27:18,040
Speaker 4: peace with God because of the way that they left

552
00:27:18,080 --> 00:27:22,479
Speaker 4: the physical world? And what I do is about healing.

553
00:27:22,720 --> 00:27:25,399
Speaker 4: It is not about anything else. We're going to grieve

554
00:27:25,480 --> 00:27:27,399
Speaker 4: the loss of our loved ones for the rest of

555
00:27:27,400 --> 00:27:30,480
Speaker 4: our lives here in the physical world. The healing process

556
00:27:30,560 --> 00:27:34,040
Speaker 4: is something completely different. Grief is like this. It's this emotion,

557
00:27:34,720 --> 00:27:37,720
Speaker 4: this powerful emotion that not only does that have anywhere

558
00:27:37,760 --> 00:27:39,960
Speaker 4: to go, but it comes in waves and it's so

559
00:27:40,160 --> 00:27:42,879
Speaker 4: heavy at times, and sometimes it seems a little lighter.

560
00:27:43,520 --> 00:27:45,320
Speaker 4: And that is my wish for people, is that the

561
00:27:45,359 --> 00:27:48,840
Speaker 4: grief becomes lighter. It's not going to go away, but

562
00:27:48,960 --> 00:27:52,600
Speaker 4: being able to reflect on back and maybe taking something

563
00:27:52,720 --> 00:27:56,160
Speaker 4: positive from having a reading with me and replacing it

564
00:27:56,200 --> 00:27:59,520
Speaker 4: with the negative feelings that they have, and this is

565
00:27:59,560 --> 00:28:02,399
Speaker 4: how they're able to release those negative emotions and really

566
00:28:02,440 --> 00:28:03,160
Speaker 4: start to heal.

567
00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:19,680
Speaker 2: Have you ever said no to a reading or somebody?

568
00:28:20,520 --> 00:28:23,240
Speaker 4: Have I ever said no to it to a person

569
00:28:23,320 --> 00:28:25,400
Speaker 4: or to a soul like someone physical?

570
00:28:25,480 --> 00:28:26,439
Speaker 2: Either? I guess no.

571
00:28:27,920 --> 00:28:32,000
Speaker 3: Okay, Jessica, I know we have so many questions.

572
00:28:33,280 --> 00:28:35,480
Speaker 1: We have so many questions, sort of like you were explaining,

573
00:28:35,560 --> 00:28:37,760
Speaker 1: I actually feel like my brain has just been wiped.

574
00:28:38,080 --> 00:28:42,200
Speaker 2: It's just trippy talking about all of this. It's just

575
00:28:42,760 --> 00:28:44,320
Speaker 2: your mind kind of feels like.

576
00:28:44,760 --> 00:28:46,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, the way that you know, with all the people

577
00:28:46,840 --> 00:28:49,520
Speaker 1: that are on this call, that you're not hearing everyone.

578
00:28:49,800 --> 00:28:53,160
Speaker 4: I always say souls when I especially if there's more

579
00:28:53,200 --> 00:28:55,760
Speaker 4: people in my presence, and sometimes even if it is

580
00:28:55,800 --> 00:28:59,240
Speaker 4: just one person, souls will band together to deliver a

581
00:28:59,320 --> 00:29:03,440
Speaker 4: messages at one time. So that's why my life shows

582
00:29:03,800 --> 00:29:06,880
Speaker 4: they're so powerful and why people walk away feeling something

583
00:29:06,880 --> 00:29:09,400
Speaker 4: even if they don't personally get read, they take something

584
00:29:09,480 --> 00:29:09,840
Speaker 4: from that.

585
00:29:10,200 --> 00:29:12,720
Speaker 3: Does it make you not afraid of death at all.

586
00:29:13,400 --> 00:29:15,480
Speaker 4: I'm not afraid to die, and I think that's something

587
00:29:15,520 --> 00:29:17,720
Speaker 4: that I always struggled with, especially being young, and I

588
00:29:17,760 --> 00:29:20,120
Speaker 4: think maybe most of us do. I don't want to die,

589
00:29:20,440 --> 00:29:22,920
Speaker 4: yeah see, yeah, but you're not afraid. But I'm not

590
00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:26,240
Speaker 4: afraid because I know that I will be greeted by

591
00:29:26,280 --> 00:29:27,880
Speaker 4: loved ones that have gone on before me.

592
00:29:29,440 --> 00:29:32,080
Speaker 2: Do you see when you say that you're seeing, do

593
00:29:32,120 --> 00:29:34,320
Speaker 2: you do you can you? Is it a picture in

594
00:29:34,360 --> 00:29:37,280
Speaker 2: your mind? Or do you ever see spirit kind of

595
00:29:37,280 --> 00:29:39,120
Speaker 2: physically in the world, almost like a ghost?

596
00:29:39,480 --> 00:29:42,880
Speaker 4: So I used to. I don't anymore, I think because

597
00:29:42,960 --> 00:29:45,480
Speaker 4: I work so much, and I literally when when I

598
00:29:45,560 --> 00:29:49,520
Speaker 4: first started doing mediumship, long before Long Island medium and

599
00:29:49,600 --> 00:29:53,640
Speaker 4: raising spirits I had I had, I would be like

600
00:29:53,680 --> 00:29:55,239
Speaker 4: getting ready for work and I would see a man

601
00:29:55,320 --> 00:29:57,720
Speaker 4: standing behind me and then I would describe the person

602
00:29:57,840 --> 00:30:00,000
Speaker 4: in the to the person that I was reading, like oh, yeah,

603
00:30:00,120 --> 00:30:02,480
Speaker 4: that was my dad, that was my brother. And I

604
00:30:02,520 --> 00:30:04,720
Speaker 4: had a little sit down and I said, listen, if

605
00:30:04,720 --> 00:30:06,720
Speaker 4: you want me to do this work, I gotta stop

606
00:30:06,760 --> 00:30:09,320
Speaker 4: seeing them like that because it's freaking me out. It

607
00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:13,120
Speaker 4: was constant and it didn't stop, so I don't see

608
00:30:13,160 --> 00:30:15,320
Speaker 4: them like like they'll just show me a flash like

609
00:30:15,400 --> 00:30:20,600
Speaker 4: before when you were speaking Jessica's that your name? Yeah,

610
00:30:20,720 --> 00:30:23,720
Speaker 4: I kept seeing uh someone, so I kept seeing dog

611
00:30:23,800 --> 00:30:25,640
Speaker 4: tags and someone saluting you.

612
00:30:25,920 --> 00:30:29,080
Speaker 2: Oh you're talking about Ashley? Who was I think Ashley,

613
00:30:29,080 --> 00:30:30,680
Speaker 2: who's not on this pod right now.

614
00:30:30,840 --> 00:30:34,320
Speaker 4: Oh, well, I don't know that. I know, I don't

615
00:30:34,360 --> 00:30:36,320
Speaker 4: know where this went to. But I just kept seeing it.

616
00:30:36,320 --> 00:30:38,959
Speaker 4: But I didn't feel pushed enough to say something to someone.

617
00:30:39,400 --> 00:30:42,000
Speaker 4: So it's also a difference. So I can always see things,

618
00:30:42,040 --> 00:30:45,959
Speaker 4: feel things, sense things, but not always feel the need

619
00:30:46,080 --> 00:30:50,160
Speaker 4: to say something to someone. Mm hmm if that makes sense.

620
00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:52,800
Speaker 2: No, that does? Yeah?

621
00:30:53,160 --> 00:30:55,240
Speaker 3: Do you does you know you have a daughter?

622
00:30:55,800 --> 00:30:56,200
Speaker 4: I do?

623
00:30:56,200 --> 00:30:59,480
Speaker 3: Does she also have this gift?

624
00:30:59,760 --> 00:31:04,200
Speaker 4: My daughter shows extreme uh similarities to myself.

625
00:31:05,400 --> 00:31:09,800
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, all right now, okay.

626
00:31:09,520 --> 00:31:11,560
Speaker 4: And and and my son as well. But my son

627
00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:16,120
Speaker 4: is very different. You know, He's just extremely intuitive. He

628
00:31:16,280 --> 00:31:20,840
Speaker 4: just has this sensitive well everyone knows my son, my son,

629
00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:23,400
Speaker 4: my son, he's this sweet sensitive you know.

630
00:31:23,720 --> 00:31:26,240
Speaker 1: Here we have the we have a son too, we

631
00:31:26,360 --> 00:31:28,200
Speaker 1: both the little babies.

632
00:31:27,760 --> 00:31:31,160
Speaker 4: The little It's just something about him. He and both

633
00:31:31,200 --> 00:31:34,160
Speaker 4: my children, they just have this aura and presence about

634
00:31:34,200 --> 00:31:40,280
Speaker 4: them and uh. But so he shows his gifts in

635
00:31:40,320 --> 00:31:43,880
Speaker 4: a different way I feel than than my daughter. My

636
00:31:44,000 --> 00:31:49,840
Speaker 4: daughter shows most like me, but she she doesn't. She

637
00:31:49,840 --> 00:31:52,520
Speaker 4: she struggles with it, you know, because she struggles with

638
00:31:53,000 --> 00:31:55,800
Speaker 4: anxiety and a lot of other things, and and it's

639
00:31:55,920 --> 00:31:57,680
Speaker 4: very difficult to navigate through.

640
00:31:58,800 --> 00:32:02,880
Speaker 2: Wow. Yeah, I had someone wanted who wanted to ask

641
00:32:02,960 --> 00:32:07,840
Speaker 2: you about orbs. Oh, okay, okay, So they have been

642
00:32:07,880 --> 00:32:11,480
Speaker 2: seeing orbs. They were actually living in a house that

643
00:32:11,600 --> 00:32:14,280
Speaker 2: was considered haunted and they have been seeing orbs.

644
00:32:14,280 --> 00:32:17,160
Speaker 3: They've caught them on the camera. Okay, is that something.

645
00:32:16,840 --> 00:32:21,680
Speaker 2: That you do believe are is a manifestation of spirit

646
00:32:21,920 --> 00:32:24,720
Speaker 2: or no in your experience.

647
00:32:24,400 --> 00:32:27,520
Speaker 4: In my experience. So there was just an episode where

648
00:32:27,520 --> 00:32:29,640
Speaker 4: we just did on Raising Spirits where they were taking

649
00:32:29,640 --> 00:32:31,240
Speaker 4: pictures and you could see the orbits. I was like, oh,

650
00:32:31,280 --> 00:32:33,800
Speaker 4: here's your mom's face right here, and when you zoomed

651
00:32:33,800 --> 00:32:38,600
Speaker 4: into the orb, you literally saw the mom's features. Yeah.

652
00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:41,840
Speaker 4: It was the episode Raising Spirits with John Thesen of

653
00:32:41,880 --> 00:32:44,640
Speaker 4: this foundation that I work with here on Long Island.

654
00:32:45,040 --> 00:32:48,840
Speaker 4: And yeah, and you could literally see his mother's face.

655
00:32:49,040 --> 00:32:51,080
Speaker 4: So a lot of times a blurb or an ORB.

656
00:32:51,200 --> 00:32:54,080
Speaker 4: See years ago, we used to take it as double exposure. Right,

657
00:32:54,160 --> 00:32:56,280
Speaker 4: with negatives, we'd be like, oh, it was just a

658
00:32:56,320 --> 00:33:00,240
Speaker 4: double exposure. But if you take an ORB and you

659
00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:03,000
Speaker 4: kind of expanded and you kind of look around a

660
00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:06,000
Speaker 4: lot of times you might see old pictures that you

661
00:33:06,280 --> 00:33:08,240
Speaker 4: had of your loved ones that might be hanging on

662
00:33:08,280 --> 00:33:12,120
Speaker 4: a refrigerator, even a photo album, and it's them right there,

663
00:33:12,160 --> 00:33:14,080
Speaker 4: because they're showing you the way that they were when

664
00:33:14,080 --> 00:33:17,240
Speaker 4: they were healthy, because they don't want us to remember

665
00:33:17,280 --> 00:33:20,360
Speaker 4: them suffering and or sick. They want us to remember

666
00:33:20,400 --> 00:33:23,320
Speaker 4: them because they say, from the moment the soul leaves

667
00:33:23,360 --> 00:33:26,440
Speaker 4: the physical body, they leave behind all of that suffering,

668
00:33:27,080 --> 00:33:29,680
Speaker 4: they don't take it with them. So I believe in

669
00:33:29,680 --> 00:33:34,280
Speaker 4: blurbs and orbs, distortions, blurriness in pictures where you could

670
00:33:34,280 --> 00:33:36,600
Speaker 4: see some where it looks really blurry the whole picture

671
00:33:36,840 --> 00:33:40,360
Speaker 4: that's the soul moving swiftly past someone, and then the

672
00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:42,040
Speaker 4: next picture will be perfectly fine.

673
00:33:43,480 --> 00:33:47,880
Speaker 2: Oh god, yes, this is blowing my mind right now. Okay, Jess,

674
00:33:48,680 --> 00:33:51,440
Speaker 2: next question I'm is just going to say, but next

675
00:33:51,560 --> 00:33:53,120
Speaker 2: question is great now.

676
00:33:53,600 --> 00:33:55,800
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm like along for the ride.

677
00:33:56,120 --> 00:33:57,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, Teresa, we've been that.

678
00:33:57,240 --> 00:33:59,560
Speaker 2: We talk NonStop and this is the first time that

679
00:33:59,560 --> 00:34:04,120
Speaker 2: we're like just in complete stunned, like silence right now.

680
00:34:05,400 --> 00:34:08,839
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, I know. I think it's it's funny. I mean,

681
00:34:08,840 --> 00:34:11,520
Speaker 1: I'm not joking. I truly feel like blank minded and

682
00:34:11,560 --> 00:34:15,719
Speaker 1: I feel like you're meant to be in charge right now.

683
00:34:16,480 --> 00:34:17,680
Speaker 4: I was just gonna say, do you want me to

684
00:34:17,760 --> 00:34:19,840
Speaker 4: keep talking? Like I can do that. I could not

685
00:34:19,960 --> 00:34:20,560
Speaker 4: stop talk.

686
00:34:21,400 --> 00:34:23,960
Speaker 3: I mean there's something that's telling me yes.

687
00:34:24,560 --> 00:34:26,200
Speaker 4: But you know how I feel with you, like I

688
00:34:26,239 --> 00:34:28,799
Speaker 4: feel like you're so open and like because you had

689
00:34:28,840 --> 00:34:31,200
Speaker 4: such a great experience, you're open to it and you

690
00:34:31,760 --> 00:34:35,880
Speaker 4: see how messages can help someone.

691
00:34:36,000 --> 00:34:37,000
Speaker 2: Yeah.

692
00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:39,120
Speaker 4: Yeah, and it's almost like you're just I don't look

693
00:34:39,120 --> 00:34:42,040
Speaker 4: at it as a blank You really came into this

694
00:34:42,960 --> 00:34:46,160
Speaker 4: with an open mind and open heart and open soul

695
00:34:46,280 --> 00:34:48,760
Speaker 4: and just like whatever's gonna happen is going to happen.

696
00:34:49,480 --> 00:34:51,279
Speaker 4: And I think that's why you feel that way.

697
00:34:52,320 --> 00:34:54,680
Speaker 2: I think I think that's true.

698
00:34:54,960 --> 00:35:01,280
Speaker 1: And I think that I believe so much in things

699
00:35:01,280 --> 00:35:04,200
Speaker 1: happening when they were meant to happen. And that doesn't

700
00:35:04,239 --> 00:35:07,560
Speaker 1: mean like whenever people say you know, everything happens for

701
00:35:07,600 --> 00:35:09,800
Speaker 1: a reason, I sort of think that that's not true

702
00:35:09,840 --> 00:35:14,200
Speaker 1: because I actually think that there's or I think that's

703
00:35:14,200 --> 00:35:16,160
Speaker 1: a hard thing to say to someone who's really grieving

704
00:35:16,200 --> 00:35:18,080
Speaker 1: right the way that you're talking about. You know, when

705
00:35:18,080 --> 00:35:20,719
Speaker 1: someone's really feeling the pain of the loss of a

706
00:35:21,440 --> 00:35:24,200
Speaker 1: loved one, it's not comforting to say everything happens for

707
00:35:24,239 --> 00:35:28,759
Speaker 1: a reason. It's comforting to have healing. It's comforting to

708
00:35:28,800 --> 00:35:33,520
Speaker 1: have someone you know name it or give context or reassurance.

709
00:35:33,840 --> 00:35:37,760
Speaker 1: I do think that being open allows me to walk

710
00:35:37,840 --> 00:35:43,880
Speaker 1: through the world feeling like anything could happen and the

711
00:35:43,960 --> 00:35:48,920
Speaker 1: possibilities of that in an optimistic way and not trying

712
00:35:48,960 --> 00:35:51,279
Speaker 1: to also get ahead of things because I also have

713
00:35:51,360 --> 00:35:54,040
Speaker 1: dealt with anxiety in my life, and when I futurize

714
00:35:54,080 --> 00:35:56,160
Speaker 1: or when I think about the bad things that can happen,

715
00:35:56,640 --> 00:35:57,520
Speaker 1: they just get.

716
00:35:57,320 --> 00:36:00,200
Speaker 2: Bigger and bigger and bigger. Yeah, but when I prepare.

717
00:35:59,880 --> 00:36:02,040
Speaker 1: For things, like when I know what I'm going into

718
00:36:02,080 --> 00:36:05,160
Speaker 1: and I feel prepared, it's a totally different feeling. I

719
00:36:05,200 --> 00:36:08,480
Speaker 1: really love again the openness of feeling like there's someone

720
00:36:09,120 --> 00:36:12,240
Speaker 1: who has access to another realm that actually has real knowing.

721
00:36:13,080 --> 00:36:15,440
Speaker 4: I think it's important to trust your intuition and your

722
00:36:15,480 --> 00:36:18,880
Speaker 4: gut instinct. I always say that's your loved ones and

723
00:36:18,920 --> 00:36:21,320
Speaker 4: if you don't mind me saying it, even God guiding

724
00:36:21,360 --> 00:36:24,439
Speaker 4: them and saying, you know, you got to pay attention here.

725
00:36:25,120 --> 00:36:28,560
Speaker 4: And I understand that things happen for a reason, you know.

726
00:36:28,719 --> 00:36:32,480
Speaker 4: And I know you know how many times my daughter.

727
00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:37,520
Speaker 2: Was born in twenty seventeen, she said seventeen. You said seventeen.

728
00:36:37,600 --> 00:36:40,360
Speaker 4: Right, You'll be able to connect with it in a

729
00:36:40,400 --> 00:36:43,920
Speaker 4: lot of in different ways, in different ways. I just

730
00:36:44,760 --> 00:36:48,120
Speaker 4: was like, ringo, I love the way you raised your

731
00:36:48,120 --> 00:36:50,319
Speaker 4: hand because that was totally like, you know, like, oh

732
00:36:50,320 --> 00:36:50,920
Speaker 4: I got it.

733
00:36:53,520 --> 00:36:56,040
Speaker 2: I'm like, that's an important That's an important number in

734
00:36:56,040 --> 00:36:57,120
Speaker 2: my world, you know.

735
00:36:57,200 --> 00:36:59,719
Speaker 4: I mean, it's happened time and time again. When a

736
00:36:59,800 --> 00:37:02,640
Speaker 4: child else wants me to say to their mom, you know,

737
00:37:02,760 --> 00:37:04,880
Speaker 4: I was exactly where I was supposed to be the

738
00:37:04,960 --> 00:37:07,200
Speaker 4: day that I died. How do I say that to someone?

739
00:37:07,640 --> 00:37:08,400
Speaker 2: That's hard?

740
00:37:09,200 --> 00:37:11,920
Speaker 4: But then the souls will explain it, and that's the

741
00:37:11,920 --> 00:37:15,160
Speaker 4: thing that is amazing. They'll say. Sometimes they'll have me say,

742
00:37:15,320 --> 00:37:18,800
Speaker 4: you know, I almost died at birth or something happened

743
00:37:18,800 --> 00:37:20,799
Speaker 4: as a young Try where I shouldn't survive and where

744
00:37:20,800 --> 00:37:23,960
Speaker 4: I look at it that God gave us these seventeen

745
00:37:24,080 --> 00:37:27,600
Speaker 4: years you know, he didn't take you from me. We

746
00:37:27,800 --> 00:37:31,560
Speaker 4: were given this gift of seventeen years. And I think

747
00:37:32,360 --> 00:37:34,560
Speaker 4: because there's most certainly been things in my life that

748
00:37:34,800 --> 00:37:36,440
Speaker 4: have happened. And I was like, oh, and I thought

749
00:37:36,480 --> 00:37:39,120
Speaker 4: it was like the end of the world, and I

750
00:37:39,160 --> 00:37:42,879
Speaker 4: did almost die and I looked at it like, yeah,

751
00:37:42,880 --> 00:37:44,800
Speaker 4: you know what this was. This happened for a reason

752
00:37:45,480 --> 00:37:49,760
Speaker 4: because I needed to reground myself. I needed to reprioritize

753
00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:52,400
Speaker 4: my life and get my life in order. And you know,

754
00:37:53,719 --> 00:37:58,440
Speaker 4: so things I do believe truly do happen for a reason.

755
00:37:58,440 --> 00:38:01,759
Speaker 4: I don't think it's a clear cliche statement, and I

756
00:38:01,800 --> 00:38:07,800
Speaker 4: don't believe in coincidences. I believe that that is someone

757
00:38:08,000 --> 00:38:10,680
Speaker 4: something playing a bigger part in our life.

758
00:38:11,880 --> 00:38:12,120
Speaker 1: Yeah.

759
00:38:13,120 --> 00:38:15,960
Speaker 2: Do you when when someone dies really young, do they

760
00:38:16,040 --> 00:38:18,760
Speaker 2: end up sort of growing up on the other side

761
00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:19,840
Speaker 2: the soul grows.

762
00:38:19,840 --> 00:38:22,399
Speaker 4: That's an interesting yes, because souls will show me that.

763
00:38:22,800 --> 00:38:24,759
Speaker 4: They'll show me like say that they'll show me, they'll

764
00:38:24,760 --> 00:38:27,200
Speaker 4: show me the number four and then they'll they'll like

765
00:38:27,360 --> 00:38:30,360
Speaker 4: go like, they'll show me their soul below my knees

766
00:38:30,520 --> 00:38:32,840
Speaker 4: and then they'll be my height. That's my symbol for that.

767
00:38:32,880 --> 00:38:35,839
Speaker 4: The soul has grown on the other side. And some

768
00:38:35,880 --> 00:38:39,719
Speaker 4: people will say then they'll sometimes they'll have me say

769
00:38:39,880 --> 00:38:42,319
Speaker 4: they I showed my mom in a dream. They just

770
00:38:42,400 --> 00:38:45,000
Speaker 4: dreamt of a little girl, and she didn't recognize or

771
00:38:45,040 --> 00:38:46,719
Speaker 4: tell her that's what I would look like. And the

772
00:38:47,719 --> 00:38:49,640
Speaker 4: I know that I don't even dream of my life

773
00:38:50,239 --> 00:38:53,560
Speaker 4: so crazy, and they'll say, I did have a dream

774
00:38:53,960 --> 00:38:58,799
Speaker 4: and I thought it was my daughter, So you know,

775
00:38:59,560 --> 00:39:01,480
Speaker 4: and I I think the thing that I love about

776
00:39:01,520 --> 00:39:05,400
Speaker 4: the work that I do is that it allows people

777
00:39:05,840 --> 00:39:10,360
Speaker 4: to feel the way that they feel and to validate

778
00:39:10,640 --> 00:39:13,080
Speaker 4: what they're feeling, where other people might think that they're

779
00:39:13,200 --> 00:39:16,040
Speaker 4: crazy or that it's just wishful thinking, or they're just

780
00:39:16,080 --> 00:39:21,560
Speaker 4: trying to make themselves feel better. M you know, it's

781
00:39:21,719 --> 00:39:24,600
Speaker 4: still after all these years of doing what I do,

782
00:39:24,800 --> 00:39:31,560
Speaker 4: spirit continues to have me do or say something that

783
00:39:31,640 --> 00:39:34,880
Speaker 4: my jaw just drops and I'm like, I'm out. I

784
00:39:34,880 --> 00:39:41,880
Speaker 4: gotta go because it's crazy. It's crazy in an amazing Wayah.

785
00:39:41,920 --> 00:39:58,200
Speaker 2: Wow. Do you have spirit guides that help you with

786
00:39:58,239 --> 00:40:04,279
Speaker 2: this process? And are they human spirit guides or are

787
00:40:04,280 --> 00:40:06,839
Speaker 2: they were they humans wants or are they angels? What

788
00:40:06,840 --> 00:40:08,000
Speaker 2: do you consider them to be?

789
00:40:08,520 --> 00:40:10,680
Speaker 4: That I don't know. I was just shown that they

790
00:40:10,760 --> 00:40:16,600
Speaker 4: were my spirit guides. Solarna is my angel, she is

791
00:40:17,239 --> 00:40:23,040
Speaker 4: my god side. And then I have Chief, which is native,

792
00:40:23,560 --> 00:40:28,120
Speaker 4: so indigenous. He watches over and he takes care of

793
00:40:28,200 --> 00:40:29,400
Speaker 4: a different part of my gift.

794
00:40:30,040 --> 00:40:30,680
Speaker 2: Wow.

795
00:40:31,080 --> 00:40:32,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, are you able to have conversations with them?

796
00:40:33,160 --> 00:40:33,680
Speaker 2: Yeah?

797
00:40:34,160 --> 00:40:36,319
Speaker 4: I have. They're the ones that showed me that this

798
00:40:36,400 --> 00:40:37,840
Speaker 4: is the work that I have to do. They also

799
00:40:37,880 --> 00:40:40,000
Speaker 4: told me this is my last journey here in the

800
00:40:40,040 --> 00:40:43,200
Speaker 4: physical world, that my soul will not re enter because

801
00:40:43,200 --> 00:40:46,400
Speaker 4: I've done the work. And now I don't know if

802
00:40:46,440 --> 00:40:49,720
Speaker 4: I'm gonna then become a guardian angel or a spirit

803
00:40:49,760 --> 00:40:52,120
Speaker 4: guide or what have you. Because some people have said

804
00:40:52,120 --> 00:40:55,359
Speaker 4: spirit guides never walked the earth before. Some people say

805
00:40:55,400 --> 00:41:00,120
Speaker 4: that there are other loved ones. So the work that

806
00:41:00,160 --> 00:41:02,560
Speaker 4: I do is so much more than just communicating with

807
00:41:02,600 --> 00:41:06,120
Speaker 4: people that have died. It has reunited families back together.

808
00:41:06,440 --> 00:41:09,200
Speaker 4: It has given people back their faith and whatever that is.

809
00:41:09,200 --> 00:41:12,760
Speaker 4: Sometimes it's a religion, faith in themselves, faith in living

810
00:41:12,840 --> 00:41:18,120
Speaker 4: life again. And because no matter what has happened to

811
00:41:18,239 --> 00:41:20,960
Speaker 4: us in the past five years, four years, we all

812
00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:24,680
Speaker 4: lost something and I think we deserve to grieve. Whatever

813
00:41:24,719 --> 00:41:28,640
Speaker 4: that is. An argument, a friendship, a job, maybe we

814
00:41:28,800 --> 00:41:33,759
Speaker 4: retired and retirement doesn't look the same. I think we

815
00:41:33,880 --> 00:41:37,040
Speaker 4: have to just learn to love, honor, and respect ourselves

816
00:41:37,120 --> 00:41:37,920
Speaker 4: more than anything.

817
00:41:40,320 --> 00:41:40,800
Speaker 1: For sure.

818
00:41:41,000 --> 00:41:43,920
Speaker 2: I love we We've never been so like sucked in

819
00:41:44,080 --> 00:41:44,719
Speaker 2: Jess on a.

820
00:41:44,719 --> 00:41:47,879
Speaker 3: Podcast Theresa, You've got us.

821
00:41:48,560 --> 00:41:50,840
Speaker 2: We're like, we can do this for hours.

822
00:41:51,520 --> 00:41:53,200
Speaker 3: I know, I feel a.

823
00:41:53,200 --> 00:41:56,160
Speaker 1: Little dumb, to be honest, I feel I feel like

824
00:41:56,200 --> 00:41:58,120
Speaker 1: my brain just got sucked out of my head.

825
00:41:59,120 --> 00:42:02,480
Speaker 2: I know, because you're we're talking about something that's just

826
00:42:02,640 --> 00:42:07,160
Speaker 2: so important. I really think it's just so important. We're

827
00:42:07,200 --> 00:42:10,759
Speaker 2: talking about the spirits of people that we have, what

828
00:42:10,880 --> 00:42:13,480
Speaker 2: we love so much in this world, that we really

829
00:42:13,560 --> 00:42:15,960
Speaker 2: don't know anything about. And it's hard not to know

830
00:42:16,040 --> 00:42:18,279
Speaker 2: all the things, right. So, I think when you're in

831
00:42:18,280 --> 00:42:22,040
Speaker 2: the presence of someone that has this kind of gift,

832
00:42:22,880 --> 00:42:25,120
Speaker 2: it's just so exciting and you're in so much awe

833
00:42:25,160 --> 00:42:27,480
Speaker 2: that you don't even know all. Like, you know, it's like,

834
00:42:27,520 --> 00:42:29,560
Speaker 2: I'm glad that I have some questions written down, because

835
00:42:29,560 --> 00:42:30,919
Speaker 2: they're all out the window now.

836
00:42:32,440 --> 00:42:35,000
Speaker 4: Well. Sometimes I always feel like if you go over

837
00:42:35,040 --> 00:42:38,600
Speaker 4: the questions somehow during our conversation, they were probably answered

838
00:42:38,640 --> 00:42:40,879
Speaker 4: in some way, shape or form.

839
00:42:41,800 --> 00:42:44,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, yes, no, I just I think that what you

840
00:42:44,080 --> 00:42:47,759
Speaker 2: do is so incredible and it's and it is interesting

841
00:42:47,800 --> 00:42:50,000
Speaker 2: to have been raised in a way that you know,

842
00:42:50,239 --> 00:42:50,719
Speaker 2: you're not.

843
00:42:50,640 --> 00:42:53,360
Speaker 3: Supposed to like meddle with all those things.

844
00:42:53,400 --> 00:42:57,520
Speaker 2: And I and as I've gotten older, I've just really

845
00:42:57,960 --> 00:43:00,879
Speaker 2: don't feel that way anymore because I feel like if

846
00:43:00,920 --> 00:43:04,080
Speaker 2: I crossed over and I had the opportunity to speak

847
00:43:04,120 --> 00:43:06,279
Speaker 2: to my kids, I would take that opportunity. I'm not

848
00:43:06,320 --> 00:43:09,920
Speaker 2: saying that, you know, every spirit feels that way. I'm

849
00:43:09,960 --> 00:43:13,080
Speaker 2: sure some spirits don't. Well do you do you come

850
00:43:13,120 --> 00:43:17,000
Speaker 2: across spirits that refrain from coming through.

851
00:43:18,280 --> 00:43:21,520
Speaker 4: That refrained from coming through? Yes, no, because if I

852
00:43:21,560 --> 00:43:23,920
Speaker 4: can see them, I know that they're there for a

853
00:43:23,960 --> 00:43:28,600
Speaker 4: reason so that they have something to say. And I

854
00:43:28,600 --> 00:43:31,200
Speaker 4: think it's important. You know, you know you you use

855
00:43:31,280 --> 00:43:33,319
Speaker 4: the word and I liked it. You said meddling, and

856
00:43:33,360 --> 00:43:38,080
Speaker 4: you're one hundred percent right. There are probably people and

857
00:43:38,200 --> 00:43:40,840
Speaker 4: things on how people meddle on the other side that

858
00:43:41,080 --> 00:43:46,040
Speaker 4: they shouldn't. You know. I can just speak for myself.

859
00:43:46,160 --> 00:43:48,600
Speaker 4: I protect everything that I do in God's white light.

860
00:43:49,080 --> 00:43:51,640
Speaker 4: I treat the souls of the departed like my children.

861
00:43:51,680 --> 00:43:53,640
Speaker 4: If you have nothing nice to say, then don't say

862
00:43:53,680 --> 00:43:55,040
Speaker 4: anything at all, go to the back of.

863
00:43:55,040 --> 00:43:59,400
Speaker 2: The room, you know.

864
00:43:59,680 --> 00:44:04,160
Speaker 4: So. And I just love when when spirit you know,

865
00:44:04,200 --> 00:44:06,680
Speaker 4: when you could just feel that someone is lighter, but

866
00:44:06,840 --> 00:44:08,920
Speaker 4: you could just see it. You know, You'll have to

867
00:44:08,920 --> 00:44:10,960
Speaker 4: come to one of my live shows, I mean, because

868
00:44:11,200 --> 00:44:15,360
Speaker 4: just to feel it and witness it is just something.

869
00:44:15,440 --> 00:44:19,160
Speaker 4: And to watch spirit guide me around a space is just.

870
00:44:19,719 --> 00:44:25,400
Speaker 2: It's I watch your show Raising Spirits. Yeah, and I

871
00:44:25,520 --> 00:44:27,400
Speaker 2: name I mean, I mean, I've watched all your shows.

872
00:44:27,440 --> 00:44:30,040
Speaker 2: I know that this is like your newest show. But

873
00:44:31,120 --> 00:44:34,640
Speaker 2: every episode I'm sucked in, Like every single episode I

874
00:44:34,719 --> 00:44:36,960
Speaker 2: walk away and it doesn't it doesn't feel like a

875
00:44:37,000 --> 00:44:40,120
Speaker 2: TV show to me. It feels like like a spiritual experience.

876
00:44:40,239 --> 00:44:43,440
Speaker 2: Just being an audience member it is. I can imagine

877
00:44:43,920 --> 00:44:47,040
Speaker 2: an a live show where you're touring with so many people,

878
00:44:47,640 --> 00:44:53,080
Speaker 2: the energy in that audience must be like it's crazy.

879
00:44:53,200 --> 00:44:53,480
Speaker 3: Yeah.

880
00:44:53,560 --> 00:44:58,279
Speaker 4: And to watch perfect strangers console one another, that's what

881
00:44:58,400 --> 00:45:01,800
Speaker 4: always gets me is you know, it kind of restores

882
00:45:01,840 --> 00:45:04,960
Speaker 4: my faith in the world. Yeah.

883
00:45:05,000 --> 00:45:10,640
Speaker 2: Connection, mm hmm. Yeah, you do incredible and very powerful.

884
00:45:10,800 --> 00:45:13,120
Speaker 2: I know, I know. I want to talk to you

885
00:45:13,200 --> 00:45:14,240
Speaker 2: all day, Teresa.

886
00:45:14,640 --> 00:45:18,960
Speaker 4: You could end me back on Okay, You're only a

887
00:45:19,040 --> 00:45:20,839
Speaker 4: zoom away exactly.

888
00:45:22,040 --> 00:45:25,000
Speaker 1: Yes, yes, yes, okay, oh my gosh, I think you

889
00:45:25,080 --> 00:45:27,239
Speaker 1: think you. Thank you, thank you for coming on, thank

890
00:45:27,280 --> 00:45:31,360
Speaker 1: you for your openness, for your teaching, for your healing.

891
00:45:33,280 --> 00:45:34,000
Speaker 1: Really grateful.

892
00:45:34,360 --> 00:45:34,799
Speaker 4: Thank you.

893
00:45:35,160 --> 00:45:37,839
Speaker 3: And then Teresa, where can people get tickets for your tour?

894
00:45:38,200 --> 00:45:41,200
Speaker 4: Theresakaputro dot com. And I tell people out there too,

895
00:45:41,719 --> 00:45:44,759
Speaker 4: there's a lot of scams out there. If people are

896
00:45:44,800 --> 00:45:47,759
Speaker 4: contacting you pretending to be me asking for money, it

897
00:45:47,840 --> 00:45:52,279
Speaker 4: is not me. Join my fan club. So you could

898
00:45:52,280 --> 00:45:55,560
Speaker 4: purchase tickets at the correct ticket pricing. It's nineteen ninety nine.

899
00:45:55,840 --> 00:45:58,319
Speaker 4: It's worth it to purchase the tickets. And I give

900
00:45:58,360 --> 00:46:00,239
Speaker 4: all the proceeds after the quster of running the fan

901
00:46:00,320 --> 00:46:02,200
Speaker 4: club back to the fans. So we're able to do

902
00:46:02,239 --> 00:46:05,600
Speaker 4: a lot of great things, donating money, doing great fan

903
00:46:05,719 --> 00:46:08,520
Speaker 4: club events, and a lot of great work. So I

904
00:46:08,680 --> 00:46:11,440
Speaker 4: just want to thank the both of you for really,

905
00:46:11,560 --> 00:46:14,160
Speaker 4: I guess, giving me a platform in a way of

906
00:46:14,440 --> 00:46:17,319
Speaker 4: just really showing a different side of me. So I

907
00:46:17,400 --> 00:46:19,720
Speaker 4: appreciate that very much.

908
00:46:20,160 --> 00:46:22,640
Speaker 2: Thank you, and thank you for talking to some of

909
00:46:22,680 --> 00:46:23,879
Speaker 2: our people on the other side.

910
00:46:23,880 --> 00:46:28,040
Speaker 4: Of course, anytime I'm getting also all right, we'll have

911
00:46:28,040 --> 00:46:30,280
Speaker 4: to have you back on and I'm going to steal

912
00:46:30,320 --> 00:46:33,480
Speaker 4: you for a longer reading at some point. You never

913
00:46:33,560 --> 00:46:38,760
Speaker 4: know you thank you anytime, thank you, thank you.

914
00:46:40,000 --> 00:46:43,320
Speaker 2: Oh holy moly, that Oh my gosh, that was a lot.

915
00:46:43,719 --> 00:46:44,399
Speaker 2: That was a lot.

916
00:46:44,480 --> 00:46:46,640
Speaker 1: I've never seen us be speechless.

917
00:46:47,200 --> 00:46:48,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, we always have.

918
00:46:48,320 --> 00:46:52,759
Speaker 2: So I had all these questions and I don't know

919
00:46:52,800 --> 00:46:56,000
Speaker 2: what happened. I feel like I was just so sucked in.

920
00:46:56,160 --> 00:46:58,239
Speaker 2: I didn't even want to bother talking. It's almost how

921
00:46:58,239 --> 00:46:59,840
Speaker 2: I felt. I was like, let me just listen to

922
00:46:59,880 --> 00:47:00,760
Speaker 2: her all day.

923
00:47:01,040 --> 00:47:01,560
Speaker 1: Yeah.

924
00:47:01,719 --> 00:47:04,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, she believes that people have this gift.

925
00:47:04,760 --> 00:47:06,839
Speaker 1: Yeah. I felt a little self conscious that. I was like, yeah,

926
00:47:06,880 --> 00:47:09,680
Speaker 1: I feel intuitive too. I mean, well, I'm like not

927
00:47:09,840 --> 00:47:12,920
Speaker 1: compared to her, Well, that's.

928
00:47:12,719 --> 00:47:14,839
Speaker 2: The next level. And I didn't realize that she had

929
00:47:14,840 --> 00:47:16,720
Speaker 2: it since she was four two.

930
00:47:17,120 --> 00:47:20,440
Speaker 1: I the other mediums that I have spoken with, it

931
00:47:20,520 --> 00:47:21,520
Speaker 1: was very very.

932
00:47:21,600 --> 00:47:24,160
Speaker 2: That's very young. I can't imagine to them.

933
00:47:24,520 --> 00:47:27,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, And it's also like that feeling of I think

934
00:47:27,239 --> 00:47:30,160
Speaker 1: I feel like the common thread is feeling not like

935
00:47:30,200 --> 00:47:32,080
Speaker 1: the others when that's happening.

936
00:47:33,280 --> 00:47:36,839
Speaker 2: Yeah, No, I just I think that she's when you're

937
00:47:36,880 --> 00:47:39,319
Speaker 2: in the presence of someone that has it, feels like

938
00:47:39,400 --> 00:47:46,040
Speaker 2: they have that like telephone line, right, that like direct service, Yeah,

939
00:47:46,080 --> 00:47:49,120
Speaker 2: that access. It's just you don't want to stop talking.

940
00:47:49,640 --> 00:47:54,920
Speaker 1: She also impressed me with her ability to translate and

941
00:47:55,120 --> 00:47:58,560
Speaker 1: the way that she has created her own filters for

942
00:47:59,280 --> 00:48:01,719
Speaker 1: what's coming through her. It seemed very much like it

943
00:48:01,760 --> 00:48:04,440
Speaker 1: was about healing. Like I heard her say healing the

944
00:48:04,480 --> 00:48:08,719
Speaker 1: most and I heard her really categorize what she has

945
00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:11,799
Speaker 1: as a gift and that if she could use uh

946
00:48:12,160 --> 00:48:14,719
Speaker 1: that gift to heal others and help others, that that

947
00:48:14,760 --> 00:48:17,080
Speaker 1: would be that'd be what she wants.

948
00:48:17,480 --> 00:48:18,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, oh my gosh.

949
00:48:18,880 --> 00:48:21,759
Speaker 1: Yeah, well there were I'm multiple we can see each other.

950
00:48:21,800 --> 00:48:24,160
Speaker 1: You guys can't see us, but I am. I cried

951
00:48:24,600 --> 00:48:27,560
Speaker 1: multiple time too. Yeah, I was very emotional.

952
00:48:27,640 --> 00:48:29,600
Speaker 2: I just this is one of those podcasts that we're

953
00:48:29,640 --> 00:48:31,719
Speaker 2: gonna we're gonna say goodbye to you guys. But I

954
00:48:31,719 --> 00:48:33,759
Speaker 2: think I'll just sit in my chair for like an

955
00:48:33,760 --> 00:48:38,759
Speaker 2: hour just processing. Yeah. Yeah, it's so crazy. Yeah, we

956
00:48:38,920 --> 00:48:41,640
Speaker 2: definitely want to have her back on. And I know

957
00:48:41,719 --> 00:48:44,800
Speaker 2: we only got through a few questions, but you guys,

958
00:48:44,880 --> 00:48:47,840
Speaker 2: if you have more, send us, and I promise that

959
00:48:47,880 --> 00:48:49,000
Speaker 2: I'll try and.

960
00:48:49,880 --> 00:48:52,000
Speaker 1: We'll figure out we would we would we want one

961
00:48:52,040 --> 00:48:54,080
Speaker 1: single person where we're like and we're done with you.

962
00:48:54,440 --> 00:48:58,400
Speaker 2: No more you no no. But this one's just this

963
00:48:58,440 --> 00:49:02,520
Speaker 2: one was extra wild. This yeah, this one was another realm.

964
00:49:02,760 --> 00:49:04,879
Speaker 2: I loved it and I love you and.

965
00:49:04,880 --> 00:49:05,640
Speaker 3: I love you too.

966
00:49:05,800 --> 00:49:08,200
Speaker 2: It was such a like, I mean, I want to

967
00:49:08,239 --> 00:49:10,840
Speaker 2: like cry that I like got to like talk to

968
00:49:10,880 --> 00:49:14,320
Speaker 2: somebody through you too. Yeah, with you.

969
00:49:14,560 --> 00:49:15,959
Speaker 1: Very special, all.

970
00:49:15,960 --> 00:49:16,680
Speaker 4: Right, you guys.

971
00:49:16,960 --> 00:49:21,320
Speaker 2: This was an extra extra special episode of Call it

972
00:49:21,400 --> 00:49:23,439
Speaker 2: what it is, Jessica, why don't you call it?

973
00:49:23,880 --> 00:49:26,319
Speaker 1: Yes, I think that we can now call it the

974
00:49:26,719 --> 00:49:34,359
Speaker 1: end of the episode,